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Seonwoo Eden was an omega.
Though, it wasn’t like he struggled because of it. In fact, it’d gotten him way too many women back in uni when they discovered the loophole that getting fucked by an omega wouldn’t get them pregnant.
“Those stupid alpha men”, one of the women had outright told him at the time, “They really only think with their cocks. What makes them think they’re better than everyone else when they don’t bother to develop any tact? They can’t possibly think that’s what women are into.”
Eden bit his tongue back then, merely listening to her talk and responding every now and then with vague grunts.
“Pregnancy is the least appealing thing ever!” She huffed out. (It’s been so long that Eden doesn’t remember her name, yet the experience stuck with him.) “I can get that from a beta, even. They’re much more refined than those bone-heads.”
It was funny. They went for another two rounds after that. She was ecstatic every time Eden came inside her.
Omegas didn’t ejaculate sperm. Moreover, she was an omega herself, so the creampies were much welcome, and she didn’t bother with a pregnancy test after that. She really only fucked Eden thrice, maybe four times, before graduating, so he never saw her ever again.
Regardless, a lot of his experiences were like that.
Many of the men he talked to were convinced that being an alpha would land them more bitches. All of the women he’d been with were happy to be with an omega. Really, if the men had bothered actually talking to more women, they maybe would’ve had game themselves. Every single one of the men he talked to were convinced he was an alpha actually, considering just how popular he was, and he never did anything to argue. It would’ve stirred unnecessary drama.
He lived his life peacefully knowing other men didn’t fight him over his very real sexual appeal — God knows they’d convince themselves they’re better if they ever found out he was an omega. His dating life was fine. Nobody’d complained about his secondary gender, and if they did, they wouldn’t be someone he’d wanna be with, period.
On the other hand, Han Maru was an alpha.
Yet somehow, he’d lived his whole life with others thinking he was either a beta or omega. What was up with that?
It wasn’t like he was particularly feminine. There wasn’t any part of him that stood out as either of those things, was there?
(Spoiler: Well, yes, actually. In fact, everyone could see it except him. He just wasn’t aware of it.)
One of the men at his current job was especially manly, so standing face to face with Seonwoo Eden, he was determined to figure out how to seem more like an alpha.
“What?” Eden raised an eyebrow at him.
It wasn’t exactly the most conventional way to go about it, but they were the only two left at the office by then, and with Maru blocking the door, he had no choice but to confront the ridiculous scene in front of him.
“Please”, Maru pleaded. Admittedly, it made something within Eden stir. He’d never thought of Maru that way, but maybe his type had shifted over time. Whatever.
“Please, what?” Eden repeated. He didn’t really know what to make of Maru, so he stood just a little ways off just to avoid direct contact. Did he mess up a file in any way? No, he couldn’t have. That just wasn’t possible. “What is it? Spit it out.”
“I—“ When Maru gulped, Eden really did have to deal with the fact that he was attracted to someone like that. “I need your help.”
“Do you want me to do your part of the paperwork or something?” Eden asked. He stared dead-eyed at Maru, whose face contorted into confusion, then into some semblance of disgust. Huh.
“What?”
“What?”
“No?” Maru scowled. “What the fuck? Why would I?”
Eden shrugged. He didn’t know what it was, actually. Something inside him was telling him to fuck this man at all costs.
“No, I just wanted to ask you something...” Jesus Christ, the blush that crept up on Maru’s face was like a punch to the gut to Eden, who already wanted to fuck him.
Eden looked around. They really were the only ones left. It made sense. Three hours of overtime was abhorrent. He wanted the extra pay. Maru was probably the same. “Ask what?” He crossed his arms.
“How do I make myself seem more like an alpha?” Maru asked, making Eden snort.
“Why would you wanna do that?”
“Because—”
“Not like anybody’ll like you better as an alpha”, his exes’ words popped up in his mind then, “Those freaks are always too arrogant to be likeable. You’re fine. Stay as is. Omegas are much more approachable.”
Maru wrinkled his brows. “What makes you say that?”
Eden couldn’t exactly say that the women he slept with held that very opinion. Sure, he slept around in college, but that wasn’t exactly appropriate to bring up to a co-worker you only barely knew, and maybe wanted to bang. “Experience.”
“Oh!” Maru covered his face. It was kinda cute how easily he blushed. “I’m sorry, I didn’t think you had awful experiences with people treating you that way as an alpha.”
“Don’t worry too hard about it.” Eden shook his head. “Not like you kn— Wait, what?” His eyes snapped back to Maru.
“I just thought it’d be best to ask you... Since you’re the coolest alpha I know.”
