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Harvey Specter watched the city slowly come back to life beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows of the apartment. Manhattan lingered in that comfortingly familiar blue-gray haze that existed only before sunrise, the skyline suspended somewhere between night and day. the buildings across the street were a little more than dark silhouettes waiting for the first real light of day. Far below, the occasional car horn broke through the quiet, but even the city seemed reluctant to fully wake.
Inside the bedroom, there was only the steady hum of the air purifier and the soft, even breaths of the man laying beside him.
Harvey shifted carefully, moving with the practiced precision that came only from years of learning exactly how much movement it took to wake Mike Ross. He adjusted a few pillows behind his back until he was propped up comfortably, pausing only when the mattress dipped beneath him.
"Easy," Harvey murmured, voice still rough and low from sleep.
Mike answered with something that wasn't quite a word, but more of a sleepy complaint as Harvey carefully shifted his husband with steady hands to rest more securely against his chest.
Satisfied with the new arrangement, Harvey smiled as his hand found its familiar path, gliding slowly up Mike's spine before drifting back down. His fingertips traced each vertebra, lingering just long enough to draw lazy circles in the dips between them. The rhythm was slow enough not to wake the sleeping man, but firm enough that even in sleep, Mike settled beneath the touch.
The first time Harvey had discovered the effect of a simple touch on Mike came entirely by accident, about a month after they had made their relationship official. After a brutal week of preparing for a particularly important trial, Harvey was halfway through a stack of deposition transcripts when Mike finally ran out of energy sometime after midnight, his head finding the older man's shoulder without warning. Without thinking, Harvey had started rubbing circles across his back while he kept reading.
Somewhere around page eighty, Mike's breathing had deepened, the tension from the day slowly draining from his body until he almost completely relaxed. When he woke an hour later with his hair slightly rumpled, he was smiling in that slow, sleepy way Harvey never quite figured out how to resist.
After Mike moved in a few months later, it became clear that simple physical affection could be the key to (what Harvey would consider) some very concerning discoveries about his partner.
Although Mike never struggled to fall asleep, mornings proved to be another beast entirely. If an alarm tore him awake, or his phone started buzzing before he was ready for it, something was always slightly off for the rest of the day. He would end up misplacing his keys before leaving the apartment (twice), forgetting the coffee he had just poured, or losing himself halfway through a brief he normally would have memorized in a single pass.
Harvey, in response to these new developments, had started to wake earlier. First, only before important cases to ensure the day ran smoothly. Then, whenever they both had to be in the office earlier than usual. Eventually, it had become daily routine.
Harvey woke first. He got a few quiet minutes before the day began demanding things of him. Before deadlines, clients, and ringing phones crowded out the peace of the morning, he was able to hold the man he loved, giving him the time to be warm, half asleep, and completely unhurried.
Harvey's thumb drifted lazily down Mikes back again before returning to the base of his neck, scratching lightly until it earned a quiet sigh against his chest. Outside, another horn echoed through the streets below. Mike shifted closer, his breathing changing as the deep rhythm of sleep softened. His shoulders moved beneath Harvey’s hand as a faint crease formed between his brows before disappearing again.
He was waking.
“There you are,” Harvey murmured.
Mike buried his face deeper into Harvey’s shoulder, the ends of his hair brushing against his jaw. One leg hooked lazily over the older man’s hip while his fingers curled against his ribs, entirely possessive even asleep.
Harvey looked down at him, unable to stop the smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
“Hey there, sweetheart.” He pressed the lightest kiss to Mike’s temple. “You’re finally joining me.”
Mike answered with a groan muffled against Harvey, his grip tightening for a heartbeat, making one last attempt to bargain with sleep before relaxing again.
Harvey chuckled, smoothing back Mike’s hair. “No? Still negotiating with the morning?”
The only answer was a warm exhale against Harvey’s neck as Mike tipped his face up.
“Thought so.”
His hand never stopped moving. Long, unhurried strokes down Mike’s back. Gentle circles between his shoulder blades. A light scratch at the base of his neck whenever his expression tightened. Years together had taught Harvey exactly where his husband carried his tension and exactly how to coax it away.
The apartment remained wrapped in silence. It still surprised Harvey how different the apartment felt before sunrise. Later, it would be filled with their ringing phones, Donna’s voice drifting through the speaker, Mike reading case law from the kitchen while coffee brewed, and the television providing background noise neither of them actually watched.
For now, though, the rest of Manhattan existed somewhere far beyond the windows. Harvey wouldn’t have traded these mornings for anything.
One green eye cracked open.
“What time is it?”
“Too early for that question.”
Mike frowned without opening the other eye and blindly reached toward the nightstand until his fingers finally found his phone.
