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Luka had been working at County General for barely a month when John Carter had first kissed him.
There had been no grand build-up. No drinks after shift, no lingering looks across a candlelit table, no careful choreography of hands brushing. It happened under fluorescent lights that hummed faintly overhead, in a suture room that smelled like antiseptic and dried blood.
“It’s a two person job,” Mark had said, handing over the chart. “You’re both still on.”
John took it with a tight nod, already moving. “Yeah,” he muttered, flipping it open as he headed down the hall.
Luka lingered just long enough to give Mark a reassuring smile. “We’ll take care of it,” he said in that steady, low cadence of his, before following Carter.
The patient was drunk enough to be unconscious, arms flayed open with ugly, jagged gashes that would need careful work. The room was quiet except for the rhythmic beep of the monitor and the soft tear of sterile packaging. Metal instruments clinked in their tray.
They worked side by side, shoulders almost touching. Carter irrigated while Luka inspected the depth of each wound, gloved fingers steady and precise.
“Glass?” Luka asked.
“Looks like it,” Carter replied. “Bar fight, according to EMS. He punched a window.”
“Idiot.”
Carter huffed softly. “Yeah.”
Silence settled again. Luka had grown used to Carter’s intensity over the past month. The way he focused, brow furrowed, tongue darting out to wet his lips when he was concentrating. The way he avoided eye contact when something felt too personal.
“Your stitch is too tight,” Carter said quietly after a moment.
Luka glanced over. “It’s not.”
“It is,” Carter insisted, leaning closer to examine it. “You’ll strangulate the tissue.”
Luka snorted. “I will not.”
Carter reached over, fingers brushing Luka’s as he adjusted the tension slightly. “See? Just a little looser.”
Their gloves dragged against each other, latex against latex. They both stilled.
It was nothing. It should have been nothing.
But Carter didn’t pull back right away.
Luka looked up first. Carter’s face was closer than it needed to be, eyes searching Luka’s like he was trying to solve something complicated and impossible.
“What?” Luka asked softly.
“I don’t—” Carter started, then stopped.
The monitor beeped. The patient snored faintly.
And then Carter did it.
He leaned in, quick and abrupt, like ripping off a bandage, and pressed his mouth to Luka’s. It wasn’t practiced. It wasn’t gentle. It was a collision. Brief and startled, the faint taste of mint gum and adrenaline. Luka’s hands froze mid-stitch.
Carter pulled back just as fast, breath sharp. “I’m sorry,” he said immediately, voice low and rough. “I don’t know why I—”
Luka stared at him, stunned. The fluorescent light flickered once overhead. The patient shifted, muttering incoherently and Luka— who had crossed oceans, who had survived worse things than this— felt his pulse hammering in his throat.
He set down his needle driver carefully and reached up with his still gloved hand, hooked his fingers into the front of Carter’s white coat, and kissed him.
Now, another month has passed and they’ve exchanged many kisses since then. Most of them in Luka’s apartment, long after their shifts ended. In the quiet dark of his bedroom, with the city lights of Chicago bleeding through the blinds and their pagers finally silent on the nightstand. There, without fluorescent lights or the hum of monitors, it was easier to let things unfold. Easier to let hands wander, to let mouths linger, to learn the shape and heat of each other without interruption.
It had become a pattern. A rhythm.
They never spoke about it at work.
At County General, they were simply Dr. Kovač and Dr. Carter. Professional. Focused. Sometimes sharp with each other in the way two capable physicians can be when adrenaline is high and lives are on the line. They didn’t linger in doorways. They didn’t brush hands over charts. They barely allowed themselves eye contact that lasted longer than necessary.
No one in Chicago knew.
Not Mark. Not Lucy. Not Kerry. No one.
And yet County General had a way of knowing things anyway.
It started small like most rumors do.
A look held half a second too long at admit. Carter arriving to a trauma room just a little too quickly when Luka was already inside. Luka volunteering for a consult that technically could have waited until morning, simply because Carter was the one requesting it.