“You think I’m the coolest?” Eden stared at him blankly.
“Well, yeah.”
“You think I’m an alpha?”
“Is that not obvious? Were you trying to hide it?”
Right. Many people assumed he was. It made sense for Maru, someone he’d only talked to once or twice, to think of him that way.
“No.” A thought had made its way into Eden’s head. It wasn’t the most morally correct thought. Yet, Eden wasn’t one to deter such things in the face of such a clear blessing. Don’t look a gift horse in the mouth, as they say.
“I see.” Thankfully, Maru wasn’t the most perceptive.
“Have you ever fucked an alpha?”
The way Maru reddened at the question was enough to tell Eden the answer.
Eden was in heat.
In hindsight, the realization made a lot of things make sense.
He vowed months ago to keep track of his heat to prepare for how annoying it is, but he never did. Although, he was vaguely aware it happened at the end of every month.
His wanting to fuck Maru out of nowhere wasn’t thought out with the full intent to be with Maru specifically, but his decision to take the man home was definitely a series of thoughts he had to handle for himself with a fully sane mind.
“Have you ever fucked anybody else before?” Eden gripped the steering wheel so hard, his hands turned white.
“...No.”
“Right.” Fuck, fuck. Fuck. Okay.
Any other day, he wouldn’t have cared too much about that. It was normal for people to lose their virginity later on in life. Not like virginity was a set concept, anyway; it was a social construct that more so told Eden if the person he was talking to was insufferable. The novelty was stupid. His in-heat dick didn’t think so, however.
The thought, “I’m gonna take Maru’s virginity”, did no favors in making Eden look like a good person. Thankfully, nobody could hear all that to judge him for it.
“So you want to seem more like an alpha.” If Eden grit his teeth even harder, he would’ve cracked his bones.
“Yeah...” Maru nodded solemnly from where he sat in the passenger seat. “But I don’t know where to start.”
“Ah, well”, Eden lied through his teeth, “The best way to learn is from experience. You’ll pick it up pretty fast when I teach you.”
“I’m glad.” Maru was so gullible, it almost made Eden feel bad.
Almost.
“Why do you want to seem more like an alpha?” Eden asked, if only to take his mind off the raging boner he was suppressing with every bit of his might.
“Well, people often tell me I’m a pushover.” (And they’re right every time.) “I don’t want to keep being seen that way anymore. It always makes people think they could walk over me.”
That almost was hanging on by a thread.
“In fact, I had to do overtime earlier because Deokman insisted I had to do more work.”
“Ah.” Indeed, Maru was a pushover. Eden pursed his lips. “Yeah, he tends to do that.”
“Is he like that with you?”
No. Eden thought back to Yoseok and Jiwon. “Sometimes.”
“Is that why you take overtime so often?”
Truthfully, it was just because Eden liked having work to do to keep his mind off other things. The pay was just a bonus. If he were to distract himself from his own life in his free time, he might as well get paid for it. “Kinda. It’s complicated.”
“Right.”
Eden pulled over to his driveway.
He lived in a decent flat, so he felt no shame in walking Maru out of his car and into the building. They swiftly crossed the lobby to go up through the elevator.
“Woah...”
Maru’s amazement was kinda cute. He reminded Eden exactly why he decided to take him home. God, his pussy throbbed.
“I didn’t know y—Mmph!”
The moment those elevator doors closed, Eden’s mouth was on Maru’s, his tongue hastily making its way in, while his hands drifted over his hips. He had the skinniest fucking waist; did he even eat?
Eden brought their crotches together, rubbing his and Maru’s cocks together through the fabric of their clothes.
It was a turn-on when Maru wrapped his arms around Eden’s shoulders, despite not exactly having fully established the situation in his mind yet.
Eden’s cock had been hard for a while now, actually. But the darkness inside his car was enough to hide it earlier. Now though, with Maru rubbing directly against it, it was impossible to hide it.
Eden’s heat was bearable for most months.
He made do with jacking himself off when he couldn’t bother to find a partner.
For someone like him, it would’ve been easy to just whisk away some random pretty girl or guy at a bar and call it a day.
He couldn’t help himself, though. Maru looked so delicious in front of him at the office.
Sure enough, his taste lived up to that expectation, leaving Eden grateful he decided to run his mouth.
The soft moans that came out of Maru’s mouth with every touch were welcome as they reverberated through the tight space and into Eden’s ears.
“Fuck.” He bit Maru’s lower lip, staring as Maru’s eyebrows raised up in surprise.
Fifth floor.
Ding.
