Actions

Work Header

27 Seconds

Summary:

All it took for Sunghoon for was 27 seconds to realise how much he loved Heeseung.

Notes:

I need more HeeHoon so I'm just writing this before the idea flies out of my head....I don't necessarily remember how this idea came to be, but I'm feeling pretty down in life right now, so maybe this will help me heal a little. I miss my mildangz :(

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Work Text:

Sunghoon felt like his lungs were about to give up on him as he laid down on the floor of the practice room drenched in sweat, struggling to take in any oxygen that he can.

 

"Take 10 and then we'll continue again." Their dance instructor said from the corner of the room after stopping the music.

 

"My legs will break if we go on any longer." Jungwon said as he sat down beside Sunghoon, leaning against the wall, his hair plastered to his forehead.

 

"That was like what...5 back to back songs? My lungs are on fucking fire." Jake said as he sat down, breathing heavily.

 

"Then stop talking and start breathing." Jay said as he handed Jungwon a water bottle before sitting beside a tired Niki, who was basically dead on the floor with his head resting on Sunghoon's stomach.

 

The other 5 members just stared at Jay just handing a cold water bottle to Jungwon and leaving the rest of them to die of thirst.

 

"Wow Jay, how sweet of you to leave us thirsting to death here while your boyfriend gets a sip of paradise." Jake said with a playful eyeroll as he saw Jungwon inhale the water down his throat, almost eating the water bottle itself at this point.

 

"Jealous? You've got arms and legs, go get your own water." Jake flipped Jay off playfully at his words before tiredly dragging the big cooler to the middle where the rest of the boys got their water bottles, hydration at last.

 

"Can we keep the PDA to the minimum please? I don't feel like seeing you two kiss right above my head" Sunghoon said with an eyeroll as he saw Jay wiping sweat off of Jungwon's face before kissing his cheek-the man finally speaks.

 

"The man has finally spoken, I thought you were gone for a second." Niki said as he sat up and wiped the sweat from his neck, obviously teasing Sunghoon.

 

"Don't make me switch places with you." Sunghoon threatened the youngest playfully, who mumbled "Disgusting" when he saw how Jay was tending to Jungwon right above Sunghoon's head, before turning to grab a water bottle.

 

Sunghoon groaned as he sat up as well, feeling like he was ran over by an elephant before grabbing a water bottle to cool his body down, wincing as he felt a sharp pain travel up his spine and neck, wishing he brought his neck massager now that Heeseung wasn't here to give him a few maasages.

 

Heeseung.

 

Sunghoon felt his mood fall even further when he thought of Heeseung who used to massage his neck and shoulders for a bit just to ease his pain even for a bit after dance practices. Heeseung was always very attentive to each individual member, but especially Sunghoon, Sunoo and Jake would complain that Heeseung always played favorites and paid more attention to Sunghoon than the rest of them, teasing both of them to no end on 'being a couple' to which both of them just brushed off their comments.

 

"Hoon you have be easier on yourself." "Drink this, you'll feel better." "Hoon come eat some ramen with me, you've barely eaten today." "Come stretch with me before practice, Sunghoon." "What would you do without me Sunghoon, honestly."

 

Sunghoon felt himself smile a little at how much Heeseung took care of him, he was horrible at taking care of his well being, the elder was basically like a mother hen and nagged at Sunghoon constantly for never taking care of himself.

 

"Alright boys, ten minutes is up, lets get back to it." Their instructor's voice snapped Sunghoon out of his thoughts.

 

"Eh? But it hasn't been 10 minutes though." Sunghoon said to their instructor as he saw the rest of the members getting up to take their positions again.

 

"Well I'm sure you've gotten enough water and oxygen to keep going, you've been slacking a little bit Sunghoon." The insructor said as he leaned against the mirror of their practice room.

 

"Me? I've been putting in much more effort since the last 10 days, even staying late in the studio and practicing non-stop" Sunghoon said, feeling his blood boil at the instructor's words.

 

Sunghoon always knew their dance instructor never had much of a liking to him because he always spoke his mind and back talked quite a bit to his own defence and of course defending the rest of the members, which is why he was always criticised for the smallest mistakes in his dances despite being completely in sync with the rest of the members.

 

"Again with the back talking? Sunghoon you need to start watching your attitude, your career is already on thin ice especially after how much you slacked off during your last comeback and barely managed to get enough practice in before your album release." That was a low blow, literally hit Sunghoon right in the ribs.

 

During The Sin: Vanish comeback, Sunghoon was on and off with his practices because of the severe pain in his back and neck from excess practice, he was always pushing himself to the limit before his body gave up on him, it wasn't his cup of tea either when he had to be on bedrest for a whole while and had to cram the 'Knife' choreography in a matter of days before the album release. Instead of support, all the instructor was doing was bitching around and finding any excuse to critique his dancing considering he BARELY recovered from the injury, who needs enemies when you've got instructors like this?

 

"...I'll stay late and practice, I don't need your critiques when I know I'm doing as well as the others, you just want an excuse to overwork me even further so I can keep getting tired and then I have my contract terminated, all because you can't handle a 23 year old not taking your bullshit critiques...holding my career on a thread like that over my head is a low blow, not surprising from someone like you though.." Sunghoon said calmly, with a cold edge to his tone, before leaving the practice room with a scoff, ignoring Jay and Niki's calls for him to come back.

 

Sunghoon knew Jungwon was going to chew him out later for that, but for now he could care less about anything except for a cold shower...and some food...and going to see Heeseung later.

 

· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · 

 

It was late when Sunghoon was back at the practice room alone as he continued practicing their dances for the tour, without any critique hovering above his head.

 

Sunghoon huffed as the final note to 'Outside' hit his ears before finally sitting down and taking a short break to catch his breathe, hearing his own pulse in his ears from how hard he danced and of course his breathing being labored.

 

"Knew I'd find you here." A familair voice said as he leaned against the practice room doorframe, Sunghoon almost snapped his neck when he looked back.

 

Heeseung...looking as flawless as usual, minus the dark circles under his eyes from him not getting enough rest.

 

"I had a feeling you were still in the building, you and sleep seem to never get along." Sunghoon said with a tired chuckle, wiping the sweat off his forehead with a towel.

 

"Could say the same for you and overworking getting along so well." Heeseung said back playfully before walking towards Sunghoon and sitting down in front of him, removing the hood off his head, revealing his newly bleached hair.

