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The city did not care that Yuder Aile had never seen anything like it before.
That was fine. He didn't need it to.
He stood at the edge of the main station exit, bag strap over one shoulder, and looked out at the sprawl of it — the buildings stacked against the grey morning sky, the endless current of people moving like they all had somewhere urgent to be, the noise of it, layered and constant and nothing like the quiet he had grown up in. A taxi horn cut through the air. Someone brushed past him without slowing down.
Yuder adjusted the strap of his bag and walked forward.
He had a list. . some places — companies he had researched, roles he believed he could do, places that didn't require a degree he didn't have but rewarded the kind of sharp, self-built competence that he did. He had spent four months preparing for this. He was not nervous.
He was, however, on the wrong street.
He realized it approximately twelve minutes later, standing in front of a building that was very clearly a dry cleaner and not the mid-sized logistics firm he had mapped the night before. He looked at his phone. Looked at the street sign. Looked back at his phone.
He was recalculating his route when the door beside him opened and a man nearly walked directly into him.
They both stopped.
The man had grey hair roughly trimmed and sharp eyes that sat beneath eyebrows that seemed permanently drawn together in irritation. He was carrying a paper bag and looked, at first glance, like someone who did not particularly enjoy being alive today.
They stared at each other.
"You're blocking the door," the man said. Flat. Not unfriendly exactly, but not friendly either.
"You walked into me," Yuder said.
The man's eyes narrowed slightly. Then he looked Yuder up and down — the single bag, the phone with the maps app open, the general look of someone who had arrived somewhere new — and his expression did something complicated that wasn't quite a frown and wasn't quite anything else.
"You lost?" he asked.
"I took a wrong turn."
"That's what lost is."
Yuder said nothing. The man clicked his tongue, shifted his bag, and looked away like he was considering leaving. Then, like it cost him something:
"Where are you trying to get to?"
Yuder told him. The man — who gave his name like it was a minor inconvenience, Enon — knew exactly where it was. The directions he gave were blunt and efficient and came with zero pleasantries.
"First time in the city?" Enon asked. Not gently. More like an accusation.
"Yes."
Enon looked at him again. That same complicated expression. His jaw moved slightly like he was chewing on something he didn't want to say.
"Where are you staying?"
"I'll find somewhere."
"I'll find somewhere,yeah you will" Enon repeated, in a tone that made it sound profoundly stupid. "You just got here this morning and you don't have a place."
"I have a list of—"
"Do you have a place right now."
A pause.
"No," Yuder said.
Enon made a noise that was somewhere between a sigh and a groan. He looked up at the sky briefly, like he was asking it something. Then he looked back at Yuder with the expression of a man who was deeply annoyed at himself.
"I have a unit above my place," he said. Grudgingly. Every word like it was being pulled out of him. "It's empty. One room. Don't expect anything fancy."
Yuder stared at him. "You don't know me."
"I'm aware of that."
"Then why—"
"Do you want it or not." Not a question. Flat and final, like he was already regretting offering.
The street moved around them. Yuder looked at this stranger with his sharp eyes and his permanent scowl and his entirely unreasonable generosity buried under several layers of reluctance, and thought, with the calm part of his mind that he trusted most: this person means what he says.
"I'll pay rent," Yuder said. "Once I'm employed."
Enon clicked his tongue again. "Obviously." He turned and started walking. "Come on then. Don't slow me down."
Yuder followed.
Behind him, the city kept moving, indifferent as ever.
But somewhere in the grey morning, something had shifted — just slightly, just enough.
Two
Two weeks passed.
Yuder job hunted with the same calm efficiency he applied to everything — following up applications, attending interviews, mapping the industry landscape with the thoroughness of someone who had spent four months preparing and was not going to waste it. He had prospects. He had a plan.
He also had rent he hadn't paid yet, which he was not fine with regardless of what Enon said about it.
Which was why, on a Tuesday morning, he walked into a café called Blue Stem and asked if they needed staff.
They did.
Blue Stem smelled like espresso and warm bread and the particular kind of exhaustion that came from being on your feet for six hours. Yuder learned the menu in a day, memorized the regulars by the third, and moved through the lunch rush with the same calm efficiency he applied to everything else. His colleague Pell, who had worked there for two years and talked enough for both of them, had declared him unnervingly competent within the first hour.
"You're wasted here," Pell told him one morning, leaning against the counter during a rare quiet moment. "Genuinely. What did you say you were looking for again? Operations?"
