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Hajime had been looking for Minoru all day, disappointed that his friend had alluded him. It's likely that he went out. Although, according to Noriyuki, his work should've been finished hours ago. He thought about asking Rai, him and Minoru were awfully close after all. So much so that his pen name… Hajime changed his train of thought. Inwardly he sighed as he paced up and down the entrance hall. It was around 9pm. He really ought to be back soon.
Just as he thought that, the man in question stumbled in. His hair was slightly messy and his jacket was over his shoulder. Hajime walked up to greet his friend. His cheeks looked flushed. Was he okay? He felt the urge to reach out to him and check. However he had refrained. He shouldn't do that.
"Minoru, are you okay?"
Minoru let out a small laugh, his voice deepening as he did. "Yeah. Just came back from a work outing." His breath reeked of alcohol. He himself had never drank but he remembered that Seodore occasionally did. Seodore preferred to smoke though.
"You're drunk." Hajime commented matter of fact type of way.
“Sure am. May I trouble you and ask for some help back to my room. Utsugi might scold me if he found me like this."
"He's just worried. You know how much he cares about you. He'd still scold you when you're with me even."
Minoru looked away, "Not in front of you, he'd wait and scold future me. So therefore! It’s not my problem for the night."
"Alright, let's get you back to your room."
Hajime was a bit disappointed that his friend was drunk, but he believed it could perhaps still work out. Walking close beside Minoru their shoulders occasionally brushing up against each other. It wasn't bad. Not many people got this close to him. That was exactly what he liked about Minoru after all.
"How was your night out?" Hajime asked, an awkward attempt at small talk.
"Fine. It was fun. Some girl even started hitting on me."
"I see." Hajime replied coldly, surprising himself. The thought of him being with some stranger made his chest hurt. But it seemed like Minoru didn't notice.
Most believers had gone back to their rooms by that time, so they didn't encounter many people along the way. Soon enough, they arrived. Using his shoulder he shoved the door ajar. Making a beeline for the bed the second he was over the threshold. Not even bothering to close the door behind him.
Hajime, not wanting to waste the opportunity he had waited all day for, invited himself in after the other man. Closing the door behind him, locking it back up for good measure. He glanced back to the tired Minoru, who was paying no attention to the action. It was almost like he hadn’t even noticed it.
"Huh? You're still here?"
"It didn't feel right to leave you alone." It was half a lie.
Minoru rolled onto his back, throwing his jacket on the floor. "It's so hot here."
"It is?"
"Yeah, it is."
Minoru sat up and started removing his sweater. Something in Hajime wanted to call out to him to stop, to not undress in front of him like that. But another part of him wanted to watch and see. He watched intently as Minoru lifted his arms over his head, admiring the way his body became exposed. There was a feeling within him, something strange, but oddly good at the same time.
"Minoru."
"Hmm?"
Hajime approached the bed and sat next to him. The plush blankets dipping beneath his weight. "I was wondering about something."
"What is it? Why not ask Utsugi?"
"I wanted to ask you. You probably have more experience in this area."
"Go on."
"What's sex like?"
It was silent for a moment, until Minoru burst out laughing.
"No wonder why you asked me over him. He's a nice guy but doesn't seem like the type to go out and do those things. Waaay to dedicated to you."
He smiled in response, waiting for Minoru to continue. The air was still for a moment as Minoru tried to consider what to say next. Gauging if the other man was being serious about this or not. Eventually landing on the conclusion that he was.
"Well. If you're serious about knowing, I guess it feels nice. Of course it's awkward and sweaty too but ultimately it feels nice."
Hajime was only partially accepting of that response.
"I see. Can you give more details? How does one initiate the act?"
"Uhh. Well, first you both have to want to do it. Then I guess we get in the mood and work our way up to it. Though penetration doesn't always need to happen. Things like oral or hand stuff can happen… I guess. Kissing is also a thing that happens."
Hajime watched as Minoru's chest rose up and down as he explained. Eventually looking back up at him.
"You don't look satisfied with my explanation."
“I'm just wondering what it would be like. I don't have any frame of reference or any sexual organs of my own. I guess I can kiss people."
That comment made Minoru freeze for a reason he didn’t understand. Hajime seemed to notice that. Leaning in closer to him with a curious look.
"I guess you could."
As Hajime leaned in closer to Minoru, he didn’t look away or hesitate. Instead letting out another laugh. Something a tad more confused this time.
"Oh. You're serious."