 

"Blonde again? You'll be bald before thirty from how much you bleach it." Sunghoon said with a snort as he saw Heeseung's hair, he would rather die than admit it but blonde is one of Heeseung's best colors.

 

"Generous. I'd give it before I'm twenty eight, I'd be ready for the military then probably...also it wasn't my choice, the management wanted it to fit the concept of the debut album." Heeseung replied back with a playful scoff, shutting his phone off after responding to a text or soemthing.

 

Sunghoon was about to reply before he groaned at his back screaming at him from the pain, Heeseung obviously noticed before clicking his tongue and glaring at Sunghoon with his all knowing look.

 

"Still haven't learned your lesson even after I left, huh? You're gonna cause permanent damage if you keep going like this, Hoon." Heeseung's hands found Sunghoon's shoulders before he started massaging his shoulders and neck, knowing exactly where Sunghoon ached.

 

"Rich coming from you, Mr. "I stay up late till 4 AM because the beat isn't fitting the lyrics", do you know how many times I had to drag you back to the dorm from the studio so you don't collapse on stage the next day? Don't nag at me when you're equally worse-Ow! You fucker that hurt." Sunghoon said as Heeseung massaged particularly hard on a certain knot on his neck, on purpose knowing him.

 

"You're as bad a Niki, no surprise there since you practically raised him to turn into a little rascal." Sunghoon said before he leaned fully into Heeseung's skilled miracle hands giving him the ultimate comfort for his neck pain.

 

"Oh shut up, you had a hand in raising him into an rebellious brat when he doesn't get his way, worst part is we let him get away with everything cause he's the youngest." Heeseung said, playfully retorting back at Sunghoon.

 

Sunghoon and Heeseung were bickering like an old married couple, and that brought nostalgia back to Sunghoon's thoughts, where him and Heeseung would argue back and forth about anything and everything when they were alone, God he really missed having these moments when they still lived together at the dorms.

 

Heeseung noticed Sunghoon had gone quiet for quite a while, lost in thought for sure, the elder already proabably figured out how and what Sunghoon was thinking about.

 

"Your thoughts are so loud people will start coming in to see what the noise is about, Sunghoon...you're still thinking about it aren't you?" Heeseung said as he removed his hands from Sunghoon's shoulders, much to the younger's displeasure, before sitting beside a tired Sunghoon.

 

"You always seem to know what's going through my head don't you?" Sunghoon said as he turned his head to look at Heeseung.

 

"It'd be concerning if I didn't, considering we shared six year of our lives together, that would make me a very bad friend." Heeseung said with a snort.

 

"I just wish you stayed until our contract ended at least...we could've bought off our name and started as a group again at a different label...where we can each pursue solo careers while still being a group, its feels wrong without you...considering ENHYPEN's main reason for debut was because of you." Sunghoon said with a sigh, looking away from Heeseung.

 

"You know why I left, Sunghoon...we all discussed this as a group before I terminated my contract, I thought you were okay with it." Heeseung said with a calm tone as he looked at Sunghoon.

 

"I was okay with it then, maybe I was too numb and in shock that you suddenly wanted to leave so I just agreed on something mindlessly...looking back at it now, maybe I should've fought you to let you stay with us, to convince you to stay one more year and then you could go do your thing...its not the same without you, Heeseung...your empty room in the dorm, your parts in all our songs being split between the 6 of us, you're all we talk about sometimes in the dorm, none of us have fully moved on with you leaving, some of us are still in denial that you left." Sunghoon said with a slight edge to his tone, the memories of the talk flashing in front of his eyes very vividly.

 

"Tell me who?" Heeseung said softly, brushing off Sunghoon's attitude towards him.

 

"Jay and Niki are slowly starting to accept that you're doing your own thing and we're now only six....Sunoo and Jake sometimes go sit in your old room when tour preparations are becoming overwhelming...Jungwon pretends he's moved on because he's the leader but I can see him look around for you sometimes...and me...well I never moved on, we were literally 'Mildangz'." Sunghoon said as his eyes found their way back to Heeseung's soft gaze...filled with slight sadness.

 

Heeseung felt his heart squeeze painfully from how Sunghoon looked at him.

 

"Since you left, we've been overworked even further, redoing choreographies to fit six members instead of seven, re-recording most of the songs to erase any traces of you, my career being held over my head by a thread from apparently 'slacking off too much', to which I call bullshit by the way, the label doesn't even consider our exhaustion anymore, we've been on go-go-go mode ever since they announced another tour and gearing up with our first comeback without you...its a lot to take in." Sunghoon continued talking as he mindlessly waved the towel in his hand.

 

"Is that why all of you looked dead on your feet two days ago when we met up for Jay's birthday dinner? Why didn't you guys say anything sooner?" Heeseung asked, feeling his anger slowly seep through.

 

"What difference would it have made? You left, Heeseung, we're just working overtime to make up for your absence." Sunghoon snapped, he didn't know if this was the exhaustion talking or his feelings finally coming through.

 

Okay that hurt, Heeseung was slightly hurt.

 

"Are you seriously putting the blame on me? You're making it sound like we weren't overworked when I was still in the group, did you forget when we barely managed to perform at Inkigayo last year because of how overworked and exhausted we were?" Heeseung said back, his tone matching Sunghoon's.

 

"Yeah well last year I didn't have my career hanging by a thread and could easliy bounce back, but no thanks to somebody who couldn't wait another year I will probably be buried this year from double the overworking we have to be doing to compensate for you leaving before the next comeback." Sunghoon said, his anger clouding his mind and not even comprehending what he is saying to Heeseung.

 

Heeseung just stood there and watched Sunghoon breathe heavily after emptying his frustrations on him, he's never seen Sunghoon this angry, not at him at least. Heeseung scoffed as he stepped back from Sunghoon.

 

"Come talk to me when you're done throwing a tantrum...You're one of my closest friends, Sunghoon and I love you but I won't let you shift the blame of management overworking you on me when even you know it isn't my fault in the slighest...figure out your feelings before coming back to see me." Heeseung said before turning his back as he walked away and left the practice room with a heavy heart, the door echoing as he closed it, leaving Sunghoon alone in a room that felt too defeaning.

 

The younger sighed before feeling his eyes burn from the sting of his tears, he didn't mean to say all of that to Heeseung, he was just so exhausted that his brain couldn't keep up with his what his lips were saying. Sunghoon scoffed and wiped his eyes before grabbing his duffel bag and leaving the practice room to go catch up on some needed sleep.