"Logistics. Supply chain, data analysis, operations management. Anything in that area."
"And nobody's bitten yet?"
"I have three follow-ups scheduled for next week." Yuder folded the cloth he'd been using. "It takes time."
"You don't seem like someone who's good at waiting."
"I'm fine at waiting," Yuder said. "I'm not fine at waiting without doing something useful in the meantime." He glanced toward the tables. "Which is why I'm here."
Pell opened his mouth to respond — and then the door opened, letting in a brief gust of cold air and a customer.
Yuder looked up automatically, the way you did when the door opened.
The man who walked in was — notable. That was the word Yuder's mind produced before he could stop it. Tall, unhurried, with the kind of easy confidence that didn't announce itself but simply existed. He was wearing a long coat with a scarf pulled up slightly, dark brown hair that sat a little too neatly, and a pair of tinted glasses that caught the café light oddly. He had the look of someone who was perfectly comfortable taking up space in any room he entered, which made the obvious attempt at blending in all the more puzzling.
He found a table near the window. Sat down without looking at the menu.
Yuder went to take his order.
"Americano," the man said, looking up. His eyes behind the tinted glasses were hard to read. "And whatever your quietest table usually orders."
Yuder looked at him. "That's not a menu item."
The man smiled. It was a slow, unhurried thing that somehow gave the impression he found this genuinely delightful. "Humor me."
"The gentleman who sits there every Tuesday has an Earl Grey and a plain scone," Yuder said, because it was faster than arguing. "I'll bring the Americano."
He turned and went back to the counter.
"Who's that?" Pell murmured, appearing at his elbow.
"A customer," Yuder said.
"He's staring at you."
"People look at whoever takes their order."
"Yuder." Pell's voice was amused. "He hasn't looked away."
Yuder did not look back. He finished making the Americano, put it on a tray, and returned to the table.
The man was, in fact, still watching him. Not rudely — more like someone observing something that had caught their interest and saw no reason to pretend otherwise.
"Your Americano," Yuder said, setting it down.
"Thank you." A pause. "Yuder, was it?"
Yuder glanced at his name tag. Then back at the man. "Yes."
"Are you from the city?"
"No."
"Just arrived?"
Yuder looked at him properly for the first time — really looked, the way he did when something didn't quite add up. The man looked back, perfectly calm, that small smile still sitting at the corner of his mouth like it lived there.
"Is there something I can help you with?" Yuder asked.
"Possibly," the man said. "You mentioned logistics. Supply chain."
The counter conversation. He had heard it from here.
Yuder said nothing, waiting.
"I know some people," the man said, pleasantly, like he was discussing the weather. "In that industry. If you're looking."
"I'm not interested in charity," Yuder said. Flat, not rude.
"It wouldn't be charity." Those eyes behind the tinted glasses were quietly, infuriatingly amused. "You'd have to earn it. Considerably."
A beat of silence.
"I don't know you," Yuder said.
"Not yet," the man agreed. He reached into his coat and produced a plain card — no logo, just a number — and set it on the table beside his coffee. "Think about it."
Yuder looked at the card. Looked at the man.
Something about him didn't add up in a way Yuder couldn't immediately name — something slightly off, like a picture hung a centimeter crooked. He filed it away.
"I'll think about it," he said, because he was not impulsive and the card cost him nothing.
The man smiled again — warmer this time, just slightly. "Good."
Yuder went back to work.
He did not look back at the window table again.
But when the man eventually left, quiet as he'd arrived, Yuder found that the plain card was still in his apron pocket.
He hadn't thrown it away.
Three
He forgot about the card entirely by the time he got home.
That was not like him. He was not a person who forgot things. But the evening shift had run long, his feet ached in a way he was not accustomed to acknowledging, and by the time he climbed the stairs to the small unit above Enon's place he had exactly enough energy to eat, shower, and sleep in that order.
The card must have fallen out of his apron when he dropped it by the door.
He didn't notice.
He noticed two days later when Enon appeared at his door at seven in the morning holding a plain white card between two fingers like it was evidence at a crime scene.
Yuder stared at it. Then at Enon.
Enon's expression was doing the complicated thing it did when he had decided something and was annoyed that he'd had to decide it.
"Found this in your apron," he said. "In the laundry."
"You did my laundry?"
"You left it in the machine." Enon's tone suggested this was not up for discussion. "What is this."
"A card."
"I can see it's a card." Enon's sharp eyes narrowed. "There's no name on it. No company. Just a number." He looked at Yuder the way he always did when he suspected Yuder was being deliberately obtuse. "Where did you get it."
