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“No.”
It’s not the strangest thing Gao Tu has heard, not by a long shot.
As the long-suffering secretary to the president of one of the largest Chinese conglomerates in the country, Gao Tu has survived enough boardroom meltdowns, absurd investor demands, and last-minute crises to numb most of his nerves. Add to that, the never-ending stream of texts from his father asking for money—no, demanding it—to cover gambling debts he swore he'd paid off last month, his sister's ongoing medical treatments from an illness they still can't name, and an Omega biology that stubbornly refuses to stay quiet no matter how many suppressants he cycles through; his life, by any measure, is a collection of tightly managed chaos.
But even with all that, this? This tops everything.
Across the pristine surface of Shen Wenlang’s obsidian desk, Gao Tu’s resignation letter lies in stark contrast to the polished emptiness around it; a single sheet of crisp white paper, perfectly aligned, deliberately placed. Untouched. Not even a glance. The edges haven’t curled. No corner has been lifted, no indication that Shen Wenlang has even acknowledged its presence. It sits there like a ghost in a mausoleum, a quiet threat in a space that tolerates no disorder.
And still, Shen Wenlang does nothing. No frown, no flicker of interest. Just that eerie, calculating silence he’s perfected over years of boardroom warfare; the kind of silence that tells you he’s already ten steps ahead, and he’s just waiting for you to catch up. Gao Tu resists the impulse to reach for the letter again, to snatch it back, burn it, rewrite it, anything. The air between them is heavy with everything that hasn’t been said. The silence itself is a power play, one Shen Wenlang is winning without even moving. Because the longer that paper sits there, the more it says: You don’t get to leave.
Gao Tu blinks. Once. Twice. “I don’t understand,” He says carefully, after a beat too long.
Shen Wenlang—an S-class Alpha, unquestionably one of the most powerful and elite figures in the nation, a name that carries weight in every boardroom, whispered with admiration and caution, the same man who once dismantled a hostile merger with nothing but a single, coldly delivered sentence—looks up at him with quiet, cutting precision. “No,” He repeats. “As in, I refuse to accept your resignation.”
Gao Tu resists the urge to let his jaw drop. He straightens his posture, presses down the emotion clawing at the back of his throat, and exhales through his nose. “This isn’t a request, President Shen. I’m handing in my one-month notice, in accordance with my contract. Effective immediately.”
Shen Wenlang doesn’t even blink. “Why?”
Gao Tu hesitates. He should have expected that. Of course he did. But now that the moment is here, his carefully prepared excuse sounds paper-thin even to his own ears. “It’s...for personal matters.”
A beat.
Shen Wenlang’s gaze sharpens, just enough to make Gao Tu’s fingers curl into a fist. “You were the one who said it, weren’t you?” He continues quickly, trying to stay ahead of the inevitable refusal. “That if I couldn’t maintain a consistent work schedule, I should reconsider my role here. I’m just taking your advice, sir.”
Shen Wenlang’s eyes narrow, sharp enough to draw blood. “So you're saying,” He says, voice deceptively calm, “that the reason you’re resigning is because of something I said?”
The question lands with the precision of a blade. Gao Tu shifts, pulse ticking hard beneath his skin. “No, that’s not what I—”
Shen Wenlang cuts in, his tone clipped and cold. “Gao Tu, are you being obtuse for a reason?”
It’s not just irritation in his voice now; it’s disbelief, biting disappointment, and something heavier curled beneath the surface. Something dangerous. Gao Tu opens his mouth to speak, but the president doesn’t give him the chance. “So what then? If I told you to jump off this building, would you do it?” Shen Wenlang doesn’t blink. Doesn’t flinch. His tone doesn’t rise, it doesn't need to. He’s never had to raise his voice to dominate a room. Power lingers in the quiet with him. “If I told you to get in my bed, would you?”
The words hang in the air like broken glass. Gao Tu recoils; not visibly, not enough to flinch, but something inside him cracks. For a second, the world tilts. His mouth goes dry.
“President Shen!” He snaps, the name too loud, too sharp, slicing through the polished quiet of the office.
Silence falls, thick and absolute. They both feel it. The shift. The aftershock. He’s never raised his voice at Shen Wenlang. Not once. Not when the man called him at 2 a.m. to reschedule flights he’d already confirmed. Not when he demanded a week’s worth of reports be redone because he didn’t like the font. Not when he worked through heat suppression migraines just to keep the man’s schedule seamless.
But this? This was different. This was too much.
And still, Shen Wenlang doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t look ashamed or regretful. Doesn’t apologize. Of course he doesn’t. It wouldn’t be Shen Wenlang if he backed down. Instead, he leans forward slightly, placing both hands on the desk like he’s bracing the world itself.
“Read my lips, Gao Tu.” His voice is lower now, no longer cold; just resolute, dangerously calm. “I’m not accepting your resignation.” A pause. “I don’t care how many letters you print. How many versions you write. How many times you slide them across this desk. The answer is the same.” His eyes bore into him. “Get back to work.”
It’s not a suggestion. Not a plea. It’s a command, and more than that, it’s a wall slamming shut. Gao Tu doesn’t move. He can’t move. Because even now, even through the echo of those impossible words, even through the anger still burning beneath his skin, a part of him is listening. And that part is already asking questions he doesn’t want to answer.
Gao Tu straightens. He exhales, slow, measured, and smooths a hand over his tie, like that motion alone might reassemble the shattered dignity hanging off him in pieces. The air still buzzes with the weight of what Shen Wenlang said, not just the command, but the implication laced beneath it. If I told you to get in my bed, would you? He pushes that thought away. Buries it deep.
“I understand,” He says, voice level again. “You’ve made your position clear.”
Shen Wenlang raises a brow, but says nothing.
Gao Tu continues, latching onto control like a lifeline. “But you don’t own me, President Shen. Not my decisions, not my body, and certainly not my resignation. You may run this company, but my employment is still a contract, not a leash.” A flicker passes over Shen Wenlang’s expression; not quite surprise, but something close. Interest, maybe. Or something sharper. Gao Tu takes that inch and pushes further. “I’ve already filed the necessary notice with HR. This letter was a courtesy.” He gestures to the page still lying on the desk like an accusation. “And whatever you choose to do with it, my last day remains unchanged.”
Shen Wenlang leans back slowly in his chair, fingers drumming once on the armrest. It’s the kind of posture he assumes when dealing with incompetent board members or prey. “I could contest it,” He says. “Have legal pull the fine print in your contract. I could delay the process for months.”
“You could,” Gao Tu agrees. “But that would be beneath you.”
Silence hums again, electric and tight, the kind that makes the air feel thinner with every passing second. It's not peace. It's pressure. A taut wire stretched between them, one misstep away from snapping. Neither of them speaks.
Shen Wenlang shifts forward in his chair, slow and deliberate. His elbows rest on the desk, hands steepled like he’s delivering a verdict instead of a conversation. “You’re hiding something from me.” His voice is low, even, but beneath it runs something sharper, something just shy of dangerous. “You think you’ve covered your tracks. You avoid the obvious conversations, reroute your answers. You go quiet when it counts. But I’ve been with you too long, Gao Tu. You can’t bluff me.” His eyes flicker down to the hands Gao Tu is keeping too still. Back up. “Your body gives you away.”
Gao Tu’s throat tightens. He wants to look away, but he doesn’t. He forces his gaze to stay fixed, his spine locked straight. “It doesn’t matter, sir,” He says, with more defiance than strength. “I quit.”
A pause. Then comes the hum; soft, amused, and utterly unreadable.
“One month, hmm?” Shen Wenlang repeats. He leans back now, slow and casual, as if Gao Tu has just told him something meaningless. “Very well.”
But something in the way he says it, something in the precise weight of those two words, doesn’t sit right. A cold knot twists in Gao Tu’s stomach. He watches Shen Wenlang too closely, too long. The way the Alpha’s jaw clenches just a little, how his fingers tap once, rhythmically, like a strategist marking time before the next move. Gao Tu’s anxiety spikes. This isn’t surrender. It isn’t defeat. It feels like permission. Or worse, like strategy.
“What does that mean?” He asks before he can stop himself.
Shen Wenlang doesn’t answer. Just offers the barest smile, thin and unreadable, and turns back to his computer, the conversation dismissed. “We have thirty days,” He says. “Let’s make the most of them.”
Something about that, the tone, the precision, the way Shen Wenlang’s words land with perfect calculation, settles in Gao Tu’s chest like lead. Not loud, not dramatic. Just there. Heavy. Unmovable. He blinks once, twice. Nods out of reflex. And walks. Each step toward the door feels mechanical, like his limbs are obeying a rhythm that’s no longer his. The cool handle meets his palm. He opens it without thinking. Outside the office, the hallway is quiet. Polished floors. Neutral lighting. The low murmur of executive staff shuffling papers, the distant ring of a phone, all the signs of a normal afternoon in the HS Group headquarters.
But nothing feels normal anymore.
He steps out into it, into the soft artificial light and sterile air, but it feels like walking into the wrong side of a mirror. Distorted. Off-balance. He should feel relieved. Vindicated. He got what he wanted, a clean exit, a timeline, no further arguments. Instead, there’s a chill running down the back of his neck. A tension beneath his skin, tight and humming, as if some invisible tripwire’s been triggered and now he’s just waiting for the consequence to appear. He feels less like a man who’s just claimed his freedom and more like a pawn that’s just been moved. Not even captured, just placed. Strategically. Silently. On a board he doesn't realize is still in play.
Because Shen Wenlang hasn't protested. Hasn’t argued. Hasn’t even raised his voice. And that is worse. That is infinitely worse. Because Gao Tu has known Shen Wenlang long enough to recognize the signs; that glint in his eye, that sharpened calm, that near-predatory stillness that always comes before a move he’s already mapped five steps ahead. He can’t help but wonder what exactly he’s just set in motion; and why Shen Wenlang is suddenly so willing to let the clock start ticking.
Because now, with each tick of the second hand, Gao Tu feels less like he’s counting down toward escape and more like he’s walking into the center of something he can’t yet name.
Shen Wenlang is right.
As much as Gao Tu hates the idea of it, hates the way it confirms that Shen Wenlang sees through him far too easily, he can’t deny it.
He is indeed hiding something.
Something big. Something dangerous. Something so personal and precarious it feels like it’s calcifying in his chest, turning to stone under the pressure of how long he’s kept it secret. And in spite of everything—the years they’ve worked together, the unspoken trust that’s formed between polished silences and 4 a.m. boardroom lights—this is yet another lie stacked on top of all the others. A tower built on omission, precision, and quiet, desperate control.
Forget the truth about his biology—about the fact that he’s not a Beta, as he’s claimed, signed, and certified for more than two decades. Not on government files. Not on corporate HR forms. Not on the clean, unassuming medical reports Shen Wenlang has reviewed and approved without question, year after year. Forget the hormone blockers he’s been taking since his first heat at seventeen—bitter pills swallowed dry in the dead of night, carefully tracked, carefully timed, even when stress made his hands shake and his stomach turn. Forget the scent suppressants, the layering of neutralizing serums before stepping out the door each morning, the private appointments with an underground doctor who never asks questions as long as he’s paid in full. Forget the falsified documents—the Omega status scrubbed, the implants registered as a Beta-standard contraceptive, the forged specialist signatures he’s updated meticulously for years. Forget the blood tests, the clinical workarounds, the health exemptions, the way he’s learned how to cheat every checkup and physical required by corporate policy.
He’s built this lie like a fortress.
Every brick a choice. Every wall designed to protect the life he’s clawed his way into. Because this life, the one he’s carved from nothing, the one balanced on immaculate schedules and impeccable self-control, doesn’t survive the truth. The position he holds, the salary he earns, the quiet respect he’s bled for, none of that was ever built for someone like him. It’s only possible because the world sees him as neutral. A Beta. Stable, unassuming, untouchable. The kind of person who can work beside Shen Wenlang for ten years without incident, without being questioned, without being noticed in the way that matters.
And then, of course, there’s the most important truth of all—the one that doesn’t need to be said aloud. Because it goes without saying: If Shen Wenlang ever found out, it would all be over.
Not just the job. Not just the title, the office, the reputation he’s spent years cementing through late nights and flawless precision. No, Gao Tu would lose everything. Because Shen Wenlang wouldn’t just be angry. He wouldn’t just be disappointed or confused. He’d be furious. The kind of fury that doesn’t erupt, but condenses, sharpened into cold words, clean cuts, professional execution. The kind of fury that rewrites contracts, locks accounts, ruins reputations with a single call.
He’d see Gao Tu’s lie, his life, as a betrayal. A manipulation. A weakness cloaked in competence. He’d see an Omega who dared stand beside him for ten years and pretend to be equal. And Shen Wenlang, for all his restraint and power and careful poise, would never tolerate that. So yes. Gao Tu clings to the lie with bloodied fingers and a clenched jaw. Because it’s not just a secret. It’s the only thing standing between him and annihilation. And once Shen Wenlang knows the truth? There will be no room left for mercy.
