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Lust and Healing

Summary:

You and Levi have a night of love and vulnerability.

Notes:

Hi! This is the first smut I've ever written! Just a heads up that the story progresses very slow. Enjoy!

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It was time for everyone to head to the mess hall for dinner. My friends and I walked through the halls. Mikasa on my right with Eren next to her, and on my left was Armin. We chatted about training and whatnot.

“Did you guys see how Jean and Bertholdt sparred? It actually seemed like a tie.” Eren said jokingly.

“I thought Jean was doing pretty well. He knocked Bertholdt over once.” I remarked.

“Doesn’t matter. Bertholdt was able to pin him down a few times. I’m not surprised Horse Face isn’t superior at fighting.” Eren chided.

All of us laughed except for Mikasa. Armin then spoke, “I hope dinner tastes good tonight.”

Eren and I nodded in agreement. I responded, “Yeah, I’m hoping sometime they give us meatloaf. That would be delicious.” My mind pondered on the thought. Meat was rarely served to the soldiers of the Survey Corps.

Armin replied, “Well I think next week they might serve us ham.”
My mouth salivated at the thought. Eren and Mikasa hummed happily to Armin’s statement. “Hey did you guys see what Sasha did during training earlier?”

Mikasa smiled. “Yes, I was worried about her.”

Eren commented, “Yeah, I can’t believe she tried to eat in between matches.” He chuckled. They continued speaking but my mind wandered back to other events.

At training Levi was monitoring us. Today he wore the most attractive fucking outfit I’d ever seen. It was his white blouse, with his jacket and cravat like normal, but the pants were part of the new uniform. They were black and tight on the skin in most places. God, I couldn’t stop looking at him. During training, I swore he purposely kept lingering by me when he came close. I remember walking over to where Annie was, going into my fighting stance, and this man came up and watched us spar the whole time. He stood a few feet from behind Annie, and stared at me. Damn man crossed his arms too. Something about his stern look got me indescribably horny.

When he walked around the training grounds, I took many glances at his legs. With the pants on, I could see more of what they looked like. His legs were toned and looked oh so smooth. The rippling of his muscles could be seen through his pants. I wonder how it’d feel to taste the skin of his thighs. And his ass, I can’t even begin to say how often I admired his ass. He bent down a couple times to help people stand up. The view was spectacular. He had a little junk in the trunk. I’d do anything to seize a handful of it.

After one of my sparring partners knocked me onto my back, Levi came to me and stood beside me for a moment. “Be more mindful of what your opponent is doing.” He reached his hand out to me and kept talking about something. My mind wasn’t focused on him, though, and looked towards his crotch. I think I could see the outline of his dick. It was hard. I wanted to save the image in my head. Levi must’ve noticed me staring and the way I looked zoned out. He bent over me, making eye contact the whole time, and pulled me up by my arms. When I stood up I was out of my trance. Levi still locked eyes on mine for a moment, before walking away. My lust must’ve been getting to my head, because when he walked away it appeared he swayed his hips more. It was a tantalizing sight.

“Hey- y/n are you good?” There was an arm waving in front of my face. My thoughts were thrown away as I realized I’ve been staring into space for a while. Armin was trying to snap my attention back to reality.

“Oh y-yes. I’m fine. Sorry, I guess I zoned out.” Too embarrassed at what I was thinking of, it took me a minute before I noticed we arrived at the mess hall.

We got in line for our dinner and waited. Armin and Eren kept talking about Sasha. Mikasa was conversing with the two boys. I trailed behind them and couldn’t stop myself from repeating in my head what happened earlier.

After receiving our dinner, we all headed off to our own tables. I saw Hange sitting at one with her food. I walked towards her and she peered up at me smiling. Setting my tray down, I greeted her. “Hey Hange.”

She responded in her usual cheery voice. “Hey Y/n! Guess what!”

Sitting down I asked Hange, “What is it?”

“Aw that's no fun you’re supposed to guess! I’m telling you anyway. After training, I saw Levi storm into his office. He seemed quite angry. Did anything happen?” She looked at me with a curious smile.

“Well kinda.” I didn’t want to go into great detail. “He was mad at Sasha for eating on the field. I doubt that’s why he’s mad now, though. I think he noticed me staring at his dick and was bothered by it.”