Yuder leaned against the doorframe. "A customer gave it to me at the café. Said he knew people in logistics."
Silence.
Enon looked at the card again. Then at Yuder. Then back at the card.
"And you just." He stopped. Started again. "He handed you a card. About a job. In the field you've been looking for. For a month." Another pause. "And you forgot about it."
"I didn't forget. I was considering it."
"It was in your dirty laundry, Yuder."
"I was considering it slowly—"
"Call the number," Enon said. Flat. Final. He held the card out.
Yuder looked at it. "I don't know who he is."
"Then calling the number would be a good way to find out." Enon pushed the card into Yuder's hand with the energy of someone who had run completely out of patience before the conversation even started. "You came to this city for a reason. You've been on your feet serving coffee to strangers for two weeks because you felt guilty about rent that I told you not to worry about." Something shifted briefly in his expression — not soft exactly, just less sharp. "Call. The number."
Yuder looked down at the card in his hand.
The number looked back at him, plain and unhelpful.
He thought about the man at the window table. The tinted glasses. The way he hadn't quite added up.
You'd have to earn it. Considerably.
"Fine," Yuder said.
Enon made a noise that was not quite satisfaction but was adjacent to it. He turned to leave, then stopped.
"After you call," he said, without turning around, "tell me what they say."
Then he went back downstairs, and his door shut behind him with a click that was somehow both abrupt and fond at the same time.
Yuder looked at the card for another moment.
Then he went to get Enon's phone.
He stood in his doorway for approximately thirty seconds before he remembered.
He looked at the card.
He looked at his hand.
He did not own a phone.
He had owned one, briefly, before he came to the city — an old thing that had finally given up somewhere around month three of his preparation period and that he had not replaced because replacing it had not been the priority. Finding work had been the priority. A phone was something you got after you had income to justify it.
He had not anticipated needing one quite this soon.
He stood there for another moment, in the specific silence of someone who has just made a decision and then immediately run into a completely avoidable obstacle entirely of their own making.
Then he went back downstairs.
He knocked on Enon's door.
A pause. Then footsteps. Then the door opened and Enon stood there with an expression that said he had not expected to see Yuder again for at least several hours and was revising his entire morning accordingly.
They looked at each other.
"I don't have a phone," Yuder said.
Enon stared at him.
"You don't have a phone," he repeated.
"No."
"You." Enon pointed at him. "Came to the city. Alone. To job hunt. Without a phone.Of all things you could not have a phone!? oh my-"
"I had a list of addresses—"
"A list—" Enon stopped himself. Pressed his mouth together. Looked briefly at the ceiling in the way he did when he was conducting some kind of internal conversation that Yuder was not privy to. Then he reached into his pocket, pulled out his phone, and held it out without a word.
Yuder took it.
"Thank you," he said.
Enon said nothing. He leaned against the doorframe with his arms crossed and his sharp eyes fixed somewhere over Yuder's shoulder, affecting the expression of someone who was absolutely not listening and was simply standing here for unrelated reasons.
Yuder looked at the card. Looked at the phone. Dialed the number.
It rang twice.
Then a voice answered — smooth, unhurried, with a warmth that somehow managed to be both genuine and deeply unreadable at the same time.
"I was wondering when you'd call."
Yuder's hand tightened slightly on the phone.
He knew that voice.
Window table man.
"You were expecting me?" Yuder said, carefully.
"Hoping," the voice corrected, pleasantly. "There's a difference. Are you available to meet? Tomorrow, say — eleven o'clock. I'll send the address."
"You don't have my number," Yuder said. "To send anything."
A beat of silence. Then, with the faint suggestion of a smile carried entirely through tone:
"Then I suppose you'll have to call me back for it."
The line went quiet — not hung up, just waiting.
Yuder lowered the phone slowly.
Enon was looking at him now, arms still crossed, pretending he hadn't heard every single word.
"Well?" he said.
"He wants to meet tomorrow," Yuder said. "And I need to call him back because he needs to send the address and I don't have a number to send it to."
Enon looked at him for a long moment.
"Use mine," he said, like it was obvious.
"That means giving a stranger your number."
"I'm aware. But we have no other way sine YOU didnt think of buying a phone"
"You don't know who he is."
"Neither do you," Enon said. "Call him back, Yuder."
Yuder looked at the phone in his hand.
he redialed.
Four
The address led him to La Orr.
