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The blonde was staring at himself, his profile taken when he was sitting on a window sill, It felt nostalgic,sad, and emotional. He didn't expect Eiji to put up pictures of him, He really messed up. Suddenly, his phone rang, it was Sing. Why would he call Ash on a random saturday? ''Ash.. I..cant do this anymore, Eiji is too depressed to even get out of bed nowadays. , and..I saw him almost cut himself too.. Please, Ash, stop standing there spying and do something! I..cant stand seeing my best friend like this..." Sing begged, his voice was shaky. Ash was hesitating as they talked for a little more. But he eventually obliged.
"Fine.. Im on my way."
" thanks, I'll leave you two alone for the night, Im going to Yut Lung to give you guys space to talk."He hung up the call and put on his grey hoodie and was on his way to his apartment.
"Hey, Eiji. Im going to meet with Yut Lung, he just arrived from Hong Kong, I think I'll be back soon. I also think you should take a walk outside,dont you think?'' (connected to saturday night)" hmm..yeah, thanks for the suggestion." Sing waved bye at Eiji before leaving his apartment.
A bit after Sing left, Eiji decided to change his clothes before taking a late night walk, taking his camera with him to capture city night lights. As he left the apartment, it started to snow. Eiji put out his hand to catch a snowflake.
It was chilly, empty and snow falling from the night sky was perfect for a night walk.. He grabbed his camera to capture the streetwalk infront of him, but a silhouette was blocking the way, a familiar figure, as tall as his old best friend. he squinted his eyes observed his face a bit more. Although he was looking down with his grey hood on, he caught his blonde lashes, a glimpse of unforgettable jade eyes, was it actually him? He looked down onto his shoes—Red converse shoes. Ash's name flooded his mind. As he walked past him. He built the courage to say his name, he looked back to the said man.
"Aslan?" The other man stiffened as he called his name, he actually recognized him even after all this time.
Eiji rushed towards the guy. "Aslan!" He shouted in a broken sob.
The Japanese took his shoulder to turn him around and face him. His eyes were fogged with tears as he gazed into green eyes. "Please tell me im not dreaming, Ash.."
"You aren't." He whispered
"You stubborn bastard!" He cried out, lightly slapping his chest. He leaned into his friends chest, tears stained his shirt.
"Do you know how much i missed you?! Did you know how hurt i was when i heard you passed? ..God, I missed you so much i couldn't even come near the library knowing you bled there.." His voice trailed off as he cried into the blondes chest.
"Eiji.." he whispered, he rested his head onto the smaller man, petting his hair aswell.
"I'm so sorry, Eiji. I thought.. I thought it was the best for you if i did this. I thought you wouldn't live a miserable life if i wasn't in it.. I guess i was wrong, Sing told me you were about to hurt yourself.. I figured it was best to finally show up..." He grabbed the smaller mans face,
"Sing knew?..'' Asked by the man with his cheeks covered with tears. He gently wiped them off with his thumb; caressing his baby face as he gazed into his misty brown eyes.
"Yeah.. And I'm sorry i didn't go to you sooner..'' He mumbled.
"Y-yeah.. You should've! You idiot!.." Ash chuckled at Eiji's reply.
Still stroking his long hair softly, and he wondered why he grew out his hair
"Are you mad at me?" Ash questioned
"What kind of question is that? Of course I'm mad at you, but I can't stay mad at you, I miss you too much. " The word's didn't feel like enough to estimate how much he longed for Ash. He fixed his gaze on the taller man. His face was so.. Breathtaking like before, a bit more mature now, but.. God, he missed his face, he missed Ash, he missed Aslan.
"Im sorry, I.. I have no right to be here with you." Ash turned away, but Eiji pulled him closer
"Dont leave again.." He pleaded as he looked at Ash with eyes that Ash couldn't resist.
Ash brushed his thumb over Eiji's lips, leaning in a bit closely until they feel their each others breathing—he hesitated before leaning in more closer and waited for the other mans reaction for permission. He didn't resist. He closed the gap between them, lips finally meeting after 7 long years of yearning. God, they were hungry. Years of pent up longing finally releasing as they kissed. The kiss started gently, until Ash explored Eiji's mouth bit by bit, he tasted of hot chocolate, it intoxicated Ash. He clutched onto the nape of Eiji to deepen the kiss and Eiji clung onto Ash. Their bodies warm due to the years of repressed desire.
Ash pulled back as he was running out of air to breathe in. He stared at Eiji, lips swollen from the kiss. So pretty..— he thought.
"I'm so glad you're alive, Aslan." His voice muffled against Ash's chest.
It started to snow heavily, so Eiji took his hand and lead him to his apartment.
"Here's black coffee, i hope you still like it. Do you want me to make your favorite salad?" Eiji asked the guy splayed on his couch, petting his assistant, Buddy.
"Im fine, black coffee will do." He answered as he petted Buddy. Eiji pouted as he watched.
"What, you jealous?" He teased with a smug look on his face. Eiji rolled his eyes and turned away, his back facing the blonde
"Come here" Ash patted on his lap and Eiji quickly obliged. Eiji straddled his lap at took a peek at Ash's eyes before hugging him for warmth.
"You're so adorable, I cant believe i left you for 7 years" voice shaky as he thought back to when he left Eiji. Ash rubbed circles Eiji's back and traced his spine to sooth him.
"Do you regret it?" He chuckled, muffled against his shoulder.
"Of course i do. I wonder how i could leave you, God, i was so selfish.." He shook his head in disapproval of his doing.
