Chapter 1: Jack Frost catches a cold
Notes:
19th of April 2022: I have made some edits. Not big edits, no scenes have been removed or added--just some extra dialogue at most. (If anyone's interested, I could try and list the biggest changes so that you don't have to re-read the whole thing if you have FOMO like me lmao). Hopefully everything (formatting, etc) is as it should be. I'll try to re-read, but gods...even after cutting 3,000 words...
Anyway. Enjoy!
Chapter Text
Jack built a castle once.
Not a real castle, of course; even with his powers, he thought that might be impossible. No, he’d built a small model of a castle, complete with towers and a fortification surrounding it, made from small pieces of wood and rusty nails he’d found by chance on the ground.
With the image of the castle followed several more indistinct images, sounds and sensations. He could see his sister smiling at him from the other side of the miniature castle, awe in her big brown eyes. She’d helped building, but for the most part just enjoyed watching Jack’s handiwork – despite how inadequate he was at said handiwork. He could hear her voice, telling him stories about who lived in this castle and what happened in the kingdom it protected; her laugh, giggling whenever Jack accidentally hammered his thumbs; her yawns, because it was very early and most of the village was still fast asleep.
As for sensations, the most vivid thing he could feel was the wind against his face, caressing him softly from where they sat upon a hill in Hawthorne. From there, they could watch as life gradually sprang to life in their village, the sun rising above the trees and birds flying in and out of their nests. Jack held his aching fingers up in the air and imagined that the wind passing by healed the painful thumping. Definitely no handyman, that was for sure.
“Why do you do that?” Emily asked, raising her hands to copy Jack.
Jack, who knew Emily was just trying to make him admit that he’d hurt himself in the process of making the castle, just smiled, closing his eyes. “I like the wind,” he said. “We’re good friends, the wind and I.”
“What are you talking about?” Emily snorted. “That wasn’t what you said last week, when the wind almost pulled the roof off our house.”
“It can’t always be this gentle,” Jack said matter-of-factly. “It has emotions just like we do.”
“Do you really think so?”
“Yeah.” It wasn’t really a lie; the wind having a mind of its own was an idea that had come to him a long time ago. He didn’t know why, but the thought was always there and always had been; as far as he knew, it was as real as any gods he’d ever heard about, so why not?
He opened his eyes when she didn’t answer, and stretched his arms out even more, as if waiting for an embrace. “Besides, it’s kinda nice when it’s not as gentle as well. Maybe one day it’ll whisk me away and teach me how to fly. Like a leaf.”
Emily frowned skeptically but copied his pose even so. “Isn’t that dangerous?” she asked.
“What’s life without a little danger?”
“That does sound like something you would say.”
“I am starting to recognize that look,” North said.
Jack blinked, lifting his gaze from the ice castle on North’s desk. North was looking back at him with a fond expression. He had a miniature hammer in one hand and a chisel in the other. His castle was a whole lot more impressive than what Jack had made back then. He didn’t know how long he’d been sitting there, just watching, not speaking; watching North chip away on his various ice projects was something Jack had discovered was surprisingly captivating.
It took a few seconds before Jack realized he should probably answer, but by then, North had already turned in his seat and was giving Jack an inquisitive look.
“You remembered something?” he asked.
Jack felt a smile pull at his lips. “Not sure if I like how good you’re getting at reading me, North,” he told him, twirling his staff in his hand. He hopped down from his perch on the desk he had claimed as his personal ice-watching spot. “But yeah. I remembered something.”
Since becoming a Guardian, Jack kept finding himself in the workshop. By now, he knew most of the melodies of North’s orchestral music by heart, and North’s enthusiastic singing almost wasn’t annoying anymore. Never mind the fact that Jack sometimes caught himself humming to the same melodies, much to North’s amusement. It had become a regular occurrence, these quiet sessions. North was a skilled sculptor. He was Santa Claus after all; creating things was what he did…and seeing him at work with it was magical – both in the literal and figurative way.
“I think you overestimate your poker face,” North told him. He followed him with his eyes, in an almost wary manner. No, definitely in a wary manner. “What did you remember?”
Jack let the questions hang in the air as he started walking around North’s desk, admiring the way the block of some indistinct figure had turned into what was definitely a castle now – some parts of it, at least. There were still a few more days of work to go. He stopped, leaning closer to it as if to inspect something, just to see the way North’s eyes narrowed ever so slightly.
“I’m not gonna do anything,” Jack told him.
“That is what you say every time, and yet I keep finding swirly ice patterns or small snowflakes on all my sculptures.”
“Some embellishment never hurt anyone,” he mumbled, feigning innocence. He glanced at North, and couldn’t help but smile at his unconvinced expression.
In the beginning, North had been surprised. Jack could sit there watching him for hours, barely saying a word, barely even moving – to the point where North evidently forgot that he was even there, judging by the few times he’d turned around and started at the sight of him. On one hand, Jack could understand his surprise; to most people, Jack didn’t come off as an enjoyer of calm and quiet, to say the least. He was always darting around, seeking action, seeking fun, causing trouble just for the sake of causing trouble. No, he didn’t seem like the type to be able to sit still for long periods of time.
Personally, Jack thought it was obvious. After spending 300 years alone, invisible to nearly everyone, obviously he would grow accustomed to just observing. Not that he felt the need to explain that. And besides, with these embellishments he’d mentioned, it would’ve been a lie to say he was able to sit completely still. But really, what did North expect would happen, letting the embodiment of winter sit around next to a giant ice sculpture?
North’s eyes twinkled with mirth. “You did not answer my question,” he reminded him. “Is a private memory, maybe?”
Jack considered it for a moment, then shook his head. “This just got me thinking of another castle,” he told him, letting the memory play in his mind again. “Made of wood, not ice, and definitely not as fancy as this one.” Emily should’ve seen this, he thought.
North was watching him, he could tell. Jack didn’t mind, though it did make it a bit difficult to do exactly what North told him not to. But as with all things cold and icy, Jack found a way; those swirling, fern-like patterns North had been talking about was starting to appear on the back of the castle, out of sight of either of them, but Jack knew they were there
North didn’t notice it before Jack let out a content huff he thought had been small enough to be unnoticeable. He glanced at the castle, and then looked back at Jack. “What did you do?” he asked, with a sort of fond resignation Jack had been hearing more and more since he became a Guardian.
“Nothing,” Jack lied, answering North’s look with another impish smile. “Just made sure the ice doesn’t melt. You know the temperature is still a bit too high in here?”
“Uh-huh,” North said, still not convinced. “Like those other times you ‘just’ re-froze ice?”
“Yeah, like those times.”
North just chuckled. “I take it your patience has finally run out, then,” he said, and looked up to the old grandfather clock by the wall. “After…nearly four hours. Maybe is time to take break.” He got to his feet and stretched his back. Jack grimaced at the sound of his spine popping.
“Sounds like a good idea,” he commented. “Have you considered yoga?”
“Yoga!” North repeated with a bark of laughter. “I might be old, but my body is strong as ever. Yoga…” He chuckled to himself as he leaned over to blow some icy dust off the castle but stopped mid-motion. He turned back to Jack. “Speaking of…How about you, Jack?”
Jack raised a brow. “I’ve tried. It’s not for me.”
“Not yoga,” he said, sitting down in his chair again while still looking intently at Jack. “I am talking about your powers. It is nine months since we defeated Pitch. Nine months since you became a Guardian.” North leaned forward, and Jack almost took a step back. He never knew what to expect when North got that look in his eyes: serious and intense, as if he was searching for something. “Nine months since Jamie Bennett and the other children in Burgess started believing in you. Your story must have been passed around a lot since then.”
“Oh,” was all Jack could think to say at first. He shifted his hold on his staff, looking into the air. “Uh…am I supposed to feel any different?”
North shrugged. “Maybe, maybe not,” he said, then narrowed his eyes. “Do you?”
Jack narrowed his eyes too, brows furrowing. “No?”
“No?”
“No.”
North hummed, leaning back in his chair and crossing his arms.
It was Jack’s turn to stare. When North didn’t continue, he gestured exasperatedly with the hand that wasn’t holding his staff. “What are you trying to say?”
North pursed his lips and shrugged. “Maybe nothing,” he replied unhelpfully. “Just remember that we are always here to help if you need it.”
It wasn’t the first time North had said that, or something similar to it. Jack had almost been starting to brush it off, because by now he already knew that the other Guardians had his back. He just couldn’t connect the dots as for why North kept reminding him when nothing in particular was happening. At this point, it was getting more ominous than anything.
“I know,” Jack said, raising a questioning brow.
“Good,” North said with a smile, then patted his belly. “The yetis are cooking today. I think Phil mentioned rassolnik. You want some?”
Jack had tasted that soup one time, and that was one time too many. “Uh, no thanks, I…have some errands to run.”
North had that knowing look again. “In Burgess?”
Jack raised his brows in mock surprise. “What? Why would I go to Burgess?” he asked. He opened the window with a flick of his wrist, jumping onto the windowsill. “Duty calls, right? Responsibility, all that, you know the drill. Hey, wind!” He playfully saluted as he felt the wind rushing towards him. “Bye, North!”
North let out another bark of a laugh as Jack jumped backwards out the window. The wind lifted him through the air and whisked him into the clouds, just like he had imagined when he’d been sitting on top of that hill with his sister.
With nothing to do, Jamie was close to dozing off when he thought he heard the slightest creak from the window. Thinking he’d imagined it, he kept his eyes closed, presuming the sudden wave of cold was his fever acting up again. Ugh – and he’d been starting to feel better as well.
“Psst…Jamie, are you sleeping, because—”
Suddenly, Jamie wasn’t sleepy anymore. He jumped up into a sitting position. The words had been spoken so softly, he almost didn’t recognize his voice, but Jamie’s face broke into a grin when he saw the blue-clad figure of Jack crouched on the windowsill.
“Jack!” he exclaimed, but his throat didn’t agree with the sudden volume, and he was coughing into his arm the next second. He sniffled and looked back to see that Jack had moved into the room and was closing the window behind himself, a worried frown on his face.
“What’s up?” Jack asked. “Met your friends outside. They said you were sick.” He came a bit closer, tilting his head to the side. “They certainly weren’t lying.”
It wasn’t hard to spot the slight guilt passing over Jack’s face, no matter how fast it was gone. Jamie just giggled and waved dismissively.
“It’s my own fault,” he said, scooting back to give Jack space on the bed. “I forgot I’d left the front door open, then Abby spotted a cat and started chasing it, so I started chasing her, and I didn’t have the time to put my shoes on, and then…well.” He sent Jack a sheepish smile. “But it’s whatever! I feel fine.”
Jack laughed. “You got Abby back, though,” he said as he sat down, glancing over at the sleeping greyhound at the edge of the bed. “So I’d say mission accomplished.”
“Yeah, but at what cost?” Jamie said with a deep sigh, falling dramatically back onto his pillow. “Mom’s been making me stay inside for days! I don’t even have a fever anymore!” He rolled his eyes, then pushed himself up in a sitting position again, looking at Jack. “But she did say I could go out tomorrow, if I feel well enough. Which I do. She just worries too much.”
“Sounds like you’ve had a very boring few days,” Jack said sympathetically, and Jamie nodded. Then there was a certain glint in Jack’s eyes, one which Jamie didn’t have any trouble interpreting. It was usually followed by something fun. “I guess I came a day too early, then. But maybe I should take a trip tomorrow as well. Make up for all the fun you’ve missed out on.”
“Yes!” Jamie clapped his hands together, but then immediately had to use them to cover his mouth. Jack patted his back as he coughed, and the coughs turned into giggles. He sighed and sat back against the wall, grinning at him. “It has been boring. I’ve been sick for over a week already, and every time I tried telling mom I wasn’t, she tried making me do my homework, which is even worse than just sitting here! But now that you’re here…” He trailed off, realizing something. “What have you been up to, actually? I haven’t seen you in ages, but it has been snowing, so you must’ve been around, right? Or don’t you actually have to be around to make it snow?”
He belatedly realized Jack had been opening and closing his mouth to reply, but Jamie hadn’t given him an opening to actually answer any questions. Feeling his cheeks heat up , he shut his mouth and sent Jack an expectant look.
“I’ve been around,” Jack said. “Here, and everywhere else. January is a busy time for me, and now that I’m a Guardian, I suddenly have a bunch of other things to do too.”
“Is it fun?” Jamie asked, leaning forward to look intently at him. “Is it scary? Dangerous? You haven’t been here since, like, before Christmas!”
Jack waved his hand, similar to the way Jamie had earlier. “Nah, it’s not scary or dangerous,” he said with a playfully haughty smile. “Not for me anyway. But yeah, it’s fun.” He looked down for a moment before he looked back at Jamie again. “Sorry for not visiting earlier,” he said, voice softening.
Jamie shook his head, smiling back at him. “I know you’re busy. It’s just that—”
There was a knock on the door, making him shut up. He and Jack shared a look. Jack shrugged, nodding at the door.
“Come in!” Jamie called.
The door opened, revealing Jamie’s mother, Joyce. Joyce wore a slightly puzzled smile as she walked into the room, holding a steaming cup of what Jamie knew was some kind of herbal tea that was supposedly good for him, regardless of what the taste suggested.
“How are you feeling, honey?” she asked as she walked around the bed, putting the teacup on the nightstand. “Were you talking to someone?”
“Uh…I’m not hallucinating, mom,” Jamie said, and Jack halfheartedly tried to stifle a laugh. Jamie sent him a quick look, before turning back to his mother again.
“I’d be worried if you were,” Joyce said. “Who were you talking to then?”
Jack moved away when she came to sit where he was currently sitting, and Jamie tried not to grimace too much. Jack didn’t even seem to mind, as if it was a normal occurrence. It probably was, too. Jamie felt something in his chest sink, but when Joyce glanced in Jack’s direction, raising her brow, Jamie quickly turned his attention back to her.
Jamie hesitated. “Jack Frost,” he replied.
Joyce nodded in a way that made it clear she didn’t believe him a second. Jamie knew, because she’d clearly told him Jack Frost was just an expression, despite obvious evidence, but that didn’t matter. He’d make her believe someday.
“Jack Frost, huh?” Joyce said absentmindedly as she reached forward to feel Jamie’s forehead. “You talk about him a lot lately. What happened to Big Foot?”
“I got his autograph. His name is Phil.”
“Really?” Joyce laughed, letting her hand fall. “That must’ve been exciting. What did he look like?”
“Big and hairy,” Jamie said. “And he can talk! But not in English. I’m…not sure which language they speak.”
“They?” Joyce repeated.
Jamie shrugged. “There’s many of them. Did you know they work for Santa Claus?” He paused and glanced at Jack. “Should I be saying all of this?”
He quickly realized his mistake when his mother once again frowned, glancing in Jack’s direction – but of course she saw nothing.
“I—I mean—” Jamie started, his voice rising in pitch.
“Well, it’s true,” Jack just said with a shrug. He just looked amused by it all, from where he had perched on Jamie’s desk. “I don’t see a reason why not.”
Joyce looked puzzled again, but smiled nevertheless. “Of course you should,” she said, tilting her head to the side. “As long as you’re having fun, right?”
Jamie was pretty sure she had no idea what she was talking about, but Jack nodded approvingly.
“Right…” Jamie said. He shifted restlessly, trying not to look at Jack too many times, but it felt awkward pretending he wasn’t there. “Uh…well, I’m gonna drink my tea and…read.”
Joyce took the hint, getting to her feet with a fond laugh. “Alright,” she said, and ruffled Jamie’s hair. “Make sure to get enough rest, and then you can go out and play tomorrow, alright?”
Jamie just sent her a bright smile and nodded, and followed her with his eyes as she walked out of the room. The second she closed the door, he turned back to Jack.
“Sorry,” he said. “I’m sure she’ll see you one day.”
A strange look passed over Jack’s face, but it was gone before Jamie could catch what it was. Instead, he smiled lopsidedly, and came to sit on the bed again. “Maybe,” he said. “Or she’ll just think you’re seeing things. Or maybe that her house is haunted.”
Jamie snorted, but the action made him cough, and Jack patted his back again.
“This sucks,” Jamie groaned once the coughs subsided, leaning heavily against the wall. He reached over for the tea Joyce had given him, sniffed it, then wrinkled his nose. “Mom’s been making me drink a bunch of this…I think it’s tea? It’s gross.”
Jack hummed, a thoughtful look on his face. “I’m sure she knows what she’s doing,” he said, his smile slightly softer than before. “But, hey. Maybe I should come visit you tomorrow instead, when you’re fully rested and—”
“No!” Jamie interrupted, grabbing Jack’s sleeve as fast as possible without spilling the tea. “Don’t go, please,” he begged. “I feel fine! It’s so boring to just sit here, Jack. Come ooon…” He dragged the word out in the most dramatic way he could muster.
“Jamie…” Jack started, and if he was trying to sound reprimanding, he wasn’t doing too well. Not with that amused grin on his face or the laughter in his voice. “You really think it’s a good idea to have a walking icepack inside your room right now?”
Jamie laughed at that. “I don’t know,” he said slowly, but still didn’t let go of Jack. He looked pleadingly up at him. “But whatever! I’ll even get back under the covers if you want to, just please don’t leave yet. I’m so bored! Pleeaase, please, please—”
He already knew he’d won when Jack’s shoulders sank.
“Alright, since you insist. I guess I can stay for a short while,” he said. “Probably won’t hurt.”
Jamie let go of Jack’s sleeve to punch the air, before doing what he’d promised by huddling back under the covers – but stopped mid-motion when he realized something: maybe Jack wasn’t worried about Jamie – maybe he was worried about himself? The realization must have shown on his face, because Jack raised a brow.
“What?”
“What happens if you get a cold?” Jamie asked. “I don’t want you to catch my cold. Is that why you wanted to leave? Because you can if—”
He stopped talking when Jack snorted.
“If I get a cold? Don’t you remember who I am? I don’t get colds.”
“Really?” Jamie asked. He rubbed his chin. “I guess that makes sense. You’ve never been sick?”
It was Jack’s turn to look thoughtful. “Well…” he started, sounding slightly hesitant. “No…As a winter spirit, I don’t get sick.” He grinned in the same haughty way as earlier, straightening his back. “I’m too strong to be sick, you see. I’m immune to the cold, and few things are stronger than winter.”
Jamie laughed, as loud as his sore throat allowed him. “Really?” he asked, raising his chin at Jack. “What about summer? I mean, why isn’t it winter all the time? Even if you’re immune to the cold, what happens when it gets warm? Do you melt?”
“That’s—” Jack laughed. “I’m not a snowman, Jamie,” he said. “Trust me. I haven’t been sick for 300 years. Especially not because of a cold.”
300 years…Jamie had never actually asked how old Jack was. Thinking about it, he didn’t really know much about Jack at all. He hadn’t even known he existed until a few months ago. It reminded him of something he’d only started to wonder about a few weeks after Easter, as he thought back on that moment in his bedroom, the moment he saw Jack for the first time…something about Jack’s expression that Jamie, at the time, had been too shocked to notice. Jack had been happy, for sure, but there’d been something else there too. Jamie just didn’t know how to bring it up, if he should bring it up at all.
Jamie peered up at Jack. “What happens if you drink this, then?” he asked, holding out his teacup to him.
Jack raised his brows. “You experimenting on me now?” he asked.
“I’m just curious,” Jamie defended, an impish smile creeping onto his face. “Or are you scared?” From Jamie’s experience, that question worked on just about everyone.
And Jack seemed to be no exception.
“Oh, it’s like that, huh?” Jack laughed, mirroring Jamie’s smile.
A small staring competition ensued, before Jack held his hand out, and Jamie handed the cup to him. Jack brought the cup to his face, and Jamie made a small, surprised sound when a thin layer of fern-patterned frost spread across his cheeks. The condensation, he realized, was freezing. Jack didn’t seem to notice, and just took a sip of the tea. Jamie watched his reaction closely, bringing his hands together in slight apprehension; there was a voice in the back of his head that still insisted the heat would actually cause Jack to melt.
Jack’s brows twitched. He’d taken pretty big sip too – probably just to show off, Jamie decided. Jamie would’ve thought it hadn’t made a difference at all, hadn’t it been for the slight tightness to Jack’s expression, as if he’d just eaten something sour. Jamie laughed.
“Are you sure you’re okay?” he asked teasingly, taking the cup back.
“You think this is funny?” Jack asked back, his grin working its way back onto his face.
Jamie was about to answer, but the cup caught his attention. He held it up to his face, then showed it to Jack. “There’s frost on it,” he said with a giggle. “That’s so cool.” He gave it a closer look, before he took a tentative sip of the tea – then frowned. “It’s cold now.”
“What? Really?” Jack asked, leaning over. He rubbed his neck with a sheepish smile. “Whoops. Didn’t know that would happen.”
“Sounds like a defense mechanism to me,” Jamie said smartly, and put the teacup back on the nightstand. “But that’s okay, I didn’t want to drink it anyway.”
“Well, then, you’re welcome,” Jack said, bowing playfully, before adding, “and it’s not a defense mechanism!”
“I’ll write down hot tea as one of your weaknesses.”
“It’s not my—What do you mean you’re writing down my weaknesses?”
Jamie gave his best evil chuckle. “I guess you’ll just have to wait and see,” he said, wiggling his brows.
Jack feigned offense. “Alright, then, no more snow days for you guys.”
“Wait, no!” Jamie gasped, throwing himself forward to catch Jack’s arm. “I was kidding, I was kidding!”
“Nope, it’s too late now—”
“No, it’s never too late!” He shook Jack’s arm dramatically and headbutted it as if he was begging on his knees. “Don’t punish Pippa and the others for my crime—Wait.” He suddenly looked up at Jack, the thought of snow days making him remember something. Jack, who’d just broken character because he couldn’t hold back his laugh, tilted his head questioningly to the side.
“Wait for what?”
“For—uh…” Jamie swung his legs out of bed and got to his feet. The floor was cold without socks, and he quickly tiptoed across it to his desk. There was also a slight twinge of uncertainty that he tried to ignore as he started looking through his drawers. “I have—I mean, I hope I have, if I haven’t…lost it…”
“What are you looking for?” Jack asked, getting to his feet as well. He stopped at the other side of the desk.
Jamie laughed sheepishly. “Uh, well…” he started, making Jack quirk a curious brow. “…I was hoping you’d visit sometime close to Christmas, or even...even on Christmas day or something, but I guess I knew you’d be busy.” He didn’t like the guilty look Jack got, and quickly waved his hands. “That’s okay, though. But I have a gift for you. Well, it’s—it’s not really a gift, but…I realized my first, um…portrayal of this incident was not completely how it happened, you know? So…Oh, here it is.” He pulled up a piece of folded paper and handed it to Jack.
Jack had an odd look on his face. Jamie thought Jack often had an odd look on his face. Sometimes, Jamie was able to discern it. This wasn’t one of those times, however. As Jack gently took the paper from Jamie and unfolded it, his eyes widened a fraction.
Jamie walked around the desk to stand beside Jack. “After you told me what really happened, it felt wrong having that drawing on my wall,” he explained, looking at the drawing he’d made after going sledding through town – and ultimately gotten run over by a couch – except now, Jack was flying above him, creating ice and snow for sharpie-Jamie to slide on. “So I decided to change it. It was more like this, wasn’t it? Since you were there?”
Jack didn’t immediately answer. He was looking down at the drawing, and though he was smiling, there was still that oddness in his eyes. “That’s exactly how it happened,” he said. “Thank you so much, Jamie. I love it.”
He looked genuinely happy, and Jamie felt his heart swell. He jumped up and wrapped his arms around him. Jack laughed softly and returned the hug.
“I don’t have anything to give you, though,” Jack said as he pulled back.
Jamie shrugged. “The fact that you’re here is enough,” he said with a grin. He put a finger in the air. “But! If you really want to return the favor, you can come back tomorrow and play with us some more.”
Jack smiled. “That sounds like a deal.”
Among the Guardians, there were other supernatural beings. Like spirits or sprites or even just forces of energy – uncontrolled magic. And then there were things that could be something in between. Jack was a spirit: he was once a living, mortal being, and now he wasn’t. Tooth’s tooth fairies were sprites; they’d never been human, but they were living, magical beings. An example of something in between a sentient thing and an uncontrolled force of magic would be poltergeists: a magical force, but with just enough sentience to be able to differentiate between good and evil.
Unfortunately, they were mostly evil, like poltergeists. Or…like heat sprites. ‘Heat sprites’ was a bit of a misnomer – while that’s what they were called, they didn’t do much else than float around in warm climates. Communication was fruitless, always had been, and they only seemed to gravitate towards one thing: making life miserable for those who found themselves wandering around in the warm summer heat. They were somewhere on the scale between sprite and energy, and there was no way to get rid of them permanently. They just kept reforming in the heat.
Jack hated them. Not much of a surprise; he was pretty sure they would have hated him as well, had they been able to hate. They were basically polar opposites, and Jack stayed away from them as much as possible. Jamie had been onto something when he guessed Jack was vulnerable to heat and summer: His magic was considerably weaker when the heat sprites were around, especially in large numbers. At this point, Jack couldn’t remember the last time he’d encountered one, because what would he be doing in warm climates anyway? No, Jack had no business there, but today made zero days since the last time Jack had encountered a heat sprite. Or several. But why? Well, the thing was, they didn’t usually appear in the middle of winter in Iceland.
It happened every now and then that the sprites wandered too far north – way too far north in this case – and in order to protect Jack’s territory, not to mention to keep some order among the people living there, someone had to fend them off. Unfortunately, that was Jack’s job. Being Jack Frost, the most powerful winter spirit and the harbinger of winter and all that, there was no one who could chase away heat sprites as easily as he could.
That being said, it was just easier. It wasn’t easy. But he’d manage. Besides, it was his first real challenge since becoming a Guardian, so he wanted to make a good impression. Be a little responsible. Maybe Bunny would shut up then.
The job went quickly enough. Took him a day, but it went by in a flash. That’s what he’d like to say to the others at least, but it was hard to hide the way the thin layer of frost covering his skin had started to melt. He heard Jamie’s voice in his head, asking if he would melt if he got too warm. No, he wouldn’t, but it sure felt like it right now. And, wow, he really thought it would’ve stopped by now, but the gleam on his skin remained like a strange imitation of sweat.
Feeling too fatigued to do anything more winter spirit-y for the day, Jack headed back to the North Pole. He tried to ignore the fact that his condition didn’t seem to be improving, but it got hard when he started having trouble keeping himself airborne. He was very thankful of the wind helping him get all the way back without any emergency landings.
With a heavy sigh, Jack pushed the window to North’s workshop open and hopped inside as usual. However, just when he hit the ground, his legs decided they’d had enough, and he stumbled forward. His arms flailed for leverage, but skipped the edge of the table and instead went straight for the ice castle. The intricate structure slid off the edge. With a small yelp, Jack held out his staff, a heap of soft snow appeared on the floor. The castle didn’t fall any more than a couple of centimeters, and all seemed to be intact. Jack had never been more grateful for his powers.
“That was close call, Jack. Bit too close.”
Jack winced, following North’s voice with his eyes. North was standing in the doorway and had seemingly entered just in time to see Jack’s almost-accident. Jack sent him an innocent smile.
“Nothing happened,” he said, holding his hands up. Then he grimaced at the heap of snow, knowing the elves would probably be assigned the task to get rid of it. “Well, almost nothing.”
“What happened to you?” North asked, frowning as his eyes went up and down Jack’s trembling body. He closed the door behind himself and walked into the room.
Jack automatically took a couple steps back. “Uh…well, the—It’s normal, don’t worry,” he said with a sheepish smile. He couldn’t lie to himself, much less North; he knew this looked bad. “Heat sprites and all that. They were all over Iceland.”
“You are melting?” North asked, looking appropriately concerned about the idea.
“No!” Jack quickly said. “Why does everyone—No, I’m just…I—I guess you could call it sweating?” Judging by North’s displeased expression, it wasn’t a good idea to call it that. “A reaction, then,” Jack said, rolling his eyes. “It’s just water, and it’ll pass in a bit. Should’ve…passed on my way here, but…” The last part came out in a mumble. Partly because he didn’t want North to worry, partly because speaking coherently was becoming more challenging by the second.
North’s worry was not placated. His bushy brows were furrowing over his bright eyes, creating creases on his forehead. He took a step forward, holding out a hand. “Jack…are you sure you are alright? You look a bit…” He trailed off.
Jack tried clearing his throat, and made a valiant effort to straighten his back. He leaned more of his weight on his staff than usual. “Yeah, I just…” he started, walking around the table.
He was fine.
He was fine…right?
Jack frowned, feeling his grip slip around his staff. “I just…feel a bit tired, that’s all.”
He shook his head and blinked, trying to get the exhaustion out his head that way. All it did was make the world spin faster, and he stumbled. North reached forward just in time, catching him before he could hit the ground.
He groaned weakly, using North as support as he tried to himself upright again, but his arms didn’t seem to respond to his will. He held onto North, his vision rapidly blurring. A part of him was feebly catching up, thinking that maybe this was something to worry about after all. Jack sagged forwards, and North’s voice became more and more distant, until he heard nothing at all.
Chapter 2: Jack and Jamie uncover the hidden dangers of hide and seek
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Jack was fairly sure this was the first time he’d been unconscious since that time Pitch trapped him in Antarctica. If this could even count as being unconscious. He sure wasn’t conscious of the world around him, but he wasn’t quite asleep either. Nevertheless, as he was edging back towards consciousness, slowly like trudging through a marsh, he realized that he must have passed out.
The first thing he noticed was that he was lying on some soft surface. The second thing was that his head was pounding. The third thing was that wherever he was, it was way too warm. He gave a weak groan, blindly patting around for his staff without opening his eyes. He didn’t have the strength to open them.
“Oh look, he lives.”
Jack froze. He knew that voice. With sluggish movements, he turned around. It took a great deal of willpower, but he eventually managed to pry his eyes open. A couple of overgrown bunnies were standing in front of him – gradually merging into one.
“Bunny?” Jack croaked.
“The one and only,” Bunny said, leaning forward a bit to peer down at him.
Jack realized he was lying on a couch, in a room somewhere in the workshop, judging by the ever-jolly, red and green decorations on the wall. He tried making the image of Bunny clearer by squinting at him but closed his eyes again when the pounding in his head intensified. “Just a moment ago, there were two of you,” he mumbled.
“You don’t say,” Bunny said. “I think that might just be your fever, mate.”
Jack opened his eyes again. Bunny had come closer. “Fever?” he repeated.
“Fever,” Bunny confirmed.
Jack peered at him through eyes that were already stinging with the strain of keeping themselves open. “I don’t get fevers,” he told him.
Bunny looked like he was about to answer but seemed to forget about it when Jack started pushing himself up into a sitting position.
“Hey, hey, hold on!” he said, hopping forwards. He put two paws on Jack’s shoulders, keeping him in place. “You shouldn’t move around too much. You’ll get yourself knocked out again, you gumbie.”
Jack struggled to break free, but it didn’t take too long before his body fell back against the cushions. He let back a moan. “Bunny,” he started, looking around himself. “What the—Where’s my staff?”
“We had to confiscate it,” Bunny replied with a bemused expression.
Jack stared at him. “You what?”
Bunny just shrugged, shifting his weight from one foot to the other. It was clear he wasn’t used to dealing with this – whether this was dealing with a sick person in general or dealing with a sick Jack Frost specifically.
Not that Jack was sick. He couldn’t be. Right? Jack was rapidly becoming more unsure of that statement.
“You were icing over the entire workshop in your sleep,” Bunny explained. “The only thing that even remotely helped was taking the staff. It’s over there.” He nodded towards the other end of the room, where Jack’s staff stood leaned against the wall. “Everything’s dripping wet now.”
Jack didn’t know what else to do but continue to stare at him. “What? No, I can’t—We can’t…” He trailed off as his eyes started gliding across the room. Now that Bunny had mentioned it, he could see blotches of water and even frost, everywhere from the floor to the ceiling, on the salon table in front of the couch, and the chairs beside it. Why hadn’t he noticed it before?
When he looked down at himself, he saw that he was almost free of frost, but the couch he was lying on was completely covered in it. It gave Jack at least a slight sense of relief against the pressing heat of the room. He looked back to Bunny. “What’s going on?”
“I tell you what is going on!”
Both Jack and Bunny jumped at North’s sudden entrance. Bunny sighed, sending him an exasperated look.
“Always with the perfect timing, eh?” he asked.
North ignored him as he walked up to them. “I am glad to see you awake, Jack,” he said, wearing a warm smile.
“Uh, yeah. Me too,” Jack said. Despite the growing pit in his stomach, seeing North in a good mood eased his mind a little. “Mind elaborating on what you said just now? And can someone please open a window or something?”
“It’s already freezing in here!” Bunny protested.
Jack wanted to argue, but North stepped in before they could start bickering again. “Jack,” he said, sitting down in a chair beside the couch. “I have good and bad news.”
Jack gave him a wary look. “Okay…” he said slowly. “What’s the good news?”
“In these past months, Jamie and the other children in Burgess have been telling your story,” North said. “You no longer have only seven believers. It is why I asked you if you felt any different, because as a Guardian, your power is connected to the children’s belief in you.”
The pit in Jack’s stomach abruptly widened. “But I’m…sick?” Jack asked, thinking back to last Easter, and what had happened to the other Guardians’ powers. “Wouldn’t that mean they’re—That they don’t believe in me any—”
“No! No,” North quickly said, waving his hands. “You asked for good news, no? Thing is, more children are believing in you, and though that makes you more powerful, it…takes a toll on you in the beginning.”
Jack didn’t understand. He glanced at Bunny, who just shrugged.
“Happened to all of us at some point,” he said. “When we first became Guardians.”
North nodded. “You are closer to the world now than you were before,” he said. “Before you were Guardian, you were”—he gestured with his hands as if he were physically weighing his words—“perhaps closer to ghost than spirit, in some ways. Not connected with the physical space. But now your presence is stronger, more tangible, but thus also more vulnerable to outside forces. You must learn to work with that.” He smiled in a mix between amusement and empathy. “Those heat sprites you speak of…They are probably the cause of all this. As winter spirit, is not strange that you would get sick from such temperatures.”
Jack’s eyes went up to the ceiling as realization dawned on him. “So you’re saying…I have a cold,” he concluded.
“In the most Jack Frost kind of way,” North said with a laugh. “But no worry, it will pass. We will look after you.”
Somehow, those words didn’t feel as soothing as they were probably meant to be – not with these two. Sure, they had big hearts and all that, but North was a bit intense, and Bunny looked like he was grumpy just being here, in a room that was supposedly freezing.
Jack sighed through his nose. It was hard to stay focused. Being awake these few minutes was already exhausting him. He closed his eyes.
“Then can you please open a window?” he asked again and didn’t even have the energy to care about how whiny he sounded. “I’m melting. Figuratively.”
“You sure about that?” Bunny asked, and Jack could all but see the smirk on his face.
Instead of coming up with something clever to say back to him, Jack just gave an annoyed grumble. He really wasn’t himself, was he?
“I am afraid you will just have to suffer through this, Jack,” North said, and patted his shoulder sympathetically, and Jack gave a long, suffering sigh.
Then there was the sound of a door opening. Jack didn’t bother to see who came in, but he didn’t need to when he heard the garbled speak of a yeti. Phil, Jack noted. He didn’t know how he heard the difference, but he did.
“Ah, there it is,” North said. Jack heard him get up. “Thank you, Phil. Oh yes, Jack is fine. You can go now.”
Jack snorted weakly when Phil said something in an indignant tone, before the door shut again.
“He has weak spot for you, Jack,” North said with a chuckle, before he made an uncertain sound. “Uh…Jack? Is he awake?”
“He’s awake, he’s just ignoring you,” Bunny replied, right before Jack felt a paw patting his face, not too gently. Jack groaned and pushed him away, opening his eyes to give him a glower. Bunny just looked amused by it all. “There we go,” he said, taking a step back from the couch.
“If I had my staff right now…”
Bunny just hummed dismissively. “Whatever you say, grumpy.”
“Here, Jack,” North said, and Jack turned to him to see that he was holding out a cup to him. “Drink this. It will make you feel better.”
Jack gave the cup a doubtful look. “What is it?” he asked, tentatively taking it.
“Is not important,” North said, waving his hand. He completely disregarded the look Jack sent him and just smiled. “Hopefully it will speed up your recovery and make it easier to control your ice.”
“Hopefully?” Jack repeated. North’s choice of words made his mind flash back to Joyce’s tea – except that tea hadn’t actually been too bad, aside from the heat. At least the smell had been nice. This thing, however…Jack sniffed it, and grimaced. “Uh, no thank you—”
“Just drink it, Frostbite,” Bunny interrupted, rolling his eyes. “It won’t kill ya, and it’s getting colder here by the second.”
“And it will make you feel better too,” North reminded him, shooting Bunny a disapproving look.
Jack almost rolled his eyes again, but just sighed and brought the cup to his lips. North and Bunny watched him like their titles should’ve been ‘wardens’ rather than ‘Guardians’, so he just had to get it over with. But as Jack tried to take a sip, all his lips came in contact with was a chunk of dark ice. Jack peered at it for a couple of seconds, mouth hanging open. He’d frozen it?
Both North and Bunny were looking expectantly at him.
“Uh…It’s…” Jack started, lowering the cup. “…ice.”
North took the cup from him, but quickly set it down on the table with a small, surprised yelp, followed by some Russian word. “Ah—” he started. “Is very cold. Okay…” He brought his hands together, humming thoughtfully. Then he got to his feet. “Alright, I will go make more. Stay right there, Jack.” He hurried out of the room.
“No problem,” Jack replied dryly, before sliding back down onto the couch. He sent Bunny a look through heavy eyelids. “Are you just gonna sit there? Thought it was more Tooth’s thing to watch people sleep. Or North. How does that song go again?”
“Someone has to make sure you don’t do anything stupid,” Bunny said.
“What could I possibly do in this state?” Jack mumbled, closing his eyes and covering them with his arm.
Bunny gave a quiet chuckle. “Yeah, I’ll take no chances, knowing you.”
Jack didn’t answer. He did peek back at Bunny from underneath his arm to see that he’d sat back in the chair North had previously occupied and was now holding a white egg and a pencil. At which point he’d gotten that, Jack didn’t know. He didn’t bother to ask, and just closed his eyes, letting sleep take him away again.
It felt like no time had passed at all when the sound of the door slamming open jolted Jack out of his dreamless sleep. His hand automatically went for his staff, only to find that it wasn’t there. By that time, he’d realized that the ruckus was just North and Phil coming into the room again, with Phil saying something in Yetish. North was holding a bowl this time.
Beside Jack, Bunny was still painting eggs, but now there was a small pile of intricately painted, colorful eggs on the table. Jack supposed he’d been out for longer than it felt. It didn’t make him feel any less grumpy.
“I have a solution, Jack,” North informed him, motioning for him to sit up. Jack didn’t at first, but when North came over to sit at the edge of the couch, Jack scooted away, shooting him a bewildered look. North was oblivious, or he chose to ignore it. “I will help you.”
“Help me?” Jack repeated, but quickly understood what he meant when North used a spoon to scoop up some of the liquid and held it out to him. Jack stared at him. “I’m not gonna be spoon fed, thank you very much,” he told him.
Beside him, Bunny snorted quietly. Jack sent him a murderous look.
“Do you have any other suggestions?” North asked, quirking a brow.
“Just let me sleep,” Jack grumbled, lying back down with his back to them.
“He really is a teenager,” Bunny mumbled.
Jack was about to imitate him in a weird voice, but then North grabbed him by the arm and pulled him upright.
“Come on, now,” he said merrily.
He would’ve been more vocal with his annoyance if the world hadn’t spun so violently, and he slumped against the wall, unable to stop a miserable moan. “Why…?” he muttered.
“Is for your own good,” North said, holding the spoon out.
There was a moment where no one spoke, in which Jack and North had a brief staring competition. And of course, with no energy to spare, Jack relented first.
“Fine,” he grumbled, pointedly ignoring Bunny’s derisive smirk as North held the spoon in front of Jack’s mouth.
Halfway through the bowl, the medicine – or whatever it was – may or may not have frozen again, and it may or may not have been intentional. By that point, it wasn’t even because Jack was annoyed by the whole thing, because he certainly still was, but because the stuff tasted horrible. Maybe Jamie would’ve appreciated his mom’s tea more if he had a taste of this first. But no, Jack wouldn’t wish that upon anyone, much less Jamie.
Either way, he’d convinced North half of the bowl’s content was more than enough for Jack, unless he wanted it all to come back up again. After that threat, North relented and told Jack he’d be back with a cup of water. Meanwhile, Bunny was now lounged in the chair in a position which looked very bad for his back, even if he was a rabbit, with a huge woolen blanket draped over him. He was still painting eggs, with as much focus and dedication as earlier. Jack had upon several occasions tried to bother Bunny while he was working on his egg designs, but they were mostly fruitless attempts, which just led to Jack feeling moody for being ignored. This time, however, Jack was happy that Bunny’s attention was fully occupied. It was like he wasn’t even there.
It made it much easier for Jack to relax. That, and it felt like the medicine was making him more tired as well, so when he finally got to lie back down, he only barely recollected seeing the pillow come closer before he was drawn back to the dream world.
Contrary to his last nap, this one actually had dreams – or dream, would be the right thing to say. Strange thing was, Jack was quick to notice that there was something about this dream…some kind of feeling that was hard to determine whether was good or bad, or any of the two. Maybe it was just because it had been a while since Jack had dreamed at all…or maybe because it wasn’t as much of a dream as it first seemed.
The first thing he knew was that it was winter. Not surprising, considering Jack was rarely anywhere it wasn’t winter, but still, this felt different. The winter felt hostile. It was dark, and it was cold, and unknown. The snow fell into Jack’s eyes, making it hard to see, and he could only use his arms as a shield against it. There was fear inside of him, but it wasn’t just any fear. It was familiar, but in the haze of his dream, he couldn’t tell what it reminded him off.
Through the falling snow, Jack started to discern something in the distance. He sped up, trudging through the snow on feet that ached from both cold and exhaustion. In the way of dreams, Jack knew what it was even before he got close enough to see it: a bundle of boulders in the crook of a small mountain. Jack felt himself getting dragged towards it, the image of the dream seeming hazy and unfocused as he did. As he crawled over the rocks, he spotted a small passageway: a cave in which he could take shelter from the snowstorm.
Jack got to his knees and crawled into the small cave – but when he got inside, he realized it wasn’t small at all. He looked around, but even if he couldn’t see much in the darkness, the echo of his movements revealed that it was bigger than it seemed on the outside. He fumbled around until he found the cave wall and leaned on it as he tentatively got to his feet, minding his head. Standing a bit hunched over, he slowly inched further into the cave.
The sound of the howling winds outside got gradually dimmer as he went deeper, wondering just how big this cave was…and more importantly, whether or not something was already in there. If only he had some kind of light…
Just as the thought crossed his mind, he spotted something faint in the darkness. At first, he thought it was a trick of his mind, because it was so faint that he was only able to see it when he didn’t look directly at it…but the closer he came, he clearer he could see it.
A reflection. A blue reflection on the humid cave wall. But where was it coming from?
Jack looked around, and reached beyond the reflection, following the wall. And then, where it looked like the cave met a dead end, his hand slipped into a narrow opening. A part of him feared something dangerous was waiting for him on the other side, but he couldn’t help his curiosity. He crouched and peeked around the corner.
The light was coming from something big and shiny, perched on some kind of pedestal made of stone in the middle of the cavern. A crystal, Jack realized. Its light cast dim reflections on the stone around it as if it was magic. Jack didn’t know much about magic; his mom always told him to stay away from people who claimed they could control it. But then again, Jack didn’t always listen to his mother.
There was just something about the crystal. He wanted to go up to it. To study it. To touch it.
But just as he made to squeeze through the narrow opening, there was a sudden, ear-piercing crash, and the cave rumbled. Jack threw himself backwards just in time as rocks fell onto the spot he’d just been standing, and then he was on his feet again, sprinting out of the collapsing cave.
He stumbled back into the snowstorm and fell onto his knees, his heart pounding and his lungs gasping for air. The feeling of wanting to hold that crystal in his hands still lingered in the back of his mind, faint, yet as clear as a lullaby.
He was so cold. Why was he so cold?
“Jack!”
Jack woke with a start, his empty hands grasping for his staff. Instead, his fist connected with something furry, and Bunny groaned. Jack froze, bringing his hand to his own chest.
“Oh—sorry,” he said. In normal circumstances he would have laughed, but his mind was too occupied to lend itself to his and Bunny’s usual back-and-forth.
Bunny gave him a glower, but it quickly melted away once he met Jack’s eyes. His thick brows furrowed. “Are you alright?” he asked.
Jack opened his mouth, ready to say that he was, but the words didn’t come out. It was just a dream. Right? So why did the feelings remain? Was that normal with dreams?
“I—I’m—It’s cold,” he stammered, and began getting to his feet.
Bunny seemed too shocked to stop him. “What?”
“I don’t know,” Jack muttered, his legs shaking slightly beneath his weight. For the first time in his immortal life, he wished he had socks or something. “It’s just—I—I think I remembered something.”
“Would flashbacks make you cold, though?” Bunny asked, standing as well.
“You think I know?” Jack asked, snappier than he intended. He paused, rubbing his forehead. “Maybe it’s the medicine or something, I don’t know. But it’s cold, and I…I have to check something. I have to get back there.”
“Get back where?” Bunny asked, following Jack as he started walking towards his staff. “What did you dream?”
“It wasn’t a dream!” Jack protested, letting the I think-part fall silent. “It was a memory, and there was something…something more. Something I was missing. I was doing something important, but I can’t remember what it was. Just the feeling. And then there was this…” Why did he feel the need to keep the crystal a secret?
Jack’s hesitation made Bunny raise a questioning brow. “What?” he asked.
Jack gestured weakly with a hand, before he went to grab his staff. He twirled it idly, without looking at Bunny. “I’m not sure,” he eventually replied. A small shudder went through his body, but the cold had subsided into something bearable by now. Maybe it really was the dream that had made him cold.
If so, it had to be more than a dream; he’d felt the phantom sensation of freezing, from when he was human. Jack looked up at Bunny. “I have to go there.”
“You can’t go anywhere in this state!” Bunny protested, going to grab Jack’s arm, but Jack jumped away.
“You could try to stop me,” Jack challenged with a smirk. He wasn’t really in the mood for one of their chases right now, but he had to do what he had to do. “Though I guess it wouldn’t be the first time you’ve forced me to be at the workshop. Why don’t you and the yetis come get me when I’m done? You can bring a bag if you’d like.”
Bunny smiled sardonically. “You’re not still mad about that, are ya?” he asked.
Jack couldn’t help a small laugh. He supposed he and Bunny would always have some kind of quarrel going on, whether it was from kidnapping the other to the North Pole, or starting a blizzard where it shouldn’t be. Jack still felt guilty about that—the blizzard of ’68—but Bunny seemed to have let it go. Their quarrels had become banter instead of arguments.
Well. This was beginning to look like an exception.
“I’ll forgive you if you let me go,” Jack offered.
“Jack…”
“That sounds like a no,” Jack said, and before Bunny got to say anything more, he stomped his staff to the ground, and a wave of icy wind shot through the room.
Bunny gave a surprised shout as the sudden force pushed him backwards. By the time he was back on his feet, Jack had bolted for the door. Jack didn’t know where in the workshop he was, but by this point he’d been there long enough to trust his navigation skills. He slammed it open and found himself in a hallway.
“Jack!” Bunny barked. “You’re gonna hurt yourself!”
Jack didn’t listen. He ignored his exhaustion and bolted to the right, from where the ruckus of the workshop sounded. As he turned around to see if Bunny was following, he took to the air and sped up. Bunny didn’t take long to burst out of the room as well, looking more exasperated than anything. Jack let out a laugh as he rounded a corner, covering the floor with a layer of slippery ice.
He shot out into the vast room of the workshop, zigzagging between yetis and only bumping into a couple of them – which was actually quite impressive, since the workshop seemed to spin around him.
“Sorry!” he shouted, tried to gain some altitude, and then almost flew straight into a wooden beam. He gave a hoarse shout, changing direction at the very last moment, but the beam still collided with his shoulder. The impact sent him swiveling through the air, and he thought he blacked out for a second.
He hit the floor and skidded across it. With Bunny close behind, Jack was sure he’d just lost their game of tag, but when he opened his eyes and managed to focus his vision, he realized he’d landed right in front of a big window, the vastness of the North Pole stretching from horizon to horizon outside.
And beside it stood North, holding a hammer. If Jack hadn’t been so used to it, the sight might’ve been concerning. North looked down at him with a perplexed expression, as one would when someone came crashing down from the ceiling.
Jack staggered to his feet, leaning heavily on his staff as he did. “Hey, North,” he said nonchalantly, before he caught a glimpse of Bunny rapidly making his way through the workshop, in a much more elegant way than Jack’s example. Jack pointed his staff at the window, and the wind pushed it open. He spoke before North could answer: “Bye, North!” And then he leaped out into the open air.
“Wha—Jack!” North shouted after him, but the wind had already taken a hold of Jack, whisking him away.
And then he was in the clouds. Jack closed his eyes, knowing the wind would take him where he wanted to be. Because even if he didn’t know how, he knew where the dream—no, the memory had taken place.
Well…vaguely, at least. He knew it was somewhere near Burgess. Even through the snowstorm, even if he’d felt lost in the dream, he recognized the woods. The cave was near the hills, somewhere.
He hoped. A lot had changed in 300 years after all.
It didn’t take long before he let himself fall towards the ground, knowing he’d arrived even before he saw it. He fell through clouds dyed red in the light of a late sunset, and then Burgess came into view down below. He took a moment to admire the way his ice in the small town reflected the sunlight, and how his snow glittered on the rooftops. Then his eyes drifted over to where town faded into nature. He descended.
The closer he got to the ground, the heavier his body felt. He didn’t realize how fast he was descending until he hit the ground, and he went sprawling into the snow. He groaned quietly as he pushed himself up, then leaned against a tree as he waited for the dizziness to pass. North’s medicine had improved Jack’s health, that was for sure. At least he didn’t feel like he was melting anymore, or that he was in a constant state of near unconsciousness, but that didn’t mean he felt completely healed either.
Whatever. He could rest after he’d found the cave.
Jack pushed away from the tree and looked around himself.
“Now, where to start?” he muttered.
The sound of Pippa’s counting grew fainter and fainter as Jamie ran through the snow in the woods, scouring for the perfect hiding spot. There was a faint voice in the back of his head that told him they’d all ventured further into the forest than their parents allowed, but they worried too much. The best hiding spots were out here after all.
He stopped for a moment, then spotted a huge root of a tree that he might just fit under. He ran over to it.
“Hey, find your own hiding spot!” Claude hissed.
“Oh—sorry,” Jamie snickered, and ventured on.
It was getting dark now, and harder to see where he was going. Pippa still hadn’t stopped counting down. Jamie could see the beam of her flashlight far away and knew that if he switched on his own flashlight, he’d be found immediately. But if he hurried, or ran far enough…
His body adhered to his thoughts before he’d actually made a decision, and sped towards the hills, glancing behind himself every now and then to see if he was still visible to Pippa. He let a small, panicked sound when he faintly heard her shout:
“Ready or not, here I come!”
Jamie hunched down as her light shone across the trees and waited for her to turn around before he set into a run again. After a couple of minutes or so – a couple of minutes consisting of a lot of slipping and tripping in ice and tree roots – Jamie decided it was safe to turn on his flashlight…but just as he fished it out of his pocket, he spotted movement among the trees.
He froze in place and stared ahead. Had he just imagined it? No, there it was again. Something white…something blue…Jamie frowned. He carefully made his way forward, trying not to make a sound in case he was mistaken.
And as he got closer, the figure turned out to be a person after all. Or rather, a spirit. Jack was walking among a rubble of stones, standing slightly hunched over with his eyes turned to the ground. Obviously, he hadn’t realized he wasn’t alone. Jamie clicked on the flashlight.
“Jack!” he said in a theatrical whisper.
Jack responded by jumping backwards, and tripping over his own feet. He landed on his butt, but still managed to point his staff defensively at Jamie. Jamie, who knew Jack would never have used his magic against him no matter what, just grinned at him, pointing the flashlight at his own face to identify himself.
Jack lowered his staff, his shoulders sinking with relief. “Jamie,” he said, and Jamie immediately noticed that there was something off about his voice. Jack let out a small huff. “You scared me. I thought you were just some hiker or something.”
“You heard me?” Jamie asked, walking over to him to offer a hand. “I thought I was being quiet.”
Jack laughed, and let Jamie help him up. Jamie watched as he got to his feet, taking note of how much he was leaning on his staff. Was he…quivering?
“Isn’t it a bit too late to be out in the woods right now?” Jack asked, looking around. “Are you alone?”
“No. Or…I guess, maybe…We’re playing hide and seek,” Jamie explained, but his attention was only halfway focused on what Jack was saying. He was more interested in how he was saying it, and also in the fact that he seemed…tired. Almost like Jamie’s reflection had looked in the mirror every day for the past week. Jamie shifted nervously. “Where were you today?” he asked.
Jack looked back at him, his expression blank before realization dawned on him. He brought a hand to his forehead.
“Oh, I’m—I’m sorry, Jamie, I…” He seemed to struggle for a moment, before he sighed. “I…forgot I said I would visit. But, hey—I’ll make it up to you! Tomorrow, I can—”
“Jack,” Jamie interrupted unthinkingly, before he stood up on his toes and reached out to touch Jack’s forehead. Jack jerked his head back in surprise, but Jamie didn’t need any more but half a second of contact to understand that something wasn’t quite right. He sent Jack a worried look. “You’re sick!” he said, louder than he’d intended.
Jack’s mouth opened and closed, his eyes darting around as if searching for an excuse. Jamie knew that look; he did the exact same thing whenever his mom accused him of doing something he shouldn’t.
“Well…yes,” he started slowly. “But—”
“So that’s why you didn’t come!”
Jack seemed to consider that for a moment, before he sat down on one of the boulders he’d previously been walking over, heaving a sigh. “It’s apparently something that can happen after all,” he said, braved a tired smile. “I’ve been sleeping off my…fever”—he said the word as if he didn’t believe it existed—“for the past hours. North gave me some medicine – which, by the way, is much worse than your mom’s tea – to lessen the symptoms, so I feel better now. It’s nothing to worry about.”
Jamie frowned. Jack always tried to put on a carefree face in front of him and the other children, like Jamie sometimes did in front of Sophie. He just didn’t want Jack to exhaust himself for…well. He would say ‘for Jamie’s sake’, but Jack hadn’t even known he was here. He was here for some other reason.
“Wait…What are you doing here, then?” Jamie asked.
Jack seemed confused too, for a moment. “Oh, right,” he then said, but before he got to say anything more, a light suddenly flashed past them, followed by Pippa’s way too close voice:
“Cupcake…” she said slowly. “Jamie?”
“Quick, hide!” Jamie hissed, looking frantically for a hiding place.
Jack reacted immediately, as if he’d been in on the game from the start. He got to his feet, eyes scanning the area. “Come on,” he whispered, now with a playful smile on his face despite his weary condition.
The two of them ran up the hill, just as Pippa’s flashlight shone upon the spot they’d been standing.
“I heard you!” Pippa said gleefully.
“Come on!” Jack repeated excitedly, and Jamie tried to keep his laugh down.
They hid behind a small boulder, waited, then continued. Jamie caught a glimpse of Pippa, but she seemed to have lost their trail.
“There!” Jamie set towards a collection of bigger boulders by the mountainside. Jack followed, and they crouched behind the rocks, peeking out to see if Pippa was still coming closer. Jamie snickered quietly to himself when Pippa seemed to give up, hesitantly turning back.
Jack gave a half-choked gasp just then. Jamie turned towards him to see that he was looking around himself with wide eyes. It was strange behavior, but Jamie didn’t pretend he understood everything Jack did; he always assumed it had something to do with his nature as a magical being.
“What is it?” he asked.
“It’s here,” Jack said, but the way he said it made it sound like he was speaking to himself more than Jamie. “Right?”
Jamie frowned. “What is?”
Jack didn’t reply, but got to his feet, scanning the area. His eyes fixed on one specific boulder, and he walked over to it. Jamie didn’t do anything but watch as Jack put his hands on it, and pushed. His face scrunched up as he strained, frost spreading from his fingertips and across the stone. Based on Jack’s build, Jamie would never have imagined he’d be strong – at least not physically – but to his own amazement, the boulder slowly gave away to Jack’s insistent pushing.
Now, Jamie didn’t understand what was going on, but since Jack seemed so determined, it had to be important. He got to his feet, darting over to him.
“It’s moving!” he said encouragingly.
Jack seemed somehow paler than usual, which got Jamie thinking that maybe encouraging him wasn’t the smartest thing to do, with the state that Jack was in. But before Jamie got to make up his mind about that, the ground underneath the boulder gave away, and the stone toppled over with a dull thud, rolling down the hill a few meters before coming to a stop.
“Woah…” Jamie muttered, awestruck. He was about to say how cool that was, but Jack was leaning quite heavily on his staff now, with a slight gleam on his forehead. “Are—are you okay, Jack?”
“Yeah.” Jack offered Jamie a reassuring smile. “Brute strength is more North’s…Ah, whatever. Look.” He pointed at the ground where the boulder had just been.
“What’s…” Jamie started, but trailed off once he realized what he was looking at. “Is that a cave?”
“Yeah,” Jack said. He was frowning now, as if deep in thought. Then he nodded. “I’m gonna see what’s inside.”
“Isn’t that dangerous?” Jamie asked. “What if there’s a bear in there or something?”
“The cave’s been closed off for a long time,” Jack said, crouching down. “And either way, there’s nothing in there that will be able to hurt me. I’ll be back in a second.”
Jamie grabbed Jack’s wrist. “I want to come with you.”
Jack’s expression already told Jamie what the answer was going to be, but Jamie interrupted him by shining his flashlight in Jack’s face.
“How are you gonna see anything without this?” he asked triumphantly. “You can’t see in the dark, can you?” Jamie realized he didn’t know whether or not Jack Frost could see in the dark. It would make sense if he could, now that he thought about it; the winter months were dark, after all. “Can you?” he asked, more sincerely this time.
Jack seemed thoughtful, as if he wasn’t sure if he could see in the dark either, but Jamie suspected he was thinking about something else. “Alright,” he said with a lopsided smile. “I’ll need an adventure partner.”
Jamie grinned and followed Jack, crawling on all fours into the small opening. As soon as he was inside, he noticed how muffled the sounds from outside became, as if they were a lot further into the cave than they actually were. He didn’t know enough about caves to know if that was normal, but wrote it off as nothing as not to freak himself out. He shone the flashlight around the chamber.
The beginning of the cave was cramped, but it went much deeper than Jamie had anticipated, sloping downwards. It wasn’t steep, but it was still steep enough to creep him out a bit. Jack looked around with a strange, dreamy expression on his face.
“Watch your step,” he told Jamie, holding out his hand to him. “It’s slippery.”
Jamie nodded and took Jack’s hand. They carefully inched down into the cave together.
“What did you mean by ‘it’s here’?” Jamie asked. “Have you been here before?”
Jack hesitated for just a moment. “I think so,” he said. “I had a dream about it earlier. I think it was a memory.”
“A memory?” Jamie repeated blankly.
“Yeah, it’s…a long story,” Jack said with a weak laugh. “There are some things that I can’t remember that well, and sometimes those memories come back to me. And I remember this cave, and…” He trailed off.
Jamie was about to answer, but then he pointed his flashlight at whatever had made Jack stop talking.
“It’s collapsed,” Jamie said.
Jack sighed. “Sure has,” he said, like he’d expected it. He still sounded disappointed though. “I guess our adventure stops—”
“There you are.”
Both Jack and Jamie jumped at the sudden voice, Jack automatically pulling Jamie closer to himself. Jamie pointed the flashlight towards the voice and gasped.
“The Easter Bunny!” he exclaimed, jumping away from Jack to greet the Easter Bunny – or just Bunny, as Jack called him.
“Jamie?” Bunny said, sounding confused. Then his eyes turned to Jack, brows furrowing.
“Bunny!” Jack laughed. “How’d you find me?”
“Followed the scent of spirit-influenza,” Bunny said dryly. “What are you—Is this what you were talking about? And what’s he...” He trailed off for a moment, looking back at Jamie. He offered him a small smile. “Long time no see, Jamie.”
Jamie grinned at him. “I found Jack while we were playing hide and seek,” he explained. “I mean, not because he was playing with us, I just found him by chance. And I wanted to help him.”
He was quick to explain, because Bunny was wearing the look of someone who was about to go on a lecture, but he wouldn’t be able to do so if Jamie took the blame. At least while Jamie was present.
Jack seemed to understand what Jamie was doing, elbowing him slightly with an amused smile on his face. “And Bunny, the fact that you’re here now must only be a sign, don’t you think?” he asked.
Bunny narrowed his eyes. “What are you playing at?”
Jack turned and patted the stones blocking their path. “There’s something on the other side,” he said. “I know there is.”
Jamie was confused too now, and very intrigued. “What is?” he asked.
“Jack…” Bunny started exasperatedly.
“Come on, Bunny,” Jack pleaded. “Just let me see, and then I promise I’ll come back to the Pole to drink some more of that awful stuff North cooked up or whatever. I just need to see if it’s still there first.”
“If what is still there?” Bunny asked, and though he still sounded annoyed by this whole ordeal, Jamie caught a glimpse of curiosity in his eyes. That could come in handy.
Jack shrugged. “I’m not sure,” he said. “But it seemed important.”
Jamie looked from Jack to Bunny and back again. The two of them stared at each other in a battle of wills. Could Guardians communicate with their minds? Jamie made a mental note to ask Jack about that later.
Bunny heaved a sigh. “Alright, fine,” he said, tapping his foot on the ground. “You are such a pain in the—”
Jamie didn’t get to hear the end of that sentence, as the ground suddenly gave away beneath him. Before he’d even gotten to panic about falling into a magical hole in the ground, gravity seemed to reverse, and he fell upwards – and then he was sitting on the ground again, now in a different place. He looked around himself, and saw that Jack looked almost as confused as Jamie felt. Bunny appeared a moment later, hopping out of another hole.
“Woah!” Jamie exclaimed. “That’s how you travel around so quickly? That’s so cool! Can you travel anywhere in world like that?”
Bunny chuckled. “’Course. Didn’t your sister tell you about her little adventure?”
Jamie blinked. “Wait. Is that what she meant by—”
“There.”
Both Jamie and Bunny turned towards Jack, who’d walked further into the cave. When Jamie saw what Jack was seeing, he wondered how he hadn’t immediately noticed. It was a crystal – blue and oval shaped, about the size of an apple, with a faint glow emanating from it. The glow alone made it clear there was something magical about it, but the fact that it was propped on top of some kind of podium made it look like someone had put it there for a reason.
“What is that?” Jamie asked, his voice coming out as an awed whisper.
“I don’t know,” Jack breathed, his gaze transfixed.
Jamie felt pressure on his shoulder, and he looked down to see Bunny’s paw there. He realized he’d been inching towards the crystal, without meaning to.
“Jack,” Bunny said softly. “How did you know this was here?”
Jack didn’t immediately answer. He kept staring at the crystal, his mouth slightly open. “…I told you. It was a memory,” he said, his voice strangely quiet. He took a step closer to it. “There was a storm, and I had to find shelter somewhere. I found this cave, but…just as I spotted the crystal, the cave collapsed. I barely made it out. I just…” He frowned. “Someone must have been in here to bury it, but it doesn’t look like anyone’s been in here for…at least 300 years.”
Jamie walked up to Jack’s side, ignoring Bunny’s gentle attempt at keeping him back. “What does it do?” he asked, leaning slightly closer to the crystal. Something about it scared him. No, it wasn’t the crystal that scared him – it was the fact that he wasn’t able to discern what it was, exactly, that the crystal made him feel. He grabbed onto Jack’s sweater. “Jack?”
Jack’s eyes seemed even bluer in the light of the crystal, and glassier too, like he was far away. But when Jamie said his name, he looked down at him, the frown on his face fading just a little. “I don’t know,” he said. “But I feel like…” He looked up at the crystal again. “…like…”
“Jack,” Bunny said warily.
Jack let out a small breath, and Jamie turned his eyes to him just in time to see his expression go slack in shock. “Emily?” he whispered and reached out.
“Jack, don’t!” Bunny shouted, but it was too late.
Jack touched the crystal, and the world turn to dust around them, darkness swallowing them whole.
Jack didn’t know what he was seeing. At first there was the glow of the crystal, enwrapping him and strangling him, yanking him off the ground. There was wind in his hair, but somehow no oxygen. There were colors, yet it was dark, and there was sound, yet excruciating silence. His mind was so scrambled with panic, he was only aware of one thing: Jamie’s hand, clutching his hoodie.
Jack crouched and pulled Jamie close to his chest. He needed to protect him – protect him from what? Jack didn’t know. He couldn’t think, he could only do. There were voices, sounds, but he couldn’t make out any of it. There was nothing at all. He was flying. No—he was falling. Down, down, down…
He thought he saw stars in the same blue as the crystal, twinkling among the flickering images.
Something grabbed his hood and pulled him backwards. He landed harshly on the cold, hard ground, and he opened his eyes.
“Jack, come on!”
It was Bunny. Jack stared at him. Inexplicably, he felt like he hadn’t seen him in a very long time.
And then he looked back at the crystal, or rather what once was a crystal. The podium was further away from him now. Jack didn’t know why he was suddenly in a far corner of the cave, watching as something grew from where the crystal had been. Something dark, flickering, never assuming any discernable form – and in the midst of it was a couple of ice blue lights.
“Jack…”
Jack tore his eyes away from the thing at the sound of Jamie’s weak voice. Jamie was staring at it as well, but he looked like he was struggling to stay awake.
“Let’s go,” Bunny said, and tapped twice on the ground with his foot.
This time, Jack was prepared. He held Jamie close to himself, clenching his eyes shut as Bunny transported them elsewhere.
Fresh, cold air was the next thing that met them, and Jack opened his eyes when he heard a faint rumble. They were back in the forest, but far away from the cave. The sky was filled with stars, but that wasn’t possible, was it? They’d only been in there for a few minutes!
“Look,” Bunny said, and pointed at the source of the noise.
It was hard to spot against the night sky, but Jack was almost grateful for it. It was like a shadow snuffing out the light of the stars, stretching and growing and shifting. Jack didn’t understand what he was looking at, and he was running out of time to figure it out. He saw it by the way darkness creeped into the corners of his eyes, and how his body seemed to become heavier. He tried calling Bunny’s name, but was unsure if he actually did. His body sagged sideways, and all he could focus on was keeping Jamie close, before his head hit the snow and darkness enveloped him once more.
Notes:
I actually took notes for things I could write here while I wrote each chapter, but that note has since disappeared, so... I guess I'm just gonna ask you to give a shout if you find any mistakes if you wanna. I also think both ch1 and ch2 ended with Jack passing the fuck out, so that's something to think about.
Please leave a comment! Doesn't have to be long, though I appreciate those too! Hopefully Hiccup and the others will have their time to shine soon... Thank you for reading :^)
Chapter 3: The elves create their worst explosion yet
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
A voice was what brought Jamie out of his sleep. Multiple voices, actually. They sounded familiar, but he knew it wasn’t his mother or Sophie, or any of his friends. He couldn’t remember where he was. He couldn’t even remember going to sleep – he didn’t feel scared, because although he couldn’t immediately place the voices, he knew them as kind voices. He didn’t want to open his eyes just yet.
“…for some unfathomable reason, touched it—”
“You didn’t see what I saw.”
“But why would you touch it?”
“Bunny, keep your voice down.”
“We need to find it. The—whatever it was.”
“And do what? The thing looked like—like…Well, it didn’t look like anything, but catching it would be like trying to catch air with your hands!”
“And what about Jamie?”
Jamie held his breath. Suddenly, as the last voice spoke, all the other voices fell into place. That was Jack, and the other voices belonged to Bunny, the Tooth Fairy and Santa. Were they in his room again? Jamie wanted to open his eyes now, but he stealthily kept them shut.
“Jamie will be fine, Jack,” Tooth said softly. “I—I’m not sure what happened, but he just passed out. He’ll wake up soon enough, no harm done. Right, Sandy?”
There was a moment of silence, followed by Jack’s shaky sigh.
“No harm done?” he asked with a joyless chuckle. “I could’ve…I should’ve…”
He trailed off, and there was silence again. Jamie waited, then dared to quirk one eye open.
Jack was sitting in a chair in front of him, but his attention was directed to Sandy, whose dreamsand was flickering above his head to form rapidly changing images. Jamie couldn’t say he understood much of it, but the Guardians seemed to.
“I had a dream about it,” Jack then said. “It was a memory. The first time I saw it, the cave collapsed before I got close to it.”
Sandy frowned, before the picture of what might be a rainbow, followed by a question mark appeared over his head.
“Blue,” Bunny and Jack replied in unison.
“And—” Jack started, but stopped himself as if he regretted saying anything. The Guardians gave him questioning looks, and Jamie saw his lower lip tremble a bit when he spoke again: “I saw something within it. Images. I saw someone in there that I…I used to know.” The last part came out flatly, and it was clear he didn’t want to elaborate on that.
Sandy scratched his chin, then nudged North. A golden book appeared over his head, and North nodded.
“You think you can find it in the library?” Tooth asked, her hands clasped anxiously together.
Sandy gave a determined nod. It was clear they were about to leave.
Jamie pushed himself up, and the movement caught Jack’s eye, as he quickly turned around.
“Jamie!” he breathed out in relief, sliding out of his chair to kneel beside the couch. The other Guardians stopped in their tracks as well, all their eyes fixed on Jamie with obvious worry. Jack too, but he tried for a smile, as if Jamie hadn’t seen him absolutely dejected just seconds ago; he fooled no one. “How do you feel?”
Jamie didn’t immediately answer, because he was distracted by something else. Now that he was sitting, and Jack wasn’t partly obscuring his vision anymore, Jamie could see most of the room. The room was built in dark wood, and there was a big fireplace, with some embers glowing in the ashes. There were Christmas decorations on the walls, even though Christmas was long over.
And all the Guardians were here.
Jamie felt his mouth fall open. Surely, this wasn’t…
“Where are we?” he asked, looking at each of the Guardians’ faces.
Jack’s smile turned a little shaky, as if he was holding back a laugh. “Where do you think we are?” he asked back.
Jamie started at him, before he threw off the heavy blankets he was covered with and got up.
“Oh, careful,” Jack said, moving out of the way.
“I feel fine,” Jamie replied distractedly, and looked around. He gave a shocked gasp as he took in the rest of the room. There was a huge globe with glowing lights on it, hovering in mid-air in the center of a gigantic open space. Jamie walked up to it, placing his hands on the railing at the edge of the floor. Standing on his toes, he peeked over it.
He couldn’t believe his eyes. He even tried pinching himself, but he was definitely awake, and he really was here.
Jamie looked up at Jack as he came to stand beside him. “Santa’s workshop,” he said, his voice reduced to an awed whisper.
Jack’s smile was bright with amusement. “A bit different than you imagined, maybe?” he asked.
Jamie knew his mouth was still hanging open, but he couldn’t help it. “Are we at the North Pole?” he asked, now much louder than he’d intended. “For real?”
“For real,” Jack confirmed with a laugh.
“No way.” Jamie brought a hand to his head. “Am I dreaming? No, I already pinched myself. I’m not dreaming.” He turned around, and saw the other Guardians talking quietly among themselves while still keeping an eye on Jack and Jamie. Jamie’s face split into a grin and he ran back over to them. “You’re all here!” he exclaimed, unable to contain his excitement. Then he remembered something else. “Wait. Why am I here?”
“Uh—” North started, looking to the other Guardians.
Tooth visibly hesitated before she flew closer to Jamie, landing gently on her feet. “Don’t you remember, Jamie?” she asked. “What happened before you got here?”
Jamie’s smile gave way to confusion. He faintly registered Jack coming up beside him again. He frowned. “Before…” he started, looking for the answer in the faces of the Guardians. Then his eyes landed on Bunny, and he blinked. He, Bunny and Jack…Jamie had been playing hide and seek, and Jack…Jack was sick? He looked up.
“How do you feel?” he asked Jack.
Jack’s brows rose, as if Jamie had spoken a different language. “How do I feel?” he asked back.
“You’re sick,” Jamie said.
“Oh, that.” Jack smiled, shaking his head. “I’m fine, Jamie. Don’t worry about that.”
“Are you sure?” Jamie probed. He didn’t want Jack to pretend just because Jamie was younger or because he felt he needed to act strong as a Guardian. Even if he did look a little healthier now than he had earlier.
When Jack nodded reassuringly, Jamie looked down at the floor. “Wait…” he started. “There was the cave, and then…” His eyes widened, snapping up to Jack and Bunny. “What about the crystal? What happened to it?”
North smiled. “See? He is completely fine,” he said, then winced as Bunny tried to subtly elbow him.
“Jack,” Tooth said, glancing once at Sandy. “Maybe you should update him, while we…” She trailed off.
“You mean I get to skip out on reading a bunch of boring old books?” Jack asked with a snort, tousling Jamie’s hair. “If you’re sure you feel fine, why don’t I show you around, huh?”
The promise of seeing everything Jack had told Jamie about Santa’s workshop was more than enough to make him forget about his questions – at least for now. “Yes!” he said, clapping his hands together. Jack grinned and led the way.
They had just rounded a corner to go down a set of stairs when a ball of blue and green sprang in front of Jack’s face, making him stop in his tracks.
“Oh, hello,” he laughed. “Want to come with us?”
There was a string of chittering, before a tooth fairy came to fly in front of Jamie as well. Jamie straightened his back. Last Easter, he hadn’t had much of a chance to talk to the tooth fairies – or at least attempt to communicate with them. Jack had assured him they were nice, though.
“Hello, uh…” he started.
“Baby Tooth,” Jack said.
“Baby Tooth,” Jamie repeated, smiling at the fairy in a way he hoped wasn’t too uncertain.
Baby Tooth’s chirping sounded happy at least, and Jamie let out a small, nervous laugh, glancing helplessly at Jack.
“Uh…sorry, I don’t…understand you.”
Baby Tooth gave a soft chirp, smiled and shrugged, then flew over to sit on Jack’s shoulder. Jamie took it she didn’t mind.
“I didn’t at first either,” Jack said as they continued downstairs. “But they’ve been pretty adamant about making me understand their language.”
Seeing the way Baby Tooth smiled up at Jack somehow made it easy to guess why that was.
“Do you understand them now?” Jamie asked, studying the fairy curiously.
Jack grimaced slightly. “Well…there’s been a few misunderstandings here and there, but…they’re pretty great at teaching languages. Not surprising, considering Tooth’s omnilingualism and all.”
“Omni-what?”
“She can communicate in every language,” Jack replied as they walked out of the corridor. “Not sure why the rest of us don’t have that—Hey, wait up!”
Jamie completely forgot about his manners as they walked out into the workshop, where yetis and elves were all working tirelessly. One would’ve thought they’d slow down now that Christmas was over, but it didn’t seem like it. Well, for all Jamie knew, this was nothing compared to how busy it would be right before Christmas.
“Do they really need to prepare all year?” Jamie asked, awestruck. “I thought you said the yetis did the work? But the elves—” He stopped talking when he saw one of the elves jump from a tall shelf with an obviously faulty parachute, and promptly fell to the floor with a quiet thump and a loud jingle. Jamie cringed. “Oh…”
Jack snorted and walked on. “They’re fine,” he assured him. “And yeah, it seems they do. Sounds exhausting to work all year round, but it looks like they all enjoy doing what they’re doing.”
Baby Tooth made an approving sound.
“Wow…Bunny must be really busy now then! It’s not that long until Easter!”
“I think he said something about perishables at one point, so all the work has to be done just a few days before Easter.”
Jamie stared at him. “No way!”
Jack smiled lopsidedly, before he rolled his eyes. “But don’t bring that up around either of them. They bicker like little kids about it. No offense.”
Jamie slapped his arm, and Jack laughed.
They walked around the workshop for a long time. Jamie didn’t know for how long, because neither he or Jack were wearing a watch, but either way Jamie didn’t feel the need to check the time. He didn’t want this to end; he was in Santa’s workshop! No matter how much time he spent here with Jack, trying out the toys, speaking to the elves and yetis – or trying to at least – and just taking it all in, it was hard to believe that he wasn’t just dreaming.
Baby Tooth flew around them, making cheerful noises whenever Jamie tried to speak to her. Jamie didn’t understand a word or sound, but Jack worked – somewhat – as a translator. Sometimes she would disappear, and upon asking why, Jack said the tooth fairies were always busy collecting teeth and Baby Tooth was probably checking in with Tooth every now and then in case she needed her help. Jamie was astonished that he even got to hear about this stuff. All this magic, and he, out of every kid in the world, got to be a part of it. It was almost sad, because he knew that anything his life brought on after this would surely pale in comparison.
The only thing keeping him grounded was the way Jack zoned out every time he thought Jamie wasn’t looking, his lips pursing and brows furrowing. Jamie tried not to think too much of it, because it wasn’t the first time he’d caught Jack like that. He recognized it because his mom did the same thing – hid away her sadness, for his and Sophie’s sake. He wondered if he should ever ask about it, or if Jack preferred to keep those thoughts to himself.
But this was different. Not only had Jack just been – or was he still? – sick, but Jamie still didn’t know what had happened after they’d found that crystal. Obviously it was something important, because otherwise they wouldn’t have brought him to the North Pole. And it wouldn’t have made the other Guardians sound so grim while they thought Jamie was sleeping.
Tooth had told Jack to update Jamie on what had happened. And now that Baby Tooth had disappeared for a little while, and despite how much Jamie just wanted to explore the workshop, there was no better time than now.
“Jack,” he said, putting down the mechanical dragon toy he’d been looking at and turned around.
Jack was holding a Rubik’s Cube with a deep frown on his face, balancing his staff in the crook of his arm while he tried to solve it. He looked up when he heard his name. “Jamie,” he said with an inquiring smile.
Always smiling.
Jamie pursed his lips. “What happened back there?” he asked before he could change his mind.
Jack’s smile melted a bit. He averted his eyes. The same expression he got when he thought no one was watching creeped onto his face. Jamie wondered if he was aware. Then he looked back at Jamie and nodded for them to continue walking. “It’s a bit hard to explain,” he started.
Jamie walked up to his side, looking up at him expectantly.
Jack twirled his staff in his hand. “What do you remember of the cave, Jamie?”
“I remember the crystal,” Jamie said. He frowned as he tried to recall what happened next, but the only image in his head was of the crystal, shimmering beautifully, hauntingly, in the center of the cavern. “There was…something weird about it, right? When I looked at it, I think…I think I tried to walk closer to it, but I didn’t mean to. It just happened.” He looked up at Jack again, silently asking if that sounded right.
Jack’s Adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed, and he nodded. “Yeah, I felt that too,” he said quietly. They came to a stop by a table filled with half-finished toys that seemed to have been abandoned, and Jack sat down at the bench beside it, scooting over to make space for Jamie. He seemed hesitant. “I think—no, I don’t think.” He sighed. “I owe you an apology.”
That wasn’t what Jamie had expected. “For what?” he asked.
“For not thinking about the consequences when I let you come with me into that cave,” he said, sending Jamie a sideways look, before he turned his eyes to the ceiling, to the several floors of working elves and yetis. “I knew about the crystal, and I knew there was something strange about it. I should’ve known it could be dangerous.”
“But I wanted to come with you,” Jamie argued. It felt wrong to see Jack this dejected. “That’s not your fault!”
Jack smiled faintly, but shook his head. He took a deep breath and sighed again. “When I touched the crystal, I—You were holding onto me,” he explained. “And after that…I honestly don’t know what happened. I don’t know what I saw. When I came back to myself, you were unconscious.” He turned to Jamie, wearing an expression that was somewhat inquisitive, as if Jamie was hiding something. “So we brought you back here to make sure you weren’t hurt.”
Jamie frowned. He thought back to the conversation he’d overheard before the Guardians knew he was awake. Something about finding…something. Catching air with their hands. Was there something Jack wasn’t telling him?
“I feel fine,” Jamie said, his voice coming out a bit sharper than he’d intended. Jack’s head jerked ever so slightly backwards in surprise, and Jamie raised his head and straightened his back. “I’m stronger than I look.”
Jack let out a bewildered laugh. “I know you are,” he said. “We’ve all seen that.”
The certainty in his voice made Jamie’s cheeks feel warm, and he fought the smile trying to force itself onto his face. “Well…you shouldn’t look all sad about this then,” he mumbled, lowering his gaze again. “I’ve been…missing the adventure and all. Even though last Easter was scary…it was still fun in the end.”
Jack was quiet for a few seconds, and Jamie looked up to see that he was smiling fondly at him. He reached over and ruffled Jamie’s hair.
“You have a warrior’s soul,” he told him. “That’s what North would say at least.”
Jamie’s heart swelled. “Do you really think so?”
“I’m positive,” Jack said confidently. “You remind me a lot of…” He trailed off.
Jamie waited for him to continue, but he never did. “Of who?” he probed.
Jack was quiet for a couple of seconds, but just as he opened his mouth to speak, someone else beat him to it:
“Jack!”
Both of them started at North’s sudden, booming voice echoing from somewhere above them. Jack got to his feet and walked over to the railing, Jamie close behind. They looked up to see North leaning over the railing five floors above them.
“North?” Jack yelled back.
North’s eyes snapped to them, an urgent look on his face.
“Did it see you?” he asked.
Jack frowned, looking at Jamie as if he held the answer. Jamie just shrugged.
“What?” Jack shouted to North.
“The shadow! Did you see its eyes?”
Jack still looked confused. “Uh…hold on, Jamie,” he said, and kicked off the ground to fly up to where North was.
But he never got that far.
Jamie registered the noise before anything else. Sudden, dangerous and so incredibly loud. Next thing he knew, the colorful workshop was flooded with debris and snow, and a shock of ice cold air. The force pushed Jack onto the floor, and Jamie stumbled backwards, landing painfully on his back, his head colliding with the floor. His first coherent thought was that one of the elves must’ve really messed up this time; half the workshop was torn to pieces.
Yetis were shouting through the noise, running away from the gaping hole in the building. Jamie couldn’t tear his eyes away from it. He tried to understand what it was he was seeing, but the longer he tried, the more he wished he could just blame it on the elves – but even they couldn’t create this much destruction.
There was something clawing its way into the workshop, tearing down walls and floors and thousands of toys as if it was a playhouse. Something huge. Something dark. Something…Something…
And do what? The thing looked like—like…Well, it didn’t look like anything, but catching it would be like trying to catch air with your hands!
Suddenly, Jamie couldn’t see the thing anymore, and he belatedly realized it was because Jack had jumped in front of him. In the next second, Jack lifted him up and then they were flying. They landed on the other side of the workshop and hid behind a wall, Jack’s eyes wide as he glanced back at the thing.
“Jack,” Jamie croaked.
Jack’s gaze snapped back to him. He looked momentarily lost, before he reached out and put his hands on Jamie’s shoulders. “We’re gonna be fine,” he told him, and though the words seemed empty when paired with his panicked eyes, Jamie found himself believing in him.
Their attention was pulled away when they heard someone yelling: Bunny and Tooth, the former roaring out what sounded like a war cry. Jamie couldn’t see either of them.
“What do we do?” he hissed to Jack. “They’re in danger!”
Jack gritted his teeth, his brows furrowed as he searched for the best course of action – at least that’s what Jamie hoped he was doing. But before he got the time to figure it out, his eyes snapped up at the sound of the panicked tweeting of a tooth fairy.
Baby Tooth appeared in front of Jack’s face, and his brows shot up to his hairline as she spoke to him. He gave a weak nod. He got to his feet and helped Jamie up as well.
“North has a plan,” he told him, and despite it all, managed to give Jamie a reassuring smile. “Follow me.”
Jamie wasn’t able to return the smile. “What is that thing?” he asked, refusing to let go of Jack’s hand after he’d gotten to his feet. “It—it destroyed the—”
“I don’t know,” Jack said, before crouching down. “We’ll have to figure that out later. Come on, climb onto my back.”
Jamie didn’t need to be told twice. He hooked his arms around Jack’s neck and his legs around his waist. Jack used one arm to hold Jamie up and the other to hold his staff in a white-knuckled grip.
Baby Tooth flickered back and forth in front of them, urging them to follow. Jack peeked out from their hiding place, and Jamie decided he didn’t want to see whether or not the coast was clear; he clenched his eyes shut and pressed his face into Jack’s neck.
Jamie knew they were flying when he felt the wind surging past them. The rumbling and crashing and the sound of the other Guardians fighting came closer – as well as a chilling howl-like sound that Jamie hoped was just the harsh wind of the North Pole, and not the monster. Jamie clung tighter to Jack. His eyes snapped open in surprise when he felt a surge in his stomach and gave a choked yelp when he realized they were falling down the center of the workshop, the ground floor coming towards them at a terrifying speed. But just before hitting the ground, Jack slowed down, and landed with a slight stumble.
Was it his imagination, or was Jack’s breathing labored? Jamie had seen him perform more impressive and more dangerous feats than this before. He’d seen him get shot down from the sky by Pitch. He’d seen him and the Guardians fight against Pitch and his Fearlings without breaking a sweat. Could they even break a sweat?
Jamie’s forehead pressed against Jack’s neck. It was burning hot.
But there was nothing he could do about that right now. Jack was already bolting through the room on foot, taking cover beneath the second floor of the workshop. He stopped momentarily.
“The entrance is blocked,” he said.
Baby Tooth answered with a series of frantic chirps.
Jack’s breaths came out in short huffs. He nodded once. “I see it,” he said, set into a bolt, but then had to fling himself to the side as the floor above them collapsed. Jack stumbled and tripped over a fallen beam, falling onto his side. Jamie tried catching himself, but the impact sent a shock of pain up his arm.
“Jamie!” Jack scrambled up. “Are you okay?”
Jack wasn’t holding his staff, Jamie noted. He saw it lying a few meters away from them, in the wreckage of wood and broken toys. When he looked up, he saw that they were dangerously close to the thing. He could see all the Guardians except for Santa up there, fighting it the best they could – Bunny throwing exploding eggs and the Sandman’s dreamsand shifting wildly from weapon to weapon – but how could they possibly win against something like that? Something that didn’t seem to have physical form? From second to second, its shape looked different than before, like flipping through a picture book. There was only one thing constant: a couple of lights.
North’s voice played in the back of Jamie’s head: Did you see its eyes?
Before he knew what he was doing, Jamie bolted forward, ignoring Jack’s protest. He threw himself forward and grabbed Jack’s staff, before running back to him. Jack’s eyes were wide with disbelief, but they didn’t have time to speak: The thing had seen them. Jamie was sure of it.
Jack grabbed Jamie’s hand and they bolted through the rubble, just as an explosion sounded behind them, right where they’d just been standing. The force sent them tumbling forwards again, but Jack quickly scrambled to his feet and pulled Jamie up, making Jamie fly through the air for a second. They darted through the ruins of the workshop, half running, half floating, though Jack seemed to grow weaker by the second. Baby Tooth followed them, her chirping fast and shrill, like she was urging them on.
The thing continued to wreak havoc around them, and if it hadn’t been for his faith in Jack, Jamie would’ve though they were done for. The hallways of the workshop twisted and turned unexpectedly, but Jack navigated easily, bringing them to a set of steep stairs. Jack wrapped his arm around Jamie’s chest with one arm and hoisted him up, jumping to the base of the stairs.
Not once did they look back, even as another deafening crash resonated through the building, making the walls shake.
Jack pushed a door open and they burst into a chilly room. Jamie almost stopped moving upon seeing what was waiting for them inside.
“Hurry!” Santa – No, North – urgently called, from where he was sitting behind the reins of his mighty sleigh. Of course Jamie remembered it from last Easter; he’d been dreaming about riding it ever since. He just wished it was under slightly different circumstances.
“What about the others?” Jack asked as they ran up to the sleigh. Jack hoisted Jamie into it but didn’t immediately follow. “Where’s Bunny? Why aren’t we using the snow globe?”
North didn’t reply, but instead grabbed Jack and hoisted him into the sleigh as well, as if he weighed nothing. Jamie gave a yelp as North ordered his reindeer forward, and they lunged into some kind of ice tunnel. Despite it all, Jamie couldn’t help a slightly hysteric laugh as he clutched onto the side of the sleigh, his stomach surging as they dove downwards.
“It saw you use Bunny’s tunnels,” North shouted over the ruckus. “We cannot use that nor the Snow Globe until we are far enough away from the thing.”
“The thing?” Jack yelled back. “Do you even know what it is?”
“Sort of!” North replied.
Jamie caught Jack’s eye, and wondered if he should be worried about how bewildered Jack looked. He calmed himself by remembering how both North and Jack operated – quick and on their feet, if not a little reckless. They’d figure it out.
Just then, the tunnel ended, and they shot into the cold, open air. The North Pole shimmered beneath them, and would’ve looked grand and majestic, hadn’t it been for the thing looking like a huge storm of smoke or mist or shadows. It seemed to slip in and out of reality, like a mirage. Only the destruction it made was evidence that whatever it was, it was very, very real.
Jack jumped over to North and grabbed his shoulder. “What about the others?” he asked, and his voice was so hushed that Jamie almost didn’t hear the way it wavered with anxiety.
“They are holding it back,” North replied grimly. “We have to get Jamie to safety first. We think it might not find us in the Tooth Palace.”
Baby Tooth made a sound just then, and Jamie got a feeling she had just exclaimed what Jack hissed half a second later:
“You think?”
The sound of wreckage and fighting was quickly growing faint behind them, but Jamie didn’t dare look.
“It is a fragment, Jack,” North said, “of something big. Bigger than any of us. Bigger than anything we know. It is not spirit or sprite, it is just a force that knows nothing but hunger.”
“A fragment of what?” Jack asked.
“Of time,” North said. “Ripped apart and imprisoned in crystals. Nobody has seen them in centuries. But it saw you, back then. It marked you.”
Jack’s mouth was hanging open. “How do we defeat it?” he asked.
Jamie was beginning to suspect the answer.
“We cannot,” North said. “We can only trap it again.”
Jack stared at him, before his eyes turned to Jamie. In his panicked state, Jamie saw the guilt in his expression as clear as day. Jack had dragged Jamie into this, was what he was thinking. Jamie was sure of it, and he hated it.
But before he got to say anything, the air began to vibrate. It lasted only a quarter of a second before something crashed into the sleigh. Jamie’s head knocked against the wood, his vision going white as ringing filled his ears.
His hearing came back first, but none of what he heard made any sense. There was a kind of rushing, and shouting, and something else – something Jamie had never heard before and couldn’t compare with anything else. All he knew was that it was dangerous.
And then his vision came back. Blurry, but even so he realized what was going on. The white terrain of the North Pole was coming closer at an alarming speed. The rushing in his ears was the wind whipping at his face and through his hair as he fell. The shouting had been Jack calling his name, but Jamie couldn’t see him. And the otherworldly sound…
“Jack!” he cried, flailing to turn away from the thing. He didn’t want to look at it. He didn’t want to see how the thing was coming closer, even faster than the ground below. He didn’t want to see the two lights again – its eyes, staring at him like a beast about to pounce. Instead he looked up, and saw Jack, wild determination in his eyes as he shot after Jamie, holding his arms out to grab him.
It was too late. Jamie knew it. He wondered if Jack did.
Jack came close enough to pull Jamie into a tight embrace, but the dark flickering was all around them now. Jamie could hear something more, something other than the unexplainable sound. It sounded almost like a room full of people, talking, yelling, laughing – somehow distant and near and the same time.
Jack gave a desperate shout, like a war-cry, and ice shot out from his staff. Jamie heard it crack and shatter, a gust of freezing air whipping against his neck. He closed his eyes, and they fell.
In these brushes with death, time seemed to pass in both slow-motion and twice as fast at the same time. It was the same when Jack had witnessed Pitch’s dark arrow pierce through Sandy. It was the same when his sister had reached out to him, as the ice broke under his weight.
Jamie plummeted, not only towards the ground, but right into the jaws of the shadowy being – the time fragment, as North had called it. Jack didn’t have it in himself to think anything was too late. He just had to try.
And then he had Jamie in his arms, but as he tried riding the wind away from the time fragment, he staggered in the air. They weren’t just falling – they were being sucked into it, like a black hole. Jamie was clinging to Jack but there was nothing Jack could do to save them.
With one last, desperate cry, Jack tried attacking it, but his ice just melted into the void like water in soil.
And they fell.
Finally, as the howling wind of the North Pole was replaced with the same noisy silence Jack had heard when he’d touched the crystal, the voice in his head began to resign itself to the fact that it really was too late.
What too late meant, he didn’t know. He realized he’d closed his eyes, but light flickered around them, shining through his eyelids. He had a faint sense that they were moving, but he didn’t know to where, nor how fast. Were they dead? Jack felt Jamie’s small form in his arms, and he decided that they weren’t. They couldn’t be, because he had to protect Jamie. The noise came to a crescendo, and Jack tightened his hold around his small frame, because that was all he could do. A violent shudder shook his body, and even as he felt like it was burning up, he didn’t let go. Whatever happened to them now, he’d never let go.
And then there was cold.
Jack gave a rasping gasp, stumbling forward as his feet suddenly made contact with the ground. He fell sideways, landing in soft snow. The cold was welcoming, and yet there was something different about it. Jack’s eyes shot open, looking wildly around, but there was no time fragment – only white.
“Jamie!” he croaked, leaning back to look at him.
Jamie didn’t answer. His eyes were closed, and his body was limp. Jack forced himself to keep calm. It helped that the same thing had happened the last time they’d encountered the time fragment. Still, Jack was quick to put his fingers against Jamie’s pulse. He held his breath.
…And let it out in relief.
But they were far from safe. They had to find somewhere warm, and quick. The cold was biting, even for Jack, getting worse by the second. But when he looked around, he didn’t see the North Pole. He didn’t see any sign of the time fragment, nor of anything else. At all.
All he saw was a winter landscape, mostly blocked by a wall of falling snow. The wind was strong too, the snowflakes attacking Jack’s eyes. He shook his head, trying to will the snowflakes out of his way. They’d never bothered him before, so why now? Was this another memory, somehow? Was he dreaming?
Whatever the case, he couldn’t risk writing this off as just a vivid nightmare. He tried getting to his feet, hoisting Jamie up before he picked up his staff – but he only managed to walk three steps before his body crumbled to the ground again, the world spinning around him.
You’re sick! Jamie’s voice echoed in Jack’s head.
“No…” he muttered, and pushed himself up again, bringing Jamie closer.
Just then, he heard the faintest chirping sound. He stopped moving, and looked sluggishly around. He wasn’t sure if his vision was blurry or if everything seemed hazy due to the storm. A blob of blues and greens appeared in front of him.
“Baby Tooth…” he rasped, struggling to form any words, much less a full sentence. “Where…What…”
Baby Tooth flew forward and touched Jack’s cheek, and Jack closed his eyes. She chirped, but Jack couldn’t understand her in this state. She sounded far away.
And then her touch was gone.
Jack opened his eyes and realized he’d fallen again. Baby Tooth was gone. Had she ever been there? He pulled Jamie’s limp body closer, covering him as much as he could from the snow. He had to get up. He couldn’t fall asleep now. He had to find shelter.
It was so cold. A different cold than the one he’d felt in the dream, but close. This seemed…sharper. Uncontrollable. More dangerous, and if he felt it, then Jamie was in grave danger. He had to get up. He had to, but his body wouldn’t move.
“Jamie,” he tried to say, but didn’t know if he even made a sound. He tightened his arms around him...
…but he was gone.
Jack’s heart gave a terrified thump, and his eyes shot open, his body springing into action. “Jamie!” he yelled, but his voice was hoarse and weak.
And then he froze.
There was no snow. No biting cold. Cold, yes, but it didn’t feel life-threatening anymore. Befuddled, he looked around, searching for a clue as to where he was. His first thought was that North’s yetis had kidnapped him again; maybe they’d brought him to this house, or…hut? to hide from the time fragment. What happened to the Tooth Palace, then?
He became aware of how much his body ached. He hadn’t felt this weak since Pitch had snapped his staff in half, if not worse. But he ignored it for now; he had more important things to worry about. He studied his surroundings. He was lying on the floor on some type of fur, with a bunch of other fur skins discarded on the floor beside him, where he’d thrown them off himself upon waking. In front of him was a hearth, with the only traces of a fire being the faintly glowing embers in the ashes. On the other side, someone else was lying on the floor, huddled up in multiple blankets.
“Jamie,” he said with relief. Jack crawled over to him, hesitated, but then carefully placed a hand on Jamie’s forehead. He was warm. A fever, perhaps, but at least he was alive.
The fact that there had even been another possibility made Jack’s stomach churn. He cursed under his breath, running a hand through his hair. What had he gotten them into?
What had he gotten them into?
Once again, he looked at the blankets on the floor. Unless Jack had some type of amnesia – again – and had forgotten he’d tucked himself into bed, someone had put him there and draped those blankets over him. Yet he didn’t recognize this place at all, this…He didn’t know what to call it. It was made of wood and looked old, but not decrepit. There were objects like pots and cauldrons and woven baskets in one corner, as well as different kinds of flowers and herbs stored on the tables and in the multiple wooden shelves…Did a witch live here or something? A spirit of some sort?
Jack placed a hand on his forehead and let out a shaky breath. “Alright,” he whispered to himself. Thinking out loud was easier sometimes. “Weird hut. Someone I don’t know brought us here. Or do I know them? Maybe it’s one of North’s hiding places? But…”
But they’d been fleeing from the time fragment. The sleigh had been knocked over, and Jamie had fallen. With a painful twinge in his gut, Jack realized that he didn’t know what had happened with North after the impact. And then…What had happened then? There’d been snow, and there’d been…somehow, cold. Jack hadn’t been able to stand, much less fly. Had they ended up here because Jack was sick? Would he have been able to fly away from the time fragment if he’d had all his strength?
Either way, he was here now. He’d woken up covered in fur in a creepy hut, with no memory of getting there – of course this would happen to him. Aside from the Guardians, Jack couldn’t remember any spirit who liked him enough to come to his aid. Maybe they’d done it for Jamie…though judging by the snowstorm, it was most likely some kind of winter spirit, and those were rarely so charitable.
And Jamie was unconscious. It was Jack’s fault.
As much as he would like to beat himself up about that, his train of thought was suddenly interrupted by a—a—What the hell was that? Jack jumped to his feet in alarm at what sounded like some kind of screech from outside. It sounded like a wild animal, but not anything Jack had ever encountered. He looked around, before spotting a door at the other end of the room. Ignoring the way his body protested and begged him to lie back down, he staggered to the door, and pushed it open.
He’d expected to be met by a winter landscape, but that was not the case. Instead, the sun shone right into his eyes, momentarily blinding him. He covered his face with his hand and peeked out from underneath it.
The door led out to some kind of balcony with a magnificent view of the ocean far below, notably not blocked by anything as silly as a railing. With more questions piling up in his head than answers – in fact, he didn’t seem to be getting any answers at all – he inched towards the edge of the balcony to see how far from the ground they were…but before he got that far, something huge rose up in front of him, carried by the wind with massive, red, leathery wings. Jack only caught a glimpse of its huge, yellow eyes, before he was scrambling backwards in blind panic.
His foot caught onto something and he fell backwards, his head colliding with something solid. His vision swam. Even so, he kept crawling backwards, until his back was pressed against the wooden wall. When his vision unblurred, the dragon was gone.
Was he losing it? No. He wasn’t crazy; he hadn’t spent 300 years in isolation only for his mind to deteriorate now. He didn’t see things that weren’t there, but how could there have been a dragon?
On the other hand, he’d seen things that were just as weird as a dragon, if not weirder. Hell, he was something just as weird as a dragon. People didn’t believe he existed either, yet here he was. Were dragons the same?
No way. No way.
Jack jumped when there was a screeching sound again, but it was further away this time, coming from somewhere below him. He didn’t move. He took a few deep breaths, looking up into the sky.
“Come on, Jack,” he muttered. “You’ve been through stranger things than this. Yetis, talking warrior rabbits, nightmare horses, the list just keeps on going. Dragons…No big deal.” He shakily pushed himself onto his knees and started crawling towards the edge. “No big deal…No big deal at all.”
He craned his neck, peeking down.
There was a…village. A strange, colorful village, but Jack did not have the ability to focus on anything except the fact that it wasn’t just one dragon. In fact, there were so many dragons that Jack found it weird that he hadn’t heard them earlier. It had to do with the fact that the hut was perched, extremely precariously, on top of a tall mountain, the huts and the roads in the village far below just colorful strokes of paint. The dragons sailed on the wind over the rooftops, as if their presence were as mundane as the common pigeon.
What kind of spirit lived here? Not anyone that Jack had ever heard of, that was for sure. All he knew was that it had to be a spirit; no human was insane enough to build their home up here.
“Dragons,” he muttered, nodding a little to himself. He laughed incredulously, rolling away from the edge as his muscles began giving out. The adrenaline from seeing the dragon was subsiding, and now his head was throbbing, and his body felt heavier than before. But he had seen a dragon, so that was at least cool.
…It took him a few long seconds before he realized that this answered none of his questions. With a small jolt, he forced his aching body into action, staggering to his feet. He needed to find his staff, and he needed to wake Jamie. He needed to find out that they were safe before he could marvel about the apparent existence of dragons.
Walking back inside, he hesitated before closing the door. It had been a long time since he’d felt this paranoid, but as it was, Jack’s safety wasn’t the only thing at stake. Jamie was still sleeping soundly. It didn’t look like he had moved at all. The only thing that calmed Jack down was the faint rise and fall of his chest, almost indiscernible with all the blankets covering him.
“Jamie,” he whispered, kneeling by his side. He placed a hand on his shoulder and jostled him gently. “Jamie, wake up. Jamie!”
He got no reply. Jack swallowed down his fear and glanced around himself, feeling as if someone would burst into the room at any moment. Or rather than someone, one of those beasts outside. He shook his head and took a few calming breaths; even without his staff, he had some power. It was just harder to control…maybe especially in this state.
“Jamie!” he hissed again, but the reply he got wasn’t one he expected. In fact, it wasn’t from Jamie at all: A familiar tweeting sounded behind him, and Jack whipped around to see Baby Tooth flying into the room.
Baby Tooth’s eyes went wide. She quickly flew over to Jack, chirping so quickly Jack understood absolutely nothing.
“Baby Tooth!” Jack gasped, reaching out to cup her in his hands. A relieved laugh fell out of him. “You’re here. I thought—”
Baby Tooth interrupted him with her frantic tweeting, and Jack tried his best to follow. Something about snow and cold, flying beasts and the general idea that she had been worried sick. He pressed his lips together as a guilty knot started forming in his chest, but didn’t get to say anything before Baby Tooth pointed at the door, chirping incessantly.
Jack understood what she meant a moment before it happened: someone was coming. He got to his feet, hands twitching. “Where’s my staff?” he hissed.
There was a knock on the door, and Jack froze.
“Gothi?” came a muffled voice from the other side. It was followed by something Jack didn’t catch; the voice was speaking in another language. A few seconds of silence followed, before there was another knock, harder this time. The voice said something more.
“What language is that?” Jack whispered.
Baby Tooth looked at Jack, her face tight with anxiety. She glanced from Jack to the door several times, and just as the handle turned, she did something very weird. She darted up to Jack’s face and poked his forehead. Immediately, Jack was struck with a wave of dizziness, and he stumbled back a step. If he hadn’t had more urgent things to think about, he would’ve hissed at her, but as it was, it would have to wait.
The door opened.
“Gothi?”
Jack stared. The voice belonged to a boy. He was peeking into the room as if he wasn’t supposed to be there. His hair was brown with red undertones, and a bit lengthy. He was taller than Jack, and almost as skinny. Lanky might be a better way to describe him. And his clothes were…strange. Jack didn’t know any other way to put it. A lot of it looked like it was made of leather – and were those armored shoulder pads? As peculiar as that was, the most peculiar thing about him Jack didn’t see until the boy took another step into the room: a metal prosthetic, staring from just under his left knee.
Jack wouldn’t have thought much about all of this hadn’t it been for one little detail: while this boy’s strange appearance would have been unsurprising for a spirit, Jack could immediately tell that he was human. A completely ordinary human, but dressed as if he was going to some kind of costume party.
“Where are we, Baby Tooth?” Jack asked.
The boy turned around immediately, eyes snapping in Jack’s direction. Jack stared back, unable to move a muscle. He almost thought the boy was looking directly at him.
“Oh—” the boy started, taking a step back. “Uh, sorry, I didn’t mean to barge in, I—uh, I can leave, I was just…” He trailed off, scratching his cheek. “I was looking for Gothi. Have you seen her?”
Jack couldn’t find his voice. The boy was still speaking the same language as before, but somehow Jack understood him now, as if that had always been the case. However, that wasn’t what had stolen away Jack’s ability to speak.
The boy was looking at him. He was speaking to him, Jack Frost. Right? Jack found himself glancing behind himself to check if Jamie had woken up without him noticing, but Jamie was still fast asleep.
Jack stared at the boy. “You can see me,” he croaked.
The boy’s brows furrowed.
“Uh…sorry, I don’t…” he started. It seemed the boy didn’t understand Jack, even if Jack could understand him.
Baby Tooth tweeted softly beside him, reminding him that the normal thing to do when being asked a question was to answer it. Weird thing was, when she made that sound, the boy didn’t react at all. His eyes were focused on Jack, and Jack alone. Couldn’t he see her? But he could see Jack? That didn’t make any sense. Nothing made sense.
He looked for a way to reply, since the boy obviously didn’t understand English. And when he did, words he’d never known previously popped effortlessly into his head.
“I—I haven’t seen her,” Jack said, without knowing who he was talking about. The words were foreign in his mouth, but still he knew exactly which words to use. Baby Tooth tweeted approvingly. Was this her doing? It had to be. He thought about Tooth’s ability to speak every existing language; her fairies must have the same ability. What he hadn’t known was that they were able to share that ability with others.
The boy tilted his head to the side, obviously puzzled. He tried for a smile, looking a bit uncomfortable as he shifted his weight. “I see,” he said. He hesitated, his lips twitching. “…How do you feel?” he asked. His eyes flickered to Jamie for a moment, before they went back to Jack.
Not good, Jack realized. His body ached, and he didn’t know if the rocking of the floor was due to the way the hut was built, or if it was just in his head. But the euphoria of being seen kept him upright…He just didn’t understand why the boy could see him. This boy wasn’t even a child. Around eighteen years, Jack estimated. How did he believe in Jack Frost?
“Alright,” Jack eventually replied. “Well…I guess I could be better,” he added with a weak chuckle.
“You could also be worse,” the boy said. Jack frowned, and the boy waved his hands, his shoulders hunched. “I mean, I’m happy you feel alright,” he quickly retracted. “It’s just, you…” He pursed his lips, clearly struggling to find the right words. In the end, he just sighed and shook his head. “Ah, forget it. I’m glad you’ve recovered so quickly.”
“Recovered…” Jack repeated, glancing at Baby Tooth. She looked worried, her eyes flickering anxiously between the two of them. Jack frowned, turning back to the boy. “How did we get here?” he asked.
The boy’s expression became somber. He folded his hands in front of himself. “We found you in the snowstorm. He”—he nodded at Jamie—“was unconscious, and you were barely conscious. I don’t know if you remember, because you seemed pretty out of it…so we brought you back here.” He gestured around himself. “This is our healer Gothi’s hut. She’s been nursing you back to health.”
As in both of them? As in, this Gothi was able to see Jack as well? And the “we” suggested there might even be more people involved. How?
Jack glanced at Baby Tooth for answers. She looked anxious, but there was something else there too – a look which Jack had received upon several occasions by the other Guardians, whenever a child was unable to see him. It was pity.
Slowly, pieces began falling into place. The boy could see Jack, but he couldn’t see Baby Tooth. He wasn’t a child anymore, and yet he was talking to Jack as he would to any other person. Jack’s body felt weak and he was in pain, even if his body usually healed within minutes…and this boy hadn’t even reacted to Jack’s strange appearance, with his white hair and frosty clothes.
As if there was nothing there to react to.
“Are you alright?”
Jack looked up at the sound of the boy’s voice, and all of a sudden, their eye contact didn’t feel as welcome anymore. Something was wrong.
“Yeah,” Jack said, but his voice came out weak. His legs carried him over to the corner with cauldrons and urns on their own volition. He searched the table and shelves, spotting a knife next to a bowl of some sort of chopped herbs. He picked it up.
It was hard to see in the dim lighting, but Jack knew he would’ve been able to spot his snow-white locks even in the metal’s rusty reflection. Instead, a boy with brown hair stared back at him, with eyes belonging to someone who had been dead for a long, long time.
Notes:
Disclaimer: The elves actually didn't do anything wrong.
Please leave a comment if you wanna! The thing about posting chapter that I wrote a long time ago is that I can't actually remember what I wrote, so uh, whatever this was, I hope you liked it!
Chapter Text
Berk was rarely an uneventful place.
Even on the most peaceful days there were always tasks to take care of – weapons to sharpen, crops to tend to, fish to fish, and so on. And then there were the dragons, of course, but the dragons alone couldn’t be blamed for Berk's lack of peace and quiet. No, that was definitely the Berkians inhabiting this little island’s fault, with their hot heads and inability to solve problems without yelling and throwing punches.
But it was Berk. It was home. The fact that it rarely was uneventful wasn’t necessarily a bad thing.
…Even so, Hiccup thought it was a little bit over the top to only give him a week’s worth of rest after coming back from the Edge before something weird happened. Weird, even for Berk’s standards.
A snowstorm broke out over the island, completely out of the blue, with almost as much force as devastating winter had to offer. Sure, the climate on Berk wasn’t always reliable, the wind and the rain coming and going erratically as they so pleased, but this was completely out of the ordinary. Hiccup didn’t really have an answer for what could have caused it, and his only suggestion sounded stupid even before Astrid pointed it out.
“But the Snow Wraith doesn’t cause blizzards!” she yelled over the wind. “Besides, how could it have come to Berk without anyone noticing?”
“And why would it have come to Berk in the first place?” Hiccup asked back. “I don’t know! But it has to be some kind of dragon. What else could it be? I mean, summer's barely over – this isn't normal!”
“Maybe the gods are angry with us,” Astrid pondered, and sounded only half serious.
Hiccup didn’t answer, but the idea that they’d have to play another round of “which god did we piss off this time and what did we do?” was not particularly tempting. Instead, he tried scouting through the heavily falling snow. He knew they were somewhere on the other side of the island, but where exactly was impossible to tell.
“Do you see anything, bud?” he asked Toothless.
Toothless replied with a vague grumble, before he opened his mouth wide and roared. His ears twitched and turned for a few seconds. Hiccup also tried listening, in case the might-be-dragon reacted to Toothless’ roar, but he heard nothing. They continued soaring forward.
“Weird…” Hiccup muttered to himself. “Maybe it’s just the weather after a—Woah, Toothless!”
Toothless suddenly halted in midair, making Hiccup crash into him. He pushed himself up and looked around for what had made Toothless stop like that, but couldn’t see anything. Beside him, Astrid seemed to have the same problem; Stormfly was tilting her head from side to side in that birdlike way of hers, as if she also had noticed whatever Toothless had.
“What is it, bud?” Hiccup asked.
Toothless’ eyes stared ahead. No, not ahead, Hiccup realized – he was following something with his eyes. Something that was moving through the air. Toothless gave a low rumble, before he suddenly jerked into action. Hiccup yelped as they dove downwards, and he faintly heard Astrid doing the same behind them.
“Toothless, what are you…” he started, but was promptly ignored when he tried to take the reins again. Instead, he just held on to the saddle and once again tried spotting whatever it was Toothless was seeing, but all he saw was snow. Still, Toothless flew purposefully through the biting wind, and Hiccup couldn’t do anything but let him lead the way.
They were close to the ground now. All he could see were trees, hanging low under the weight of the snow, and nothing else. No dragon, no animals, just—
Wait.
“Astrid!” he called, voice breaking in surprise. Something blue was lying in the snow down below. Toothless was flying straight towards it. “Down there!”
“Is that…” Astrid started, voice barely audible in the wind.
“A person,” Hiccup finished, and got ready to jump off of Toothless once they landed. It had barely been snowing for an hour, but it still reached Hiccup’s knees, and he struggled through it to get to the unmoving figure on the ground. There was a coldness in his gut, unlike the one around them. If this person had been lying here in the blizzard like this…He shook his head, hurrying towards them.
Astrid was right behind him. Now that they were closer, he could see a head of brown hair, though it was almost completely covered with snow. A boy, he realized, probably not much younger than himself. He was pale and wore only some kind of strange-looking tunic and ragged, brown pants that were cut short by his ankles. With a small jolt, Hiccup saw he wasn’t even wearing shoes.
“Hello?” he tried calling out, even if he highly doubted he would get any answer.
The boy didn’t move.
Meanwhile, Toothless and Stormfly seemed content just watching from afar. If Hiccup didn’t know better, he’d think they looked almost…he didn’t know exactly what he could call it. Curious, definitely. But there was something ominous about the way they were watching them inch closer to the stranger.
Hiccup dropped down by the boy’s side and began turning him over. A voice in the back of his head kept saying the boy was already dead, but he tried his best to ignore it, instead focusing on getting his face out of the snow.
What he didn’t expect was for the boy to suddenly open his eyes, heaving a weak, raspy breath. Hiccup almost jerked backwards in alarm when a pale hand clamped around his wrist.
The boy looked like he was barely lucid. His eyes were wide, and he seemed to struggle focusing on Hiccup. Even so, his hold was tight, and his gaze intense. His chapped lips parted, but no sound came out. It didn’t matter; Hiccup understood a plea for help when he saw it.
And then, Astrid gave a horrified gasp. “Hiccup!” she hissed. “Look!”
Hiccup followed her gaze, and there, partly covered in snow and the boy’s body, was another head of brown hair. His heart gave a jolt when he realized it was just a child, dressed only slightly better than the older boy, but it was far from enough to survive the cold out here. He looked back at the older boy. His brown eyes were struggling to remain open, and his trembling body was slowly sinking back into the snow. Hiccup decided they could ask questions later. “Come on. We have to help them,” he said.
“Of course we do,” Astrid said. She sounded angry, but Hiccup knew it was just because she was worried. She was already moving around the older boy to get to the kid.
Hiccup sent the other boy what he hoped was a reassuring look. “Don’t worry. You’ll be okay,” he told him.
The boy didn’t answer, but it seemed Hiccup’s promise was enough; his eyes closed, and his body went limp.
Without any time to lose, Hiccup carefully lifted the older boy into his arms, scanning his body for any wounds or fractures. The boy was skinny and frail, and as he lifted him up, his eyes darted to something else following the boy out of the snow: a long, wooden stick that was hooked at the end. There was nothing special about it, but somehow the boy was gripping it, even while unconscious. Hiccup could only assume it was important.
“Hiccup, come on!” Astrid yelled, and Hiccup quickly balanced the stick on the boy’s chest before calling for Toothless.
Despite the dragons’ previous reluctance to come close, they seemed eager to help now. It took a bit of work, but they eventually got to the skies, with the older boy in front of Hiccup on Toothless and the kid on Stormfly, tucked close to Astrid’s chest. If Hiccup had known they would find a couple of frozen strangers when they’d flown out today, he would’ve brought some extra clothes, or at the very least some shoes for this guy.
What kind of person walks around in the Barbaric Archipelago without shoes anyway?
As for the storm, it had already started to calm down, disappearing as fast as it had appeared. Hiccup couldn’t say he wasn’t grateful, but it still made this whole situation feel even stranger than it already was. But, he had an ice cold, almost lifeless body resting against him, so pondering about the weather would have to wait.
The ride back to the village was much quicker than on the way out, partly because they were in a hurry and partly because the snowstorm was rapidly coming to an end. By the time the village was below them, it had subsided to only some mild wind and gently falling snowflakes.
“We should take them to Gothi,” Astrid said.
“And then go tell my dad what happened,” Hiccup muttered grimly, glancing down at the pale face of the boy. Even if he knew it was unwise to let these strangers into Berk without knowing who they were or where they came from, they’d have to deal with those consequences later. Whether or not his father agreed with their decision didn’t matter at the moment; Gothi was the boys’ best shot at recovery.
Stormfly let Astrid down on Gothi’s balcony first, before she took off again to make space for Toothless. Hiccup climbed off as carefully as possible, trying not to jostle the boy – or worse, drop him.
“Gothi!” Astrid yelled, pounding on the door. Had the circumstances been different, Hiccup might’ve advised her to calm down, but as it was, her urgency was justified.
The door opened a few seconds later, revealing Gothi and a few of her many Terrible Terrors. Gothi’s face was pulled into an irritated frown, but it quickly changed when she saw the two unconscious bodies in their arms.
“They’re freezing cold,” Hiccup said. “We found them in the storm.”
“Can you help them?” Astrid asked.
Gothi didn’t reply – of course she didn’t – but stepped aside to let them in. Astrid and Hiccup entered, and once Gothi had closed the door behind them, she wobbled over to a huge chest. From it, she pulled out fur skins and blankets, placing them next to the hearth, where fire was already burning. Gothi looked at the two boys and motioned for Astrid and Hiccup to lay them on the furs, before she hurried across the room to the herbs and healing equipment, rummaging around for something.
Hiccup didn’t pretend to understand what she was doing, but as the village healer, she’d helped them multiple times before. So instead of asking questions, he and Astrid made sure the two boys were warm by the fire. Hiccup checked one last time if the boys had any injuries, but for now, it seemed there was nothing more they could do to help.
When Gothi turned to them and looked pointedly at the door, Hiccup supposed she had it under control. At least he hoped she did.
“It makes no sense,” Astrid said once they were back on their dragons, descending towards the Great Hall. She was staring straight ahead, brows furrowed and gaze distant. “A storm blows up from out of nowhere, nobody sees anyone fly into or off the island, and either way, how would anyone be able to get anywhere in the storm in the first place? And then those two…” She shook her head. “There’s something iffy about it all.”
“Maybe someone dropped them there,” Hiccup pondered grimly.
“But why?” Astrid asked as they landed on the stairs to the Great Hall. “Could it be a trap?”
“Maybe,” Hiccup said, though he hated to consider it; one week was far from enough time to recover after the last clash with Johann and his accomplices. He put his hand on the door, but didn’t push it open just yet. “We never did find out where Krogan disappeared.”
Astrid’s expression became tight with contempt. “Even if it was Krogan, that doesn’t explain the storm,” she said. “And the fact that those boys were in the middle of it…It can’t be a coincidence, can it?”
“Are you saying someone created that storm?” Hiccup asked.
“Don’t be stupid,” Astrid muttered, but looked up to the sky with a somber expression. “I just think it’s weird.”
Hiccup followed her gaze, feeling the gears turn in his brain as he tried making sense of this whole thing. A headache was coming on, thumping in the back of his head. He thought about the boy, and how he’d opened his eyes just as Hiccup touched him. It hadn’t felt like someone with malicious intent…The boy had seemed terrified and nothing short of desperate.
He’d held out long enough to make sure they were found; Hiccup hoped it wasn’t all for nothing.
He let out a deep sigh. “Yeah, you and me both,” he murmured as he finally pushed the doors open.
Stoick was in the midst of arguing with Spitelout, but they both shut up at the sight of Hiccup and Astrid entering.
“Ah, there you are,” Stoick said, getting to his feet. The bags under his eyes seemed heavier than normal, and there was a deep, tired frown on his face. Hiccup could tell he was still weakened after being bedridden. “I hope you have some good news to make up for the destruction that blizzard caused.”
Hiccup pressed his lips together, knowing very well that they had none. He braised himself for Stoick’s reaction to hearing that his day might’ve just gone from bad to worse. Beside him, Astrid sent him a faint, sympathetic smile, as Hiccup took a deep breath.
“Uh. Well…Not exactly…”
It didn’t take long before the whole village was talking about their new, unconscious guests.
That would’ve been completely fine, hadn’t it been for the fact that each time Hiccup walked past someone muttering and gossiping together, he kept picking up new details about the story that he definitely didn’t remember happening, nor did he understand where they got this information.
(Though he had a sneaking suspicion the twins had something to do with it).
Somewhere in between fixing up the mess the storm had left behind and dinnertime, Hiccup had heard every theory, ranging from Krogan’s return, to something about the wrath of the gods, to something even more absurd about human sacrifice, and everything in between. The adults were speaking in wary tones about spies and invaders, while children were scaring each other with stories of wicked fay and wraiths.
All in all, Hiccup doubted the two strangers would get an exceptionally warm welcome once they woke up. As it was, he was very grateful for Gothi’s silence; the only thing she informed them of was the fact that the boys were alive. Not awake, but alive.
“But you said one of them touched you when you found them, right?” asked Fishlegs while they were eating dinner.
“For the last time, we’re not discussing this until we know more about this situation,” Hiccup said, pointing his dinner knife at Fishlegs.
“But what if—”
“No ‘what if’s! We didn’t go around gossiping about Heather when we saved her, so why should we do so now?” Hiccup asked.
“Speak for yourself,” Ruffnut snorted.
“To be fair, Heather wasn’t exactly as innocent as we thought she was,” Snotlout countered, and ignored the look Hiccup sent him. “If anything, we try to figure out as much as possible about those guys before they wake up, so we have the upper hand.”
“But there’s nothing to find out,” Astrid said sternly. “We have no clues whatsoever where they came from. Not even their clothes look like anything we’ve seen before!”
“Suspicious indeed,” Tuffnut said. “Didn’t you say they were barefoot too?”
Hiccup shrugged. “One of them, yeah. But what does that have to do with anything?” he asked, and when the twins shared knowing glances, Hiccup quickly waved his hands. “You know what, never mind! Forget I asked. We are not talking about this, alright? We’ll just wait for them to wake up, and then we can start asking questions.”
The others didn’t look too happy about that and didn’t try the slightest to hide it.
Astrid scowled at them. “Guys. One of them was just a kid. He couldn’t have been older than, what, thirteen? Twelve?”
“It’s genius!” Tuffnut exclaimed. “No one would ever suspect a child!”
Hiccup rolled his eyes. “I said we aren’t talking about this,” he repeated.
He ignored the part of him that was paranoid enough to agree with Tuffnut’s theory.
When darkness draped itself over Berk, Hiccup was quick to realize that he wouldn’t be getting much sleep tonight. Not because of any outside disturbances – though his dad’s snoring was particularly thunderous this evening – but because of the ever-rushing thoughts in his head.
It was pointless. Just a never-ending stream of ‘what’s and ‘why’s and ‘how’s that he knew he wasn’t able to answer at the moment anyway. In the end, he didn’t think he got any more than a few hours of light sleep, before Toothless nudged him awake in the morning, pestering him about their usual morning flight.
“Mh…Toothless, come on…” he grumbled, turning away from him. “I just closed my eyes.”
Toothless grumbled right back at him, and started headbutting Hiccup in the back instead, gradually pushing him towards the edge of the bed. Hiccup let out a long sigh, realizing this battle was already lost. It was time to get up anyway.
“Alright, alright, I’m awake. Gods, you’re grumpy in the mornings.” Hiccup sluggishly pushed himself up and yawned, and Toothless burbled contentedly before he jumped out through the window to wait for Hiccup outside. As tempting as it was to just crawl back under his blanket, Hiccup rubbed the drowsiness out of his eyes instead, and picked up his prosthetic leg from where he’d dropped it on the floor last night.
“Somehow, it’s more comfortable up here than it was in my bed,” Hiccup commented once he and Toothless were in the air, rubbing Toothless’ head affectionately. “At least it seems one of us slept well.”
Toothless gave a growl in agreement.
Hiccup chuckled. “Let’s take a lap around the island first,” he told him. “And then we can have some fun.”
It seemed like a good deal, because Toothless sped up and set course for the coast, the village getting further and further away below them.
Hiccup kept his eyes trained on the ground and the ocean around them as they flew, looking for some sign of life that didn’t belong on Berk. Stranger ships or signs of campfires or anything that could give him a clue about where those boys had come from. But he found nothing, nor did he find any dragon that might’ve caused the blizzard.
…Not that he thought that could be the case. Never had he heard of a dragon able to cause a blizzard. Sure, there were dragons that thrived in them, like the Snow Wraith, but even that dragon couldn’t make the sky cloud over and the wind pick up. He thought of the Skrill, but the Skrill also just used the weather to harvest its power – it didn’t create the thunderstorm. So the possibility that a dragon was the culprit was slim, but a part of him insisted they still didn’t know enough about dragons to rule it out completely.
Even if it had been a weather-controlling dragon somehow, it was evidently gone now. There were no signs of it, and the snow had already begun melting.
Either way, why couldn’t he just be contented with the assumption that it had just been a natural occurrence? Even if it was completely unprecedented.
“Weather-controlling dragon…” Hiccup muttered, shaking his head. “It is ridiculous, right, bud? Maybe the gods really are angry with us. If so, it looks like they forgave us already. I wonder what we did to…”
He trailed off. He thought about the boys in the snow, their mysterious appearance and how Hiccup and Astrid hadn’t been able to identify their clothes. Especially the little boy’s clothing had been unlike anything Hiccup had ever seen, but the older boy bewildered him just as much, with his bare feet and everything.
Toothless gave a low growl, sending Hiccup a sideways look. It was as if he knew what Hiccup was thinking, or at least that he was thinking very hard about something.
“The blizzard…” Hiccup started, thinking out loud to check if it sounded crazy or not. “It came and went so quickly, but in the midst of it all, we find those boys. Then, soon after we decided to help them, the storm came to an end. Maybe…” Maybe the twins were starting to affect him. “…Maybe it wasn’t anything we did. Maybe those boys are…”
What? Gods? Demigods? Godsent? Hiccup closed his eyes and shook his head to get rid of the thought. Toothless cooed, as if asking a question.
“No, you’re right,” Hiccup said. “That sounds absolutely bonkers.”
He refused to let the gossip of the village get to him. Heather’s arrival had been strange as well, and it turned out to be a completely logical explanation for it. Not a good one exactly, but a logical one, and the truth would probably become clear once the boys woke up. No weather-controlling dragons or demigods or anything like that.
They finished the lap around the island, and then went for a spin as he’d promised. Hiccup liked to tell the others that this was training and that he was responsible and that that was why he was often up here, alone with Toothless. Of course, everyone knew that was only half the truth. Hiccup wanted to go on their morning flights as much as Toothless did, mostly just so they could fool around and have fun and forget about their worries for a little while.
Even so, when Hiccup’s cheeks were flushed, his hair windswept and his body aching delightfully from clinging onto the saddle while Toothless made loops and barrel rolls, Hiccup found himself steering Toothless towards the place they’d found the boys yesterday. He searched the ground, looking for some kind of anomaly, but all he saw was patches of melting snow. There was nothing special about the place. Just grass and trees and stones, looking exactly the same as the rest of the woods.
Hiccup was about to turn around when he spotted something in the corner of his eye – some kind of light. He turned around and squinted, trying to spot it again. There, in the middle of the ground, something was shimmering in the snow, reflecting the morning sun.
“Down there, bud,” Hiccup said, and they dove towards it.
Once they were on the ground, Hiccup climbed off Toothless, and the two of them walked closer to the reflective object. Hiccup frowned.
“A crystal?” he muttered, and gingerly picked it up. The crystal was transparent, but Hiccup could spot a slight hue of blue in it. It was small and had several sharp ends, clearly uncut. He smiled at Toothless, holding the crystal out to him. “Pretty, right?”
Toothless just tilted his head to the side, following the crystal with his huge, green eyes. Hiccup walked over to the saddle and pocketed the crystal in the satchel hanging from it, along with the spare tailfins and legs.
“Alright, I guess we should get back,” Hiccup said, and climbed onto Toothless again.
He looked around one last time. The thoughts from before still lingered in his head, no matter how ridiculous they sounded. He would just have to wait until the boys woke up. And when he looked up into the sky and saw how high the sun had risen, realizing that they’d been out here for quite some time already, he supposed he should go check on them.
As the chief’s son, of course. Not because he wanted to satiate his own curiosity or anything.
The strange boy stood with his back to Hiccup by Gothi’s table. He was holding a knife – looking at his reflection, it seemed. Clearly, something was wrong, even if the boy had told him he was alright. Which was weird, because he had seemed alright just seconds ago, but right after Hiccup had explained what happened…his whole demeanor had changed.
Maybe the events of yesterday were just now coming back to him.
Hiccup didn’t know what to do. He thought back to the time they’d found Heather, but it had been easier with her. She wasn’t as…well, Hiccup felt bad calling the boy weird, but he was. From the very first moment Hiccup had seen him, he’d been weird, with all his staring and muttering, and the way he kept looking into thin air. Hiccup was starting to get a feeling this boy wasn’t quite…present.
On the bright side, at least it didn’t seem like he had the same kind of crazy as Dagur did.
Hiccup inwardly shook his head. This wasn’t the time to think about stuff like that. Weird or not, Hiccup had brought this boy here; it was his responsibility to help him.
“Hey…” he said softly, taking a few steps towards him. “It’s alright. This must all be very confusing, but if there’s anything I can do to help...”
“It’s confusing, alright,” the boy mumbled. He had a strange accent.
Hiccup slowly walked up to him, a little wary of the knife he was holding. “Do you need anything? …Water, maybe?” he asked.
The boy put down the knife and turned around. He seemed somehow even paler than before, and there was a kind of dread in his expression. But with what was obviously a conscious effort, he smiled.
“Water would be good,” he replied. His voice was thin.
Hiccup nodded and headed for the door. “I think I saw Gothi had some water cooling outside,” he said, pulling the door open. “If not, I have some in my—Woah, Toothless!”
Toothless’ giant green eyes stared back at him, his body blocking the entrance. He tilted his head in a silent question, as if asking Hiccup what was taking him so long. Hiccup was about to gently shoo him outside, but the quiet gasp behind him made him stop. He turned around to see the boy staring at Toothless with wide eyes. He started saying something in his language, but then shook his head, eyes flickering rapidly between Hiccup and Toothless.
“It’s—uh—You gave it a name?” he stammered.
Hiccup smiled. “Toothless is a he, and yes,” he said, and gently put his hands on Toothless when he gave a curious growl. “It’s okay. He won’t hurt you.”
The boy’s lips quivered a bit. “Tooth…Toothless,” he repeated, sounding a bit out of breath. “Okay. Toothless. Toothless…Toothless the dragon.” Then he surprised Hiccup with a small laugh. “And you’re friends with him?”
“Uh, yeah. It’s a long story,” Hiccup said, though the boy’s reaction made him wonder. “You…have seen a dragon before, right?”
The boy’s eyes snapped to Hiccup, his eyebrows rising to his hairline. “Would it be weird if I hadn’t?” he asked back.
Just how far away from home was this guy?
Hiccup exchanged a glance with Toothless, before he looked back at the boy. “A little, maybe,” he admitted. When the boy didn’t move, and kept his gaze trained uncertainly on Toothless, Hiccup sent him a smile. He motioned for Toothless to go back outside. Once he did, Hiccup motioned for the boy to follow.
The boy’s eyes widened, and for a moment it looked like he was going to refuse. But then he looked at Toothless again, and he straightened his back, walking over to Hiccup. “Is this a good idea?” he asked, a nervous smile growing on his lips.
“I’d say so. You’ll have a difficult time on Berk if you’re not used to dragons,” Hiccup said, leading the boy out onto the balcony.
“You don’t say,” the boy muttered, looking at Toothless with wonder in his hazel eyes.
Hiccup was happy to see that he didn’t cower in fear. In fact, the boy seemed fairly calm in the face of what the Berkians had once called the unholy offspring of lightning and death itself. Maybe the fact that the boy didn’t know about that lovely nickname helped.
“Hold your hand out like this,” Hiccup said, demonstrating. He held his hand up to Toothless face, giving him ample space to choose whether or not to meet him halfway. “And let him come to you.”
The boy sent him a look, a flash of skepticism passing over his face, but it quickly disappeared. He took a tentative step towards Toothless, following Hiccup’s instructions. Toothless looked calmly back at him. The boy took a shaky breath, and closed his eyes, turning his head away. He stood completely still. Toothless leaned forward, pressing his nose against the boy’s palm, and the boy’s eyes fluttered open. He looked back at Toothless, and though the word he whispered was unfamiliar to Hiccup, the awe in it was unmistakable.
“See?” Hiccup said. “Toothless won’t harm you. Right, bud?” He reached over, running his hand over Toothless’ scales, and Toothless crooned happily.
“Sounds like a yes,” the boy said, laughter in his voice. He let his hand fall, only to bring it up to his forehead.
Hiccup watched him with mild worry. He looked tired. Maybe being introduced to a dragon wasn’t the best way to recovery. And yet, the boy was smiling. It was a weary smile, but a genuine one. He looked back at Hiccup.
“Barely out of bed and I’ve already pet a dragon. What a day.” He laughed, though it sounded a bit feeble.
Hiccup smiled sympathetically, studying the boy. “My name is Hiccup,” he said, realizing that he hadn’t even introduced himself. The boy looked up, giving him a strange look. Hiccup sighed. “Yes, you got it right. Hiccup Horrendous Haddock,” he said, leaving out the “the Third” part. He held out his arm. “What’s your name?”
The boy looked down at Hiccup’s hand. He hesitated for so long, Hiccup started to worry he’d somehow grown a sixth finger or something, but then the boy reached out. Instead of grabbing Hiccup’s forearm like he’d expected, the boy took his hand. His hold was gentle, though it tightened after a couple of seconds.
“Jack—” the boy started, but cut himself off. He hesitated. Then his lips turned up in a lopsided smile, a little livelier than before. “Jackson Overland. But you can call me Jack.”
Notes:
Hey, this chapter is one day early because I'm away this weekend, and also the updating schedule might be a bit unreliable anyway so you better just get used to that lol. Thanks to SymbioteSpideypool, PrincessMerleen08, MAGICALMAGIC2, Michael and axmaree for your comments last chapter. I am reading and appreciating them, even if I'm not replying, but (North voice) very nice, keep up good work!
And at last, Hiccup. He's an interesting character and I feel like I still have a lot to learn about him, but I hope I still managed to keep him in character.
But anyway, thanks for reading, and please feel free to leave a comment ;^)
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Hiccup Horrendous Haddock left Jack with a water urn and the question of whether or not he wanted to eat dinner with the rest of the village. Jack had told him that he needed to look after Jamie until he woke up, so Hiccup proposed that he could stop by sometime before dinner and ask again, in case Jamie had woken up by then.
Jack agreed, and Hiccup climbed onto Toothless the dragon, who jumped off the balcony and descended to the village below. Jack remained standing at the edge of the balcony for a minute or two. Or five, or ten…until his arms started aching from holding the water urn, and a gentle tweeting made him turn around.
Baby Tooth was looking back at him, her eyes wide with worry. And pity. Jack sent her half a smile, then walked past her, back into the hut again. The wind was chilly, and his bare feet were ice cold; it was impossible to not notice, even if Jack tried very hard not to.
Baby Tooth followed him inside, and he closed the door, setting the water urn down on the floor. Jamie was still sleeping, and didn’t seem like he would be waking up any time soon.
Jack felt his legs go out beneath him, and he slid against the wall down to the floor, bringing his knees up to his chest. Hiccup Horrendous Haddock and Toothless the dragon – whose lack of teeth was strange but at least it explained the name – had been a brilliant distraction. He still couldn’t quite believe it. First he trips over his own feet at the sight of those terrifying beasts, and only a short hour later or less, he’s letting one of them press his giant snout against his hand.
Hiccup had been a nice distraction too, with his kind words and strange name…and his presence pushed Jack to forget how incredibly overwhelmed he was, or at least shove it to the back of his mind.
It was all very welcome. Jack hated dwelling on his feelings.
But now he was alone, save for Baby Tooth and the unconscious Jamie. However, Jack had already shown his less happy, less carefree, less Jack Frost side of him to Baby Tooth before; she couldn’t stop the thoughts inside Jack’s head from climbing to the surface.
Anyway, it seemed there wasn’t any Jack Frost left. Only Jackson Overland, who Jack had thought was gone forever, and yet he was right here, staring back at him in the reflection of a rusty knife…in this old hut, in this strange dragon-village, where people spoke a language Jack had never heard before and wore clothes like they were living in the past.
Jack let out a shaky breath, burrowing his head in his arms.
“Is this the past, Baby Tooth?” he murmured. “Is that what the time fragment did to us?”
She didn’t need to answer, because he already knew the truth. Maybe they’d been flung into some kind of alternative dimension as well, where dragons did exist. Or they were just so far into the past, even before Jack’s time as human, he wouldn’t have known whether or not some corners of the world had been inhabited by dragons at some point. But that was crazy, right? He didn’t know. It wasn’t like he’d ever taken a history class. He was so confused.
Baby Tooth chirped softly, and Jack felt her put her tiny hand onto his own. Jack lifted his head to look back at her.
“But why am I like this?” he asked her. “That’s the part I really don’t understand.”
Baby Tooth averted her eyes and shook her head; she didn’t know.
Jack sighed and looked down at his hands. He turned them over, flexing his fingers, before running them through his brown hair. Dread was building in his gut.
Because if he didn’t have his powers, how would he get them back? He hadn’t been Jackson Overland in 300 years. Did he even know how to be human anymore? Especially in a place that had fully fledged, real-life dragons roaming the sky. And the most important question, how would he be able to protect Jamie?
Was he even a Guardian anymore?
Baby Tooth chirped gently, flying over to the water urn. Jack looked at her and chuckled halfheartedly.
“Thanks, Baby Tooth,” he whispered, picking up the water urn again. He brought it to his lips, taking a tentative sip…and then another one, and another two, until he was chugging. When it was all but empty, he put the urn down, frowning at it. Had water ever tasted this good? Jack couldn’t remember. He couldn’t even remember what being thirsty felt like, but he supposed this was it.
There was a thud outside again, making Jack jolt back onto his feet. He almost knocked the water urn over, but grabbed it up and carried it out of the way. The door opened a few seconds later, and in came a short, hunchbacked old lady, wearing a brown leather tunic and a horned helmet. Her hair was long and gray, tied into a couple of braids, and she was holding a wooden staff with bones tied to it. This had to be the village elder Hiccup had mentioned – Gothi; he had never seen anyone as befitting the title as ‘village elder’ than this woman.
Even if he knew it would happen, Jack still felt a jolt of surprise when her eyes locked with his.
“Uh…hello,” Jack greeted tentatively. He really hoped this truly was Gothi, or else he thought he might be in danger. Did he feel threatened by an old lady half his height? Yes. Yes, he did.
Gothi didn’t reply, but even if she had, Jack wouldn’t have caught what she said, because he got distracted; just then he spotted what he assumed was a dragon, along with three other creatures he also just had to assume were dragons, even if none of them struck him as such. The biggest one was round, with a huge head but small wings, and large pointy teeth. The others were tiny, at least by dragon standards, about the size of a large house cat. Two of them were green and one was red, and they were flocking around the big dragon like excited puppies. The big dragon seemed to be eating rocks.
Gothi closed the door, and Jack’s attention was forced back to her. She sent him a long look, eyes going up and down his body before they went over to Jamie. She brought a hand to her chin, scratching it thoughtfully, before she wobbled over to the part of the room Jack dubbed the ‘witch corner’. Maybe that was disrespectful to a village healer. Hopefully she couldn’t read minds.
Jack shifted his weight, sending Baby Tooth a look. She just shrugged in reply, looking as bewildered as Jack felt.
“You’re…Gothi, right?” Jack asked, stumbling slightly over the name.
Gothi turned around and nodded, before she turned back to the table. She opened a pot and poured some kind of liquid into a bowl. Jack taste North’s medicine at the sight of it.
“I was told you’ve been taking care of us,” he continued, walking closer to Jamie.
Gothi stopped moving. She sent Jack a narrow look.
Jack swallowed. “What?”
Gothi glanced at the door, before she sighed and shook her head. She continued pouring the pot’s content into the bowl then picked it up and walked over to Jack. She held the bowl out to him.
Jack wasn’t sure if he wanted to accept it. “Am I…supposed to drink that?” he asked.
Gothi nodded. Jack was about to carefully decline, but the look Gothi sent him made it clear that he didn’t have a choice in the matter. Arguing with North had been one thing – at least Jack had had a small hope that he might be able to talk himself out of being spoon fed, even if he did end up losing the argument – but this old lady was quiet and slightly menacing in her own way. Jack cleared his throat and took the bowl.
“Thanks,” he mumbled, looking down at the brownish…soup? He didn’t know what it was.
Gothi smiled ever so slightly, and then motioned for Jack to sit down with her staff. Jack tentatively did as she said, and Gothi walked away. Jack could hear her walking across the room, the floorboards creaking beneath her weight. Outside, the dragons were squawking and growling, but if Gothi didn’t react, Jack supposed it was normal.
“You’re not much of a talker,” Jack said.
Gothi didn’t reply.
Jack tapped his fingers against the bowl, before he steeled himself and took a sip – and gagged. North’s medicine had nothing on this. Jack almost yearned for it, if it meant he didn’t have to drink this. At least North had tried to remedy his miraculous cure with some sugar – this was like eating mud. No, Jack had faceplanted enough times to know that this was even worse than mud.
Baby Tooth tweeted at him, flying in front of his face as he grimaced.
“It’s horrible,” he whispered to her in English.
Baby Tooth smiled sympathetically.
Then Gothi was coming back, and Jack looked up, desperate for a reason to not eat anymore of the soup. His heart skipped a beat.
“My staff!” he gasped. He set the bowl down to get to his feet. Gothi smiled that little smile of hers and held the staff out to him. Jack reached out to take it…but hesitated. In Gothi’s hand, the staff just looked like a regular wooden stick. No frost and no magical properties. Normally, frost would appear on the staff the minute Jack touched it, and he would be able to fly…but things weren’t normal, and Jack wasn’t sure if he was ready to face that truth. If he took the staff in his hands and it did nothing…
Gothi was giving him an inquisitive look. Faintly, he wondered why she had kept the staff in a separate room, but he knew he wouldn't get an answer if he asked. He pressed his lips together and grabbed the staff.
Nothing happened.
Jack had trouble finding his voice for a few seconds. He glanced at Gothi and nodded. “Thank you,” he said, gripping the staff with his other hand as well. There was no frost, and no feeling of weightlessness. There was nothing.
Gothi nodded, heading back to the front door. The dragons exited first, but before Gothi followed, she turned around and gestured at the bowl on the floor, sending Jack a stern look. Then, still without a word, she walked out and closed the door.
Jack sank back onto the fur skin, holding his staff close to his chest. He let out a long, shaky breath, his eyes sliding shut.
“That settles it, I guess,” Jack mumbled, rubbing his face.
He could feel a headache rapidly coming his way, as well as another sensation in his stomach. Hunger, he realized. It had been a while. Jack sighed, looking up at Baby Tooth. He sent her a tired, joyless smile.
“I’m officially human again.”
Hiccup tried his best to hide that is mind was elsewhere while he and the others were out training with their dragons. He was doing a pretty good job, up until the point where Snotlout did something – something that apparently was reckless and very Snotlout-y, but Hiccup hadn’t been paying attention to see what it was – and Hiccup’s response had been, “Very good, Snotlout, you’ve improved so much,” earning disbelieving looks from all of them, including Snotlout.
“What? I mean—yeah. Yeah! Did you hear that?” Snotlout then boasted, crossing his arms from where he sat atop a disgruntled Hookfang. “That was all a part of the plan.”
“Almost crashing into that rock was a part of the plan?” Fishlegs asked dryly.
“Shut up, Fishlegs. You wouldn’t understand.”
Astrid was sending Hiccup a long look, and Hiccup pressed his lips nervously together.
“Maybe…reduce the almost crashing into rocks part, yeah,” he added. He looked up to the sky to see where the sun was. “Oh, look, it’s almost time for dinner. I should head back, there’s something I have to do before—”
“Hold on,” Astrid interrupted, and Hiccup already knew he’d been busted when he met her eyes. “What’s going on with you today? You’ve been acting weird since we got here.”
Hiccup wasn’t a very good liar. Especially not in front of Astrid.
“I…don’t know what you’re talking about,” he said averting his eyes.
Astrid crossed her arms. “Why do you have to leave early?” she challenged.
“To…” Hiccup started, but trailed off when he realized that even if he’d come up with a decent lie, he wouldn’t have been able to deliver it anyway. The others were staring expectantly at him too now, and he sighed. “I visited Gothi earlier, and one of them was awake. The older one. I said I’d stop by before dinner in case he felt well enough to join us.”
“You talked to him?” Ruffnut asked, her eyes going wide.
“What did he say?” Tuffnut asked, wearing a copy of his sister’s expression.
“What was he like?” followed Fishlegs.
“Why didn’t you say anything?” Snotlout demanded.
“Because the guy just woke up from surviving a blizzard,” Hiccup replied, irritated. “Do you think I’m going to let you bombard him with questions when he’s already tired enough as it is?”
Tuffnut huffed. “Harsh,” he muttered. Hiccup ignored him.
“How is he?” Astrid asked, losing the annoyed tilt to her brows.
Hiccup thought back to their meeting, frowning. “Better than I thought he would be,” he replied. “He looked exhausted and all, but he didn’t look like he had a fever or anything. He was actually pretty chipper, considering.” For the most part, anyway, he added inwardly.
Astrid hummed thoughtfully. “That’s very strange,” she said.
“Yeah…Everything about him is strange,” Hiccup muttered. Then he shook his head. “Well, I’m going to fly over there and check with him. And no, you’re not coming with me.”
The protests came immediately, but Hiccup just shook his head.
“You’ll see him eventually anyway,” he said. “Right now, he probably needs to be alone to recover. Bringing the whole party might…scare him.”
Hiccup had trouble believing that, after he saw how Jack had reacted to Toothless. Shocked, but not exactly afraid. A few annoying Vikings were probably no problem, but even so, Hiccup knew he wouldn’t appreciate their company if he were in Jack’s shoes.
Or lack thereof. He should get himself some shoes.
“Scare him,” Snotlout repeated with a snort, rolling his eyes. He flexed. “Well, I guess I do seem imposing. I just can’t help it.”
“Aaand that’s my queue to leave,” Hiccup said. “I’ll see you guys at dinner.” He didn’t give them anymore time to argue before Toothless took off, and they set course back to the village.
Before coming to Gothi’s hut, however, he made a small stop at home, and fetched a pair of his old boots, thrown away in a chest in his room. Sure, they were worn, but at least the quality was good, and one of the few shoes he had left that were a pair…and it was definitely better than walking around barefoot. He only hoped they wouldn’t be too small. Not much of a welcome gift, really, but it would have to do.
Hiccup noted the half-eaten pile of rocks on Gothi’s balcony when he landed, along with some dried spots of lava. Gothi must’ve been home at one point, but right now she was probably in the Great Hall with everyone else. She really should be careful with that Gronckle-drool, though, unless she wanted to burn her house down. Hiccup shook his head, and jumped off Toothless, patting his head as he walked by.
His hand was inches from the door when he heard the distinct sound of wings flapping behind him. He turned around, giving the whole dragon rider gang a dirty look.
“What did I tell you?”
Snotlout gave a laugh. “Who put you in charge?” he asked back, making the twins snicker.
Hiccup ignored him and sent Astrid an exasperated look instead. “You too?” he asked.
Astrid shrugged. “They were going anyway,” she said. “Who was I to stop them?”
“Astrid!”
“Hey, I was there when we found them! I want to make sure they’re alright too!” Astrid argued.
“It’s only polite to introduce ourselves to our guests,” Fishlegs tried, but shut up once Hiccup sent him a glower.
“And we want to settle whether or not he’s some kind of fay,” Ruffnut said.
“Or troll,” Tuffnut added.
“Troll?” Hiccup repeated incredulously. “That’s crazy even for you two! How’d you even get that idea?”
“Hey, we all know you’re the one who went looking for trolls when you were younger,” Tuffnut shot back, holding a finger up importantly. “And! You never found one, so who knows what they look like.”
“Trolls don’t wear shoes, Hiccup,” Ruffnut said matter-of-factly.
Hiccup stared at them. “Trolls aren’t real! And Jack is definitely not—”
“Trolls aren’t real?”
Hiccup spun around and almost tripped over his own legs. The door was open, and Jack was leaning against its frame, an amused look on his tired face. In his right hand, he was holding the staff Hiccup had found him with. He didn’t look much better than he had before, aside from the slightest of color in his cheeks. Gothi must’ve served him her infamous soup.
“Jack,” Hiccup said. Warmth was creeping up his neck and he had to use all his willpower not to turn around and glower at the others. “Uh, no, they aren’t. Um…how much of that did you hear?”
Jack smiled. “The walls aren’t exactly soundproof,” he replied, his eyes going up to the others. He huffed, shaking his head in disbelief. “You all ride dragons?” he asked.
The dragon riders exchanged glances, before they all broke into different variations of boisterous poses – save for Astrid, who was watching Jack curiously.
“Alright, well…since you’re all here already, even if I specifically told you not to come…” Hiccup said and glanced at Jack, gesturing at the others. “These are Berk’s first dragon riders, and also my friends. Snotlout, Ruffnut and Tuffnut, Fishlegs and Astrid.”
Jack made a face like he was impressed. “Interesting names,” he commented, and Hiccup blinked. Seeing how timid Jack had been during their first proper meeting, the vaguely rude comment took him by surprise. Not that anyone on Berk were ashamed of their rather ugly names; it was said to fight off gnomes and trolls after all.
Clearly that didn’t work, if Jack was one.
“And the dragons?” Jack asked. “Do they have names?”
“Of course,” Snotlout said, patting his dragon proudly. “This is Hookfang. He’s a Monstrous Nightmare, as you can see, and just as his rider, he’s the strongest, fastest, most fearsome—”
“This is Stormfly,” Astrid interrupted, sending Jack a smile. “Don’t worry about Snotlout. He’s just like that.”
“Hey!”
“And this is Meatlug,” Fishlegs said, as Meatlug flew closer and dropped onto the balcony, wobbling over to the rocks Gothi’s dragon had left behind. “She’s a Gronckle, but don’t let that scare you; she’s the sweetest dragon you’ll ever meet.”
Ruffnut made a retching sound at that.
“And this is Belch,” Tuffnut said, then gestured at the dragon’s second head.
“And this is Barf,” Ruffnut said, crossing her arms proudly.
“The heads have different names, even if they’re the same dragon?” Jack asked.
“Well, they don’t share the same brain,” Tuffnut said.
“Unlike the twins,” Hiccup mumbled under his breath, quiet enough so the others wouldn’t hear. Jack heard, however, and visibly held back a laugh, a grin crinkling the corners of his eyes.
“Are you gonna tell us your name?” Astrid asked.
Jack sent Hiccup a curious look. “Not a gossiper, I see,” he commented. “I would’ve been telling everyone about the weird barefooted guy if I were you.” He smiled at him, before turning back to the others. “My name is Jackson Overland, but like I told Hiccup earlier, you can call me Jack.”
Tuffnut snorted. “And he says our names are weird,” he said, making Ruffnut snicker.
Jack raised a brow but didn’t retort.
“Don’t mind them either,” Hiccup mumbled awkwardly, scratching his cheek.
“I don’t,” Jack replied with a chuckle, before taking a step out onto the balcony, closing the door behind himself. “I’ve never had such a grand welcome committee before. Maybe except—” He cut himself off, shaking his head. “No, on second thought, dragons are cooler than North’s, uh, helpers.”
Hiccup had no idea what he was talking about, but he was glad Jack was enough at ease to talk.
“Who’s North?” Snotlout asked, narrowing his eyes. “And what do you mean by helpers?”
“Also, technically this isn’t a welcome committee,” Fishlegs said.
“Is it true you were dropped in the forest as an offering to the forest spirits?” Tuffnut asked. “If so, who dropped you there?”
Hiccup facepalmed. “Oh, for Thor’s sake…I knew this would happen.”
Jack looked confused, but at least he didn’t look offended. He tilted his head to the side. “Forest spirits?” he repeated, then looked at Hiccup. “Did you just say ‘Thor’?”
Hiccup was about to answer, but then a horn sounded below them, and the dragons stirred. Jack did as well, alarm alight in his face.
“It’s dinnertime,” Hiccup quickly said with a small chuckle. “Nothing to worry about.”
“Race you on the way down!” Snotlout yelled, already turning Hookfang around.
“Hey, no fair!” Ruffnut yelled back, she and Tuffnut quick to follow.
And in the blink of an eye, the dragon riders had disappeared, because dinner was apparently more exciting than their guest who might be a troll or an offer to the forest spirits. Most of them anyway; Astrid remained. Stormfly landed on the balcony and Astrid hopped off.
“They can be a bit much sometimes,” she told Jack.
“Really?” Jack asked with a grin. “Which one of them came up with the troll theory?”
Hiccup held back a groan. “Sorry about that,” he muttered, rubbing his forehead. “You’re probably still tired – I told them not to come.”
Jack shrugged. “They seem fun,” he just said with a lopsided smile – though it faltered a second later. “Jamie hasn’t woken up yet. I can’t risk him waking up without me. Thanks for the offer, though – I’m sure your dinner is better than the soup Gothi gave me.”
Both Hiccup and Astrid cringed.
“Sorry you had to go through that,” Astrid said with a laugh. “Still, it’s not the worst Gothi could’ve cooked up to heal you. You’re lucky.”
There was a hint of worry in Jack’s expression. “…She’s an interesting old lady,” he said, and sounded only half-sarcastic. “Do I want to know?”
“Oh, there’s many stories,” Hiccup said, shaking his head. “But I don’t think you’ll have to worry about that. If—uh…” What was his name again? “If your brother is in as good shape as you are, you’ll be out of here in no time.”
For a moment, Jack only looked at him without talking. “Oh…Alright,” he then said, shifting his weight.
Hiccup felt like he’d taken a wrong turn. “Uh, I mean—you probably didn’t plan on staying here,” he said, and got a warning look from Astrid. Was he making it worse? “Right?” he added weakly.
“Not really, no,” Jack replied, twirling his staff in his hand. He opened his mouth as if to say something more but seemed to change his mind. He frowned. “I don’t really know how things work around here, but…we’re really far from home. I didn’t plan on…staying here, but I have a feeling I won’t have much of a choice.” The last part came out in a slightly dejected mumble.
Astrid’s hand twitched, as if she wanted to reach out to him, but she stopped herself. “Why did you come here in the first place?” she asked. Hiccup gave her an uncertain look, but Astrid replied with a determined one of her own. She looked back at Jack. “I don’t mean to pry, but things have been tense lately. People are paranoid. And the way we found you wasn’t exactly normal.”
“So you helped us as well?” Jack asked.
Astrid narrowed her eyes a fraction. “It was Hiccup and I,” she said. “But that doesn’t answer my question.”
Jack looked back at her, the last remnant of his smile fading away. He was quiet for a few seconds, before he shook his head. “I don’t remember,” he replied.
Hiccup and Astrid stared at him.
“Nothing?” Hiccup asked.
Jack shook his head. “Nope,” he said, switching his hold on his staff to his other hand. “One moment I was out in the woods with Jamie, and next thing I know…” He gestured at Toothless and Stormfly, who both stirred at having Jack’s attention. “Dragons.”
Hiccup frowned. Jack sounded genuine, but he’d met his fair share of liars; he couldn’t just take his word for it. Memory loss was the easiest lie to tell too. Was he hiding something from them? He glanced at Astrid, and could tell that the same thoughts were running through her head.
Evidently, it seemed Jack could tell as well, because his gaze became guarded and his stance tense.
“I understand if you don’t trust me…” he started, but seemed to struggle with his words, “…and I don’t really have any way of proving that I’m not up to no good. But I need—” He cut himself off and looked down at the floorboards. “I need to keep Jamie safe. He’s—he’s all that I have, and I’m all that he has right now.”
Hiccup and Astrid were both paranoid; after everything that happened with Johann, and with the two boys’ inexplicable appearance, trust didn’t come easy. At the same time, there was something about Jack that thawed that mistrust. Hiccup couldn’t tell what it was, because Jack did have a sort of foxlike quality, somewhat reminiscent of the twins, that should’ve had the opposite effect of what he was feeling. Maybe because it was a boyish mischievousness rather than a malicious one. Or maybe it was just the transparency of his love for his younger brother, which shined through everything about him, body and words, as clear as day; Hiccup felt inclined to give him the benefit of the doubt, despite everything.
“You’ll have to talk to my father,” Hiccup said.
Astrid cut him a glance; obviously she wasn’t as charmed as Hiccup.
Jack frowned. “Your father?” he repeated.
Oh, right; Hiccup hadn’t told him about that yet. “The chief,” Hiccup said, awkwardly shifting his weight. “He’s called Stoick the Vast, and I don’t envy that talk, but…I really doubt you’ll find any way around it.”
“You’re the chief’s son?” Jack asked, a smile making its way onto his face again. It was still lopsided, and Hiccup thought to himself that if Jack wanted to prove to them that he wasn’t up to no good, he should really lose that smile. “Why didn’t you say so earlier? Your Highness…” He bowed.
Astrid snorted then, and Hiccup felt heat crawl up his neck. At least Jack hadn’t been intimidated, which was why Hiccup had left out this information in the first place, but this wasn’t much better.
“Because of reactions like that,” he replied dryly, and Jack laughed.
“Sorry, sorry,” he said, unapologetically. He cleared his throat. “Well, that’s fine, I guess. As long as he doesn’t throw me in a dungeon or anything.” He paused, sending them both a look. “He won’t throw me in a dungeon, right?”
It was Hiccup and Astrid’s turn to laugh.
“Probably not,” Astrid said. “As long as you act at least slightly decent.”
Hiccup smiled fondly at her. “Us Berkians don’t have very high standards, so I wouldn’t worry about that,” he added.
“Oh, good,” Jack said. “I’ve heard I’m a menace.”
“You’ll fit right in, then,” Hiccup said. Then he remembered something. “Oh, I have something for you,” he said, and turned to Toothless. He walked around him and reached for the boots he’d left dangling from the saddle. He held them out to Jack. “You might’ve survived a blizzard, but if you keep going around barefoot, you’ll catch a cold eventually.”
Jack’s brows furrowed, his eyes flickering between Hiccup and the boots. “I don’t—” he started, but cut himself off again. He sighed. “Alright…I guess that’s necessary.”
Astrid looked bewildered. Hiccup wanted to say, I told you he was weird, but saved it for later.
“Nice boots, though,” Jack added, accepting the boots from Hiccup. For whatever reason, he didn’t seem overly enthusiastic about the prospect of wearing shoes, but before Hiccup could ask – if he even dared – Jack suddenly looked up. “Uh…thank you, I mean,” he quickly said. “That’s…It’s very nice of you.”
“They’re just my old boots,” Hiccup said, scratching his cheek.
“Why are you barefoot anyway?” Astrid asked, always more courageous than Hiccup.
Jack shrugged. “They’re in the way,” he said.
Hiccup decided that there were just some things about this guy that he’d never understand. That notion was emphasized when Jack suddenly blinked, his gaze going distant, before he turned around and carefully opened the door. He peeked inside, letting out a relieved breath. He turned back to Hiccup and Astrid.
“Jamie is waking up,” he said quietly. “I’ll—I’ll catch up with you later. Talk to your dad and all that, yeah?” He was already inside the hut again, obviously in a hurry.
Hiccup just nodded. “Yes, right,” he said, trying to catch a glimpse of the kid, but Jack was blocking his view. “Um…good luck?”
Jack’s smile was slightly strained. “Thanks,” he muttered.
“Come on, Hiccup,” Astrid said, and started dragging him back to their dragons. “See you, Jack.”
Jack nodded at them, before closing the door. Hiccup and Astrid climbed back onto their dragons, but before jumping off the balcony to join the others, they both shared a look, knowing what the other was thinking:
“Did you see that?” Astrid asked. “How did he know he was waking up?”
Hiccup shook his head. “I’m beginning to think asking questions will just lead to more questions with that guy,” he muttered.
Jamie’s head felt like it was filled with cotton. His entire body felt heavy, and it ached when he tried to move – especially the side of his head. His eyelids were hard to open.
He faintly heard a door opening and closing, and then the slightest sound of footsteps coming towards him. Whoever it was was light and swift, and Jamie wondered for a moment if Sophie had snuck into his room again. His mom would berate her if she did; she didn’t want Sophie to catch Jamie’s cold as well.
“Jamie…It’s okay.”
That wasn’t Sophie. Jamie frowned, shifting in his bed. His eyelids were so heavy, but when he felt a hand on his shoulder, he forced himself to open them.
The room he was in was dark. The only light source, judging by how it was flickering, had to come from a candle or a fire, but it was far from enough. Jamie could barely see anything.
Fire…The gears in Jamie’s head turned as his memories started coming back to him. This reminded him of something; it was almost the same as when he’d woken up in Santa’s workshop. Was he still back there? And that voice…He struggled to focus on the figure beside him, expecting to see the white hair of Jack.
He didn’t, and Jamie jerked away in alarm. It took him a moment to find his voice
“Who—who are you?” he asked. He was surprised by the sound of his own voice; it was so hoarse and weak, he almost didn’t recognize himself.
The boy – who still looked kind of blurry to Jamie – was quiet for a couple of seconds. Jamie blinked, trying to clear the image of him. Brown eyes came into view, along with a pair of arhed eyebrows, thin lips and faint freckles. There were heavy bags under his eyes. The boy smiled faintly.
“It’s okay,” he said, holding his palms up. Jamie felt a small jolt in his chest; that voice didn’t belong to him. “I know this must seem scary, but you’re okay, Jamie. It’s…me, Jack. Jack Frost.”
Jack Frost? Jamie stared at him. “You don’t look like Jack Frost,” he told him.
The boy who claimed to be Jack Frost pressed his lips together, his shoulders sinking. “I know,” he said. “But—”
Whatever he was going to say never came out, because he got distracted by something small and colorful appearing in front of his face. Jamie blinked.
“B-Baby Tooth?” he croaked.
Baby Tooth nodded vigorously, happily chirping at him. She flickered in front of his face, and though Jamie couldn’t understand anything she was saying, he got the general idea that she had been worried. Even if all he heard was tweeting, she sounded like a frantic mother.
But if Baby Tooth was here…Jamie looked back at the boy, whose face had softened as he looked at Baby Tooth. He could see Baby Tooth, and Baby Tooth seemed okay around him…and now that Jamie could see a bit better in the dim lighting, his face really was a mirror image of Jack’s; even his freckles were all in the right place.
“What’s going on?” Jamie asked tentatively.
Jack – if it really was him – averted his eyes, his smile fading. “I…don’t really know,” he admitted. His brows furrowed, and once again, Jamie could see how much he looked like Jack. Was it really him?
“…What happened to you?” he asked.
“I don’t know.”
“Where are we?”
“I don’t—well.” The boy looked around the hut, letting out a small huff of air. “This hut belongs to an old lady called Gothi. She’s been helping us recover. And we’re currently in a place called Berk.”
“Berk,” Jamie repeated. It sounded completely unfamiliar. He looked down at his hands, and then finally noticed what he’d been sleeping on. Not on a bed, but some kind of fur. Judging by the smell, it was real. Beside him was a hearth, its flames crackling softly.
And all of a sudden, Jamie remembered. He brought a hand to his head. His heart was speeding up, and pressure was forming in his chest. He wanted to look to Jack for support, because he always seemed to know what to do, but he wasn’t even sure if the boy sitting beside him was Jack.
Baby Tooth tweeted softly, landing in front of him to put a hand on Jamie’s.
“I have this.”
Jamie looked up to see that the boy was holding out a piece of paper to him. It took a moment before Jamie recognized it, and he carefully accepted it.
“Found it in my pocket. I never did get the chance to hang it in North’s workshop, but…now I’m kinda happy I didn’t.” The boy chuckled softly, as Jamie unfolded the paper. It was his own drawing, Jack’s Christmas present. There were a few seconds of silence.
Jamie looked up, struggling to find his voice. “…You’re really him?” he asked, even if he thought he already believed it.
Jack smiled faintly and nodded, though the smile lacked any actual happiness. “There’s…a lot I need to tell you, Jamie,” he said carefully. “Of where we are and what I think happened.”
“The…the thing…” Jamie started. “I fell from the sleigh. You caught me. I remember that.”
“Yes, but…” Jack seemed to struggle with his words. “…I wasn’t strong enough to change our course. The fragment pulled us in, and…transported us here, I guess. We were found in the middle of a blizzard, of all things…” Jack shook his head. “Not that I remember that. I just remember the snow, and then I was here. Looking like this.” He gestured to himself, clearly not happy with the fact.
It took a few seconds before Jamie registered what that implied.
“They can see you?” he asked in awe.
Jack became very quiet, as opposed to the happiness Jamie had expected. Why wouldn’t Jack want to be seen?
Jack traced his hand over his staff, which was lying on the floor beside him.
“I don’t have my powers, Jamie,” he said.
Jamie stared at him. “Why not?”
Jack pursed his lips and shrugged. “Dunno,” he said. “But I’m not invisible, so that’s good, I guess. Thing is, I’m not invisible because I’m not…I mean, I’m…” He let out a shaky breath, like a laugh that never quite made it out. “I’m human.”
Jamie frowned. That was…not good news, was it? That sounded like bad news. Judging by Jack’s dejected expression, it was definitely bad news. But surely, he knew what to do, right? He always did.
“So…” Jamie started. “What…now?”
Jack opened his mouth to answer, but just then there was a sound coming from outside that made Jamie jolt up into a sitting position, heart thumping in his chest.
“What was that?” he whispered.
“Oh, that’s…” Jack laughed, and even if the sound – the shriek? The screech? The roar? – had been terrifying, if Jack could laugh about it, it probably wasn’t so bad. He sent Jamie a smile and offered him a hand. “Feel well enough to stand? I think you’re gonna like this.”
Jamie glanced at Baby Tooth, but she just smiled secretively. So, he took Jack’s hand, and shakily got to his feet.
“What is it?” Jamie asked as they walked towards the door.
“There’s a lot of strange things about this place, but it all gets outshined by the, uh…” Jack weighed his words before opening the door. “…pets?”
They walked out onto a wooden balcony without any railing. The wind was in Jamie’s hair immediately, and he could tell that they were far above the ground. In front of them was a beautiful view of the ocean. The sun had just disappeared behind the horizon, and the Moon and the stars reflected in the water, brighter than any night sky Jamie had ever seen.
What really caught Jamie’s attention, however, were the flying silhouettes in that sky. He felt his face go slack. When he spoke, his voice barely made it out:
“Dragons?”
Jack crouched beside him, following the dragons with his eyes. “Dragons,” he confirmed.
“But…” Jamie started, and found himself pinching his own arm…but like with Santa’s workshop, this wasn’t a dream either. “…dragons aren’t…”
The word ‘real’ halted on his tongue; he wasn’t the type to throw that word around lightly.
Jack hummed. “Seems pretty real to me,” he replied.
Jamie stared at him, then felt a grin spread on his face. He leaned on Jack’s shoulder as he sat down beside him, turning his gaze back to the dragons in the sky. “You never told me there were dragons,” he said.
“That’s because I didn’t know,” Jack said, amused. “Trust me; I was as shocked as you were when I first saw them, if not more. I even tripped over my own feet.”
Jamie snorted, but it made him wonder. “Why didn’t you know?” he asked, looking back at him.
There was a kind of glint in Jack’s eyes that revealed before he even said anything that he was about to say something in that jokingly haughty way he sometimes did; it made Jamie all the more certain that this really was Jack. He cleared his throat.
“I know I come off as this wise, all-knowing type of person,” he started, smiling at Jamie when he laughed. Jack then broke his character, letting out a small exhale as he looked back up at the sky. “…but I’ve never seen a dragon, nor have I heard they ever existed. If so, it was before my time.”
Before Jack’s time…Jamie didn’t even know for sure how far back that meant, but it didn’t matter. Jack had made him realize something…something that made his stomach tighten and his head spin a little. He looked over the edge of the balcony.
The village below them was nothing like Jamie had ever seen before. It was hard to see in the darkness, and the only light came from what looked like torches – not streetlamps or anything like that. Most of the buildings seemed to be made out of wood, with some exceptions like a huge stone staircase and statues of what looked like horned people – and everything was huddled together in a way that looked kind of haphazard and chaotic. Still, it was pretty in its own way; the houses had tall, curved roofs and some were painted in bright colors. It all made the village look…old, like pictures Jamie had seen in his history book.
Jamie bit the inside of his cheek, sitting back. He looked up at Jack.
“We went back in time,” he said. It wasn’t a question.
Jack was quiet for a few seconds, before he nodded. “It seems we did,” he confirmed. He turned to look at Jamie with a questioning expression. “Are you scared?” he asked gently.
Yes. Jamie pressed his lips together, then shrugged. “Should I be scared?” he asked back, dodging the question.
And to his relief, Jack smiled. “Nah,” he said, leaning back on his arms to look up at the sky again. Jamie could see where his eyes lingered: the Moon. “After battling and defeating the Nightmare King, I’d say we’ve been through worse.”
Baby Tooth, who’d settled on Jack’s shoulder again, chirped in agreement.
Jamie nodded, following his gaze. “I did ask for an adventure,” he mumbled, mostly to himself. Between the aching in his body and Jack losing his powers, it wasn’t quite what he’d imagined, but…it would be fine. Wouldn’t it?
He felt Jack’s eyes on him and looked up to meet them. It was strange to see him with brown hair and brown eyes. Not bad, but it was something he’d have to get used to.
“I’ll get us home, Jamie,” Jack said seriously, placing a hand on Jamie’s shoulder and squeezing gently. “Powers or not, we’ll find a way. I promise.”
And Jamie believed him.
Notes:
One thing I've thought about is that I'm not sure if Vikings even shook hands when they introduced themselves... but these Vikings are already wearing horned helmets, so historical accuracy has long been thrown out the window, who cares
After my last fic, writing fics that are like, under 10k words per chapter is really weird, but the story is slowly advancing forward. I'm just started writing chapter 11 so we're going strong boys :^)
Please leave a comment and tell me what you liked, or what questions you ask yourself, or even what you hope will happen! I'd love to hear. Also, tell me if you find typos if you wanna lol
Chapter 6: The Man in the Moon is entirely unhelpful - yet again
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Chapter Text
As darkness fell, it got colder. Neither Jack or Jamie wore particularly warm clothing, and Jack was still barefoot, so sitting outside became more and more uncomfortable…and this fact was strange to Jack. As Jack Frost, it wasn’t like he’d been unable to feel the cold – on the contrary, he felt every change in the temperature, but he welcomed it. Jack Frost loved the cold, whether it was just a mild winter breeze or a blizzard on the North Pole.
Jackson Overland did not like the cold.
But Jack was stubborn; he kept sitting on Gothi’s balcony, with his freezing feet dangling over the edge. At least the starry night was clear and beautiful. Jack kept finding himself looking at the Moon, feeling like a serious talk was due between him and Manny.
Jack’s silent lie was exposed when a gust of wind blew at them, and an involuntary shiver went through his body. Jamie’s eyes snapped up to him.
“Are you cold?” he asked.
Jack didn’t quite meet his eyes, but pulled the corners of his lips into a faint smile. “It’s a bit chilly,” he admitted.
“Huh…that’s weird,” Jamie said.
“Yeah…sure is." He brought his knees to his chest. “We can go back inside if you’re cold,” he suggested.
Jamie didn’t immediately answer, and Jack turned to him to see that he was looking out into the air with a frown on his face. Then he caught Jack’s gaze, and he shrugged. “I’m alright,” he said. He sounded distracted.
Jack raised a brow. “Jamie?”
Jamie pressed his lips together, folding his hands. He looked up at Jack again. “How does it feel?” he asked uncertainly. “You know…to be like this? To be…human.”
It was a question Jack was unsure if he was ready to answer. Not just because he wasn’t sure how to, but also because he didn’t quite want to accept it. Surely, there was a way to reverse it, so maybe he didn’t need to come to terms with it at all…It would be easier that way. Not that anything ever seemed to be easy with him.
Jack looked away thoughtfully, pursing his lips. He hummed. “I feel…heavier,” he said. “Might be because I can’t fly anymore. Also, I have this really strange feeling in my stomach, like…” He patted his stomach like North would do. "Not exactly painful, but—”
Jack’s stomach rumbled. The sensation had been building up for a little while, and Jack knew an opportunity when he saw one. Or in this case, felt one.
Jamie laughed, his head falling back. “You’re hungry!” he said, before giving Jack a weird look. “You’ve never felt hunger before? Don’t you need to eat?”
“I guess I do now,” Jack said, avoiding the first question; the fact that he’d been human before he was a spirit was definitely a conversation he wasn’t ready to share, especially since he still remembered so little about his past life. “Aren’t you hungry?”
Jamie’s eyes narrowed, and he nodded. “When you mention it…” he started, but trailed off when he spotted something below them. Jack followed his eyes.
“Oh,” he said with a small frown. He thought Hiccup would be bringing them dinner, but apparently not.
Gothi was flying on her small – well, smaller – dragon towards them. It looked almost exactly like Fishlegs’ dragon…What had he called it again? A Gockle? Grongle? Gringle? Jack and Jamie got to their feet and backed away as Gothi flew up to the balcony, landing with a thud that shook the entire hut. Jack got a belated nervous jolt in his stomach when he realized that he wouldn’t be able to fly if this hut fell apart.
“Jack,” Jamie hissed from where he was standing slightly behind him, watching Gothi climb off her dragon.
“Hello, Gothi,” Jack greeted her in that other language. Though he’d never heard her reply to anything before, it was still fascinating that she actually responded to his voice. Jack supposed it would take him a few days to get used to being seen and heard by everyone. “How was dinner?”
As expected, Gothi didn’t say anything. She did, however, smile at him, before grabbing a woven basket hanging from the dragon’s saddle. She walked over to Jack and handed it to him, before sending Jamie a look. She nodded at him.
Jamie hesitated for a moment. “Uh…hello,” he said in English, sending Jack a bewildered look.
Gothi studied them, before she gestured at her dragon, and the two of them wobbled inside the hut, still without saying a word. Jamie stared after the dragon, mouth hanging open.
Jack removed the rag covering the basket. It contained a bowl of some kind of muddy brown stew and some pieces of bread – though they looked more like rocks than bread. It wasn’t the prettiest food he’d seen, but Jack wouldn’t judge. No matter how disgusting it looked. Or smelled.
“What did you say?” Jamie asked with awe the second Gothi disappeared into the hut. “What language was that?”
“Oh, that…I don’t know,” Jack said, and grinned at Jamie’s confused expression. He looked around for Baby Tooth and found her in the basket, inspecting the food with a skeptical expression. “I’m not fully orientated on what’s allowed or not among tooth fairies, but I have a feeling Jamie will need to be able to understand what people are saying around here too. Baby Tooth?”
Baby Tooth looked up at her name, and Jack sent her a smile.
“Could you do that thing you did?” he asked.
Jamie looked confused as Baby Tooth flew up in front of his face. His eyes went wide as she touched his forehead, and Jack quickly steadied him when his body started swaying dangerously.
“Yeah, it feels really weird,” Jack sympathized as Jamie grabbed onto his arm to keep his balance.
Jamie’s brows were deeply furrowed, and he blinked a few times before looking back at Jack and Baby Tooth. “What…what did you—”
“How was dinner?” Jack said, repeating what he’d said earlier.
Jamie’s eyes lit up, a smile spreading on his face. He looked at Baby Tooth. “That’s amazing! How did you do that?”
Baby Tooth smiled shyly, tweeting something in reply that was still pretty much incomprehensible, but Jack got the idea she was being modest.
“Did you see that dragon?” Jamie then whispered, even though he was still speaking English and Gothi wouldn’t be able to understand anyway. “It was so…bulky and fat? I’ve never seen a dragon like—I mean, not that I’ve seen a real dragon before today, but…”
“I think it’s called a…a Gurgle or something,” Jack said, but then Baby Tooth tweeted at him. He frowned. “A Grogle? A Gronckle! Your memory is better than mine, Baby Tooth. It’s a Gronckle.” He opened the door and peeked inside. Gothi was standing in the witch corner, and Jack had a feeling he knew what she was making. He looked at Jamie. “How do you feel?”
Jamie shifted his weight. It took him a few seconds to answer, and judging by his pale complexion and the bags under his eyes, the answer wouldn’t be anything that could save him from Gothi’s infamous soup. “I…could’ve been better,” he eventually replied.
Jack nodded. “Well…remember what I told you about North’s medicine?”
“Yeah. What about it?”
“I take it back. And I think you’re about to get a taste of what made me change my mind.” Jack glanced into the hut again, and then sent Jamie a smile. Jamie was looking at him with a worried, and still very confused, expression. “But it’ll make you feel better. I think.”
“You think?” Jamie repeated.
Jack couldn’t help but find Jamie’s distress a little bit funny, so his sympathetic smile was sprinkled with poorly masked amusement. Jamie almost glared at him, but still followed Jack into the hut – very tentatively.
They walked over to their spots by the hearth, and Jack sat down to take out the contents of the basket. He found a couple of wooden bowls and some rusty cutlery. He wrinkled his nose.
“Hope it tastes better than it smells,” he mumbled.
Baby Tooth chirped doubtfully.
Gothi came over, handing Jamie an almost identical bowl as the one she’d handed Jack earlier. Jamie looked at her, glanced at Jack, and then took it.
“Thank—” he started in English, but stopped himself. He hesitated. “Uh…thank you,” he tried again, and the Berkians’ language rolled off his tongue, as if he’d always been able to speak it.
Gothi smiled at him and nodded. She walked back to the front door and opened it, bringing her fingers to her mouth and whistling. Jack and Jamie exchanged curious glances. A few seconds passed. The sound of rapidly beating wings made it to Jack’s ears, and in the next moment, a bunch of those small dragons from before came flying into the room, landing on the floor and furniture, and on top of Gothi.
“Woah,” Jamie whispered.
Gothi walked across the room, nodding at them as she passed, then disappeared into another room, all dragons in tow.
Jack clicked his tongue, looking back at Jamie. “Welcome to Berk,” he said.
“She has so many dragons,” Jamie said incredulously. “They’re so much smaller than I imagined.”
“They all come in varying shapes and sizes,” Jack said, thinking back to Hiccup and his friends. “I talked to some of the villagers earlier and…it looks like everyone has a dragon companion. This one guy – Snot-something…Snotlout? Snotlout – his dragon was really huge.”
If Jack remembered correctly, that was also the same type of dragon that had made him trip over his own feet.
Jamie’s expression was full of wonder, and Jack grinned. “This place doesn’t seem too bad,” he told him. Then he looked down at the bowl from Gothi, and he sent Jamie an expectant look. “Well…at least when you’ve finished eating this, you probably have nothing to worry about.”
Jamie sent the bowl a long look and sighed. “I guess it would be rude to…ugh…okay.” He visibly steeled himself, before bringing the bowl to his mouth.
A snort escaped Jack when Jamie made a disgusted grimace.
“It’s not funny!” Jamie hissed at him, which just made Jack laugh more. Baby Tooth also chirped, but Jack wasn’t sure if she was laughing or reprimanding him.
Jamie’s mom’s tea, North’s medicine and Gothi’s soup had been the last things Jack had tasted the past few days, so maybe that was why their dinner wasn’t completely horrible in Jack’s mouth when they finally started eating it. It wasn’t good, but it had been so long since Jack had eaten real food, he wasn’t sure if he just remembered food to be better than it actually was.
However, a glance in Jamie’s direction told him that this food wasn’t very impressive, to put it mildly. But they both forced it down, and by the time they finished eating, Jamie’s eyes were drooping with sleep. Jack was surprised he’d been able to be up for so long in the first place – maybe Gothi really was some kind of witch after all, with healing potions and everything – but Jamie was still in severe need of rest. Jack too, really…but there was something he had to see before he could let himself fall asleep.
“How do you feel?” Jack asked once Jamie had settled back under his fur blankets.
Jamie pursed his lips, then shrugged. “I’m not sure,” he mumbled. “It’s a bit…You know…”
He didn’t finish his sentence. Jack tried for a smile and nodded.
“Yeah, I know,” he said.
Jamie was looking at him from under heavy eyelids. His face was pale and the rings under his eyes were still dark; he looked way too tired for a little boy, and Jack’s chest ached at the sight of it…but then Jamie smiled, and the tiredness eased ever so slightly.
“At least we’re here together,” he said.
Jack couldn’t make himself feel all that happy about that. He’d gladly be here alone, if it meant Jamie and Baby Tooth were safe. Still, Jamie’s optimism brought a smile to his lips, a warm feeling momentarily replacing the guilt in the gut of his stomach.
“And we’ll get back together, too,” Jack said.
“I know,” Jamie said, and continued speaking even when a yawn garbled his speech. “We’ll just have some fun here in the meantime, right?”
Jack laughed. “That’s what I like to hear,” he said, and ruffled Jamie’s hair. “Sleep now, alright? Then we’ll go look at the dragons tomorrow.”
Jamie hummed happily and closed his eyes. “Good night, Jack,” he murmured.
“Sleep well, Jamie,” Jack replied softly.
Jamie let out a soft sigh and didn’t say anything more. Jack didn’t move as he waited for his breathing to even out. Baby Tooth sent him a questioning look but didn’t say anything, and after about ten minutes, Jack looked at her.
“Is he asleep?” he whispered.
Baby Tooth glanced at Jamie then nodded. Jack silently got to his feet. He grabbed his staff even if there was no reason for him to have it anymore…but he felt vulnerable without it. The floor creaked softly beneath his feet as he walked out onto the balcony again, closing the door quietly behind himself.
He sat down near the edge, bringing his knees up to his chest. Baby Tooth landed on his shoulder, chirping at him.
“I just have to check something,” Jack replied, looking up at the sky. “We don’t know where we are, or…or when we are, but surely not so far back that…I mean, the Guardians have only been the Guardians since the Dark Ages, but they were around before that, right? So…”
Baby Tooth tweeted softly. She wasn’t sure.
Jack looked back at the stars, searching for that flicker of gold he always waited for and enjoyed every night. “Come on, Sandy,” he whispered. The children of Berk were probably asleep by now – the Sandman would appear at any moment.
But he didn’t. Jack sat there until ten minutes became thirty, and then an hour, and more. Nothing shimmered in the sky except the stars. And the Moon. Jack’s gaze drifted to it, as so many times before.
“So what now?” Jack asked. He felt Baby Tooth’s eyes on him, startled by the coldness of his voice. Jack clenched his fists. “Nine months as a Guardians, and now this? Still no help? Still no answers?” He waited, but of course all he got was silence. Jack sighed, looking away from the Moon’s glow. “…Are you even there?” he asked quietly.
He guessed he’d never know. Not in this time and place anyway.
Baby Tooth chirped again, and Jack felt her tiny hand on his cheek. Jack closed his eyes and counted to ten, forcing his frustration aside. He then looked at Baby Tooth and tried for a smile.
“Sorry. I’m just…” It was hard to put everything he was feeling into one word, so he didn’t try. He got to his feet. “I should sleep. Since that’s something I have to do now and all. What a bother, right?” He chuckled, and Baby Tooth smiled even if the laugh sounded hollow.
Jack didn’t try to pretend the cold didn’t bother him and went back inside. He put his staff down beside his fur skin and huddled under the blankets, taking comfort in the warmth from the fireplace. It had been a while since Jack had been able to appreciate the warmth. While he sat there, staring into the fire, exhaustion was quick to creep up on him. Still, he remained awake.
Jack wondered if it was possible to be too tired to sleep. It didn’t make much sense, and it had been too long since Jack had actually been in need of sleep that wasn’t due to a sudden sickness he hadn't even thought was possible…he didn’t know enough about being human. It had been too long.
His eyelids were stinging, and his eyes were dry. His body was aching and begging him to lie down. Jack didn’t move a muscle. His mind was a mess. He was afraid to close his eyes. He was…just afraid. More afraid than he’d been the last few months. The fear he’d felt before that – before he became a Guardian – was different. It was a fear he’d grown used to, the fear he would always be alone.
Now he wasn’t alone, but he wished he was. All he wanted was for Jamie to be safe, but what could Jack do now that he was human? Everything in his power didn’t seem like enough. Though he supposed he should be grateful that they’d appeared in a place that was…seemingly friendly. He could never be too sure.
For someone who’d yearned to be seen for centuries, knowing that he was visible to all these people made Jack’s stomach tighten with in a mix of apprehension and excitement. To say that he’d been nervous about talking to Hiccup and his friends was an understatement – and not only had he been talking with several human teenagers at the same time, they’d also been riding on dragons. Even if the dragons were supposedly tamed, it didn’t change the fact that Jack was powerless, and he didn’t know how these wild-looking, horn-wearing people defined the word “tamed.”
In the end, he’d had nothing to worry about. Jack had managed to keep his cool – at least he hoped he had – and he’d been quick to decide that Hiccup’s friends were a fun lot. They all seemed just the right amount of weird. Sure, they’d been gossiping about Jack and Jamie, but who could blame them for that? Jack had been gossiped about for 300 years already, sometimes with contempt, sometimes with admiration; sometimes about his irresponsibility, sometimes about his teeth that apparently sparkled like freshly fallen snow. At least the twins’ gossip was original, he’d give them that.
And through that whole conversation, there were a few things he’d picked up that seemed important:
One, dragon riding was normal on Berk. Hiccup had said he and his friends were the first dragon riders, keyword being first. It implied they probably weren’t the only ones. Even Gothi, a scrawny old lady, had flown up here on her Gronckle, and if she could ride a dragon, surely anyone could.
Two, he knew that Astrid and Hiccup were the ones who’d saved them from the blizzard. Jack didn’t want to imagine what might’ve happened if it weren’t for them.
And three, Hiccup was the son of the chief. If that was good or bad, Jack didn’t know; he’d never been the type to see eye to eye with higher authorities…whether they were spirits, humans, or a mysterious orb in the sky that pulled Jack out of a frozen pond, only to let him wander aimlessly around the world for three centuries without saying a word. Funny guy, that Man in the Moon.
But at least Hiccup seemed nice. Here, the keyword was seemed; Jack was as skeptical about them as he knew they were about Jack. In the end, even if the conversation had been mostly pleasant, Jack was relieved when Baby Tooth appeared in front of his face, alerting him that Jamie had started to rouse. Mostly because he was glad Jamie was waking up, but also because Jack wanted a reason to excuse himself.
It was almost laughable. Speaking to children and spirits was one thing…but speaking to human teenagers? And being perceived as a normal – or next to normal – human teenager in return? Jack let out a long sigh, and looked over at Jamie’s sleeping form.
Jamie had so much faith in Jack, it was almost terrifying. At the same time, it was just about the only thing that gave Jack faith in himself. Jack knew they would find a way back. He knew he would get them through this in one piece. He didn’t know how, but he knew that no matter what, he would keep Jamie safe and bring him home, because that was what a Guardian did.
Blind hope, but hope nonetheless. Maybe he’d find some more distinct hope tomorrow.
“Tomorrow,” Jack murmured.
Baby Tooth looked at him, tilting her head to the side.
Jack smiled at her, and with a deep breath, he settled down on the fur skin, making himself as comfortable as possible. “We’ll figure it out tomorrow. Good night, Baby Tooth.”
The sound of knuckles rapping against the door brought Jack out of his sleep, and he was halfway onto his feet in a second, hand wrapped around his staff. Then he sighed exasperatedly at his own skittish reaction and forced himself to relax as he straightened up. Jamie was still asleep, and Gothi didn’t seem to be coming out to open up, so Jack supposed he’d have to do it.
He tried not to think too much about how hard his heart was beating as he put his hand on the doorknob. He opened the door.
“Oh—Jackson,” Astrid said, her eyes widening slightly at the sight of him. “Good—”
“Jack,” Jack interrupted. Astrid blinked, and Jack sent her a tired smile. “Call me Jack. Jackson is such a mouthful. But good morning to you too, Astrid.”
“Jack,” Astrid repeated, and returned his smile. “You look like you just woke up.”
Jack raised a brow.
“No offense. Your health seems to have improved a lot since yesterday,” Astrid said. “How do you feel?”
Jack shifted his weight. His body still felt heavy, but most of the pain had subsided. Mostly, he just felt stiff, and he doubted his energy levels were as stocked as they usually were…though that might just be because he was human. Right now, however, he felt alright.
“Good,” Jack replied. “Gothi’s healing is, uh…like magic.”
Astrid chuckled. “Yeah, sure is. Don’t worry, you’ll probably get out of here soon,” she said, and Jack wasn’t sure if she was serious or not about Gothi using magic. It was a difficult answer to fish out of someone without revealing the fact that Jack was serious about the question. Astrid hesitated for a moment, eyes darting to the side of Jack’s head. “…And your little brother?”
Jack’s chest tightened. Jamie being his little brother had seemed like a good cover at the time – at least since Hiccup had just assumed that he was – but he’d forgotten to tell Jamie that part. Jack glanced behind himself and saw that Jamie was still sleeping, with Baby Tooth sitting on top of him.
“He’s…alright,” Jack said, lowering his voice as he turned back to Astrid. “A bit scared, even if he wouldn’t outright admit it, I think.”
Astrid’s expression softened. “Is he awake?”
“No,” Jack said. He tilted his head curiously to the side. “Why do you ask?”
“Oh, you know…” Astrid gave a one-shouldered shrug. “If it were up to me, I’d give you some more time to come around, but Stoick wants to talk to you as soon as possible. We let it slip that you were both awake during dinner yesterday, so now he demands to see you.” She sent Jack an apologetic look. “Like, now.”
Now Jack’s chest definitely felt tight. Out of all the strange names he’d heard since coming here, Stoick the Vast seemed to have made an impression on him. He couldn’t say the name sounded like it belonged to some jovial old dad who just wanted to have a nice little chat over a cup of tea. If all the people in this village looked like Gothi and Hiccup’s friends, he could just imagine what their chief would look like. That, and the fact that Hiccup had seemed nervous about this meeting, did not help.
But it would probably be fine, right? Stoick the Vast wouldn’t throw them in a dungeon. Jack had been through scarier stuff than a chief with a weird name. Besides, Hiccup was far from imposing…maybe he’d taken after his dad.
Astrid was giving him an expectant look. “Earth to Jack?”
Jack realized he’d been quiet for too long. “Oh,” he said, straightening his back. “Okay, well…I guess we’ll just get that over with. I’ll go wake Jamie.” He turned around and came face to face with Baby Tooth, making him yelp. “Baby Tooth, come on,” he muttered, then continued over to Jamie’s sleeping form. Baby Tooth remained by Astrid, sizing her up protectively.
Jack kneeled by Jamie’s side, and hesitantly put his hand on his upper arm.
“Jamie…it’s time to wake up,” Jack said. He snorted when Jamie mumbled something incomprehensible, but it was definitely a protest. “Aren’t you excited to see the dragons?”
Jamie’s eyes opened and fixed on Jack. He looked momentarily confused, and then his eyes widened. He used Jack as support as he sat up and looked around. “Jack,” he said. “Oh…It wasn’t a dream.”
Jack almost grimaced. “No, afraid not,” he said. “How do you feel?”
Jamie considered it for a moment, before smiling tiredly. “Better,” he said. He then noticed something behind Jack, and Jack turned around to see Astrid peeking into the room.
“Oh—sorry,” Astrid said when she realized she’d been caught, but she didn’t go back outside. She had an inquisitive expression on her face, and Jack had a feeling the interrogation had already begun. Baby Tooth was still flying around her, a watchful expression on her little face.
Jack got to his feet and gestured at Astrid. “Jamie, this is Astrid,” he said. “Astrid, Jamie. She’s come to, uh…”
“To show you down the mountain,” she answered. “It’s a steep walk and you don’t have dragons, so you’ll probably have to get used to it.”
“Where are we going?” Jamie asked, his gaze shifting between Astrid and Jack.
“We have to speak with the chief,” Jack said. He tried to sound casual about it. “Just so he knows we’re not a threat or anything.”
“The chief…” Jamie repeated in an awed mutter. “Cool.”
Jack smiled at him and offered him a hand. Jamie took it and got to his feet, and picked up the clothes he’d dropped beside his fur skin. Jack was about to walk onto the balcony, but stopped when Astrid sent him a weird look. She raised a brow, looking at his bare feet.
“It’s cold, you know,” she said.
“What? Oh…” Jack had placed Hiccup’s boots beside the front door, and he gave them a long look. “Okay.”
He put on the shoes. They were just a little too small for him, but still they were heavy and bulky. All shoes, in Jack’s opinion, were in the way, but these were especially in the way. And he also couldn’t help but wonder at which point Hiccup had stopped needing both of his shoes, since these were a pair…He looked bemusedly down at them, and then at Jamie. Jamie looked amused, his lips pressed tightly together in an obvious attempt to hide his laugh.
“How do I look?” Jack asked with a lopsided smile.
Jamie giggled, which made Astrid look between the two of them with a perplexed expression. Jack just smiled at her and motioned for them to go outside.
“You’re a strange duo, you know that,” Astrid said as they followed her down a staircase by the side of the balcony, leading down to a patch of green grass. The sun was barely over the horizon and the wind was cold and crisp. Morning dew made the grass shimmer in the sunlight. “Careful, it’s steep and slippery down here,” she added.
“I guess we are a bit strange,” Jack agreed in English, which made Jamie elbow him playfully.
“What language was that?” Astrid asked, and though her tone was casual, Jack had a feeling this conversation was more crucial than she tried to make it seem. He didn’t want to get on the bad side of this girl, or anyone in the village, and he knew they already seemed suspicious enough.
“English,” Jack replied honestly.
Astrid frowned. “And where is that language from?”
Jack hesitated. Deciding not to get pedantic, he said: “America.”
“America…” Astrid repeated, then shook her head. “I’ve never heard of it. Is it far away?”
Jack hesitated. “Uh, well…I wouldn’t know,” he said. “I’ve never heard of Berk either.”
“Right…And you don’t know how you got here, because of your memory loss,” she said. Jack nodded stiffly, ignoring the confused look Jamie sent him. But then Astrid looked at Jamie. Her expression was kind, but Jack still felt a bit annoyed by the fact that she was trying to interrogate him as well. “Do you remember anything?”
Jamie hesitated, and Baby Tooth quickly flew in front of him, vigorously shaking her head. “…No,” he replied tentatively. “It’s…It’s blurry.”
Astrid hummed, and turned ahead again. “Down here,” she said, showing them down a steep path that looked like it hadn’t been used in a while, between the mountainside and a huge boulder. Astrid motioned for Jack and Jamie to go first. Jack knew what she was doing; she didn’t trust them where she couldn’t see them.
“But you still speak Norse,” she said.
Jack nodded. “Our village was often visited by traders who spoke it,” he said. “It’s been a while, so it’s a bit rusty, but…seems it has come in handy again after all.”
“Oh, like trader Johann?” Astrid asked.
Jack hesitated. “It’s been too long…I can’t remember their names,” he said.
“I suppose that makes sense,” Astrid mumbled. Maybe Jack was imagining it, but she seemed somewhat frustrated.
As the path widened again, he and Jamie fell in stride with Astrid. He studied her for a moment. “You know,” he said. “I thought Stoick the Vast was the one who was going to speak to us.”
Astrid’s lips tightened. It took her a couple of seconds, and Jack got a feeling she was contemplating whether or not to act innocent. Then she sent him an apologetic smile. “The last time we let our guard down, it led to disaster,” she said. “I can’t help but be cautious.”
Jack nodded. “I get it,” he said. “But then you can’t blame me for being cautious as well. We just woke up in this unfamiliar place, and we don’t know how we got here. For all we know, you’re all—” He stopped himself, conscious of Jamie’s eleven-year-old presence. “…You might not be as nice as you seem,” he said.
Astrid studied him for several seconds before she sighed and averted her gaze. “If you’re telling the truth, then yes,” she said. “I understand. And trust me, I want to believe you. You don’t seem like bad people.” She paused. “Even if you’re weird. Come on, it’s down this way.”
The ground was getting closer and closer, and yet there was still a considerable distance left. Jack belatedly realized he’d have to walk all the way back up, and almost let out a loud groan. They walked the rest of the way in mostly silence, aside from a few directions from Astrid, and one incident where Jack forgot that he couldn’t fly and fell on his ass instead – Jamie was still laughing about it by the time they made it to the base of the mountain.
“The Great Hall is just around there,” Astrid said, then gestured upwards. “And Gothi’s hut is up there.”
“Woah…Why does she live up there? Isn’t it dangerous?” Jamie asked.
“Yeah, I guess,” Astrid said casually. “But I think it has something to do with being closer to the gods.”
“The—Closer to the gods?” Jack asked, remembering Hiccup’s funny way of swearing yesterday. “Which gods are those?”
Astrid gave him a strange look. “All of them,” she said. “But I think Gothi prays mostly to Mimir and Odin. She’s the village elder after all; she’s very wise. Allegedly.”
Jack and Jamie exchanged bewildered looks.
“Right,” Jack said. “Of course.”
Astrid looked at them for a few more seconds, before she turned ahead and pointed at the stone staircase Jack had seen from Gothi’s hut. “Right up here,” she said. “We use the Great Hall for just about everything. Meetings, eating, shelter during devastating winter—”
Jack’s heart did a jump. “Huh? Devastating winter?”
“Devastating winter,” Astrid confirmed with a nod. They started climbing the stairs. “Here on Berk it snows nine months a year. We have winter, and then we have devastating winter. It’s harsh to live here during those months, but we power through it.”
Jack frowned. “That bad, huh?” he asked bemusedly.
Astrid chuckled lightly. “Yep. Hopefully you won’t be here by then. There are still a few months until winter truly sets in.” They stopped in front of the entrance, and she turned to Jack and Jamie. “I mean, aside from the blizzard we found you two in, but that was…Well, anyway.” She put her hand on the door and took a deep breath. “Stoick and the others will be waiting inside. Stoick…” She hesitated, biting her lip. “Stoick is imposing, but he’s just. You can trust him.”
Then why did she sound so nervous? Jack decided not to ask.
Astrid sent them both a reassuring smile and pushed the door open. “Good luck,” she murmured.
“Thanks,” Jack said.
They walked inside. Jack tightened his hold around his staff, and Jamie walked closely behind him. They entered into a huge cave that had been built into a hall. There were long tables and a hearth where fire was burning. Huge columns rose from the floor to the stone ceiling, and torches bathed the room in a dim and slightly menacing light.
There was talking, but it momentarily subsided when Jack and Jamie entered. Jack’s eyes landed on a small group of people sitting around one of the tables. They were all big and ragged, with horned helmets and bushy beards. However, one of them was quick to steal all of Jack’s attention. The biggest and hairiest of them all, wearing the helmet with the longest horns. His beard was long and red, tied into several braids. His brows were bushy and his gaze was bright blue and intense as they met Jack’s own. Jack felt himself stop breathing for a moment.
“And I thought North was huge,” he muttered in a whisper, and Baby Tooth tweeted in quiet agreement. There was no doubting it; this was Stoick the Vast.
And with all three brutish men’s attention on him, Jack almost missed the skinny figure standing off a little bit to the side: Hiccup. Saying Jack was relieved to see him was an understatement. Toothless was there as well, his green eyes watchful.
“Ah,” Stoick said, getting to his feet. “So these are the boys. Come, sit.” He gestured at a couple of seats beside one of the other men, to his right. He had blond hair, a lopsided mustache and a prominent underhung jaw. He smiled at them.
Jack cleared his throat, and carefully put a hand on Jamie’s shoulder. “It’s okay, Jamie,” he murmured. He led them up to the table. Hiccup nodded at them as they passed, and as Jack and Jamie sat down beside the blond guy, Hiccup sat down at the opposite side, next to a guy with short black hair and a familiar face. The resemblance was uncanny; could this be Snotlout’s father?
Jack tried to fool himself into thinking he wasn’t nervous. He looked at Stoick the Vast and sent him an easygoing smile.
“You must be the chief,” he said. “It’s, uh…Thank you for…for letting us stay.”
“We’ll see about that,” the man that looked like Snotlout’s father mumbled.
“Quiet, Spitelout,” Stoick chided. He then got to his feet, and Jack tried not to let his poker face crack when he saw Stoick’s full height. The guy was, well, vast. He watched Jack and Jamie, and Jack got the feeling he wasn’t even trying to look menacing; his face was just like that. “What are your names?”
“My name is Jackson Overland,” Jack said, then turned to Jamie, who watched him with a slightly perplexed expression. Right – Jamie didn’t know Jack had introduced himself with his old human name. He sent him a reassuring smile, and put a tentative hand on his shoulder. “And this is my brother, Jamie.”
Jamie’s eyes widened a fraction, and Jack gently squeezed his shoulder before turning back to Stoick.
Stoick nodded. “And why are you here?”
Jack glanced at Hiccup. He was sitting quietly in his seat, his lips pressed together. When he met Jack’s eyes, he nodded at him.
“There’s…no reason,” Jack replied. He tried to sound relaxed, but when Stoick narrowed his eyes at him, he found himself straightening his back. “I mean—I can’t remember why—I don’t know why we’re here. I don’t even know how we ended up here.”
Stoick put his hands on the table, leaning forward. “Then why should we trust you?”
“Dad…” Hiccup said, but was promptly ignored.
“Less than two weeks ago, Berk was under attack,” Stoick said. He began to pace slowly back and forth, always keeping his eyes on Jack. However, Jack noticed he never looked at Jamie. Maybe he didn’t want to frighten him. “And now, two strange boys show up out of nowhere. What should I do with that?”
Jack gritted his teeth. Frustration was beginning to simmer in his chest. “I don’t know,” he said. “What should you do with that?”
Stoick stopped pacing. Jack was afraid he’d said something wrong.
“We are not in any position to let strangers take refuge in our tribe,” he said.
“Dad,” Hiccup said again, louder this time.
“They are just boys, Stoick,” the blond man then said. Jack was surprised he was defending them.
Stoick sent him a sharp look, and the man called Spitelout made a disgruntled sound.
“They can’t do anything while they’re inside the village,” Spitelout said. “But if they run away…Now that is another story. As long as we don’t let them leave.”
Jack didn’t like the sound of that. He felt Jamie’s hand hook nervously onto his hoodie.
“Spitelout is right,” Stoick said.
“What?” Jack said without thinking. “No – Spitelout is not right, we’re not—”
“Until we know your intentions, we can’t let you leave,” Stoick interrupted, sending Jack a dark look. Jack pressed his lips together. “Until we know we can trust you, someone will have to make sure you don’t sneak around in places you’re not supposed to. And if you try anything…”
Stoick didn’t finish the sentence, but Jack got the message. On the other side of the table, Hiccup was staring at his hands.
“Aha,” Spitelout said. “Snotlout can do that.”
“No!” Stoick and Hiccup said at the same time.
“No,” Hiccup repeated, getting to his feet as well. He gesticulated exasperatedly. “Don’t you think you’re being a little too paranoid about this? Whatever damage they may cause, it’s nothing we can’t deal with, and either way, I don’t think they even will—”
“What you think they’ll do doesn’t matter,” Spitelout interrupted. “It’s too risky.”
“Eh. I’m with Hiccup on this one,” the blond man said. “One of them is a child, the other one is even more of a fishbone than Hiccup.”
Jack sent him a look, and Hiccup deadpanned.
“Thank you, Gobber.”
“Your welcome!” Gobber said with a jovial smile.
Stoick sat back down. “Hiccup,” he said. “You found them. I’ll leave them to you.”
Hiccup looked from Stoick to Jack and briefly at Jamie. He sent them a halfhearted smile, but he seemed a bit exasperated about this entire thing. “Got it,” he said. “And where are they supposed to stay?”
Stoick sighed, rubbing his face. Jack wondered if he was always this tired; it must be exhausting to be chief. Two mysterious strangers appearing out of nowhere probably didn’t help his headache.
“Figure it out,” he told Hiccup. “Now, go. We have other things to discuss.”
Spitelout rolled his eyes but didn’t say anything. Jack jumped when there was a sudden huge, heavy hand patting his shoulder, and he turned to meet Gobber’s toothy smile.
“Welcome to Berk, lads,” he told them.
Jack quickly came over the small shock of being addressed by a human adult. “Oh. Thanks, uh…Gobber,” he said. He got to his feet after Hiccup did, and Jamie followed his lead. He backed away from the table and met Stoick’s eyes. He didn’t know about the customs on Berk, but he supposed he should show some kind of respect towards the chief of the tribe.
And then there was the part of him that didn’t want to. He settled for a nod. “Thank you,” he said.
Stoick nodded back, and Hiccup came over to them, Toothless in tow.
“Sorry about that,” Hiccup said once he’d closed the door behind them, heaving a great sigh. “My dad likes to appear threatening towards strangers, but he’s…Ugh.”
Jack hadn’t realized how tense he’d been in there before his shoulders finally relaxed. “No, that’s…It’s fine,” he said distractedly.
Jamie looked just a little bit paler than he had earlier. Jack placed his hands on his shoulders.
“Hey,” he said. “It’s fine, right? We’re okay.”
Jamie nodded weakly and let out shaky breath. “Yeah,” he said. He then glanced up at Hiccup, who was shifting his weight awkwardly. Then his gaze drifted to Toothless, who was waiting patiently behind him. “Is…is that your dragon?” he asked Hiccup.
Hiccup’s posture was a bit stiff. Jack supposed he wasn’t all that used to speaking to children. But he smiled at Jamie and stepped aside to put a hand on Toothless’ head.
“This is Toothless,” he said.
Toothless perked up once the attention was on him, and he padded over to Jack. Jack straightened up and took half a step backwards when Toothless gave a growl he hoped was friendly.
“Uh—oh, hi again,” Jack said with a nervous laugh. He glanced at Hiccup, who smiled approvingly, and Jack carefully put a hand on Toothless’ nose, petting him gently. Somehow it was just as incredible as the first time. He grinned and looked at Jamie, whose eyes were huge.
Hiccup stepped forward. “It’s okay,” he told Jamie, then crouched beside him the way Jack had done moment before. “Just…hold your hand out like this.”
Jack stepped to the side as Hiccup led Jamie through the same procedure he’d made Jack do the day before. Even if Toothless had never shown any signs of violence, Jack still found himself tightening his hold around his staff nervously as Jamie averted his eyes, letting Toothless come to him. But Hiccup was right beside him, and Baby Tooth had settled on top of Jamie’s head; if they were calm, Jack probably had nothing to worry about.
Jamie gasped when Toothless’ snout came in contact with his hand, but he didn’t move. Hiccup chuckled.
“You can look now,” he said.
Jamie looked back, and his face broke into a smile. He laughed, and Toothless opened his eyes again, letting out a funny burble. Jack grinned, looked at the way the dragon somehow smiled back at them – and then noticed something else. Toothless’ eyes were shifting between Jack and Jamie…and then up at Jamie’s head.
Jack frowned, glancing at Baby Tooth. “He can see you?” he asked her.
Baby Tooth looked back at Jack. She smiled.
He noticed Hiccup was watching, and Jack met his eyes. He realized he’d just been speaking to thin air from Hiccup’s point of view, and he sent him a sheepish smile.
“So,” he said, gesturing towards the village below them. “How about a tour of Berk? Since you have to keep an eye on us and all.”
Hiccup was definitely giving Jack a curious look, but he seemed to let it go for now. He smiled lightly. “Sure,” he said, but then hesitated. “But, uh…Just so you know, people have been talking. You can’t expect them all to be friendly.”
“As long as they’re not all like that Spitelout-guy, I think we’ll manage,” Jack said.
Hiccup shrugged. “Can’t promise you anything. We Vikings aren’t exactly known for our big hearts and warm welcomes. But don’t worry, they’ll get over…Uh, are you okay?”
Jack and Jamie were both staring at Hiccup.
“Vikings?” Jamie echoed.
Hiccup looked sheepish. “Uh, yeah. Bad reputation, I know,” he muttered.
“Uh—Well, I’m…You all seem friendly enough,” Jack said, as if that was the reason for their surprise. He looked up at the sky, but the Moon was nowhere to be seen. He sighed. “Oh man…We’re really far from home, aren’t we?”
Notes:
It's been so long since I wrote this chapter, I don't really rememeber what happened but I hope you liked it!
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Chapter 7: Jack tames a Monstrous Nightmare - and worse, the children of Berk
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Hiccup was very aware that Berk was an unusual place, even without the dragons – especially if you weren’t from the Archipelago, which was the case for Jack and Jamie. However, Hiccup still thought it was a bit weird that Jack and Jamie reacted with awe and surprise towards things Hiccup himself took for granted. Like, how were they alive when it seemed none of them had even held a weapon before? At least Jack seemed less shocked than Jamie, but judging by Jamie’s reaction, Hiccup would’ve thought he’d never even seen a weapon up close. He didn’t miss the way Jamie’s eyes widened when they passed Mrs. Ack sharpening her battle axe. Hiccup decided not to tell him that the number of weapons they carried now was nothing compared to what it was like four years ago.
But then again, Hiccup already knew these guys were weird. The way they kept making small comments in their native language to each other and giggling didn’t help. Hiccup wasn’t about to stop them, even if there was a part of him that was convinced they were talking about him behind his back.
And as Hiccup showed them around the village, he was quick to notice that while Jamie was surprised by things Hiccup could sort of understand, Jack was a complete other story. There was just something very off about him, from the way he carried himself, to the way he looked at Hiccup or any other person in the village. There was a kind of jump in his step, but sometimes with a slight awkwardness to it, like…Hiccup didn’t know exactly how to describe it. Like the ground was shifting beneath him, or like his shoes were made of lead.
And then there was his stare. As with his posture, he seemed relaxed and playful when he looked at Jamie. However, when he looked at Hiccup or any other person in the village, he seemed watchful and calculating, his gaze intense – until Hiccup would meet his eyes, and slight surprise passed over his expression, like he wasn’t aware of his own staring. There was something about him that screamed “I have no self-awareness” in a way that was awkward in a way even Hiccup could never be. Hiccup didn’t know if it was funny or concerning.
He managed to shove his curiosity away until a particularly bad stumble from Jack, and he sent him a look. “How are your shoes?” he asked.
Jack’s expression was disgruntled, but his eyebrows quickly rose into a mimic of obliviousness upon meeting Hiccup’s eyes. “Huh? Oh…They’re alright,” he said, looking down at said shoes. “A bit too small, maybe, but…”
They were on their way to the dragon arena, away from the village so that they wouldn’t have to deal with the stares from the other villagers. Like Hiccup had predicted, they weren’t all willing to trust Jack and Jamie right away, but at least no one had decided to tell them directly. Yet.
Hiccup grimaced a little. “Yeah, I guess they would be…I had these when I was fifteen,” he said, sending him an apologetic smile. “Would’ve borrowed you some other shoes, but I usually don’t make them in pairs, for obvious reasons.”
Jack was only slightly better than Jamie at keeping his poker face, both of their eyes flickering to Hiccup’s prosthetic.
“Seems a lot of people are missing limbs around here,” Jack then said.
Hiccup nodded. “That’s Berk for you.”
Jamie frowned, glancing upwards, but Hiccup didn’t catch what he was looking at. He did that a lot. They both did.
Jack frowned, shifting his hold on his staff. “Is this really a safe place to be then?” he asked.
“Actually, not counting the last few months, Berk has had the most peaceful three years it’s had in…well, since ever, I think,” Hiccup said. There was a guilty lump forming in his chest the more he spoke, but he ignored it. “But, uh…The last few months, me and the other guys were out exploring the Archipelago, and then we found trouble. Or…I found trouble, I guess.”
He already knew there was no point in thinking about what if’s, but maybe they wouldn’t have lost so much, had Hiccup never found the Dragon Eye in the first place. But then again, maybe Krogan would’ve found it and then they would’ve had no way to fight back.
No, it was over now. There was no reason to think about what could have been.
“What kind of trouble?” Jamie asked.
Hiccup hesitated. He could hear Astrid and Stoick in the back of his mind, telling him to be careful about revealing too much information to these strangers. But that war was over, and the Dragon Eyes were gone for good. He doubted there was anything Jack and Jamie could do with that information.
“We…found something. A kind of treasure,” he said, and couldn’t help but smile at the stars forming in Jamie’s eyes. “A map, actually,” he corrected himself.
Jamie’s mouth was just an O at this point. “A treasure map?”
“N…well, sort of,” Hiccup said, and put a hand on Toothless’ head, stroking him absentmindedly. “A map to find the king of the dragons.”
“Woah,” Jamie gasped, looking up at Jack as if to ask, can you believe this? and then back at Hiccup. “What happened? Did you find it?”
“Uh…No,” Hiccup said. It wasn’t a complete lie; he’d never actually seen the dragon, but the fact that it had been there was very obvious. However, it was sensitive information; Hiccup had destroyed the Dragon Eyes for a reason. Nobody should know about it. Still, Jamie’s disappointed expression – and Jack’s, for that matter – made him want to give him a satisfying end to the story anyway. “It’s a complicated story,” he said, gesturing with his hands as he spoke. “The map fell into the wrong hands, but I managed to replicate it. It was a race. A…game.” He frowned at his own choice of words. It hadn’t been long enough; Hiccup still felt exhausted even thinking about Maces and Talons, with or without life-threatening messages from Viggo.
“Is that how you lost your—I mean…” Jamie grimaced. “If it’s okay to ask…?”
Hiccup chuckled and shook his head. “No, I lost my leg before that,” he said.
Jack was looking thoughtfully at him, before his eyes went down the shoes he was wearing. Hiccup got the feeling he was already doing the math, but he didn’t say anything, which was relieving; he didn’t like reciting that story.
“When did this happen?” Jack asked instead.
“The race? Oh, like…couple of weeks ago, more or less,” Hiccup muttered.
Jack and Jamie had the same shocked expression on their faces, and Hiccup blushed.
“It’s fine, though,” he quickly added. “It’s over now. At least…that’s what I hope. The maps are gone for good, and the location of the dragon is hidden. Somewhere safe, where the wrong people won’t find it. Somewhere nobody will find it.”
“Who is the wrong people?” Jack asked. “What did they want?”
Hiccup smiled grimly. “Not everyone realizes what amazing, loyal creatures dragons are,” he said. He looked over at Toothless. “We only realized that recently, too. Not everyone agrees with that notion. Speaking of…”
They came to a stop in front of the arena, and Hiccup gestured at it.
“This is the former dragon fighting arena,” he said, not quite meeting Jack and Jamie’s eyes as he said it; Berk’s past relationship with dragons wasn’t something Hiccup was proud of. “Obviously it’s not used for that anymore. We used it as our Dragon Training Academy for a while, and though we still use it for dragon training sometimes, these days it’s usually—”
His voice got stuck in his throat when fire suddenly shot out over the top of the arena, followed by the distinct cry of a Monstrous Nightmare. Hiccup deadpanned, letting his hand fall.
“…empty,” he finished. He picked up the pace towards the arena’s entrance. “I swear to the gods, if Snotlout and the twins are training unsupervised again…”
He hurried into the arena, Toothless at his side, and Jack and Jamie at his heel. He groaned exasperatedly at the sight that awaited them: Gustav, and a bunch of kids crowding around his dragon, Fanghook. Fanghook was stomping around, with Gustav on his back, grinning triumphantly at the kids.
“So, as you can see, Monstrous Nightmares might be extremely dangerous and difficult to train,” Gustav was saying. “Quite possibly the most difficult, if you ask me or any other qualified dragon trainer in—”
“Gustav!” Hiccup interrupted, stomping over to them. “How many times have I told you—”
“Toothless!” Fishlegs’ niece, Brenda, exclaimed excitedly, and in the next second, all the kids had left Fanghook in favor of petting Toothless. Toothless had a miserable expression on his face as the kids surrounded him, but didn’t do anything to stop them. Hiccup tried to count them: Brenda, Brant, Shrug, Undis, Hrafnhildur, Skade…He gave up and left Toothless to deal with them, while he reprimanded Gustav.
Gustav was smiling, climbing down from Fanghook. “What? I was just showing the youngsters how to train a Monstrous Nightmare. How is that wrong? Isn’t that what we do?”
“Youngsters?” Hiccup repeated, almost laughing at his word choice, before shaking his head. “Gustav, you can’t just go and do this by yourself. Someone could get hurt!”
Gustav huffed. “Well, sorry, Hiccup, need I remind you that I have done much more difficult and dangerous things than showing a few kids how to—” He cut himself off, his eyes landing on something at Hiccup’s side. “Hey…I don’t know you. You’re one of those blizzard boys!”
Hiccup looked down to see that Jamie was standing slightly behind him. He looked a bit uneasy, but once Gustav’s attention was on him, he tried feigning confidence by straightening his back, frowning at Gustav.
“Blizzard boys?” Jamie asked. “Sounds like a boyband or something.”
Hiccup didn’t know what he was talking about, but didn’t get the chance to ask. Jamie’s voice had made the other kids turn around bewilderedly.
“It’s him,” Undis said, pointing at Jamie.
And soon enough, the kids were flocking around Jamie instead, talking over each other. Somehow, Hiccup was pushed out of the circle, and Jamie remained standing there alone with a slightly overwhelmed look on his face.
“What’s your name?” Skade asked.
“How old are you?” followed Hrafnhildur.
“Is it true they found you in the snowstorm?” Undis demanded.
Jamie didn’t get to answer anything, because questions just kept coming:
“Where are you from?” Brenda asked.
“Where’s the other boy?” Brant said at the same time.
“My mom said that you angered the gods and that’s why that blizzard hit us.”
“Yeah, what did you do to—”
“Alright, that’s enough!” Hiccup cut in, trying to intervene, but the kids completely ignored him. So much for being the son of the chief; kids never listened to anybody. “Be nice to him—Hey! Undis, that’s—”
He let out a frustrated sigh, and looked around for Jack to ask if he wasn’t going to do anything about this. Then he belatedly registered what Brant had said and ended up turning in a circle without spotting Jack anywhere inside the arena.
“What the—” he started, but then spotted something else: the tail of a Hideous Zippleback, just outside the entrance of the arena. Hiccup facepalmed, knowing exactly what was going on out there. “Oh, gods…” he muttered.
He looked at Gustav and pointed at the kids. “Make sure they behave,” he said. “I have to stop a disaster from happening.”
Gustav gave him a thumbs up, and with his obnoxious voice, he easily distracted the kids from bombarding Jamie with any more questions. “Alright, kiddos, over here—”
Hiccup didn’t wait to listen. “Come on, Toothless,” he said, and they hurried out of the arena.
“…and after talking to our wise cousin Agnut, we’ve come to the conclusion that you’re probably not a troll, but that possibility isn’t completely ruled out—” Tuffnut was saying, with Ruffnut nodding approvingly beside him.
Somehow, Jack looked neither offended or intimidated, even with Barf and Belch looking over Ruff and Tuff’s shoulders, their four eyes trained curiously on Jack. In fact, he looked mostly amused about it all, looking at the twins as if he was genuinely interested in what they were saying.
“What are you doing?” Hiccup interrupted.
“Not now, Hiccup, this is important,” Ruffnut replied dismissively.
“This is crucial!” Tuffnut agreed.
Jack sent Hiccup a smile, leaning casually on his staff. “Yeah, you should listen to them, Hiccup,” he said. “They’re making some very good points. How would you know I’m not a troll? Even if I’m not barefoot anymore.”
Ruffnut pointed at him. “But you wish you were barefoot!” she said.
Jack nodded. “You’re right.”
“But then…what about the kid…” Tuffnut muttered thoughtfully, scratching his chin. “He must be a troll too, and yet sources tell us he’s always worn shoes. Unless…” He gasped. “Unless you were cursed! I was cursed once! By a Lycanwing – it bit me, and—”
“Alright, Tuffnut, we already figured out that wasn’t a Lycanwing bite and you’re not cursed,” Hiccup said.
“You say that, but I know I’ll never be the same,” Tuffnut said grimly.
Hiccup walked up to stand between the twins and Jack. “And Jack isn’t cursed either, so—”
“Bold of you to say that, Hiccup,” Jack interrupted, now wearing that mischievous smile on his face. “You don’t know me.”
Hiccup sent him a long look. “Not helping,” he said, but Jack’s eyes just glinted with mirth.
“Let me ask you this, Jackson Overland,” Tuffnut said, leaning in very close.
“Jack is fine,” Jack said. He took a step back to regain some personal space, but Tuffnut didn’t pay that any mind.
“Are you trying to confuse us? Because that, my good friend, will take some work. We Thorstons are not easily tricked!”
“You sure about that?” Hiccup mumbled.
“We will figure you out, Jack,” Tuffnut promised, pointing at his own eyes, and then at Jack’s. “Mark my words.”
Jack’s gaze didn’t waver. “I’ll be impressed if you can,” he told them, and if Hiccup didn’t already know he was just messing with them, he would’ve been fooled too. It took a lot of willpower not to roll his eyes, because while Jack was riling the twins up for his own strange amusement, he didn’t know what he was getting into. And Hiccup was about to tell him that, but just then, Fanghook’s roar split the air, followed by a series of frightened shouts and screams from the kids inside the arena.
Jack somehow stumbled again, even if he was just standing there normally, before he slipped past Ruff and Tuff and bolted into the arena. Hiccup barely heard him hiss out something that sounded like a curse or something. They all sprinted after him.
Inside the arena, Gustav was sprawled on the ground, pressing a hand against his forehead. Fanghook was on fire, standing on his hindlegs, and between him and the wall of the arena, stood Jamie. From the looks of it, Hiccup could guess that Gustav had been trying to show off, and it had all gone horribly wrong, because of course it had; it was Gustav.
Jack was far ahead of them, running to Jamie’s side. Hiccup didn’t know what Jack thought would happen, but he knew that he wouldn’t last long in front of the riled up Monstrous Nightmare if he didn’t know how to handle him. But he was already too far away, so all Hiccup could do was shout:
“Jack, don’t!”
Jack didn’t stop. Instead, he jumped in front of Jamie and pointed his staff at Hookfang, as if a piece of wood would help him against a fire-breathing dragon who was on fire.
Toothless bolted forward, but came to a sudden stop when something completely bewildering happened: the flames on Fanghook’s body melted away, and the dragon backed off. His head was tilting from side to side, as if he was hearing a distant sound.
Jack lowered his staff and let out a relieved, airy laugh. He said something in his native tongue – a word Hiccup though he’d heard him say several times during their tour of Berk.
Jamie tentatively looked up, and though his face was pale, fear quickly faded from his expression as Fanghook backed away. Hiccup exchanged a look with the twins. They looked as confused as he felt. What had just happened?
After a few seconds of stunned silence, Hiccup walked up to Jack and Jamie.
“Are…Are you okay?” he asked.
Jamie looked up. “Uh…Y-Yeah,” he said, and even if his voice quivered, he did actually look completely unharmed.
The other children had begun to inch closer again now. Gustav was back on his feet, standing by Fanghook’s side with a perplexed expression. Jack looked at Fanghook, laughed softly, before turning his gaze to Hiccup.
“No harm done,” he said, and if Hiccup didn’t imagine it, he though Jack’s smile looked a little too innocent.
Behind Hiccup, the twins were muttering quietly, trying to make sense of what they’d just seen. He couldn’t blame them.
After chasing Gustav and the kids out of the arena, they all ended up walking back to the village together. Hiccup had been a bit miffed about it at first, because he wasn’t very good with kids, and especially not a bunch of kids that were already worked up because of what had just happened. But he was quick to realize that he had nothing to worry about. On the way back to the village, he barely got to speak to any of the kids at all – or anyone at all, because of one simple reason:
Jack was amazing with kids. Hiccup didn’t know how or why, but no matter what those rowdy kids said or did, Jack knew how to respond. Even if there were seven kids surrounding him, all asking questions, all clamoring for his attention – maybe aside from Jamie, who was in the spotlight together with Jack – he managed to include everyone. And if one of the kids did something bad – like asking an inappropriate question or fighting with each other – Jack knew exactly what to do to distract the kids and make them laugh again.
It was some kind of miracle. Hiccup couldn’t help but stare, and so did Gustav and the twins; none of them had seen anyone able to control so many Berkian kids at once, and with such ease too.
By the time they made it back to the village, Jack had somehow dodged all their questions about their mysterious arrival and about their background, while still keeping the kids entertained and content. Much to Hiccup’s disappointed, who’d hoped the kids would manage to open Jack and Jamie up a bit. But to no avail; the kids were all wrapped around Jack’s little finger, and the weirdest part was that Jack seemed to be having as much fun as the kids were.
They were well into the village when Toothless began nudging Hiccup’s hand, growling incessantly. He was impatient. He wanted to go flying, but Hiccup didn’t know what to do with Jack and Jamie in the meantime. He definitely couldn’t take them with him on Toothless; their flights were too wild and dangerous, and Hiccup also didn’t want to teach them anything about dragon riding before he was sure he could trust them.
“I hear ya, bud,” he mumbled, petting Toothless as he looked back at Jack and Jamie. They were still chatting with the kids. Jack seemed more energized than ever. Hiccup shook his head, and looked back at Toothless. “I’ll just finish showing them around, and then we’ll go, alright?”
Toothless grumbled, clearly not satisfied, but he let the matter go for now.
“Oh, there’s more to see?” Jack asked, clearly having overheard their conversation. If he thought it was weird that Hiccup was talking to Toothless, he didn’t mention it.
Hiccup shrugged. “If you’re interested,” he said. “I also need to go up to the forge. Gobber should be back by now.”
“Gobber, huh?” Jack said thoughtfully. “The forge sounds cool. Right, Jamie?”
“Yeah!” Jamie replied, with even more enthusiasm than Jack.
Hiccup had never seen anyone so excited about the forge before.
“Do you have to leave?” Brenda asked, looking crestfallen.
Jack smiled and ruffled her hair. “We’ll be around,” he said. “There’s always another day.”
The children all moaned in disappointment, but Jack said that he could play with them again soon, and that they could play with Gustav and the twins in the meantime – much to Gustav and the twins’ protests. Hiccup didn’t really trust them with the kids either, but the words were already out, and soon enough they’d all run off to do Odin knows what, but only if Jack promised to play with them another day. Jack didn’t look like he thought that was a bad deal at all.
And then they were headed towards the forge. Hiccup found it hard to speak now, compared to how easy the conversation had flowed on their way to the arena. What had happened in the arena was just so strange, Hiccup couldn’t look at Jack and Jamie without thinking about it. It didn’t take long for him to crack.
“What happened back there?” he asked.
Jack, who’d been saying something to Jamie in his native tongue, looked up. “What do you mean?” he asked back.
Hiccup raised a brow, because it was obvious, wasn’t it? “In the arena,” he said. “You—How did you stop Fanghook from attacking? Did you even know what you were doing?”
Jack hesitated, his eyes darting off somewhere, before going back to Hiccup. “…No, not really,” he said. “I usually don’t, but things tend to work out anyway. Usually.” He frowned, like he was considering that. “Yeah, usually,” he concluded.
Hiccup had no idea what he meant, and it didn’t do anything to help quench his curiosity about this strange duo. He pointed at Jack’s staff. “What kind of wood is that?” he asked. Maybe it was made of something dragons didn’t like – possibly Monstrous Nightmares in particular, since it didn’t seem to have any effect on Toothless.
Jack blinked, and looked at his staff. He opened his mouth as if to answer, but then closed it again, his gaze going distant. “I’m…actually not sure,” he said. “I’ve never thought about it.”
Hiccup frowned. “It must be something about the staff…But Fanghook looked like…I don’t know,” he muttered. “Was he just surprised? Maybe he thought you were holding a weapon…But that would just agitate him more. No, it doesn’t make sense…”
“Uh…Maybe we were just lucky,” Jamie suggested.
Hiccup opened his mouth to argue, but then remember he was talking to a child. He cleared his throat. “Yeah, maybe,” he said.
“Is that the forge?” Jack asked.
Hiccup looked up, momentarily distracted from his musings. “Oh, yeah,” he said. “This is where we make all our weapons and saddles and all, but Gobber is also very good at fixing the dragons’ teeth. A dragon with a toothache isn’t pleasant.” He spotted Gobber and waved at him as they approached. “I also work here a lot, though not as much as I used to.”
Jack hummed. “Didn’t expect the son of the chief to like getting his hands dirty,” he said, and though he sounded casual, it wasn’t hard to hear the teasing undertone in his voice.
Hiccup snorted. “I’m the son of the chief, not a prince,” he said. Grudgingly, he added, “Though I guess you have a point. Manning the forge is less of a dirty job than what the alternative was back then. Even when Berk was fighting against the dragons, I was never any good at it. So, the forge it was.”
“You know how to make a sword?” Jamie asked.
Hiccup smiled at that. “Of course,” he said. “Swords are easy. I’ll show you how, if you want to.”
Jamie definitely looked like he wanted to. Jack was smiling as well – which he did most of the time, but there was almost always a kind of elfishness about it that put Hiccup on edge. This smile, however, was kind and approving. Hiccup only saw it for a second, before Jack grinned at Jamie, ruffling his hair.
So now another thing was clear: Jack was strange, mysterious and often off-putting – but his love for children was genuine and pure. Hiccup found it hard to mistrust someone like that, even with all his other bewildering characteristics.
“How’s it going, lads?” Gobber asked as they finally walked into the forge. He was hammering on some kind of weapon but turned around to face them as he spoke. “Hiccup’s not boring you too much, is he?”
Jack blinked, like he was surprised. “Oh – no, no we’re good,” he replied, a beat too late, his tone oddly stiff. Hiccup didn’t bother to question it – he’d just accepted Jack’s weirdness at this point. “Berk is very nice too. You seem like, uh…characteristic people.”
Jamie was staring at Gobber’s hook, and then at his wooden leg. He kept his mouth shut, but Hiccup knew what he wanted to ask.
Gobber laughed. “Characteristic, eh? Aye, that’s one way to put it,” he said.
“Oh, it’s you guys.”
They all turned around at the voice, just as Snotlout stepped into view, holding a crossbow. He wore his usual, arrogant smile and looked pleased with the fact that he was holding a weapon to show off. He eyed them curiously.
“Oh, it’s the Snot-boy,” Jack said, before blinking. “Did I say that in Norse?”
Jamie cleared his throat in a poor attempt to hide a giggle.
“It’s Snotlout,” Snotlout huffed. “Snotlout Jorgensson. It’s not that hard.”
“Is that a crossbow?” Jamie asked, and headed over to him. Hiccup wondered briefly if that was a good idea, but Jack was quick to follow, so Hiccup supposed he was in good hands. Jack could manage Snotlout on his own. Probably.
In the meantime, Hiccup could do what he’d actually come here for. He turned to Gobber.
“I found something,” he said, lowering his voice. “Near the place we found Jack and Jamie.”
Gobber raised his brow, and Hiccup walked around Toothless – who was really beginning to look impatient now – to rummage through the satchel at the side of the saddle. He fished out the crystal he’d found in the snow and held it out to Gobber.
“I’m not sure if it’s theirs or not, but I thought it might reveal where they come from,” he said. “I don’t recognize the rock; it’s not something I’ve ever seen on Berk or anywhere in the Archipelago.”
Gobber held the stone up to his eyes and studied it for a long time. The stone glistened coldly, even in the warm light from the forge, casting dim blue reflections on Gobber’s face. He hummed.
“I have no idea,” he said, and held the crystal back out to Hiccup. He glanced at Jack and Jamie, who were still busy talking to Snotlout. “But it looks like its worth a fortune. If I were you, I wouldn’t bother asking them about it. Maybe it’s not even theirs!” He grinned.
Behind them, Snotlout’s loud voice carried across the room:
“Well, you won’t be able to fight with just that stick of yours. You’ll need a real weapon, like this.”
Hiccup didn’t like to steal, but then again, he wasn’t actually sure if this belonged to Jack or Jamie. Just because he’d found it where he’d found them didn’t mean it was definitely theirs…right? He supposed he could ask them about it, but…
“I think I’m good with only this stick, actually,” Jack responded, his voice just a little chillier than usual.
Hiccup decided to take Gobber’s advice and put the crystal back in the satchel. There was just something about it – something he couldn’t quite put his finger on – that made him want to keep it. Or maybe he was just greedy, but it wasn’t like he was planning on selling it. It just felt…special.
He was brought out of his thoughts when a loud clatter sounded behind him, and he whirled around to see Snotlout on the floor with a bunch of different tools and metal pieces scattered around him. A table had been tipped over, probably in Snotlout’s attempt to steady himself on it, by the looks of it. He was looking up at Jack, eyes wide. Jack straightened up from the defensive pose he’d been standing in, shifting his hold on his staff casually.
Had he knocked Snotlout over? That swiftly? With only a wooden staff?
Snotlout looked like he was asking himself the exact same questions. Jamie was standing by Jack’s side, his mouth an almost comically round “O.”
“Told you,” Jack said, proceeding to offer a hand to Snotlout. Snotlout didn’t take it.
“How did you—” he started, but caught himself. He got to his feet without Jack’s help and stared at him. “You tripped me – I wasn’t ready!”
“Don’t take my staff,” Jack defended with a shrug.
“It’s just a piece of wood!” Snotlout yapped.
Jack opened his mouth to retort, but Gobber stepped in. “That was an impressive move,” he told Jack, wobbling over to him. “Didn’t take you for a fighter. You sure don’t look the type!”
Jack looked away from Snotlout and his expression relaxed again. He laughed, clearly not too offended by Gobber’s brutal honesty. “I guess not,” he said.
“Who trained you?” Gobber asked.
Jack hesitated. “No one,” he replied. “I’m self-taught.”
It obviously wasn’t the answer Gobber was expecting. Hiccup, who hadn’t even seen what Jack had done, could only wonder why. He wished he hadn’t had his back turned, because Gobber and Snotlout both looked stunned – only Jamie didn’t seem surprised, though his eyes were darting nervously between Gobber and Jack. For all Hiccup knew, Jack could just have caught Snotlout off-guard – like Snotlout claimed – because as obnoxious and as boastful Snotlout was, he was still a good fighter and not easy to be swept off his feet. Especially not by someone who looked like Jack.
But then again, Hiccup shouldn’t talk too loudly about calling someone too skinny to be a good fighter.
“Whatever! I just wasn’t ready!” Snotlout protested, his face bright pink. “I’ll show you. Meet me in the—”
“Alright, I think it’s time we see the, uh…docks!” Hiccup cut in, putting a hand on Jack’s shoulder. Maybe he imagined it, but he thought Jack flinched ever so slightly under his touch…but if anyone else noticed, they didn’t mention it. “Battles of honors can wait until everyone’s completely settled in, Snotlout.”
Snotlout didn’t look happy about it, but Hiccup knew he was probably relieved to have a reason not to duel with Jack. He was all bark, no bite, usually.
On their way out of the forge, Gobber called after them:
“Oh, by the way,” he said. “If the two of you are staying for a while, I could need a couple extra pair of hands in here. Just mentioning it.”
Jamie looked like Snoggletog had come early. He looked at Jack with bright eyes, practically begging for his permission. Jack laughed and nodded at Gobber.
“We’ll keep it in mind,” he told him.
“What? Are you kidding me?” Snotlout yapped, but Gobber ignored him, and so did the rest of them as they continued heading towards the docks.
They were a couple of minutes away from the forge when Hiccup spoke up again: “Don’t worry about Snotlout,” he said. “He likes to act tough, but he’s mostly just talk.”
Jack snorted. “He’s alright,” he replied, making Hiccup raise a brow at him.
“You can say he’s annoying, you know,” he said. “Nobody ever likes Snotlout at first. He’s…someone you have to get used to, and then someday you might see his good sides. Buried deep, deep inside of him…under layers upon layers of not-so-good sides.”
It was Jack’s turn to raise a brow. “Isn’t he your friend?” he asked.
Hiccup shrugged. “Yeah, but we don’t always see eye to eye,” he replied. “We’ve grown closer in the recent years, but we didn’t start out as friends.” To be fair, he could say the same thing about Astrid and the others, but Jack and Jamie didn’t need to know that.
“Well, I think he’s fun,” Jack said. “At least…interesting.”
Hiccup wondered how long it would take Snotlout to change Jack’s mind, but decided not to say anything.
“But worry about the twins,” he said instead, curious of what Jack had made of them.
Jamie frowned. “The ones back at arena?” he asked, glancing at Jack for confirmation. “Why should we worry about them?”
“I wonder too,” Jack said, an amused smile on his face. “So far they haven’t done anything harmful, except calling me a troll, but I can take that.”
“Look, they’re a couple of muttonheads, but you can never predict what they’ll do next,” Hiccup explained, tapping his temple. “Their logic isn’t the same as ours, and if there’s one thing they never think about, it’s consequences.”
“I know someone like that too,” Jamie quipped, so quickly it sounded like he’d been waiting for it.
Jack pressed his lips together, like he was holding back a laugh. Hiccup raised his brows.
“I wonder who that is,” he said dryly.
“The twins seem fun as well,” Jack concluded. “Just the right amount of crazy. At least you’ll never be bored around them.”
Hiccup shook his head, letting out an exasperated chuckle. “For better or worse,” he said. “I won’t say I told you so.”
Toothless chose that moment to grumble indignantly, shoving his head against Hiccup’s side. Hiccup stumbled but caught himself before he could fall on his ass in front of Jack and Jamie.
“Hey,” he yapped at Toothless, but Toothless just replied with a glower, huffing loudly. “I told you, I’ll fly with you later!”
Toothless made a weird noise, like he was trying to imitate Hiccup’s voice. Hiccup rolled his eyes.
“Yeah, yeah, real mature.”
“You understand him so easily,” Jack said, looking at Toothless curiously. “You speak dragon?”
“He makes himself understood,” Hiccup said, and shook his head when Toothless shot him another nasty look. “He’s grumpy because he wants to go flying. We usually do, around this time.”
“But you’re here because of us?” Jamie asked, a guilty look on his face.
Hiccup hesitated. “I mean—sometimes duty comes first,” he said. “It’s alright. He’s just spoiled. Ouch!”
Toothless had hit him with one of his wings, and then proceeded to pointedly act as if nothing happened. Hiccup rubbed the side of his face.
“Why don’t he just fly on his own?” Jack asked.
There was a beat that probably lasted a bit too long.
“Uh…Well, you see—”
“Hiccup!”
Hiccup was glad to be saved from that explanation, and turned around to see Fishlegs and Meatlug, waving at them from where they’d found a nice patch of grass to sit, overlooking the ocean. Meatlug was munching on a pile of rocks, and Fishlegs on what looked like yak leftovers from yesterday.
“Oh! It’s like Gothi’s dragon!” Jamie said excitedly. “A Gronckle, right? What’s his name?”
Hiccup nodded for them to follow him over to Fishlegs. “Her name is Meatlug, and she is a girl,” he said, waving back at Fishlegs. “I’m sure Fishlegs will love to tell you all about her.”
“Meatlug,” Jamie said, grinning. “Why do all of you—uh, your dragons have such weird names?”
Jack laughed. “It wards of gnomes and trolls, apparently,” he said. “The twins told me when they accused me of being the latter.”
“Good morning!” Fishlegs said when they approached. He’d gotten to his feet, and looked a bit tense, like he was anxious to make a good impression. He smiled nervously at Jack. “Hello, again. And nice to meet you – you must be Jack’s little brother,” he then said to Jamie.
“Oh. Uh, yes,” Jamie said, a little shyly. “My name is Jamie,” he said, holding his hand out to Fishlegs.
Fishlegs smiled brightly. He’d always been the best with kids out of Hiccup and his friends. They shook hands – a bit awkwardly at first, since Jamie went for Fishlegs’ hand and Fishlegs for Jamie’s forearm, but in the end settled for the way they usually did it on Berk: A firm grip around each other’s forearms.
“And I’m Fishlegs. This is Meatlug,” Fishlegs said, gesturing to his dragon. Meatlug perked up at the sound of her name.
“She’s so cool,” Jamie said, inching towards her, hesitantly holding his hand out. “Can I…?”
“Of course!”
Hiccup watched them and realized he hadn’t even said a word to introduce them; it seemed Jamie and Fishlegs got along swimmingly without help. Hiccup was glad he had at least one friend who knew how to deal with kids.
Beside Hiccup, Jack was watching them as well, wearing a slightly awed expression as Jamie pet Meatlug’s scaly nose. Jamie’s childish excitement shone so bright, Hiccup almost forgot that Jack didn’t know anymore about dragons than his brother. Jack caught his eyes, and there was a slight, now almost invisible, hint of surprise in his expression, like he was shocked Hiccup was paying him any attention. It made Hiccup wonder what kind of life he’d been living up until now.
And then it was gone, and Jack was smiling again. He took a step closer to Hiccup, and said in a soft voice so that the other two wouldn’t hear:
“I like Fishlegs too. Your friends are cool.”
“I’m not surprised you like Fishlegs,” Hiccup replied, returning Jack’s smile. “You already have one thing in common: You’re good with kids. Although, from what I’ve seen, you’re even better at dealing with them than Fishlegs. Honestly, not even the parents of those kids you met at the arena can handle them as well as you did. How?”
Jack chuckled softly, bringing his staff closer to his chest as he looked at Jamie. “I just like kids,” he said. He looked like he was going to say something more, but then his smile faltered a little, a shadow passing over his face as if he’d just remembered something sad.
Hiccup was about to ask him what was wrong, but was interrupted by a sound: Jack’s stomach rumbling.
Jack looked down, eyes wide. “Oh, right,” he muttered, scratching his head.
“Haven’t you had breakfast?” Hiccup asked.
Jack shook his head. “Astrid came to get us early in the morning,” he said. There was a slight pinkish hue on his pale cheeks. He frowned, looking at Jamie again. “So that’s why my stomach hurts. I forgot that…” He trailed off, then cleared his throat. He looked at Hiccup. “Um…When—Or…how do you eat? Where? When?”
“You’re hungry?” Fishlegs then asked. He held up his bowl of yak leftovers. “There’s more than enough to share!”
Hiccup gave him an impressed look. Fishlegs didn’t often share his food; he really wanted to make friends with Jack and Jamie, didn’t he?
Toothless chose that time to shove his head against Hiccup’s backside, making him stumble into Jack. Jack made a small, surprised noise, but thankfully didn’t fall.
“Toothless!” Hiccup complained once they’d both regained their balance.
Toothless growled at him, and Jack laughed nervously.
“Why don’t you go fly with him. Jamie and I can stay here and eat with Fishlegs in the meantime,” he suggested, and nodded at Toothless. “Like, before he eats us.”
Hiccup laughed in surprise. “He won’t eat you,” he reassured him. “Most dragons just eat fish, Toothless included. But…” He looked at Toothless, who, upon hearing Jack’s suggestion, was now giving him puppy dog eyes. Hiccup sighed soundlessly, patting his big head. “A small ride won’t hurt. We have to stay nearby, though. Hear that, bud?”
Toothless immediately perked up. He hopped around, before stopping to let Hiccup on. Hiccup smiled fondly and climbed onto the saddle. He fastened the security and looked at Jack.
“I’ll be back in a—Woah, Toothless!”
Toothless did apparently have no patience left to spare, and they were in the air before Hiccup would finish his sentence. The ground rapidly shrank beneath them, and Jack and the others became miniature figures. Hiccup leaned forward and let out a breathy laugh when Toothless growled happily.
They flew in a wide circle over the ocean, higher and higher until they reached the clouds. Hiccup glanced down to the ground. It was hard to see, but he thought the others were watching them. Hiccup felt a smirk grow on his lips.
“What do you say we give them a little show, bud?” he asked.
Toothless growled in agreement. Hiccup steadied himself and turned the gear.
Toothless dived. It was so sudden, Hiccup almost lost his grip on the saddle. The wind made his hair stand straight back, and it was hard to breathe. His stomach made barrel rolls and his heart felt like it was going to beat out of his chest. He loved every second of it.
Just before they hit the water, Toothless changed course, speeding across the waves. He put one paw in the water, making it splash out to each side of him, leaving a white path in their wake. They zipped past statues in the water, and then they were ascending again, spinning in the air.
Hiccup whooped as they split the cloud layer, and in the next second, they were bathing in sunlight. Hiccup let go of the saddle to feel the wind passing them by and closed his eyes, sighing deeply. Up here, it was so easy to forget about his troubles. Especially with the clouds beneath them, it felt as if he was shut away from the real world below. It was like he could stay up here forever, just him, Toothless, and the wind as one.
But Toothless had other ideas. He laughed in that dragon-y way of his, and Hiccup opened his eyes suspiciously. He felt the wind slow down around them, and saw that Toothless had stopped beating his wings. Hiccup’s hair went from being swept backwards, to floating loosely around his head, and then straight up. It wasn’t abnormal that Toothless let them fall like this, but as they broke through the clouds and plummeted towards the water, rapidly gaining speed, Hiccup started to get worried.
“Uh—Toothless?” he tried.
Toothless ignored him. The water was rushing towards them.
“Toothless! Now would be a good time to change course!”
Even if he could barely hear himself over the wind in his ears, he knew Toothless could hear him easily – and he still wasn’t responding. Hiccup tried shouting some more at him, but his voice soon turned into a panicked holler. And then, just before they hit the water, Toothless made a sharp turn, almost flattening Hiccup against his back. Hiccup wheezed, feeling lightheaded.
“Very—very funny, you overgrown lizard,” he panted. “Was that your revenge, huh? Are you happy now?”
Toothless huffed, and Hiccup shook his head with an exasperated laugh. How a dragon could be such a drama queen was truly something to ponder about.
They flew around for a little while longer, with better cooperation now that Toothless felt like Hiccup had learned his lesson about postponing their flights. Though as much as Hiccup wanted to stay in the air, he knew he had to get back to Jack and Jamie. Not that he thought they were going to cause any kind of trouble, especially not while Fishlegs could keep an eye on them, but his father wouldn’t be happy if he found out Hiccup was up here instead of down there with them. He managed to convince Toothless to land, with a promise that they would take a longer flight the following evening.
Jack, Jamie, Fishlegs and Meatlug were sitting in a circle on the grass when Hiccup and Toothless returned. Jack was the first one to spot them, a piece of yak meat halfway to his mouth, because he was already looking at the sky.
It was hard to see from a distance, but there was something off about Jack’s expression. He looked kind of distant, and he lacked his usual cheerfulness. Other than that, his expression was hard to decipher, and the moment Jack met Hiccup’s eyes, the expression disappeared.
“Thought you lost control for a moment there,” Jack said as Toothless padded over to them. He was grinning from ear to ear. “Your voice is louder than I thought.”
Hiccup dismounted Toothless and huffed. “Ha-ha,” he said dryly, sending Toothless a pointed look. “Are you satisfied? You enjoy making me look like a dork in front of our guests?”
Toothless’ head bobbed up and down, and he made a guttural noise. In other words, he was laughing.
“Hiccup, that was awesome!” Jamie exclaimed, getting up to bounce on the balls of his feet. His eyes were so round with excitement, it looked like they were going to pop right out of his skull. “The way you spun, and diced, and like, how you just shot through the clouds like—Did you fall on purpose?”
Hiccup was sure he was blushing. “Toothless sure fell on purpose,” he replied sheepishly. “But, uh…Thanks, Jamie.”
Toothless crooned, pushing his head against Jamie’s side, though in a more gentle way than he usually did with Hiccup. Jamie gasped, but once he realized Toothless was just asking for attention, he started giggling and gave him what he wanted.
“He’s like a big cat,” Jack murmured incredulously. “Where’s the bloodthirsty beasts from all the stories?”
Hiccup wondered again how Jack and Jamie had never encountered a dragon before. Even if they weren’t from the Archipelago, how had they come this far without seeing one?
“Oh, they’re around too,” Hiccup said, studying Toothless and Jamie. Fishlegs had joined in on petting Toothless, and they’d already started chatting about dragons and dragon riding. Hiccup just hoped Fishlegs wouldn’t spill anything vital. “You just got to know which ones will kill you and which ones will…um, hesitate and eventually decide not to.”
“And how do you know that?” Jack asked.
Hiccup hummed thoughtfully. “If you really are going to stay here for a while…” he started, slightly hesitant.
His wariness wasn’t unreasonable, but at the same time, Jack and Jamie had yet to show any signs that they would trick them or cause any trouble in any way. The possibility that they were spies was far from ruled out, but then there was also another possibility – the one where Jack and Jamie were truly just a couple of lost brothers, who were probably more wary and scared than Hiccup could ever be. If they turned out to be innocent, and Hiccup had neglected them the safety they needed and deserved…
“…you should learn about this stuff,” he continued, nodding to himself. “Both about dragons and fighting. Berk and the Archipelago is, uh…harsh. You’ve got lots to learn.”
Jack frowned. “Fighting? Jamie is just eleven,” he said.
“And how old are you?” Hiccup asked.
Jack’s lips were slightly parted, staring at Hiccup as if that question was offensive or shocking somehow. Maybe it was, where Jack and Jamie came from. When Jack spoke again, his tone sounded slightly off.
“Seventeen,” he replied. “And some more.”
It was a weird way to put it, but Hiccup didn’t question it.
“And you knocked Snotlout to the ground earlier,” Hiccup said. “I didn’t see exactly what happened, but both Gobber and Snotlout seemed impressed – well, more like offended, in Snotlout’s case. Gobber isn’t easily impressed, yet you impressed him with your fighting—”
“I feel like it was more self-defense,” Jack cut in, though he was twirling his staff with a self-satisfied smile on his face.
“—and you don’t get good like that overnight, obviously. You must’ve been young when you started fighting.”
Jack was sending him a long look. His hazel eyes suddenly felt piercing, calculating, like he was reading Hiccup’s thoughts. Hiccup shifted self-consciously.
“Or am I wrong?” he added lamely.
Jack held his gaze for a few more seconds, before he took a deep breath and looked at his staff instead. “My circumstances were different,” he said. “If anyone is gonna learn to fight, it’s gonna be me. Not Jamie.”
Hiccup knew Berk, and better than anyone, the rest of the Archipelago. It was a pretty merciless place if you found yourself in a difficult situation – and sooner or later, most people did. Hiccup was unsure how long Jack would be able to think the way he did, and for his and Jamie’s sake, he hoped it was a long time…but he doubted it. On Berk they learned from early on how to defend themselves. Most of the kids on Berk knew the basics of sword fighting and archery, and Jamie was already the odd one out; being defenseless would do more harm than good.
But Hiccup decided not to argue with Jack about that. At least not yet.
“Alright,” he said. “It’s nothing you have to worry about yet anyway. My father doesn’t trust you, and teaching a potential enemy all our fighting secrets isn’t a very strategic move.”
A faint smile passed over Jack’s lips, but he seemed distant as he watched Jamie. “Hopefully we won’t stay long enough to worry about it at all,” he said quietly.
“Where will you go?” Hiccup asked.
The remnants of Jack’s smile faded, replaced by a worried, yet determined frown.
“Home,” he replied, and if Hiccup didn’t imagine it, his hold on his staff tightened. “I just have to find out how.”
Hiccup didn’t know what to make of the expression Jack was wearing, nor the words he said. Still, there was a kind of sadness about him that Hiccup knew all too well. Maybe that was why he was able to see it, even if Jack was good at hiding it. Hiccup studied him for a few seconds. His hand twitched, wanting to touch Jack’s shoulder reassuringly, but he remembered the way Jack had tensed earlier.
“Well…” he started, and Jack met his eyes again. Hiccup sent him a kind smile. “You don’t seem like bad people to me. You’ll get to go home in the end. Just know you’re not alone. Alright?”
Jack was quiet, but he held Hiccup’s gaze. Again, he had that look in his eyes…steady, observant and mindful, making him seem older than he really was. It didn’t match the image of him Hiccup had been starting to form: The weird, possibly slightly insane young man with a bad case of amnesia. Hiccup knew what crazy looked like – it lit up the eyes of people like Dagur and Alvin, and countless other Vikings he’d encountered. Jack had nothing of that.
Jack nodded at him, smiling gratefully. “Thank you, Hiccup,” he said softly.
Notes:
A little introduction to Berk, which was horrible to write because I don't have a clear picture of Berk in my head. Does anybody have a map?? (Not meant as a Dear Even Hanson reference, but it could be, if you want it to) because I am... very lost.
On another note, I just finished writing chapter 13, and with that the fic has crossed 100k words! So y'all have a big storm coming. Ahaha.
Also, to those who have been commenting the past chapters - I'm bad at responding, but I read them, and reread them a lot to motivate myself. Positive and negative criticism is fine, as long as it is constructive, or course :^) I'm just going to say right now that my memory is Not Good, and HTTYD has a LOT of content so if I forget something about that universe, then I'd appreciate it if you told me lmao.
Alright, ttyl gays *peace sign*
Chapter Text
“I’m sure Stoick didn’t mean you have to watch over them literally at all times. What are they gonna do, burn the village down?”
“Funny coming from you. You’re more suspicious than any of us. Except maybe my dad…”
It was hard to see in the late sunset, but Astrid definitely rolled her eyes.
They were out on their evening flight, like Hiccup had promised Toothless. Astrid had seen him getting ready and had decided to join. Hiccup had no reason to refuse; he had a lot on his mind, and he knew Astrid did as well. That, and he also enjoyed her company, obviously.
“It’s true,” Hiccup said defensively. “I’m not saying it’s a bad thing, just—”
“I’m not more suspicious than you. You’re just too polite to be open about it,” Astrid quipped. “And no, you’re right: It’s not a bad thing. We should be careful. Maybe even more careful than we already are.”
“You just said they wouldn’t do any harm while I’m gone.”
“I said they wouldn’t burn the village down. I didn’t say they wouldn’t do something else.”
“They’re just kids, Astrid.”
“Kids that we know nothing about!”
“I know that! But…” Hiccup sighed, shaking his head. There really was no point in arguing. Not because Astrid was stubborn – or that they were both stubborn – but because Hiccup did actually agree with her. He understood her point of view, but still…“I know. I don’t trust them either, but there’s just nothing about them that screams ‘distrustful.’”
Astrid fell silent. She was frowning, gazing downwards. Then she pointed.
“There,” she said, and Hiccup followed her gaze to a small island, halfway hidden beneath the cloud layer. “There’s no dragons on that one, right?”
Hiccup shook his head, and they flew down there. The island was so small, it barely counted as an island at all, and therefore it didn’t have a name either. It was more like a big rock in the middle of the ocean, with just enough width to grow a charming little forest.
Astrid dismounted Stormfly, petting her gratefully. Hiccup did the same, and as he and Astrid went to sit down at the root of a huge pine, Toothless and Stormfly trotted off together. Astrid pulled out a bundle from her bag, containing today’s dinner: muttonchops, just like two days before, and then the day before that again. Hiccup didn’t complain out loud, and took a chop when Astrid handed it to him.
“I’m guessing Jack and Jamie still didn’t join the rest of the village for dinner, since we’re here,” Astrid said, taking a bite out of her muttonchop. She frowned. “It tastes a little less like earth this time.”
Hiccup wasn’t sure if he agreed, but he hummed as if he thought it was delicious. “Nope,” he said between chews. “After our tour they seemed pretty exhausted. Can’t really blame them…They probably weren’t prepared for any dragon trouble. Or Snotlout-trouble.”
“Dragon trouble?”
“Yeah…Gustav and the other kids. It was weird, though.” Hiccup lowered the muttonchop, looking over at Toothless and Stormfly, who were having a lighthearted playfight. “Fanghook acted strange when Jack intervened. I can’t explain how he did it, but he made Fanghook back off.”
Astrid’s eyebrows were knitted tightly together. “From the boy who’s never seen a dragon before?” she asked.
Hiccup knew what she was thinking. He’d had the idea as well.
“You think he’s lying?” he asked.
Astrid shrugged. “Maybe,” she said. “Probably.”
Hiccup bit the inside of his cheek. The muttonchop – which wasn’t very appetizing the first place – didn’t seem so tempting anymore. “What about the kid?” he asked. “He’s just eleven. How can he be a threat to us?”
“Maybe that’s what they want you to think.”
“Who are ‘they’?”
Astrid sighed, leaning heavily against the tree trunk. “I don’t know, Hiccup,” she said, and brought a hand up to rub her forehead. “I’m not saying they’re definitely dangerous. I want to believe they aren’t. No, I want to know they aren’t. Believing is not enough.”
“And if they aren’t?” Hiccup asked.
Astrid sent him a questioning look.
“We have to help them get home,” he continued. “I don’t think they can do it alone. If they truly don’t know anything about dragons, they can’t be from the Archipelago. They’ll get themselves killed.”
Astrid averted her eyes. “You’re probably right,” she said. “But let’s focus on one thing at a time. Keep them close by, until we know we can trust them.”
Hiccup held back a tired sigh. He knew she was right. “When will that be, though?” he mumbled. It was a rhetorical question, but Astrid answered it anyway:
“When we know them.” She tapped her finger restlessly against her knee, looking intently at the muttonchop, as if that was the key to unlocking all of Jack and Jamie’s secrets. “So what do we know?” she then asked. She looked at Hiccup again. “Assuming everything they’ve told us is true.”
“We know that neither of them has any memories of how they got to Berk,” Hiccup said.
“Which is very convenient for them, but go on.”
Hiccup sent her a look, before continuing: “Jack is seventeen and Jamie is eleven. None of them have seen dragons before. I’m pretty sure they didn’t even know they existed, judging by their reactions. Jack knows how to fight, but I don’t know to what extent. He knocked Snotlout to the floor, apparently.” He hummed thoughtfully. “He also thinks Snotlout is fun, which is weird in itself. But then again, at least we know for sure that Jack is a bit funny himself.”
Astrid snorted. “You can definitely say that,” she said. “When I came to wake him earlier today, he completely spaced out on me. Like, the completely forgot that I was there, kind of spacing out. And then, when he turned around…I don’t know. Something scared him? It was weird.” She shook her head, before she continued speaking with a more serious tone. “They told me they come from a place called America. No, they told me…the language they speak is called English, and America is where that language is from. If they’re from that place, I don’t know for sure.”
“Observant,” Hiccup commented.
“Jack told me they learned Norse from traders visiting their village,” she continued. “But that it had been a while. They didn’t seem to know Trader Johann, but who knows? I think it’s a bit strange that they speak so fluently, if that was the way they learned it. They sound…almost native, hadn’t it been for their accents.”
“You think they fake the accents?” Hiccup asked.
Astrid pursed her lips, then shook her head. “It seems consistent. Even Jamie’s. So unless he’s a very talented actor for a little kid, it seems real to me.”
“So you’re suggesting they learned it another way,” Hiccup concluded. “There’s something they aren’t telling us?”
“There’s definitely something they aren’t telling us. If it’s their story of how they learned Norse, I don’t know. But…yes. I think Jack lied about that.”
That was definitely a huge warning sign.
“Something else too,” Astrid murmured. She was looking at the darkening sky now. “They didn’t know about the gods. In the moment, I thought they just asked which god Gothi prayed to specifically, but I’m starting to think maybe they didn’t know about them at all. They’d have to be living under a rock, right?”
“If their goal is to trick us and blend in, then that’s definitely a weird detail to add to their false personas,” Hiccup said.
“And then there’s the thing about shoes…what’s so funny about shoes? I don’t understand,” Astrid muttered. It sounded like she was talking mostly to herself now. “And how did he just know Jamie was waking up last night? He didn’t even check first, but he knew, somehow…Doesn’t make any sense. And the staff…why does he carry the staff? It looks like it can break any moment, so how can he use it to knock Snotlout, who’s considerably heavy, to the ground? What—”
“Hold on,” Hiccup said. Astrid looked a bit annoyed at being interrupted, but Hiccup just sent her an inquisitive look. “I never said Jack used his staff specifically.”
