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You are Cupid.
Not the child the mortals paint, no chubby limbs, no clumsy bow. You were never small. Never young. Never growing.
You simply were.
From the moment consciousness first rippled through the universe, you existed as an inevitability parallel to Death itself. Where Death was the ending of all things, you were the thread that made endings matter. Love preceded time. Love survived it. Love bent reality without ever demanding acknowledgment.
And you were Love’s embodiment.
Your form, if it could be called that, was suggestion rather than substance. A silhouette made of drifting pink light, wisps curling endlessly like smoke caught in a perpetual slow breath. No sharp edges. No true face. Mortals perceived you differently depending on what they needed to believe, an angel, a spirit, a hallucination born of longing.
Your presence was warm but not hot, soft but not weak. Like sunlight filtered through rose glass. Like a heartbeat heard from inside the chest.
You did not walk so much as drift, reality parting gently for you as if unwilling to bruise itself against your existence.
You had never questioned your purpose.
You spread love. You did not partake in it.
That distinction had never hurt, until Death broke the rule.
Death was not cruel.
That was the first lie mortals told themselves.
Death was not kind either.
Death simply was, a constant, quiet presence that ended stories so new ones could exist. Where you overflowed endlessly, Death was precise. Calculated. Measured.
You had known Death since the dawn of everything. Not as a friend, not as an enemy, but as a counterpart. You rarely spoke. When you did, it was brief. Words were unnecessary when understanding was already complete.
Then one day, Death changed.
You felt it before you understood it.
A distortion in the fabric of inevitability. A hesitation. A softness where none should exist.
Death had fallen in love.
Not infatuation. Not curiosity. Love.
With a Midgardian.
A mortal soul so fleeting that even speaking their name felt like a betrayal of eternity.
You watched from afar as Death lingered longer than necessary, as cold fingers brushed mortal skin with reverence rather than duty. You watched Death grieve, a thing that should have been impossible.
Love bloomed where it should never have existed.
And from that love came life.
A paradox wrapped in flesh.
You did not interfere. That was not your way.
But something inside you twisted, tightened like a knot pulled too far.
If Death could love, then why could you not.
What cruel logic dictated that the one forged of Love itself would remain untouched by it.
You did not rage.
You did not weep.
You grew curious.
And curiosity, for beings like you, was dangerous.
Taking form was effortless.
You condensed yourself gently, folding infinity inward until you were something the mortal plane could tolerate. Your light dimmed, not weakened, but focused. The pink mist clung closer, hugging the suggestion of shoulders, arms, a torso that shimmered between defined and abstract.
Your feet touched the earth.
Cracked pavement greeted you, rough and unwelcoming beneath the illusion of weight.
Sokovia.
A land fractured by politics, poverty, and promises that had never intended to be kept. The air tasted of smoke and dust. Old grief hung thick, embedded into concrete and bone.
You inhaled, not because you needed to, but because mortals did.
It hurt.
You walked.
Every step sent faint ripples through the emotional spectrum around you. You felt love everywhere, thin, strained, surviving on scraps. Lovers clung together in doorways. Mothers shielded children with bodies too frail to matter against bombs. Old men remembered better days like prayers whispered to no god in particular.
Love endured.
It always did.
Then you felt it.
A concentration so dense it bordered on absurd.
A beacon.
You laughed softly, sound like chimes stirred by wind.
For a mortal, you murmured, head tilting, that is excessive.
The mist pulled at you eagerly, strands of your own essence stretching outward, recognizing itself.
Calling you home.
The apartment building stood miraculously intact amid the ruins, walls cracked but defiant. Inside, warmth spilled outward, laughter, voices, the faint static of foreign television signals.
You paused at the threshold.
Love saturated the space so completely it pressed against your senses, thick and bright, a soft humming resonance that made your very essence vibrate in recognition.
You stepped inside.
A family of four sat gathered around a television broadcasting an old American sitcom. The laugh track was tinny, distorted by distance and poor reception, but the joy was real. Genuine.