"I'm just curious. Nothing more."
It was something more than that, but he knew it wasn't something that he was supposed to act on. Not whilst Minoru was in love with Rai, and certainly not whilst he was a star. However… he had to do this with him. And never before has he been so glad that Minoru is drunk.
He leaned in closer. Their noses were touching yet he wasn't pulling away. The smell of alcohol was more than obvious, far stronger than it would smell had he only had a few drinks. But oddly Hajime didn't mind it. At first he pecked Minoru's lips. He felt more and more like this was the right thing to do, that this was meant to happen. So he did it again. This time for longer as Minoru kissed back.
It was nice. Really nice. And so, he let his instincts take over, trying his best to recall what people did in the movies. He slipped his tongue into Minoru's mouth. Tasting the alcohol as he did. It was a strange sensation, but he didn't hate it.
After what felt like years, he heard his friend make a muffled noise. So he broke the kiss.
"Jeez Hajime. How little oxygen do you need?"
He giggled softly, "Sorry, I got carried away. Was it ok?"
"Not bad for a beginner." He reached up to ruffle his hair for a bit.
"Can I continue?"
"Why not, we might as well."
Hajime smiled. Climbing on top of Minoru, the bed creaking slightly as he moves. Caging him between his arms. The thought that his face was cute when flushed briefly runs through his head. The thought disappeared into the back of his mind as he kissed him again, experimenting some more. He nibbled on his friends lips and as he did, he felt Minoru’s body move under him. Did he like that?
He gave him a second to breathe, taking into consideration that he needed much more air than him. After a short moment he leaned down and kissed him again. Again and again. It was fun, more fun than a lot of other things he had done at the very least. Almost blissful in the way Minoru was beneath him, panting lightly from the lack of air Hajime was allowing him.
"You can kiss other places, like my neck or chest."
"Oh? Do you like that?"
"I guess."
He smiled as he started to explore the body beneath him, adjusting his position as he did so. He first kissed his neck. But for some reason it felt rather boring.
"You can suck or bite you know."
He silently thanked Minoru as he did just that. Kissing his neck one more time at first, before applying a slight bit more force. Hajime looked up from where his head was buried in Minoru’s neck. Admiring the way his skin had turned a bright shade of red. It felt nice. Like Minoru had become his in a way. He was the only one here who was an outsider, everyone else lived for him. He did like Minoru and all the fresh perspectives he brought. However there were parts of him that wished he could be the one to claim his friend. Not that he would, not like that. He wanted for him to be happy after all.
It wasn't long before he moved down to his shoulder, kissing it before applying a gentle pressure with his teeth.
"You can bite harder than that." Minoru said.
So of course, Hajime did just that. Causing Minoru to let out a yelp. For a moment Hajime stilled. Unsure of if he should continue or not out of concern. Had he hurt him? Had he bit too hard?
And so, Hajime lifted his face off of his body, "Are you alright?"
"Yeah, that's good. Don't worry. Though don't use any of your freaky powers, my body is weak unlike all of you."
"Oh? You like pain?" Hajime asked, hiding behind a wall of feigned innocence.
"Don't call me out like that. It's a bit embarrassing."
"Hm?"
Hajime bit down, this time on his neck again. A move which only made Minoru's breaths deepen. His desperation became more and more obvious as he subtly clawed at the sheets beneath him. It was like trying to gain a bit more control over his body.
"Can you uh- touch my dick?" He asked. The question that he only then realised had not come out of nowhere, a fact that Hajime only just noticed as he sat up. He settled into a more comfortable position, eventually feeling a prominent bulge in Minoru’s trousers. Putting some pressure on it and studying Minoru’s reaction closely. How cute.
"Take them off," Minoru said, his voice slightly shaking with desperation.
Hajime smiled, he wanted nothing more than to continue experimenting with his reactions.
He lifted his hand for a bit then began to rub the spot where the bulge was. Minoru whined in response to the touch. Hajime decided quickly that he liked the sound the man below him was making. And so, he continued with little hesitation.
"Hajime." Minoru’s breath became more laboured with each new sensation. Losing his ability to keep a consistent breathing pattern quickly.
In response, Hajime tilted his head, pretending he didn't understand right away. Instead he continued to rub. "Does it feel good?"
"Yes. Yes it does. Hurry up."
His expression was just too adorable when he was begging for things. It made Hajime want to continue teasing the poor man more. But he was also curious. Curious to see how far he could take this, and curious to see how much he could get away with. He considers the weight of his actions before ultimately deciding it’s better following his instinct.