He remembers it too clearly: Shen Wenlang's voice in boardrooms, cold and sharp, slicing through outdated Alpha chauvinism with clinical disdain but never defending Omegas. Always dismissive. Always cutting. "Weak-willed. Filthy. Scheming and manipulating. Ruled by scent and hormones, you can’t trust a creature like that." Words Shen Wenlang didn’t even blink saying. And maybe he doesn’t remember saying them. Maybe it was nothing to him. But Gao Tu remembers everything.
He remembers the first time Shen Wenlang shut down an intern who dared flirt with him. The way he recoiled when he caught the lingering scent of someone in heat. The way he once said, in passing, that “Omegas in upper management are liabilities.” Gao Tu took notes. He always takes notes. And so the lie became more than survival. It became necessary. A barrier between himself and the one person he could never afford to lose. Because if Shen Wenlang knew, really knew, that his most trusted secretary, the one who sits at his right hand, the one who has been there for ten silent, grueling years is the very thing he claims to despise? Gao Tu knows exactly what would happen.
And Gao Tu, he couldn’t bear that. Not after all this time. Not after everything he’s given. So he clings to the lie like a lifeline. Because Shen Wenlang hates Omegas. Hates him, even if he doesn’t know it yet. And Gao Tu would rather burn slowly from the inside out than give him another reason to walk away.
So he lied.
And kept lying.
And never stopped.
But even that, the lie about who he is, what he is, somehow feels smaller than the one he’s telling now. Because now, Gao Tu can’t even say why he’s resigning. He can't say that his body is no longer just his. That there’s a second heartbeat, fluttering low in his abdomen. That the nausea isn’t from exhaustion, and the missed deadlines aren’t burnout, and the subtle changes in his scent aren’t something he can keep masking forever. He can’t say that the reason he’s leaving is because the child growing inside him is Shen Wenlang’s.
He wants to believe he’s doing the right thing. That walking away is a mercy. That if he puts distance between them, he can salvage some version of his life, even if it means starting over with nothing. Even if it means raising the child alone. Even if it means letting go of the one person he’s never let himself want too deeply. But the weight of it, of all of it, is starting to crush him. Every moment he spends in that office, sitting across from Shen Wenlang, pretending to be fine, pretending not to flinch when Shen Wenlang’s voice lowers or his eyes linger, it chips away at him. Piece by piece.
It’s not just exhaustion anymore. It’s fear. Fear that he’s running out of time. Fear that Shen Wenlang will figure it out. Fear that no matter how well he plans his escape, it won’t be clean. That someone (himself) will get hurt.
So yes. Shen Wenlang is right.
Gao Tu is hiding something.
And if it means the end of his career in one of the most prominent corporations in the world, then so be it.
Morning sickness is the devil.
Not in the dramatic, overly poetic sense. Not even in the "oh-no-I-can’t-enjoy-my-coffee" kind of way. No, this is the full-body betrayal kind of evil, the kind that turns stomach acid into lava and makes standing upright feel like a personal challenge from hell itself. Gao Tu glares at his reflection in the office bathroom mirror, skin pale and lips pressed into a tight, stubborn line. He splashed his face with cold water five minutes ago, but it’s done nothing to soothe the twisting nausea still coiled low in his stomach. His tie is slightly loosened. His collar damp with sweat. He looks like he’s been run over by a quarterly report.
This is not how his Wednesday was supposed to go.
He hates how this pregnancy, this carefully hidden, fiercely guarded secret, is already wreaking havoc on his meticulously scheduled life. Meetings pushed back because he’s too busy dry-heaving in the staff restroom. Reports reviewed between waves of dizziness. Coffee replaced with peppermint tea that does absolutely nothing. And gods forbid Shen Wenlang so much as breathes in his direction when Gao Tu’s stomach is on edge, the man’s scent alone is enough to trigger a full-blown system reboot.
He’d planned his life around control. Around competence.
But now?
He can barely make it through a team briefing without feeling like his internal organs are staging a coup. Worst of all, this isn't even technically morning sickness. It's whenever-it-damn-well-feels-like-it sickness. Midday, evening, post-lunch, pre-meeting; there’s no rhyme or reason to it. Just random waves of nausea that crash through him with no warning and zero mercy. He straightens his jacket, takes one long, slow breath, and checks his watch. Seven minutes until his next meeting with the board. Nine minutes before Shen Wenlang will walk in and give him that unreadable look he always does, the one that makes Gao Tu feel like he's being quietly dissected.
He smooths down his sleeves. Forces his expression back into something professional, even if it takes everything in him not to bend over the sink again.
No one can know.
Especially not him.
So Gao Tu tamps down the panic, presses it deep beneath the surface like he's done a hundred times before. Fear is a luxury he doesn't have time for. Not here. Not now. Not when his stomach is still threatening to revolt and his heartbeat is pounding in his ears like a second clock. He rinses his hands again, slower this time. Not because they need it, but because he needs the pause. The cool water helps ground him. He watches the droplets drip from his fingers into the porcelain sink, counts them like breaths.
Then he straightens. Shoulders back. Jaw set. He smooths down the front of his shirt, not that it was ever wrinkled, and adjusts the knot of his tie, as it sits perfectly in place. His reflection stares back at him: pale, composed, professional. Eyes sharp, mouth tight, expression flat. Not even a flicker of weakness. Exactly what he needs the rest of the world to see. He pushes the door open with steady hands and walks into the hallway as if he hasn’t just been trying not to throw up in the executive restroom.
Each step toward the conference room feels longer than it should. The hallway isn’t particularly long, but today it feels like a gauntlet. His shoes click against polished floors, echoing back at him like a countdown. By the time he reaches the glass doors of the conference room, his face is back to its usual mask; not cold, not warm, just unreadable. The expression of a man who has everything under control, even when he doesn’t.
He enters the room exactly one minute early.
Just enough to assert punctuality. Just little enough to avoid small talk. Just enough to make it seem like nothing is wrong. The board members are still getting settled, flipping through printed briefs and murmuring to assistants. A few nod in acknowledgment as he walks past them. He returns each one with a perfectly calculated, professional smile. Not too sharp. Not too soft. The kind that says, I’m here to work, not to talk.
On the surface, he’s calm. Efficient. Flawless.
Inside, his stomach lurches with a sickening twist that nearly bends him double.
Not now.
Gao Tu presses his hand discreetly against the edge of the table, grounding himself with the cool, solid surface. His other hand stays poised over the tablet, pretending composure. He draws a slow, careful breath through his nose, steady, steady, and wills the nausea back down where it belongs. If he vomits in front of the entire executive board, he may as well walk out of the building and never come back. No resignation letter necessary. Just scrawl “I give up” across the glossy tabletop in permanent shame.
Then the air shifts.
He doesn’t need to look up to know who just walked in.
Shen Wenlang never enters a room like other people do. He doesn’t make noise. He doesn’t announce himself. He just appears, a cold front sliding into place, silent and inescapable. His presence cuts through the low hum of conversation like a blade through silk. And his scent—God, his scent. Clean spice, sharp citrus undercut with something dark and rich like aged cedar or cologne too expensive to have a name. It hits Gao Tu’s heightened senses like a wave breaking against fragile stone: overwhelming, hot, too vivid.
It isn’t unpleasant.
That’s the problem.
It’s too much. Too sharp. Too close. It makes his throat tighten and his stomach flip and his skin prickle with heat, and it’s all he can do to hold still and not react. He swallows hard and keeps his eyes locked on the tablet in front of him. He doesn’t flinch. Shen Wenlang’s voice comes next; calm, clipped, just a notch above indifferent. He greets the board with the exact degree of politeness expected from a man in power: professional, concise, untouchable. Every syllable shaped with quiet control.
And then, of course, he turns. Without warning. Without context. Without cause. His gaze lands on Gao Tu with surgical precision. He doesn’t speak. Doesn’t smile. Doesn’t blink. He just looks. And keeps looking. Gao Tu doesn’t return it. Can’t. He keeps his head bowed just enough to pass as focused, his fingers sliding across the tablet as he scrolls through the financial report for the sixth time. Every line of data is etched into his memory, but he stares at it anyway, pretending he’s not burning from the inside out.
He starts reciting numbers in his head. Projections. Profit margins. Margin of error. Anything to drown out the feeling of Shen Wenlang’s eyes still on him. Finally, Shen Wenlang moves. His footsteps are slow, deliberate. He crosses the room with quiet authority and settles into the seat at the head of the table like he owns it, because, of course, he does. But even then, Gao Tu can feel the weight of that gaze, lingering like a question left unasked.
Shen Wenlang leans in, just slightly, but even that small shift is too much. Too close. Always too close. His voice is low, threaded with casual amusement that doesn’t quite mask the scrutiny beneath. “You look pale. One might think I’m too cruel to allow my secretary a proper lunch break.” Gao Tu doesn’t respond. Doesn’t turn. His gaze stays fixed on the screen in front of him, even as heat creeps up the side of his neck. His tone drops even further, quiet enough that no one else can hear. “Did you eat today?”
Gao Tu keeps his expression neutral. “I’m fine.”
There’s a pause. “‘Fine’,” Shen Wenlang repeats, “is not an answer.”
Gao Tu swallows hard, his heart pounding fiercely beneath his ribs like a trapped bird desperate for flight. Every muscle in his body trembles with the effort to maintain control. He wants, no, needs, to lie. To deflect. To pretend that none of this matters, that the tightness in his chest, the dizziness at the edges of his vision, the relentless exhaustion clawing at his bones, can be ignored or explained away. But Shen Wenlang’s gaze remains fixed on him, unwavering and sharp, cutting through every facade like a blade. It’s a silent demand, an unspoken command for the truth.
Gao Tu brushes it off with a clipped, almost too casual, “I'm perfectly fine, sir.”
The silence that follows feels heavy, charged. Gao Tu can feel Shen Wenlang’s gaze on him, sharp and unyielding, as if the man is peeling back layers just by looking. There’s a slow, deliberate pause before Shen Wenlang finally lets out a low hum of acknowledgment. “You’ve been like this all week,” Shen Wenlang says, voice almost offhand but carrying a weight that makes Gao Tu’s skin crawl. Then, with unnerving precision, he adds, “You just got out of the toilet, didn’t you?”
The nausea surges again, but this time it’s not the relentless churn of hormones, it’s raw nerves, pure anxiety twisting in his gut. Gao Tu jerks back, caught off guard. “How did you know?”
Shen Wenlang shrugs, unfazed by the question. “Your fringe is wet, but the rest of your hair isn’t. The edge of your left cuff is damp, too. You wash your hands and face, ergo, the toilet.” His voice is calm, almost clinical, but the way he studies him is anything but indifferent. “How many times has it been already?” Shen Wenlang presses, eyes narrowing with quiet insistence.
The question hangs in the air, heavy and impossible to dodge. A fresh surge of nausea rises, but this time it’s not the relentless churn of hormones, it’s raw nerves, the panic of being seen through and through. Gao Tu tightens his grip around his stylus, knuckles whitening, as his mind scrambles for a way out.
He wants to retreat behind walls of sarcasm or indifference, to mask the truth with humor or cold professionalism. Instead, he says, “Sir, I don’t think there’s a requirement for me to register the number of trips I make to the toilet to you.”
Shen Wenlang’s eyes narrow slightly, the barest flicker of impatience crossing his face before it smooths back into composed calm. “Mm,” He hums again, the sound almost contemplative. Then, softer, “Go home if you’re sick.”
Gao Tu’s chest tightens at the words, both a command and an offer. But the truth is stubborn, twisting in his gut. “That’s precisely it, I’m not, sir.”
A pause.
Then Shen Wenlang says quietly but firmly, “Gao Tu.”
The single word cuts through the room like a whip. It’s not a question. Not quite a reprimand. It’s a reminder, an insistence that Gao Tu can’t hide behind half-truths forever. Gao Tu feels his resolve slipping. His fingers tremble around the stylus. If he turns now, if he meets Shen Wenlang’s eyes, the fragile mask he’s worn for weeks will shatter. His exhaustion, his fear, the secret growing inside him, all will be laid bare. His expression will falter. His scent will betray him. His body will betray him, inch by inch.
So instead, he forces himself to keep looking down. He focuses on the tablet screen, on the financial report he’s memorized but must pretend to read again. He recites figures silently, a mantra against the chaos building inside him.
“Let’s focus on the presentation,” He says firmly, voice steady but strained. “The board is waiting.”
Shen Wenlang’s eyes linger on Gao Tu for a long, quiet moment; sharp, probing, and unreadable. It’s as if he’s trying to decipher a code written not in words, but in the subtle tremor of Gao Tu’s fingers, the faint pallor of his skin, the almost imperceptible hitch in his breath. There’s a weight behind that gaze, heavy with questions left unspoken, and an unsettling understanding that settles between them like a silent agreement.
Then, without a word, Shen Wenlang finally pulls back. His expression hardens just enough to signal the shift in focus, and with a slight, almost imperceptible nod, he turns away from Gao Tu. The movement is deliberate, final, an unspoken signal that the private moment is over, the conversation closed for now. He leans forward, looking at the room with the quiet authority that demands attention. The ambient noise of the room shifts instantly, the soft rustle of papers, the clicking of pens, the clearing of throats, as everyone settles into their roles, the business of the meeting beginning in earnest.