 

· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· 

A good week passes before Sunghoon finally plucks the courage to go apologize to Heeseung, his pride wasn't letting him even when he knew he was wrong.

 

Standing outside the elder's studio, he raised his hand hesistantly before giving a few gentle knocks on the door, hearing the music stop after he knocked.

 

"Come in." Heeseung's muffled voice came through from behind, Sunghoon felt his heart lurch when he heard Heeseung's voice after a very long week.

 

"Hope you don't mind some company." Sunghoon entered the studio before genlty closing the door behind him and placing the plastic bag full of snacks on one of the chairs, he knew Heeseung's weakness.

 

"That depends if the company is here to throw more tantrums." Heeseung said without looking back as he placed his headphones on his soundboard before turning to look at Sunghoon, his arms crossed over his chest as he leaned back on the table.

 

Sunghoon felt his ears go red and huffed from feeling flustered at Heeseung's words, okay he deserved that.

 

"I'm sorry, I was just so exhausted and overwhelmed that day...I shouldn't have taken my anger out on you, it wasn't right of me." Sunghoon said as he looked away while apologizing, he can't keep eye contact for the life of him.

 

"Is that all? Come on, Hoon you can do better than that." Heeseung said with a teasing grin gracing his face.

 

"You're pushing it." Sunghoon said with a huff, his tone being a little whiney.

 

"I'm kidding...come here you big baby." Heeseung snorted before approaching Sunghoon and bringing the younger in a brief hug, apology accepted it seems.

 

Sunghoon felt his face heat up from the warmth of Heeseung's embrace, its been a while since they had any physical contact so this was a bit shocking, feeling himself melt in the older's arms, taking in the familiar and comforting scent of his Prada perfume, his own arms wrapping around Heeseung's middle, bringing him closer if that was even possible. Heeseung gave a light chuckle at Sunghoon clinging to him, placing his hands on Sunghoon's sides and resting his chin on the younger's shoulder.

 

"I brought you an apology gift in case my verbal apology didn't work out." Sunghoon pulled away from Heeseung, much to the elder's displeasure, before digging through the  plastic bag and taking out four beer bottles from their favorite brand, plus a few salty snack.

 

"Drinking on a work night? Who are you and what have you done to Park Sunghoon?" Heeseung teased before taking two bottles for himself and making himself comfortable on the studio couch, Sunghoon followed him and sat down beside him.

 

"Oh shut up, I've just learned to appreciate the small moments we get to drink." Sunghoon said with a playful eyeroll before opening his beer bottle and taking a huge gulp, feeling the cool liquid rush down his throat with the slight bitter aftertaste.

 

"Slow down or you'll choke on your drink." Heeseung said before a taking a sip of his own beer, he loves his drinks despite being a lightweight.

 

Sunghoon placed his nearly empty beer bottle down on the coffee table before leaning back on the and digging through the snacks he bought at the convenience store for both him and Heeseung, teasing the elder by throwing a packet radish flavor chips at him.

 

"Oh fuck off you know I hate this shit." Heeseung said with a groan as he inspected the packet of chip in his lap, he glared at the snack as if it eliminated his entire bloodline.

 

"I'm just messing around, here you whiney baby...to think you're older than me by a year too." Sunghoon said before giving Heeseung a pack of corn chips before snatching his beloved radish flavored chips from Heeseung's lap.

 

"Yeonjun came by a few minutes before you came, he asked around for bleach for his eyes." Heeseung shoved a handful of chips in his mouth.

 

"Bleach? For what?" Sunghoon asked with genuine confusion in his eyes.

 

"He caught Taehyun and Beomgyu going at it in one of the practice rooms." Heeseung said before breaking into a small fit of laughter.

 

"Oh my- These two have been dating for what? 3 years? And they still don't know how to handle their urges in public, you'd think they're teenagers not two men in their early twenties." Sunghoon said with a bewildered look, feeling pity for Yeonjun, before he couldn't help it and laughed along with Heeseung.

 

"Jay and Jungwon still at it back at the dorms too?" Heeseung said before cursing under his breathe when he dropped a few chips on the floor, leaning down to pick them up.

 

"Don't even, sometimes I hear them going at it like fucking rabbits late at night, Niki sleeps with noise cancelling earphones, Sunoo and Jake have to seperate them after practice so they don't go in a closet immediately for quick fuck." Sunghoon said with a disgust in his voice, he loves his friends and is very happy for them but he really doesn't want to hear them go at it like a bunch of rabbits.

 

"Jay told me he's weak when he sees Jungwon after dance practice" Heeseung said with a snort before  finishing his beer.

 

"How? I can't imagine wanting to fuck when I'm sweaty and exhausted, there's no appeal in that." Sunghoon said with a huff, his hand mindlessly playing with the necklace around his neck.

 

Heeseung turned and looked at Sunghoon with a "be for real right now" look, his eyes checking Sunghoon out quickly before going back to stare into Sunghoon's eyes.

 

"Have you seen yourself, Hoon? You're handsome as it is, don't get me started on you looking tired after dance practice." Heeseung said before unscrewing the second beer bottle and taking a gulp.

 

"Shut up you're just saying that." Sunghoon felt his cheeks flare up from Heeseung's comment, he knew he was good looking but coming from Heeseung who had the perfect face felt different, he felt his pulse speed up a little.

 

"I don't say things I don't mean, Sunghoon." Heeseung didn't turn to look at Sunghoon, who felt like his face was being set on fire.

 

"Oh please, I probably look like a hot mess after practice, the other members look more decent than me." Sunghoon scoffed and tried calming the butterflies in his stomach.

 

"Who said anything about the others when my eyes were always on you?" Heeseung's eyes bore into Sunghoon's, nevermind the butterflies turned into a zoo in his stomach.

 

Sunghoon opened and closed his mouth not knowing what to say, feeling heat slowly bubble up in his stomach, the look Heeseung was giving him wasn't helping either, the elder looked at him with an intense gaze that made Sunghoon feel small...was this the affect of the alcohol in their system?

 

"You're drunk, hyung." Sunghoon looked away from Heeseung, his heart was about to stop from how fast it was beating.

 

"Hyung huh? Its been a while since you've called me that...drunk words are sober thoughts, Hoon, thought you'd already know that." Heeseung said with a small chuckle leaving his lips, not doing Sunghoon's heart any favors.

 

Sunghoon felt like he was being set on fire.

