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To be fair, getting stabbed wasn't originally part of the plan.
Not that the plan was set in stone or anything.
Well. Okay that was up for debate - but right now isn't the time for that. Not when Gen is bleeding out as worried hands rush to hoist him to safety some feet above ground.
It's not his blood - is it even real blood? He can't remember right now - but it's also not his fault if anyone thinks as much at first glance. That was the goal after all, to deceive the enemy and stay alive at all costs. Only right now who the real enemy is....is kinda lost to him. Gen has a lot of thinking to do, if only he could focus for a little bit. But the impact of Magma's spear, even if it didn't kill him in the moment, has still left him injured and a little too close to death's door for his liking.
The short trip as he's hauled up into Chrome's storage space feels like dragging himself a hundred miles, on broken bones under a blazing unrelenting sun, without the twinkle of a mysterious oasis in the distance. No, right now death might even be nice enough to tease him with the hope of survival before snatching away his final breath. Yet it isn't death that's calling his name, but- who is that?
"....enku-ch-" he chokes out. Ah that's right. The enemy. Or, well, Tsukasa's enemy. The only real enemy Gen has right now is life itself, ripping him away from death's door as he's about to ring the doorbell and forcing him back to the present. How joyous.
He's not sure how he manages to think up a plan as he's curled up on the thin mat laid out for him, if it can even be called a plan instead of a desperate plea in a delirious haze. But Gen is certain if he looked back on this exchange one day that he would absolutely regret coming up with a deal so risky, hinging on a desire as flimsy as a single bottle of cola. But there isn't time for regret once the words are out of his mouth, as Senku has made his promise, and now Gen has to fulfill his end of this bargain.
The oasis life dangles in front of him is far more tempting than anything this stone world has yet to offer him, more tempting than death, and although Gen isn't certain if it's mirage or miracle, he's too curious to turn down the opportunity. Too selfish not to want to claim it for himself alone. That oasis is none other than Senku Ishigami.
The next morning, before the light of day has crept its way into Chrome's shed, Gen has already slipped away. Careful footfalls aid in not waking the other occupants of the shed - his new allies if he's feeling bold enough to call them that so soon. He's sore all over, bloody and bruised and so fucking tired, but he has a mission to complete.
I must report to Tsukasa-chan that Senku-chan is dead which is easier said than done.
The initial trek to the village took nearly two days at a steady pace with ample stops to rest, but his return to the empire has to feel rushed and unplanned. Thankfully Gen is all too familiar with crafting an air of urgency to suit his needs. As long as Tsukasa-chan believes me, I can buy Senku-chan time to continue his plans while I'm away.
A glance at his rippling reflection in a riverbank after removing his many layers, a decent way from the village but still far enough from the empire, gives Gen the opportunity to make his injuries look fresh. He peels off the leaves that act as bandages to inspect the damage. The fake blood was a precaution he really hoped he wouldn't have to rely on, but after spooking Magma with such a simple magic trick he really should have seen it coming. He just didn't anticipate paying for his precarious nature so soon.
Although he would rather not risk infection in a world where first aid kits feel like a distant myth - and the one person he's sure could patch him up again is the one he needs to report as dead - Gen takes a small chance prodding at his bruises and cuts to give them some lively color. Each graze of his injuries sets his skin burning, hot and irritated under his own touch. He flinches away, takes a few deep breaths, and continues.
This will absolutely slow down his full recovery, may even leave him scared, but he has to make the attempt on his life look as convincing as possible. Look as painful as it felt last night. He doubts anyone in the empire could recognize the difference between a half-day old injury and one reopened only a few hours ago. Only one person comes to mind that knowledgeable - Senku-chan.
So long as I sell this act my future at the village is guaranteed Gen considers and my life at the empire for the time being is safe.
With enough confidence in his skillset, all Gen has to worry about now is looking the part - battered, short of breath, and most of all panicked. He spares one last look at himself in the water's reflection once he's dressed in a carefully disheveled manner - resisting from cleaning his wounds as much as his filthy and sweaty skin begs for it, or even hydrating for the remaining journey.
As he takes off at a brisk pace towards his next lie, eventually breaking into a sprint the closer he gets to the empire, then an all out desperate crawl, he briefly laments not having a costume and makeup department at his disposal. Ah, the things I took for granted in my career.
Playing with real agony wasn't exactly ideal. The oasis of life Senku's ambitious goals promise better be worth all this trouble.
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When he wakes up the next morning to find Gen long gone, Senku wonders for a moment if the promise of cola was really enough to sway the mentalist to their side. Such a small request for such a selfish man. Yet Senku knows better than anyone that even the smallest luxuries are a treasure in such an uncertain world. Not that he has any desire for frivolous luxuries himself, but he would be a fool to think that others from the modern world could feel fulfilled by the same things as him.
That's the goal - to restore everything we lost, no matter how small.
To do that he needs as many allies as possible. Senku remembers Gen's reaction the night before when the Edison bulb lit up the heavy night that settled around Chrome's storage space. He remembers Chrome, Kohaku, Suika, Kinro and Ginro's faces of unsullied awe and astonishment. Untainted and pure in their wonder as electricity pierced the darkness they had always known. He knows without a millimeter of doubt that science can persuade the residents of the village.
However the minds of those from the old world are tainted by prejudice.
