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♬ hype boy - newjeans ♬
baby, got me looking so crazy,
got me chasing a daydream
got me feeling you
you got something to say?
"so, we've made it. what do you think, hyung?"
ni-ki's voice sounded soft in the background, because all sunoo could hear and concentrate on was how beautiful the hotel room was. the same one that ni-ki had booked in secret, hiding it from sunoo, only revealing that he'd booked it when sunoo found out that the enhypen members would be having a break.
sunoo had, as always, been curious, trying to find out what the room looked like, but ni-ki had insisted that it was a surprise. with a little smirk on his face, the younger had successfully hidden what the room looked like from sunoo.
that's why it was a pleasant surprise when they finally stepped inside, exhausted from chasing each other down the hallways, making a ruckus, but how could they care? they were young, and in love.
the first reason why sunoo loved it - it was classy and coloured white with several thoughtful splashes of pink on the pillows and duvets. he had this small obsession with themed things, loving when colours matched up aesthetically and looked pleasing to the eye. it was just more appealing to him.
the second reason - there were opposite sides of the room with large and beautiful views. one side was the beach, and the other was the city. everything about being able to see the outside while confined into a small space in comparison was just so calming and peaceful to sunoo.
the last reason - although it was classy and tidy, it was simplistic and cosy at the same time, with only a bedroom and a bathroom. the bedroom was about the same size as the average master bedroom, with a queen bed in the middle. the windows displaying the views had pink themed curtains brushed to the side.
it was as if ni-ki had custom-made this room just for him. the thought of it made sunoo's heart swell with love.
suddenly, he came to the realisation that he hadn't answered his boyfriend's question, and that he was probably watching as he admired everything. when he turned to meet ni-ki's gaze, the younger looked slightly amused, his eyes gleaming with love for him.
"i love it," sunoo murmured, shrugging his backpack off in a rush and running to engulf riki in a tight embrace. "thank you, love."
"reminded me too much of you," ni-ki whispered in his deep voice, his mouth close to sunoo's ear. sunoo could feel every tiny tingle and vibration that his words created, his head buried deep into his chest, and he could sense the swirls of chocolate scented waves emanating from riki.
sunoo loved so much about him.
his chocolate-tasting, lingering kisses. the sweet smile that appeared whenever he was amused, admiring something, or bothering sunoo with tiny pecks on the neck to tease him. the way his fingers would trail up to sunoo's earlobe mid-conversation or kissing-session to play with it lightly. the way he'd bicker with sunoo over the smallest things and find a way to make it up to him a while later. usually, the go-to method was a whole shower of kisses all over sunoo's face with hummed apologies.
sunoo's head whirled, basking in the attention that ni-ki was giving him as they hugged long and slow, something that didn't happen very often. his spine tingled from the feeling of riki's fingers draped over his back in a protective, affectionate manner.
in a brave move, sunoo lifted his head from the younger's warm chest and rested his chin on his shoulder instead, throwing his arms around his neck. he let his hands sink into his boyfriend's soft, natural brownish black locks, enjoying how it didn't feel too damaged from all the bleaches and dyes their hair had gone through from the life of being an idol.
"i'm glad you like it so much," ni-ki chuckled, and sunoo could hear every last low rumble of his changing voice ringing in his ear.
"i do, i love it, so, so much!" sunoo squealed, and as he knew he always did, going over the top with his reaction. this was another thing he found great about ni-ki - he could tolerate all sunoo's dramatic and overreacting antics. he knew that most of the other members certainly couldn't as well as ni-ki could. it made a grin spread across his lips.
and there he decided to end the hug - not because he wanted to, because hell, he'd hug ni-ki forever and ever if he could - but because he wanted to go down to the waiting beach and watch as the sun set right before their eyes. he wanted to experience the glowing blend of red, orange and purple painted over the partially cloudy sky firsthand. he wanted to curl up with riki in the tiny cocoon that the beaches provided.
with that, he pressed a quick kiss to the space underneath the younger's ear, leaning backwards. yet another thing he liked - the way ni-ki flushed a deep red after sunoo initiated a kiss, although he was usually confident when he was the one with the upper-hand.
the face of pure adoration that ni-ki made when sunoo drew away was so devastatingly cute that sunoo found it necessary to laugh.
embarrassed, ni-ki glanced away for a split second, mumbling, "what am i gonna do with you, kim sunoo?"
