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Summary:

Cale was in a meadow in deep thought.

He suddenly had a record back when he was still Kim Rok Soo. The record was them, someone whom he thought he had forgotten a long time ago. They were someone who knew him and was with him in his darkest times and moments. They were his team member, his friend, 𝓗𝓲𝓼 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻, 𝓗𝓲𝓼 𝓭𝓪𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰, his one and only light in his unending abyss.

Notes:

I changed bit of the Lyrics to match it
this is my first fanfic

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Work Text:

'They D̵̡͔̯̖̼̭̽̔͑͂̈͜i̸̟̣̤͉̣̾͌͜e̴̟̗̯̪̊̈́̊̊̈́͠͝d̸̳͌. All because of me, they died because of me. 𝐈𝐅-... if I had been there sooner...
No I shouldn't be thinking of such useless thoughts. Team leader and [insert name] wouldn't want to see me like this.' Cale thought
Cale then watched the records play and remembered them singing this one song

"What song was it again" Cale muttered under his breath
ah yes it was that song

 

...

 

 

𝕯𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖇𝖑𝖆𝖒𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖆𝖉𝖊 𝖒𝖊 𝖈𝖗𝖆𝖟𝖞
𝕴𝖋 𝖎𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖊𝖘𝖓'𝖙, 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖆𝖎𝖓'𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖎𝖓' 𝖎𝖙 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙
𝕷𝖔𝖗𝖉, 𝖘𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖒𝖞 𝖉𝖗𝖚𝖌 𝖎𝖘 𝖒𝖞 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞
𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖊 𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖓' 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊

 

They were always nagging me not to get hurt or overworked
They were always honest and confident
They fought monsters, rescued people, got betrayed but never lost hope.

 

𝕴'𝖛𝖊 𝖇𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖇𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖐𝖎𝖓' 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖘 𝖆 𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊, 𝖆𝖓𝖉
𝕿𝖔𝖞𝖎𝖓' 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖉𝖘
𝕵𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖕𝖑𝖆𝖞𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖘 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖚𝖘𝖊

 

They meant nothing to me
They were greedy and wary of me and always sent assassins to my house and dared to attack them
If I wanted to, I would've burned them all, but that would be far a too easy death for them.

 

𝕾𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖓𝖊𝖉 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖋𝖎𝖗𝖘𝖙 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊, 𝖎𝖓
𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊 𝖕𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖊
𝕾𝖍𝖆𝖐𝖎𝖓, 𝖕𝖆𝖈𝖎𝖓', 𝕴 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖓𝖊𝖊𝖉 𝖞𝖔𝖚

 

It was 6 months before his 36th birthday when Kim Min Ah reported to me that they were severely injured from a fight.
They were attacked by that stupid guild and left you to fend for yourself against an unranked monster.

 

𝕱𝖔𝖗 𝖞𝖔𝖚, 𝕴 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖈𝖗𝖔𝖘𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖊
𝕴 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖜𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊 𝖒𝖞 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊
𝕴 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖑𝖔𝖘𝖊 𝖒𝖞 𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖉
𝕿𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖘𝖆𝖞, "𝕳𝖊'𝖘 𝖌𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖙𝖔𝖔 𝖋𝖆𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊"

 

They were in a coma for 1 month now and the healers said that They were gonna die.
Out of pure rage I remember I went to that guild and massacred every. single. one. of. them.
And the Guild leader and the team who attacked my lover. I tortured them

 