Tsukasa was one of likely many who harbored ill will towards progress and the idea of reviving everyone. So luxuries, as little as Senku cared for them, were essential to swaying as many people to his side. To the side of science. By far the most obvious target to start with was Gen, and sure. A bottle of cola wouldn't actually be that complicated - but there's no telling exactly how selfish Gen could really be. Despite helping Senku speed up the process of creating the magnets, he could tell Gen was more motivated by curiosity than anything else. There's always the possibility that his curiosity has an expiration date.
Senku shakes his head to clear his thoughts. There's no point in wondering right now. He can deal with it later should Gen flip sides on him. There's more pressing matters at hand - creating the cure-all to save Ruri and sway the village. The roadmap is long but not impossible.
The following few days are spent gathering materials to make glass. Then making Suika glasses, and even Senku can't deny how satisfying it feels when he sees her standing in the field of sunflowers truly seeing the world around her for the first time. This is the feeling he wants to capture for the rest of the village. Not that he'd admit that to anyone.
Very quickly, quite literally as soon as he and Chrome make their first attempts at the essential glassware they need to make the cure-all, it's clear to Senku that neither of them are going to pull this off in the limited timeframe before the village games. Fuck.
"This is bad. Like bad bad!" Chrome laments after Senku explains why they need to overcome this hurdle before moving onto the next step. Before he can reply though, Chrome's expression changes and he takes off towards the village. And then he's back with an old man as hostage-
Senku tried to suppress his surprise to no avail. Luckily the old man, Kaseki, falls in step with the glassblowing incredibly fast. He and Chrome make quick work of convincing the artisan to help them build a proper lab - Chrome's storage shed is just too small and cramped for the delicate work ahead of them. By the time the structure is done some days later, and filled with the equipment they have so far, Senku takes a deep breath to appreciate how far they came in such a short amount of time.
A small bubble of emotion sits in his chest, wanting to come out, but he pushes it back down. There's no time for that right now.... As much as the lab reminds him of what he's lost, what matters most now is what they'll gain. He doesn't miss the excitement Chrome exudes. If only it was more contagious.
He's so exhausted just from this endeavor but he doesn't let his shoulders slump till Chrome and the others are gathering outside for lunch, out of sight. It's not just physical exhaustion that takes over - for a moment Senku's mind wanders to Gen. That mentalist makes this shit look so easy.
Senku doesn't really spend time categorizing and dissecting his social interactions, but he's aware his social battery drains whenever the high of accomplishing a goal wears off. Keeping everyone on task while trying his best to answer questions about science and the old world - without making anything too complicated or making his new allies feel stupid - took more out of him than he expected.
He wonders how soon they'll be able to get Gen back. Taiju and Yuzuriha are on a really delicate mission, there's no telling when he'll see them again. Most likely not until Tsukasa is defeated. Gen reassured him they're both safe, but he doubts the mentalist will be able to tell either of them they have an ally among the empire without Taiju's big mouth spilling the beans.
Still, it would pay to have Gen back in the village. He made quick and effortless work of convincing everyone to cooperate with creating the generator, something Senku struggles with. Science's influence on these people of the stone world is infallible but Senku's been made aware plenty of times that he's too blunt, too crass. Which doesn't exactly help when you're trying to get people on your side. So for now he has to believe in his science winning people over and count the days until the mentalist is back.
That's an ally Senku can't afford to lose.
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Taiju's voice bellows from the campfire louder than the other laughing voices around him, shadows of animated hands dancing against the stone behind them. Not for the first time Gen wonders how someone so boisterous befriended someone so calculating like Senku. Could it be as simple as saying opposites attract? Like the magnets Senku made, drawn together despite their differences.
Seated further away, around a smaller fire, Gen doesn't bother listening in on the conversation that elicits howls and guffaws from the crowd. Taiju's jovial nature is contagious but he has other things to worry about. Like Hyoga, seated on the other side of his small fire, tinkering with his spear.
The nights are chilly enough for most members of the empire to gather together at night like this, but that doesn't stop Gen from keeping a broad gap between himself and the other people at this smaller fire. Enough to seem friendly, not enough to seem too eager.
Besides, the conversation here feels islands away from the fun crowd a short distance away. Far more telling as well.
"....and he really wanted me to...."
"Seriously, my boss was so....."
"I couldn't stand her, who did she think she was to...."
"....I swear they all think they're better because they're older....."
This group is far from excited, if anything it's a bit hostile. Yet conversation is animated as they air their grievances about older generations who looked down on them in the old world. Gen can relate, having been in the entertainment industry from a young age. Older performers envied him for his success, producers and publishers either tried to downplay his accomplishments or take advantage of what they perceived as naivety. Even fans twice his age tried to pull the wool over his eyes as if he was some toy to them.
It was frankly tiresome and disgusting.
Yet he can't side with any of the people here, who openly wish harm on those who wronged them and encouraged Tsukasa's destruction of statues. Gen can tell not everyone means it, however. Most do vent about things that genuinely upset them, but even fewer support the violence they're vocally encouraging. He suspects it's an attempt at self preservation, which he understands. The looming gaze Hyoga casts over them isn't missed by anyone, and even Gen's own presence is influencing the conversation.
These people view Gen and Hyoga as some of Tsukasa's closest confidants. They're convinced anything they say to contradict Tsukasa's ideals will be spat back at them in the form of death. They're even weary of - what was his name? Ukyo, who Tsukasa had recently revived and given the task of patrolling the empire.
Gen can't really blame them. Everyone here has family, friends, who would make easy targets for Tsukasa-chan. If I had anyone like that in my life I would fear for their safety too... he thinks, sparing a glance at Hyoga and his very deadly spear. The sooner we can put a stop to this the better.