Not Arcane Logistics, which was a branch he had researched and considered reasonable. Not some mid-level firm with a decent opening and room to grow. La Orr — the parent company, the one whose name appeared at the top of every organizational chart in the industry, the one that didn't scout people from cafés because it didn't need to because people lined up for years just to hand in an application.
The building was exactly what you'd expect from a name like that. Glass and steel and height, the kind of architecture that didn't need to announce itself because the scale did it for you. The La Orr logo sat above the entrance in clean, understated lettering that somehow managed to be more intimidating for its quietness.
Yuder looked at it for a long moment.
nope
Then he turned around and walked away.
He was not impulsive. He was not a person who made decisions based on nerves. But he was also not a person who walked into situations he hadn't properly accounted for, and he had not accounted for this.
He needed to think. He needed to—
"You're going the wrong way."
Yuder stopped.
The voice came from his left. Unhurried. Warm. Carrying that same faint suggestion of a smile he remembered from the café.
He turned slowly.
A car was pulled up at the curb — sleek, dark, the kind that didn't announce its price tag because it didn't have to. The window was down and the man from the café was leaning out of it with his elbow on the door.
No wig. No tinted glasses. No scarf pulled up around his face.
Just him — golden hair catching the late morning light and a pair of eyes so vividly, distinctly red that Yuder understood immediately and completely why the man had bothered with a disguise in the first place. You did not forget a face like that. And the man watching him with those quiet red eyes was clearly not someone who went unrecognized in this city.
"You're not a man who knows people in logistics," Yuder said.
"No," the man agreed pleasantly. "I own the logistics."
The street continued around them, indifferent.
"You were in disguise," Yuder said. "At the café."
"I was being discreet."
"You were wearing a wig."
"Discretion takes many forms." He tilted his head slightly toward the building. "Come inside, Yuder. I'll explain everything properly."
"No," Yuder said.
The man blinked. Just once. Like that was the one word he had not accounted for.
"No?" he repeated.
"I don't walk into buildings I haven't researched on the word of someone I don't know." Yuder adjusted the strap of his bag. "You should have led with who you actually were. You didn't. That's not a foundation I'm willing to work from."
A beat of silence.
The man looked at him with those vivid red eyes and for a moment something shifted in them — not offense, not irritation. Something closer to genuine surprise, which was perhaps rarer for him than it should have been.
"You're turning down La Orr," he said.
"I'm turning down a car ride with a stranger," Yuder said. "Good afternoon."
And he walked away.
He did not look back. he had no regrets
Five
Three days passed.
Yuder worked his shifts at Blue Stem, followed up on his other applications, and did not think about golden hair or red eyes or a car door swinging open on a city street. He was practical. He moved forward. That was what he did.
On the fourth day, the café door opened during the mid morning lull and the man walked in.
No wig. No tinted glasses. No scarf.
Just him — golden hair catching the light from the windows, red eyes sweeping the room with calm unhurried ease. He found the same window table and sat down like he had all the time in the world.
Pell appeared at Yuder's elbow approximately four seconds later.
"That man," Pell said, in a voice pitched low and slightly reverent, "is extremely—"
shameless yuder thought
"I'll take his table," Yuder said.
He picked up his notepad and walked over.
The man looked up when he arrived. Those red eyes settled on him with the particular quality of someone who had been waiting for exactly this.
"Americano," Yuder said. "Same as last time."
"Please," the man agreed pleasantly.
Yuder wrote it down. Did not move.
"You came back," he said.
"I did."
"Without the disguise.wont the paprazzi try to find you?"
"You said transparency was important." A pause. "Or words to that effect."
Yuder looked at him steadily. "I said I don't work from a foundation I don't trust."
"Yes." The man folded his hands on the table. "So let me be transparent. My name is Kishiar La Orr. I run the La Orr group of companies, with my brother. I came to this café weeks ago because I do that sometimes — go places without being recognized, see things as they actually are." He held Yuder's gaze without difficulty. "I saw you. I made you an offer. You turned it down because I wasn't honest about who I was, and you were right to."
Silence.
"The offer still stands," Kishiar said. "Direct assistant to myself. You'd work closely with me across all La Orr operations — everything that crosses my desk crosses yours first. The pay reflects the responsibility." A pause, smooth and unhurried, in exactly the same tone as everything before it: "And be the love of my life."
Yuder's pen stopped moving.
He looked up.
Kishiar was watching him with that expression — warm and unreadable in equal measure, the smile sitting at the corner of his mouth like it belonged there permanently, red eyes giving absolutely nothing away.