Hange began to laugh hysterically. “Y/n what exactly happened and why were you looking there?” She struggled to get the words out through her laughter.

“Well… I was on the ground after one of my sparring partners knocked me down. He came over and offered me his hand. I looked up at him, and then I saw his dick was hard through his pants.”

Hange’s eyes widened. “And then what?”

I chuckled to myself. “Then he must’ve seen me staring at his dick because he bent over, grabbed my arms, and pulled me upright. After that he walked away.”

The scientist was clearly amused by what I told her. She knew I liked Levi. Hange being Hange replied, “He probably saw how clean you keep your boots and thought ‘Damn that’s hot’ and got hard.” She giggled.

I lightly smacked her arm. “Hopefully it was my fighting and not my boots. Or at least my ass instead.” I rolled my eyes. Hange chewed a piece of her food. I spoke without thinking, “I’d do anything for that man to let me ride his dick.”

Levi suddenly appeared and sat down next to us. He wore his regular disinterested look. Hange and I burst into laughter. He looked over at us with a scowl, “What are you two maniacs laughing about?” Levi continued glaring at us while we laughed our asses off. I secretly hoped Levi heard what I commented. Based on his face it looked like he didn’t unfortunately.

Our laughter died down. I choked out, “Oh it's nothing.” He glared at us suspiciously once more before focusing on eating his food. Erwin, Mike, and Nanaba joined the table not long after. Hange and I ate and chatted about different things for a while.

Levi stood up from the table after finishing his meal. He put his tray away and came back over to our table. I eyed him. He came up to me in my seat and leaned down. He whispered into my ear huskily, “Meet me in my office at 10.” I shivered with delight. He left the mess hall.

Hange looked over to me and quietly asked, “What was that about?”

“I think we’re gonna fuck!” I whisper yelled to her. Excitement and nervousness flowed through me. Hange smirked and we fist bumped.

The rest of dinner was more chatting. We returned our trays when we were done and left the mess hall. Hange walked with me to my room. I opened my door and said, “See ya Hange. Goodnight.”

She smiled at me knowingly. “Night Y/n. Have fun with the captain.” Hange wiggled her eyebrows at me before leaving.

I closed my door and freshened up. A quick shower and some new clothes made me more confident for tonight's adventures. With a half hour left until 10, I decided to lay on my bed and think. There was still a bit of nervousness that I held. My insecurities made me realize how bad this encounter could go. My arousal started to wear off thinking about him looking at my body in pure disgust. I tried to not think about it anymore.

It was a couple minutes before the clock struck 10 that I decided to venture out. His office wasn’t too far from my room. The halls were quiet. I was glad I didn’t run into anyone.

When I reached his door, I stood for a moment. I had to tell myself everything was going to be fine. That this will be enjoyable. In the back of my mind my insecurities still lingered, though.

Before I knocked Levi must’ve become aware of my presence outside. He opened the door to me. Levi was wearing a white shirt and black sweatpants. He looked quite appetizing. I had to stop myself from drooling in front of the man. Levi’s face also had this dazed, half-lidded glare. It was almost predatory. I shuddered at the sight of him.

“Hey,” he announced.

“H-hey.” I cursed in my head for stuttering.

“Come inside.” Levi’s voice sounded like the commanding one he uses but softer. He stepped out of the doorway to let me in.

I walked into his office, feeling nervous now for what was about to go down. There were a few candles lit in the room. A golden light glowed across the both of us. Levi shut the door behind us and proceeded to lock it. I gulped. There’s really no turning back now huh?

He turned to me and I tried to bask in the glory of his looks to distract me. His pale skin had a glow casting over it where the candle light reached. The features of his face appeared accentuated, further making him attractive. His steel-grey eyes had yellow light reflecting onto them. Levi’s brunette hair had streaks that turned a lighter brown from the candle light. He was undeniably gorgeous. I wish I could paint a picture of him now.

Levi came towards me. This time his face gave me a softer look. It calmed me for a moment. Levi could sense something was wrong. “Are you okay?” He reached a hand next to my cheek, letting me decide if I wanted his touch.