A lull in the conversation finds one of Tsukasa's muscular revivies asking Gen directly if there was anyone he'd like to see destroyed. Gen notes the small quiver in the young man's voice, the nervous glances the other members of the circle give him. Gen almost sighs. Almost.
Oh Tsukasa-chan, the position you've put me in is all too tiresome, even for me.
Still, he rolls with it. Hyoga is the one he's most worried about uncovering Gen's deception. Tsukasa, sure. Dangerous in his own ways. But Hyoga has a menacing air about him that even Tsukasa can't hold a candle to. Or an Edison bulb.
"Ah how funny you should ask! My manager was an absoluteyay tyrant!~ " Gen chirps, voice as light as air. "What I wouldn't give to find her statue. Maybe Hyoga-chan can use it for target practice!~"
Hyoga glances up at him. Eyes still mostly closed, but Gen can feel the menacing glare behind those bangs. Good. Pay attention to me Hyoga-chan. You won't be able to deny I'm on your side until the very moment I break the illusion right before your eyes.
Gen tucks his arms closer to his body under his overcoat, and leans in towards his eager listeners, locking them in on his every word. "Why, this one time right before a show....." he begins, weaving a tale of half truths. The more attention he can divert to himself, the better it would go for Taiju and Yuzuriha.
He suspects Senku has a secret mission for his friends, although he has no idea what it could be. Regardless, Gen isn't going to make things more complicated for the pair. They can't learn he's double crossing Tsukasa - no one can know Gen is an agent for the enemy, they're all safer that way. So Hyoga's focus has to be elsewhere, and while Gen isn't a stranger to the spotlight he does feel the pressure mounting.
The longer he holds up this lie, the more likely it is that the veneer will start to crack with time.
Senku-chan, you better understand how much I'm putting on the line here he muses. Though he's sure Senku understands how dangerous this is, but it doesn't hurt to harp at the scientist in his mind a little. He doesn't exactly have many outlets with eyes and ears on him at all times, be it Tsukasa or Hyoga, or the newest addition Ukyo.
The oasis waiting for me better be a hundred times brighter than that Edison bulb.
Notes:
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The village games approach equal parts too fast and too slow for Senku. Logically he knows it's just the urgency of the situation skewing his perception, but it's an uncomfortable feeling for someone who prides himself in being able to keep a flawless mental measure of time passing. He did it steadily, one second at a time, for thousands of years.
This should be no different.
Yet it seems like yesterday that they were making gas masks to acquire the much needed sulfuric acid. In what feels like the span of a single second - all too soon - Senku is watching Kinro, Ginro, and Chrome get their asses handed to them. The reality of needing to win isn't lost on him, what with Ruri's life in the balance, but it seems hopeless watching Chrome balancing Suika's helmet in a desperate attempt at victory.
Then an airy voice picks up behind Senku that he immediately distinguishes from the rest of the crowd.
"Asagiri Gen!" he, Kohaku, and the others exclaim, pivoting to look at the mentalist poised delicately on one of the suspension bridge posts.
As if by magic Gen easily falls in step with what's happening, taking the sixty seconds Senku calculates Chrome needs to defeat Magma and making it feel like an hour has passed.
As if by magic- what- Senku quickly discards that thought, filing it under ' why the fuck did I think that' hoping it never comes up again.
In reality Senku can't deny that Gen expertly convinces Magma his heart will explode, toying coyly with the idea that Magma really did kill him well over a month ago to scare the brute into thinking Gen has magic powers beyond Magma's comprehension. The flurry of flower petals is a bit much for Senku, but the mentalist has an undeniable flair that captivates his audience and buys Chrome the time he desperately needs. He can't help but be impressed. Just a little.
Magma does end up catching on fire, thanks to Chrome's tenacious ingenuity and Gen's clever stalling, but all too soon after his victory Chrome passes out in a pathetic pile off to the side of the arena just as Senku and Ginro's battle comes to a swift end. Time slams back to full force in Senku's face as he's quite suddenly declared the winner and a two toned head disappears from the astonished crowd.
What the fuck did I just get myself into Senku thinks as the cheif - uh, former chief - stirs up a storm in outrage at the outcome.
There's no time to question where the mentalist went though. Not when the other villagers bounce back from his declaration of divorcing Ruri as soon as they remember that with a new chief comes a celebration till the early morning hours fueled by alcohol - the very alcohol Senku needs to complete the cure-all.
He can't get out of there fast enough.
Arms full of as many pots of alcohol and vinegar as he can carry, followed closely by a somewhat unwilling Kaseki, and Kohaku carrying three times as much as Senku could possibly hold, he's surprised once again to find the mentalist loitering near Chrome's storage shed. Low on time, and riding the high of acquiring a much needed resource, Senku doesn't spare a moment to question why Gen stayed. Let alone how Gen happened to turn up at such an opportune moment.
Sneaky bastard has probably been watching from a distance for a while now, waiting for a chance to slip in without getting his hands dirty. Selfish indeed. Still, he does note that Gen is faring better than the last time they saw each other, healthy, healed up, and very much alive. Good he thinks I need as many hands around here as I can get.
Luckily Kaseki drags a mildly disgruntled Gen away to the stream to keep an eye on his latest creation overnight, keeping the mentalist around long enough for Senku to talk to him later the next day. Right now he needs to wake up Chrome so they can expedite the cure-all. Last Senku saw Ruri, weak and wobbly as she was hauled back to the safety of her hut by her guards, he could tell her time was thinning rapidly.
