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**Saturday, July 6, 1991 — Golders Green, London**
The house smelled faintly of rosemary and freshly laundered linen, which Lane decided was a sign she was finally getting the hang of her newfound domestic life. She was in the kitchen, barefoot and humming under her breath, flipping pancakes on a heavy cast iron skillet. The smell of browning butter and sugar filled the warm summer air. A bowl of sliced strawberries waited beside the stove, and she poured another ladleful of batter into the pan just as the kettle whistled.
Lane turned the heat down and moved with practiced ease to pour water over the loose-leaf tea steeping in a simple ceramic pot. The steam curled upwards like breath in winter. She let the scent of earl grey and lemon balm wash over her before setting the kettle aside. She glanced at the clock—10:23 AM.
“Alright, alright,” she muttered, wiping her hands on a tea towel. Usually by this time, Harry would already be downstairs, dressed and quietly sipping tea or reading on the living room floor with Kat draped across his legs. But they'd stayed out far too late the night before—a rare summer night adventure involving popcorn, a late show of *Jurassic Park*, and an impromptu walk home under a sky full of stars. It had been nearly midnight before they got to bed, and Harry, to her genuine surprise, had opted for a lie-in.
Lane turned back to the stove and flipped the final pancake onto the stack. She moved with calm precision, slipping the warm, golden tower onto a ceramic plate and sliding the whole batch into the oven on low to keep warm. She rinsed the pan and set it in the drying rack, then poured a second cup of tea, this one a touch weaker and with a splash more milk (Harry's favorite).
Balancing both mugs in her hands, she paused for a moment and smiled again thinking of how excited Harry would be to wake up to some pancakes. Then she turned toward the stairs, prepared to do something she rarely needed to: wake Harry up herself. As she moved slowly through the sunlit hallway, she found herself marveling, as she often did, at the surreal reality of her life. Twenty-eight years old, a little ahead in her career, living in a cozy house in Golders Green—and somehow, improbably, waking up on a Saturday morning to make breakfast for a ten-year-old boy who had once been her neighbor. It wasn’t a life she’d ever imagined, but it was hers. And she wouldn’t have it any other way.
It had been just under two years since Lane moved into Number 5 Privet Drive and found herself increasingly entangled in the life of the boy next door. Now, standing in the soft quiet of her beautiful London home, it was hard to believe how much had changed.
Recalling that first summer was like watching someone else’s memory projected across a screen. She had arrived at Privet Drive weary from a transatlantic move, armed with a job in strategy consulting and two cats who had absolutely hated the flight. She’d expected bland neighbors and beige walls. What she got instead was Harry.
She had not expected to know her neighbors outside of some light friendliness—a nod across the drive, maybe an occasional parcel taken in—but instead she had found herself inexplicably drawn to this lonely boy. There was a silence around him that felt unnatural for a child, like a carefully tended vacuum. From the awkward introductions to the day she stubbed her toe and cursed loud enough to make him laugh, to the moment she realized he had never really been allowed to be a child, he had fascinated her. And that fascination had changed the course of her life forever.
It truly started with the hesitant way Harry had asked questions, always watching her face for signs of disapproval. The quiet shuffle of his feet when he came by to "help" carry boxes she could lift herself. The meals on her back porch. The slow shift from visitor to helper to something like family. She remembered the late night she found him asleep on the couch downstairs. The way he blinked up at her, silent, and didn’t flinch when she lifted him into bed.
She remembered the answer from Harry about the cupboard under the stairs that prompted her own investigation, and the pictures the next day when she saw the tiny mattress and threadbare blanket crammed under the staircase. That was when she'd begun trying to report suspected abuse and preparing herself to be a foster parent, carefully following the steps she'd learned from her mother, who worked in family services back in Tennessee. But when she reached out to the local authorities, something strange had happened. Harry's records were missing. Not misplaced, not sealed—missing. Entire reports she'd filed had vanished from the system within days, and both she and Harry had vanished as well from the minds of the agents she had worked with.
And then came the visit from Diggle.
