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You are an international artist, and your career has just started. You have a handful of EP's and an album that just came out. One of the songs in said album features Ateez, which surprised you because although you've expressed your love for k-pop, you'd never expect a collaboration with a k-pop group as big as them this early on. The truth is since the beginning of your career you have been open about being queer and you are aware that sometimes the k-pop community, especially the companies running the groups, are weary of being associated with queer people to say the least. Either way you are extremely grateful.
It is now time to start to promote your album, and since your song with ateez got popular online, you're set to do a couple dances with the members. You've spent all day at KQ Entertainment filming the choreo. One thing about the choreo is that it has some slightly sensual moves that are in the most popular part of the song. You have fun goofing around with the members, they're all so sweet, like a second family. But when it came to doing the dance with Seonghwa you got a bit nervous. You've had a huge crush on him ever since you started listening to Ateez. Doing the moves with him is your worst nightmare and your biggest dream. You didn't want to be disrespectful or make him uncomfortable but you still would love to do it.
You're preparing to do the dance with Seonghwa. While getting everything ready Hwa says he's been nervous all day because he loves your music and your "impact" which is 100% referencing the fact that you're openly queer. You wanted to freeze but everyone that has met you has described you as charming and charismatic, so you had to keep your calm. You thanked him and the HQ team started to count down the start of the video. Every other part of the choreo came naturally to you at this point, after doing it with the other members. Then it came to that part. You start to focus, you grasp his chin, pull him closer and run your fingers down his body, stopping right above his bellybutton, trying your best to be respectful. You grab onto both of his shoulders and you face him forward, tracing your face directly above his neck and shoulders, after letting your breath out, the music stopped and the HQ team started to clap.
"I'm sorry if that was a bit weird." You chuckle softly as you reposition yourself to stand in front of him, you give a friendly pat to Hwa's right shoulder. "Oh no, don't worry, I'm fine with it!" Seonghwa said in his soft spoken, careful English, trying to get the words as accurate as he can, he shines a beautiful, shy smile as he looks into your eyes for the first time in a while. "Oh really? Good, I'm glad, good job by the way." Seonghwa politely declines the praise out of pure humbleness, shaking his head and raising both of his hands to his chest, shaking them side to side slightly "No, no, all you bro" Hwa says as he shoots a faux casual thumbs-up at you. You can't help but to giggle at his cuteness, his weight shifted to one leg, his tall, slender build casting a shadow next to yours. "Thanks, man."
Ateez has a packed schedule around this time so quickly after you finish all of the dance videos you head home, but luckily you got Seonghwa number, for business, of course. Between promoting your album by yourself and doing some promotion with Ateez, your schedule is busy too, but you and Hwa still find time to talk. After about 2 months of "good morning" texts and short conversations you both finally have a mostly free schedule. You didn't think much of it, until you got a text.. from Seonghwa.
Hwa:
Are you in Korea?
11:46 am
You:
I am, actually, why?
11:47
Hwa:
I was thinking we could meet
For coffee
Or something similar
11:49
You:
That sounds good! what time?
11:50
Hwa:
What about 2:00 pm, at Coffee Hanyakbang?
11:52
You:
Sounds good, see you then!
11:53
Hwa:
Ok!! :-)
11:55
Holy shit. Is this a date? You now have a little over three hours to get ready. The fuck do you do? You pace around your place, trying to pick an outfit, checking your face, your hair, tearing your place apart to find a certain sweater you think Hwa would like. You decide to wear your hair like you usually do, just brush it and put some product in it. For your outfit, you wear a light lavender wool sweater, some sleek, gray straight-legged trousers and your black dress shoes. You had no clue if Hwa was going in to be dressing up but better safe than sorry. You roll up the sleeves of your sweater and put on a watch, a couple bracelets and some rings and you are done. You went to the full body length mirror on your closet door and you looked at yourself. You nod slightly, admiring your pretty outfit. After staring for too long you get cringed out and you check the time. Shit it's time to head out. You grab your bag and head out.