The elevator doors opened, revealing both of them separate, each on the far ends of the small cubicle, to nobody in particular. (Just in case anybody were to see. The hallways had cameras, too.) Maru’s chest heaved, and he looked notably more disheveled than the well-put together Eden, who did a stellar job at dismissing his own boner.
“Follow me.” He turned slightly to Maru and stepped out of the elevator.
Maru followed wordlessly, letting his feet take him to wherever Eden ordered him to go. The auto-pilot was welcome in the face of his awe; he hadn’t yet fully processed the brief make-out session they had. Holy fuck.
Eden opened the third door to the right — Maru kept track of it — and removed his shoes to set them beside the doorway as he entered. Maru followed suit.
“So.”
It was almost frightening how composed he was then, compared to the hasty, handsy Eden from the elevator a minute ago.
“Clean yourself up in the bathroom.” Eden had already started removing his tie. He pointed to the room right beside the entryway. “Feel free to use anything from there. I’ll wait for you in the bedroom.”
It felt like Maru was being thrown out to the wolves, but he obliged anyway.
He felt this was going to be a long night.
Eden felt like he was going to explode.
He sat contemplating with everything but his boxers torn off, while his leg vibrated where it hung over the bed. His heat wasn’t usually this bad. He usually spent his period stuck in bed watching a movie on his worst days. Not fucking his co-workers.
Yet, all of his sense of reason jumped out the window when Maru trudged slowly out of his bathroom with his pants off and shirt just barely covering his still-on boxers.
This immediately got a reaction out of Eden’s cock.
“Sorry... I don’t exactly know what I’m doing.” Maru scratched the back of his head.
“You want to know how to act like an alpha, don’t you?” With all the confidence he could muster, Eden spoke right out of his ass, “Best way to learn is to know how an alpha fucks firsthand.”
“Is that so?” (No.) Maru knitted his brows together, but he didn’t question it further.
“Come here.” Eden beckoned him over.
It really was cute how Maru obeyed, crawling to then sitting himself down on the center of the bed when Eden patted the space beside him.
“I’m gonna put my cock”, he pointed to Maru, “In your ass.”
Stupidly, all Maru did was gawk.
Eden turned off the lights, leaving only the bedside lamps on. Seriously, if he had to wait a second longer, he was going to explode.
He gently pushed Maru down onto the bed, straddling him as he did so. He pushed down the urge to hiss when Maru’s half-hard cock grazed his pussy. He had to be a convincing alpha. There was no way he could go through with this if Maru figured him out.
Once more, his mouth was back on Maru’s, eliciting small moans out of the other with every nip and swipe of the tongue. Were virgins always this sensitive?
Moreover, was Maru a beta? An omega? Eden wasn’t really sure. Regardless, that wouldn’t be a problem, either way.
He unbuttoned Maru’s shirt slowly as he trailed his tongue further down. He left a mark over a sensitive spot in Maru’s neck. The other squirmed at the pain.
“Relax”, Eden cooed. Prior to today, he didn’t even know he was into guys like Maru.
But it made sense. He was pretty. Muscular. Skinny in all the right places. If he was gonna fuck a man, it was gonna be someone like Maru. Last time he fucked a man was somewhere sophomore year in college. If this was what it was like every time, then maybe he was missing out.
“Please be gentle”, Maru pleaded, and it sent all the right signals to Eden’s cock.
“Whatever.”
And so, very gently, Eden removed Maru’s boxers to reveal—
A penis.
Oh.
Like, eight inches, maybe.
What the fuck.
Size aside, that wasn’t unusual; all betas had both parts. Omegas either had both or just a pussy. It depended on primary sex, too. Eden had both. Maru had...
A cock. Just a cock.
Eden blinked.
Slowly, he pushed Maru’s legs away from each other, making sure he wasn’t missing anything. Sure enough, it was just a cock. A really hard cock. A really, really hard eight-inch cock.
But his asshole was just a little further down, and if Eden was going to go through with fucking Maru, he was willing to do just that.
He glanced up at Maru, who was all red in the face by then — Eden was staring very intently. That checked out. If he was just a little less reserved, he would’ve yelled out, “YOU’RE A FUCKING ALPHA?”, too.
Eden reached for the lube at the end of the bed with almost shaky hands. He didn’t anticipate that he’d be fucking an alpha; no, he just figured the virgin would need a little bit more help. Though, that did answer a few questions that Eden had about him. Thank God he brought out lube. He was gonna need more than he originally thought he would.
“I’ll finger you open.” He felt nervous. He’d done this tons of times already. He shouldn’t have been nervous.
“Okay.” Maru nodded slowly.
