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Akk and Aye were in a hotel in Phuket, where Aye and Akk travelled to for a few days to rest. They came yesterday and today they’ve spent the whole day being lazy, chilling at the beach and food markets. They were also using the fact that no one knew them there, holding hands in public and calling each other sweet names. They felt like they were truly in a paradise. Now they were back in their room, showered and reading in bed. Akk picked up the reading habit from Aye and they were both very happy about it. Sitting on the opposite sides of the bed, Aye’s leg was crossed with Akk’s. He was mindlessly rubbing his foot on Akk’s calf while reading.
Akk however couldn’t focus on the book for some time now. He was looking at the book, so Aye doesn’t question him, but in his head, he was rethinking something that he was considering for some time now.
- Akk?
- You startled me… - Akk put down his book and put on his typical sunshine smile. – What is it?
- What bothers you? I could see from a mile that there’s something on your mind. – Akk looked down and rubbed his eyes.
- I’m just thinking about something.
- If you’ll want me to listen, I’m here for you.
Akk smiled and nodded. He pulled the blanket over himself and lied down on the pillow, preparing to sleep. Aye will join him later, as usual.
An hour or so later, Aye wrapped his arm around Akk’s waist, hugging him from behind and pressing a gentle goodnight kiss to Akk’s cheek. Akk is usually sleeping for long at this point, so he’s never realized that Aye does this, but now he could experience it and could barely keep his smile in.
- Aye? – He whispered a few minutes later. – Are you asleep?
- No, why? Did I wake you up?
- No…
- Are you not feeling well? Should I get you water? Or medicine?
- Aye, calm down, I’m okay… - Akk grabbed Aye’s hand that was resting on his stomach. – I was just thinking… Have you ever been with a woman?
- I… Why are you asking me this?
- Just answer please… - Akk knew that Aye can’t see his face but still tried to hide it in the pillow.
- I’ve dated girls before, but we’ve never went past kissing, if that’s what you’re asking. Is that what’s been bothering you, love?
“You’re too sweet, Shortstop…” ; Akk thought.
- Why are you thinking about it, Akk?
- Because… I was wondering if you have any experience with it.
- Why would that matter? I don’t want to be with girls, I have you. – Akk squeezed Aye’s hand to comfort him a little.
- I love you.
- I love you too.
- We’ve been together for almost a year now and… I think I’m ready, Aye. If you want…
- Ready for what, Akk? – Aye pressed his forehead to the back of Akk’s neck, pulling his boyfriend closer.
- If you would want to too… I could… I would…
- If you are not ready yet, we don’t have to talk about it now, love.
- I want to bottom for you.
Aye stilled for a moment but then climbed over Akk, forcing him to look at him and kissed him deeply and gently.
- I’ll top, only if you’re sure and ready.
- I am ready. I’ve never done it but… want it with you.
Akk sat up to kiss Aye. They were slow and sweet, with Akk moving his hands up under Aye’s shirt and Aye’s hands cupping Akk’s face. But then Aye pulled away.
- Are you okay? Aye, if you don’t want to do it, by the way…
- I am okay and I want to but… Can we do it tomorrow?
- Oh, yeah, sure. – Akk was a little taken aback, but Aye looked enthusiastic, so he tried not to worry.
- I love you, Akk. Let’s go to sleep then?
Aye made sure to hug Akk tight all through the night.
The next afternoon, Akk had a long phone call with his parents, so he left for a walk. Akk of course didn’t know that Aye asked his parents to call Akk. While he was gone, Aye prepared their room. He ordered takeout that Akk likes and picked up the flowers he bought from the hotel’s reception. After making sure that the fire alarm wouldn’t go off, he set up a candle at the table and served the food. Akk came back right on time, when Aye was finished. Akk’s parents did a really on point job.
- What is all this, Aye? – Akk answered while putting his things away.
- I… we talked yesterday… - Aye came to him with the flowers in his hands and gave them to Akk. – I wanted it to be special. Our first time together was special too, of course, but I wanted this to be not like any other sex we have? I want you to be extra happy…
- I love you, Aye. – Akk put his hand on Aye’s cheek and pulled in for a kiss.
Aye’s tongue trailed up Akk’s neck, catching on the ear, where the boy sucked gently on his earlobe, making Akk gasp. Aye was settled between Akk’s thighs, while the boy was leaning back on the headboard. Akk was biting on Aye’s lip, while he scratched Akk’s scalp. Akk’s hands wandered down and pulled Aye’s shirt off, following by taking off his. Aye took it as a chance and started kissing down on his collarbone, while Akk reached down and slipped his hand in Aye’s underwear. He started to gently massage Aye, stroking him. Aye moaned into Akk’s shoulder and moved his lips lower, slipping out of Akk’s hand. He slowly kissed down Akk’s stomach all the way to the edge of his underwear and stopped, looking up at Akk.
- Can I?
- Yes.
- And if you’ll want to stop…
- I will tell you.
Aye pulled Akk’s underwear down and planted a few kisses on his hip and down on his thigh. Akk squirmed slightly, so Aye rubbed his legs to calm him down. Then he looked up at Akk once more, and when the boy nodded, Aye buried his face between Akk’s legs. He was slowly licking him up and down, and when he sucked, Akk was clenching his legs on Aye’s head, keeping him in place. Aye eventually stopped and traced his finger over Akk.
- Will this be okay? Or do you don’t want my fingers, that’s also okay. Whatever you want, love.