“Are they always this synchronized?” Chuny muttered one night, watching them move around a trauma bay like they shared a nervous system.
“Please,” Malik said. “They can’t even agree on a suture technique.”
But the seed had been planted.
Then came the supply closet incident.
It wasn’t what it sounded like. It rarely is. They had both reached for the same box of sterile gloves at the same time, hands colliding. Carter had laughed under his breath and Luka— god help him— had smiled in a way that wasn’t remotely professional.
Chuny had walked in and the door shut a little too quickly.
County General did what it always did: it filled in the blanks.
By the end of the week, there were glances. Smirks. Conversations that died abruptly when one of them approached. Carter caught Lydia looking at him with an expression that was equal parts curiosity and triumph.
“What?” he demanded.
She only sipped her coffee.
Luka noticed it too, though he pretended not to. He carried himself the same way he always did but there was a tightness around his eyes when whispers trailed off behind him.
They had been so careful.
But County was a pressure cooker. Secrets didn’t survive long here. Not when people worked twenty hour shifts together. Not when exhaustion blurred boundaries and everyone lived half their lives within these walls.
One night, as they stood shoulder to shoulder reviewing labs at the desk, Mark cleared his throat behind them.
“Anything you two want to tell me?” he asked lightly.
Carter stiffened instantly. Luka didn’t move at all.
The monitors beeped. A gurney rattled past. Somewhere, a pager beeeped.
“About the labs?” Luka asked evenly.
Mark’s eyes flicked between them, something knowing in his expression, before he just walked away.
The rumors only got worse after Lucy Knight had noticed.
Well, not noticed.
Witnessed.
It had been a rare lull. One of those strange, fragile pockets of quiet County General sometimes exhaled between trauma. Lucy had slipped into the suture room with her stack of unfinished charts, grateful for the small, enclosed space. It was her unofficial refuge.
She’d pulled the foldable divider halfway across the room, more out of habit than necessity, and had just begun dictating notes under her breath when the door burst open.
It hit the wall with a sharp crack.
“John!” Dr. Kovač’s voice rang out, airy and exasperated, but threaded with something lighter. “I was in the middle of consulting a patient!”
Lucy froze.
Through the narrow slats of the divider, she watched Carter step inside and shove the door closed behind him. He didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he reached back and flipped the lock with a decisive click before yanking down the blinds over the small window in the door. The thin strips clattered shut, cutting off the view from the hall.
“Luka,” he said, breathless in a way that sounded mildly irritated.
Dr. Kovač stood near the counter, hands braced on either side of it, looking more amused than angry. “You cannot just drag me away from a patient,” he said, though there was no real heat behind it.
“I didn’t drag you.”
“You absolutely did.”
Lucy’s eyes widened.
She remained perfectly still, barely breathing, chart clutched to her chest like a shield. Surely they knew the room could be occupied. Surely they would check.
They did not check.
Carter stepped closer. Close enough that Lucy saw the shift in Dr. Kovač’s expression. The teasing softness gives way to something more charged. More private.
“You were flirting,” Carter accused quietly.
“I was being polite,” Kovač corrected, but his voice had dropped.
“You were smiling.”
“I smile.”
“Not like that.”
Lucy felt her face heat. This was not a professional disagreement about patient care.
Carter moved into Kovač’s space, hands coming to rest at his hips. The contact was unmistakably intimate. Kovač’s hands slid from the counter to Carter’s arms, not pushing him away.
“John,” he said, softer now. “We are at work.”
“I know.”
“You locked the door.”
“I know.”
A beat.
And then Carter kissed him.
It wasn’t frantic. It wasn’t even particularly long. But it was deliberate, like this was something practiced, something that had happened before and would happen again.
Lucy’s brain short-circuited.
Dr. Carter. Dr. Kovač.
Oh.
Oh.
Very carefully, moving like a prey animal who has just realized she’s wandered into a lion’s den, Lucy gathered her notes and charts. She slid them into a neat stack, clipped her pen into place, and hugged them to her chest to keep them from rustling.
They didn’t see her.