 

"How's the album coming along?" Sunghoon diverted the topic of conversation to something other than...whatever that was.

 

"The tracklist is done, production is finished too, I'm just busy recording a few of the tracks for the album before I start on the album photoshoots next month." Heeseung stood up from his place and went back to the soundboard and to clean up the music sheets.

 

"So you'll debut soon? That seems way too fast don't you think?" Sunghoon brought his knees up to his chest on the couch as he watched the older move around the studio.

 

"Yeah well since when does the label listen to its artists,hm? I barely managed to convince them that I want to release a mini album and not an EP." Heeseung said with a bitter scoff, putting his headphones on one of the shelves near the soundboard. "Besides that, I'm getting my hair recolored again because apparently blonde is too bright for the album concept." The elder leaned back on the desk with his arms crossed over his chest.

 

"Open for recommendations from me? Go back to black hair, suits you best." Sunghoon opened his second beer bottle before taking a sip, while maintaining eye contact with the older.

 

"Black? Why so basic?" Heeseung said with a raised brow.

 

"Its your debut as a solo artist after ENHYPEN, fans want the most authentic version of you for your first album, go back to how you started off as, black hair." Sunghoon stared into the bottle in his hand while stating his reasoning.

 

"Makes sense...or is it because I'm freakishly handsome in black hair?" Heeseung said with a smirk.

 

Sunghoon rolled his eyes "I'm not about to inflate your ego but yes, you look...better in black." Sunghoon felt like melting from how Heeseung looked at him.

 

"Huh...I'll take that from you...I'll talk to the stylist next month...only if you go silver again for the next comeback." Heeseung said with a certain look in his gaze.

 

"Silver? Out of all the colors?" Sunghoon raised a brow at Heeseung's suggestion.

 

"Makes you look like royalty...a sight for sore eyes." Heeseung said without missing a beat, his gaze held Sunghoon's intensely.

 

Sunghoon blushed and melted under Heeseung's gaze....he was fucked.

 

· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· 

 

Another day, Another practice day...more like another day of being overworked.

 

Sunghoon knew he wasn't himself this morning when he woke up, he's been sweating all night in his sleep and felt like a ton of brick were piled on top of him, but he brushed it off and went to practice with the rest of the members.

 

"Seriosuly Hoon, you don't have to push yourself, you're clearly not fine." Jay said as he saw how pale Sunghoon was after an intense session of practicing for 'Fatal Trouble'.

 

"Jay I'm fine seriously, just a bit sleep deprived but I'll be fine" Sunghoon said as he drank some water to cool down his overheated body.

 

"You sure you can go on? You look like one step away from death." Jungwon said with concern as he kneeled down in front of Sunghoon, checking up on him.

 

"I've been through worse, trust me this is nothing, Won." Sunghoon gave a weak chuckle as he pat the young leader's head.

 

"Woah, what have I walked into?" A familiar voice cut through the practice room, Heeseung.

 

"The man, the myth, the legend himself has graced us with his presence, Evannn." Jake teased as he gave Heeseung a brief hug.

 

"That sounds weird coming from you, shut up." Heeseung scoffed playfully before hugging jake back.

 

"Your hair is fried, hyung." Niki said as he touched Heeseung's hair, feeling the slight dryness in between his fingers.

 

"Its not fried I just didn't shower yet, and quit touching my hair you brat." Heeseung swatted off Niki's offending hand that was making a mess of his hair.

 

"Tell your boyfriend to rest, he looks like he's on death's door." Sunoo voiced out as he looked at Heeseung, nodding his head to a tired Sunghoon.

 

"He's not my boyfriend-" Sunghoon said as his neck snapped up to glare at Sunoo, throwing the empty water bottle at the younger's head.

 

"...God you're hopeless." Heeseung said before kneeling down to Sunghoon's level and started wiping away the sweat on his face and around his neck, the younger obviously welcomed the touch and leaned his forehead on Heeseung's shoulder, letting the older one take care of him.

 

"First it was Jay and Jungwon, now I have to deal with these two as well? I'm surrounded by love and I'm still single." Jake said with a huff, whining like he always does.

 

"You ever going to listen to me to stop doing too much?" Heeseung told Sunghoon, ignoring Jake and the rest of the members, running his fingers through Sunghoon's sweaty hair, the younger almost purred at the touch you'd think he's touch starved.

 

"Since when did I ever listen to you?" Sunghoon said with a small grin as he slowly removed himself from Heeseung's embrace before standing up slowly.

 

"What am I going to do with you, Hoon?" Heeseung gave a small chuckle before going to sit on the floor to watch his friends practice for the upcoming tour.

 

Sunghoon has a part in the pre-chorus of "Given-Taken" where he has to stand up quickly from his position on the floor before the main chorus. Sunghoon was already weak today and he really didn't want to do this song, but since its part of the setlist for their first stop, he had no choice but to dance to it. Sitting down took a lot of effort before he stood up quickly to sync with the other members on the main chorus. 

 

Sunghoon's steps faltered and his body finally gave up on him, collapsing on the floor with very labored breathing, his chest was hurting him. He couldn't hear anything beside his name being called frantically, his vision was slighly blurry as he was laid down in the floor, and couldn't make out any noise before his vision started getting better and saw Heeseung hovering right above his head and pressing a cold towel on his forehead to cool him down a little.

 

"You're fine, Sunghoon...you're okay, just breathe for me." Heeseung's voice rang in his ear,  and then he saw Niki and Jungwon holding each of his legs up to elevate the blood flow back to his brain, Sunoo, Jake, and Jay were all on each side above him, looking down at him with worry, Sunghoon was struggling to inhale oxygen into his lungs, his breathing being heavy and shakey.

 

The last thing Sunghoon heard before he passed out was Heeseung's frantic voice trying to keep him awake.

· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· 

The first thing Sunghoon saw when he opened his eyes was the white ceiling above his head, and his ears started registering the beeps of the machines he was hooked on...Was he in the hospital?

 

Sunghoon groaned before realising he had an oxygen mask on on his face, sitting up slowly, he examined his surroundings and cringed at how white his room was, he never liked bright rooms. Sunghoon felt well rested surprisingly but can't remember what happened for the life of him, the only thing he remembered was seeing Heeseung above his head before passing out.

 

Sunghoon's thoughts were interrupted when the door to his room was opened and saw Sunoo and Jake.