The café hummed around them. Someone's cup clinked against a saucer.
Yuder looked back down at his notepad.
He had misheard. Obviously. The café was not loud but it was not silent either and Kishiar had a way of speaking that was smooth and unhurried and occasionally words blurred together at the edges and Yuder had simply —
"The pay," Yuder said. "You mentioned it reflects the responsibility."
"It does," Kishiar said pleasantly. As though nothing had happened. Because nothing had happened. Obviously.
"I want the figure in writing before I agree to anything."
"Of course."
"And a proper contract. Reviewed before I sign."
"Standard practice."
Yuder nodded once, crisply, and wrote something on his notepad that was mostly just him giving his hand something to do.
Across the table Kishiar said nothing. He picked up his Americano and took an unhurried sip and looked out the window at the street with the expression of a man who was perfectly, completely, entirely at peace with the world.
The smile had not moved.
Not even slightly.
"I'll think about it," Yuder said finally.
Something in Kishiar's expression shifted — not quite a smile, but the shape of one waiting to happen.
"That's more than you gave me last time," he said.
"Your Americano will be ready in a few minutes," Yuder said, and walked back to the counter.
He thought about it for exactly one more day.
Then he called the number.
On Enon's phone, obviously.
Six
Enon came downstairs the next morning to find Yuder dressed in the best thing he owned — a clean dark shirt and trousers that had survived the move from his hometown without creasing badly.
Enon looked him up and down.
"You're dressed up," he said.
"Interview," Yuder said, adjusting his cuff.
Enon's eyes narrowed slightly — the particular attention of someone who knew something wasn't quite complete about what they were being told but couldn't identify what.
"Which company," he said.
" Arcane Logistics," Yuder said. Perfectly even. Perfectly calm.
Which was true. La Orr was indeed, among other things, a logistics company. He had not said anything incorrect.
Enon looked at him for another moment.
"You eaten?" he said finally.
"I'll eat after."
"You'll eat now." Enon disappeared back into the kitchen and reappeared with a piece of toast that he held out with the energy of someone issuing a legal document. "You're not going to an interview on an empty stomach. That's stupid."
Yuder took the toast.
"Thank you," he said.
"Don't be late," Enon said, and went back into his kitchen like the conversation had never happened.
Yuder stood in the stairwell for a moment, toast in hand, and felt something small and warm settle in his chest that he didn't have a name for.
Then he put on his shoes and walked out into the morning.
The La Orr building looked exactly the same as it had several days ago.
Yuder stood in front of it, looked up at the logo, and walked through the front doors.
Nathan was waiting in the lobby — neat, quick-eyed, with the organized energy of someone who ran on lists and schedules and took genuine pride in both. He looked Yuder up and down once, efficiently, and nodded like he'd confirmed something.
"Thirteen minutes early," he said. "Director Kishiar said you would be. Follow me."
Yuder followed.
"Schedule, layout, communication protocols, working preferences," Nathan said, moving toward the elevator with brisk efficiency. "In that order. I don't repeat myself so pay attention."
"Understood," Yuder said.
Nathan glanced at him sideways. Something in his expression settled — the particular approval of someone who appreciated not having to say things twice.
The interview lasted an hour and twelve minutes.
Kishiar asked precise questions. Yuder gave precise answers. Once Kishiar pushed in a direction that was entirely unexpected and Yuder paused for three full seconds before responding, and Kishiar watched those three seconds with the focused attention of someone learning something important.
At the end Kishiar closed his folder.
"You'll receive the contract by end of week," he said. "Read it thoroughly."
Yuder nodded. Then: "You already decided before I walked in. Didn't you."
A pause.
That smile — warm, unreadable.
"The interview was still necessary," Kishiar said. "Formally."
"That's not an answer."
"No," Kishiar agreed pleasantly. "It isn't."
They shook hands across the table. Firm, brief, the kind of handshake that meant something without needing to announce it.
At the door Yuder paused.
"The position," he said. "You listed the responsibilities."
"I did."
A beat.
"All of them," Yuder said.
Kishiar's red eyes held his for a moment that lasted precisely long enough to confirm that he knew exactly which responsibility Yuder was referring to.
"All of them," he said. Pleasantly. Completely.
Yuder held his gaze for one more second.
Then he left.
Seven
The contract arrived on Thursday.
It came in a clean envelope — just his name on the front and the La Orr insignia pressed into the seal at the back.