The sharp edge of Shen Wenlang’s gaze remains in the air, though, a silent reminder that the conversation between them is far from finished. Gao Tu feels it like a shadow trailing him, an unyielding presence that neither of them can fully escape, no matter how much the rest of the world expects them to carry on.
It’s been a painfully ordinary Thursday, one of those days that feels like it’s stuck in slow motion, stretching endlessly without a single ripple to break the monotony.
The hours crawl by with the same dull predictability as a Monday morning after a weekend spent binge-watching shows and dreading the week ahead. No crises explode into view. No unexpected visitors disrupt the quiet. The only sounds are the steady tapping of keyboards, the occasional rustle of papers, and the low murmur of conversations carefully kept at a professional hum. Gao Tu sits at his desk, eyes half-lidded, mind wandering through the usual to-do list he’s been chipping away at since dawn. It’s the kind of day where everything feels routine to the point of blandness, yet somehow, beneath the surface, a faint tension nags at him, like the quiet before a storm.
Then comes the unexpected question, slicing through the dull haze: “What’s that?”
Suddenly, Gao Tu’s attention snaps back, his senses sharpening as if pulled from a fog. Something, some subtle shift in the air or the cadence of the office, has unsettled the quiet rhythm, though he can’t quite pinpoint what it is.
“Excuse me?” He murmurs, eyes flicking toward the source of the unexpected disturbance.
Before he can fully process, Shen Wenlang appears as if out of nowhere, standing tall by his desk with that effortless, commanding presence that makes the room seem smaller and heavier all at once. His office door gapes wide open behind him, a rare breach of protocol. The president of the company doesn’t usually wander out into the bullpen. If he needs something, the standard procedure is to summon Gao Tu directly into the sanctity of his private office, away from prying eyes and ears. Yet here he is, standing inches away, his natural alpha scent, powerful and commanding, mingling seamlessly with the subtle notes of his expensive cologne, filling the sterile office air.
Gao Tu swallows, managing to keep his voice steady. “Do you need something, sir?”
Shen Wenlang’s eyes hold a quiet intensity. There’s no warmth in his gaze, but neither is there cruelty; it’s something far more unsettling: a deliberate focus that seems to see straight through every carefully constructed layer Gao Tu wears. For a suspended moment, the usual distance between them collapses, the invisible barriers dissolving into thin air. In its place rises something unspoken, a charged undercurrent crackling with quiet power and silent demands. The air between them thickens, heavy with a tension that tugs relentlessly at Gao Tu’s nerves, coiling inside him like a taut wire ready to snap. It’s the kind of feeling that prickles at the back of his neck, sets his skin humming, and turns his pulse into a rapid drumbeat he can’t quite control.
Around them, the office hums softly, the faint whir of computers, the low murmur of distant conversations, but those everyday sounds seem to fade into the background, muted by the intensity radiating from Shen Wenlang’s presence. In this charged silence, every breath Gao Tu takes feels amplified, each inhale and exhale sharp and intimate. His heartbeat thunders in his ears, loud enough to drown out reason. For a fleeting second, time itself seems to slow, stretching taut as if holding its breath. Gao Tu’s mind races, trying to find footing in the sudden storm of sensation and emotion swirling just beneath the surface, but the only certainty is the magnetic pull of Shen Wenlang’s gaze, steady, piercing, and impossible to look away from.
“What is that?” Shen Wenlang’s voice cuts sharply through the quiet hum of the office as he points deliberately toward an unfamiliar bottle of pills sitting on Gao Tu’s desk, partially concealed beneath a neat stack of files. The stark white label gleams under the fluorescent lights, impossible to miss.
Shit.
Shit, shit, shit.
Gao Tu’s heart thunders in his chest, heat rising to his cheeks as panic claws at his insides. It’s the bottle of multivitamins, prescribed by his doctor to help support his pregnancy, especially since he stubbornly insists on using scent inhibitors at work to keep everything hidden. The pills themselves are plain white, innocuous in any other setting, but here, on his otherwise immaculate desk, they scream ‘out of place.’ He was supposed to take one and tuck the bottle away in his bag. But in the chaos of replying to a barrage of emails, he’d completely forgotten.
“It’s my vitamins, sir.” He manages, voice tighter than he intends, trying to sound casual but failing to mask the tremor underneath.
Shen Wenlang’s eyes narrow, sharp and unyielding, his gaze probing with an intensity that makes Gao Tu feel like every secret, every lie, is exposed under a microscope. “Vitamins?” His voice is flat but heavy with suspicion. “Gao Tu, since when do you take vitamins?”
Gao Tu swallows hard, the room suddenly feeling smaller, the air thicker. The question isn’t just about vitamins, it’s a test. A challenge. And Gao Tu feels the walls closing in as the weight of Shen Wenlang’s gaze pins him down like a hawk circling its prey. He wants to lie, to deflect, to brush it off like it’s nothing. But the truth is a knot in his throat, and the longer he holds it back, the tighter it squeezes. In his mind, scenes flash, how long can he keep up the charade? How long before Shen Wenlang sees through the carefully constructed facade? The piercing scrutiny isn’t just professional; it’s personal. It’s like Shen Wenlang is silently demanding answers Gao Tu isn’t ready to give.
His fingers tighten around his pen, knuckles whitening, betraying the calm he’s desperately trying to project. The weight of the secret presses down on him, suffocating and relentless, yet Gao Tu forces a measured breath, searching for the words that will keep the truth just out of reach, for now.
Breathe, Gao Tu. Just breathe.
“My doctor recommends I take these, sir,” He replies evenly, voice steady despite the turmoil twisting in his gut. “For the benefit of my health.” He leaves out the word pregnancy, a truth too fragile, too personal to share. Besides, it’s none of Shen Wenlang’s business. Gao Tu knows his rights; he isn’t obligated to disclose anything unless it directly affects his work.
But Shen Wenlang’s gaze doesn’t waver, cold and calculating. “You don’t take vitamins. You never have.” He says quietly, as if reading from a well-worn file in his mind. “Gao Tu, you’re the kind of person who forgets to eat breakfast even when the food is right in front of you. So you’re telling me you’re wholeheartedly taking them now?”
The accusation hangs in the air, sharp and probing. Gao Tu’s throat tightens. How can he explain that it’s not just a matter of habit? That the very act of taking these pills means admitting to something he’s worked so hard to hide? That every swallow is a reminder of a secret tangled in fear and hope? He wants to laugh bitterly. To deny it all and pretend this conversation never happened. But Shen Wenlang’s eyes are locked on him, unwavering, expecting honesty, or at least something close to it.
Swallowing the lump in his throat, Gao Tu forces a nod. “I’m trying,” He admits quietly. “For my health. And for the job.” He pauses, weighing his next words carefully. “It’s not easy, sir. Balancing everything.”
For a brief, almost imperceptible moment, Shen Wenlang’s usually unyielding expression softens. A flicker of something unreadable, a shadow of concern, maybe even something close to empathy, passes through his eyes. Gao Tu almost dares to hope. But just as quickly as it appears, that softness vanishes, replaced by the familiar, razor-sharp composure of the Alpha he’s known for so long: precise, controlled, and utterly unyielding.
“Good,” Shen Wenlang says, his voice steady but carrying a subtle warmth that Gao Tu hadn’t expected. “I’m glad you’re taking better care of yourself.” Wait, what? Gao Tu blinks, caught off guard by the unexpected kindness in those words. He hadn’t prepared for this, Shen Wenlang’s rare moment of understanding is almost disarming. “And,” Shen Wenlang continues, his gaze locking onto Gao Tu’s with that undeniable intensity, “if anything interferes with your work, or if it ever gets too much, you’ll tell me. Understood?”
The weight behind those words is heavy, carrying the unspoken promise of support and authority all at once. Gao Tu nods, again, this time more slowly, letting the significance of the moment settle in. Inside, though, his mind races in a chaotic whirlwind. Since when did Shen Wenlang become so understanding? So attentive? So human? But there’s no time to dwell on it, and frankly, Gao Tu doesn’t want to question the gift being offered from the very mouth of the wolf. Sometimes, you just take what you’re given and keep moving forward.
“Thank you, sir.” Gao Tu says quietly, his voice barely above a whisper, layered with a mix of relief and lingering uncertainty.
Shen Wenlang inclines his head once, a subtle but deliberate gesture, a silent acknowledgment that carries more weight than any words could. His eyes meet Gao Tu’s for a fleeting second, sharp and unreadable, before the familiar, unyielding mask of the composed Alpha slips back into place. It’s as if the moment of softness was nothing more than a shadow passing across his features, quickly erased by the relentless tide of duty and control that defines him.
Without another word, Shen Wenlang turns on his heel and strides back toward his office, each step measured and purposeful, the authoritative presence filling the corridor behind him like a storm gathering strength. The door closes with a muted click, sealing away whatever vulnerability had briefly surfaced and restoring the cold, immaculate fortress of the man everyone else knows. And just like that, the moment is gone, vanished like mist in the morning sun. But for Gao Tu, that rare, unexpected flicker of softness lingers stubbornly in the air, a small crack in the fortress that leaves a trace he can’t quite shake. It hums quietly beneath his skin, echoing in the hollow spaces of his chest where doubt and hope wrestle endlessly.
He wonders if Shen Wenlang himself even realizes it happened, or if it was simply a glitch in the Alpha’s armor, an unintentional reveal of something buried deep beneath all the control and calculation. Gao Tu swallows hard, the tension inside him tightening and loosening all at once. It’s confusing and unsettling.
He watches the closed door for a moment longer, then turns back to his desk, the weight of his secret heavier than ever.
The elevator doors slide open with a muted chime.
Gao Tu steps into the elevator, head bowed, his tablet tucked neatly under one arm, the other hand pressed lightly to his lower stomach in an unconscious, protective gesture. His posture is composed, but his body is betraying him inch by inch. It’s his third day running on almost no sleep. Ginger tea, light crackers, and pure willpower have become his diet. Scent suppressants are only doing half their job now, and the slightest whiff of anything too strong, cheap perfume, instant coffee, someone’s overly floral shampoo, has him flinching like a cornered animal. He feels like he’s in a marathon he never signed up for.
And the prize at the end? Carrying Shen Wenlang’s child.
Fantastic.
Why did he ever think he could do this quietly? Discreetly? Without being noticed? Every step, every breath, every goddamn symptom is a battle. His body feels alien, unpredictable. And if one more intern microwaves fish in the breakroom, he might actually cry. He sighs through his nose and leans slightly against the elevator wall, trying to ground himself. He doesn't even look up. His thoughts are too loud. Why is carrying Shen Wenlang’s baby a full-time corporate horror show? Why is this man’s DNA so biologically obnoxious?
He doesn’t realize the elevator isn’t empty until a voice cuts through his fog.
“Gao Tu.”
He jerks his head up, startled.
And there he is.
Shen Wenlang.
Impeccably dressed in one of his tailored charcoal suits, crisp shirt open just enough to show the line of his collarbone, dark eyes sharp and unreadable beneath perfectly styled hair. The worst part is—he smells good. Too good. Spice and clean cedar, a scent that should feel distant and impersonal, but to Gao Tu’s overly sensitive senses, it hits like a slow, simmering burn under his skin. Comforting and infuriating at once.
“Sir,” Gao Tu says, a little too quickly, a little too stiff. He adjusts his grip on his tablet. “I didn’t realize you were—”
“Already in here?” Shen Wenlang finishes, with a faint tilt of his head. “I gathered.”
Gao Tu swallows. Of course he’s here. Of all the people in this building—no, in this city—who could’ve already been inside the elevator, it had to be him. Shen Wenlang. The Alpha whose scent has been haunting Gao Tu’s senses for weeks now. The very reason his life has taken this complicated, irreversible turn. And now they’re trapped in a small, silent metal box with nowhere to run and nothing to shield him. The doors slide shut behind him with a muted thud, like a vault sealing, final and inescapable.
The air feels too still. Too thick. A barely perceptible shift in pressure that settles on his skin like static. The lights above hum faintly, casting pale gold against brushed steel walls, and the polished chrome doors reflect both of them; Gao Tu’s tension and Shen Wenlang’s unsettling calm. Silence stretches. Not awkward. Not quite. Something else. Coiled. Gao Tu stays facing forward, every muscle pulled tight with practiced control. His expression is blank, his gaze fixed on the illuminated floor indicator like it holds the answer to his escape. He wills the numbers to climb faster. They don’t.
Behind him, Shen Wenlang doesn’t move.
But Gao Tu can feel him. That steady, immovable presence. That quiet authority that seems to fill any room he enters, expanding like gravity, pulling everything toward him. And worst of all, his scent, clean spice, smooth cedarwood, and something darker, richer, unmistakably Alpha, is stronger here. With the elevator sealed, with nowhere for the air to go, it curls around Gao Tu like a warm hand pressed low on his back. Get a grip, Gao Tu tells himself. But his stomach gives a queasy turn anyway, a lingering echo of the nausea that’s been haunting him all week. For once, it isn’t made worse by Shen Wenlang’s scent. In fact, it’s settling. His senses, despite everything, begin to quiet in his presence.
He hates it.