Carter’s hand was still curled in Kovač’s hair. Kovač’s fingers rested warm and steady at Carter’s waist. Their foreheads hovered close, breath mingling, eyes lidded in a way that had absolutely nothing to do with medicine.
Lucy did not exist in their universe.
Which, frankly, was ideal.
She bent slightly at the knees and sidestepped toward the door to Trauma Two, inching toward it with painstaking care. The fluorescent lights hummed overhead. The drunk patient in the corner room down the hall shouted something incoherent.
Lucy finally reached the door.
She turned the handle millimeter by millimeter, praying it wouldn’t click too loudly. The latch gave with a faint metallic click that seemed thunderous to her ears.
Neither of them reacted. They were still enraptured by each other’s mouths.
Lucy slipped through the narrow opening like a ghost and eased the door shut behind her.
The blinds remained drawn. The lock remained engaged.
They had no idea.
Out in the hallway, the noise rushed back in. Lucy stood there for a full three seconds, staring at the closed door as her heart hammered.
Then she inhaled sharply.
“Oh my god,” she whispered to herself.
And because this was County, because secrets dissolved in these halls like saline into blood, she lasted exactly twelve minutes before someone noticed she was acting strange.
Malik caught her first.
“You look like you just saw a ghost,” he said, eyeing her over a stack of lab results.
Lucy blinked at him.
“Not a ghost,” she muttered.
“Oh?” he prompted.
Her eyes flicked briefly down the hall toward the suture room. Malik followed the look. He raised one slow eyebrow. Lucy clutched her charts tighter.
“I’m not saying anything,” she said quickly.
“You’re absolutely saying something,” he replied.
Behind them, the suture room door finally opened.
Dr. Carter stepped out first, expression composed but faintly flushed. Dr. Kovač followed, adjusting his sleeves with maddening calm.
They looked perfectly normal.
Lucy stared.
Malik stared.
Across the ER, Chuny noticed the staring.
And like blood in water, the current shifted.
Lucy felt bad.
She felt really bad.
In the span of one shift— one ill-advised, poorly timed escape from the suture room— she had already heard five different, increasingly unhinged versions of the Carter-and-Kovač rumor.
And they were escalating.
“I bet they’ve had sex all over the ED,” someone whispered behind her at the admit desk.
Lucy nearly dropped her pen.
She didn’t turn around. She didn’t dignify it with eye contact. She just stared very hard at the chart in front of her and tried not to look like the unwilling keeper of classified information.
It had been a kiss. Close and quiet and charged, yes, but not scandalous in the way the retellings were becoming. Not reckless. Not some sweeping, horizontal tour of hospital property.
Across the desk, Carol glanced up. “You look stressed.”
Lucy swallowed. “Do people always do this?”
“Do what?”
“Take a thing,” Lucy said carefully, “and turn it into ten louder, less accurate things?”
Carol snorted softly. “This is County. If two people stand within three feet of each other twice in one shift, they’re married by morning.”
Lucy risked a glance toward the trauma bays.
Dr. Carter was arguing with Dr. Greene about imaging. Dr. Kovač was calmly explaining something to a patient’s family, hands folded loosely in front of him, posture composed.
They looked normal. Professional.
Not like the center of an underground tabloid.
Another voice drifted from behind the curtain near the admit desk. “I heard they locked themselves in a supply closet last week.”
Lucy winced.
That hadn’t happened.
At least she was ninety percent sure it hadn’t happened.
The guilt pressed heavier in her chest. She hadn’t said anything outright but she hadn’t exactly denied anything either. Her silence had been interpreted. Expanded upon. Weaponized for entertainment.
And County was having a field day.
Malik walked past her a moment later, leaning down slightly. “You know something.”
“No I don’t,” she said too fast.
He grinned. “You absolutely do.”
“I don’t,” she repeated, quieter now.
He studied her for a second, then straightened. “Relax. It’ll burn out.”
Lucy wasn’t so sure.
Because across the room, Carter finally seemed to notice the glances. The way conversations dipped when he approached. The way Chuny’s eyebrow kept arching in theatrical suspicion.