The cold lube trickling down his fingers as he poured it into his hand was a solemn reminder that whatever Eden was doing was real. It wasn’t just a hallucination. He’d coaxed his alpha co-worker into getting fucked in the ass by him, and, oh God, he’d coaxed his alpha co-worker into getting fucked in the ass by him.
He pressed a finger against Maru’s hole, watching it twitch at the sudden contact.
“I’m putting one in.” Really, the gentleness was uncharacteristic for him. His partners much preferred getting fucked hard into tomorrow by him. This was new; all else aside.
Maru didn’t answer that.
He squirmed when Eden stuck one finger in. Thankfully, it was enough lube.
“Look at me”, he ordered Maru. The other obliged, head snapping to Eden to watch him prod at his previously-untouched ass. Was this guy really an alpha? He was more docile than any other omega Eden knew.
Eden let himself experimentally curl his finger inside Maru once it was in, finding the prostate. It was in there somewhere. It had to be.
Maru’s breathing had gotten heavier with every little movement.
A single bead of sweat rolled down Eden’s forehead.
His heat was really getting to him. He wanted to fuck Maru already. It killed him that he couldn’t do that so soon, but it was bad enough already that he tricked Maru into fucking him.
No, that sounded horrible. He shoved that thought into the back of his mind.
Likewise, he shoved his finger deep into Maru to distract himself from that thought. The way Maru moaned when Eden brushed against his prostate was music to his ears. He didn’t think sounds could be so pretty.
“You’re so...” Eden clenched his teeth.
Maru’s thighs flexed with every curl. “Hu—ahh?”
“Fuck.”
Eden inserted another finger. The way Maru squirmed around him was, oddly enough, satisfying. He was always attentive when it came to his partners, but his focus on Maru seemed to be something else entirely. His own boxers were a hindrance as its waistband tightened uncomfortably from his boner, but Maru was top priority. He shifted from wanting to pleasure himself to wanting to satisfy Maru. It was all he could think of. Maru’s cock stayed untouched, but the way he clenched around Eden made it evident that he was feeling things beyond what he thought he could ever feel.
Eden thrusted and curled his fingers more eagerly in time, watching closely for reactions from Maru. If he could see himself then, the way his pupils dilated would’ve been evident, revealing just how down bad he was at that moment.
He wanted to fuck Maru. He wanted to make Maru moan. He wanted to feel Maru’s hands claw at his back as he begged him to fuck him deeper, faster.
His thoughts ran wild as Maru’s voice shook something inside of him. His stomach hurt from how much his waistband dug into it.
“I’m gonna put my cock in you now, Maru.”
With his free hand, Eden pulled his boxers swiftly off. The way his cock sprang up was a relief to himself. It made Maru’s eyes widen.
“Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait—“ He frantically waved his hands in front of his face. He then propped himself up with his elbows to get a better view of what Eden was about to put in him.
“What?” Eden narrowed his eyes at Maru.
“You’re really gonna put that in?”
Eden had to take a moment to compose himself. He hoped the way he shakily exhaled didn’t sound nervous. This dude was seriously a living porn character. There was no way a guy could sound so erotic saying something almost innocent.
“Isn’t it too big?” Maru worried at his lip as he looked down to where Eden’s cock was lined up to his hole.
“Cut the crap. Yours is bigger.” Eden raised his hips up to let his cock line up with Maru’s. The angle was enough to cover his lack of testicles and the presence of a pussy. Maru didn’t have to know that just yet. Sure enough, he had a bit more length over Eden. A little bit girthier, too, but that was only noticeable if you looked closely. The sight of their cocks so close they were almost touching was really hot. Eden really wanted to put it in already.
“That’s...” Maru pouted as he trailed off.
Eden wanted to ravage this man. He wanted to devour him whole. Pressure built up in his stomach, and it went straight to his cock.
It was a wonder how Maru hadn’t yet picked up on the fact that Eden was an omega in heat, but as a virgin under the impression that Eden was an alpha, it was probably an outlandish thought to have. Human noses weren’t strong enough to fully interpret the pheromones that wafted out of other people.
“Do you want me to fuck you or not?” Eden got straight to the point, shifting his cock downwards once more to brush against Maru’s hole. He didn’t miss the way it pulsed at the feeling, like Maru wanted to pull him in already.
“Yes!” Maru was just a little bit too eager when he answered, even he knew. His hands flew to his mouth when he realized just how enthusiastic he sounded about having another alpha enter him. He was perfect just like this. Eden would hate to lose him to where he’d become just another generic douchebag alpha; no, this was much more adorable. The gap in perception and personality really was a beautiful thing.
“Good boy.” He knew the words made something shift within Maru. The other’s eyes widened ever so slightly, and his cock twitched responsively.