6 AM.
“You weren’t kidding.”
“You’ve still got another hour."
Mike considered that in complete silence, and Harvey could practically watch the debate unfold behind his sleepy expression. The responsible part of him knew he should get up. The rest of him had no intention of leaving Harvey’s arms. The silence stretched for another moment before Harvey gave him an easy way out.
“You could go back to sleep.”
“I have…” Mike yawned hard enough to swallow the rest of the sentence. “...very important things to do today.”
Harvey raised an eyebrow. “Oh?”
“Very important.”
“Like making me breakfast?”
That got both of Mike’s eyes open with a genuinely offended look.
“Fat fucking chance.”
He pushed himself upright with all the determination of a man trying to convince his own body that it was awake. The moment he sat up, his balance decided it wanted no part in the plan as he swayed, blinking slowly, until his head tipped sideways and landed back against Harvey’s shoulder with a soft thunk.
Harvey bit back a laugh. “You alright there?”
“Mhm."
“You just headbutted me.”
“I know where I am, Harvey.”
Mike didn’t move, and Harvey let a few seconds pass before speaking again. He gave his husband’s shoulder a little shake.
“Mike.”
“I’m thinking.”
“You’re falling back asleep.”
“I’m THINKING, because I’m AWAKE.”
Harvey tipped his head back toward the ceiling.
Right. This was the person he had chosen to spend every morning with.
Mike made another valiant effort against the pull of exhaustion, lifting his head only enough to meet Harvey’s eyes. He then slid an arm around Harvey’s waist and settled comfortably back into his side.
Harvey rested his cheek against Mike’s hair and resumed the slow, familiar path of his hand along Mike’s spine. Outside, the first rays of sunlight crept across the hardwood floor, stretching farther into the room with every passing minute.
Half an hour came and went. Harvey knew because he watched the sunlight inch farther across the bedroom floor while Manhattan found its daily rush. Traffic thickened below. A delivery truck rumbled down the avenue. Somewhere beyond the apartment door, an elevator dinged softly.
Mike, meanwhile, had made absolutely no effort to move.
“Ross.”
Nothing.
“Come on, Mike, I let you sleep in.”
Mike’s only response was to tighten his arm around Harvey’s waist.
Harvey waited another beat before nudging him gently.
“Come on.”
“No.”
The answer was muffled against Harvey’s shoulder.
“No?”
“No.”
Harvey let out a heavy sigh. Mike’s fingers drifted lazily over the faded Harvard lettering stretched across Harvey’s shirt. The thing should have been retired ages ago. The collar had been stretched beyond saving, one sleeve was beginning to fray, and there was a tiny bleach stain near the hem that definitely hadn’t been there when it was bought. Mike loved it. He thought it made Harvey look approachable.
Mike sighed one last time before finally peeling himself away. Harvey watched him go, the loss of warmth immediate. Mike sat on the edge of the bed, elbows resting on his knees, staring blankly into space. Harvey didn’t interrupt him, knowing the man wasn’t awake yet, simply vertical.
Another thirty seconds passed before Mike dragged both hands over his face and took in a long, steady breath.
“Okay.”
Another blank stare.
“Yeah. Okay.”
Sleep still clung to him. His hair stuck up in three different directions, one stubborn piece flattened against the side of his head from where it had been pressed against Harvey. His eyes hadn’t quite lost that hazy look that only existed a few minutes after waking. Harvey wasn’t sure Mike had ever looked younger than he did in the mornings.
“What?” Mike asked suddenly.
“You’ve got a cowlick.”
“I’ve always had this cowlick.”
“It doesn’t usually have this much confidence.”
Mike threw a pillow at Harvey, who ducked before it had the chance to hit him in the face.
“You are the least supportive husband imaginable.”
“I woke you up so nicely today,” Harvey said with mocked hurt.
Mike rolled his eyes, though there was no real conviction behind it. He pushed himself to his feet, wobbling just enough for Harvey to instinctively reach out and catch his wrist. Mike’s gaze dropped to where Harvey’s fingers circled it.
“I’m good.”
Harvey let go. Mike shuffled toward the bedroom door with a slightly uneven gait. The bathroom door clicked shut behind him. A second later, the faucet started running, followed almost immediately by Mike humming around a mouthful of toothpaste.
Harvey smiled to himself as he started making the bed.
The day hadn’t even begun, and Mike was already singing.
Butter had just started hissing around the edges of a pan when Harvey phone buzzed for what had to be the sixth time in ten minutes. Without even bothering to wipe his hands, he picked up the device and glanced at the screen, reading one line of the latest message before dropping the phone back down onto the counter with enough force to make the knife block rattle.