He shot a look at Kovač when their paths crossed.
Kovač, infuriatingly, appeared unbothered.
Lucy watched the subtle exchange, the flicker of tension in Carter’s shoulders, the calm steadiness in Kovač’s gaze.
This wasn’t fair.
Whatever they were, whatever they were choosing to keep private, hadn’t looked like a spectacle.
It had looked… tender.
Which somehow made the whispers worse.
Behind her, another voice chimed in. “I’m telling you, there’s no way it’s just some bromance.”
Lucy turned this time.
“They’re doctors,” she said, sharper than she meant to.
Three heads swiveled toward her. She flushed.
“They’re professionals,” she corrected, softer.
There was a beat of silence. Then someone shrugged.
“Sure. Professional.”
The conversation resumed, quieter but no less curious.
Lucy looked back down at her charts, guilt gnawing at her. She hadn’t meant for this to spiral. She hadn’t meant for a quiet, private moment to become entertainment.
Across the floor, Carter caught her eye for a split second.
She immediately looked away.
John would be lying if he said he hadn’t noticed the stares.
They’d been trailing him all shift. It was subtle, but not subtle enough.
He checked his reflection in the darkened computer screen at one point.
Teeth? Fine.
Hair? Slightly chaotic, but that was baseline.
White coat? Right-side out.
His hand drifted, almost involuntarily, to the side of his neck.
God.
Had Luka left another mark?
It had happened once, a faint bruise just below his collar that he’d had to explain away as an unfortunate slip and fall incident. Luka had looked entirely unapologetic about it.
John scrubbed a hand over his face.a
No. This was paranoia. County thrived on drama. If the rumor mill had decided to churn him up this week, fine. By next week it would be someone else— an attending’s divorce, a botched intubation, a nurse dating a doctor.
It didn’t matter.
He pushed through the door to admit and slid behind the computer, logging in to check labs on his abdominal pain in Curtain Four. Numbers he could handle. Electrolytes didn’t stare at him.
He’d just pulled up the CMP when shadows fell on either side of him.
He didn’t look up.
“So,” Malik began casually, leaning one elbow on the counter and directly into John’s peripheral vision.
John sighed internally.
Jerry mirrored him on the other side, hands shoved in his pockets, wearing the kind of grin that suggested he already knew the punchline to a joke John hadn’t been told.
John kept his eyes on the screen. “If this is about the CT being backed up, I’m aware.”
“Oh, it’s not about the CT,” Malik said smoothly.
Jerry hummed in agreement. “Definitely not.”
John finally looked up, eyes narrowing. “What.”
Malik tilted his head. “You and Kovač.”
John’s stomach dropped exactly half an inch. Outwardly, he frowned. “What about me and Kovač?”
Jerry rocked back on his heels. “Man, don’t do that. Don’t pretend.”
“Pretend what?”
Malik leaned closer, lowering his voice theatrically. “That you don’t know what everyone’s talking about.”
John blinked once. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
The two of them exchanged a look.
Jerry whistled softly. “Wow. He’s really committing.”
John turned back to the computer, jaw tightening. “I don’t want to have this conversation.”
Malik studied him for a long second. “You’ve been… spending a lot of time together.”
“We work together,” John shot back.
“Uh-huh.”
“In an emergency department.”
“Right.”
“That operates twenty four hours a day.”
Jerry grinned. “You lock the suture room a lot during those twenty four hours?”
John’s fingers stilled over the keyboard.
Malik’s eyebrows lifted triumphantly.
“I lock the suture room when I need privacy with a patient,” John said evenly.
“Was Dr. Kovač the patient?” Jerry asked.
John swiveled around to face them fully now, irritation finally flaring. “Do you two not have actual jobs to be doing?”
Malik held up his hands. “Relax. We’re just curious.”
“About what?”
“About whether congratulations are in order,” Jerry said lightly.
“For what?”
Malik’s grin softened just a fraction. “For scoring Dr. Kovač.”