I wasn’t sure if I wanted to lie or be honest. This was supposed to be passionate love making but now I feel bad about changing the mood. I look away, thinking to myself. Levi retracted his arm, seeing I didn’t quite want his touch at the moment.

I decided Levi would want me to be honest with him. I spoke softly, my voice just above a whisper, “I’m nervous about having sex with you. I don’t know if you will like how my body looks…” I trailed off, still looking away.

He was quiet before he spoke. “Y/n, I-I think your beauty is exquisite. There’s really no part of you I could ever find disgusting. Every inch of you is perfect, no matter what it looks like.” Levi blushed.

I was looking up at him now. My mouth was open in shock. He’s never spoken such kind words to me. Although they were wonderful I still didn’t feel reassured. “It’s just.. I have acne on my back and my face… and there are stretch marks on my legs, and the hair on my body is obvious… I just feel so… gross compared to you.” It felt nice to let it out, even if I still held all the insecurity around them.

There was a longer pause this time. He took his finger and gently tilted my chin towards him. His face gave a soft but serious look as he answered, “Those are what make you human, y/n. It makes you even more perfect than you are. They are your unique features, kinda like how a deer can have white spots but they’re never in the same place. They make you different, and different is beautiful. You are art. And don’t compare yourself to me. Our bodies are drastically different as they are bound to be.” He hesitates before asking me, ”Can I kiss your skin?”

After his kind words they make me trust him even more. We’ve been good friends for years. Our bond has created a strong sense of trust. I replied, “Yes.”

He takes a moment to calm himself. I see him take my hand and start spreading little kisses all over the top of my arm and move up. The sight makes me feel warm inside. And makes me aroused once again. When he gets to where my sleeve is he stops and repeats the same actions on the other arm. He softly says, “Your hair is for warmth and serves a purpose on your body. It is pretty.” Levi shifts backwards and sits on his knees on the floor in front of me. He had a light rose on his cheeks. I see him point to my legs and ask, “Can I kiss them?”

I’m so amazed by his actions I don’t think twice before giving him a nod of consent. He’s being so kind to me. It makes my heart fill with love for the man.

Levi once again brushes light kisses along my skin but on my legs now. As he trails up higher I feel myself get wet down there. He stops once he reaches my shorts. After doing both fronts of my legs he leans back to look up at me. His hands are lightly holding the outside of my thighs. His actions are innocent but a girl could only dream of what I’m seeing right now. Levi speaks again, “Your stretch marks show you’ve grown and changed. They are magnificent.” I see the adoration in his eyes. Mine started to water.

He gets up to stand in front of me. With one hand lightly on the back of my neck, he leans forward. Levi kisses my forehead, cheeks, nose, and chin. He doesn’t try to kiss my lips but it’s almost like he’s teasing me. “And your acne is an intricate pattern on your skin. Like stars in the sky. It is lovely.” He lets go of my nape and watches my face.

I let a few tears fall and he came towards me to wipe them away. He captures me in a comforting hug. Levi built up my confidence again. Kissing my skin and calling me beautiful made me realize how much I love this man. And Levi made me feel so loved. I smiled at him. He gazes at me. “I love you.”

His breath hitches and for a moment I regret saying it. But a second later he responds back. “I love you, too.” Before we knew it our faces came closer and we shared an innocent kiss. It was soft and gentle. Then it slowly turned into a more passionate one. In the middle of it Levi pulled back. He conveyed to me, “Do you still want to go forward with tonight? We don’t have to do anything if you don’t want to.” Levi stroked my cheek.

It didn’t take me long to respond. All this sweetness from him was great but I was ready to move onto more exciting activities. “Yes.”

With that we returned to kissing. It went back to a passionate pace quickly. Our tongues grazed into the other's mouth and explored. My hands wrapped around his neck. His were on my back, pulling me closer to him.

When we parted for air he took the time to ask, “Can I take your shirt off?”

After catching my breath I nodded to him. He took my shirt by the hem at the bottom and pulled it above me. He set it on the ground next to us. Levi reached his hands out towards my torso, “Can I touch?” Another blush appeared on him. I nodded. He brushed his calloused hands gently around my waist. We kissed more. His lips were like soft pillows. Every touch against them left me aching for more. I felt him lightly squeeze my back.