 

"You think Heeseung will be fine? He's really in trouble now with the label." Jake said to Sunoo as they entered the room, probablty to see if Sunghoon was awake.

 

"What did you expect? That he'd get away with punching our long time dance instructor in the face and breaking his nose in the process? Fat chance, I won't be surprised if his debut gets pushed back even further." Sunoo replied with a sigh as he closed the door.

 

"Heeseung? Is he in trouble?" Sunghoon piped up, concern and confusion lacing his voice, startling the other two in the process.

 

"Oh shit you're awake?!" Jake said before running out of the room to probably bring in the doctor and the rest of the members.

 

"How do you feel, hyung?" Sunoo was beside Sunghoon's bed in a blink of an eyes as he checked over the elder.

 

Sunghoon interrupted Sunoo "What happened to Heeseung?" 

 

Before Sunoo could say anything, the door to his hospital room opened suddenly, with Niki and Jay falling on the floor trying to reach the room. "Are you two fucking serious right now? Can't you behave normally for once?" Jungwon's scolding voice was heard from a distance before he stood by the door and glared down at the two boys laying down on the floor.

 

Trust the Enhypen members to not be serious even in very serious situations

 

"Can somebody explain what the fuck is going on? What the hell happened?" Sunghoon's tone was clipped, clearly he was scared and confused on how the hell he ended up in the fucking hospital of all places.

 

The rest of the five members kept looking at each other on who should tell Sunghoon the news, clealry hesitating.

 

"Oh whatever I'll say it, you had a mild heart attack and its been almost two days since you've been here, your heart stopped for 27 seconds before you were brought back to life, your body is severly overworked and you're on bed rest for almost 2 months." Jake said all of that in one breathe, summarizing whatever happened in the last two days that Sunghoon was unconscious to the world.

 

"Your heart stopped for 27 seconds before you were brought back to life."  That was the only thing resgistering in Sunghoon's mind....he was dead for 27 seconds...he was almost buried in a coffin, six feet underground...almost left this world behind.

 

Sunghoon took a good look around and saw how much of a mess the rest of the boys were, the deep circles under their eyes, their eyes bloodshot, and they looked pale and exhausted...they didn't catch a wink of sleep over how traumatised they were of seeing their bandmate be dead for 27 seconds.

 

"I was dead?" Sunghoon said quietly, still in disbelief himself.

 

"You flatlined in the practice room when the medics arrived to tend to you...you heart was working overtime from how much you pushed yourself to the limit, the scariest 27 seconds of my life." Jungwon said as he appraoched Sunghoon's bed, his face was pale and he looked so scared. Sunghoon felt his heart break from the look on the yoinger's face, he was supposed to ease the burden on the younger's shoulders not add more to it.

 

"I'm sorry, Won" Sunghoon said quietly before bringing Jungwon into a a hug, he was a little weak but that didn't stop him from being a hyung to Jungwon.

 

That was all it took for Jungwon to break down in Sunghoon's hold, feeling Sunghoon and hearing him breathe and speak hit him with a truck of relief, his own arms gently wrapping around Sunghoon, to not hurt him obviously, as his tears wet Sunghoon's neck. None of them could imagine what would've happened if Sunghoon never woke up again.

 

One by one, Sunghoon took turns in hugging each individual member as long as they needed, especially Niki, who seemed to stick to Sunghoon for a very long time, not wanting to leave his hyung's arms.

 

"Where's Heeseung?" Sunghoon asked once the boys have all collectively started calming down.

 

"Back at HYBE, he punched the dance instructor in the face when he asked if your "issue" would interfere with our schedules for the tour, hyung broke his nose, and now he's being punished for a misconduct, could push his debut back later." Sunoo said with a small grin as he finished wiping the tears from his face.

 

Sunghoon felt his heart flutter and break at the same time, at one part he was flustered at how Heeseung defended him and his pride, and another part was him being upset that Heeseung put his career on the line like that by being violent.

 

"Well can you call him? I need to tell him I'm awake." Sunghoon said as he leaned back down on his bed, feeling the need to rest his back after sitting up for so long, he was slowly healing from a heart attack after all.

 

"Well...the thing is...Heeseung doesn't want to see you...or talk to you as a matter of fact." Jay said as he rubbed the back of his neck while looking away.

 

Sunghoon grew confused and looked at Jay like he was speaking gibberish, Heeseung didn't want to see him?

 

"Truth is, Heeseung hyung is pretty mad and upset with you...you never listened to his concerns on him telling you to take it easier and to not push yourself, he came here last night for a few minutes just to check up on your before he left..." Niki leaned against the wall near the door to Sunghoon's hospital room.

 

Understandable...really understandable, and Sunghoon knew he deserved this but he was also a stubborn little shit who won't give up. If Heeseung was going to be like this, then Sunghoon will have to drag him here one way or another.

 

"Give me your phone, Jay." Sunghoon said with a calm tone, knowing Heeseung answers quikcly when Jay calls him.

 

"What? Hoon come on you can't be serious-" Jay raised a brow at Sunghoon before he was interrupted. 

 

"Park Jongseong, phone now." Sunghoon said without breaking a sweat, pulling out the full government name.

 

Jay huffed before unlocking his phone and giving Sunghoon his phone. Said male pulled up Heeseung's number in Jay's contact list before pressing the call button. It didn't take even two rings before Heeseung answered.

 

"Hey Jay-" Heeseung's voice came through the line.

 

"We need to talk, and if you're not here by tonight I'm unhooking every machine stuck to me and walking to HYBE so we can talk there, Lee Heeseung." Sunghoon said, interrupting whatever Heeseung had to say, before hanging up the call and not giving Heeseung a chance to answer.

 

"I'm betting on Heeseung hyung's entire ramen stash that they'll fuck tonight." Niki said with a grin plastered on his stupid face.

 

"You're gross, I didn't need the mental image in my head, you fucker" Jake said with a grimace in his face as he looked at the youngest.

 

Sunghoon was red in the face, but he didn't know if he was about to have another heart attack or if it was because the mental image appeared in his head too? 

· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· 

Night arrived faster than Sunghoon anticipated, and he was all alone again, he forcefully kicked out the rest of the members so they can go freshen up and rest PROPERLY this time, they tried arguing with the elder to stay and keep an eye on him, but after one glare from Sunghoon, they knew it was useless and listened to him finally before leaving him to go back to their dorms. 