A strange, stammering man with wild eyes and an eccentric air, who appeared at her door late one evening with vague warnings cloaked in metaphor. He knew things he shouldn't, and had tried to identify Lane as the woman who had reported Harry. Waved a stick at her threateningly muttering mumbo jumbo and trying to convince her to...do something. Maybe even forget Harry? The whole encounter left her shaken.
She had called her mother for advice, and they spent several sleepless hours comparing notes, timelines, and reports, trying to piece together what was happening. Eventually, they formed a working hypothesis: whenever someone mentioned the name "Harry Potter" in conjunction with something suspicious to another soul, or even into a system—legal, medical, educational—it disappeared. Not metaphorically. Literally. As if they had never known it at all. A hypothesis that had been confirmed when Harry was in the hospital.
Harry. The hospital. That horrible incident.
She had returned elated from visiting her parents just after Christmas, only to find Harry curled up on her back doorstep in the freezing cold. He was half-conscious, his skin blue with cold and frost, an eye swelled shut, and covered head to toe in blood and bruises. For one terrible moment, she had thought he was dead.
She remembered calling the ambulance and waiting on baited breath for the ambulance to arrive, terrified that whatever force had been keeping Harry from the foster system would forget to arrive to save him. When they had arrived at her home to take him, she had refused to leave his side.
"I'm not leaving him," she had said, her voice shaking. "He's nine years old. He's scared and he knows me. I'm not leaving."
Something in her face must have convinced them, because they let her in, and thank god they did. She sat beside his hospital bed through every scan, every IV insertion, every whispered medical consult behind the curtain. It was only after they left him alone that she realized, in her panic, she had given them his full name. When she went to the nurse's station to ask them to check on him once more, he had been erased from their files once again.
That was when she and her mother had confirmed their hypothesis: it wasn’t just an anomaly. Something—or someone—was actively erasing him every time his full name appeared. It was terrifying. And it was real.
In that moment, she had made a decision. He was not going back to the Dursleys, and she would not leave him to the fate of whatever had been preventing him from a happy and peaceful childhood. She informed the nurse he was only a child she found on the side of the road, and they had assigned him the name John Doe.
Again, the extent of his injuries shocked the doctors. Severe hypothermia, visible bruising, possible concussion. Facial lacerations, swelling, possible orbital fracture, and what they called "nutritional neglect." He hadn't eaten properly in weeks. Lane had suspected things were bad, but this was something else entirely. This was systematic harm. And someone had to answer for it.
She realized then that keeping Harry meant reinventing him. A new name. A new home. A new story. It was the only way to keep the promise she whispered to him in that hospital bed: "You're never going back."
In the hours that followed, Lane knew she needed help beyond what she alone could offer. That’s when she had met with Officer James White, the kind and unflappable police officer she had met while getting fingerprinted for the foster parent program. After his incident, and after taking great pains to not mention Harry's name to him, James had been the only official willing to listen to her concerns without brushing them aside.
James didn’t laugh or scoff when she described what was happening with Harry. Instead, he came to the hospital the next morning with coffee, took a long look at the pictures and the hospital intake notes, and said, very simply, “Alright. Let’s fix this.”
It was James who suggested bringing in his older brother, Robert, a solicitor well known for taking on complicated cases. Robert was, at first glance, the opposite of his brother: reserved, methodical, the type of man who carried two pens in his breast pocket and read legal briefs like most people read novels. But his reputation was stellar, and more importantly, he listened. Really listened. Within an hour, he had taken meticulous notes on Harry’s situation and was drawing up possible paths to guardianship.
Together, the three of them made a team. One grounded in compassion, strategy, and just enough audacity to challenge whatever invisible force was working to keep Harry trapped.
The final idea had came from Lane: if Harry’s name couldn’t stay in any official system without vanishing, then he would need a new name—and a cover story to protect him long enough to ensure he didn’t disappear from someone’s desk before help could reach him.
They devised a strategy: Harry would claim amnesia.
Robert worked out the wording with painstaking care. If Harry couldn’t remember who he was, then Lane—as a registered foster parent, a license she had obtained at long last after completing her emergency application on Christmas Eve—could step in as his temporary guardian.