He hates how his body responds like this, without permission. But then Shen Wenlang shifts, barely. A half-step, maybe even just a subtle angle of his body, and it’s enough to send a fresh wave of his scent across the narrow space between them. Gao Tu’s eyes flutter shut for half a second before he can stop himself. His body relaxes, just a fraction. The sick ache behind his eyes eases. He takes a breath.
Another moment passes, and still, no one speaks. Then, “You look pale.”
“I’m always pale,” Gao Tu replies, briskly. “It’s genetics.”
“You’re also sweating,” Shen Wenlang adds, his gaze narrowing slightly. “Is that genetics too?”
Gao Tu feels heat rising to his ears and curses his own body for being a traitor. He tries to casually swipe at his brow with the back of his hand. “I’ve been busy.”
“Gao Tu—” Shen Wenlang’s voice cuts through the air, low and edged with something unreadable.
Gao Tu stiffens. His name on Shen Wenlang’s lips feels like a blade wrapped in velvet, sharp, deliberate, and far too intimate in the confined space of the elevator. Whatever was about to be said hangs in the air like a spark waiting to catch fire.
But the moment is abruptly shattered. The elevator dings, a crisp, mechanical chime, and the doors slide open on the next floor with an irritating cheerfulness. Three employees step in. Two Betas, both chatting quietly, and an Alpha trailing behind, tapping something on his phone. One of the Betas is wearing perfume. Strong perfume. Overpowering, syrupy sweet, aggressively floral, the kind that tries to imitate elegance but ends up smelling like cheap room spray and a headache.
The scent hits Gao Tu like a slap.
He flinches. It’s subtle, just a quick draw of his breath and a tightening around his mouth, but Shen Wenlang notices. Of course he does. Gao Tu sees the glance out of the corner of his eye, quick, sharp, assessing. The same look Shen Wenlang gives quarterly reports and problem mergers. The perfume is everywhere now, thick in the air like fog. Gao Tu’s stomach gives a warning twist, the nausea swelling without mercy. His mouth floods with saliva and he clamps his lips shut. Not here. Not in front of them. He presses back into the corner of the elevator, angling slightly away from the new arrivals, shoulders tight, eyes forward.
Breathe, Gao Tu. Just breathe through it. But it’s too much. The suppressants he took this morning are already wearing thin, his body too volatile to keep pretending it’s normal. His nose is working overtime, scent receptors flaring, overwhelmed.
Then, a shift.
Shen Wenlang moves. It's subtle, effortless. He takes half a step forward, positioning himself directly in front of Gao Tu, almost like a screen. The action isn't obvious to anyone else, but to Gao Tu, it feels intentional. Calculated. Protective. And then it hits him: Shen Wenlang’s scent. The clean, expensive cologne. The deep Alpha undertone that anchors it. The cool spice, the faint trace of leather, wood, and warmth. It's powerful, not in volume, but in presence. It cuts through the artificial sweetness clinging to the air and replaces it with something grounding. Real.
Relief floods Gao Tu’s system before he can stop it. His lungs expand fully for the first time in minutes. The nausea quiets. His shoulders drop. And Shen Wenlang notices that, too. He doesn't say anything, not yet, but Gao Tu can feel the smirk. It ghosts at the edge of Shen Wenlang’s expression, just a twitch at the corner of his mouth, the barest glint in his eye.
But before Gao Tu can say or do anything, before he can school his expression, shift his stance, or even retreat behind the icy professionalism he wears like armor, Shen Wenlang turns. And just like that, the temperature in the elevator drops. His voice cuts through the low hum of conversation like a blade. “Why is your perfume so thick?”
The Beta blinks, startled, eyes darting from Shen Wenlang ’s expression to the ceiling like they’re suddenly unsure of where to look. “Sir?”
Shen Wenlang doesn’t repeat himself. He doesn’t need to. His tone has already sliced through the soft chatter and pleasantries like a reprimand wrapped in steel. “That scent you’re wearing,” Shen Wenlang continues, colder now, sharper, each word enunciated with crisp precision. “Do you think this is a department store? Or worse, a nightclub?”
“N-No, sir, I just—”
“This is a professional office,” Shen Wenlang interrupts, voice flat. “And we operate in shared spaces. That includes elevators. If your fragrance can be smelled before you walk into a room and after you leave it, you’re not wearing it, you’re broadcasting it.”
The other Beta and the Alpha both shift uncomfortably, suddenly finding great interest in the elevator buttons. The scent still lingers, that heavy artificial floral note, but it’s being drowned out now by something heavier, denser. Shen Wenlang’s Alpha pheromones, rising just enough to command the space without crossing the line into aggression. It's not dominance. Not yet. But it's close. A warning.
The Beta swallows hard. “I—I'm sorry, sir. I didn’t realize—”
“Clearly,” Shen Wenlang says, already turning his back on the apology like it’s not worth acknowledging further. His attention moves back to the panel above the doors, dismissive and final.
Gao Tu doesn’t breathe for a second. Not out of fear. Not out of tension or embarrassment. But because, for a moment, something inside him stills, not like still water, but like held breath before a plunge. Because he knows exactly why Shen Wenlang reacted the way he did. It isn’t about professional decorum. It isn’t about scent policy memos or human resources guidelines or the unspoken etiquette of office elevators.
It is him.
Shen Wenlang did it for him.
To protect him.
To shield him from the onslaught of sensory input that, to the rest of the elevator’s occupants, was nothing more than an overzealous spritz of cheap perfume. But to Gao Tu, standing there with his hormones shot to hell, his sense of smell turned into a minefield, and the constant nausea hanging just beneath the surface, it was suffocating. Overwhelming. One wrong inhale away from disaster.
And Shen Wenlang saw it. Picked up on it instantly. Of course he did, the man has always been dangerously observant when he chooses to be. One flicker in Gao Tu’s posture, one slightly off rhythm in his breath, and suddenly the storm was redirected. Not with softness. Not with concern. But with ruthless, cutting authority. Just enough to neutralize the threat before it could touch him. Now, silence reigns in the small, mirrored chamber. The air feels lighter, somehow, not because the perfume is gone (it lingers faintly), but because its weight has been lifted. Because Shen Wenlang’s presence beside him has reclaimed the space.
No one speaks. No one dares. Even the Beta whose perfume started it all is reduced to quiet, nervous breathing, standing stiff as a statue in the far corner. The elevator hums along its track, floor by floor, and Gao Tu keeps his eyes locked on the glowing numbers above the door, refusing to look left, to look at him. But he feels him. Every molecule of Shen Wenlang's scent, cedar and citrus and clean, cold spice is a balm compared to the sickly artificial fog from earlier. It shouldn’t matter. It shouldn’t be comforting.
And yet.
Shen Wenlang stands there, calm and composed as ever, not touching him, not speaking to him, but present. Steady. Unshakable. Like a wall shielding him from the world. And Gao Tu hates it. He hates how easily Shen Wenlang reads him. He hates that he’s always seen through the practiced mask Gao Tu wears in every boardroom, every hallway, every goddamn meeting. He hates that Shen Wenlang knows, without being told, without asking, not just what Gao Tu needs, but when.
And most of all, he hates that, for one long, grounding breath, he lets himself lean into it.
Just a little.
There’s an intricate web weaving through the highest echelons of the nation’s corporate world; a silent, invisible network connecting CEOs and presidents. But it’s not just the titans of industry themselves who hold this web together. Behind every powerful man or woman stands a network of secretaries and personal assistants, the unseen architects of influence and information. These are the people who know the schedules, the secrets, and the strategies before anyone else. They are the gatekeepers, the whisperers, and often, the true power brokers who operate from the shadows. Quietly coordinating meetings, smoothing over crises, and managing delicate egos, they hold a subtle but undeniable sway in the corridors of power.
This network of secretaries and assistants stretches across companies, industries, and even political lines, sharing tips, warnings, and alliances like an underground current pulsing beneath the polished surface of corporate life. They are the ones who can make or break deals before a word is spoken in the boardroom, who hold the keys to information that can topple empires or elevate careers. In this world, power isn’t just about titles or corner offices. It’s about the connections you cultivate, the trust you build, and the silent work done behind the scenes. And often, the most influential players aren’t the ones in the spotlight, but those who hold the strings just out of view.
Being the personal secretary to the President of HS Group, one of the most powerful and influential conglomerates in the nation, naturally places Gao Tu in a position of constant scrutiny and attention. People gravitate toward him. Executives, junior staff, business partners, even those with only the faintest hope of climbing the corporate ladder—they all see him as a gatekeeper, a conduit to the real power that is Shen Wenlang. They watch how he walks into a room, how he answers his phone, how he speaks during meetings. They study him like a chessboard, hoping to glean insight, opportunity, or leverage. Some attempt flattery. Others try networking. A few mistake him for someone easily swayed by lunch invitations and polite compliments.
He’s used to it by now.
The attention doesn’t faze him. Not anymore.
At first, when he had just taken the position, he was startled by the sudden shift in how people treated him, like his proximity to power had somehow transformed him into something more than he was. But over time, he learned to navigate it. To wear composure like armor. To listen more than he spoke. To know when to deflect and when to shut things down with a single glance. Now, their eagerness barely registers.
Gao Tu isn’t just Shen Wenlang’s secretary, he’s his right hand. The man who handles schedules others can’t access, signs off on correspondence before it even reaches the president’s desk, and delivers orders with the quiet authority of someone who doesn’t need to raise his voice to be obeyed. He knows what rooms to enter and when. He knows what files matter and what’s noise. And most importantly, he knows how to keep secrets. So when people clamor around him, when they try to worm their way into his good graces under the guise of casual conversation or faux respect, he greets them with that same neutral professionalism. Polite, but unreadable. Cordial, but cold.
But there is one person among the sea of polished smiles and veiled intentions whom Gao Tu genuinely likes.
Chen Pinming.
It’s a surprising thing, really, how someone so unassuming managed to slip past the walls Gao Tu so carefully constructed over the years. Unlike the others who treat him like a shortcut to Shen Wenlang or a stepping stone in their own careers, Chen Pinming doesn’t try to charm him, manipulate him, or dig for classified information under the guise of idle small talk. He’s normal. Grounded. Rational. Competent, without flaunting it. The kind of Beta who knows exactly where he stands in the hierarchy of the corporate world and has no need to pretend otherwise. It’s that quiet confidence, that refusal to play office politics like a blood sport, that first made Gao Tu take notice.
Conversations with Chen Pinming are a rare kind of relief. No pretense. No ulterior motive wrapped in false politeness. Just two people doing their jobs with brutal efficiency and the occasional exchange of dry humor passed like a secret under their breath during meetings. And that matters more to Gao Tu than most would understand. Because when you live and work under constant pressure, surrounded by people who only see you as an extension of someone more powerful, finding someone who treats you like yourself, not a secretary, not a barrier, not a useful contact, is rare. Priceless, even.
So yes. While Gao Tu remains as unreadable and composed as ever on the outside, keeping his distance from most, Chen Pinming is the quiet exception. A presence he doesn’t mind having around. Someone he trusts more than he’s willing to admit, even to himself.
And in a world full of alphas and agendas, that kind of honesty is the rarest luxury of all.
“Secretary Gao, how are you?”
The voice is warm, familiar, and only slightly tinged with the professional caution all high-functioning assistants are trained to wield. Gao Tu turns, offering a practiced smile to Chen Pinming, who stands just outside the conference room doorway, posture easy but eyes sharp.
“I’m fine,” Gao Tu replies smoothly, though the edge of fatigue clings to his voice more than he intends. His shoulders are straight, his expression composed, but underneath, there’s a simmering exhaustion that no amount of scent blockers or neutral expressions can quite mask.
Inside the spacious, glass-walled room behind them, two powerful men stand on opposite ends of a long table: Shen Wenlang and Sheng Shaoyou—two S-Class Alphas, both at the height of their power, both radiating enough force to shift the air like a coming storm. The atmosphere is volatile. Controlled. But only just. Whatever conversation they’re having, it’s more cold war than cordial meeting. Gao Tu doesn’t know the full history between them, no one outside their inner circles does, but there’s always been something deeper than corporate rivalry in the way Shen Wenlang reacts to Sheng Shaoyou. A glint in his eye that’s too sharp, a pause too loaded. It’s not just business. It’s personal.
Still, Gao Tu says nothing. He’s learned that silence, in these rooms, can be as much a weapon as words.
“I heard about your resignation,” Chen Pinming says quietly, pulling Gao Tu’s attention back. “I’m sorry to hear that you’re leaving. HS Group will feel the loss.”
Gao Tu nods politely, though something clenches behind his ribs. “Thank you,” He replies. “I appreciate that.”
“Do you have another position lined up?” Chen asks gently, the question sounding casual, but not careless.
Gao Tu shakes his head once. “No. Not yet.”
Chen hums, thoughtful. Then, with a smile that’s both genuine and carefully weighed, he adds, “Well, if you’re open to offers, we’re always looking for exceptional talent over at Shengfang Biotech. Our president has an eye for people who know how to navigate difficult territory with grace.”
There’s no pressure in his tone, no overt attempt to poach, but the invitation lingers in the air nonetheless, delicate and diplomatic.