𝕯𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖇𝖑𝖆𝖒𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖆𝖉𝖊 𝖒𝖊 𝖈𝖗𝖆𝖟𝖞
𝕴𝖋 𝖎𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖊𝖘𝖓'𝖙, 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖆𝖎𝖓'𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖎𝖓' 𝖎𝖙 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙
𝕷𝖔𝖗𝖉, 𝖘𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖒𝖞 𝖉𝖗𝖚𝖌 𝖎𝖘 𝖒𝖞 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞
𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖊 𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖓' 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊
𝕯𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖇𝖑𝖆𝖒𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖆𝖉𝖊 𝖒𝖊 𝖈𝖗𝖆𝖟𝖞
𝕴𝖋 𝖎𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖊𝖘𝖓'𝖙, 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖆𝖎𝖓'𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖎𝖓' 𝖎𝖙 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙
𝕺𝖍, 𝕷𝖔𝖗𝖉, 𝖘𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖒𝖞 𝖉𝖗𝖚𝖌 𝖎𝖘 𝖒𝖞 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞
𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖊 𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖓' 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊

 

There were rumors of me massacaring that guild and me being ruthless but I could care less about it.
What I cared more was that they would live. It was torturous every second, every minute, every hour of the day just waiting for them to wake their eyes up.

 

𝕸𝖞 𝖓𝖆𝖒𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖜𝖍𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖉𝖊𝖈𝖎𝖉𝖊
𝕬𝖓𝖉 𝕴'𝖒 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖌𝖔𝖓𝖓𝖆 𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖊
𝕴'𝖒 𝖎𝖓𝖘𝖆𝖓𝖊, 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝕴'𝖒 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞 (𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞)
𝕰𝖈𝖍𝖔𝖊𝖘 (𝖊𝖈𝖍𝖔𝖊𝖘) 𝖔𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖓𝖆𝖒𝖊 𝖎𝖓𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖊 𝖒𝖞 𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖉
𝕳𝖆𝖑𝖔, 𝖍𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖒𝖞 𝖔𝖇𝖘𝖊𝖘𝖘𝖎𝖔𝖓
𝕴 𝖔𝖓𝖈𝖊 𝖜𝖆𝖘 𝖕𝖔𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖓 𝖎𝖛𝖞, 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝕴'𝖒 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖉𝖆𝖎𝖘𝖞

I thought of all our moments together
When we first met at that restaurant
To when they first confessed to me
To all the battles and conversations.

 

𝕬𝖓𝖉 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞, 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖞𝖔𝖚, 𝕴 (𝕴) 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 (𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉) 𝖋𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖌𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖊
𝕵𝖚𝖘𝖙 (𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙) 𝖙𝖔 (𝖙𝖔) 𝖙𝖔𝖚𝖈𝖍 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖋𝖆𝖈𝖊
𝕴𝖋 (𝖎𝖋) 𝖞𝖔𝖚 (𝖞𝖔𝖚) 𝖜𝖆𝖑𝖐 𝖆𝖜𝖆𝖞
𝕴'𝖉 𝖇𝖊𝖌 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖔𝖓 𝖒𝖞 𝖐𝖓𝖊𝖊𝖘 𝖙𝖔 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖞

 

If I could turn back time and make them stay I would.
I would've spent more time with them and not always busy
I would treat them way better than before

 

𝕯𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖇𝖑𝖆𝖒𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖆𝖉𝖊 𝖒𝖊 𝖈𝖗𝖆𝖟𝖞
𝕴𝖋 𝖎𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖊𝖘𝖓'𝖙, 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖆𝖎𝖓'𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖎𝖓' 𝖎𝖙 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙
𝕷𝖔𝖗𝖉, 𝖘𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖒𝖞 𝖉𝖗𝖚𝖌 𝖎𝖘 𝖒𝖞 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞
𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖊 𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖓' 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊 (𝖞𝖊𝖆𝖍, 𝖔𝖔𝖍)
𝕯𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖇𝖑𝖆𝖒𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖆𝖉𝖊 𝖒𝖊 𝖈𝖗𝖆𝖟𝖞
𝕴𝖋 𝖎𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖊𝖘𝖓'𝖙, 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖆𝖎𝖓'𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖎𝖓' 𝖎𝖙 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙
𝕺𝖍, 𝕷𝖔𝖗𝖉, 𝖘𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖒𝖞 𝖉𝖗𝖚𝖌 𝖎𝖘 𝖒𝖞 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞
𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖊 𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖓' 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊

 

Be it Gods, Demons, Hunters or other beings If someone dared to take them away from me I will not hold back from starting a Fucking Bloody War against them.
My life is already hell and there is nothing else to lose.

