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  1. Public Bookmark 54

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    Zhongli remembered every moment of his life. He would for the rest of time, a blessing and a curse. He remembered the moment he met a mysterious young man on the docks of Liyue harbor, spilling sweet words like tea, purchasing precious artifacts for him and then flitting out of his life. He remembered when he found out that young man was Tartaglia, Eleventh of the Fatui Harbingers.

    He remembered when he broke Childe's heart.

    So when a near death Childe stumbles his way through the streets of Liyue, Zhongli does the only thing he can think to atone for his mistakes.

     

    Childe manages to escape the Abyss for a second time, finding himself on the streets of a city he longed for almost as much as home. He can feel the life escaping him and he knows his mind has been failing him. His memories are broken and scattered, the only thing clear that all he needs to move forward is the pain in his heart and the rage that comes from it.

    Still as he feels life escaping him, he sees memories of a god that betrayed him. A god he would give anything to see one last time, to drink wine with, to hold once more.

    And then he wakes up, light and free of the Abyss.

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    03 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 78

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    “Alright, what do you reckon we do? As adorable as she is, I can’t work with a baby strapped to my back…”

    There was a strange glint in Dazai’s eyes as he stared at Chuuya, grin growing wider when he scooched closer to him on the bed, “That’s where I come in! The ADA have all come together and agreed that for the safety of the child—and of course you!—I’ll be helping take care of the baby! She did seem too overwhelmed here at the ADA, so it’s for the best that we stay at your apartment.”

    What. The. Fuck.

    So now Double Black has to work together again as parents?!

    Or: Chuuya finds a baby, accidentally bonds himself to the baby, and (unwillingly) becomes a family with Dazai

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    10 Jan 2026

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    "You’ll what?”

    “You heard what I said, shitty Dazai. He doesn’t want you. Not a single one of them does, but I do. So you’re going to fucking stay here, because you don’t get to leave me again.”

    “I’m not participating in this weird ass fantasy where we spend the rest of our lives together. I’m not him and you know it,” Dazai bites out, renewing his efforts to get out of his bindings.

    Nakahara’s hand shoots out to pin him against the couch and stop his movements. “I know. Of course, I know that. But he owed me, and now he's fucking dead so you’re the one that’s going to pay on that debt. So, I am going to fucking keep you and when the times comes, I’m going to be the one kill you. You don’t have anything waiting for you out there, and you know it.”

    Finally, Dazai stills. He tries to formulate a response, but he's not stupid, and there's no denying the truth. Slowly, he nods, and from above him, Nakahara grins.

    toxic skk situationship breakup + ada distancing themselves + beast chuuya being pulled in from his world = dazai, desperate for some sort of affection, and finding it in the absolute worst way possible

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    05 Oct 2025

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    It’s essentially a marriage, Chuuya knows. A mating bond is for life, until death do they part; even then the one left behind will be haunted by whispers of another soul through their bond. Coupled with the fact he’s doing it with Dazai, who exudes the futility of life with each breath he takes, it’s the same as asking Chuuya to be tormented constantly when Dazai inevitably leaves him, leaves this world.

    Wherein a mating bond is complicated, and feelings even more so.

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    04 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    I was reading the interaction between Dazai and Verlaine in Stormbringer and thinking- these two are the ones that act like brothers here! so that’s how this fic was born.

    or: dazai visits verlaine a few months after the Flags incident, and they talk.

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    30 Sep 2025