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What a way to start the day, Loki thought thinking back at how Odin had completely dismissed him. Thor didn't notice, much. He was too busy grinning at his own fortune and happiness- sucking in all the attention. Loki couldn't really blame him. The trickster knew he would enjoy it just as much, if only he got it.
Also, not only had Thor the mighty fought hard for his glorious reputation, he carried the fame like no one else.
Like- no one else.
"Ugh!" Loki groaned and got up from his seat, wanting to get away from the tainted space he'd ruminated in. Pacing his room Loki pulled at those annoying feelings he had for his brother. He was supposed to hate Thor, and he did. He was supposed to avoid Thor, and he did- most of the time. He was supposed to make Thor miserable, and he was. Right?
Walking determined towards his private library Loki, like always, acknowledged the fact that he loved Thor. But to what cost? He hadn't murdered him yet, which he'd considered multiple times in their young adult lives. He'd ended up saving him instead.
Instead of leaving Thor frozen solid in the mountains, after some reckless quest, Loki had gotten help. He'd saved him from drying out in the desert. The poison that would have left him, most likely, dead in the forest, had been treated at the spot, because Loki knew how.
Pausing between pages in the green book he'd chosen, Loki smiled thinking back at the moments Thor thanked him, and loved him with a simple pat on the back, and a big, warm hug. Oh, goodness did that feel good! Snapping the book shut Loki turned off the sentiment once more. He pulled out another book, and started browsing, once again getting lost in thought; "How can I still feel passionate towards him even after all the glory and fortune he's taken from me?" As resentment grew, so did the love. "He hasn't taken anything! Odin has! And everyone else! It's not his fault he's so damn incredible!"
With both books in his left hand Loki threw himself back on his huge, soft Asgardian bed- allowing his frustrations to take form, only in his private area "Uuurrghhnngrr!" He groaned. Sighing defeated Loki set his eyes on the ceiling. He had a beautiful ceiling, and pristine furniture. He was fortunate, but not good enough. Always not good enough.
Creasing his brows Loki felt the day was coming. The day he would give in to Thor. Closing his eyes in dread Loki just knew it. It was his doing after all.
He had started to get increasingly close. A drunken look here and a lingering touch there. Loki was guilty of it. Opening his eyes in sad acceptance Loki wondered when. A warm, yet dreadful sensation came over him everytime he answered his own question about who would be on the receiving end. As much as he hated it, he felt there was no other way. In his nature, Loki wanted to submit to Thor. It was just not that easy. Turning his head sideways in defiance Loki thought; Stupid Thor. Stupid blond hair. Stupid sexy abs.
Speaking of.
The door opened, and Thor entered in all his mighty brightness saying "Loki! Look what I got! The belt of a thousand lightning sparks!"
Hiding the surprise and embarrassment Loki slowly sat up and said unimpressed "As if the hammer was not enough?" Thor approached Loki saying "Ooh, don't be jealous! I would have asked you to join me in the armory had you not avoided me all day!" Loki frowned in guilt. He had been avoiding him, and Thor probably knew why, but acted like nothing. Loki admired Thor's ability to act as if nothing was going on between them, and that it wasn't a problem.
"But I just had to bring it here to show you!" Thor continued "Look how awesome it is!"
Loki smiled softly up at Thor, who's loyalty never faltered. "And what do you plan on doing with it? It's too old fashioned to wear!" Thor grinned and said while powering the belt with his hands "Hm...I don't know."
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Loki started to realize the width of Thor's audacity. Half assed amusement fell on Loki's sarcastic features as he said "Haa haa, very funny. You're not intimidating me with that." Eyeing the sparks forming around the belt however, Loki wasn't so sure if Thor was joking or not.
"No? So, you won't mind me using it on you for when you misbehave?"
Hiding the nervous crawl up his back Loki said "You know, this is why I am avoiding you. You're-...Being unreasonable!"
Thor chuckled and said "I think it'll work though. You can't deny its power!" Avoiding the static emanating from the belt as Thor smacked it against his left palm Loki said "Oh, please. Why don't you go show it off to Fandrall or Sif." Loki hated suggesting Thor leave, and was positively surprised when Thor said, with those puppy eyes "But I wanted to play with you, Loki."
Showing dry confusion instead of his puzzled glee, Loki said "Play? Thor, we're not children."