He does feel for Chrome, battered and raw from his fight with Magma, but he can't imagine Chrome would want to wait any longer either. Can't imagine how he would react if they don't make it to Ruri on time. Doesn't want to dwell on that outcome.
Ten billion percent we have to finish this drug by tomorrow if we want to save her life. He pauses. No, not if. We will save Ruri no matter what it takes.
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After a very long night of staring at Kaseki's contraption in the stream, and listening to the old man ramble on about god knows what, Gen just wants a break. I kinda feel bad for not paying attention but I'm so exhausted…
The trek back to the village this time had to be more secretive. He had company he couldn't afford to tip off after all the efforts to keep them off of Senku's trail.
So when he arrives at the lab the next morning - when the hell did they make this? - finding Senku and Chrome slumped on the ground amid broken glass and earthenware makes him pause. For a brief moment he thinks perhaps Hyoga- but no, they'd be dead and unrecognizable if he had gotten to them. Then Senku jumps into motion as if nothing had happened and speeds straight into an explanation of what they're making full of long words Gen struggles to keep untangled in his mind.
He has a vague understanding that the whole point of everything Senku and his accomplices have been doing for the past month is to save the priestess of her illness, and as he bids them farewell at the bridge Gen hopes that the drug Senku made can indeed cure her. I'm not a chemist but even I know not all antibiotics work the same, especially without being sure what she's sick with. But if anyone can cure her it's Senku-chan.
As he walks back to the lab Gen wonders when he began putting his faith in the scientist's ability. He had seen plenty of proof, sure, but he hardly knew Senku at this point. If he's that charming and charismatic despite being so....rude? No, pedantic? Straightforward-?
His thoughts grind to a halt as he enters the lab. Sitting on the table is a single bottle of cola, glass wet with perspiration.
That son of a bitch Gen thinks, not at all trying to hide the smile creeping up on his face. Although it feels a bit soon to celebrate, what with Ruri's health still hanging in the balance, he allows himself this small moment. The sticky sweetness of the cola is the most satisfying feeling that's come over him since Tsukasa revived him.
Gen takes a seat on one of the lab stools, taking his time savoring the drink, eye on the distant bridge, Senku and the others long gone to Ruri's rescue. An oasis this sweet can't possibly come without due payment. I'm almost afraid of what you have in store for me, Senku-chan. I've seen how you work Chrome and the others to the bone. But if you're going to spoil me like this I'm not sure I can get too mad. We have a deal after all.
As he downs the last drop of cola, Gen can't help but hope the others return with good news.
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Senku doesn't stop to ask Gen about his end of their deal when he gets back to the lab, immediately setting up space to dissect the dead rat he found at Ruri's hut. Though he normally wouldn't care to check other people's reactions, Senku is glad to note that although Gen looks a little put off he isn't totally repulsed by what he's seeing. Good. I don't need squeamish people in this lab.
It doesn't escape him that Gen doesn't follow them back to the village when Suika comes calling that Ruri fell ill again, but all too quickly he's caught up in evaluating the priestess's condition to spare the mentalist another thought. It's getting frustrating, losing track of the passage of time. Sure Senku's been stressed before, but this is new. The week it takes to create more of the antibiotics for Ruri - and monitor her condition until she breaks free of her disease and takes her first steps outside of the village in years - feels a month long just as much as it feels like two hours. Somewhere in there Gen disappeared again before they got a chance to talk properly.
It isn't until the former chief Kokuyo officially declares Senku the village's new chief that time snaps back like a rubber band.
Ishigami village.
Senku feels like his heart stops. Knows that isn't logical. But can't shake the heavy sensation in his chest. The truth of the village unravels before him, Ruri confirming suspicions he had all along.
So caught up in gaining allies and creating the cure-all, Senku only had time to ruminate about this in the dead of night. Laying on his side in Chrome's hut while the other snored away, theories itching their way into his thoughts. Things he didn't want to dwell on for fear they would hinder his current goals.
So he didn't, shoving them away until the very moment Ruri called his name.
His full name.
There's no avoiding it now….
With the full picture in view Senku finally understands what's been handed to him. What his father left him. What his father sacrificed.
Night falls on the village and festivities, the ones from the village games that the previous cheif nipped before they even got started, pick up immediately. Senku doesn't have time to soak everything in as Ruri gets his attention and begins to lead him out of the village at the same time that he spots someone dragging Gen by force into the party.
When the fuck did he get back? All Senku can do is give the mentalist an apologetic shrug, no time to wonder where Gen disappeared to this past week. They still have a lot to talk about, but that'll have to wait.
Or maybe not.
Heavy with emotions he doesn't really want to address right now, Senku returns from the graveyard immediately looking for the mentalist. Who's surprisingly still here, and adamantly turning down the alcohol that's all but shoved in his face. When Gen spots him a chill travels down his spine as their eyes meet, the mentalist's expression contorting into a twisted grin as he stands to face Senku.
"Finally we have a moment to talk," Gen says, voice punctuated by an unexpected gravity even though his posture is relaxed. The words Gen says next do nothing to ease the heavy feelings already weighing on Senku. "They're coming, Senku-chan. Tsukasa-chan and his men. "
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To be fair, Gen did what he could. As soon as Tsukasa told him to head to the village, this time with Hyoga and a handful of goons, Gen knew his lies had met their end. Of course he had no way of knowing if Tsukasa somehow found out he was lying and Senku was alive.
