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Summary:

Only Mira and Zoey manage to see what she tries to hide: a girl worn out, terrified of being the cause of the fall of those she loves most.

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Celine increases the difficulty in training at Rumi and she ends up reacting physically to stress.

Notes:

Hiii this is my first fic, it's based of my experience between my last year of high school and first year of University, sorry if it sucks :(

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Rumi learned to wake up in silence, as if even breathing could be a mistake. That is the result of being the daughter of one of Korea’s brightest idols and following in her footsteps from a very young age.

As long as she can remember, it has always been the same routine: straight back, a perfect voice, and rigorous training to become a hunter. Of course, her facade began to crumble when her girls came into her life. Training became more fun, and fights no longer hurt the way they used to.

until there were 4 weeks left until the debut

“All right, girls,” Celine interrupted, who had been watching them for an hour, pointing out every exercise. “Rest for fifteen minutes and then continue.”

“Yes, Celine” they answered in unison, exhausted, cheeks flushed, as each one grabbed their bottles and stretched their now jelly-like limbs.

“Dude, I’d melt right now!” the youngest exclaimed, resting her head on Mira's shoulder. The pink haired gave her a small smile.

“I don’t think that’s possible, but same” she joked, gently pinching the maknae’s freckled nose. She turned her attention back to the future leader—while wiping the sweat from her forehead, she noticed her cheeks flushed from exhaustion. That detail made Mira’s heart flutter. She began to drift into her little world when she felt a mischievous gaze at her side.

“What are you admiring so much?” Zoey teased, also looking at the girl as she prepared for the next training. Mira simply looked away, blushing, which she managed to hide with her hand. With her other hand she pushed the girl’s face away, and the girl answered with a laugh.

It is undeniable that the three share a deep affection. Despite having been warned, their bond only grew stronger; their hearts dance together with the honmoon.

The minutes passed like seconds, and soon Celine called them back. With an obvious groan, they returned to their spots.

This time, singing and choreography. The oldest watched closely as the trio danced, not missing a single mistake.

“Again!” she exclaimed firmly, noticing the lack of coordination. The girls went back to their respective spots for the third time. They would not finish until it was perfect; of that they had no doubt.

Everything was going well, until, while turning and moving, Rumi’s foot got tangled with Zoey’s and she fell on top of her. They could only laugh at their clumsiness, while Mira helped them up and brushed them off, but the laughter stopped when they felt the woman’s tense aura.

“Do you think this is a game? Are you three joking?” The adult, hands on her hips, stood firm, asserting her superiority over the three girl. The trio took their positions, each offering an apology, but those eyes were fixed only on the one with braided hair.

She took her chin and lifted her face. The girl looked at her in confusion, for she had never received such treatment from her tutor.

“If you let it happen again, not only will you fail, one of you will die because of you” she spat coldly, showing a harshness capable of enforcing any discipline.

Rumi stood stunned for a few seconds, processing the words. Her gaze faltered as she felt something sink into her chest. It was that anticipated guilt: if she failed, her girls could be in danger.

Mira clenched her fists at her sides, leaving faint marks in her palms. Every fiber of her being wanted to protest, but she wouldn’t allow herself to—she couldn’t take out her rebellion on Celine the way she used to with her parents. Beside her, Zoey watched the leader with barely contained concern, her eyes searching her face for a sign that she was okay.

But Rumi wasn’t looking at them—she couldn’t.

Celine released her chin with a gentle motion, taking a step back “If you can’t keep your focus in a simple rehearsal, how do you expect to do it in a real hunt?” Her voice was cold, calculating. “You are future hunters, you must not fail. Never forget that.”

The silence that followed was heavy, almost suffocating. Rumi swallowed, feeling something twist inside her.

“I’m sorry,” she murmured, barely a whisper—something she hated about herself, hearing herself sound small and afraid.

The older woman simply turned on her heels toward the sound system.

“From the beginning. Again,” she ordered firmly. “And then you’ll be able to end the day.”

The trio went back to their places, not before the pink-haired girl shot a look at her girl, trying to send her any kind of comfort. The maknae brushed her hand discreetly as she passed, a tiny gesture that said “It's okay.”

But Rumi was already somewhere else, in her own head, calculating every step as if her life—as if their lives—depended on it.

