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Jon messed up big time. He knew it, yet he tried to make it right. But he couldn't find Jay anymore. He was left hopeless. Havign changed from his darker suit to his usual blue and red, he did what Superman always did. Saving people. He helped out as best he can. Helping those who need it. He was just like his father.
Yet, at the end of it all, he sought out Jay. He couldn't find the pinkette anywhere he looked. Even their apartment was empty. Like he was never there to begin with. Only leaving a note that said don't look for him. But he was stubborn, just like his mother. He'll find Jay and–
He let out a long sigh and sat on the couch. It had been a long month since that day. He replied it in his head. Where did he go wrong. He did everything right. But was it right? Or was it just some delusion he told himself. He couldnt sleep and the dreams of what happened plagued him. He had to ground himself and distract himself from what Waller did.
He closed his eyes for a moment then heard a cry for help. He shot up and was put of the apartment in less than a second and on his way across the world to help.
Helping everyone but Jay
He found himself in Parthas, Ohio, the only other person who was there when it happened. He couldn't go to Damian, he didnt like to hear him talk his love life. But it was thanks to him that he managed to known about The Truth where he met Jay. He knocked on the door, it was the middle of the night and he wasn't sure if she was awake. God, for all he knows she could be somewhere else, maybe dream killing another–
He took aa steady breath and waited for her to answer, if not he'll just go annoy Damian back in Gotham. He did miss his best friend after all those being held captive by Ultraman then being in the future for so long.
The door opened, his lilac eyes met that of Nia Nal or some may know her as Dreamer, able to walk in peoples dreams and have future visions. She was dressed in her might clothes compared to Jon's hero costume which stuck out like a sore thumb. He wasnt sure how her powers worked but given the time he might ask her. But for now he just wanted comfort and not be alone.
"Jon? What are you doing here, is everything alright?" She asks with just urgency and care. He saw much of Nura within Nia.
"Can I come in, I need to talk to someone other than myself." Seeing the looking in his eyes, the Naltorian hybrid nodded and gesture him inside. He slowly walked inside instead hovering, he made his way to the couch and just sat down. "Thank you." He said and Nia gave him a soft look.
She had a soft spot for Jon. He shined bright just like his father. Always looking for the good in others and wanting peace and not violence, something she wished she could strife for but can't. She has too much blood on her hands to do anything.
"Whats wrong? Have you found Jay?" She sat next to him on the couch and held his hand knowing how hurt he was after they broke up.
Looking away, Jon just sighed in frustration, "No. But i might have leads but I haven't followed them. I keep wanting to find Jay my way. His usual spots, waiting for him at campus. Maybe catch him somewhere on the street," He clenched his hands in anger. "I can't find him. I failed again. Just like with Gamorra island, his mother, everyone. I'm supposed to be Superman, yet I can't—"
He stops, having realized he started talking about the things he kept locked away. That he didnt share because he didnt want to worry his Mom, Jay or anyone. Not even Damian knew. But here he was talking to someone he considers a friend, who helped him. But he also knows he cant trust a person deeply, yet Nia wasn't just anyone.
He took a deep breath, "I found leads that Jay is trying to gather up Gamorrians to make a new nation for themselves." Every since Waller and the government took the nation it wasnt safe for them. He looked at Nia who had a shocked look on her face.
"That's not a bad idea. After everything he has been through, I'm sure he wants to help his people, especially, well." She let it hang in the air. The death of Sara Nakamura was something that kept Jay up at night. Jon would find him at his laptop, going through videos, files, anything to make sure his anger was justified. That his haterd for not only Waller but the people involved were his right target. Especially the one Jon was with now. He couldnt blame him then and sure won't now. He would do the same if he lost either of his parents.
"You saw how hurt he looked every time I tried to defend you." He looked at her, lilac to brown meeting. "And yet i want you two to get along, but the past hurts, I know that."
"Then the only way to forget about the past is burying yourself in work, which is what he is doing. Jon, I cant speak about Jay, but I can speak about you. You're kind, sweet and even charming when you are yourself. But you are putting too much pressure on yourself over this." She holds his hands within her own. "Take a moment to rest, breathe. Sleep on my couch like last time."
He nodded slowly. He was worried about Jay. He couldn't just sit and let him go further down in his path. He laid back down and Nia disappeared into the kitchen. He took off his cape and let it hang over the couch. He felt like a failure of a hero. He wondered if his dad ever felt like this. He might have, but Jon saw his dad as a perfect hero. Unable to do wrong and helping everyone like the greatest hero known to man. He then felt soemthing cold pressed agaisnt his face. He saw Nia back with a beer in hand.
"I don't drink." As he said that he still took it. "Plus, I can't get drunk, unless I'm on a Red Sun planet."
"Just try it, I do it when I'm having a bad and you are having one, the longest one ever. " She sipped her drink, enjoying the taste. He lightly flicked the cap off and took a big sip. He coughed, pulling the drink back.