Well, I'm not dead yet, so he must have no clue. A hunch perhaps, but Tsukasa-chan isn't the type to take someone's head based on a mere hunch. Hyoga-chan, absolutely....but even that maniac bends to Tsukasa-chan's will. For now.
Luckily Hyoga still sees him as Tsukasa's puppet, so once he and the assorted muscle begin to gather their supplies Gen sings promise of trudging ahead to spy on the village and report back soon. It buys them about a week. Gen isn't sure how he pulled that off, but enough lies about the village being full of dangerous primitives and coercion to better prepare themselves should count as a decent win.
That is until Hyoga decides to use the spare time to revive another ally, someone who's very clearly loyal to him and not Tsukasa. Gen isn't sure how much this is going to fuck with his plans.
Unfortunately he hardly has time to warn Senku and the village residents of the danger before Hyoga arrives right on Gen's tail. As soon as Senku pulled out- Is that seriously gun powder? When the fuck-?
Gen prides himself on his near-total control of how he expresses his emotions, and thanks his lucky stars for that when Senku declares his plan to use the gunpowder for a bluff. Without being told what to do Gen finds himself handing a large rock to Magma - again with this guy - and giving him instructions to make Senku's warning shot seem more believable.
It's once he's on the other side of the bridge, fleeing with the muscle heads, that Gen is grateful for how quickly he and Senku fell into step without communicating their plan out loud. You made this too easy Senku-chan. You're either a master manipulator or the easiest pawn I've set my sight on. And okay, well, he doesn't really believe either of those things. Yet he can't deny how smoothly working alongside Senku has gone so far.
While Hyoga and the others regroup, Gen considers his options. Going back to the village now is impossible, but persuading Hyoga to back down is too. His bloodlust is too blatant. So he mentions waiting for a storm, knowing it's an obvious enough plan for Senku to think up too. Even luckier - or unluckily for the rest of the group - Gen can tell Hyoga relents to waiting for the storm just to test exactly what the village has up their sleeves.
It does pay off when three days later the muscle heads sweep into the village with the strong wind, the taste of static in the air. He didn't have a spare moment to see for himself ahead of time, but cries of astonishment up ahead tell Gen all he needs to know. Senku has made the katanas for the villagers that Gen assumed he was making the day they first met.
Though it does scare the other men away, Hyoga isn't at all phased. Until his trusty spear falls apart in his hands mid attack.
If you had been looking any closer, Hyoga-chan, you would have seen the signs. It's a shame you've been too focused on killing Senku-chan to see me slithering right at your feet.
The ruse is up, and it's deeply satisfying to Gen being able to fade away from Hyoga's side and go stand with Senku and the villagers. He'll have to commend Suika later for noticing the trail of nightshade he left behind which allowed her to deliver the small blade to him.
Then he remembers the person Hyoga revived before they left. Who hadn't come with them-
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Gen's warning comes too late.
Fire is already burning behind them as a pink headed girl, Homura, lights up the huts scattered throughout the village without a care for who could be inside. Unlike before when everything felt like it was moving too fast, right now everything is moving too slow. Senku feels sluggish as he, Gen, and Chrome help Kohaku herd the children into Chrome's shed - then Kohaku is crying out that Suika is missing.
More sluggish still as he and Kohaku manage to find Suika, one second too late and she wouldn't have made it. Senku mentally thanks Kaseki for making three gas masks, warns Hyoga and his men of the dangerous poison gas below, then resigns himself to accepting that there isn't anything else he can do for them. As much as they're the enemy he'd rather not see them die. Still, he told them how long they needed to stay up the tree. If they listen there shouldn't be any casualties.
Back at the village the sluggish feeling weighing him down doesn't go away, even when Kokuyo announces that there have been no casualties and nearly all the fires have been extinguished. The village loudly celebrates being able to rebuild, and soon someone is passing around blankets and bedrolls to the elderly and children so they can spend the night in one of the larger huts that was unaffected.
Senku is surprised to find that it's Gen. Well, Gen and Ginro. They make quick work of getting everyone into the hut, safe and warm. Ginro is probably skipping out on going back to guard duty with Kinro, but Gen is chatting pleasantly with the villagers as if to distract them from the attack that left many of their homes in ruins.
Before he can approach the mentalist though, Kohaku is getting his attention. Kokuyo is explaining to the able hands to block off the huts that are damaged so no one goes inside and gets hurt by accident. Senku doesn't object. The former chief has a better grasp on his people than Senku does right now. So he picks up some tools and gets to work. The afternoon is long and more tasks come up that keep him busy. He doesn't hesitate skipping out on lunch with the other workers. There's a lot to get done.
It isn't until much later, when night falls and he and Chrome trudge back to the shed that Chrome calls home, feet heavy, that Senku spots Gen again. This time he's in the clearing in front of the lab, sitting around a small fire with Kohaku. Suika was put to bed hours ago, and Kaseki is nowhere to be seen. He's ready to crawl up to the shed and pass out on the floor when Kohaku calls them both over.
"Ah ah, no you don't! It's dinner time," she calls, holding up two bowls to beckon them. Chrome immediately perks up at the sight and smell of food. Senku begrudgingly follows behind.
"Nice! I'm starving real bad!"
Chrome plops down on the log next to Kohaku and eagerly takes the bowl she holds out to him. The two of them spread out, taking up most of the log. There are two other logs around the fire - one a bit of a distance from the open flame, the other the same distance as Chrome and Kohaku's, occupied by none other than the mentalist. Logically veering off to the unoccupied and undeniably colder log would just look stupid. The chill of the night hits and Senku resigns himself to the rational decision of sitting with Gen. Closer to the fire. Right. That's totally it.