Levi pulled back from the kiss and touched the back of my bra. “Can I?” The way he kept asking permission really showed how much he cared about me. I could never ask for a better man to be in my life than him.

“Yes.” He reached over me and unclasped my bra. I decided this time I was going to make a decision. Levi slid it off my body and placed it to the side. I took both of his hands and placed them on my breasts. Moving his hands in circular motions, it made Levi’s face turn into lust.

I gave him a half lidded gaze. He tensed up at first but then built up confidence again. I released his hands and he tenderly massaged my breasts. He squeezed gently. Levi’s hands continued the circular motions I showed him. My pussy was becoming wetter by the minute. My body squirmed at his touch. He rubbed his thumbs on my nipples, which were already hard. He was watching me to see if I liked it. I hummed in satisfaction. His face reflected amusement and arousal. Levi leaned down to my left breast, pausing to look to me for consent, and then put his mouth around my nipple. He wrapped his arms around my waist. His tongue bathed my nipple with his warm saliva. I groaned. The feeling was breathtaking. Then he started slowly sucking at it. I moaned loudly. My back arched at the astonishing pleasure. Levi let go after some time and graced my other breast with the same attention. I could feel my wetness spread to my upper thighs. My mouth whimpered and moaned. I wanted to beg for more but I knew there would be better things to look forward to.

He finished the pleasurable assault on my other breast and so I took the chance to ask, “Can I take off your shirt?” He locked eyes on mine and nodded. I reached forward and pulled his white top off by the bottom up.

His skin had a glow to it due to the candles. It looked so smooth. I stepped back and let the shirt fall on the floor next to us. I admired all I could see. Levi’s glorious collar bones were on display. I reached a hand out to touch them. Before I did I looked up at him to make sure it was alright. He nodded. I lightly ran my fingers over the bones. Then I gazed at his arms. Their stunningly crafted muscles were visible. I rubbed my hands across them and lightly massaged the flesh of his upper arms. He groaned. I continued squeezing them for a moment. My eyes traveled down to his pectorals. They were rounded nicely and puffed out a bit. I put my hands on them. My palms rubbed on the skin. His nipples hardened under my touch. I glanced up to Levi’s face. He had a relaxed and lustful look. I wonder if anyone’s ever appreciated his body before like I am now. I shifted down to his abdomen. He had such appealing abs. They were proof of how hard he’s trained as a soldier in the Scouts. Not to mention also as Humanity’s Strongest. I got on my knees in front of him. My hands moved across his abs. They were sculpted elegantly. I gulped to keep myself from drooling. I wanted to rip off his pants and ride him so badly. To have him moaning my name. To have my hands grip and squeeze his flesh. For him to lay his hands on my thighs.

I nibbled at the skin of his stomach. My mouth sucked on the flesh to give him a couple hickies. I licked up and down those delicious abs. His sweat brushed my tongue. The saltiness of it turned me on even more. He squirmed slightly at the feeling. Levi’s hand came to stroke my hair. A few small moans escaped his throat.

I was so aroused at this point. I wanted him to fuck me to the point I couldn’t talk nor walk. Standing back up on my feet, I grabbed his arms and roughly kissed him. He responded back eagerly. I pushed us towards the wall. He was pinned in front of me. My hands roved across his arms and chest. Our kissing continued. There was lots of lip smacking and tongue kissing. Levi’s hands wandered to my breasts as he massaged them once again. We moaned into each other’s mouths. Our sounds were mostly absorbed by the kiss.

Levi picked me up, gripping my thighs. I wrapped my legs around his torso. We were still kissing ever so passionately. He walked us to his bedroom. When he reached his bed he set me down on the edge gently. He stepped back and I pulled my pants off quickly. I was soaking wet. Levi took my pants from me and threw them off to the side. He surveyed me with hungry eyes. His gaze lingered on my wet ass panties. I heard a growl come from his throat. He settled his hands on the sides of my panties. Levi looked at me to make sure I was okay with this. There was a need in my eyes. He understood and pulled off my underwear. I sat there while he stared at my wet folds. He could see a glistening on my pussy and upper thighs from the candle light. The fact that I was so turned on definitely aroused him more. We were like two horny teens.