Astrid blinked. Hiccup couldn’t see in the darkness, but he imagined color spreading on her cheeks. “You- You didn’t? I must’ve…assumed—”
“Astrid…”
“Oh, alright,” Astrid grumbled. “I was following you.”
Hiccup stared at her. “The whole day?”
Astrid opened her mouth as if to argue, but then just shrugged in defeat. “I just want to figure them out,” she said.
Hiccup sighed, but decided he wasn’t in the mood to argue about that. He took another bite of his muttonchop. “So how much did you see?” he asked.
“All of it,” Astrid said. “Well- Almost. I didn’t get very close when you were sitting with Fishlegs, but I did see the whole ordeal with Fanghook, and then what Jack did to Snotlout in the forge.” Then she sent Hiccup a look. “I also saw you speak to Gobber. What was that thing you were showing to him?”
It was Hiccup’s turn to look guilty. “Oh, that- that’s nothing, I…think,” he mumbled. Astrid raised a brow, and that was all it took for him to relent. He got up and called for Toothless. After retrieving the stone from the satchel, he sat back down with Astrid, holding the stone up to her. “It’s some kind of crystal, but I’ve never seen anything like it. Gobber didn’t know either. I found it nearby the spot we found Jack and Jamie.”
Astrid’s eyes went big with wonder when she looked at it. She touched it carefully. “It’s beautiful,” she muttered. Her brows furrowed. “Do you think it’s theirs?”
Hiccup shrugged. “Maybe.”
“Why didn’t you give it to them, then?”
“Uh, I just…felt like it was—”
There was a faint sound behind them, so faint Hiccup almost thought he imagined it. Still, it was enough to make him stop talking and strain his ears. Astrid looked confused, but tilted her head to listen as well.
“What is it?” she whispered.
Hiccup didn’t immediately answer. “…I’m not s—” he started, but cut himself off once again. It sounded almost like movement. A few meters away, Toothless and Stormfly were still busy with their playfighting, and it didn’t seem like they had heard anything. Maybe the darkness was just playing tricks on him, but Hiccup carefully got to his feet. Astrid followed his lead.
Carefully, Hiccup walked around the pine tree, peering into the darkness of the small forest. He held his hand on his sword hilt, inching forward.
“Hiccup, what is it?” Astrid asked again.
There it was again – though Hiccup couldn’t identify the noise. It was a bit like wind in his ears, but subtler, softer.
“Anybody there?” Hiccup called out. “I can hear you.”
Astrid’s eyes darted from Hiccup to the darkness and back. She looked lost.
“I don’t hear anything,” she whispered. “What are you—”
Hiccup held a finger to his lips, and she went quiet. They stood in silence for several seconds, not moving a muscle. Even Toothless and Stormfly seemed to have gone quiet out in the clearing. He didn’t hear anything now, but he had the distinct feeling that someone was watching them in the shadows, waiting. A wind blew through the trees, making the leaves stir. A chill went down his spine when Hiccup thought he heard something in the breeze – a whisper, almost.
At that moment, he was keenly aware of two things: The weight of the crystal in his hand, and that there was something on this island after all. Hiccup didn’t know what, but it didn’t feel friendly.
He looked at Astrid, and she seemed to read his thoughts. She nodded, and they headed back to Toothless and Stormfly. They could eat the rest of their dinner back on Berk.
As Hiccup mounted Toothless, he felt those eyes on him again. He looked behind himself, sure that he would see someone lurking between the trees, but saw nothing but darkness. Maybe it just was the darkness that scared him after all. If not, and there truly was something hiding in there, he could go back tomorrow and check it out, when the sun was shining. Yeah, that sounded like a much better plan.
“I mean…it’s definitely the worst thing I’ve ever tasted, but at least it seems to work its magic,” Jack was saying, eyeing Gothi’s soup with a halfhearted smile on his face. “Or what do you think? Do you feel better?”
Jamie nodded, but he was also giving his own bowl of soup a glower. “Is it worth it, though?” he mumbled miserably.
Jack opened his mouth as if to say something encouraging, but then just closed it with a resigned smile.
After departing with Hiccup and Toothless sometime before dinner, Jamie and Jack had made their trip back to Gothi’s hut. If they hadn’t already been tired from their tour, they definitely were when they got to the top of the mountain. Jack had been cracking jokes the whole way up, complaining that he was old and not accustomed to using his legs.
It was funny, but Jamie did his best to pretend he didn’t notice the slightly defeated look that was making its way onto Jack’s face. It was impossible to imagine how weird this must be for him, and it seemed he didn’t want to talk about it either. That was fine; Jamie wasn’t going to push him. Even if he was curious.
Meanwhile, Jamie’s own body wasn’t doing much better. He was used to being active and playing outside, but to be fair, he was still recovering from that cold. The fact that they had traveled through time apparently didn’t do anything to change that. And the path to Gothi’s hut was the most challenging hill he’d ever climbed.
He’d almost convinced himself he’d completely recovered, but when they finally collapsed on Gothi’s balcony, he took it back; he definitely needed a few more days of rest.
When they’d gone inside the hut, they found a nice little surprise from Gothi. Well, the surprise in itself didn’t make Jamie super happy, but the way it had been given definitely did. Gothi had left them a note. None of them understood her writing, but she had taken that into account, because beside the note was a small doodle of two stick figures: one tall stickman, holding a crooked staff, and a shorter one standing beside him. The two stick figures were both holding the two bowls that were waiting for them.
Jack liked the drawing so much he’d put it in his pocket, along with Jamie’s drawing.
And now they were here, several hours later, still gathering the courage to actually drink the soup.
Baby Tooth chirped at them.
“Easy for you to say. You’re not the one who has to drink it,” Jack replied in a mumble.
Jamie smiled amusedly. Then he straightened his back and took a deep breath. “Okay,” he said dramatically. “See you on the flipside.”
He drank the soup. Jack raised his brows, but now that Jamie had taken the first step, he seemed to find the courage to do the same. That was a win for himself, Jamie thought smugly, and used that as motivation to finish the soup first.
A few minutes later, they put the empty bowls on the table, and huddled back under their furs beside the hearth. It was late, and Jamie’s body felt heavy with drowsiness. Jack didn’t look much better: the rings under his eyes seemed darker than usual, and he wasn’t very talkative. Still, when Jamie lay down, Jack remained sitting upright.
“Aren’t you gonna sleep?” Jamie asked.
“Soon,” Jack said with a tired smile.
Jamie studied him for a few seconds. “You don’t have to wait for me to fall asleep, you know,” he said.
It seemed he’d hit bullseye, because Jack’s smile faltered just a little.
“I know,” he said, “but…it feels better. Makes me sleep easier.”
Jamie frowned, but decided not to question it. He made himself as comfortable as possible on the fur skin. Sleep was already pulling him to unconsciousness, but he forced himself to keep his eyes open, just for a little bit longer.
“It was fun today,” he murmured.
“It sure was eventful,” Jack agreed.
“Even if I got attacked by a dragon. I’m glad Baby Tooth was there to distract him.”
Jack fell silent. Jamie got a feeling he’d said something wrong, and he looked up to see Jack studying his staff, as if he’d just noticed a stain or something.
“Jack?”
Jack met his eyes. He tried for a smile, but it was stiff. “Hiccup and the others seemed confused. Maybe we should be more careful,” he said. He sounded off, somehow.
Jamie bit the inside of his cheek. “Is something wrong?” he asked tentatively.
Something was wrong. Jamie could already tell, from the way Jack didn’t immediately answer, and something about the way his eyes were directed at Jamie – like they were begging to be averted. Or maybe Jamie was just so used to seeing Jack happy and confident, everything else felt like doomsday. It hurt to admit, but Jamie didn’t know Jack enough to be certain.
Jack sighed, almost soundless. “It was a close call,” he said softly. “I should’ve been there.”
“But you were,” Jamie said. “You were right in front of me.”
Jack opened his mouth but then closed it again. He seemed to be weighing his words.
“…I have to figure out the dragons,” he said. “Things like that can’t happen. I’m sorry, Jamie.”
Jamie sat up again, sending Jack an exasperated look. “It’s not your fault,” he said, almost indignantly. “It was that other kid’s fault! Gustav, or whatever- He was showing off!”
“Yeah, but—”
“And then I tried to touch Fanghook’s nose like I’d done with Toothless, but he wasn’t having it, I guess. You couldn’t have known that would happen.”
“No, but—”
“And Hiccup was there! He knows how to handle dragons, so—”
“It’s not Hiccup’s job to protect you, it’s mine.”
Jamie’s voice caught in his throat at Jack’s voice. He didn’t sound angry, exactly. Not irritated or annoyed. But there was something else. Something stern and serious. It reminded Jamie of running through the streets of Burgess with Santa, the Tooth Fairy and the Easter Bunny, while Jack was in the sky fighting Pitch.
Get Jamie out of here, Jack had said, in the same way he’d spoken just now.
Jack face softened just a second later. He opened his mouth to speak, but Jamie beat him to it:
“I know,” he said. “But you- I mean…You don’t have your powers. You can’t blame yourself for not being able to control a dragon. I mean- It’s a dragon!”
Jack’s expression was hard to read. Jamie glanced at Baby Tooth. She looked worried, but when she caught Jamie’s eyes, she tweeted in agreement at Jack. There were a few more seconds of silence, before Jack nodded faintly.
“You’re right,” he said. “But I’m still a Guardian, and I promised I’d get you home.”
“And you will,” Jamie said, and smiled. “Don’t worry so much, Jack. It doesn’t suit you.”
Jack laughed at that. “Thanks,” he said. “I’ll try not to. Let’s go to sleep, alright? It’s very late.”
Jamie didn’t feel like protesting. He lay back down with a weary sigh. “You sleep too,” he mumbled to Jack.
“I will,” Jack said. “Good night, Jamie.”
“Good night, Jack. And Baby Tooth.”
Baby tooth chirped. It almost sounded like a laugh.
Jamie couldn’t remember dreaming anything before he woke up again. He wasn’t sure what exactly had woken him up, but all of a sudden, his eyes shot open.
It was dark and quiet. The fire in the hearth had died, and the candles had been blown out. He couldn’t hear anything except for the faint snoring of Gothi’s Gronckle in the other room. Or maybe that was Gothi. He wasn’t sure.
Carefully, he pushed himself up and looked around. Across from him, Jack was curled up on his fur skin, unmoving. Jamie could barely see his blankets rising and falling. It took him a few seconds to realize why the sight weirded him out: He’d never seen Jack asleep before. He couldn’t see his face, and with only his brown hair in sight, the only thing suggesting that it was Jack lying there was his staff. Which Jack still held, even in his sleep.
Jamie quietly pushed the covers off himself and got to his feet. The floorboards barely creaked under his weight, and it was easy to sneak around Jack without waking him up. Jamie crouched in front of him. He didn’t know why, but he wanted to look at his face, like he needed to reassure himself that it truly was Jack.
Jack’s sleeping expression reminded Jamie of those nights he’d stayed up with Sophie, trying to catch the Tooth Fairy in action, or even Santa Claus on Christmas morning. Obviously, they’d never succeeded, but Sophie had always been the first to fall asleep. Jamie usually followed about half an hour later; it was boring to wait without her.
Despite all her overflowing energy, Sophie always looked relaxed and peaceful when she slept. Almost no sign of life at all, as if all the day’s activity had left her completely exhausted. Jamie supposed it was always all or nothing with Sophie, even sleeping; when finally unconscious, she was really unconscious, and almost impossible to wake up.
Maybe Jack was the same. Jamie wondered if he had even needed sleep, back when he was a spirit. If not, he wondered if it was weird for him to get tired, or if it was scary to close his eyes. Jamie had sometimes had that fear: What if he went to sleep, and then just never woke up again.
A soft chirp made Jamie look away from Jack’s face and over to his shoulder, where Baby Tooth had appeared. Jamie realized he’d never given it any thought what Baby Tooth did while he and Jack were asleep. Did tooth fairies need sleep? If so, it made more sense that they were nocturnal, since they needed the night to collect teeth. But since she always seemed to be awake, no matter what the time of day, Jamie supposed she didn’t need any sleep.
She was looking at Jamie questioningly, tilting her head to the side.
“I just woke up,” Jamie replied in a soft whisper, not wanting to wake Jack. “I’ll go back to sleep—”
He cut himself off when he heard a soft shuffle outside, making both him and Baby Tooth freeze. He thought he heard something – a whisper. Was someone outside? Jamie exchanged a look with Baby Tooth, and slowly got to his feet. Baby Tooth chirped warily. Jamie contemplated waking Jack after all, but then he heard something else: a giggle, followed by urgent shushing.
Jamie’s heart was beating anxiously, so he didn’t know what compelled him to walk towards the door. Baby Tooth followed, tweeting quiet protests, but Jamie didn’t listen. He crept towards the door and put his ear against it.
He heard muffled voices. Multiple voices. They were whispering to each other, but Jamie couldn’t make out what they were saying. He could, however, make out that these voices didn’t belong to any grownups.
He opened the door.
“…better night to do it than—” a girl’s voice was saying, but she cut herself off when she spotted Jamie.
There were three people standing on Gothi’s balcony, all three of them children Jamie had seen in the dragon arena yesterday. He didn’t know their names, because he’d never really gotten the chance to speak while they were with them; they’d been asking too many questions, and Jamie got no opening to answer any of them, much less ask questions himself. There was a blond boy, a heavy-built girl that reminded Jamie of Cupcake, and another kid with short black hair that Jamie couldn’t determine whether was a girl or a boy.
Jamie swallowed down his nervousness. “Hello,” he said quietly. Jack hadn’t made any sound behind him, so he assumed he was still dreaming.
The big girl exchanged looks with her friends. The boy didn’t react much, but the third kid smiled lopsidedly. The big girl spoke first:
“You’re awake,” she said.
Jamie raised his brows. “Yeah…?” was all he could think to answer.
The girl nodded to her right. “Wanna come with us?” she asked, offering no explanation for why they were creeping outside Gothi’s hut.
“It’s the middle of the night,” Jamie said. “What are you doing?”
“It’s almost daybreak, actually,” the boy said. “We agreed to sneak out to meet you. Properly, I mean.”
Definitely dubious. Jamie didn’t know what to answer.
The third kid raised their brows, smirking at him. “Scared?” they asked.
Jamie felt his self-preservation all but crumble. No matter the time period, humans had apparently always been the same, and the “scared?”-challenge wasn’t any less impossible to turn down when coming from a group of Viking kids. He scowled at them. “Of some kids randomly creeping outside my door in the middle of the night?” he asked back, and continued before the other boy could correct him again: “In your dreams.”
Baby Tooth tweeted in protest beside him, and Jamie sent her a look.
“Come with me then,” he said.
It took him a second to realize why he shouldn’t talk to the invisible fairy in front of the other kids.
The kids were all giving him strange looks. The boy sent the big girl a confused glance, while the third kid snorted.
“He’s crazy,” they said.
“I’m not crazy!” Jamie protested, and then winced when he realized he’d raised his voice. He glanced behind himself. Jack shifted in his sleep. His staff scraped slightly against the floor.
They were all dead quiet for a few seconds. Jamie turned back to the kids, to see them trying to look over his shoulder.
“Is he sleeping?” the boy asked.
Jamie grabbed his shoes by the door and stepped outside, closing the door behind him. “Yes,” he said. “Normal people usually do at this time.”
“Wouldn’t exactly call him normal,” the big girl said, earning a giggle from the third kid.
Jamie scowled. He wanted to defend Jack, but found that he didn’t actually have the courage to stand up to these kids. The sarcasm just now had come as a surprise; his mother wouldn’t have liked that kind of talk.
“Whatever,” the boy said. “Let’s go, before he realizes you’re gone.”
Jamie stepped into his shoes. He was already wearing his jacket; he’d barely taken it off since they’d gotten here, and slept with it during the night because of the cold. Baby Tooth protested again, but Jamie ignored her as he followed the other kids down the stairs. He did manage to send her a slightly apologetic look, though.
“Where are you going?” Jamie asked.
“The woods,” the big girl said.
Jamie almost stopped walking. “The woods? Why are you going there?”
The big girl grinned at him. “Because we can. Don’t worry, nobody will know.”
Jamie wasn’t sure if that was good news for him or not.
They continued down the hill. The grass was wet and slippery, and Jamie almost fell on his butt on multiple occasions. That would’ve been embarrassing.
As they passed a boulder, the big girl suddenly stopped and crouched. She picked something up, hidden behind the stone. It was hard to see what it was in the darkness. Jamie squinted at it, before a small gasp escaped him, making the other kids look at him.
“What? Never seen a bow before?” the big girl asked with a sly smirk. She picked something else up – a quiver of arrows – and hoisted it over her shoulder.
Jamie stared incredulously at her. “How did you get that?” he asked.
“It’s my dad’s.”
“He gave that to you?”
The big girl laughed. “Gave it to me? Of course not. I’ll put it back where I found it before he knows it was even gone.” She waved at them to continue walking. “He won’t notice a few arrows missing either.”
Jamie didn’t want to ask, both because he was afraid of the answer and because he didn’t want to seem clueless, but he had to: “Why would you need a weapon?”
The others gave him strange looks.
“Wherever it is you’re from, you’re not telling me you can just walk around without any way to defend yourself,” the boy said, “are you?”
“Uh…” Jamie glanced at Baby Tooth unthinkingly, but she was of no help. Even if she’d answered, Jamie wouldn’t have been able to understand her. He looked back at the boy, who was raising his brows at him. “…Normally, yeah…” he replied vaguely.
The androgynous kid wrinkled their nose. “Sounds like a horribly boring place.”
“It’s not!” Jamie protested. He almost couldn’t believe what he was hearing; these people were crazy. “It’s not boring just because we don’t have to defend ourselves against, like, dragons or whatever.” He paused. “Even if I do wish we had dragons,” he then added.
“There aren’t many wild dragons left on Berk, I think,” the boy said, but his voice was partially drowned out when the androgynous kid said:
“You really don’t have dragons?”
Jamie shook his head. “I’ve heard of them,” he then said, wondering if this was actually something he should tell them. Maybe he’d mess up the timeline, or something…like The Butterfly Effect, which he’d seen even though his mom told him not to. He still had nightmares about it sometimes. “I just didn’t think they existed.”
The kids all laughed, as if that was absolutely ridiculous. Jamie pretended his cheeks didn’t feel hot. And he still wanted to discuss the bow and arrows, and what they were going to use them for, but decided to let the matter go for now. They were probably just going to practice shooting. On inanimate targets, hopefully.
“Jack never told us where you were from,” the big girl said.
“Yes, he did,” the boy argued. “They’re from Buh- They’re from Burshess. Right?”
“Burgess,” Jamie corrected, holding back a laugh at the way he said it.
Still, there was a small twinge of pain in his chest: It had only been a couple of days, but it felt like weeks since anybody had mentioned his home. The fact that these Vikings now knew about the name of that city, even though Burgess didn’t even exist yet…Jamie swallowed, deciding not to think too hard about it. It made his head spin.
“Burgess,” the boy said again. It still sounded weird, but better this time.
Jamie decided to take a small leap.
“I don’t actually know any of your names,” he said, a bit sheepishly. “Sorry if you said it earlier. A lot was happening at once.”
The boy and the big girl both seemed thoughtful, but the androgynous kid was harder to read.
“I’m Brant,” the boy then said. He didn’t offer his hand, and Jamie stuffed his own hand in his pocket to mask the fact that he’d been expecting him to. He then gestured to the big girl. “This is Undis, and that’s Hrafnhildur.”
Jamie blinked. “Undies?”
“Undis,” Undis said with a nod. “Why is that funny?”
“Uh…No- No reason,” Jamie said. “And…uh…Ra- Raf…What was it?”
“Hrafnhildur,” Hrafnhildur said.
That didn’t really answer the question if they were a girl or a boy; the name sounded like some kind of ancient wizard spell.
“Hildur for short,” Hrafnhildur then added, and Jamie was relieved to see them smile. It seemed they didn’t take offense at Jamie’s inability to pronounce their name.
“Hildur,” Jamie repeated. That was a bit easier. “Undis…and Brant.”
“Sounds about right,” Brant said with an amused smile.
“Alright, guys,” Undis said, lowering her voice. “We’re getting close. We’ll have to sneak through the village.”
“Who’s on patrol tonight?” Brant asked.
“I only know Astrid is,” Hildur said. “But she’s about the only one who matters. You know Astrid, Jamie?”
Jamie hesitated. “Uh- The tall blonde one, right?”
“You gotta be more specific than that,” Brant said. “She kind of looks like she could kill you by just glaring at you.”
Jamie slowly nodded. “Yeah, that’s the one,” he said. “What will she do if she catches us?”
Their silence scared him more than any answer would. Hildur was the first to speak:
“Let’s not worry about that,” they said. “Nothing will happen, as long as we don’t get caught.”
“That’s…reassuring,” Jamie said, while Baby Tooth gave a mournful chirp.
Undis held up a hand. “Shut up,” she whispered. “From now on, don’t speak. Follow me.”
Baby Tooth tried one last time to convince Jamie to go back, but Jamie just sent her a helpless look, as if he had no choice. And he didn’t. He didn’t know for how long they were going to stay in the past, but either way, Jamie was the new kid; he had to prove himself to the others in order to fit in. And he would explain that to Baby Tooth, but if the goal was to fit in, then talking to her wasn’t a very good idea. It felt wrong, but he had to ignore her for now.
Jamie followed Undis and the other kids. Hildur was close behind Undis, their eyes flickering watchfully around as they silently ran into the village. Brant was behind Jamie, and Jamie got the uncomfortable feeling that he was blocking an easy escape.
They ran from hiding place to hiding place, behind houses, water troughs and wagons, and everything else that was big enough to hide four children whenever a guard came walking past. Jamie already knew that Berk had been through some difficult times, and seeing these guards walk around on night patrol made him even more curious about what exactly had happened.
It wasn’t until they’d almost made it through the entire village that Jamie had another thought: If he really had been some kind of bad guy, whose mission was to infiltrate Berk, then these kids weren’t being very smart by trusting him, just like that. Unless…
Jamie came to a sudden stop, and Brant almost walked into him.
“What are you doing?” he demanded. “Hurry up!”
“Uh- yeah, sorry,” Jamie said, and tentatively started walking again.
…Unless these kids actually didn’t trust him, and they were leading him into the woods in the middle of the night, without anybody knowing he was even gone.
“Maybe…maybe this isn’t such a good idea,” Jamie tried.
Undis sent him an unimpressed look. “Thought you said you weren’t scared,” she said.
“I’m not, it’s just…What’s the point of going into the woods? Aren’t there, like…bears or other animals in there?”
“Well, duh.” Undis held up her bow. “What do you think this is for? Target practice?”
Jamie didn’t answer. He exchanged looks with Baby Tooth, but kept his mouth shut. Maybe he could get to talk to her, once Brant wasn’t walking so closely behind him. But it seemed Brant was determined to not give Jamie any opening to do anything suspicious. Jamie swallowed. This was a bad idea. He’d known it was a bad idea from the start, but only now did he actually register how bad this idea was.
The forest was dark. Jamie didn’t know if it was darker than any other forest he’d been in, like the woods outside Burgess, but it certainly felt like it was right now. As they walked further into it, Jamie came to the chilling realization that the woods had been the last he’d seen of Burgess. Hopefully this trip into the forest would be a little more peaceful than the last one.
It was quiet. The loudest sound was their footsteps, but that didn’t hide the faint creaks in the darkness. Jamie blamed it on the wind, making the leaves rustle and the branches groan…even if the wind didn’t seem very strong today. He was almost too tense to speak, but eventually, he couldn’t help it:
“So do you know where you’re going, or are you just walking?”
“Far enough away from the village so they won’t hear us,” Hildur replied, sending Jamie a grin.
Jamie swallowed. “O…kay,” he said slowly.
Brant came up to walk beside him. “Hey,” he said, and smiled in a way that was a lot more inviting than the elfish look Hildur was sending him. “You must’ve gone through a lot to get here. Scarier things than walking through a dark forest, right?”
“I’m not scared,” Jamie immediately replied.
Undis and Hildur laughed.
“Alright,” Brant said, but it was clear he wasn’t convinced. “But still, tell us. Why are you here?”
Jamie hesitated. He was about to give a vague answer, like Jack had been doing this whole time, but then realized something else. He frowned at Brant.
“That’s why you brought me out here,” he said. “To question me?”
Brant shrugged. “Everyone’s wondering, but nobody’s doing anything about it,” he said. “Never got an answer out of either of you yesterday.”
“You’re good talkers,” Hildur said, walking backwards to look at Jamie while they spoke. “It’s a very suspicious skill to have, in your situation. But if you gave us a proper answer, then maybe we don’t have to go around forging stories and spreading rumors.”
“You could just…not do that,” Jamie suggested.
“Didn’t even notice we hadn’t gotten any answers by the time you and Jack ran off with Hiccup,” Brant said with a shake of his head. “Why? Do you have something to hide?”
Jamie’s heart was beating faster. He shoved his hands in his pockets to stop himself from fidgeting.
“Not really,” he said. “I don’t remember how we came here. Neither of us do.”
“Sure you don’t,” Undis muttered.
“It’s true!” Jamie insisted.
“Ruffnut and Tuffnut said you were cursed,” Brant said. “That’s why you appeared in that blizzard.”
That made Jamie’s chest twinge uncomfortably. Of course he already knew that winter in itself wasn’t necessarily good or evil. Jack had told him once, that he wasn’t in control of all of winter, but that his duty was to bring fun and happiness into the season of cold and darkness.
Astrid had called Berk’s winters harsh. Devastating winter, she’d said. Obviously, winter wasn’t a beloved season here on Berk. The thought seemed almost absurd to Jamie at this point. To think that these kids thought they were cursed just because they’d appeared in a snowstorm.
“That’s stupid,” Jamie concluded. “Cursed how?”
“Dunno. By the Snow Queen, I guess,” Brant said. “Don’t ask me, it was Ruff and Tuff who said it.”
“The Snow Queen?” Jamie repeated. He glanced at Baby Tooth, but she just shrugged.
“The spirit who brings Devastating winter,” Hildur said, still with that elfish look in their eyes. Jamie got the feeling they were intentionally trying to scare him. “They say she tries every year to chase us Berkians off this island, but we’re too stubborn.”
“Besides, the dragons were always a greater problem that the climate,” Brant added.
“But she’s eventually accepted that we’re not going anywhere,” Hildur continued. “She doesn’t like outsiders, though.”
Jamie swallowed. “That’s not true,” he said, but even as the words left him, he felt bad. Not because he was scared, but because he didn’t want this to be another “who’s Jack Frost?”-situation. “Maybe the winters are so harsh, she’s trying to protect you.”
Undis snorted. “It’s just a story,” she said. “Nobody actually believes it.”
“But you believe in gods?” Jamie challenged.
All three kids sent him bewildered looks.
“Obviously that’s not the same,” Brant said. “You shouldn’t compare the gods to old stories made to scare little kids.”
He sounded genuinely alarmed, as if he was afraid Thor would strike him down any moment. Jamie decided not to argue; who was he to say that the gods weren’t real? Still, he wouldn’t just stand around letting the Snow Queen, or whichever spirits lived around here, get framed as a villain.
“How do you know the Snow Queen doesn’t exist?” Jamie asked. “If you believe in curses and trolls, what makes her any different?”
“Well, to start off, nobody’s ever seen any Snow Queen,” Undis said.
Jamie took a deep breath. This was his forte, he felt. “Sometimes you have to believe it before you can see it,” he said matter-of-factly. “Trust me.”
Baby Tooth chirped, but Jamie didn’t catch the tone of her voice. She was either moved or sad or wary, or maybe something else. He couldn’t look at her to check.
Hildur squinted at him. “You believe in the Snow Queen,” they said.
Jamie shrugged. “I haven’t heard of her before.”
“Then why do you sound so sure?”
“Because I—” Jamie stopped himself. Was this something these kids should know about? Or would it mess up the future, like in the movies? Then again, what would the words of a little boy mean to these kids? And also, if they so happened to believe him, they’d believe in things – in people – that deserved to be believed in. What was so bad about that?
The kids were staring at him, waiting for him to continue.
“I…Where I’m from, there’s a…a legend about someone called…” He hesitated again. A name popped up in his head – a little different from what he had intended to say. Because it seemed safer, in case he truly would mess up the timeline like in The Butterfly Effect. “Jokul Frosti. The spirit of winter.”
“Jokul Frosti?” Brant repeated. “That’s Norse. I thought you said you weren’t from here.”
Jamie hesitated, then shrugged. “Maybe he’s from here originally,” he said. “And traders brought his story to us.”
“Well, I’ve never heard that story,” Undis said. “What’s so special about Jokul Frosti?”
Jamie straightened his back. “I’ve seen him,” he said.
Undis and Hildur laughed.
“Yeah, right,” Brant said.
Blood rushed to Jamie’s face. “It’s true!” he said and was surprised to hear anger in his voice. Then he realized he was angry. These guys couldn’t really be blamed for not believing a story like that – Jamie hadn’t believed in Jack Frost at first either – but still, he didn’t want to go through all of this again. He’d already done that last Easter. Or he was going to do it, in like a century, or – whatever. Point was, he was angry anyway.
“Uh-huh,” said Undis, crossing her arms. “What did Jokul Frosti look like then?” She said the name with such mockery in her voice, Jamie balled his hands into fists inside his pockets.
“He has white hair and blue eyes,” he said, no hesitation this time, “and clothes that are covered with frost. He looks like a teenager, but he’s much older than that, I think. I’m not sure how much older, but he’s immortal.”
All three kids were giving him dubious looks. Hildur scoffed quietly.
“You really are a good talker,” they said. “Or maybe you actually do believe in this.”
Jamie gritted his teeth. “And you believe in a lightning god and that the Earth is—”
“Shut up,” Hildur interrupted. Their voice was so sharp, Jamie immediately understood this had nothing to do with their argument.
He did as they said and watched as they stared into the darkness, unmoving. Immediately, all his previous worries about what might be living in these woods came flooding back, momentarily forgotten in his desperation to convince the other kids of Jack Frost’s existence.
Undis and Brant were also completely quiet. Baby Tooth had flown closer to Jamie and landed on his shoulder; Jamie didn’t know if she was trying to hide or to protect him.
Several long seconds passed. All Jamie could hear were their breathing, the sound of his own heartbeat, the trees creaking, and the faintest rushing of what might be the ocean in the distance. Nothing happened for so long, Jamie was about to ask what they were all listening for – and then he also heard it:
Quiet, creeping footsteps, twigs snapping and bushes rustling. Something was coming towards them. Then followed a sound Jamie knew he would be having nightmares about several months from now on: a thin sort of…growl. No, not a growl – a prolonged, hair-raising grunt.
“Pig?” Jamie whispered unthinkingly.
The snorting stopped.
Undis sent him a sharp look, silently telling him to shut up. Slowly, she reached behind herself and pulled out an arrow. As quietly as she possibly could, she nocked the arrow and aimed. Jamie held is breath. The footsteps were coming closer. Undis waited.
There was a blood-curdling squeal. Jamie staggered, stumbling backwards into a tree as he heard the pig gallop towards them. He couldn’t see where it was coming from in the darkness, and unless these Vikings had some kind of night vision that the history books had failed to mention, he seriously doubted Undis aiming would do any good; she was literally taking a shot in the dark.
The arrow shot into the bushes. The furious squealing did not stop.
“Run!” Undis bellowed.
Jamie didn’t need to be told twice. All four of them shot off in different directions, just as the pig emerged from the bushes. Jamie dived away from the tree without sparing any time to see who the pig decided to go after, and was glad that he did; the pig slammed into the tree a second later. If Jamie had still been standing there…
All Jamie got to see of the pig was a huge, dark, bulging mass of fur. This pig wasn’t like those lazy farm pigs that Jamie thought of when he heard the word ‘pig’ – in fact, he was starting to realize this wasn’t a pig at all.
It was a wild boar.
Baby Tooth was tweeting at him in panic, desperately tugging at his hair. Jamie scrambled to his feet while the pig was dazed and set off into a wild sprint. The path back to the village was all but forgotten. It didn’t matter that he wasn’t following it – all that mattered was that he was putting distance between himself and that beast.
The boar squealed behind him, sounding angrier than ever. If it didn’t have a reason to kill Jamie before, the humiliation of crashing into the tree seemed enough incentive. Jamie tried to be quiet so as not to alert the boar, but he couldn’t make his running any quieter, and when he tripped over a tree root, landing face first in the mud, he couldn’t help but cry out.
The boar’s hooves were trampling towards Jamie at a tremendous speed. It was only one boar, yet it sounded like a stampede. Jamie pushed himself up and jumped behind a tree just in time: The boar freight-trained past him, quickly pushing its hindlegs into the earth to change course.
Jamie ran. There was nothing else he could do. He could climb a tree, but he didn’t have the time. He could call for help, but Hildur had clearly told him they were outside the hearing range of the village. The sun had yet to rise. He was alone.
And then he saw it. An opening between the trees, with the faintest of light filtering through: the dim sky of a dawn on the brink of breaking. Jamie’s breath almost left him, but he shouted at the top of his lungs:
“Help!”
The boar was closing in on him.
“Help!”
The village was so close. Someone had to hear him. Jack, Astrid, anyone—
And then he realized he wasn’t running towards the village. There were no houses, no dragon arena. There was nothing – literally nothing.
A cliff.
Jamie tried to stop, but it was too late; he stumbled in his own feet and toppled over the edge. For a split second, Jamie stared down at the ocean below, dark and unforgiving.
He shut his eyes, and once again, he fell.
Notes:
What a cliffhanger smh
Chapter 9: Jamie rises from the dead
Chapter Text
Jack couldn’t remember what he’d been dreaming about, but suddenly whatever it was turned into a memory from last Easter: Pitch and his Nightmares taking the tooth fairies. Their screams were so clear in Jack’s head, it was almost like hearing it all over again. And then he realized, he was hearing it all over again.
He woke with a yelp, because someone was pulling his hair. He looked around bewilderedly, and then he spotted Baby Tooth, flittering in front of his face. She was chirping a mile a minute, way too fast for Jack to understand anything. But one thing was sure: something was horribly wrong.
Immediately, Jack’s eyes snapped to Jamie – but Jamie wasn’t there.
He didn’t remember getting to his feet, but in the next moment, he’d grabbed his staff and ploughed through the door. He almost jumped straight off the balcony but caught himself at the last moment when Baby Tooth screeched at him to stop. He cursed and jumped down the stairs instead.
“What happened?” he yelled at Baby Tooth as he sprinted down the mountain, trying not to slip on the dewy grass.
Baby Tooth tried to answer, but she was too panicked to make any sense to Jack. She kept flying ahead, yelling at him to follow and hurry up. Jack cursed the Moon, and the time fragment, and even himself – whoever was at fault for making him lose his powers. He was too slow.
He slipped several times on the way down, scratching up his knees and bare feet, but he ignored the pain and was quickly back up and running. Soon, he was sprinting through the quiet, dim lit village.
Baby Tooth was still chirping loudly at him, fast and incomprehensible.
“You have to speak slower, Baby Tooth, I’m not fluent in tooth—Argh!”
Out of nowhere, a person came running from around the corner of a hut, and Jack didn’t have the time to dodge. He collided straight into the person, hard enough to send them both to the ground. Jack lost his grip on his staff to catch himself with his hands. Pain shot up his left arm.
“What the—” the other person started indignantly. It was a girl’s voice, and it took a few seconds before Jack realized who it belonged to.
He rolled away, scrambling for his staff. Once he had it in his hand again, he looked over to see Astrid getting to her feet, wearing an incredulous and quite furious expression.
“Jack?” she hissed. “What are you—”
“Jamie,” Jack said. He got to his feet, ignoring the pain in his wrist. “Jamie is gone.”
Baby Tooth tweeted at him to hurry, and Jack followed her without waiting for Astrid’s reaction.
“What? Jack!” Astrid yelled. She quickly caught up to him, grabbing his arm to make him stop. “What are you talking about? None of the patrollers have seen—”
“He’s gone!” Jack yelled, making Astrid raise her brows, surprised. He tried listening to Baby Tooth’s chirping, shaking his head to clear his mind. “He’s—he’s this way. He was with—Wait.” He sent Baby Tooth a wide-eyed look. “Chased by a what?”
Baby Tooth chirped helplessly.
Astrid was looking at him like he was crazy. “What are you saying?” she hissed.
Being visible really had its downsides.
“I have to find him,” he told Astrid, already moving away from her. “He’s in the forest somewhere. He—he has to be.”
Astrid couldn’t do anything but follow when Jack set into a run again, ignoring her when she tried to stop him. She groaned and sped up to catch up with him.
“Alright,” she said. “But only if you promise me a good reason not to report this straight to Stoick later!”
Jack didn’t bother answering. He ran after Baby Tooth, out of the village and towards the forest. Baby Tooth was still trying to explain what happened, and Jack’s panic grew by every new piece of information he understood.
“In the middle of the night! Why didn’t you wake me up?” he yelled at Baby Tooth.
Baby Tooth squealed apologetically.
“Jack, I can’t understand you,” Astrid snapped. “Would you speak—”
She didn’t get any further when she spotted three figures coming running out of the forest. Three kids. Jack’s eyes widened, but he quickly saw that Jamie was not one of them.
“Hey!” Astrid yelled. “You three!”
The children came to a stop in front of them, all speaking over one another. Jack picked up something about Jamie, and the fact that they split up, and a wild boar—a wild boar? Jack didn’t wait to ask them any questions. He ran into the forest.
“Jack!” Astrid yelled behind him. Jack faintly heard her groan and tell the kids they were in big trouble, before she came running after him. “Where are you going?”
“To find Jamie!”
“Yeah, I got that, but how do you know where you’re—Look out!” Astrid suddenly grabbed Jack and pulled him out of the way of a thick pine tree he hadn’t spotted.
Jack winced. He couldn’t come up with a believable lie, so he decided to ignore her.
“Over here,” he ordered, setting into a run again. “Baby Tooth, wait up! This way, Astrid!”
They bolted through the woods. Jack was grateful that even if he didn’t have his powers, his agility was still pretty much the same – aside from the almost-colliding-with-a-pine-tree-part. As long as he paid attention, he dodged most trees, stones and boughs, boulders and roots and everything else Astrid seemed to have trouble dodging. In fact, she seemed to struggle with keeping up.
However, since Jack also kept his eyes on Baby Tooth, it didn’t take too long before he tripped and went face-first to the ground. He groaned and staggered to his feet as Astrid ran up to help him.
“Are you alright?” she and Baby Tooth asked simultaneously.
“Yes, just—” Jack started, but just then, Baby Tooth flew in front of Jack’s face, before she flickered away, chirping incessantly. Jack didn’t say anything more and bolted after her. Astrid sighed and followed.
“Jamie!” Jack yelled.
There was no response.
“Where is he?”
Baby Tooth didn’t have a clear answer.
“Jamie!” Jack called again, louder this time. “Jamie!”
“Jamie!” Astrid chimed in.
Jack strained his ears, trying to hear anything other than their footsteps trampling on the ground. “Come on, Astrid! Slow down, Baby Tooth, I can’t see you in the darkness when you—”
Then he heard it. Faint, but unmistakable: Jamie’s voice. They both came to a sudden stop. Astrid’s eyes went wide. And then they were running again.
“Jamie!” Jack bellowed. “Where are you?”
He heard Jamie’s voice again; he was calling for help. Jack sped up, following the sound of Jamie’s voice now rather than Baby Tooth.
All of a sudden, Astrid grabbed Jack’s arm again. Jack almost yanked his arm away – couldn’t she hear that Jamie was in trouble? – but Astrid’s grip was too tight.
“Cliff,” she said before Jack could snap at her.
Jack looked back, and his eyes went wide. He hadn’t seen because it was so dark and he’d been so focused on following Jamie’s voice, but she was right: just a few meters ahead, a strong wind was blowing into the forest. Jack could hear the sound of the ocean far, far below them.
“Jack!”
Jack’s heart skipped a beat. Jamie’s voice. But it was coming—it was coming from—
He bolted forward and kneeled by the edge of the cliff. He squinted, trying to see through the darkness. And then…
“Jamie!” he gasped.
Miraculously, Jamie was sitting on a narrow, very fragile-looking ledge sticking out of the mountain. Jack couldn’t see well in the dark, but when Jamie looked up at the sound of his voice, it looked like he was seriously hurt. There were stains on his face. Was it blood? Jack couldn’t tell.
“Jack!” Jamie cried. He sounded panicked. “Hurry!”
Jack crawled as close as he could get, and tried reaching for him, even though he knew it was hopeless. He was way out of reach. Astrid came up beside him and gasped.
“I’ll call for Stormfly,” she said. “Just hold on, Jamie—”
“No!” Jamie protested. “It’s breaking. The ledge—Ah!”
There was a horrible cracking sound, and pebbles drizzled off the ledge. Jack didn’t even hear them hit the water. He was sure his heart had stopped once again, but he forced the panic away. He had to figure out what to do. He could see a crack in the ledge – they only had a few seconds by the looks of it. No wonder why Baby Tooth had been in a hurry.
“It’s okay,” Jack said. Jamie stared up at him, completely rigid in panic. Jack’s mind was racing. “Just—just try to stand up and reach for my hand.”
“I—I can’t,” Jamie stammered. “It’s going to fall!”
“You won’t fall,” Jack said calmly. He tried for a smile. The crack beneath Jamie was growing larger by the second. “Just…stand up very carefully. Take my hand.”
“I won’t reach!” Jamie protested. His voice cracked with fear, and at once, another scene played in the back of Jack’s head; a scene very similar to this one, but there wouldn’t be any hopscotch this time. And they were running out of time.
And then, Jack remembered what he’d done last time. He grabbed his staff, and lowered it to Jamie, the crooked end down.
“Hold onto this,” he said.
Jamie looked at it doubtfully, but then there was another loud crack, and he yelped, latching onto the staff. Jack gritted his teeth and shifted to have a better grip. Astrid sat right beside him, her hands hovering like she wanted to help, somehow. And she might have to, too; Jack wasn’t sure if he’d be able to carry Jamie’s weight now that he didn’t have his powers.
“Hold on tight, okay?” Jack said. He wanted to give Jamie a few more seconds to adjust, but in the next moment, the ledge started to crumble. “Jamie!” he cried.
Jamie didn’t make a sound. Maybe he was too scared to even do that. But he hadn’t fallen. He was holding onto the staff, his feet dangling in the air, hopelessly searching for something to stand on. His breath came in sharp, hollow huffs.
“Hold on!” Jack said, as if that wasn’t obvious. He began pulling the staff up. Astrid went behind him, grabbing on as well. And they pulled.
“Hurry!” Jamie pleaded, his voice strained. He was shaking with the effort of holding his own weight.
They pulled him further up, and Jack soundlessly cursed at how much heavier Jamie was now. Astrid, however, seemed to be doing fine.
“Can you hold it on your own?” Jack asked her.
Astrid nodded, her face tight. Jack carefully let go of the staff. He crouched, holding out his hand again. Jamie was almost close enough. Just a little bit closer…
“You’re almost there, Jamie. Just hold on, you’re gonna be fine,” he said.
Jamie didn’t answer. He had his eyes clenched shut, his arms shaking. Jack inched forward, trying to reach Jamie’s wrist. Just a little more…A little more…
Jack gritted his teeth and scooted forward. Jamie gave a weak groan, his voice breaking – and his arms gave out. The staff slipped out his grip. Astrid yelped as the staff flew off somewhere, but her voice was drowned out by Jamie’s scream.
But he didn’t fall. Jack was holding him up.
Jack wasn’t sure where the strength came from, but in the next moment, he almost effortlessly pulled Jamie up on solid ground. Only later did he realize Astrid had grabbed his leg to keep them both from falling to their deaths. She had singlehandedly pulled them both up.
Jack had trouble catching his breath. He hadn’t been this scared since…Well, since he’d literally died. He met Jamie’s eyes, and Jamie looked too shocked to even cry. He collapsed against Jack, and Jack put his arms around him, burrowing his face in Jamie’s hair.
“It’s okay,” he breathed. “You’re okay.”
He glanced up to see Astrid watching them, her face pale. Jack mouthed a thank you to her, and she nodded.
Baby Tooth came to land on Jack’s shoulder. She chirped softly, and Jamie looked up.
“Thank you,” he murmured. Then he looked at Jack, and pressed his lips together. Tears were welling up in his eyes. “I…I’m sorry—”
Jack just shook his head with a weak chuckle. “It’s okay. We can talk later, alright? Just relax.”
Jamie sniffled, but he nodded.
They sat there for a long time. Jamie was shaking so much, Jack doubted he’d be able to stand. Not that Jack himself was doing any better; for a moment there, his heart had beat so fast, he really thought it was going to stop. He’d experienced many horrifying things, and this wasn’t the first time Jamie’s life had been threatened. It felt different now. Maybe it was just a part of being human.
Jamie started to say something but stopped himself.
“What is it?” Jack asked gently.
Jamie didn’t meet his eyes at first, but he briefly glanced up at him, and then at Astrid. Astrid was just standing there, shifting her weight. She looked a bit awkward, her eyes shifting like she didn’t know where to rest them, but apparently didn’t mind waiting for Jamie to calm down.
Jack thought he knew what Jamie was thinking.
“The other kids?” he asked. Jamie nodded reluctantly, like he had to force himself. Jack couldn’t help but smile. Despite everything, Jamie didn’t want to get the other kids in trouble. He was loyal like that – maybe a little too loyal. “They’re safe. We met them on our way here. They said…”
Jack hesitated, because the story almost seemed too dangerous to be true – but then again, the kids had been really freaked out. There was, of course, a chance they’d been lying. Maybe they had done something they regretted. Maybe by accident, and maybe not; a prank gone wrong. Jack knew children could be cruel, but he didn’t want to consider that option yet.
“They said you were attacked by a wild boar.”
Jamie pressed his lips together and nodded.
“A wild boar,” Astrid repeated, her voice flat and doubtful. “Do you realize how dangerous those are?”
Jamie sent her a look. “I’m not lying,” he said. He sounded slightly annoyed. Jack guessed nobody liked being accused of lying when that wasn’t the case, but Jamie had even more reason than most kids, after the events of last Easter. He took a shaky breath. “There was a pig. A…A wild boar, I mean. U-Undis tried to shoot it with an arrow, but she missed. So we ran, a-and…” His voice faltered. His hand tightened where it was gripping onto Jack’s hoodie. “…It followed me, so I just ran. I didn’t see th-the cliff before it was too late, so I fell over. I landed on that ledge, but the pig…uh, the pig wasn’t so lucky.”
He mumbled the last part, like he felt sorry for it.
Jack’s eyes widened. He glanced at Astrid, who looked just as surprised.
“You killed a wild boar,” she said.
Jamie’s eyes flickered between her and Jack, like he’d done something wrong. “It was an accident,” he protested.
Jack couldn’t help but laugh, but he stopped himself when Jamie gave him a confused look. “You really are full of surprises,” he told him, and gently ruffled his hair. Jamie still looked unsure, and Jack smiled reassuringly. “I’m just glad you’re alright,” he told him.
Jamie’s lips quirked up into a small smile too. Then he looked down at his hands, which were covered in mud and blood. “…Mostly,” he mumbled.
Astrid took a few steps away from the edge and picked up something: Jack’s staff. She walked back to them and handed it to him. “We should go back to the village and clean your wounds,” she said. “Are you hurt anywhere else, Jamie? Any broken bones?”
Jamie hesitated but shook his head. “I don’t think so,” he said.
“And you, Jack?”
“I’m alright,” Jack said, and began shifting to get to his feet. “But we should still—Ouch!”
Astrid had grabbed his left arm. Her touch was gentle, but it still sent of jolt of pain through his wrist. She raised an eyebrow at him, and carefully turned his arm over. Jack stared at it; it looked almost…blue. Was it blue?
“Can you move it?” she asked.
Jack tried, and his hand moved weakly up and down. It hurt, but it was possible. Astrid hummed.
“Doesn’t seem to be broken, but you should definitely bandage it,” she said, then glanced down at Jack’s feet. “And those too. Hiccup gave you those shoes for a reason, Jack.” She sent him a disapproving look.
Jack followed her gaze, and his breath hitched in his throat. Like Jamie’s hands, Jack’s feet were covered in mud and blood. He hadn’t even noticed that he’d cut himself, but there was a gash at the side of his left foot, and only now did he notice that both of them actually really hurt. He guessed it wasn’t such a good idea to sprint through the woods with bare feet anymore.
Jack felt unwell. His head felt like it was filled with cotton. It took him a long while to look away from the red on his skin, and he did it only because Astrid was trying to get his attention:
“Are you okay?” she asked, frowning at him. “Don’t tell me you’re a fainter. It’s just a bit of blood.”
Jack had trouble finding his voice. “What? No. No, I just…” He trailed off, not knowing how to explain the feeling he was having. Jamie might’ve understood, at least somewhat. Baby Tooth, maybe even more. Astrid was more problematic. The thing was, Jack hadn’t seen his own blood in 300 years, and seeing it now was…jarring. Like he just now realized that he really was mortal again. But how could he explain that? He gave a breathy, halfhearted laugh. “I mean…I’m not a fainter, but…”
Astrid shook her head and got to her feet. “Come on,” she said, holding out her hand. “Get used to it. You’ll see a lot of it here on Berk.”
“That’s not exactly reassuring,” Jack mumbled, but took her hand anyway, before helping Jamie to his feet. He was giving Jack a strange look, but he didn’t say anything.
“Let’s go to my place,” Astrid said, briefly touching Jack’s shoulder. “I’ll save you the trip back up to Gothi’s hut.”
The gentle touch was deceiving, but Jack understood. It wasn’t an offer; it was an order.
Jack shared a look with Jamie, who just shrugged.
“Not going up that hill would be nice,” he admitted.
Jack smiled and nodded at Astrid. “Thank you.”
Astrid smiled back and gestured for them to follow.
They were quiet on their way back. Astrid walked slightly ahead, her gaze fixed determinedly forward, like she was thinking hard about something. Sometimes she would glance at Jamie, and her eyes would soften. Jack got a feeling she was weighing her options: She had to report back to her chief, but she also wanted to make sure Jamie was alright. He’d already been through enough for a little while.
Jamie was holding onto Jack’s left arm, careful not to touch his wrist, but his grip was tight, as if he was still afraid of falling. He was sniffling, but the few tears he’d shed earlier had stopped long ago. Jack suspected he was trying to seem strong in front of him and Astrid.
Jack would’ve been a hypocrite for blaming him, because he was doing the exact same thing. The memories of Jack’s last moments as a human were still playing relentlessly in the back of his mind. A conversation might drown it out, but he had trouble coming up with anything to say. The world around him seemed somehow…distant. The only thing that felt truly real was Jamie’s grip on his arm.
Astrid’s house was pretty homey, if you didn’t notice the weapons decorating the wall. Her family was fond of axes, it seemed. Still, it was more inviting than Gothi’s hut, with the hearth in the middle of the room, fur covered benches and the lack of a witch corner, which was definitely a huge plus.
Astrid made Jack and Jamie sit by the hearth, which was already lit. She explained that her mom was on patrol duty, and her father was out to sea for the time being. Apparently, not everyone had taken to dragon riding, and some Berkians still preferred to do things the traditional way.
While Astrid was out getting water, Jack grabbed a woolen blanket from one of the beds. He draped it over Jamie’s shoulders and sat down beside him. Jamie stirred, but didn’t look up.
And then there was silence. Jack felt…unsure. More unsure than he had in a long time, at least when it came to Jamie. And he felt like a fraud, because it was kind of his job to be able to figure out kids and how to cheer them up. How to have fun.
But this wasn’t fun. All of this had somehow been even more jarring than the fight with Pitch. Without his powers, he’d truly almost lost Jamie, and that thought was paralyzing. It had happened so quickly, and Jack had only been lucky. His body felt like it was filled with lead. It felt like he’d already failed, after just three days.
Baby Tooth landed on Jack’s knee, worriedly looking up at him. Jack tried to smile at her, but he knew it was empty.
It was almost too scary to wonder what Jamie might be thinking. He wasn’t Jack Frost anymore, the hero that Jamie had put his faith in. He was just a normal, powerless teenager.
“Are you angry?”
Jack blinked, looking up. He hadn’t realized he’d been frowning. Jamie’s gaze was wary, and his posture stiff. It was a strange look, especially when directed at Jack. His lower lip was also quivering ever so slightly, and his voice was hoarse and quiet.
Jack raised his brows. “What?” was his encouraging answer.
Jamie pouted, averting his eyes. He looked like he was struggling to find the right words, but Jack spared him the trouble:
“Jamie,” he said, a light chuckle in his voice. It made Jamie look up again. There was a slight shimmer in his eyes. Jack shook his head. “Why would I be angry?”
Jamie swallowed and looked down once again. “Because I…” he started. His voice was thin. “…My mom always yells at me when I stay out too late. Especially in the woods. I…I shouldn’t have snuck out, but I did anyway, a-and I almost…I almost die—”
“Hey, hey, it’s alright,” Jack interrupted as Jamie’s voice rose, quavering with emotion. He shifted so that his legs were on either side of the bench, facing Jamie. He ignored the pain in his left wrist to cup Jamie’s hand in both of his own. “Listen…You’re right. Your mother is also right. What you did was very dangerous, and you shouldn’t do that, ever again.”
Jamie pressed his quivering lips together. A tear rolled down his cheek.
Jack swallowed. “…But sometimes we do reckless things,” he continued. “And sometimes those things have awful consequences. I mean, you already know I’ve made some bad choices.”
Jamie looked up then, a frown on his face. “The time fragment wasn’t your fault,” he argued softly.
That was debatable, but Jack couldn’t help but smile at Jamie’s unrelenting faith.
“Even so, there’s been other…events,” Jack said quietly, looking down. The sound of ice skates was still clear in his mind, and he shook his head, meeting Jamie’s eyes again. “What I’m saying is that everyone finds themselves in trouble like this sometimes. It’s not something you can avoid that easily. Unless you wanna live a boring life in fear of ever encountering it.”
Jamie frowned, but a smile was creeping onto his face. “Are you saying getting into trouble is okay?” he asked.
Jack laughed. “Well…sort of, I guess.”
“My mom wouldn’t have liked that message.”
“She probably wouldn’t,” Jack agreed, squeezing Jamie’s hand. “And she’s probably right to disagree. You should try to listen to both of us. Find a nice balance, you know?”
Jamie nodded. His smile faltered a little. “You’re not going to yell at me?” he asked.
“I think that pig already taught you a lesson.”
Jamie shuddered a little. He looked over at Baby Tooth. “If it hadn’t been for you…” he started shakily. His hand twitched, like he wasn’t sure what to do with her. He couldn’t exactly hug someone who was the size of his own hand. But Baby Tooth seemed to understand, because she flew over and landed on Jamie’s shoulder, chirping gently at him. Jamie sent Jack a questioning look.
Jack chuckled. “She says it’s fine.”
Baby Tooth chirped again.
“But don’t do it again.”
Jamie laughed, and just then, Astrid came back. She was carrying two of buckets of water.
“Here,” she said, putting the buckets down in front of them, along with a couple of rags. She then walked over to a chest and rummaged around in it, before pulling up what looked like bandages and something else – a splint. She came back and sat next to Jack, gesturing for him to hold out his hand. He let her work silently on bandaging his wrist, trying not to wince too much. “There,” she said when she finished. “Wash your legs while I clean Jamie’s wounds.”
Jack just nodded. Astrid clearly knew what she was doing, which made him wonder how many times she’d fixed herself up, and possibly other people as well. He took one of the rags and dipped it in the water.
“That’s straight from the well, so it’s pretty cold,” Astrid warned.
Jack glanced at Jamie, and a laughing smile spread on Jamie’s lips. Jack chuckled and nodded. “Noted,” he said.
Astrid frowned. “What’s so funny?”
“Nothing. Just an inside joke.”
She didn’t seem satisfied with the answer, but just shook her head and dipped her rag in the water.
Cleaning their wounds was slow and painful work, and for each time he winced, Jack wished he hadn’t taken his fast healing for granted all those years. Of course, if he’d known he hadn’t always had accelerated healing he might’ve appreciated it more. But he wouldn’t dwell on that. Not right now, anyway. He had loads of time to glower at the Moon.
“Astrid?” Jack said.
“Hm?”
“How long does it take for this to heal?”
“Dunno. Maybe a few weeks, a couple of months. Depends on the person, and the damage.”
Jack blinked. “Weeks?” he repeated incredulously.
Astrid stopped dabbing at Jamie’s forehead to give him a weird look. “Something tells me you don’t have much experience with injury,” she said.
It wasn’t exactly true.
“Well…not exactly the kind you—”
Jamie elbowed him slightly, and Jack stopped talking. He was smiling.
“Normal people don’t have super-healing abilities,” Jamie said in English.
Jack huffed. “They sure don’t,” he agreed in a disgruntled mumble.
Astrid was looking at them both, her eyes slightly narrowed, as if she was trying to will her brain to understand the foreign language. Jamie bit his lip.
“Sorry,” he mumbled. “It’s probably rude to keep you out of the conversation.”
Jamie had more common decency than Jack, at least. Thankfully, because Astrid’s expression softened immediately.
“Just a little tip,” she said. “If you wanna seem unsuspicious, not speaking in foreign tongues in front of our faces will probably help. You’re plotting to overthrow Stoick for all I know. If you’ve got nothing to hide, then…” She shrugged.
Jack kept his face even. To be fair, they did have something to hide, it just wasn’t anywhere near what Astrid feared.
“Point taken,” Jack said. “Norse it is.”
Astrid smiled approvingly, then continued dabbing at Jamie’s face. “Are you hurting anywhere else?” she asked. “That was quite a fall you had.”
“I’ve had worse,” Jamie replied with a small smile. “Maybe not quite as scary, but one time I went flying through the air on a sledge.” He moved his hand through the air to visualize. “Then I got run over by a couch, but it was, like, a really long leap.”
Jack hummed. “It was pretty impressive,” he agreed.
“Sounds like you two have been through a lot together,” Astrid said absentmindedly as she studied Jamie’s face and hands. She hummed thoughtfully. “You’ll be bruised up for a few days, but your cuts aren’t that deep. Maybe if you’re lucky, you’ll still get a scar out of it.” She winked at him, before getting to her feet, throwing the rag back in the bucket.
Jamie sent Jack a confused look and Jack shrugged. These Vikings really were something.
“How’s your wrist?” Astrid asked.
Jack turned his hand over. It ached, and he was sure it would just ache more in the days to come. He tried moving it, sucking in air through his teeth – and suddenly, he was gone. Not physically, but his mind was far away, in a different place and a different time. It hadn’t been his wrist back then, but his ankle. He remembered. He couldn’t have been more than thirteen at the time. He’d been entertaining the other kids, climbing a branch, and then – snap!
It hadn’t been the first time Jack had injured himself, nor would it be the last, but this injury had forced him to use crutches for a while, and even stay in bed the first few days. It had been a miserable few months.
“Huh…” he muttered. He looked up to see that both Astrid and Jamie were giving him strange looks. He smiled. “Doesn’t hurt as much anymore. I realized I’ve had worse.”
“You realized?” Astrid asked. When Jack didn’t elaborate, she just snorted. “Okay, then.”
Jamie didn’t say anything, still looking at Jack. It was a kind of thoughtful look. Jack found it hard to read, and so he pretended not to notice.
“Well, you’re both doing better than I expected. Especially Jamie,” Astrid said, smiling at then. “Maybe there is a bit of Viking in you after all.”
Jamie beamed.
Then she turned to Jack and frowned.
“You’re cold,” she said.
Jack blinked. “What? No.”
“You’re shivering,” Astrid insisted.
Jack realized only then that she was right. He’d been feeling a bit uncomfortable for a while, but he’d been too focused on cleaning his wounds to actually think about what it was. Turns out, it was just because it was slightly chilly, even with the hearth warming them up. Being human was more of a hazzle than he remembered.
Astrid was frowning now. “I wonder…” she mumbled. “Hold on.”
And then she turned and disappeared out the front door. Jack and Jamie shared confused looks, and Jack just shrugged. It didn’t take too long before Astrid came back, now carrying a heap of…clothes? She threw the pile on the bench, then placed her hands on her hips, self-satisfied.
“Where’d you get those?” Jack asked.
“Storage shed,” she explained. “Extra clothes in case someone is in need. And since you’ll be staying for a while, it’s time you dressed more appropriately, don’t you think?” She surveyed them both. “No offense, but your clothes are super weird. What even is that fabric?” She pointed at Jamie’s vest.
Jamie’s mouth opened and closed. “Uh…I don’t know,” he said. “My mom got it for me.”
“Well, you should try these on, and I can get your shoes from Gothi’s, Jack,” Astrid said. “That you somehow forgot about on your way out.”
“I was in a hurry,” Jack defended.
“Yeah, that explains it,” Astrid said dryly, before she headed for the door again. “I’ll be back in ten minutes.”
It didn’t take that long to get to Gothi’s hut if you had a dragon, so Jack supposed she was giving them extra time to get dressed. He was at a slight loss of words. Astrid had really committed to the kind and caring part. It stood in sharp contrast with the hard and calculating behavior she’d had before – and Jack wasn’t really used to being taken care of. It was coming to the point where it was almost uncomfortable, like North and Bunny’s behavior after the heat sprite incident.
“She’s nicer than I thought,” he mumbled once she was out.
“Yeah,” Jamie agreed with a small laugh. He was already looking through the pile of clothes with enthusiasm, though he was careful not to move his bandaged hands too much. He picked out some garments then grinned at Jack. “You should wear this. It’s blue.”
Jack frowned. “What is it?”
“Dunno. A sash or something? Oh, look at this – it looks like something from Pirates of the Caribbean! Kind of.”
Jack didn’t know what Jamie was talking about, but he nodded as if he did. He looked through the pile as well, and soon enough, they’d found some clothes that hopefully fit them. Before ten minutes had passed, they were both all dressed up in old, dusty Viking clothes. Jack wound up in a baggy, white blouse that was a bit too big, so he rolled it up to his elbows. He also found some fingerless gloves, which helped with keeping warm, but like with his feet, Jack didn’t like covering his hands. He found brown pants with leg wraps around the ankles, a bit like the ones he was already wearing. The faded blue sash Jamie had found hugged his waist comfortably, both to keep warm and to stop his new blouse from riding up his stomach.
However, his favorite garment was a long brown cloak. It was wrapped around his shoulders, fastened at the side of his chest so that the frayed cape hung lopsidedly down his back, ending somewhere behind his thighs. It reminded him vaguely of the cloak he’d worn during his first years as Jack Frost; it made him feel a little bit more at home.
Then he turned around to see what clothes Jamie had ended up in, and his heart almost leaped to his throat.
Jamie was wearing a brown tunic and a sash like Jack, only it was a soft red instead of a faded blue. He’d also found himself gray pants, and was still wearing his own shoes. It was a very unassuming look, nothing special about it. Jack had seen very similar outfits on several villagers already. And yet when he saw Jamie in those clothes, he was struck with a feeling he couldn’t decide whether was elevating or devastating.
Jamie looked almost like a mirror image of Jack’s sister, Emily. His outfit looked like the dress Emily had been wearing that day. It was the last thing Jack had seen before going through the ice.
Slowly, he realized that Jamie was trying to say something to him, and he blinked himself back to the present – or past, or whatever this was for them right now.
“Huh?”
Jamie tilted his head questioningly to the side. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost,” he said.
Jack almost said that he felt like he had, but remained silent. Jamie glanced behind himself, and then at Jack again, like he was afraid there really was a ghost behind him.
“Is something wrong?”
Jack took a slightly shaky breath. “…No,” he said. “I just…thought of something.” He smiled, and came over to sit on the bench again, beside Jamie. “How do you feel?” he asked, before Jamie could ask any more questions about Jack’s weird tendency to space out. Jamie looked puzzled but didn’t ask. Instead, he tilted his chin up.
“Like a Viking,” he replied with a grin.
“Didn’t I ask them to be careful? Maybe I didn’t directly ask it but I’m sure it was clearly implied. They’re already mistrusted by the entire village, and what do they do? Sneak out to the woods and kill a boar?” Hiccup groaned, falling backwards on Toothless for a moment before sitting up again.
Toothless grumbled in agreement. At least Hiccup liked to pretend he was agreeing.
“And why do I have to hear it from Astrid? When were they so friendly?” he mumbled.
Toothless huffed. Hiccup did too.
“Well…I’m sure they have a perfectly good explanation,” he then said. “Right?”
Toothless made a sound that sounded slightly doubtful. Hiccup sighed.
“No, you’re probably right. There’s never an explanation with those guys.”
They landed outside the forge, where Astrid had told him Jack and Jamie might be. It was already the middle of the day, and Hiccup had been too busy training, or goofing around as Astrid liked to call it, to check on Jack and Jamie. Time really flew by when you were up in the air, and suddenly it was time to gather the guys to prepare for the next dragon race. It had all been a fun time until Astrid dropped the bomb that Jamie had almost died last night?
Hiccup jumped off Toothless and headed for the forge, but came to a stop when he spotted Jack. He was leaning against a pillar with his back to Hiccup and clearly hadn’t noticed him coming. The thing that initially made Hiccup stop was the fact that Jack had had a wardrobe change; he almost looked like a normal Berkian now. But the thing that kept Hiccup from walking up to him, was how he was just standing there, muttering to himself with his palm out in front of him. He made weird hand motions, like he was moving his fingers through water. His other hand was bandaged, holding his staff.
Hiccup glanced at Toothless, before he quietly walked up to Jack. As he got closer, he saw that Jack’s brows were furrowed and he was looking intently at his hand, like it had developed its own will and was disobeying. And then suddenly, that intense gaze flickered to Hiccup.
Hiccup stopped in his tracks. Jack’s expression immediately turned to surprise at the sight of him.
“Uh…” Hiccup started. “Hand cramp?”
Jack shook his hand and let it fall. “Yep,” he said, and a carefree smile spread on his face. “What’s up?”
“What’s up?” Hiccup repeated exasperatedly. “What do you—” He stopped himself at the sound of someone whispering slightly too his left. He looked, but saw only a small carriage filled with potatoes. But he also caught a glimpse of black hair, just behind the carriage. He sighed and walked over to it. “Are you guys spying on Jack?” he asked.
“Go!” someone hissed, and three children ran for it. They would’ve gotten away hadn’t it been for Toothless, who blocked their path. The children shrieked, halfway scared and halfway delighted to see Toothless, but seemed to admit defeat because at least they didn’t try to run in the other direction.
Hiccup recognized them as the kids Astrid had told him about earlier: Brant, Undis and Hildur. He crossed his arms, raising his brow in a silent question.
“Uh…We were just…playing hide and seek,” Brant said.
Hiccup sent him a doubtful look. “And who’s seeking?” he challenged.
“You guys were there the entire time?” Jack asked behind Hiccup, like they actually had been playing hide and seek. “I didn’t notice you at all.”
Hiccup ignored him.
“I heard four kids snuck out to the woods last night,” Hiccup said, shooting the kids a pointed look.
The children shared glances, before they came closer, all wearing different degrees of nervous expressions. Hiccup was about to chastise them, but the loud voice of Gobber spoke up before he had the chance:
“Oh, I heard that too,” he said with a laugh as he came out of the forge, unsuccessfully wiping soot off his forehead. “And that little Jamie fought his first wild boar.”
For some reason, Brant looked close to tears. He suddenly ran up to Jack and grabbed his new clothes, looking up at him with a devastated look. “It wasn’t our fault, Jack,” he pleaded miserably. Tears were streaming down his face now. “We—we didn’t think there would be any wild b-b-boars that close to the village. I s-swear, we didn’t mean to—”
Jack looked completely bewildered, and he interrupted him before he could get any further.
“Hey,” he said, a slightly worried chuckle in his voice. He kneeled in front of Brant. “Calm down, it’s okay. Breathe…” He glanced up at Hiccup, asking a silent question.
Hiccup just shrugged and looked at the other kids. They looked pale and wouldn’t meet anyone’s eyes.
Once Brant had calmed down a little bit, Jack sent him a kind smile, putting a hand on his shoulder. “There you go. Now what’s wrong?”
Brant sniffled. “We—we left Jamie,” he said quietly. “The wild boar chased him. We should’ve followed and helped him, b-but—”
“Oh, it’s you guys.”
Brant’s eyes went wide. Undis and Hildur looked up with horrified expressions as Jamie emerged from the forge, his cheeks red from the heat and his forehead sweaty. Hildur grabbed a hold of Undis, so hard she yelped.
“You’re alive!” Hildur shrieked.
“You’re alive?” Brant asked at the same time.
Undis didn’t say anything, but her mouth was hanging open.
Jamie looked almost just as surprised as the other kids. His eyes darted to Jack, and then to Brant, whose eyes were still teary. “Uh…yeah?” he said.
Undis stepped forward. “But the boar,” she said. “You killed the boar?”
Jamie’s cheeks seemed to be growing redder, but this time it wasn’t because of the heat. “Uh, well actually—” he started, but Gobber interrupted:
“Ah, your first boar,” he said, looking up at the sky wistfully. “I remembered when I killed my first boar. I think I was thirteen at the time! Not a bad age, but it seemed my record has been broken. Well, I’m sure Stoick killed his first boar when he was a newborn, but that’s Stoick—”
“Wait,” Jack said with a frown. He looked at Brant again. “You thought Jamie…” He trailed off. “And you came here to apologize?”
Suddenly, Brant looked extremely uncomfortable.
“Uh…I gotta go,” he said, then turned on his heel and ran.
Undis and Hildur looked like they still wanted to question Jamie, but one of their teammates had left the mission. Apparently, it was time to abort.
“We’ll talk later,” Undis told Jamie, before they both scampered off.
Hiccup looked after them and sighed deeply. “I wish I could run away from my problems like that,” he muttered.
Jamie was looking after them too, and then at Jack. He laughed, slightly nervous, before just as quickly stopping himself. He looked up at Gobber. “You don’t really believe I killed that boar, do you?” he asked.
Gobber winked at him. “What do I know? I wasn’t there,” he said, then nodded for Jamie to follow him back inside. “Come on, little boar slayer – we have a sword to forge. You too, Jack.”
Jack seemed a bit bewildered still, but he looked up when Gobber said his name. He followed absentmindedly, and Hiccup had no choice but to do so too, if he wanted to have a word with them. He signaled to Toothless that he would be right back.
Gobber pulled a long piece of iron out of the kiln and placed in on the anvil. “Alright, lad,” he said to a wide-eyed Jamie. “Now it’s time to hammer the edges. Hold it like this, and then you should be fine. No, not there! Not there, unless you want to burn your fingers off.”
Jamie swallowed. He was wearing gloves, but they weren’t much protection against glowing hot iron. Jack was watching, his expression only halfway neutral. It was clear he thought this was fascinating too, but he was, understandably, worried for Jamie. Hiccup was worried too; he remembered what it was like, being a beginner apprentice with Gobber.
But he’d turned out fine, so Jamie probably would too. He turned to Jack.
“Do you have any idea how much trouble you’re in?” he asked quietly, so that Gobber and Jamie wouldn’t hear over their hammering.
Jack didn’t meet his eyes at first, but the smile growing on his lips told Hiccup he’d heard him. He sent him an impish look.
“Do tell,” he said.
“This isn’t funny, Jack,” Hiccup said. “You could’ve gotten hurt. You could’ve died.”
Jack snorted. “We wouldn’t want that, would we.”
Hiccup stared at him. “What’s the matter with you?” he demanded.
Jack looked ready to come with some snarky reply, but then seemed to stop himself last moment. He closed his mouth and visibly exhaled. “Sorry,” he mumbled, bringing both his hands around his staff. “It’s been a long day. And night, before that.”
Hiccup took a step closer, then gently turned Jack around so they could have a bit more privacy. They walked over to a spot in the forge that didn’t have sparks flying through the air.
“What happened?” Hiccup asked. “My dad will find out sooner or later, and he is not as forgiving as Astrid.”
“Astrid is really nice,” Jack said, like that helped him in the slightest. He caught Hiccup’s stare and sighed. “There’s no good explanation. Brant, Undis and Hildur came to Gothi’s hut in the middle of the night and convinced Jamie to sneak out with them. I was asleep, so…” The last part came out in a mumble. He sounded ashamed, like, how dare he sleep during the night like everyone else?
“And Jamie killed a boar,” Hiccup said, just for confirmation.
Jack looked like he was trying to suppress a smile but didn’t do a very good job at it. “I kinda want them to believe that,” he said, his reluctant smile turning into a laughing grin. “It’s more fun that way, isn’t it?”
Hiccup raised his brows. Jack was acting so aloof, it felt like he was dealing with Snotlout, or even Ruff or Tuff – and that was not a compliment. But the weird thing was, Hiccup found himself fighting a smile too, despite how much he tried to seem like the serious chief-y type. Jack’s attitude was annoyingly infectious.
“They can believe whatever they want,” Hiccup said, forcing himself to stay serious. “But I want to know what really happened.”
Jack’s smile melted, and Hiccup was a bit sad to see it go. Once the playful twinkle in his eyes was gone, he suddenly seemed older and weary. He let out another deeper sigh, looking over at Jamie and Gobber. “The boar chased Jamie off a cliff. None of them saw the cliff in time. Jamie…miraculously landed on a ledge. Astrid and I barely managed to save him.”
A cold feeling spread in Hiccup’s chest. To think the call had been so close…
“And the boar?” he asked. His voice came out smaller than he’d intended.
Jack shrugged. “Took a swim, I guess.”
Hiccup let out a shaky breath. “Gods,” he muttered. “You’ve been here for three days, and you’ve already had a near death experience.”
“Tell me about it,” Jack mumbled, bringing a hand to his temple. “I can’t remember the last time I had a headache this bad. At least Gobber is distracting enough, though…” He peered over at them, his brows furrowing. “…not sure if it’ll end well for Jamie.”
Hiccup followed his gaze. Jamie looked extremely awkward, standing beside the huge anvil and holding a hammer that was much too heavy for him, and Hiccup couldn’t help but smile. The sight was almost nostalgic.
“He’ll be fine,” he told Jack. But Jack wasn’t paying attention; his eyes were still on Jamie, though it didn’t seem like he was truly looking at him either. His mind was elsewhere.
“…Yeah,” he eventually replied, blinking as he looked back at Hiccup. He smiled faintly. “He’ll be fine.”
Hiccup decided there and then that Jack wasn’t much of an actor. They didn’t know each other, and Hiccup could be unobservant sometimes – but he’d always been pretty good at reading others’ emotions. After all, it was that ability that had made him spare Toothless’ life, when he’d found him downed in the woods.
However, Toothless was a dragon. They were somewhat easier to communicate with than people, a whole lot of the time.
“Er…Jack,” Hiccup started. Jack looked at him, and suddenly he realized that he didn’t actually know any way to help – he just wanted to help somehow. “Uh, well. I’ll talk to my dad, and…figure something out. And I just want to say that—”
“Jack! Come over here, lad.”
Gobber’s voice made them both jump. Jack laughed about it, while Hiccup sent Gobber a slight glower, bringing a hand to his startled heart.
But he guessed it was for the best; he hadn’t actually known what he was going to say to Jack just then.
Gobber went on to show Jack how to make a blade from scratch, while Jamie continued struggling with the sword he was currently working on. Hiccup could already tell it wouldn’t turn out very good, but Jamie’s enthusiasm was something to admire. Then Hiccup noticed the bandages on his hands, and he realized why he was holding the hammer so awkwardly. Was he actually in pain?
Hiccup found himself walking over to him. Jamie was wearing an adorably focused expression, nose wrinkled and brows furrowed, but he stopped hammering once he noticed Hiccup looking at him.
“Am I doing it wrong?” Jamie asked, his expression morphing into self-consciousness.
Hiccup hesitated. “Uh…Not really,” he said, leaning over to study Jamie’s handiwork. “It’s a bit…” It wasn’t very good, but still a good first try. Probably. “…wobbly. You’ll get the hang of it in no time, I’m sure.”
Jamie hummed. He started to scratch his cheek in contemplation, but then winced, and Hiccup realized it wasn’t just his hands that were injured – his face had a few cuts and bruises, partly hidden underneath the soot that smeared his face after working in the forge all day. Jack had told Hiccup it had been a long day and night – he could only wonder what Jamie must be feeling, and yet he was here making swords? He really was a trouper.
“You know…Gobber is a bit, uh…much sometimes, but you can take a break if you’re tired,” Hiccup told him.
Jamie looked up at him and then at the sword. He shrugged. “I want to have a sword,” he said. “It’s cool. Well…maybe not this one, but…” He sounded pretty dejected.
Hiccup glanced over at Gobber and Jack. They weren’t paying attention. Not that Gobber would chastise Jamie if he saw Hiccup helping him, but he’d never been a very gentle teacher; Hiccup wanted to show Jamie the way he liked to work.
“Want me to help you a little?” he asked Jamie
Jamie’s eyes widened. “You would?” he asked, looking down at the sword again. “Just to…at least make it look like a sword?”
Hiccup chuckled. “Sure. Hold on, we need to reheat this.” He grabbed the wobbly piece of iron. As he moved it back to the kiln, he glanced over at Jack and Gobber again to make sure they still weren’t paying attention, but instead met eyes with Jack. Jack only looked at him for a moment, an amused smile spreading on his face, before Gobber took away his attention again.
“When did you start working in the forge?” Jamie asked as Hiccup shoved the blade into the kiln.
“Hm…I think I was a little younger than you,” he said. “At least that’s when I made my first weapons.”
Jamie made an ‘O’ with his mouth. “Wasn’t it hard?” he then asked.
“Oh, yeah, I wasn’t any good at first,” Hiccup said, smiling at the memory. “Gobber started to teach me because he looked at my designs. Thought I might have a talent for forging and crafting, since…well.” Since he hadn’t really had a talent for anything else. “Dragon fighting wasn’t exactly my forte.”
Jamie looked over at Toothless, who was waiting outside. Hiccup knew he would probably get grumpy, since they’d had to cut their dragon race preparations short. But they could continue doing that later.
“Why did you stop fighting them?” Jamie asked.
Hiccup wondered how much of that story he had the energy to retell. He sent Jamie a light smile. “We just had to learn their side of the story first,” he said. “And once we saw the whole picture, we learned that we didn’t have to be enemies. We could help each other and be friends.”
Jamie was fidgeting with his hands. Clearly, he had something on his mind. He opened his mouth, closed it, and then opened it again:
“Could I ride a dragon?” he asked.
Hiccup hesitated. Jamie sounded so hopeful, but Hiccup knew he had to disappoint him. Not just because Stoick wouldn’t want to teach Jack and Jamie anything about dragons before he knew he could trust them, but also because Jamie was so young. The last truth seemed less harsh, so Hiccup went with that.
“I was fifteen when I first learned how to ride a dragon,” he said. “You’re still a bit young.”
Jamie pouted, and Hiccup smiled apologetically.
“Maybe when you’re older,” he tried.
“That’s four years,” Jamie said. If Hiccup didn’t imagine it, slight distress passed over his expression. “We’re not gonna stay here that long.”
Oh. Hiccup glanced at Jack again, but this time, Jack was busy listening to Gobber explain the difference between normal iron and Gronckle iron. Hiccup had never been very good with kids. He wasn’t horrible, but they had a tendency to walk all over him, like everyone else had done before he defeated the Red Death. It was a long time ago now, but he had never quite figured out how kids worked. They were too unpredictable.
Still, Jamie seemed like a nice kid…and since Jack was busy, Hiccup couldn’t very well leave him to deal with his inner turmoil alone.
He glanced at the kiln and decided the blade could sit a bit longer. He kneeled in front of Jamie, trying to seem less uncertain than he really was.
“…You miss home?” he asked him.
Jamie looked up, before he too glanced at Jack, as if he was worried he’d hear. He shrugged uneasily. “I guess,” he said. “It hasn’t been that long, though…It’s okay.”
“How long exactly?”
Jamie was about to answer, but then he frowned. He hesitated. “Time is…complicated,” he mumbled, scratching his cheek again – careful not to touch a cut this time. “I mean, if you think about it…” His brows furrowed even more, like whatever he was thinking about was extremely confusing. Hiccup supposed memory loss would do that to you.
“Well, either way,” Hiccup said with a small chuckle. “It’s okay to miss home even if it hasn’t been that long. But I’m sure we’ll find a way to get you back soon.”
Jamie’s confused expression turned to doubt as he looked back at Hiccup again. “Your dad won’t let us go,” he said.
Hiccup pressed his lips together. That was a very good point.
“Yeah, well…” He nervously pushed some hair out his face. “He’ll probably come around, when he realizes you don’t mean any harm.”
“Do you think we mean harm?” Jamie asked, looking Hiccup directly in the eyes.
Hiccup hesitated again. This kid didn’t beat around the bush. As the son of the chief, the answer should be that he wouldn’t take any chances until he was sure. But as just Hiccup…
He shook his head. “No, I can’t say I do,” he said.
Jamie nodded. “Good,” he said seriously, and leaned closer. “Because if you think Jack is going to hurt you in any way, you’re not a very good judge of character.”
Hiccup couldn’t help but smile. He shrugged. “Doesn’t hurt to be careful, don’t you think?” he asked. “I don’t know him, after all.”
It was Jamie’s turn to smile; it was the smile of someone who knew something Hiccup didn’t. “No. You don’t,” he said.
It was hard to say what that smile meant exactly, but Hiccup decided it was just Jamie trying to seem cool or mature, the way kids did. So instead of commenting on it, he straightened back up and turned to the kiln.
“Right,” he said. “Let’s forge this blade.”
He let Jamie hammer some of it, taking over sometimes just to fix the worst of the damage, but only when he was sure Gobber had his back turned. Jack had seemed to catch onto Hiccup’s little game, because he was doing a very good job at keeping Gobber attention. By the time Gobber finally came back to check on Jamie’s work, his eyebrow raised in surprise, and then furrowed in suspicion.
“That’s a lot better than I expected,” he said, sending Hiccup a long look.
Hiccup shrugged. “He must be a natural,” he said.
Jamie’s smile was slightly nervous, but still wide and very amused. Hiccup counted that as a victory; maybe he was better with kids than he thought.
Gobber’s eyes narrowed. He looked between the two of them for a few seconds, before he grinned a toothy grin. “Alright then, lad,” he said, patting Jamie on the back so hard he stumbled forward, but Jamie just laughed. “While this cools down, I’ll show you how we make the hilt. Meanwhile, you lads can wait outside.” He sent Hiccup a pointed look.
Hiccup held back a laugh and sent a knowing smile to Jamie. Jamie beamed back at him.
And so Hiccup and Jack padded out of the forge at Gobber’s orders. Toothless perked up hopefully when they came outside, burbling something that sounded like some kind of question.
“Soon, bud,” Hiccup answered, before turning to Jack. He wasn’t sure what he had intended to say to him, but either way he forgot all about it when he noticed that Jack was sending him an inquisitive look. Hiccup suddenly felt self-conscious. “Do I have something on my face?” he asked, only half-joking.
Jack’s eyes twinkled with mirth. “Yes, but that’s not what I was thinking about,” he said. Before Hiccup could ask him where on his face, Jack continued: “I thought you didn’t trust us.”
Hiccup raised his brows. “You heard that?”
“My hearing is pretty good,” Jack said. “What do you think these big ears are for?”
Hiccup gave a surprised laugh. “They’re—they’re not that big,” he protested.
Jack grinned, taking a couple of steps closer. “Thank you,” he said.
“For…saying your ears aren’t big?”
“No, not—” Jack laughed again, his head falling to the side for a moment. “For that too, I guess. But I meant for talking to Jamie.” His smile melted a little. He shifted his hold on his staff, something he seemed to do a lot when he was nervous or uncomfortable. “He tries hard to put up a brave front, but…” He glanced into the forge, but they couldn’t see Jamie from where they were standing. Jack seemed to be struggling to find the right words. “…To be honest, I’m not sure how to cheer him up after what happened,” he then admitted quietly.
Hiccup nodded slowly. “That’s okay,” he said, a bit uncertainly. “Right? Even if he is your brother, you can’t always know.”
Jack glanced at him, before he looked down at the ground. “It’s a bit more complicated than that,” he muttered, but didn’t offer any further explanation.
“How so?” Hiccup asked gently.
“The way he smiled when you worked with him, though,” Jack said, smoothly ignoring Hiccup’s question. “That was genuine. So thank you for that.”
Hiccup shrugged as if to say, no problem. “Jamie’s not the only one who tries to put up a brave front,” he said.
Jack met his eyes. He didn’t say or do anything for a few seconds but studied Hiccup like he was reading his thoughts. Then he shrugged as well. “It’s what big brothers do,” he said. His eyes drifted over to his staff, and he twirled it absentmindedly in his hand. “I just wish I wasn’t so…” He trailed off, but Hiccup was pretty sure the end of that sentence wouldn’t end with something particularly narcissistic.
Hiccup tried not to fidget. He didn’t know what to say or do to make Jack feel better. The fact was just that Berk could be a dangerous place, and he still didn’t know when they’d be able to help Jack and Jamie get back home. Up until this point, Jack had acted cheerful and optimistic – if not a little aloof and strange sometimes. Now, Hiccup was starting to wonder if that was all an act.
“I’m…I’m sure you’re doing your best, Jack,” he said, trying to sound encouraging. “What happened to Jamie wasn’t your fault.”
It took a few seconds before Jack answered. Hiccup’s words only seemed to darken his mood further.
“I can’t stay like this,” he then said, his voice just a whisper.
Hiccup wasn’t sure what he meant, but Jack sounded so desperately lost, he scrambled for something to say. Just a few encouraging words would be nice, but nothing seemed to come to mind – except for a question from a long time ago. At least it had helped Hiccup back then. It was the best he had:
“What are you going to do about it?” he asked.
Jack looked up at him, and Hiccup was afraid he’d offended him. But then Jack’s lips parted, as if he just had an epiphany. His brows furrowed into a determined expression.
“Believe,” he said.
Hiccup was confused. “…In yourself?”
Jack’s laugh surprised him. It came out of nowhere, like Hiccup had just told a clever joke.
“Yeah,” he said, grinning. “That’s exactly what I’ll do.”
Hiccup supposed it was a nice sentiment, and probably useful to some degree, but it wouldn’t solve all of Jack’s problems. Still, Jack’s mood seemed elevated, and Hiccup didn’t have the heart to point out the holes in his plan.
And even then, as odd as Jack’s epiphany had been, something in his expression had struck Hiccup. Long after he’d left the forge to continue preparing for the next dragon race, the conviction in Jack’s voice rang in the back of Hiccup’s mind, as if something as simple as belief was the solution to all of this.
Chapter 10: Jack flies
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Belief was the solution to all of this.
If Jack had learned anything, it was that he just had to believe things would be alright in the end. He had to believe he would find out who he was; he had to believe that he wouldn’t be invisible forever. Even when he was at his absolute lowest, he had to believe that he could fix his staff and regain his powers.
And that was exactly what he was going to do. He had to believe, once again.
So while Jamie was busy in the forge, Jack allowed himself to take a stroll. Back into the woods, because the woods always made him feel at home. It didn’t exactly look like home, but if he closed his eyes, he could almost imagine he was back in Burgess – or even Hawthorne…or whatever that place was called at this point in time.
Jack had asked Baby Tooth to stay with Jamie, because while Gobber seemed trustworthy – if not a little bit eccentric – he was too paranoid to leave him alone without supervision he knew he could trust. Baby Tooth would find him and alert him if anything happened.
Villagers had seen him head towards the woods, so he didn’t know how long it would take before someone came looking for him. Even if he understood their caution, it was still annoying. He’d already gone through this with the Guardians. Was he bound to be mistrusted by every new group of people he met? At least the Guardians’ wariness had been partially Jack’s fault – he was a bit reckless and a bit irresponsible and maybe even a bit rude sometimes, especially towards Bunny before they became friends – but it wasn’t Jack’s fault that he and Jamie had appeared here under such mysterious circumstances.
…Well, at least he hadn’t meant for it to happen.
He sighed, pushing those thoughts away for now. This wasn’t the time to blame himself.
For the first time in three days, Jack was completely alone. No people, dragons or tooth fairies to watch over him. Baby Tooth had been there in Antarctica when he regained his powers, but it wasn’t like performance anxiety was the problem. No, the problem was that Baby Tooth would probably try to stop him from doing what he was about to do.
He retraced his steps back to the cliff Jamie had fallen off of. Tentatively, he inched closer to the edge and looked down. The ocean looked peaceful from here. The sun shone through the dim cloud layer, making the water look somewhere just between beautiful and merciless.
Even if Jamie was a good swimmer, he wouldn’t have survived the fall form this height.
Jack swallowed thickly and decided to move further away from the village, and further away from this place that already harbored bad feelings. That was the last thing he needed right now.
He continued walking until the ground started sloping downwards. He didn’t know how far away he was from the village now, but far enough to give him room to think. He faced the cliff, looking up at the sky. To his right, the hill winded down towards the water before beginning to slope upwards again. If he wanted to be on the safe side, he could go down there. The fall wasn’t lethal, but then there was still the question of what would happen if he went underwater.
But that didn’t matter. He wasn’t going to fall, and he wasn’t going to take another unplanned swim.
North had told him about a man he used to know before he became a Guardian. How long ago that was, Jack wasn’t sure, but the way North talked about it made it seem like a thousand years ago, and just yesterday at the same time. Jack also didn’t know what had become of that man, but according to North, he hadn’t been just any ordinary person:
He had the power of belief. If he believed in something, it would become real. He would believe it into reality. And so, one day, he went out into a field, closed his eyes and imagined that his feet left the ground. He imagined that the wind carried him up into the sky, and he believed that it was possible.
For all Jack knew, it might just have been a story that North made up, but that didn’t seem like North. Besides, all the Guardians knew about the power of belief. If Jack believed he could get his powers back, he could. If he believed he could fly, he could.
He just needed to kick himself back into action. Last time, the Guardians and the children had been in danger and Jack was their only hope, and he’d just remembered why the Moon had chosen him to be a Guardian. That surge of euphoria and the sense of duty had been enough to mend his staff.
Now, there was no immediate danger, but Jack had done this once before. He could do it again.
He took a deep breath. He kicked off his shoes, giving his bandaged feet a disgruntled look. He looked down to the ocean and slowly exhaled. His heart was speeding up, but he willed himself to stay calm by pacing back and forth, reminding himself that he would be fine. Soon, he’d call back his powers and he and Jamie would be on their way back to the present.
After a couple of minutes, he came to a stop.
He looked up to the sky instead of the ocean. That’s where he was going. That’s where he belonged.
He closed his eyes.
“Wind,” he said. The wind didn’t reply, but Jack didn’t expect it to. “…You probably don’t know me. Not yet, anyway. But I know you…and I trust you.”
The last part came out shaky, and Jack gritted his teeth. He nodded to himself. He did trust the wind. And he trusted himself. He believed in himself; he believed in Jack Frost.
The wind picked up. It surged around Jack, almost curiously, and Jack felt a smile spread on his lips. His new cloak swayed, the wind pulling it towards the cliff. This was familiar territory – all he had to do was take the leap.
Jack stepped forward, his arms spread out to his sides. He jumped.
And just then, he was home. He was in the wind, and he was going up. He felt the euphoric tug in his gut that he always got whenever he traveled across the world, bringing with him the cold breeze of winter. He was grinning. A laugh was growing in his chest. He’d done it!
But then the wind slowed down around him, and Jack opened his eyes. For a quarter of a second, his momentum kept him almost completely still in the air – and then he plummeted straight down. Jack gave a yelp.
“Up!” he yelled. “Wind! Wind? Hello?”
And then he lost the ability to form words. Panic overtook him, and he flailed, turning around in the air. For a second, he saw the sky – huge and gray above him. He stretched out his hand, as if it would reach down and grab him, but then he flipped around again, and all he could see was the cold, dark water.
Jack clenched his eyes shut and curled into a ball. He was going to die – again.
In the next second, he slammed into something, and everything went dark. Weird thing was, Jack knew what death felt like – and this wasn’t it. Confusion mingled with his fear, but he didn’t get the time to ask himself what was going on. The darkness shook. Jack felt his brain rattling inside his skull. And then, silence.
Jack kept his eyes shut. He wasn’t sure if he was breathing or not, but he knew he was still alive, somehow. He groaned in pain. His cheek rubbed against a strange surface. Hard, warm and…scaly. He opened his eyes, but it didn’t do much – everything was black.
But then the cocoon opened up, and Jack realized he was looking straight at a big, scaly dragon stomach. He rolled away in surprise but didn’t try to stand – the world was still spinning. Toothless grumbled, getting to his feet. He shook his body, before his huge green eyes turned to Jack. He crooned softly, and Jack swore he sounded worried.
Then Jack realized there was a saddle on his back, but no rider.
“Jack!”
Jack flinched at the sudden voice and turned to see Hiccup half-running towards him. His face was muddy, and pine needles stuck out of his hair, but otherwise he looked unharmed. Weird thing was, he was wearing some kind of cape—no, not a cape. Fabric stretched from his arms to his sides, down to his legs, like a flying squirrel.
Hiccup came to kneel in front of Jack, his eyes wide.
“Are you hurt?” he asked.
Jack couldn’t find his voice. It felt like Baby Tooth’s magic had worn off, because Norse seemed like an impossible language. He looked around, and realized they’d landed at the base of the hill, where the water was closest. Judging by Toothless’ less than elegant landing, it had been a close call. Hadn’t the hill sloped down like it did, they would’ve hit the mountain wall. And judging by the trail in the grass from the crash landing, they almost had.
His eyes traveled up to the cliff he’d jumped from, and then down towards the water.
Jack felt his chest constrict painfully, and he looked away. His hands were shaking, he noticed. No, his whole body was.
Finally, he shook his head. He wasn’t planning on meeting Hiccup’s eyes, but when Hiccup placed his hands on his shoulders, he looked up in surprise. Hiccup’s grip was tight, and his gaze hard.
“What were you thinking?” he asked, and Jack almost recoiled at his tone. He sounded beyond shocked – he sounded almost hurt, like he was the disappointed one here.
“I…” Jack started, but how could he explain? A part of him didn’t care; Hiccup already thought he was crazy, so he could just tell him the truth. Crazy was a good cover story, at the very least. Why should he care about what some Viking that, to Jack, had been dead for a thousand years thought?
However, something about the way Hiccup looked at him made Jack keep his mouth shut. Bright green eyes, wide with shock, and a tight grip on Jack’s shoulders…Hiccup was genuinely worried. It felt like being shaken from a dream, and Jack realized that he didn’t want Hiccup to think he was crazy. But that did the opposite of solving his problem. Jack had no normal explanation for what he’d just done.
He was about to shrug in reply, but a realization made his heart leap into his throat. His hands went to the ground beside him, and he looked around frantically.
“My staff—Where’s my staff?”
Hiccup released Jack’s shoulder at his sudden distress. “You—Why do you care about your staff now?” he asked.
Jack ignored him. He pushed himself to his feet and looked around, but the staff was nowhere to be seen. But he’d been holding it when he jumped, so then…
His gaze came to a stop on the water where he would’ve landed if Toothless hadn’t caught him. There, floating out to sea, was the thin silhouette of his staff. Jack walked forward as if to jump into the water, but his body became rigid before he could. He brought a shaky hand to his head.
“Is that it over there?”
His eyes snapped to Hiccup and then back to his staff in the water. He tried his best to hide his panic, managing the barest nod.
Hiccup looked confused, and Jack couldn’t really blame him; it was unusual to react so badly to the loss of what looked like a regular old stick. But Hiccup just nodded and jogged over to Toothless. He unhooked the squirrel wings from his arms and legs, rolled them up and attached them to his back, before climbing onto Toothless’ saddle.
“Come on, bud,” Hiccup said, and they took off.
Jack felt like the world was lifted off his shoulders when he realized what Hiccup was doing. Of course – dragons. You didn’t need to be a spirit to fly around here. Toothless dived and plucked the staff out of the water with his mouth, took a U-turn and landed beside Jack again. Jack automatically held out his hands as Toothless opened his mouth, dropping the staff into his palm.
“Thank you,” Jack said with a slightly shaky smile, first to Toothless, then to Hiccup.
Toothless looked like he was smiling in his own gummy, dragon-y way.
Hiccup dismounted. He didn’t say anything, but walked up to the side of Toothless’ head, sending Jack an inquisitive look that made Jack shift his weight uncomfortably. He avoided Hiccup’s eyes by tentatively patting Toothless’ snout.
There was a very heavy silence.
“…Do you want to talk?” Hiccup then asked.
Jack bit his tongue. “How did you find me?” he asked back.
“By chance,” Hiccup replied, still with that gravely serious expression. Now that Jack had calmed down a little, he could also see that Hiccup looked paler than usual. “I was flying with Toothless and I saw you pacing on that cliff. I almost turned around to pretend I hadn’t seen you, because I figured you—maybe you just needed some time alone to think. But then…” His voice, which had been growing in pitch, dropped suddenly. He shook his head. He looked almost accusatory at this point.
“I did need some time alone to think,” Jack said, tightening his hold on his staff.
“How could you do that?”
Jack took a step back. “What?”
Hiccup definitely looked accusing, and a type of frantic Jack didn’t understand. “What about Jamie? You’d just leave him behind?” he demanded, throwing his arms out.
Jack stared at him. “What are you talking about?” he asked back.
Toothless burbled restlessly.
There was a moment of doubt in Hiccup’s eyes, before his frown deepened. Jack realized he actually did look somewhat like his father. “Don’t lie to me, Jack,” he said. “Just earlier you told me you were going to—to believe in yourself, and now this?”
Jack found himself gritting his teeth. For a moment, he forgot that he and Hiccup wasn’t talking about the same kind of “believing in yourself.” It was his turn to get angry.
“Well, it didn’t work out, did it?” he snapped. “Nothing ever does.”
“That doesn’t mean you can just give up!” Hiccup protested. He was almost yelling now. “I told you I wanted to help, Jack. Maybe I don’t know exactly what you’re going through, but if you’d just told me you’re—you’re hurting so much, then…” He trailed off, like he lost his courage in the middle of the sentence. But it didn’t matter; Jack suddenly understood.
“Oh,” was all he thought to say. When Hiccup sent him a confused look, Jack just shook his head. “That’s not it, Hiccup,” he said softly, feeling himself deflate as the anger seeped out of him. “I didn’t—I don’t want to…I’d never do that.”
Hiccup didn’t look convinced, but his expression softened slightly. “Then what were you doing?” he asked. When Jack didn’t answer, he gestured vaguely with his hands. “Because if you’re…if you’re in trouble, you’re not alone, you know? I mean, the way you answered me earlier, when I said you could’ve died, you just…” Again, he gestured. He did that a lot, Jack thought. “What did you mean by that?”
Jack looked away. He couldn’t very well tell him he’d died once before, and had as a consequence developed a certain gallows humor.
“It doesn’t matter,” he mumbled.
“It does!” Hiccup protested.
Jack sighed, looking back at him exasperatedly. His eyes went to the pine needles in Hiccup’s hair. He frowned.
“Wait…How did you land when…” he said, looking back to where the squirrel wings had been earlier.
Hiccup obviously didn’t take the bait, but he humored Jack anyway. “Flight suit,” he said, grimacing slightly. “I predicted that Toothless wouldn’t be able to land on his feet if he was going to catch you first, and that wouldn’t have ended well for me. Not the safest solution, but I didn’t have much time to come up with another plan. Uh…the landing isn’t perfect, but…it’s a work in progress.”
Jack nodded slowly. He stepped forward and plucked a pine needle out of Hiccup’s hair. “Flight suit, huh…” he muttered quietly.
“Jack,” Hiccup said, and placed a gentle hand on Jack’s arm as he lowered it from his hair. Jack stiffened. “I’m worried about you. Please talk to me.”
Those words shouldn’t be hard to process, and yet they were. Jack’s mouth felt dry. Several seconds passed before he managed to look up at Hiccup’s eyes again. He pulled his arm away.
“I told you,” he said. “You have nothing to worry about. I’m fine.”
“Even before this I could tell that you’re not fine,” Hiccup argued.
“Could you?” Jack snorted. “I’m pretty sure you think I’m crazy. Not very hard to tell.”
It looked like he’d hit a spot. Hiccup’s steady gaze faltered.
“That’s not true,” he said, but he hesitated first.
Jack smiled lopsidedly. “I don’t blame you,” he said. Maybe it was better that way, too.
“I don’t think you’re crazy.” Hiccup sounded more determined now. Then he hesitated again. “I’ll…admit I had my suspicions, but believe me, I know what crazy looks like. Ever heard of Dagur the Deranged?”
Jack raised his brows. “No?” he laughed. “How do you get a moniker like that?”
Hiccup’s expression revealed there was a long story behind that answer. “Believe me, you don’t want to know,” he muttered. “But my point is – you’re nothing like him, or any other less-than-sane person I’ve met. You’re…I don’t know, you’re just…”
“Weird?” Jack offered.
Hiccup’s mouth was open, but no words came out for the first few seconds. “You said it, not me,” he then said.
Jack laughed. An awkward smile was growing on Hiccup’s lips as well. Then there was another beat of silence, but it was less heavy this time. Awkward, definitely, but at least Jack didn’t feel as much like running away anymore.
“Thanks for not calling me crazy, then,” Jack said dryly.
Hiccup didn’t look pale anymore. Instead, his cheeks were turning a bit pink. “Yeah…sorry about that,” he said, brushing some hair out of his face. He shifted his weight, obviously trying to come up with the right words.
Jack pressed his lips together. He really was being a pain in the ass, wasn’t he? Here was Hiccup, who’d apparently just gone through hell for his village, who wanted to help Jack and Jamie despite the risks, and then he gets the impression Jack wanted to end his own life? Even if that was far from the case, it was hard to explain why he’d jumped from that cliff in any other way that wasn’t the truth.
And the truth…Jack swallowed down the painful lump in his throat. Hiccup had distracted him for a few minutes, but the heavy, hopeless feeling in Jack’s gut was still there. It felt almost claustrophobic. The more he thought about it, the more he felt like he was drowning.
“Jack…” Hiccup started.
Jack realized he’d lowered his gaze, but he didn’t trust himself to meet Hiccup’s eyes at the moment. He looked at Hiccup’s hands instead. They were twitching, clenching and unclenching, and Hiccup kept shifting his weight.
“I—I know things are hard for you and Jamie. But while you’re here, would it hurt to…you know, make some friends and…stuff?”
Friends would be nice. Jack knew that. So why was the concept so terrifying?
“I mean, one friend, at least?” Hiccup then said, voice soft. “Plus a Night Fury. Isn’t that a good deal?”
There was still a part of Jack that wanted to run away. Hiccup was kind. If nothing else, he was a nice distraction from everything. Still, he couldn’t shake the feeling that Hiccup just wasn’t quite real. Jack was lost in time; to him, Hiccup and everyone on Berk were just like…ghosts or memories.
And then there was another feeling, which was a lot more familiar: Jack’s goal was to travel back to the present with Jamie, and he wouldn’t accept any other outcome. In the end, he’d leave Berk and this time era, and he’d never see anyone here ever again. He’d already lost so much…was there any point in gaining something he knew he’d have to leave behind eventually?
But even with those uncertainties, there was still one desire that always, without fail, towered over the others: Jack didn’t want to be alone.
“…It wouldn’t hurt, no,” he eventually replied.
Hiccup seemed surprised. “Really?”
Jack tried for a smile and looked up to meet his eyes again. “Of course not,” he said. “I’m just not very, uh…good with people, is all.”
“You’re not good with people?” Hiccup asked doubtfully. “Are you sure about that?”
“Kids are different,” Jack said. “But that’s not what I mean.”
“What do you mean then?”
Jack pursed his lips. He looked over at the ocean, weighing his words. “It’s…complicated,” was what he settled on. “I’m more used to being alone.”
Hiccup was quiet for a few seconds.
“Do you like being alone, though?” he asked. He was looking at Jack, inquisitive yet empathetic, like he knew what Jack would answer.
Jack ignored the uneasy feeling in his chest. He shook his head. “Nobody does.”
Hiccup’s expression softened. “Then don’t be,” he said. “Talk to me. You don’t have to say much if you don’t want to, but you shouldn’t carry all of this alone.”
Strange. Jack had wished for company for so long, and now that it was offered to him, he found it hard to accept it. Why did it feel like this just wasn’t meant for him? Jack Frost wasn’t supposed to have human friends at his own age. Well, physical age, at least.
But maybe this time around, Jackson Overland could be different.
He glanced up at the sky. The Moon was nowhere to be seen, and yet Jack could feel him watching. He didn’t know what made him walk over to the edge of the small cliff and sit down, putting his staff down beside himself. He knew the Moon had never actually meant any harm, but that didn’t mean Jack had completely forgiven him. Especially not now. A part of Jack felt like the Man in the Moon was playing some kind of game. He didn’t trust what would happen if he accepted Hiccup’s offer.
But by accepting, it also felt like an act of defiance. Whether it was towards the Moon, or the time fragment, or the voice in Jack’s head that was still convinced he was destined to be alone, he didn’t know.
Hiccup sat down beside him a few seconds later, and Toothless came to lay down on Jack’s other side.
“I’m not gonna try to jump again, if that’s what you’re worried about,” Jack said.
Toothless grumbled.
Hiccup intertwined his fingers. His prosthetic leg hung off the edge of the cliff, swinging slightly, like he was nervous. “I guess you don’t want to tell me what you were going to do if you weren’t trying to, uh…take a prolonged swim.”
Jack wrinkled his nose. “You wouldn’t believe me if I did,” he said.
“I don’t know,” Hiccup said uncertainly. “You could give it a try?”
Jack smiled faintly but shook his head. “Maybe some other day,” he said. “It was stupid anyway. I’m already in a bad mood.”
Hiccup was quiet for a little bit, but he nodded slowly.
“Astrid seems to like you a lot more,” he then said, sending Jack a trying smile.
“Dunno why. I crashed into her last night. She didn’t like me very much then,” he said. “But if it hadn’t been for her help, I don’t think I would’ve been able to save Jamie.”
“Near death experiences tend to bring people together,” Hiccup said.
“You’ve had many of those?”
“Oh, they’re piling up.” He didn’t sound too happy about it. “I guess the friendships are worth it, though.”
Jack laughed softly. “And you and Astrid,” he said, but hesitated when Hiccup sent him a questioning look. “I mean, aren’t you two…”
“Oh. Oh, no,” Hiccup said, waving his hands a little. “We’re just friends. I mean, we’re close, but…yeah.”
Jack nodded slowly. “She’s cool,” he said.
“She is,” Hiccup agreed. “Way out of my league. It’s a little intimidating sometimes.”
Jack laughed.
Hiccup looked pleased with himself. He gestured at Jack. “And what about you?” he asked. “Is your life always this confusing or is this a special case?”
“Oh, that…” Jack started darkly. He ran a hand through his hair, wondering how much he could say – or rather, how much he felt like saying. He wouldn’t call himself an open person. Solitude did that to you. But still, Hiccup had already proven he valued Jack’s comfort and safety; opening up to him, even just a little bit, was probably worth the risk.
“That doesn’t sound good,” Hiccup said, and Jack gave a dry chuckle.
“No, I guess not,” he said, picking up the end of his staff. He traced the patterns in the wood with his fingertips.
He tried going through everything he’d told Hiccup about himself: He and Jamie were brothers. He’d learned to fight by himself. They lived in a village that was visited by traders who had taught them Norse. Jack didn’t like to lie, and even if he knew there was no way around it, he’d like to stay as close to the truth as he could.
It turned out to be harder than he initially thought.
Hiccup seemed to understand. “It’s alright. You don’t have to push yourself,” he said. “Let’s not talk about the hard stuff. Talk about the good stuff.”
Jack sent him a grateful smile. He took a deep breath and let it out in a sigh. “Well…Lately, I’ve actually had it very good,” he said. “Things were hard for…for a long while. I was mostly alone.” He hesitated. “People didn’t see me. I was no one.”
Hiccup’s lips had parted a little bit. “I know what you mean,” he said.
“You do?” Jack asked, raising a brow. It probably wasn’t true, but Jack would like to hear what Hiccup meant anyway. “The son of the chief? Somehow, I find that hard to believe.”
“Oh, man,” Hiccup said, rolling his eyes. “You already heard Gobber call me – well, both of us, actually – a fishbone. Do you think this”—he gestured to himself—“fared well on an island with barbaric, dragon-killing Vikings?”
Jack glanced at Toothless, but he’d closed his eyes and didn’t seem to be paying attention. When he looked back, he saw that Hiccup was looking at Toothless as well, wearing a gloomy expression.
“I mean, Stoick the Vast is my dad. You can guess it was pretty embarrassing for him to have a son like me,” Hiccup continued, trying for a small smile. “Wasn’t good at anything except drawing and reading. I wanted to be one of them, but every time I tried, I messed up. Everyone thought I was a bother, so nobody bothered to stick around.”
“You felt invisible,” Jack concluded.
Hiccup nodded, before he gave a guilty laugh. “So much for talking about the good stuff,” he muttered. “Sorry. Please continue.”
Jack almost ignored him in order to ask more about Hiccup’s background, but he didn’t let his curiosity get the best of him. Instead, he bounced off this new information, despite Hiccup asking for the good stuff.
“I…I thought I never was important enough…or something,” Jack replied slowly. “Never one of the big guys. I tried to make the best of it, but…” He trailed off, biting his tongue. Things were better now, but it seemed it was still hard to talk about.
Feelings. Not fun.
“Can I ask you something?”
Jack looked up. “Go ahead,” he said.
Hiccup was frowning now. “Maybe I was imagining it, but…you seem a bit uncomfortable with people, uh, touching you. Is there a reason for that?”
“Uh, well it’s…” Jack started. “I’m just not used to it, is all. It’s not like I have a problem with it.” He smiled faintly. “It’s nice. Still takes me by surprise sometimes, though.”
Hiccup looked a little puzzled but didn’t try to push the subject. “What happened, though? You said you’d had it good lately.”
“Yeah,” Jack said, his smile widening. “I found people who needed me. Well, they found me, more like…It’s a funny story, actually. I mean, it wasn’t funny at the moment – I was actually kinda pissed, because who stuffs people into bags and throws them through—I mean…” He cut himself off, glancing at Hiccup.
Hiccup’s mouth hung open. “They put you in a bag?” he whispered, incredulous.
Jack raised his hands. “Listen, it was sort of a kidnapping, but it’s all good now,” he said. Hiccup didn’t seem convinced, and Jack couldn’t blame him. He shook his head with a warm smile. “Let’s just say I was hard to get a hold of. I wouldn’t have come with them if they’d just asked nicely.”
“Sounds like some, uh, friendly people,” Hiccup said dryly.
“Like I said, I was pissed at the time, but trust me... they all have good intentions,” Jack said, his voice going quiet at the end. There was a heaviness in his chest, growing the more he thought about the other Guardians.
“Who are ‘they’?” Hiccup asked, his voice soft.
“A bunch of morons,” Jack replied, before laughing. “They’re my friends, and I love them, but—” He faltered a little when he realized he’d used the word ‘love’. He collected himself before Hiccup could react. “…but they’re still morons,” he finished.
Hiccup was smiling too. “I can relate to that,” he said. “Uh…having friends who are morons, I mean, not that I’m…Anyway.” He brushed his hair distractedly out of his face, and Jack decided not to comment on the dust of pink in his cheeks. “Tell me about them.”
Jack looked at the ocean, conjuring up pictures of the Guardians in his mind. “Well, first there’s the brain behind the kidnapping idea,” he said. “He’s…an eccentric person. Very big and loud, though his size seems less impressive now that I’ve seen your dad.” He paused, glancing at Hiccup. “No offence,” he added.
“None taken,” Hiccup said, looking amused. “Go on.”
“He’s jolly and enthusiastic,” Jack said. “Maybe a bit too enthusiastic for some people, but we get along plenty. Most of the time, anyway. Can’t say I’m not unable to annoy him too, but that’s just for fun.”
“You annoy people for fun?”
“Oh, come on. A little mischief never hurt anyone.”
Hiccup narrowed his eyes, clearly not completely on board. “No wonder why you get along with the twins,” he muttered, pretending to be exasperated, but there was still a smile on his lips. “What’s his name?”
Jack hesitated. “I call him North,” he said. “Jamie calls him Santa. Lots of kids do.”
“He’s good with children too, then?” Hiccup asked.
“I sort of met them because we all, uh…work with children,” Jack said vaguely. “So, yeah. Kids love him.”
“And the others?”
“There’s Tooth,” Jack said. “She’s also very enthusiastic. About teeth, particularly.”
Predictably, Hiccup’s brows knitted. “Teeth?”
“Teeth,” Jack confirmed. “She’s…a bit strange, but then again, all of them are. Checked out my teeth the first time I met her. It was weird. But, anyway – she’s very kind and understanding. Then there’s Sandy, who’s—uh…He’s silent. I mean, he never says anything. He uses his sand to speak.”
“Like Gothi?” Hiccup asked.
“Hm…Sort of. It’s funny, because he looks so mellow and harmless, but he’s seriously ruthless if you get on his bad side. You should see him fight…It’s pretty terrifying.” He laughed. “But still, he’s a good friend, and he’s just as kind as the rest of them. And then…”
Hiccup tilted his head to the side when Jack got quiet. “And then…?” he prompted gently.
“You know how you said nobody gets along with Snotlout in the beginning?” Jack asked, and Hiccup nodded. “Well, that was me with Bunny. Thing is, our…jobs sort of cross paths sometimes, and it tends to create some bad feelings. Mostly on Bunny’s side.”
Hiccup sent him a long look. “So…Bunny didn’t like you at first, you mean?” he asked. He said Bunny’s name with a bit of an accent, and Jack couldn’t help but smile at it.
“Yeah,” he admitted, but then frowned. “It’s not like it’s my fault, though? I’m just doing my job. But he’s gotta be all like, ooh, Jack is so irresponsible, blah, blah, blah – He’s so full of himself, you know?” Jack rolled his eyes and fell silent. It took him a moment to notice Hiccup looked like he was holding back a laugh. “What?”
Hiccup grinned. “Nothing. Go on,” he said, though laughter was filtering through his words.
Jack stared at him for a few seconds, his cheeks heating up. But Hiccup’s amusement was infectious, and Jack couldn’t fight the smile growing on his face.
“It’s true,” he laughed. “He gets annoyed easily, which is fun for me. Sometimes he gets so caught up in his work, and if somebody tries to interrupt – which is usually me – well…let’s just say it’s not a pretty scene. But it’s alright, because he’s such a workaholic sometimes. He doesn’t realize he needs to have fun sometimes.”
“And you think annoying him is the way to make him have fun?” Hiccup asked, raising a doubtful brow.
“Listen, I know what I’m doing, alright,” Jack said. “Sure, he gets a little miffed, but there’s no better way to distract him. It’s not like I’m making him mad for real, just a little bit to make him focus on wanting to murder me instead of painting his stupid eggs, you know?”
“Hold on—Did you say eggs?”
Jack faltered. “Oh. Yeah. He paints eggs,” he said nonchalantly. “He’s an…artist.”
Hiccup nodded slowly. “…Okay,” he said. “And trying to murder you is fun times for him?”
“Oh, sure. He pretends to be angry, but that’s just because he’s stubborn,” Jack said, rolling his eyes.
“How do you know that?” Hiccup asked.
Jack sent him a meaningful look. “I know when people are having fun,” he said.
Hiccup’s eyes narrowed slightly, seemingly intrigued but perhaps a little doubtful of Jack’s mastery of the balance between fun and annoying. He was quiet for a few seconds. Jack got the feeling he was being studied. What Hiccup was looking for exactly, he couldn’t tell, and he didn’t get the time to find out either, because Hiccup seemed to catch his own staring. His green eyes shifted, landing on the ocean instead.
“So that’s…North, Tooth, Sandy and Bunny,” Hiccup said, and Jack snickered a little at his pronunciation. “And Jamie, of course. What about the rest of your family?”
Jack blinked. “Uh, well…” he started.
Hiccup immediately understood he’d touched something painful. He opened his mouth as if to apologize, but then closed it, like he lost his courage again. But it was fine; he hadn’t said anything wrong. Jack just wasn’t used to talk about his family with just anyone yet, since he still remembered so little about his past life. Also, he didn’t know how to tell this story to someone who didn’t know he’d been a spirit for 300 years.
“I…” Jack started tentatively. “I had a mother and a sister. Never had a father…I don’t think.” He frowned. If he did have a father once, he didn’t remember him.
Hiccup was quiet. “…Had?” he repeated softly.
Jack didn’t know what to say, so he just smiled faintly and shrugged.
“I’m sorry,” Hiccup said.
“It’s fine. It was a long time ago.”
“Still…” Hiccup laced his fingers, looking down. “I never knew my mom,” he then said. “I…haven’t lost anyone that close to me before, but…I know what not knowing one of your parents is like.”
It didn’t feel like it was the same. If Jack had ever grieved over not having a dad, he couldn’t recall the feeling. Hiccup, however, clearly did.
“What happened?” Jack asked.
Hiccup grimaced. “They say she was eaten by dragons.”
Jack felt like his chest had just been filled with cold water. Unfortunately, he did know what that felt like. But he looked at Hiccup with awe. “You lost your mom to dragons, and you still befriended one of them,” he said, glancing at Toothless, who was snoring softly. “That’s…. courageous.”
Hiccup snorted. “Quite the opposite, to be honest,” he said with a quiet, sheepish chuckle. “I just wasn’t brave enough to kill them.”
“Well…maybe we have different definitions of courage,” Jack said. Then he realized something. He looked curiously at Hiccup. “Were you the first to do it?”
Hiccup’s mouth became a thin line before it formed into a sheepish smile. “Uh, yeah.”
“Why?” Jack prompted. “What made you do it?”
Hiccup’s eyes drifted to Toothless’ sleeping face, and he shrugged. “I had the chance to kill him, but I couldn’t. He…His eyes didn’t belong to the vicious beasts I’d always thought they were. So, I cut his ropes, and he attacked me, and…” He trailed off, giving an airy laugh. “Thought he was going to kill me, but he spared me. And after that…” He shrugged, gesturing at Toothless.
Something seemed to be falling into place. Jack turned around to look at Toothless’ red tailfin. In the beginning, he’d just thought it was Hiccup’s way to show that Toothless was his, by painting his tailfin red. Then he’d realized the tailfin was a prosthetic. He’d also noticed that Hiccup didn’t at all act like Toothless was his property. They were friends, equals, even if they weren’t the same species.
“How did he lose his tailfin?”
Hiccup’s expression revealed the answer before he even said anything. “I shot him down from the sky,” he said, averting his eyes. “It was supposed to be my big moment. I was going to prove that I was a Viking by being the first to kill a Night Fury.”
“But you couldn’t.”
“We wouldn’t be here if I could,” Hiccup said with a sigh. “Thank the gods.”
Jack realized he really liked Hiccup.
“And now you live with them,” Jack said. “Fly with them. Must be pretty amazing.”
Hiccup’s face brightened. “It really is,” he agreed.
“And you found a way to get Toothless to the skies again,” Jack said.
Toothless’ eyes opened at the sound of his name, lifting his head in a silent question. Jack just smiled at him and held out his hand. Toothless tilted his head to the side, but let Jack pet his snout. To think that he and Hiccup had started out as enemies…Jack almost couldn’t imagine.
“It was the least I could do,” Hiccup said. “A downed dragon is a dead dragon.”
Jack’s hand faltered. He let out a silent sigh and let his arm fall. “What’s it like to fly?” he asked, as if he didn’t know. That wasn’t why he asked. Jack couldn’t fly anymore, but at least he could somewhat relive it if Hiccup told him how he experienced it.
Hiccup was quiet beside him for a few seconds. Jack almost turned around to see what the matter was, but then he said, “Do you want to find out?”
Jack frowned. Slowly, he turned around. Hiccup was watching him with a hopeful, if not a little nervous, look in his eyes.
“What happened with not trusting me?” Jack asked.
“You heard what I told Jamie,” Hiccup said.
Jack stared at him. His heart was beating faster. “…You’ll get in trouble,” he said.
“Only if we get caught,” Hiccup countered.
Jack began to grin. “I like the way you’re thinking,” he said. “Never took you for a rebel.”
“You clearly don’t know me,” Hiccup replied, not with an unnoticeable tinge of smugness.
“I’m starting to feel like I want to,” Jack said.
There was a small pause. This time, the silence was filled with anticipation. Hiccup got to his feet.
“Toothless,” he said. “You rested up yet, buddy?”
Jack didn’t get how Toothless understood, but he got up immediately with an expectant expression, like Abby did when Jamie asked if she wanted to go for a walk. Hiccup held out his hand to Jack, and Jack took it, letting himself get hoisted to his feet.
“Um, Jack?” Hiccup said. “Where are your shoes?”
“Oh, those,” Jack said, looking down at his bandaged feet, and then up to the cliff he’d jumped off earlier. “Up there.”
Hiccup opened his mouth as if to say something, but then just shook his head and walked over to Toothless. After hopping onto Toothless’ back, he held out a hand to Jack. Toothless looked at him as well, the gummy smile of his filled with anticipation. Jack could do nothing but grin back. He took Hiccup’s hand, seating himself behind him.
“Ready?” Hiccup asked.
Jack was surprised to feel a tinge of nervousness in his chest. He guessed it was different to take to the skies now that he wouldn’t be able to save himself if he fell. This must be how Bunny felt when they boarded North’s sleigh.
“Yeah,” he said. He didn’t know where to put his hands, and awkwardly put one on Hiccup’s shoulders. The other was holding the staff, which might become problematic, but no way Jack was leaving it behind. Thankfully, Hiccup didn’t question it.
“Alright, bud, you heard him,” Hiccup said.
Toothless burbled happily. His wings spread out, and Jack’s heart sped up. Then he took a leap off the edge and beat his wings. Jack almost expected them to fall, but immediately they shot towards the sky. He gasped as the wind whipped against them. A feeling like electricity ran through his body. It had only been three days, and yet it felt like a lifetime since he had sped towards the clouds like this.
Hiccup was heading for the cliff to get Jack’s shoes, but Jack tightened his grip on Hiccup’s shoulder.
“No!” he said. “Forget them. We’ll get the shoes later!”
“What? Why? They’re right there!”
“I don’t want them,” Jack said with a laugh. He straightened his legs, closing his eyes. “It’s better like this.”
“It’s cold, you know?”
“I can deal with cold,” he said. “Just go higher! Come on!”
Toothless seemed to make the choice before Hiccup did, because Hiccup gave a small yelp when their course changed, becoming steeper and faster as they soared towards the clouds. Jack’s arms instinctively moved to cling around Hiccup’s chest, and Hiccup barely avoided getting hit in the face with Jack’s staff. Yeah, flying was definitely scarier when Jack wasn’t in control. He almost felt bad for messing with Bunny back then – almost.
“Careful, Toothless,” Hiccup said, glancing back at Jack.
“It’s okay!” Jack promised, looking over his side. The ground was getting further and further away, and Toothless was heading out towards the ocean. The clouds were getting closer too. He felt every beat of Toothless’ wings like a jolt through his body; every movement of his muscles made Jack keenly aware that he was sitting atop of a living creature that could choose to drop him at any moment. It was a whole new kind of flying, and Jack loved every second of it. His cheeks hurt from grinning so much. “Higher!” he ordered happily.
Hiccup let out a surprised laugh. “You know, most people tend to be a little more nervous the first time they ride a dragon,” he said.
“I’m not most people,” Jack replied easily. “You should know that by now.”
“Yet you keep surprising.”
Jack’s face hurt from smiling. “Wouldn’t be any fun otherwise,” he said.
The temperature kept dropping as they got closer to the cloud layer, and then the world turned white. Jack closed his eyes, breathing in the crisp, cold air. He still clung to Hiccup, because gravity would pull him backwards off Toothless if he let go. That still didn’t mean Jack didn’t have to use all his willpower not to let go and spread his arms out to the wind. In the moment, he couldn’t even remember the feeling of falling after jumping from the cliff. In the moment, he was still Jack Frost; all he had to do was let go, and he would be himself again.
They broke through the clouds, and sunshine washed over them. Toothless evened out, and they soared serenely through a kingdom of fluffy, towering mountains and spires, painted orange and pink in the afternoon sun.
A shaky breath escaped Jack. A painful jolt of yearning mixed with his euphoria. His hands quivered as he let go of Hiccup and raised his arms to the sky. If his sight became a little blurry, he blamed it on the wind.
“You okay?” Hiccup asked. It was easier to hear him now that Toothless was just gliding and the wind was no longer thundering in their ears.
Jack didn’t answer immediately. “…Yeah,” he then murmured.
“What’s your verdict, then?”
“What?”
Hiccup turned around, looking at him sideways. His expression was kind, if not a little worried. “Flying,” he said. “How does it feel?”
Jack looked back at him and couldn’t stop the laughter. It was a little bit shaky. He let his arms fall. “Like…” he started, but it was hard to decide. It felt like home. It felt like freedom. In some ways, it felt like safety, even if this certainly wasn’t the safest hobby you could have. Jack took a deep breath. “…I’m where I belong.”
Hiccup’s smile widened, and Jack grinned back at him.
The clouds disappeared under them, and they were flying over the glittering ocean. Berk was far behind them, and Jack could see smaller islands scattered in the blue, strangely shaped sea stacks rising out of the water and, just for a moment, something slithering in the waves and then disappearing into the deep again. Jack shivered. What kind of world was this?
“Toothless,” Jack said. “How fast can you go?”
He swore Toothless side-eyed him, like that was a dangerous question.
“You should hold on,” Hiccup said.
Jack didn’t ask. He hooked is arms around Hiccup again, careful with his staff this time. Hiccup leaned forward, gripping onto the saddle, and then did something with his foot. There was the sound of metal against metal, and Toothless dived.
Jack thought he heard someone screech – it might’ve been himself. His voice caught in his throat as they plummeted towards the ocean and he tightened his grip on Hiccup, feeling himself get lifted off the saddle. Then Toothless made a sharp turn. Water exploded around them, and they shot forward. They were approaching the towering sea stacks, and Jack almost closed his eyes, halfway convinced they were going to crash. But Toothless zigzagged between them like it was nothing, and then they were heading upwards again. Jack yelped as Toothless spun in the air. They were upside down for a second, and then soaring downwards. Jack had snuck onto a rollercoaster once or twice in his life, but that was nothing compared to this.
All too soon, Toothless slowed down again, and they were high in the sky. Jack only realized he was giggling like a crazy person when Hiccup sent him an amused grin.
“Fast?” he asked smugly.
Jack dried his eyes. “Fast,” he agreed.
Toothless made a strange sound from deep in his chest, like he was laughing.
“Oh, man…” Jack muttered airily. “Have you ever fallen off?”
“Oh, loads of times,” Hiccup said.
Jack raised a brow. “And…? You use your flight suit to save yourself?”
Toothless grumbled.
“The flight suit is a fairly new invention,” Hiccup said. “Here have been many close calls. But as you now know, Toothless is fast. And I guess the gods must be looking out for us, because luck has saved us more times than I can count.”
Jack had an idea.
“So Toothless can catch you if you fall?” he asked.
“Uh, well, there’s the problem with flying on his own, so some falls are more dangerous than others.”
“So if I were to fall…”
“Toothless would’ve been able to catch you. But don’t worry, you won’t fall,” Hiccup said, turning halfway around with a reassuring smile. “We know what we’re doing.”
Jack grinned impishly. “In that case,” he said, and let go of Hiccup. “Catch me!”
He slid off Toothless with a whoop.
“Wha—Jack!” was all he heard Hiccup shriek before the wind thundered in his ears again.
Jack spread his arms and legs, holding his staff tightly in his hand. His new cloak fluttered wildly around him. He flailed and turned around in the air to look up, moving with the ease of one who had done this a thousand times before. Toothless and Hiccup were diving towards him, but once they’d caught up, Jack wasn’t yanked out of his free fall like he expected. Toothless just fell alongside him and smiled with his tongue flapping in the wind. Jack cackled.
“This is awesome!” he roared.
Toothless roared too, before he turned and grabbed Jack by his legs. He changed course just in time; Jack’s fingertips almost touched the water before they soared upwards again.
Hiccup leaned to the side to give Jack a look that was as impressed as it was exasperated. “I take it back,” he said. “You really are crazy.”
Jack laughed again, and then yelped as Toothless did a sudden flip. He didn’t register how, but in the next moment he was in the air, and then he landed on his stomach on top of Toothless’ head. Hiccup burst out laughing and grabbed onto Jack before he could slide off again.
With their course steady, Jack held onto Hiccup and carefully crawled onto Toothless’ saddle, crouching right in front of Hiccup with a wide grin.
“That was fun,” he said.
“Get behind me, you lunatic,” Hiccup laughed.
It was a bit difficult, but he managed to climb around Hiccup and sit back down behind him. As much as he wanted fly on his own again – or rather fall on his own – he let himself enjoy the rest of the ride without giving Hiccup and Toothless any more heart attacks.
By the time they were heading back to the cliff to get Jack’s shoes, the sun had begun to set. The closer they got to the ground, the heavier Jack’s chest felt. He didn’t want to stop flying. They’d probably been up there for at least an hour, maybe more, but it felt like the blink of an eye. Maybe it was because Jack was having so much fun, or maybe it was because an hour was a second for someone who’d lived as long as Jack had. Either way, the heavy feeling spread to his throat when they landed on the cliff and became painful.
It was dumb; he felt like a child throwing a fit because he didn’t get it his way.
Hiccup dismounted Toothless, and Jack followed.
“Oh, I am hungry,” Hiccup muttered, patting his stomach. “What about you, Jack?”
Jack ignored him in favor of walking up to Toothless. Toothless perked up when Jack stopped in front of him.
“Thank you,” he whispered.
Toothless tilted his head to the side, then headbutted Jack playfully. Jack giggled, before turning his attention to Hiccup.
Hiccup was frowning at him.
“Are—are you okay?” he asked worriedly.
Jack blinked. “Huh? Oh.” He wiped a tear off his cheek. “Yeah. Just the wind,” he lied, and smiled at him. “That was incredible, Hiccup. Thanks for breaking the rules for me.”
Hiccup didn’t look convinced, but he shrugged, offering a modest smile. “No problem,” he said, then hesitated. “It’s not the first time I’ve done it. And it doesn’t have to be the last. And…And by that I mean…What my dad doesn’t know won’t hurt him, right?”
Jack almost laughed at how sheepish Hiccup sounded.
Hiccup pressed his lips together. “I mean, I’m saying if you want to fly again—”
“I know what you mean.” Jack beamed at him. “Of course I want to fly again. Just try not to get caught.”
Hiccup shrugged. “I’ll keep my mouth shut if you do.”
“Good. I’m great at keeping secrets,” Jack said.
Hiccup’s lips parted, his eyes narrowing in a silent question. Jack winked, then turned around to slip his feet into his boots, letting Hiccup ponder over that statement.
“Jack?”
“Hm?”
“Do you want to join us for dinner?”
Jack blinked and turned around. Hiccup had moved over to Toothless’ side and was absentmindedly stroking the dragon’s neck, tracing the black scales with his fingertips.
“Dinner with Vikings,” Jack mused, tapping his fingers against his staff. “Now that sounds interesting.”
Hiccup smiled. “I’ll try to keep them civilized,” he promised.
Jack snorted. “Key word being ‘try’,” he said. “What’s for dinner?”
It was answer enough. Hiccup’s face visibly brightened, even if he tried to act subtle about it. He nodded for them to start walking back the way Jack had come from, towards the village.
“Probably something tasteless, but who knows? Maybe we’re lucky today.”
“Oh, good. I can’t wait,” Jack said with another laugh, and they headed back to the village together.
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Chapter 11: Berkians know nothing of table manners
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Chapter Text
“I wonder what Jack is doing,” Jamie mumbled.
Gobber stopped his hammering, looking up. “Did you say something?” he asked. His face was covered in soot, making him look even wilder than he did normally. It would’ve been scary, hadn’t Jamie gotten so used to him already.
Jamie gazed in the direction Jack had disappeared to earlier, towards the forest. There was a tight feeling in his chest, but he didn’t know why exactly. Maybe just because remembering what had happened last night made Jamie’s heart speed up. What if there were more boars in the forest?
Jack had told Jamie there was something he had to do, but Jamie couldn’t figure out what that “something” was. And now that he’d been gone for so long, Jamie was starting to feel uneasy.
But Jack knew what he was doing, right? There was nothing to worry about.
So he just shook his head. “No,” he said, looking down at his hands.
He was sitting atop a table with iron and leather scraps scattered across it. His hands, arms and legs were aching from working in the forge all day, but it was a good kind of aching. Gobber had asked him to take a break, which was fine; Jamie had already finished forging his first sword, and it was just as interesting to watch Gobber work anyway.
“He’ll be back soon enough,” Gobber said.
Jamie looked up at him, and Gobber sent him a knowing smile.
“Can’t imagine he’d leave you unsupervised for more than three hours at best. A bit mistrustful, that brother of yours.” Gobber held up the axe he was working on, examining it. “…Not that anyone blames him,” he mumbled, “but relaxing a little would be good for him. Maybe he went out to the forest to scream. It works, you know?”
Jamie frowned, exchanging a look with Baby Tooth. She shrugged.
“You do that?” he asked Gobber.
“When the situation calls for it,” Gobber replied with a shudder, before going back to his hammering.
Jamie exchanged another look with Baby Tooth. “What kind of situation could that be?” he asked under his breath.
Baby Tooth chirped in reply with an amused smile, and of course, Jamie didn’t understand no matter how hard he tried. How Jack did it, he had no idea.
“If you can make us understand Norse,” he asked her. “Can’t you just make us understand, uh…tooth fairy-speak too?”
Baby Tooth tilted her head to the side. She replied, but it was incomprehensible. All Jamie got out of it was the way she shrugged a little. Maybe she didn’t know, or maybe there was some kind of tooth fairy law or something that stopped her. He could get Jack to translate later.
Just then, the faint sound of a familiar laugh made both Jamie and Baby Tooth perk up. Jack had appeared around the corner, and he wasn’t alone. Hiccup and Toothless walked beside him, and they all seemed to be in a good mood. Earlier, Jamie had noticed Jack’s gloom, no matter how hard Jack tried to hide it, but now his whole demeanor had changed.
Maybe screaming in the woods really was therapeutic.
Jamie grinned and jumped down from the table. He grabbed his new sword – it wasn’t perfect, but Jamie was happy with it anyway – and ran out of the forge.
“Jack!” he yelled. “Look!”
All three of them looked up at Jamie’s voice, and Jack’s face broke into a wide smile.
“Woah!” he laughed as Jamie stopped in front of him. “You made that?”
Jamie grinned, showing it to Hiccup as well. “What do you think?” he asked.
Hiccup hesitated for a moment, before he made an impressed face. “That’s…better than I expected,” he said, holding out his hand. Jamie gave the blade to him and watched as Hiccup turned it over. He nodded approvingly, then handed it back to Jamie. “Good job.”
“Can you teach me how to use it?” Jamie asked.
Hiccup blinked. He glanced at Jack, whose smile had faded just a tad. “Uh, well…” he started.
“I’m sure he can,” Jack said, elbowing Hiccup lightly, before sending Jamie a smile. “You already look like a Viking, so might as well go all the way, right?”
“Yeah, it’s just…my dad…” Hiccup started, hesitating. Then he met Jamie’s eyes and he let out a small sigh. “I could try to talk to him. Don’t get your hopes up, though.”
That was good enough for Jamie. He gripped the sword expectantly, looking between the two of them. “Where were you?” he asked.
It only happened for a split second, but Jack hesitated. “I just needed some time to think,” he then said. “I feel better now. How about you?”
Jamie got the feeling there was something Jack wasn’t telling him, but he wasn’t going to push. It was torture for Jamie’s curiosity, but his mom had always told him that if something was hard to talk about, he should wait for the person to open up about it on their own. If they ever wanted to.
He hoped Jack would, someday.
“I’m a bit hungry,” he admitted, and just when he said it, his stomach rumbled.
Jack snorted, and looked at Hiccup.
“Good,” Hiccup said, then pointed towards the Great Hall. “If we go now, we’ll get a good seat.”
Jamie hadn’t noticed before, but the people walking past the forge all seemed to be heading in the same direction now: The Great Hall.
Jamie blinked, sending Jack a questioning look. “We’re gonna eat with the others?” he asked with a frown. “…Are we allowed to? Won’t the chief…” He trailed off and looked uneasily at Hiccup, afraid he’d said something rude.
Hiccup just smiled and shook his head. “He won’t mind,” he said. “As long as you’re with me, it should be fine.”
That should-part wasn’t very reassuring, but it was good enough for Jamie.
After putting away the sword, they headed for the Great Hall. The higher they got up the stairs, the more Jamie’s stomach rumbled. He guessed he’d been hungrier than he realized. Toothless walked beside him, and since nobody questioned it, it had to mean dragons were also allowed in the Great Hall during dinner. Of course, Jamie didn’t mind; it was thrilling just walking beside the dragon, even when he wasn’t doing anything special.
Turns out, there were more people inside the Great Hall than it had appeared from the forge. Most of them had already found their seats, and then there was a line towards the hearth, where people scooped what looked like soup into wooden bowls. Dragons were also padding around, or standing in flocks eating from huge baskets of fish. A hundred voices echoed off the walls, making it sound even more crowded than it actually was.
They dodged the crowd the best they could as they made for the line. Hiccup did it expertly. Jamie had it easy, because he just walked close to Toothless, and the dragon parted the crowd for him. Meanwhile…
Jamie frowned. Jack’s expression was hard to read, but his brows were knitted, and he was clutching his staff. The hall was crowded, so it was impossible to dodge everyone. Jack seemed to be having trouble with this fact; he kept bumping or barely avoiding bumping into someone, looking somewhat disoriented and slightly annoyed all the while.
“Hey, you alright?” Hiccup asked as they got in line.
“Huh? Oh, yeah, I’m…alright,” Jack muttered, rubbing his shoulder.
Hiccup sent Jamie a questioning look, but Jamie didn’t have an answer for him.
“We can take the food outside, if you’d like?” Hiccup offered.
Jack seemed to realize that he was frowning, because the frown disappeared very suddenly as he turned to Hiccup. He shook his head with a faint smile. “I’m alright,” he repeated, more certainly this time. “I promise.”
“Just imagine it’s Santa’s workshop,” Jamie said in English.
Jack blinked, his lips parting in surprise. Jamie almost rolled his eyes. He wasn’t blind; he could see that Jack was uncomfortable. He just didn’t understand why.
“These people are almost the size of yetis,” Jack then replied, and Jamie laughed.
Hiccup frowned at them, but didn’t say anything. However, the person standing in front of them – a Viking just as big and hairy as Phil the yeti – turned around with a frown. He looked between Jamie and Jack, then sent Hiccup a long look.
“What are they doing here?” he asked.
Hiccup’s expression darkened. He opened his mouth to answer, but Toothless beat him to it, growling at the man.
“Same as you,” Hiccup replied. “But it also isn’t any of your business.”
“Stoick allows this?”
“Why don’t you go ask him,” Jack said, surprising both Jamie and Hiccup. He didn’t look angry, but there was something defiant about his expression. The nervousness from earlier seemed to have vanished. “Shorter line for us.”
The man’s brows furrowed. “You talk a lot for someone in your position,” he rumbled.
“Alright,” Hiccup said, stepping in front of him. “If you have a problem, then take it up with Stoick later. We’re just here to eat.”
“You might just be here to eat,” the man said, shooting Jamie and Jack a suspicious look, “but you of all people should know that they might be here for other—Ugh!”
“Oh! Sorry, my bad!” Astrid appeared from behind the man, holding a bowl of soup in her hand. Or, it used to be a bowl of soup, but the soup had been relocated onto the man’s neck. With their height differences, there was no way Astrid could’ve accidentally spilled it there, but she smiled apologetically like she had anyway. “I tripped.”
The man growled frustratedly, but just wobbled away through the crowd.
Astrid shook her head. “Five minutes with the other Berkians, and you’re already pissing someone off,” she said.
“I think that was you pissing him off,” Hiccup argued.
“I tripped, Hiccup, didn’t you see?” Astrid replied with a smile. “Hey, Jack, Jamie,” she then said, nodding at them. “See you finally decided to join us. What happened?”
Jack’s mood seemed to have brightened considerably. “It was Hiccup’s idea,” he said.
“Uh-huh. Doesn’t seem to be going so well so far,” she observed. “I told you things might get bad if you spoke in your language.”
Jamie shifted his weight. “Sorry…We’ll be more careful,” he said, because he wanted to be on Astrid’s good side.
“Or people can just learn to be a little bit friendlier,” Hiccup suggested.
Astrid snorted. “You’re forgetting where we live,” she said. “Don’t worry – you learn to deal with them after a while.”
“Oh, what have we here?” a scratchy voice said right beside Jamie’s head.
Jamie yelped, instinctively jumping away, but then he just crashed into someone else on his other side. He turned around and backed away to see the twins grinning at him elfishly.
“Well…some are harder to get used to than others,” Astrid added.
“I’m surprised to see you here, Jack and Jamie,” one of the twins – Jamie wasn’t sure who was who yet – said dramatically. He had a darker voice, so that had to be the boy. He might be the one called Tuffnut, but Jamie wasn’t completely clear on that. “One might start to wonder why that is.”
The one that was possibly Ruffnut grinned at Jamie. “We heard you killed a boar last night,” she said. “So…how did you do it?”
Jamie swallowed. “Uh…”
“Was it a boar pit?” Tuffnut asked. “That’s a classic. Ruff and I can tell you all about it.”
“Later, maybe,” Hiccup suggested. “Come on, guys. You’re scaring him.”
Jamie wanted to object that he wasn’t scared, but looking into the twins’ expectant eyes, he wasn’t sure if that was true.
“Scaring him?” Ruffnut snorted. “Hiccup, Hiccup, Hiccup…A little boy who manages to kill a boar at the fragile age of eleven is no little boy to underestimate.”
“That’s not—I don’t underestimate him!” Hiccup protested. “Just—at least wait with this until after dinner.”
Tuffnut sent Jamie a long look. “We have our eyes on you, Jamie Overland,” he said.
Jack had been watching in silent amusement up until this point, but at last he interjected. “Alright, let’s just eat now,” he said, placing a hand on Jamie’s shoulder. “And we can talk about this later.” He sent the twins a pointed look, making it clear that he didn’t want Jamie to be harassed by the twins’ crazy theories.
Jamie frowned, glancing up at Jack. Jamie Overland, he thought. He also remembered what Gobber had said earlier: A bit mistrustful, that brother of yours. The fact that this entire village thought he and Jack were brothers…It wasn’t a bad feeling, but it was strange.
His musings were interrupted when the line moved ahead and they got to the soup. They got their portions, and he, Jack, Hiccup, Toothless and the twins, as well as Baby Tooth of course, headed towards a mostly empty table. Toothless disappeared into the crowd on the way, probably towards one of those huge fish baskets.
“So, how did training go today?” Hiccup asked as they sat down around the table
Jamie sat with Jack to his left, and just when Ruffnut made to sit on his other side, Astrid took that seat just in time, as nonchalant about it as she had been when she “spilled” soup on that other guy. Ruffnut was forced to sit on the other side of the table, but not before sending Astrid a scowl, which was smoothly ignored by the latter.
Tuffnut sat down on Hiccup’s other side, leaving Hiccup wedged between the twins.
“Wouldn’t you like to know,” Tuffnut said, leaning against Hiccup with a toothy grin. “Ruffnut and I have figured out exactly what we need to do to win.”
“You won’t even see us coming,” Ruffnut promised.
Hiccup tried leaning away, but it was a bit hard when the twins were in either direction of him. “That’s good to hear,” he said flatly. He put a hand on either of the twins’ shoulders and pushed them away. “I’m excited to see. Or…not see, I guess.”
“Where did you fly off today anyway?” Astrid asked. “You didn’t show up where we agreed to meet.”
“Like that’s unusual,” a new voice said. Snotlout appeared from behind Tuffnut and sat down beside him, holding a bowl that was almost spilling over with soup. “If I had a silver piece every time Hiccup disappeared to—Wait. What are you doing here?”
Jamie faltered with his spoon halfway to his mouth. Snotlout’s eyes were switching between him and Jack, but eventually, to Jamie’s relief, they settled on Jack.
“Hey, I didn’t see you at the forge today,” Jack said casually, and Jamie wondered if he was the only one to notice the elfish glint in Jack’s eyes as he smiled at Snotlout.
“Uh, no, I was busy,” Snotlout said, then gestured at the others. “We have more important dragon stuff to do than to just stay cooped up in that forge all day.”
Hiccup sent him a sideways look but didn’t say anything.
“Really? And what dragon stuff is that?” Jack asked.
Snotlout snorted like Jack had just asked an incredibly stupid question. “What dragon stuff is that, he says…Wait—Hey, you didn’t answer my question!” He turned to Hiccup instead. “Are they allowed to be here?”
“Nobody ever said they weren’t,” Hiccup said irritably. “The only reason they ate at Gothi’s place was to rest up.”
“And they’ve rested up, alright,” Tuffnut said gravely.
Jamie sent Jack a questioning look, but Jack just shrugged. Better not to question what was going through either of the twins’ heads.
“Don’t worry, Snotlout, I promise we won’t try anything,” Jack said, casually twirling his staff in his hand. Snotlout sent it a scowl.
“Yeah, you better not,” he said, pointing a finger at Jack. “Because if you do, I’ll—”
Whatever he was about to say, it was drowned out by yet another voice – or several, actually.
“Oh, nice to see you two here!” Fishlegs said delightedly, coming up to Jack’s other side. “We were looking for you.”
“Who’s—” Jack started, but then he turned around and saw the little legion of kids following Fishlegs. “…we,” he finished, his face lighting up.
“Oh, come on, this table is reserved for grown-ups,” Snotlout complained. “Find your own table, you brats.”
“Then why are you sitting here, Snotlout?” Astrid drawled.
“Shut up, Astrid!”
Jack rolled his eyes. “Be nice, Snotlout,” he said, his tone making Snotlout raise his brows in indignation. Jack turned back to the kids. “Ignore him. Why were you looking for us?” he asked instead.
It was probably an obvious question. All the kids’ eyes turned to Jamie, and Jamie awkwardly swallowed the soup in his mouth.
“Um…hi,” he said.
Strangely enough, no one said anything. The kids just exchanged glances, as if agreeing on something. Everyone except one kid seemed to be in on it – a little redhead around Sophie’s age, who was staring unabashedly at Jack.
“You said we were gonna play,” was what she said.
Jack faltered. “Oh…I did, didn’t I?” he said with an apologetic smile. “Sorry, Skade, something came up. But how about tomorrow morning, alright?”
“But I wanna play now,” Skade moaned miserably.
“Aren’t you hungry?” Jack asked. “Where’s your soup?”
She held out her empty hands, then pointed towards the hearth.
“Then we should get you some,” Jack said, and got to his feet. “I’ll come with you, alright?”
That seemed to be satisfying enough for Skade, because she grinned, bouncing on her feet.
“I’ll be back in a moment,” Jack told Jamie, then disappeared into the crowd with Skade.
Jamie just nodded, unsurprised. A few minutes without Jack – no problem, right? He still had Astrid beside him, so…
“Jamie.” It was Undis. She was wearing a frown, but Jamie couldn’t decide if she looked angry or confused. She nodded towards the other end of the table, where a couple of people had been sitting earlier, but Jamie suspected Hiccup’s friends’ chattering had chased them away. “Sit with us.”
Jamie swallowed. “Um…I’m good, actually,” he said weakly.
Fishlegs sat down at the table, leaving room where Jack had sat earlier. The rest of the kids except for Brant and Undis followed his lead. Undis sent Jamie a long look, but Brant just elbowed her and nodded to the other side of the table, beside Snotlout. They went around and sat down there, much to Snotlout’s dismay.
Jamie didn’t really know why he was nervous. It wasn’t like he’d done anything wrong – at least nothing that Brant, Undis and Hildur weren’t also guilty of.
Hiccup and the others were chatting together, and Fishlegs was reprimanding Snotlout for how he acted towards children, which left Jamie virtually alone with the other kids. Undis was staring daggers at him, but Jamie pretended not to notice. His soup was exceptionally exciting to play with right now.
“Is it true?” Undis asked.
Jamie almost wanted to pretend he didn’t hear her over the noise, but something told him that wouldn’t end well. “Is what true?” he asked innocently.
He didn’t dare look up, but somehow, he knew that Undis was scowling.
“You know what I’m talking about,” she said.
“It can’t be, right?” Hildur said doubtfully. Jamie looked up to see them leaning their head on their palm, studying Jamie lazily. “I mean, look at him.”
Jamie hoped the dim lighting hid the blood rushing to his face. “Maybe we shouldn’t talk about that here,” he said quietly, leaning in closer to be heard over the noise.
Fishlegs got the wrong idea. “Oh, sorry Jamie – we can switch places,” he said, and got up from his seat. In the next moment, Jamie was sitting uncomfortably close to a way too smug-looking Hildur.
Another girl leaned forward to look past Hildur at Jamie. “We heard what happened,” she said. “Brant said you—”
Brant shushed her. “Quiet, Brenda!” he hissed.
As Jamie looked between the two of them, he realized they shared a lot of similarities in appearance. Those two, and a third kid, with hair covering his eyes. To be fair, a lot of people on Berk had blonde hair, but these three definitely looked like siblings.
“You have to tell us what happened,” Brenda continued. “And how you did it.”
“He didn’t do anything,” Hildur mumbled, before taking a spoonful of soup in their mouth.
They were right, but Jamie felt a twinge of annoyance anyway.
“How would you know?” he asked. “You ran away.”
Hildur raised a brow. “You ran away too,” they said. “It’s not our fault the boar decided you looked the most delicious. Or the weakest.”
“Hildur,” Brant said exasperatedly.
Hildur shrugged. “I’m just saying.”
Brant glanced at Jamie, before averting his eyes again. He nudged Undis. He mumbled something to her, but Jamie didn’t catch what it was. In response, Undis’ eyebrows knitted together, and she shook her head.
“No, you,” she whispered.
“I already did it!” Brant hissed.
They had a short staring contest, before Brant groaned. He pressed his lips together and looked back at Jamie.
“Um…sorry for…leaving you,” he mumbled, fidgeting with his spoon. “And for thinking you were dead and not telling anyone about it.”
Jamie didn’t really know what to say to that. He hesitated, looking between the three of them, and then at the other kids who were both paying close attention to their conversation.
“That’s…fine,” he eventually managed. He did feel a little bit resentful, because even if it wasn’t their fault the boar had gone after Jamie, Jamie wouldn’t have been in the woods in the first place if it hadn’t been for them. The reasonable part of his brain wanted to say that they didn’t mean any harm, so there was no point in blaming anyone…but the emotional part of him, the part that was still jumpy and rattled after what had happened last night, wasn’t so quick to forgive. But he tried his best to ignore that part. “I’m alright, so…” He shrugged.
“So,” Hildur said, looking up from their soup. “What happened?”
Jamie really didn’t want to retell it, and especially not to Hildur. He could never tell what they were thinking. Thankfully, they were distracted when Jack came back with Skade.
“Here you go,” he said, putting the soup down before hoisting Skade onto the bench.
Skade giggled, sending Jack a look like he was the coolest person alive – which Jamie agreed with, but it made him wonder if he also looked at Jack with stars in his eyes like that. The thought was a little embarrassing.
Jack walked around the table and sat back down beside Jamie. The topic of what happened to the boar went dormant, and Jamie busied himself with eating. The other kids easily found something else to talk about, but nothing to which Jamie had anything to add. Beside him, Jack was quiet at first, but Snotlout was quick to get his attention. Not by being friendly, exactly, but Jack obviously just found him amusing.
So far, so good. There hadn’t been any more incidents like that guy in the line, except for a few looks every now and then. Hiccup and his friends had an interesting dynamic. It was clear they were close, but for what reason, Jamie couldn’t help but wonder. Within half an hour, there had been at least five disagreements, two almost fights between Fishlegs and Snotlout and between the twins, and then what Jamie had thought was a fight, but apparently the twins just liked to bang their heads together so hard they almost passed out, for fun.
Still, to weigh up for all of that, there were a lot of laughs and good feelings. Sure, this gang was used to getting on each other’s nerves, but that just showed how close they were. They were like a family, even if they weren’t related by blood.
At one point, the conversation had traveled over to the topic of fighting, and Hiccup gestured at Jamie.
“Jamie here forged his first sword today,” he said.
Jamie felt his face go red. “It’s—it’s not that good, though,” he mumbled bashfully, trying to fight the smile on his face.
Hiccup snorted. “Pfft, that’s not true. Right, Jack?”
“All I know about swords I know from North, but I’m sure he would’ve been impressed,” Jack said, smiling at Jamie.
“That’s North, though,” Jamie said, then frowned a little, because he wasn’t used to calling Santa North. “He’s impressed by everything.”
Jack laughed. “Not exactly false, but…really.” He elbowed him, and Jamie met his eyes with an amused smile. “You did a good job.”
“Are you really trying to tell us that you don’t know anything about sword fighting, but you know how to fight with that thing,” Snotlout said, raising a doubtful eyebrow. “Give me a break.”
“Turns out it’s slightly cheaper to find a staff in the woods than to acquire a sword, so yeah, that’s what I’m trying tell you,” Jack replied, then smirked. “Besides, it’s done its job. You would know, Snotlout.”
Snotlout’s face went red with either anger or embarrassment, or both. He pointed his spoon at Jack. “I told you, I wasn’t ready!” he barked. “If you’re so full of yourself you think you can defeat this”—he flexed—“then bring it on!”
“Alright, you two,” Hiccup interrupted. It looked like he was trying to hide his amusement for the sake of peace around the table. “Challenging people to duels can wait till after dinner.”
“Besides, Jack’s arm is wounded,” Astrid pointed out. “Dueling will have to wait.”
Snotlout snorted. “That’s just a dumb excuse,” he muttered.
“You broke your arm?” Skade then asked from the other end of the table.
“No, don’t worry. It’s not broken,” Jack said, holding up his bandaged arm. “Just a bit battered.”
“What—” Brant started, but caught himself. Jack sent him an inquiring look, and Brant bit his lip. “…What happened?” he managed to ask, but he looked like he knew the answer and regretted opening his mouth.
Jack chuckled. “I’m pretty sure it happened when I crashed into Astrid,” he said, and turned to the latter. “Sorry about that, by the way.”
Astrid just shook her head. “Don’t worry about it,” she said, then got a thoughtful look in her eyes. “Though after surviving that blizzard, I’m surprised you managed to injure yourself by just falling.”
Jamie put a mouthful of soup in his mouth to avoid talking.
“Uh, yeah…weird,” Jack said, looking at his wrist. His brows knitted together. “Maybe someone was looking after us in the blizzard.”
Jamie almost dropped his spoon. He looked up at Jack. “The Snow Queen,” he whispered.
Jack’s face was blank when he looked back at Jamie. “Who is—” he started, but was interrupted by laughter from the other kids – and from Snotlout.
“Yeah, Jamie, what about the Snow Queen?” Hildur asked, earning another fit of giggles from the kids.
Jamie felt himself getting red again. “You’re the one who told me about her,” he said.
“It’s just a story,” Brant said, looking like Jamie was causing him a lot of secondhand embarrassment, his shoulders hunched.
“You don’t know that!” Jamie insisted, closing his fist around his spoon.
“Like you know about Jokul Frosti?” Undis asked with a smirk.
Jamie felt Jack’s gaze on him, and his face became even hotter. “Yeah,” he said defiantly. “I meant what I said.”
“Kids today.” Tuffnut’s voice was so sudden, Jamie jumped. He was shaking his head solemnly. “They speak of the one who brings devastating winter like she’s some kind of fairytale. Don’t you know anything?”
Ruffnut rolled her eyes. “I told you, you didn’t see the Snow Queen, it was just a weirdly shaped tree,” she said, bonking her brother on the head.
Tuffnut yelped. “Hey!” he barked, and then the twins really were fighting.
The others didn’t do anything to stop it. In fact, Hiccup just ducked and moved out of harms way, switching places with Tuffnut to give him more space to pull at his sister’s hair. That stole away the kids’ attention, which was both good and bad. Jamie didn’t want to be in the spotlight anymore, but he also hated leaving the conversation on that note.
Jack met his eyes. He smiled and ruffled his hair.
“Thanks,” he whispered, which was enough to brighten Jamie’s mood again.
“Do you know about her?” Jamie asked, speaking in English just to be sure. Their voices were probably drowned in the twins’ shouting either way. “The Snow Queen?”
Jack looked thoughtfully into the air. “I—” he started.
“Okay, knock it off!” Astrid’s voice interrupted, and her axe buried itself in the table right in the middle of the twins. She had splatters of soup on her face, and Ruffnut’s bowl was rolling on its side, disappearing off the edge of the table. It seemed the twins’ fight had caused a casualty.
The twins both froze mid-motion, with Ruffnut’s palm pressed against Tuffnut’s jaw, and Tuffnut’s fist pulling on Ruffnut’s braid with his other arm pulled back, ready to punch.
“What?” Ruffnut said. “It’s after dinner now.”
“Then take it outside!” Astrid snapped, wiping her face.
Hiccup was grimacing, then sent Jack and Jamie an apologetic look. “Did I say I was going to keep them civilized?” he asked.
“You said you were gonna try,” Jack said with an amused smile. “I guess there was an attempt.”
The twins continued fighting, and Hiccup nodded. “I guess dinner is over, then,” he said and got to his feet.
Jamie was glad. It wasn’t that he was annoyed or scared of the way Hiccup’s friends – specifically the twins – acted, but the other kids, however…He was pretty sure he wasn’t going to make any friends of his own in the nearest future.
On their way out of the Great Hall, the kids scattered. Skade said goodbye to Jack one extra time just to make sure he was going to play with her tomorrow, and Jamie decided he liked at least one of the kids. Skade reminded him too much of Sophie not to.
Fishlegs, Snotlout and the twins went ahead, and only Fishlegs spared them a goodbye before doing so. That left Hiccup and Astrid, and Toothless who caught up with them as they exited the hall.
“So,” Hiccup said on their way down the stairs. “How’d you like the food?”
Neither Jack or Jamie answered immediately, which made both Hiccup and Astrid crack up.
“Um…it was alright,” Jamie tried, but judging by Hiccup’s and Astrid’s expressions, he didn’t sound very convincing.
“Yeah…it’s usually like that,” Astrid said. She yawned, and then seemed to think of something. “Oh, that reminds me,” she said, coming to a stop. She seemed a bit hesitant, but she tried for a smile. “I was just thinking…you can’t stay with Gothi’s forever. My family doesn’t mind guests, so if you want to live a little closer to the ground, you’re welcome to stay at my place.”
She obviously hadn’t discussed this with Hiccup, because he looked as surprised as Jamie felt. But then he smiled gratefully at her and nodded. “I think you’d go crazy if you stayed with Gothi for too long,” he said to Jack and Jamie. “She has that kind of aura.”
Jack’s brows were arched, clearly puzzled. “Uh…I think it’s the path up to her hut that would make me go crazy,” he said with a laugh.
Jamie looked between Astrid and Jack. He wanted to beg for him to accept, but didn’t want to sound too desperate. It wasn’t like he was scared of Gothi, but she was definitely not someone he usually liked to hang out with. Not Astrid either, for that matter, but she was a little closer to Jamie’s type of person.
Jack caught Jamie’s eyes for a moment, before he turned to Astrid and nodded. “We’d like that, I think,” he said.
Moving to a new place was easy when you didn’t have any belongings. Astrid flew up to Gothi’s hut with Stormfly just to tell her, and then landed back down by her own hut.
When Jamie and Jack had been there earlier that day, Astrid’s mother had been on patrol. This time she was home, but only briefly, because she was going out hunting. The concept of a mom going hunting was kind of funny to Jamie, until he actually saw Astrid’s mom and changed his mind; she looked just as much like a Viking as almost every other person in this village.
In many ways, he saw the family likeness. Astrid’s mom’s hair was a slightly darker shade of blonde than her daughter’s, and she was taller and burlier. Her favorite weapon – like Astrid, as Jamie had been quick to deduce – was also an axe, but when Jamie saw her, she was wielding a crossbow.
When she was gone, Jamie frowned. “You still hunt for your food?” he asked, before realizing that that might be a weird question, as someone who definitely wasn’t from the future.
“We’re a bit low on yaks,” Astrid said. She was standing in front of Stormfly, smiling warmly at her. “I’ll be right back, girl,” she cooed, before turning to face Jamie and Jack again. “There’s no hurry yet, but it’s better to stock up on animals before the first snow falls.”
“When does the first snow fall?” Jack asked.
“Technically, it already did, the day you guys came here,” she said. “But that was an unprecedented incident. Winter usually arrives between Haustmánuður and Gormánuður.”
Jamie wasn’t sure how, but he knew that she meant somewhere between the end of September to November.
Astrid patted Stormfly one more time, before they went into the hut. Inside, a couple of beds were prepared. Well, not beds exactly, but furs were draped over the benches around the hearth. The blankets they’d been sleeping under at Gothi’s place were also there.
“It’s not much, but…” Astrid said, brushing some hair behind her ear. “Probably a little better than Gothi’s hut, I hope.”
“Definitely,” Jamie said without thinking.
Astrid smiled at him. “Good. Maybe you’ll even get your own place to stay after a while,” she said. “But in the meantime, make yourself at home. I’m gonna take one last ride with Stormfly before I go to bed. Mom will probably be back in a few hours.”
“You trust us to be alone in your home?” Jack asked.
“Ha-ha,” Astrid said. “That’s a very good point, Jack. If something happens, I know who to blame.”
Jack laughed. “Alright,” he said. “Then we won’t try anything.”
Astrid shook her head with an amused huff, before she walked out the door. A few moments later, they heard the muffled sound of a dragon taking to the sky.
Jamie sat down on one of the beds. The minute he was no longer putting weight on his feet, he realized how tired he was, and he let out a deep sigh.
“Tough day?” Jack asked.
Jamie looked up at him. Baby Tooth was sitting on his shoulder, and he realized he hadn’t seen her at all during dinner. Maybe she’d just been hiding in Jack’s cloak or something. After all, there had been a slight hazard of being doused in hot soup.
“No…I’m just tired,” Jamie murmured. It sounded unconvincing even to himself.
After a moment, Jack came to sit beside him.
“Kids can be pretty ruthless, huh?” he asked gently.
Jamie looked down at his hands. “Undis reminded me of Cupcake at first, but not anymore,” he mumbled. “Cupcake is nicer.”
“You all were a bit wary of her at first too, though,” Jack said, and a small part of Jamie’s brain wondered how he knew that. How long at Jack been hanging around them, invisible? “Maybe Undis will be the same.”
Jamie didn’t answer. He kicked off his shoes and brought his knees up to his chest.
Jack was quiet for a few seconds. For some reason, Jamie found it hard to look at him. Which was weird, because he’d had no problems with it only moments earlier. But now that they were alone – save for Baby Tooth – things felt different. But why? Jamie didn’t know. The fact that he was feeling like this was scary all by itself.
“Jamie…” Jack started. “If there’s something on your mind, you know you can talk to me, right?”
Jamie swallowed. “It’s nothing,” he said.
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah.”
There was another few seconds of silence. Jack propped his staff against the wall, then leaned back, also kicking off his shoes. He placed his hands on his knees and started tapping a finger restlessly. Jamie could tell he wanted to talk, but he probably didn’t want to push…which just made Jamie feel even worse.
“What was it that Undis said?” Jack said after a little while. “Jokul Frosti?”
Jamie ducked his head. “I-I wasn’t sure if it was safe to tell them,” he said. “Like, we shouldn’t even exist at this point in time, right? I mean…” He trailed off. At last, he glanced up at Jack. “I think so?”
Jack blinked. Then he understood. “Oh,” he said. “No, you’re right. I’m not that old.”
And just like that, Jamie realized why he was feeling the way he did. It wasn’t like he hadn’t realized this before – the fact that he actually didn’t know Jack very well – but he was beginning to realize that it bothered him more than he liked to admit. Especially now, after what had happened with the other kids, it was difficult not to feel alone. He missed home, and the closest thing he had was Jack…He just couldn’t help but wonder how close to home that actually was.
“How old are you exactly?” Jamie asked.
Jack’s gaze faltered a little. “Uh, that would be…317, 318 years, give or take.”
A light tingle went down Jamie’s spine. He’d known that Jack was old but hearing him talk about it was something else. But 318 years…Jack’s undercover persona – Jackson Overland – was seventeen. Physically, Jack looked around that age. Could that be a coincidence?
“You said you hadn’t been sick in 300 years,” Jamie said.
Jack nodded. “Probably a little more, but I…can’t remember very well.”
Jamie remembered something Jack had said, right before they found the crystal that started all of this: There’s some things that I can’t remember that well, and sometimes those memories come back to me. It was a weird thing to say, but Jamie hadn’t thought much about it at the time. Now, he couldn’t help his curiosity.
“Why not?” he asked. “Did something happen?”
Jack looked away. “It’s a—”
“Long story,” Jamie said, before pressing his lips together when he realized he’d interrupted him. That was rude. “I mean…that’s what you said the other day.”
Jack smiled softly and shrugged. “It is,” he said. He opened his mouth as if to say something more, but all that came out was a sigh. “Can’t blame you for being curious about that,” he mumbled.
Jamie wasn’t sure what to make out of that sentence. Just a moment ago, Jack had been joking with Astrid and being his usual self. Now, Jamie imagined he could see the years etched into the shadows under Jack’s eyes.
“…Is that bad?” Jamie asked hesitantly.
Jack shook his head. “No,” he said, but remained quiet for a few more seconds. His mouth opened and closed, before he finally sent Jamie a weary smile. “It’s just that…if I tell that story, there’s a lot of other things I also have to say. They’re not all bad things, but…” He trailed off and seemed to struggle with his words again.
Jamie’s chest felt heavy. He didn’t like seeing Jack like this. And it wasn’t the first time either. There were those moments in Santa’s workshop, where Jack had looked solemn and worried whenever he’d thought Jamie wasn’t looking. And then there was today, before Jack had disappeared into the woods…these long, deep silences, where no amount of noise seemed able to penetrate his thoughts.
And then, of course, there was last Easter.
“When I…” Jamie started, but hesitated. He folded his hands. “I mean…maybe I remember it wrong, but…”
Jack looked quizzical but nodded encouragingly. “It’s alright. You can say whatever you want,” he assured him.
Jamie glanced up at him, before looking back down at his hands again. “I…have been wondering for a while,” he said slowly. “Last Easter, back when I first saw you…I mean, you were happy. But…” He wasn’t sure how to ask this question. He peeked up again, just to make sure he wasn’t wandering out onto forbidden territory.
Jack wasn’t looking at him anymore. His eyes were fixed on some point on the opposite wall, but he didn’t seem to be really looking at it. He was far away, lost in thought, but the miniscule smile on his face made Jamie suspect Jack was replaying the scene from last Easter in his head.
“You were sad as well,” Jamie tried, even if sad didn’t really describe it that well either, recalling the way Jack’s eyes had reflected the dim glow of the streetlights.
Jack pursed his lips before shrugging. “I wasn’t sad exactly,” he said. “I was…ironically, in disbelief. I wasn’t sure if…if it was really happening.”
“But why?” Jamie asked, getting worked up now. “And when we met the other Guardians afterwards—I didn’t think about it at the time, but…they were like—they acted like, surprised? …When I talked to you. Like you’d never…”
Jack nodded. He met Jamie’s eyes briefly, and to Jamie’s horror, there was that slight glint in his eyes again. The corners of Jack’s lips quirked into a smile, but it was bittersweet. “Yeah,” he said softly.
Jamie stared at him. The silence was suffocating.
“Never?” he asked in a whisper.
“Uh, well…not exactly,” Jack said, his brows furrowing. “It’s…” He trailed off again and pressed his lips together.
Baby Tooth chirped softly, putting a hand on his neck.
“Don’t worry,” Jack said. It took Jamie a moment before he realized he was replying to Baby Tooth. Despite the wetness in the corners of his eyes, his voice was steady and calm. “He should know. It’s not like it’s a secret, right?”
Jamie frowned. “What isn’t a secret?”
Jack shifted so he was facing Jamie. “Well, it’s a long story, so you might want to grab your blankets. You’ll probably be asleep by the end of it.”
Jamie raised a brow. Yeah right, he wanted to say. There was no way he was going to miss any of this. He’d been waiting for this moment ever since Easter. But he grabbed the blankets anyway, because the fire in the hearth was beginning to dim. Once he settled down and looked expectantly at Jack, he saw that the tears in Jack’s eyes had disappeared. Jack grabbed a couple of blankets as well, even if he was more or less always cocooned in his new cloak.
“Where should I start?” he asked, his eyes narrowed thoughtfully.
Jamie didn’t know if the question was rhetorical or not, but he answered it anyway:
“What happened last Easter?”
Jack’s thoughtful expression turned to mirth. “Last Easter, as you know, was a special one. I realized it was going to be…eventful when a couple of yetis kidnapped me to the North Pole.” He spoke as if reciting a fairytale. “Earlier that day, I’d just been having a bit of fun with some kids. You, sleighing through traffic and such – the usual.”
Jamie laughed. “That was the same day?” he asked.
Jack grinned. “Yeah. Took me by surprise too,” he said. “Bunny was there, but of course it was North who planned it. They didn’t know me at the time. Or…they knew of me, apparently, but—”
“They didn’t know you?” Jamie blurted, confused.
“Nope,” Jack said, his gaze falling for a moment. “Uh, we…kind of didn’t get along before. It’s…I mean, North and the others, they were the Big Four and all, so...”
“The Big Four?”
Jack hesitated, then gave a small laugh. “Oh, man, there’s a lot to explain,” he muttered.
Baby Tooth chirped from where she sat on Jack’s shoulder, her brows furrowed.
“Oh, come on,” Jack said, waving his hand. “It’s Jamie, and we’re in the freaking Viking era. Who cares?”
Jamie wasn’t sure what they were arguing about, but Baby Tooth seemed to relent. She gave a small shrug, before nestling in the crook of Jack’s neck. She didn’t look completely convinced, but she sent Jamie a smile nevertheless, as if to reassure him that everything was okay. It made Jamie wonder if what he was about to hear wasn’t as not-secret as Jack claimed.
“You remember,” Jack said, “after we defeated Pitch, when we were standing on the pond?”
Jamie nodded. “You became a Guardian,” he said, smiling at him.
Jack smiled back. “Yeah. And before that…” He trailed off, and his smile faded. “Well…I was just me: Jack Frost. Before Pitch started making trouble, I’d barely spoken to the Guardians before. Except Bunny.” He smirked, but shook his head, like that was a story for another time. “I…didn’t really want anything to do with them. They all seemed so busy and responsible – it just wasn’t for me.”
“Doesn’t really sound like you, no,” Jamie agreed, then laughed when Jack elbowed him.
“Anyway,” Jack continued. “Since they knew I’d never come with them willingly, they, uh, kidnapped me. Not sure if that was the best solution, but I guess North will be North. And they told me that the Man in the Moon and chosen me to become a Guardian, in order to defeat Pitch.”
“And you said no?” Jamie asked.
Jack gestured as if that was obvious. “Of course I said no. I was far from what they needed, and being a Guardian was just…not the answer I was looking for.” He frowned. “And I was…angry. The Moon hadn’t talked to me in 300 years. Why couldn’t he just tell me that himself?”
There it was again, Jamie thought. “What did he say?” he asked. “300 years ago, I mean.”
Jack’s expression stiffened. He sighed. “That I was Jack Frost,” he said.
Jamie waited for him to elaborate, but he seemed lost in thought again. “You didn’t know?” he asked.
Jack shook his head. “This is where the story gets a bit…” He pressed his lips together. “…heavy.”
It wasn’t hard to figure Jack was finding this difficult to talk about, so Jamie didn’t press on when he got quiet again. He waited patiently until Jack continued.
“The thing is…” he started, voice softer now than before. “I wasn’t always Jack Frost.”
Jamie didn’t really know what he’d expected him to say, but it wasn’t that. Still, once the words were out, Jamie felt a sense of relief. He looked up at Jack – at his brown hair and brown eyes – and started to feel like he understood.
“Jackson Overland,” he said. “That isn’t just some random name, is it?”
Jack smiled. “I already knew this, but you’re really observant, Jamie,” he said fondly. “But yeah…It’s not just some random name. Which brings me back to the not exactly never been seen before-thing…” He took a deep breath before he continued. “…When I first became Jack Frost, 300 years ago, I…didn’t know what was going on. Suddenly, I was just there, existing. The Moon told me who I was, and I was quick to find out what I was able to do.”
He smiled softly, but it was brief.
“It was fun at first. I mean, I could create snow and ice and I could fly – it was incredible. But when I found the village, and I tried to…speak to people…” He looked like he wanted to say more, but no sound came out.
Jamie swallowed thickly. “They couldn’t see you?” he asked. The heavy feeling in his chest doubled when Jack shook his head. “Not even the kids?” he asked.
“Nobody had ever heard of Jack Frost,” Jack said. “There was nothing to believe in.”
“For 300 years?”
Jack nodded. “300 years,” he repeated blandly, gazing into the air.
Jamie guessed that he had to be wearing some kind of weird expression, because Jack’s smile became apologetic when he met his eyes.
“Is it strange?” he asked gently.
“Is what strange?”
Jack shrugged. “To learn about this,” he said. “It sure is strange to talk about it.”
It was a bit strange. Jamie could admit that. For weeks he’d been wondering who exactly Jack was, and now that he was finding out, he felt closer to Jack, but a part of him also felt like this was information he’d rather not know. No, that wasn’t it. He did want to know. Sitting together like this, just talking like normal friends – or brothers, as everyone thought – was nice. It wasn’t that part that weighed him down.
“I just didn’t think…being Jack Frost was so lonely,” Jamie replied after a few seconds of contemplation.
Jack held his gaze for a few seconds, as if searching for something. For what, Jamie didn’t know, and he didn’t know if he found it either.
“It’s okay,” he sighed, but he wasn’t looking at Jamie anymore; it felt like he was trying to convince himself. “My memories are coming back and I’m…That time is in the past.” He sent Jamie another one of those reassuring smiles. “It’s nothing to be sad about anymore.”
There were still things Jamie wanted to ask about. He wanted to know what the deal with Jack memories was, and he wanted to ask him more questions about what being a Guardian was like, or what being Jack Frost was like, or even who Jackson Overland was – but Jamie’s chest felt weirdly heavy, and he realized that he was satisfied with what he’d learned so far.
That, and it seemed it weighed Jack even more down to talk about it.
So Jamie nodded. “Okay,” he said. It felt stupid not to say anything more, but he didn’t know what. Instead, he reached forward and wrapped his arms around Jack’s chest, pressing his face against his cloak.
Jack stiffened a little, the way he always did when Jamie hugged him, and for the first time Jamie understood why. But then he relaxed and returned the hug.
Jamie swallowed down the lump in his throat. “I’m sorry I didn’t believe in you sooner,” he mumbled.
Jack’s laugh was short-lived, but it was the first laugh in the past minutes that sounded real. He hugged Jamie tighter. “You believed in me sooner than I thought anyone ever would,” he said. “And that moment was invaluable. I’d have it no other way, Jamie.”
It offered at least a bit of relief, but not enough to make Jamie let go. He didn’t trust his voice either – not that he had any sort of words that would make things better – so he kept quiet. Jack seemed to realize that Jamie wasn’t planning on moving for a little while, because one of his hands started going in slow circles on Jamie’s back.
Without noticing it, Jamie’s eyelids slid shut.
Notes:
Hello I Am Late
But now I'm done with all my exams, so life is good! Also, I realized last chapter got 13 comments - that's a lot! At least for my standards??? I'm not sure. Either way, thank y'all. I'll try to go back to a consistent uploading schedule now.
Chapter 12: Baby Tooth becomes a criminal
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It had been long since the last time Jack had a backache, but since the cause of it was Jamie falling asleep in his arms, he didn’t really mind. After Jamie’s breath evened out, Jack didn’t have the heart to try to move him. It didn’t take long before Jack dozed off too, with his back leaning against the wall.
The next time he’d woken up, he found that someone had managed to maneuver them down to the bench while he was asleep. Another blanket was draped over the both of them. After the trip down memory lane with Jamie, it felt weird knowing that someone had actually touched him and moved him, and not just passed through him. But he was too tired to dwell on it, and so he drifted back to sleep.
The next few days passed relatively peacefully.
Neither Jack nor Jamie had said outright that they’d like to work in the forge with Gobber, but that’s where they kept ending up anyway. Mostly for Jamie’s sake, because 300 years still hadn’t made Jack into a handyman. Still, he didn’t get away from Gobber’s teachings; at the end of each day, both Jack and Jamie were feeling the aftermaths of manning the forge.
Astrid’s mother, Leikny, turned out to be lovely, despite her slightly terrifying looks. She was brash and loud, but she had a big heart, and despite the rest of the village’s wariness – her own daughter included – she immediately took a liking to both Jack and Jamie. Jack really only saw her in the mornings and in the evenings, but it still didn’t take more than a couple of days before Jack felt mostly at ease around her. There was just something warm and trustworthy about her that made Jack want to lower his guard.
It took him another couple of days to realize that it was because she reminded him of North. A less broad and airheaded version, but still.
Astrid’s offer to let them stay with her family was nice, and Jack liked to pretend he didn’t know she had ulterior motives. What better way to watch over Jack and Jamie if they slept under the same roof as her every night? Especially after what happened with Jamie, it wasn’t weird that she was wary of them sneaking out at night again.
But nothing more dramatic like that happened, and after about a week, she seemed to be coming to terms with the notion that Jack and Jamie truly were just a couple of lost boys. Keyword being seemed. Jack wasn’t going to lie and say that he didn’t find her suspicion a little annoying, but he guessed he couldn’t blame her or anyone else, and tried to focus on the fact that Astrid was actually really cool and fun to spend time with – even if Hiccup was completely right to say that she was a bit intimidating sometimes.
As for Hiccup, Jack noticed he made attempts to follow up on his dad’s orders by looking after them, but it was very half-hearted, especially not now that Hiccup had decided he trusted Jack and Jamie.
That was not to say that Hiccup didn’t hang out with them, though. He just did it because he wanted to, and not because he had to – he made that pretty clear when Jack had jokingly accused him of the latter.
When Hiccup wasn’t spending time with them, Jack was incredibly curious to know what he and his friends were doing. Flying with their dragons, that much was obvious. Hiccup had mentioned training a couple of times, but Jack couldn’t know what that entailed. And then there was something else that really peaked his interest: dragon racing. It had been mentioned in passing a couple of times, but Jack never got the opportunity to ask for more details.
Then there was Jamie.
Jamie’s mood had changed ever since Jack told him about his past. Not in a bad way, but there was definitely something that felt different between them now. Lighter or easier, somehow. Closer.
At the same time, Jack could tell that Jamie was a bit rattled about it all, because he kept catching him gazing at Jack with a deep frown on his face, like his brain was still trying to process all that had been said. Truth was, Jack had expected to reveal even more than he had. If it meant improving Jamie’s mood and making him feel even just a little safer, he would’ve told him everything. But it seemed Jamie was satisfied for the time being, despite those long looks he’d send Jack every once in a while.
And maybe it was for the best. Jack didn’t know if he was ready to tell him about Jackson Overland, and how his story ended.
Of course, life on Berk was not a bed of roses. While Jack was glad that Jamie felt more comfortable around him now, it also meant that he’d much rather spend time with Jack than any of the other kids. Jack couldn’t really blame him. These were the kids of history’s most infamous barbarians; it was not surprising they were a bit rough around the edges. It was alright as long as Jack was nearby – which he often was, since the kids had taken a liking to him – but the moment Jack had to leave, Jamie left with him, offering no chance for the kids to get to know just Jamie, instead of Jack and Jamie.
Though after that first dinner in the Great Hall, there was one thing that hadn’t been mentioned again, something Jack couldn’t stop thinking about – or rather, someone: The Snow Queen.
From what he’d gathered from the kids during dinner, Jamie had heard about her from them. According to the kids – and Tuffnut – the Snow Queen was the one who brought devastating winter to the island. Nobody – except for Tuffnut – really believed that she was anything other than a fairytale, but of course Jamie, being the way he was, had jumped to her defense.
It was heartwarming in a way only Jack could understand. Some people also regarded Jack Frost as a fiend who draped the dark, icy blanket of winter over the world. Jamie Bennett knew that wasn’t true, refusing to let any winter spirit slander pass, and Jack loved him for it.
However, as much as he admired the strength of Jamie’s belief, chances were that the Snow Queen really was just a fairytale. But also, chances were that she was more than that. Maybe Jack had just been looking for the wrong spirits. The Guardians might not exist yet, but who knew what other kinds of entities roamed these islands?
Could that be their ticket home?
“You’re going to get wrinkles if you keep frowning like that.”
Jack looked up only after Jamie nudged him. He’d been too deep in thought both to hear Hiccup approaching, and to remember that people actually spoke to him now.
They were sitting on the same little cliff where they’d spoken to Fishlegs during their tour of Berk. It was a nice and slightly secluded little place, and the view of the ocean was beautiful and calming.
Jack raised a brow at Hiccup. “I don’t want to hear that from you,” he said.
Hiccup grinned and sat down beside him. “I keep finding you two here,” he observed.
“It’s nice to cool down here after being cooped up in the forge,” Jack admitted. “I like the view. That’s one thing I miss from living with Gothi.”
“Life is more boring down on the ground,” Jamie said, sending Hiccup a long look.
Jack laughed at Hiccup’s guilty expression. Jamie wasn’t much of a pesterer, but he’d pestered Hiccup in his own way, by making innocent comments about how wonderful it would be to ride a dragon, and that chances were he’d never get the chance to do so before he and Jack went home, and, oh, how happy he’d be if he’d get to try it at least once!
It probably seemed a whole lot subtler in Jamie’s mind.
Hiccup scratched his cheek. “Uh, I guess so,” he replied awkwardly.
Jamie pursed his lips and looked around. “Where’s Toothless?” he asked.
“Playing with Stormfly, last I saw him,” Hiccup said with a shrug. “He’s grumpy because I couldn’t fly with him today. Like I want to deal with this mess any more than he does.” He rolled his eyes.
Jack frowned. “What mess?”
“Oh, I don’t even know,” Hiccup murmured, rubbing the space between his brows. “Probably nothing. Every, like, third moon cycle or whatever, the village grows bored and finds something to panic about. Usually it’s the twins’ fault. Don’t ask me how they do it. Either way, it takes a lot of time to convince them all that not everything is a bad omen and they’re not in any danger.” He shook his head exasperatedly.
“Weird,” Jack said. “I haven’t heard anything about it.”
Hiccup’s smile was grim. “Yeah…That’s probably because they think you two have something to do with it.”
Jamie gave a quiet groan, and Jack wholeheartedly agreed.
“Why am I not surprised?” Jack said, rolling his eyes.
“I wouldn’t think too much about it,” Hiccup said, apologetically. “Episodes like this usually pass on their own eventually. Probably won’t be like the time the village blamed Toothless for bringing down the wrath of Thor. If I hadn’t figured out metal attracts lightning in time…” He trailed off and shuddered.
Jamie was giving Hiccup a weird look. “You…figured out that yourself?” he asked.
“By accident,” Hiccup explained. “And apparently, that ordeal ended with me sinking to the bottom of the ocean. Not that I remember any of it, because I was unconscious by that point.”
Jack’s heart did a jump. “And you survived?” he asked.
“Well, obviously. I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t.”
“Oh. Yeah. Obviously.” Jack scratched his head. “Well, what’s the panic this time?”
Hiccup’s right temple was the place that needed rubbing this time. Jack wondered how often Hiccup was plagued with headaches. Personally, he wasn’t all that familiar with them, but he suspected Hiccup was more prone to overthinking than he was.
Well. At least that used to be the case.
“Something about teeth?” Hiccup said. “Not sure how that connects with the two of you, but I guess you’ve brought with you some curse or whatever.”
Jack met Jamie’s eyes, and Jack knew they were both thinking the same thing.
“Teeth?” Jack repeated.
“Teeth,” Hiccup confirmed. “I don’t suppose you’ve invited your tooth-enthusiast friend over?”
Baby Tooth chirped hopefully.
“Uh…no,” Jack said with a chuckle that came out just a little bit forced. “What exactly are the villagers saying?”
“Some people have reported their kids’ baby teeth missing,” Hiccup said. “Some like to wear them as lucky charms, and now that a bunch of them has apparently disappeared, they think it’s some kind of bad omen for…I don’t even know. Misfortune, maybe? Either way, most people here aren’t exactly organized, so chances are…Uh, Jack?”
Jack had been sending a certain tooth fairy a long look, but he turned back to Hiccup. “Hm?”
“Are you alright?”
“Yeah. Why wouldn’t I be? So weird that the teeth are missing. I wonder why that might be.”
Hiccup stared him. “Yeah…I wonder too,” he said slowly. “But like I was about to say, this is probably just some idea the twins have planted in the villagers’ heads. They’ve probably just lost the teeth in battle or something, and are only now finding out because the twins brought it to their attention.”
Baby Tooth hovered in the air beside Hiccup’s head, her hands clasped together. Compared to her acting abilities, Jack was freaking Shakespearean; her innocent smile fooled nobody.
Jack sighed. “Yeah, that’s probably it,” he said dryly.
The mass paranoia caused by the missing baby teeth was worse than Jack had expected. Now that he knew about it, he heard it everywhere. From Astrid and her mom, or from Gobber, and especially from the twins, who hadn’t done anything wrong for once. And of course, from random villagers who thought Jack and Jamie somehow had something to do with it.
It was especially annoying because they weren’t exactly wrong.
Jack had no idea that Vikings liked to keep their children’s baby teeth for good luck. Wearing a charm of teeth into battle seemed a bit morbid to him, but the Vikings thought it brought good fortune. And now that they were gone, it had to mean something horrible was coming, right?
And how Baby Tooth had managed to hide them all somewhere out of sight, Jack really had no idea. Maybe she could make them invisible or something, because even when she presented to him a little bundle filled with tiny teeth, he still didn’t understand where she’d been keeping them. And Jack felt like Baby Tooth was always at their side, so how had she gotten the time to go around collecting teeth anyway? During the night, he guessed. Now that he thought about it, she usually wasn’t around during dinner either. How long had this been going on?
Both Astrid and her mom were out for the time being. Jack sat with the bundle of teeth in his hand, at a loss of what to do.
Baby Tooth chirped, and Jack made a sound somewhere between a sigh and a chuckle.
“You and Tooth, honestly…” he mumbled. “We’re not home right now, Baby Tooth. You can’t just steal people’s teeth.”
Baby Tooth chirped indignantly.
Jack frowned. “Do you even have any gifts to leave?” he asked, then raised a brow at her answer. “Pretty stones and berries, huh.”
Jamie was holding back a laugh. “Can’t she just put them back?” he asked.
Jack had thought about that, but he shook his head. “People already know they’re gone,” he said. “Putting them back like nothing happened might not solve their panic. If they really think someone has stolen them, then…I guess we have to give them back with some sort of explanation…. somehow…”
Baby Tooth did not look happy about this plan. Jack deadpanned.
“Baby Tooth, what were you planning on doing anyway? There’s no Tooth Palace here! And you couldn’t have brought them back to the present. There’s no way to give the memories back to the kids then, is it?”
Baby Tooth chirped something that sounded like “I don’t know,” along with a pout. Jack studied her for a few moments, before he sighed again and held out his hand. Baby Tooth landed on it, looking up at Jack with a mix of stubbornness and sadness.
“I know it’s hard,” he said. “But we’ll get back home, alright? You just have to hold on for now.”
She held his gaze for a few seconds, and only seemed to relent when Jack’s lips quirked up in a reassuring smile. Then she looked away shyly and nodded.
And then, the door opened. Jack jumped and hid the teeth pouch under the blankets, and Baby Tooth jumped onto his shoulder. Astrid poked her head inside and frowned at them.
“Why are you cooped up in here?” she asked. “It’s almost dinner. You coming?”
Jack exchanged a brief look with Jamie.
“Uh, yeah. I’m starving,” he said, getting to his feet, leaving the tooth pouch hidden beneath the blankets.
As they walked up the stairs to the Great Hall, the gears in Jack’s head turned to figure out the best way they could solve this tooth problem. Handing them back out like some reverse tooth collection would do no good. But revealing that he had the teeth would just create more problems. There had to be something else he could do.
Jack’s plan was not complicated, and definitely not bulletproof, but it was the only plan he could think of.
He waited until everyone was asleep. Astrid was out on patrol again, and Leikny was snoring softly in her bed. Jamie was balled up in a bundle of blankets, sometimes muttering in his sleep. Jack never caught what he was saying, but it was adorable nonetheless.
Only he and Baby Tooth were awake. Jack had seen Baby Tooth asleep before – back in Jamie’s bedroom when Jamie had caught all the Guardians in action. Jack had felt bitter about being the only one Jamie couldn’t see, so when Abby began growling at Bunny, of course Jack had to set off the alarm. It was simply the right thing to do.
But back then, Baby Tooth had been hit in the face with Sandy’s dreamsand. If she was ever asleep otherwise, Jack didn’t know – and she was definitely not asleep now, but instead staring pointedly at Jack as he silently got out of bed and grabbed the tooth pouch, hiding it in the folds of his cloak.
He sent Baby Tooth an exasperated look. He went to grab his staff, but then hesitated. Leaving it would be safer. He clenched and unclenched his fist for a few moments, before he steeled himself and left the staff behind. He tiptoed across the floor and opened the door as carefully as he could.
Jack didn’t pretend he was good at being stealthy. It didn’t matter that he’d been relentlessly bullied by North singing “Jack Be Nimble” when most of his nimbleness had disappeared along with his ability to fly. Also, previously he’d never needed to hide, because people couldn’t see him anyway. Maybe that was why he never got past the yetis whenever he’d tried to bust into North’s workshop.
He tried creeping along the edges of the huts. Stormfly perked up when Jack passed her, but Jack recoiled, holding up his palms.
“It’s okay,” he whispered. “Just…passing by. Nothing suspicious going on here.”
Stormfly tilted her head to the side, before she seemed to accept Jack’s lie, and Jack moved ahead.
Not having his staff made Jack jumpier than he liked to admit. It’s not like he could really use it to defend himself anymore, except by whacking people on the head, but still – not having it felt wrong and dangerous.
The stairs to the Great Hall lay in mostly darkness. The braziers by the entrance didn’t provide that much light, so as long as Jack crouched and kept close to the side of the stairs, he should be fine. He stopped when a patrol guard walked past, flattening himself against a wall. He refused to wish that he was invisible again, but he couldn’t deny that this job would’ve been a whole lot easier if he was.
He peeked around the corner and decided that the coast was clear. With his heart hammering in his chest – which was still a strange sensation after not having a heartbeat the past few centuries – he sped across the ground towards the stairs, and then crouched by the banister. He waited until his pulse stopped being so loud, and then began climbing the steps.
Once at the top, he hid behind the statues. He let out a quiet laugh.
“I’d say mission accomplished,” he whispered to Baby Tooth.
He crept forward and put the tooth pouch by the entrance doors. That way, someone was bound to find them, and they’d have no idea who put them there. Hopefully, they would come to the conclusion that whoever had taken them had just done so as a prank, and hopefully they wouldn’t think that those people were Jack and Jamie. Hopefully. Again, this plan wasn’t bulletproof, but if things went as well as they had on their way up here, maybe Lady Luck was on Jack’s side for once.
But of course, the world would’ve been upside down if Jack Frost – or Jackson Overland, for that matter – was on good terms with Lady Luck. As he turned around to head back down the stairs, he came face to face with the bright yellow eyes of a Hideous Zippleback. Jack yelped, then slapped a hand over his mouth to shut himself up.
Someone laughed darkly. “Finally. It was only a matter of time.”
Ruffnut and Tuffnut appeared from behind the heads of the Hideous Zippleback, grinning devilishly down at Jack. They jumped off at the same time and clanked their helmets together in smug triumph.
“Uh…hi,” Jack said after the twins had stopped staggering dizzily. “Didn’t expect to see you two here.”
“I’m sure you didn’t,” Ruffnut said, smirking at Jack. “What’cha got there, Jackson?”
Jack tried stepping in front of the tooth pouch, but Belch’s head snapped forward and yanked Jack away by his cloak. Jack gave a choked yell, dangling in the air while the twins collected their prize.
“Put me down!” Jack hissed, wriggling desperately, but Belch didn’t let go.
“I knew it,” Tuffnut said, sharing a grin with his sister. They both turned to Jack, Tuffnut pouring the pouch’s content into his hand for Jack to see. “What kind of nefarious plan did you need these for, Jackson?”
“It’s Jack,” he said irritably. “And—Nefarious? Really? Tell your dragon to put me down!”
Ruffnut snorted. “After you framed us for stealing everyone’s teeth?” she asked. “Tuff and I might be insufferable, but we’re insufferable on our own terms. We don’t like to be blamed for crimes we didn’t commit. We don’t take credit for other people’s work.”
“And your work is…remarkable,” Tuffnut said, holding up the little pile of teeth like they were a precious diamond.
“I didn’t steal the teeth!” Jack protested. He wriggled some more, and suddenly gravity took a hold of him. He fell to the ground, now without his cloak, which was still dangling from Belch’s mouth. He got to his feet. “Put the teeth back,” he ordered.
The twins raised their brows.
“And then what?” Tuffnut asked, pouring the teeth back into the pouch. “You’ll plant a curse in our midst? What did you do to these teeth?”
“Nothing!” Jack hissed, but he was beginning to realize that there was no convincing way to explain this. And contrary to Hiccup, he didn’t think the twins would relent that easily.
Baby Tooth chirped nervously, and Jack sent her a mildly murderous look – but then he had an idea.
“Nothing,” Jack repeated, calmer now. He looked at the twins, pressed his lips together and then sighed deeply. “Fine. You got me.”
The twins looked confused.
“We did?” Ruffnut asked.
Jack shrugged. “Yeah. But it’s not what you think,” he said. “I never meant any harm. I’m not here to hurt anyone. And I didn’t steal the teeth, but I can tell you what happened.” He hesitated for a moment. The part of his brain that was still sane screamed at him to shut up, but now he’d already opened his big mouth. “I’ll tell you everything.”
The twins exchanged a look.
“But,“ Jack said, getting their attention again, “you have to promise not to tell anyone.”
Ruffnut narrowed her eyes. “And why should we do that?”
That was a good question. Jack shrugged nonchalantly. “I know you’re both going around spreading rumors about who I am,” he said. “I know you’re both very anxious to figure it out. I mean, what kind of people appears in a blizzard out of nowhere, with amnesia and everything?” He made a dramatic pause then leaned a bit closer to them. “…But I’ll tell you, as long as you keep it to yourself.”
“So you do remember!” Tuffnut said.
Jack just looked at him silently, because the twins hadn’t promised anything yet. They shared another look, before they both grabbed Jack and hauled him back behind one of the statues. Barf and Belch followed, crouching behind the statue as well, which left very little room for the rest of them. Jack was wedged between the wall and the twins.
“Alright,” Tuffnut said. “We promise not to tell on you, if you promise to tell us the truth. Are you a troll?”
Jack snorted. “No.”
Tuffnut frowned. “What?”
“You both have to promise first,” Jack said. He didn’t even know if the twins would keep their word, but it was worth a try.
“We promise,” they said in unison.
Jack smiled. “Good,” he said. “Let’s see. First of all, I didn’t take the teeth, but I know who did.”
Baby Tooth protested.
“But it was just a misunderstanding. She had good intentions and never meant to cause any harm,” Jack quickly said. “But since it’s my fault that we appeared on Berk in the first place, I’ll gladly take the blame. I just don’t want to get into any more trouble.”
The twins looked confused.
“Your fault?” Ruffnut repeated. “How?”
Jack took a deep breath. Here goes nothing, he thought.
“My name hasn’t been Jackson Overland for a very long time. For 300 years I’ve been called Jack Frost. I was a winter spirit, but I got into trouble with a magical creature that sent me, Jamie and Baby Tooth back in time and we landed here on Berk. I lost my powers in the process and became human again, and now we’re stuck here until I figure out how to travel back to the future.”
Baby Tooth’s mouth hung open and she was staring daggers at him.
The twins were quiet for a long time. Jack didn’t expect them to believe him right away, but Tuffnut nodded slowly.
“That explains so much,” he said. “I knew there was something weird about you.”
Being called weird was one thing coming from Hiccup, but it was something else when it came from the twins. Jack sent him a lopsided smile anyway.
“You were right,” he said.
“And what about that blizzard?” Ruffnut asked. She didn’t look completely convinced. “Was that you, then?”
Jack hesitated. “I…don’t know,” he said. “Maybe. Right before we were thrown through time, I tried attacking the time creature. I think it saw my powers and somehow eliminated them. It did the same to one of my friends, Bunny, but…maybe some of my powers still went through and created that blizzard. If so…uh, sorry. It was self-defense.”
“What did you do to Fanghook?” Tuffnut asked.
It took a moment before Jack remembered what he was talking about.
“Oh, that wasn’t me,” he said. “I wasn’t really thinking back then and just jumped in front of Jamie. It was Baby Tooth who distracted him.”
“Baby…Tooth?” Ruffnut repeated slowly.
Jack nodded. “She’s a tooth fairy. She collects children’s baby teeth in exchange for gifts,” he explained. “Obviously, that tradition isn’t the same here, so…I mean, a little cultural confusion was inevitable, right?”
“And why should we believe you?” Ruffnut asked.
Jack shrugged. “It’s the truth,” he said. “And, if you do believe me, you should be able to see her right now.” Jack looked over at Baby Tooth, and the twins followed his gaze.
What followed passed in a bit of a flurry, because in the next moment, the twins had both given shocked shrieks, tried to reach for Baby Tooth, but Jack jumped in front of them to stop them. Baby Tooth flew behind Jack, tweeting indignantly at him. Jack made a mental note to apologize to her later.
“Stop it!” he ordered, and to his surprise, both of them froze midmovement. “Huh. Okay, so…there’s that,” he said, slowly stepping away from the twins. “Do you believe me?”
The twins’ eyes were fixed on Baby Tooth, both their mouths hanging open.
“Fairies are evil, you know,” Tuffnut said.
Jack raised his brows. “Not this one,” he said, waving his hand in front of their faces. “And you didn’t answer my question.”
They tentatively looked back at him.
“You’re a winter spirit?” Ruffnut asked.
Jack averted his eyes. “Was,” he corrected.
“And you’re from the future?” Tuffnut asked.
Jack nodded.
“How far in the future?”
“I’m not sure. About a thousand years, maybe?”
“Woah. What’s it like?”
Jack sent them both a serious look. “This is why I need you to keep quiet about this,” he said. “I can’t tell you about the future. What if it changes things? And if people find out about my identity…It’s just too risky. I don’t know what would happen, so I’m trying to keep a low profile, though…it’s not always easy, as you can see.”
The twins nodded, and Ruffnut frowned.
“Why are you telling us this?” she asked.
That was also a good question. Jack looked intently at both of them.
“I thought that…if anyone would believe me, it would be you two,” he said. “I need some allies. Someone that can help me out if I get into another mess like this. Navigating this time era isn’t easy without raising suspicion. No one can know about this.”
“Did you say you were 300 years old?” Ruffnut asked.
Jack swallowed down his impatience. “And eighteen,” he said with a smile. “Do you understand why you can’t tell anyone?”
“Do all winter spirits like to be barefoot?” Tuffnut asked.
“Focus!” Jack snapped, and the twins jerked back a little. He frowned, gesturing exasperatedly. “What? I don’t have any powers now, I’m not gonna zap your or anything.”
Ruffnut looked a bit doubtful. “Would you if you had them?” she asked.
Jack stared at her, before he gave a laugh, because that notion was ridiculous. “No,” he said. “Look, I’m not a bad guy. Like I said, I’m not here to cause any harm. We came here on accident, and all we want to do is go home.” When the twins didn’t answer, Jack sighed, giving them a pleading look. “Please. I’m asking for your help.”
That seemed to ground them a little. They looked at each other one more time, before they nodded.
“We won’t tell anyone,” they said in unison.
Jack smiled gratefully. “Thank you,” he said. “Now, please put the teeth back.”
“Eh, we’ll just tell them we did it,” Ruffnut said. “That’s what most of them think anyway.”
“Really?” Jack asked, his smile widening. “Thanks. I owe you one.”
Maybe that was unwise to say, because the twins’ got a devilish glint in their eyes, and Jack got a feeling he’d just made a deal with the Devil. But then their attention was dragged over to Jack’s shoulder, and Jack glanced down to see Baby Tooth sitting there, a wary look on her face.
Jack sent the twins a pointed look. “And try not to stare at her too much,” he said. “Because people will think it’s weird, and also, it’s rude. Can you tell Belch to give me my cloak back? I’m freezing.”
Ruffnut laughed. “You’re freezing?” she said.
“Oh, good, we can joke about it,” Jack said with a halfhearted smile. He held out his hand, and Belch dropped the cloak. It was a little wet with drool. Jack wrinkled his nose but put it back on anyway. “Alright,” he then said. “I’ll go to bed now. Jamie might be wondering where I am.”
“Is Jamie a winter spirit too?” Tuffnut asked.
Jack sent him a long look. “Jamie is my brother. That’s all you need to know,” he said.
The twins seemed to understand that Jack wasn’t going to budge on this matter, because they both nodded. Despite Jack’s reassurance, he got the feeling they were a little bit afraid of him. He didn’t like it, but he also guessed it could come in handy.
Jack said his goodbyes to the twins and snuck back down the stairs. Ruffnut and Tuffnut flew away on Barf and Belch, and Jack could only hope that they kept their word.
When Jack came back into the hut a few minutes later, Jamie almost made him jump out of his skin:
“Where were you?” he hissed.
Jack put a hand on his chest. “Jamie,” he breathed. “You’re awake.”
Jamie frowned at him, silently demanding an answer. Jack swallowed.
“I…may or may not have just done something very stupid.”
Hiccup thought it was a little bit strange that the twins suddenly decided to come clean. Stealing teeth wasn’t exactly their style, and he was sure that they had to have some kind of ulterior motive by admitting it. Giving the teeth back didn’t help much, because the teeth were all mixed together so nobody could know which belonged to who, but at least the village wasn’t on the brink of mass panic anymore.
The next few days passed in a breeze. Hiccup got to focus on his usual activities, and after everything that had happened the past days, things felt so normal it was almost weird.
Jack and Jamie seemed to be finding their place in the village, slowly but surely. There were still a few suspicious villagers, but after almost two weeks, they seemed to understand that there was no point in being wary around them. Even Stoick had begun to relax, though Hiccup suspected he would be the last person to trust any outsiders a hundred percent. After what had happened with Heather and Johann – especially the latter – Hiccup couldn’t really blame him.
The next dragon race was approaching rapidly, and Hiccup found himself looking forward to it. It felt like the first time since before the battle against Krogan that the village had done something fun just for the sake of having fun. They’d all been preparing diligently, but Hiccup still thought that his and Toothless’ odds were the highest.
However, this day was reserved for another type of training: close combat. It had been a while since they’d trained together like this as well – Hiccup was pretty sure they hadn’t done it since leaving the Edge – and he was feeling a little rusty. He wouldn’t bet on his chances against Astrid, who trained with her axe almost daily.
And besides, they were just training anyway. Just sparring. It wasn’t a competition.
Hiccup and Toothless were flying towards the arena. He was probably a little late, because he’d dragged out his time flying with Toothless again, but being on schedule had never really been one of his strengths. So he wasn’t surprised when he saw that the others were already inside the arena. He was, however, surprised when he saw a couple more figures than usual.
Toothless flew in through the entrance and landed smoothly.
“Oh, so you decided to show up,” Snotlout immediately drawled, crossing his arms.
“Good morning to you too, Snotlout,” Hiccup said and dismounted Toothless. Snotlout started to argue that it wasn’t morning anymore, but Hiccup ignored him when his eyes fell on Jack and Jamie, who were talking to Ruffnut and Tuffnut. If that wasn’t strange enough by itself, they also seemed to be having a nice, non-threatening conversation.
Jack spotted Hiccup and sent him a cheerful smile.
“What are you doing here?” Hiccup asked as he walked over to them.
Jack shrugged. “Was bored,” he said. “Tuff said you were going to spar, so I figured it would be cool to watch.”
“Watch,” Hiccup repeated, raising a brow. “You know my dad won’t be happy about this?”
“Won’t be happy about what?” Ruffnut said in mock confusion. “I don’t see anyone but us in here. Or what, Tuffnut?”
“Definitely not a Jack in sight,” Tuffnut agreed.
Jack’s eyebrows twitched, like Ruffnut and Tuffnut were being slightly distasteful, but his expression smoothed out the following second. “See?” he said to Hiccup. “As far as your dad knows, we were never here.”
Hiccup huffed a laugh. “If you say so.” He glanced over at Snotlout, who was bragging about something or other to Astrid and Fishlegs. “Sure you don’t want to do more than just watch?” he then asked, looking back at Jack again.
Jamie seemed to like this idea, grinning at Jack, but Jack hesitated.
“Uh, I don’t know,” he said. “I’m a little rusty.”
“So am I,” Hiccup said. Truth was, he was very curious to see what Jack was capable of, which he had been ever since Jack had decked Snotlout in the forge. “We’re just sparring for fun. It’s not a competition or anything.”
“That’s what he says, but just you wait,” Astrid said, coming up to stand beside Hiccup. She sent him a smirk. “I know you’ve been neglecting your training, Hiccup. You’ll regret that.”
Hiccup felt his previous conviction fall out the window; this was officially a competition.
Astrid looked at Jack, and her brows furrowed. “Your hand,” she said. “Did you take the splint off?”
Jack looked down at his hand, and Hiccup realized only then that it wasn’t bandaged anymore. Jack flexed his wrist and then shrugged.
“It didn’t hurt anymore,” he said. “I guess the injury wasn’t so bad after all.”
Astrid stepped forward and carefully took his arm, turning it over. “Doesn’t hurt at all?” she asked, then hummed thoughtfully when Jack shook his head. “Weird. Eir must be looking out for you.”
“Eir?”
“The goddess of healing,” Astrid said, letting go of his arm. “Though I guess after surviving that blizzard, that isn’t very surprising.”
“So who’s gonna go first?” Tuffnut asked then, looking around expectantly. Before anyone got to answer, he raised his hand. “Alright, I’ll go. Who will challenge me?”
“I will,” Snotlout immediately said, wearing a cocky grin.
While Tuffnut and Snotlout readied their weapons – Tuffnut with his new mace and Snotlout with a battle axe – the others sat down to watch. Astrid counted down, and Snotlout started half a second too early, but everyone expected him to do that. And the sparring begun.
It was slightly worrisome to watch, but Hiccup knew Tuffnut and Snotlout never went over the line. Most of the time, anyway. They all knew each other well enough to predict what the other’s next move was going to be, so the chances of anyone seriously hurting anyone were slim.
Jamie’s eyes were wide as he watched Tuffnut and Snotlout go at each other, even if they danced around each other most of the time. He kept making awestruck noises, which probably did nothing to shrink Snotlout’s ego.
Jack sat between Jamie and Hiccup, his brows furrowed as he watched.
“Why is it only two at a time?” he asked. “Can’t you just split up in pairs and spar at the same time?”
“To point out what they can do better,” Hiccup said. “Can’t really see that if I’m busy fighting someone else. Besides, someone has to make sure they don’t accidentally murder each other.”
Jamie sent him a wide-eyed look. “Has that happened?” he asked.
“Not to us, but—” Hiccup started, but Jack sent him a look. “I mean…no. Don’t worry.” He tried to smile reassuringly.
Just then, Tuffnut hit the ground, and Snotlout triumphantly put a foot on his chest with a haughty laugh. Hiccup had been busy talking to Jack and Jamie, so Astrid was the first to tell Snotlout everything he’d done wrong, just to make him stop gloating.
Next was Astrid versus Ruffnut, which was a fight that lasted about ten seconds. Hiccup grinned, and looked over at Jack and Jamie to see their reactions. Jamie looked like he’d just fallen from the sky, and Jack was wearing a stunned grin.
Astrid helped Ruffnut up, then sent Hiccup a meaningful look. Hiccup could already feel the bruises blooming.
Next was Hiccup against Fishlegs, which wasn’t much of a fight because Fishlegs had never liked sparring and let himself be defeated even faster than Ruffnut had. Hiccup dragged a hand down his face.
“What?” Fishlegs asked, already retreating to where he’d been sitting earlier. “You beat me, fair and square.”
Hiccup decided not to argue and sat back down with Jack.
“Tough fight,” Jack said humorously, then looked at Hiccup’s sword. “I’ve never seen a blade like that one. Why is it shaped like that?”
“Oh, you’ll see,” Hiccup said, trying not to look too smug.
Nobody said it, but everyone was waiting to see Hiccup and Astrid spar, so nobody questioned why they waited for them to duel last. The pairs kept rotating, and they all became more and more exhausted for each battle. In the end, Snotlout’s boasting came to a stop when Astrid whacked him on the head with the butt of her axe then sent him sprawling.
“I went easy on you,” Snotlout tried to say, even if he knew nobody would buy it.
Astrid sat down with Hiccup, and they discussed the various ways she could’ve taken down Snotlout faster, but it was mostly just to give Astrid a breather before her last duel with Hiccup. Astrid’s fighting was nearly impeccable; Hiccup didn’t really have anything to add that she didn’t already know.
“That was awesome,” Jamie rejoiced, halfway to his feet in excitement. He stared at all of them, though his attention was mostly on Astrid. It was obvious his admiration for her was growing more and more every day, and Hiccup couldn’t blame him. “The way you just rolled, and then dodged that swing by grabbing his wrist, like, how do you bend someone’s arm like that? You looked like you knew exactly what he was going to do!”
Snotlout rolled his eyes in the background.
“I did,” Astrid said. “Snotlout is pretty predictable.”
“Shut up, Astrid,” Snotlout grumbled.
Jack had been watching them in mostly silence, save for a few laughs and gasps here and there. His fingers were tapping restlessly against his staff, so Hiccup put his hand on top of his to make him aware of it. Jack’s fingers stopped tapping, his eyes snapping to Hiccup’s.
“Sure you don’t want to give it a try?” Hiccup said amusedly. “You seem pretty restless.”
Jack looked at him for a few seconds, and his hand coiled around his staff. “Why?” he asked, raising a brow.
It wasn’t what Hiccup expected him to say. He frowned.
“Uh…because it’s fun?” he tried.
It was a simple enough reason, but Jack tilted his chin up in approval, as if it were a sage choice of words. “Can’t argue with that,” he said. “But you have someone else to fight, I think.”
Hiccup turned to Astrid. They didn’t have to say anything, but Astrid looked at Hiccup like she was going to pulverize him, and Hiccup looked at Astrid like there was no way he was going to let that happen. Astrid got to her feet and held out a hand to Hiccup, helping him up.
After that, there were no friendly gestures.
There was no need for a countdown: Astrid raised her axe and charged Hiccup with her best battle cry, and Hiccup ignited his sword. Even when he jumped out of the way of Astrid’s first strike, he didn’t miss Jamie’s gasp.
“No way!” he hissed, and Hiccup got a glimpse of him and Jack staring at Hiccup’s sword with matching awestruck expressions.
And then his focus was forced back to Astrid, who didn’t wait long to try and strike again. Hiccup met the hilt of her axe with his sword and pushed her away. He dodged a high kick then tried to strike, but Astrid rolled out of the way, and was just as quickly on her feet again, without a scratch.
It continued like this for a little while. They were both tired, but now that they were fighting against each other, Hiccup’s energy was renewed, and it looked like Astrid felt the same. Her eyes were focused, but there was a small smile on her face, breaking the illusion that she was out to kill him.
The battle came to its climax when Astrid managed to kick the legs out from under Hiccup, sending him sprawling to the ground. For a second, Astrid had the upper hand, but Hiccup rolled out of the way just in time. He got up and parried her next blow, his sword sliding up to the axe. He pushed sideways, and the axe went flying out of Astrid’s hand. In the next second, Hiccup’s flaming blade was inches away from Astrid’s throat.
Astrid breathed heavily, and sent Hiccup a grudging smile. “Not bad,” she said.
Hiccup lowered the sword. “Not bad yourself,” he replied, and didn’t try to hide how satisfied he felt.
In the corner of his eye, he saw Tuffnut handing Ruffnut a silver piece.
“Alright,” Hiccup then said, turning to the others. “Now we can split up in pairs. Remember what you were told earlier. Fishlegs, try to make an effort. Snotlout, spend less time thinking about your appearance and you might stand a chance. That goes for you too, Ruffnut.”
“You don’t need to try, Ruffnut, you’re already beautiful,” Fishlegs said. Ruffnut groaned and trudged over to her brother.
Hiccup killed the flames on his sword and retracted it. The others split into pairs again, spreading across the arena, which left only Jack, Jamie and Toothless sitting on the ground. Hiccup and Astrid walked over to them and sat down to rest up for a bit.
“What is that?” Jamie yelled as Hiccup came over, pointing at the hilt of Hiccup’s sword. “It looks like a lightsaber! I mean—uh…” His gaze faltered and he shook his head. “Did you make that yourself?”
Astrid smiled warmly at Jamie, then raised a brow at Hiccup, whose cheeks felt warm.
“Yeah,” he said, holding it out to him. “It’s called Inferno. The hilt contains Monstrous Nightmare saliva and Hideous Zippleback gas. It’s retractable so that it can soak in the saliva inside the hilt, and then…” The blade slid out from the hilt, and Hiccup ignited it again.
Jack jerked back a little before giving a laugh that sounded both impressed and nervous. “That’s incredible,” he said. “But won’t it set fire to, like…everything?”
Hiccup shook his head, retracting the sword. “Only if I intend to set something on fire,” he said. “It has singed my hair a couple of times, though.”
“There’s been a few accidents,” Astrid said. “A few eyebrows lost.”
“Accidents which have all been prevented now,” Hiccup said, flipping the hilt in his hand. “It’s completely harmless. Well, as harmless as a weapon can be.”
“Can I try?” Jamie asked.
Hiccup hesitated and glanced at Jack. Jack just shrugged.
“Yeah, just…hold it like this and—Woah!” He jumped out of the way when the sword almost impaled him. “Try not to, uh, stab anyone.”
Jamie grimaced. “Sorry,” he whispered.
“No worries. Now, hold it away from your face and click this thing.”
Jack subtly inched away from Jamie before Jamie ignited the sword, even if the blade wasn’t even near him. Jamie gave a triumphant laugh, holding the sword as far away from his face as he possibly could. His arms were shaking a little from the strain.
“That’s…so cool,” he gawked. He looked at Hiccup. “Can I learn how to use a sword like this?”
“Um. You can at least learn how to use a sword, I think,” Hiccup said, glancing at Jack again. He tilted his head to the side. “I mean, you do have an older brother who apparently knows how to fight.”
Jack blinked. “Not with a sword,” he said.
“I’m just saying, maybe fighting with sticks is less dangerous than fighting with swords when you’re a beginner,” Hiccup pointed out.
“It’s not a stick,” Jack mumbled, bringing his staff closer.
Jamie retracted Inferno, then turned to Jack. He had a hopeful look in his eyes, but he didn’t say anything. Hiccup held back a laugh; this was textbook puppy dog eyes.
Jack faltered. “I don’t…I don’t even know if I can still fight,” he said.
“Why not?” Jamie asked, but then immediately followed the question with a dejected “Oh…But you don’t know for sure…right?”
Hiccup didn’t know what they were talking about, but it was clear it was a sensitive subject. Jack looked contemplatively down at his staff. He was pouting slightly.
“I don’t—”
“Then try,” Astrid said, making Jack look up at her. There was a challenge in her raised brows.
There were a few seconds of tense silence.
“I’m just saying that when we get back home,” Jamie said, “you wouldn’t want to be out of practice, right? Imagine what Bunny would say.” He smiled his best innocent smile, which Hiccup had by this point noticed only worked when he was actually innocent.
Jack stared at him. A smile began growing on his face. “You sure know which buttons to push, Jamie,” he commented, and Jamie grinned. Jack looked at Astrid, then at Hiccup. He nodded. “Fine,” he then said, getting to his feet. He held out a hand to Hiccup, and his smile was filled with anticipation. “For fun, right?”
Hiccup mirrored his smile and accepted his hand. “For fun,” he agreed.
Jamie gave Inferno back to Hiccup with a thrilled look on his face. Hiccup and Jack walked out onto the arena.
“Sure you don’t want any other weapon than that one?” Hiccup asked, because the last thing he wanted was to accidentally break something that was obviously so dear to Jack as that staff.
Jack flipped the staff in the air, and Hiccup was surprised to see how easy and graceful he made it look. He grabbed the staff in both hands and frowned at Hiccup’s sword. “It’s not a weapon,” he said. “But no, I’m alright.”
Hiccup ignited Inferno and didn’t miss the way Jack set his jaw. Was he nervous?
“Astrid, would you do the honors?” Hiccup asked, without taking his eyes off Jack.
Astrid held up three fingers. “Are you ready?” she said. “Three, two, one – fight!”
Hiccup charged at Jack, but consciously slowed down his approach just a little. He didn’t want to go too hard on him in the beginning – at least until he knew Jack’s skill. Jack’s eyes were still on Hiccup’s sword and they widened a little before he jumped out of the way, swirling around to dodge the blade. Hiccup instantly felt bad, but his guilt was short-lived: Jack’s staff swung in the air so quickly and smoothly, Hiccup didn’t register where it was going before the end had hit him in the ribs.
“Ouch!” he yelped, jumping back.
Jack winced a little too, but it was impossible not to notice the amusement in his expression. He got over it and then it was his turn to charge, but Hiccup easily deflected his blow with his sword, the fiery blade coming scarily close to Jack’s face. Jack gritted his teeth and jumped back again. He looked a little pale.
Was he afraid of fire? Or was he just afraid of swords? Hiccup supposed any reasonable person would be afraid of either of those things. If Jack truly had a problem with it, then he would tell them, right?
“Are you—” Hiccup started, but cut himself off with a surprised yelp when Jack suddenly surged forward and swung at him. Hiccup went to dodge it, but it was a feint, and he barely managed to roll away in time. He felt Jack’s staff swing through the air right above his head.
He rolled onto his feet again and advanced while Jack was still recovering from his attack, managing to hit his shoulder. Jack stumbled in his attempt to jump away, but it was a failed attempt. Hiccup hit him with the flat end, but that didn’t mean it didn’t hurt. Jack groaned and stumbled back. Behind Hiccup, Jamie gave a choked yelp.
Was this a bad idea? Hiccup started to lower his sword.
“Jack, do you want to—”
“No,” Jack said, looking up again. To Hiccup’s surprise, he was smiling, though his expression was still a little tight. He fixed Hiccup with a determined look. “I’m fine. Just a little rusty.”
Hiccup couldn’t pinpoint the exact moment Jack’s demeanor changed, but he got the impression Jack was done warming up. Hiccup raised his sword to deflect Jack’s blow, but Jack whirled around and avoided the blade. Jack’s staff spun through the air, moving from his right hand to his left and back again, and Hiccup barely managed to collect himself to dodge it.
Their pace changed. They exchanged blows faster and whirled around each other, each of them landing a few hits every now and then, but never enough to push the other to the ground. Still, Hiccup found himself holding back – there was just something about Jack that seemed off:
Jack moved in a way Hiccup had never seen anyone move before. He didn’t recognize his fighting style from anywhere, and because of that, Hiccup could almost believe he’d been telling the truth when he said he was self-taught. But that couldn’t be, right? Nobody got so good at fighting on their own, at such a young age. Jack managed to seem both graceful and clumsy at the same time, like he knew exactly what he could do, but he also wasn’t afraid to test out maneuvers that were risky. There was a bounce in his step that made it look like he was playing, but his gaze was focused and dark, his brows furrowed like he was thinking of something unpleasant.
And Hiccup thought he knew why that was. Because despite all of Jack’s nimbleness and skill, there was something odd in the way he moved. It looked almost like he was overcome by a sudden dizziness, which sent him stumbling even without Hiccup advancing on him. Like the ground was moving beneath his feet. Hiccup had seen it before, back when Jack and Jamie had first appeared. He had almost forgotten, because the weird stumbling had since vanished, but now that they were fighting, it seemed to be making a return.
That was what caused the frown on Jack’s face. He was annoyed, for some reason.
Their fight continued for a minute or so before Hiccup managed to land a hit on Jack, which he only did because Jack had lost his balance again. Jack jumped backwards and stumbled like he was surprised the ground was beneath him, before falling on his ass. Hiccup almost laughed, but that would’ve been mean. Jack gave a frustrated growl and quickly pushed himself to his feet again. He went to attack, but had to change it to a block to avoid Inferno hitting him in the chest. Hiccup kept advancing on him, pushing Jack to the other end of the arena. Jack was struggling now; a few more seconds, and Hiccup would win.
Jack’s expression was a tight frown. He gritted his teeth, and suddenly jumped away from Hiccup. Then he did something very weird, but very Jack-like: He jumped on one foot and pulled off his boot.
“Stupid, heavy—” he muttered heatedly to himself, tossing both shoes away. Then he grinned wickedly at Hiccup and ran at him.
Hiccup, who’d been momentarily dumbfounded by Jack’s random impulses, gave a surprised yelp at the other’s newfound gusto. Jack jumped sideways to avoid Inferno, but then jumped back in course just as quickly, and Hiccup stumbled back to avoid getting whacked in the face. He slashed, but Jack avoided the blade by crouching down and disappearing behind Hiccup. Hiccup acted quickly by turning with a sideway kick, but Jack jumped over his foot like it was the easiest thing in the world.
There was no way getting rid of his shoes helped Jack this much. When he’d told Hiccup he thought the shoes were in the way, Hiccup hadn’t realized he meant they were that much of an inconvenience – and yet here he was, and here Hiccup was, losing the upper hand to a Jack that was now grinning triumphantly and laughing.
In the next moments, nobody managed to land a single hit. Hiccup’s instinct took over. He didn’t hold back; he couldn’t hold back. The gasps and comments from their onlookers became distant background noise.
They kept whirling around each other, jabbing, dodging, rolling, slashing, both of them giving their all. Hiccup was surprised that he wasn’t more exhausted. The longer the fight continued, the more he even caught himself grinning and laughing too – which wasn’t entirely unusual, but there was something very different from fighting with the others to fighting with Jack. It wasn’t just because of Jack’s fighting style…it was something else, but Hiccup couldn’t tell what it was.
Hiccup had thought Jack was elegant before this, but that was nothing in comparison to the way he moved now. Hiccup almost wanted to give up, because he felt like he already knew where this fight was going, but at the same time he never wanted it to end. Maybe it was just because Jack’s fighting fascinated him, but he knew it was also because Jack’s frown had turned into a boyish grin, and his groans and growls into laughs and playful battle cries.
Hiccup struck low, and Jack dodged by doing something so completely out of the ordinary, Hiccup almost dropped his blade. In a flurry of movement, Jack jumped off the ground – not away from Hiccup, but towards him. One hand pressed down on Hiccup’s shoulder and Jack pushed off him, bounded through the air like he was flying, then landed on his feet behind him. In the next second, Jack’s staff smacked against Hiccup’s hand, making Inferno clatter to the ground. Hiccup tried whirling around again, but when he did, Jack’s foot collided with his torso, and he went sprawling.
When the world stopped spinning, he looked up at Jack standing above him with the staff pointed at his face like a spear. Hiccup’s breath had already left him, but if he’d still had it, it definitely would’ve been knocked out of him at the sight of Jack’s expression.
He looked…warrior-like, was the first thing Hiccup could think of. But at the same time, not at all, because of the childlike glee playing in his hazel eyes. Jack laughed, his expression relaxing as he lowered his staff. Only then did Hiccup notice how out of breath they both were.
Jack offered Hiccup his hand again. “Happy now?” he asked.
Hiccup was probably smiling like an idiot. He grabbed Jack’s hand and staggered to his feet. “Very,” he replied.
Jack beamed at him. Then he suddenly stumbled forward, like his legs couldn’t hold his weight, and Hiccup caught him in surprise.
“Woah—Uh, sorry,” Jack said breathlessly, leaning on both his staff and Hiccup to remain standing.
“Are you okay?” Hiccup asked, trying to meet Jack’s drooping eyes.
Jack laughed airily and nodded. “Yeah. Think I overexerted myself or something,” he said, sounding exasperated. “My shape isn’t what it used to be.”
Hiccup helped him regain his balance. “You sound like an old man,” he snorted.
Their eyes met then, and Jack’s eyes twinkled with mirth. “I guess I do,” he said. Then his eyes landed on something behind Hiccup, and his smile faltered a little. Hiccup followed his gaze.
The rest of the gang were all watching, with various looks of astonishment on their faces. Jamie was grinning, Astrid looked almost angry in the way she did when she was surprised, and the twins seemed strangely pale. Even Toothless looked taken aback.
Jack cleared his throat and bowed jokingly. “Ta-da. Shows over,” he said with a slightly sheepish laugh.
That set the gang into action. In the next moment, they’d all flocked around Jack with words of bewilderment and questions and compliments. Hiccup was reminded of the time when he’d just been starting to figure out dragons, and for the first time got attention and admiration from the others. That’s why he didn’t feel too bad when he was forgotten in the background while Jack got all the praise.
Jack looked a bit overwhelmed at first, but he was quick to smile again. Hiccup left him to it, retrieved Inferno then walked over to where Jamie was still sitting, still wearing that proud smile on his face. Hiccup sat down beside him with a heavy sigh.
“That was harsh,” he muttered.
Jamie giggled. “You looked like you were having fun, though,” he said.
Hiccup gazed over at the others. Jack was laughing, and as if he noticed Hiccup’s eyes on him, he looked back and met his gaze. He quirked a brow, and his smile turned into something more private – but still somewhat teasing.
Hiccup chuckled. “Yeah. It was fun,” he agreed.
Chapter 13: Toothless is a wingman - no pun intended
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Jamie’s curiosity was absolutely eating him up from the inside.
There was that, and then there was the ever-growing longing for home, and he didn’t know what was worst. It fluctuated between bearable and unbearable every day, depending on if he had some way to distract himself.
At least distractions came in plenty here on Berk. They came in the form of things like working in the forge, looking at and studying dragons, or watching brawls breaking out between the villagers – but most of the time it was just Jack. He barely left Jamie’s side – mostly because Jamie never let him go far before following. And Jack knew that Jamie missed home. They hadn’t talked about it, but Jamie knew that Jack knew, and thus, Jack spent most of his time keeping Jamie busy, through exploration of the island, hammering swords and axes, or whatever shenanigans came to Jack’s mind. Guardian or not, Jack knew how to make Jamie smile.
This day was not an exception.
“One more time,” Jack was saying. He held his staff out in front of him, and Jamie did the same with a stick they’d found in the forest. He flipped the staff with one hand, his fingers easily readjusting their grip as the hook of the staff ended up behind him. Jamie tried to do the same and smacked himself in the face.
Jack winced, but just as soon started to laugh. Jamie glowered at him, but Jack’s laugh was so infectious, it was hard to stay mad for long.
“I can’t do it,” Jamie mumbled, his face red with embarrassment.
Baby Tooth flittered around him, checking his face for injuries. It didn’t make Jamie’s cheeks any cooler.
Jack tried stifling his laugh and shook his head. “That’s not true,” he said. “You just have to practice. You think I learned how to do that in one day?” He raised a brow at Jamie, and Jamie couldn’t stop his lips from quirking up in a smile. Jack winked. “300 years of practice.”
“It won’t take 300 years, will it?” Jamie asked.
Jack laughed again. “Nah, buddy. You’ll get there. Hey, try to hit me.”
Jamie blinked. “What?”
“Hit me,” Jack repeated, a playful smirk on his face. “As hard as you can.”
Jamie met Baby Tooth’s eyes, and she shrugged. He tentatively raised his own staff. Jack didn’t move. Jamie closed his eyes and swung the stick, and only opened his eyes again when the stick connected with something solid.
Jack had dodged the swing – of course he had. Jamie didn’t know why he’d expected anything else.
“Again,” Jack said. “And faster this time.”
“But what if I hit you?” Jamie protested.
Jack raised his brows. “You really think you can hit me?” he asked.
Jamie stared at him.
Oh. He understood what was going on. Jamie was a big brother; he knew how this game worked. Jack was trying to rile him up. But even while being aware of this, there was just something about Jack’s smirk that made Jamie want to hit him. Was this how Sophie felt? Was this how it was to be a younger sibling? …A much younger sibling in Jamie’s case.
Jamie swung the stick again, once more closing his eyes. Jack deflected his blow and snorted.
“You have to look where you’re hitting, Jamie,” he laughed.
He tried again, this time forcing himself to look at Jack. Jack barely moved, like he knew exactly what Jamie was going to do. He had no problem deflecting Jamie’s stick. Alright…if it was that easy…Jamie struck again, and when Jack blocked him, didn’t wait before retrying. Jack’s smirk grew into a grin. He deflected the next blow just as easily but took a step backwards. In Jamie’s head, that was at least a small victory.
He kept swinging the stick at Jack, and Jack kept blocking him, until he suddenly jumped out of the way, and Jamie stumbled forwards.
“No fair!” Jamie said.
Jack shrugged, clearly struggling to hold back his laughter. “Uh-huh? What are you gonna do about it?”
Jamie tried hitting him again, but Jack just dodged him, giggling.
“Come on, Jamie, that was close!”
“Shut up!” Jamie tried to yell, but it came out as a laugh. He tried hitting him again, and Jack blocked him with his staff, absolutely beaming.
“That’s more like it,” he said while dodging Jamie’s strikes. “Aren’t I annoying? Absolutely insufferable?”
“Jack!”
“Utterly unbearable!”
Jamie cracked up, which didn’t make it any easier to hit right. “You’re starting to be,” he said.
Jack gasped. “What? Jamie, how could you—Ah, what the—”
Baby Tooth interrupted him in the form of flying straight into his face. The distraction gave Jamie enough time to hit his shoulder, and Jack yelped.
“Two against one!” he protested, then immediately lost his balance. His arms flailed in the air before he fell right on his butt.
Jamie keeled over laughing. Baby Tooth made a sound that almost sounded like a laugh, spiraling delightedly around Jamie before landing on his shoulder. Jack fixed them both with an exasperated smile, which Jamie easily returned with a smirk of his own.
“No fair?” he asked.
Jack’s eyes twinkled. He pushed himself onto his feet again. It was his turn to attack, but he didn’t use his staff. Instead, he lunged for Jamie and grabbed him around his waist, tickling him. Jamie shrieked, but Jack mercilessly ignored it.
“This isn’t my job to say, but you’re definitely on the naughty list,” he told him.
Jamie cackled, struggling uselessly to push Jack away. “So are you!”
Jack barked a laugh. “You have no idea.”
“Stop! Stop tickling—”
“What’s the magic word?”
“Jack!”
“Aw, that’s flattering, but no – another word.”
Jamie’s knees buckled and they both crashed to the ground. Jamie managed to crack his eyes open, trying to push Jack away by his shoulder, but then his heart leaped into his throat. Jamie didn’t immediately register what it was, but there was something behind Jack – something big, looming over them—
Jack understood that something was wrong in a millisecond, and then he was on his feet, his staff pointed instinctively at…
“Barf and Belch?” Jack croaked.
“What are you two doing out here?”
Jamie sighed, his head falling back onto the ground with his heart still in his throat. He recognized Ruffnut’s voice before he saw either of them.
“Uh, nothing,” Jack said, holding out a hand to Jamie to help him up. “How did you know we were here?”
Ruffnut and Tuffnut jumped down from their dragon, and Baby Tooth made a small, slightly disdainful noise.
“Saw you from the sky, of course,” Ruffnut said, looking awfully smug. “We were wondering why you were fighting that little kid.”
“She thought you had turned,” Tuffnut said.
Ruffnut punched him. “You thought he’d turned!”
Tuffnut grabbed Ruffnut, ready to fight.
“Hey, stop,” Jack interrupted, taking a step forward. The twins froze, giving Jack a wary look, which Jack answered with an exasperated glower. “I’m not—How many times do I have to tell you? I’m not gonna ‘turn’ or become evil, or snap, or—What would I do, anyway? Hit you with my staff?”
The twins exchanged a look, before they let go of each other. They studied Jack.
“Zap us?” Ruffnut offered.
Jamie rolled his eyes.
“Again, no. Why, do you want me to?”
Ruffnut grinned, and Jack shook his head.
“I don’t have my powers,” he reiterated. “Did you come here for another reason, or have I satisfied your worries?”
The twins both hesitated, then looked over to Jamie – or rather, Baby Tooth. Jack raised a brow at them and they both acted completely innocent.
“What? Can’t we just say hi to some friends?” Tuffnut asked, crossing his arms. “We’ve been really busy, lately. Shame you can’t join us up there.” He nodded towards the sky.
Jamie wished he was better at hitting people with sticks already.
“Shame,” Jack agreed flatly. “How’s the preparation for the race going?”
Ruffnut groaned. “Good, but it would’ve been better if Hiccup didn’t insist on taking a few days off,” she said. “Just because Astrid suggested it…It’s not like the last time didn’t end in disaster.”
“The war with the Berserkers,” Tuffnut nodded.
Jack met Jamie’s eyes for a moment, a confused look on his face. He turned back to the twins. “What happened?” he asked. “How does taking a few days off start a war?”
The twins laughed, like that was a stupid question.
“It’s a training drill,” Ruffnut explained. “The first time was on Dragon Island. For some reason, Dagur and the entire Berserker armada was there. They declared war on us for lying to them about killing dragons or whatever.”
“Dagur?” Jack repeated. “Dagur the Deranged?”
Ruff and Tuff looked surprised.
“You know him?” Tuffnut asked.
Jack shook his head. “Hiccup mentioned him,” he said. “He told me his story was dark. Didn’t know it was that dark, though.”
Ruffnut shrugged. “Hopefully we won’t meet another crazy chief in the middle of the woods this time,” she said. “Nobody lives that far north.”
Jack perked up. “North?” he repeated. “How far north?”
Tuffnut scratched his head, and Ruffnut shrugged.
“North enough to freeze to death,” Ruffnut grumbled.
Jack frowned, his eyes going to his staff. Jamie tried reading what he was thinking from his expression, but got nothing. He took a leap.
“Do you think going up north will get your powers back?” he asked, in English, because he still wasn’t sure about the twins. Even if they did know everything at this point, thanks to Jack’s impulsiveness.
Jack was dragged out of his thoughts, his eyes blinking at Jamie. He hesitated, but never got to answer, because just then, a series of fast shadows passed over them.
“What are you muttonheads doing?” Snotlout’s voice sounded from above, and they all looked up to see the whole gang flying overhead – well, almost all of them. Hiccup was missing.
“That would be our cue,” Tuffnut said, like that wasn’t obvious. “We have a race to prepare for.”
“See ya,” Ruffnut purred, before they both jumped onto their respective dragonhead and took to the sky.
Then there was the unmistakable whizzing sound of an approaching Night Fury. Toothless shot over the mountaintop and through the clouds, turning in a loop in the air. They swooped down, just far enough for Jack and Jamie to feel the rush in the air as they passed them.
Jack snorted. “Show-off,” he muttered, following Hiccup with his eyes. Despite his words, his expression was clearly awed.
Hiccup grinned and waved at them, and Toothless growled happily, before the whole gang disappeared into the clouds.
Jamie sighed, looking at the spot they’d gone. “I wanna fly too,” he mumbled.
When Jack didn’t answer, Jamie looked up and found him looking at the clouds as well. His admiring look had turned wistful, but the moment he noticed he was being watched, his smile quickly returned.
“Tell you what,” he said, crouching to get on Jamie’s eyelevel. “When I get my powers back, we’ll go flying again, like last Easter.”
Jamie had almost forgotten about his curiosity, but now it all came rushing back. He returned Jack’s smile, though his grip around his stick tightened. “Can you visit more often then?” he asked.
Jack’s eyes softened and he nodded. “As long as people don’t see a random flying boy in the sky, it should be fine, right?” he said with a grin.
Jamie giggled, but his laugh died when that question reminded him of the fact that Jack was invisible. Or, used to be…Would it be the same when he got his powers back? He looked at Jack and saw that he was studying him, a questioning frown on his face.
“I don’t want you to be invisible,” Jamie blurted.
He regretted saying anything when Jack’s face turned to mild surprise, and then faint sadness, and then to that stupid, soft smile he always got when he tried to hide that sadness. By now he should know that Jamie could see right through it. But the corners of his eyes crinkled too, indicating that there was at least something in Jamie’s words that actually made him genuinely happy.
“I know,” he said, “but I’m fine. I have my believers, don’t I? Thanks to you.” He gently poked Jamie’s chest.
“But my mom doesn’t see you,” Jamie said, like that was Jack’s biggest problem. Maybe it wasn’t, but it was a reoccurring thing that Jack had to move away whenever Joyce was in the room, and…Jamie took a shaky breath. Thinking about his mom wasn’t a good idea. He folded his hands and looked down at them. “She should see you. I don’t wanna pretend you’re not there. It’s wrong.”
Jack gently ruffled Jamie’s hair. “Maybe she’ll see me one day,” he said, “when we get back home.”
“You’re just saying that to make me feel better,” Jamie said.
Jack’s smile faded a little. “Jamie—” he started.
“But I mean it,” Jamie said, looking up at him again. “She’ll see you.”
They held each other’s gaze for a few seconds until Jack nodded. He chuckled.
“Alright,” he said. “I have no reason not to believe in you, after all you’ve accomplished.”
Jamie smiled brightly at that. Then he sat down beside Jack, and Jack followed his lead. Baby Tooth landed on top of Jack’s head, giving them both a curious look.
“What were you thinking about earlier?” Jamie asked.
Jack didn’t need to ask for him to specify. His eyes narrowed as he stared up at the sky.
“I’ve been thinking a lot about what you said during dinner the other day,” he said thoughtfully. “Maybe the Guardians don’t exist yet, but spirits have been around forever. So maybe—”
“The Snow Queen!” Jamie gasped, sitting up straight. “You think she’s real?”
Jack pursed his lips, frowning. “I’m not sure,” he said. “And then the twins say they’re heading north…It has to be fate, right?”
“Are you gonna join them?” Jamie asked. “How? You can’t…” He trailed off, not wanting to rub it in.
Jack hesitated. “Uh…No, but I could ask Hiccup to let me join them,” he said.
“But Hiccup’s father won’t let us ride dragons.”
Jack didn’t answer.
Jamie stared at him.
“You…” he started. He tried going through the days in his head, but he and Jack had been virtually inseparable ever since they got here. With the only exception being when Jamie snuck out in the middle of the night, and then…
Jack smiled guiltily. “It was supposed to be a secret,” he mumbled, scratching his cheek.
Jamie got to his feet. “You rode a dragon?” he exclaimed.
“Shh!” Jack hissed, looking around as if Stoick himself might be lurking behind a tree. Only then did Jamie realize that he’d asked the question in Norse. In fact, a lot of conversations he had with Jack these days were in Norse, and he didn’t even think about it. According to Baby Tooth, it was normal to mix the languages up, due the magical way they’d learned Norse. Not that there had been many humans at all blessed with a gift like that, so the effects were unclear to all of them.
“Who was it?” Jamie whispered, defeating the purpose of whispering by doing it English. He frowned. “Not Barf and Belch?”
Jack laughed. “No,” he said. “Toothless. Hiccup was feeling a little rebellious. Am I bad influence?”
Jamie laughed back. “Was it fun?” he asked. He decided to leave Jack’s question unanswered.
“It was amazing,” Jack confirmed, bouncing a little where he sat. “That dragon is as fast as a storm. And, yeah, I do wish I could still fly, but there was something especially thrilling about flying and knowing that if I fell off, I would…well, fall.” He paused. “So, I had to try.”
Jamie blinked. “What?”
Jack waved his hand. “Hiccup said Toothless would be able to catch me if I fell,” he said. “So, I fell.”
“That’s insane!” Jamie shouted, and Jack leaned his head back with a cackle.
“I know! That’s what Hiccup said too!”
Jamie grinned. But then he remembered what they were talking about. “Wait,” he said. “That still doesn’t mean Hiccup will want to take you with them. It’s a secret, right? If they take you with them, the chief will know.”
“That’s true…” Jack hummed in thought. “I guess it wouldn’t hurt to ask. I mean, we’d get into trouble, but this is important. If she’s real, I have to try to find her, and where else would she be than a place with snow?” His words came out faster at the end, like he was getting excited about this idea. He tapped his fingers against his staff. “If the Snow Queen is out there…she might be able to help us.”
“It’s the only lead we have,” Jamie agreed. “We have to try.”
Jack’s expression changed. He looked at Jamie then slowly started shaking his head. “You can’t come with me,” he said.
Jamie’s heart sank. “What? Yeah, I can!” he protested. “I want to come with you.”
“Jamie, you heard what Ruff and Tuff said.” Jack looked sympathetic but resolute. “This is a training drill. It’s gonna be dangerous.”
“But you don’t know anything about dragons either!” Jamie argued. “It’ll be just as dangerous for you! What if something happens and—and…“
Jack placed his hands on Jamie’s shoulders, making him meet his eyes. Despite Jack’s eyes and hair being brown now, it still reminded Jamie of their conversation on the frozen pond last Easter. The colors were different, but the reassuring gaze was the same.
“Nothing will happen,” he said. “I’ll just…stay close to the others. Look around. Maybe I don’t know anything about dragons, but Hiccup does. He’ll…uh, protect me. Yeah?”
Jamie wasn’t entirely convinced. There was a tightness in his throat, and he didn’t completely trust his own voice. It was dumb, crying because of something like this. He was beginning to realize that he was probably more dependent on having Jack beside him than he’d thought. After all, he was all he had from home.
“You’ll still have Baby Tooth,” Jack said gently.
Jamie shook his head. “She should come with you,” he said, looking up at where Baby Tooth was still perched on Jack’s head. “Right?”
Baby Tooth looked uncertain. She thought about it for a moment, then chirped something. Jack smiled faintly.
“Her job is to protect kids too, you know,” he said.
Jamie sent them both disapproving looks. “You’re on vacation right now,” he said. “And if—if something happens…Baby Tooth can alert the others. Ruff and Tuff, and all the dragons. You need her more than I do.”
Jack looked like he wanted to argue. Baby Tooth tweeted again, and Jack sighed. “Yeah, he does,” he muttered to her. “You’re right, Jamie.”
Jamie wasn’t sure if he wanted to be. He bit the inside of his cheek. Jack’s hand twitched; he was hesitating, like he often did when it came to physical touch. Then he wrapped his arms around Jamie.
“Hey,” he murmured. “It’ll be fine. It’ll only be a few days, and Gobber will look out for you. And if we’re lucky, I’ll find what we’re looking for.”
“And we’ll go home,” Jamie mumbled against Jack’s cloak.
Jack was smiling when he leaned back. “And we’ll go home,” he agreed. Then he frowned. “I only have to convince Hiccup to let me come with them first.”
“Absolutely not.”
Jack’s brows shot up like this answer was surprising to him. “What? Why?” he demanded, following Hiccup towards the arena.
“What do you mean ‘why’?” Hiccup asked back. “There are several reasons. One, you can’t ride a dragon. Two, my dad would kill me, and three, it’s way too dangerous for you! You know nothing about dragons.”
“But you do,” Jack said. “I’ll stick to you—”
“The whole point of the drill is to survive on your own.”
“Survive?” Jack said, horrified. “I’m all for risk-taking and stuff, but why would you put yourself in that much danger willingly?”
Hiccup gesticulated exasperatedly. “The Archipelago can be a dangerous place and we need to be prepared for that,” he said. “And the fact that you’re shocked is just another reason for why you’re not fit to come with us. You can’t just jump into a life-threatening situation if you’re not used to that kind of stuff.”
Jack set his jaw, tilting his head up. “You’ve seen that I can defend myself,” he argued, his voice just a tad colder than before.
“With a stick,” Hiccup said.
“It’s not a stick!”
“A staff, then! It doesn’t matter. Dragons breathe fire, remember?” Hiccup had just wanted to point out that Jack’s staff would turn to ashes in a second, but the question reminded him of something else. He sent Jack a look. “Aren’t you afraid of fire?”
Jack faltered. “Wh…No?” he said, but he wasn’t a great liar. When Hiccup raised a brow, Jack sent him a glower. “Any reasonable person would be.”
“Jack,” Hiccup said, putting a hand on Jack’s arm to stop them as they came to the entrance of the arena. He didn’t often see Jack in a bad mood, and he didn’t want to part ways on such a note. “I’d love for you to come with us, but I don’t want to put you in danger. Even if my dad allowed you to join, it’s just too risky. You need more training.”
Jack’s jaw was clenching and unclenching, like there was something he wanted to say, but he was holding it back. He took a deep breath. “Hiccup,” he said. “I have to come.”
They stared at each other.
“No,” Hiccup said. Jack started to protest, but Hiccup walked into the arena.
The others were there already, getting ready to fly.
“Hey!” Jack said, following Hiccup into the arena. “Hiccup, come on. How dangerous can it be? If I just tag along with you guys—Stop ignoring me!”
Hiccup faltered and turned back. Jack opened and closed his mouth, bringing his other hand up to hold around his staff as well. He looked surprised by his own outburst.
“Jack,” Hiccup sighed. “I’m sorry, but you can’t.”
Astrid and the others were all watching them now. Hiccup shifted uncomfortably, and Jack’s eyes were also flickering around in unease. But then they stopped over Hiccup’s shoulder, and his brows furrowed. “I…guess you’re right,” he said, looking back at Hiccup. “I mean, if you did something like this, you’d get in serious trouble. The son of the chief, I mean…” He trailed off and gave a laugh. “That’s way too risky. Bringing someone like me to a snowy island. A horrible, absolutely chaotic idea.”
Hiccup stared at him. “What?”
Jack shrugged. “You’re no fun,” he said. Then he turned on his heel and stalked out of the arena.
Astrid looked both worried and amused when Hiccup finally turned to them. “What was that about?” she asked.
Hiccup shook his head, walking over to Toothless. “I’m not sure,” he said. “He never explains anything. But it doesn’t matter. Is everyone packed and ready?”
The group muttered their confirmations, not overly enthusiastic about what they were about to do. Hiccup climbed onto Toothless’ back, glancing towards the exit of the arena where Jack had disappeared. There was a heavy feeling in his chest, but he shoved it aside. No point in thinking about that now.
“Hey, chin up,” he said, trying to sound cheerful despite his own bad mood. “We have to make a pitstop before we reach our destination. In a few hours…” He patted Toothless’ head, and Toothless crooned. “…we’ll be back on Dragon’s Edge.”
To say Hiccup was excited was an understatement. He tried not to fly too far ahead of the others, and he also didn’t want to exhaust Toothless – though Toothless seemed to share his excitement – but it became more and more difficult the closer they got to the Edge. Sure, the trip was long, but they’d flown this distance many times before. Hiccup could enjoy the ride, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t anxious to arrive. He’d missed the Edge.
That’s why his voice cracked a little when he finally spotted the silhouette of the Edge against the afternoon sky. “There!”
Astrid laughed. “Come guys, last stretch!” she called. “Last one to the Edge has to fix dinner!”
That got the party going. Toothless growled and Hiccup changed the gear on his tailfin. They shot forward, quickly leaving the others in the dust.
They decided to land in the clubhouse to rest up before heading to their huts to unpack. Once Hiccup set foot on the floorboards, he felt like an eternity had gone by since the last time they were here, even if it wasn’t that long ago. It was weird being here again. He walked to the edge of the floor and looked out across the island and the ocean.
It was as if time had been frozen. Everything looked exactly as they’d left it.
“Strange, huh?” Astrid said, coming to stand beside him.
“Oh yeah,” Hiccup chuckled. “It’s good to be back. Shame it’s only for one day.”
Astrid smiled at him, then yawned and stretched. “I’m starving,” she said. “Who came in last again?”
“Technically it was me,” Jack said.
Both Hiccup and Astrid whirled around. “Jack?” they exclaimed in unison.
Jack beamed at them. “Surprise!” he said. “Hey, this place is awesome. Did you guys really live here—”
“Jack, how are you here?” Hiccup demanded. “What is going on?”
“I’m a special boy,” Jack said, twirling his staff in his hand with an elfish smirk on his face.
Hiccup stared at him. “My dad is going to kill me,” he muttered. “Please don’t tell me Jamie is here too.”
“Oh, no, he’s back on Berk,” Jack said. “He knows I’m here.”
“But how are you here?” Astrid asked. “Seriously?”
Jack frowned. “I’m not a snitch.”
Hiccup gritted his teeth, sending Ruffnut and Tuffnut a pointed look. The twins were listening to their conversation, but they suddenly got really interested in checking on Barf and Belch when Hiccup turned to them. He sighed deeply, rubbing his forehead.
“Jack…what are you—I don’t understand why you have to—”
“Don’t think too hard about it,” Jack said dismissively. “Just pretend I’m not even here.”
His pointed gaze lingered a Hiccup a second too long, before he turned and looked at the others, who at this point had also noticed his presence. Snotlout’s mouth fell open.
“What in Thor’s name are you doing here?”
“Aren’t you getting tired of asking that question?” Jack shot back.
Fishlegs looked perplexed. “Did nobody see him?”
“Ruff, Tuff, you had something to do with this, didn’t you?” Snotlout barked.
The twins hesitated, before they both feigned surprise.
“Woah, Jack? How are you here?” Ruffnut asked dramatically. “What a confounding turn of events!”
“Truly mystifying!” Tuffnut agreed. “He must’ve flown here by himself!”
Hiccup groaned. The twins were definitely going to drive him nuts one day, and the fact that they were getting along so well with Jack terrified him. He had a feeling this was only the beginning.
Jack sent the twins a smile, before turning back to Hiccup and Astrid. Seeing him in such a good, self-satisfied mood both loosened the knot in Hiccup’s stomach and annoyed him at the same time. Then Jack’s stomach rumbled, and his smile faltered a little.
“Alright,” Hiccup said. “Ruff, Tuff, you came in last, so—”
“Jack came in last,” Ruffnut argued. “Didn’t you hear him?”
Jack shrugged. “It’s true,” he said. “I was on Barf and Belch’s back.”
Hiccup wanted to argue that that didn’t matter, but he knew there was probably no point. Everyone else made themselves look really busy. He held back a sigh and turned to Astrid and Jack.
“Alright,” he said, sending Jack an exasperated look. “Consider this your first training session. Do you know how to use a bow?”
Taking Jack hunting was a bad idea, but Hiccup refused to let him out of his sight. Apparently, Astrid felt the same, because she was glowering at Jack like he’d just slapped her. And it wasn’t because he was bad with a bow.
“Seriously, what kind of life have you been living if the only weapon you learned to fight with was a stick?” Hiccup asked when another arrow disappeared into the woods, completely missing their target: a considerably thick tree trunk that was very hard to miss.
“It’s not a weapon, and it’s not a stick,” Jack said, lowering the bow with a sheepish expression.
“Give me that,” Astrid said, grabbing the bow from him.
Hiccup sent her a look, but knew he’d just have to wait for her temper to sink again. When Jack had refused to give her a proper explanation for why he’d made the twins smuggle him with them, she went almost entirely back to square one; until Jack made any sense, he was officially untrustworthy again.
Her feelings weren’t irrational; Hiccup wondered too. It wasn’t that he didn’t trust Jack – even if he had good reason to mistrust him, he just couldn’t make himself consider that this strange boy was anything but good-natured – but his curiosity was like Monstrous Nightmare gel on his skin, threatening to burst into flame at any moment.
“What, you’ve never hunted your own food?” Hiccup asked.
“Uh…I don’t think so,” Jack said slowly. “At least I can’t remember it. I mean, I’ve herded sheep, but…”
Astrid snorted. “Convenient how much you can or can’t remember,” she commented.
“Sure is,” Jack replied easily, but his nonchalance seemed forced. Either he was annoyed, or he found Astrid frightening. Maybe a mix of both.
Astrid rolled her eyes and silence settled between them. Hiccup held back a sigh as they ventured deeper into the forest. Astrid’s attention gradually moved away from Jack as she focused on finding their dinner, but Jack’s mind was definitely somewhere far away from here. Hiccup tried listening for the sound of wildlife too – wildlife that preferably weren’t dragons – but it was hard. He couldn’t shift his attention as easily as Astrid could; he was still trying to figure out what kind of motives Jack could possibly have by coming here.
Sabotaging them? He felt bad for considering that possibility so quickly, which said something about how little Jack felt like a threat. He was almost completely convinced Jack was harmless, but it was just so nonsensical of him to defy Hiccup in order to come here, despite being aware of the consequences. He’d said it was important too. What could be so important on an island he’d never even been before?
Unless he had been there before…but that was impossible. Nobody lived there. There was nothing but snow and wild dragons.
Jack caught Hiccup’s eyes, and Hiccup realized he’d been staring. For a moment, Jack’s expression was blank. Then his brows knitted, and he averted his eyes.
“I, uh…” he started. “I’m sorry if you get into trouble because of this.”
Hiccup tried for a smile. “I think I won’t be the only one,” he said. “You should worry about yourself.”
Jack shrugged. “I get into trouble all the time,” he said.
“That’s not a good thing,” Astrid mumbled.
“I know that,” Jack said. “But I have to be here. I have to find out…I have to find a way home.”
“And you think you’ll find that here?” Astrid asked. “Sure. That makes sense.”
“Astrid…” Hiccup murmured, but Astrid ignored him, in favor of glowering at Jack.
“You’re aware how badly this incriminates you?” she asked.
Jack’s jaw clenched, but he nodded. “It doesn’t matter,” he said. “You can distrust me all you want. Keep an eye on me. Whatever you need to do to make yourself feel safe. But staying on Berk doesn’t help me the least. If I travel around…maybe something will make me remember. Because I don’t know what else to do.”
“And you just expect us to believe that?” Astrid demanded.
“No,” Jack said. “And as annoying as that is, your wariness has probably done you good before, but…” He hesitated, then shrugged helplessly. “If my word holds any value, I promise I’d never put you or anyone on Berk in danger. I just wanna go home.”
The tension was palpable. Astrid stared daggers at Jack, and Jack refused to look away – and Hiccup almost didn’t dare look away from them, slightly afraid Astrid would suddenly return to her fifteen year old self’s violent habits of getting her way, but then he noticed something behind Jack: a rustling in the bushes.
“There,” he breathed.
Astrid understood immediately. Without a sound, she aimed an arrow at the bush.
Jack turned around just as the animal emerged from the leaves, revealing a furry face with long, pointy ears. Hiccup wasn’t sure if the rabbit was aware of their presence, but it definitely became aware when Jack suddenly tackled Astrid with a panicked, “No!”
The arrow went to Thor knows where, and the rabbit bolted in fear. Astrid gave a furious growl.
“What’s wrong with you?” she exploded at Jack. “I had it!”
Jack seemed as surprised by his own actions as Hiccup was. His mouth opened and closed like a fish. “U-uh—I was just—” he stammered, quickly backing away when Astrid went up in his face. They were about the same height, but right now, Astrid seemed a lot taller.
“Do you want us to starve tonight, huh? Is that your plan?” Astrid shouted, too angry to consider the holes in that hypothetical scheme.
“No!” Jack protested, holding his hands up in surrender. “I just—It was just a little bunny – you can’t shoot that?”
Astrid shook her head incredulously. “We need to eat, Jackson!”
Jack’s eyebrows twitched, but he didn’t try to correct her. He pressed his lips together. “Not the…I mean—Because, uh…bunnies…” His accent was a lot more pronounced now that he was struggling with his words – and having Astrid stare at him like she wanted to shoot him instead probably wasn’t helping. “…Bunnies are sacred where I’m from,” he finished in a small voice.
Hiccup and Astrid stared at him.
“What?” Hiccup said. “You never told us that.”
Jack’s stressed expression turned into annoyance for a moment, his brows furrowing, but his gaze wasn’t directed at either of them. It was fixed on some point behind Hiccup, but when Hiccup turned to look, there was nothing there. When he turned back, Jack looked sheepish again.
“It never came up,” he said. “How about we just try to catch some fish instead?”
It was hard to see in the darkness, but his cheeks were definitely red.
Astrid scoffed. She shouldered her bow and trampled back the way they’d come without saying anything. At least she seemed to respect Jack’s wishes not to hunt rabbits, but Hiccup predicted it would take her a while to forgive him for pushing her.
Jack seemed to think the same, because his face fell a little as he looked after her. Reluctantly, he glanced at Hiccup. “Sorry…again,” he mumbled. “I swear I don’t mean to cause trouble. Not lately, anyway.”
Maybe it would be wise to be a little sterner with him, but Hiccup found it very hard when Jack looked so dejected. So he sent him a soft smile and shook his head.
“Try not to push people over,” he advised. “That usually makes them appreciate you.”
Jack scoffed quietly but returned his smile. “Didn’t realize the bar was so low,” he murmured.
There was a small pause. Hiccup gestured for them to start walking.
“I was in the mood for fish anyway,” he said. “Rabbit meat is not my favorite.”
Jack shuddered. “Let’s not talk about that,” he said.
Hiccup decided not to ask.
The night was dark by the time they finally gathered in the clubhouse to eat their dinner. Jack’s eyes were wide with wonder as he looked at all the structures of the Edge, which made Hiccup’s chest swell with pride. He tried to not let it show too much.
Astrid was still miffed, but not as furious as earlier. The twins still pretended they were surprised Jack was here, and nobody bothered to try to tell them that their efforts were in vain. Fishlegs was at least very happy to see Jack, and the two of them struck up a conversation once they got to the clubhouse. Snotlout…Well. His respect for Jack had grown a little bit since that sparring session, but his pride was still wounded.
Jack being there was definitely not planned – maybe except by the twins, and of course, Jack himself – but it didn’t take too long before they got over their surprise and things seemed almost normal. When they’d finished eating, nobody moved from the table, despite how they needed to get enough sleep before the long day tomorrow. Being back on the Edge just felt so good, Hiccup didn’t want to go to sleep just yet.
Some of the dragons were lounged around the room – Meatlug and Barf and Belch – while Stormfly and Hookfang were out flying. Last Hiccup checked, Toothless was lying by his feet and snoring ever so softly, but when he looked down to check on him, he’d disappeared. He found him sitting by the edge of the clubhouse, looking up at the sky were Hookfang was flying past the moon. And beside him, even if he’d just been sitting between the twins, was Jack.
Jack was crouching, leaning his weight on his staff. Hiccup couldn’t hear over the others’ chatting, but he saw Jack’s jaw moving, like he was talking to Toothless. Toothless’ head was tilting from side to side, like he was listening closely to whatever Jack was saying.
A part of Hiccup didn’t want to interrupt. A bigger part of him was curious. And even bigger was the part of him that simply missed Toothless and Jack’s company, even though they’d just been talking together. He definitely wasn’t going to give Jack the satisfaction of admitting that he was excited about him being here with them, but there was no point in lying to himself about it. He stood and walked over to them.
Jack wasn’t speaking Norse. Which was weird, because while Toothless was intelligent, he only understood some level of Norse, and at this point probably nothing of Jack’s native tongue – though, Night Furies were mysterious creatures, so who knew, really? It always seemed like Toothless consistently understood Hiccup, but maybe he was just good at reading human emotion. As Hiccup watched the absorption in Toothless’ expression while Jack talked, the latter seemed more and more plausible.