For having spent most of the past week and a half since the village games trying to find an opportunity to talk to Gen, Senku suddenly isn't in the mood for talking about much of anything. He takes the second bowl from Kohaku and sits down a decent space from the mentalist. Gen doesn't seem to notice, busy with his own bowl of food, bare feet outstretched towards the fire.
Why doesn't he wear any fucking shoes? Senku wonders. That can't be safe.
"It's easier to sneak up on people like this," Gen says matter of factly, as if reading Senku's mind. He almost chokes on his first spoonful of stew. "Oh but what I wouldn't do for a pedicure!~"
"Didn't they make you any at the empire?" Senku asks, prodding at his bowl. Normally he doesn't care much for flavor, valuing the nutritional value of his meals more, but with the weight of the day heavy on his body Senku for once has no appetite for the fish and vegetable stew that's so common with the village. Especially after skipping lunch.
"They did but they clashed with my outfit!" Gen pouts almost as if genuinely offended.
"We're in the fucking stone world. Looks don't really matter that much, mentalist."
"Excuse me," Gen draws on, shooting Senku a pointed glare. Kohaku and Chrome are wrapped up in their own conversation, something about starting rebuilding the huts the next morning since most of the day went to salvage and cleanup. "I'll have you know appearances mean everything in my line of work, Senku-chan!"
There's only a small hint of offense behind Gen's words, more teasing than anything. It draws a small chuckle out of Senku. "Great, next thing I know you're gonna ask me to make you a mirror so you can stare at yourself all day."
"Hey now, I said appearances matter but I'm not that shallow! Though if you did make me one I wouldn't mind, they're very practical for magic tricks!~" Gen punctuates that with a sly wink.
"The only people you're gonna impress with silly magic tricks are the kids," Senku pauses to take a cup of water Chrome wordlessly passes his way. "And Magma."
Gen looks at him feigning shock, but the shadow that passes over his eyes makes Senku think he probably shouldn't be joking about the guy who almost killed Gen a little over a month ago. Then the shadow is gone and Gen bursts out laughing. It's contagious, drawing bubbles of laughter from Senku that make him choke on his water and gain concerned looks from Chrome and Kohaku.
"How terrible Senku-chan, I had no idea you had such an awfulyay sense of humor!"
"What's so funny?" Kohaku asks, interest drawn away from whatever she was discussing with Chrome.
"Oh nothing, Senku-chan just reminded me how simple minded Magma-chan is," Gen says, looking over at Senku. "I swear I could tell him a stalk will grow out of his ear if he plants a bean in it and he would believe me!~"
Senku doesn't have the energy to refute that statement, the ridiculousness of it sending him into hysterics. Chrome and Kohaku look even more concerned, only serving to fan the flames. Even as Gen explains the joke more seriously to them, Senku's shoulders are still shaking with laughter.
Conversation between the four of them carries easily from there, Gen keeping the atmosphere light with his humor. By the time Kohaku announces she's heading back to the village for the night, Senku distantly realizes he doesn't feel as heavy anymore. Doesn't feel time slipping away from him the way it had these past months.
He's surprised as well to find the bowl in his hand is empty.
Notes:
I've been having a lot of fun speeding through writing these first few chapters, but soon we're getting to the true slow burn so it might take longer between updates. Chapter 3 is complete, as soon as chapter 4 is ready 3 will go up!
Find me on my tumblr chuuyagum if you want to see me complaining about my writing process ♡
Edited 5/12/21 to fix a small continuity error.
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The storage shed is even more cramped than Gen remembers it, with Chrome's extensive shelving taking up a fair amount of space. Even with just the three of them spread out on bed rolls, Gen's toes stick out of the entryway no matter which way he turns. When Kohaku left Gen realized he didn't exactly have a place to stay for the night, but before he could voice anything Chrome was inviting him up to the shed. Senku didn't object, and after such a long day Gen was too tired to turn down the offer.
Somehow it didn't feel this snug back when he'd been stabbed.
His two companions are already fast asleep, so Gen spares a look around the room now that his eyes have adjusted to the dark. Oh my, these two have been busy. He spots far more materials in the shed than he remembers seeing before. Part of him wonders what Senku's next invention will be, but he's sure he's going to find out in the morning.
This is miles better than the flimsy tents Tsukasa-chan has most of the empire in Gen thinks, rolling onto his back, eyes fixed on the ceiling. Some people were lucky enough to have small caves to sleep in, but the more people Tsukasa revived the fewer places there were to find even an inkling of privacy. Much less a dry place to lay down and sleep. Most of them didn't have the skills to make more than just rudimentary weapons and hunt. Gen thinks of the overworked Yuzuriha, who everyone turned to for clothes and just about any project that required an ounce of creativity or nimble fingers. Poor girl, she's so busy with meeting the growing empire's demands that I have to wonder if she has time for whatever mission Senku-chan has her on.
Taiju helped her a lot, when he could, usually dragged away to fish or hunt, or carry the statues Tsukasa wanted to revive into the empire. Now that Gen had been exposed as a liar he desperately hoped both of them would be safe from Tsukasa and Hyoga. They had no reason to suspect the lovebirds of knowing much, but Gen is sure both of them would face a fate worse than death should they ever hint at knowing the truth.