"that's hyung to you," sunoo scolded mockingly, jabbing a finger into his dongsaeng's chest. "now let's pack up to go."
i won't listen to no one
there's no one else like you, none
maybe you could be the one
you can ask anyone
i'm not looking for just fun
maybe i could be the one
"ni-ki yah! don't you dare!" sunoo screamed, stumbling across the rough sand as he tried running away from his boyfriend for the second time that day. it seemed like riki was in a playful mood that day, because he'd constantly been trying to work sunoo up into circles of annoyance.
now he was aiming sand at sunoo as he chased him along the coastline, excited laughs erupting from both of them. they were both incredibly lucky that there was nobody there with them - the beach was left for them.
it was as if everyone had known that they'd be at the beach day, and had left them to enjoy their time together, with just them.
sunoo screeched again when ni-ki tackled him and pushed him down into the sand, smoothing the small mixture of pebbles and salt onto his clothes. he was mildly upset that the white shirt he was wearing would have to be washed, but he loved how they were the remains of ni-ki's lingering touch.
"riki!" sunoo threatened the younger, raising a fist mockingly. "god, i want to kill you."
"oh?" immediately responded ni-ki, shifting his weight from his feet to his hands, caging sunoo under his arms on the sandy beach. "you shouldn't lie, hyung. i can see right through you."
there was silence for a while, sunoo's cheeks flushing pink from the proximity of his boyfriend, who looked like he was having fun watching sunoo underneath him. his eyes shone with the usual cheekiness that was present every time sunoo received a tease from him.
just because it was familiar did not mean sunoo necessarily enjoyed it. but at the same time, just because he did not enjoy it, it did not mean that he didn't regard this with affection.
sunoo knew, his feelings were kind of messed up lately, with the maknae of their group forcing his way into his heart. but riki's presence in the depths of his soul was definitely welcome to sunoo. he didn't mind the way his thoughts would drift to him constantly, or how his heart ached for him when he wasn't around.
snapping back to the present, he was instantly greeted with a chocolate aroma making his thoughts dissipate as soft lips caressed his gently, surprising him mildly but he kept his cool as he returned the kiss, tugging the younger closer.
"here? really? there could be people wat-" sunoo began when they pulled away with a puff of breath, but he was cut off with his mouth half opened when ni-ki leaned in with a grin and caught his lips in another kiss.
and this time sunoo's head fell back onto the sand, and he didn't even feel the tiny grains sliding along his soft black hair strands on the back of his head.
without bothering to move away at all, ni-ki murmured against sunoo's lips, "there's literally nobody here, love. but if you're uncomfortable we could head back to the grass and slip into one of those cushioned chairs hanging from trees or whatever people call them these days."
"butterfly cocoon," pouted sunoo, with something he'd made up, but he liked the name and found it cute so he used it.
"alright," laughed riki boyishly, a rasp coming from deep inside his chest. "butterfly cocoon."
he stood up and let sunoo dust himself off from all the sand they'd collected from playing earlier and also lying down on it. but every grain of sand was precious to sunoo, they contained the memories they were creating - the moments that sunoo would someday look back on and wish they were that young again.
and so they raced each other to the nearest one, ducking their heads to crawl inside the small, cozy structure hanging from a sturdy tree.
sunoo squirmed backwards, letting his back rest against the woven strands of the chair, watching affectionately as ni-ki tried following him inside. but the poor boy accidentally bumped his head against the top, wincing cutely.
at this, sunoo instantly pulled him close, grabbing his waist and pulling him closer so that his shoulder laid comfortably against his chest. he ran his fingers thoroughly through his floppy black hair, and again he marvelled at the softness and purity of it.
"are you okay?" maybe there was a tiny quaver in his voice at the thought of ni-ki actually hurting himself, but sunoo didn't want to admit it.
his dongsaeng tilted his head back, an action that meant he was asking for more, while mumbling a quiet, "yeah."
after that, with a soft peck to riki's temple, a silence sat between them, broken by only the calming, rhythmic waves outside. but it was a comfortable silence. add one more to the never-ending list of why sunoo loved ni-ki. they didn't have any time when they felt the need to say something constantly - and sunoo appreciated this wholeheartedly.
and sunoo gazed once more out at the coastline, his eyes travelling upwards to watch as the sun came downwards through the sky. he was faintly aware of ni-ki turning his head and staring at him with a small smile captured on his lips. he shivered, feeling the eyes burning holes into the side of his face as he continued to admire the sunset.
but ni-ki's eyes never left him, and he could feel himself turning positively red. there was this thing about ni-ki looking at him like he was the galaxy littered with stars. beautiful and precious, almost like a gem.