“You seem to be getting along swimmingly,” Hiccup said, softly as to not startle them.
Somehow, Jack was startled anyway, because his eyes snapped up to Hiccup like he’d forgotten they weren’t alone. But his eyes quickly softened, cheerfulness pouring back into his expression.
“Toothless and I have a lot in common,” he replied as Hiccup sat down.
Hiccup frowned. “Toothless is a dragon,” he said.
“What? You’re joking.”
Hiccup rolled his eyes and elbowed him, earning a laugh from Jack. “How so?”
Jack hesitated. He looked back at Toothless, and carefully let his fingers brush over his scales. Toothless made a soft sound, looking at Jack like he was reading his thoughts. “I mean…Toothless is the only Night Fury, right?” he asked.
Hiccup’s smile faded. “Uh, yeah…as far as we know,” he said.
Jack didn’t need to explain how he related to that. Maybe Hiccup didn’t know the details, but he knew Jack had been lonely before. Despite his own curiosity, this wasn’t the place and time, so he didn’t ask.
“But still, he’s not alone,” Jack continued.
“Far from,” Hiccup said with a chuckle.
Jack was smiling when he turned back to him. “It’s good that he has you,” he said. “I mean, it’s good that you have each other.”
Hiccup didn’t know where all of this was coming from, but Jack seemed earnest. He pretended he didn’t notice the bags under Jack’s eyes, nor the heaviness hidden in otherwise cheerful nature. Nodding slowly, he met Toothless’ eyes. They were calm and watchful, and he looked from Hiccup and down to Jack’s hand, which was resting on his knee with the palm up like he was holding something.
Hiccup frowned, meeting Jack’s eyes again. “Something on your mind?”
“A whole bunch,” Jack admitted. He didn’t elaborate. It could be because he didn’t want to, but it was probably because they were interrupted:
Stormfly suddenly dove towards them, with the intention of landing inside the clubhouse. Hiccup was used to this, ducking out of the way out of pure habit. Toothless jumped away too. Jack was obviously not used to it, and Hiccup had to grab his arm and pull him out of the way last second.
Jack gave a yelp as he fell against Hiccup, just as Stormfly soared over them. His staff slipped out of his grip and over the edge.
In retrospect, Hiccup had to congratulate himself on his fast thinking. He hadn’t known Jack for long, but he still instantly knew that if the staff went over the edge, Jack would follow. In the moment, however, Hiccup cursed and grabbed onto Jack as he flung himself way too far over the edge.
“Jack!” Hiccup shouted, in a mix between panic and exasperation.
“I got it!” Jack informed, in a mix between panic and delight.
“Gods, you’re…” He didn’t bother to finish the sentence and hauled Jack back onto the floorboards.
“Are you okay?” came Fishlegs. Hiccup turned to see that they were all watching with stunned expressions.
Right. Hiccup was the only one who knew the extent of Jack’s illogical thinking.
Jack gave them a thumbs up, then laughed as Stormfly came to check on him as well. “I’m okay,” he told her.
Hiccup shared a look with Toothless, who somehow managed to look as exasperated as Hiccup was. Astrid’s brows were knitted tightly together, though she seemed more confused than angry at this point. Hiccup couldn’t blame her.
“I think it’s bedtime,” she announced, getting to her feet. “Anyone else feel like diving to their deaths?” She waited then smiled. It was a slightly vexed smile, but Hiccup was happy to see it nevertheless. “Hiccup, look after him, please.”
“I’m not a kid,” Jack said with mock annoyance.
“You’re the youngest here,” Astrid retorted.
Jack opened his mouth but closed it again. For some reason, this was very funny to the twins, who snorted and shared a knowing look, like this was some inside joke. Which it probably was, considering it was the twins.
“I guess it’s your job anyway,” Jack mumbled, sending Hiccup a smirk. “An order which you can now still carry out because I so kindly decided to come with you. Well, halfway – Jamie isn’t here.”
“Hah,” Hiccup said. “You’re funny.”
The others must’ve been discussing going to bed already, because when Astrid climbed onto Stormfly and headed for her old hut, the others were quick to file out as well. Fishlegs buzzed away on Meatlug and the twins said goodnight to Jack before flying off on Barf and Belch. Snotlout had some trouble calling for Hookfang but eventually got his attention by insulting him. Jack had a good laugh from the way Hookfang finally decided to carry Snotlout away.
Jack dried his eyes when his laughter finally faded. The bags under his eyes were nearly invisible when he was grinning like that. He turned back to Hiccup, his eyes still a little watery. One of his brows quirked upwards, and Hiccup became conscious of his own staring. And also, that he was smiling like an idiot, if only because Jack’s laughter was infectious like always.
He averted his eyes and cleared his throat awkwardly. “He’s—uh…That happens a lot,” he said.
Jack snorted. “Somehow, I’m not surprised,” he said. He tilted his head to the side, attempting to meet Hiccup’s eyes. “Aren’t you going to bed too?”
“I’m babysitting you, aren’t I?”
Jack rolled his eyes. “Right.”
“How about you?” Hiccup asked. “I have no idea how you managed to get here without being seen, but I can’t imagine it was relaxing.”
“It’s been a while since I felt this stiff, yeah,” Jack agreed. “I hid between Ruff and Tuff’s baggage, so I asked them to stay in the back. This”—he held up his cloak—“works very well as camouflage. The staff was harder to hide, but I managed.”
Hiccup didn’t want to be impressed, but he was. “So you sat like that for twelve hours?” he asked. “Without being prepared for how long the flight was? I would’ve gone mad, I think.”
“Oh, I’m good at waiting,” Jack said with a slightly dismayed expression. He looked up at the moon. “I mean, even I have my limits, but twelve hours is nothing.”
“Another mysterious answer,” Hiccup commented.
Jack looked back at him. There was a moment, just a fraction of second, where his cheerfulness seemed to falter. Like he wanted to argue, or maybe even like he wanted to explain. But then he smiled again, letting the mystery remain a mystery.
Still, the bags under his eyes seemed darker.
“At least I got to fly again,” he mumbled, before sending Toothless a grin. “Though I gotta say I prefer the Night Fury over the Hideous Zippleback.”
Toothless grinned right back, with his teeth retracted as usual, like he knew exactly what Jack had just said. Hiccup had no doubt that he did.
Hiccup smiled. “There’s always tomorrow.”
Jack looked hopeful, but there was a cheeky glint in his eyes. “You’re not gonna leave me here while you guys head to the training drill?” he asked.
“Maybe I should,” Hiccup retorted.
Jack’s smile was lopsided. It often was, and most often it was filled with mischievous mirth. Right now, it was still definitely amused, but it was softer, calmer. A little like the smile he’d sent Hiccup after he’d defeated him in their sparring match. Hiccup couldn’t put his finger on exactly what made it different, but the difference was there.
The moment was broken when Jack’s brows furrowed, like he’d just realized something.
“Uh, about what you asked earlier,” he said. “If I was going to bed. Thing is, I…don’t really have a bed, do I?”
Oh. Hiccup hadn’t even considered that.
Jack scratched his head. “Astrid probably won’t appreciate my company right now either,” he mumbled. “She’s pretty pissed.”
“She’s not…Well, for a moment she was, maybe,” Hiccup admitted “But that’s alright. In this gang, we get on each other’s nerves all the time.”
“But I’m not exactly a part of your gang, am I?”
Hiccup hesitated. “Uh…yeah, you are—” He stopped when Jack raised a brow at him. Hiccup gestured vaguely. “Why not? You’ve been with us for almost a month now.”
Jack didn’t answer. He was clenching and unclenching his hand around his staff, like he was nervous. His silence made Hiccup wonder just how long Jack had been alone. Because if it was one thing Hiccup was familiar with, it was the feeling that he didn’t belong, and looking at Jack was almost like seeing a mirror image of himself back then.
“I’ll just sleep on Toothless,” Hiccup said, earning a grunt from the aforementioned. “You can have my bed.”
“Sleep on Toothless?” Jack laughed.
“Oh, he’s used to it,” Hiccup said, waving his hand.
Toothless huffed and got to his feet. He padded around the two of them and nudged his head against Hiccup’s shoulder, before nodding towards the sky with a low growl. Hiccup raised a brow at him.
“Haven’t you flown enough today?”
Toothless gave a disgruntled rumble, and Hiccup huffed a laugh.
“I guess not,” he said. He got to his feet and held his hand out to Jack. “If you’re not too tired, how’d you like a tour of Outpost Island?”
“I’ve been sleep deprived for literal ages; a little sleepiness won’t ever stop me,” Jack replied confidently, taking Hiccup’s hand and letting himself get hoisted to his feet. His mood had brightened in a matter of seconds. Good to know.
They put out the torches in the clubhouse, then climbed onto Toothless. Hiccup caught Jack sending his shoes a disgruntled look, but he didn’t take them off this time. He settled down behind Hiccup, and was careful not to hit him in the face with his staff again as he put his arms around his waist.
Jack probably didn’t even notice, but of course Hiccup couldn’t help thinking about how intimate this was. Once upon a time, back when he’d been crushing on Astrid, having her seated behind him like Jack was now had filled his stomach with butterflies. He’d be lying if he said there weren’t any butterflies this time too. Slightly different butterflies, but butterflies, nonetheless.
Since it was late, Hiccup tried not dragging the time out too much; who knew how long they had until the sun rose? But he swore he could literally feel Jack’s joy radiating off him as soon as they took to the skies, and it seemed to affect both Hiccup and Toothless. Hiccup had trouble forcing them down to the ground under normal circumstances. With Jack in the picture, it was near impossible.
They flew across the island, and Hiccup pointed to certain places every now and then, telling Jack about the things they’d done while they lived here. He explained how they’d designed the buildings, and what kind of dragons they’d encountered, and how the snowy mountain was actually a volcano that almost destroyed the Edge one time. Then over the mountain top. Jack shifted, and for a moment, Hiccup was afraid he was going to jump off again. But he just slipped slightly sideways, grabbing onto Hiccup’s arm to stretch down. Hiccup understood what he was trying to do, and nudged Toothless to fly lower. They sailed just over the top, and Jack managed to scoop up a handful of snow.
He didn’t say anything, but he stared at the snow as it melted in his hand with a peculiar expression.
“Do you have snow where you’re from?” Hiccup asked.
Jack huffed. “Yeah,” he murmured. “You could say that.”
Figures. Jack looked at the snow with such a wistful expression, Hiccup could only image how much he missed home.
“There’ll be lots of it tomorrow,” he tried. “If that makes you feel better?”
The snow was mostly just water now, and Jack sighed, letting his hand fall. But there was a soft, though weary, smile on his face. “That does make me feel better,” he said. He peered at Hiccup. “You don’t look too thrilled about it, though.”
Hiccup shrugged. “We get enough winter on Berk,” he said. “Don’t particularly feel like chasing after it, but a training drill isn’t supposed to be comfortable.”
“Uh-huh. I take it you don’t like snow, then.”
“I don’t know…I guess it’s alright sometimes. Snoggletog wouldn’t be the same without it.”
Jack gave a laugh. “Snoggletog? What’s that?”
“You don’t know about Snoggletog?” Hiccup turned around to send him a grave look. “Don’t tell Astrid. She’s crazy about that holiday.”
Jack blinked. “Holiday?” he repeated. “What do you do?”
“Lots of things,” Hiccup said, looking ahead again. “We build a tree out of planks and decorate it with colorful shields. And then we give each other gifts. Astrid tried to make yaknog a tradition, but it didn’t really…stick.” He paused. “Also, the dragons lay eggs around that time, so after they started living with us, that has also become tradition.”
Jack gave a loud laugh then, which startled Hiccup a little.
“What?” he asked, laughter finding its way into his voice too.
It took a couple of seconds before Jack stopped giggling. “No, it’s just…We have a similar holiday,” he said. “Though eggs are reserved for a different one.”
Hiccup didn’t really understand how that earned such a reaction from Jack, but he just snorted and turned ahead again. “How do you celebrate, then?”
“Oh, you know…Gifts, fancy trees, annoying songs about some guy biting your nose—”
“What?”
“—and lots of food and colors and a guy coming down your, uh…chimney.” Jack’s voice got very quiet at the end, like all the energy suddenly drained out of him. He sighed again, bumping his head against Hiccup’s back. It made Hiccup forget all about the worrisome information about some guy coming down people’s chimneys. “My friend North could’ve told you all about it,” Jack mumbled.
Hiccup’s heart sank. “…You miss home?” he asked.
Jack didn’t answer. He was quiet for several seconds, and the next sound that came out of him was a shudder, followed by a quiet, annoyed groan. “It’s cold,” he murmured.
The joyous atmosphere from earlier was gone. Jack’s mood tended to waver a little, but this time, Hiccup didn’t think it would brighten again. Maybe it was time to go to sleep.
“Let’s head back, Toothless,” he said.
And then, they flew in silence. It took a couple of minutes, but Jack eventually lifted his head from Hiccup’s back, and loosened his hold around his waist. Creating distance, Hiccup noticed. He didn’t comment on it.
They landed on the platform surrounding Hiccup’s hut. Hiccup was glad to see that nothing had changed. It seemed the Edge had been completely untouched ever since they left. His bed stood in the exact same spot, a little dusted over, but otherwise exactly the same.
“It’s nice here,” Jack commented. “You built all of this yourself?”
“I had help,” Hiccup said. “The six of us. And the dragons, of course.”
Toothless padded over to his own bed, heating the metal slab up like he usually did, which was a little problematic for Hiccup, who wasn’t heat resistant. He guessed he’d just have to wait a bit first. It was cold – colder than when they’d left the Edge a few weeks ago – but lying on glowing hot metal was a little over the top.
Jack was standing stiffly. His lower lip was quivering, but he didn’t put his arms around himself like any other person would do when freezing. Hiccup was cold too, but he’d brought his best blanket. It was thick, furry, and…and the only blanket.
Clearly, this realization must’ve shown on his face, because Jack raised a brow at him.
“Did you bring your own stuff?” Hiccup asked.
Jack looked up at his staff. “I brought all my stuff,” he admitted.
Hiccup pressed his lips together. “Okay…” he said. “Uh, well. You should take this, then.” He pulled the blanket out of his bag, holding it out to Jack.
Realization dawned on Jack’s face too. “Oh. No, you take it,” he said with an easy smile. “I’m fine.”
“Your teeth are clattering.”
“No, they’re not.”
“Uh, they clearly are.”
“I’m not cold.”
“Jack.” Hiccup gestured at his shivering form. “You’re a horrible liar.”
Jack looked uncomfortable. “You’re cold too,” he argued.
“Well, I’m used to the cold,” Hiccup said.
“So am—” Jack started, but stopped himself. He shook his head. “It’s your blanket. I decided to come here even after you said no, so—Hey!”
Hiccup threw the blanket at him, and Jack had fast enough reflexes to catch it. Hiccup did not have fast enough reflexes to catch it when Jack threw it back at him. The blanket draped itself heavily over his head.
“Jack…” he grumbled.
Jack laughed, the sound slightly muffled. Hiccup was glad his mood was improving, but the laugh didn’t help his cause. He pulled the blanket off himself.
“Take the blanket, Jack,” he said, unable to keep himself from smiling.
“You can’t force me,” Jack contended.
There was a tense pause. Then Hiccup attempted to drape the blanket over Jack, but Jack just jumped out of the way, laughing harder. Toothless briefly looked up, huffed, then closed his eyes again. Hiccup tried again. Jack dodged him just like he’d done while they were sparring, and kept backing away, making Hiccup chase after him like an idiot. It felt extremely silly, but though Hiccup’s face was burning with embarrassment, he couldn’t help but laugh too.
“Would you stop?” he finally pleaded.
“Absolutely no—Wah!”
Jack did stop, but only because he tripped over a stool. He almost managed to catch himself by simply sitting down on it, but he had too much momentum, and the stool toppled over. Once Hiccup saw that he was okay, he smiled triumphantly and dropped the blanket on him. Jack’s form shook with silent laughter underneath it.
“You’re the most stubborn person I’ve ever met,” Hiccup told him. “Sure you’re not from Berk?”
Jack pulled the blanket off and sat up. “Pretty sure,” he said. He didn’t get up immediately, and just smiled at Hiccup. His cheeks were flushed; if he’d been cold before, he definitely wasn’t anymore.
This was a much better look for him. Not the “falling on the floor”-part, but the “smiling like he could barely contain his laughter”-part. Especially when that smile was there because of Hiccup.
Hiccup offered him a hand and helped him up. He almost thought their playfight was over, but then Jack pressed the blanket against his chest. Hiccup sent him an exasperated look.
“I’m not gonna steal your blanket,” Jack said, in a way that made it very clear he wasn’t going to budge.
“You’re not stealing it, I’m giving it to you,” Hiccup said. “It’s called hospitality.”
Jack narrowed his eyes. “Fine,” he said, and Hiccup thought he’d won, but then: “We’ll share.”
Hiccup couldn’t say he hadn’t considered that option, but he’d been too shy to propose it. Jack had told him before he didn’t mind being close to others, but it was a little hard to believe when Jack would jump and flinch if Hiccup even put a hand on his shoulder.
“Are you sure you’re okay with that?” Hiccup asked slowly.
Jack shrugged. “Jamie likes to sleep next to me sometimes,” he said. “And Astrid’s benches are even narrower than that bed.” He paused, then sent Hiccup a crooked smile. “Are you okay with that?”
What was up with that smile?
“Of course,” Hiccup said, only hesitating a little too long. “I mean…sure. Makes sense.” He nodded.
Jack nodded back. “Alright,” he said, then walked past him, completely nonchalant. He kicked off his shoes, and Hiccup didn’t even bother telling him that he usually slept with his shoes on to keep warm.
He wasn’t sure if he imagined it or if it really was awkward. Hiccup sealed the entrance then headed back to bed, where Jack was sitting, twirling his staff in his hand. When Hiccup came over, Jack tried leaning the staff against the bed, but it almost fell over. Jack pursed his lips, then put it on the ground with dismay.
Hiccup couldn’t help himself.
“What is that staff?” he asked.
Jack sent him half a look, but quickly turned his eyes back to the staff. “I already told you I don’t know what kind of wood it is,” he said, but it sounded more like a question than an answer, like he already knew that wasn’t what Hiccup meant.
Hiccup sat down on the bed and started draping the blanket over himself. If he kept the conversation going, maybe it wouldn’t be so awkward.
“Yes, but…why is it so important?” he tried again. “I mean, I know you don’t like it when people call it ‘useless’ or ‘just a stick’…” He frowned. “Or even a weapon, even if you do use it as such, if you have to.”
Jack had a thoughtful look on his face. At least he didn’t look offended by Hiccup’s questions.
“If I have to,” he repeated, slowly shifting to lay down as well. “It’s…It has a long history.”
A long history behind a staff that looked like it could break any moment? Hiccup found it hard to believe, even if he’d seen how surprisingly sturdy it was. The way Jack talked about it made it seem like it was a precious sword, or a family heirloom.
Hiccup lay down and draped the blanket over the both of them, trying to seem casual about it. It was easy until he met Jack’s eyes. A sheepish smile forced itself onto his face, and Jack chuckled quietly. So it wasn’t just Hiccup; Jack found this at least a little awkward too. Or maybe Hiccup was making it awkward. Why was he such an awkward person?
“What kind of history?” Hiccup prompted.
Jack’s eyes shifted for a moment. “It saved, uh…s-someone I cared about.”
The stutter didn’t pass by unnoticed. It didn’t sound like Jack was nervous. More like whoever that someone was, Jack wasn’t sure how to refer to them. But thinking about it obviously made him sad, so Hiccup decided he didn’t want to pry. There was just one thing…
“Cared?” he repeated. Again with the past tense.
Jack nodded. “She’s gone now,” he said, his brows furrowing, almost like he was confused. “But I saved her, back then. It was a long time ago, but the staff is all I have left of her.” His voice got so quiet it was almost a whisper by the end of his sentence.
Hiccup swallowed. How many people had Jack lost?
“I’m sorry,” Hiccup said, and tentatively put a hand over Jack’s, since it was already so close.
Jack’s hand twitched slightly at the touch, but Hiccup had expected it. He was starting to realize that Jack usually only reacted like that when he was lost in thought. But he didn’t move his hand away, and a faint smile appeared on his lips as his eyes shifted to where he’d see their hands if they hadn’t been covered by the blanket.
“It’s okay,” he said, and though his voice was heavy, he sounded genuine. “Life isn’t fair and sometimes you just gotta make the most of it. Everything I’ve done has led me where I am right now, and…” He seemed to struggle with his words, then let out a slightly shaky breath. “…good things come out of even the direst moments, I guess.”
Hiccup studied him. His expressive brows, and the dark circles under his eyes. Now that they were close, he could see faint freckles on his cheeks, and even hints of wrinkles around his eyes. Crow’s feet, but also worry lines. Jack smiled a lot – that much was obvious – but it was clear there was a lot more hiding under that cheerfulness. Hiccup had been aware of that for a while now. He just didn’t know how to approach it. He didn’t even know if there was any way he could help, especially when Jack kept being so secretive.
But Jack was an orphan. Maybe his dad was alive somewhere, but he’d never known him, and his mother had passed…which left Jack in charge of Jamie. Maybe it wasn’t so weird that he had worry lines at such a young age. And now it seemed like their mom wasn’t the only person they’d lost.
If everything Jack had told him was true, the fact that he’d do something as reckless as coming with them on this trip was less surprising. After almost a month, one would start to get desperate.
“Do you think your friends are looking for you and Jamie?” Hiccup asked. “Maybe they’ll find you, instead of the other way around?”
Jack’s jaw clenched nervously. “Maybe,” he murmured, but didn’t sound at all convinced. He closed his eyes and his words came out hastier. “Either—either way, I have to find a way, and fast…I…I have to get him home. I have to—” He stopped talking when Hiccup squeezed his hand.
Hiccup hadn’t really meant to squeeze it. He’d just done it automatically.
Jack opened his eyes and stared blankly, like he hadn’t noticed how frantic he’d been beginning to sound. He inhaled and exhaled shakily, closing his eyes again. He was quiet for a few seconds, but his jaw kept clenching, like he wanted to say something more. Nothing made it out.
He lay still for so long, Hiccup almost thought he’d fallen asleep when he murmured:
“I’m scared I messed up for good this time.”
Jack didn’t open his eyes, and Hiccup thought he could guess why when he saw the way Jack’s lips were pressed tightly together. Hiccup held back a sigh. He decided to take a risk by scooting forward and wrapping an arm around Jack, squeezing him in a way he hoped was reassuring. Jack let out a surprised breath. It was almost soundless, but loud enough in the silent hut.
Was this too much? Hiccup was about to apologize and pull away again, but then Jack relaxed, exhaling.
“We’ll find a way,” Hiccup murmured. “I promise. For now, just try to get some rest.”
Maybe the words were empty. Hiccup knew they had no clues whatsoever on how to get Jack and Jamie home. But it didn’t matter…They’d faced impossible challenges before, and they’d conquered them all. They could conquer this.
Hiccup had thought Jack was shivering because he was overwhelmed, but he realized it was probably because he was cold. So when Jack shifted a bit closer, and his hair tickled Hiccup’s jaw, none of them said anything. And if Jack noticed Hiccup’s nervous heartbeat, he didn’t mention that either.
Notes:
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Chapter 14: Jack spends a large portion of the chapter unconscious
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Jamie had had a long day.
It started with Jack and Baby Tooth saying goodbye early in the morning. Jamie understood why he couldn’t come with them – both for his own safety and because Hiccup would definitely refuse to let Jamie tag along – but that didn’t mean he didn’t feel bitter and nervous about being left behind.
Jack knew that. He’d been visibly upset, even though he’d tried to act optimistic. Not only did he feel bad because Jamie was unhappy, he was also worried about leaving him alone in the first place, especially since Baby Tooth was joining Jack on this little quest instead of watching over Jamie. But he promised they wouldn’t be long, and that Jamie would be just fine on his own – as long as he didn’t take any more night walks in the woods.
And Jamie put on a brave face too, because Jack had a mission ahead of him that needed all his focus. Jamie had been the center of his attention long enough. So he’d hugged Jack goodbye and let Baby Tooth gently press her cheek against his forehead, before they both hurried out of the hut to catch up with Hiccup and the others before they left.
And then Jamie was alone.
Gobber had asked him where Jack was when he got to the forge, and Jamie had replied stiffly that he didn’t know. He got the feeling Gobber knew he was lying, but he didn’t press the subject. Instead, he’d offered Jamie a piece of his breakfast – bread as hard as rocks and some dry meat – which Jamie had learned to accept gratefully, because there was no such thing as gourmet on Berk.
He got to work, and the day slowly went by. Gobber took care of the customers, and Jamie even got to watch him fix some Deadly Nadder’s tooth. He also studied some of Hiccup’s old designs, but it was hard to understand since he couldn’t read runes. Baby Tooth’s magic didn’t cover written language, apparently.
As the day went on, Gobber got too busy to pay Jamie any attention, and Jamie got too tired to do any proper work. Instead, he found a nearly empty table, some coal and a piece of parchment, and started doodling.
While the day sagged on painfully slow, dinner somehow still approached at an alarming speed. Without Jack or Astrid or any of the others, Jamie didn’t know if he had the guts to go in there. Any other time, he’d just stick with Jack and his friends, and if the other kids came by, he could just pretend to be in deep conversation with Jack.
Jack, of course, saw right through Jamie and knew exactly what he was doing, but he always entertained him anyway. If the same had happened with Jamie’s mom, she would’ve forced him to go play with the other kids, so he was really grateful that Jack didn’t. But now…
“Stupid,” he mumbled to himself, absently sketching the outline of the Easter Bunny. “We defeat the Nightmare King but this is too scary? Though I guess Vikings were supposedly pretty terrifying. But not these Vikings. Or…” He scratched his cheek. The wounds from his fall were almost completely faded now. He shook his head. “No. Dinner versus Pitch? No contest. Right, Baby…”
He looked up, only to remember that his nearly ever-present company was no longer present. His heart sank.
“Right,” he mumbled, looking back down at the drawing. “I’m talking to myself.”
“You do that a lot.”
Jamie broke the coal piece in half. He whipped around to find Brant standing beside him, and when their eyes met, Brant took a surprised step back.
“Sorry,” he quickly said. “Didn’t mean to scare you.”
Jamie’s heart was pounding – he hadn’t noticed he’d spoken in Norse – but he forced his expression into a neutral one. “You didn’t. I mean, it’s alright,” he said. He rolled one half of the coal piece idly back and forth on the table. “What’s…up?”
“I thought I saw Jack flying on the back of Ruffnut and Tuffnut’s dragon this morning,” he said. “I’m not sure, but who else could it have been? It didn’t look very safe, so I figured you weren’t with him.”
Jamie wasn’t sure if he should act surprised or not. He decided he wasn’t a good liar anyway and dropped the act. “Oh…Yeah. Jack wanted to go with Hiccup and the others. I guess…” A smile tugged at his lips. “…Hiccup refused, so he had to sneak along?”
Brant snorted, his brows knitted together. “Why?”
“Uh…dunno. Dragons?”
“Okay…” Brant squinted at him. “That’s definitely suspicious. You’re not a very good liar.”
Jamie wanted to say that he already knew that, but he kept his mouth shut.
“But whatever,” Brant continued. “I don’t really understand you guys, but you seem okay. I won’t, um…try to make you talk again.” He fidgeted with the hem of his tunic, a slight frown on his face.
“…Thanks,” Jamie said after a moment.
“So will you stop avoiding us already?”
Oh no. Jamie averted his eyes. “I’m not…avoiding you,” he tried.
“Uh-huh,” Brant said. He studied Jamie for a few seconds before he sighed. “Uh…Undis and Hildur can be pretty…intense.”
Jamie didn’t confirm nor deny. At least not out loud.
“Also, I guess we’ve all been kinda…” Brant continued slowly, like it pained him. “…difficult?”
“Are you trying to apologize?” Jamie asked.
Brant shrugged. “Have been for a while. But you were always conveniently busy with Jack. I had to take this chance while I had it.”
Jamie chewed the inside of his cheek. “He’s not gonna be gone for long,” he said.
“Is that, like, a threat or something?” Brant asked with a slightly amused smile. “He doesn’t need to protect you from us.” There was laughter in his voice, but when Jamie’s cheeks got warm, he seemed to regret it. He faltered. “I mean…Look. Hildur is scary. She thinks she’s this super mysterious, all-knowing trickster or whatever, but she’s not out to get you.”
“She?” Jamie said.
Brant blinked. “…Yeah?” he said. “Hildur is a girl. Didn’t you know?”
Jamie didn’t answer. He started sketching again just have something to do with his hands. It didn’t help; the air just felt more awkward.
Brant came closer to the table after a few very long seconds.
“What’s that? A rabbit?”
Jamie wanted to slap himself. Was this supposed to be classified or something? Maybe not…Hiccup had mentioned something about Jack’s friend Sandy at one point, so obviously Jack had talked about the other Guardians to him. What he’d said exactly, Jamie didn’t know. Probably not that one of his friends was a six-foot-tall talking rabbit with an affinity for colorful eggs.
“Um…yeah.”
“Why is it so big?”
“I don’t know. I was surprised too.”
Brant smiled uncertainly. “Surprised?”
Jamie looked up for help, but then realized again that Baby Tooth wasn’t there. He glanced briefly at Brant and then stared down at the drawing as the gears in his head turned to come up with some sensible story. Preferably one that wasn’t entirely a lie, since he apparently was so inept at that.
“I mean…he’s the biggest bunny I ever saw,” he mumbled vaguely.
“He—You’ve seen it in real life?” Brant asked. “That’s a real rabbit?”
Jamie had to smile at that. “Yeah, he’s real.”
“Do you have many rabbits like that where you come from?”
“He’s the only one, as far as I know.”
“Wow…You don’t have dragons, but you have giant rabbits,” Brant muttered, before pointing to another doodle. “What’s that?”
“My dog, Abby,” Jamie replied with a small laugh.
Brant frowned. “Weird dog,” he commented. “And who’s that?”
“Santa—uh…North. Jack’s friend. That’s a reindeer. And that’s…” He hesitated. It was a doodle of Jack, but it showed him hovering in the air, shooting ice out of his staff. “…Jokul Frosti.”
“That’s Jokul Frosti?” Brant asked. “Isn’t that Jack?”
Jamie smiled nervously. “What?”
“That’s Jack staff, isn’t it?”
“Oh…It’s similar, I guess.”
Brant seemed to be weighing his words. “Jamie…“ he started. “Jack wasn’t the one who told you about Jokul Frosti, was he?”
Jamie put down the coal piece and turned fully to Brant. “If you’re going to suggest Jack came up with the story, you can spare yourself the trouble,” he told him. “That’s not true.”
“But it even looks like Jack,” Brant argued.
“Yeah, well…” Jamie gestured vaguely. “It doesn’t matter. I know what I’ve seen, and I’ve seen Jokul Frosti.”
“Maybe Jack dressed up.”
“Dressing up won’t give you magic powers, Brant.” Jamie crossed his arms. “Jack isn’t Jokul—I mean…” He shook his head, and Brant raised a brow. Jamie wasn’t sure how much he should tell him, but he also didn’t want to lie. Jack was Jokul Frosti, but not in the way Brant suspected. “Listen,” he said, looking intently into Brant’s eyes. “You haven’t seen what I’ve seen, and I don’t have any way to prove it, but magic is real, Brant. That’s why Jack went with the others. He’s trying to find the Snow Queen.”
Maybe that was too much. Brant looked at him like he’d just revealed he was from the future.
“We never should’ve told you about that,” he said.
Jamie held back a groan. “Brant, I’m telling you!” he insisted, his voice rising in pitch. “I don’t know if the Snow Queen is real, but if you’d seen what I’ve seen, you’d know it’s not as impossible as it sounds!”
“What you’ve seen?” Brant repeated warily. “You know, a whole bunch of people still think you’re crazy, so you might’ve seen a lot of things that—”
Jamie ran a hand over his face. “I’m not hallucinating,” he said. “I’m not crazy. Neither is Jack.”
“Even if the Snow Queen was real, why would Jack want to find her?” Brant asked.
“Because she might—” Jamie started, but cut himself off. He hesitated. “There’s—there’s some weird stuff going on, right? I mean, how did we get here? Maybe it really was a—a curse or something. Maybe she knows something about it. We did appear in a blizzard after all.”
Brant looked at him for a long time. He was doubtful, but the fact that he was even letting Jamie speak about this was at least a small step forward. Also, there was a kind of curiousness in his eyes that hadn’t been there before, like he was letting himself consider that maybe Jamie wasn’t as crazy as people would have him believe. At least that’s what Jamie hoped.
“What about Pitch?”
Jamie’s heart skipped a beat. “What?” he said, his voice breaking a little.
“You said something about Pitch,” he said. “Dinner versus Pitch, no contest. What’s a Pitch?”
It took a few seconds before Jamie found his voice again, and he laughed in relief. “Oh, right,” he muttered. Brant had overheard him, of course. Pitch wasn’t a known legend on Berk. Hopefully, he didn’t even exist yet. “Uh…no one, really. Just a bad dream.”
Brant was giving him a long look again, and Jamie was afraid he was going to press the subject. Not that Pitch deserved any pity, but Jamie didn’t want to be forced to lie and say that he wasn’t real. Pitch – whatever had happened to him after Easter – was very real, and as a principle, Jamie didn’t want to deny that.
Instead, Brant came up with an almost equally scary question:
“Do you wanna sit with me during dinner today?”
Jamie guessed his poker face wasn’t doing him any favors, because Brant smiled apologetically.
“Like I said, Hildur isn’t as scary as she seems. Neither is Undis,” he said. “They’re just brash and really, uh…curious. But really, you’re cool, Jamie. I can try to, um…rein them in for you.”
Jamie didn’t know what to say to that.
“And Undis hopes you’re not angry because we—I mean, because of the boar-incident.” Brant scratched his cheek.
“Angry?” Jamie repeated with a frown. Was he angry? He thought about it for a few seconds before shaking his head. “A little exasperated, maybe, but…”
Brant looked amused again. “You’re not angry about that, but you’re angry when I try to tell you the Snow Queen isn’t real?”
Jamie scoffed. “What happened in the woods sucked, but it was an accident,” he said. “But you won’t believe me when I’m telling the truth, and that’s annoying. I’ve seen things. I mean it! Like, he made it snow in my room!”
“Maybe you were asleep,” Brant suggested.
“No!” Jamie protested. “Brant. I am not lying. I’m not seeing things, I’m not crazy. You have to believe me!”
Brant pressed his lips together. He glanced out of the workshop, where people were heading for dinner. “Say…you are telling the truth,” he said slowly. “What exactly have you seen?”
Jamie felt a smile spread on his lips. He grabbed Brant’s arm and tugged him along. “I’ll sit with you at dinner,” he said, “and I’ll tell you all about it.”
If Hiccup thought Jack was quick to fall asleep, he was sorely mistaken.
Hiccup’s heart was beating fiercely in comparison to his otherwise calm attitude. Judging by how easily he’d decided to put his arm around Jack, Jack almost thought it was second nature to him. But Jack’s arms were pinned between his own chest and Hiccup’s, and he could feel Hiccup’s heart pound against them. Hiccup was more nervous about this than he let on.
Which, in turn, made Jack nervous. It was stupid, because Jack was the one who’d suggested sharing the bed in the first place. Hiccup had seemed shy about it, which almost made Jack take the suggestion back, but here they were.
Still, that wasn’t the only reason Jack was unable to relax right now. It had been almost a month since he became visible again, and though people touching him still sometimes surprised him – a few weeks couldn’t erase 300 years that easily after all – he’d grown relatively used to it. This shouldn’t be any different, because like he’d said to Hiccup earlier, he did sometimes share his bed with Jamie. Just like this.
Well…almost like this. Jack always held Jamie, whenever Jamie needed that extra comfort. Jack was used to care for him, but he guessed he wasn’t used to being cared for by someone else? He had been cared for by North and Bunny when he was sick, but that was North and Bunny, and neither of them had offered to do something like this. Jack probably would’ve frozen them both if they tried.
He wanted to shake his head to rid himself of that image, but he didn’t dare move a muscle. He forced his breathing to even out, like he was asleep. Hiccup’s heart was still beating fast, but not as fast as before. Minutes went by, and gradually, the beat became slow and steady, and Hiccup’s breathing became soft and almost soundless.
Jack opened his eyes. It didn’t do much: The room was almost pitch black – he’d never be able to use that phrase the same way again, would he? – aside from a few moonbeams shining through the entry. All Jack could see was the faint picture of Hiccup’s Adam’s apple.
Close. Too close. Which was Jack’s own fault – he’d scooted closer. Why had he done that?
He’d been cold.
No, it wasn’t that. Alright, he had been cold, even if he liked to deny it, but if he was to be completely honest with himself, that wasn’t the only reason.
Hiccup had put his arm around Jack. It had surprised him, both because he didn’t expect such a gesture from Hiccup, and because of his usual amazement over the fact that Hiccup wasn’t passing through him.
In the midst of his dark thoughts, that gesture had stopped his mind from spiraling – it made it seem a little less like the world was ending around him – and suddenly he understood a lot better why Jamie sometimes asked if he could sleep beside Jack. It didn’t solve any problems, but it still relieved the pain a little bit, to just…be close to another person. In all his 300 years as Jack Frost, Jack had never truly come to terms with the fact that he was invisible. He was always lonely. Always looking for answers, because he was too afraid to wonder if he would be a ghost forever. All that time, he thought he knew exactly what the thing he yearned for felt like. Even if he didn’t remember anything from his past life, one didn’t just forget the feeling of hugging someone.
So why did this feel so different?
And what did it feel like, exactly?
First off, he wasn’t cold anymore. The blanket was as warm as it looked, and Hiccup radiated heat as well. It was different with Jamie, because Jamie was so small. Now, Jack was the smaller one, and he felt almost too warm.
There was the faint sensation of Hiccup’s breath against Jack’s hair. It was barely there, but Jack noticed it anyway, like his senses were sharpened. Maybe since he couldn’t see very well in the dark, he had to rely on his other senses. Which was why he also was keenly aware of the weight of Hiccup’s arm around him, his heartbeat and…Jack guessed he’d never really had the occasion to notice before, but Hiccup had a distinct smell too. Right now, he smelled like leather and faintly like fish – Jack didn’t doubt he also smelled like fish, thanks to their dinner – as well as a smell that reminded Jack of the forge. And he smelled like dragons. Maybe even Toothless in particular, but Jack couldn’t be sure. He just knew that dragons had a distinct smell, different from any other animal he’d ever encountered.
Hiccup twitched slightly in his sleep, his breathing catching for a moment. Jack wondered if he was dreaming, and if so, what he was dreaming about. Hopefully something good.
He was afraid too move, but his curiosity got the best of him. As carefully as he could, he tilted his head back, just enough to see Hiccup’s face. Again, it was hard to see much, but the dim moonlight was just enough.
Hiccup’s head rested on his left arm, squishing his cheek. His freckles and moles were hard to see in the dark, but Jack knew they were there. The scar on his chin too. Hiccup’s brows were furrowed, even in his sleep, and they seemed bushier up close. His lips were parted slightly, yet he only breathed through his nose. Jack hadn’t given it much thought before, but Hiccup’s nose was really…round. A little on the bigger side. Jack wondered if that was something Hiccup was self-conscious about. He shouldn’t be; it was a good nose.
Hiccup’s brows furrowed again, and Jack remembered that if Hiccup woke up right now, Jack would be a hundred percent visible, and staring at people was generally frowned upon. Visibility did have its downsides.
Carefully, he lowered his head again, back to the way he’d been lying before. He allowed himself to shift a little, just so he could lean his head into the crook of Hiccup’s neck. It felt almost unlawful, but it was hard to think about consequences in the dead of night. The feeling was just so unfamiliar, and Jack had never prided himself on being able to resist temptations.
Besides, maybe it wasn’t so bad…Hiccup had put his arm around him in the first place. Jack might be an unparalleled case of touch-starved, but that didn’t mean Hiccup didn’t also like the intimacy.
It was close. Too close, but not close enough. A good kind of too close. Unfamiliar, warm…safe. A kind of close that Jack realized he’d probably never had the chance to know.
He also realized he was smiling. Despite everything, being Jackson Overland again wasn’t all bad.
It started to rain, and the sound finally lulled Jack to sleep. Despite how much he felt he’d calmed down thanks to Hiccup, his unconscious mind was apparently not ready to let go of that evening’s reminiscing.
The ice was biting cold against his bare feet. His skates lay beside him, removed in hopes that he might be able to balance his weight – hope thinner than the ice creating spiderwebs beneath him. There was a sort of thumping, like the air itself was pulsating, each beat bringing him closer to the end Jack already knew was coming.
But he kept calm, his eyes trained on his sister with a gentle smile, like there was still a chance for him too this time. And even if it wasn’t, he could still save her, once again.
He knew the scene. She calls his name. She’s scared. But she’s going to be alright. They play hopscotch, like they do every day.
But something was different this time. Jack noticed even before his hand went to grab the unassuming staff waiting for him on the ice. His fingers grazed the ice, searching for something that wasn’t there.
He looked down. The staff was gone. He looked up again.
Jamie was standing in Emily’s place, like he’d been there the entire time. He shared Emily’s desperate look, but there was something else there too.
Accusation.
“You have to use your powers, Jack,” he said, his voice thin and wavering. “It’s gonna break if you don’t freeze it.”
Jack felt as if he’d already fallen through the ice, cold spreading through his body, seeping into his flesh and bones like a thousand knives. The pounding got louder.
“My staff is gone,” he managed to reply, but his voice was weak. “I don’t have my powers. I can’t freeze it. But—but we’re gonna be fine. We’re—”
The ice made a rumbling sound as the spiderwebs grew. The sound was deafening.
“You have to try!” Jamie insisted. “We’ll die, Jack!”
Jack shook his head. “No—no,” he stammered. He carefully stepped forward and extended his arm. “I’m not Jack Frost anymore. Just reach for my hand.”
Jamie – or was it Emily now? – tried moving forward. The ice groaned and rumbled. It sounded more like a nightmarish monster than fractures in the ice. Emily gasped, her eyes darting between the cracks and Jack. Her hand was trembling.
Just a little bit further. Their hands were almost touching. He’d switch their positions again. It wouldn’t end well for him, but that was fine. He could no longer tell whether it was Jamie or Emily staring back at him, but it didn’t matter: He’d save them. He had to.
But without his staff, he was too late. The ice couldn’t hold their weight. The last thing he saw were those brown eyes, staring at him like they still didn’t understand what was happening, like Jack would still find a way to save them.
The ice tremored, and the cold and dark enveloped them both.
Jack opened his mouth to yell, but water flowed into his lungs. It was too dark to see. He tried to flail blindly through the dark, but he couldn’t move. The water held him in place like chains. All he could hear were those drums, reverberating through his bones.
And then, a voice.
“Jack! It’s okay! It’s okay, it’s—”
Jack gasped. His eyes shot open and he stopped struggling, coming face to face with a very distressed Hiccup. Then he realized why his dream-self had been paralyzed: Hiccup was pinning him to the bed.
“What—what are you doing?” Jack demanded, snappier than he’d intended.
Hiccup quickly let go, like Jack had burned him.
“You were thrashing around,” he explained weakly, holding his hands up like he was surrendering. “I tried to wake you, but—”
He was cut off when thunder boomed outside the hut. Jack jumped up into a sitting position as if to protect himself, but only succeeded in knocking his head painfully against Hiccup’s. They both groaned.
The thunder continued for several seconds, and Jack realized why the ice cracking in his dream had been so loud. And the thumping…He brought a hand to his chest. A shudder went through his body. Right…It was beating. It had been for a month now, and still it felt unfamiliar. At least right now, with the memory of his death clear in his mind.
He looked down at the floor. His staff was where he’d left it. Then his eyes drifted over to Toothless, who was looking at him curiously. Baby Tooth sat on his head, and she chirped softly when Jack met her eyes, wondering if he was okay.
Hiccup was rubbing his forehead when Jack turned back to him, but his eyes were still on Jack, looking like he wanted to ask the same question.
If he looked as shaken as he felt, their concern didn’t come as a surprise. Shame stirred in his chest, redirecting blood back to his face.
“Sorry,” he said, bringing a hand up to his own forehead.
“It’s okay,” Hiccup said. “Nightmare?”
Jack nodded. He shuddered again and realized the blanket was missing. Hiccup seemed to read his expression, because he reached over the edge of the bed, picking the blanket off the floor. He gave it to Jack. This time, Jack took it without complaint.
“I didn’t know this about myself, but I’m, apparently, a blanket hoarder,” Hiccup said, slightly apologetic. “Guess there’s always new things to learn about yourself.”
A quiet laugh made it out of Jack. His voice was hoarse with sleep. He didn’t sound like himself.
Hiccup smiled. “Sorry.”
It was hard to tell in the dark, but he seemed slightly embarrassed. For what, Jack wasn’t sure. It wasn’t Hiccup who’d been flailing around in his sleep.
“It’s okay,” Jack mumbled. He pulled the blanket tighter around himself as another shudder went through his body. At least his heart had started to calm down, but his breath was still shaky. “Sorry to wake you.”
“Thunderstorm woke me first,” Hiccup said. He glanced at the entrance, which was shuddering from the force of the wind, and let out a weary sigh. “Something tells me we’re not going to take to the sky for a while. At least until the lightning stops…and hopefully the wind won’t be as strong…”
Jack thought about Emily and Jamie in his dream. How they’d been interchanging seamlessly. What did that mean? Jack already had a theory, but he didn’t like to think about it…It would’ve been unfair to both Jamie and Emily. Emily, who could never be replaced, no matter how much Jack loved Jamie. And Jamie, who was his own person, who’d done unbelievable things for Jack and the Guardians – and all the children of the world, for that matter – and was so much more than just a lookalike of Jack’s sister.
But they really did look alike, didn’t they? Like when Jack had seen Jamie in his new Berkian outfit for the first time…It felt as if he was seeing her again. But Jamie wasn’t Emily. He knew that.
At least he hoped he knew that.
A hand placed itself on Jack’s arm. The touch was gentle, but it pulled Jack out of his thoughts. He looked up to see Hiccup’s green eyes on him again. He raised his brows as if he was waiting for an answer.
Jack blinked. “What?”
“Um…I asked if you were really okay,” Hiccup said.
Jack had been tuning Hiccup out. Not on purpose, but he wasn’t used to being held accountable for spacing out.
“Was just thinking about something,” Jack mumbled with an apologetic smile. “But yeah. I’m alright. What will you do while you wait for the storm to pass?”
Hiccup didn’t look like he believed him, but he answered Jack’s question anyway.
“I don’t know. Probably lounge in the club house or something,” he said. “I think it’s still pretty early, if you need some more sleep.”
“I’m good,” Jack muttered. “I don’t mind if you do, though.”
Hiccup pursed his lips. “Maybe…” he said quietly, but he sounded distant, like his mind was elsewhere. His hands were folded, fidgeting slightly.
“Are you okay?” Jack asked. “I didn’t hit you in my sleep, did I?”
Hiccup gave a small laugh. “No, but it was a close call,” he said. Then he got quiet again, his smile fading. “Can I ask what you dreamed about?”
Jack’s heart immediately sped up again. “Drowning,” he replied, trying to sound nonchalant. “It’s nothing to worry about, though. I dream about it a lot.”
Maybe not exactly like this dream had unfolded, but at least it wasn’t a lie.
Hiccup looked like there was no way he wouldn’t worry about it. His concern was heartwarming, but Jack couldn’t appreciate it. It only made him self-conscious. In this way, a part of him missed being invisible; at least his feelings had always been a private matter back then. He’d only just begun feeling comfortable showing vulnerability around the Guardians, but it was different opening up to someone as human as Hiccup.
“You act like you’ve never had a nightmare before,” Jack said.
“It’s not that,” Hiccup said hesitantly. “You just—You talk in your sleep.”
It took a moment before Jack realized how that might be a problem for him. He steeled himself not to turn to Baby Tooth and kept his eyes on Hiccup.
“In…Norse?”
Hiccup nodded.
They looked at each other for a few seconds. Hiccup’s silence was more terrifying than Jack expected it to be. He thought about the twins’ theory that Jack would “turn” one day – whatever that meant – and how the Snow Queen was a legend that people feared, and all the superstition on Berk. Jack hadn’t realized how much this scared him, but now his throat was closing up. If Hiccup found out what Jack was – or what he used to be…
“What did I say?” he managed, trying to sound casual.
Hiccup opened his mouth, then closed it again and cleared his throat. “It was…a little hard to make sense of, but…” He looked down at the floor – at Jack’s staff. “You said your staff was gone, and…”
Jack’s mouth felt dry.
“…something about ice,” Hiccup continued, scratching his chin, like he was nervous. “You mentioned Jamie, and then…Emily. I think it was Emily, at least?” He glanced uncertainly at Jack.
Jack realized he was holding his breath only when he let it out in a relieved, soundless sigh. He nodded. “Emily,” he repeated. It felt weird saying her name to Hiccup, but a good weird. It made her seem a little closer. “Makes sense.”
“Is Emily…” Hiccup started.
“My sister,” Jack finished.
Hiccup looked confused, like he didn’t expect that answer. “Oh,” he said. “Is—I mean, is she the one you talked about last night?”
Jack nodded.
“Your sister,” Hiccup repeated, and his frown softened. “I thought she was your girlfriend or something.”
Jack gave a surprised laugh. “What? You thought I had a girlfriend?”
Hiccup sent Jack a weird look, but his lips quirked up in a smile. “Well, yeah,” he said, slightly sheepish again. “You’re a—uh…” He gestured vaguely. “A…fun guy. I’m sure you’ve had loads of girls fawning over you.”
Jack did glance at Baby Tooth this time, but she was very busy studying Toothless’ scales. Contrary to her sisters, she’d been a little less open about her affections for Jack the past months. Maybe after actually spending some time with Jack she realized there was more to him than just his teeth.
He chuckled. “Um…maybe. But a girlfriend? Come on.”
Hiccup raised his brows. “How is that weird?” he asked.
Jack was about to give him an answer, but then realized he didn’t have one. Truth was, before he was Jack Frost, all his time and attention had been reserved for his family. There weren’t many kids his age in the village, and he wasn’t particularly close to those who were. Aside from all the little ones following him around, he hadn’t really had friends, much less a girlfriend.
And then he’d been Jack Frost, and…well, that was self-explanatory.
“Just is,” was the best answer he could come up with. He sent Hiccup a lopsided smile. “So, no. Emily is…” He hesitated. “I mean…she was my sister.”
Hiccup nodded, his expression gentle. “I’m surprised Jamie never mentioned her,” he said, and Jack almost swore, realizing his mistake too late. Thankfully, Hiccup didn’t say it like he was suspicious of Jack. “How old was she? Uh, if you’re okay with talking about it. We don’t have to.”
“It was before Jamie was born,” Jack said, trying to do the math. If this had been true, and Jamie was eleven, then Jack would’ve been…six when he lost his sister? This was getting way too far removed from the truth – why didn’t he think before he spoke? He cleared his throat. “He never knew her. It’s, uh…complicated.”
Hiccup nodded again. “How was she?” he asked.
Somehow, Hiccup accepted his half-assed explanation. Jack supposed he’d gotten used to them.
“Emily…She was a lot of things,” Jack started slowly, looking out into the air as he wrung his mind for the memories he had reclaimed. “Very energetic. Positive, happy…a little reckless maybe, but I was never a good influence on that part.”
Hiccup hummed. “Can’t imagine why,” he said.
Jack smiled at him before returning to his thoughts. “She was very curious about everything. Asked a lot of questions, which I usually tried to answer, even if I didn’t actually know the answer.” His smile widened. “And she always believed me, even the most bizarre stories. Well, some of them took a little more convincing, but…”
“What kind of stories?” Hiccup asked.
Jack shrugged. “Legends, fairytales, or just something completely out of the blue,” he said. “One time I told her I was friends with the wind.” He frowned, looking down at his hands. “Thing is…I feel like she believed me because the stories I told never really felt like stories. There was truth to them, you know?”
Hiccup looked doubtful. “Even the being friends with the wind-part?” he asked.
“Especially that part,” Jack said, amused. He smirked at Hiccup. “Am I being weird again?”
“A little,” Hiccup admitted with a shrug. “But that’s alright. I like hearing you talk.”
Jack squinted at him.
Hiccup’s lips parted.
“I mean…It’s interesting,” he explained hastily. “Your—How your mind works. Your musings and all. It’s, uh…cool.”
“Cool?”
Hiccup pressed his lips together and nodded slowly, like he regretted saying anything. “Cool,” he confirmed anyway.
Jack was probably grinning. “Cool. I’ll be sure to remind you of that when you start telling me to shut up,” he promised.
“That’s not going to happen,” Hiccup said with a small scoff.
“Oh, trust me, it will,” Jack said. “I have a reputation to maintain. I’m a menace.”
Hiccup opened his mouth as if to argue, but then closed it again like he was reconsidering. “Alright, you are,” he agreed, and Jack laughed. His green eyes twinkled with mirth. “But maybe it’s not such a bad thing in your case. I guess we’ll just have to wait and see.”
Jack didn’t know why those last words felt like a drumroll in the pit of his stomach.
“I guess we will,” he agreed.
Jack wasn’t sure how many hours passed before the last lightning flashed and the storm settled. As Jack Frost he’d always just known what time of day it was, so he’d sort of lost the ability to judge the time based on the position of the sun. Not that the ominous clouds allowed any sunlight to filter through.
This made waiting a whole lot more difficult.
Hiccup had disappeared to Astrid’s hut. He wouldn’t explain in detail, but he said Astrid had had an awful experience with lightning and would probably want some company. Jack wondered if it was somehow worse than being struck by lightning, which Hiccup had, and came to the conclusion that Hiccup probably needed the support just as much as Astrid did. He did seem a bit jumpy.
Jack waited with the others in the clubhouse, and did his best at making the waiting time bearable. Thankfully, his talent for fun was what made him Jack Frost and not the other way around; he and the others spent the time chatting and playing an improvised game consisting of punching a pinecone into the air between them, like an iron-age version of volleyball. It was alright, but it didn’t mean he wasn’t bored out of his mind by the very end when Hiccup and Astrid finally came up and announced that it was time to go.
And not only that: the twins were being weird. Not in a very obvious way – to Snotlout and Fishlegs it probably just seemed like they were as weird as they always were – but Jack swore there was something about their behavior that seemed off. Something about the way they looked at him, like they were trying to read his thoughts, or how they never came within two meters of him. Maybe it was just Jack’s imagination, but then again, the twins did have a theory that he would suddenly turn evil or something.
He got his answer as everyone got ready to take off.
“So, are you afraid of thunder too, or something?” he asked them casually as they mounted Barf and Belch. “I mean, I guess you would be. Vikings are famous for that, aren’t they?” He glanced at Baby Tooth, who shrugged in reply.
Tuffnut’s mouth became a thin line, glancing at Ruffnut for support.
“You saying we’re famous in the future?” Ruffnut asked.
Jack winced and shushed her. “Not so loud,” he hissed, glancing nervously at Hiccup and the others. Thankfully, they weren’t paying attention. “Also, you can’t know that. You know you can’t know that.”
“But you said—”
“Well, I don’t know. I’ve never read a history book,” Jack said. “But, uh…I guess I can say that people do know about you. I mean, not you specifically. Vikings. Bad reputation, mostly, but very badass.”
Tuffnut smiled triumphantly. “Naturally. I’ve always known the Hairy Hooligan tribe will leave its mark in history.”
Jack held back a wince. “You didn’t answer my question.”
“Ruff and I aren’t afraid of a little lightning,” Tuffnut boasted, before his bravado faltered and he gave Jack a meaningful look. “However, considering our…. company, it wouldn’t be farfetched to say that this might not be just a normal thunderstorm.”
Jack couldn’t say he was surprised.
“You think I did this?” he asked flatly.
The twins shrugged noncommittally.
“Even if I still had my powers, how would I, a winter spirit, have the power to create thunderstorms?” He decided not to mention the moment with Pitch last Easter; it had certainly looked like lightning, but Jack didn’t pretend he understood it.
“What do we know?” Ruffnut asked. “Fay are famous liars.”
Jack closed his eyes, letting his head fall back. There was no way to win this argument; why did he even try? His reaction got a scathing laugh out of the twins, and they took off on their dragon.
“I’d say fay is an improvement from troll,” came Hiccup, and Jack whirled around. He looked amused, so Jack guessed he’d only heard the last part of that conversation. “I thought they’d gotten past that. Did you do something to scare them?”
“Not on purpose,” Jack mumbled. “But whatever. They can think what they want.”
“Alright,” Hiccup said, though judging by his expression, Jack still wasn’t a gifted liar. “Well, it’s just the twins. Don’t worry about them.” He was about to say something more, but got distracted when Toothless came up and bumped into his side with an impatient burble.
“Time to go?” Jack asked.
“Yes,” Hiccup said. He turned around and reached for something draped over Toothless’ back. “Here.”
It was the blanket. Jack accepted, climbed onto Toothless’ back behind Hiccup and draped the blanket around himself. Baby Tooth settled in the folds of Jack’s cloak. Toothless took to the air, and Jack tightened his grip around Hiccup, attempting to give Hiccup a bit of blanket as well.
He could already tell this part of the trip was going to be a lot more comfortable. Which was because he now had a proper seat and a warm blanket around himself, and not at all because of that other kind of warmth – the one that had filled him last night, and which now came rushing back as he allowed his head to rest against Hiccup’s shoulder.
The lack of sleep caught up with him about an hour into the flight, and he fell into a light slumber with his head lolling limply against Hiccup’s back. Probably drooling a little bit on him, but what Hiccup didn’t know couldn’t hurt him.
It was impossible to say how long he dozed off. He was never unconscious long enough to have a dream that made any sort of sense, but not conscious enough to keep track of whether the blanket was falling off, or more importantly, whether he himself was falling off. Hiccup awkwardly tried to shift him sometimes, bringing Jack’s arms tighter around himself like a seatbelt whenever he felt him starting doze off again. Jack woke up every time, but he always pretended he didn’t. He wasn’t sure why, but it was more fun that way.
He didn’t fully wake up until something small and biting began hitting his face. Blearily, he blinked his eyes open.
Snowflakes.
Jack sat up, looking at the clouds, blinking as the snowflakes fell across his face. A shiver went through his drowsy body, but he felt himself smile. It was snowing, and he was flying; if he kept his gaze upwards, he could almost imagine he was weightless again.
Baby Tooth made a soft noise to his right, and Jack glanced down to see her smiling meaningfully at him. He laughed, reveling in the sudden sense of calm the snowfall provided. Maybe it was his imagination, but it felt like he was on the right track; he was getting closer to whatever it was he needed to get his powers back, or at least to find a way home.
Then his gaze fell on the twins flying into his field of vision. They were both giving him wary looks. Jack deadpanned, and the twins quickly turned ahead like nothing had happened.
“That’s it there,” Hiccup muttered, his voice so quiet Jack barely caught it. “Isn’t it?”
Jack leaned over his shoulder, squinting through the snowfall. He thought he could see the outline of something on the horizon. Something huge, like an iceberg in the middle of the ocean, or a mountain. He took a deep breath, waiting for…something. A feeling or a sensation. A thought coming into his mind on its own. A glimmer of aura surrounding the looming island.
There was nothing. For all Jack knew, it was just a normal, cold and dark place – because the sun had all but set at this point – empty of any snow queens or other magical entities.
A few minutes later they were scouting the island from above, trying to map it out and see that it was viable for a training drill, but it was useless; it was too dark, there was too much snow, and all Jack could see were steep, icy mountains, thick, white-clad trees and frozen bodies of water. Jack didn’t want to admit how cold it was, but he was thankful for the blanket and found himself clinging for Hiccup’s body heat like a koala.
In the end, they landed by the base of a mountain where they were a little bit sheltered from the wind and snow. Jack jumped off of Toothless and was pleased by the feeling of soft snow under his boots. He walked a little bit away from the others while they got ready, mapping out his surroundings. The woods spread out all around them, but he could see the ocean in the distance. Mountains loomed over them in the north, extending around the valley below them in a sort of crescent moon.
“So, what’s the plan?” Jack asked, walking back to the others again. “Are we going to go around the island somehow, or…?”
There was a moment of hesitation in Hiccup’s face, before resolution took its place. “Uh, well,” he started. “The plan is that we split up and meet up at the base of that mountain. I was thinking that frozen river over there”—he pointed and Jack tried following his gaze. He could barely make out a thin, reflected line in the distance, by the base of the opposing mountain—“would be a good meeting point.”
“That’s quite a hike,” Jack commented.
“Yes,” Hiccup said, and didn’t look too happy about it. “Luckily for you, you won’t have to worry about that.”
It took Jack a moment before he understood the meaning of the message. He turned around.
“What?”
Hiccup’s lips were a thin, almost nervous line. “Usually, one of us stays behind to watch over the dragons,” he explained, and Jack swore he sounded cautious. Still, he gave Jack no time to react. “But now that you’re here, even though you’re not supposed to…I was thinking you could do that job.”
“You thought that, did you?” Jack asked, crossing his arms.
“Jack,” Hiccup sighed. “It’s too dangerous. I already told you. At least you have the dragons to protect you if something happens. If you huddle up to Toothless, he’ll keep you from freezing to death.”
“But I—”
“I’ve already made the decision.” Hiccup had the grace to look a little apologetic, but it didn’t do anything to stop the anger rising in Jack’s chest. He gestured at a chest that had previously been tied to Toothless’ back, but which was now lying already half buried in freshly fallen snow. “There’s food and some extra blankets. I expect it’ll take us a few hours before we reach the river, so you might as well get some more sleep. We’ll call for the dragons when we’ve arrived.”
Jack forced his expression into a neutral one, but he couldn’t help rolling his eyes. “…Fine,” he managed to say without sounding sarcastic. Hiccup was just trying to keep him safe, and it wasn’t his fault Jack had had a weakness-complex lately. It was supposed to be the other way around, after all, and Jack didn’t like feeling helpless. “Hope you have a safe-ish trip then, without your dragons. Crazy Vikings...”
The last part came out in a gruff mumble, but Hiccup looked like he caught it anyway. He smiled.
“Thanks,” he said, and turned to the others.
Jack let them have their briefing without really paying attention to it. It didn’t take long before each dragon rider trudged into the dark forest one by one. Naturally, Hiccup stayed behind last, after bidding Astrid a safe but reasonably challenging training drill.
Once she was out of earshot, Hiccup turned back to Jack.
“Don’t look so grumpy,” he said, almost pleadingly.
Weird. Jack had thought he’d been hiding his grumpiness quite expertly.
“All I wanted was a little adventure,” Jack said melodramatically, because the cat was out of the bag anyway. He leaned on his staff and heaved a great sigh. “What if I wait here, and…something happens. I mean, I know you’re used to snow, but it’s dark and you’ve never been to this island specifically, have you?”
“I’d love to have some company, but that wouldn’t be very fair to the others,” Hiccup said.
Jack raised a brow. “It’s a competition?”
Hiccup’s resolution faltered. “Uh. Not…officially,” he replied. “But it doesn’t matter. At least we’re used to these drills, and hopefully the dragons residing here are familiar. If there even are any dragons.” He looked disappointed just at the idea.
Jack didn’t like the sound of that. Even without dragons, there were still a thousand other ways to reach an untimely end in a deep, cold forest. If he and Hiccup went together, he could…what? Hiccup wasn’t talking nonsense; Jack was less equipped for this kind of thing, whether he liked to admit it or not. All he could do to help right now was giving cryptic advice about staying off frozen ponds.
Besides, he had other things to do. Things it was better he did alone. General annoyance aside, this was one of the most convenient situations he could’ve ended up in.
“Just…don’t take any unnecessary risks,” Jack muttered. He didn’t notice that he was walking towards Hiccup until he stopped in front of him to run a hand idly over Toothless’ scales.
“I’m sorry, but I don’t want to hear that from you,” Hiccup replied.
Jack smiled, but it didn’t quite quench the anxiety in his chest. He fixed Hiccup with a serious look. “Just promise to be careful,” he said. “And don’t try to cross the river. It’s freezing here, but you never know.”
Hiccup’s gaze seemed piercing in the dim lighting. It looked like he was searching for something in Jack’s expression, but his face softened before Jack could deduce if he’d found it or not. Maybe he’d just imagined it.
“I promise,” Hiccup said. His lips quirked up in a reassuring smile, and something inside Jack’s ribcage did a somersault. Then he looked at Toothless and patted his snout lovingly. “Well, better get this over with, then. I’ll see you in a few hours. And…” He hesitated, glancing at Jack. “I’ll make this up for you later, alright?”
Oh, Jack definitely didn’t deserve that. He was the one who snuck onto this trip in the first place.
Hiccup held his gaze for a few seconds longer, like he wanted to say something more, but then just gave a faint chuckle and turned around. “See you,” he said, before heading into the dark of the forest.
“See you,” Jack echoed quietly, continuing to brush over Toothless’ scales to distract himself from the urge to run after him.
Those kids were crazy. His hair would turn gray from stress if they kept doing stuff like this while Jack couldn’t protect them. At least he assumed he was stressed, because his heart was doing some ridiculous Dance Dance Revolution performance right now.
“Dance Dance Revolution,” he muttered, earning a curious chirp from Baby Tooth. “Amazing what people get for Christmas these days. Or, well…in the future, I guess. I hope whoever received it didn’t mind a present lightly used by a winter spirit.”
Baby Tooth looked like a question mark, and Jack decided to stop talking about Dance Dance Revolution. Instead, he let his hand fall from Toothless and down to his side. He looked around himself once again.
He should give it at least an hour or two before he went to look for the Snow Queen. He didn’t want to accidentally bump into one of the others. Hopefully she was real and hopefully he’d find her and get her help, and then return here before the drill was over. Hiccup and the others wouldn’t even know that he’d gone.
“Do you feel anything?” he asked Baby Tooth.
Baby Tooth closed her eyes, and aside from her wings, stood completely still in the air for a few seconds. Then she shrugged helplessly. Jack sighed.
“No, me neither…” he muttered.
The dragons had all settled down, apparently used to being left alone. Well, almost alone. Jack was happy that they’d accepted him, but it also made it harder knowing that he’d have to defy Hiccup’s orders. Toothless had curled into a what looked like a scaly donut, and Jack eyed the little space in the middle, just big enough for him to curl up in. It was probably warm there. It really was freezing. He hoped the others would be okay.
Baby Tooth gave a sudden squeak, and Jack realized a second later it had been a sneeze. He smiled apologetically, out of habit, even though the cold wasn’t his fault this time. He held out his hands, and Baby Tooth settled in them, letting Jack cradle her to his chest.
“At least I can keep you warm now,” he mumbled as he walked up to Toothless. He sent the dragon a light smile. “Mind if I join you?”
He didn’t know how Toothless understood, but he did. He shifted one of his wings as Jack settled down beside him, then draped it over him a lot like Jack had just wrapped his hands around Baby Tooth. Jack had never felt more like a matryoshka doll.
He pulled out an extra blanket from the basket Hiccup had given him and leaned against Toothless’ ribcage. A satchel hanging from the saddle dug into Jack’s chest, so he moved Baby Tooth to his neck and removed the satchel, cradling it in his lap instead.
It was almost warm like this. Toothless’ skin was coarse and hard, but his slow breathing and the comfort of having a dragon wrapped around himself was enough to make Jack’s eyelids feel heavy again. He yawned.
“Wake me up in a couple of hours, alright?” he mumbled to Baby Tooth. “Might as well catch some Z’s before we find the Snow Queen. Don’t wanna make a bad impression, right?”
Baby Tooth tweeted, but Jack was already too out of it to understand her.
When Jack woke up, he wasn’t cold. He wasn’t warm either. And, to his surprise, he wasn’t lying curled up on the ground. With a jolt, he realized he was standing upright.
He felt his breath leave him. Immediately, he decided he had to be dreaming – but nothing like this felt like a dream. The sound of faint activity through wooden walls and the howling wind outside was as clear as a bell. The smell of firewood, cinnamon and baked goods was just as Jack remembered it. Everything around him was solid and real – but it just couldn’t be. It had to be a dream.
There was no other way he could be back in North’s workshop.
The more he listened, the more he could hear of the muffled sounds of the rest of the workshop outside: the ringing of bells, yetis yelling, indistinct music and the clatter of a thousand toys being made. North’s personal study looked exactly the same at first glance, but Jack could feel his heart sinking the more he looked. The room had always been cluttered, but now things – objects, toys, tools – were scattered on the floor. Most of the candles were unlit. No classical music played. And on the table, the ice castle stood, completely untouched since the last time Jack had seen it.
Behind the desk, leaning his head in his palm, sat North. He looked nothing like himself – almost as bad as he had at Pitch’s peak of power last Easter. Old and tired and gray, his brows furrowed in way that suggested he had a bad headache. His eyes looked puffy, suggesting…
Jack swallowed and took a step forward. He realized he wasn’t holding his staff, but pushed that thought to the back of his head for the time being.
“North?” he tried, his voice weak.
North stirred but didn’t open his eyes. Instead, he ran a hand over his face, muttering something in Russian.
“North!” Jack repeated.
North jumped to his feet in alarm, his eyes flashing wildly. Then they settled on Jack, and his face went slack. “Jack?” he whispered.
Jack was a bit stunned himself, to say the least. “What—” he started, but didn’t get any further before North almost stumbled towards him. Jack expected a bone-crushing hug but was instead met by the chilling and familiar feeling of being passed through.
They both staggered back. Jack looked down on his hands, his breath catching in his throat. No—no, no, this wasn’t happening—This couldn’t be happening—
“Jack,” North said, making Jack’s eyes snap up to him again. He was holding up his hands, like he was trying to calm down a cornered animal. “Is okay, is okay – calm down.”
Easy for you to say, Jack wanted to spit, but he couldn’t find his voice. Instead, he held North’s gaze. And North held his. North could see him. At least he could see him.
“What—what’s going on?” Jack managed after about a minute of heavy breathing.
“I should ask you that,” North said, and to Jack’s horror, his voice quavered. His hands hovered in the air, like he wanted to reach out. Jack’s chest constricted painfully. “Jack, we—we thought—Where are you? What happened?”
“Is this real?” Jack asked weakly.
“Yes! It is real!” North said, happiness lighting up his face for a moment, but it faded all too quickly. He struggled with his words for a moment, before sinking to his knees to get on Jack’s eyelevel. “You and Jamie, you…you disappeared. And now, you…Jack.” His eyes flickered upwards for a moment. “You are human.”
Jack glanced up as well, spotting the brown locks of his bangs. He let out a shaky breath and nodded. “I don’t know why,” he muttered. “The time fragment sent us back in time. What happened to it? Is everyone okay?”
North’s brows furrowed deeply, but he nodded. Jack wanted him to elaborate, but he seemed more focused on Jack’s wellbeing to think about the others. “But how are you here?” he murmured. Then his eyes widened in horror. “You are not—Are you—”
“No!” Jack hissed. “No, I’m—I’m alive, I just—I lost my powers. And I don’t know how I’m here. I don’t know why I…why you pass through me, either.” He frowned, looked around himself again, and recalled what North had beginning to say earlier. “North…How long have we been gone?”
“One month,” North said. “You, Jamie and Baby Tooth.”
“They’re okay,” Jack said, managing to smile even as his chest felt like it was being filled with cold water. They’d been gone from the future for as long as they’d been in the past. “We…We landed on some place called Berk. Have you heard of it?”
“Berk?”
“It’s, uh…in the Viking era. Don’t suppose you were alive yet then, were you?”
North’s eyebrows went up to his hairline. “That is impossible,” he muttered, scratching his chin.
Jack couldn’t let him get lost in thought just yet; his heart was still threatening to break his ribs.
“I don’t know what to do.”
He hadn’t meant for his voice to come out so small and desperate. He hadn’t meant for those words to come out at all. He just needed North to listen to him. And North’s eyes went back to Jack’s, his expression tightening in a horrible mix of sympathy and sadness, like he’d already given up. Jack knew he hadn’t – he was Santa Claus, of course he’d never give up – but his paranoia was threatening to convince him they were beyond saving.
“I-I’ve been trying to regain my powers, but I think the time fragment took them from me when we were tossed through it,” he continued, trying to make his voice stop quivering. “But nothing works. I tried flying, but…North.” His face suddenly broke into a slightly hysteric smile. “There are dragons there! How are there dragons there?”
North stared at him for a few seconds, before suddenly getting to his feet. “Come on,” he said. “We need to call the others.” He stepped carefully around Jack as not to pass through him, and headed to the door. Jack followed.
The workshop looked exactly like it should. There was no trace at all of the attack, even if it had, apparently, only been a month since then. Either the yetis were extremely efficient workers – which they were, to be fair – or there had been magic involved in rebuilding. The vast room buzzed with activity as always.
Jack was glad; even if something horrible had happened, the Guardians couldn’t stop doing their jobs. It had been the same when Sandy had disappeared last Easter. It was tough, but they had no choice but to pick themselves up again.
Still, North’s office was a different story. Jack couldn’t quite bring the sight of it out of his mind. The idea that his disappearance could affect someone like North in such a way…Jack had never felt like he was taking up this much space. The feeling was so unfamiliar, he didn’t know what to do with it. So he filed it away, hopefully never to be felt again.
“What happened after we disappeared?” Jack asked. “The time fragment, it didn’t—it didn’t follow us, did it?” he asked.
North’s face was grim. “Sandy knows most about it,” he said. “He managed to trap it before it could wreak anymore havoc, but…is only a matter of time before it breaks out again. Without crystal, it can not be held down forever.”
“The crystal,” Jack murmured, running a hand through his hair. “But the crystal broke. It exploded when I touched it. Isn’t there some way to—to find another crystal, or make a new one, or something? Maybe shards of it are still in the cave?”
“No, we checked,” North said as they walked up to the globe. He put his hand on the lever that would alert the Guardians, but hesitated. The look he sent Jack was so wrenched in worry, he almost looked like a different person. Jack hated it; it wasn’t right. “All that is left is one single shard. Everything else disappeared without a trace. And making new one is too dangerous. That kind of power is too much, even for us. It would kill us.”
Jack felt nauseated. “Then what do we do?” he asked.
North turned the lever, and the globe lit up with an array of colors – the northern lights – and expelled them across the world. Jack forgot about his worries for one blissful moment, his eyes going wide at the sight. He’d never seen this is person before.
Then North turned back to him and leaned heavily on the control table. “Time fragment,” he started. “Or…time creature itself. It is a living proof of the horrible things that will happen if you try to meddle with time. That kind of power is not for people like us, or people at all, but…of course, people are still people. They never stop until it is too late.
“Long time ago, there was a brotherhood of warlocks. They wanted to achieve power to bend time to their will, as many before them, and many after. It should have been impossible, but somehow, they found a way…or so they thought.”
There was a theatrical pause. Even in the grimmest of times, North still had an affinity for the dramatics. Then he took a weary breath.
“Inner circle of the brotherhood met their untimely end the very moment they thought they had achieved their goal. They tried making spirit of time take residence in the body of one of the warlocks, and to trap it there, but that kind of power is too much. It broke out of the body, but not before adopting a piece of the warlock’s humanity – his thirst for power. The result was almost catastrophic beyond repair.
“Sandy remembered the old texts about it, but the story is older than even him. Complete disaster was scarcely avoided, but many lives were lost…warlocks, spirits…innocent humans…The brotherhood realized their own foolishness and decided in last moments that they had to face the consequences of what they had created. But how could they destroy something so unspeakably powerful?”
Jack thought about the time fragment. How he hadn’t been able to understand what he saw when he looked at it. How small he’d felt in the face of its glowing eyes. It was alive, but it was far beyond anything they understood, and their only choice in the face of its power was to run away. Or at least attempt to.
And that was just a fragment of its complete form. The brotherhood had attempted to control time but had instead created a monster: the offspring of immense power and humankind’s hunger for it.
“They didn’t destroy it,” Jack said hollowly. “They trapped it.”
North nodded. “The creation of crystals was devastating,” he said. “One person was not enough; whole brotherhood and many more paid the price of creating something strong enough to hold time itself. Countless lives were lost, but in the end, they managed to cut monster into pieces. Each crystal was hidden away in places people would never find them.”
Jack began leaning on the control table as well, but ended up just sinking to his knees instead. “It’s my fault,” he murmured. “I…I didn’t think…I just wanted to remember…”
“Jack,” North said gently, getting down on his knees as well. He reached out as if to take Jack’s hand but stopped himself. “You could not have known. You cannot blame yourself.”
“But Jamie is there with me,” Jack snapped, looking up into North’s agonizingly exhausted eyes. Jack had done that to him; Jack had done this to everyone. “And Baby Tooth. And I don’t have my powers. We’ve been there for a month already, and I’m no closer to figuring out what to do. I have to get him home, North. Jamie—” He stopped himself when a chilling realization hit him. “His…His family. Sophie and Joyce, they…”
He trailed off when North averted his eyes.
“As far as they know, Jamie disappeared in woods while playing with his friends,” he said. “They are still searching for him, but…”
It was the last straw. Jack’s eyes stung. “But you have to tell them,” he said, his voice just an unsteady whisper. “That he’s alive. In another time, but still, he’s—I’ll get him home. I will get him home. They have to know.”
He didn’t even sound convincing to himself.
“You know we cannot do that, Jack,” North said gently.
“Then what can I do?” Jack asked. “I don’t have my powers, but there has to be something.”
“We are trying to figure it out,” North said, his eyes drifting over to the fireplace on the other end of the room. A golden chest was placed on the shelf. “Sandy managed to trap the time fragment for the time being, but we do not have long until it breaks free. Our only clue is the shard we found in the cave.”
The golden chest glinted in the light of the globe. He frowned. Shakily, he got to his feet and walked across the room. North looked puzzled but followed him.
When Jack reached for the box, his hand passed through it. He felt a stab of anger. “Not just people this time, huh,” he mumbled. He looked at North. “Open it for me.”
North did, and put the chest down on the salon table. Inside the chest, placed gingerly on a red pillow, was the shard. Jack’s stomach twisted. He’d like to say the shard looked completely ordinary, but that would’ve been a lie. Even such a small piece radiated power, like traces of the time fragment still lingered inside it. Or maybe what Jack was feeling was the traces of the lives that were lost in order to create the crystal.
All that sacrifice, only for Jack to let his curiosity get the best of him and shatter it. With this crystal and his memory box last Easter, Jack was starting to see a pattern. He stared at the crystal as he tried getting his next words out.
“Maybe…Maybe I can recreate it,” he said. “A new crystal. I was the one who created this mess to being with, so—”
“Out of the question,” North interrupted. “Jack, it would kill you.”
Jack looked up at him. “If it gets Jamie home, I don’t care,” he said. It was a lie; he didn’t want to die. But if it meant Jamie would be safe and happy, he couldn’t care.
North’s eyes flashed with something that looked almost like anger. “No,” he said. “We will find other way.”
“What way?” Jack yelled. “I don’t have my powers and I don’t even know why! I’m trying to find the Snow Queen, but I don’t even know if she’s real, and even if she is—”
“The Snow Queen?”
Jack’s growing anger subsided just a little. “Yeah,” he said. “Some children were talking about her. They think she’s a fairytale, but…Have you heard of her?”
“Not in a long time,” North said. “And only in stories. But maybe—”
He was interrupted by a broken gasp. “Jack!”
Jack heart leapt into his throat at the sight of Tooth, but he still quickly backed away when she tried to hug him. “Don’t,” he said. He felt a stab of guilt at her hurt expression. Jack tried for a smile, then carefully reached for her hand, only to let it pass through. “It’s not very pleasant,” he murmured.
“Jack,” Tooth said, her eyes shimmering with tears. “Oh, I thought…I thought I’d never—”
Jack didn’t really want to hear what she’d though, because he was afraid she was still partially right, but thankfully, she was in turn interrupted by a shrill series of tweeting, and Baby Tooth suddenly flew into Jack’s face – and she didn’t pass through him.
“Baby Tooth?” he yelped.
Baby Tooth chirped incessantly at him, and Jack tried his best to follow. Something about appearing here by herself and heading straight to the Tooth Palace. Of course she had. She’d explained everything to Tooth already, which was probably why she wasn’t surprised to see Jack the way he was right now.
“But how are we both here?” Jack said, throwing a glance at North and Tooth. “I was…partially convinced this was just a dream.”
“Is not a dream, Jack,” North said. “I do not know how, but somehow, you are here. Both of you are.”
Jack eyes gravitated towards the crystal without even thinking about it. Somehow, he knew it had something to do with that.
But why? Why was he here? Was the time fragment trying to show him something? Not likely. Maybe it was taunting him. If it had been anything more than a chaotic force of power, that might’ve been it. But that didn’t make any sense either. Still, this vision, or whatever it was, had made a few things a little clearer.
“You said we’ve been gone for about a month,” Jack said, looking up at North. “And we’ve been on Berk for just as long. How? I mean, we did travel back in time, didn’t we? Wouldn’t it make more sense if we arrived back here just in the next second after we disappeared? Unless…” He got a dreadful feeling. “Unless we didn’t travel back in time. How else can you explain the dragons? Maybe we traveled to…a whole other dimension?”
“The time fragment doesn’t have the power to do that.”
Jack almost jumped at the sound of Bunny’s voice. He turned around just in time to see the floor close up behind him, leaving no trace of any rabbit hole. His face was grim, but his eyes widened when he saw Jack.
“Bunny,” Jack said, hating how his voice wavered. He shifted awkwardly, gesturing with his arms. “Uh, yeah…Human again. I can’t explain it either.”
Bunny’s mouth opened and closed a couple of times, before he slowly walked closer. “I’ve heard about dragons roaming this world before,” he said, and though his voice sounded steady enough, he was looking at Jack like he was convinced he was just a figment of his imagination. “I thought it was just a legend, but…if what you say is true, then it is true.”
Tooth nodded. “Baby Tooth said the same thing. And not only that. They’ve tamed them,” she said. “Right, Jack?”
Jack managed a smile and nodded. “Yes, they’ve befriended them. But it wasn’t always like that,” he said. “Hiccup told me—” He stopped himself, realizing this wasn’t the time to talk about Hiccup or dragons.
Then Sandy appeared, floating down from the window in the ceiling. His face lit up, and dreamsand flashed excitedly over his head. Despite everything, Jack instantly felt calmer. He let out an amused breath.
“Hello, Sandy,” he said.
They were all there. Jack didn’t know how he felt about seeing them, if he couldn’t even touch them. It was like he was there, but not really – a feeling he knew all too well. At least he had Baby Tooth, who had settled on his shoulder, probably just as relieved to find someone who didn’t pass through her as he was.
He recounted to them what he’d already told North. On more than one occasion, his voice quavered, and he had to stop. Crying in front of the Guardians – or crying in front of anyone – was out of the question. He’d already shed a few tears in front of North, and that was more than enough.
“It’s like when I couldn’t use my tunnels while the time fragment was here,” Bunny said. “Like it sucked out that power once it saw it, somehow.”
“Maybe it perceived it as a taunt,” Tooth pondered. “Using the tunnels instead of traveling like the rest of us…it’s kind of like cheating time, isn’t it?”
Jack frowned. “Cheating…time?” he repeated, before running a hand over his face. “Cheating time. You don’t think—I mean, we’re immortal. If there’s anyone cheating time, it’s us. Did it—Is that why I’m—”
“But my powers came back,” Bunny interrupted before Jack could spiral into panic again. “After Sandy managed to subdue the fragment, the ability came back. It took a little while, but then again, I wasn’t swallowed whole by it like you were.”
“You think my powers will come back?” Jack asked. The feeling of hope was almost painful – he didn’t want to be disappointed again – but he supposed if anyone would be able to give him hope, it was Bunny.
Bunny’s brows were furrowed as he gazed at Jack. “Maybe,” he said. “Just don’t think that all is lost yet. We still have a chance.”
Sand flashed over Sandy’s head, and Jack swallowed thickly.
“Sandy is right,” North said. “Whatever we have to do, we have to do it quickly. Time is running out. Or…time is breaking out. You know what I mean.”
Bunny nodded. “If you think you know a way to get back, you have to do it quickly too, Jack,” he said. “You haven’t been thrown into another dimension, but it can’t be a coincidence that the time passed here in the present is the same as in the past. Maybe you’re still connected here, to your present. Whatever the reason, we have less than a year, and that’s a generous estimation. We have to hurry.”
“Bunny…” Tooth started, throwing nervous glances at Jack. Jack could only guess his panic was beginning to show on his face.
“The Snow Queen,” North said, making Jack look up at him again. He looked stern, and Jack knew he was thinking about Jack’s proposal earlier, about creating a new crystal. “You’re on the right track by looking for her. Maybe she can help.”
Sandy frowned. The sand over his head formed the figure of a woman in a huge dress and a crown, holding a scepter with a snowflake on top. And then the image disappeared, replaced by a question mark.
“She’s real?” Jack asked. “You’ve heard of her?”
A ticking clock appeared in the sand, followed by an X, and another question mark. Jack frowned.
“She disappeared?” he asked.
Sandy nodded, his expression grim.
Jack looked down at his hands. A spirit disappearing wasn’t anything new. If not only the believers, but also the spirit’s story faded into obscurity, as would the spirit. It made another possibility slither uninvited into Jack’s mind…the reason for why he’d never heard of Berk or the Barbaric Archipelago, or why dragons were no more than a legend.
A spirit would fade for good if there were no more people to remember its story.
The Archipelago is a dangerous place, Hiccup had told him.
Jack swallowed down the lump in his throat. He looked at the shard in the chest. He didn’t know why he thought he could pick it up when everything else passed through him, but somehow, he knew he could.
“Jack,” Bunny said warily as Jack approached it, but Jack ignored him. The crystal couldn’t hurt him anymore than it already had.
He picked it up, and the Guardians’ eyes widened. Jack looked down at it and he felt a sudden tug in his gut. His hands – they were fading.
He looked up. “I’ll find her,” he said hastily, knowing what was about to happen. He closed his fist around the stone. “And I’ll find a way. I’ll get Jamie home, and—”
He didn’t get any further. The world blurred, and went dark.
Notes:
Updates may be slower the next few weeks because I have stuff to do and then I'm moving to England. But chapter 15 will be out sometime next week! :^)
Chapter 15: Jack disobeys orders, as per usual
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Chapter Text
Jackson Overland was a pain in the ass.
It was a thought – an undeniable truth – that rung in Hiccup’s head as he trudged through the ankle-deep snow, further and further into the woods. It was dark and it was cold. Hiccup was considering igniting Inferno just to keep his hands warm, but he was afraid it would attract unwanted attention. If there actually was anything alive to attract on this island. The deeper he ventured into the dark, the more he doubted that. He envied Jack for getting to stay behind, even if Jack hadn’t seemed happy about it.
Hiccup rolled his eyes.
It shouldn’t be much of a problem – not to someone like Hiccup, whose entire circle of friends was made up by a quite varied array of the different flavors of idiot. He wasn’t going to start ranking them from most idiotic to least idiotic, but one thing was certain, and that was that none of them were excluded. Not even Hiccup himself. Definitely not Hiccup himself.
Thing was, Jack was an entirely new type of idiot that Hiccup had yet to get accustomed to. Sure, it had been a month and Hiccup had learned quite a lot about Jack in that time. He still did things that made Hiccup wonder what in Odin’s name was going on inside that head of his, but for the most part he’d stopped getting surprised by Jack’s behavior. Or so he’d thought.
He glanced behind himself, but the hilltop he’d left Jack and the dragons on was long gone. He turned back ahead and started inching his way down a small slope, careful not to slip on his prosthetic.
Just when Hiccup had started to feel like he was getting used to that particular flavor of idiot, Jack had proven, once again, that he was never going to stop surprising Hiccup.
It wasn’t entirely Jack’s fault. He’d been unconscious after all, and Hiccup was the one who’d agreed to sharing a bed with him anyway…and also put an arm around him, like some kind of smooth, confident bastard, which Hiccup absolutely wasn’t, and they both knew it. But he’d done it anyway. Maybe if he hadn’t, he wouldn’t have woken up when Jack started writhing in his sleep.
So he’d lied; the thunderstorm wasn’t what had roused him. Stormy weather wasn’t unusual, and Hiccup had slept through worse. What he hadn’t slept through before, was someone thrashing around and making the comfort of Hiccup’s bed a safety hazard. Still, that wasn’t what had rattled Hiccup the most. It was frightening seeing Jack twist and turn so violently in his sleep, but worse the way he’d been pleading. Some of it had been hard to catch, or impossible to understand without context, but…there were certain things he’d said. Things Hiccup couldn’t stop thinking about.
His metal leg got stuck on a root under the snow. Hiccup yelped, and tumbled down the slope face first. He rolled to a stop at the bottom with the wonderful sensation of snow inside his tunic. He heaved a great sigh, but quickly got to his feet. It was too cold to stay in the snow, no matter how much Hiccup wanted to wallow dramatically in self-pity.
He just had to get to the meeting point. Which was, what…three hours away? Four? He guessed he’d been walking for about two hours at this point, but it was hard to say. He wondered how far the others were. If this island really was void of life as Hiccup suspected it was, he expected to be the last one to the river.
Try not to cross the river.
Hiccup shuddered, but this time it wasn’t because of the cold. Jack’s nightmare had been about drowning. He’d also said that the staff had saved his sister, Emily, which was the name he’d spoken in his sleep. Hiccup couldn’t help but wonder what that meant. Had his sister drowned? Was that how he’d lost her?
It would’ve been a breach of privacy, but Hiccup wished he could dive into Jack’s mind and see exactly what it was he’d dreamed about. At the same time, he didn’t know why he cared so much. Everyone had nightmares. Jack had obviously been through a lot and responsibility lay heavy on his shoulders; Hiccup would’ve been worried if he didn’t have nightmares.
But Jackson Overland was a pain in the ass, because Hiccup had never felt so drawn to a person before and he was pretty sure it was slowly driving him insane.
It was different from how he’d been drawn to Astrid. That had started with admiration and grown into a crush, and then to brief infatuation after Astrid had kissed him in front of the village. But they’d been young, and they’d both gradually come to the realization that those feelings weren’t what you’d call romantic love. It was love, alright, but more in a platonic and deeply admirative way. There were few people he trusted as much as he trusted Astrid; she was one of the most important people in his life. They’d known each other for so long, Hiccup was sure he wouldn’t be the person he was today if it weren’t for her.
Jack was different because he’d appeared out of nowhere, acted like a complete fruitcake, and despite everything managed to make Hiccup like him instead of distrusting him, like any other reasonable son of a chief would’ve done. Hiccup found it hard to think about anything else but him these days, and it wasn’t gradual, like it had been with Astrid. It was almost obsessive. It was obsessive. Hiccup really was going crazy. In the month Jack and Jamie had been on Berk, Hiccup found himself drawn towards him in a way he’d yet to find a way to explain, and there was no stopping it. Especially not after last night.
He comforted himself by saying that he was only this curious about Jack because he was so mysterious – to the point where it often felt like he did it on purpose – and the nightmare made even more questions flood to Hiccup mind, and it didn’t have anything to do with how close they’d been, or how Jack had snuggled up to him, or how relieved his expression had been when he woke from his nightmare and met Hiccup’s eyes.
Hiccup took a deep breath. He brought out Inferno and ignited it in an attempt to drag his thoughts back to the present.
Not knowing was chewing him up from the inside. It was infuriating. And now Hiccup was supposed to be focusing on this absolutely freezing training drill, but all he could think about was Jack gradually relaxing under his touch, wondering why he was so jumpy about being touched in the first place.
“Jackson Overland,” he murmured, pronouncing the name like an incantation. “Who are you?”
He didn’t expect an answer, but a cold wind made the trees around him shudder. Hiccup chewed on the inside of his cheek, wondering for the millionth time what it was that made Jack tick. All the things that he’d done and said had to make sense in some way or another? Fruitcake or not, he knew the boy wasn’t actually crazy.
Hiccup wondered what had happened to Emily. To him, it sounded like she’d drowned, judging by Jack’s nightmare and how he’d made Hiccup promise not to try to cross the river. No wonder why he was so protective of Jamie; he’d already lost his little sister. Hiccup had watched Jack as he talked about her, and it wasn’t hard to see how much he’d loved her.
Hiccup had to help them get home. But then there was the mystery of how they’d gotten to Berk in the first place. How did one get so far into the Archipelago without anyone noticing? How had Jack never even heard of the place? It didn’t make any sense and Hiccup’s insides were squirming from not knowing. This whole situation was so ridiculously nonsensical, he could almost believe this was all but an intricate shared hallucination.
And now Jack was back there with the dragons. Hiccup shouldn’t feel guilty about it, but he did.
It was annoying.
And there was another thing he felt guilty about. A thing he didn’t really want to admit, but it would’ve been stupid to pretend that the thought hadn’t been there, and didn’t still linger: the faint pang of relief he’d felt when Jack informed him that Emily was his sister and not…well, an old flame or anything like that. How could Hiccup be so selfish and think about that when Jack was telling him he’d lost his sister? And why did this information matter to Hiccup in the first place?
The most obvious answer to that question didn’t make any sense either. Not in Hiccup’s case; he didn’t feel that way about him. Jack was just…fascinating. And a good person. Of course Hiccup would be drawn to him. The relief he’d felt was probably…just…simply…
He shook his head again, frustrated. He’d figure it out later. He was on a training drill, for Thor’s sake.
There was another cold gust of wind, much stronger than before. It howled through the forest and Hiccup shielded his face with his arm. His teeth clattered. This wasn’t the beginning of another storm, was it?
The wind stilled. A creeping feeling went up Hiccup’s spine.
He looked around. Inferno provided a little light, but all of a sudden, the shadows around him seemed so dark it was almost suffocating. Was he being watched?
He stood still for a few long moments, waiting for something to happen. He didn’t know what he was waiting for. He didn’t even know why he felt like…like he wasn’t alone. Not like he was in danger exactly, but his hand still clenched around the hilt of Inferno.
With a chill, he realized where he’d felt this before: on the little island he’d flown to with Astrid. The one where they’d both decided to bolt, without really knowing why. None of them had ever brought the subject up again; it had seemed pretty ridiculous in retrospect. But now…
“Hello?” Hiccup called. He felt stupid; as if whatever was watching him in the shadows would reply.
The crystal he’d found popped up in his mind. He’d been holding it the last time he’d had this feeling. He patted his hip, searching for the satchel. His stomach twisted when he realized he’d left it behind in the satchel on Toothless’ saddle.
If the others were to ask him why he’d suddenly turned on his heel in the middle of the training drill, Hiccup knew he’d have no way to explain it. He couldn’t even explain it to himself. Why on earth did the realization that he’d forgotten the satchel fill him with so much dread?
The wind picked up again, and to Hiccup’s horror, the flames on Inferno went out like a match. That wasn’t supposed to happen. With the Monstrous Nightmare gel, the flames couldn’t be extinguished by just wind alone. But with a hiss, the last of the flames died, and the shadows enveloped Hiccup like the hand of a giant.
He set into a run.
Jack’s body shuddered as he woke up. For a moment, he didn’t remember where he was. He was pleasantly warm, and he was wrapped in a dark cocoon – Toothless.
Toothless’ breath was slow and even, and Jack thought he heard the faintest sound of snoring. He shifted carefully, lifting his head from the dragon’s scales. Never tickle a sleeping dragon – where had he heard that again?
His head felt fuzzy. He’d dreamt about the Guardians. At least…he thought it was a dream. Even if it felt painfully real. And North in his dream had insisted that it wasn’t a dream, but that was impossible. Wasn’t it?
Jack pressed his lips together. His cheeks felt grimy, like he’d been crying. Maybe he had. He could still hear the Guardians’ voices in his head. And all the information about the time fragment and its origins…It just didn’t seem like something Jack usually came up with in his dreams. North had shown him a shard from the broken crystal. Despite passing through everything, the shard had been solid in Jack’s hand. He’d picked it up and…
He stopped breathing. Electricity coursed through his body, starting from his right hand, where something jagged poked against his palm. He opened his fist. He tried sitting up, his head colliding with Toothless’ wing. Toothless grunted, and his wing moved off of Jack, letting the moonlight shine down on him.
The crystal from his dream lay in the middle of Jack’s palm, glistening a pale blue. Jack’s mouth hung open.
“B-Baby Tooth,” he breathed. He didn’t dare move. He stared at the shard like it would turn into the time fragment any second.
Baby Tooth didn’t answer. Carefully, Jack brought his free hand to his shoulders, but Baby Tooth wasn’t there anymore. His gut twisted.
“Baby Tooth?” he tried again.
Toothless was watching him silently. The other dragons were still asleep.
Maybe she’d gone to look for the Snow Queen already. Or worse, maybe something had happened while Jack was asleep…maybe there really was something magical about this island. How else could he explain this?
It hadn’t been a dream.
Jack didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. His mind was spinning. Bells rung in his head, like an echo from North’s workshop. He really had been there. He’d seen the Guardians again. Bunny, North, everyone – and Baby Tooth had been there.
But where was she now?
He tried calling for her again, getting to his feet. The other dragons stirred awake at his voice, but still there was no sign of any tooth fairy. Jack tried to even out his breathing, begging himself not to start jumping to conclusions. He couldn’t panic here. It would do no good. She was probably just exploring the island while Jack slept. Or maybe…
Maybe she was still back there. With the Guardians. It was Jack who had touched the crystal after all, which had ended the dream – vision – whatever it was. His chest wrung at the idea that Baby Tooth might still be there without him, and maybe…maybe she wouldn’t have a way to come back to the past. Not when Jack had the crystal.
He swallowed heavily. He called for Baby Tooth one last time and waited. No answer.
“Okay,” he breathed, running a hand over his face. “She’s alright. She’s probably alright. I just have to…” He stared at the crystal. He’d have to put it somewhere safe, but somewhere the others wouldn’t find it. It was too dangerous; he didn’t know what it could do. If he ended up hurting Hiccup or any of the others the same way he’d hurt Jamie…No. He patted himself down in an unsuccessful search for a pocket, before pushing the crystal into his boot.
He grabbed his staff and took a few moments to calm his heart. Then he looked around himself and saw that the dragons had gone back to sleep, apparently not interested in watching Jack battle an incoming breaking point. Toothless was the only one still awake, his green eyes half lidded as he peered at Jack.
“Toothless,” Jack whispered. “I’m gonna need a favor. You have to watch over the rest of the dragons for me, do you understand? I’m just…going for a walk. I have to find someone. I won’t be long.”
At least he hoped he wouldn’t. He didn’t know how long he could last in this cold.
He didn’t know if Toothless understood, but at least he didn’t follow Jack when he started trudging his way through the snow down the hill. Jack wrapped his cloak around himself the best he could and tried not to think about the feeling of the crystal against his shin.
He ventured into the forest and immediately wished he’d brought a torch or something. At least the sky had cleared, so the Moon and the stars offered him a little bit of relief against the ominous darkness. He had a bad feeling, but that didn’t stop him from wading on. It was natural to be afraid of the dark. Especially a dark forest, and especially for someone like Jack, who’d had enough unfortunate experiences in those.
Besides, North had told him he was on the right track, looking for the Snow Queen. He’d heard of her before. Jack knew it was partially because North would rather want him doing that than attempt to create another crystal or something dangerous like that – not that Jack would’ve had any idea how to do it – but Jack felt just a tiny bit more motivated to do this that he previously had.
He just hoped Baby Tooth was okay…This task would’ve been a little less daunting with her by his side.
Sandy had said something about the Snow Queen too, but Jack didn’t want to think about that. For now, he’d focus on trying to find her. Hopefully, she really was more than just a legend.
Jack thought about the Guardians – how weary North had looked, and how relived Sandy and Tooth had been to see him. He thought about Bunny’s carefully controlled behavior, as if he’d struggled to keep his emotions in check just as much as Jack had. He thought about Baby Tooth reuniting with the other tooth fairies, and how overjoyed Tooth must’ve been to see her.
And he thought about Jamie’s family. Jack couldn’t stop imagining how Sophie had reacted upon hearing of Jamie’s disappearance. So often she looked up to Jamie like he was the sun. Her big brother couldn’t just vanish like that. Not for good. Jack would make sure of that. She wouldn’t lose her brother like Emily had lost hers.
So Jack walked deeper into the forest. He didn’t know where he was going, and he hoped he’d be able to find his way back. He didn’t even know what he was looking for. Some kind of feeling, surely? A hint of magic that would lead him closer to the Snow Queen. Even if he wasn’t a spirit anymore, humans did have the ability to sense things like that. At least he hoped so.
Minutes passed. Long, freezing minutes, seeping painfully into his bones. His fingers were stiff, and the wind stung his face. His teeth clattered. He looked back and saw his trail of footprints. As long as it didn’t start snowing again, he should be able to retrace his steps back to the dragons. He had nothing to be afraid of.
He told himself that, even as the forest around him echoed with noises he couldn’t – wouldn’t – try to identify. He just had to keep a cool head. Instead, it felt like everything but his head was cold.
A while longer, and Jack spotted a light in the distance. A clearing. There was no feeling or anything like it that would suggest that there was anything special about the place, but Jack headed towards it anyway. The darkness was beginning to feel claustrophobic.
The powdery snow faded into a glasslike reflection on the ground as Jack stepped out into the clearing. A pond, he noted. He wasn’t surprised; that was just his luck, wasn’t it? He treaded carefully, moving around the edge of the ice. The Moon shone down on him, bathing the clearing in a silvery light. Jack brought both his hands around his staff, looking around himself.
He took a deep breath.
“Is there anyone here?” he asked. He didn’t yell, afraid the echo would carry his voice all the way to the others. If there really was anyone else nearby, he hoped she was close enough to hear him. “I’m—I’m standing by a pond. I…”
He felt ridiculous.
“My name is…” He hesitated. “…My name is Jack Frost. I came here looking for…well. Just anyone who might be able to help me. I’ve heard stories about someone called the Snow Queen. Are…Are you here?”
He waited. All he heard was the wind in the trees.
Jack was tempted to go back. He was cold and Toothless might start looking for him if he was away any longer. Hiccup or one of the others might call for the dragons soon. The forest seemed so empty, he couldn’t imagine anyone, even a spirit, wanting to hang around this place. If only he’d been a spirit himself, this would’ve been a whole lot easier. Now he felt like he was speaking to a wall – a wall that he would’ve had the power to climb over if he’d still had his powers. Or better yet, fly over. The thought made him grit his teeth.
“Alright, listen,” he started, straightening his back. “Snow Queen, or…whatever kind of spirit that might be lurking around here. I’m not an ordinary person. And I don’t mean that in a boastful way, I mean it in a…an ‘I’m not entirely human’ kind of way. The people around here might think you’re just a legend, but that isn’t true, is it? I should know. I’m a…or at least I’m supposed to be a spirit as well.” He paused, twirling his staff restlessly in his hands. “Something happened, and…I need your help. Whoever you are. Please?”
He grimaced. He sounded like a child.
The silence around him seemed even quieter than before, like it was taunting him. Jack felt his heart sink. He started to turn back around, but then something touched his face. He looked up.
A snowflake. With a jolt of alarm, he made to go back so that the snow wouldn’t cover up his footsteps, but then something else caught his attention. The snowflakes…They weren’t moving like snowflakes were supposed to move.
He watched as they floated across the pond, whirling around each other. They came from every direction – the woods, the ground, the sky – and met in a tiny whirlwind in the center of the ice. Jack’s body felt paralyzed as he watched the whirlwind close in on itself, until the snowflakes formed a figure. Jack took a step backwards.
She was breathtaking. Jack had never been one to take much notice of anyone’s beauty, and now he wondered if it was because nobody was truly worth taking notice of, compared to the face looking back at him. Her gaze, though soft and wary, was so piercingly bright, Jack wanted to look away. At the same time, he couldn’t bring himself to look at anything else, afraid that if he even blinked, the woman would dissolve into snowflakes again.
Her hair, like Jack’s had used to be, was a silvery white. It tumbled over her shoulders and down her chest in slightly unruly, yet elegant waves. Some of it was woven into braids, and tiny shards of ice glittered in the intertwined locks like precious stones. A gown of what looked like woven snowflakes gleamed faintly in the moonlight, falling in winding layers from a low neckline, which seemed to seep seamlessly into her pale skin. From her shoulders hung a cape of white fur, though judging by the exposed skin around her collarbones, her neck and her lower arms, it didn’t look like she needed the extra warmth.
And if the woman didn’t look regal enough, she also wore a crown. It was made of ice crystals, decorated with red winter berries, and from the crown white antlers. Thin strings like spiderweb hung from them, glistening with tiny beads of ice.
Her whole body was covered in a thin layer of frost, decorating her skin with that familiar fern-like pattern Jack had always liked leaving in his wake. In the dim light, she looked like a ghost, but that didn’t strike Jack as a bad omen; he’d been mistaken for a ghost before too. Maybe it just came with the whole winter spirit package.
Jack realized his mouth was hanging open. He tried finding his voice, but now that he actually had a face to speak to, he forgot how to use either of the languages he knew. The Snow Queen’s pale blue eyes bore into his, and though they were sharp, Jack didn’t feel like he was in danger. There was something guarded about her expression, something soft and wary and…hopeful.
Oh.
Jack closed his mouth and carefully lowered his staff, looking back at the Snow Queen in a way he hoped wasn’t reminiscent of a googly-eyed Chihuahua. He just couldn’t seem to stop staring. A part of him refused to believe that this spirit could bring something the Berkians had dubbed “devastating winter”, while another part of him didn’t doubt it a second. Behind those slightly parted, mystified lips, the might of a blizzard lay in wait; Jack knew firsthand that winter wasn’t just beautiful, no matter how breathtaking it looked, glimmering in the moonlight.
He wondered how long she’d been alone.
“You’re…the Snow Queen?” he asked, his voice so soft it was almost a whisper.
The Queen tilted her head ever so slightly to the side, as if she was still trying to discern whether or not Jack was actually talking to her. If Jack had been in her shoes, he probably would’ve checked behind himself just to be sure. But the night was quiet, and the only living beings – if the Snow Queen could be counted as such – in the clearing were the two of them.
“You can see me,” she said.
A tingle went down Jack’s spine. Her voice felt like the first fall of snow; quiet, gentle, but with a silent reminder of the biting winter nights that were to come.
Jack nodded. “Yes,” he said, taking a tentative step forward. He smiled. “I can see you.”
The Queen looked puzzled. Her brows furrowed ever so slightly as her eyes went up and down Jack’s body. She raised her chin. “You stand before the Queen of winter,” she said, and there was a slight change to her tone. Sharper, authoritative – a tone that Jack normally would’ve detested and disobeyed out of pure spite, had the circumstances been normal.
But he understood what she wanted, and just to wipe that guarded expression off her face, he didn’t mind humoring her. He bowed – but probably not as deeply as he should have. It seemed to be enough for the Queen, though; there was a new glint in her eyes when he straightened again. Not exactly a smile, but maybe a small step towards it.
“You say you’re not an ordinary person,” she said, folding her hands in front of her. “I suppose that must be true, since you’re here, talking to me…but you seem very human.”
Jack tried not to wince. “Uh, yeah…It’s a long story,” he said. “And that’s sort of the problem.”
The Snow Queen studied him. Her expression hadn’t quite lost its guardedness, but after looking at Jack for a few seconds, she raised one hand, beckoning him forward.
“Walk with me, then,” she said. “I don’t know if I have any power to help you with your…problem, but…” The corners of her lips twitched upwards, like she had known how to smile once but had forgotten it with time. “…you must be cold. There are more comfortable places to speak than this.”
Jack was cold. He’d completely forgotten about it when he’d spotted the Queen, along with his ability to speak, breathe and blink. Now it was all coming back, and a shudder went through his body. He gritted his teeth to stop them from clattering and sent the Queen a grateful smile. He took a step forward, and felt the ground turn hard.
He froze – not in the literal sense – and looked down. Following the Queen had seemed like the easiest thing to do a second ago, but feeling the ice beneath his feet hurdled him back to reality. In this cold, the ice should be more than thick enough, but…there was no way to know for certain.
“It’s okay.”
Jack looked up at the Queen again. Her face had softened, just a fraction.
“The ice won’t break. Not while I’m here.”
“Are you sure?” Jack asked without thinking, before wondering if it was wise to question royalty. Or at least someone who perceived themself as royalty.
The Snow Queen didn’t look like she thought it wise, but at least she didn’t look angry. Just a little exasperated.
“I am the Snow Queen,” she said. “Winter bends to my will. Come along, Jack Frost.”
Jack Frost. Jack felt a smile spread on his face. He hesitated for just a moment longer, before he tentatively took a step forward. The ice felt like solid stone. It won’t break, he told himself. He didn’t need to be a winter spirit to see how unlikely that was. Besides, here was the Queen of winter – Jack would be lying if he said he didn’t feel a twinge of envy at those words – telling him it was safe. If he could trust anyone, it was her.
His steps grew more confident as he went further across the ice, until the only apprehension left was there because he didn’t want to slip and fall on his ass in front of the Snow Queen. He kept his eyes on the ground, and only looked up when he came close to her.
And he continued to look up; this close, he realized she was taller than him. Considerably taller. Her blue eyes – so pale and brilliant they were almost white – looked down at him in a way that made Jack feel like she could see right through his skin to his bones and veins.
He slipped anyway, and to his surprise, the Snow Queen grabbed his arm and steadied him.
“Oh,” she said, the caution in her eyes subsiding, like she’d surprised herself as well. “Don’t hurt yourself.”
Jack’s face felt unbearably warm against the cold. He gave an awkward laugh and took a small step away from the Queen. “Sorry,” he managed, brushing his hair out of his eyes. Since becoming human again, he’d slipped and fallen so much it almost didn’t faze him anymore, but at the moment it made the idea of the ice breaking seem not so bad after all. But then the Queen’s face relaxed into what looked like a slightly reluctant but genuine smile, and Jack decided his clumsiness was worth it.
The Snow Queen led him deeper into the forest, towards a mountain. She kept her gaze ahead the entire time, except when she glanced at Jack. The only thing betraying her emotions was the slight furrow in her brows. Jack marveled at the way her hair fell down her back, reaching her hips. Among the locks were several tiny braids, like she spent her time idly doing and undoing them. Jack supposed there weren’t many entertaining activities to do in a place like this.
“Is this your home?” he asked.
The Queen turned to him with a blank look.
“This island, I mean.”
She made a quiet humming noise. “I suppose,” she said. “Among other islands. Wherever winter is, my kingdom is as well.”
Jack frowned. “But you heard me,” he said. “When I called for you.”
“Yes,” the Queen said. “But I wasn’t here then. I merely heard your voice and followed it here. Before that, I was further north. Someplace without plants or animals – only ice and snow.”
“The North Pole?” Jack asked, but was just answered by another blank look. He gave a sheepish smile. “Ah, I guess you don’t call it that.”
The Queen peered down at him for a few more seconds, without stopping in her tracks. She stepped effortlessly around trees and shrubs, like she knew where everything was down to the smallest pebble.
“Jack Frost,” she said. Hearing his name in her voice made goosebumps run down Jack’s arms. “What a peculiar name. You’re not from here, are you?”
“I’m not,” Jack confirmed. “Putting it mildly.”
“And you came here for my help,” the Queen continued. “You say…you’re supposed to be a spirit. What do you mean by that?”
Jack tried not to let the hesitation show on his face. He weighed his words carefully.
“Up until one month ago,” he started. “I was a winter spirit, like you.” The Queen raised an eyebrow at that, but Jack continued before she could say anything. “We were attacked by a powerful sprite, and…in our attempt to escape it, we ended up here. Well, not here-here, but in the Archipelago. But I didn’t escape unharmed, so to say. I think it took away my powers, and now we have no way to return home.”
He left out the part about the time travel, in fear that she might ask about the future. Especially after what Sandy had told him about the Snow Queen’s mysterious disappearance. Surely, she would understand what that information might mean for her.
The Snow Queen’s eyes went distant. “The blizzard…” she murmured.
Jack’s heart skipped a beat. “The blizzard?” he repeated. “The one that appeared when we arrived? Was that you?”
“No,” the Snow Queen said. “It wasn’t me.”
She didn’t elaborate. Turning her gaze ahead again, she continued walking without a word.
Jack struggled to trudge through the snow, but the Queen didn’t seem to have any problem with it. She had no footprints either. It looked like she waded through the snow like water.
After a while, the darkness of the forest almost seemed to…fade away. Like fog, it retreated away from them, letting Jack see more of the nature around them. There was something about this place that felt different from before. The trees were all covered in frost. Icicles hung from their branches. Frozen bushes with red berries dotted the otherwise silvery scenery. Another couple of minutes passed before Jack realized that it wasn’t just the beauty of the place that set it apart from the rest of the island:
Everything had gone completely silent. All Jack could hear was the sound of his own footsteps.
“You said ‘we’.” The Snow Queen still didn’t meet his eyes. “Are there…other people like you?”
“I’m the only one who used to be a spirit,” Jack said.
“That’s not what I mean,” the Queen said, and her gaze flickered downwards. “I meant if there are more people who would be able to see me.”
“Oh.” Jack felt his heart sink. He tried his best to sound upbeat when he answered her. “I heard about you from…my brother, who heard about you from the other kids. I think a lot of people on Berk know of you. I know my brother believes in you. If he were here, I’m certain he would’ve been able to see you.”
“Knowing my name is not enough to make them see me,” the Snow Queen said, sending Jack a curious look. “You…are the first exception.”
Jack tried reading her expression, but it was as impossible as reading runes. “How…How long?” he asked.
The Queen held his gaze for a few more moments before she looked ahead again. “Long,” was her short reply.
They continued in silence for a while.
“Do you have a name?” Jack asked, before adding jokingly, “or do I just call you the Snow Queen?”
“I don’t,” the Queen said, which made Jack search her face for any sign that she was joking. But she didn’t seem like the type. “You can call me ‘your Majesty’.”
No, no sign of a joke. Jack bit the inside of his cheek, forcing back a laugh. Honestly, she was called the Snow Queen, but it wasn’t like she had an actual kingdom to rule, was it? Maybe she’d used to have that, Jack pondered. If she was a spirit, and not a sprite, she’d used to be someone else before becoming the Snow Queen.
It felt awkward in Jack’s mouth, but he abided. Mostly just to be nice.
“Your…Majesty,” he managed. “Alright, then. You really don’t have a name?”
The Queen didn’t answer. Maybe she didn’t feel the need to, since she’d already told him. Jack decided just to call her Snow. Maybe not out loud. Yet.
“And you are Jack Frost,” Snow said.
“Just Jack is fine,” he replied with what he hoped was an easygoing smile. Looking at her still made him feel tingly and nervous, which was both exciting and annoying at the same time. Exciting, because Jack could feel he was in the presence of someone powerful – someone who might be able to help him. Annoying, because Jack didn’t like feeling like he was inferior. It reminded him of all those years he’d spent watching the Guardians – the Big Four – from a distance, with a mix of admiration and envy. It was even worse now that he was human, and Snow was the one with the winter magic.
But he wouldn’t let those feelings show. It wasn’t like it was Snow’s fault.
“Jack,” Snow said, and she smiled in that stiff way again. At least she tried. “Your story is fascinating. I…don’t know if I’ll be able to help you, but you seem like an honest person. If there’s anything I can do, I will.”
Jack tightened his grip around his staff. “Thank you,” he said. His voice was a bit shaky. He was so relieved.
Snow nodded, then looked ahead again. “There it is,” she said.
Jack followed her gaze. There, a stone’s throw away, Jack saw another clearing. As they got closer, the trees got scarcer and the snow gradually turned to ice under their feet. Jack could tell there was no water underneath it; this ice was magic, created to resemble a road. It wasn’t slippery either, and it made a pleasant tapping sound as Jack walked. Snow’s footsteps still didn’t make a sound, and Jack started to wonder if she was barefoot under that dress. Maybe it was just a winter spirit thing.
As they walked into the clearing, Jack’s eyes quickly went to the giant chair in the middle of it. No, not a chair – a throne. It stood out from the mountain side, ice stretching from it in spiky shards that didn’t make Jack particularly anxious to get close to it.
Then Jack noticed the ice sculptures. Sculptures of animals, dragons – even a few people. Their likeness to reality was so impressive it was almost creepy. Jack felt another twinge of envy; he’d never been able to create something with that level of detail.
Then again, Snow made it seem like she was more dependent on her season than the other way around. She couldn’t go anywhere winter wasn’t; she was forced to stay here, on a cold dark island not even dragons inhabited, as far as Jack had seen. Or any animals at all, really. Maybe the ice sculptures were there to keep her company. The thought made Jack’s stomach twist.
The Snow Queen walked up the steps to her throne and sat. “Is this better?” she asked.
It took a moment before Jack understood. He wasn’t shivering anymore. It was cold, yes, but inside the clearing the cold seemed bearable. It reminded Jack of how he felt about cold as a spirit: He felt everything, but without the discomfort. The cold just was.
“Yes,” he answered with a grateful smile.
Snow almost smiled back. She folded her hands in her lap. “How can I help you, Jack?” she asked softly.
Jack opened his mouth, but realized he didn’t know what to answer. He’d focused so much on finding the Snow Queen, he hadn’t thought about what he would do if he actually found her. He’d never heard about any spirit losing his powers the way he had. But if it really was the same thing that happened to Bunny when the time fragment attacked, his powers should come back gradually…unless they were taken away for good in his case, since they were swallowed by it.
“I…I don’t know,” he admitted. “I was hoping that, somehow, you could help me get my powers back.”
“Powers which you lost,” Snow said, “in the battle against a sprite. What kind of sprite was that?”
“Uh—well, it wasn’t exactly a sprite.” Jack shifted his weight, bringing his other hand up to hold around his staff. “I’m not sure what to call it. It was…created by humans, drawn from time itself. Only it didn’t go well, and they had to split it into fragments, and…” He trailed off when he realized Snow was giving him a questioning, slightly doubtful look. Jack shrugged. “Look, I don’t really understand it either.”
“Time?” the Queen repeated. “Drawn from time itself? What do you mean?”
Jack’s mouth felt dry. He couldn’t keep information from her – not if she was going to help him.
“I mean it’s an entity that can bend time,” Jack said. “I’m not from here. This time, I mean. I’m from…probably around a thousand years into the future. The time fragment threw my brother and I back in time, and I think it took my powers in the process. It made me human again.”
The Queen stared at him. Her brows had furrowed more and more as Jack spoke.
“Impossible,” she said.
“That’s what I though too,” Jack said with a helpless smile.
Snow’s hands were clasped tightly together. “And you were a winter spirit like me?” she asked, her voice growing quiet. “I thought…I thought I was the only one.”
Jack nodded. “There are a few minor winter sprites, but…I get what you mean,” he said. He looked down at his feet. “I’m useless without my powers. There’s a chance that they might come back, but I haven’t heard of anyone having this problem before. And I kind of don’t want to get them back the same way I got the powers in the first place.”
Snow’s lips parted, but it took a few seconds before any sound came out. “…Death,” she said.
Jack nodded once.
The Queen rose from her throne. She stepped down the icy stairs before walking over to one of the sculptures: a stark white, shimmering deer. She ran a hand over its back. Her expression was tight, her brows furrowed in what looked like concern.
“The Berkians,” she said, her voice sounding distant, like she was lost in thought. “They tell stories about me, I know. Not all of them take them seriously. Some of them do. Their winters are long, and they’ve even named the harshest time like it’s its own season.”
“Devastating winter,” Jack confirmed. “They say it’s your doing.”
He didn’t ask if it was true, but the question hung in the air. The Queen smiled.
“Yes,” she said. “It’s quite a compliment.”
Jack frowned. “But they fear you,” he said.
“Winter should be feared.” Snow moved on to another statue: a fox. She crouched down, her dress flowing elegantly around her, and stroked the statue’s head. “It’s a dangerous season. Cold and treacherous.”
“It’s more than that,” Jack said, sterner than he intended. The Queen looked up, raising a brow at him, and Jack bit his tongue. “I mean…it’s more than just dangerous, S…Your Majesty. I think I know more about the, uh, treacherousness of winter than the average person, but I also know that it can bring just as much happiness.”
Snow straightened. “Happiness?” she repeated, like she didn’t know the word.
Jack shifted awkwardly. “Yes?”
She gave a small huff. Almost a laugh. “You’re just a boy after all,” she said. She ignored Jack’s slightly indignant look and walked across the icy pathway, over to the human statue. “The Berkians fear me because that’s how I want it to be. Their fear is what makes them believe in me. It’s what makes me strong. Still, none of them see me. Do you know why that is?”
“Because…” Jack started, but hesitated. Why did he feel like he was being tested? “They know your story. Your legend. But they think it’s just that – a legend. With…With a few exceptions, I think.” Tuffnut definitely seemed to believe in the Snow Queen.
“No,” Snow said, looking over at Jack again. Her fingers were lightly tracing the cheek of the human statue. “Even if they do believe in me, they wouldn’t be able to see me.”
Jack’s frown deepened. “How do you know?” he asked.
“Because that’s how I want it to be.” She let her hand fall, and slowly walked over to Jack. The corners of her mouth quirked upwards. “You look so surprised, Jack. It’s all a matter of survival. If they can’t see me, they never know what they are up against. Keeps them on their toes. It fuels me.”
“But aren’t you lonely?” Jack asked. His brain was having trouble registering what he was hearing. It was almost like talking to Pitch again. “There are other ways to be powerful. I never used winter as a weapon, and I’m—I mean, I was…powerful.”
Snow stopped in front of him. Her expression was indiscernible. Gently, she reached for Jack’s face, and Jack couldn’t bring himself to step back. Her fingertips grazed his cheekbone like she’d done to the statue. “Such sadness in you,” she said softly. It was Jack’s turn to look guarded, but the Queen didn’t seem to pay it any mind. “Quiet and fragile. And yet I do sense there’s something special about you…something deep inside.”
The swell of hope in Jack’s chest was almost painful. “Magic?” he breathed.
The Queen let her hand fall. She began circling Jack with a calculating look on her face. “Perhaps,” she said. “It does feel familiar, but also…slightly different. I’ve felt it before. The day of that blizzard. Wild and strong, but pointless.”
“Pointless?” Jack repeated, confused.
“Nothing to fear, no,” Snow said, and Jack wasn’t sure if she was answering his question, or if she’d heard him at all. Her voice had gone distant again. “You can see me. You want my…help. You…Jack Frost.” She paused. Jack wanted to turn around, but felt it would be rude, somehow. Like he didn’t trust her to be behind him. “Yes…You are something special. I’m sorry, Jack. It’s all a matter of survival.”
Jack’s heart skipped a beat. “What are you—” he started, attempting to turn around, but his feet were firmly planted into the ground. He looked down and saw that they were covered in ice. His breath left him, and he turned his head.
The Snow Queen had her hand raised. It was glowing white.
Then there was a bright light. Jack clenched his eyes shut as he was hit with a wave – not of cold, but of heat. The shrill sound made his ears ring, and he was faintly aware of getting tossed through the air and then hitting the snow. He gasped for air and blinked his eyes open.
A huge, dark figured loomed over him, emitting a low, furious growl.
“Toothless,” Jack croaked.
The dragon looked down at him briefly, his pupils narrow slits. Something green flew down from his head, flickering rapidly in front of Jack eyes. Baby Tooth?
Toothless looked back, and Jack followed his gaze.
The Snow Queen was pushing herself up from the snow, looking stunned. Her expression darkened with fury when she saw Toothless. She looked nothing like the woman Jack had first seen on that pond, the contrast so stark it made Jack wonder how he could’ve been so naïve as to trust her, just like that. She’d seemed so tentative and lonely – but now Jack realized that he had just seen what he’d wanted to see. A winter spirit, in which he wanted to see a companion; someone he could look at and see himself.
She dispersed into snowflakes, and Jack staggered to his feet. Toothless bared his teeth, looking around wildly, but the Snow Queen was nowhere to be seen.
Until she was. Both Toothless and Jack spotted her too late. Something collided with the side of Jack’s face, right where Snow had touched him earlier. The force was strong enough to send him sprawling again. For a moment, his vision was completely white. When he came to his senses, the world was blurry, and there was silence. Jack shakily pushed himself up. It felt as if he was moving through mud as he turned around and saw Toothless lunging at the Snow Queen, dodging her magic while attempting to hit her with a plasma blast.
The world went dark for a second before coming back again. Jack was losing consciousness. His staff…Where was his staff?
He spotted it in the snow a few meters away. The world spun too much; Jack couldn’t get to his feet. He started clawing himself through the snow. His vision was fuzzy, and Jack came to the slow realization that it was because it had started to snow. The Snow Queen’s magic made the air pulsate with energy, but Jack couldn’t turn around to look. He needed his staff.
The cold was unbearable. Worse than it had been ever since they’d landed on this island. It spread from Jack’s head and through his entire body, making him feel like he was slowly turning to ice. Maybe that was exactly the case, he thought faintly.
Through the ringing in his head, he began hearing a voice, and the world shimmered in and out of focus. In one second, he was dragging himself towards his staff, and in the next he was someplace else. Somewhere, in the middle of a snowstorm. Jack caught a glimpse of a cave and became suddenly highly aware of the pressure against his shin, where he’d hidden the time crystal.
Jack grabbed his staff and turned around. He couldn’t see the Snow Queen, but Toothless was bounding towards him. He could hear a faint, but frantic chirping, and Jack somehow got the message. He started reaching for Toothless, and Toothless managed to scoop him up with his head, making Jack slide onto his back. The wind’s roaring had replaced the ringing in Jack’s ears now, and he grasped onto Toothless’ saddle as the dragon ran from the clearing.
Wind made snowflakes slash Jack’s face and hands like a whip, and with it came another voice that sounded like the blizzard itself:
You will regret coming here, Jack Frost, it said. Wherever the snow falls, I will be there. This is my kingdom, as it has been for thousands of years. I am the Snow Queen; winter belongs to me.
The voice faded, as did the rest of the world. He jolted back awake when Toothless gave an earsplitting roar. Jack responded with a weak groan. He tried to open his eyes, but his body felt paralyzed. Baby Tooth tweeted from somewhere beside him, but Jack didn’t understand her.
“Toothless?”
The new voice sounded vaguely familiar. All he could think of was to convey one urgent message. He spent the rest of his strength to push himself upright.
“Go,“ he managed to wheeze.
“Oh, gods.” Hands were cupping Jack’s face, then running down his shoulders. When Jack managed to open his eyes, they met Hiccup’s green ones, wide and filled with horror. “Jack, what happened? What’s wrong?”
Jack tried grasping Hiccup’s hand. “Run, H-Hiccup, you have to run,” he whispered, his voice quavering violently from the cold. “F-find the others. Leave the i-island. Quickly.”
The darkness at the edges of Jack’s vision was quickly closing in on Hiccup’s face. Hiccup’s mouth moved, his face coming closer, but his words sounded nonsensical. Jack tried warning him one more time, but he didn’t know if he made any sense either. He didn’t have the strength to keep his eyes open, and his body went limp on Toothless’ back.
Notes:
Hi sorry for the wait! I forgot my computer charger in Norway when I went to Sweden so yeah. But hey, here's a snowy queen! Also, if I were to create a bingo based on this fanfic, one of the squares would be "Jack passes out at the end of the chapter."
Drew a slightly inaccurate Snow Queen for y'all (but mostly for me because I'm gay)
Chapter 16: Hiccup seriously begins contemplating his own sanity
Chapter Text
Toothless was gone when Hiccup finally reached the hilltop. And Jack as well, but that part somehow didn’t come as much of a shock. The other dragons were still there, but they were all restless and jumpy. The ground around Hookfang was free of snow, like he’d set himself on fire. Meatlug had found herself a pile of rocks that she was anxiously munching through. Barf and Belch were snapping at each other, which wouldn’t have been anything out of the ordinary if they didn’t also shoot sharp glances towards the woods, as if they were waiting for an attack.
Stormfly trotted up to Hiccup, her head tilting from side to side like an agitated bird.
“Where’d they go, girl?” Hiccup asked, brushing over her scales in an attempt to calm her.
Stormfly squawked. Hiccup didn’t understand her as well as he understood Toothless, but it didn’t matter; he already knew the answer.
The woods seemed to stare back at him. The darkness seemed almost magnetic, like it was a living entity, luring him inside.
Still, now that he’d caught his breath, his previous alarm felt just as ridiculous as it had felt on that little island with Astrid. However, that didn’t change the fact that it had happened twice, and Hiccup was starting to worry if there actually was something weird going on, or if he was just finally losing it. He didn’t know what was worse.
Why was it so bad that Jack found the crystal anyway? The worst that could happen was that it turned out to be his stone after all, and maybe he’d get mad or something – which wasn’t great, but not bad enough to go haywire about it like Hiccup had just now.
Also, he was growing considerably tired of contemplating who was crazy or not.
A sudden gust of wind made his body shudder violently. He better go find Jack before he got himself killed. He patted Stormfly goodbye, tried to write off the dragons’ apprehension as nothing, and limped back into the forest.
He’d gotten about ten feet when the wind picked up again, so suddenly it sounded like thunder. He yelped, arms flying up to cover his face from snowflakes that felt just a little bit too sharp against his skin to be normal. In the distance, Toothless’ plasma blast echoed, followed by a guttural roar.
Hiccup set into a run.
“Toothless!” he yelled. The ruckus didn’t stop. Whatever Toothless was firing at, it wasn’t backing down. Hiccup couldn’t think of any other reason why Toothless would be out in the forest if not to follow Jack, which meant that if Toothless was in danger, so was he. But that was not counting the possibility that Jack had already stumbled upon whatever it was Toothless was currently fighting, and without any way to protect himself…
He halted the train of thought before it could get any further. Questions could come later.
The ruckus came to a sudden stop, and Hiccup tried calling out for them again. He kept running, but without any sound to go after, he was afraid he’d never find them. Just when he’d begun to ask himself if he was too late, Toothless roared again, closer this time.
The dragon bounded out of the darkness, wobbling from side to side as if he was dizzy and…shivering, like he was cold. But that was ridiculous – dragons didn’t get cold.
“Toothless?” Hiccup called, worry making his voice crack slightly. Then he noticed Jack, and his heart sank even further.
For a moment, he thought the worst. Then, Jack stirred, shakily pushing himself up. In his right hand, his staff was locked in a weak fist. He tried to say something, but his voice was too broken to discern. Hiccup almost sobbed with relief. He stumbled forward, scanning Jack’s body for any wounds that needed immediate attention. Slashes, stabs, burn marks – who knew what kind of beast they’d encountered.
What Hiccup found instead confused him as much as it unsettled him.
“Oh gods,” he muttered. He cupped Jack’s face, but carefully avoided touching his left cheekbone when he gave a pained whimper. His skin was as cold as ice. Hiccup ran his hands down Jack’s shoulders instead, attempting to help him sit up.
Jack’s eyes fluttered open, but his gaze was unfocused. His breath was ragged, and he shuddered like he had a bad fever. It reminded Hiccup of the time he’d almost lost Astrid to the Scourge of Odin, which did not do anything to ease his panic.
“Jack, what happened? What’s wrong?”
Jack’s voice was so weak, Hiccup had to lean in closer to hear him. His words made pins and needles run down his spine. “Run, H-Hiccup, you have to run,” he wheezed. “F-find the others. Leave the i-island. Quickly.”
“Why? What happened to you?” Hiccup asked, but Jack already seemed to be losing consciousness. He tried calling his name, to no avail. Whatever it was Jack tried to say right before his eyes rolled back into his head came out in his native language, and Hiccup was left with nothing but an ominous warning, but an unmistakable order.
He wasn’t going to waste any time. He climbed onto Toothless, whose shaking was thankfully subsiding, and gathered Jack into his arms the best he could.
“Let’s go, bud,” he told Toothless, who almost took off before Hiccup had finished speaking. Whatever he and Jack had met in the forest, he moved as if it was right on the tip of his tail.
Finding the others proved harder than Hiccup thought it would be. He could barely see anything through the snowfall, and the wind kept throwing them off course. If he hadn’t known better, he would’ve thought the weather was deliberately trying to shoot them out of the sky. The only thing they lacked now was some good old lightning.
He gathered the dragons and sent them to find their riders. After what felt like an eternity – an eternity in which Jack showed no signs of waking up, and the only thing reassuring Hiccup that he was still alive was the faint pulsing under his jaw – he spotted Stormfly flying towards them, carrying Astrid on her back.
Astrid got the job of gathering the others and canceling the drill. At first, she was angry about it, but then she took one look at Jack, and she turned turned pale. Nausea rose in Hiccup’s chest at that; somehow, he’d hoped that Astrid would be able to tell him that this wasn’t as bad as it looked. She was always the one to push through pain and injuries, hoping for scars and bragging rights. But there was none of that bravado now. She assured Hiccup she would get the others back to the Edge, and ushered Hiccup to fly ahead.
It was a long flight, but Hiccup and Toothless wordlessly agreed that it was best for them to head straight for Berk. Gothi was the only one Hiccup could think of that might have an idea of what had attacked Jack in the woods, and more importantly, how to heal him.
And there was the possibility that healing was beyond her power, in which case Jack should be as close to home as he possibly could right now: with Jamie. It was a grim thought, pestering Hiccup no matter how hard he tried not to think it. For now, he kept a hand on Jack’s neck, taking consolation in the faint beat of his heart.
As they flew away from the island, the weather gradually cleared up. The wind stopped throwing them around like a paper plane, the temperature rose just a tad, and the snowflakes stopped whipping Hiccup’s face. Toothless’ course was fast and steady. Hiccup wondered if he hurried because he knew Jack could be in danger, or if he was fleeing from the island.
On the horizon, the sky had started to fade into purple, and Hiccup found himself praying for the sun to rise faster. Maybe it would do something about the cold that seemed to have seeped permanently into Jack’s body. Not for the first time, Hiccup wished he’d inherited more of his dad’s stature; sharing his body heat with Jack wasn’t easy when there was so little body to take from.
With shaky fingers, he traced Jack’s cheekbone, but quickly retracted his hand when a tingling went through his fingers.
In the same moment, there was a sudden flash of color before him. Nothing big, but still big enough for Hiccup to sit up suddenly in alarm. He looked around, but the night had gone back to dark and gray. He could’ve sworn something…green had just appeared by the side of Jack’s face, just by his cheekbone.
It had been a long night. That’s what he told himself. First paranoia, and now he was beginning to hallucinate. Fantastic.
“He’ll be fine,” he muttered, to soothe Toothless’ nerves as well as his own. He exhaled shakily and brought Jack close again, wrapping the blanket tighter around him. “This isn’t the first blizzard he’s survived.”
A voice in his head told him this blizzard was something very different.
He ignored it.
“When I read about dragons, none of the pictures look like these guys.”
“Don’t you come from a place where you don’t actually have dragons, though, Jamie?”
Jamie pursed his lips. He could go without being reminded of that. “Yeah, but…the only thing differentiating a Terrible Terror from a tiny, like, Chihuahua is just the wings. Maybe the scales…”
The Terrible Terror, who up until that point had been busy munching on a half-eaten salmon, turned to give Jamie a narrow look.
“What’s a Chihuahua?” Brant asked, seemingly more clueless about the topic than the dragon, somehow.
“Uh—sorry,” Jamie quickly told the Terror. “It’s a type of dog. They’re small with big eyes and they act tougher than they look. My neighbor has one. Abby loves her, but the feeling isn’t mutual I think.”
“Terrible Terrors can actually be pretty cuddly, once you earn their trust,” Undis said, from where she was sitting opposite of Jamie. To her left, Hrafnhildur was sharpening a dagger, seemingly without paying attention to the tetchy dragon in the middle of them.
“Oh, I know. We stayed at Gothi at first, remember?” Jamie carefully handed the Terror another fish, and quickly retracted his hand when the dragon snatched it. So far so good, but they were quickly running out of salmon. Whose idea was this again? “Her Terrible Terrors were a lot more docile.”
Brant chewed on the inside of his cheek, watching the half full basket of fish behind Jamie apprehensively. “Which was why you thought a Terrible Terror would be a good starting point for training dragons,” he said.
Oh, right. It was Jamie’s idea.
“You are aware that the Terrible Terror was a part of the dragon killing training program before we made peace with the dragons, right?” Hildur inquired helpfully.
Jamie swallowed. “You don’t say,” he replied, attempting to sound unaffected. Hildur didn’t scare him. That’s what he told himself, at least.
“They’re small, but deadly,” Undis added.
“Their singing, especially,” Hildur muttered.
Undis sent her a look. “Don’t pretend you don’t sleep like a dead person,” she argued, before smirking. “You’re just mimicking your dad. I’ve heard him say that exact same thing.”
Hildur sent Undis a sharp look. Jamie wasn’t entirely sure about the idea of riling Hildur up while she held a newly sharpened dagger, but Undis didn’t seem to share the same concerns.
Brant interrupted before a fight could break out. “They’re not that dangerous alone, so we don’t really have anything to worry about,” he said, shooting the soon-to-be-empty basket of fish a very much worried glance every so often. “Just, um…do whatever you were planning to do before we run out of food.”
Jamie picked up another fish and threw it to the Terror. “Um…I was kinda hoping it would eat until it got stuffed and then…”
“Like dads get after a big feast and they fall asleep by the hearth?” Hildur asked.
Jamie didn’t know much about dads, but he shrugged.
“Well…maybe you should think of a new plan,” Hildur said.
It seemed to be breaking the laws of physics, the fact that this dragon could eat the entire basket of fish, which was bigger than he was. Jamie started to regret doing this on the edge of the pier, so far away from anyone who could help if something went wrong. If any of them were set on fire, the idea was to jump into the water – and the smell of fish had been luring the Terrible Terror down there anyway, so it had seemed a good spot initially. Jamie swallowed his anxiety.
“Maybe see if there’s some more fish lying around here?” he suggested.
“Jamie…” Brant warned.
The Terrible Terror gave a loud squawk, and Jamie pushed the entire basket over to it.
“Nice dragon,” he muttered. “You look lovely, by the way. Not at all like a Chihuahua.”
The dragon growled, as if it were saying, that’s right – save yourself while you still can. This thing was really nothing like Gothi’s Terrible Terrors. Jamie supposed every dragon had its own personality. This one happened to mirror the personality of a hangry badger.
They watched the dragon emptying the basket like a pipe bomb.
“Um. Run?” Brant suggested.
“Sounds good,” Undis said, pulling Hildur to her feet when she didn’t immediately follow.
They started backing away from the dragon, Jamie inching around it as he was the one sitting at the far end of the pier. He was about to set into a run with the others when something in the sky caught his eye, immediately distracting him: a black dot against the blue.
“Toothless!” he gasped. “They’re back! They—”
“Jamie, what are you doing?” Brant yelled, halfway up the walkway to the village. How did they get that far away so fast?
Jamie’s eyes snapped down to the dragon when it gave a low growl. The basket was empty, and the Terror was now eyeing Jamie as if the difference between salmon and human didn’t seem so important at the moment. Jamie quickly backed up, but behind him was only ocean.
“Uh…” he started, shakily holding up his hands. “No more fish, I-I’m afraid. And you don’t want me.” To his surprise, the dragon stopped momentarily, tilting its head as if considering this. “Eleven-year-olds are, um…not good for your stomach. I will give you indigestion.” He tried for a smile.
The Terror made a sound almost like a purr. Jamie took that as a good sign. Several meters behind it, Brant and the others were watching in a mix of horror and fascination.
“What’s your name?” Jamie asked, like he expected the Terror to answer.
The dragon squawked.
“Squawk, yeah…Good name.” Jamie slowly crouched, still holding his hand out. “Okay, Squawk…My hand may smell of fish, but I promise it’s a hundred percent human flesh and bones, so please don’t try to take a bite.”
In the background, Brant shook his head violently. Hildur was watching with wide eyes. Undis was gone – hopefully to get help, or Jamie would be pretty cranky with her later.
He inched forward. Squawk blinked his huge yellow eyes. So far so good…
With a shaky inhale, Jamie looked away the way Hiccup had shown him and waited in tense expectation. A part of him expected to live the rest of his life with a few missing fingers. But a bigger part of him hoped to feel Squawk’s scales under his palm.
In the end, none of that happened. Squawk…well, squawked and took to the skies. He flew up beyond the piers, over the hill, and disappeared.
Jamie tried not to show his disappointment.
Then he remembered what he’d seen in the sky, and he grinned at his friends. He ran up to them. “Come on!” he yelled, sprinting up the wooden ramp.
They dashed through the village, Jamie in the lead. His chest was tingling with excitement. He wondered what Jack had found, if he had found anything. To be honest, Jamie didn’t really care at the moment; he’d just missed him, because the almost four days he’d been gone seemed a whole lot longer than just four days.
He expected them to land in the arena where they’d left, but then some villager pointed upwards and said, “It’s Hiccup and Toothless!” and Jamie looked up to see them soaring, not towards the dragon arena but towards the chief’s house. In other words, Hiccup’s house.
And they were alone. Where were the other dragon riders?
Already then, an uncomfortable feeling started replacing the tingling in Jamie’s chest.
A crowd quickly formed in front of the Haddock House, excited to hear what kind of adventures Hiccup had brought back to tell them this time. Jamie sped up and ran through it, forgetting about his friends for the moment. Just as he was about to emerge from the crowd, somebody grabbed his wrist.
“Jamie.” It was Undis. Her expression was something very different from the one she usually wore. She seemed pale. Her eyes were wide. Jamie pulled his hand back, and continued forward.
Hiccup was in the middle of explaining something to a dark-haired man when Jamie got to the front. Snotlout’s father, Spitelout, he remembered. Hiccup was standing by Toothless’ side, one hand over a bundle on the saddle. A tuft of brown hair emerged from it.
“…on their own. It was an emergency, so I had to leave before them,” Hiccup was saying, sounding agitated. “Astrid is in charge. They’ll be fine. Right now, I have to get Jack somewhere warm. He’s—”
That’s when he spotted Jamie, and his expression went slack for a moment. Then his brows furrowed, and his mouth became a thin, worried line. It was almost like he was afraid of him, but Jamie knew better; it was the same type of expression that Jack had worn when he told Jamie he’d lost his powers and they’d been thrown back in time.
“Jamie…” he started.
Jamie wanted to ask where Jack was, but he couldn’t find his voice. He walked up to Hiccup, dimly aware that the crowd was parting around him to give him space. He looked at the bundle on Toothless’ back, and then at Hiccup again.
Hiccup stepped away from Spitelout to go crouch in front of Jamie instead. “He’s fine,” he said softly, placing an unsure hand on Jamie’s shoulder. “Just a bit hurt. We’ll fix him up again.”
“Hurt?” Jamie repeated. The word felt strange in relation to Jack. “What happened?”
Hiccup’s expression was pained, but he quickly covered it up. “I’m not sure,” he admitted, and got to his feet again. He addressed the crowd. “Give us some space, maybe?” he suggested, though the question was obviously just an order in disguise. The crowd muttered restlessly, but to Jamie’s surprise, started to disperse. He only understood why when he saw who was coming towards them, with a gaze so piercing he didn’t need to utter an order for the crowd to understand that it was time to leave, if they knew what was best for them.
“Hiccup,” Stoick said, his voice a low grumble. “What is the meaning of this?”
“Hi, dad,” Hiccup said absently, unaffected by his menacing presence.
Jamie, however, was not, and shuffled closer to Hiccup as he carefully lifted the bundle off Toothless. The blanket fell away, revealing a very unconscious Jack. His limbs hung heavily by his sides and his head lolled against Hiccup’s shoulder. His skin was so pale, it was almost blue.
The folds of Jack’s cloak by his neck shifted, and Baby Tooth crawled out, looking groggy in a way Jamie had never seen a tooth fairy before. She tweeted, her voice barely reaching Jamie’s ears.
“What happened?” Jamie asked again.
Hiccup and Stoick had been quietly talking – Jamie was vaguely aware of their conversation turning into an argument, but he was too distracted to listen – but when he heard Jamie’s voice, Hiccup looked down at him. Jamie saw his shoulders rise as he inhaled, like he was bracing himself.
“Come inside, Jamie,” he said gently.
Jamie glanced over at Stoick, whose gaze was trained on Jack in a way that suggested he wished he was more than just unconscious, but once he noticed Jamie was looking at him, the hard expression faded. He sighed and nodded once.
“You go inside,” he said. “I’ll get Gothi.”
“Come on, Toothless,” Hiccup said, and headed for the door.
Jamie hesitantly followed. He glanced back to see that Brant was watching from afar. Undis and Hildur seemed to have departed with the rest of the crowd. Jamie tried for a reassuring smile, but he wasn’t sure if he managed it.
The Haddock House was bigger than any other hut Jamie had been in, but just as warm and welcoming – aside from the assortment of weapons lying around, but after being on Berk for so long, it didn’t really faze him anymore. The only source of light came from candles and the hearth, in which fire crackled softly.
Hiccup walked across the room, and carefully lay Jack down on a fur skin draped on the floor by the fire. Toothless quietly followed, curling up at Jack’s feet. Jamie walked closer, watching with a strange detachedness as Hiccup wrapped Jack in his cloak and then the blanket. Hiccup brows were furrowed in a way that almost made him look angry. It made him look a lot like his dad, and it made Jamie wonder if Stoick really was as angry as he looked all the time, or if he only had a lot on his mind.
Baby Tooth settled on Jamie’s shoulder, her hand touching his neck. She didn’t say anything, but her presence was comforting.
Once Jack was as warm and comfortable as he possibly could be, Hiccup sat back on his knees and sighed.
“There,” he whispered. His gaze was hesitant as he looked over at Jamie. He looked like he wanted to say something, but in the end he remained quiet. Instead, he nodded at the floor next to him, soundlessly inviting Jamie to sit down.
Jamie did, though he didn’t quite meet Hiccup’s eyes. He studied Jack’s pale, expressionless face, halfway covered by the blanket. He wondered when the fear would kick in. It definitely would, he knew that. He’d learned a lot about fear lately. But right now, all he felt was…He wasn’t sure what it was.
Guilt was definitely a part of it. Guilt, because he didn’t feel as much as he should.
“He doesn’t look like himself,” Jamie said, putting it into words before he even realized he’d figured it out. Jack looked nothing like he should. Not like Jack Frost, not even like Jackson Overland. He just looked like…well. He just looked like a person. A kid, even. Vulnerable and just as lost as Jamie.
“No, he doesn’t,” Hiccup agreed. He turned to Jamie again and smiled sadly. “But he will.”
Jamie swallowed thickly. He forced himself to look up at Hiccup. “What happened?” he asked for the third time.
Hiccup’s gaze wavered. “I…I really don’t know, Jamie,” he said. “Jack wandered off into the woods on his own. We asked him to stay behind, watch over the dragons…I don’t know what compelled him to do it.” Jamie noted a tinge of annoyance in his voice. He sounded like Jamie’s mom sometimes did when Jamie came home past his bedtime. Hiccup was just worried. “Either way, Toothless was with him when I found them again. Or, when they found me…Jack was…He was unconscious by that point.”
Hiccup was definitely avoiding Jamie’s gaze now. Baby Tooth chirped, and Jamie frowned.
“Was he?” he asked.
Hiccup glanced briefly at him, before his eyes fluttered back to Jack. “Well…not far off, at least. He was delirious. I mean, he must’ve been.” He shook his head, and when he spoke again, his voice wavered a little. “H-he…He just told us to run. I don’t know what he encountered. I’ve never seen anything like it.”
“Like what?” Jamie prompted, his chest tight with apprehension.
Hiccup shook his head again. “I don’t know,” he muttered. “Must be some kind of dragon, native to that island. He has these, um…” He hesitated, glancing at Jamie again. He set his jaw, like he was preparing himself for something. He reached over to Jack, and gently moved away the blanket covering his face.
Jamie let out a shaky breath. He brought a hand up to his shoulder, where Baby Tooth was sitting.
“It was her,” he whispered in English. “Wasn’t it?”
Baby Tooth placed a hand on one of Jamie’s fingers. Her answering chirp didn’t tell him much, but Jamie was already convinced.
“But then…” he started, feeling his lower lip beginning to quiver.
“Jamie,” Hiccup said, readjusting the blanket again before turning to him. He gave him a serious look. “Jack will be fine. We’ll figure out what this dragon was, and Gothi will fix him up. He’ll be fine.”
Jamie’s throat ached when he swallowed. He nodded, though that didn’t quench all his worries. “Okay,” he said.
The front door opened. Stoick and Gothi entered, and Hiccup got to his feet. He started recounting the story to Gothi, and Jamie halfway zoned him out as he turned his attention back to Jack. He scooted a little bit closer. He didn’t know how long he stayed there.
Jack’s dreams were filled with soft voices and cold fingertips tracing his face. Not once did the images stop flickering long enough for Jack to make any sense out of them, but somehow he knew that it was probably better that way. It felt as if his mind was purposefully scrambling itself, in and attempt to give itself something that was at least akin to rest.
It wasn’t until Jack was at the brink of wakefulness that he was brought back to those last moments, clinging to Toothless’ back with a searing pain on the side of his face. Then, Hiccup trying to speak to him. In the dream, Jack couldn’t make anything out. All he saw was his expression, his lips moving, his green eyes alight with horror.
Go, go, go. He had to go. He had to get away, before it was too late.
And then, gravity shifted, and something was touching his face again. Jack jolted into action, grabbing whatever was brushing against his forehead. A strangled shriek followed.
“Jack—”
Jack’s back connected with the wall, and the world came into focus. His hand was closed tightly around someone’s wrist. No, not just someone.
Hiccup stared back at him, his eyes almost as wide as they had been the last time he’d seen him.
Jack’s heart pounded. His head was beginning to hammer in protest of moving so quickly. He let go off Hiccup’s wrist in favor of bringing his hand to his temple.
“H-Hiccup,” he managed. His voice was so hoarse, all that came out was a whisper.
Hiccup stared at Jack for a couple of seconds before he stirred into action, reaching for something on the floor beside the bed Jack was resting on.
“Here,” he said, bringing up a wooden cup. “Water.”
Jack couldn’t bring himself to move. His eyes fluttered around the room as quickly as his heart pounded, before they settled on Hiccup again.
“What…Where are we?”
“At my place,” Hiccup said. He gestured, a little awkwardly, around himself. “This is my room.”
Jack’s eyes did another sweep of the place. His staff was leaning on the opposite wall. He blinked a few times, trying to gather his thoughts, but it was hard with the sound of his heart beating in the background. Still, he gingerly took the cup from Hiccup. It was surprisingly heavy between his shaky fingers. He took a small sip – and then a bigger one, until he was chugging the glass. He hadn’t realized how much his mouth had felt like all of those hot, dry places he’d never even tried to visit while he was still Jack Frost.
By the time the cup was empty, his head pounded just a little less. Hiccup took the cup from him, still with that careful expression.
“How do you feel?” he asked.
Jack considered it for a moment. “Not…great,” he admitted, but didn’t find the strength to elaborate. He could talk about how his body felt like he’d been herding sheep on Antarctica for three days straight, or how Hiccup’s bedroom was spinning ever so gently around him, or how his heart seemed to be having a boxing match with his headache…but that would require taking up a losing battle against the desert that was his throat, and he just didn’t feel like it.
Hiccup’s mouth was a thin line, but he managed a smile.
“You should probably eat something,” he suggested. “You must be hungry.”
Jack frowned. “I’m not…” he started, but as he said it realized that his stomach did feel a bit too empty. It didn’t feel like he was hungry, but it felt as if he probably should be. However, that just presented a more pressing matter. Jack looked down at his hands, as if they held the answer, then around himself again. “How…did I get here?” he asked.
Hiccup shifted. His eyes were having trouble choosing between giving Jack a deep, inquisitive look or avoiding any eye contact at all. “I carried you,” he replied, suspiciously cautious. Jack prepared himself for bad news. “Do you…remember anything at all?”
Jack mouthed the word remember, nausea welling in his chest. When he didn’t say anything, Hiccup carefully sat down at the edge of the bed, his brows furrowed. Jack tried searching his expression for answers, but found only that Hiccup wasn’t meeting his eyes at all now. He was looking at something slightly below his eyes – at a spot where Jack swore he could still feel cold seeping into his skin. He brought a hand up to it.
“You were attacked,” Hiccup said. “I mean…I think you were. I wasn’t there, but Toothless—”
“Mirror,” Jack muttered. “Do you have a mirror?”
Hiccup’s hesitance only made Jack more desperate to see what was wrong with his face. It didn’t feel like a scratch or a scar, but it was cold, and Jack was starting to suspect how it had happened. Hiccup got to his feet and picked up an iron shield from his workbench. As he sat down again, he seemed reluctant to hand it over.
Jack took it from him. He peered into its reflection. The image of himself was blurry, but not blurry enough to hide the mark spreading from his left temple and down his cheek. He felt his breath escape him, leaving only something hollow and dark and wrong as he realized what the mark was: a fern-like pattern, like the ones he used to leave on windows and trees and ponds. Ice etched into his skin like he’d been branded.
And then everything came rushing back. Searching the forest, seeing her for the first time…how beautiful she’d been, how happy Jack had been to find her, to know that she was real and maybe he’d finally found a way to go home. Jack wanted to hit himself. How had he been so naïve? He knew winter sprites could be mischievous, even malicious, but even so…he’d thought he saw himself in her. And now…
Everyone had warned him. They said that the Snow Queen was an evil entity that wished to chase the Berkians off their island, bringing the season they’d named devastating winter. She hadn’t even denied the fact, and Jack had still followed her, still hadn’t seen her ulterior motives. If it hadn’t been for Toothless, he’d never have gotten away, and he still didn’t get away unscathed. And then there was the question of whether he’d really gotten away at all. Because he couldn’t forget the voice drifting through the snowstorm, as Jack rode away on Toothless’ back:
You will regret coming here, Jack Frost. Wherever the snow falls, I will be there.
He’d told her too much. He recalled the way she’d been muttering to herself, as if contemplating her chances. She was paranoid and territorial. She was the ruler of winter, and she intended to have it stay that way. She’d acknowledged that Jack was special, whatever that meant. She’d tried to kill him. Jack had been so close to dying a second time, and if the Queen spoke the truth, he wasn’t safe yet.
None of them were. As winter came to Berk, so would she, and she knew he was there, because he’d told her. Just like that, he’d…he’d put the whole village in danger. Jamie, Hiccup, Astrid, everyone – just because Jack had been too busy projecting on a stranger to see the danger that was right in front of him.
“Jack.”
Jack snapped his eyes away from the shield as Hiccup gently moved it away. He realized his breath had started to come in short, hollow huffs. Hiccup was watching him warily, his movements slow and gentle as he put the shield down on the floor.
“What happened back there?” he asked. “What did that to you?”
Jack couldn’t answer. He didn’t trust his voice, and Hiccup couldn’t know the truth anyway. Not just because he wouldn’t possibly believe him, but because Jack was ashamed. And he was scared and he was lost, and there was nobody he could reach out to for help. He was alone with Jamie, to whom he’d already brought enough misery. So much for being the Guardian of fun.
He started shaking his head. “I…” he started, but immediately choked up. He didn’t have enough strength to fight it, and used all that he had to keep the waterworks at bay. Still, he was pretty sure the world hadn’t been so blurry earlier. He took a shaky breath and closed his eyes, bringing his knees up to his chest. “…I’m sorry,” he managed. “It’s my fault, it’s…I shouldn’t have gone. I shouldn’t h-have…”
“Okay, it’s—shh, it’s fine,” Hiccup interrupted, and Jack felt his hand cover his own. “You don’t have to tell me.”
He said it as if he hadn’t planned for the sentence to stop there. The right now or yet hung in the air.
Jack bit his tongue and forced himself to calm down. It didn’t quite work, but he managed to open his eyes at least. The last thing he wanted was Hiccup’s pity, even if it seemed he’d already got it. Hiccup didn’t know, but it wasn’t something Jack deserved. Not after disobeying his orders. Not after sneaking along to the training drill. Not after lying to him, over and over and over.
It took a few more seconds until Jack had calmed his breath again, and trusted himself to speak without choking up. In the meantime, Hiccup hesitantly retracted his hand, and Jack pretended his own hand didn’t feel awfully cold without it.
“What happened after I…” Jack gestured vaguely. “…passed out.”
Hiccup wrung his hands. “You, uh…you told us to run first,” he recounted. “I thought you…” He stopped himself, as if he regretted speaking. He shook his head. “I found Astrid and put her in charge while I flew ahead to get you back here as fast as possible.”
“And they all got here?” Jack asked. “Safely?”
“Yes,” Hiccup said, eyeing him. “They’re all fine. They arrived about a day after us.”
Jack blinked. “A day…How long was I out?”
Hiccup’s gaze wavered again. “Four days,” he replied stiffly.
“Four—” Jack started, his voice breaking. He started scrambling out of bed, uttering a series of words that North would’ve put him on the Naughty list for. “Where’s Jamie?” he demanded.
Then the world tilted violently, and he staggered sideways. Hiccup caught him clumsily, and Jack’s head collided with his chin.
“Ow! He’s fine. Jack, he’s—Calm down, please.”
Jack stopped struggling, if only because whatever was left in his stomach was threatening to come back up. Hiccup managed to guide him back to bed, and Jack shakily sat down on its edge. Hiccup smiled, and for the first time since Jack woke up, it had an ounce of real cheerfulness in it.
“He’s been bunking over ever since we got back,” he said. “Been actively winning my dad over the whole time. He’s probably asleep now, though.”
Jack stared at him. Then he let out a relieved laugh. He ran a hand across his face and nodded. “Of course he would,” he murmured.
Hiccup was still smiling at him when Jack dropped his hands to his lap. “Yeah, he’s…hard not to like,” he agreed. “I doubt he’s even aware how much he’s been aiding your case just by pestering dad with all his questions. I get a feeling Stoick’s missed having someone look at him with such wide, awestruck eyes when he tells stories about his adventures.”
As someone who’d been on the receiving end of that awestruck look multiple times, Jack could only sympathize. He smiled a wobbly smile.
“So he’s been fine then,” he said, “without me.”
The gleam in Hiccup’s eyes faltered a little. “Well, he’s…I mean, he’s…” He pressed his lips together, then sent Jack a serious look. “He’s strong, is what he is. He’s been doing fine, but…he’s spent a lot of time just sitting here, waiting for you to wake up.”
Jack lowered his gaze. Barely fine, he decided. He’d been sleeping for four days while Jamie was on his own, not knowing if Jack would ever wake up at all.
“You should rest some more,” Hiccup said. Jack only shrugged in reply. “It’s the middle of the night, and you look…” He trailed off, and Jack’s mouth quirked upwards at the awkward break. It was charming. “There’s some leftovers from today’s stew if you want,” he offered instead.
“That’s alright,” Jack quickly said. “Don’t think I could stomach that right now.”
“Fair enough,” Hiccup mumbled, scratching his cheek.
They sat in silence for a few seconds until Hiccup got to his feet.
“I’ll leave you to rest, then,” he said. “Gothi said she’d stop by with soup tomorrow morning, so I’ll wake you then.”
“Hiccup.”
Hiccup paused with his leg on step down the stairs. “Yeah?”
Jack opened and closed his mouth. Whatever had made him say his name, he couldn’t remember what it was anymore. “Um…thanks,” he said, “for…” He gestured vaguely, hoping that Hiccup would understand even if Jack didn’t even completely understand himself.
Hiccup looked at him for a few seconds, probably waiting for an elaboration. When it didn’t come, he just smiled. “Sleep well, Jack,” he said, and turned to take another couple of steps down.
“Hiccup?” Jack said, again making Hiccup pause. He turned around with an arched brow.
“Jack?”
“I…Don’t leave yet. Please.” Jack fidgeted with the fur on the blanket, wishing he had his staff. He didn’t know what to do with his hands without it. “I don’t wanna be alone.”
It felt stupid. Not to mention selfish, and entirely undeserved. But the words were out, and quite easily too; Jack was well-versed in those words after all, or any iteration of them. Even if Hiccup was one of very few who had ever heard him say them out loud, it wasn’t something he could bring himself to feel too ashamed of.
Hiccup’s expression did something weird where it seemed to soften and stiffen at the same time. “Of—of course,” he said, coming up the stairs again. He stopped awkwardly in the middle of the room, shifting his weight from side to side a few times. “Do you…want me to wait until you fall asleep?”
Jack thought he might be smiling again. “Sure,” he said, shifting to make space. Hiccup sat down on the edge and Jack lay back down on the fur
They remained like that for a bit. It wasn’t entirely comfortable.
“I’ve stolen your bed again,” Jack then noted.
Hiccup’s lips twitched. “Pretty sure an unconscious person can’t steal anything,” he countered.
Jack chuckled. “Still. Doesn’t seem fair. It’s not like you asked for some strange boy that might be a troll to occupy your bed space.” His smile only widened when he thought he saw Hiccup rolling his eyes. “Or what?”
“You’re gonna murder your voice again,” Hiccup said. “Go to sleep.”
“It can’t possibly get any worse than this,” Jack mumbled.
“If you don’t shut up, it will,” Hiccup promised. Then he narrowed his eyes. “What are you grinning for?”
Jack shrugged. “Thought you said you’d never tell me to shut up,” he said. “I told you it would happen.”
Hiccup turned to him. “That doesn’t count,” he protested.
Jack hummed. “Don’t know about that.”
“It doesn’t!”
“It’s not like we established any clear-cut rules on the matter.”
“I just said you should preserve your voice.”
“And I say that’s just a polite, Hiccup-y way to tell me to shut up.”
Hiccup laughed, and shook his head. “You’re impossible. Go to sleep.”
Jack probably would’ve continued annoying him if he’d had the energy to. Sadly, he didn’t, and just settled for smiling impishly at him. And for once, it felt as if he was going to follow Hiccup’s order, whether Jack liked it or not. His lids were already beginning to feel heavy again. Thing was, he knew that if he fell asleep, Hiccup would leave the room, and even if he’d be unconscious by that point, the thought didn’t sit well.
Besides, Jack was still cold. He could admit as much if he could use it as an excuse to keep Hiccup there. And sure, Jack was still amazed by the thought that he didn’t pass through people anymore, but there was something more to it than that. It felt like something had shifted inside him after that night on the Edge, and he wondered why it was different from falling asleep next to Jamie. But it was different, and he found himself craving it.
“There’s room for two,” he said, quirking a brow when Hiccup didn’t seem to understand him. It was quite straightforward, Jack thought. “I mean, if I didn’t scare you off last time.”
Hiccup’s mouth was slightly ajar. Then he started to nod. “Uh, yeah. I mean, no—no, you didn’t…scare me off.” He laughed sheepishly, running a hand through his hair. “What if I hog the blanket again, though?”
Jack shrugged. “Colder to sleep alone anyway.” He moved away the blanket so Hiccup could lie down.
“Ah…good point,” Hiccup mumbled. He started moving his hand down towards his metal leg but caught himself. Instead, he started laying down, and Jack realized something he hadn’t even considered before.
“You usually take it off,” he said.
Hiccup stopped midmotion. He looked at Jack, and then his leg, pressing his lips together. “Well, yeah. I mean, sometimes…I guess.”
He wasn’t a great actor. Jack nudged him.
“Take it off, then,” he said. “I won’t kick you out of bed or anything. Promise.”
That earned him a look that was a mix between annoyance, amusement and doubt. “Really?”
“Not on purpose, anyway.”
“That’s reassuring.”
Jack closed his eyes. He didn’t need to be a people expert to realize that Hiccup felt vulnerable without his prosthetic, so he’d give him whatever privacy he needed. Not like Jack actually minded, but that didn’t really matter. As he heard Hiccup place the leg on the floor beside the bed before lying down next to him, he silently vowed to reach the point where Hiccup felt totally safe with Jack. How he would do that, Jack didn’t know, but it felt important.
Jack opened his eyes again. Hiccup was lying halfway on his back, looking up at the ceiling with his lips pressed tightly shut.
“You look like a sunset.”
Hiccup gave him a disturbed look. “What?”
“Bright red.”
He gave a quiet groan, accompanied by a roll of his eyes. “Alright,” he said, turning over so he was facing Jack. “I can’t believe you’ve been out for four days and then wake up to immediately make fun of me.”
Jack yawned. “I make fun of everything. Haven’t you noticed?”
“Of course I’ve noticed. You know I’ve noticed.” He yawned as well. Jack felt a quiet but powerful pang of affection at the sight, but didn’t know what to do with it, so he just lay there smiling like a doofus. Thankfully, Hiccup didn’t open his eyes again to see it. “Sleep now?” he asked.
Jack shifted, attempting to scoot closer unnoticed. “Yeah,” he murmured.
It didn’t take long before he began drifting off to sleep, but still long enough to notice when Hiccup closed the rest of the distance between them to put his arm around him again.
Chapter 17: The Moon is a wonderful conversation partner (this is sacarsm)
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Like his sister, Jamie had always been quite a heavy sleeper. Not as heavy as his sister, but still heavy enough to sleep through his alarm every now and then. Probably a lot more often than his mom would like, but Jamie couldn’t help that his dreams were exciting, and he just needed to know how they ended sometimes!
So why, he wondered, did Stoick’s snoring feel more like an earthquake than something that could possibly come out of a human being’s nose? Jamie woke with a start, looking around bewilderedly. He was lying on the fur by the hearth like Jack had four days earlier, except instead of being covered by multiple layers of blankets, Jamie was halfway covered in Hiccup’s old notes on dragons. Not that he could understand much – he’d only learned a few runes so far – but at least the drawings were nice.
It was hard to say how early it was, but Jamie didn’t doubt Stoick would wake up soon. He always woke up early to do whatever chiefs did. Jamie had tried asking him about it, but hearing about that wasn’t nearly as exciting as hearing about his Viking adventures. But right now, Stoick was snoring like a storm in the other room, and Jamie knew he wouldn’t be able to sleep anymore with that going on. So he got up.
Baby Tooth chirped softly, appearing from somewhere underneath the papers. She’d been sleeping a lot more after she and Jack came back, which was concerning to say the least. Jamie was pretty sure he’d never even seen her sleep before, and now…well. At least she was awake during the day, and otherwise seemed to be acting the same…unlike Jack.
Jamie straightened his hair the best he could, flattening it at the back and brushing it out of his eyes. He waited to see if Baby Tooth would wake up, before quietly heading for the stairs to Hiccup’s bedroom. Where was Hiccup anyway? He wasn’t watching over Jack still, was he? It had been hours since Hiccup sent Jamie to bed.
Jamie stopped in his tracks at the top of the stairs. At first, he noticed Toothless, curled up on his slab by the window. And then…oh…that’s where Hiccup was. Made sense…but also not at all. Hiccup had offered his bed to Jack, he wouldn’t have just climbed into it together with him like that. Not if Jack was still unconscious.
Which meant that Jack had woken up sometime last night. That had to be it, right? Still, he was asleep again now, and Jamie wasn’t planning on waking either of them. Had it been only Jack, maybe, but the two of them together? No way. Jamie felt like this was probably not something he was even supposed to see.
So with light footsteps, he climbed down the stairs again, holding in his laughter until he was sitting by the heart again. He was so relieved, he felt like he might cry.
A moment too late, he realized the snoring had stopped.
“Ah, Jamie,” Stoick rumbled as he wobbled out of his bedroom, thankfully not noticing Jamie’s barely contained yelp. “Morning. Did you…” He trailed off, looking around. “Where’s Hiccup?”
“Uh. Watching…Watching Jack,” Jamie replied.
“Still?” Stoick looked up the stairs, as if he could see through the floorboards. “He’s not gonna wake up any faster by staring at him. I’ll tell him to get some—”
“I did, already,” Jamie said before he could stop himself. “He, um…he said he would be down soon. He’s slept a little bit also.”
That was a long lie, but Stoick seemed to buy it. He nodded and headed for the door.
“Right. I’ll go, then. And Jamie…” Stoick turned around, and the wrinkles around his eyes loosened up a little. “I’m sure he’ll wake up soon. If nothing else, he is resilient.”
Jamie smiled brightly. “I know,” he said, making Stoick raise a brow at his sudden optimism. Not that Jamie hadn’t been optimistic the entire time, but probably not in such a spirited way.
Stoick held his gaze a few seconds more, before he chuckled quietly and exited the house. Jamie waited for a few seconds, before he let his gaze wander up to the second floor again. He shook his head. No, he’d let them sleep. In fact, he probably wouldn’t mention this to them at all.
Now he just had to wait. He started looking over Hiccup’s notes again, sure that he couldn’t possibly fall back asleep now. But as the song of early birds filtered into the house and Baby Tooth tweeted softly in her sleep along with them, Jamie felt his eyelids become heavy again. He fell back asleep, drooling a little on an early design sheet of Toothless’ saddle.
He woke because someone was brushing their fingers through his hair. Jamie grunted softly.
“’S not even a school day, mom,” he mumbled.
The following chuckle did not belong to Joyce. “I guess that’s at least one thing to be happy about.”
Jamie whirled up into a sitting position. “Jack!” he cried, throwing his arms around him.
Jack laughed, even as he fell backwards, his staff clattering to the floor. Behind him, Hiccup beamed tiredly, leaning on Toothless. Baby Tooth chirped to life from beneath the papers and flew a few happy laps around Jack’s head.
“Hey, Jamie,” Jack said, then nodded and smiled discreetly at Baby Tooth as a greeting. His voice was all scratchy, and when Jamie leaned back, he saw that the mark on his face was still there. The bags under his eyes were much darker than usual, and his cheeks seemed hollower. He still didn’t look like himself, Jamie thought. But he smiled like himself, and his eyes still gleamed when he met Jamie’s eyes. “Sorry for worrying you.”
Jamie opened his mouth to say that it was okay, but he wasn’t sure if he could. Not until Jack explained what had happened. Jack seemed to understand, because his smile faltered a little.
“I’ll tell you,” he said softly in English. He hesitated. “But…I…It’s not good news, Jamie.”
Jamie felt his own smile fade. He looked at the fern marks on Jack’s cheek. “She…She’s real,” he said.
Jack nodded, expression grim.
“Brant and the others were right,” he continued. “A-and Tuffnut.”
Hiccup furrowed his brows in the background. “Tuffnut what?”
Jack pursed his lips, then turned around to face Hiccup. “Can I speak to Jamie alone?” he asked.
Hiccup looked a bit surprised at this, but he was quick to comply. “Of course. Um, if you go upstairs I can prepare some breakfast for us,” he said. He started to turn around, but stopped halfway, giving Jack an apologetic look. “Also, Gothi’s been leaving soup for you in case you woke up. I didn’t want to bother you with it last n—I mean…” He glanced briefly at Jamie, and Jamie pretended to be completely oblivious.
“I’m sure I’ll survive it,” Jack said with a hoarse laugh. “Thanks, Hiccup.”
Hiccup sent him one last smile before Jack turned back to Jamie and they got to their feet.
Up in Hiccup’s bedroom, Jack sat down on the bed with a heavy sigh. Still, he smiled lightly at Jamie and patted the spot next to him. Jamie sat down, while Baby Tooth settled on Jamie’s shoulder.
“She hurt you,” Jamie said before Jack could start.
Jack looked like he’d just swallowed a mouthful of Gothi’s soup. His eyes flickered away, and he nodded. “Yeah.”
It was harder to hear the confirmation than Jamie thought it would be. He struggled finding his voice again. “Why?”
“She’s not…” Jack started, but it was clear he was struggling to keep track of his own voice as well. “She’s not what we hoped she was, Jamie. She’s more like…like you said. The Berkians, the stories they tell about her, they’re all true. I was hoping it would be more like—well, like me.” The bags under his eyes seemed to grow heavier. “Not every story about Jack Frost is a nice one. I wanted…” He trailed off, his lips twitching uncertainly. He closed his eyes for a moment and set his jaw.
“Anyway, she…tricked me,” he continued, saying it as if it hurt to admit. Coming from an infamous trickster, it probably did. “I followed her into the woods where she revealed that being believed in, and being seen and…and all that, it’s not something she’s interested in. She’s like Pitch, but even more apathetic.” He raised a hand and brushed his fingers lightly over the fern pattern on his face. “She felt threatened. That’s why.”
“Threatened?” Jamie repeated with a frown. “What did you say to her?”
Jack swallowed. “Probably too much.”
Jamie was tempted to say, it wouldn’t be the first time, but he doubted Jack would take that well right now.
Jack’s lips were tightly shut and his brows were pointing upwards, deepening the lines around his eyes. Jamie guessed he was glad that Jack wasn’t attempting to hide away his worry for once, but couldn’t deny that it made his own chest feel awfully tight.
“I told her my name. Um, Jack Frost, that is. And I told her that I used to be a winter spirit…like her.” The last part came out softly, almost just a whisper. “And I told her about the time fragment, and that we’re from future. And I…sort of implied that she’s not around in…in the future.” He grimaced. “I didn’t think about it at the time, but she said she thought she was the only one. The only winter spirit, that is. And I said there are a few minor others, and obviously I’d never heard of the Snow Queen before…” He trailed off and closed his eyes, shaking his head. “I’m an idiot.”
“But you’re not a spirit anymore,” Jamie said. “Why would she feel threatened?”
“That’s where it gets really interesting,” Jack said, attempting a smile. “She said she felt something special about me. She mentioned the blizzard that we appeared in. It wasn’t her doing. We’ve been suspecting that it might’ve been my powers, so…” He inclined his head.
Jamie closed his hands into fists. “You might still have some powers left?” he asked.
Jack’s eyes glinted. “Maybe,” he said. His voice was soft, as if he was afraid that saying it out loud would undo it. He turned to Baby Tooth. “It wasn’t a dream, right?” he asked suddenly, before reaching into his boot. He rummaged around in there for a bit, ignoring Jamie’s confused expression, then brought out something – a pale blue crystal.
Baby Tooth’s eyes were wide. She chirped rapidly, fluttering in front of Jack’s face. Jack grinned slowly.
“What?” Jamie demanded. “What wasn’t a dream? What’s—” And then he realized where he’d seen the crystal before. Suddenly, he got the urge to recoil, but he kept still. “Is that…th-the…” he stammered, trailing off when Jack nodded solemnly.
“While I waited to go look for the Snow Queen, I fell asleep for a bit,” Jack explained. “And I had a dream. At least, I thought it had to be a dream, even if it didn’t feel like one. I was at the North Pole and I talked with North. I picked up this”—he held up the stone—“and when I woke up, I had it in my hand. Baby Tooth was there too. Right, Baby Tooth?”
Baby Tooth nodded vigorously.
“But…” Jamie stared at the two of them. “You traveled back in time? Or…forward in time?”
“Yes! Or…I’m not sure what happened,” Jack said. He eyed the crystal with a puzzled frown. “While I was there, I…I was still human, but I was like a ghost. The Guardians could see me, but they couldn’t touch me. And I couldn’t touch anything, except this crystal.”
Baby Tooth chirped in agreement.
Jack turned to her. “When I woke up, you were gone,” he said. “I thought you’d gone looking for the Snow Queen or something. But when the Snow Queen…” His voice faltered and he shook his head. “What happened with you?”
When Baby Tooth replied, Jamie couldn’t do anything but watch. Jack’s eyes furrowed in concentration as he tried understanding her, only asking her to repeat herself a couple of times. Jamie still didn’t get how it was possible to understand her, but whatever it was she told him, it left Jack looking even more puzzled.
“Hiccup had…” he started softly, incredulously. He glanced at the stairs, before it looked like he had to force himself to turn his attention back to Jamie again. “Uh…Hiccup had a crystal like this one in his satchel hanging from Toothless’ saddle. That’s where I fell asleep. Baby Tooth went into the satchel for shelter, and when she spotted the crystal, felt pulled towards it…”
Jamie thought he knew what she meant. He’d felt the same the first time he’d seen the crystal in that cave.
“…and when she touched it, she blacked out. She appeared in the workshop like I had, but not at the same time. She flew to the Tooth Palace to talk to Tooth, before they were summoned back to the workshop by North, after I had appeared there.” He looked at Baby Tooth for confirmation before continuing. “She’s been…weaker after touching the crystal. It’s why she didn’t wake up when I tried calling for her, I think. When she woke up, I was already gone.” His frown deepened. “Do you think it sapped your powers?” he asked Baby Tooth.
Baby Tooth shrugged helplessly.
“That’s why you’ve been sleeping so much?” Jamie asked.
Baby Tooth looked a bit embarrassed. Maybe it wasn’t normal for tooth fairies to sleep after all.
“Then you alerted Toothless,” Jack muttered. He looked down at his hands with a dark expression. “If you hadn’t…” The sentence faded into a shaky whisper and went quiet. He shook his head and put on a smile again. “Well, in the end…things didn’t go as well as I’d hoped, but at least I got to talk to the Guardians.”
Something about his smile seemed off, like talking to the Guardians hadn’t been as fun as it usually was. Jamie’s heart felt heavy, but he didn’t mention it and waited for him to continue.
“They said,” Jack said, slightly theatrically, “that Bunny’s power of the tunnels disappeared after the fight with the time fragment, but they came back. Which means that my powers might gradually come back. They haven’t yet, but we were…obviously a little closer to the thing than Bunny was. Maybe that’s what the Snow Queen felt.”
A smile was growing on Jamie’s face, yet he felt scared to be too hopeful. “What else did they say?” he asked. “Did they know a way to go back?”
Jack’s smile faded. “No,” he said. He hesitated. “They…they didn’t say much else. But Jamie…” He held up the crystal. “Baby Tooth found one piece in Hiccup’s satchel. She touched it, and it…triggered something. I think that’s what sent us to the future. And then I managed to bring this piece back to the past…It might be a lead.”
Baby Tooth flew closer to the stone. She looked warily at it, then up at Jack. Her chirp sounded like a question.
“Maybe magic activates its power or something,” Jack deduced. “Maybe if you touch it again, we go to the future, and…I don’t know. We could talk to them again.”
Jamie looked down at his hands at Jack’s hopeful voice. Sometimes it was too easy to forget that it wasn’t just Jamie who had someone he missed, but now the reminder felt like a knife, and the guilt of having forgotten about it even worse. A lump formed in his throat.
“But don’t touch it now,” Jack said, oblivious to Jamie’s internal struggle. He started moving the crystal away from Baby Tooth. “You’re still weak. If you—Baby Tooth!”
Too late. Baby Tooth had already dived for it, clamping her tiny hands around the crystal’s chipped edges.
Nothing happened.
“What?” Jack muttered. He looked worriedly at Baby Tooth. “Is it your powers? Are they gone?”
Baby Tooth shook her head.
“No, you’re right…You wouldn’t have been able to fly, then.” Jack held the stone up to his eye, as if he was expecting to find instructions etched into it somewhere. “Then what?”
“Maybe you need the other crystal,” Jamie suggested.
“Hiccup must still have it…for some reason,” Jack said, sending the stairs another long look. “But why would he have it? Where did he get it?”
Jamie bit the inside of his cheek. “You don’t think…he knows something, right?” he asked. The idea seemed absurd. He hadn’t known Hiccup for long, but long enough that he couldn’t imagine him pulling a con like that.
“No,” Jack said, a little too quickly. “I mean, he can’t know…That’s impossible. He probably just found it by chance. Maybe he intends to give it away as a gift or something.” He pursed his lips. “Which he can’t. We have to steal it.”
Jamie raised a brow. “Steal it?”
Jack looked back at him, looking like he’d just realized that’s not something you should encourage an eleven-year-old to do. “Because it could be dangerous,” he amended. “It’s for his own good. And for our own good. Hopefully.”
Jamie couldn’t help but think that it all sounded a bit dangerous, going searching for the crystal that had caused them all this trouble in the first place. He still had nightmares about seeing it in that cave for the first time.
“Just seeing them again…” Jack murmured. He was smiling, opening and closing his fist around the crystal. “It made me realize we’re never completely lost. Maybe that’s just the effect the Guardians have on people, but…despite everything that happened after, I feel hopeful.” He turned his gaze to Jamie, his smile brightening. “We’ll see them again, Jamie. I know we will.”
The lump in Jamie’s throat made a violent return. He should feel happy. This was good news. This was hope. But instead of returning Jack’s smile, Jamie felt his eyes begin to sting.
Jack’s smile faltered. “Hey,” he said, setting the crystal down and putting a hand on Jamie’s shoulder. “What’s wrong?”
It didn’t help at all. Tears started spilling down Jamie’s cheeks and a sob fought itself out of him.
“I…” he started, but his throat closed up. He bowed his head and leaned into Jack’s chest to hide his face. When Jack brought his arms around him, it only pulled more sobs out of him. It took a long time before he managed to get any words out, and when he did, it was with valiant effort. “I-I’m sorry,” he choked out.
Jack stroked his back. “Jamie, what’s wrong?” he asked again. He tried pulling back, probably to look at Jamie’s face, but Jamie only held onto him tighter. He felt so stupid, crying like a little kid. It didn’t matter that he was one; he didn’t want to cry in front of Jack.
“I m-miss them too,” he whispered, his breath shallow and uneven. “But you’re a Guardian. You’re Jack—you’re Jack Frost, and you—should be there with—with them, but you’re here instead, and you’re—” He stopped talking in an attempt to choke back a sob – with little success.
Jack was quiet for a moment, like he was at a loss of words. “We’ll get back,” he soothed, bringing a hand up to Jamie’s hair. “This is good news, Jamie, we—”
“But it’s my fault,” Jamie cried, finally finding the courage to pull away and actually look at Jack. “And now we’re here, because I—”
“What?” Jack interrupted. His face was pale with worry, and even if it didn’t sound or look like he found this funny in any way, there was still a hint of incredulous laughter in his voice.
Jamie wasn’t surprised; of course he wouldn’t even think to blame Jamie. That was just how self-sacrificing Jack was. But Jamie knew it was wrong, and now it was all coming out, with sobs and tears and everything.
Jack just shook his head, a silent question in his gentle smile. “None of this is your fault, Jamie,” he said, and if Jamie didn’t imagine it, he sounded just a bit frantic. “How could it be your fault?”
“Because you…” Jamie started, but had to take a shaky breath first. It was hard to get it out. He’d hoped he’d never have to bring it up, even if it felt like lying to Jack – using his kindness to avoid admitting the role Jamie played in this whole mess. He swallowed heavily and averted his eyes. “…If you’d been okay when—when the time fragment attacked the workshop, maybe we could’ve gotten away. But you were sick. You s-said you were okay, but I saw that you weren’t. All because I a-asked you to stay and dared you to…to drink from the cup that I’d already—”
Jack’s hand covered Jamie’s hand, squeezing gently.
“I see,” he said. And then he did laugh; a soft, sad chuckle, as he brought his other hand to Jamie’s cheek, gingerly encouraging him to look up at him. Jamie let him, even if it was hard to meet his eyes. Jack looked intently back at him. “Jamie. That wasn’t you,” he told him.
Jamie didn’t believe him, which made him feel even more guilty when a part of him was relieved to even hear the words. When he didn’t say anything in reply, Jack brought Jamie into another hug.
“Please don’t cry,” he said, again with that feeble chuckle. “I know how it looked, but you’ve misunderstood. It had nothing with you, or the teacup. It was something else.”
Somehow, this just roused more sobs from Jamie. He tried to come with an articulate reply but couldn’t think of anything. This reminded him of one of the very few times he’d seen his mom cry. She’d told him that sometimes, if you hold your feelings in for too long, they’ll eventually break out and then there will be no controlling it. Not that he ever doubted his mom’s wisdom, but he hadn’t truly understood it, until this moment.
Hearing the way Jack’s voice turned hoarse and strained didn’t help. He continued stroking Jamie’s back, rocking them gently back and forth.
“It was…it was something called heat sprites,” Jack explained. “Most of the time, they’re supposed to be in more tropical climates. It had been a while since I’d encountered them, because…well, I don’t usually have any business in tropical climates, do I? I mean, you saw how I reacted to the tea.”
The memory made a halfhearted laugh mix with Jamie’s sniffles, and he nodded. “Heat sprites?” he repeated weakly.
Jack hummed. “They’d somehow gotten lost and ended up in Iceland,” he said. “Don’t ask me how. Either way, it was my job to get rid of them. I overextended myself, and got…something like a cold, but more like the exact opposite.” He leaned back and looked seriously at Jamie. “How long have you thought this was your fault?”
“Since…Santa’s workshop,” Jamie mumbled. “You kept trying to seem fine when you weren’t.”
“Oh, Jamie…” Jack murmured, running a hand down his face. “It had nothing to do with you, dummy. Honestly. You…You should’ve told me that you’ve been feeling this way for so long.”
Jamie looked away shamefully. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be,” Jack said. He opened his mouth to say something more, but instead sighed as a he brought Jamie into a hug. For a few seconds, none of them said anything.
“You’ve been so brave, Jamie,” Jack mumbled. “But it’s okay to feel sad and scared.”
“I just wish we could go home,” Jamie whispered.
Jack squeezed him softly. “I know,” he replied, his voice barely audible. “And we will, soon.”
He leaned back, and Jamie reluctantly let go of his cloak. Things seemed a little less overwhelming when Jack held him like that.
Jack sent him a lopsided smile, and though it lacked any real happiness, it still seemed genuine somehow. “I promised, and I’ll keep that promise.”
Jamie tried to smile back. He nodded.
“And…” Jack hesitated. “You don’t have to be scared to talk to me, okay? If you ever feel bad, for any reason…” He gently wiped Jamie’s cheek. “You’re a big brother too, so you’re protective by nature. I get that. But…keeping it all in isn’t good.”
Jamie frowned, taking a moment to register what Jack had just said. You’re a big brother too.
But that conversation could wait. Instead, Jamie mirrored Jack’s serious look and took a deep, determined breath.
“You shouldn’t hold stuff in either,” he told him. “If…If I’m not gonna hold stuff in, then you can’t either.”
Guilt passed over Jack’s expression. “Sounds fair,” he said with a halfhearted chuckle. Then he tousled Jamie’s hair, still with less vigor than usual, but it made Jamie feel better anyway. “Now. We have a lead, and we have breakfast waiting for us downstairs. Once we’ve eaten, we can try to get the other crystal, and then find a way to make it work again. Maybe if I—”
“Jack,” Jamie interrupted. He tried not thinking about how tearstained his face was, or that his eyes were probably bloodshot and puffy; he furrowed his brows sternly. “I’m sorry, but you look like a corpse. I mean, it’s been a month already…we can wait a few days before doing anything. You need to rest.”
Jack raised a brow. “Alright, doctor Bennett,” he said, poking Jamie’s side playfully. “Brutally honest, I hear. That’s good.”
Jamie laughed, pushing his hand away. “Shut up,” he said. “It’s just…You’ve been asleep for four days. I thought…” He hesitated, finding the words hard to get out. “I thought you might not ever wake up. I’m just glad that, you know…you did wake up.” He fidgeted with his hands. “You scared me. So at least wait until you’ve recovered before we do something that might be dangerous again.” He frowned, looking down at Baby Tooth, who had been watching them silently. “That goes for you too,” he told her.
Jack nodded. “You’re right,” he said. “I’m sorry, Jamie.”
Jamie bit the inside of his cheek, because he still felt tears lurking just beneath the surface. It was embarrassing to cry like that. He only ever did that in front of his mom. But at the same time, he felt a little bit lighter now. He got to his feet and hugged Jack again, tightly around his shoulders.
“I love you, Jack,” he said decisively. “So be more careful from now on.”
Jack’s voice broke when he laughed, like he was surprised. And he probably was. Jamie was a little surprised by himself too. “I will,” he said, patting Jamie’s shoulder. He was smiling fondly when Jamie pulled back, and his voice was soft when he replied, “…and I love you too.”
“And—and you too, Baby Tooth,” Jamie added quickly, because he didn’t want to exclude her. Baby Tooth replied with the noise that sounded kind of like a laugh.
And now he was really feeling the need to forget about this whole thing for a little bit, and just enjoy the fact that Jack was okay – at least almost okay. Like he’d just suggested, they didn’t need to think about difficult things for the next few days. Especially not the part about the Snow Queen.
In fact, even if Jack had just explained that his sickness had had nothing to do with Jamie, now he had a new thing to feel guilty about: Jack had gone to find the Snow Queen because Jamie had suggested it.
“Wanna go downstairs?” Jack asked, but Jamie understood that what he was actually asking was, are you alright?
Jamie nodded, wiping the tears off his face. “Yeah. I’m starving.”
Jack was sitting like a blanket burrito by the hearth, recovering from Gothi’s wonder soup, when the whole dragon rider gang appeared one by one at the door. First came Astrid, who seemed grudgingly happy to see Jack awake. She assured him that she was still angry that he stuck onto their training drill, and that he was a nonsensical muttonhead for wandering into the woods by himself, and that he better recover quickly because she’d have him do a hundred pushups as punishment for it all.
Behind her, Hiccup smiled fondly, so Jack assumed this was just Astrid’s way of showing that she cared.
After that came Snotlout and Fishlegs, who had two very different ways of fretting over him. Of course, Snotlout only came for the gruesome details – that’s what he said, at least, but when Jack started explaining how spooky it had been back in the woods, he promptly stated he didn’t care. His complexion seemed considerably paler on his way out.
Fishlegs seemed more like a fretful mother. In fact, his form of caring was a bit overwhelming, and though Jack was flattered, his energy levels were betraying him. His head felt fuzzy and heavy, and he could never seem to get warm enough. Focusing became harder by the second. Thankfully, Hiccup seemed to notice what Fishlegs didn’t, because he promptly took on the role of a stern babysitter and told Jack to go to bed. Once Fishlegs was out, Hiccup sent Jack an amused smile.
“For someone who refers to himself as a menace, you’re not very good at being assertive,” he commented.
“I consider myself…mischievous,” Jack said as he got to his feet, holding back a groan. “Not rude. What time is it?”
Hiccup shrugged. “About midday, I think. Or a little later.”
“That’s nothing,” Jack said miserably, but he was already making his way to the stairs, still with his blanket tightly wrapped around his shoulders. “I’ve been on my way to falling asleep since Snotlout left.”
“You’ve been comatose for four days,” Hiccup said, taking a few steps closer to him like he was afraid he’d suddenly collapse. “Do you know how many hours I spent in bed after we fought the Red Death?”
“The Red Death?” Jack repeated, sending him a curious look.
Hiccup blinked. “Oh, uh…I never told about that?”
Jack shook his head. “Pretty sure you didn’t,” he said, tilting his head thoughtfully to the side. “Probably something about…not trusting me with the information or something.”
“Ah, well,” Hiccup said, a smile making its way onto his face again. “What do you say to a bedtime story?”
Jack laughed. “How kind. Yes, I’d love that,” he said, and though his voice had a tendency to bear a constant tinge of sarcasm, the offer seemed a lot more appealing than it probably should. Thankfully, Jamie and Baby Tooth weren’t here to witness this.
They headed up to Hiccup’s room, and Jack sat on the bed, propping himself against the wall beside his staff. “You think your dad will approve of you telling me this?”
“My dad’s been bragging about all his great battles to Jamie for five days now,” Hiccup said. “He probably even told him about this one. Probably with a few…artistic alterations here and there, but still.”
“Where is Jamie?” Jack asked.
“Oh, he and his friends are playing with Toothless,” Hiccup said, smiling wryly. “That’ll exhaust him. Toothless, I mean – not Jamie. I wish I was as energetic as him.”
Jack raised a brow. “You’re not neglecting flying with Toothless again, are you?”
Hiccup sent Jack an exasperated look. “I worry about you,” he said plainly, “and Toothless does as well. He knows why we’re not up there as much as usual right now. And besides, he’s…” He looked down, shaking his head. “He’s been acting a bit weird lately.”
A chill settled in Jack’s neck. His mind flashed the picture of Toothless standing between him and the Snow Queen. “Why?” he asked, bringing the blanket tighter around himself.
“Don’t know,” Hiccup said with a helpless shrug. “When Toothless…brought you to me on that island, it looked like…But I’m sure it was nothing.”
“Hiccup,” Jack said. “I can’t read your thoughts.”
“Sorry.” Hiccup folded his hands, sitting down at the edge of the bed. “I thought he seemed cold. But that’s impossible. Dragons don’t get cold. I mean, they breathe fire – how could they?”
Jack stared at the wall, struggling to find an appropriate way to answer. He was about to ask Hiccup why he hadn’t said anything, but he thought he already knew. Because why would Hiccup bring it up, when Jack had reacted the way he did when asked about what happened on the island? And now, even if Jack did know that Toothless might’ve been hurt by the Snow Queen, what could he do about it? It wasn’t like he could talk to the dragon, ask what happened and expect an answer.
His heart felt heavy. Toothless had gotten hurt trying to protect him.
“I’m sure it’s fine,” Hiccup said, putting a hand on Jack’s knee. His expression was soft and knowing when Jack looked up at him. “If I had punished myself for every time Toothless has put himself in danger for my sake, there wouldn’t be much of me left.”
Jack managed a faint smile. “Was the Red Death one of those times?”
Hiccup held his gaze for a moment longer, before he let his hand fall and his eyes wander into the air. His prosthetic knocked gently against the floorboards. “I think I’ll have to start from the beginning,” he said. “The reason why the dragons attacked Berk in the first place.”
It sounded like the beginning of a long story, so Jack shifted and made himself more comfortable. “That’s…three, four years ago?” he guessed.
“Yeah. Lots have happened since then, as you can see.”
“You lost a limb.”
“I’m getting to that part.”
Jack smiled. “I’ll shut up.”
And Hiccup started from the beginning, from when he was a small, two-legged, never-do-well fifteen-year-old, and Berk was at war with the dragons. He explained his plan of taking down a Night Fury which had actually worked, despite everything, but which had then gone in a very different direction than anyone had thought. He described what it had felt like, finding Toothless and realizing that he just couldn’t kill him. Then later, seeing the dragon was missing his tailfin, and coming to the decision that he was going to go against everything he’d been taught to get the dragon back to the skies.
Jack had sunk down into a horizontal position while Hiccup talked, his body begging for rest. Still, his head hadn’t gotten any more tired. In fact, he felt more energized than he had the entire day, watching Hiccup’s expressions and gestures as he reminisced about every feeling and sensation that had gone through his mind and body as he and Toothless found a friend in each other.
The story was coming to its climax as Hiccup recounted how he’d attempted to save a chained Toothless underwater, but that Stoick had been the one to actually free him. Jack knew the point he should be focusing on was the fact that Stoick had realized Hiccup had been right all along and that Toothless and the dragons weren’t the enemy, but he still couldn’t help but shift uncomfortably.
“You would’ve drowned trying to save him, hadn’t it been for Stoick,” Jack murmured.
Hiccup nodded, looking down at his lap. “I think so,” he agreed. “I was already blacking out, when…” He trailed off, glancing at Jack. “Any—anyway, the good part is what follows. Well, at least as a story to impress your friends with, it’s good. Can’t say it was that enjoyable in the moment.
“To be honest, I can only remember things in…parts. And they’re all pretty blurry. I just remember the energy, the—the rush…cold wind mixing with scorching heat. We got the Red Death into the air – it was a miracle that gigantic thing could fly – and it followed us into the clouds. Things almost seemed to go well, but then…Toothless’ tailfin burned away. We just needed a little more time, but at that point I felt…”
Hiccup trailed off for a moment, his gaze horribly distant.
“…I just hoped we’d be able to take it down before it was over for us. Maybe Toothless would survive the fall, but me…” He shook his head, giving a flat laugh. “No way. But just at the right moment, Toothless turned around and blasted the Red Death straight down its throat. And then…then…” Hiccup frowned, before giving Jack a slightly sheepish smile. “It gets very blurry after that.”
Jack looked back at him. A part of him wanted to come up with something lighthearted to say – something to ease that troubled look in Hiccup’s eyes – but he was too busy trying to imagine what it must’ve felt like. It was hard when his brain seemed to gradually be turning to goo.
“You must’ve been scared,” he said, then immediately felt stupid for saying it. Of course he had been scared; he’d been falling to his end after battling an enormous dragon called the Red Death.
Hiccup shrugged. “Must have,” he agreed. “Kinda hard to feel much of anything when so much is at stake. All you can feel is…the drive to see it through. Whatever it might be…Saving my family, saving the dragons…Nothing else mattered, in that moment.”
Jack knew exactly what Hiccup meant, but he kept quiet.
“Anyway…” Hiccup said, letting out a slightly shaky breath. “Next thing I knew, I was waking up at home. Toothless was there. Very unusual, but not unwelcome. I removed the covers, and…” He gestured at his prosthetic, smiling wryly. “Peg-leg.”
Out of everything, this was the only part where Hiccup didn’t seem to feel the need to dwell on the details. No descriptions of feelings or trains of thought. Clearly, Hiccup had found peace with the fact that he’d lost his leg, but now, after delving into the past, there was a wistful look on him.
Jack shakily sat up, feeling the need to be closer to Hiccup for some reason, despite his body protesting for him to remain still. “You were just a kid,” he said quietly.
“We all were. But we did it anyway, didn’t we?” He let his leg fall back onto the floor and smiled lopsidedly at Jack. “Just a bunch of barely-dragon riders, taking down the biggest threat Berk had ever seen. And now we live the way we do. I’d do it all again in a heartbeat.”
Their eyes remained interlocked for a few soundless seconds. Jack spent them wondering how Hiccup had turned out the way he was – how someone like him could come to exist in those circumstances. Often awkward and unassuming, a bit of a worrywart in Jack’s opinion, and yet he had stories like that to tell about his life. Jack had been around for more than 300 years; he’d observed many wonderful humans during that time. Somehow, they all seemed kind of so-so as he imagined little Hiccup risking the loss of all he knew in order to do the right thing, and he’d survived and grown into this responsible, selfless, brave chief-to-be.
Out of all the years in history, Jack had been lucky enough to end up in the years where Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III could sit by his bedside and tell him stories.
Hiccup was the one to break eye contact when his irises flickered downwards, to the ice patterns on his cheek, Jack assumed. He was about to turn his head to block the view, but just then, Toothless jumped in through the window and gave a miserable yowl. Hiccup jumped at the sudden noise and got to his feet.
“Oh, gods—Toothless,” he muttered, bringing a hand to his heart. “A warning would be nice.”
Toothless grumbled and craned his neck towards the sky outside.
“He’s being quite clear,” Jack noted with an amused smile. “You should go.”
“Oh—right. Jamie might be on his way back, then,” Hiccup said, shifting his weight restlessly. He hesitated, then pointed at Jack. “Why are you still awake? Go to sleep!”
Jack laughed and diligently lay down. “Will do, Your Highness,” he said. “Thanks for the bedtime story.”
Hiccup paused in the middle of climbing onto Toothless and smiled in an almost bashful way. “It was my pleasure,” he replied theatrically. “And don’t call me that.”
Jack hummed noncommittally, already closing his eyes. He heard Hiccup chuckle softly, followed by the sound of Toothless gracefully exiting the room and taking to the sky.
Jack’s smile faded slowly along with the sound of beating wings. He waited for the front door to open, wondering if he should try to stay awake until Jamie came back. He’d convinced him to go play with his friends and get his mind off everything. Jack would never say it out loud, but he couldn’t imagine that seeing Jack in the state that he was would do Jamie any good. And after that conversation…
Truth was, Jack had had to use every ounce of his will to not start crying as well. That wouldn’t have been very responsible of him; Jack had to be the emotionally stable one. The anchor, the shelter in the storm, whatever kind of metaphors you could use. At least make it seem like it. But he’d never seen Jamie like that before. Sure, he’d been on the brink of tears before, but nothing like that. Seeing it hurt more than whatever the Snow Queen had done to him. Thinking about it made his stomach tighten to the point he felt like he couldn’t breathe.
Jamie had felt guilty for something he hadn’t even done, and Jack had been none the wiser. It made him wonder what other things occupied Jamie’s mind that he didn’t speak about – and for what reason? Because he didn’t want to put more pressure on Jack? Because he didn’t want to seem weak?
Or because Jack wasn’t making a good example by hiding things as well?
Probably a mix between the three…and a bunch of other things that Jack couldn’t tell because he knew Jamie less than he liked to admit.
His depressing musings were rudely interrupted when something dropped onto the floorboards. He sat bolt upright, grabbing his staff and pointing it at—
“Woah, hey!” Tuffnut said, holding up his hands. “Don’t shoot, o mighty—Agh, my foot!” Ruffnut dropped in through the window as well, landing on Tuffnut’s, well, foot.
“Sorry,” Ruffnut said with a grin and without an ounce of guilt.
Jack lowered the staff. “You’re breaking in?” he asked incredulously. “Couldn’t you have just used the door?”
“We didn’t want to seem suspicious,” Ruffnut reasoned.
“Right,” Jack said. “Of course. So what brings you here, then? Something suspicious, I’d guess?”
“Rich, coming from you,” Tuffnut said, shooing Belch away when he tried coming in through the window as well. Once the dragon took off, he turned to Jack and put his hands on his hips. “I believe you owe us an explanation.”
“Do I?” Jack asked, putting his staff away as an excuse to avert his eyes. “It’s not something you need to—”
“I seem to recall,” Ruffnut interrupted importantly as she came to stand by the foot of the bed, “that you said you owed us one for helping you get out of that, uh, tooth spectacle.” She looked around. “Where is the criminal, anyway?”
Jack pressed his lips together. “Baby Tooth isn’t here,” he said. “And she was only doing what she thought was right, so don’t call her that. Anyway, why do you think something like that happened? You said you didn’t know what kind of dragons inhabited that island – maybe I just...”
He trailed off when the twins both raised a brow, sending the mark on Jack’s face pointed looks. Jack turned his head away, but not before giving them a glower.
“If something out of the ordinary happened, you have to share with the class,” Tuffnut said. “And by class, I mean Ruff and I. And by out of the ordinary, I mean magi—”
“Yes, I know what you mean,” Jack hissed, sending a nervous glance towards the staircase. “Lower your voices, at least. I…” He opened and closed his fists, slowly looking back to the twins. “…Something did happen.”
The twins looked surprised despite their previous show of confidence. They came to sit by the edge of the bed, looking at Jack expectantly, like it was his turn to tell a bedtime story. Jack held back the urge to roll his eyes. He was rarely this irritable, but it was a part of him the twins just excelled at bringing out.
At the same time, he didn’t regret telling them the truth. They hadn’t been anything but helpful, if not just a little annoying, until now, and it was nice to have someone other than Jamie and Baby Tooth who knew everything.
“She’s real,” Jack said.
The twins exchanged wary looks. “Who is?” Ruffnut asked.
Jack wondered for a moment if it was wise to tell them. Belief would probably only make her stronger, and from what Jack saw, she was already strong enough. But the twins wouldn’t stop hounding him if he didn’t, so he steeled himself and met their quizzical gazes.
“The Snow Queen.”
Tuffnut straightened. “I knew it!” he started loudly, before Jack gestured at him to keep it down, and he froze. Not literally, but he might as well. He stared at Jack’s hands warily, as if he’d zapped him.
Jack sighed, letting his hands fall. “And you’re all right about her,” he mumbled. “I hoped…I hoped she was just misunderstood. But she’s not. She’s apathic and evil. And powerful.”
“She did that to you?” Ruffnut asked,.
Jack brought a hand up to trace his cheek and nodded. He could barely feel it anymore, but where the fern patterns were, his skin was still considerably cold. “I told her everything,” he said, “and she didn’t take it well. She doesn’t…exist in the future. At least I’ve never heard of her. I think that insinuation scared her, so she tried to kill me. Get rid of the threat and all.”
“Threat?” Ruffnut repeated, catching on as easily as Jamie had. But instead of looking hopeful, her expression turned guarded. “How are you a threat?”
Jack looked between the two of them. If he didn’t know it already, this would’ve been definite proof that he and Pitch never could have worked together. He didn’t want to be feared, but it seemed Ruffnut and Tuffnut had already decided what they thought of winter spirits. And after meeting their only experience with winter spirits, he couldn’t blame them.
“I’m not sure,” he mumbled, looking down.
The twins were awfully quiet, so Jack tried brightening up.
“Anyway,” he said. “It’s not all bad. I might be one step closer to finding a way to go home. Something strange happened while I slept at that hilltop…”
He explained to them the dream that wasn’t a dream, how he’d woken up with the new crystal in his hand.
“Strange thing is,” he said. “Baby Tooth said the other crystal was in Hiccup’s satchel, but when I looked for it earlier, it was gone.”
“You were snooping in Hiccup’s satchel?” Ruffnut asked with a raised brow.
“It’s not something I would’ve done for no reason,” Jack argued. “But that crystal might be dangerous. And it might also be the key to getting us out of here. I’m scared that Hiccup…” He trailed off, looking away again. “…I don’t want Hiccup to get involved in this. I need that crystal.”
“Got it,” Tuffnut said, getting to his feet along with his sister.
Jack blinked. “What?”
“You want us to keep an eye on Hiccup,” Ruffnut said. “Get the crystal back.”
“I didn’t—” Jack stared at them. “You’d do that for me?”
The twins shared smug looks, before turning to Jack again. “You scratch our backs, we scratch yours,” Ruffnut said. “We want to know what kind of spooky stuff you’re getting up to, so…”
“If you think it’s so spooky, why do you want to know?” Jack grumbled.
“Consider us a blessing, Jackson Overland,” Tuffnut said, beginning to climb out the window.
“Just use the door,” Jack pleaded. “Nobody’s here anyway.” He watched the twins as they disappeared down the stairs, biting his tongue. Then he got out of bed and followed them. “Just try to seem normal,” he called after them. They turned around halfway to the door.
“Du-uh,” Ruffnut said.
“Hiccup can’t know,” Jack said. “Anything. Don’t ask him about the crystal, just…keep an eye out for it.”
This time, the look the twins shared was somewhat wary.
“Okay…” Tuffnut said slowly. “Don’t worry. We always act weird. Nothing will seem out of the ordinary.”
Jack hoped they were right. He bit his lip as he watched the twins exit the hut, pretending his chest didn’t feel so heavy at the thought of sneaking behind Hiccup’s back.
That night, Jack’s dreams were filled with all kinds of nightmare scenarios. They shifted into each other seamlessly, but this time his brain didn’t do such a good job at scrambling them. They were nonsensical, but not nonsensical enough for Jack to just drift along with them. No, tonight they were in a horrible dreamlike kind of high definition.
He was by the lake with Emily, but instead of going through the ice himself, he was the one who remained. He watched Pitch shoot an arrow into Sandy’s back, but this time, his dream-self just knew there was no way to bring him back. He saw the waves of Pitch’s nightmare sand rush towards them from every direction, and as Jamie stepped forward and held out his hand, he already knew how the nightmare would deviate from reality.
He sat on the bed with Jamie and told him what he hadn’t told him earlier. How their time on Berk paralleled the time in their present, how Jamie had disappeared in the woods and his family had been looking for him for a month. Jamie’s eyes were wide with panic, tears welling up in his eyes. It wasn’t the first time Jack had dreamed about Jamie looking at him with this expression: disappointment, fear and betrayal, like he was realizing that Jack couldn’t help him anymore, and that perhaps he had caused more damage than his help could make up for.
And then Jack was in a white forest. The Snow Queen stood over him, her hand on Jack’s cheek. Pain spread from where her fingers brushed against his skin, spreading and stabbing through his body like ice stalactites. The feeling grew until snow filled his vision, until everything went white, until all that was left was empty and frozen.
Jack woke up shivering. His breath was shallow, and his throat ached whenever he inhaled. Had he been screaming in his sleep? If so, it seemed the house was either empty or the others were ignoring him. He tried taking deep breaths, tried getting his body to stop shaking, and listened for any signs of life downstairs.
A faint snoring caught his ears. Jack pushed himself up and looked around. Sunlight was no longer shining in through the window. Instead, there was another kind of light. Paler, and frankly not very welcome at the moment.
Jack looked up at the Moon, perfectly framed in the window, almost like it had waited for him to wake up and see it. Strange how so many people would find the sight beautiful, when Jack – especially after waking up from a dream like that – only felt contempt. He let out a shuddering sigh and buried his face in his hands, blocking the moonlight from view.
Minutes passed as he waited for his heart to calm down. The fire must’ve died downstairs, because the house was freezing, and Jack’s body wouldn’t stop shaking no matter how tightly he wrapped the blanket around himself. His head was pounding too. It didn’t take long before he came to the conclusion he wouldn’t be able to go back to sleep anytime soon.
He swung his legs out of bed. Sitting still in the moonlight wouldn’t do him any good either. Besides, he’d obviously slept for many hours already, and after sleeping for four days straight too. Maybe moving a little would warm him up too.
Making as little noise as possible, he ventured down the stairs. Toothless was lying by the hearth, in which embers still glowed faintly. Hiccup lay sprawled halfway on top of him, and beside them was Jamie, curled up in a ball underneath a furry blanket. Stoick’s snoring from the other room was enough to drown out Jack’s footsteps as he silently walked over to them.
He crouched down beside Jamie, squinting to see if he really was asleep. On Jamie’s head, halfway covered by the blanket, was Baby Tooth, also sleeping. It was worrisome, the fact that she needed to sleep at all, but at least she was alive, and she still had her powers. He could only hope her strength would eventually return.
Proof that Jamie was asleep came in the form of an indistinct mumble. Jack didn’t quite catch what he’d said, but it sounded a little like Sophie fell again. Jack held back a chuckle, resisting the urge to reach out and brush some hairs out of Jamie’s face. He needed a haircut. Which probably meant Jack needed one as well.
The thought made a surprising wave of nausea well up in his chest. He hadn’t had a haircut in 300 years. Not that he could remember any especially traumatic haircutting experiences, but just the fact that his hair was growing again made his skin crawl.
He got to his feet, swallowing heavily. Some air would be good, probably.
A floorboard creaked as he got to the door, making him cringe. The snoring didn’t stop, thankfully – waking Stoick would be a worst-case scenario in this situation – but he remained frozen for a few seconds just to be sure. When nothing happened, he carefully slipped out the door.
It was even chillier outside, much to Jack’s frustration. He was even wearing his heavy, inconvenient boots, seemingly for no reason since he was still freezing. He wrapped his cloak around himself and headed towards the village. He wasn’t too worried about being spotted by anyone this time. Mostly because he didn’t have any stolen teeth on his person anymore, but also because the villagers had gotten a bit more used to seeing him around now.
Surprisingly, his trek led him down to the docks. Someone was undoubtably keeping watch over the area, but the docks themselves were dark and empty. Waves lapped gently against the ships, the wood creaking ever so slightly as they rocked back and forth. Moonlight glittered on the ocean, and Jack found himself glowering at it as he walked to the end of a pier.
“Making yourself look really pretty tonight, aren’t you?” he grumbled. His voice was hoarser than he expected it to be. He sighed. “Doesn’t get any better than this…”
He stopped at the edge of the pier, looking up at the sky. A wry smile spread on his face.
“Don’t know why I’m talking to you, to be honest,” he continued. His hand twitched restlessly; he hadn’t brought his staff with him, in an attempt to seem more anonymous to the other villagers, but now he was starting to regret it. “I mean, it’s not like I’m invisible anymore. I’ve got people to talk to. Which should be a good thing, but…”
He trailed off. His head was spinning slightly.
“…It is a good thing,” Jack muttered. “Some of it, at least. But that is of no thanks to you, of course. You’re just…hanging up there. Watching. Picking and choosing, as you do…every now and then.” He huffed an imitation of a laugh. “Is it fun? Is that why you do it? I guess I of all people should understand then, but somehow I am not finding it easy.”
The Moon remained silent. Nothing new there. Jack dragged a hand down his face.
“What am I doing?” he mumbled. “You’re not gonna answer. You never answer. Maybe you’re not even listening. Maybe you’re not even a thing yet. You could just be a big, lifeless orb in the sky, and I’d be none the wiser! Nothing would be different.” He scoffed. “And maybe I’m just used to living with this…this uncertainty and hopelessness and fear that I can’t shake the feeling that you’re still up there, just…observing like I’m some kind of…”
He gritted his teeth, attempting to swallow down the frustration building in his gut. So much for thinking some fresh air would help him relax. He wasn’t entirely sure where this anger was coming from either. Or rather, he knew why he was angry – it was the same reason he had always been angry, and now with the whole getting thrown back in time and losing his powers-thing to top it all off – he just didn’t know why it was coming out now.
Waking up from those terrible dreams with the Moon shining so obnoxiously through the window was probably a factor. It was almost like it had deliberately roused Jack from his sleep, only to silently nudge him like, oh hey, you’d almost forgotten about me, hadn’t you? Don’t forget that no matter how miserable you are right now, it’ll never be worse than the life I made you live for 300 years!
Jack had tried to speak to the Moon almost immediately after showing up on Berk. He’d got no answer then, and he’d get no answer now. The Moon probably had nothing to do with this at all, anyway. It was all the time fragment’s doing, which wouldn’t have happened if Jack had just kept his curiosity in check…or at the very least asked Jamie to wait outside the cave when Jack went to look for the crystal.
Thinking about Jamie only made the conversation from earlier replay in his head, which gave Jack’s nausea a new burst of inspiration. He pressed a hand to his mouth, crouching down as the spinning of his head increased. Something was building up in his stomach. Jack hadn’t vomited in over three centuries; he wasn’t going to start again now.
He sat still for a full minute before he trusted his body enough to let his hand fall. All that came out of him was a shaky breath.
“…All I’m asking is,” he muttered wretchedly, “is that if you’re there, and if you have any power whatsoever to help…You’ve ignored me all this time, but Jamie has no part in this. He shouldn’t be here. He…He deserves to go back. He was the one who helped you in the end, last Easter. The least you could do is…”
He trailed off again, realizing his choice of words only echoed the same one-sided conversation he’d led for 300 years. The least you could do is send a sign. The least you could do is give me a companion. The least you could do is tell me why.
He lifted his gaze to the Moon, glowering through the haziness in his vision. He was about to suggest the Moon do something a glowing orb in the sky couldn’t possibly physically do, but he never got that far.
“What are you doing here?”
Jack jumped to his feet so suddenly he almost toppled into the water. He managed to steady himself, but his heart still beat frantically in his chest at the thought of falling in.
Hiccup stood a few meters away, with the face of someone who’d just witnessed a person getting loudmouthed at seemingly thin air. Jack tried getting himself to relax, with little success; he’d spooked himself too much by loosing his balance near the water, and then there was the fact that he was shivering so much his shoulders were up to his ears.
“You scared me,” Jack said, avoiding the question.
“Sorry,” Hiccup said, taking a few tentative steps closer. “Jack, you’re freezing. You can’t just go out in the middle of the night.”
Jack plastered a smile on his face to battle the buzzing in his chest. “It’s not that cold,” he lied. “I just…needed some air.”
Hiccup didn’t seem convinced, even if that was truthfully the initial reason Jack had gone down here. He seemed hesitant to come closer, like he was afraid Jack would attack him, or maybe jump into the water. Both scenarios were almost ridiculous enough to make Jack laugh.
“Who were you talking to?”
“No one,” Jack said, sending the Moon a glower. “Obviously.”
“Didn’t sound like no one,” Hiccup said, trying for a smile but it looked too strained to be real. “Jack, if you…if there’s something on your mind, you don’t have to go down here and yell at the stars.”
“The stars,” Jack repeated with a short chuckle. Then he pressed his lips together and looked away, feeling guilty for rejecting Hiccup’s kindness just like that. “It’s…something that I can’t…I can’t talk to anyone about it.”
Hiccup’s face fell. “You…you mentioned Jamie,” he said, taking a few steps closer. In return, Jack felt the need to take a few steps away, only he couldn’t, unless he wanted to try walking on water.
“How much did you hear?” Jack asked uneasily. He couldn’t even recall if he’d been speaking in English or Norse.
“Uh…Not much, considering I don’t speak your language,” Hiccup said, making Jack breathe a sigh of relief. “But I heard Jamie, and…anger isn’t a difficult emotion to recognize. Or…” He didn’t finish the sentence, like he was afraid to voice the name of the other emotion Jack had been showing. Thankfully, he decided not to. “Are you sure you can’t try to explain? Maybe I can help?”
Jack pursed his lips, shaking his head a little. “Sure you don’t want to eavesdrop a little more to really get the message?” he asked, and then immediately regretted it at the sight of Hiccup’s dejected expression.
“Jack…”
“I’m sorry.” Jack looked down at his shoes again. He wished he had his staff. He felt awfully vulnerable without it. “I’m sorry, but you can’t help. And I can’t explain. And you’re probably tired of this…of having to deal with my…” He gestured vaguely at himself. “Believe me, I don’t like it any more than you do.”
Hiccup came closer. Jack took half a step back.
“Why can’t you explain, then?” Hiccup asked, and though his voice was still gentle, as if he was talking to a cornered animal, frustration started sneaking into his words.
“Just—because!” Jack said, throwing up his hands. “You wouldn’t understand.”
“I understood you last time,” Hiccup argued. “When we talked by the cliff.”
“Did you?”
“Didn’t I?”
Jack smiled faintly. “I don’t…” He shook his head, finding it harder and harder to look up as Hiccup came closer. He wrapped his arms around himself and tried fruitlessly to hold back a shudder. “It doesn’t matter. I’m—I-I just needed some air, that’s all. And to yell at something consistently unresponsive.” His smile felt stiff. He managed to glance briefly at Hiccup. It was a mistake; his expression was so kind and searching and everything it shouldn’t be. Jack looked away again. “It’s better like that, sometimes…isn’t it?”
It didn’t sound convincing, even to himself.
“It’s not,” Hiccup said. “Why are you saying that?”
Jack opened his mouth to answer but couldn’t make a sound. He shook his head.
Hiccup came ever so slightly closer.
“I heard you…e-earlier,” he said, his nervous tone making Jack look up at him again. “When you were talking to Jamie. I swear, I didn’t mean to listen, but the…the walls aren’t very thick.” He hesitated. “Jamie…”
Jack closed his eyes. He felt the need to press his hand against his mouth again but forced his arms to stay at his sides. “He was…” he started, but his voice didn’t quite come out the way he wanted it to. He cleared his throat. “There was a-a misunderstanding. I didn’t realize he was…he was h-hurting. Or, I knew he was hurting, but not…” He let out a bitter laugh. “I should’ve noticed. I should’ve…but I didn’t.”
“Is that what this is about?” Hiccup asked.
“That’s just a part of it, Hiccup,” Jack said, his words coming out harsher than he’d intended. “But everything else…I can’t just say a few kind words to make it better. I can’t make…any…anything better.”
“Jack…”
“And I can’t explain why. It’s like—” He stopped himself from the Moon another glare. “It’s like even if I have all these people surrounding me, they’re just there, just out of reach. And that’s just a whole new kind of torment, isn’t it?”
“What are you talking about?” Hiccup asked, making Jack’s eyes snap back to him. His brows were furrowed, which would’ve made him look angry if he hadn’t looked so awfully concerned as well. “Jack, we’re not out of your reach. Everyone’s been reaching out to you all day, haven’t they?”
Jack wanted to argue but knew he couldn’t explain it to Hiccup anyway. He nodded. “Yeah…sorry.”
“Jack.” Hiccup definitely sounded exasperated now. He took another step closer. There was no more than a meter between them. “Okay, if—if you really feel like you can’t tell me what the matter is, for whatever reason that is, you—you don’t have to, but…I want to—we want to help you.” He gestured helplessly, looking around as if searching for the right words hanging in the air. “Because I can’t just stand around and watch you be in this much pain.”
Jack stared incredulously at him. “I’m not in pain,” he said.
The look Hiccup sent him in return was a tad exasperated. “Jack,” he said. “You’re crying.”
He was, and the realization made him take a step back in surprise. Gravity took a hold of him as he tipped over the edge of the pier. But he didn’t fall in; Hiccup grabbed him and pulled him back before he even got close to the water, and Jack stumbled, grabbing onto his shoulders to steady himself.
And then he couldn’t move. Now that Hiccup had brought it to light, he felt the chill on his cheeks. Maybe the tears would freeze there, as they had had a tendency to do when he was still Jack Frost. Not many people knew that. Mostly because not many people knew Jack Frost at all. The only person he’d cried in front of as Jack Frost was North, after Sandy’s memorial.
Hiccup’s hold loosened slightly around Jack’s arms, but Jack couldn’t make himself move away. He brought a hand to his face, pressing it tightly against his mouth. Something was growing in his gut again, but it wasn’t nausea. It was a sob, and the hand clamped over his mouth did nothing to stop it.
Hiccup sighed and pulled Jack into a tight embrace. “Gods,” he muttered. “You’re burning up, Jack.”
He got another sob in reply. And then another one, and another, until Hiccup carefully maneuvered them down to their knees. Jack couldn’t make himself look up at him, and just leaned into the embrace like his life depended on it. It took a long time before he regained the ability to use words, and by then his throat felt like razorblades and his voice was reminiscent of an old, sick cat.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered, and couldn’t help but realize that he was echoing Jamie. He tried for a laugh, but it came out so hoarse it sounded more like a wheeze. “This doesn’t usually happen.”
Hiccup laughed softly. His hand rubbed circles on Jack’s back. “I’m sure it doesn’t,” he said, “knowing you.”
Jack sniffled. “Knowing me?” he repeated. “You don’t.”
“I know part of you,” Hiccup countered. “That’s gotta count for something, don’t you think?”
Jack supposed it did. He smiled. “Do you still think I’m crazy?”
“I already said I didn’t,” Hiccup said, patting the back of Jack’s head in a weak imitation of a smack. “I know that, at least. And…I know you’re reckless and…a little foolhardy, but neither of those are traits I – as a member of the Hairy Hooligan Tribe – can judge you for. And I know you’re good with children. I know you have a borderline magical ability to cheer people up…even the grumpiest of Vikings, like my dad. Must run in the family.”
Jack held back a laugh, if only to spare himself the pain in his throat.
“I know you’re full of secrets and mysteries,” Hiccup continued. “Not what they are, but…that doesn’t matter right now.” He ran a hand through Jack’s hair. His breath seemed to quiver ever so slightly when he sighed. “And…I know you have a big heart. Good intentions. And a tendency to relegate your own feelings.”
“Jamie and I are here because of me.”
Hiccup’s hand faltered. “What?”
Jack held his breath for a few seconds before he slowly pulled away from Hiccup’s embrace. Immediately, he felt colder, but he did his best to hide it. “I…It’s my fault,” he admitted in a whisper. “That’s what’s wrong. And Jamie…He looks at me like I’m invincible. But now he’s…slowly realizing that that’s not true.” He wiped away the tears on his cheek, but it was a losing battle.
“What do you mean, it’s your fault?” Hiccup asked. “You said—”
“I lied,” Jack said, meeting his eyes. “Or…not entirely, but…I don’t have amnesia. But what I said about not knowing this place, and not knowing our way back home – that part is true. I just can’t tell you the whole truth.”
“Jack—”
“I don’t enjoy lying,” Jack said. “But I needed to stay on the safe side.”
Hiccup looked more confused than ever. “You mean…you remember everything?” he asked. “How you got here?”
Jack nodded.
“How…How is it your fault?”
“Hiccup.” Jack forced himself to hold his gaze. The colors in Hiccup’s face seemed slightly different in the moonlight. Less saturated. But his freckles were still easy to see, and his eyes were still undeniably green. Jack found himself moving his hand up, but stopped himself when he realized what he was doing; his fingers hovered beside Hiccup’s cheek.
If he touched him now, his hand wouldn’t pass through. Jack had known that for a while now, but at this moment, it was as if he realized it for the first time again.
He let his hand fall.
“Do you trust me?” he asked.
Hiccup’s lips had parted a little in surprise, but he closed them again at the question. He answered it with a small nod. Jack smiled, almost apologetically.
“Then trust that I have a reason for not telling you everything,” he said. “Please.”
Hiccup’s lips seemed to change their mind, parting again as if he was going to answer, but no words came out the first few seconds. Then he nodded again.
“Okay,” he said. “I trust you.”
It felt unfair for both parties. Jack swallowed heavily and nodded back. He wanted to say something more, but his throat was beginning to tighten again. He’d already cried enough for one night. Or year. Or century.
“But seriously,” Hiccup said. “You have a fever. We really shouldn’t be sitting here by the ocean.”
Jack managed a smile. “Not sure what pulled me out here,” he said. “Perfect yelling-at-the-Moon spot, I guess.”
Hiccup helped them both to their feet. “Yelling at the moon?” he repeated. “And that’s something that works out for you usually?”
“Never,” Jack snorted, then winced. “My head feels like it’s going to explode.”
Hiccup studied him. Whatever he was thinking about, his expression wasn’t revealing anything. However, he shifted his weight awkwardly, and Jack couldn’t help being reminded of all the times he, Jack, had been hesitant to bring his arms around Jamie whenever he was in need of comfort. “Let’s hurry back. You’re shaking,” he said.
“I’m aware,” Jack muttered, trying to stop his teeth from clattering. “Don’t suppose you can get Toothless to efficiently reignite the hearth when we get back?”
Hiccup hesitated. “If we want to wake the whole house, then yes,” he said.
Jack grimaced. “Point taken.” He glanced at him, before looking ahead again as they started climbing the ramp. “Do you want to…I mean, could you sleep beside me again?” Even if he’d asked for that before, it somehow felt awkward now, after the moment they’d just shared. A part of Jack wondered if Hiccup would even feel comfortable with that now that he’d seen this other side of him…and now that he knew Jack had been lying to them.
But Hiccup just smiled at him and nodded. “It’s almost tradition now, isn’t it?” he asked with a sheepish laugh.
Jack’s lips were chapped. He thought they might crack if he smiled to broadly, but it wasn’t something he could control. He nodded. “Not a bad tradition, in my opinion,” he said.
“Good,” Hiccup said. If it hadn’t been so dark, Jack thought he might’ve seen that pinkish hue in his cheeks again. “That makes two of us.”
They walked back to the Haddock House together, and at least for the little time being, Jack could let himself forget about the moonlight shining at them from behind.
Notes:
Hi, friends. It seems I'm naturally falling into the rhythm of uptdating every other week, so I guess I'll try to do that from now on. However, I am moving very soon, so the next updates might be a bit random - especially because chapter 19 (if everything goes as planned - it has a tendency not to) is going to be challenging for me to write. I hate action scenes, and chapter 19... well. We'll just have to wait and see. Hopefully chapter 18 will be a bit more forgiving.
Anyway, I hope this chapter made you cry.
Chapter 18: Jack crashes a party
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The next few days were purposefully busy. Hiccup had his obligations with the dragon race – not that it felt like one; he was looking forward to it as much as everyone else – and also taking care of Jack, who’d woken up the morning after their conversation on the pier with a pretty terrible cold.
Jack’s reaction to that news had been (surprise, surprise) a strange one. To be fair, he’d been quite delirious, and had for some reason insisted that it was impossible that he had a cold. Then, when his head seemed to clear, he’d laughed about it; a weak, very exasperated laugh. The remnants of his voice sounded more like a Deadly Nadder than a Jack.
Their conversation that morning had been short, despite Jack feeling the need to beat around the bush. Obviously, he was a bit embarrassed by what had happened on that pier.
“Really. You’re under a lot of pressure, Jack. I’m not judging you for anything,” Hiccup had reassured him.
Jack’s gaze was elusive. “…Anything?” he’d echoed quietly.
To which Hiccup had hesitated. If he was to act on his genuine feelings, he’d tell Jack that he couldn’t just go around keeping secrets. He couldn’t lie to everyone and expect people to accept it, much less trust him. He wanted to say that after all this time, after saving his life – multiple times already – why couldn’t he trust Hiccup enough to tell him what was going on?
But his genuine feelings didn’t stop there. True, he wanted to know it all, not just the half-truths, so much that his chest ached if he thought too much about it. But if he’d told Jack that he couldn’t just go around keeping secrets and then expect to be trusted, Hiccup would’ve been lying. Because he did, no matter how naïve it probably was, trust him.
“I’d like to hear, one day,” Hiccup had finally replied. “But that doesn’t have to be today. Or tomorrow. We’re friends, Jack. I trust you.”
Maybe it was so easy to say it because something about Jack’s expression told Hiccup that he would tell him one day. Jack wanted to tell him. But for some mysterious reason, he couldn’t.
“There’s just one thing I’d like to ask,” Hiccup had continued. He shifted uncomfortably where he sat on the edge of the bed. Trying to hold Jack’s gaze was like cupping water in his hands. “…Are you in danger somehow?”
Jack’s answer had felt like a rock in Hiccup’s stomach. He didn’t say anything but nodded once.
“Can I help somehow?”
“I don’t know…yet.”
It wasn’t much, but Hiccup held onto that final word like a lifeline. In the following week, it kept replaying in his mind whenever his thoughts wandered to Jack. Which was, troubling enough, quite often. Even in the midst of training for the race, he found himself getting lost in thought. He’d been convinced it would go unnoticed – after all, flying with Toothless was nearly second nature to him at this point – but thinking so was naïve. There was always one person who could read him better than he could read himself.
“How’s Jack doing?” Astrid asked while she was sharpening her axe. Why she needed that for the dragon race, Hiccup didn’t know, and she wouldn’t tell him.
They were sitting in the arena, which was empty aside from the two of them and their dragons. Hiccup sat cross-legged on the ground with a safe distance between himself and Astrid’s axe, tinkering with a new prosthetic.
“Jack? Oh, he’s…getting better,” he mumbled absently. “Slowly.”
“It’s been five days,” Astrid said. “I’d gotten the impression he was pretty resistant to the cold. I guess not.”
“Hmm. Yeah.” Hiccup scribbled down a note on the paper beside him, then held the metal piece up to the light. To be fair, Jack had been recovering quite fast, despite how bad the cold had been to begin with.
“Must be horrible to be bedridden for so long,” Astrid mused. “Has he?”
Hiccup hummed. “Sorry, what?”
“Stayed in bed.”
“Uh…” Hiccup compared the new prosthetic to the old one. He frowned. “I should hope so. Haven’t really been keeping track.”
Astrid snorted. It took a few seconds before it registered and Hiccup looked up.
“What’s funny?”
“Nothing,” Astrid replied, in the smug tone of someone who knew something the other didn’t.
Hiccup put down the new prosthetic. “Not nothing,” he argued.
Astrid raised her brows in mock surprise. “Odin’s beard – eye contact! I was beginning to think I’d turned invisible,” she said. She put her axe down and crossed her arms. “Do you wanna try to guess?”
“I have no idea what you’re going on about right now,” Hiccup admitted.
“I’m sure you don’t.”
“I—What?” Hiccup tried to rewind their conversation a couple of minutes, but found that the conversation seemed blurry up until Astrid laughed. He shook his head. “What’s this got to do with Jack?”
Astrid shrugged innocently. “Never said it was,” she said, before shooting him a quizzical look. “Interesting that that’s the first thing you thought about, though.”
Hiccup tried to make sense of her words in relation to the expression she was wearing. He turned his attention back to his prosthetic. At least, he tried to make it seem like he did; he began unscrewing a bolt at random. “You started talking about him,” he mumbled. “Not sure what you’re trying to imply here.”
Astrid hummed noncommittally. “No? Interesting.”
“What’s interesting?”
“Anyway, did we ever come to an agreement on what the winner price is gonna be this time?” Astrid said, returning to polishing her axe.
“I don’t think about him all the time, if that’s what you’re saying,” Hiccup said, a hint of frustration creeping into his words.
Astrid’s smirk told him that’s exactly what she’d been saying. “Of course not,” she said. “So, the winner price?”
“That is to say, I do think about him, but only because he’s my responsibility,” Hiccup argued. “And—and also because we’re friends, of course, but…” Astrid raised a brow, and Hiccup looked back down at his prosthetic with a sigh that came out as more of a flustered huff. “Besides, I have other things to think about too. Like the race, for instance.”
“Yes,” Astrid said. “The winner price, Hiccup.”
Hiccup blinked. Astrid looked expectantly at him.
“We…We didn’t decide,” Hiccup said.
Astrid put her axe down, and Hiccup knew he’d given the wrong answer.
“Really?” she said, frowning theatrically. “Because I seem to recall the gang sitting around the hearth at your place, discussing this topic exactly. Do you remember now?”
Hiccup did remember. He remembered sitting around the hearth with the gang, chatting about everything and nothing. They probably did start talking about the race at one point, but the clearest memory from that evening was a red-nosed Jack silently mimicking Snotlout behind Snotlout’s back, and Hiccup making a valiant attempt at holding back his giggles.
Jack had been acting bravely chipper despite at times looking like death herself. At first, Hiccup thought he’d just done that in a sort of fake it ‘til you make it-way. He’d gradually realized, when Jack seemed to refuse to be alone with Hiccup for more than two minutes at a time, that the reason was something even more concerning.
After confessing, Jack had been distant. It didn’t matter that Hiccup told him it was fine; Jack seemed to live in constant fear that if given enough time alone with him, Hiccup would change his mind and demand that Jack tell the entire truth, or something.
A part of Hiccup wanted to do exactly that, so maybe Jack wasn’t being entirely ridiculous. Still, it was a bit hurtful, and Hiccup didn’t know for how much longer he could ignore the elephant in the room whenever they hung out together – always in the company of one or more additional people, excluding Jamie.
“Silver,” Hiccup replied, hoping his pause hadn’t stretched for too long. “There’s a betting pool.”
“We didn’t decide,” Astrid said, looking horribly self-satisfied. “Not on a winner price anyway. The three to come in last have to clean the stables for a month. But you didn’t get that, because you were busy giggling with Jack.”
Hiccup rolled his eyes. “What does that—”
“And if you’re not busy giggling with Jack, you’re busy thinking about giggling with Jack,” Astrid continued, undeterred. “Or brooding about him, or sighing about him, or—”
“Sighing about him?” Hiccup protested.
Astrid looked skywards. “Hiccup,” she said. “How long are you going to screw and unscrew that bolt?”
Hiccup’s hands froze midmotion. He pursed his lips. “Just making sure it was secure,” he mumbled.
Silence settled between them after that. Astrid looked into the reflection of her newly polished axe, her brows furrowing as her previous amusement faded from her face. Hiccup watched her warily.
“He’s quite something, isn’t he?” she then muttered.
There it is, Hiccup thought.
“Uh…yeah.”
“You seem pretty close late—”
“There’s something I’ve been meaning to talk to you about,” Hiccup interrupted. Astrid looked vexed, but he ignored it and carried on; better to talk about serious stuff than…whatever kind of stuff Astrid sounded like she wanted to talk about. “Do you remember…uh, that time we ate our dinner on that one island. The small one.”
It wasn’t very specific, but Hiccup wouldn’t have brought it up if it had been about any of the other times they’d done that. It was Astrid’s turn to look wary, but she tried to cover it up with nonchalance. She began polishing her axe again.
“What about it?”
Hiccup opened his mouth. Then he closed it again. He bit his tongue and made another attempt.
“It was weird,” he said. “Wasn’t it?”
Astrid raised a brow.
“I mean…It was, wasn’t it?” Hiccup said, straightening his back in an attempt to seem more serious. Because what he was about to suggest would definitely not do him any favors there. “Because I—Astrid, if you can’t agree with me on this, I might actually think I’m losing my mind. Am I? Losing my mind?”
“Hiccup…” Astrid started, as if she was about to debunk every outlandish theory Hiccup’s over-imaginative mind had conjured. A part of him wanted her to; leave it to Astrid to set Hiccup straight again, to turn the world the right side up again, with just a few simple words. But then her lips pressed together, and Hiccup felt as if half his heart sank into the bottom of his stomach and the other half shot up his throat. “I’m not sure what happened there, to be honest.”
Hiccup sighed deeply through his nose. “I was afraid you’d say that.”
“I’m sure it was just paranoia, Hiccup,” Astrid said, though she didn’t sound sure. “It was getting dark and…I don’t know. You thought you heard something, and you were acting weird, and…and it just got to me, I guess.”
Neither of them were convinced, and they knew it. Still, Hiccup nodded.
“Yeah…probably.”
Another few seconds of silence.
“I’m gonna go back there,” Hiccup then said.
Astrid raised a brow. “Why?”
Hiccup hesitated. It was one thing to admit the place felt weird, and another to take it seriously enough to investigate further.
“I’m just curious,” Hiccup replied, not quite meeting Astrid’s eyes.
Astrid leaned forward. “Hiccup…”
“Do you remember the feeling?” Hiccup relented, looking up at her. “On that tiny, little island, there was a—a feeling. Like…”
“Paranoia?” Astrid offered again.
“N—Yes, but…no.” Hiccup sighed when Astrid raised a brow at him. “Sure, it could just be paranoia. But there was something else too. Something…something very specific, I’ve realized. Because…” He wondered if he sounded just as neurotic as he feared he did. “…on the island where we had the drill, I felt the same way. In the forest.”
Hiccup didn’t know why he expected Astrid to immediately say he was being ridiculous. That wasn’t her, but Hiccup had a feeling that if the roles were reversed, he might’ve been that person. Astrid studied him, shaking her head a little.
“What do you mean, specific?”
“I’m not sure,” Hiccup said with a nervous laugh. There was a creeping sensation coming up his spine as he tried to recall the feeling, both times he’d been overwhelmed by it. He fiddled with the new prosthetic. “Like…being watched, or that…that something was wrong.”
“Sounds like good old paranoia to me,” Astrid said, but she didn’t sound like she thought Hiccup was being ridiculous just yet. Instead, her expression was gentle, making Hiccup wonder how shaken he actually appeared.
Hiccup shook his head too. “Maybe it is,” he said, but couldn’t bring himself to believe it. “Either way, I thought I heard something over there. I’m going to check it out, just…just to calm myself, if nothing else.”
Astrid’s smile was slightly strained, but she nodded. “When?”
Hiccup looked up. The sun was high in the sky, which offered him at least a little bit of comfort. If he was going back there, he’d rather go before sunset, with loads of daylight to go on.
“I’ll be back before dinner.”
“Now?” Astrid said. “How about tomorrow? I can come with you then.”
Hiccup smiled gratefully, but shook his head. “It’s fine,” he said, not wanting to admit another suspicion – the one where the overwhelming feeling was less likely to show up if he wasn’t alone. “I’ll be quick. Just look around for…whatever.” He held back a helpless groan, because he had no idea what he would even be looking for. “It’s probably nothing anyway.”
Astrid pursed her lips. “If you say so,” she said. “Well…tell me if you find anything.”
Hiccup got to his feet. “Of course,” he said with another smile, before heading out of the arena.
Jamie’s day was going well until the twins suddenly grabbed him by his shoulders and half-dragged, half-carried him away from his friends. In a way, it was a relief; they’d been starting to press him about what had happened with Jack, no matter how much Jamie tried to get them to focus on the dragon race. Apparently, the race seemed dull in comparison to Jack’s mysterious injury, much to Jamie’s frustration; he’d never seen a dragon race before, and he was looking forward to it more than he looked forward to Christmas. (But don’t tell Santa that).
Rejecting Hildur and Undis was a little bit easier than rejecting Brant, despite Brant’s rather soft demeanor and Hildur’s and Undis’…less soft ones. Jamie had not tried to bring up Jack Frost or the Snow Queen, or that part of his world at all, to them since the last time. Brant, however, had been an avid listener. Not that Jamie had spilled everything, but he kept insisting on Jokul Frosti, and Brant no longer seemed like he thought Jamie was completely ridiculous for believing in him. Which, for now, was good enough for Jamie.
It was because of this that Brant seemed more reluctant to ask about Jack than Hildur and Undis. That wasn’t to say that he wasn’t curious; Jamie could see it in his face whenever the subject was brought up.
Jamie also had a suspicion that Brant in turn was getting better at reading Jamie’s face, and Jamie’s evasion of the topic probably told him enough.
So when the twins suddenly appeared out of nowhere, Jamie didn’t protest as much as he usually would have:
“Afternoon, young Overland,” Tuffnut greeted as he grabbed Jamie’s left arm and Ruffnut his right, dragging him backwards like a hostage.
“What are you doing?” Jamie protested, wriggling wildly in an attempt to free himself. The twins just laughed.
“Sorry,” Ruffnut said, without an ounce of remorse. “You’ll have to see your friends later. We have a situation.”
“A situ—” Jamie stopped struggling in favor of giving the twins a quizzical look. Their winks were so synchronized it looked like they’d rehearsed it. Jamie knew they hadn’t; the twins were just like that. “Uh…Oh, uh—oh no…Well! See you later, guys!” He smiled nervously at his friends and let himself be dragged away.
The last Jamie saw of Brant, Hildur and Undis was Brant waving uncertainly at him, and the latter two sharing a meaningful look. Jamie tried not to worry too much about that.
The twins didn’t let go of Jamie until they were inside the Haddock House, no matter how hard Jamie tried to tell them he wouldn’t run away. He stopped asking when he realized the twins were just bullying him and started sulking instead. It wasn’t until they got to the stairs that Jamie managed to shrug them off.
“Alright, let me climb the stairs myself at least!” he snapped. His annoyance only made the twins laugh more, and he stomped up the stairs.
Jack was sitting up when Jamie got to the top. His complexion was still paler than usual and the skin under his eyes was red and swollen. The fern pattern showed faintly across his cheekbone; if Jamie didn’t focus on it, it was almost like it wasn’t there. Of course, he did focus on it. A lot. It was hard not to, when he knew it was there, and who had put it there.
But at least Jack looked better than he had five days ago. His nose wasn’t as red and his cheeks looked less gaunt. He’d been eating more and sleeping less, though he still exhausted himself quite easily if he got out of bed. That, of course, didn’t do much to keep him in bed; Jamie doubted there existed anyone or anything – person or sickness – that could force someone like Jack to lie still for so long.
If Jamie’s mom had been here, she might’ve stood a chance.
“Having a fun time?” Jack asked when he took in Jamie’s vexed expression, a laugh in his voice.
“The twins said we have a situation,” Jamie said, coming to sit on the edge of the bed.
Baby Tooth came flying through the window, chirping at Jamie in greeting before landing on the top of Jack’s head.
Jack blinked. “A what?”
“A situation,” Ruffnut said as she and Tuffnut emerged from the staircase. “At least we think so.”
“We overheard Hiccup and Astrid talking in the arena,” Tuffnut said. “And by that, I mean we spied on them.”
“Did they see you?” Jack asked.
“Of course not, do you think we’re amateurs?” Ruffnut sneered. “Don’t ask stupid questions. We don’t have much time.”
“Hiccup and Astrid were discussing something that sounded…suspicious,” Tuffnut said, scratching his chin theatrically. “Something about an island, and a feeling.”
Jack waited for an elaboration, gesturing for him to continue. Ruffnut followed his hand movements with her eyes but didn’t say anything. “A feeling like…?”
“Something weird,” Ruffnut said. “Something like paranoia. Hiccup’s thinking he’s losing it, or something. He talked about feeling the same on Jotun Island.”
Jotun Island? Jamie’s head echoed.
Jack’s eyes widened a fraction. “Why does Hiccup—” he started, before cutting himself off. He shook his head. “Do you know where that other island is?”
Jamie frowned at him but kept quiet.
“No, but Hiccup’s going there right now,” Tuffnut said.
Jack and Jamie shared an alarmed look.
“We have to follow him,” Jamie said, then looked at the twins. “You have to follow him!”
“He’ll see us,” Ruffnut said, before shaking her head. “No, Toothless will. Hiccup would be useless without him.”
Jamie didn’t miss the way Jack’s brows twitched, but both of the twins did.
“Baby Tooth,” Jack said. Baby Tooth jumped off his head and hovered in front of his face. “You have to follow him. Then you can show us the way later – sometime no one will notice we’re gone.”
Baby Tooth chirped like a soldier, before shooting out the window in a flurry of blues and greens.
Jamie’s heart was beating nervously. He looked at Jack, whose expression mirrored Jamie’s own anxiety.
“Do you think this could be it?” Jamie asked. It wasn’t the first time the twins had presented them a clue that turned out to be nothing but their own superstition.
Jack looked at the twins and puffed out his cheeks with a shrug. “Who knows,” he said. “I just hope it isn’t dangerous. But tooth fairies are resilient; Baby Tooth will be fine.”
When it was clear they could do no more than wait, the twins went back to their previous activities. Jamie remained on the edge of the bed, wringing his hands.
“Jotun Island?” he muttered. “Like the realm of the Frost Giants?”
Jack’s face was blank. “Is that what it is?” he then snorted. He looked up to the ceiling with absent eyes and let out a shaky sigh. “Yeah, that sounds about right.”
Hiccup could taste iron by the time Toothless landed on the island from how much he’d been chewing on the inside of his cheek. If he knew he’d become this nervous about going back to this seemingly, and probably, harmless little island, he would’ve taken Astrid’s offer and waited until tomorrow.
But he told himself not to worry and acted the best he could like his legs didn’t feel weak when he dismounted Toothless.
They’d landed next to the tree under which Hiccup and Astrid had had their meal. The clearing looked different in broad daylight; not as shadowy and mysterious. (And scary, but Hiccup didn’t want to admit that just yet). He shared a look with Toothless, before slowly making his way past the tree and into the shallow forest.
Nothing happened when he stepped into the shadows. Sunlight filtered through the yellowing leaves, but the shrubbery on the ground was still a vibrant green, despite summer being long over. The wind rustled the plants lazily. The smell of seawater mixed with earth, pine and blueberry bushes.
Hiccup swallowed thickly.
“This place is lovely,” he observed. He sent Toothless a frustrated look. “You could have a wedding here, don’t you think?”
Toothless tilted his head to the side.
“A small one, anyway,” Hiccup sighed and looked around again. “I don’t know. I’d expected something a bit…more sinister.”
He didn’t know what he felt. Whatever had come over him and Astrid the last time they were here, it wasn’t present anymore. All around him were just trees and bushes and a silence that seemed somehow out of place because Hiccup had expected…Well, Hiccup didn’t know what he had expected.
He spent a little while walking around. What he was looking for, he didn’t know. Footprints, maybe. Certain sounds. Just anything he could grasp as an explanation for what had happened. But even if he did find something, that still wouldn’t explain why he’d felt the same way during the drill.
Maybe it was better that there was nothing. Maybe the best explanation he had really was paranoia. Astrid seemed to be okay with that reasoning. So why couldn’t Hiccup be okay with it too?
Toothless made a huffing sound behind him, and Hiccup sent him a quizzical look. He looked disgruntled, but Hiccup couldn’t imagine why. Toothless wasn’t the type to get impatient when Hiccup was investigating something. Then Hiccup noticed his eyes seemed to be fixed on a spot somewhere behind him. He tried following his gaze but saw nothing but another tree surrounded by a particularly fairytale-looking part of the small forest, as if Toothless was trying to rub it in that there really was nothing frightening to find here.
Hiccup frowned, peering at the tree. It really did look vibrant – even more so than the rest of the island, which was already notably more summerly than the Archipelago generally was this time of year. He took a few steps closer to it, mentally telling himself that he was reaching for the vaguest signs at this point. Signs of what, only the gods knew, and Hiccup still wasn’t sure if he even wanted to find anything.
It was starting to feel ridiculous. No, it had felt ridiculous for quite a while already. Still, he kept walking forward, and the crystal – which he’d moved from his satchel to a pocket on his person after he’d panicked over the idea that Jack might’ve found it – seemed strangely heavy. Maybe he was imagining it.
Hiccup stopped in front of the tree and put his palm against the bark.
A sound split the silence. It was high-pitched, but soft. Even so, it was jarring in the midst of all this nothing, and Hiccup yelped, looking around wildly. What was that – some kind of bird? He stood very still, listening for it again.
Silence.
Tentatively, he tried touching the tree again, but it did nothing.
He ran a hand over his face.
“Okay…nothing here. There’s nothing here,” he muttered, trudging back over to Toothless, probably a little faster than necessary. The sun was getting awfully close to the horizon now, he noted. He looked around one more time, before mounting Toothless when he still found nothing out of the ordinary – not counting the strangely flourishing plant life.
So it was just paranoia after all. Now that he had that confirmed, he could put these silly worries behind, like Astrid had already done.
Then again, Astrid had always been better at keeping herself focused, even when they were kids. Hiccup had been the one chasing after gnomes and trolls.
The following evening, Jack was sitting by the hearth, feeling very alone. The Haddock House was empty. Everyone had left for dinner, including Jamie, which was a good thing because Jamie could actually go eat dinner without Jack now. It was a reason to be a happy, and yet Jack couldn’t help but feel bummed out about it.
He was looking through some papers Jamie had left behind. It was a bunch of sketches of different types of dragons, with arrows pointing to hastily scribbled down notes and doodles. Hiccup was a good drawer. Compared to the last time Jack had drawn anything, these were masterful – but to be fair, there was only so much you could do with a foggy window when you’re trying to save Easter.
He traced his fingers over a sketch of a bulky dragon with spikes going down its tail. Its lower canines were huge, and its pupils were slit. More spikes sprouted out down its neck and there was a horn sticking out of its forehead. It looked quite dangerous, but then again dragons didn’t usually look warm and welcoming. Jack got the feeling this sketch was drawn from memory, and not in front of a dragon who was willing to model for reference.
The door opened.
“Out of bed, I see,” Hiccup commented.
Toothless came in behind him, and on Toothless’ head sat Baby Tooth. Jack straightened his back, trying to silently convey a question to her: Did you find anything?
Baby Tooth seemed to hesitate. She didn’t get to answer before Jack was forced to turn his attention to Hiccup.
“Relax, I’ve been lying down for hours already,” he said with what he hoped was an easy smile. “Can’t sleep anymore. And what about you? Shouldn’t you be in the Great Hall?”
Hiccup held up a basket. “Hungry?”
Jack didn’t think he succeeded a hundred percent at hiding his skepticism. “What is it?”
“Chicken, I think,” Hiccup said, coming to sit beside him on the floor. “Haven’t tasted it yet, and I heard rumors Gothi’s helped with dinner today, so…”
“Hmm…Mystery soup,” Jack murmured, but accepted a bowl when Hiccup handed it to him. It didn’t look too bad, so maybe it was at least bland instead of positively dirt-like. “Jamie did say chicken soup would help me get better too.”
Hiccup hummed in response, but his attention seemed to have shifted already. “Oh, these are…a bit old,” he said, and Jack couldn’t help but smile at the shy laugh in his voice as he looked down at the sketches. He picked up the drawing Jack had just been looking at, pursing his lips disapprovingly.
“What dragon is that?” Jack asked.
Hiccup sent him a puzzled look. “The Snow Wraith,” he said. “It says right here.”
“That’s the Snow Wraith?” Jack looked closer at the drawing, his interest piqued. “It’s rounder than I thought. Also, I can’t read.”
“Yeah, it’s—Sorry, what?” Hiccup’s confusion only seemed to deepen. “You can’t read?”
Jack shrugged, shifting uncomfortably. “Learned the language verbally,” he explained vaguely.
“Jamie too?” Hiccup asked. “He’s been looking at my notes for days, I though…” Jack shook his head, and Hiccup looked baffled. “Well, I should teach you, then. You and Jamie.”
“Isn’t that boring?” Jack mumbled.
“It’s not fun exactly, but it’s a useful skill,” Hiccup said, looking excited at the idea. “You already know the language, so it probably won’t be too hard.”
Jack hummed noncommittally. “Later. I don’t have the brain power to learn anything right now,” he said, and secretly hoped that Hiccup would forget about the whole thing. Instead, he pointed at the drawing. “Tell me about the Snow Wraith.”
Hiccup looked at the drawing, before turning his gaze upwards, to nothing in particular. “The Snow Wraith…is to winter what the Night Fury is to night,” he started. “We met it the first time when looking for a way to open the Dragon Eye. It’s one of the dragons that we’ve never been able to tame; every time we’ve encountered one, there have been close calls.”
Baby Tooth flew into Jack’s line of vision while Hiccup talked. She chirped a gravely tone, and Jack felt a chill go down his spine. He looked back at Hiccup, not fully paying attention to what he was saying. What had he seen on that island? And why did he seem so unaffected, like everything was normal?
“Its eyesight is bad, but it can see temperature, so if…” Hiccup trailed off, catching Jack’s eye. “Is something wrong?”
Jack cursed inwardly; he still kept forgetting that he couldn’t just stare unabashedly at people anymore.
“No,” he replied, smiling sheepishly. “It just sounds terrifying.”
Hiccup looked back at him for a couple of seconds, before letting out a small sigh. “Jack…”
Jack could already feel himself pulling back mentally at his tone.
“You’ve seemed a bit…skittish, since…” Hiccup hesitated, his hands coming together nervously. “I told you it was fine. You don’t have to worry about it.”
“Worry about what?” Jack asked, averting his gaze.
“That’s what I’m wondering too,” Hiccup said. “About me getting angry, maybe. Or demand you tell me what you haven’t.”
That’s only part of it, Jack wanted to say. The other part was the nagging voice in the back of his head that kept asking why Hiccup had the crystal, and the fear that if Hiccup ever found out about Jack’s past – future, whatever – he’d look at him the same way the twins sometimes looked at him. And now that the twins were spying on him, Jack couldn’t be sure how long his secrets would stay secret, no matter how much Ruffnut reassured him that they were professionals.
With Baby Tooth coming back with news like this, and Hiccup showing no signs of telling Jack about it, at least Jack had reason not to feel too bad about keeping secrets. Neither of them were telling each other anything.
“It’s nothing like that,” Jack lied. “I’ve just been sick.”
Disappointment passed over Hiccup’s expression. He nodded. “If you say so.”
They sat in tense silence. Jack ate his food, though he didn’t have much of an appetite. Hiccup pursed his lips, before putting on a polite smile.
“Anyway,” he said. “The Snow Wraith has adapted to blizzards. We’re a bit superstitious, as you might’ve noticed, so when that blizzard broke out on Berk, some of us started to consider that the Snow Wraith had somehow brought the blizzard to us. But I doubt that.” He paused. “Still, that blizzard is a mystery I’d like to solve already.”
Jack stuffed his mouth with soup and nodded. “I’m sure there’s a logical explanation. No one can control the weather.”
“Except the gods,” Hiccup muttered.
Jack glanced at him, before meeting Baby Tooth’s eyes. The corner of his mouth twitched. “Except the gods,” he echoed.
“How’d it go?” Jack asked the next day. He, along with Jamie, Baby Tooth, the twins and their dragons, were standing near the bridge to the arena. Well, most of them were standing – Baby Tooth hovered anxiously by Jack’s side.
“The others wouldn’t have noticed us going even if we’d announced it with a musical number,” Ruffnut drawled. “So, what’s up?”
Jack shared a look with Baby Tooth. She nodded, and Jack retold what she’d seen when she’d followed Hiccup to the island. There was just one part that Jack didn’t want to share just yet; the part where Hiccup had heard Baby Tooth’s chirping. According to Baby Tooth, it had only been a fraction of a second, and it might just have been a coincidence – maybe Hiccup had heard a twig snap at the same moment, or something like that. But paired with another piece of information she’d given him, that Hiccup may also have caught a glimpse of Baby Tooth on their way back from Jotun Island, he didn’t feel so confident.
What did it mean? Was Hiccup starting to believe, somehow? Had the twins spilled after all? Was that why Hiccup was so okay with Jack keeping his secrets…because he already knew them, and was only playing along?
It was all just a bunch of nearly groundless theories, and Jack knew dwelling on them wouldn’t help. What mattered now was to follow what might be their first lead since the Snow Queen.
“Jack,” Jamie said. There was something in his voice that made Jack’s chest tighten with anxiety; a seriousness that didn’t fit into the voice of an eleven-year-old boy. “You’re going there now?”
“That was the idea, yeah,” Jack said.
“I’m coming with you.”
It wasn’t a question.
“It could be dangerous,” Jack tried to argue, but Jamie just clenched his fists, his gaze unwavering.
“Hiccup didn’t find anything there,” he said. “All we need to fear is a feeling, and a feeling can’t hurt anyone. Besides, you—” His voice caught in his throat and he swallowed. “You…almost died last time. You’re not going alone. You can’t make me stay behind again.”
The twins shifted uncomfortably at the sudden tense atmosphere, but thankfully they didn’t try to come with any funny quips this time.
Jack wanted to refuse. Even if the island had, according to Baby Tooth, been empty aside from a strange kind of aura, Jack didn’t know what to expect when they got there. Maybe things would be different. Maybe something would be there after all. Or…someone.
But Jamie’s gaze was hard. Tears glistened at the rim of his eyes, despite his obvious efforts at keeping them in. Despite everything he’d been through – the battle against Pitch, the time fragment, the incident with the boar – he still seemed unafraid to throw himself into the unknown.
Despite Jack’s failure with the Snow Queen, Jamie still trusted him to keep them safe. It seemed it was less hurtful for him to be a part of the adventure, than to sit on the sidelines waiting, with no way of knowing if Jack would come back or not.
Jack wasn’t convinced he was worthy of such trust anymore.
“You’re right,” Jack said. Jamie’s eyes widened, and Jack smiled at him, ruffling his hair to ease the tension. “We’re in this together. So…which dragonhead do you want to ride?”
Jamie’s eyes became impossibly large. It seemed this part of the plan hadn’t quite occurred to him.
“Oh! We’re gonna—” he started, before slapping his hands over his mouth and bouncing on his feet. Then he looked at the twins, and his gape melted a little. Jack couldn’t blame him; the twins were sharing suspicious grins. “Uh…Belch?”
“That would be my dragonhead,” Tuffnut said, beckoning Jamie forward. “After you, little boy. You’ll be in the front, so I can keep an eye on you. I don’t want you performing any magic behind by back.”
Jack sent Jamie a smile that said, good luck, you’re gonna need it.
“Ookay…You don’t have to worry too much about that,” Jamie mumbled.
Ruffnut sent Jack her best smirk. “Which leaves you all to me,” she purred, sliding closer, and it was Jack’s turn to falter.
“Uh…What—”
“You're a bit too scrawny for me, but who knows? You are special, after all.” Ruffnut leaned in close, and Jack leaned back.
“Um, that’s fine, you don’t have to—” he started, but Baby Tooth interrupted by flying into Ruffnut’s face, squeaking indignantly. Ruffnut stumbled back, but didn’t look too defeated; this wasn’t the first time Baby Tooth had tried to berate her. Or Tuffnut, for that matter. Jack smiled. “I have no idea what you’re talking about,” he told Ruffnut.
Ruffnut grinned at him. “I think you do,” she said in a husky voice, before hooking her arm around Jack’s and pulling him towards Barf.
Despite the discomfort, he was at least glad she didn’t find him too scary to push him around like this.
Once they were seated, Jamie glanced nervously at Tuffnut, before meeting Jack’s eyes. Jack held back a laugh.
“Baby’s first flight,” he teased.
Jamie stuck his tongue out at him. “With a dragon, anyway,” he countered.
“Hold on tight, boys,” Ruffnut ordered, before sending Jack a smirk over her shoulder. “Don’t be shy,” she added darkly.
Baby Tooth was absolutely fuming from where she sat in the crook of Jack’s neck. Jack wanted to ignore Ruffnut, but when Barf and Belch jumped over the edge of the bridge, he didn’t have any choice but to latch onto her. He grabbed her around the waist, and accidentally (at least that’s what he told her afterwards) bonked her head with his staff.
On the other dragonhead, Jamie shrieked, halfway delighted, halfway terrified.
Jack was grateful that the distance between Berk and the mysterious island didn’t demand more than a fifteen minute flight; he’d rather not spend more time with his arms around Ruffnut’s waist than he absolutely had to. Meanwhile, after getting over the initial fear of God from being so high up, Jamie seemed to be having the time of his life, so perhaps it would’ve been worth it even if the flight had been longer.
However, when Ruffnut pointed out the island in question, both their moods dampened. Jack’s throat felt dry, and he knew it wasn’t just because of his cold. His heart knocked a nervous rhythm against his ribs. Baby Tooth chirped gently, as if reassuring him, but there was something off about her tone.
“What’s wrong?” Jack asked.