The irritation faltered. John hesitated. Across the admit desk, across the floor, he could see Luka in the trauma bay— sleeves rolled, hand resting reassuringly on a patient’s shoulder. Oblivious to this interrogation.
John looked back at Malik.
“There is nothing to congratulate,” he said carefully.
Jerry’s grin didn’t fade. “Sure.”
Malik straightened, pushing off the counter. “Just saying, Carter. If it’s true? County’s seen worse.”
“That’s not—” John stopped himself.
They were already walking away. He turned back to the computer, pulse ticking faster than it should have been for a basic metabolic panel.
Suddenly, the stares didn’t feel quite as harmless as he’d told himself they were.
Lucy had never been so grateful for a shift to end.
The last twelve hours had stretched like penance. Every whisper felt like it echoed louder when she walked past. Every sideways glance made her stomach twist. She hadn’t meant to start anything. She hadn’t even said anything.
But the rumor had grown teeth anyway.
All she wanted now was to go home, crawl into bed, and bury herself under enough blankets to muffle the memory of a locked door and a kiss.
She pushed through the lounge door, already reaching for the strap of her bag and stopped short.
Carter was sitting at the table with a messy stack of patient files spread out in front of him like a barricade. His sleeves were pushed up, tie loosened, posture slightly hunched in that way he got when he was deep in thought.
He didn’t look up.
For one irrational second, Lucy considered backing out and just leaving all of her stuff in her locker.
Instead, she swallowed and walked in.
She moved toward her locker as quietly as possible, like she might not register on his radar if she didn’t make sudden movements. The metal door clanged softly as she spun the dial.
Thirty two. Twelve. Eight.
Click.
The locker popped open.
“Hey, Lucy.”
His voice came from behind her, calm and even. Not sharp or accusing.
She stiffened before she could stop herself, then forced her shoulders to relax. “Hey, Dr. Carter.” She kept her back to him, stuffing her stethoscope into her bag with unnecessary precision. “Long day,” she added, because silence felt suspicious.
“Yeah,” he agreed.
She could feel his eyes on her now.
“You okay?” he asked.
She turned halfway, clutching her bag strap. He was watching her carefully, coffee forgotten.
“I should be asking you that,” she blurted before she could filter it.
One corner of his mouth twitched. “Why?”
Lucy hesitated. This was the moment. She could lie. Pretend ignorance. Let it all keep spiraling without acknowledging it.
Her conscience wouldn’t let her.
“I didn’t mean for it to get weird,” she said quietly.
Carter’s brow furrowed slightly. “What get weird?”
Lucy swallowed, mortified. “I was in the suture room. Earlier. I was charting. I didn’t realize you were going to—” She stopped, flushing. “I tried to leave quietly.”
Carter leaned back in his chair. For a long moment, he just looked at the table. Then he exhaled through his nose.
“You saw.”
It wasn’t a question.
Lucy nodded. “I didn’t tell anyone. I swear I didn’t. But people started talking and I think maybe I looked guilty and then someone asked and I didn’t deny it fast enough and I just—” She cut herself off, horrified at the rambling. “I’m really sorry.”
Silence filled the lounge. She braced for anger. For a lecture. For disappointment.
Instead, Carter rubbed a hand over his face.
“County doesn’t need much,” he said finally. “It would’ve started eventually.”
“That doesn’t make it better.”
“No,” he admitted. “It doesn’t.”
Lucy risked a full glance at him now. He didn’t look furious. He looked tired. Not of her. Just of the scrutiny.
“I don’t want to make things harder for you,” she said softly.
He met her eyes. For a second, the defensiveness she’d seen all day wasn’t there.
“You didn’t,” he said.
She frowned faintly. “It feels like I did.”
He considered that.
Then, after a beat, he gave her a small, reluctant smile. “Lucy, if I wanted this to be invisible, I probably shouldn’t have locked the door in the middle of a busy shift.”
Her eyes widened. “So it’s—”
He held up a hand, stopping her gently.
“I’m not confirming anything,” he said. “I’m just saying this place eats secrets. You didn’t invent that.”