and not long after, ni-ki had leaned close enough that sunoo felt his warm breath tickling his lips, his nose lodged right next to his. at that point, the sunset sunoo had been watching was partially blocked by the younger's face towering over his.
the last thing sunoo saw before he closed his eyes to accept riki's kiss was the sun halfway up in the sky, nearing the horizon where placid waves lapped over every once in a while.
a hand reached up to his face, a thumb rubbing circular motions into his soft cheeks. and the taste of milky chocolate was recognisable as ni-ki pressed kisses against his lips feelingly. this rhythm repeated, the flow of steady kisses coming delicately and sweetly. this kind of kiss, different from the enthusiastic, excitement-filled ones that they usually shared, was so soulful and genuine.
sunoo could feel butterflies even in his toes from the emotional intimacy of it all.
lord save me, he thought internally, a spiral of emotion whirling through him as he opened his eyes only for them to close again as soon as he saw ni-ki smiling faintly with half-lidded eyes. he's so gorgeous.
and the loving, slow pecks continued for a good couple of moments before ni-ki drew away, causing sunoo's eyelashes to flutter in surprise. he wanted more. but he didn't voice what he needed, instead shooting a stare of longing at ni-ki who looked adoringly down at him.
"hyung, wait for a bit," murmured his dongsaeng lazily, fingers trailing down to lift his chin upwards a little. disappointment pricked sunoo slightly when the younger's gaze left him completely, and went down to his pockets, his hand slipping down to find his phone.
the sudden loss of interest from ni-ki shocked sunoo down to his core and internally he was aching. what had he done?
ni-ki bit his lips as he swiped at his phone, looking as if he were searching for something. his eyes travelled around the screen, pinpointing on something before tapping lightly on it.
sunoo was about to ask riki what was so interesting and urgent that he had to use his phone instead of spending time with him - but the younger suddenly turned his body, raising his arm to reveal what was on his phone screen. the screen reflected back an image of both of them, and sunoo shuddered with realisation.
uncharacteristically, ni-ki wanted to take a selfie with him. sunoo knew that he wasn't usually in the mood for taking pictures with anyone, really, not even him. but sunoo also knew that ni-ki liked making exceptions for him, and he did it often.
"hyung."
the simple word was beautiful. it came from riki's lips. it came from the boy whose eyes were wide open with so much love in them. they had the same sparkle as the tips of ocean blue waves in the moonlight.
it was enough for sunoo to lean in and steal another tender kiss as the moon started to reveal itself, fading in as a replacement for the sun which had already gone past the glittery horizon.
there was a soft shutter sound as ni-ki pressed the capture button of the camera app, at the same time as sunoo tilted his head to deepen the kiss as much as he could.
oh baby
heard i'm sensitive lately
everyday without you baby, yeah,
is hopeless, i'm going crazy
i just want to hear you on the phone right now
i just wanna hear you're mine
they stayed there in the little pod, watching as the waves swept onto the shore close by, reminiscing the moments that their time together had brought, enjoying more and more tiny kisses that sent shivers through both their bodies.
sunoo couldn't ask for more than that, and he knew with his whole heart that it was the same for riki.
and when the clock struck 8 o' clock sharp, they began to head back to the hotel, slipping their feet back into their floppy slippers as well as entwining their fingers with each other's.
they had reached the point where the beach turned into the city, where their hotel was, and it was exactly 8.13.
they walked to the hotel lobby, with caps covering their faces so that no one would recognise them and figure out what they were doing, just to spread silly, unnecessary rumours.
soon, after much walking in their loose clothes and seawater and sand covered feet, they reached their hotel room, where they washed up with much laughter and giggles. ni-ki was being so sweetly angelic that night, all over him with so much affection.
he had helped sunoo wash out every last grain of sand in the shower with insane patience, because sunoo kept giggling and squirming out of his firm hold, refusing to let the younger touch him.
"riki! lemme do it myself!" sunoo had squealed, trying to snatch the showerhead out of ni-ki's hands, but to no avail. the younger one was unfortunately also the taller one, and he easily lifted it out of reach from sunoo's grasping hands.
in the end, sunoo had obediently stood still as gentle fingers carded through his dripping hair, brushing out all the uncomfortable and itchy sand grains.
and now they both lay on the hotel bed, scrolling through social media lazily while the lights were turned down to a small glow. as sunoo clicked on a weverse post sunghoon had posted, he giggled to himself, seeing him and heeseung lazing around at the beachside as well. jake was in the distance as he played with the waves.
at this, ni-ki glanced at him and put his phone down, poking his head into sunoo's side to see what he was looking at. instantly, sunoo hid his screen against his chest, teasing him.
a frown furrowed the younger's eyebrows and he tried snatching the phone. sunoo immediately lifted it away. "what are you hiding, hyung?"