Yuder collected it from the letterbox, went upstairs, and read it. All of it. It was, objectively, an extraordinary contract. The salary alone made something in his chest go very still and quiet. The role was exactly as described — direct assistant to the head of La Orr, responsibilities spanning operations, logistics, data coordination, and everything that crossed Kishiar's desk.
Everything.
He set it on the table and looked at it for a moment.
Then he went downstairs to return Enon's phone and found Enon under his kitchen sink, losing an argument with something structural.
"You got something in the post," Enon said, without looking up. "Fancy envelope. La Orr insignia on it."
A pause.
Yuder turned back around.
"Arcane logistics is a branch of la orr-"
"dont think I am dumb, they have thier own logo"
Enon had emerged from under the sink. He was sitting on the kitchen floor with a wrench in his hand and an expression that was doing several things at once.
He looked at Yuder.
Yuder looked at him.
"La Orr," Enon said. Flat. Not a question.
"Yes."
"The La Orr."
"There's only one."
Enon's jaw moved. He looked down at the wrench like he had forgotten it was there. Then back up.
"The interview," he said slowly. "That you told me was logistics."
"It is a logistics company. Among other things."
Enon stared at him with the expression of a man deciding between several responses and discarding all of them.
"What's the role," he said finally.
"Direct assistant to the head of the company."
The wrench hit the kitchen floor.
Enon didn't pick it up.
"Go sign it," he said, in a voice that was extremely quiet for a man who had just dropped a wrench. Then — fast, gruff, like he'd said it before he could stop himself: "Well done."
Yuder looked at him for a moment.
"Thank you," he said. Quietly. Meaning it completely.
Enon picked up his wrench and went back under the sink.
Yuder went back upstairs and signed the contract.
He started Monday.
Eight
Monday arrived the way important days always did — exactly like any other day, indifferent to the weight you gave it.
Yuder was up before his alarm.
He dressed, ate the toast Enon wordlessly produced when he heard movement upstairs — the man had apparently decided that feeding Yuder before significant events was simply something he did now — and left the house at eight fifteen with his bag and the quiet certainty that he could do this.
He arrived at La Orr at eight forty seven.
Nathan was waiting.
"Thirteen minutes early," Nathan said. "Good."
The office assigned to him sat directly outside Kishiar's — close enough that nothing came or went without passing through him first. It had a desk, a computer, a view of the city that was smaller than Kishiar's but still unreasonable by any normal standard.
Yuder sat down.
He looked at the priority stack of files.
He got to work.
He did not see Kishiar until eleven.
He heard him first — not loudly, Kishiar was not a loud person, but there was a quality to the air when he entered a space that changed it slightly. Yuder looked up from his screen.
Kishiar stood in the doorway between their offices, golden hair and red eyes and that unhurried ease he wore like a second skin.
"You've already done the Thursday reports," he said.
"They were in the priority stack," Yuder said.
"They're called priority because they're due Thursday. It's Monday."
"I'm aware."
That smile — small, warm.
"Come find me when you finish the summary," Kishiar said. "We'll go over it together."
"It'll be done in an hour," Yuder said.
"I'll be in my office."
The summary took fifty three minutes.
They went over it together. Kishiar asked precise questions. Yuder gave precise answers. Once Kishiar suggested a different angle on a data point and Yuder looked at it, considered it genuinely, and said "that's better" without making it a bigger moment than it was.
Kishiar looked at him when he said that. Just briefly.
"Most people argue," he said.
"Most people are more interested in being right than in the work being right," Yuder said. "Those aren't the same thing."
Silence.
Kishiar looked back at the summary with an expression that was quieter than usual — something that sat behind the warmth and the unreadable smile and was harder to name.
"No," he said, after a moment. "They aren't."
By five o'clock Yuder had finished everything in the priority stack and learned the names of everyone on their floor.
Kanna, who handled client relations and talked with the energy of someone powered by a different fuel source than regular humans. Devran, who was in data and operations and had the specific chaos of someone extremely competent who made it look accidental. Hazen, who delivered dry observations in a tone so flat you missed them if you weren't paying attention. Gakane and Ever, who moved through the office with a quiet synchronized efficiency that suggested they had developed their own private communication system.
At five fifteen Kishiar appeared in his doorway.
"Go home, Yuder," he said.
"I'm in the middle of—"
"It'll be there tomorrow." Immovable. Unhurried. "First days are long. Go home."
Yuder saved his work, closed his screen, and picked up his bag.