 

Sunghoon was now waiting for Heeseung, it was 9:34 PM and he didn't even know if Heeseung would even come see him, he'd stay up either way to see the elder since he can't sleep anyway, and he felt suddenly nervous at the thought of seeing Heeseung, he was even fixing up his hair to look presentable at some point.

 

Sunghoon felt himself get startled from the knock on the door to his room, causing a small sharp pain to go through his chest, but he brushed it off as the after effects of his mild heart attack.

 

"Come in." Sunghoon said as he slowly sat up and leaned back against the pillows on his hospital bed.

 

Heeseung entered the dimly lit room before closing the door behind him, a mask was covering his face, before turning around and looking at Sunghoon.

 

"...I had my doubts thinking if you'd show up or not." Sunghoon said as he rested his hands on his lap, taking a look at Heeseung.

 

"I almost didn't want to come, believe me." Heeseung said in a clipped tone before removing his face mask, revealing an ugly bruise on his cheek and his bottom lip having a split lip that still looked fresh.

 

Sunghoon felt his heart lurch to his throat as he saw how Heeseung looked, was this all because of his fight with the instructor or was it something else?

 

"What happened to your face?" Sunghoon said as he raised a brow at Heeseung, although he was quite concerned with Heeseung's state and how awful he looked.

 

"Doesn't matter...how are you feeling?" Heeseung shot down his question of concern before approaching the end of Sunghoon's bed and resting his hands on the railing, leaning his weight on the bed rail.

 

"...Recovering." Sunghoon felt flustered from how Heeseung looked at him, turning his head away from the elder's intense stare.

 

Heeseung was not happy, that was the clear part.

 

"Eyes back here, Sunghoon." Heeseung said in a calm and commanding tone, something flipped in Sunghoon's gut before he obeyed the elder's words.

 

With their gazes locked back on each other, Sunghoon knew he was done for, Heeseung was never angry at him and this was the scary part.

 

"...I'm sorry, Heeseung." Sunghoon said with a tired sigh, he really didn't know what else to say, he was just waiting for Heeseung to explode on him and he'd take it knowing he deserved it.

 

"You're sorry? Really, Sunghoon? Is that all you have to say?" Heeseung scoffed bitterly before crossing his arms on his chest "Do you know how worried we were about you? You were practically dead before the medics arrived to restart your heart! I saw you fucking die in my arms, do you know how terrifying that was?! You were dead in my arms for 27 seconds before you were revived! Those were the longest 27 seconds of my life and I can't get the image out of my fucking head, these past two days everytime I close my eyes for a bit I see your lifeless body just limp in my arms! All because of your stupid work ethic to push yourself to the fucking limit and not giving your poor body a break! You're twenty three and experienced a mild heart attack, all because you don't listen when we tell you to take it easy." 

 

Sunghoon just sat there and let Heeseung explode on him, knowing how much damage he caused he just took whatever Heeseung was throwing at him.

 

Heeseung was breathing heavily "If you never woke up, how would we have told your parents hm? For them to recieve a call from the label or Jungwon telling them that their son had a heart attack and didn't make it from overworking himself so much... did you ever stop to think about that when you were overworking yourself? That your parents will lose their only son...Your sister would lose her older brother...The guys would lose their group member and close friend...The world would lose their ice prince...and that I would lose you...or were you just selfish and kept going on to prove something to the world?"

 

Heeseung's words struck every chord in Sunghoon's heart, and it wasn't the words only, the thing that hurt most was how Heeseung looked at Sunghoon when he was emptying his heart out to the younger...Heeseung looked so traumatised and upset at him, and that was something that Sunghoon never wanted to see on Heeseung's face ever again.

 

"...I lost you once when I left ENHYPEN, Sunghoon... I won't lose you again, especially not for a job that isn't worth your life..." Heeseung said as he walked to the side of Sunghoon's bed and being eye to eye with the younger.

 

Sunghoon felt his breathe hitch at Heeseung's words, and stared into the depth of Heeseung's eyes to see only hurt and something else pool in the eyes he had found warmth in for the last decade.

 

"...What are you saying, Heeseung?" Sunghoon whispered as his gaze briefly went to Heeseung's lips before looking back up to his eyes, the elder noticed Sunghoon's brief gaze on his lips and felt his heart stutter at the gesture.

 

"I'm in love with you, Park Sunghoon...have been for a long time now." Heeseung breathed out before his hand made contact with Sunghoon's cheek, his knuckle barely brushing against the flesh.

 

Fuck.

 

Sunghoon felt his brain short circuit as the words registered to him...Heeseung loved him...not as a friend, or a former group member...Heeseung loved him like he was the center of his universe...and maybe Sunghoon loved him too...it just took 10 years, a survival show, so many obviously missed signals, 27 seconds of him dying before he realised...his heart always belong to Heeseung, the sudden flutters when the elder took care of him, the random gestures, the neverending comfort, how Heeseung was attentive to him more than the other members, always keeping an eye on him, how awfully dependant Sunghoon was on Heeseung...

 

"...I love you too." Sunghoon whispered back, feeling his eyes pool with tears of realisation, his own hand catching Heeseung's before intertwining their fingers together...a perfect fit.

 

"Say it again...please." Heeseung breathed out shakily, not believing the words that rang through his ears.

 

"I love you, Lee Heeseung.." Sunghoon repeated with a small smile gracing his tired face, Heeseung was so far gone for this man.

 

Heeseung breathed out a chuckle of disbelief, feeling as if a whole elephant was lifted off his shoulders "I waited so long to hear these pretty words from you, Sunghoon...I'm glad I waited a little longer." The elder pressed his forehead against Sunghoon's, feeling himself breathe a sigh of releif.

 

"Its my fault for being so oblivious...you weren't even being subtle and I still missed the hints, Its a miracle how long you waited for my dumbass to finally catch up." Sunghoon said with a huff as a pink hue graced his cheeks.

 

"Better late than never, angel." And Sunghoon was gone from the pet name sitting beautifully on Heeseung's lips.

 

"You're asking for me to have another heart attack arent you?" Sunghoon blushed and looked away from how the elder looked at him so lovingly, and Heeseung laughed at how easily Sunghoon got flustered.

 

"This one is the only good heart attack you'll ever need, angel." Heeseung's pointer finger curled under Sunghoon's jaw, bringing their gazes back on each other.

 

Sunghoon rolled his eyes and gripped Heeseung by the drawstrings of his hoodie and briging him down in a kiss, their first ever kiss as lovers. They can both die happy now.