"Maybe I should stick to the ones that aren't so bitter." He smiled and took another sip. Nia snorted and giggled taking a sip and looking at him with a sweet smile. Even if he can't get drunk, he'll still take it. He might have to ask Kara or Conner about Red Sun planets. Could be useful next time.
Nia then sat next to Jon and he smiled, moving closer. He might not like how she has handled herself, but he doesn't mind her company. He felt safe. She helped him and he never thought of her as bad. She was used and blackmailed. Even after finding Waller and learning how she wanted to kill her. He still saw the greatest in her. Maybe this was him being optimistic or the fact he knew she would become a great in the near future. She was amazing in every step of the way. Maybe it was because he was feeling hopeless or just tired from the lack of sleep but he leaned in. Nia did the same and their lips touch and something else overtook them. A hunger –lust– envelopes them. Putting down their drinks, Jon grabbed her face to better kiss her and Nia started taking off his suit slowly. He awkwardly move his hand to touch her body, grabbing her shirt and ripped it. They stopped and he looked down, his cheeks turning pink from embarrassment.
"Sorry, that was a—"
Just as quick as he was about to apologize, Nia locked her lips to his again and pushed him down onto the couch and guiding his hands across her body touching her breasts, he cupped them and played with it slowly. Stopping she took her pants off, Jon felt her cock sticking out, getting hard himself. She sat upright and looked down on him, licking her lips, she then moved her hips across his crotch getting him to grunt softly. He nervously laughed and held her waist with one hand while the other gently stroked her hard cock. It wasnt a big as he thought and he didnt want to compare. He scolded himself thinking of Jay at this moment but that seemed to get a rise out of him as his cock twitched and poked Nia's butt.
The Naltorian hybrid let out a soft moan and rubbed her butt agaisnt Jon's dick getting him to breathe out sharply. Both groaned and moaned and Jon added more speed to stroke her faster. Nia cried out letting Jon do his work on her. The added speed made her knees weak. He stopped and the woman let out a whine looking at Jon with pleading eyes, feeling that she was near. He brought himself up, holding her then kissing her once more, she kised back and wrapped her arms around his neck. Then using his super speed he placed her on the bed, taking off his suit fully finally revealing his naked form. The woman who can walk through dreams stares at the Kryptonian hybrid's body, taking in every inch of the man of steel's god like figure till seeing his cock that was up and ready. She bite her lip in a low hunger.
Jon himself admired Nia's naked beauty and had to admit that he found her attractive even back then. He shook that thought away and moved towards her in a slow steady matter. He kissed her, she grabbed his cock and started stroking harder. He hissed in pleasure and allowed her to take the lead. Nia then licked his manhood then started sucking it heavily. Taking it fully in.
"Oooo!" He moaned.
He grabbed the back of her head and his hips buckled then releasing within her mouth. Nia teared up, taking it all in, she pulled away then gulping it down. Semen dripped from her lips and from the now limped cock. She looked at him with lust and grew hot within then dragged him to the bed, pinning him then kissing him. Letting them share his semen between the two, tasting it's thickness and sweetness. He panted lightly, feeling extra exhausted from just one climax.
Nia spread his legs, he felt heat rise in his ears as she pulling back stroking both their cocks agaisnt each other. She heard him moand sweetly, holding back her own moans. She used his precum to coat her own cock, she teased, edging him to the pain he started whining and wanting to climax but she denied him each time. Feeling her own being wet enough she moved it to his hole, spitting in it, then slowly thrust her cock inside.
He cried out, feeling it strech his hole, his own cock twitching and leaking. He whined, groaning and moaning. Nia grabbed his face and made him look at her. Purple meeting brown.
"Relax, Jon~" She said in a seductive tone, easing him into the pain. Having moving her hips slightly getting a cute reaction from him. He does just that, relaxing, letting her cock enter with ease. Nia then started thrusting and Superman moaned loudly, she gripped his cock and started fucking him. They did it for multiple rounds even stopping to take a breather, in Nia's case, then ending up under the covers, cuddling.
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The morning day arrived and Nia awoke, extending her arm to grab a hold of Jon but found only air. She opened her eyes to find that the Kryptonian Hybrid wasn't there. A bit disappointed that he didn't stay. She found herself in the kitchen waiting for the kettle to stop boiling. Gray cloud hung in the sky. She didnt have any visions of the future so it must be another day that it relatively quiet, though she knows the life of a hero isnt all that mundane. She has some idea of what she needed to do. Just then the wind kicked up, her hair blew in the wind and levitating over the floor was Jon Kent holding two cups of coffee and a box of freshly backed croissants.
"Morning," He gave a small smile holding up the hot drinks and food. "Sorry, the line was a bit long, I tried my best to make it in time." He placed them down on a table and Nia was speechless for a second.
"Thought you left," She found the words and the smell of the croissants reached her nose. "Superman business right."
