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Rhythmically Off Days

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Short poem about my struggles with panic attacks and dissociation

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Rhythmically Off Days


what can be done in arhythmic panic
but sit uncomfortable as the timing is off
counting 4/4 while the beat's 7/8
never quite on time 

the count off for the first song of the set
done in a rush- unprepared
the band of thoughts attempting to keep time
seemingly calm to the world

are the instruments in tune?
are the amps plugged in? 
the mics turned up? 
perhaps they too just hear static 

a drummer plays an out of time
the bassist trying to follow along
the guitarist attempts to play the solo
the vocals forgets the fucking lyrics

what were the lyrics? 
what were the chords?
was the timing 4/4 or 8/8?
what was the name of the song?

its hard to tell where the verse ends and the chous begins
when theres 8 different songs being played at once
different keys different times
different styles of tune

maybe they werent meant to play in the first place
there was not set list, no plan
just a couple of thoughts with not sense of rhythm
pretending they could be in a band

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