After slathering an unorthodox amount of lube on his cock (you can never be too sure), Eden slowly pushed its tip into Maru’s hole.
It was so tight, it felt like his dick was gonna get ripped clean off.
“Maru”, he spoke with authority. Immediately, Maru loosened, almost welcoming Eden as he did so unconsciously. It reminded Eden just how bullshit societal expectations were when it came to secondary gender. If Maru wasn’t an omega, then he didn’t know what a damn omega was.
“Yes, Eden?” He was all red in the face when he replied, heaving as he expectantly waited for Eden to push deeper in him.
“You’re gonna take my cock”, Eden spoke slowly, making sure Maru understood every single word clearly, “Like a good boy.”
“Ahh—“ Maru squirmed when Eden pushed a little deeper.
“Understand that?” Eden asked.
“Yes, sir.” Maru’s facial expressions were insanely cute. Eden wanted to fuck him until he couldn’t walk. “I’m gonna, ngh— I’m. Ahh, ahh, I’m gonna take your cock. Like the good boy that I am.”
Eden inhaled sharply, forcing the corners of his lips down so he wouldn’t look like a damn maniac as he smiled.
“That’s right.” Eden pushed his cock in well until the entire thing was swallowed by Maru’s ass. It was amazing how easily it went in, despite Maru being a virgin. “Does that feel good?”
“It feels...kinda weird.” Maru squirmed. The way he clenched did no favors for Eden, who instinctively thrusted into Maru because of it.
In response, Maru let out a squeal.
“I’m gonna show you exactly how an alpha fucks.” The words made Eden cringe, but every other alpha he knew was pretentious enough to say shit like that, so he hoped to further the illusion that Maru was under.
He thrusted slowly, experimentally into Maru, watching closely how the other reacted with every move.
Hot. The inside of Maru was hot. So, so hot.
Of course, it made sense that the inside of a human being was hot. Eden wasn’t some horny teenage virgin. He’d fucked loads of people before. Maru was only one out of many people he’d put his dick in (and vice versa), but the difference was that;
Maru was the only alpha he’d ever had the pleasure of fucking in the ass.
“Ohh, Eden... Oh— Ah, ahh”, Maru moaned as the thrusts gradually got faster, but it wasn’t enough to really be the kind of sex that Eden was so used to.
“Yes, that’s it, Maru.” Eden’s breath was shaky. It wasn’t from the effort he exerted at all. “You’re taking me so well. How does it feel inside you?”
“Tight.” Maru bit his lip and fluttered his eyes shut.
“Does it feel good?” Eden thrusted just a little deeper as he asked.
“Yes”, Maru was breathless when he answered. “I’m gonna lose my mind.”
“Don’t fight it.” Eden pushed Maru’s legs upward, knees towards his torso, to reveal more of his hole from where Eden could see. “Keep taking it. You’re so good for me, Maru.”
“Th— Thank you.” Maru bit his lip.
Eden wasn’t gentle at all when he started pounding deeper into Maru. His cock ached with satisfaction at the tightness he felt from being inside Maru.
“Fuck, you feel so good.”
Maru, with his eyes rolled to the back of his head, attempted to muster some sort of response, but only incoherent mutters came out of his open mouth.
Somehow, the sight turned Eden on even more. He always did have a thing for control.
He reached out to grasp both of Maru’s wrists, pinning them in place as he continued to thrust.
Maru’s moans weren’t particularly loud. They were more like choked-out sobs and gasps of, “Ohh”, and “Ahh, it’s too much.” It didn’t seem like he was holding himself back, but if Eden tried enough, he might get a little bit louder. Tears had welled up in Maru’s eyes, and Eden wanted to lick it all up.
His thrusts slowed to see better how Maru processed the feeling of his cock alone, and, Jesus Christ, it felt like it was gonna snap off with how hard Maru was gripping onto it. Like his life depended on it.
And maybe Eden was a little bit of a masochist, the way he wished Maru sucked him in even more, in the not-so-sexy tight virgin way, if only to really conquer Maru. (Who was he kidding? The guy was taking his dick like a fucking champ.) Every time he pulled away, Maru pulled him in right back. It was almost a futile thing to pull back for Eden, but he was addicted to how Maru whimpered every time his cock bottomed out on him.
The smell of his own pheromones wafted throughout his entire room. He thought briefly that Maru was stupid not to notice it. Assumptions can only go so far.
Mindlessly, he whispered to Maru, “I’m gonna cum in you. Gonna get you pregnant.”