“What?” Ruffnut said.
“Not you.”
Baby Tooth didn’t answer, but flew ahead to lead the way. They followed her down into a clearing in the middle of the island’s tiny forest. The shadows cast from the trees were getting long, draping sinister shapes across the luscious grass and bushes. Jack hopped off Barf and looked around. Jamie followed his lead, coming up to his side.
“Do you feel anything?” he asked uncertainly.
Jack concentrated, but in the end shook his head. “It was the same with the Snow Queen,” he admitted. “I don’t think I have the ability to sense things like that at all anymore. Baby Tooth might—” He looked around, but the fairy had left his side. He spotted her in between the trees, and she motioned at them to follow her. Jack exchanged a quizzical look with Jamie, before obliging. The twins followed behind them, while Barf and Belch waited out in the clearing.
“I don’t like this,” Tuffnut muttered, which Jack thought was a bit unnecessary.
“You’re the one who wanted to come here,” Ruffnut retorted.
“Wasn’t this your idea?”
“Was it?”
Jack tuned them out. He followed Baby Tooth, noting that the nature around them really did look a lot greener than what was appropriate for the time of year. Still, he couldn’t sense anything out of the ordinary, benevolent or malevolent. The little island had its charm, though; Jack could see why this looked attractive as a dinner spot.
Baby Tooth spoke up, and Jack stopped in his tracks.
“Of course,” he said.
The other three stopped as well.
“What?” Jamie asked.
“The reason why Hiccup didn’t feel anything during his last visit,” Jack said, looking at Baby Tooth to make sure they were on the same page. “He was here in the middle of the day. The first time was around dinner, which is during sunset. Which is…” He looked up at the pink and orange sky. “…now. Baby Tooth says the air feels different. That’s what it is, isn’t it?”
Baby Tooth chirped in confirmation, before setting of to zoom between the trees, as if following a scent. She didn’t say anything, and Jack held up a tentative hand when Jamie opened his mouth to speak. Wait, he mouthed.
The four of them stood completely still as Baby Tooth zipped around. The twins exchanged wary looks. In moments like these, Jack was almost thankful for their precaution against magic; at least they didn’t try to interrupt in any way whenever Jack or Baby Tooth had to get to work.
“What does the sunset have to do with anything?” Ruffnut asked, making Jack’s train of thought come to a frustrating stop.
“In-between spaces,” Jack explained.
“Oh, I’ve heard about that!” Jamie whispered, before slapping a hand over his mouth when he remembered he was supposed to be quiet. Despite being annoyed with Ruffnut, Jack was just endeared by Jamie’s knowledge about obscure things like that – be it Bigfoot, aliens or trivia about Norse mythology – so he smiled at him. It was blatant favoritism, but Jack couldn’t say he felt particularly bad about it.
“Yes,” he said, speaking softly. “In-between spaces, like sunsets, or bridges, or any borders of any kind – the veil between the magical and non-magical realm is thinner. Really, it’s pretty basic stuff.” He raised an eyebrow at the twins.
They replied with identical scowls.
“Not everyone has a thousand years’ worth of knowledge up their sleeves,” Ruffnut grumbled.
“Three hundred,” Jack corrected. “I’m not that old.”
Baby Tooth made a muffled noise. Jack couldn’t see her, but he followed the sound of her voice, with Jamie and the twins at his heel. He spotted what Baby Tooth had found before he saw Baby Tooth herself: a thick, moss-covered tree, broader and more luscious than any other tree Jack had seen on the island. Around it, the grass also seemed to be richer and greener, and from the bushes grew blueberries that were almost startingly saturated.
Baby Tooth hovered by the base of the tree, pointing at its roots. Jack couldn’t see what she was looking at, but he walked over and crouched.
If Baby Tooth hadn’t sensed it, it would’ve been impossible to find. Under the roots, the tree was hollow. Baby Tooth flew closer, offering a faint light. A pattern came into view – something was carved into the wood.
“What is that?” he murmured.
Baby Tooth didn’t know; she only knew that it emitted a certain kind of magical energy.
“Nothing…bad?” Jack asked.
She shook her head but seemed to hesitate.
“What is it?” Jamie asked, coming to crouch beside Jack. Behind him, the twins were leaning over, trying to catch a glimpse from a safe distance.
“Not sure,” Jack admitted. “It looks old. Maybe some kind of ritual circle?”
“Sounds scary,” Jamie mumbled.
Jack could only nod. He shifted and brought the crystal out of his boot. It seemed abnormally heavy, but that might just be his imagination.
“Do you know those symbols?” he asked the twins.
They both looked reluctant to come forward. Ruffnut was the first to come over. She kneeled and peered into the hollow, her mouth a thin, skeptical line. When she didn’t say anything, her brother came over and did the same. Then they sat up and shook their heads.
“Looks ancient,” Tuffnut informed.
“Ancient even for Vikings,” Jamie said with childlike wonder in his voice. “What do we do with it?”
Jack weighed the crystal and his options. Then he leaned down again and placed the crystal in the middle of the circle.
He passed out immediately.
The first thing he noticed was that half his face was buried in snow. He sat up with a jolt, thinking he was somehow back on Jotun Island, but was quick to figure out that that wasn’t the case. He looked around bewilderedly. Because he was someplace very familiar…at least it used to be familiar, about eighty years ago.
Burgess. The streets were all the same. Much of the buildings, as well. A thick layer of snow covered the town, and with the Moon high in the night sky, the streets were mostly abandoned. Snowflakes were slowly covering up the footprints on the sidewalk. The statue of Thaddeus Burgess and his family was almost indistinguishable with the white covering it.
The winter night looked as if taken straight out of a story. This wasn’t unusual for the town of Burgess.
A car drove past, and with it came the last proof that this wasn’t 2012. The car was antique – well, it would be antique in the future – with thin wheels and huge, round headlights. The man driving it wore a hat, a suit with a bowtie, and sported a thick mustache. Of the few people roaming the streets, Jack could spot a few men in similar clothing, and women in knee length skirts and formless tops, with short, sleek hairstyles.
Faint music was playing from somewhere. Jazz.
Jack found himself walking towards the sound of it unthinkingly. Jazz? Flapper girls? Why on Earth had the crystal sent him here? He’d been sure he’d end up in the workshop again. He could’ve asked North if they’d made any progress on figuring out how to get him and Jamie home. Or even just seen him again, just for a bit. Instead, he was in Burgess, sometime in the 1920s.
He looked down at his body as he walked. He looked the same as last time: Still human, still in old Viking attire. His staff didn’t seem to have followed him, though.
He looked back up again but did a double take. Despite the falling snow, none of the flakes seemed to settle on his clothes. And when he looked behind himself, he realized he wasn’t leaving any footprints either. Tentatively, he bent down at tried running his fingers through the snow.
He could feel it. The cold, the texture – but his fingers still passed through, as if the snow immediately went back into its previous place when Jack’s touch left it. He stood back up and spotted a small crowd smoking by the entrance to a brick building. In the present, Jack was fairly sure that building was a coffeeshop – but he did faintly remember it being a jazz club, which seemed to be the case right now.
He was unsure what compelled him to walk towards them. Maybe because it seemed like the only lively place in the entire town at this hour. If he was going to figure out why he’d come here, he doubted he’d find it out in the night.
Unless a certain spirit was roaming around – one that might possibly be able to see him. Jack had to force himself to look up at the sky. A wintery night such as this…it was likely that it was Jack himself who had designed it. But the thought of seeing himself from the past…it didn’t sit well with him. It was just too weird.
So when he didn’t see anyone in the sky, he didn’t feel too disappointed. He told himself he’d keep an eye out, but secretly hoped 1920s-Jack had already moved on to bring winter somewhere else. Besides, if he really did spot himself and talk to himself, wouldn’t he have remembered it? Even if it had been quite a few decades, speaking to your future self – and a human one dressed like a Viking on top of that – wasn’t something you just forgot.
Unless he’d actually have to do it, thus changing the past. But if the past changed, then wouldn’t it always have been that way? Gods, time traveling was confusing.
Jack dodged the smoking crowd, wrinkling his nose at the stench. The door was open, with no one guarding it. Not that they would’ve payed Jack any attention anyway. He walked inside.
A live band was playing on a small stage in the corner of the room. Some were standing still, listening to them. Most were sitting around candlelit tables. A few were dancing, swaying playfully together in the middle of the room. All the girls were dolled up, with headbands and feathers in their short hair, and glistening sequins hanging from their shapeless dresses. Despite the alcohol ban, it wasn’t such a leap to assume some of these people weren’t taking the prohibition all that seriously. Certainly didn’t smell that way.
It was an understatement that Jack looked horribly out of place. It made him shift uncomfortably, despite being invisible.
The thought didn’t bother him so much anymore, though. He walked through the crowd, listening to the music, admiring the dancers…it had been such a long time since what they’d called the Roaring Twenties, and even while it was going on, Jack obviously hadn’t taken much part in it. Still, it was nice to see the glamour of it again. Bright smiles, loud laughter, bold, bouncy steps on the dancefloor.
Jack didn’t know how long he’d been walking around the room before he was reminded of something.
“Oh, look at the time,” a woman in a yellow dress said, excusing herself from the man she was dancing with. “I must be going. It’s too easy to lose track of the hours here, isn’t it?” She laughed, then hurried off.
Jack looked after her with a puzzled expression. Right…Wasn’t there something he was supposed to do here as well?
His eyes scanned the room, looking for…He was looking for something, wasn’t he? Or someone…He frowned, trying to concentrate. A new song started playing – an upbeat one. Jack found himself tapping his foot lightly to it, watching a couple flail their limbs around in a way that looked both free and graceful at the same time. Wouldn’t it be something to be transported into this time era instead of the Viking era?
Jack stopped tapping his foot. “Viking era,” he muttered, unable to retrace to where that thought had come from.
A new couple entered the dancefloor. A gangly man with brown hair and a blonde, plump lady. He wore an unassuming black suit, while the girl was dressed in a flowing red dress with frills coming down the hem. Her smile was bright and dreamy, mirrored perfectly in the man’s expression. If Jack had to guess, he’d say they were both in their late twenties. They looked very much in love.
Then his attention was abruptly taken away when someone tugged his arm so harshly he stumbled slightly. He yelped and spun around.
Jamie Bennett stood in front of him, and Baby Tooth hovered beside him, looking as murderous as a tooth fairy possibly could.
In the same second, Jack remembered.
“What’s going on?” Jamie demanded. It was so weird seeing him in such a setting, it took a moment for Jack to reply.
“Uh—I-I was…” Jack stammered. Now that his mind had been tugged back to reality, the sense of contentment was quickly turning into unease. He shook his head in an attempt to clear his head. “What happened? How did you get here?”
Jamie glanced at Baby Tooth before looking at Jack again. “You passed out,” he said. That much Jack could remember. “We tried to wake you, but we couldn’t. So I tried to remove the crystal, but when I touched it, I…I passed out too. I appeared right here, and then Baby Tooth appeared a moment later.”
Jack looked away, frowning deeply. “How? I thought the crystal would send us back to the North Pole.”
“I don’t know,” Jamie mumbled, shifting nervously. “Where are we anyway?”
“You’re familiar with the place, just not the time,” Jack said. “Burgess, sometime in the 1920’s.”
Jamie’s eyes went big. “Why are we—Woah!”
The interruption came in the form of someone walking through him. Jack’s stomach did a steep dive. He reached out and gently led Jamie closer to the wall.
“It’s okay,” he said, as reassuring as he could to soften the alarm in Jamie’s expression. “Same thing happened when I talked to the Guardians. Only—only they could see me, but maybe normal humans can’t, or…something.” He bit his lip; his reassuring-skills needed some workshopping.
Jamie held tightly onto Jack’s arm. “Why are we here?” he asked. “Can we—can we get back?”
“Yes,” Jack replied unthinkingly. “Um…I just have to figure out how.”
“How did you get back last time?” Jamie was patting his own chest with his free hand. When he looked up at Jack, Jack had to force himself to maintain eye contact, because he could all but see the question in Jamie’s eyes: Is this what it was like for you all that time? That conversation had been hard enough the first time, and Jack was entirely unprepared to give it another go.
“The crystal,” he said. He looked at Baby Tooth, but kept his hands on Jamie’s shoulders. “I touched the crystal, and I woke up. We just have to…”
“Find the crystal,” Jamie finished, looking around. “But it’s not here.”
“Either way, the crystal that sent us forward in time wasn’t the same that sent us back.” Jack swallowed down his fear; he had to keep his head cool for Jamie’s sake, who was already shaken enough. Thing was, the crystal that sent them back had been secured in a chest in North’s workshop. He doubted anyone in 1920’s Burgess had done them any such favors. What were they supposed to do, search the whole city? The whole world?
Jack’s throat was starting to close up with panic when Baby Tooth suddenly tweeted urgently. She motioned at them to follow, and was gone before they had any time to protest. Jack started to straighten, but Jamie seemed reluctant to weave between the partygoers.
“It’s not dangerous,” Jack said, squeezing Jamie’s shoulders again. “I’m here, and Baby Tooth’s here. We’ll be out of here in no time.”
“It’s like we’re ghosts,” Jamie said, his voice shaking slightly. “Are we…?”
Jack shook his head. “No. Don’t think about it like that,” he said. “I’m not sure what’s going on, but…but we’ll find a way back. Just keep close to me, and I’ll lead us through.” I’m an expert, he wanted to add, but decided it wasn’t the time for that kind of jokes.
Jamie chewed his bottom lip but nodded. Jack took his hand.
Baby Tooth had disappeared in the crowd, but she wasn’t hard to find. Jack’s attention was drawn towards the dancing couple he’d been watching earlier – the lady in the red dress and the gangly man – and Baby Tooth was hovering around them as well. Jack found it hard to believe in coincidences; there had to be something special about them.
True to his word, Jack led Jamie through the crowd, only passing through a small number of people’s arms and shoulders. Jamie had it easier; he was short and skinny and generally out of arm-swinging territory. Baby Tooth was staring daggers at the man’s backside once they got to her, which made Jack arch an eyebrow.
“That’s not appropriate, Baby Tooth,” he said.
She didn’t get the joke. She didn’t really seem to hear him, either.
The dancing couple eventually stopped dancing, both pink-faced and panting. They went hand-in-hand over to a candlelit table, and since Baby Tooth followed them, so did Jack and Jamie. The man held the chair out for the woman but didn’t sit down himself.
“I have something for you,” he said, and reached into his pocket. For a second, Jack though he was going to propose, before noticing they were already wearing rings. The man brought out a flat, black jewelry box the size of a small book and held it out to the woman. “For your return, and for our reunion.”
The lady’s smile was bright, with a teasing glint in the corners of her eyes. “You could’ve come with me, you know,” she said. She had an English accent.
“You know I couldn’t.” The man sat down on the opposite end of the table, looking at the lady with so much affection in his eyes, Jack wanted to look away.
“Why are we watching this?” Jamie whispered, evidently mirroring Jack’s discomfort.
Jack could only shrug in reply.
“Burgess is my home,” the man continued, before gesturing at the box. “Open it.”
Clearly, it was a conversation they’d had many times before, because the woman rolled her eyes good-naturedly and let the topic go. She opened the box. Jack gasped at the same time as her.
“It’s beautiful,” she said, looking wide-eyed the necklace in front of her. That wasn’t what Jack was looking at, however; the crystal was inside the box along with it. The woman didn’t seem to notice. How on Earth had it ended up in there?
The man stood again and walked around the table. “Let me help you,” he said. The box was put down on the table and he gingerly took the necklace in his hands. If he could see the crystal, he didn’t say anything about it. “Just to make sure you don’t start believing I don’t constantly think about you.”
Jack would’ve gagged at the sappiness of it all, but he had more important things to focus on. He went up to the couple and grabbed the crystal before anyone could close the jewelry box, taking his lack of physical form to his advantage. The man didn’t seem to mind having a hand plunged through his chest.
Immediately, the world started to blur.
“We’re going back,” Jack informed Jamie when the latter nervously tried grabbing the table (with little success), but Jack’s eyes were still on the couple. As they faded away along with the party and all of 1920’s Burgess, he watched the man lean down after having fastened the necklace around the lady’s neck, kissing her swiftly.
At no point did either of them seem to notice the presence of the crystal.
Notes:
Hello, are y'all still here?? Sorry for the wait. I'm in England now. Did you miss this fine Hijack fanfic in the good year of our Lord 2019?
I'm in England now, and it's still too early to determine how available I will be for updates and such. Please bear with me.
Anyway... The plot thickens.
Chapter 19: Nobody wins the dragon race
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Not for the first time, Jack felt as if investigating only led to more questions, and no answers.
He’d woken up, back on the island, and this time with half his face buried in dirt instead of snow. In his hand he found a new crystal – the crystal from the 1920s. It had followed them back to the past, just like last time.
Except it wasn’t just like last time. They’d visited the 1920s instead of the workshop, and they’d found the crystal in some stranger’s gift to his British wife. It didn’t make any sense…and Jack had really been looking forward to seeing the other Guardians again. He’d depended on it.
On top of that, he’d woken up to the twins freaking out. They’d thought all three of them were dead – cursed by the ancient occult circle, or something. Jack managed to reassure them that this had happened the last time as well, and though they seemed to accept it eventually, things weren’t the same afterwards.
Ruffnut and Tuffnut both acted tough, and yeah, they were tough. But this was new ground for them; all they knew about magic was through the folklore of their village, and most of it was dark, horrible stuff. It wasn’t a surprise that they seemed wary around both Jack and Jamie – and Baby Tooth, which was hilarious, because Jack could not for the life of him figure out what was so terrifying about a fairy the size of their index fingers – after they’d “awoken from the dead.”
That didn’t stop Jack from being peeved when Ruffnut seemed reluctant to have him close to her when they mounted Barf again. One would’ve thought that Jack would be glad to have Ruffnut stop flirting with him – if you could call it flirting – but not on the basis that Jack frightened her.
Ruffnut and Tuffnut being scared didn’t seem like something that was possible. Jack hated being the exception.
Before they’d left the island, Jack had tried activating the new crystal with the help of the circle again, but nothing happened. It seemed it only worked once with each type of magic, as if the crystal was absorbing it and creating a resistance to it. Almost like the time fragment taking away Jack’s powers. He didn’t like that comparison; it made him wonder if they were making a mistake by using the crystals.
Using them for what, he no longer knew. All he knew was that he now had a new piece of the crystal, and that he needed to find another source of magic to activate it.
They returned to Berk before dinner was over, and thankfully nobody seemed to have noticed their absence. The twins left them in front of the Great Hall, as if they needed to get away and regroup. Jack could only imagine the theories they were cooking up. Anything goes, he caught himself thinking. At this point, I’m no wiser than they are.
He fell asleep next to the hearth, wondering how he’d lost himself while he was alone in that jazz club, and how everything had come back to him when he’d laid eyes on Jamie. It had felt like when you’re on the brink of falling asleep, when nonsensical thoughts start seeming sensible. Seeing Jamie had been like jolting awake. If Jamie and Baby Tooth hadn’t come, would he have remained there?
The thought was terrifying. He wished he hadn’t given the bed back to Hiccup; things always felt a little less overwhelming when he was around.
But the truth was that no matter how much Hiccup told him they were fine, Jack couldn’t shake the feeling of tension between them. Hiccup deserved to know more than Jack let him, but he knew that was impossible…especially now that Jack had seen how badly Ruffnut and Tuffnut reacted to magic. The twins were even devoted to the god Loki, and Jack didn’t need to be an expert in Norse mythology to know that that guy wasn’t entirely good. If Ruffnut and Tuffnut couldn’t handle it, Jack didn’t want to imagine what Hiccup would feel; he’d never look at Jack the same way again.
And then there was the whole thing with being careful while they were stuck in the past, in case their actions could change things. Telling the twins had already been a risky (possibly even a bad) move. But if Jack was to be honest with himself, he knew the practical reasons didn’t scare him nearly as much as the thought of being feared by Hiccup.
This awkward tension wasn’t ideal, but it was better than the alternative.
Preparations for the dragon race continued at full speed the next few days. A colorful structure had been slowly rising near the harbor, and it wasn’t until a couple of days before the race would take place that Jack realized that they were building bleachers.
And while being awfully busy with that and with various other son-of-the-chief-duties, Hiccup had taken it upon himself to teach both Jack and Jamie how to write. Jamie was ecstatic; Jack, not so much.
“You wouldn’t have survived math class,” Jamie whispered to him one evening, six days after their trip to the 20s.
“School always seemed like a nice cover to torture kids to me,” Jack mumbled back. “You seem to be doing good, though.”
Jamie looked down at his sheet, where Hiccup had doodled a bunch of figures – mostly terrifying Berk-like things such as dragons, swords, peg-legs, Stoick the Vast – for Jamie to write down the words. “It’s fun,” he said with a bright smile.
Jack squinted. “If you say so.”
Hiccup came in with a bowl of something in his hands. For a dreadful moment, Jack thought it was leftovers from today’s dinner, but then Hiccup sat down by the hearth with them and offered them a huge pile of wild berries. “Dessert,” he said with a self-satisfied smile. “How’s it going?”
Jamie grabbed a handful of berries in exchange for his word sheet. Hiccup made an impressed face.
“You’re a really fast learner, Jamie,” he said, making Jamie smile modestly. Then Hiccup turned to Jack and raised a brow, as if he already knew his results would be less than stellar. “Jack?”
Jack dramatically dropped his head into his arms. “I don’t need this,” he said. “I’ve been fine until now!”
“I’ll admit Berkians aren’t the most literate of people, but I’ll still say it’s a nice skill to have,” Hiccup argued. “Is it really that different from the characters you use?”
Jack shrugged.
“There are some similarities,” Jamie said.
“So why don’t you write down those characters, Jack,” Hiccup said. “Explain the sounds and then you can learn those who are similar first.”
He seemed like he thought that was a brilliant idea, but Jack found himself awkwardly twirling a lock of hair.
“Jamie can do it,” he said.
Hiccup frowned. “Uh…Yeah, but Jamie is busy. Why can’t you do it?”
“Because…” Jack let his hand fall to his lap. He glanced at Jamie, who had looked up from his worksheet with a puzzled expression. “Thing is. I can’t read.”
Jamie’s mouth fell open, realization dawning on his face. “Oh my god,” he said, slipping into English. “Because you’re from, like, the 1700s, and most people didn’t even—” He stopped himself my bringing a hand to his mouth, because that definitely didn’t look suspicious.
Hiccup looked understandably confused. “But Jamie can? What was that?”
“Yeah, never got the opportunity to learn like Jamie did,” Jack said, suppressing an amused smile at Jamie’s saucer-eyes. “And then there never was a moment where I actually needed to read, so I never bothered to learn it myself. It’s just too much work. Not fun at all.”
“Is that the truth?”
Jack blinked. Hiccup’s expression was open, if only a tiny bit skeptic. It made Jack’s heart sink.
“Yeah,” he replied softly. He hesitated. “…Just not the whole truth.”
Jamie’s mouth had become a thin, anxious line. He kept silent, but his eyes flickered between the two of them. He hadn’t commented on Jack’s confession to Hiccup, contrary to his open skepticism towards revealing the truth to Ruffnut and Tuffnut.
Hiccup held Jack’s gaze for a moment before nodding. “Okay.” He looked down at Jamie’s worksheet. “Well…If you really don’t want to learn then I’m not going to force you, Jack.”
Jack didn’t know what to say. There was absolutely no bite in Hiccup’s voice, so whatever metaphorical bitemarks Jack felt sink into his flesh had to be entirely forged by his own mind. Unless they weren’t, and Hiccup was actually mad. Or wary. Or scared.
“Um, Hiccup?” Jamie said after a moment, his voice small. He held up another piece of parchment, where he’d scribbled down some runes. No, not runes – Jack’s eyes widened when he recognized the symbols. “Do you know what these are?”
Hiccup tilted his head to the side. He took the parchment and peered at the symbols. “…I don’t think so,” he said, frowning. “Though…they look vaguely familiar. Almost like Gothi’s symbols.”
Jack recalled something Jamie had said on the island: Ancient even for Vikings.
“Gothi is ancient,” Jack said.
“Wow, Jack.” Hiccup was fighting a smile. “We all know, but there’s no need to be rude—”
“I’ll be right back.”
Jack grabbed the parchment and was out the door before either of them could protest. It wasn’t until he’d reached the base of the hill to Gothi’s hut that he realized he’d actually have to climb it. He hadn’t done that since they moved down to Astrid’s. With a dramatic sigh, he started the trek.
Halfway up, Baby Tooth appeared out of nowhere, announcing her presence with a cheerful chirp that nearly sent Jack tumbling back down. Jack muttered a curse that he’d definitely adopted from Gobber; he sincerely hoped Thor wasn’t listening.
“You’re gonna give me a heart attack,” he laughed. “Can people get heart attacks that easily?”
Baby Tooth shrugged, zipping around him curiously. When she asked him what he was doing, Jack said that he wasn’t entirely sure, and that wasn’t entirely a lie either. A few minutes later, they stood in front of Gothi’s door. Jack rapped his knuckles against it.
The first thing he heard was the grunt of a Gronckle. Then came the uneven footsteps of Gothi, and the door swung open. Gothi peered up at him with a grumpy expression. Then again, she almost always peered up at people like that.
“Hope I’m not intruding,” Jack said with an easygoing smile. “I have some questions that I thought you might be able to answer, being the village elder and all.” He shifted. “Also, can I come in? It’s freezing.”
Gothi raised her brows but let him in. Her Gronckle eyed him and Baby Tooth tiredly as they walked over to the hearth, before deciding they weren’t worthy of his attention. Baby Tooth gave a chirp that Jack translated to how are you supposed to get any answers from Gothi when you can’t understand her? Jack sent her a look which translated to you know I can’t answer you right now.
Which was a good thing, because Jack didn’t know the answer. But it was worth a try.
Gothi joined them by the hearth, her eyes flickering down to the parchment in Jack’s hand. He showed it to her.
“Do you know these symbols?” he asked.
He expected her to shake her head, like Hiccup and the twins had done. Instead, her brows furrowed deeply only a moment before they shot up to her hairline. She sent Jack a scandalized look, taking the parchment from him.
Jack shared a glance with Baby Tooth while Gothi was distracted, but then Gothi placed a bony hand on his arm. She wore a grim expression and shook her head. She wasn’t saying that she didn’t know the symbols; she was giving him a warning.
“But…what are they?” he asked. “They can’t be evil—I mean, I heard”—he dared sending Baby Tooth another look—“that they weren’t evil.”
Baby Tooth chirped helplessly; it hadn’t seemed malevolent to her.
Without warning, Gothi grabbed his cloak and tugged him down, so that they were on eyelevel. She shook her head again, somehow even more gravely than before. Then her eyes narrowed. She raised her hand and pressed her fingers lightly against Jack’s heart.
Jack suddenly wished he hadn’t come up here. He didn’t need words to understand what was going through Gothi’s head.
“I—I truly don’t know anything about the symbols,” he said, gently moving Gothi’s hand away. She let it fall, but her suspicious gaze didn’t waver. Jack swallowed. “But you…you know something, don’t you? You know they’re…”
Magic. He didn’t dare say the word.
Gothi raised her chin but said nothing. Of course she said nothing. But her gaze was knowing; Jack had spent enough time with Sandy to be able to understand a message even without words. And right now, he interpreted that she knew about magic, she knew that Jack knew, and she wanted an explanation.
“You can’t tell anyone,” Jack said before he could think twice. At least Baby Tooth remained quiet, so maybe he wasn’t making a terrible mistake. He struggled with finding the right words, wondering where he should start…but then he had a realization. “Do you know what this is?” He pointed to the marks on his face.
Gothi’s expression seemed to darken. She nodded for him to go on.
“The Snow Queen,” Jack said. “Sh-she…I think she’s coming here. For me. To get rid of me.” When Gothi’s expression didn’t waver, Jack warily went on. “She considers me a threat, I think. Because I used to be…” He didn’t want to say like her, though their powers seemed to be pretty much the same.
Gothi nodded slowly. She glanced down at the parchment, and then up at Jack again. Then she threw the parchment into the fire. Her expression softened, and once again she placed a hand on Jack’s chest.
She trusted him. She was asking him to be careful. At least that’s what Jack hoped she was saying, and not, sorry, you are doomed.
“It was an evil place,” Jack snapped, two days later.
Being out in the village and in the company of Hiccup, it took Baby Tooth a moment before she realized Jack was talking to her. She tilted her tiny head to the side in confusion, then seemed to understand what he was talking about. She chirped an apology, and Jack held back a sigh. It wasn’t that he was angry with Baby Tooth. He knew none of them truly knew what they were doing. And they hadn’t talked about their conversation with Gothi ever since leaving her hut that night, simply because Jack didn’t know what to do with the information. And he didn’t want to scare Jamie. By activating and using the crystal with malevolent magic, what did that mean for them?
And talking about the possibility of the Snow Queen coming to kill him…it brought it all back to reality. It was easier to shove it into the back of his head and pretend it was just a bad dream. But the Snow Queen wasn’t Pitch; telling himself he wasn’t afraid would do no good.
“It’s like when I didn’t notice what she was either,” Jack muttered quietly, but loud enough for Baby Tooth to hear. “I didn’t sense that there was anything vicious about her. Did you? I mean, apart from the fact that you caught her trying to murder me.”
Baby Tooth thought about it for a moment, before she shook her head.
“When I was a spirit, I would notice things like that,” Jack said. He glanced at Hiccup and Jamie, still a few meters ahead of him. They were walking towards the Great Hall, but Jack was pretty sure that wasn’t the destination they were heading. He lowered his voice. “And you notice stuff like that too, right? It’s like—Even when Bunny and I were at each other’s throats, I could feel that his magic was good. And even when Pitch tried to get me on his side, even when I started to pity him—” He grimaced, and Baby Tooth winced. “I still felt that his magic was…dark.”
He looked around, a sudden feeling of unease overcoming him. He knew he was just freaking himself out by pondering about this, and the foggy weather wasn’t helping. It had been bad enough this morning, but it only seemed to be getting worse. The village looked dead and deserted; the only proof of life except for the four of them was the distant chatter from the stands.
“Do you think,” Jack started nervously, “that you can’t sense it because it’s an entirely new world of magic we’re facing?”
Baby Tooth hummed softly. Maybe. She couldn’t be sure. Neither of them could.
“If that is the case, we still don’t have any other choice, right?” Jack bit his lip, keeping his eyes on the faint outline of the huts. The fog made it look like figures were sneaking along the walls. He shuddered. “We need to find other sources of magic…and if they’re evil, well…”
“Jack.” Hiccup was looking at him curiously. “Something wrong? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
Jack shook his head, forcing a smile onto his face. “Nothing. Just the weather. It’s spooky, isn’t it?”
“A little too spooky,” Hiccup agreed, but more like he was disappointed than anything. They’d gotten to the top of the stairs to the Great Hall, and he gestured to the right, over the banister. “I swear this is the best view, but only when you can actually see.”
“This wouldn’t be a problem if we could just sit on the bleachers like everyone else,” Jamie muttered.
“Ugh,” Hiccup said, which about summed up Jack’s entire mood these days. “Dad’s only doing this for appearances’ sake. I’m sure he trusts you.” He didn’t sound all too sure. “Besides, maybe he knew I’d show you this place anyway. That way, you get to see the race, and Dad gets to dodge questions from the less trusting people in the village.”
“It’s not like we’ve been here for a thousand years already and nothing has happened,” Jack said, rolling his eyes.
“A bit of an overstatement, maybe?”
“950, then.”
“And you did gate crash our training drill,” Hiccup reminded him.
“But that didn’t hurt anyone!” Jack protested.
Jamie sent him a pointed look.
“Except me, but that doesn’t count.”
Hiccup sighed. “I’m sorry,” he said. “I’d have thought people were alright with you by this point. At least most people are. Up here.” He climbed up a small ledge, leading them onto a narrow path on the side of the mountain.
Jack got up first, then held out a hand to Jamie.
“Think how much easier this would’ve been if this thing worked,” Jack said, sending his staff a disapproving look. Not that it was the staff’s fault; it was Jack who wasn’t working.
“I little exercise won’t hurt you, Jack,” Jamie replied with a cheeky smile.
“Who taught you to be so snarky?”
Hiccup snorted. “I wonder.”
“You’re not in any place to call me snarky, Hiccup.”
“Yes, you’re both very good role models for me,” Jamie promised. Jack cackled, and Hiccup had the grace to look a little embarrassed.
It took a bit of climbing, and an awkward instance of Hiccup slipping on his prosthetic and crashing into Jack’s arms (it would’ve been sweet if Hiccup’s forehead hadn’t collided painfully with Jack’s nose), but they eventually ended up on a grassy ledge with lots of ground to sprawl out on and little chance of accidentally tumbling off. It was high above ground, perfect for secret picnics, people-watching and stargazing. At least it would’ve been, on any other day.
“It’s a beautiful shade of gray, I must say,” Jack said, admiring the fog.
Hiccup shifted awkwardly. “Maybe it’ll let up before the race starts.”
Jack made a noncommittal noise. The fog was thick – thicker than any fog Jack had seen in quite a while – and felt awfully sinister. Even Hiccup seemed wary as he tried peering through it. Jack wondered if he was the type to get spooked by ghost stories.
“Can you even fly like this?” Jamie asked.
“Oh, don’t worry. This fog actually gives Toothless and I an advantage; none of the other dragons can fly blind like Toothless,” Hiccup said. He seemed so pleased with himself, Jack couldn’t help but grin.
After Hiccup left them, Jack and Jamie tried sitting down in the grass. It was wet and cold, and Jack said they could use his cloak as a blanket. It took about ten minutes and Jamie frustratingly insisting that Jack was freezing and that he wasn’t good at hiding it before they stood again. Baby Tooth was the only comfortable one, getting to snuggle up in the crook of Jack’s neck.
“At least we’ll see them when they fly through the village,” Jamie said. Then he sighed. “I wish I could ride a dragon.”
“You did ride a dragon,” Jack said. “I know Barf and Belch look more like sock puppets, but they are a dragon.”
Jamie snorted. Then his smile faded. “I don’t think they’ll let us ride with them anymore,” he said.
Jack already knew what he was thinking about. He took a deep breath and let it out again in a puff of white mist. “…Maybe not,” he admitted. “I’m sorry, Jamie.”
“It’s not your fault,” Jamie said. “It’s just Ruffnut and Tuffnut being dumb. They don’t even realize I’m just a normal, not magical human.”
“To be fair, so am I right now,” Jack said. “But…I guess I can’t blame them for wanting to stay on the safe side. We know these Vikings are superstitious. And my collapsing after interacting with a circle of evil symbols isn’t what I’d call a promising sign.”
“We don’t know if they were evil,” Jamie said.
Oh, right.
Jamie’s eyes narrowed. “You have that look on your face.”
“There’s no look on my face.”
“Jack.”
“Ugh, okay…I talked to Gothi, and—”
He was interrupted by the roaring blow of a horn, startling all three of them. Jamie giggled, and Jack would’ve as well, if he hadn’t been hit with a sudden wave of dizziness. He took a step back. He almost raised his hand to rub the side of his head but kept it down to not worry Jamie. What was that?
“Wow, amazing,” Jamie said. Jack wondered what his mom would think of his fresh fluency in sarcasm once they got back. “Who’s in the lead?”
Jack laughed. “Probably Hiccup, with his advantage.”
“I think it’s echolocation,” Jamie said.
Sometimes he said words that seemed made up to Jack, but he nodded. “Whatever that is, I’m sure Hiccup will win. Did you how self-satisfied that smirk was?”
Jamie sent him a strange smile, as if he knew something Jack didn’t. Jack raised a brow.
“What?”
“Nothing,” Jamie replied. “You’re probably right.”
Jack was about to probe him for answers, but then there was a sudden gust of biting wind. It shouldn’t have worried Jack the way it did – it was just the wind, after all – but it made him clench his fist around his staff. The fog seemed to be getting thicker. It looked almost tangible, shifting and swirling in the air. It gave Jack unpleasant flashbacks to Pitch’s nightmare sand.
Jamie nudged him. The smile had disappeared from his face, and instead he wore that worried frown he wore way too often these days. “Is something wrong?”
“No,” Jack replied, and hoped he wasn’t lying. “It’s just cold.”
“You’re thinking about something,” Jamie pressed.
Jack smiled exasperatedly. “Are my expressions really that easy to read?”
“Like an open book,” Jamie confirmed. “Tell me.”
“I’m not sure,” Jack said. “I guess I’m just jumpy. Something about the atmosphere, it feels…off.” Baby Tooth chirped softly, but it didn’t do much to calm Jack’s nerves. “She says she doesn’t feel anything,” he translated for Jamie, “so don’t worry about it.”
There was the distant sound of Snotlout screaming, followed by some sort of bleating.
“What do they need the sheep for?” Jamie said, looking slightly horror-struck.
Jack wasn’t paying attention. There was a tingling on the side of his face – a tingling, which was gradually turning to something more intense. He raised his hand and brushed his fingers over his cheek. Why was his heart beating so fast?
The fog shifted, revealing the village below and the faint shape of the bleachers. The ocean was still out of sight. It was unnerving.
Something’s coming.
Jack must have gasped, because Jamie’s head snapped to look at him. Then his eyes widened.
“Jack, the marks,” he said, pointing at his face. “They’re brighter.”
It wasn’t surprising; the skin where the marks stretched out was rapidly beginning to feel like it was on fire. Jack’s body felt stiff with a sudden, all-encompassing fear. Not something, the voice in his head said. Someone.
“She’s here.”
Jamie blinked. “What?” he said, but the quiver in his voice told Jack he already understood. It brought Jack out of his shaken state and he crouched down on front of him.
“We have to get to the bleachers,” he said, “and warn them.”
“What’s going to happen? They won’t be able to see her, will they?”
“I don’t—” His voice got stuck in his throat as cold seeped into his body, and he placed a hand on the ground to support himself. Jamie tried to steady him as well, his face ashen. “I don’t know,” Jack managed, shaking his head. “Probably not. I don’t know what she’ll do, but sh-she—I can feel it. Her anger.” He looked at Baby Tooth. “It’s getting closer. Get Toothless.”
Baby Tooth darted off without another sound.
Another flash of cold; it felt like ice splinters in his veins.
“Jack,” Jamie said, but his voice sounded far away. Jack felt his eyes sliding shut, images fluttering on the back of his lids: a stormy night, trudging through the snow, a dark cave bathed in faint blue light. Jamie’s grip on him tightened. “Don’t pass out!”
He held back a groan. “I won’t,” he said, trying to sound reassuring, opening his eyes again. He let out a shaky breath, his teeth clattering. This wasn’t the time to recall any new parts of his memory. “Listen. When we get to the bleachers, find—find the other kids. You’ll be taken somewhere safe. I have to—”
“No!” Jamie protested. “You don’t have to do anything! The Snow Queen is—She—she almost killed you the last time.”
“She’s here because of me,” Jack said, hating the helplessness in his voice.
“So you’re just going to—to go to her? And then what?” Jamie was shaking his head, his eyes brimming with tears. “Maybe if she can’t find you…” He trailed off, realizing how hopeless that suggestion was.
Jack didn’t know what he could say to calm him down. He didn’t know if there was anything to say that wasn’t outright lies. And he didn’t know how the Snow Queen could be at Berk already; she said she could only go where winter goes. They were way into fall, but Jack knew winter, and this wasn’t it.
The sound of beating wings made them both turn. A vague shape in the fog was coming towards them.
“Jack?” Hiccup’s voice sounded strangely far away, as if the fog was muffling him.
“Hiccup!” Jack replied, getting to his feet.
Toothless broke through the fog and he and Hiccup came into clear view. They landed on the ledge and Baby Tooth came back to Jack’s side. Hiccup wore an expression that wasn’t unfamiliar to him these days: confused and exasperated.
“Did you call for Toothless? He suddenly refused to continue the race,” he complained. “What’s going on? We were in the lead, I—I think. Something about this fog is blocking Toothless’—”
“I think you’re going to be attacked,” Jack said, stepping towards him. “You have to take us to Stoick, quickly.”
Hiccup blinked. “You—you think we’re going to be attacked?” he repeated. He sounded so lost it seemed his voice didn’t even have the capacity left to sound worried. “What are you talking about? Wh—Jack.” His mouth fell open. “Your face—I mean, your wound—”
“I know,” Jack interrupted, placing an urgent hand on Hiccup’s knee. “Take us to the bleachers. You have to—” He shuddered suddenly, his hand jolting to the fern patterns. The air around them seemed almost warm in comparison to the whiteout spreading from the fern pattern and through his body. Hiccup’s hand landed heavily on his shoulder, steadying him.
“What’s going on?” The worry had belatedly arrived in his voice now, along with a steely sort of authority that Jack didn’t often hear from him.
Jack’s mind was swimming. It felt as if he had a song stuck in his head, but instead of an annoying tune it was a flat, malicious stream of fury. “She’s on the island,” he choked out. “She’s not alone.”
He must’ve sounded like he was dying, because Hiccup quickly helped him climb onto Toothless in the very front. Jamie followed, climbing up at the back.
“Hold on tight, Jamie,” Hiccup warned.
“I know, I’ve done this before.”
Hiccup sighed. “Of course you have.”
They took to the sky, and Jack almost toppled right off. His head was spinning, and his joints felt like they were turning to stone. He faintly noticed Hiccup steadying him, but he was afraid he’d pass out if he stopped focusing on not passing out for just a single second.
He thought he was beginning to lose it when he heard the bleating of a sheep, followed by Astrid’s voice:
“Hiccup, what are you doing?” she yelled, coming to fly beside them. Jack looked up. She was carrying a black sheep.
“Emergency,” Hiccup said, though he didn’t sound entirely sure. “Uh, Jack was—”
“Stop the race,” Jack rasped. “Astrid, warn the others about—about an attack. I’ll explain later, just please hurry!”
Astrid’s expression was bordering on fury, but that only meant she was taking him seriously. She glanced at Hiccup, then nodded and flew off.
“Are you really going to explain?” Hiccup asked as they soared towards the bleachers.
Jack’s stomach twisted. “I’ll certainly have to try,” he muttered darkly.
The crowd roared as Toothless flew over the stands, but then came to a confused murmur as he took a sharp turn and landed on the platform where Stoick, Gobber, Spitelout and Gothi were standing.
Spitelout barked a laugh. “Giving up already, Hiccup?”
He seemed to be the only one seeing the humor in the situation. Gobber looked mostly confused, but Gothi was quick to catch Jack’s eye, alarm in her expression. She nodded, and then, without bringing any attention to herself, she climbed onto her Gronckle and took off. If she could sense what Jack was sensing, she probably understood that this was no fight for an old lady and had gone to take cover.
Stoick’s brows furrowed dangerously. “What’s this about?”
Jack didn’t hop off Toothless as much as he stumbled and almost faceplanted on the soggy floorboards. “You have to get back to the village,” he said. Because of the fog, the murmuring from the crowd seemed strangely far away, so he didn’t even have to raise his voice for Stoick to hear him. He tried stopping his teeth from clattering as he spoke. “Something’s coming. An attack of—of some sort.” He grimaced, wishing he’d left out that last part.
“What?”
“He said there’s—” Gobber started.
“I heard him.” Stoick looked from Jack to Hiccup. Jamie was no longer with them; Jack spotted him running through the crowd towards Brant and his other friends. “Jackson. If you have anything you need to tell me—”
“I am telling you,” Jack interrupted. Of course Stoick would immediately distrust him for coming with something like this out of nowhere. It didn’t make Jack feel any less frustrated at being suspected for something he didn’t do. At least the anger gave him the energy to stand taller and look steadily up at Stoick. “Berk is in danger. You have to act fast. She’s—”
Something whizzed past Jack’s ear and burrowed into Stoick’s throne, right where the chief’s head would’ve been had he been sitting on it: a stark white arrow. The crowd, who had been chattering uneasily, went deathly quiet. A freezing wind washed over the bleachers, and Jack staggered.
“Jack!” Hiccup was at his side immediately, grabbing his arms to keep him upright.
“Gobber, Spitelout,” Stoick said, and the two of them ran off the platform without another word. The following reaction was so immediate, Jack could almost think the entire village had been hoping for something like this to happen. The Berkians burst into action; people ran into each other, pushing and elbowing their way through the crowd. Those who had weapons grabbed them and held them high with ferocious battle cries. Some screamed at the unseen archer to come out of the fog and fight honorably. Spitelout and Gobber did their best at making sure everyone got to the island safely and didn’t topple off the bleachers and into the sea.
Jack couldn’t see Jamie anywhere. He shrugged off Hiccup and started to walk away, but a giant hand grabbed his arm and tugged him back, less than gently.
“You’re not getting out of my sight,” Stoick growled.
“I have to find Jamie,” Jack said, trying to tug his arm back but to no avail. It was like trying to move a boulder.
Stoick sent Hiccup a pointed look, as if this was his fault, then turned back to Jack. “How did you know about this attack? Where are they coming from?”
“Let me go!” Jack yelled.
“Dad, Jack wouldn’t—”
“Shut it, Hiccup! I knew this would happen. Now if you don’t tell me—”
Jack was starting to feel apoplectic. “Let me go, or I’ll—”
Or what? Stoick’s expression was thunderous. In any other situation, he would’ve scared Jack. But as it was, Jack couldn’t be any more panicked than he already was, and all he felt for Stoick was a fierce disdain towards authority figures. So when it became clear there was no way he was willingly letting Jack go, Jack did the only thing he could think of.
His staff connected with Stoick’s nose. To a mountain of a man such as him, it shouldn’t have made any difference, but miraculously, Stoick’s stumbled backwards with a surprised groan. Jack tugged his arm back and ran.
“Jamie!” Brant looked just as confused as the rest of the crowd as Jamie joined them, and then even more so when he grabbed his arm urgently. Undis, Hildur and Skade stood beside him, all sharing the same alarmed face except for Skade, who only looked pleasantly surprised.
“We gotta go,” Jamie said. “Something is going to happen.”
“Something?” Undis repeated, wrinkling her nose. “I thought you weren’t allowed to ride dragons.”
“I’m not,” Jamie confirmed, looking back at Jack, but he and the rest of the people on the chief’s platform were hidden by the crowd. “But it was an emergency. It is an emergency. We have to get back to the village. It’s not safe—”
The crowd suddenly gasped. The fog shifted ever so slightly, but all he could see was Jack and the others crouched in alarm and not why they were doing that. Whatever it was, it made a wave of panic pass through the villagers, and in the next second, people were stampeding to get off the bleachers. Jamie and his friends were forced along with the crowd, no matter how much Jamie wanted to stay behind to make sure Jack was alright.
Jamie held onto Brant’s arm as they ran for the village, trying his best not to get stepped on. It was impossible to keep track of everyone.
“What happened?” Brant yelled.
“We’re being attacked!” Jamie yelled back.
“How do you know?” came Hildur, and Jamie didn’t miss the insinuation in that question.
Thankfully, he didn’t get the chance to answer, because right then someone called his name.
“This way!” It was Astrid’s mom, Leikny, having pushed her way through the crowd to get to them. “All of you,” she said. “To the Great Hall.”
They had no reason to protest. About ten more meters, and there was a chorus of panicked shouts somewhere behind them, but when Jamie tried to turn around to look, he saw nothing but fog. He stumbled, but Brant managed to steady him before he could fall. His green eyes were wide with fear.
“What was that?”
Jamie pressed his mouth shut. He didn’t want to theorize.
As they raced for the Great Hall, it didn’t take long to realize that most of the villagers weren’t running for safety. They were running for their weapons, and once they had them, they bolted back the way they’d come or towards the harbor, or stood their ground, ready for anything – but mostly, they just looked lost, because the fog was nearly impossible to see through. It didn’t seem to be acting like normal fog; it shifted around like oil in water, creating brief windows in the white before closing up again. Sometimes, Jamie couldn’t even see five meters ahead.
And not only did it impair their vision: Every sound seemed to be muffled as well. Jamie could hear distant shouting, but it sounded impossibly far away, as if his ears were stuffed with cotton.
The picture of what was truly going on within the fog was made a little clearer when a bloodcurdling cry split the air. A white figure came into view – someone who was definitely not a Berkian – a sword raised over his head. Leikny reacted so quickly, Jamie would’ve believed she had predicted the attack, even if it seemed the man had materialized out of the fog itself. Leikny’s battle axe intercepted the course of the sword, before she smashed the hilt of her axe into the man’s temple. He crumbled immediately.
Jamie could only stare with his mouth open.
“Nice hit,” Hildur said. Her cool façade was broken by the tremor in her voice.
The man was wearing some kind of armor, but Jamie couldn’t figure out what it was made out of. It was white, covering most of his body. He was also wearing a helmet, though it obviously hadn’t helped him much, as there now was a huge dent in it. The helmet covered his face entirely.
“Come on,” Leikny said, waving at them to continue.
Jamie started to reach out for the helmet. He wanted to see what was beneath it. Because the fact that they were being attacked by real, physical people didn’t make sense. Did the Snow Queen favor another tribe or something? Did they know about her and obey her orders? If so, what did she have against Berk exactly? It just wasn’t adding up.
Brant grabbed his arm before he reached the unconscious warrior. “We’re gonna lose them,” he said and tugged Jamie along. “Come on.”
They caught up with Leikny and the others. The screams and shouts from around them became more frequent, along with the sound of metal against metal and other indiscernible noises that Jamie thought he was better off not knowing the source of. His breath steamed as he ran and he realized just how cold it was getting. That, along with Jack’s warning, made it clear that this was no ordinary attack.
There was still no sign of Jack. Jamie wanted to turn back and find him, despite Jack’s orders, but he doubted he’d get very far. He didn’t have a weapon, and even if he did, he wasn’t confident enough to think that an eleven-year-old stood a chance against the Snow Queen’s forces.
“Where did they come from?” Undis gasped as they ran up the stairs. “They must’ve surrounded the island. It sounds like they’re coming from every direction!”
“We’ll take care of them,” Leikny said confidently, smiling down at them, and Jamie had no difficulty seeing where Astrid’s personality came from. She pushed the doors to the Great Hall open. “Just stay together in here until someone comes to—Wait.” Her eyes flickered between them. “Where’s Skade?”
Jamie’s heart sank. He looked around. She’d been with them just a moment ago.
“We have to look for her,” he said, taking a step back down the stairs.
“No, stay here, all of you,” Leikny ordered, and began ushering them inside. “I’ll find her. Stay here.” Then she slammed the door on them. The sound echoed through the vast hall, before fading into heavy silence.
Jamie turned around to look at his friends. They all looked scared and helpless, but when he met Hildur’s gaze, her face hardened.
“Something’s not adding up,” she declared.
Jamie took a step back. “What, you think I had something to do with this?” he asked, even though he knew that was exactly what she was thinking. “I’m literally eleven, how would I do that?”
“I don’t know! Sorcery, maybe!”
“Oh, not you too.”
Hildur pointed a finger at him. “If you think people have just forgotten the way you and your big brother came here, you—”
“Hildur, calm down!” Brant cut in, stepping between them. Jamie was grateful; he’d been afraid Hildur would start to throw punches. “It’s—it’s not sorcery,” Brant continued, but then glanced at Jamie as if to ask, right? “It’s just a surprise attack. They probably—They were probably just nearby and saw the fog and thought it was a brilliant chance to attack, because it would take away our advantage with the dragons and all.”
Jamie blinked. That did make a lot of sense. “Y-yeah,” he said, fighting the sinking feeling in his stomach. “That’s probably it.”
“That doesn’t explain why you and Jack already knew,” Undis said. “Why you came flying in on Toothless. There was no way any of you could’ve seen them coming. So how did you know?”
Jamie didn’t have a good answer. “Jack…Jack saw them coming.”
“He did not!” Hildur bellowed. “Stop lying!”
“I’m not lying!”
“Well, you’re definitely not telling the truth!”
Jamie swallowed back the lump forming in his throat. “If…If me and Jack somehow had something to do with this,” he said, lowering his voice in an attempt to seem calmer than he was, “why would we warn anyone about the attack?”
Undis and Hildur shared a look but said nothing. Brant shifted uncomfortably, looking at Jamie like he had something he wanted to say. But he kept quiet.
“Maybe you were having second thoughts,” Hildur eventually said. “You tell me.”
“I have nothing to say,” Jamie bit back. “Like—like Brant said, they probably just saw a chance and took it.”
“None of this explains the weird fog,” Brant muttered. Then he glanced at Jamie again, with that same inquiring expression. “Not any normal explanation anyway.”
Jamie felt his jaw go slack, but before he could respond, the entrance doors opened. They all scrambled back, but just as quickly scrambled forward again when Shrug, Brenda and Gustav came out of the fog, followed by—
“Jack!” Jamie threw his arms around him. He heard Jack give a sigh of relief as he got down to his knees and hugged Jamie back. Then they just as quickly pulled away, checking each other for injuries. Jack seemed fine, save for the marks on his face, which were now so stark white they seemed almost blue.
Behind him, Brant sobbed as he was reunited with his siblings and Jamie’s chest twisted painfully.
“We have to find Skade,” he said. “She was with us, but she disappeared. We—we were attacked, and we couldn’t see anything and—and—we have to find her!”
The little color left in Jack’s face drained away. “You stay here,” he said. “I’ll find her.”
“No!” Jamie protested, grabbing Jack’s arms. “I wanna come with you.”
Jack looked so awfully tired. He shook his head. “You can’t,” he said. “You have to stay here where it’s safe. Block the doors and wait until—”
“I’m not gonna let you go and just wait and hope you don’t get killed out there!” Jamie yelled, his voice breaking. “If I stay, you stay too. But we can’t stay because we have to find Skade, and hope she’s not a-already—” The word died in his throat.
“I’ll find her faster on my own,” Jack said. “She’ll be fine. We’ll all be—”
“You’re not a Guardian anymore, Jack.” Jamie regretted the words immediately. Jack’s face went blank, like he was using all his willpower not to show how those words affected him. Jamie knew they did, but it was the truth, and that’s why he kept going: “You have no powers and you’re still weak a-and you can’t fight with a sword and I wanna go with you, Jack!”
He realized belatedly that he’d started crying. Jack bowed his head for a moment, before getting to his feet.
“I know,” he said, his face a stony mask. It looked uncharacteristic on him. “But you’re staying here. I have to go now. Stay here.”
Jamie had never heard Jack sound so authoritative. It left him standing with his mouth hanging open, as Jack turned and jogged back down the stairs – but not before shutting the doors firmly in Jamie’s face.
Hiccup was torn between following Jack and making sure his dad was alright. But of course he was alright; he was Stoick the Vast and he wouldn’t possibly be brought down by a whack to the nose. Hiccup was just slightly worried by the fact that Stoick had stumbled back at all and that Jack had managed to break free. Maybe Stoick had let him go on purpose? Judging by the fury in his expression, Hiccup doubted that was the case.
“What does he know?” Stoick thundered as they hurried off the platform. “And where’s Skullcrusher?”
“I don’t know,” Hiccup said, jumping up onto Toothless’ back as they ran. “And I don’t know. I’m gonna find Astrid and the others and see if we can find the enemy ship. They must’ve—Look out!”
Someone came barreling out of the fog towards them, his whole body covered in white armor, but before the someone even came close, Toothless blasted at him, and he fell over the side of the stands and into the sea. Hiccup didn’t get the chance to look properly at him.
Stoick gave a furious growl. “That boy…” he rumbled. “There’s something he’s not telling us.”
Hiccup swallowed. “One problem at a time,” he said weakly. “See you in a bit. Come on, Toothless!”
It took about ten seconds of flying before there was an almost-collision. There was a familiar squawk of a Deadly Nadder, and it almost drowned out the indignant yell from its rider. “Hiccup!” Astrid yelled, coming up to fly beside them once Stormfly had found her balance. “What’s going on? How come we’re being invaded but we can’t find any enemy ships anywhere? They must’ve traveled in rowing boats or something!”
The image was ridiculous, but at this point Hiccup was ready to accept anything. “I don’t know,” he admitted. “Are you sure there’s nothing? I mean, there has to be. They can’t have come here on dragons, can they?” His stomach was beginning to feel like a giant knot. “Do you think it could be Krogan?”
Astrid shook her head. “I’ve seen no other dragons either,” she said, before wincing as a scream echoed up from the ground. “We have to get down there. There’s no way we can fight from up here. Also, what do you mean, you don’t know? What was up with Jack?”
Hiccup rubbed his face, as if that would somehow clear his mind. “I really don’t know, Astrid,” he said. He had to focus to see her face through the fog, and she did not look happy. “He told me something was coming, and then something came. I don’t know how he knew.”
Astrid’s expression was hard as stone. “Right. We’ll deal with that later,” she then decided, before swooping down towards the ground.
Hiccup swallowed back the nausea growing in his stomach and followed her. The ground was about five meters below him when a sudden gust of icy wind blew them off course, and Toothless made a guttural sound. Hiccup tried shifting the gear, but it was jammed – no, it was frozen stuck.
They hit the ground painfully, the momentum throwing Hiccup off. His head connected with the frosty ground, and the world went dark.
Jack hadn’t felt this bad since losing Easter, if not worse. He bolted back down the stairs, feeling like he was running straight into the abyss. This would’ve been so much easier if he could still fly. It would’ve been so much easier if he’d still had his powers!
Jamie was right. Jack already knew that. But Jack was right too: He was faster on his own without having to look out for Jamie as well, and he had to find Skade, before something happened to her. Unless that something had already happened.
He tried not to think about it. He got to the bottom of the stairs, and managed to slip on the last step, sending him sprawling. It was the only thing that saved him from having his head take a permanent vacation from his body; he could feel a blade grazing his cheek as it passed over him.
He yelped and rolled away. The attacker – a white-armored soldier with a helmet covering his face – stumbled slightly with the momentum but was quick to steady himself. It barely gave Jack time to scramble to his feet and jump away.
“Who are you?” he yelled at him.
The soldier didn’t answer. He struck again, but this time Jack dodged it easily, and managed to land a hit on the soldier’s side. It didn’t do much to the soldier himself, but if Jack wasn’t seeing things, it looked like the armor had cracked slightly. As the soldier stumbled back, his body twitched as if an electric jolt had gone through his body, before his thin limbs jerked back into motion.
Jack jumped back as the soldier attacked again. “Do you fight for the Snow Queen?” he asked. “Is she here? How did—” He yelped as the blade came close to slitting his throat, arching his back awkwardly to avoid it. He flailed for a moment, but still avoided the next slash with ease. He was in control; he just needed to find out who these people were and how they were connected to the Snow Queen. Because he knew they were. He didn’t know how he knew, but it was like the information had just been fed into his brain.
He was about to go in for another whack to the ribs, but just then there was a shrill war cry coming from somewhere above.
“Move aside, Jackson!” Snotlout bellowed, and Jack barely had time to jump to safety before a wave of fire washed over the soldier, engulfing him completely.
“Snotlout, don’t—!” It was too late. Jack watched with horror as the soldier crumbled into a steaming heap. Then he forced himself to look away, instead focusing on Snotlout, who landed on Hookfang with a triumphant laugh. “Why did you do that?”
Snotlout’s smile wavered, before completely disappearing. A scowl replaced it, and he jumped off his dragon. “I saved your life,” he said.
“I had it under control!” Jack snapped, pushing himself to his feet. “I was trying to talk to him.”
“Talk to him?” Snotlout repeated, now stomping towards Jack. Jack couldn’t help but notice the mace he was holding. “You know what? Astrid told me you were the one to warn Hiccup about this attack. But as you can see”—he gestured around them— “or not see, there’s no way you could’ve seen them coming! So how—”
“I had nothing to do with this!” Jack hissed. “I-I realize it might seem a bit—”
“A bit?”
“Whatever! We don’t have time for this. Skade is missing, and I have to find her before—”
The fog shifted behind Snotlout, and Jack reacted the only way he could: He hurled his staff towards Snotlout, and the latter only had the time to widen his eyes before the staff whisked pass his face and collided with the man behind him. The man made a strangled sound beneath his helmet, staggering back. Snotlout jumped away, then backed up to Jack’s side.
“Now we’re even,” Jack informed him, before bolting to retrieve his staff. He snatched it from the ground and then pointed it instinctively at the man, who quickly got back on his feet. “Who are you?” Jack tried again, but was starting to understand that these people weren’t of the chatty type. The man lunged at him, and Jack dodged, rolling away and landing on his feet.
“What are you doing?” Snotlout barked.
“What does it look like?”
“Getting yourself killed?”
Jack gritted his teeth and dodged the soldier’s next attack, before hitting him upside the head. The helmet definitely cracked, but still held together. Jack was beginning to suspect what kind of material it was made out of. He was just thinking to himself how easy these guys were to bring down when another armored soldier came charging out of the fog.
“Snotlout, five o’clock!”
“What?”
“Behind you!”
Snotlout gave a yelp, but Jack didn’t get to see the outcome of that encounter before his attention was forced back to the guy he was currently fighting. He dodged his next attack, then whacked him with his staff, once in his chest and then on the back of his head. The soldier grunted before staggering to the ground. He didn’t get back up.
Jack was about to hurry to Snotlout’s aid, but then Hookfang, quite efficiently, flicked the soldier away with his tail. The soldier crashed against the stone banister before rolling face down onto the stairs.
Snotlout exhaled heavily. “Thanks, Fangster,” he muttered, before turning to Jack. “Now—”
“Let me ride with you,” Jack said. “We have to find Skade.”
“What? No!” Snotlout protested. “I don’t know if I can trust you.”
Jack stared at him. He took a deep breath. “Snotlout,” he said, forcing himself to sound calm. “A child is missing. You can find out whether or not I’m a traitor after we’ve found her.”
Snotlout’s expression suggested that Jack didn’t look very calm at all, his mouth becoming a thin, nervous line. Then he opened it, as if to argue more, but never got so far before another volley of soldiers came running out of the fog, and in the next moment, Jack and Snotlout were back to back.
“Hookfang!” Snotlout yelled, but Hookfang was backing away, as if something much bigger and much scarier than him was coming his way. Jack couldn’t see what it was, but a sharp pain rippled up through the fern patterns on his cheek along with a freezing gust of wind, making him cry out. Snotlout sent him a startled look. “Jack?”
Jack turned to him, just in time to see a mace hurtling towards Snotlout’s head. He didn’t think; he lunged forward, pushing Snotlout out of the way, and a sharp pain in his shoulder followed. The world turned white – or whiter – for a moment, but he managed to swing blindly with his staff, and it connected with something that made a horrible crunching noise. The world came back into focus, and they didn’t have the time to check for injuries. The fight was still on. And despite the pain and the danger right in front of his face, all Jack could think about was that for each second they spent here, Skade was somewhere, possibly by herself, possibly in danger, or possibly—
He let out a guttural cry. Ignoring the pain in his shoulder, he imagined he was back in Burgess, fighting Pitch with the other Guardians. He’d done that, and he could do this, Guardian or not.
And he did. It all seemed a bit blurry in retrospect, but after what might’ve been seconds just as well as minutes, some of the soldiers lay unconscious on the ground, while others had disappeared back into the fog. Jack realized he was panting.
“Great Odin’s ghost, what was that?” Snotlout stammered, his voice cracking. His eyes were shifting between Jack and the bodies on the ground incredulously. Eventually, they settled on Jack. “You’re bleeding,” he said helpfully.
Jack pressed a hand against the fern patterns. “Get Hookfang under control,” he said, “before they come back with reinforcements.”
Snotlout didn’t argue this time. He jogged over to Hookfang, who was cowering by the stairs. Snotlout seemed confused about this as he tried to calm him down, but Jack knew. There was just something about the air. He wondered if Baby Tooth could sense that now as well, when it was even getting to the dragons.
It took a couple more minutes, but Hookfang eventually calmed down, and Snotlout helped Jack onto the saddle. He was looking at him with wariness and something that looked suspiciously like awe, and if Jack had been his normal self, he would’ve teased him about it. But right now, he held onto the saddle and tried not to wince as Hookfang took to the air.
They soared towards the village – at least Jack assumed they were heading for the village, but all he saw was white…except for a single instance where he got a glimpse of the street below, where none other than Gothi was running alongside her Gronckle, her staff in one hand and a small battle axe in the other. Jack shook his head, mentally scolding himself for thinking that Gothi would hide away in her hut; old age had nothing on her.
And then they saw nothing. Jack muttered some unpretty words, this time in English, but it seemed Snotlout got the gist anyway. “This fog…”
“I’ve never seen anything like it,” Snotlout said. “Well, maybe once or twice, but never at this time of year. It only happens during—”
“Devastating winter?” Jack guessed.
Snotlout was quiet. “…Yeah,” he then said, his voice weak. “You know, the twins told me—”
Jack never got to hear what the twins told him. There was a guttural roar – one which Jack immediately recognized as Toothless’ – and it was coming from below them. “Toothless is in trouble,” he said. “Dive!”
Snotlout obeyed without question. It was a strange change of pace, but Jack couldn’t complain.
They soared through the fog and landed on the ground with enough force to make Jack groan in pain. Then the fog shifted, creating a window that framed Toothless, cornered by a hoard of those white-armored warriors. He whipped around, his pupils panicked slits, shooting plasma at the enemies, but for each one he took down, more just kept coming. Hiccup was nowhere in sight.
Then the window in the fog shut again, as if it was intentionally taunting them.
And another window opened, along with a thunderous roar that Jack also had no problem identifying: Stoick, fighting three soldiers at the same time, and somehow keeping his ground. Jack almost thought it would be safe to just leave him to it, but knew that the tide could change at any moment. He hopped off Hookfang.
“Help Toothless!” he ordered, before bolting towards Stoick – and just in time as well. There was another gust of wintery air, and pain shot up the side of Jack’s face. The fog swirled, and more enemies appeared out of it, threatening to overwhelm the chief. “Hey!” Jack bellowed, and picked up a fallen knife – a white one, icy to touch – and threw it at one of the soldiers with immaculate accuracy. Still, the blade bounced off the armor, but at least it got their attention.
“Jackson!” Stoick growled, as if he wanted to wring his neck, but Jack ignored that and ran to his aid. “You’re hurt,” he then said, and Jack realized that the growl might’ve been concern. Who knew, really, with Stoick the Vast.
Jack jumped into battle, doing his best at channeling his 300 years’ worth of fighting despite the ache in his shoulder. “Where’s Hiccup?” he yelled back, ignoring the remark. “He’s not with Toothless!”
Stoick grunted as he brought a man down with his bare fists. Jack faltered for a second, stunned that someone could just do that – and that Jack had still managed to break free of him earlier – but was quickly forced to focus again. There was a thought in the back of his head, though, that he would pay a lot for the chance to see a fight between Stoick and North.
“Went off to check for ships,” Stoick replied, and Jack noted the hint of worry in his voice. “Haven’t heard from him since.”
Jack’s chest flared with a sudden wave of horror. He tried his best to ignore it, but it wasn’t easy. He ducked away from an incoming blade, then brought the attacker down by kicking his legs out under him. When he was down, he brought the bottom of the staff down onto his forehead like a spear. Again, he wondered who these guys were, and why they were so easily defeated, if they really were sent from the Snow Queen. Something about it felt horribly off.
“Have you seen Skade?” Jack asked.
“Skade?” Stoick’s expression softened, concern mixing in with the wild look in his eyes. “No. Why?”
“She’s—” Jack faltered. Mentioning the little girl had distracted them both, and for a split second, Jack saw something glinting in the air behind Stoick, the blade hidden mostly in the fog. He was standing too far away to do anything about it. It was too late. He desperately reached out. “Look out!”
In the following second, Jack was fully prepared to witness Stoick’s head tumble off his shoulders and into the fog. But then came a miracle in the form of human error: the soldier stumbled, giving Stoick just enough time to swing around and bring his axe into the man’s ribs. Jack could already tell he wouldn’t be forgetting the sound it made any time soon.
Stoick exhaled heavily, eyes darting around for any more enemies. It seemed they were safe for now. He looked at Jack and nodded once. “He would’ve had me,” he acknowledged.
Jack swallowed. He didn’t know what to answer, and Stoick’s gaze was uncomfortably intense, so he turned away.
And then the fog parted, just for a moment. Jack could see a figure lying on the ground a few meters away, slowly and painstakingly pushing himself up with his arms. Blood was running down the side of his face. And, right in his blind spot, a tall, skeletal soldier was sneaking up on him, a dagger raised over his head. Jack forgot all about Stoick. He set into a sprint.
“Hiccup!”
Hiccup’s head felt like it had been split open. Probably because it had, he realized, once he lowered his hand from the side of his head to see his fingers bright red and glistening with blood. Not good, he decided groggily. Would have to deal with that sometime soon.
It was so white around him. His brain was working at less than half the speed it usually did. Where was he? Had he fallen off Toothless again? Why was it so cold? Gods…Was he dead?
“Hiccup!”
He looked up. Jack was running towards him, engulfed by fog. He didn’t look too good: his hair was even more ruffled than usual, and there was a dark red stain on his cloak, blood running down his right arm and down to his fingers. That, and his eyes were practically creating sparks; that’s how intense he looked. But why was he…
Hiccup looked up. Oh, he thought. If he wasn’t dead already, the knife glistening above him would soon take care of that.
He lunged to the side and rolled away. The blade impaled itself into the earth instead, and then Jack barreled into the attacker, sending them both sprawling. “Jack,” Hiccup croaked. “You’re hurt!”
“I’ve noticed!” Jack snapped, rolling away from the armored man, then just kicked him in the face. Hiccup already knew Jack was a skilled fighter, but all he’d ever seen of those skills was during friendly sparring sessions. This, he decided, was the final proof that one should definitely not get on his bad side. Astrid would be proud.
And then he ran over to crouch beside Hiccup, and his whole demeanor changed in a flash. His hand came up to Hiccup’s face, cupping his jaw gently. Either blood didn’t bother him, or he just didn’t care because he was covered in blood as well, and a little more couldn’t do any harm.
“Are you okay?” he asked. His breath steamed in the air. His face was pale, but his eyes were stormy. He almost looked like a different person. Hiccup found himself at a loss of words. He nodded weakly. Jack’s mouth quirked up in a smile, and just like that proved that he was the same old Jack—whoever that might be. “Good. Stay that way.”
“Hiccup!” Stoick came running towards them, and suddenly, Hiccup felt very embarrassed.
“I-I’m fine,” he said, staggering to his feet. He frowned, trying to remember what had happened. “The—the gears were frozen over,” he said. “Toothless and I crash landed, and then I—I guess I hit my head. How’s the battle going?”
Jack looked around. “Hard to say,” he mumbled. “I just don’t understand where…” He trailed off, his eyes coming to a stop on a point behind Hiccup. “Did you hear that?”
Hiccup turned around, but all he saw was fog. “Hear what?”
And then he did hear.
“Jack!”
Hiccup hadn’t even noticed Jack holding his hand before he let go of it. “It’s Skade,” he said. Then he ran off without another word.
Hiccup wanted to run after him, but then gravity decided to do a sudden shift and he stumbled sideways. Stoick caught his arm, steadying him.
“He’ll be fine,” Stoick said, and there was something in his voice that Hiccup couldn’t quite place. His dad had always been hard to read, and even harder to get through to sometimes. But if he wasn’t completely mistaken, Stoick the Vast seemed a bit awestruck.
Hiccup’s head was still aching, and his skin felt disturbingly warm where the blood was trickling down. However, he was slowly registering that there was a tingling feeling where Jack’s hand had been. Not unpleasant, but not exactly pleasant either. Strangely, it made him think about the time he was hit by lightning.
Even against the wintery air around them, Hiccup mused, Jack’s hand had been abnormally cold.
“Skade!” Jack yelled. “Over here!”
“Jack!”
“I’m here!”
Didn’t this situation feel awfully familiar?
“Jack!”
Something was wrong. Obviously, something was wrong, but something was off. The fog swirled around him, a little too literally; it was as if it was forming a circle, trapping Jack inside. The noise from the battle had faded away as well. Jack had no idea where on Berk he was, or where he was heading, but he marched forward, following the sound of Skade’s voice.
And then he saw her.
Not Skade. Someone else.
The Snow Queen looked the same as she had on Jotun Island. She was standing with her back to Jack, her moonlight hair tumbling down her fur cloak. Jack dug his heels into the ground, coming to a stop. He couldn’t breathe. Was he too late?
“Where is she?” he demanded.
Snow tilted her head to the side, as if Jack was an annoying mosquito buzzing by her ear. Then she slowly turned around, stepping to the side, and Jack’s heart plummeted to the very pit of his stomach.
“Jack,” Jamie croaked. He was holding Skade’s hand, and Skade was clinging onto Jamie as if her life depended on it. They both looked terrified. “I found her.”
Notes:
Thank GOD that's over.
Chapter 20: Jack is a Viking through and through
Chapter Text
Jack was afraid to move. He forced himself to meet Snow’s pale eyes. “Let them go,” he said. “You want me, not them.”
The Snow Queen smiled a terrible, beautiful smile. “So heroic,” she said, as soft as a lullaby. “It’s funny. All I knew was that you had a brother, and nothing more. But I knew the moment I saw him. He looks a lot like you.”
“Let them go,” Jack repeated. The circle of fog looked like it was getting closer, and the smaller the circle got, the lower the temperature dropped. “You’ve scared yourself for no reason. I’m of no threat to you. I don’t have any powers anymore.”
Snow watched him with an almost pitiful expression, as if she was sorry all of this was happening. “No,” she said, and Jack didn’t know if she was rejecting his plea or agreeing with him. “Are you scared, Jack Frost?”
Jack didn’t want to answer, but he didn’t think it was a good idea to cross her. Not when she was within arm’s reach of Jamie and Skade, who seemed reluctant to move. Jack had no doubt Snow wouldn’t even need to raise a finger to put an end to them both.
“…Yes,” he admitted through gritted teeth.
“Yes…?” She raised her brows expectantly.
Jack’s hands were shaking, and not just with fear. “Yes, your Majesty,” he said, pouring as much sarcasm into his words as he possibly could.
Snow smiled again. It was a faint thing, but filled with so much malicious glee, Jack felt frost spreading down his spine. “Good,” she said. “Because I’m afraid I’m not powerful enough to do any real harm just yet.”
“Any real harm?” Jamie repeated incredulously, but looked like he regretted it when the Queen turned her eyes to him. He pressed his mouth shut.
“Yes, little one,” she said, and if Jack didn’t know any better, he’d think she sounded loving. “I just wanted to come for an early visit, just for today.” She looked back at Jack. At no point did she make a move towards him, but Jack kept being forced forward by the icy fog. The closer he came, the more he realized there was something different about her. She seemed almost…transparent.
“You’re not really here.” Jack looked up at her. “Then how…”
“My soldiers? They’re quite magnificent, aren’t they?” She reached out with her hand, and just a few short moments later, one of the soldiers came walking into the circle. With a gentle hand, she lifted off his helmet.
It was a man, Jack thought. But no – he was too pale to be a man. So pale, he was a pure white. And there was something uncanny about his…everything, but Jack couldn’t place exactly what it was.
“They need a bit of work,” Snow admitted, tracing a finger down the man’s cheek, then his neck, and down to his chest. “But these will do, for now.” Then she thrust her hand right through the white armor, and the man’s skin and bones. She began to pull something out.
“Don’t look,” Jack said to Jamie and Skade, and thankfully they listened to him. He wished he’d listened to himself when the Snow Queen pulled her hand back out, and the man crumpled. Literally crumbled – to snow and ice.
“I don’t usually deal with humans,” Snow explained. “Too much trouble. You know I like to have a veil of mystery around me. But animals do nicely. There’s only so much ice and snow can do…I needed some extra life to make it believable.”
“Why?” Jack breathed. He watched as white took over the red in the Snow Queen’s hand, until the heart was just another ice sculpture. She crushed it in her hand and let the remains fall to the ground.
“Because I can,” she said, looking back at Jack again. “And if I can do this now…before winter, and before their devastating winter…what do you think will happen once that time comes?”
Pain came up the fern patterns again, and Jack couldn’t hide the wince. He was standing right in front of the Snow Queen now, so close that his breath brushed against her face. “Did you come here just to threaten us?” he asked.
Snow’s lips quirked upwards. “Smart boy,” she said. Sarcasm didn’t suit her. “That, and to clarify a message.” She reached up, as if to cup Jack’s cheek, but her hand didn’t touch him. Her fingers just hovered over the fern patterns, like a cold breeze. “You’re never safe from me,” she promised. “Because of this, I’ll find you, no matter what. As soon as you realize that, you can come to me, and nobody else has to get hurt. If not…I will just come to you. Do you understand, Jack Frost?”
Jack didn’t answer. He stared defiantly back at her.
The Snow Queen nodded. “Until we meet again,” she said.
Then she vanished into a flurry of snowflakes, which then faded into nothing. A gust of wind pulsated from the spot where she’d been standing, pushing away the fog. The rest of the island slowly came back into view. The sound of the battle was gone, and as were the remaining soldiers.
Jack crouched in front of Jamie and Skade, checking them both for injuries, before pulling them into a careful embrace. “I’m sorry,” he whispered, but his voice was so weak, he didn’t know if they heard him.
“This is a bit over the top, don’t you think?” Hiccup asked, wincing as Jack dabbed a wet cloth against the gash on his head. “I just fell off Toothless. It’s not the first time.”
Jack snorted. “I’m surprised you’ve lived this long,” he replied.
“I don’t want to hear that from you.”
“Oh, well.” Some kind of emotion passed over Jack’s face, but Hiccup couldn’t decipher it. “I’m not a good example, trust me. Besides, maybe your head is fine, but we still need to clean the wound. Are you even aware how dead you’re looking?”
Hiccup had glanced into his shield at some point, and had quickly looked away. He had a vague understanding of the state of his appearance, so he didn’t feel too annoyed at Jack insisting on this medical checkup. Besides, it gave Hiccup a chance to check up on Jack’s injuries as well, which were, surprisingly, not as bad as they had looked on the battlefield.
They were sitting in Gothi’s hut. Not the place Hiccup would’ve liked to spend his recovery time, but Jack seemed to trust her a lot more than Hiccup had expected him to. No offense to Gothi, but her personality wasn’t exactly comforting. Also, there was a bowl of soup beside Hiccup that he’d yet to taste, and he was hoping it would stay that way.
On the other side of the room, Jamie sat by the hearth, huddled up in a blanket. There were streaks down his cheeks though he’d stopped crying long ago, and he was oddly quiet. Of course, Hiccup didn’t expect anything else. When he’d heard Jack found him and Skade alone in the village during the battle, he was surprised they were alive, not to mention unharmed. When asked about it, Jamie just said he didn’t want to talk about it.
Skade was fine as well, the last time he’d seen her. By the time Jack had come back with the two of them at his side, the fog was clearing up, and the fight was over. It was the strangest thing Hiccup had ever experienced. Out of nowhere, the solders had been there. And then, just as fast and imperceptible, they’d retreated, as if they were one with the fog.
Hiccup had helped get rid of the bodies. By some miracle, nobody – except for the enemy soldiers – had lost their lives. Nothing was damaged, and nothing was missing, and after they loaded a boat with the bodies to dump them in the ocean (no, they didn’t bother to give them a proper departure to Valhalla) it was as if the assault had never even happened.
Stoick had yet to talk to Jack about it. Hiccup had a feeling that something had happened during the battle that made him change his mind about him. Neither of them had said anything about it, but their spat on the bleachers seemed forgotten. At least for the moment.
“How’s your shoulder?” Hiccup asked after a few long moments of silence.
Jack shrugged, either to say it was alright or to check if it was alright. “Looked worse than it was. At least it freaked Snotlout out, so that was fun.”
“You were with Snotlout?”
“Ugh, yeah.”
Hiccup had to laugh. “What happened to, ‘I think he’s fun’?”
“At least interesting, I said,” Jack argued.
“You said he was fun first.”
“He can be fun. He can also be completely insufferable, and way too full of himself,” Jack explained, then grimaced as he dabbed a little too harsh and Hiccup winced. “Sorry,” he mumbled, then let his hand fall. He looked emptily at a spot somewhere on the floor. “Though I guess I can’t blame him for being cautious around…”
He didn’t finish the sentence, as if he was tired of repeating it.
Hiccup had the odd desire to reach out and take his hand, or even odder, to cup his cheek the way Jack had done to him on the battlefield. He didn’t.
“It’d be a bit simpler if you explained,” he suggested softly.
Jack shook his head. “It wouldn’t,” he replied, as if that was just the simple truth. And maybe it was, for all Hiccup knew. Maybe that should make him fear whatever it was Jack was hiding, and maybe he really would be better off without knowing.
The crackling from the hearth was the only sound in the room for a few heavy seconds.
“Your turn,” Hiccup then said, reaching over to take the cloth from Jack. Jack let him, but looked a bit confused. Hiccup raised a brow. “I get a small cut in my scalp, but you weren’t planning on cleaning your mace-wound?”
“I told you, it wasn’t as bad as it looked,” Jack said, before quietly adding, “I think.”
“At least let me check,” Hiccup said, and Jack sighed dramatically. He turned to the side, untying the ripped cloak to reveal an even more ripped shirt underneath. Hiccup tried not to grimace at how much worse the wound looked with the formerly white but now partly red cloth halfheartedly covering it. Jack untied the lace at the front, then winced when he tried slipping the shirt off his shoulder. “Hold on, let me,” Hiccup said before Jack hurt himself further.
Jack exhaled shakily. “What’s your verdict?”
“You’re a self-sacrificing muttonhead.”
He gave a strained laugh. “Thanks.”
The cloth was sticking to the wound, and Hiccup tried his best to remove it while inflicting as little pain as possible. The color drained from Jack’s face as he worked, but he was good at holding his whimpers back. Hiccup suspected it was because Jamie was watching them, looking about as tortured as Jack did.
Hiccup left Jack briefly to collect more warm water from the hearth. Jamie didn’t say anything as he approached, but followed him with his eyes. Hiccup sent him a reassuring smile. “He’s alright,” he murmured. “Don’t worry.”
Jamie nodded, then averted his gaze to the floor. Hiccup wondered if he should try to say something more, but he didn’t know what. This was completely new ground, and if anyone could speak to Jamie, it was Jack. However, Jack and Jamie hadn’t spoken a word to each other the past hour or so.
He went back to Jack and dipped the unstained part of the cloth into the water. Jack’s chest wasn’t moving, so Hiccup gently nudged his knee. “Try to breathe,” he said, and waited for Jack’s chest to rise and fall before he began cleaning the wound.
Jack closed his eyes, his mouth becoming a thin line. “Really, though,” he managed, his voice quiet and strained. “How bad is it?”
“You’ll live,” Hiccup said, just to get that out of the way. “But some of the gashes are pretty deep. Astrid will envy you for the scars.”
Jack didn’t answer. His eyes were open again, but they were looking emptily at his hands. A bit of his hair was clotted with blood as well. Hiccup realized that it had grown quite a lot longer since that first day. It was thick and a little frizzy, falling over his face, partly covering his eyes. The fern-like pattern coiled along with it, from his cheekbone and down his neck, even across his shoulder. The mark – whatever it was – was a lot bigger than Hiccup had thought. It only stopped, in a mocking imitation of respect, where the wound from the mace started.
Jack turned his head, and Hiccup became aware that he’d stopped moving. His hazel eyes rested on Hiccup with a silent question in them. Hiccup opened his mouth to apologize but found that he didn’t want to break the silence. Jack held his gaze, his mouth becoming a thin line, and Hiccup would’ve given anything to know what was going on inside his head. Then, in the next second, he got his wish.
“I thought that…” Jack started, his voice impossibly soft. “…man would…I thought he’d kill you, back there.”
Hiccup swallowed with difficulty. “For a moment, so did I,” he admitted.
Jack almost looked surprised. He looked at Hiccup wordlessly, as if he was waiting for some kind of amendment – that Hiccup had known what he was doing all along and that his brushes with death were all controlled and calculated. There was something in his eyes – something that almost made Hiccup look away just from the weight of it.
He realized that he probably meant a lot more to Jack than he’d thought.
“But hey,” he said, attempting to pour a bit of cheer into his voice. “I didn’t. You saved me, Jack.”
Jack’s lips quirked up in a smile, but he shook his head. “You rolled away just fine on your own,” he said.
“And you saved my dad, I think,” Hiccup continued, undeterred. “Nothing else can explain him letting you off the hook. And you probably saved Snotlout too, so…Jack?”
Jack bowed his head. Hiccup thought he was passing out, but then he looked up again, turning his face away. “I’ve heard I can be a bit cocky, so you might want to be careful about all that praise,” he mumbled with a weak laugh.
He felt guilty. Hiccup didn’t know about what, but it probably had something to do with why he’d known about the attack.
“Well…I’d say some praise is probably good for you,” Hiccup replied in an awkward mumble, but didn’t try to push the subject any further. “Remember to breathe,” he said instead, and continued where he’d left off.
Jack’s breath was shaky when he inhaled, and Hiccup decided to believe it was only because of the pain.
The next day was frustratingly sunny. When Jamie opened the door out to Gothi’s balcony, and the morning sunlight washed over him with what could almost be described as the intensity of a summer day, he made a mental note to ask someone who the god of the sun was. He’d like to have a quick word with them.
He walked over to the edge of the balcony, looking over the village. It looked different today. It was visible, for one. It also seemed cleaner than the day before, as if the villagers had made up for the battle by tidying the place up. The bleachers still rose out of the ocean, and Jamie wondered if they would rearrange the race – hopefully on a day more like this one, and not like…
Yesterday.
Jamie shuddered and went back inside. Maybe the sunny weather was a good thing; it seemed as if the battle had never happened at all. Maybe when he and Jack went down to the village, people would act as normal. Maybe they wouldn’t be back at square one when it came to trust, as Jamie feared they would.
Jack lay sprawled out beside the hearth, which was still burning so Jamie guessed Gothi had kept it aflame throughout the night. Or maybe one of the Terrible Terrors had done them that favor. After the battle, they had – along with the rest of the village – been pretty frozen. The fog hadn’t been normal fog after all; all of it had been controlled by the Snow Queen.
And as cold as the fog had been, standing beside the Snow Queen herself had been way worse. Jamie was glad he’d been too exhausted to dream last night, because he knew what his dreams would’ve been about. He expected to see her face in them the next nights to come, for months down the road. He hadn’t been that scared since Pitch attacked Burgess.
Or maybe he’d been more scared yesterday. It was a weird thing, because last Easter, Pitch had been out for Jamie specifically. He could still recall as clear as day how his blood had run cold when Pitch’s voice had echoed through the alleyway, with the weakened Guardians around him. There are other ways to snuff out a light, he’d said. Pitch had been meaning to take his life if he couldn’t stop him from believing.
The Snow Queen wasn’t out to kill Jamie. No, she was out to kill Jack. And as much as he’d feared for his life back then, the thought of losing Jack was something he couldn’t even bear thinking of. The thought of losing any loved one was worse than death.
And they weren’t safe yet. Jack was hurt – the marks on his skin had slowly begun to fade but they were still a lot clearer than before the attack, and he had bandages up his arm and over his shoulder. Jamie was surprised that he didn’t think it was more difficult to look at. Of course, Jack being hurt made Jamie want to curl up and cry even more tears, but he knew there had been a time where the image would’ve confused and scared him. Jack couldn’t get hurt. Jack was a hero. Jack was Jack Frost; he’d save the day, one way or another.
But Jack wasn’t invincible, and Jamie was coming to terms with that. It didn’t scare him the way it used to. It worried him, but…he liked what he and Jack had now more than what they’d had before all this started. It was closer and warmer and more familiar. Jamie liked Jackson Overland just as much as he liked Jack Frost.
He only hoped that whatever was between them hadn’t been damaged after what Jamie said to him.
Jack stirred when Jamie lay down beside him. They hadn’t spoken since yesterday, and Jamie was very aware of it. He just hadn’t had any energy left to use his voice, and either way he hadn’t known what to say. Hiccup had, on the other hand…more or less. He had been through many critical situations, and Jamie had seen that clearly last night.
But of course Jack had pushed him away at the praise, because Jack was the reason the Snow Queen had come to Berk in the first place. Jamie didn’t understand why Jack couldn’t just see that everything he’d done, he’d done with good intentions, so he had no reason to feel like he was responsible for all of this.
Meanwhile, Jamie had said something awful, for the sole reason that he didn’t want Jack to leave him…and then he’d slipped out of the Great Hall, despite Jack’s orders, because…because what? He wanted to prove himself? Jamie and his friends had been heroes when they fought against Pitch. A part of him had thought that maybe this would be the same.
But it wasn’t, and now everything was all messy and broken. Jamie pressed his forehead into Jack’s good shoulder, swallowing thickly.
“…Jamie?”
Jamie kept his eyes shut. He hummed softly in response.
Jack shifted. His hand came up to brush some hair out of Jamie’s face. “Hey,” he said. His voice was mostly just a whisper. “You alright?”
It was a pointless question, because they both knew the answer. Still, Jamie nodded, because he could’ve been much worse. He quirked one eye open to see that Jack was looking at him, drowsy but concerned. “I’m sorry,” Jamie whispered back.
Jack’s frown softened. He shifted some more so that he could wrap his good arm around Jamie, holding him close. “You were just trying to help,” he said. “Don’t think about it, Jamie.”
If only Jack could take his own advice sometimes.
“…Skade was a bit scared because of, well, being alone in the middle of a battle and all, but Jack found us and then we were fine.” Jamie tried for a smile. The bemused expressions of Brant, Hildur and Undis looked back at him. He took a sip of water to have something to do with his hands.
“You walked into a battle unarmed to find a little girl who was also unarmed, and came back unscathed,” Undis summarized.
Jamie shrugged. “Did you expect I’d fight someone?”
Hildur made a face as if to say, he has a point.
“And what about Jack?” Brant asked.
“What about Jack?” Jamie repeated.
“He got hurt, didn’t he?”
Jamie looked down at his fish stew. It stank. “He did,” he confirmed. “But sure, he was on their side all along, right? Makes sense.”
Hildur rolled her eyes. “It was a logical assumption.”
“But still an assumption,” Jamie retorted. Hildur opened her mouth again, but he beat her to it: “And I know you’re going to say that maybe he got hurt as a cover to make it seem like he isn’t on their side, but that’s stupid. Whatever. I don’t care what you guys think.” The last part came out in a mumble.
“What did happen, then?” Brant asked. His voice was soft, almost afraid. “I mean…it was pretty…weird, wasn’t it?”
Undis raised a brow and shared a questioning look with Hildur. Hildur shrugged.
“Um…yeah. I don’t know,” Jamie mumbled.
Brant stared meaningfully at him.
Jamie stared back. He couldn’t be thinking what Jamie thought he might be thinking, right?
Hildur stood up suddenly. “Jack!” she called, waving her hand. The determined look in her eyes made Jamie’s stomach twist.
He turned around. Jack had stopped on his way to Hiccup and company’s table, his expression slightly startled for about half a second. If anyone but Jamie noticed that, they didn’t mention it.
“Hildur,” Jack then replied, his tone cheerful and laid back. He came over to their table instead. “What’s up?”
Hildur folded her hands purposefully. “I want answers.”
Jamie saw the suppressed laugh on Jack’s face as clear as day. Hildur didn’t seem to.
“Don’t we all,” Jack agreed.
Undis looked slightly redder than she had before. Brant was picking on a loose splinter in the table.
“About yesterday,” Hildur clarified, undeterred.
Jamie sighed, running a hand over his face. Out of all the people he could’ve befriended, why did did it have to be these guys? Then again, their first impression had been less than stellar, so he supposed he hadn’t expected anything else. They were Berkians through and through.
Jack sat down beside Jamie, twisting his staff between two fingers. “I’d tell you,” he started, his voice thoughtful, “but the truth is probably less exciting than what you’ve already come up with. Not sure if I want to ruin this whole mystery surrounding me right now.” He smiled lopsidedly.
Hildur pursed her lips. “Tell me,” she demanded.
“Well, if you insist.” Jack sighed, leaning his head in his hand. “I saw someone earlier that day. Someone who…I was pretty sure I hadn’t seen on Berk before. But I just assumed they were supposed to be there. It’s not like I can recognize everyone here yet. And then, as we were watching the race – well, trying to watch anyway – I saw another one of them. Those soldiers…whoever they were.” His brows furrowed. Jamie looked away. He hadn’t seen what the Snow Queen did to the man that wasn’t a man, but the look on Jack’s face had told him all he needed to know.
“I realized, with that weather, it would be a perfect chance for an attack, since you’d then lose your winged advantages. It could’ve been nothing, but I…” He hesitated, but Jamie could tell it was just for show. “Well, I’ll admit: I freaked out a little. Jamie saw the whole thing. So, in short…it was mostly a gut feeling. I’m glad I followed it though, in the end.”
They’d gone through it earlier in the day, but Jamie was still impressed by how easily Jack could lie, especially when he was so bad at pretending he wasn’t feeling whatever he was feeling at any given moment.
Hildur looked a little disappointed, but also somewhat relieved. She sat down again.
“I told you it was because they wanted to take away the dragon advantage,” Brant reminded her. He was only right because Jamie had mentioned that to Jack the morning before, and they’d weaved it into the coverup story.
“So you just thought you saw something and then cancelled the whole dragon race?” Undis asked.
“He’s a bit overprotective,” Jamie said, then winced inwardly.
Jack’s expression didn’t change, but he stopped twisting his staff. Then he chuckled and nudged Jamie with his arm. “I guess I am,” he agreed, with a faint smile. There was a silent apology in those words. Then he looked at the other kids again. “Well, I should get back to the others. Nice chatting with—”
“Berkians!”
Jack froze in the middle of getting up. Stoick had risen, his arms spread out to his sides. His stormy expression had subsided a little, and Jamie noticed a slight pink hue in his cheeks. He was also holding a huge tankard, from which something spilled at his sudden movement.
“You all already know this evening is no ordinary evening,” Stoick continued. There were a few cheers, and people raised their tankards up. “Because yesterday there was an unforeseen battle. An invasion, of something we’d never faced before. But did we cower?”
The Berkians replied with a booming: “NO!”
Stoick laughed a deep, rumbling laugh. “Did we meet them with our weapons raised high?”
“AYE!”
“And did we win?”
Jamie imagined the walls trembling with the force of the villagers’ cheers. Stoick raised his tankard high and took a huge gulp of it.
“As we Berkians do,” he said as he lowered the tankard. He looked down at it for a moment, and when he looked up again, his expression had turned more serious. “But there is one thing…one thing that might’ve changed the tide that left us on the side of glory. Not to say that we wouldn’t have won anyway, but it seems only right to at least mention it.” Stoick paused, looking through the audience. “Or rather…him.”
His eyes came to a stop and his lips pulled up in a triumphant smile.
“He goes by the name Jackson Overland,” he said, gesturing for the aforementioned to come forward.
Jack looked around, as if there were any other Jackson Overlands around. Jamie nudged him, not quite holding back a laugh. “Go!” he whispered.
Jack straightened up, looking wholeheartedly uncomfortable with the attention. But he walked up to the table, and Stoick went around it to meet him halfway.
“You came here at an unfortunate time, in an unfortunate way,” Stoick admitted. Jack opened his mouth as if to come with a dry quip, but then seemed to think better of it. Stoick was speaking to Jack personally now, but his voice was loud enough for everyone to hear. “Our people were rattled and paranoid and weakened. The idea of our enemies, recent or otherwise, sending spies to Berk wasn’t an unfamiliar notion.”
Jack seemed to be having trouble figuring out what was the most uncomfortable: looking back into Stoick’s intense gaze, or the enraptured crowd. Jamie couldn’t help but wonder if he was still not used to the attention, especially not from this many people at once.
Stoick turned to the crowd. “But yesterday, this boy showed strength and courage I’ve seen in only a handful of people,” he said.
“Saved your chief’s skin too, but he won’t admit that,” Gobber added, then hiccupped. Stoick glared at him before he continued.
“And,” he said pointedly. He turned to Jack and smiled. “…the loyalty of one of our own. So here’s to Berk!” He raised his tankard again, and while the whole hall mimicked him, he turned around and grabbed another tankard from the table and shoved it into Jack’s hands. “For the battles we’ve won, the battles to come, and the allies and friends we make along the way!”
The hall boomed with cheers. Stoick gulped down the contents of his tankard, then said something to Jack, too quiet to be heard. Jack grinned in reply, still a bit sheepish, then took a sip from the tankard he’d been given. His face scrunched up with disgust, and Stoick and Gobber burst out cackling.
Jamie thought he knew what was in that tankard.
“I think maybe they’re all about to get a little weird,” he theorized.
Brant smiled dryly. “Wanna go and try to tame another Terrible Terror?” he proposed. Something about his voice told Jamie he probably had some ulterior motives that most likely had something to do with yesterday’s battle. Either he wasn’t convinced of Jamie and Jack’s lie, or…maybe it was something about what he’d asked earlier.
Jamie stood, just as Jack walked back towards them, looking into his tankard with a skeptical expression.
“Have fun,” Jamie told him with a grin, before leaving with Brant, Undis and Hildur.
“How do you feel at a scale from Hiccup accidentally sending a giant brazier rolling through the village, to Snotlout when he won the dragon race that one time?” Astrid asked, then snickered when Snotlout yelled at her.
Jack sat down with his tankard. It was unnecessarily huge. “Uh…” he started, before properly registering what had just been said. “When Hiccup did what?”
Hiccup groaned. “Three years, guys. That was three years ago.”
“Not something you’d ever forget,” Snotlout laughed.
“Really? I’ve no idea what you mean,” Hiccup said.
The twins got to their feet and disappeared into the crowd without a word. Jack looked after them for a moment, before turning his gaze back to the tankard, biting the inside of his cheek.
“Probably somewhere in the middle,” he eventually replied, then pushed the tankard towards Astrid. “You can have it, if you want. It tastes like piss.”
Snotlout snorted. “How do you know what that tastes like?”
Jack pushed the tankard towards him instead. “I mean it,” he said, but Astrid pushed the tankard back to Jack again, shaking her head solemnly.
“This is your reward, Jack,” she said, an impish smile on her face. “One out of many this evening, I’d hope. That’s how we Berkians do it, and, well, you heard Stoick.” She winked. “You’re one of us now.”
Jack squinted at her, but didn’t get the time to question her motives before Fishlegs suddenly shuddered.
“Hopefully Snotlout will be able to hold it down this time,” he murmured disdainfully.
Snotlout went very red, his eyes flickering to Jack in a way that seemed strangely nervous. “You’re one to talk!” he yapped back. “I’ll outdrink you any day, Fishface!”
Jack looked at the tankard. “Is this…mead?” he asked slowly.
Hiccup and Astrid shared a look as if he’d just asked if the sky was blue.
“You’ve never had it?” Hiccup asked back.
Jack shook his head. “I’ve never had anything alcoholic at all,” he admitted, and was pretty sure he was telling the truth, as far as he remembered. His family had been too poor for things like that, except for certain special events, like Christmas or birthdays. But even then it had only been for Jack’s mother and their family friends. Jack’s personal experience was nonexistent, but one thing was for sure: It had always sounded like the grownups were having a right good time whenever rum was involved.
“This’ll be interesting, then,” Astrid said, tapping Jack’s tankard playfully. “Have another sip, why don’t you?”
She definitely had plans. Jack knew her well enough by this point to realize that, especially after her demanding an explanation right before the battle yesterday. What better way to make Jack spill than getting him drunk first?
On the other hand, Jack would be lying if he said he hadn’t always been curious about this stuff. He wanted to see if it was as fun as the grownups made it out to be. If he was careful about how much he had, it probably would be fine. That couldn’t be too difficult.
And besides…Jack knew his time was running out. If he spilled the truth in a drunken state, it wouldn’t matter when he would eventually have to flee from Berk. The Snow Queen had been very clear. He couldn’t put them in any more danger than he already had.
Maybe this could be his slip too. While everyone was intoxicated, he’d grab Jamie and…what? Steal a boat? Train a dragon? And go where? For all he knew, they would fly straight into the open ocean. But he had to do something.
He decided he’d cross that bridge when he got to it, and took a sip to distract his thoughts. He couldn’t hold back the grimace this time either. Everyone around the table laughed, and Jack couldn’t help but laugh with them.
“You can’t actually say you like this stuff,” he protested.
“It’s not about the taste,” Ruffnut explained gruffly, appearing at the end of the table alongside Tuffnut. They were holding a wooden board, on which six more tankards were balanced. The twins placed it triumphantly on the table and grabbed one each. “It’s about the effect.”
“You’ll like after a tankard or two, believe me,” Tuffnut promised.
Jack’s heart felt ever so slightly elevated. The twins had gone to fetch mead – not to escape him. Maybe they were good after all. If they’d only meet his eyes for more than two seconds at a time…
“To Jack and Jamie’s official welcome to Berk!” Astrid said with a broad grin. “And to Jack’s first time getting hammered! Bottoms up!”
Hiccup made a slightly pained noise, but brought the tankard to his mouth and leaned his head back. Jack watched in amazement as the rest of the table’s occupants did the same, and then belatedly tried following their lead.
Jack hadn’t expected mead to be so sweet. Now, he usually enjoyed sweet foods or drinks, but there was something else in the beverage that made his throat protest and his chest heat up. It’s not too bad, he told himself, but knew it was just his winner instinct urging him to finish the tankard before anyone else did.
In the end, he didn’t finish first. Actually, he finished last, but still got an enthusiastic applause for finishing at all. Fine, Jack thought. Next time, I’ll be first.
“Ugh, gods,” Hiccup muttered, and Astrid punched his shoulder playfully, causing him to wince. “Ow. Why do you always insist on chugging first thing?”
“To get the ball rolling,” Astrid explained. “What do you think, Jack?”
“Not…much,” Jack admitted. “Am I supposed to be feeling anything? Aside from slight nausea.”
On the other end of the table, the twins were fighting again – Jack thought it was because they’d finished at the same time, and were battling for the right to the fourth place – and Snotlout was egging them on. Fishlegs was already collecting their tankards, placing them back on the wooden board before heading back to the barrels to fetch more mead.
“Strange. You should probably have some more, then,” Astrid said. “You too, Hiccup.”
“Astrid, you know how I get,” Hiccup moaned.
Astrid laughed. “Yes, I know very well. It’s hilarious.”
“Now I’m curious,” Jack said, leaning on his arms and peering expectantly at Hiccup. “I sense there’s a story behind this.”
“No story,” Hiccup said, his cheeks flushing. “It’s just, I get a little bit…energetic—”
“And there was that one time—”
“One time!” Hiccup repeated desperately.
“What did you do?” Jack asked, then turned to Astrid in hope of a retelling, because Hiccup looked like he wanted to take the story to his grave. “What did he do?”
“Oh, Jack,” Astrid said, leaning on Hiccup with a devilish smile. “What didn’t he do? He really is his father’s son, I’ll tell you that.”
Jack laughed, looking between the two of them. Hiccup met his eyes briefly, but then shook his head and looked away, almost bashfully. “What’s that supposed to mean? Did you—Wait. Where are the dragons? Did it have something to do with them?”
“It always has something to do with them,” Hiccup mumbled.
“Maybe you’ll get to experience it firsthand,” Astrid said. “No spoilers. You’ll have to help me get him drunk, though.”
Jack met Hiccup’s eyes again, a grin spreading on his face. Hiccup raised his brows.
“You two are a horrible combination, you know that?” he said with an exaggerated roll of his eyes. Still, he was wearing a fond smile, and it made Jack’s own smile widen even more.
Fishlegs came back, and a freshly filled tankard was placed in front of Jack again. His stomach twisted nervously, begging him not to do what he was about to do, but his winner instinct was unbeatable.
He came in last a second time and swore under his breath, though it was soon followed by a laugh. Strangely, the mead wasn’t so bad this time, though he still had to take a few seconds to make sure the mead stayed inside his body. When he looked up again, Hiccup was giving him a slightly worried look.
“Don’t throw up,” he told him.
Jack scoffed. “I wasn’t planning on it.”
“Don’t worry, Snotlout will be the first. He always is,” Astrid said.
Snotlout looked up from his conversation with the twins. “Did someone say my name?”
Jack, Hiccup and Astrid burst out laughing.
“What’s so funny?” Snotlout barked, going red again.
Fishlegs gave a delighted sigh, resting his head in his hand. “I love these special nights,” he muttered, as if he was talking to himself. “I love mead.”
“Could’ve gone without the reason we’re celebrating, to be honest,” Hiccup admitted.
The twins scoffed. “Everyone knows mead tastes better after a battle,” Ruffnut proclaimed.
“Especially the unexpected ones,” Tuffnut said, before adding, “that we win, of course. Not that we’ve ever lost any battle.” He exchanged a high five with his sister.
Astrid hummed. “We did get a small warning, though,” she said.
Jack shifted, bringing his staff closer. “I’m sure you’d be alright anyway, like Stoick said,” he tried. “I mean, I saw the way some of you fought. Not that I could see much at all, but what I saw... Snotlout especially surprised me.”
Snotlout stared at him for a moment. “Oh. Thank you. I mean, of course,” he said with a haughty laugh. Then he frowned. “Wait—What do you mean, surprised?”
“Well, from what I heard, Jack surprised Snotlout as well,” Fishlegs said, and smiled impishly when Snotlout glared at him in warning. “Something about moving as if he was flying, and taking the blow of a mace. That’s what he told me, anyway, but Snotlout doesn’t usually boast about anyone but himself, so it’s gotta be true—”
Snotlout slammed his hands on the table then pointed aggressively at him. “I told you that in confidentiality,” he hissed.
Astrid narrowed her eyes at Snotlout for a moment. “This seems weirdly familiar,” she said.
“Well, I saw him too,” Hiccup said, and Jack couldn’t help but notice how soft his voice sounded in comparison to Snotlout’s yelling. “Briefly anyway. I was knocked out. And whatever can impress my dad, it’s gotta be worth boasting about.”
“What happened with you two?” Fishlegs asked.
Jack blinked. Weird how quickly he forgot how to use words whenever the words directed at him were positive. Bickering with Bunny was no problem. But praise? No way. “Um,” he started. “Nothing really. I just—”
“Ugh, stop being modest,” Astrid said, rolling her eyes. “That’s not gonna last around here.”
“I’m not!” Jack insisted. “Really, I just saw someone behind him and yelled at him to watch out. The—the soldier, or warrior – whatever it was – stumbled. It gave Stoick time to turn around and deflect the attack.”
The table went silent with disappointment. The twins shared a look.
“Stumbled?” Ruffnut repeated. “After you yelled?”
Jack nodded. “It was luck.”
“I don’t believe in luck,” Tuffnut said, crossing his arms.
“To be fair, it was pretty cold. Maybe he slipped on some ice,” Jack said, and tried make his shrug seem nonchalant.
“You have a point. Very cold indeed,” Ruffnut said.
Jack stared at her, and then at Tuffnut, and back. “…Yeah,” he said slowly. He realized the rest of the table was following the conversation closely. Not just Astrid, who Jack knew was waiting for something to come to light, but the whole table. His chest constricted suddenly. “Anyway. I’m just glad everyone’s okay,” he tried to say, but it came out in a mumble.
There was a beat of heavy silence.
“Uh. Yeah,” Hiccup then said. “We are. We’re fine. Right, guys?” He gave them all a meaningful look, and the others voiced their agreements. He smiled stiffly. “More mead?”
“I’ll get it,” Jack volunteered unthinkingly. He quickly got to his feet before anyone could protest, but as he turned around, gravity had a sudden mood swing. He stumbled, and though he quickly found his footing again, the room kept spinning softly. “Woa-ha!” he explained.
And then they were laughing again.
“Need some assistance?” Hiccup asked, coming around the table. He quickly collected the empty tankards and picked up the wooden board, grinning at Jack. “What’s happening inside your head right now?”
Jack surprised himself when a giggle fell out of him. “Are you saying the Great Hall isn’t having a little dance?” he asked as they started making their way through the crowds. To Jack’s surprise, some people raised their tankards at them as they passed. It startled him so much, he almost didn’t catch Hiccup’s reply.
“I’m not entirely sure myself, to be honest,” he said. His cheeks were flushed, and his eyes slightly watery, making the green in his eyes stand out. Then he looked around as well, and sent Jack a toothy smile. “How does it feel to be the guest of honor? Or…I guess you’re not a guest anymore. The person of honor.”
Jack hesitated, smiling awkwardly as a couple of women called out to him with a laughing cheer. He decided to look at Hiccup instead of around the room, pretending to be too busy doing that to notice anyone else trying to get his attention. “Weird,” he admitted. “Not sure if it’s in a good or a bad way yet.”
Hiccup looked sympathetic. “They’ll forget about you soon enough, don’t worry,” he said. “Trust the mead to do that for you. It’s like magic.”
They stopped in line for the barrels. Only then did Jack realize something very concerning: he’d forgotten his staff at the table. He looked down at his empty hands as if it had simply turned invisible, because accidentally leaving it behind was just not something he did.
“They won’t try to break it or anything,” Hiccup said, because it probably wasn’t hard to guess what Jack was thinking. “They’re assholes, but they’re not that bad.”
“I know,” Jack said, looking back at him with a frown. “I just…No, I know.”
“Do you?” Hiccup’s smile fell a little, his eyes darting back the way they’d come. “I…don’t really know what just happened. Personally, I try not to question the twins too much. They’re on another plane of reality.”
Jack folded his hands to stop them from fidgeting. He shrugged. “I don’t know either. I just know they all want answers,” he said. “Not that I blame you.”
Hiccup was quiet. He opened his mouth hesitantly, then frowned and closed it again. “Whatever they want, it can wait,” he said, placing his hand on Jack’s good shoulder. “This night is for us. And that includes you. No questions, no answers, just…fun. Alright?”
The weight of his hand seemed somehow heavy and distant at the same time. The touch made a belated jolt go through Jack’s chest, and he felt the need to bring his hand up and put it on top of Hiccup’s, to marvel over the fact that he could. It was something he’d gotten mostly used to at this point, but for some reason, it made something swell in Jack’s chest. He grinned.
“I can do fun,” he said.
Hiccup’s eyes glimmered as he smiled back at him, and he squeezed his shoulder. “I know you can.”
Then someone promptly walked into him from behind, knocking the wooden board off the hand he was balancing it on. There was a flail of arms as Hiccup and Jack tried to save the tankards, but they all went crashing to the floor, rolling away in all directions. The wound on Jack’s shoulder protested at the sudden movement.
“Oh—Hiccup! Oh, hiya, Jack!” Gobber cheered, his words slurred and his face pink, before he wobbled his way back to where Stoick and Spitelout seemed to be having a wrestling match. Gobber didn’t seem to have noticed the collision at all.
Hiccup shared an exasperated look with Jack, before they bent down at started collecting the tankards. Jack tried not to use his right hand too much, though the wound didn’t hurt as much as it did yesterday.
Jack swayed slightly when he straightened up again, placing the last tankard onto the wooden board. He wondered about this, taking a moment to study the way his body felt almost compelled to rock back and forth along with the spinning of the room. It felt extremely silly.
“Come on,” Hiccup said with a laugh. They were in the front of the line now, beside the barrels. “Help me fill these and try not to spill anything.”
It turned out to be harder than it should’ve been. It took a lot of concentration to place the tankards onto the wooden board, even when Hiccup held it out for him, as close to the barrel as possible. Hiccup’s mouth was also a thin, focused line, his grip on the board tight as if he was afraid he’d drop it if he got distracted.
Jack placed the last of the tankards on the board, sending Hiccup a frown.
“Is this…it?” he asked slowly. They moved out of the way of the line, but didn’t start walking back just yet.
“It?” Hiccup repeated. Then he laughed, louder and easier than before. “Do you mean, are you drunk yet?”
Jack snorted. “How would I know? You’re the experts.”
“Well, I’m…” Hiccup shook his head slowly, as if that was an extremely difficult thing to reply to. “Mmmpossibly,” he said. “Slightly. A little tipsy.”
It was somehow hilarious. Jack threw his head back with a laugh. He wondered if he was a little tipsy as well.
Snotlout was holding Jack’s staff when they came back to the table, standing upright with a wild look in his eyes. Jack and Hiccup shared a confused look.
“…not normal! I’ve never seen anyone move like that! It’s like—I barely had to do anything because he was—It was like he knew where they’d come from, it was crazy!”
“Snotlout,” Astrid said, smiling like she was barely containing her laughter. “Does this mean you’ve forgotten the last person you spoke this fondly of?”
Snotlout froze mid-swing. “What?”
Astrid leaned on Fishlegs’ shoulder. “Thor Bonecrusher,” she singsonged.
The reaction was explosive. Snotlout’s eyes went wide, and Fishlegs yelled at Astrid to shut up, while the twins burst out in roaring guffaws. Jack started laughing as well, even if he didn’t know what they were talking about, and turned to Hiccup for explanation. Hiccup was wearing a half-smile that was slowly turning into a frown.
“Wait, what?” he said, putting down the tankards on the table again.
“Who’s Thor Bonecrusher?” Jack asked, sitting down between Snotlout and Fishlegs. “Could I have that back?”
Snotlout sent him a wide-eyed look. He handed him his staff, then grabbed a tankard. “None of your business, Jackson,” he snapped, then took a huge swig. His face was flushed from the alcohol.
Astrid’s eyes were narrowed in suspicion, but at the question she grinned, folding her hands like she was about to deliver wonderful news. “Oh, you see, there was this one time—”
“No!” Fishlegs protested, waving his arms. “No. Absolutely not, we’re not remembering this—” He was interrupted when Ruffnut threw her arms around his shoulders from across the table, almost knocking a tankard over as she did, and pressed a hand over his mouth.
Tuffnut hopped up onto the bench and placed one boot on the table as well. “The song of Thor Bonecrusher!” he started importantly, gesturing at Fishlegs. He continued in a singing voice: “In the face of a Scauldron’s scalding gall—”
“Scaldron’s scalding?” Astrid criticized.
“Like you can come up with anything better,” Tuffnut retorted.
“We hypnotized Fishlegs,” Hiccup said before Tuffnut could continue singing. “And while he was under, Snotlout started talking about how we could turn him into some vicious, blood-thirsty Viking, and then it happened. Fishlegs renamed himself—”
Fishlegs finally broke free of Ruffnut’s hold. “Is this really necessary?” he snapped, but it just made the rest of them laugh. Well, almost all of them; Snotlout was staring daggers at his mead.
“You…” Jack started, knowing he’d heard correctly but feeling he deserved a confirmation anyway. “…hypnotized Fishlegs? How?”
“Gothi,” Hiccup explained.
“Ah. Could’ve guessed that.”
“And it was horrible,” Fishlegs said, simultaneously at the twins said, “hilarious!” and he glowered at them. “And then we brought him back a second time—”
“I miss him,” Snotlout admitted in a forlorn voice. Then he sniffled. “But he’s gone for good.”
There was a beat, before Astrid snorted and raised her tankard. “To Thor Bonecrusher!” she said. “And Snotlout’s big, fat crush on him.”
Jack cheered along with Hiccup, Astrid and the twins, while Snotlout and Fishlegs both looked equally as frustrated. They drank anyway. After that, the conversation continued on as normal, and Jack barely had the time to register the fact that Snotlout had had a crush on Fishlegs – Thor Bonecrusher, whatever – and nobody seemed to have a problem with it. He remembered that back in Hawthorne, something like that just wasn’t talked about, a boy liking a boy or a girl liking a girl, and if anyone brought it up…Well. Jack didn’t know what happened then. He hadn’t lived long enough to find out. But he knew it was nothing good.
But the reveal was forgotten about soon enough, as Jack eventually finished his third tankard. He put it down on the table, and held onto it as if it would stop the world from spinning if he gripped it hard enough. He let out a shaky breath, feeling himself sway back and forth. The sounds around him seemed more chaotic than usual, but he also minded less. It felt like he was floating, his every movement soft and liquid. It felt a little like he was looking at everyone through a window, just observing his own body do things.
He looked to his right. Fishlegs was talking animatedly with Astrid. Something about which one of them were stronger. Jack wondered if they meant physically or mentally, because though Fishlegs was strong, he wasn’t much of a fighter – but then realized they were talking about alcohol tolerance, and how they were keeping a tab on who vomited or passed out first.
Passed out? Jack looked down at his hands. That might just be him; he’d had a record of passing out lately.
He looked to his left. Snotlout was talking to Ruffnut and Tuffnut, but his words were so slurred, Jack didn’t catch any of it. In return, the twins looked like they weren’t paying attention at all, but they nodded at him, both wearing the faces of people who were planning something. Snotlout was also holding Jack’s staff again, and Jack hadn’t even noticed him taking it. Strangely, he found he didn’t mind.
He let his eyes wander, from Snotlout, to the twins, and then to Hiccup. Hiccup was already looking at Jack, and when their eyes met, surprise passed over his face. Then he smiled sheepishly, and Jack realized he was grinning.
At the chief’s table, Stoick and Spitelout were laughing together, Spitelout leaning heavily on Stoick’s shoulder. Jack knew they didn’t often get along, but it seemed it was different when they were both drunk. Then, at the end of the table, Gobber was sitting, sniffling while petting a Terrible Terror. He was talking to Gothi, so maybe it was one of her Terrors, but she obviously wasn’t listening, because she was asleep.
“He’s an emotional drunk,” Hiccup said, cutting through the haze in Jack’s mind. “Don’t worry about it. He’ll be dancing around soon enough.”
“Dancing,” Jack repeated. How long had it been since he danced? Not that he was any good at it. It usually just made people laugh, but then again, that was usually the intention. Would there be dancing? Would he join in if song broke out? He looked back at Hiccup, then felt himself stand up. He went around the table, but misjudged the force of his fall as he sat down on the bench and ended up falling sideways into Hiccup. “Whoops! Sorry,” he said, then burst out laughing.
“Jack, you’re—” Hiccup said, but then started laughing as well. He reached across him to place a hand on his good shoulder, steadying him. “You are…not sober.”
“That’s the point, isn’t it?” Jack snorted. “I feel fine. I feel…weird.”
Hiccup raised his brows. His eyes looked incredibly green in the dim light. “A good weird?”
Jack hummed, leaning his head back. It lolled backwards, feeling heavier than normal. “I get why my mom and all the grownups were all so happy about this—this stuff,” he said, then quickly straightened up, raising a finger. “Though! Though…I don’t think it was mead. It was, um…something else. Sss—uh…But nothing fancy, like wine. Do you have wine?”
“Wine?” Hiccup repeated. His smile was wavering, like he was trying not to laugh. “Only for very special occasions. It’s harder to make.”
“You know so many things,” Jack muttered, lightly tapping Hiccup’s temple. “Up in this noggin. What’s it like, to know things?”
Hiccup finally let that giggle out. Jack grinned in response, the sound making his chest swell happily. Nothing was better than laughter. Hiccup’s laugh especially was quickly making its way upwards on the list of Jack’s favorite laughs. Among them was Emily’s, Jamie’s, North’s and…probably his mom’s, though he couldn’t remember it.
“Everyone knows things,” Hiccup said.
Jack snorted. “Not me,” he said. “I don’t know anything. Well, a little bit more these days, but…whew, for a while there. Totally lost! And the fucking Moon. Not helping.”
Hiccup’s mouth fell open. “Did you just swear?” he asked, and Jack burst out laughing at how absolutely rattled he looked. The laugh threw him off balance, making him bump into Hiccup again. This time, none of them tried to steady him, and he knocked his head playfully against Hiccup’s. Hiccup giggled again. “Wait—Jack. You don’t swear.”
“Not in front of the kids, I don’t,” Jack agreed. “That would be bad. I know many bad words.”
“Aha,” Hiccup said. “Well, there you go. You know some things. Those things being bad—bad words.” He stumbled through the sentence, slurring slightly as he talked.
Jack grabbed Hiccup’s tankard and looked inside it. “Drink up, Hic,” he said, holding it up to his mouth. “I’m not going to make a fool of myself alone.”
“You’re already prepared to make a fool of yourself?” Hiccup asked, but grabbed the tankard anyway and took a sip.
“I always am,” Jack replied merrily. “Life’s too short to take oneself too seriously, don’t you think?”
Hiccup opened his mouth to answer, but before he could do so, something wonderful happened: Gobber let out a guttural cry that a second later turned out to be his singing voice, belting out some kind of drinking song. People – including both Stoick and Spitelout – quickly joined in with booming enthusiasm. Some got to their feet.
Jack straightened his back. “It’s happening,” he muttered, sending Hiccup a wide-eyed look.
Hiccup blinked. “I can’t dance,” he said, and Jack cackled.
“Neither can I! What did I just say?” He got to his feet and pulled Hiccup up with him. “Life is too short, Hiccup. What did Astrid say again? Oh yeah – bottoms up!”
It wasn’t like he had to, but Hiccup downed the rest of the mead like it had been a serious order. Once he put the tankard down, Jack grabbed him by the arm and pulled him to his feet. Astrid spotted them and shot to her feet as well, pulling Fishlegs with her.
“Time to move!” she said cheerfully and sent Jack the happiest grin he’d ever seen her wear. It was hard to tell whether or not she still planned on making him talk – and Jack realized that he didn’t know if this counted as ‘not drinking too much’ because it wasn’t like he had any frame of reference, but he had to admit one thing: he didn’t actually care that much anymore.
Astrid caught up with them, but they’d barely gotten to join the dance when they lost each other in the crowd, as people starting lining up in a ring, pushing away benches and tables and downing their drinks. A lot happened at once: People were yelling his name, toasting to him, patting his back in a way that was probably harsher than what they meant because it sent him stumbling forward, but that only resulted in more laughs. And Jack laughed with them, and it felt so incredibly easy.
He ended up between two villagers he’d never even talked to before – a young woman and a scrawny old man, whose names he never learned – and then everyone started moving in a circle, singing and moving in a well-versed rhythm. Gobber’s voice somehow never drowned in all the rest of them, singing his heart out with crude lyrics about his axe and mace and ugly wife. Jack didn’t know the lyrics, though he quickly learned the last line of every verse: I’m a Viking through and through.
Maybe that wasn’t exactly true, but as they all stumbled around in the Great Hall, stepping in spilled mead and holding onto each other so as not to fall face first into it instead, it felt very much like it was. The circle eventually dispersed and people found partners or trios or quartets, and Jack found himself talking and laughing with more people than he had his entire stay in Berk put together. At one point, he danced with Astrid, and even Snotlout, who seemed to have put his earlier offense behind.
At another point, the twins ended up on top of the chief’s table, conducting another singalong. To Jack’s surprise, Tuffnut was holding Jack’s staff, using it as some kind of baton. When Jack called out to him, he turned with a grin and threw the staff to him. Jack caught it clumsily, probably hitting his head with it, and then stumbled back into a person.
“Jack!”
Jack whirled around and almost stumbled into Hiccup again, who did his best to steady him. “Hiccup!” he replied.
“Where are your shoes?”
“What?”
“Your shoes!” He gestured at Jack’s legs, and Jack looked down to see that his feet were very much naked.
He wiggled his toes before looking up confusedly. Hiccup stared back at him before he started cackling, and Jack followed suit, so much he tipped forward and he and Hiccup ended up in a halfway hug.
“You having a good time?” Hiccup asked, close to his ear.
“I’m having a fantastic time,” Jack replied, grinning from ear to ear. He placed his hands on Hiccup’s shoulders, resting his staff in the crook of his elbow. “It’s…” He looked into the air, trying to find the right word to describe what he was feeling. “…bizarre,” he ended up with, looking incredulously back at Hiccup. “I mean, I’m here. I’m actually here. People are talking to me and everything! Dancing, and—” He laughed again, shaking his head.
He was alive, is what he wanted to say. For the first time, he realized how much that actually meant to him, to get this second chance.
Hiccup was grinning. “Let’s find your shoes,” he said.
“No, I wanna dance more,” Jack protested.
“Remember your injury, Jack,” Hiccup said, glancing at Jack’s shoulder. His old cloak had been replaced with another one of a slightly darker brown, which hid Jack’s bandages entirely. “You’re gonna reopen the wound.”
Jack scoffed, waving a hand. “I feel fine,” he said.
Hiccup deadpanned. “Yeah? Well, you won’t tomorrow if you continue like this. Trust me.”
“Hiccup,” Jack said, sending Hiccup a smirk. “What was Astrid talking about earlier? Why are you so careful about—about all this?” He gestured in the vague direction on Ruffnut and Tuffnut’s two-person performance.
They started to walk around the room. Hiccup’s hand rested lightly on Jack’s good shoulder.
“Nothing!” Hiccup insisted. “I just get a bit rowdy when I drink, that’s all. Nothing different than everyone else here, to be honest. Well, maybe except for…But I mean, that’s on Toothless as well, so—”
“Where is Toothless?” Jack asked. He’d seen a few dragons here and there throughout the night, but he supposed they didn’t have much interest in the Great Hall if they weren’t eating.
“Toothless and the others are waiting for us outside,” Hiccup said, then glanced at the twins. “Well, almost all the others. The twins will come along whenever they finish doing…whatever they’re doing.”
“We’re leaving?” Jack asked, before the rest of Hiccup’s words sank in. He glanced at the twins as well, then busied himself with looking for his shoes instead. “Don’t think the twins will want to come with.”
“And why is that?”
“They don’t like me.”
Hiccup stopped walking. He gave Jack a baffled look. “What?” he asked, almost laughing. “They love you, don’t they? Love to spread rumors about you, but still. That’s just how the twins are.”
Jack shook his head. “Not anymore. But that’s fine. It’s not like I expect to be liked by everyone,” he said with a snort.
As he turned his head, he spotted his shoes, shoved under a table. In the same moment, he remember the crystals he’d hidden in them. “Shi—I mean, oh look! Shoes.” He parted ways with Hiccup to fetch them, feigning nonchalance. How his shoes had gotten there, he had no idea; he couldn’t even remember taking them off. He tried—his drunken mind making it very difficult—to discreetly search for the crystals, and closed his eyes in relief when he found them. As he put the shoes on, there was a voice in the back of his mind chastising him for being so irresponsible – but he couldn’t quite bring himself to care at the moment.
Hiccup was giving him a questioning look when Jack returned. Jack pretended not to notice.
“Why are we leaving? I like it here,” he said, gesturing at the villagers who were still dancing, and at Gobber, who’d gone back to sitting somberly by the chief’s table. Gothi was still fast asleep beside him, despite the noise. At least the twins had stopped singing now and were making their way towards the doors.
“For a walk,” Hiccup said, placing a hand on Jack’s shoulder again, as if he was afraid Jack would wander off or stumble – which, to be fair, wasn’t an unfounded worry at the moment. “There’s a nice place in the woods. It’s actually where I met Toothless for the first time. Well, second time, but the first time wasn’t really a—a meeting…maybe.”
Jack sent him a fond smile at his stuttering. “I’d like to believe all the best friendships start out unvon-con—” He held up a hand to give himself a moment. “Un-con-ven-tion-al.”
“Eloquent.”
“Thank you.”
“But,” Hiccup said, and squeezed Jack’s shoulder gently, before letting him go to push the doors open, “I think I must agree.”
“Gods, you’re slow,” Astrid said, sitting atop Stormfly. “We don’t have all night.”
“I beg to differ,” Snotlout said with a hoarse laugh, though judging by the state of him, he probably didn’t.
Jack grabbed onto Hiccup’s sleeve. “Are we gonna fly?” he hissed excitedly.
“Uh, no,” Hiccup said quickly. “No flying under the influence. Not after what happened that one time.”
“Toothless!” Jack said upon spotting the dragon. Toothless tilted his head to the side, then grinned his toothless smile when Jack started petting him. “You wouldn’t mind a flight, would you? What’s the worst that can happen? You caught me last time.”
“Yeah, and you were sober last time,” Hiccup said. “I don’t want to know what you’ll do now.”
In the end, and Jack couldn’t recall how, Hiccup managed to convince him that flying in this state would be ‘not such a good idea’ and ‘something could go wrong’, as if Jack had ever had a good idea in his life, and as if things didn’t go wrong all the time. It was nothing new, but sure, they headed for the woods on foot anyway.
Jack marveled at how different the ground felt beneath his boots as they stepped into the shadows of the trees. It was softer, but also more treacherous, and the lack of moonlight made the trek even more challenging. When Hiccup ignited Inferno, Jack’s reflexes were so sluggish he didn’t even flinch. That was one thing he couldn’t quite seem to convince his brain of: The fact that fire didn’t make him any weaker or didn’t oppose him anymore. Well, not more than any normal human, anyway. He appreciated the sword’s warmth and found himself gradually inching closer to it.
“Why is cold cold?” Jack muttered.
Hiccup sent him a look. “Jack. You’re drunk,” he informed him.
“It’s annoying,” Jack said. “The cold, I mean. Not being drunk. Drunk is fun.”
“Drunk is fun. And I thought you liked the cold.” Hiccup grimaced. “Though, I mean…I guess after recent events, it makes sense that—”
“Winter,” Jack interrupted before Hiccup had the chance to remind him of reality. “Winter is good. Winter is fun. Cold is not.”
“Right. Winter is fun. Drunk is fun. Cold is not.” Hiccup shifted his sword to his other hand. “Hold onto it as well. It’s warmer that way.”
Jack abided, placing his hand on top of Hiccup’s as if they were sharing an umbrella. He wondered what it was like to share an umbrella with someone – it always seemed like such a nice, almost intimate thing when he’d observed the humans around him do it – but he supposed this was just as good. He mused on how Hiccup’s hand felt under his own, still faintly amazed that he could touch him at all. It made his chest buzz with joy.
The others were walking ahead. Jack hadn’t noticed when he, Hiccup and Toothless had started to lag behind. Astrid and Fishlegs were in the lead, Astrid still riding Stormfly, and they were singing some kind of drinking song. It didn’t sound amazing. Fishlegs had a barrel under his arm and held a tankard in his other hand.
The twins walked a couple of meters behind them with Snotlout between them. Snotlout was hooked around their shoulders, his feet barely skirting the ground. The twins were talking to him in low voices, and Snotlout’s speech was slurred when he replied. It was impossible to know what they were talking about.
Meatlug floated serenely among the trees somewhere above them. Barf, Belch and Hookfang had flown ahead. Toothless walked close behind Jack and Hiccup, like he was fully aware either of them could trip and fall at any moment.
“It’s just over there,” Hiccup said, pointing ahead.
Jack squinted but didn’t see much in the darkness. However, he did notice the moonlight coming through, suggesting a definite lack of trees a few meters ahead. As they got closer, he realized it was because the ground dipped suddenly. The moon shone down into the cove, and glimmered in a pond at the bottom.
“This is where you met?” Jack asked, running a hand over Toothless’ head. Toothless crooned softly at the touch, or as a confirmation to Jack’s question.
“Yup.” Hiccup climbed onto Toothless’ back and held out a hand to Jack, who raised his brows. “Just to get down there. I’m not trusting any of us to get down on our own.”
“How often do you come here?” Jack asked, taking Hiccup’s hand and climbing up behind him.
“Together? Only when we’re drinking, really,” Hiccup said. “Hold on tight.”
Toothless jumped off the edge, and Jack enjoyed the brief moment of flight before they landed smoothly on the ground again. He wondered if it was just because the moment was so short, but the weightlessness didn’t feel as liberating as it usually did. Fun, sure, but his brain was too scrambled to truly appreciate it. Maybe flying under the influence truly wasn’t worth it after all.
Hiccup hopped off Toothless and patted his back, and Jack was about to do the same, but instead he just ended up sort of draping himself over the saddle, half his face pressing against the scales of Toothless’ head.
“I lub you, Toofless,” he mumbled appreciatively. “Can’t believe you’re real.”
Toothless made a noise that sounded slightly confused.
Hiccup stifled a laugh beside him. “Come on, Jack,” he said. “You’re making a fool of yourself.”
“That was the plan, wasn’t it? And Snotlout’s doing a better job than I am, I have to say.”
Snotlout was trying to wrestle with Hookfang’s teeth. But then again, that was nothing new.
Hiccup managed to coax Jack off Toothless, but only after he was done gushing over him – a good thing, because Jack had begun feeling a little bit too emotional about the existence of dragons – and they went over to Fishlegs and Astrid, who were preparing a small campfire. Stormfly had a bundle of twigs and sticks on her back, which Astrid was stacking neatly on the ground. When she’d finished, she stepped away and Hiccup used Inferno to ignite the fire.
They huddled around with a triumphant cheer, as if any of them had doubted the chances to light a fire with six dragons present. Or did Barf and Belch count as one?
Fishlegs and Meatlug had brought furs for them to sit on, as well as woolen blankets to keep them warm. Once they’d all settled down, the barrel Fishlegs had been carrying earlier got passed around. With some difficulty, a lot of spilling and many laughs, they helped each other tip the barrel over to drink from it.
Astrid was on Jack’s left side, and she held the barrel out to him. She wasn’t wearing that scheming smile anymore, but Jack doubted she’d forgotten her plan.
“You up for more?” she asked with a giggle.
Jack raised a brow. “I guess I have to. Haven’t spilled anything yet, so…Well, aside from mead, I mean.” He took the barrel from her, even when her mouth fell open in surprise. Jack laughed. “Don’t worry about it, Astrid. I’d be suspicious of me as well if I were you.”
The others were chatting together, tormenting a very drunk Snotlout, so his and Astrid’s conversation went unnoticed. Except by Hiccup, who was watching them quietly. Jack got the feeling he was hoping for some answers as well.
“And you still went along with it?” Astrid asked, shaking her head a little. “Why?”
“Don’t often get the chance to drunk—to get drink—ugh, to get drunk…with Vikings,” Jack explained, then laughed at his next joke before he’d even said it aloud: “You only live once, right?”
Naturally, Hiccup and Astrid didn’t catch the joke, but they laughed anyway.
“Besides,” Jack said. “I’ve not felt this…this happy since…” He hesitated for too long. Then he remembered flying with Toothless for the first time, and he turned to Hiccup. Hiccup perked up at the attention, and Jack felt the strangest sensation – like tiny fireworks going off in his chest. He laughed again, and ended up knocking his head softly, unthinkingly, against Hiccup’s shoulder.
“Maybe you’ve had enough, Jack,” Hiccup suggested, and Jack thought he patted his head.
Jack straightened, and tipped the barrel to his mouth before Hiccup or anyone else could stop him. “No. I think I actually like mead, when I think about it,” he informed them.
After all, he already felt so amazing; it was only logical that if he had even more mead, he’d feel even better.
Jack whooped when he lowered the barrel, making Hiccup and Astrid burst out laughing again. Still, Hiccup took the barrel from him before he could drink any more, sharing a look with Astrid.
He’s way gone, her eyes seemed to say.
And whose fault was that? Alright, Hiccup hadn’t exactly been what one would call a responsible friend either, so he couldn’t just blame her. It was a team effort, getting hammered.
“Are you not having any more?” Astrid asked him, and Hiccup shook his head.
“Not tonight,” he said, glancing at Jack again, whose attention had been stolen by Toothless. Toothless rolled onto his back, and Jack rubbed his belly to the best of his ability. He talked to Toothless in his mother tongue, though judging by his gushing tone, it wasn’t hard to guess what he was saying. Probably something along the lines of, who’s a good dragon? You are! Yes, you are!
Astrid smiled at them, shaking her head. Her eyes were slightly unfocused, but she’d always been good at handling herself, even when she was drunk.
“We’ll take that.”
Hiccup jumped when the twins suddenly appeared at his other side, stealing the barrel before heading back over to Snotlout, who was sitting by the small pond, singing incoherently.
“Try not to kill him, at least!” Hiccup called after them.
“Hey!” Astrid barked, staggering to her feet. She stumbled but managed to steady herself before she could fall, then wobbled over to Snotlout and the twins. “Leave some for the rest of us! Fishlegs, stop cuddling Meatlug and get over here.”
Why hadn’t she called after Hiccup as well? His still slightly insecure mind struggled with this for a moment, but was almost immediately distracted when there was a thump behind him, and he turned around to see Jack sprawled face down on the ground. Toothless sniffed him with concern.
“Did you die?” Hiccup asked.
Jack groaned, trying to push himself off the ground. “Not this time,” he muttered, before falling onto his ass. His head fell back with a laugh. “I can’t—I can’t get up.”
Hiccup got to his feet and offered him his hands. Jack grabbed them and let himself be pulled up, but the momentum made him tumble into Hiccup’s arms – which he’d already done multiple times this evening, because his balance was bad normally, and now it was just disastrous, but it caught Hiccup off guard anyway. He laughed, holding him upright.
“Got your balance back?” he asked.
“I don’t know,” Jack admitted. Then he gave a sigh, his head lolling against Hiccup’s shoulder. He sounded so horribly content, Hiccup’s stomach did a somersault. “Why does everything make me so happy all of a sudden?” Jack asked in a soft tone.
Hiccup closed his eyes for a moment, before carefully helping Jack stand upright again. “Means it’s working the way it should,” he said. “Either that, or you end up like Gobber, sobbing your eyes out to Gothi.”
“What’s he so sad about?” Jack asked with a frown. He seemed to be struggling keeping his eyes fixed on one spot for more than two seconds at a time.
Hiccup shrugged. “Probably just something like how his favorite pair of socks were taken by the trolls or something. Well, only the left one,” he said. “He gets weirdly emotional about things when he drinks.”
“Does he believe in trolls?”
“Gobber believes in many strange things,” Hiccup chuckled. “But I guess, who knows, right? I used to believe in them when I was younger.”
Jack smiled softly. He leaned heavily on his staff, and his eyes slid shut as he thumped his head against it. “Belief is an important thing,” he said. “That’s why I jumped from that cliff, you know? I wanted to believe I could fly.”
Hiccup stared at him. Jack swayed slightly where he stood, completely unaware that those words made him sound insane. “For…real?” Hiccup croaked.
“Mhm. Heard a story once. North told me,” Jack explained, though it didn’t explain much. “Couldn’t rule anything out. So many weird things had been happening, after all.”
“I…I guess that makes sense,” Hiccup tried, but apparently he didn’t sound very convincing, because Jack toppled over laughing. Warmth spread in Hiccup’s chest and up to his cheeks.
Then there was the sudden noise of a chicken’s clucking. Jack and Hiccup shared a confused look, then turned to see Tuffnut doing a very convincing rooster impression.
“Chickeeen, Snotlout,” Ruffnut purred beside him, her arms hooked around the aforementioned. “You said you’d do it, remember? You said it.”
“I don’t remember saying that!” Snotlout protested, slightly panicked.
“Sounds like something a chicken would say,” Tuffnut said.
“It’s not even that cold,” Fishlegs said, crouching by the pond with a hand in the water. “I can’t feel anything.”
Probably not a good sign, Hiccup wanted to say, but decided it was best just to observe.
“You go in then, Fishface!”
“It’s your dare!”
Tuffnut clucked. It was truly an amazing imitation.
“Hey!” Astrid had gotten out of her shoes and her heavier garments, and ran straight into the water, even ducking her head under. She shrieked when she came back up, but soon started laughing. She sounded vaguely hysterical. “Come on, you cowards!”
This particular insult was what set the group into motion. Snotlout was pushed into the pond by the twins, who followed right after. Fishlegs was slower, beginning to back away, but Astrid grabbed his arm and pulled him in.
Hiccup had no particular desire to join them. “Absolutely not,” he said when Astrid stood, dripping from head to toe, and started walking threateningly towards him and Jack. Hiccup held his hands up. “Astrid, I’m warning you…”
“Come on, Hiccup,” she singsonged. “You know you want to.” She grabbed his hands, but not too tightly; Hiccup could pull away if he wanted to, but he laughed and stumbled after her.
“Is this a good idea?” Jack asked from behind him, sounding oddly sober all of a sudden.
“If it was a good idea, it wouldn’t be any fun,” Astrid said wisely. “Come on, Jack. You want a swim?”
“Uh…” Jack started, and didn’t stop her when she grabbed his hand as well. There was a slightly insecure smile on his face. “Actually, I can’t swim. And usually I would agree with you, but…uh—”
“Jackson, come on!” Snotlout called through violently clattering teeth. “It’s—it’s n-not even cold!”
Jack laughed. He definitely sounded nervous. Hiccup tried meeting his eyes, but they were fixed on the water. “Yeah…maybe,” he said.
Astrid let go of them, took a deep breath and jumped back into the water. Hiccup yelped when drops splashed back at them.
“It’s not deep! No actual swimming required, unless you’re Snotlout,” Astrid encouraged. “Come on, boys. You only live once, right?”
Hiccup had to admit, he wasn’t sober enough to truly consider which level of stupidity this ranked as, nor to fight against to urge to show off.
Jack took a step forward, but then paused to look at the others. To Hiccup, the picture in front of them was hilarious. Snotlout was clutching his biceps, creating a rapid beat with his teeth. Fishlegs’ mouth was a thin line, and though he stood completely still, he was making a high-pitched whine. The twins were wrestling each other into the water.
“I—uh. I think I’m gonna—” Jack stuttered, before staggering backwards. He turned around, and spilled his insides on the ground.
The group cheered, as they always did whenever someone got so lucky to be the first person of the evening to throw up. Snotlout laughed. The twins and Fishlegs chanted Jack’s name triumphantly.
Jack moaned miserably, and Hiccup hurried to steady him before he had the time to fall into his own vomit.
“Congratulations,” Hiccup said with a concerned chuckle. He led him back to the campfire. “Sit here. I’ll get you some water.”
Jack didn’t answer. His eyes seemed hazier than before.
Hiccup grabbed Fishlegs’ tankard and filled it with water from the pond. Probably not the healthiest option, but the only option.
“Wash out the taste with this,” Hiccup said, holding the tankard out to Jack. Jack took it, but still remained silent. Hiccup sat down beside him. “Hey. You okay, Jack?”
Jack looked up at his name. He nodded and brought the tankard to his lips. He washed his mouth then spit the water out on the ground behind him.
“That sucked,” he said with a weak smile.
Hiccup smiled sympathetically back at him. “Better now than tomorrow, I’ll tell you that,” he said. “Maybe it’s time to head back.”
Jack was quiet for another moment, before he nodded. “It’s cold,” he whispered.
His mood had diminished so fast, Hiccup felt ridiculous. Of course he was quiet. Of course he’d sounded nervous. In the moment, he hadn’t remembered the conversation they’d had back on Outpost Island. Jack’s nightmare about drowning…Hiccup didn’t know the whole story, but he wanted to slap himself repeatedly for not thinking about it anyway.
Instead, he got to his feet. “Astrid!” he called. “Make sure the twins don’t murder Snotlout. We’re heading back!”
Astrid yelled back a confirmation, and Snotlout an insult. Hiccup offered Jack his hand again, and he shakily got to his feet.
“Whew,” Jack said, running a hand over his face. “That was a ride.”
“Come on, Toothless. What was a ride?” Hiccup asked. “Here, climb on first. I don’t trust your ability to sit upright. And try not to puke again.”
“Memories,” Jack said, clumsily climbing onto Toothless. “They’re coming back. I won’t puke.”
Hiccup climbed up behind him, and gently pushed Jack’s staff away from his face. “Memories…But you said…” He trailed off, because he couldn’t come up with a way to finish the sentence that didn’t sound accusing.
“Oh, not those. Other memories.”
“Wait—” Hiccup cut himself off when Toothless took off the ground, and he grabbed onto Jack to steady himself.
“Who’s unsteady now?” Jack laughed.
“You do have amnesia?” Hiccup asked. “What are you talking about?”
Jack sighed, and it was so deep and tired, Hiccup felt bad for asking. “Yeah, for a while…They’re slowly coming back, but…sometimes they catch me off guard.”
It took a few seconds before anyone said anything, as Hiccup processed this. Toothless touched down in the forest.
“Why?” Hiccup asked.
Jack slid off Toothless, stumbled and caught himself against a tree. He spun his staff in the air; despite being clumsy in every other way right now, his handle on his staff remained immaculate.
“Don’t wanna talk about it,” he mumbled. “It just makes me sad. I don’t wanna become Gobber.” He started walking.
“Uh, okay, wrong way, Jack.” Hiccup grabbed his arm, but quickly pulled away again when Jack flinched. “Sorry,” he said, wondering what he’d done wrong.
Jack just let out an exasperated chuckle. “Don’t be,” he said, and threaded his arm under Hiccup’s as if to make a point. “It’s fine. It’s wonderful, actually. Just takes me by surprise sometimes.” He smiled at him, and their faces were so close that, even in the darkness, Hiccup could see Jack’s faint freckles.
“Right,” Hiccup said, after what felt like forever. He closed his mouth and cleared his throat. “Right,” he said again. “This way.”
Jack clung to him more than usual, and Hiccup eventually realized that it probably wasn’t just because he could barely stand on his own two feet. What he’d just said, it didn’t make any sense, but it had to mean what it sounded like it meant, right? Though Hiccup wasn’t even sure what that was. It’s wonderful, actually. What a strange thing to say.
What was he supposed to make of that?
“Can I ask you something?”
Jack hummed. “Go ahead.”
Hiccup hesitated. “Did you know about the attack beforehand?”
The following silence was expected but terrifying, nonetheless. Hiccup opened his mouth to apologize; he’d gone against what he’d promised earlier that night. Just fun. This wasn’t fun.
Jack shook his head. “Not really,” he said in a soft voice. “I just…I promise, Hiccup. I got a—a feeling, and…I knew, but only a few short minutes beforehand. I can’t explain it.”
Hiccup frowned. “Are you an oracle or something?” he asked, then blushed when Jack started to laugh.
“No,” he said, but then tilted his head to the side. “Well…maybe, yes. I don’t know. Sort of?”
“That’s every possible answer you can give to that question,” Hiccup said.
“Not really,” Jack said. He was staring into the air, his head lolling slightly back and forth. “I could tell you the truth. The whole truth.”
Hiccup held his breath. “Will you?” he then asked.
Another excruciating pause.
“Not yet,” Jack whispered.
It felt almost electric. Hiccup forced himself to act casual, to breath normally. There was just something about the air, and Jack’s voice, that made Hiccup feel as if something was about to happen. Something was coming. Something huge.
He shook his head. He’d been listening too much to Gobber’s stories when he was younger, and it had obviously left inerasable marks.
“I don’t want you to get hurt.”
Hiccup looked down at Jack. “What?” he asked, even if he’d heard him.
“I’d never…want you to get hurt,” Jack said. “I know I’m weird and I act like—like I have this huge, dangerous secret, but I don’t want you to get hurt. I didn’t know about the attack. I didn’t—I wouldn’t—”
“Gods, Jack,” Hiccup interrupted, stopping them for a moment to meet his eyes. “Take a breath. I know that. I trust you. Even my dad trusts you. You’re one of us now, right?” He smiled in a way he hoped was reassuring.
Jack’s breath steamed when he exhaled. The corners of his eyes shimmered dangerously. “I never had friends my age,” he said in a thin voice. “And now I…I sort of don’t want it to end.”
Hiccup’s smile wavered. “But…” he said. “When we find the way back to your home, you…”
He trailed off, and Jack’s head lolled forward.
“But—that’s fine,” Hiccup quickly said, desperate to lighten the mood. “That’s still a long way away, probably. I mean, obviously you’d—you’d want to get home, but in the meantime…” He gestured vaguely. “You being here, with me—us! Us. I meant to say, us. Being—being here with us—”
Jack started shaking.
“Oh. No.” Hiccup stroked Jack’s good shoulder feebly. “Please don’t cry.”
The shaking increased. “I’m not,” Jack said. He looked up, and there was a sunny smile on his face. “Let’s go back, Hiccup. It’s freezing out here.”
The moonlight hit Jack’s shimmering eyes, and Hiccup felt as if his body had been frozen. He opened his mouth and the first thing that came out was a sheepish laugh. Jack’s smile widened, and in the next moment they were both laughing. Toothless made an exasperated noise, which just made them dissolve into giggles all over again. Oh, to be drunk and confused in the middle of the dark woods, with a guy whose laugh made Hiccup feel like…like something. The mead wouldn’t let him know. He’d figure it out later.
They were almost at the Haddock house when Jack suddenly stopped, grabbing Hiccup’s arm. He had a wild look in his eyes. “No,” he hissed. “Jamie—Jamie can’t—He can not see me like this.”
“Gods, you scared me for a moment there,” Hiccup chuckled. “Don’t worry. Jamie is with Fishlegs’ aunt and uncle. He left with Brant, didn’t he? They usually look after the kids whenever there’s mead involved.
Jack exhaled in relief. “Oh. Good,” he said, rolling his head backwards with his eyes closed. He stumbled into Hiccup in the process. “He doesn’t need any more proof that I’m not…that I’m not, like…a hero or something.”
Hiccup pushed the door open, listening for a moment for Stoick’s snores. When he didn’t hear them, he assumed he was still in the process of passing out in the Great Hall with Gobber and Spitelout.
“Aren’t you, though?” he asked Jack with a smile.
Jack snorted. “Noo…I’m Jack Frost – I make a mess everywhere I go,” he muttered in a funny voice, as if he was quoting something.
Hiccup had no idea what he was talking about. He began leading them up the stairs, with Toothless in the back just in case. “Jack Frost?” he repeated.
Jack’s gaze snapped to Hiccup. He blinked. “Oh. Uh, it’s just…something my friends call me,” he said with a nervous chuckle.
“Jack Frost,” Hiccup repeated. It sounded just as foreign as Jackson Overland. “Would you like me to call you that?”
Jack laughed as he sat down on the bed. “No, no…Jack is fine,” he said. He looked at his staff with a foggy expression. “Not sure if I’m him anymore. I’m…not sure if I ever will be again.”
Hiccup studied him for a moment. Toothless had curled up on his bed, obviously ready to sleep. Jack looked about ready to pass out as well, but clearly there was something on his mind. Hiccup didn’t know what was going on inside his head. He rarely did – but one of the exceptions had been last night, when he cleaned Jack’s wounds. Hiccup only hoped he hadn’t misinterpreted that look Jack had sent him…and he hoped he wasn’t misinterpreting anything right now.
He sat down on the bed beside Jack. “What do you mean?” he asked.
Jack tilted his head slowly to the side, grabbing the staff with his other hand as well. He squinted, like he was concentrating. Then he deflated with a deep sigh. “Dunno. I mean…It’s weird, isn’t it? To be…” He looked up at Hiccup, and seemed to forget he was in the middle of a sentence. He looked as if he’d just realized Hiccup was there. “…here,” he finished.
Hiccup shook his head faintly. “How so?”
Jack didn’t answer immediately. He put the staff on the floor. His brows were slightly furrowed, and he looked at Hiccup quizzically. “Like…” he started. His expression softened, making way for a smile. He put his hand on Hiccup’s arm. Hiccup felt himself stop breathing as it traveled upwards, over his shoulder and to his neck. Jack’s mouth was slightly open, like he was going to finish his sentence, but he never did.
Hiccup leaned into Jack’s touch when he reached his cheek. He felt as if he was floating, or dissolving, or both. Jack swayed faintly, and it took a few moments before Hiccup realized how close they were sitting. Jack’s thumb moved across Hiccup’s cheek, before his hand fell down to Hiccup’s own.
“Like what?” Hiccup prompted, as quietly as possible to not break whatever spell had settled over them.
Jack closed his eyes and leaned his head on Hiccup’s shoulder. He murmured something in his mother tongue, and Hiccup suppressed a shudder when he felt Jack’s breath against his neck.
“Norse, Jack,” he reminded him with a small laugh.
“Oh.” Jack giggled faintly. “Just…being seen. Being alive.”
Hiccup didn’t know what to make of that either. He was afraid to move, and he didn’t know what to do with his hands. He didn’t know what to say either but realized he didn’t have to worry about it; Jack had fallen asleep.
As carefully as he could, he shifted, lowering Jack’s limp body onto the bed. He grabbed the blanket and draped it over him, wondering if he should let Jack sleep alone or if he would be okay with sharing the bed again. He’d been okay with it before, but then again, he had been acting distant lately.
Hiccup sat at the edge of the bed. His skin tingled where Jack’s hand had brushed over it, and his mind reeled. Why had he done that? What had he been thinking about? How could his touch be so featherlight and still hit with a force like lightning bolts? Hiccup watched Jack’s sleeping face, his faint freckles, his slightly parted lips, before turning his gaze to the ceiling. He gave a deep, deep sigh then buried his face in his hands.
A realization was settling in. He thought he knew what he’d felt in the woods now, listening to Jack’s laugh, and even so he was afraid to put it into words. But whatever it was, he couldn’t lie to himself: he was already neck deep into it.
Notes:
I've been yearning to write this chapter for so long, let's hear it for GETTING PISSED, BOYS!!!! This is the longest chapter yet, and hopefully it will remain the longest until the end of the story because I actually set a limit for myself at 15k and this one is 15.7k so YEAH. Hopefully you're not completely exhausted.
And also, a thought I had as I wrote that last part: Oh right, this is a romance story.
(New chapter November 26th! It'll be every other week from now on, until I start slacking again lol)
Chapter 21: Jack deals with some consequences
Chapter Text
Jack woke with a knife buried into his head. He was pretty sure it was a real, physical knife too, until he opened his eyes and realized he was still alive. A moan escaped him, fighting its way through the wasteland that was his throat. He brought his hands to his face, blocking out the daylight, and wondered what the hell he’d done that made him deserving of this punishment.
His whole body ached, and he began turning around in an attempt to relieve himself from a bit of the pain, but only succeeded in making more pain shoot up his injured shoulder. A frankly embarrassing whimper escaped him. At the very least nobody was there to hear him.
“Need a bucket?”
Jack lifted his arm to see. Hiccup stood leaned against the wall, squinting back at him. His hair was a crow’s nest, and the bags under his eyes seemed somehow darker than they had the morning after the battle. He was holding a bucket.
“Wha…What…” Jack muttered, looking around the room. That was a mistake; when he turned, it set the rest of the world into motion as well, and nausea welled up in him. He pressed a hand over his mouth, and Hiccup quickly came to the rescue, holding the bucket for him. When Jack’s stomach was emptied, he whimpered again. He swore he’d never felt this miserable in his entire life.
“I’ll get you something to drink,” Hiccup told him, and disappeared with the bucket. Jack supposed he should feel bad for making him do that, but he couldn’t focus on anything but the pounding in his head. His body slumped against the wall.
It was with immense difficulty, but Jack’s brain slowly started working through the events of last night. He’d been in the Great Hall. The mead had been awful at first, but then less so after a little while. The memories were hazy, but he knew he’d been acting like a fool. That didn’t matter, though; despite the haziness, he remembered very clearly how much fun he’d been having.
Hiccup came back up the stairs and put the now empty and clean bucket by the bed, then handed Jack a tankard of water. The tankard looked a little too much like the ones they’d been drinking of last night, and his stomach made a disgruntled sound.
“I guess asking how you feel would be a dumb question,” Hiccup said, sitting down beside him. His voice was scratchy, and he spoke quietly. Jack got the feeling he was suffering from the same type of headache.
“Is it always like this?” Jack whispered back, smiling dryly. “Because…Not sure if it’s worth it.”
Hiccup chuckled, then groaned softly. “Never feels worth it the morning after,” he agreed.
They fell into a silence that wasn’t entirely comfortable, but none of them had the energy to care much about it. Jack took a sip of the water and used it to wash out the taste in his mouth, before spitting it out in the bucket.
“What time is it?” he asked.
Hiccup hummed, squinting out the window. “Pretty early, still,” he said. “You can sleep some more if you want to.”
The thought was tempting, but Jack doubted he’d be able to sleep while his body still felt like this. “Where are the others?”
“At home, probably. Astrid and Fishlegs might’ve gone back to the Great Hall after we left, so maybe they passed out there. Hopefully she made sure the twins didn’t bully Snotlout too much. He’s always emotional when he’s hung over, and I just…” Hiccup closed his eyes and rubbed his temple. “…don’t have the empathy for that right now.”
That made Jack laugh, before he also groaned. “What do you usually do, then? I feel like I’m dying.”
“You just suffer through it,” Hiccup said, and smiled sympathetically at him. His hair was auburn in the morning light. His exhaustion had robbed his face of most of its color, though it made his freckles stand out even more – as well as the dark circles.
Jack’s thoughts came to a sudden halt. “Hold on,” he said, his brows knitting tightly together. “What…Why—How am I here?”
Hiccup blinked. “What do you mean?”
It was a slow process, but Jack managed to kick his mind into motion again, continuing where it had left off. They’d gone into the woods. Hiccup had shown him the place where he met Toothless for the first time. Jack was pretty sure there’d been a campfire, and then…He stared at Hiccup, trying to trigger his memory. His mind was completely blank.
“Jack,” Hiccup said slowly. “I walked you here, remember? Like I said, we left Astrid and the others…” He trailed off when Jack didn’t give any indication that he recalled any of that. His shoulders sank. “How—how much do you remember?”
“There was the campfire,” Jack said uncertainly. “…Right?”
“There was a campfire,” Hiccup agreed. “And the—the others were daring each other to jump into the pond. Don’t you remember that?”
A shiver went down Jack’s spine. He could vaguely remember a pond. “Did I…?” he started, and gave a relieved sigh when Hiccup shook his head. At the very least he was predictable, even when he was drunk; he’d never jump into any body of water willingly. Except for a bath, of course. “Is this normal?” he asked.
Hiccup pursed his lips, looking down at his hands. He shrugged. “You did drink a bit much, and it was your first time,” he mused. He sounded somewhat disappointed, so Jack supposed they’d probably done something fun last night and now Jack couldn’t even remember it. “Blacking out happens. We’ve all been there. Snotlout blacks out every time.”
Jack studied him silently for a few seconds. “…Did something happen?” he asked. A dreadful feeling was starting to set in. Maybe Jack hadn’t done something fun; maybe he’d done something awful. Maybe he’d said something he shouldn’t. His stomach lurched violently, and he steeled himself to not puke again.
It took too long before Hiccup answered. He opened his mouth, hesitated, glanced at Jack, then shook his head. “I mean, obviously…things happened, but they—It’s nothing you have to worry about,” he said, and tried for a smile.
“Are you sure?” Jack asked slowly. “Because the way you say it kind of makes it sound like I should.”
“What other way should I say it then?” Hiccup asked.
Jack averted his eyes. “Good question. I…don’t know,” he mumbled. He wrung his hands. “Hiccup—”
“You didn’t reveal anything, if that’s what you’re thinking about,” Hiccup interrupted, making Jack look up at him again, but the former was looking tiredly at the floor. “Nothing that made sense, anyway. You were pretty drunk. Something about believing that you could fly, so that’s why you jumped from that cliff.”
Jack closed his eyes. “Anything more?” he asked in a small voice.
Hiccup hummed thoughtfully. “Not much. You were going on a lot about how happy you were,” he said, and chuckled softly. “Happy about being alive and having friends and all. So that was nice.”
The knot in Jack’s stomach slowly started to loosen up. Maybe his drunken self was more responsible than he’d given him credit for. Who would’ve thought?
“And you said something about, uh…Jack Frost.”
Never mind. Jack reached for the bucket.
“Yeah, it’s better to just get it out,” Hiccup said, patting Jack’s back. “You’ll feel better after.”
Jack’s head lolled forward, his forehead hitting the edge of the bucket. His heart hammered. “Jack Frost?” he repeated. Nobody had called him that for weeks with an exception for the Snow Queen, and the name seemed almost unfamiliar in his mouth.
“Jack Frost,” Hiccup said again, attempting to fix his pronunciation. Jack would’ve found it charming if his mind wasn’t reeling. “You said your friends call you that, so I asked if you wanted me to call you that, but then you said…I don’t know. You said you weren’t sure if you were him…anymore. Or something.”
“And that was it?” Jack asked.
“Pretty much, yeah.” Hiccup was quiet for a moment. “Are you okay?”
Jack didn’t really know what to answer. He slowly raised his head and put the bucket down on the floor. “Yeah,” he breathed. “It’s just…been a while. I didn’t expect to hear it. Also, I feel absolutely wrecked.”
Hiccup huffed softly. “Maybe some food will help,” he offered, then laughed again when Jack grimaced. “At least some fresh air, then. We can take a walk around the village before people start waking up.”
Jack wasn’t sure if his legs would be able to carry his weight, but he nodded. He let Hiccup help him up, feeling just as old as his age for once, and then winced when he reached down to pick up his staff. His left hand hovered helplessly over his injured shoulder, and Hiccup cursed.
“Forgot about that,” he said. “Can I take a look? You might’ve reopened the wound at some point last night.”
Jack held back a moan. He slipped the cloak off his shoulders and let Hiccup do the rest. “It felt fine yesterday,” he grumbled.
“That’s mead for you,” Hiccup said, sending him a lopsided smile. Jack couldn’t help but smile back, but it turned into a confused frown when Hiccup seemed to avert his eyes. Maybe he’d imagined it. “I think it’s alright,” he mumbled. “But we should change the bandages. Maybe do that first?”
Jack nodded. “I can do it myself,” he said, feeling like a bother. “You don’t look very sharp today either.”
“Thanks,” Hiccup said, picking up Jack’s staff for him. “It’s fine, though. Besides, I don’t trust your abilities to bandage yourself. Come on, let’s go downstairs.”
They sat down by the hearth so that Jack wouldn’t be cold while Hiccup cleaned the wound and changed the bandages. Jack kept one hand on the bucket, staring gloomily at a spot on the floor in an attempt to fight off the vertigo. Once that was done, they both got to their feet and headed out at a very slow, careful pace. Jack threw out the contents of the bucket then left it by the door, deciding that whenever his body decided to eject what remained inside it, it was just something he’d have to deal with when that moment arrived.
At least the sky had clouded over again. Jack wasn’t sure if his eyes and pounding head would survive direct sunlight at the moment. The air was crisp and cold and the village was mostly quiet. A few people were walking around or sat limply against the walls of their huts, undoubtably in the same predicament as Jack and Hiccup. A few of them raised their hand in greeting, smiling knowingly. Jack smiled back at them; the community among people with hangovers was a quiet, but intensely empathetic one, and he couldn’t help but fall slightly in love with it.
They passed by the ramp leading down to the docks. A ship swayed serenely in the water while a few people helped each other loading it with barrels and boxes.
“Are they going somewhere?” Jack asked.
Hiccup blinked, having obviously been lightyears away just now. He looked down at the ship. “Trading, probably. People refuse to not be stocked up on mead at any given moment,” he explained with a strained smile, as if the mere thought of mead made his stomach lurch. It definitely did that to Jack’s stomach.
He was also pretty sure those people down on the docks were hung over as well, so he admired their ardor.
“When exactly did you black out?”
Hiccup was looking at the ground, only briefly glancing at Jack at the question. Jack took a deep breath to calm his nerves. He felt like there was something Hiccup wasn’t telling him, though it had sounded like he was telling the truth when he said Jack hadn’t revealed anything he shouldn’t. Then again, Jack shouldn’t have mentioned Jack Frost, and yet.
“We’d gotten down to that place,” Jack said. “And that’s about it. Wait—Fishlegs was carrying a barrel, wasn’t he? We didn’t finish that, did we? No wonder why I feel like death.”
Hiccup shook his head. “You had a bit of it, but I’m pretty sure the others finished it after we left,” he said.
“Why did we leave before the others?” Jack asked. “Did—did the twins do anything…?” He tried to make it sound like a joke, but maybe that was the loophole: Hiccup had said Jack hadn’t told him anything he wasn’t supposed to, but that didn’t mean the twins had kept their mouths shut.
“In Snotlout’s case, probably,” Hiccup said. “But aside from that, they didn’t do anything that they wouldn’t usually do. We left because, uh…you threw up. You were the first to throw up.”
Jack frowned. “I did?”
“Yup. So I asked if you wanted to go, and you agreed because you were cold. And then we just…walked home. Went to bed.”
Jack peered at him. “That’s it?”
“Yeah, Jack,” Hiccup said, sending him a small smile. “Really. Drunk you isn’t all that different from sober you. You’ve got nothing to worry about.”
Jack had a whole lot to worry about, but he smiled back in a way he hoped seemed genuine. “Well, I had fun,” he said. “Maybe a little too much fun, it feels like. No, actually, what am I saying? You can never have too much fun.”
“I beg to differ,” Hiccup said with a snort. “Thought you said it wasn’t worth the hangover?”
“That’s just present-me’s problem. I, for one, is happy for past-me. He had the grandest time last night.” He elbowed Hiccup, and this time his smile was actually genuine. “Thank you,” he told him. “I think I remember being pretty clingy. Hope you didn’t mind.”
“Oh, not at all,” Hiccup said, before he seemed to choke on his own spit. He cleared his throat. “I mean, no, it’s fine. Completely normal reaction. Astrid is the same.”
“Really.” Jack frowned, trying to remember. “Can’t imagine that.”
“Her mental line between hugging and wrestling gets blurrier with every tankard, but yeah.”
Jack laughed at that, followed by another groan when his head protested.
They were walking past the blacksmith towards the Great Hall when Jamie and Brant came running past. “She went that way!” Brant was yelling, before coming to a sudden halt when he spotted Jack and Hiccup. Jamie ran straight into him.
“What—Oh, Jack!” Jamie beamed at him, and Jack yearned to have just half his energy. However, there was something a bit too knowing about his smile, which was explained just a moment later. “Did you guys have fun last night?” he asked in a voice that was a bit on the singsong-y side.
“Uh. Yeah…?” Jack asked slowly. “How so?”
Brant and Jamie shared a look. “Nothing,” Jamie then said, waving his hand. Jack wondered if that was a gesture Jamie had adopted from him. “Just saw you wandering into the woods last night, is all. You looked a bit—” He interrupted himself with a laugh, probably because Jack couldn’t for the life of him keep a poker face.
“Wait, hold on,” Jack said, in an attempt to redeem some of his dignity, or at least distract everyone from the lack of it. “What were you doing out that late?”
Jamie’s smile stiffened. He shared another look with Brant, and then they both glanced in the direction they’d been running earlier. Jack and Hiccup followed their gaze.
“Is that a…Terrible Terror?” Hiccup asked.
“No,” Jamie and Brant said in chorus. Jamie grinned, grabbing Brant’s arm. “Gotta go!”
And they ran off.
Jack looked after them, then squinted at Hiccup. “He’s up to no good,” he observed.
“Shouldn’t big brother go after him, then?” Hiccup asked, and they started walking again.
“Nah. It’s not big brother’s job stopping him from getting into trouble. Getting him out of it, maybe. But I’m sure he’ll be fine.”
“Terrible Terrors can be pretty feisty,” Hiccup warned.
“The little ones?” Jack asked doubtfully.
Hiccup sent him a look. “I really haven’t taught you enough about dragons, have I? Size has nothing to do with the sharpness of their teeth, I’ll tell you that.”
Jack clicked his tongue. “Well. You were figuring out dragons on your own, I’m sure Jamie and Brant will as well.”
“I lost a leg, though.”
“Are you trying to make me go after him?”
Hiccup laughed, softening it to have mercy on his own head. His voice was hoarse; it was a nice kind of different. “No, he’ll be fine,” he said. “I’ve seen that dragon around. She’s friendlier than she makes it seem.”
“How do you differentiate it from other Terrible Terrors?”
“Are you kidding? They look completely different.”
“They do not,” Jack argued with an amused grin. “All of Gothi’s look the same as well, and I lived with them for a while.”
“That’s on you and your poor observation skills,” Hiccup shot back.
That earned him a surprised laugh. “I’m bad at observing?” Jack asked, pushing the doors to the Great Hall open.
“Why is that funny?” Hiccup asked.
Jack just shook his head. “Long story. Don’t have the energy to tell it right now,” he excused himself, then got distracted by the sight in front of him. The Great Hall looked like a disaster zone. People were draped over the tables, and some on the floor. Some of them seemed to be unconscious. The smell wasn’t great either; Jack contemplated turning back, but then spotted a couple of familiar blonds, brooding by a table in the corner of the hall. “Is that Astrid and Fishlegs?”
“You don’t want to talk to them right now,” Hiccup told him with a dark laugh. “I’ve made that mistake before. Never again.”
“Gods. I’ll take your word for it.”
They made their way across the room to an empty table. Jack looked at halfway unconscious villagers they passed and was quietly grateful that however drunk he’d been last night, he hadn’t been that drunk.
Someone had prepared soup, and for once, Jack praised its lack of taste. It didn’t trigger any reaction from Jack’s stomach while still making him feel a little less shaky and weak. He and Hiccup ate in silence, but it wasn’t uncomfortable this time. Jack only wondered why Hiccup had that thoughtful frown on his face, which he had been wearing ever since their conversation in his bedroom.
Eventually, Astrid and Fishlegs made their way over to them, both with heavy bags under their eyes.
“Morning,” Astrid mumbled as she sat down. Her voice reminded Jack of a door in need of oiling. “Get home safe last night?”
Jack shot Hiccup a look, hoping for some sign that would tell him what Hiccup wasn’t.
“Yup,” Hiccup replied, revealing nothing. “And you?”
For once, it was Hiccup hiding things from Jack. That didn’t make it any less frustrating.
“Yeah. We walked the twins and Snotlout home. He slept over at their place. And then we went back here.”
Fishlegs frowned. “Have you checked on Snotlout since? Maybe that wasn’t such a good idea, leaving him at their mercy.”
Astrid shrugged. “I have to admit, I don’t really care right now.”
Fishlegs grunted in agreement and Hiccup shrugged, taking another spoonful of soup. Jack shook his head in fond amusement.
“You’re strangely quiet, Jack,” Astrid then said. She looked as if she was trying to sound teasing, but didn’t have the energy to really make an effort. Instead, she came out sympathetic, which was probably the opposite of what she’d set out to. “Had a good night’s sleep?”
A good night’s sleep was probably pushing it, but Jack really had no way of knowing. “I guess,” he replied. “Did we stay out late?”
Astrid frowned. “You don’t remember?” she asked with a hoarse laugh.
That was just the story of his life, wasn’t it? Jack shrugged, looking at Hiccup again. “Did we stay up late?” he asked him.
Hiccup hesitated, narrowing his eyes in thought. “…Maybe. You passed out pretty suddenly. Guess we got a few hours of sleep, but probably not enough,” he said. “I went for a flight with Toothless first thing in the morning, and when I came back you were awake.”
“You went for a flight? In this state?” Fishlegs asked incredulously.
“That’s Hiccup for you, isn’t it?” Astrid mumbled.
“A slow one,” Hiccup said. “And it’s not like Toothless can fly on his own.”
“We could’ve gone last night,” Jack said.
“Horrible idea.”
“Those are the best ones.”
Astrid squinted at him. “How much do you remember exactly?”
Jack told her what he’d told Hiccup, and watched as some kind of realization found its way into her expression. She glanced at Hiccup, and a silent conversation passed between them. Jack resisted the urge to roll his eyes.
“And apparently, I didn’t reveal any huge secrets,” Jack answered for Hiccup. Then he frowned. “Wait—We talked about this yesterday, didn’t we?”
“We did,” Astrid confirmed. “I was surprised you were drinking even when you knew I was trying to get you to speak. But…” She hesitated, averting her eyes for a moment. “…I guess someone with something to hide wouldn’t do that.”
Or someone with a serious lack of impulse control, Jack wanted to say, but wisely kept his mouth shut. He felt himself smile, which was a little painful because of his chapped lips.
“Gods. Are you saying you trust me, Astrid?” he asked her.
Astrid rolled her eyes, but a small smile played on her lips as well. “Maybe,” she relented. “I’ll try to be content with the explanation that you’re just a weird person.”
“Oh, look,” Fishlegs said, and Hiccup choked on his soup as he started to laugh.
Snotlout and the twins had entered the Great Hall. The twins acted casual – a little too casual, because Snotlout had the most wonderful coal drawings on his face, ranging from runes Jack didn’t understand, to fake facial hair, to crude things that needed not be visualized; Jack was curious about dragons, but not that curious. On the other hand, Ruffnut and Tuffnut really had a hidden talent in drawing, and Jack enjoyed the fact that no matter what, certain things about humanity never changed.
“Do we tell him?” Fishlegs asked and got a unanimous no in reply from the other three.
Snotlout and the twins fetched their bowls of soup and came over to their table. Jack did his best at pretending nothing was out of the ordinary, but couldn’t help but snicker when Astrid greeted Snotlout good morning and punched him in the arm.
“Ow! What was that for?” Snotlout snapped, before wincing again when Fishlegs did the same at his other side. “What? What did I do?”
“Just following orders,” Fishlegs said, returning nonchalantly to his soup.
Snotlout’s eyes flicked back and forth between them. “What?”
“It says, ‘hit me’,” Hiccup explained quietly in Jack’s ear.
This information made Jack very happy. Sure, he couldn’t read, but he knew this joke was just as prevalent in modern times. He wondered if it was considered a classic prank here as well. Or maybe Ruffnut and Tuffnut were the first humans to ever come up with it – surely not, but Snotlout didn’t seem to understand what was going on. Jack grinned; humans had really always been humans.
“It’s a beautiful day, isn’t it?” Tuffnut asked, sitting down on Jack’s other side.
“We just took a stroll around the village,” Ruffnut explained. “Everyone done puking already?”
Jack closed his eyes. “Don’t mention that.”
“What? Puke? You don’t want me to mention puke? Why shouldn’t I mention—”
Jack sent her a look, and she closed her mouth.
“Sorry,” she muttered.
That got the rest of the table’s attention. Jack shifted uncomfortably under the others’ surprised looks, and tried to smile in a friendly, yet slightly exasperated way, like everything was normal.
“But yeah, I think so,” he said, replying to her question. “How do you feel, Snotlout?”
Snotlout blinked at the sudden attention, and Jack hoped it wasn’t too obvious that he was trying to change the topic. “I feel fine,” he replied, almost indignantly. His face did a weird thing where it looked like he was trying to smile and scowl at the same time. “I wasn’t—I wasn’t that drunk last night.”
Jack tried not to laugh. He really did. But when the others started guffawing, it was impossible not to.
“At least you’re not alone in blacking out this time,” Astrid said, reaching over the table to pat Jack on the shoulder. “Oh, Thor, I’m sorry!” she then hissed when Jack’s wince made her realize she’d patted his injury, and with that, Ruffnut and Jack’s strange interaction was forgotten. Or so Jack hoped.
While their energy levels were glaringly diminished – especially in comparison to last night – the mood around the table was quick to brighten. Around them, people had begun pulling their faces off the tables and floor, and some helped cleaning up the mess. At one point, Gobber appeared from behind the chief’s table, looking lost and confused but also like this was exactly what he’d expected would happen. He staggered towards the doors in a bit of a hurry, but still made time to greet them as he passed by.
Jack wondered what Jamie was doing. In all honesty, he was worried about him and the Terrible Terror, though he tried not to think about it. It was his job to protect Jamie, but he refused to be described as overprotective. He knew Jamie could take care of himself, though he was also good at getting himself into trouble. But like Jack had told him – and it felt so long ago now – sometimes getting into trouble was okay. Probably even healthy. As long as you didn’t die or get seriously injured, which wasn’t unlikely on this island, but—
“What are you thinking about?” Hiccup asked.
Jack turned to him and realized he’d been frowning. “Jamie,” he admitted.
“Oh. I didn’t scare you that much, did I?”
Jack snorted. “No, it’s just…Do you ever feel like, in moments like these, where everything is…” He trailed off, looked around the table. The others were chatting, not vigorously exactly but still with a cheerful air around them. Snotlout still hadn’t noticed the violation of his face. “…as it should be,” Jack continued with a smile, before turning back to Hiccup. “…that things are about to go really, really wrong?”
Hiccup pressed his lips together. “I try to ignore that voice,” he admitted. Then his brows knitted together, and he lowered his voice. “Is there anything…specific on your mind, or just regular old paranoia?”
The doors opened and Spitelout came trudging in. Jack would’ve commented on the greenish hue on his face, but something else caught his attention – something that made him get to his feet and grab his staff. He walked away from the table unthinkingly, heading towards the doors.
“Uh—Jack?” Hiccup called after him, sounding very far away.
Maybe Jack should’ve knocked on wood. He held onto the door so tightly, the floor spinning beneath him. His ears clogged and his lungs stopped responding.
It was snowing.
Has she come? a voice in his head was shrieking. Is it too late?
He jumped when someone touched his shoulder, whirling around.
Hiccup held up his hand. “Sorry. You didn’t hear me, I—I think,” he said. “What’s wrong?”
“Uh—uh…Nothing. It’s fine.” Jack gestured at the sky with what he hoped was a convincing smile. “It’s snowing! Wonderful, right? I have to find Jamie. See you, Hiccup.” He rushed down the stairs before Hiccup could reply.
Jamie met him halfway down to the docks in the middle of the village, and he ran into Jack’s arms without saying a word. “Is she here?” he asked, attempting to yell and whisper at the same time. Baby Tooth was by his shoulder, zipping back and forth in alarm.
Jack held onto Jamie as well, not bothering to hide his distress. He closed his eyes, trying to recall the feeling he’d had right before the battle. The Snow Queen’s mark didn’t hurt, and though Jack didn’t know if it was just his own mind panicking or not, the snow felt sinister and dangerous. He shook his head.
“I don’t—I don’t think so,” he managed. He looked around. The few villagers who were out went about their business, but some of them were giving Jack and Jamie strange looks. Jack gently ushered them to a less busy spot, then kneeled in front of Jamie to get on his eyelevel. “You remember what she said, right? That I—That I had to come to her—”
Jamie’s eyes widened. “What? No! You—”
“I won’t!” Jack quickly interrupted, shaking his head. “I won’t go, alright? We stay together, Jamie, but we can’t…” The words got stuck in his throat, but Jack knew there was no other way. The new bonds he’d formed with Hiccup and all the others, and Stoick and the entire village were just all the more reason for why they had to leave. “We can’t stay here,” he whispered.
“But…where would we go?” Jamie asked. “We don’t know where we are, and—and we’d need a boat or something. Or a dragon. Or a—”
“A ship,” Jack said, bringing his hand to his forehead as an idea hit him. “They’re loading a ship at the docks just now. Trading, Hiccup said – they’re going somewhere else to trade. We can sneak onto that ship and…and…”
Jamie pressed his lips together, waiting doubtfully for the genius conclusion.
Baby Tooth chirped mournfully, and Jack nodded in agreement.
“At least we’ll be somewhere else,” he said, flipping a palm to the sky. Snowflakes landed in his hand, melting as soon as it made contact. “We’d have to leave at some point anyway. If we find other places like that one island, spots that hold magic, then maybe we can get a hold of the Guardians again. And maybe…hopefully, being on the move will make it harder for the Snow Queen to find me.”
Jamie was quiet. “But what about…” he started, glancing back at the village. “What about Brant and the others? What about Hiccup? We can’t just leave without telling them.”
Jack’s brain treacherously replayed Hiccup’s promises of helping them. And then it replayed yesterday, dancing with the others, strangers and not-so-strangers, and friends. It replayed flying with Hiccup and Toothless. It replayed Hiccup’s sleeping face from the several times they’d shared a bed, and how Jack kept re-realizing how wonderful it was to be alive again.
He’d never had this before. Not the first time he was alive, and though the other Guardians were his friends, it was different from just being a next-to-normal teenager with next-to-normal friends. The thought of leaving all that behind almost made his determination crumble completely. Why did everything good in his life have to be taken away from him?
“Jack?”
Jack looked back at Jamie and let out a shaky breath. “We have to,” he whispered. “They’ll never let us leave alone, and I—I can’t put them in any more danger. It’s already bad enough that I can’t protect you.”
Jamie’s lip quivered. He threw his arms around Jack, making a sound like he was choking back a sob. “Okay,” he murmured weakly, pulling back. He nodded in an imitation of resolve. “We can do it. What do we do first?”
Good question. Jack didn’t want to admit that he didn’t have a plan. He was 300 years old, but those years hadn’t prepared him for sneaking off an island on which they had magically appeared after being tossed through time, and on top of that losing his powers, and on top of that making friends who he now didn’t want to let go of.
“They probably have food on the ship,” Jack mused. “I expect the journey will be a few days long. But we’re two people – who need food, I mean, don’t look so affronted, Baby Tooth – so we should get some extra food somehow. And probably some extra clothes too. If we can sneak into the storage Astrid got our clothes from, and then…”
Jamie raised his brows when he trailed off. “And then…?”
“Hiccup still has the crystal,” Jack said.
Jamie said a word his mom would not approve of, making Jack’s jaw drop.
“You—you can’t say tha—” he tried before his words drowned in surprised laughter. Jamie turned pink, struggling to hold back his own giggles. Jack cleared his throat. “Okay. Thank you. Back to business.”
“Don’t tell my mom.”
“I won’t. Alright, we have to get clothes and some food that hopefully won’t go bad and then the crystal from Hiccup before the ship leaves.” Jack twisted his staff nervously. “When does the ship leave?”
Jamie looked in the direction of the docks. “I can ask,” he said. “I’ve talked to them before, so it won’t be weird. You go get the crystal. Do you know where it is?”
“Uh—I’ll know soon.” Jack got to his feet. “Baby Tooth, maybe come with me, in case you can sense the crystal. Jamie, come back to Hiccup’s after you’ve been at the dock, alright?”
Jamie nodded resolutely before running off. Jack was about to do the same, but the second Jamie disappeared around the corner, his body turned awfully heavy, and he leaned on his staff to keep himself upright. Baby Tooth tweeted softly, holding out her hands in a silent question to help. Jack smiled weakly.
“Never gets easier, does it?” he muttered.
Baby Tooth didn’t answer. Jack straightened up and headed for the Haddock house.
It felt weird just walking into the house without knocking or anything, but Jack supposed he’d stayed enough nights to justify it. He glanced around, hoping he didn’t look too much like a boy on the run, before entering. He closed the door behind himself and waited.
“Uh…Hiccup?” he called out, getting no answer. He walked through the room and peeked into Stoick’s bedroom, which was empty. He was alone. “Where would you hide a magic crystal?” he pondered out loud. Baby Tooth shrugged, and Jack hummed thoughtfully. “I guess he probably isn’t hiding it on purpose. He doesn’t even know what it is.”
Baby Tooth’s chirp was hushed, like a whisper.
“No, he can’t know. That would be absurd,” Jack said, biting his lip. “…Right?”
She shrugged again. Nothing was impossible, but if Hiccup had known all along, he would’ve said something, wouldn’t he? Not that Jack had been very open in return…Actually, maybe Hiccup was hiding it from him because he already knew what Jack was hiding.
No. Definitely not. Jack started snooping around the living room, opening chests and drawers. All he found were pieces of silver, weaponry, old drawings and other normal things that were far from magical time crystals. He headed up to Hiccup’s bedroom, glancing nervously at the window Toothless usually came through.
“You don’t think he lost it, right?” Jack asked after a few minutes of searching. He pulled himself up to his feet after pressing down on the floorboards, hoping to find a secret storage space under them. He didn’t. “I mean, if he doesn’t know what it is, then…maybe he just dropped it at some point.”
Baby Tooth didn’t have an answer for him. They went back downstairs to check the floorboards there, but before they got so far, the door opened. Jack froze in place.
“Jack, they—! Oh, there you are.” Jamie had snowflakes in his hair. He pointed urgently the way he’d come. “He said they’re leaving whenever everyone’s ready, which can be at any moment. We have to hurry. Did you find it?”
“Oh, man.” Jack rubbed his forehead and looked around the room again. “No. It’s nowhere. I’m getting a feeling he might’ve lost it.”
Jamie rocked on the balls of his feet. “That would be bad,” he said slowly.
“Feels like it,” Jack replied with an unhelpful shrug.
“I’ll try to stall them,” Jamie said. “Just keep looking!” He turned and ran, closing the door behind himself.
Jack shared a concerned look with Baby Tooth.
“Stall them?” he muttered. “He sounded pretty confident. I hope he knows what he’s doing.”
Jamie didn’t know what he was doing. To be honest, he was pretty terrified about what was to come, so how he was running so determinedly towards the docks right now was something he couldn’t quite explain. Jack telling him they had to leave had hit him like a sledgehammer. Not that he didn’t want to go home, but…he guessed he’d kind of almost resigned himself to the fact that maybe there was no going home. Maybe this was it. It hadn’t been a conscious acceptance, but it was the only thing that could explain the sadness filling up in his chest.
But he understood why they had to leave. The snow had freaked Jamie out as well, and he’d sort of guessed the news was coming before Jack had even told him.
Brant and the others had been confused when Jamie suddenly bolted. It was right after Hildur had cheered, “It’s snowing!” too. Well, most of them had been confused. Brant had seemed…Jamie didn’t know what exactly. He’d been acting a bit odd lately, and Jamie was almost afraid to find out why.
He was just about to thunder down the ramps to the docks when his path was abruptly blocked.
“What are you doing?” Undis yelled in his face, making Jamie let out a surprised yelp. Undis barked a laugh. “Did your voice just crack?”
“No,” Jamie protested, eyes flickering nervously from Undis to Hildur and Brant as they came up to her side. “Nothing. Just gonna talk to the—the boat people.”
“Why?” Brant asked. “Jamie, you’re acting weird.”
Jamie shifted his weight from foot to foot. “No, I’m not.”
“Just saying ‘no, I’m not’ is not gonna make you any less weird,” Hildur said, crossing her arms.
“Okay, well…” Jamie threw out his arms. “It’s really none of your business anyway, so if you can just let me past—”
Undis stepped in his way again.
“Or not,” he grumbled.
“What isn’t our business?” Hildur demanded. “Why did you turn all—all pale and scared just then?”
Jamie opened his mouth to answer but realized he didn’t know what to say. He couldn’t come up with a lie on the spot, and the ship could be leaving any second. He looked desperately to each of them, before his eyes landed on Brant.
“I don’t know if you’ve believed anything I’ve told you,” he said, “but it’s got something to do with that, and I need—It’s crucial that I stop the ship from leaving for long enough to—” He cut himself off, glancing nervously at Undis and Hildur.
“To what?” Brant whispered, eyes wide.
Jamie opened and closed his mouth. “I’ll tell you if you help me,” he said.
The trio exchanged looks. Hildur shrugged.
“What do you want us to do?” she asked.
Jack groaned in frustration when every inch of the floor – even in Stoick’s bedroom – had been checked and still he’d found nothing.
“This is impossible,” he muttered. “Maybe he’s hidden it with Astrid or something. Are you sure it wasn’t still in Toothless’ satchel?”
Baby Tooth nodded resolutely.
Jack ran a hand over his face. “We can’t leave without it. It’s too dangerous,” he said, walking back over to a chest he’d already looked through. “Even if it doesn’t seem like it’s doing anything, it…it might be doing something. And in Hiccup’s hands, what if he—”
“Who are you talking to?”
Jack felt his soul leave his body. He shot to his feet and whirled around to see Hiccup standing in the stairway, with Toothless’ head poking down from the bedroom.
“You…came through the window?” Jack asked, trying hopelessly to act innocent. He’d been caught with his hand in the cookie jar; there was no way he could get out of this one.
Hiccup didn’t look amused. He walked down the rest of the stairs, Toothless close on his heel. It would’ve felt threatening if Toothless didn’t just look mildly curious, but Jack was suddenly very happy that he was on their good side. He only hoped it would stay that way, even after this conversation.
“What are you doing?” Hiccup asked.
Jack didn’t know what to answer. He glanced at the door, wondering if it was still snowing, and what Jamie was doing right now. Then he looked back at Hiccup. He couldn’t come up with a lie, but maybe that was just as good; he didn’t want to lie anymore. They were about to leave anyway, one way or another.
No more lies. No more almost-truths. No more Berk. No more Hiccup.
“I’m looking for something,” Jack said. He reached into his boot and produced the two crystals, holding them out for Hiccup to see. “Unless you lost it, I know you have one of them. I need it back.”
Hiccup’s eyes widened. Confusion and guilt passed over his face. “I—How did you…” he stammered, before shaking his head. He reached into a satchel tied to his thigh and brought out the third crystal, but didn’t hold it out to Jack. He locked it inside his fist. “What are they?” he asked, setting his jaw decisively.
Jack shrugged. “Crystals.”
“Are they valuable?”
“To me, they are.”
Hiccup pressed his lips together before opening them again. “How did you know I had it?”
“I…I got a glance of it, back at Jotun Island. I’ve been looking for it since, but I didn’t want to…” He gestured at the chest he’d just been looking through.
“You could’ve just asked,” Hiccup said, and Jack swallowed nervously at his accusing tone. “Instead of—of rummaging through our private belongings without permission. I let you stay here because I trust you, Jack. Why do you…” He trailed off and just shook his head exasperatedly. “What’s different now? What was that—that reaction back at the Great Hall about?”
It was true that Hiccup wasn’t okay with the half-truths. Jack had known that all along, but seeing the definite proof of it like this still made his chest constrict painfully. He looked down at the floor, trying to force himself to come up with some kind of explanation – some kind of lie – but his heart wasn’t in it. He sighed shakily, closing his eyes.
“Jamie and I have to leave. Today.”
There was a long pause. Jack opened his eyes.
“You—What?” Hiccup said. There was a soft laugh in his words, as if he desperately wanted to believe that Jack was joking. Then his face fell. “Why? What’s going on?”
“I can’t tell you,” Jack said hopelessly.
“Why not?” Hiccup snapped. Finally, Jack thought to himself. Hiccup threw his arms out in frustration. “How can it be less dangerous to keep all of this to yourself, Jack? Why won’t you let me help you?”
“Because I—I can’t,” Jack repeated, doing his best to keep his voice steady. “I can’t let you get involved. I don’t want to put you in danger.” He held out his hand to him. His fingers were shaking. “The crystal, Hiccup.”
Hiccup shook his head but took a few steps closer. “How are you supposed to leave?”
“The trading ship.”
“Does that mean you’ve planned this?”
Jack almost laughed. “I’ve never planned anything in my entire life,” he said.
Hiccup didn’t open his hand. “And then what? You don’t know the Archipelago. You know next to nothing about dragons. You don’t know anything of what’s out there, I—I don’t understand, Jack! Can’t you at least try to explain?”
Jack’s throat ached. “I…” he started, but his voice wavered. He took a deep breath. “I’m being followed. Someone wants me dead.”
It was the wrong thing to say.
“What?” Hiccup almost shrieked. “By who?”
“I can’t tell you!” Jack yelled and set into a restless pace. “Hiccup, they are the ones who invaded Berk. They came here because of me, and if I stay here, they’ll be back. I’ve put your lives in danger by just being here, so I—I have to leave. I might know a way to get home, but I need the crystal for that, Hiccup, so give it to me.” He stopped in front of him, holding out his palm.
Hiccup’s eyes were wide, and they looked a little shinier than usual. But when he didn’t show any sign to accept Jack’s demand, it didn’t stop Jack from gripping his arm, attempting to wrestle the crystal off him.
“Jack, what the—” Hiccup yelped. “Stop it!”
“You stop! Give me the—”
“I can’t just let you go on your own!”
“You can’t force me to stay, Hiccup!”
“Jack—!”
Toothless gave a sudden growl that made Jack jump away in alarm. His teeth were out but at least he was snarling at both Jack and Hiccup, demanding they stop fighting.
Hiccup’s breath was heavy. “I…” he started, an almost desperate look in his eyes. “Isn’t there some other way?”
Jack swallowed thickly. He shook his head.
“You said you’d tell me the truth one day.”
“Maybe. I thought I had more time.”
Hiccup’s brows furrowed. “Well…Maybe you do,” he said, and there was a slight change in his voice. The authoritative one, Jack thought to himself.
Hiccup opened his palm to reveal the crystal and held it out. Jack tentatively walked forward, almost expecting some kind of trick. As he took it, Hiccup’s free hand covered Jack’s. Jack stopped breathing for a moment and sent Hiccup a wary look. Hiccup’s lower lip trembled slightly before he spoke.
“I promised I’d help you,” he said softly.
Jack felt like crying. It would’ve been easier if they’d just kept wrestling.
“You have,” he said, taken aback by the intensity in Hiccup’s eyes. It was in moments like these where Jack really felt the weight of all those years in solitude.
“No. I said I’d help you get home, and I will,” he said. He seemed slightly uncertain of his words – probably already mapping out the best way to go about this in his head – but didn’t let go of Jack’s hand. “We can take Toothless. It’s faster that way.”
Jack stared at him. “You—What? No, you can’t—you can’t just leave Berk, Hiccup,” he protested, giving a surprised laugh. His heart was doing some funny motions in his chest. “You’re the chief’s son—”
“Keyword being ‘son’,” Hiccup insisted. “Stoick runs things around here, and he’s used to me disappearing sometimes.”
“Not for that long!”
“Uh, yeah, we were gone for months when we lived on Outpost Island.”
Jack closed his eyes at the thought of roaming the Archipelago in search of magic with the whole dragon riding gang, and quickly shook his head. “Not happening. The twins hate me. Snotlout—Gods, no. It’s too dangerous.”
“More dangerous than being alone?” Hiccup challenged. “We’re used to dangerous, Jack.”
“Hiccup! Are you listening to me?” Jack clamped his hand around Hiccup’s urgently. “You don’t know who I am. You don’t know what you’re getting yourself into! Hiccup, I—” He shook his head, his mind racing to find the right words to make him understand, but nothing seemed completely right when he couldn’t tell the truth. He sighed deeply and loosened his grip on Hiccup’s hand. “I don’t want you to come with me. My answer is no.”
The heartbreak on Hiccup’s face forced Jack to look away, and when he pulled his hand back, Hiccup didn’t try to stop him. Jack put the three crystals back in his boot.
“Just…” Jack started. He wasn’t able to meet Hiccup’s eyes. “I just want you to—to understand that my time here has been…” He struggled to find words that properly described his feelings for the silly little island that was Berk, and everything on it. He owed Hiccup that much. “…better than anything I ever hoped to experience. Dragons and…Vikings and everything.”
“Jack…”
“Especially you,” Jack said, and managed to glance up at him. “Sorry for being so…like this all the time. I know you just wanted to help. Thank you.” He paused to steady his breathing then sent Hiccup one last smile. “I’m sorry.”
When he walked out the door and into the falling snow, Hiccup again made no move to stop him.
Baby Tooth landed on Jack’s shoulder as he trudged towards the docks. They’d have to figure out the problem with clothes and food later. Hopefully the traders had enough to spare to a couple of stowaways, and ideally they wouldn’t throw them overboard. Right now, just getting on the ship was all that mattered.
He left footprints in the snow and told himself that that was the reason he looked back. Just to see how fast the snow was settling on the ground, and not to wonder if the Haddocks’ front door would open. Jack wasn’t sure if he would be able to refuse him a second time.
Baby Tooth made a soft noise. Jack didn’t answer. He turned back ahead and hurried to the docks.
What awaited him there was unexpected to say the least. Brant, Hildur and Undis had somehow climbed up the mast and were making dragon squawks at the men trying to coax them down. Jack hurried down the ramps, then almost yelped when someone grabbed his hand and pulled him behind a huge storage box.
“What took you so long?” Jamie hissed.
It took a moment for Jack to find his voice. “Uh. Just…stuff. How long have they been doing that?”
“Too long. If we’re sneaking in, this is our best shot.”
Jack sent him a look. “You’ve gotten a little too good at mischief lately,” he told him.
Jamie grinned. “Learned from the best.”
Jack glanced up the ramp and then around the docks, but everyone present seemed focused on the three monkeys in the mast. He took Jamie’s hand and they sped across the pier, hopping onto the ship. As a cargo ship and not a longship, it was a bit heavier and a part of it was enclosed to shelter the goods. Jack and Jamie squeezed in between the boxes and barrels and ended up behind a wheelbarrow with woolen blankets and furs. That could come in handy.
Brant, Undis and Hildur noticed Jamie’s absence from the box Jamie had previously been hiding behind, and one by one climbed down the mast like it was the easiest thing in the world. Jack wondered if they did this often. It made him wonder what Jamie had been up to lately.
Brant briefly met Jamie’s eyes as the three of them were ushered off the ship, and Jamie gave him a thumbs up. Brant smiled, then ran away with Undis and Hildur.
Jack laughed incredulously. “Good job,” he told Jamie, ruffling his hair.
They remained in the same spot as the traders finished their preparations, only sinking further back behind the wheelbarrow. Jack used his cloak to cover them both.
“Comfortable?” Jack asked after a few quiet minutes.
“Not particularly,” Jamie whispered back.
“Me neither.”
They both started at the sound of the sail unfurling. The ship jolted into movement. The wintery air was filled with the sound of waves, wind, groaning oars and grunting sailors. Jack dreaded the moment he and Jamie would have to reveal themselves, because that probably meant they’d have to help with the rowing.
Baby Tooth was flying around somewhere, and for once, Jack envied her invisibility. His knees were already starting to ache, and his hip was digging into the floor. Jamie lay right next to him, completely still. No, not completely – he was shivering.
“Are you cold?” Jack whispered.
Jamie shook his head.
“Scared?”
There was a pause. “A little,” he admitted. He sniffled.
Jack let out a shaky sigh and ran his hand through his hair. “We’ll be alright,” he told him.
“I know.”
He wondered if he meant it.
The groaning of the oars came to a halt. “What’s that?” one of the traders grunted.
The ship shuddered, dipping violently to one side. Jack and Jamie exchanged alarmed looks. Were they being attacked or something? Jack’s mind quickly rewound back to Hawthorne, telling stories to the children in the village about pirates and Vikings and cannons blowing their ships to splinters. But the shudder had been way too small for that, and the sailors weren’t screaming. So then what?
“Something wrong, Hiccup?”
Jack closed his eyes and held back a curse. “That stubborn, little—”
“Uh, sort of,” Hiccup said, sounding distracted. “Don’t worry about it. Did you see anyone board the ship before you left?”
Baby Tooth popped up in front of Jack’s face, chirping shrilly.
“I’m aware,” Jack replied in quiet hiss.
“Why’s he here?” Jamie whispered. He sounded a little too happy about it, and worst of all, Jack couldn’t blame him without being hypocritical.
“Aside from those kids?” one of the men asked. “You going somewhere, Hiccup? Another training drill?”
“Uh. Yeah. Training drill. Are you sure?”
“Sure about what?”
“That nobody boarded the ship?”
Jack gritted his teeth and threw off his cloak, getting to his feet. “Are you really that dense, Hiccup?” he barked as he stumbled out into the light. “What are you doing?”
The traders looked baffled. “The Overland boys?” one of them spluttered. “How did you—” Then he gasped. “The kids – it was a diversion.”
Hiccup’s eyes were annoyingly bright, relief washing over his expression as he looked at Jack and Jamie. “Clever,” he commented.
“It was Jamie’s idea,” Jack said, giving credit where credit was due. He tried very hard to keep a serious face, but couldn’t completely fend off the smile fighting its way onto his face. “Hiccup—”
“I can’t stop you from leaving,” Hiccup interrupted, walking up to him. “But you can’t stop me from coming with you either.”
Jamie’s eyes were wide as they flickered between the two of them. “What? What’s going on?”
Jack bit the inside of his cheek. He didn’t know what to say. “Can you stop doing that?” he asked him.
Hiccup blinked. “Doing what?”
“That—this—” Jack gestured frustratedly at him. “This whole thing. I’m trying to keep you safe, and you just won’t take a hint.”
“I got the hint,” Hiccup argued. “Though, it was more like a direct order than a hint. Anyway, I’m ignoring it.”
“Hiccup—”
“Jack.” Hiccup put his hands on Jack’s upper arms, staring intently at him. “I don’t care what kind of trouble you’re in. And I don’t care about—about whatever it is you feel like you have to hide from me. Because maybe I don’t know all of you, but I know a whole lot, and of what I do know…” He struggled with his words for a moment, but his grip didn’t loosen. “I know that you’re a good person. And you’re my friend. Both of you.” He smiled down at Jamie, before looking back at Jack again. “If helping you is dangerous, then it’s a risk I want to take.”
Jack was at a total loss of words. He didn’t dare move a muscle, very aware of Hiccup’s hands around his arms. Behind Hiccup, the traders were exchanging looks, shifting awkwardly. They probably hadn’t expected to witness any heartfelt declarations of friendship on this voyage.
“Hiccup…” Jamie started in a small voice, as if he was afraid to break the silence. He smiled uncertainly at Jack. “Hiccup knows the Archipelago better than anyone.”
“That’s what I said,” Hiccup said.
“You didn’t say that,” Jack argued. “You just said I didn’t.”
“Well—same difference.” Hiccup let his hands fall, and looked between the two of them. “That, and surely it’s more efficient to find your way home on dragonback than on a trading ship.”
Jamie gripped urgently onto Jack’s sleeve. He looked pleadingly up at him.
Jack already knew he wouldn’t be able to resist Hiccup twice. Jamie’s puppy dog eyes on top of it was just redundant. And his face must’ve given away this fact before he even said anything, because something lit up in Hiccup’s eyes, and he grinned a toothy grin. Jack sighed, unable to stop himself from smiling as well.
“Okay,” he said. “But—” He held up a hand before Hiccup could get too excited. He weighed his words, wary of their audience. “Just…keep—try to keep an open mind. Things aren’t always as they seem.”
Hiccup frowned. “Okay…very mysterious,” he commented, but nodded. “I will.”
Jack smiled gratefully. “Good.” Then he looked around and shifted awkwardly. “Um. Hi,” he said to the traders. “Sorry for intruding. I guess we will be leaving now?”
“Toothless,” Hiccup called, walking over to the dragon. He ran his hand over his snout and head. “Ready for a journey, bud?”
Toothless burbled happily in response, sending Jack and Jamie a look Jack swore seemed expectant. Hiccup climbed onto his back and beckoned Jack and Jamie to follow. Jamie went first, all but shaking with excitement. His last flight with Toothless had been short and they’d had other things to think about back then; now he had an entire adventure on dragonback to look forward to. Hiccup let him sit in front. Jack climbed up behind Hiccup.
“Do we know where to go?” Jack whispered in English to Baby Tooth, as she settled on his shoulder. She shrugged. “I guess we’ll find out on the way.”
“Ready?” Hiccup asked.
“Absolutely,” Jamie said delightedly.
Hiccup changed the gear and patted Toothless lightly on the head. “Let’s go, bud.”
And they took to the skies.
Notes:
A small thing that my beta pointed out to me when we went through this chapter: Hiccup "knocks on wood" in response to Jack's musings, but what is funny is that he knocks on the table specifically; in Norwegian (though I know it's obviously not the same as they spoke back then, it's still kinda funny and fitting to me lmao) the saying "knock on wood" translates to "knock on the table" which is what Hiccup is doing. Meanwhile, Jack thinks to himself that maybe he should've knocked on wood as well, because that's what he thought Hiccup was doing, not the table specifically. Anyway. It seemed clever to me. (Even if it wasn't on purpose.)
On a more important note, this chapter feels to me like the end of act one. I suppose, at least in theatre, act two tends to be longer than act one. I'm not sure if that is the case for this fic, so I'll just say that at least plotwise, it feels like we've hit the halfway point. Who knows what will happen now? (I do. Well. Somewhat.)
My friend drew the lovely Snow, but for some reason I can't create a link, but PLEASE check it out it's wonderful: https://katsuki-skates.tumblr.com/post/189276919489/my-interpretation-of-jjackfrost-s-character-from
I also want to apologize for not answering every comment. Of course I'm still reading them and yelling about them and bragging about them to my friends, they all make me really happy, so please never stop! :D
Chapter 22: Hiccup abandons a kid in the woods
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Hiccup pretended desperately that his heart wasn’t beating a million times a minute as Toothless leaped off the trading ship. Jack had his staff by his side and his free arm was wrapped around Hiccup’s waist. In front, Jamie laughed happily as they ascended, looking over the side and down at the ocean as the ship became smaller and smaller beneath them.
He almost couldn’t believe that had worked. A part of him had been ready to fly back to Berk, rejected and inconsolable, as Jack and Jamie ventured forward to a place where Hiccup would probably never see them again. At the same time, he knew that option had always been out of the question. Any person who’d ever called him stubborn was completely right; he was stubborn, and he would not leave Jack and Jamie to figure this out alone.
And that wasn’t just because of the realization he’d had last night. Jack was first and foremost his friend, and so was Jamie. He’d never forgive himself if he just let them march into what was possibly certain death. And right in the beginning of winter too…What were they thinking?
Hiccup could only guess it all had something to do with winter, judging by Jack’s reaction to the first snow. He wondered if this meant he’d get some more answers in the near future. Keep an open mind, Jack had said. Hiccup didn’t know what that was supposed to make him feel.
“So,” he said as they ascended above the cloud layer, where the air was crisp but snow-free. “Where are you heading?”
There was no immediate answer.
“Um…somewhere else,” Jack eventually said. “Wherever the traders were heading is probably a good start.”
“A good start…of what?”
“Well, it’s not like we know where we’re going exactly,” Jack said, as if that was obvious. “We just have to move, and find…find what we’re looking for, hopefully.”
“Hopefully,” Hiccup repeated. Jack only hummed in response, and he held back a sigh. “Could I ask what that is, exactly?”
Jack was quiet. Jamie glanced back at him, biting his lip.
“I get a feeling you’ll probably find out soon enough,” Jack then muttered, and before Hiccup could ask him to elaborate, he changed the subject: “Did you tell anyone before you left? Will people come looking for us?”
“Not really,” Hiccup said. “I was sort of in a hurry. I guessed you didn’t pack extra clothes since you said you hadn’t planned this. A little bit of food too, and some silver. The islands of the Archipelago are mostly abandoned except for the wildlife, but there are a few villages here and there that we can seek shelter in.”
Jack whistled. “You’ve really thought this through.”
“One of us has to do it.”
“Alright, you don’t have to be cheeky.” There was a smile in Jack’s voice. “Didn’t anyone question you running about?”
Hiccup shrugged. “Not more than they questioned you suddenly running off,” he replied. Then he hesitated. “I did pass Astrid, and I told her I had to go for a little while. Like I said, people are used to me disappearing, but…usually not by myself, and usually not for too long. They might come looking for us after a few days.” There was a pause. “I still don’t understand why the gang couldn’t come along.”
“Are you kidding?” Jack said. “We’d never get anything done.”
Hiccup snorted. “They’re not the most…sensible people around, but we work well together in a pinch,” he said. “And they’re loyal, too.”
Jack thumped his forehead against Hiccup’s back. “It’s complicated,” he mumbled. “I kind of wish they could come too, but…it would just make things more difficult.”
The words made Hiccup’s heart sink in his chest but he nodded. “If you say so,” he said warily. It had been a long while since he’d done anything without his friends but reminded himself that they were still three people and a Night Fury. Flying into the unknown wasn’t a new experience; this was just another adventure. That’s what he told himself, anyway, and pretended the lack of knowledge didn’t frustrate him.
Silence settled over them for a minute or so. Jamie shuddered slightly, and Hiccup pretended not to notice him pressing into his chest for warmth.
“The trip isn’t too long,” Hiccup said. “A few of days by boat, much less on dragonback. So if I understood you correctly, you just have to…travel around, looking for…whatever it is you’re looking for?”
“Pretty much, yeah,” Jack said. “Uh, it’s…There’s these…signs.”
Hiccup nodded slowly. “Signs.”
“Mhm.”
“Are you looking for someone or something?”
“Uh…Both?”
Jamie sent Jack a doubtful look, but kept his mouth shut. Obviously, he left Jack in charge of keeping or revealing their secrets, but there was something about his expression – a slight exasperation – that made it seem like he wished Jack would just spill already. Hiccup could relate.
Jack seemed to catch the look as well, because he sighed heavily. “Look, Hiccup, I—”
“I know. You want to tell me, you just can’t.”
“Well, you’re here, so maybe I’ll be forced to tell you at some point anyway,” Jack said, and there was a slight edge to his voice. He paused, and when he spoke again, his tone had softened. “Okay, I…Remember those friends I talked about? North and the others?”
Jamie looked back with wide eyes. “You did about them,” he said. “When?”
“A while ago,” Jack admitted. “I said they were people I worked with, right?”
Hiccup nodded. “Yes, and…something about teeth and eggs. They seem like strange people, overall. No offense.”
Jamie laughed, and Jack sounded like he was suppressing a giggle when he spoke again:
“None taken. They are strange people.” His staff flipped in the air, somehow without hitting anyone, and it was the only thing that exposed Jack’s nervousness. “I might know a way to find them again. A sort of…trail. I just don’t know where to look exactly. But once I find it, I’ll know.”
“So…” Hiccup started. “You’re looking for something that you don’t know what is…but you’ll know when you find it, and that’s a clue to—to help you get back home?”
“I think so.”
“You think—Okay.” Hiccup chewed on his lip for a moment. He didn’t know what he could say in reply that sounded supportive, but he guessed Jack would notice the insincerity anyway, so he decided to say what he really meant: “That sounds, uh…insane.”
Jack hummed noncommittally. “I’m sure it’ll all work out in the end,” he said, then moved his hand to Hiccup’s shoulder, squeezing it lightly. “You still have the choice to turn back, Hiccup,” he told him.
“Fat chance. You’ve captured my curiosity now.”
Jamie sent him a bright smile. “I’m glad you’re here,” he told him earnestly, and Hiccup’s heart melted a little. “Could you teach me how to ride a dragon now?”
Hiccup had to laugh. “And here I thought you were just glad to have me here,” he said, reaching past Jamie to pet Toothless’ head. “But don’t worry, I’m used to being outshined by this guy.”
Jamie faltered. “Uh—No, I’m—That wasn’t—”
“I’m happy to see Toothless too,” Jack interrupted, and Hiccup could all but hear the devious grin in his voice. And then he could see it too, because Jack had leaned over his shoulder, and their eyes met for the first time since mounting Toothless.
Something in Hiccup’s chest jolted almost painfully, and he dreaded the fact that it would probably keep doing that several times a day from now on. He managed to send him a sardonic smile.
“I’ll stop being cheeky when you stop being cheeky,” he told him, and Jack laughed.
Turned out riding a dragon got less exciting after an hour or so in freezing temperatures. That, and Toothless was carrying a bit of luggage, so passing time by doing loops or dives was out of the question. (The fact that Hiccup tried telling them doing loops and dives wouldn’t pass time, just waste it, was unimportant.)
Jack made an unhappy noise, knocking his head into Hiccup’s back out of boredom. “We there yet?”
“About three minutes closer than when you asked the last time,” Hiccup replied.
“Three minutes?” Jamie moaned dramatically. “How’s it only been three minutes? Should we play I spy?”
Jack looked around. “I spy with my little eye…something white.”
“Clouds,” Hiccup and Jamie said at the same time.
“Great work, guys.”
Silence settled over them again.
“I spy with my little eye something black,” Jamie said.
“Toothless,” Hiccup suggested.
Jack huffed a laugh. “I spy with my little eye,” he said, glancing at Baby Tooth, “something…green-ish, blue-ish, kinda small…”
Baby Tooth sent him a sour look, her chirp as dry as a tooth fairy could possibly sound.
“What are you talking about right now?” Hiccup said with a small laugh, while Jamie just shook his head.
Baby Tooth tweeted again, and this time her tone had changed. Jack sent her an alarmed look.
“Maybe—maybe if we go back below the cloud layer,” he said, trying to make it sound like a casual suggestion. “How do you even know if we’re there?”
Hiccup shook his head. “We still have quite a bit to go, but sure. Might be more eventful.” They dipped back down through the clouds, and the ocean came into view. It wasn’t snowing here, so they could see a lot further. “Wait,” Hiccup said, straightening up. “Is that…”
Jack spotted what he was seeing as well: The silhouette of an island on the horizon. “Oh, are we there?” he asked.
“No,” Hiccup said, distraught. “I’ve never seen this island before. But that doesn’t make sense – we’ve flown this route several times, so…” He trailed off.
Jamie turned around to give them a wary look. “Do you think we’ve gone off course?” he asked in a small voice. “Are we lost?”
“No,” Hiccup said, but he didn’t sound so sure. “No…I’ll just have to check my map. We must’ve missed it before, somehow.”
Jack glanced at Baby Tooth, then placed a hand on Hiccup’s shoulder. “Land there,” he said. “It sounds important, like a sign or something.”
“That’s the kind of signs you were talking about?” Hiccup asked. “Like, from the gods?”
“I don’t know. Maybe,” Jack said with a shrug. “It’s worth a shot.”
Hiccup made a low hum and nodded. “I’d like to check it out too,” he murmured. “We can’t just have missed it…maybe it’s already on the map and I’ve just forgotten about it…somehow.” He scratched his head.
Jack exchanged a meaningful look with Baby Tooth. This had magic written all over it.
The island was mostly covered by a thick forest, with a small mountain rising in the center. It wasn’t very big, which might explain why Hiccup didn’t know about it – at least that’s what he kept telling himself as they landed by the shore. The sea around the island looked cold and dark, and the woods even darker. The pine trees looked green and lively close to the water, but it seemed they got greyer and deader further into the island – but that might just be the shadow of the mountain and the general depressing weather.
Jack hopped off Toothless and followed Baby Tooth, taking a few steps in between the trees. He swallowed thickly. These woods seemed very abandoned and not as welcoming as the forest back on Berk. Just looking into it made Jack feel like the trees were trying to tell him to leave.
On the other hand, it didn’t feel special, in the magical sense. It just looked creepy. But Jack never felt anything; it was Baby Tooth he needed to look to, and Baby Tooth was flying curiously among the trees.
A few meters behind, Hiccup had unfurled a map – a map which he should probably consider redrawing on a bigger piece of parchment, because it didn’t look like that patchwork would prevail for much longer – and was muttering to himself. Jamie looked over his shoulder with wide eyes, interrupting Hiccup’s muttering with question upon question as he pointed to the different locations Hiccup had drawn onto the map.
Jack sent Baby Tooth a wary look. “What do you think?” he whispered.
Baby Tooth shrugged but looked guilty about it. Jack nodded.
“Let’s just take a look around, then. Before the weather catches up to us.” He turned and walked back into the light. “Did you figure it out?” he asked Hiccup. He crouched beside him to look at the map then immediately understood Jamie’s excitement. He whistled. “Did you make this?”
Hiccup hummed, but Jack wasn’t sure if he’d heard him. “It should be around here,” he mumbled, pointing at an empty space on the map, “and it can’t be further that way, because that would put it on the course to…That doesn’t make any sense. The weather’s been clear enough too, surely…?”
Jack met Jamie’s eyes. Jamie shrugged.
“Hiccup,” Jack said, and somehow succeeded in grabbing his attention. “It’s a big ocean. You probably just missed it.”
“Or maybe we weren’t mean to find it until now,” Jamie said, earning a bewildered look from Hiccup. He shrugged. “What do we know?”
“That doesn’t—” Hiccup started, but closed his mouth in resignation. He pulled out a piece of coal and made a small cross where he thought the island would be, before rolling the map up and putting it away. He let his eyes glide over the treetops and came to a stop at the mountain. “Well…I guess we’ll just have to explore it, then.”
Jack nodded, looking back at the forest. “Glad we’re on the same page,” he said, though there was a long list of things that he’d rather be doing than walking blindly into a dark forest. He’d already done that a few times too many.
Toothless offered a bit of comfort as they ventured into the dark, because no matter what they would meet in there – dragon or otherwise – or if they’d meet anything at all, they probably stood a chance. Maybe it was a good thing that Hiccup and Toothless came along after all. Despite Jack’s apprehension, he led the way – well, Baby Tooth led the way, but as far as Hiccup knew, Jack led the way – up what could sort of look like a path if he squinted.
Despite being the middle of the day, the sun was already beginning to set. Along with the clouds blocking most of the sunlight out, the woods seemed almost unnaturally dark. The trees grew close together, the canopy blocking out most of the sky. Jack placed his staff in front of himself for every step, like a support cane.
Jamie came up to his side, taking a hold of his arm. “What’s she saying?” he whispered in English, nodding towards Baby Tooth.
“Not much,” Jack admitted. “I just think she feels something here.”
“Something good?”
“I don’t know.”
Jamie swallowed. “Great,” he croaked.
Hiccup was studying the environment as if he was still trying to convince himself that he actually had been here before. He ran his hand over tree bark and peered at the ground, glancing at Toothless every now and then whenever Toothless’ ears perked up. “I don’t think there are any dragons here,” he said after a few minutes. “Strange…I’d think at least a few breeds would migrate—”
A distant noise echoed through the forest, faint and shrill. They all froze and listened.
“…A bird?” Jack suggested.
“Probably,” Hiccup agreed, a little too quickly.
They kept walking. As Jack had observed from the sky, the trees seemed to gradually die as they journey deeper into the woods. Some had fallen over, some looked like they’d been hit by lightning. Jack pushed low-hanging branches out of their way, prickling himself on brown pine needles. Baby Tooth kept leading them forward, zipping out of their sight sometimes then reappearing a few seconds later.
“It’ll be dark soon,” Hiccup warned.
Jack silently cursed whoever was responsible for the few hours of sunlight during winter. Maybe that was the Moon too. It wouldn’t surprise him.
“How far is it to the trading spot?”
“Um…Far. But there’s somewhere we can stop for the night – a sort of rest area. The traders might stop there, but they won’t be there anytime soon.” Hiccup shuddered, coming up to Jack’s other side. “Is it just me, or is this place unbelievably creepy?”
Jack gave a halfhearted chuckle. “No, it’s not just you.”
They came to another halt when the same sound as earlier split the grim silence, this time closer than before. Jack’s chest tightened; it didn’t sound much like a bird at all this time.
“Was that—”
They heard it again. It sounded like someone screaming.
Jack started towards the sound automatically, quickly followed by the others. They pushed through bushes and dodged tree roots, going as fast as they could without tripping. Toothless did his best at weaving through the trees, but the difficulty he was having proved what might be the reason for the lack of dragons on this island. He was just too big.
Meanwhile, Jack ran ahead, calling out to whoever the voice belonged to.
“Jack, hold on!” Hiccup yelled behind him. “You’re going to hurt yourself! It’s too—”
Jack should’ve listened; before Hiccup could finish his sentence, Jack stepped on some soggy leaves and went tumbling down a slope. Pain exploded in his shoulder, but at least the slope wasn’t very deep, and he came to a disoriented stop at the bottom.
“Jack!” Jamie yelled.
“I’m okay,” he croaked, staggering to his feet. He hoped no one heard that tiny squeak of pain that escaped him.
“Did you reopen the wound?” Hiccup asked and had the genius idea of riding Toothless down the hill instead of attempting to descend it. He, Jamie and Toothless – and of course, Baby Tooth – arrived at the bottom of the slope unharmed.
“Dunno,” Jack said absentmindedly, straining his ears. He’d lost his sense of direction. “Who could be out here? I didn’t see any ships around the island.”
Hiccup slid off Toothless and looked around uneasily. “I don’t know,” he said. “Are you sure that was a person?”
“It sounded like someone calling for help,” Jamie said.
There was a tense pause. Jack turned around.
“Hello?” he bellowed into the silence.
Seconds ticked by. And then…
It was faint, but it was there. Whoever they were, it didn’t sound like they were fine…and the voice seemed thin and high-pitched as well. It sounded young.
“Come on,” Jack said, following the voice.
The woods kept getting darker, but there was still enough light to see most of their surroundings. It obscured Jack’s vision just the right amount to make his heart jolt every time he saw a shape in the shadows, but it always turned out to just be a vaguely human-shaped bush or a tree. He looked back on several occasions to make sure the others were still behind him, and for each time he wondered if he would be able to retrace their steps if he tried. With Toothless, getting lost in the woods wasn’t a problem, but the fear of it was still in the back of his mind. It felt as if the surroundings changed as they passed them.
Baby Tooth chirped uneasily, unable to choose between flying ahead and hovering right next to Jack’s face. Obviously, she hadn’t recovered from Jotun Island. As if any of them had.
“It’s fine,” Jack whispered to her. “Right? You don’t feel anything bad, right?”
She could only shrug in reply. She sensed something, and maybe she didn’t sense anything evil, but she didn’t sense anything good either. With Gothi’s reaction to the old symbols in mind, they couldn’t trust Baby Tooth’s judgment anymore. Jack suspected it was because whatever kind of magic and spirits roamed these lands, they were too ancient for Baby Tooth to properly understand. And until they found out whether or not they were walking on dangerous ground, they just had to play a painstakingly tense game of hide the thimble…except it was starting to feel like the “thimble” was the entire island.
Could an entire island be magic? If Jack took out the crystal and touched it right now, would it take him to the future again?
Hiccup made a choked noise. “I see someone,” he whispered.
They all froze. Jack tried to follow his gaze but didn’t see anything until he walked right up to Hiccup and even then, he would’ve missed it if he hadn’t heard the faint sounds of sniffling.
“Hello?” he tried again, soft as not to frighten the person.
The figure jolted upright, and the dim light shone down on their face. Jack felt his jaw drop.
“It’s…it’s just a kid,” he whispered.
The child got to their feet. They looked like a boy, though it was hard to tell in the dim light. He had longish, stringy, black hair and a pale, tear-streaked face. His clothes were all but rags, and he was skinny, almost malnourished. He couldn’t be more than eight, Jack guessed. But what was he doing here alone? And why did he look like he’d been out here for days already?
Jack took a careful step forward, holding his hands up. “Hey there,” he said in a reassuring tone. “It’s okay.”
The kid sniffled again and took a step backwards. He didn’t say anything.
“Were you the one yelling just now?” Jack asked. “Did you call for help?”
It took him a few seconds before Jack realized the child’s fearful eyes weren’t directed at him – they were directed at Toothless. Jack motioned for them to stay back then smiled kindly at the boy.
“Toothless won’t hurt you. He’s a good dragon.”
“I can’t…” the boy started. His voice was thin and shaky. “I can’t find my family.”
Jack’s smile wavered, but he nodded. “Do you want us to help you find them?” he offered. The boy didn’t answer, but he shifted restlessly. “How long ago since you saw them last?”
The boy intertwined his fingers. “I’m not sure,” he mumbled, sounding close to tears again. “Not that long, I think. I was just…I was just exploring, and then…” He choked on a sob, hiding his face in his hands.
“Hey, it’s fine,” Jack soothed, taking a couple of steps closer again. “We’ll help you, alright? We’ll find your family.”
The boy peeked out between his fingers, before slowly letting his hands fall. “You shouldn’t follow strangers in the woods,” he said, and he sounded like he was trying to channel the same kind of authority a mother would have with those words.
Jack laughed softly. “You’re right,” he said. “But this is different. Only this time. Once we find your family, the rule will be in effect again, alright?”
He seemed to consider this for a moment, then eventually nodded. He took a few tentative steps closer to Jack, but then stopped again to give Toothless a long look. Jack turned around.
“Just walk a little behind, alright?” he told Hiccup. “Toothless scares him.”
“Jack…” Hiccup started, his mouth opening and closing a few times. But then he shook his head, as if interrupting a train of thought. “Okay,” he said instead, and he walked a little bit back with Toothless. Jamie, still on Toothless’ back, sent the child a curious look, but then nodded at Jack as if to say, this is your forte.
“Do you remember which way you came from?” Jack asked the boy.
The boy nodded. “This way,” he said, and carefully took Jack’s hand.
Baby Tooth sat on Jack’s shoulder, and he could all but feel her concern radiating off her. Sometimes she reminded Jack a lot of Tooth; despite being just one of many, many tooth fairies, Baby Tooth was just as much of a Guardian as any of them. Jack wished he could communicate with her mentally, like Tooth could with all her fairies, because he was too close to the boy to whisper to her. Instead, he nudged her carefully with his chin. She chirped a quiet reply; she still couldn’t feel anything different than from what she’d already been feeling this entire time.
Jack let out a soundless sigh of relief. He’d been afraid this boy was somehow one of the Snow Queen’s ice puppets, but now that he was confirmed not so, the thought seemed ridiculous; the boy was too lifelike for that, despite his almost corpse-like appearance.
“What were you doing on this island?” Jack asked after a couple of minutes of walking.
The boy frowned. “I…I don’t remember,” he said, and sounded so upset about it that Jack quickly kept talking:
“That’s okay,” he said. “We all forget things sometimes. It’ll come back to you.”
The boy smiled at that, and Jack smiled back, feeling better already.
They kept going. Jack looked up at the sky – or tried to – wondering how dark it was getting and if it would be wiser to bring the kid out of the forest and wait until daytime again. On the other hand, Jack knew he had a certain winter spirit on his heels, and while they had few hours of daylight, the nights had gotten longer and longer. They better find the kid’s family and the source of magic as soon as possible.
Then there was the question of whether or not the kid’s family was even alive. It was a horrible thought, but not unlikely, judging by the state of the child and his lack of recollection of what had happened to them. If that was the case, what could they do? Bring him along? Drop him off at some orphanage? Was that even a thing around here?
Baby Tooth tweeted softy. They were getting closer. To what, she didn’t know, but something was different. Jack tried to feel it too but got nothing. He was as ordinary as ever.
“I think it’s this way,” the boy said, walking determinately ahead.
Jack hoped there was at least a bit of real basis to that determination, as they were descending further and further into darkness, to what Jack expected was deeper and deeper into the forest. What would a family have been doing all the way in here? The ground began to feel soft and soggy under Jack’s feet. The path they were walking on wasn’t a path at all; he couldn’t imagine that the boy actually knew where he was going and wasn’t just fooling himself into thinking otherwise.
“What were you doing when you lost them?” Jack asked.
The boy glanced uncertainly up at him, then looked around. “It was around here…” he mumbled.
“Maybe we should head back for the night,” Jack gently suggested.
“Back?” the boy croaked, letting go of Jack’s hand. He shook his head and recoiled. “No. My family—I have to find my family—”
He was getting worked up again, so Jack just nodded, holding back a sigh. “Alright,” he said. “We’ll search a little longer.”
The boy bit his lip but nodded. He waited for Jack to catch up before he started walking again.
After a little while, the trees gradually became sparser and more spread out. Thin fog curled around Jack’s feet and slithered along the mossy ground, which was turning soggier as they went. Surely, this couldn’t be the right way. It seemed like they were walking straight into a marsh.
A marsh…Jack’s stomach sank. Maybe that’s why the boy had lost his family…and maybe they were beyond finding.
Jack glanced behind himself. Toothless, Jamie and Hiccup were still following, though at a considerable distance. They were whispering to each other. Hiccup’s expression was haunted; his skin looked ashen and his eyes were darting around, wide as if he’d just seen a wraith. Did he feel something too, like he’d done on the island with the hollow tree? If so, why couldn’t Jack or Jamie feel anything? Then again, Baby Tooth had reported he hadn’t felt anything the second time he’d gone there, so maybe it was just the general eeriness of the woods getting to him.
Hiccup met Jack’s eyes, and he put his hand on the side of his mouth as if to yell.
“I don’t like this,” he hissed. “Something feels…weird. That kid…” He trailed off, eyes darting to something behind Jack. Jack turned around to see the kid standing a few meters away, cast in shadow by a withering pine tree. He was waiting for them to follow.
“One moment,” Jack told him. “I’m just gonna speak to my friend, alright?”
The boy didn’t answer, but Jack took his lack of protest as approval.
“What is it?” Jack whispered when he was within hearing range.
“Something’s not right,” Hiccup said, sounding almost desperate. “This whole—thing. Kid lost in the woods, looking like that, we didn’t see any ships around the island so…”
Jack shook his head. “What are you saying?”
“It’s just weird!” Hiccup hissed.
Jamie was pale with fear already, and Hiccup’s ranting wasn’t helping. “Jack,” he said in a hollow voice. “Do you think his family is…”
Jack swallowed. “I don’t know,” he admitted. “Maybe.”
“Then what do we do?”
“I’ll…Let’s just look for them for a little bit longer. If we don’t find them, we go back to the beach and take it from there.”
Hiccup was shaking his head. “Jack, this isn’t the time,” he said.
Jack sent him an incredulous glower. “This isn’t the time?” he repeated. “There’s a kid lost in the woods, Hiccup!”
“Yes, but—” He gestured in that vague way that he so often did, but now there was a flare of urgency in it, like he wanted to say something but physically couldn’t get the words out. “I—I don’t know how to say this, but that boy—”
“Is a terrified kid,” Jack finished with an edge to his tone. “Listen, I know he looks creepy, and I know this is weird, but Baby—I mean, I’d know if he…had anything to hide. We can’t just leave him.”
Hiccup’s mouth opened and closed and opened again. “Obviously not, I—I don’t know. I’m sorry, I’m just…” He trailed off, then shook his head with a pained expression.
Jack glanced warily at Baby Tooth, but she just shrugged. She wasn’t worried about the kid, so they shouldn’t be either. If Hiccup could feel anything from the magic the island was radiating, or if he was just freaked out by the atmosphere, he obviously just feared for their safety. Still, Jack couldn’t help but feel a little bit irked at his insinuation. Leaving a child in the woods. What kind of suggestion was that?
“He says we’re almost there,” Jack said. “When we find the place, if his family isn’t there, maybe he’ll agree to go back with us.”
He left it at that and went back to the boy. The boy’s grimy face was twisted in apprehension when Jack approached.
“Is something wrong?” he asked.
Jack shook his head with an easy smile. “Not at all,” he said, and nodded for them to continue. “Show the way.”
The boy pursed his chapped lips warily but went ahead.
It was dark by the time the boy came to a stop. Jack squinted, trying to make sense of the little he could see of their surroundings. As if on cue, the clouds split apart, and moonlight shone down on the clearing they’d arrived in. Jack’s stomach twisted.
A lily pond. The soggy ground melted seamlessly into it. Yellow grass stood up from the murky water, hiding most of it from view, but the glinting of the Moon reflecting in it was unmistakable. The boy walked up to the lake and stood there, facing away from Jack. Jack was about to call out to him but realized with a jolt of surprise that he’d never thought to ask for his name.
Instead, he steeled himself and put one foot in front of the other.
As he stepped closer to the lake, he saw lily pads dotting the edges of it, but the only lilies he saw were withered and rotten. Maybe, in daytime, in the summer, and if ponds and lakes didn’t generally make Jack feel uneasy, the marsh would’ve been beautiful. As it was, Jack wanted nothing more than to turn back.
“Here,” the boy said. Jack still couldn’t see his face. “My family.”
Baby Tooth put a small hand on Jack’s neck. She made an almost soundless noise. Whatever the source of magic was, it was incredibly close now.
“Toothless?” Jack heard Jamie say, and he turned in time to see Toothless stagger forward. Jamie yelped as the dragon shook his head, as if he was fighting off a swarm of flies. Hiccup hurried to his side and cupped his face.
“What’s wrong, bud?”
“Family,” the boy repeated, and Jack felt cold at the tone of his voice. It was full of grief, so stark and sheer it made Jack’s throat close up. The boy took Jack’s hand, and Jack gave a yelp at the tightness of his grip.
And then he looked at the boy. Except, it wasn’t a boy. The “boy” was melting away like wax, revealing something else underneath – something dark, jerking and swelling in size, only illuminated by a couple of glowing eyes.
Next thing he knew, Jack was tugged forward. He cried out as the wounds on his shoulder reopened but didn’t get the chance to worry about that as he went sprawling into the mud. His staff flew out of his grip, and before Jack could even locate where it landed, the creature grabbed his ankle and dragged him rapidly towards the water.
It all happened too fast.
“Jack!” Jamie cried, before everything went dark.
Jack tried to scream, but all that came out was a muffled imitation of his voice, broken up by bubbles. He thrashed wildly, but whatever was gripping his leg was dragging him into the depths. The lake seemed impossibly deep as Jack looked down, trying to spot the monster, but all he could see were those glowing orbs, and his mind was unraveling so fast, he couldn’t breathe, he was so cold, it was so dark, he couldn’t think of anything else. Water flooded his lungs and he gripped his throat uselessly.
It was dark. It was cold.
And then it wasn’t.
A bright, warm light filled the darkness. There was a terrible, inhuman screech as the thing gripping Jack’s ankle let go. Instead, someone grabbed his arm. The light went out.
He only realized they were out of the water when he coughed some of it out, because everything still sounded muffled. He gasped desperately for air, but barely got to breathe at all before he was coughing again. Hiccup paid that no mind; he had his arms around Jack and was hoisting them to their feet. Jack didn’t think he’d be able to carry his own weight, but with Hiccup’s help they hobbled away from the lake.
“Here, climb on, Jack, it’s okay,” he heard Hiccup’s faint voice saying. He sounded just as panicked as Jack felt, but somehow managed to keep his head enough to help Jack mount Toothless. Jamie was there, pulling him up. He said something too, but Jack didn’t catch it as he watched Hiccup run back towards the lake. He had Inferno in one hand and picked up Jack’s staff with the other.
In the lake, something was emerging. A black mass, figureless with piercing eyes – just a couple of stars in dark space. It slid through the water, and Hiccup went rigid when he saw it. Toothless burst forward, letting out a furious roar. That made Hiccup jump back into action – literally, onto Toothless’ back. He landed on the saddle and changed the gears in a practiced motion.
The creature in the lake made a noise like wailing as they rose to the sky, as if it were grieving the loss of them.
By the time they landed back on the beach, Jack’s ears had started to work again, more or less. His teeth were clattering uncontrollably, and his head was still spinning too much to care when Hiccup jumped off Toothless and started to pace, his hands going up to bury themselves in his hair.
“What—what—what? What?” he stammered like a broken record. “What the—What just happened? What was that? What was that?”
“Jack,” Jamie whispered, turning around. His eyes were watery. “Are—are you okay?”
Jack wasn’t. He nodded anyway. He tried finding his voice but couldn’t yet.
Hiccup paused mid-panic and ran over to them. “Your cloak, Jack,” he ordered, and slipped it off him without another warning. The he opened a leather bag at Toothless’ side and pulled out a familiar blanket. He hissed when he saw blood coming through Jack’s sleeve, but draped the blanket over him anyway.
Jack managed to slip off Toothless, but his knees immediately buckled and he dropped into the sand. Toothless made a concerned hum and lay down so that Jack could lean against him, lending some of his warmth. Jamie jumped down as well, his hands hovering over Jack as if he was preparing to give him a massage.
Jack focused on breathing, and only found his voice when the shaky huffs eventually turned into a slightly more even type of hyperventilating. “Sorry,” he croaked at Hiccup. “Y-you were right.”
“I…what?” Hiccup said.
Jack let out a cough that was supposed to be a laugh. “A man of many words.”
Jamie pressed his lips together, fighting a losing battle against the tears. Jack exhaled shakily and leaned forward, knocking his forehead gently against Jamie’s. He would’ve hugged him, but he had a suspicion Jamie wouldn’t appreciate the wetness, and there was no way Jack was getting out of this blanket.
His throat ached. His lungs burned. His heart and mind still weren’t convinced they were out of danger. Jack didn’t feel like crying, but he suspected he would whenever the shock faded.
He’d almost drowned again, hadn’t he? Was he doomed to die by drowning every time, or was it more his own lack of caution? Speaking of…
“Baby Tooth,” he muttered, looking up. He remembered with a jolt of panic that she’d been on his shoulder when the monster grabbed him. “Baby Tooth? Where’s Baby Tooth?”
Hiccup blinked. “B-Baby what?”
A chirping from atop of Toothless’ head made Jack give a relieved sigh, his body slumping against the dragon. Baby Tooth flew down and landed on his knee. She didn’t say anything, but Jack could feel her guilt anyway. He smiled, shaking his head. It wasn’t her fault; Jack just didn’t understand how the creature had managed to hide its aura like that.
Well…not from all of them.
Jack turned to Hiccup. “You were right,” he repeated. His throat ached when he spoke, but he didn’t care.
Hiccup’s mouth was hanging open and he had a hollow look in his eyes. “Right about what?”
“About the kid.”
“Oh…gods.” Hiccup ran a hand over his face. “That wasn’t a kid. That was not a kid.”
“No. It wasn’t,” Jack agreed in a guilty mumble.
“What do you mean ‘no it wasn’t’?” Hiccup snapped, letting his hands fall violently to his lap. “You—That was—He was holding your hand, and I thought—I thought I was going crazy! Oh, that—” He shook a finger with a manic smile. “That’s it. I am going crazy. Explains a lot. Happens to the best of us.”
“Hiccup—”
“Half of Berk’s population has some kind of crazy in them anyway. Even my dad. Possibly Astrid. Definitely the twins—”
“Hiccup, you’re—”
“Now it’s just starting to feel like you two and all that’s happened the past months have just been a huge, convoluted hallucination!”
Jack reached out and bonked him on the head. “No one’s going crazy,” he told him. “And I’m very much real. So is Jamie.” He paused. “And…so is a bunch of things that you probably…don’t expect to be real.”
Hiccup rubbed his head but froze at those last words. He looked at Jack, and then at Jamie, and then at Jack again. His Adam’s apple bobbed. “No,” he said. “Absolutely not.”
“Well, what do you suppose you just saw?” Jack challenged.
Hiccup got to his feet again. He’d start losing hair if he kept running his hands through it like that. “I saw—I saw…Well, what I definitely didn’t see was a little boy turning into Nøkken and almost drag you into his underwater kingdom—”
“Wait, wait, wait,” Jack interrupted, making Hiccup turn around to look at him. “What did you just say?”
Hiccup opened and closed his mouth again. “…Nøkken?”
“You know what that thing was?” Jamie asked.
“I—No, I—” Hiccup shook his head. “That’s what I thought it was. That’s what it looked like. But it can’t be Nøkken because Nøkken is just a fairytale! Oh, great Odin’s ghost, I’m losing my mind.” He sat back down in the sand, petting Toothless’ snout idly.
Jack nodded slowly, exchanging looks with Jamie and Baby Tooth. Then he turned to Hiccup again, opening his mouth but faltering at the sight of him. Hiccup’s hand was shaking as he ran his fingers over Toothless’ scales. All the blood in his face had long vacated. He looked moments away from throwing up.
“Hiccup…” Jack started, softening his voice the best he could with the rasp the water had left behind.
“Jack,” Hiccup replied. He closed his eyes and asked with resolution: “Please tell me the truth.”
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Chapter Text
It sounded like a plea, but it also sounded like a command. A desperate one, but still. Jack could refuse; Hiccup had told him that he didn’t need to come out with the truth until he was ready. But Jack had also told him that coming with them on this journey would probably reveal the truth to him in some way or another…he just wished it hadn’t been like this. This revelation wasn’t anything innocent as to explain why all the baby teeth in the village had gone missing. Not that that had stopped Ruffnut and Tuffnut from being afraid of magic.
Jack didn’t know what that thing was. Nøkken. But obviously, it was something to be feared, and it was a legend that Hiccup already knew about – and obviously believed in, despite his own protests. Hiccup’s introduction to magic had almost gotten Jack killed; he had even more reason to fear it than the twins.
And then there was another problem. Jack looked at Baby Tooth, and spoke in English:
“What about the future?”
Baby Tooth averted her eyes. Her reply was hesitant, and Jack sent her a puzzled look when she flew back to Toothless’ head, as if she was attempting to escape the consequences of her own answer. Jack was confused, but he nodded and turned back to Hiccup.
Hiccup’s eyes were darting nervously between Jack and Jamie.
“Okay,” Jack said, ignoring how his stomach was trying to tie itself into one giant knot. “But…But remember what I told you. Keep an open mind. Things—”
“Aren’t always as they seem,” Hiccup finished with a doubtful expression. “I thought that had something to do with double-crossing or something—something convoluted like that.”
Jack frowned. “No,” he said. “You really thought I’d betray you somehow?”
“Not really,” Hiccup said, shifting uneasily. “I have a friend, Heather—Actually, that’s beside the point. Go—Please go on.”
That sounded like a story Jack hoped to pull out of him some other time, if they were still friends after this. He took a shaky breath.
“The—the thing is,” he started, folding his hands under the blanket. “Let me start from the beginning.”
Jamie raised his brows, but Jack quickly shook his head. Not that far back – in Jack’s chronology anyway.
“The blizzard,” he said. “That you found us in. The reason we couldn’t explain why we’d gotten there was because we were transported there, by…by a magical force.” He glanced apprehensively at Hiccup.
Hiccup’s mouth was a thin line. He nodded slowly.
“The crystal you found,” Jack continued. “That’s a part of it. It shattered when I touched it, and…and somehow the pieces are now spread out, um…They got transported as well, I think. We realized not that long ago that having one piece could lead us to another.”
“So that’s what you’re looking for,” Hiccup said.
Jack grimaced. “Sort of?”
“Sort of…” Hiccup repeated.
“W-well, you see,” Jack said, and blamed the stammering on the cold and not his nerves. “The crystals only seem to work when they come in contact with magic. But it only works once with each source. That’s what we’re looking for. New sources of magic, that are hopefully spread out in the Archipelago. Once one crystal is energized, it s-sort of multiplies.”
Hiccup stared out at the ocean, blinking several times in row. His mental gears seemed to be in desperate need of oiling. It was a bit surprising, considering how quickly the Vikings were to blame things on the wrath of the gods; why was this any different?
“But you…” he eventually murmured. “You already have three? And you said you’d just glanced the crystal that I found, so how—And does that mean—” He pointed warily at the forest. “Did—did you know? That he—That it—”
“No,” Jack quickly said, shaking his head. “We knew there was a source of magic in there, but I—I didn’t think there would be an actual spirit. The boy—” He bit his lip. “The—What did you call it?”
“Nøkken,” Hiccup said miserably.
“Nøkken,” Jack repeated. “He didn’t feel like a spirit. Except—”
“He did, though, didn’t he?” Hiccup protested.
“Except for you!” Jack agreed urgently. “Which is—I don’t know why you could see through his disguise. Maybe because you know about the legend or grew up with it or something. Maybe you just have an eye for that sort of thing, like—like Jamie—” He cut himself off.
Jamie blinked. This was new for him too. “I do?”
Jack gave him a weak smile. “I’m not sure. Maybe,” he said. “You were the last light and all. I don’t think it was just because you saw the Guardians in your bedroom that one time.”
“Wow,” Jamie murmured.
“What?” Hiccup said, pulling Jack’s attention back to him. “The last light? The—the Guardians? In your bedroom? That sounds horrifying.” He shook his head. “How long have you two been meddling with this?”
“I wouldn’t call it meddling exactly,” Jack muttered, and was dimly aware that he was pouting like an upset child. “A while, I guess. But it’s not like every spirit is like that. Not all magic is bad, Hiccup.”
Hiccup didn’t look convinced. “I suppose the invasion had something to do with this too, then?”
Jack pressed his lips together. He wanted to argue, but it felt insensitive in the face of the tragedy that could’ve easily happened on Berk, just because of Jack’s meddling. That, and the fact that Hiccup might have a point: they’d yet to encounter any benevolent forces of magic in the Archipelago. Even the hollow tree turned out to be evil, if Gothi’s message was anything to go by.
“Hiccup,” Jamie said after a few heavy seconds of silence. “What exactly did…Nøkken feel like?”
Hiccup was quiet for a moment, like he was contemplating ignoring the question. Then he let out a shaky breath and shrugged weakly. “Like…something was off. No, not just off, just…wrong. That we were in danger, and that kid had something to do with it.” He shuddered. “Like a nightmare, when you just know something horrifying is about to happen.”
Jack bowed his head. “Sorry. Shouldn’t have brushed you off like that. Of course you’d have a reason to abandon a kid in the woods.”
“Don’t phrase it like that,” Hiccup suggested. “Anyway, I…I still don’t understand. You’ve known about magic this whole time. The—Oh gods, the twins weren’t so far off after all.”
Jack had to laugh at that, but it turned into a series of coughs instead. He pulled the blanket tighter around himself. “Not entirely, but I promise there’s no trolls involved,” he said. “Jamie and I are both human.” He hoped that came out as casual as he wanted it to. Jamie’s eyes narrowed a bit, but he didn’t say anything.
Hiccup took out Inferno and ignited it, making Jack jump a little. “Maybe a campfire would be better,” he said, sending the woods a long look, “but I’m kind of feeling the need to get off this island.”
“But we didn’t find it,” Jamie protested. “The source. We need to energize the crystal.”
“Wasn’t the kid the source?” Hiccup asked desperately. “I mean, Nøkken—Actually, I’m just gonna call it a kid. Keeps me sane.”
Jack glanced at Baby Tooth, who shook her head uncertainly. “It was nearby when we arrived at the lake,” he said, and then it hit him. “The lake,” he repeated, looking at Hiccup. “When you were ranting, you said it almost pulled me into its underwater kingdom.”
“That’s the story, yeah,” Hiccup said grudgingly.
Jack pulled his sleeve over his hand then reached into his boot, bringing out the crystals. They didn’t look any different. They’d only know once Jack touched them.
“Not here,” Jamie said. “You’re freezing, Jack.”
Hiccup looked like he had more questions, but he nodded and got to his feet. “The resting area shouldn’t be too far from here,” he said. “We’ll fly close to the water. It’ll still be cold, obviously, but a little better than high up. Jack, you should change out of those clothes. There’s some spare ones here. Also, we need to change your bandages, but that’ll have to wait. Once we get to the resting place, we can light a fire and reheat the leftovers, so…”
Jack and Jamie exchanged a look as Hiccup kept rambling. “Okay, mom,” Jamie said under his breath, so that only Jack and Baby Tooth – and probably Toothless, but he wasn’t going to snitch – could hear.
Jack smiled at the sudden fuzzy feeling in his chest, but it was quickly replaced by dread when Hiccup asked him to shed the blanket and the rest of his wet clothes. The others turned respectfully around as Jack changed. When he was done, his teeth were back in action with the clattering.
As they mounted Toothless again, Hiccup proposed a sitting arrangement that felt a little bit awkward in the beginning but was probably for the best. Jack sat in the front but facing the wrong way. Hiccup helped wrap him into a cocoon with a blanket, keeping him as warm as possible on dragonback in the middle of a winter night. Jamie sat in the back, with Baby Tooth on his shoulder. He looked awfully worried; maybe some of Jack’s Jack Frost-y attributes – the part with the snow-white skin and slightly blue-tinted lips – had made a comeback after being dragged into that lake. Jack assumed it hadn’t been as cold as last time, at least, since he hadn’t immediately gone into shock and died.
He tried swallowing down the panic rising in his throat at the memory. As happy as he was for his returning memories, the one of his death carried, predictably, some complicated feelings. He knew why the Moon chose him now. He knew he’d saved Emily. He wouldn’t choose to forget it, despite the way the memory sometimes made belated terror explode in his chest, freeze his mind, clog his throat.
Toothless leapt from the sand and flew only a few meters over the sea. The wind against Jack’s back was cold, but the blanket helped and he was happy Hiccup had forced him to change. He crouched into a fetal position – the best he could on dragonback – and leaned against Hiccup. Hiccup patted him awkwardly, before Jack presumed he reached around him to hold onto the handles on the saddle. Even so, Jack imagined it was an embrace, and pretended he was warmer and more comfortable than he was.
“Try not to fall asleep,” Hiccup told Jack in a low voice.
Jack frowned. “I’m sure it’s not that bad,” he murmured back. “But I won’t.”
He knew he wouldn’t be able to, even if he tried. His chest was still filled with what felt like a thousand electric eels, and every time he closed his eyes, he could see that creature again, and feel the murky water in his lungs.
His chest tightened, and he inhaled forcefully, refusing to lose it just yet. Maybe he could have a moment alone, after the others had gone to sleep. Gods, visibility truly had its downsides; for such a long time, nobody had ever seen him cry, and if he’d had the choice, he would have kept it that way. That chance was long gone, though. Everyone present – save for Toothless – had already seen that side of him.
But it was alright now. He could keep it together, until he had a moment to himself. He just had to breathe. In and out, in and out. The painful knot in his throat was just beginning to untie when Hiccup shifted and brought a hand under the blanket. It located Jack’s arm, then slid down to his hand, intertwining their fingers to give it a reassuring squeeze. He didn’t say anything, but the gesture still broke the frail resistance Jack at been attempting to build the past minutes.
He made no sound but couldn’t hide the way his body shook with the contained sobs. He squeezed Hiccup’s hand back and didn’t let go for the rest of the flight.
The resting area in question was a lone, mossy rock in the middle of the ocean, with a few specks of grass, a single pine tree and a lean-to. Definitely not the best place to warm up, but once they got a fire going and huddled around it, they would be fine.
Jamie sent the shelter a long look when they landed. “Not exactly five stars,” he mumbled, whatever that meant.
Hiccup walked around the shelter and found stacks of firewood waiting for them. It was a bit of a gamble, but it seemed a few kind people had decided to leave some behind, so that they didn’t have to chop down the last remaining tree. When he came back to prepare the campfire, Jack had already huddled up on one of the benches – which was just log sawed in half – and was obviously in the middle of reassuring a very concerned Jamie. Despite what he’d been trying to hide during the flight, there was nothing about his face or demeanor that indicated he’d just had a good cry on Hiccup’s shoulder.
Which was an experience. Not that it was the first time, and definitely not that Hiccup enjoyed it. He wasn’t that messed up. He’d felt terrible about the whole thing, and continued to do so the entire trip, however he couldn’t say he hadn’t felt a small jolt when Jack had returned the squeeze. After everything that had happened, after their less than joyful conversation on the beach, and after encountering…Hiccup didn’t want to think about it – he’d been worried Jack would pull back again, like he had the first time he’d come out with a bit of the truth.
Still, the conversation wasn’t over. Hiccup knew he had to hear more. Even if he didn’t much want to, there was no way he could pretend what just happened hadn’t happened. Because it had. He’d really just seen Nøkken with his own two eyes.
He stacked the firewood to have something else to focus on, but quickly found that it wasn’t working. His body was going on autopilot. He used Inferno to light the fire, then sat there staring at the sword for a moment.
He’d jumped into the water with it, not thinking about the fact that fire and water generally didn’t work well together. The Monstrous Nightmare gel had kept the fire alive for just a few seconds, and that seemed to be enough. It had made Nøkken recoil, long enough for Hiccup to grab Jack, who had quickly been losing consciousness. Despite the terror he’d felt in the face of his childhood nightmare – one of many, anyway – seeing Jack’s glassy eyes had somehow been worse.
Hiccup had a suspicion that if the roles had been reversed, or if he’d faced Nøkken alone, he wouldn’t have been acting nearly as fearless as he had back there. Of course, acting was the keyword. Hiccup still felt like he was going to throw up.
“Gobber was right,” he muttered weakly to himself. “Gobber was right, the twins were right. I was right, when I was a kid. Oh, they should’ve seen that. Gods. Oh, man.” He ran a hand over his face, and when he let it fall again, he saw Jack and Jamie, both giving him concerned looks. “Hey, you speak to yourself all the time, why can’t I?” he defended.
“Just making sure you’re not completely losing it,” Jack said.
Hiccup closed his eyes, rubbing the spot between his eyebrows. “Are the Guardians…some kind of gods? I even remember entertaining the notion you were sent by the gods when we found you. But that’s crazy. It is crazy, right?”
He looked up when he heard Jack’s snort.
“No gods are involved, I promise,” he said. “Don’t worry.”
Toothless came up and nudged Jack’s arm, offering to lend his warmth again. Jack understood and shifted to sit on the ground by the fire instead, where Toothless could curl around him. Hiccup stood and walked over to them.
“How’s your shoulder?” he asked. “Don’t lie.”
Jack looked a bit disgruntled. “Painful,” he admitted. “Could’ve been worse, though.”
Jamie rolled his eyes. “Can you, like, act like a person?” he asked him, which earned a surprised laugh from Jack. Jamie smiled and settled down beside him. “You’re dumb,” he told him.
“You’re dumb,” Jack mumbled back, before giving a dramatic groan when Hiccup held up new bandages. “It’s cold.”
“I’ll be quick,” Hiccup promised.
Jack started shaking almost immediately when he once again had to bare his shoulders, clutching onto the blanket like his life depended on it. Thankfully, it wasn’t that serious; both Toothless and the fire was quickly warming up the shelter. Hiccup still tried to be as quick as possible.
Jamie leaned over and grimaced at the injury. “Maybe you should use a sling,” he suggested.
Jack shook his head. “It’ll heal soon,” he said.
“It doesn’t work like that,” Jamie mumbled.
“Don’t suppose you can cast some kind of spell on it to heal it faster,” Hiccup muttered, then gave an unsteady laugh. He closed his mouth when Jack and Jamie sent him worried looks and cleared his throat. “Just trying to come around to this,” he muttered.
Jack’s lips quirked up in a smile. His neck was straining in a way that gave away his discomfort, but he somehow managed to make his smile seem relaxed nevertheless. Still with that playful glint in it too, as if he was about to deliver some quip or joke. Instead, he said softly, “I’m glad you’re trying.”
Hiccup had to look away, feeling his face heat up. “So,” he said, trying to sound lighthearted. “Is there something more I should know about? Like…how did you get into this mess in the first place?”
“That’s my fault,” Jack mumbled, but earned a glower from Jamie, so he quickly raised his free arm in surrender. “It was an accident. I was…Well, you know how I said I don’t actually have amnesia?”
“There are parts of your life that you don’t remember,” Hiccup said, then gave a sheepish smile at Jack’s bewildered expression. “You told me when…you know.”
When Hiccup glanced at Jamie, Jamie answered with an unimpressed look. “I know what alcohol is, Hiccup,” he said, then sent Jack an amused smile. “Pippa’s brother has told me about stuff he’s done. Do you really not remember anything from that night?”
“Pippa’s brother is a bad influence,” Jack told Jamie, but didn’t succeed in hiding his amusement. “I…I remember most of it, I—I think.” He turned back to Hiccup. “Just not that part.”
Hiccup shrugged. “So, what happened?”
Jack turned his eyes to the fire and let out a long, tired sigh. “I get small glimpses sometimes. And I remembered something about a cave. I went back to the place, in hope to trigger more memories, and then, eventually, I found the crystal. It seemed…off somehow, but I touched it—”
“Of course you did,” Hiccup muttered.
“Shut up, I’m talking,” Jack laughed. “I touched it, and…Well.” He shrugged.
Jamie was frowning, but he started nodding. “I was there too,” he added. “Um. Obviously. I passed out, though.”
“You both did,” Hiccup said. “Jack was barely conscious by the time we found you.”
“And I can’t remember that either,” Jack said, with mock cheerfulness.
“Probably for the best,” Hiccup said. He started applying the new bandages, and they fell into a short silence. “So…” he said after a few seconds. “You already found three crystals. Did you…energize all of them?”
“The first two, yes,” Jack said. “We still don’t know about the third.”
“But you need new magic every time,” Hiccup said, and still hadn’t completely registered that they were actually discussing this. He shook his head. “Did you meet, like, a frost giant the first time, or…?”
It was meant to be a joke, but it got matching frowns from Jack and Jamie.
“Those exist?” Jamie asked with awe.
Hiccup wanted to say no. “Well, what do I know?” he asked with a weak chuckle.
Jack looked down at his knee. He smiled. “The first one was Baby Tooth,” he said. “And the other one was just a magically charged location.”
“Am I supposed to know what a Baby Tooth is?” Hiccup asked. He fastened the bandage and pulled Jack’s sleeve back over his shoulder.
Jack laughed. Then he went quiet. He was still looking at his knee. “Well, he’s gonna find out at some point,” he said.
Jamie caught Hiccup’s confused eyes and smiled nervously.
“Maybe. It’s easier this way,” Jack said. “I think.”
“Please don’t do that,” Hiccup said, his chest tightening. He looked at Jack’s knee as well, then around the shelter. “Are you going to tell me you can speak to ghosts or something? You said you weren’t psychic.”
“I said that?” Jack asked. “I mean, I’m not, but…Look.” He turned to Hiccup with a slightly uneasy expression. “You know how I talk to myself a lot?”
“Mhm,” Hiccup choked out.
“I’m not talking to myself,” Jack said, his words slow and gentle. It didn’t make Hiccup any less nervous. “I’m talking to someone called Baby Tooth. She’s a fairy.”
Hiccup stared at him for a few seconds. Then he blinked once and looked up at the ceiling. “Yesrightofcourse,” he muttered. “Naturally. Go on.” He looked back down. “Sh-she—she’s here? Right now?”
“He looks like he’s gonna pass out,” Jamie observed.
Jack’s smile was a little strained. “She is,” he confirmed. “She’s been around the entire time. She was with me when I got us transported here. She was the one who found the crystal in your satchel, and energized it on accident. She was also the one who fetched Toothless for us when Berk was invaded.” He paused, looking at his knee again with a surprised expression. “And, apparently, is the reason you and Astrid found Jamie and I in the blizzard.”
The dragons had been acting weird both of those times. Hiccup couldn’t believe it.
“But…fairies,” he said.
“Not that much weirder than little boys turning into swamp monsters, is it?” Jack asked.
Hiccup realized that was a very good point. He was about to say as much, before something colorful caught his eye, and he turned his head to Jack’s knee where, finally, he saw what Jack saw. He got to his feet without thinking and backed away. “Gods—I’ve seen you before,” he croaked.
The fairy looked back at him with an expression that could only be described as sheepish, and oh gods, the fact that Hiccup could discern real, human emotions on it – on her? – was freaking him out. Her eyes were huge and her irises had two different colors. Her nose was just a pointy needle. She was covered in blue and green feathers, and Hiccup knew he’d seen those exact colors before.
“What? When?” Jamie asked, a huge smile spreading on his face. Obviously, he found this very entertaining.
“The—On the—the flight—Oh, Thor.” Hiccup shook his head, closing his eyes for a moment. “This is too much.”
There was a sort of chirping sound, and Hiccup dared to quirk one eye open. The fairy hadn’t moved, and Jack sent Hiccup a look.
“She’s apologizing.”
“You can understand her?”
“Somewhat,” Jack said. “Come on, Hiccup. Be courteous.”
“What?” Hiccup tried looking at Jack, but his eyes were glued to the tiny creature on his knee. He tried desperately to get his head back on track. Like Jack had said, they had just encountered Nøkken so surely, he could handle a tiny, little, feathered fairy. However, it seemed his brain had finally decided to catch up with reality. Jack and Jamie had been transported to Berk magically. They were searching for magic to power up magic crystals, and they had a little magic companion who up until this point had been invisible. “Why—why can I see her now?” he stammered.
Jamie grinned. “Because you believe in her!”
The fairy took to the air, making a soft buzzing noise with her rapidly fluttering wings. Hiccup stood frozen as she came closer, but politely kept out of his personal space. She held out a tiny hand.
Hiccup stared back at her. “Uh…h-hi.”
The fairy chirped back, flying a little closer. Hiccup glanced helplessly at Jack, who just sent him a pointed look. Slowly, with the utmost tentativeness, he lifted his hand up. The fairy flew the rest of the way and touched his fingertip.
Nothing extraordinary happened. Hiccup still felt like he would collapse any moment.
“This is so weird,” he breathed.
“Gods. She’s not dangerous,” Jack said, sounding weirdly offended. “Be nice.”
Be nice? Be courteous? What if fairies had different ways of being nice and courteous? Cultural differences and all that? How would he know? Hiccup swallowed.
“Nice—nice to meet you,” he said. “I’m Hiccup.”
The fairy smiled. The fairy smiled. She chirped a reply.
“She says she knows,” Jack said, getting to his feet as well with a little difficulty. He wore the blanket like a cape. “And she’s Baby Tooth, like I said. She doesn’t bite.” He sent the fairy a lopsided smile. “Though, I have seen her use her nose in unpleasant ways. But that guy definitely deserved it.”
Hiccup laughed nervously. “You’ve—you’ve known each other for long?”
Jack shrugged. “Just a few months, really, on a personal level.”
The smile the fairy sent Jack was positively lovestruck. Hiccup didn’t know what to think of that.
Jack was studying him, and Hiccup felt strangely small beneath his gaze. He guessed it had something to do with being the only person present who didn’t know what was going on. The fairy flew to Jack’s shoulder, settling there with a pensive expression.
“Do you need a breather?” Jack asked.
“No,” Hiccup said, which came as a surprise to himself, because it definitely felt like he needed a breather. Jack raised a brow, and Hiccup supposed he didn’t sound very sure of himself. “No, I need to know,” he clarified.
Jack averted his eyes and nodded. “Let’s sit by the fire, then,” he said, and went back to huddle up with Toothless and Jamie.
