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“You know, bondage wasn’t really what I had in mind when you invited me over, but I’m not complaining. Say, I wonder what your Lightkeeper friends would think if they found out their cute little innocent captain was actually a freak in disguise,” Lohen grins, watching as Illuga pulls out a few neat coils of rope from his closet.

“I’m sure my hobbies and interests aren’t any worse than theirs, or yours for that matter,” Illuga retorts and tosses the coils of rope onto his bed next to where Lohen sits, before going back to the closet to rummage around for more items they’ll need for this scene.

Notes:

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also, they do switch in this fic so neither strictly tops nor bottoms. if you don't like it, don't read it.

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“You know, bondage wasn’t really what I had in mind when you invited me over, but I’m not complaining. Say, I wonder what your Lightkeeper friends would think if they found out their cute little innocent captain was actually a freak in disguise,” Lohen grins, watching as Illuga pulls out a few neat coils of rope from his closet.

“I’m sure my hobbies and interests aren’t any worse than theirs, or yours for that matter,” Illuga retorts and tosses the coils of rope onto his bed next to where Lohen sits, before going back to the closet to rummage around for more items they’ll need for this scene.

Lohen runs a finger over the rope, getting a feel for the texture. “And you said I’m the one who’s getting tied up?”

“That’s what I had planned, yes.”

Illuga returns with a pair of shears, Lohen’s ball as a non-verbal safeword, a bottle of lube, and a container of ointment for Lohen’s skin after they're done, and he puts those on the bedside table before starting to unwind the rope. “Are you just going to sit there and watch me or are you going to get undressed?”

“Bossy.”

Yet Lohen surprisingly listens and removes his clothes before settling back on the bed, resting his head on a pillow that smells just like Illuga. He can’t help but turn his head to bury his nose in the plush material just for a whiff of the soap Illuga uses. Something about it is calming, or maybe his body is just so used to being around Illuga that his scent unconsciously relaxes him.

Illuga pulls Lohen’s attention back on him when he settles between his spread legs, still fully clothed, much to Lohen’s annoyance. “Safeword?”

“You know you don’t need to ask every time we do something kinky, I’m not going to tap out,” Lohen rolls his eyes, hating how careful Illuga always is.

“Tell me your safeword or we do nothing.”

Lohen groans in irritation. “Fine, dandelion. Are you happy?”

“Very. Now put your hands together over your head.”

Lohen lazily tosses his arms up and they smack against the headboard but he does not flinch nor react, just continues to lay there like he’s bored with his eyes half-lidded, even going as far as to yawn. But he won’t be like this for long, not with what Illuga has planned.

Illuga takes a coil of rope and straddles Lohen’s waist to reach over him and has to pin Lohen’s hands back up when they start to move to grab at him. He makes sure they stay put then creates loops around Lohen’s forearms, staying clear of his wrists to avoid potential nerve damage. Illuga slips two fingers underneath the loops, testing the space given, then secures the rope to the bedframe with a simple but sturdy knot that can be undone by him in just a few seconds, if anything were to go awry. But if he somehow fumbles trying to remove them, the sheers are within reach to cut Lohen free.

“Damn, birdie, you know your knots well. I’m impressed,” Lohen whistles, watching Illuga while also getting a good eye full of his biceps that flex while he works. “You know, I think you should strangle me with your arms the next time we fuck.”

“Maybe if you behave,” Illuga says, checking the knots one last time.

“Really?” Lohen perks up, expecting to have gotten shot down immediately. “I’ll hold you to it then so don’t think you can back out on me when I ask for it.”

“Mmhmm… is it too tight?” Illuga changes the subject, ready to undo everything and restart if needed.

Lohen yanks on the rope but is unable to free himself. “Could be tighter.”

“Not happening.” Illuga knows that the rope is not that loose and that Lohen is just being a brat. Lohen yanks down again until he realizes he cannot slip out and tosses his head back in annoyance, only for Illuga to lean over him and slide a hand over his jaw, tilting his face towards him for a kiss. “Remember, behave.”