You watched unseen as the parents rose to prepare dinner, murmuring affectionately. Their love was gentle. Earned. Comfortable.
It was not the source.
Your gaze drifted back to the children.
Twins.
A boy sprawled on the floor, restless energy coiled tight beneath his skin, foot tapping even as his eyes followed the screen. A girl sat cross legged beside him, posture attentive, eyes wide, lips parted in awe.
And there.
Her.
Love did not simply exist within her.
It overflowed.
It poured from her in waves, unfiltered, unguarded, incandescent. Pink light bled into the air around her, so dense it nearly became visible even to mortal eyes.
You lowered yourself beside her, movements careful, reverent.
How, you whispered, voice barely disturbing the space, can such a small thing hold so much.
She laughed at something on the screen, a sound so pure it struck you like a physical blow.
For the first time since creation, Love felt unbalanced.
You decided, then.
You would watch her.
You followed her quietly through the years, an unseen companion drifting at the edge of her life.
Wanda Maximoff.
You learned her habits, how she leaned closer to the television during dramatic moments, how she laughed with her whole body, how she instinctively reached for Pietro whenever she felt uncertain. You watched her parents’ love shape her gently, teaching her warmth without words.
You watched her glow.
And you wondered.
Was love something mortals were born with.
Or something they learned to create.
You lingered longer than necessary. You stayed even when other hearts called for guidance. You told yourself it was study. Observation.
But you were lying.
The night the bomb fell, the sky screamed.
Metal tore through the air, ripping sound into something sharp and hateful. The explosion obliterated warmth in an instant, replacing it with fire, dust, and terror.
You were there.
You always were.
Rubble collapsed inward, trapping small bodies beneath the remains of what had once been a home. Wanda clung to Pietro, eyes wide, breath shallow, fear strangling the glow within her.
For the first time, her light dimmed.
Just a little.
You reached out instinctively, then froze.
You could not interfere.
Not like this.
Love did not stop bombs. Love did not rewrite fate.
So you stayed.
You watched.
You endured the sound of her sobs, the slow realization settling into her bones as hours dragged into days beneath the rubble. You felt something coil tight within you, sharp and foreign.
It was not love.
It was not hate.
It was something else.
Moons passed.
The twins survived.
Barely.
You followed them through streets that grew harsher by the day, watched as hunger hollowed their cheeks, as fear carved permanent lines into expressions too young to know such things.
And then, the camp.
The theft.
The violence.
When Pietro fell, fists raining down upon him, Wanda’s scream ripped through the air like glass shattering.
Something inside you snapped.
You manifested fully.
Your presence washed over the alley, warmth surging outward in a tidal wave. Love flooded the space, overwhelming, intoxicating.
Children froze mid motion, eyes glassy, breath hitching as affection and empathy slammed into them without warning.
How, you asked softly, stepping forward, can fawns like you do such a thing.
They did not answer.
They could not.
You offered bread, glowing faintly pink in your palm.
Bread.
They took it eagerly, gratitude blooming instantly, confusion trailing behind as they scattered like startled birds.
You knelt before the twins.
Food, you asked gently.
Wanda nodded, trembling fingers accepting the offering.
Thank you, she whispered.
Her voice cracked something deep within you.
You healed Pietro with a wave of light, watched awe bloom in their eyes.
Magic, Wanda breathed.
You smiled.
Before leaving, you pressed candy into Pietro’s hands.
Take care, you said.
Then you vanished.
Years passed.
They never forgot you.
Wanda dreamed of pink light and warmth during her darkest nights. Pietro spoke of angels and magic whenever hope felt thin.
You watched from afar as Hydra took them, as experiments tore into Wanda’s mind, twisting love into something volatile and vast.
Chaos bled into your domain.
Red entwined with pink.
And then.
She saw you.
Not with eyes.
With knowing.
Her gaze followed your invisible form, recognition flaring sharp and sudden.
Fear bloomed in you.
She remembers.
And for the first time in eternity, you wondered.
What happens when Love is seen.