SemanticsoftheHeart



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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    It’s kind of fucked up that I get off on you needing me like a father.

    Watch out: if you make your entire personality taking care of people at a young age, it just might rewire you sexually.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    10 Apr 2026

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    Conrad is working on understanding what it feels like to go an entire day and not actively think about Isabel Conklin. He’s pretty conflicted about it, truthfully.

    (Conrad doesn't see Belly in the airport, and Belly doesn't say anything to him before she boards her flight. He flies back to California that night assuming the wedding went on without him.)

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    07 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Belly is worried that she talks too much while going down on Conrad and decides to seek advice from strangers on reddit.

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    06 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    She should’ve known better. Should’ve seen the signs. But she had followed, moth to a flame. And her boyfriend — ex-boyfriend?— was sprawled over a girl's lap. 

    He hadn’t even noticed. Hadn’t heard the footsteps. How could he? If he was too busy being consoled by anyone else but her. Belly stood there. The plate was filled with his favorite things. And felt like a fool when the chick asked: 

    “It’s that for us?”

    Us. Us? Fuck. Her breathing was uneven, and a fresh wave of sadness hit her. 

    Conrad lifted himself off her, sheepish and rumpled. His eyes were dark, rimmed with red and exhaustion. 

    Belly hated herself for loving someone who clearly didn’t want her. 

    or: what if Conrad had followed Belly after their fight at his mother's funereal?

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    05 Apr 2026