And so will I, if I ever run into Tsukasa-chan or Hyoga-chan before Senku-chan can defeat the empire. A small grin slips onto Gen's face despite the threat looming on the horizon. I can't deny how thrilling this is. I have a lot of work ahead of me.
Eventually Gen drifts to sleep, dreading the early morning that he knows is waiting for him. Just as expected, right as the sun is trickling into the hut, his companions begin to stir and the smell of breakfast wafts in through the door. He's already been awake for a few more minutes than the other two, but he tried to savor the warmth of the hut just a tad longer. Fall will give way to winter in no time.
So when he hears movement outside, Gen takes that as his cue to slip out of the hut ahead of the scientists. Senku is busy trying to shove off a clingy Chrome that rolled over onto him at some point in the night, making Gen suppress a small chuckle as he slides his kimono and overcoat back on. On the ground below he finds Kohaku starting a fire at the same circle where they'd laughed the previous night away.
"Gen!" Kohaku waves him over. He spots an eager Suika carrying a tray skipping over from the direction of the bridge. In the distance he can already hear hammers, marking the beginning of repairs at the village. Seems he and the other two slept in, this village doesn't waste time.
Gen scoops a bowl off Suika's tray and thanks her with a pat on the top of her melon mask, then takes a seat beside Kohaku as she picks up her own bowl. Stifling a yawn, Gen turns a bit to face her. "So what's the plan for today?~"
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Senku can't believe he actually slept in. It's so unlike him, his biological clock is never this off.
Yesterday was worse than I realized.
He doesn't dwell on it. No point, there's a lot to do and little light of day.
When he and Chrome descend from the shed Suika is already passing them bowls of what looks like a berry and nut porridge. Gen and Kohaku are chatting by the fire, discussing the reconstruction plans, and he has to wonder how much earlier the mentalist woke up.
The previous night is fresh in his mind as he looks over the others by the fire, Chrome joining the chatting pair on the same log, Suika sitting on the ground nearby. Senku decides to take his meal into the lab. He has a lot of thinking to do.
A short while later his half empty bowl sits beside the materials he took out, quickly forgotten as chatter drifts in through the half open doorway. A loud laugh makes him glance over.
"Gen you're so bad! " Chrome exclaims, still laughing at something the mentalist said.
"I promise you I never meant for it to happen, he woke up that morning with his hair sticking out like a prickly mane! I had to onvincecay someone to carve him a comb to work out the sap!" Gen says, the other three enthralled by his story. "It took three days to get it all out!"
"You're so troublesome," Kohaku chuckles.
"I swear I never meant any trouble, he was just too dense to listen to my warning before it even happened!"
"I can't believe he fell for that, shouldn't modern people know better?!"
"As if! It's not exactly common knowledge, but most of Tsukasa-chan's men are all brawn and no brains. The guy who convinced him sap worked to wash his hair had a black eye for days!"
More laughter rings through the clearing, distracting Senku from the plans he's sketching out. Sap? He files that thought away for later, adding to the list of things he really needs to discuss with Gen. Right now he has other priorities.
Eventually the voices outside fade away. Suika pops in to take his bowl and scampers away with Chrome and Kohaku back to the village. There's a lot of work to do to rebuild and any extra hands are surely needed to speed things up. Senku begrudgingly sets aside his plans, certain they'll need him there as well. But before he can even stand up someone slips into the shade of the lab.
"Good morning Senku-chan!~" Gen sings. "The others are headed to work on the huts until lunchtime, they'll be at your disposal after that."
Senku tries and fails to hide his surprise. Gen smiles. "Don't worry, I told them you just need some time to prepare for your next invention. Chrome wanted to stick around but after hearing Ruri wanted to see him he took off first."
"You damn mentalist," Senku shakes his head. "Did she even actually call for him?"
"Well I didn't hear it myself, but I'm sure the priestess wouldn't turn down the opportunity to talk to him," Gen says with a small smile. Senku can practically see the lie that Gen isn't bothering to hide right on the mentalist's face. "Besides, everyone had a long day yesterday, and today is no different. They won't bother you for a while."
Senku looks back down at his half completed plans. He does need some silence so he can focus on this roadmap before presenting it to the village. Then he looks up as the mentalist grabs a stool and sits across the table from him. Okay so he's probably not gonna get any peace and quiet now. Unless I can think of a task to send Gen away on-
"I'm lucky Yuzuriha is so capable" Gen rests his elbows leisurely on the table, chin in his palms. "I'd hate to have to ask someone from the village to make me something nicer to wear."
Senku snorts. "You'd ask anyway," then he pauses, eyes fixing somewhere past Gen's head. Doubt he's been shoving away for a while creeps its way into his thoughts. The mentalist had reassured him they were okay when they first met, but now that Gen double crossed Tsukasa, and Hyoga has surely reported he's alive.....
"Are they really safe?"
"They're as safe as they can be. I didn't say a word about switching sides to them," Gen's tone is soft. "Now that I'm gone they'll surely figure it out. Especially Yuzuriha, she's very clever. Tsukasa-chan wouldn't dare hurt them so long as the two continue to act as if you're dead. Hyoga-chan won't agree with his methods, but he has faith that he and Tsukasa-chan can restore the world in their own vision so he won't push the matter for now."
Senku lets out a breath he didn't realize he was holding. Gen continues. "Besides, Taiju is charismatic in his own ways. Even Tsukasa-chan's supporters wouldn't harm him out of their own will. And Yuzuriha is too useful, so far no one else has been revived that can make clothes or tents."