The tension in her chest loosened slightly.
“I really am sorry,” she repeated.
“I know.”
There was another pause, softer this time. Then he tilted his head toward her locker. “You heading out?”
“Yeah.”
“Good. Get some sleep.”
She nodded and as she turned to leave, she hesitated at the door. “For what it’s worth,” she added carefully, “it didn’t look like some scandal to me.”
He raised an eyebrow.
“It looked like you two really care about each other,” she finished.
Carter didn’t answer right away but the faint color that rose in his cheeks said enough.
Lucy slipped out of the lounge, the door clicking shut behind her.
Inside, Carter sat very still for a moment. Then he reached for his coffee, stared into it, and allowed himself the smallest, most unguarded smile.
Lucy had slept surprisingly well, all things considered.
She’d expected to lie awake replaying the moment in the suture room, replaying the whispers, replaying that painfully awkward conversation in the lounge. Instead, she’d fallen asleep almost immediately, the tension draining out of her the moment her head hit the pillow.
Talking to Carter had helped a lot.
The guilt that had been sitting like a stone in her chest had loosened. Whatever was happening between him and Dr. Kovač— if something was happening— wasn’t her secret to guard or expose. And honestly, in Lucy’s mind, it was pretty obvious.
I mean… come on.
Still, she felt lighter when she walked into County the next morning.
She dropped her bag into her locker, shrugged into her coat, and headed toward the admit desk with the easy optimism of someone hoping the ER had moved on to its next obsession.
From halfway down the hall she could already see Chuny, Carol, and Malik clustered together behind the desk. Whispering.
Lucy slowed.
That didn’t look promising.
“Morning,” she said as she approached, forcing a bright smile.
Three heads snapped up. Their smiles widened in a way that immediately made Lucy nervous.
“Morning,” Carol sang.
Chuny leaned forward on her elbows, eyes sparkling with barely contained excitement.
“Did you hear?” she asked.
Lucy’s smile faltered just a little. “Hear what?”
Malik straightened dramatically, nodding like he was delivering breaking news. “Carter wants to make an announcement.”
Lucy blinked.
“…An announcement.”
“Yep,” Malik said.
Lucy’s stomach dropped straight to her shoes.
“What kind of announcement?” she asked carefully.
Carol shrugged, but her grin suggested she had theories. “He just told Jerry to page everyone who’s not busy.”
Chuny added, “Said it would only take a minute.”
Lucy stared at them. Her brain immediately began cycling through worst-case scenarios. He’s going to deny everything. He’s going to blame the rumor mill. He’s going to—
“Oh my God,” she whispered.
Malik watched her with interest. “You look like you know something.”
“I don’t,” she said too quickly.
Chuny tilted her head. “Lucy.”
“I don’t!” she insisted again.
Carol tapped the counter thoughtfully. “Well, whatever it is, it’s about him and Luka.”
Lucy closed her eyes briefly.
Of course it was.
People began drifting closer. Nurses, residents, even a couple attendings stepped out of trauma bays. Curiosity pulled them in like gravity.
Lucy scanned the room instinctively.
She spotted Dr. Kovač near the ambulance entrance, speaking to a paramedic like he had no idea what was about to happen.
A ripple moved through the small crowd as Carter finally appeared from the hallway.
He looked… composed. Too composed.
Malik leaned closer to Lucy and whispered, “If he proposes right now, I’m calling it.”
Lucy elbowed him without looking away.
“If I could have everyone’s attention please,” Carter began.
His voice carried, but just barely. It lacked the usual sharp confidence he had during traumas or when he was arguing a differential. In front of this many people, standing at the center of the floor like he’d called a press conference, he sounded almost small.
He cleared his throat and tried again.
“I’m sorry to have dragged you all away from your busy days.”
A few people muttered under their breath. One nurse rolled her eyes. Someone in the back said, “This better be good.”
No one actually left. They’d all chosen to come.
Lucy stood wedged between Malik and Chuny, her heart beating faster the longer Carter stalled. He kept one hand braced on his hip like he needed it to steady himself.