His arms looped under my thighs as he sat on the floor in front of me. I spread myself wider for him, excited for his next move. “Lay back.” He commanded. I did so happily. He shifted to get comfortable. Levi looked at my pussy and up at me again. “Can I?” I was so fucking ready for him.

“Absolutely.” I flashed a devilish smile at him. He returned the same expression. It shocked me since I’ve never seen him smile. I didn’t have time to fully process this as he dove into my folds.

At first, his tongue curiously licked my inner labia. He moved it up and down slowly, from my clit to my hole. It wasn’t much action but I was soaring. My body ached for more.

I saw him pull away for a brief moment. He had remnants of my wetness around his mouth. The view of him made me groan. “You taste delicious. Your cunt is divine.” I blushed and looked away. His dirty talk was making me shy.

His eyes looked at me in amusement before returning back to my pussy. Then he suddenly changed from slow to speedy. His tongue lapped at me like he was a starving man. As if the only meal he’s had in days was my wet cunt. I was a moaning mess. My back arched off the bed. Levi’s arms kept me in place. He gazed at my reactions with half lidded eyes. I felt the vibrations as he moaned into my pussy. It was so much pleasure.

I was practically at my end already. My hand batted his arm to give him the indication. He understood what I meant. My brain was too pleasure-fucked to speak properly.

Levi switched between nibbling at my clit and licking in fast circles. I came harder than I ever have before. My moans turned into a scream of, ”Levi!” I couldn’t see very well. My vision blackened in spots. The thighs Levi held were attempting to shut around his head. His iron grip kept his head from getting squashed. My back arched back against the bed, my head leaned back, and I was firmly gripping the sheets below me. My orgasm overcame all my senses.

In a few moments the pleasure turned into overstimulation. Levi’s mouth was still doing wonders on my clit. I reached down to Levi and tried to pry off his arms. He let go of me and leaned his body over mine. I saw his mouth had my cum and lubricant all over it. While staring straight into my eyes, he licked his lips. It was the sexiest thing ever.

Levi clutched my body while still hovering above me and moved me until I was fully laying on the mattress. He laid on top of my chest. Those strong arms went around my torso. His chin rested right between my breasts. Levi’s face had a small satisfied smile on it. I have mostly regained my senses by now. I returned a smile. “Was it good?” He asked me. Oh this man definitely didn’t need an answer. He knew.

“It was amazing,” I voiced honestly. He turned his head and nuzzled into my chest. My hands wandered to his back and hair. I played with the soft, brunette locks. The other hand stroked his back tenderly.

We laid there for a few minutes. I asked Levi, “Could you get me a glass of water?”

Levi said, “Yeah.” His body left mine and walked into his bathroom. He came out with a glass of water. I eagerly reached out to grasp it. He and I sat next to each other on the bed. The water was cool and refreshing. I handed the glass to Levi when I finished it. He set it on the nightstand next to his bed.

“You know,” Levi started. “I heard what you were talking about earlier at dinner. You want to ride my dick huh?”

I looked at him in a daze. My memories of earlier were coming back into my mind. It was embarrassing that he knew about my chit chat with Hange. Levi’s face and attitude must’ve been to throw me off at the time.

The thought of riding him once again joined my mind. I have calmed down since my first orgasm. I’d absolutely be down to go another round. With a smirk, I declared, “Yeah, and also I noticed you got hard during training? Were you thinking about me?”

Levi matched my energy. He smirked right back at me. “Maybe. I couldn’t help but notice the way your body moved while you fought. Mmm, I badly wanted to take you away to my office for a little training session away from the others. It seems you do it on purpose you fucking tease.”

I chuckled. “Well Captain, I could say the same about you. Wearing those damn pants today? I craved the chance to rip them off of you and go somewhere private. Just trying to tease me, too, huh?” My voice contained so much sass.

The space between us on the bed disappeared. We were connecting our mouths in a rough and passionate kiss. My hands wrapped around the back of his neck. His hands went to my shoulders. No other focus than on the way the kiss felt.

Levi pulled back from the kiss and got off the bed. He gazed into my eyes. “Let me give you a ride.” His voice was husky. I felt myself get wet again. He pulled off his pants and boxers. His hard cock was freed. The view of it caused me to grow even wetter. Levi sat on the bed with his back against the headboard. His lidded eyes met mine as he spread his legs and patted his thighs.