 

𝕴 𝖌𝖊𝖙 𝖘𝖔 𝖍𝖎𝖌𝖍, 𝖔𝖍
𝕰𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊, 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖓' 𝖒𝖊
𝖄𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖓' 𝖒𝖊
𝕿𝖗𝖎𝖕 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊, 𝖔𝖍
𝕰𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊, 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝖙𝖔𝖚𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓' 𝖒𝖊
𝖄𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝖙𝖔𝖚𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓' 𝖒𝖊
𝕰𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊, 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖓' 𝖒𝖊

 

After the war the God of Death told me that team leader and they were alive in this world
Team leader reincarnated as a Hawk while They were reincarnated as a Noble.
The God Of Death then informed me that this is [insert name's] 3rd life and that in their first life here they died at the age of 26 because of arm but due to me interfering that will never happen.
I wanted to quickly meet [insert name] but I had to deal with the Hunters first.
I promised to myself that after everything is dealt with I would quickly come to find you so please wait for me my love

 

𝕺𝖍 𝕷𝖔𝖗𝖉, 𝖘𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖒𝖞 𝖉𝖗𝖚𝖌 𝖎𝖘 𝖒𝖞 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞
𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖊 𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖓' 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊
𝖀𝖘𝖎𝖓' 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊, 𝖔𝖍𝖍-𝖔𝖍

 

Of coarse dealing with the hunters isn't easy so it took time but I then heared that they was attacked by a hunter
I couldn't sit back after hearing this information, the others looked at me weirdly when I quickly reacted and went after that hunter that dared to harm them. I won't lose them the second time.

 

𝕯𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖇𝖑𝖆𝖒𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖆𝖉𝖊 𝖒𝖊 𝖈𝖗𝖆𝖟𝖞
𝕴𝖋 𝖎𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖊𝖘𝖓'𝖙, 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖆𝖎𝖓'𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖎𝖓' 𝖎𝖙 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 (𝖉𝖔𝖎𝖓' 𝖎𝖙 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙, 𝖓𝖔)
𝕷𝖔𝖗𝖉, 𝖘𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖒𝖞 𝖉𝖗𝖚𝖌 𝖎𝖘 𝖒𝖞 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞
𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖊 𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖓' 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊 (𝖔𝖍)
𝕯𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖇𝖑𝖆𝖒𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖆𝖉𝖊 𝖒𝖊 𝖈𝖗𝖆𝖟𝖞 (𝖔𝖔𝖍)
𝕴𝖋 𝖎𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖊𝖘𝖓'𝖙, 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖆𝖎𝖓'𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖎𝖓' 𝖎𝖙 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 (𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖆𝖎𝖓'𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖎𝖓' 𝖎𝖙 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙)
𝕺𝖍, 𝕷𝖔𝖗𝖉, 𝖘𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖒𝖞 𝖉𝖗𝖚𝖌 𝖎𝖘 𝖒𝖞 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞
𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖊 𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖓' 𝖋𝖔𝖗 (𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖊 𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖓') 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊 (𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖊 𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖓')
𝕴 𝖌𝖊𝖙 𝖘𝖔 𝖍𝖎𝖌𝖍, 𝖔𝖍
𝕰𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊, 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖓' 𝖒𝖊
𝖄𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖓' 𝖒𝖊
𝕺𝖍, 𝕷𝖔𝖗𝖉, 𝖘𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖒𝖞 𝖉𝖗𝖚𝖌 𝖎𝖘 𝖒𝖞 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞
𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖊 𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖓' 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊

 

After completely annihilating the Hunters and dealing with all the others I could finally go to them. Even If they are on another continent I would travel through hell and back if it meant I could see them.

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