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    “Did Boston Lily send you all these flowers? Shane??” Hayden asks.

    “Um,” Shane says helpfully.

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    Or, Shane gets hurt in the Boston vs. Montreal game. Ilya crashes out and buys all the lilies in Boston for him.

    No one knows about them.

    Except for Ilya’s new florist, who never asked to get involved in dumb hockey boys and their messy drama. Also, Cliff is a good friend.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    “They wanted me to breed her,” he said, voice trembling. “But I can’t–I don’t. I don’t want that. I can’t–”

    “And why can’t you?” Ilya urged, stepping forward even closer so that Ilya was pressed flush against Shane’s body. He could feel the pup shake against him. He pressed a knee in between Shane’s legs—a gamble. He grinned as Shane threw his head back on the wall, moaning. And just as Ilya suspected, Shane was hard, the length pressing back against Ilya’s leg. “Why can’t you fill her up with pups, Shane? Say it, puppy. Tell me why.”

    “Fuck,” Shane gasped out, his hips rocking against Ilya. “B-because I want someone to fill me up. I wanna be filled, fuck, Ilya, please.”

    Puppy hybrid Shane Hollander meets Wolf hybrid Ilya Rozanov.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    "Oh my God, what?" Shane demands, nervous now.
    Ilya swears in Russian again. "Is, um. The condom."
    Fuck. "What about the condom?"
    "Eto slomano," he says, like he can't fucking bring himself to say it in a language that Shane can understand. Then he finally looks at Shane, mouth covered like he's a cowering dog afraid to show Shane his teeth. "It broke."

    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are twenty, on top of the world, and a little irresponsible about it. This is the crash.

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    30 Mar 2026

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    "You idiot," Shane gasped, tangling a hand in Ilya’s hair, not sure if he was pulling him closer or pushing him away. "I can't get pregnant. I’m an alpha, I don't have a womb.

    Ilya went utterly still. He lifted his head slowly. The look in his eyes was a dark, terrifying resolve. He leaned down until his lips were brushing Shane’s ear, his voice a low, gravelly promise. “Then I’ll rearrange your organs. Make a place for it inside my alpha.”

    (or, Shane and Ilya are alphas in a political marriage but now Ilya is in rut and only wants his cold, mean, older husband Shane)

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    28 Mar 2026