Across the small crowd, Dr. Greene leaned against the wall with folded arms. Carol whispered something to Lydia. Even a couple of surgical residents had drifted in from the hall.
Curiosity hung in the air like static.
Carter opened his mouth again and behind Lucy, the door swung open.
Luka stepped into the admit area, scanning the unexpected crowd with a faint crease forming between his brows. He looked like he’d just come from a patient: sleeves rolled, stethoscope draped around his neck, expression calm but puzzled.
He slowed when he spotted the semicircle of staff gathered around Carter.
“What’s going on?” he asked, not really directing the question at anyone.
Lucy turned slightly at the sound of his voice.
“Speak of the devil,” Malik whispered.
“What did I miss?” he asked again, louder this time.
Chuny leaned toward Lucy. “Oh my god.”
Lucy nodded faintly. Because suddenly it was obvious. Carter hadn’t just called a meeting.
He’d called Luka.
Carter straightened slowly, stepping forward. His hand raked once through his hair, a nervous gesture Lucy had only ever seen when he was about to challenge an attending or deliver bad news.
When he spoke again, his voice was steadier.
“Actually,” he said, glancing once more toward the back of the room, “this involves Dr. Kovač too.”
A ripple moved through the gathered staff. Malik made a strangled noise beside Lucy. Luka blinked, clearly not expecting that.
“Me?” he said, pointing lightly at his own chest.
Carter nodded.
“If you don’t mind coming up here.”
There were a few muffled laughs now. Malik murmured, “Oh this is happening.”
Luka hesitated for a moment, scanning the faces around him as if trying to piece together what exactly he’d walked into. But the curiosity in the room had already closed ranks behind him.
He stepped forward anyway. The crowd shifted, parting just enough for him to reach Carter. Lucy held her breath as he came to stand beside Carter. Up close, the contrast between them was almost ridiculous. Carter tense and flushed, Luka composed but increasingly suspicious.
Luka leaned slightly toward him and murmured quietly, though half the room still heard it.
“John… what are you doing?”
Carter exhaled slowly. Then he looked back out at the expectant crowd of coworkers who had apparently decided this was the most interesting thing to happen all week.
“Okay,” he said.
He glanced at Luka once more.
And then, finally, he committed.
“So,” Carter said, “there’s been a rumor going around the ER.”
The room exploded.
Whistles cut through the air immediately. Someone clapped once, sharply. A chorus of oh my god and here we go rippled through the crowd. Malik doubled over the counter laughing while Chuny slapped a hand over her mouth.
“Tell us something we don’t know!” someone shouted from the back.
Carter squeezed his eyes shut for half a second. This had been a mistake. Beside him, Luka had gone very still. He hadn’t moved away, but Lucy could see the tension creeping into his posture now, his brow furrowed deeper as he slowly began to understand what kind of meeting he’d walked into.
“John,” Luka murmured under his breath, low enough that only the people closest could hear. “What are you doing?”
Carter exhaled slowly through his nose.
“I’m fixing it,” he muttered back.
Then he turned toward the room again, raising a hand for quiet.
It took longer than he hoped.
Eventually the whistles died down, though the smirks absolutely did not.
Carter cleared his throat again. “Right. So. There’s been a rumor going around that Dr. Kovač and I—”
He stopped. Because saying it out loud in front of his coworkers suddenly felt like stepping off a cliff. Across the room, Mark tilted his head, waiting. Malik leaned forward like he had front row tickets. Carol actually pulled up a chair.
The entire ER waited.
Carter felt the words jam in his throat. This was fine. They’d talk to Mark and Kerry the night before. They signed all the paperwork. They got the go ahead.
He looked at Luka.
Luka, who was standing beside him with that same steady calm he brought to everything. Luka, who was watching him now with a faint crease between his brows, clearly sensing Carter was about to do something impulsive.
Which, to be fair, he absolutely was.
Carter exhaled sharply.
“You know what?” he said.
Before anyone could react, he turned fully toward Luka, reached up, and cupped his face with both hands.