He felt ridiculous doing so, but one of the girls he fucked once said an alpha talked to her that way during sex. Despite being an alpha herself, she was horrified at the idea and kicked him out immediately. It was so funny to Eden. It was mostly a joke. He didn’t think he’d be saying the same thing unironically in that way ever.
Moreover, it wasn’t like Maru could get pregnant anyway. It wasn't like Eden was capable of impregnating anybody, either. Many things were wrong with the statement.
Yet, Maru’s reply to it was, “Ple — ase get me pregnant.”
If Eden’s body wasn’t already on autopilot fucking Maru’s brains out, he would’ve stopped in his tracks to just stare at him over it.
He bent down, propping himself up with his arms on either side of Maru, so that he could hide his shocked expression in Maru’s chest, where the other couldn’t see it. His entire face felt hot, and the idea of it crept up to the back of his mind where it’d inevitably plant itself to grow for the rest of his life against his will.
Fuck.
He could feel himself practically drooling just thinking about it.
Maybe he was just as bad as all those other alphas. Something deeply rooted within him told him to try, despite knowing he wasn’t capable of doing so physically.
Between the two of them, Maru was the one to cement the idea — yet, Eden was the one that just fully latched onto it. His hips bucked forward, harder, faster. He didn’t know when Maru had thrown his arms around his back, but the scratching sensation clearly stung once he’d recovered himself to land back to Earth. This was sure to leave marks later on.
And so, he started leaving marks of his own. With his teeth, he traced over the flesh on Maru’s chest. He was toned in all the right places, practically urging Eden to take a bite. He did exactly that, digging his front teeth enough to where it hurt, where it left a mark. His canines would’ve done more damage. It’s exactly why he avoided using them. (For now.)
At the pain, Maru moaned, gripped harder where his hands dug into Eden’s flesh, and tightened his walls around where Eden’s cock was still reaching deeper and deeper into him.
“H— Hic, I—”
Any words that attempted to form in Maru’s throat dropped easily. It seemed hard for him to form a coherent thought already at that point. It meant Eden was doing something right.
“I'm gonna— Eden, ahh, I’m. Ngh. Ahh—” The way Maru twitched was particularly telling; accompanied by his words, Eden immediately got the message.
“Don't.”
His voice rang low but loud. He watched as Maru’s face contorted to reveal his helplessness then, and it made him feel a sick sense of satisfaction.
Eden grabbed Maru’s cock, tightening his hand around it to keep him from cumming.
“Eden..."
“Endure it.” Truly, it seemed like something was wrong with him. The way Maru looked absolutely crushed brought him a sick sense of satisfaction. “If you can’t handle this much, how do you expect to be taken seriously as an alpha?”
Quite honestly, it felt like they’d strayed too far from the original goal at that point.
But Maru didn’t care. Maru wasn’t thinking as hard as Eden was about everything. His mind barely stayed intact, flashing white at every motion that Eden made. Too much, not enough, all at the same time.
“Wanna cum.” He looked like he wanted to cry. In fact, tears started to well up long before. The back of his eyes stung as he looked at Eden, still partway buried in his chest. “Please. Please, Eden. Please.”
Eden bit his lip. He allowed a low hum to escape his chest. His breathing was heavy and uneven from all the thrusting he was doing. The hot air around them did no favors to his lungs.
His grip on Maru’s cock tightened a little more. Maru whined in response.
“Didn’t you hear what I said?”
“I— Ngh.” Maru choked on his own words.
“Be. A good boy.” Eden heaved through his thrusts, hoping his amusement didn’t shine through. “And take it for me.” God, it’s been so long since he’s had a boytoy. Not like he was looking. But if a blessing as great as this were to fall in his hands, he wouldn’t have rejected it. He wasn’t particularly religious, but he had a lot to be thankful for. He wanted to keep Han Maru for himself.
“Okay...” Docile, Maru bit back any protests that formed in the back of his mind.
“I'll do whatever I want to you.” Eden’s grip on Maru’s cock loosened, but his thumb rubbed over the hole of his tip.
“Ahh, ah— Fuck!”
“Does it hurt?” Eden asked, knowing full well what the answer was.
“Hic— I, ngh. It’s.” Maru squirmed. His hands tightened where he’d grasped at Eden’s sheets. “Anything. Anything’s fine. If it’s you, Eden.”
It felt really stupid. Really, really stupid.
Just when he thought he’d finally calmed down, Eden’s face heated up once more.
“You’re so...”
Surely, the way his jaw clenched couldn’t have shown anything but irritation, but it was far from what he was feeling then.
“I'm?” Maru’s brows knitted together inquisitively.