Gao Tu doesn’t respond right away. Not because he’s offended, but because the very thought of moving from one Alpha’s shadow into another’s makes something uneasy coil in his stomach. He manages another polite smile, the kind that gives nothing away. “I’ll consider it,” He says.
Chen Pinming just nods, clearly knowing better than to push. After all, he’s been in the game just as long, and people like them never say more than they mean.
The conversation then slips into a rhythm, light, professional, familiar. The kind of back-and-forth shared only between people who’ve long since mastered the art of reading a room while keeping up with quarterly reports. They discuss the recent merger between two rival mid-sized pharmaceutical firms, a splashy headline in the business world, but ultimately inconsequential in the grander scheme of things. Neither Shengfang Biotech nor HS Group would be losing sleep over it.
Still, it’s good PR fodder. Good coffee-break analysis. And it gives them both something to talk about that doesn’t require carefully dancing around the elephant in the room, namely, Gao Tu’s resignation and everything it implies. Twenty minutes pass like that. Comfortable, even. Then the office door swings open with a quiet click, and the atmosphere shifts immediately. Sheng Shaoyou steps out, his presence commanding even in the casual way he adjusts the cuffs of his jacket. The air seems to sharpen around him, the weight of his gaze sweeping the room like a scanner. Gao Tu straightens instinctively, more out of habit than deference.
Sheng Shaoyou doesn’t usually speak to him. Not directly. Not unless it’s calculated, for effect. But this time, he strides toward Gao Tu with a lazy sort of swagger, a half-smirk curling at the edge of his lips. He stops just short of his space, close, but not quite improper, and says, loud enough for the entire room to hear: “Secretary Gao. I would like to offer my congratulations on finally breaking free from your thick-headed boss.”
The words hit the room like a slap. Chen Pinming stifles a wince, turning diplomatically away.
Behind them, a sharp, audible growl rolls through the office like distant thunder.
“Shut your trap, Sheng Shaoyou,” Shen Wenlang snaps, his voice cold enough to freeze air. He stands in the doorway of the conference room, arms crossed, fury smoldering in his eyes like banked coals. His Alpha presence coils like a warning across the room, electric and lethal.
But Sheng Shaoyou doesn’t even blink. He just tilts his head slightly, as if amused, and, still addressing Gao Tu, continues without missing a beat: “You have my number,” He says smoothly. “If you ever decide to take your talents somewhere they’ll actually be appreciated, Shengfang Biotech is just a call away.”
He says it like a gentleman making a generous offer, but the challenge beneath it is sharp enough to draw blood. And then, without waiting for a reply, Sheng Shaoyou turns on his heel and walks leisurely toward the elevators, perfectly composed, perfectly untouchable. The silence he leaves behind is deafening.
Gao Tu doesn’t move. Doesn’t speak. His expression remains unreadable, but inside, his pulse hammers against his ribs. Not just from the attention, but from what it means, the way both Alphas in the room are circling, posturing, clashing over something neither of them is willing to name. Behind him, he can feel Shen Wenlang’s eyes burning into his back.
He exhales slowly, and finally says, softly but clearly, “I should get back to my desk.”
Gao Tu takes a step toward the hallway, but Shen Wenlang’s voice cuts through the air, sharp and unmistakably controlled. “Don’t even think about calling him.”
Gao Tu pauses mid-step. Slowly, he turns around, schooling his face into polite neutrality. “Excuse me?”
Shen Wenlang doesn’t move from the doorway of the conference room. He’s still in his tailored suit, still composed, but the tension in his shoulders says otherwise. His jaw ticks once. “Sheng Shaoyou,” He says with precise disdain, like the name tastes sour. “He doesn’t offer help. He offers leashes wrapped in gold thread.”
Gao Tu raises an eyebrow, arching it just enough to be pointed. “And you don’t?”
The words come out before he can stop them, too sharp, too honest.
Shen Wenlang’s eyes flash. There’s a beat of silence between them. Thick. Weighted. The kind of silence that crackles, not with absence, but with everything that’s being not said. Then, with an almost maddening calm, Shen Wenlang steps forward, just once. Not enough to invade Gao Tu’s space, but enough to remind him that he could. “I’ve never asked you to stay because of obligation,” He says, voice lower now. “But don’t think for a second I’ll stand by while that bastard circles you like a vulture.”
Gao Tu straightens his spine, the motion crisp and deliberate, an armor forged from years of restraint, control, and professionalism. But his eyes, when they meet Shen Wenlang’s, are steady and unflinching. “With all due respect, sir,” He says, voice quiet but firm, “the last thing I’m interested in is joining Shengfang.” A pause. Then, with a faint edge that almost borders on defiance, he adds: “Especially when we both know HS Group is better.”
The words hang in the air like a challenge. Shen Wenlang raises an eyebrow, almost amused, but there’s something else beneath the surface. Something softer. He knows Gao Tu too well not to hear the subtext, the truth woven between the lines. Better because there's you. But Gao Tu doesn’t say that. He won't. He can't. Still, the faintest trace of surprise flickers across Shen Wenlang’s face before it slips back into neutrality.
Gao Tu doesn’t let the moment settle. Instead, he takes a step back, not physically, but emotionally. Drawing a line neither of them can cross, not now. “But after next week,” He says, voice tightening, “you won’t have any authority over me.” Shen Wenlang ’s gaze sharpens again, just slightly. “I’ll no longer be under your management. I’ll be my own person, sir. Please remember that.”
There’s no anger in his tone, just a cool finality, the kind that doesn’t beg for understanding. It demands it. Shen Wenlang doesn’t respond immediately. His jaw works for a brief second, like he’s weighing how much to say. The composed mask he wears like a second skin is still firmly in place, but there’s a subtle tension there now, a crack forming just behind his eyes.
“I’m aware,” Shen Wenlang says at last, the words emerging low and quiet, deceptively calm. But there’s a weight to them, something heavy and brittle, like glass under pressure. He holds Gao Tu’s gaze for a second longer, then adds, softer still: “Don’t think I haven’t been counting down the days.”
It’s not said like a threat. Not like a warning. It's not even meant to sound resentful. But it lands like a blow anyway. Gao Tu’s breath catches, just for a moment. A flicker. A fracture. He doesn't blink, doesn't flinch, but inside, something shifts. The admission, casual as it tries to sound, is too much and not enough. Too honest, too late. His chest tightens, nausea curling in his stomach. Whether it's from the hormones or from Shen Wenlang, he doesn't know anymore. He lowers his eyes, exhales slowly. The mask slides back into place, the perfect secretary. The perfect professional. Controlled. Untouchable.
“I have to go.” Gao Tu says, voice cool, clipped, as though the moment never happened. As though Shen Wenlang ’s words didn’t just sink beneath his skin.
He doesn’t wait for a response. He turns and walks away, the sharp rhythm of his footsteps slicing through the heavy silence of the hallway. Each step is a deliberate act of distance, a steady retreat. The polished floors reflect his silhouette, shoulders stiff, spine straight, a soldier walking off a battlefield no one else seems to see.
And behind him, Shen Wenlang stays rooted in place.
Watching.
Silent.
The man who always stood just a little too close. Said just a little too little. And now, maybe, felt, finally, unbearably, just a little too late.
It all comes to a head two days later.
Gao Tu had been foolish to believe that simply being on his last week would mean he was finally off the hook. The last few days had been a whirlwind of tying up loose ends; finishing notes, updating files, delegating tasks, and checking in with his team on who would be taking over which responsibilities. Every minute had been meticulously scheduled, leaving little room for anything unexpected. So absorbed in his work, he barely registered the full weight of the summons when the message arrived. A short, formal text from one of the assistants: “The president requests your presence in his office immediately.” No explanation. No time to prepare.
He steps into Shen Wenlang’s office with a calm facade, tablet tucked under his arm, heart pounding just beneath the surface. The door closes quietly behind him, sealing him in a room that always feels just a little too sharp, a little too cold. Shen Wenlang sits behind his imposing desk, eyes fixed on him with an intensity that never falters.
Then Shen Wenlang’s voice breaks the silence, low and measured but carrying an edge that Gao Tu can’t ignore. “Gao Tu, you must think I’m stupid.”
The words hit him like a punch to the gut. Time seems to slow for a moment, his breath catching in his throat as a sudden, sharp wave of panic crashes over him. He freezes in place, caught completely off guard. His heart stutters, then skips a beat, every muscle in his body tightening as if bracing for impact. The instinct to defend himself surges, urgent and fierce, but it clashes with a deeper, more vulnerable part of him that’s been trying to stay hidden, fragile and exposed.
For so long, he’s relied on carefully constructed walls, polished deflections and half-truths, to keep the truth at bay. But now, standing in front of Shen Wenlang’s piercing gaze, those lies suddenly feel thin, brittle, like paper about to tear under even the slightest pressure. The confidence he’s clung to starts to unravel, leaving behind an uneasy emptiness that makes his skin crawl. He swallows hard, dry and deliberate, trying to steady the frantic beating of his heart. His eyes search Shen’s unreadable expression, desperate for any hint, any flicker of emotion, that might reveal what’s really behind those words. Is it anger? Disappointment? Something colder, sharper? The silence between them stretches taut, charged with unspoken tension.
Finally, forcing his voice to stay calm and measured, Gao Tu manages to speak, the words slipping out with a steadiness he doesn’t quite feel. “What do you mean?” The question hangs in the air, fragile and tentative, as the storm inside him rages quietly beneath the surface.
Shen Wenlang rises from his chair with deliberate calm, his movements smooth and controlled, like a predator closing in. He steps around his desk with measured precision, each footfall silent but heavy with intent. His usual icy demeanor is intact, an unyielding mask that reveals nothing of the tumult beneath, nothing of the thoughts and feelings swirling just beneath that calm surface. It’s as if he’s carved from stone, unreadable and impenetrable. But Gao Tu feels it, the weight of something unspoken, a gravity in the room that pulls tighter with every passing second. Shen Wenlang’s presence shifts the air, thickening it, drawing out the tension until it’s almost unbearable.
Then, without raising his voice, Shen Wenlang’s words cut through the silence with chilling clarity: “I know the truth.”
The simple declaration lands like a thunderclap. Gao Tu’s breath catches in his throat, his mind scrambling to grasp the meaning behind those three words. His feet stumble backward, as if trying to put physical distance between himself and the inevitable confrontation. His heart pounds fiercely, each beat a painful reminder of the secret he’s been desperately trying to keep hidden. But Shen Wenlang doesn’t hesitate. He closes the gap in a few swift strides, his gaze locked onto Gao Tu’s like a hawk zeroing in on its prey. There’s no anger, no accusation, only an unrelenting certainty that shakes the very foundation of Gao Tu’s defenses.
Gao Tu’s back presses hard against the edge of the doorframe, the cold, unyielding wood grounding him even as the walls seem to close in around him. His breath comes in shallow, rapid bursts, chest tightening as if constricted by invisible hands. Every instinct screams to flee, but there is nowhere left to run, nowhere to hide. The reality of Shen Wenlang’s words settles over him like a suffocating fog.
“What truth?” Gao Tu whispers, barely audible, his voice trembling with a mix of fear and defiance.
Shen Wenlang’s smirk deepens, a slow, knowing curve of his lips that sends an involuntary shiver down Gao Tu’s spine. “The truth behind why you’re leaving.” He says softly, every word deliberate, like a blade pressed to a wound.
Gao Tu’s fingers fumble to loosen his tie, the fabric suddenly too tight around his neck. Heat surges through him, a rising flush he can’t control, spreading from his cheeks down to his core. “I—I...” His voice falters, the rehearsed excuses dying on his tongue.
“There’s no need to hide anymore,” Shen Wenlang’s voice drops, low and steady, carrying an unyielding certainty that leaves no room for denial. “The countless trips to the bathroom, the multivitamin bottles you tried so hard to conceal, the way you avoid certain scents as if your life depends on it—it’s all crystal clear to me now.” He steps closer, eyes narrowing, piercing through the layers of pretense. “You think you’re invisible, that you can slip away unnoticed, but I see right through you.”
The weight of those words crashes into Gao Tu, knocking the breath from his lungs. He swallows hard, the taste of defeat bitter on his tongue. The truth he’s been clutching so desperately, hidden in shadows and half-truths, has finally been exposed.
Shen Wenlang knows.
He always knew.
“Sir,” Gao Tu begins, voice steadying despite the turmoil inside. “I—” But the words feel meaningless now, tangled in the truth that can no longer be denied.
"Your Omega," Shen Wenlang says, voice flat and laced with distaste, "is pregnant, isn't she?"
"Huh?"
“Ten percent.”
Gao Tu blinks, caught off-guard. “What?”
Shen Wenlang’s gaze is sharp, unblinking. “That’s what I’m offering in exchange for you to stay.” His voice is low, calm, but every word carries the weight of a deal that’s not up for negotiation. “If that’s what it takes for you not to walk away, then I'm giving it to you. Since your Omega is pregnant, I’m guessing you want to secure more, financially, for your family. That’s why you want to leave, isn’t it?” Gao Tu’s heart stutters, but he forces himself not to react too quickly. “So fine,” Shen Wenlang continues, his tone almost casual but edged with a fierce determination. “I’ll give you ten percent of my company shares. Transferred to you immediately once you rescind your resignation. But here’s the catch, this offer stands only for the next hour. After that, it’s off the table.”