You step out of your hotel, pleasantly greeted by the warm sun and a chill breeze, the perfect spring weather. You walk blissfully down to the coffee shop, enjoying the fresh air, ecstatic to be meeting with Seonghwa. You see the sign for Coffee Hanyakbang and you sigh, preparing yourself for what's to come. You walk in and greet the person at the register, just as you were about to order a drink of water to wait, you hear Hwa's voice "I'm over here!" You look over and there he was, waving at you, looking as beautiful as ever in Seoul's sunlight, sitting at the table with a window beside it. He's wearing a tucked in grey long sleeve button up with the sleeves rolled up and a watch on his wrist, black slacks and black dress shoes. His hair touching the base of his neck and in a side part. "Wow." You accidentally say out loud as you hang your bag on the chair. Hwa blushes and hovers his hands over his mouth, his fingers placed together. "Is that good?" Hwa giggles softly, removing his hand from his mouth and fiddling with his sleeves.
"Oh, yes sorry, it's good. You just look.. beautiful." You say as you sit across from him at the table. Seonghwa's face turns a bit pink as he seals his lips together, looking down at the table. He clears his throat. "Thank you, you look great as well.." Hwa says as he finally lifts his head to look at you. His eyes are so soulful. So sweet. You stare at him, not a thought crossing your mind about it, your eyes flicking to his lips and back. You have no clue what came over you. You can see him staring back, his mouth slightly open, his chest rising and falling, you can see him fighting the urge to look at your lips as well. Just as the tension raises and raises, a waiter comes up to your table, breaking the silence
"Good morning, gentlemen. Ready to order yet?" The waiter greets us in Korean. Seonghwa looks over, then fixes his dazed expression. "Ah, yes I'll have Chamomile Tea." He orders promptly in Korean. He looks over at you, quietly asking for your order. "I'll have an iced caramel latte" you add, also speaking Korean. Your Korean isn't great but it's enough to get you through small conversations. The waiter smiles as she finishes writing down the order. "I'll have that ready in a bit for you." Both you and Seonghwa shoot back a polite "Thank you" accompanied by a small head bow. As she walks off to start our orders Hwa looks over at you. "You know Korean?" He questions, a slight tilt to his head. "Oh, kinda, I'm not very good." You chuckle softly, slightly embarrassed by your mediocre Korean skills. "It sounds quite good." Hwa says with a warm smile. "Thank you, Hwa." You shoot a smile back, trying not to be too affected by his compliments. "When did you start to learn?" Hwa asked curiously as he places his arms on the table. "2 years as of last month. You know a couple of languages, right?" Seonghwa nods enthusiastically. "Ah, yes I do, Korean, English, and Japanese." Your eyes widen casually as you nod. "Nice, I've been wanting to learn Japanese for a while, my grandma is Japanese." Hwa's eyes widen a bit. "You have Asian family members?" He says surprised, he thought you were fully foreign. "Oh, yeah I'm part Japanese and Korean." His mouth forms an "o" shape as he nods his head. "I didn't know, but I can see it now, in your eyes." You chuckle, you're used to hearing things like this. "Yeah I get that a lot."
Just as you finished talking the waiter arrives at your table with your orders, they place each drink in front of its respective order-er. "Enjoy!" They say with a friendly smile. You and Hwa say "thank you" as they go on to continue their work. Seonghwa takes a sip of his tea, and you take a sip of your coffee. Hwa raises his eyebrows in a subconscious expression of pleasant surprise. You smile to yourself as you place your coffee down. He speaks up. "How did promotion go? Isn't this your first time?" You clasp your hands together and rest your chin on it. "Yeah it is my first time. Honestly, it was a little more difficult than I thought it would be. But it was still fun. I'm glad I get to perform, it's always been my dream." Hwa nods his head, his mouth a slight "o" shape again, he can empathize with the promotion being difficult. He takes another sip of tea before he responds. "Promotion can be difficult. I'm glad you're having fun." He says earnestly. You two spent a couple of hours just chatting with each other about being an artist, fashion, music, everything you can think of. You both realized you've spent a bit too long at the cafe and are deciding what to do next.
Hwa looks up at you. "Do you think you want to go home, or should we stay together?" You look at the clock and realize just how long it's been. "Oh wow, yeah we can... Go to the park? It's still nice out." Hwa nods. We both get up, you grab your bag, and start walking towards the park. While waking you notice you two walk closely together, at first you didn't realize it, but now you're hyper aware. He walks so elegantly, he walks in a perfectly straight path, his back straighter than yours ever was despite your years of posture training and physical therapy. His shoulders are relaxed, reminding you to lower yours. Out of nowhere, it starts to rain, lightly at first. You put out your hand to catch some rain, looking up at the sky. Hwa also looks up, slicking his hair back as it gets wet. It then starts to pour down. "Whoa!" Hwa exclaims as he puts his hands above his head. You stand there enjoying the rain. He chuckles he watches you. He then grabs your arm. "Cmon!" He shouts through the sound of the rain as he pulls you under a wooden hut. You both try to shake off some of the water. "Damnit, my sweater's soaked!" You shout playful as you squeeze out rain from your sleeves. "You were the one standing there!" He playfully smacks your shoulder with the back of his hand. "Damn, how far out from home are you? Did you walk?" Hwa shakes his head to get more of the water out. He slicks his hair back again. "I did walk, it's about 20 minutes away, my house." You tilt your head.