“Fuck.” Eden sucked in a breath, leaning forward to suck in Maru’s scent. “Mine. You’re mine.”
It wasn’t the dumbest thing Eden did that day, but it couldn’t have been good for Maru, who was under the impression that he was an alpha — with an irresponsible amount of force, he bit into Maru’s shoulder, as if to mark him as his own.
“Oh my God, Eden.” Maru’s eyes widened slowly to stare at him.
Shortly after, Eden released his grip on Maru’s cock, allowing him to really feel his thrusts without that distraction. Of course, the crook of Maru’s neck where Eden bit throbbed in pain as he drew blood with his teeth. (He thought they were duller than they actually were. He was wrong about a lot of things, he realized that night.)
Eden lapped the blood up with his tongue as it threatened to overflow. The taste of iron was sharp in his mouth, but it was Maru’s taste, and he never was one to waste good food.
“Cum for me”, he ordered, watching closely as something flipped inside of Maru.
Maru didn’t say anything in response, only letting himself moan as cum shot out of his cock in ribbons over his torso.
Eden didn’t even give him time to recover.
Maru’s hole gaped when he took his cock out. He looked beautiful with his legs spread and body twitching, still on the high of release. As tempted as Eden was to keep abusing Maru’s hole, his heat urged him to do otherwise.
“I'm sorry.” He practically climbed over Maru, not giving him time to even process what was happening. “Sorry I lied.”
“Wh—”
“Take it.”
While Maru was still dazed, he hovered over him. Eden saw the exact moment it clicked in Maru’s head just before Eden sat on his face.
“You can take this much, can’t you?” God, his pussy finally being given attention gave him a much-needed sense of satisfaction. “You’ve been doing so much for me, Maru. Just bear with it a little more.”
“Mrmph—!”
Whatever Maru was trying to say was incomprehensible where his face was buried between Eden’s legs.
“Tongue”, Eden ordered.
He didn’t have to say anything more. Like he was made to serve, Maru obliged, sticking his tongue out where it could prod at Eden’s hole.
“Good boy”, he cooed, encouraging Maru as he rocked back and forth on his face.
The contact felt amazing after he’d given his cock so much attention already. Add that onto Maru’s easy submission, he practically had a toy he could use all he wanted.
Meanwhile, the sight of Eden’s cock bouncing up and down made Maru dizzy. Eden’s pussy covered most of his face, but that was all he could see then.
The smell of something in the air was now too strong to ignore, but he didn’t quite know what it was. It wasn’t just from Eden’s pussy; he could feel that same something coursing through his veins. More like, every part of his being was surrounded; it made him both sluggish and hyperaware of all that was around him. His body urged him to move. Blood pumped through him, pushing him to do what he needed to do.
His cock pulsed back to hardness, and somehow, he found it in him to lift his arms and wrap them around Eden’s thighs.
Eden tasted so good.
“Maru!”
The action came as a surprise to Eden, but he didn’t falter, steadying himself with both arms on the bed above Maru’s head. He continued to ride Maru’s face, chasing that high until he could climax himself.
“Need to make him feel good” — the words cemented themselves into Maru’s mind. He felt lightheaded, and it wasn’t just from how Eden restricted his breath. It was like something possessed him as he swirled his tongue, tasting all that Eden could offer. Briefly, he wondered if Eden’s cock and pussy tasted different. It turned him on even more. “Need to make him cum.”
Eden was losing his fucking mind.
He’d never had someone so eager eat him out like this.
It was kind of insane. The gap between the pliant virgin Maru that’d bottomed for him just minutes ago and the Maru under him right then was too big to comprehend. It was like he was an entirely different person altogether.
Either way, he was already sensitive from fucking Maru earlier, so it didn’t take long for him to cum. Thick, clear liquid splurted out of his cock, dirtying sheets that he’ll have to worry about cleaning later. He was sure Maru had that same liquid squirting into his face, too. That couldn’t have been comfortable.
With whatever energy was left in his body, he collapsed himself on the bed parallel beside Maru, making sure not to lay on the other’s arm.
It took him a moment to recover, but once he did, the sight of Maru staring at him with starstruck eyes made something in him churn. It was unnerving. He was always so unassuming elsewhere — though, it made sense Maru was the service type of person during sex.
Sure enough also, his face was covered in Eden’s pussy juices. He didn’t even bother to wipe any of it off. Just laid there; motionless, save for the heaving of his chest as he recovered his breath. Eden’s eyes trailed downwards.
“What?” He spat out, “Did you cum from me riding your face?”
Maru slowly blinked in reply.
“You look stupid.”
“...Yeah.” The reply came late, but it seemed like Maru had no regrets in the way he said it. “I did. And I am.”
