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Chapter 2

Notes:

feeling very graphic design is my passion

sorry also theyre both kinda cringe in this.

warnings for: a teeny squinty bit of age play. a very subtextual dusting, could be picked up by the wind. also sexting about violence

if images break, sorry. i use squidge images and sometimes they go down but nothing else i try seems to work on here.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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contact name: SirRozanov

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Have you ever done roleplay where someone pretends they don't want the things you're doing to them? And you do it anyway?

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Yes

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Oh wow

contact name: SirRozanov

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Have you ever done stuff with electrocution?

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Yes

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Haha that's crazy

contact name: SirRozanov

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Have you ever used one of those full body suits on someone where the person can’t move at all?

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Yes

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How does it work if someone wants out?

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No one wants out

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Oh haha wow :) sounds scary. Being trapped and not being able to get out. Maybe I would like that?

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I’m sure you would bunny

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Really it depends tho sometimes there’s a bell or certain noises or hand movements. Depends on the set up. You want to try?

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Cool

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Maybe. I don't think I'd use the bell if I had it

contact name: SirRozanov

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Have you ever done pet play

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Yes

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I see a lot of people do pet play as dogs. That's popular?

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Pretty popular yeah

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I was thinking about how puppies bark haha but I don't know what noise a bunny makes

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We will have to find out

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Probably squeaky noise

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:) Yeah probably squeaky. Especially when they get hit

contact name: SirRozanov

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Haha I liked your post about trapping a bunny

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Yes I thought you might. Was inspired by you

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Really? :)

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I didn’t want to assume

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Like maybe you know other “bunnies” haha

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No you are only bunny I know

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Cool

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yay lol 🐰

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Obviously it could have been about anyone which is fine

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Not happy about it in a jealous way just funny that it was about me

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That makes it sound like you are happy in a jealous way

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Lol whatever I’m not

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Ok bunny sure :p

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:(

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Be nice

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I thought you like when I am mean

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Okay yeah I do maybe

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:)

contact name: SirRozanov

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I think I don’t like this website very much

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Why?

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I keep getting weird dms

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I told you to block people

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I did. But seeing them in the first place is strange

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What kind of dms?

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Like…someone asked me to shit on them

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I’m not trying to be mean or anything

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I know I’m into weird stuff but they didn’t even say hello first. Just right into the request

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Aw. They did not see how you are doing before asking you to shit on them? So rude

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Shut up lol

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But really. A hello would have been nice. That’s a big ask

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Would you have done it if they said hello first? 😂

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Hell no. That's really gross.

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Unless you're into that no offense

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I didn’t mean to be judgmental. I guess I would try anything

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Sorry if that was bad to make fun of him

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Lol calm down bunny no I am not into that don’t worry 😭

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Good to know you would try anything tho ;)

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Haha okay good

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We don’t live in the same area anyway so it’s not like you would ask me to try lol

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Maybe one day we will be in same area I like to travel

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But I promise not to ask you to shit on me

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That would be so amazing if it happened

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Being in the same city!

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Also I think you could catch me with the collar and leash you posted...

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Haha sorry to bring it up again

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Hm I’m not sure. You’re a strong muscle bunny might run away

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Need to have a back up plan

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What would you do if I ran away?

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Sorry lol you don’t have to answer if I’m being annoying

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I’ll tell you later ;)

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What time do you have practice today?

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In an hour

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Ok then I will tell you after

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Nooo I’m not gonna be able to focus :(

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I hate waiting

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Then you need better self discipline

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You should work on that bunny

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Ok I will. Promise

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talk to you later

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Bye 🙄

contact name: SirRozanov

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Practice sucked I’m in a bad mood

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Did something happen?

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Just coach being an asshole and punishing all of us. Few of the guys were being lazy bc there was a huge party last night and they were definitely hungover

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Idk how they were still hungover at 5pm

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Have you never had a bad hangover lol

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No

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I don’t really like to drink that much. Is that okay with you?

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It’s not weird. I don't know why everyone acts like it’s weird that I don’t want to feel sick the next day. Sorry that I care about what I put inside my body. And I can have fun without it. I drink in moderation when I do it.