As Illuga starts to pull away, Lohen chases after his lips but catches himself at the last second and turns his head away from Illuga who then slips off of him and snags another coil of rope.

Illuga rounds the bed until he’s at the end and does the same to Lohen’s ankles as he did his arms, but he slides the rope over the arch of his foot as well to create some sort of sling so the pressure isn’t directly around his ankles. He loops and ties each one methodically before attaching them to the bedposts, leaving Lohen spread out before him like a feast.

Just as Illuga is letting go, Lohen starts tugging on them and tries to yank his legs back to slip free, but to no avail. Even with the little slack given, it is not enough for him to use to his advantage and he just thrashes around like a fish out of water, trying to break free. Illuga watches him, amused, and that pisses Lohen off.

“Fucking hell, this is humiliating,” Lohen complains. “Thought it’d be hot but now I just look stupid.”

“Quite the opposite actually. I think you look really nice like this, all spread out for me,” Illuga says and walks around the bed again, purposefully trailing a hand up Lohen’s bare leg with a light touch until he reaches his upper thigh. “Remember, you have a safeword and your ball to use which will end this. And if so, we can either do this another time or never again. It’s up to you.”

Lohen groans in frustration, but he’s not going to chicken out because of some damn ropes. “Just get on with it already, I’m getting bored.”

Illuga analyzes him for a moment, checking for any cracks in Lohen’s facade that might indicate he really is uncomfortable and is just too prideful to admit it. Fortunately, he finds none and proceeds with the scene, removing his hand from Lohen’s thigh to instead reach for the hem of his black turtleneck which he pulls over his head and drops onto the floor.

He glances at Lohen from the corner of his eye and smirks when he catches Lohen’s gaze drifting over his bare torso and arms, swallowing thickly at the sight. He’s always had a thing for Illuga’s biceps which doesn’t really surprise him, especially when he was just asked not too long ago to strangle Lohen with them.

Illuga unclips his Vision from his sash and places it on the bedside table, next to the other items needed for the scene. Lohen quirks a brow at it inquisitively while Illuga removes the rest of his clothes then hears another low whistle coming from the bed. Lohen ogles him again and his soft cock twitches against his thigh, very interested in the sight before him.

“I still can’t believe you’re hiding all of that under your clothes,” Lohen gestures with a nod of his head to Illuga’s toned naked body. “I think you should stop wearing clothes all together, even when you go out. Then I don’t have to keep undressing you with my eyes.”

“That’s public indecency.”

“So? Let the public know what their favorite little captain is truly hiding away. I think they’ll be thoroughly surprised and by no time you’ll be surrounded by others who want you to fuck them stupid. A fat cock like yours will have them crawling back, begging for more.”

Illuga climbs up onto the bed and settles on his knees in between Lohen’s spread legs then leans over him, placing a hand on his chest. “I take it that’s why you keep crawling back to me then? Because you like it when I fuck you stupid?”

“More than ever, birdie,” Lohen sighs almost dreamily. “Now how about we hurry things up, I’d like to feel you in me sooner than later and get out of these damn ropes.”

The hand on Lohen’s chest slides up to his throat, squeezing slightly to show who is really in control. “And who said I’m taking orders from you? When you’re in my ropes, you listen to me. Understood?”

Lohen forces his neck further into Illuga’s hand, wanting more pressure around his throat, but Illuga doesn’t give it to him just yet. He’s going to deny Lohen as much as he can until he breaks. Until he’s begging and crying, only to then finally give him what he wants. He’s tired of Lohen being a brat and figures this is the best way to get him to behave.

“You’re going to have to try better than that if you think I’m going to listen to you,” Lohen utters and his voice breaks off into a moan when Illuga’s fingers tighten around the sides of his neck, putting pressure on the veins there.

He watches Lohen gasp in shock and how his eyes start to roll back, only to relieve the pressure which allows for blood to continue to flow to his brain. Illuga has given Lohen a taste of what he could really have, only to take it away when Lohen thinks he’s getting what he wants. 