"nothing!" sunoo laughed, trying to stage a panicked voice. luckily, his acting skills worked well and succeeded in fooling riki. or, he was just playing along for fun. because he pouted cutely, his drying bangs drooping over his eyes.
it was so devastatingly adorable that sunoo dropped the act and murmured kindly, "it's just sunghoon hyung's weverse post. heeseung hyung and jake hyung are with him."
and maybe he shouldn't have tried that little trick on his boyfriend, because ni-ki sighed, relieved, and snatched the phone out of his hands after the second attempt, throwing it onto the bedside table.
"hyung," he muttered in his deep voice, flipping himself over so that he was hovering over sunoo. his warmth seeped through his clothes, finding sunoo where their bodies made contact. similar warmth bloomed inside sunoo's core, and it didn't stop. in fact, it only grew.
"it's alright, love. i'm yours, and yours only," he whispered, looking directly into the piercing gaze of his dongsaeng, his puma eyes glistening with emotion. sunoo smiled at this, feeling it spread to his cheeks, creating the smile lines he knew were so prominent every time he smiled hard enough.
ni-ki chuckled at this, a rumble starting in his chest. sunoo loved it. it made tiny shivers prevail over his body to even his fingertips. the low voice of riki was a sweet contrast to the mass of love and affection written all over his face - captured by his boxy smile, livened by his gleaming orbs.
"i love you so much," breathed his boyfriend, leaning down and grazing his lips against sunoo's. their noses rubbed against each other as well, and sunoo was suddenly reminded of how ni-ki had done that exact action with the tiny kittens enhypen had met. of course, ni-ki had been naturally great with them. after all, he was an animal lover. and sunoo was a nature lover. anything created in the hands of mother nature, they loved and cherished.
their souls had been bound to connect since day one, hadn't they?
sunoo let out a drawn out breath, sucking in another that smelled heavily of chocolate. how could someone's breath smell so good and enticing? only ni-ki.
there was tension in the air, an exciting one, one that made sunoo anticipate what was going to happen next. what would happen without any members just outside their door? without anyone ready to catch them?
a firework exploded inside him when ni-ki pressed an open-mouthed, overdue kiss to his lips, and it was only the beginning of the night they were going to have.
cause i know what you like boy
you're my chemical hype boy
open my eyes to see old days
gone like a dream
hype boy, all i wanna
hype boy, gonna tell ya
it was a tentative, slow kiss, but it carried much emotion that sunoo could feel thickly as ni-ki tilted his head, pressing harder and more into his mouth. sunoo loved this feeling so much - this feeling of ni-ki hovering over him, fingers grazing over his nape as he pulled their connected lips ever closer.
when ni-ki pulled away slightly for a breath of air, he mumbled, "pretty hyung. so pretty," sending a jolt straight through to sunoo's abdomen. he was pretty he'd never been this turned on, never been so longing for more even though it was just one passionate kiss.
"really, love?" sunoo challenged, feeling a surge of confidence rise up inside him. he grabbed ni-ki's wrist impatiently and guided it to the hem of his shirt, trying to get him to slip his hands underneath it like he did sometimes. ni-ki's cold touch against his chest was so electrifying all the time.
fortunately for him, ni-ki understood every move he made, but he smirked and moved his hand away teasingly. sunoo's heart felt like it sank down all the way to his toes, he had been so excited to have ni-ki touch him like he had never before.
"you want this, huh?"
sunoo could have cried out of the plain want he was feeling when ni-ki latched his lips onto his neck and with lightning speed slipped his hand underneath sunoo's button-down shirt.
there was a stutter in his voice when ni-ki breathed hotly against his neck, before sinking his teeth lightly into the awaiting skin. "r-riki, help me."
every curve on his skin could feel the fingers dancing across his chest, sparking a heat in every zone they touched. he was trying his absolute best to stay still and not squirm with need.
maybe his words were a little confusing, because the younger instantly frowned and drew away abruptly, evoking a whimper from sunoo. "you good? what's wrong? what do you need help with?"
his words were muffled, and sunoo looked at him through hazy eyes of sudden longing. how had he changed from so calm to so hyped in a matter of a few moments? maybe this ni-ki, who was panting slightly, looking as if he wanted more too, was causing havoc in his heart.
a welcome mess.