"That's too far away, what if I bring you to my place, I get you a change of clothes and I can call you a ride home?" You can see Hwa start to decline, but you know it's just so he "doesn't burden you". "Don't be humble, accept the offer." You say playfully, but you're still being serious at the same time. Hwa chuckles softly. "Ok, ok, I will." You smile at him. "Well, we better get going." You both quickly run out into the rain. You give Hwa your bag so he can cover his head, you don't give him a choice to decline.
You both arrive at the apartment you're at while you're visiting. You both take off your shoes and place them on the shoe rack. You walk over to your shelves and grab a towel for Hwa. You hand it to him. "Thank you." He starts to dry off his hair and pat his clothes dry. "Do you care about what I gave you to wear, or do you wanna pick yourself?" Hwa shook his head. "It doesn't matter to me." You nod and grab a tee shirt and some sweatpants for him to wear. You hand them to him and point him to where your bathroom is. "Thank you so much." You start to dry yourself off. "No problem, I'm just being decent. You can go ahead and take a shower if you want." He nods and walks to your bathroom. As he comes out, your eyes lock on him. He looks adorable in an oversized shirt and sweats. You catch yourself staring and you get up from sitting on your bed. "I'm gonna go take a shower as well, make yourself at home." Hwa nods, walking over to the chair you have by your desk and taking a seat. You walk into the bathroom and close the door. You can finally take off your heavy, wet clothes after so long. You turn on your shower and walk in, as soon as you do, the feeling of the water rushing down your body, it drives you crazy. Try your best to ignore it, but it's so strong. Your breath shallows. Why does this have to happen the one time you have a guest over? As you start to soap up your body, you can't help but to imagine your hands... Are Seonghwa's. You wish you could say you want to push these thoughts away, but you don't. He's been looking so good all day, and seeing him all wet from the rain.. Holy shit. You lean your head back, it hits the wall behind you. Your breath gets deeper as your hand slides down your body. You slowly slip your hand up and down your dick. To clean it.. right, to clean it. You hiss at the surprising sensitivity. "Fuck.." you whisper to yourself as you speed up. What are you even doing right now? You pull yourself together and finish your shower. You rush to get dressed, you need to get Seonghwa home as quickly as possible. You open the door to see Seonghwa falling asleep in your chair, using the towel he used to dry his self as a pillow. Fuck. You walk up to him and he opens his eyes. "Tired?" You question with a small smile. Hwa smiles back, nodding. "Yeah, just a bit." You set your dirty towel and the laundry basket and you sit on your bed. "You don't have to leave if you don't want to." Now why the fuck would you say that. "I don't?" Hwa says, sounding surprised. "Yeah, I can wash your clothes and you can take them home with you in the morning." Hwa looks down at himself. "You don't want your clothes back?" You shrug. "I can always get them later." He smiles softly. "Ok, let me just text my members, so they don't worry." You nod as you get up to do the laundry. Ok then." You gather all your clothes and his to put in the washing machine. You start the load and go back to your bed. Hwa spins the chair around to face you. "Where should I sleep tonight?" You think to yourself. You have your queen bed, a couch, a hammock technically counts. But the bed is the most comfortable. "You could sleep on my bed. I've fallen asleep in my hammock before, it's not bad. He chuckles softly. "I don't want to force you out of bed. What if I just join you, I don't take up much space." You know you should say no, but you can't say no to such a pretty face. "Sounds good." You lay on the side closest to the wall. Hwa lays next to you, he quickly falls asleep.