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What’s wrong with that?

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Nothing weird or wrong about that. It's good you take care of yourself

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Okay sorry I’m just in a bad mood

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All good bun

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But I’m not the reason for your bad mood so watch how you talk to me okay?

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Sorry :( you’re right

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Sometimes I just get so angry and have nowhere to put it all. And idk if I told you this but I’m captain of my team and sometimes it’s a lot of pressure. To always feel responsible for everyone and their performance even though I have no control over it. I can’t even do much as captain lol but my coach gets on my ass when the guys are fucking up. I know it’s just because he wants us to do well but getting yelled at in the locker room and then one on one is annoying. I think I’m a good leader but it can be overwhelming because not everyone takes it as seriously as I do I think.

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I shouldn’t complain I’m really thankful to be on the team. I love playing hockey

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Sorry for ranting. Feel wired right now even after bag skates lol

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That’s ok little bunny let it out

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I think you need a spanking

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What? Lol

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I’m serious. Think it would be good for you

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I’ve never been spanked. In my entire life haha

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But you want it?

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Yeah I want it :(

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Would you do that to me

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Yes. I said I think you need it

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Why do you think I need it?

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Because is like medicine for a grumpy bunny

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Would fix your attitude

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I want that

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Sometimes I think about it. Being put over someone’s knee for being bad or something. Or just because.

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That’s probably pretty weird to want that but I think I do need it

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And dumb because I’m heavy and tall idk if I would fit in that position

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You would fit

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You keep forgetting that you are little bunny

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Yeah :( I’m little and you’re bigger than me I keep forgetting sir I’m silly in my brain

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And you would take care of me?

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Yes bunny I would

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Get you nice and secure on my lap and hold you down because you are going to get very squirmy

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Warm you up with my hand first and then hmm what would I use next?

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I have a very sturdy hairbrush. Or my belt. I have a lot of fun toys to use but I think you need something like normal object not scary cane or flogger. That would be for later

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Want them all

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Do I get to choose

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I would let you choose the first time yes

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Put them all out on the bed so you can see them with your bunny eyes

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On your lap I want the hairbrush I think sir

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Is that a good choice

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Yes very good choice

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Will hurt a lot

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Would you be able to handle that?

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Yes I’m strong like you said

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You could do it yourself

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What?

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You have two strong arms yes?

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You mean spank myself?

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I don’t know …

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Okay just a suggestion

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How would I do it?

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If you wanted to do it, I would tell you how

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It would be your hand but really me spanking you, yes?

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No big deal if you dont want. You are curious about things so giving option to try

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ok let me see if my roommate is home lol

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This feels embarrassing

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But in a good way? Haha

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You like feeling embarrassed?

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Yeah. In the right circumstances I think. Like this

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Ok my roommate isn’t home

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You want to do it bunny?

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Yeah will you tell me what to do

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Of course I will tell you what to do :)

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Pay attention

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I assume you have a hairbrush since you are such clean boy who takes care of himself

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yeah I have a hairbrush lol

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I want you to get it. Tell me when you have it

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have it

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nervous

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that’s okay bunny if you don’t want to do it all you need to do is stop ok. But give it a try

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Ok

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Start with your underwear on and do 8. Get on your elbows and knees on your bed or somewhere soft. You’re going to use that muscle bunny strength and make it sting. Then take your underwear off and do it 10 times :). 5 on each side. Won’t be like how I could hurt you not even close but is good practice

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I want you to think about how good and obedient you’re being for me while youre doing it

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Can you do that bunny?

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yes yes i can

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okay sir im gonna do it

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Yes bunny :) good boy

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Okay

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that was weird

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You didnt like?

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No I did and that's what's weird. Liking doing it to myself ha

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I wish it was you instead

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Felt good tho. Sometimes when I touch myself I hurt myself a little so was kinda like that but nicer because you told me what to do

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Did such a good job bunny wish I was there to see your ass all red

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Yeah my butt is warm now lol

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But you could hurt me better

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would feel so good for you to hurt me

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You didnt tell me what you would do to me if I ran away

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Like you said earlier

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can you tell me please

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and can I cum this time please

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Hurting yourself made you hard?