 

Heeseung felt hismelf melt into the kiss, his hands instinctively resting on Sunghoon's sides and squeezing a little promoting the younger to gasp and creating a perfect opportunity for Heeseung to slip his tongue between Sunghoon's lips, deepening their kiss from a gentle lip lock to a full on french kiss...not that Sunghoon was complaining, considering his fingers travelled from the drawstrings to the back of Heeseung's head, pulling at his hair a little and briging him closer into their kiss.

 

Sunghoon pulled away first, breathing heavily and his lips glistening under the dim lights of the hospital room. He felt dizzy from how intense their kiss was, Heeseung didn't look any better either as he rested his forehead on Sunghoon's shoulder, trying to recover from how perfect their first kiss was, how perfect Sunghoon was.

 

Sunghoon felt warmth when Heeseung's hands barely squeezed his sides to calm himself down, his own hands went down to hold the elder's hands before feeling a few fresh scabs on his knuckles, probably from punching their instructor in the face.

 

"Heeseung.." Sunghoon started with a sigh when he brought the elder's hands up to examine the damage.

 

"Don't even...the fucker deserved it, talking about interferance with tour schedules as if he didn't see you die, I got in trouble but I couldn't give less of a fuck about anything when you were my main priority, they can push my debut back for as long as they want." Heeseung scoffed, one of his hands cradled Sunghoon's cheek, his thumb gently brushing his undereye.

 

"Don't hurt yourself again for my sake." Sunghoon failed to hide his lips twitching, he was swooning on the inside from how far Heeseung would go for him.

 

"Never...you're my world now...you'd do the same for me." Heeseung brought both of Sunghoon's hands up to his lips and pressed small kisses to each of his knuckles before pecking the inside of his wrist.

 

"I'd tear the world apart for you, Lee Heeseung." Sunghoon spoke so softly that Heeseung almost missed it.

 

"Good...and don't pretend seeing me mad doesn't get you worked up." Heeseung teased the younger with a knowing grin plastered on his stupidly handsome face.

 

Sunghoon gave him an eyeroll "You're ruining the moment, hyung." 

 

"You're gonna start calling me hyung now? Maybe I should've confessed to you sooner if I knew it came with hyung priviliges." Heeseung sat down on the bed in front of Sunghoon, careful to not pull on any of the machines connected to his lover.

 

"And to Heeseung it is I guess." Sunghoon teased as he made some space for Heeseung to sit more comfortably.

 

"So hyung will be saved for the bedroom or-" Heeseung started before laughing at the weak hit Sunghoon gave on his chest.

 

"LEE HEESEUNG!" Sunghoon was not going to survive Heeseung's insufferable ass in this relationship.

· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·· 

 

6 months later...

 

To summarize these recovery period for Sunghoon, he was definitely on bedrest for 3 weeks to let his heart recover before was allowed to start doing light activities to not tire him out too much, so dancing was off the table completely, but since he only had a mild heart attack he wasn't put on a strict diet or anything, just some small changes to his work-life, not forgetting the earful he got from his parents on taking it easy when they came to visit him.

 

Heeseung, bless him, did not leave Sunghoon's side for even a second and moved back into the ENHYPEN dorm to keep an eye on his lover and take care of his needs. There were nights that Sunghoon woke up with a sudden sharp pierce in his heart, which wasn't uncommon after a heart attack, Heeseung was always there beside him and staying up until early morning to make sure Sunghoon wasn't in pain...The elder bathed him, fed him, gave him his medication, cuddled him, showered him in all the kisses he can ever imagine, and listened to every word Sunghoon had to say.

 

Sunghoon knew Heeseung was the only one for him when he stayed with him through every process of the recovery period, these 3 months felt like 3 years to Sunghoon, it was grueling on how he was treated like glass, especially the first two weeks where he wasn't allowed that much activity and only on strict bedrest and that really fucked with Sunghoon's brain because he wasn't used to staying still for so long and this caused him to be snippy and have an attitude with the members and especially Heeseung, but none of them blamed him or argued back with him because they knew this was all temporary.

 

The label did announce to the fans on what happened with Sunghoon and that he was on hiatus, and did face heavy backlash when they stated that Sunghoon would be back on schedule after his 3 month recovery period was over. Fans were not happy and protested heavily for Sunghoon to take as long as he needed to recover and that they would wait for him until further notice. Of course it wasn't only the fans, the group members, and even other label mates interferred in the decision for Sunghoon to go on a long recovery hiatus, BTS's Jin and TXT as a whole were big part on Sunghoon to take a long break...but especially Heeseung, man put his own career on the risk for this, threatning the label to get every information out to the public on how overworked Sunghoon was due to the label putting so much pressure on the group.

 

In the end, Sunghoon was put on a long term recovery process until he felt more comfortable to return back to the spotlight, bonus was when ENHYPEN got a 3 week break as well from all schedules. And the shitty dance instructor was put on long term suspension and was not allowed to work with ENHYPEN anymore.

 

Life seemed to be going Sunghoon's way finally...well except for the daily shenanigans at the dorm.

 

"Good God, were you mauled by a fucking tiger or something?" Jay took a good look at Sunghoon's neck covered in angry red marks.

 

Oh yeah, Sunghoon and Heeseung's relationship was no surprise to any of their friends, they kind of called it. The two men couldn't be more in love with each other and it was disgusting with how romantic Heeseung was to Sunghoon, vice versa too. If there was one thing that Sunghoon complained about (not really though) was how insatiable Heeseung was towards him, he is flattered for sure on how down bad his boyfriend is for him but he really needed to tone it down on the clinginess (he didn't), Sunghoon literally saw Heeseung almost pass out from excitement when his doctor cleared him of any risk for sex but to keep it minimal, Heeseung took anything at this point.

 

Sunghoon wasn't ready on how different the elder one was in their bedroom, all he knew is that he loved being manhandled by Heeseung that's all. Sunghoon was a weak man for Heeseung, knowing the older one knew his body well and what gets him worked up until he was a shaking mess by the end, and that storked Heeseung's ego by a whole lot. Sex was unpredictable with them, they never stuck to one position or one place, hell they even went at it in Heeseung's studio in the recording booth, with the mic on, and Heeseung insisted on using Sunghoon's "Pretty noises" to hide it in the tracks of his debut album, and who was Sunghoon who deny him when Heeseung looked at him with his bambi eyes that he loved so much? An interesting dynamic indeed.