and we can go high
say it now, yeah, feeling how, mm-mm
take him to the sky,
you know i hype you, boy
close your eyes
say it now, yeah, feeling how, mm-mm
take him to the sky
you know i hype you, boy
"ni-ki," he managed to mewl, feeling his dick underneath his clothes grow tighter, harder, almost as if it were growing, by the passing minute. "it's so uncomfortable."
he had definitely never felt this way before. and he knew what this feeling was. it sent shivers of uncertainty through him. everything about this was so unfamiliar to him. how could he have had the chance to feel all these emotions when half his life had been focused on trying to train and his life as an idol?
sunoo was nearly afraid that ni-ki would be further confused, and ask exactly what was uncomfortable. sunoo knew he would shrink into the earth if ni-ki ever asked that. but instead, the younger got the message, his eyes opening wide in realisation before seeming to try to tone down his reaction by letting his eyes returned to their former hooded state.
"i see, hyung," he murmured huskily, leaving another languid kiss on sunoo's jawline before his hand, unbelievably, travelled downwards from his chest to his clothed length. it felt so strained underneath all the fabric. all sunoo wanted to do was to rip off everything he was wearing and let ni-ki kiss him everywhere. he wasn't exactly sure whether it would get rid of this discomfort, but it would definitely please him.
"it's uncomfortable here, yeah?" ni-ki supposed, rubbing a protruding thumb on the bulge that showed even through the sweatpants sunoo was wearing. as soon as pressure was applied, sunoo felt his eyes roll back in his head as he whined from the pleasure that the tiny action made him feel.
"yeah, yeah," sunoo tried collecting himself, but he felt a lone bead of sweat down his temple and he knew - he wouldn't be able to collect himself that night. he wasn't that stupid, nor too innocent.
just inexperienced.
"it's alright, hyung. let me help you," in a soothing voice, riki assured him, and sunoo had to pull him in for a kiss again. at least he was experienced with that. he let his mouth take the lead, grazing his tongue against the soft, velvet-like lips of the younger. there was a fresher taste like that - when his tongue was directly touching ni-ki. he tasted like cocoa, not yet formed into a chocolate bar, but still sweet and strong.
and that was when ni-ki started it all.
first was long fingers working at the hem of his sweatpants, pulling them down and under his feet, before throwing them across the room without a care in the world. the thought of his thighs exposed kind of made sunoo want to shrink back, but he looked into ni-ki's intense stare, full of awe and love for him, and it gave him the confidence to keep himself there on the bed, pliant and willing to follow along with whatever his dongsaeng had planned.
ni-ki ran his hands up from his calves to his thighs, and sunoo felt himself shudder from impatience; he could see how his thighs shook as ni-ki held them open and proceeded to slip his underwear off him as well.
all this at an incredibly slow pace.
"ni-ki, please, hurry up," sunoo urged, and he had already pictured exactly what he wanted, what he craved. it was a matter of whether ni-ki knew too.
"i know, hyung. but we have to open you up first, before we can, you know," ni-ki explained, flushing red. "and i'm still dressed."
they seemed to share a feeling of plain embarrassment, knowing deep inside it'd be their first time, and they were inexperienced in all aspects of this. which made sunoo think, did ni-ki have experience?
with a quiver in his voice as ni-ki slipped out of his own clothes quickly, leaving only his polo tee on, he asked, "h-have you done this before?"
it was a stupid question. sunoo realised this right after asking it. the younger had only been 13 when moving to korea to train - how could he have had any experience with anyone prior to this? unless he'd had a fling with one of the other members without telling anyone. which'd be really weird.
"of course not, hyung," ni-ki dismissed it, almost laughing as he began to push sunoo's shoulders down and hold himself above sunoo again. "so, shall we begin?"
the words by themselves were innocent, but the way sunoo's boyfriend said them, with hazy, needy eyes that were narrowed slightly, made sunoo want to give in entirely. but another burst of confidence and enthusiasm shook him, and he smiled and nodded.
but then his mind strayed and betrayed him, and he mumbled, "don't we need lube for this?" however inexperienced he was, he wasn't stupid.
instead of reacting negatively to this, ni-ki merely examined him, the hints of a smile beginning to show on his lips. he looked unbothered by the obvious obstacle. sunoo remained staring up at ni-ki's face, his face feeling warm as he waited for an answer. he didn't dare to look at the lower half of his boyfriend, a little afraid of what he'd see. what caught him by surprise was how ni-ki had lowered his face so that his lips brushed against his earlobe. the presence was soothing and scary.
ni-ki lingered there for a while, biting down gently on the cartilage before speaking with an airy tone that made sunoo feel overwhelmed on the inside.