Lohen’s head falls back onto the pillow with a curse. Illuga pulls away from him and snags the ball, putting it into Lohen’s grasp, then gets the bottle of lubricant before settling on his front, his face mere inches from Lohen’s cock, already hard and flushed a pretty pink.

The cap of the bottle opens and that has Lohen snapping out of it, jerking his head off the pillow to look at Illuga between his thighs who coats his fingers in lube then presses them against his rim.

“Yeah, that’s it, stretch me out so I can take that fat cock of yours.”

Two fingers slip into Lohen’s ass and he moans, relishing in the pain from the stretch. Illuga licks up the underside of Lohen’s dick from base to tip then sucks at the head, salty precum coating his tongue.

Lohen’s hips jerk and he shoves himself further into Illuga’s mouth, but gets pinned down with a hand and is sent a glare, a silent warning to keep still. But Lohen tries again and this time, Illuga retaliates by jabbing his fingertips directly against his prostate. Lohen yelps and tightens up, more precum spilling onto Illuga’s tongue.

“Fuck, birdie, warn a guy next time.”

Illuga pulls his mouth off Lohen’s cock, but his fingers remain inside his tight hole. “Next time you should stay still when I tell you to.”

“Not happening,” Lohen grins.

That was the wrong thing to say because a second later, Illuga slips in another finger and fucks them into Lohen without warning. Lohen makes a strangled noise and begins to thrash at the onslaught of stimulation to his prostate that Illuga continuously hits, all but bruising the swollen gland.

“Fuck fuck fuck! Slow down!”

But Illuga doesn’t listen. He sucks Lohen’s cock back inside his mouth while he finger fucks his ass so hard even he would probably be crying and begging to stop by now. But Lohen isn’t begging, not yet. It’ll take more than this to get him to break.

Illuga watches Lohen carefully, waiting for the moment he is about to cum. He knows he’s close from the way his hole squeezes tightly around him and how precum steadily drips down his throat. Lohen is tensing up and he’s breathing heavily, with moans freely slipping through his lips as he chases that euphoric feeling.

“Close, so close,” Lohen grits out just as he is reaching his peak. Only for Illuga to pull away from him all at once, ruining his orgasm. 

“What the fuck was that!?” Lohen yells, furious. “I was right fucking there!”

“And? I never said I’d let you cum, and from the way you’re acting, I don’t think you deserve it. But… maybe I could be convinced if you said ‘please’,” Illuga replies back innocently with a smile.

“Hell no.”

Illuga shrugs. “Fine. I guess I’ll continue to use you however I want and not let you finish.”

Illuga’s Vision from where it lies on the bedside table, glows and catches Lohen’s attention, right as Illuga forms a ring made of geo around the base of Lohen’s cock.

“What—“

A thick plug, also made of geo, nudges at Lohen’s rim.  

“You can’t be serious—“

The plug pops inside and Illuga knows that Lohen would have finished just then if it weren’t for the cock ring now preventing him from cumming.

“Y-you asshole! Take it off! Take it out!”

“Say please and then I will. Otherwise, they both stay,” Illuga responds, giving Lohen a moment to make up his mind and either say please, safeword out, or continue to be a brat. Lohen chooses the latter.

“Not happening. And I thought you were going to fuck me! Why the hell aren’t you inside me yet!? I don’t want this damn thing, I want your dick!”

Illuga backs away from him and that’s when the tiniest crack in Lohen’s facade appears, a brief look of worry on his face. Like he thinks Illuga is going to get up and leave him tied to the bed, still hard and aching and filled with a plug. Illuga could, but he’s not that cruel. 

Instead, Illuga turns himself around as his Vision glows once more. This time in his hand, appears a dildo made of geo, one that is shaped after Lohen’s cock. He’s seen it and had it in him plenty of times to remember exactly what it looks and feels like.

He lathers it in lube then, still kneeling with his legs spread, drops down onto one forearm to keep him up while reaching behind himself, blindly trying to find his unprepared rim.

“You’re fucking joking.”

The tip of the fake cock slips against Illuga’s rim and he angles it just right and slowly sinks it into himself, biting back a groan of pain. Lohen pants behind him and starts trying to kick himself free, but the moment he moves, the plug shifts inside him and presses up against his prostate.