As much as it was a habit to him, Eden tried to avoid gritting his teeth at every little thing.
For a moment, all they did was stare at each other. Kinda.
Maru’s eyes were fixed onto Eden’s face, taking in the sight like he was trying to memorize his features. Prior to today, he’d never really spent the time just admiring how beautiful he was. It wasn’t like it went unnoticed — he’d had the thought several times when Eden passed him at the copier, at the snack bar, in the hallways. Of course. The man looked like a supermodel wherever he went. It wasn’t outlandish to think of him as an alpha when he presented himself with such dignity. But in hindsight, Maru was wrong to reduce him to that so definitively. His assumption was wrong. Shame bubbled up deep inside of him, but for now, he could blame the redness of his face on something else.
Eden stared right at the bite mark he left on Maru’s shoulder, overtaken with both disappointment and a burning sense of guilt. It wasn’t enough to really do any permanent damage on Maru, and as an omega, he couldn’t mark anybody. (That’s where the disappointment kicked in.)
He didn't plan to bite hard enough to draw a lot of blood initially, but the familiar sight of red flowing down Maru’s chest was unmistakable. Faint, but it couldn’t have been anything else.
The sound of buzzing from the bedside lamps would’ve been undetected otherwise, but Eden always was so sensitive in times like these.
Quite frankly, he didn’t wanna deal with the consequences of his actions.
“I think I get it.” Maru was the one to break the silence.
It felt like torture for Eden to shift his gaze to the other’s face.
“Get what?”
“This whole gender thing is stupid.” Like an idiot, Maru smiled. And for the first time in a long while, Eden felt understood.
He rolled his eyes at that.
After some contemplation, he got up, briefly cringing at the sticky feeling between his legs. He’ll deal with that later.
“Where are you going?” Maru asked as he disappeared into the bathroom.
It barely took a minute. Eden retrieved a kit, as well as a towel to clean Maru up.
He raised them up. “First aid.”
“Oh.”
Surely, the tear in Maru’s flesh couldn’t have been comfortable. It hadn’t sinked in yet, it seemed. While Maru was still partway out of it, he had to work quickly.
“Sit down”, he ordered. Admittedly, it was amusing to see just how compliant Maru was, even after sex. He didn’t hesitate to sit, despite the cum on his body flowing down when he moved. Ah, well. Eden’s sheets were already soaked anyway.
He settled himself down in front of Maru, prioritizing treatment of the flesh wound over all else. It wasn’t too bad, at least.
The marks were still clearly raw and fresh, but it’d clotted enough not to let any more blood flow down.
He brought out a wet wipe to clean it off.
Maru flinched when it made contact with his skin.
Otherwise, he stayed completely still, letting Eden do his thing.
“What’s wrong?” Eden sensed something in the air. He hoped he didn’t come off as snobbish to Maru; he did have a tendency to snap at people when he was in a sensitive state.
“Nothing.” Maru bit his lip.
Eden scoffed. He took out another wipe once he saw the one he was using was soaked already with blood. “You seem disappointed about something.”
No answer. An admission of guilt?
“Sorry that I'm not an alpha.”
Of course, Eden didn’t mean it entirely. There wasn’t anything relevant that alphas had that he didn't have as an omega. (Impregnation wasn’t something he really wanted to involve himself with normally.) He had no reason to envy them or covet their lifestyle, by any means. It was more an apology over lying to Maru. He hated apologizing at all. The words tasted sour in his mouth.
“That’s not it.” Maru leaned forward. Slightly. Just enough to make Eden aware of their proximity. “I don’t mind at all.”
“That I lied to get into your pants?” Eden quirked a brow.
“That’s...” A pause. Quieter, Maru spoke, “That doesn’t matter to me now. It felt good for me, too.”
If Eden’s attention was just a little bit worse, he would've missed it. The blush on Maru's face, however, showed clearly how he felt then.
God.
Once more, Eden gritted his teeth.
“Forgive me”, he spoke, all too aware of how stiff he sounded, but he didn’t care. “I'll try harder to impregnate you next time.”
“Huh?” Maru’s eyes widened. “Hu—h?”
Even without a timer, Eden was sure that was the fastest he’d ever tended to anybody’s injuries — granted, he didn’t do so often.
Just inches away, he saw Maru’s pupils dilate, as if entertaining a thought he couldn’t say out loud.
Surely, they were on the same page.
Eden brushed his hand gently over Maru’s cheek. Something warm bloomed in his chest. He’ll deal with that later. As it stood, there were other, more pressing matters to tend to.
“Wanna go for a second round?”