Hiccup settled down a little further away. He didn’t know what to do with his hands, and ended up folding them on his lap in a weak imitation of calm.
“So, I joined your training drill,” Jack started.
“To find magic,” Hiccup suggested.
Jack smiled. “You’re getting it,” he said. “Yes. But also to find someone very specific. Someone…that I’d only heard of on Berk but didn’t know existed. I—I hoped…” He trailed off, his gaze falling to the fire gloomily.
“Let me guess,” Hiccup said, getting a bad feeling. “You found trouble instead.”
“To put it mildly,” Jamie mumbled.
Jack nodded. “Remember I told you someone wanted me dead?”
“How could I forget?” Hiccup asked back, before doing a mental doubletake. “Wait. A—a spirit like Nøkken wants you dead?”
“Worse,” Jack said. “The Snow Queen.”
Hiccup was about to protest. This time, Jack was definitely pulling his leg. But both Jack and Jamie – and the fairy – had grave looks on their faces. “She’s real too?” he breathed. “I mean, Nøkken…Alright, I don’t really get Nøkken either, but at least that’s a story I hear every now and then. The Snow Queen…I guess I hear some mentions of her in relation to devastating winter, but…”
“She likes to keep to herself,” Jack said glumly. “If I understand her powers correctly, she doesn’t exactly bring winter, but she gets stronger when that time comes. So, she creates what you call devastating winter.”
With every new piece of information, Hiccup felt colder inside. He stared at Jack’s face. “The mark,” he said.
Jack nodded.
“That’s what happened? That’s why Toothless seemed like he was cold too? Despite the fact that dragons can’t…And—and that’s why you freaked out when it started snowing!” Hiccup ran a hand through his hair, shaking his head. “But why—why does she want to kill you?”
“Uh, she—she thinks I have something that’s hers. Which I don’t! And I tried to tell her that, but—”
“Tell her? When?”
“During the battle.”
“Oh my gods,” Hiccup murmured, dragging a hand down his face. “That’s why you knew they were coming. You…You could feel it, somehow?”
Jack tried for a smile. “So you understand why I couldn’t explain it,” he said. “And why we had to leave.”
“Then how do we stop her?” Hiccup asked.
Jack blinked. “Stop—stop her?” he repeated, and a couple of different emotions ran over his face. One was sadness, or maybe fear. The other was definitely fondness. “Hiccup, she brings devastating winter. She’s a powerful spirit. We can only hope she doesn’t catch up with us.” He reached for his staff, holding onto it like a safety blanket. “The colder it gets, the more powerful she becomes. We have to collect the crystals before…before it’s too late. It’s our only shot.”
Hiccup was gradually coming to the realization that he’d never be able to look at the world the same way again after this. Even when Jack and Jamie were safely back home – because he refused to let this end any other way – he’d still know about this secret side of reality. Would he be able to tell anyone? Should he? Would they believe him? How would he ever rest easy again, knowing that such powerful forces were all around them?
Jack pulled off his wet boots and the crystals tumbled out.
“Which one is the right one?” Jamie asked.
Jack shrugged. “One of them,” he replied helpfully. Then he looked up at Hiccup. “I’m going to touch the crystals. If the lake truly was the source, I’ll pass out. That’s what’s supposed to happen, so don’t freak out.”
Hiccup waited for some more explanation.
“I’ll come with you,” Jamie said. “So you don’t forget yourself again. Baby Tooth too.”
“Wait, what’s going on now?” Hiccup asked when the explanation didn’t come. “You’ll come with him where?”
Jack sighed. “Hopefully back to the Guardians,” he said, but he sounded doubtful. “Don’t worry, Hiccup, we’re not actually going anywhere. The crystals just…They show visions, sort of.”
“Right. Of course,” Hiccup muttered. “Can I…help, somehow?”
Jack sent him a warm smile that briefly cut off Hiccup’s airway. “Just watch over us while we’re out,” he said. “And don’t touch the crystal. We’ll wake up again soon enough.”
Not a single part of Hiccup was enjoying this. But he nodded.
Jack took a deep breath and touched all the crystals at the same time. Immediately, his body slumped back against Toothless, completely knocked out. Hiccup reached out to him in a panic, steadying him before he could sink to the ground.
“He’s okay,” Jamie reassured him.
“How are you so calm right now?” Hiccup demanded.
Jamie just shrugged. “You get used to it,” he said, lying down on the ground next to the crystals. He was smarter than Jack that way. “See you soon.” Then he touched the crystals as well, and his eyes slid shut.
It was just Hiccup, Toothless and the fairy left. Hiccup sent her an apprehensive look as she flew down to the crystals. She touched each one by one, and appropriately passed out on the third try. Hiccup had never thought he’d see a fairy pass out. Hiccup had never thought he’d see a fairy, full stop.
The scene in front of him was a strange one. Many words could describe it, but he decided to just settle with strange. He sat there for a couple of minutes, feeling like he was dreaming. Eventually, he staggered to his feet and gently moved Jack and Jamie closer to Toothless, draping the blanket over them both.
Then he sent the fairy a long look. He made an unhappy noise.
“I can’t just leave her there, can I?” he murmured.
Toothless grumbled noncommittally.
Hiccup forced his body to move. He kneeled and carefully cupped the tiny creature in shaking hands, then looked around helplessly. No place seemed suitable. Did fairies have to stay warm too? But it was scary putting her by the fire, wasn’t it? Gods, this was too much responsibility. Toothless sent him an unimpressed look.
“Not helping,” Hiccup hissed. He looked down at the fairy for several, long seconds. “Weird,” he concluded. “Weird. Weird, weird.” He sat down by Jack’s feet, draping a part of the blanket over himself as well. When he looked down, the fairy was still in his hand, sleeping soundly. He stared dumbly at her.
“Baby Tooth,” he breathed. “Baby Tooth the fairy. Why not?” He laughed weakly, before realizing he sounded like a crazy person. He still wasn’t quite convinced that wasn’t the case, but he tried to make an effort to let this new reality sink in, as he sat there and waited for the others to wake up. From some magical vision. Sure.
Why not?
Jamie sat up suddenly upon hearing the chatter of voices and the sound of shoes against soil. The air was warmer than it had been a second ago in the shelter. The sun was shining. He was sitting in the middle of some kind of village – a village that looked old, but definitely nothing like Berk. And it was summer, too.
“Oh,” Jack breathed behind him, and Jamie turned to see him sitting on the ground, looking around with wide eyes. “No way.”
His voice was weak. His face was filled with disbelief.
“What is it?” Jamie asked. “Where are we?”
And Jack laughed. A shaky, incredulous laugh. “Hawthorne.”
“Hawthorne?” Jamie repeated. Then he frowned. “Wait, my grandma told me Hawthrone was what they used to call—”
“Burgess,” Jack finished, and turned to Jamie with a smile. He got to his feet, and his smile turned into a confused frown. He held out a hand to Jamie to help him up.
“Hold on,” he said. “Your grandma isn’t that old.”
Jamie snorted. “She’s very into our family history and stuff.”
“I guess I can see your resemblance.”
Baby Tooth flew around, seeming confused as well. She chirped at Jack, and Jack shook his head.
“I don’t know why we’re here,” he said. “I don’t know why we were in the 20s either, but I…feel like I remember this.”
The villagers all seemed to be in a cheerful mood. A bunch of them were just going about their day, but Jamie couldn’t help but notice that quite a few were walking in a specific direction. Jack noticed as well, and his eyes widened.
“Come on,” he said, and walked off. Jamie hurried after him.
“What do you mean, you remember?” Jamie asked, but Jack didn’t seem to hear him. “Jack!”
Jack looked at him and blinked. “Uh…I’m not sure. But Hawthorne is…” He trailed off when he spotted a crowd of people by the outskirts of the village. They were standing by a ramshackle house, laughing and singing – singing what sounded like a birthday song, but it wasn’t one Jamie was familiar with. Jack’s jaw went slack and he hurried over to them without another word.
“Jack!” Jamie called, starting to feel a little annoyed, but just had to follow him.
It wasn’t until they moved around the crowd and Jamie saw who was standing in the midst of them that he understood why Jack was acting so weird. For a frightening moment, he almost thought he was looking at himself, just a few years younger. But then he realized, somehow even weirder, that he was looking at the same boy that was standing beside him.
“It’s…you,” he breathed. “Jackson Overland.”
Jack was quiet. He had a perplexed expression on his face as he stared at the younger version of himself. The villagers cheered as they finished the song, and young Jack beamed. Jamie noted how comfortable he seemed with all the attention. That didn’t seem like the Jack he knew, but at the same time there was something about the way he grinned, and the way he talked with the other villagers, that erased all doubt that this was definitely the same boy as the older Jack.
“But it’s summer,” Jamie said without thinking, and Jack laughed.
“Yes,” he said. “I was born in the summer.”
Jamie looked up at him with wide eyes. “In Burgess,” he said. “You’re from Burgess?”
“Hawthorne,” Jack corrected, grinning at Jamie. “But yes, I am. It looks a bit different, though, doesn’t it?”
That much was obvious. Jamie looked around as the villagers spread out, some going back to their daily tasks, others staying behind to talk. Little Jack hopped from person to person, seemingly with an infinite amount of energy. Jamie weaved between the people, making his way over to him. He had to laugh when he realized he was taller than little Jack.
“How old is he—um, are you? Were you? Here?” Jamie frowned. “Then?”
Jack frowned, trying to remember. Then his face went slack with surprise. “Eight,” he replied. “That means that…” He trailed off and looked around again. Finally, he spotted someone in the midst of the villagers. It was a woman, with brown hair and brown eyes, freckles dusting her cheeks. She was talking to a man with sandy hair and a skinny stature. He smiled at something the woman said, and the crookedness of it was unmistakable.
Jack took a step backwards, and Jamie hurried to his side. For a moment, he looked almost afraid, his mouth hanging open and his eyes wide. His hands were trembling. Jamie felt as if he should do something but didn’t know what he could say.
Jack’s parents. Of course he’d had parents. The thought still seemed strange to Jamie, for some reason. And Jack looked like he found it strange as well; Jamie could only wonder what it was like to see one’s parents again after 300 years.
“Are you okay?” Jamie asked, touching Jack’s hand.
Jack’s Adam’s apple bobbed when he swallowed. He nodded. “Yes,” he choked out. “I just…I didn’t—I didn’t remember him until now. He was gone most of the time. Traveling merchant. H-he…” His voice wavered and he cleared his throat. “He passed away soon after this. Something that happened on the road. They never told me exactly…Oh.” He ran a hand over his face, shaking his head. “This is a lot.”
“Do you need to sit down?” Jamie asked.
“I’m fine.” Jack took a deep breath and then shakily let it out. Then he smiled again. “Look. Mom’s calling me over now. She’s going to tell me something.”
He was right. Jack’s mother called for him and waved at him to follow her into the house. Jack’s dad ruffled little Jack’s hair as he passed him, making little Jack push him away playfully. As little Jack and his mother walked into the house, his father stayed behind, though the smile he wore as he looked after them was full of warmth.
“We should follow them,” Jack said, though his eyes were trained on his dad. As they walked over to the front door of the house, he stopped briefly to study him closer. Jamie couldn’t say they looked much alike; it was obvious Jack had gotten most of his likeness from his mother. Still, there were some things in the man’s face that, though older and slightly lined, echoed in Jack’s own. It made Jamie wonder what exactly had happened that transformed Jackson Overland to Jack Frost, making it impossible for him to grow up and one day get those same crow’s feet as his father.
Jamie took Jack’s hand in his own. “Come on,” he said softly. “We need to look for the crystal.”
Jack nodded absentmindedly. “Yeah. Yeah,” he murmured, and reluctantly let Jamie lead them away from his dad.
As they stopped in front of the door, Jamie tried pushing it open but his hands just passed through it. He shared an uneasy look with Jack, before he held his breath and just stepped forward. “Woah,” he muttered when he came out on the other side, unscathed.
Jack snorted. “Why’d you hold your breath?”
“It just seemed logical,” Jamie replied, and slapped him good-naturedly when he laughed again.
The house they entered consisted of two rooms and a narrow staircase leading up to what Jamie assumed was a small attic. One of the rooms housed a table, some storage space, cluttered shelves and an old rocking chair. There was a fireplace, in which a cauldron was hanging over glowing embers. In the other room, there was a bed and a chest. It wasn’t a big house at all, but Jamie had gotten so used to living like a Viking, the place seemed irresistibly warm and cozy. It wasn’t much, but it was clear how much love this place harbored. It made him even more curious about Jack’s past.
“Go sit on your bed,” Jack’s mom said with a secretive smile.
“Why?” little Jack asked, and Jamie held back a laugh. This was so weird.
However, present Jack’s attention was focused on his mother, who lovingly pinched little Jack’s cheek.
“That’s a surprise,” she said. “I’ll be there in a moment.”
Little Jack grinned and headed for the bedroom with a bounce in his step that Jamie couldn’t help but compare to Sophie’s gait. Present Jack stayed behind in the kitchen (slash living room) still with that lost but marveling look on his face. Maybe he should have a few minutes alone, Jamie thought, as he followed little Jack into the bedroom.
Little Jack sat down on the bed, and in the same second, Baby Tooth tweeted behind Jamie, making him jump; he’d forgotten about her presence entirely…and now that he thought about it, it took him a few seconds to remember what the point of them being here was again. Baby Tooth flew over to the bed and hovered over the pillow. Unbeknownst to little Jack, the crystal lay inconspicuously on it.
Jamie stared at it, then gave Baby Tooth a wary look. “This seems too easy, doesn’t it?”
Little Jack was leaning forward, trying to look through the doorway to the kitchen.
“Don’t peek,” his mother said, as if reading his thoughts, and little Jack leaned back with an impish grin. Again, Jamie was reminded of Sophie, and then weirded out by it. It was strange to see Jack not just as a younger version of himself, but a version that was younger than Jamie as well.
Eventually, Jack’s mother came into the bedroom and crouched in front of him, holding out a small present loosely wrapped in cloth. “Happy birthday,” she said softly.
Jack had followed her into the room, stopping momentarily in the doorway. His face was blank aside from the wonder in his eyes, and he watched his mother and his younger self, unmoving. He didn’t seem to have noticed the crystal at all.
Little Jack took the present and unwrapped it, giving a gasp. “Sugar!” he exclaimed, and Jamie craned his neck to see him holding up some kind of cookie, surely enough covered in sugar. It made his heart hurt. Both because little Jack seemed so excited for something that Jamie always had taken for granted, and because Jamie hadn’t had sugar for months either and would probably be just as excited about it, if he were in Jack’s shoes.
Speaking of, little Jack was not wearing shoes. Some things never changed, Jamie supposed.
Three cookies. Little Jack tried offering one to his mom, but she shook her head with a wide smile. “They’re all for you,” she said, then straightened up to sit down on the bed beside him. “And Jack…There’s something else. Another surprise.”
“Another gift?” little Jack asked hopefully, with his eyes on the cookie as if he was afraid it would disappear on him.
His mother hummed thoughtfully. “Maybe,” she said. “Depends on your reaction, I suppose.”
Little Jack frowned, looking up at her. “Any gift is a good gift, isn’t it?” he pondered.
In the doorway, Jack’s lips had quirked up in a soft, knowing smile.
“I think so too.” Jack’s mother shifted, and placed a hand on his shoulder, stroking it softly. “You’re going to be a big brother.”
Jamie held back a gasp. He glanced at present Jack again, but quickly looked away when he saw how his eyes shimmered. This moment was already extremely private; Jamie wasn’t going to gawk at Jack for shedding a tear at the sight of something so precious to him. Instead, he looked at little Jack, observing as his eyes widened along with his mouth.
“Really?” he whispered, completely awestruck.
His mother nodded, and reached for little Jack’s hand, placing it over her belly. Little Jack rubbed it for a few long seconds, then gave a delighted laugh. He beamed up at his mother, who smiled right back.
“What’s her name?” he asked.
His mother’s brows furrowed slightly. “Why do you say ‘her’?” she asked back.
Little Jack thought about this for a moment, getting a sheepish look on his face. He shrugged. “I hope it’s a girl,” he confessed. “But a boy is okay too.”
“Well,” his mother said, taking little Jack’s hand in her own. “If it does turn out to be a girl, what would you want her to be called?”
Present Jack came into the room, his steps completely silent. Despite the floorboards being old and ramshackle, they didn’t creak under either Jack or Jamie’s weight. He stopped beside Jamie. “Emily,” he whispered, as if his mother and younger self would hear him otherwise.
“Emily,” little Jack said.
Jamie felt a small shiver go down his spine. He looked up at Jack. “You had a sister?” he asked.
Jack didn’t reply, but he smiled. “We should go,” he murmured, but didn’t once look at the crystal.
“Are you sure?” Jamie asked, even though he knew they had to. Still, there was a part of him that wanted to stay. Even if they didn’t belong in this time, it felt selfish to take it away from Jack again. It had such a warm feeling; Jamie didn’t want to go back to the dark and cold either.
“Yes,” Jack replied, but his jaw clenched, like he was seconds away from changing his mind. He let out a shaky breath and nodded as confirmation. In front of him, his mother and young Jack were discussing boy’s names, and what would happen once the baby was born, how much fun they would have together. Jamie knew little Jack would become an amazing older brother.
Jamie walked around the bed and reached for the crystal. He glanced at Jack again. His hands were trembling, but he didn’t try to stop Jamie. Neither did he look away from his mother.
Jamie took a deep breath and grabbed the crystal.
Notes:
I posted this early because I actually wanted to post it yesterday because it was my birthday and they go to a birthday party in the chapter so it was appropriate but then I realized I hadn't edited the chapter yet and. Yeah. Anyway, it's Christmas tomorrow! So happy holidays, love you, Hiccup is still kinda left in the dark I'm so sorry lmfao
Chapter 24: The gang goes shopping
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Chapter Text
Jack came back to his body like waking up from a dream, but that was the only part of what had just happened that seemed dreamlike. The vision, with lack of a better word, was not a dream, and he knew it just as well as he knew all the other times had not been dreams. Still, there was something about this time that felt too good to be true…and somehow too heavy to bear at the same time.
He felt the cold ground beneath his legs and Toothless’ ragged skin again his cheek. He blinked his eyes open, and Hiccup’s dozing silhouette came into focus, dimly lit by the embers of the fire. He was holding his hands out in front of him, like he was begging for money, and Jack realized why when Baby Tooth shifted in his palms. Hiccup woke up with a small jolt, sending Baby Tooth a slightly panicked look. In the same second, Jamie abruptly sat up, startling Hiccup even more.
“What—what happened?” Hiccup asked. Jack didn’t know why he was whispering.
Giving himself a few more seconds to gather his emotions, Jack let out a quiet breath, closing his eyes. He wished Jamie hadn’t touched the crystal. He wished he hadn’t gone back there in the first place. He wished he could go back. His chest felt so indescribably heavy.
“We’re—we’re back,” Jamie explained feebly to Hiccup, who smiled uncertainly.
“You didn’t…go anywhere,” he said slowly, though it sounded more like a question.
Jamie didn’t try to argue. Instead, his voice turned soft. “Jack?”
Jack steeled himself to use his own voice. “Yeah,” he replied, and though he tried to sound unbothered, the weight in his chest pulled the word down to a quiet, weary murmur. It didn’t sound convincing to himself; it wouldn’t have sounded convincing to anyone.
Hiccup was looking at him when Jack opened his eyes, unhidden concern in his expression. “You okay?” he asked.
Jack pushed himself up and nodded. Jamie looked at him as though he hadn’t seen him in years, and Jack didn’t know what to do with that; everything unspoken between them hung in the air like the electricity before a thunderstorm. After what they’d seen, Jack didn’t know how to summon the strength to be big and grown up. It was as if he could still feel the warmth of his mother’s hands covering his own, and her laugh as Jack proposed silly baby names to her.
They’d all been silly on purpose; he’d already decided on the name Emily.
Little Emily, all loud laughs and grubby baby hands, stumbling over the creaking wooden floor to follow Jack’s every whim. Bubbly Emily, with eyes wide with wonder at every tale and piece of feigned wisdom her big brother would tell her. Jack’s Emily, and he hadn’t even remembered that he had been the one to give her that name.
Jamie stood up on his knees and hugged Jack tightly. It left Jack a bit dazed, but it also brought him back to the present – their current present, anyway – and he let the tension seep out of his shoulders, bringing his arms around Jamie as well.
“Do you have the crystal?” Jack whispered.
Jamie nodded and slowly pulled back. “I’m not surprised you were an older brother,” he said with a faint smile, switching over to English. He handed Jack the crystal. “In fact, I suspected as much.”
A smile so wide it surprised Jack himself spread over his own face at those words, and he laughed. “I’ll tell you about her,” he promised.
Baby Tooth chirped a soft tune and Jack turned to her, holding the crystal up between two fingers. Beside her, Hiccup’s jaw went slack.
“How…” he started helplessly.
“Told you they multiply,” Jack said. He scooped up the other crystals, then looked around with a frown. “You moved us in our sleep?” he asked, holding back a laugh.
Hiccup didn’t seem to register the question, as he just stared blankly at Jack. Then he shrugged. “What happened just now?”
“A vision,” Jack replied, as if he actually had a clue. “Well. Sort of. Jamie found the new crystal within it and brought it back here, to the pre—um…real world?” He scratched his cheek, looking down at his feet with an expression he knew was forlorn, but he couldn’t help it. “Either way, we did what we set out to. Things are going according to the non-existent plan.”
Hiccup nodded slowly. His eyes were darting nervously to where Baby Tooth was floating in the air, but tried to seem unbothered. He had about as much success as Jack. “Wonderful,” he said. He then seemed to struggle with his words, his eyes scanning Jack’s face. It was obvious he was curious to know what had happened to plunge Jack into such a melancholy mood. “What now?” he asked instead, which Jack appreciated.
The others, save for Toothless who was snoozing peacefully at their backs, shared a look. “Find new magic, I guess,” Jack replied.
Jamie looked out into the darkness with a doubtful frown. “Tomorrow,” he said.
“Tomorrow,” Hiccup agreed, clearly not too stoked about the prospect of potentially meeting another nøkk. “We can leave at first light.”
“Unless it starts to snow,” Jack added.
Hiccup swallowed and nodded once. “You’re the expert,” he muttered uneasily, and Jack didn’t know if he managed to hide the momentary surprise he felt at those words, before he realized Hiccup meant magical stuff in general and not magical snow.
“Should we keep watch?” Jack asked, because he was already pretty certain he wouldn’t be able to get much sleep if he tried. To his dread, Hiccup shook his head.
“Toothless will hear if we get company,” he said. “Let’s just all get some rest. We’ll fly to the market tomorrow, and…” He shook his head, taking a deep breath. “…Maybe we’ll find some magical salesmen or something. Those are generally a little bit friendlier than what we met in the woods.”
Jack cracked a smile. Hiccup worried a lot – and at this point, it wasn’t unwarranted – but at least he always found ways to joke about his troubles.
They settled down to sleep after Hiccup reinvigorated the fire, huddling up against Toothless’ warm scales. It was a tight squeeze under the blanket, but there was an unspoken agreement that it was better that way. Even if they’d had several blankets, sharing body heat would keep them as warm as possible. The only downside was that Jack knew he’d have to lie completely still so as not to wake any of the others.
Jamie lay between Jack and Hiccup, and Jack could hear his breathing slowly even out. He was the first one to fall asleep. Hiccup followed a while after, and though Jack was pretty sure they both knew the other was awake, they both kept still. Baby Tooth had settled in the crook of Jamie’s neck, hidden beneath the blanket.
And then Jack was the only one awake. It stayed that way for a long time.
He kept his eyes closed, trying to breathe in an even rhythm. The weather outside was still; all he could hear was the soft lapping of waves against stone, the crackling from the fire and the gentle heartbeat from Toothless’ chest. Hiccup made some noises in his sleep every now and then: some incoherent mumbling or the occasional snore, like a foreboding reminder that he was his father’s son and those soft snores might turn less soft with the years.
Jack was exhausted in every way. It took absurdly long for him to begin nodding off, but once he did it turned out to be fruitless anyway; every time sleep began to take its hold on him, his mind plunged back into the murky waters of Nøkken’s marsh. His lungs would stop responding and he’d awake with a gasp, again and again until he gave up. As gingerly as he could, he scooted away from Jamie and got to his feet.
His boots and the rest of his clothes were drying by the fire, but they were still too wet to put back on. He wandered out of the shelter barefoot, wrapping his arms around himself. He missed his cloak, but if he just didn’t think about it, he could almost convince himself that the cold wasn’t that bad. He sat down by the lone tree, pulling his legs up to his chest.
A part of his mind wondered why he hadn’t just sat down by the fire. Another part of his mind rolled its eyes at the first part, because that was obvious, wasn’t it? Jack lowered his forehead to his knees when his own actual eyes began to water. It made him scoff at himself; it had been a good few decades since the last time he’d cried twice in one day.
With his mind muddled with mead, he’d wondered about his favorite laughs. His mother’s, though he hadn’t at the time remembered it, made the list, out of pure assumption that Jack must’ve loved it. And that was true; he remembered it now. Lilting and warm, like a safer and more grounded version of Jack’s own laugh.
And his father…Jack still didn’t remember much about him, but at least now he knew why. There hadn’t been much to remember in the first place, because he’d been gone so fast. Certain moments of the vision they’d just observed, Jack could still envision from his younger self’s point of view. The deeply compassionate way his father had gazed at little Jack had gone over Jack’s head at the time. Seeing it again had felt like a rumble of faraway lightning; loud and unmistakable, almost overwhelming, but the lightning itself was long gone. A new kind of hollowness had opened up in Jack’s chest where he wished his memories of his father could be.
And then there was the abyss that this new knowledge left behind: Jack’s mother had lost her husband, and then her son. Jack had never regretted what he did on the frozen pond that day, but for the first time, he felt the painful stab of resentment, directed at his own recklessness. If he’d just been careful, he could’ve noticed that the ice was too thin before it was too late. He never would have become Jack Frost, but at least he could’ve had his family for longer than those fleeting seventeen years.
He could have heard his mother’s laugh so many more times, and he never would have forgotten the sound of it. The touch of her hand. The smile in her eyes. The endless love she harbored for her children.
Jack had made it all disappear, and he would never get it back.
The tears on his cheeks felt biting and cold in the soft wind, and he wiped them away. His fingers were numb, though he was pretty sure he hadn’t been sitting under the tree for long. His toes were in an even worse state, but he couldn’t bring himself to care about it. He’d already died of hypothermia; maybe frostbite wasn’t so bad in comparison.
Just as the thought passed through his mind, something abruptly landed on his head and draped itself over his body. He gave a yelp and pulled the blanket off, looking up. Jamie stood a couple of meters away, shifting his weight.
“Hi,” he said.
Jack sighed, lowering his gaze. “Go to sleep, Jamie,” he muttered.
“Can’t sleep.”
“You were sleeping last time I checked.”
“And then I wasn’t.” Jamie came closer and sat down beside him, crossing his legs. He glanced at Jack, then looked out at the sea. “…Hiccup woke up too, when you left. He asked me to check on you.”
Jack forcefully pushed away the disappointment he felt at the fact that Hiccup hadn’t just done that himself, instead of sending Jamie. He could see that the fire was brighter now than before, so Hiccup was obviously still awake in there. But either way, he wasn’t sure if he’d appreciate Hiccup’s company right now. Not really Jamie’s either. He just wanted to be alone.
But Jamie stayed where he was, so Jack shifted to give him some space to lean against the tree. He draped the blanket over them both. And then they sat there.
“You’re sad,” Jamie eventually murmured.
It took Jack a few seconds to reply. “Yeah,” he said.
“Do you miss her?”
He missed her so much, Jack didn’t have the words to describe it. He nodded. Then he turned his head away, in hope that Jamie wouldn’t see the fresh tears trailing down his cheeks. It felt so wrong to let his sorrow seep through in front of him. It was the same kind of shame he’d felt at the thought of Jamie seeing him intoxicated. That wasn’t Jack Frost. That was just a stupid, vulnerable teenager. Stupid, vulnerable Jackson Overland. But there wasn’t much point in trying to hide that anymore, was it?
Jamie was quiet. He leaned his head on Jack’s shoulder.
“You’re not alone, Jack,” he said, and though he sounded seconds away from choking up, he managed to keep his voice steady. Even firm. Like he knew, in absolute certainty, that that was the case.
And Jack felt himself smile. He wiped away the tears, sniffled, then nudged his head gently against Jamie’s. “I know that,” he said. “But thanks for reminding me.”
Jamie made a sound as if he wanted to speak but was too choked up to do so. He was too empathic to give anyone a pep talk without ending up in need of a pep talk of his own. Jack couldn’t help but chuckle.
“I just didn’t expect it, is all,” he said. “Seeing her again.”
Jamie barely nodded. “I was surprised too,” he said, and Jack was glad to hear it seemed the lump in his throat had eased a little. “Why were you born in the summer?”
“It’s not like I had a choice.”
It warranted a laugh from Jamie, and Jack grinned.
“Did you like summer better, then?” Jamie straightened up with a curious frown, but the frown loosened up when he met Jack’s eyes. Jack guessed his eyes must be puffy or his cheeks blotched red. “We don’t have to talk about it if you…” Jamie started to mumble but trailed off when Jack smiled and shook his head.
“It’s been a long while coming already,” he said. He leaned back against the tree and looked at the ocean without really looking at it. “I know you’re curious. And…even if it’s difficult to talk about them, it’s nice as well. To think about them and that time…I’ve only just started to remember it myself, after all.”
“What’s that like?” Jamie asked.
“To remember?” Jack pursed his lips. “Confusing. Overwhelming, exhilarating.” He closed his eyes. “A little sad. Maybe…more than a little. But happy, too.”
Jamie went quiet. When Jack opened his eyes again, he saw him looking out at the sea with his mouth hanging slightly ajar.
“Did you call your sister Emily in the end?” he asked.
Jack grinned. “Yeah. Though some people called her Flee, from how fast she could run and jump around.”
Jamie met his eyes for a moment, a faint smile on his face. Then he started to frown again. “You don’t really look like your dad,” he observed.
For some reason, this made Jack’s cheeks feel warm. “I guess not,” he said.
“He had wrinkles. Well, not a lot. Some.” Jamie pointed at the corner of his eye. “Crow’s feet. And some lines on his forehead.”
The picture of him appeared in Jack’s mind, and he held onto it for a few moments before he had to let it go again, like a cup of tea that still needed to cool down.
“He was old. Or…old-ish,” Jack said, then shrugged. “An adult.”
Jamie’s gaze shifted, his lips pressing shut. Jack waited for him to ask the question that was obviously on his mind, but he remained silent.
“Go on, then. Ask,” Jack chuckled.
Jamie folded his hands nervously. “Why…Why didn’t you become an adult?” he asked.
It felt as though the world slowed down around them. The lapping of the waves seemed gentler, and the wind dimmed to a quiet rushing in the distance. Jack hadn’t told this story to anyone before. Not in detail anyway.
“It’s not a happy story, Jamie,” he said quietly. “I can tell you, but you need to know that first. Don’t be…” He hesitated, folding his own hands. “Don’t be scared.”
Jamie sent him a wary look, but then nodded. “I won’t,” he promised.
And somehow, Jack knew he could believe him. He took a deep breath, wondering how he should say it. If he should include the details he’d kept to himself ever since he got his memories back; how Emily had been around the age Jamie was when he first saw Jack; that it had been in early January, when the ice was supposed to be at its thickest; that they’d both gotten ice skates for Christmas, just because Emily wanted them and Jack knew she’d want him along.
But it wasn’t a tale. It wasn’t beautiful. It wasn’t entertaining. It was a tragic, irreversible moment; it was just a fact. Right now, sitting in front of the black ocean in the cold, that was all Jack managed to feel about it.
“I…Emily and I were out ice skating. I thought the ice was thick enough, but…it started cracking beneath her.” Jack’s voice was bland and quiet as he spoke. Still, his mouth quirked slightly upwards, in an imitation of a smile. “That’s when I found the staff. I used it to get her out of harm’s way, but…it was too late for me.” He paused for a moment. His gaze rested on a spot where the waves washed up against stone. “…I didn’t come out of that pond as Jackson Overland. Jackson Overland was…He drowned in that pond.”
Jamie’s breathing had gone still. It took a long time before he found his voice again. “And you became Jack Frost? You…You died to become Jack Frost?”
Jack had already mused an extraordinary amount about the irony of perishing in winter’s icy clutches, only to spend the next 300 years convincing everyone else, to the best of his ability, what a wonderful and fun time those dark months could bring. And the weirdest thing was that even after getting his memories back, knowing full well what had happened, he still stood by it. Winter was fun; he’d just been one of the unlucky ones.
“Makes it all seem a little less wonderful, doesn’t it?” he asked with an apologetic smile. “It’s fine, Jamie. I don’t really…I don’t remember the exact moment. I remember the ice giving away, the cold and then…” He shook his head. “And then I saw the Moon. I just wish I knew what happened to Emily and Mom after that day.”
“I’m sorry,” Jamie said. He was pouting at the ground. “Jack…How do you act so happy when so many sad things have happened to you?”
Jack had wondered the same thing many times, before and after getting his memories back. But nobody ever addressed it. Not Jack or anyone else, because Jack always kept it to himself. He didn’t want the Guardians’ pity; he didn’t want them to look at him like the lonely, invisible boy he’d been for so long. He knew they were all thinking it sometimes, but they never tried to bring it up.
But Jamie was Jamie, and he had the ability to make Jack’s heart bleed and mend at the same time. The question circled in his head as if he’d never truly asked it himself. Because he had…but he’d never really gotten as far as answering it, had he?
Despite everything, he’d never described himself as a melancholy person. Thinking about it, he thought he had much reason to. But what he liked thinking about instead was his ability to see the light in the dark. He didn’t like dwelling on the sadness, though it was sometimes too loud to ignore. Like now. But what mattered was that he hoped, so fiercely that he would claim he knew, he’d be happy again eventually. That’s how he’d gotten through those 300 years, and that’s how he would get through this.
“Things will be alright, Jamie,” he said. “Above all of that, I have many things to be happy about too. So…I don’t act happy. I am happy.” He pursed his lips, leaving out the generally he wanted to add. Just because he was sad right now didn’t mean he was going to sully important life advice given to an eleven-year-old. “I will be happy. So don’t worry about that.”
Jamie nodded, though he didn’t look entirely convinced. “Would you go back if you could?” he asked.
No. Yes. Jack didn’t know. It felt like an impossible question.
It wasn’t just that his yearning to get back what he’d lost rivalled his sense of duty; he did enjoy being Jack Frost. He liked riding the wind and bringing winter with him, seeing the smiles of thousands of children upon spotting those first flakes of snow falling from a white sky. He liked playing pranks and he liked discreetly orchestrating those perfect, quiet moments that made people reach out for each other’s hands and huddle up. He loved being a part of something so huge and important. He loved being a part of the Guardians. He loved the Guardians.
He loved a lot of things that had come to him as a result of being Jack Frost. And as much as he loved that, he also loved the things that had come as a result of becoming Jackson Overland again.
But at the same time, he loved his mother and he loved his sister. He loved his father too, though he’d never known him that well. He wished he’d gotten the time to know him better. He wished he could’ve stayed with them, so that his mom wouldn’t have had to suffer the loss of them both. That was the one thing he could scarcely bring himself to think about – how his mother must have grieved for him.
All of a sudden, guilt swelled in his chest. Like a knife, he remembered that if he didn’t do things right, he wouldn’t be the only one present to lose a mother and a little sister.
“I…” he started, forgetting about Jamie’s question. He bowed his head and ran a hand over his face. “I need to tell you something, Jamie. I should’ve told you before, but I—I didn’t want to worry you more.”
Judging by the way Jamie’s eyes widened with panic, it was the wrong way to start this conversation. “Oh no. Are you dying?”
“No!” Jack quickly said, though the question made him horribly aware of his renewed mortality. He mentally shook his head; he couldn’t think about that now. “No, it’s not about me. It’s about something the Guardians told me when I saw them. About you.”
It was hard to get the words out. Jamie’s concerned expression didn’t waver, and so Jack did his best not to drag out the time.
“The time we spend here is parallel to our present,” he explained, holding Jamie’s gaze the best he could. “Which means that…even when we go back to the present, we won’t go back to the exact moment we were taken by the time fragment. We will have been gone for as long as we’ve spent our time here.”
Jamie’s concern turned into confusion for a moment, and then to a dawning realization. “But we’ve been here for…” he started weakly, looking blankly in the air. Then he met Jack’s eyes again. “In the present – I’ve gone missing.”
Jack nodded. “I—I don’t know if the Guardians have tried to help,” he said. “Maybe they’ve informed Sophie somehow, but I…I doubt it.”
“I went missing in the woods,” Jamie muttered. “After my mom told me not to go too deep, too.”
“We’ll get back,” Jack said. “We’ll gather the pieces of the crystal, and…” He didn’t know what would happen even if they did gather the pieces. Maybe nothing. Maybe they truly were stuck in the past. But he couldn’t think like that. “And we’ll get you back home.”
Jamie’s eyes were shimmering, but he nodded. “M-maybe if you see the Guardians again, ask them to tell Pippa and the others,” he said. “They can know, right?”
Jack tried to smile in a reassuring way. “Yeah,” he said. “I’ll ask them, if…if I see them again. And if not, then your friends and family will see you again someday anyway. Just focus on that.”
“How would we explain that?” Jamie asked. “I go missing, and I turn up again, like, months later? Y-years, maybe, even…” His voice dwindled to silence.
“We’ll find a way you can explain yourself,” Jack said, even if he had no idea. That was the least of their problems.
Jamie scooted sideways and hugged Jack suddenly. He didn’t say anything, but Jack could only imagine how far away from home he must feel right now. Jamie gave a quavering sigh, shaking slightly against Jack, and Jack couldn’t help in any other way than to hug him back.
“I’m sorry, Jamie,” he whispered. “I should’ve told you before.”
Jamie shook his head a little. “It’s okay,” he mumbled.
It wasn’t, but Jack didn’t try to argue. “We’ll fix this,” he promised, running his hand through Jamie’s hair. “We’ve faced greater threats.”
He said it like a fact, though he wasn’t sure if it was still true.
Jamie didn’t feel rested the next morning. The sun was coming up, and since Hiccup had put out the fire, he sat pressed against Toothless, stroking his head absently. Jack was trying on his boots, and Jamie guessed they were still a bit wet by the way his nose wrinkled. He put his cloak back on, careful not to move his injured arm too much. Baby Tooth chirped at him, and Jack laughed.
“Did Tooth tell you that?” he asked, and Jamie didn’t have the energy to ask what she’d said.
Hiccup was watching them with a vaguely bothered expression, but when he noticed Jamie looking at him, he smiled sheepishly and wiped the discomfort off his face. “So,” he said, in a way that reminded Jamie a little too much of his English teacher. “What’s the plan?”
“Let’s fly towards the market and, uh…take it from there,” Jack said reassuringly. “Baby Tooth will notice if there’s something magical nearby. And maybe you too, Hiccup.”
“Me?” Hiccup’s voice broke a little, and he cleared his throat. “That was a—a one-time thing, I haven’t felt anything magical before that.”
Baby Tooth whistled disapprovingly, shaking her head.
“You sure about that?” Jack asked.
Hiccup hesitated. He gave a weak laugh. “Let’s fly, shall we?”
Jamie perked up at the same time as Toothless. “Can I sit in the front this time?” he asked hopefully.
Jack beamed at him. “Sure. I’ll sit in the back. We can make a plan on the way.”
“That’s literally the opposite of how planning works, but okay,” Hiccup muttered.
It was a bright new day, and Jamie felt the same rush of excitement as he’d felt in the beginning of this journey soaring through his body as Toothless leapt off the rock and carried them into the sky. He held his hands up like he was on a rollercoaster, causing Hiccup to put a hand on his shoulder while the other held onto the handles of the saddle, as if he was afraid he was going to jump off. But to be fair, Hiccup did think Jamie was related to Jack, so it wasn’t an irrational worry to have.
They split the cloud layer, and entered a cotton candy kingdom, colored pink and orange by the rising sun. Jamie made awing sounds, turning around to share his excitement with Hiccup. Hiccup, however, had his brows deeply furrowed, and only tried for a tiny smile when he met Jamie’s eyes.
“It’s pretty,” he stated.
Jamie shook his head exasperatedly. “I know you’ve done this a lot, but I don’t get how you can ever get used to it,” he said. “Do you ever get bored of flying?”
Behind Hiccup, Jack squinted as if he was preparing to judge Hiccup if he answered wrong.
“Absolutely not,” Hiccup laughed, and Jack’s squint softened. “No, I’m just tired. Still…Still trying to wrap my head around this, I guess. Um. Where’s…where’s the fairy?”
“Baby Tooth,” Jack said, “is her name. She’s in my cloak.”
Jamie snorted. Even if Hiccup wasn’t used to magic and seemed prejudiced towards thinking it was inherently bad, being scared of a tooth fairy was ridiculous. Trains dragons but can’t relax while being in the presence of a fairy the size of his little finger. He’d come around to it, though, Jamie was sure.
Hiccup nodded slowly. “Good,” he repeated, his voice still ringing with the hollow acceptance of a man who’s seen the impossible. “So…Are we going to talk about what happened last night, or are we just going to let it hang in the air?”
“Sorry for waking you,” Jack mumbled awkwardly.
“Oh. No, not that,” Hiccup said. “I meant the passing out-part. The vision and the crystal…What kind of vision is that?”
“Well, it’s—it’s not a vision, exactly,” Jack said uncertainly. “I’m not sure what it is, but it takes us to other places. Each time, we’ve found a crystal. My guess is that the magic that created the crystal is binding the broken pieces together.”
“What happens if you collect them all?” Hiccup asked.
Jack went quiet for a few seconds. “I’m not sure,” he admitted. “I don’t know.”
It wasn’t the most reassuring thing to hear, but Jamie couldn’t blame him.
“What do you mean that it takes you to other places? Like…” Hiccup sounded like he struggled getting the next words out. “Like your souls?”
Jamie shivered at the thought.
“Maybe,” Jack said, his voice quiet in the wind.
They flew in silence for a few long moments, this new hypothesis ringing eerily in the air around them.
“So, did you…see those, uh…Guardians?” Hiccup asked, trying to keep his voice light. He pronounced Guardians strangely.
“No,” Jack mumbled dejectedly. “I only saw them the first time. I was hoping each crystal would lead me back to them, in case they’ve found a way to help us. But since then, it’s just been…” He trailed off, and Jamie turned around to look at him.
“Do you think it’s random where they take us?” he asked.
Jack’s eyes went distant. “…I’m not sure,” he said. He then opened his mouth, before giving the back of Hiccup’s head an uneasy look. He met Jamie’s eyes again. “It took us to Berk, and obviously none of us have been there before. Seems pretty random to me. But at the same time…Burgess, Hawthorne – seems a bit funny, doesn’t it?”
Jamie nodded slowly. “But you didn’t recognize being at…that one place,” he said. “With the dancing couple.”
“That’s true,” Jack mumbled. “It was during winter, though. Maybe…” He trailed off again, but Jamie got what he was trying to say. Even if they hadn’t seen Jack there, he might’ve been around, bringing winter to Burgess. Still, that didn’t explain why the crystal had been inside the girl’s present.
“Maybe we’ll find out with the next one,” Jamie suggested hopefully.
Hiccup looked troubled and very confused. “Are you sure following the crystals is a good idea?” he asked. “Maybe…Maybe it’s better to wait and see if we can find the way back to your home another way.”
Jamie lowered his gaze and turned ahead.
“We don’t have the time,” Jack said. “Angry snow-spirit and everything.”
Hiccup sighed tiredly. “Right. Then could I ask again if there isn’t any way to stop her? I mean, we have firepower. Fire melts ice.”
“Acute observation, Hiccup, fire does melt ice,” Jack said, then laughed when Hiccup elbowed him. “But…you saw how strangely Toothless acted in the marsh.” Baby Tooth chirped softly, and Jack added, “and after meeting the Snow Queen.”
“But—” Hiccup started, and sounded vaguely like Sophie when she tried to protest her bedtime. Then he sighed gruffly. “I guess you’re right. I just know I’ll never look at winter the same again after this. It was already bad before I knew someone was purposely orchestrating it.”
Jack was quiet. Jamie could all but feel the minus in friendship-signs from the Sims appearing over their heads.
It was dark again by the time they arrived at the marketplace, but despite that, the market was still very much alive. People were selling clothes and weapons, food and mead, or showcased clutters of treasure made out of shiny rings and necklaces and other types of jewelry. The market was located by the harbor, and people were milling about, carrying boxes and barrels onto and off the ships. Behind the bustle of it all, a small village spread out, lit up by torches and a hearth in the middle of a muddy square.
They landed somewhere there weren’t a lot of people, in case anyone who hadn’t seen a Night Fury before wouldn’t freak out, then strolled with numb legs and sore bottoms into the market.
“This is nice,” Jack commented. “Love the smell of fish. Do you think they sell anything other than seafood here?”
“Doubt it,” Hiccup said. “Come on, I know a place that’s…” He pursed his lips. “…nice-adjacent.”
Jamie took in the place as they walked through it. He got eye contact with a few sketchy-looking sailors, which caused him to walk a little closer to Jack, but otherwise the marketplace seemed relatively safe and civilized. Compared to Berk, anyway; Jamie supposed his standards had changed somewhat after living there for a while. This was nothing like what he’d always imagined Vikings to be like when they read about them in the history books, or even less so when he read about them in his adventure novels.
Hiccup led them to the point where the village and the market connected, walking them towards a house that just looked like someone’s home. But there was chatter and laughter coming from the inside, and a sign was hanging at the door. Jamie hadn’t learned the Runes etched into it, but he guessed it said something like ‘open’ because Hiccup opened the door without knocking first.
The room was filled with people of the type like the sailors Jamie had seen on their way here, all gruff and grimy and grim. None of them paid them any attention as they walked in until Toothless wiggled in through the narrow doorway. The conversation died down suddenly, causing the opposite side of the room to wonder why the other side had gone so quiet. Very quickly, the room was dead silent.
Hiccup pressed his lips shut, shifting awkwardly. “Um. Hi,” he said.
A head popped down from a narrow staircase; a middle-aged woman with bright red hair and flushed cheeks. She grinned when she spotted them.
“Hiccup!” she exclaimed, then put her hand to her mouth, yelling up to the second floor. “Sweetest, we’ve got royalty visiting!”
Hiccup gave a weak groan, then glowered at Jack when he laughed.
The woman bounded downstairs then waved dismissively at the crowd. “Right, I’m sure you’ve seen more exciting things in your day,” she said. Jamie wondered if that was a purposeful attempt at insulting every guests’ old age and their little group’s tired state at the same time. The room tentatively began filling up with chatter again. The woman smiled broadly at Hiccup when she approached him and pulled him into a tight hug. “We haven’t seen you here in a while!”
“Uh, yeah, sorry – Berk’s been busy,” Hiccup said with an apologetic laugh.
The woman beamed. “How’s your father? It’s been even longer since I saw him. Oh—Hi, there.” She’d spotted Jack and Jamie, her eyes shifting quickly between the two of them, before landing on Hiccup again. “Friends of yours? Can’t remember seeing them around on Berk before.”
Hiccup gestured to both sides of himself. “Jack and Jamie, this is Idun. Idun, this is Jack and Jamie,” he said.
Idun grinned at them both. “Friends of Hiccup’s are friends of ours. Do you want to sit? You look exhausted.” She nodded at them to follow her before anyone could get a word in. Then, once they’d sat down – on a bench against the wall with a tiny, three-legged table, a bit further away from the other guests, to Jamie’s relief – she said hi to Toothless, who reminded Jamie a lot of how happy Abby got whenever Jamie’s aunt came to visit, then disappeared to another room.
Hiccup smiled exasperatedly. “She talks a lot,” he explained.
Jack leaned towards him with his head resting in his palm. “I keep forgetting you’re a prince, Hiccup,” he said with a devious grin. “Apologies for never kneeling when you enter the room. If you ever need someone to wash your feet—Ack!”
Hiccup had shoved Jack’s elbow off the table, nearly making Jack’s face collide with the wood. “You’re hilarious,” he said flatly, and though his cheeks were quickly turning a bright shade of red, there was a stubborn smile on his face. Jack and Jamie laughed.
Hiccup explained that the owners of this house, Idun and Rune, often opened their home to traveling traders and sailors. It had started small, with them only letting people they knew in, but eventually those people started bringing friends, and the friends started bringing friends, and soon enough they had a small business going. The food wasn’t much – as Jack had guessed, mostly seafood – but Hiccup proclaimed their mead was tasty at least.
Jack made a face. “Mead?”
“Mead,” Hiccup repeated, smiling impishly. “Did that one night scare you off already?”
“No,” Jack replied, a tad defensively. “I’d just like to have all my senses intact, if we’re going to find any magi—uh…” He cringed and looked around. “If we’re going to find what we’re looking for,” he said instead.
“Do they have water?” Jamie piped up, and was glad some of his friends weren’t there, because they’d definitely tease him for turning down a chance to drink alcohol. He doubted the Vikings had particularly strict drinking laws.
Hiccup opened his mouth to answer, but then jerked his head back a little when Baby Tooth appeared, hovering over the table. She chirped something at Jack.
“Okay,” Jack said. “Be careful, though, alright?” Baby Tooth replied, and Jack gave her a fond smile, at which she replied with a bashful smile of her own before disappearing.
“What was that?” Hiccup asked, with the same sort of bothered look he’d worn earlier.
“She said she’d look around,” Jack said, leaning his head in his hand again. “If this place has a lot of people going through it, it’s not unlikely that we find some kind of mag—ugh, loaded? Energized? Spot.”
Jamie rubbed his chin. “We should come up with a codeword,” he declared. “Like…”
They pondered about this for a moment.
“Teeth,” Jack suggested.
Jamie frowned. “Baby Tooth is a bad influence,” he told him. “It has to be something that’s not weird. ‘This place has a lot of people coming through, it’s not unlikely that we find teeth’?”
This made Jack laugh. “Okay, good point.”
“Crystals,” Hiccup volunteered.
“It might make people think we’re after something valuable, making them come after us,” Jamie said in a conspiring mumble, the adventure novel-part of his brain beginning to go into overdrive. “It’s gotta be something normal.”
Hiccup pursed his lips. “Rocks.”
“That’s boring,” Jamie said, making Hiccup throw his arms out.
“It’s normal!”
“Normal but not boring.”
Jack was clearly struggling to keep a straight face. “What do you think, then?” he asked, giggles in his voice.
Jamie hummed. “What about…traces.”
“How’s that less boring than rocks?” Hiccup argued.
“It’s mystical,” Jamie insisted. “And that’s what it is, isn’t it? Traces of…you know what. Unless it’s actually a spirit. I mean—” He looked around. “A legend.”
Jack tilted his head to the side. “A legend?” he repeated, and Jamie felt his cheeks flush.
“You know what I mean.”
“So, since a lot of people pass through this island, you’re saying there’s a high possibility we’ll find Traces or Legends,” Hiccup summarized, and Jamie capitalized the words in his head. That’s how it would’ve been written in a fantasy story. “Why?”
“Legends and people go hand in hand,” Jack said. “They’re connected. And people come here from all around, who knows what kind of stories they bring with them. Some humans practice magic too, which would leave behind—” He gestured at Jamie, and finished matter-of-factly, “Traces.”
“Jack, the codenames won’t help if you still throw around the M-word,” Jamie said.
“Alright, mm-ma-martial arts, then,” Jack said. “Some humans practice martial arts.”
Jamie burst out laughing, but then promptly shut his mouth when a tall figure appeared in front of the table. It was a man with a short, graying beard and the most luscious-looking blond hair Jamie had seen on any Viking until this point. It flowed down his shoulders like a shampoo commercial. His expression was positively hostile.
“Long time, Rune,” Hiccup then said, getting to his feet.
“Indeed,” Rune said, quirking the tiniest of smiles. He and Hiccup took each other arms, and then he grabbed a chair and pulled it to their table, sitting down. He nodded and Jack and Jamie. “Haven’t seen you around before,” he noted.
Jamie shook his head a little.
“They’re friends of mine,” Hiccup said. “Um, distant family.”
Rune raised his brows. “Really? You don’t look related.”
“Very distant,” Jack said with a small laugh.
“Fair enough,” Rune said, but didn’t sound like he entirely believed them. It didn’t sound like he entirely cared either. Jamie guessed he’d had his fair share of sketchy visitors, and if he already knew Hiccup then he probably also knew that he had a tendency to get into all sorts of trouble. “Idun’s in the other room. I think she’s trying to find the tastier mead for you. Told her not to.”
Hiccup snorted. “Because you want it for yourself?”
“Right you are,” Rune said with a crooked smile. “Just because you’re royalty doesn’t mean you get special treatment, if I had any say in it.”
“Ha-ha,” Hiccup groused. “You can tell her there’s no need, though. I think we’ll stick to water this time.”
Rune got to his feet. “That’s what I like to hear,” he said, and it was the most cheerful Jamie had seen him ever since he sat down. He stomped off in the same direction Idun had gone.
Jack looked after him with a thoughtful expression. “He reminds me of someone,” he murmured, before a light went up in his eyes. “He reminds me of Bunny!”
And that was the most delighted Jamie had seen Jack in a little while.
“Bunny?” Hiccup asked, his brows furrowing. “The one you said you annoy for fun?”
“That would be the one.”
Hiccup looked into the air with a contemplating expression. “I wouldn’t…advise you to do the same with Rune,” he eventually concluded.
“Oh, I wouldn’t,” Jack said, still grinning. “I wouldn’t annoy Bunny that much either if I couldn’t run fast enough.”
Jamie stared at him, wondering what sort of fury Jack had managed to unleash in the Easter Bunny of all people. Well, to be fair, the Easter Bunny was a lot less cute and fuzzy than what most depictions of him argued, but he was still the Easter Bunny.
The homesickness seemed to hit both Jamie and Jack at the same time, as they gave out matching sighs. Hiccup’s expression softened.
“You’ll annoy him again soon enough,” he promised, and Jack sent him a grateful smile.
Idun came back with three tankards of water, reassuring them all that the mead was there for them if they changed their minds. The water came with three bowls of a kind of soup that, despite it all, wasn’t fish, and to Jamie’s wonder, didn’t smell or taste horrible. It had pieces of meat in it – sheep, Idun informed them – and potato. Jamie didn’t know if it was because Berk had made his standards bury themselves so deep into the ground that archeologists would dig them up sometime in the future and call them relics, or if the food was actually the best thing he’d ever eaten.
Toothless got a basket of fish all for himself, and they all ate with gusto. When they’d finished, Jamie’s eyelids were pleasantly heavy, and he rested his head on the table. He could’ve fallen asleep here if he wanted to, and he didn’t even care that they were surrounded by old rusty sailors.
Jack patted his back lightly. “Where do we sleep tonight?” he asked.
Hiccup yawned. “If it not too much trouble, I could ask Idun and Rune if they have some extra space for the night,” he said. “If not, we have enough silver to ask for shelter somewhere else. Either way, we don’t need to huddle up for warmth tonight. I’ve already decided.”
“Great,” Jack said, and yawned as well. “Love it when you’re stubborn.”
“I don’t—I don’t know if I should take that as a compliment or not.”
Rune came back to sit with them after a little while, a tankard in his hand and slightly pinker ears than before. “So what brings you here, young Haddock?” he drawled. “D’your dad send you?”
Hiccup looked like he was fighting off the urge to roll his eyes. He shook his head. “Just showing Jack and Jamie the Archipelago,” he said. “Nothing special.”
“No trouble?” Rune asked with a knowing quirk of his brow.
Hiccup didn’t immediately answer, and when he then replied, “No,” Rune started to laugh. It was a quiet, sort of haughty laugh, and Jamie thought he could see why Jack saw Bunny in him.
“Right, right,” he said. “Well, good luck with that.”
Hiccup went a faint shade of pink. “Thanks,” he muttered. “Uh, Rune, I was wondering…Do you know if there’s anywhere that would take us in for the night?”
Rune smirked. “Try again.”
Hiccup deadpanned. “Would you mind us sleeping here for the night?”
“Chief’s sons gotta be direct,” Rune said, shoving Hiccup’s shoulder. “No worries. You, your little friends and your dragon are more than welcome. Can’t promise you that it’ll be quiet, though; we keep our doors open most of the night.”
“As long as it’s warm, I couldn’t care less,” Hiccup sighed. “Thanks, Rune.”
“What don’t we do for little Hiccup?” Rune ruffled Hiccup’s hair, and Hiccup swatted him halfheartedly away. He got to his feet. “I’ll tell Idun. Enjoy your evening, lads.” Then he walked away, swaying a little more than before.
Jack let out another sigh, then translated his words to English using a horrible Australian accent: “Enjoy your evening, lads.” He grinned at Jamie. “Can’t you just hear him?”
Jamie giggled. Hiccup smiled uncertainly.
“It’s not too late to look around, right?” Jack asked, getting to his feet. “We may be in a hurry, but I do actually want you to show us the Archipelago, Hiccup. Why not start with this market?”
Hiccup looked mildly desperate. “We just sat down,” he said.
Jamie almost wanted to agree, but Jack’s eyes were alight with excitement and it was quickly rubbing off on him.
“And we’ll have loads of time to do that again soon,” Jack said, and linked his arm in Hiccup’s, beginning to drag him up. “Besides, Toothless is the only one with a real reason to be exhausted. But you don’t see him complaining, do you? Right, Toothless?”
Toothless was still licking the remnants of fish from the basket but looked up with a goofy grin when Jack called his name. His tail accidentally knocked someone’s table over in the process, and Jamie swiftly stepped behind Hiccup when the attention turned to them.
“Oops—Uh, sorry,” Hiccup said with a nervous laugh. “Maybe you’re right – we should go.”
They left the house before anyone had the time to get really angry, and Jamie spotted Idun on the way out, shaking her head with a fond smile.
The market didn’t seem any less crowded than earlier, even if the moon was already high in the sky. Jamie supposed it wasn’t as late as it looked; the sun just didn’t really try that hard these days. As they weaved through the crowd, Jamie walked close to Toothless, and eventually just hopped onto his back. Toothless barely seemed to notice anyway. That way, burly Vikings with brooding expressions tended to keep away.
Jamie thought he’d gotten used to Vikings, but he was slowly beginning to realize that maybe Berkians were a special brand of Vikings that Jamie had just gotten used to before they had to leave.
They stopped by several different stands but avoided most of the sellers’ attempts at making them buy anything. However, when they stopped by a stand selling furs, Hiccup started to haggle with the seller, until he was holding a small, brown vest in his hands. He handed it to Jamie.
“This’ll keep you warm,” he said.
Jamie put it on and desperately wished he had a mirror. And Hiccup was right; he was already warming up. Jack beamed at them both.
Hiccup stopped by another stand and repeated the process. Jamie was a bit surprised to see how adamant he could be, but when he made that comment to Jack in a low voice, Jack just shook his head.
“His stubbornness is relentless. The worst I’ve seen in any person ever, and I’m 300 years old.”
Jamie laughed loudly at that and made both Hiccup and the seller send them questioning looks. Jack was probably right, though his words weren’t delivered with any hint of resentment. More like the opposite.
Eventually, Hiccup stood in front of Jack with a leather pouch in his hand. It was tied to a belt meant to hang around the waist. He held it out to Jack with a satisfied grin. “I was thinking—”
“Gods, no,” Jack interrupted, and Hiccup rolled his eyes.
“I was thinking,” he repeated, “it’s a bit awkward to go around stepping on mystical crystals all day long. And knowing how quickly you lose your shoes, it’s probably better to put them in this.”
Jack looked like he wanted to bicker just for the sake of bickering but didn’t know what to say. So he just took the pouch, and smiled down at it, like he’d never received a gift in his life. Though, it probably had been a while, aside from the drawing Jamie gave him right before things went sideways.
He wondered if Jack had left that drawing back on Berk. He hadn’t seen him with it in a long while. Maybe he’d lost it. Jamie realized the thought bummed him out a little bit and decided to stop thinking about it.
Jack tied the belt around his waist and hid it partly under the sash. They moved to a less crowded part of the market so that Jack could reach into his boot and take out the crystals. Jamie held his breath when he did, scared that they’d somehow passed a magical spot – a Trace, he corrected himself internally – without knowing. Jack didn’t pass out and put the crystals in the pouch.
“Thank you,” he told Hiccup.
Hiccup just smiled.
They kept walking around. Despite Jamie’s initial exhaustion, he quickly found that this was a lot more fun than just sitting around or call it an early night. Sitting on Toothless’ back almost the entire time probably helped, though. Also, being on the move was better than sitting still and thinking about what Jack had told him last night.
Maybe that was the point. Jack seemed to be in a good mood; he and Hiccup were walking at Jamie and Toothless’ left, and Hiccup was in the middle of explaining a certain kind of dragon – the Death Song, which Jamie thought was the coolest name ever – and how they’d taken care of a recently hatched one while they lived on the Edge.
“You must be a good singer, then,” Jack said, in response to Hiccup’s retelling of how they had to constantly sing or play music for the dragon to be manageable.
Hiccup barked a laugh. “Absolutely not.”
“Oh, come on.”
“Jack—”
“Hiccup.”
“I can sing,” Jamie interrupted. “Chestnuts roasting on an open fire—”
Jack sent him a long look. “Don’t go there.”
“Jack Frost nipping at your nose—” Jamie gave a sound between a shriek and a laugh when Jack bonked him on the head with his staff.
Jack switched over to English. “Propaganda! It’s all propaganda!” he exclaimed, but was quickly laughing as well.
Hiccup rolled his eyes good-naturedly. “I’ll assume I just witnessed an inside joke,” he said.
“If only,” Jack snorted, then bumped into Hiccup, very much on purpose. “I’ve not forgotten about you. I will hear you sing. One day.”
“Are you threatening me?” Hiccup laughed.
Jack pointed his staff at him. “You’ve seen what I can do.”
“Bonk little kids on the head?”
“When they deserve it.” He pointed at Jamie, as if to say, I’ve not forgotten about you either. Jamie stuck his tongue out at him.
“And in case someone goes on to tell any more lies,” Jack said, turning his gaze back to Hiccup. “I’ve never bitten anyone’s nose. Who would do such a thing? It’s ridiculous.”
Hiccup’s eyes flicked warily between Jack and Jamie. “…Sounds like something someone who bites noses would say,” he said, then yelped when Jack shoved at him. He giggled. “No, actually, I don’t want to hear the story behind that. Much better without context.”
Jack groaned dramatically. “When will my suffering end?”
And in that moment, Baby Tooth zipped into view, chirping urgently. Hiccup made a choked noise, as if he’d barely contained a scream.
“Here?” Jack asked, then frowned as Baby Tooth continued tweeting at him. “How far? How’d you get all the way…Alright.” He looked at Hiccup. “She thinks she’s found something and she wants you to confirm.”
Hiccup blinked. “Excuse me?”
But Jack was already following Baby Tooth. Hiccup looked after him for a moment, before he turned to Jamie. Jamie could only shrug.
“Maybe you have a bit of magic in you yourself,” he explained.
Hiccup didn’t look awfully excited about that idea.
Notes:
Hey. I posted this early because I'm an impatient attention whore.
(Does anyone want to learn some Norwegian? "Nøkken" is like saying "the nøkk" and I guess I could've written "the nøkk" instead of "nøkken" but "Nøkken" is also the name of the creature, but there are, as far as I've learned, more "nøkker" (nøkks??), so anyway, I went with the Norwegian declension lol. I know, I explained this very well.)
Chapter 25: Jack very nearly murders Hiccup
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Woah,” Jamie said, which Jack was sure summed up what they were all thinking.
They’d walked for a long time. Half an hour, maybe, but it was hard to tell. The Moon lit up the darkness, casting the valley below them in a ghostly light. And there, at the bottom, was a circle of huge standing stones.
“Like Stonehenge,” Jamie said, and Jack had a vague idea of what he was talking about. Jack might be old, but he didn’t know much about what people named their prehistoric sites.
Hiccup shifted uneasily. “If anything is magic, then that would be it, I guess,” he muttered.
“Come on,” Jack said.
They shuffled down the hill, careful not to slip on the dewy grass. As they approached the circle, Jack brought out the crystals and picked out the newest one. It was slightly bigger than the others, with a sharp edge that he was careful not to touch. He turned to Hiccup.
“Do you feel anything?”
Hiccup looked like he wanted to laugh. “So many things. But not…nothing like that. Nothing martial arts-connected.”
“You can say magic when we’re alone,” Jamie informed him.
“I think I prefer martial arts.”
Jack walked into the circle, ignoring the choked protest Hiccup tried to make. Nothing happened. The crystal lay still in Jack’s palm, casting a pale blue across his skin.
“Are you sure this is it, Baby Tooth?”
Baby Tooth was looking at the Moon. It was almost directly above them now.
“He’s not around,” Jack murmured. “Or maybe he is. He doesn’t talk anyway.”
Baby Tooth sent him a sympathetic look, which Jack quietly resented. She chirped at him, and Jack sighed. He walked into the center of the ring and studied the surrounding stones. The only thing special about them was how they were propped up like that, but they didn’t have any Runes or other symbols etched into them. The grass inside the circle was trampled; people must be visiting this place a lot.
Jack looked up at the Moon. “Wanna lend a hand?” he asked loudly, then added quietly, “for once.”
Hiccup was looking at him with a curious expression. After all, it wasn’t the first time he’d seen Jack talk to the Moon. With tentative steps, he and Jamie walked into the circle as well. Jack waited, but he didn’t know what he was waiting for. The Moon – for the millionth time – was unresponsive.
He clicked his tongue. “You ever talk to him, Baby Tooth?” he asked. “Does he answer?”
Baby Tooth shook her head, and Jack didn’t know which of the questions she was replying to.
Jack had to lean his head back, looking straight upwards, to see the Moon. He held the crystal up. Moonbeams shone through it, shimmering gently into Jack’s eyes.
“Now would be the best time,” Jack prompted halfheartedly.
And then, the light shone brighter for just a moment. Jack felt himself gasp, and his eyes slid shut.
He woke up to the sound of ‘Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band’ playing in the distance. He sat up, for a moment struggling to remember what was going on. He sat by the edge of his pond, but it wasn’t frozen over. It was barely winter at all, the temperature feeling like it was hovering just above 30 degrees.
“Burgess?”
Jack jumped at Jamie’s voice, and turned to see that he’d appeared behind him. Baby Tooth hovered at his side, a frown on her tiny face.
“Yes,” Jack said, and pushed himself to his feet. “Not sure when, though.”
“You really should start to lie down before you send your soul out of your body,” Jamie said, and Jack grimaced at his choice of words.
“Uh…Am I okay?”
“Oh, yeah.” Jamie smirked. “Hiccup caught you like damsel in distress. You would’ve hit your head otherwise.”
Heat crept up Jack’s neck. “Oh. Yeah, you’re probably right,” he said with a sheepish laugh. Poor Hiccup, being forced into the role of the responsible friend. Though Jack supposed he’d had that role for a while now already, long before Jack and Jamie came to Berk.
The three of them wandered into the neighborhoods. They passed Jamie’s house, which looked almost the same except the walls needed a repaint. Jack realized that was the house the music was coming from, still blaring the Beatles.
And yes, maybe he didn’t know much about historical monuments or sites, but the Beatles was an epidemic not even Jack Frost could avoid.
An old-fashioned TV flickered inside the living room, the pictures black and white.
“Are we in the 70s?” Jamie asked, looking up at Jack.
“I’m not sure. Either that or the 60s, but I—”
He was interrupted when a wail rang through the night, shrill and unhinged. Jack almost put his hands to his ears, a sharp and cold feeling spreading in his chest. Jamie jumped so hard he almost left the ground.
“What was that?” he whispered.
Jack swallowed. He thought he knew which year and day this was now. “Hopefully not who I think it was,” he muttered, and nodded for Jamie and Baby Tooth to follow.
He led them through the streets, taking in his surroundings as he did. Burgess looked mostly the same, and it could’ve been any day of late winter or early spring. The only thing that gave away the date were the banners hanging across the street, advertising the annual Easter egg hunt. Jamie noted this as well.
“Is Bunny here?” he asked.
Jack’s voice was hollow when he replied. “I think so, yeah.”
And then, they saw him. Not Bunny – Jack Frost. He jumped lightly from one building to another, let the wind carry him through the air for a moment, before he came to a dead stop on a pole wire, which quickly started to freeze over. Jack Frost looked around, completely unaware of the audience that were standing below him.
“It’s you again,” Jamie whispered.
A part of Jack wanted to argue. He hadn’t been himself that day.
“Do you feel the crystal somewhere, Baby Tooth?” he asked, turning to her instead of looking up at his own expression, which he knew would be cold and void of anything that Jack appreciated about himself.
Baby Tooth shook her head, and Jack was about to suggest they walk around when Jack Frost spoke.
“Spring is here, isn’t it?” he asked, eyes turned to the Moon. “Beautiful, hopeful, wonderful spring.”
“Oh, shut up,” Jack muttered, shifting restlessly. “Let’s—let’s ignore him. We need to find the crystal.”
Jamie sent him a weird look. “Following you will probably lead us to the crystal,” he argued.
“No—Well, yes, maybe, but—” Jack searched for a good counterpoint but got nothing. “He’s just gonna monologue for a bit, so maybe it’s better if we just, um…look around?”
Jamie raised a brow. “In all of Burgess?” he asked.
“Did you ever consider to just make me go in hibernation during the other half of the year?” Jack Frost continued. “Or did that seem like too much planning on your part? Are you listening? Of course not! You’re never listening!” He laughed, but it was short and void of any kind of joy.
“What are you talking about?” Jamie asked. “What’s wrong?”
“It’s spring,” Jack replied without thinking. Jamie sent him a confused look, and Jack sighed heavily. “The end of winter. It’s—it’s hard to explain. It just felt…I mean, on top of it all, spring was just…It felt like—like being tossed aside every year.”
Jack Frost jumped down from the wire, landing just a few meters away from them. He spun his staff and walked leisurely towards the statue of Thaddeus Burgess. Spring flowers had begun to bloom around it.
Jack was getting increasingly panicked.
“I was just tired,” he said weakly, watching his past self pluck one of the flowers from the ground. “Tired of it all. Being invisible and lost and I—I shouldn’t have…” He shook his head. “Let’s just find the crystal.”
“Jack,” Jamie said, grabbing his arm. “What did you do?”
A cold gust of wind blew past them as the flower in Jack Frost’s hand frosted over. He dropped it on the ground, and the ice spread across the other flowers, and then further, across the ground and up the statue. Snowflakes began to fall from the sky.
Jack Frost turned away from the flowers, and then he was facing them. His expression was contorted into something ugly and raw, but there were no tears. Just hopelessness and despair and, most of all, anger. Deep, cold anger. He took a ragged breath and looked up at the Moon. Then he raised his staff and bellowed into the night sky.
The wind howled, and Jack covered his face with his arm, grabbing onto Jamie with his other hand. Baby Tooth hid under his cloak so as not to be blown away.
Jack Frost shot to the sky, and the snow fell faster and thicker.
“What do we do?” Jamie yelled.
“I know where he’ll end up,” Jack said, and took Jamie’s hand. The snowflakes whipped against them, quickly blowing up to a storm. He trudged forward, hurrying towards the center of the town, where they might find at least a little bit of shelter between the buildings. Meanwhile, the weather kept getting worse. Jack was quickly starting to feel frozen to the bone, and with it came those indistinct images again – the ones from the night he’d found the crystal for the first time.
Jack kept hearing his own voice, carried along with the wind, shouting at the Moon, demanding answers. He didn’t know if Jamie could discern any words, but Jack remembered this night very clearly. And he knew one other person who did as well.
They’d made it to the town square, and Jack pulled them into an alleyway, much like the one Bunny would confront Jack in four decades later. There were a million things Jack would rather have to witness from his 300-year-long life as Jack Frost than how the grudge between him and Bunny began. Not that they’d ever gotten along in the first place, but on this day, Easter Sunday of 1968, Jack had come close to ruining any chance to make peace with him.
“It’s here,” Jack said, looking around the alleyway. “It should be here.”
“What?” Jamie’s voice broke a little, his tone fearful. He kept looking up at the sky like he couldn’t believe his eyes. “Why?”
Jack tried to make his own voice sound steady and not as desperate as he was beginning to feel. “Because both times the crystal has taken us anywhere, excluding the first time when I spoke to the Guardians, the pieces have appeared in places that are significant. A reunion gift from a husband to a wife and in the bed where my mom told me I’d be a big brother. It has to be connected.”
Jamie didn’t look convinced. “Even if that’s true, what’s so significant about an alleyway?”
“Because—Oh, gods.” Jack rubbed his face, lowering his voice to a frantic mutter: “Why this, why now? This isn’t happy, this is—this—”
The ground was already covered in a thick layer of snow. The few people who’d been out had quickly run for shelter, and now Burgess was cold and empty. Jack wanted to tear his own face off – it didn’t matter if it was his current person or his past self, or both – because why had he let his feeling get the best of him like this? How had he let Burgess of all places take the hit?
Because Burgess was the one place he felt like he belonged, but now it was time for him to step back and let spring take its hold. And Burgess was just the center of it; even Jack didn’t know how big this blizzard had become in the end. He recalled the resentment, the desperation of it. He recalled the fury and the hopelessness. And speaking of hope, he did know that the storm would come to pass soon enough…he just didn’t want to witness it again. And even more so, he didn’t want Jamie to witness it.
But then it happened. Jack Frost landed in the alleyway, stumbling as he hit the ground. He leaned against the wall like he was out of breath, his hand pressing against his chest. Jack felt himself mimicking the motion unthinkingly, the exhaustion he’d felt that day echoing clearly. Winter hadn’t supposed to be in Burgess that day, and yet Jack Frost had brought it anyway. Because he was lonely; because he’d had enough.
“What do you think you’re playing at, Frost?”
Jack flinched at the same time as his past self, and everyone present turned around to face the owner of the voice. Bunny stood deeper in the alleyway, his face shrouded in shadow. His eyes were darting around in a mix of disbelief, anger and something a little too closely related to despair. Jack wanted to close his eyes, but couldn’t. Beside him, Jamie grabbed his arm, but didn’t say anything.
Jack Frost looked startled at first, his staff pointed at defensively at Bunny. But when he saw who it was, he put on a carefree smile, looking every ounce of relaxed. Jack knew he wasn’t. “Bunny,” Jack Frost said conversationally, as if they weren’t standing in the middle of a whiteout. “What brings you here?”
“Don’t you dare ask me that,” Bunny growled, coming forward with threatening steps. He gestured at the sky. “Stop this!”
Jack Frost raised a brow. “Why?” he drawled. “I’m just doing my job, Bunny. What he told me to do. Isn’t that what we’re all doing?”
Bunny gave a dark, joyless laugh. “You think you’re funny, eh? Is this all a joke to you?” He stopped in front of Jack Frost, towering over him with what was bordering on murderousness.
This didn’t seem to bother Jack Frost the least. He snorted. “Yes,” he said. “Aren’t snow days supposed to be fun?”
“This isn’t—This is a storm! People could be in danger for all you know!”
“They’re not,” Jack Frost said, and for the first time there was an actual edge to his tone. “I’d know if they were. It will be a snow day. I know what I’m doing, so just…” He waved at Bunny. “Calm down, eat a carrot or whatev—”
Bunny grabbed his wrist, and Jack Frost’s eyes went wide in surprise. Jack remembered this too; how he’d briefly forgotten he wasn’t untouchable. In the literal and figurative way, especially not in the face of Bunny.
“And what about the kids, Jack?” he spat. “Did you think about them?”
Jack Frost stared back at him, his brows drawn together. “What?”
Bunny let go of him and shook his head. “You don’t care, do you? I already knew that but somehow I thought…” He trailed off and his expression lost its ferocity, leaving only sadness behind. “It’s too late anyway,” he muttered darkly.
And then he just walked away. He didn’t even look at Jack Frost as he passed him. The ground opened up in front of him, and he jumped into it. A flower bloomed in the midst of the snow where he’d gone.
Jack Frost stared at it, unmoving. Jamie let out a shaky breath, and Jack remembered only then that he was there. He’d forgotten altogether that he wasn’t reliving this, only watching from the outside. And yet, he swore he could see everything from Jack Frost’s point of view. It felt as if he still had to live 40 more years alone before the Moon would choose him as a Guardian.
He shook his head. He realized what was happening now; being in these visions for too long messed with their minds. If he’d been here alone, he might’ve forgotten himself altogether.
Jack Frost looked up. The realization had finally dawned on his face. He kicked off the ground.
“Come on,” Jack said. His voice sounded flat. Jamie was watching him, but he didn’t have the guts to meet his eyes.
They ran back the way they’d come. Jack knew where his past self was going, and he thought he had an idea of where they would find the crystal. As they ran through town back towards the pond, the weather eased just enough so that the snowflakes didn’t feel like whips against their faces anymore.
Jamie remained quiet. He held onto Jack’s hand as they ran.
When they arrived, Jack saw the pond had frozen over. Jack Frost stood in the center of it, looking around. And then he saw it, hidden beneath the roots of an old oak: a flash of bright blue in the midst of all the white. He looked at it for a few seconds, his mouth hanging open. Then he leaped over to it and made to pick it up, but hesitated.
“An Easter egg?” Jamie whispered, and Jack realized only then that the storm had eased enough for him to hear those soft-spoken words.
Jack nodded. He started walking around the pond towards the oak.
“Did you know?” Jamie asked behind him.
“No,” Jack said, watching Jack Frost pick up the Easter egg with shaking hands. “No, I didn’t know.”
Another type of blue came into view when the egg was removed. Jack made to pick it up, not wanting to stay in this place any longer than he had to. He walked up to the roots, planning to snatch it up and get it over with. But as he stepped up to stand in front of his past self, he paused.
Jack Frost was looking down at the Easter egg, on which fern patterns were beginning to spread. It wasn’t on purpose, but they kept spreading, until the whole thing was more white than blue. Jack Frost’s lips were pressed together in a firm line, his eyes closed. Then he dropped the egg, and it rolled across the ice on the pond.
He turned and let the last gust of wind carry him away. Jack watched him disappear into the sky.
Jamie came up to Jack’s side. His face was pale, but his expression was unreadable. He looked down at the crystal, and then up at Jack.
“You were angry,” he said.
Jack fought off the urge to respond sarcastically. Yeah, he had been angry. Angry was an understatement. Instead, he nodded.
“It was a mistake,” he mumbled. His stomach twisted as he thought about Bunny’s expression – and then his mind skipped to the next time they met. Even then, Jack had pretended like this incident hadn’t mattered to him. It was easier that way. Bunny’s resentment towards him when they’d been forced to work together wasn’t unwarranted.
When Jamie didn’t say anything more, Jack averted his eyes. He glanced one last time up at the sky. As he picked up the crystal and the world started dissolving around them, he thought about how strange it had been to see himself as Jack Frost again – and more so how much of a stranger he suddenly seemed.
That night, Hiccup woke up from a shallow sleep. Jack and Jamie were talking quietly together, sitting by the wall opposite of Hiccup and Toothless. Chatter from downstairs seeped through the trapdoor in the middle of the floor, so though Idun and Rune had said they kept open late, Hiccup guessed he hadn’t been sleeping for too long.
He kept his eyes closed as he lay there, trying to fall back asleep. It wasn’t like he was trying to eavesdrop. Not that it would’ve made sense to eavesdrop anyway; Jack and Jamie were speaking in their native tongue.
But as he lay there, he realized the two of them would sometimes slip into Norse, and they barely seemed aware of it themselves. The pieces Hiccup caught didn’t tell him much, but they left him wondering.
“He still thinks I meant to cause harm, I’m pretty sure,” Jack said at one point.
“That’s stupid. Wait—”
And then it was back to the other language. It happened again later on:
“It’s something…it has to be. Two memories, three times in the same town,” Jack said.
“But who were the dancing couple?”
“I don’t know, but I—I can’t remember all of my life. Maybe I was there…somehow.”
“Well, what about Berk, then?”
Jack groaned quietly. His voice was muffled, so Hiccup imagined he was running his hands down his face. “I don’t know. But it has to be connected somehow. I think it has something to do with me. I was the one who touched the crystal after all.”
There was silence then. When Jamie spoke again, his voice was small.
“Are you gonna tell him sometime?”
Another pause.
“…It’s too risky. Isn’t it? I mean…” Jack’s voice was small too. “It’s safer to just let it be…for now, at least. We’ll see.”
Something told Hiccup that whatever Jack was talking about, it was never going to happen.
They started talking in the other language after that. Hiccup waited for them to slip into Norse again, his heart beating quickly, but when it didn’t happen, he slowly drifted off to sleep again.
He dreamed about Nøkken. Of course he dreamed about Nøkken. He was surprised if he dreamed about anything else. It wasn’t the first time he’d dreamed about him, but this time it was with an extra bit of terror, as he had to save both Jack and Jamie as well as himself. They were running, and for some reason Toothless wasn’t there, and then Hiccup’s prosthetic started to malfunction at the most inconvenient time, and then—
Hiccup managed to wake himself up before it got to the worst part. He gasped a little, opening his eyes to complete darkness. Toothless was snoring beside him. The house downstairs was quiet. Hiccup pushed himself up, holding back a groan as he rubbed his face. He let out a long, shaky sigh, imagining the dream flowing out of him along with it.
“Hiccup?”
Hiccup stopped the sigh halfway out. He looked up even if the room was too dark to see anything.
“Jack,” he replied in a whisper. “Why are you awake?”
Jack’s voice was still coming from the other side of the room. He was talking so softly, it was hard to hear him. “Why are you awake?”
“I just woke up,” Hiccup said.
“Oh. Nightmare?”
“Please don’t say I was whimpering in my sleep.”
Jack almost managed to hold back a laugh. “I won’t,” he replied, which told Hiccup that he absolutely had been whimpering in his sleep. There was a small pause. “What was it about?”
“Oh, you know…recent events.”
Another pause.
“Right. Makes sense.”
A longer pause.
“Have you slept at all?” Hiccup asked.
“Not really,” Jack mumbled. “Every time I try, I get nightmares too. I’d rather be sleep deprived.”
Hiccup huffed softly. “I get that, but…they’re just bad dreams. Lousy sleep is better than no sleep, don’t you think?”
Jack was quiet. Hiccup wished he could see his face. “Maybe,” he eventually murmured. “But I’m too awake to fall asleep now anyway.”
“Yeah…me too.”
The next silence lasted another few seconds, before there was a shuffling sound from Jack’s side of the room, followed by footsteps.
“Where are you?” Jack asked, a laugh in his voice. “And where’s Toothless? I don’t wanna step on his tail. That sounds like the beginning of a disaster.”
“Couldn’t you have lit the lantern?” Hiccup asked, but was secretly glad that he hadn’t, so that Jack couldn’t see the stupid grin spreading on his face. “Idun left it here for a reason you know.”
“I don’t wanna wake Jamie. Just—Where—Oh, sorry, was that your nose?” Jack laughed. Then came the sound of him slapping his hand over his mouth to keep himself quiet. “Sorry,” he whispered.
Hiccup rubbed his nose before reaching out blindly into the dark. He found Jack’s arm, and then Jack found Hiccup’s shoulder. Jack carefully lowered himself to the floor beside him, shaking with held back giggles.
“There we go,” Jack whispered, his shoulder pressing against Hiccup’s. “That wasn’t so hard, was it?”
Hiccup sighed humorously. “Why’d you come all the way over here for?”
“I could barely hear you over there,” Jack said. “And again, Jamie is sleeping. And Toothless is sleeping. And Baby Tooth too, I think.”
“Do fairies even need sleep?” Hiccup wondered.
Jack shrugged. “I don’t know. Maybe they do it just because why not. I wish I was a fairy.”
Hiccup got the disturbing image of Jack with wings and a long, pointy nose, and shook his head to rid himself of that thought.
“One…One fairy is enough,” he admitted with a sheepish laugh.
Jack hummed noncommittally. “Does she scare you?” he teased.
“Hah…Uh, yeah, a little bit.”
“Gods, Hiccup…You’re a dragon tamer and Baby Tooth is what scares you?”
Hiccup shoved at him. “I’ll come around to it,” he said, without knowing if it was true. But he’d come around to everything else, so hopefully this wasn’t the exception. “It’s just weird. This is all weird. And…different. Mysterious.”
“And scary,” Jack added quietly. “Do you regret coming with us?”
Hiccup didn’t know if he should laugh or roll his eyes, or both. He did neither. He turned his head towards the sound of Jack’s voice, even if he couldn’t see him. “Are you scared that I do?” he asked back.
Jack shifted. His knee pressed against Hiccup’s leg. “Dunno. Maybe.”
“Well, you shouldn’t be,” Hiccup said firmly.
“You don’t know me.”
“Jack.” This time, Hiccup did roll his eyes. “This conversation is getting a bit old, don’t you think?”
“Just reminding you.”
“I don’t need to be reminded,” Hiccup said, and realized as the words came out how accusing they sounded. He started moving his hand to touch Jack’s knee but had second thoughts on the way. Was that too forward? He let his hand fall, and instead bumped his head against Jack’s shoulder in a way that hopefully felt playful, and not awfully touch-starved. He said the next words before he lost his nerve. “I like being beside you, Jack. No number of fairies or nøkker or other—other types of martial arts is going to change that.”
Jack laughed, then made an attempt at closing his mouth around the sound. He sighed shakily and didn’t reply for a few seconds. “I, uh…” he started. He bumped his head softly against Hiccup’s shoulder, and even let it rest there for a couple of seconds for sitting up again. “Sorry for trying to push you away.”
Hiccup’s heart was performing a rendition of some frenzied drinking song.
“I am glad you’re here, you know,” Jack mumbled.
“Glad to hear it,” Hiccup said, and cleared his throat when he heard how weak he sounded. “Because I’m not going anywhere, whether you like it or not.”
Jack laughed again, without hindrance this time, but it was a soft sound. “Don’t worry, I like it,” he mumbled, the end of the sentence ending in a yawn. He sighed. “Would’ve been nice to have the others here as well, but…I don’t think…”
“Yeah, now that I know why you were so reluctant to bring them along, I think I have to agree,” Hiccup said with a small huff. “I can already imagine the twins’ reaction.”
“Oh, the twins already know.”
It took a few seconds before Hiccup’s brain properly registered that. He sat up straighter. “I’m sorry…what?”
Jack’s laugh was a bit nervous. “The twins…They found me out. Stalked me one night, while I was bringing back the teeth. They—”
“The teeth? Wait, you stole the teeth?” Hiccup hissed.
“No! Baby Tooth did,” Jack said, and Hiccup’s jaw hung wide open. “Listen, she’s a tooth fairy, she was just doing her job. We already explained to her that things aren’t the same here as back home, so—”
“Wait, wait, hold on,” Hiccup interrupted, placing a light hand on Jack’s shoulder. “What’s the thing about teeth?”
“Uh…well, they have some…” Jack was obviously weighing his words. “…magical properties. When kids lose their baby teeth, the tooth fairies collect them and leave gifts.”
“The berries,” Hiccup muttered. “People were saying berries had been appearing in their beds. And stones. They were terrified.”
“Yeah, sorry about that. Anyway, I tried to fix it, and the twins caught me in action. Jamie and I were already in enough trouble, so I decided if anyone were crazy enough to believe me, it would be the twins, wouldn’t it?” Jack voice was growing more uncertain for every word. “Uh, and…Well, they’ve been helping me a bit, but…they got a little…”
Hiccup put the pieces together. “That’s why you were so convinced they didn’t like you,” he whispered.
“They were scared of me,” Jack muttered.
“Scared of you?” Hiccup repeated with a small laugh. When Jack didn’t answer, he imagined he was raising a brow at him. “I mean—I’m sorry, Jack, but you don’t exactly come off as very imposing.”
Jack snorted. “Tell the twins that. By Thor, tell the Snow Queen that.”
Hiccup had to smile at his choice of words; Berkian expletives had been slipping more and more into his vocabulary. He knew for certain he hadn’t been namedropping the gods in the beginning, as he apparently hadn’t even known about them. Which was crazy, of course, but definitely not the craziest part of Jack.
“So…the twins knew all along,” Hiccup started slowly, trying his best not to sound like a pouting child, “but you didn’t think to tell me as well?”
Judging by Jack’s silence, he’d failed.
“They had me cornered,” Jack mumbled defensively. “I wouldn’t have told them otherwise.”
Hiccup nodded, then remembered Jack couldn’t see him. “Okay.” He wasn’t trying to sound disappointed. He didn’t feel bad about it. But…maybe he did feel a little bit bad about it. Something about the twins getting to see that secret side of Jack before he did just felt unfair, in a way that was ironically also completely unfair. It wasn’t like he was more entitled to Jack’s secrets than anyone else.
Maybe Jack didn’t feel as close to Hiccup as Hiccup had started to feel towards Jack. Maybe Jack had actually grown very close to the twins, and that’s why he was so bummed out about this misunderstanding between them. They did have a few things in common after all. Like mischief, and…That was about it, as far as Hiccup could tell. But who knew, really?
The atmosphere felt tense now. Hiccup grimaced, rubbing his face as he tried to find a way to lighten the mood again.
“Really, it’s fine—” he started, at the same time as Jack said, “I’d have told you earlier if I knew—”
They both stopped, then gave respective awkward chuckles.
“Don’t worry about it,” Hiccup said. “Honestly.”
Jack sighed. “I’m trying,” he mumbled. “But…I’ll tell you this: I’m extremely grateful for the fact that I’m here with you and not the twins.”
Hiccup’s stomach twisted giddily. Again, he was glad that it was dark. He leaned back against the wall again, purposefully creating a soft thump in hopes that Jack would lean back on his shoulder. Was that a creepy thought? Hiccup grimaced, reminding himself that Jack didn’t feel that way towards him. He wasn’t even sure if he, Hiccup, felt that way towards Jack, though the evidence was compelling.
Jack leaned against the wall as well but didn’t rest his head on Hiccup’s shoulder again.
“For your own safety’s sake, I’m grateful for that too,” Hiccup said. He wanted to add that he was also happy to be here with him but was suddenly afraid that that would be too much. Even if Jack had just said the same thing, but it was different, somehow.
Ugh…This was reminding him more and more of when he’d been crushing on Astrid. He did not want to revert to the mind of his fifteen-year-old self; he’d been even more awkward back then.
They sat in silence for a few moments. Hiccup wrung his hands.
“How’s Jamie?”
“Hm? Oh, he’s…” Jack hesitated. “…I don’t know,” he whispered wearily. “I wish he didn’t have to go through all of this.”
So much for trying to lighten the mood.
“Did you…did you see something in the vision?” Hiccup asked slowly, because he still wasn’t sure what exactly it was the three of them were doing when they passed out like that. “He seemed a bit quiet on the way back.”
Jack made a noise that sounded awfully close to a whimper. “Yeah,” he mumbled. “Just…stuff. Bad stuff. Personal stuff.”
“Oh.” Hiccup fidgeted with his prosthetic. He didn’t know what to say to that without knowing what exactly had happened, and he wasn’t about to push Jack into talking about it. Personal stuff. Not to say that Hiccup wasn’t dying to know what that meant. “I’m sure he’ll be alright, Jack. He’s a strong kid.” He elbowed him gently. “Runs in the family.”
Jack didn’t reply. Instead, after a long stretch of silence, he sighed. “Hiccup…” he started, his voice so quiet it was barely there. “Jamie and I…”
Hiccup realized he was holding his breath. What was Jack going to say? That they’d gotten hurt in the vision somehow? Something about what personal stuff meant? That they were secretively also magical beings?
“I…” Jack started again. “Jamie…Jamie isn’t my brother.”
This was another one of those things that made Hiccup’s brain feel like a swamp. He blinked once, twice. “That’s…not what I thought you were gonna say,” he admitted, keeping his voice light despite his shock. He opened and closed his mouth a few times, trying to find an eloquent way to reply. He took a deep breath. “What?”
“What did you think I was gonna say?” Jack asked with a feeble laugh.
“You’re—you’re joking, right?” Hiccup asked, because that seemed like the only possible explanation. He’d sat up again, this time without noticing. “I mean, that’s not even—Why wouldn’t you be brothers?”
Jack cleared his throat. “Well, you see. My parents…are not Jamie’s parents. It’s fairly straightforward.”
“Jack.” It was Hiccup’s turn to laugh. “For real. Are you pulling my leg right now?”
“That would’ve been pretty disrespectful, I think.”
“Jack.”
Jack’s head thumped against the wall. “No,” he mumbled. “I’m not pulling your leg. We’re not brothers. I just wanted everyone to believe that, because…it just seemed safer. And to be fair, it wasn’t my idea initially. It was yours.”
Hiccup desperately wanted to see Jack’s face. “No…You said he was your brother.”
“Yes, but only after you referred to him as my brother,” Jack said. “While he was still unconscious. I was talking to you and Astrid.”
Hiccup closed his eyes as he tried to remember. He shook his head. “But you look so alike,” he protested.
Jack huffed a laugh. “We both have brown hair and brown eyes,” he said.
“No, you do look alike,” Hiccup insisted. “I can’t believe this.”
This time, Jack laughed openly. “There are stranger things, you know that?”
“But…” Hiccup kept shaking his head, like doing it enough would make Jack burst out “Loki’d!” like the twins so often did. “Then…Why—What—You’re so…I mean, not that you need to be related by blood to love someone, but…” His head was starting to hurt.
“Deep breaths now,” Jack murmured, and Hiccup could all but hear the smirk in his voice.
“It’s just that,” Hiccup started, forcing himself to speak in complete sentences, “the amount of—of love you obviously have for him…makes this seem somehow even less believable than the whole magic-thing. Obviously, you must be brothers.”
There was a small pause. “I do love him,” Jack said, his tone astoundingly tender. “He is definitely like a brother to me.”
“Then how did you come to know each other?” Hiccup asked.
“Work…work stuff,” Jack mumbled, in a way that made it obvious he was hiding something. “We shared a…a moment that…” He gave a weak laugh, a smile in his voice. “He, uh, accidentally got involved in some magic stuff, and we’ve been friends ever since.”
Hiccup found himself smiling. Then his mind slowly caught up with what this information entailed.
“His family must be looking for him too, then,” he said. “If—if he has a family…?”
“He has a family,” Jack confirmed quietly. “And yes, they probably are. That’s why it’s so important that we find the way back. If it was just me, it wouldn’t be too bad. Of course, there’s the Snow Queen to worry about now, but maybe I wouldn’t even have found out about her if it was just me, because then…I could’ve given up easier. Stayed here with you guys.”
There was something strange about his voice. Hiccup didn’t know if it was yearning or sorrow, or a mix of both, or neither of the two. His own heart was beating rapidly.
“Would you have stayed behind?” he heard himself ask, then immediately regretted it; what a selfish thought.
But Jack laughed again, and he must’ve rolled his head towards Hiccup, because suddenly Hiccup could feel Jack’s breath against his face. “If you’d have me,” he whispered. “Maybe.”
Hiccup became very aware of his own breathing pattern. He should say something, but his head seemed empty except for the urgent observation that Jack was so very close right now, and he probably didn’t even know what it was doing to Hiccup. Oh, this definitely counted as an attempted murder. He, Hiccup, only had to lean a little bit forward. Should he? No. That would be bad. Or would it? How would Jack react to that? Horribly, probably, that was just Hiccup’s luck, wasn’t it? No, Jack hadn’t made any hints like that…He didn’t even seem like the kind of person to feel that kind of thing for anyone.
But still…Hiccup wouldn’t know unless he tried. He inhaled slowly.
“You’d have to get used to Berkian cooking, then,” he said with a shaky laugh. He turned his face forward.
“Gods, you’re right. Didn’t think about that,” Jack laughed. If there had been a moment at all, he didn’t show any signs that he’d noticed it. Either way, the moment had passed.
Hiccup sat still, staring into the darkness. A thousand dragons were spitting fire inside his head. He didn’t try to stop the weary sigh building up in his chest.
“Getting tired?” Jack asked.
You have no idea, Hiccup wanted to reply. “Not really,” he said instead, because he knew he wouldn’t be able to sleep for at least another hour after that. “You?”
“Nah. Maybe. I don’t know.” It was Jack’s turn to sigh. “I don’t wanna dream.”
“What if I watch over you while you sleep?” Hiccup suggested. “Wake you if you start tossing and turning.”
“Hm…Will you sing me a lullaby too?”
He almost sounded serious. Hiccup shoved lightly at him. “Nice try. You’re not gonna hear me sing.”
Jack laughed. “One day,” he promised, “I will.” Then he shifted. Hiccup heard him patting the floor, then realized what he was doing when he fetched one of the blankets Idun had lent them. “If you’re just gonna sit there, do you mind if I use your legs as a pillow?”
Hiccup almost felt like crying. “Sure,” he chuckled. He’d just lean against Toothless if he got tired. And even if that hadn’t been a possibility, and he would’ve been forced to sit upright the entire night so as not to wake Jack, he’d still have said yes. Now, as Jack settled down and rested his head on Hiccup’s thigh, all he had to do was fight the urge to play with his hair.
Thor almighty. When had he turned into such a sap? This was a disaster.
Jack made a content sort of hum. “Thanks. See you tomorrow, Hiccup,” he mumbled in a yawn.
This truly was a disaster.
“Yeah…See you, Jack.”
Jamie woke up the next day when the trapdoor, which he’d evidently rolled onto sometime in the night, tried to open. He jolted away, and the trapdoor opened to reveal Idun’s freckly face. She saw Jamie, opened her mouth, but then spotted Jack and Hiccup. She closed her mouth again. Jamie followed her gaze.
They were lying next to each other. This was not new. Jack looked like he was drooling a little on Hiccup’s arm, though.
“I’ll…let them sleep,” Idun whispered, and sent Jamie a kind smile. “We’re about to open. There’s some breakfast downstairs if you want some.”
Jamie did feel a little bit hungry, come to think of it. He smiled gratefully at Idun. “Thanks.”
She winked, and disappeared back down the ladder, leaving the trapdoor open.
Jamie looked back at Jack and Hiccup. Baby Tooth was lying on Toothless’ head. All four of them were sleeping soundly, and Jamie was definitely not going to try to wake either of them up. Hiccup and Jack would probably be embarrassed, as if it was still a secret that they liked to cuddle up like that. Which was a bit surprising, Jamie thought…but also, maybe not. It made sense that Jack would enjoy the physical contact, now that he could.
Hiccup was another story. But Jamie didn’t know enough about that kind of stuff to make any guesses yet.
He let that matter be for now and climbed down the ladder. He shuddered in the morning cold, bringing his new vest closer around himself. The floorboards creaked under his feet, sounding awfully loud in the otherwise quiet house. It felt different when it wasn’t filled with the chatter and gruff guffawing of merchants and seafarers. It was odd.
Jamie shuffled down the stairs. Idun and Rune sat on one of the benches in the main room, some bread and water on the table between them. Looking at Rune, Jamie couldn’t help but think about Jack’s comparison of him and Bunny – and then he couldn’t help but think about what he’d seen in that vision.
Was it strange that he hadn’t been scared? Maybe it was because he knew he wasn’t actually there, deep inside, even if he had forgotten it a few times. Because that side of Jack…It should have been terrifying. It was terrifying. He’d created a storm in a matter of minutes; if Bunny hadn’t showed up, who knows how long it would have raged?
But he hadn’t been scared. He hadn’t felt any fear, in the same way he hadn’t felt fear when Jack had pointed his staff at him back in Burgess during hide and seek, before all of this began, because he knew Jack never resorted to violence unless he was forced to; he’d never intentionally hurt anyone if he could avoid it. Mostly, Jamie had just been surprised. And then…probably a bit angry too.
Maybe he’d join in with Jack and yell at the Moon next time.
The door suddenly burst open, slamming into the wall. Jamie jumped at the sound.
“Oh, that again,” Idun grumbled, getting to her feet. “The latches need fixing. Oh, don’t look so scared, child. It was just the wind.”
But it wasn’t the wind that had made Jamie’s heart leap up to his throat.
He stared through the door at the village outside. It was covered in white.
Notes:
Some of you probably knew the blizzard of '68 was coming. I mean, the topic is a fandom favorite when it comes to angst.
Chapter 26: Jack dumps all their resources into the ocean
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Jack stood in the middle of the little village’s center, knee-deep in snow. People were milling around in the early morning, not deterred by the darkness – because the sun had yet to rise and probably wouldn’t for quite some time still – but some seemed a little bit puzzled about the gangly guy picking up snow and peering at it for no obvious reason. Hiccup watched as Jack’s hand traced absently up and down the frosty brand on his cheek and turned his frown to the sky.
“What’s he doing?” he asked quietly.
Jamie shrugged. “I don’t know, like, half the time,” he admitted. “What did Idun and Rune say?”
“It started snowing sometime after we’d gone to bed last night. It’s been like this for hours already.”
Jack turned to them. Hiccup thought they’d been speaking quietly, but it seemed not so when Jack headed towards them.
Idun and Rune’s front door was closed, and Hiccup could guess that the couple was just inside, probably discussing the trio’s weird behavior. He tried desperately to come up with an explanation for why Jamie had bolted at the sight of snow, and why Hiccup and Jack had come running back down with him – Toothless a little further behind, as he had some trouble squeezing through the trapdoor.
But he seemed out of stock for explanations like that, and Hiccup was beginning to resign himself to that fact. Whatever conclusion Idun and Rune came to, they’d just have to stick with that.
“Nothing,” Jack said as he came up to them. “I don’t feel anything.”
Jamie smiled weakly. “That’s a good thing, right?”
“Yeah,” Jack said, returning the smile in the same fashion. “Probably. Unless—”
Hiccup knew there was an unless coming.
“—she wanted me to know she was coming the last time, and that was the only reason I could feel her presence, and if I let myself believe I’m one step ahead of her she’ll catch us off guard.” Jack traced the mark again, looking around uneasily. “Either way…we should go.”
“Where to?” Hiccup asked.
“You know the Archipelago,” Jack said. “Just…anywhere. Away. Further south, away from Berk. Anywhere you think might have…traces.”
Hiccup looked away from Jack’s eyes at the last part, shaking his head. “I don’t know anything about that,” he said, “but away from Berk sounds good. Further south…” He trailed off, trying to imagine his map in his head. He scratched his chin. “I don’t know much about that side of the Archipelago. We could be heading towards the end of the world for all I know.”
Jack looked amused. “I’m sure it’s not that drastic,” he said, and nodded towards Idun and Rune’s front door. “Let’s pack up.”
While Jack and Jamie went upstairs to gather their belongings, Hiccup unrolled the map on one of the many tables. Rune smirked at him from where he still sat with his breakfast.
“No trouble, eh?” he asked.
“Definitely not,” Hiccup replied, with no effort to make it sound convincing.
Rune hummed but didn’t say anything more. He got to his feet and headed upstairs as well.
Idun walked over to him, looking at the map. “Gods,” she muttered. “Makes me feel guilty for staying cooped up at home so much. You’ve really been all those places?”
Hiccup knew she was leading up to something else entirely. “Yeah,” he replied, looking at her with a question in his expression.
Idun met his eyes. “I’d be worried about bringing trouble back home,” she said, “but you must have that under control, right?”
“Oh,” Hiccup said, and couldn’t help but hesitate.
“Oh,” Idun repeated with a small smile. “I see. I wouldn’t worry too much. This house has seen the worst already.”
Hiccup seriously doubted that, but he smiled stiffly in response. “We’ll get out of here,” he told her, because that was the only thing he could promise. He looked back down at the map, at the islands dwindling towards the south. They hadn’t explored much of those parts; it was a gamble to fly that way, and yet it was a better bet than to travel up north and face any hissy winter spirits.
Unless they could find a way to defeat her. Jack had said no, but Hiccup had faced odds that were deemed impossible before. At the same time…Hiccup would only remain undefeated until he was defeated.
He stroked his chin as the gears in his mind turned. Going south seemed dangerous, but maybe the fairy would notice if they were flying in the direction of something magical. Maybe even Hiccup would notice…though that thought still made his stomach twist. Despite knowing there was no way he’d let Jack and Jamie deal with this on their own, he still didn’t know if he wanted to be a part of this whole magic-thing.
Idun and Rune were two people who were very much used to sketchy people coming into their home, so they were good at keeping their questions to themselves. All they wondered was if they now had a reason to be a little extra wary, to which Hiccup vaguely replied that constant vigilance was never a bad thing, especially now that devastating winter was approaching. Then he realized that devastating winter wasn’t a thing around these parts – but if the Snow Queen really was as furious as Jack described, then it might just become a thing soon. Idun gave them a bag of food and, while Rune wasn’t watching, a waterskin of what definitely did not contain water.
A few minutes later, they were back on Toothless, heading south.
When the island was turning into a dot in the distance, Hiccup turned around to look at Jack. “How’s your face?”
“Pale and a little gaunt,” Jack admitted.
Hiccup feigned exasperation. “And the mark?”
Jack pursed his lips, probably disappointed that Hiccup hadn’t been distracted by his joke. “It’s the same,” he said. “It doesn’t hurt, but…”
Hiccup nodded, turning ahead again. “We should stay alert,” he finished for him.
They kept heading towards the dark, empty horizon. It was scarier than when they’d been flying to eventually find Outpost Island; at least they had a map to follow back then. They knew they’d get to land at some point. But Hiccup reminded himself that Vikings before him had gone on voyages just as, or maybe more, dangerous than this one. It still didn’t stop him from sending a soundless prayer to the gods that they weren’t heading straight for the edge of the world.
The Archipelago has lots of small, undiscovered islands, he reassured himself. They’d find one of them in time.
Conversation died and came back to life in a steady cycle. Hiccup kept Jack and Jamie – and the fairy, he realized upon catching her curious eyes peeking up from Jamie’s vest – entertained by teaching them facts about dragons, and how he and the gang had come to know those facts. They’d been flying for a good three hours and Hiccup had started to lose feeling in his toes when Jack suddenly placed a freezing hand in the crook of his neck. Hiccup cringed away from his touch.
“Very funny—” he started.
“I think we should speed up,” Jack said in a flat voice.
A shiver not caused by the cold went down Hiccup’s spine. He turned around to face him. “Is something wrong?”
“I’m not sure, but—” Jack interrupted himself with a wince, his hand coming up to the Snow Queen’s mark. His eyes went wide. “We have to go—We have to hurry!”
Toothless growled, and though he sped up a little bit, Hiccup could hear the accusation in his tone; he was carrying a lot of weight, so if they were to get attacked in the air…
Hiccup shouldn’t have let the thought cross his mind. He hoped it was only the whistling of the wind making the noise that followed: a distant, high-pitched screech, making the hair on Hiccup’s neck stand up.
“A dragon?” Jamie asked.
“I don’t think so,” Hiccup reluctantly replied.
Jamie looked around. “An eagle, maybe,” he suggested.
The sun had yet to rise, and below them was only the dark ocean. Hiccup couldn’t see anything but the faint glow in the horizon, coming from the moon high above. “Let’s go up,” he muttered, and Toothless made for the clouds. It couldn’t snow if there weren’t any clouds to snow from, right?
Faintly, he could hear Jack’s breathing behind him. It sounded like he was trying not to hyperventilate, and his hand shook slightly were they still held onto Hiccup’s shoulder. Was he still in pain?
They broke the cloud layer, and the moon shone down on them. The clouds were scrambled around them in grayscale, almost tunneling towards the horizon. It was colder up here, but the stars were bright overhead, if not slightly fainter now that the night was about to give way to day. Aside from the wind and the beating of Toothless’ wings, everything was eerie and silent.
Nothing happened for a minute or so. Hiccup almost started to hope that Jack’s pain had only been a sudden headache or maybe even just paranoia, but that theory was promptly debunked when another one of those cries pierced the air.
Jamie was right; from the ocean of gray burst three eagles, sparkling white as if they’d been molded right out of the clouds. They were huge. Bigger than any eagle Hiccup had ever seen – so big they could almost rival Toothless – and if the color scheme wasn’t weird enough, they seemed to be leaving some sort of dust in their wake. Was that…snowflakes?
It didn’t matter; the eagles were heading straight for them.
Hiccup gritted his teeth. He leaned forward and clutched the handle, simultaneously making sure Jamie wouldn’t fall off. “Hold on tight!” he ordered, and then Toothless shot forward, dodging the eagles. Jack latched onto Hiccup – with one arm, since he was still stupidly holding onto his staff. Hiccup knew it was important to him, but was it really worth risking his life for it?
The eagles shrieked indignantly as they flashed past them, but from the clouds burst even more of them. Hiccup glanced behind himself and saw that the eagles they’d dodged were quickly closing in on them again.
“Why are they attacking us?” Hiccup bellowed.
“Why do you think?” Jack yelled back. “They’re from her!”
“She has eagles now? Soldiers? What doesn’t she have?” Hiccup swore when another eagle rose out of the clouds, barely avoiding a collision. The eagle had its claws out for them, and one of them brushed past Hiccup’s cheek. Pain flared in his face.
“They’re made of snow,” Jack said. “Are you—Hiccup, you’re bleeding—”
“Toothless!” Hiccup yelled and flatted himself and Jamie against the saddle. “Jack, hold on.”
Toothless turned in the air, and just before crashing into an eagle coming straight for them, there was a high-pitched noise, and a plasma blast tore the bird – ice sculpture? – to shreds. Hiccup tried not to feel bad about it.
And then he saw just how many eagles were left, and promptly forgot about his guilt. He didn’t have the time to count how many, but it was sufficient to say that they were ridiculously outnumbered. Around ten, he estimated hopefully. Maybe more. Probably more.
“Up!” Jamie shrieked.
Hiccup didn’t know if he meant ‘fly up’ or ‘there is an evil eagle above us about to tear our eyes out’ but got the answer when he got whipped by a face-full of icy feathers. Jack gave a choked cry, and Hiccup surprised himself with his own speed when he whirled around and grabbed onto Jack’s staff. The eagle had attempted to snatch Jack, but admitted defeat when Hiccup smashed the staff into its glittering beak. It spun off course. Hiccup steadied Jack, then pushed the staff back into his hands. Instead, he pulled out Inferno.
Toothless was flying away as fast as he could, which should’ve been enough, even with all the extra weight. No bird could outfly a Night Fury – and yet these abominations seemed to be the exception. Three passengers, as well as everything Hiccup had packed to help them on their journey, were just enough to put their chances at odds. He groaned in frustration.
“Jack, get rid of the bags,” he said, igniting Inferno. Toothless blasted another couple of eagles. It was a good effort, but a desperate one; there were too many of them. In this narrow window of eagle-free air, Hiccup took off his security harness and fastened it onto Jamie instead. As long as Hiccup remembered that he wasn’t attached himself, he should be fine.
Jack abruptly pushed him forward. And eagle shrieked as it passed right above them.
“They’re trying to grab me!” Jack yelled. “The Snow Queen – she’s trying to stop me from leaving her territory—” He yelped when Hiccup swung his sword over his head. It sliced into an eagle, and it made a brief, sizzling sound. The bird only shrieked, falling back a few paces, but didn’t seem too bothered by the flaming blade.
“She’s not taking you anywhere,” Hiccup promised. “The bags, Jack!”
Jack put his staff in the crook of his arm and held onto Hiccup as he started untying the bags. As Toothless flew in a wide arch to get some distance between himself and the eagles, the bags fell one by one into the clouds and disappeared. He was about to push off the bag containing Idun and Rune’s gifts when Toothless had to dive to avoid another set of claws, and Jack yelped again, his grip on Hiccup tightening like he’d lost his balance. Out of nowhere, and eagle passed over them from the right, and hooked his claws into Jack’s cloak. This time, it happened too fast.
“Jack!” Jamie shrieked as the eagle flew away with a thrashing Jack in its claws.
Hiccup didn’t need to tell Toothless to turn around. They shot after the eagles, who now seemed to lose interest in the rest of them since they’d attained what they were looking for. They turned away in unison, as if they were sharing one mind. Toothless sped after them, a little nimbler now that the bags didn’t impair him. In the back of Hiccup’s mind, he mourned the loss of his favorite blanket, but that was the least of his problems right now.
Despite everything, Hiccup was glad the eagle wasn’t deterred by Jack’s violent thrashing and whacking of his staff, because if it had dropped him, Hiccup didn’t know if they would be fast enough to catch him. They had to get close first.
“Hold on tight, Jamie,” he said, his knuckles white as he gripped the handle. “Take out as many as you can, Toothless!”
“Wait! He might hit Jack!” Jamie protested.
Toothless didn’t wait; he fired five times. Four of them hit before the eagles realized they were being followed and moved swiftly out of the way. Jamie let out a thin sound.
“A Night Fury never misses,” Hiccup told him, still having it in him to feel smug despite the urgency of the situation. Toothless roared, apparently sharing the enthusiasm.
Then the eagles came at them, and Hiccup held onto the saddle for dear life as Toothless had to dodge and turn in every direction to avoid their sharp beaks and claws. Jamie kept yelling where the eagles were coming from, and whether or not it was actually helpful, Hiccup was still impressed that he wasn’t just screaming in panic, as this had to be the first time he’d experienced an airborne battle. He was either extremely brave or extremely trusting that Hiccup and Toothless knew what they were doing.
If it was the last option, then that impression was probably shattered when the remaining eagles – about five of them now – started swarming them, grabbing for Hiccup like they had for Jack. Hiccup got the impossible idea that they somehow knew what would happen if he and Toothless were separated. But that couldn’t be it, right? They were just birds, not intelligent enough to figure out that Hiccup was in control of Toothless’ tailfin, no matter how much they moved as if they were being controlled by a single mind.
Hiccup huffed a sigh. That was exactly what was going on, wasn’t it?
He switched between clutching the handle and slashing out with Inferno in a feeble attempt to chase the birds off, but they were still too many, and they were blocking Toothless’ path and driving him off course. Jack was quickly disappearing into the darkness. If they didn’t hurry, Toothless might not be able to follow his scent.
And then things got worse: Toothless swerved suddenly in the air when an eagle had its claws out for his eyes, just when Hiccup slashed at another eagle swooping in after Jamie. For a moment too long, Hiccup forgot that he’d unlatched himself, which in retrospect was silly; if Jamie had fallen, Toothless would still have had a chance to catch him.
But Hiccup was the one falling, which meant all three of them were falling. An eagle grabbed a hold of him just to toss him away, sending him spinning through the air away from Toothless and Jamie. The latter two gave matching distressed cries, and then Hiccup was engulfed in the gray clouds. Hiccup couldn’t do much but yell for Toothless, hoping that he’d somehow be able to catch up with him.
The ocean came into view, thundering towards him. He couldn’t see Toothless anywhere, but he also couldn’t steady himself enough in the air to get a proper look around. He saw the gray clouds above, then the black ocean below, interchanging on a slightly gentler pace as Hiccup flailed to regain his balance. He stared up at the clouds, waiting, waiting, waiting – and then he realized, with a frighteningly clear understanding, that this would be it. No epic battle, no heartfelt sacrifice, no happy ending – he’d die from falling from the sky, and none of his friends and family back on Berk would even know. Toothless and Jamie might get a softer landing, but they wouldn’t be able to stay above the freezing water for long, if the eagles didn’t take care of them before that. And Jack…Jack was in the hands of the Snow Queen, just like Hiccup had said wouldn’t happen.
But no. He’d had too many near-death experiences to truly believe that things could end in such a way. And just as the thought came to him, a miracle unfolded before his eyes:
Toothless dived nose-first out of the clouds, his course too steady and controlled for him to be flying on his own. Jamie still sat on his back, clutching the handle, his leg outstretched to reach the gears on the saddle. Hiccup let out a hysteric laugh.
Only moments before hitting the water, Toothless caught him in his claws. As they arched upwards, the water below Hiccup shifted, and he glimpsed what he registered as scales and a couple of eyes peeking up at them beneath the surface. Then they were rising again, and Jamie called out his name. Hiccup put Inferno away and climbed onto the saddle.
“Jamie – Odin’s beard—” he panted as he came up.
“Jack!” Jamie barked at him, sliding forward on the saddle to give Hiccup control again.
He was right; questions about this impossible feat could come after they’d retrieved Jack from the evil eagles. An idea was forming in Hiccup’s head.
Toothless sped after Jack, and for a few dreadful seconds, Hiccup thought they’d lost him. But as they flew through the clouds and the sky came back into view, he saw them. The eagles didn’t seem to know they were being followed, which only strengthened Hiccup’s belief that they were being controlled by the Snow Queen. The three of them flew in silence, hoping to sneak up on the eagles. Toothless kept low in the clouds, and for once Hiccup was thankful for the remaining night.
“Take out the one holding Jack,” Hiccup said softly, knowing that Toothless would hear him. “I don’t think we’ll get another chance.”
Jack’s voice echoed through the air, but Hiccup couldn’t discern any words. Either he was calling for help, or he was cursing the Snow Queen – possibly in his native language, and possibly with a few colorful words that shouldn’t make it to Jamie’s ears.
They were close below them now.
“Now!” Hiccup hissed.
Light emitted from Toothless’ open mouth, and the high-pitched noise preceding the blast mixed with the wind. The eagle holding Jack didn’t even get the chance to screech before it was torn apart. Jack did the screaming instead, as did the remaining eagles.
They dove after Jack, the eagles close behind. For a moment, Toothless and Jack were falling side by side. Jack’s face lit up.
“Toothless!” he cheered, before Toothless grabbed him.
“Keep diving!” Hiccup yelled.
“What?” Jamie yelled back.
“Hold on, Jack!” He leaned sideways, managing to catch Jack’s wide eyes. He cracked an adrenaline-induced grin. “I have a plan!”
Jack stared at him, before his eyes flickered to the eagles behind them. He shook his head helplessly. “Okay! I hope you really are as smart as people say you are!”
Hiccup didn’t know if he should take that as a compliment or not. He straightened up, and leaned forward again. “You okay, Jamie?” he asked as they plunged towards the ocean.
“Yep,” Jamie squeaked.
“The Scauldron, Toothless!” Hiccup called and set his jaw as the closed in on the spot where he’d seen their curious gazes beneath the waves. “Agitate it, but don’t hurt it. Make it attack us!”
Jamie sent him a sharp look, but kept his mouth shut. Hiccup definitely didn’t deserver that level of trust.
The eagles were closing in behind them. They had little time, and Hiccup could only hope that his plan would pay off. The Scauldron peeked up from the water, its long neck glistening in the faint light from the sky. Toothless shot at it, the blasts colliding against the waves around it. It was a close call, and the Scauldron crouched defensively.
Hiccup prepared to change gears. “When I say swerve,” he said as the Scauldron prepared to attack. Behind them, the eagles shrieked, sounding just barely out of reach. The Scauldron attacked. “Swerve!”
Toothless cut to the right, and the Scauldron’s boiling water washed over the ice eagles. The eagles shrieked until their haunting voices faded, and Toothless shot back up to the sky. The eagles didn’t follow, and when Hiccup looked back, they were nowhere to be seen.
“They…They melted,” Jamie muttered incredulously. “They were made of snow, like…”
Hiccup closed his eyes, letting relief wash over him. Then he leaned sideways. “Still alive, Jack?” he called.
Jack looked up, his jaw slack. When he met Hiccup’s eyes, his face broke into an eye-crinkling grin. “You really are crazy!” he laughed.
His laugh was infectious; Hiccup couldn’t help but join in.
“Look!” Jamie then said, pointing ahead.
Barely visible against the gray horizon, an island rose from the sea. Hiccup couldn’t believe their luck – which was why he was a hundred percent prepared to meet something unpleasant once they got there.
Jack’s shoulder hurt too much to pull him onto the saddle, but he reassured them he was fine just hanging from Toothless’ paws until they got to the island. In fact, he sounded like he was enjoying himself, and Hiccup wrote it off as lingering hysteria. Jamie also had it; he was all but vibrating in his seat, giggling to himself while also glancing behind them every now and then, on the lookout for any more eagles.
Once they got to the island, Toothless dropped Jack smoothly onto the coarse, gray beach before landing himself. Jamie got off the saddle and ran over to Jack. Hiccup checked on Toothless – who was unharmed – before following.
The fairy was sitting on Jack’s shoulder, looking just as exhausted as Jack himself. Hiccup hadn’t even though about her during the attack, but he could only assume she’d tried fighting them off in any way she could as well. What that way was, he didn’t know, and probably didn’t want to.
“Everyone alright?” asked Hiccup.
Jamie laughed suddenly, then just as suddenly shut his mouth.
Jack looked at him, his expression brightening as well. He nodded. “Your cheek,” he said.
“Your shoulder,” Hiccup countered. He looked at Jamie, at first to check for injuries, but when their eyes met, there was a sort of tension in the air. Jamie pressed his lips shut, as if he was expecting to be scolded. Hiccup shook his head, and an airy chuckle escaped him. “What on earth happened just now?”
Confusion made its way onto Jack’s face as his eyes darted between the two of them. Jamie shifted his weight, smiling slowly.
“Uh, well, you wouldn’t teach me how to ride a dragon, so I thought that the least I could do is learn the theory, you know?” he started, before taking a deep breath. “I tried learning through a dragon I called Squawk as well, but it didn’t really do any good because he was lazy and wouldn’t be able to carry anyone anyway, so I just studied your notes and your drawings and learned the Runes and stuff, so that I could at least understand how the gears work on the saddle, and then I just observed what you did while we were flying, and—uh…I’m not sure I did it right, but…” The last words were delivered with subdued embarrassment, despite the sheer awe and disbelief that Hiccup was feeling.
“What?” Jack summed up. Something akin to realization was dawning on his face, the flitting of his eyes more rapid than before. He looked at Jamie like he’d just risen from the dead. “Hold on, what are you saying right now? What happened?”
Jamie looked at Hiccup again, and Hiccup couldn’t do anything but grin.
“You tell him,” he said, sitting down in the sand – mostly because his legs felt like limpets, but also to give Jamie the spotlight.
And Jamie jumped to the opportunity. Hiccup envied his energy as he relayed what had happened while Jack was in the eagle’s clutches. To Hiccup’s embarrassment (but also a bit of smug gratitude) he started the story with descriptions of how cool he and Toothless had been as they fought and dodged the eagles, before going on to talk about the real highlight of the story. Jack’s expression went slack.
“…I wasn’t even thinking! I just moved, like—like I just knew I had to do something, and then it worked, and Toothless just dived and I thought that I’d do something wrong any second but then we caught him and I changed the position and we soared up again, and it was incredible, Jack! I rode a dragon! I rode Toothless!”
Toothless had joined in on the presentation somewhere in the middle, and playfully shoved Jamie upon hearing his name. Jamie’s laugh was still a bit hysterical, and Hiccup had to strain himself not to burst out laughing too. It was just so unbelievable, he almost expected Jack to accuse them of lying.
Jack’s mouth was hanging open, but it was clear he believed every word that was being said. A grin was making its way onto his face. “I don’t even know why I’m surprised,” he said.
“And then,” Jamie continued, bouncing over to Hiccup to grab his shoulder. “We caught up to you, and he was like, ‘we have to take out the one holding Jack first’—”
“I don’t sound like that,” Hiccup said, but Jamie didn’t seem to hear him.
“And I said, ‘but you’re gonna hit Jack!’ – or was that before? Anyway – and Hiccup was like, ‘a Night Fury never misses’ and then Toothless didn’t miss and then—well, you know what happened from then on.” Jamie laughed sheepishly and plopped down on the sand in front of them, sitting still for only a moment before leaping at Jack to hug him.
Jack made a surprised noise but hugged him back after a second. He shared a look with Hiccup, then sighed and pressed his nose into Jamie’s hair.
“You did amazing, Jamie,” he told him.
Jamie leaned back with a quivering breath, and Hiccup realized the adrenaline must be leaving him. His hands were shaking. “It was pretty scary too,” he admitted with a feeble laugh.
Hiccup’s heart sank at that. He reached over and patted Jamie’s shoulder. “It gets less scary with practice,” he told him.
Jamie’s eyes widened. “You mean—Can we—Are you saying you want to teach me now?” he stammered.
“Only if you want to,” Hiccup said, glancing at Jack for confirmation. Jack’s eyes only sparkled with anticipation; Hiccup hadn’t expected him to protest. Then he yelped as Jamie lunged at him as well, hugging him tightly. He barely collected himself in time to awkwardly return the hug before Jamie pulled back with a huge grin.
“When do we start?” he asked. “Now?”
Hiccup laughed. “Uh, soon, I think,” he said, and looked around. The beach faded into a field of yellow grass and then to a forest with tall, mostly bare trees. It looked somehow less threatening than the last forest they’d been in, which might’ve just been because it was dawn now, but Hiccup tried to believe it was because they were heading away from danger. Rocky hills rose towards the west, and he pointed at them. “We should find a place to rest up first, and then we should look for water and supplies, now that…”
He didn’t bother finishing the sentence. They all looked at the remaining bags tied to Toothless’ saddle: Rune and Idun’s gift and the satchel in which Hiccup kept his spare legs.
“Maybe we come across another marketplace sometime,” Jack suggested hopefully.
“Doesn’t do us much good without any silver or anything to trade,” Hiccup mumbled, before shaking his head. “But we’ll manage. First of all, let’s head over to those hills. We can check out the island later, in case there’s anything here we should watch out for.”
Jack and Jamie’s tense expressions told him they were thinking about different things.
“Dragons, I mean,” he quickly clarified. “This island seems perfect for certain kinds of dragons.”
“Ooh,” Jamie whispered. “Dangerous ones?”
Hiccup got to his feet and held out one hand for each of them. He smiled. “Let’s find out.”
While they were searching for shelter in the rocky hills, Jamie was aware that he kept retelling the story to Jack, just using slightly different words each time. But every time he kept forgetting to tell him certain details – like how his stomach had surged, and how the air had felt like a whip against his face, and how Toothless and Hiccup seemed to share one mind when it came to flying, and how his sword looked like a lightsaber (Jack didn’t get that part, but he assured him it was really, really cool.)
Toothless eventually found a small cave where they sat down for a bit. Hiccup checked Jack’s shoulder and looked surprised to see that the wound hadn’t reopened in the kerfuffle. Jack also kept asking Jamie if he was sure he was alright, and didn’t stop until they were out of the cave again and were making their way along the base of the hill, when Jamie showed him the blisters he’d gotten from clutching the handle of the saddle.
“That’s all,” he promised. “Really.”
Jack carefully turned Jamie’s hand over and laughingly shook his head. “You’re something else, Jamie,” he told him, and Jamie felt himself blush at the pride in his voice.
“Well, you should’ve seen Hiccup,” Jamie said, feeling suddenly bashful that he’d boasted so much about himself.
“I did see some of Hiccup,” Jack said, sending Hiccup a lopsided grin. “It was pretty cool.”
Hiccup’s glanced at his feet. “We all did a good job,” he said with a sheepish laugh.
Jack pursed his lips and sent his staff a doubtful look. Jamie knew what he was thinking; he hadn’t gotten much chance to do anything heroic – but that didn’t matter, because he’d been heroic loads of other times.
“Do you want to learn to fly, Jack?” Hiccup asked. He wasn’t looking at any of them; his eyes were scanning the area, looking for signs of life that Jamie was sure the rest of them would miss even if they were right in front of them.
Jack seemed thoughtful. He looked at Toothless, then up at the clouds. “Maybe,” he said, though it sounded halfhearted. “It would at least put less weight on Toothless if we had more dragons to carry us.”
“Could I get my own dragon?” Jamie asked hopefully.
“Uh, I think you better get used to flying with Toothless first,” Hiccup said.
Jamie shrugged. That was fine by him.
“What kind of dragon would I ride, then?” Jack asked. “It seems a sort of mutual bond between the dragon and the rider, doesn’t it? Everyone seems to have something in common with their dragon.”
Hiccup glanced at Jack for a moment, then at Toothless. “You’re right,” he said with a soft smile. “I don’t know. I guess it’s just something that happens naturally.” He hummed, falling into step with Jack as he studied him.
Jack sent him a wary look. “What?”
“I’m just trying to guess what kind of dragon you would like,” he said, “considering you don’t seem to be a big fan of fire.”
“That’s just because—” Jack started, but cut himself off. He shook his head. “Fire is fine. I mean, that’s just something you’ll have to deal with if you’re going to be a dragon rider, isn’t it?”
Hiccup hesitated for a moment before nodding. “Mostly, yeah,” he said. “Still, I might’ve said a Deadly Nadder, but they have one of the hottest types of fire.”
“Deadly Nadder?” Jack repeated. He peered at Hiccup. “They seem a bit vain to me.”
“They are a bit vain,” Hiccup agreed.
Jack raised a brow.
“Not that, um, you’re…vain,” Hiccup said, waving his hands. “That’s not, uh, their only features. They’re loyal, too, and…Well, let’s see. Maybe a Razorwhip.” He hesitated. “Though a bunch of them are aggressive towards males.”
Jack snorted. “What are you insinuating right now?”
Jamie decided to fall a little bit behind when Hiccup started stammering again; he didn’t need to hear him flounder for an explanation. If only he realized Jack was just messing with him. Thankfully, it didn’t take long before Jack burst out laughing, and the conversation stopped causing Jamie so much secondhand embarrassment.
As they kept walking, the topic turned to magic again, specifically tooth fairies. Hiccup seemed to have forgotten about scouting for dragons, his gaze focused very intently on Jack as the latter tried to convince him that Baby Tooth wasn’t a criminal.
“It’s not burglary,” he said, slowly as if he was talking to one of Berk’s less sharp citizens. “They’re doing their jobs.”
“They take the teeth,” Hiccup said.
Jack moaned in exasperation, casting his eyes to the sky. “Yes, they take the teeth, Hiccup,” he said, missing the amused smile passing over Hiccup’s face. “That’s the point. People want them to take the teeth, and then they leave gifts in exchange. It’s a nice, exciting affair, I promise. Kids love it.” He looked pointedly at Hiccup. “There’s nothing sinister about it. Nothing creepy—”
“I’d say that’s up to the individual,” Hiccup said, and grinned when Jack shoved at him.
Jamie wondered why Jack was getting so worked up about this, though it didn’t seem like he was annoyed in the way he sometimes got with the twins. This seemed more playful, but still with a touch of frustration. Or maybe more than a touch.
“I’d say making necklaces of your kids’ baby teeth is a lot creepier,” Jack countered.
“At least we don’t pretend otherwise,” Hiccup said with a shrug.
Jack dragged a hand over his face. “Oh, come on.” He gestured at Baby Tooth, who was flying ahead, seemingly unaware that she was being talked about. “I’m not going to believe that someone who just fought of a bunch of giant, magic, ice-eagles on dragonback hundreds of meters up in the sky is afraid of her.”
Hiccup followed his gaze. “…If she appeared in my room in the middle of the night, I would be,” he replied after a moment of contemplation.
“You wouldn’t know. You’d be asleep. That’s the whole point.”
“Oh, much better. Fairies watching me sleep…No thank you.”
“Hiccup, I am very happy to inform you,” Jack said, with a borderline sadistic grin, “that she’s been watching you sleep for a long time already.”
Hiccup frowned. “Now that information is in my brain,” he murmured. He shrugged with his hands again, looking back at Jack. “I’m just saying that the stories about magic we Berkians have grown up with aren’t exactly warm and fuzzy. How do you—” He cut himself off and glanced at Baby Tooth, before leaning a little closer to Jack. “How do you even know if you can trust her?”
The corners of Jack’s mouth pointed promptly downwards. “What will it take to make you believe that not all magic is bad?” he asked.
The conversation had turned slightly sour. Hiccup looked at the ground and shrugged yet again. “When something good happens?” he suggested.
Jack stared at him, then let out a great sigh. “Okay, I guess that’s a fair point,” he admitted, looking ahead.
Jamie couldn’t see his expression, as he was still walking a little bit behind the two of them. For some reason, Jamie had begun finding it interesting to observe the way they acted around each other. Maybe it had something to do with knowing more about Jack’s backstory now, and how it seemed he’d never really had a friend his own age while he was human.
And then it might also have something to do with the skittish way Hiccup sometimes acted around Jack. It was weird, but Jamie guessed it related to the whole magic thing. Jack probably had good reason to want to keep Jack Frost hidden from him – at least for the time being – if Hiccup kept acting so uncomfortable with it all.
“I’ll find a way to show you someday,” Jack said. He smiled at Hiccup, but it had a sadness to it.
Hiccup looked like he was struggling to maintain eye contact again. “Yeah,” he murmured. “I’m…I’ll get used to it, Jack. Don’t worry about it.”
And now, Jamie suddenly felt as if he was watching something private. He decided to look away, focusing on the nature around them instead, and then something caught his eye: Among the withered green, something was emitting a faint glow. Jamie stopped in his tracks, staring at it. Was it…changing color?
He was walking into the bushes without a second thought, with the intention of checking whatever it was out and then alert the others before they walked too far away. The glowing thing was lying close to the mountain wall, halfway covered by shrubbery. For a second, Jamie thought he’d found another crystal, though that wouldn’t have fit into the theories they’d built around the crystals at this point. It did look like a stone, though, aside from the very glaring fact that it was glowing in different colors.
Jamie picked it up. It was hard not to. Turning it over, he saw it had a sort of oval shape. It actually sort of looked like—
There was a movement in the bushes to his right, but when he whipped around to see, there was nothing there. His heart started hammering in his chest. Maybe there was something magical about this thing after all; maybe he’d triggered some sort of spell – or a curse more likely, judging by all the other magic they’d encountered.
He turned around, deciding that he better show this to the others, but stopped again when the forest in front of him seemed to…shimmer. He stepped back as two spots of yellow appeared midair. Eyes, he realized; a pair of huge, yellow, floating eyes. They were staring right at him.
Red started to spread in the green of the foliage, the rest of the creature coming into view: Big, red and scaly, with a slender body, wings and sharp talons. Jamie couldn’t get himself to move, and maybe that was for the best. In the back of his head, Hiccup’s notes fluttered around until the right one settled behind his eyes.
The dragon standing before him was a Changewing – and Jamie was holding one of her eggs.
Chapter 27: A dragon tries to introduce Jack and Jamie to religion
Chapter Text
Jack’s lower lip jutted slightly outwards, but he didn’t seem to notice it. Hiccup tried not to stare too much, his mind reeling to find some way to turn the conversation light again. He shouldn’t have said anything, though he really didn’t understand why Jack was so defensive of magic even after Hiccup’s somewhat rough introduction to it.
“You must have experienced something wonderful to love it so much,” Hiccup mumbled, trying for a smile that probably came off too apologetic.
Jack pursed his lips and shrugged. “I guess,” he said. “Some good, some bad. But my point is that it’s…it’s not all bad. The Snow Queen is just giving it all a very bad reputation. It’s really, really frustrating.”
“You seem frustrated,” Hiccup agreed, earning a raised brow from Jack.
“Do I?”
Hiccup was unsure if he was turning the conversation awkward again. “Yeah, well—It’s—You have the right to be frustrated, of course,” he quickly said. “Sounds to me like magic isn’t as feared where you two come from. And then to end up here…” Hiccup scratched his head, still lost on how that happened aside from the fact that it was magic. Which he also still had trouble believing, somehow.
Jack sighed. “More like people don’t know about it,” he said. “They don’t believe at all. Just the kids, usually. Jamie was…”
He turned around and stopped in his tracks. Hiccup and Toothless stopped as well and followed his gaze. Where Jamie had been walking moments before was no one at all.
“Where—” Jack started, before jumping off the ground when Jamie’s panicked voice shot through the air:
“Jack!”
Jack set into a sprint. “Jamie!” he yelled back.
Hiccup bolted after him, and Baby Tooth sped off through the air with a frantic squeaking, disappearing between the trees. The rest of them traced their steps back the way they’d come. Toothless made a growling noise and left their trodden path, into the bushes towards the mountain wall. Hiccup followed to see him sniffing the ground. A couple of scales lay there, changing colors as he watched them. His stomach twisted.
“Jamie!” he yelled, but got not answer. He picked up the scales and examined them more closely. He cursed inwardly; these woods were the perfect habitat for Changewings. Why hadn’t he paid more attention? He turned to Toothless. “Can you track them?”
Toothless made a noise that sounded to Hiccup comfortingly determined. He patted Toothless’ nose before heading towards Jack’s increasingly panicked calling.
“Jack! We found something!”
Jack stumbled out of some bushes, his eyes wide. “What?” He came up to look at the scales, then up at Hiccup again. “Is he…Is he okay?”
Hiccup didn’t have the heart to say he didn’t know. “I think he was taken by a dragon,” he said. “A Changewing. We’ve dealt with them before, and they’re not…necessarily aggressive.”
Jack’s face turned impossibly paler. “Necessarily,” he repeated, but was starting to nod. He had a slightly wild look in his eyes, clearly struggling to keep his head cool, hanging onto every sliver of hope that Hiccup could give him.
“Toothless can track him,” Hiccup said, and unthinkingly grabbed Jack’s hand to squeeze it. Then he realized what he’d done, and quickly let go to turn to Toothless instead. “Let’s go, bud,” he said, hoping his face hadn’t revealed anything that shouldn’t be revealed.
As they got into the air, Jack started muttering to himself. The fairy wasn’t nearby, so he didn’t have that excuse anymore; Hiccup began to get the impression Jack just had a habit of speaking to himself.
“Norse, please?” Hiccup suggested.
“He was right behind us,” Jack said. “I mean—I—I think he was?” He thumped his head once against Hiccup’s shoulder, cursing under his breath. “I’m supposed to be good at this.”
“It’s not your fault, Jack. I should’ve paid more attention,” Hiccup said. “Changewings are fast and quiet. He could’ve been right behind us and still be snatched.”
“But then we would’ve heard him right behind us,” Jack argued, “and not several meters behind us.”
“Not necessarily. Changewing tails are prehensile and can lift a grown person – or at least a fairly heavy, almost-grown person like Snotlout – without a problem. It could’ve clamped Jamie’s mouth shut and he only got the chance to scream when—”
“Oh, gods, no,” Jack murmured, his voice muffled. Hiccup imagined he was dragging his hands down his face.
“…But they usually keep to themselves unless agitated, and I can’t say Jamie is the most, uh, aggressive type,” he said, in an attempt to sound soothing.
“What else could’ve been the reason, then?” Jack asked. “What are Changewings like?”
Hiccup clicked his tongue. “Maybe this isn’t the best time…”
“Hiccup.”
“Okay, no, listen.” Hiccup turned halfway around, as Toothless seemed to be flying in a steady arch around the rocky hills with no problem on his own. He looked Jack in the eyes as he spoke. “We’ve trained them before, and we’ve had several encounters with them. Fishlegs got very close to some wild ones, but they left him unharmed.”
Jack looked unconvinced. “And what would’ve happened if they didn’t?”
Hiccup sent him a look that clearly asked, are you sure you want to hear that right now? Jack’s gaze remained steady.
“Okay,” he sighed, wondering where it would be best to start. The best would probably be not to start at all, but it didn’t seem that was an option. “Changewings have the ability to camouflage themselves, so they turn practically completely invisible.”
“Oh, that…” Jack started, before shaking his head. “Nevermind, that’s a joke for later. Go on.”
Hiccup blinked. “Um. Okay, well…They’re very fast and very quiet, and they’re usually in packs. Instead of fire, they spew acid. They’re mostly nocturnal so it is a bit strange that this one was out at this time of day, but…” He realized this was probably not the kind of dragon facts that was relevant right now. He cleared his throat. “And like I said, though they may be aggressive sometimes, some of them aren’t that bad. They’re very curious and like to copy things that are interesting or funny to them.”
Jack, who had been looking more and more solemn as Hiccup continued speaking, tilted his head to the side. “What would a dragon find fun?” he asked.
“Loads of things,” Hiccup said with a shrug. “Changewings are particularly fond of colors. They also like it when you mimic their noises or mannerisms.”
“Their noises? Can you mimic a Changewing?”
Hiccup made an attempt, and if he felt ridiculous it was worth it when Jack burst out laughing, the worry-lines in his face easing for a moment. Hiccup smiled sheepishly and turned ahead when his cheeks started to burn.
“Fishlegs does it better. But hopefully that’ll be enough to win it over,” he said.
“I’m sure it’ll be very charmed,” Jack snickered.
They didn’t have to fly long before Toothless’ ears started twitching. They’d gotten to a part of the hills with taller and more jagged rocks, offering many corners and nooks to hide in – or for enemies to hide in and ambush them…but Hiccup tried to stay positive. They soared over the landscape, which seemed empty of all life until they spotted the nest:
A bright red Changewing coiled around a clutch of glowing, colorful eggs – and Jamie. It was a single nest, and Hiccup couldn’t spot any other Changewings nearby. Did that mean this one was alone?
Jack’s voice broke a little in relief when he spotted him. “He’s alive. Is he hurt?”
“I can’t tell from here,” Hiccup replied in a murmur. “We need to be quiet. The fastest way would be to just swoop in and grab him without getting noticed.” He paused as they continued to circle overhead. “…I don’t think he’s hurt, though.”
“Why?”
He smiled wryly. “Changewings are very paternal. Same thing happened with Snotlout at one point. I think…she’s sort of adopted him.”
Jack was quiet for a bit. Hiccup could feel him shaking behind him, clearly struggling to contain a laughing fit.
“So what do we do?” he asked, once he managed to swallow his amusement.
“Same strategy. As it is, she might even be more dangerous to us, as she’s protecting her young.”
Jack huffed. “This is unfair. I was protecting him first.”
Hiccup smiled and patted Jack’s knee. “We’ll get him back. At least this means she won’t hurt him in any way.”
Of course, the strategy went to Hel immediately. Toothless swooped down behind the Changewing, but when Jamie spotted them, he must’ve made a sound that alerted the Changewing of their presence. The Changewing whipped its head around and hissed at them, curling closer around her eggs and Jamie. At least she didn’t try to camouflage herself; it would’ve done no good, because she couldn’t move away from her eggs anyway.
Toothless swerved to avoid a spray of acid, and they were forced to fall back. They took cover in one of the nooks Hiccup had been so worried about earlier.
“Okay, new plan,” Hiccup said. “Changewings aren’t untrainable – we can try to befriend her. Maybe.”
Jack bit his lip. “I…like your pacifism, but are you sure that’s the best approach right now?”
“No,” Hiccup admitted. “Worth a try, though? I think we better approach it without Toothless, though.”
“Hm…even better,” Jack muttered, exchanging an empathetic look with Toothless, who also didn’t look particularly fond of that idea.
Hiccup hopped off the saddle and put a hand under Toothless’ mouth. “Just stay close. She might feel less threatened if we come without you. Jack, why are you taking your shoes off?”
Jack froze in the action and didn’t seem to be bothered at all by standing on only one leg. His balance was impeccable. “I can’t move fast with these bricks on my feet,” he complained.
“…Right, okay,” Hiccup said, fighting off a smile. “Just stay close to me. If I tell you to run, you run.”
Jack hummed. “You’re the expert,” he said, and Hiccup easily recognized it as a way to avoid making any promises. But he decided not to press him.
As planned, Hiccup led the way with Jack at his side, and Toothless close by behind them, but far enough away that the Changewing wouldn’t immediately spot him. If something went wrong – which was expected – he could hopefully intervene in time.
Hiccup peeked out from behind a boulder. The Changewing noticed him instantly, and he quickly leaned back, almost crashing into Jack. “Uh. Alright, stay here for a moment.”
“What?” Jack said. “No. Why?”
“Because if it’s just one of us, then she’ll feel less threatened,” Hiccup said. “Trust me. I know what I’m doing. At least…somewhat.”
Jack narrowed his eyes. “And you call me reckless.”
“You are reckless.”
“You’re reckless-er,” Jack insisted. “At least I jump into stuff without planning beforehand. You plan beforehand and know what a bad idea it is and then you still do it.”
Hiccup stared at him. The fact that he had a point was extremely annoying.
“Well, it’s my stupid plan, so I make the rules,” he said. “Stay here. Toothless is around here somewhere. He’ll jump in if something goes wrong.”
Jack didn’t look happy about that. In fact, he had the face of someone who wanted to not do what he was told just in the name of not doing what one was told. Hiccup hoped Jamie’s safety was enough to keep him in place.
Hiccup peeked around the corner again. “Don’t worry,” he said softly, keeping his head down and his empty palms exposed. The Changewing eyed him with hostility, and Hiccup waited before taking another step forward. “It’s okay. We’re not going to hurt you or your eggs.”
Jamie’s eyes were wide. He was partially obscured by the dragon, who had placed herself in front of him and her eggs. Hiccup realized how stupid this plan really was, but he didn’t like the idea of not even trying to do this the right way – the pacifist way, as Jack put it. But Toothless had his back and the Changewing wouldn’t hurt Jamie. This was fine.
“We just wanna, uh…” Kidnap your adoptive child? “…hang out.”
The Changewing growled. She didn’t attack, but it still didn’t feel like Hiccup was getting anywhere. He dared take another step forward, and the dragon started to bare her teeth. He stopped and tentatively reached out with his hand.
“Hiccup…” came Jamie’s small voice.
Hiccup looked at him, and then saw something horrible:
Jack was sneaking up behind the Changewing.
How did he even get there? Hiccup looked away before either Jamie or the Changewing realized something was up. “Uh—um, just—Hi,” he stammered, just to get the dragon’s attention. In the corner of his mind, he saw Jack give him a thumbs up. Hiccup swallowed down his fury. “My name is Hiccup. Do you have a name?”
Jamie frowned in confusion.
“Of course you don’t. Well, let’s give you a name,” Hiccup continued with a nervous laugh. “How about—Son of a half-troll—”
The Changewing had spotted Jack.
“Jack, run!” Hiccup yelled and ran at the dragon in a desperate attempt to draw her attention away. It didn’t work; the Changewing puffed herself up and let out a thick spray of acid, and Jack’s reflexes were too slow.
Toothless bounded at Jack out of nowhere, and they went rolling a few meters down the hill, just barely avoiding the acid. But then the Changewing whipped her head to Hiccup, and he flailed with his arms as he jumped to the side to dodge the attack. For a moment, he thought he had triumphed. Then the smell of melting metal reached his nose – his prosthetic.
“Oh, come on,” he mumbled, and looked up again as the Changewing went in for another attack. He couldn’t do anything else but set into a frantic crawl. Toothless was running to his aid, but Hiccup could tell he wouldn’t make it in time. He heard Jack yell his name, but it sounded very far away as the Changewing opened her mouth to fire.
Hiccup instinctively covered his face with his arm and just waited for the pain. It never came.
The Changewing made a strange, almost choked noise. Hiccup opened his eyes and spotted a speck of greens and blues hovering between himself and the dragon. The fairy had come back and was flickering back and forth as if in a panic, with an indignant, high-pitched yapping. The Changewing took half a step back, tilting her head confusedly from side to side. She seemed hesitant to attack, but also hesitant to stand down.
Hiccup dared to glance at Jack, as if he might offer some explanation, but he looked just as surprised, if not more. His brows were pulled together, and he was tilting his head sideways in much the same manner as the Changewing. Maybe this was the type of dragon that would’ve suited him, had it been the kind of dragon you could ride.
The Changewing continued to stare at the fairy, even after she’d stopped reprimanding it – because that had to be what she was doing, Hiccup didn’t need to speak fairy to understand that. Nobody dared move a muscle. And then, the Changewing’s scales shimmered, and the colors blue, green and yellow poured onto them – the fairy’s colors. The dragon blinked curiously at her, as if asking for her verdict. Hiccup couldn’t see the fairy’s face, but she seemed surprised as well. At least the dragon’s previous aggression seemed to have been momentarily forgotten.
When the fairy spoke again, the Changewing gazed steadily at her, not breaking eye-contact. In the back of Hiccup’s mind, a voice was telling him to warn the fairy that a Changewing’s eyes could be hypnotizing and that she should be careful…but the Changewing only seemed to be listening.
“They’re…talking?” Hiccup asked, his voice just loud enough to be heard by Jack, who’d slowly been coming closer to them again – this time undetected, thankfully.
Jack shrugged. “Don’t speak dragon,” he replied in an absentminded mumble, his eyes still trained on the fairy and the Changewing.
“But the—Baby Tooth does?”
“Part of her deal. I’ll explain later.”
Hiccup nodded slowly. He watched the two creatures communicate for a little while longer, before he tried getting to his feet – or foot, rather. Toothless started to come to his aid, but the Changewing tensed and hissed the second he moved.
The fairy chirped something else, grabbing the dragon’s attention for a moment, before the Changewing slowly looked back to Toothless and Jack. She growled quietly, stood closer to Jamie and the eggs, but when Toothless moved again she let the two of them pass. Jack came up to Hiccup and let him lean on his shoulder.
“How long can she keep this up?” Hiccup whispered into Jack’s ear. “I have no idea what to expect right now.”
Jack shook his head. “Seems like the dragon is enjoying herself,” he said. “And Baby Tooth…”
The fairy turned to them at the mention of her name. She nodded then and chirped something at Jack.
Jack blinked. “Uh…She says…She says the Changewing is…maybe giving us a chance?” he asked, and the fairy nodded. He looked at Hiccup. “You should do your thing now.”
It took a moment before Hiccup understood what he was talking about. “I need a new foot first,” he said. Jack fetched a new prosthetic from the saddle, and once Hiccup had replaced the old, broken one, he shakily stood. He shifted his weight. The Changewing was still in the fairy’s colors, but her expression had turned a little less playful now that she was looking at Hiccup again.
Hiccup took a deep breath and slowly started approaching the Changewing again. This time, the Changewing remained still. He held his hand up and averted his gaze, and sincerely hoped the fairy actually could speak Dragonese and wasn’t just delusional.
He felt the soft touch of dragon scales under his palm and sighed with relief. The fairy chirped something, and Hiccup let his hand fall, tentatively looking up at the dragon again. The Changewing looked back at him with her big, yellow eyes, and Hiccup smiled.
“That’s incredible,” he muttered, glancing at the fairy. She sent him a smile, and Hiccup awkwardly returned it, but was quick to step back to Toothless.
“Can you ask her nicely if we could get Jamie back?” Jack suggested.
The fairy visibly hesitated, then shook her head. Her spoken reply left a grumpy expression on Jack’s face.
“Greedy,” he grumbled.
“Dragons are known for that,” Jamie piped up. That didn’t sound right to Hiccup, but he let it slide.
The fairy continued, and Jack’s eyebrows lifted in wonder.
“Like…you?” he asked. “Are you sure?”
Hiccup resisted the urge to yell WHAT? and Jamie seemed to be in the same frustrating position. He decided he’d ask Jack later how exactly he learned to speak fairy, because trying to discern their conversations when he could only hear Jack’s side was seriously getting on his nerves. Thankfully, the fairy and Jack seemed to come to an understanding. The latter turned to Hiccup.
“She wants to show us something,” he said.
Hiccup stared back. “’She’ being…”
“The Changewing, yeah. Apparently, Baby Tooth has a certain scent that the Changewing has sensed before.” Jack shifted uneasily, glancing at the fairy every now and then for confirmation. “A place far from here. The dragon is…confused and thinks Baby Tooth must be from there, far away from her…‘nest’.” He did a weird hand motion where he bent his index and middle finger.
Hiccup thought he understood what was going on now. Why this Changewing seemed to be alone and why it so quickly latched onto Jamie. Perhaps she was lost. She’d gotten away from her flock somehow, and as she’d taken a liking to the fairy and her pretty colors, she didn’t want to see her lost as well.
That was as far he could guess, at least. He wished he had the ability to speak Dragonese. It would’ve made his life so much easier.
“Okay,” Hiccup said.
Jack looked surprised. “You think we should do it?”
“We need to gain her trust, and…if she’s right, maybe we’ll find more magic. There’s just one thing I’m worried about – why do you sound like you just sort of know what the dragon is saying?”
Jack shrugged. “Baby Tooth’s not from here. Her dragon-speak is rusty.”
Hiccup didn’t bother to ask him to elaborate. “Wonderful,” he said. “I guess we’ll just go then. Hope for the best.”
“That’s the spirit. Hold on a moment.” Jack jogged away and came back with his shoes on. “Now I’m ready. But, uh…Jamie—”
He didn’t need to finish the sentence when the Changewing grabbed Jamie in her claws. Jamie yelped, but it was just out of surprise, not pain. Jack’s expression still darkened dangerously.
“Okay, stay calm,” Hiccup quickly said. “She won’t hurt him. Right, Jamie?”
“Uh. She’s been a very welcoming host,” Jamie replied, in a way that didn’t make Hiccup envy his position. “How far is this fli—” He interrupted himself with another yelp as the Changewing took off. Hiccup and Jack quickly jumped onto Toothless and followed them, Jack muttering something about the nerve of this Changewing.
“The only thing that makes this even just slightly forgivable is that Jamie does have this air around him that makes you instantly love him,” he said, “if you get me?”
Hiccup considered this. “…Yeah, I could see that,” he agreed. “However, things like that are kinda random. The other Changewing I’ve seen do this adopted Snotlout, and if Snotlout is cute and cuddly – or even just likeable – then I’m Stoick the Vast.”
Jack laughed, which Hiccup took as a sign that he was beginning to relax, even with Jamie in a wild dragon’s clutches. He didn’t know if it was because Jack trusted Hiccup to deal with the dragon, or the fairy’s ability to communicate with her. He also didn’t know why it felt like a competition. What kind of loser was he, feeling jealous of a tiny, tooth-stealing fairy? Who was Jack more likely to fall in love with?
That was all beside the point. Hiccup shook his head, glad nobody could read his mind. Unless the fairy could?
“Can the fairy read minds?”
For a terrifying moment, Jack was silent. “What?” he laughed. “No, of course not.”
Hiccup let out a quiet breath of relief. “Dunno. Just wondering.”
“I hope you’re not thinking bad things about her.”
“No, not at all,” Hiccup said, and was fairly sure he wasn’t lying. The truth was much more embarrassing. “I was just wondering how she can communicate with you and the dragons.”
“Baby Tooth and I have been friends for a while now, so I gradually started understanding her – I know it’s weird. I can’t really explain it myself. Maybe it’s her magic affecting me; she has the ability to speak every existing language. Dragon-speak isn’t exactly a language, so I guess that’s why she struggles a bit.”
“Slow down,” Hiccup muttered, rubbing his forehead. “She struggles with understanding dragons? I’m so envious of that ability, you have no idea.”
Jack laughed. “I don’t think she could grant you the ability to understand it, sadly. She did that with Jamie and me. It’s why we understand Norse.”
Hiccup turned around for a moment to check if Jack was joking. He wasn’t. “She—she enchanted you?”
“Yes, Hiccup, it’s all very, very spooky.”
Hiccup’s mind abruptly flashed back to the first conversation he’d had with Jack, back in Gothi’s hut. The confusion in his expression. No, not just confusion – it had been shock, like he couldn’t believe Hiccup was talking to him.
“That’s why you looked so surprised,” he said.
Jack’s brows rose. “Oh…Did I look surprised?” he asked. There was something off about this voice. Almost like he was nervous. “Yeah, that was probably it. Hey, what’s that Jamie is holding?”
Hiccup forgot about Jack’s strange behavior when he spotted it too. His eyes widened. “Oh…this could’ve gone in a way worse direction. The gods must be looking out for him,” he said. “It’s a Changewing egg. Maybe…Maybe the Changewing is confused and thinks Jamie hatched out of another egg. I can’t think of any other reason why she would allow him to hold onto it.” He frowned. “It could be masking his scent too. Huh…Jamie isn’t stupid.”
Jack moaned miserably. “Can’t even keep one kid safe. Manny, I’m starting to doubt your choices again.”
“Hey,” Hiccup said, turning around again to look at him. “Don’t beat yourself up. I already told you the Archipelago is dangerous. These things happen.”
“That’s not extremely reassuring,” Jack mumbled.
“It’s not supposed to be,” Hiccup said. “Let’s just hope the Changewing doesn’t realize her mistake at the wrong time. But hey, think of it like this: Our luck has ironically never been better, the circumstances considered.”
Jack smiled. “That’s the saddest thing I’ve ever heard,” he said.
Hiccup responded with a wry smile of his own, before turning ahead again. It wasn’t until later, thinking back at the conversation, that he wondered who ‘Manny’ was.
The Changewing led them over the sea for a long, long time. So long that Hiccup on several occasions started to wonder if she was simply leading them in circles, waiting for Toothless to exhaust himself so that she could fly away with Jamie. But they had no choice but to follow.
To both Hiccup and Jack’s relief, Jamie looked okay each time he caught their eyes. The Changewing held him close to her chest, so he wasn’t in any danger of getting too cold. He even sent them a thumbs up at one point, so Hiccup could only assume that the Changewing was treating him with as much care as she would treat her own, actual babies.
On top of that, the fairy kept flying back and forth between the two dragons, delivering messages from Jamie and sometimes the Changewing. The latter’s messages were harder to understand (dragon-speak translated to fairy-speak translated to human-speak was bound to cause some trouble) but Jack informed him that Jamie was fine, and the dragon was, as far as the fairy understood, in a good mood.
It was long dark when Hiccup spotted something on the misty horizon. He was frozen to the bone, his butt and back were aching, and his legs were all pins and needles. His only comfort was Jack, who had long let go of any pride he might’ve had, hugging Hiccup from behind in search of warmth. Hiccup could hear the faint clatter of his teeth through the wind.
“That’s…Is that an island?” Hiccup asked.
“You tell me,” Jack said, his voice muffled from pressing his face against Hiccup’s back. “I think my limbs have frozen in place. Couldn’t have moved even if I wanted to. How are you still moving?”
Hiccup felt a pang of undeserved pride. “I’m a Viking. Can’t let the cold be a problem or we’d all be done for.” It took a lot of concentration to keep his voice from quivering with that aforementioned cold as he spoke. “But I think that’s an island over there. I see mountains.”
The mountains came into focus as they flew closer, and the island kept expanding. As the fog cleared, the shore kept going and going, and the mountains kept rising in the distance, towering up from thick, dark, seemingly never-ending woods.
“Oh, good. More trees,” Hiccup mumbled.
“Look at those mountains,” Jack whispered, and Hiccup almost jumped from how close he suddenly was to his ear. “It definitely looks magical. I have a good feeling about this.”
Hiccup almost laughed.
The Changewing kept flying over the island, and no matter how long they flew, Hiccup couldn’t see the ocean on the other side. How huge was this place?
The clouds lay low tonight, obscuring the top of the tallest mountains. The Changewing headed towards one especially tall one and disappeared into the clouds on her way up. Toothless easily followed, and for a few long moments, everything was nearly pitch black around them. Hiccup shuddered; it was as if he felt electricity in the air, and he hoped it wouldn’t start thundering while they were up here…but electricity wasn’t exactly it. It was more like nervous energy. As if the clouds had emotions, and it was coming from all around them…watching them.
“Are you okay?” Jack asked, and Hiccup realized with a start that he’d almost been hyperventilating.
“Y-yeah, I think so,” he replied hoarsely. “It just…It feels weird.”
“Weird how?”
Hiccup swallowed and shook his head. He didn’t want to be asked about this; he didn’t want to be some sort of magic-detector. “I’m not sure,” he whispered, though he didn’t know why he felt the need to be quiet. “It’s not the same as with Nøkken, that’s for sure.”
They burst out of the clouds, and the starry sky spread out above them. The mountaintop was covered in a layer of snow. Hiccup’s mouth went dry.
“Is that a bad sign?” he croaked.
“Maybe,” Jack said in a low voice. “But I don’t feel anything. We should be quick, though, just in case.”
As they flew to the mountain peak, they saw how little space there was to walk on. With the snow, it was hard to tell where it was safe to step, so Hiccup decided to just stay on Toothless. The Changewing landed on the only part of the mountaintop that was flat – putting Jamie down with surprising gentleness – where something akin to a podium was placed: Flat stones stacked on top of each other. Definitely manmade. Toothless landed on the other side of the podium, eyeing it warily.
“It looks ancient,” Hiccup murmured. “But nobody could’ve gotten up here without dragons. Jack, careful!”
Jack had dismounted Toothless and landed in almost knee-deep snow. He stood still for a moment, then sent Hiccup a smile. “It’s fine,” he said, then trudged over to the podium. Strangely enough, it was the only part of the mountaintop that wasn’t covered in snow. Jack’s brows furrowed when he got closer to it. “There’s writing here.”
Hiccup slid off the saddle as well and waddled over. As Jack had said, Runes were etched into the stone, old and corroded but still readable. Tingles went down Hiccup’s spine. “It’s a place of worship dedicated to the Vanir,” he said. Jack and Jamie only looked at him blankly. “The gods of nature, fertility and, probably most relevant to us, magic.” He paused, then added: “And the ability to see the future, which honestly would’ve been very helpful right now.”
“I don’t think we need that,” Jack mumbled uneasily.
“Gods?” Jamie asked. “And…this place is magic? Would that mean that the gods are…” He trailed off, glancing at Hiccup.
Hiccup blinked. “You’re not telling me that you believe in all of this magic stuff without an issue, but you don’t believe in the gods?” he asked with an amused smile that quickly started to wane when they both looked guilty of just that. He shook his head. “You’re weird. This place does feel, uh…magic, though. I think. Maybe.”
The fairy chirped and nodded.
“Great,” Jack said, and unlatched the satchel around his waist. “And the gods aren’t evil, right?”
“They’re…” Hiccup hesitated, shifting his weight. The stories he’d heard about the gods didn’t exactly make them seem like the best – nor the brightest – people sometimes, but it didn’t feel safe to insinuate that they were anything other than great. He gestured vaguely. “It should be fine. Besides, evil magic hasn’t stopped you before.”
Jack shrugged in response and poured the crystals onto the podium. Just as he did, Jamie made a surprised noise. Everyone present turned their eyes to him, and Hiccup expected the worst. But Jamie just stared at the egg in his hands.
“Oh—oh no, no, no, put it down!” Hiccup yelped. “It’s gonna explode!”
Jamie put the egg down as quickly and gingerly as he could and backed away. The Changewing was too enraptured by the twitching and rocking of the egg to notice him back away straight into Hiccup, and Hiccup quickly grabbed both him and Jack’s arms and pulled them back to Toothless. The egg exploded just as Toothless covered them with a wing. They waited a few seconds before peeking out at it.
A baby Changewing crawled shakily around in the snow, and its mother bent her head down to nudge it. The baby made a squeaky version of a Changewing’s growl. Hiccup found himself smiling.
“Wow,” Jamie whispered. The adult Changewing turned her eyes to him, and he froze. “Whoops.”
Jack gripped his staff tightly. “She’s not getting you back,” he hissed, and Hiccup wondered what he expected to do with that staff against a dragon, especially now that he knew the thing with Fanghook had been due to the fairy’s intervention.
“Wait,” Hiccup said, placing a hand on Jack’s shoulder. “Jamie, go to her.”
Jack shot him a look. “Why?”
The Changewing gave a low growl, but it didn’t sound hostile. It was soft and quiet. Sad.
“I think she’s realized the misunderstanding now,” Hiccup said.
“That’s bad, though, isn’t it?” Jamie asked in a small voice.
“No. She’s trying to say goodbye.”
Jamie’s eyes widened. He looked from Hiccup to the Changewing, who still wasn’t moving, though she was watching Jamie steadily. The baby Changewing stood close to her chest, looking about as confused as the rest of them. Then Jamie got to his feet and started taking slow steps towards the two Changewings.
Hiccup kept his eyes on the Changewing, enraptured by this strange moment. Maybe Jack really had been onto something when he said that about Jamie giving off a certain aura that made people – or dragons – instantly love him. The only thing that distracted him was, when Jamie stepped closer to the Changewing and she lowered her head to get on his eyelevel, Jack’s breath hitched nervously, and his hand wrapped around Hiccup’s.
Jamie put his hand on the Changewing’s snout without a problem, and the Changewing gently nudged him, making a small, almost purring noise. Hiccup had never seen a Changewing act like this. Even if she had been acting a bit off since the beginning, mistaking a human for a baby dragon and all, seeing this still made chills go down Hiccup’s back.
Then the Changewing stepped away. The newly hatched dragon would not be able to fly yet, so the Changewing lowered herself to let her child climb onto her back. She offered the rest of them a long look, and once again, the fairy’s colors ran across her scales for only a moment before it turned back to red. Then she took off and disappeared into the clouds.
Jamie turned around, his eyes round and slightly misty. He sniffled. “Will we see her again?”
Jack walked over to him and hugged him. “Maybe,” he said, though the chances were slim. When they separated, he turned to the podium, where the crystals were still spread out. He wrapped his hand in his cloak and put the crystals back in the satchel. “We should find somewhere a little warmer to see if it worked.”
Hiccup nodded. As Jamie walked over to Toothless, he couldn’t help but ruffle his hair lightly, sending him a bright smile. “I’m getting the feeling you’re a natural at dragon training, Jamie,” he said.
Despite Jamie’s blues from being separated from his one-day adoptive dragon mother, that still made him grin, and he shrugged modestly. “I don’t think that counts as dragon training, to be honest,” he mumbled.
They flew down from the creepy mountaintop, and as they descended towards the ground, the buzzing feeling in the air subsided and Hiccup no longer felt like they were being observed. He wondered why it had felt different from the other times he’d felt watched, like on what Jack and Jamie had dubbed Jotun Island, or that other tiny island. The fact that it had been a worshipping site for the Vanir didn’t make him less nervous. It was like it insinuated they’d been watched by the gods themselves, and Hiccup wasn’t confident enough to want to bask in any sort of divine limelight.
Toothless soared along the mountain wall near the ground, looking for a cave or a nook to take shelter in. They weren’t as lucky this time and ended up landing near the base of the mountain. At least the trees offered a tiny bit of security; it wouldn’t be easy to spot them for any potential predators. At the same time, it wouldn’t be easy for them to spot any approaching enemies either.
After they’d gathered firewood and got the fire started, they sat down against a fallen tree trunk and did their best to thaw their frozen limbs. Jamie sat closer to Jack than usual, seeming uncharacteristically quiet. Thankfully he seemed more thoughtful than sad, which was something Hiccup understood wholeheartedly. He made a mental promise to lift his spirits by teaching him more about riding dragons in the morning.
Jack emptied the satchel again. As he looked at the crystals, the bags under his eyes seemed to darken, and he sighed deeply. “Wonder what it’ll be this time,” he muttered. He put a hand on Jamie’s back and smiled a tired, lopsided smile. “You ready?”
“Yeah,” Jamie replied in a soft voice. He took a deep breath, puffed up his chest and nodded. “Yes,” he then said, this time with resolution.
He, Jack and the fairy repeated the same process as before. Hiccup could only watch as they all passed out in turn and didn’t feel any less disturbed than he did the first time he’d witnessed it. He shared a look with Toothless.
“How did we end up here?” he asked.
Toothless made a noise that sounded like an audible shrug, then padded over to the fire and lay down so that Hiccup could prop Jack and Jamie up against him. When that was done, he gently placed the fairy in the crook of Jack’s neck where she usually nestled up, carefully tilting Jack’s head to the side to give her space, hopefully without dooming Jack to any neck pain when he woke up.
It was eerie how Hiccup could jostle them around as much as he wanted without waking them. Jack’s face was completely still. Only his chest rose and fell in a slow, steady rhythm. His lips were slightly parted, and Hiccup could see his breath coming out as mist. The fern pattern was almost invisible in the flickering firelight. Hair fell into Jack’s eyes, and Hiccup brushed it away before he could stop himself.
He pulled his hand back and dragged it down his face instead, groaning in frustration and embarrassment. He could not have chosen a worse time to have a crush. Jack was also high on the list of people that would be unwise to develop feelings for. Not because he was untrustworthy or undeserving of that kind of affection, of course. Jack was intriguing in a way Hiccup had never seen in any other person before. And he was brave and kind and funny, and had a heart that sometimes seemed too big for his own good, and…
And he was going away. When all of this was over, there was a good chance Hiccup would never see him again. Why his brain had thought it a fun idea to develop feelings for someone he knew he’d have to say goodbye to eventually was beyond him.
Toothless crooned softly, his tail coming to brush against Hiccup’s leg. Hiccup sent him a grateful smile. Then he noticed how quickly the fire was devouring the wood they’d collected, and he got to his feet.
“Watch over them. I’ll be right back.”
Maybe going into the dark forest to collect wood alone was a bad idea, but it seemed somehow better than to just sit and stare longingly at Jack’s sleeping face. At this point, he was no better than the tooth fairies he’d been criticizing.
It was hard to find any twigs and broken branches that would actually keep the fire alive and Hiccup ventured a little further than he’d intended. And maybe he did it a little bit on purpose, because after the day that they’d had – from fighting evil snow eagles to maybe or maybe not being watched by the Vanir themselves – he needed a little time to himself to clear his mind.
He wasn’t sure how long he’d been walking around – not too long, he was pretty sure – when he heard the sound of a twig snapping. He whipped around and grabbed Inferno.
“It’s just me.”
Hiccup exhaled. “Jack…A warning would be appreciated.”
Jack stepped a little closer, his smile apologetic. “Sorry. I wasn’t sure if it was you.” His voice sounded a bit hoarse, almost as if he’d been crying.
“Are you…Did something happen?” Hiccup asked, taking a tentative step closer. He suddenly felt guilty for not being there while they slept. It wasn’t the first time Jack had woken up upset from the visions. “I didn’t expect you to wake up so fast.”
Jack shook his head. “Just tired,” he said, but folded his hands. Was he nervous?
“Is Jamie still at the camp?” Hiccup asked, shifting his weight. Now he felt nervous. Why was Jack acting so weird? Was he acting weird, or was Hiccup just imagining it? Whatever you do, he told himself sternly, don’t get any ideas.
“Yes,” Jack said. “What are you doing out here?”
“Collecting wood. Is the fire still alive?”
Jack nodded. “Barely. We should probably head back.”
Hiccup nodded too, though hesitantly. He studied Jack, and the way his eyes kept shifting, as if there was something on his mind that he needed to get out. Or maybe the darkness was just making him nervous. There wasn’t any snow on the ground here, but maybe the Snow Queen still had some powers here, with the snowy mountaintops. Not that that wasn’t the case for most of the islands they’d visited.
“How’s your face?” Hiccup asked.
Jack blinked. “What?”
“Your—The mark.” Hiccup tapped his own temple. “Still nothing?”
“Oh. No, it’s…fine.”
Hiccup frowned. “Jack, are you sure you’re alright?” he asked, walking a few steps closer to him again. He weighed his words, wondering what would be too much or too little to say. He didn’t even know if Jack truly was upset or not. It was different from when he’d caught him yelling at the moon; at least Jack had made it quite obvious that he’d been upset back then.
But then again, there was little reason for why he would come all the way out to the woods, if not to have a private word, right?
“If there’s something you want to talk about, I’m—I’m all ears. You know that, right?” Hiccup tried for a smile, glad that the darkness masked the nervousness that was probably clear as day on his face.
Jack gave a soft laugh. He opened his mouth as if to say something, then closed it again. He studied Hiccup silently, for just long enough to make Hiccup feel sheepish about it. Then he took a step closer. “I know,” he said, and Hiccup could barely discern his face shifting into a warm smile. “I was just…I don’t know. It’s…strange.”
Hiccup’s mouth felt a little dry. “What is?”
“This,” Jack said with a small shrug. “I’ve just been thinking about where we are, and…what will happen and all. How we got here. Where we will be tomorrow. So much has happened in just one day.”
Hiccup huffed. “Yeah, I was just thinking the same thing,” he mumbled. “Is that a bad thing?”
“I’m not sure,” Jack admitted. He gave a shaky sigh. “I guess it’s good, in a way, but…in another, not so much.” He went quiet. Hiccup felt as if he should fill the silence but didn’t know what to fill it with. Then Jack looked up at him, and his mouth was opening and closing, like he was struggling with the same problem. “…Do you think we’ll get through this alive?”
That wasn’t what Hiccup thought he was going to say. Not that he knew what he’d expected either.
“For sure,” Hiccup said with a nod. “We will.”
“But what if we don’t?” Jack said. “What about the others back on Berk?”
“Jack, we’ve already been through this,” Hiccup sighed. “I want to help you. I don’t care about the risks, or the weird magic. Trust me, if it’s for you—” He faltered when he realized how dangerously sentimental those words were. This definitely counted as too much, but the words were already out. “If—if it’s for you, none of that matters. No nøkker, no fairies and no snow queens. Besides, we all saw how well you dealt with that Changewing today. You need me! …Although I guess the fairy was the one who placated her in the end.” The last part came out as a quiet, somewhat pouty mumble.
Jack’s face was blank. Then he smiled slowly. “Those are some big words,” he commented.
Hiccup felt himself blush. “Yeah, well, I have to compensate for my otherwise scrawny stature,” he explained lamely.
Jack’s lips pressed together, like he was holding back a laugh. He took another step closer to Hiccup, which at this point was almost uncomfortably close. Hiccup found himself holding his breath. No ideas, he reminded himself. There’s a perfectly reasonable explanation for this. Get your head out of the clouds, Hiccup.
“The thing is…” Jack started. His gaze was lowered to Hiccup’s chest, like he was afraid to meet his eyes. Hiccup wondered if his heart was beating as fast as his own right now. “The…the thing is. I think I like this. Being here. With you.”
Hiccup suddenly felt paralyzed. “O-oh,” he said smartly.
“Is that strange?”
“Uh—n-no. It’s fine.” Hiccup closed his eyes for moment, running this conversation through his mind. Was what he thought was happening really happening right now? Was Jack saying what it sounded like he was saying? Gods, he needed to say something more in reply. “I mean, it’s great.”
It was just that it all felt so out of the blue, he didn’t feel the way he expected that he would feel in this situation. Which was probably why the next words coming out of his mouth was something as lame as:
“You probably have to have a conversation about it with the fairy, though. I mean…” Hiccup smiled sheepishly. “What was her name again?”
Jack looked up. He let out a small chuckle. “I’m sure it will sort itself out. I’ll ask about it once we get back.”
Hiccup swallowed. The warmish feeling in his chest suddenly dispersed, and in its place came a slow, creeping cold. A few things surfaced in his mind – things that he’d registered subconsciously, but had been too distracted to really consider.
One, Jack was not carrying his staff. Two, Jack hadn’t corrected him earlier when he’d referred to Baby Tooth as ‘the fairy’. And three…Jack had never showed any signs that what Hiccup felt for him was mutual.
Hiccup ignited Inferno. It burst into flame, and Jack jolted away and sent him a frightened look. Hiccup ignored it and just stepped closer, driving Jack up against a tree.
“What are you doing?” Jack hissed in alarm.
“What,” Hiccup replied in a low voice, “is my name?”
Jack’s eyes were wide. He shook his head. “Stop this—”
“Answer the question. It’s pretty simple.”
But Jack just continued to stare. Hiccup ignored the helpless, betrayed look on his face, and just pushed the blade closer to his chest.
And then, he smiled. But it wasn’t his smile. This smile was flat, almost lifeless; the puppeteer had given up on trying to seem authentic. This wasn’t Jack.
“You must know each other better than I thought,” not-Jack said, now in a whispery voice.
“Who are you?” Hiccup demanded.
“Who am I? Why, you just mentioned me.” The corner of not-Jack’s mouth twitched upwards. “As an unimportant problem in the face of your selfless, noble bravery. You Berkians always were too stubborn to give up when you should.”
The cold spread from Hiccup’s chest to the rest of his body. He felt his hands start to shake. His voice came out as a whisper:
“You’re the Snow Queen.”
The Snow Queen smiled with Jack’s face. “Good, good,” she said, and it almost sounded like she meant it. “And now, my dear, comes the part where you ask me, ‘what have you done with my friends?’”
Chapter 28: Jack takes swimming lessons
Notes:
Update 15/2: Realized I posted this before my beta could go through it, so I made some minor changes. Sorry about that!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Hiccup felt the air get sucked out of his lungs, and like the rest of his body was being reduced to tiny, vibrating particles. His sword arm remained raised, pointing the blade at the Snow Queen. A voice in his head asked, Will this be the last time I see his face?
But it wasn’t really Jack’s face. He could see that now. In the dark, while he still hadn’t suspected anything was wrong, and hadn’t had a reason to study the face in front of him, it had looked like Jack. But now he saw that it was a version of Jack that was almost him, but not quite. It was too still, for one. And his eyes were glassy, lacking a certain spark in them that made them human.
“What did you do?” Hiccup found himself asking, not knowing what else to say than exactly what the Snow Queen had told him he would.
“Oh, I’ve dreamed of this moment,” the Snow Queen said. She would’ve sounded almost conversational, hadn’t it been for the prickling cold feeling her voice carried. Hiccup was immediately reminded of the first bitter winds that preceded devastating winter, and the following concerns that came with it: How would they keep everyone warm? Fed? Sheltered? Would everyone make it this time around?
And here stood the catalyst of all those fears, wearing the face of the person Hiccup most wanted to keep safe from her wrath…though her words indicated he’d already failed at that.
“That is, of course, if I ever did sleep,” the Snow Queen mused. “But I’ve thought of it. Imagined it. Turned it around and inside out to dissect just the right way to dispose of that boy.”
Hiccup gritted his teeth and pointed the blade just barely into the Snow Queen’s throat. She didn’t react with any more than an almost curious tilt of her head, but there was a sizzling noise where the hot iron met her skin. “Where are they?” he demanded.
The Snow Queen smiled an imitation of Jack’s lopsided smirk. “Would you go through with that, little warrior?” she asked, raising her chin to further expose her neck. She even inched ever so slightly forward, and the blade etched into her. As if snuffed out by a sudden gust of wind, the flames were extinguished.
Hiccup’s breath caught in his throat. Obviously, the last couple of days had shown him more magic than he’d ever hoped to see. Still, this little trick made a deep-rooted fear wake in him, from all the stories they’d been told as children, about nøkker and wraiths and everything lurking in the blackest shadows of the deep, dark forest. Jack had told him there was no way they could fight the Snow Queen; she was too powerful, too dangerous. Just looking into her eyes made Hiccup start to believe that he was right.
However, that fear wasn’t what kept Hiccup from separating the head from the body. From the other end of the blade, even if there was something that looked indefinably off, Jack looked back at him.
“You’re not him,” Hiccup said, his voice coming out as a whisper. “I could kill you.”
“Kill me?” the Snow Queen repeated, raising her puppet’s brows. “I’m afraid not, little warrior. You’d have to find me to do that.”
She’s saying it’s possible, was Hiccup’s first, impossible thought – the part of his brain that had definitely taken after his father. I can make her disappear. She can be killed. And then came the part of his brain that wasn’t doing anything good for anyone: And then, maybe…maybe Jack would stay.
Jack. Jamie.
“They’re not dead,” Hiccup growled, as if saying it determinedly would bring them back if they were. “You have no power here, not yet. Jack told me so.”
“Jack,” the Snow Queen said, contempt filtering through her otherwise calm, whispery voice, “is treading onto territories he does not belong.”
“Is,” Hiccup repeated. “Not was.”
The Snow Queen began to scowl, but her face quickly softened again. She hummed thoughtfully. “A young man in love,” she sighed with mock fondness. “Treasure your days with him while you can, little warrior.”
Anger surged to Hiccup’s head. His cheeks burned with it, and the embarrassment of having those vulnerable feelings exposed. “He’s done nothing to offend you,” he spat. “Whatever you think he’s taken from you, it’s not true. He just wants to go home.”
The Snow Queen went quiet. She peered at him, unmoving, for so long that Hiccup wondered if she’d turned to ice. Then she nodded, as if coming to an agreement with herself, and placed a gentle hand on the blade. Frost rapidly spread over it and onto the hilt. Hiccup dropped it in a panic and backed away as the Snow Queen started to approach him.
“Don’t be afraid, little warrior,” she said, raising a hand to Hiccup’s face, “I can’t hurt you yet.”
It was Hiccup’s turn to have his back forced against a tree. The Snow Queen’s touch didn’t feel like anything but a cold breeze against his skin. She gave him an almost sympathetic look.
“He is not what you think he is,” she whispered, as if sharing a secret. “Remember that.”
Then a slight tremble went through her body. Snowflakes brushed against Hiccup’s cheek, settling on his shoulder, and he realized it was the Jack-puppet’s hand disintegrating. The rest of the body quickly followed, turning to snow and flurrying away in the breeze right before Hiccup’s eyes.
There came a soft thump from the ground in front of him. He looked down, and had to really peer at the object to understand what it was he was looking at. When he understood, he felt bile rise in his throat.
A heart. Ice was quickly engulfing it, turning it completely white and frozen. Hiccup swore he could see it beat its last feeble beats before going still. Slowly, it crumbled the same way the Snow Queen had.
Hiccup stood still while his own heart hammered in his chest. The forest was dark and silent; all he could hear was the pounding in his ears. His cheek felt almost painfully cold where the Snow Queen had touched him. Maybe she’d gifted him the same mark that she’d given Jack.
“Jack,” he muttered and staggered forward on trembling legs. He grabbed the frozen Inferno from the ground and bolted for the campsite. “Jack! Jamie!”
He’d almost made it there when Toothless came bounding out of the dark, and they scarcely avoided a collision. Hiccup grabbed his face to check for injuries, but he seemed fine – just a little confused by Hiccup’s behavior.
Footsteps to his right. He whirled around, raising the sword instinctively.
“Hiccup – what’s going on?” Jack asked, coming to a sudden stop at the sight of the weapon, which made Jamie stumble into him from behind. Jack’s voice was slightly breathless, and higher in pitch than usual due to his distress. But it was clean and soft, if not a little groggy from sleep – and definitely his.
Hiccup almost collapsed on top of him when he stumbled forward to hug him. Jack’s arms went stiff in surprise, but he didn’t pull away.
“Hic—cup?” he said hesitantly. If the situation and been more lighthearted, Hiccup might have accused him of making fun of his name.
Hiccup pulled back, looking them both over. They both seemed unharmed, and like Toothless, just confused and scared from Hiccup’s dramatic return. He even felt a burst of relief at seeing the fairy zipping around Jamie’s head.
“Sh-she—” Hiccup started, but had to clear his throat when his voice came out sounding like a frog with a cold. He tried again. “She was here.”
Toothless came up to his side, growling what sounded like a concerned question. Hiccup gratefully ran his hand over his scales and the familiar spikes on his head, leaning some of his weight on him.
“She?” Jack echoed in a small voice.
Hiccup nodded. “The Snow Queen.”
Jack blinked several times, shaking his head almost imperceptibly. “What?” he croaked. He looked around, gripping his staff with his other hand as well. “How? When? Why do you say was?”
“She sort of disintegrated,” Hiccup muttered, running a hand over his face where the Snow Queen had touched him. “Left behind a—a heart of some sort of animal. But it also disintegrated.” He paused, a horrible thought coming into his mind. “You have to believe me,” he added urgently. “It was there, I saw it—”
“Hiccup, of course we believe you,” Jack interrupted, managing to place an exasperated laugh in his voice despite his troubled expression. “Let’s—let’s just get back to the fire first, and you can tell us what happened. You’re shivering.”
Hiccup hadn’t even realized. He wasn’t sure if it was because he was cold or rattled. Probably a pleasant mix of both.
The fire wasn’t much to brag about when they got back, but instead of going searching for twigs again, Toothless just blasted an innocent tree to pieces and they used the splinters to reinvigorate the flames.
“Efficient. Should’ve just done that from the start,” Hiccup muttered.
“How do you feel?” Jack asked, coming to a crouch beside Hiccup. He looked him up and down. “Are you hurt? Do you feel anything?”
Hiccup didn’t know exactly what did it, but he suddenly felt very small under Jack’s inquiring gaze. Not in a bad way, but in a way that made Hiccup aware of the fact that these past weeks, Jack had usually been the one getting into trouble, and Hiccup the one to look after him. Now, the roles were reversed.
“Cold,” he admitted. “She touched my face.”
Jack grimaced. “She has a habit of doing that. I got a feeling she was imagining how I’d look as a sculpture by her throne.”
“Oh,” Hiccup said.
Jack’s hazel eyes looked intently into Hiccup’s. “What did she do?” he asked in a voice that was a lot gentler than normal. Hiccup wondered just how rattled he seemed to him and Jamie.
Breaking the heavy eye contact, Hiccup turned to the flames. He recalled the Snow Queen’s expressions shining through that uncanny imitation of Jack’s face. He had to tell them about that, he knew…but there was something so shameful about it all. The fact that he hadn’t noticed that anything was wrong, even going as far as saying…all that he’d said to her.
His cheeks started to heat up again, and there was a small lump in his throat he couldn’t quite rid himself of.
“She disguised herself as you, Jack.”
Jack didn’t move. “How?” he whispered after a few long seconds.
“I hoped you’d know,” Hiccup said, forcing himself to look back at Jack and Jamie. “She created those eagles, but at least those were white and shed snow. That—that imitation of you – it looked exactly like you, Jack. Even your voice. I thought…I thought it was you.”
Jack’s jaw clenched. “Did you tell her anything?”
Hiccup didn’t know if he wanted to laugh or cry. He shook his head. “Nothing,” he lied. “I figured it out before I got the chance to.”
“How?” Jamie asked. Quietly, as if he wasn’t sure if he was allowed to talk or not.
“Uh…just something seemed off,” Hiccup said, averting his eyes in hopes that nobody would read his expression and see how humiliated he felt. Not to speak of hopeless; the fact that he’d realized something was wrong when Jack insinuated he returned his feelings just reinforced Hiccup’s suspicion that this dumb, impractical crush was entirely misplaced and would get him nowhere. “I asked her what my name was. She couldn’t answer.”
There was a pause. When Hiccup looked back, Jack had a strange, sort of distant look on his face, though he was still staring at Hiccup.
Jamie was frowning. “And you’re sure she disappeared?”
“Uh…well, I’m not a spirit-expert, but it seems that way,” he said, looking at Jack for some sort of confirmation, even if he was probably as lost as the rest of them. Then it was Hiccup’s turn to frown. “Shouldn’t I have noticed her presence? Magic and all.”
Jack visibly snapped out of his contemplative state. “Same as the eagles and the attack on Berk,” he said. “She was never really here. I don’t think she could’ve hurt you even if she wanted to.”
Hiccup grimaced. “I kind of get the impression she did. Want to. Hurt me, I mean.” He gave a feeble laugh. “Charming first impression.”
“I think she probably just tried to get some information out of you,” Jack said, and his lips quirked up in a smile. It was good to see it back, the way it should be – not some cold parody of it. “Your quick wits bested her, Hiccup, congratulations. Points to you.” He patted his shoulder.
Hiccup weakly returned his smile. “Thanks.” Then he remembered something else. “Um, how did the…the passing out go?”
Jack and Jamie shared a glance, but Hiccup couldn’t decipher what it meant. Jack patted his satchel. “All good,” he said. He gave a heavy sigh as he got to his feet. “We should move. Deeper into the island. Even if it’s only slightly warmer, we could be safer there.”
He offered Hiccup a hand, and Hiccup let himself be pulled to his feet. He winced when he put weight on his prosthetic. Jack placed a hand right over his elbow.
“It’s fine,” Hiccup reassured him. “Or…it will be fine.”
Jack’s lips pressed together. He nodded, but there was a silent apology in his eyes. Hiccup knew him well enough to know that he was blaming himself, so Hiccup just shook his head.
“It’ll be fine,” he repeated, and briefly placed a hand over Jack’s. “Trust me.”
The vision had been another confusing case. Jack, Jamie and Baby Tooth had appeared inside a church during what Jack quickly estimated was somewhere during the Victorian era. It was winter again, but Jack was sure he’d never seen that church before – and he definitely knew nothing of the couple that was baptizing their baby inside it. Still, the crystal was easy enough to find – inside the font, in the water, which Jack thought was a particular kind of uncomfortable to stick his hand in – and when they woke up, Jack didn’t want to admit how lost he felt.
“It was winter,” Jamie reminded him in English, his voice quiet as they settled down around the new campfire. Though they’d moved far away from the previous campsite, further into the island as Jack had suggested, this place didn’t look much different. The forest was massive. However, they’d settled nearby an open clearing, which relieved them of some of the weird claustrophobic feeling that shrouded the forest.
“True,” Jack agreed in a mumble, but it didn’t seem enough. He wanted to see the connection between all the visions, but now there had been two visions that Jack couldn’t place. Then he just shook his head, because he didn’t want to discuss that right now – not while Hiccup was still so skittish.
What a day it had been. Jack supposed he should be glad they’d managed to find two Traces in two days, but it was hard to feel celebratory when the Snow Queen had to come and spoil it.
Jack’s chest was filled with unforeseen anger. Guilt too, for sure, but he had expected that. Guilt from the whole time travel-thing in the first place, guilt from putting Berk in danger, guilt from letting Hiccup come along with them, even if Hiccup couldn’t take no for an answer. Jack knew the Snow Queen was dangerous. She’d already taken Jamie and Skade hostage before, and that had made him furious as well.
This was different. Because whatever the Snow Queen had done to make Hiccup…not just scared, but so strangely quiet, she had done so while wearing Jack’s face.
Hiccup would barely meet his eyes. Jack knew he meant no harm, but it struck something very sore in his chest.
“We should make a code,” Jamie said. He was sitting with his knees up under his chin, frowning into the fire. “Something to prove that we’re ourselves and not the Snow Queen.”
Jack grinded his teeth, swallowing down his despair at the fact that Jamie, just an eleven-year-old boy, had to sit here and take such precautions. He put on a smile instead.
“Good idea,” he said.
“More codes?” Hiccup said. Jack was glad to hear his voice was getting back to normal, and that he managed to smile a little easier than earlier. “What if we forget?”
“It should be a question that only we know the answer to,” Jamie said, nodding smartly to himself. “Like how some, uh…webpages ask things like, what was the name of your first pet?”
Hiccup squinted. “Who?”
Jamie just shook his head. “It’s not important. But you get it, right?”
“Can’t you two just speak together in your native language?” Hiccup asked, and Jack wondered if there was the slightest hint of a jab in there.
“Oh. Good point,” Jamie said. “I was going to ask, ‘do you stop believing in the moon when the sun comes up?’”
It took a few seconds before Jack remembered where he’d heard that before, though in another language. He smiled slowly, elbowing Jamie. “No. Do you stop believing in the sun when clouds block it out?”
“No,” Jamie said with a bright smile. “See? She’d never figure that out. And Hiccup, what if I asked you…How do you draw the Rune for luck?” Hiccup started to raise his hand to draw in the air, but Jamie shook his head. “No, I know,” he said. “You have to say something special. Something that you can’t just guess would be the answer to the question. Like, ‘This is the third time I told you that already.’”
Hiccup laughed then. “Why do you keep making my voice like that?”
“It’s just what you sound like,” Jamie said with a shrug. “But you get me, right? That way, it’s not something we’ll forget.”
“So if I say…” Hiccup pursed his lips thoughtfully. “Man, I really miss Berk’s limpet stew.”
“Ew,” Jamie said.
“That would be too obvious, I think. It’s good because the most obvious answer, for someone who’s never tried it and I dare say the Snow Queen hasn’t, would be, oh yeah, me too. But we all know nobody would answer that if they know what they’re talking about.”
“Good point. Then I’ll say, what about the mutton chops?”
“Are you sure this is easier to remember?” Jack asked.
Jamie shrugged. “Maybe not,” he admitted. “It’s more fun that way, though.”
Jack nodded. “Very reasonable,” he agreed.
“What about you two?” Jamie asked.
There was a thoughtful silence that gradually turned awkward. The truth was, Jack could remember an embarrassingly long list of things Hiccup had said to him, things that had ingrained themselves into Jack’s mind, for better or for worse. But mostly for better. Like what he’d said back at Idun and Rune’s when they were talking in the dark. I like being beside you, Jack. No number of fairies or nøkker or other—other types of martial arts is going to change that. And, Would you have stayed behind? in that quiet, careful tone of his, one that Jack liked to imagine sounded hopeful. And his entire speech on the trading ship. If helping you is dangerous, then it’s a risk I want to take.
The list went on, and it kept piling up. Jack didn’t know why his brain was so desperate to remember it all, but what he did know was that it sometimes made him feel as if he’d burst if he thought too much about it. With joy, or gratitude, or fondness.
But he couldn’t admit any of that aloud. Despite how much he trusted Hiccup, there was something terrifying about outright letting him know how much power his words had over Jack. And besides, it was embarrassing.
Either way, this wasn’t the moment. Not when Hiccup’s eyes kept shifting the way they did, instead of holding Jack’s gaze. Jack hadn’t even realized that that was something he reveled in before it changed. Not just being seen, but being seen by Hiccup specifically.
Jack stretched. “Let’s think about that tomorrow,” he decided, because this game wasn’t fun to play anymore. “We should get some shuteye for now. I can take the first watch.”
“No, I’ll do it,” Hiccup said. “I’m not going to sleep anyway, and you probably need the rest, after all that magic crystal stuff.” He waved vaguely towards Jack’s satchel.
He wasn’t wrong about them needing some rest, but Jack felt it had more to do with him being kidnapped by magic snow eagles, and then Jamie being kidnapped by an actual dragon. In Jack’s humble opinion, two kidnappings in one day seemed excessive.
“Alright,” Jack said, and tried to send Hiccup a smile, just to meet his eyes for a second. “Just don’t stay up all night. You need rest too.”
Hiccup smiled briefly back at him and nodded.
It was much colder without the blanket. Jamie snuggled up to Jack and they lay as close to the fire as they dared. Only Baby Tooth seemed comfortable, hiding in the folds of Jack’s cloak around his neck. If he concentrated, Jack could hear her soft breathing and feel her feathers brush against him.
On the other side of the fire, Hiccup sat with his legs crossed, and on them, Toothless was resting his head, dozing off while Hiccup absently ran his hand over his scales. Hiccup’s gaze was distant, staring emptily into the dark like he was far, far away.
“Good night, Hiccup,” Jack said.
Hiccup blinked, like he’d forgotten he wasn’t alone. “Night, Jack,” he replied. “Sleep well.”
Jack looked at him for a few more seconds before forcing himself to close his eyes.
He didn’t think he fell asleep, but when he opened his eyes again, the fire had dimmed. Beside him, Jamie was sleeping, his nose pressed against Jack’s chest. Hiccup sat in almost the same position as before, except his posture looked a little bit more relaxed as he leaned against Toothless. His expression, however, was far from relaxed.
He was holding Inferno in front of himself, studying it. He flipped it around, his brows pinched together. It looked like he was trying to ignite it, and when it didn’t work, his jaw clenched in frustration, and he turned his gaze towards the darkness of the forest. He sighed slowly, putting the blade on the ground without retracting it.
Beside him, his prosthetic lay unattached to his leg, and Hiccup’s other hand was massaging the stump absentmindedly. It had to be hurting from the way he was running earlier.
Jack wanted to talk to him. He didn’t know what he could say to make it better, but he felt desperate to try. However, Hiccup didn’t seem like he wanted to talk to anyone right now, and…maybe especially not Jack. Jack was almost convinced Hiccup was unnerved by him right now, after the Snow Queen’s trick.
It was strange – even slightly terrifying – how much Jack’s mind lurched at the thought of that being the case. He recognized the feeling from another time, when the Guardians had thought he’d betrayed them in exchange for his memories. Back then, Jack had had something akin to friends for the first time, as far as he’d remembered, in his entire life. And then he’d lost it all, and Jack had felt lonelier than ever.
This was the same sort of panic, but with a slightly different feel to it. Jack thought he knew why. If everything went as it should, his time as a human teenager was limited; his time with Hiccup was limited. And even now that his memories were mostly restored, he couldn’t remember ever having what he had with Hiccup. A friend his age, someone he trusted, and someone who trusted him. Someone who wanted to look after Jack as much as Jack wanted to look after them.
It was terrifying, because Jack still remembered why he initially hadn’t wanted to get close to anyone from the past – that he was growing close to a boy who was, in the time in which Jack belonged, long dead and gone.
Maybe it would’ve been wiser to reject Hiccup’s offer of friendship back then. Jack knew then, and he knew still, that he was setting himself up for hurt and grief. The bond that he and Hiccup had was growing into something strong, and the thought of losing it made Jack’s throat tighten, almost choking him.
It couldn’t happen. But it would.
Hiccup leaned sideways against Toothless and folded his knees. His cheek pressed against Toothless’ neck. The light from the fire cast him in a soft, golden light, hitting his eyes in a way that made them seem misty. He looked small like that, Jack thought sadly. He looked so lost.
Jack took the second shift after what, according to Hiccup, was a few hours, but only felt like a few, measly minutes. It had gotten colder, so after gathering more firewood, they all huddled up against Toothless, who seemed to be the only one of them able to get some proper sleep. Jamie slept between Jack and Hiccup, allowing him to absorb as much heat as he possibly could.
Hiccup fell asleep almost immediately. Jack had a suspicion he’d actually been exhausted all along but was simply afraid to let his guard down. His brows were furrowed even in his sleep.
The sky had just been beginning to lighten when Jamie woke up.
“Do you think,” was the first thing he said, his voice sluggish with sleep, “that a better codeword would be ‘chestnuts roasting by an open fire’?” Then he fell back asleep again.
Jack shook his head fondly. “Absolutely not,” he whispered, even if Jamie couldn’t hear him, and probably wouldn’t remember suggesting that in the first place.
“What was that?” Hiccup pushed himself up, patting the ground next to him. He seemed too tired to properly open his eyes.
Jack handed him his prosthetic. “Just Jamie being Jamie,” he replied quietly. “You can sleep some more if you want.”
Hiccup hummed noncommittally. He yawned and rubbed his eyes. “Maybe,” he mumbled, then managed to squint his eyes open. His hair was flat on one side of his head, and stuck out on the other. Jack’s lack of poker face made him frown at him. “Bedhead?” he guessed.
“Nah,” Jack said. “You look fine.”
“Liar,” Hiccup said, smiling tiredly. He lay back against Toothless and sighed, closing his eyes again. “Maybe just…a little more sleep.”
Jack watched as the muscles in his face gradually relaxed and listened as his breath turned to soft snores.
A couple more hours or so passed before they woke up for real, but they didn’t move until after they’d eaten their breakfast, which was the food given to them by Idun and Rune. Jack’s limbs were stiff when he got to his feet, his back cracking when he stretched. He grimaced.
“Old age,” Jamie commented.
“Hah.”
Hiccup sat with his knees up to his chest, his prosthetic attached again, and yawned for the millionth time that morning, then groaned when Toothless made a whining sound, tapping a paw against Hiccup’s chest – which was, with a dragon’s size and strength, enough to knock him over. “Yeah, yeah, yeah,” he muttered. “It’s not like you have been flying for most of the past two days.”
“Not the fun kind of flying,” Jack said, feeling the need to defend Toothless.
Hiccup hummed. “That’s true. Jamie – how do you feel today?”
Jamie blinked. “…Fine?” he replied suspiciously.
“Are you in the mood for some lessons, then?” Hiccup asked, with a knowing smile that turned brighter when Jamie gasped and jumped to his feet.
“Yes!” he said, clapping his hands together. “Now? Can we do it now?”
“Better do it while the sun is up,” Hiccup said, then looked at Jack. “How about you?”
Jack wanted to say yes, and he almost did. Why would he turn down a chance to soar the sky just for fun’s sake? But he glanced at Toothless and shook his head. “I’ll pass,” he said. “It’s Jamie who is a natural at flying, so he should get some private lessons. Besides, it will be less weight for Toothless.”
“Oh—yeah,” Hiccup said, but shifted uneasily. “You shouldn’t be here alone, though.”
“I’m not alone. Baby Tooth is here,” Jack said. “Besides, the Snow Queen can’t harm us here.”
“You’re forgetting that the Snow Queen isn’t the only dangerous thing in the Archipelago,” Hiccup reminded him.
Jack spun his staff, missing the times he could just freeze whatever he felt like freezing. “Just don’t fly too far away. If something happens, I’ll…scream?”
Jamie snorted. “Baby Tooth is fast. She’ll alert us,” he said, bouncing on the balls of his feet. “Come on, let’s go!”
Hiccup seemed reluctant still, but he agreed to let Jack stay on the promise that he would keep Inferno nearby. Jack followed them out to the clearing, and watched with some envy as Hiccup and Jamie mounted Toothless and took to the skies. He kept his eyes on them as they became smaller and smaller, and grinned when Jamie waved at him from above. He waved back.
Baby Tooth landed on his shoulder, twittering softly. Jack wrapped himself in his cloak and sat down where he stood, following Toothless with his eyes.
“Do you know what will happen once we get back, Baby Tooth?” he asked.
Baby Tooth made a questioning noise.
“He knows so much,” Jack murmured. “Things people at this point in time shouldn’t know. Don’t you think that will have consequences?”
He was met with a long stretch of silence. He turned his head to look at Baby Tooth. She was wringing her tiny hands, not meeting his eyes.
“Baby Tooth?”
She glanced up at him and then away again, before moving from his shoulder and down to his knee. And she started to speak.
It took a little while before he registered what she was saying, and what it meant. Not because it was hard to understand her language – that’s something he had more or less under control these days – but because of the message itself.
“That’s what you talked with Tooth about?” he asked. He was faintly aware that his voice was on the verge of breaking.
Baby Tooth nodded.
Jack looked away, up at the sky again. Toothless soared overhead. Jack could barely make out his riders.
There was a void expanding in his chest, making the world feel very, very far away. “That’s good,” he whispered, and there wasn’t a single part of him that meant it.
They spent the day exploring the island, looking for magic, though halfheartedly so. Nobody had said anything, but there was a silent agreement between them that they all needed a break. The sky was clear, and with the sun shining down on them, it was almost warm. When they started to grow hungry, they headed back to the ocean to fish.
A creek coursed through the forest, and they followed it until the trees began to dwindle. They found a nice little clearing, perfect to set camp in. They drank from the creek and cooked their dinner over the campfire as the sun started to set.
As they ate, Jamie relayed – not for the first time – what had happened while they were flying, with all his usual enthusiasm. Hiccup seemed to be in a better mood because of it as well, and Jack made a mental note of that; if Hiccup had a lot on his mind, a flight would probably clear it a little bit. It was almost as if yesterday’s events hadn’t happened.
Jack focused on that, and the easy, lighthearted air that had settled around them today. He focused on the sunset and pointed out the pretty colors of the sky, and reveled in the fact that Hiccup was looking at him again, and smiling, and making Jamie laugh, as if they’d known each other for years. He watched as Hiccup told Jamie the same story he’d told Jack before about the Red Death, how he’d taught his friends to ride dragons in the nick of time, and how they’d defeated it. He tried drawing in the dirt to illustrate just how big the Red Death had been, and Toothless surprised them all except Hiccup by bounding away to find his own stick to draw with.
Hiccup shook his head. “Scene-stealer,” he muttered, as Toothless painted his dirt-masterpiece.
It wasn’t until hours later, when the sun had long gone down and the Moon was shining down on them, that the thoughts Jack had pointedly been avoiding all day caught up with him. He tried not to think about what Baby Tooth had told him, but it was impossible. He thought about it every time he met Hiccup’s eyes.
It got to a point where he couldn’t take it anymore, his restless energy making it feel like he was going to vibrate out of his skin. He wished he could let the wind take hold of him and whisk him away, but instead he just got to his feet. Jamie and Hiccup looked up from what they were doing – which was Jamie teaching Hiccup a clapping game – with equally confused expressions.
“I’m just going for a walk,” Jack said.
Hiccup blinked. “Not alone,” he said.
“Yes, alone,” Jack replied. “I’ll just be up the creek. I’ll take Inferno.” He picked up the sword before Hiccup could argue and sent him a smile he hoped was reassuring. “I’m just a bit restless, is all. If something happens, you’ll hear it. But nothing will happen.”
He knocked on his wooden staff just in case.
Jamie watched him with inquiring eyes but didn’t say anything. Sometimes Jack wondered just how much he could deduce just from reading Jack’s expression. There was something heartwarming about the fact that they’d grown to know each other so well, but right now Jack wished for his invisibility; he just needed to disappear for a bit.
As he’d told them, Jack followed the creek for a considerable time before deviating from that path. He was careful to avoid the parts of the forest that seemed somehow darker or easier to get lost in, taking note of strangely shaped trees or rocks or other memorable things to lead him back the way he’d come. At least that was something he’d gotten good at as Jack Frost – or maybe it was a skill he’d acquired as human that he never quite forgot.
Eventually, he reached another glade, surrounded by trees and a hill that gradually sloped into a small mountain. He spotted a body of water a few meters ahead, but there was something different about it than most other ponds. Jack walked closer to it. It was difficult to see in the dark, but Jack was sure he saw steam emanating from it.
He crouched by it and held his hand tentatively just above the surface of the water. He’d made this mistake as Jack Frost before, when heat was uncomfortable for him in a whole other way than it was now. Sometimes hot springs were too hot to bathe in. As Jack Frost, all hot springs had been too hot to bathe in. But when Jack dipped his hand in the water, he decided that this one was probably safe.
He didn’t know why he felt the need to know that. It wasn’t like he was going to go into it.
He wasn’t sure why he kept sitting by the edge of the pool either, but that’s what he did. He stared at it. At the shimmering moonlight, and the vague shape of the mountain reflected in it. He held his hand over the water, feeling the warmth of it rising and sticking to his palm as dew.
Though the scenery was different, the pond reminded him vaguely of Nøkken’s marsh. If he peered long enough at it, he could almost see a dark shape lurking just beneath the surface. Jack’s heart sped up just at the memory of it – how the little boy had turned into that thing, and how he’d been powerless as it dragged him into the water. He’d come so close to dying again, and with almost no fight whatsoever. If it hadn’t been for Hiccup, Jack knew he would’ve been gone now.
It had felt as if the water took away all of Jack’s strength and will. Once his head went under, once the sounds from above went quiet and muffled and his lungs began to ache, his brain had shut off. He’d just given up, just like that; it hadn’t even been a question.
Water terrified him. Yet it felt like he kept getting into situations where water was involved, almost as if fate was taunting him with it. How long could he go before that power defeated him again? Somehow the idea that he could prevent it seemed impossible. Just like his dreams about Emily, that day at the frozen pond. He always knew what would happen, and he was powerless to stop it.
But that was a dream about a frozen pond. This pond wasn’t in a dream, nor was it frozen.
Jack’s jaw fell open, surprised at his own train of though. “Don’t be stupid,” he muttered, shaking his head. “You’re being stupid.”
Was he though? If he was going to think about fate, it seemed almost destined that he should find this hot spring. If he had any chance to overcome his fear of water, it was here, where the water was warm and least likely to remind him of that time. If he could get at least some of that trauma under control, it could save his life one day.
Jack slowly got to his feet, staring pointedly at the water, as if his actions were the hot spring’s fault. “Bad idea,” he mumbled, not entirely aware that he was muttering to himself. “This could potentially be a very bad idea. Or…maybe a good idea?”
The hot spring had no answer for him. Jack glanced up at the Moon, then back at the hot spring.
He loosened the cloak around his shoulders and let it fall to the ground, then pulled off his boots. The cold wind made him shudder, but he welcomed it in hopes that it would motivate him to actually get into the water. He untied the sash around his waist and dropped that on the ground as well, along with the satchel with the crystals. Then he gave his shirt a narrow look, before wringing that off himself as well.
His teeth clattered. He glanced at this shoulder. It had been almost five days since he’d been injured, and the wounds were healing nicely. He’d already told Hiccup the wounds weren’t as deep as they looked. The bandages he could change later. And maybe it still hurt when he lifted his arm, but if a snow eagle’s talons couldn’t reopen the wound, taking a swim probably wouldn’t either.
Not that he knew how to swim.
He gingerly lay his staff down on the ground and took a deep breath. He started to take a step forward, before a moment of doubt made him plant it right back onto dry ground. He clenched and unclenched his hands. Wind blew against his bare chest and back, making him colder by the second. He exhaled and inhaled again, then took a step into the water.
It was deeper than he thought it would be, and he gave a yelp as he was submerged up to his thighs. Immediately he wished he’d taken his pants off as well, but what was done was done. He stood stiff as a stick in the water for a few seconds, waiting for something dark and spooky to grab his ankles and pull him under. When it didn’t happen, he took another step forward, feeling the ground slope gently downwards. Water rose up to his waist. It felt almost nice. At least it was warm.
He stepped forward again until water was at his chest. His breath was deep and labored, but at least he managed to force it to be even. He lowered himself further into the water until it lapped gently against his neck. Another few breaths. In, out, in, out. Then he took a deep breath and ducked under the surface.
Instantly, as the water muffled the noises around him, he felt as if lightning struck his head, sending shockwaves down his spine and out to his fingertips. He shot back up and gasped for air, scrambling to get out.
He cursed as he crawled back onto dry land, coughing up the water he’d accidentally swallowed. Bad idea, he concluded inwardly. Now he was sad and wet and cold. He tried calming his heart as he wrapped himself in his cloak, curling up in a fetal position. He’d barely started to catch his breath when he heard the sound of someone walking towards him.
His hand was on his staff in a flash.
“It’s just me!” Hiccup yelped, raising his hands. His brows were furrowed in a mix of worry and confusion, and then slight exasperation. “At least grab the sword if you think someone’s about to attack you.”
Jack stared at him. He glanced behind him towards the forest, but Hiccup was the only one there. “Did—did you follow me?” he asked incredulously, because there was no way Hiccup could’ve followed his trace all the way here in the dark without Toothless’ help.
“Uh, well…” Hiccup started.
“Were you spying on me?” Jack asked, feeling increasingly disturbed.
“No!” Hiccup protested. Jack didn’t need any extra light to know he was blushing. “No. No, I was—I just—I got worried. And…Okay, yes, I followed you, but I wasn’t spying on you, um, bathing or anything.”
There was an extremely awkward pause. Jack wasn’t sure how to continue this conversation.
Hiccup’s eyes fluttered around, but contrary to yesterday, it was merely because he was embarrassed and didn’t know where to look. Jack glanced down at his bare chest and pressed his lips shut.
“Jamie asked me to follow you,” Hiccup explained, his eyes directed at his feet. “He’s with Toothless and Baby Tooth, so he’s fine. He said…”
Jack raised a brow. “What?”
Hiccup met his eyes for a moment and gave him a sheepish smile. “He said you probably need someone to talk to, but you don’t know how to ask for it?” he said. “Jamie’s words, not mine. Though…he’s probably onto something.”
“I just needed a walk,” Jack mumbled.
“This doesn’t look a lot like walking to me,” Hiccup pointed out, and glanced at the pond. He frowned. “Is that a hot spring?”
Jack nodded.
“What were you doing?”
“Good question,” he grumbled, then shuddered violently as a gust of wind hit them. He pulled the cloak tighter around himself. “Was a s-stupid idea anyway.”
Hiccup shifted his weight, hesitating. Then he sat down beside Jack. His fingers started to tap restlessly against his knee. “What idea was that exactly?” he asked carefully.
Jack felt a bit embarrassed to say. After all, it didn’t exactly seem like much of a challenge just to go out and stand in the water for a little bit. It was even shallow enough to stand where he’d panicked and chickened out. He also felt embarrassed to admit defeat, which was probably why he’d still not put his shirt back on. Also, he was quickly getting too cold to move.
“I…” he started, but then just shook his head exasperatedly. “I just don’t want to be—be scared of the water anymore. It almost got me killed. If it hadn’t been for you…”
“That wasn’t your fault,” Hiccup argued. “You were being pulled down.”
Jack grimaced at the memory. “I panicked,” he said, “immediately. If something like that happens again, or even if I just find myself in some…water-related situation, I want to at least be able to think clearly. But I…” He stared pointedly at the pond and swallowed thickly. “It’s too overwhelming.”
In his peripheral vision, he could see Hiccup studying him. “It’s brave of you to try,” he said.
Jack scoffed quietly. “Well, I guess since you weren’t spying, you didn’t see how well that went.”
“It was just the first try,” Hiccup countered. “You can try again.”
“I don’t—” Jack cut himself off when he realized he’d started to snap at Hiccup. He glanced up at him then looked away with a shaky exhale. “I don’t think I can. It reminds me too much of—of that thing that happened.”
Hiccup nodded slowly. “You know, I’ve had some pretty scary experiences with water too,” he said, in a way that sounded neither accusing nor belittling. “I don’t know what happened to you exactly, and of course, people react differently to such events. But…there is always a coming back from the things you are most afraid of. Whether it’s water, or fire – anything.”
Jack frowned. He’d never really considered the fact that Hiccup could be afraid of fire; it just didn’t make sense for a dragon rider that wielded a flaming sword. And maybe that was because he wasn’t afraid of it anymore, but from his stories of the Red Death and other dragons they’d encountered, maybe it wasn’t so strange to guess his relationship with fire wasn’t entirely stable.
“I do think…” Hiccup then continued, folding his hands and averting his gaze, “that the most important thing is to reach out to someone else. Stuff like that is hard to heal from alone.”
Jack didn’t know what to say to that. He looked at Hiccup again. Hiccup eventually met his eyes, his lips quirking up in a slightly reluctant smile.
“…How?” Jack asked.
Hiccup opened his mouth then closed it again. “Do you want to try again?” he asked.
Jack narrowed his eyes. “…Maybe,” he replied.
“Good,” Hiccup said, and smiled again, easier this time. “Um…hold on.” Then he reached down and pulled off his shoe. It was Jack turn to awkwardly look at the ground when Hiccup also took off his shirt, with a visible amount of discomfort. Jack didn’t mention it.
Hiccup got to his feet and stepped into the water with no problem, then turned expectantly to Jack. Jack hesitated for a moment, before he shed the cloak and rose. He grinded his teeth nervously as he stepped into the water again.
“Just tell me if you want to go back,” Hiccup said. His lip was quivering slightly with cold. He took a few steps deeper into the pond and let out a small, relieved breath. “This is actually kind of nice,” he said with a chuckle that made Jack feel a little better about dragging him into this.
Jack tentatively followed. “Maybe it would be better to do this during the day,” he murmured.
Hiccup shrugged. “We’re here now. Come on.” He held out a hand and smiled encouragingly. “It’s easier together.”
He stood there, shivering slightly with cold with water up to his ribcage, and Jack was hit with a brief moment of wonder at the fact that he found himself in this situation. The fact that Hiccup was okay with taking a random bath in the middle of the night and getting his pants wet just because of Jack’s whim. And then, as always, the fact that he, Jack, was even here, visible and human.
“Are you okay?” Hiccup asked, his brows beginning to furrow anxiously.
“Yes,” Jack replied, probably a little too quickly. He tried for a smile. “I’m just glad you seem to be feeling better.” He stepped towards him and carefully took his hand.
“That I’m feeling better?” Hiccup repeated, while simultaneously walking backwards, deeper into the water. “How so?”
Jack knew that he was trying to keep the conversation going to distract Jack from the water that was slowly rising up over their chests. “Dunno,” he said, voice faint. His mouth began to feel dry. “You’ve just been…quiet, I guess. I don’t know.”
“We’re good,” Hiccup said, and Jack didn’t know if he was talking about what they were doing now, or the thing that had been hanging in the air between them since yesterday. “Here, take my other hand too.”
“Oh,” Jack said, and did as he said. The water lapped against their shoulders now. “Yeah…we’re good.”
Hiccup peered at him curiously. “What is it?”
Jack hadn’t realized his facial expressions were that easy to decipher. Jamie was right after all; he needed to talk, not just brood and walk around aimlessly in the forest. It was just that it still felt strange to know he could talk to someone – no, not to. With.
Hiccup was willing to listen. No, Hiccup wanted to listen. Maybe he wasn’t unnerved by Jack after all. The relief of that thought made a chuckle escape him, though it came out shaky and weak.
“The Snow Queen,” Jack said in a murmur, reluctant to meet Hiccup’s eyes. “I thought…I was afraid that you…” He struggled with his words for several seconds. He was very aware of Hiccup’s hands in his own. Was he gripping them too tightly? “I mean, you just seemed so…wary. Around me.”
“I—I did?” Hiccup asked.
Jack nodded. “Can’t blame you, really. It must’ve been a pretty horrible experience.”
“It was pretty horrible,” Hiccup agreed. “But I don’t feel wary around you.”
Jack looked up at him, and was happy to see that Hiccup met his eyes. “Maybe I was just overthinking it,” he said with a small shrug.
Hiccup got an apologetic look on his face. “You can tell me things like that,” he said.
Jack didn’t know what to say to that, so he just shrugged again. “It’s hard,” he admitted.
There were a few seconds of silence. Hiccup gently squeezed his hands, and led them a little further into the pond. Jack took a deep breath when the water reached his neck, and became belatedly aware that he was crushing Hiccup’s hands. Hiccup didn’t seem to mind, and just muttered small reassurances.
“Wait,” Jack said. “Not further.”
“You’re doing fine,” Hiccup said.
Jack shook his head. “I can’t swim.”
Hiccup raised his brows but nodded. “Alright,” he said. “I can teach you, if you want.”
A slightly hysteric laugh escaped Jack, surprising them both. “I don’t think that’s possible for me,” he said.
“Sure it is,” Hiccup said. “But one step at a time. How do you feel?”
Jack only had to listen to his frantically beating heart for a second to figure that one out. “I’m scared,” he admitted before he could think twice about admitting something like that. There was a lump forming in his throat, but he didn’t want to go back. He desperately wanted to take at least another step forward, as Hiccup had said.
“That’s okay,” Hiccup said. “Just try to remember that you’re safe. Nothing will harm you here.”
Jack swallowed heavily but nodded. In the back of his mind, he felt a nagging embarrassment at his own vulnerable behavior, but his mind was too stuffed to do anything about it. The only time he’d felt more embarrassed was at the pier on Berk, when Hiccup had caught him yelling at the Moon.
The weird thing was that there was a certain freedom in showing that side of himself to Hiccup, that he couldn’t explain and definitely didn’t expect. He doubted it would’ve been the same, had there been anyone else in Hiccup’s stead.
“Do you want to try to go under?” Hiccup asked.
It took a few moments before Jack managed to find his voice. “Okay,” he whispered. He met Hiccup’s eyes again, and Hiccup nodded once, before taking a breath and submerging himself in water. Jack muttered a curse, then took a shaky breath and did the same.
His head started spinning immediately, just like last time. But instead of immediately coming back up, he felt Hiccup’s grip around his hands, and he squeezed back. In the spur of the moment, his eyes fluttered open. Hiccup squinted back at him, and smiled brightly as their eyes met. Jack didn’t know why the image seemed so surreal to him, but it was enough to almost make him gasp. He kicked off the ground and broke the surface again.
Hiccup followed right after, pushing his hair out of his face. He wiped the water away from his eyes. “You good?” he asked.
Jack couldn’t find his voice. His breath came out in short, quiet huffs, and his heart felt as though it was trying to climb up his throat. He felt himself nod, despite the fact that he was still very much panicking. Maybe not as much as earlier, but good wasn’t exactly descriptive of what he was feeling right now. He backed up a little towards the edge of the pond, and Hiccup followed.
“Do you want to get out?” Hiccup asked.
And then Jack surprised himself by shaking his head. “N-no, I’m fine,” he stammered, even as he all but wheezed for breath. The cold wind was even colder now. And with that cold, painful memories threatened to resurface. He shook his head in an attempt to rid himself of them, but they were right there, just at the edge of his mind. “Hiccup,” he said, though he didn’t know what to follow up with. He just needed some distraction.
“Yes,” Hiccup said. Jack could hear his worry through the calm of his voice, but he did a good job at keeping his head when Jack couldn’t. “It’s okay. Just try to breathe.”
“Try—” Jack repeated, and smiled helplessly. He shuddered. “It’s cold.”
Hiccup lowered himself into the water and gently pulled Jack down to do the same. “You’re doing good,” he told him.
“Am I?” Jack asked, giving an almost-laugh.
“You are,” Hiccup said with a warm smile. “Do you want to try again?”
“Slow down a little bit.”
“Okay.”
Jack took another minute or so to calm his breath. Then he nodded. “Okay,” he said again. He let Hiccup guide him back towards the center of the pond, until he had to stand on his toes to keep his head overwater.
“Ready?”
Jack nodded. Hiccup went under again, and Jack took a deep breath and followed. Jack could hear his heart pound in his ears against the heavy quietness. This time, he kept his eyes closed, and tried to focus on the fact that the water was warm and completely different from that day. He pulled Hiccup’s hands closer to himself, bringing them up to his forehead. This was different, he told himself. He was safe. He wasn’t alone. He was alive. Safe, together, alive. Safe, together, alive.
He opened his eyes, as if to reassure himself that it really was Hiccup together with him in the water. He was closer now than before, which shouldn’t have come as a surprise, since it was Jack who had pulled him closer. Hiccup’s brows were furrowed in a silent question. His gaze never wavered.
Jack nodded, and a sudden burst of gratefulness made a smile grow on his face. Hiccup grinned back. Jack’s stomach twisted gleefully, confusingly, through the panic. He kicked up to the surface again and gasped for breath. Hiccup came back up as well, probably just in time to witness Jack making a noise that was awfully close to a sob.
“What is it?” Hiccup asked. He was smiling and shaking his head, like he couldn’t believe Jack’s bravery; he looked proud. “This is good. You’re doing good!”
Jack shuddered as he inhaled and used the excuse of wiping the water off his face to hide his expression. He cursed himself for being so quick to tear up. That had never been a problem when he was invisible, and now he didn’t know how to stop it. He didn’t even know why he was tearing up right now. He gave a wobbly laugh.
“Hiccup,” he croaked out, again without really knowing why. It just felt good to say his name, he supposed. When he let his hands fall, Hiccup’s green eyes were bright with some kind of emotion that Jack couldn’t decipher, but his smile was gentle, and his thumbs rubbed softly against Jack’s hands.
“Ready for another step?” he asked.
Jack tried swallowing down the lump in his throat, to no avail. “What is that?”
“You need to trust me,” Hiccup said.
“I do,” Jack said, but narrowed his eyes. “With what, though?”
Hiccup laughed. “Just hold on to me,” he said. “You won’t sink.” He took a step backwards.
Jack felt his body go rigid, but he didn’t protest. He pulled himself closer to Hiccup, letting go of his hands only to grasp onto his shoulders. He had the sudden thought that he had to be looking like a cat that accidentally fell into the bathtub. “Hiccup,” he said again, though this time it came out as more of a hiss.
“I got you,” Hiccup reassured him, and Jack felt his hands on his waist. Had the situation been any different, this might’ve been the moment Hiccup realized Jack was ticklish, but Jack had more than enough distractions to take notice of that right now.
“You’re gonna sink,” Jack protested.
“I can stand here. You’re just short.”
Jack laughed. Suddenly, this whole scene felt ridiculous. He still couldn’t stop hyperventilating. He grasped onto Hiccup, his legs kicking uselessly in the water in search of the ground. Each time he thought he would sink beneath the surface, his chest constricted fearfully, but each time, Hiccup held him up. Eventually his brain realized this, and that was when his body stopped squirming. His hands still gripped tightly onto Hiccup’s shoulders, his breath coming in shaky huffs against Hiccup’s neck.
“You okay?” Hiccup asked.
Jack listened to the beat of his heart again. He met Hiccup’s eyes. He smiled. “A little better,” he breathed. When Hiccup returned his smile, Jack felt that same twist in his stomach, and he closed his eyes, leaning his forehead against Hiccup’s cheek. His heart was still pounding. He was still scared, and he probably would be until they got back onto dry ground – but at least he didn’t feel like he was drowning anymore.
Notes:
Happy Valentine's day to all you lonely fucks out there
Chapter 29: Jamie connects the dots
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Chapter Text
Jamie had just begun to worry when he heard the distant sound of Jack’s and Hiccup’s voices. He couldn’t hear what they were saying, but he heard Jack laugh, so that was at least a good sign. Obviously, he’d been feeling bad earlier, and probably had been for a while if Jamie knew him right. And maybe less obviously, but still obviously enough for Jamie to have his suspicions, it had something to do with Hiccup, if the long gazes Jack sent Hiccup when Hiccup wasn’t looking was anything to judge by.
At the same time, Hiccup was acting slightly off too. Jamie had just written it off as jumpiness after meeting the Snow Queen, and the trick she’d pulled on him. Why else would he behave so strangely around Jack?
Either way, the obvious solution to the obvious problem was to send Hiccup after Jack, because it seemed that grownups, or at least teenagers – which Jack technically was despite being 300 and some more – found it difficult to just voice whatever was on their minds. Jamie silently vowed that he’d never be like that once he hit his teens. Everything would be so much easier if they just talked about it…but he also understood that it was easier said than done. He hoped that all they needed was a little push.
On another note, as uncomfortable as it was just watching the two of them skirt around each other, Jamie was worried about how it would affect their quest. It felt crucial that they were okay if they wanted to get through this.
And it seemed that, when Hiccup and Jack finally came back to the clearing, they were okay again. They were also, for some reason, drenched and shaking from the cold. Jamie sprang to his feet.
“What happened?” he yelped, because he couldn’t think of anything able to get Jack to submerge himself completely in water except for some kind of trouble. Something must have happened.
Jack opened his mouth to answer, but no sound came out the first two seconds. “Nothing bad,” he then said, his smile slightly sheepish. He probably knew what Jamie was thinking. “Just took a—a bath, I guess.”
The two of them came to sit by the fire, and Jamie didn’t try to hide his confusion. He glanced at Toothless, as if he would have an answer for him. He didn’t. Baby Tooth, who was sitting on his head, gave a puzzled chirp.
“Just…in the middle of the night?” Jamie asked slowly.
Jack shrugged. “It’s hard to explain my thought process.”
Hiccup huffed a laugh at that. He didn’t say anything, but Jamie could tell he was thinking something along the lines of, I’d hoped at least you would be able to make sense of it.
“Okay…” Jamie narrowed his eyes. “Do you stop believing in the Moon when the sun comes up?”
“Do you stop believing in the sun when clouds block it out?” Jack replied obediently. He tilted his head to the side. “Is it really that weird? I guess it is.”
“What’s the Rune for luck?” Hiccup piped up.
“I’m the one who’s supposed to ask you that,” Jamie said, but then waved his hand dismissively, because it was pretty obvious that Hiccup was Hiccup and that Jack was Jack, even if this whole thing seemed wildly out of character. “So you just took a bath?” he asked again, just to clarify.
The two of them nodded.
“There’s a hot spring,” Hiccup explained, though it didn’t explain much.
Jamie frowned at them for a couple of more seconds, before he just shook his head and had to laugh. “Okay…I’m glad you’re feeling better, at least,” he said, “even though that’s super random and you’re acting weird.”
Hiccup pressed his lips shut, but Jack just smiled. “Yeah. Thank you for sending Hiccup after me,” he said, elbowing Hiccup lightly. He scooted closer to the fire. “I did say we probably should’ve waited until the sun came back up. It’s freezing.”
Hiccup raised his hand, then hesitated, then caught Jamie’s eyes, then averted his gaze to the fire before putting his hand on Jack’s back and rubbing it in an attempt to warm him up. “We’ll be warmer once we cuddle up to Toothless,” he said. “It’s time to sleep anyway. Let’s just dry up a little more first.”
“Hm…yeah. I’m exhausted,” Jack said and yawned. He sent Hiccup a grateful smile, which Hiccup now easily returned, as if the previous tension between them had never even existed.
Jamie was confused. But Jack and Hiccup seemed to be okay again, at least, so Jamie decided he could try to ask Jack further about what had happened exactly tomorrow. Jack and Hiccup continued the conversation by talking about exploring more of the island once the sun rose, and then about some Terrible Terror footprints Hiccup had seen earlier, before they eventually fell into companionable silence.
Feeling himself getting drowsy, Jamie crawled over to Toothless and leaned against him, scratching his neck absentmindedly while he studied Jack and Hiccup. Something had changed, and Jamie couldn’t tell what it was.
On top of Toothless’ head, Baby Tooth was studying them as well. She had a slightly pinched look on her face – one that Jamie didn’t understand either. Seemed like nobody felt like acting normal this evening. He shook his head and closed his eyes.
The pleasant atmosphere transferred over to the next day, which was spent further exploring the island. It was immense, bigger than any other island they’d visited, to the point where Jamie wondered if they’d actually hit mainland. They flew over the pine forest and in between the mountains, which blocked their view of any sign of a shore. However, from almost anywhere, they could see the mountain top where the worshipping site was.
The Changewing had brought them to this island because it gave off the same sort of magical energy that Baby Tooth apparently did. Either, there were plausibly more Traces or magical creatures to be found, or the mountain top had enough magical energy to encase the whole island in it. The fact that it was dedicated to the Norse gods made Jamie’s chest churn, nervously and excitedly.
Jack said he didn’t know if the gods were real or not. And if they were, he didn’t know if they were truly gods, or just spirits that the Vikings believed were gods. Asking Hiccup if he thought the gods were real seemed disrespectful, so Jamie decided not to.
On a whole other note, Jamie missed the Changewing. She had been pretty nice company, despite the kidnapping. And after all, it’s not every day one gets kidnapped by a dragon. It made Jamie feel quite special – even if the typical abductees of dragons were princesses.
“At least the weather is nice,” Hiccup commented, after they’d been flying around and across the island for a couple of hours, with no luck. And he was right; the sky was almost cloudless, pale sunlight shining down on them, offering a little bit of warmth to counter the chilly wind blowing lazily past them. Hiccup scratched Toothless behind his ear. “How are you holding up, bud?”
Toothless replied with a satisfied growl and swooped playfully downwards in a way that made Jamie’s stomach surge.
Hiccup laughed. “Do you want to take over for a bit, Jamie?”
Jamie turned around to face him, as if to check if he was joking. He hadn’t flown Toothless while Jack was also a passenger before. But Jack didn’t seem to mind, only grinning when he met Jamie’s eyes.
The next few hours were spent doing less exploring and more fooling around. The nagging feeling that they really should be doing what they were supposed to never subsided completely, but it got progressively easier to ignore it as they soared in between the towering mountains, faster and faster as Jamie got the hang of dragon riding. Without saying anything, they all seemed to have agreed they deserved a day off.
They set camp on a different part of the island sometime at midday, near a small river. Hiccup made wooden spears for them, and showed them how to hunt for fish in the running water. It was time consuming work, and Hiccup was easiest the best at it. To their surprise, Jack wasn’t half bad either. They had to stand completely still for long, long minutes at a time, and Jack wasn’t exactly famous for his ability to sit still.
“Hm. North used to say that too,” Jack replied when Jamie mentioned it to them as they ate. “He kept forgetting I was in the room while he worked on his ice sculptures.”
There was something in his use of the past tense that made Jamie feel uneasy. He didn’t comment on it.
Hiccup threw a fish to Toothless, who caught it in the air and swallowed it whole. “Jack also sat hidden on the back of Barf and Belch for several long hours, so I guess I shouldn’t be that surprised,” he said. “Sometimes I feel like you’re being contradicting on purpose, Jack.”
“Ah, you know – gotta maintain my veil of mystery,” Jack said, then grinned when Hiccup squinted at him.
Baby Tooth, who was sitting on top of Jamie’s head, gave a small huff that went unnoticed by the other two boys. She still seemed to be somewhat grumpy, but for why, Jamie couldn’t figure out. It was a nice day; what was there to be grumpy about?
They had been exploring – though it felt more like a leisurely walk than anything – on foot for a little while when Jack stopped in his tracks, tilting his head to the side. Jamie heard what he was hearing a moment later: some sort of animal noises in the distance. It sounded vaguely familiar. Hiccup stood and listened as well, before smiling at Jamie and Jack, nodding at them to follow.
They mounted Toothless and flew up a rocky hill, before landing quietly and hiding behind some boulders. They peeked past to find a secluded patch of grass, like a secret garden. Stone and rocky mounds surrounded the area, sheltering it from the rest of the world. At first glance, the place seemed empty. Jamie would have thought they were alone if it hadn’t been for the off-key chirps and squawks echoing from the garden.
Hiccup pointed at several different spots, and only then did Jamie see what kind of dragons had made their home here: a tribe of Terrible Terrors, all spread out and dozing off among the rocks, or singing lazily together. The moment Jamie spotted them, more of them seemed to appear, and then he wondered how he hadn’t seen all the colorful spots among the earth colors.
Jack laughed quietly. “Never thought I’d miss their singing,” he whispered.
“Yeah,” Hiccup murmured back. “Sounds like home.”
Jamie wondered what Squawk was doing. He never had managed to get to know him properly, just like the Changewing. He hoped this wasn’t going to be a reoccurring thing.
“Terrible Terrors are able to deliver things, if you train them,” Hiccup said. He looked like he tried to make it sound like an offhand comment, but his gaze flickered nervously to Jack. “Messages, I mean. I don’t know how far they’re willing to fly, exactly, but…”
Jack’s expression softened. “Do you want to send a message to Berk?” he asked.
Hiccup shrugged. “Maybe…It has been a few days since we left. If we send them a message, telling them we’re alright, they might not come looking for us,” he said. Then he frowned. “Maybe. They’re not good at minding their own business.”
“I wonder what the twins are thinking,” Jack murmured. “Maybe reassuring them is a good idea.”
Hiccup brightened. “We just need to get on these guys’ good side, then,” he said, all but jumping to his feet. “I’ll do it. Wait here.”
As he and Toothless silently crept into the garden, Jack followed them with his eyes, a mellow smile on his face.
“Do you think he just misses home?” Jamie asked.
“Probably,” Jack admitted, his smile faltering a little. “I guess even someone like Hiccup would yearn for familiarity sometimes. Especially when he’s so far away from home…both literally and otherwise.”
Jamie could easily relate to that. He tried not thinking about his own home.
They watched as Hiccup beckoned the Terrors closer, getting down on his knees to appear less threatening. The Terrors, though wary at first, slowly crept up to him and sniffed him curiously; he made it seem so easy.
Beside Jamie, Jack sighed fondly, though he didn’t seem to notice it. The same warm smile as before was blooming on his face again.
“What a strange human being,” he murmured.
Jamie couldn’t help but smile too.
They retreated to their campsite as the sun set. Hiccup found a piece of bark and etched a message into it. Jamie peered over his shoulder and frowned.
“’We’re alright, don’t worry’?” he read out loud. “How will they even know it’s you who wrote it?”
“Well, I don’t have enough space to explain that we’re on a literally magical quest, and also they would think I’d lost my mind if I did, and then they’d definitely come looking for us,” Hiccup replied. “They’ll know. Besides, they do trust you enough to know you don’t have me at knifepoint to force me to write this or anything.”
“Do they trust us, though?” Jack mused. He was sitting with his legs crossed, his head leaned in his palm. “It was a pretty dramatic departure.”
“Wouldn’t they trust you to be able to beat us in a fight?” Jamie asked right after.
“They—” Hiccup started, then side-eyed Jamie for a second. Jamie snorted, and Hiccup shook his head. “They trust me, and I trust you,” he said. “So, they trust you.”
Jamie sat down beside Hiccup. “I wonder if they would’ve trusted us if they knew what we were doing,” he said.
Hiccup opened his mouth, then closed it again. “Let’s not worry about that,” he said. Jack smiled wryly at him, but kept his mouth shut. “We’re doing pretty good so far. I’m sure I’ll be back home in no time, and then…I guess everything will be at least next to normal.”
Jack’s smile melted off him, his expression changing like a light switch. Hiccup was too busy etching in his message to notice, but Jamie did. Jack inhaled and put on a smile again. “Yeah, you’re probably right,” he said, and the following chuckle sounded only slightly fabricated.
Jamie suspected it was probably entirely fabricated.
The next day arrived, and since it was just as sunny as yesterday, nobody felt like bringing up their little nagging problem that was their approaching deadline. They ate, then spent another few hours searching and exploring. Still they found nothing.
“Maybe it’s time to move on to another island,” Hiccup suggested.
Jack gave a noncommittal hum. “Maybe,” he murmured.
“There are still places to look,” Jamie said. It was true, but he knew deep inside that the real reason he said it was because he wasn’t ready to move to a different, possibly less pleasant island, and away from the relaxed atmosphere that had settled over them the past couple of days.
Hiccup nodded. “Alright. Let’s head south. Maybe we’ll finally reach the other side of the island.”
They didn’t, but instead found more woods, rocky terrain and snow-capped mountain peaks. And still nothing magical. Jamie felt a mixture between anxiety and relief. Their luck, at least when it came to locating different sources of magic, seemed to be running out. Even if the Snow Queen, as far as they knew, couldn’t hurt them while the ground remained void of snow, time was running out.
“Look,” Jack said, pointing upwards.
Far above them, a pack of colorful dragons soared. Deadly Nadders, Jamie guessed, though they were a bit too far away to be sure. Their scales reflected majestically in the sunlight. If Jamie hadn’t known better, he would’ve described it as magical.
“They’re heading south too,” Hiccup said. “Wanna take a closer look?”
“Yes!” Jamie cheered.
As they caught up with the Nadders, flying among them with no trouble as if they were dragons themselves, it was easy to shove their anxieties aside for a little while longer.
“Jack, come on! I believe you, alright! You’re going to reopen your wounds, get down from there!”
“My wounds are almost healed,” Jack said, grinning down at them from a branch four meters above the ground. “Calm down, Your Highness. You worry so much.” He clicked his tongue and shook his head condescendingly in a way he definitely knew would annoy Hiccup.
Hiccup let out a suffering groan, dragging a hand down his face. “Why…Why…” he muttered desperately. He looked at Jamie and gestured at Jack, who had begun climbing onto a higher branch. “Why is he like this?”
Jamie couldn’t say he wasn’t also a bit nervous, but he was too entertained to tell Jack to stop. He shrugged. “It would be boring otherwise,” he said with a grin.
“As always, you’re completely right, Jamie,” Jack said. He leaned on his arms and hopped onto his toes – because he’d taken his shoes off, of course – then slowly stood up on the branch. Hiccup’s arms flailed, as if he was preparing to catch him if he fell. Jack might be a skinny guy, but so was Hiccup, so Jamie doubted it would end in any less than disaster if Hiccup did attempt to catch him. Of course, Jack didn’t fall, but for each time it looked like he was losing his balance, Hiccup’s face turned grayer.
Baby Tooth whimpered, zipping anxiously back and forth, seeming as tortured as Hiccup. Toothless watched in something that looked vaguely like confusion, like he didn’t understand the point of this stunt. Obviously, there was no point, except for Jack to prove to Hiccup that he was as good at climbing trees as he had previously claimed.
Jack’s eyes settled on something in front of him. Jamie and Hiccup followed his gaze.
“You—What are you planning?” Hiccup demanded.
“Planning,” Jack snorted.
“Right. What impulse are you about to follow, then? Because I hope it’s not jumping over to that other branch over there. It’s too far away.”
“It’s not too far away,” Jack said, taking a step further out on the branch he was currently standing. Jamie watched with awe as he inched forward and continued to ignore Hiccup’s requests – which were gradually evolving into pleas – for him to come down. His balance was admirable. But then there was a sudden cracking noise, so faint that Jamie almost missed it. He followed the sound with his eyes and gasped.
“Jack, the branch…!” he yelped.
Jack yelped too when the branch started groaning, and he did the only thing he could in that moment, which was to go through with his impulse – more or less. He flung himself towards the branch, but didn’t get as far as he needed. Jamie slapped his hands over his mouth. Hiccup surged forward, as did Toothless, but even a dragon wouldn’t be fast enough.
But then, miraculously, Jack sailed through the air in a way that was almost elegant, and his hands grasped desperately at the branch he’d been aiming for. It only slowed his fall a little bit, but it was just enough for Toothless to catch him. They landed in a wild roll into the bushes.
There was a moment of silence. Then a hand appeared from the bushes, giving a thumbs up.
Hiccup sighed, exhausted. “I hate this guy. I really do,” he muttered as he and Jamie hurried over.
Toothless rolled onto his feet and gave an indignant snort, his tail coming up to slap the back of Jack’s head. Jack, who had just been staggering to his feet, fell over again.
“Hey!”
“Good dragon,” Hiccup said, petting Toothless as he came up to his side.
Jack rubbed his shoulder, but seemed otherwise unaffected from the fall, apart from a streak of dirt on his forehead and some leaves in his hair. He sent Toothless a narrow look. “You know as well as I do he’s no better than me,” he said, pointing an accusing finger at Hiccup. But it didn’t take too long before the offended frown got whisked off his face, a grin replacing it. “See, Hiccup, all is fine. The branch didn’t even break.”
As if on cue, the branch Jack had been standing on groaned, slowly splintering as it broke off the trunk and crashed to the ground. Jack winced. Hiccup raised a brow, as if to ask, And you were saying? Jack looked defiantly back at him for only a moment before he burst out laughing.
“Don’t enable him,” Hiccup tried to groan when Jamie joined in, but there was laughter in his voice as well. Even Toothless seemed to forget his grumpiness.
Jack wiped a tear from the corner of his eye. “Well, anyway,” he sighed. “Told you I could climb trees.”
“And I told you I believed you when you got onto to the first branch,” Hiccup argued, an exasperated chuckle escaping him. He reached up and brushed some leaves out of Jack’s hair, and the gesture would’ve seemed entirely natural if it hadn’t been for the awkward way he retracted his hand again. “Just—some leaves,” he explained lamely.
Jack tilted his head to the side in a silent question and brushed off the rest of the leaves. Then there was a moment in which they just looked at each other in silence, before Jack smiled in a way that was almost secretive, like they’d just had a mental exchange.
Hiccup averted his gaze, his mouth a thin line. “We should go,” he said with an unsteady chuckle, and then did exactly that without waiting for an answer.
Jamie started to follow, the gears in his mind turning to make sense of what he’d just seen. He met Jack’s eyes, and Jack just shrugged, like he also was confused, like he wasn’t in on whatever had just passed between them. Which just confused Jamie more.
“What was that?” he whispered.
“What was what?” Jack replied.
Jamie squinted at him, then shook his head.
Whatever. He supposed it was a teenager-thing.
They found another hot spring the next day. Jamie wondered if one of the mountains could be a volcano, but none of them could say for sure. Either way, they took the chance to wash the dirt off themselves and to enjoy the warm water.
Enjoy was maybe not the right word for what Jack was doing. Jamie couldn’t help but study him, in order to figure out what had been going through his head that other night. But this time, Jack barely got into the water, at least not in the deeper parts of the pond. He seemed to be in a good enough mood, but gave no hints whatsoever to explain why he had taken that impulse swim with Hiccup.
And neither did Hiccup, who asked Jack once if he wanted to come further in, and when Jack said no, he just nodded.
It was on their way away from the hot spring that Jamie posed the question.
“Is it okay if I ask why you didn’t get in this time?”
Thankfully, Jack didn’t seem offended. It seemed more like he’d seen the question coming. He shrugged.
“I’m just not there yet,” he admitted. “But maybe one day.”
They walked in silence as Jamie thought about this. “Hiccup is helping you?” he asked.
Jack didn’t quite meet his eyes, but there was a soft smile on his face. “He tries his best,” he said. “And…I guess he’s doing a pretty good job too. He has an impressive amount of patience, I gotta say.” He laughed, a little sheepish. The sound brought a smile to Jamie’s face as well.
“Patience is sort of like stubbornness,” he said. “Maybe that’s why.”
“That’s a very good point.” Jack grinned. “Maybe you understand him better than I do.”
Jamie looked ahead to where Hiccup and Toothless were walking. He wondered if Hiccup was listening in on their conversation. Jamie knew he would, if he were Hiccup.
“…I think he’s pretty weird,” Jamie admitted after a few contemplative seconds.
This made Jack laugh again.
Hiccup finally decided to teach Jamie how to fight with a sword, and it was, Jamie thought, about time. He’d been waiting for this almost since his first day on Berk. Of course, Jack had been teaching him a bit, but his fighting style wasn’t exactly traditional, and either way, due to his injury he hadn’t had any chance to teach Jamie lately.
Right now, however, Jack was sitting on a low branch of a tree – which he had started doing for the sole reason of annoying Hiccup – watching Jamie’s sword fighting lesson with a grumpy expression. He’d wanted to spar as well, but according to Hiccup he was still not healed enough, and had been refused to join.
“How is anyone supposed to remember all that strategy?” Jack complained. “I thought Vikings were supposed to be unhinged. Just all—” He made slashing motions with his staff. “Like that.”
“Well, a bunch of us are,” Hiccup said, clearly unimpressed by Jack’s imitation. “But like you imply, it’s not very strategic.”
Jack yawned. “So much theory,” he muttered.
“Do you want to take over?” Hiccup asked pointedly.
Jamie shared a look with Baby Tooth and shook his head. This kept happening.
“I would, but I’m not allowed to,” Jack sniffed. “Even though my shoulder is completely fine. You’ve seen it! It’s healing.”
“It’s not healed yet,” Hiccup argued. “Stretching it will only slow the process.”
Jack hopped down from his branch and spun his staff around restlessly. He walked over to Hiccup and pointed at his face. “The wound you got from the snow eagles,” he said. “It looked pretty bad at first. But look at it now.”
“I can’t actually look at my own face,” Hiccup replied.
“Jamie, describe to Hiccup how the wound looks,” Jack said, and crossed his arms like he was about to deliver the winning argument.
Jamie held back a sigh. He looked up at Hiccup…and then frowned when he realized Jack wasn’t just being stubborn. The wound on Hiccup’s cheek did look much better, despite how bad it had looked only a few days ago.
“It’s…It looks fine, actually,” he admitted.
Jack smiled. “Yep. And I think I know why,” he said. “We were both harmed by the Snow Queen’s puppets, but both of those times, she didn’t actually have the power to hurt us.”
Hiccup traced his fingers across the wound on his cheek – which was mostly just a red line now. “So…since it was magic, the wounds don’t heal as normal wounds would,” he concluded.
“That’s what I think,” Jack said.
Hiccup squinted. “And you’re not just making this up so that you can spar?” he asked.
“Hiccup.” Jack raised his brows in a haughty manner. “Even if I didn’t have a reason to get around your royal orders, you know I would’ve ignored them if I felt like it. But no, I’m not making it up.”
Jamie’s eyes moved by themselves to Jack’s frost brand. This was good news, yet he couldn’t help but think about how the brand started to hurt every time the Snow Queen was close. “You don’t think that means the wounds will get worse once it’s winter, do you?” he asked.
This effectively put a stop to the playful atmosphere.
“…Nah,” Jack said after a few seconds, but he didn’t sound sure.
Hiccup frowned. “That would indicate we wouldn’t be okay unless we got rid of her for good,” he said.
“It’s not the same as this,” Jack said, pointing at the brand. “I was with her – actually with her, in her territory – when I got this. The wounds aren’t the same.”
“She told me she could be killed,” Hiccup argued.
Jack drew himself up. “You can’t kill spirits, Hiccup,” he snapped. “It’s possible to make them—to make them disappear, but humans can’t kill a spirit in any other way than forget them.” He paused for a moment, like he was surprised by his own outburst. “…I just don’t want to take any more risks,” he said, quieter now.
Jamie felt as if he should say something, but he didn’t know what. Jack’s gaze was lowered to the ground, and for a few seconds, nobody spoke.
“But how do you know for sure?” Hiccup asked. “If there’s a chance…”
Jack looked up. Whatever Hiccup saw in his expression, it made him trail off.
“How do I know that spirits can’t be killed?” he asked back. Hiccup nodded, and Jack shook his head. “I just…know things, Hiccup,” he muttered. “I don’t think you’d like the answer.”
Jamie’s mouth fell open.
Hiccup looked confused. He always looked confused when Jack was being cryptic. “What—”
“Baby Tooth,” Jack said suddenly, turning away from Hiccup. “Could I talk to you?”
Baby Tooth had been playing with Toothless – at least she had last time Jamie checked, but it seemed she’d been observing the downwards slope of Jack and Hiccup’s conversation as well. She chirped a reluctant reply, flying up to his side.
“I just remembered something,” Jack explained, smiling stiffly. “I’ll be back in a moment. Maybe you two can take a flight with Toothless meanwhile?”
Hiccup expression softened. “Alright,” he said. He opened his mouth, but no sound came out for the first couple of seconds. He sent Jack an apologetic smile. “I know you’re worried. I won’t do anything stupid.”
Jack’s smile turned a little bit more genuine. “No, that’s my job,” he said. “Sorry for snapping at you. Really, though, you should take Toothless for a flight. He looks miserable.” Then he and Baby Tooth walked away from their campsite, leaving Jamie and the others in slightly confused silence.
Toothless came up and headbutted Hiccup, cooing curiously.
“Do you…” Hiccup started when Jack was out of earshot. “Do you know what he’s talking about?”
Jamie did, but he wasn’t about to say. It wasn’t his secret to tell. Hiccup knew this, however, because the next thing he said was:
“I’m not asking you to explain. I just hope he’s not completely alone in whatever’s going on up there.” He tapped his own temple.
Whatever’s going on up there, Jamie’s mind echoed. “I know some of it. But…” He trailed off.
There was a pause, only broken when Toothless gave another noise, a little more impatient this time. Hiccup smiled at him.
“Wanna fly?” he asked Jamie.
The atmosphere wasn’t ideal, but Jamie nodded anyway. And maybe flying would do the trick and cheer them up.
Jack still hadn’t come back when they landed, which either meant that something bad had happened, or Jack was isolating himself again. Jamie decided enough was enough.
“Jack!” he called out, walking in the direction that Jack had earlier. “Where are you?” He didn’t get a reply, and walked for a bit more before he tried calling out again. Jack couldn’t have gone that far, which meant that, if something bad hadn’t happened, he was ignoring him. “Jack! I’m walking into the woods and if you don’t tell me where you are, I’ll get lost!”
He stopped and waited. A few moments later, Baby Tooth appeared in front of him. She said something, but of course Jamie didn’t understand. At least she didn’t seem annoyed – but there was something off about her attitude.
Jack was sitting in a tree again when Jamie saw him, which meant that it wasn’t solely to annoy Hiccup after all. He sent Jamie a wry smile.
“Sly tactic,” he told him, with a hint of admiration in his voice.
“It worked, didn’t it?” Jamie replied. He peered doubtfully at the tree, but made an attempt at climbing it anyway. Jack watched him struggle for a few moments, snickering without remorse, before giving in and helping him up.
“It would be easier if you just came down,” Jamie groaned as he pulled himself onto the branch, holding tightly onto Jack.
“Yes, but it wouldn’t be as fun,” Jack said. “I like to be above the ground.”
Jamie snorted. He kept close to the tree trunk, while Jack sat leisurely about half a meter away, his legs dangling in the air. Baby Tooth settled on a smaller branch a little above them, her tiny brows furrowed in what looked strangely like caution.
“Do you miss flying?” Jamie asked.
Jack nodded. “Could be worse, though. We have Toothless. Did you have fun?”
“Yes, but Hiccup is worried about you.”
“Ugh…Why are you so honest all the time?” Jack muttered, running a hand over his face.
Jamie resisted the urge to reply, Someone has to be.
“Not talking about it isn’t going to stop it from being real,” Jamie mumbled.
Jack’s shoulders sank in a silent sigh. “I know,” he said, scratching his cheek. “Shouldn’t have lost my temper back there.”
Jamie fidgeted with the hem of his tunic. “Maybe I shouldn’t have asked that question about the Snow Queen,” he mumbled.
“It’s not your fault, Jamie,” Jack said, shaking his head. “Asking questions is a good thing.”
Jamie pursed his lips, then looked up at Jack. “Then I have a few questions,” he declared.
Jack met his eyes with an amused smile and nodded. “Ask away,” he said, waving his hand.
It took a few seconds before Jamie decided which of his many questions he wanted to ask first. He leaned his head against the trunk of the tree and looked up at the sky. “…Do you think the Norse gods are real?” he settled on, keeping his voice quiet just in case the gods in question could hear him. “I mean, do you think there’s a chance?”
“As more than spirits?” Jack narrowed his eyes in thought. “I really don’t know. Humans have so many different gods. If something like gods were real, I…I don’t know how they would be different from spirits. Except…maybe they’re not dependent on belief in order to be powerful or visible.”
“What about the mountain top?”
Jack shrugged. “Could just be the belief in the gods that gave it its magic,” he said. “Besides, the Changewing led us there because she felt like Baby Tooth had the same energy. And Baby Tooth isn’t a goddess, as far as I know.” He sent the fairy in question a smile, and Baby Tooth returned it shyly.
“It has to be pretty powerful though, doesn’t it?” Jamie asked. “Because we haven’t found any other Traces, but even Hiccup said that that place seemed…”
“Different,” Jack finished, and nodded slowly. “I’m not sure. Maybe you’re right. Maybe it’s time to give up on this island.”
It wasn’t the answer Jamie had been hoping for. At the same time, he knew it was the most obvious answer. Jamie was quiet for a few seconds.
“…It’s been nice here,” he then mumbled. “Tiring, but still…sort of relaxing too.”
Jack hummed. “It has, hasn’t it?”
This brought Jamie to another thing that had been bothering him, and that he hadn’t been able to figure out just by observing. He just didn’t know how to phrase the question, because he wasn’t even sure if he was just imagining it all, or if something really was different.
“Um…” he started. “Is…Are you…”
He sighed when the words didn’t come to him, and Jack raised a brow.
“Am I what?”
Jamie met his eyes. “Why did you say that to Hiccup earlier?” he asked. “The thing about…him not liking the answer to why you know things about spirits?”
Jack didn’t answer. His eyes darted away, lips pressing together reluctantly.
“Because I—I’ve just been thinking,” Jamie continued, because he didn’t want this conversation to turn sour too. “I mean…you’ve seemed so…well, happy the past few days. Not that you don’t seem happy other days. You do. But…it just feels like something is wrong at the same time. Or…maybe just different?”
Jack was frowning. “I’m not sure what you mean,” he admitted.
“Maybe it has something to do with that hot spring,” Jamie mused. “It started after that.”
“Oh…” Jack tilted his head to the side thoughtfully. He was quiet. Then he smiled. “I think I’m just glad to have a friend, to be honest. I’ve never had someone like Hiccup.”
Jamie’s musings came to a stop. He looked at Jack. Was it really that simple?
“You have friends,” he said.
“Yes, but I never really did when I was human. I think, despite all that’s bad, I’ve sort of grown to like…some parts of being human again.” Jack looked into the air. His words seemed happy, but his expression was solemn. “I’m not sure how exactly, but while I was in the water and Hiccup was helping me, it just…made it very clear, all of sudden.” He glanced at Jamie, then gave an embarrassed chuckle. “Sorry, that’s so sentimental.”
Jamie suddenly felt incredibly stupid. So much for ‘being good at reading people.’ It really was that simple, and it was so painfully obvious too. Jack was happy because he and Hiccup had grown so close – but he also knew that they would have to say goodbye eventually. And it seemed like, judging by how reluctantly he was admitting to enjoying his time being human again, he felt guilty about it. Because what was highest on the list of Jack’s priorities was to protect Jamie – to be the Guardian he felt he was supposed to be.
Jamie had seen how happy Jack had been back at the frozen pond in Burgess after they defeated Pitch. He’d also seen how much Jack missed his powers, especially flying, and how painful it was for him to be forced to flee from winter, and to see powers so like his own be used in such a malicious way.
Yet his time here, no matter how human and how powerless he was, rivaled all of that, if only it meant he’d have Hiccup beside him.
There was a cold, nauseating twisting in Jamie’s chest.
“Don’t you miss the Guardians?”
Jack turned to look at him, unsurprisingly noticing the change in Jamie’s mood. “Of course I do,” he said.
“But what about your powers?”
“I miss my powers too…What’s wrong, Jamie?”
Jamie swallowed heavily. “I just…thought that…” he started haltingly. “After what you told me, being Jack Frost sounds a—a bit hard sometimes. So maybe you’d like to stay here instead. Maybe…Jackson Overland is better.”
He found it hard to get the words out, and harder to meet Jack’s eyes. But Jack gave a sigh and moved closer, putting a hand on Jamie’s upper arm to invite Jamie to look up at him.
“You don’t have to be afraid of that, Jamie,” he said. “We’re going to go home.”
“I’m not afraid of that,” Jamie said. He had to keep his voice quiet in an attempt to hide its quavering. “I know you’ll do anything to get us home, because…because that’s just what you’re like. But I’m afraid that, because of that, you’ll get us home even if you don’t really want to go home. Even if—if this is your happiest place, you’re going to choose my happiness over your own happiness.”
Jack’s mouth was slightly ajar as he stared at him. He looked like he wanted to argue, opening his mouth – but then he just closed it again, along with his eyes. He shook his head, letting his hand fall. “It’s not just about you,” he murmured. “I’ll admit, it’s mostly about you, but even if I was here alone, even if there was absolutely no part of me that wanted to go back, I still couldn’t have stayed.”
“Why not?” Jamie protested. “That’s the thing that’s different, isn’t it, Jack? You’re happy like this, aren’t you?”
“I’m happy as Jack Frost too. I told you that,” Jack argued, opening his eyes again.
“But this is a different kind of happy. It’s an…a-alive kind of happy.” Jamie stared at his folded hands, trying not to wring them as he spoke. “A human kind of happy.”
Jack seemed to deflate before Jamie’s eyes. He ran a hand over his face and nodded. “I know. I feel it too, and you’re right,” he mumbled. Then he took a deep breath and let it out in a shaky sigh. “But I know too much to stay in the past. It could change things. The risk is too high, especially…especially while hanging around someone who will be chief one day. Hiccup is in a position that’s too influential. He shouldn’t even be here, he shouldn’t know about any of this stuff.” He shook his head wearily. “If I were smart, I would never have befriended him in the first place.”
Jamie knew this well enough. They still didn’t know what effect they’d had on the future by just existing in this time, and he knew he’d misspoken enough times already. Staying here and probably accidentally revealing more secrets about the future was obviously a bad idea. However, Jamie knew that wasn’t the only reason why Jack hadn’t told Hiccup about his previous magical occupation. Hiccup already knew everything else except for Jack and Jamie’s origins, and he was very clear on his opinions on magic. Jack didn’t want to tell him about Jack Frost, and risk ruining their friendship. Still, something was not adding up.
“You say that, but…what you said to him earlier was riskier than anything else you’ve told him,” Jamie said. “It was almost a giveaway, wasn’t it?”
Jack was quiet. He sat slightly hunched over on the branch, his shoulders drooping. “It…” he managed, after a few heavy seconds of silence. “It’s not risky, because it won’t matter in the end. Even if I told him everything…of us, of the future, of the world, it wouldn’t matter.” He took another deep breath and sat up straighter, looking up at Baby Tooth. “When I spoke to the Guardians through the crystal, Baby Tooth got some time to speak with Tooth and ask for advice.”
Baby Tooth sat very still. She looked back into Jack’s eyes, still with that same wary expression from before. Like she was nervous. Or guilty.
“And…” Jack continued. There was a faint tremor in his voice, but in every other way he had the appearance of someone completely unaffected. He traced the ridges in his staff. “And Tooth gave us a solution to that problem. She’s the Guardian of memories, after all, and her powers channel through to all her fairies. Even those trapped in a different time.”
The cold feeling in Jamie’s chest turned somehow colder. He thought he knew where this was going
“So when we leave,” Jack said, “Baby Tooth will use that power – a bit unconventionally, and I guess not…entirely morally correct – to take the memories of us with us.”
“They won’t remember us?” Jamie whispered.
Jack shook his head. “It will be like we were never here.”
Jamie’s mind flashed back to Brant and the others, and Squawk and the Changewing, and Gobber and Stoick, Astrid and even the twins – he hadn’t known them for long, but the thought of being forgotten by them made him feel hollow.
“It’s for the best,” Jack muttered, though the uncaring façade he’d put on in order to deliver this news was quickly fading. “It won’t screw up anything in the future, and Hiccup can continue living his life without worrying about any sort of winter spirits.”
“Jack,” Jamie said.