He paused at the doorway where Kishiar was still standing, which meant he had to pass quite close to him to get through, which Kishiar showed absolutely no inclination to make easier by moving.
"Same time tomorrow," Yuder said.
"Eight forty seven," Kishiar said. "Apparently."
Yuder left.
Enon was in his doorway before Yuder had even finished climbing the stairs.
"Well?" he said. Gruff. Pretending he hadn't been waiting.
Yuder looked at him.
"Fine," he said. "It was fine."
Enon made a noise that meant he knew fine meant considerably more than fine and was choosing not to push it.
"There's food," he said, and went back inside.
Yuder smiled — just slightly, just to himself — and went upstairs.
Nine
Three months passed.
Yuder got used to it.
He got used to Nathan's precise seven AM schedule updates. He got used to Kanna appearing at his desk with coffee and questions in equal measure, to Devran's chaos that was somehow always controlled at the last second, to sukuna's dry observations that arrived exactly when you needed them. He got used to Gakane and Ever's quiet synchronized efficiency, to the rhythms of the floor, to the particular pace of work that was demanding in the way he had always wanted work to be — fully, completely, without leaving room for anything else.
He got used to the city too, slowly. He got used to Enon's kitchen and the laundry machine and the food that appeared without comment whenever something significant was happening.
He got used to Kishiar.
That one he didn't examine too closely.
He got used to the doorway appearances, the precise questions, the way Kishiar listened — fully, completely, like whatever Yuder was saying was the only thing in the room. He got used to the smile and the red eyes and the particular warmth that existed in the space between them that neither of them had named and both of them knew was there.
He was very good at not examining things too closely when he chose not to.
And then May arrived.
May arrived quietly, with warmth that hadn't quite decided to commit yet — mornings still cool, afternoons leaning golden.
Yuder noted the date on his calendar with the same calm he applied to everything.
His birthday was in eleven days.
He did not mention this to anyone.
Not to Nathan, who would immediately make it a scheduling event. Not to Kanna, who would make it a occasion requiring decorations. Not to Devran or Hazen or Gakane or Ever. Not to Kishiar — especially not to Kishiar, for reasons he was still not examining.
And not to Enon, who had over three months become the closest thing he had to family in this city, which was exactly why he didn't want Enon making a fuss.
He was going to let it pass quietly.
That was the plan.
Ten
The plan lasted nine days.
On the tenth day — a sunday, one day before his birthday — Yuder's desk phone rang while he was in Kishiar's office going over the monthly logistics report.
He had, without thinking, left his personal phone on his desk.
Kanna was passing when it buzzed. She glanced at it purely reflexively and picked it up before she'd fully decided to, because the caller ID said Enon and she had heard Yuder mention that name exactly once and had been curious ever since.
"Hello?" she said.
A pause on the other end.
Then a voice — rough, flat, deeply suspicious: "...Who is this."
"Oh! I'm Kanna, I work with Yuder! He's just in a meeting, can I take a message?"
Another pause. Longer.
"He's not there," Enon said. Not a question.
"He'll be back in a few minutes—"
"Fine." A short exhale. The particular sound of someone deciding to just get it over with. "Tell him Enon called. Tell him I said happy birthday for tomorrow since he clearly wasn't going to tell anyone—"
Kanna's hand tightened on the phone.
"—and tell him there's food when he gets home. He forgets to eat when he's busy." A pause. "That's it."
The line went dead.
Kanna stood holding the phone.
Then she turned around very slowly.
Gakane was at the next desk. Ever was by the window. Devran had just walked in with coffee. Hazen was passing with a folder.
They were all looking at her.
"Yuder's birthday," Kanna said slowly, "is tomorrow."
Silence.
Then everyone started talking at once.
Yuder returned from Kishiar's office twelve minutes later to find his desk suspiciously unoccupied and the floor unusually quiet.
He sat down. Noticed his phone was slightly out of place.
He looked at it.
One missed call from Enon.
He closed his eyes briefly. Then he picked up the phone.
Enon answered immediately. "Your colleague picked up."
"I gathered."
"She seemed nice."
"Kanna is extremely nice and extremely—"
"She's going to tell everyone isn't she."
"She already has," Yuder said. "Almost certainly."
A pause.
He hung up and looked at his screen and waited for whatever was coming.
Eleven
Monday arrived like any other day.
Yuder was up before his alarm. He dressed. He ate the toast Enon produced without a word and left the house at eight fifteen exactly and arrived at La Orr at eight forty seven and said good morning to Nathan, who said good morning back with an expression that was extremely neutral in the specific way of someone sitting on information.