Within hours, the plan was in play. Lane had made sure to repeat the story in calm, firm tones: that the boy had been found injured and confused, no ID, no memory, and how she would be available to take him home if no one came to claim him. Harry had sold his memory loss best he could, and by the grace of God, the doctors bought it.
The 72-hour observation period ticked by slowly, with case workers, nurses, psychiatrists, and doctors coming in and out. Lane didn’t leave his bedside. Not once. Not even to get coffee. She wasn’t taking any chances.
When the clock finally struck past the third day, and no family had come forward, Robert arrived with a carefully worded document for the attending physician. It declared the boy an unaccompanied minor under protective care. Lane had signed the foster documents with shaking hands.
Harry Potter became Henry Black.
The relief that swept through her when the hospital formally updated the files and they confirmed hours later that that file hadn't disappeared was indescribable. For the first time in weeks, she felt like she could breathe.
Later, when Harry asked her about the new name, Lane knelt beside his bed and took his hand. "We’re not replacing you," she said softly. "Harry will still always be your name. This is just... a disguise. Something to keep you safe."
Harry had nodded. A little solemn. A little hopeful. And that was enough. He came home with her that night, and he had been with her ever since.
Immediately after securing the foster documents from the hospital staff, the final phase of the plan was put into motion. Robert sent his partner, a quiet, razor-sharp man named Finn, to accompany Lane back to Privet Drive to remove the obstacle that was the Dursleys. It had to be done carefully. While Harry—now Henry—was safe under her care, Robert had insisted they get something in writing, a paper trail, however fragile. If anything ever unraveled, they'd need proof of intent.
Finn and Lane had approached Number 4 on a blustery afternoon, briefcase in hand and the full force of their careful orchestration behind them. Vernon Dursley answered the door, scowling before Lane had even spoken. Petunia hovered in the background, clutching a tea towel and Dudley had luckily been nowhere in sight.
“We’re here about Harry,” Lane said, and watched Vernon flinch at the name.
Finn stepped forward, her tone clipped but firm. “We have documentation you are going to sign. It's a transfer form—unofficial, but notarized—relinquishing all guardianship of Harry James Potter to Lane Elizabeth Black, under the name Henry Black.”
“You can’t do that,” Vernon growled. “He’s not your kid.”
Finn didn’t flinch. Instead, he calmly opened the briefcase and laid out the photos Lane had taken: the cupboard, the bruises, the hospital records. Then came the page and pages of notes she had painstakingly compiled over the months.
“We will report you for child abuse,” Flynn said coolly. “We have everything we need to open an investigation that will stain your name in public records for the rest of your life. Or, you can sign this document, acknowledge that you are relinquishing your guardianship of Harry James Potter, and walk away without interference.”
Lane stood tall beside him. “You’ve already abandoned him. This just puts it in writing. And if you sign it, we won’t pursue any charges.”
That had got Vernon’s attention.
There was yelling. Blustering. Accusations and red-faced protests. But eventually, Vernon had taken the pen and scrawled his name across the bottom of the page, hand shaking. Petunia signed too, lips thin and trembling. Finn countersigned as a witness, tucked the paper neatly back into his briefcase, and without another word, they turned and left.
The Dursleys moved out of Number 4 Privet Drive on February 12. Lane hadn't seen them again.
Harry Potter, as far as the world knew, had gone as well.
Legally, Lane had no claim to the boy named Harry Potter. But Henry Black? Henry was hers—at least as far as the paperwork showed. And if anyone ever came calling, she had a head start: a signed transfer, notarized and dated, with enough weight to slow down any inquiry. Just enough, perhaps, to protect him if things ever turned again.
The next day, Harry—Henry—had come home with her. Just like that. The boy who had once belonged to no one now officially had his own room, a warm bed, and a door that never locked behind him. He was still injured—his bruises yellowed, his ribs tender, and the fading shadows of pain in his eyes—but he was healing.
They had begun looking for a new house together. Something quieter, something that didn’t carry the ghost of Number 4 Privet Drive or the stale, watching eyes of suspicious neighbors. But more importantly, somehere that would be harder to find—in case Diggle or anyone ever came looking for the Dursleys or, worse, Harry himself. They couldn’t risk staying on the same street where everything had happened.