A sweet noise leaves Lohen’s lips and Illuga thrusts the cock in the rest of the way with a moan, his hole burning with the stretch. He gives himself no time to get used to it and fucks his hole open, right in between Lohen’s legs where he has a clear view of everything.

“Haaah Lohen,” Illuga moans, pretending that the fake cock inside him is actually Lohen and not some imitation, “you feel so good.”

Lohen shifts again and makes another sound that is music to Illuga’s ears. When he’s not cursing and fighting back, Lohen actually sounds very sweet and he moans so prettily when he’s feeling good. But it’s rare to get such noises out of him.

Which means Illuga’s efforts must be working, especially now that his thrashing has all but come to a halt, as any movement will have the plug pressing right against his sensitive prostate. Lohen makes a tiny whine that goes straight to Illuga’s cock and he fucks himself faster, turning his head to watch Lohen with half-lidded eyes while he does so and moans out his name.

The ring around Lohen’s cock remains effective at preventing him from finishing and the head of his length is beginning to purple. It looks painful and Illuga almost feels bad, but he cannot cave and take it off just yet. 

“Lohen… bunny…” Illuga is breathless. “You’re filling me so well. Mmmm I love it when you fuck me like this.”

More pitiful noises slip through Lohen’s mouth and he shifts again, only to tense up and choke back more moans. He’s a lot quieter now and less aggressive than he was when they started. He must have realized that he cannot escape the ropes and that Illuga is intent on not removing both the plug and ring unless he says the magic word or safewords out.

Lohen stares at the way the fake cock is filling Illuga’s now pliant hole and his hips roll ever so slightly, just enough to not jostle the plug, and imagines that the geo cock is his own that’s fucking Illuga. But watching is not enough. He wants to be buried inside Illuga, he wants Illuga buried inside him. He needs it desperately and he’s at the point that he really might have to start begging.

Losing is something he despises the most, but his cock hurts so fucking bad and he’s honestly too overwhelmed now with being tied up and unable to touch himself or Illuga. He no longer wants to continue to fight and just wants to listen and give in, but doing so is difficult and means he admits defeat. But Illuga will take care of him, right? He’ll give him what he needs if he just says…

“Please!”

Illuga pulls the cock out of him almost immediately and it drops to the bed, only to dissolve and disappear completely as if it never existed and wasn’t literally in Illuga’s ass only seconds ago. Illuga turns around and hovers over Lohen, a hand stroking his cheek softly with a thumb swiping below his eye, wiping away a stray tear that started to fall without Lohen even knowing he had begun to cry.

“Shhh, bunny, don’t cry. I’m here, I’ve got you,” Illuga says softly and wipes away another tear. “You’re such a good boy for me, saying please.”

Lohen nudges his face into Illuga’s palm and takes in a shuddering breath, relaxing at the feeling of Illuga’s skin against his. He slips his eyes closed and Illuga leans down to press a kiss against his lips in a sweet kiss, then Lohen unconsciously tugs at the ropes to try to put his arms around him but cannot do so and whines into Illuga’s mouth.

“Not yet, I want you like this for a little while longer,” Illuga whispers against his lips. “If you continue to be good for me, I’ll take them off, okay?”

He gets a subtle nod in return and Illuga gives him another kiss before pulling back and looking down at Lohen while running his hands over his torso. He shivers slightly and goosebumps begin to form on his skin. One of his hands wanders further down and pokes at the base of the plug, causing Lohen to arch his back and make another one of those pretty noises. Illuga then pulls on the base of it and pops it free where it too dissolves into nothingness.

Having been kept open and ready, all Illuga has to do is slick up his cock before he slips inside Lohen’s tight heat. Lohen keens and he balls his hands into fists, digging his nails into the palms of his hands at finally being filled with an actual cock. One he has been desperate for all night and denied up until now.