For one startled second Luka didn’t move.
Then Carter pulled him down and kissed him.
It wasn’t subtle.
It wasn’t careful.
It was a full, decisive, completely undeniable kiss. Firm and warm and impossible to misinterpret.
The ER detonated.
Shouts erupted immediately. Someone whooped so loudly it echoed down the hallway. Malik slapped the counter like he’d just won the lottery. Carol burst into delighted laughter.
Carter barely heard any of it.
For that brief moment, there was only Luka.
Because Luka had recovered quickly, of course he had, and his hands had come up to steady Carter at the waist, grounding the impulsive chaos of the moment with quiet certainty. The kiss deepened just slightly.
When Carter finally pulled back, breath a little uneven, the entire department was staring at them.
“Well,” Carter said calmly, turning back to the room, “I suppose that clarifies some things. You can all stop speculating now.”
Malik cupped his hands around his mouth. “DO IT AGAIN!”
Carol threw a pen at him.
Lucy, standing near the edge of the crowd, felt a laugh bubble out of her before she could stop it. The tension that had been hanging over the ER for the last day finally snapped like a rubber band.
“You could have warned me,” Luka said quietly.
Carter ran a hand through his hair, flushed but smiling despite himself. “I considered it.”
Malik had both hands on the counter now, laughing so hard he had to wipe his eyes. “I knew it,” he kept repeating to anyone who would listen. “I absolutely called this.”
Jerry leaned over from behind the desk. “You owe me twenty bucks,” he told Carol.
Carol waved him off without looking away from Carter and Luka.
Carter rubbed the back of his neck, already regretting about ten different aspects of the last thirty seconds.
“This was a terrible idea,” he muttered.
Beside him, Luka looked remarkably composed for someone who had just been publicly kissed in front of half the emergency department.
Though there was a clear warmth lingering in his eyes now.
“I disagree,” Luka said quietly.
Carter glanced sideways at him. “You would.”
“People enjoy a spectacle,” Luka said mildly, gesturing at the staff. “And apparently we provided one.”
Across the desk, Mark stepped forward through the crowd, clapping slowly once before resting his hands on his hips.
“Alright, show’s over,” he said, pointing vaguely toward the rest of the ER. “Don’t you people have patients?”
“Boooo,” Malik complained.
“Seriously,” Mark insisted. “Get to work.”
There were a few playful groans, but slowly people began peeling away, conversations immediately starting up again. Quieter now, but absolutely full of excited energy.
Lucy caught snippets as people dispersed.
“Did you see the way he just—”
“I told you they were together—”
“Supply closet rumor still stands—”
“Malik!”
Eventually the admit area cleared out until only a few stragglers remained.
Carter exhaled deeply and leaned his elbows on the counter.
Luka tilted his head slightly, studying him.
“You were nervous,” he observed.
Carter huffed out a laugh. “You think?”
“You hid it well.”
“I kissed you in front of forty people.”
“Yes,” Luka said thoughtfully. “That was the part that gave it away.”
Carter snorted.
Across the desk, Malik leaned forward with a satisfied grin. “So… are we allowed to make jokes about this now?”
Carter glared at him.
“Just asking.”
Luka looked between them and smiled faintly.
“You can do whatever you want,” he said calmly,
Malik pointed at him. “See? I like him.”
“You liked him before,” Carter said.
“Yeah, but now I like him more.”
Carter rolled his eyes.
Luka’s hand brushed lightly against Carter’s sleeve as he turned to head back toward the trauma rooms.
“John,” he said quietly.
Carter looked up. Luka’s expression had softened again, the teasing gone.
“I did not mind the announcement,” he said.
Carter felt heat creep back into his face.
“Good,” he said. “Because I’m not doing that again.”
Luka smiled.
“We’ll see.”
And with that, he headed back to work, leaving Carter at the admit desk while Malik leaned closer with a grin that promised this story would live at County for years.
Lucy, passing by with a chart, caught Carter’s eye.
He gave a small, sheepish shrug.
She smiled.
At least the rumor was over.