Hours past and you wake up to Hwa sitting chris-cross on his side of the bed, scrolling on his phone with his brightness down. He must've not been able to sleep. You clear your throat softly. "Can't sleep?" Hwa jumps a bit, you can tell you startled him. He puts his phone to his chest and chuckles softly after catching his breath. "Yes, I guess so." You sit up and turn on your bedside lamp, the soft yellow light bouncing off of his face. "I can't sleep either." You lay your back against the bed board, grabbing your phone. "Do you mind?" Hwa shakes his head. "No, not at all." You look at him as he continues to do whatever on his phone. You know that you should control your face, but you can't, your eyes are foxy, you lick your lips slowly. You were wishing you had more control over yourself, but you've been going crazy all night, and he looks so fucking good right now. Hwa looks up at you, you can hardly see but you're pretty sure his ears are red. "Are you.. ok?" You think to yourself, "Don't do it. Hold back." You didn't listen to yourself. You sit quietly for a bit. "Can I do something real quick?" He looks surprised, but he puts his phone down. "Do anything you want." He knew what was coming. You can hear him struggle to get the words out, not because he doesn't mean them, but because he can't believe he's saying them. You crawl towards him slowly, a predatory look in your eyes. You can see Hwa's chest rising and falling. He pulls his shirt over his crotch, trying to hide his growing erection. Once you get to him, you start to softly breathe on his neck. His eyebrows furrow and his lips seal together. You know he wants to make a noise. You want him to. But he's holding back for dear life, as if to tease you, and you were already on the verge of breaking. You suddenly bite his neck and he lets out a deep "uhh" sound. You continue to mark his neck. He whines softly, desperately looking for something to grab. He starts to subtly grind his hips in place. His expressive eyebrows point towards the ceiling. His mouth drops open as you start to suck on his neck. He wants so badly to just let go and scream, but right now he's too aware to not end up embarrassed. He lets out occasional grunts, his body starting to shake. "Please.." His brain is too fuzzy for too much English right now, but the one word he could manage to say made you want to give him your all right here, right now. But you wanted to hold off, to tease him. He suddenly moved his hand to grip the back of your shirt. You move to his ears, licking and biting with no mercy. At this point he was gone. He couldn't stand hold back any more, his moans filled the air. Hearing that sweet, sweet sound made you snap. You quickly pull back. "Shirt off." You growl as you take your own off. He quickly follows your instructions. As soon as his shirt comes off you take it and throw his to the side along with yours. You pull his legs closer to you, laying him on his back. His neck is littered with marks, his heart beating rapidly, his dick twitching through his sweatpants. The sight made a wave a pleasure washing through your body. You close your eyes and groan. "Can I?" You say with your hands on his waistband. He nods quickly. You slide his pants off along with his underwear. He bit his knuckle at the feeling. You immediately rush you take your pants off as well. Hwa lies there, nervous but painfully excited. You toss your pants to the side and you put your tip right on his asshole. Hwa leans his head back, covering his face due to being embarrassed of how sensitive he is. "You want it, baby?" He bites his lip and nods. You push it in, starting off slow. His mouth drops open and then quickly seals shut again, his eyes rolling back as his eyebrows furrow again. As you slowly put the rest in, you watch him carefully. You can see his body slowly getting weaker and more shaky. He's holding his breath, his face a bit red. "Let me hear you, hon." You say as you fix his chin towards you. "What about your neighbors? Can't someone hear us?" You slowly start to slide in and out of him. "It isn't about them, it's all about you tonight. Let yourself get loud." He finally lets his back hit the bed, his groaning and grunting sounds like music to your ears. You start to pound faster, deeper. Hwa nearly screams as he bites his arm, his other hand desperately gripping the bedsheets. He starts to whisper "Thank you" in Korean, his mind is gone. You grab the back of his knees and drag them to your chest. Hwa moans absurdly as you go even deeper. Tears slowly well up in his eyes as years and years of compressed hormones and horniness finally start to release. He whines softly, he can see the end, he's almost there, and he wants it so fucking badly. You start to pound into him faster, as fast as you can, the bed board hitting the wall at each thrust. He bites down on his arms and lets out a girlish, high pitched yelp. He squeezes his eyes shut as he inches towards his orgasm, the tears falling down his face. Hwa let's out a muffled, long winded, deep groan as he finally gets to cum. You wait a couple seconds before pulling out so your cum doesn't leak too much. You're both panting. His eyes are still shut, his eyebrows still deeply furrowed. He opens his teary eyes up slowly. You wipe his tears softly. "You ok?" Hwa nods slowly. "Mmm. Mhm." You can tell you tired him out, his sweat dripping down his face and body. "Do you want to get cleaned up?" You say with a soft chuckle. Hwa nods with a small smile on his face. You both get up to shower. When you are done you both fall asleep, cuddling close to each other.