 

"Good morning to you to Jay." Sunghoon paddled tiredly as he stretched his arms, walking into the kitchen looking like a hot mess.

 

"Guess we know who wears the pants in the relationship." Niki teased the elder while wiggling his eyebrows, a teasing grin plastered on his face.

 

Sunghoon rolled his eyes and sat down on the couch, like his ears weren't on fire from Niki's remarks, his hand unconsciously going to his neck to touch the hickeys Heeseung left on his poor neck. "Where's Heeseung? He wasn't in bed when I woke up?" 

 

"He went to get some coffee for us...damn someone got laid good." Jake came out of his room before whistling at the damage on Sunghoon's neck, the latter throwing a pillow at him with a shit aim. This was about to be a long ass day for sure.

 

"I didn't know you were that loud in bed, I thought I was disaster but turns out I had competition." Jungwon teased Sunghoon before going to stand beside Jay, who happily gave his boyfriend a good morning kiss.

 

"Hyung~ Faster" Jungwon imitated Sunghoon's noises that he heard last night from his bedroom, poor Sunghoon.

 

"Yang Jungwon!" Sunghoon was bewildered before groaning at the rest of the boys who started laughing at him being teased, it wasn't his fault that Heeseung knew how to ruin him.

 

"I wonder how many positions he put you in-" Sunoo started before being rudely interrupted "My sex life is not up for discussion!" Sunghoon glared at Sunoo with a furious blush covering his cheeks.

 

Trust the ENHYPEN door to experience a dull day

 

"Heeseung having a hyung kink though was not on my bingo list" Jay said as he made his way to sit on the floor of the living room. "Oh gross now I don't wanna call him hyung anymore." Niki cringed at the thought, a visible shiver run down his spine.

 

"Who don't you wanna call hyung anymore?'' Heeseung said as he entered the dorm with two bags of something that looked like coffee and a few other things. "You obviously you freak, didn't know you had a hyung kink." Jake said as he made way for Heeseung to enter the kitchen and place the bags on the counter.

 

"Pfft don't be dramatic, thats only reserved for Sunghoon." Heeseung snorted as he took off his jacket and placed it on the kitchen counter.

 

"Where we you anyway at 7 AM? Ran out of condoms?' Jay piped up from the living room floor, obviously trying to joke around. "Why waste money on something we never used?" Heeseung was so shameless, Sunghoon wanted to die from embarrasment when Heeseung admitted that, Sunoo and Jake made dramatic gagging noises at Heeseung's words.

 

"Not even newlyweds move as fast as you two did." Jungwon said with a shake of his head. 

 

"Can you at least discuss this when I'm not in the fucking room?" Sunghoon ran a tired hand over his face, trying to hide his face was probably a tomato by now.

 

"Sorry, angel, can't resist seeing your embarrased face everytime." Heeseung said before sitting down beside Sunghoon and handing him a white rose he probably got on his way back to the dorms, and Sunghoon can't seem to stay mad at him when he does things like this, screw his heart for loving Heeseung so much.

 

"...This doesn't get you out of trouble though." Sunghoon tried to stay serious but a small smile graced his face as he took the rose between his fingers.

 

"I'll take my chances" Heeseung winked before curling his arm around Sunghoon's waist, basically pressing the younger to his side, and planting a sweet kiss on his temple, and Sunghoon swore he felt his heart explode from love.

 

The other members groaned at the PDA from the two, but they were happy for them for sure.

 

"You're never like this with me." Jungwon said to Jay before elbowing his side, Jay looked wounded to say the least "Here wo go again..." Jay sighed heavily at his boyfriend.

 

"You're coming to the jacket shoot today aren't you?" Niki asked Sunghoon as he sat on the edge of the couch sipping the coffee that Heeseung generously bought them. "Of course I am, just cause I'm on a hiatus doesn't mean I won't come to make your lives miserable on set from the corner." Sunghoon said as he scrolled through his phone, resting his head on Heeseung's shoulder.

 

"Wow hyung, you're so comforting." Sunoo said dryly, obviously messing with him.

 

"I know right? I'm your favorite hyung after all" Sunghoon replied without missing a beat, a mischevious smile plastered on his face.

 

One by one, the other boys stood up to get ready for their long grueling day on set for their new comeback jacket shoot, leaving only Heeseung and Sunghoon in the living room.

 

"Seungie..." Sunghoon broket the silence after a while, his fingers mindlessly playing with the delicate chain around his neck.

 

"Angel.." The elder replied back, waiting for Sunghoon to continue..."I haven't been so happy and relaxed until now" the younger looked into his lover's eyes with such warmth that Heeseung felt his heart melt.

 

"I can see that...haven't seen you so peaceful and stress-free in such a long time, you're putting the full moon to shame from how much you've been glowing..." Heeseung's hands cupped Sunghoon's face before pressing their foreheads together, their breathing being in sync. "You're so whipped..." Sunghoon giggled, feeling his ears turn red from how Heeseung played around with words. "Not whipped, just in love and obsessed with you, Park Sunghoon." Heeseung replied without missing a beat, making the younger's pulse feel more erratic than it already was.

 

"I'm equally obsessed and in love with you, Lee Heeseung." These words never failed to make Heeseung's heart stutter, combine it with how Sunghoon looks at him, he practically died and came back to life.

 

"I'll marry you one day, I swear it" Heeseung said with a smile before briging Sunghoon into a gentle kiss, feeling the younger's hands automatically rest behind his head and kissing him back with equal fevor.

 

Heeseung's hands went to Sunghoon's waist before briging him onto his lap without breaking their kiss, Sunghoon's breath hitched at the action but never complained, in fact he loved it.

 

Sunghoon settled his legs on either side of Heeseung's hips, with one hand resting on his chest while the other held the back of his head, their lips moving against each other much more deeply, as if they were conveying all their feelings in that kiss. Heeseung's hands settled on Sunghoon's thighs and squeezed, making Sunghoon moan quietly in the kiss, coaxing his mouth further open for Heeseung to slip his tongue in his mouth, shamelessly making out.

 

"You better not fuck on the couch!" Jake's voice echoed from upstairs, its like he knew what was going on.

 

Yeah they'll be fine.

 

-THE END.

 

 

Notes:

Exactly 3 hours and 24 minutes later I finished writing this, pretty fast to be fair. Forgot how much I used to enjoy writing. Anyways I hope you liked it at least if you made it till the end, feel free to leave any comments.

Bye Bye <3