There’s a pause. An unbearable silence hangs between them, thick with tension.
Then another, longer pause.
Gao Tu’s mind races, fighting the swirl of emotions inside.
Oh, this stupid man. This stupid, stupid man.
How on earth did Gao Tu ever think this Alpha was some mastermind? No, no, he’s just a stubborn man with a bruised ego trying to buy loyalty. Baobao, Gao Tu thinks bitterly, sorry to break it to you, but your daddy is a stupid man. Finally, Gao Tu breaks the silence, voice sharp and steady. “So let me get this straight.” He leans forward slightly, eyes narrowing with a mix of disbelief and frustration. “You think I want to leave because my Omega is pregnant?”
Shen Wenlang’s expression darkens, a flicker of something, maybe irritation or wounded pride, passing through his eyes. But he doesn’t back down. “Yes,” He says simply, as if that settles the matter.
Gao Tu exhales slowly, trying to keep his cool. “No,” He says firmly.
Shen Wenlang’s jaw tightens, a flicker of frustration crossing his otherwise impassive face, but he says nothing. The silence between them stretches, heavy and thick, charged with everything left unsaid. Finally, he breaks the quiet, his voice low and measured, but carrying the weight of a man who’s been wrestling with his own thoughts. “Then tell me, Gao Tu,” He says, eyes locking onto his with an intensity that demands honesty, “what is it that you want? I’ve been racking my brain for anything, anything at all, that might make this easier, that might keep you here. So, speak. Don’t hold back.”
There’s a rawness to his tone, a vulnerability beneath the hard edges that Gao Tu hasn’t seen before. It’s as if, for the first time, Shen Wenlang is laying down his defenses, exposing the part of himself that wants to understand, to fix, to fight for what he doesn’t want to lose. The room feels smaller now, charged with possibility and the fragile hope of some kind of truce.
Gao Tu stills, breath catching in his throat. The words that follow come out clipped, rehearsed, and bare of emotion. "I don’t want anything from you, sir." Silence unfurls in the space between them, taut and suffocating. When he finally speaks again, his voice is quieter, rawer. "I just want to leave the moment my notice is over."
Shen Wenlang doesn’t even blink before the response cuts through the air: "No." The single word lands like a verdict. Sharp. Absolute. "I won’t allow it."
Gao Tu’s heart hammers against his ribs, a prisoner in his chest. He opens his mouth, reason brimming behind his eyes, and says the words he’s been rehearsing for days: "That’s not up to you."
Then everything shifts.
Suddenly, the room tilts. The lights blur, and the air seems to thin. Gao Tu’s vision rocks as though he’s treading beneath a tide pulling him under. His skin prickles with cold despite the warmth behind his collar, like his core is unraveling. A searing cramp twists into his abdomen, sharp and insistent, a bolt of awareness that steals the sound in his ears and brings him to his knees. His hand instinctively darts to cover the tense center of his stomach.
Shen Wenlang’s voice, suddenly frantic, rushing to the forefront, pierces the haze. "Gao Tu, what’s wrong?"
The world narrows to Shen Wenlang’s voice, concerned and unguarded, echoing around him. His crisp suit feels too wide, the edges of the desk razor-sharp against his palms. The air he’s inhaling burns with scent—Shen Wenlang’s smell, steady and grounding in the swirl of panic and pain. He tries to steady himself, to anchor the chaos building inside, but his knees buckle.
Shen Wenlang closes the distance in a blur, hands catching him just beneath the arms. His grip is firm, supportive, unyielding. "You’re burning up." Shen Wenlang murmurs, voice stricken. He presses his forehead to Gao Tu’s, trying to measure temperature, to find something real amid the storm.
Gao Tu lets the faint, steady heartbeat against his temple tether him to consciousness. It’s not his own. It’s Shen Wenlang’s, low, calm, and impossibly steady beneath the panic. The thud-thud-thud pulses through his ears as Shen Wenlang holds him upright, grounding him, anchoring him while the rest of the world spins off its axis. But above the comfort of that heartbeat, there’s a cacophony rising, the rustle of fabric as Shen Wenlang adjusts his grip, the subtle scrape of shoes on polished floors, the hollow sound of alarmed breathing. Not just Shen Wenlang’s. His own, too. Shallow. Rapid. Each inhale a struggle.
And then the fear settles in.
A horrible, icy kind of fear that curls low and deep in his abdomen, where the sharpest pain now lingers. It burns under his skin and tightens like a vise around his gut. Is something wrong with the baby? The thought spears through him, cutting through the nausea and the dizziness. No. No, not now. Not here. His fingers twitch, weakly pressing against the front of his shirt, as if trying to soothe the pain with touch alone. The edge of his tie digs into his neck, too tight, suddenly suffocating. There’s no air, or maybe his lungs have simply forgotten how to work.
“Breathe,” Someone says, Shen Wenlang, probably, but the word is distant, as if spoken through a tunnel.
The black spots in his vision expand, crawling in from the edges like spilled ink. His legs begin to tremble beneath him, knees buckling as the floor seems to rise up to meet him. He doesn’t even get a chance to cry out. His body gives in without ceremony, a gentle sag against Shen Wenlang’s arms, like a puppet with its strings cut. The last thing he registers before darkness swallows him whole is the fierce pressure of a hand around his waist, holding him steady. And a voice, low and urgent, that trembles in a way he’s never heard before: “Gao Tu! Stay with me.”
Then nothing.
The first thing he registers is the sound.
Soft. Sterile. Distant.
A slow, rhythmic beeping—monitors. Machines. A faint murmur of voices just beyond the door. Someone coughs. A cart wheels past. It smells like antiseptic and something too clean, like cotton and emptiness.
The second thing is the pain.
Not sharp, but dull and persistent, like an echo of something sharper that’s finally quieted. His lower abdomen feels tight. Heavy. He tries to shift, but the movement sends a ripple through his side, and the faintest sound escapes his lips.
Then, awareness crashes in.
He gasps. Hands shoot down to his belly.
Baobao.
But before the panic can spiral, there’s pressure on his wrist. Steady. Grounding.
“You’re alright.” A voice. Familiar. Low. And too close.
Gao Tu’s eyes flick open.
The hospital room comes into focus in broken fragments, like memories pieced together under water. Pale curtains hang half-closed, the filtered light casting muted shadows across the floor. An IV drip hums softly beside the bed, thin tubes tracing a silent line into his arm. Above him, the overhead light glows a sterile, bluish hue that makes every surface appear sharper, more immediate.
At the edge of his vision, Shen Wenlang sits vigilantly. His sleeves are rolled up, revealing tissue-thin skin over taut muscles, and his suit jacket draped over the back of a nearby chair looks incongruous in the clinical brightness of the room. His posture is alert, shoulders tight, eyes unreadable, yet there’s a pale exhaustion etched across his face. And worse, there’s worry in the lines around his eyes, a concern so raw it strips away all corporate armor.
Gao Tu doesn’t speak. Or dare to move. The world feels too loud, too bright, too full of everything he’s been avoiding for weeks. Instead, he lies there quietly, blinking up at the ceiling, mind fractured. A thousand disjointed thoughts tangle behind his eyelids: nausea, the morning after, the stir of life beneath his skin, the weight of secrets, exhaustion, the harsh scent of antiseptic, Shen Wenlang’s steady breathing beside him, fear, regret. But none of them form a sentence worth speaking.
Shen Wenlang’s voice is quiet. “You fainted. I brought you here from the office. You’ve been out for a few hours.”
He doesn’t look at him. Gao Tu doesn’t either.
“How—” Gao Tu’s throat is dry. He swallows hard. “How’s the baby?”
Shen Wenlang responds immediately. “Stable. The doctor said you overexerted yourself. Stress. Dehydration. Exhaustion.” He hesitates, then adds, “They also said you should have been in prenatal care weeks ago.”
The accusation isn’t in his voice, but the hurt is.
Gao Tu’s eyes sting, and not just from fatigue. Of all the things he was bracing for, being scolded, being pitied, this soft, unfamiliar concern is the one thing he’s not prepared to face. “I didn’t—” He tries. “I was going to tell you. Eventually.”
Shen Wenlang remains motionless, his posture rigid and composed, yet the subtle tension in his hands, resting loosely on his knees, betrays his calm exterior. “Would you?” He asks quietly, the question hanging in the air, not quite an accusation, but heavy with expectation.
Gao Tu closes his eyes, the weight of shame rising inside him like an unstoppable tide. He had run. Lied. Hidden everything from the very person who should have known. He thought he could handle it all alone. And now, here he is, lying in a hospital bed, surrounded by the undeniable consequences of his silence.
Shen Wenlang’s voice cuts through the quiet again, firmer this time. “Or are you just going to resign, pack up, and walk away? Just like you planned from the start? Are you ever going to actually tell me?”
“No,” Gao Tu says quietly, the honesty in his voice surprising even himself. “I thought it would be better if you didn’t know.”
Shen Wenlang’s eyes narrow, studying him closely. “Why?”
Gao Tu exhales sharply, the tension coiling tight inside him. “Are you really going to make me say it?” His voice rises, cracking under the weight of his frustration. The silence between them stretches, heavy and suffocating. Then, finally, the floodgates break. “What about the fact that you hate Omegas? That you can’t even stand being in the same room as them? That you despise us, deep down, in every fiber of your being? Which part of me saying, ‘Oh, by the way, I’m an Omega. And pregnant, too,’ do you think would have been ‘okay’ for you?” He pauses, chest rising and falling with heavy breaths, eyes blazing with a tangled mix of hurt and defiance. “I know you.” The words hang between them, weighted with everything left unsaid, the part where he wishes, with all his heart, that he didn’t.
Shen Wenlang exhales slowly, the tension in his jaw easing just a fraction. His eyes lock onto Gao Tu’s, fierce and unyielding. “I won’t,” He says quietly, the weight behind the word undeniable. There’s a pause, a brief silence filled with everything neither of them dares say. Then, almost too casually, he licks his lips, a flicker of something softer crossing his face before it hardens again. “I won’t hate it. Not if it’s you.” His voice drops lower, edged with frustration but undeniably sincere. “Gao Tu, are you dumb? Do you really think I could hate something that’s a part of you?”
“What is that supposed to mean?” Gao Tu’s voice is low, guarded, like he’s bracing for impact.
Shen Wenlang hesitates.
Just for a second.
Then he exhales, and something in his expression shifts, like a wall that’s been holding for too long finally begins to crack. He looks at Gao Tu, really looks at him, like he’s memorizing the shape of every breath, every flicker of emotion behind those tired eyes. “I don’t like it,” Shen Wenlang says, voice low, roughened by something he clearly hasn’t said out loud before.
Gao Tu goes still. The words hit like a gut punch, and for a moment, all he can hear is the hollow ringing in his ears. It takes every ounce of strength to keep his expression steady. So this is it, he thinks numbly. This is where he finally says it. That he hates me. That he can't stand this anymore.
But then Shen Wenlang continues, and the next words are not what Gao Tu expects. “I don’t like it when you’re not around me.” Gao Tu’s gaze snaps up. Shen Wenlang isn’t looking at him directly, he’s staring slightly past him, like he’s trying to force the words through a wall he’s spent years building. His jaw is tight, his eyes shadowed with frustration. But his voice, though strained, doesn’t waver. “I used to think it was habit,” Shen Wenlang says, slowly, like he’s unraveling a knot inside himself as he speaks. “That I was just too used to you being there; managing things, anticipating what I needed before I even asked. You were efficient, reliable. Necessary.”
A pause. A sharp exhale.
“But that’s not it. Not really.” He lifts his gaze, finally meeting Gao Tu’s eyes, and something raw flickers there, something Gao Tu has never seen so openly exposed on his face. “I want you to be around me all the time.” The confession lands with the weight of something too heavy to hold and too important to drop. “Gao Tu,” Shen Wenlang says, stepping forward slightly, voice thick with frustration; at himself, at this situation, at how long it took him to get here. “Do you know how annoying that is? To want someone even when they’re already right beside you? To feel like there’s still not enough of them, not enough time, not enough ways to keep them close?”
Gao Tu’s heart pounds in his chest, too loud, too fast.
“I want you in every room I walk into. I look for you without even realizing it,” Shen Wenlang admits, almost bitterly. “Even when I’m angry. Even when I’m being a bastard. I want to turn and find you there. And now...now you’re leaving, and it feels like the ground’s giving way beneath me.”
There’s silence between them, but it’s not empty, it’s crackling, charged, like something volatile has just been released into the air. Gao Tu stares at him, eyes wide, every piece of his heart unraveling slowly as he tries to believe the one thing he’s wanted most might finally be real.