 

When they finally finished, the girls were completely worn out. At least they could relax and spend time together, like they did after every training session. A game, a movie, or even videos of turtles that the maknae loved.

 

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The maknae tried her hardest to make a shape with her body, lifting her arms and forming a circle. Her cheeks were puffed up from the effort, something that made the other two feel tender toward her.

“A ball” the future leader tried to guess.

“No, for the last time, I’m edible” the youngest exclaimed, exhausted from holding her arms up.

“A meatball?” the tall one continued, casually wrapping an arm around Rumi.

An alarm sounded, signaling that her time was up. Zoey exhaled loudly, letting her arms fall.

“It was a donut, duh!” she exclaimed, heading toward the couch where the others were. She flopped down with a huff next to Rumi, while Rumi brushed the younger girl’s bangs.

“You looked like everything except a donut, Zo,” the pink-haired girl joked, making the girls laugh.

“I did look like one!” Zoey protested, sitting up slightly and pointing at Mira in mock indignation. “You guys have no imagination, donuts are round.”

Mira rolled her eyes with a smile, ready to reply, when a firm voice cut through the air.

“Rumi.”

The name echoed in the room like a dry thunderclap. The three turned toward the entrance, where Celine stood with her arms crossed, her expression unreadable but her presence enough to freeze the air.

“I need to talk to you. Now.”

It wasn’t a request.

Mira’s arm around Rumi tightened involuntarily. Rumi felt her stomach clench, that moment of peace evaporating as if it had never existed.

“Yes, Celine,” she replied automatically, her voice stripped of the warmth it had seconds before.

She stood up from the couch, feeling her girls’ eyes fixed on her back. She wanted to turn around, say something—anything—but her feet were already carrying her toward Celine. The door closed behind them with a soft click that sounded final.

The silence left in the room was thick, uncomfortable. Zoey looked at Mira, her brows knit with worry.

“What do you think…?” she began to whisper.

Mira shook her head, not taking her eyes off the closed door.

They really knew how harsh Celine’s behavior toward Rumi was compared to how she treated them. Their leader insisted that they shouldn’t worry, but this time it felt harder not to. It was silly to blow up like that over just a simple stumble.

On the other side of the door was Celine’s office. She stood in front of her daughter with her hands behind her back. Rumi didn’t know what to expect, but she knew she would have to apologize again. The older woman let out a sigh before starting to scold her.

“You can’t allow any mistakes, and even less now. You know that, right?” she said gently at first, walking from one corner to the other.

Rumi could handle that tone, so she simply nodded obediently. “Yes, I know.”

Celine narrowed her eyes without taking her gaze off the younger girl. “Then why do you let yourself fail? Don’t you want to be as good as your mother?” She raised her voice at that last question, trying to provoke her. Rumi lifted her head abruptly, looking at her mentor in shock.

“W-what?”

Her voice came out with a soft break. Celine just stood in front of her again, not dropping her serious gaze.

“Your mother didn’t do this kind of clowning around at your age,” she added without remorse.

She had touched her weakest point: her mother. Her dear mother. Her throat went dry, trapping words inside her. Her breathing faltered without warning. She wanted to argue, but what was the point? She knew Celine could weaken her even more with a single sentence. In response, her eyes grew moist, doing everything she could to keep her gaze up—if she didn’t, the older woman would repeat the same phrase for the hundredth ti—

“Don’t you dare shed those tears. We are Hunters, voices strong. Your faults and fears must never be seen,” her mentor said proudly. The younger girl just nodded while wiping her tears with the sleeve of her sweater. That phrase repeated itself over and over in her head every time she felt vulnerable, when her patterns showed in front of her mentor.

The minutes passed, still scolding the poor girl, reminding her that she must work hard to be a future leader, a half-demon. And she could only listen while her fists trembled unconsciously.

Celine rested her hand on Rumi’s shoulder affectionately, this time looking at her with empathy, even though her words carried none of it.

“Starting tomorrow, your training will begin two hours earlier than the others’. You’ll do the same as they do, and then you’ll train again with them. Is that clear?” Her voice remained firm toward her goal with the younger girl.

Rumi complained in her mind. That would be double training—maybe she’d even be too tired to spend time with her girls—but she only nodded for her mentor.

The older woman placed a kiss on the purple-haired girl’s crown. “You’ll make everyone very happy if you do things right, aegiya,” she said fondly. “You will shine if you succeed.”