They needed a fresh start, and that fresh start was an Edwardian home right at the edge of Hampstead Heath—a light-filled, ivy-draped home with deep grey eaves and tall sash windows that made Harry pause in the driveway and whisper, "It looks like it could be in a storybook."
She'd walked the halls with Evelyn, the kind-hearted social care worker who had overseen Lane's case. Evelyn had made a careful show of noting how sturdy the bannisters were and helping Lane enroll Harry in the local private middle school. Quickly approved, they moved in on February 12—the very day the Dursleys had packed up and left Little Whinging for good. Harry never asked where they went.
From then on, things had been different. Better. Not perfect, but lighter.
Harry began to heal in earnest. Physically, the bruises and scrapes disappeared slowly over time, but mentally Harry bounced back at a rate that had frightened Lane at first. He was so accustomed to injury, so resigned to discomfort, that recovery came unnaturally fast. What took longer was something deeper. The true realization that he was safe, that he had someone would listen. That he mattered.
It took months for him to stop apologizing when he took second servings at dinner. Even longer to hang his coat in the hallway without glancing at the door. But he was trying. And slowly, something new had taken root.
After a few months were insufficient for him to adjust to his new life on his own, Lane had signed them both up for therapy, and they went every Wednesday at four. While he as initially very reluctant to attend, and he rarely talked about his sessions afterward, Lane could see the difference in small ways. He started sleeping in later. He started humming when he brushed his teeth. He even rolled his eyes when she nagged him about zipping up his backpack—a small, mundane rebellion that nearly made her cry. The first time he complained about how his new shoes pinched his toes, Lane knew they were making progress.
Once he was fully healed, and spring had rolled around, Lane had enrolled him mid-semester in a private primary school just at the end of their road. It was small, with just ten kids in his year, and had a librarian who loved dusty atlases as much as Harry did. He made few friends, but he liked his teacher, and he adored math. He also had a gift for history—Lane had once come home to find him building a timeline of the entire Tudor monarchy in LEGOs across the living room rug.
And slowly, but surely, they healed.
He had graduated fourth grade just a few weeks ago, the first time he’d ever had someone cheering from the crowd with a camera and flowers. Lane had clapped so loudly her hands hurt afterward.
Now, he was ten, about to turn eleven, and while he was still shy, still cautious, he was learning how to be a child. A real one. He played, and asked questions, and laughed with his whole body sometimes. And every time he looked at her with that quiet trust, Lane felt the weight of the world lift off her shoulders.
He was hers. And more importantly, he was becoming his own.
Lane blinked and drew herself out of her reverie, and began the climb all the way up to the third floor. At the top of the stairs, she eased open the door to Harry's room. He was still asleep, tangled in his sheets with Kat curled at the foot of the bed like a sentinel. His face was completely relaxed, peaceful. Lane smiled, and after a quiet moment watching him breathe, decided she could let him sleep a bit longer—they didn’t have anywhere to be until dinner. She let the door fall gently closed again.
Padding back down the stairs, she set Harry's cup on the counter and carried her tea into the living room, sinking into her favorite chair. No sooner had she settled than Teto, her black and white cat, leapt lightly into her lap and curled up with a sigh. Lane stroked his back absently and let the warmth from the mug and the comfort of the moment soak into her bones.
The house they now lived in, nestled at the edge of Hampstead Heath, was full of color and light. The search to find it had been shockingly fast, and the moment she and Harry had laid eyes on it—quiet, close to the shops and the park, and with enough space for them both—they knew it was the place for them. The house had been practically move-in ready, needing little more than a few coats of paint and some personal touches.
Harry had claimed the largest bedroom on the third floor, declaring he liked the slanted ceilings and the massive windows, and seemed thrilled at the idea of having a whole floor to himself. The second bedroom up there became his playroom, a cozy space full of LEGOs, books, and a beanbag chair he’d picked out himself. Lane had taken the master bedroom on the second floor and turned the smaller second-floor room into her own study—a quiet retreat with tall bookshelves and a writing desk positioned beneath the window.