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yes really hard sorry

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And now you’re begging me to tell you what I’d do to you. I bet you are hoping I tell you that I will hurt you? Is that what you want bunny?

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yes sir want you to hurt me

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and did you see i asked if i can cum this time

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please

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Yes I saw and ignored it. Stupid question

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Why would you want to cum reading about how a stranger on the internet wants to hurt you?

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please please please

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like thinking about you hurting me so much sir makes me want to cum

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Don’t ask to cum again. Obviously if I wanted you to do that I would tell you to

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im sorry sir youre right im sorry

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Now that I have been thinking about it the idea of you running away from me is very funny

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Because I don’t think you would ever run away.

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no dont wanna run away sir but if i did?

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You wouldn’t get very far. I would catch you just as you started to hop away because you are a very stupid bunny. Drag you back by your legs. have to punish you for trying to leave because bunnies don't get to make choices. Especially choices about where they go and what they do with their body

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yes sir only you make choices pls. dont need to just wanna listen forever

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Yes bunny good boy. I'll tie your hands and legs apart so you can’t use them and can't move. Do whatever I want to you. Kick you in the balls until you cry and scream and beg me to stop.

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Fuck or maybe I want you to be able to kick and try to fight back. Feel you get slow under my hands when you can’t take the pain anymore. I want to hurt every inch of you. The inside of your elbows and knees the bottom of your feet the back of your neck. Stick my fingers down your throat and bruise you on the inside

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please want your fingers and your cock sir would you stick your cock dwon my throat wana suck it

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Yeah bunny and my cock is fucking huge. make you choke on it. slap your face every time you gag. Need to train you to take my fat dick

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train me please ill be a good pet for you

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Want to whip you and spank you until your body is all one color. Grab your purple hips and squeeze them hard when I fuck you.

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Could destroy you bunny you are so stupid asking me to hurt you. Turns me on to make pathetic slutty boys like you helpless and covered in tears and spit

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That’s what you want isn’t it bunny?

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yes need it sooo bad

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i would love for you to fuck me it would make me so happy sir i would do anything

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You always say you would do anything I wonder if it’s true. Can’t possibly be true. What kind of whore lets anything happen to him?

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it is true promise

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Would you let me use you as a piece of furniture? Prop my feet up on your back for as long as I want?

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yes please do that want you comfy

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Would you lick the bottom of my shoes?

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yes sir really dont want to if theyre dirty but i would do it because you said

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You would let me use you like a toilet? Piss in your pretty bunny mouth?

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yes i would swallow it whatever you gave me sir please want it

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please please please i feel like im going to cum and im not touching myself dont know fi i can hold i t

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idk what to do feels like it’s gonna happen without touching is that possible

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You want to cum bunny?

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yes oh my god yes sir pelase

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Okay since you had a hard day and I am very kind I’ll let you cum

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thank you sir

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You can cum once you get 4 fingers in your hole

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thats a lot sir

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ive only done 3 before

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Ok bunny never mind that's fine

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wait no im sorry

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sir im sorry please ill do it

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please can i

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No

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no please im gonna cry

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im sorry idk why i said that i was just scared at firs tbut i can handle it i use a dildo sometimes 4 fingers is fine sir

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No, no. Don’t want you doing anything that’s too difficult for you

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please im really gonna cry i need to cum i can feel it in my belly

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You can spank your ass and balls until you cum

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No other touching. And don’t rub your dick on anything thinking you found a loophole

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idk if i can cum from that

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Then you won’t cum

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But I think you can bunny

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Pretty painslut. Need to train yourself to cum from getting hurt bun.

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You got so hard just from a few hits

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ok yes sir whatever you want

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training for you

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i use the brush again or my hands

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Hairbrush on your ass hands for your balls

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you get 5 minutes starting now

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ok

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came kinda but still hard weird orgasm.hurt

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Lol what holy shit that was not even a minute

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what made you cum your balls or your ass?

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my ass

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I kinda hit my hole

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Havent cum in a while idk if i actually did i cant even tell can i try again

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Fuck you’re perfect

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No you don't need to try again that's all you get okay bunny?