My perspective of Levi like this was a dream. It was mouthwatering. I had been staring at him but snapped out of my daze. Crawling towards him, I stopped by his hip. He gave me a questioning look. The focus of pleasure hadn’t been on him all night. I wanted to give him bliss before I greedily had another orgasm.

I crawled over him to sit between his legs. He spread them wider, curious for my next move. My hands ran over his thighs, gripping and rubbing the flesh. Levi let out a groan. My hands traveled over to his ass and squeezed. He came across as a bit shocked at my actions. I heard him let out a small, “Ahh!” I kept rubbing and gripping his ass, enjoying his reactions. Then I licked and bit at his inner thighs. I could taste his salty sweat like before. There was another flavor hinted on his skin that was similar to sandalwood. It was exhilarating.

Finally, I decided it was time to go for the main event. I gazed down at his dick. It was hard and had a tinge of pink. The tip had a dribble of precum leaking out his slit. “Can I?” I asked him. He nodded. I removed my hands from his ass and wrapped one hand around the base of his dick. Levi tensed at my warm hand on him. My head dipped down to the head of his cock. My mouth wrapped around the top and I licked slowly in circles. His hips jumped up slightly. It was clear he was trying to control himself from forcing his whole cock into my mouth. Levi gave a low moan. I tasted his precum. It was sweet and salty. I enjoyed the flavor. Pulling my mouth off of him, I gave him a half-lidded glare. “I like how you taste.” His only response was a grunt.

I returned back to his erection. My mouth wrapped around his cock and I took most of him in. He once again tensed at the contact. I started pumping my mouth up and down his length. I went slow and at an even pace. My mouth got used to him and I was able to take him all in. When I was comfortable enough, I went at a faster pace. My hand reached under and stroked his balls. Levi’s reactions were really turning me on. His chest heaved and moans fell from his beautiful lips. He watched me with an intoxicated look in his eyes. It was heavenly to see him stir and fall apart at my touches.

My mouth continued loving on his cock while my hand touched his balls. Levi had to be close by now. I wanted to taste his cum. Suddenly, I felt him try to pull me off. I stopped and sat up. “What is it?” I asked sweetly.

“I want to be inside of you. Now.” His desire was evident. I could tell he wanted me to keep sucking him off but would rather be deep inside me.

I complied eagerly. In truth, I was aching to jump on him as soon as he gave me the chance to ride him. But I thought it would be fair to give him pleasure before I received more.

My body moved to hover above his. Legs were placed on the sides of his hips. Hands were placed on his shoulders, keeping me steady. I looked into his eyes. His pupils were large. I could see the love and passion flowing through them. His face gave me a soft look. I reached a hand down to myself to check if I was ready. My hand touched my wetness. I prepared myself for the next step.

Levi placed his hands on my hips. He lightly gripped them. Him and I locked eyes as I pressed his tip at my entrance. I slowly lowered myself onto him. The stretch from his cock was incredible. My pussy was tight around him. Levi shuddered as he felt my walls clamp onto his dick. He groaned. When he was fully inside me his tip prodded at my cervix.

It was moderately painful having him all in. I stayed still to get used to his length. Levi noticed me wincing and rubbed my back. “Are you alright? We can stop if you want.”

I shook my head at him. “I just need time to adjust. It's... a little painful.”

He nodded in understanding. “Take as much time as you need.”

Levi rubbed my back for a few minutes. I laid my head on his shoulder. He gave me little kisses along my face and neck. My walls eventually became looser and the pain went away. I sat back up and bounced up and down experimentally. It felt wonderful. Our bodies were connected in such an intimate way.

I moved into a comfortable pace while holding onto his shoulders. Levi had one hand back onto my hip. The other was caressing one of my breasts. I let out a few low moans. He was letting out a few of his own. I reached down between us to rub my clit. My fingers moved over it in small circles. I moaned higher.

My hand was removed and I looked down to see Levi holding it. He gave me a predatory look as he licked my wetness off my fingers. I groaned at the sight. Then the hand on my breast shifted downward. Levi continued rubbing at my clit in circles with his thumb. My pupils dilated. This man really knew how to entice me.