"It's okay, you did what you thought was best for me. And.. you're here now, I'm happier than ever."
Eiji moved his head back to look at Ash, before quickly pecked his lips and gave him a bright smile.
He wished he could imprint that face onto his brain;
He felt his pants tighten, he looked up at Eiji again, to see if he noticed it. When he did, Eiji was already, staring at him.
"You got turned on by my smile? Naughty Aslan.." He teased and Ash rolled his eyes.
"You don't have to do anything, Eiji. I can just go-" Ash's breath hitched and his sentence was cut off as Eiji grinded both their erections together. He groaned, he didn't expect this from him, but he loved it.
"Ash.. please, I want you inside.." He whined and Ash couldn't hold back, he tugged at Eiji's waistband and stared at his clothed erection before pulling them down. He looked so heavenly, he could stare at hin all day and he won't get bored at all.
"You're telling me I've missed this for 7 years?" He chuckled as he eagerly took off his pants along with his boxers. He caught Eiji looking down at his cock and saw him gulp.
"God, You're huge.. " He shivered at the thought of this monster of a cock inside him. Ash blushed as he spat onto his fingers, kneading Eiji's ass before teasing his rim before putting a digit inside. The brunette Shuddered at the feeling of the blondes finger inside him. He let him adjust to the feeling, Eiji nodded at him, signifying he could move now. he slowly worked him open. He wrapped his arms around the blondes nape and leaned into his neck to muffle his sounds.
"Im gonna put in a second now" he felt him nod against his shoulder, slowly adding a second finger inside, The one straddling moaned at the sensation. He could come just by hearing his lover moan into his ears but he held back.
"Ash please.."
"Please what Eiji?"
"get inside.." His voice sounded eager, so he didn't waste any more time and spat on his hand before stroking his shaft, fairly coating it before he lined it up with the boy above him.
"Are you sure Ei-"
"Yes im sure, I've wanted this for so long, now hurry up!"
"So eager, onii-chan" he smirked before finally pulling the Japanese's hips down onto his erection. He sighed at how warm he felt. Eiji let out a hiss at how full he felt
when he entirely sat down on him.
"Are you okay?" He asked with worry, Eiji quickly nodded
"It just stings a little.."
Ash caressed his hips, circling his thumbs to sooth Eiji as he waited for him to move. Eiji loved how Ash was comforting him through this, so leaned back to kiss Ash, he smiled while doing so. They felt loved by eachother. Ash licked at Eijis lips, asking for permission to enter his mouth, he parted his lips so he could enter, tasting hot chocolate while the other savored bitter coffee. even though they didn't wanna pull back, they were running out of air to breathe.
After a while of settling in, he started to bounce against Ash, they both moaned at the sensation.
He gripped the hips of the one bouncing and thrusted into him. Eiji saw stars at that moment.
"A-Ash, there, oh my God-" a moan was ripped from his chest, tears came out his eyes from the overwhelming sensation he was experiencing. He shamelessly dreamt of this, And there he was finally getting a taste of it.
He felt heat curling up in his stomach, he knew his high was coming.
"Ash.. Please.."
"You can come."
And so he did, white splattered the American's abdomen. After a while of chasing his climax, he finally painted Eiji's walls with white, panting as he came down from his high, evening out their ragged breathing. Ash reluctantly pulled out, Eiji whined at the lost.They sat there for a while in peaceful silence—Until Eiji muttered something.
"I love you so much, Aslan."
He moved his hands from Ash's thighs to his face, and he quickly leaned into the touch; If Ash was a cat, he would definitely purr right now.
"I love you too, so so much, Eiji.." Ash stated, blonde lashes fluttered shut as he took Eiji's hand and kissed his knuckles. Eiji blushed at this action.
"You remind me of a cat." He chuckled, thinking about how cute he would be as one. Ash nodded, as he thought about his resemblance to a cat.
"Do you want to take bath? I feel sticky.."
"Yeah, but you have to carry me there."
"Alright, princess" Ash winked at him and Eiji rolled his eyes at the name he just called him, gripping his thighs and stood up, Eiji quickly wrapped his arm around Ash. After a few seconds of walking, Ash carefully set down Eiji onto the bathtub and turned on the water, after he was pleased with the temperature, he sat down behind Eiji, who quickly leaned onto his chest.
"Wash my hair?"
Ash hummed at his question, grabbing his shampoo which scented a bit like rice, he started to massage his scalp.
"That feels nice..."
"I'm glad"
"I love you" he muttered again
"I know, I love you too." He leaned down to kiss his Shoulder blade
"I know I said I wouldn't ask for forever." Ash whispered. "But I take it back" Eiji chuckled, and Ash joined in, he felt happiness wash over him, he always felt the waves happen when he's with Eiji.
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"Let's go to Japan, maybe to my hometown aswell, If you want."
Ash blinked at his words, but he agreed. He really wanted to see the country his lover was from.
"Sure, I'd love to see the country you grew up in." He smiled, Eiji took a peek at Ash over his shoulders, he smiled back when he saw him.
After taking a bath and drying their bodies off, they laid in silence, laying on their sides as they gazed into eachothers eyes, they enjoyed eachothers presence, it was warm and peaceful.
Ash wanted to feel his warmth, so he tucked himself in Eiji's arms as he nuzzled against his chest. The Japanese wrapped his arms around him, feeling even more warm, he loved it, he loved Eiji.
"Ash?"
"Hm?"
"Goodnight." He pressed a light kiss on his boyfriends hair
"Goodnight Eiji."
They drifted off to sleep, succumbing into Eachothers warmth.