Letting his curiosity win, he unzipped Minoru’s trousers and pulled down his underwear.
It was the first time that Hajime had seen what a dick was like in person, and it was also the first time he had seen an erect dick. He almost studies it. Taking in all the details he thought to be important. It wasn’t small, but it wasn’t shockingly big either.
"Want me to touch it?"
Minoru made a noise in response. So Hajime took that as a yes. He was slightly unsure on how to approach the whole situation, as well as what exactly he was supposed to do. He lightly touched it, watching Minoru closely to see how he reacted. And to consider how he was meant to continue. His touch had been feather light as he trailed his fingers up and down.
Minoru moaned quietly and so he decided to continue with the light touches.
"Rougher."
"You have to be more polite."
"Please."
He started playing with the tip. Listening out for his friend's reactions. After a short time, some precum had begun to leak out. He had read about that in a textbook, so at the very least he was aware of what had happened before him.
"Does it feel good?"
"Yeah. Really good."
Moving to target Minoru's balls, he started playing with them. Curious to see if Minoru would enjoy that. It sounded like it did. In a way Hajime was slightly envious that Minoru could experience this. That he could feel those sensations, feel things that Hajime would never have the opportunity to. Not that he wasn't enjoying himself. It was simply that he could not feel the same type of enjoyment that Minoru was
After relishing in the other’s reactions, Hajime decided to move his hand up and down. Slowly, teasingly.
Minoru's breathing had gotten noticeably more intense as he did. Hajime kept it at a slow pace, enjoying the process of drawing it out. He could tell Minoru was getting frustrated, but he could also see the underlying and ever-present enjoyment he was experiencing.
After a few seconds of that slow teasing pace, he picked up speed ever so slightly. Just enough to be noticeable but not nearly enough to make a difference.
Between laboured breaths, Minoru said, "You really do like drawing this out." Trying to laugh it off but failing.
"Well. You make such interesting responses. I don't think I'll see anything like this again, I want to make it last."
"You say that but your eyes still look closed."
"I can just see fine."
Hajime continued moving his hand up and down the other man's dick. Increasing pace whenever he felt he needed to.
"I think I'm close. Like seriously."
Hajime applied a bit more pressure, not able to help himself. A loud moan echoed in the room. Cum squirted out, dripping from the tip.
Hajime was satisfied with the result. Letting go of Minoru’s dick so he could shuffle closer to the other man. He wanted to kiss him some more. And so he did.
This time the kisses were much more intense on Hajime's side.
This time the kisses were much more intense, Hajime knew what he was doing now. Knew what he should do and what got the best reactions out of Minoru. Tugging and biting on his lips one moment then teasing the other's tongue the next. By the time Hajime felt satisfied, Minoru was breathless and utterly exhausted.
He looked like he wanted to say something but it was clear he decided against it. Instead Hajime looked at the marks he gave Minoru earlier. The bruises that began to bloom along his neck and collarbone. He thought, since it was a one time thing, it would be alright to indulge in his more selfish desires. Minoru always encouraged that after all. So indulge he did.
"I'm tired. Are you satisfied playing around?"
No. Hajime was never going to be satisfied with just that. He wanted more, wanted Minoru. But that was an impossible dream. Being a star to everyone was much more important.
"My curiosity has been fulfilled. I'll help you clean up so you can rest. I had a lot of fun."
"Me too. But maaan, I'm wiped."
It was over. Hajime cleaned up the mess Minoru had made, making sure to be gentle with him, throwing him his pajamas and a fresh pair of underwear.
"Thanks."
"I should be thanking you for indulging my request."
"Yeah yeah." He yawned, "I really should sleep."
Hajime turned off the light but didn't leave the room. He sat down at the desk chair. He listened to Minoru's soft breaths as he drifted off into a deep sleep.
The night was over, he wished he could've done more. But it was unlikely he'd get the chance to. He didn't exactly plan for it to escalate into anything like this intentionally, he was just curious. Although he'd be lying if he said he didn't hope for this outcome.
He feels something for Minoru. He hasn't really felt this exact feeling before. It's similar to the feelings he holds for Noriyuki if he had to name it. It would be nice if the three of them could do something together but that would just be a fantasy.
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When Minoru woke up, he was half shocked to find his body covered in hickeys and bite marks. He was suddenly glad for his preference towards turtle necks.