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   I can't feel what it's like to be alive by Loki_more_like_Lowkey

   Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band)  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   16 Jan 2026

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   • Choi Jongho/Choi San/Jeong Yunho/Jung Wooyoung/Kang Yeosang/Kim Hongjoong/Park Seonghwa/Song Mingi
   • Choi San (ATEEZ)
   • Choi Jongho (ATEEZ)
   • Jeong Yunho (ATEEZ)
   • Park Seonghwa
   • Kang Yeosang
   • Jung Wooyoung (ATEEZ)
   • Kim Hongjoong
   • Song Mingi (ATEEZ)
   • Omega Verse
   • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
   • Alpha Kim Hongjoong
   • Alpha Jeong Yunho (ATEEZ)
   • Alpha Song Mingi (ATEEZ)
   • Beta Choi Jongho (ATEEZ)
   • Omega Jung Wooyoung (ATEEZ)
   • Omega Kang Yeosang
   • Omega Park Seonghwa
   • Omega Choi San (ATEEZ)
   • Alpha Choi San (ATEEZ)
   • Choi San-centric (ATEEZ)
   • Sub Choi San (ATEEZ)
   • Implied/Referenced Abuse
   • Verbal Abuse
   • Protective Park Seonghwa
   • Soft Park Seonghwa
   • Bottom Choi San (ATEEZ)
   • Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Physical Abuse

   Summary

   San has a secret that could shatter everything: he’s not the alpha everyone believes he is. He’s an omega, hiding in plain sight because he's not omega material, after all, everyone has said as much.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   33,342

   Chapters:

   10/?

   Comments:

   110

   Kudos:

   504

   Bookmarks:

   90

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   13,482

   Bookmarked by KlyungAz

   16 Nov 2025