Jack glanced briefly at him, but there was a gleam in his eyes that made him look away. He exhaled slowly. “Yeah…I’m not happy about it either,” he said. He gave a halfhearted chuckle, shaking his head. “I’ve sort of been hoping…against hope, because I know it’s impossible, that these days that we’ve spent here could last forever. At least a few more days, before…” He broke off, turning his head away.
I don’t want to be forgotten, Jamie thought to himself. But he also understood the necessity of it. Still.
“Can’t there be another way?” he asked. “Maybe…Maybe at least Hiccup can remember.”
“Hiccup is the worst candidate,” Jack said. He turned back with half a smile. “Maybe the twins. People wouldn’t believe them anyway. Or Gobber.”
Jamie didn’t feel like smiling. “I don’t want to be forgotten,” he whispered, unable to keep it in.
Jack’s smile died. “I know,” he said, and whatever was in his voice made Jamie’s eyes blur. Jack brushed his hand over Jamie’s hair and brought their foreheads gently together. “I know. But we’re gonna be alright.”
Another day was spent looking for magic, and now everything was so much clearer. Jack’s mood fluctuated between bright and blue so easily, not just because of the knowledge that he would have to leave Hiccup behind sooner or later, but because everything that had happened since they appeared on Berk would be virtually erased. It was bad enough for Jamie, who had grown fond of this life and its people despite their hardships. Jack was still a whole other story.
Baby Tooth mostly kept close to Jamie after their conversation. She seemed forlorn as well, as if all of this was her fault. Jack had explained to Jamie that she’d been keeping quiet about it, because she, accurately, guessed that someone who’d been non-existent to the world before, wouldn’t like the idea of being forgotten.
On one hand, this could be worse. To find something precious, and then having it ripped away, just like that. At the same time, Jamie was grateful for her secrecy; Jack probably wouldn’t have grown as close to Hiccup as he had if he’d known it was going to be erased anyway. And Jack deserved that happiness, even if it was temporary.
And so, Jamie made a decision. If they did end up leaving, and Hiccup ended up forgetting, then the days before that were even more precious. If Jamie could help it, he wanted to give Jack as much time together with Hiccup as possible. Preferably time that wasn’t filled with life-threatening problems, but beggars can’t be choosers.
Once more, the sun began setting before they found any sign of magic, and they were forced to think about food instead. They’d flown over a huge lake during their search, and settled nearby it to hunt their fish. This time, Hiccup and Toothless took responsibility for catching it, and Jamie and Jack tended to the fire and just sat and watched as Toothless swooped up and down over the water. Every now and then they’d go too deep, and Hiccup would give a complaining groan, getting wetter each time.
Jack looked like he made a sort of attempt at holding back his snickering when Hiccup and Toothless came back dripping wet, the former wearing a disgruntled face. He glowered at Jack, but slowly started smiling. “Okay, you know what,” he said, and started to approach Jack, opening his arms menacingly. “You look like you need to wash up before dinner.”
Jack’s laugh got stuck in his throat. “Don’t you—”
He didn’t get any further before he was attacked. Their battle lasted for about ten seconds, and ended when Jack stumbled over a root and managed to whack Hiccup in the face with his staff when he flailed. Toothless took over and made sure Jack was covered in equal amounts water and dragon drool.
“Gross,” Jamie laughed.
Hiccup grinned. “Welcome to my life,” he said, making no attempts to save Jack even when he called out for help. Instead, he sat down by the fire and ruffled his own hair, spraying water all around him.
Jack staggered to his feet. “Thank you, Toothless, I appreciate it,” he said, wiping his spit off his face, then flicked it at Hiccup.
They prepared the food and ate. It tasted like nothing with a hint of something that was definitely not tasty, but Jamie had gotten used to that now. He wondered what his mom would’ve thought of him right now, muddy and living in the wilderness, hunting their own dinner and riding dragons. Would she be more horrified or proud? Jamie knew she liked going on walks in the forest, but this was maybe a little excessive.
“Something wrong, Jamie?” Hiccup asked.
Jamie became aware of the long sigh he’d just let out. He looked up from his speared fish to find Jack and Hiccup looking at him. “No,” he replied. Jack only raised a brow for Jamie to give in. He shrugged. “Just thought about Mom.”
He almost wished he hadn’t said it when both their faces fell. Jack nodded.
“She always seems very understanding, from what I’ve seen of her,” he said, one corner of his lips quirking upwards. “Even if she does force you to drink bitter tea.”
Jamie smiled lightly. “Yeah…she never understood, um…the whole magic thing, though,” he said, and sent Jack a meaningful look. “She will, though.”
“Jamie…” Jack started with a quiet chuckle, shaking his head. “I don’t think—”
“But it is possible, isn’t it?” Jamie interrupted. “Do you know that it’s not possible?”
Jack opened his mouth, but didn’t say anything. Which told Jamie the answer was no.
“What’s this about?” Hiccup asked, understandably confused again. “How come your mother doesn’t understand magic when you do?”
Jamie knew that Hiccup now knew he and Jack weren’t brothers, but it was still weird, in a way, to talk so openly about it. He had grown very comfortable with that role; it was the only lie he truly appreciated.
“Grownups have a tendency to forget,” Jack mumbled.
“Forget?” Hiccup repeated, his brows furrowed. “Doesn’t seem like a thing you’d forget.”
Jack glanced at him but quickly looked into the fire instead. He shrugged. “I don’t think the world would be well off if that stuff was common knowledge,” he said. “I’m sure people are just…meant to forget, to keep things from descending into chaos.”
“Not all of them, though,” Jamie said. A horrifying thought had just hit him. “I mean—I wouldn’t forget, even when I grow up.” He didn’t pronounce the desperate right? but it was clearly there.
“When you…grow up,” Jack repeated, with only the slightest hesitation, like it pained him to say it. He was pouting a little, his gaze going distant. “Hm…I have never met anyone like you, Jamie. I wouldn’t know. Maybe North or Sandy knows.”
Jamie frowned. “I definitely won’t forget.”
Hiccup shook his head. “Grownups, why…” he started, then looked at Jack. “How old are we talking, then? Wouldn’t you have forgotten by now if that was the case?”
Once again, Jack opened his mouth to answer, but then closed it again with a frown. “I’m not sure,” he mumbled. “Maybe…Maybe I would forget.”
There was silence. Jamie stared at him. Suddenly, he didn’t like this conversation anymore.
“Can we go flying?” he asked, getting to his feet and taking the rest of the fish in one bite, even if that meant he would be picking bones out of his mouth for the next ten minutes. He skipped over to Toothless before waiting for an answer, who had perked up at Jamie’s suggestion. “Come on, Toothless, let’s go flying!”
Hiccup didn’t notice the abrupt change of subject, but Jack looked like he did. Neither of them commented on it. The former got to his feet. “You coming, Jack?”
“Actually,” Jamie said. “Um…I was wondering if I could fly with just you, Hiccup…I need to talk to you.”
Hiccup’s and Jack’s reactions were almost identical, but Jack looked a tad more offended.
“I just feel more pressured with a bigger audience,” Jamie mumbled. That was a lie; he’d gotten a little better at that lately.
Hiccup looked amused. “I get it. We’ll be back soon, Jack. Keep the fire alive, will you?”
Jack nodded slowly. Jamie got the feeling he wasn’t completely fooled, but he let Jamie and Hiccup fly away anyway. Once they were up in the air, Hiccup let Jamie take over. Jack became smaller and smaller below them, but he was always visible in the light of the fire. He was looking up at them.
“Okay, so what was that about?” Hiccup asked.
Jamie froze. Okay, so maybe he wasn’t as good at lying as he thought. And now that he was up in the air, with no means of escape – yes, he knew this was his own fault – he was suddenly nervous. Was he meddling too much? No…Jack was too afraid to do anything on his own. Especially now, with Baby Tooth’s news. Jamie turned around.
“You like Jack, right?” he asked.
Hiccup blinked. “Uh…What?”
Jamie raised his brows. “You like Jack,” he repeated, slower this time, “right?”
“I—Why do you—I mean, y-yes?”
Jamie sent him a weird look. “Why do you sound so unsure?”
“No, I don’t,” Hiccup protested, even though he clearly did. His eyes kept flickering around, like he was debating whether or not the lake was too far beneath them for a dive. Whatever Jamie had been expecting, this reaction wasn’t it. Then Hiccup leveled him with a look that was definitely suspicious. “Why do you ask?”
“I just want to say that…you should be honest about it,” Jamie said, carefully choosing his words, “because Jack is…He’s afraid of losing people. So you should be open about that. Liking him.”
Hiccup stared at him for a long, long time. “…What?” was his eventual answer, his voice weak.
Jamie didn’t understand what was so complicated. He was about to say that, but then Toothless suddenly jerked sideways, and he had to turn around and adjust the tailfin. “Sorry, Toothless,” he said, and got a grumble in reply. Maybe he should keep his eyes on the road. The sky? Ahead.
“Is this…” Hiccup started uncertainly. “Hold on, are you…trying to warn me right now?”
“What? No,” Jamie said, finding this conversation weirder and weirder as it went on. He snorted. “You Vikings are so weird. Why would I warn you?” When Hiccup didn’t answer, Jamie looked over his shoulder again, frowning at him. “What’s the matter with you?”
“What’s the matter with me?” Hiccup protested. “I’m—I’m—Why—What is this? How…” He let out a shaky breath, glancing down at Jack, then back at Jamie. “Is it…Is it obvious?”
It was Jamie’s turn to stare, trying to decipher Hiccup’s cryptic responses. “…That you…like Jack?”
Hiccup looked embarrassed. His ears were turning red. He also looked horribly confused, and a little scared. “…Yeah?” he said in a small voice.
“I mean…” Jamie started. Then he blinked. And blinked again. Hiccup kept looking at him, fearfully, like he was on the brink of panic. To react like that at the request of being someone’s friend was completely nonsensical. But…Jamie’s mouth was hanging open. “Oh,” he whispered. “You—you like him?”
Hiccup looked about ready to jump off, fatal distance be damned. “What?” he snapped. “Uh—no. I mean, yes, but—I—”
But Jamie’s mind was already flashing back to all the times he’d caught Hiccup and Jack cuddling up together while they slept. He’d had a thought at Idun and Rune’s when he saw them, but what that thought had been had never been entirely clear to him. And now it was. “You do,” he gasped, and almost turned completely around on the saddle in his surprise.
“What do you mean, I do?” Hiccup nearly yelled, but lowered his voice to a hiss at the last second, as if he was afraid Jack would hear. “You’re the one who asked for a—a—a private audience to talk about this!”
“I just wanted you to know that Jack’s never had a friend like you before!” Jamie shot back, and a smile was beginning to spread on his face. Slowly, and then he was laughing. “I didn’t—Is it true? Am I right?”
“No!” Hiccup yelled.
Toothless growled worriedly.
“You shouldn’t lie to children, Hiccup,” Jamie scolded. Then his laughter came to a sudden stop as the reality of this situation hit him. He looked down at Jack again, then up at Hiccup. “…But…really,” he said. “Is it…like…that?”
Hiccup opened his mouth, the protest clear on his face – and then sighed. He closed his eyes for a moment and was looking away when he opened them again. “This isn’t…You weren’t supposed to…Oh, man.” He ran a hand over his face.
Jamie felt a little bad for laughing. He didn’t know much about crushes. He knew Pippa had one on Caleb, but that was about it. It had seemed like a hassle then, and it seemed like a hassle now, judging by Hiccup’s distress. And he had a crush on Jack of all people. If only he knew.
“It’s…it’s okay,” Jamie tried, but didn’t know what else to say. He hadn’t been prepared for this outcome.
“You…cannot say anything about this,” Hiccup said, his voice suddenly serious as he met Jamie’s eyes again. His expression was borderline pleading.
“Why not?” Jamie asked.
Hiccup gestured exasperatedly down towards Jack. “He doesn’t think like that,” he said. “Jack isn’t…I mean, he’s…he barely seems human sometimes. I can’t imagine he’d ever feel something like that towards anyone, much less towards me. It would just make it weird. I’m not even sure if I…feel…that.”
There was an awkward silence. Jamie scratched his head. Maybe Hiccup was right; Jamie couldn’t really see it either. But then again, Jack had shown many sides of himself during their time in the past that Jamie had previously thought him too…well, too Jack Frost to have. But what did he really know about Jack Frost, or Jackson Overland, when it came to stuff like that?
“I…I don’t know,” he admitted slowly. “I won’t tell him, though.”
Hiccup lowered his gaze and nodded. “Thank you,” he muttered. He looked miserable.
Jamie halfway regretted coming up here. The other half was glad. This cleared things up a little more. He turned ahead. The mountains were looming in front of them.
“Hiccup,” he said, a little unsure of what was the best thing to say in this situation. So he just went with the truth; that mostly seemed to be the better option. “What I said about Jack – that he’s never had someone like you – I meant it. But he doesn’t say things like that out loud, because he’s too cool or something, I don’t know.” He shook his head. “He told me, though, when I spoke to him yesterday. But I guess I should’ve figured that one out on my own. There’s just something different about him when he’s around you.”
Hiccup was quiet. “You must know him well,” he murmured.
Jamie shrugged. “Never as well as I think.”
“What are you saying, exactly?”
It was a very good question. Though, when he thought about it, maybe it was exactly what Hiccup and initially thought: a kind of warning.
“Just don’t let him push you away, I guess?” Jamie said. “He deserves to have a friend like you, even if…even if it’s temporary.”
“And why are you telling me this?” Hiccup asked. “Of course I’ll be his friend. I…I appreciate him.”
Jamie smiled. Then he thought about what Jack had just said, before the subject was abruptly changed by Jamie, and his smile wavered.
“That’s good. I trust you,” Jamie said, and swallowed thickly. “Because I think…maybe…he’d rather stay behind if he had the choice.”
Notes:
At least /someone/ had an "oh"-moment. Also, before anyone else might say it, in the beginning of the chapter, I desperately tried to NOT make it sound like Jack and Hiccup had just boinked, but no matter what I did, it still gave me that impression. If Jamie hadn't been 11 he might've commented on it. Alas. Baby Tooth was definitely thinking it though, and that's canon now, you can't stop it.
Chapter 30: A mellow guy with social anxiety named George hosts dinner
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Hey, Jamie?”
Jamie had been sitting wordlessly in front of Hiccup for a little while now, just concentrating on managing Toothless’ tailfin. He stirred at Hiccup’s voice, almost like a flinch. He was nervous too. Hiccup didn’t blame him; this was a pretty awkward situation.
“Yeah?”
“I think…I’ll drop you off with Jack, and then I’ll fly on my own for a bit. Is that okay?”
Jamie turned around. His emotions were always clear on his face, which was why it was so amusing when he’d tried playing innocent earlier. Hiccup had known Jamie wanted to speak about something that he’d rather not say in front of Jack…he just hadn’t thought it would come to this. And despite Jamie’s laughing fit earlier – Hiccup honestly hadn’t expected any other reaction from an eleven-year-old – it was clear he was worried for Hiccup. Which was heartwarming, but still made Hiccup’s stomach churn.
“Okay,” Jamie said, and nudged Toothless to change direction. At least this time, there were no questions asked.
When they landed and Jamie was the only one to get off, Jack raised his brows. “What’s up?”
Did he sound nervous?
Hiccup definitely did, when he laughed in response. He cleared his throat. “Nothing. All’s good. Just—We need to practice some difficult maneuvers. Jamie’s not quite there yet.”
Jamie shifted his weight. He seemed nervous as well, and Hiccup wished he didn’t. He was putting a lot of faith in this kid right now.
Jack was looking at the sky, seeming wistful. Hiccup would’ve asked him to join him on Toothless, if he hadn’t been in such desperate need for some time alone. “Okay,” he said, and looked at Jamie. “Did you have a nice flight?”
Hiccup nudged Toothless before he could hear the answer to that question, his nerves getting the best of him. They took off, and Hiccup waited until they were definitely out of earshot before letting out a pitiful groan. He pressed his face against Toothless’ head, raking his hands frustratedly through his hair. Toothless crooned, confused. The sound comforted Hiccup just a tiny bit.
“Toothless,” he murmured, still with his face pressed against the dragon’s scales. “I am…an idiot.”
The noise Toothless made in response didn’t make it sound like he disagreed, but Hiccup wasn’t in the mood to be offended. He gave a long deep sigh that eventually turned into a whine reminiscent of the noises Stoick’s stomach made after consuming spoiled cod.
“Why was this having feelings-business so much easier when I was fifteen and crushing on Astrid?” he mumbled and let that thought simmer for a few seconds. “I mean, Astrid was just as unobtainable, let’s be real. I had no chance with her. But still somehow more of a chance than with…” He trailed off and grimaced, shaking his head. “This is pathetic. I am pathetic. This stinks, Toothless. I should just stop talking altogether. Make a vow, like Silent Sven…before he became Not-So-Silent Sven, but anyway…”
He turned his head to the side. He’d get a scale pattern embedded into his cheek like this, which could possibly clue Jack in on the fact that Hiccup was not up here to practice maneuvers, but rather to feel sorry for himself, but he couldn’t bring himself to care about that right now.
First the Snow Queen, and now Jamie. It was only a matter of time before Jack found out, wasn’t it? And what then?
Maybe it was a good thing…or maybe not. Hiccup was too scared to risk it.
“I hope Jamie’s good at keeping secrets,” he mumbled.
Toothless growled softly. Hiccup huffed a laugh, thinking of all the secrets Jamie had been keeping for Jack already, and how many secrets he was still keeping. He knew there was more the two of them weren’t telling him, but he didn’t have the energy to ponder about it anymore. His mind was already stuffed with awful, wonderful, unnecessary things.
It was as if a spell had been broken the next day. Jack didn’t act any different, so Hiccup trusted that Jamie had managed to keep his mouth shut. However, like when they’d all decided it was time for a break, it seemed they now had all simultaneously agreed that their little vacation was over. Now that they were heading south, this time with the intention of leaving the island for real, Hiccup wondered how they could’ve let so many days fly past with next to no guilt. They had been ‘searching’, but they hadn’t really been searching. Just a bit of halfhearted looking around, and they all knew it. They had an evil ice spirit on their heels – and one that knew about Hiccup’s dumb secret too – and yet they’d spent their time leisurely, like it was no big deal.
The island kept stretching out before them. Hiccup was pretty sure he’d never seen an island this big before, and still there were mountains in the south blocking out the view of the sea.
“It’s like it’ll never end,” he muttered, scratching his jaw. “But it has to end somewhere.”
“Have you never been to the mainland, Hiccup?” Jack asked, his face popping up beside him.
Hiccup glanced sideways at him. “The main-land?”
“Yeah. You know, not an island.”
“That doesn’t make any sense. The ocean is all around us.”
Jack hesitated. “Well…I guess. But it’s so huge, it’s not an island.”
Hiccup narrowed his eyes. “Seems a bit arrogant to me to call something the main land just because it’s big. Is this that America-place you were talking about? If there is such a place.”
Jamie laughed. “I think he has a point. It is surrounded by the sea. I mean, it has to be, what with Jörmungandr circling the world and all.”
Jack huffed. “You’re getting a bit obnoxious with those fancy words of yours.”
“The great sea serpent,” Jamie said, looking back at Jack with a cheeky grin. Then he looked at Hiccup. “Right?”
The look was a very specific sort of pleading that Hiccup only caught because he was aware there was something to plead for. And that plea was that Hiccup would still like Jamie, even after their unfortunate conversation last night.
Hiccup smiled. “That’s right.”
“Oh—Do you think Jörmungandr is a type of dragon?” Jamie asked, his eyes going wide as if he’d just cracked an ancient code. Then he frowned. “Wait—no, because Jörmungandr is the child of Loki, and—well, Loki already gave birth to a snake and a wolf and whatnot, so I guess a dragon wouldn’t be any weirder. What do you think?”
Hiccup opened his mouth to answer.
“Wait!” Jamie yelped. “Do you think all dragons are descendants of Loki?”
“I…can imagine,” Hiccup mused. “Especially the mystery class, maybe. Ruff and Tuff would be delighted if that’s true.”
Jack placed his chin on Hiccup’s shoulder. “Wouldn’t that make dragons magical, then?” he asked.
Hiccup was acutely aware of the physical contact. Not that Jack wasn’t already holding onto him, his hands lightly gripping onto Hiccup’s sweater near his shoulder blades, but this was different. It was fine, though – at least it would’ve been, if not for the way Jamie’s eyes darted to Jack and then back to Hiccup.
Hiccup sent him a warning look.
“I guess they would,” he said with forced nonchalance.
Jamie made a humming noise before turning ahead again.
Jack still didn’t move his head. It seemed he hadn’t noticed Hiccup and Jamie’s wordless exchange.
“What if they were, though.”
It took Hiccup a couple of seconds to steer his mind back to the conversation, and away from the paranoia that Jack actually knew everything and was just teasing him. He wouldn’t do that, surely…probably.
“What? Magic?” Hiccup asked.
“Yeah. How would you feel about that?”
Hiccup thought about it for a few seconds. “I…guess it wouldn’t have made a difference? If things were exactly the same anyway, I mean. It would just be the norm.”
Jack hummed. Hiccup could feel the vibration of his voice on his shoulder. “I guess…” he repeated absentmindedly. When he spoke again, he sounded a little more present. “But what if you just found out. Right now. What if we made Toothless blast the crystal and it worked?”
“Why, do you wanna try?”
“No, I already did,” Jack sighed. “It’s just a thought.”
Hiccup wanted to ask when that happened exactly, but when he turned his head to look at Jack, he forgot all about it when their foreheads knocked together, with a surprising amount of pain considering the short distance between them. They both jerked away, Hiccup with a groan and Jack with a surprised yelp, followed by a laugh.
“Sorry. This keeps happening,” Hiccup muttered. And it did – it had happened multiple times. So, he didn’t know why his face was heating up so much now. Or he did now, and it was because Jamie was sitting in front of them, listening and knowing.
Jack snickered. “It’s fine. My fault for always leaning on your shoulder,” he said. “I just like it when—” And then he stopped. “…Is that…Is that village?”
Hiccup desperately wanted to know what it was that Jack liked, but he could admit this was probably more important. He peered ahead, and realized Jack was right.
“Oh. I didn’t see that,” Jamie said.
Because you were too busy eavesdropping, probably, Hiccup thought, but wisely let that thought remain just a thought.
“That’s a bit…” he started instead.
“Suspicious?” Jack finished. “Weird? Ominous?”
Hiccup sighed. “Guess we’ll find out,” he said. “Maybe the locals have any tips for us.”
Maybe they would have, if there were any locals.
The village was located near another lake, its water still and almost completely black. The towering mountains were reflected so clearly, Hiccup could almost imagine that if he jumped into it, he would plummet into the sky. The village looked like it had been abandoned for years. The huts were all cold and dark, with rotten wood and ceilings well on their way to collapsing in on themselves. Looking inside a few of them, they found the interior covered in a thick layer of dust and cobwebs. Most alarming was the fact that some of the houses were completely ruined, as if a storm had hit them – but in between the ruined ones stood huts that were completely fine, aside from their decaying state. It couldn’t have been a storm; something had attacked this place.
“Dragons?” Jack suggested, as they stood before another crumbled hut.
“Maybe,” Hiccup murmured. “I don’t see any fire damage, though…Could be a dragon without firepower.” He looked around and shuddered. “Some of these huts look perfectly habitable aside from the rot…Whoever lived here must’ve fled in a hurry.”
Jamie inched closer to Jack, grabbing onto his cloak.
“We should see if there’s any provisions left that we could use,” Jack said, placing a hand on Jamie’s shoulder. “I’m getting a feeling it won’t be missed.”
It was a fair point, but Hiccup still felt a tad guilty as they ransacked the huts. Of treasures, there wasn’t much to be found. Whatever sort of people had lived here before, they hadn’t been rich. But he did find some rope and a rusty old knife, as well as a patchy woolen – and slightly smelly but he tried not to think about that – blanket. He stuffed it all into a woven basket which he tied to Toothless’ saddle. All the while, he kept looking over his shoulder; he couldn’t help but imagine they were being watched by the village’s ghostly residents.
The sun was sinking when they decided there was nothing more of use to them here, and Hiccup was just climbing onto Toothless when he heard it: a low rumbling, echoing across the dark lake. He perked up at the same time as Toothless.
“What is it?” Jack asked, visibly tensing.
“Didn’t you hear?”
They all went quiet. For a long time, there was nothing. Then it came again: A slow, deep noise, almost a growl, or a distant roar. Hiccup shivered.
“Some kind of dragon?” he asked.
“Shouldn’t you know?” Jack asked back.
“There are definitely still species of dragons out there that I haven’t discovered yet,” Hiccup said, tilting his head to the side in an attempt to hear the sound again. He didn’t, but he was sure the growl had come from the mountains on the other side of the lake. He stared at them, wondering what kind of dragon would’ve made such a peculiar noise. He turned to look at Jack.
Jack raised his brows. Then he smiled, amused. “Alright. Let’s look for it,” he said.
Hiccup hadn’t realized he’d been making some sort of puppy dog eyes. He grinned. “Come on, Toothless!” he said, trying to control the excitement in his voice.
Clouds covered the mountain peaks, and mist snaked along the ground, making it hard to see anything at all around them. After flying around for a while without any new sign of the dragon, they decided they’d have a better chance at finding it if the flew closer to the ground. But then Toothless had to keep dodging rocks and stalagmites, or the occasional pine tree, which only appeared out of the fog with a one second warning. Eventually, Hiccup convinced the others they’d look for footprints on the ground, though at that point they’d been looking for way longer than they’d anticipated, and Hiccup could tell Jack and Jamie were beginning to grow impatient.
“Just a little longer,” he promised. “If I don’t find anything, and if we don’t hear it again in the next few minutes we can go.”
They dipped in and out of woods and shrubbery and climbed over rockfalls where the mountain had collapsed. Below them, the lake was black in the twilight, like a gigantic hole into nothingness. It was almost dizzying; Hiccup wished he was standing a bit closer to Toothless.
“Hiccup…” Jack said, as they climbed the landslide along the mountain wall. He was out of breath.
Hiccup almost pretended he didn’t hear him. He could feel the disappointment creeping in on him, and he sighed. “Alright,” he said reluctantly. “But maybe…maybe if we just wait a little longer, we’ll hear it again?”
“It’s getting very dark,” Jack said. “We’ll find nothing like this.”
Hiccup tried not looking as dejected as he felt. “You’re right,” he mumbled. He looked around one last time, as if that would be the exact moment the dragon jumped out of the fog. It didn’t. He tried comforting himself by thinking he might pass through this place again on his way back to Berk, whenever that would be. It was time to give up for now.
But then, as he trudged blindly towards Toothless in the dark, the earth beneath him suddenly gave away. Into nothing. Hiccup fell through the air, yelped and grabbed onto the closest thing his flailing hands could find – which, unfortunately, was Jack, who wasn’t known for being sturdy. Then they were both falling.
Hiccup’s body slammed into a hard but incredibly smooth surface, darkness enveloping him as he went sliding into an underground tunnel, Jack following right behind.
“Jack!” Jamie shrieked, but his voice was already far away, echoing against the cave wall. Hiccup could barely hear him over his own and Jack’s shrieking.
“Hold on!” Jack yelled, his hand clamping around Hiccup’s arm. Hiccup reacted instinctively, latching onto Jack with all his might. He couldn’t see a single thing in the darkness, but there was the sound of something grinding against stone.
The terrifying slide ended abruptly as the ground once again turned into air, and they were falling again. Hiccup landed painfully on his side, his head knocking against the ground. For a moment, everything went from black to stark white, and there was a high-pitched ringing in his ears. He gasped for breath, clutching his head.
“Hiccup,” Jack wheezed. Hiccup could faintly hear him crawling towards him, the ground making some sort of weird crunching noise, like he was walking over dozens of seashells. Jack’s hands found Hiccup, patting him blindly until he found his head. “Are you okay?”
“I think so,” Hiccup groaned, placing his hands on Jack’s shoulders. “How about you? What did you do just now?”
Jack helped him up into a sitting position. “Tried slowing the fall with my staff. Doesn’t feel like it worked, though.”
“Are you hurt?” Hiccup asked, but didn’t get an answer before Jamie’s voice echoed down to them again:
“Jack! Hiccup!” He sounded appropriately panicked. “Don’t be dead!”
“We’re okay!” Jack called back. “Don’t try to follow us, Jamie, it’s a long fall. We’ll find another way out.”
Hiccup looked around, but there was nothing to look at. Toothless’ growls made it down to them as well, with a helpless ring to them. Hiccup guessed the hole was too narrow for him to fit through.
“Where are you?” Jamie yelled.
“Good question,” Jack muttered, then raised his voice again. “Inside the mountain, I think. Jamie, I don’t know how long it’ll take us to find a way out. I want you to go back to the village and stay there, close to Toothless. Don’t try to—woah! Oh, it’s just you, Baby Tooth, you scared me.”
As Jack walked, Hiccup staggered to his feet and blindly felt his way through the darkness. The ground was covered in some kind of rubble, or maybe sticks? It crunched beneath his feet. He bent down and picked some of it up, trying to discern what it was by running his fingers over it. He swallowed.
“Jack…” he said slowly. “I think…there is a slight chance we are not the first ones to end up here.”
“What makes you say that?” Jack asked, in the voice of someone who didn’t actually want to know.
Hiccup put the thing that may or may not be a bone back down. “Just a hunch.”
Jack was quiet for a moment, so Hiccup imagined him sending him a dirty look. “Okay, Baby Tooth,” he said. “Make sure Jamie gets back to the village. Don’t let him try to look around on his own. I know he’ll try to.”
There was a chirped reply, followed by the sound of Jack getting to his feet. Hiccup heard him sucking air in through his teeth.
“Do you see the rope, Jack?” came Jamie’s voice.
“I can’t really see anything, Jamie…It’s completely dark in here.”
“Sure you’re okay?” Hiccup asked, following the sound of his voice.
“Yeah, just a bit scratched up,” Jack muttered. “Try Inferno. Maybe it works again now.”
Hiccup obliged, unsheathing the blade. After the Snow Queen had touched it, it had been perpetually cold. It was a bit embarrassing, but Hiccup had been reluctant to even touch it, afraid that the Snow Queen’s magic would spread into his veins or something. But this wasn’t the time to be paranoid.
Flames spread across the blade, but they weren’t nearly as bright as before. It offered just enough light to see the ground around them. Jack’s mouth fell open when he saw what littered the floor. Even if Hiccup had already made his guesses, it was a dizzying sight.
“What is this place?” Jack breathed.
Hiccup didn’t know and wasn’t sure if he wanted to find out. He raised Inferno and spotted the hole they’d come through, much higher above them than he’d thought. Falling from that height, they’d been extremely lucky to only get away with a few bruises and maybe a minor concussion on Hiccup’s part. Unbelievably so.
“I don’t think the rope is long enough, Jamie,” Jack said. “Go back to the village. We’ll be back in no time! Somehow.” The last word was muttered mostly to himself.
It took a few seconds before Jamie replied. “Are you sure?” He sounded close to tears.
Jack rubbed his forehead, clearly distraught. Even so, he sounded like his usual carefree self when he opened his mouth. “Of course I am,” he said. “It’s alright. I think I see a way out.”
Hiccup sent him a pointed look and Jack shrugged helplessly.
“Okay…Promise?” Jamie said.
“I promise,” Jack replied with no hesitation.
Jamie needed another few reassurances before he finally agreed to fly back to the village on Toothless. Meanwhile, Hiccup looked around the room for the way out Jack had been lying about, but it was still too dark to see.
“Okay,” Jack muttered once Jamie had gone. “It’s just a cave full of bones. That’s fine.”
“Totally,” Hiccup agreed. “Sorry for dragging you down with me.”
“Don’t worry about it. What a shriek, though. Was that really you?”
Hiccup sent him a sardonic smile. “Thank you, I’ve practiced,” he replied, and hoped the dim light hid the way his cheeks burned. He looked Jack over, and only noticed a cut on his temple and a rip in his trousers. Otherwise, he seemed unharmed, though he probably was as beaten up as Hiccup. “The bones must have softened our fall or something,” he said, though it seemed like a poor explanation even as he said it. “Which is the worst sentence I’ve said in a while.”
Jack looked around uneasily. The room seemed to be a natural cave, but the tunnel they’d fallen through definitely wasn’t. And as Hiccup’s eyes adjusted to the dark, he realized there were more holes, scattered several places across the cave wall, all of them out of reach.
“It must be some kind of a trap,” Hiccup said. “Animals fall in, and…probably break their legs in the impact. Whoever’s trapping them wouldn’t even need to hunt.”
“’Whoever’…You think a person lives here?” Jack asked. “You…You don’t think this has anything to do with the abandoned village, do you?”
Hiccup didn’t want to say yes, but since his gut was telling him that that answer was probably the right one, he opted to stay quiet about it. “If this is a food trap, there must be another way in, and thus a way out,” he said, and walked over to the wall, tracing his hand across it. “Maybe…some sort of mechanics…”
“Mechanics?” Jack repeated with a laugh. “I think you’re putting a lot of faith in this person’s intelligence despite them living in a mountain and all.”
“Maybe they just don’t like people,” Hiccup offered.
Jack laughed again. “Alright. Let’s hope it’s not a crazy, murderous cannibal but rather a mellow guy with social anxiety named George. We can ask him politely for the exit once he finds us in his lovingly crafted death trap.”
The wall dipped suddenly inwards, making Hiccup stumble. He held out Inferno and looked up. “What the…”
Jack came up to his side and followed his gaze. Realization dawned on his face as well. “It’s a boulder,” he observed. Then he squinted and pointed upwards. “It doesn’t cover the entire hole. Look – there’s light.”
He was right. Dim, orange light shone on the stone, but it was much too high for them to reach. The boulder was gigantic. And yet, it seemed it was the only way out.
“This can’t be it,” Hiccup said. “No one can move a boulder like that. Unless…” He brought a hand to his mouth. “Unless they have a dragon to help them, maybe?”
“I have an idea,” Jack said, clearly not listening to Hiccup’s musings.
“Is it a good idea?”
“This isn’t the time to be picky, your Highness,” Jack said. “I need you to give me a boost.”
Hiccup stared at him. “It’s too far up.”
Jack looked exasperated. “It’s the best we’ve got,” he said. “The opening looks just big enough to crawl through. If I can to get up there, I can pull you up with my staff. One moment, though.” He started taking off his shoes.
“Jack—”
“They’re weighing me down!”
Hiccup held back his prayers and just nodded. “Fine. But don’t blame me if you hurt yourself.”
Jack snorted. “Hurt myself…When have I ever? Shush, you’re not supposed to answer.” He grimaced as he stepped onto the animal bones with his bare feet. Hiccup crouched and cupped his hands, allowing Jack to step onto them. “This will work,” he announced.
“If you say so,” Hiccup murmured. “On the count of three. One, two…” He gritted his teeth and put all the strength he could muster into propelling Jack upwards. He was surprised by how easy it was. Jack yelped, flailing as he ascended towards the top of the boulder, still with his staff in his hand. Why did he have his staff, but the shoes were apparently too much of an inconvenience?
Jack went sprawling on the stone and grasped for something to hold on to. For a second, he started sliding back down, and Hiccup prepared himself to catch him, knowing he probably wouldn’t be able to without hurting himself or both of them. But then Jack stopped and managed to wiggle his way through the narrow opening to the top of the boulder. Hiccup almost couldn’t believe his eyes.
“Told you,” Jack said with a grin, then held the staff down for Hiccup to grab.
Before doing that, Hiccup picked up Jack’s boots and threw them to him. Then came the hard part. He took a hold of the staff’s crooked end, sure that the wood would snap. Fine, it had endured many challenges – so many, it was honestly getting laughable – but Hiccup was convinced that this would be it. And even if it didn’t break, Jack did not look like he had the muscles for this sort of task.
“Ready?” Jack asked.
“When you are,” Hiccup reluctantly replied.
Jack pulled. He leaned back, putting all his weight into it. Hiccup gripped the staff, lifting himself up and realized with a jolt that this actually seemed to be working. His prosthetic slipped uselessly off the rock when he tried to climb it, but even if he had no way to help Jack, the top of the boulder kept coming closer. Jack’s face was pinched, his arms shaking with the strain. Again, Hiccup could not believe it.
“Take my hand,” Jack groaned once Hiccup was close enough. He let go of the staff with one hand, and Hiccup entirely expected to fall right back down. Miraculously, he didn’t. Hiccup reached up and took Jack’s hand, letting himself be pulled up until he could crawl the rest of the way.
Jack exhaled heavily, shaking his arms. His cheeks were flushed. Hiccup could not stop staring.
“Do you…actually have muscles in there?” he asked.
Jack looked up at him and gave a breathy laugh. “Not at all. You’re just not a very heavy guy,” he said, grinning. He looked down to the other side of the boulder, and his face fell. “This…doesn’t bode well.”
On the other side of the boulder was a huge, jagged cave, tunneling into darkness, with several different openings on each side of it. It looked somewhat like Screaming Death tunnels, except these tunnels were much larger. Hiccup thought he could stack five Stoicks on top of each other before reaching the ceiling. That wasn’t the weirdest part, though – braziers lined the cave walls, flickering with feeble fire. They definitely weren’t alone in here.
Rubble sloped down from the wall on one side of the boulder, making their descent painless. Jack regretfully put his shoes back on before taking a few steps deeper into the cave, looking around with bright, alert eyes. He met Hiccup’s gaze and smiled.
“Well…” was the only thing he said, obviously on his way to try and find something positive to say about this situation, but he never got so far.
A deep rumble rolled through the tunnel, making every muscle in Hiccup’s body tense up. Jack hurried back to Hiccup’s side, pointing the staff into the darkness.
“It’s the dragon,” Hiccup whispered. “It’s inside the mountain.”
Jack swallowed. “Oh, good…Do you still want to find it?” he asked in a small voice. “It didn’t sound super friendly or anything, if you don’t mind me saying.”
“They usually don’t,” Hiccup agreed, and put a hand on Jack’s arm. “Come on. We’ll look for a way out first, just…keep your eyes open.”
Navigating the caves turned out to be as simple as they’d hoped. That is to say, it was like a maze, and Hiccup became more and more worried that they’d get lost in there and slowly starve to death. On more than one occasion, they ended back in the cave that lead to the boulder. Every now and then, that rumbling would sound through the dark, in varying volume and sometimes in a sort of rhythm. However, it seemed the longer they walked around the maze, the more frequent the growls became.
It was hard to tell how long they spent in there, just wandering. The air was musty and there was a nasty smell that Hiccup couldn’t place…but when he thought long enough about it, he thought it was reminiscent of old sweat and rotten meat. He decided not to share these thoughts with Jack.
They were walking through a new – at least Hiccup hoped it was new – tunnel when the growl came again, sounding closer. It was such a strange sound. Growl wasn’t even a good word to describe it. All he knew was that it must be coming from a living thing. They followed the sound, because wherever it was, it might be close to the exit. It was their best lead, after walking around aimlessly for so long.
It seemed to be a good decision, because after stopping by every new opening and waiting for the growl to come again – which proved to be a frustratingly time-consuming task – the tunnel eventually started getting broader. Maybe it was Hiccup’s imagination, but he thought he felt a gust of wind blow gently against his face.
“We must be getting close to an exit,” he said hopefully, walking faster. “Did you feel that?”
“No?” Jack said, setting up the pace as well. “I didn’t—Hiccup!”
Jack suddenly yanked him backwards, in the nick of time. In front of them, shrouded in shadow, was a gaping hole. Hiccup caught himself on Jack, his body frozen as he realized just how close he’d been to walking right into it. Jack’s heart was pounding under his palm.
Jack’s heart was pounding under his palm? Hiccup removed his hand and stepped away.
“Thanks,” he muttered, and busied himself with bringing out Inferno again. The flames didn’t offer much light. As he held it high above his head, he couldn’t see where the hole ended. From where they stood, it looked like the size of the arena back on Berk…maybe even bigger.
Jack picked up a pebble and dropped it before Hiccup could stop him. If that hole was some sort of nest, he doubted its inhabitant would take kindly to that gesture.
They waited. And waited. Finally, there was a faint, echoing tap as the pebble hit the ground. Hiccup found himself taking a shuddery breath, feeling as if a thousand bugs were crawling up his legs and back.
“What’s wrong?” Jack asked, placing a hand on Hiccup’s arm.
“There’s something down there,” he whispered unthinkingly. It felt like a dream, the way he just knew. He didn’t know what it was, but there was something, and he wasn’t sure if it was friendly.
“A dragon?”
Hiccup shook his head. “Something magic.”
Jack peered at him then nodded. “We get out of here,” he said. “And then, if it’s possible, we’ll return with Toothless.”
They edged around the circular hole and found another opening just in time to hear the growling again. It definitely didn’t come from the hole, and Hiccup decided that whatever was up here surely couldn’t be as bad as whatever they might find down there. As they walked away from the hole, Hiccup kept looking back over his shoulder, feeling like they were being followed.
Jack’s stomach growled, and Jack sent it a disapproving look. “How long have we been in here?” he murmured.
Hiccup just shrugged. There was no way of knowing, except for a long time. He was getting hungry as well, and his body was aching from walking around for so long. He yearned to take off his prosthetic for a little bit but didn’t want to spend any more time in here than they needed to. It was getting harder and harder to conceal his limp.
“I hope Jamie isn’t doing anything stupid,” Jack said.
“Wouldn’t count on it. Runs in the family.”
Jack smiled wryly. “You know we’re not—”
“Okay, but you wouldn’t think it,” Hiccup said. “Besides, you are a terrible influence.”
“We’ve gone through this before. We’re both terrible influences.” Jack’s eyes glinted with mirth, but then seemed to notice Hiccup’s struggle. He stepped a bit closer. “Lean on me.”
Hiccup almost wanted to protest and say he was fine, but decided he didn’t feel the need to act strong or heroic around Jack. “Thanks,” he murmured, putting his arm around Jack’s shoulders. In turn, Jack put his arm around Hiccup’s waist. Hiccup tried not to think too much about it.
They kept walking. In between the ominous growls, all they heard was their breaths and footsteps. They were both too scared to keep a conversation going, but whenever their eyes met, Jack offered an encouraging smile, like he wasn’t at all worried about this situation. In the eerie light, his face looked more tired and gaunt than usual. There was a scratch on his face from the fall, as well as dirt – not only from the fall but also from sleeping in the woods the past few days – and his hair hung over his eyes. Still, his gaze remained bright, undeterred by their less than optimal situation.
Even in all his tired, grimy, disheveled glory, he was beautiful.
“There, there, catch your breath,” Jack said, sending Hiccup another one of his cheeky grins. Hiccup realized he’d just let out a deep sigh. “I’m sure we’re there soon. The snoring is getting louder.”
Hiccup blinked. “Snoring?”
“Yeah, that’s what it sounds like, doesn’t it?”
As if on cue, the sound swept through the cave again. Jack was right, and now that it was out there, Hiccup was amazed he hadn’t thought of that himself. He’d been so caught up in the idea of a new kind of dragon, he hadn’t realized why the “growling” sounded so off.
“That must be one sleepy dragon,” Hiccup muttered. “Those snores almost rival my dad’s.”
Jack laughed but quickly pressed a hand over his mouth to stop himself. He nodded. “It might just rival yours, though.”
“I don’t snore,” Hiccup argued.
Jack shook with contained laughter. “Mhm,” was all he managed to get out.
Was it really that bad?
“Well…you talk in your sleep, so we’re both nuisances,” Hiccup countered.
“Oh. Still?” Jack said. Hiccup nodded, and he went quiet for a few seconds. “What am I saying?”
“I usually don’t understand. Mostly names, though.” Hiccup hesitated. “Uh…Jamie is frequent. Emily as well. You’ve said my name a couple of times too.”
They came to a split in the cave, one leading upwards and the other down.
Jack looked absently into the air and gave a quiet huff. “That’s…interesting,” he murmured.
Hiccup wanted to ask him why, but Jack continued talking before he got to.
“Hiccup,” he said, glancing briefly at him before looking away again. “I…was wondering…You don’t have to say anything you’re not…allowed to – I mean, if Jamie wants to keep it a secret then I won’t pry, even if it’s torture to not know, but anyway…”
Hiccup realized he was holding his breath. He forced himself to breathe.
“Was it…Did he…Oh, man.” Jack rubbed the back of his head. Hiccup rarely saw him struggle with his words as much as he did now.
“He just asked me to be your friend,” Hiccup blurted, because he couldn’t stand the tension. Jack’s eyes snapped to his, clearly confused. Hiccup tried for a teasing smile but was afraid it came out more sheepish. “Just that you have a tendency to pull away, and that I shouldn’t be deterred by it. Something like that.”
Jack’s eyes narrowed. “That’s it?”
“That’s it.”
His expression softened for just a moment before it tightened again, this time with another emotion: embarrassment.
“He didn’t have to do that.”
A smile crept onto Hiccup’s face. For once, Jack was the embarrassed one. “No,” he agreed. “I already forced you to bring me along on this crazy quest. I don’t know why he thought I’d ever…um, not be your friend.”
Jack lowered his head. It was difficult to see in the dark, but Hiccup thought he might be smiling. That, and his hand on Hiccup’s waist tightened a little bit.
“You’re made of something really strange, Hiccup,” he mumbled.
The snore-like noise came again. Hiccup had so little belief in their luck, he was genuinely surprised when it came from the cave leading upwards. He knew it didn’t actually mean anything, but it just seemed a lot more sinister to venture deeper into the ground. They trudged ahead.
Things got weird when the tunnel came to an end. For a moment, Hiccup thought they’d reached an exit – but the air remained warm and stuffy, and the lighting was still a dim orange instead of pale moonlight. Instead of an exit, they walked into a hall three times the size of the Great Hall. Even with the columns supporting the ceiling, Hiccup had trouble registering what he was seeing, because surely a room this large would collapse in on itself. And of that wasn’t overwhelming enough, it was impossible not to notice the gigantic cauldron in the center of the room.
Hiccup’s mouth went dry when he felt tiny critters coming up his spine again and a thousand eyes in the air around them. He was getting good at recognizing this feeling now. Suddenly, he was convinced they wouldn’t find a dragon in here. The closest to a dragon they might find were the bones lying scattered around the cauldron.
And then he noticed the thing lying in one corner of the cavern.
Jack had spotted it too. Wisely, he kept his mouth shut and settled on only sending Hiccup a confused and very demanding stare. Hiccup just shook his head desperately.
The sound came again.
“It is snoring,” Hiccup murmured, smiling feebly. “You were right.”
“That’s not a dragon,” Jack breathed.
Hiccup almost laughed. “No,” he agreed. “Definitely not. Jack, what are you doing?”
Jack turned around when Hiccup grabbed his arm, stopping him from walking another step towards the creature. “It’s magic, isn’t it?” he whispered. “Whatever it is. Maybe we can talk to it?”
“You were the one who suggested a crazy cannibal lived here!” Hiccup hissed. “This thing is definitely not going to politely show us the exit. How many of those bones in that chamber do think were human? Think about the village, Jack. Why do you think they all fled?”
Jack’s jaw clenched. “You know what it is, don’t you?”
Saying it out loud felt like making it real, but Hiccup supposed it couldn’t get any more real than this. He looked miserably over at the monster.
“If the tales they used to tell us when we were kids are accurate,” he said, “I dare say that thing is a troll.”
Jack looked at the creature, and then back to Hiccup. “Gobber said they only steal socks,” he whispered.
“I don’t know what Gobber has experienced, but I think this troll has a different agenda.” Hiccup looked around, hoping to see some kind of signage towards the exit. There were none. “We have to get out of here before it wakes up.”
“We need the magic,” Jack protested. “We got it from Nøkken, we can get it from that thing too!”
“You almost died getting the magic from Nøkken!” Hiccup hissed back. “How do you suppose we even go about that? Wake him up and ask him? Hey, maybe it’s inside that gigantic cauldron over there. The one surrounded by the bones of its previous victims!”
Jack scowled at him. “You’re the one familiar with these legends,” he said. “You’re the one that can feel their magic. Where is it coming from?”
“From the troll, of course!”
“So we have to make it touch the crystal,” Jack said, “and it’s sleeping. All we have to do is sneak over there.”
“Without waking it,” Hiccup said.
“Yes, that was sort of implied.”
“This will not end well, Jack. Please let this one go.”
For a moment, it looked like Hiccup had gotten through to him. But then he shook his head. “You know I can’t afford that,” he said. “It’s been nearly a week without any progress. I’ll rather face…” He gestured at the troll, his posture faltering for a moment. “Our…dear friend George over there than Snow.”
Hiccup knew he had a point, but he didn’t want to admit it. “Snow?” he whispered instead, halfway hoping to drag out the time. “You gave her a nickname?”
“Oh, yeah. She wants to be called your Majesty, but it is a bit arrogant of her to assume she’s the ruler of winter.” Jack rolled his eyes. “Anyway. Be quiet.” And he started to tiptoe towards the troll. At least he kept his shoes on this time – probably due to all the animal remains lying around. Hiccup reluctantly followed but kept his distance. Jack reached into his satchel and brought out the right crystal, wrapping it in a part of his cloak as he inched towards the troll.
As he got closer, he got a clearer view of the creature. It was lying halfway on its back, facing mostly away from them. It had gray, wrinkly skin, though its body was covered in what looked like moss and some kind fungus, hanging off him like a stinking, repulsive imitation of clothes. It was, as the size of the tunnels would suggest, about five Stoicks tall – at least that’s what it looked like when it was lying down, its great stomach rising and falling with the breath of someone in a deep sleep. It had hair too, balding at the top of its head. Tangled in it was what unfortunately looked like mud, blood and molding pieces of meat. All he could see of its face was the toadstool growing on its nose.
Then came the snore again, and Jack almost jumped into the air. Hiccup would’ve laughed if he didn’t think they were about to be eaten alive, and if Jack hadn’t taken a step backwards, stepping onto a bone. Hiccup had heard his fair share of bones snapping in his eighteen-year-long life, but never had he heard one snap as obnoxiously and dramatically as this one.
They both froze. The troll shifted in his sleep, making a nauseating smacking sound with its mouth. Hiccup swallowed the bile coming up his throat; he decided in that moment he’d never complain about the smell of dragon dung again. But the troll didn’t wake up, and Jack walked the rest of the way over to the troll’s shoulder. Gingerly, he pressed the crystal against the dry, molding skin.
The troll did not wake up. Jack slowly turned around and started his trek back, sending Hiccup an incredulous smile, like he had also been fully convinced they would be eaten alive. It was mildly infuriating, but Hiccup had other things he needed to focus on. Finding a way out was high on the list of priorities.
That was, of course, when things went wrong.
Out of the darkness, something long slid across the floor. Hiccup barely had time to yell, “look out!” before what he realized was the troll’s tail swatted Jack sideways. Jack gave a choked cry, and as he went sprawling, the crystal got knocked out of his hand and soared straight to Hiccup. Hiccup didn’t think; he caught it in the air with his bare hand, and in the same moment realized his mistake.
Nothing happened. He stared at the crystal in his hand, then looked around to check if anything had changed. Jack stared at him as well. Was this supposed to happen? Was it sort of like finding oneself in a dream and not realizing it? Hiccup was about to voice these questions, but just then the troll grunted and rolled over. Its eyes were open. They were just a muddy brown, no irises or pupils. Hiccup could still tell it was looking directly at them.
“Run, Jack!” Hiccup cried, as if he needed telling.
The troll gave a low, bone-rattling growl as it pushed itself to its huge, hairy feet. It opened its mouth in what almost looked like a grin, revealing a row of too many rotting teeth.
Jack set into an impressive sprint and leapt away at the last moment as the troll’s hand flattened on the spot he’d just been occupying. “The tunnels!” he yelled, grabbing Hiccup’s arm, pulling him along. Hiccup made a mental note to later praise Jack’s fast thinking even in completely disastrous situations such as this one – if there was a later, that is.
The troll roared, making every nerve in Hiccup’s body want to freeze in fear and just cower. It was indescribable; he’d met dragons with louder, shriller roars than this, but there was just something about the troll’s guttural cry – almost human, but not quite – that immediately sent Hiccup’s brain into a panic.
They bolted back the way they came, towards the tunnel opening. Maybe they could lose the troll in the haphazard, winding tunnels – or maybe the troll would just play a grotesque game of tag with them in there, until they were too exhausted to keep running. They were almost at the opening when Hiccup dared look over his shoulder, and saw the troll yank the cauldron from its hinges, raise it above its head and launch it at him and Jack.
Hiccup tackled Jack sideways. The cauldron hurtled across the floor with such force, Hiccup didn’t want to imagine the mess they would’ve left behind if it had hit them. He had just a second of relief before he realized where the cauldron was heading, now that it had missed its initial targets.
There was a sound like thunder as the cauldron lodged itself in the tunnel, blocking their only exit. Hiccup and Jack scrambled to their feet and turned around just in time to see the troll advancing on them – not running, but not exactly in a leisurely fashion either, like it was trying to explain that while it had them exactly where it wanted them, and there was no need to hurry, it was still very much excited to eat them.
“Uh-oh,” Jack said, and Hiccup nodded in agreement. His hand was tight around Hiccup’s wrist. “What now? Is there another way out?”
“I’ll buy you some time to find out,” Hiccup replied in a faux-calm tone. “We have to split up. Now!”
They bolted in opposite directions, and the troll staggered for a moment to decide which of them it wanted to follow. To Hiccup’s relief, the troll fixed its beady, brown eyes on him and not Jack, but the relief quickly turned to terror as the troll let out an earsplitting shriek. Hiccup’s hand wrapped frantically around Inferno, and as the blade slid out of the hilt, he probably would have looked more heroic hadn’t he set into a panicked sprint when the troll thunder after him.
“Please, Thor, give me some more fire,” he prayed. He jumped behind one of the pillars, but it only bought him a little more time. The troll flailed with its mossy arms as it came to a stop, letting out a grunt that sounded almost comically annoyed. Hiccup supposed it wasn’t used to hunt for prey with working legs. Well, leg. It advanced on Hiccup again.
“Hiccup!” Jack yelled from the other side of the room. “Are you crazy?”
“Just the usual Hooligan-amount,” Hiccup replied as he ignited Inferno. Like an answered prayer, the flames came to life just a little brighter than before. He laughed triumphantly and pointed the blade at the troll.
The troll stopped momentarily, tilting its giant head quizzically to the side. Hiccup hoped it feared the flames in the same way as Nøkken had. The Snow Queen hadn’t been bothered, but no offence to George here, he and Nøkken didn’t give Hiccup the impression that they were exceptionally intelligent. Especially George; trolls were not famous for their quick wits, if the stories had any truth to them.
The troll grunted again and swatted the sword carelessly out of Hiccup’s grasp, only shaking its hand as if it had been poked with a wooden splinter. The blade skidded across the floor. Hiccup barely had any time to curse before he had to dodge the troll’s fist and he leapt sideways, landing in a painful sprawl.
“Could we just talk about this?” he yelled as he staggered backwards to his feet.
The troll replied with another roar. It was a bit saddening that Hiccup could list several Hooligans that would not be able to present a more eloquent reply.
He didn’t have any other choice but to run. The troll was at his heels, the ground shaking under each of its giant steps like the mountain was about to collapse. It bellowed something that could be words but definitely not in any language that Hiccup understood. He couldn’t see Jack, so he only hoped he was busy looking for some hidden passageway while Hiccup was still alive. On the bright side, since he was currently running for his life, Hiccup had no time to freak out over how surreal this was. Perhaps he’d get the time to reevaluate his sanity later.
By some miracle, he reached Inferno, but what good did that do him? Obviously, this sword was nothing but a matchstick to the troll, or maybe a flaming toothpick at best. He brandished his sword but felt a lot less brave than before. It was probably a better idea to just keep running. So that’s what he did.
“Jack! Any luck?” he shouted, leaping around another pillar. He peeked around it, then ducked with a yelp as the troll’s hands came around it from each side, clapping together. He scrambled away. “Jack!”
There was no reply. Maybe he’d found a way out. The idea that Jack had run away without Hiccup was so outlandish, Hiccup didn’t believe it for a second. Still, one could dream. It would have been one thing on a very short list of smart things Jack had ever done all the while Hiccup had known him.
He knew he couldn’t keep running forever. While his lungs had begun to ache and his leg was sending a bolt of pain up his hip for each step, George seemed to be doing just fine. In fact, the troll only seemed vaguely annoyed that it had to do actual work instead of just plucking Hiccup out of its death trap. Not so much that it wanted to give up, of course.
So there was only one thing Hiccup could do. He turned around.
“This is—this is your last chance!” he warned at the approaching troll, concentrating on bravely standing his ground as he watched it trample towards him. As far as threats went, he would be the first to admit that it needed a few adjustments. He gritted his teeth and tried convincing his brain that the troll was just a slightly more nightmarish version of Snotlout, and this was but a harmless sparring match.
Not a giant cave troll – just Snotlout on a bad day. Easy mistake.
Hiccup charged, making a valiant attempt at the Hairy Hooligan War Cry. He’d give himself some credit just because the troll looked a bit confused at this turn of events. Not frightened, as was the desired effect, but still. The troll reached out as if to grab Hiccup had squeeze him to death, but Hiccup managed to slide right under his hand, and rolled to a stop right by the troll’s feet. He did the only thing that seemed sensible in the moment and brought the sword down through its right foot.
Inferno wasn’t a very sharp sword. Hiccup used it to befriend dragons and rarely to harm, so he felt a little bad when the flaming blade went through the troll’s flesh. It screeched, kicking out with its wounded foot, and in the process, pushed Hiccup so hard he went flying. He hit the ground and must have blacked out for a moment, because when he shakily pushed himself up, he had to take a second to remember where he was and what was going on.
He remembered when he spotted the troll, pulling out Inferno and throwing it across the hall. It came to a stop near the tunnel. The troll sent Hiccup a murderous look.
The hall was spinning. Hiccup tried getting to his feet as the troll limped towards him, but his knees kept buckling under his weight. After the first two tries, he realized he couldn’t do anything but crawl backwards. The troll raised its fist, and Hiccup instinctively covered his face, waiting to be crushed.
Then the troll gave another yowl, and Hiccup looked up and saw Jack standing behind the troll, framed by its legs, pulling the tail with all his might. Somehow, though it seemed impossible, Jack pulled hard enough to make the troll lose its balance, and as it took a step back it put its weight on the wounded foot and fell backwards. Jack sprinted out of the way and the troll crashed into one of the pillars. The pillar collapsed.
Jack ran to Hiccup. “Come on,” he whispered. “You have to get up.”
Hiccup wanted to answer that he was okay, but he was too busy staring up. There was a sound like distant, crackling thunder, and with it a pattern like lightning was beginning to spread on the ceiling. Jack followed his eyes, and then brought an arm under Hiccup’s shoulder, hoisting him to his feet.
“It’s coming down,” Hiccup said.
“I know,” Jack said. “We have to run.”
Behind them, the troll was recovering from its fall. It didn’t seem to take notice of the fallen pillar, nor the problems a fallen pillar generally would cause.
Jack was leading them towards the tunnel, and Hiccup did his best to ignore the pain as they ran. He didn’t know what Jack planning – if he was planning anything or just hoping for the best – but understood when he took a hold of the cauldron’s rim and pulled. The cauldron lay sideways. It was too big to climb, but maybe if they managed to tip it over, it could shelter them from the crumbling ceiling – though it might also trap them inside and then they would slowly starve to death, which sounded worse than being instantly crushed.
“Help me!” Jack ordered, and Hiccup put those thoughts aside.
He ignored the horrible smell coming from the cauldron and grabbed the other side. It was too heavy. The troll was galloping towards them, and the cave shook with its steps. There was a horrifying rumble as the ceiling started to collapse, huge boulders crashing down into the hall. Hiccup thought it must be the adrenaline, because just then the cauldron tipped over. Everything went dark. He reached for Jack, pulling him close as if that would make any difference if the cauldron wasn’t sturdy enough to shield them.
Hiccup clenched his eyes shut and listened to the roar of a mountain collapsing over them.
In times like this, one tends to just shut the brain off and leave one’s fate to the gods. Hiccup couldn’t tell if the rumbling lasted for ten seconds or a hundred. But suddenly it came to a stop, and for the next few moments, all he could hear was the ringing in his own ears.
Jack exhaled shakily, his breath brushing over Hiccup’s neck as a reminder that they were both still alive. Slowly, he sat up. Hiccup felt his hand against his cheek.
“You okay?” he whispered.
Hiccup let himself breathe and nodded. “I think so.”
They fell quiet and listened. Outside of the cauldron was dead silence. Either the mountain had stopped collapsing and the troll was crushed, or the cauldron was blocking out the noise. Jack moved away. Hiccup heard him groan as he tried to lift the cauldron, and he quickly moved to help him. He just managed to slide his hands under the rounded rim.
“On three,” Jack panted. “One, two…”
Hiccup put every ounce of his strength into it, ignoring the way his body protested. Jack made a guttural noise, and the cauldron slowly lifted off the ground. Pale light spilled into the blackness, revealing that they thankfully hadn’t been buried alive, and suggested that the hall collapsing had offered them at least one good thing: a way out.
Jack kicked his staff out of the cauldron before they both leapt sideways and let the cauldron fall again. Hiccup gave a choked cry when pain shot up his leg, and Jack was at his side immediately.
“I’m fine,” Hiccup groaned, and sent the cauldron a glower. It had fallen on his prosthetic. Hiccup didn’t bother to try and get it out, because it was definitely broken. He had one other spare with Toothless anyway. He took it off, and the two of them staggered to their remaining feet.
As Hiccup had hoped, the collapsed ceiling had created a hole in the mountain wall, at the very top of the heap of rubble and rock. And like Thor really had taken a liking to Inferno, the blade lay mostly unburied by the opening to the tunnel. Hiccup picked it up and fastened it to his side.
The troll was nowhere to be seen. It had to be dead.
They climbed the heap with some difficulty, Hiccup leaning on Jack for support. When they got to the top and looked out to the outside world, Hiccup was surprised to see that it was still only twilight. But they’d been inside the mountain for at least a few hours. At the very least a couple. It should have been pitch black outside.
Below them, the lake stretched out. Hiccup didn’t recognize the landscape and guessed they were on the other side of the mountain. There was also no safe way to go down.
Then, there was a sudden explosion behind them, followed by an earsplitting shriek. Hiccup and Jack whirled around to see the troll struggle out of the heap, its eyes all but glowing red with hatred as it glared at the two of them.
Hiccup turned to Jack. “We have to jump,” he told him.
Jack’s face instantly turned slack with fear. He started shaking his head. Hiccup cupped his face as gently as he could in a hurry and brought their foreheads together.
“It’s okay. I’ve still got you. Take my hand.”
“Hiccup—”
The troll had gotten to its feet and was rapidly scrambling up the rocks.
Hiccup took Jack’s hand and squeezed it. “Now,” he said.
And they jumped.
The water hit them painfully, and they went deep under. Hiccup held onto Jack’s hand and pulled him close once they’d slowed down. Jack’s eyes were clenched shut and he was flailing in panic. Hiccup brought him close and kicked upwards towards the surface. They broke it, and Jack coughed up water and gasped for air.
“You’re okay,” Hiccup said, but it didn’t look like Jack heard him or even registered his presence. He didn’t complain when Jack desperately latched onto him, though it did make it a little hard to keep his own head overwater. But he managed. What kind of Viking would he be if he didn’t know how to swim?
He grabbed Jack’s staff which he found floating in the water a couple of meters away from them and swam towards land. Jack’s breath was ragged and shallow, but it looked like he was beginning to realize that they were still alive.
They were almost there when there was a gigantic splash behind them.
“Are you kidding?” Hiccup moaned. He didn’t bother to look back to check if the troll really had cannonballed onto the lake. He already knew it had. The splash created a large wave that carried them faster to land, but they went under in the process.
Jack pressed a hand over his mouth. His face was pinched but his eyes were open. He made a sort of paddle, not quite swimming, but a valiant effort that made Hiccup’s chest swell with pride.
They got footing and staggered onto dry land, but they didn’t have time to rest. The troll was right behind them, and Hiccup couldn’t walk.
“Toothless!” Jack cried.
It was a good idea, but Hiccup didn’t think he would make it in time.
“You have to go,” he told Jack. Jack sent him an incredulous stare, but Hiccup just shook his head, glancing at the troll that was coming out of the lake, looking somehow even more terrifying than before. “Jamie needs you.”
“You’re coming too,” Jack said. “I’ll carry you!”
Hiccup couldn’t help but laugh. “You have to run, Jack. You have to go now. You and Jamie can go on without me.”
“No. I can’t,” Jack said, and Hiccup wanted to scream because he knew just from his tone that he wouldn’t be able to convince him. Then he reached to Hiccup’s side and grabbed Inferno. Before Hiccup could protest, Jack pushed him backwards and stepped in between him and the troll. The blade slid out of the hilt and Jack held it out in the same way that he carried his staff.
The troll was unafraid as it marched onto the grainy beach. Its breathing was heavy and ragged. Black inky liquid was running down its face and his right foot left bloody footprints in the sand. It roared.
They didn’t stand a chance.
And then, sunlight spilled over the horizon.
The troll looked up and staggered back into the water. It gave a cry as if the sunlight burned it, and it covered its face, falling back into a cowering crouch. Hiccup and Jack could only watch in horrified fascination as the troll’s skin started to change, turning drier and grayer and…
“Of course,” Hiccup breathed, bringing a hand to his forehead.
The troll froze in its fetal position and toppled into the water, cold and gray as stone. And that was exactly what it was.
Jack slowly lowered the sword and just dropped it into the sand. He staggered back and sat down beside Hiccup, staring at what was left of the creature.
“What…” he began, his voice weak.
“Uh…Trolls…I mean, according to legend,” Hiccup started, not quite believing his eyes either, “turn to stone in sunlight.” He paused. “Wait. Sunlight? How can it be sunlight?”
This made even less sense than it still being twilight; they hadn’t been in there for that long, especially considering how long the nights were at this time of year.
Hiccup tried to swallow, but his mouth was incredibly dry. His heart was still beating a panicked tattoo in his chest. The cold was starting to seep into his body.
He let out a slightly hysteric chuckle. Jack’s lips pulled into an uncertain smile, which only made Hiccup laugh harder. He let himself fall backwards into the sand and ran his hands over his face, unable to suppress the giggles.
“Oh man. There goes my sanity. About time.”
Jack started laugh too. His voice was hoarse and shaky. There was a thump as he fell back as well. “I’m really tired,” he confessed.
Hiccup nodded in agreement. He opened his eyes and rolled his head sideways. His face was close to Jack’s, but right now he was too exhausted to feel jittery about it. He smiled.
“You swam, just then,” he said.
Jack looked back at him, his mouth ajar. Then he weakly returned the smile. His eyes looked misty. “Sort of,” he said. “I tried.”
Hiccup’s stomach did a funny motion. He smiled wider and unthinkingly reached up to cup Jack’s cheek again, moving in to—to what? He faltered, and then saved himself by bringing their foreheads together again. Jack exhaled shakily and leaned into the touch, much to the butterflies in Hiccup’s stomach’s delight.
“You were amazing,” Hiccup whispered. “You really are.”
The moment was disrupted when a familiar roar split the morning silence, and they both looked up. Toothless soared overhead with Jamie on his back.
“Jack! Hiccup!” Jamie called down, sounding halfway out of his mind.
Toothless landed not-too-gracefully but didn’t seem to mind as he bounded over to Jack and Hiccup, still with Jamie on his back as he attacked them with dragon kisses.
“Hey, bud!” Hiccup laughed, attempting and failing at shielding his face. “It’s okay! We’re okay!”
Jamie jumped off Toothless and ran to Jack’s side. “What happened?” he demanded, and now he sounded close to tears. “You were gone for so long, I thought—I thought—”
“I’m sorry,” Jack said, and pulled Jamie into a hug. “But we’re fine. Just…A lot did happen in there, I can’t lie.”
The fairy came zipping around them as well, chirping rapidly. Jack laughed when she came up to his face and cradled her lovingly. Then she moved on to check on Hiccup, not with quite the same amount of affection, but Hiccup was flattered that she cared, nonetheless.
Jamie sniffled as he pulled back, looking back and forth between Jack and Hiccup. “You’re hurt,” he said, pointing at Hiccup’s head and his missing leg.
Now that Jamie had brought it to attention, Hiccup felt a violent thumping on the side of his forehead. He imagined a nice bump was forming there.
“It could’ve been much worse, I’ll tell you that,” he muttered. He looked up at the ever-brightening sky and shook his head. “How can it be morning? We can’t have been in there for that long.”
Jack shook his head. “Must be something with the magic,” he mumbled in resignation.
“You found magic?” Jamie asked.
Hiccup met Jack’s eyes. He reached into a pocket and brought out the crystal, holding it with his bare hands.
“We met a troll,” Hiccup explained. Jamie’s eyes widened comically. “Um, it’s in the water now. Over there, yeah. That’s the one. But it’s just a rock now, because of the sun. Um, also the crystal isn’t energized, but…I swear the troll was magic. It should have worked. I could feel it.”
Jack looked at the stone in the water.
“You met a troll?” Jamie hissed. “And it turned to stone?”
Hiccup nodded. “Yep. Gobber will be ecstatic to hear about it. You can see its footprints in the sand over there.”
Jack got to his feet at that. He grabbed the crystal from Hiccup and walked over to one of the patches of blood-stained sand. He pressed the crystal into it.
Hiccup could only sigh when Jack went limp as a ragdoll, face first into the sand.
“I see. The blood is magic.”
Jamie was shaking his head. “You met a troll,” he muttered, too wrapped up in this fact to notice that Jack had passed out.
“I guess we’re doing this here,” Hiccup said, getting to his feet. “At least we have a blanket now. Come on, Jamie. You have to follow your dumb big brother.”
Notes:
Hello friends. You may have noticed that I have set up a final chapter count up there. Take this with a grain of salt. I am not Good at Estimating. But it's going to be Around that length, and if all the chapter end up around the same word count, I think the final word count will be around 400k which is... way too long for a fic that was originally going to be a one-shot sick fic. But I hope you enjoyed this chapter - a little homage to the fairytales I grew up with, though HiJack fought the troll instead of tricking it into cutting open its own stomach or something like that. You know how I love writing action scenes. (SARCASM.)
I should say that my assignments are piling up now so there's a chance the chapters will come out a bit slower than usual. Sorry about that!
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Chapter 31: The gang ventures into another deep, dark tunnel - willingly, this time
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Burgess! Again?” Jamie looked up at the familiar statue of Thaddeus Burgess. Baby Tooth flew near his head, and apart from her, the entire town seemed void of motion. “Jack?”
“Here,” Jack replied, and Jamie spotted him standing in the middle of the street. No cars were about, being the middle of the night, they would’ve just passed through Jack anyway. Jamie hurried up to him, his mind spinning with questions.
“How do you feel?” Jamie asked, which was a thing he should get out of the way before bombarding him with the questions he actually wanted to ask.
Jack was looking around quizzically, but he met Jamie’s eyes at the question, his frown softening. “Good,” he said, and sounded surprised. “But I guess I’m not currently inhabiting my own body, which is a relief, I gotta say.”
Jamie couldn’t take it anymore. “What happened? When you fell down that hole? Where did you go? Inside the mountain? Was there really a troll or was Hiccup just joking? It doesn’t seem like the kind of thing he’d joke about, though.”
“Deep breaths,” Jack advised with a laugh, ruffling Jamie’s hair. “No, Hiccup wasn’t joking.”
It was almost too much to handle. Jamie was faintly aware that he was gaping. “What did it look like?” he whispered, not knowing why he felt the need to whisper. “Before it turned to stone, I mean.”
“Big and ugly,” Jack said, “and hairy. He needed a shower, that George.”
“George?”
“Things always seem less terrifying once you give it a name.”
“That’s incredible,” Jamie said, feeling slightly dizzy at the thought of meeting a real-life troll. Of course, the thought had occurred to him, the possibility that they might exist since so many other mythological creatures did, but it had seemed too good to be true. He was struck with a sudden envy that he hadn’t been there to see it…but when he remembered the state of Jack and Hiccup, maybe what he actually should be feeling was relief.
Oh yeah. Jack and Hiccup had seemed thoroughly rattled. If Jamie really had seen what he thought he had seen on the beach just now, it must’ve been an extraordinarily close brush with death.
Jack and Jamie walked side by side up the street in silence for about four seconds.
“Were you kissing just now?”
Jack looked like he tripped on air. He sent Jamie a bewildered look. “What?”
Jamie realized that he maybe hadn’t seen what he thought he’d seen. “Uh…nothing,” he said convincingly.
“Kissing?” Jack repeated and sounded for a moment like a much younger boy, disgusted by the idea.
Baby Tooth exploded into a series of high-pitched, aggressive chirps, zipping around Jack’s head. Jamie took a step back, because he’d never seen her react to anything in that way and it was a bit frightening.
“Wow, wow, wow, wait!” Jack yelped, dodging Baby Tooth’s attacks. “Baby Tooth, calm down, I wasn’t—Knock it off!“ And then he started to laugh, sending Jamie an incredulous stare. “What, why—why on earth would we be…No, no.” He shook his head, like he’d never heard anything more outlandish.
“Okay. It just looked like you were,” Jamie said, trying not to sound nervous. His face felt incredibly warm.
“Uh, well…” Jack looked like his cheeks were getting warm too. He shifted his gaze, but sent Baby Tooth an amused smile. “We weren’t kissing. It’s just…It’s been a long night, is all. We were both a bit shaken up.”
“Oh, I see,” Jamie said quickly, “that’s fine then, forget I asked. What happened in there?”
Jack frowned at him, but before he got to comment on Jamie’s behavior, something caught their attention. No, not something – someone, shooting up into the sky. Jack realized at which point in time they’d landed before Jamie did, putting a hand on his shoulder.
“This was—” he stammered. “This was last Easter. This is when Sandy—”
He cut himself off, but Jamie already had a creeping suspicion of what he was about to say. Up in the sky, he could make out the Sandman and Jack Frost, pursued by a hoard of Pitch’s Nightmares. The sight made Jamie’s stomach plummet. He grabbed Jack’s sleeve.
“What do we do?” he whimpered, because suddenly it felt like they had to do something to help. They’d been invisible observers all this time, but now, seeing those creatures again, and seeing Jack and Sandy fight them so valiantly in the sky all alone, Jamie felt a sense of duty, just like he had last Easter Sunday.
When he looked up, he saw that Jack felt the same. His expression was grim as he stared up at his past self and his fellow Guardians. “We…We have to find the crystal,” he said. “Quickly, before…before that happens. I don’t want to…” He bit his lip. “But where can it be?”
Jamie felt his breath leave him when he saw what else was going on in the sky. “Is that the sleigh?” he yelped.
Jack didn’t answer, but he didn’t need to. Sure enough, the sleigh shot through the sky, halfway disappearing into the dark clouds. Then he spotted the faint green shape of the Tooth Fairy, zooming straight at the Nightmares. The dark creatures dissolved in the impact, but more kept coming. If only they stood a little closer, he might see all that was happening – but the sky was cloudy, and even if they had been standing right beneath the battle, the Guardians were too high in the sky.
“All the other times, we’ve found the crystal somewhere significant,” Jack said, and was beginning to walk towards the battle, his hands twitching like they were searching for his staff. Jamie hurried after him as he set into a run. “And the significant thing that happened…” He shook his head desperately.
Jamie imagined the crystal materializing in the air, then falling down into the city someplace they’d never find it, but somehow, he knew that wasn’t the case. The crystals hadn’t materialized in any of the other visions. It had just been lying somewhere, as if it had always been there.
“What significant thing will happen?” Jamie asked, though he thought he knew. After all, there must have been a reason for the Sandman’s absence, and then his triumphant return. So, he kept talking before Jack felt pressured to answer: “It must be connected to you and the Guardians, right? Where were you when that thing happens?”
Jack stopped for a moment and looked up. “The sleigh,” he said. He turned to Baby Tooth. “You have to get up there and look for it. Can you do that?”
Baby Tooth’s chirp sounded almost indignant, like she still wasn’t over the kissing-thing. But she shot up into the sky, leaving Jack and Jamie only to watch. Jamie felt pretty useless, and the wrinkle between Jack’s brows told him he felt the same. The fight continued above them. Jamie could hear North’s battle cries – or more like battle-laughter – but he couldn’t quite see them in the dark clouds. Only bursts of light filtered through.
“Come on,” Jack said.
He led them through the streets, navigating the town with the confidence and ease of someone who had spent 300 years roaming it – if only a little haltingly, because things probably looked slightly different from the ground. They ran up the fire escape on the back of an apartment building, leading to the building’s roof. The battle thundered on, now directly above them. Baby Tooth was nowhere to be seen.
“Hurry up, Baby Tooth,” Jack said in a thin voice, his eyes following Sandy, who was now standing on his cloud of dreamsand. They were so high up, he was only a golden coin in the sky, surrounded by the glistening black of Pitch’s Nightmares.
Jamie inhaled sharply when he saw Jack – Jack Frost – falling out of the sky, grasping for his staff. Then he caught it and landed on the sleigh, and Jamie caught a glimpse of the Easter Bunny. Just as a Nightmare galloped straight at the sleigh, the sleigh disappeared behind a cloud.
“You shouldn’t see this, Jamie,” Jack said, and put a hand on his shoulder.
But Jamie couldn’t look away. He could only watch in stunned silence as Pitch drew a dark arrow, and shot Sandy in the back. Jack Frost’s cry echoed through the night, and the present Jack’s hand tightened on Jamie’s shoulder. Black engulfed the gold. Jack Frost came into view, and was soaring towards Sandy, but even Jamie could tell it was too late. There was a last flash of light, before it went out completely.
Jack Frost faltered. Then he gave another cry, so full of grief and fury, Jamie almost didn’t recognize him. He rocketed towards Pitch, only falling back when a tidal wave of black sand descended on him. It hit him straight on, and Jamie could not imagine – even if he knew better – that there was any way to survive such an attack. But then pale blue glowed through the darkness, only seconds before it exploded in a blinding light. There was a sound like deafening thunder.
Lightning, Jamie thought with wonder.
The nightmare sand, crackling with frost and electricity, blew up, catapulting both Pitch and Jack out of the sky. Jamie was too busy following the falling Jack Frost with his eyes to see what happened to Pitch. (Frankly he didn’t care much about what happened to Pitch). He saw the Tooth Fairy catch him and lower him back into the sleigh.
“How did you do that?” Jamie breathed, and looked up at Jack.
Jack was looking at the scene with a tight expression. He sighed and closed his eyes. “I don’t know,” he said. “It just happened. I didn’t know I could.”
Jamie placed a hand over Jack’s, which was still resting on his shoulder. “This isn’t happening right now. It’s in the past,” he reminded him, because they both knew it was easy to get confused in these visions.
“I know,” Jack said, and sent him a grateful smile. “It’s hard to see them again, but not being able to…” He trailed off and looked up again. The sleigh soared through the sky for another few seconds, before a portal opened, and it disappeared into it. Jack frowned. “I hope Baby Tooth didn’t forget she’s not actually here.”
Just as he said it, the aforementioned came flying down from the sky, obviously emptyhanded since they were still here. She chirped apologetically, seeming so upset that Jack gathered her in his palms.
“It’s okay,” he assured her. “It wasn’t there?”
Baby Tooth shook her head and Jack frowned.
“Did something else happen this night?” Jamie asked. “When was this?”
“Night before Easter,” Jack said.
Jamie blinked. “Night—Like the night before Easter?” he asked, and Jack nodded. “But that was when the Guardians were in my room! That was, like, the best day of my life!”
Jack frowned at him. Then he started to nod. “That might be it,” he said. “The crystal might be in your room. I mean, it doesn’t seem as significant as the battle we just observed, but it was pretty fun setting off the alarm. Come on!”
Jamie followed him, and they were already back down on the streets before Jack’s words registered. “Wait, what?” he said. “Setting off the alarm?”
“Oh. Yeah, I was there,” Jack said, and sounded a bit embarrassed about it. “Helping Tooth out and all. Oh, don’t look so sad, Jamie, it’s not your fault.”
But Jamie did feel sad. “I can’t believe I saw all the Guardians but not you,” he mumbled.
Jack ruffled his hair. “You saw me too. A day later,” he said with a grin. “Don’t worry about it. Come on, we should hurry.”
Which was Jack-speak for I’m not comfortable with talking about my feelings right now. Jamie sighed and followed.
It wasn’t until they were standing in Jamie’s own driveway that he realized what the crystal might be in your room would entail. He swallowed as they walked up to the front door, and automatically reached for the handle only to have his hand pass through it. He wondered if they could just walk through walls too but decided he didn’t want to find out. Walking through his own front door was already unsettling enough.
The house was much the same as it had been the last time Jamie saw it, aside from a few Easter decorations in the windows and on the salon table. Joyce liked to keep things clean and orderly, very unlike Jamie, whose bedroom was a cluster of all his numerous interests. That was one thing he and Sophie had in common. He tried not looking too closely at things as they passed through the dark house, afraid that he would start to forget what he was doing and just meld into the vision. Still, he caught himself tiptoeing out of pure habit, like he did whenever he snuck down to the kitchen for a midnight snack.
Jack was in the front, looking around with mild curiosity. He smiled as they passed a photograph of Jamie, Sophie and Joyce from one time they’d gone on a hiking trip. Jamie had been about eight at the time, and Sophie just three. Being only three obviously hadn’t stopped her form joining them on their hike, though the trip had originally only been for Jamie and his mom.
Jamie felt himself choking up at the memory, and he swallowed painfully. He was glad Jack was in front of him, so he couldn’t see his face. But then, as they got up to the second floor and Jack went to Jamie’s bedroom door, Jamie’s feet came to a stop by another door. It stood ajar, and Jamie peeked inside before he could stop himself.
Joyce had a tendency to fall asleep with her reading lamp on. This was the case now too, and the soft light illuminated her sleeping face. Her book lay open beside her pillow, Joyce’s hand on the pages, as if she was trying to bring the story into her dreams.
Without noticing, Jamie had stepped inside the room, and was inching closer until he was kneeling by his mom’s bedside. Faintly, he could feel his focus waning. All he wanted was to be here, right now. For a moment, everything felt so normal. He was getting a bit too old to go to his mom if he’d had a nightmare, but he would still do it, sometimes. This felt like one of those times. He was scared, more scared than he liked to admit, but now that he was with his mom, things felt abruptly safe.
Jamie reached out and touched Joyce’s hand, only to pass through her. He pulled his hand back with a gasp, and then remembered: he wasn’t actually here.
His vision blurred. “Mom,” he whispered, reaching out again. His hand hovered over Joyce’s, his fingers shaking. Then he changed his mind and tried brushing his hand over her cheek instead. All he wanted was for her to wake up and look at him. He missed her so much, his chest ached with each heartbeat. “Mom. Mom. It’s me…It’s me.”
“Jamie?” came Jack’s voice from the other room, but Jamie ignored him.
He continued stroking his mom’s cheek, pretending that his fingers didn’t sink into her skin whenever he got too close. He tried holding her hand again.
Joyce’s brows furrowed. She made a soft humming noise and blinked her eyes open. “Jamie?”
Jamie’s heart almost stopped. “Mom?”
But her eyes looked blankly around the room, before she sighed and let her head fall back on the pillow. She closed her eyes and slept on.
There were footsteps behind Jamie, and he quickly turned around, having completely forgotten that Jack was even there. Jack held the crystal in his cloak, and Jamie was glad that he hadn’t just grabbed it and made them disappear the moment he’d found it. Slowly, Jack came over and kneeled beside him, wrapping an arm around him. He pressed a kiss on Jamie’s head.
“Don’t cry, Jamie. You’ll see her soon,” he murmured into his hair.
Jamie sniffled and nodded. “We should go,” he said in a quavering voice.
This time, it was Jack who had to touch the crystal because Jamie thought he couldn’t bring himself to do it.
Jack woke to the cold, painful reality of having a body. He groaned weakly, bringing a hand to his forehead only to accidentally knock the newly gained crystal against it, then spat sand out of his mouth. Beside him, Jamie snickered, before pressing his lips shut. He nodded at something behind Jack, and Jack looked over his shoulder to see Hiccup dozing off beside him, holding onto one of Toothless’ paws in his sleep. Toothless himself had lifted his head upon Jack and Jamie’s awakening, looking as groggy as a dragon possibly could. Then he put his head back down and snored on.
A small fire was crackling in front of them, and they were wrapped in the blanket Hiccup had found in the village. Hiccup himself was not wrapped in the blanket, so Jack suspected he hadn’t meant to fall asleep. He turned to Jamie.
“You okay?” he whispered.
Jamie looked down but nodded. “Let’s just go to sleep,” he said.
Jack nodded. He took Jamie’s hand and squeezed it. “We’re one step closer now, Jamie,” he said. “We’ll be home soon.”
“Home,” Jamie repeated, with longing. He squeezed back and smiled. “You should get Hiccup over here. His neck’s gonna be wrecked tomorrow if he sleeps like that.”
Which was Jamie-speak for I don’t want to talk about it right now. Jack smiled back and nodded. He got up to crouch next to Hiccup instead, but when he made to shake his shoulder, he hesitated. Hiccup’s neck was bending in a way that certainly couldn’t be comfortable, but his face conveyed the emotion of pure and utter relaxation, like his body had completely turned off every nerve ending in order to let him sleep. The thought of waking him now felt like a crime, but Jack knew Hiccup would thank him in the morning.
He reached for Hiccup’s shoulder for the second time then hesitated for another reason. Like an uninvited guest, Jamie’s question from earlier popped up into his head. Were you kissing just now? Of course they hadn’t been kissing! What a strange question. Though to be fair, their faces had been close and it probably could’ve looked like they were kissing from the distance that Jamie had seen them. But kissing…Jack had never kissed anyone before. At least, if he had, he couldn’t remember it, and he thought he remembered most of his childhood at this point.
In fact, he’d never really given the concept of kissing much thought at all. He had more important things to think about. And whenever he saw other people kissing, he had a tendency to remove himself from the scene because it felt creepy being an invisible onlooker. Though…it would’ve been a lie to say that there hadn’t been a few times he’d lingered.
Kissing…Personally, he had no experience whatsoever, but he’d heard good things.
But kissing Hiccup?
Jack’s hand hovered over Hiccup’s shoulder. He’d completely forgotten about Jamie and Baby Tooth’s presence before Jamie softly cleared his throat, and Jack pulled his hand away automatically. He glanced at Jamie. He was leaning against Toothless’ with his eyes closed, but Jack had a suspicion he’d been watching.
He gently shook Hiccup’s shoulder. “Hiccup,” he whispered. “You need the blanket too. It’ll cover all of us if we lie in a cat pile. Maybe.”
Hiccup snorted when he woke up and looked around confusedly. His eyes settled on Jack. “Oh…Yeah. Crystal…Crystal went fine?” he mumbled in a yawn, obviously too sleepy to form a proper sentence.
Jack nodded. “Crystal did went fine, yes,” he agreed and held out a hand. “Come on. I’ll take first watch.”
Hiccup was too tired to even argue. He started shivering as they moved back to Jamie. Jack was about to lie down on Jamie’s other side but stopped when Jamie shook his head.
“Uh…you’re both a bit wet and cold still, so I’d like to sleep on the edge, if you don’t mind,” Jamie said, and there was something about his formalness that made Jack frown at him. But Jamie just smiled innocently. Hiccup was already snoring again, and Jamie scooted away and patted the ground between them.
“Okay,” Jack said slowly. He crawled in between Jamie and Hiccup and pulled the blanket over all three of them. Baby Tooth settled in the crook of Jamie’s neck, and when they were all comfortable – or as comfortable as you could get on a cold, grainy beach – Toothless draped a wing over them.
Jamie had given quite clear – though somewhat suspicious – instructions that he wanted Jack to dry up before getting close to him, so Jack huddled up to Hiccup instead.
And then he thought about kissing again. What a strange thought.
George’s cauldron was no match for Toothless’ plasma blasts, and they soon had entry to the tunnels again. They stood before the now dark hallway, shifting uneasily, all waiting for someone else to take the first step.
“Maybe,” Hiccup mused, “we should just not go back into the dark, spooky tunnels. Just a suggestion.”
Jack could see where he was coming from. He stepped over the wrecked cauldron instead and walked a couple of meters into the blackness. It seemed almost unnaturally dark.
“What could be worse than a cave troll?” he said, knocking on his staff. He grinned and nodded ahead. “Come on, gang.”
Hiccup ignited Inferno and held it up as a torch as they ventured back into the maze. Jack fell into step with him, watching his face curiously in what he thought was a subtle way until Hiccup sent him a frown.
“What?”
“When we found the pit last night, you seemed so sure that it was magic,” Jack said.
Hiccup averted his gaze. “I guess,” he said reluctantly. “How so?”
“Do you still feel it?”
Hiccup opened and closed his mouth a couple of times. “I…think so,” he admitted, but bit his lip uncertainly. “It’s fainter. We must be far away.”
“Are you sure that it was magic?” Jamie asked.
“To be honest, I’m not sure about anything regarding that stuff,” Hiccup said, “but it did feel like all the other times we’ve encountered it. Maybe…” He hesitated. “Maybe slightly different. Like whatever it was, it was far away, even when we were standing at the edge. Like the aura was just an echo. It’s hard to explain.”
Jack frowned. “You’re getting good at figuring this stuff out, it seems like,” he said.
Hiccup huffed a laugh. “I guess you really can get used to anything.”
There was a sudden buzz in Jack’s chest. He found himself smiling.
This time, every time the tunnel split, they stopped and let Hiccup lead the way. And like Hiccup had said, he did seem more relaxed about it than he had before. For each stop, he closed his eyes, brows furrowing. Sometimes he would hold up a hand, as if trying to discern the direction of the wind. Though his face looked tired and guarded, there was a confidence about him now, like this quest was a shirt that he was finally growing into.
Maybe it had something to do with George. One couldn’t defeat a troll without getting a certain sense of confidence.
Eventually, they did arrive at the pit, still as gaping as it had been the night before. Hiccup shuddered visibly, and Jack put a hand on his arm. He went still at that.
“How far down is it?” Jamie asked in a thin voice.
“Far,” Jack and Hiccup said at the same time. Hiccup sighed and turned to Toothless. “Toothless and I will go down first.”
Jack wanted to argue, but for the sake of Jamie’s safety, he complied. If only he could still fly. Hiccup climbed onto Toothless, looked up at the cave ceiling as if sending a prayer to Thor, then patted Toothless gently on the neck.
“Here goes nothing, bud,” he muttered. And they jumped.
Jack and Jamie leaned over the edge of the pit as Toothless’ black wings blended into the darkness and disappeared. For a few tense seconds, there was only silence. And then…
“It’s a bit slippery,” Hiccup informed them, his voice echoing up the hole. “And…Oh Thor. Good. More tunnels! Love it.”
A relieved breath fell out of Jack. “Come back up here,” he yelled.
The sound of Toothless’ beating wings reverberated strangely up the hole until the dragon materialized out of the darkness and landed on the edge again. They both looked whole, which was a good sign. Jack and Jamie climbed up on Toothless as well, and Jack tried not thinking about the last time he’d jumped into a mysterious dark hole in the ground. At least there was no disembodied voice of a dead relative calling his name this time.
Down they went, and Jack clenched his eyes shut at the surge in his stomach. Then they landed, and even when he opened his eyes again, everything was completely dark. Hiccup reignited Inferno, but it didn’t do much. As Hiccup had said, the cave seemed to slope down into another tunnel. They had no way of knowing how far it went, or if it even led anywhere. Hiccup had also said there was something down here. Jack just hoped it wasn’t something that could run faster than them.
They all stood still for a few moments, just like they had before entering the first set of tunnels.
“I guess we’ll just go, then,” Jamie said, and went ahead. Jack couldn’t help but grin.
And so they did. Hiccup walked in the lead in a funny mix of determination and reluctance. Jack couldn’t feel anything, but judging from the way Hiccup stared ahead, there had to be something waiting for them down here. Jamie, who had started out confident, gradually walked closer to Toothless, keeping a hand on his saddle. Baby Tooth flew ahead every now and then, but she always quickly came back, obviously just as spooked by this place as the rest of them.
And Hiccup was right. It was slippery down here. Damp and dark, and the tunnel kept going deeper into the ground, just winding enough that they never could see more than a few meters ahead – not that they would’ve been able to see through the dark anyway. Their breaths and footsteps echoed solemnly, and for a long time, that was all they heard.
“Do you think,” Jack said, after what felt like a way too long stretch of silence, “this tunnel goes beneath the ocean?”
“I was thinking the same thing,” Hiccup murmured. “But we can’t be under the ocean yet. I still couldn’t see it from the sky near the mountain, and we haven’t been walking for that long.”
“Don’t be so sure,” came Jamie’s timid voice from behind. “You said you thought you’d only been gone for a short while when you’d actually been gone the entire night.”
It was a very good point, and it made both Jack and Hiccup go quiet. Jack thought to himself, and decided not to share this thought because morale was already low as it was, that maybe time flowed differently inside the mountain because it was so close to whatever was in this tunnel…and the closer they got to whatever-it-was, the more warped time became.
“How’s your head?” Jack asked instead.
Hiccup tilted his head from side to side experimentally. “Surprisingly good, aside from the mountain forming on my forehead,” he said, and he was right: there was quite a big purple bump near his right temple. “But we were incredibly lucky, I think. It was a long fall.”
Jack nodded slowly. He was right about that too. A long fall with an unlikely lack of injuries.
“And then getting kicked across the hall by that giant on top of that,” Hiccup muttered with a breathy chuckle. He sent Jack a lopsided smile. “I would’ve been done for if you hadn’t pulled its tail.”
Jack laughed. “Wouldn’t have done any good if you hadn’t already stabbed his foot,” he said, surprising himself with his own modesty. So he returned Hiccup’s soft smile with a cocky one of his own to make amends. “And you did drag out the time quite a bit with all that running. It was very heroic.”
“And you ruined it,” Hiccup snorted, elbowing Jack. “Smart thinking, though, hiding in the cauldron. Even if there was a chance we’d be buried alive and all, so I guess you could’ve thought it through a bit more.”
“Maybe. But you asked the troll if you could ‘talk about it’ in the middle of the fight,” Jack shot back.
“That was initially your idea, remember?”
Jack looked away for a moment to hide his grin. Then he looked back with an innocent expression. “No, I’m pretty sure that was you.”
“It was definitely you.”
“You hit your head, Hiccup, a bit of confusion is normal.”
Hiccup shook his head slowly, a frustrated grin on his face. “Well,” he said, “you still need to learn how to hold a sword. Because whatever it was you did back there, it wasn’t it.”
Jack shrugged. “I’ve never swung a sword before,” he said, “and I believe the best way to learn is by doing. Though…” He gave a halfhearted laugh. “I don’t think it would’ve done much difference either way, if the sun hadn’t saved us. Flesh and blood or not, trolls are still magical. Killing him would be impossible for us.”
There was a pause at that. Hiccup pursed his lips.
“Are you sure about that?” he asked reluctantly. Jack guessed he was afraid to ruin the mood like the last time this topic had been brought up. So, this time, Jack did his best to sound unbothered.
“If things aren’t different here than in our…Where we come from,” he started, catching himself before saying ‘time’, “then no, a human can’t kill a spirit. Even a troll that bleeds.”
“I guess it’s hard to kill something that was never alive in the first place.”
The words felt like a bucket of icy water. Jack managed to keep walking but couldn’t help his baffled expression.
“What? No. They’re alive,” he said.
Hiccup raised his brows doubtfully. “The Snow Queen is alive? Shouldn’t you have physical body to be alive?”
Jack stared at him. It felt like a certain puzzle piece was falling into place – the one about how a pacifist like Hiccup had been so quick to jump to this solution to the problem. After all, his nonviolence was one of the things Jack admired most about Hiccup. “Are you telling me that you would’ve hesitated about the whole killing-thing if she was human?” he asked.
Hiccup looked suddenly unsure of himself. “I…I guess?” he stammered. “If she was human, maybe she could’ve come to her senses. But she’s not more than some…magical force or something, so…”
“Maybe she won’t come to her senses, but you’ll find that type of person in both the magical and non-magical world,” Jack said, and then he did come to a stop. He placed a hand on Hiccup’s shoulder, demanding his attention. “Maybe she’s not alive in the way that you are, Hiccup, but spirits are still alive. Some of them even used to be human.”
The last part came out unexpectedly. Jack quickly let his hand fall, as if the physical touch would somehow reveal his secret. In the background, Jamie was watching with a nervous expression. He raised his brows when Jack met his eyes, as if saying, Maybe this isn’t the right time. Jack began walking again, and the rest followed.
“How?” Hiccup asked, and it was his turn to be bewildered. “How would you become a spirit all of a sudden? I hope it doesn’t have anything to do with dabbling with magic like we’re doing right now.”
“Uh…you get chosen,” Jack replied.
Hiccup looked nervous. “By who?” he asked, but then his eyebrows suddenly shot up into his hairline. “By the Moon?”
Jack felt like he’d been doused by a bucket of even colder water. “So—so they say,” he mumbled with a feeble shrug.
“That’s why you keep speaking to it,” Hiccup mused, and slowly looked pensive again. “The Moon…No offense to it, or you, but if it chose the Snow Queen to be a spirit, I can’t imagine it’s a very kindhearted…divinity?”
Jack couldn’t help but laugh. “The Moon is mysterious. Nobody knows what he’s doing. Maybe you’re onto something,” he sniffed, with just a touch of passive aggression. “I don’t really know. Obviously, not all spirits are kind, but the Moon has chosen spirits to fight against that evil before.”
“So maybe they’re not chosen,” Hiccup mused. “Maybe some of them just appear. Like…a sickness.”
Jack shuddered. “Human belief is a powerful magic on its own,” he said.
“You’re saying that we created the Snow Queen?” Hiccup asked. “Which would imply that she was not human before, right?”
“Not necessarily,” Jack said, a bit more coolly than he intended. “Maybe there’s belief first, and then a spirit is born into that legend. Or maybe he grows into his power as the belief forms. To be honest, I’m just as confused as you are. And anyway, it doesn’t even matter if she was human before or not. Baby Tooth was never anything but a spirit. Are you saying her life is worth less than a human life?”
The silence that followed was so tense it was nearly tangible. Jack belatedly became aware of his own tirade.
“No. No, that’s not what I’m saying,” Hiccup said. He looked down at his feet. “I’m…I’m sorry. I didn’t mean for it to come out that way.”
Jack swallowed. His body acted on his own, and in the next moment, he’d taken Hiccup’s hand and squeezed it. “I know,” he lied, because he didn’t know, and it terrified him. But he knew Hiccup only had good intentions. It hurt too much to see him hurt. “I’m sorry for putting words in your mouth.”
Hiccup looked down at their hands and then hesitantly back at Jack. “If what you’re saying is true,” he said, “then I don’t want to kill her either. I just hope there’s another way to make her disappear.”
Jack swallowed again, more painfully this time. “Maybe she will,” he said, “with time.”
They walked.
And they walked.
The more time that passed, the tighter Jack’s chest felt. Things started looking up, literally, when the ground started to slope slowly upwards. Then, much, much later, there was another short, promising moment, as a gust of wind blew through the tunnel. Not only did that mean the tunnel actually ended at some point, they had to be close to the exit too. But then, as the wind hit them, Inferno’s flames puttered pathetically before going out completely.
Utter darkness. There was the sound of Hiccup hitting Inferno a couple of times, but the blade had decided that it had had enough flaming for one day.
“Okay, nobody panic,” Hiccup said. “Just keep close to Toothless. He’ll hear if anything approaches.”
“And what do we do then?” Jamie squeaked. He grasped blindly at Jack’s cloak.
“Hope for the best?” Hiccup suggested helpfully.
“There’s been nothing here this far,” Jack said, putting his arm around Jamie. “It was just the wind. Don’t worry.”
Jamie shuddered. “Don’t talk like you’re in ghost story,” he pleaded.
An eerie silence settled over them. They kept walking, reluctantly putting one step in front of the other as if they would at any moment either collide with a wall or something a lot more alarming with a lot more teeth. Instead, Toothless made a sudden noise. It wasn’t a disconcerting noise, but it still made Jamie yelp and bump into Jack. Then, when the dragon suddenly picked up the pace, they didn’t have any choice but to follow.
“Oh! I see it too!” Hiccup gasped. “Light!”
“Where?” Jamie demanded. “I don’t—Wait!”
Jack could see it too now: A dim – so dim it could’ve been a trick of the mind – sketch on the pitch-black canvas. A reflection of light against the cave wall, Jack thought, and had the brief feeling of déjà vu. They moved towards the light and were greeted by another cold breeze, bringing along the smell of saltwater. It was only when the thought of the ocean made Jack’s heart beat an elated tattoo that he realized how long they’d spent down in that cave.
It was a small opening, and they had to climb up a mound of rubble and stone to get to it. Jack went first, wiggling out of the slim passage, and the first thing that greeted him was sand blowing into his face. He crawled across the sand on all fours, rubbing the grains out of his eyes and squinted around, even the pale moonlight too bright for his eyes. A beach, he noted. There was nothing about it that made it stand out from any of the other beaches of the Archipelago, and more importantly, there was nobody on it. Jack climbed up, followed by the others.
“Well,” Hiccup said, scratching his head as he looked around the plain beach. “So much for something ‘being down there’.”
Jack had to admit he was relieved. He was still exhausted from their dispute with George. “Do you still feel something?” he asked.
Hiccup shifted his weight for a few seconds, his lips tight. “Strangely…yes. I’m not sure where it’s coming from though. Not this beach, that’s for—Look out!”
What happened next happened so fast, Jack didn’t register it before he was pinned to the sand by Hiccup, and Toothless crouched over the both of them, snarling at something hidden in the beachgrass. An arrow stood up from the sand, seawater lapping lazily around it. Then there were several shouting voices, both from their side and the other.
“Stop! We’re unarmed!” Hiccup yelled, which probably would’ve been more reassuring if they weren’t in the company of one of the Archipelago’s most feared dragons.
“Jamie,” Jack shouted.
“It’s a monster!” some stranger yelped from the bushes. “Stand down!”
“We aren’t even standing!” Hiccup argued. “Put down your weapons first! We mean no harm.”
Toothless continued growling, and Jack wasn’t sure if it helped or made things worse.
“I’m good,” Jamie piped up from behind Toothless, crouching with his hands over his head.
“Tell that monster to back down, or I’ll shoot!” commanded another male voice.
“Okay! Okay,” Hiccup relented, holding up his hands. “Toothless…It’s okay. He’s completely harmless.”
The last part was directed at the men hiding in the bushes and wasn’t strictly true. The men in the bushes seemed to sense that. But slowly, they rose from their hiding places: Three burly figures, though, even in the pale light, Jack could tell they didn’t have the same impressive girths as the warriors back on Berk.
“Who are you?” the one in the middle asked. He had lowered his bow, but in a way that suggested he would be quick to nock another arrow if they made any sudden movements. “What are your intentions?”
Jack slowly got to his feet and brought an arm around Jamie. He kept his mouth shut, feeling like Hiccup might be a better peacemaker than he was.
“Our names are Hiccup, Jack, Jamie, and this is Toothless.” Hiccup gestured at the latter, and then started to gesture at Baby Tooth. “And—and, uh…” He awkwardly let his hand fall. “And we have no intentions. We didn’t know this place was inhabited.”
“Uh-huh,” said the man in the middle. He had to be some kind of commander, because the other two were completely silent and wore stoic expressions. “How did you get here?”
“The tunnel,” Hiccup answered obligingly.
The commander squinted. “The tunnel?” he repeated.
“Yes, the—” Hiccup pointed at the tunnel, but then stopped midsentence when his eyes followed his finger and realized he was pointing at plain rock. “What…?” he whispered.
“On dragonback,” Jack said. The disappearing tunnel was a problem that had to wait. “Obviously.”
“Dragonback?”
This was a new voice. A female voice, whose owner was quickly identified when a girl popped up beside the commander. She had long dark hair, bright eyes and looked to be around Jack’s age – physically, of course. She gasped when she saw Toothless, in a mix of fear and amazement.
“No way,” she breathed.
“Alva,” the commander said in a stern voice, but also with a distinct feeling of resignation.
Jack thought he probably liked this girl.
“This is serious. Go home.”
“Yeah, in a moment,” Alva replied breezily. When the commander sent her another glower, she sighed and rolled her eyes. She gestured at Jack and the rest of them. “Not counting the dragon, do they look like they’d be able to put up a fight right now? Come on.”
Hiccup sent Jack a bewildered look. Jack shrugged.
“Yes, darling, but the fact is there is a dragon there,” the commander sighed.
“I know,” Alva said, bringing her hands to her mouth. “It’s amazing. I’ve never seen a dragon up close! Who are you guys?”
“I just said—” Hiccup started.
“’Hiccup’ is obviously made up,” the commander said.
Despite the tension, Jack couldn’t hold back a laugh.
“I’m afraid it’s real,” Hiccup groused. He put a hand on Toothless’ head. “Look, he’s not going to hurt you, as long as you don’t hurt us.”
There was a long stretch of contemplative silence, until Alva suddenly yanked the commander’s bow out of his hands and leapt away from the man’s protesting grasp. She walked, a little reluctantly, down to the beach. What she was going to do with a bow but no arrows, Jack didn’t know, but he admired her courage.
“You look a bit beaten up,” she informed them, her brows furrowing with concern. “Are you hungry?”
“Incredibly,” Jamie replied, before pressing his mouth shut, surprised by himself.
Alva’s blue eyes landed on Jamie and surprise passed over her face as well. She turned to the commander. “There’s a child,” she said. “He can’t be more than twelve. They’re hungry.”
The commander’s expression tightened. He peered at Jamie, and then at the rest of them, before looking at Alva again. He sighed. “Very well,” he grumbled, and nodded at the two men at his side. “Just keep an eye on them. Come on.”
Jack had strong flashbacks to their first arrival on Berk. Thankfully, this village was a lot smaller, mostly deserted since it was in the middle of the night, and Jack and Jamie were not the main event because these people had apparently never encountered a dragon before.
“We do see them sometimes, in the sky in the distance, but they never land here,” Alva explained as they sat around the hearth in her house. Which she shared with her father, the commander, whose name Jack never caught because Alva just called him ‘dad.’ Jack didn’t mind; it made Commander Dad seem a little less threatening. Somehow, she’d convinced her father to give them food while they interrogated them. If the goal was to threaten them into giving away information, Jack would give them very few points. The food was delicious.
“So, as you might guess, this is quite exciting,” Alva continued, looking at Toothless with starry eyes. She’d been delighted when Hiccup told her dragons mostly feed on fish and had enthusiastically fetched a whole basket of fish for Toothless. “I never knew they were so…”
Toothless had his whole head in the basket, got stuck for a moment before sneezing it off.
“It’s a bit of a surprise, yeah,” Hiccup agreed with a warm smile. He turned back to Alva. “Didn’t you ever try to follow the dragons?”
Alva shrugged. “We haven’t found land nearby our island,” she said. “Obviously there must be land somewhere, wherever the dragons and the birds are going, but…”
That didn’t sound right. Jack glanced at Hiccup, and knew he was thinking the same thing.
“Which makes it all the more peculiar when a group of strangers, one of which is a dragon, suddenly pops up on our shore,” Commander Dad said. He still spoke gruffly but sounded somehow less menacing now that he wasn’t carrying a weapon. “What was that about a tunnel, you said?”
Hiccup hesitated.
“Nothing,” Jack said and gave a small laugh. “Just lightheadedness from the flight. The air is thin up there. Makes your brain a little funny.” He tapped Hiccup’s temple, making Hiccup swat at his hand.
Commander Dad stared at them before giving a heavy sigh. “I suppose we can’t ask you to leave in the middle of the night,” he murmured with the weariness of a father. “You must’ve come a long way. If you need shelter, there is a spare hut near the docks. Just know that the whole village is keeping watch.”
Hiccup smiled stiffly. “Lovely.”
“Thank you so much,” Jamie said politely.
Alva grinned. She gave her father a hug and got to her feet. “I’ll walk you there.”
Commander Dad followed them out with his eyes, but it didn’t seem like he had his heart in the whole threat-thing. When they were out, Alva just shook her head.
“Don’t worry about him,” she said, before bringing a thoughtful hand to her mouth. “Well, unless you’re actually planning to pillage us, but I feel like you are a bit outnumbered, even if you do have a dragon.”
“Don’t worry, we aren’t,” Hiccup replied, a bit absentmindedly. He was looking around at the cluster of huts and buildings, and more specifically at people poking their heads out their doors to stare. “Have you really never been away from this place, Alva?”
Alva nodded. “People have tried, but they always come back with no news,” she said. She walked closer to Hiccup, peering curiously at him. “But you guys are definite proof that there is more land out there somewhere. What is it like?”
Jack looked around and was afraid the answer would be disappointing to Alva; this island wasn’t that different from Berk. A bit dryer, maybe.
“Depends which island,” Hiccup said. “There’s a lot of them. So I have to say, it’s a bit strange that…” He trailed off, his eyes fixing on something in the distance.
They’d walked out of the main part of the village now. The huts lay scattered, and towards the docks – which was occupied by just one ship and a couple of old rowing boats – there was a moderately sized, derelict hut. That wasn’t what Hiccup was looking at, however: he was looking towards the horizon, where the fog coiled like oil over the ocean. The Moon had chosen that moment to peak beyond the clouds, white light beaming down at the thick mist.
“What about that place?” Hiccup asked.
Jack frowned at him before following his gaze again. He squinted at the fog, and sure enough, he thought he could see the outline of an island.
“Oh,” Alva said in a soft voice. “Yes. The Island of the Wraiths. It’s haunted. Nobody goes there.”
They’d stopped walking. Jack met Hiccup’s eyes. We’re going there, Jack tried to communicate. Hiccup pressed his lips together, and even without words, Jack could hear his sarcastic reply.
“Have people gone there before?” Jack asked.
Alva nodded, though with obvious discomfort. “Yup. Grandpa – the former chief that is – went there before I was born. He wanted to know what was really there, instead of trusting the rumors. Dad told me he had already gone mad by the time he washed up on shore, after being gone for three days. He was the only survivor of five.”
Hiccup’s Adam’s apple bobbed when he swallowed. “I’m sorry to hear that,” he said.
“Can we talk to him?” Jack asked.
“No, he died,” Alva said, “just a few years after the quest. It’s believed he caught a sickness on the island, or…or a curse.”
There was a heavy pause.
“Do you believe he was cursed?” Jamie asked in a small voice.
Alva looked at him silently for a few seconds, as if contemplating whether or not Jamie was old enough to hear the true answer. Then she exhaled slowly and looked back at the island, now shrouded in fog again. “I’m not sure,” she admitted. “But something does feel strange about that place.”
Hiccup looked a bit gloomy. “Yeah,” he mumbled and nodded at Jack, “it does feel a bit strange.”
Notes:
Do you hear that? It almost sounds like the gears in Jack's head starting to turn.
(By the way - I named Jamie's mother Joyce, obviously because of William Joyce, but also as a reference to this one fic I read where Jamie's mom sees Jack - I just can't remember the title of it?? If anyone knows, please let me know!!)
EDIT: Here's the fic!
Chapter 32: Nobody enjoys meeting distant relatives
Chapter Text
Despite the warnings they received, the night spent in the ramshackle hut by the shore went by painlessly – even comfortably, as their standards had dropped quite a bit after living under the open sky for so long. Alva provided them with bearskins and woolen blankets, water and firewood to light the hearth. Though the hut was old and dusty and didn’t do much to keep the cold out, Jack fell asleep hard and stayed asleep until morning.
At least he wanted to stay asleep until morning. Before the sun rose, Jack was roused awake by someone lightly shaking his shoulder. Despite the gentleness, it made him frown and attempt to swat the hand away, turning pointedly away on his bearskin. “No,” he grumbled, decisively.
A chuckle he recognized as Hiccup’s sounded softly in the dark room. “We need to get going,” he said in a whisper, “before the village wakes up.”
Jack cracked one eye open, trying to remember where he was. Slowly, he rolled onto his back again and peered up at Hiccup, crouched over him. “Can’t we wait a bit?” he pleaded.
Behind Hiccup, Toothless was nudging Jamie awake, but he was as dead asleep as Jack had been moments before. He’d be covered in dragon drool if he didn’t wake up soon.
“I’m afraid they’ll ask too many questions if they see us heading towards that island,” Hiccup said. Jack had to applaud his persistence; his eyes bore heavy bags and his face was pale with drowsiness. He had a warm but amused smile on his face, so Jack guessed there had to be something weird going on with his bedhead. “If we go now, maybe we can get back here before anyone knows we’re gone.”
Jack pursed his lips, head racing for an argument that would allow him a few more hours of sleep. “Sounds…smart, probably,” he mumbled grudgingly.
By the opposite wall, Jamie awoke with a groggy, “Ew, Toothless!” and thus Jack had to admit defeat. He sighed and pushed himself up, dragging his hands over his face. Hiccup offered him some of the bread and water Alva had left for them the evening before.
“How do you get this off?” Jamie asked in a yawn as he came over to the two of them, trailed by both Toothless and Baby Tooth. Hiccup sent him a pained smile and Jamie just sighed. “Got it,” he said and took a piece of bread.
They ate in silence for a few minutes until Jack caught Hiccup staring vacantly into the air, his brows knit tightly together while he chewed. There was a distinct line going vertically between his eyebrows, one which made him look a lot like his father. It wasn’t a bad thing, but it definitely would give him a headache if he kept it up.
Jack reached out and poked him between the eyebrows. Hiccup jerked back, giving a bewildered look.
"Why’d you do that for?” he demanded.
Jack snickered. “You think too loudly. It’s too early for that.”
Hiccup huffed but didn’t argue. He turned his piece of bread over in his hand, brows quickly going back to their previous furrowed state. “I was just thinking how strange it is that these people are just…stuck here,” he said. “It doesn’t make sense.”
“There’s something eerie about it,” Jack agreed. “We walked from one island to the other. At least they should’ve been able to find that, right?”
Hiccup nodded. “Maybe this place is nearby the edge of the world,” he mused, and didn’t sound entirely unserious. “And that island – the Island of the Wraiths – is some kind of gate into…Niflheim or something.”
Jack studied him for a few seconds. “You sound like you’ve given this a lot of thought,” he said.
“Maybe I have,” Hiccup admitted with an uneasy smile. “Something about this place just creeps me out.”
On that note, they finished their breakfast.
The village was still dark and silent when they tiptoed out of their hut and down to the beach. They climbed onto Toothless and took off towards the island, which was still shrouded in that thick, unnatural fog. Even Jack thought he could feel an aura coming from that faint silhouette, but that was probably just because it looked spooky, even from far away.
They were about halfway across when Toothless suddenly jerked sideways, giving a pained yowl. They plummeted for a moment, Toothless writhing hysterically before he took a U-turn and shot back the way they’d come.
“Toothless! What’s wrong?” Hiccup asked, reaching past Jamie to put a hand on the side of the dragon’s head. Toothless made a grumbling noise that turned into a whine, his whole body twitching as if tiny bolts were going through him.
They landed back on the beach and Hiccup tried his best to calm Toothless down.
“What Alva said about dragons not coming to this island,” Jamie said, wringing his hands. “Maybe whatever just happened has something to do with it.”
Baby Tooth chirped nervously.
“He needs to stay behind,” Jack said, translating for Baby Tooth. “Jamie is right. The magic on the island must be repelling dragons for some reason.”
Toothless whined again, looking up at Hiccup with wide, green eyes. Hiccup stroked his head and nodded.
“It’s okay, bud,” he murmured, before looking back at the others. His face was ashen, this time from fear rather than drowsiness. “Whatever’s strong enough to repel dragons can’t be good. I don’t know if this is a good idea.”
Jack didn’t think it was a good idea either. He walked over to them and trailed a hand over Toothless’ scales, like a silent apology. Hiccup already seemed thoroughly spooked by that island. Alva had warned them not to go there. Toothless was in physical pain just being near it. It was indefinitely more tempting to step away from this particular piece of magic and crawl back under the blankets.
But he kept seeing Jamie’s tearstained face where he sat by his mom’s bedside. Joyce had been separated from her son too long already; they couldn’t afford being picky.
“If you don’t want to go, I won’t force you,” Jack told Hiccup.
Hiccup looked back at him with a slightly desperate gleam in his eyes. Then he sighed. “You’re not going alone,” he said.
“You’re going?”
Jack pointed his staff at the sudden new voice but then lowered it when he saw it was just Alva, spying on them from the beachgrass much like the day before. She was standing in plain sight now, her hair tousled as if she’d just rolled out of bed. She didn’t look accusing, exactly. More like disappointed. Which was, Jack thought, worse.
“Not exactly,” Jack replied vaguely.
“Alva,” Hiccup said in a relieved voice, his hand on his heart. “Were you spying on us?”
“Maybe,” Alva said. She walked down to the beach towards them. “You know, we won’t stop you from leaving. It’s not like you’re prisoners here.” She folded her arms and looked away for a moment. “Would be nice with a farewell, though.”
“We weren’t leaving,” Hiccup said. “We were just going to check out that island.”
Alva raised her brows. “The Island of the Wraiths?” she asked, and Jack, Hiccup and Jamie nodded. “The one I told you about yesterday?” They nodded again. “The one with the, as the name suggests, wraiths, and from which four people never returned and drove one chief to madness?”
“That would be the one,” Hiccup mumbled.
Alva stared at them. “Who are you guys?”
Hiccup met Jack’s eyes, but Jack didn’t know how to answer that question either. “Look,” Hiccup said in a hushed voice and walked up to Alva. “We’re, uh…sort of on a quest. We’re looking for something—”
“A treasure hunt?” Alva inquired, falling into a whisper as well.
“Um…maybe?”
“You don’t know what you’re looking for?”
“It’s a long story,” Hiccup said. “What you said about the island seems…Well, it seems awful, but it’s unfortunately also exactly the kind of stuff we’re looking for.”
Alva squinted confusedly. “What stuff is that?”
Hiccup hesitated and glanced at Jack again. Jack smiled helplessly and shrugged.
“Magic?” Hiccup offered reluctantly.
Alva laughed. Then her face fell. “You’re serious?”
“Surprisingly, yes.” Hiccup tried for a smile. “So, with no further ado, I want to ask you not to tell the whole village about this, and if you have a boat we can borrow?”
Alva stared at Hiccup some more, then at Jack and Jamie, and then back at Hiccup again. She contemplated her answer for a long time. “…Are you already crazy? Did you come from that island? Is that why you were acting so weird?”
“It doesn’t matter if you believe us or not,” Jack said and smiled. “Maybe we are crazy. Can you help us with our crazy quest anyway, though?”
“Please?” Jamie added for good measure.
Alva exhaled shakily. “This morning turned out a lot weirder than I thought it would,” she murmured. “If you are crazy, shouldn’t I take that into account and maybe not let you go to the haunted island?”
Jack shrugged. “That’s our problem, isn’t it?”
“Oh, another thing,” Hiccup said. “Could you watch Toothless while we’re gone? He doesn’t want to go over there.”
Alva’s eyes lit up. Then she frowned. “First of all, yes, but also, if the dragon – ah, Toothless – doesn’t want to go, maybe that’s a sign that you shouldn’t either?”
It was Hiccup’s time to shrug. “Probably.”
Alva shook her head slowly. “Okay,” she said. “If I can’t change your mind. I’ll just wait in the hut meanwhile. You can take one of those boats but try not to die before returning it.” She paused. “And also, don’t die, in general.”
“Don’t worry. We haven’t died at all up until this point,” Hiccup said.
Jamie boarded the dingy rowboat after Hiccup. Jack came last, quickly sitting down when the boat rocked under his weight. He clutched the sides, a tight expression on his face.
“Sure this thing will keep us afloat?” he asked.
“It’s not sinking yet,” Hiccup said, in what was possibly an attempt at sounding optimistic. He must be the type to perceive a boat partly filled with water as half-empty instead of half-full. He caught Jack’s expression and smiled. “It won’t sink. Trust me, us Vikings know our boats.”
Hiccup sat in front of Jack and Jamie, facing them with his back to the Island of the Wraiths’ distant silhouette. He let the oars slide into the water and began rowing them out to sea with slow strokes. Jamie looked back as they drifted away from the docks. He then tried glancing stealthily at Jack, whose eyes were darting around as if searching for holes.
“What do you think we’ll find over there?” Jamie asked, hoping to get Jack’s mind off his aquaphobia. It worked, Jack’s eyes coming up from the wooden boards to meet Jamie’s, but served only to shift his focus from one worry to another.
“Well…” Jack started, his voice light as if he was searching for a way to make the Island of the Wraiths sound like a promising holiday destination. He was quiet for too long. The corners of Hiccup’s mouth quirked upwards in amused exasperation. “Wraiths, possibly,” Jack concluded.
Baby Tooth moved a little closer to Jamie’s neck. Hiccup’s smile stiffened and he glanced over his shoulder at the impending silhouette.
“Do you have any experience with ghosts?” he asked.
Jack hesitated. “Good question,” he said. “I wouldn’t say so, personally.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Hiccup asked with a nervous laugh. “Do you have any bad experiences you feel would be relevant to share?”
“Nah. Ghosts – if the one I’m thinking of really was a ghost – are just people that happen to be invisible. I wouldn’t say he was a ghost, though. It sounds too depressing. Anyway.” Jack waved his hand, as if attempting to blow the thought away. “I think the real question would be if you have any experiences with them. Everything here is tied to your people’s beliefs after all.”
Hiccup’s expression tightened a little more. “From the stories?” he asked, even though they all knew that the answer to that was yes. He hummed. “Some say they’re friendly. Most people don’t. They…rise from the grave to torment the living and, from what I’ve been told – I’ve never seen any draugr myself, thank Thor – they look like rotten corpses. Moving rotten corpses.”
Jamie felt his jaw drop. “Zombies?” he whispered.
“What?” Hiccup said.
“That doesn’t sound like the ghost stories I grew up with,” Jack mumbled, sending the island a look that was a tad more apprehensive than before. They’d come a lot closer to it, closer than Jamie expected it to be when he looked up, as if talking about the wraiths had summoned it. “Do you have Inferno, Hiccup?”
Hiccup brought up the blade and tried lighting it. It sputtered tiredly. Jamie knew how it felt.
“Needs more saliva,” Hiccup mumbled and put the sword away again. “At least it sort of works as a normal blade? A blunt one, but still.”
There was a doubtful pause.
“I’m sure it’ll be fine,” Hiccup said. “Things always turn out fine somehow. Thor only knows how.”
Thick fog was coiling along the coarse beach, so thick Jamie thought it must be artificial. Or magical, more likely. The sand quickly turned into forest – a forest so densely shrouded in fog that they couldn’t see five meters into it. Hiccup shifted restlessly from foot to prosthetic and back, watching the trees.
“This is it,” he said. “Whatever I felt coming from the tunnel…it was this island.”
“You felt it all the way from the other island?” Jamie whispered. He took a step closer to Jack and wished Toothless was with them; it was always easier to be brave when he had a big, scary dragon at his side. “What does that say about whatever’s in there?”
Jack patted his back. “Maybe we’ll find out,” he said. “Let’s go.”
They walked with reluctant steps up the beach. Jamie looked over his shoulder as they stepped into the boundary of the forest, as if he needed to take one last look at the outside world in case they’d never see it again. In the distance, Alva’s island was nearly invisible. Above it, dark rainclouds brewed, black against the lingering night sky. They seemed to be coming in their direction.
Jamie looked ahead into the shifting grayness. “This’ll be the last time we walk into a dark forest,” he said.
“Why do you sound so certain?” Jack asked.
“Because I’ve had enough of them.”
Hiccup stumbled over a root and gave a gruff sigh. “I think we can all agree on that,” he muttered.
They started to follow Hiccup but walked only a few steps before Hiccup came to a stop, looking around blankly. He shifted uneasily, his hand hovering near Inferno. “This way, I think,” he said, taking a turn around a large oak with serpentine roots coiling into the earth. Jamie didn’t like how uncertain he sounded, but it wasn’t like they had a better strategy for navigating this place.
Baby Tooth started out flying around, exploring the place, but as they walked deeper into the woods, she flew closer and closer to Jamie until she finally settled down on his shoulder and huddled close to his neck. She was completely quiet, but Jamie could feel her moving, her head turning from side to side in twitching motions.
“Is something wrong, Baby Tooth?” he whispered, because he didn’t want to frighten Jack and Hiccup.
Baby Tooth replied in a quiet voice, and though Jamie couldn’t understand her completely, the unease was enough to make Jamie look around watchfully as well. Though she had reacted to magic before, it had never been like this.
“There is something about this place,” Hiccup murmured. “It feels different from the other times. Stronger, but also…” He trailed off, and Jamie’s heart leapt up in his throat. But then Hiccup just pointed ahead. “Do you guys also see that?”
Jamie held his breath and followed his gaze. He didn’t understand what he was referring to at first, but then he realized he wasn’t looking at an object; something bright was shining dimly through the thick mist, tinting it a pale golden glow.
There was a sound too. So faint, Jamie couldn’t discern it, but if everything else hadn’t felt so eerily quiet, almost frozen in time, it might’ve sounded like voices.
“Walk towards the light,” Jack mumbled. “Sounds like a wise choice.”
They walked towards the light, and the further they went, the thinner the fog became, the brighter the light shined. Jamie found himself squinting by the time it finally cleared, and he held up a hand to cover his eyes from…
“The sun?” he croaked.
The sun truly was shining down on them, through tall treetops which were impossibly green. Not just because it was winter, and these trees were not the type to keep their leaves, but because they were such a vibrant green it was almost unreal.
He looked around and saw that they’d arrived in a clearing. The clearing was covered in wildflowers, of every kind and every color; they did not seem to care at all about the fact that they were in full bloom when and where they shouldn’t be. Jamie didn’t know much about flowers, but he was pretty sure some of these plants could not possibly exist in the same biome.
There was the sound of running water, and Jamie spotted a creek winding through the trees, with stones and pebbles that glittered like gems in the golden light scattered along its path. Sunbeams shone through leaves, lighting up the pollen in the air, reflecting in the stream and bathing the whole clearing in a shifting, silvery lightshow.
It was like they’d arrived in a private pocket of summer. Not just any summer, though; it was the most mesmerizing thing Jamie had ever seen. At the same time, he had a tiny feeling that he’d seen something like it before…he just couldn’t put his finger on it.
Jack was the first to move. He walked into the clearing and looked around, mouth ajar and eyes wide with wonder. “Look at this place,” he said in disbelief. “How is this possible?”
“Magic, I’d reckon,” Hiccup said, and for once he didn’t sound dismayed by it. He looked enthralled too.
Jamie inhaled the smell of flowers. Even the air seemed somehow fresher here, or at least a different kind of fresh than the cold, salty smell of sea enveloping the rest of the Archipelago. It was soft and sweet and gentle, and the sun provided a kind of warmth that Jamie thought he hadn’t experienced at all since getting thrown back in time. Even the creaking of the trees and the trickling from the creek created a sort of tranquil melody. He hadn’t felt this calm in months…or at least since he’d sat by his mom’s bedside and, for a moment, thought that everything was as it should be.
This was as it should be. At least, he desperately hoped this was how it should be. Whenever Jack tried to convince Hiccup not all magic was bad, this was what he meant. Snow days, toy-making elves, golden dreamsand…this place.
The fog was still behind them, thick as ever, and so they walked further into the forest, trailing something that looked like a path between huge, mossy trees with bulging roots. Jack leapt over the creek. Hiccup followed, with less luck; he flailed as he started falling backwards and would’ve taken an unplanned bath if Jack hadn’t caught his arm and yanked him upright.
“Graceful as always,” Jack laughed when Hiccup caught himself on his shoulders.
Hiccup looked like he tried not to smile but lost that battle. His cheeks quickly turned a shade of pink as he regained his balance. “Thank you, I try,” he muttered.
Jack grinned, and Jamie realized just then how…well, not tired he looked. For the first time – and Jamie was a bit sad to realize that it really was the first time – there were no bags under his eyes. His cheeks were flushed, his back straight and shoulders relaxed, and his eyes seemed somehow brighter in color. For the first time, he looked like a normal eighteen-year-old boy.
It was the same with Hiccup; they both looked like new vigor had bloomed in them, just as impossibly as the flowers scattered in the grass.
Hiccup met Jamie’s eyes, and quickly took an awkward step away from Jack. “Um, need help?” he asked with a hint of nervousness.
Jamie blinked when he realized what Hiccup must have thought he’d been thinking. “Nope,” he said. He took a couple of steps back and set into a sprint, leapt over the creek and then landed on all fours. Jack laughed triumphantly and gave him a high five.
“I have to say, this forest is better than the other ones,” Jack confided, walking backwards in front of them. Despite not seeing where he was treading, he somehow dodged every root and stone that was in his path. “I mean, the standards were low, so it wouldn’t be saying much, but…” He gave a sigh as he looked around again. “This is…I’ve never seen a place like this. And I’ve been around a lot.”
“You have?” Hiccup asked. “How come you’ve been around, but you’d never seen a dragon before coming here?”
“Maybe dragons only reside in the Barbaric Archipelago,” Jack said with a shrug, though there was a playful smile on his face. “To be fair, I haven’t visited a lot of summerly places like this. It does somewhat remind me of the Warren, though.”
“Warren? As in rabbit burrows?” Hiccup frowned when Jack nodded. “Is this connected with the whole ‘rabbits being sacred’-thing?”
Jamie almost choked on his own spit. “What?” he laughed.
Jack opened his mouth as if to argue, then grimaced. It was his turn to blush. “Uh, yeah, somewhat,” he mumbled. “I mean, it’s not…They’re not—”
“I am so going to tell Bunny about this,” Jamie announced.
“Don’t you dare,” Jack said, and while he was laughing there was still a certain desperation in his voice. “He’ll never let it go. And when I mean never, I mean forever—” That was when he did stumble over a root, and fell on his butt.
Once Hiccup and Jamie had stopped cackling, Hiccup helped Jack up, because he’d just remained on the ground, glowering halfheartedly at them.
“Thank you, your Highness,” Jack said.
“I’ll push you over again if you keep calling me that,” Hiccup warned, and Jack gave a loud snort.
“You? You’d never do that. You’re too polite,” he said, tapping Hiccup’s nose for good measure.
The gesture plastered a look of bewilderment on Hiccup’s face, before it broke into a laughing grin. “I’ll have you know, Snotlout lost a tooth because of me,” he said, but quickly added: “But he asked for it! I mean, literally asked for it. With his arms out wide. It was a whole…thing.”
“Between us three, someone ought to have done that without waiting for his permission,” Jack muttered. He sent Jamie a look. “I don’t condone violence, by the way. You didn’t hear that from me.”
Jamie had seen Jack been less than pacifistic before, but he nodded sagely.
“Anyway,” Jack said as they started walking again. He smiled elfishly at Hiccup. “Snotlout strikes me as a guy who’s given as many punches as he has received. You, however, your Highness, will surely make a benevolent chief. Actually, your Highness, I seem to remember beating you in a sparring match. If you truly had the heart – nay, the guts to push someone over, your Highness, I’m sure you would have grabbed the chance then, and yet—” Jack jumped out of the way at Hiccup’s inevitable attempt at pushing him over. “Oh dear, your Highness!”
“Stand and fight!” Hiccup shouted dramatically, with a playfulness unlike anything Jamie had ever seen in him before. He chased after Jack when Jack leapt behind one of the trees, and Jamie watched the scene in mild bewilderment. They were just like kids.
“Ordering me around!” Jack yelled in mock indignation. He ran up to a tree and hoisted himself onto a branch with impressive dexterity. “Who do you think you are? A prince? Oh, that’s better, actually.”
Hiccup came to a stop under the branch, his head falling back with exasperation. “You are so annoying,” he said.
Jack grinned, leaning forward. “Part of the charm, my prince,” he said.
Jamie wrinkled his nose. It felt like he was watching something private.
Hiccup opened his mouth to answer, but before he could, his attention was grabbed. Jamie didn’t know by what, but Hiccup’s gaze snapped away from Jack, staring into the trees, suddenly alert.
“What is it?” Jack asked, jumping off the branch.
“I just thought I saw something,” Hiccup said absently, still looking around. “I thought I saw…” He trailed off, his expression going slack.
This time when Jamie followed his gaze, he did see it: movement in the trees, so miniscule he hadn’t noticed it until it was right in front of them – and, he realized, all around them. Along branches, hidden in leaves and flowerbeds, crouching on stones, were dozens of small, winged creatures. Jamie quickly moved over to Jack. Jack put a hand on Jamie’s shoulder, but with a relaxed grip. Jamie looked up to see him wearing an incredulous smile.
“Fairies,” he whispered.
They were beautiful little things, about the size of a grownup’s hand. Unlike Baby Tooth, these fairies were mostly humanoid, aside from their translucent, veined wings – all in different colors from one another – lavender skin and deep black eyes. They peeked curiously out of their hiding places, like they had never seen humans before. Jamie couldn’t help but be reminded of Alva and the others, shocked at the sight of visitors, not to mention a dragon.
There was a long moment in which nobody spoke, and nobody moved. The three of them stood close together, watching the fairies with equal amounts of wariness as the fairies were watching them. Then, slowly, one fairy rose from a branch and floated towards them. Jamie couldn’t see if it was a girl or a boy – he didn’t know if fairies even had genders. The fairy hovered in the air in front of them, looking at them silently.
“Good…Good day,” Jack said.
The fairy fixed its eyes on Jack. It opened its mouth, and out of it came a small, breathy voice, like wind rustling through leaves. Jamie blinked several times and shook his head; he heard a soft hissing in his ears, and then…a thought. But it wasn’t his own.
How did you come to our land?
It wasn’t words exactly. Somehow, Jamie just understood what the fairy was conveying, its message emerging in his mind. Judging by Jack’s and Hiccup’s expressions, the same thing was happening to them.
“We—we came by boat,” Jack replied in a stutter. Then he hastily added: “We mean no harm.”
The fairy made a small, falling sound. It sounded almost like a laugh.
We know, it said. Any creature with ill intentions would not be able to step foot in our forest and remain whole.
Jamie shivered. Remain whole…Was that what happened to Alva’s grandfather? He gasped when the fairy turned its eyes to him again and he suddenly knew with certainty that that had exactly been the case.
We protect our own, the fairy said. Humans will try to steal our treasures, slaughter our kin, pollute our homes. We do not let them. We can sense you did not come here by chance. You want something. Reveal your motives.
“We’re looking for magic,” Jack replied.
The fairy tilted its head to the side inquisitively.
Why?
Jack was beginning to look nervous. His eyes flickered to Hiccup for a moment, but he was too busy looking around at the other fairies, who were all slowly coming closer. “Because it’s the only way Jamie and I can go home,” he replied. “Magic was what got us here. Magic is the only way we’ll ever find our way back.” His mouth was a thin line when he looked at the fairy. “We’re asking for your help. All we need is a bit of your magic, and we’ll leave.”
The fairy blinked slowly. There was a long pause before it nodded.
You speak the truth, it said. Come with us.
The fairy started floating away from them, followed by all the others. They flew past them, sending them long, wary, curious, expectant looks. Jamie met Jack’s eyes. Jack shrugged. They followed.
It was only when they’d walked for a few minutes and they could no longer hear the sound of the creek that Jack put a hand on Jamie’s shoulder. “I just remembered,” he said under his breath, “that the last time I knowingly followed a magical creature into the forest, it was the Snow Queen and—well, we all know how that turned out.”
It was as if a ripple went through the swarm of fairies, a soft hiss sounding through them as they all turned their heads.
The Snow Queen, was the thought that resounded in Jamie’s head, filled with seething contempt, along with a piercing fear.
“No, no, no!” Jack quickly said, waving his hands. “We’re not with her! She—she’s the one who gave me this.” He pointed at the brand on his face. “We hate her just as much as you, um, evidently do.”
The fairy they’d first spoken to – who seemed to be a kind of leader…or maybe, the adventure book-part of Jamie’s brain whispered, a king – peered at them before it nodded. The fairies continued to fly deeper into the forest, while the first fairy slowed down to come closer. It kept staring at Jack.
You have her scent.
Jack blinked. “What—what do you mean?”
Cold, like deepest winter. It is inside you.
There was silence. Jack stared at the fairy, his mouth ajar. Hiccup’s eyes were on Jack, but where Jamie was afraid he’d see suspicion, or worse, fear, there was only concern. He touched Jack’s shoulder and Jack’s expression unfroze.
“Y-yeah, that’s…” he started, then cleared his throat. “That might be. Because of her magic.”
“Is there a way to fix it?” Jamie asked. “To take away the mark?”
The fairy turned to him. For a moment, the corners of its mouth seemed to turn upwards.
We shall see, was what it said in reply, before flying ahead again.
Jamie tried to meet Jack’s eyes, but he looked straight ahead, only shaking his head a little like he was chasing off a thought.
They continued through the forest. Jack’s previous worries seemed less pressing now that they knew the fairies despised the Snow Queen as much as they did, because enemies of hers had to be friends of theirs, right? And once Jamie had gotten over the shock of encountering a whole city worth of fairies, he found himself reclining back into the serenity from before. He watched the fairies fly over flowers and in between trees, somehow making the landscape even more beautiful than it was before.
Fairies, he kept thinking to himself. Actual real-life fairies.
It took a few times of that thought repeating in his head before he remembered he had already met fairies before, and one of them had been very quiet the past quarter or so. He turned his head but couldn’t feel her against his neck. Then he found her hiding in in his vest, only barely peeking out through the fur. What was with her? Jamie imagined it was like meeting distant relatives that you didn’t really know that well and didn’t actually want to talk to. These fairies – though they were breathtaking to look at – seemed a little more stuck up than the tooth fairies.
Hiccup made a noise in the back of his throat. “Do you feel that?” he whispered.
Jamie didn’t feel whatever it was Hiccup referred to, but he could guess where the feeling was coming from when he spotted the entrance to the cave, halfway hidden behind a curtain of vines. It was a slim entrance, forcing them to walk in single file. Jack went first, followed by Jamie and then Hiccup. Jamie felt he’d had enough of dark tunnels, especially ones sloping downwards like this one, but at least he could see light from the other end.
Jack froze when he reached the exit. Jamie peeked out from behind him and felt his jaw drop.
If the forest had been beautiful, this place was ethereal. While Jamie had never really thought about Heaven and things like that, he’d heard his grandma talk about it. She’d talk about Paradise, and Jamie thought that this had to be it. Did that mean they were dead? He hoped not. But also, if they were, this wasn’t the worst place to end up.
It was a valley, surrounded by hills dotted with flowers and mountains that shimmered faintly, as if they were entirely made of precious stones. Tiny waterfalls dropped into quaint little aquamarine ponds, cascading elegantly down the glittering mountains. Huge trees sprouted from the ground, stretching towards the cloudless sky, their luscious leaves dotted with mysterious, colorful light along the branches. Mushrooms grew from mossy rocks, and even in the daylight, Jamie could see they glowed golden.
There were sculptures too. Some were made of stone, and Jamie couldn’t tell what they were trying to portray. He could vaguely make out faces, something akin to a humanoid shape. Symbols were scribbled onto them, but they weren’t Runes. They were something else…something Jamie felt he’d seen before.
Other sculptures were made out of foliage, and those looked like they’d grown right out of the ground, naturally shaping themselves as they were. Trees whose branches made them look like dancing women, complete with moss and leaves giving them clothes. Roots rose from the ground and intertwined into the shape of all kinds of animals.
The fairies were leading them deeper into the valley where, in a nook next to a little gathering of cascades, the roots had intertwined so thickly and neatly, it made a small table. On the table was a wide assortment of fruits and berries. Jamie couldn’t remember ever seeing anything so tempting; his stomach grumbled desperately.
“What is this place?” Hiccup murmured, and Jamie almost flinched at his voice. He’d been so enraptured by the still serenity of the fairy paradise, he’d almost forgotten about Hiccup and Jack’s presence. He’d even almost forgotten about his own presence; it felt like walking through a dream, the kind where he only observed but wasn’t actually there. Hiccup was as starry-eyed as the rest of them as he looked around.
“I don’t know,” Jack whispered back. He met Hiccup’s eyes and grinned. “How about that, huh? I told you not all magic is bad.”
Hiccup didn’t even look a little peeved by Jack’s self-satisfaction. In fact, he only looked endeared by it, his eyes squinting like they sometimes did when Toothless did something particularly amusing or adorable. “I guess I’m starting to believe it,” he said.
Jack’s smile only widened, and he let out a soft laugh. “I knew you’d get there eventually,” he said, bumping into him.
Jamie couldn’t remember seeing either of them this happy in a long, long time.
There was that sound again, the one that almost sounded like a laugh. Jamie turned around to see three fairies fly up to him, circling him. He smiled uncertainly, and felt his chest loosen up with relief when the fairies smiled back. They flurried around him, and there was a burst of green light above him. Something soft landed on his head. He took it off only to quickly put it back so as to not offend the fairies – it was a dandelion flower crown.
He smiled, a bit embarrassed but flattered even so. “Thank you,” he said.
The fairies giggled again. One of them was carrying a huge strawberry, without any difficulty despite its size. It offered the strawberry to Jamie, and Jamie held out his hand, letting the fairy place it in his palm. Then they giggled and flew away. Jamie looked after them, sad to see them leave. He took a bite of the strawberry.
“Jamie?” Jack said, and Jamie turned to see them almost at the table. When he spotted Jamie, he got a fond smile on his face. Jamie ran to catch up with them, stuffing the rest of the strawberry in his mouth.
“The fairies made it for me,” he told him proudly.
“It’s beautiful,” Jack said, and though there was a hint of the usual impishness in his voice, he sounded genuine. Once again, Jamie noticed how lively Jack looked, like all his 300 years had been taken off him. Was it the fairies’ doing, making both him and Hiccup walk with a bounce in their step and a laugh always right behind their awestruck smiles? Did Jamie look the same? He certainly felt the same. He wished it could be like this forever.
You can sit, if you want to.
It was the fairy from before. They’d arrived at the table and Jamie momentarily forgot how to move now that he saw all the food up close. Then he remembered his manners, elbowed Jack to set him into motion as well, and sat down. The table was close to the ground, so they just sat in the soft grass, Jack beside Jamie and then Hiccup on Jack’s other side.
“What’s all this for?” Jack asked. “I mean, we’re—we’re grateful, it’s not that,” he added quickly, because it seemed like mysterious, otherworldly fairies made even Jack nice and polite.
Guests are a rarity here, the fairy explained, its voice fading in and out of Jamie’s consciousness. Guests without ill intentions even rarer. We want to show our gratitude. Please, eat.
Jamie looked at the fruit hungrily. He didn’t want to be the first to help himself, so he waited until Jack started to reach out and then followed his lead. But before he got to grab the wooden bowl brimming with plump strawberries, there came a sharp noise from his vest.
Baby Tooth darted up to Jack’s face, all but shrieking at him with even more ferocity than when she’d thought he and Hiccup had kissed.
“They’ve made this table for us,” Jack protested. “What’s the matter with you?”
Hiccup blinked several times, staring at Baby Tooth as if she were a ghost. “She’s right,” he muttered under his breath. And then, louder, more urgently. “She’s right. We can’t eat this.”
Jamie felt a rush of heat in his cheeks. “Hiccup,” he hissed, channeling the voice his mother used when she was scolding him and Sophie. “That’s rude!”
Jack looked a bit annoyed as well. “Why not?” he asked with an edge to his tone.
“The—the stories,” Hiccup said. “You told me to trust the stories. And the stories say…Well, they say…”
He trailed off as he looked around, noticing the stillness that had settled among the fairies. It reminded Jamie of when cicadas suddenly went silent, sensing an oncoming threat.
“They warn against eating their food,” Hiccup finished in a small voice.
“Their food is harmless!” Jamie protested, standing up on his knees. He waved his hands apologetically at the fairies, who were now all staring at them without saying a word. No, they weren’t staring at them – they were staring at Baby Tooth. He felt this situation needed to be defused, and quickly at that. “I ate a strawberry earlier, and I’m fine.”
Yes, the fairy’s voice echoed. You are fine.
“He’s fine,” Jack said, giving Hiccup a reassuring smile. “See? There’s nothing to worry about, not this time.”
Baby Tooth tweeted again, shaking her head. Jamie could hear whispering among the other fairies, slithering into his mind like water trickling through the cracks of a dam; how long until it burst?
What is she?
They brought her in here.
Outsider.
She will ruin it all.
They have to go!
“No!” Jamie yelped, getting to his feet. He looked between Baby Tooth and the fairy king. “Baby Tooth is just worried. We don’t want to leave!”
“Jamie—” Hiccup started.
“Why are you trying to make them hate us?” Jamie snapped, surprising himself with his own anger. “For once we’ve met good magical creatures in this awful Archipelago, and you’re still trying to make magic into a bad thing. Well – it’s not a bad thing! It’s a wonderful thing! Why can’t you see that?”
Hiccup blinked, clearly taken aback.
Jack’s face was strangely calm, as if he’d seen this outburst coming – or as if he agreed with Jamie. He turned to Hiccup. “He’s right,” he said simply. “They’ve been nothing but kind to us. They didn’t know Baby Tooth was here – they’re just scared, is all.”
Hiccup’s expression turned incredulous. “Jack,” he said. “Have you forgotten everything we’ve gone through? How many times do you have to be tricked before you get it?”
They have to go, the fairies whispered.
“We have to get home, Hiccup,” Jack said, looking a bit hurt by Hiccup’s words. “We need their help.”
“I know you do,” Hiccup said, and took Jack’s hand. “But something is not right here. I can feel it.”
Jack stared back at Hiccup, his face hesitant.
“Stop it,” Jamie said in a weak voice. Then, louder: “Stop it! I want to stay here! And you—Why are you—You’ve been so happy all this time!”
Jack looked up at Jamie again, and this time he looked as surprised as Hiccup had earlier. “Jamie—” he started, but Jamie interrupted before he could attempt to calm him down. He didn’t want to calm down; he wanted them to understand.
“Ever since we got into this forest, you’ve looked so happy, Jack,” he said desperately. “And you too, Hiccup, both of you. This forest is like—It’s healing us from the inside. I haven’t felt this happy and safe in a long time, and I know you feel the same. Why can’t we just be happy here?”
Jack looked at him wordlessly for a few seconds before he fully turned to him and leveled him with an incisive look. “But we have to leave at some point anyway,” he said carefully. “Right?”
It was a strange feeling. Jamie looked back at Jack’s inquiring gaze, and for a moment, could not remember why they had come here in the first place. Then he realized he didn’t care if he remembered or not. He looked around them, at this magical fairy valley, and knew that he would never be as happy anywhere else. This place was a reward for all their hardships – though Jamie was finding it tougher and tougher to remember what those hardships were exactly – and now they could stay here together. It was perfect.
“We…We don’t have to,” Jamie said. “We can stay. Can’t we?” He turned to the fairies.
Another wave of whispering. The king held up its hand, and there was silence.
Only if you truly want to.
Jamie’s heart was beating frantically. He fell back on his knees in front of Jack. “Jack,” he said, grabbing onto his arms. “We can stay here, if we want to. You have to—to want to.”
“Jamie,” Jack said, shaking his head. “What about your family?”
“We can be family,” Jamie said, and smiled at the thought. “Us three, and Baby Tooth. We’re family already.”
A series of emotions passed over Jack’s face. Surprise, joy, confusion…hurt. He slowly shook his head. “No, Jamie. Not like this,” he said softly. He ran a light hand through Jamie’s hair then sighed and got to his feet. He faced the fairies. “Thank you,” he said. “But we only need the magic. Can you help us with that?”
“Jack…” Hiccup warned.
Something like electricity buzzed through the air, making Jamie’s hairs stand on end. Hiccup got to his feet too, taking a step closer to Jack and Jamie.
Impertinence, hissed the fairy king. Accept our gifts, vile humans.
Jamie moved towards the table, desperate to please the fairies, but Jack grabbed his wrist.
“Let go!” Jamie yelled. He couldn’t believe Jack and Hiccup’s behavior. Couldn’t they see the fairies were hurting? Couldn’t they feel what Jamie was feeling?
“Jamie, you’re not thinking straight,” Jack said.
“I’ll be here alone then!” Jamie cried, struggling to get out of Jack’s grip. “I don’t need you! I don’t need any of you!”
The fairies’ whispering became louder.
Separate them.
Let the child go.
We only need the boy.
Jamie barely registered their words, meanwhile Jack’s expression filled with horror.
“It’s a trick,” he said.
Baby Tooth shrieked angrily at the same time as Hiccup yelled, “you don’t say!”
“Jamie, stop that!” Jack ordered, and Jamie momentarily froze at his tone; Jack had never spoken to him like that before. But then he felt anger unlike anything he’d ever felt, and his struggling doubled. The fairies around them had begun to hiss, not just as whispers but almost as a den of snakes, and Jamie was equally as terrified as he was angry. Not terrified of the fairies, but terrified that they might take back their offer.
“Time to go,” Hiccup said, backing away from the table.
The fairy king shouted something in its old tongue. The fairies echoed the shriek and came swarming from every direction.
“Hold this,” Jack said, and handed Hiccup his staff. In a swift motion, like Jamie weighed nothing at all, he picked him up. Jamie shrieked in protest, squirming and kicking and swinging his fists, but Jack’s hold on him was like steel as he and Hiccup sprinted away from the table. Jamie’s flower crown fell to the ground.
From all around the valley, there was a blood-curdling sound, like faraway screams of terror. Jamie never would have thought something as beautiful as these fairies could make such a noise, but it made his mind swim and his body thrash with panic. For a moment, Jack and Hiccup ran freely. Then, as if running into a storm, the swarm of fairies hit them. He heard Jack cry out, in both frustration and pain, and Jamie felt tiny hands grip onto his clothes, attempting to yank him out of Jack’s arms. There were so many of them, there was so much noise, and Jamie had forgotten everything but the desire to make everything go back to the way it had been just a few minutes ago.
“Get off!” Hiccup yelled, and Jamie heard the sound of defiant hissing a hundred times over. The fairies darted away from Hiccup, who had brought out Inferno and was waving it around wildly. It wasn’t aflame, but the fairies coiled away from it anyway. He slashed the sword towards the fairies around Jack and Jamie. They kept running, and Jamie kept resisting.
“You go in first,” Hiccup yelled, and Jamie realized with horror that they’d arrived at the tunnel.
Jack started to follow, totally ignoring Jamie’s screams of protest, but then turned around. “Wait—Where’s Baby Tooth?”
“She’s stayed behind like we should!” Jamie growled. It was the first coherent thing he’d managed to say the past minute.
Jack face turned ashen. “No,” he whispered. He turned to Hiccup. “Take him,” he ordered, and let Jamie down only to shove him into Hiccup’s arms. Jamie used this opportunity to escape, but Hiccup caught him by the upper arms, hauling him back. The staff fell towards the ground, but Jack caught it in the air.
“Jack, don’t—” Hiccup pleaded.
“No time! I trust you, Hiccup,” Jack said, and ran back into the valley.
Hiccup cursed, but held Jamie back when he tried to follow. Again, Jamie was swooped up, and Hiccup ran into the tunnel, pursued by what had to be thousands of fairies. Jamie tried holding onto the tunnel walls as Hiccup ran, tearing the skin on his hands, but he didn’t care.
In a burst of light, they were back in the forest, which seemed somehow underwhelming now that they’d seen the fairy valley. Jamie was struck with grief. He wasn’t sure which language he was speaking in anymore – he wasn’t even sure if he was using words. But he pleaded, if not in words, then in wails and cries and sobs.
The fairies did not stop at the tunnel, and as Hiccup bolted through the forest – pushing through the thicket and stumbling over stones and roots, somehow without ever losing his grip on Jamie – Jamie could hear their hissing, see them zipping along the trees and the branches, their eyes glinting in the shadows. Hiccup noticed it too, and he came to a panting stop. He brought out Inferno.
“Don’t come any closer!” he warned. “I have this!”
The fairies recoiled again, and Jamie thought he heard a single word echoing among them, whispered in fear and disgust.
Iron!
“Iron?” Hiccup repeated. Then he held the sword out higher and grinned triumphantly. “Yes! Iron! You don’t like that, do you, you little glorified insects!”
Jamie shut himself up at that, so taken aback it was like Hiccup had insulted him personally.
The fairies stared at him for a moment, before they all hissed in unison.
Destroy it!
Cut his arm off!
Death for the boy of iron!
Hiccup took a step back, glancing down at his prosthetic. “Um,” he said.
The fairies burst into action, with newfound gusto thanks to Hiccup’s insolence. Hiccup seemed to realize Inferno would help him no longer. He turned on his heel and ran – straight into the swarm of fairies. Hiccup cried out in pain, but he kept running, and Jamie clenched his eyes shut as fairies flew into his face and tugged at him – not just at his clothes and longer, but at his hair and ears, sharp things like claws or teeth stabbing into his skin like they didn’t care if they hurt him in their mission to tear him away from Hiccup.
Hiccup kept running.
“Baby Tooth!”
Jack dodged the fairies the best he could as he bolted through the valley. He swung his staff and flailed with his arms, but for every fairy he managed to hit, three took its place. Pain stung several places, the fairies tearing into his skin and leaving shallow but seething slashes. He didn’t care; he couldn’t care.
“Baby Tooth!” he yelled again.
He could hear her, faintly; her chirping stood out among the fairies’ hissing, but she was far away. Jack followed her voice, taking a turn that led him into a narrow path between the mountains, the ground sharp and slippery. Baby Tooth’s shrieking was closer. Jack sped up, wishing he still had the power of flight. He wished he still had his powers in general, because he had a feeling he wouldn’t come out of this alive otherwise. He just had to save Baby Tooth first.
He stumbled out into an opening between the mountains: a perfectly round chamber of stone, only open to the vibrant sky above. It was sickening to see the contents of that chamber in the beautiful golden light of the valley. At least Jack now knew what had become of Alva’s grandfather’s men.
There was a stone slab in the middle of the chamber, smeared with the dark brown of old blood. Jack tried not to think about what the fairies would do to Jamie if they caught him, and instead focused on the fairies surrounding Baby Tooth over the stone slab, taking turns on attacking her. Jack let out a furious cry, leaping onto the slab. The fairies scattered and he brought Baby Tooth to his chest, protecting her with one hand while the other held desperately onto his staff.
And then it was just the matter of escaping.
The fairies hissed like a thousand snakes. They were everywhere. Jack covered his face, thrashing hopelessly to fend them off, but it was impossible. There were too many of them. He couldn’t escape. Hiccup and Jamie was out there; Jack didn’t even know if they were still alive.
The fairies’ hissing drilled into his mind, scattering his thoughts, threatening to tear him apart into tiny, shapeless particles. Jack shook his head. He needed to shut it out. He had to make them stop.
Jack stamped his staff onto the stone, and cried with all his might:
“Stop it!”
There was a whistling sound. The fairies cried out in unison. They scattered away, escaping into cracks in the mountain and back through the tunnel and up into the sky – where they were whisked away by a sudden cold wind.
And then there was complete stillness.
The chamber was empty aside from Jack and Baby Tooth, and the remains of this island’s previous visitors. Jack’s breath was ragged. He stared at his staff, feeling the wind blow ever so faintly through his hair.
Beneath his palm, Baby Tooth tweeted softly, and Jack quickly moved his hand. She rose up into the air, looking around in wonder, before her eyes settled on Jack’s.
Jack swallowed. “Come on,” he said, deciding not to think too hard about what just happened.
Their trek through the valley was painless this time, because it was completely empty. That didn’t really calm Jack down, however, because it could only mean that Hiccup and Jamie were dealing with the whole lot of them.
Baby Tooth settled on Jack’s shoulder, and Jack could feel her shivering against his neck. She was terrified, but seemed mostly unharmed, to Jack’s relief. He didn’t doubt that things would have gone a lot worse if the fairies hadn’t been chased away.
When they ran out into the forest, Jack could immediately hear the fairies’ hisses, far away. He ignored the aching in his body as he ran. At least he didn’t have to remember the way back; he could follow the sound of the fairies just fine.
“They’re still alive,” he panted, more to reassure himself than Baby Tooth. “They wouldn’t still be making that noise if they weren’t. They’re still—”
A cry somewhere between anger and pain mixed with the hissing, turning Jack’s blood to ice. Hiccup.
The way Jack sprinted through the forest with Baby Tooth’s panicked chirping in his ear reminded him of Jamie’s misadventure in the woods back on Berk, except this forest was brighter and more beautiful and infinitely more terrifying. Jack bolted up the path the fairies had led them, past the tree he’d climbed earlier and leapt over the creek. The hissing was getting closer, and then he could hear the yelps and cries of Hiccup, still fighting.
“Hiccup!” Jack yelled.
The only answer he got was another cry. Jack sped up even more, the forest flying past him in a blur. Bursting through the bushes, he spotted Hiccup just in time to see him drop to the ground, grasping his calf. The fog was coiling lazily mere meters away from them. Jamie was there too. The fairies were swarming him, pulling him back into the forest. Jack ran to him first, yelling wildly. The fairies scurried away, but this time it only seemed to be out of surprise. Jamie’s eyes widened at the sight of him.
“Jack!” he said, but didn’t get to say anything more before Jack grabbed him and pulled him towards Hiccup. Still, Jamie struggled, but Jack had no choice but to ignore him.
“Leave him alone!” Jack bellowed at the fairies.
Hiccup looked up at his voice and held out a hand. Jack lodged his staff under his arm and used his hand to pull Hiccup to his feet. Jamie protested fiercely as they staggered into the fog, along with the furious cries of the fairies. As soon as the fog enveloped them, their voices were muffled, but it wasn’t enough to shut them out completely.
Jamie went completely silent. He stopped struggling, stumbling into Jack and grasping onto his arm to steady himself. His breathing was ragged. “Jack?“ he croaked.
Jack looked down at him. His eyes were wide, confused.
“It’s okay, Jamie. We’re gonna be fine.”
Hiccup chose that time to slump forward, giving a weak moan. Jack caught him before he hit the ground.
“Hiccup,” he said, but got no response. Hiccup’s head lolled, his arms hanging limply at his sides. Jack tried shaking him awake, and when Hiccup remained still, he pressed a hand to his chest, feeling a faint heartbeat.
Behind them, the fairies’ hissing came closer.
“Jack,” Jamie whimpered. “They’re coming.”
Jack gave away his staff for the second time that day. “Hold this,” he said. He shifted his hold on Hiccup and lifted him bridal style. It was slightly concerning how little he weighed, but he didn’t have the time to think much about that before something yanked at his hair. His yelp was drowned in the crescendo of the fairies’ shrieks, their tiny forms materializing out of the fog like ghosts.
“Run, Jamie!” Jack yelled.
It seemed that once one of the fairies had found them in the fog, it alerted the rest of them of their presence, because suddenly they were everywhere again. All Jack could do was run blindly ahead, clenching his eyes shut. In his head, he heard the fairies shrieking promises of death and torture, and he wondered how he had ever found them beautiful.
Then he ran straight into a wall of icy wind and the roaring of a full-blown blizzard. Jack staggered forward, opening his eyes to see the sea raging, giant waves blocking out the distant silhouette of Alva’s island. Snow whipped into his face, the wind making his eyes water. He looked around, afraid that their boat had been dragged out to sea – but then he heard Jamie yell, and he turned to see him standing by it. It had been washed further up the beach.
Jack ran over to him and gently lay Hiccup down into it.
“Is she here?” Jamie yelled over the roar of the wind and sea.
It took a moment before Jack remembered who he was talking about, and was shocked that the Snow Queen hadn’t even crossed his mind. He put a hand to her mark and shook his head – though, he couldn’t be entirely sure, because even if the mark had been hurting, it would’ve been hard to distinguish it from the other aching parts of his body.
The fairies came bursting out of the fog, some of them coiling back as if they were in pain. Jack remembered what they’d said about the Snow Queen, and how their kingdom was a piece of summer in the middle of a cold northern archipelago. Cold had to be their weakness.
“Get into the boat, Jamie,” Jack said, and started pushing the rowing boat towards the water. Jamie did as he said, but his eyes darted between the approaching fairies and the raging sea with equal amounts of apprehension. Jack knew what he was thinking: this was not adequate weather for a rowing trip. But they had no choice. It was either the sea or the wrath of the fairies. Even Jack could see that the water was a more promising option.
He grabbed his staff, if only because he felt safer with it in his hands. Jamie crouched over Hiccup.
“Hiccup!” he gasped. “Stay awake!”
That was at least a tiny bit of good news in the middle of this disaster. Jack gritted his teeth as the boat lurched with the powerful waves. The fairies started to swarm around him, attacking him like pecking birds. Jamie leaned over Hiccup, trying to shield them both.
The water was up to Jack’s hips. It was freezing, and he was almost grateful for the fairies, because they distracted him from the memories. He swatted away the fairies the best he could and climbed into the boat, grabbing the oars, but now that they were on the water, he barely had to do anything before the storm swept them out on its own.
And all at once, the fairies retreated. They hissed after them, furious to see their prey escape, but they did not follow them into the sea. Jack could only look at them for a few more seconds before a wave almost knocked the boat over, and he had to focus on keeping it afloat. He rowed as quickly as he could out to sea. His heart raced as he saw how the water bulged all around them like a leviathan monster. Soon, he realized his rowing was doing nothing; they were at the complete mercy of the elements.
Jamie clutched the seat, sitting in the hull with Hiccup. Hiccup himself looked barely conscious, his eyelids fluttering and his mouth moving, as if he was trying to say something but was too delirious to form any coherent words.
“Jack! Look!” Jamie said, and pointed at Hiccup’s prosthetic – or rather, the point where prosthetic met leg. The skin was scratched up, possibly inflamed, and the prosthetic itself was turning a dark green, as if it was being covered by moss. Jack stared at it and realized that, whatever it was, it was spreading. He crouched, and only had a second to consider before he covered his hand with his cloak and twisted the prosthetic off. He threw it into the ocean.
“What was that?” Jamie asked, his voice almost indiscernible over the storm.
“I don’t know. But it—”
He was interrupted when a wave washed over them, partly filling the boat with water. It felt like his mind flatlined for a moment, but he shook himself into action, grabbing the oars again, like that would do any difference. He tried not to think about how they’d only barely escaped death by fairies, only to drift right back into another equally as deadly situation. Jack knew they hadn’t had any choice, but he cursed himself even so; what could he do to save them? He didn’t know how to manage a boat in a storm! He didn’t even know how to manage himself in any water-related situation.
Another wave crashed into them. The boat rocked so violently, Jack thought it was going to tip over. Seawater washed into the hull, and Jamie had to lift Hiccup’s head to keep it overwater.
They just had to get to Alva’s island. It was their only chance, for the longer they spent out here, the smaller their chances got. But when Jack looked for it, he realized he couldn’t even see Alva’s island through the blizzard. And then he looked for the fairies’ island, and he realized the sea had taken them so far out, he couldn’t see that anymore either. He couldn’t see anything; around them was just a cold, gray, merciless sea, with waves that seemed to grow as tall as mountains.
Suddenly, Jamie grabbed onto Jack’s sleeve. His mouth was open, as if he wanted to shout, but no sound came out. His wide eyes were fixed on something behind Jack, and Jack turned around to see the biggest wave yet, growing and growing and thundering towards them.
The world seemed to slow down. Jack knew that when the wave hit, it wouldn’t just tip them over – it would wreck their boat completely. It would drag them into the cold and dark depths. It would kill them.
Jack turned away from the wave and threw his arms around Jamie and Hiccup as if that would protect them. Or maybe he just did it because he knew there was nothing else he could do, and if they were all going to die here, the least he could do was bring them close one last time. He clenched his eyes shut and hoped against hope that everything would somehow, like Hiccup had said, be fine in the end.
The second it would take the wave to hit them seemed to drag into several. Jack waited, and waited, and then there was silence. Even the wind slowed and stopped. He waited, thinking of the first time he’d died. It had been cold and silent, just like this. But then he heard something else: a sort of deep crinkling noise, followed by a strange but very familiar echo, like steel cables snapping.
Jack slowly raised his head and opened his eyes.
Towering over them was the wave. It stood completely still and was, along with the rest of the sea, completely and utterly frozen.
Chapter 33: Alva connects the dots
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Jack dreamed he walked on ice.
He dreamed he was sitting in the hull of a rowing boat, cold water up to his hips. Only the water outside the boat – the whole sea around him – was frozen. He dreamed he stood and looked down at his boots, watching himself take a step forward. He dreamed his hands shook.
He woke up with a silent jolt.
He was in the hut on Alva’s island. The room was dark and all he could hear was his own frantic heartbeat and, eventually, the even sound of breathing. He turned around to see Jamie and Hiccup, both curled up on their furs. Toothless lay on his stomach, the green of his eyes barely visible through the crack between his eyelids. He watched Jack without making any noise. Baby Tooth was nowhere to be seen.
His body moved on its own, as if it knew where it was going before Jack did. He held back a groan as he stood, his body aching all over. His staff lay beside him, and he grabbed it, then had to lean heavily on it when his vision blackened for a moment. He felt so weak.
His trek to the front door was a slow one, carefully trying each floorboard before stepping on it, as to avoid any creaking. He was afraid Toothless would follow, but the dragon remained by Hiccup’s side, as if he was guarding him. A part of Jack wanted to check on him first, check on both him and Jamie, but he couldn’t. Not yet.
He closed the front door as softly as he could, then slowly faced the ocean.
It glinted back at him in the moonlight, calm and almost unmoving. Almost, but still definitely moving.
He started walking towards the docks, but Baby Tooth’s chirping nearly made his soul leave his body.
“Gods! Baby Tooth, you…” He sighed, bringing a hand to his chest. Baby Tooth tweeted apologetically, and Jack shook his head. “It’s okay, you just scared me. Hey…” He looked at her. Looked at the way she moved, if her wings still beat in the same, invisible rhythm, and if all her feathers were in place. She seemed…normal. If not a bit worried, but that was also normal. “How long have I been asleep?”
Baby Tooth held up one tiny finger.
“A day?”
She nodded.
Jack tried swallowing, but his mouth was too dry. He nodded back, then headed for the shore.
If Jack remembered correctly, there should be a rowing boat missing from the pier. And then there was the matter of how weak he felt, almost weaker than when Pitch had thrown him down that crevice in Antarctica. But as he walked to the edge of the pier and looked out at the sea, nothing seemed out of the ordinary. That, and Alva’s island was devoid of snow; the thought that there had been a blizzard seemed impossible.
Not impossible – just improbable.
“Could it have been a dream?” Jack asked hopefully.
He expected a chirp for answer, but what he got instead made his heart skip a beat a second time:
“It wasn’t a dream.”
Jack sighed heavily. “Jamie,” he said, turning around. He stood just a few meters away. His skin was deathly pale in the moonlight, but what scared Jack more was the dotting of tiny scratches all across his face. Jack felt the boards move sickeningly beneath him. He nearly stumbled in his hurry to get to him.
“I’m okay, Jack,” Jamie quickly said, his dry lips pulling up into a reassuring smile. “Just a bit scratched up. Nothing worse than you.”
Jack found it hard to speak. He hadn’t really believed it, but he had hoped that maybe, just this time, luck was on his side, and the nightmare on the fairies’ island hadn’t really happened. And if that hadn’t really happened, then Jack’s dream of ice would have been just that as well – a dream.
Jamie’s eyes flickered up to the top of Jack’s head. His eyes widened in shock and shattered the last of that hope.
“Jack – your hair.”
Again, it was as if Jack’s body moved on its own. For some reason, he didn’t want to find out why Jamie was surprised about his hair, even if he thought he already knew. He should be grateful – this was what he’d been wanting all along, wasn’t it? This would make everything so much easier. But what he felt wasn’t gratitude; it was dread.
He leaned over the edge and peered at his reflection. For a moment, relief began soothing the tension in his shoulders. A distorted mirror image of himself stared back at him: brown eyes, brown hair and, like Jamie said, tiny red wounds all across his face. But then he saw it: a stark white stripe, starting from the crown of his head and down towards his forehead, peaking up like an arrow.
Jack sat back heavily, bringing a hand to the stripe. His breath was shallow. “He was right,” he murmured. “North was right. My powers…They’re coming back.”
Jamie stared at him, his eyes shining with the hope Jack should, but didn’t, feel. “So it was you,” he whispered. “You froze the ocean. You stopped the storm!” He let out a hoarse, incredulous laugh. “You saved us, Jack!”
Above Jamie’s head, Baby Tooth watched Jack silently.
Jack blinked several times, forcing his breath into a steady rhythm. “What—what exactly happened back then? After I…After the sea froze.”
“You don’t remember?” Jamie said, then frowned when Jack shrugged in a so-so motion. “Well…the sea was frozen, so we walked the rest of the way. Toothless found us halfway across, and once you’d gotten Hiccup onto his back, you passed out.” He was quiet for a moment, then added: “In retrospect, you did seem kinda…out of it.”
“I still feel kind of out of it,” Jack admitted. He stared at his staff instead of meeting Jamie’s eyes. “I…I walked on the ice?”
Jamie nodded. He was quiet for a bit more before saying in a tentative voice: “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you so…well, scared. But you did it.” Jack glanced up when Jamie gently nudged his knee. There was a small smile on his face. “You saved us,” he said again.
There was that too, Jack supposed…but he hadn’t needed to save them if he hadn’t put them in danger in the first place. Jamie looked genuinely happy, and there was real, glimmering hope in his eyes. Yet all Jack could see were the angry red lines on his face.
“I’m so sorry, Jamie,” he said.
Jamie’s smile melted away. He scooted forward and wrapped his arms around Jack’s shoulders, hugging him tightly. Jack hugged him back, letting out a ragged sigh of both relief and sorrow; back in the rowing boat, he’d thought their embrace would be their last.
“I’m sorry too,” Jamie mumbled, his voice muffled against Jack’s shoulder.
“It wasn’t your fault.”
“I’m sorry.”
Jack hugged him tighter.
Neither of them said anything for a little while. They just clung to each other, relishing in the fact that they’d survived. When Jack eventually got his emotions under control, he leaned back just a little bit in order to motion for Baby Tooth to join in, laughing when she all but dived at him.
Jamie sniffled as he pulled back, wiping a tear off his face. He smiled sheepishly, before his brows furrowed and he looked at Jack imploringly. “You’re not happy about it,” he said. “Your powers returning.”
It wasn’t a question. Jack looked down.
“It’s…It’s not that I’m not happy,” he said, and grimaced when it felt like a lie. He didn’t really want to explain it; it felt like speaking it into existence. “If this means that I’m…that I’m turning back into a spirit, then—”
“Hiccup,” Jamie finished for him.
Jack couldn’t help but chuckle. He didn’t try to deny it; they both knew it was true. “What I want most is to go home,” he reassured Jamie. “I just wish…”
He trailed off and continued to stare at his hands.
“Is it, though?” Jamie asked softly. Jack looked up, but Jamie was staring at the ocean.
“What?”
“What you want most.” Jamie met his eyes. “Is it to go home?”
“Jamie—”
“Don’t avoid the question again. Please.”
A million possible answers swam in Jack’s head. Some of them were true, some of them were not. Some of them seemed to be the right choice, even if they were dishonest, and those were the ones Jack wanted to say the most; the ones that would leave Jamie feeling safe and hopeful and happy.
But Jamie was a smart kid. Jack replied with the only answer that was truly honest:
“I don’t know.”
There was silence. Jack used the pause to try and sort out his emotions, but to no avail. He just shook his head and said again, “I don’t know,” his voice barely there. He closed his eyes. “I’m sorry, Jamie…I feel like I’ve failed. Over and over, I keep…failing.”
“You haven’t failed,” Jamie protested. There was a tremor in his voice, and though he spoke quietly, there was vigor in those words. He reached out and took one of Jack’s hands, squeezing it. “You haven’t failed, Jack,” he repeated, louder this time. “A-and I know you feel like your only purpose is to protect me, but you are more than just a Guardian, Jack. You’re Jackson Overland too. And that’s okay. I think it’s okay. I…” His voice broke off and a new tear rolled down his cheek. “I want you to be happy too…Jack Frost or not.”
Jack knew his own eyes were shimmering as well. He smiled at Jamie and squeezed his hand in return. “Thank you,” he said, which seemed too little to say in response to the intense gratefulness he felt at Jamie’s concern, and all the love he felt for this little boy who had changed his life one Easter night. He took a shaky breath and let it out in a long, deep sigh. “But you know I can’t stay anyway. I will get you home even if it’s the last thing I do.”
“But what if there’s a way that I can go home by myself,” Jamie said, and shook his head when Jack opened his mouth to argue. “Just what if. You could stay behind.”
“I still know too much,” Jack said.
“But what you said by the lake that night,” Jamie said. “I know you thought about it too – how grownups tend to forget about magic. Maybe that would happen to you too. You could just live a normal life. Maybe…” Jamie’s gaze faltered, like he wasn’t sure if he should say the next part or not. “…Maybe this was supposed to happen. Maybe this is your second chance.”
Jack was silent.
“And even if you didn’t forget, you don’t know that it would be bad to stay behind,” Jamie continued. “Maybe things in the future stays the same because if we change anything then that’s the way things have always been, so we haven’t actually changed—ugh, time travel—You know what I mean! You can stay behind, Jack.” Jamie stared at him; it almost felt like he was pleading. “If you had the choice…would you stay behind?”
“I can’t answer that right now,” Jack said, and he meant it. Whenever he tried weighing his options, his mind seemed to shut off. He wondered if it was because he was afraid of the answer. Would he give everything up, Jack Frost, the Guardians, Jamie, just to remain human with Hiccup and the others on Berk? To have a chance to grow old…never alone again. He couldn’t deny that the thought was tempting. Unbearably so. He shook his head. “How is Hiccup?” he asked instead.
Jamie’s shoulders sank, but he didn’t try to press the matter. “Alva helped take care of him when we got back,” he said. “Surprisingly, she didn’t ask a lot of question. She seemed scared, but she helped clean our wounds and bandaged Hiccup’s leg. He’s been asleep the entire time.”
There was a terrible cold inside Jack’s chest. “I want to see him,” he said. He grabbed his staff and got to his feet, heading for the hut before he could change his mind.
Just then, there was a splash in the water. Jack whirled around, scared Jamie had fallen in somehow the second he’d turned away. But Jamie had just stood to follow and was looking at the water as well.
“What was that?” he asked.
Jack shook his head. “Fish. I don’t know.” He walked on.
Jamie followed. “He’s had a fever too,” he said. “Alva’s been in and out, checking on him.”
“Jamie,” Jack said, coming to a stop in front of the hut. “Alva, she…she could see me, right?”
Jamie blinked. He started to nod, but his brows twitched. “She could see you…but you didn’t have that white stripe then,” he said reluctantly. “I’m sure it’s fine, though, I mean—i-It’s only a few strands!”
Jack pressed his lips together and nodded. The cold in his chest worsened.
They quietly tiptoed into the hut, and Jack slowly approached Hiccup, kneeling by his side. His hair was plastered with sweat against his forehead, and he had the same vicious little wounds as Jack and Jamie. As ferocious as those fairies had been, at least it seemed they had little power when their victims remained in control of their own minds. Jack shook his head at the memory, cursing himself at how stupid he’d been. Hiccup’s words had been sharply accurate: Jack’s gullibility knew no bounds, obviously. He hadn’t even eaten their food like Jamie had, and yet…the thought of staying there had truly seemed like a wonderful idea at the time. Like Jamie had so passionately pointed out, he’d been happy there. So impossibly happy.
This was just a testament for how Jack apparently couldn’t have nice things.
Jamie settled down beside him. He sat still for a few seconds before he leaned his head on Jack’s shoulder. Jack brought an arm around him.
“He fought so hard to protect me, and all I did was try to run away,” Jamie mumbled.
“You were bewitched,” Jack said. “Even I wanted to stay.”
Jamie sighed. “I just…wonder if he would’ve fought as hard if you hadn’t said that you trusted him to protect me.”
Jack couldn’t stop the laugh. “What are you saying? Of course he would,” he said, sending Jamie an incredulous look. “It’s Hiccup. When has he ever not done everything in his power to help?”
“I just feel like he would’ve followed you if he had had the choice.” Jamie glanced up at Jack, then looked back at Hiccup again. “Not that I think he would’ve abandoned me or anything, just…” He was quiet for a few seconds. “He just cares a lot about you, as all.”
Jack smiled. “He cares about both of us.”
Jamie was quiet for another few seconds. “Yeah,” he then murmured. “But you especially.”
It was a strange thing to argue, and Jack probably would’ve pondered more about it if Hiccup hadn’t stirred just then, giving a weak moan. Jamie straightened his back, leaning closer to him.
Jack couldn’t find his voice.
“Hiccup?” Jamie said.
Slowly, agonizingly slowly, Hiccup’s eyes fluttered open. At first, he looked unseeingly up at the ceiling. Then Toothless got to his feet and pressed his giant face into his line of vision, making a low cooing noise. Hiccup’s lips moved as if he wanted to say something, but then he looked to his other side, squinting.
“What…” he started in a voice so hoarse it was barely there. His eyes met Jack’s. “What happened?”
Jack was holding his breath. For the third time that day, his body moved on its own, this time to put a shaky hand on Hiccup’s shoulder. When it didn’t pass through him, a sigh that sounded way too close to a sob escaped him, and he moved the hand to Hiccup’s cheek before losing all self-restraint: he leaned down and hugged him, the best he could while Hiccup was lying down. It took every ounce of his willpower not to burst into tears. He hadn’t even realized how scared he’d been; the relief was overwhelming.
Hiccup made a sort of choked noise. “Jack,” he whispered, and Jack could feel him put a confused hand on his back. “What’s wrong?”
It really had to seem like something was terribly wrong for a reaction like this. Jack pulled away and couldn’t help the grin on his face. He shook his head. “Nothing is wrong,” he said. Bleary green eyes stared back at him, and Jack resisted the urge to hug him again. “I was just worried, is all. Happy to see your eyes again. They’re a very pretty green.”
Hiccup kept staring at him.
Jamie cleared his throat, and Jack realized he sounded like a madman. He found it in him to finally feel a little bashful about his behavior and he quickly sat up straight.
“Sorry. I babble when I’m nervous. People just don’t hear it.” Jack paused. “Um, usually.”
Jamie stifled a laugh and Jack elbowed him.
“Okay,” Hiccup said slowly. “What—”
Toothless had waited up until that moment to bombard Hiccup with dragon kisses, and Hiccup’s voice cracked when he cried out in protest. Toothless went on to bound around the room, almost knocking over the lantern placed by the wall. Hiccup smiled tiredly and began to push himself up. He sent the blanket a strange look before removing it.
“Ah, good. Still got the one,” he said, but then frowned when he saw the bandages. “Where’s my prosthetic?”
“Threw it into the sea,” Jack said, and shrugged when Hiccup raised his brows at him. “It was…cursed or something. The fairies…”
Hiccup only seemed to remember the fairies at that exact moment. His gaze went distant for a second before he lay heavily back down. “Right,” he said faintly. “The fairies. That was a thing.”
Jamie wrung his hands, so Jack reached over and squeezed them lightly.
“That was my last one,” Hiccup murmured.
Jack grimaced. “Maybe you can make a new one here,” he said. “They must have a forge, right?”
“Maybe it’s a sign that it’s time to go back.”
Jack sent Jamie a surprised look. Jamie only glanced up at him and then looked away in shame.
“Just a break,” he clarified. “Maybe we can go back to Berk for a little while. Regroup and all that.”
There was a long silence. Jack had a strong feeling this had something to do with what they’d talked about on the pier, like Jamie was actively trying to make Jack admit that he actually wanted to stay behind. But even more so, he thought it had to do with the fairies; it had been Jamie’s closest encounter with death yet. He needed a break, Jack knew that. And going back to Berk…Maybe that was the solution. Jack could leave Jamie there and keep him safe while he and Hiccup collected the rest of the crystals. That is, of course, if they got some guarantee the Snow Queen wouldn’t attack Berk again.
The door opened, and Jack whirled around at the sudden noise.
“Oh—You’re awake!” Alva said, her face breaking into a smile. “That’s good. I just finished cooking breakfast.”
“Bad mushrooms,” Jack said, at the same time as Jamie said, “food poisoning.”
“Pesky insects,” Hiccup mumbled through the stew in his mouth. It was hard to swallow. Not because of the taste – the taste was way above Hiccup’s standards – but despite his exhaustion, he didn’t have much of an appetite. But Alva had cooked it for them, so he sent her a polite smile. “Just a bad experience overall.”
Alva raised her brows at them. “You expect me to believe that? After what you told me?”
Hiccup glanced at Jack, who just shrugged, then swallowed his food. “I would expect that’s easier to believe than that there’s something magical there,” he said. “What do you think happened?”
“Well,” Alva said, setting her plate down in her lap. “Most of us already had a suspicion there’s something funny about that place. Be it wraiths or some godly curse, we don’t know, but something is not right. Then you come here, the first visitors in…” She trailed off, looking blankly at the wall. “…some time, and you say you’re looking for magic, and you have to go to the one sketchy place we’ve all agreed to stay far away from, for Thor’s sake. You leave and a storm blows up almost immediately. Then Toothless suddenly runs out in the middle of it, and then he comes back with you, two of you unconscious, and all three of you”—she gestured at them—“looking like that.”
Hiccup shifted uncomfortably under his blanket. He couldn’t remember anything about a storm. At least he thought he couldn’t remember it, though…there had been a moment where he’d felt awfully cold. And it felt like some of that cold lingered, sending little shivers up Hiccup’s spine. But the pictures in his head were too scrambled to make sense of. He must’ve been delirious.
“So, yeah, I think it’s safe to say something weird is going on,” Alva finished. “And…this is my island. And I’m going to be chief of this tribe one day, so I…” She hesitated, but then tilted her chin up and finished firmly: “So I demand that you tell me what’s going on.”
Hiccup, Jack and Jamie were all silent. Hiccup felt bad; it wasn’t easy to be the heir, especially when you weren’t all that good with acting authoritative.
“Alva,” he said, leveling her with a serious look. “This is information that might be a lot for you to carry, especially as the daughter of the chief. You’ll have to decide what’s best for your tribe…whether you want to share this with them or not. If you can trust them to not become hysterical, or if you can trust yourself to bear this secret on your own.”
Jack sent him a look that seemed somewhat impressed – and a bit concerned, as if Hiccup had said something weird.
Alva, meanwhile, had a gleam in her eyes. “So, it’s true,” she said. “There is magic there?”
Hiccup glanced at Jack before nodding. “Yes. Something…other than wraiths, but just as dangerous,” he said. “Maybe even more dangerous.”
Alva stirred her stew absentmindedly. “Do you know what happened to my grandfather and his crew?”
Jack lowered his gaze and nodded. “They were killed by the fairies,” he said, not making any attempt to sugarcoat it. “I can’t say for sure, but I imagine they tricked your grandfather into eating their food. They get into your mind, and…” He glanced at Jamie then sighed. “Just trust us when we say you shouldn’t attempt to fight them. They’re too many, and we barely made it out alive.”
Alva’s mouth hung open as she stared at Jack. “Fairies…Fairies? Gods,” she breathed, pushing hair out of her face. “Oh…this is a lot. It all makes sense.”
It wasn’t what Hiccup expected her to say. “Really?”
Alva shrugged feebly. “Sort of?” she said. “The Island of the Wraiths – though I suppose I should stop calling it that – wasn’t always there. Well, that’s what I’ve heard, at least, but it was long before I was born. If, of course, it ever even happened. But the story is this: Once upon time, our ancestors sailed to this island and set camp. They didn’t intend to stay long, but they just needed a place to rest and gather new resources for the journey ahead. But then one night, a guard patrolling the shore noticed a thick fog creeping its away along the horizon…”
Her voice took on a haunting tone. Both Jack and Jamie sat very still, already enraptured by what might be a fairytale or, most likely, something more. Even Baby Tooth sat atop Jack’s head with her tiny mouth ajar in suspense.
“As he watched, the fog came closer, forming itself into the shifting form of a mountain. And then, when the fog dispersed, an island stood in its place. Everyone was sure there had been no island there before, and so people began to fear it. They decided this place was not safe; it was cursed, or it was haunted – they believed the island might be the entrance to the underworld itself.”
Hiccup swallowed thickly.
“So, the tribe prepared their ships in a hurry and they set sail. They sailed until the sun was high in the sky and at last, they spotted land again. They saw the island was inhabited, because there were huts there. But there was something…awfully familiar about those huts.”
Jamie brought his hands to his mouth. “They’d sailed back to the island,” he whispered.
Alva nodded. “They tried to turn around, and they sailed for a long time again…but the same thing happened. No matter how long they sailed, no matter if they followed the stars or the path of living things in the sky…they always ended up right here on this island.
“Legend says that ever since then, nobody has found their way out of these waters.” Alva looked down at her hands for a moment, her brows furrowed. Then she smiled and looked up again. “But, as mentioned, it’s just a legend. Nobody knows if it’s true.”
Hiccup held back a sigh, rubbing his forehead. He was getting awfully tired of knowing that he’d never hear the world legend again without thinking there was too much truth in it for comfort. He was getting awfully tired in general, as if Alva had put something in his stew.
What a thought – had he always been this paranoid?
“You think it’s true?” Jack asked. “The fairies somehow created that island, and…trapped you here?”
Alva smiled, a little uneasily. “I don’t know,” she said. “We’ve lived here my entire life, and I have no need to see the world. This is my world. I think the rest of the tribe agree. It’s not that we can’t get away, it’s just that we want to stay.”
“What?” Hiccup said. “You can’t mean that.”
The words had come out on their own accord, like Hiccup hadn’t even thought them before they were out. There was just something about Alva’s resignation about the whole thing. If they really were being held here by the fairies, they had to fight back…somehow.
Alva tilted her head to the side. “Can’t a girl be content with what she has?” she asked.
“But you haven’t even seen dragons before,” Hiccup argued. He put a hand on Toothless’ head, who was resting beside him. “This island – I mean, I’m sure it’s a great place, but…it can’t keep you content forever, can it? There’s a whole world out there.”
“I’m going to be chief one day,” Alva said simply. “My place is here.”
“I’m going to be chief one day,” Hiccup countered, “but my father couldn’t have stopped me from seeing the world even if he tried. And he’s tried! But in the end, he’s an adventurer too, he wants to see the world as much as the rest of us. There’s—there’s breathtaking islands, incredible dragons – and, as I’ve discovered lately, also magic. Though you might want to be careful with that last one.” He paused, and a small laugh escaped him. “Dragons as well, to be fair.”
Jack was giving him a purely concerned look now, if not for the usual side of mild amusement. “Hiccup…Are you feeling okay?”
It was a very good question. Hiccup was starting to feel like he was back on that rowing boat, the floorboards moving imperceptibly beneath him. He had a slow realization that he’d been acting a bit more…enthusiastic than was probably expected of him in this situation. “What? I’m allowed to be excited about stuff, aren’t I?” he still asked, a tad defensively.
“Of course you are,” Jack said with a laugh. Then he swiftly reached over and pressed a hand against his forehead. He grimaced. “You just look a bit tired, is all. Um, Alva, could you fetch some water?”
Alva reached over and collected their empty bowls, smiling amusedly at Hiccup. “Coming from a seasoned adventurer such as you, I might take your word for it,” she said. “I’ll be right back.”
Hiccup watched her leave, then turned to Jack with a frown. “Am I acting weird?”
“A bit,” Jack admitted, studying him. Jack’s hair was tousled and he had circles under his eyes as always, but he didn’t seem nearly as exhausted as Hiccup felt. “Your fever seems to be getting worse. Though…” Jack hesitated. “Jamie, could you feel his temperature?”
Jamie sent Jack a frown, before realization dawned on his face. “Oh. No, I think…” He put a hand on Jack’s hand then sent him an encouraging smile. “Don’t worry. Your hands are warm.”
Which was one of the weirder exchanges Hiccup had seen between them. Maybe he really was getting delirious again.
“Lie down, Hiccup,” Jack said.
Hiccup deadpanned. “Are you gonna try to nurse me back to health? I feel fine.”
“I said that one time I was sick too, and then I passed out,” Jack said.
“Yes, but you have a history of passing out. It takes a little more for a strong, burly Viking like me to lose consciousness.”
Jack laughed in a way that did not do wonders for Hiccup’s confidence. It still made him smile. Instead of lying down, he brought the blanket tighter around himself and leaned up against the wall.
“Anyway,” Hiccup said. “While Alva is gone, I would like to know what exactly happened after I…”
“Passed out?” Jack said helpfully. His eyes were crinkled with mirth, but then his smile slowly melted. “We escaped the fairies and…and rowed back, but the storm almost made us capsize. Toothless saved us.”
Hiccup closed his eyes. “That must’ve been awful,” he mumbled. “I’m sorry I—”
“No, don’t do that,” Jack said, waving his hand. “No guilt. You did your best and you saved Jamie.”
“He did call the fairies ‘glorified insects’, though,” Jamie said, then smiled when Hiccup sent him a glower. “It was awesome, but it did make them pretty angry.”
Jack laughed again, grinning at Hiccup. “You Hooligans are so rude,” he said.
“It’s part of our culture,” Hiccup said with a shrug. “What about the crystal?”
Jack sighed. “It’s not working,” he said. “I hoped just being in the valley had energized it, but I’ve tried. This counts as our first utter failure.”
“Hey,” Hiccup said. He wanted to reach out and pat Jack’s shoulder – or give him a hug, rather – but he was too far away, and Hiccup didn’t have enough energy to move. But he smiled encouragingly. “That’s not too bad. We’ve been through a lot, and this is just our first? That’s pretty impressive, I’d say.”
Both Jack and Jamie’s expressions brightened.
“It’s just…” Hiccup said, looking down at his hands. He tried recalling the images from the day before. He remembered clutching his leg, then Jack coming to his rescue. He remembered that it was painful, but it felt too far away to properly recall the feeling. After that, things were hazy, but…“It’s strange, I…I thought the Snow Queen attacked us in the midst of it. I guess I was just panicking and expecting the worst to happen. I don’t remember the storm, but I have this weird memory of…just ice. Lots of ice.” He shook his head.
Jack was quiet for a moment. He shook his head too.
“She wasn’t there,” he said. He brushed a hand through his hair, pulling lightly at the strands in a motion that Hiccup couldn’t remember seeing him do before. It wasn’t one of his usual tics. “And nothing is…” Jack continued, clearly trying to sound nonchalant but failing. “I mean, nothing is out of the ordinary, right?”
Hiccup raised a brow. He sent Jamie a look, but Jamie was looking pointedly at Jack. He could ask if he’d cut his hair, but that was obviously not it. “No…? Do you think anything is out of the ordinary?” he asked back. Maybe it had something do with Jack’s strange behavior when Hiccup had woken up. Honestly, it wasn’t their first near-death experience; Jack should be used to it by now.
That being said, Hiccup’s soul had been just about to leave his body when Jack had looked at him like that. And then complimented his eyes. Bastard.
Jack’s eyebrows twitched. “No,” he said, the corners of his lips quirking upwards. “I hope not. It was just…a very close call, is all. Come to think of it, Hiccup…” His eyes moved down Hiccup’s blanket, his brows furrowing. “Could I examine your leg?”
Hiccup didn’t like his tone. That, and Jack had mentioned the fairies cursing his prosthetic or something; Hiccup remember their voices, penetrating his mind, cursing him…calling him boy of iron. He pulled up his blanket, holding back a sigh at the sight of his prosthetic-less leg. It was wrapped in bandages, which he’d been informed was Alva’s doing. He started unwrapping them.
“Pretty miraculous that we all made it out of that alive,” Hiccup heard himself saying, which, in retrospect, felt like the worst thing to say in that moment. He blamed his fever. The last of the bandage fell to the floor, and the first thing he registered was the aggressive red around the stump of his leg. Then he saw something else: thin, moss green veins creeping up his shin.
Jack’s face was stony. He put a hand under Hiccup’s shin, the gentle touch sending a faint jolt through the rest of his body.
“What is it?” Hiccup asked, not sure if he wanted to know the answer.
Jack’s jaw clenched. “I…I don’t know,” he murmured, and pressed his lips together. He set Hiccup’s leg down then sent Hiccup a look that was so unnaturally calm it went right back to panicked. “But there’s probably a way to fix it. Don’t worry. I’ll—”
The door opened again, and Jack pulled the blanket over Hiccup’s legs.
“I brought some tea,” Alva announced cheerfully. “And water, as you asked, of course, but the tea might help even more.”
Jamie grimaced. “Herbal tea?”
“The best kind,” Alva promised, and Jamie sent Hiccup a weirdly empathetic look.
Despite Alva’s herbal tea, Jamie was sad, but not surprised, to see that Hiccup’s fever only got worse. It hadn’t helped Jamie when he was sick, and it wasn’t helping Hiccup either.
The next couple of days went by slowly, and Hiccup spent most of the time unconscious, and all of it sweating and shivering. Toothless stayed loyally by his side, curled around him to give Hiccup as much heat as possible. And when Hiccup was unconscious, Jack spent most of that time sitting close by, watching over him and making sure he was hydrated. Alva didn’t ask too many questions. She was clearly curious, but she seemed to understand that the three of them were all very tired and very scared; her questions could wait. Instead, she prepared meals for them, made sure they were warm and comfortable, and did her best at shooing off nosey villagers.
And Jamie didn’t know what he could do to help, so a lot of the time he just watched and felt increasingly worse about himself.
It was sunset on the second day when Jack asked if Jamie could look after a sleeping Hiccup so that he could take a little walk. Jamie obliged, and couldn’t help but notice the hard expression on Jack’s face as he exited the hut, and the way his knuckles were white around his staff.
Jamie sat closer to Hiccup, sending a small smile to Toothless, whose tail was shifting restlessly. He probably missed flying, but he refused to move from Hiccup, even when Hiccup himself said he could go flying with Jamie – close to the ground, of course – if he needed to burn some energy. But Toothless stayed, and now Hiccup was curled up into a cocoon against his chest.
Jamie brought his knees up to his chest, letting out a deep sigh. “I’m sorry,” he mumbled, even if Hiccup couldn’t hear him. He’d probably just say it wasn’t Jamie’s fault anyway.
“It’s not your fault.”
Jamie straightened in surprise. “I thought you were sleeping,” he said, then frowned. “Did you read my mind?”
Hiccup’s dry lips curled up into a weak smile. “I was. Guess you woke me,” he said. His voice was terribly hoarse. Toothless made a soft whining noise and Hiccup patted his paw comfortingly. “Cheer up, you big baby. No, I wasn’t reading your mind, Jamie, but your expression is pretty easy to read. You and Jack…You wear the same one.”
Jamie didn’t know what to say to that. “Water?” he offered.
Hiccup shakily pushed himself up and accepted the cup. He took small sips and grimaced when he swallowed. Seconds passed by without anyone saying anything.
“Where’s Jack?” Hiccup then asked.
“He just went out,” Jamie said. “He asked me to look after you.”
“It’s not like I’m gonna…randomly burst into flames if no one is watching or whatever,” Hiccup murmured. “It’s just a fever.”
But he didn’t sound entirely convinced. The green veins in his leg were bad news, and they all knew it.
“Jack will figure it out,” Jamie said.
Hiccup’s smile was soft. “You believe a lot in him.”
“He deserves to be believed in,” Jamie replied with a halfhearted smile of his own. “I just wish…I’d been stronger back then. I shouldn’t have eaten that strawberry. And”—he held up a hand when Hiccup opened his mouth—“I know that you and Jack will just say that they were controlling our minds or whatever, but…i-it still feels bad.”
Hiccup was quiet, but there was nothing about him that made Jamie feel he held any sort of resentment from what had happened. Jamie supposed that when the apologies and the reassurances were all said and done, there wasn’t much else to say.
“Thank you for not letting me run back in there, though,” Jamie mumbled.
Hiccup remained quiet for a few seconds more. “You’re very brave, Jamie,” he said. “Incredibly so. Thor knows I wouldn’t have been able to do all that you’ve done at the age of eleven.”
Jamie raised a brow. “Says the guy who defeated a Titan Wing dragon at fifteen.”
“I had help,” Hiccup pointed out with an amused smile. “But that’s not the point. What I’m saying is that you can’t always walk forward. It’s like I said earlier, we’ve been making progress for so long, some setback is inevitable. But whenever we take a step backwards, we then take two steps forward. This”—he gestured at his leg—“was a risk I chose to take when I joined you. It could’ve happened to any of us, and in thousands of other ways. Besides, my dad always says”—he made a face while imitating Stoick’s deep voice and accent—“we’re Vikings. It’s an occupational hazard.”
Just then, there was a knock on the door, and Alva peeked inside. “Hi there,” she said. “Brought firewood. Is everything alright?”
Jamie met Hiccup’s eyes again and smiled gratefully. “I think so,” he said.
“Good, good,” Alva said, walking up to the hearth. “Um, just thought you should know – Jack is at the pier, doing…Well, I’m not sure what it is he’s doing. It looks a bit ritualistic. I decided not to approach. Not because I was scared, or anything, he just looked very busy.”
“You should probably check on him instead of me,” Hiccup mumbled.
“Then you should watch over Hiccup, Alva,” Jamie said, getting to his feet. He sent Hiccup a grin. “Make sure he doesn’t randomly burst into flames.”
Alva looked confused but she nodded cheerfully, and Jamie exited the hut. He turned left and headed for the pier, where – sure enough – Jack was standing, holding his staff and swinging it idly at the water. As Jamie approached him, Jack crouched down and reached out with his hand, his fingertips tapping against the surface.
Jamie realized what he was doing.
“Maybe you shouldn’t try that in broad daylight,” he suggested as he stepped onto the pier.
Jack turned his head to him but didn’t move his hand. “It’s sunset,” he replied. He sent the water a disappointed glower. “Besides, it’s not working.”
Jamie sat down beside him. He glanced around, making sure nobody was watching. “Why are you doing this now?” he asked.
“What do you mean? If it happened once already, my powers must already be there,” Jack said, frowning at the water. “They just…wont…come out.”
He sounded deeply frustrated. Jamie looked at the water too, waiting. Nothing happened.
“How does it feel?” he asked. Jack sent him a confused look and Jamie nodded at the staff. “To do magic. Maybe if you try to replicate the feeling.”
Jack looked into the air, pursing his lips. “It feels…” he started slowly. He opened his mouth, then closed it again and shook his head. “It feels…It just…It feels just like having arms.”
Jamie frowned.
“You know? It just feels like doing anything,” Jack said. He sighed a laugh and gestured helplessly with his hands. “A lot of the time I wasn’t completely in control of it, like a subconscious thing. Like breathing. I’ve never had to focus on it before, and now…”
Jamie nodded slowly. “Like what happened. You didn’t mean to freeze the sea, but…”
“Yeah,” Jack murmured. “I have frozen a bunch of stuff on accident before, like an emotional response, so I guess it makes sense...” Shaking the water off his hand, Jack straightened and looked up at the darkening sky. His face was hard to read. “Hiccup doesn’t see the white,” he said.
“Seems that way,” Jamie agreed. “But that’s a good thing, isn’t it? Seems to me you’re not planning on revealing anything to him anytime soon.”
Jack grimaced. “No…It would scare him away, I’m sure,” he said with an unhappy chuckle. “He hasn’t had a single nice experience with magic. I’d rather just…appreciate the time with him that I have left, before we leave or…or I disappear.”
“Tell him then,” Jamie said, grabbing Jack’s arm to make him look back at him. “Tell him about Jack Frost, and you won’t disappear.”
It took a few seconds before Jack replied. “I don’t know if I want him to see me like that,” he admitted quietly. “The looks the twins gave me sometimes, I…” He closed his eyes and shook his head. “If Hiccup looked at me like that—”
“He won’t,” Jamie said. “Jack, Hiccup is—He’s your friend. He trusts you, ex-spirit or not. I know he does.”
Jack tilted his head to the side. “You sound so certain,” he said. “Has he said anything?”
You have no idea, Jamie wanted to say, but he kept his mouth shut and looked down at the water again. “I just know. Hiccup is—”
He didn’t get any further, because just then he thought he saw something in the water. No, not something – someone. A face, looking back up at him from beneath the surface.
His fear must’ve shown on his face, because Jack quickly grabbed his staff and put his other arm across Jamie’s chest as he looked over the edge of the pier. But the face disappeared into ripples, so smoothly Jamie wasn’t sure if he’d seen anything at all.
“What is it?” Jack asked.
“I—” Jamie started, his voice coming out as a squeak. He cleared his throat. “I’m not sure. I think I’m just hallucinating. I thought I saw face.”
Jack looked back at the water and sighed deeply. “I don’t have the energy for that right now,” he said and got to his feet. He smiled at Jamie and held out a hand. “Come on. Let’s take a walk around the village instead.”
Jack woke up early the next day. He hoped to take a walk before the village woke up, because when he’d walked with Jamie the day before, it became clear that these people had not been taught that it’s rude to stare.
He checked if Jamie and Hiccup were still asleep and managed to get to the door when Baby Tooth noticed him. He motioned for her to be quiet, and the two of them slipped out of the hut and into the dark, early morning.
Credit where credit was due, this village was a lot more laid back when it came to visitors than the Berkians. The night patrol spotted Jack as he made his way up the village, crossing the main square, but didn’t try to stop him or question him. They did follow him with his eyes, and Jack didn’t doubt they were actually paying closer attention than what it seemed, but he could appreciate that they did at least try to make it seem like they trusted him.
He headed up towards the grassy hills, where there’d been a rockfall from the mountains. It wasn’t too far away from the village for it to be unsafe, but far enough away that people wouldn’t see what Jack was doing. Obviously, the pier hadn’t been of any help.
Baby Tooth fluttered around Jack, chirping questions as he climbed on top of a boulder, but he didn’t answer any of them. She would most certainly try to stop him if he did.
“Alright,” Jack said, standing tall on top of the boulder. “What I need is a sense of urgency. An emotional response.”
Baby Tooth stared at him, then at the ground beneath them. She started chirping fiercely.
“I know I tried this before, but now I know my powers are returning!” Jack hissed back. “And I’m not jumping from a cliff this time, am I? It’s just a rock. The worst that can happen is a broken ankle.”
Baby Tooth did not seem reassured.
Jack took a deep breath and closed his eyes. “I just need to feel it,” he said. “This time, for sure, it will work. Because I’ve done it once already. Well, maybe not exactly this – is flying not a part of the deal yet?” He paused, looking up. “Wind! You there? Hello?”
“Hello?”
Jack nearly fell off the boulder in surprise. The wind had responded in many ways before, but actual words had never been one of them.
But it wasn’t the wind. It was Alva.
“Where did you come from?” Jack asked, trying to gloss over the fact that he’d almost screamed.
Alva frowned up at him. “The village,” she replied. “Who are you talking to?”
Jack glanced at Baby Tooth. He gestured vaguely. “The wind?”
“O-kay, fair enough,” Alva said, smiling uncertainly. “Oh, I didn’t mean to follow you, by the way. I couldn’t sleep and I saw you and…well, I guess I did follow you. Sorry.”
“No worries,” Jack said, though he had a few worries. He felt awkward standing atop the boulder talking to her, so he swiftly climbed back down, to Baby Tooth’s relief. “How much of that did you hear, exactly?”
Alva shifted her weight. “Um…probably more that you’d like, I would guess,” she said. She smiled apologetically and waved her hands. “Don’t worry. I already knew there’s something weird about you guys. The fact that you might be magic isn’t that surprising, all things considered.”
“Oh,” Jack said. “That’s good. I mean, that you aren’t freaking out or anything. I’m not magic though.”
“No?” Alva said. “Okay, then.”
Jack squinted at her. “And Hiccup and Jamie aren’t either,” he told her.
Alva nodded.
There was silence.
“I…used to be, though,” Jack mumbled in defeat.
Alva looked at him for a few seconds, before she nodded up at the hill. “Wanna walk with me?” she asked. “You seem like you have a lot on your mind.”
A part of Jack wanted to decline the offer. He’d come out here this early for the sake of being alone, so that he could try practicing his powers uninterrupted. But Baby Tooth was already here, and now his secret was out to Alva anyway.
He smiled wearily. “A walk sounds nice.”
Alva led him up the hill, which turned steeper the higher they got. They were both out of breath once they reached the top, but the reward was a charming view of the island. Jack could see patches of forests, ponds, paths to lonely huts, some from which smoke was rising. Baby Tooth made an appreciative sound from where she rested atop Jack’s head. They walked along the ridge. The wind seemed fresher up here, and with a clear sky, the stars shone down at them from all around.
“Do you struggle with sleeping a lot?” Jack asked.
“Not really,” Alva admitted. “It’s been an eventful couple of days.”
“Sorry about that.”
Alva laughed. “You don’t have to apologize. I didn’t say it was a bad thing.” They stopped at a point where their path started sloping downwards. The ocean stretched out in front of them. “It’s just different. And with all the things on my mind just from listening to you, I can only imagine it’s way worse for you guys.”
Jack studied her for a few seconds, noticing the way her gaze was fixed stiffly on the horizon. He held back a laugh. “You’re curious,” he said.
“I’m practically dying to know more,” Alva agreed, meeting his eyes with a bashful giggle. “I don’t blame you for being quiet, though.”
Jack scoffed. “That’s what Hiccup says too, but I know he’s lying,” he murmured.
Alva frowned. “You’re keeping secrets from him?” she asked, surprised.
“He knows most of it,” Jack said, in a halfhearted attempt to defend himself, but it only made him feel worse. “He just doesn’t know about me.”
Alva nodded slowly. Her lips quivered, opening and closing. “What—Ah, sorry,” she started, smiling sheepishly and shifting her weight from side to side. “This is probably a rude question. I’m sorry if it’s rude, I swear I don’t mean anything—”
“Just ask,” Jack laughed.
“Well…What are you exactly?” Alva bit her lip and restlessly inched down the path. “I mean, not what but, you know…You…” She gestured at him, caught Jack’s amused smirk, and dragged a hand over her face. “Sorry, it’s just…Nothing ever happens here, this is the most exciting thing that’s ever happened in my entire life.”
Jack walked up beside her. “I’m human,” he replied simply. He watched his steps as they inched down the hill. “I was human, and then I was something else, and now I’m human again.”
“Something else?” Alva inquired.
“A spirit.”
“Oh…I see.” She paused then shook her head. “No, I actually—I don’t see. Does that usually happen? Going human, spirit, human, spirit—”
“I’m not a spirit again, though,” Jack said. “Though it kinda seems I’m on my way there. And, no, it doesn’t usually happen.”
Alva let out a shaky breath. “That’s amazing,” she said. “You—you think you’re turning back into a spirit? Was that what you were talking about back there?”
Jack nodded. He hesitated, then said, “I think I stopped the blizzard. I…think I might’ve started it too,” he said, thinking back to the sudden gust of wind that had chased the fairies away when he’d saved Baby Tooth. There had been clouds on the horizon when they entered the forest, but they’d only looked like rainclouds.
He regretted saying anything about that when he caught Alva’s shocked expression.
“You created a storm?” she whispered.
Jack shrugged uncomfortably. “It’s sort of my whole…thing,” he mumbled without meeting her eyes. “But now I can’t do anything. Maybe I spent my whole magic quota to save us, or whatever. It was enough to knock me out.”
The path crept into a small forest, blocking out the stars.
“Why haven’t you told Hiccup about this?” Alva asked tentatively. “What is it you’re after, exactly?”
“A way home,” Jack replied, debating whether or not he wanted to ignore the first question. “To my…realm.”
Alva frowned at him, before her eyes went wide. “Wait…You’re not—Realm? Do you mean…” She brought a hand to her mouth. “Blizzard—Are you, like…Skaði?”
Jack blinked. “Who?”
“I thought Skaði was a girl, though,” Alva mumbled, shaking her head. “But you’re from another realm, and you can create blizzards—Oh, gods—Are you a god?”
“No!” Jack said, taking a step back as if to physically distance himself from that notion. “I’m not a god, and I have no idea who Skaði is. I’m just a—a guy. A normal guy. More or less.”
“Oh,” Alva said, clearly relieved. “Because if you were a god, it would’ve made sense that you haven’t told Hiccup. The gods always disguise themselves in the stories.”
“I’m just worried he won’t take it well,” Jack said. “Besides, I don’t even know if what happened was a one-time thing. It certainly seems that way right now.” He made a flowing gesture with his hand, waiting for snowflakes to form around it. Still, no success. “If my powers are gone, there’s no need to tell him.”
“Hm. Shame. I would’ve loved to see some magic,” Alva said. She smiled at Jack. “Maybe Hiccup would too. You can’t be sure, can you?”
“I’d like to be,” Jack muttered.
“I’ve gotten the impression you’re a risk-taker,” Alva said. “Is that wrong?”
They’d exited the forest and were now walking down towards the coastline. Sand mixed with the grass. The sky had turned a pale blue over the horizon.
Jack looked down at his shoes. “Risk-taking was what got us into this mess.”
“I see.” Alva folded her hands behind her back and looked up at the sky as they crossed the line between grass and sand. She was quiet for a few seconds, her expression pensive. “Obviously, I don’t know any of you. But Hiccup…” Her lips quirked up into a coy smile. “Hiccup is clearly not unaccustomed to the unexpected. I mean…he has a dragon.”
Jack huffed a laugh. “You have a point there,” he agreed, twirling his staff idly. “You should hear the stories he’s told me. Even for a Viking, he’s done some crazy stuff.”
“Really?” Alva said, her eyes shining. “Well, there you go. Maybe you don’t need to be scared. I mean, you could tell him that your true form is a gigantic monster with five heads and twenty legs, and he’d still find a way to deal with it.”
“You’re saying, if I was a scary beast with multiple heads and legs who, say, could shoot fire, Hiccup would still like me?”
Alva didn’t know the extent of Hiccup’s love for dragons, so she just scoffed. “I’m saying Hiccup is brave and heroic and kind and…” She trailed off, glancing at Jack. “I mean…I don’t know him, so I can’t say for sure. I sort of wish I did.”
There was something about her eyes. Thoughtful, but not vacant, and very, very soft. It reminded Jack of the way Tooth sometimes looked at him. Alva reminded him a little of Tooth in general.
But Alva wasn’t looking at Jack. She was looking at the horizon, talking about Hiccup.
Jack frowned, looking down at his shoes again. “Uh, yeah,” he said. “You’re pretty spot on.”
“I just can’t help but wonder if he’s right,” Alva murmured, as if she was mostly talking to herself. “Maybe it is kind of outrageous that I don’t want to leave this place. You see, I was talking to Hiccup yesterday, and he told me a little bit about that island – about the fairies. He said that he hadn’t wanted to leave, that the fairies had made you believe you were happier with them. Did you feel that way too?”
Jack wasn’t sure why the thought of Hiccup sharing that with Alva irked him. He mentally shook the feeling away and nodded. “We all felt that way.”
They were getting closer to the docks. Jack could just see the top of their borrowed hut. He wondered if Hiccup was awake.
“And how, in the story, when the island appeared, the tribe tried to escape, but they couldn’t,” Alva continued. “And then, when my grandpa came back from his expedition, wounded and driven mad, nobody thought that it might be a good idea to leave this place. And why I still didn’t even think of leaving when I saw the state of you guys. Isn’t that a bit strange?”
Jack studied her face. Her voice had risen a little in pitch, and her brows were knitted, but she still seemed more pensive than worked up. “Are you saying you think the fairies have put a curse on this place?” he asked, and as he said it, he believed it too.
“I don’t know,” Alva said. “I just feel like I should be less calm about this than I am. Jack…” She stopped walking and brought her hands to her chest, fiddling with her fingers. “I don’t know anything about the life you’ve been living, but there’s a part of me that feels like you coming here is the start of…of something. And you have – had? – powers, that might be returning.” She looked up at him, a serious crease between her brows. “I’m not asking you to promise anything, but…”
Jack realized what she was asking. “If there’s a way to help, I’ll try,” he heard himself saying. He looked at his frostless staff, gripping it tightly. “I can’t promise anything, though. I don’t know if my powers will return.”
Alva smiled. “That’s good enough,” she said, then hugged Jack swiftly. “Thank you. I should probably go back home and get you some breakfast.”
Hugs still baffled Jack a bit, but he managed a light laugh. “Thank you, as well,” he said as they started walking again. “And I guess this goes without saying, but I’d appreciate it if you kept a bit quiet about this.”
“Until you tell Hiccup,” Alva said with a nod. Jack could only nod back, and when he did, Alva’s brows furrowed, her eyes going up to the top of his head. “Did you…always have that streak of white in your hair?”
Jack couldn’t help but grin, feeling a tiny burst of what he’d felt when Jamie had first seen him. He put a finger to his mouth in a hush-motion. Realization dawned on Alva’s face and she beamed back.
They stopped by the well and fetched water before going back to their hut. Jack carefully opened the door and peeked inside. Everyone was still asleep, including Toothless, who barely opened one eye at their entering before snoozing on. Alva poured the water into the crock by Hiccup’s side, before carefully reaching over and touching his forehead with the back of her fingers.
“He’s still so warm,” she murmured.
Jack walked up to her side and sat down, studying Hiccup’s face. He sighed, trying to ignore the guilt he’d told both Hiccup and Jamie not to feel. “He’ll pull through,” he whispered. “That’s just what he does.”
Alva looked at him before sitting as well. “How long have you known each other?” she asked.
“Couple of months or so?” Jack said, then laughed quietly. “It feels a lot longer.”
“I thought it would be longer,” Alva said. “You seem like you’ve been through a lot together.”
Jack smiled. “I think…aside from Jamie, there’s not anyone else I’ve been through more with. At least not this kind of adventure.”
“Did he persuade you into seeing the world too?” Alva said with an amused grin.
“Oh, no, the adventure was gonna happen anyway. He just refused to let us go alone,” Jack explained, his smile widening at the memory of Hiccup’s fierce declaration of friendship. He shook his head, looking down at his hands. “He’s that kind of stupid-brave. To his credit, we probably wouldn’t have lasted a day without him.”
Alva hummed softly. There were a few seconds of silence, and then she murmured:
“He’s kind of handsome, isn’t he?”
Jack turned to her. He didn’t know what to say to that, so he kept quiet. When Alva looked back at him, Jack didn’t know what she saw in his expression, but it made her tilt her head questioningly to the side. And then her mouth fell open, her eyebrows shooting up to her hairline.
“Oh, I…I guess should’ve asked if…” she started uncertainly. Jack tilted his head to the side in the same fashion as she had, and Alva smiled sheepishly. “I just got a bit carried away, I didn’t think, but you…you go well together. I can see that.”
Jack stared at her. “Yeah,” he said slowly, completely lost on what had warranted this reaction. “I guess so.”
Alva was a bit red. She gave an exasperated chuckle, pushing hair out of her face. “Well, don’t worry. He’s just intriguing,” she said. “You seem happy together.”
Jack felt his jaw go slack when he realized what Alva was implying. “Oh,” was all he managed to say in reply.
“Is—is this a secret too?” Alva then whispered, glancing at Jamie.
“Uh…no?”
“Ah, good. Because my judgment was a bit clouded due to that little infatuation, but it’s pretty obvious.” Alva laughed again, then sighed. “I do wish I could find someone to look at with so much adoration.”
Jack was quiet. He nodded slowly.
“All the boys in this village are just not my type,” Alva continued, and it was clear she was just rambling now. She cleared her throat and got to her feet. “Anyway. Breakfast, yeah? See you in a bit.” She flashed a stiff grin, then hurried out of the hut.
Jack stared at the door before slowly turning his gaze vacantly to the wall. “What just happened?” he whispered to himself.
Baby Tooth chirped a reply, making Jack flinch; he’d forgotten she was there.
“I’m wondering the same thing.”
Jack flinched again, harder this time. He stared at Hiccup, who was squinting at him under heavy eyelids. “What—When did you wake up?” he hissed. He was getting very tired of getting sneaked up on, though this wasn’t technically sneaking. It still counted.
“When Alva was talking about boys,” Hiccup mumbled. He rubbed his eyes, tried to sit up, but then let his head fall heavily onto the bearskin again. “She seemed kinda worked up.”
“Um. I don’t know. Girls,” Jack said with a shrug.
Hiccup frowned at him. “You okay?”
“Yeah…of course,” Jack said, and he thought he was telling the truth.
He just wondered why he hadn’t been able to tell Alva she’d misunderstood.
Another three days passed before Hiccup woke up in the middle of the day and declared that he was well enough to go on. He tried proving this by staggering to one foot, hopping out of the hut then getting Toothless to carry him down to the beach. Jack and Jamie hurried along.
“You have a fever,” Jack reminded him.
Hiccup waved a dismissive hand. “I’m tired of lying here all day,” he said. “It doesn’t seem like it’s gonna pass anytime soon, so we might as well leave.”
Jack could all but hear Bunny’s voice calling him a hypocrite when he argued: “You’re gonna hurt yourself.”
Hiccup sent him a doubtful look, as if that had never happened before. “Look, you’re the one who keeps saying you can’t afford to be picky with your magic, no matter how creepy,” he said. “We didn’t get any magic from the fairies, so we’re behind schedule.”
“What schedule?” Jamie asked.
“Just—the schedule.” Hiccup made to shift the gears on Toothless’ tailfin, then sent his lack of peg leg a disdainful glare. “I think you have to do the steering, Jamie.”
Jack studied him for a few seconds. Hiccup’s shoulders slumped, and Jack could tell it was not just because of his exhaustion. He took a deep breath. “Okay,” he said. “Let’s try to go back to Berk. Like you said, Jamie, we need to regather our strength. And Hiccup needs new legs.” And to see his home again, Jack added internally, and knew that was the greater reason.
Hiccup perked up hopefully, but still chewed his lip. “Is that safe, you think?”
“Probably not,” Jack admitted. “We’ll just have to be vigilant.” He walked up to Toothless and stroked him under his chin, grinning when Toothless’ eyes dilated happily. He looked up at Hiccup and nodded. “Let’s go home.”
“Now you are leaving,” came Alva’s voice. She was walking down the beach towards them, a slightly wistful smile on her face. “Right?”’
“It’s time,” Hiccup said. He slid off Toothless and only stumbled a little. “But you’ve been of incredible help, Alva. Thank you so much.” He held out an arm to her.
Alva stopped in front of him. She nodded and grabbed his forearm. “I’m happy to have met you four,” she said, letting her hand fall. She looked at Jack. “I hope to see you again someday.”
Jack sent her a meaningful smile and nodded.
Jamie climbed up on Toothless, grinning excitedly. He helped Hiccup up, and Jack climbed up in the back. Toothless unfolded his wings languidly, letting out a delighted growl at finally getting to use them again, before taking off to the sky, heading north. Jack’s stomach surged; he’d missed this too.
Hiccup seemed less enthusiastic than usual, and Jack awkwardly patted his shoulder. “I’m sure Gothi has some miraculous remedy for this,” he said.
“Oh, good. That makes me feel a lot better,” Hiccup said. He was silent for a few seconds before he turned back and sent Jack a tired smile. “It does actually make me feel better. I’ve missed Berk.”
Jack smiled back. “I know you have.”
They flew for a long while without seeing anything but sea. Jack tried keeping a lookout for the island they’d come from, though he already thought it was weird that they hadn’t been able to see it from Alva’s island. Jamie was the first one to point out land, a couple of hours later.
They flew closer and Jack felt his stomach drop.
“Okay,” Hiccup said slowly. “I guess this means Alva’s legend is true. Who is surprised?” He didn’t sound surprised.
Alva was waiting for them at the beach. She didn’t seem too surprised either. “I hoped I was wrong,” she said when they landed.
Jack dismounted Toothless, sending the outline of the fairies’ island a glower. “So that means you really are cursed,” he concluded. “The fairies are keeping you here. The fairies are keeping us here.”
Alva looked apologetic, as if it were her fault.
“Let’s look for the tunnel,” Jamie suggested, jumping off Toothless as well and setting off towards the spot they’d emerged six days ago. Jack didn’t have much hope that it was there, but they followed Jamie even so. As expected, the tunnel was nowhere to be found.
“We have to defeat the fairies, somehow,” Hiccup muttered, closing his eyes. “If we can wipe them out—”
“We’re not going back there,” Jack interrupted firmly. “They’re way too strong.”
“Then what do we do?” Hiccup asked. He didn’t even sound angry. Just desperate. “We can’t stay here forever! And Alva and her people have been trapped her for too long already. We have to do something.”
Jack clamped his hand around his staff. The fairies’ weakness was the cold; he could’ve stopped them if he had his powers. If this was their only option, it should be enough to push his powers into motion. It had to be enough.
Jamie met his eyes, and Jack knew he was thinking the same thing.
“You’re right,” Jack said, turning his eyes to the ocean. “Everything has a weakness. We just need to find out how to…”
His voice got stuck in his throat. His eyes had met someone else’s – someone who was watching them from the water, shoulder deep in it. At first, Jack thought they were human, but there was something so uncanny about their features, it made his heart leap to his throat. Their mouth was just a little bit too wide, their eyes a little bit too far apart and bigger than a human’s. Their hair was long, black and wet, with an almost greenish tinge to it. And, as Jack continued to stare, he realized their skin was glistening with fish scales.
Hiccup followed Jack’s gaze and gave a hopeless little moan. “No way.”
“What is it?” Alva asked, her eyes blankly searching the sea. She couldn’t see the creature.
“Mermaid,” Jamie whispered. “I knew it!”
The mermaid – mer-person? Mer-creature? – came closer, and Jack saw the tip of a fish’s tail peek out of the water. They opened their mouth, and out of it came a weird clicking noise, unlike anything Jack had ever heard before. It pointed at Jack and motioned for him to come closer.
Jack exchanged a quick look with Hiccup, before warily approaching the creature. He stopped at the edge of the water, but when the creature didn’t say anything more, he took one more step, letting the waves wash over his boots.
The creature opened their mouth again.
“You froze our sea.”
Jack almost stepped back out. His heart felt like it had stopped, and he quickly looked back at Hiccup – but Hiccup just looked confused, like he hadn’t heard anything but the clicking. Jack looked at the water, and then at the sea creature.
“I’m—I’m sorry,” he stammered. “It was an accident.”
“You understand it?” Hiccup asked, but Jack ignored him.
The creature shook their head. “That’s not the reason why I seek to talk to you,” they said. “We can show you the way out of these waters. The fairies don’t have any power in our kingdom under the ocean.”
It was too good to be true.
“What’s the catch?” Jack asked slowly.
“In return, we ask for your help.” They held out a hand to Jack. “Come.”
Jack felt himself inch backwards. “Uh, no thanks.”
The creature narrowed their weird eyes. “Very well. Remain trapped here forever.” They made to sink back into the water.
“Wait!” Jack yelped.
The creature turned back to him. There was an eerie smile on their face. Jack swallowed.
“Can’t we just…negotiate up here?” he pleaded.
The creature shot the fairies’ island a look. “Prying ears,” was all they said.
“What is she saying?” Jamie asked, who had apparently settled with the theory that this was a mermaid.
“What’s going on?” Alva whispered, sounding frightened.
Jack glanced back at them but turned to the creature again. “I can’t breathe underwater.”
“Jack…” Hiccup warned.
“I’ll help you with that,” the creature promised. “Please. You are our only hope.”
Jack couldn’t begin to imagine what kind of help he could possibly offer to someone belonging to the world of his worst fear. But, despite the creature’s strange features, he recognized the feelings in their face: desperation, and a glimmer of hope. He already knew he couldn’t refuse…he just didn’t know how to take a step forward.
He looked back at the others. “They need my help,” he said, helplessly.
Hiccup stared incredulously back at him. “With what?”
“I don’t know. She won’t say. She…she wants me to follow her into the water. She says she’ll help me breathe.”
Hiccup gave a laughing scoff, before sending Jack a sharp look. “Don’t tell me you want to do it,” he pleaded.
Jack shrugged. “Want is a strong word,” he said. “But they’ll help us get out of here if I do. So I will.”
“It’s a trick,” Hiccup said.
The mermaid hissed at him.
“You said we have to do something,” Jack said. “This is something.”
“I take it back,” Hiccup retorted.
Jack smiled. “Hey,” he said. “We’ve practiced for this moment. It’s fate.”
Hiccup looked increasingly more desperate. He shook his head. “The stories don’t say nice things about merpeople either,” he said. “Please, Jack. They’ll drown you.”
Jack felt his lip quiver, and he pressed them together. “Hopefully not,” he said in a thin voice, before turning around.
“Jack!” Hiccup yelled. He ran into the water, but before he could even get close, the water itself rose like a wall in front of him, pushing him away. He fell back on the sand. The mermaid said nothing, but her glower could kill. Hiccup stared right back at her. “If you hurt him…!” he started.
“I will return him to you,” the mermaid said, though Hiccup didn’t look like he understood her. She held out her hand again, beckoning Jack forward.
Jack swallowed. Ignoring Hiccup’s protests, he started walking deeper into the water. His shoulders rose up to his ears; the water was freezing. Don’t think, he chanted internally. Don’t think. Don’t think.
Shakily, he reached out to the mermaid. Her fingers slid over his palm, her skin slippery, then locked firmly around his hand. “Take a deep breath,” she told him.
Then she yanked him beneath the surface. Jack cried out, but only bubbles emerged from his mouth. Above him, the sunlight waned, as the mermaid dragged him down into the deep.
Notes:
Happy birthday to MagicalTear, this is for u baby
Also, I finished all my assignments B^) It's fanfiction time.
Chapter 34: No one tries to kill anyone, for once
Notes:
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Chapter Text
The first few seconds, all Jack knew was that it was dark and cold and that the mermaid’s grip around his wrist was so tight, it hurt. He flailed, his body instinctively writhing to get away, but no matter what, he felt himself rushing through the black water. He waited for the pressure to crush him, the daylight long gone above him, but nothing like that happened. They just kept going deeper.
Eventually, they came to a stop, and the mermaid let go of Jack’s wrist. He looked around but saw nothing. Still holding his breath, he almost gasped when his foot hit something, only to realize that it was the seafloor.
His mind was scrambled with terror. He couldn’t see, he couldn’t breathe, he was cold, and he was at the bottom of the sea. A part of him thought he was dead already.
Then there was a faint teal light in front of him. Jack stared at it as it became brighter, and eventually realized that he was looking at some sort of glowing seaweed. He turned his head, seeing the glow spread through a forest of tall grass, surrounding him. And within it, faces similar to the one whose owner had just dragged him down here peered out at him.
He turned around and was suddenly face to face with the mermaid from before, her face so close to Jack’s he yelped again. The mermaid grabbed his face before he could jerk away.
“Breathe, little boy,” she said.
Jack did not want to obey. He was certain that if he did what she said, his lungs would fill with water and he would drown. There had been many close calls throughout this quest, and Jack was fully aware that he was just as mortal as any other human being right now, but if he were to die, he would not let it be the same thing as last time. At least not without a fight.
So, he didn’t breathe. The mermaid tilted her head to the side, before letting go of his face with one hand and promptly punching him in the stomach.
Jack wheezed, doubling over. His lungs did not fill with water. Instead there was air, and he gasped for it.
The mermaid moved a little away from him. She was not wearing any clothes, and from what Jack could see, Jamie had probably not been right by calling her a mermaid – nothing about her indicated that she was a woman, or a man for that matter. Her skin was tinted green, scales marking her whole body, from her humanoid, flat torso, down across her hips and over to a long, deep blue fishtail. Her black hair floated like tendrils around her head, and her eyes were bright blue with abnormally large pupils in the center.
“My name is Uðr,” the mermaid said. “And you are Jack.”
Jack still wasn’t quite over the breathing underwater thing, but this made his attention snap to the mermaid – Uðr.
“That’s—” Jack started, and was surprised by his own voice. It sounded muffled, like everything does underwater. Yet Uðr’s voice, deep and smooth with a regal, powerful quality, was completely clear. Jack tried again. “That’s right. How do you know that, though?”
The merpeople lurking in the seaweed quietly talked among each other, but Jack couldn’t make out their words. Uðr held up a hand to silence them.
“Not long ago, there was a shift in the magical plane,” Uðr said. “Just for a little while, before it all went back to normal. Not even a day, maybe not even an hour, but we all felt it. Something other had just entered our world.”
Jack kept silent. He watched as Uðr started circling him, like a wolf about to strike.
“We all waited for it to come back, but it never did,” she continued. “Something so cold, so powerful…doesn’t just burst into existence and then disappear forever. And then we noticed you, and your peculiar path…How you kept stumbling over parts of our world. It didn’t take too long before we caught on, realizing that your encounters with the magical world were no coincidence; you were seeking them out.
“So we’ve kept our eyes on you and your friends. But especially you, Jack – we noticed it after a while, there was something very special about you. And that day, when you froze the sea, that same power spiked again, sending a jolt through the magical plane. And now we’re all wondering…” Uðr stopped in front of Jack, her eyes drilling into his. “Who are you?”
Jack could lie, but that wouldn’t get him anywhere. And he wanted to get up on dry land as soon as possible.
“I used to be a winter spirit,” he said. “I was called Jack Frost. I was attacked by a magical creature which took away my powers, making me human again. So if you’re going to ask me to use my powers to help you with something, I’m sorry – I can’t use them on command anymore. I didn’t even know I had them before the sea froze.”
“You didn’t know?” Uðr repeated.
“Well…” Jack looked at his hands, and at his staff which he was still holding, despite it all. “I had a suspicion. Some long falls that probably should’ve resulted in broken bones but didn’t…Some heavy lifting…but I just thought we were lucky, or that it was the adrenaline.”
Uðr narrowed her eyes. “You have a similar aura as the Snow Queen,” she said.
“You’re familiar with her too, huh?” Jack muttered.
Uðr scoffed. It sounded off, coming from such a mysterious-looking creature. “Familiar,” she spat, and the merpeople around made noises of equal disdain. “The Snow Queen reigns as the most powerful spirit of the north. The humans’ fear of winter makes her stronger, and she uses that power to make them fear winter even more. Before she came into her power, our kingdoms were in balance. Now she rules as a tyrant, wreaking havoc wherever she pleases.”
“The fairies didn’t like her either,” Jack said.
Uðr smiled wryly. “And that’s the one thing we have in common with those vicious little beasts,” she said, “and it is precisely the reason why I brought you here. You have been marked by the Snow Queen, little boy.”
Jack raised a brow. “I am 300 years old, you know?”
There were some muffled laughs from the seaweed. Jack turned around and sent them a glower, but his attention was brought back to Uðr when she spoke:
“Yes. Like I said: little. Now pay attention. We know you seek magic. We will give you some of ours and show you out of the fairies’ reaches, but in return”—Uðr reached out and lightly tapped the mark on Jack’s cheek—“you must come into your power once more and destroy the Snow Queen.”
From the questions she had been asking, Jack thought she might say this. “I don’t want to destroy anyone,” he said. “I don’t want that on my hands.”
“She is a monster,” Uðr hissed.
“I know,” Jack said. “But killing isn’t my style.”
“It doesn’t matter how you do it,” Uðr said, “as long as you make her throne crumble. Jack, you are the only one powerful enough to face her. You are our only hope. The Snow Queen has ruled long enough.”
Jack lowered his gaze. There was a heavy feeling in his stomach, like anxiety – but it wasn’t because of the task the mermaids wanted to set for him. It was because of the possibility that he wouldn’t be able to get his powers back any time soon…and it was because of the possibility that he didn’t want his powers back at all.
Suddenly, Uðr’s fingers were clamped around Jack’s jaw, forcing him to look up at her. Despite how slippery they felt, Jack couldn’t get out of her grip. “Your power is yours,” she said, as if she’d read his mind. “You decide when to use it.”
“It doesn’t work like that,” Jack bit back, and this time he managed to jerk his head away.
Uðr looked wordlessly at him. She huffed softly. “Very well,” she said, as if she didn’t believe him. “Just know we trust you to…try.”
Jack wanted to keep quiet, but the merpeople around the clearing had inched closer. The water itself seemed to become darker. “I will,” Jack said. “Try.”
“Journey back north,” Uðr instructed. “The further north you are, the closer you are to Skaði, the goddess of winter. It will help you focus.”
Jack wanted to roll his eyes. This mermaid obviously didn’t know what she was talking about, and she refused to listen. His exasperation almost made him miss the fact that the magical creatures also appeared to believe in the Norse gods. “Okay,” he said. “But what about the Snow Queen? Wherever winter is—”
“She’s not at her most powerful yet, and your aura is stronger than ever. It will protect you, for now.” Uðr’s eyes flickered down to Jack’s chest, as if she’d seen something, but when Jack looked down, there was nothing there. She looked back up at Jack as if nothing had happened. “She won’t attack before she reaches the height of her power. And if you don’t have your powers back by then…”
She let Jack piece together the end of that sentence himself. He gritted his teeth but nodded.
“There’s…one other thing,” Jack said, reluctantly. “You seem to know a lot about the fairies. My friend, Hiccup…They’ve put some sort of curse on him. There’s green veins…” He trailed off when he saw Uðr’s wry smile.
“The fairies are one of the strongest and most nefarious creatures there are,” she said. “They don’t hold back. They don’t maim or harm. They kill.”
Jack’s throat closed up. He felt himself open his mouth and say: “There must be a cure.”
“Hiccup is already part of this world,” Uðr said. “You brought him into it.”
“No,” Jack breathed.
“And fairies are not to be trusted. You should know that.” Uðr swam closer to him, and there was a wicked grin on her face. “Why, you even have one of them by your side.” And with a sharp motion, her arm shot to Jack’s side, into his cloak. She pulled her hand back, and a shrill chirping rang from the tiny figure in her hand.
“Baby Tooth?” Jack hissed, and started forward, but slippery hands gripped him from behind. He struggled against the merpeople’s hold, to no avail; his movements were sluggish in the water, as if he were moving through mud. He bared his teeth at Uðr. “Stop taking my fairy!”
“Though I will admit, I have never seen one like this before,” Uðr mused, peering at the panicked Baby Tooth, wrapped tightly in her fist in a way that made it impossible for Baby Tooth to pierce her hand like she had to Pitch. She seemed to be breathing fine, but her face was twisted in pain.
“Don’t hurt her,” Jack said. “Please.”
“Not unless you give us a reason to, I promise,” Uðr said. “Humans are not to be trusted either, Jack. And you are, at present, human. If you know what’s best for yourself and your fairy friend, you better do something about that.”
Another merperson swam to Uðr’s side, taking Baby Tooth from her. They swam into the glowing seaweed and disappeared, ignoring Jack’s protests. Uðr swam up to Jack again, her face impassive.
“It’s your choice, little boy.”
And with those words, she raised her arm in a graceful motion, and the water surged beneath Jack. The merpeople let go of him, and the water carried him up and out of the forest of seaweed, rushing towards the surface. Jack bellowed his protests, but to his horror, bubbles came out of his mouth again, and water entered his throat. He brought his hands to his face, pressing them against his mouth, but the harm had already been done; his body tried rejecting the water, but only made him cough and try to gasp for oxygen that was no longer there. His lungs started to burn.
Just when he thought he was going to black out, he broke the surface.
There was a rushing in his ears, and the only thing that wasn’t drowned in it was his own heartbeat. He gasped through unwilling lungs and coughed up water. Something strong grabbed the hood of his cloak and pulled him onto land.
The rushing subsided, and he realized several people were calling his name. He looked up and saw Hiccup and Jamie crouched in front of him, Toothless and Alva behind them. Jack whirled back to the ocean.
“No!” he cried hoarsely and tried crawling back into the water. “Give her back! I won’t do it unless you give her back!”
“Jack!” Hiccup yelled, and his hand locked around Jack’s arm. “No!”
There was no sign of the mermaids. All Jack saw was the ripple of his own movements.
He turned desperately back to Hiccup, as if he could do anything to help. “They took Baby Tooth,” he whispered, unable to control his breathing. It felt as if the water was still choking him. “They took her, and they won’t give her back unless—” He cut himself off and let Hiccup pull him into a hug.
“Okay,” he said. “Let’s just get out of the water first. We’ll figure it out.”
“I’m so sorry,” Jack whispered, remembering what Uðr had said. He clutched Hiccup’s shoulders, like he could physically hold him back from the fate the fairies had put upon him. It was all too much. It was too much. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry…”
Hiccup watched Jack. He stood on the pier facing the fairies’ island, silhouetted against the sunset. He was completely still, holding his staff close. The only thing that betrayed he wasn’t a statue was the wind gently disheveling his hair.
“You should talk to him,” Jamie murmured. He sat beside Hiccup outside their hut, halfheartedly picking on a piece of bread Alva had got them.
Hiccup absently ran his hand over Toothless’ scales. His head hurt.
“Shouldn’t you talk to him?” he asked.
Jamie shook his head. “Not about this stuff,” he said. “He’ll just try to be brave. He’s different around you. Doesn’t try to be all…big-brother-y.”
He thought Jamie might be right. He wondered at which point this had changed – when Jack had gone from hiding every little secret, to finding a sort of comfort in Hiccup that he couldn’t find anywhere else. Not that he wasn’t still keeping secrets.
Hiccup got to his feet, wincing as he put weight on the substitute, wooden peg leg Alva had offered him. It didn’t feel steady enough and made his limp even more prominent as he walked down to the pier. But he ignored that, as well as the way his fever made the ground slowly spin beneath him.
“Jack,” he said as he approached.
Jack moved his head at his voice but didn’t turn around. “Hiccup,” he replied. His voice was hoarse, and Hiccup could tell it wasn’t just from swallowing seawater. As Hiccup walked up to his side and looked at him, he could see red streaks going down his cheeks.
Hiccup didn’t know what to say. Nothing could make things feel better right now.
“What did the merpeople tell you?” he asked gently.
Jack’s jaw tightened. His gaze was fixed on the fairies’ island, his eyes bearing an uncharacteristic anger. “They…” he started but stopped when his voice wavered. He swallowed. “They said we have to defeat the Snow Queen.”
Hiccup blinked. “But…I thought you said that wasn’t possible?”
“I did,” Jack agreed. He went quiet, before taking a deep, shaky breath and lowering his gaze to the water. “They said…They’ve been observing our journey, and that the Snow Queen is a tyrant in the magical world of the north. They’ll show us the way back north and give us magic, and in return…we have to defeat the Snow Queen.”
“And if we don’t, they won’t give Baby Tooth back?”
Jack nodded.
Hiccup looked at the water as well, processing this. So, he thought quietly to himself, in conclusion, we’re doomed.
“I don’t understand,” he murmured. “Why do they think we can defeat her?”
Jack was quiet. Hiccup realized that, while he was aware there was nothing he could say or do to make him feel better, this was probably just actively making him feel worse. He held back a weary sigh, and put a hand on Jack’s shoulder, squeezing it gently. At first, he got no reaction; Jack kept staring impassively at the ocean. But then a tremor broke through his stony expression, and he closed his eyes, lowering his head.
“Jack…” Hiccup started. His chest hurt.
Jack’s body shuddered with a contained sob. He moved closer to Hiccup. Not meeting his eyes, he stepped in close and put his forehead onto Hiccup’s shoulder. Hiccup could hear him take calming breaths, so he brought an arm around him, stroking his back.
“I’m sorry,” Jack murmured. He’d said it so many times already. “We have to go on.”
Hiccup couldn’t tell what it was. Something about those words, the way Jack said them…It made Hiccup’s throat close up, tears forming in the corners of his eyes. Why did it feel like something was ending?
He swallowed thickly. “Yeah,” he whispered. “We’ll get her back. We’ll figure something out.”
Jack sniffled and pulled away. He stared at Hiccup’s chest for moment, took one last steadying breath, before looking up to meet his eyes. None of them said anything, but there was an understanding between them; they both knew how to at least keep afloat, even when it would be easier to just sink. Now all they had to do was swim.
They walked back to land together. Alva sat with Jamie now, and they looked up as Hiccup and Jack approached. Jamie got his feet first, as if he noticed the shift in atmosphere.
Jack’s hand brushed against Hiccup’s just as he forced a grim smile.
“Time to fly,” he said.
They said goodbye to Alva, and Jack felt as if it would be for real this time. Despite how much he hated the merpeople, he trusted they would keep their word. That’s what terrified him; he knew they would never give Baby Tooth back if he failed. But at least he believed she was still alive…and hopefully not in terrible pain.
And sure enough, the merpeople kept their word as soon as they took off. The sky was nearly completely dark, and the sea was a black void – but as they soared north, a teal glow flared up below them, and stretched in a line towards the horizon.
Jamie gasped.
“Wow,” Hiccup muttered. “They’re not subtle.”
Jack said nothing.
They followed the glowing trail, and Jack closed his eyes.
For a moment there, he’d thought he might have a choice. But Uðr was right; he knew what was best. For Baby Tooth and Jamie, who needed to go home, and for Hiccup, who needed to live the life he was supposed to live, without any magical involvement.
In a way, it was a relief to have that choice taken away from him. The idea of staying behind, if such a thing had ever been possible, was unrealistic at best, but it was still just believable enough to make Jack’s resilience shake. He knew he couldn’t just leave Jack Frost behind. He didn’t want to leave Jack Frost behind…but he also didn’t want to let go of Jackson Overland.
He hadn’t been able to choose, and now there was no longer a choice to make. Now, all he had to do was become Jack Frost, and their worries would soon be over.
And what about Hiccup? Jack knew he didn’t want to leave without at least saying goodbye…and Hiccup deserved to know why.
Hiccup deserved to know. He deserved to know everything.
“Hiccup.”
Hiccup turned halfway around to meet Jack’s eyes, his brows slightly furrowed. “Yes?” he said, and there was a question in that one word: Was something wrong?
Jack looked back at him, his mouth open, the words just on the tip of his tongue. There’s something I need to tell you, he should say. Why the merpeople think we can defeat the Snow Queen. I should’ve told you before, but I…
But he couldn’t.
Hiccup’s brows furrowed even more. He turned further around. “You okay?” he asked in quiet voice.
Jamie moved his head in front of him, revealing that he was listening, but he didn’t turn around.
“I…” Jack said, his mind now scrambling to find something else to say. But he couldn’t bring himself to deceive Hiccup anymore, and just ended up looking away. He leaned forward and bumped his head against his shoulder.
Hiccup was quiet for a few seconds. Then Jack felt his hand on his head, lightly running through his hair. “We’ll be home soon,” he told him.
Jack found himself leaning against his touch, even smiling faintly.
At least he could have this for a little while longer.
“Look,” Jamie said. “An island.”
Jack looked up and Hiccup turned back ahead. Sure enough, the dark silhouette of an island was in front of them. The glowing trail led towards it, curving along its shore. As they came closer, the Moon peeked out from the clouds. The island was not particularly big – a bit bigger than Alva’s island, maybe. The Moon shone down on it, revealing a forest, a lake, and a pretty impressive mountain range.
Jack was about to return to his moping when he noticed something about one of the mountains: there was a huge hole in it, revealing a hollow space inside. His eyes shot down to the lake below, squinting through the darkness. He thought saw a huge boulder near the beach, halfway submerged in water. They were too far away to say for sure, but Jack had a feeling it would be vaguely humanoid in shape.
He wanted to think it was impossible. He knew it wasn’t.
As they flew along the island’s shore, an abandoned village came into view. Another few minutes, and Jack spotted a clearing amidst the woods, in which a tiny pond shimmered in the moonlight. His eyes followed the slope of the hill, up to a mountain peak which was shrouded in clouds.
He ought to tell Hiccup and Jamie. This was their island – the island they’d spent five days exploring. It couldn’t possibly be that small. Something was horribly wrong.
He kept quiet. Whatever was going on, there was nothing they could do about that right now. He begged – to the Moon, to the gods, whoever would at least listen – that whatever happened next, please let it be good news. Jack didn’t know if he could take another blow.
The island was far behind them when the glowing trail abruptly ended in the middle of the ocean.
“What now?” Jamie asked.
Hiccup looked around, as if he could see anything in the darkness, before looking down at Toothless. “I think we know where we are,” he said. “Right, Toothless?”
Toothless growled a confirmation.
Jack looked down at the trail and felt his blood run cold. “Fly down,” he said in a steely voice. “Uðr is here.”
Hiccup and Jamie sent him confused looks before they too looked down. Hiccup’s expression darkened. Jamie looked at Jack.
“Are you sure?”
Jack nodded. “The second part of their promise,” he said. “She has no reason to hurt us.”
Jamie didn’t look entirely sure about that, but he steered Toothless down towards the ocean. Toothless stopped just above the surface, the tip of his wings barely missing the water for each beat.
Uðr held up her hand and opened her mouth. All Jack could hear was the clicking noise, but he understood. He untied the satchel around his waist and dropped it. Hiccup sent him a shocked look, and Jack pretended he wasn’t also afraid that Uðr would simply disappear into the deep with it, erasing all their progress. But she caught the satchel easily, and held it between her hands for a few seconds with her eyes closed. Then she opened them again and threw the satchel back up to them. Hiccup was the one who caught it.
Uðr smiled before she let herself sink into the dark, holding Jack’s gaze until he couldn’t see her anymore.
Hiccup shuddered and handed the satchel back to Jack. “Well then. I say we stop by Idun and Rune’s,” he said. “I can’t bear flying above the ocean any more than we absolutely have to right now.”
“To be fair,” Jack said, in a poor attempt at lightening the mood, “they are the first creatures who haven’t actively tried to kill us.”
Just before reaching the marketplace, it started to snow.
“It’s fine,” Jack said. “The merpeople said we would be fine.”
“And you believe that?” Hiccup asked.
Jack sighed. “Sadly, yes,” he murmured. “The Snow Queen won’t attack us for the time being. Besides, we all knew it was going to snow. It is winter.”
“I’ve never yearned so much for summer,” Hiccup mumbled.
Jamie turned around and sent him a glower, one which undoubtably left Hiccup very confused. Jack smiled despite himself. The sad truth was that he was beginning to feel the same way.
They landed outside Idun and Rune’s house. The village was silent; it was both late and cold enough for even the marketplace to be empty. Hiccup stumbled as he dismounted Toothless, muttering a curse at his flimsy prosthetic. Jack came up to his side, offering a shoulder to lean on, and they hobbled over to the door.
Idun opened the door with an annoyed expression which quickly turned to surprise when she realized who it was.
“Great Odin’s ghost,” she said, her voice scratchy from sleep. “What happened to you?”
“You don’t want to know,” Hiccup said wearily. “Is it too late to ask for a few hours of shelter?”
Idun quickly ushered them inside and told them to head up to the room they’d stayed in last time while she prepared a warm meal for them. She fussed over them a little but kept her questions to herself. Her care and willingness to stay out of their business despite them showing up on her doorstep in the middle of the night looking like they’d caught the Plague was almost enough to make Jack start crying again.
They passed Rune on their way up, and all he did was roll his eyes with a small smile on his face, as if he had expected them to come back in tatters like this. Hiccup just nodded at him, but once they’d climbed up through the trapdoor, he let out a small huff of laughter.
“We never even drank the mead.”
Jack smiled. “Let’s drink it once we have something to celebrate.”
They waited until Idun had stopped coming and going, first with soup and then with warm woolen blankets and a lantern. Before leaving them for the night, she sent Hiccup an exasperated look.
“I thought this was going to be a short adventure,” she said.
Hiccup frowned. “Sorry?”
Idun shook her head. “No matter,” she said, and gave a big yawn. “I’m just glad you’re whole. And now I hope you get a good night’s sleep, with the sweetest dreams. You certainly look like you need it.”
“Thanks,” Hiccup said.
Idun winked at him, before closing the trapdoor over herself.
They waited for a few moments, before Jack turned to Jamie.
“I have a suggestion,” he said. “We deal with the crystal now, then we get some rest, then we can fly back to Berk as soon as we wake up tomorrow.”
Jamie brightened at that. “I’m not tired,” he proclaimed, and Jack knew he was lying, or at least exaggerating.
But Jack brought up the satchel and poured the crystals onto the floor. He was about to run his hand over them, but stopped when he realized that this would be the first time they did this without Baby Tooth.
Jamie and Hiccup seemed to realize this at the same time as him.
“We’ll just…have to try and find it on our own,” Jack said. “We’ve deduced it before. Someplace significant.”
“What if it’s somewhere you haven’t been before?” Jamie asked nervously.
Hiccup looked between them, a silent question mark on his face.
“I…don’t know,” Jack said. “I can go alone, if you want?”
“No,” Jamie said, like Jack had just said something incredibly stupid. “Just…what if we get trapped in there?”
“What?” Hiccup said.
“It hasn’t happened before,” Jack said. “And even the first time, when I was alone, I still found my way to the party. It’ll be fine.”
“The party…?” Hiccup asked slowly.
Jack smiled apologetically at him. “I don’t really get it either.”
“Okay,” Jamie said, took a deep breath and huffed it out determinately. “Let’s just do it.”
Jack nodded. He was about to touch the crystals again, but Hiccup caught his wrist.
“Lie down first,” he pleaded.
Jack rolled his eyes good-naturedly before lying down on Hiccup’s thigh. “Happy now?” he asked.
Hiccup pressed his lips together and rolled his eyes right back at him. “Just…do your thing. Please.”
More snow awaited them on the other side of the crystal. But this was the blizzard kind.
“Jack!” Jamie yelled over the howling wind, stumbling to get to his side. Jack waded through the snow and pulled him close, thinking about how unfair it was that they couldn’t interact with this world, but still had to feel the full power of a blizzard. He shuddered, shielding his face against the sharp snowflakes.
This felt eerily familiar.
They were standing on a hill. Jack saw a forest stretch out just a few meters below them, but it was impossible to tell how big the forest was through the snowfall.
He shook his head. A scene was blinking on and off in his mind’s eye – a scene identical to this one, except now he was seeing it from a different perspective. There was a fear growing in the pit of his stomach – a fear that felt far away, like an echo. A specific type of fear; a fear, not for himself, but for someone else.
He saw movement in the corner of his eye. There, just a few meters up the hill from where they stood, a couple of figures were clambering through the snowstorm towards a bundle of boulders in the crook of a small mountain.
“Oh,” Jack breathed.
Jamie looked up at him. “What?”
Jack took Jamie’s hand without looking away from the distant figures. “I think…I remember something,” he said. “Come on.”
They trudged up the hill, Jack using his cloak to shield them against the icy wind. He had the distinct feeling he’d done almost this exact thing before. Not like déjà vu: he was positive this, or something disturbingly similar, had happened before – and it was happening right in front of them.
The figures disappeared between the boulders, but Jack kept walking forward. Jamie didn’t say anything, and probably didn’t see much either. He followed Jack blindly, and for once, Jack felt like he knew where he was going.
They approached the spot where the two figures had disappeared, and Jack grinned triumphantly when he saw how the ground stooped suddenly downwards right in between two boulders, folding over itself. There were footsteps in the snow, leading into the fold.
“Here, Jamie,” Jack said. “It’s a cave.”
Jamie squinted at it. Then his eyes widened. “Jack!” he gasped.
“Come on,” Jack said, his heart beating fast in his chest. “Quickly.”
He climbed in first, and immediately went skidding down the stone ground, slippery with snow. He couldn’t see anything in the darkness but steadied himself against the wall.
“Careful, it’s—”
Jamie gave a yelp when he went sliding down as well. He crashed into Jack. Jack couldn’t help but laugh. “Slippery?” Jamie finished dryly. He shuddered as they got to their feet. “Jack, you said…back when we played hide and seek, you said you remembered something.”
“This is the memory,” Jack said. “We’re literally in the memory that started this whole domino effect. I—”
He was interrupted – by his own voice.
“Don’t worry, Em. We’ll be safe here.”
Jamie’s hand found Jack’s again, and Jack couldn’t tell if it was because he was surprised or if he was making sure Jack was okay. Jack swallowed. He squeezed Jamie’s hand and led them deeper into the tunnel, towards what sounded like someone sniffling.
“I’m cold.”
Jack held back a pitiful noise building from deep in his chest. Emily.
“I know,” past Jack said. “Come here.”
He couldn’t see them in the dark, but they sounded close.
“We just gotta wait until the weather clears up a bit,” past Jack said optimistically. “It shouldn’t take too long. I thought a saw a glimmer of blue sky on the horizon.”
Emily scoffed, but the noise turned into a coughing fit. “Liar,” she croaked out.
Past Jack laughed softly. “Save your strengths, you,” he said. “Warmer now?”
“A little bit.”
“Good. You never let me hug you otherwise.”
“Because you always start tickling me!”
Past Jack laughed again, but his laugh was abruptly cut off. “Hey…Do you see that?”
Jack’s eyes shifted to where he knew he would see a glimmer of blue against the stone wall. “Come on,” he said to Jamie. “The cave is going to collapse. We have to get in there before they do.”
“Uh…Will they be okay?” Jamie asked as Jack led them through the darkness.
Jack laughed. “Obviously,” he said. “I wouldn’t be here now if I die—” He grimaced. “Well, you know what I mean.”
Meanwhile, the conversation between past Jack and Emily proceeded, now behind them:
“See what?”
“That. Over there, look!”
“Jack,” Emily groused. “It’s not funny.”
Jack was glad for the darkness; at least Jamie couldn’t see his face. They approached the faint light, and Jack put his hands against the wall, following it, like he’d done so many years before. He found the opening in the wall, and crouched, peeking in.
Chills ran down his spine when he saw the crystal, perched on top of the pedestal, whole and waiting. And there, lying on the floor in front of it like a smaller, flimsier copy, was a piece of it, thrown out of time.
Jack pushed through the opening.
“This is so confusing,” Jamie said as he followed. He looked up at the crystal, the light reflecting in his eyes. “What do you think would happen if you touched it?”
“I don’t think we can,” Jack said. “We would just pass through it.”
Jamie turned around when he heard the voice of past Jack again, coming closer.
“Some sort of…blue. Yeah, there!”
“That’s strange,” Emily said. Then she sneezed.
“Bless you,” past Jack said, just as his hand appeared in the opening.
Jamie backed up to Jack’s side, watching with an intrigued frown on his face. In the next moment, Jack felt as if he was looking his past self right in the eye. He knew past Jack was looking at the crystal, which Jack was standing right in front of, but it still made his head spin. This was even stranger than seeing himself as Jack Frost, or as his younger self. This had only been a year or so before he died.
“Emily,” past Jack whispered. “Look.”
Emily’s face appeared in the opening too. Jack felt himself mouth her name, but no sound came out. Her eyes widened with wonder, and not for the first time, Jack was struck by how much Jamie reminded of her.
Then came the deafening rumble, and the whole cave shook. Jack whirled around, only now noticing that Jamie was no longer beside him. He found him next to the crystal, his hand a fist by his chest like he’d withdrawn it from a flame.
“I—I don’t think it liked that,” Jamie stammered.
Jack barely had the time to realize that it was Jamie that had caused the cave to collapse before the cave started doing exactly that, and he threw himself at the crystal on the floor. The last thing he heard was Emily, crying out his name.
Jack sprang to life at the same time as Jamie, scaring a yelp out of Hiccup.
“Could you please stop doing that,” Hiccup moaned.
“I’m so sorry,” Jamie said, his eyes wide with shock. “I don’t know—I didn’t think. I just felt like I had to touch it?”
Jack was still processing. He stared at Jamie, then glanced at Hiccup, as if he would have any answers. He didn’t, of course, and Jack looked back at Jamie.
“Uh, yeah, made the same mistake myself, if you remember,” he said, the words quickly falling out of him. Then he gave an incredulous laugh, running a hand through his hair. “Jamie…Jamie, it was you. How—”
“I don’t know,” Jamie said, and he was beginning to smile too now that he saw that Jack wasn’t upset. “You knew it would happen? Did it happen the same way as before?”
“Exactly the same way,” Jack confirmed excitedly. Then he remembered maybe he shouldn’t be so excited. “Hey – you almost got us killed just then.” It wasn’t a laughing matter, but he was laughing, nonetheless. This whole thing was just so surreal.
Jamie smiled uncertainly. “Sorry?”
Jack lay his head back and let out the heartiest laugh he’d given in a while. Hiccup sat next to him with a confused smile.
“You sound like you had a…good? …time?” he said slowly.
Jack held up the new crystal piece to him. “We did it,” he said, putting the crystal into the satchel and then gathering up the rest of them. Though his chest felt a little bit hollow, as it had felt when he’d seen his parents, he kept smiling. Emily. He was so happy to see her face again. “She had a cold,” he murmured, unsure if he was speaking to himself or the others. “That was the thing that was missing. I only remembered seeing the crystal, not what was happening or who I was with. I was scared because she was sick, and we needed a place to take shelter. She was there the first time I saw it!”
“Who?” Hiccup asked.
“My sister,” Jack beamed. He took a deep breath to calm his heart, and as he let it out in a delighted sigh, he realized how utterly exhausted he was.
“You…You saw your sister in the vision?” Hiccup asked. “Why?”
Jack shrugged. “I have no idea. But I’m not complaining.” He glanced at Jamie, who was looking back at him with a grin on his face. Jack sighed again, closing his eyes. “I miss her. So, so much.”
There was silence at that. Jack didn’t blame them; what was one supposed to say to that? So he opened his eyes again and looked at them both.
“We should go to sleep,” he said.
Hiccup was obviously curious, but he quickly nodded to that suggestion. “I have no idea what just happened, but I’m glad you’re so happy about it,” he said with a soft laugh. “That being said, I am falling asleep as we speak, so that sounds like a wonderful plan.”
Jamie scooted over to Jack and hugged him. “She seemed really cool,” he said. “Sorry for making the cave collapse on you.”
Jack snickered and hugged him back. “We all make mistakes,” he reassured him. “And I’m sure you two would’ve gotten along like a house on fire.”
They slept in the next day, and Jack only became aware of it when Idun knocked on the trapdoor and woke them all up.
“Sun’s out,” she announced. “It’s a beautiful day. Sure you wanna sleep through all of it?”
Jack blinked at her. “Sun’s out?” he repeated. He turned to Hiccup, whose hair stood up like the horns of a Deadly Nadder. He snorted.
“Right back at you,” Hiccup shot back. Then he turned to Idun. “Yes. I mean, no, we don’t. We should get going.”
“More adventuring?” Idun asked, clearly not overly enthusiastic about the idea. “You look like death, boy.”
“I feel like death too. And, uh, eventually, I’m sure,” Hiccup said. “But as of now, we’re going home.”
Idun smiled brightly at that. “Finally, something sensible comes out of that mouth,” she said. “There’s a full house downstairs. Mushroom or fish?”
“Mushroom,” Jamie said. Toothless grumbled his protests. “I’ve had enough fish for the rest of my life.”
And that was that. Idun disappeared back downstairs, leaving the trapdoor open. Jack got to his feet, stretching his stiff limbs. Hiccup yawned, halfheartedly patting down his bedhead. Jamie curled back up against Toothless, obviously hoping to catch five more minutes.
“Sun’s out,” Jack repeated in a murmur. He wondered how much it had snowed while they slept, and if it truly wasn’t something he needed to worry about for the time being. He also wondered if standing in what used to be his element would make things a bit easier for him. “I’m just gonna step outside for a moment.”
Hiccup was in the middle of his second gigantic yawn. “Uh-huh. Be right down. Just give me a moment.” He looked like he wanted to catch five more minutes as well.
Dork. Jack climbed down the ladder, his staff in hand. There was a lot of noise coming from downstairs, so Jack pulled his cloak over his head as he headed down the creaky stairs. Thankfully, the room was crowded enough that nobody paid much attention to anything except for their food and mead.
Jack thought of the last time they’d woken up here, and how Jamie had come bolting up to them, freaking out. It hadn’t been that long ago, but it felt like ages. Jack walked through the crowd and slipped out the door. Sure enough, the ground was covered in a thick layer of snow.
