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Why is it hard. It used to be easy.
Mess around with them, have a lot of fun, be the center of attention.
Why did it have to get serious so fast. I am not ready to settle.
It’s a scary thought.
Would they both hate me for being selfish?
For wanting them both. For not wanting to decide between them.
Would they resent me?
Would my feelings, my charisma and my looks be convincing enough?
Why do I love them both, why can’t I be happy with one of them.
Am I just greedy?
Am I a lost cause?