"well... aren't there substitutes?"
try and try to sleep
no way i can sleep
no, it's already three
so attached to you, uhh-ohh
gotta let them know
they can't have you no more
wrote my name right here
so everyone knows i'm yours
everything turned cloudy as soon as ni-ki's hands went down, skimming lightly over his ticklish, still clothed stomach, before wrapping quickly around sunoo's pulsating length. the sudden contact was so relieving that sunoo couldn't help but moan, trying to stifle it by clamping a hand over his mouth.
ni-ki tilted his head to the side, laying it down on the pillow, beside sunoo's own head. every time ni-ki exhaled, sunoo could feel the breath caressing his ears.
at the same time, the younger's fingers thumbed at his dick in all the right ways, every once in a while pumping it. to that sunoo let out strangled mewls, the pleasure unfathomable. how could something that made him feel so sinful make him feel so good at the same time?
and ni-ki seemed to be groaning prettily as well in time with his own unstoppable whines, the sound vibrations sinking deep into his ear canals and shooting jolts of pure desire into sunoo's stomach.
and after this pattern continued for a while, soon sunoo was reaching his inevitable climax, his thighs shaking with the need to sink his fingers into something as his body stiffened, going lightheaded. his hands desperately jerked outwards, searching for something to ground him as a series of wails escaped his separated, dry lips, his hips thrusting upwards as though they had a mind of their own.
he threw back his head, the pleasure frustrating and amazing at the same time - until ni-ki lifted his own head from beside sunoo's ear with a heave, his right hand not stopping with its ministrations, and he pressed his lips to sunoo's as he was in the middle of a drawn out whine. the younger's left hand suddenly met sunoo's trembling one, which was still unable to find anything to hold onto as he thrust his hips upwards again into ni-ki's fingers.
his dongsaeng's hand holding onto his tightly as he chased his release was comforting and relieving, through the haziness of ecstasy rolling out in waves through his body.
the unbelievable pleasure was actually overwhelming. tears gathered in sunoo's eyes as he panted, "riki- i can't-"
he raised his head a little, searching to meet ni-ki's gaze, but he fell back onto the pillow as soon as his orgasm hit him. literally everything around him was blurred to the max, even the piercing, lustrous brown eyes that finally looked down into his, lips murmuring reassurances.
"you can, love, you can. i'm here."
with another stutter of sunoo's hips and a soothing kiss to his forehead, sunoo came into ni-ki's waiting hands, feeling unfamiliar liquids spurting out of his tired body. he was so overwhelmed with euphoria that he couldn't bring himself to be ashamed of all the noise he was making. and as his movements stilled, a realisation hit him almost as hard as his climax had a few moments ago.
if this was already overwhelming enough for him, how would he be able to take ni-ki's dick pounding right into his ass, how would he be able to withstand both the pain and pleasure that came along with it?
he lay there for a while, trying to pull himself together, trapped under ni-ki's arms. and then he gave up, because internally, all he wanted was so much more. he wanted ni-ki to take him and push him flat against the bed, while thrusting as hard as he could into him.
his breathing calmed soon, and his vision cleared to reveal an already dishevelled ni-ki, who looked down at him with all the love in the world, letting it show through the fond smile he carried and his reddened cheeks. "hyung, are you feeling up to carrying on?"
this was what sunoo meant by ni-ki treating him as precious as the most valuable thing in the world. he inhaled deeply, preparing himself, and mumbled out a desperate but simple, "yes, i'm ready."
i won't listen to no one
nothing same about you, none
maybe you could be the one
you can ask anyone
i'm not just looking for fun
maybe i could be the one
maybe he should have delayed it just a little bit longer. because ni-ki instantly let a finger press at his entrance, something sunoo had never felt before. it burned, and it hadn't even gone in at all. a whimper escaped him without his consent.
"i'll go at the pace you tell me to, okay? you gotta tell me if i'm hurting you too much," sweetly, ni-ki whispered against his lips, a signal that he was ready to kiss him if it hurt. they both knew it would.
sunoo's heart rate accelerated wildly before he nodded shakily. "go inside, it's okay, it's okay." in all honesty, sunoo sounded like he was trying to convince himself. and it seemed like ni-ki knew this. however, the younger didn't protest. he pushed his ring finger inside, evoking a whine of pain from sunoo, instantly smothered by a kiss from ni-ki.
when sunoo didn't protest - he was unable to because strangled words kept coming out of his mouth - the younger worked his finger further inside, feeling like it was searching for something. every little bit that slid in made sunoo gasp, clenching his fists.