Levi shifted forward and took one of my breasts in his mouth. He sucked and licked around my nipple. Occasionally he bit at the skin of my breast. He left a hickey on the left side. It was insanely pleasurable. The hand working my clit sped up.

The legs holding me up were starting to get tired. I was leaning more and more on Levi’s shoulders. My weak legs were causing my pleasure to lessen. I grunted trying to keep up. I guess I assumed riding wasn’t this hard. Levi noticed my state and asked, “Do you want me to take over?”

I didn’t hesitate before responding, “Yeah.” He grabbed me and flipped us over so I was lying below him. My body felt relieved. I sighed. We both got comfortable in the new position. He held one hand onto my hip and another on my clit. Slowly and gently, he began thrusting into me. He continued rubbing my clit in circles. The hand on my hip held me up slightly. My arms went around his back. The feeling of him deep inside of me thrusting and his fingers on my clit made me dizzy. It was so damn good. I moaned his name. My body desired him to go faster. “Levi, can you speed up?” He responded by thrusting faster into me. “Fuck! Fuck! That's it!” Levi groaned at my pleasurable noises. “Harder,” I pleaded. He wasted no time, snapping his hips more into mine. I felt him aim upwards at my g-spot. My throat practically screamed when he hit it. I was in heaven. My head rolled back on the bed. “Faster.” My voice came out breathy and my moans were elongated and airy. He moved quicker. Both of our sounds filled the air. His moans and groans were sounding higher pitched. The hand on my clit never relented. This man was taking me to heaven. I was simply ascending. My end was nearing. I still wished for him to go faster. “I need your speed.” I moaned halfway through my sentence. He complied and went at a pace no man could ever compare to. This was Humanity’s Strongest after all. Him and I were panting. His moans filled my ears as mine went into his.

The hand quickly rubbing circles on my clit and the thrusting was such a pleasurable feeling. My mind could hardly think. I was cuming fast. My moans turned into screams. His dick was sucked in by my walls that were clenching hard around him. I chanted his name the entire time I came. All my senses were once again overcome by pleasure.

Levi kept his eyes on me as I orgasmed. The scene was so alluring to him. My chest heaved. The hands on his back dug into the skin. My back arched and my head laid back. It was the trigger for him to reach his own orgasm.

My high started coming down and I looked to Levi. By the way his moans increased in volume I knew he would be cuming soon. His face was to die for. Those steel-grey eyes were closed shut. Levi’s mouth was hanging open and letting out the most amazing sounds. His hair was tousled. Everything about him at the moment was appealing.

I observed him for a few more seconds after my orgasm was over. Removing his hand from my clit, he placed it on the other side of my hip. His thrusts became erratic. The hands on my hips gripped them tightly. My name spilled out of his mouth as he was nearing his end. “Fuck! y/n!” When he was about to release he pulled out. His semen shot all over my stomach and breasts. I groaned. Levi moaned my name more as he came.

A few moments later Levi laid down next to me. We both took a minute to calm down. Then he stood up to go to the bathroom. Levi came out with a towel and wiped off the cum on my torso. He discarded the towel into his laundry basket by the dresser.

He came back over to me and sat down on the edge of the bed. His eyes met mine. Levi’s face had such a peaceful look on it. I’m glad he could relax for once, not having to worry about fighting titans. His hand lazily stroked my arm. I gazed up at him with the same relaxed expression. “We should get cleaned up,” he mentioned softly.

“Alright.” I didn’t want to remove myself from this comfy bed whatsoever. But I understand Levi wanted both of us clean. The scent of sex filled the room. Our bodies were sweaty and sticky in certain places. The hair on our heads was tangled.

He picked me up diligently. I leaned my face into his chest. It was warm and his heartbeat was right against my ear. We traveled to the bathroom. I felt him set me down by the tub. He reached over to turn on the hot water. Soon, the sounds of water filling the tub were all we heard. After some time, Levi turned off the faucet. He turned back to me and picked me up. My body was slowly set into the tub. The heat of the water was so nice. I sighed contentedly. My back laid against the side of the tub. Levi was still dirty from our activities, but chose to sit next to me on the bathroom floor. “What are you doing?” I asked him tiredly.