Much like last time, he walked out into the town square, mingling with the village people and the seafarers. He looked at his staff, peering at the old bark. There was not a single sign of frost on it. Jack looked around, before heading for the back of Idun and Rune’s house. It wasn’t exactly a hiding place, but those who did see him would just have to think whatever they wanted to think.
He faced the wall, placing his palm against it.
“Alright,” he said slowly. “This time…I really mean it. We are in grave danger, Jack. Focus.”
He imagined cold coursing through his veins down his arm and into his fingertips. He’d never had to do that when he was Jack Frost, but maybe this was the way. He imagined the fern pattern he’d used to leave on windows. He imagined the clouds gathering above him, snowflakes falling slowly over the village. The wind blew gently on his cheek, and he opened his eyes.
Nothing.
“For Thor’s sa—”
He didn’t get any further, because just then, someone grabbed the back of his cloak and slammed him against the wall. His forehead hit the frozen wood, making the world spin, and then he was pushed to the ground, where someone promptly put their boot on his chest. Jack blinked, trying to focus, cursing the merpeople and cursing himself for trusting them, and then—
…realized he was looking up at the edge of a steel battle axe.
“You…better have a really good explanation at hand, Jackson Overland,” Astrid snarled.
Notes:
Two things: So many comments last chapter, wow! Thank you so much. I reread them when I feel sad. And the other thing: Predictably, I miscalculated, and there will be a few more chapters than 41. Maybe 43. Maybe more. Who knows? Not me, obviously.
Drawing of an angsty Jack, by my little brother.
Drawing of the frozen sea, also by my little brother.
Chapter 35: Jack attends his own memorial
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Hiccup didn’t know why Jack had seemed in such a hurry to get out before the rest of them, but since he didn’t act like anything was wrong, it was probably nothing to worry about. That’s what Hiccup told himself, because he didn’t have the energy to spare; his head was pounding and his body felt weak and heavy, his hands shaking and shivers tingling his spine. There was a dull pain in the stump of his leg, which he’d tried to ignore ever since he first saw what the fairies had done with it.
He glanced at Jamie, who had fallen back asleep immediately after Jack left the room, before pulling the leg of his trousers up.
The moss-like stain had crawled up his leg significantly from the day before, reaching up to his knee. At first glance, it might’ve looked like rot, but the color was too vibrant for that, like it had been picked straight out of the fairies’ enchanted forest. The way it spread across his skin created a faint pattern, like moss on bark; if he hadn’t known better, he might’ve found it beautiful. He pressed a couple of quivering fingers to it, but didn’t feel the pain he expected. It was no different from touching any other patch of skin. Turning his fingers over, he saw no traces of green either. It didn’t rub off. The green spread slowly, just beneath his skin, like a bruise; like poison.
Hiccup fastened the makeshift prosthetic to his leg and tried not thinking about it. Instead, he focused on the task of waking Jamie up, which proved to be a challenge. But after a couple of minutes of groaning and yawning the three of them found themselves shambling down the stairs to the food hall below.
Idun spotted them as they came to the base of the stairs. She waved them over, and Hiccup noted with a hint of suspicion that there was something a bit off about her smile. Knowing her, she’d probably cooked up some surprise for them. It was a good thing she didn’t know the mead she’d gifted them had yet to be drunk.
“You look just a tad better today,” she informed them, meeting Hiccup and Jamie halfway at the side of the room.
Toothless quickly gave up on winding in between the guests; Hiccup saw him pressing his huge frame through the front door to wait outside, some guests gawking at the sight.
“I feel a tad better,” Hiccup replied, trying to keep the wariness out of his voice.
The corners of Idun’s eyes crinkled when she smiled. “You must miss Berk,” she said.
“Uh, yeah, a bit. Did you see Jack come down?”
“I didn’t,” Idun said and crossed her arms. “Don’t suppose he’s the type to run off and disappear, huh?”
Hiccup frowned. “Why do you say that?”
“I don’t know. His track record doesn’t look too good,” said a voice that was so unexpected, Hiccup almost gave himself whiplash when he whirled around. He came face to face with Ruffnut and Tuffnut, the former the owner of the voice.
“What the—What are you doing here?” he exclaimed. Jamie stood right between them, looking suddenly very awake, with a mixture of concern and annoyance on his face – probably due to the twins holding each of his arms like a prisoner. Hiccup raised his brows. “What are you doing? Let him go.”
“Not taking any chances,” Tuffnut announced, and ruffled Jamie’s hair tauntingly. Jamie jerked his head away and sent him a glower.
“Get off,” he snapped at him.
Tuffnut raised his brows, pulling his hand back. “This one’s gotten feisty,” he said, and turned back to Hiccup. “What do you take us for? Idiots? Don’t answer that. Hiccup, why don’t you answer your question instead?”
“Yeah,” Ruffnut said. “What are you doing here?”
Hiccup tried making sense of this. He turned to Idun. “When did they get here?”
“Coincidentally, just a few hours before you did,” Idun said, her head tilting to the side with a confused expression. “They were looking for you. I thought you’d be happy to see them again.”
“Looking for—” Hiccup turned back to Jamie and the twins. “Looking for me?”
“All of you,” Ruffnut corrected. “But mostly you, I guess. Depends who you ask. Stoick might say just you, but that’s not taking his bloodlust into account. The Overland boys have a huge storm coming.”
“What are you talking about?” Hiccup demanded, his raised voice attracting the attention of a few guests, some annoyed, some intrigued – possibly by the prospect of a fight. He gritted his teeth and took both twins by their free arms, thus dragging all three of them to the exit. When they were out of the house, he hissed again: “What are you talking about?”
The twins shared a look that somehow seemed both confused and knowing. They turned back to Hiccup. “You really don’t know what’s going on, do you?” Tuffnut asked, with infuriating smugness.
Hiccup opened his mouth to snap at them, but then something nudged his back and he turned around to see Stormfly’s yellow eyes blink happily at him, her huge head turning playfully from side to side. Toothless was right behind her, a huge, gummy smile on his face. Hiccup was at a momentary loss of words. Astrid was here – and if Astrid was here…
“Where’s Jack?”
“Jack went out first, you said?” Tuffnut asked. “I dare say Astrid got to him. She was keeping lookout just in case any of you tried to escape.”
“You should probably hurry up and save what’s left of him,” Ruffnut suggested with a wicked grin.
Three minutes with the twins, and Hiccup was already beyond exasperated. He spotted Jack’s footsteps in the snow, pursued by another pair of boots, and he quickly followed them around the huge house. He heard them before he saw them.
“…rest of the village. How dare you, Jackson Overland! Just wait until we get back to Berk and Stoick—”
“Astrid?” Hiccup exclaimed when he saw her, and Jack in the snow with her battle axe pointed at him. Despite this, Jack didn’t look particularly frightened – there was even a hint of a smile on his face.
Astrid whirled around. “Oh,” was the first thing she said, her voice weak, before she threw her arms around Hiccup, hugging him desperately. “Thank the gods. I thought—” She interrupted herself and pulled back. Hiccup halfway expected the punch to the arm, but it still hurt. “I swear, I’ll kill you for this!” Astrid growled, pointing her axe at him instead. Her blue eyes were glimmering with furious tears.
“Okay!” Hiccup quickly said, holding his hands up. “But can someone explain what’s going on first, please?”
“Ruff, Tuff,” Jack said with a strange calmness to his voice. He got to his feet. “Nice to see you again. Let go of Jamie.”
To Hiccup’s surprise, they did as they were told. Jamie walked to Jack’s side, his gaze wary as he looked between Astrid and the twins. Astrid met Hiccup’s eyes and seemed to will herself to calm down, letting out a long breath. As reassuring as it probably was meant to seem, it didn’t help much when she didn’t lower her axe.
“You want us to explain, Hiccup?” she asked, her voice shaking with restrained emotion. It wasn’t just anger; it was a desperate relief that Hiccup couldn’t make sense of. Astrid didn’t often show affection that way, and it was strange that she did so now. It wasn’t like she knew how many near-death experiences they’d gone through these past days…or did she? Hiccup honestly didn’t think anything could surprise him anymore. Then he remembered Ruffnut and Tuffnut already knew about Jack’s secret – maybe they’d told Astrid.
Jack seemed to be thinking the same thing, judging by the pointed way he was looking at the twins. The twins mirrored the expression.
“What happened to your hair?” Ruffnut asked.
“It grew out,” Jack replied tersely.
Hiccup shook his head and turned back to Astrid. “Yes,” he said. “I want you to explain. Why are you all acting like I’ve never been away before?”
This obviously wasn’t the right thing to say.
“Been away? Been away?” Astrid bellowed. “You disappeared for almost three months, and you think that’s the same as your other excursions? Thor give me strength! Are you kidding me right now? We thought you were dead, Hiccup!”
There was a long, heavy stretch of silence. Hiccup could only stare at her. Apparently, he still had room left to be surprised.
“What?” he said when he got his voice back. “It hasn’t been…” He trailed off, looking over at Jack, whose mouth was hanging ajar. When he met Hiccup’s eyes, he shook his head. Hiccup blinked, scrambling for the right words. “I—I, um…I didn’t know it had been…so long.”
That answer wasn’t enough, and he knew it, they all knew it. Astrid looked beyond incredulous.
“What have you been doing?” she asked, almost in a whisper. She finally dropped her axe and turned to Jack. Her voice hardened when she spoke again: “We trusted you.”
Jack didn’t say anything to defend himself.
“And I still do,” Hiccup argued, making Astrid look at him again. “He hasn’t done anything wrong, Astrid. I was the one who decided to join them.” He paused. “…I did send a note. With a Terrible Terror.”
“Well, it must have gotten lost,” Astrid said, then asked again: “What have you been doing?”
“We’ve been trying to find their way home,” Hiccup replied, hoping he didn’t sound like he was lying. It was the truth, in a roundabout way.
Astrid narrowed her eyes. “And what was so urgent that you couldn’t even tell us about it?” she asked, then cut to Jack. “And why did you return?” she added, with a bit more venom in her voice.
Jack averted his eyes. “Hiccup is sick,” he said. When he looked up, Hiccup sent him a murderous look, and Jack shrugged. “We didn’t find our way, but we decided to take a break. Hiccup needs to rest first. We all do.”
“You’re sick?” Astrid asked.
“It’s just a fever,” Hiccup reassured her, and hoped he was telling the truth.
Astrid didn’t look entirely convinced. She eyed him up and down and frowned at his feet. “What’s up with that?” she said, nodding at the makeshift prosthetic.
“Uh, I lost the other ones.”
“All three of them?”
Hiccup shrugged. If only she knew he’d managed to lose them all in two weeks, and not three months.
Astrid rubbed her forehead, and Hiccup could see, now that the anger was beginning to subside, that she was exhausted. He stepped closer to her and put a hand on her arm, knowing she wouldn’t appreciate any more comfort than that in front of the others.
“Look, we’re fine,” he said. “We just got a bit lost, is all.”
Astrid’s mouth was pressed shut. She glanced at Jack, then at Jamie, who was still watching silently, eyes wide. Her shoulders slumped. “I’m glad you’re okay,” she sighed. Briefly, anger flared in her expression again, proof that she was not done questioning Hiccup, that their explanations hadn’t been enough, and Hiccup couldn’t blame her. But for now, she shook her head. “Let’s get you home first. Gothi might be able to help with that fever, and you should probably prepare yourself for seeing your father.”
Hiccup swallowed. He glanced at Jack, who was looking at the ground, grimacing a little.
“Where did Stormfly wander off to?” Astrid muttered, and started to head around the corner of the house, but sent the twins a look first. “Make sure they don’t vanish for another three months,” she ordered, and she was gone.
Hiccup looked at the twins. “Does she know?” he whispered.
The twins sent him matching squints. “Do you know?” they replied in unison.
“Not everyone knows everything,” Jack quickly said, meeting Hiccup’s eyes. Hiccup couldn’t tell if he was implying the twins or Hiccup himself were more left in the dark. The fact that there even was an uncertainty irked him. Jack averted his gaze to the ground again. “But we all know more than Astrid, if you two kept your promise.”
Ruffnut and Tuffnut smiled sleazily. “Us Thorstons know how to keep a dirty secret and spin some lies,” Tuffnut said proudly. “Astrid doesn’t know a thing.”
“Funny. Why doesn’t that make me feel better?” Hiccup muttered.
“It’s not dirty,” Jamie piped up defensively. The corners of Jack’s mouth quirked upwards.
“Either way, we should keep it a secret for now,” Hiccup sighed. “If she ever finds out, I need to be a little less exhausted.”
“Maybe Astrid was right,” Jack said. “About Gothi. She seemed to know something about mag—um, martial arts already.”
“Really? Gothi?” Ruffnut asked.
“I’ve seen her with a sword,” Tuffnut said. “Doesn’t surprise me.”
The flight back to Berk was a silent one in the beginning.
Astrid flew close to the three of them, and Jamie could see her sending Jack scrutinizing looks every now and then, as if she was attempting to read his mind. Meanwhile, the twins were flying behind them, and whenever Jamie turned around, he saw Barf and Belch lean their heads close so that Ruffnut and Tuffnut could communicate in conspiratorial whispers. Jamie supposed he should be worried about that, but all he could worry about was the news they’d just received – news he desperately wished was only a cruel joke, but which he knew wasn’t.
Somehow, they’d been gone for nearly three months, which meant that all of a sudden, Jamie had been missing from home for a lot longer than he’d thought. It had already been bad enough before, but now, thinking about his mom, and Sophie, and all of his friends…Would they have given up by now? How long until they stopped looking? How long until they gave up hope?
His mom probably thought he was dead.
“Jamie?”
It was Hiccup. His voice was gentle, and his hand was on Jamie’s shoulder. Jamie swallowed heavily, blinking back the tears.
“Mhm?” he replied, afraid his voice would give out.
Hiccup sighed behind him and squeezed his shoulder. “It’s okay,” he said. “We still have time.”
It wasn’t exactly what Jamie had been thinking about, but he bit his lip and turned his head around. Hiccup tried for a smile, but he was obviously shaken by all of this as well. Jack was looking down at the ocean, a deep, almost angry frown on his face.
“How long?” Jamie asked, trying to think of anything else but his mom.
“Uðr said we have time,” Jack replied, shaking his head helplessly. “Not how long exactly, just…time. Something tells me they knew about this and took it into account. It must have something to do with the fairies.”
Jamie closed his eyes. He wondered if it would have made a difference had he not held them back on the fairies’ island. “But…if Alva and her people are under the fairies’ magic, and we were only there for a few days…What does that say about them? How long have they actually been there?”
Hiccup visibly shuddered.
“I don’t think it’s just her island,” Jack said in a low voice. “Hiccup, you said you could feel the fairies’ magic all the way from George’s tunnels. And then, remember what the Changewing told Baby Tooth? She recognized Baby Tooth’s aura, because Baby Tooth is a fairy as well. The only reason we even found that island was because the Changewing followed a magic trail. Also…” He faltered, glancing at Hiccup and Jamie like he was nervous. “I…I didn’t want to say, just in case I was wrong and it didn’t mean anything. It was dark and, well…”
Hiccup raised his brows. “Your stuttering just makes you seem more suspicious, you know,” he told him.
Jack’s shoulders sank in defeat. “I think we flew past it. The island we explored for so long, except…it was much, much smaller. Like…the island was bewitched to eventually lead us to the tunnels – to the fairies.”
Hiccup let out a long sigh. “I saw it too,” he admitted quietly. “But it just didn’t make sense, what I saw, so I told myself it was just a coincidence. Don’t you think it could just be a coincidence?” He sounded very hopeful, if not just desperate.
“I saw a glimpse of George’s hall,” Jack said regretfully. “Sorry.”
Jamie shook his head. “But that means…How far does their power reach?” he asked. “Do you think there are other islands under their spell as well? How can they be that strong?”
“Uðr said they were one of the most powerful beings in the magical world,” Jack muttered.
Hiccup’s expression darkened. “It’s not right,” he said. “Alva…We have to help them, somehow.”
Jack looked up at him. Jamie couldn’t decipher the expression that passed over his face before it was gone, replaced with forlorn contemplation. “I’m sure there’s a way,” he said. “The mermaids said one of the most powerful, not the most powerful.”
“Are you suggesting looking for an even more powerful being?” Hiccup asked doubtfully.
Jack stared pointedly ahead. The circles under his eyes seemed to darken. “I’m not sure what I am suggesting,” he mumbled.
They didn’t stop at the resting area this time, which Jamie thought they could all agree they were grateful for; it would have been impossible to avoid questions if they were all cramped together in that tiny lean-to. And while he didn’t actually think Astrid would murder them in their sleep, her glower certainly did its best at convincing him otherwise.
It had long turned to night by the time Berk came into view. Despite the anxiety he felt, Jamie was still glad to see it again. It made him realize just how much he’d grown to love that tiny, gritty island.
Berk looked different in the winter. Though the snow covering the island made it look less colorful, it didn’t look uninviting – or maybe that was just because Jamie felt so familiar with it already. Berk in winter promised feasts in the Great Hall, huddling together by the hearth, snowball fights in the village, sled rides down the abundance of hills, ice skating—well, maybe not ice skating. But still.
And if the mermaids were telling the truth, they could finally enjoy winter the way they were supposed to.
“I think,” Hiccup started, sounding a little bit breathless. Jamie turned around, seeing him watch Berk with a bewildered face. “I think it’s almost Snoggletog.”
“Snoggletog?” Jamie repeated.
“It’s like Christmas,” Jack said with a fond smile. Then he frowned. “I think. There was also something about eggs.”
It sounded about in line with all the other weird things Berk was infamous for.
They landed by the forge, and Jamie hesitated before dismounting Toothless, feeling a little safer on his back. Jack jumped off first, followed by Hiccup, who stumbled so badly when he landed that Jack had to catch him. Astrid saw it, and her pinched expression softened in concern. Whatever she’d been planning on saying to them, she seemed to change her mind.
“We can talk more about this tomorrow,” she said, walking up to Hiccup without looking at either Jack or Jamie. “Just…get some rest and go to Gothi first thing in the morning. And…please, don’t ever disappear like that again.” Her hands twitched, like she wanted to hug him again, but then her gaze cut to the side, remembering the others’ presence. She pressed her mouth shut and walked off to her own hut, Stormfly in tow.
Hiccup looked after her for a moment, puffing up his cheeks before letting the air out in a long sigh. He turned to Jack. “She’ll be wanting answers. You know that,” he said.
“I know,” Jack said, his expression unreadable. “Tell her what you need.”
Hiccup blinked. “Really?”
Jack shrugged. “She’s your friend. She deserves to know why you’ve been gone.”
“Why we’ve been gone,” Hiccup corrected. “She’s worried about you too.”
Jamie wasn’t too sure about that, and clearly Jack felt the same.
“Maybe she’ll understand if she knows the truth,” Jack said with a weak smile. “Or maybe it’ll make things worse. It’s usually the latter, isn’t it? Or what, Ruff? Tuff?” He turned to the twins, who were still watching them and sharing secretive whispers. When Jack addressed them, they both froze.
Ruffnut raised her chin. “How long do you think you were gone?” she asked, and Jamie didn’t know if he was impressed by how fast they’d caught on, or that they’d caught on at all. Then again, they’d had a few hours to put the pieces together.
Jack glanced at Hiccup. “About two weeks,” he replied. When the twins’ eyes widened, he raised his hands. “Again, I had nothing to do with it. I’m as surprised as you are.”
“I thought you were an expert on these things,” Tuffnut said suspiciously.
Hiccup sent them a look that Jamie thought was very suitable for a chief – the ‘not angry, just disappointed’-kind.
“Just go to bed,” he told them. “Stop whispering, we’re fine. Just…” He trailed off, dragging a hand over his face. Despite his words, he didn’t look fine. He looked at Jack and Jamie and nodded towards the Haddock house. “Come on. We need to face the storm.”
They left the twins, and when they got to Hiccup’s front door, Jamie looked back to see that they’d gone as well. Hiccup huffed.
“They really do act strange around you, Jack,” he said. “I thought you were exaggerating.”
Jack tried for a smile. “They think I have powers,” he said. “Even though I’ve tried to tell them none of us do. The whole deal with the crystals spooked them, I—”
He was interrupted when the front door suddenly opened, revealing the mountainous shape of Stoick the Vast. He stared down at them, his eyes piercing.
“Uh—” Hiccup started, his voice wavering uncertainly, before awkwardly proceeding with a: “Hi…Dad.”
Jamie thought he saw a shudder go through Stoick. “Hiccup,” he said hoarsely, before reaching out and bringing Hiccup into what was obviously a bone-crushing hug, judging by the wheeze Hiccup let out. “Oh, son,” Stoick said. Jamie had never heard him sound so vulnerable; it reminded him that above being the huge, often terrifying chieftain that he was, he was a father – one who had gone months thinking his son was dead.
“It’s okay, Dad,” Hiccup said, straining to get his voice out. “Can’t breathe.”
Stoick let him down, but kept his hands on Hiccup’s shoulders. “Where were you?” he asked, and there was a faint slur to his voice, as well as a red tint in his cheeks. “We thought—I thought—”
“Are you…drunk?” Hiccup asked.
“Eh, didn’t get that far today,” Stoick said with a weak laugh.
Hiccup put a careful hand on Stoick’s arm. “I—I’m sorry,” he murmured. “I didn’t mean to scare you. But we’re okay.”
Jamie stepped back, feeling like he was intruding. He swallowed painfully, averting his eyes to the floor when the world started to blur. He didn’t know how to face Stoick’s relief without being reminded of his own family, his mom. Maybe he’d never even see her again; maybe they’d never get to have a reunion like this.
Jack stepped back as well, but in his retreat, he stepped on a creaky floorboard, and Stoick’s eyes snapped to them. Jamie found himself holding his breath. Stoick let his arms fall and rose to his full height, his gaze boring down on them like the flashes of a looming thunderstorm.
“Uh—okay, Dad,” Hiccup said, attempting to step into Stoick’s path as he made for Jack and Jamie, but Stoick just shouldered past him. “It’s not their fault!”
Toothless began to make a warning growl, stepping forward, but whatever he thought Stoick was going to do, he was wrong. Stoick just stopped in front of Jack, and put a heavy hand on his shoulder. He didn’t say anything. Jamie didn’t know if it was because he didn’t have anything to say, or if he simply couldn’t find his voice. But he nodded at Jack, as if to say that they were alright. Then he looked at Jamie, and his face softened. He kneeled.
“Seems you’ve been on quite an adventure, eh, lad?” he said, in an uncharacteristically gentle tone.
Jamie’s throat was too tight for him to speak, so he could only nod. Stoick smiled, but there was sadness to it.
“You can tell me about it,” he said, “tomorrow. But we’re all tired. Let’s get some rest first.”
He rose and walked back into the house, past a relieved Hiccup. Jamie quickly wiped the tears that had escaped off his cheeks and was grateful that Jack pretended not to see.
Despite going to bed late, they got up early the next morning to see Gothi. Jack struggled keeping his eyes open; he’d stayed awake, unable to fall asleep before Hiccup finished talking quietly with Stoick downstairs. He hadn’t been able to hear what they were saying, but he hadn’t really been paying attention either.
Jamie had been inconsolable for the first few hours after returning to the Haddock house, and though Jack could only get a few words out of him through the quiet sobs racking his body, he didn’t need Jamie to tell him why he was upset. All Jack could do was murmur reassurances to him, rocking him gently until he drifted off to sleep.
“It doesn’t hurt,” Hiccup murmured to Gothi. He’d rolled up his trouser leg, and Jack had to fight to keep his expression under control. The green had spread, now over Hiccup’s knee. He almost wanted to berate Hiccup for not telling him, but it wasn’t like Jack could do anything about it anyway.
Gothi let her staff fall from where she had been pressing it against the moss-like pattern. Her face was pinched, like she was deep in thought. She looked up at Hiccup and raised her brows.
“Um…” Hiccup started hesitantly. “We got attacked by a—a swarm of some kind of bugs.”
Gothi didn’t look impressed. She turned to Jack instead and gestured exasperatedly at Hiccup’s leg.
“Fairies,” Jack replied, earning surprised look from both Hiccup and Jamie. He shrugged. “I told you, she already knows.”
Gothi looked surprised as well. She looked back at the moss pattern, and Jack felt nausea well up in his chest. He could already tell she was going to deliver the same news as the mermaids had: fairies don’t just harm; they kill. A certain steeliness settled across Gothi’s face, and she got to her feet, before bonking Jack on the head with her staff.
“Ow! Why?” Jack hissed.
Gothi ignored him. She walked over to her table and started scribbling something down on a piece of paper. When she turned around, she held it up. She’d written down some sort of runes…except they weren’t runes. And they seemed familiar.
Jamie’s eyes narrowed before they widened. “The symbols – they were etched into some of the stones on the fairies’ island,” he said. “I remember—I remember I thought they looked familiar, even then, but…”
And then Jack remembered, and his nausea got worse. “The hollow tree,” he whispered.
Gothi nodded sagely, then pointedly threw the piece of paper into the fire.
“Okay,” Hiccup said slowly. “So, is anyone going to explain?”
Jack buried his face in his hands, but nodded. “Yeah,” he murmured through his fingers. He took a few seconds, trying to steady his breath, but the room seem to spin. Uðr’s voice echoed in his thoughts. You brought him into this world. He shook his head, trying to will the voice away.
“Jack?” Hiccup said.
“Just…give me a moment, and I’ll explain,” Jack said, looking up briefly to flash a smile he knew was unconvincing. He staggered through the door and shut it.
The sun had yet to rise. Far below the balcony, Jack could hear the bustling from the village; it was the only proof that the day had already begun, despite the stars overhead. He wondered what Berk was like in the summer, with the sun in the sky all night long.
Berk in the summer. It was a nice thought. He tried focusing on that instead as he hugged himself, taking a deep, shuddery breath. Each time, he thought, I think I’m at the bottom of the ravine…
The door opened and closed behind him. Jack stood completely still, trying to hear who it was without turning around. He desperately blinked away the tears in his eyes and tried to swallow the lump in his throat.
“Hollow tree?”
It was Hiccup.
Jack exhaled, closing his eyes. He nodded. “The first Trace we found,” he said. “That you found. Baby Tooth followed you there – the little island, with a hollow tree.”
Hiccup came to stand beside him, and Jack looked at him to see a thoughtful wrinkle between his eyebrows.
“Inside the tree,” Jack continued, “we found some symbols. When we placed the crystal on them, it energized it. I asked Gothi later if she knew what those symbols were, and she told me…she told me they were evil.”
Hiccup nodded slowly. “So…what you’re thinking is that if you’d recognized those symbols in the fairies’ valley, we could’ve avoided that whole thing, and you feel guilty.” He sent Jack a look, raising his brows. “Jack, may I remind you, you barely know how to read? How would you be able to recognize the symbols after just seeing them once?”
Jack laughed unhappily. “It’s not just that,” he said, and the moment he raised his voice, it began to waver. He cursed, closing his eyes again. “It means that we had possibly already used fairy magic on the crystal, which means that even if we’d gotten magic from them, it wouldn’t have worked! It’s all—” His voice broke and he bowed his head. “It’s all so…cruel.”
Hiccup was quiet for a few seconds.
“Jack,” he said, voice tentative, “is there something you’re not telling me?”
Jack’s breath got stuck in his throat. He pressed his lips together and then, almost unwillingly, he nodded. He opened his mouth to speak, but instead of words, all that came out was a shaky breath. Hiccup’s hand was on his shoulder, and Jack quickly covered it with his own, digging his fingers into Hiccup’s skin. He tried again.
“It’s—it’s your leg, Hiccup,” he said. “The mermaids, they said…They told me—”
“It’s lethal,” Hiccup finished for him. There was a hollowness to his voice.
Jack looked up at him. Hiccup gaze was focused on the horizon.
“Yes,” Jack said.
Hiccup nodded. “I sort of…figured,” he said. He squeezed Jack’s shoulder and was silent for a few long seconds. “I mean…obviously, you’re upset because of Baby Tooth. I’m upset, too, by the way, I feel like I should say.” He gave a weak laugh. “After meeting those other fairies, I realized the stories I’ve heard applied to them, not her. But…I guess there was just something about the way you looked at me at the pier. Like you were saying goodbye.”
Jack felt his breath leave him again. “No,” he said, turning to face him properly. “No, that wasn’t it. It’s not because of that.”
Hiccup met his eyes. They looked impossibly green, even in the darkness. The fear in them almost made them seem luminescent. “Then what was it?” he asked.
A part of Jack wanted to explain – explain how he would inevitably have to become Jack Frost again, and soon too – but this was far from the right time.
“Uðr said something else too,” Jack said. “I didn’t think about it at the time, but…she talked about the gods. Or…a god. The goddess Skaði. If the magical creatures believe in the gods…”
Hiccup raised his brows.
“Well, I mean—” Jack shrugged helplessly. “I don’t know! I just haven’t met any gods before. It hadn’t crossed my mind that those stories might be real.”
“Isn’t that what you’ve been advocating for this entire time?” Hiccup argued. “Stories being true?”
Jack didn’t have anything to say to that. “Anyway, it just reminded me of something else,” he said. “When I injured my wrist, it healed fairly quickly, and Astrid said Eir must be looking out for me.”
“The goddess of healing,” Hiccup said, and nodded. “That’s what you meant when you implied we look for something more powerful than the fairies.”
It wasn’t; Jack had implied he would become Jack Frost and chase the fairies away himself, but he nodded.
“I guess that’s a plan,” Hiccup said doubtfully. “The only problem is that the gods don’t walk among us anymore. Unless you have some god-conjuring-ritual up your sleeve?”
Jack shrugged. “Skaði, Eir, Thor, Odin – there’s so many of them, it must be possible to get a hold of at least one,” he muttered. It sounded ridiculous before the words were out of his mouth, and they sounded even more ridiculous after. He knew just finding a literal god would be very unlikely, even in the magical world. Maybe Uðr had just used Skaði’s name as a figure of speech.
“Jack, I…We’ve seen some crazy things the past…apparently, months, but…even if we somehow found a god, I don’t think they’d feel they owe us any favors.”
“You’re not going to die,” Jack said. He squeezed Hiccup’s hand, averting his eyes to the brightening horizon. “There will be a way. There always is.”
Hiccup was quiet for a long while. “Do you…” he started. “Do you say that as in…you know there is a way, or you hope there is?”
He wasn’t meeting Jack’s eyes. Jack desperately wanted him to.
“I know there is.”
The door suddenly opened, making both of them jump. Gothi stood in the doorway, her eyes darting to the approaching sunrise and then to Jack’s satchel. She hobbled over to him and snatched it right off his sash.
“Hey!” Jack protested, but Gothi ignored him. She walked over to the sand spread across the balcony and wiped out the runes that were already written in it.
Jamie stepped out onto the balcony as well, looking bewildered. “Uh—I sort told her what we’ve been up to,” he explained, sounding apologetic. “About the crystals and magic and all that, and she…well…”
He gestured at Gothi, as she drew lines in the sand – a circular sigil, surrounded by runes Jack didn’t recognize, but which he was fairly certain was not the ones Hiccup and the other Vikings used. She fearlessly stuffed her hand into the satchel and pulled out some of the crystals, sending Jack a questioning look. Jack just shrugged. Gothi shrugged right back and poured all of the satchel’s content into the circle. Then she turned around and peered at the horizon.
The rest of them followed her gaze. The sky east of Berk was turning bright. Jack realized Gothi was waiting for the sun to peak up over the line where the sky met the sea – the moment where the veil to the magical world was the thinnest. He was aware Gothi had some knowledge about magic, but this…this looked like some sort of ritual.
Hiccup looked like he had drawn the same conclusion, because his eyes were darting between the sunrise and Gothi like she had suddenly stripped naked. “Gothi?” he whispered, but Gothi held up a hand to shut him up.
And then it happened. The first blinding ray of the sun reached their eyes, and Jack heard a voice – so quiet, he could barely discern where it was coming from, much less what it was saying. He realized the voice belonged to Gothi.
For a split second, Jack thought he saw a shimmer in the sand, as if some of the grains had turned to gold in the orange light. Then it was gone, and Jack wondered if it had just been his imagination. Gothi stopped whispering.
There was a long, stunned silence.
Gothi looked up at them and gestured at the crystals like a chef would present their dish, a smug glint in her old eyes. She put a finger to her lips in a hush-gesture.
“Whoa. You’re…magic?” Jamie asked, his eyes round as marbles.
Gothi shook her head, and gestured vaguely around herself.
“The…world…is magic?” Jamie tried again.
She nodded, smiling secretively. Then she looked at Jack, nodded at the crystals, and headed inside the hut again.
“Just…” Hiccup muttered, staring after Gothi. “Like, no big deal. The tribe’s Elder who I have known my whole life knows how to perform magic and also, apparently, how to speak. I think. What was that?”
He turned to Jack as if he would know, and Jack just shook his head.
“Does this mean everyone can do magic?” Hiccup asked.
“Um…not sure,” Jack said, bending down to collect the crystals with his cloak around his hand. “I think certain people are just…somehow closer to the magical world than others. Are you related?”
Hiccup blinked. “Gothi—Gothi and I?” he stammered. “No. Well. Maybe far back, who knows. I’d rather not think about it.” He paused. “Why?”
Jack straightened and smiled. “You know why,” he said, before nodding at them to go back inside.
Gothi was standing by her table, whipping up some sort of gross stew that was probably meant for Hiccup, like, as Hiccup had put it, it was no big deal. Jack didn’t even know if anyone had heard her voice before – though, she’d been speaking so quietly, he had trouble remembering what it had sounded like.
It made him wonder why Gothi never spoke in the first place. He’d heard her make noises before, such as frustrated groans or quiet chuckles, so he had just assumed it was some sort of vow of silence, or maybe a belief that her silence would bring her closer to the gods or something. He didn’t know enough about Norse beliefs to know. But she’d spoken this incantation, so maybe…maybe Gothi had had a run-in with bad magic before, given how quickly she recognized the fairies’ symbols. As a kid, Jack had heard stories of people getting lost in the woods and losing their voices to evil spirits, but even as a spirit, he’d thought – or perhaps more so hoped – that those really only were stories.
…Or that those spirits only existed in the old world, disappeared long ago.
Jack shuddered. That was a story for another time.
“Okay…well,” Jack started. He looked at the collection of crystals wrapped up in his cloak, only now realizing that they were ready for another dive into the previously-past, presently-future. He hesitated.
“Something wrong?” Jamie asked.
Jack shook his head. “I don’t think so,” he said. “I was just thinking about the last vision we saw. I had a feeling it would be the last.”
There was a short silence, as the three of them considered what that might mean.
“What will happen then?” Hiccup asked.
Jack glanced up at him and could only give a half-hearted shrug. “I don’t know. But the hope has always been that it will send us back home,” he said. “Considering how it happened the first time, maybe we’ll just…disappear.”
The following silence lasted a little longer than the first.
Jamie stared at the crystals. “Maybe we should wait.”
“No,” Hiccup said, though his expression seemed melancholic. “It’s just a risk we’ll have to take. We have to get you home.”
Jack swallowed thickly but he nodded. “You’re right,” he said. “If we disappear, I think a lot the problems I’ve brought to you will disappear. The Snow Queen will have nothing to hunt for, for one.”
Gothi’s brows twitched, but she didn’t ask. Obviously.
Jamie wrung his hands. “What about Baby Tooth?”
Jack wished he hadn’t asked. For a few seconds, he couldn’t get himself to speak. “I…I don’t know,” he admitted. “Obviously, I don’t want to leave her, but…what if we have no choice? The Snow Queen is coming, and then there’s the Guardians…” He paused. “Maybe, since it transported all of us at the same time, it will take us all with it even if only one of us touches the crystal. Like in the visions.”
“Maybe…” Jamie said, but he looked as convinced as Jack felt.
Hiccup was looking down at his leg, worrying his lip. Nobody said anything about that particular problem; there was no obvious answer for how Hiccup would be cured if they disappeared. He’d be on his own.
Jack clenched his fists, willing himself to be quiet.
“Uh, Jamie? How do you feel?” he asked instead.
“Okay,” Jamie replied tentatively.
Hiccup looked miserable, but he’d looked like that ever since the fairies’ island. His face went impossibly paler when Gothi hobbled over to him with a bowl of her stew in her hand, presenting it to him with an expression that said, This is non-negotiable. Hiccup sighed.
“You guys go ahead and do your thing,” he said, and sat down with the bowl. “And I’ll brave this thing.” He paused, then added hopefully: “See you on the other side?”
Jack resisted the urge to scoot over to Hiccup, hug him and tell him everything would alright. They knew they had no guarantee and doing so would just seem patronizing at this point. Instead, he sent him a struggling smile.
“See you on the other side, Hiccup,” he replied.
He let the crystals roll onto the floor. He leaned up against the wall and let his hand hover over the pile. He met Hiccup’s eyes.
Hiccup’s lips were slightly parted, the fire from the hearth lighting up his eyes in a way that made them seem almost tearful. But then he set his jaw resolutely and nodded once.
Jack let his hand drop, and the image of Hiccup dissolved.
When Jack opened his eyes, he found himself curled up against a tree trunk. He sat up, looking around to see he was sitting in a forest. There wasn’t anything special about it, but he still immediately recognized it; he’d spent many, many hours playing in it and exploring it as a child. In 300 years, he knew most of the forest would be gone, and in its place, neighborhoods would stretch out – but this particular patch of forest would still be standing.
“Where are we?” said Jamie, and Jack turned to see that he had appeared behind him.
“Burgess,” Jack said. “Again. Or…probably Hawthorne, at this point in time.”
Jamie looked around, recognition dawning on his face. He frowned. “We’re definitely agreed these visions aren’t coincidental now, right?”
Jack was about to voice his agreement, but right then he heard rustling somewhere to his right. Jamie heard it too, both their heads snapping towards the noise. Jack took a step closer to Jamie, putting a hand on his shoulder.
“You know nothing can hurt us in here, right?” Jamie whispered, evidently forgetting as he said it that nobody would be able to hear him in the same way nobody would be able to hurt him. Jack resisted the urge to reply, “Physically, at least,” and just watched ahead for movement.
There was the sound of a twig snapping. Suddenly, a small shape rushed from one three to another, too fast to see who it was – but Jack was fairly sure it was a who and not a what.
Then there was another voice. A female one, coming from a distance away:
“Jack! Where have you gone off to now?”
Jack blinked, trying to remember. Hawthorne, a summer’s day – it wasn’t much to go on. He’d had many of those.
A giggle came from the trees, and then the figure ran out from his hiding place, darting towards the woman’s voice. Jack only saw a head of brown hair and sand-colored, worn out clothes.
“It’s you,” Jamie said with a delighted smile. He grabbed Jack’s arm. “Come on!”
They hurried after little Jack, and even before Jack recognized where they were exactly, he could already guess where they were heading. The trees got sparser until they found themselves in a clearing, in which a pond glimmered in the brilliant summer glow. Little Jack – looking to be around four years old – ran up to a woman who was standing with her back to them, wearing a modest, pale blue dress, her brown hair draped over her shoulders in straight locks. Little Jack tried sneaking up on her, but when he was only inches away from her, she suddenly whirled around with a joyful “Boo!”
Jack found himself rooted in place.
The lady reached for little Jack, who squealed and ran out of reach, towards the pond. The lady smiled fondly after him and followed. She was carrying a woven basket, filled with wildflowers.
“Is something wrong?” Jamie asked, bringing Jack out of his daze.
Jack wasn’t sure, but he shook his head. “That’s…That’s not my mother,” he said. He tentatively followed the lady as she passed them, peering at her face, and then at the little boy who shared his name. “And I…don’t think that’s me.”
The boy and who Jack assumed was the boy’s mother sat down by the edge of the pond. The lady put the basket in front of her and held up a yellow flower to her son. Jack kneeled on the boy’s other side, peering at the lady’s face. She looked almost exactly like Jack’s mother, but not entirely. She was also a few years younger than Jack’s mother had been the last time he’d been with her. It was only when little Jack accepted the flower and the lady smiled that Jack realized who it was he was looking at.
“Jack?” Jamie said, looking down at the mother and son with a worried frown.
Jack just smiled at him; he had no reason to be concerned. “It’s my sister,” he explained. “And…”
The boy Jack put the flower into the water so that the petals rested on the surface. It floated serenely towards the center of the pond.
“Do you remember what I told you the last time we were here?” Emily asked, putting her own flower onto the water surface. Though her voice was different now – deeper, gentler – Jack could still hear traces of the voice he remembered in there.
Little Jack nodded. “This is where you go to remember my uncle,” he replied diligently. He smiled up at Emily. “Uncle Jack.”
A laugh escaped Jack at that. Uncle Jack. It sounded ridiculous to his ears…and at the same time, it saddened him that it did; if things had been different, he would’ve been used to it. But he couldn’t bring himself to grieve that loss right now, watching his sister, all grown up, happy, safe, with a child of her own…It made him realize all over again that he really had saved her life that day.
Emily hummed. “Uncle Jack,” she agreed. “Your namesake.”
“Was this his favorite place?” little Jack inquired innocently, and Emily opened her mouth a moment before replying.
“Well…one of them,” she said with a small chuckle. She looked out over the pond, her hand hovering over the flower basket. “He knew how to make every place we went our favorite place.”
There was silence as little Jack placed another few flowers in the pond, using his hand to gently push them on their way.
“You look a lot like him, you know?” Emily said absently.
“Of course,” little Jack replied confidently. “Why would you name me Jack otherwise?”
Emily laughed along with Jack. “That’s a good point,” she said, lightly brushing over little Jack’s cheek, “but I think you’ve inherited my precociousness.”
“What’s that mean?” little Jack asked.
“She’s calling you a know-it-all,” Jack replied with a snort.
“It means you’re clever,” Emily replied.
Little Jack grinned. “Does that mean Uncle Jack was stupid?”
This time, Jamie joined in on the laughter as well.
“No, no,” Emily giggled. “No, he wasn’t stupid. Did I ever tell you…” She trailed off for a moment, her eyes drifting to the pond again. “Did I ever tell you he saved my life once?”
That quickly got little Jack’s attention, his eyes snapping up to Emily’s again. “Really?”
Emily nodded. “Come to think of it, he probably saved my life, or at the very least got me out of trouble a bunch of times,” she said. “Then again, oftentimes it was he who got me into trouble in the first place.”
“What happened?” little Jack asked.
Emily opened her mouth, but closed it again. She heaved a great sigh and reached out for little Jack, bringing him close. “I’ll tell you when you’re older,” she said, earning a disappointed noise from little Jack. She brushed her fingers through his hair and kissed the top his head. “Just know that he was…oh, he was the kindest, bravest boy I’ve ever known, and I was lucky enough to have him as my big brother. I wish he could meet you.”
Jack swallowed. He wanted to say something, even if he knew Emily couldn’t hear him, but couldn’t muster the power to find his voice. Instead, he reached over and gently let his hand ghost over Emily’s cheek, much the same way she had just caressed little Jack’s cheek.
It almost seemed like she noticed his touch, the way she perked up right after.
“It’s strange,” she said in a small voice. “But I feel like he’s still here sometimes. He told me that…that he would be alright.”
Jack pulled his hand back, staring at Emily. Then he looked up at Jamie, to confirm that he’d noticed it too. But it had to be a coincidence…right?
Emily took out another few flowers, and as she did, she uncovered something blue shimmering at the bottom of the basket. Jamie saw it at the same time as Jack, but none of them moved to touch it.
“What do you mean?” little Jack asked, his brown eyes round with wonder. “Is it—is it a ghost story?”
“Not at all,” Emily quickly reassured him, laughter in her voice. “It’s just that…winter has been beautiful around these parts ever since he went away. Strangely enough, I can’t help but feel like he has something to do with it.”
She placed the last flower in the water, a blue one. She leaned down, blew on it, and it sailed away. Then she straightened and sent her son a warm smile.
“We should get back to grandma,” she said, and they both got to their feet. “And you get the lucky task of helping her with dinner.”
Little Jack whined dramatically, and Emily laughed as she picked up the basket.
“Jack—” Jamie started.
Jack nodded. “Take it,” he said, because he’d forgotten how to move. He watched as Emily and little Jack turned to walk away, but before she’d taken a single step, Jamie reached into the basket. As the image of the pond in summer faded to black, Jack stared at the back of Emily’s head, wondering about what Jamie had said only minutes ago:
These visions were not coincidental, were they?
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Chapter 36: How to train your Guardian
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Chapter Text
Hiccup dreamed he was escaping from the fairies.
He dreamed he fought them off the best he could, only a stone’s throw away from the fog which surrounded the forest, but he knew he would be overwhelmed eventually. He had promised Jack he would get Jamie out, but he was starting to doubt if that was possible. There were too many of them, and Jamie was still under their spell.
Then there was a sharp pain in his leg. He didn’t even see what caused it, but in the next moment, he was on the ground, and the world was white. He gasped for breath, scrambling through his panic. It was too much.
But suddenly, Jack was there. Somehow, he’d fought off the fairies on his own, and somehow, they managed to hobble away, stumbling into the fog and out of sight.
The next thing Hiccup knew was that he was lying in the hull of their rowing boat. The wind was roaring, and rainwater dropped down on his face like needles. No, not rainwater – snow. Jamie crouched beside him, and Hiccup thought he could see his mouth move – he even thought Jamie was speaking Norse, and yet he couldn’t comprehend what he was saying. His mind was in shambles.
The boat lurched to the side. Seawater plunged over the gunwale, so cold it almost drowned out the searing pain in his leg. He tried inhaling, but his lungs were unwilling. Above him, Jamie shouted something at Jack, his face twisted with terror. Hiccup remembered Jack trusting him enough to bring Jamie to safety, and though he knew he hadn’t been able to keep that promise, he still found himself trying to form the right words, to comfort him – but he could barely keep his eyes open, much less speak in coherent sentences.
That was when the dream took a strange turn.
For a moment, Hiccup thought the boat dipped downwards in a way that gave him the view of a looming mountain. Then he realized the mountain was growing. Then he realized it wasn’t a mountain at all. It was a wave – huge and dark, like the gates to the underworld. An unexpected calm wrapped itself around Hiccup, as he looked up at their impending finale…except he knew deep inside that this wouldn’t be the end. If it was, he wouldn’t have felt this…what was it? It was almost like joy.
Jack threw his arms around them, but Hiccup could still see the wave over his shoulder. By his ear, he heard Jack make a frightened noise. His breath brushed against Hiccup’s cheek. It was ice cold.
There was a sudden burst of white light. The wave almost seemed to falter. It slowed down, and then came to a complete stop. Through the ringing in his ears, Hiccup heard the noise of ice crackling. He remembered, in his misplaced serenity, that Stoick had once told him that noise was the ice itself singing.
Jack leaned away, and Hiccup felt his own head loll weakly to the side. It felt as if his body begged him to close his eyes and let the darkness take him away, if only for a few moments…but he had to see. He didn’t know why, but he had to keep his eyes open.
The boat had tipped sideways, but now stood as still as the frozen wave towering over them. Hiccup blinked sluggishly, forcing the world into focus. But he already knew what he was going to see – he had lived this before, after all.
There was ice. Only ice, as far as the eye could see.
Hiccup sat bolt upright in his bed. He blinked, taking a few seconds to remember that they really had gotten away from the fairies, and better yet, had gone home for a little while. There was a dull throbbing in his leg, but Hiccup suspected that was just an echo from his dream. He closed his eyes again, bringing a hand to his face. What had that been about?
He let his hand fall, and only then noticed that Jack was sitting on his makeshift bed on the floor, watching him. The moment Hiccup met his eyes, relief passed over Jack’s expression.
“What are you…” Hiccup started, glancing at Jamie’s bed, which was empty. He must have woken up before them.
“I was about to wake you,” Jack said. “It looked like you were having a bad dream.”
Hiccup looked back at him. The Jack from his dream flashed in his mind’s eye: his face pale with fear, the wind slashing through his hair, his blue eyes all but sparking with—
Blue eyes?
Jack stared at him, waiting for an answer. His eyes were most definitely brown, though the sunrise streaming in through Toothless’ window almost gave them the color of honey.
“Uh…just a weird one,” Hiccup replied with a slightly sheepish chuckle. It wasn’t like him to be this rattled by a dream. “Have you been awake for long?”
“Hours,” Jack admitted. “Woke up in the middle of the night and couldn’t fall back asleep.”
Hiccup studied his face. “Bad dreams?” he asked.
Jack shrugged. “How do you feel? Is Gothi’s healing powers doing anything for you?”
Obviously, he didn’t want to talk about it, but Hiccup didn’t want to talk about his own bad dreams either, so he was in no place to judge. Instead, he threw off his covers and pulled up his trouser leg. The moss was still there, but it hadn’t seemed to spread any more. There was that, and Hiccup actually felt rested, despite his eventful night adventures. For the first time since fighting off the fairies, he felt…fairly alright.
He told Jack as much, and Jack’s face lit up.
“That’s great!” he said, and Hiccup was just a little taken aback by his cheerfulness. He got to his feet and poked his head out the window, before turning back to Hiccup. “Let’s eat first, then take a walk around Berk. It looks so different with all the snow.”
Hiccup squinted at him for a moment before laughing, his voice still hoarse with sleep. He reached down and grabbed his prosthetic – a proper one, which he had forged at first opportunity yesterday. “What’s this? Are you delirious from sleep deprivation, or did something else happen?”
Jack sucked air through his teeth. “Ouch, that’s bad. Have I really been so gloomy you’re surprised when I’m in a good mood?”
“It’s not like we’ve been gloomy for no reason,” Hiccup said reluctantly, because though this behavior was unexpected, he didn’t want to spoil it.
“True,” Jack said, and offered Hiccup a hand once he’d fastened his prosthetic. Hiccup took it and let Jack pull him to his feet. Jack’s smile was lopsided. “But brooding isn’t going to get us anywhere. Our adventure might not be over, but let’s look at this as a little vacation. A snow day, if you will.”
“Snow day?” Hiccup repeated. “Every day is a snow day.”
Jack hummed happily as he headed down the stairs. “Snow days, and as promised by the mermaids, completely Snow Queen-free,” he said. Hiccup followed him downstairs, and Jack turned to him. There was a mischievous glint in his eyes. “Do you know what that means?”
A smile was relentlessly fighting its way onto Hiccup’s face. “Should I be worried?” he asked back.
Jack grinned, and ominously did not answer Hiccup’s question. “It means we’re gonna have a little fun.”
There had been a small celebration in the Great Hall the day after their arrival. The Berkians had been gracious enough to wait for Snotlout and Fishlegs, who had also been out looking for Jamie, Hiccup and Jack, to receive air mail – or Terror-Mail, as they called it – and come back to the island.
Stoick said the celebration wasn’t just for Hiccup’s return, but for all of them…however, Jamie could tell their mysterious disappearance had consequences. Villagers who had previously begun to relax around them had gone back to side-eyeing Jamie and Jack, muttering among each other. And despite how warm-ish Stoick’s welcome had been – at the very least without any raging fury which may or may not have had something to do with the mead in his system at the time of their arrival – it was clear he’d grown a bit wary again too. He welcomed Jack and Jamie to stay in the Haddock house again, for the same reason Astrid had in the beginning: to keep an eye on them.
Jamie knew they had reason to be suspicious. But he couldn’t help but grouse over how unfair it all was. It wasn’t like they’d meant to disappear for three months! And Jamie had it bad enough as it was; if he’d known how to leave this island and go home, which so many of the Berkians obviously wanted him to, he would’ve gladly done so. But he was stuck here. None of that was his fault, but he had no way to explain it to anyone.
Well, almost anyone. There were three exceptions, and they had followed him down to the forge after dinner two days later. Gobber had yet to arrive, so at the moment, Jamie, Brant, Undis and Hrafnhildur were alone in the forge.
Jamie smiled nervously. “Long time no see,” he said. “I guess.”
“You have to tell us everything,” Hildur demanded, skipping any greetings. “You promised.”
“I did,” Jamie admitted. “I sort of thought we wouldn’t be coming back here, though.”
The other three did not seem happy about this.
“Look,” Jamie said, glancing out of the forge, at the bustling village outside. The fact that the island was covered in a thick layer of snow obviously didn’t stop the Berkians from going about their day as they usually did. “I don’t know if we should talk about this here.”
Undis crossed her arms. “We can go ask Jack, then.”
“No!” Jamie yelped. He bit his lip, stepped out of the forge for a moment to look around, before going back to the others and leading them further in, away from any prying ears. “I’ll—I’ll tell you everything, but you have to promise not to tell Jack.”
Brant frowned, eyes flickering conspiratorially. “Don’t you trust him?” he whispered.
“I trust him,” Jamie said. He fidgeted with his hands, struggling to get the next words out. “Question is if…if he can trust me, if I tell you this. But you already know the basics, so it’s not like telling you more would hurt, it’s just…” He trailed off. His chest stung with guilt.
The other three shared looks, before Brant sent Jamie a sympathetic smile. “We won’t tell him,” he said. “But you’ve been gone for so long, and well…we’re curious.”
At least he was honest about their reasoning. Jamie spent a few more seconds fighting internally with himself before letting out a defeated sigh.
“Fine.” He looked at Brant. “You haven’t told anyone what I told you, right?” he asked quietly. “Everyone is just suspicious for their usual reasons?”
“I haven’t,” Brant said, and shot the others a look. The two girls shook their heads.
“People wouldn’t have believed us if we did,” Undis said. “And even if they did, it wouldn’t be a good thing. People don’t like messing with…with that stuff.”
“I’ve noticed,” Jamie said dryly, sighing. “I guess they have the right to be scared, though. The things we’ve seen the past days…” He trailed off, wondering how much he should tell them. Then again, if everything went as Jack planned, none of the Berkians would remember anything once Jamie and Jack left.
“Past days?” Hildur repeated.
“Oh, yeah. I’ll get to that part.” Jamie tentatively looked at the three of them. “What did I tell you last time exactly?” he asked.
Hildur clicked her tongue. “Let’s see,” she said, as if she still didn’t quite believe him. “You and Jack was thrown here through a magic portal, and the reason you left so suddenly was because Jack got the Snow Queen on his heels after searching for her, which – if it is somehow true – was pretty stupid, considering we told you the Snow Queen is evil.”
“Sometimes people misunderstand spirits,” Jamie mumbled.
“Right,” Hildur said with an incredulous laugh. “He says, as if he’s met those spirits himself.”
Jamie felt, deep inside, that he didn’t have the patience for this. “Are you gonna believe me or not?” he asked. “Because I don’t mind either way. I have one truth I will tell you, because I promised I would, but if you’re gonna stand here and make fun of me for it, then—”
“We’re not making fun of you,” Brant interrupted. He met Hildur’s eyes for a moment and shrugged. “I don’t know why, but it just feels like you’re telling the truth. I mean, if I were to tell a lie, seems pretty stupid to jump to magic for a cover story. Besides…” He hesitated. “What you told Undis and Hildur before you left was the same story you told me before, without any inconsistencies.”
“Maybe he’s a good liar,” Undis suggested.
“Does he seem like a good liar to you?” Brant asked.
There was silence. Jamie didn’t know if he should be offended or not.
“Did you find her, then?” Hildur asked. “The Snow Queen?”
Jamie didn’t know if it was a good idea talking about her. Their belief in her would just make her stronger, and that was the last thing they needed. What they did need was for her benevolent counterpart to get stronger…it was just that Jack didn’t seem ready for it yet.
“I’ll tell you everything we saw,” Jamie said after a few seconds, hesitating. “Just keep in mind that belief is a powerful thing. In this case, it might…it might mean life or death.”
There was another beat of silence. Three pairs of eyes stared back at him, with varying degrees of unease and anticipation.
“I think the most important role in all of this,” Jamie said, “is Jokul Frosti.”
Now, Hiccup probably knew Jack was putting on a show in order to raise everyone’s spirits, but that didn’t really matter. If there was one thing Jack was good at, it was finding silver linings in a sky full of dark clouds. Likely, Jack only had a few more weeks left with Hiccup – before he turned back to Jack Frost, that is, not because of the fairies’ curse. He’d figure that one out – and he wasn’t going to spend it wallowing in his own misery.
300 years’ worth of pretending to be fine was paying off. In a way. Quite a sad way, but not focusing on that was the whole point.
On a more genuine note, Hiccup’s improved condition did wonders for Jack’s mood. He didn’t try to fool himself; he knew it was only temporary, but still, it was the first time in days Hiccup didn’t have sweat gleaming on his brow. When Jack touched his forehead, it was cool, no fever at all. If Jack hadn’t thought Gothi was more than people gave her credit for before, he definitely thought so now.
They spent the remaining sunlight roaming around the island with Toothless. Jack had had a feeling Berk would be beautiful in the winter, and he was right. As he discovered the same places anew, now covered in a glittering white, he felt as if the isle of Berk was created just for the purpose of looking like the perfect winter wonderland – maybe even rivalling North’s workshop, which literally was made to look like a winter wonderland.
The sunset caught them both by surprise. It had been quick to set before, but now that they’d missed a couple of months and it was getting close to winter solstice, they got only a meager couple of hours of daylight. They landed on a cliff overlooking the village, and Jack had to take a moment to admire how the village looked from afar. It looked nothing like the winters Jack had grown used to in modern times, and not really anything like the winters he’d known as a child. But still, there was a certain thing all the different ways of winter had in common. For Jack, it had always felt like a sense of belonging, winter spirit or not.
“So,” Hiccup said, coming up to his side. “Are you gonna tell me what’s on your mind?”
Jack pursed his lips. “Nah,” he said.
Hiccup sent him a look, and Jack replied with a shrug.
“You know what’s on my mind,” Jack said. “There’s not really any use talking about it. It’s just gonna be the same thing over and over again. Look.” He gestured at the village. “It’s a nice day. I want to appreciate that.”
Hiccup looked like he wanted to argue, but instead turned his gaze to the village. Jack watched him in his peripheral vision as he closed his eyes and inhaled the crisp winter air. The wind lightly tousled his hair. For a little while, none of them spoke. Jack studied Hiccup’s profile: the natural furrow of his brow, the freckles scattered on his cheeks, the soft curve of his nose. Jack had lost count on how many times he’d stolen these glances. Ever since their night spent at the Edge, it was like he couldn’t bring himself to stop – constantly blown away by the fact that he was here, with him, actually with him. Months had gone by, and Jack still sometimes found it in him to be surprised when Hiccup met his eyes.
He wondered if Hiccup noticed it. How desperate Jack was for his attention. He wondered how Hiccup perceived him. He wondered—no, he wished that he had, at least, made an indent in his life. Before it all had to be taken away, Jack wanted to know if his presence had been a good one. Whenever Jack studied Hiccup’s face, he was struck with how much this boy meant to him. Maybe it was a narcissistic thought, but he wondered if Hiccup felt the same; if he, whenever he saw Jack’s face, felt that same burst of joy.
He could just ask. But Jack had one fear that rivaled his aquaphobia, and that was the crippling fear of rejection. Even if this all ended with Hiccup’s losing his memories of Jack, he didn’t want Hiccup to spend the rest of their time together weirded out by Jack’s feelings. Sure, they were friends, but Jack was fairly certain this wasn’t how most friendships went.
“Alright,” Hiccup said, hurdling Jack off his train of thought. “How about now?”
Jack blinked. “What about now?”
“Jack, you’re really not as subtle as you think you are,” Hiccup said with an exasperated chuckle. “You’re staring at me like I’m a funeral pyre. What is it?”
Hiccup was right: what had started as a sideways glance had at some point turned into full blown staring. Jack felt heat rise to his cheeks. He smiled sheepishly. “Just my resting expression,” he said. “Bunny keeps asking if I’m about to cry. Not in a caring manner, I should add, he’s just being a douche.”
Hiccup raised his brows.
“I’m just admiring your freckles,” Jack said, and snorted at Hiccup’s confused expression. “Let’s get back to the village. I wanna know what Jamie’s been up to.”
Despite that, they took a detour on their way down. Hiccup seemed, to Jack’s mild concern, to be a bit weirded out about the comment on his freckles, so they didn’t continue that conversation. Instead, Hiccup told Jack about the Snoggletog tradition, before and after they’d made peace with the dragons.
“Also, I should say,” Hiccup said as they approached the village, “if Astrid offers you homemade yaknog, you…” He trailed off for a moment, before sending Jack a smile. “It doesn’t sound delicious, but you should definitely give it a try.”
Jack hummed. “I didn’t know Astrid could cook.”
“Yeah. Neither did we.”
From further down in the village, they heard the sounds of people yelling and shrieking. This wasn’t abnormal, so neither of them paid it any mind until they came closer. Jack came to a stop, his reaction so immediate he reminded himself of a cat spotting a ball. And he had spotted a ball – several of them, in fact.
“Snowballs,” Jack reported.
Hiccup sent him an amused smile. “Wow. You have the eyes of an eagle, Jack. If we go down that way”—he pointed away from the fight—“we won’t be caught in the crossfire—”
Jack headed for the snowball fight. Hiccup walked up to his side, shaking his head while still wearing that same smile. A bunch of kids were running around. Jack recognized some of them: Skade, Shrug and Brenda, as well as others he hadn’t spoken to as much. They jumped behind snowbanks for cover, yelling instructions to each other – they even seemed to have different tasks assigned to them, as some of the kids hid behind their shelters and distributed snowballs to others running past. It was one of the most intricate snowball fights Jack had ever witnessed.
Hiccup tapped his shoulder. “Don’t be too obvious,” he said quietly, “but I think we’re being spied on. Behind the carriage by Ack’s hut.”
Jack stared back at him, fighting the urge to turn around. “By who?” he asked. “The twins?”
“Pretty sure it’s Jamie’s gang,” Hiccup said. “Possibly Jamie as well.”
That was weird. Jack was about to risk turning around, but before he could, an obnoxious voice cut through the clatter.
“Wha—Who threw that?” Snotlout demanded. Snow was dripping off half his head, and he was reaching into his collar, frantically digging out the part of the snowball that had the unfortunate experience of finding itself in Snotlout’s chest hair.
He didn’t get any answers except a few giggles, while some of the more timid kids shared nervous looks. Jack didn’t think Snotlout would do anything too bad, but there was a chance that he’d ruin the perfect flow of shaping and throwing snowballs that the kids had created, and Jack was just not going to see that happen. It was like muscle memory: Jack scooped up snow from the ground, shaped it expertly, and blew on it. He threw the snowball, then leapt around the corner of a hut, out of sight.
The snowball hit its target with impeccable accuracy. Snotlout whipped his head around when it hit the back of his head, spotting Hiccup, now standing completely alone. Hiccup did a doubletake at the empty space where Jack had just been standing, then looked back at Snotlout.
“You…bastard,” Jack heard Hiccup mutter, but his voice was almost drowned out by Snotlout’s declaration of war:
“Oh, you’re going down, Haddock!”
But was it really a declaration of war when it was delivered with laughter in his voice?
From Jack’s view behind the wall, he couldn’t see what happened on the battlefield afterwards, except for when Hiccup ducked out of the way of Snotlout’s snowball and then out of Jack’s sight. What Jack did see, however, was Jamie’s head poking out from behind the carriage across the street, watching what Jack couldn’t with wide eyes. And Jack heard the snowball fight continue, somehow with even more vigor and laughter than before. Jamie looked up and met Jack’s eyes. He knew they were both thinking the same thing.
Let it be known, Hiccup had never been any good at snowball fights, before or after he lost his leg.
Berkian snowball fights tended to go a bit further beyond what you’d call a playful game, often progressing from throwing snowballs to throwing fists, and ending with broken bones and petty grudges. It was safe to say that it hadn’t been Hiccup’s thing growing up.
It was also safe to say that it very much had been Snotlout’s thing, and that he was a force to be reckoned with. As it was with about everything else Snotlout put his mind to, he didn’t usually play nice. Berkian snowball fights were a matter of honor and glory, one which Snotlout had never allowed himself to walk out of with his tail between his legs.
This snowball fight was nothing like that. And Snotlout jovially played along with a vigor that Hiccup had only seen in him a handful of times. And what was more astonishing, that joy seemed to spread like fire among the players. Even when a stray snowball hit an innocent passerby in the face, Mrs. Ack, she didn’t react with anger – not even annoyance. She just stopped, spat snow out of her mouth with a perplexed expression, before letting out a guffaw and joining the snowball fight.
Hiccup had never seen anything like it. He was so stunned, he forgot he was standing in the middle of it all, and a snowball hit the back of his head. He turned around to see Jack, smiling with an almost wild gleam in his eyes. Not a single part of Hiccup found it in himself to be annoyed; he just laughed incredulously.
“Are you seeing this?” he asked.
“It’s a snowball fight,” Jack replied. “Never seen one before?”
“Never one like this.” He caught the way Jack’s eyes widened and he ducked just in time for a snowball to pass right over his head, hitting Jack square in the face.
Laughter rippled through the crowd, and Jack grinned, setting his eyes on Skade, who was his attacker. “You dare challenge me?” he cried dramatically, leaping after her. “I’m the master of winter! I’ll show you how it’s done!”
And the fight continued. Snotlout, who had been wary around Jack ever since they got back, seemed to have forgotten all about that in the midst of the game. Hiccup found himself engaging in it as well, not giving much thought to the fact that he very rarely felt relaxed enough to act as silly and childlike as they all did right now. It didn’t take long before Jamie and his friends emerged from their hiding place as well, unable to resist the temptation of joining the spectacle Jack had somehow spurred into motion.
And it was weird, because Hiccup could tell it was Jack’s doing. Despite the village’s general feelings about him, nobody seemed to care about that right now.
The game continued until it was too dark to see, and then some more, until they were all worn out. The cold caught up with them, and everyone retreated to their homes, still chatting and giggling among each other. Snotlout, for once, left the snowball fight with a boyish grin on his face, playfully shoving at Gustav as they headed homewards. Hiccup pushed himself to his feet, his breath coming out as steam. Jack stood a few meters away, crouched in front of Skade, who was whispering something in his ear. Jack smiled and nodded, and Skade grinned back at him before running up the village along with her friends.
“What did she say?” Hiccup asked.
Jack’s smile turned lopsided. “A secret is a secret, Hiccup,” he chided. “That’s between Skade and me.”
“Ah, of course,” Hiccup chuckled. He spotted Jamie and his friends a little way up the street, speaking together in hushed tones. “Uh…you don’t think Jamie’s spilling everything to them, are you?”
Jack followed his gaze and shrugged. “So what if he is?” he asked back.
“Aren’t you worried?”
He considered it for a moment. “Well…yeah,” he admitted, “but it wouldn’t hurt if they believe.”
“Whoa. What happened here?”
They both turned to see Astrid, surveying the scene with her eyebrows high up in her fringe. The part of the street where the fight had taken place looked as though it had been used for a brawling match between a couple of wild boars.
“Snowballs,” Hiccup explained.
Astrid looked confused. “Where’s the blood?”
“Blood?” Jack croaked.
Hiccup couldn’t help but laugh. “Yeah. This is Berk, Jack,” he said. “But, no, Astrid, we managed to get through the whole thing without even a nosebleed. That’s gotta be a first.” He shook his head. “You should’ve seen it.”
“That’s a tad dramatic,” Astrid said, taking a few slow steps towards them. “We’ve had peaceful snowball fights before. Though”—she smiled, her gaze going distant—“little Hiccup might’ve misunderstood and thought they were real fights.”
“Ha-ha,” Hiccup said. “That—Well, that might be true, but I mean it, Astrid. Jack…how did you do that?”
It was Jack’s turn to raise his brows. “The snowball fight was already happening,” he said with a confused chuckle. “Why would I have anything to do with it?”
Several meters behind them, Jamie was watching them, now standing alone. When he saw Hiccup looking at him, his face lit up and he all but skipped down towards them.
Hiccup hummed. “Right,” he said. “Just a feeling, I guess.”
“Jack!” Jamie said urgently, but then stopped in front of Jack without saying anything. He glanced at Astrid, then at Hiccup, before looking at Jack again. “Can I ask you something? In private?”
For some reason, Hiccup thought he saw a flicker of uneasiness pass over Jack’s expression.
“You know, you speak a language that nobody else here knows,” Hiccup reminded Jamie.
“Yees, but that’s rude,” Jamie said.
Jack snorted. “Alright,” he said. “You two probably have some things to sort out anyway. See you at dinner.”
As the two of them headed in the direction of the Great Hall, Hiccup watched as Jamie gripped onto Jack’s arm, bouncing on his feet. It was hard to see in the dark, but he thought he saw Jack glance back, as if he were nervous.
“Do you want to talk?” Astrid asked.
Hiccup pulled his eyes away from Jack. “Do I have a choice?” he asked with a weak smile. “I’m surprised you’ve waited this long.”
Astrid obviously tried to look determined, but the only real emotion in her eyes was concern. “I thought you needed a few days to rest,” she said. “Did the fever pass?”
Hiccup nodded, trying to keep the guilt out of his expression. “Gothi’s stew helped,” he said. “Always does, doesn’t it?”
“Well,” Astrid said doubtfully. Then they shared a laugh. She nodded in the direction of the docks, and they set into a slow pace. “Just so you know,” she said in a quiet voice, her eyes set forward, “you don’t have to tell me anything.”
Hiccup squinted, remembering several times Astrid hadn’t given him much choice on that matter. She caught the expression and elbowed him.
“That was long ago,” she argued.
“You still threatened Jack with your axe,” Hiccup reminded her.
Astrid opened her mouth as if to argue, then closed it again and exhaled slowly. “Maybe I was a bit…harsh,” she begrudgingly admitted. “I just…I’ve spent the past months thinking of all the different reasons for why you all just disappeared like that. Maybe you’re right about trusting Jack – I mean, he did get you back here alive, at least – but when I saw him sneak out of Idun’s house with a hood over his head, I just…” She grimaced. “…acted.”
“Yeah,” Hiccup mumbled, looking at his feet as he walked. “I get it.”
“Do you?”
“Of course. If you disappeared for so long, I’d probably act just as recklessly.”
They walked along the ramps in silence for a few seconds. Hiccup looked at the ocean. Without the moonlight, it looked dark and menacing. The statues acting as their guardians rose from the waves in the distance – still and entirely unhelpful against the dangers Hiccup feared could hit Berk any moment.
“What were you doing?” Astrid asked.
Hiccup didn’t want to lie to her. But he also didn’t want to scare her with the truth, when there was nothing they could do about it. But he also knew Astrid wouldn’t be happy if she knew he’d been holding the truth from her for that reason.
Jack had told Hiccup he could say whatever he wanted.
“It’s like I told you,” Hiccup said. “We’re looking for their way back home.”
Astrid waited.
Hiccup stopped walking. “I just don’t feel like it’s my place to tell you the whole story,” he admitted. “It’s Jack’s. He’s the one with all the secrets. Even if he told me you have the right to know, I feel like he’s just saying it because he feels guilty.”
Astrid’s brows knitted together. “Why do you trust him so fiercely? You’ve only known him for a few months,” she said. She didn’t sound accusing. Just confused.
Hiccup had known Jack for an even shorter time than Astrid thought, which made it all even more ridiculous. Maybe it was because he was so starry eyed, he couldn’t fathom the possibility that Jack might be lying to him, somehow. That this whole thing was a scheme, and he was secretly on the side of the Snow Queen. If Hiccup explained everything to Astrid, he was sure she would bring up that possibility without blinking. She was trained to be vigilant, while Hiccup had a history of wearing his heart on his sleeve. He and Astrid balanced each other out, that way.
He met Astrid’s eyes for only a moment, and her expression softened in surprise.
“Hiccup…” she murmured.
Hiccup averted his eyes. “Astrid,” he countered.
She lightly shook her head. “How long?”
Hiccup felt he should argue but doing so would just be doing exactly what didn’t want: lying. He held back what he knew would’ve been a deep, miserable sigh. “About the day before we left,” he admitted. “Probably a little while before. I don’t know.”
Astrid looked baffled, but she did a good job at hiding it. “But he’s so weird,” she said, and Hiccup couldn’t help but laugh.
“Super weird.”
“You’re in love with him.”
He couldn’t get himself to open his mouth to confirm. Instead, he made a halfhearted hand movement, as if to say, Surprise. “Do you still trust my judgment?” he asked.
Astrid looked at him for a few seconds, her brows furrowed with concern. Then her shoulders slumped, and she smiled, almost in exasperation. “I’ll give him another chance,” she said.
It was ridiculous how relieved Hiccup felt just hearing those words. He smiled gratefully at her. “Thank you.”
“I hope he’s worth it.”
“He is,” Hiccup replied, a tad too quickly. He was glad the darkness concealed any blood that might’ve been rushing to his cheeks. “You know, you should talk to him. Without the axe.”
Astrid grimaced. “I think I might’ve butchered any chance of earning his trust by this point,” she muttered.
Hiccup almost rolled his eyes. For all their differences, Astrid and Jack were alike in some unfortunate ways. “Wouldn’t hurt to try?” he suggested.
Astrid looked up towards the Great Hall and hummed. “Guess not. Maybe I will.”
“Good,” Hiccup said, and then immediately panicked. “But, uh…don’t—don’t tell him. About this—this whole thing.”
Astrid laughed. “Tell him? Hiccup, do you have any idea how obvious you are with your crushes? Coming from someone who’s been on the receiving end of that situation?”
“That’s very helpful, Astrid, thank you,” Hiccup groused. “But don’t worry. Jack is miraculously dense in that…specific compartment. Either that, or he’s actively pretending not to know.” The latter was something Hiccup hadn’t really considered before. Not until Alva’s island, anyway.
“Fine. I won’t say anything about it,” Astrid said. “Not my place to say, hm?”
Hiccup peered suspiciously at her. She snorted.
“Come on,” she said. “It’s almost dinner.”
“Try again?” Jamie asked.
He could see that Jack was holding back a groan, but when Jamie sent him a pleading look, his shoulders slumped as he relented. Again. Jamie felt a little bad about it, but he reminded himself that Jack had agreed this was a good idea.
They were in a cove – one that Jack had told him was the place Hiccup and Toothless learned to know each other, so Jamie had a good feeling; if there was one place to make extraordinary things happen, it was here. Jack pointed his staff at the pond – which, problematically, was already mostly frozen – and closed his eyes. Jamie looked from his pinched expression, to the hook of his staff, to the pond, and the seconds ticked by.
Nothing happened, as had been the result for the last three days. Jamie tried keeping his face in check when Jack lowered his staff, shaking his head.
“It looks a little more frozen,” Jamie said, smiling encouragingly.
“The whole cove is frozen,” Jack said, not meeting his eyes. He spun his staff, an unreadable expression on his face. He sighed. “I’m sorry, but I don’t think it’s working. Maybe it only happens in life or death situations.”
Jamie shifted his weight. “Maybe…maybe if we go somewhere else,” he suggested.
Jack looked doubtful. But he met Jamie’s eyes, and something softer passed over his expression. He sent him a light smile. “Alright. Let’s try that.”
They climbed up from the cove and ventured further into the forest, down paths that they had now learned were safer than certain others – less likely to be occupied by wild boars and such. And on top of knowing the island better, they also had a little protector with them: Squawk, who, to Jamie’s surprise but absolute delight, had found them on their way into the forest. Though he seemed as grumpy as the last time Jamie had seen him, he still kept close to them, and eventually let go of enough of his pride to perch on Jamie’s shoulder. To say that Jamie felt cool with a tiny, cross-eyed dragon wrapped around his neck was an understatement.
They walked to the spot where Jack had been teaching Jamie how to spar. Jamie’s theory was that Jack would associate this place with learning and would thus find it easier to relearn how to use his powers.
After staying there for about half an hour, there were still no changes.
“I don’t know, Jamie,” Jack said, looking more dejected by the minute. “It’s been three days. Maybe the snowball fight actually was just a good old snowball fight.”
“It wasn’t, though!” Jamie protested. “I saw you! You picked up the snowball and blew on it, I’ve seen you do that before. I don’t know what you’re doing exactly, but I know you have a—a certain effect on snowball fights.” He crossed his arms. “I wouldn’t have been hit by that couch otherwise.”
A mirthful smile rippled across Jack’s face. “Maybe you’re right,” he said, and his expression sobered a little. “Even Hiccup asked what I’d done.”
Jamie blinked. “What do you mean?”
“I don’t know,” Jack muttered, his brows furrowing. “I thought I was gonna pass out, I was so nervous.”
Jamie didn’t know if he should be excited or scared – or amused, because the image of Jack fainting from nerves was pretty hilarious. “Maybe he figured it out,” he proposed tentatively. “I mean, you haven’t exactly been subtle lately.”
“No…I keep trying to tell him, but…” Jack trailed off, then shook his head. “Whatever. Let’s just focus on this instead.” He grabbed his staff with both hands and closed his eyes again, and silence settled between them. Jamie saw he wasn’t really focusing even before he suddenly lowered his staff again and turned to Jamie.
“What if he does know, though?” he said, with a face like he was about to be sick.
Jamie fought against the urge to roll his eyes. “Would that be so bad?”
“Maybe.”
“Maybe not.”
“But maybe.”
“Jack—”
His voice got stuck in his throat when light flashed above them, so suddenly that he though he might’ve imagined it. Moments later, thunder rang through the gray clouds.
Jamie felt like the gods had finally come around to help them. “I have an idea!” he exclaimed. “The thing that you did – you have lightning powers!”
Jack hesitated. “I don’t know…I don’t know what that was. I haven’t been able to replicate since we fought Pitch,” he said.
“We’ll use the lightning to channel it,” Jamie said, feeling very optimistic all of a sudden. “Just don’t get hit by lightning in the process.”
“I hadn’t thought of that. Thanks for the warning, Jamie.”
Jamie ignored his sarcasm. “Come on,” he said. “We should find a good vantage point.”
Jack smiled a very specific smile – a fond one that Jamie had learned meant I don’t know about this, but I can’t say no to this kid, and one that Jamie also had learned not to be shy about taking advantage of. Jamie grinned and urged Jack along.
It didn’t take long to find a suitable spot. Berk was full of dangerous and often life-threatening terrain, with a broad selection of cliffs to accidentally tumble off of. They clambered up a steep hill, wading through snow. The ground ended abruptly, and though Jamie didn’t take his chances going all the way to the edge, he could smell the sea below, and hear the waves crash against the mountain.
“It feels colder up here,” Jamie said. “Maybe it’ll help you focus?”
Jack shrugged. He peered up at the dark clouds, a worried crease between his eyebrows. Jamie thought he knew what he was thinking: being in such a high place under what could quickly turn into a full-blown thunderstorm wasn’t such a good idea. But Jack took a deep breath and closed his eyes again, his fingers tightening around his staff.
Jamie was completely quiet, keeping his eyes and ears open for anything, anything at all. Jack’s brows furrowed, his head tilting slightly to the side as if he could hear something. Suddenly, he turned around.
“What is it?” Jamie asked, following his gaze, but he couldn’t see anything. Jack stared at some bushes nearby the way cats sometimes stare into nothing for seemingly no reason. He took a step closer to Jamie, shielding him with his arm.
“Wait!” the bush shrieked.
Jack started, pointing his staff at the bush, and as he did, two figures came hurdling out of it from each side: Ruffnut and Tuffnut.
“Don’t shoot!” Tuffnut continued in a panicked voice, covering his face.
Jamie’s fear turned to relief and then rocketed towards anger. He’d thought he was about to be chased off a cliff by a wild boar again.
Jack lowered his staff, his jaw clenching. “What is it now?” he complained. “We’re a little busy here.”
Ruffnut, who only seemed a tad less frightened than Tuffnut, raised her brows from where she was lying in the snow. “Yeah, looks like you’re making so much progress,” she drawled, then snickered along with her brother.
Jamie wanted to tell them to get lost, but Jack let out an incredulous laugh. “Oh, is that how you feel?” he asked, before making a show out of pointing his staff at her again, making her scramble to her feet. He smirked. “What was that again?”
“You don’t have any powers,” Tuffnut said, getting to his feet. He hesitated, looking at Ruffnut. “He doesn’t have any powers, right?”
“Even if he did, he wouldn’t use them against us,” Ruffnut said.
“Then stop acting as if I will!” Jack snapped. “Can’t you go back to thinking I’m a troll or something? It was a lot more pleasant than this! And by the way, you are way off about what you think a troll is.”
Jamie was a little surprised by this outburst, but he couldn’t say it wasn’t satisfying – especially when the twins looked taken aback as well.
“Trolls actually exist?” Ruffnut asked after a stunned moment. “I was just messing with you.”
Jack sent them both a sour look. “You think I’m gonna share anything with you? You chickened out of this thing long ago.” He paused, then added under his breath: “Cowards.”
“What was that?” Tuffnut yapped.
“I said, cowards,” Jack repeated for him, and raised his brows challengingly when the twins gasped dramatically in tandem.
It was funny. Here was a couple of eighteen-year-olds and a 318-year-old, bickering just as Jamie and his friends used to.
“Hey,” Tuffnut said, taking a step forward and jabbing a finger in Jack’s direction. “I’ll have you know, we’ve given this a lot of thought—”
“As if,” Jamie mumbled. Jack snorted and gave him a high-five.
“…and,” Tuffnut continued, glowering at Jamie, “we’ve decided to trust you. Again.”
Jack looked up at the sky for a moment. “Oh, wow,” he said, his voice dripping with sarcasm. “What an honor. Well, thank you, but we’re good.”
The twins shared a look. Then Ruffnut walked up to Jack, moving languidly but determinately towards him like a snake about to strike, her head tilted quizzically to the side. “What actually happened to your hair?” she asked, and Jack swatted her hand away as she tried to touch it.
“How do I know you won’t just recoil in fear when I tell you?” Jack replied, and the bitterness in his voice was clear as day. Ruffnut just looked at him. Jack shook his head. “Okay. I turned the sea to ice.”
It did make Ruffnut falter a little. Disbelief fought against wonder on her face. “You don’t have powers,” she countered, but she didn’t sound sure. “We’ve been spying on you.”
“If you don’t believe me, why are you here?” Jack asked shortly.
“He makes a good argument,” Tuffnut muttered regretfully. He straightened his back resolutely and came to his sister’s side. “Do you wanna know what I want, Jackson—”
“For the last time, it’s Jack.”
“Do you wanna know what I want, Jack?” Tuffnut leaned in close. “Do you wanna know? Do you really wanna know?”
“Ugh, stop that,” Ruffnut said, pushing him away. “We wanna see you do some weird spooky stuff.”
Jack was quiet for a couple of seconds. As he looked at the twins, several emotions flashes across his expression: confusion, hope, doubt and then, finally, barely contained anger. He took a slow breath. “But no pressure, right?” he mumbled, so quietly Jamie almost didn’t catch it.
Lightning flashed, followed by deafening thunder only a second later. All of them jumped, Squawk darting into Jamie’s vest for cover.
Ruffnut gestured at the sky. “Now seems to be the right time,” she said. She looked at Jamie. “You said he has lightning powers. I thought he was a winter spirit.”
Jamie opened his mouth to answer, but he didn’t know how to explain it. He looked up at Jack instead, who just shrugged.
“I don’t really get it either,” he admitted hesitantly. “But it’s happened before. Or it…will happen, in a thousand years or so.”
“Then do it again,” Tuffnut said.
The look Jack sent him promised a reply consisting of pure concentrated sarcasm, but instead he just looked up at the sky again, letting out another deep sigh. “Alright,” he said. “Stay and watch, if you have to. Just don’t act like I’m the f—” He stopped himself before he could say something he didn’t want to say in front of Jamie, and Jamie held back a laugh. He cleared his throat. “The Snow Queen.”
While Jack was distracted, the twins shared a meaningful look.
“We’ve never done that,” Ruffnut snorted.
“Yes, you have,” Jack said coldly.
“We helped you with that whole thing, with the thing,” Tuffnut said wisely. “With the tree. Does that seem like cowardice to you?”
Jamie realized what they were doing. “Jack—”
“It was how you acted afterwards that was cowardice,” Jack snapped, completely unaware that the twins were riling him up on purpose. “But that’s fine, just don’t do it again. I don’t hold against you for thinking it was scary that time. It’s—”
Ruffnut was rolling her eyes. “Now you’re just making stuff up. You were the one who ran away.”
“Because an evil winter spirit wants me dead!”
“Right,” Tuffnut said, kissing his teeth. “Excuses.”
Jack’s eyes all but sparked with rage. He looked moments away from abandoning his staff and just going in with fists. But then, instead of acting out in any way, he just closed his eyes, his lips curling up into a joyless smile. He didn’t say anything as he turned to the cliff and plopped down into the snow. Once again, he closed his eyes, his shoulders slowly rising and sinking with calming breaths.
Jamie didn’t know if the disappointment he felt made him a bad person. It wasn’t like he wanted to see Jack angry, but he did want to see him rightfully display that anger if he felt it – and he also wanted to see the twins deal with the consequences of their actions.
The twins looked somehow more disappointed than Jamie. Jamie glowered at them.
“It doesn’t work like that, muttonheads,” he whispered, ushering them backwards to give Jack space to concentrate.
“How do you know?” Tuffnut asked.
Truth was, Jamie didn’t know, and the twins could be right. In the vision, it had definitely seemed like the thing that fueled Jack’s power had been grief and anger. Still, anyone with a hint of a conscience would know it wasn’t right to manipulate him. Jack didn’t mention it often, but the twins had already hurt him enough.
Jamie looked at Jack’s still form, wondering if the twins really were onto something. Lightning flashed above. Jack shook his head. The wind grew stronger, and stronger. Jamie clasped his hands together, sharing a wide-eyed look with the twins.
And then, just as suddenly as it hard started, it grew still again. Lightning flashed in the distance, and several seconds passed before the thunder reached them. Jack’s shoulders slumped. The moment had passed.
Jamie’s heart sank. He walked up to Jack, unsure of what he should say.
“I’m sorry, Jamie,” Jack muttered, looking up at him with a weary smile. “I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.”
“It’s okay,” Jamie said, but he heard the disappointment in his own voice. He mirrored Jack’s smile. “We’ll try again another day.”
Jack didn’t reply. He pushed himself to his feet and turned around to the twins. They were shuffling their weight, and a new emotion had joined with their disappointment: guilt.
“It seems our theory was unfruitful,” Tuffnut admitted. “Anger isn’t the right ingredient.”
“What?” Jack looked between them, his brows furrowing even more at this realization. “I’m not an experiment.”
The twins shared another meaningful look and seemed to come to some kind of agreement.
“Sorry,” they both said at the same time.
Jamie was impressed. “Didn’t think they had it in them.”
“We’re not heartless, Jimmy,” Tuffnut said.
“It’s Jamie.”
Jack studied the twins wordlessly for a few seconds. “You’re really good at making people mad, I’ll give you that,” he said, and hesitated. “I don’t want to put words in your mouth, but was all of this just a messed-up attempt at helping me?”
Ruffnut snorted. “You’re really good at seeing the bright side of things.”
“Is that supposed to be an insult?” Jack asked, and there was a laugh in his voice.
“Nah,” Ruffnut said. “Like Tuff said. We’re sorry and we thought we might give your powers a kickstart to make it up to you. That’s the truth. Happy now?” It really did look like admitting they were in the wrong was physically painful for them.
“You looked like you were having trouble,” Tuffnut said. “And we did promise to help you out, so…”
Jack looked a bit confused. He glanced at Jamie, and Jamie shrugged, mumbling, “it’s the thought that counts, I guess.” Jack’s brows furrowed. He shifted his staff from his right hand to his left, and offered the former to Ruffnut. Jamie thought he knew what he was doing: it was a peace offer, but the way Jack stared at her made it seem more like a challenge. If they really weren’t afraid of him anymore, she’d accept this gesture.
And Ruffnut immediately brightened. She grabbed Jack’s arm with confidence.
And then she went completely rigid, before throwing herself backwards with a yowl that made Jamie jump into the air with alarm. The strands of hair on Ruffnut’s head that wasn’t braided rose into the air like magic. Or more like—
“Static,” Jamie whispered, bringing a hand to his mouth. He looked up at Jack. “You—you zapped her!”
The look on Jack’s face was almost comical, his body frozen, arm outstretched. “Oh no,” he said. “Ruffnut, I—I’m so sorry—”
Tuffnut didn’t even rush to his sister’s aid, who was still sitting in the snow with a shocked – no pun intended – expression. In fact, Tuffnut stood as still as Jack, staring at Jack’s hand as if he expected it to start shooting sparks.
Ruffnut looked down at her body, then up at Jack again, her mouth hanging open. “That…was…awesome,” she said, her voice ragged with excitement. She jumped to her feet. “Do it again! Come on, zap me again!”
Jack took a step back.
“Get in line!” Tuffnut interrupted, elbowing Ruffnut away. “My turn. Do me now!”
“I was here first, dragon-breath—” Ruffnut shoved him back.
“Limpet-brain!”
Jack grabbed both their arms. Nothing happened. Jamie didn’t know if he was glad or disappointed. At least it made them stop fighting. Jack gave a weak laugh.
“Maybe you did help me a little,” he said. Then he seemed to change his mind, sending the twins a sharp look. “Just don’t ever do it like that again.”
The twins both broke into grins. Ruffnut threw an arm around Jack and Tuffnut reached over to Jamie, ruffling his hair. Jamie was so happy the tense atmosphere had passed, he let him.
“Things were getting boring without you,” Ruffnut said, with an uncomfortable suggestiveness to her voice.
“Shock her harder next time,” Jamie proposed.
“Uh, I don’t—” Jack started, but was interrupted by Ruffnut, who wholeheartedly agreed. A tentative smile grew on his face, eyes wide with a confused kind of awe. “Alright…next time.”
Notes:
This chapter is sponsored by that one tumblr post i saw about why Jack makes lightning happen in that one scene, and a quick Google search: "Lightning forms and a charge develops because of tiny collations between ice particles within the cloud." I also feel like this is something we probably learned about in like middle school, but it's a good thing my adhd ass never paid attention to class so that I can be blown away by Cool Science Facts all over again!
Chapter 37: Hiccup has a conversation that feels very one-sided
Chapter Text
The thunderstorm passed like an anticlimax.
On their way back to Hiccup’s house, Jamie spotted his friends and left to hang out with them, while Ruffnut and Tuffnut announced they had some experiments to conduct, concerning – in their words – lightning. Jack thought they were a few years ahead of their time, but though the twins weren’t known for their intelligence, they were also just unpredictable enough that Jack wouldn’t be too surprised if they prematurely invented the lightbulb. He left them to it.
The second he was alone, Jack stopped in his tracks. He drummed his fingers against his staff, grinding his teeth.
It had certainly been an unconventional show of his powers back there. He wasn’t sure how he felt about it. He was happy, but not for his own sake, was what it felt like. He was happy for Jamie, and the hope lighting up his eyes. He was happy at the thought of getting Baby Tooth back. He was happy thinking about how he would come to the Guardians’ aid soon; he only hoped they were still restraining the time fragment. There was no time for Jack to hesitate.
And yet.
Jack shook his head and kept walking, keeping his eyes straight ahead to ignore the villagers who were undoubtably giving him weird looks for stopping in the middle of the square to stare at his staff. But he suspected they would’ve done that anyway.
He walked up the steps to Hiccup’s house, carefully opening the front door. He still felt a bit awkward around Stoick – they hadn’t really talked about their disappearance, but Jack had a feeling it was coming, and he wanted to avoid it for as long as possible – but when he saw it was only Hiccup sitting by the hearth, sketching something on a piece of paper, he opened the door fully.
“What’s that?” he asked, craning his neck to see what Hiccup was working on.
Hiccup looked up, his brows furrowed. “Oh…kay,” he said slowly, getting to his feet.
Jack raised his brows. “What?” he asked, closing the door behind himself. He walked closer to the hearth, but stopped when Hiccup headed straight towards him. He only noticed something was wrong a heartbeat before it happened.
Hiccup passed through him.
The crackling from the fire turned suddenly quiet. Jack remained standing, staring at the empty space where he had just been looking at Hiccup’s eyes. He became conscious of his own rapid breathing, and his hand against his chest. Slowly, he turned around.
Hiccup was looking out the door, a confused expression on his face. “Hello?” he called uncertainly, completely unaware of Jack’s presence.
The corners of Jack’s vision darkened. “No,” he breathed. Hiccup didn’t react; he just closed the door and went back to his drawing. Desperately, Jack tried grabbing his wrist, but his hand phased through him. “No,” he said again, his voice barely there, as if he was fading away, even from himself. “Look at me. Please, look at me—”
And then he woke up in the dark of Hiccup’s bedroom.
He sat up on his spot on the floor, gasping. His heart hammered against his ribs. In the span of half a second, he was relieved, then overwhelmed by grief. He pressed his face into his hands, choking back what would’ve been a sob loud enough to wake the three other occupants of the room. He remained in that position, muffling his gasps until they grew still.
The room was quiet. Jack listened intently for the slow, unconscious rhythm of Jamie’s breath and Hiccup’s soft snoring, making sure that he hadn’t woken them. After a couple of minutes, he pushed himself to his feet and walked over to Hiccup’s shield, resting against the wall. The room was almost completely dark, but a faint stream of moonlight reflected off the iron. Jack crouched in front of it, peering at what he could see of his own face. He brought a hand to his hair, tugging at the white strands. Was it his imagination, or were there more of them now?
In the reflection, something glinted behind him, and Jack whirled around.
Toothless had snuck up to him, somehow avoiding all the creaky floorboards. His intelligent green eyes were wide with a silent question as he crept closer, tilting his head to the side. Jack swallowed thickly, bringing a hand to Toothless’ face.
“It’s okay,” Jack murmured, his voice still shaky. He lowered his head, pressing his forehead against Toothless’ the way he’d seen Hiccup do before. Toothless gave a soft growl, almost a purr, and whatever he was trying to say, Jack felt comforted.
They sat like that for a little while, before Jack once more got to his feet and took tentative steps towards Hiccup’s bed. He stopped about a meter away. Moonlight was cast over Hiccup’s sleeping form, but his face was still shrouded in shadow. All Jack could see was his bedhead and a patch of freckled skin.
“Can’t there be another option?” he whispered to no one in particular. He began turning to Toothless again, but then Hiccup stirred, making a disoriented noise.
“Uh…Jack? Is that you?”
Jack supposed he’d spoken louder than he’d intended. His heart skipped a beat when Hiccup said his name. “Y-yeah,” he said, mentally berating himself for stuttering. It wasn’t like him to be this rattled by a dream.
Hiccup sat up, squinting at him. “Is…Is something wrong?”
“No,” Jack said. “Don’t worry. Just a nightmare. I didn’t mean to wake you.”
“Oh.” Hiccup went quiet for a few seconds, before he smiled at nodded at his bed, inviting Jack to sit. Jack hadn’t even been aware that that was what he had been hoping for before he felt his shoulders sink with relief, and he shuffled over, sitting down at the edge of the bed. Hiccup shifted so that he sat closer, but didn’t touch him. “What was your dream about?”
Jack was prepared to lie or to brush the question off. Instead, he surprised himself when he opened his mouth: “That I was invisible. You couldn’t see or hear me.”
“Me?” Hiccup said, sounding surprised.
Jack held back a laugh. “Yeah, you.”
Another pause.
“That sounds scary,” Hiccup murmured.
“It was scary,” Jack confirmed. He folded his hands, his lip quivering as he considered his next words. “I…I am scared.”
He could feel Hiccup’s gaze on him. In the corner of his eye, he saw something move: Hiccup’s hand, twitching, then going still.
“Do you wanna take a midnight flight?”
Jack looked up. “Isn’t it freezing?” he asked. He felt himself begin to smile.
“We’ll just put on some more layers,” Hiccup simply said, and in the faint light, Jack could see him smile as well. “That’s what I always do if I can’t sleep. What do you say, Toothless?”
Toothless seemed to understand they were trying to be quiet, because all he did was perk up.
Well. Now that they’d gotten his hopes up, there was no way Jack could say no.
They did as Hiccup said. Jack borrowed some clothes and they brought along some blankets, as if they both had already agreed they’d stop somewhere to rest. Jack left a note for Jamie in case he woke up, and they snuck out, Hiccup leading the way across the few floorboards that didn’t creak.
It was strange how familiar it felt to climb onto Toothless’ back, and how naturally Jack held onto Hiccup as they took to the skies. He watched the village shrink beneath them, then turned his eyes to the starry sky, enjoying the sensation of the wind in his hair and against his skin, even if the cold was biting.
Like yesterday on the cliff, he imagined the wind swirling around him, lifting him up the way it had used to. As he’d sat there, reaching for the storm with his mind, he’d ignored what he was afraid to admit – the way he’d thought the wind had whispered to him. If it hadn’t been for that, he wouldn’t have noticed Ruffnut and Tuffnut’s presence. It was as if the wind had told on them. Initially, he’d brushed it off as a coincidence. He’d probably just heard the twins, sensing their presence subconsciously. But then he’d shocked Ruffnut, throwing every other explanation out the window: his powers were returning. The frozen sea hadn’t been some sort of fluke, like one final burst of winter he’d unknowingly had in store. He was becoming Jack Frost again, and there was no way to stop it.
Not that he wanted to stop it. He knew what he had to do.
But he also knew that this revelation was what caused his nightmare. He was becoming Jack Frost again, and it would be something he’d both celebrate and mourn. But again, like Jamie had said, there was one way to prevent his nightmare from coming true.
Hiccup had to know.
“Better?”
Jack opened his eyes. He hadn’t even realized he’d closed them. Hiccup was looking over his shoulder, his concern only partly concealed by the gentle quirk of his lips. Jack tried smiling back and nodded.
He didn’t try to keep track of time as they flew across and around the island. They flew out towards the horizon as well, but never too far. Like Jack, Hiccup probably needed some time wrapped in the safety blanket that was Berk – perhaps an imagined safety blanket, but still. They didn’t make any sharp turns or steep dives either. None of them – not even Toothless – seemed to be in the mood for anything else but a steady, soothing tour of the night sky.
After a long while, they landed in the forest and shared few words as they collected firewood, before heading to Hiccup and Toothless’ cove. They made camp the way they’d done several times before, and was soon huddled against Toothless as if they were still out adventuring. It felt a little weird without Jamie and Baby Tooth.
The Moon was bright above them. Jack found himself staring at it, as if he couldn’t look away. Despite the several sources of heat – the fire, the blankets, Toothless and Hiccup, though the latter was sitting a little too far away to really aid with body heat – the night was cold and dark. Jack’s mind felt far away. It was too easy to remember those lonely centuries.
“Where are you right now?”
Jack turned to Hiccup so quickly he almost got whiplash. Hiccup was looking at him, his brows raised in surprise at Jack’s reaction.
“Oh,” Jack sighed. His breath came out in a puff of fog. He shook his head. “Just thinking.”
“I can see that,” Hiccup said. Jack didn’t like how knowing his expression was. “Do you wanna talk about it?”
Strangely, he did. Jack fidgeted with his staff. He’d brought it, of course – it was more important to have it now than ever. Not that the staff was the source of his powers. It was just a neat way to channel it. And if he remembered his first years as Jack Frost correctly, learning to use his powers had been a lot easier and a lot less dangerous while using the staff to contain himself.
“How’s your leg?” Jack asked.
Hiccup looked a bit dissatisfied about the subject change, but he looked down at his prosthetic. “Fine,” he said. “Doesn’t hurt, and the…whatever it is, hasn’t spread that much.”
The much-part of the answer didn’t make Jack feel any better. There was silence for a few seconds.
“Are you…” Jack started, staring into the fire. “Are you afraid of death?”
The following silence betrayed this wasn’t what Hiccup had expected him to ask.
“I don’t think I’ll die,” Hiccup said. “Not because of this anyway.”
Jack glanced at him. “Why not?” he asked, because Hiccup had seemed pretty worried about that idea up on Gothi’s balcony.
Hiccup pressed his lips together. “I guess I’m…a bit arrogant,” he said, and smiled sheepishly. “I mean, we’ve survived so much. Not surviving just seems…impossible. I know it isn’t, of course, but a part of me is just naïve enough to believe it.” He went quiet, his gaze distant for a moment. Then he tentatively met Jack’s eyes again. “What about you?”
Was he afraid to die? Jack looked up at the Moon.
“In a way.”
“What way?”
“It comes so suddenly. It’s not too bad when it happens. I’m just afraid for those I’ll leave behind.”
Hiccup wrung his hands, his brows furrowed. He nodded. “You know more about that than I do,” he murmured. “I’m sorry if I sounded insensitive.”
Jack blinked several times before he realized Hiccup wasn’t referring to Jack himself dying, but his family. At least that’s what he hoped he was doing – but since the question Hiccup had asked after the snowball fight, Jack couldn’t be sure. He swallowed down his nerves and shook his head.
“That’s alright. You didn’t,” he said. He opened his mouth, then closed it again. Finding the right words was hard when it felt as if half his vocabulary was made out of secrets. He started saying, “I…” then stopped. He inhaled slowly and looked up at the Moon again. At least he knew how to pour his heart out to him. “Jamie asked you to not let me pull away, and I think he was right to do so…no matter how embarrassing that is.” He smiled weakly but kept his eyes at the sky. “I have lost a lot already. Gaining something, just to lose it again…I’m afraid it might hurt just as much as it did the first time, if not more.”
Hiccup was quiet, as if he could sense Jack wasn’t done talking, despite the long pause.
“What is the scariest moment of your life?” Jack asked.
Hiccup’s gaze went vacant again. “Probably…battling the Red Death,” he said after a moment’s consideration. “There have been other times, but that was the first. If Toothless and I hadn’t succeeded, the Red Death…It would’ve been the end of Berk.”
Jack studied Hiccup, momentarily distracted from his own dark thoughts to think about who exactly was sitting beside him. Small and quiet in the light of the campfire, it was difficult to imagine everything that existed inside of him. He reminded Jack of the wind, with its capacity for gentleness, but also the intensity to pull rooftops off houses. Jack might be the one whose body used to harbor storms, but it might as well have been Hiccup.
Jack didn’t want to lose him.
“I feel like I’m…I’m about to face my Red Death all over again,” Jack said, his voice barely above a whisper. “And I don’t want to, but I have to. I have no choice.”
“Facing the Snow Queen?” Hiccup asked. “We’ll do that together, Jack.”
“No, it’s not about her,” Jack said. “Something worse. Something I think I have to do alone. Unless…” He caught himself, biting his tongue. Unless I tell you the truth about me. He buried his face in his hands. “I still have time.”
“Time for what?” Hiccup asked. There was a tinge of fear in his voice.
Jack inhaled slowly. He let his hands fall and forced his expression to soften, sending Hiccup a smile. “Time to spend being who I’ve been the past months,” he said. “I just wish I could forget about what comes after. Because right now, I’m still here. I don’t want to waste any of it.”
Hiccup looked worried. A bit confused as well, and rightly so. He sat still for so long, the only thing revealing he wasn’t a statue was the way his eyes flickered. “Do you have to leave?” he then asked.
It was almost enough to make what was left of Jack’s composure shatter. “Not yet,” was all he managed to reply, keeping his voice quiet in case it wavered.
The disappointment in Hiccup’s eyes was clear as day. But after a moment, he suddenly frowned and turned to Toothless, reaching for the bag tied to the saddle.
“What?” Jack asked.
“You said you wanted to forget,” Hiccup said, and pulled out the waterskin Idun had gifted them with a mischievous smile. “How about that?”
Jack slowly smiled back. “What about waiting for a moment to celebrate?”
Hiccup made a mock-pompous expression, uncorking the waterskin. “Every day with you is a moment to celebrate, Jackson Overland,” he said, with just a hint of bashfulness shining through the playful tone. He drank from the waterskin, then immediately brought a hand to his mouth, making a choked noise. He swallowed with apparent difficulty.
Jack barely held back a laugh. “You okay there?”
“Gods. That’s not mead,” Hiccup coughed, and as if he thought that was good advertisement, he handed the waterskin to Jack. When Jack didn’t take it, he raised his brows. “Don’t you want it?”
“The effect of it, maybe,” Jack said. “The taste? I don’t know.”
“It’s good,” Hiccup said, and grinned when Jack squinted at him. “It’s alright, at least.”
Jack took the waterskin. He sniffed it, wrinkled his nose, then took a sip. At first, it was alright – but then it reached his throat, and it felt as if it had been set on fire. He grimaced, a violent shudder going through his body. But once the initial discomfort passed, what was left was a prickling, comfortable heat in his chest.
“It’s good,” he said, his voice hoarse.
Hiccup snorted. “You don’t mean that.”
“I do,” Jack said. He braced himself and took another sip, not quite able to keep the grimace off his face. Hiccup laughed. Jack pointedly handed the waterskin back to him.
They sat like that for a while, sending the not-mead back and forth. It evolved into a staring contest with an added challenge of taking a sip without making a face, and then eventually to who could take the biggest gulp. Jack felt like he was too wrapped in his own worries to feel any effects, but the burn was just horrible enough to push those thoughts to the back of his mind.
They stopped playing when Hiccup laughed and got the alcohol in his nose. Though he had a certain dramatic flare sometimes, Jack could tell the agonized moan he made had some real emotion in it. It took a long time before either of them managed to stop laughing.
“Jack,” Hiccup said, once they’d calmed down a bit. Jack noticed a small change in his demeanor – a carefreeness that he didn’t often see in him. Personally, Jack didn’t feel much different, so he guessed Hiccup was just more of a lightweight than him. Hiccup looked up at the stars, a sort of confused frown on his face. “Can I ask you something?”
Jack tried to discern his expression. “Shoot,” he said.
“Do you often dream about being invisible?”
Jack tried discerning his expression even harder but didn’t have much luck. It just seemed like an innocent question. Still, it was suspicious; what did he know?
“More often than I’d like,” he admitted.
“Do you think it means something?” Hiccup asked, turning his frown to Jack. “Fishlegs got pretty into interpreting dreams for a little while. He’d probably have some explanation for it.”
Jack had to smile. “I don’t really think it has a deep meaning or anything,” he mumbled. “What about nonsensical dreams, then? I once dreamed that I tried—uh, I wanted it to snow, but all that came down was eggs. What would Fishlegs say about that?”
Hiccup snorted. “Reminds me of the time I dreamed Gobber became chief and he ordered everyone to switch names to confuse the Berserkers. I became Tuffnut. Snotlout was supposed to be Hiccup, but he threw a tantrum about it.”
“I have to say, you all have weird names,” Jack said.
“It’s to frighten off gnomes and trolls,” Hiccup said, then grimaced. “I guess someone should inform them it’s not going to plan.”
Jack smiled wryly. “Maybe Hiccup isn’t hideous enough,” he suggested. “I like it.”
Hiccup looked a bit bashful. “Well, thank you,” he mumbled, then took another swig. He handed the waterskin to Jack. The conversation continued and remained light as they slowly emptied it.
At some point, Jack found himself humming a melody that was stuck in his head. He couldn’t remember where he’d heard it, and wasn’t even aware he was doing it before Hiccup shook his head.
“That’s not how it goes.”
“What?”
“The song,” Hiccup said. “’Not the Settling Kind.’”
Jack nodded slowly. “Oh, right,” he said, keeping his face straight. “How is it again? Where the wild winds blow the foam—”
Hiccup shook his head again. “The wild wind blows. And it goes up at the end.”
“Where the wild wind blows the foam!”
“Now you got the middle part wrong.”
“No, it’s wild wind blows the foam—”
“Up!” Hiccup protested. Then he demonstrated: “It’s, where the wild wind blows the foam!”
Jack grinned. “What was that?”
“Where the wild wind blows the foam. Why are you laughing? You—” Realization dawned on Hiccup’s face. He slowly shook his head. “Oh, you sly little…” He picked up some snow and launched it at him.
It caught Jack off guard, and he clumsily shielded himself. He gasped in mock offence and answered by throwing snow right back at him. “What? You have a lovely singing voice!” he laughed, then rolled out of the way when Hiccup attacked again.
Toothless snorted in what sounded like exasperation. Jack could swear he even saw him shaking his big head.
It wasn’t until Jack was on his feet and the world started wobbling that he realized how wrong he’d been about the effects of the alcohol. It distracted him just long enough for Hiccup to land an attack right in his face, probably a bit harder than intended. Jack yelped, and Hiccup brought his hands to his mouth.
“Sorry—” he stared, but got no further, due to the snow which in the following second was stuffing his mouth. Jack cackled, and the war continued. It was ridiculous how difficult it was to remain on his feet when the ground was both slippery and going around in careening loops. In the midst of it all, Jack was singing ‘Not the Settling Kind’, purposefully warped to make Hiccup correct him.
“You’re ruining it!” Hiccup cried. “Why would you do that?”
“I’m a rebel at heart,” Jack boasted, then caught himself on Hiccup when the world tipped suddenly forwards. “Where the wild wind—”
Hiccup put his hands on each side of Jack’s face, staring intently at him. “It’s, where the wild wind blows the foam.”
He said something else too, but Jack completely spaced. Was it normal to love a face this much?
“Where the wild wind blows the foam,” Jack tried again, bobbing his head lightly to the melody.
Hiccup laughed. “There you go,” he said, then continued on to the next line: “Come get lost with me, love, and the sea shall be our home.”
Jack thought it was the alcohol making the ground tip back and forth, but gradually came to realize it was Hiccup, leading him into a tentative sort of dance. And then he realized he was grinning, and he started the song again, taking a hold of Hiccup’s upper arms and turning them in clumsy circles.
It was a nice, calm moment up until the point where they gradually began upping the tempo and the spinning got faster and faster, and then Hiccup tripped over Toothless’ tail – which Jack was almost positive hadn’t been in their way just a second before – and they landed in the snow. Jack’s forehead crashed into Hiccup’s chin, but his face was no numb he barely felt it. Hiccup gave a grunt, but was soon laughing, rubbing his chin with the hand that wasn’t still holding onto Jack.
Jack looked at the faint crow’s feet wrinkles that came out whenever Hiccup smiled this hard. He committed it to memory. Maybe coming back to Berk was the single good decision he’d made during his time in the past; Hiccup hadn’t laughed like this in a long time.
And Jack hadn’t felt this good in a long time either. It was exactly what he’d needed.
“Is it working?” Hiccup asked, as if reading Jack’s mind.
Jack had yet to move, lying halfway on top of Hiccup. He thought about it for a moment, rolling over to lie beside him instead. He carefully dipped his toe into the part of his mind that harbored all his worries, but it all seemed so far away now. All that mattered was the present. This present.
“Hiccup,” Jack said, peering at his face. “Do you think…Do you think I’d look…weird with blue eyes?”
Hiccup looked surprised. “Why do you ask?”
“Just a question,” Jack said, wondering if maybe that hadn’t been as subtle as he’d hoped. “I mean, blue is pretty different from brown.”
“They’re more like hazel,” Hiccup said, before pressing his lips together. He hummed. “I don’t know. Not weird, I don’t think. Different, sure, but…” He shrugged the best he could in his position. “Blue would suit you too. It would still be you.”
It was suspicious how he knew exactly what to say. Jack squinted at him.
“What?” Hiccup said with a nervous laugh. “Um. What about me? Blue eyes aren’t so different from green, I guess.”
Jack resolutely shook his head. “I like your face as it is,” he told him.
Hiccup looked back at him as if Jack had just challenged him with a particularly difficult math problem. (Not that Jack had ever learned math). He opened and closed his mouth a few times.
“Back at—” he started, then hesitated. “Um…Back at Idun and Rune’s place, did you say you saw your sister in the vision?”
For some reason, Jack could tell that wasn’t what Hiccup had been going to say. He nodded. “The last one and the one before that,” he replied slowly. “How so?”
“Just…thinking about what you said,” Hiccup murmured. “How you thought the one before the last might be the final one, and the things you talk about when you wake up. How do they even work?”
Jack blew out some air, looking up at the stars. “I have no idea,” he said. “I think.”
“You think?”
“Yeah. They might be connected. Might not. It’s weird.”
“Very insightful,” Hiccup said. His speech was slightly slurred, but that didn’t stop him from being sarcastic.
“You try connecting the dots between magic crystals that send your soul to all kinds of places,” Jack said, kicking him halfheartedly. “It’s confusing. You have to find the crystal in there too. And it’s always somewhere significant. Something that holds emotional value.”
“Was you sister, you know…involved in the whole magic-business?” Hiccup asked.
Jack laughed softly, letting his head loll to the side so he could look at Hiccup again. “Not in the way we are,” he said. “But she believed everything I told her. And I told her…well, I told her many things, but there’s one thing that’s really strange.” He held Hiccup’s gaze, but in his mind’s eye, the image of a miniature castle came into view. “I told her the wind was a friend of mine. It wasn’t exactly true at the time, but I said it as if the wind was an entity.”
Hiccup just blinked, and Jack realized this wasn’t common knowledge.
“Did I never tell you about the wind, Hiccup?” he asked, and the way Hiccup’s expression turned slightly wary told him no. Jack smiled though the reaction saddened him. “It’s nothing to worry about. The wind is still just the wind. As harmless as it is dangerous. But it’s true, what I told Emily. The wind is a friend of mine.” He paused. “Well, at home it is. Doesn’t seem to recognize me here. I guess that makes sense.”
“Why does it make sense?” Hiccup asked, obviously in disagreement.
“Because there are several wind spirits,” Jack said. “Just as there are several winter spirits.”
“There are several winter spirits?”
Jack blinked, cursing inwardly. “Uh…yeah, that’s why I thought it was such a good idea to go look for the Snow Queen,” he said. “But, yes, wind spirits. They hang around.” He lowered his gaze. Maybe the alcohol was wearing off. He didn’t feel as giddy anymore.
Hiccup shifted, turning on his side so that he faced Jack fully. “What’s wrong?”
Jack hesitated, but mirrored his movement so that they lay face to face. It took a few seconds before he figured out how to start his sentence. “Would you…” he started, but his voice broke off into a whisper. He let out a shaky breath and tried again. “If you could, would you…choose to forget about what we’ve seen? The magic, and all.”
“Forget?” Hiccup repeated. “Is that possible?”
“What if it was possible,” Jack said, and couldn’t help averting his eyes for a moment. “The world might seem a bit safer again. A bit more in control. Winter would just be a season. The wind would just be the wind. You wouldn’t need to be afraid anymore.”
“But they’d still be out there,” Hiccup said. “At least now I’m prepared.”
Jack picked up some snow, letting it filter through and melt on his fingers. “If you don’t believe, it’s all but non-existent,” he murmured. “It wouldn’t hurt you anymore.”
Hiccup looked down, a thoughtful look on his face. His hand drifted across the snow between them, mimicking Jack’s motion. “You know,” he started, “when I was a kid, I used to have nightmares about dragons almost every night. Especially Night Furies. But, as we all know…” He trailed off and looked back at Jack again. “I met a Night Fury, and it changed everything. In the middle of a war that had lasted generations, that one moment brought it all to a halt. I had no reason to believe the dragons were anything but monsters. But here we are.” Hesitantly, Hiccup reached for Jack’s hand and squeezed it. “I know how much you care about that world. Your magic. And yeah, it’s scary, but…you’re already a reason not to give up on that world.”
Jack stared at him. “What—” he started, but his voice came out as a croak. “What do you mean?”
Hiccup’s gaze shifted, looking just as nervous as Jack felt. “I mean, if it hadn’t been for magic, I’d never have met you,” he said. “I wouldn’t have traded that for anything. So, no, I wouldn’t ever want to forget.”
It was a difficult thing to hear. It elated him and devasted him at the same time. When Jack didn’t respond, Hiccup started looking sheepish and made to pull his hand away, but Jack gripped it before he could. It made Hiccup’s eyes snap back to Jack’s like a rubber band.
“I wouldn’t trade it for anything either,” Jack blurted. To his horror, he felt his eyes begin to water and he cursed, sitting up. Why was it always him tearing up?
Hiccup followed his lead, sitting up and letting out a soft laugh. “It’s okay,” he soothed.
“I don’t want to leave.”
This created another excruciating silence.
Hiccup’s face fell. He squeezed his hand again. “Then stay,” he said.
Jack didn’t know what to say. He knew it was impossible, but hearing it still made it feel like he was turning into pure electricity, or dissolving into snowflakes. But Hiccup’s hand remained firm around his own, and his gaze bore into Jack’s. And then, when it became clear Jack had lost the ability to speak, Hiccup’s shoulders sank in a sigh and he brought Jack into a tight embrace.
“Don’t cry,” he pleaded. “This night was supposed to be about forgetting.”
Jack made a choked sound. “I’d say it’s the alcohol, but this is just my natural charm,” he managed to mumble. He pressed his face into Hiccup’s neck, clinging onto him like it was life or death. “Will I remember this tomorrow?”
Hiccup made slow circles on his back. “I don’t know. Do you want to remember?”
And Jack laughed again. What a stupid question. If this night had to end, he wanted to remember every second of it.
As far as Hiccup knew, Jack did seem to remember when they woke up the next morning, once again both squeezed into Hiccup’s bed. Which created all kinds of problems for Hiccup.
First of all, he woke up at the same time as Jamie, and Jamie sent him a smile so impish Hiccup refused to believe he wasn’t related to Jack. Then Jamie had politely excused himself as Jack began stirring, and left the room.
Second of all, Jack acted normal. Well, normal by Jack-standards, not counting the way he cradled his head. Hiccup got them both some water and they spent their late morning sitting outside the house, mustering the strength to swallow down some breakfast. None of them mentioned what had happened last night, but Hiccup could tell Jack remembered. It was hazy, sure, but Hiccup remembered it all in detail.
Oh, if he’d only had the guts to just ask. Hey, Jack, do you like me? Like, like-like me? He shook his head. Awful.
“Something wrong?” Jack asked.
Hiccup took a sip of water to stop the sarcastic reply rushing towards his tongue. He cleared his throat. “Just tired,” he said in a hoarse voice.
Jack hummed in agreement. He drummed his fingers against his tankard, his gaze fixed at some spot in the snow. “Almost makes you regret it,” he murmured. “The aftermath.”
“Do you regret it?” Hiccup asked. He didn’t mean to sound so distraught, but couldn’t stop himself. Jack glanced at him, then looked away with a smile. He shook his head.
“No,” he replied.
Hiccup’s shoulders relaxed just a little bit. He studied Jack in the corner of his eye, wondering if there was a way to breach the subject that didn’t immediately expose his feelings. His silly, boyish feelings – he was almost nineteen, for Thor’s sake. Why couldn’t he just act like an adult?
“I should go find Jamie,” Jack said. “He asked me to play with him today.”
“Oh,” Hiccup said, swallowing his disappointment. “Okay.”
Jack looked at him for a moment. “Sure you’re okay?” he asked, sounding hesitant. “Is there something you…Is there something on your mind?”
Hiccup’s anxiety spiked. He tried for a smile, letting out what he hoped wasn’t a horribly fake chuckle. “No, I’m fine. Really. My head’s just killing me,” he said. It wasn’t entirely untrue, but the alcohol didn’t have that much to do with it.
“Alright,” Jack said, shifting his weight for a moment before grabbing his staff. “Feel better soon. See you later.”
And that was that.
Hiccup waited until Jack disappeared into the village, then buried his face in his hands and let out a miserable groan. As if on cue, there was a loud trampling noise from the roof, followed by Toothless’ insistent growl.
“Agreed,” Hiccup said. He put down his tankard and got to his feet.
Toothless leapt from the roof and sank into the snow, holding his saddle in his mouth. Hiccup grimaced at the drool on the seat, but he was used to that. Besides, he couldn’t wait to get up in the air; being grounded was beginning to feel claustrophobic.
Once they were far above hearing range, Hiccup finally felt he could let his guard down. He took a deep breath, calming his thoughts, and pushed his worries out of his mind for just a little while as he and Toothless soared through the clouds, taking pretty much the same route as they had with Jack yesterday – only faster and a bit more reckless.
However, it didn’t take long before his brain started recounting the events of last night. It felt like a puzzle – a riddle of which Hiccup was much too hungover to solve.
Ever since Jack’s meeting with the mermaids, he’d grown twitchy. It was almost like he’d been in the beginning, when he’d first appeared on Berk; always deep in his own thoughts, his gaze absent most of the time except for when he’d fix his eyes on someone – mostly Hiccup – with the face of someone who’s just received terrible news. He tried to seem chipper, like the day of the snowball fight, but the façade was rocky. It kept gaining cracks.
Last night, Jack hadn’t worn a mask, and it had made him more distant than ever. Ironically, his absentmindedness had made Hiccup feel invisible for a moment there. When Jack finally spoke, it felt more like he was talking to the moon than to Hiccup. Hiccup knew Jack had some weird relationship with the moon, but it was still strange to see it unfolding in front of him. He supposed it provided Jack with some comfort. It made him wonder how much time Jack had spent talking to it.
It made him wonder what Jack’s deal with invisibility was. Hiccup had asked the question somewhat as a joke yesterday, if Jack’s nightmare had some sort of meaning, but he was genuinely curious. The first time Hiccup had felt a real connection to Jack was when they’d bonded over their past loneliness, but for Jack it somehow felt more intense. But Jack had told him he didn’t think it had a deeper meaning. Still, the conversation stuck with Hiccup.
To be fair, the entire night stuck with him. Jack sometimes felt like getting whiplash; he was so careful about letting people in, but then suddenly he’d open his mouth and say something like, “Are you afraid of death?” Everyone was afraid of death. And the one asking that question usually feared it the most. Yet, in a way that Hiccup had trouble understanding, Jack seemed strangely calm about it.
Or maybe it wasn’t that Hiccup didn’t understand. Maybe it was more that he was afraid to understand. Why did Jack think so much about death? It was as if he was preparing himself for it. Something he’d said in Gothi’s hut rang in Hiccup’s head: The Snow Queen will have nothing to hunt for, for one.
Jack wouldn’t possibly ever go that far. Would he?
One thing Hiccup knew for sure: Jack was preparing to leave. That much was indisputable. The one thing that had never changed was Jack’s drive to bring Jamie safely home, even if his feelings around that goal had gone from determination to despair. That was one thing last night had proven: Jack didn’t want to leave. Hiccup almost felt happy about it, if it wasn’t for how much the wish to stay was hurting Jack.
And in the midst of it all, Hiccup was selfish enough to wonder what it all meant for the two of them. He didn’t understand what they had. He didn’t know if Jack understood it either, but after last night, Hiccup dared say that Jack wanted to be with him as much as Hiccup did. He just didn’t know how Jack wanted to be with him. Because on one hand, neither of them had made a move. But on the other, Hiccup had overheard Alva speaking to Jack while they thought he slept. Even Jack couldn’t be that oblivious – he had to have understood what Alva insinuated.
And so, why hadn’t he corrected her?
Hiccup dragged his hands down his face. “Am I stupid?” he asked out loud. “He’s scared enough as it is. I just have to tell him.”
Toothless grumbled, and Hiccup couldn’t tell if he was agreeing or not. He pressed his lips together, holding back a frustrated yell. All that came out was a broken whine, and he let his body flop forwards, his arms hanging limply on each side of Toothless’ neck.
On the bright side, even if Jack didn’t like him in that way, it didn’t stop him from being close to him. It didn’t stop him from holding onto Hiccup’s arms, turning them around in a sort of dance and singing off-key with him. Jack was so private, and yet he’d grown so comfortable with Hiccup, it felt like they’d known each other for ages. If nothing else, Hiccup loved the friendship they’d made.
They flew for a little while longer until Hiccup’s hangover finally subsided enough for him to feel hungry. Toothless swooped down to the waves and got himself some seafood, and then they went to find a spot to eat. They landed in the clearing where Hiccup had seen Jack teach Jamie how to spar, but since the duo wasn’t there, they had to be doing something else today. Hiccup and Toothless settled down, Toothless wolfing down his fish, while Hiccup forced down the daily portion of Gothi’s stew.
He had almost asked him, the day before. Back at Alva’s island, I overheard you, was what he’d wanted to start with. But he’d chickened out and asked about the crystals instead. Not just because he was afraid to be rejected, but because Jack might take it badly that Hiccup had been listening in on their conversation – but then again, they had been having a conversation right in front of him. He’d been asleep, not dead.
However, it wasn’t a complete failure. Hiccup might not yet have the guts to pour his heart out, but the aversion gave light to something he hadn’t considered before – and now he felt pretty stupid for that. Jack believed so fiercely that magic was good that Hiccup hadn’t thought his input had had much effect on him. No matter how much the different magical encounters rattled them, Jack still came out on the other side with the same idea: magic could be as good as it could be bad, as wonderful as it could be horrible. He was so passionate about it, Hiccup couldn’t help but believe him, and it also made him, Hiccup, blind to the fact that his attitude towards it might be hurtful. Would you choose to forget? Hiccup had yet to see the wonders that Jack obviously had, and though Jack was sympathetic, it seemed as if Hiccup’s fear hit something very sore and very personal.
Maybe it had something to do with what Jack had shared with his sister, and with Jamie. Hiccup supposed he should be flattered that Jack wanted to share with him that part of the magical world so badly. He was flattered. He wanted to see it. A part of him wondered if the reason he’d yet to meet anything benevolent was because he’d grown up believing that magic was something to stay away from. Like Jack had said, belief was a powerful magic on its own; if believing magic was non-existent made it non-existent, maybe believing it was good would also make it so.
He put down the empty container, swallowing the last of the stew. Wringing his hands, he looked around the empty clearing. He opened his mouth, then closed it again, grimacing. Gods, this felt ridiculous.
“Um…hello?” he called halfheartedly.
Toothless lifted his head, sending him a questioning look. Hiccup just shrugged.
“I’m talking to the—the wind?” He waited a few seconds, looking around before remembering the wind wasn’t something he could see. He shook his head and closed his eyes. “I, uh…I’m not sure how this works, but…are there any wind spirits here?” He paused. “Jack told me about you,” he added for good measure. “You seem kinda close.”
For a second, he thought he heard something – it almost sounded like a giggle. He got to his feet, his hand reaching for Inferno.
Toothless snorted, as if to remind him the wind wasn’t something you could fight either.
“Hello?” he called again, a bit sterner this time. “Is anyone there? That’s—that’s hilarious, but you can stop now, you got me.”
He waited, expecting the twins the burst out of the bushes or something like that. But nothing happened. The clearing remained quiet and empty. Toothless was indifferent, so maybe it had just been Hiccup’s imagination.
He was about to give up, but a small gust of wind made him stand his ground. He turned around, ignored the voice in his head calling him an idiot, and raised his hand up. “Wind…?” he tried again. “If you’re real – I mean, obviously, the wind is real…If you can understand me, and if you are there…now would be the best time to prove it.”
There was another breath of wind, but faint enough that it didn’t really tell Hiccup anything. But then it seemed to pick up. It rustled the trees and bushes, the rushing building up so suddenly, Hiccup almost dared believe it was intentional. And then, just as he was about to convince himself it was only a coincidence, he felt it swirl around him, swooping down to the ground and picking up snowflakes. It danced around Hiccup and Toothless in a tiny whirlwind, in a near perfect circle. Then it rushed to Hiccup again, flowing through his hair, leaving snowflakes in its wake.
The clearing went silent again.
Hiccup’s hand was still outstretched. He became aware that he was gaping.
“Tooth—Toothless—” he huffed, turning to the dragon. Toothless had sat up and was looking around with mild bewilderment as well. “Did you just—Did you see that? Did you see that?” He laughed, bringing a hand to his hair. “I can’t believe it. It actually worked. Is this a dream? No…” He laughed again, shaking his head. “It’s real. It’s…”
He took a moment to catch his breath. He knew it was real. He could feel it, the way he always could feel magic. But what was different was this – truly – felt friendly.
“I have to tell Jack,” Hiccup said, catching Toothless’ jaw in his hands. He sent him a wide grin. “Can you believe this, Toothless? We have to tell Jack!”
Toothless showed that he was on board by licking Hiccup’s face.
“Ugh, come on, man,” Hiccup laughed, wiping the drool off before swinging himself onto Toothless’ back.
As they took to the skies again, and the wind enveloped them, Hiccup came to another realization. The wind spirits hadn’t just felt benevolent; they’d felt familiar. Which didn’t come as a big surprise, considering how much time he and Toothless spent riding the wind. How long had he been getting to know these spirits without even realizing?
Jack was out of it today.
Jamie could tell, and it wasn’t just because he was hungover – which he could also tell.
He’d woken up last night and found the note Jack had left him, which had been a little scary, but Jamie was still glad the two of them were spending time together. Also, Hiccup’s expression the next morning was pretty priceless.
But as a result, Jack spent most of their training session staring listlessly into nothing. Right now, he was sitting on a branch, pretending to concentrate on defying gravity.
“Jack,” Jamie said, sending him an exasperated look. “Do you wanna talk or something? What’s going on in there?” He tapped his own temple.
Jack made an expression as if he didn’t know what Jamie was talking about. “Nothing,” he said, and the accidental jab at his own intelligence was proof that he wasn’t really listening. “Sorry. Let’s try again.” He took a deep breath and slipped from the branch. He went down like a stone.
Jamie held back a sigh. “What happened last night?”
Jack’s poker face immediately shattered. He puffed up his cheeks before letting the air out. “We just hung out,” he said.
“And…?” Jamie urged.
Jack twirled his staff, his jaw clenching and unclenching. “I think…I think Hiccup might know,” he said. “About me. Or that something’s not right. He’s acting so weird. You know?” He looked at Jamie, but continued before he could reply. “It’s like he’s constantly trying to bring it up. He knows there’s something I’m not telling him. He’s so…nervous.”
Jamie thought he knew what the cause of Hiccup’s nervousness was. It was so easy putting two and two together, he couldn’t believe how Jack and Hiccup hadn’t figured it out yet. He forced his expression to remain unaffected, but a part of him wanted to go on a tirade about it:
Jack was nervous around Hiccup because he thought Hiccup knew about Jack Frost. Hiccup was nervous around Jack because he had an embarrassing crush on him. Jack being nervous was making Hiccup more nervous because he probably thought Jamie had spilled the beans to Jack. Hiccup being more nervous further convinced Jack that Hiccup had figured everything out.
And so, the spiral continued. Neither of them were telling each other anything, and both had the wrong idea. More or less; Jamie didn’t actually know whether or not Hiccup had figured it out, or if Jack had a crush on Hiccup.
But man, how much easier everything would be if they just talked. Jamie should get a medal for all the secrets he was keeping track of. It was almost laughable.
“What?” Jack asked, squinting at him. “Why are you smiling?”
Jamie looked up at the sky, and was about to reply when he saw a figure passing by overhead. “Speak of the devil,” he said, and Jack followed his gaze so quickly it was comical. Maybe Hiccup wasn’t that far off at all. They followed Toothless and Hiccup with their eyes. Toothless had a mouthful of fish. They were getting closer. Jamie was about to wave at them, but then Jack suddenly grabbed his wrist and pulled him under the cover of a tree.
“What are you doing?” Jamie hissed.
“I just wanna try something,” Jack whispered back.
There was a rustling, followed by Hiccup’s faint voice. They’d landed somewhere nearby. Jack glanced at Jamie, put a finger to his lips, before silently heading for Hiccup and Toothless. Jamie was at a complete loss, but he was quick to follow; whatever Jack was thinking, it would probably be good.
Hiccup and Toothless had landed in the clearing Jamie and Jack used to spar. Maybe he had been looking for them? But he was just sitting there, eating his food, so nothing seemed to be wrong – except for the deep furrow of his brow, and the intense way he was staring into the air. Much like the way Jack had been going on all morning, but Hiccup looked more like he was trying to set the forest on fire with his mind. He got that from his father, Jamie thought.
Jamie turned to Jack to ask why they were spying on him, but Jack had his eyes closed. His left palm was flat against the ground and his other hand gripped his staff. Jamie looked back at Hiccup, waiting for something to happen.
Nothing did for a while. Hiccup finished his stew in silence and kept staring at nothing.
“Come on,” Jack whispered.
Toothless looked up, turning his head to them. Before he could alert Hiccup, Jamie peeked out of the bush and gestured for him to be quiet. To Jamie’s amazement – but not surprise, because he already knew dragons were very intelligent creatures, especially Toothless – Toothless just narrowed his eyes, before lying back down as if nothing had happened. Jamie sat back, peering at Hiccup through the branches. And just then, Hiccup spoke.
“Uh…hello?”
Jack’s eyes snapped open in surprise, but Hiccup wasn’t looking at them. He sent Jamie a confused look, and Jamie just shrugged, shaking his head.
“I’m talking to the—the wind?” Hiccup continued.
Jamie wondered if he’d misheard. Jack’s eyes widened. His mouth was agape, but as Hiccup continued speaking into the air, it slowly widened to an incredulous grin.
“I, uh…I’m not sure how this works, but…are there any wind spirits here?” Hiccup shifted awkwardly, scratching his cheek. “Jack told me about you. You seem kinda close.”
He looked so horribly uncomfortable, a laugh bubbled out of Jamie before he had the time to slap a hand over his mouth. Jack did it instead, though he was barely containing his own giggles, as they hunched lower into the thicket. Hiccup obviously heard them, but when they didn’t answer his calls, he didn’t come looking. Jamie held his breath until Hiccup started talking to the wind again.
“Okay,” Jack breathed, almost soundlessly. He closed his eyes again. “Please. Please, please listen, wind. I know you’re there. I know you. Show yourself to him.”
Jamie found himself staring at Jack instead. Out of all the times he’d tried calling on his powers, he’d never sounded this desperate. But it didn’t sound like he was calling on his powers. He was trying to communicate with another force of magic – the wind itself.
Something amazing happened in the clearing. Jamie watched entranced as the wind almost took physical form with the snow it picked up from the ground. He almost forgot that he was trying to stay hidden, only realizing he’d been beginning to stand up when Jack gently pulled him back down.
Hiccup’s expression was hysterical, but Jamie was too shocked to appreciate it properly. Jack and Jamie watched in incredulous silence as he slowly got over his shock and laughed, grabbing onto Toothless. “I have to tell Jack. Can you believe this, Toothless? We have to tell Jack!”
Jamie didn’t even need to look at Jack. He could feel his happiness radiating off him like the sun.
Hiccup and Toothless shot out of the clearing, and Jamie gave an awestruck laugh.
“Did you do that?” he asked.
Jack shook his head, staring at the spot where Hiccup had been standing. “No, I—I don’t have any power over the wind,” he said. “It’s just a friend of mine. It’s been ignoring me until now, though.”
Jamie grinned. “It must’ve understood the urgency of the situation from the way you begged,” he said, then laughed when Jack elbowed him. “Did you see him? He was…excited.”
“Yeah,” Jack breathed. Then his face split into a smile that was positively giddy. He looked at Jamie and ruffled his hair. “We should get back. I have a feeling Hiccup has something he wants to tell me.”
Jamie was about to agree, but faltered for a split second when he met Jack’s eyes. He almost wrote it off as a trick of the light, but no. Right there, peeking out of his pupils, faint blue was bleeding into the brown of Jack’s irises.
Jack’s brow quirked upwards. “What?” he said, laughter still in his voice.
Jamie quickly put on a smile again. “Just…happy for you,” he said, and got to his feet. “What do you mean, the wind is a friend of yours?”
“Exactly what I said,” Jack replied cheerfully, and they fell into step, heading back towards the village. “Obviously, it doesn’t know me here yet. Probably not even the same sprites. But the wind started to communicate with me the moment I became Jack Frost – maybe the reason it’s not ignoring me anymore now is because it’s noticing my magic. It’s a sort of symbiotic relationship. It did take a while to learn how to work together, though…”
He chatted on, with more vigor than he’d had in days.
Chapter 38: Everything goes well for a little bit
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“This might be a weird question,” Jamie said, “but have you ever considered decorating a real tree?”
Brant gave him a look as if the question really had been unreasonable. He glanced up at the halfway constructed Christmas—no, Snoggletog tree, and then held up the wooden shield he was painting. “What would we do with these then?” he asked.
Jamie nodded slowly. “I guess…you have a point,” he said.
Hildur turned her shield around. It was covered in dark brown and purple, with no specific pattern or motive – though the streaks reminded Jamie ominously of blood splatter. She grinned. “What do you think?”
“Artistic,” Jamie said.
Hildur got up and walked over to Astrid. Astrid was, with so much enthusiasm Jamie almost didn’t recognize her, constructing the Snoggletog tree with the help of her mother Leikny and Stormfly. Jamie, Brant, Hildur, Undis and a few other kids sat nearby painting the tree’s decoration. Hildur handed Astrid the shield, and Astrid jumped onto Stormfly, who flew up so that Astrid could hammer the shield onto the green planks.
It was a lovely tradition. Jamie liked it. But he also couldn’t help but miss Christmas – even if it was, in his mind, still months too early to celebrate it.
“What are you painting?” Undis asked, looking over his shoulder. “What are those? Fishing hooks?”
“Candy canes,” Jamie mumbled, looking at his artwork with some dismay. Painting them just reminded him how long it had been since he’d tasted anything sweet. “It’s a kind of food that we have back home.”
Undis made a face. “Looks poisonous.”
Jamie had gotten sick from eating too many candy canes before, so he guessed she wasn’t too far off.
“Jamie.”
Jamie turned around to see Hiccup walking towards him, the limp in his step just a little more prominent than it used to be. Jamie pretended not to notice, and instead frowned at what Hiccup was holding his hand.
“Here,” he said, handing Jamie a horned helmet. “Thought you should have this. Odin will need somewhere to put your presents.”
Jamie put the shield down and gingerly took the helmet from him. It felt as if he was holding history, though it had yet to become that. He looked up at Hiccup. “O-Odin delivers the presents?” was the first thing he thought to ask.
“As opposed to who?” Hiccup asked with a small laugh – probably at the way Jamie’s mouth hung open.
Jamie didn’t know how to answer that. Instead, he hugged Hiccup around his chest before putting the helmet on his head. “This is so cool,” he said, grinning up at him. “Thank you so much!”
Hiccup’s eyes shifted bashfully. “No problem,” he said. “Uh, I was actually wondering if I could talk to you for a moment. Privately.”
Brant, Undis and Hildur were all following their conversation. None of them were very good at hiding the suspicion in their eyes. Jamie hadn’t told them exactly how much Hiccup knew, but they knew he knew something.
“Sure,” Jamie said, giving the trio a hard look before turning to Hiccup again. “What’s up?”
They walked around the tree, and Hiccup checked their surroundings as if he was expecting to be followed. “I was just…Not that I don’t trust you—” he started.
“I haven’t told him anything,” Jamie said.
Hiccup blinked. “You haven’t?” he asked. “But why—”
“I’d say things would be a lot easier if you just told him, though,” Jamie interrupted again, and couldn’t help feeling a bit smug from how bewildered Hiccup looked. “I won’t say anything, so you don’t have to worry about that. It’s your problem, not mine.”
“It’s my problem, alright,” Hiccup muttered. He hesitated for a moment, looking at his legs. “But you know him best. And I could tell him. I’m just worried that it’ll make things worse. Either it’ll be awkward, or it won’t, but if not, it might cause more problems. He already doesn’t want to—” He cut himself off, glancing at Jamie.
Jamie knew how that sentence would have ended. He shrugged, averting his eyes. “To be honest,” he said, “I think you know him as well as I do at this point. And I don’t know anything about that stuff, but…I think, no matter how he reacts, Jack would rather know than not know.”
“He’s been so twitchy lately,” Hiccup murmured. “Like it’s just hanging in the air.”
Jamie resisted the urge to shake his head mournfully. “How about a mistletoe?” he asked with a cheeky grin. “That way, you can just blame it on the mistletoe if it goes wrong.”
Hiccup sent him a confused look. “Blame it on the mistletoe?” he repeated.
“Oh. Don’t you have that tradition?”
“Like…the mistletoe that killed the god Baldur?”
They stared at each other.
“Why are you guys talking about mistletoe?”
Both Hiccup and Jamie nearly leapt off the ground in surprise. Jack had appeared behind Jamie, and Jamie realized it evidently wasn’t very strategic to have a secret conversation where someone could just hide around the corner of the fake tree. But Jack didn’t seem like he’d been eavesdropping. He was currently hunched over laughing.
“I am not sure,” Hiccup said, sharing a nervous look with Jamie. “Where did you come from?”
“Astrid told me you were here,” Jack said, wiping a tear from his eye.
Hiccup narrowed his eyes. “Astrid,” he muttered, as if revealing their whereabout was a deadly offence. “I just thought Jamie might want a helmet for Snoggletog. It’s my old one. Odin doesn’t really leave me presents anymore anyway.”
“Odin?” Jack repeated, his expression a mixture between confusion and dismay.
“Both of you,” Hiccup laughed. “Why the surprise?”
Jack probably came with some vague reply, but just then, Jamie saw Undis’ hair poke out from around the corner of the tree. He leaned past Jack and saw the three of them huddled together, spying on them. When Undis met Jamie’s eyes, she put a finger to her lips. Jamie tried to subtly tell them with his eyes to scram, but it wasn’t easy to go under the radar when Jack stood right in front of him. He saw the daggers in Jamie’s eyes and turned around.
“Oh, hello,” he said, a question in his voice. “What’s up?”
“Just hanging up shields,” Brant said, at the same time as Undis said, “What’s up with you?”
Jack blinked.
“I should get back to painting shields,” Jamie quickly said, and started ushering his friends away. “It’s Snoggletog. Lots to do! Talk to you later.”
He pushed his friends back to their shields and glowered at them. “Subtlety isn’t your forte, is it?” he whispered.
“We were doing okay before you busted us,” Hildur muttered back.
Jamie glanced back up, and saw Jack and Hiccup heading towards the Great Hall. Jack looked back over his shoulder, as if sensing Jamie’s eyes on him, and Jamie smiled in a way he hoped didn’t make him look like a criminal. If Jack had any suspicions, he didn’t show it.
“What was that you said about mistletoe?” Hildur asked.
“How long were you listening?” Jamie asked accusingly. “You hang it in doorways and stuff. If two people stand under it, they have to kiss.”
Brant made a face. “Yucky.”
Jamie shrugged. He had to agree.
Undis was suspiciously quiet about her thoughts on the matter.
The Great Hall was a whirlwind of warm colors, the smell of food and mead, zestful voices and booming laughter. Hiccup put his hands on his hips, looking over it with satisfaction.
“I think we outdid ourselves this year, Astrid,” he said.
Astrid beamed beside him. “And I thought I had to do it without you,” she said, then shook her head when Hiccup’s smile faltered a little. She hugged him quickly – with one arm, since she was carrying a tray of yaknog in the other. “Happy Snoggletog, Hiccup.” She pulled back and quirked a brow at Hiccup’s all but untouched tankard. “Aren’t you gonna drink?”
“Oh…Yeah, I will,” Hiccup said, and looked around for an escape route. “I was just…thinking of drinking it with Jack. He’s sitting over there. By…By himself?”
Astrid followed his gaze and frowned. “He looks kinda forlorn,” she mused. “Why isn’t he with Jamie?”
Hiccup could swear he’d seen Jamie only moments ago. He scanned the Great Hall and instead spotted Undis, tying something that looked suspiciously like mistletoe to one of the pillars. Then he spotted Jamie standing nearby, dragging his hands over his face. “He must be busy,” he concluded.
“You should talk to him,” Astrid said. There was a glint in her eyes.
“Astrid,” Hiccup complained. “This isn’t the right time.”
“Isn’t it, though?” Astrid countered, grinning. “The Great Hall, people dancing, a little mead in your bellies – this is as romantic as Berk can be.”
Hiccup cringed. “Shut up,” he whispered.
“What? He’s not gonna hear us from here.” Astrid looked expectantly at him, but her face softened when Hiccup didn’t say anything. “Hiccup,” she said, every ounce of mischief gone from her voice, “if he really is leaving at some point, you better tell him before it’s too late. I know you. It’ll only hurt you more if you don’t.”
“Didn’t take you for a love expert,” Hiccup muttered. Astrid just raised her brows and he sighed. “You’re right, of course. It’s just scary.”
“Scarier than the things we’ve done?” Astrid asked.
“Much scarier.”
Astrid laughed. She took a tankard off her tray and held it out to him. “Tell him it’s from me,” she said. “A peace offering.”
Hiccup reluctantly took the tankard. “A peace offering?”
Astrid nodded optimistically.
Hiccup smiled. “Thank you,” he said. “He’ll love it.”
Jack was sitting by the end of a table, twisting his staff idly while his eyes stared off into the air. He jolted slightly when Hiccup put the tankard in front of him and sat down beside him. When he saw who it was, his face lit up in a way that made Hiccup’s chest twist.
“What’s this?”
“Yaknog,” Hiccup said. “Astrid wanted you to have it.”
“Oh, right,” Jack said, looking relieved. He took a sip of the yaknok and hunched over like he was going to spit it right out again. He forced it down and sent Hiccup a wide-eyed look. “Is she trying to poison me?”
Hiccup burst out laughing. Then he quickly cleared his throat and shook his head. “No,” he said in a shaky voice. “Just smile and pretend. She means well.”
Jack sent him a narrow look. “You told me it was good,” he said.
“I said you should give it a try,” Hiccup replied easily. “I never said anything about the taste.” He caught Astrid’s eye from the other end of the hall and sent her a thumbs up. She beamed back.
“You Hooligans are barbaric,” Jack muttered with a small laugh.
“It’s in the name, really,” Hiccup said, and raised the tankard to the sky before taking a miniscule sip. He suppressed a shudder and cleared his throat. “So, aside from Astrid’s Snoggletog blessings, are you having a good time?”
Jack started twisting his staff again. “Yes,” he said. “It’s great. Just taking a small break from the crowd. I keep spacing out and bumping into people. It’s getting embarrassing.”
He bit his lip, his gaze fixing on something behind Hiccup. Hiccup turned around to see Leikny arm wrestling with Hoark the Haggard.
“I’ve just realized something,” Jack said, and Hiccup turned back to him. He was still looking at Leikny, a faint wrinkle between his eyebrows. “I’ve seen my friends back home in people I’ve met throughout my entire stay here. Not just on Berk, but the entire Archipelago. Astrid’s mom…She reminds me so much of North. Maybe especially now. And then Gothi reminds me somewhat of Sandy, because of her silence and the way she seems wise in a kind of funny way.” He smiled, looking down at the tankard now. “And I saw Bunny in Rune. Though he lacked Bunny’s jumpiness. And then Alva…She reminded me of Tooth. Her enthusiasm…” Jack laughed softly. “And warmth. Eagerness to help. She was a lot like Tooth.”
The mention of Alva made Hiccup shift nervously. “You must miss them,” he said.
Jack looked almost sorry about it, and Hiccup just shook his head.
“Of course you miss them,” he said.
“Well,” Jack said, so quietly Hiccup almost didn’t hear him. “I’ll miss you just as much.”
Hiccup looked at Jack’s hand – the one that was resting on the table next to his tankard. He wondered if he should grab it. Would that be too much? Compared to how close they’d been when they were drinking, it was nothing. But they were in a room full of people now. Maybe not. But he had to do something.
“There’s…There’s actually a thing I’ve been wondering about,” Hiccup started, ignoring the furious way his heart was pumping. “Something that happened at Alva’s. I thought I might’ve…misunderstood, but…I’ve been wanting to ask…uh…”
Great start, Hiccup. Truly.
“I think I might know,” Jack said, staring intently at his tankard. His face seemed paler. He bit his lip again and took a deep breath. “I’m—I’m sorry, I should’ve told you long ago, but…I was scared—”
“What are you lads sitting here alone moping for?” came Gobber’s sudden voice, appearing behind Hiccup and Jack. “It’s Snoggletog! Oh, is that Astrid’s yaknog? Good luck with that.” He cackled and sat down opposite of them, putting down a tankard of something else on the table. His cheeks were somewhat pink, but that was the least colorful part of his appearance right now. As always, he was decked out for Snoggletog.
Hiccup sent Gobber a dark look if only because he knew Gobber wouldn’t pick up on it anyway. “Hi, Gobber,” he said flatly. “We were just having a conversation.”
Gobber squinted at him. “Need a bucket? You look a bit sick.”
“Gobber,” Jack said, his previous nervousness replaced with a bright smile. “You believe in trolls, right?”
Where did that come from?
“Aye,” Gobber said gravely. “They steal your socks. But only—”
“The left one, we know,” Hiccup said.
“Ah, you don’t believe me, do you?” Gobber challenged.
Hiccup opened his mouth to argue, but then closed it contemplatively. “It’s not that I don’t believe you,” he said. “It’s just the whole sock-stealing part that throws me off.”
Jack sent him a private smile, before turning to Gobber again. “I believe you,” he said. “I’m just wondering why you believe it. Have you seen anything…weird around here?”
Hiccup sent Jack a look that said, What are you doing? Jack did not reply.
“Hiccup here should be able to tell you,” Gobber said, surprising them both. “Wise little lad, he was. Knew that there was more than animals and dragons hiding out in the deep, dark woods.”
“What are you talking about?” Hiccup asked.
Gobber looked at him as if he was the one talking nonsense. “Don’t you remember? You came running out of the woods, rambling about some sort of gnomes living underground,” he said, chuckling as he looked into the air and reminisced. “You couldn’t have been more than four. Stoick always berated you for looking for those tiny creatures, tried to tell you it was just a silly fantasy, but you wouldn’t let it go. You were fully convinced of what you’d seen. Aye, but eventually the dragon issue became more challenging and you became fixated on that.”
Hiccup stared at him. A faint memory was stirring.
“I…I thought that was a dream,” he said.
Gobber shrugged. “That’s what everyone told you.”
“But what happened to the gnomes?” Hiccup asked without thinking. “Are they still here?”
“Now you believe me?” Gobber asked with a loud laugh. “I don’t know. Far as I know, you only saw them once. Maybe they moved because you found their hiding place.”
Hiccup was so lost in his attempt to recall the memory, he almost didn’t notice Jack looking at him. “What?”
It seemed Jack hadn’t noticed either. He smiled slowly. “That’s why you can sense it,” he said. “It was always there, deep in your memories.”
Gobber sent them both a frown, but then the singing from the center of the room suddenly spiked, and he shot up from his seat. “Come on, now!” he cheered, and all but danced around the table, grabbing both Hiccup’s and Jack’s arms. “No more sitting in the gloom! It’s Snoggletog!”
They didn’t have much choice but to follow. Hiccup supposed he didn’t mind the excuse to leave the yaknog behind. That, and he also didn’t mind the excuse of being forced to dance with Jack – and the rest of the village, but they kept finding their way back to each other.
It wasn’t until what felt like hours later, when the colorful decoration swirling around them with the near constant spinning of the circle dance almost made Hiccup throw up, that he hobbled away from the chaos. His leg ached. Hiccup decided not to check if the fairies’ curse had spread any more, though when his leg suddenly buckled under his weight and he had to catch himself against a pillar, he thought it might be time to stop dancing for the night.
He pushed hair out of his face. He was sweaty, and woozy enough to wonder if Astrid had put something extra in the yaknog. Not that he’d had enough of it to make a difference.
He looked up when he noticed someone coming towards him and wasn’t too surprised when he saw it was Jack. Jack glanced at his leg before sending him a questioning look.
“You okay?” he asked. At least that’s what Hiccup thought he’d said, but his voice drowned in the furious singing and stomping.
Hiccup nodded. “Just taking a break,” he replied.
Jack obviously didn’t hear him either, because he stepped closer to him, leaning against the pillar as well. “This is somehow even more intense than after the battle,” he said into Hiccup’s ear. “When is Odin coming with our gifts, exactly?”
Hiccup laughed. “He’s been here already, I think,” he said. “We’ll see when we get home.”
Jack was quiet. Hiccup turned to him to see him craning his neck, trying to spot something in the crowd. “Why is Jamie waving at us to go away?” he asked.
Hiccup spotted him as well, and sure enough, Jamie was sitting with his friends, frantically gesturing while Undis and Brant tried holding him down, shrieking with laughter. Jack looked up.
“Oh. That doesn’t translate, I don’t think.”
Hiccup looked up as well. One of Undis’ mistletoes was hanging above them. “What the…Is this some kind of a…prank? Somehow?” he asked uncertainly. “He was talking about mistletoes earlier.”
Jack gave him a strange look. “Oh, right,” he said. “Um…could I ask why?”
“Um. I—I’m not sure. It was random. The mistletoe killed Baldur.”
“That’s random,” Jack countered. He had a pinched look on his face, his eyes darting from Jamie to the mistletoe, then back at Hiccup. He smiled sheepishly. “Don’t worry about it. Just a prank, as you said. Let’s go somewhere else.”
Hiccup didn’t understand, but something told him that might be a good thing; judging by Jack’s embarrassed reaction, he had a suspicion he might not be ready to understand just yet.
Jack kept a wary eye on Jamie as they trudged through the forest. Five days had gone by since Snoggletog, which was the day Jamie had been gifted with the sword he was currently wielding, and swinging idly as he walked, defeating invisible enemies. The sword was Hiccup’s handiwork, of course, though he insisted it was from Odin, forged in the hall of the gods. It was perfect for Jamie’s size, and Jack would never be the one to confiscate a cool sword, no matter how sharp and dangerous it was. The only problem was that Hiccup, though a tad more timid than the rest of his tribe, was still a Hairy Hooligan, and thus saw no problem with giving an eleven-year-old a super sharp blade.
Which left Jack to be the mom friend – the world was turning upside down!
But Jamie was so happy to finally have his own sword, it was all worth it, of course. Hopefully no one was going to get stabbed on accident.
“Where’s Ruff and Tuff?” Jamie muttered. “They said they wanted to come with us today, didn’t they?”
Jack glanced over his shoulder, as if he would spot the twins spying on them from the bushes again. “Maybe they’ll meet us there,” he said. “But if they don’t, it might be for the best. They started questioning me the other day, about how my powers work. Something about the looks they had…I’m not sure if that was such a good idea.”
“Why do you keep just telling them things?” Jamie asked. “It’s Ruffnut and Tuffnut! Who knows what ideas they’ll come up with?”
Jack shrugged feebly. “It’s just relieving to tell the truth, I guess,” he mumbled. “Exhausting to keep it all in around Hiccup.”
Jamie sent him a long look.
“I know,” Jack mumbled. “Don’t say it.”
Jamie said it: “Just tell him. I’m almost a hundred percent sure it’ll be fine.”
Almost. Jack didn’t reply. They climbed a steep slope and the cliff Jack had channeled lightning on came into view. They walked the rest of the way in silence, stopping near the edge of the cliff. The twins were still nowhere in sight.
“I’ve been thinking of something,” Jack said. “Maybe it would be better to let him figure it out on his own. Maybe it’ll soften the blow. Like you said, I have been dropping hints, and it…sort of feels like he’s getting it?”
Jamie pursed his lips. “You think he knows already?”
“Don’t you?” Jack asked back. “Judging by the way he acts around me sometimes—”
“Yes, but maybe it’s something else,” Jamie said. He wasn’t fully meeting Jack’s eyes now.
Jack searched his expression. “What else could it be?”
Jamie opened his mouth, then shrugged and smiled sheepishly. “I don’t know. It’s just that people…can be a bit dense sometimes. Some people need it spoon-fed to them. You know?”
“Hiccup isn’t dense,” Jack mumbled, but suddenly didn’t feel so sure anymore. He held onto his staff with both hands, twisting it in the snow. “Maybe…Maybe he knows, but he’s waiting for me to admit it. Maybe he’s trying to soften the blow for me.”
“Yeah, there sure are a lot of maybes,” Jamie mused, staring at his blade. He met Jack’s eyes in the distorted reflection, his brows furrowing. “The weather’s not been too nice lately. I’ve heard people talking about devastating winter. They think it’ll be here soon.”
Jack had heard them too. According to what Astrid had told them – and it felt so long ago now – it was a bit early, but that didn’t surprise him.
“Yeah…I need to be ready,” he muttered.
“That too,” Jamie said. “But if you do, Hiccup won’t have time to figure it out. You’re changing, Jack. Just treat it like ripping off a band aid. It’s now or never.” He paused, and when he looked up at Jack, his steadfastness was being replaced with uncertainty. “Don’t you think?”
They’d let themselves enjoy the five days following Snoggletog, but Jamie seemed to grow more and more anxious each day. It might have something to do with Snoggletog, how it reminded them of Christmas, or the imminent threat of the Snow Queen, or just the general feeling that they’d been away from home too long. Or maybe it had something to do with the small cracks that found their way into Jamie’s voice sometimes. Jack refused to have that conversation with him, but they both knew Jack wasn’t the only one who was changing. And as funny as that was, it was just another reminder that time was passing, and it was passing fast.
“You’re right,” Jack said. He steeled himself, sending his staff a hard look. “Okay. I’ll…I’ll tell him tonight. It’s now or never.”
Jamie’s face lit up. “I’ll hang out with Brant and the others then. So that you two can—” His eyes suddenly widened, fixing on something over Jack’s shoulder. “Duck!”
Jack didn’t even have time to turn around to see before he was yanked off the ground by a pair of talons. He shrieked a protest, Jamie rapidly becoming smaller below him, and hit his kidnapper with his staff. Then he heard laughter, and he looked up.
“I thought you said you weren’t scared of heights,” Ruffnut jeered, hanging upside down from Barf’s neck. “How’s training going?”
“Summon any more lightning?” Tuffnut asked hopefully.
“What are you doing?” Jack snapped. “Put me down!”
“That sounds like a no,” Tuffnut said disappointedly. “Well, not to worry, friend, because we have a plan.”
“That’s very nice, but I’d like to keep being alive,” Jack said. “Whatever it is your genius minds have cooked up, I don’t think you fully grasp how my powers work anyway—”
Ruffnut snorted. “We know all we need to know,” she said. “You said you could fly right?”
Jack stared at her upside-down face. “Not anymore!” he protested.
“And your powers usually activate in life or death situations?” Tuffnut asked.
“I’ve tried this before!” Jack shrieked. “And we don’t even know if the life or death thing is accurate!”
“Only one way to find out,” Ruffnut said with a wicked grin. “Now!”
And then Jack was tossed upwards. He soared towards the clouds for a few seconds before he changed course. Sure, he was used to being in the air, so even in this unfortunate situation he had the ability to think clearly. The downside of this was that there was no way to save himself, so the only thought he had was: this isn’t good.
Gravity took a hold of him, and he shouted curses at the twins as he plunged down. “Wind!” he cried. “Very nice things you did back there with Hiccup, but could you do me another favor?” He waited. “…It’s a time-sensitive question”!”
He could barely hear his own voice, and he was spinning so wildly, it was hard to pinpoint which way was up and which was down. The ocean came in glimpses below him, getting closer each time he saw it. He clutched his staff, closing his eyes. Focus. Focus. Focus!
Nothing happened. He opened his eyes again, and panic abruptly set in. He was about to scream, but then something grabbed his leg and pulled him out of his free fall. The course changed yet again, sloping back up into the sky.
“What did I tell you?” Jack barked. “You brain-dead—” He stopped yelling when he managed to look up and saw a dragon that definitely wasn’t Barf and Belch. It only had one head, and looked a lot more elegant, even from this unfortunate angle.
Astrid’s head peeked over Stormfly’s neck, smiling down at him. “What was that?” she asked, but looked behind herself before Jack had a chance to reply. “Don’t worry! You’ll get him back soon!”
Jack could faintly hear the shouts of Ruffnut and Tuffnut far behind them, but they were quickly fading away. Stormfly shot through the air, much faster than Barf and Belch could fly – even almost as fast as Toothless. Or maybe he just felt it was faster because he was being kidnapped.
“Astrid!” Jack yelled. “I was sort of in the middle of something!”
“I could see that,” Astrid replied. “What did you do to make the twins do something like that?”
Jack groaned and let his body go limp, swaying back and forth to the beat of Stormfly’s wings. He couldn’t see nor hear the twins, so he supposed Astrid had lost them. She steered them downwards and landed somewhere in the forest where the growth was so thick it was hard to see the sky. It was a bit concerning.
Astrid jumped down from Stormfly and stroked her. “Good girl,” she cooed. Then she turned to Jack, her expression cooling a little. She snorted. “Alright, you don’t have to look so scared. I come in peace.”
“Of course,” Jack said, looking around. “I mean, the reasons for why you would bring me deep into the forest where nobody else will hear us are plentiful.”
“Gods. No wonder why Hiccup likes you,” she said. She nodded at him to walk with her. “The cliff is this way. I just thought we should have a little talk.”
Jack didn’t think he had much choice but to follow. On the bright side, Astrid didn’t seem to be in a bad mood. Still, her dragon was walking right behind them, and though Stormfly was, as Astrid had just said, a good girl, it still made Jack feel like his best chance was to behave. “Talk,” he repeated. “Alright. Um…the weather’s been a bit grim lately.”
Astrid sent him an unimpressed look. “Okay, let me do the talking, then,” she said. She looked ahead, keeping her chin raised, but Jack could see the way her hands twitched. “I guess I should’ve done this earlier, but I just wanted to apologize for…threatening you with an axe and all. I could’ve handled that situation better.”
Like the twins, she seemed uncomfortable with apologizing. Maybe it was a cultural thing. But the fact that she did it anyway lifted Jack’s spirits.
“That’s alright,” Jack said. “I knew you wouldn’t actually do anything. You were just scared.”
Astrid made a face. “I wish you were more unpleasant to be around,” she muttered. “It would make distrusting you a lot easier.”
“Sorry. Thank you?”
She didn’t reply, but her mouth twitched upwards. “I guess you’ll also say that you understand why I distrust you, won’t you?” she asked dryly, but her face still fell when Jack nodded. She sighed. “Thing is, there’s a part of me that does trust you. I want to trust you. But this village – we’ve gone through a lot. Trust doesn’t come easy to us.”
Though she obviously made an effort to sound unbothered, Jack could tell she was genuinely apologetic. He nodded, looking ahead as well.
“Should take a few notes on that,” he mumbled. “It comes a little too easy to me. Did you talk to Hiccup?”
“About your secrets?”
Jack turned sharply to her. She was looking at him now, searching his expression.
“He told me you have them,” she said. “Secrets. And he told me you’d given him the go ahead to tell me. But he didn’t tell me anything. He felt like they were your secrets to tell.”
Jack couldn’t quite hide the way his shoulders sunk with relief. “I see,” he said. “So now you want to hear them from me.”
Astrid shrugged. “If it helps me understand what you were doing out there, then yes,” she said. “Sure, I’m curious too, but in the end, I don’t really care about your secrets. I only care about our safety. Hiccup’s safety.” She paused, sending Jack a peculiar look, as if she’d spotted a speck of dirt on his forehead. “He gets reckless trying to help the people he cares about. And he cares about you. A lot. I don’t want to stop him from helping you – not that I ever could – but at the very least I want to know the stakes.”
Jack felt a bit ill. He averted his eyes.
“The stakes are high,” he said quietly. “Hiccup knows the danger he’s putting himself in. I couldn’t stop him either, but…whatever happens to him, I’ll make sure he’s okay in the end. I’ll make sure that everyone’s okay.”
He could feel Astrid’s stare on him. “Are you saying we’re in danger?” she asked. “I thought you were just trying to get home?”
“We are,” Jack said. “But I got into trouble with…someone…along the way. Someone who doesn’t like me.”
“But what does that have to do with us?”
Jack opened his mouth, then closed it again. Astrid was asking all the right questions, but Jack doubted she’d believe him if he told her outright. She’d just think he was hiding the real truth from her.
“Look, I—This is why I’m trying to find a way back home,” Jack said. “When I’m gone, she won’t be a threat anymore. Things will go back to the way they were. It would be like Jamie and I were never here.”
Astrid stopped walking. Jack was a couple of meters in front of her before he noticed, and he turned around to see her giving him a hard look.
“What about Hiccup?” she asked.
Jack blinked. “What about Hiccup?”
Astrid kept staring at him, as if he’d just asked an incredibly stupid question. “Will you come back?” she asked.
“I thought you wanted me to leave,” Jack said.
“It’s not about me,” Astrid said. “Will you come back?”
Jack almost took a step backwards at her accusatory tone. “N-no, I…It wouldn’t be possible,” he replied in a smaller voice.
“Jack,” Astrid said, shaking her head in disbelief. “I get that you need to go home. But there has to be a way to—to at least visit sometimes? Look, I know I haven’t exactly been hospitable lately, but I want to believe that you are our friend. I wouldn’t like it if you just disappeared. Hiccup…” She trailed off for a moment, like she was weighing her words. “You really don’t know how much you mean to him, do you?”
Jack expected her words to feel like lead in his chest. Instead, they felt like searing coal.
“Astrid, I don’t have a choice!” he snapped. “Trust me, I’ve gone through this in my head again and again, and I keep going through it, hoping to somehow find a different solution, but there is none! My first priority is Jamie, and it will always be Jamie. I’m getting him home, and I wish, with all—all my heart, that there was a way I could do that while staying here myself. But I can’t. I know I can’t.”
Astrid opened her mouth, but it was like she’d broken a dam. She wanted the truth, and Jack felt almost desperate to tell her now.
“You think I mean a lot to Hiccup? I’m afraid that if Hiccup looked inside my head and realized how much he means to me, it would scare him off. Honestly, it’s comical – I’ve known him for just a few months, and still the thought of losing him makes me feel like…” He trailed off, struggling to find a comparison that accurately described the burning in his chest. He groaned, turned away from Astrid and ran a hand through his hair. “I have…a duty back home that I can’t leave behind. I have a—a family that I want to see again. A whole world that I waited so long to be a part of, so long…and yet a part of me wants to let all of it go, if it meant I could stay here with him. But I can’t.”
Something cold landed on the hand that was holding his staff. He looked up. It had started to snow.
“Jack,” Astrid said, her voice softer now. Jack heard her footsteps and then her hand on his shoulder, gently turning him around. “Maybe we can help you. If you told us everything, we could find a way together.”
Jack knew his eyes were rimmed with tears. He was already starting to regret spilling all of that to her, but he pulled his lips into a smile anyway. “Thank you,” he said, thought he knew it was impossible. “Maybe we can. I was planning to talk to Hiccup later today anyway. Tell him…tell him the rest of my story. I only hope he won’t…” Hate him? Fear him? Be disgusted by him? Jack swallowed thickly. “I just hope he’ll still like me.”
Astrid looked at him with something between pity and amusement. “Have you ever had a girlfriend, Jack?” she asked.
Jack blinked. “What?”
“A girlfriend. Heard of the concept? You know, a partner? Holding hands? Sharing a bed? Kissing?”
“Um. No, I haven’t. Why are you—” He stopped talking, glancing at her hand on his shoulder. “Uh…”
Astrid started to laugh, pulling her hand away. “That’s not why I asked,” she said. “You just seem a bit lost is all. Ah, you’re so young and naïve.” She shook her head solemnly as she started to walk again, leaving Jack to stare at the back of her head.
“Why are you acting so weird right now?” Jack demanded, catching up to her.
“Oh, I’m acting weird? How the tables have turned.” Astrid sent him a knowing smile, as if they were in on a secret together, but Jack couldn’t for the life of him figure out what it was. “It was just a question, Jack. Friendly conversation, you know. But I should actually get going.” She turned to Stormfly, walking around to the saddle. “Training session with the dragon rider initiates. A lot of them can’t shut up about you, you know?”
Jack couldn’t help but smile. “Really?”
Astrid smiled back, then seemed to hesitate. “I…feel it in my heart that you’re a good person, Jack,” she said. “I’m just waiting for something to confirm it. But even the best liar wouldn’t be able to fake the affection you hold for Hiccup. And I get it.” Her smile turned a bit sad. “I like him too. I know you only want what’s best for him. And he only wants what’s best for you. Whatever it is you have to tell him later…I don’t think anything could make him hate you. He’s in too deep for that.”
Jack searched her eyes. Why did it feel like she was speaking in codes? “In too deep?” he repeated.
Astrid rolled her eyes. “Yeah, good luck with that,” she said, then climbed onto Stormfly’s back. “The cliff is right up that way. Once you’ve talked to Hiccup, I’d like to hear it as well, if that’s okay with you. Then we can figure out how to help you.”
Jack didn’t know what to say, but the silence was so heavy, he had to say something. “Okay,” was what he came up with. “Thank you,” he then added, looking down at his feet. “Sure. I have no real reason to hide it from you anymore.”
“I wonder what makes you sound so sad when you say that.”
Jack looked up at her, but her expression was unreadable.
“See you later,” she said, then patted Stormfly’s neck. “Come on, girl.”
Jack stood still as he watched them disappear over the treetops. Snowflakes fell into his face. He stood there for a couple of minutes, mentally going through the conversation, before shaking his head and heading the way she had pointed. After a few minutes, he thought he recognized the paths, and he tried heading towards the smell of the sea – though, on Berk, that smell generally came from every direction. After a little while, he heard Jamie’s voice and he followed that instead.
But as he came closer, he realized Jamie wasn’t just talking. Something was not right. His voice came in bursts, as if he was shouting – or screaming.
“Jamie?” Jack called, speeding up. He didn’t get a reply, but he kept hearing Jamie’s echoing voice. He couldn’t hear the twins – maybe Jamie had gone looking for Jack after Astrid took him. “Jamie!”
The voice got louder, and Jack could hear it clearly now: He was screaming, calling for help. Jack set into a sprint.
But then he halted.
This was wrong. Wasn’t it?
Jamie’s voice continued to cry for help, but it didn’t sound entirely right, somehow. Something Jack couldn’t quite place – a certain pitch in his voice, or a helplessness that didn’t go together with the craftiness Jack had come to associate with Jamie. Unless, of course, he really was in danger. Jack had a bad feeling, but it didn’t matter; trap or not, he had to be sure.
Jack gripped his staff tightly. Then he dropped it on the path. He hurried towards the sound of Jamie’s voice. It led him deeper and deeper into the forest, and the further he got, the more suspicious Jack felt. If the Snow Queen was waiting for him in the woods, what could he do? He didn’t have Baby Tooth to alert the others. He didn’t have his staff, and even if he had, would he be able to use his powers? And would they stand a chance against her?
The mermaids said he had to get his powers back before the Snow Queen came to Berk. Was he too late?
He spotted Jamie. He was curled up in between the roots of a huge tree with his back to Jack, completely quiet and completely still. Jack tried keeping his head cool as he walked over to him. “Jamie?” he whispered. “Is that you?”
Jamie didn’t respond. Jack crouched by him and put a hand on his shoulder, turning him over. It looked like Jamie, but it looked like a Jamie that had been frozen in a blizzard, dead for hours, or days. Jack felt his blood run cold, but he calmly got to his feet. This wasn’t Jamie. It was just a sculpture; a cruel joke made to scare him and mock him. And as he watched, the sculpture started to disintegrate, mixing with the snow on the ground.
He turned around to run, but stopped when he almost crashed into a huge, white figure. He stumbled back, his hand twitching for the staff he’d left behind.
A white copy of Toothless crawled towards him, crouching to pounce. Jack opened his mouth to call for help, but Snow Toothless was faster; the sculpture opened its mouth as if to blast him, but instead of plasma, a beam of white shot out and hit Jack’s head.
Next thing he knew, he was lying sprawled over the roots. The world was spinning. He tried pushing himself up in a sitting position, but the world lurched sideways, throwing him back down. Snow Toothless’ paws stepped into view, and Jack looked up into its empty, ice blue eyes. He thought he managed to defiantly bare his teeth at it before the world slipped away.
Notes:
Hi there. This chapter is slightly shorter than the other ones. Do you want to know why? I'll tell you. It's because the past FOUR chapters were originally supposed to be ONE chapter. Just to give you an idea of how absolutely garbage I am at estimating word counts. Apropos that, I also changed the number of chapters, but who knows what's going to happen? Stay tuned. Also, the next chapters might be a bit late because I feel like they're going to be tough to write, but we'll see.
Chapter 39: Jack connects the dots
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Jamie sat cross-legged near the cliff, staring gloomily into the forest.
The twins had decided to leave, because they were bored, because Astrid had snatched Jack, because the twins had decided to take matters into their own hands, and then they didn’t even have the decency to go after Astrid. They’d tried, they said, but Stormfly was a lot faster than Barf and Belch. When Jamie accused them of being intimidated by Astrid, Ruffnut had refused, and Tuffnut had started to admit that he was, before Ruffnut had elbowed him into shutting up.
And so, they’d run off.
On the other hand, Jamie couldn’t deny seeing that scene unfold in the sky had been pretty hilarious. It made him feel a little guilty, but he was sure Jack would’ve been losing his mind with laughter, had he been in Jamie’s shoes.
But now it was getting dark, and Jack still hadn’t come back. Jamie was beginning to worry. He doubted Astrid would keep him this long, especially since she’d been with them during the wild boar incident. There was a chance she thought the twins were looking after Jamie, but Jamie quickly shoved that possibility aside; Astrid would never trust the twins with that kind of responsibility.
Looking for Jack was also out of the question. Jamie had no idea where they’d landed, and if he got himself lost in the forest, it wouldn’t help anyone. He better just go back to the village and wait for him there.
He got to his feet and headed back the way they’d come. The trees blocked out what was left of the sunlight, and Jamie had to squint at the ground to look out for roots and rocks. He almost walked right over it when he saw it, looking like a completely ordinary stick lying across the path.
Jamie found himself holding his breath as he picked it up – Jack’s staff. He stood still, listening for anything at all, but the forest was deathly quiet. He set into a sprint.
He found Hiccup in the forge, chatting merrily with Gobber like he didn’t have a worry in the world. Jamie was too panicked to feel sorry for breaking the illusion.
“Hiccup!” he cried.
Hiccup jumped off the table he’d been sitting on, his hand twitching toward Inferno. “Jamie?” he said, his eyes flickering to Jack’s staff. He seemed to realize something was wrong even before Jamie said anything. “Where is he?”
“He wouldn’t have left it,” Jamie said, grabbing onto Hiccup’s sleeve and pulling him out of the forge, without really knowing where he was pulling him to. “I know he wouldn’t have left it. I found it on the path, he—he was in the forest, and he was going to meet me, but—”
“Okay, okay,” Hiccup said, putting his hands on Jamie’s shoulders. “Calm down. We’ll find him. You found it right on the path? He must’ve dropped it on purpose. He knew you’d find it.”
Jamie found it hard to breathe. “But…” he panted. “But he needs it. The staff is—He needs it!”
Hiccup looked grim, but he managed to keep his head. “Then we’ll find him and give it to him,” he said. “Don’t worry. Jack knows what he’s doing. You know that.”
Jamie thought he knew that. But though Hiccup’s words sounded confident, there was a fierce light in his eyes, as if he thought something was about to go very, very wrong.
Jack woke up to biting wind and whip-like snowflakes slashing his face. He moaned in pain, attempting to raise a hand to his head, but found he couldn’t move his arm. It was only then that he realized he was rushing through the air, hanging from the white talons of the Snow Queen’s imitation of Toothless. A black forest rushed by beneath him, coming closer and closer, until Snow Toothless swooped down and dropped Jack unceremoniously into a snowbank.
It took a few seconds before Jack found his balance. He pushed himself up, his body quaking from the cold. The air grew impossibly colder once he realized where he was. The Snow Queen’s throne was empty, but judging by the seething pain along the side of Jack’s face and down his neck and shoulder, it wouldn’t be for long. He struggled to his feet, but he had no idea why. It wasn’t like he had any chance of escaping.
The clearing was eerily silent. Snow Toothless was gone. Jack imagined it had dispersed into snowflakes, now that it had done its job. But he wasn’t alone: the Snow Queen’s statues stood as they had during his last visit. Jack had a sneaking suspicion there might be a new one standing with them soon, suspiciously Jack-shaped.
With nowhere to run and an increasing feeling that his toes and fingers were turning to ice, Jack straightened his back defiantly. “Congratulations,” he called out into the darkness. “You finally caught me. I’ll admit, I didn’t expect you so soon.”
“Neither did I.”
Jack whirled. The Snow Queen had stepped into the clearing, standing close to a tree glittering with frost. She wore a soft, almost thoughtful expression, like she’d forgotten why she’d come here. Guarded, with her hand resting against the tree trunk, like she was ready to flee. Jack knew now not to trust that illusion; the Snow Queen might be paranoid, but her helplessness was a façade. Even now, after everything he’d been through, there was something about her that made him want to trust her. To help her. Maybe there was a part of her that could be reasoned with.
He realized he hadn’t seen her in her true form – if this even was her true form – since he saw her for the first time. Now, she was actually here. No shimmering apparition, no possessed ice puppet. Jack was within the reaches of her power now. And if the Berkians were right in their weather predictions, they would be soon as well.
“I suppose it’s the survival instincts,” the Snow Queen admitted in that airy voice of hers. “Or maybe I’m just stronger than I thought. Stronger than I have needed to be before.”
She slowly stepped further into the clearing, giving Jack a wide berth. She circled him, studied him – Jack realized she was reassessing him, making sure that she still had the upper hand. Jack could’ve told her right there and then that she did, no questions asked, but his best chance was to act confident.
“So, what you’re saying is that I’ve amplified your powers in a way,” Jack said, trying and failing to keep the tremor out of his voice. At least he could blame it on the cold. “Well, you’re welcome.”
Snow gave a small huff. “You might be right,” she mused. “Perhaps your presence has been a blessing for me after all.”
Her tone didn’t change, but Jack could tell she was trying to make him angry. And she was succeeding.
“Snow,” Jack said. The Snow Queen’s eyebrows twitched. “I’ve told you this before, and I’ll tell you again: You don’t have to do this. I’m not a threat to you.”
Maybe she noticed the difference in him. Not just that his powers had grown, but that he now had a reason to oppose her. On the one hand, Jack believed his own words; he couldn’t control his powers, and as of now, he was still (mostly) human. There was no way he’d ever defeat the Snow Queen in this state. But on the other hand, the mermaids hadn’t given him any choice, so he knew he would have to try.
But maybe Snow was just as paranoid as she’d ever been, and it wouldn’t have mattered if nothing was different.
She raised her hand. Jack automatically took a step back, but a strong wind pushed him forward. He had a split second to think traitor at the wind, even though he knew the wind would always be unpredictable, before the ground split before the throne. Or rather, the ice split, revealing a small body of water underneath.
Jack reeled back. He looked up at the Snow Queen, but her expression was impassive. Did she know about his connection to water? There were a million other ways to kill him. Why had she chosen this one?
“Don’t be afraid,” Snow said. She had the audacity to look sympathetic. “This might not be the end for you, Jack Frost. I can’t risk your death. Who knows what a change like that would do to you? After all, it did something to me.”
The wind pushed Jack forward and he stumbled into the water. His mind went blank for a moment, a gasp racking his lungs. He thrashed, trying to scramble out, but his legs felt like lead. Through his panic, he realized the bottom of the pond had frozen solid around his feet. The water reached his hips, and ice was slowly forming around his ankles and up.
“What—” he started, his voice coming out as a quaking whisper. “What are you doing?”
The Snow Queen kneeled gracefully at the edge of the pond, listlessly dipping her hand into the water. “I thought you knew everything about spirits, considering you used to be one,” she said, in a way that made it obvious she didn’t believe that part of Jack’s story. “Don’t fret. I won’t kill you.”
Her words sounded far away. Jack’s heart felt as if it was about to stop.
Snow looked at him with gentle eyes. “Come, now,” she said, reaching out to him. Jack tried jerking away, but Snow brushed her fingers across his cheek, along the mark she’d made. “Be calm.”
She retracted her arm, and it was as if she took the torturous cold with her. Jack could still feel it, but it was as it used to be when he was Jack Frost: he knew exactly how cold it was, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. It just was. Despite knowing this cold could still kill him, Jack found himself calming down.
The Snow Queen stood and walked up to her throne. She sat and looked down at Jack, silent triumph in her blue eyes.
“I wasn’t always the Snow Queen,” she said. “I was…someone else. Human. It’s such a long time ago, the girl I was feels almost like a different person…though I remember everything she went through.”
This is good, Jack thought to himself. Keep her going. Buy some time.
“What happened to her? To you?” he asked. Though he couldn’t feel the cold, his voice still came out in shudders.
“She died,” Snow replied. She didn’t sound wistful about it. “Quite a grand finale, she got. She never had much to hold on to in life, except for life itself. Had I known death would bring me this much power, I would have ended it earlier. But I only thought Hela would trap me in her realm, and so I feared her clutches like everyone else.” The corners of her lips quirked upwards and she let her gaze drift along the edge of the clearing.
Meanwhile, the water around Jack was rising. It was at his chest. His legs were completely encased in ice. “You died,” he managed to croak. “Winter killed you.”
Snow’s eyes snapped back to him. “Yes,” she said. There was a hint of bitterness to her tone. “On the way back to my village, I got caught in a storm. It was stronger and colder than anything I’d ever experienced. It was…devastating, if you will.” She paused. “The storm wasn’t what killed me, though. An avalanche. It buried me, and I was trapped beneath the snow. Gods know I couldn’t have been under there for long, but…it felt like an eternity. Stuck there in the cold and dark…I was so scared.”
And she did look scared, just then. As if her thoughts had spun so far back, she could remember her exact state of mind. Jack didn’t like it, but they had that in common. If only Snow would understand that as well.
But then her face went back to the same old indifference. “So I won’t kill you,” she continued. “But I will eliminate you as a threat. You will be here, with me, frozen but alive. Pardon the slow process – it’s a delicate thing, preserving you without killing you.” Her eyes twinkled. “Perhaps one day I will disappear, and maybe you’ll thaw. But until that day…” She didn’t finish the sentence, but Jack felt the cold beginning to return to his body.
“Wait! Please,” Jack yelped. His mind was spinning, but he managed to keep his panic at bay. “I—I get it. Okay? You’re angry. This s-season, it took your life away. It killed you in the worst possible way, but I don’t unders-stand why you want to punish everyone else for it.”
At that moment, the closest thing Jack had ever seen to amusement in the Snow Queen crossed over her face. “My dear,” she said. “Are you trying to change my mind? I’m afraid you’re centuries too late for that. If there ever was a part of me that loved this world, it’s long gone. I don’t want to see it thrive. I want to see it quiver.”
Cold spiked through Jack’s body, making him shudder violently. “It took everything from me too,” he still managed to hiss. “But it didn’t turn me into what you’ve b-become.”
Is that why? a voice in the back of Jack’s head pondered. Is that why the Moon made you forget? So that you wouldn’t turn into this?
“We are not the same,” Snow said matter-of-factly. “You’re just a boy.”
“I was never going to hurt you!” Jack yelled. “I just—I just wanted to go home.”
“And now?” Snow inquired.
Jack stared at her. She couldn’t know about the mermaids, could she?
Snow actually smiled. “Don’t pretend you don’t care about them,” she said. “You’ll hurt someone’s feelings. Even when you are gone, their lives are still in my hands.”
“Are you…are you talking about devastating winter?” Jack asked. “Because…no offence, but they seem to be handling it.”
Snow’s smile melted off her face. She stood, and suddenly the pain and cold returned. Jack let out a strangled cry.
“This winter will be their worst one yet,” Snow promised. “And as they watch their children freeze, I’ll let them know Jack Frost thought they could handle it.”
The pain doubled. Jack screamed.
Hiccup didn’t know how many hours had passed. Toothless sped across the skies as fast as he could – and maybe Hiccup was imagining it, but it felt as if the wind itself was catapulting them forward. He hadn’t been surprised when Jack’s scent led Toothless to Jotun Island. He was grateful for how many hours of darkness they had as Toothless sailed across the night sky, virtually invisible. He only wondered if it made a difference, or if the Snow Queen would magically notice their presence anyway.
Jamie sat very still in front of him. He hadn’t said a word the entire journey, only clutching Jack’s staff as if holding it tightly enough would keep him alive. At this point, Hiccup wouldn’t even be surprised if that were true; obviously there was something special about that staff.
As Toothless started descending, Hiccup felt a growing unease. It was like the feeling he’d had the first time he’d been here, but back then he’d only had it for a moment. Still, it had been strong enough to send him running back to their camp in a panic. Now, the feeling seemed to be twice as strong. The only difference was that he knew what they were up against now. How that made him mentally stand his ground and not burst into tears, he didn’t know.
Jamie suddenly reached back and hit Hiccup’s knee, before pointing downwards.
Two figures moved in a clearing, bright compared to the rest of the dark island, and one of them seemed to be sitting in a small pool of water. Hiccup, using his amazing deduction skills, guessed that would be Jack, and the white-haired thing sitting on what seemed to be a throne was the Snow Queen. He wondered if they could simply swoop down, snatch Jack and get out of there…but something told him it would not be that easy.
They landed near the clearing and snuck up on foot, hiding in the shadows. Hiccup kept a hand on Jamie’s shoulder, afraid he would do something rash to get to Jack. But when he saw the state Jack was in, he had to use every ounce of his strength to hold himself back.
Jack sat halfway submerged in water, his body twitching and trembling. His skin looked like it was turning blue, and his posture was sluggish, like he was struggling to stay awake. Why wasn’t he trying to get out of the water? It was killing him! But he just stared up at the Snow Queen. Hiccup followed his gaze.
Despite everything, he was blown away. She was beautiful, but unnervingly so. It said I am not human in a way that rendered even the stark white hair, glittering skin and piercing blue eyes unnecessary; Hiccup felt as if he was looking at a goddess. Out of all the beings they’d encountered, it was clear why this entity was called the Snow Queen. Power billowed off her, and Hiccup felt so, so small.
She was talking. At least her voice was familiar. It was a little less uncomfortable hearing it from her own mouth than from the Jack-puppet. Her eyes drifted peacefully as she spoke, even going past their hiding space. Hiccup held his breath, heart in his throat. But the Snow Queen just kept monologuing.
“The storm wasn’t what killed me, though,” she was saying, her voice soft and dreamy. “An avalanche. It buried me, and I was trapped beneath the snow. Gods know I couldn’t have been under there for long, but…it felt like an eternity. Stuck there in the cold and dark…I was so scared.”
Hiccup felt sick. So she really had been alive once. But why was she telling Jack this? He couldn’t imagine she was trying to gain his sympathy. The mere idea of it made Hiccup’s chest flare with anger.
“So I won’t kill you,” she continued. “But I will eliminate you as a threat. You will be here, with me, frozen but alive. Pardon the slow process – it’s a delicate thing, preserving you without killing you. Perhaps one day I will disappear, and maybe you’ll thaw. But until that day…”
“Wait! Please,” Jack said. He sounded so weak – smaller and more desperate than Hiccup had ever heard him. “I—I get it. Okay? You’re angry. This s-season, it took your life away. It killed you in the worst possible way, but I don’t unders-stand why you want to punish everyone else for it.”
“My dear,” the Snow Queen said, the barest hint of a laugh in her voice. “Are you trying to change my mind? I’m afraid you’re centuries too late for that. If there ever was a part of me that loved this world, it’s long gone. I don’t want to see it thrive. I want to see it quiver.”
Jack gave a choked noise, his body lurching forward. Beside Hiccup, Jamie pressed a hand over his mouth and grabbed onto Hiccup’s sleeve, hiding his face against his arm. Hiccup stroked his back absently, his heart hammering in his chest. They had to do something, but they needed a plan. They couldn’t just burst in there.
“It took everything from me too,” Jack hissed. “But it didn’t turn me into what you’ve b-become.”
Jamie shifted. In the corner of Hiccup’s eye, he could see him look up at him. Hiccup just shook his head. He didn’t know what Jack was talking about either. Maybe he was just biding his time.
“We are not the same,” Snow said. “You’re just a boy.”
“I was never going to hurt you! I just—I just wanted to go home.”
“And now?” There was a long pause. Then the Snow Queen smiled. It sent shivers down Hiccup’s spine. “Don’t pretend you don’t care about them. You’ll hurt someone’s feelings. Even when you are gone, their lives are still in my hands.”
Hiccup’s blood boiled, both with fear and rage. He hoped he was imagining the feeling that she was talking about him specifically. She knew about his feelings for Jack. She was mocking him, without even knowing he was listening. Unless…unless she did know he was listening.
Then Jack said something that made Hiccup want to both laugh and scream – which, when he thought about it, was not at all unusual with him.
“Are you…are you talking about devastating winter? Because…no offence, but they seem to be handling it.”
The Snow Queen stood abruptly. “This winter will be their worst one yet,” she said, and though her voice remained soft, there was a deadly sharpness to it. “And as they watch their children freeze, I’ll let them know Jack Frost thought they could handle it.”
Jack let out a guttural cry, and Hiccup couldn’t take it anymore. He burst into the clearing, igniting Inferno, but before he’d even gotten close, Toothless shot past him. The air seemed to hiss, and the blast from Toothless’ attack shattered the throne to pieces – but the Snow Queen was gone.
“Hiccup!” Jack gasped, still not getting out of the water. “Behind you!”
Hiccup turned around, only to feel the Snow Queen’s cold hand around his throat. Her face was impassive, but there was a glint in her eyes.
“I thought you’d never work up to the courage, little warrior,” she cooed.
“Jack!” came Jamie’s voice, and the Snow Queen’s eyes moved away from Hiccup’s. Her hand dissolved with the rest of her, and Hiccup clutched his throat, his windpipes making a rasping sound as he coughed. He whirled around to see the Snow Queen materialize in front of the pond, just in time to catch the staff which Jamie had attempted to throw to Jack. Jamie cried: “No!”
Jack’s eyes were wide with shock. He shook his head but couldn’t seem to get a word out.
The Snow Queen sent the staff a blank look. Hiccup didn’t know why he expected something to happen, but nothing did. She looked at him and Jamie, tilting her head thoughtfully to the side. “I hoped you’d come,” she said. “Let’s end this game now.”
Toothless charged her, but the Snow Queen merely lifted a hand, and a shudder went through him, making him writhe the same way he had when he tried crossing the sea to the fairies’ island.
“No!” Hiccup ran at her even if he knew he stood no chance.
“Hiccup, don’t—!” Jack started.
The clearing exploded.
Hiccup was flung backwards, landing hard on the ice. He looked up, struggling to focus. Everything was white and fuzzy. Some kind of wall of snow was suddenly in front of him. No, not a wall, and not snow – it was white and scaly, and moving. Hiccup scrambled to his feet, unable to believe his eyes.
Fortunately, the Snow Queen seemed to be in the same state of disbelief. She staggered backwards, her eyes wide as she stared up at the Snow Wraith that had barged in on their showdown. The Snow Wraith opened its mouth and roared. Hiccup felt it in the air, along with something else – something magical, though he couldn’t pinpoint where it was coming from.
Whatever it was, it made the Snow Queen turn into a cloud of snowflakes and disappear, taking Jack’s staff with her.
There was the sound of ice breaking, and Jack fell forward. Hiccup forgot about the Snow Wraith for a moment, rushing to him. He grabbed his arms and pulled him out of the water. Jack seemed barely conscious, but he managed to drag his feet onto the ice, collapsing against Hiccup.
“Thank you,” he rasped. “You found me.”
Hiccup tilted his face up, forcing Jack to look at him. “Jamie—Jamie found the staff,” he said. “You dropped it on purpose, right?”
The corners of Jack’s lips quirked upwards. “Jack made a plan,” he murmured triumphantly.
“He’s referring to himself in the third person,” Jamie said fearfully. “What do we do?”
The Snow Wraith chose that time to remind them of its presence, letting out a deep, slow growl. Hiccup brought Jack close, desperate to keep him warm, his hand tight around Inferno. He didn’t like the idea of fighting the Snow Wraith, but he would if they had no choice. Jack was in no shape to move.
But the Snow Wraith stood still, its slit, blue eyes boring into them – specifically Jack. Jack’s breathing was shallow, and it looked like he was struggling to keep his eyes open, but he looked back at the Snow Wraith without any fear. Whether that was because he wasn’t scared or just too frozen to realize how dangerous the Snow Wraith was – or usually was – Hiccup didn’t know, but he still tried protesting when Jack started getting to his feet.
“He wants to take us somewhere,” Jack breathed. “It’s okay.”
Hiccup made to stand as well, but the Snow Wraith growled when he moved. Jack faltered, then took a tentative step towards it. The dragon let him come closer. Hiccup couldn’t believe his eyes. They’d risked their lives trying to get a tooth from a Snow Wraith, and here was Jack, approaching it like it was any trainable dragon.
Jamie sat completely still, only his hands hovering in the air as if preparing to drag Jack back if something went wrong.
Jack staggered up to the dragon and gently put a hand against his snout, as if they already knew each other. Then he glanced back at Hiccup and Jamie. “We have to follow it,” he said.
“What?” Hiccup said. “Jack, you’re—We have to get you somewhere warm. You’ll—”
“He’ll take me somewhere safe,” Jack said absently, walking around the Snow Wraith. The Snow Wraith lowered himself down, inviting Jack to climb onto his back. “I can feel it.”
Hiccup slowly got to his feet, inching towards Toothless. “You can…feel it?” he repeated. “You said yourself you can’t feel magic. Jack, wait, please!”
Jack stopped just before he made to hoist himself onto the dragon’s back. He looked back at Hiccup, and when he met his eyes, he seemed to sober up, just a little bit. “But you feel it too, don’t you?” he asked.
He did. The tingling he’d felt when the Snow Wraith roared still hung in the air, but he was sure it wasn’t coming from the dragon. It was just around them, like dust settling after a fire. But if they didn’t get Jack somewhere warm soon, the cold would kill him. It was a miracle he was still on his feet.
“Trust me,” Jack said, looking between Hiccup and Jamie. “We have to go. We don’t have much time.” And with those cryptic words, he shakily climbed onto the Snow Wraith’s back.
The Snow Wraith spread his wings, and Hiccup and Jamie quickly mounted Toothless. Wherever they were going, Hiccup hoped it wouldn’t be as far as when the Changewing wanted to show them something. As they rose up into the cold, cold skies, he dreaded the state they’d find Jack in once they landed. In the faint moonlight, Hiccup could see Jack against the Snow Wraith’s white scales, holding onto the spikes along his neck. He lay very still.
“This is bad,” he muttered. “We should’ve gone back, or to the Edge, or just anything. He’s not strong enough to…”
Jamie had turned around to look at him, his gaze solemn. “The Snow Queen is coming into her power,” he said. “We don’t have time to turn back now.”
He suddenly sounded like all the world’s secrets were lain out in front of him. Hiccup almost wrote it off as an eleven-year-old’s bold conviction of his own immortality, but he wasn’t about to argue. After all, there was a part of him as well that felt like something big was about to happen.
Jack felt as if someone nudged him awake.
He blinked his eyes open, and the painful cold overwhelmed him immediately. He tried curling into a ball, but the Snow Wraith’s scales scraped against his knees, reminding him of what was going on.
Well, that was a bit generous. He didn’t know what was going on. He didn’t know where he was either. When he managed to push himself up and look around, he was met by a stark white scenery, glowing silver in the moonlight.
Toothless landed beside them and he looked down at Hiccup and Jamie. He nodded to tell them that he was alright, but judging by their expressions, he probably looked closer to dead than alive.
“Where is th-this?” Jack croaked through his shuddering.
“Glacier Island,” Hiccup replied, glancing nervously at the Snow Wraith. “I’ve been here before, but…I didn’t feel anything magical back then.”
A small mountain of ice and snow towered over them – a glacier. In the darkness it looked a bit like a castle. Between the snowbanks, something like a path was winding in the direction of the glacier.
“There’s something in there,” Jack said. He was sure of it. And he was sure it wasn’t just because everything else seemed very, very far away, like he was on the brink of drowning again. He slid off the Snow Wraith’s back and landed inelegantly in the snow. He felt vulnerable without his staff, but he started trudging his way towards the castle anyway.
Behind him, the Snow Wraith suddenly growled. He turned around to see that Hiccup had attempted to follow, but the dragon blocked his path. He sent Jack a panicked look.
“You can’t go there alone,” he said.
Jack had to admit he didn’t want to go alone either. He didn’t know why he suddenly felt like he understood the Snow Wraith’s intentions, but looking at the dragon, and looking up at the glacier, he knew he didn’t have a choice. Whatever was waiting for him up there…it didn’t feel like anything he’d ever felt before. And it wasn’t like it felt entirely benevolent either. He just knew that it had, at this moment, no reason to harm him. But it wanted to meet him; Jack could feel the pull of it, insisting he ignore his survival instincts and trust it.
It had saved them from the Snow Queen. If not a friend, it had to be an ally.
“I’ll be back soon,” Jack said, and ignored Hiccup’s distress as he took a few steps backwards up the path. “Just stay here. Keep each other warm.”
“No!” Hiccup protested, but the Snow Wraith growled again. Beside him, Jamie’s eyes were bright with a mix of fear and hope.
Jack could only send Hiccup an apologetic look, before turning around and dragging his feet towards the castle-like glacier. For some reason – a reason he hoped wasn’t some kind of ominous mind-control – he wasn’t too worried about why this entity wanted to meet with him in private. He had a feeling it was for the best.
The natural path turned a corner, blocking him from the others. The hill sloped downwards, and Jack had to walk slowly to keep himself on his feet. He tried not to worry about how the snowbanks got taller around him, and how the moonlight slowly faded away. The path led him to an opening in the glacier. The tunnel emitted a strange blue glow. Jack steeled himself and walked into it.
He trailed his hand along the slippery wall as he limped through the tunnel. It sloped sideways in a way that refused to tell Jack when it would end, but after a minute or so, the tunnel expanded and opened out into a cave. Icicles hung from the ceiling. A creek trailed across the frozen floor. A small fire burned in the center of the room.
But most alarmingly, a figure stood by it. It was a tall woman with long honey-colored hair, wearing a white sleeveless dress and a cloak made of brown feathers. She was warming her hands over the fire, and the shadows cast across her arms revealed she was more than just a pretty lady: muscles shifted under her pale, slightly freckled skin. She acted as if she hadn’t noticed Jack stumbling into the cavern.
Jack didn’t care if she was hostile or not; he needed to get closer to the fire. He staggered towards it, his legs giving out as he reached it. Then he looked up at the lady, and saw she was looking back at him. She wore a kindly expression, but Jack was hesitant to trust it.
“There’s no need to kneel,” was what she said.
Jack didn’t know if she was joking or not. “It wasn’t my intention,” he replied unthinkingly.
The woman’s smile was amused. She eyed Jack, before taking off her cloak and walking around the fire. “Here, don’t be scared,” she said. “You should be dead.”
“Uh…” Jack started, beginning to move away from her, but quickly found he didn’t have the strength left for it. But the woman only draped her rich cloak over Jack’s shoulders, and he instantly felt warmer. He followed her with his eyes as she walked back to her spot on the other side of the fire, kneeling. He was afraid to ask, but did anyway: “What makes you say that? And what part of that sentence doesn’t scream ‘be very scared’ anyway?”
“‘Should be dead’ can’t be too unfamiliar to you. Can it, Jack Frost?”
Jack didn’t move. Under her gaze, he felt a bit like an animal standing completely still in hopes of not being noticed by a predator. There was something about her that told Jack she was powerful, but not like the Snow Queen. This entity felt different in a way that was hard to describe. She felt like a chasm – a dark deep with no discernable end. She felt like looking up at the clear night sky. She felt…ancient.
“What do you want?” Jack asked.
The lady lowered her gaze into the flames, tilting her head to the side as if she was listening for something. “I’ve been waiting to meet you for a long time,” she said. “It’s not easy to come here anymore, but…it’s time now.”
“Are you going to hurt me?” Jack asked, because he didn’t have the energy to figure out the clues. Besides, if she were going to hurt him, Jack didn’t stand a chance. However, the feeling from before was still in the air around him, telling him this woman meant no harm.
She smiled, and there was something sad about it. “No,” she replied. “I’m here to help, in any way that I can.”
Jack peered at her, and huffed weakly. “That’s a first.”
“I must say, you have a peculiar aura around you,” the lady continued. “Part human, part spirit.”
“You feel peculiar as well,” Jack retorted, not liking the way she was studying him. The fact that she knew about Jack Frost made him feel uneasy, but he couldn’t say he was surprised. Maybe the mermaids had snitched on him. “You don’t feel like anything I’ve ever met. Not that I’ve been able to feel anything magic at all lately, but even before this…” He trailed off, an impossible thought coming to mind. In the same second, he noticed how much better he was feeling – as if the cloak was healing him. When he exhaled, it came out as mist. He hesitated, before deciding to just go for it; Hiccup and Jamie were waiting outside, and he didn’t have time to be anything but direct.
“Are you…Eir?”
He remembered what Astrid had told him, back when his injured wrist had healed abnormally fast: Eir must be looking out for you.
The lady laughed. It was a wonderful sound – it reminded Jack of wind chimes – but it made heat rise to his cheeks. He decided he didn’t want to make a fool out of himself in front her, which was a strange feeling, since he usually didn’t mind doing that in any other situation.
“No,” she said again. “But you’re getting closer.”
“But you’re a—” It was hard getting the word out. Jack’s whole body felt tense, a fire coming alight in his chest. Horrible, horrible hope. “You’re a…You’re a goddess. Aren’t you?”
A big part of him expected her to laugh again. There was no way he could be that lucky, was it? But the lady smiled, almost mischievously, and nodded once.
Jack had gotten to his feet without even realizing. He stared down at the woman – the goddess – wondering if this was a dream, or a trick. “You—you said you wanted to help me,” he said. He felt breathless, his heartbeat painful against his ribs. “You’re a god, you must—You’re more powerful that she is. The Snow Queen. You can stop her! And…”
He trailed off when the goddess got to her feet as well, and realized it might not be a good idea to demand anything from a deity. But she didn’t seem angry. The sadness from before remained. Jack folded his hands nervously, wishing he had his staff.
“My friend, he’s…he’s very sick,” Jack said. “The fairies cursed him, and I was told it was lethal. But you’re a goddess. You’re more powerful than them, right? You healed me, just now. You can heal him too.”
The goddess averted her eyes, looking into the fire again. “I’m afraid it’s not so simple, my friend,” she said.
Jack shook his head. He couldn’t give up now – now that he’d found an actual god, despite thinking it was impossible. This had to be it – it had to be the solution to everything.
“Why not?” he asked, and almost took a step into the fire in his desperation to get to her. “I—I don’t know what to do. I can’t defeat her, and I can’t let him die, and I—I don’t want to abandon my duties back home, but…” The goddess met his eyes again, and his words got stuck in his throat. He took another shaky breath. He knew he must sound like a child to her. “You were supposed to be my other way,” he managed. “I don’t want to leave.”
“I know,” the goddess said. Jack hated her mournful expression. He hated how she managed to smile through it. “I want to help you. I do. But us gods…our powers aren’t what they used to be. Even now, most of us are fading.”
“But people still believe in you,” Jack argued. He gestured towards the tunnel entrance. “Hiccup is right outside. He believes in you…whoever you are.”
It was an invitation for the goddess to introduce herself, but she just kept smiling in that melancholy way of hers. “I am not a spirit,” she said. “That is not the nature of gods. We have our lives. Long lives, but even they come to an end. In my prime years, you’re correct – I was more powerful than the Snow Queen is now, and every other spirit residing in this world. But our era is coming to an end. I know there will be a time when we disappear completely. I’ve seen it.”
Jack felt hollow. “You…You’ve seen the future?”
The goddess nodded. “The Vanir were the ones who pulled you out of time, Jackson Overland,” she said. “The entity you fought – it didn’t mean to put you here. But when such a powerful winter spirit happened to appear within our reaches…well. We needed help.”
“We?” Jack repeated. “My help? I don’t even have my powers. Not properly, at least.”
The goddess narrowed her eyes doubtfully, as if Jack had told her a playful lie. “As the gods fall, the spirits rise to power,” she said. “In the future, they’ll be the primary force of magic in the world. It might be a wonderful world, or it might be a terrible one. It all depends on which spirit assumes the throne.”
“The Snow Queen,” Jack said. “Are you saying you purposefully put me here in order to fix this for you?”
“Not me, specifically,” the goddess said. “For the future of magic’s sake, we needed someone powerful enough to rival the Snow Queen. It was the Vanir who got the idea, when they saw you in the space in between time. But, after getting to know you, I took a liking to you. You have something very special inside, Jack. You doubt yourself, I know. But what you have is enough. It is extraordinary.”
“Skaði,” Jack said. “The mermaids told me to go up north to Skaði’s realm. You’re her.”
“I understand why you might think that,” the goddess said, her eyes twinkling in the firelight. “Winter is close to your heart. But no, I am not Skaði either.”
Jack was frustrated she didn’t just tell him, but he could sense she enjoyed this guessing game. He racked his brain for any more goddesses Hiccup or anyone else had mentioned, but he couldn’t figure out why anyone but the goddess of winter would take interest in him. He was a winter spirit! Or used to be, but still. It was the only thing that made sense.
“Well, my friends are waiting outside, so I don’t really have time for this,” he said, hating the way his voice came out sounding so angry and disappointed. But that’s what he felt. For once, he’d thought the impossible had happened and luck was finally on his side. He’d gotten his stupid hopes up, only to have them broken again. He tried not letting those emotions get to him, but he could feel tears stinging behind his eyes, threatening to emerge. “If you really have something to help me with, then please, go ahead.”
“Yes,” the goddess said. “I might. Some magic for your crystal pieces. I need something from you first, though. A small sacrifice, if possible.” She gestured at the fire.
Jack took a step back. “A…sacrifice?”
The goddess let out a very ungodly giggle. She had such a pretty face, Jack found it hard to stay angry at her.
“Nothing like that,” she said. “A valuable object will suffice. Something that’s valuable to you. The first gift from a loved one, perhaps.”
“The first…” Jack started, his brows knitting together. He thought about Jamie’s drawing, but he knew it was still somewhere back on Berk. Besides, he’d never want to throw that into a fire. Then he thought about the other gift he’d received – the satchel hanging from his waist. But he needed the satchel. And anyway, that wasn’t the first gift he’d received from Hiccup, was it?
He thought about that first day. The image of Hiccup – just a stranger at that point – was clear in his mind, along with the thrill of meeting his eyes, being seen by him. It was as if he had already understood back then that that memory was something he had to hold on to, something to treasure. Like he already knew how important Hiccup was going to become.
A third name popped into Jack’s head. It made something simmer deep in his chest, like fear, or something very similar to it. Different, but just as intense. He looked up at the goddess, and the way she met his eyes made him feel like she knew exactly what he was thinking. Jack felt as if he’d been dropped from a dragon’s talons again.
“That’s why,” the goddess said gently. “Why I’ve grown so fond of you, Jack. You’ll do anything for them. And you do know how. You just have to be honest with yourself first.”
Jack found himself slowly sinking to his knees again. The fire seemed to burn brighter, blinding him, but he kept staring at it. He started shaking his head. “It just makes it worse,” he whispered. “It just makes it worse.”
“Do you really think so?”
Jack looked up at her. Her aura was more powerful than ever.
“You’re Freya,” he said. “Goddess of…”
He couldn’t say it.
Freya’s eyes twinkled. “Do you understand now?” she asked. “What you have to do?”
Jack laughed incredulously, bringing his hands to his face. “Why didn’t you just tell me? Time is running out, and I’m—I’m—” He almost wheezed. “I’m an idiot, aren’t I?”
“Well,” Freya said. “One doesn’t need to be bright to have heart. These things are just something you need to figure out on your own, you see.”
“Now you’re just being rude.”
The corners of Freya’s eyes crinkled with mirth. “I’m a goddess. I’m allowed,” she said. “Now. Do you have anything to sacrifice?”
He did. While the world was still spinning, Jack did as Freya instructed, until she was standing in front of him, handing the satchel back to him.
“One more thing,” she said. She held out her hand, and the air shimmered, like heat waves billowing off stone in the sun. In the next moment, she was holding Jack’s staff. “I thought you might want this back.”
Jack’s hands were shaking as he took the staff. “But the Snow Queen…”
“Yes,” Freya said. “She knows your whereabouts now. She won’t be happy.”
“Oh…good.”
Freya put a hand on Jack’s upper arm, her touch like a breath of wind. She looked him in the eye. Her irises were green – the exact same as Hiccup’s. “Time has already run out,” was all she said.
Jack looked down at his staff, closing his fingers tightly around it. He took a deep breath.
“It’s okay,” he said. “I know what to do now.”
The Snow Wraith hadn’t waited long before taking to the skies, leaving Jamie, Hiccup and Toothless behind. And thus, it didn’t take long before Hiccup got up and attempted to follow Jack up the path now that there wasn’t a dragon guarding it. But before Jamie could stop him, and before he’d even walked ten feet, a figure walked around the corner.
Jamie spotted the speck of white hair, seeming even brighter against the brown in the moonlight. Hiccup came to a stop, while Jamie got to his feet, staring incredulously as Jack approached them.
“It took a bit longer than I expected,” Jack said apologetically. He came closer, and Jamie’s brows furrowed even further.
“You weren’t gone long at all,” Hiccup said.
“What are you wearing?” Jamie asked.
Jack stopped and looked over his shoulder, as if he hadn’t noticed the weird feathered cloak covering his own – which, somehow, was completely dry. In fact, Jack didn’t look at all like he’d been nearly completely submerged in a magic frozen pond just a few hours ago, but more like he’d been to a spa. Even in the dim light, Jamie saw that his eyes were alert, his posture was straight, and his cheeks were flushed.
Jack cursed under his breath. “Did she mean to give me that?”
“She?” Hiccup repeated, then looked down. His eyes widened with horror. “Jack! What—Where are your shoes?”
Jack glanced down at his feet, which indeed were completely bare. Jamie hadn’t even noticed, because they were mostly buried in snow. The fact that Jack didn’t react to it at all made his heart speed up.
“Oh, um. I threw them into a fire,” Jack explained.
Hiccup and Jamie both stared at him.
Toothless made a confused noise, but came over to Jack, offering for him to climb onto his back to give his toes at least some mercy. Jack was obviously about to politely decline, but Hiccup wouldn’t have it, ushering him onto the dragon’s back.
“What happened?” he demanded, studying Jack’s feet for a moment as if he expected serious frostbite. When he didn’t see it, he shook his head incredulously and instead went to inspect the feathered cloak. From above, Jack watched him with a strangely wary expression, as if Hiccup were some kind of undiscovered animal. Hiccup trailed a hand over the cloak. “Falcon feathers…?” he muttered.
“I’m okay,” Jack told him.
Hiccup’s eyes snapped up at him. “Well, that’s obvious,” he said, gesturing at all of Jack. “But how? You were…I thought…” He trailed off, spotting something else. When he spoke again, his voice took on a guarded tone: “Your staff…Where did you get it?”
“Not the Snow Queen, if that’s what you’re thinking,” Jack said. He met Hiccup’s eyes for only a second, before suddenly turning his gaze to Jamie. “I’ll explain later, but we don’t have much time left. Jamie, the crystal is energized. We have to do this now.”
Jamie hesitated, but walked forward. There was something different about Jack, but he was afraid of bringing it up in front of Hiccup, in case he’d accidentally reveal something he shouldn’t. “Right here?” he asked. “Shouldn’t we find a cave or something?”
Jack hopped down from Toothless, much to Hiccup’s dismay. “The cloak will keep us warm,” he said, lifting it up. “Just sit under it and we’ll be okay. You too, Hiccup.” He didn’t quite look at Hiccup when he said the last part.
Hiccup’s expression was hard, like he was containing his anger. Jamie knew he was beyond tired of being left in the dark, but he was also aware that the situation they were in didn’t have space for any emotional outbursts. Just like Jamie, he was worried about Jack, but he didn’t have all the information; he didn’t know that Jack walking barefoot in several minus degrees weather without batting an eye might be a good thing.
Jamie sat down beside Jack and let him wrap the cloak around them both. He gasped when he felt warmth immediately seep into his body.
Meanwhile, Hiccup remained standing. When he didn’t move, Jack looked up at him. A silent conversation passed between them. Then Hiccup sighed and walked over, sitting on Jack’s other side. How the cloak managed to cover all of them was a mystery; Jamie was pretty sure it hadn’t been this big only seconds ago.
“What is this thing?” Hiccup asked quietly. Despite his skepticism, he still quickly huddled into the cloak, taking in its magical warmth.
“I, uh…met someone,” Jack said, pouring the crystals into his lap. “She helped me figure out a couple of things. I’ll tell you later.” He looked at Hiccup. Jamie couldn’t see his expression from this angle, but judging by Hiccup’s, it was a strange one. “I promise.”
Hiccup barely nodded. “We should hurry,” he said, a bit absentmindedly.
Jack turned back to Jamie. “Ready?” he asked.
Jamie answered by running his hand over the crystals, until he brushed over the right one. As always, the world around him abruptly blinked away.
Jamie woke up leaning against the wall of a familiar room.
Along the walls, framed pictures hung – some in colors, some in black and white. There were paintings as well, and underneath them were small placards, providing the paintings’ titles, artists and history. On shelves and commodes and tables stood several curious objects and trinkets, some sculptures, some of them even encased in glass. If Jamie didn’t know better, he’d think they’d appeared in some sort of museum.
A young boy suddenly burst through a door and into the room, ran past them towards a living room that screamed ‘old people’, complete with embroidered tablecloths and flower-patterned pillows.
The young boy was Jamie himself, except he was four years old.
“Gods,” Jack’s voice came from beside Jamie, and he turned to see him follow little Jamie with his eyes, wearing a wobbling smile like he was barely containing a laugh. “Is that you? Where are we?”
Jamie’s cheeks felt warm. “My grandparents house,” he replied, ignoring Jack’s grin when little Jamie jumped onto the couch and stared out the window, bouncing up and down like an excited puppy. “I feel like…I remember this. This is the day Sophie—”
He was interrupted by himself.
“I can see them!” little Jamie yelled, slamming his palm against the window.
An old woman walked into the room from another door – the kitchen door. The smell of her cooking almost made Jamie tear up. What he wouldn’t have given for a tasty meal right now. Jamie’s grandma wobbled across the room.
“Jamie, don’t touch the glass,” she said in a patient, yet stern tone. “Remember what I told you?”
Little Jamie plopped down into a sitting position, grinning at his grandma. “Sorry. This house is as old as you are.”
Grandma huffed a laugh, ruffling Jamie’s hair. “Cheeky. Just like your mother,” she chuckled, and peered out the window as well. She folded her hands anxiously. “Gosh. You’re right. That’s them.”
“Huh,” Jack murmured. “I wasn’t aware she was your grandma.”
Jamie looked up at him in surprise. “You know her?”
“I’ve lived here for 300 years, Jamie. I know just about everyone.” Jack looked around the room. “I often saw her around the library. Doesn’t surprise me her house looks like this.”
“My grandparents were big history nerds,” Jamie explained. “They kept telling me stories about Burgess’ history. Grandma still does. I don’t understand how she remembers all of it.”
Jack sent him an amused smile. “I’m sure she’ll say the same about you and your aliens and bigfoots,” he told him.
Just then, the front door opened, and a hush fell over the room. Jamie’s mom and his grandpa came in, Grandpa holding a pink bundle. Little Jamie got to his feet, walking over to them with his eyes wide and his mouth agape.
Joyce smiled at him. She had heavy bags under her eyes, and she leaned on her father for support as they made their way over to the couch. Grandma quietly leaned over, peering into the bundle.
“Oh,” she said, her voice choked up. “Look at her.”
“Come on,” Joyce said to Jamie, patting the spot beside her. “Quietly. She’s sleeping.”
Little Jamie tiptoed across the floor and sat down as Grandpa carefully lowered the newborn Sophie into her mother’s arms. Jamie walked around the table, looking over his own shoulder.
Resting on Sophie’s tiny chest was the crystal.
“Jack,” Jamie whispered, forgetting that he didn’t need to be quiet. He kept staring at his mother and sister, but when Jack didn’t answer, he turned around.
Jack stood at the other end of the room with his back to Jamie. He was looking at one of the objects encased in glass, completely unmoving. Jamie glanced one last time at little Sophie, before he walked across the room to Jack.
Jack wore a strange expression – Jamie recognized it as the one he always got when he remembered something from his past: eyes wide and glassy, lips parted in soft wonder. He was looking at an old wooden miniature castle. Jamie had always thought it was some kind of dollhouse, but he’d never understood why his grandparents were so intent on keeping it. It looked like it was falling apart.
“Grandma told me it’s a miracle it’s still standing,” Jamie found himself saying. “Not much is known about it, though, but it’s a few…a few hundred years old apparently.” He looked up at Jack, trying to read his expression. He looked far, far away. “She said it was crafted by her great-great-great-something-grandmother, or something…”
Jack’s laugh wavered. There was a gleam in his eyes. “That’s incredible,” he breathed, trailing a trembling hand across the glass.
Jamie put a hand on his arm. “Is something wrong?” he asked.
Jack didn’t immediately answer. He closed his eyes for a moment, before kneeling so he was closer to Jamie’s height. His gaze was intense, but his voice was calm.
“Her great-great-great-something-grandmother didn’t make this,” he said. “But her great-great-great-something-grandmother had a brother. He made that castle for her.”
It felt like a whole minute passed before the information fell into place in Jamie’s head. It just seemed so impossible, but Jack’s eyes gleamed with confidence. He’d been there, 300 years ago, when the castle was built. Jack built it.
But that meant…
“We’re…related?” Jamie croaked.
Jack’s lips split into a grin.
“But—Are you sure?” Jamie asked, an unsteady laugh escaping him.
Jack laughed as well, pushing some hair out his face. “To be honest, I—I’ve thought about it before,” he said. “But I didn’t have any proof. All I had was her memory – Emily’s memory, and…a feeling that always pulled me back to Burgess. To your family. To…” His voice broke off.
“To our family,” Jamie finished. Another laugh bubbled out of him, and in the next second, he’d thrown his arms around Jack. Jack barely had time to get over his shock and hug him back before Jamie pulled away again and stared at him. “I’m related to Jack Frost,” he gasped. “That’s so cool!”
Jack’s eyes were rimmed with tears, their corners crinkled with joy. Jamie thought his own eyes might be shimmering as well. “Yeah, it’s pretty cool,” he agreed.
They stared at each other with mutual astonishment for a few seconds, before the cry of a baby split the air. They turned to the living room. Joyce gently rocked the bundle in her arms, hushing Sophie with a smile on her lips.
“It’s with Sophie,” Jamie said. “The crystal.”
Jack got up, and together they walked over to the little family. Jamie found himself glancing up at Jack, and then at his mother, and even his grandparents, searching for resemblances. He didn’t know if it was his imagination that he saw them: the same shade of brown hair, the same hazel eyes. Jack even shared Jamie’s grandpa’s gangly shape – just like the boy they’d seen at the 1920’s party.
Tentatively, Jamie put the pieces together.
Jack and his sister Emily found the crystal first. Emily – who Jack had implied several times had similarities to Jamie – had even been sick at the time, just like Jamie when he saw the crystal for the first time. Before Emily and Jack had the chance to touch the crystal back then, the cave collapsed – but the time fragment remembered.
300 years later, Jack and what the time fragment must’ve thought was Emily, came back. As they were thrown back in time along with the broken pieces of the crystal, its shards landed at different points in their lives. Except all that Emily and Jamie had in common was he was her descendant.
All the scenes they’d found themselves in that they couldn’t recognize…They were key moments in the lives of Jamie’s ancestors.
Time was confusing. Magical time fragments maybe even more so. Maybe being tossed around by it would give one a sense of what was going on inside the mind of a creature like that. Whatever the case, Jamie was positive he was right.
In the midst of this revelation, Jack had reached over and trailed a ghostly hand across little Sophie’s round cheek. She abruptly stopped crying, and instead opened her eyes. It looked as if she was staring right at Jack.
“Hi, there,” Jack cooed. “See you in seven years, Sophie.”
And he picked up the crystal.
Jamie blinked his eyes open. Half his face was pressed against Toothless’ side. The other was covered by the feathered cloak. He sat up, first meeting Hiccup’s eyes – who looked back at him with a silent question on his face – and then at Jack, who was staring blankly ahead. Then he turned his head and looked back at Jamie.
They both burst into incredulous laughter. Jamie hooked his arms around Jack’s shoulders again. It felt as if electricity was charging through his blood – as if he could feel a change in himself, just by knowing who Jack was to him. They’d gone so long pretending to be brothers, Jamie had gotten awfully comfortable with that role, and that alone had taught him it wasn’t that important to share blood in order to be family. But still, knowing that there was another connection there – knowing that Jack’s sister, who he’d loved so much, had gone on and lived a good life, started her own family, gotten grandchildren, and great-grandchildren, and…
Jamie pulled back, a wave of guilt suddenly crashing over him. For a moment, he forgot that Hiccup was there as well, and he switched over to English:
“I—I’m sorry,” he said, the words spilling out uncontrollably. “I told them. I’ve been telling them so much – Brant, Undis and Hildur, they know about you. They know about Jack Frost. It’s my fault you’re changing, isn’t it?”
“Jamie,” Jack laughed. There wasn’t a single trace of anger in his expression. Not even disappointment. He shook his head before hugging him again. “Don’t be sorry. You’ve done the right thing. You always do.” He pulled back, and when he did, his face had turned determined. “I need all the help I can get. In fact…”
He turned to Hiccup, who had just been watching them patiently, as he always did whenever they came back from these visions. Jack got to his feet, which, since they were all wrapped in his new cloak, forced them all to get to their feet. Again, when Jamie looked at the cloak, he was sure there just wasn’t enough space to wrap more than a single person and maybe a small child in it.
“Hiccup,” he said. “Jamie needs Toothless. He has to go back to Berk.”
Hiccup stared at him. Then he looked at Toothless, as if asking him for backup. “Sorry, what?”
“I need you here,” Jack said. “But Berk needs to be warned. If we can’t stop the Snow Queen in time, this devastating winter will be the worst one yet.”
Jamie’s stomach churned nervously. Jack seemed to notice, because he kneeled in front of him again, putting his hands on his shoulders. “Your power of belief is the strongest the Guardians and I have ever felt, Jamie,” he said. “I know you can do this. Talk to your friends. Ruff and Tuff. Nothing will bother you on your way back. Here.” He took off the feathered cloak and handed it to him. “This will protect you.”
Jamie carefully took the cloak. Seamlessly, it seemed to shrink to Jamie’s size. “Whose cloak even is this?” he asked.
Jack opened his mouth, hesitated, and closed it again. “Someone we can trust, for once,” he said. For some reason, there was a pink tint in his cheeks.
“Is someone gonna bring me up to speed soon?” Hiccup asked.
Jack gave a weird laugh. He cleared his throat and straightened up, turning to Hiccup. “Very soon,” he told him. “But first, Jamie needs Toothless. Are you okay with that, bud?” The last question was directed at the dragon.
Toothless seemed to be okay with that.
“What about us?” Hiccup asked. “We need to get back somehow too.”
“We’ll cross that bridge when we get to it,” Jack said. “We don’t have time for anymore planning. The Snow Queen is coming.”
Hiccup looked like he wanted to argue, but he met Jack’s eyes and groaned. “Fine. You mysterious piece of—” He stopped himself for Jamie’s sake. He closed his eyes for a moment, then sent Jamie a weary smile. “You know you’re a natural at riding dragons. Off you go – it’s time to save the day, I think.”
With both Jack and Hiccup’s encouragement, Jamie felt pride swell in his chest. He grinned and jumped at Hiccup, hugging him tightly. Hiccup hugged him back, his smile more genuine when Jamie pulled away to look at him.
“Also,” Jamie said. “Keep your eyes open, Hiccup.”
Hiccup blinked, but Jamie wrapped himself in the feathered cloak and climbed onto Toothless before he could ask.
Jack looked up at him. His gaze felt like a spotlight, shining with pride. Jamie couldn’t stop grinning.
“Good luck,” they said at the same time.
Jamie patted Toothless’ neck, and they shot up towards the Moon.
Notes:
I've said it before and I'll say it again: Any likeness to Frozen 2 is ENTIRELY COINCIDENTAL don't @ me
Chapter 40: Jackson says goodbye
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Jack watched Jamie and Toothless disappear in the darkness before he took a steadying breath and turned to Hiccup.
“Let’s go,” he said, and started walking.
Hiccup looked like, if there had been a table nearby, he would’ve flipped it. At least given it a passionate attempt. “Go where?” he demanded. “Jack, what is going on with you?”
Jack bit his lip. He stared at his bare feet for a few moments, trying his best to meet Hiccup’s eyes, but for some reason it was extremely challenging. He touched the mark on his face. “I can feel her power building up somewhere on this island,” he said. “She’ll be here. That’s what F—uh, I mean…the one I talked to said.”
“And who was that?” Hiccup asked.
Jack glanced at him, then quickly looked ahead again. “You wouldn’t believe me if I told you,” he said with a nervous laugh.
“Oh? Oh? We’re there again now, are we?” Hiccup suddenly grabbed his arm, turning him around to face him. His green eyes blazed. “Jack. Answers. You promised.”
For a moment, it felt as if Baby Tooth’s magic was failing, because Jack promptly forgot how to construct a proper Norse sentence. He swallowed.
“Do you…notice anything different about me?” he asked.
Hiccup stared at him. His eyes went down to his feet, then to his staff, and then tentatively back to his eyes. “Which song did we sing together?” he suddenly asked back, his voice quiet.
Jack raised his brows. “Do you seriously think the Snow Queen would’ve thought it a clever tactic to ask, ‘do you notice anything different about me’ if I were one of her puppets?”
“I’m almost entirely sure you’re you, because the Snow Queen wouldn’t know about your weird grudge against footwear,” Hiccup said, “but it would still calm me down if you answered the question.”
Jack’s heart felt more like it was vibrating than beating. “’Not the Settling Kind,’” he answered. He tried fighting the smile creeping onto his lips, but it was futile. “I’d love to hear it again when we’re done with this. And you didn’t answer my question. Come on.” He nodded for them to start walking again. The ground sloped upwards.
“Well,” Hiccup said, gesturing exasperatedly at nothing in particular. “You definitely don’t seem to be on the brink of death anymore. A good change, it’s not that, but I’m just a tiny bit worried about how you achieved it.”
“I told you,” Jack said, ignoring the faint pang of disappointment in his chest. “I got help. Anything else, though?”
Hiccup sent him a weird look. “You…” he started uncertainly. “You seem nervous.”
Jack smiled wryly. “I am nervous,” he agreed.
Hiccup was quiet, waiting for him to continue. Jack tightened his grip around his staff.
“I met one of your gods,” he said. “A goddess.”
Evidently, this was not what Hiccup expected to hear. He opened his mouth, but no sound came out. Before he had the chance to ask which goddess, Jack continued:
“She wasn’t what I…hoped she would be,” he said quietly. “I hoped she’d be powerful, but she said this was something I had to do myself. All she could do was help me on my way. And she did. I sacrificed the shoes – sorry, please don’t ask – which gave her enough magic to power the crystal and get my staff back. She…well, the gods were the ones who brought me here. They left one of the crystals with us, so that we’d have a chance to find our way home.”
“So you were right,” Hiccup said. “The crystals will take you home. But…how? I never understood what it is you see in there. What happened just now, between you and Jamie?”
Jack couldn’t help but smile. “Turns out we’re related after all,” he said. “Distantly, but still.”
Hiccup’s brows knitted together. “I mean, that’s the least surprising thing you’ve told me this far, but…how do you know what you see is true?”
“Because the visions are scenes from our lives. Mostly anyway. They’re not just conjured from our imaginations. They…move us through time. Through important moments.” He glanced at Hiccup, wondering if that was enough to clue him in on the whole time-traveling thing. But Hiccup was no longer paying attention, eyes fixed on something ahead of them. Jack followed his gaze.
They’d come to the peak of a hill. Below them was a valley, surrounded by tall white cliffs and dotted with patches of forest. Above them, it looked as if a tornado were about to form, the silvery clouds swirling languidly. Even without the Snow Queen’s mark, and even without Hiccup’s special ability to recognize the hum of magic, anyone could tell this was the spot the Snow Queen had decided to bring about their last showdown.
“She’s here,” Jack whispered. “She’s trying to intimidate us.”
“She’s doing a good job,” Hiccup murmured back.
“Hiccup.” Jack turned to him, but again the words seemed to get stuck in his throat. He took a shaky breath. “The goddess – she made me understand how to defeat the Snow Queen. But I have to do it alone.”
Hiccup’s eyes became as stormy as the sky overhead. “Absolutely not,” he said.
Jack stared back at him. “It’s the only way.”
“Says who?”
“Says—the gods, apparently! But I guess you’re too stubborn to bend even to your own gods’ wills,” Jack said, and couldn’t stop the laugh that bubbled out of him at that thought. Judging by Hiccup’s determined expression, he’d hit the nail on the head. “I know what I’m doing now, Hiccup. After this, it’ll all be over.”
Hiccup’s lips parted. He took a step forward and put his hands on Jack’s shoulders. “You don’t get to sacrifice yourself,” he said in a voice that was suddenly sharp with emotion. “I don’t care – there has to be another—”
“No! No,” Jack quickly said. He hesitantly put his hand on Hiccup’s. “Nobody is going to die. We’ll see…” His voice broke slightly, panic spiking in his chest before he quickly forced it back down. He squeezed Hiccup fingers before gently moving his hand away, and then the other. “W-we’ll see each other again. You just have to believe in me.”
Hiccup slowly lowered his arms but held onto one of Jack’s hands. Fear glimmered in his eyes. “Then why…” he started, voice weak. “Why does it feel like you’re saying goodbye right now?”
Jack could feel it too, and he was glad Hiccup was able to put it into words; it meant at least a part of him understood. In a way, Jack was saying goodbye. At least Jackson Overland was.
“You’re one of the cleverest people I’ve ever known,” Jack said, squeezing Hiccup’s hand again. “You just have to keep your eyes open. You get it, don’t you?”
Hiccup’s Adam’s apple bobbed. “Do I?” he asked feebly.
Jack didn’t try to stop the smile growing on his face. Along his cheek, neck and shoulder, the cold was quickly becoming unbearable. He looked down at their intertwined fingers. Both their hands were trembling, but still holding on.
“There’s just one thing I have to do first,” Jack said.
Hiccup’s brows twitched in confusion when Jack took another step closer to him. If he made another face when Jack kissed him, Jack didn’t know; he’d closed his eyes.
The kiss lasted only for a moment before Jack pulled back. He forced himself to open his eyes. Hiccup’s lips were parted in shock. He looked more like Jack had slapped him than anything. Jack didn’t know what to say either.
“How…” Hiccup started, even weaker. “How long?”
Jack felt as though he was about to pass out. A weird shaky laugh escaped him, and he had to avert his eyes. “I think I…I’ve known for a while. Sort of,” he said. “Just didn’t realize, I mean…” He paused again, swallowing with difficulty. He glanced at Hiccup. “I was afraid of putting the pieces together. That I would ruin everything we—we had.”
Hiccup’s hand was still holding Jack’s, but he looked like he wasn’t even aware of it. “What we had?”
“I always knew our time was limited,” Jack said. “The thought of getting something only to lose it again terrified me. So I didn’t think about the details. I just thought, wow, this—this Hiccup-guy is really…I really…” He trailed off, staring at his feet. He still wasn’t very good at the whole conversation-business. Especially not these conversations. “I…I really love him. And that was it, really. It didn’t matter how. I just did. I just do.”
He slowly looked up again, afraid that he really had ruined everything, but when he did, Hiccup had his eyes closed. There was a tiny smile on his face.
“Sorry for being so dense,” Jack added. “But I get it now. I, um…hope you don’t mind.”
Hiccup suddenly laughed. “Mind?” he repeated. Finally, he opened his eyes. “You really are dense.”
Jack frowned. He opened his mouth to retaliate, but Hiccup kissed him before he could. He felt his hand on the side of his face, warm against the singeing cold of the Snow Queen’s mark. Jack couldn’t stop the laugh that bubbled out of him; somehow, out of everything that had happened the past months, this felt the most unreal.
Hiccup pulled back, but kept his hand on Jack’s cheek, pressing their foreheads together. He opened his mouth as if to say something, but just then, a pulsation made the air around them tremble. They broke apart and turned to the valley.
“I have to go,” Jack said, but grabbed Hiccup’s hand again. Desperation made his mind spin. “Remember what I said. You have to believe in me. Keep your eyes open. I know how to end this, just…please wait for me here.”
Hiccup’s eyes blazed. He looked like he wanted to argue, his hand tight around Jack’s. “I trust you,” he said, and the way he said it almost made it sound like a threat. “Come back from this.”
“I will,” Jack said. “I promise I will.”
And he pulled out of Hiccup’s grip. It was with obvious difficulty that Hiccup let him go. Jack just smiled, before turning around and walking with confident steps down into the valley.
The wind picked up as he approached the forest. Snow started falling from the sky, whipping against Jack’s face and hands and feet. It swirled around him in an unnatural way.
“That was sweet,” the Snow Queen’s voice sounded, drifting in between the trees along with the howling of the wind. “Long overdue, I take it. Are you sure you want to leave him there, unprotected?”
“He’s not unprotected,” Jack replied and kept walking. Behind him, the hill leading up to Hiccup disappeared behind the canopy. “You could try to go after him. I wouldn’t advice it, though.”
The wind whistled, shaking the trees as if they were laughing. “What a transformation,” Snow cooed. “You weren’t this foolhardy just a few hours ago. What changed?”
“I’ll show you,” Jack said. “Do you want to see?”
He came to a stop, feeling like he’d reached the point where the Snow Queen’s power was the strongest. The forest was thick around him, blocking out the moonlight. Snow’s mark was so cold it felt hot.
With a last show of swirling snowflakes, the Snow Queen materialized a few meters away from Jack. Though she was a master at keeping her face impassive, there was a new light in her eyes now. Not just fear – panic.
“You will not take this away from me,” she said. “Winter is my kingdom.”
Jack took a step towards her. “It was never yours,” he said. “It doesn’t belong to anyone. I’m going to warn you one last time – we don’t have to do this.”
The Snow Queen’s eyes flashed white. “Arrogant boy,” she hissed.
The ground erupted like a volcano. Jack felt himself get flung into the air, and his mind blanked. All he saw was white, and all he felt was cold. Cold, everywhere, all around him, inside him, rocketing through his veins like electricity. The wind howled like a beast. Or was it Jack that was howling?
It felt as if he took a breath for the first time in months. The world was mapped out around him, calling to him from every direction. The wind enveloped him, and he was weightless. The world came back into view just as he landed softly in the snow. Around them, the trees bent under the pressure, creating a huge, perfectly round clearing.
Jack looked at this staff. Frost climbed along the bark. He looked up.
The Snow Queen stood there, staring. She shook her head. “How?” she whispered.
She looked so afraid, Jack almost felt sorry for her. Almost. He took a step forward and bowed, not once breaking eye contact. “Your Majesty,” he said. “My name is Jack Frost. I’m a good liar, but I’m afraid, to you, I was always telling the truth.”
The fear in the Snow Queen’s face rapidly turned to stony fury. Jack thought she would say something – after their lengthy conversation earlier, one would’ve thought their relationship had moved past the awkward silence. But no. She threw her hand out, and a wave of ice and snow shot towards Jack.
Winter spirit or not, Jack doubted getting a face-full of that would be comfortable. He jumped out of the way, and with a yelp felt the wind pick him up. He swirled into the air, much like the first time he’d gotten acquainted with the wind, and somersaulted a few times before remembering how to keep his balance. A delighted laugh erupted from his chest; he’d forgotten how exhilarating it was to be Jack Frost.
The forest stretched out around him. The mountains weren’t as imposing as they had been just moments ago. If Hiccup still stood at the hilltop, Jack couldn’t see him; the snowfall was too thick.
The Snow Queen materialized in the air, blending almost seamlessly into the blizzard like some kind of terrible specter. Her cloak and the wispy fabric of her dress defied the strong wind, billowing softly as if in slow-motion. She made to lunge at Jack, and as she did, she dispersed into snowflakes and rematerialized into an eagle. Jack shot out of the way, and she disappeared into the storm. He whirled around but she was completely gone.
Jack closed his eyes, trying to calm the storm, but it was the Snow Queen’s will against his own; she had created this storm, and so fighting it would only make it worse. He opened his eyes again just as a flash of white shot towards him and hit him in the chest. The collision sent him rocketing towards the ground. He registered hitting several branches on the way down. He landed on his back with a wheeze and a curse.
He didn’t get a break. Something shimmered in the air above him, and he quickly rolled to the side before he could get impaled by a giant icicle. He jumped to his feet and shot back into the sky.
“Snow!” he yelled. “I don’t want to fight you!”
“Liar,” came the Snow Queen’s voice, just behind him.
Jack whirled around, but it felt as if a blanket of pure wind was being wrapped around him, restraining him. He fought against it, but before he managed to break free, the Snow Queen grabbed him and hurtled them both towards the ground. So much for being an untouchable ice queen; evidently, she wasn’t afraid to take things to a physical level.
Again, Jack hit the ground, and the world spun. He broke free of the wind straight-jacket and managed to swing his staff before another knife-sharp icicle could hit him. The icicle split in two and barely missed. He looked around for the Snow Queen, but only spotted her the moment she materialized out of thin air and pinned him to the ground.
Her frightened, slightly feral expression almost made her look like a child. Jack could see the girl who had been buried under the snow in there. But her words didn’t match her appearance:
“You’ve bested me once,” she said, “but that doesn’t help you. I can kill you now. It’s the only way.”
Her hands clamped around Jack’s wrists, sending bolts of pain down his arms to his chest. He let out a strangled cry. A triumphant little smile began to grow on Snow’s face. As Jack’s mind began to cloud over, he realized there was no way to make her understand. At least not while she was this powerful. He needed to fight back.
A part of him was still scared – the part of him that hadn’t quite caught up with the fact that he was Jack Frost again. But he was starting to remember. He’d shot Pitch out of the sky; he’d created blizzards; he’d frozen an ocean even when his powers were at their weakest; he could put a spirit with a superiority complex in her place.
His mind expanded to the clouds, and the sky flashed. A cry teared through him, and it was as if the air itself turned to ice.
The Snow Queen cried out, the force of Jack’s magic catapulting her into a tree trunk. When she hit the ground, she was quick to push herself up, but her arms shook with the strain. Her eyes were back to their normal blue. She looked astonished, but her attention was torn away from Jack when a rumble sounded from the mountain above them. She made a quiet whimpering noise.
“You think you’re clever, don’t you?” she asked, venom in her voice.
Jack didn’t understand what she was talking about before he followed her gaze. A wave of white was thundering down the mountainside, straight towards them.
“Oh no,” Jack said. “I didn’t mean—”
The Snow Queen turned into a mini-blizzard and rushed towards him. In the next second, it felt as if he’d been hit by a giant baseball bat, launching him back up into the sky. Jack called on the wind and he shot out of the Snow Queen’s course. He closed his eyes and extended his senses, as if he were inhabiting the countless snowflakes drifting with the wind. He could feel Snow’s presence, shooting through those snowflakes, invisible. With a furious cry, he swung his staff, finally letting go of the last of his restraints; ice and electricity exploded like fireworks around him.
The Snow Queen appeared in the air, holding her arms in front of her face. Jack’s magic collided against some protective field, but it was clear she was struggling.
Beneath them, the avalanche thundered into the valley like a tidal wave, dragging with it boulders and trees, threatening to bury the forest completely. Above them, the clouds swirled faster than ever, flickering with lightning. Electricity made the air vibrate.
Jack flung his staff, sending a spark of bright blue at Snow. She flurried away and caught Jack off guard by appearing right in front of him, wrestling him. He realized a moment too late what she was doing: she tugged the satchel off its belt.
“No!” Jack yelled, grabbing Snow’s wrist. The contact felt like two opposing magnets meeting, flinging them away from each other – but Snow still held the satchel.
For a horrifying moment, Jack wondered what would happen if he let her keep it. Obviously, she sensed he needed it. If he happened to ‘lose’ the crystals, they wouldn’t have any other choice but to stay. It was sickening, how tempting it was.
But the thought of Jamie never seeing his mother, sister and grandma again was even worse. The corners of Jack’s vision darkened with anger. He raised his staff and felt the sheer power of the blizzard get sucked into it, before it all shot towards the Snow Queen in the form of a thunderstorm.
Maybe it was a bit of an overreaction. But it worked.
When the whiteout cleared, Jack couldn’t see the Snow Queen nor the satchel. He decided he’d be able to locate the latter later, but he could still feel Snow’s aura, somewhere on the ground. He flew towards it, and found her leaned against a tree, clutching her stomach as if she were bleeding out. Jack landed a few meters away from her, and she looked up. As she did, her legs went out beneath her, and she slid against the tree trunk.
Jack lowered his staff. “Your reign is over, Snow,” he told her. “Stop fighting.”
Snow’s face had never been as open as it was now. It showed every bit of her shock, anger, fear – and bitter amusement.
“You’re unstable,” she told him. “There’s a weakness inside of you.”
“Okay,” Jack said. “I still beat you, though.”
Snow made a soft noise that might’ve been a laugh, or something along those lines. “But you feel it, don’t you? You must.” She tilted her head to the side, looking at him as if she could see right into his mind. “You could be even more powerful than this.”
“If this is your villainous ‘love makes you weak’-speech, you can spare it,” Jack told her.
Snow turned her gaze to the sky, as if she were caught by a sudden daydream. “Love,” she repeated flatly. “There’s that too, I suppose. Are you going to kill me, Jack Frost?”
His face must’ve told her the answer. Her lips quirked upwards.
“I thought so.”
“I’ll do what I have to do,” Jack said. “But there are other ways. I don’t need to kill you.”
“Then there’s always the chance I’ll break free of whatever prison you put me in,” Snow said.
“Do you want me to kill you?” Jack asked, resisting the urge to roll his eyes. “You said it yourself. We aren’t the same. You see winter as something deadly and merciless. I choose to see the life in it.”
What little there was of humor in Snow’s face disappeared. “How noble,” she said. “Let’s see how long you last.”
Jack frowned. “What—”
Pain flared down the side of his body, making him spasm and fall to his knees. Then, as soon as it had begun, it stopped. He looked up just in time to see the Snow Queen beginning to disperse into snowflakes.
“You should’ve finished me off, Jack,” she cooed.
“No!” Jack yelled, but it was too late. She was already gone.
Jack touched the side of his face. He couldn’t feel the Snow Queen’s mark. For some reason he’d just assumed it would disappear once he became Jack Frost, but it seemed that wasn’t true. Or maybe the Snow Queen had just used the last remains of her power over him to make her escape. Either way, the pain was gone now – hopefully for good.
And as the pain subsided, as did the storm.
Jack became acutely aware of the sudden calm. The wind was still. It had stopped snowing. In the sky, the clouds were already beginning to part, letting down beams of moonlight.
Then a horrible sound cut through the silence.
“Jack!” Hiccup’s voice echoed through the valley. His voice was ragged with panic. “Jack! Jack, please…!”
Jack kicked off the ground and flew over what was left of the forest. Hiccup was sprinting down the hill, stumbling and falling but never slowing down. He kept crying Jack’s name, begging for any kind of response. It took a moment before Jack remembered there had just been an avalanche. Hiccup had to think he was dead.
“Hiccup!” Jack yelled.
Hiccup didn’t seem to hear him. He ran into the forest, sometimes digging through the snow in random places, as if he would’ve been able to find Jack’s buried body that way. “No, no, no,” Jack heard him whimper. “No, please, no…!”
Jack landed nearby. There was a hollowness expanding in his chest.
“Hiccup,” he tried again.
Hiccup did not hear him. As he continued crying out Jack’s name, never once laying his eyes on him, everything began to feel very, very far away. Hiccup’s voice turned muffled, as if Jack really were buried under hundreds of pounds of snow. Jack found himself following Hiccup on foot, until Hiccup eventually collapsed and buried his face in his hands.
Jack almost couldn’t bear it. He walked around Hiccup, kneeling in front of him as Hiccup let out a gut-wrenching sob. He’d never seen him cry before.
“Hiccup,” Jack tried again. “Please look up. You…”
His voice failed him when Hiccup didn’t respond. All Hiccup did was give a furious howl, thrashing at the snow. He bent over again and raked his fingers through his hair, tugging at it, while rocking back and forth.
It started to snow. The feeling of the flakes against his hands must’ve roused Hiccup from his grief, because he looked up, something between hope and alarm in his bright, bloodshot eyes. He looked around, his body quaking with tiny gasps. And then his eyes fixed on Jack.
…At least, that’s what Jack thought, for just a moment. But then Hiccup shakily got to his feet and stumbled forward – passing through Jack like a ghost.
The last bit of hope that this could just be some cruel joke went up in smoke. Jack brought his hands to his chest, staring blankly at the spot Hiccup had just been sitting.
I thought you understood, Jack wanted to say. But what was the point?
The snowfall got thicker, but Jack couldn’t get it to stop. In that moment, there wasn’t a single part of him that wanted to even try. The universe narrowed down to just this – this disappointment, this grief…this gruesome, familiar loneliness.
The sound of a body falling into the snow was what finally pushed Jack to move. He turned around, and his heart tried exiting through his throat.
“Hiccup,” he hissed. “Idiot!”
Because what Hiccup had put his eyes on was apparently Jack’s satchel, and for some reason, he had thought it a good idea to take the quest for crystal pieces into his own hands. On top of that, he had also ignored his own advice about sitting down before touching the crystal, and was now lying sprawled in the snow with one hand buried in the satchel.
Jack didn’t even know the crystal was energized, but he guessed that it was his own magic that had done it this time. He groaned, hurrying over to Hiccup.
At least, now that he was unconscious, Jack could touch him. It didn’t make him feel much better, but he moved him to a more comfortable position, under a tree. He took the satchel, and for a few seconds, just sat there, holding Hiccup’s limp hand in his own. He had to go after him, of course, into the vision. And after that…
Jack held back a pathetic whimper. This wasn’t the time. He had to act quickly, before Hiccup got lost in the vision.
He sat down at the other side of the tree, took a deep breath, and put his hand into the satchel.
It only took him a second to recognize the time and place.
He’d been in the forest before, both in life and in a vision. He’d appeared in almost the same spot as when he saw Emily with her son, Jack. He wasn’t sure exactly how he figured it out so quickly. Maybe it was something about the temperature – cold, but not biting. Or maybe it was the light. It was close to sundown.
“Jack!”
He’d almost forgotten that Jamie wasn’t with him this time. And it wasn’t Emily’s voice saying his name, though Jack knew she would soon. It was Hiccup. Jack turned around and saw him stumbling through the woods, towards the frozen pond.
“Hiccup, don’t…!” he started, before remembering it was futile. He hurried after him, kicking off the ground and floating up to his side.
Though he thought he knew where and when he was, the sight of the pond still made his stomach threaten to turn itself inside out. His body froze when he saw Emily and himself – Emily, standing in the middle of a spiderweb of cracks in the ice, and Jackson Overland, standing barefoot a couple of meters away from her, speaking in a soft, reassuring tone.
From the moment Jack realized the crystals showed them scenes from their past, he’d been scared this would happen. At the same time, he couldn’t say he was surprised. It seemed inevitable. The crystals brought them back to significant moments in their lives. What was more significant than his own death?
“Jack!” Hiccup tried again. He started staggering down towards the pond. “Hold on, you—”
“Jack,” Emily said. Of course, neither she nor Jackson showed any sign that they’d heard Hiccup. “I’m scared.”
Hiccup stopped. He blinked, then waved his hand, trying to catch Jackson’s attention. He stood in a position where, if he really had been there, there was no way Jackson wouldn’t have spotted him. But Jackson continued to look at his sister, taking a tentative step towards her. Cracks started appearing beneath him as well.
“I know, I know,” he said, hiding his fear behind a smile. “But you’re gonna be alright. You’re not gonna fall in.”
Jack – present Jack – stood by Hiccup’s side. He wanted to look away and cover his ears. But he couldn’t. He watched the scene unfold. Beside him, Hiccup looked down at his hands, as if checking that he was still there. He looked up when Jackson announced they would have some fun instead.
“Emily,” Hiccup murmured, his brows furrowed. “Jack, you said…This doesn’t make any sense.”
Jack vaguely remembered telling Hiccup that Emily had passed before Jamie was born, which would be eleven years ago. That would put Jackson at six years old. He definitely didn’t look six years old here.
Emily’s voice trembled with fear. Jack knew the conversation by heart, even after all this time, even after not knowing it for three centuries. And yet, hearing it and seeing it from this helpless position was almost worse. There was nothing he could do but watch and let it happen.
“You have to believe in me,” Jackson said.
Jack sat down, bringing his knees up to his chest. Hiccup remained standing, his posture stiff with shock and confusion.
“You wanna play a game?” Jackson asked. “We’re gonna play hopscotch! Like we play every day. I-It’s as easy as…” He took a step towards the wooden staff lying inconspicuously on the ice a couple of meters away from him. Jack wondered what would’ve happened if Emily hadn’t found it in the forest earlier and decided to bring it with her. “...one…” Jackson concealed his wince behind an over-the-top show of losing his balance.
Emily laughed. Despite it all, Jack felt himself smile.
“Two,” Jackson said, then nimbly leapt towards the staff. “Three!”
He picked the staff up and carefully pointed it at Emily.
“Alright. Now it’s your turn.”
Emily inched forward.
“One,” Jackson murmured. “That’s it, that’s it…Two…”
The ice creaked dangerously beneath Emily. Hiccup took a step forward but seemed to realize that even if he’d actually been present, there was no way he’d be able to help. He brought his hands to his chest, wringing them and shaking his head in disbelief.
“Three!”
In the next moment, Jackson and Emily had swapped places. Emily slid across the ice and looked up, unharmed. Jackson sat up, and seeing this, his face broke into a relieved smile. Jack wanted to yell at him not to stand up, but he remembered where his thoughts had been: Emily was safe. The fact that he was the one in danger now hadn’t even crossed his mind. Jackson began to stand.
“No!” Hiccup yelled when it happened. He stumbled down to the pond, but stopped at the edge, pressing his hands over his mouth. Jack tried not to imagine how horrible it had to be for him, seeing Jack die twice in a day, without any way to stop it.
“Jack!” Emily shrieked. And then she screamed, and Jack found himself standing up. This part was unfamiliar to him. “No! No!”
It was unbearable. First Hiccup, and now Emily, screaming his name, begging him to miraculously come back. Emily had always thought him invincible. But he wasn’t going to resurface – not in a while, anyway.
As Emily wailed, her voice echoing through the calm winter air, Jack’s knees gave away beneath him. He crumpled against a tree, whispering apologies. He didn’t want to see this. He already knew he’d left her behind. He already knew how much she would be hurting after this. It was too much – and yet he couldn’t close his eyes.
Eventually, Emily managed to push herself away from the gap in the ice. She pulled off her ice skates and ran, back towards the house. Jack didn’t even realize what he was doing before he had pushed off the ground.
The next moments passed in a haze. Emily burst through the front door of their house and ran into their mother’s arms. She wasn’t able to form any words, but Jack’s mom understood anyway. Her face went pale, and when realization and despair made it to her eyes, Jack still couldn’t make himself look away. He watched how she told Emily to stay in the house, cradling her face desperately, before running out the door as if there were still a chance of saving her son. Emily sank to the floor, letting out a guttural sob.
Jack had long forgotten why he was there. It was hard remembering that Emily couldn’t see or hear him. It was hard accepting it. He couldn’t just stand there while she cried – he had to tell her, somehow, that he was okay. And that she would be okay.
“Emily,” he said, kneeling in front of her. His voice came out as a broken whisper. “I’m so sorry. I’m…”
He touched the floorboards, and tiny specks of frost appeared around his hand. But that was impossible, wasn’t it? He’d never been able to interact with anything in these visions before.
He looked up at the ceiling. He closed his eyes. A moment later, a small snowflake touched his nose. Emily gave a quiet gasp, and he opened his eyes.
The snowfall wasn’t much. Not like it had been in Jamie’s bedroom. But it was still there, and still just as impossible. Emily’s mouth hung open, briefly distracted from her grief. She let out an incredulous whimper.
“I’m here, Emily,” Jack said. He reached out to her. “I’m right here.”
His hand brushed over Emily’s, and her eyes snapped down to it. Her brows twitched as she looked around the room, hazel eyes wide with wonder and disbelief – or maybe it was more like belief.
“What…” she whispered. “How?”
Jack was smiling now. He thought he might be crying too. “It’s not all bad,” he told her. “Everything turns out well in the end. Believe me.”
Emily’s breath hitched. “Jack?”
She didn’t look at him, and she didn’t act like she’d heard him either, but there was something in her voice. She sounded so certain.
“Yes,” Jack said, leaning closer to her. “I’m here.”
Emily’s eyes widened. The ghost of a smile played just at the corners of her lips. “You…” she breathed. A couple of tears trickled down her cheeks. “It’s you…isn’t it?”
“Yes,” Jack said again, raising his voice in his excitement.
Emily held up a hand. Her fingers were shaking. Jack was almost afraid as he raised his own hand and ever so carefully brushed his fingers against hers. He still passed through her, but Emily gasped. She made a noise somewhere between a laugh and a sob.
Jack laughed too. “There you go,” he cheered. “I’m not gone, you see. I’ll always be there. Remember that.”
Emily’s face contorted, new tears spilling over. “I love you,” she sobbed. “Jack—”
She didn’t get any further. At least Jack didn’t hear anything more, but even as the vision dissolved, Jack thought he understood something now that he hadn’t before – why he’d been so powerful, even when no one believed in him.
It was Emily. Always Emily, and her spirit, shining through everyone that came after her.
Hiccup didn’t know how long he sat there.
The ice was solid where he’d sunk to his knees, but he could clearly see the hole, not that far away from him. Emily had left, and her cries still echoed in Hiccup’s head. Humans weren’t made to hear such grief, he thought. Especially not from a child.
At some point after, a woman had showed up. Hiccup turned his eyes away as she also crumpled by the edge of the pond. Jack’s mother. It wasn’t a far-fetched guess; both her children had taken after her.
Eventually, the woman left as well. There was nothing she could do. At that point, the sun had begun to set, casting a pinkish glow over the frozen pond. Hiccup could no longer remember how he’d gotten here. It was like walking into a room and then realizing he had no idea what he’d intended to do in there, except…he was having trouble recalling even who he was. He had a weird feeling he was intruding, but he didn’t know how.
The only thing he knew with absolute clarity was that he’d just watched his friend die.
The light of the sunset caught something glimmering near the edge of the pond. Hiccup thought it was only a shard of ice at first, but when he looked closer at it, he realized it was blue and…almost glowing.
Something stirred in the back of Hiccup’s mind. He got to his feet.
The crystal, he thought. You have to collect them. Jack and Jamie need them to get home.
Jack and Jamie. Hiccup’s heart sped up. His mind felt as if it was being unraveled and pieced together at the same time. Everything Jack had told him – had it all been lies? He refused to believe that. Even when things didn’t add up, Jack had always seemed sincere.
Hiccup walked around the frozen pond until he reached the crystal. He stared at it, his thoughts becoming clearer by the second. Simultaneously, he was becoming more confused.
He looked one last time at the hole in the ice. “Who are you,” he murmured, “Jack?”
He reached down and picked up the crystal, and the world went abruptly dark. In the next moment, he sat up with a gasp. He shuddered, looking around. He was back in the valley – what had just happened? That vision…Jack had told him they were moments from his and Jamie’s lives. But that was impossible. It had to be impossible.
He became aware that his fist was closed around something. He already knew what it was, but he was still reluctant to look. The crystal he’d found in the vision shimmered faintly in the moonlight, solid and real.
He stared at it.
His thoughts were racing so fast, it was nearly painful. It felt as if several moments from these past months were playing in his head at the same time.
He remembered those first days – how strange Jack had seemed to him, how unaccustomed he’d been to other people. He remembered how reluctant Jack had been to open up. The distance he’d put between himself and everyone else.
He remembered Jack’s yearning for the sky, despite having never even seen a dragon before. He remembered how fearless he’d been during their first flight together, as if he’d been born to fly. As if he’d done it a thousand times before.
He remembered Jack defending magic and spirits so fiercely. The anger in his eyes when Hiccup said they were less than alive. But it hadn’t just been anger…he had looked hurt too. He had looked scared.
He remembered flying with Toothless, the day after Jack and Jamie’s mysterious arrival. He remembered wondering how they’d survived the blizzard. The word demigod had popped into his head. Even then, he’d known there was something weird going on.
He remembered the moment Jack had told him the Snow Queen thought he had something that belonged to her. He remembered how confused he, Hiccup, was over the fact that the infamous Snow Queen could feel threatened by someone as harmless as Jack.
He remembered the Snow Queen whispering to him, as if she were telling him a secret: “He is not what you think he is. Remember that.”
He remembered the snowball fight.
He remembered dreaming about a frozen sea, and bright, blue eyes.
He remembered the Snow Queen and Jack’s conversation, and the accusation in Jack’s voice: “It took everything from me too. But it didn’t turn me into what you’ve become.”
He remembered his and Jack’s conversation as they worked their way through Idun’s special mead – how Jack had seemed so distant and skittish, almost like he’d been in the very beginning. He’d told Hiccup he thought he was going to face his Red Death all over again. Jack was scared of water, but somehow Hiccup could tell that wasn’t what he meant. Jack feared isolation; wherever he was going, he thought he might end up alone again.
He remembered the past hours – how there was no way Jack could’ve survived being dropped in a pool of freezing water, and then fly for hours through the cold night. And yet he had.
He remembered, so long ago now, sitting around a table in the Great Hall. He remembered admiring how good Jack was with kids, and how Hiccup never would have had dinner with Brant and the others if it weren’t for him and Jamie. He remembered being amused by Jamie’s belief in the Snow Queen – and then another name: Jokul Frosti.
He remembered a drunken Jack, mumbling something about a nickname he’d used to have: “Not sure if I’m him anymore. I’m not sure if I ever will be.”
Hiccup closed his hand around the crystal. All this time he’d gone wondering what Jack’s deal was, and he’d had the answer all along. That vision – whatever it was – was merely the last straw. He couldn’t explain it away anymore. He didn’t want to explain it away.
“Jokul Frosti,” he mouthed. “Jack Frost.”
Just then, there was a noise behind him. It was so faint, Hiccup couldn’t tell what it was at first. Then it came again, and he realized it was the sound of someone sniffling. Slowly, he turned around.
Jack was sitting a couple of meters away from him, staring vacantly at the ground. At least he thought it was Jack. His hair was…unquestionably different. At least white looked good on him. His clothes were the same – no shoes, of course – except there was frost on his shoulders and sleeves. And he was holding his staff, as he always did.
Hiccup thought his inner voice acted a lot calmer than he felt right now. It took him several tries before he managed to find his actual voice.
“Jack?”
Jack started, his eyes snapping to Hiccup. They were blue. For some reason, this wasn’t as surprising as it maybe should have been. After all, Hiccup felt as if he’d seen them blue before. He stared at Hiccup, as if he were the one who’d just survived an avalanche and come out of it looking like that. Jack’s lower lip trembled.
“Can you…see—”
He didn’t get any further. Hiccup scrambled forwards and tackled him in a hug. Jack made a choked noise, but Hiccup didn’t pay it any mind. In the midst of his relief, he didn’t even have it in him to consider the weirdness of the situation. What Jack was – it didn’t matter, did it? As long as he was alive.
“How…” Jack started, his voice thick with emotion. “You couldn’t see me. How did you—”
Hiccup pulled back. Jack’s eyes were bloodshot, and Hiccup didn’t doubt his own were as well. When Jack’s breath hitched, the surprise in his face the same as the first time they’d spoken together, Hiccup couldn’t help but grin. Everything was just falling into place so suddenly.
He put a hand carefully on Jack’s cheek, reveling in the way Jack’s eyes widened in response to the touch; it really was him. “I think I’ve known for a while,” he said, echoing Jack’s words from earlier. “But I think I was afraid of putting the pieces together too. I…” He trailed off, his eyes going up to Jack’s white hair and back to his blue eyes.
Jack, whose face had been bright with incredulous joy a second earlier, pressed his lips together. His whole body seemed to shrink. He opened his mouth, but didn’t immediately speak. “…Is it weird?” he asked, with a vulnerability Hiccup hadn’t seen in him since their midnight outing.