"You've got to be kidding me."
The apartment, unsurprisingly, offered no sympathy.
"Gregory Maxwell thinks tomorrow morning would be a great time for an 'informal check-in.'" He punctuated the words with exaggerated air quotes before reaching for the pepper grinder. "I'd love for somebody to explain to me when exactly corporate lawyers collectively decided 'informal' meant two hours of unbillable time."
A quiet hum drifted across the kitchen.
Harvey didn't even bother turning around.
"I heard that," he grumbled with an agitated crack of an egg.
"You heard... what?" Mike asked distractedly.
"That you're not listening to my perfectly valid criticism of our profession ."
"Mm."
Harvey rolled his eyes, finally casting a glance over his shoulder.
Mike occupied the same stretch of marble countertop he'd claimed almost every morning for the better part of four years. Somewhere along the line, the kitchen island had simply become Mike's spot. He was sitting with one leg dangling and the other tucked beneath a knee, in one of Harvey's oldest Harvard Law T-shirts (which had stopped belonging to Harvey years ago despite still technically living in his drawer), his coffee cooling untouched beside him, and his entire existence narrowed down to whatever was glowing on the screen of his phone.
His hair was sticking up in impossiblele directions, evidence that he still hadn't fully woken up for the day.
Harvey turned back to the stove with a small smile playing on his lips.
"And another thing while I’m on this tangent: if I read one more email that starts with 'Hope this finds you well,'" he announced, picking up his phone again, "I'm going to start replying, 'It didn't’ and leave things there."
That earned him a tiny laugh. Not a real laugh, more a quick puff of air through Mike's nose, but Harvey would take it. He would give anything Mike gave him, especially this early in the morning.
He skimmed another email, already regretting it.
"'Urgent,'" he read aloud with theatrical disdain. "'Need your immediate review before the nine o'clock call.'"
He rolled his eyes, tossing his phone away from him again.
Mike opened the email on his own phone, glancing over the linked PDF.
"They attached the wrong document."
"Not a surprise. Their firm is notorious for disorganization."
"They cc'd us. As opposing counsel."
Harvey paused.
"...Come again?"
"This email wasn't for us. It was for internal review within their team."
Curiosity got the better of him. Harvey crossed the kitchen in three quick strides and leaned over Mike's side, his chin resting on the younger man’s shoulder. Sure enough, sitting proudly in the recipient list, was the name of the opposing firm's lead attorney.
Harvey barked out a laugh.
"They're representing themselves in a billion-dollar acquisition!"
"I know."
"They accidentally emailed the other side. That’s hilarious."
"Right."
"They're going to spend all day pretending this was strategic."
Mike nodded gravely. "As is tradition."
Harvey shook his head, laughing all the way back to the stove.
"You know what? I do hope this finds them well."
Mike grinned to himself before disappearing right back into whatever rabbit hole he'd fallen into.
Harvey gave it about twenty seconds before curiosity won out.
"All right."
"Hm?"
"What’s managed to beat out coffee, legal malpractice, and my sparkling morning conversation today?"
Mike blinked as though he'd forgotten already what he was so engrossed in within his device.
"Oh."
He looked back at the screen.
"I'm reading about Roman concrete."
Harvey slowly turned around.
"...Roman concrete."
"Yeah."
"Cement."
"It's not cement."
"Ah, yes. My mistake. What is it then, my dear?"
"It's volcanic ash." Mike shot back with just as much sarcasm as Harvey had used in his endearment.
"Naturally." Harvey rolled his eyes, crossing his arms and temporarily abandoning all thoughts of food cooking on the stove.
"They've been studying why it's lasted two thousand years. Apparently seawater gets into tiny cracks and actually makes it stronger over time."
Harvey stared at him for a long moment.
"I’ll never understand why you wake up and choose things like geology."
"Well, actually, this is from an engineering journal."
"It's dirt, my love. Ancient dirt."
"It's one of the greatest engineering achievements in history, Harvey!"
The older man wiped his hands on a nearby dish towel.
"So... I married a man who voluntarily reads peer-reviewed articles about volcanic ash before breakfast."
"Not many men can say their husband knows why octopuses punch fish, either, so count your blessings and be grateful, old man."
Harvey ignored the jab. "I distinctly remember the octopus phase."
"They weren't punching fish for fun, Harvey."
"Mmmhmm."
"It's resource guarding."
"Underwater assault, if you will."
Harvey turned back toward the stove just in time to rescue an egg starting to turn black around the edges.
“Well, shit.”
Behind him came the familiar scrape of fabric against marble. He assumed Mike had finally climbed down. Instead, when Harvey reached for the salt to his left, his arm bumped gently into a knee.
