17 Bookmarks by Meerkat_silly
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Jonathan wished that would stop his ways, but God he couldn't, not even if a genie granted him a wish to never think about food again. Every time someone said he needed to eat, or how a car needs fuel to run, it made him euphoric.
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Jonathan Byers has an intense eating disorder and other mental health issues and finds peace (though it's rocky) through his old friend, Steve Harrington.Bookmarked by Meerkat_silly
09 Jun 2026
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Jonathan bumps into Lonnie at his house that no one knows about...
set in post season 5
At the wheeler houseWill might know something about it so he calls mike over to help him
trust me guys it's peakthis is a heavy warning for sh or suicide, please read with caution, i promise you aren't alone either.
have a tearful time reading :'(Bookmarked by Meerkat_silly
20 May 2026
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Beyond the grave, her husband is still taking. All Joyce wants is for it to stop, she wants to know how to make it stop. All she wants is for the thoughts and feelings to end so she can breathe once more and see the world for what it is. Instead, she's suffocated by the life she lives unable to heal the vivid memories of her husband that plague her soul.
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- Part 2 of sometimes life is just a curse or a sin
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06 May 2026
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Nancy feels Robin slipping away in ways that are easy to excuse and hard to name. By the time she realizes it isn’t just stress or nerves, the space between them has already learned how to hurt.
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02 May 2026
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(going through heavy editing as i started this at 15 and im now almost 19,, very scary news)
I never knew how much it would hurt to feel.
Steve Harrington and Jonathan Byers are sworn enemies. The Montagues and the Capulets.
But don't they fall in love at the end?(title and desc from some kind of disaster - all time low)
updates very slow im in college and working someone save me it's so busy
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19 Apr 2026
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I Can’t Keep My Eyes Open (Wish I Had My Radio) by Gwens_Galaxy
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
28 Feb 2026
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(PLEASE watch the tags- this fic could have some majorly triggering content- I'll make sure to tag everything but this fic will involve heavy talks of self-harm and trauma.)
Joyce had hoped she was overreacting after the call. That Steve really was sick, and he’d answer the door with a runny nose and sheepish expression.
But now, she had no doubt- mother’s intuition was screaming- something was wrong.
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- Part 1 of Stands For Comfort
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15 Apr 2026
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After stumbling upon a flyer for a shared apartment, a depressed Jonathan leaves home in the hopes of finding peace. When he discovers who the other tenant is, he considers leaving—but remaining changes things in his life.
As he studied Steve, he noticed something was different. Something about him had changed. Whether it was maturity, he couldn’t tell—but things weren’t as he remembered. For one, he looked worn out, like life had finally caught up to him. The confident sparkle in his eyes was no longer there—instead, it was replaced with something else. Something darker. Hurt. That alone was easy enough for Jonathan to identify.
Even though his instincts screamed at him to pull away—something else, something he couldn’t suppress—urged him to stay. Jonathan couldn’t decipher what it was. Desperation, empathy, or perhaps a sense of longing. Because when the two of them made eye contact, Jonathan found that outwardly, they were no different.
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08 Apr 2026
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Dustin struggles with unbearable guilt over Eddie’s death, hiding his pain and actions from everyone. But the secrets he buries so carefully won’t stay hidden forever—Steve is closer than Dustin realizes, and the truth is bound to come to light.
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02 Apr 2026
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we were born sick, you heard them say it by raeofsunuhhh
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
28 Dec 2025
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TW: Self Harm, Child Abuse, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicide Attempts & Neglect
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20 Mar 2026
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Will Byers is missing, and it is all his fault.
Jonathan Byers really is pathetic.
Jonathan blames himself for Will's disappearance and starts spiraling.
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19 Mar 2026
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Nancy Wheeler is a master of control. To the world, she is the perfect student with a perfect future. To herself, she is a collection of secrets and carefully managed habits, all designed to keep the past firmly underground. Her life in Hawkins is a fortress of her own making, and she intends to keep it that way.
Then Robin Buckley transfers to Hawkins High.
She is tall, clumsy, and speaks in a frantic, witty staccato that makes Nancy’s skin crawl with a terrifying familiarity. It’s a voice Nancy hasn't heard in years, not since the sterile, quiet hallways of a place they were never supposed to leave.
Robin doesn’t seem to remember. She just thinks Nancy is cold. But for Nancy, every hallway pass and every shared classroom is a threat. If Robin is here, then the girl Nancy used to be is here, too. And if Robin looks closely enough, Nancy’s perfect world might just start to unspool.
!TW! SENSITIVE TOPICS - SH, ED. (NOTHING GRAPHIC OR MAJORLY DESCRIPTIVE)
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07 Mar 2026
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Their friendship started on a floor. A bathroom floor to be exact. They say trauma brings you closer, and in their case, it really was true. Still drugged from the russians and well, torture they had faced mere hours before, They had the conversation that solidified this great friendship, and started their favourite inside joke.
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5+1 (And bonus?) Of the "Steve(/Robin) Did you just OD over there?" Line
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- Part 1 of Robin Buckley is not okay.
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06 Mar 2026
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Mike Wheeler has realized that the most effective way to reclaim his life is to stop inhabiting it.
In a world devoid of interdimensional monsters, true horror wears the face of a family dinner and the ticking of a stopwatch measuring how long he can go without eating.
In the wake of his suicide attempt, the psychiatric ward is not a sanctuary, but a glass prison. Amidst a haze of medication, group therapy, and the shattered gaze of a mother who mistakes control for love, Mike has a singular goal: to reduce himself to the absolute minimum, until there is nothing left to wound.
Within this vacuum, Will Byers—cellmate and companion in misfortune—is the only variable Mike cannot subtract. Will doesn't ask him to fight, he doesn't ask him to eat, and he doesn't ask him to stay. He simply occupies the space beside his bed, watching the wreckage of a Paladin who has decided to surrender.***
“Michael, this is your roommate.” Robin’s figure was silhouetted in the doorway, a piece of the stained duffel bag peeking out from her left side. “William.”
“Will.” A thread of a voice, too polite to sound like a correction. “No one calls me William.”Bookmarked by Meerkat_silly
06 Mar 2026
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Dear Diary,
I am Acorn, Alien Stage's ultimate sidekick, doomed to chronicle my emo roommate Till's disasters. Tried helping him confess to Mizi with a doodle-filled love letter?
Big mistake.
It landed in Ivan's locker. Now the sunshine quarterback is "fake dating" Till with heart-eyes that could cause permanent heartbreak.
Cafe dates go too far, stormy shed kisses happen, and Till's jealousy sketches scream louder than his denials.
With Mizi and Sua's fluff, Hyuna and Luka's chaos, my flustered Hyunwoo crush, and Ibani's pretzel heists fueling University Thread ship wars, nothing is safe.
Note to self:
Love letters are cursed. Never. Again.
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04 Mar 2026
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"I’m not holding your hand to keep you here, Will. I’m holding it so I know I’m still real."
The Hawkins Psychiatric Institute is where ghosts go to wait. For Will, it’s a world of white noise and dissociation, a slow fade into a reality no one else can see. For Mike, it’s a daily ritual of long sleeves, forced smiles, and visits to a catatonic Max that serve as his only alibi.
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04 Mar 2026
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04 Mar 2026
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Mike's body relaxed, and Lucas saw him as he was at that moment. A small, weak, scared kid, face streaked with tears and snot.
"Lucas... Let me." He begged, his voice raw "I want this. Let me... please."
Three months after Eleven's death, Mike attempts suicide and Lucas stops him. Everyone has to deal with the consequences.
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02 Mar 2026