Hiccup reluctantly let his hand fall. He couldn’t say that it wasn’t. He thought for a moment about Jack’s hazel eyes, wondering if he would miss them. Maybe a part of him would. But another part of him – the part that had silently been preparing for this moment without telling the other parts – had a hard time caring about it.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Hiccup asked.
Jack glanced up at him. “I…I wanted to,” he said. “I tried telling you. Several times, but…” His voice wavered. “I was too scared.”
And he was still scared. The realization felt like a heap of iron in Hiccup’s chest. Hesitantly, he reached out and took Jack’s hand.
“I’ve said some terrible things, haven’t I?”
Jack squeezed his hand. “You didn’t mean to.”
“I’m not scared,” Hiccup said. Jack searched his expression, so he just smiled and shook his head. “I could never be scared of you. You’re not exactly intimidating.”
Jack laughed, and it was just more proof that this really was exactly the same boy that had kissed Hiccup on the top of that hill. “Wow. Thank you,” he said. He opened his mouth as if to say something more, but instead just smiled, shaking his head. His eyes were tear rimmed. “I thought I’d lost you,” he whispered.
Hiccup laughed hoarsely. “Says you,” he said.
“I’m so sorry.”
Hiccup kissed him.
It took a moment before Jack tentatively returned the kiss. Obviously, this was new to him. Hiccup never thought he’d meet someone less experienced at kissing than himself, but here they were. He smiled, and the movement made Jack laugh. They pulled apart, and Hiccup brushed a tear off Jack’s cheek.
Jack’s smile wavered. “You saw that,” he said quietly. “The vision. My…”
“Oh,” Hiccup breathed. He brushed his thumb over the back of Jack’s hand. “Yes, I…I guess that explains why you talked so calmly about…death and stuff.” He grimaced at his eloquent choice of words. “I—I’m sorry. It was—I didn’t really understand what I was seeing. I’m not even sure if I understand it now.”
“I told you,” Jack said with a feeble shrug. “The visions are true.”
Hiccup looked up at him. “So then…”
“I can tell you everything,” Jack said. His voice was getting steadier, but there was still a fearful lilt to his voice. “I mean, you already know the worst part. Winter spirit, and all…”
“I thought you’d say that the fact you died is the worst part,” Hiccup said. “So, you’re some kind of magical spirit. At least now I have an answer for why you hate shoes so much. I—I think? Actually, I still don’t understand that part.”
Jack’s head fell back with a laugh. “Why is that the part you’re hung up on?”
“First impressions last, I guess,” Hiccup said. He was beginning to laugh as well. Jack’s joy had always been infectious. “Are you going to tell me why you threw my old boots into a fire? I—Oh, gods.” He stared at Jack.
Jack looked a bit alarmed. “What?”
“Jack,” Hiccup said, sitting back and giving him an inquisitive look. “Answer me honestly on this one. Did it take an encounter with an actual real-life goddess of love to make you figure out your own feelings?”
The look Jack sent him said yes. “How did you…”
Hiccup laughed incredulously. “Falcon feathers,” he said. “It’s said that the goddess…Freya…” It was a bit hard saying the name. That would mean admitting that it had actually happened, and that Jack’s head really was made of air. “…wears a cloak made of falcon feathers.”
Jack looked embarrassed. “Enough about that,” he decided. “So I met a goddess. Big deal. Whatever, right? We’ve met—Oh no.”
It was Hiccup’s turn to be alarmed. Jack suddenly got to his feet.
“The Snow Queen,” he said. “She’s not gone.”
Hiccup got to his feet as well. “What was all this about, then?” he asked, gesturing at the remnants of the forest around them. Thinking back at the storm now, he got chills. He’d thought it was the beginning of devastating winter. Turns out, the snow must’ve been a result of Jack’s and the Snow Queen’s powers clashing.
To imagine Jack could withstand that, or even create that…maybe he could be a little intimidating. Not that it mattered. Hiccup’s best friend was a Night Fury; he’d be lying if he said he wasn’t intimidated by Toothless too sometimes. Not to mention Astrid.
“I had her,” Jack said, turning his gaze to the forest. “I could’ve beaten her, but…I keep thinking there is a way to change her mind. I don’t…I don’t want to kill anyone.” He looked back at Hiccup, his eyes full of fear. “I think she’s heading towards Berk. That was her last promise.”
Hiccup swallowed. “What do we do?” he asked. “Don’t suppose Freya wants to give us a ride in her cat-chariot.”
“Cat-chariot? Nevermind.” Jack shook his head. “We have to get there before she does. I know I’m strong enough to beat her.”
“Jack,” Hiccup said, tilting his head to meet his eyes. “We don’t have a dragon.”
Jack blinked. “Oh, that’s what you meant,” he said. Then he smiled – a mischievous, secretive smile. “Hiccup,” he started. “Remember when you first offered to be my friend? How I jumped off that cliff?”
“Maybe don’t phrase it like that?” Hiccup suggested.
“Well, I already told you it wasn’t what you thought I was doing,” Jack said. “Now, with this new information, wanna take a wild guess on what I was actually attempting?”
Hiccup had a vague suspicion. He wasn’t keen on voicing it, though.
“I—I’m good,” he admitted. “Just tell me.”
Jack grinned.
Jamie was surprised by how warm he was during the entire flight to Berk. He guessed it had to do with the magic feather-cloak. He never wanted to take it off.
They’d landed right outside the Thorston hut, and Jamie banged on the door. “Ruff! Tuff!” he yelled, uncaring if he woke the entire village. “I need your help! Jack Frost needs your help! I’m serious!”
The door swung open, revealing a very disgruntled Ruffnut. “A lady needs her beauty sleep, kid,” she growled. “You better have a good reason to interrupt mine.”
Behind her, Tuffnut stood, but his eyes were closed, like he was sleepwalking. He muttered something incomprehensible. Jamie stepped into the hut and patted his cheek repeatedly, until he snorted and blinked his eyes open. “Wuh…?” he greeted.
“The Snow Queen is coming,” Jamie said. “Jack is getting his powers back. He is our only chance, or the Snow Queen is going to bring the worst devastating winter you have ever seen, but he needs to get stronger. We need to get people to believe in him!”
Ruffnut looked thoroughly unimpressed. “I hate to break it to you, but people don’t believe in anything this early in the morning,” she said. “Try again later, kiddo.”
“She’ll be here tomorrow!” Jamie protested, pushing the door back open when Ruffnut tried to close it. “You have to tell them to get ready. Tell them there’s an attack coming. Jack sent me here to warn you.”
“Sent you?” Tuffnut mumbled in a yawn. “We saw you just a few hours ago.”
Jamie glared at him. “Yes, and then Jack got kidnapped, and we went after him and I only just came back,” he said. “I’ve been flying for hours. Toothless is exhausted. Jack and Hiccup are still on Glacier Island, as far as I know, and Jack is my great-great-great -something-uncle!”
The last part came unexpected to all three of them.
Jamie raised his chin. “Do you want to die?” he asked curtly.
Ruffnut and Tuffnut exchanged looks.
“I’m gonna go with no,” Tuffnut replied slowly.
“Then trust me on this,” Jamie said. “If we get Berk to believe in Jack Frost, he can blast the Snow Queen to the Moon and beyond. But we have to act now.”
Tuffnut’s eyes suddenly blazed. “He still owes me an electric shock,” he said. “Come on, sister! We have a job to do!”
He marched out of the house, leaving Ruffnut in the doorway with a sour expression. She groaned. “Fine,” she said. “But if the Snow Queen asks me about the bags under my eyes, I’m blaming you.”
Jamie grinned. “I’ll go get my friends,” he said.
“And I thought riding a dragon was scary!” Hiccup shrieked. “Oh gods—This isn’t safe, Jack, oh f—”
“Language,” Jack scolded, squeezing Hiccup’s hand. His touch was cold, but Hiccup was gradually getting used to it. “This is perfectly safe. Just imagine you have your flight suit.”
“My flight suit isn’t safe either!”
The wind rippled through Hiccup’s hair. The only thing between him and the ocean rushing past below them was…well, nothing.
Jack laughed. “You’re supposed to be a master of the skies, Hiccup,” he said. “Enjoy it!”
Just then, a gust of wind took a hold of them, propelling them upwards. Hiccup wasn’t proud of the way he shrieked.
Scratch everything else that had happened ever since Jack came to Berk – this was wholeheartedly the weirdest thing he had ever taken part in. It was one thing believing that Jack could fly on his own, but a completely other thing actually experiencing it. Hiccup clutched Jack’s hand like his life depended on it – which, of course, it did.
“Sorry,” Jack said. “I’m not that familiar with the wind here. And I’m probably a bit tired after that fight.”
“There’s different winds in different places?” Hiccup asked, daring to glance up from the ocean to Jack flying serenely beside him. Gods, this was weird. He felt like he was dreaming. “How do you know if its friendly?”
“You don’t,” Jack said reassuringly. “Some wind sprites are friendly, some are more violent, just like the wind always is.”
Hiccup tried imagining this but decided he’d just accept it. He glanced behind himself, but Glacier Island was already long gone. Around them was only ocean.
“S-so,” he started, attempting to sound conversational. “How long have you been doing this exactly?”
Jack kept his gaze ahead, but Hiccup could see how nervous he looked at that question. “Promise you won’t freak out?” he asked in such a small voice, it was hard hearing him through the wind.
“I’m very freaked out right now, but it has nothing to do with you,” Hiccup said.
Jack sent him a lopsided smile. “I told you. Just hold onto me and you’re fine,” he said.
“I know, I know. Just getting used to it.”
Jack looked at him for a few more seconds. The shadows under his eyes already looked darker than usual, but they seemed to become even heavier. He looked ahead again. “I went under the ice when I was seventeen,” he said. “Then I spent 300 years as a spirit. Then…for all I know, I might be physically eighteen now, which is bizarre to me. I haven’t had a grow spurt since…” He glanced at Hiccup and got quiet.
Hiccup blinked. “That’s a long time,” he told him.
“Yep,” Jack agreed. His smile was sheepish. “I’d love to say it didn’t feel that long, but…”
“Is that what you’ve been talking about when you say ‘work’?” Hiccup asked. “What were you doing all that time?”
“Same as the Snow Queen, sort of,” Jack admitted. It felt as if he was challenging Hiccup’s ability to not freak out. Hiccup resolutely kept his head cool. “Except the Snow Queen sort of just boosts winter when it’s already in season. She doesn’t control it in the way I do. She brings devastating winter, and I bring…well, winter. And all the joy that comes with it.” He sent Hiccup half a smile before looking ahead again. “There are other winter sprites, of course, but I’m sort of…the boss.”
Hiccup snorted. “The boss?”
“Yeah. And you’re gonna be chief one day,” Jack said, an amused glint in his eyes. “We’re a good match. Don’t you think?”
Hiccup hated how warm his cheeks felt. “I guess so,” he murmured.
A few seconds of silence followed. Hiccup studied Jack as the other stared ahead. He seemed weary. Either the fight against the Snow Queen had left him exhausted, or the emotional toll was really doing a number on him.
“I’m not freaking out,” Hiccup told him.
Jack huffed. “I would, if I were you.”
“After all we’ve been through? I doubt it.” Hiccup squeezed his hand. “Tell me more. Like, how you got here in the first place. You said it was your—”
He didn’t get any further when another strong wind sent them rocketing downwards, so suddenly Hiccup’s stomach turned into a knot and held back what would otherwise have been a terrible scream. Jack tugged him closer and wrapped around him like a koala, and for a few seconds, they just barreled through the air, so quickly Hiccup lost all sense of how close they were to the water.
Then, just as suddenly, they were floating calmly again. Hiccup dared open his eyes, finding Jack’s face very close to his own.
“I’m a bit rusty in the flying department, I think,” Jack admitted with a sheepish chuckle. “But everything is under control.”
Hiccup became aware that his back was to the ocean, and Jack was more or less lying on his stomach, holding him up with both his arms and legs. Thankfully, he was used to Toothless’ hissy fits, so a few uncontrolled barrel rolls were no longer enough to make his last meal come back up. “Oh, good,” he said weakly. “How long will this take exactly?”
“Not sure,” Jack said, leisurely turning around in the air so that Hiccup was on top of him instead. “If I were alone, it could’ve taken minutes, but I won’t take my chances with a passenger. Thought we might take it a bit slow for your sake.”
“For my sake?” Hiccup blurted. “Are you aware of how fast Toothless is? He’s the fastest dragon there is!”
Jack raised his brows. “Why, if you want to go fast, you could’ve just said so,” he cooed, smirking. He suddenly turned them around again, and for a moment, Hiccup felt like he was falling – but then Jack gripped his hand and they were back in their previous position, side by side. “You sure you’re ready for that, though?”
Hiccup clicked his tongue. “Of course I am,” he lied. “It’ll be fun.”
Jack grinned. He came in a bit closer and, for some reason, tapped the tip of Hiccup’s nose. “As you wish,” he said. He turned his face to the sky and yelled: “Wind! Take us home!”
Hiccup wasn’t sure how the wind understood what Jack meant by ‘home’, but when it immediately started picking up, he could only hope that it did. In the next moment, the wind rushed up from underneath them. It felt like falling upwards. Hiccup expected to be terrified. Instead, once they burst through the cloud layer, he let out an exhilarated laugh.
“This is amazing!” he felt himself exclaim, but he could barely hear himself.
Jack laughed too. His hair and cloak fluttered wildly, the clouds below them flashing by in a blur of silver. He closed his eyes and stretched his arms out, holding his staff high, his chest expanding as he inhaled. “I know,” he replied. Then he grinned wickedly and tugged Hiccup closer. Hiccup yelped, but Jack only snickered. “Hold onto me. This might get rocky.”
They shot onwards, and Hiccup wrapped his arms around Jack’s shoulders. Through the raging mix of terror and joy, a hysterical voice in the back of Hiccup’s mind wondered if this could count as a first date. The idea made him feel ridiculously giddy. He’d have to ask Jack about that later.
The wind tossed them hither and thither, up and down and sometimes even in loops – but they kept steadily heading in the same direction. Hiccup couldn’t tell if it was Jack or the wind steering them, or possibly a shared effort. All he did know was with each passing second, his fear diminished more and more, leaving only exhilaration and wonder. He’d dreamed about this before – of course he had. Everyone dreams about flying, especially when you have a dragon who allows you to partially live out that dream. But this feeling was different from both flying a dragon and flying in a dream, a difference which Hiccup was quickly deciding wasn’t bad at all.
But that was before Jack’s hold on his hand suddenly loosened. Hiccup snapped his eyes to him.
“Jack? Is something—”
And then they dropped.
Whatever happened, Hiccup’s cry pulled Jack back to reality, but by then it was too late. Hiccup slipped out of Jack’s grasp, and he plummeted right through the ocean of clouds. When he came out on the other side, he got a strong flashback to when Jamie had defied all their expectations by riding Toothless and saving his life. So he wasn’t that surprised when Jack shot after him in the same manner, but it didn’t do much to calm his panic.
When Jack reached him, it was more like he crashed into him than pulled him out of his freefall. Hiccup barely heard him make a strained noise as he grabbed Hiccup’s arm and tried pulling him into a sort of embrace, but Hiccup suddenly seemed too heavy.
“Hold on!” Jack yelled. His face was scrunched up in concentration, and what looked like a sheen of sweat glistened on his forehead. The bags under his eyes were heavier than ever.
Hiccup managed to grab his shoulder, and then swung his other arm around his neck. “Jack, what—” he started, but it was hard getting a full sentence out when they were still in mostly freefall.
Jack clenched his eyes shut. He hugged Hiccup tightly, and they slowly stopped descending. He huffed. “That’s…” he panted. “That’s what she meant. Weakness. Not good.”
“Weakness?” Hiccup repeated, his voice a couple of octaves higher than he wanted it to be.
Jack’s eyes were shining. It didn’t matter that the color had changed, Hiccup had seen them like that before: they looked feverish.
Hiccup pulled himself up and pressed his forehead against Jack’s, but quickly pulled back. “You’re so cold,” he said.
“Well, duh,” Jack muttered, but sounded too exhausted to reach his usual level of sarcasm.
“No, you’re colder now,” Hiccup said. “What happened? What’s wrong? Jack!” He yelped when they suddenly dropped again.
Jack made a choked sound. “Need to land,” he groaned. “Damn heat sprites…”
Hiccup wondered if he was becoming delirious. He didn’t understand what had suddenly come over Jack, but now that he thought about it – and now that everything that was between him and an icy swim was a feverish winter spirit – Jack had seemed pretty exhausted ever since they left Glacier Island.
“Oh, thank the gods,” Jack breathed.
Hiccup followed his gaze and saw a small, rocky island protruding from the ocean. It wouldn’t be Hiccup’s first pick for a date spot, seeming barren of all life including vegetation, but right now it looked like paradise.
Jack’s breathing turned more and more labored as they floated unsteadily on the wind. At several points, they dropped a few meters, and Jack strained himself to regain altitude. Hiccup didn’t know what was going on, but he feared it had something to do with the Snow Queen. If she was close when Jack was in this state…Obviously, there was nothing Hiccup could do to help. As fun as it was flying with Jack, dragon riding was proving to be the safer option.
They landed harshly on the ground. Hiccup stumbled, and didn’t even have time to look around before Jack staggered forward, on his way to collapsing. He caught him and lowered him to the ground.
“Jack!” he hissed.
Jack moaned miserably but managed to look up. “Sorry. Didn’t…didn’t see this coming,” he panted. He dragged his hand over his face before laying his head back, closing his eyes. His chest was still heaving.
“Weakness?” Hiccup asked again.
Jack tilted his head forward again, opening his eyes. He gave a tired laugh. “Just before I lost my powers, I had a clash-in with something we call heat sprites,” he said. “It gave me something of a cold, in a way. My guess is…Jack Frost’s powers didn’t have the time to heal before he was turned into a human?”
“You don’t sound sure,” Hiccup commented.
Jack shrugged, a sardonic smile on his face. “Not like these things come with a tutorial. My powers are mysterious like that.”
Hiccup looked him up and down. From his snow-white hair, to his bare feet, to the frost covering his shoulders – though, as he watched, that frost seemed to melt. Which didn’t make any sense, since Jack had felt colder than ever.
“A cold?” he repeated doubtfully.
Jack shrugged. “Or the winter spirit-equivalent,” he said, and started to fan himself.
“Are you hot right now?”
“I feel like I’m melting,” Jack mumbled. “Which, before you ask, is not something that can happen. Just a figure of speech.”
Hiccup didn’t doubt it. “Is it dangerous?” he asked.
Jack shook his head. “Just a pain in the ass with horrible timing,” he muttered. “We have to get to Berk.”
He was right, but Hiccup was not going to take his chances on flying again just yet. “Do you think she might take a few days to regroup?” he asked hopefully.
Jack briefly stopped his fanning, frowning thoughtfully. “She seemed pretty beat,” he said. “Probably not a few days, but…a few hours maybe, if we’re lucky.”
“Okay, then we’ll just have to take our chances,” Hiccup said, worriedly studying the beads gathering on Jack’s forehead. “You look like you’re about to pass out.”
“That’s what I did the first time,” Jack admitted. He sat back and leaned on his arms, letting out a shaky breath. “But it’s not as bad as the first time, thankfully.”
“Seems pretty bad to me,” Hiccup said.
Jack sent him an apologetic look. “So much for having fun,” he said.
“Hey. What’s fun without a little fear of death?” He realized a moment too late what he’d just said, and his mouth fell open. “Uh—Not—Sorry, that’s—”
But Jack just smiled and shook his head. “Please don’t start acting differently around me now that you know the truth,” he said. “That was a long time ago. I’m over it.” He paused, glancing at the water lapping against the black beach they were sitting on. “Well. Mostly over it, anyway.”
Hiccup looked around. The island they’d landed on was small and gray, with a single hill rising up towards the center. Because of the black sand, he thought it was, or used to be, a volcano. Judging by their luck this far, it would probably explode on them. He turned back to Jack.
“Can you start from the beginning?”
Jack’s face was blank for a moment. “Like, the…beginning-beginning?”
“Oh, not the…whole dying-thing,” Hiccup clarified. “I mean, I’d love to hear about your life before Jack Frost, but…”
Jack smiled. Hiccup squinted at him.
“What?”
“Nothing. You just say it with a funny accent. Go on.”
Hiccup stared at him. It wasn’t like Jack was looking at him in a different way than before, but now he knew what those looks had actually meant all along. It made Hiccup’s stomach flip and his cheeks burn.
“But,” he said pointedly, unable to hide his smile, “I think hearing about everything leading up to you and Jamie coming here is the more pressing matter at the moment.”
Jack looked up at the sky, his mouth twitching nervously. “There’s, uh…” he started. “There’s another thing I should tell you about me and Jamie.”
“What, are you actually not related again?” Hiccup asked.
Jack bumped his leg against Hiccup’s. “We are related, and it’s wonderful,” he said. “But it’s not about that. This will probably come as a shock.”
Hiccup snorted. “Sure,” he said.
Jack looked straight at him. “Jamie and I are from the future.”
Hiccup stared back. He chewed on the inside of his cheek. He opened his mouth, closed it, then opened it again. “I…trust you’re not joking right now,” he said. “I mean, you could just say anything, and I’d believe you.”
“Not joking,” Jack confirmed. “Around 1,500 years into the future, give or take.”
“Mhm,” Hiccup said, nodding slowly. “Okay. That’s a really long time. Even more than 300 years.”
“Sure is,” Jack agreed. He tilted his head to the side and tapped his own temple. “How’s it going in there?”
Hiccup considered it. “It’s…” he started. Then he suddenly sat forward. “What’s the future like?”
Jack’s face softened, but there was still some apprehension in it. “Maybe I shouldn’t say,” he said, then waved his hands at Hiccup’s alarmed expression. “Nothing bad. Well, I guess it depends how you look at it. But…it’s different. Very different.”
Hiccup frowned, looking at his hands. “Nothing about the vision I saw clued me in that I was looking at the future,” he said. “I mean, I got it was a different place, but…”
“That was 300 years ago,” Jack said, scratching his head. “The world changes faster and faster. It’s been a bit disorienting, to be honest. And, look, I could tell you all about the world – at least what it looks like. I’ve been almost everywhere, at least places that have winters, but—”
“There are places that don’t have winters?” Hiccup asked. “Wow. That’s sounds—”
He stopped when Jack’s eyes narrowed.
“…boring,” he decided. “Wouldn’t want to live there.”
Jack smiled wryly. “Once the Snow Queen is done messing with my reputation, I’ll show you why winter is the best season,” he promised. “Anyway, as I was saying. The future is a long story, and I can’t say I like it any better than I like this era anyway. What matters are the people. And people have always just been people.”
It was strange how Jack – if you didn’t count the white hair – just looked like a normal eighteen-year-old boy, and yet, when he talked like that, Hiccup got a distinct feeling of just how old he actually was. One second, his eyes shone with boyish glee. The next, a shadow too old for his young features snuffed that light out. It wasn’t just because he was sick either – Hiccup realized he’d seen it in his face several times before.
“Alright,” Hiccup said, realizing that Jack might not have the energy to explain everything at once. And then there was also the pieces Hiccup were already putting together – the reason why Jack had been so surprised to see dragons. If he was from the future…Hiccup decided it could remain a faraway mystery for now. “So, I assume the crystals have something to do with it all.”
Jack sighed. “Very much so,” he said. “I guess it all started with a dream I had. You know how I said there are parts of my life I don’t remember? Well, the dream was a memory, and I decided to follow it…”
His gaze went distant as he told Hiccup his story. He talked about meeting Jamie outside the cave, which almost derailed him as he wanted to tell Hiccup about how they came to know each other, but he reeled himself back in and promised Hiccup he’d tell him later. Then he talked about finding the crystal, how compelled he’d felt to touch it, as if it was calling for him. He talked about the monster they’d released, and Jack’s description of it made the hairs in Hiccup’s neck stand up. Finally, he explained how the monster had attacked the workshop and swallowed him and Jamie whole. The next thing he knew, he’d woken up in Gothi’s hut.
His eyelids still hung heavy over feverish eyes, but Hiccup could tell he felt relieved to finally talk about this. It seemed to restore his energy a little. As he talked, he’d sometimes gesticulate to visualize the story, and maybe it was Hiccup’s imagination, but he thought he saw tiny flakes of snow glimmer faintly between his fingers, like whatever powers hid inside him were clamoring to come out. Less subtly, Jack kept fanning himself like he was sprawled out in the sun on a summer day, and it was hard not to notice the patches of frost spreading on the ground around him.
Hiccup couldn’t feel the laugh coming before it was out.
Jack stopped mid-explanation of how the heat sprites worked. “What?”
“Just…you don’t even notice it,” Hiccup said. He leaned forward on his knees and trailed a hand over the frost on the ground. He expected it to feel different from normal frost, but it was exactly the same. He huffed softly and looked up at Jack. “So much of what you did – your behavior and mannerisms – that I found strange in the beginning suddenly makes a lot more sense.”
Jack didn’t say anything but kept his eyes on him.
“You were just figuring out how to act…” Hiccup hesitated.
“Human?” Jack finished. He smiled faintly, but it was bittersweet. “Yeah, it was a strange few days before I started to get used to it again. The not flying-thing, I learned pretty fast – you can only fall on your ass so many times before getting it. The…being visible-thing, though…” His shoulders sank. “That’s another thing. They probably won’t see me when we get back.”
There it was again. That old shadow. Hiccup moved closer to him, taking his hand.
“See you?” he asked.
Jack looked at their hands. “Yeah. You didn’t see me at first, remember?” he said. “On Glacier Island. You had to believe in me first.”
“But that’s what Jamie is doing,” Hiccup said. “Right? That’s why you sent him back, wasn’t it?”
“You’re so clever when you want to be,” Jack said with an amused smile, meeting his eyes again. “You’re right, but…” He struggled with his words before just sighing dejectedly. “I’m sure he’ll manage to get his friend group to believe, and possibly some of the younger children. But Astrid and the others?” He shook his head. “Don’t worry, though. I knew this would happen. I just wish I could’ve said goodbye first, somehow.”
He looked so devastated, Hiccup didn’t know what to do. He brushed a thumb over his hand, trying to find something uplifting to say, but all is brain offered was the memory of the two of them sitting near the water together back on Berk, the first time they’d really had a heart-to-heart.
“I can’t imagine what that must be like,” he said quietly. “I, uh…remember you mentioned something about that before. Being invisible. And I said…” He grimaced. “I don’t know. ‘I know how you feel’ or something like that. I didn’t know you literally meant…” He trailed off when he saw the amused crinkle in the corners of Jack’s eyes.
“Maybe my experience isn’t exactly universal,” he said, and squeezed Hiccup’s hand, “but it still helped talking to you back then. I mean, the circumstances might be different, but we both know what it’s like to be outcasts.”
Hiccup snorted quietly. “Outcasts that just happen to be in some position of power,” he said. “That’s two things we have in common.”
“And we both love to fly,” Jack supplied, his smile brightening. “That day – I’d never felt that kind of solidarity with anyone. I think…if I knew myself better, I’d have realized that what I felt back then wasn’t…” He hesitated, looking bashful when Hiccup raised his brows. “The…standard issue feeling that you might have for a friend.”
Hiccup had been about to tease him for being embarrassed, but hearing Jack talk so openly about it – if he could even call it that – was enough to make a foolish smile force its way onto his face.
“To be fair, I didn’t realize before you passed out drunk in my bed,” Hiccup murmured.
Jack’s mouth twitched in embarrassment. “Sounds charming,” he said, and Hiccup laughed.
“It was,” he agreed. “But I think I’m the same as you. It’s impossible to meet someone crazy enough to dive from a dragon’s back without falling a little bit in love.”
Jack looked like he didn’t know where to look. In the end, he smiled like he was holding back a laugh, sighed and leaned his head on Hiccup’s shoulder. He was quiet for so long, Hiccup put a hand on his back, moving it in slow circles. Jack was still cold, but not in the same biting way as before.
“I spent so long mourning the loss of my powers,” Jack murmured, “and then when I noticed them coming back, I ignored it. I was suddenly so scared of becoming Jack Frost again, I felt like I was betraying…not just myself, but Jamie too. He was never supposed to end up here with me. If I were the Guardian I’m supposed to be, I…” He trailed off.
Hiccup leaned his face into Jack’s hair. “I don’t know what it’s like,” he said, “but I think anyone in your place would’ve done the same. Your life as Jackson Overland ended too early, and too suddenly. Of course you’d want a second chance.”
“But that’s the thing.” Jack lifted his head enough to look Hiccup in the eye. “Even when I got my memories back and remembered how Jackson Overland ended, I—Sure, there were moments I wondered what my life would’ve been if I hadn’t died, but I never truly wished it hadn’t happened. Maybe I wished I hadn’t been alone for so long, but in the end, I found a new place to call home. A new family.
“But…you’re right. When I came to know Berk, and everyone there”—he smiled, and put his head back on Hiccup’s shoulder—“I eventually managed to admit how much I’d missed having a chance at life, like a normal teenager…and eventually a normal adult, but that feels too bizarre to really consider.”
Hiccup didn’t doubt it. He’d only been a teenager for six years, and the idea of adulthood was daunting to say the least. And he still had a little more to go. Meanwhile, Jack…How much longer was he going to be a teenager?
He decided he wasn’t ready to contemplate that yet.
“And then I came to know you,” Jack continued in a quieter voice. “And I guess I was kinda embarrassed to admit even I regretted not having experienced the…that part.”
Hiccup snorted. “You sound like a kid when you talk like that.”
“And you look like a sunset if I don’t,” Jack retorted, sitting up with a sly smile. “Bright red.”
“Fair enough,” Hiccup mumbled.
Jack’s expression softened. Their faces were already so close, so even when Jack moved gingerly, Hiccup didn’t feel like he got much of a warning before he kissed him. It was fast and sweet. Jack’s lips were cold as the rest of him, but Hiccup didn’t mind. He didn’t mind at all.
“You’re so warm,” Jack commented.
Hiccup blinked. “Is it uncomfortable?” he asked.
Jack shook his head, his eyes glinting with mirth. His hand was tight around Hiccup’s. “I wanted to experience the falling in love-part of being human,” he said. “So…thank you for giving me that chance.”
It felt as if Hiccup was freezing and boiling at the same time. He tried swallowing down the words, knowing they were selfish, but they escaped him anyway:
“Please stay.”
Jack opened his mouth, and Hiccup knew what he was going to answer.
“There might still be a way,” Hiccup interrupted. “I mean, there’s—there’s a whole world of magic out there. You even met a goddess! And now you’re Jack Frost again, finding magic should be child’s play, right?”
“Hiccup…”
“I mean, having a winter spirit as a boyfriend might cause some problems, but I’m sure we can figure it out,” he blabbered on. “As we’ve figured everything else out along the way. There’s always a way.” He looked at Jack, almost pleadingly. “There has to be.”
Despite the sadness in Jack’s eyes, he still managed to smile. “Boyfriend,” he repeated, like he was trying out the word.
“Uh, well…” Hiccup shifted nervously. “I just thought…But if that’s not what you—”
“No, I like it,” Jack reassured him. “But I…I don’t think there’s a way anymore. I had a hope Freya might give me the chance to remain human, while still sending Jamie home. But now…I won’t age, Hiccup.” He averted his eyes, staring at their intertwined fingers. “And besides, I’m a Guardian. The kids need me. And…”
He cut himself off, but his gaze moved to Hiccup’s leg. His lips quivered like he was trying to get himself to say something.
“What?” Hiccup prompted, putting his free hand on the injured leg. It didn’t hurt much at all. His limp had been a bit worse lately, but he’d just blamed it on the cold weather. He’d let himself think that the fairies’ curse might not be as bad as the mermaids had made them believe. After all, they had no real reason to trust them.
But the way Jack closed his eyes made it clear that wasn’t the case.
“I’m so sorry, Hiccup,” he whispered. “It’s because I introduced you to this world. The other Guardians proposed the idea. I hoped you could be the exception, but now…” He shook his head, realizing he was rambling. He let go of his staff to hold Hiccup’s hand with both his own. He straightened, his jaw setting in a way Hiccup had learned meant he was bracing himself for something. “There is a way to heal you. But you’re not going to like it.”
Hiccup didn’t think he was able to handle any more bad news. “I’m guessing there’s no way to get around it either?” he asked.
Jack’s guarded expression wavered. He shook his head. “Magic only has power over you when you believe in it,” he explained. “If you stopped believing in the fairies, it would be like they never even existed.”
Hiccup’s mind flashed back to their last drunken conversation. Nausea began to simmer in his stomach.
“But you can’t just forget something like that,” he said. As he said it, the words felt more like a prayer than a protest.
“Not without help,” Jack said. “But my friend Tooth – her power channels through to Baby Tooth. She is the Guardian of memory.”
The silence that followed felt suffocating.
“So…in order to heal myself,” Hiccup said, “I have to forget the fairies.”
Jack’s expression told him the truth before he put it into words:
“Not just the fairies. It’s all or nothing.”
“I won’t remember you.”
Jack looked away.
The world felt as if it was tilting sideways, so Hiccup didn’t know why he felt the need to stand. But he did, pacing a few steps away before turning around to Jack again. “Don’t I get a say in this?” he demanded. “You’ve kept this to yourself for how long? It’s my memory, isn’t it? It’s—”
“It’s your life,” Jack interrupted. There was an edge to his tone, contrasting the way his voice wavered. “And besides, I don’t know what will happen to the future if we influence the past. That’s why Baby Tooth brought it up in the first place. The safest thing to do is to erase it all.”
“Safest? When have we ever cared about safe?” Hiccup protested. “We could—we could swear to be quiet about it. Other people don’t need to know about the future, or magic. We’d keep it a secret.”
“I’ve thought about all of that,” Jack said, getting to his feet as well. “I’d even come to terms with it. If everyone could forget except you, at least I know I’d made an impression on your life. I don’t want to be forgotten either.”
Those last words reminded Hiccup who he was talking to: a boy who’d gone most of his immortal life not remembered by anyone. He immediately felt bad about his outburst, and his anger crumbled.
“But you’re dying, Hiccup,” Jack continued. “I don’t know how long it will take. Maybe weeks. Maybe years. Maybe even a lifetime. But you can’t take that risk. You know that.”
Hiccup’s breath got stuck in his throat. He knew, but he felt himself shake his head. “I don’t want to forget,” he managed to whisper.
Jack came up to him and pulled him close. Hiccup could feel him trembling. “Life rarely gives you what you want,” he said, in a way that sounded both comforting and bitter. “But maybe it gives you what helps you, in the end. Maybe it’s better this way.”
“No,” Hiccup mumbled, refusing to believe that. He pressed his face into Jack’s neck and wrapped his arms around his torso.
This time, Jack lowered them to the ground. He brushed a finger over Hiccup’s cheek, and Hiccup watched as the tear turned to ice on his hand. Jack’s other hand was on Hiccup’s neck, his thumb softly stroking his jaw, much like he had the moment Hiccup realized he was in love with him. They were quiet for a long time.
“I always felt so much joy just by being able to touch you,” Jack eventually murmured. “Or even just by meeting your eyes. I thought it applied to everyone, but…as we traveled together, I realized it was mostly you.” He glanced up at him, looking into Hiccup’s eyes as if demonstrating. “It blew me away how lucky I was to end up here with you.”
Hiccup thought he knew what Jack was doing, but if he meant to cheer him up, he wasn’t sure if it was working. Still, he kept quiet, leaning into Jack’s touch.
“Sure, I was pretty miserable at first,” Jack said. “Confused. Scared. Overwhelmed – of course by the dragons, but also by the people. If you don’t mind me saying, you are…an acquired taste.”
Hiccup huffed. “Can’t say I disagree,” he mumbled.
Jack chuckled. “Sometimes it felt like you were the only one capable of being sensible,” he said. “You were also the first person who made me feel a little safe. I mean, Gothi is a blessing, but she’s not exactly…” He clicked his tongue thoughtfully. “…approachable.”
“The shoes obviously weren’t a popular gift,” Hiccup said.
Jack’s smile wobbled with laughter. “I guess I came to appreciate them,” he said.
They were quiet for a bit. The air felt just a little lighter.
“I feel like I took way too long to trust you,” Hiccup said. “At the same time, I feel like it should’ve taken longer. We’d only recently survived a huge battle, but…there’s just a feeling surrounding you. Maybe that’s what Freya saw.”
“I still can’t believe that happened, to be honest,” Jack muttered.
“You and me both.”
Jack looked absently into the air for a moment. “She said she noticed me after a while. I wonder when exactly,” he mused. “The first time we flew together seems a bit early.”
“It’s not necessarily about the two of us,” Hiccup said. “From the first day, I could already tell how much you love Jamie. Assuming you were brothers was the only thing that made sense.”
“Maybe it’s about the three of us, then,” Jack suggested. “Maybe she noticed when you decided to come with us, with or without my permission.”
Hiccup smiled slowly. “Maybe it was when you stood up to an honest-to-the-gods troll, armed with nothing but a sword you didn’t know how to wield, because you refused to leave me.”
“Maybe it was when you saved me from Nøkken, without even knowing what you were up against,” Jack retorted, as if it were a competition. Then his expression softened. “Maybe it was when you helped me overcome my fear of water.”
The memory made Hiccup’s chest tighten, now that he knew why Jack was so afraid of water. “Did it work, though?” he asked.
Jack shrugged. “I’m better now than I was. Maybe if…” He faltered. “…if we had more time.”
It was a strange sort of pain, accepting the inevitable. Hiccup had begun to pride himself on always, somehow, achieving the impossible, he felt as if he was giving up. But he knew Jack was right: he couldn’t choose Jack’s memory over his own life. And once he managed to admit that, he decided there was no point spending the remainder of their time together mourning the lack of it.
Looking at Jack, he knew he was thinking the same thing.
“Jack,” he said. “I…”
The words got stuck just at the tip of his tongue. He wanted to say them, but now he understood why Jack had been so reluctant to open up to anyone in the beginning. Getting something, knowing he would lose it in the end…Was it worth it? And was it fair to Jack?
But Jack just smiled. He gently pressed his forehead to Hiccup’s.
“I know,” he said.
Jamie, Brant, Undis, Hildur and a bunch of other kids stood huddled together. They were on the cliff Jamie and Jack used to sit, with the village behind them in the early stages of waking up, the early morning pitch-black. Still there was no sign of Jack and Hiccup. Jamie was starting to fear the worst. But standing in front of the gaggle of kids, he kept his chin high.
“So,” he said. “Any questions?”
Hildur yawned deliberately. Jamie glared at her.
“Is there any way we can fight against the Snow Queen?” Undis asked.
“Yes,” Jamie said. “You need to get other people to believe in Jack Frost.”
Undis looked disappointed, gazing longingly at her dagger.
“But believing in the Snow Queen will make her stronger, and we can’t get people to believe in Jack Frost without also making them believe in the Snow Queen,” Brant said. “And that’s bad, isn’t it?”
Jamie hesitated. “It doesn’t matter,” he decided. “Jack is stronger than her.”
“Do you say that just because he’s your brother?” Hildur drawled.
“No!” Jamie protested. “You haven’t seen what he can do! He can even summon lightning!”
Some of the kids made ooh-ing sounds. Skade sat forward.
“Like Thor?” she whispered.
“Like Thor!” Tuffnut confirmed.
Jamie turned to see him and Ruffnut coming up to them – and, for some reason, Gobber. When Gobber saw Jamie, he smiled in a way that was strangely smug.
“I always knew there was something special about that brother of yours,” he said with a booming laugh, and slapped Jamie’s back hard enough to make him stumble forward. “Right. So what’s the plan?”
Jamie stared at him. “You…You believe me?” he asked.
“Of course I do!” Gobber grinned. “I recognize magic when I see it. Always has.”
“He’s always been susceptible to tales like that,” Ruffnut said, and pointed at Tuffnut. “Much like this idiot.”
“Thank you,” Tuffnut said proudly.
Jamie almost didn’t believe it. He laughed and gave Gobber a quick hug. “That’s great! You should go talk to others,” he said, then gasped. “Do you think you could convince Stoick? If Stoick believes it, then—”
“Eh, well, Stoick doesn’t even believe in trolls,” Gobber said. “But I’ll do my best.”
Jamie gave them a thumbs up as they resolutely headed back to the village. Ruffnut and Tuffnut might not have the best reputation in the brains department, but maybe Gobber was slightly better. Jamie liked their chances.
“I don’t really understand,” Hildur said. She acted nonchalant, but Jamie could tell she was just as curious about this as the rest of them. “Why does believing in him help? I mean, doesn’t that mean I could just believe anyone has magic powers, and they’ll get them?”
Jamie stared at her. “What? No, of course not,” he said. “How did you even get to that conclusion?”
“For example, if we all believe Hiccup has weird magic dragon powers,” Hildur elaborated, “maybe he’ll get them? If we’re up against the Snow Queen, it seems obvious we’ll need something to oppose her winter magic, like fire.” She paused. “Maybe he has magic dragon powers? Maybe that’s why he has such a way with them.”
Toothless made a weary noise.
“Yeah, you and me both, bud.”
Both Jamie and Toothless whirled around at Hiccup’s voice. He looked exhausted as he limped towards them, but he was unharmed and there was a smile on his face. Toothless bounded over to him, pushing Hiccup over and offering him an excited wash. Hiccup halfheartedly pushed him away.
“Ugh, come on, man,” he laughed.
“Hiccup!” Jamie yelled, catching him in a hug the second Toothless relented, but just as quickly pulled back. “How did you even get here?”
Hiccup gave a weird laugh. “Perilously,” he said.
“Oh, come on, it wasn’t that bad,” Jack said.
Jamie shot to his feet. He thought he might’ve shrieked with joy when he saw the state of Jack. He threw himself at him, and Jack laughed as he caught him and twirled them around in the air. In retrospect, he wondered if Jack and Hiccup had planned this entrance to surprise him.
“You did it!” Jamie cried when they landed, touching Jack’s white hair as if reassuring himself it was real. “You’re Jack Frost! What—”
He cut himself off when Jack’s attention moved to something behind Jamie. Jamie turned around to see the other kids staring, wide-eyed and mouths hanging open. Another look, and Jamie realized they weren’t staring at him – they were staring at Jack.
Jack smiled incredulously. “Hi again,” he said.
Brant waved uncertainly.
Jack turned to Jamie with a huge grin. “You did it too,” he told him.
Jamie beamed back at him.
The euphoria didn’t last long. Just then, the sounds of running footsteps came towards them: Astrid, Snotlout and Fishlegs.
“Hiccup?” Astrid said, looking alarmed. “Jamie said you and Jack were at Glacier Island. How did you—”
“We were,” Hiccup said apologetically. “We’re okay, though. Sorry to scare you again.”
Fishlegs scanned the small crowd of kids. “Where’s Jack?”
No one knew how answer that. Least of all Jack, yet he was the one who first opened his mouth.
“Try to figure that one out,” he said. He was smiling, but Jamie could tell he was hurt. “I’m gonna try and raise some defenses around the island. Hey, I knew this would happen.”
The last part was directed at Hiccup, who looked devastated.
“Hiccup?” Astrid asked slowly, waving a hand worriedly to get his attention. It didn’t work.
“Be careful,” Hiccup said weakly. “I’ll talk to them.”
Then something very surprising happened: Jack walked over to Hiccup and kissed him on the cheek.
“Cheer up,” he told him. Then he took off, only briefly stopping to pull Snotlout’s helmet over his eyes. Snotlout yelped, distracting the others from the way Hiccup’s face was turning into an active volcano.
Everyone but Jamie, of course. Hiccup met his eyes. Jamie slowly started to grin.
“Shut up,” Hiccup begged.
Jamie dutifully shut up but didn’t stop grinning.
“Okay,” Hiccup said, turning to Astrid and the others. “We have some explaining to do.”
Notes:
This chapter is 16k words long. I hope that makes up for the next chapter being a little bit delayed, fair warning. It's gonna be awful to write, but I chose this, I guess.
Chapter 41: The Snow Queen plays baseball
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Despite all his confident claims of “knowing this would happen” and “being used to it”, Jack would’ve been lying if he said seeing the dragon riders again, but not being seen in return, didn’t bother him. And saying it only bothered him would’ve been an understatement. It made him feel somewhat ungrateful; Jamie had made all the kids believe, he still had the twins and, most importantly, he had Hiccup. He did know this would happen, and even if he’d been human for a few months, he should be used to it. And yet.
He ignored his hurt feelings the best he could as he headed for the clouds hanging over Berk, circling the island. Already, he could feel the Snow Queen’s power building up, devastating winter lurking just around the corner. Jack closed his eyes and extended his senses across the Barbaric Archipelago. He couldn’t quite pinpoint her presence, but he could pinpoint the exact position of every island they’d visited on their journey, and then some more. He could tell which ones had living creatures on them, and what kind of living creatures – humans, dragons, the mysterious, shifting aura of magical entities. But not Snow.
It would’ve been nice if they’d gotten some allies along the way, but those were, as they all knew by now, hard to come by in the Archipelago.
He wrapped the island in his magic. At least that was something that came easily back to him – even if he still felt weak from the fever. As long as everyone stayed put on the island, they should be safe: Snow’s puppets would hopefully not be able to break through, and if they somehow did anyway, the dragons should be able to fight back without Snow’s magic hurting them from the inside, like she’d done to Toothless before.
Of course, Jack had no way to give this a test run, so who really knew what would happen? He only hoped Hiccup and Jamie managed to warn the others. Even if they didn’t believe the magical part of it, they had to believe something was about to attack them. By the same enemy as last time, too – Jack would’ve gladly been the one to warn them again, but…well.
He opened his eyes when he heard the familiar sound of Toothless’ wings beating. They were still far away – Jack’s hearing was better now, and he could hear them clearly even from a distance. Or maybe it was more like he felt them move through the air.
He smiled and headed up into the cover of the clouds, taking a wide U-turn before coming back down right behind Toothless and Hiccup. Soundlessly, he floated close to Hiccup’s ear.
“That didn’t take long.”
Boy and dragon let out matching yelps, Toothless whirling around so suddenly, the force made Hiccup faceplant on Toothless’ head. He groaned as Toothless steadied himself, massaging his nose.
“Why?” he complained, but Jack could barely hear him over his own laughter. Hiccup stared at him, cheeks red, with an unwilling smile on his face while he waited for Jack to calm down. “Okay,” he said when the cackling had subsided to soft fits of giggles, “you’re definitely exhausted. You don’t usually laugh that hard after scaring me.”
“Eh, I’m fine. Oh—Hello, Toothless.” Toothless had come closer to him, bumping his head against Jack’s shoulder. Jack laughed softly, scratching his jaw. “I told you we had a lot in common. Flying, mainly.”
Hiccup hummed, and Jack could tell he was thinking back to that moment on the Edge. “Gods,” he murmured. “That’s why you tried leaping after your staff.”
“Oh, I tried leaping off several high places. It’s a wonder I didn’t get myself killed.”
“Truly,” Hiccup agreed with a lopsided smile. “The gods must’ve been looking out for you.”
Jack would’ve blushed if he could. “Hiccup, we don’t have a lot of time left, are you really going to spend it all making fun of me?”
“For being so oblivious, Freya herself had to come down and give you a nudge?” Hiccup asked. “Absolutely.”
Jack flew over Toothless’ head and crouched weightlessly in front of Hiccup. Hiccup instinctively pulled back a little, something that sounded like a nervous laugh escaping him. Jack raised a brow. “Is it strange?” he asked.
Hiccup’s breath stood out when he exhaled. “I—I’d been lying if I said no,” he said, a slight tremor in his voice – though it sounded more like he was holding back a laugh than that he was apprehensive. He moved forward again, and Jack had to fight the urge to pull back as well; their faces were so close. “It’s okay, though. I never expected anything but strange from you. But speaking of Freya.” He reached down to a bag tied to the saddle and pulled out an armful of brown feathers – Freya’s cloak. “Jamie asked me to give you this. Thought it might help you.”
He gingerly held it out to Jack, as if he were afraid it would spontaneously combust if handled too roughly. Still, he seemed anxious to get it off his hands. Jack couldn’t blame him – personally, he’d never believed in the Norse gods, but even he felt a bit awestricken, both by meeting a goddess and accidentally stealing her cloak.
Or maybe, more likely, Freya had meant to give it to him. As he took the cloak – now magically his size again – and brought it around his shoulders, he knew he had the goddess’ blessing.
“Must be a peculiar feeling,” Hiccup mused, “knowing you harbor so much love, you get a whole goddess’ attention.”
Jack snorted to hide his embarrassment, and was about to come with some wry reply when Toothless beat his wings and sped up. Maybe it would’ve been romantic, falling into Hiccup’s arms, but all that happened was that their foreheads knocked together.
“This keeps happening,” Hiccup noted as Jack pushed himself away, laughing.
“Let’s do it the old-fashioned way, then,” he suggested, then stood and flipped over Hiccup’s head, landing on Toothless’ back. Instead of sitting down properly, however, Jack remained in a crouched position, holding onto the saddle with one hand.
Hiccup turned halfway around, sending him a dubious look. “You call that the old-fashioned way?”
“Hey, I’m not gonna fall off,” Jack said. He didn’t mention how good it felt to sit down. He really was exhausted. “Did you talk to the others?”
Hiccup didn’t immediately answer. He opened his mouth, then looked into the air silently, weighing his words. His hair fluttered serenely around his face as Toothless slowly glided along the shoreline.
“I’m…sure we can convince them, given time,” he eventually said, looking apologetically back at Jack. “It’s just, in the midst of everything, there’s too much uncertainty. Astrid—” He stopped himself.
“Astrid what?” Jack asked.
“Uh, she asked if we’d eaten anything strange. Mushrooms or something.”
Jack could tell that wasn’t what he’d been meaning to say. He looked wordlessly at Hiccup.
“…She, uh, thinks you died,” Hiccup mumbled. “And that this—Jack Frost is just some…deluded way of denying it.”
“She’s not entirely wrong, I guess,” Jack mused. “I mean, I’ve died before. Or…It hasn’t happened yet, but it also has, from my perspective. You know what I mean.”
It was Hiccup’s turn to stare silently.
Jack closed his mouth and averted his eyes. He knew what that look meant.
“It’s fine, Hiccup,” he murmured. “The older someone gets, the harder it is to keep believing. To make someone believe when they’re all but grown up, it’s almost impossible. It would take a miracle to make an actual adult believe. I told you this would happen.”
Hiccup’s shoulders sank. Then he smiled softly and brushed a finger under Jack’s chin. “You made me believe,” he said.
“That’s different,” Jack said, fighting the bashful smile creeping onto his face. “You’d already seen magic, when you were little, as Gobber said. That’s not something you just forget.”
The words were out before he could think twice about them. There was an awkward silence, in which none of them wanted to mention the elephant in the room. In the end, Hiccup reached over and tapped Jack’s staff, as if he were afraid it would shock him. Given how Jack had shocked Ruffnut, it wouldn’t have been a groundless concern.
“It never broke,” he said, “because it was magic.”
Jack looked at the staff as well. “I guess so.”
Hiccup’s hand hovered over the staff, before settling it on Jack’s knee. “Could you show me?” he asked reluctantly, like he was afraid he was saying something offensive. “Your magic?”
Now, Jack couldn’t help feeling like his reaction was a bit unfair. Not to Hiccup, but to the twins; when they had asked to see his powers, he’d always felt a tinge of annoyance. The twins’ curiosity, though better than their fear, had always made him feel like a circus monkey. Still, they were only curious, just like Hiccup was now…except Hiccup’s curiosity only felt like acceptance. It felt like the relief he’d felt when the Guardians finally trusted him, and the euphoria he’d felt when Jamie saw him for the first time.
Jack doubted he succeeded hiding that relief, but he still tried covering it up with a carefree smile. “Sure,” he said. He raised his free hand, and noted how Hiccup tracked it with his eyes. He made a swirling motion, letting particles of snow glitter between his fingers. Snowflakes flurried around his hand, and Hiccup made a soft sound of awe. Jack felt himself smile. He flicked his hand upwards, and the snow darted towards the clouds like fireworks. It disappeared into the white, and a moment later, big, picturesque snowflakes gently descended.
Hiccup’s lips slowly pulled into a smile. “Did you do that?” he asked. “You can really make it snow?”
“Did it really take you that long to catch on?” Jack snorted.
Hiccup huffed a laugh. “It’s just…” he started, then trailed off for a few seconds. He lifted a hand and let a couple of snowflakes drop into his palm. He chuckled. “Well, beautiful.”
Those words shouldn’t have embarrassed Jack as much as they did. It was stupid – winter was beautiful, that was nothing new. Yet Hiccup made it sound like an intimate compliment. Jack suppressed another smile, studying Hiccup’s expression as Hiccup studied the falling snow.
He was about to make a sleazy, overly confident comment about his winters, but as he opened his mouth, a wave of exhaustion suddenly washed over him. He didn’t realize he’d fallen forwards before, in the next moment, he found himself hanging halfway off Toothless while Hiccup held him back, calling his name. He quickly sat back up, keeping a hand on Hiccup’s shoulder to steady himself.
“What just happened?”
Hiccup’s brows flew up to his hairline. “You passed out.”
“No, I just—” Jack started, but closed his mouth when Hiccup sent him a pointed look. “…For how long?”
“Just a few seconds, but…” Hiccup tilted his head to the side, worriedly examining Jack’s face. “I thought you were getting better.”
“I am,” Jack insisted, though he didn’t feel it. “It’s just when I use my powers – it’ll be okay,” he quickly said when Hiccup raised his brows again. “It’s not dangerous. It actually means I’m getting stronger.”
“How does that make sense?” Hiccup asked.
“You’d have to ask North,” Jack mumbled. “Anyway, fever or not, I’m stronger than Snow. I’ll push through.” He nodded determinately, but Hiccup still didn’t look convinced. Jack took a deep breath. “You know what? I’m gonna regret saying this, but I think I know something that might help. It’s always helped before, anyway.”
Hiccup slowly started smiling. “Do you really think Gothi’s magic tricks have any effect on you?”
“I’ll die a second time before I ever underestimate Gothi,” Jack vowed. “Besides, her stew tastes weirdly similar to whatever North fed me the first time I got sick. Maybe he got the recipe from her.” The last part was delivered as a joke, but Hiccup nodded solemnly.
“It wouldn’t surprise me if she lived a thousand years,” he said. “If she hasn’t already.”
Jack laughed. “Take it from an actual immortal – it wouldn’t surprise me either.”
It wasn’t until they landed on Gothi’s porch that Hiccup seemed to realize something that Jack had been preparing himself for the entire way there. His fist hovered over Gothi’s door, his eyes cutting to Jack.
Jack just shrugged. “Gothi knows about magic. You might be able to convince her.”
“And what if it doesn’t work?” Hiccup asked.
“I have a feeling she’ll believe when she sees a floating bowl of stew slowly getting emptied by an invisible entity.”
Hiccup looked like he didn’t know if he should laugh or not. “Fair point,” he said, and knocked.
Gothi opened the door, and her eyes immediately settled on Jack. She looked surprised, but not confused, and a moment later the ‘o’ of her mouth turned into an impressed smile. Jack was surprised that he didn’t feel, well, surprised that Gothi could see him. Like he’d said, he would never underestimate her again.
Jack asked her about the stew, and Gothi gestured for them to come inside. Hiccup sent Jack a bright smile – one which made Jack’s chest twist, like a silent laugh.
It didn’t take Gothi long to prepare the stew, and it made Jack wonder what it was exactly that made it so effective – but after seeing Gothi perform an actual magical ritual, he didn’t feel the need to ask. He accepted the bowl from Gothi with a grateful smile and sat at the edge of her balcony as he ate. Hiccup sat beside him, swinging his legs, just as unafraid of the height as Jack. Toothless rested behind them, nibbling on some fish Gothi had offered him.
It was still snowing. Jack didn’t use any extra power keeping it up – he thought the wave of exhaustion was due to the defenses he’d put up and not the little show he’d made for Hiccup. He could explain that, but it was much more enjoyable watching Hiccup in the corner of his eye, as he peered thoughtfully at the snow and then at Jack, like he would be able to figure out how the magic worked if he stared long enough.
“Doesn’t taste any better in spirit form,” Jack commented under his breath, because even if the door was closed, he didn’t want to risk being overheard.
Hiccup looked at him quietly for a few seconds. “We have to make a plan,” he said.
Jack studied the remains of the stew. “I have a plan,” he said. “Protect you. Fight Snow.”
“That’s not a plan.”
“It worked with Pitch.”
“Pitch?” Hiccup shook his head. “What if they break through? And what if you’re not strong enough to fight her in this state?”
Jack wanted to insist that he would be strong enough to fight her, but he knew that wouldn’t reassure Hiccup. He peered out at the horizon – or at least where he thought the horizon would be, but it was impossible to see through the white haze.
“Warn the others to stay vigilant, that you might get attacked,” he said. “Same as last time. If my defense works as it should, the dragons won’t be affected by her magic, so you can fight if it must come to that. The Snow Queen…” He exhaled shakily. “Beating her is not what worries me. It’s how I’ll beat her. I don’t…I don’t want to kill her. No matter how evil she is, I don’t want that on my hands.”
Hiccup’s expression softened. “I get that,” he said, and his hand moved an inch towards Jack before stopping.
Jack looked at it for a moment, raised a brow at Hiccup, and took his hand.
“Chicken,” he told him.
Hiccup laughed. “That’s not very romantic.”
“I don’t know anything about that,” Jack said.
“By the gods, we know that.”
“Oh, shut up about that, already!”
Hiccup snickered. He brushed his thumb over the back of Jack’s hand, watching him fondly. But a shadow soon passed over his face, and he averted his eyes with a sigh. “Do you know when she will be here? Can you still feel her?”
Jack nodded. “Do I still have the mark?” he asked.
Hiccup tilted his head to the side, squinting at Jack’s cheek. “…Barely,” he said. “Either it’s fading, or your skin is too pale to see it.” He looked amused, meeting his eyes again.
Jack noted how close their faces were again. He glanced at Hiccup’s lips, and though it was brief, Hiccup still noticed. Neither of them said anything for a couple of seconds.
“Kiss me?” Jack said. He hadn’t meant to make it a question, but his self-consciousness caught up with him at the last second.
Hiccup’s smile slowly widened. Jack held his breath, only tilting his head slightly upwards as Hiccup leaned in and pressed their lips together. He didn’t even notice that he closed his eyes, nor how his free hand let go of the bowl of stew in favor of brushing it across Hiccup’s jaw, nor the contented sigh that was making its way from his chest before it was out.
The moment was over when the now unattended bowl slid from Jack’s lap and off the balcony. Jack jerked away and tried to reach for it, but it was gone. He grimaced as he watched it topple down the mountain.
“I forgot I could fly just now,” Jack muttered, turning a nervous eye to the door. It was still closed. “Uh…Time to go?”
“Go where?” Hiccup asked, sounding a bit dazed.
“There’s still one more thing I’d like to do,” Jack said. He got to his feet and held out a hand to Hiccup, helping him up. “I need to keep our fight off the island. I can’t accidentally cause another avalanche here.”
“That was you?” Hiccup yelped. “But it was a lightning strike – I saw it happen.”
“Even I’m not entirely sure why my magic works the way it does, but yeah, that lightning strike was all me,” Jack said, before holding up their intertwined hands. “Wanna give flying another go?” he asked with a smirk.
Hiccup hesitated. “Um. Toothless needs me to get down from here, so…”
Jack laughed. “Okay, then,” he said, but didn’t let go of Hiccup’s hand. He didn’t want to. But alas, they had a job to do, so in a swift motion, he raised Hiccup’s hand to his mouth and kissed it. “See you by the docks.”
And then he fled, before Hiccup could see the embarrassment on his face.
As he flew over the village, he tried spotting Jamie, or the twins – or just anyone, but it seemed they’d all finally given in to the weather and retreated to the safety and warmth of their homes or the Great Hall. He wondered what Jamie was up to – was he still trying to convince the dragon riders? It wouldn’t have been surprising, and Jack had to admit he kind of hoped that was the case. But what he’d said to Hiccup was true; he had little faith in making anyone over the age of fourteen believe in Jack Frost or the Snow Queen, no matter how superstitious these Vikings were.
He dropped down on the pier and gazed across the ocean. Still, there was no sign of her, but Jack could feel her magic vibrate in the air. They didn’t have much time left, and Jack had to make a decision: he had to rid the Archipelago of the Snow Queen’s threat for good, no matter his own feelings about taking a life.
There was a thud behind him, and he turned around to see Hiccup jump off of Toothless’ back. He squinted in the cold, raising an arm to cover his face from the snow, which – and Jack only realized this now – had begun to fall with more force. He didn’t know if it was because of the Snow Queen or because of his own emotions, and the fact that he couldn’t be sure, scared him. He tried calming himself, but the weather did not ease.
“You should take shelter soon,” Jack said, speaking loudly to be heard over the wind. “It’ll only get worse from here on.”
Hiccup frowned. “I don’t want you to fight alone,” he said.
“I’m the only one who can fight her,” Jack protested.
“But I can still help. Distract her. Something.” Hiccup stepped closer, Toothless coming up behind him. In the sharp wind, Hiccup had an expression on his face that reminded Jack of Stoick, and Toothless kept his head low, his bright green eyes staring up at Jack like a predator about to pounce. Hiccup took out Inferno and ignited it. “When I talked to her, she told me I could kill her if I found her. Was she lying?”
Jack almost took a step back from the sword. Standing so close to its flame, he could clearly feel the difference between Jack Frost and Jackson Overland. He guessed that meant no more cuddling by the firelight. Shame.
He hesitated. “I…I’m not sure,” he said. “I haven’t seen it happen before – a human killing a spirit. But…” He eyed the sword, biting the inside of his lip. Then he abruptly reached out and grabbed the flaming blade, before even faster pulling away again with a yelp.
Hiccup’s mouth hung open, looking like his brain was struggling to catch up with what had just happened. “Jack! What the—Why?” he exclaimed, quickly sheathing Inferno as if he was afraid Jack would try it again, even as he was jumping up and down and clutching his wounded hand.
Jack bit back a whimper. “I-If it can hurt me, it can hurt her,” he croaked. “I don’t know if it can kill her, but it sure feels like it.” He grimaced, looking at his palm. The wound wasn’t red, but rather a dark, blueish gray. He blew on it, covering it with a layer of frost before Hiccup could notice his lack of blood flow.
“You are…so unimaginably stupid sometimes,” Hiccup told him earnestly.
Jack shrugged. “Still, Freya said I’m the only one powerful enough to defeat her. You saw what happened on Glacier Island. If you walk into that…”
He didn’t need to finish the sentence. Hiccup’s expression went bleak, but he still set his jaw stubbornly.
“That was just a taste of what devastating winter is usually like,” he proclaimed.
“Hiccup,” Jack said, and couldn’t keep the laugh out of his voice. “Don’t call me stupid and then go ahead and say something like that. I’ll deal with the Snow Queen.”
“And if you have to kill her?” Hiccup asked.
“I…I do have to kill her,” Jack said. “I’ve tried to reason with her many times. It won’t do. I’ll…I’ll do it. I have to, for everyone’s sake.”
They both knew he was trying to convince himself rather than Hiccup. He sighed and turned around. Hiccup made a choked noise when Jack jumped from the pier. The sea was already mostly frozen over, so Jack didn’t know why he was so surprised – though he supposed he had just witnessed a scene about walking on ice that probably hadn’t left him feeling optimistic.
Jack touched down on the ice and he felt it freeze even more, getting thicker beneath him. He started walking outwards, then looked over his shoulder and nodded for Hiccup and Toothless to follow.
“It’s safe,” he said. “Thick enough for a death match.”
Toothless jumped down first, and Hiccup let himself down carefully, leaning on Toothless to not slip. “But you can both fly,” he said. “When you said ‘off the island’ I thought you meant in the air.”
Jack shrugged. “Better safe than sorry.”
The ice growled beneath them, echoing in that strange, mystical way that it had the last time Jack had frozen the sea. Hiccup’s eyes widened.
“It wasn’t a dream,” he said.
Jack did a little “ta-da”-gesture. “And that was when I was human. Imagine what I can do now,” he said. “And I’m powered by Gothi’s stew. Snow doesn’t stand a chance.”
Hiccup looked around, his lips slightly parted as he listened. There was wonder in his eyes, and yet when he looked at Jack again, he managed to look grim. “I’m not backing down on this,” he said. “I won’t let you fight alone.”
“Hiccup…”
“No,” Hiccup said. “If she manages to break through your defense, we have to fight back. We did it before, we can do it again.”
“She’s stronger now,” Jack said. “She’ll use you to get to me, like she did with Jamie last time.”
Hiccup walked up to Jack and took the wrist of his wounded hand, turning his palm up. Whatever he made of what he saw, his expression didn’t reveal it. “You said I am a part of this world now,” he said, meeting Jack’s eyes. “If that’s true, I’ll protect it, just like I’ve always protected my world.”
Jack was quiet. He knew he couldn’t order Hiccup to do or not do anything, no matter how much he wanted to protest. Still, the fierceness in his voice made Jack’s chest swell with pride. Because of course Hiccup was going to fight to make his world a better, safer, happier place – that’s what he’d always done. Jack couldn’t help but think he’d make a wonderful Guardian.
“Compromise,” Hiccup said. “I’ll let you fight her first. Maybe you’ll take her down immediately – who knows what Gothi put in that stew.”
Jack snorted, closing his eyes.
“But if it takes too long, I will come and help you.”
He opened his eyes again. Hiccup stared back at him, completely unrelenting. Because Hiccup’s stubbornness was relentless, and his loyalty even more so. And his courage. And his compassion. And his…Jack groaned, before hugging Hiccup tightly.
“Don’t you dare die,” he whispered.
Hiccup laughed softly, wrapping his arms around Jack’s chest. “I won’t.”
“Dying is not fun. It really stinks, actually.”
“I believe you. You’re the expert.”
Jack smiled as he pulled away. He opened his mouth to speak, but just then felt a ripple down the side of his face. He sucked in a breath.
“Go warn the others,” he said, bringing a hand to the Snow Queen’s mark. “She’s coming.”
The Great Hall was packed with villagers, who all acted as if this was merely an inconvenience than an oncoming storm. Jamie supposed that an oncoming storm was merely an inconvenience in the Berkians’ eyes. After all, they dealt with this every year – they just didn’t know that this year’s devastating winter might live up to its name in the worst of ways.
Jamie pushed through the crowd, looking for the twins. He had to know if they’d made any progress, or if they still only had Gobber on their side. What would they do if none of the Berkians were prepared for what was to come? Maybe Hiccup had a brilliant idea, but he was nowhere to be seen either. He’d gone after Jack, and had been gone ever since.
At least the two of them seemed to have found a silver lining in the middle of all this.
Jamie went in a wide circle around the Great Hall and in the end came back to the table where the dragon riders had settled. Fishlegs eyed the front doors nervously, absently petting a snoring Meatlug by his side, as if he was expecting the storm to break through any second. Snotlout looked bored, seemingly making a halfhearted attempt at flirting with Astrid, but when she ignored him, he went back to looking bored. Astrid scanned the room, her brows knitted and her mouth pursed. But when she spotted Jamie, her expression softened.
“Have you seen Hiccup?” Jamie asked, coming to stand by the end of the table.
“Not since he suddenly flew off earlier,” Astrid said, clearly puzzled. “He must be in here somewhere, though. Probably doing a count of the villagers – Stoick usually leaves that job to him.”
“Have you seen Ruffnut and Tuffnut, then?”
Astrid looked around as if only realizing then that the twins weren’t with them. “Uh, no,” she said. “They’ve been running around all day, doing Thor knows what.”
“You know what they’ve been doing,” Jamie said.
Astrid stared at him. “I know what they think they’ve been doing, but let’s just say this isn’t the first time they’ve been convinced of something so nonsensical.”
Jamie gritted his teeth, but before he could argue, Stoick’s voice reached them.
“Gobber’s lost his marbles,” he was saying to Spitelout. “Not that that’s unusual, but this…this is new even for me.”
“Stoick!” Jamie yelled, so loudly it even made Stoick himself flinch, his head snapping around to him. He felt proud of that. “Gobber hasn’t lost his marbles. He’s telling the truth, and you have to believe him. Berk depends on it!”
Stoick’s expression looked somewhere between surprised and murderous, though the second one Jamie had learned was just a part of his neutral expression. Spitelout smirked, mumbling something to his chief before disappearing into the crowd.
“Jamie,” he said. “I heard you, Hiccup, and Jack disappeared again yesterday.”
“Yes,” Jamie said. “Jack was kidnapped by the Snow Queen, and now she’s coming here. We have to help Jack defeat her.”
He’d always believed the truth was the way to go, but judging by Stoick’s baffled expression and the quiet snickers from Snotlout, maybe he would have to reconsider.
“Jamie,” Astrid said mildly, coming up to his side. She had a pained look in her eyes, but she did a good job at keeping her face under control. “I…I understand this might be hard for you to understand, but…the Archipelago is a very dangerous place. These things, they…they happen, no matter how impossible they feel. Your brother was a brave—”
“What? No, he’s not dead. Or…” Jamie hesitated, then realized his hesitation probably wouldn’t help Astrid believe him. He shook his head when Astrid’s face softened in pity. “He’s not dead. He’s not! He’s Jack Frost, and he’s going to protect us.”
In the corner of his eye, he saw Stoick attempting to retreat. He grabbed his arm before he could and stared fiercely up at him.
“You have to believe me,” he said. “You don’t know the first thing me, Jack and Hiccup saw out there. The Snow Queen is real, and if we don’t help Jack, this will be the last winter you ever see.”
He would’ve preferred Stoick’s chiefly anger over his fatherly compassion in that moment. Stoick sighed quietly and put a hand on Jamie’s head.
“Maybe you’re right. Maybe he is still alive,” he said, clearly not believing it a second. “But right now I have a village to look after. We have to worry about Jack later.”
“I’m not worried about Jack, I’m worried about the Snow Queen!” Jamie protested, but Stoick was already walking away, not quite disappearing into the crowd due to his size. Jamie balled his hands into fists and turned back to the dragon riders. “What will it take to make you believe me?”
“Believe what, exactly?” Snotlout asked. He tried for a smirk, but it didn’t even look like he had the energy to do that. He probably also thought Jack had died tragically. In some messed up way, it was nice to see that he cared. “That the Snow Queen, a character from a story made to scare kids, is actually real and about to attack us, or that Jack was actually magical all along, just like Ruff and Tuff thought?”
“Both!” Jamie said. “Well, maybe not exactly the way the twins thought, but they were onto something.”
“That’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard,” Snotlout said, and Fishlegs elbowed him.
“He’s just lost his brother, idiot,” he tried murmuring under his breath, but he wasn’t a good whisperer.
“Stop saying he’s dead! He’s not dead!” Jamie yelled.
“He’s not dead.”
All four pairs of eyes turned to Hiccup, who, along with Toothless, had all but materialized from thin air. There was an intense light in his eyes; Jamie knew they didn’t have much time left.
“Hiccup,” Astrid said, her voice turning stern. “You have to snap out of this. We’ve lost people before. This isn’t like you.”
“Jack isn’t lost,” Hiccup said, with a faint tremor in his voice, “and Jamie is telling the truth. Remember the attack on Berk, right before we disappeared? That was the Snow Queen too. But that was just a warning. This is the real thing. She’s out to hurt us for real this time.”
Astrid, Snotlout and Fishlegs stared at him. Even Meatlug stared at him. Hiccup walked up to Astrid and placed his hands on her shoulders, looking intently at her.
“What I said about Jack is all true,” he said. “Do I look crazy to you?”
“No, but you sound it,” Astrid replied.
The corners of Hiccup’s lips quirked upwards. He sighed. “I guess I do,” he said, and stepped back. “If you don’t believe, there’s not much we can do about it. But you still have to be ready. Berk will probably be attacked today.”
“Nobody would attack in the middle of a storm,” Fishlegs protested.
“The Snow Queen would,” Hiccup said with a shrug. “Keep ready. I need to go talk to my dad.”
“Where’s Jack?” Jamie asked.
Hiccup turned to him, and a strange, sort of melancholy shadow passed over his face. He led Jamie a bit away from the others. “Jack is setting up some sort of protection around the island,” he said. “The Snow Queen will be here soon. I’m gonna need you to stay here, alright?”
Jamie tried not looking at his new sword. “But what if she breaks through?”
“She might,” Hiccup admitted. “I’ll talk to my father. Even if we can’t make them believe in Jack, we can still prepare them for battle. Magic or not, they won’t go down without a fight. And Jamie…” He hesitated again, his eyes darting away for a moment before he crouched to get on his eye level. “We might not have a lot of time left. I just wanted to say I…I never had any siblings. I mean, you could argue the dragon riders are like siblings to me, but they’re not exactly…Anyway…” He grimaced. “What I’m trying to say is, I’m very glad to have known you. I’ll miss…Well.”
His face fell, and Jamie felt his heart sink.
“He told you?” he asked.
Hiccup smiled sadly. “We’ll get you home soon,” he said. “And then we’ll see what happens.”
He didn’t sound optimistic, but Jamie tried to smile encouragingly. When that didn’t work, he threw his arms around Hiccup.
“I’ll miss you too,” he choked out.
Hiccup hugged him back, but it didn’t take long before he pulled away. His expression had turned grim. “It might not be possible to make Astrid and the others believe, but it won’t hurt to keep trying,” he said. “I’ll see you when this is over.”
Jamie nodded. “I’ll make them believe,” he said with a conviction he wasn’t sure he felt. “Or else they’d just see you smooching on air, and that would be really weird.”
A series of mangled emotions passed over Hiccup’s face, accumulating into an even shade of red. “Okay, then,” he said, patting Jamie’s head. “Being an imp runs in the family. Good luck, Jamie.” He smiled, before hurrying off, Toothless in tow.
Jamie spent a few moments swallowing down the lump in his throat before turning back to the table. He saw that Ruffnut and Tuffnut had found them as well, and he hurried over to them, slamming his palms on the table.
“Since you’re so convinced we’re just gonna sit here and do nothing anyway,” he said confidently, “let me tell you the story of what we’ve actually been doing the past months. That’s what you want isn’t it?” He sent Astrid a challenging look.
Astrid’s face was unreadable. “Do tell,” she said. “As long as you promise to tell the truth.”
“I will, if you promise to believe me,” Jamie said.
“I will, if it seems believable,” Astrid retorted.
Jamie laughed suddenly, surprising even himself. “Well, that’s the thing about belief, isn’t it?” he said. “You have to choose to open your eyes to what you thought was impossible. From what I’ve heard, Hiccup’s taught you that before.”
The dragon riders all watched him. Fishlegs made a face like, he’s got a point. Snotlout shifted uncomfortably. Astrid’s eyes narrowed as if she were annoyed by the comparison, but the twins both sent him approving looks.
Jamie kept his chin high. “You might not trust me and Jack,” he said. “But you trust Hiccup. And I know for sure Hiccup can confirm everything I’m about to tell you, down to the very last detail. So, listen closely.”
And he started telling them about their adventure, starting with their encounter with Nøkken.
Jack watched Hiccup and Toothless until they disappeared in the whiteout. He put a hand on his cheek, tracing the Snow Queen’s mark. It was still there, after all – faint, and maybe without as much power as it used to, but still there. And now it was prickling ominously.
Snow’s presence was all around him. It was strange how different she felt now that he was on par with her. He could tell this sneaking terror sending shivers up his spine was only a fear tactic, and the fact that he could feel her getting closer wasn’t entirely intentional on her side: she was checking out the grounds, sizing Jack up, but she couldn’t do it without revealing herself. And that was what she’d always done; for all her pomp and grandeur, the Snow Queen had, even from the very beginning, been afraid of Jack, and what he might be the harbinger of.
Jack only hoped she was right to be afraid. However threatening she perceived him, he wasn’t entirely feeling it at the moment. But he couldn’t think like that; no matter what, he had to end this today.
“Snow! I know you’re there,” he called out into the storm. “Let’s get this over with.”
The storm raged on around him, no further sign of her. He gritted his teeth and rose up into the wind, drifting along with it for a few seconds. He shot across the sky above the island. If there were any more people left in the village, he couldn’t see them, but even the Hairy Hooligans weren’t foolhardy enough to challenge this weather.
He flew along the shoreline, trying to notice if there were any holes in the shield, but as with the villagers, it was hard to tell. He couldn’t be sure where his winter ended, and the Snow Queen’s started – and maybe that scared him more than any sickness could.
Gothi’s stew hadn’t been as helpful as he’d hoped. More than anything, he’d just wanted to reassure Hiccup that he would be fine. And Jack knew he would be fine. He knew he was stronger than her, sick or not. But there were a lot of people and dragons on Berk…chances were he wouldn’t be able to protect all of them. Even now, he could tell the shield was in danger of breaking.
If a battle broke lose, Hiccup would lead them. The Hairy Hooligans were warriors – they would all come out of this victorious. Hopefully.
A shape in the corner of Jack’s eye distracted him from his grim thoughts, but when he turned around, there was nothing but white. He turned around again, but all he could see was the hazy shape of Berk below him and nothing else. He couldn’t even see the sea stacks or the statues he knew jutted from the ocean, but if he hadn’t known better, he could’ve believed the little island was surrounded by nothing but empty, cold and endless winter.
Anger stirred in Jack’s chest. He knew she was trying to intimidate him, biding her time – but the longer he had to wait, the harder it was to keep the shield up. She probably knew that.
“Snow!” he yelled again. “I don’t enjoy being ignored.”
Which, he belatedly realized, was even more reason for her to do exactly that. Still, Jack could feel her presence – or more like he could feel her will fight against his own. The struggle was visible in the fluctuation in the storm – how it kept blowing up and calming down in uneven intervals. Faint pain rippled through Snow’s mark. And Jack was, no matter how hard he tried to convince himself otherwise, scared. Scared that she could control him, but somehow even more so scared that they could control each other – that their powers came from the same source, that they were the same at their core. Two winter spirits, and all that set them apart was that Jack was stronger. What reason did Jack have to be a benevolent spirit? What stopped him from becoming just another tyrant like the Snow Queen?
Jack clenched his eyes shut. He couldn’t start thinking like that now.
A sudden prickle in the back of Jack’s neck made him gasp and turn around. Still, he saw nothing, but he knew what was happening: something was trying to get through the shield. It felt like static electricity brushing across his skin, only sharper and a lot more distracting. Snow’s puppets – he couldn’t see them, but he could tell they were fighting to get through. Jack raised his hands, willing the shield to prevail.
His vision started swimming. Just that, and he already felt weak – if what occurred on their way back to Berk repeated itself, what would happen? What could he do? He’d barely been able to keep himself air born, even while knowing Hiccup’s life was on the line.
Trust what North said. It’s because you’re getting stronger, Jack tried to tell himself, but just as soon, the reassurance was interrupted by another voice: Not yet, you’re not. Before you become strong, you’ll be vulnerable. By the time you come into your true power, it’ll be too late.
Again, something flickered in the corner of his eye, and he whirled around.
Nothing.
“I can fight through it,” Jack muttered out loud, attempting to drown out his internal voice. “I’ve done greater things, even while I was human. I just need to control it.”
But he thought of the way he’d shocked Ruffnut. Or the way he’d frozen North’s workshop, even in his sleep. The blizzard he’d created the first day on Berk. The avalanche he’d accidentally set of. Even after being Jack Frost for 300 years, there’d been moments where he’d lost control, like the Blizzard of ‘68 – how could he be certain that wouldn’t happen now as well?
It’s too much. You can’t protect them all.
“Stop it,” Jack hissed, pressing a hand against his temple. “Stop it!”
And then he realized he’d been in this situation before. He opened his eyes, looking around. His inner voice almost seemed to falter…No. It wasn’t his voice at all.
“Snow! You can’t trick me,” he bellowed into the wind. “I’ve faced down the personification of fear itself before. You don’t scare me.”
The wind whistled in his ears, and with it came a soft hiss of a laugh. Jack gripped his staff, peering into the white nothingness. And suddenly, she was there – hovering in front of him.
“Frost,” she said, with a small nod as greeting.
Jack didn’t have time to reply before something slammed into him from the side. His mind spun, and when he got back his bearings, he looked up just in time to see Snow make a chopping motion with her hand. A violent wind sent Jack plummeting, and he crashed into the ice. The impact created a spiderweb around him and knocked the air out of his chest. He gasped through unwilling lungs, patting the ice around him for his staff.
Snow landed softly a few meters away, her expression blank and her head tilted analytically to the side. “Dear,” she said. “You look dead already.”
Hiccup trailed after Stoick as his father weaved through the crowd, distributing woolen blankets, making sure everyone was alright, all while promptly ignoring his frantic son.
“Can you please listen to me?” Hiccup snapped. “Jack warned you last time that there would be an attack, and there was. Now I’m warning you – we will get attacked, and we have to tell the others!”
“Attack?” Mrs Ack asked as she accepted a blanket. “What’s he on about, Stoick?”
“Some nonsense,” Stoick said, voice pointed. “Hiccup, we’re in the middle of a blizzard. Nobody is stupid enough to attack in this weather. Your ravings have already affected Gobber—”
As if on cue, Gobber’s voice carried through the room: “—Snow Queen! Aye, you heard me! This is the time to fight back!”
Hiccup appreciated his enthusiasm, but had a nagging feeling it wasn’t doing any good.
“Well, forget about the Snow Queen, then,” Hiccup pleaded, “but at least warn the villagers about what might be coming.”
“Might be?” Stoick repeated with a snort. “I thought you said it was coming.”
“It’s—Maybe! Hopefully not, but I have a feeling,” Hiccup said.
Stoick sent him a look.
“Jack is trying to hold them off,” Hiccup explained.
Stoick sighed. “Keep your voice down. We don’t want to cause unnecessary panic.” And he continued handing out blankets.
Hiccup raked his hands through his hair in frustration. “Fine,” he muttered under his breath, and marched over to the first table he could find. Ignoring its current occupants, he stepped onto the bench and then the table and cleared his throat. “Hairy Hooligans!” he bellowed at the top of his lungs.
The room went suddenly quiet – so suddenly, Hiccup momentarily forgot what he was going to say.
“That’s a first,” he mumbled, before straightening his back. In the crowd, he spotted Astrid. She looked horrified, but Hiccup still looked to her for courage. He took a deep breath. “This is not our usual devastating winter. This is something worse, something—something evil. We need to act, and I need you to listen—”
He’d just been getting into the flow of it when he was grabbed by the scruff of his neck and yanked off the table. Stoick pulled him away to the side of the room, to the sound of laughter from the villagers.
“Hiccup Horrendous Haddock.”
Hiccup gritted his teeth but stared defiantly back at Stoick. “The Third,” he finished dryly. “Dad, I can’t just sit around and wait for the Snow Queen’s forces to round us up like game. Jack is out there—”
“I don’t know what Jack told you,” Stoick interrupted. “But people are already scared enough as it is. If they start panicking while we’re stuck in here—”
“They should start panicking!” Hiccup yelled. “At least they will if we don’t prepare them!”
“Prepare them for what?” Stoick exploded.
Hiccup smacked a hand to his forehead. “I’ve already told you a million times!” he lamented. “There is more to this world than we thought, Dad. Jack is living proof of that, which he could’ve told you, but you—you have to believe in him first, and right now, he’s out there defending Berk from what could be the greatest threat we’ve ever faced – the Snow Queen.”
Stoick’s mouth was hanging open. From the other end of the hall, Gobber’s booming voice echoed at least the essence of what Hiccup had just said.
“Hiccup,” Stoick said, his voice softer now. He awkwardly put a hand on his shoulder. “I know how you feel. Losing your boyfriend is a—”
Hiccup inhaled so fast, he almost choked on his tongue. “Sorry, what?” he spluttered.
Stoick looked unimpressed. “What? I’m your father. Thought I wouldn’t notice?”
Hiccup’s mind marathoned through the five stages of grief. He opened his mouth, and was for a moment scared of what kind of flustered word vomit was about to emerge from it, but fortunately or unfortunately he never got that far; the doors of the Great Hall burst open, letting in brutal winds and whip-like snowflakes.
The magical aura was so obnoxious, Hiccup felt like he would choke on it. Someone struggled to close the doors again, but even when they eventually succeeded, the air remained thick with it. Hiccup shivered.
“I have to go,” he murmured, and fled into the crowd. “Toothless!”
A few indignant yelps to his left told him that Toothless had just shouldered his way through the crowd. Hiccup put a hand on his head, looking gravely at him.
“I can’t just sit here without knowing what’s going on out there,” he told him, as if he needed Toothless’ permission. If that were the case, he didn’t need to worry; Toothless just bowed his head in understanding and started heading for the door.
“Hiccup!” Astrid grabbed Hiccups’ arm, turning him around. “What in Helheim was that?”
Hiccup didn’t have the time or patience to explain it another time. “I’m gonna help Jack,” he said. “Believe it or not, Astrid, we’re not safe. Stay alert.”
He shrugged out of her grip and bolted for the door. Before any of the people standing guard understood what was happening, Hiccup removed the plank keeping the doors shut, and that was all it took: the doors sprang open again, and the wind was enough to send Hiccup stumbling backwards. Toothless steadied him, and Hiccup jumped onto his back.
“Hiccup?” he heard Stoick exclaim, but he was too far away to stop him.
Toothless shot into the blizzard. The Great Hall disappeared in the haze behind them almost immediately.
And then there was nothing. Hiccup could barely see his own house, the closest one to the Great Hall. Toothless struggled to gain altitude, and he was shaking his head, reacting to the magic in the air. Did that mean Jack’s protection wasn’t working?
Thunder rumbled overhead. Was it Hiccup’s imagination, or could he see flashes of light through the storm? Was it lightning, or was it the same lights he’d seen on Glacier Island – the spectacle of Jack’s and the Snow Queen’s powers clashing?
“Come on, bud,” Hiccup called, and without needing to even vocalize where he wanted to go, Toothless turned towards the faint flashes.
They flew for about four seconds before something huge and white emerged from the haze, coming straight at them. Toothless narrowly avoided it, barrel rolling before regaining his balance. Around them, the storm seemed to lessen for just a moment – long enough to glimpse their attacker, camouflaged in the snowfall: a crude imitation of Toothless himself.
Toothless made a noise somewhere between a whine and a growl, and Hiccup could only agree.
Snow Toothless paid it no mind – it shot at them again, and the fight was on.
Hiccup ducked as Snow Toothless blasted something at them – not plasma like Toothless could, but still a pretty good imitation. He only hoped the snow dragon’s magic was only a piece of the Snow Queen’s magic – though if it was, he dreaded what Jack was facing right now.
A lightshow erupted in the whiteout as Toothless and Snow Toothless faced each other down, magic and Toothless’ plasma narrowly avoiding each respective target. The puppet was so elusive, Toothless was forced to fly in bold, jerky motions, and Hiccup could barely focus on the fight and manning the tailfin at the same time. And then, for a moment, the air cleared, and Jack’s voice echoed from the sea. Hiccup couldn’t tell what he was saying – if he was saying anything, or just bellowing in either rage or pain.
The curtain of white slid shut again, and suddenly, the whole world was spinning. It wasn’t before they hit the ground that Hiccup realized the puppet must’ve rammed into Toothless, making Hiccup’s head collide with Toothless hard enough to stun him.
“Toothless!” Hiccup rasped, staggering to his feet.
As the sky thundered again, the Toothless-shaped thing swooped at him from the fog, and Hiccup acted on instinct, unsheathing Inferno and igniting it just as Snow Toothless barreled into him. He hit the ground again, hard enough to make his ears ring. He dimly registered that he couldn’t breathe, and then something teared into the skin of his chest. Hiccup let out a choked scream, then Toothless was there, and then they were both gone.
Head still spinning, he sat up and touched his chest. His fingers were flecked with red. So, Jack was right – Snow really could hurt them now. Hiccup only hoped the wound was more superficial than it looked or felt. Five minutes into this battle and he was already hurt. Maybe Jack had had a point when he urged Hiccup to stay away.
A second time, Hiccup pushed himself to his feet and staggered towards the sound of Toothless’ snarls. He knew they couldn’t be far away, but even so he could only barely make out their movements through the haze. With Inferno still in hand, Hiccup charged, only to come to a sudden halt when he saw Toothless pinning his icy counterpart to the ground. Snow Toothless’ right wing was cut in half. Toothless’ mouth was wide open. A plasma blast turned Snow Toothless’ head to, well, snow. The rest of its body was quick to follow.
Hiccup winced, though he doubted the puppet could feel any pain – or anything at all. “That’s was brutal,” he commented.
Toothless perked up and smiled at what he seemed to assume was a compliment, before crawling over to sniff Hiccup chest. He mewled softly.
“I’m alright,” Hiccup breathed. “Don’t suppose that was it, do you?”
He could at least hope. His question was almost immediately followed by a distant scream, coming from the direction of the Great Hall. Hiccup jumped back onto Toothless.
At its thickest points, the fog seemed even denser than what it had been the day of the dragon race, but it kept fluctuating, letting up and closing shut again, as Toothless flew half blind towards the Great Hall. Hiccup wasn’t sure if that was a good thing or not. Though he knew the ruckus couldn’t be far away, the shouts and clangs of metal sounded distant.
Hiccup thought he saw something move, and he ducked just as a white axe barreled right over his head. He could feel Toothless growl, and the dragon started shaking his head a moment before the rest of his body started twitching. They suddenly dropped. Hiccup called his name, but it was only moments before hitting the ground that Toothless seemed to come to his senses. He barely softened their fall, and Hiccup was all but catapulted off the saddle.
The scratches left by Snow Toothless screamed as Hiccup rolled across the ground. He managed to push himself up, and when he spit on the ground, there was a splatter of red. He decided it was because he’d bitten his tongue in the fall and not something graver.
Toothless was fine, quickly coming to Hiccup’s aid, but it was clear Jack’s protection wasn’t infallible. And if that was true, they might not be able to use their advantage of flight – not that flying in this wind had been easy in the first place. Worst case scenario, it meant the Snow Queen was stronger than they’d thought, and that she might render the dragons completely at her mercy.
“Hiccup!”
Hiccup needed Toothless’ help to get back his footing, but when he heard Astrid’s voice he snapped back into action, his pain forgotten. “Astrid?”
Astrid and Stormfly burst out of the fog. The former was wielding her battle axe, and the latter was twitching her head, like she was suffering the same problem as Toothless. Astrid’s eyes widened when she saw him and dismounted, rushing up to Hiccup.
“A dragon attacked you?” she asked incredulously.
Hiccup shook his head. “Snow has a funny sense of humor,” he muttered. “What’s going on?”
Astrid looked like she wanted him to elaborate, but just then there was another scream – though this one sounded more like a war cry. She glanced over her shoulder and then quickly back to Hiccup. “The doors kept bursting open. We thought it was the wind, but something was ramming against it,” she said. “No sane person would ever attack us on our own turf in the middle of a storm – a-and yet, they—they’re here, and we can’t even see them properly.”
“Both ‘sane’ and ‘person’ might be a slightly inaccurate description in this case,” Hiccup said. “You’re right, Astrid. No ordinary human being would ever do this.”
Astrid shook her head. “No. That’s crazy,” she said. “What Jamie told us – none of that can be real. You have to tell me it’s not real.”
Hiccup looked wordlessly at her. Astrid gritted her teeth. Whatever she was about to say when she opened her mouth, the sound of heavy running footsteps distracted her. She whirled around just in time to bury her axe in the head of one of the humanoid puppets, splintering its white helmet and its mock-skull completely. The figure staggered, dropped its icy sword, then crumbled like a statue. In the midst of the white rubble lay something fleshy and red. Hiccup had seen this happen before – what looked like an enchanted animal heart, freezing over and turning to dust before his eyes – but it made Astrid back away in horror. She muttered something – it might’ve been a curse or a prayer – and Hiccup steadied her.
“Believe me now?” he asked, just as the fog lifted.
They were stood near the main square. From here, they could faintly see the stairs to the Great Hall, where a battle had commenced. The villagers were trying to keep the puppets of breaching the doors. For now, they seemed to have it under control, but Hiccup had a feeling they would eventually be overwhelmed if the Snow Queen wasn’t taken care of soon.
“Oh, gods,” Astrid said, her voice breathy. “What’s he doing?”
It took only a moment for Hiccup to realize what she was looking at – or rather, who. Halfway up the stairs, swinging his new Snoggletog present, Jamie was – somehow – keeping his ground against a snow soldier.
Hiccup felt like his life was passing before his eyes as he scrambled to climb onto Toothless again. “He never listens!” he exclaimed as they took off. Before the fog had the chance to thicken again, Toothless aimed a blast at the soldier, and all but erased it from existence. Jamie scrambled back in surprise, but his face lit up in wonder as Toothless landed.
“That was so cool!” he shrieked.
“Why are you here?” Hiccup demanded, dismounting yet again to check Jamie for any injuries. “You could’ve been killed.”
Jamie seemed unaffected, if not a bit disgruntled. “I’ve been practicing sword fighting for a reason, haven’t I?” he argued. “You even got me this cool sword.”
“Odin gave you the sword,” Hiccup argued, still in the Snoggletog spirit, apparently.
“Well, if it’s a god-given gift, it’s not in my place to refuse it, is it?” Jamie said, with the smug tone of someone who thought he had already won.
“Look out!” someone’s voice cried.
Hiccup didn’t even see what had been coming for them. In the next split second, he and Jamie were wrapped in black and they were tumbling down the stairs. There was a harsh thump, and Toothless ejected them out of the protection of his wings, only to spring up and snarl at the new enemy.
Or rather, an old one.
They’d tumbled off the side of the stairs. Behind them was the mountain wall, and cornering them was a group of soldiers – six of them in total – and in their midst was Snow Toothless again.
“Oh, come on. That’s just unfair,” Hiccup groaned.
They were surrounded, and judging by Toothless’ jerking motions, he was in no shape to fly. It seemed to get worse when the puppets were close.
Jamie got to his feet and grabbed Hiccup’s sleeve. “We’re outnumbered,” he said.
Hiccup bit back a sarcastic remark. He ignited Inferno, stepping in front of Jamie. “We defeated you once. We can do it again,” he said.
He didn’t think the snow puppets had the ability to laugh – not when they weren’t being possessed by the Snow Queen – but he felt like they would have if they could.
The fog had grown impenetrable again. If they cried for help, the magical density of it and the sound of battle on the stairs above them would surely drown them out. Hiccup doubted anyone would be fast enough anyway.
Snow Toothless opened its mouth and let out a bloodcurdling, hissing version of Toothless’ roar. Then it charged, and Toothless met it halfway. They rolled away in a wild, snarling whirlwind of black and white. The soldiers charged too.
Hiccup gutted the first one. He yelled at Jamie to stay back as Inferno clashed with the ice-covered – or was it pure, magically enhanced ice? – blade of the next solider. The solider lost its footing, and Hiccup deflected the attack of a third one, only to feel the blade of the second soldier bite into his armor. He stumbled back, and managed to slice off one of the soldiers’ – he was already losing track of which was which – hands. That didn’t seem too much of an inconvenience for it, as it merely switched the blade to his left hand.
Hiccup could tell he was fighting a hopeless battle. His only hope was to outlast them, until Jack defeated Snow, but his head was already spinning from pain.
“Toothless!” he yelled out in between strikes and blocks. “Take Jamie and go!”
“No!” Jamie objected. Toothless cried out as well, but Hiccup couldn’t tell if it was a matching protest or a cry of pain.
A blade dug into Hiccup’s shin, and he fell back with a guttural scream. For once, he wasn’t saved by his prosthetic. He crawled back, hopelessly raising Inferno to block what would surely be the finishing blow. And then Jamie was there, slicing the solder’s leg clean off. The solder fell to its knees, and Jamie raised his sword as if to decapitate it – but he stopped, his eyes wide with horror.
In his hesitation, another puppet took up the fallen one’s job, its white sword glittering as it came down to Jamie’s neck.
And then something hit the soldier’s back. Hiccup didn’t see what it was, because in the next moment, Toothless had jumped in front of them, covering them with his wing. There was a horrible sizzling noise.
After a few seconds, Toothless lowered his wing, and what Hiccup saw made his heart rise to his throat. What was left of the puppets was nothing at all – just a patch void of snow, puddles of sizzling liquid sinking into the grass. And standing tall proud in the middle of it, was a Changewing.
No, not a Changewing – the Changewing.
Snow shot him into the ice like a baseball and then immediately went up in smoke. Still, Jack could tell that attack alone had been enough to crack the shield around Berk. It was still there, but keeping it intact was beginning to feel like holding up the sky – he could already tell some of her puppets had broken through.
So much for that protection. What kind of Guardian couldn’t guard?
Of course, being here with Jamie was a constant reminder of what kind of Guardian that was. But this was no time to beat himself up, though it was getting harder to resist by the minute.
Jack rose to the sky again, but it was empty of any snow queens or creepy puppets. His breath was ragged. How did that make sense anyway – breathing, when he didn’t have a heartbeat? Surely, he didn’t need to breathe. He was basically a corpse. Just like Snow had said.
Wait.
“Snow!” Jack rasped. “Get out of my head!”
But how was she in his head in the first place?
Because she and Jack were the same.
No.
Jack clenched his eyes shut, trying to will his body to stop feeling so awfully heavy. And the world was spinning – or was he falling? With a jolt, he saw how close the ice had come. He gasped for breath, bringing a hand to his forehead. It was slick with sweat – no, water. Water, because he wasn’t human anymore. Water, because he was going back soon, back to being alone, back to being an only slightly improved version of a ghost—
A pathetic whimper crawled out of his throat. He felt so weak. Hiccup and the others were fighting because he couldn’t protect them, he was so weak.
“Get it together. Please, get it together!”
He gritted his teeth, and the clouds flashed with lightning. Thunder followed immediately, scaring Jack out of his spiral. Had he done that?
He was completely out of control.
I’m out of control. Someone will get hurt. I’m going to hurt someone.
The flash of light came from behind him, and even when Jack sensed it, he was too slow to turn around. The magic hit his shoulder and sent him lurching through the air, the winds throwing him hither and thither. Clearly, not all the wind sprites were on his side.
The Snow Queen looked like a specter in the snowfall – or was that just because Jack’s vision was swimming? He deflected her next attacks, but they came quickly, and she kept gaining momentum. With a guttural cry, he swung out with his arms, and there was a bright, flashing light. The ice shattered far beneath him, but he couldn’t see Snow.
His chest felt suddenly hollow. Had he…?
Then he heard her laugh – laugh that almost sounded genuinely amused.
“It’s like watching a drunk,” her voice sounded, shifting with the wind, seeping into his ears, into his brain, “or a child. What happened to your bravado, my friend?”
Jack growled, lunging out with his staff. His magic shot into the air and disappeared, hitting nothing. “Don’t call me that,” he hissed. “Stop hiding, you coward!”
“Name calling? Come on now…”
Jack yelped as he dodged an icicle – sharp as any blade, he was sure – and it whistled past him. Then, before he could regain his control, a beam of icy magic hit him in the chest, knocking the wind out of him. He choked, and only managed to slow the fall just before he hit the ice again. He pushed himself up, gasping for air.
“This hardly feels like a fair fight,” Snow said.
Jack looked up, seeing the hem of her flowing skirt first. “Like you ever cared about that,” he groaned, tilting his head up. He tried sounding confident when he spoke, but it was hard doing that while his lungs still struggled for breath and his arms shook under his own weight. “And it isn’t a fair fight. You…Your power is only a part of what I have.”
“You might be right,” Snow said, her voice airy as if in deep thought. “As devastating winter is only a part of a longer season. And you are a personification of winter, Jack – you too have something devastating inside you.” She frowned. “If only you knew how to wield it.”
“Shut up,” Jack muttered, lowering his head.
“Especially not in this state,” Snow continued, as if she didn’t hear him. “I’m almost in awe, seeing all that destructive power, bursting at your seams. Or I believe the word I’m looking for is envy.” She was quiet for a moment. “I can’t blame you for losing control.”
“I’m not losing control,” Jack snapped.
“But you are, aren’t you?” Snow said, mirth in her voice. “And it seems, in time, maybe I could’ve learned to control it – control you. With you at my side, I would’ve been more powerful than ever. But unfortunately, we don’t have time. Jack.” She opened her arms, as if offering an embrace. “Aren’t you going to fight back?”
Jack tightened his hold on his staff. “Why aren’t you attacking?” he asked back.
Snow’s lips twitched in something of a smile. “Why, indeed,” she said.
And she swung her arm toward him. Jack raised his staff instinctively, and like Glacier Island, they were catapulted away from each other. Jack skidded across the ice before he managed to regain the strength to take to the air. He shot right back at the Snow Queen with a throaty cry. The air crackled. Light flickered and the Snow Queen took off the ground as well, dodging Jack’s magic. An icicle formed in her hand and she threw it like a spear. Again, it only narrowly missed, nicking his ankle.
The next seconds – or maybe it was minutes, maybe it was hours – passed in a flurry of hot and cold flashes. In the midst of it, Jack couldn’t tell if any of his attacks landed. More concerning, he couldn’t tell if any of Snow’s attacks landed. No matter how hard he fought, she didn’t seem to be going down. Berk was hidden in the storm, Jack didn’t even know in which direction it was anymore. He didn’t know how many of her puppets had broken through, but it didn’t matter – all he could do was keep up the shield the best he could.
The world was white around him. Snow faded in and out of the fight, like she wasn’t real at all. Jack’s exhaustion was beginning to feel overwhelming. It was all beginning to feel so hopeless, and so far away. Like a memory, like a fever dream.
The storm looked awfully like that day at the North Pole, before the time fragment swallowed them. Jack got a terrible feeling he was stuck in that moment, and that everything that happened since…Did it ever happen? Vikings, gods, a chance at a second human life, an evil winter spirit that seemed to be a reflection of his own dark side—
Jack hadn’t realized he’d closed his eyes before a sharp noise made him open them again. By then it was too late; whatever Snow had thrown at him sent him barreling through the air, and suddenly he had no idea which way was up, and which was down. His head felt like it was going to implode on itself.
Was he alone? Had he been alone this whole time?
“Wind!” Jack gasped.
He didn’t get anything more out, but the winds that were still on his side seemed to get the message. It pulled him out of his freefall and took him home.
He was only aware he’d reached Berk when he crash-landed near the main square. He couldn’t hear any sound of battle – no, he couldn’t hear anything at all, aside from a high-pitched ringing in his ears. He tried pushing himself up only to collapse again. He patted the ground for his staff, but it was no where near him. Had he dropped it? Was that why he’d fallen?
He’d run away.
Jack dug his nails into the ground. Why was he running away?
A faint noise made him stir. He pushed himself up and turned to the sound, only to see a humanoid snow sculpture come running at him with a sword raised. He was too close – Jack didn’t have his staff and he couldn’t seem to get up. How stupid was that, dying by the hands of one of the minions and not the big bad villain?
Jack hopelessly shielded his face – but the blow never came. Slowly he lowered his arm.
The snow soldier was crumbling, starting from the open fracture in its chest, in which a battle axe was buried. Strange thing was, Jack recognized that battle axe; he had been threatened by it before.
He turned around. Astrid stood with her hand out, looking mildly shellshocked. But more importantly, she was looking mildly shellshocked – right at Jack.
“Astrid?” Jack asked, against hope.
Astrid’s mouth became wider. “Whoa,” she croaked. “It’s true.”
Jack struggled to his feet, suddenly filled with the strength for it. “Astrid,” he said again, smiling for the first time in what felt like hours. “I-It’s me. It’s Jack!”
“Oh, finally,” came a new voice – Tuffnut. “We were almost starting to give up.”
“How thick can you be?” Ruffnut agreed. The two of them had landed silently on Barf and Belch, and were sending Jack some poorly concealed gawks. Behind them was Hookfang and Meatlug, along with their riders. Fishlegs, Snotlout, Astrid – they were all unmistakably looking at him. Not only that, Snotlout was holding his staff. He jumped off Hookfang and walked warily up to Jack.
“Found this,” he said, handing it to him. “Figured you had to be nearby. You look awful.”
Jack could barely find his voice. He took the staff. “Thanks.”
“Not the—not the whole white hair-thing,” Snotlout clarified, waving his hands in a way that Jack thought could be described as bashful, if he hadn’t been, well, Snotlout. “It suits you! I mean, it looks okay. It’s kinda weird. Anyway, what I meant was—”
“I know what you meant,” Jack said, and couldn’t help but laugh. And oh, it felt wonderful to laugh. He looked around at the others – they all appropriately looked like they’d been through a battle – and felt a pang of guilt. “I—I have to—”
A shape passed overhead. Jack wouldn’t have thought anything of it, if it hadn’t been for the elated shriek that came from it, and he looked up to see…not much at all, and yet he knew exactly what it was.
“What the f—”
“Was that a Changewing?” Fishlegs asked. He sounded a bit tearful, his eyes darting between Jack and the sky with a wobbly smile. Jack realized he must be relieved to see him alive, spirit or not. “Sounded like your brother.”
“That would be him,” Jack confirmed faintly. “What does he think he’s doing? I have to go—”
“Jack, wait.” Astrid came up and grabbed his arm, looking a bit puzzled as she did. “Wow. You’re so cold.”
“Uh, yeah. It’s not usually this bad.”
Astrid shook her head and looked into his eyes. “Is everything true, then? These things that we’re fighting, they’re…they’re from the Snow Queen?”
“Everything Jamie and Hiccup have told you is true,” Jack said. “I’m sorry, Astrid – everyone – it’s my fault she’s attacking you. If I gave up, she might back away, but I can’t, I have to get Jamie—”
“You’ve spent enough time on Berk to know that giving up isn’t an option,” Astrid said, shaking her head. Then she smiled, a bit shakily. “But Hiccup believes in you, and he’s usually right about this stuff. So, anyway, what I’m trying to say is—”
Jack hugged her quick. “Sorry, I just didn’t think I’d ever get to do that,” he said as he pulled away. Astrid raised her brows and Jack could only grin at her. “Thank you. Just hold out. All of you.”
He turned to the others, and suddenly things felt…normal. The dragon riders looked back at him just as they had done when they’d looked at Jackson Overland. Sure, there would be questions after the battle, but right now their eyes were steely and full of the kind of valiant frenzy Jack had only ever seen in the eyes of the Hairy Hooligans. Against all odds, Jack finally felt like one of them.
“Hold out,” Jack repeated. “Don’t die. I have to get my stupid little brother.”
He took off and, when he was sure the dragon riders couldn’t hear him, laughed incredulously. He’d had doubts even one of them would believe in him – not in a million years all of them. He’d thank Jamie for being his wonderful self, but that would have to wait.
The only reason Jack found them was because he could feel the Changewing’s presence, and evidently she could feel him as well, because she dropped the camouflage when he came closer. Jamie sat on her back, without even a saddle, grinning like he was at an amusement park and not in the middle of a war.
“Jamie!” Jack bellowed.
Jamie jumped, his grin shrinking into something a little guiltier. “Jack!” he said, brows furrowed as he looked closer at him. “You look—”
“I know,” Jack interrupted and came up to fly beside them. “Got it when Snotlout told me. And Jamie…” He couldn’t help it – the stern older brother-face he’d been wearing melted off him like a thawing river, and he grinned. “They all see me. You’re amazing.”
Jamie’s eyed widened. “Really?” he gasped, then giggled bashfully when Jack nodded. “It was a shared effort.”
Jack perched on the Changewing’s back and ruffled Jamie’s hair. “Anyway,” he said. “Care to explain why you’re on dragonback in the middle of a battle?”
“She came to save us!” Jamie said, affectionately rubbing the Changewing’s neck. “I don’t know why, but suddenly she was there, like she knew I was in trouble.” He turned around to look at Jack, frowning. “You don’t think it’s like a…motherly instinct thing, do you?”
Just then, the Changewing gave a shriek and took a sharp turn, as something white shot past them. The movement made Jack topple off her back, and as he regained altitude, he saw what had attacked them – a white eagle. And it hadn’t come alone.
“Jamie, get out of here!” Jack yelled, before he felt talons grab his shoulders and yank him upwards. Freya’s cloak kept them from boring into his skin, and he twisted his arm, hitting the eagle’s behind. It instantly froze, which solved one problem – he was no longer being kidnapped – but created another – the eagle’s talons were still clamped around his shoulders and, turns out, an eagle-sized ice sculpture is heavier than one might think. Jack rocketed downwards and crashed on someone’s roof before tumbling to the ground. The eagle broke off in the process, and Jack struggled to get back into the air.
“Jamie!”
The world was beginning to spin again. In the distance, he could see the eagles swarming Jamie and the Changewing. The Changewing flickered in and out of sight, trying and failing to keep up her camouflage. Jack flew towards them as fast as he could, but then something happened to the Changewing, making it shriek in pain. It jerked back instinctively, and the motion made Jamie lose his grip. He fell off with a scream.
Jack surged forwards with speed he didn’t know he had. He caught Jamie in his arms, but the weight and momentum was too much – they kept falling.
And then he landed, but not on the ground. His head knocked against something yielding, and a wheeze followed.
“That could’ve gone smoother,” Hiccup groaned.
“Hiccup!” Jack and Jamie said in chorus.
It was an understatement to say their position was awkward. Jack lay across Toothless’ neck, halfway off him, while Hiccup held onto his arms to keep him from falling, while Jack held Jamie in what could be described as bridal style, but a lot less elegant. Toothless made a questioning noise as if to ask if they were alright.
“I’ve been better,” Jack admitted, and pulled Jamie and himself upright. He turned to Hiccup the best he could, holding onto his shoulder. “You okay, Jamie?”
Jamie looked pale, but he nodded. “What about the Changewing?”
Jack looked up and swallowed. “I think she got away,” he said, “if those eagles coming for us is any clue.” He gritted is teeth and, as swiftly as he could, levitated just enough to put Jamie between himself and Hiccup and crouched to keep as little weight on poor Toothless’ neck as possible. “There are six of them.”
“You take three, we take the other half?” Hiccup suggested. He sounded strangely calm – or maybe Jack was just so stressed, anyone who wasn’t in a complete panic seemed calm in comparison.
“Okay, yeah, let’s do that,” Jack said, trying to match his resolve. He was about to jump off, but remembered something, sending Hiccup a huge smile. “I just talked to Astrid and the others. You two are amazing.”
Then he jumped straight up and swung his staff. The bright blue dart of magic hit one of the eagles, but it wasn’t enough to freeze it like he’d done to the other. He’d have to use more power.
Something terribly hot shot past him and hit an eagle, exploding it on impact. Jack knew the plasma blast hadn’t been that close to him at all, but he still felt as if he’d just been sitting a bit too close to the hearth. He turned around to see Toothless fly in a wide path around him and sent the three of them a thumbs up.
“Jack, concentrate!” Jamie bellowed and pointed.
Jack whirled back around, swinging his staff blindly. It connected with something, and there was a cry as the second eagle plummeted, stiff as a statue. If he could get close up to them, he could turn them to ice – inanimate ice – without risking losing control of his powers.
He stood still as the eagles caught up.
“What are you doing?” Jamie yelled from a distance.
Jack ignored him. When the eagles where close enough, he shot straight at them. If an ice puppet could be surprised, this one definitely was, as it dodged out of Jack’s way. Jack spun his staff as he grazed the eagle’s wing, and it connected with its chest. The eagle went down, but in the next second, Jack felt something tear across his chest.
He got back to himself a moment before hitting the stairs to the Great Hall. He touched down on the bannister, taking in the chaos around him: stark white human-shaped warriors fighting against the villagers that had taken it upon themselves to protect the doors of the Great Hall – and they were almost losing. Just in front of the doors stood Stoick and Gobber, fighting side by side with a rhythm that gave away how many times they’d faced down foes together, and yet they were visibly struggling. Gobber was unsteady on his feet, a deep blue bruise across his face. Stoick had a gash on his forehead, blood mixing with the sweat trailing down his temple.
Jack wanted to do something. He wanted to help, but there were too many people in between the puppets – his powers were too unpredictable to risk it.
Overhead came the telltale whistle of an incoming Night Fury, and he ducked just as the air above him exploded. Pieces of ice eagle rained down on him.
“Jack!” Hiccup yelled. “You okay?”
“They need help,” Jack said, hearing how weak his own voice sounded.
Hiccup peered through the fog. “They’ve got it under control. Come on!”
Jack took a deep breath and kicked off the ground, catching up with Toothless. “Are there any eagles left?” he panted.
His answer came in the form of an eagle cry. Jack spun around and went headfirst for it like he had before, ignoring Hiccup’s mangled protest. The eagle dodged Jack’s staff, but Jack still barreled into it, catching it in a headlock that probably looked ridiculous. He let out a furious cry, partly to hide the way he would’ve screamed in pain as the eagle’s beak pierced his shoulder. There was a flash of light, and the eagle burst into pieces in his arms.
Jack immediately doubled over and gripped his upper arm, hissing with pain.
“Jack! Why would you—” Hiccup voice sounded far away. Jack looked up and managed to stay afloat until he could collapse on Toothless’ back, behind Hiccup. Hiccup and Jamie both turned to him. Jamie looked afraid, and as did Hiccup, but with a hint of anger as well. “What was that? What were you thinking?”
“Any…Any more eagles?” Jack asked.
“No,” Hiccup said, his hand hovering over Jack’s shoulder. “Why are you attacking them like that? You’re getting hurt!”
Jack closed his eyes, letting his head fall back. “I can’t—I can’t use too much power,” he said. “I’m too unstable. Glacier Island – the avalanche, freezing the ocean—” He winced, pain flaring down the right of his face. He held back a curse. “She’s trying to break through.”
He opened his eyes to find Hiccup and Jamie looking back at him with concern. Jack didn’t want to admit how scared he was in front of Jamie, but he was sure both of them could see it in his face.
“Jack,” Jamie said. “The Moon chose you for a reason. It doesn’t matter that you’re sick – you know how to protect people. That’s what you do.”
Hiccup took his hand, then jolted, like he’d been shocked. Instead of asking, he shook his head and looked seriously at Jack. “You’re fighting with one arm tied behind your back,” he said, “but you don’t have to be afraid. I’ve seen with my own eyes the lengths you’d go to protect your loved ones. Even in this state, you’d never hurt anyone.”
“How can you be so sure?” Jack asked.
Hiccup surprised him by laughing. “If you met yourself, you’d understand,” he said. “Besides, I don’t remember much of what happened on the sea after the fairies, but you froze everything – and still not even a single frostbitten toe on us. So, I’m pretty sure.”
Jack didn’t know what to say to that. His head was filled with what ifs, and the feeling of the Snow Queen’s magic beating against the shield didn’t help his confidence. But Hiccup sounded so resolute and assured, Jack had a feeling it wouldn’t have mattered which words he’d chosen – the faith he and Jamie had in Jack alone was enough to quiet that voice in his mind.
That voice…
“I think she’s in my head,” Jack blurted. “I think…since I’m a spirit again, we share something – something at our core.”
Hiccup frowned. “That might be,” he said, which wasn’t what Jack wanted to hear. But then he smiled. “But even so, you don’t have to be afraid. You’re not like her, Jack. Remember whose cloak you’re wearing.”
Freya’s cloak seemed to grow heavier on his shoulders, like a reassuring hug. He raised his brows at Hiccup.
“What? You’re thinking we’re gonna defeat the evil queen with the power of love?” he asked.
It was meant to be a joke, but Jamie got an awed light in his eyes, and Hiccup shrugged.
“If you wanna phrase it like that, then…yeah, I guess so,” he said. “The Moon, Freya…getting handpicked by all these otherworldly entities must be getting to your head.”
Jack laughed. “Obviously not.”
“Well, it should,” Hiccup said, then leaned in and kissed him. “Even Astrid believes in you. Time you believed in yourself.”
“Ugh, cliché,” Jamie complained, pretending to be disgusted by the public display of affection. He smiled. “He is right, though.”
Jack couldn’t blush, but he thought he felt a little less cold.
“Think of my voice instead,” Hiccup murmured, his face close to Jack’s. “We’ll see you on the other side.”
Looking at the two of them, there were a certain string of words Jack felt desperate to say. But he didn’t say them – that kind of display of affection was still too scary, at least with Hiccup. But he knew, with crystal clear certainty, that those three words wholeheartedly described what he felt.
“Keep Jamie safe,” he said instead, and squeezed Hiccup’s hand. “See you on the other side.”
And he let himself slide off Toothless, just like he had during his first flight with him. The wind took hold of him instead, and he shot towards the docks and the open sea.
It was eerie how the battle was silenced completely when he landed on the ice. He hoped it meant his shield was stronger than he’d thought – at the very least strong enough to keep the Snow Queen out.
But now she was quiet. Jack knew that she was there, but she was hiding again. It was as if she knew something was different.
“I’m okay now,” Jack called out into the air, ignoring how raspy his voice sounded. “Just needed a good pep talk.”
Jack waited. Ten seconds, twenty, thirty—
“Snow. I know you can hear me. Come out now, or I’ll make you.”
Could he really do that? He’d barely been able to fight those eagles without passing out. He was wasting his time, trying to fight her, while Berk’s inhabitants slowly crumpled under the force of her minions. He should help them instead.
Jack closed his eyes. No – those thoughts weren’t his.
“Think of his voice instead,” he whispered and opened his eyes again. He took a deep breath. “Time’s up.”
He raised his arms and stretched out his mind. The wind picked up, and snow fell even heavier. The clouds flickered with lightning, its thunder making the ice tremble. Jack gritted his teeth and brought his hands together. Snowflakes from every direction amassed into a flurry in front of him, and Snow tumbled onto the ice, catching herself with her hands. It was a rarity that she showed such open emotion on her face, but this time, her surprise was clear as day.
This time, Jack didn’t wait. He pointed his staff at Snow, and she barely had the time to raise her arms in defense. Jack’s magic crashed against a shield of ice. It cracked almost immediately but gave Snow just enough time to collect herself. She kicked off the ground, at it looked as if she were fraying at the edges, like she was trying to disperse and hide again – but Jack forced her to remain in one piece, and he shot after her.
When Snow suddenly spun around, she hurled a white spear at Jack. Jack ducked, but it still nicked his cheek, rupturing the remains of Snow’s brand. Then followed a burst of white, and Jack was thrown back. He raised his staff just in time to fend off a jagged blade of ice, Snow all but materializing right in front of him; even without the ability to turn into a thousand snowflakes, she could move almost indiscernibly fast.
They fought in a dance much like the one before, except this time, Jack felt as if he had the upper hand. At least most of the time. He lost count of how many times he hit the ice, but in return, he could tell from his lack of a self-deprecating inner monologue that Snow was too distracted by the fight to mess with his mind. Snow was quiet as she fought, her voice only escaping her whenever she had to defend herself against the stronger bursts of Jack’s powers, which came in haphazard waves. It felt like the unpredictability of Jack’s fever was working in his favor.
Time remained a mystery, but as Jack had foreseen, they both eventually grew too tired to keep themselves air born. The fight continued mostly on foot. Snow’s eyes were alight with anger and fear, fighting with the ferocity of an animal that was aware of its own impending end.
It made Jack feel sick to his stomach – but that was also because of the fever. The longer the fight went on, the harder it became to breathe, to see, to move. Channeling his powers felt like balancing on a fence blindfolded. If he tilted to one side, his magic wasn’t enough. If he tilted to the other, he could feel inside him a blizzard even worse than devastating winter. Every next step was a step in the dark.
Suddenly, a dark shadow flashed in the haze behind the Snow Queen, and there was a whistling hiss. Snow’s eyes went wide, and she whirled around, the ice flashing blue as she deflected Toothless’ plasma blast. She gave a furious cry.
“Hiccup, no!” Jack yelled, but it was too late.
Toothless made a pained noise. His form twitched, and he rocketed towards the ground, disappearing in the haze. Jack concentrated, looking for that fine line between dispelling Snow’s control over Toothless, or only making it worse.
And Jack felt himself fall off the wrong side of the fence.
The thunderstorm in his chest was stuffing his throat, forcing itself out, choking him. Instead of fixing his magic on that precise point, he felt it surge out of him, blowing out in every direction. The only thing in his mind was Hiccup and Jamie’s reassurance that if there was one thing he would never do, it was hurting someone he loved.
Had they been wrong?
No. Jack refused to believe that.
He felt himself fall to his knees, a scream building up and lodging itself in his throat. The sky grew bigger and heavier above him, and Jack held up his arms as if to keep it from finally crushing him and breaking the bonds that held back that last bit of his control.
Around him, he felt the storm come to a sudden stop.
Slowly, he managed to open his eyes. The Snow Queen was staring at him, standing rigid just a few meters away. Her head tilted to the side in a silent question.
“You’ve reached it,” she concluded, her voice hoarser than before. “Your limit.”
Jack exhaled shakily as he tried to find his voice. “That’s…exactly what I’m trying to prevent,” he said. He couldn’t lower his arms. They were shaking with the strain.
A smile was slowly forming on Snow’s lips. “Like a cup about to overflow,” she said, taking a few slow steps towards him. “All it would take is a push.”
“And then what? Berk would be destroyed. You’d have nothing to reign over.”
“Berk is your world, not mine,” Snow said. “There are other islands, other people to feed my power.”
Jack pressed his lips together, raising his chin defiantly. “You’ll be destroyed with it,” he said, though he wasn’t so sure. And judging by Snow’s soft sigh, she knew that.
“I’ll admit, I thought this battle would be the end of me,” she said. “So I gave it my all. I can only imagine what the Berkians might be thinking. Better they perish – I need to maintain my invisibility.” She raised her hand, a blue light illuminating in her palm. “Goodbye, Jack Frost.”
And then there was another light. A bright orange one, climbing up the edge of a sword coming down at Snow’s neck.
Unable to hide his surprise, Snow saw the change in Jack’s face, and Jack knew what was about to happen – but it happened too fast, there was no way he could’ve stopped it.
“No!” he screamed, as the Snow Queen whirled around and swung her arm. The air flashed white, and before Inferno could reach Snow, Hiccup was blasted away with the strike that had been meant for Jack. Hiccup bounced and skidded across the ice before coming to a stop, his form halfway hidden in the fog.
Jack waited for him to get up. He didn’t.
Something strange happened: Toothless appeared from the haze and landed next to Hiccup’s limp body, and Jack saw who had actually been riding him earlier: Jamie. He jumped off Toothless and ran up to Hiccup’s side. Jack wanted to yell at him to hurry up, though he was sure Jamie was being as swift as he possibly could. The world seemed to move through syrup.
Jamie sat crouched over Hiccup’s form. Then he sat up and looked at Jack. Even from this distance, Jack could see the horror in his eyes.
No.
Jamie’s horror turned to alarm. “Jack, look out!” he screamed.
Jack looked back to see the edge of an icicle coming down at his chest. He dropped his arms before he even realized what he was doing, his hand clamping around Snow’s wrist. The icicle stopped centimeters away from his heart, as Snow went rigid.
Her eyes widened. Her lips parted, but no sound came out. From where her and Jack’s skin met, cracks spread out like spiderweb fractures on ice. Jack yanked his hand back in surprise, falling back, but the Snow Queen remained frozen. He could do nothing as the cracks spread up to her shoulder, and only in a heartbeat, she was covered in it.
And then she crumbled.
Notes:
Hello.............friends................................I am so sorry......................
This chapter lined up with my vacation, so because I was busy AND I loathe writing action it took me like 49 years to write it. It was a nightmare, and it made me wonder why I don't just write purely romance fics, and I'm glad it's over. Anyway, press F for the Snow QueenAlso, look at THIS by local-dragon-haunt, here's your payment in chapter 41 you absolute madman
Also, Slythertwit, you posted THIS in the comments but it deserves more attention
Chapter 42: Jack and Hiccup go honeymooning
Chapter Text
Time seemed to slow down as the Snow Queen’s remains were whisked away by the wind. His hand tingled where he’d touched her. Whatever he’d been holding back, he couldn’t feel it anymore. She was gone.
He got up and ran. The wind carried him to Hiccup, Jamie and Toothless, and he landed a meter away.
Toothless nudged Hiccup’s shoulder, and for once Jack wished he wasn’t as expressive as he was. He made a thin noise, looking up at Jack.
Jamie’s cheeks were wet, his breath coming in short gasps. “Jack…” he croaked.
“Jack!”
It was Astrid. Jack didn’t turn, but he could hear Stormfly and the other dragons land. In a moment, she’d rushed past him to Hiccup’s side and put her head on his chest.
“No,” she said, her voice far away. “No, no—”
Jamie still looked at Jack. He expected him to fix this.
Jack felt himself walk forward and sit down beside Astrid. His hand moved on its own, and he unwillingly pressed it against Hiccup’s heart. Why? He wasn’t sure. He didn’t want to feel the lack of a heartbeat.
But his hand touched Hiccup’s chest, and Hiccup’s whole body jolted.
Like emerging from water, the sounds around him flowed back into his ears. Astrid gasped and Jack pulled his hand back, too confused and scared to do anything but stare as some strands in Hiccup’s hair began to rise. And then his eyelids twitched, and slowly opened. He grimaced, groaning weakly.
“What…” he started. “Ow.”
Jamie gave a squeak that could’ve rivaled Baby Tooth. “You restarted his heart,” he whispered.
“I—what?” Jack croaked.
Nobody answered. They just all stared at Hiccup, like he was a ghost. Hiccup was still too out of it to notice.
Then Toothless jumped up and down on the spot and licked Hiccup’s face, breaking the stunned pause.
“Oh—okay,” Hiccup said, a faint laugh in his voice. He blinked up at them. Somehow, he looked the least confused of all of them. He was probably too disoriented to feel much of anything at all. “Can someone—”
Astrid leaned down and collected him in a fierce hug. “You were dead,” Jack heard her whisper. “Your heart wasn’t beating.”
Hiccup winced, but it didn’t stop his eyes from widening. “But how…” he started, his eyes going to Jack. Then they moved to something behind Jack and he frowned again. “Where’s the Snow Queen?”
Jack looked over his shoulder to see the other dragon riders, still watching the scene in stunned silence. By the time he turned back, Astrid had let Hiccup go and was busy hiding her face so that nobody could see her wipe at her cheeks.
“S-she…” Jack started, his voice wavering.
Awareness was slowly returning to Hiccup’s face, and now it softened in understanding. He reached for Jack’s hand, but Jack pulled it away.
“Don’t—don’t touch me, I don’t know—” He found it hard to breathe. “I don’t know what happened, but I shocked you, and your heart was…b-but if I touch you again, maybe it would stop again? I—”
“I don’t think that’s how it works, Jack,” Jamie said.
“How do you know?”
He shrugged. “I’ve seen it on TV.”
Astrid sniffled. “Where’s Teevee?”
“I’ll handle this,” came Tuffnut’s sudden loud voice, and before Jack could stop him, he’d grabbed his hand. Nothing happened. Tuffnut groaned, throwing up his arms. “Oh, come on!”
Jack stared at him. Then he began to laugh. He closed his eyes, letting his head lull forward. “It’s done,” he mumbled, too tired to rejoice. “She’s gone. The Snow Queen is gone.”
There was silence. He felt a hand on his shoulder and looked up to see Astrid smiling at him.
“Berk is safe,” she said. “No deaths. Only some damage, but we’re used to that.”
Hiccup pushed himself up and Jamie helped him. “I take it our plan went a bit pear-shaped,” he said, smiling at Jamie. He held up his hand for a high-five. Jamie complied, but did it very softly.
“You’re not getting off the hook,” Jack promised. “Neither of you.”
Jamie snorted. “You sound like my mom.”
Jack opened his mouth to retort, but something made him falter. He tilted his head to the side, feeling like someone was staring at the back of his head. He turned around, and though he only saw ice, he understood. He got to his feet, ignoring his aching…well, everything.
“I have to talk to someone,” he said tiredly.
“Hold on,” Hiccup said, and raising his arm to Jack. “I’ll come with you.”
Jack hesitated. “Can you walk?” he asked, carefully taking Hiccup’s hand.
“Guess we’ll see.”
He pulled him up, and Hiccup’s eyes glazed over for a moment. Jack steadied him, and Toothless hurried to his other side, ready to catch him.
“I’m good,” Hiccup said after a few seconds, his voice strained with pain.
Jamie appeared beside Jack, and the four of them trudged in the general direction of nothing, the ice steady beneath them. Jack kept a hand on Hiccup’s back, in case he’d suddenly collapse – though there was also a risk that Jack himself would suddenly collapse.
“Stay here,” Jack said when they’d gotten far enough away from the others. He took a step forward and pointed his staff at the ice in front of them. It cracked open with a thunder-like noise. As the ice floes floated apart, a familiar but not too friendly face appeared in the water.
Uðr looked neither happy nor sad about their victory, but she wouldn’t have been here if she weren’t aware of it. She looked at Jack and nodded once.
“You did well.”
Jack wasn’t touching the water, but he understood her, nonetheless. Another perk of being magic again – if he could call it a perk.
“My fairy,” Jack replied coldly.
Uðr narrowed her eyes, but if she had any problems with Jack’s attitude, she seemed to deem it wise not to voice them. Normally, Jack would’ve been uncomfortable with the newfound awe she had for him, but right now he was too tired to care, and these mermaids had never been anything but a nuisance.
“Now,” Jack said.
Uðr waved her hand, and with no more warning, a colorful blob shot out of the black water. Baby Tooth looked around in confusion first, but then she saw Jack, and she let out the most exhilarated squeak Jack had ever heard from her. She flew right at Jack, darting around his head and into his face and chest. Jack couldn’t help but laugh.
“You’re okay,” he said. It felt like another layer of sky had been lifted from his shoulders.
Baby Tooth continued to babble, too fast for Jack to understand, and went to greet Jamie, then Hiccup, then Toothless. Jamie pressed her gently to his forehead, and Hiccup looked just as happy about seeing her again. Then she went back to Jack, gestured wildly at him and pulled at his hair.
“Ouch! Yeah, I know, I’m aware,” Jack laughed. “Yes, Baby Tooth. We did it.”
“So you did,” Uðr said. Jack had almost forgotten she was there. “We thank you.”
Jack sent her an unimpressed look. “You’re welcome,” he said, before swinging his staff at her. Uðr disappeared under the water as if something had pulled her, and the water refroze. He huffed and turned to the others. “That felt good.”
Jamie stared with fascination at the newly frozen ice.
Hiccup smiled fondly at Jack. “You look good,” he said, before hearing himself. “I mean, you look better. You look…uh—”
“Less like a corpse?” Jack supplied. He smiled. “Yeah. I feel better. I think…” His voice faltered, and he had to look away. “…all I was holding back, the Snow Queen got the full force of it when she—w-when you…”
He trailed off, and there were a few seconds of silence.
“You sure she’s dead?” Hiccup asked softly.
Jack glanced up at him and nodded.
Hiccup’s eyes were sympathetic. He took Jack’s hand and squeezed it, but didn’t say anything. They were all too tired to talk about anything that had to do with their quest, now due to end.
Jack looked back towards the others. The twins were jumping on the ice, testing its thickness in a way that made Jack’s stomach twist. Thankfully it looked like Fishlegs managed to convince them to stop. Snotlout looked like he was trying to impress Astrid again. Astrid, even from this distance, looked thoroughly unimpressed. She kept sending curious glances in their direction. Jack didn’t understand how they all acted so…like themselves.
Behind them, the fog was quickly letting up. Berk came back into view. The storm was over, and as if the gods wanted to give them definite assurance of it, the clouds parted and pale sunlight filtered through.
“It’s day,” Jamie observed.
“It always comes around at some point,” Hiccup replied.
Jack was just as surprised; the battle hadn’t lasted that long at all. He looked up at the clouds, squinting at the light.
“I have to go,” he said. “Alva still has that fairy-problem.”
“Jack,” Hiccup and Jamie said at the same time, with the same exasperated tone.
Jamie took his free hand and started pulling them back towards the island. “Whatever we have to do next, I’m sure it can wait a few days,” he said.
Jack frowned at him, and Jamie just smiled, like he knew something Jack didn’t.
The following hours were a mess.
Hiccup urged Jack to take a nap, first of all. He saw him off at Gothi’s, and then steeled himself to go see Stoick. He’d run off earlier, defying orders again – Stoick had to be getting used to it at this point, but Hiccup knew he’d get a scolding anyway. However, turns out Stoick dreaded seeing Hiccup just as much, judging by the way he grudgingly admitted to being wrong about the attack. While he gave no indication he believed there was any magic involved, they accepted each other’s apology and proceeded with their chiefly and son-of-the-chief-ly duties.
After going through the village and noting down everything that needed to be fixed and done, Jamie and Hiccup searched the island for the Changewing. They didn’t find her. Hiccup assured Jamie that that was just the nature of Changewings – he’d never before met a Changewing that was so attached to a human as this one was to Jamie – and that she’d probably just returned home when the battle ended.
“I’ve decided what I wanna call her,” Jamie said. “Valkyrie. Isn’t it cool?”
Hiccup decided not to argue that the Valkyries only appear after death, which wasn’t really a good thing since Jamie didn’t seem the type to yearn for glorious death in battle. He just grinned and said it was cool.
The villagers were confused, to say the least. But as true Berkians, they ventured headfirst into the swamp that was their confusion and uncertainty about this new knowledge of the world, and Hiccup had no doubt they would come out stronger and even more boar headed on the other side. They talked about magic – sadly, not in a fond way, but who could blame them? A small part of Hiccup was glad they wouldn’t remember it for long.
A really small, miniscule part.
A few hours later, he flew up to Gothi’s hut and carefully entered. The hut was quiet except for the creaking of the floor. Gothi was in the Great Hall tending to the wounded, and her dragons followed her everywhere. Baby Tooth was with Jamie. There was no crackling of fire from the hearth either, which for once had been left cold and unattended.
Lying on the same fur he’d been given his first day was Jack, sprawled on his back and completely oblivious to the world. His head tilted to the side and his mouth was ajar. He wasn’t snoring – Hiccup wasn’t even sure he was breathing at first, but upon closer inspection, he could see the slight rise and fall of his chest.
His hand rested on his staff as he slept, so it was clear he hadn’t moved at all since lying down. Hiccup motioned for Toothless to be quiet, then walked over as carefully as he could and kneeled beside Jack. He wondered if he should wake him up. The dragon riders didn’t know where Jack was, no matter how much they had pestered Hiccup to tell them, but Hiccup had no doubt they would soon figure it out on their own. Better to wake up slowly and comfortably than with a bunch of excitable, sleep-deprived and most likely rude questions.
Hiccup lay down beside Jack. He gently brushed a few white strands out of his face. Being so out of it, he didn’t expect Jack to open his eyes. The blue of his irises still caught Hiccup off guard, but he was slowly getting used to it.
“Sorry,” Hiccup whispered, letting his hand fall. “You don’t have to wake up yet.”
Jack blinked blearily. “Has it been four days again?” he asked, voice scratchy.
“Only a few hours,” Hiccup chuckled.
Jack’s mouth quirked upwards. He moved sluggishly to put his hand over Hiccup’s. It was cold – Hiccup wasn’t used to it yet, but he didn’t mind either.
“Your injuries?”
“Shallow. Nothing to worry about,” Hiccup reassured him.
Jack hummed. “That’s good. Are you taking a nap too?”
“I wasn’t planning on it.”
“You were just planning on staring at me while I sleep?”
Hiccup snorted. “I just wanted to see you.”
The gleam in Jack’s eyes lost some of its impishness, and he looked away. He kept smiling, though – softly and serenely.
“Can I come closer?” he asked after a few seconds.
Hiccup frowned. “Why would you ask?”
Jack sent him a look that was both exasperated and self-conscious. “Don’t think you’ll like cuddling up to a walking icicle, so I thought I’d give you the choice.”
“Psht,” Hiccup said, rolling his eyes. He scooted closer to Jack, mindful of their respective injuries, and nestled up to him. “I’m a Viking. It’ll take more than a little cold to scare me off.”
Jack’s eyes crinkled at the corners. He intertwined his fingers with Hiccup’s. Soon enough, they both drifted off to sleep.
Jamie looked up at Gothi’s hut, wishing Valkyrie had stayed a little longer. At least he wouldn’t have needed to walk up the entire way, which was why he hadn’t done it earlier. But as he stood staring up with dismay, Ruffnut and Tuffnut came up on each side of him.
“Need a ride?” Tuffnut asked.
Jamie should’ve known they had ulterior motives. By the time he knocked on Gothi’s door, he looked back and saw that they had been followed. The dragon riders jumped one by one onto the balcony, and Jamie sent the twins a baleful look.
He didn’t get to say anything before the door opened, though. It was Hiccup, wearing a pinched expression. “I was wondering where you were,” he said dryly.
“They tricked me,” Jamie complained.
“Yes, that’s what they do.”
Jack appeared behind Hiccup’s shoulder then. He still looked tired, but his face lit up anyway. “You all seem alright,” he said, making space for himself in the doorway.
There was an awkward pause. Jack sighed, his smile turning exasperated.
“You already know what I am, there’s no point in acting surprised now,” he said, and nodded for them to come inside. “Get the questions over with. Though I’m happy to not be invisible anymore, the staring can get a bit annoying in the long run.”
Jamie shared a look with Hiccup, who just shrugged.
“You heard him,” Jamie said, tilting his chin up, before following Jack inside.
The dragon riders filed in. The next couple of hours were spent answering the same questions Hiccup had asked the first time he got filled in on the whole magic-thing, and then questions about Jack Frost specifically.
“So, are you, like, a ghost?” Snotlout asked slowly.
Hiccup’s brows furrowed and he opened his mouth, obviously about to scold him for being so rude, but Jack just snorted.
“Maybe, I don’t know,” he admitted. “I haven’t met a ghost before, so maybe ghosts are just a concept humans came up with because they couldn’t explain other magic-stuff. Who knows?”
“You don’t sound very knowledgeable about spirits, despite being one,” Fishlegs commented.
Jack shrugged. “It’s all a very mysterious affair,” he said. “We don’t have fancy spirit cards with stats or whatever.” He smiled playfully at him.
“Huh,” Jamie said. “What would your stats be?”
There was a pause.
Fishlegs cleared his throat uncertainly. “There’s strength, speed, firepower, venom, stealth, armor—”
“I’m not a dragon,” Jack interrupted with a laugh.
Hiccup tilted his head thoughtfully to the side. “Strength, speed, stealth, venom, maybe not exactly firepower—”
“Venom?” Jack said.
“Your words can be pretty scathing.”
“Armor!” Jamie said, patting Freya’s cloak. “Besides, you can take a hit. I’ve seen you fall from the sky multiple times.”
“I was actually wondering what that cloak was,” Astrid said.
Hiccup, Jack and Jamie went very quiet. Baby Tooth chirped confusedly.
“Oh, right!” Jack exclaimed suddenly, making several of them jump, and turned to Baby Tooth. “They can’t see you yet, can they? Except Ruff and Tuff, of course. Hey, guys, do you wanna hear what the deal was with those missing teeth?”
Which was more than enough to distract them. It took about five minutes of Jack explaining the whole thing before Fishlegs suddenly made a squeak – that, appropriately enough, sounded a lot like Baby Tooth – and pointed at the fairy resting on Jack’s head. And then it was like a domino effect.
After another five minutes of freaking out and Baby Tooth looking both flattered and uncomfortable with the attention, the gang calmed down enough for Hiccup to get a word in edgewise.
“That took a lot less time than convincing you Jack wasn’t dead,” he said.
Astrid snorted. “Fairies – even teeth-obsessed ones – are not so hard to believe in compared to the rest. We’ve seen the weirdest stuff already.”
It was Jack’s turn to snort. “You should meet my friends.”
A horn sounded just then, but none of them immediately stirred.
“Thought we’d skip dinner today,” Astrid said, looking at the others for answers.
“Nah,” Tuffnut said. “Just got delayed. People still wanna celebrate.”
“Who has the energy for that?” Ruffnut mumbled.
Jack grimaced. “You really must be exhausted,” he said.
The dragon riders got to their feet, all except Hiccup.
“You’re not gonna join?” Snotlout asked, looking between the three of them – even at Baby Tooth.
Hiccup looked at Jack, who visibly hesitated.
“I, uh…think I’ll skip. But you two should go,” he said to Hiccup and Jamie. “You’re probably hungry.”
Astrid shifted from foot to foot. “We can cover for you if, uh…if anything weird happens?”
“It’s not that,” Jack said with a grateful smile, “but thanks. It’s crowded down there, and I don’t…” He seemed to struggle finding the right words. Jamie touched his arm lightly.
“Let’s just stay here,” he said. “Hiccup can get food.”
There was no argument. Hiccup herded his friends out, and Jamie and Jack waited in the hut while Hiccup and Toothless fetched dinner. When he got back and served Jamie – muttonchops again – he envied Jack for not needing to eat. Still, he ate it all in less than five minutes, and felt a lot better afterwards.
“Are you cold?” Jack asked at some point. When none of them answered, he rolled his eyes and got to his feet. “Why didn’t you say anything? Hiccup, can I borrow your sword?”
Hiccup sent him a long look. “As long as you grab the handle,” he said, taking Inferno out. “Are you sure this is a good idea?”
“Maybe not,” Jack said, but took the sword anyway. Jamie watched curiously as he walked over to the hearth and ignited Inferno. The heat made him grimace, but moments later, the fire crackled softly. Jack grinned victoriously and came back to sit. He handed Inferno back to Hiccup, who took it but without looking away from Jack, his eyes scrutinizing.
“It’s not bad for you?” he asked. “You were always so wary around fire in the beginning.”
Jack shrugged. “It’s bearable,” he said. “And you looked cold. And, uh…figured we might as well make ourselves comfortable, because there’s some things we have to talk about.”
Jamie’s stomach twisted. He dared glancing at Hiccup, but his face was a stony mask.
Jack didn’t look much better, but he reached into his satchel, covering his hand with his cloak – his own cloak, that is, not Freya’s. What came out of the satchel wasn’t a bunch of crystal pieces, though, but one whole crystal.
“I don’t know why it’s whole. Well, almost,” Jack said, turning it around to show them one jagged cavity. “But I have a feeling there aren’t many visions left.”
Jamie looked at his hands. “Let’s wait a few days,” he said before he realized he’d had the thought.
Jack and Hiccup both looked at him, Hiccup with a hint of hope, and Jack with a hint of suspicion.
“Jamie…” he started.
“I just think that, even if it was all unintentional, we should stay behind and make sure that the village is okay before we leave,” Jamie said reasonably, folding his hands like important people on TV would sometimes do when talking about serious things. “We owe them that.”
Hiccup’s lips twitched with amusement. “That’s very kind of you, Jamie, but we’ve been rebuilding our village on a sometimes weekly basis for years,” he said. “This isn’t even that bad in comparison.”
“Well, it would still make me feel better,” Jamie mumbled. “And I want to spend more time here with my friends. I want to—to appreciate that this place has dragons without having to worry about anything else. Once we leave, we…we’re not coming back, so…” He nodded resolutely. “I don’t want to leave yet.”
Jack’s eyes softened. “Are you sure?” he asked.
Jamie smiled and nodded again.
“Well,” Jack said, ruffling Jamie’s hair, “I still have to go to Alva’s island. I’ll leave tomorrow. It won’t take long.” The last part was to Hiccup, who had begun to protest. “Really. Half a day, probably less.”
Hiccup squinted. “I thought you were kidding when you said you could reach Berk in minutes,” he said.
“It was maybe a slight exaggeration, but not too far off,” Jack said. “Being Jack Frost is busy work.”
Baby Tooth made an unimpressed noise, and Jack rolled his eyes.
“But not as busy as being the Tooth Fairy,” he said diligently.
Hiccup laughed. “Okay, speaking of your weird family,” he said, “I would like to know some more about that North-guy you keep mentioning. Actually, I’d like to know more about all of them.”
Jack brightened. “I’ve told you about him before, you just didn’t know I was talking about him,” he said. “I did mention a guy climbing down chimneys, right? Jamie, why won’t you tell him?”
Jamie grinned at Hiccup’s bewildered expression, and just like that, the heavy topic of their home journey got put on hold for a few days longer.
Jack had to ask Jamie a couple of more times, just to be sure he wasn’t doing this out of guilt. And though it became clear that Jamie really did feel a certain responsibility for Berk and that he wasn’t ready to leave quite yet, it also eventually became clear that letting Jack and Hiccup have more time together was a part of that plan. Jack knew this because of what happened just before he left for Alva’s island.
He and Jamie stood on the little cliff where they used to sit, out of view from the village, and Jack had just asked Jamie one last time if he didn’t just want to go home once Jack returned from Alva. He didn’t, and the topic came to a stop when Toothless and Hiccup suddenly landed on the edge of the cliff.
“Jack,” Hiccup said, sounding relieved. “I thought you’d left.”
Jack raised his brows in question. “I was about to,” he said. “Something wrong?”
“Yes. I was lying in bed, trying to convince myself that you know what you’re doing,” Hiccup recounted, “and then I remembered that that is rarely the case, and I know it usually works out anyway, but even if you do have magic powers now, I can’t let you face those fairies alone. What if something goes wrong?”
“Something usually goes wrong,” Jamie said, before Jack could protest that that wasn’t going to happen.
Baby Tooth chirped in agreement.
“I don’t just have magical powers,” Jack said. “I’m currently the most powerful magical entity in the entire Archipelago. It’ll be fine.”
“Well, so thought the Snow Queen until you suddenly fell out of the sky, so who knows what’s gonna happen?” Hiccup argued. “I want to come with you.”
Jack opened his mouth to argue back, but then had a sudden mental image of the five of them on an adventure again. Sure, it had been perilous, but there had been many wonderful moments too. He couldn’t lie and say he wouldn’t miss it.
“That’s a long journey,” he said slowly. “It would take me hours. It would take us days.”
“I’ve already packed,” Hiccup said, patting the saddle, to which a couple of bags were tied. “Besides, this time we have a definite goal. We don’t have to stop at every island, get ambushed by fairytale creatures or get lost in enchanted mountains. It’ll be a breeze.”
“You say, right after saying anything could go wrong,” Jack snorted.
“Actually, he has a point,” Jamie said, shifting his weight. “But…I think I want to stay here. You can go without me.”
Jack raised his brows. “Really? That’s not like you.”
Jamie pursed his lips and shrugged, not quite meeting his eyes. “I wanna hang out with Brant and the others,” he said. “If you find Valkyrie, say hi from me. Oh, and Baby Tooth, could you stay here as well?”
Baby Tooth seemed okay, if not a little confused, with that. There was a small pause. Jack glanced at Hiccup, who seemed to realize the same thing Jack was thinking. Jack leaned on his staff, peering at Jamie.
“So it would just be the two of us?” he inquired.
Toothless gave an annoyed grumble.
Jamie feigned surprise. “Oh, I didn’t think about that,” he said, obviously lying. “I guess so. It will be lighter for Toothless anyway. You should get going. It’s a long journey.”
Hiccup smiled, fondly shaking his head. “Yeah, Jack,” he said. “Come on.”
“Wait!” Jamie suddenly yelped, taking Jack’s arm. “Give me the crystal.”
Jack automatically covered the satchel with his arm. “What? Why?”
Jamie looked exasperated. “No, I’m not going to destroy it or anything. I couldn’t do that to my mom. But you don’t need it, do you? I don’t want you to think about it. You should just have some responsibility-free fun for once.”
Jack was a little offended. “For once?” he repeated.
“Just give me the satchel,” Jamie said, holding his palm out.
Jack huffed, but untied the belt around his waist, handing the satchel to Jamie. “Okay, then,” he said, and leaned down to hug him. “You’re enjoying this way too much,” he mumbled to him before pulling away.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Jamie said with a satisfied smirk. He waved at Hiccup. “Good luck.”
And he ran off. Baby Tooth looked between them, shrugged helplessly, then sped after Jamie.
Jack looked after them a few seconds. For some reason, it was a bit hard to turn around and look at Hiccup, but he managed it eventually. Hiccup’s lips were pulled into a thin line, and when he met Jack’s eyes, he laughed sheepishly. Jack felt himself smile too and he looked away, embarrassed.
“Right,” he said, lifting himself off the ground. “Let’s go then.”
He darted off. No, he wasn’t running away. They just had a long journey ahead of them.
Unlike the first time he’d set out on this journey, this time he felt magical auras coming from every direction. Some stronger than others – mostly just from nature sprites going about their business – but the Archipelago was alive with it. It was nearly overwhelming; Jack couldn’t believe he hadn’t noticed before. From here, he could tell the fastest way to Alva wasn’t the path they’d taken the first time around, but Hiccup and Toothless would need a place to rest. A night under the open sky was unavoidable, but they could at least limit it as much as possible by staying the night at Idun and Rune’s. Might as well follow the same route.
Toothless caught up with him, and rudely smacked Jack with his wing. Jack yelped and spun out of his path for a moment before steadying himself.
“Hey!”
“Wait up a little!” Hiccup laughed.
Jack floated up in front of them, flying backwards. “Wait up? I thought Night Furies were supposed to be fast,” he said, tapping Toothless’ nose. “You wanted to come with, so you better keep up.”
“Whoa, okay,” Hiccup said, slowly beginning to grin. “When did you get so cocky?”
“Always was,” Jack replied. “If we hurry, we can make it to Idun and Rune’s by evening. We’ll sleep there, then travel onwards in the morning, and hopefully we’ll find somewhere to crash that isn’t an enchanted island next.”
Hiccup made a mock-impressed face. “You’re making plans,” he said. “Never thought I’d see the day. Also—” He grimaced. “How will we make it to Alva’s island without getting lost in that whole…time-warped space?”
“If the mermaids can navigate it, so can I,” Jack said. “Probably. We’ll cross that bridge when we get to it.”
“Ah, there’s the Jack I know.”
“Hey, it was your choice to come with me.”
“Yes,” Hiccup said, his eyes gleaming as he smiled at Jack. “If our time is limited, then I don’t want to miss a second of it.”
Jack looked back at him, trying and failing to come with some witty reply to that. In the back of his head, he heard Jamie’s voice saying, “cliché!” He looked away, unable to stop smiling, before darting up above Hiccup. He didn’t quite land on Toothless, but cupped Hiccup’s cheek, kissing him quick.
Hiccup seemed abruptly speechless, which was the point. Jack grinned, before flying ahead again, looking over his shoulder. “You gonna hurry up, or what?” he yelled. “Toothless, I know you can do better than that.”
Toothless seemed to scowl at him, and started beating his wings faster. Hiccup’s eyes glinted with winning instinct. The wind was in Jack’s ears, so he couldn’t hear what he said to Toothless, but he saw him change the gear on the tailfin, and suddenly they shot forwards. Jack yelped and leaped out of the way, before darting after them. Either he’d overestimated how fast he was as Jack Frost, or he’d underestimated how fast a Night Fury could move if he wanted to.
“What was that about keeping up?” Hiccup yelled.
Jack put his arms to his sides and shot forward. Behind them, Berk was already just a shadow on the horizon. “Wind!” he yelled, and the wind picked up around them, lifting both Jack and Toothless along with it. It spun Jack around like a snowflake, the surge pulling an elated yell out of him. The clouds and the ocean became a blur, and Jack let it, knowing the wind knew where he wanted to go.
It didn’t take too long before the race unraveled into a game of tag, or something reminiscent of it. They kept moving in the vague direction of the marketplace, but it probably would’ve been faster if they’d stopped sabotaging each other and making competitions out of who could do the coolest tricks, or if Jack managed to resist the urge of annoying Toothless into chasing him.
When they passed over the lean-to they’d stopped before, they decided to calm down, as not to completely exhaust Toothless – and, though Jack didn’t like to admit it, himself. He couldn’t hide how breathless he was as he settled down behind Hiccup and leaned against him.
Hiccup bumped his head softly against Jack’s. “Joy suits you,” he told him.
Jack smiled softly. “It suits most people,” he replied. He turned around and put his chin on Hiccup’s shoulder. “Competitiveness suits you.”
Hiccup snorted. “Thanks,” he said. They sat quietly for a bit before Hiccup reached back and found Jack’s hand, moving it around his own waist and intertwining their fingers.
Jack didn’t say anything, but he squeezed his hand back.
When they finally got to the marketplace, all three of them were close to collapsing. Hiccup’s chest and both of his legs ached, and though Jack didn’t say anything about it, he could see how stiff his gait was, as if every step hurt him. He’d said something about healing quickly, but it seemed even winter spirits needed at least a few days to fully recover.
Idun and Rune looked surprised to see Hiccup so soon. They asked why he was on his own, and he felt bad about lying about it. Jack just smiled and shook his head, silently telling him it was alright, but it still felt wrong. Hiccup wondered what it was for him to be invisible again, after being human for so long. Once they were up in their usual sleeping spot, Hiccup took Jack’s hand and again.
“This stinks,” he said, very romantically, he was sure.
Jack’s chuckle was wry and halfhearted. “It could be worse.”
Toothless huddled up in one corner and was the first to start snoring. Hiccup wrapped himself in furs and blankets, and sent Jack a look.
“I know you don’t feel cold, but it’s still cold to look at you,” he said.
“I can put the cloaks back on if it makes you more comfortable,” Jack suggested, and yawned as he sat down beside him. “Or if you’re not too cold…” He trailed off, glancing at the heap of blankets that covered Hiccup.
Hiccup’s lips quirked upwards. He opened the blankets to let Jack in, and they settled back against the wall. He heard Jack give the slightest of sighs, and smiled contentedly, burying his nose in Jack’s hair.
“Is this what you’re supposed to do in a relationship?” Jack mumbled after a couple of comfortably quiet minutes.
“Don’t ask me,” Hiccup said. “I only barely had a girlfriend at fifteen. It hardly counts.” He was quiet for another few seconds, frowning into the dim light. “Are we in a relationship?” he asked, keeping his voice down.
Jack tilted his head up. The lantern cast dark shadows across his face, but his eyes were still bright blue. “You were the one to say ‘boyfriend’ first,” he pointed out. “It feels…right. Don’t you think?”
“It does,” Hiccup quickly said. “It’s just…”
He didn’t really want to say it, but Jack understood anyway. He sighed again and put his head back on Hiccup’s shoulder.
“We’re together now,” he said quietly. “As long as it lasts. And then…” He trailed off.
“I might not remember, but you will,” Hiccup said.
“If you feel threatened by potential suitors, then don’t worry. The tooth fairies are charming, but I don’t like them in that way.”
Hiccup couldn’t hear if he was joking or not. He ran a hand slowly up and down Jack’s back.
“I don’t really care what we are,” Jack eventually said, and reached up to run his fingertips up Hiccup’s neck, making a light shiver run down his spine, “as long as it is whatever this is, right here and right now. Just us two.” He paused. “And the snoring dragon in the corner.”
On behalf of the snoring dragon in the corner, Hiccup held his laugh back.
Jack looked up at him, smiling. He straightened to put both his hands on each of Hiccup’s cheeks, running his thumb across his cheekbone. He looked like he wanted to say something, but for whatever reason, stayed silent for several seconds. Hiccup was quiet too, and closed his eyes, leaning into his touch.
“In the past months, I’ve seen moments from my past in haphazard order,” Jack started softly. “It makes me wonder what time really is. If it’s linear, or if each moment exists in its own present. It’s…comforting to think about.”
Hiccup opened his eyes. “How so?”
Jack’s eyes traveled down Hiccup’s face. “Because then maybe a part of us will always be here,” he murmured, “and this moment won’t ever end. Even when we’ve moved on, I’ll know that there still is a Jack and Hiccup somewhere in the universe, existing just like this forever.” His lower lip quivered a little, and he looked back up at Hiccup. “Does that make sense?”
Hiccup could only nod. He exhaled shakily, before closing what was left of the distance between them. He brought his hand to Jack’s neck, closing his eyes as he felt Jack melt against him.
It took a long time before they finally allowed themselves to fall asleep.
Jack felt all but healed the next day, physically and mentally. Idun saw Hiccup off with some extra food, and then they were flying away from the marketplace, in a slightly different direction than last time. Jack knew exactly where to go – the fairies’ aura was like a headlight glaring him in the face – and they took it easy, switching between talking and flying in relaxing silence. Jack also switched between sailing on the wind and sitting on Toothless’ back, leaning contentedly against Hiccup.
It took many hours, and it was long dark when Jack noticed the shift in the air, betraying they’d entered into the fairies’ territory. And he was right – he could tell which way to go. He flew back to Hiccup and Toothless.
“Do you feel that?” he asked, flying backwards in front of them.
Hiccup looked around, then shook his head. “Do you still see the trail in the ocean or something? Because I still have no idea where to go,” he said.
Jack frowned in concentration. “Hold on a minute,” he said, before heading up to the clouds. He raised his staff, and felt a vibration go through the whiteness, springing out from him in every direction. He felt his magic fight against the magic of the fairies. They could probably feel that something was coming.
When he headed back down, it had started to snow. He landed softly on Toothless’ back and leaned on Hiccup’s shoulder, pointing ahead. The snowflakes flurried together and glowed a faint white blue. No matter how far they flew, the distance between themselves and the glow remained the same, always pointing towards the south-east.
“Do you see it?” Jack asked.
Hiccup’s mouth hung open. “Yeah, I see it,” he said. “It’s pretty.”
“Thank you,” Jack said, bumping his head against Hiccup’s. “Keep it in front of you. We’re heading straight towards Alva’s island now.”
Though this trip went a lot faster than the first time around, they still had to stop for the night before they reached Alva’s island. Hiccup worried about accidentally disappearing for months again, but Jack assured him the enchantment didn’t affect them – not now that the Archipelago was under his protection. After spending so long worrying that his powers weren’t enough, it felt good to be sure of something.
They made a campfire. For once, Jack refused to cuddle up to Hiccup, because it was already cold enough, sleeping outside. Though Jack couldn’t make it any warmer, he could at least push the winter away, creating a dome of slightly less freezing weather. Camping under the open sky wasn’t the same as last time, but Jack still treasured it.
The next day, Alva’s island appeared on the horizon so quickly, it was almost anticlimactic. It still took them some hours but compared to how much trouble they went through to get there last time, it seemed almost too easy.
And as Alva’s island came into view, so did the fairies’ island.
Jack flew beside Toothless, watching the island warily, as if it would disappear any second. That would be just as well – he was only planning on telling them to move anyway. Jack didn’t want to take any more lives, but hopefully they would think twice about terrorizing someone like this again. Jack might be leaving, but the fairies didn’t need to know that.
Hiccup and Toothless had to wait on Alva’s island, since the fairies’ magic still affected Toothless. Jack watched them land but headed straight for the fairies’ island himself. Better to get this over with.
He expected to feel something when he got closer. Something like what he’d felt when the Snow Queen came to Berk. A kind of vibration in the air, sending shivers upon shivers down his spine – but there was nothing. The fairies’ island was still shrouded in fog. Jack raised his staff and swung it. The wind picked up suddenly, and like blowing dust off an untouched surface, the fog got washed away, revealing the forest in all its glory.
Jack didn’t feel the need to walk through it again. He soared over the tree tops and up the side of the mountain, until the fairies’ valley appeared below him. He couldn’t see the fairies, but he knew they were there, hiding from him. After what they did, and knowing what they had been doing to the people on Alva’s island for years, he didn’t feel too bad about it.
“I’m giving you one chance to leave this place and release your power over this part of the Archipelago,” Jack called down. Even from this distance, he knew the fairies heard him – or rather, understood his intention, just like the fairies had communicated with them. “And if I find out you’ve trapped someone else under your spell, it won’t end well for you. And trust me, I will find out.”
It wasn’t intentional, but as he said it, the clouds flashed above him. Thunder rolled across the sky.
And just like that, the island below him seemed to dim. The falling snow finally reached the ground, covering grass and leaves that quickly lost its enchanted glow. In a matter of minutes, all Jack was seeing was the average nature of the Archipelago. The wind settled, and the island was slowly painted white.
It was a little sad, in a way. The forest had been one of the most beautiful things Jack had ever seen. But he only had to remember its purpose, and it wasn’t that sad anymore.
The fairies were gone. Jack flew back to Alva’s island.
Jack could see the faint shapes of people going about their day in the village. If they noticed anything different, they didn’t show it; he supposed it was a change they’d discover gradually. As he approached the docks, he saw three figures waiting for him: Toothless, Hiccup and Alva. He tried swallowing down his apprehension, but his hands still shook with it as he came closer. Then Alva suddenly looked up at him, and her face lit up with surprise.
“There!” she shrieked, pointing at him.
Jack felt his own face break into a smile. He landed on the pier and laughed as Alva ran up to him, not even hesitating before throwing her arms around him. She quickly pulled back, keeping her hands on his shoulders and looking him up and down.
“That’s—Wh—How—You were telling the truth!” she stammered.
Jack grinned. “Well, you must’ve believed me, since you can see me,” he said.
Hiccup and Toothless came up behind her, Hiccup looking just as happy as Jack felt.
“Your powers did return, then,” Alva said, letting her hands fall. “And you can fly. And make it snow. That’s so…I have no words.” She brought her hands to her head, before seemingly sobering up a little. “Did you…Did you do what we talked about?”
Jack nodded. He closed his eyes and willed the weather to let up. The snow gradually got thinner, and the clouds dispersed, letting the moonlight down. On the horizon, several shapes appeared – more land than what they’d seen from this exact spot last time they were here.
Hiccup came up to Alva’s side, putting a hand on her shoulder. “What do you feel?” he asked. “Do you still feel content with what you have?”
Alva’s eyes were wide as they moved along the horizon. She gave a breathy laugh. “How strange…” she murmured. She smiled at both Hiccup and Jack. “I’ll tell Dad later. He’ll feel it too, won’t he? This…pull to explore.”
Hiccup grinned, looking very excited on her behalf.
“That’s the idea,” Jack said. “The fairies are gone. You’re free.”
“Free,” Alva repeatedly dreamily. “Yes…I think you’re right.”
They stayed with Alva the rest of the day, and she housed them for the night. Her father came in briefly to check what she was up to, and there was another awkward moment of pretending nothing was amiss. Alva began trying to convince her dad that Jack was there, but Jack quickly told her she shouldn’t do that – he didn’t want to be the cause of mistrust towards Alva’s mental state.
Still, Hiccup could tell Jack appreciated her effort.
While Jack dealt with the fairies, Alva had – evidently by accident, since she’d slapped her hand in front of her mouth right after – revealed that Jack had told her about Jack Frost during their last visit. Hiccup couldn’t pretend that didn’t make him a little bit jealous, but he understood Jack’s train of thought; back then, Alva had just been someone he would probably never meet again, and so her reaction to finding out his secret wasn’t such a big deal.
Jack told him later that he hadn’t meant to tell her at all, but that she’d seen him trying to perform magic and put two and two together.
And so they spent the rest of the day hanging around the island. Jack was not shy about showing off his powers, and when it came to riding Toothless, Alva was a lot less fearful than Hiccup expected her to be. The same could not be said when Jack tried taking her for a spin.
The morning came suddenly the next day, and they said their goodbyes at the pier. Alva looked sad to see them go, and hugged them both for a long time.
“Don’t suppose there’s a chance I’ll see you again?” she asked.
Jack’s shoulders sank. “I wouldn’t count on it,” he admitted.
Alva took a deep breath, then let it out in a sigh. “Oh well,” she said with a sad smile. “Then I am at least glad to have met you. And thank you – so, so much.”
As Alva’s island became a shadow in the distance, Hiccup looked over at Jack. He flew quietly beside Toothless, looking vacantly at the ocean.
“Jack,” Hiccup said.
Jack looked up, blinking as if he’d forgotten where he was.
“Come over here.”
Jack obliged. He settled behind Hiccup and snaked his arms around his waist, letting out a shaky sigh. Hiccup took one of his hands, and they flew in silence for a while.
A few hours went by before Jack suddenly perked up.
“What is that?”
Hiccup saw it a second later: a huge ice floe in the middle of the ocean. Not only that, it seemed someone was standing on it.
“Oh,” Jack said in a small voice.
“Oh?” Hiccup repeated. “What does ‘oh’ mean?”
“We should probably land,” Jack said, before scoffing. “What am I talking about?” And then he jumped off Toothless and let himself fall towards the ice floe.
Hiccup didn’t know why he suddenly felt so nervous, but they followed him.
As they came closer, Hiccup could see that it was a woman standing there. For a horrifying moment, he thought it was the Snow Queen, but it only took a second glance to see that aside from sharing a certain royal stance, she looked nothing like her. Toothless landed next to Jack near the center of the ice floe, but still with a bit of distance between themselves and the woman.
Jack was the first to speak.
“You probably want this back,” he said, taking off Freya’s cloak.
Oh. Hiccup’s mouth went suddenly dry.
The woman – Freya – smiled, and Hiccup felt himself kneel. What else could he do?
“He’s a lot more polite than you,” Freya said. Her voice was full yet soft, and somehow reminded Hiccup of the first waft of the springtime wind. “Please, Hiccup, you can stand.”
He wanted to ask her how she knew his name, but couldn’t find his voice. He stood shakily, looking between Jack and the goddess. “F-Freya,” he stammered, nodding respectfully.
Jack was smiling amusedly at him before turning back to the goddess. “Thank you,” he said. “The Snow Queen is gone now, though I’m not sure if it would’ve happened if it weren’t for your…nudge.” The last word was delivered with a certain embarrassment, which was enough to push Hiccup out of his stupor.
“The absence of her looming aura feels like a breath of fresh air,” Freya said. “I just wanted to come see you in person, just to be sure. But I see now, it’s true.” She looked between the two of them, her eyes – one hazel brown and the other bright blue – glinting with something that looked like pride. “You can keep the cloak. I’m afraid I won’t be needing it much longer.”
Jack’s face fell. He looked down at the cloak, beginning to lower his arms – before walking up to the goddess and handing it to her. “Then hold onto it to the end,” he said.
Freya raised her brows. Hiccup couldn’t imagine it was a good thing to refuse a gift from a goddess, but she just chuckled and accepted the cloak. She brought it around her shoulders, and though she was taller than Jack, it seamlessly adjusted itself to her height.
“There’s one piece left,” Freya said. “Once you touch it, it will send you, Jamie and Baby Tooth back to your time.”
Jack’s jaw clenched, and he glanced at Hiccup. “What about the Archipelago?” he asked. “I told the fairies they’d regret it if they tried trapping another island like they did to Alva and her people. But I’ll be gone. Who will protect them?”
Freya looked thoughtfully into the air. “I think you’ve scared them into hiding for at least a long while,” she said. “And though your compassion is admirable, I’m afraid you have no choice but to let the Archipelago fend for itself. But don’t worry.” She touched his arm lightly. “You’ve done a remarkable job, Jack. All of you.”
Hiccup jolted when she put her eyes on him.
“The Archipelago is in good hands,” she said. Then she took a step back and let out a heavy sigh. “I can’t stay here much longer. I wish you a safe home journey, Jack.”
Jack looked a bit confused, but he nodded. “Thank you.”
Freya smiled. “Thank you.”
Hiccup blinked, and she was gone, like she’d never been there at all. He let out shaky breath, taking a hold of Toothless to steady himself. Jack turned to him, and his confused frown turned into a smirk.
“What? Never met a goddess before?”
They returned to Berk within four days of their departure.
This time, Hiccup had been careful explaining to Astrid what he was planning to do, so for once no one had reported anyone missing.
And then the next few days passed way too quickly.
Hiccup tried spending as much time with Jack and Jamie as possible, and he thanked the gods that the battle hadn’t left the village too messed up. They spent most of the time away from the busiest part of the village, hanging out with the dragon riders or with the kids. Hiccup thought Jack was good with kids before, but as Jack Frost he was on a whole other level and the kids would hardly leave him alone. He never looked like he minded, though.
Hiccup checked his leg every now and then, hoping that whatever Jack did to the fairies, it would lift the curse. But every time he looked, his skin had that same moss green tinge, and it ached a little – but not unbearably – to walk on it. His other injuries hurt more, but he’d been lucky. They’d all been lucky.
They spent a bunch of time flying – sometimes with Jamie and Baby Tooth, sometimes with the whole dragon rider gang, and sometimes it was just Hiccup and Jack. Though the chaos that ensued when they were many was the cause of interesting shenanigans and uncontrollable laughing fits, Hiccup treasured the latter the most.
Seven days after the battle with the Snow Queen, Hiccup woke up to see Jack looking out the window of his bedroom. The Moon was up and it was full. As if he noticed Hiccup’s gaze on him, Jack turned around. He was holding a bundle of clothes in his arms. His eyes were red rimmed.
“Is something wrong?” Hiccup whispered, as not to wake the three others.
Jack’s lips trembled. He pressed them together and nodded. Hiccup gestured for him to join him, and Jack soundlessly tiptoed across the floor, sitting down next to Hiccup. Now that he was closer, Hiccup saw what it was he was holding: the clothes he and Jamie had arrived in.
Hiccup’s heart sank. He knew this would happen eventually, but he’d trained himself not to think about it for so long, he’d almost convinced himself Jack and Jamie leaving would forever be a problem for future Hiccup.
“Jamie is getting restless,” Jack murmured. “But it’s not just that. The last time I spoke to the Guardians, they said they had the time fragment under control, but they can’t hold it forever. Stretching the time out longer than we already have is…selfish.”
He hung his head and sniffled, almost angrily. Hiccup didn’t know what to say, because Jack had a point. He just didn’t want to admit it. He didn’t want him to leave.
He swallowed and brought his arms around Jack, leaning his chin on his shoulder. “It’s time you go back, then,” he heard himself whisper.
He could feel Jack tremble and he hugged him tighter.
“Tomorrow,” Jack managed to mumble. He turned around and leaned against Hiccup so that they both fell back into bed, nuzzling his face into Hiccup’s neck.
Hiccup felt his eyes sting, so he closed them. Jack started lightly brushing through his hair, and despite how hard his heart was beating, the motion still started lulling him back to sleep. He exhaled shakily and kissed Jack’s forehead.
“Tomorrow.”
Hiccup, Jack and Jamie sat in a circle on the floor of Hiccup’s room. Jamie was absently petting Toothless, and Baby Tooth sat atop of Jack’s head again, looking apprehensively at the crystal lying on the floor between them.
“It’s energized,” Jack said, “by Snow’s magic. It’s sort of relieving – at least that means our magic wasn’t the same. So…”
He trailed off, and there was silence.
“What happens when we leave?” Jamie asked quietly. “People are still healing. Won’t they be confused?”
“Baby Tooth says they’ll…” Jack started, glancing at Hiccup.
Hiccup tried for a smile and squeezed his hand. “We’ll just assume it’s because of a training drill, I guess,” he said, “or a brawl, or a flying accident – lots of options here on Berk.”
“Yeah. Your brains will figure it out,” Jack mumbled. He looked at Hiccup again, his mouth opening and closing a couple of times. “I…I guess this is—”
“Could I come with you?” Hiccup blurted.
Jack and Jamie blinked at him.
“I mean, into the vision-thing,” he clarified. “Not the—the future. I don’t think that would be possible anyway.”
“What if it does send you to the future, though?” Jamie said. “This is the last one.”
“I don’t think it will,” Jack said. “Freya very specifically said our names”—he pointed between himself, Jamie and Baby Tooth—“when she talked about the crystal. If the gods have some power of augury, maybe she saw this coming.”
Hiccup had a feeling he was just trying to rationalize it as an excuse to be together longer. He smiled, and Jack smiled right back, his eyes regaining some of its liveliness.
“If you say so,” Jamie said with a shrug. He looked back down at the crystal and took a deep breath. “Let’s do it then.”
Jack set his jaw. He reached over to Toothless and put his hand on his head. They’d already said their goodbyes earlier, but Jack sent Toothless one last smile. Toothless was the only one present who had been making no effort to conceal his sadness; his whole body slumped, his eyes falling shut as he leaned into Jack’s touch.
“I’ll never forget you, okay?” Jack whispered.
Toothless gave a soft whine in response.
Retracting his hand, Jack forced himself to turn away, focusing on the crystal.
“Okay,” he said, then quickly touched it, like he was afraid he’d chicken out if he didn’t do it now. Hiccup was prepared, catching him before he hit the floor. He made sure Jack’s staff was in his hand, before lying down himself.
He counted to three with Jamie, and as last time, Hiccup blacked out the moment his fingers touched the crystal.
When he woke up a second later, he was suddenly very cold. He pushed himself up and had to shield his face from the wind and snow. Jamie sat up next to him, looking just as disgruntled, while Jack stood completely unbothered a few meters away, looking around with a frown.
“This is…” he said, his voice dampened by the wind.
“Berk,” Hiccup realized. He quickly got to his feet, struggling to keep his balance in the blizzard. “Wait a minute – this is—Isn’t it?”
Jack raised a brow. “Is what?”
Hiccup looked up, just in time to spot two shapes struggling to fly through the storm.
“Look over there,” Jamie said, and pointed to what at first glance just looked like empty, white landscape. But then Hiccup saw them, halfway buried in the snow.
The three of them trudged towards them. Hiccup didn’t know what to expect from these visions yet, so when he saw Jack and Jamie lying there, he had to look at the present Jack and Jamie to see whether or not this was normal. Judging by their expressions, it was somewhat surprising even to them.
Hiccup knew there wasn’t anything they could do to help, and that this was in the past – he knew Jack and Jamie would be okay – yet the sight still made his gut twist.
Stormfly and Toothless landed nearby, and Hiccup saw himself and Astrid come running up.
“Hello?” past Hiccup called, and Hiccup cringed. Obviously, Jack and Jamie weren’t going to answer.
Toothless and Stormfly watched from afar. It was strange seeing their wariness, now that he knew what had caused it. Jack still had magic left in him at this point – the blizzard was his doing. Hiccup shivered, and it wasn’t due to the cold.
He watched his past self as he crouched down to Jack, checking if he was alive, and jolting when Jack suddenly grabbed his wrist. Then Astrid spotted Jamie. They quickly collected the two boys and hurried back onto their dragons.
Hiccup shifted as he watched them disappear. “Why do we feel cold when we’re not really here?” he lamented, turning to Jack.
Jack didn’t seem to hear him at first. He was looking at his staff, twisting it absently. “Because we are here,” he said. “A little bit.”
And then he looked up at the sky, closing his eyes. Immediately, Hiccup felt the wind begin to slow down, fading just as suddenly as it had blown up. He sent Jack a bewildered look.
“I don’t understand,” he said. “Did you just change the past?”
Jack looked back at him. “I don’t think so,” he said. “This is what happened, isn’t it?”
Hiccup frowned, thinking back. The storm had retreated quickly – even unnaturally so – but it was still confusing.
“Where’s the crystal, though?” Jamie asked. “Shouldn’t it be here somewhere?”
Hiccup hesitated, still confused. “I know where a crystal is,” he said, “the one that I found. Though…maybe we won’t be able to interact with it?”
Jack and Jamie exchanged a look before Jack nodded. “Where is it?”
Now that the weather had let up, Hiccup had no problem navigating, even if he had found the crystal completely by chance – if it even was by chance. Now that he knew he had the ability to track down magic, maybe the pull of the crystal led him to it.
The selfish part of him noted that if that was the case, then it was Hiccup’s fault that Jack and Jamie were now about to disappear from his life forever. But he quickly shook that thought from his head. He was glad they were going home. He was glad Jamie would be with his family, and he was glad Jack would reunite with those peculiar friends he’d talked about – his family. He had to focus on that.
The crystal lay in the snow, casting a faint blue glimmer across the white. They walked up to it, but nobody tried to touch it.
“Maybe I get that you controlled the weather just now,” Hiccup said, “but I know I’m going to find this crystal tomorrow. If you touch it, and it disappears…”
Jack nodded slowly, wearing that same absent frown. “That’s what we need,” he muttered after a few seconds, so quietly Hiccup almost didn’t hear him. He took a steadying breath and turned to look at them. “We can’t change time in these visions. Each time we’ve managed to interact with anything, it hasn’t changed how we remember the past. But this is definitely the same crystal, right? So if we touch this, it’ll mess things up. It’ll create a tear in time.”
He looked back at the crystal. Though his words were confident, his expression told another story.
“I’m not gonna pretend I know exactly how it works, but Freya said this one would be the last. When we touch this crystal…I don’t think it’ll take Jamie, Baby Tooth and I back to Berk.”
There was silence.
Hiccup realized they’d come to a point of no return; the only way to wake up from this vision was to touch the crystal.
“Um,” Jamie said, his voice thin. “I’ll be over there meanwhile. Come on, Baby Tooth.” And he ran off, disappearing into the woods.
Hiccup would’ve laughed if he hadn’t felt so miserable. “Won’t he get lost?” he asked, staring at the trees instead of meeting Jack’s eyes.
“Hopefully not,” Jack said. His voice was soft, flat. “But either way, only one of us has to touch the crystal to wake us up.”
“Oh. Yeah…”
Silence again.
Jack shifted, touching Hiccup’s hand. He turned to him but kept his eyes trained somewhere on the ground to his left, his mouth a thin line. Hiccup intertwined their fingers and squeezed. Several seconds passed before any of them said anything.
“I’ve…I’ve thought of this moment many times,” Hiccup murmured, keeping his voice down to steady it. “What to say and all. Whole mental speeches. But now, I…I’ve forgotten all of it.” He tried chuckling, but it came out dry and joyless.
“Should probably hurry up, before Jamie gets impatient,” Jack said, glancing up at him with something of a smile, but the moment he did, his posture began breaking. A tremor went across his face and he lowered his eyes to Hiccup’s collarbones. He let out a shaky breath. “I’m not—” he started, voice thin. “I-I’m not gonna cry, because Jamie doesn’t need to see that.”
Hiccup glanced at the forest, wondering if Jamie was eavesdropping, but decided he wouldn’t do that.
“He’d understand,” he told Jack.
“He would, but he’s…You know how he is,” Jack said, laughing unsteadily. “No. That’ll have to wait. And you—” He looked up again with serious, tear-rimmed eyes. “You can’t cry either, because then I’ll definitely break and then it’ll all be over.”
Hiccup tried smiling. “Okay. I won’t,” he said, though he wasn’t sure if he’d be able to keep that promise.
Jack nodded and closed his eyes. “Good,” he whispered, then pulled Hiccup into a hug.
Immediately, Hiccup had to wipe a tear from his own cheek, before putting his arms around Jack and pressing his face into his hair. Since none of them seemed to be able to come with any heartfelt speeches or confessions of eternal love or whatever it was Hiccup wanted to say or hear, they stayed like that, in silence, for a while.
Jack’s breath was shallow. Hiccup felt him trying to even it out, but he still shook with it.
“I don’t think I’ll forget.”
Hiccup’s mind was so foggy, he wasn’t sure if he’d actually said it out loud or not. But Jack went still and pulled away just enough to look at him.
“You have to forget,” he said softly. “Or else—”
“I know,” Hiccup said, shifting his weight to his prosthetic. He studied Jack’s face and shook his head. “I know I—I have to forget. And maybe that is what’s going to happen. But I…I can’t make it make sense in my head.”
Jack frowned. “What do you mean?”
Hiccup didn’t know exactly what he meant. Instead of replying, he leaned down and kissed Jack, softly and unhurriedly, while he still could. He didn’t open his eyes.
“It’s just not something you forget,” he said. “Doesn’t seem possible. Maybe I’ll forget the magic, but I won’t forget you.” He raised his voice at the end without meaning to. He opened his eyes to see Jack staring at him like he was speaking a different language. Hiccup put a hand on his cheek.
“I won’t forget you,” he repeated. “I won’t.”
Jack opened his mouth, then closed in again. His shoulders rose and fell with each breath. “You have to live,” he managed to whisper.
“I will,” Hiccup said. “I promise.”
“You can’t have both,” Jack said, and then lost the battle against the tears, a couple of them trailing down his cheeks. “We can’t have both.”
Hiccup carefully wiped his cheeks. He leaned forward, gently pressing his forehead to Jack’s. “We’ll be fine,” he said.
Jack sniffled. “Are you saying that just so it’ll be easier to leave?” he asked, pulling away to wipe his face on his sleeve.
Hiccup considered it, before shaking his head. “Things always turn out fine somehow. Trust me.”
Jack peered at him, as if he was trying to detect a lie, before his face broke into a genuine smile. “Okay. I trust you,” he said. He tilted his head up and kissed him again. Then he took a step back and inhaled deeply. “I’ll call for Jamie now.”
Hiccup just nodded, and spent the seconds it took Jamie to find his way back to them trying to steady his breathing.
While Jack and Hiccup had spent most of their willpower holding their tears back, Jamie seemed to understand that they were ready to leave, and immediately broke down in sobs. He hugged Hiccup tightly, hanging onto him so fiercely Hiccup had to sit down.
“It’s okay,” he said feebly, stroking Jamie’s back. “Don’t think about leaving. Think about the good moments.”
He wasn’t sure if Jamie heard him. Eventually, Jamie managed to calm down enough to stop sobbing, and he pulled away. Jack smiled sadly, ruffling his hair.
“Time to go,” he said.
“Take care of Squawk,” Jamie said, “a-and give my sword to Hildur. She said she wasn’t jealous, but I could tell that she was.”
Hiccup held back a laugh. “Will do,” he said. He wondered if he would remember. He wondered what his brain would make of the sword at all, without Jamie in the picture.
Baby Tooth flew up to Hiccup’s face. She said something, then touched his forehead, and Hiccup looked to Jack for translation.
“She says she’s glad to have been your friend,” Jack said, “and that she’s sorry.”
Hiccup looked back at her, and suddenly felt very bad for all the time he’d spent being wary of her. He shook his head and held up his hand. “You don’t have to be sorry,” he told her.
Baby Tooth touched the tip of his finger, smiled shyly, then darted away to sit on Jack’s shoulder.
They sat down in a circle around the crystal, just like they’d done in Hiccup’s bedroom moments earlier. Jack took Jamie’s hand. “I have a feeling this might get a little bumpy,” he explained. “So, hold on tightly.”
Jamie nodded nervously.
Then Jack took Hiccup’s hand too and raised it to his lips. Hiccup looked steadily back at him, trying to silently convey what he’d said earlier. He nodded, and Jack slowly let go of his hand, moving it over to the crystal. Hovering there, Jack exhaled slowly.
“I…” he started. He looked up at Hiccup, his lips trembling with unspoken words. Then he smiled softly. “Goodbye, Hiccup.”
Hiccup didn’t know how he was able to find his voice.
“Goodbye,” he whispered.
And Jack’s hand locked around the crystal.
Hiccup woke up on the floor of his bedroom.
He pushed himself up, looking around blearily. Outside, the moon was high in the sky. Toothless was sleeping beside him, only opening one eye when he heard Hiccup move. If he thought it was strange that Hiccup had joined him on the floor, he didn’t show it.
He dragged a hand over his face. His body felt like he’d been beaten up – what kind of flying maneuvers had he been practicing lately to make him this stiff? Or was he still healing from the training drill? Yeah, that was it. He remembered they’d been in some trouble back there – some sort of unidentifiable dragon had attacked him. It had been rough, since he was still healing from it.
He must’ve hit his head too, because the memory was pretty foggy.
He got to his feet, holding back a groan as he did. Outside, the village was silent. He’d been exhausted all day, but it was still weird that he’d passed out on the floor. Maybe he was coming down with something.
He looked out the window, though he wasn’t sure why. Maybe if he stared long enough, he’d figure out why he felt like something was missing.
A breeze blew into the room, and there was a sound of something sweeping across the floor behind him. He turned around and saw the edge of something white peeking out from under his bed. He was about to ignore it – probably just an old sketch of his – but another gust of wind blew the paper out onto the floor.
Hiccup stared at it. Slowly, he walked over and picked it up.
“That’s…weird,” he murmured.
Toothless’ nose bumped against Hiccup’s elbow. He hadn’t heard him get up, and he showed him the drawing, as if Toothless would be able to explain what the artist – whoever it was, because it definitely wasn’t Hiccup – had used to draw with all those vibrant colors. The material the page was made of was strange as well.
Toothless gave a soft whine, like he was asking a question. He stared at Hiccup in a way that seemed strangely meaningful.
Just like the drawing, inexplicably, seemed oddly familiar.
Chapter 43: Jack comes home
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Jack’s vision was filled with color and pitch-black darkness, sound and silence, fixed movement. He closed his eyes, hugging Jamie to his chest, and let himself fade out of existence, into the place between time and space.
And then they were back, and they were falling.
Jack’s eyes shot open. Underneath him was a vast, white landscape – one which in any normal person’s eyes would’ve looked bleak and unforgiving, but which made Jack’s chest flare with joy. The North Pole! Jack would’ve laughed if he hadn’t been so tired, but then he remembered he was carrying a child and they were still falling. Baby Tooth zoomed around his head, all but screaming at him to wake up. He gritted his teeth and steered them out of their freefall. The effort made black spots appear in his vision.
“Wind!” he yelled, his voice breaking.
But the wind heard him anyway, and gave him the push he needed in the direction of the workshop.
Jack assumed they’d appeared in the exact same spot where the time fragment had swallowed them. It was as if no time had passed at all. Maybe that was even the case, somehow. He looked down at Jamie, who had passed out, but Jack had expected as much. Traveling through time was no bed of roses, even after spending months with dragon-riding Vikings.
The workshop came into view. It looked no different than what it always had, no trace of the attack whatsoever. Jack aimed for the dome containing the Globe and slipped in through the window, floating down to where Jamie had lain passed out the last time he was here. He landed on unsteady legs and wobbled over to the couch.
The fireplace was crackling, as if someone had just been sitting there, though Jack knew that was just the magical workshop keeping itself warm. He carefully lay Jamie on the couch and kneeled in front of him, checking if he was alright.
Jamie’s face was relaxed and his breath even. Jack brushed some hair out of his face and felt himself smile.
“Told you I’d get you back,” he whispered.
“Jack?”
Jack’s breath caught in his throat. He looked up to see North. His appearance was shabbier than usual, holding a huge mug of what Jack could choose believe was hot chocolate, but it wasn’t steaming so it might as well be something stronger. His mouth hung open and his eyes were wide and confused, as if he thought he was hallucinating.
“North,” Jack breathed.
He didn’t register that he’d moved, and he didn’t know where he’d stored that extra burst of energy, but in the next moment he found himself throwing his arms around North, clinging to him like his life depended on it. North gave a surprised yelp, and Jack heard the mug fall to the floor. He didn’t care.
North gave a huff of air, stumbling back a step, and then he was hugging Jack back. Jack only realized he’d never hugged North like this when he got his breath squeezed out of him, and he made a sound somewhere between a wheeze and a laugh.
Baby Tooth zipped happily around them, demanding North give her attention as well, which was probably the only reason North eventually let Jack out of the hug.
“But how?” North asked, his voice faint with shock, looking at them like he still wasn’t sure they were there – especially Jack. “You are spirit again, you—What are you wearing? When did you get back?”
Jack’s throat was so tight with joy, he found it hard to speak. “It’s—it’s a long story,” he managed. “But we did it. We—” He stopped, remembering that they hadn’t done everything yet. “The time fragment. What happened?”
North shook himself out of his stupor. “Sandy has it trapped,” he said, looking up at the window over the Globe. “But he can’t hold him forever. We need crystal to—”
“Alright, where is he?” Jack said, fumbling with his satchel. He wrapped his hand in his cloak before taking out the crystal, just to be sure. North’s eyes went wide again when he saw it.
“How did you—”
“I’ll tell you later,” Jack said. “Where’s Sandy?”
“Over—over workshop,” North said, his eyes flickering between Jack’s face and the crystal. “Far above. Jack, are you sure you know what you are doing?”
Jack looked at the crystal, turning it around in his hand. “No, but I’m sure it’ll be alright,” he said, sending North a light smile. “It always is in the end, somehow. Watch over Jamie for me.” He nodded at Jamie’s sleeping form, before kicking off the floor and darting out the window again.
Once past the initial strain of traveling through time, Jack felt is powers return to him – or maybe that was just adrenaline surging through him at the sight of the giant golden thing hovering right above the cloud layer. Jack almost fell out of the sky again. It was just an enormous sphere of dreamsand, with shifting and writhing spikes and tendrils protruding from it, sometimes taking almost-discernable shapes, but never long enough to be identified. It was like seeing the inner workings of a fever dream.
And floating on a small patch of dreamsand beside it, just a dot in comparison, was the Sandman. Jack flew up to him, but his excitement to see him faltered when he saw the state Sandy was in. He had his eyes closed, and there was a haze around him, as if he was slowly dispersing.
“Sandy?” Jack said, softly as not to startle him.
There was no response. Jack thought he knew why: Sandy was using so much power keeping the time fragment imprisoned, he’d entered some kind of deep meditative, all but comatose state. Though his face was completely blank, Jack could only imagine the strain he was under. He had to act fast.
He flew closer to the giant sphere. Though it was made entirely out of Sandy’s familiar dreamsand, the size of it made Jack’s chest tighten with fearsome awe. He knew Sandy was the oldest of the Guardians and one of the most powerful spirits in the world, but it was impossible to imagine just looking at him. Tiny, mellow Sandy – seeing this thing really renewed Jack’s respect for him. He’d be sure to tell him that later, assuming they got out of this in one piece.
As he got closer to the sphere, the crystal in his hand began glowing. He took that as a good sign. He approached the dreamsand, and hesitantly reached out. The dreamsand parted between his fingers like it had always done, but didn’t shape itself to dolphins or anything at all. Instead, the dreamsand coiled around his hand for a moment, before a vortex the same size as himself suddenly twisted in front of him, flurrying inwards until he stood before a tunnel.
“Okay,” Jack said slowly. “Sandy, I hope that was you and not the time fragment.”
He flew into the tunnel.
Worryingly, the tunnel closed behind Jack as he ventured into the sphere. In return, the tunnel grew before his eyes, but constantly shifted and changed. He tried shutting the phrase ‘the belly of the beast’ out of his head as he clutched the crystal and headed onwards. He preserved his strength by walking instead of flying, but the dreamsand felt weird under his bare feet. The tunnel walls kept fluctuating, pressing in on him then swelling again, like a swallowing throat. His head and arms brushed against the walls, and the dreamsand flurried in response. At first the shapes it made were too abstract to make any sense of – but then, as he got closer to what he assumed was the center of the sphere, he started glimpsing things.
At first, it was just the flash of something that could be a face, or just Jack’s imagination. Then, for just a moment, he got the feeling someone was walking beside him, but when he turned, there was only curling dreamsand. Jack swallowed heavily and trudged on, only to come to a halt when the tunnel softly collapsed and recollected itself into a miniature shape of a Night Fury. It flew across the tunnel, the walls bending themselves to accommodate its flight.
Jack ducked as it flew over his head, and when he turned, it was gone. His breath was shaky when he exhaled. Suddenly, he wasn’t so certain if Sandy was the one who had let him in – Sandy wouldn’t taunt him like this.
He kept going, and the shapes became clearer. He saw images that, no matter how elusive or vague they were, he immediately recognized: the silhouette of Berk’s mountain; the gates to the dragon arena; three figures, one dragon and two boys, sitting on the edge of a cliff, talking properly together for the first time. If anyone else had seen them, Jack was sure they wouldn’t have been able to discern what they were looking at, but he did. There was no sound, and yet when the Night Fury flew through the tunnel again, this time with the two boys riding it, he swore he could hear their voices.
The images burst to life every time Jack accidentally brushed against the walls, or even just took another step forward. Sandy had no way of knowing what had happened in the past, and so Jack started to understand what was going on. Wherever this tunnel ended, the time fragment would be waiting for him there. It had been trapped in here for months, thrashing and fighting against Sandy’s magic. They already knew that his dreamsand could be corrupted, as Pitch had demonstrated last Easter. And the time fragment had been in Jack’s head before.
Jack saw glimpses of himself and Jamie and Hiccup and all the people he’d met on Berk. He saw himself beside Stoick, as the chief gave a toast. He saw Ruffnut and Tuffnut trying to grab Baby Tooth after seeing her for the first time. He saw a group of friends sitting around a table, raising tankards to the sky.
Most of the images were small versions of the scenes – just paintings, which Jack could turn his eyes away from if he needed to. But sometimes the dreamsand gathered into life-sized shapes of people, gesticulating and running and moving as if they were alive. It got the point where Jack just stared at his feet as he walked, ignoring the soft rustling of the shifting sand.
He wasn’t sure what made him look up when he did. The tunnel was narrow – Jack’s shoulders were brushing the walls on either side of him. There was no way to bypass the figure standing in front of him – entirely made of gold, but somehow still so lifelike. Even without discernable irises, dreamsand Hiccup looked right at Jack.
Jack stood very still. Then he closed his eyes and walked forward. Dreamsand fluttered around him, tickling his face and hands. When Jack looked back, the tunnel was empty.
With a deep breath, he turned ahead again, and when he did, spotted something at the end of the tunnel – an opening. He forced his legs to move, walking unhurriedly, unwillingly, towards that flickering thing, framed with gold. The tunnel opened into something like a cavern, and there it was. Jack still couldn’t quite comprehend what he was looking at. It scared him, even though he’d been prepared for it.
The only thing that was different this time was that the time fragment seemed scared of him too. The disembodied lights that were its eyes shimmered too brightly, as if desperate.
As Jack stared, trying to make sense of it, he felt as if the Snow Queen were slipping thoughts that weren’t his own into his head again, except this time it was flashes of memories – the smell of the Great Hall, the texture of Toothless’ scales, the flash of bright green eyes and a night sky of freckles, Hiccup’s laugh—
Jack understood. The time fragment wasn’t just begging for its freedom – it was offering Jack a way back. Hiccup had forgotten about him, but maybe he would remember if he saw Jack again. The fairies’ curse wouldn’t come back, not after they’d erased its existence. And if he didn’t remember, then the time fragment would’ve swallowed Jack’s magic – properly this time – so Hiccup could get to know Jackson Overland all over again. It wasn’t perfect, but Jack knew how to be patient. They could know each other again. Jack could be human again. He could live and grow up and grow old with him, and he would never be alone again.
But the time fragment would still be free.
Jack closed his eyes. He kicked off into the air and held the crystal out. Through his eyelids, he saw it glow a bright blue, and the dreamsand whirled around him like a hurricane. And then the glow subsided and was replaced by the white light of day. Jack opened his eyes. The giant sphere was gone, and so was the time fragment. Jack put the crystal back into his satchel and turned around.
Sandy still sat on his golden cloud. Jack flew over to him. He touched his shoulder.
“Sandy. It’s okay – you can wake up now.”
Jack didn’t know where he got his confidence from – Sandy was usually a lot harder to wake up. But just a few seconds after Jack spoke, his eyelids fluttered open and he blinked slowly at Jack. Jack smiled at him.
“You did it,” he said. “It’s gone.”
Sandy seemed to sigh. Then he smiled, before his eyelids closed again and the cloud dispersed. Even while unconscious, he still only floated slowly downwards instead of plummeting, and Jack caught him easily. It wasn’t hard to tell this sleep wasn’t meditative, but just a genuinely exhausted shutdown.
Jack could hear that the rest of the Guardians had arrived as he swooped in through the window. They were talking in excited but hushed voices – probably as not to wake Jamie, though Jack was pretty sure nothing would wake Jamie in the next few hours – but the conversation came to a sudden stop when Tooth spotted him. Despite her effort to be quiet, her voice reached an impressive octave as she darted towards him.
“Jack! Oh, Jack, I—”
“Wait, I’m holding Sandy!” Jack said before she could throw her arms around him.
Tooth stopped short, freezing midair except for her wings. “Sandy – is he okay?”
“Just resting,” Jack said with a soft laugh. He flew down and deposited Sandy in one of the huge armchairs by the fireplace, and after making sure he was comfortable – not that comfort was any criteria for a good nap in Sandy’s case – he turned to Tooth and opened his arms.
He caught Tooth and the force of her impact made them spin in the air.
“See? Told you he is here in flesh and blood,” he heard North say to Bunny, who was gawking at Jack, his ears limp with shock.
“I thought—” Bunny croaked. “I thought we’d lost you.”
Jack tried for a haughty scoff, but it came out too shaky. He leapt over to Bunny, hesitated for a moment, before hugging him too. “You have so little faith in me,” he mumbled, face halfway pressed into Bunny’s fur.
Bunny was stiff at first – who could blame him? Jack had never been so physically affectionate before – but managed to hug him back before Jack felt so flustered he had to pull away.
Jack stepped away and just looked at his Guardians, not knowing what to say. A part of him was just as shocked as they were that he was back. He had spent so much time worrying about how and if he’d return, he had barely had any time to consider just how much he’d missed them, and now the overflow of emotion left him speechless.
But before anyone could find their voice again, Jack became aware of a peculiar noise – the approach a hundred bells chiming in unison. In the next moment, a wave of elves burst around the corner. The idea that they had to be silent was promptly thrown out the window, because the elves had not gotten the memo.
Most people do not know what it’s like to be overrun by a magical workshop’s worth of Christmas elves. Jack suddenly had a lot to say about it.
They completely ignored North’s halfhearted orders to quiet down, jingling happily, clamoring for Jack’s attention, blowing party horns (which they seemingly pulled out of thin air, because Jack was sure they hadn’t been holding them moments before) and Jack could only laugh, unable to stay on his feet as the elves jumped and danced around him.
Only a few seconds later, Phil showed up and bellowed to the other yetis what Jack could only assume was an official announcement: Jack had returned.
Needless to say, being the center of attention of countless elves and yetis was both fun and terrifying.
It took a while before things started to calm down, and then even longer for North to convince the elves and yetis to get back to what they were doing – but only after promising a big feast later, to properly celebrate Jack and Jamie’s return, and the time fragment’s defeat.
Jamie was still out cold, despite the ruckus. Bunny sat down in one of the armchairs, looking so exhausted one would’ve thought it was he who had just jumped through time. He was fidgeting with a paint brush, as if he was about to start painting eggs, which he often did when he was stressed. Or if he was happy. Or angry. Either way, Jack waved a hand in his direction and watched as a snowflake landed on his nose.
“You didn’t really think we wouldn’t make it through this, did you?” Jack asked with a self-satisfied smirk, as if he hadn’t been plagued by doubt every day for the past months.
Bunny perked up for a moment before he squinted at Jack. “I saw that,” he said, but there was no real annoyance in his scowl.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. Your eyes must be going bad from staring at those eggs all day.”
Tooth giggled and came to Jack’s side again, taking his hands and squeezing them tightly. “I’m so proud of you, Jack,” she said, her eyes a little shinier than usual.
“We all are,” North said, his eyes gleaming. “Now, are you going to tell us how you did it or not?”
Jack patted the satchel lightly. “The time fragment is in here,” he said, “in the crystal again.”
“Yes, but how?” Tooth insisted. “Where were the other pieces? How did you get back?”
“Er, well…” Jack hesitated, pulling his hands away. “Where’s Baby Tooth?”
Tooth looked puzzled. “She’s…with her sisters,” she said. “Manning the Tooth Palace while I’m here. They’ve missed her.”
Jack nodded. “Of course,” he said, looking over at Jamie. “I just don’t feel like I should relay the story without everyone here. Besides, Sandy is still asleep.”
“Eh, he’ll stay that way for a while,” Bunny said. “Poor guy – he’s been restraining the time fragment for months, getting weaker by each day. One of us can catch him up later if you don’t want to.”
Jack stared at him. “All this time?” he asked weakly. The Guardians nodded, and Jack felt his chest sting with guilt. Sure, he’d tried to be fast, but he knew he could’ve been faster; those last few days…he could’ve at least spared Sandy that.
What was worse, he had a feeling he wouldn’t have done anything differently if he’d known.
Tooth put a hand on his shoulder. “No one is to blame here, Jack,” she said. “We all did everything we could. And look, we’re all in one piece.” She smiled, though there was something in her eyes – as if she could see right into his memories.
Jack walked over to Jamie as an excuse to step away from Tooth. Surely, her powers didn’t go that far? Or else the struggle to get his teeth back would’ve been pointless. No, Tooth couldn’t read his thoughts – but that didn’t mean she couldn’t read him.
“There’s a lot to tell,” Jack mumbled. “Dragons, Vikings, the Snow Queen – who, yes, turned out to be real but not very keen on helping out.” He snorted, absently running his fingers through Jamie’s hair. Then he smiled. “I’ve also figured out some things about my family. Jamie will wake up soon. We’ll tell you then.”
He turned to see the Guardians all looking at him, scrutinizingly.
“You must be tired,” Tooth said soothingly. “Get some rest with good conscience, Jack. I can’t imagine how tough it’s been, going through this all by yourself.”
Her words were jarring, somehow. Jack blinked. “I…” he started, once he managed to find his voice again, and tried for a smile. “I was never by myself.”
He was going to say something more, but his throat closed up. Whatever the Guardians made of that, he didn’t look up to figure it out. He heard North walk over and put a heavy hand on Jack’s back.
“Let’s get the crystal somewhere safe,” he said. “I know just the place.”
North led him down to the deepest part of the workshop, and Jack spent most of it looking around and ignoring how everything seemed just a little more…disheveled. The workshop had always been chaotic, but it had always been a sort of organized mess. The clutter lying around used to be parts for toys, glitter, gift wrappings and often stray rollerblades for people to slip in if they weren’t careful. Now it was papers, strewn about books, even some feathers that Jack recognized as Tooth’s, as if she’d been sitting there and tugging them out in frustration.
He decided to focus on greeting everyone they passed instead. He wouldn’t lie to himself – he knew he was putting on a smile to avoid the elephant in the room, but the elves and the yetis did do a good job at distracting him.
Then they got to the elevator. It started descending and kept descending for a long time.
“We tried finding you, you know?” North said after a few moments. Jack looked up at him and saw that his face had fallen, a guilty shadow hanging over it.
“I know,” Jack said. “But there was nothing you could do. I know that now.”
North looked back at him, his gentle blue eyes suddenly piercing. If his expression had just been a tad more brutal, he might’ve reminded of Stoick. Jack looked away. Usually, there was a view from the elevator, but now it was just icy blue wall.
“How deep does this go?”
“Deep enough,” North said, a bit ominously.
The elevator descended into an underground cave and came to a stop. Torches lit up the room, though Jack was fairly convinced nobody had been down here for a long while. It was deathly quiet, aside from the soft melody of water droplets. There were a few tunnel openings, and judging by the echo, they stretched out deep into the ice. Knowing they were surrounded by ice and the Arctic Ocean beyond that, it was claustrophobic to say the least.
“And you made this place because…?” Jack asked, and wasn’t sure why he kept his voice down. It just seemed appropriate.
“Well, you never know,” North said, walking out of the elevator. And that was that on that. “I remember you suggested making a new crystal. I told you no, but I would not put it past you to try anyway. But that is not how you got this one, was it?”
Jack shook his head, putting a hand on the satchel. “It’s the same crystal I found in the cave,” he said, even quieter than before. “We just collected the pieces.”
North hummed. He gestured for Jack to follow, and they walked into one of the tunnels. After passing a few forks in the path, Jack decided he didn’t want to try his chances navigating this place alone – if he, for whatever ungodly reason, ever wanted to come back down here.
“If we managed to trap the time fragment again, we would need someplace to secure it,” North explained, as they entered a small room at the end of the tunnel. By the opposite wall, there was a silver box. No – a chest, slightly ajar. “So, I built this. Once we close it, there is no way to open it again.”
Jack wanted to argue that hiding the crystal at the North Pole should be secure enough. But then he remembered that it had been overtaken before. Then he wanted to argue that they shouldn’t put it in a box that could never be opened – what if they needed it someday? …but quickly realized that there would never be a situation that called for such a dangerous risk. Unless?
Unless what? He knew he was just trying to come up with excuses, so maybe he one day could go back in time, back to Berk, back to Hiccup. But that was never going to happen. Moreso than keeping the crystal safe from potential enemies, he had to keep it safe from himself.
He walked up to the chest and untied the satchel around his waist. He pulled his sleeve over his hand and took the crystal out, meaning to put it into the chest, but couldn’t seem to move. He wanted to ask North if there really was no way to open it again – if he hadn’t hidden away some emergency key somewhere. But he looked at the chest and saw that there was no keyhole. And North sounded grave – he meant what he had said.
Jack’s hand clenched around the crystal, willing himself to put it into the chest. It felt like he was watching his own body when let go and retracted his hand, only realizing he’d been holding his breath when the chest closed shut. The sharp noise it made sent a jolt through him and he closed his eyes. As quietly as he could, he exhaled, hoping North didn’t hear how much his breath quavered.
The echo from the chest faded. He turned around.
North looked carefully at him, confusion and worry poorly concealed on his face. When Jack didn’t move, he slowly approached him.
“What is wrong, Jack?” he asked gently.
It was all it took. Jack knew he wouldn’t be able to keep his composure come the moment any of the Guardians asked that exact question. And he knew one of them would, because he knew the grief he felt was too great to conceal. And in its inevitability, he was grateful that North had waited until they were alone, deep in the ice of the North Pole, before asking.
Jack felt his lips tremble and his eyes sting, and he could only shake his head. His chest hurt too much to speak. North pulled him into his arms, and Jack hid his face in his chest. The last time he’d sobbed like this had been on the docks with Hiccup. The thought only made him sob harder.
They sat down there for a long time, as Jack waited to calm down, wiping frozen tears off his cheeks. North didn’t try to ask any questions. He rubbed Jack’s back, and didn’t seem to mind the silence nor the cold. He showed no sign of impatience whenever Jack was hit by a new wave of emotion.
“Are you sure you want to go back to the others?” North asked when they were in the elevator again. “You can be alone, if you want.”
Jack shook his head at the last question. “I don’t wanna be alone.” He swallowed with difficulty and inhaled deeply, steadying his breath. “I wanna stay with Jamie until he wakes up.”
North nodded. “Okay.” He took a deep breath as well. “Then I will make some hot chocolate. Or maybe something cold for you. A smoothie?”
“Do you have mead?” Jack asked before he could stop himself. The bewildered look North gave him made him laugh. “Just kidding,” he said, but wasn’t entirely sure if he was.
They parted ways, North heading off to the kitchen while Jack went back to the others. Sandy was still sleeping, as was Jamie. Bunny was, predictably, scowling at an egg while putting down what was undoubtably some intricate details, while Tooth was kneeling by Jamie’s side. Jack though she was only brushing through his hair, but as he got closer, he saw that her hand wasn’t moving, and her eyes were closed in concentration.
“What are you doing?” he demanded, his chest suddenly constricting with panic. Tooth opened her eyes just as Jack grabbed her wrist. “Don’t—don’t make him forget. Don’t make him forget too—”
“I’m not!” Tooth quickly said, holding up her hands in surrender.
Jack stared at her, then looked at Jamie, who seemed no different than before. He let go of Tooth’s wrist, slowly meeting her eyes again.
Tooth looked evenly back at him, gently placing a hand on his. “I’m only…softening the blow a little,” she explained. “Not altering any memories, but…he’s been through a lot. He’ll remember it, but it will feel far enough away that he won’t…” She trailed off, weighing her words.
“Oh…I see,” Jack mumbled before she could continue. He looked back at Jamie. “That he won’t suffer from it. He’s been having some bad dreams.”
“Sandy will help him with those,” Tooth said.
Jack nodded. “That’s good,” he murmured. He glanced over his shoulder, at Bunny who was watching him with obvious concern. Jack sighed and leaned heavily against the couch. “Sorry. I’m just a bit…tense.”
“That’s one word for it,” Bunny mumbled.
“Bunny,” Tooth scolded, before turning to Jack again. “Jack, if you want to talk—”
“I can’t,” Jack interrupted. He smiled apologetically. “Not yet. But I’ll tell you, once…once it hurts a little less.”
It wasn’t like Jack to be open enough to even admit that he was hurting – at least it wasn’t like old Jack. But he’d changed, and that was clear to all of them. He’d changed, and Jack thought things would never feel the same again.
Jamie came to slowly. His body felt like it was filled with led, but he managed to blink his eyes open, groaning weakly. As he tried focusing, a blurry face appeared in front of him, and he blinked until he saw who it was.
“Sleep well?” Jack asked cheerfully.
Jamie stared at him. Behind him, a fire was crackling softly. There was a smell – was it hot chocolate? – and Jamie was comfortable. When was the last time he’d slept somewhere soft and warm?
He sat up suddenly, looking around. “Jack,” he whispered, as if saying it out loud would break the spell. “We’re in Santa’s workshop!”
“We are,” Jack agreed, dropping onto the couch beside him. “Do you want some hot chocolate? North left it here for you.”
Jamie pulled his eyes away from the giant globe floating midair and looked at Jack. Jack’s smile softened, and he nodded.
“We’re back.”
“It’s not just a vision?” Jamie asked.
Jack leaned over the table and grabbed the mug waiting there, handing it to Jamie. “See for yourself,” he said.
Jamie reached for the mug as if he were being offered a priceless gift. He carefully took the handle and let out a shaky laugh when he didn’t pass through it. He took a careful sip, expecting it to be cold, but it was just the right temperature. Also the best hot chocolate Jamie had ever tasted – if it wasn’t just because he hadn’t had anything sweet in months. It almost brought him to tears. He put the mug back on the table before throwing himself at Jack. Jack laughed and returned the hug.
“How long was I out?” Jamie asked as he pulled away.
“It’s been a few hours,” Jack said. “North insisted we have a feast to celebrate, so the others are in the kitchen. Well, not Sandy, he’s…” His eyes glanced over Jamie’s shoulder, and Jamie turned around to see the Sandman snoozing peacefully in one of the armchairs.
“Is he okay?” Jamie asked.
“He will be.”
Jamie turned back around, peeking up at Jack. “Are you okay?”
Jack’s mouth opened then closed again. He nodded. Jamie could see it wasn’t entirely true, but he knew Jack well enough to understand this wasn’t the time to pry. Instead, he hugged him again, burying his face in Jack’s neck.
“Thank you,” he murmured.
Jack said nothing, but squeezed him tightly, his hand on the back of Jamie’s head.
“How are you feeling?” Jack asked after a minute or so. “Do you want another tour of the workshop? I’m sure Phil will be happy to see you.”
Jamie thought about it, waiting to be excited – instead, he just felt faint guilt from the fact that he wasn’t. He sat back, glancing at Sandy, then at the Globe, listening to the bustling of the workshop below.
“Will I ever come back here again?” he asked quietly.
Jack was silent for a moment, before putting a hand on Jamie’s knee. “Do you want to go home?” he asked back.
Jamie nodded, though he felt bad for doing it. He didn’t know if any other child in the world had ever gotten to see the workshop, and here he was turning the offer down. Sure, he’d seen it before, but he still felt ungrateful.
“Well,” Jack said. “You’re not supposed to be here. Pretty sure it’s against the rules.”
Jamie glanced up at him.
Jack smiled slowly.
“But you’ve been a part of this world for so long, I think you deserve the right to stay,” he continued, “if you want to.” He glanced over his shoulder and leaned in close. “Besides, since becoming a Guardian I’ve pretty much memorized all the ways in and out. And Phil likes you – he’ll turn a blind eye.”
Jamie had a feeling the Guardians wouldn’t actually forbid Jamie to come back if Jack wanted him there, but he still felt himself grin elfishly.
In the end, after Jamie had changed into his old clothes, he and Jack snuck into North’s office and stole his magical snow globe. Jamie left a note on his desk, saying thank you and that he hoped he could see them again, but that he wanted to see his mom as quickly as possible. His hope was that the Guardians would accept a rain check and invite him to the North Pole another time.
Did that make him spoiled? Maybe. But hope had never hurt before.
Well – at least it hadn’t hurt him.
The portal deposited them right by Jack’s pond. Jamie had to take a moment to take it all in – Burgess, finally looking the way it was supposed to. At least in Jamie’s eyes. Meanwhile, Jack’s pond looked…not different exactly. It felt different, though.
It was dark, which probably made the pond look even more mysterious. Jack only glanced at it, before sending Jamie a curious look.
“It’s just…a bit strange,” Jamie said, suddenly self-conscious. “After all that.”
Jack’s face softened, as if he was relieved. “Yeah, it is, a bit,” he agreed. He nodded in the direction of the neighborhoods. “You ready?”
Jamie swallowed thickly and nodded.
They’d talked about how they wanted to do this. Jamie had suggested going to the police and making up some story, but they quickly threw that idea out – none of them knew enough about the modern adult world to spin a convincing enough lie. Besides, lying to the police was probably not a good thing. Jack had suggested he feign amnesia, but Jamie knew he wouldn’t be able to keep his mouth shut for long. Besides, he couldn’t lie to his mother – he didn’t want to lie to his mother.
“Just get me to my room,” Jamie whispered as they approached his house. “Through the window.”
“Shouldn’t you at least use the front door?” Jack asked.
“No, it’s better this way.”
Jack looked confused but he shrugged and grabbed Jamie by his arms, flying up to the second floor. He landed on the roof outside the window and made a swiping motion with his hand. The latch on the window opened.
“Should I be worried that it’s so easy for you to break in?” Jamie whispered as Jack helped him climb inside.
Jack shrugged again. “Maybe,” he whispered whispered.
He got quiet, crouching in the windowsill, as Jamie took careful steps into his bedroom. It looked almost exactly the same as it had – how many months ago? Maybe just a little tidier. Jamie swallowed down the tide rising in his throat.
He turned back to Jack.
“What about you?”
Jack frowned. “What about me?” he asked innocently. When Jamie didn’t budge, he sighed, lowering his gaze. “I’ll be fine. Honestly.” He smiled, trailing the pattern on his staff. “I won’t lie to you and say I am fine. Not yet. But I existed for a long time with nothing at all to hang on to…At least I have the memories this time. And they’ll always be there, so…” He nodded, looking back at Jamie. “I will be fine.”
Jamie’s throat hurt. “I don’t want you to be alone,” he whispered.
Jack stepped off the windowsill and landed soundlessly on the floor, where he crouched and brought Jamie into a tight hug. “I won’t be,” he said, and when he pulled away, his eyes were rimmed with tears. “This adventure hasn’t been easy, but I’m still glad it happened. I wouldn’t have found out about my family’s heritage otherwise.”
Jamie laughed softly. “I’m glad it happened too.”
The corners of Jack’s eyes crinkled. He stood and made to leave.
“Jack,” Jamie said. He resolutely tilted his chin up when Jack turned around. “I meant what I said. Maybe we couldn’t make Stoick believe, but I will make my mom believe.”
Jack tilted his head to the side. “You’re stubborn about this,” he commented.
“We’re family,” Jamie said. “If anyone can see you, it’s us.”
Just then, the door behind Jamie opened. He caught a glimpse of Jack’s eyes widening before Jamie’s body whirled around on its own.
Joyce stood in the doorway. She was in her nightgown, her hair in disarray – obviously, she’d just been fast asleep. Judging by her expression, she probably thought she was still asleep.
“Jamie?” she whispered.
Jamie’s chest twisted at the sound of his mom’s voice. “Mom,” he replied, his voice breaking.
Joyce’s expression seemed to fall apart. She rushed forward and fell to her knees as she brought Jamie into her arms. Jamie had never seen his mom cry like this before, and the next minutes seemed to blur away. He only knew that his mom was holding him and that he was home and that he was okay.
Or that they would be okay.
“Oh, Jamie,” Joyce sobbed, cupping his cheeks and looking him over. Her lips quivered with what Jamie believed was a thousand questions. Instead, she just hugged him again and kissed his forehead desperately. “You’re okay. You’re okay.”
“Mom,” Jamie said, his voice quaking with a mix between joy and embarrassment. “I’m okay. It’s okay. I’m sorry. I’m—”
“Who were you talking to?”
Jamie blinked. Upon seeing his mom, he’d completely forgotten about Jack, and he quickly turned around – but Jack was gone. The window still stood open, and one of the windowpanes had frosted over. Something was written on it – a message, written in runes.
See you soon, little brother.
Jamie narrowed his eyes. Jack wasn’t making this easy – if he’d written it in English, it might’ve helped him. But he was scared to hope, Jamie knew. There was only one thing to do about that.
He turned around and hugged Joyce again. “Mom,” he said. “Can you promise me something?”
Joyce was quiet for a moment. She leaned back to look at him. “Depends what it is,” she said, brushing hair out of his face. “Is something wrong?”
“Well…not exactly,” Jamie said. “But I need you to believe what I tell you. What happened. How I came back, and most importantly, who got me back. It’s going to be hard to believe, but…you have to try.”
Joyce looked confused, a hesitant smile tugging on her mouth. “The fact that you’re here is already a miracle,” she murmured, brushing her thumb over his cheek. “Unless I’m dreaming.”
“You’re not dreaming,” Jamie reassured her.
A couple more tears ran down Joyce’s face and she hugged Jamie again. “Then I’ll believe every word you tell me,” she whispered.
Jack went back to his pond. He stopped at the edge of the moonlit water, watching the silvery reflections. The corners of his eyes felt stiff. It was likely the only reason why he’d learned how to hold in his tears, since there was never a point in hiding them from others; they had an annoying tendency to freeze before they got very far.
He was happy to see Jamie reunited with his mother. He was happy to see Joyce too, and for the first time take note of everything she had in common with Emily, and even Jack himself. Maybe he was imagining it, but the thought was comforting anyway. At least he still had that victory. He was happy that he had accomplished what he promised, despite all his doubts and fears.
But…there was always a ‘but.’
Jack stepped forward. The water froze beneath him as he touched the surface. Maybe he shouldn’t do this in the middle of – what month was it anyway? Definitely not a winter month, that was for sure. He hoped Jamie wouldn’t catch another cold because of the sudden change in temperature. As for the pond, he was fairly sure the people of Burgess already had a feeling there was something special about it. Strange things tended to happen around this pond.
He supposed that was why he lingered, instead of going back to the Pole. It was his pond, the place he’d called home for three centuries, where his journeys both started and ended. It felt like the only place he could be right now.
The ice spread out from his feet to the edges of the pond, the frost inching just beyond the water and into the earth. It wasn’t entirely intentional, but Jack couldn’t bring himself to care. The fact that he had self-control enough to stop it from snowing was already noteworthy. The ice thickened beneath him. He was trailing his staff across it, making swirling, glowing patterns, when he felt the wind rustle his cloak and hair. He smiled softly.
“At least you’re still here,” he mumbled to it.
The wind seemed to caress his face, like it was trying to comfort him, before going still. Jack closed his eyes. The world was suddenly very, very quiet.
“Looks like you made it home safely.”
Jack opened his eyes. He stared blankly ahead, though the voice had come from behind him. It couldn’t be real. He’d hallucinated before, when he’d been at his loneliest. It couldn’t be real; he couldn’t allow himself that hope. And yet he found himself turning around.
A figure stood by the center of the pond. He wore a cloak made of brown fur and leather armor. His hair was dark and unruly, his eyes were a brilliant green, and instead of a left leg there was a metal prosthetic.
It was Hiccup.
But it couldn’t be Hiccup.
Jack dimly registered that he was staring, speechless, when the boy that looked like Hiccup inclined his head slightly sideways, his mouth turning into a nervous smile.
“Uh…Jack?”
Hearing his own name in Hiccup’s voice felt like falling from the sky. It was wonderful and terrible at the same time. He wouldn’t hope – not again. This was just some trick of his mind, some cruel dream born from overexposure to Sandy’s dreamsand. Jack opened his mouth, but each time he thought he was going to speak, the words perished at the tip of his tongue.
“Don’t be scared,” the boy who looked like Hiccup said, holding up two trembling hands. If any of them were scared, it was him.
“I’m not,” Jack said. His voice was barely there. “I’m…con-confused.”
The boy who looked like Hiccup smiled a little. He took a step forward but stopped when Jack tensed. He opened his mouth to speak, but Jack beat him to it:
“This isn’t…Is this…real?”
The boy who looked like Hiccup laughed softly. “I find it hard to believe myself. Standing here, talking…talking with you. Actually talking.” His voice quavered faintly, the way Hiccup’s voice tended to do when he was nervous. “But yes. It’s real. It’s…It’s me, Jack.”
Jack closed his eyes again. When he opened them, the boy who claimed he was Hiccup was still there. But it couldn’t be Hiccup. Even if he looked exactly like Hiccup – the same age as when Jack had left him, the same windswept hair, the same eyes that seemed to hold the whole sky in them – there was something different about him. And it wasn’t just the outfit. He seemed…older, somehow. Much older.
“I, uh…” the boy who looked like Hiccup started, his arms gesticulating halfheartedly by his sides. “I’ve been going through this moment in my head a few times. Many times. Like, a—a thousand times, probably. I always imagined myself a lot smoother than this. I mean, it started off well – that home journey-thing, I’ve been planning it for a while, and even that wasn’t as cool as I thought it—”
“How are you here?” Jack interrupted. He took a tentative step towards him, then another. “You—you were supposed to live. You promised you would live!”
“I did!” The boy who looked like Hiccup held up his hands soothingly, taking a step towards Jack as well, slowly, like Jack was a cornered animal. “I lived. A whole life. I promise.”
“Then h-how…” Jack started, but his voice broke away. Again, he had to close his eyes, and he shook his head. “Don’t…” he pleaded. “I can’t…Not again.”
He gasped when he felt fingers brush against his own, and looked up to find Hiccup in front of him. Jack’s hand reacted on its own, reaching out to Hiccup’s. Hiccup’s mouth parted, his breath coming out in shaky puffs of mist. Jack knew that reaction well – the shock of touching after going without it for a long time.
How long had he waited?
“Hiccup,” Jack whispered, feeling his eyes widen and refill with tears.
Hiccup looked up as if Jack had slapped him. Then he smiled, almost incredulously, and nodded.
Jack’s staff clattered onto the ice. He threw his arms around Hiccup just as his legs went out beneath him, and the two of them sank to their knees. Jack wasn’t sure if he was laughing or crying, or if the words he tried to speak were in any way coherent. He felt Hiccup’s arms around him, strong and desperate and familiar, his chest all but heaving against Jack’s.
Jack leaned away and put his hands on Hiccup’s cheeks, checking again if it really was him. And it was. There was no doubt in it. Jack hadn’t even been aware he’d memorized the exact location of each one of his freckles, but here they were, just as they had been centuries ago. And there was the scar on his chin, and his bushy eyebrows, and his big, round nose. A laugh – partly sob – bubbled out of him. He kissed his nose, then his forehead, then his cheek. Hiccup began to laugh too, but stopped when Jack pressed their lips together. Jack felt a tear trail onto his hand.
He broke the kiss, but didn’t move away. The only reason he dared open his eyes again was because he could hear and feel Hiccup in front of him; he wasn’t an illusion or a dream. He was real. And he was here.
Jack brushed the tear away with his thumb. “How?” he whispered.
Hiccup cracked his eyes open. The green seemed even brighter against the faint red at the corners. He put a hand over Jack’s and closed them again, leaning into his touch.
“It’s a…long, somewhat confusing story,” he murmured. “It might take some time to wrap your head around it.”
“I have time,” Jack said.
Hiccup’s lips pulled up into a smile. He moved his hand to the back of Jack’s head and kissed him again. “I know,” he said. “So do I.”
Jack began to grin, but faltered. “You do,” he said, pulling back a little to look down at Hiccup’s outfit, and then back up at him. “Why is that?”
Hiccup’s eyes brightened. “I guess I should reintroduce myself,” he said, and moved a little more away just to give a halfhearted bow. “Hiccup Horrendous Haddock the Third, protector of the northmost winds and skies. It’s a mouthful, I know. As if my name wasn’t long enough already, but I didn’t really have a say in it.” He nodded up at the Moon.
“You’re a spirit,” Jack said.
“People used to say I had the heart of a chief and the soul of a dragon,” Hiccup said, his eyes glazing over for a moment, like he was pulling forward an old memory. By now, Jack understood that was exactly the case, but he couldn’t imagine it; he’d just said goodbye to Hiccup a mere few hours ago. “I spent my life fighting for the dragons and our coexistence. I’ve spent my second life doing the same. Plus some extra responsibilities.”
“But the dragons…” Jack started reluctantly.
Hiccup looked back at him. “The dragons,” he agreed, a certain familiar light in his eyes. “They’re still waiting. Which reminds me – I know a guy who’s been aching to see you again.”
Jack stared at him. “You’re joking,” he decided.
Hiccup snorted. He looked up and made a strange noise – it hardly sounded human. It sounded like it was supposed to come from a—
The same noise echoed from above. Jack looked up, and at first all he saw was the dark, starry sky. But then some of them began blinking out in succession, and Jack gaped as moonlight fell upon the shadow shooting towards them.
Toothless landed elegantly on the ice.
“You’re flying on your—” Jack started, but didn’t get any further before his vision was filled with dragon. Toothless knocked Jack over and Jack gave an undignified shriek, which then turned into a cackle as he tried to shield himself against Toothless’ tongue. Hiccup did little to help him.
It wasn’t until Jack was all but dripping that Toothless allowed himself to be pushed away, and he grinned wildly at Jack, tongue hanging over his toothless gums. He looked just the same as well, except for the matching black tailfins and some extra flaps across his back. Jack shook his head, unable to stop grinning.
“Toothless…How can you be a spirit too?”
Toothless all but purred, raising his head proudly.
“You say it as if you’ve never met an animal spirit before,” Hiccup commented, amused. He ran a hand over Toothless’ head and gently pressed their foreheads together. “We’re the bridge between human and dragon kind. I guess I sort of always knew I’d end up here with him, on some subconscious level.”
Jack peered at them. “How is this real?” he asked faintly.
Hiccup crouched beside him, and Toothless lay his head in Jack’s lap, looking expectantly up at him until Jack started scratching his neck.
“Surely not the strangest thing you’ve experienced?” Hiccup grinned.
Jack looked up at him, studying his face. He reached up with his free hand and cupped his cheek.
“What happened?” he asked. “After we left?”
Hiccup nuzzled Jack’s hand instead of immediately replying. The movement struck Jack as almost animalistic, like the way Toothless had leaned into Jack’s touch just before they left – as if Hiccup had spent so much time with just Toothless, he’d adopted some of his behavior.
“…It’s hard to describe,” he said, his eyes going distant again. “I remember my life. Clearly too, but…at the same time, it’s far away. It’s me, but at the same time…” He trailed off uncertainly.
“Like Jack Frost isn’t, but still is, the same person as Jackson Overland,” Jack supplied. “I get it.”
Hiccup met his eyes, and it was his turn to study Jack. Then he took his hand and got to his feet, pulling Jack with him and ignoring Toothless’ protests. “Let us show you,” he said, “what we’ve been up to the past, er, thousand years, give or take.”
Jack frowned, holding Hiccup back before he could mount Toothless.
“Were you alone?” he asked.
Hiccup’s eyes softened. “Never,” he said, squeezing Jack’s hand. “Come on. You should join me on Toothless, or you might get lost.”
“Lost?” Jack repeated, a bit offended, but followed Hiccup. “I thought you said ‘northmost’. North, cold – do you know who I am?”
“And yet you had never been to Berk,” Hiccup pointed out, jumping easily onto Toothless, like he weighed nothing.
Jack levitated but didn’t sit down immediately. He peered at Hiccup. “But Berk isn’t…”
Hiccup’s smile was smug. “Gods, it feels good to know something you don’t for once,” he said.
Toothless didn’t wear a saddle anymore, but that didn’t matter. They weren’t dependent on each other to fly anymore, but that didn’t matter either; they both preferred to do it like old times, as much as possible. And now Jack was with them too.
Hiccup felt like he was dreaming. He could only imagine what Jack was feeling; he hadn’t even had time to prepare for this reunion like Hiccup had. Jack sat behind Hiccup, his arms secured around his waist like they were both still human. The world around them turned unfocused as they flew, moving through the plane which only spirits could navigate. Meanwhile, Hiccup started telling Jack his story:
He’d lived a full life. It wasn’t painless, and it wasn’t always how he expected it would be. He’d found things, and he’d lost things. He’d been happy, and he’d been devastated. But it had been a good life, which came to an end when it was supposed to.
That was strange to think about now. Those years as Chief felt as clear as yesterday and as distant and hazy as childhood memories; precious and personal, but also like they belonged to a completely different person.
“But why do you look like this?” Jack asked.
“Like a teenager?” Hiccup scratched his cheek. “I don’t know for sure. The Moon isn’t very talkative like that.”
“I’ll drink to that,” Jack commented under his breath.
“I woke up, and at first I didn’t remember anything,” Hiccup said. “I knew I was Hiccup, and I felt…I felt like I did when you were with me, though I didn’t realize it at the time. So I’m not sure, but I think…I am the version of myself that I was when I decided to protect the magical world.”
Jack leaned over his shoulder, studying his face. “Do you feel like an eighteen-year-old?” he asked with an amused glint in his eyes.
“Do you feel like an eighteen-year-old?” Hiccup shot back.
Jack sank down on Hiccup’s shoulder, leaning against his neck. “I see your point,” he mumbled. His breath tickled Hiccup’s skin and sent a shiver down his spine.
At last, the clouds parted.
“We’re here,” Hiccup announced.
Jack perked up. “There’s just ocean,” he said slowly.
Hiccup put a hand on his cheek. “Look again.”
Jack’s eyelashes fluttered against Hiccup’s little finger. Then he gasped.
Berk appeared far beneath them. It didn’t look the same as when Hiccup lived there. No human had lived there for a long, long time. As for animals and other creatures, that was another story.
“I can feel it,” Jack breathed. “The Archipelago. Has it been here all along?”
Hiccup glanced at him, smiling at his awestruck expression. “The Archipelago is packed with magical beings, as you know. More than anywhere in the world, as far as I know. That’s why nobody knows it’s there, and why someone needs to look after it.”
“’The Archipelago is in good hands,’” Jack muttered. “Freya. That’s what she said. She was talking about you?”
The memory blossomed to life in Hiccup’s mind. He mentally dusted it off, and suddenly his cheeks felt very hot. “I guess she was,” he mumbled sheepishly.
They flew towards Berk, but not where the village used to be. Even after all this time, Hiccup felt the sting of loss seeing how much the island had changed. He’d often wondered if that was why the memories seemed distant; it was a way to protect himself and to move on.
“Come on,” Hiccup said.
Then he slid off Toothless and let himself fall, feeling a little too much satisfaction at Jack’s panicked yelp. He fell and then spread his arms out. The flaps on his flight suit sprang out, perfected from the first time Jack saw it in action, and then he was gliding smoothly along the wind.
Jack appeared beside him, his eyes wide. “You can control the wind,” he yelled.
Hiccup smiled playfully. “I can control a wind,” he corrected. “There are many wind sprites, but only one wind spirit. Like someone once said, I’m sort of the boss.”
Jack’s mouth hung open. Hiccup could see the gears turning in his head, but before he could figure it out, they had to hit the brakes before they crash landed. Hiccup touched down easily, but Jack stumbled a little, looking a bit out of it. He turned around, taking in his surroundings.
“Where’s Toothless?” he asked.
“He’ll be back,” Hiccup said, waving a hand. “He has stuff to do too. Dragons to look after. Winds to command. That kinda stuff.”
Jack looked puzzled. “You have the same job?”
Hiccup scratched his head. “Sometimes it feels like we’re the same person,” he admitted. “Two sides of the same coin and all.”
Jack continued to stare at him. He was still confused. One didn’t need to know him as well as Hiccup did to see it. But now there was something underneath that – a slow realization.
Hiccup gestured for Jack to join him and sit by the cliff edge. “Remember this place?” he asked.
“Of course.” Jack carefully sat down beside him, still with that searching look. “It just looks a little different, but…this is where we first talked, right? And where I rode Toothless for the first time. Consciously, anyway.”
Hiccup laughed, his mind ringing with the clear-yet-distant memory. “You finally told me a little about yourself,” he said. “So I thought it was appropriate to come here to talk.”
He paused, but Jack was quiet, waiting for him to continue.
Hiccup turned to the ocean and took a deep breath. “When I woke up as a wind spirit, I found out pretty fast that it had been a while since Hiccup Horrendous Haddock was Chief. The Archipelago was already different. It was hazy at first, and I remembered things very slowly. Still, I always knew what to do, in the same way you always knew what to do as Jack Frost.”
Jack frowned. “But haven’t you been lonely?” he asked, his voice small. “How long have you waited?”
“That’s where things get a bit confusing,” Hiccup said. “I’m not always…awake, I guess. There are times where I’m dormant. I’m around to make sure the Archipelago and the dragons are safe, and to make sure the wind sprites don’t go off the rails. I’ve been a spirit for a while, but I’m not always, you know…corporeal. Time feels different in that form.”
Jack’s brows twitched. He opened his mouth, but no sound came out.
“It’s a lot to take in,” Hiccup mumbled self-consciously.
“N-no, it’s fine,” Jack said, but there was a strain in his voice, like he was afraid. “It’s just…do you choose to do that? To go dormant?”
Oh. Hiccup leaned in and kissed his cheek. “I won’t leave you,” he promised. “Not after waiting for 300 years.”
Jack blinked. “300?”
“And some more.” Hiccup smiled sheepishly. “I didn’t forget. Not completely anyway. There was this drawing – I think it was Jamie’s work?”
Jack brought a hand towards his mouth – a gesture Hiccup knew he’d picked up from Jamie. “Oh no,” he muttered. “That was my Christmas gift from him. I can’t believe I forgot it.”
“Maybe it was meant to be,” Hiccup said. “That’s what I choose to believe anyway. I found it, and I knew…I just knew it was important, but I could never figure out why. And then, centuries later…I see you.” He paused, taking in Jack’s face. “Jackson Overland, and…and Emily Overland.”
Jack’s jaw went slack.
“You were sitting on a hilltop,” Hiccup continued, “building something. A castle, I think. You kept hurting your fingers. I hope you got a little handier after working in the forge.”
Jack laughed suddenly. It was a wobbly sound. “You were there?” he asked.
Hiccup’s chest twisted. They were getting awfully close to the only part of this reunion he’d been dreading. “You said the wind was a friend of yours,” he murmured. “I didn’t recognize you at the time, but…I felt like you were talking to me. Like you knew. But after that, I…I lost track of you. When I came back, Jackson Overland was gone. And then, a few years later, I saw Jack Frost, and…” His voice faltered. That memory was as clear as ever. “It all came back, all at once. You, Jamie, Baby Tooth, the Snow Queen – as if it had just happened. And Jack, I swear…”
He glanced at Jack, who was staring at him, his face blank with surprise. Hiccup swallowed heavily and turned fully to him, taking both his hands in his own.
“You were in so much pain, but I didn’t want to risk changing anything,” he said. “If you saw me, you’d recognize me once you went back in time. I didn’t know—”
“I understand,” Jack interrupted, voice faint. He closed his eyes and slowly began to smile. “You were there. You were always there. Weren’t you?”
Hiccup hesitated. “Not in…Not in a creepy way,” he mumbled.
Jack’s smile wavered, like he was holding back a laugh. There were joyous tears in his eyes when he opened them. “You’re the wind,” he said. “That wind. All the time I spent talking to it…I was talking to you.”
Hiccup smiled uncertainly. “I tried making myself as clear as possible,” he said. “Not that easy, when you’re just…. well, wind. But I hoped it would make you a little less lone—”
Jack kissed him.
“I love you,” he murmured against his lips.
Speaking of spending a bunch of time in wind-form, Hiccup felt as if his body was dissolving. He melted against Jack, holding his hands close to his chest.
“I’ve tried saying that a thousand times,” he whispered. He met Jack’s eyes, smiling helplessly. “I love you.”
Jack had the audacity to look embarrassed. “I see that now,” he said with a small laugh. He pressed his forehead to Hiccup’s, squeezing his hands tightly. “I see you.”
“I see you too,” Hiccup replied softly.
There was more to tell. Lots more. A whole life, if Jack wanted to know. A whole second life too. There was the magical world of the Archipelago to show off, and there were winds and skies to experience anew together. But right now, it was enough to just exist, reveling in the fact that they were together again.
“How’s Jamie?” Hiccup asked after a few minutes. His head was resting on Jack’s shoulder, and Jack was playing with his hair.
“Just saw him off,” Jack said. “He’s with his family again. It was a tear-jerker.”
“Do you think I could see him someday?”
“I don’t see why not. He’ll be overjoyed.” Jack pressed his face into Hiccup’s hair. Hiccup was so comfortable, he felt almost offended when Jack suddenly jolted. “The feast!”
Hiccup blinked. “Feast?”
“The Guardians wanted to celebrate our return but Jamie wanted to go home so I was just gonna see him off and come back,” Jack recounted hastily, “but then—Well, I got a bit distracted, obviously.”
Hiccup hummed. “Sorry.”
“Yeah, you sound it,” Jack said sarcastically. He got to his feet and pulled Hiccup up. Then he took something out of his satchel – a snow globe. “You ever jumped through a magic portal?”
Hiccup sent the snow globe a wary look. “I’m pretty sure I’m not invited,” he said slowly.
“I’m inviting you,” Jack said. “We’re celebrating our victory. You’re a part of that our.”
“It’s just a bit daunting. I’d need a heads-up, I think. The Big Five.” He puffed up his cheeks and exhaled.
“Shut up,” Jack snorted, his smile self-conscious. He took a step closer. “When’s the last time you had a decent meal anyway?”
“I think never,” Hiccup admitted.
Jack held up the snow globe, whispered to it, then threw it. A glowing, flickering portal opened up in thin air.
“I’ve met your family,” he said, stepping towards the portal and dragging Hiccup with him. “It’s time you met mine.”
“What if they don’t like me, though.”
“I can’t believe you’re, like, a thousand years old and you’re still self-conscious,” Jack said. “Maybe that’s why you’re physically eighteen.”
Hiccup gave him a long-suffering glare. Jack sighed and stepped closer, kissing his cheek.
“You’re the most extraordinary person I’ve ever met,” he murmured. “They won’t just like you. They’ll love you. You’ll fit right in. And in the one-in-a-trillion chance they don’t like you, which definitely won’t happen, they’d just have to deal with it.” He squeezed Hiccup’s hand and beamed. “There’s an eternity ahead of us.”
Hiccup felt himself smile. “I guess I would meet them eventually anyway,” he said.
Jack nodded and tugged on his arm. “Come with me,” he pleaded.
Aside from his anxiety, which annoyingly hadn’t changed from when he was human, Hiccup didn’t really have any reservations against meeting the Guardians. Even if he had, he wouldn’t have been able to resist Jack’s excitement. He laughed.
“Nowhere else I’d rather be,” he said.
Jack’s eyes gleamed.
They jumped through the portal, hands still intertwined.
Notes:
If you thought I'd really separate them forever and just leave it at that angsty note - you clearly do not know me ! : ) Happy endings for everyone in this house
Also, in my head, even if this is a HiJack fic, Hiccup's true soulmate will always be Toothless, and I can't imagine them without each other. On a related note, if you want to tie this fic into the THW canon or not, that's entirely up to you - I kept it vague for a reason.So this is technically the last chapter, not counting the epilogue, which will be a lot shorter than a normal chapter. I have a bunch of things I wanna say, but I think I'll wait until next week. I've been wanting to make a little gallery for the arts and fanarts that have been made for this fic at the end of the epilogue, so if you (for some ungodly reason) have fanart that you HAVEN'T SHOWN ME (????) and you want to show it off, then please send me a message, and I'll kiss you on the lips.
Chapter 44: Epilogue
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Jamie ducked out of the way of a snowball, then proceeded to run for cover, slipped and landed on his back. The impact briefly knocked the air out of him, but he was soon laughing and shielding his face from snowballs.
“Okay, okay, I’m down!” he shrieked, curling up into a ball.
Pippa appeared at his side with a satisfied grin, her cheeks flushed with the December cold, her hat and shoulders covered in white. It had been snowing all day.
“There,” she said, pulling Jamie up. “You’re not invincible.”
“It only took five against one,” Jamie mumbled.
“Five against two!” Sophie protested, jumping out of her hiding spot under the porch, where she had been valiantly hiding for most of the endurance of the snowball fight, except for the couple of times she’d peeked out to check if Jamie was still dodging snowballs.
Claude snorted. “When did you get so proud?” he asked, without any real mockery in his voice. “Look, we all know you went on some magical journey—”
“Which he still hasn’t told us about,” Cupcake noted tartly.
“I have!” Jamie protested.
“Not everything,” Monty argued.
“—but that doesn’t mean you suddenly have superhuman speed,” Caleb finished for his brother.
“I’m not—” Jamie started, sending the front door a nervous look. He lowered his voice. “Look, I’m just not sure if I should tell you everything. It seems, you know, like the kind of thing that would be classified in a sci-fi book. Besides, my mom would freak if she found out some of the stuff that happened back there.”
“She already knows you went back in time,” Pippa said. She no longer commented on it with a tinge of doubt – by now, they all knew that story was just as much a fact as the existence of Jack Frost.
“And lived with Vikings, I mean, it doesn’t get more dangerous than that, does it?” Claude added.
“They were actually a lot more civilized than I thought Vikings would be,” Jamie said, then grimaced. “Well, civilized might not be the right word. But still, I was never in danger because of the people who lived there.”
“You were in danger?” Sophie asked, mouth falling open.
Jamie cringed. “Um. No…Jack was always there, so it was fine,” he reassured her.
It seemed to be enough for Sophie.
It didn’t seem to be enough for the rest of them, but for Sophie’s sake, they kept quiet. Their faces, however, made it clear the topic was not dropped yet.
“Speaking of,” Pippa said. “Is Jack coming today?”
Jamie looked up, blinking snowflakes out of his eyes. “Looks like he’s already been here,” he said. “I hope he will, but I think he’s helping out at the workshop. Maybe he’ll visit tomorrow, after presents.”
“As long as we don’t play hide and seek,” Caleb snickered.
Jamie snorted. “You’re just mad you can’t beat my record,” he said. “What was it, four months? Five?”
Pippa lightly slapped the back of his head. “That’s not funny,” she scolded, even while laughing.
“If Jack comes, you have to tell us,” Cupcake said, with a sort of hopefulness in her voice that Jamie, thanks to hanging around both Hiccup and Baby Tooth, recognized very well. “He’s not just yours, you know? Even if you did go time traveling together.”
Jamie wondered if he should mention something about Jack’s boyfriend, but decided this wasn’t the first time someone had developed a crush on Jack, and it wouldn’t be the last – Cupcake would probably move on at some point.
“He’s not any of ours,” Jamie argued, a bit defensively. Sure, he hadn’t mentioned to his friends the fact that he and Jack were related precisely because he didn’t want them to feel like Jack had a favorite…but he would’ve been lying if he said he didn’t want to be Jack’s favorite. (And he had a feeling he was, but he wasn’t arrogant enough to admit that out loud). “And of course I’ll tell you. He’ll probably tell you himself. I just think he might be a bit busy this Christmas, because of his—” He caught himself, glancing at Cupcake. “Um. Friend.”
The others sent him weird looks.
“Santa?” Monty asked.
“Someone else,” Jamie said. “It’s his first time celebrating Christmas.”
Caleb snorted. “First time celebrating Christmas? How old is that friend if they’ve never celebrated Christmas before?”
“It’s a cultural thing,” Jamie said, waving his hand and dodging the question.
The way his friends stared at him made him think of Brant, Undis and Hildur. He missed them, but he didn’t miss having to carry so many secrets. He doubted he’d be able to keep schtum for long, which was why he’d decided to just stick with the truth in the first place. But fortunately, his friends had the decency to let him come out with that truth in his own time, so they eventually went back to the snowball fight, until they were called back home to get ready for Christmas Eve and spend time with their families.
Jamie hoped to see Jack again soon; it was much safer to let him tell the story. But mostly he just wanted to see Jack again – and Hiccup and Toothless, of course. Maybe they’d even bring Baby Tooth. You were supposed to spend time with your family during Christmas after all.
The night was dark and cold far above Reykjavík, with only thin streams of moonlight filtering through clouds from which large, fluffy snowflakes descended. It was early in the morning – around 5AM, though Hiccup didn’t own a clock and couldn’t know for sure – which meant it was almost time to head across the Atlantic Ocean. He could only assume Jack was aware of that as well, judging by how lovely the winter weather was.
Also judging by the scene unfolding just a few meters below Hiccup. Jack and Bunny were racing – probably for the twentieth time tonight – back to the rendezvous point, now that Iceland was covered
Hiccup wondered, probably for the fiftieth time tonight, what he’d gotten himself into. He’d been right in thinking North was in charge of handing out Christmas presents, but he hadn’t been aware that after the debacle two Easters ago, the Guardians had started helping each other out. Even Sandy, whose multitasking skills were unmatched; even now, golden tendrils rose from his cloud and disappeared into the sky, stretching across the world
Anyway, Jack was in the middle of telling Bunny he must be getting old, because why else would he be so slow? So Hiccup decided to intercept. He dived down, camouflaged in his own wind, but Jack still whirled around, eyes widening.
“What the—No!” he yelped, before a gust of wind suddenly yanked him backwards. The last Hiccup heard of him was a faint “That’s cheating!” as he spun away like a snowflake in the wind.
Bunny was so distracted he almost ran into a chimney, but he dodged it last second and barked a laugh.
“He deserved that,” Hiccup snickered, appearing beside Bunny.
Bunny leaped over to another roof and, in midair, gave Hiccup a high five. “Glad someone’s more defensive about their age than I am,” he jeered.
“Hey, that’s not it!” Hiccup protested. “And by the way, Jack might be out of the game, but I’m still gonna win.”
“Maybe next Christmas, kid,” Bunny said, before his eyes widened. “Look out!”
Hiccup thought he was trying to distract him with the oldest trick in the book, which was the only reason why he didn’t dodge the giant snowball aimed straight at his face, cannonballing him off course. He thought he might have shrieked on the way down, before landing on something soft, and he opened his eyes to find himself surrounded by gold.
“Sandy,” he croaked, sitting up. “I owe you one.”
Sandy rolled his eyes good-naturedly. Despite his obvious rush to the finish line, he looked awfully peaceful on his dream cloud, as always.
Hiccup brushed snow out of his face and was about to kick off just when Jack barreled into him from thin air, and they both went sprawling back onto the cloud.
“You’re supposed to be on my side!” Jack yelled, trying to sound indignant despite the laughter in his voice.
“It’s a race, Jack, and I’m gonna win it,” Hiccup argued, and tried to get up, but Jack held him down. “Which we’re both losing right now!” he added.
Beside them, Sandy sent them an unimpressed look.
“If I go down, you go down with me,” Jack grinned.
Just then, Hiccup saw a shadow on the night sky just behind Jack, and he smirked. “How about up instead?”
Jack’s brows twitched, trying to get the joke. “What—”
Hiccup grabbed onto his hoodie just as Toothless’ claws locked around Jack’s shoulders and yanked him off Sandy’s cloud. Jack yelled in a mix between surprise, frustration and delight, and Hiccup could only laugh.
“Go, Toothless!” he cheered, and a gust of wind gave him the momentum he needed to swing both himself and Jack onto his back. Toothless turned sharply and shot past Sandy again, who, when Hiccup turned back and waved goodbye, had dreamsand standing out of his ears in outrage.
When they got to the rendezvous point, Reykjavík Harbor, Tooth and North were already there, victorious with second and first place respectively. This had been a reoccurring thing all night – North, because he for obvious reason was the best at this kind of thing, and Tooth because she’d been back in the field lately and was used to flitting around the world. Bunny was a challenger too, but Jack was good at distracting him.
“Toothless!” Tooth squealed as they landed, darting over to pet him. She’d immediately taken a liking to the dragon, and nobody was surprised. “I didn’t know you’d come!”
Iceland was not that far from the Archipelago, so Hiccup had had a feeling they’d stumble upon each other around these parts, but he kept quiet.
Bunny came soon after, but before he could get to the ‘finish line’, a tendril of gold wrapped around his ankle and yanked him back, just as Sandy thundered ahead of him. North, whose jolliness only seemed to intensify when he was stressed out, laughed so loudly Hiccup couldn’t imagine it was possible to not hear it, even for those who didn’t believe in Santa Claus.
Sandy fist bumped the air and sent Bunny a self-satisfied grin when the latter finally caught up, fuming.
“Shared third place, I can take that,” Jack said, jumping off Toothless.
“Technically, you came behind both me and Toothless,” Hiccup pointed out.
Jack sent him a long look. “Now you’re just being childish.”
“Oh? Oh, I’m the childish one—”
“Ugh, stop that,” Bunny grumbled. “Bicker when we get home, we have a job to do.”
“Are you mad, Bunnymund?” Jack asked with an elfish grin. “It’s just a game. Here, take a candy cane—”
He started to reach for North’s coat, but North poked him in the ribs before he could get so far.
“You two can go now,” he said, “before Bunny explodes.”
Hiccup shifted awkwardly. He didn’t know the Guardians well enough yet to know where the line went, but then North sent him a reassuring smile, and he relaxed again. He patted Toothless’ head. “Race you to Burgess,” he told Jack. “Come on, bud!”
Toothless kicked off back into the sky, ignoring Jack’s protest about false starts.
It wasn’t even 3AM by the time they arrived in Burgess. Jack had lost sight of Hiccup and Toothless in the kerfuffle, and he sped towards Jamie’s house like his life depended on it. He didn’t know how many times he’d lost already, but he had a feeling it wasn’t looking good. If he was on the losing side…it meant he had to wear those stupid jingly shoes the elves had made for him the rest of the evening.
He went so fast he struggled to slow down, and he tripped on the stairs up to the porch and nearly collided with the door. He softened it by making a pillow of snow, but even then there was a soft thud that he hoped didn’t wake anyone. So much for being quiet, which was sort of rule number one when it came to delivering presents or collecting teeth. In his defense, he was new at this.
Toothless landed in the yard moments later, laughing in that deep, throaty way of his at the sight of Jack sprawled in the heap of snow. Jack staggered to his feet and raised his arms victoriously.
“I won!”
Hiccup put a finger to his lips, laughing through his hushing. “These people can hear you, remember?”
Jack winced. “Sorry,” he whispered, then nodded at the door. “Let’s go!”
There were a few things Jack would never understand about magic, things that he just accepted, and one of them was the fact that security alarms never seemed to go off when they broke into a home. He guessed it was just some cosmic law that allowed them to go about their Christmas-y business, even if they weren’t actually Santa Claus. Jack flicked his wrist, and the door opened.
When it became a thing that the Guardians helped each other out with their respective jobs, North had made them all some nifty bags that could fit way more presents inside than what seemed possible from the outside. North still carried the most of it in his sleigh, but obviously even a sleigh like that wouldn’t have been big enough if it hadn’t been magically enhanced – as were Jack’s backpack and Hiccup’s satchel. Jack was sure Jamie would compare it to some fantasy novel if he ever saw it.
Milk and cookies stood prepared on the salon table. Jack tiptoed into the living room and picked up the glass, though he thought he’d never want to drink milk again after this. He offered it to Hiccup instead, who hadn’t moved from the doorway yet. He made a face.
“I don’t know how North stands it either,” Jack whispered. “He must be, like, eighty percent milk and cookies. Can I throw it out the window?”
“That seems rude,” Hiccup murmured, then stumbled forward when Toothless poked his head in through the door. “Toothless! You won’t fit!”
Toothless didn’t listen, and pushed himself through the doorframe, knocking down a coat stand in the process. Hiccup surged forward, but it crashed to the floor before he could reach it.
“Use your powers, you muttonhead,” Jack hissed through his fingers, barely containing what would’ve been a loud cackle. He spilled milk on the floor and cursed in Norse – he hadn’t even noticed he’d switched over. Using words like ‘muttonhead’ would do that.
“Just put the presents under the tree before we burn the house down,” Hiccup snickered.
Jack started taking out the gifts from North’s magical Christmas backpack, adding them to the other presents that Joyce must have put there earlier in the night. Hiccup propped the coat stand back up, but some coins fell out of a jacket and clattered to the floor. Jack reacted instinctively, freezing the coins in place. Frost suddenly covered the floor and partly the Christmas tree.
“Whoops,” Jack said.
Suddenly, the lights turned on.
“Jack?” Jamie said, before his eyes widened. “Hiccup—Toothless! What are you doing here? Where’s North?”
Jack decided to put the milk away. He sent Jamie a sheepish grin. “We’re just helping out a bit,” he whispered. “Also, go back to bed, you’re not supposed to see this.”
Hiccup facepalmed, then grunted in annoyance when Toothless pushed past him to get to Jamie. While Jamie greeted Toothless, Hiccup sent Jack a helpless look, and Jack could only shrug in response.
“I said we had to be quiet,” Hiccup mumbled.
“You knocked over the coat stand,” Jack argued.
“I could already hear you both outside,” Jamie said, rolling his eyes while scratching Toothless’ neck. “I thought I just imagined it at first, but you’re not very good at being sneaky. Jack – what did you do to the floor?”
“Oh, that…Don’t tell your mom,” Jack said.
Jamie raised his brows. “Sure, I’ll just tell her it was Sophie,” he said.
Jack sniffed. “How this boy speaks to his ancestors,” he said to Hiccup, shaking his head.
Hiccup just smiled and turned to Jamie. “Merry Christmas, kiddo,” he said, pulling out a present from his satchel. “You weren’t supposed to see this before tomorrow morning, but I guess you’ve long been exempt from doing these things the normal way.”
Jamie jumped over to Hiccup and gave him a hug before accepting the gift. “Say thank you to Santa for me,” he whispered, before tiptoeing over the frozen floor and putting the present under the tree. There he stopped by Jack and gave him a long hug as well. “I knew you’d come. Well, not now exactly, and I thought you might be a little busy, but—Oh!” He pulled away and bounced on his feet. “I have something for you too!”
Then he ran back upstairs.
“In any decent narrative, this would be where we mysteriously disappeared,” Jack pondered.
“But we’re not gonna do that,” Hiccup said.
“Of course not. Can’t let my remaining living family have a normal life, how boring would that be?”
Toothless made his way over to the salon table and helped himself to some cookies.
Hiccup tried nudging the coins with his foot, but they were completely stuck to the floor. “We can’t leave it like that,” he murmured. He sent Jack a fond yet exasperated look. “What did you do that for?”
“I panicked!” Jack protested. “It’ll melt before Joyce wakes up, I’m sure.”
“I don’t know about that.”
Both Hiccup and Jack jumped. Toothless glanced back at the woman standing at the base of the stairs wearing a faintly surprised expression, then went back to eating cookies.
Jack fumbled with his staff. “Mrs. Bennett,” he croaked. He found himself straightening his back.
Joyce stood very still, her eyes trained on Toothless for many seconds, before glancing at Hiccup and then eventually, reluctantly, at Jack. She tried for a smile.
“Jack,” she said. “It’s been a little while. Could one of you tell me why there’s a…”
“A dragon,” Hiccup supplied helpfully, his English faintly accented.
“Right,” Joyce said.
“He’s helping us deliver presents,” Jack said, then added after a moment: “Because we’re helping North. I mean Santa. You know Santa?”
“Mom!” Jamie yelped at the sight of his mother, and thundered down the stairs. Seemed now that she was awake too, he saw no reason to keep quiet; Sophie slept through anything. “I can explain. Uh…Well—”
“No, they’ve already explained themselves,” Joyce said, and pinched the bridge of her nose. “Alright. You…You go ahead and do…whatever you’re doing. I’m going back to bed.”
“Sorry about the noise,” Hiccup mumbled.
Joyce paused, looking at him, then at Jack and back again. “Jamie’s told me about you,” she said. “Hiccup the Viking. Look, I’m still not entirely convinced this isn’t all just a long, elaborate hallucination, but I’d love to hear what happened with you three sometime.”
Jack swallowed.
“Why don’t you come over for dinner sometime?”
Jamie looked at his mom like she’d just fallen from the sky. “Really?”
“Mhm. Dinner with Jack Frost and a real-life Viking. Why not?”
Hiccup sent Jack a look that said, I think we broke her. Jack agreed, but he felt himself smile anyway. As weird as this situation was, Jamie had kept his promise in the end, and Joyce was slowly adjusting to it.
“Sounds good!” he said before he could think twice. “Sorry again. We should get going.”
“Wait!” Jamie sprang up to Jack and held out a new drawing. This one depicted Jack, Hiccup and Jamie on Toothless with Baby Tooth flying above them, in the middle of escaping from the snow eagles. Jamie’s drawing skills had improved since last time too. Jack took it gingerly.
“I love it,” he said earnestly. He handed the drawing to Hiccup before hugging Jamie tightly. “I promise not to lose this one. I’ll hang it on the wall in the workshop once we get back.”
“Workshop,” Joyce muttered. “Oh, I’m too old for this.”
Apparently not, Jack wanted to say, but she already seemed so overwhelmed, he kept quiet. He wondered if she would regret inviting them for dinner in the morning, or even remember that it had happened as anything but a dream. Still, the deed was done. The Bennett family had always been extraordinary.
All the presents were delivered in time.
They always were, but North was still so relieved, as if it wasn’t a close call each year. But maybe this time his relief was warranted, since his team had suddenly expanded and grown a little bit more chaotic than it already was. Either way, they celebrated in the workshop with a huge feast, live music by a group of yetis who’d taken a liking to jazz, of course presents, and over the course of the evening, an increasing amount of eggnog.
Hiccup teased Jack for having to argue his way into drinking it, reminding the Guardians that he had in fact had a grow spurt and was probably physically over eighteen and either way he was over three centuries old so why did it matter?
Towards the end of the evening, Tooth was having an animated conversation with Baby Tooth and Toothless, regularly getting distracted by Toothless’ teeth – Jack knew how he felt – while Sandy snoozed by the fire, and North, Bunny and Phil seemed to be performing some sort of drunken circle dance.
Jack and Hiccup watched it all from a distance away, hidden in the rafters. Hundreds of years old or not, they were both teenagers at heart, and still not at a point where they could kiss in front of the others without feeling somewhat embarrassed about it. They would get there, someday. But right now, hiding in the rafters, even if everyone knew where they were and what they were doing, seemed the better option.
They both thought it was strange how things turned out in the end, but not a bad strange – which in many ways had always been the definition of their friendship and relationship. And they were both looking forward to the very strange, but not a bad strange, future that lay ahead of them.
Notes:
So. I thought I would have a bunch to ramble about at the end of the fic, and I'll probably remember it all right after I post this, but right now I'm just kinda empty inside, knowing that this is the last time I'll update this thing haha. Sure, it's just a fanfic, but I've spent a lot of time daydreaming, brainstorming, writing and editing this thing, so it's weird it's come to an end. I mean, it was originally just supposed to be a one-shot sick fic, but here we are.
I hope the ending left you satisfied and not heartbroken (I don't think I'll ever write something without a happy ending, I just don't have that kind of strength lmao), and that this little epilogue leaves you with an idea of what their life is like after the events of OTNWAS. I was uncertain if there was any point in writing it, but I'd promised you 44 chapters so here it is.
Thank you to everyone who read, commented, made fanart or anything for this fic (bingos, Spotify playlists, boards, anything) you are AMAZING. I'm so glad you stayed with me until the end!!
With a long fic like this one, there's likely gonna be mess-ups, and I know there are a few plot points I introduced but didn't really get the chance to continue. (I'm not going to list them, in hope that you won't notice them.) A part of me wants to go through it refine it, but I don't have the time or motivation for that. Hopefully it doesn't annoy you as much as it annoys me lol. But anyway, I'm happy to have made it to the end, and I'm so so happy that I've had active readers throughout the whole process. Honestly, I still can't quite believe it, in a fandom as dead as this one. Where did you guys even come from? I mean, I love it, but I was prepared for like maybe two comments every chapter. Thank you so much and also what the fuck
(Also, I thought I should make a little apology for any inaccuracies in the HTTYD canon. My main hoe is Jack Frost, but I tried my best, I promise)
Anyway, this has been a Ride, and you're all still here, amazingly. Thank you so much. And they lived happily ever after.
(P.S. Oh yeah, here are some memes: https://jjackfrost.tumblr.com/post/627451589067751424/otnwas-memes)

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