He looked up.
Mike had relocated. Now he was sitting on the section of countertop directly beside the stove instead, occupying precisely the amount of space Harvey needed to cook. Harvey closed his eyes and prayed for patients.
"You know I'm making breakfast over here."
"Yep."
"And you've chosen to sit..."
"Here."
"...where I'm making breakfast."
"I have."
Somewhere over the years, Mike had developed the uncanny ability to occupy whatever room Harvey happened to be standing in. It wasn't clingy, really, it was simply... gravitational. Harvey moved, and sooner or later Mike wandered into the same orbit without ever seeming to realize he'd done it.
"You've somehow become more attached since we got married."
"What?"
"Look at yourself."
Mike's eyes stayed glued to his phone.
"What about it?"
Rather than asking him to move, Harvey did what he always did. He stepped forward until he was standing comfortably between Mike's knees. Mike shifted automatically, barely interrupting his reading, opening the space just enough for Harvey to fit. It happened with such practiced ease that neither of them consciously acknowledged. Harvey reached around him for the salt, then leaned past him to grab the oil from the counter behind.
Mike's free hand came to rest lightly on Harvey's shoulder, his thumb rubbing one absent circle through the cotton of Harvey's T-shirt before settling there. The older man always seemed more open to physical affection in the earlier hours of the day, and Mike took advantage of that when he could.
A few minutes later, Mike finally locked his phone and set it face-down beside him. Harvey slid a plate of food into his hands before he could reach for his phone again.
"Here."
Mike accepted the plate obediently enough.
"Go sit at the table. If I let you stay on that counter, you'll forget to eat because you'll find another article about medieval plumbing."
Mike frowned thoughtfully.
"...Actually, Roman aqueducts are--"
"Table."
Mike sighed with theatrical defeat, hopped down from the counter, and wandered the whole six feet to the dining table, muttering something about Harvey's lack of appreciation for ancient infrastructure.
Harvey watched him go with the familiar, helpless smile that seemed reserved exclusively for his husband.
Some battles, he'd learned, just weren't worth winning. Roman concrete, octopi that punch fish, and Mike Ross's tendency to trail after him through their apartment as though proximity itself were a basic human need all fell comfortably into that category. And, if he was being honest, Harvey wouldn't have known what to do with a kitchen that wasn't just a little too crowded.
Mike stood for a second, caught between the table and the area where Harvey stood, plate still in one hand, as though he'd forgotten why he'd been sent away in the first place. Then, with the same absent certainty that had guided him to Harvey's side every morning for years, he turned around again.
Harvey had just reached for the coffee pot when Mike appeared in front of him. Without a word, Mike took the mug from his hand and set it back on the counter. His own plate joined it a moment later.
“Didn’t I tell you--”
Harvey barely had time to register what was happening before Mike's arms slipped around his waist. It was so familiar that Harvey's body answered before his mind did.
He let out the smallest breath of amusement and folded his own arms around Mike in return. His hands found Mike's back automatically, one settling broad and warm between his shoulder blades while the other curved around his waist. He drew him in without thinking, the movement slow and practiced, as natural as breathing.
Harvey's hand drifted slowly up Mike's back before settling at the nape of his neck, his fingers disappearing into the impossibly soft hair there. He rubbed small, lazy circles with his thumb, feeling Mike lean into the touch by degrees until his weight rested just a little more fully against him.
A quiet laugh escaped Harvey's nose. He tipped his head, resting his cheek against Mike's hair for a moment.
Harvey's hand wandered lower again, tracing an absent path down the length of Mike's spine before returning to the middle of his back. The motion was slow, soothing, entirely without purpose beyond the simple comfort of touching him.
Mike shifted just enough to tuck himself a little closer. Harvey closed his eyes for the briefest moment.
There were mornings filled with phone calls before sunrise, emergency hearings, impossible clients, and days where it felt as though every minute already belonged to someone else before he'd even gotten out of bed.
And then there were moments like this. Two people standing barefoot in the kitchen, holding each other while breakfast cooled on the counter.
Eventually Harvey drew back only far enough to look at him. One hand rose to smooth the stubborn pieces of hair that still insisted on standing in every direction. His fingers lingered at Mike's temple before brushing lightly along his cheek, the touch affectionate enough to make Mike's eyes drift closed for a heartbeat.
Harvey couldn't help smiling.
Mike opened them again, returning the expression with one that was smaller but somehow even softer. Neither of them said a word. Harvey gave Mike's shoulder one last gentle squeeze before letting his hands fall away. Only then did Mike pick up his forgotten plate and wander back toward the table, looking just a little more awake than he had a minute before.