A low growl of frustration escapes Shen Wenlang, rough and unguarded. “I hate it when other people get close to you,” He bites out. “I hate when they look at you too long, when they speak to you like they have the right. It drives me insane.” His voice is rising, barely restrained now, raw with something deeper than jealousy, something possessive, obsessive, terrifyingly real. “You should only look at me,” He says, quieter now but no less intense. “Only me. No one else. You don’t get to smile at other people the way you smile at me. You don’t get to speak to them in that voice, don’t get to share anything they didn’t earn. I don’t want you giving yourself away, your time, your attention, your scent, to anyone else. You’re mine.”
His jaw tenses, a dark look flashing across his face. “If I had it my way, I’d lock the door, tie you to my bed, and keep you there just so I’d know you’re safe. Mine. All the time. Shit,” He breathes out, raking a hand through his hair. “I sound like that lunatic Hua Yong.” A bitter chuckle escapes him, low and humorless. “And the worst part? I don’t even care.” He turns away briefly, trying to reel himself back in. His fists clench at his sides.
“I know I’m not easy. I know I’m difficult. Cold. Condescending.” His voice dips, quieter. “There hasn’t been a single day I didn’t push you too far, didn’t insult you, didn’t say something I regretted two seconds later. And still, you stayed. You worked, and smiled, and made everything function like clockwork while I—” He swallows hard, unable to finish the sentence. His gaze drifts back to Gao Tu, softer now, but aching. “I don’t deserve you,” He says finally. “But that doesn’t mean I don’t want you.”
“When the doctor said—” Shen Wenlang’s voice breaks for the first time, a crack barely noticeable, but enough to make Gao Tu’s breath hitch. He looks away, eyes dark with something sharp and regretful. “When he told me how close I came to losing you because of those suppressants, those scent blockers you kept flooding your system with just to make it through the day,” His jaw clenches. He inhales, slow and tight, like the words pain him to say. “I was furious. At myself.” He lifts his gaze to meet Gao Tu’s, and for once, there is no pride, no arrogance, just quiet devastation. “You never would’ve done that if you weren’t working for me. If you didn’t think you had to hide every part of yourself to survive in that building. I created that environment. I made it impossible for you to exist as you are.”
He gives a short, bitter laugh. “I kept thinking something was wrong. You weren’t yourself, you looked tired, pale, always sick. But instead of asking, I told myself it wasn’t my problem. That it wasn’t me. That it couldn’t possibly be my fault. But it was, wasn’t it?” He leans closer, but not too close, like he’s finally realized his presence can hurt too. “I was the poison, Gao Tu. I was the one making you sick. And the worst part?” His voice is low now. “I saw you slipping away from me, and I still couldn’t stop being the very reason you wanted to run.”
A long silence. “I understand why you resigned,” Shen Wenlang says, each word slow and deliberate. “And I won’t fight it anymore. As of today, I’ve accepted your resignation, effective immediately.” He reaches into his coat, pulls out a small, neatly folded document, and sets it on the table beside the hospital bed. “You don’t have to return to HS Group,” He continues. “You won’t be contacted again. And don’t worry about the hospital bills, they’ll be covered in full. It’s the least I can do.”
Gao Tu’s mouth parts, but no words come.
And then, Shen Wenlang straightens, smoothing the front of his sleeves like it’ll help hold his crumbling composure together. His voice, when he speaks again, is quieter than before. “Goodbye, Gao Tu.”
He hesitates at the door.
“I hope the pregnancy goes smoothly. Take care of yourself and the baby. I wish you the very best.” He finishes, softly.
Then he walks out.
And for the first time in a very long time, Gao Tu doesn’t stop him.
The text arrives a week after his discharge.
The days pass in a haze, each sunrise weighed by the unanswered tension clinging to Gao Tu’s thoughts. He blinks at it, uncertain whether it’s a mercy, a trap, or something he still doesn’t fully understand. It’s been seven days since Shen Wenlang walked away, accompanied by the finality of his employment contract termination. Gao Tu has since discovered traces of the man he never expected to care. His rent has been paid in full, through the end of the year, without explanation. A subtle proof that someone, somewhere, still cares about his stability.
His fridge is fully stocked now, not just with the usual basics, but with carefully selected, high-quality ingredients. Cuts of expensive beef, fresh-caught seafood still wrapped in butcher paper, an assortment of vibrant vegetables that look like they were hand-picked at a specialty market. Even the dairy and grains are premium, organic, and tailored toward prenatal health. His pantry tells a similar story. Shelves lined with fortified cereals, Omega-safe supplements, dried fruits, herbal teas known to ease nausea, and a dozen other items that clearly didn’t end up there by accident. Every item speaks of someone who’s done their research, someone who knows, exactly, what a pregnant Omega needs.
And it’s not just thoughtful, it’s intimate. No fanfare. No name attached. But there’s only one person it could be. Shen Wenlang. Every drawer and cabinet becomes a quiet confession. And Gao Tu isn’t sure whether it makes him want to cry, scream, or crawl into bed and never get up again. And then there's the bank balance. More than what his monthly salary ever was, comfortingly generous, untraceably direct. A silent offer of security. He can’t decide what he’s allowed to feel: gratitude, confusion, guilt, longing. All of it collides in his chest, messy and raw.
Shen Wenlang’s words keep spinning their way back into his mind: I want you to be around me all the time. Harmless in theory, terrifying in reality. Gao Tu swallows and leans back against the headboard, knees drawn toward his chest. He looks around the room, subdued, organized, untouched by corporate meetings or alphas. His apartment has become a map of his calmest life in years, made possible by someone who never stopped paying attention, even after the door slammed shut. He wonders if being “special” is about who you are, or what you leave behind. Shen Wenlang’s gestures aren’t about pity; they’re about recognition. Maybe Gao Tu doesn’t have to feel unworthy for those choices to matter.
But admitting that means opening the door again. Letting in something, or someone, he’s not sure he’s ready to face.
Gao Tu’s thumb hovers hesitantly over his phone screen, the message glowing softly in the quiet stillness of his thoughts. The sender is Secretary Hua, or rather, CEO Hua Yong himself, the formidable founder of X Holdings, a major global life sciences conglomerate and one of the rarest, most influential Enigmas around. As he reads, a wave of memory crashes over him: the days when jealousy twisted inside him every time Shen Wenlang showed even a fraction of attention to Secretary Hua. How foolish it all seems now. Hua Yong’s heart clearly belongs to Sheng Shaoyou, and whatever connection he and Shen Wenlang share is strictly professional. There was never anything between them after all.
His phone buzzes once more, lighting up with a new message: That idiot won’t reach out to you, but he misses you.
A picture follows.
Shen Wenlang stands by the window, his silhouette framed by the soft, muted light filtering in. Though his face remains unreadable, to Gao Tu, every subtle detail reveals the weight he carries; the slight slump of his shoulders, the tightness around his eyes, the faint lines shadowing beneath them. It’s a portrait of quiet exhaustion, a silent longing etched into his very stance.
Gao Tu’s breath catches, his heart tightening at the sight.
Another message buzzes in shortly after: Also, as idiotic as he may be, he deserves to know the truth.
He swallows hard, the weight of everything pressing down on him like a storm that’s been gathering for too long, relentless, overwhelming, impossible to outrun. For so long, he believed that silence is his shield, a way to protect not just himself but Shen Wenlang as well. Keeping the truth hidden felt like sparing them both from pain, from complicated emotions, from the consequences that could unravel everything they’d tried to hold onto.
But now, doubts gnaw at him. What if that silence was just a cage? What if by burying the truth, he’s been hurting the one person who deserves to know more than anyone else? Is it fair to keep Shen Wenlang in the dark about something so monumental, something that ties their lives together forever? The baby growing inside him isn’t just his gift to preserve; it belongs to both of them. Shen Wenlang has a right to know. He deserves to know that this child, their child, is coming into the world with a connection neither of them can deny.
Gao Tu’s breath catches in his throat. The truth feels like a weight pressing down on him, heavy, impossible, frightening, but beneath it all, undeniable and necessary. He exhales slowly, steadying himself, summoning every shred of courage he has left. With a determined swipe, he presses the reply button, his fingers trembling slightly as he types out the words: Where is he?
His heart pounds as he hesitates for just a moment, then finally taps send.
When Gao Tu tendered his resignation more than a month ago, he never imagined he’d find himself walking down this hallway again; the one that leads directly to the president’s office, flanked by gleaming glass and steel, familiar in a way that makes his skin prickle. Back then, he had carefully planned his exit. He had drafted his resignation letter with clinical precision, timed every conversation with his replacement down to the last detail. He had ensured the handover process ran smoothly, leaving no room for gaps or follow-up questions. He’d made sure he left as little of himself behind as possible.
He hadn’t expected to return.
Certainly not like this.
Not with his shirt stretched over the curve of his now-obvious pregnancy, not with the telltale weight of five months showing in his slowed steps and the way his hand instinctively comes to rest on his belly every few minutes. He had barely managed the subway, he’d forgotten how aggressive the morning rush hour could be, and weaving through the crowd outside the building had nearly sent him into a panic. Every bump, every accidental elbow felt like a threat. So no, when Gao Tu walked away from HS Group, he didn’t think he’d be back here. Not walking past familiar desks and politely stunned coworkers. Not with every eye flicking toward his stomach and then hastily looking away.
And still.
Here he is.
The closer he gets to the double doors of the president’s office, the harder it becomes to steady his breath. His heart pounds, not from physical exertion, though that's part of it, but from the simple, terrifying fact that the one person he came here for is just beyond that door.
Shen Wenlang.
He doesn’t know what kind of reception he’ll get. After everything that was said. After everything that wasn’t. He’s not even sure if Shen Wenlang will want to see him. But he has to try. Because there are things that need to be said now. Truths that have lingered too long in silence. Decisions that, once made, will change the course of both their lives.
Gao Tu stops in front of the office. The air feels heavier here, or maybe it’s just him. Maybe it’s the weight of hope.
He raises a hand to knock.
And pauses.
For just a moment.
Long enough to feel the baby shift, just slightly, beneath his palm.
Then he exhales and knocks.
Once.
Twice.
And waits.
"Come in."
The voice is muffled, rough around the edges, but unmistakably Shen Wenlang’s. Gao Tu’s heart stumbles in his chest. He grips the handle a moment longer than necessary, steeling himself, and then pushes the door open. The familiar office swallows him whole the moment he steps in, the same expansive windows casting shadows across polished floors, the heavy scent of black tea lingering in the air, and that ever-immaculate desk, now cluttered with folders that seem untouched.
But nothing draws his gaze more than the man seated behind it.
Even though Shen Wenlang wears a tailored three-piece suit like armor, his tie loosened only slightly, Gao Tu can see it. The fatigue, the strain. It’s not in the clothes, those are still pristine, but in the man himself. In the tired lines around his eyes, the hollowness beneath his cheekbones, the way his posture slouches ever so slightly when he thinks no one’s watching. The photograph Hua Yong had sent hadn’t done him justice. Not even close. There’s something about seeing him in person that punches all the air out of Gao Tu’s lungs.
He didn’t expect to miss him this much.
Shen Wenlang doesn’t even glance up. His attention remains fixed on a report in front of him, pen in hand. He speaks without looking, clearly mistaking him for someone else. “Wen Yi,” He says with a sigh. “How many times must I tell you your brewing is shit? Didn’t Gao Tu teach you how to make tea properly? Why is it so difficult to brew a single decent cup?”
Gao Tu blinks, stunned by the casual tirade, and then, without thinking, he steps further inside. “Stop terrorizing the employees,” He blurts out, voice sharper than intended. “Or you won’t have anyone left willing to work for you.”
The pen stills in Shen Wenlang’s hand.
Slowly, he looks up.
Their eyes meet.
For one suspended second, the entire world seems to pause. Shen Wenlang doesn’t say anything right away. For a moment, it’s as if time forgets to move. His eyes, sharp, calculating, always guarded, lift from the papers on his desk and roam upward, only to halt mid-breath as they land on Gao Tu’s figure. And then lower. Down to the unmistakable swell beneath the soft drape of his coat. Gao Tu hadn’t tried to hide it. Not today. At almost five months, his pregnancy was no longer something that could be hidden with clever tailoring or well-positioned folders. His coat hung open, revealing the gentle but undeniable curve of his belly, a quiet, living testament to all the things that had been left unsaid between them.
Shen Wenlang’s eyes widen, slightly, but not in horror. Not even in shock. Just awareness. As if a light had switched on in a room he hadn’t realized was dark. The pen in his hand rolls off his desk, landing soundlessly on the thick carpet. He doesn’t notice. Doesn’t blink. His gaze remains fixed, as if afraid the image will vanish if he looks away. Gao Tu shifts his weight, suddenly feeling self-conscious. He hadn’t expected this to be easy, but the heaviness in his body, the warmth pooling low in his back, and the tired ache in his feet remind him that this isn’t just emotional territory he’s walking into. His pregnancy is real, present in every breath, every step.
He reaches instinctively for the side of his belly, as if to shield it, not from Shen Wenlang, but from the intensity of the moment.
Shen Wenlang’s voice, when it finally comes, is barely above a whisper. “You came back.”
Gao Tu lets out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding. “Yes,” He says quietly. “I came back.”
“Why?” Shen Wenlang’s voice is low, rough around the edges. Not demanding. Not cold. Just tired. And uncertain, in a way that Gao Tu has rarely heard before.