"i don't know how to do this," ni-ki suddenly confessed, before pulling out his finger and adding another in. sunoo tried his very best to believe that, but he couldn't when the younger pressed deeper inside him and started scissoring his fingers.
it caused another moan to slip past sunoo's lips, which he thought had been pressed as tightly together as possible. turned out that they weren't.
"moan more, hyung, it sounds so good," the younger whispered as sunoo jerked his head upwards to swallow ni-ki's lips in a kiss that felt scandalous and yet exciting; sunoo's heart was trying its best not to jump out of his chest.
his dongsaeng continued to slide his fingers easily in and out of him - every time they left, a hole opened in the pit of sunoo's stomach, asking for more. this emptiness was conveyed to his head and to his chest, causing it to rise and fall intensely with every strangled breath and delirious whine.
the number of fingers sinking into him gradually increased, and every time they did, ni-ki's soothing lips were there for comfort, a silent assurance that pain wasn't the only thing he was feeling, and that he should focus more on the relentless pleasure seeping through his entire body.
and soon ni-ki gave one final motion, before pulling out for the last time. sunoo felt that aching hole grow bigger, a whimper slipping through the recess of his lips, before he finally gathered the courage to look down at the younger's display.
just a glance made sunoo gulp in terror. ni-ki's dick was huge and absolutely terrifying. if fingers were so much of a stretch, what would this feel like? would he feel like he was being ripped into pieces? the sole thought of it made sunoo start to breathe heavily.
of course, ni-ki noticed this, his eyebrows crinkling in concern, and he leaned down his head to kiss sunoo's temple with so much tenderness that the older wanted to drown in his love all day.
"why so panicked? what's up?"
the quiver in riki's voice that implied that the younger wanted to quicken their pace but was more worried for him made sunoo want to draw his knees to his chin and tuck his legs in, absorbing the affection ni-ki would give him - the same affection that was given to him everyday without fail.
"i'm scared," was sunoo's final, simple response, and as soon as he confessed it, there were more pecks at his lips, and hands inching closer to his waist.
"there's no need to be scared. i'm here, aren't i?" in a feather-like voice, ni-ki tried to comfort him, warming sunoo's heart so that he was suddenly nodding slowly, spreading his legs wider for ni-ki to enter him.
the sudden change in sunoo's behaviour made ni-ki look slightly shocked, and internally, sunoo was quite confused with himself as well. he could feel so many emotions at the same time and not know which one he'd act upon. it was something that kind of scared him.
but when ni-ki let the beginning of a smile appear on his face, all the negative feelings left him to be replaced with enthusiasm and love for the boy who was above him at that intimate moment.
oh baby
heard i'm sensitive lately
everyday without you baby, yeah,
is hopeless, i'm going crazy
i just want to hear you on the phone right now
i just wanna hear you're mine
"i'll go in now, okay, hyung?"
if sunoo hadn't been in this position, underneath the maknae of their group with sweat dripping down his forehead, cheeks flushed and lips swollen by the number of times he'd bitten them, he would've laughed at how ni-ki sounded so innocent although they were doing... this.
regardless, he felt complied to nod.
maybe he shouldn't have been that quick to decide, like before. he really couldn't make up his mind sometimes.
but when ni-ki chuckled knowingly and let his length sink into him, inch by inch, gripping his shoulders tightly but not too roughly.
and instantly sunoo wanted to shrink up, the pain was so strong at first. it felt like something was eating his ass up, making sure not to leave anything untouched, peeling him apart little by little. and when he clenched, he skrieked because it only made the pain grow steadily worse.
immediately, tears began to well up in sunoo's already glistening eyes. and when they only gathered there, without drying, they fell across his scrunched up face. he felt so scared, so confused, so alone. the sudden stinging had brought all these emotions back to him, and they were stronger than before.
his gut had been right when it had observed that ni-ki entering his ass this way would be a lot more pain-inducing.
it wasn't until there was a puff of air on his slicked with sweat forehead, a blooming kiss there, and words that murmured ever so gently, "you're doing great. it'll start to feel good soon, yeah? wait a bit more," that sunoo began to have a light of hope in his abdomen.
the burning pain a sharp contrast to the pleasure, he really began to enjoy what was going on. but everything was so overwhelming that as he previously had, he began to zone out, the world turning cloudy and hazy.
every single time just a small part of ni-ki went into sunoo, he would gaze lovingly into sunoo's eyes with a look that whispered silently, are you okay?
how was ni-ki able to have so much self-control and care for him while he was in this position? sunoo would never understand. but he was eternally grateful. it wasn't everyday he'd come across somebody like this, who treasured him above all else.
sunoo felt hands squeezing his shoulder assuringly, and also kisses being dropped down the side of his exposed neck. a leg looping around his - implying that he wasn't alone in this.
and when ni-ki was fully inside him, sunoo was letting out loud mewls, gripping the bedsheets from the unfamiliar but desire-inducing feelings that were jolting through him, each one like a arrow to the heart.