“That’s a good bunny. You know, you could have had me a lot sooner if you didn’t put up a fight. I could have been fucking you all this time and filled you up already,” Illuga says as he bottoms out and strokes a hand over Lohen’s hip where it meets his thigh, dangerously close to his cock which looks to be in even more pain. He’ll have to remove the ring soon, otherwise it will become unsafe and end up actually harming Lohen instead. “Let me fuck you first and then you can fuck me, how does that sound?”

“Fuck me. I need you to just shut up and fuck me!”

A hand finds its way to Lohen’s neck and squeezes. “And here I thought we were getting somewhere… I guess I haven’t tried hard enough then.”

While tightening his grip around Lohen’s throat, Illuga starts to fuck him and leans into the hand, further cutting off the air to Lohen’s lungs. Lohen’s hole clamps down on him and his hand tightens around his ball. Since he can no longer verbally safeword out, all he has to do is let go of the ball and everything will stop.

After a certain amount of time has passed where Lohen’s air has been cut off, Illuga releases his hold on his throat, letting Lohen get several lungfuls of fresh air before it is cut off once more. 

Illuga keeps a careful eye on him and counts in his head while his thrusts never falter. Lohen relaxes more and more as his breath is stolen then given back to him repeatedly until he is boneless on the bed and crying once more.

“See, you just needed a little more and now you are nice and compliant for me,” Illuga coos. “I’m close, bunny, sorry, but you feel too good and I really want to have you inside. Will you be a good boy for me so I can take the ring off?”

“Please… wanna cum, can I please cum? I-I promise to behave…”

How can Illuga deny Lohen when he sounds so sweet now? He can’t, therefore the ring disappears and Lohen is breathing in a sigh of relief and whispering a thanks under his breath before he spills onto his belly, untouched. Illuga drops down onto his elbows and buries his face in Lohen’s neck, nipping and biting at the skin before he too finds his release, filling Lohen’s hole with his cum.

Lohen turns his head to nuzzle his face in Illuga’s hair and his arms yank at the ropes again, forgetting at that moment that he cannot wrap his arms around Illuga because his head has started to feel a little fuzzy. A whine escapes him as he tries again and Illuga’s response is soft, talking in a hushed voice as he lifts himself off Lohen.

With the weight of him gone, Lohen starts to panic and tries to blink away the tears so see where Illuga is going. He won’t leave him here, will he?

“Shhh, I’m not going anywhere,” Illuga tells him, hoping Lohen will understand as he starts to undo the knots around his forearms. “I’m just untying you and then you can touch me, okay, bun?”

Lohen somewhat understands and sniffles as his first arm is freed. His skin is red and irritated and Illuga presses soft kisses to the marks left behind. After they’re done, they’ll take a bath and he’ll apply the ointment to help with the irritation the ropes caused.

When both arms are freed and given plenty of kisses, Lohen wraps them around Illuga and forces him back down to lay on top of him, pressing their lips together. The movement jostles Illuga’s half-hard cock, still inside him, and he cants his hips up for more friction.

Illuga pulls away briefly. “As much as I’d like to fuck you again, I did make a promise that you can take me if you behaved and you’ve been so good for me. Do you want that? Do you want to fuck me?”

Lohen’s cock, still surprisingly hard, twitches with the thought of being inside Illuga’s already stretched hole. “Please?”

Another kiss to his lips. “Of course, I’m going to pull out now, okay? And then I’ll ride you.”

Reluctantly, Lohen unwraps his arms around Illuga and watches with hazy eyes as Illuga pulls out and reaches for the lube. He climbs over Lohen’s lap and takes his cock in hand, slicking it up, then lowers himself with a shaky breath of air.

Lohen’s hands fly to grip at Illuga’s hips and he has to stop himself from finishing so soon. “Birdie…”

Fully seated in his lap, Illuga grabs handfuls of Lohen’s chest and starts to move. “This is so much better, having your cock inside me instead of that imitation of you.”

There’s so many things Lohen wants to say but he isn’t really able to form words at the moment, his tongue feels heavy inside his mouth while Illuga rides him. More thoughts slip away as he delves deeper into the state of bliss, letting go completely and trusting Illuga to be there when he comes back.