Everything looked normal.
It looked so deliberately, carefully normal that Yuder knew immediately that it wasn't.
He sat down. Started his screen. Waited.
At nine fifteen Kishiar appeared in his doorway.
"When you have a moment," he said pleasantly. "My office."
Yuder followed him in.
The office was dim — the overhead lights off, the room warm with the glow of the desk lamp and the May morning coming gold through the windows. And in that warm light Yuder registered several things at once —
Kanna, barely containing herself in the corner. Devran, who had clearly been told to look calm and was failing. Sukuna, arms folded, dry expression doing nothing to hide the quiet satisfaction underneath. Gakane and Ever near the window. Nathan standing precisely to the left, because Nathan stood precisely everywhere.
And a cake on Kishiar's desk.
Small. Neat. Already lit.
Kishiar stood beside it with his hands in his pockets and those red eyes warm and steady on Yuder's face.
"Happy birthday," he said.
The room erupted — Kanna's cheer, Devran's clapping, Gakane and Ever's noise, Hazen's single quiet "finally" that somehow landed above all of it.
Yuder stood in the doorway and looked at all of it.
These people who had been strangers four months ago. This office that had become the shape of his days. This city that had started as a list of addresses and become something he couldn't quite name yet.
He crossed the room.
He stood in front of the cake — chocolate, his favourite, which meant someone had either guessed correctly or done research he wasn't going to think about right now — and looked at the small steady flames.
The room had gone softer. Like everyone had collectively decided this moment deserved a little space.
Yuder was not a person who made wishes.
He hadn't been for a long time.
But standing there in the warm May morning light, with the city spread out gold beyond the windows and these people around him who had without his permission become important, he closed his eyes.
He didn't wish for anything specific.
He just stayed there for a moment in the warmth of it and let himself have it fully — this life he had built from a bag and a list and one wrong turn on a city street.
Then he blew out the candles.
The room erupted again. Kanna made a sound that was technically a cheer but felt more like a sob. Devran had already reached for cake. Gakane and Ever clapped. Hazen said something dry that made everyone laugh. Nathan produced plates from somewhere with the efficiency of a man who had planned for every contingency.
Yuder opened his eyes.
The smoke curled upward, thin and silver in the morning light.
And then the room shifted — Nathan saying something to Kanna, Devran gravitating toward the cake, Gakane and Ever drifting to the window, Sukuna following — the natural movement of people giving space without being asked to.
Until it was just Yuder and Kishiar.
Standing close. The blown out candles still warm between them.
"You knew," Yuder said quietly. "Before Nathan found the file."
It wasn't a question.
Kishiar looked at him with those red eyes that gave everything and nothing away at once. "The café," he said simply. "You mentioned it once. To your colleague. In passing."
Yuder thought back to that lunch rush, four months ago. The noise of Blue Stem, Pell talking, himself half listening while restocking cups.
He had mentioned it once. Briefly. Not even a full sentence.
Kishiar had been in the corner with his wig and his tinted glasses and he had heard it and remembered it and said nothing for four months.
"You're unreasonable," Yuder said.
"So I've been told," Kishiar said.
Behind them the others were laughing — Devran had already had two slices of cake, which Kanna was objecting to loudly. The morning light came through the windows warm and unhurried.
Kishiar was still looking at him.
"There's something else," he said.
Yuder looked at him. "Something else."
"I have something to ask you." Kishiar's voice was the same as always — smooth, warm, unhurried. Except underneath it, for the first time in four months, Yuder could hear something that was almost — not quite — uncertain. "And I want you to know that whatever your answer is, nothing changes. Your position, your work, none of it."
Yuder went very still.
Kishiar reached into his jacket pocket.
What he produced was not a ring in the traditional sense. It was small and simple and silver — a band, plain and precise, the kind that didn't announce itself. He held it between two fingers and looked at Yuder with those red eyes that were, for the first time, completely and entirely readable.
No warmth covering something else. No unreadable smile.
Just him. Exactly as he was.
"I meant it," Kishiar said quietly. "Everything I said in the café that day. All of the responsibilities." A pause. "All of them."
The room behind them had gone quiet.
Yuder looked at the band.
Looked at Kishiar.
He reached out and took the band from Kishiar's fingers, and held it in his palm, and looked at it for a long moment that stretched between them warm and full and open —
And Kishiar waited.
The way he always did.
Like he had all the time in the world.
— end —
Thank you for reading. Happy birthday, Yuder.