"are you okay? can i go ahead?" sunoo faintly heard, and he nodded again. it was as if it was the only motion his head could perform while he was trapped underneath riki's strong, toned arms.
he started to hold onto ni-ki's waist when the younger started moving in and out of him, varying in the speed, intensity, and sharpness of his thrusts.
on the first thrust, sunoo let out a shaky moan, feeling their hips and asses collide for the first time. but it wasn't even half of a mildly hard thrust. ni-ki was being so loving, so gentle, through all his concern for sunoo.
instantly sunoo felt his second orgasm build up inside him even if riki had barely started.
on the second thrust, ni-ki was gradually and noticably beginning to speed up, his movements more languid yet still smooth. and fortunately sunoo felt pleasure begin to rise like a tidal wave washing out all the bad feelings away.
uncontrollable moans began to fall out his mouth when ni-ki groaned along with his hip movements, with another rumble beside sunoo's ear.
every next thrust was a step closer to sunoo's inevitable climax. and when ni-ki began to moan sloppily, dropping his head onto the pillow, sunoo knew he was close as well. for their first time, it was memorable. maybe, sunoo thought, in the future, it'd be more exciting, with more experience.
all of a sudden, ni-ki cursed with a shudder in a string of japanese words, which, sunoo with his poor skills in the beautiful language, managed to translate as, "fuck, where is it?"
sunoo would've been about to ask, where is what?
but the strike of pleasure when ni-ki thrusted at a completely different angle answered his question for him. this was raw, this was new. sunoo had never felt like this before. he hoped he would again, because everything had become ecstacy and pulsating euphoria everywhere, throughout his entire body, weak and limp in ni-ki's hold.
but note to self - don't wear a shirt while fucking - it was extremely uncomfortable, hot and itchy. sunoo wished he could rip it off, but he didn't want to interrupt the glee he was feeling, like he was floating in the sky.
the riding waves of pleasure rolling through him was better than the happiness of rainbows. better than the peace of nature. more enticing than a scoop of mint chocolate ice cream. although - that was a tough fight.
and he almost started giggling when the burst of pleasure in his stomach exploded and his orgasm rushed through his body, stronger than before, making his back arch and a lewd whine to escape him. he held on tight to ni-ki's back as the younger continued thrusting into him, still gentle and accomodating as ever, while planting more kisses onto his skin, now along his prominent collarbone.
"a-ah, riki," he mewled weakly when he body stopped twitching, and his climax died down after he'd spilled all over the younger's shirt and his shirt as well. also, they probably had to wash the bedsheets as soon as possible even though they were at a hotel. actually, especially since they were at a hotel.
with a final, long push into him, ni-ki came, and sunoo could feel everything warm inside him, filling him up. everything felt so sinful and so unreal. he was on the verge of actual guilt, because how could one experience this kind of good feeling?
and then with a final sigh, ni-ki pulled out, instantly collapsing on top of sunoo. arms wrapped around him in a soft hug before the younger rolled over to his side, to the other half of the bed, facing sunoo.
and their gazes met. it felt like time stopped.
and ni-ki's said, i'm so glad i did this with you.
they glistened from the joy of having had this once in a lifetime opportunity considering they'd have to go back to the dorms sooner or later.
sunoo tried to send positive thoughts back with his own eyes, but he was sleepy, and the arms firmly around his waist weren't helping him to concentrate at all. so he buried his head into ni-ki's chest, letting the warmth ground him and finally thought deep at the back of his mind, "what was the point of a shower before this, then?"
cause i know what you like boy
you're my chemical hype boy
open my eyes to see old days
gone like a dream
hype boy, all i wanna
hype boy, gonna tell ya
and we can go high
say it now, yeah, feeling how, mm-mm
take him to the sky,
you know i hype you, boy
close your eyes
say it now, yeah, feeling how, mm-mm
take him to the sky
you know i hype you, boy
end.