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Okay yes thank you so much sir for letting me cum

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I didn't think you could actually cum from that wow. Well not sure if you did lol silly bunny can't even tell what just happened

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Was confusing felt kinda like one and got messy but still hard and not actual cum I think

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Wow. So good bunny

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Are you okay how do you feel?

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feel so good

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happy now :)

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Because I did good and what you said?

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Yes so amazing bunny. I'm proud of you. You're so strong

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i wish we could snuggle is that ok

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Yes bunny I wish so too

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Are you feeling nice and soft inside?

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yes sir

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Good

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Are you all cleaned up?

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yes washed off

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Youre going to sleep soon?

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You should see if you have some arnica mr athlete

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I have that. Why?

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To make sure your pretty bunny ass doesnt bruise

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Fuck I didn't think about that

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What if I get bruises I have to change in a locker room tomorrow with my team

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What if they see oh my god

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is it going to bruise

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Calm down

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You’ll be fine there’s no way you were able to hit yourself hard enough to bruise. Just wanted you to use it in case bunny it’s okay

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Okay but now it hurts like it might bruise

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Well if it does bunny you will just need to be careful about getting changed and showering. There isn’t anything you can do about it now

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If it bruises I’m not doing it again

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Okay that’s fine

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But what if you were actually with a dom or someone?

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What do you mean?

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If that had been someone else doing it to you. Could have left marks. Is this the first time you’re thinking about all of this?

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No. Idk

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Probably need to slow down a bit bunny

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?? what

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You said you did a lot of research but reading is different than actually being ready to experience things

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Obviously

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You’re new to all of this and I don’t want you to do anything you’re not ready for. I have not been on my best behavior and I don’t want to hurt you

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hurt you mentally I mean lol

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That was pretty intense and I feel not comfortable with it

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I don't understand

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It's okay bun. Are you safe right now? Can you go snuggle up in bed?

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I’m already in bed

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How’s your bottom?

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Fine. I was freaking out but looked in the mirror and it’s barely red

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Are you still feeling floaty and silly?

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No I feel normal now

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Okay

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I think from now on we should try and keep things friendly

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What?

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Are you serious?

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How can I be friendly with someone that just told me to cum from hitting myself?

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It’s a bit much. I’m not being responsible. I’m older and more experienced than you. And I keep pushing my own boundaries and it makes me nervous that I am going to fuck you up or something

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And I don’t even know your name.

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I realized that today, just now when you were panicking. That I don't even know your name or what your face looks like.

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You can ask

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You could have asked. Do you want to know my name?

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Sure

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Shane

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Okay hi Shane

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I’m Ilya

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I know

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I googled you before I dm’d you so like I’m not just going into everything blind like you seem to think I am. I read an article about you someone wrote about Boston kink

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That’s nice. Did you like it?

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Why are you being an asshole right now you’re hurting my feelings

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I’m not trying to be an asshole Shane

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Don't call me that

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Your name?

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Yes you always call me bunny and now youre being mean

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I am not usually like this. I don’t even know what you look like, just learned your name, and I’ve been giving you orders on this website that I never even considered sexting on before 😭 I'm trying to make things better

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But I like everything and the way you’re behaving

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It’s not good practice Shane

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I don’t understand what I did wrong

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You didn’t do anything wrong bunny

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youre making me feel weird and small

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Was just good for you like you said did everything you wanted me to and now you’re saying that you can’t talk to me anymore

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I never said that bunny I just think we should take a step back. I will still be here to help you but just not in the way I have been. I can ask some people I know about the Montreal scene and find a good group to get you in touch with

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No

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?

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No

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You want to see my face?

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Yeah sure bunny I’d love to see your face but that doesn't change anything that I've just said

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Okay then give me your phone number I’ll text you can't send pics on here

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And it does change things. Three problems solved. You know my name you’ll see my face and we won’t talk on this website anymore

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Shane…

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Text me xxx-xxx-xxxx

Ilya R

Hi Shane
Hey


Fuck.

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Images from Ilya’s profile: [1] [2]