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it was late night when Phuwin arrived to bangkok.
finally, finally he was home.
finally he could sleep on his bed, maybe play with hana a little.
finally he could rest after hours and hours of non stop filming.
finally he’s back to him.
to pond.
pond who had travelled to chiang mai to see him, pond who brought him the red threads for blessing.
he still remembers when fourth came to him all happy and bouncy telling him how X is full of posts of pond and gemini arriving in chiang mai, he remembers his heart beating a little too loud, a little gasp that left him when he saw the tweets himself.
pond was actually there, pond actually came to him.
well he did expect something to happen after all his efforts to draw pond’s attention, but he didn’t expect him to physically come to him.
he still remembers how his heart wasn’t calming down throughout the day, he felt all jittery waiting for him.
it was stupid maybe they weren’t even dating, well not officially dating, YET.
he remembers when he saw him, pond walking with gemini to the shoot.
remembers how hard he tried to avoid just running to him and hugging him, still remembers the soft polite smile pond gave him.
it nearly made him gasp.
still remembers how everybody on set made it their personal duty to tease him about it.
still remembers how when they traveled back to the hotel, in the confined space of his room he finally could look at pond the way he ached to.
still remembers losing himself in his eyes, just like every other time.
still remembers pond looking at him with so much adoration, how he slowly pulled him in a hug.
how he felt at home finally, it was unreal how a hug could make him feel this way, but pond had this effect on him since forever.
he remembers inhaling pond’s perfume and it hit him, pond was there, holding him tight in his arms finally.
still remembers pond telling him how much he had missed him, remembers cuddling him till pond had to leave.
remembers how hard he had to fight the urge to just ask pond to stay, right here beside him holding him, just them.
remembers the featherlight kiss pond left on his forehead before telling him to take care of himself, to eat on time, to sleep. how he told him they’ll see each other soon.
and now he was in bangkok, finally where he yearned to be for the last few days.
he was walking out of the airport when he saw him, he couldn’t believe it.
it couldn’t be, how could pond be there? no way.
and then he took another look and there he was pond in a oversized black hoodie, mask and sunglasses on.
trying so hard not to grab any attention to himself, yet it didn’t take phuwin much time to figure out it’s him.
he rushed to him looking at him, he could see pond smiling through his mask,
“welcome back phu” and phuwin was GONE.
slowly he patted pond’s back, and pond being the ever so polite one took his bags and led them to his car.
this version of pond, this habit of serving and catering to every one of his needs has always made phuwin weak in his knees.
pond with his huge body, his beautiful face, his politeness, kindness has phuwin whipped without him knowing.
as they head to phuwins condo, he could feel his hearth thumping with anticipation
would pond stay? should he ask pond to come over? what should he say? what excuse would not sound like an excuse?
before he could PONDer (heehe) over this more the car came to a stop, pond parking in.
before phuwin could even think of something to make pond stay he saw him coming to his side to open his gate.
“its late you know, are you sure you’ll drive back? you should stay tonight i mean if you want to of course no press-“ before phuwin could go on about his desperate attempt to make pond stay without seeming desperate
he felt pond softly coddling his face, smiling
“are you asking for me to come up w you phu? because i would’ve regardless”
phuwin would be lying if he said he didn’t fall for him harder in that moment.
still short circuiting he could only nod as his cheeks were burning, he was sure.
the anticipation of what would happen was making phuwin restless the entire trip to his condo.
he fumbled around the keys as he opened his door, removing his shoes expecting pond to follow him.
he was about to turn around when he felt big hands around his waist, pulling him tight to the steel hard chest, a gasp leaving his mouth.
“p’pond”
a low groan left pond’s throat as he nudged his face in phuwin’s neck.
“missed you phu, missed you so much” pulling him in even tighter.
“missed you more nara” he turned around slowly in ponds hold.
he was losing himself in ponds eyes again, every time he looked into his eyes he felt it all, the realisation of how much love ponds eyes held for him, the realisation of how soft and vulnerable ponds was for him, the realisation that he was equally ruined for him.
he didn’t even realise when their faces had come that close, their noses slightly nudging, lips rubbing each-others in a featherlight way.
as if they both had all the time in the world, he felt pond smiling as he started leaving little pecks all over his face, holding his face so gently as if he’d break if pond held him a little more tightly.
and then finally, he kissed him, slow and gentle at first like he was showing how much he cares, how gentle and soft he was for phuwin.
soon the kiss deepened, the desperation and want, the longing for each other making them restless.
phuwin didn’t even realise when they started moving towards his bedroom, lips never disconnecting, the need to be connected to each other in every way possible.
when they finally moved back, lips swollen and gasping for air is when phuwin saw what he thought was an angel.
pond with his disheveled hair, lips swollen and glistening, eyes glassy like he was about to cry, breathing uneven and yet aching to touch phuwin, to be connected in some way, to feel his presence in any way that he could.
phuwin felt the same, the need to be close to pond, to touch him, to be so close that he feels it, feels pond with him, to know this isn’t a fever dream at 2am where he was yearning for pond to be there with him so bad he felt him holding him in his arms.
before he could say anything, pond’s lips were back on him, everywhere, kissing down his jawline, desperately trying not to leave any marks.
phuwin pushed him a little back, almost sure he heard pond whine like a child, a little giggle leaving his mouth.
“calm down nara, i am not going anywhere”
only making pond pout slightly
“i-i’m sorry phu, i-i just missed you. i know you must be tired and i just..i’m sorry na”
and phuwin was gone again, how is this man even real?
phuwin just smiled pulling pond closer by his hoodie, leaving a peck on his lips making pond blush slightly.
“you can kiss me all you want nara, i missed you too”
pond was sure he could combust at this moment, this beautiful boy in front of him
had no idea what the words did to him.
“but i think you should take a shower, rest up a little. we both have events tomorrow”
ponds hands threading in phuwins hair.
“b-but you should stay you know, you can just sleep here, i-it’s not safe to drive back this late” phuwin was so sure pond could see the desperation in phuwin to make him stay back.
pond just softly chuckled “i am not going anywhere phu, you go take a shower and then we’ll go to sleep na? i am right here baby”
phuwin blushed crimson as he nodded and rushed to the bathroom before he combusts into flames, the word baby making him red.
as phuwin returned from a hot shower, changing into ponds hoodie and sweatpants he saw pond sitting on bed, the lights dim and his favourite candle lit.
pond was just like this, always knowing what phuwin would need, what he would want.
and phuwin? every time he saw pond doing something like this for him, he felt like this is it, this is where he’s meant to be, this is where he wants to be.
he saw pond looking up at him, smiling his beautiful smile at him.
“come here phu, we’ll go to sleep now”
phuwin just nodded, moving on the bed beside his big puppy,
he felt pond pulling him close till his head was resting on his broad chest, his fingers playing with his hair, leaving a kiss on his head.
phuwin just moved slower, slowly nudging in ponds neck, leaving a feather light kiss there.
“i missed this, missed you taking care of
me. missed sleeping next to you.” phuwin slowly lifted his face to look at pond, seeing him looking at him already.
pond just smiled, kissing his head “i missed you more baby, it was lonely without you here”
phuwin just smiled back “yeah i know, i saw your live” a small chuckle leaving his lips.
noticing pond turning a little red.
before pond could say something phuwin left a peck on his lips.
pond held him tighter, his hands circling around his waist settling there.
“lets go to sleep now na? you must be tired”
phuwin just nodded, sleep already over taking his senses as he moved closer nuzzling into pond.
pond just smiled at him, “i love you phu” leaving his lips before he slowly drifted to sleep, hearing phuwin mutter a love you back to him.