It's the next morning. You slowly open your eyes, waking up to the sound of eggs frying. You look over towards your open kitchen and see Seonghwa standing in your kitchen. You slowly sit up in your bed. The chilli breeze hits your chest, you must've forgotten to put your shirt back on last night. You yawn softly as you walk up behind him, wrapping your arms around his waist, your chest pressed against his back. "Good morning." You mumble softly in his ear. His cheeks turn a soft rosey tint. "Morning." Hwa says with a soft smile. You start to massage his lower back with your thumb, he slowly starts to rock back and forth at the pressure of your finger. "Are you sore anywhere?" Hwa blushes at the sudden question but keeps his calm. "My legs are still a bit numb, but I'm fine." You kiss the back of his neck. "Did I feel good?" You ask that question retoricly, a smirk forming on your lips. Hwa's breath catches in his throat. His hands shake slightly as he turns off the fire for the eggs. "You.. you know." You find his flustered face to be adorable, press harder in his lower back, knowing it sore, but judging from the fact that Seonghwa was trying not to moan as you started to massage him, you can tell it feels at least a little good. "Know what?" He lets out a grunt as he grips the edge on the counter. "Ah- yes you felt good, you felt so good ." Hwa chokes out at the pressure. You release his back as an ego boost washed over you. "How good..?" Hwa lets out another breath, his body starts to shake softly. "I.. can't take much more teasing. I'm already exited, please." You can't even describe how turned on that just got you. You press against him tighter. "You were able to take so much last night, I'm surprised you didn't tap out." He lets out a soft moan. His head spinning from the memories. He bows his head down to the counter. His breath heavy. He then turns around guiding you to have your back against a counter away from the stove. Hwa slowly drops to his knees, his round, soft eyes looking up at you. "Oh, wow. You're needy, huh?" You say genuinely surprised. Hwa starts to slide off your pants just enough. He pulls your dick out and uses both hands to stroke it. Your mouth slowly opens as you watch him in surprise. He keeps his eyes glued to yours as he puts his mouth to the tip. Slowly sticking out his tongue to lick it. He then moves his hand, sliding your dick all the way to the back of his throat. He chokes on it softly, moaning at the feeling of your veins pulsing against his throat and tongue. You grab a fistful of his hair. His eyes roll back and shut tightly and his eyebrows furrow deeply. Hwa starts to move his head back and forth, choking and slurping noises fill the room. He starts to move his head faster, his moans getting louder and louder. Hwa lets out a groan as your cum hits the back of his throat. He slips your dick out of his mouth. His mouth is open, trying to catch his breath. "Fuck.. You're good..." He can't help but smile at the praise. "You taste so good.." Hwa whispers with a nervous smile on his face. He's adorable when trying to dirty talk. You grab his chin, signaling for him to get up. He stands up, clearing his throat softly. He collapses on you, hugging you tightly as he buries his face in your neck out of embarrassment of how he just acted. You chuckle softly as you play with his hair. He picks his head up, his face still flushed. "Was that too much?" You shake your head as you continue to play with his hair. "No, not at all. You did great." Hwa looks great for the praise. "Should I continue cooking?" You look over at the stove. "Oh, I forgot about that, yes, go ahead." Hwa smiles softly as he walks back over to the stove. You walk over to your washer and dryer to get Seonghwa's clothes and fold them for him. After a bit Hwa was done with the cooking and you both sat down for a meal. You thanked him as you started to order a taxi to get him home safely. You hand him is clothes before he leaves. As he was about to step out the door you stop him. "This isn't just a one time thing, right?" Thankfully Hwa shook his head. "I don't do that kind of thing." You let out a small sigh of relief. "Good, I want to see you again." You say honestly. Hwa looks like he thought of something. "Can Idols do this?" You look at him, not really knowing how to answer. "All that matter is if you want to do this." Hwa nods. "I guess you are right." You pull him closer for one last kiss before he leaves. Hwa kisses you cheek and goes out to his taxi.
You both got busy once again, but you never forgot to text and call each other. Weither it was small achievements or just getting lonely you always found an excuse to contact each in your free time. You continued to see each other when your schedule's aligned. At some point you told the members and they were happy for you both. You continued to explore love with each other, but decided not be incredibly public, at least not yet..
(You still never got your clothes back 😛)