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Tubbo, he always tried to be nice to the other players, he was always there for the eggs when they need him, never sugar coating anything, helping his friends and giving to his friends but what did he ever get in return?
Like when he fell in love with Fred and Bagi, well instead of support him she went up to the guy he loved the most and told him everything. He trusted her, but she broke that trust in seconds and when everyone else knew what happened, they just laughed not caring about his feelings or that he felt betrayed and instead they just laughed and poked fun at him and told him to just get over it.
And when Quackity kidnapped Fred. His friends made fun of him and joked about it. Tubbo genuinely thought that Fred had died. That Fred was skinned and decapitated by Quackity yet still no one took him seriously, his love was most likely dead and no one cared, not his friends, not his family, no one.
And when the eggs started cracking, he was there to comfort Chayanne and Tallulah. He spend the whole day and chatting with them and making them feel better, and at purgatory he was always worried for the eggs and especially his godchildren. And he was always there for his daughter Sunny when her other parents were never actually there to take care of her so he stepped up and took care of her the whole time.
Thinking about it Fred, Sunny and the eggs was the only one that actually stood up for Tubbo and cared for him. Fred hitting Fit and Philza with the pan whenever they made fun of Tubbo after the movie date they went on. Sunny being there for him and helping around the factory, Chayanne giving him cookies and doing the egg tasks together with Tallulah. They were the only one that actually showed that they cared for him.
And when Tubbo gets kidnapped to join purgatory again he sneaks back to tell his friends what happened and the next day Fit come to sunny's house and joking that Tubbo got kidnapped and died when he just told Sunny that he was going to being purgatory. He then proceeds to nearly win but get killed out in the finals, he comes back to the main island and people made fun of him again no one made fun of Pac or Bad. It was unfair that he got made fun of and they did not.
He was ready to kill forever and the eye worker whenever they hurt the eggs and to get revenge for Empanada's death. Dying multiple time in the process so people made fun of him for dying so much when he was just trying to protect the eggs and get revenge for Empanada.
After that, they moved to a new island where him and foolish made a town that people made fun of and not taking the town seriously and someone's stealing the gem of Fobo.
And him being killed by Richas a egg that was a older brother figure too, murdered Tubbo in cold blood despite admitting he would have never done it to Richas if he won the game. Tubbo begging and crying for his literal life but, no one was moving fast enough or with any urgency to stop it. Then Richas LAUGHS in poor Sunny and Chayanne's face that their pa and god parent was dead. Then people got mad at Sunny when she tries to hurt Richas. They dismiss Tallulah, Sunny, Ramon, and Chayanne's voices. They LAUGH about it and make fun of his death in FRONT of SUNNY. It wasn't funny and she kept telling them that, but she was dismissed over and over. Richas refused to admit fault, and even when Creation showed up and they realized how serious this was they STILL kept laughing and not taking it seriously.
These people did not treat him as an equal they treated for me like a joke something that wasn't serious. Tubbo was always giving and being kind to these people and all he got was being made fun of. And the people who actually did care about him like Fred and the eggs they are no longer there to care for him.
He thought maybe this time things will be better. It's a brand new Island and brand new friends, brand new life. oh so he thought.
After he joined the regime he was working non stop, constantly working, making the factory, making the machines, making trains making a quartermasters house and making the pantheon. He was overworking himself and barely sleeping to work on the buildings and machines in the regime.
Ashswag he was while, not the nicest but he was not a total moron. But whenever Tubbo has an idea or a building for the regime Ashswag takes credit for the idea or building that Tubbo make.
And for the factory blowing up with mines. That was placed inside, apparently by the north but they accused someone else and they were blaming literally anyone else, so they never figure out who actually did it so Tubbo was left to just repair everything and forget about the damage inflicted to his machines.
And Tubbo being blamed for Alondrissa's death even though he wasn't there for the death and did not kill her. It was the Polish and it was their train at the time of her death, It was unfair that tubbo got accused for something he didn't even do, and on top of that his hard work is being blown up by Alondrissa, and the train (EN-57 "Kible") that was gifted to him, which is very precious to him gets stolen over and over again and he is the one who was fixing everything that she has caused, like the train tracks, finding the train, retrieving the train, the damages done around the regime. He had to fix everything. Alondrissa was terrorising him for something he didn't even do.
At this point, he was just a punching bag for everyone to hit and take a jab at it, and he have to deal with that until the court hearing.
After the court hearing Tubbo wasn't exactly satisfied with the result, but it was better than having his shit blown up again and his train being moved every single day. In Tubbo's opinion the court hearing felt a little rigged. There are people from the north who was in that jury and the people that is suing him is from the north. Not to mention that no one gave him any time to speak or actually heard what he said.
He genuinely thought that maybe just maybe this time will be better, guess lady luck is not on his side she never was. He wanted friends and family in this life, Tubbo want to be treated well, recognised and heard but it was the same like the last time, just a little worse since he got his hopes up for nothing.
"lawyer come to the top of the pantheon with me" Tubbo says to Foolish while climbing up to the pantheon. At the top they were staring at the ugly cobblestone castle that was now in the sky. "At the end of the day we worked really hard. And we may have achieved nothing but we had a good time, right lawyer."
"we had the bestest of times" Foolish respond.
"we had a time so good I don't think we'll have another time again"........"are you about to die or something?" Foolish ask nervous about what Tubbo will say next.
"foolish, I'm retiring"
"what?"
"I'm retiring foolish."
"What? What do you mean, you're retiring?"
"I'm retiring from it all"
"what is all?"
"foolish, I won't be here tomorrow"
"no, you can't, we need you"
"I'm retiring"
"what about the regime the trains and tracks?"
"the pantheon is finished. The regime has done, and most of the train tracks are underground so we don't need to put a bridge"
"foolish thank you for defending me on my final day and being there for me since the start, and for that I'll never forget you foolish"
Tubbo walked closer to the edge of a opening in the pantheon "This has been me, Tubbo Live signing off from the regime one final time. Foolish!"
"Tubbo!"
"goodbye!"
"Noooooo Tubbo!"
thud!
the sound echoed in the pantheon. Foolish looked over the edge where Tubbo had jumped. He looked at the corpse mortified at his best friend died.
Foolish couldn't comprehend that Tubbo was dead he couldn't be. He would respond and come back.
Right?
primary protector will no longer return, for his purpose data has been lost.