Thor grinned and said "Father still calls us boys. We can mess around and do whatever we want. Right?" Loki argued "He thinks of us as boys because you keep getting us in trouble!" Thor said tilting his head "We're both guilty of that, and you know it. Stop putting yourself in a holy light, Loki! You're the worst- and best of us." Loki looked up, letting his guard down when asking "Best? What do you mean?" Thor played with the static belt while saying "You're great, Loki. Don't you know that? But you're also a very mischievous...boy." Loki grimaced in chagrin and said "Could, at least, you call me a man in our private presence, Thor?" Thor grinned and said "A mischievous man." As Thor suddenly started laughing Loki said mildly amused "What?" Thor said "It's just weird calling you a man when you got that baby face- on your face!"
Blinking Loki couldn't really believe how offensive Thor was being. "Baby face..." Loki repeated, hoping Thor would realize his mistake, and apologize. Thor did no such thing. He continued to laugh and squeezed Loki's cheeks with his left hand while saying "Yes. Such adorable eyes, and squish-able cheeks." While seated and feeling caught between the bed and his older brother, Loki blushed. He objected weakly, refusing to speak as it would only increase his embarrassment. With the grip on Loki's jaw, Thor gently lead him on his back while setting his right knee down next to him on the bed. In silence Loki admired the power that topped him. The broad shoulders. His fantastic smile, and kind nature. Loki did not blame himself for feeling a tingle. Thor smiled as lately Loki had started to let him do whatever he pleased with him- if only in private. Did that mean something? Thor said warmly, still with the belt of a thousand sparks in his right hand "Adorable. Don't you know that? Surely you know that. You keep using it to your advantage, are you not?" Thor let his grip slide down from Loki's jaw to his neck, caressing him. Able to speak properly Loki said, forcing his voice to sound normal "I don't know what you mean." Thor brushed his thumb along Loki's jaw line, and said "It's alright. You won't admit it. I don't have to know." Loki said warning him "Thor, what are you implying? Don't tell me you are accusing me of loose behavior! That's just too old! Are you?!" Thor chuckled and said getting ready for a brawl "No, not really. I'm just saying...You're attractive." Oh, no. Loki thought. Thor made the first move. Not knowing whether he should respond, or encourage his brother, Loki put his gaze on Thor's chest, staying silent.
As silence allowed their ongoing problem to dim down, Thor said finally "So?"
"So what?" Loki said impatient.
"Have you misbehaved?"
Loki rolled his eyes and said "No!" He couldn't help the smile that formed on his mouth. With Thor this close, and with his undivided attention- It was melting the trickster's barriers. "Of course not!" He continued and looked at Thor's dumb smiling face "And if I had I wouldn't admit it before your charged up belt of lightning!"
Thor chuckled and grabbed a better hold of Loki, who couldn't help the small moan that escaped. Thor said "Then perhaps I have to beat a confession out of you! It's been a while since you've either brought me on something, or done anything. I've been lonely, Loki."
"Tehe! You could try." Loki said doubting Thor would hit him with it. As Thor let the belt hover closer to Loki's face he exclaimed in warning "Thor! That thing is powerful!"
Thor stood, and pulled Loki with him before saying "It is. How painful do you think it is?" Loki gently rearranged his outfit and said nervously "I don't know. It's said to cause a thousand sparks, hence the name." Loki always blurt facts and lore when nervous.
Thor smiled at that, and said turning the intricate belt over and over "To what purpose though? Through coupling? Beating? What an old and odd relic." Loki said, still feeling quite subjected to Thor's future plans "Perhaps it's best to put it back where you found it, Thor. You never know what will send father off the edge." Thor smiled innocently and said "I'm gonna have my fun first." Loki chuckled friendly and said "Of course, you are." Seeing as Thor wouldn't get out of his way, Loki swallowed nervously. Were they not done?
The belt started to shoot sparks and glow, to which Loki frowned and said "Is that your doing?" Thor grinned victoriously and said "It is!" Before Loki could comment Thor grappled him into a choke hold. Loki exclaimed in alarm "Ahh, Thor! No! Don't!"