His eyes close and all he can feel is Illuga squeezing tight around his cock and how his hands pinch and pull at his nipples. Sounds freely escape his mouth and Illuga encourages them by fucking himself harder and faster on his length.

“Lohen, mmm I need you to fill me up so that we’re both dripping with each other’s cum.”

“Ahh!” Lohen cries out, heat building in his belly at the hazy thought of them both leaking cum.

“Go on, I know you’re close,” Illuga encourages him, smiling down as he watches Lohen’s face contort with pleasure. “Cum in me, bunny.”

Lohen cracks open an eye and seeing the look on Illuga’s face does it for him. He grips harder at Illuga’s hips and tugs him down, finishing inside with a high-pitched moan.

Illuga works himself harder on Lohen’s cock and removes his one hand on his chest to swipe through the mess on his belly, using Lohen’s spend as lube while he strokes his own length.

More tears spill down Lohen’s cheeks and he starts to writhe from the over sensitivity but he doesn’t push Illuga off of him. He just makes little pained noises that only fuels Illuga’s pleasure until he is splattering cum over the expanse of Lohen’s belly and chest.

Time seems to move slowly after that and Lohen’s mind is drifting now. The weight on his lap disappears and he can register the feeling of his legs being unbound until they flop onto the bed. His muscles ache and he’s exhausted.

Then, there’s a hand caressing his cheek and turning his head. “Hey, how are you feeling?”

Lohen is able to see the shape of Illuga, although a bit blurry. He blinks several times to clear his vision enough to make out the soft smile on Illuga’s lips and how he looks at him so fondly.

“…good, really good,” Lohen finally replies with a rough voice.

“Would you like to take a bath?”

Lohen contemplates that. Sure it would probably feel nice, but he’s on the verge of falling asleep and also doesn’t think he’ll be able to walk. Then, an image of Illuga picking him up in his arms flashes in his mind and suddenly, a bath doesn’t sound so bad after all.

“You’ll have to carry me~”

“I can do that. Let me fill the tub first, okay?” Illuga brushes a strand of hair away from Lohen’s eyes before he gets up and leaves the room.

Lohen gets his limbs to work and turns onto his side, relishing in the ache of his muscles. He nuzzles his face into Illuga’s pillow, closing his eyes once more while he listens to the water turn on from the bathroom. A few moments later, footsteps pad into the room and items clunk around quietly as Illuga puts everything back into their respective places.

Then, there are hands sliding underneath Lohen’s body and he makes a noise at the back of his throat when he is lifted into the air with ease. The walk to the bathroom is short and Illuga gives him a heads up before he’s gently lowered into the warm water.

The relief is instant and Lohen moans, starting to sink further into the water until Illuga is climbing in behind him. He’s pulled back against a sturdy chest and lets Illuga do as he pleases, wetting his hair then working soap into his strands. The smell of it has Lohen relaxing further into Illuga’s chest and he is almost half asleep when it’s rinsed out and a wet, sudsy cloth rubs over his skin.

Lohen is pretty sure he did end up falling asleep because one minute he is in the tub, the next he is in Illuga’s bed, still slightly damp from the bath. A thick blanket lies over his naked body and Illuga sits on the edge of the bed with the container of ointment open and rubbing the salve into his skin.

“Birdie.”

“Hm? Oh, you’re awake. Did you have a good nap?” Illuga teases.

“Can we… do that again another time?” Lohen awkwardly asks.

“Of course. I’ve been wanting to try out a few different things with you but wanted to see how you’d take to being tied up first.”

“See, you are a freak in disguise,” Lohen laughs lightly. “What’s next, you’ll tie me to a chair?”

The look Lohen gets would have him hard in an instant if it weren’t for him being exhausted. But he’s not turned off on the idea of being tied up again, in fact, now he’s looking forward to it. Illuga always seems to know just what he likes which in turn, has Lohen crawling back for more.

“You know what, maybe I should gag you as well.”

“Oh, birdie, I’m already dreaming of it.”

Notes:

i have no idea how to write lohen so apologies if he was a little ooc