Levi responded, “I want to get you clean first.” My brain was too tired to question any further so I let him be. He reached behind him and took a rag from off his shelf. Levi dipped the rag into the tub. There was soap on the edge of the tub that he dispersed onto the rag. He rubbed it together to lather it up before turning to me.

He dragged the rag across my body, cleaning me as carefully but thoroughly as he could. Every inch of me was washed so attentively. I felt like I was being pampered. When he began cleaning my folds, he chose to only use his fingers and no soap. He was extra careful down there. I was so grateful for his attentiveness. Although it wasn’t a sexual act his fingers reminded me of the way his mouth loved on my lower parts. “Mmm,” I let out a small sound. A light tint of pink was visible from his cheeks.

Levi finished washing my body and moved onto my hair. He asked, “Can you dip your hair into the water?” I did as he asked. I leaned forward and drenched my hair. My body sat back against the tub. He opened a bottle of shampoo and poured some into his hands. His fingertips rubbed and massaged my scalp as he cleaned. It felt amazing. I closed my eyes as he worked. His tub also included a shower head that detached. Levi used that to rinse out the suds in my hair. Then he put conditioner on my ends and washed it out. Lastly, he took a comb from the shelf and lightly brushed my strands out.

He came over to the other end of the tub and unplugged the drain. I felt the warm water leave me and was slightly upset. Levi picked me up and stood me next to the tub. He took a towel off the shelf. The towel wiped off the water on my body as he dried me off. He used the towel to dry off my hair and he lightly massaged my head with it. Then he wrapped me in a fresh, fluffy white towel. “Go find some clothes from my dresser.” He was giving me the privilege to wear his clothes. I was honored. Silently, I nodded to him and left the bathroom.

His dresser was right across from his bed. I curiously opened each drawer to see what was inside. As I searched I heard Levi taking a shower.

The first drawer held his underwear and socks. The colors of them all included greys, blues, and a few whites. They all complemented each other. His next drawer included shirts. Lots of greys and whites, mixed in with dark shades of blue, brown, and green. I took out a comfortable looking dark blue shirt. I could smell his detergent on it. The scent was lemon and a trace of something else. I opened his bottom drawer to find various colors of pants. There were the white uniform pants, grey and black loungewear, and the new black uniform pants. I touched the latter and chuckled to myself. A pair of his grey sweatpants were what I picked out.

I stepped away from his dresser and took my towel off, setting it into his laundry basket. Levi walked out from the shower. There was a towel wrapped around his waist. His hair was wet. The scenery was delicious. He glanced over to me with his clothes in my hands. I gave him a small smile. He turned to his dresser and picked out fresh clothes. While he did that I slipped on the shirt and pants I held. He took a couple articles of clothing out and dressed himself. He chose a light grey shirt and dark grey sweatpants. I stood next to his dresser and waited for him to become fully clothed. When he was done he turned to face me. His hand extended outwards and his knuckles stroked my cheek. Levi’s soft expression held so much love. I smiled. Then we embraced. It was gentle. Our hands stroked one another’s back. We stayed like that for a few minutes, enjoying the feel of the other near us.

When we pulled away we walked towards opposite sides of the bed. I headed to the right, him to the left. Under the covers I went. They were so soft. It immediately made me feel safe and relaxed. I laid on my back and asked him, “Do you mind if we spoon? You lay behind me.”

He responded earnestly, “I don’t mind. I’d be happy to do that.” His willingness warmed my heart. “Let me blow the candles out first.” I nodded. He proceeded to walk around his bedroom and inside the bathroom to extinguish each candle. Then he did the same with his office. He returned a moment later.

I turned onto my left side. He got under the duvet and I felt him lay behind me. His front pressed against my back. The warmth from him caused my eyes to grow heavy. His arms went around my waist.

Tonight had been a night of healing, lust, passion, and care. It was the best night I’ve ever experienced. Levi showed me sides of his vulnerability and love. I was thankful for everything he’s done tonight. In all of his words and touches I could tell how much he cared for me.

My hands gravitated to rest on top of his. I turned around and whispered, “I love you, Levi.”

He kissed my cheek. “I love you, too, y/n.”

All I felt was love and care in Levi’s hold. He expressed every emotion he had for me tonight. My heart belonged to him. The only things I could think of were how safe and warm I was as I drifted off to sleep.