"I did that too, there was a family that needed help. And a man who lost his contacts. Oh, and this one woman who—" He was kissed then the coffee was grabbed from its holder. The lingering lust from the previous night still hung in the air as he watched Nia lean back against the kitchen table.
"Thank you, Superman," She drank it and hummed in approval. "You got it right."
"Yeah." He smiled taking his coffee and sipping it. Awkwardly, he didnt know what to do next. He never had done this. Slept with someone he wasnt in a relationship with. He ponded for hours after they were done and she was knocked out on how to proceed. He felt extremely guitly for doing it. Even if it felt good. He looked at Nia who only wore a shirt this time. Heat rose to his ears, remembering how it felt. How good she felt.
"This can't be your first time, right," She voiced her thoughts, "You and Jay definitely." She let it hung in the air and Jon wad quick to respond.
"We did." A flush ran across his face. "But it's just this. Never had a fling before." Takes a sip. "Few years in the volcano then in the future. Didn't have much time to do anything like this." He went quiet and she knew why he did.
In silence, Nia decided to speak up, "We're still friends, just not that because you still have to find Jay. If you do, just don't speak with that in your voice." She points to the symbol in his chest. "He wants Jon not Superman."
He let a sigh out, "I can't separate the two. Before Luthor brainwashed everyone forgetting who the two Superman were. Jon Kent as Superman, and Superman, Jon Kent. They are the same person because that is how I was raised by my Dad." He looked down at the floor. "I try to live up to him as best I can but i feel like I'm always hitting a wall with everyone..."
"Even me."
He frowns, "I try to see the best in people. You arent a bad person, you could have let us all die but you didn't. You helped us, you're a hero." He looked up at her with hopeful eyes and a genuine smile. Her chest tightens and warms up from how trustworthy he was of her.
She hides her smile behind her coffee, "You should tell that to Jay, not me. He needs the support." She places her cup down and looks at him intensely. "Help him. Don't give up."
"I won't. I never intended to." His ears perked up and he heard a cry of help. "I have to go." They stare at each other for a bit. Again, awkwardly, he didnt know what to do. Nia rolls her eyes.
"Go, Superson." And with that he was off to help the cry in the distance. Nia walked over to the table of the croissants and started making herself a sandwich with it. Jon was too kind for his own good but it was needed for how cruel the world can be out there.
She did miss his warm. Like the sun.
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After rescuing more people around the world and stopping a tornado from tearing a small village, Jon was back at his home doing his online collage schooling. He always wanted to have a average collage experience but this was better to balance his collage work and hero work. While busy he tried to contact Jay again and like always, it didn't work. He typed in the last few sentences in his essay then decided to take a break. He locked the house up and walked into the city to a small cafe getting his usual along with a muffin. The city was quiet and he had the day off which Karen and Conner insisted he needed after everything. Superman can have a break now and again and he took it. What he didnt expect was to bump into Jay.
Their eyes met, he was dressed in a hoodie hiding his face. He saw a bandage on his cheek. Did he get hurt? How? All those questions came rushing in his head like a waterfall. He saw him trying to run, his heart beat fasten but he grabbed his wrist, gently, quickly. Jay let out a sharp breath and he knew he couldn't use his powers in public even if his identity wasn't much of a secret.
"Jay," Saying his name felt like a weight off his shoulders. It wasn't like all those other times. But this, this felt good.
Turning to face him, Jay Nakamura met Jon. The hybrid saw his face, his eyes much closer and he was tired. He had bags underneath his eyes and seemed to be running on caffeine rather than a goodnights rest. Then an alarm only his super earring could pick up. He turned and used his sigh to see. Thiefs, robbing a place just a mile or so away, but the cops wouldn't make it. Turning to Jay once again, he let go and quickly made his way into a hidden soft to turn into Superman.
He made quick word of the grunts, disarming them with ease and letting the bullets fly off his chest. He wondered why they did shoot at times. They knew he was invulnerable and without Kryptonite they couldn't harm him. He melted the gun to bits and had them all surrendered and on the ground just in time for the cops to arrive. He watched over their arrest and once the final one was in did Jon turn to where he last saw Jay and found him gone. He scanned the area as quick as he could, not minding the people taking pictures of him or fawning over him. But he couldn't see him. He lost him again.
Jay, what are you doing.
The rest of the day was spent helping people and seeing where he could help those who aren't in fatal crisis. There is more to being Superman than just punching the bad guy or stopping a storm. He helped the homeless, giving them food, a shelter that is affordable even if they won't stay there long. He visited the hospitals to help out and at the end of it all. He felt good. But then the realization settled in from what he saw. Jay. He was hurt. And he clearly didn't want to be found by him. He was good at disappearing after all.
He went home and crashed in his bed, suit off and in his underwear. A long day but a good one. His phone pinged and he saw it was a message from Nia, telling him to come visit again for some fun. He smiled and responded with a thumbs up. He didnt tell her about Jay. Not yet. Not until he knows who is after him or if he's okay.