Each of them had their own bathroom. There were fireplaces on every level. It felt luxurious without being ostentatious, spacious without feeling lonely, and they decorated the place with beautiful mid-century modern touches, full of bold colors (lots of oranges and reds for harry and greens and golds for Lane) and comfortable chairs.
She had let him pick the wall colors for his room himself—a deep forest green and a navy blue—and helped him pin up posters of animals and astronomy charts. He even kept the same tiny desk from Number 5 where he wrote notes to himself, most of which she suspected were just doodles and small observations like “Teto sleeps 16 hours a day.”
The kitchen had been remodeled by the previous owners, sleek and functional, with open shelving and white tile that gleamed in the morning sun. The upstairs bathroom had a clawfoot tub that she used every Sunday night with a book and glass of wine. They’d even planted a fig tree in the back garden with the help of a very enthusiastic Harry and a very skeptical landscaper. Teto and Kat ruled the house with feline disdain, and most mornings found Harry curled on the couch with one or both of them in his lap.
Lane sometimes wondered if they'd done too much to the place. If maybe all the comfort was a way of trying to undo what had been done to him. She had splurged on the sheets he liked, bought more books than either of them could read, and made sure every room in the house had a place for him to sit softly. But then she’d see him smile at his reflection or argue gently with the cashier over his exact change, and she’d know he was healing.
Lane finished her tea and stood to rinse out her mug, halfway to the sink when she heard the unmistakable sound of small feet thudding across the floorboards above. A moment later, the familiar rhythm of hurried footsteps cascaded down the stairs.
“Sorry!” Harry called as he reached the bottom step, hair tousled and pajama shirt askew. “I didn’t mean to sleep in!”
Lane turned, mug still in hand, and smiled warmly. “You’re fine. We don’t have anywhere to be until later. Sit. Breakfast is ready.”
Harry's eyes widened as he caught sight of the plate of pancakes waiting in the oven. “You made pancakes?”
Lane nodded, pulling them out and setting a warm plate in front of him. “With strawberries,” she added, handing him the bowl. “Go on. Dig in.”
He didn’t need to be told twice. He slid into the kitchen chair and immediately began piling strawberries onto his pancakes, grinning wide.
“Did you sleep okay?” Lane asked, pouring him the tea she’d made earlier and setting it beside his plate.
He nodded, mouth full. “Yeah. I dreamed about being a lost boy. I think Hook might be my favorite new movie.”
Lane chuckled, and they ate together at the small kitchen table bathed in morning light, Kat weaving between their ankles and Teto perched like a sentry on the windowsill.
After breakfast, Lane sat sipping at her tea and tilted her head at Harry. "So," she said, watching him swirl the leftover syrup on his plate, "your birthday is in a few weeks. What do you want to do for it?"
Harry blinked, surprised. "Um... I don’t know. I thought maybe we would just celebrate at home? With a cake?"
"We can definitely do cake," she said, grinning. "But I meant more like—do you want to go anywhere? Do anything special?"
He looked thoughtful, chewing his lip. "Could we... go to the science museum again?"
"Sure," Lane said. "But we did that for your last school break. We can still go if you want, but are you sure you don't want to do something more exciting? You are turning 11 after all - about to be a proper middle schooler."
"Like the zoo?"
"For sure. You did love the otters."
He grinned. "They were excellent. But also... what if we went to the beach? Like, an actual beach? With sand and waves and those little carts that sell chips? We haven't gotten to go yet."
Lane set her mug down and nodded slowly. "A proper seaside birthday. I like it. Warm sun, cold water, way too much ice cream."
Harry brightened. "Can we? Really?"
"Absolutely," she said. "We’ll pack a picnic, drive down a few days early, maybe stay the week somewhere nearby. Make it an adventure."
"Could I bring my kite?"
"Yes. And we can stop for fish and chips on the pier."
Harry beamed. "Best birthday ever."
Lane smiled back at him, heart full. "It’s not every day a boy turns eleven. We’ll make it special. I promise."
