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Tom’s warm body was pressed up against him and the desire was making him dizzy.
In the heat of it, Mark was nuzzling Tom’s neck and licking the sweat off his temple.
He thought if he could just taste him enough, everything would be ok again somehow.
He felt overheated but he also felt like he never wanted to be anywhere else except in this moment, while he
fucked Tom kneeling on the carpet of their parked tour bus, a few hours after their show had ended in
Arizona.
Mark thought this was insanity, that he still wanted Tom after all that had happened, and that Tom still
somehow wanted him back.
He felt that he was going to come, the feeling raged through him and he let go,
he fucked Tom harder and hugged him close when it was all over.
Tom jerked himself off and then slumped to his stomach pulling Mark after him.
They lay there and panted for a while.
After Mark pulled out, Tom turned to him and put his hand on his neck, pulling him close with his other
hand. He kept opening his mouth like he wanted to say something, but his eyes kept closing and he looked like he was going to fall asleep.
Mark brushed the hair out of Tom's eyes, something hot and almost painful was clenching in his chest.
He leaned in and kissed Tom slowly and softly. He wanted to do it again and again, to get lost in him forever.
In times like these, he felt like they were the same being in two bodies.
He sighed in contentment, feeling mellow. He closed his eyes.
“Mmm...” Tom murmured trying to tug him in, even closer.
“We should get up and...” he silenced a yawn with his hand “...go to bed...C’mon”
They picked each other up from the floor and sat down on the couch in the back lounge, instead.
Thankfully and conviniently, some wet wipes were on the table near by.
They probabbly looked funny sitting there butt ass naked, Mark thought.
Tom’s hand slipped into his loosely on the couch.
There it was, that feeling in his chest again.
He dared to look at Tom's face.
/Oh God,/
Mark thought.
They smiled at each other softly.
“I missed you” Tom said.
“You doofus...”, Mark squeezed his hand.
“I missed you too, I always miss you, I bet you couldn’t tell, listening to my songs.”
“Nah, not really” Tom joked, making a goofy face.
“Not one song of yours indicates that”
“Shut up!” Mark laughed.
Tom was laughing joyfully too,
“Well, you have me now” he said, his laughter softening.
Mark thought: /And I want you forever./
“Good” he said “That’s good”
Tom scooted closer.
“I wish we had a bed we could both sleep in together tonight, but at least we will tomorrow”
He kissed Mark’s cheek.
“Let’s go and get some rest, I’m actually exausted”
Mark snorted,
“Wow, small wonder”
Tom stood up and reached back with his hand behind him as he turned towards the bunks. Mark reached out, still not standing, but missed his hand by a second.
Tom turned back again and waited for him. Mark stepped up to him and put a hand on the nape of his neck kissing him warmly.
“As you wish” He wiggled his eyebrows, smiling.
Tom chuckled softly, a huge grin blossoming on his face.
“Dork”
“Same” he whispered into Mark's ear.