- I… fingers are okay, I think.
Aye went back to teasing Akk with short licks, while he gently pushed his finger into Akk. The boy stilled and grabbed the bedsheets tightly.
- Does it hurt, Akk?
- No. It’s just… I don’t know how I feel about it.
- Do you want to…
- No. – Akk cut him off before Aye could finish.
He went back to the soft licks while he slowly thrusted his finger and rubbing it upwards. Akk seemed to relax a little, but still tried not too move.
- How does it feel, tell me, love.
- It’s… It’s strange. I can feel you move, but not really at the same time. I… can you use one more?
- You want two fingers? – Aye was kissing the inner side of Akk’s thigh.
- Yes.
Aye followed Akk’s request and when he pushed the second finger Akk gasped. Aye could feel him tense.
- It’s soo tight… - Akk whispered.
Aye tried the same technique as before, gently massaging and rubbing Akk’s insides, while his lips went back to work, sucking Akk. Aye was thinking how lucky he is, to have Akk. And how much he must love him, to want to do this. He was pulled out of those thoughts by Akk’s hand in his hair. When their faces were on the same level, Akk passed him a bottle of lube.
- I’m ready but… I don’t think I can get wet enough and… - Aye kissed him, gently pressing their lips together.
- You are enough. – Aye knew that’s not what Akk said, but he thought that it’s what he needs to hear.
He pulled his finger out and took off his own underwear. Aye was almost hard, so he stroked himself while Akk looked up at him with the big, glossy eyes, that melt his heart every time. Aye caressed his cheek and reached to get a condom. Akk looked at him questioning.
- Well, I’ve read that you could still get pregnant if we have sex like this and I haven’t see you taking pills so I thought… I’d rather be too safe than regret it later.
- I love you, Aye. – Akk smiled brightly.
Aye kissed him on the tip of his nose and lubed himself up. Akk laid down and Aye on top of him positioned himself. Akk wrapped his arms around Aye and closed his eyes, waiting.
- Do you still want this, love? It’s okay, to say stop anytime.
- I know, I’m ready. – Akk didn’t open his eyes.
Aye pressed in and Akk yelp, sinking his nails in Aye’s back, while hiding his face in his neck.
- Akk? – Aye stopped midway. – Akk are you okay? Does it hurt a lot?
- It hurts… Just stay like this, please. – Aye hugged Akk tighter and tried hard not to move his hips. Akk was tight and hot and Aye hasn’t had topped for a long time.
Eventually Akk started to move, deepening the thrust and asked Aye to continue. Aye was doing his best, thrusting slowly, yet deeply. He soon realized that Akk is not enjoying it as much as he is.
- Do you want your vibrator, love? I want you to enjoy it too, I want you to come for me.
- It’s okay, I just want to feel you.
- But it’s not as good as it could be, is it?
- I don’t think so…
Aye grabbed Akk tightly and lifted him up, sitting him down on his lap, pressing his stomach against his chest. Akk could feel Aye deeper in him, when he was sinking down, but he could also feel the friction of Aye’s little hair on his stomach, rubbing against Akk. He lifted himself up and sank down, tilting his hips to rub on Aye. It made him moan lowly.
- Is it better, love?
- Yes. Yes. Yes… - Akk was chasing his pleasure and Aye leaned his head back a little, looking at his boyfriend in awe.
- You are soo beautiful, Akk. I’m soo lucky.
Akk was raising and sinking down in his owe pace, Aye’s arms were wrapped around his waist, helping him up. He was pressing kisses into Akk’s chest and licking up his throat. Akk started picking up the speed and eventually Aye felt him clenching, while pulling his nails into Aye’s back. While Akk was whimpering over Aye’s head, he was breathing hard with his mouth open, hiding his face in Akk’s chest. Akk sped up more and after a moment he moaned loudly, clinging onto Aye like his life depended on in but all that Aye could feel, was how Akk clenched and squeezed him.
- Shit, Aye… - Akk rested his head on Aye’s shoulder. – We can… we can keep going, so you get to come.
- I don’t want you to be uncomfortable, I can give myself a hand. I want it good for you.
- I know you. But I want it good for you too. It’s your first time like this, too, isn’t it?
- Okay… but
- I’ll tell you to stop if I’ll need to.
Aye kissed him slowly, pressing their lips together and licking inside of his mouth. He laid Akk down and stayed close to his body, while thrusting faster and faster. Akk wrapped his legs around Aye’s waist and arms around his back and neck, threading his fingers through his hair. Aye came with a low scream and a gasp, when Akk pulled on his hair. He stilled himself but his body gave out and he laid on top of Akk until he caught a breath.
- I’m gonna pull out, yeah?
- Okay.
Aye lifted himself up and right when he was tying up the condom, he gasped terrified.
- What? What happened? Did it break?
- No… there’s… There’s blood… - Akk seemed to calm down, as his worst worries didn’t come true.
- Well… I’m not surprised by this. I told you it’s my first time.
- Yes, yes I know. – Aye kissed Akk’s knee. – I just panicked. It just didn’t click that there might be blood.
Akk giggled and pulled Aye into a hug. Lying under the cover, bare, they were touching each other with care and comfort. Sometimes petting their heads, sometimes tracing their noses, sometimes kissing gently. They talked about sex and cuddles, and how Akk found a small beach with seashells and how Aye engaged Akk’s parents into the dinner surprise. Eventually they fell asleep, wrapped around each other, with their legs tangled together.