Gao Tu stands still for a moment, letting the question settle between them like dust in sunlight. He shifts slightly, one hand unconsciously bracing the small of his back, the other resting lightly over the swell of his belly. The soft rhythm of his breathing fills the quiet. He doesn’t answer immediately. Instead, he lifts his gaze, meeting Shen Wenlang’s eyes across the room.
"Some bird told me," He begins slowly, "that someone’s been missing me." The words are light, teasing even, but there's a catch in his voice, a hesitance beneath the casual delivery that gives him away. He watches carefully for Shen Wenlang’s reaction. Then, after a beat, he adds, quieter this time: "Is it true?"
A pause thickens the air. He doesn’t know what kind of answer he’s hoping for. Maybe he just wants confirmation that the ache he’s been carrying wasn’t one-sided. That he didn’t walk away from nothing. That what they had, whatever complicated, twisted, unnamed thing it was, meant something.
Shen Wenlang doesn’t answer right away. His jaw clenches, as if the words he wants to say are caught somewhere in his throat, barbed and unwieldy. His gaze drops for a split second, to the swell of Gao Tu’s belly again, to the hand resting protectively over it, before returning to Gao Tu’s face, slower this time. More deliberate. “You shouldn’t have come,” He says, but there’s no heat in it. No real protest. Only the low thrum of emotion struggling to hold its shape.
Gao Tu lifts an eyebrow. “That’s not an answer.”
Shen Wenlang makes a sound, part exhale, part laugh, all frustration. He turns his head away, scrubs a hand down his face like he’s exhausted by the very act of being honest. Or maybe terrified of it. “I didn’t miss you,” He says at last.
Gao Tu’s heart clenches. Of course. Of course he didn’t. What was he thinking, showing up here like this, trying to—
“But I did lose my goddamn mind without you,” Shen Wenlang finishes quietly, dragging his eyes back to him.
Gao Tu freezes.
“I went to the office and stared at your empty desk every day,” Shen Wenlang says, voice tight and edged with something raw. His fingers flex at his sides, like he’s holding something back, not just words, but all the unspoken days and nights of silence between them. “I didn’t even let your goddamn replacement sit there.” He continues, each word pushed out like it costs him something. “HR tried to intervene. I told them no. Flat out. I said if it’s not you, then that desk stays empty.”
He finally looks at Gao Tu, his gaze sharpened by the weight of the admission. “Because if I couldn’t look up and see you sitting there, then I didn’t want to look at anyone at all.” Gao Tu’s breath catches. Shen Wenlang presses on, like the words have been waiting too long to be freed. “I kept expecting you to walk in, tablet in hand, telling me what meetings I forgot to prepare for, reminding me to eat, arguing with me about my coffee habits. I kept reaching for the intercom without thinking, waiting to hear your voice crackling through the speaker, telling me my next call was ready.”
He shakes his head slowly, a humorless laugh escaping. “Do you know how pathetic that is? I waited for your tea. That ridiculous, bitter healthy tea you always made me drink when I skipped lunch. I waited for your eyes—" His voice dips, hoarser now, "—for the way they’d narrow when I was being difficult, the way they softened when you thought I wasn't looking.”
A beat.
"I waited for you, Gao Tu. Every second of every day since you left.” Silence blooms in the space between them like a pulse. Shen Wenlang swallows hard. “So yes. It’s true. I missed you. Every day. Every goddamn day.”
Shen Wenlang’s gaze drops to the floor, his eyes flickering with something fragile, regret, fear, maybe even relief, like he's ashamed to admit how completely unravelled he’s become without Gao Tu there. But beneath that vulnerability, something else settles into his gaze, a quiet determination that pulls him upright. He stands from his chair, the air between them shifting with each step he takes toward Gao Tu.
“I think,” His voice is low, thick with emotion. He halts just inches away. “No. I’m certain now—that I’m in love with you.” The admission hangs in the air, weighty and raw, as though every word has been yanked from the deepest part of him. He swallows, frustration lacing his next words. “And I’m fucking mad at myself for ever letting you go.” His eyes flash with self-reproach. “Hua Yong told me I was stupid for letting you walk away. He’s right. I was stupid.”
Gao Tu’s chest tightens. Each confession is a crack in the dam that’s held both of them at arm’s length.
Shen Wenlang’s hand lifts, hesitant, as if reaching for forgiveness itself. “I don’t care if you're carrying another Alpha’s child.” His voice is fierce, raw with emotion and promise. “I will raise it as my own.” Another step closer, and the vulnerability becomes brave, fierce. “If you give me a chance, I want to take care of both of you.” His words echo in the quiet space between them, so impossibly earnest. He doesn’t shy away from the truth anymore. “I need to show you how much I care. And how sorry I’ve been, for every moment I treated you as if you were nothing, when actually, you were my everything.”
Shen Wenlang’s breath catches, as if speaking the words has taken everything out of him, but there's no regret, only raw vulnerability in the way his voice cracks on the next line. “Gao Tu,” He says, barely above a whisper, “I love you. Very much.”
The confession hangs heavy in the quiet room, but unlike the silence that had once divided them, this one is different. It’s warm. Soft. Expectant. Gao Tu sways slightly, breath caught somewhere between his ribs and his throat. His heart slams against his chest. For so long, he had braced himself for rejection, for silence, for indifference. And now, this. He stands taller, blinking back the sudden sting of tears, as if the sheer weight of those words has lifted something off his shoulders that he didn’t even know he was still carrying. The space between them is suddenly too small, too charged.
And then—
“It’s yours,” He blurts.
Shen Wenlang blinks. “Huh?”
Gao Tu’s hand slaps against the Alpha’s chest, not with anger, but with a frustrated burst of emotion that’s been simmering for months. “The baby,” He bites out, voice trembling. “It’s yours, you idiot.”
A heartbeat of silence.
Then another.
Shen Wenlang stares at him like the ground has just shifted beneath his feet. “Mine?” He repeats, barely audible.
“Yes!” Gao Tu’s voice cracks. “Did you really think I’d let anyone else near me like that? Do you think I’d be this miserable if it wasn’t you? God, Shen Wenlang, I’ve hated you so much these past few weeks, and I still wanted nothing more than for you to hold me.” Emotion crashes like a wave, and for once, Gao Tu doesn't hold it back. “You were too blind to see it,” He says, chest heaving. “You were so blind.”
And Shen Wenlang, speechless, stunned, shaking, lets out a choked sound, like he’s just been handed the universe and doesn’t know how to hold it. “You’re...you’re having my child?”
Gao Tu exhales, long and broken. “Yes. And I was going to raise it alone because I thought you didn’t care.”
“I care,” Shen Wenlang says, stepping forward, each syllable thick with something unspoken, something long overdue. His voice is rough, scraped raw from everything he hasn’t said until now. “I care so much I haven’t slept. I haven’t eaten properly. I’ve been walking through every single day like a man without a future.”
The pain in his voice is real. Tangible. It hovers in the space between them, heavier than any silence they’ve shared. His eyes search Gao Tu’s face as if he’s still not sure he’s allowed to touch him, like this moment might vanish if he reaches too far. Then—
“It was that night, wasn’t it?” Shen Wenlang asks, his voice barely more than a breath. “You were that Omega I slept with.”
The words settle like ash on the air. Gao Tu’s fingers curl at his sides, and he nods slowly, barely able to meet his gaze. “Yes.”
Just one word. And yet it lands with the weight of everything they’ve never talked about. Everything they buried under routine and professionalism. Under denial. Shen Wenlang staggers back half a step, not out of horror, not even shock, but realization. His jaw tightens. His hand comes up to rake through his hair, and something crumbles in his expression. Regret floods in like a storm tide. “I...” He swallows hard, and Gao Tu watches a flicker of pain twist across his features. “That morning, I said something to you. Something I didn’t know would matter.”
He looks up slowly, his eyes shining faintly with a guilt that clearly hasn't let him go. “I said I couldn’t imagine waking up next to an Omega,” He says, voice thick. “I said I didn’t want to see whoever it was again. I remember that morning now. You were gone before I even opened my eyes. And all I could think was how glad I was that I’d never have to know who it was.” A beat passes. Then another. And then he whispers, “I’m sorry. I’m so goddamn sorry, Gao Tu.”
Gao Tu’s throat constricts, his heart stuttering in his chest. He doesn’t speak, not yet. Not while the memory burns between them like an old wound torn open.
“I didn’t know,” Shen Wenlang continues, voice trembling now. “And I didn’t think. I was arrogant, and careless, and I never once considered that the person I’d spent that night with might’ve been you. That it might’ve mattered.”
“It mattered to me,” Gao Tu says quietly.
And that’s all it takes for Shen Wenlang’s composure to break completely. He steps forward again, closer than before, not touching, but almost. “I know,” he says. “I know it did. I hate that I said those things. I hate that I made you feel like you had to carry all of this alone.”
Gao Tu’s lips part, as if to speak, but the words catch in his throat, tangled in the tightness of his chest. His breath comes shallow and uneven, like the weight of everything he’s held inside is pressing down, suffocating. For a long moment, he struggles, the silence stretching between them heavy and fragile. But then, he straightens, summoning every shred of courage to meet Shen Wenlang’s gaze. This time, he refuses to look away.
“I have loved you for the past decade,” Gao Tu finally says, his voice low but steady, trembling just beneath the surface. “I still do. Even when my heart shattered into pieces because you didn’t think of me that way.” He swallows hard, fighting the lump that rises in his throat. “All I ever wanted, all I ever needed, was you.” He pauses, letting the truth settle between them like a fragile glass, transparent and raw. “You don’t know,” Gao Tu continues, voice cracking, “how much I wanted you, all those years. How I carried that secret love like a silent ache, burning beneath the surface, even when I knew it was hopeless.” His hands clench at his sides, knuckles white, as memories flood his mind, the stolen glances, the unspoken moments, the nights spent alone wondering if Shen Wenlang could ever want him back.
“I berated myself,” He admits bitterly, “called myself stupid for falling for someone who couldn’t love me in return. For hoping against all reason that maybe, just maybe, you’d see me differently.” A bitter laugh escapes him, hollow and harsh. “But I never stopped loving you. Not once.” He steps closer, the curve of his belly pressing softly against Shen Wenlang’s rigid frame. “Shen Wenlang,” He says quietly, voice steady despite the weight behind it, “I’ve been in love with you for a long time.” His hand rises, gently cupping the Alpha’s face. “You’re the only thing I’ve ever wanted.”
When he leans in, the world narrows until there’s nothing left but the space between them. Their lips meet softly at first, hesitant, but quickly deepening into something urgent, something raw. It’s everything Gao Tu ever imagined; warmth, belonging, and a fierce kind of peace all at once. Every unspoken feeling, every hidden fear, all dissolves in that single, searing moment. And somehow, it’s more than he ever thought possible.
And for the first time in a long time, Gao Tu lets himself believe that he doesn’t have to carry everything alone anymore. That love, complicated and messy as it is, might actually be something he deserves.
Shen Lele, heir to half of HS Group, is born on a crisp November fourteenth.
His arrival isn’t just a milestone for the company, it’s a turning point for his parents. For months, the looming birth of Shen Lele had been whispered about in the boardrooms of HS Group, a quiet storm that moved behind closed doors and tightly sealed PR statements. But no press release could capture the truth of what his birth really means.
Shen Wenlang, once known only for his ice-cold logic, unshakeable ambition, and immovable walls, now stands at the edge of the hospital bassinet like a man witnessing something sacred. His eyes, usually so sharp and unreadable, are softer now, uncertain, even, as they trace the fragile curve of his newborn son’s face. He doesn’t speak. He just looks. And looks. As if afraid that if he blinks, this impossible moment might vanish. For so long, he believed he was built for empires, not families. Built to lead, to dominate, to conquer, but not to love, not like this. But Shen Lele changes that. In one breath, one small heartbeat, Shen Wenlang sees the world narrow to a quiet room and a child barely the size of his forearm. It shakes him in ways no business rival ever could.
And beside him, Gao Tu lies in bed, exhaustion clinging to his bones, but there is a light in his eyes that wasn't there before. It's not relief, not entirely. It's the slow-burning pride of someone who has weathered the storm and made it to the other side. He watches their son with the quiet awe of a man who spent years thinking he would never be allowed this kind of peace. His hands tremble slightly when he reaches out to touch Lele’s fingers, tiny, impossibly soft, and when those fingers curl around his pinky, he lets out a shaky laugh that’s halfway between a sob and a prayer.
Everything they’ve been through, every misstep, every argument, every painful silence that threatened to sever them, has led here. All the loneliness disguised as professionalism, all the feelings swallowed and buried under titles and responsibilities, they no longer feel as heavy.
This moment redefines them.
Not as President and Secretary.
Not even as Alpha and Omega.
But as two people who have fought through the weight of the past to arrive at the beginning of something else entirely: a family.
In this room, with pale morning light filtering through the curtains, Shen Wenlang gently wraps his arms around his husband, holding him like a promise he intends to keep. There’s no need for words. Not yet. For now, there is only this fragile, beautiful thing between them—a child, a beginning, and the quiet hope that maybe, this time, they’ll get it right.
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