Thor pressed him face down on the bed with an easy arm lock behind his back. Laughing he said "Don't squirm so much, Loki! The interrogation hasn't started yet!" With his right arm painfully twisted behind his back, and face down in the sheets Loki groaned "Strike me with that old relic, and I swear- You'll regret it!" Thor said, getting comfortable behind Loki "Will I though? I think it'll be much fun." Loki winced and whimpered as Thor hovered the belt near his vulnerable position. As he let it pinch Loki's hip, Loki jerked away and into Thor's crotch. The soft submissive moan that tailed his gasp of pain sounded too delightful for Thor to ignore. Grinning, he knew he was right. Loki did like it! The God of thunder had to restrain himself not to rip Loki's clothes off and rove his hands all over him.
Loki failed trying to recall what he could have done to stir Thor's motivation to punish him. The raven hair said "I have done nothing." Thor didn't need a reason. He was just playing, and teased "No?"
As he flipped Loki's cloak to the side and off his lower back, the sparking belt graced his left hip- causing yet another pair of delightful sounds from Loki, and another bump to Thor's crotch, which came even closer. Loki begged "You can't be serious!"
That belt was going to hurt!
Thor paused and said confused "Do I hear fear in your voice, brother? Are you seriously scared of a little spanking?"
Not having meant the belt alone, necessarily, Loki scoffed increduled "I am not! I am simply- Ahh!" Thor chuckled as Loki once again bumped back into him with a light touch of the sparks. "Mnnh!" Loki moaned and found no way out of Thor's grip.
Thor said, enjoying the power "Remember I said you were adorable?" Loki reacted with another attempt at breaking free. He couldn't move an inch under Thor's strong grip. Thor continued warmly "You're also quite delicious. I don't think you hear that quite enough." Sensing the day creeping even closer Loki started trembling. Leaning down to Loki's marble cut face Thor said "Are you blushing? Why is that?" Loki didn't know whether he should laugh or cry. He had Thor's undivided attention, and the sun was shining on him. Yet he was terrified. If he let the brotherly barrier break, he had nothing left to deny Thor.
Trying to remind him of the fire they were playing with, Loki said weakly "Thor..." Thor whispered while letting the belt hover against Loki's right butt cheek, causing another jerk and groan from Loki, "You've been a bad boy, Loki, I know it. There are still so many things I haven't gotten my revenge for. Remember?" Thor left Loki's face, and straightened up, readying himself to strike him.
Loki's next attempt at pulling free was punished by a burning whack to his butt. "Ahhhh!" Loki growled as the spank itself wasn't enough. Electricity ran down his entire abdomen, stirring his groin more than it already had been stirred. "Ohh, creators, that-!" Loki started, but refusing to admit how much it hurt he cut it short, and focused on suppressing whatever fear and pain he felt. Thor chuckled and whacked his brother's butt again. "Ahh- ah!" Loki cried, and begged "Thor! Stop! This is nonsense!" As he was punished with one, two, and three more blows, Loki groaned "Ahh! Enough! Ahh, please! Ooow!"
Thor finally stopped, and said playfully authoritative "So...Admit it!" Loki laughed into the sheets and said defeated "There's nothing to admit!" Thor said "Admit that you love me." Loki struggled shortly before speaking sincerely "I love you."
Thor let the belt drop to the floor, and turned Loki over to kiss his face. Moaning when moved, Loki was confused as to why Thor had stopped by that simple statement. He'd expressed his love for Thor many times before. The kisses were delightful in contrast to his burning butt though, and he said as Thor landed two more kisses on his right cheek "You don't have to hurt me to make me say it, you know." Looking up at Thor Loki was mindful of their boners being quite close to each other. Thor smiled warmly and said "I know. I just- I was having fun. Also, you don't say it enough." Awkward and disagreeing, Loki hummed "Mhmm." After a few moments simply being stared at, Loki said "Well? Are you happy with your interrogation, or are you going to keep me here all evening?"
Thor said happily "I'll let you go." He bounced back up and brought the belt with him when leaving, saying "I'm keeping this though!" Loki opened his mouth to object, but there was no talking it out of him. Loki instead saved his breath for another time. Sitting gingerly up in the bed- touching his butt not knowing whether to laugh or cry, Loki pondered how to remove the belt from Thor's possession.
He loved Thor, so much, and he was happy about the attention, even though he'd just received more than a thousand sparks to his rear.