"They're sleeping in tents?"
"Rickety little things that fall over in the smallest breeze! Her craftsmanship is undeniable but it does no good when the structure holding up the material is so shoddy!" Gen shudders, as if recalling a bad memory. "The nights get so cold without proper shelter, and all the decent caves were taken!"
"I would've thought Tsukasa had one ready just for you to have to yourself as soon as he revived you."
"Right?! But he wanted me to share with some of his muscle heads once the empire started to get more crowded. Those men are so ossgray and unhygienic, I couldn't stand it. I hardly lasted two nights before I asked for a tent!"
"Tsukasa knows how to make soap though, I taught him myself-"
"Senku-chan do you really think all athletic types know how to maintain their hygiene, or even care to?"
"God you're right. That sounds disgusting."
"It really was! Most women, and a few of the men, would go bathe at the stream regularly. Everyone else skipped out," Gen sighs, dejected.
"At least here the villagers wash up at minimum two times a week. And it's better now that I've introduced them to soap," Senku says. He doesn't miss the glint in Gen's eyes.
"Oh I'm so delighted to hear that, you have no idea how miserable I've been surrounded by people who wear body odor like it's the hottest new fragrance!"
Senku barks out an unexpected laugh, making Gen snicker. "Don't worry, I'll make sure to add perfume to my list of stuff to make."
"You're a savior Senku-chan!~"
He isn't sure when he picked up his charcoal again, but by the time lunch rolls around Gen is finishing up his fifth story about mishaps at the empire, and Senku's roadmap is complete. That sneaky mentalist Senku smirks to himself as Gen leaves to help Chrome with lunch I guess even I'm not immune to your tricks.
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Gen is glad for being able to rest in the shade of the lab during the morning hours, chatting away with Senku. When he settles down around the now extinguished fire, having helped Chrome pass around lunch, he feels like he has the energy for whatever plan Senku is bound to throw at them. While he did sneak a peek at the blueprints Senku was drawing up, the contraption eludes him. But he didn't ask. Instead focusing the conversation on more lighthearted stories of the empire's shortfalls. It keeps Senku's hands moving, scribbling at the blueprints, and that's all Gen wants to see.
They do still have other things to talk aboutl, but he's happy to note how now that Senku was sure his friends were okay, he looks less worn out than when he started the day. Gen is especially pleased that Senku sits next to him for lunch without seeming to think it over, unlike the night before when he spent a bit weighing his decision.
The more I can chisel away at that chip on your shoulder the easier everyone here will follow along with your plans. No matter how insane they sound.
And well, for a second, Gen really does feel like he's the one losing his mind. Senku takes the opportunity when the village has just finished their meals to gather them around and explain what they're going to make to win against Tsukasa. Of all the possibilities Gen considered, a phone wasn't one of them. He's joking right? He has to be joking.
Gen knows it's no joke. No one else here would get it but him, and Senku isn't one to joke easily about science. Taking a second to gather his thoughts, Gen steps into the conversation to quickly and simply explains what a phone is and what it does to the villagers, who all seem impressed enough. He doesn't miss the look of approval Senku gives him.
When Ginro asks who's going to act as a double agent on the other side of the phone, Gen is glad to see no pain on Senku's face when he declares it'll be Taiju and Yuzuriha. Detects no hurt in his voice. None of the anxiety or worry Senku was stewing in just some hours ago.
One of the kids paints a simplified version of Senku's roadmap for the villagers to follow, far more simple than the blueprints Gen watched Senku work on earlier. It doesn't exactly look like much when it's laid out like this, but I have a feeling that Senku-chan is withholding how much work this is actually going to be....
That feeling proves right when Senku says the first step is ....making cotton candy? Uh-
Once the device for making cotton candy - the wires that is - is completed Hyoga and Homura's attack on the village proves useful for the first time when Senku finds rock sugar in the ruined containers of potato sake and mirin. Gen has to admit he's lost as all hell, but all too soon they've spun the delicate threads of sugar and a puffy cloud on a stick is pressed into his hands by one of the excited children.
Gen's head is spinning as he stands off to the side of the crowd that's savoring a treat this sweet for the first time. He sees a satisfied smile on Senku's face when no one else is looking and laughs to himself.
You can say this was all only for the wires as many times as you want and I still wouldn't believe you.
He feels steady again as he tries some for himself.
It's obviously not as good to him as it is for the villagers, and frankly not as good as the cola, but he missed sweets like this. Misses the feeling of eating cotton candy at a festival while children and families run around from booth to booth, joyous at the promise of fireworks to close off the night. He had performed at festivals like that quite a lot near the beginning of his career what feels like a lifetime ago. It's not quite the same, of course, having cotton candy in the middle of the day as a byproduct of a larger project. Yet the nostalgia is there.
I know if I asked you'd deny it, but I think there's a lot more than just science you miss about the old world, Senku-chan.
He's so caught up in that feeling that when Senku suggests making a cotton candy stall to try and persuade Homura, who's been spying on them from afar since the clash with Hyoga the previous day, Gen does a double take. He doubts she'll relent for something as simple as cotton candy, and voices as much, but Senku does it anyway. Ruri vocalises the observation for him. Sure, it's a strategic move, but it's a weak one.
Senku's bleeding heart is showing, and not for the first time.
You're too kind for your own good Senku-chan.
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Now they're really in the thick of things. Gen predicts that Tsukasa won't act till the spring - that impression of his voice was creepy as fuck - and that only leaves so many months to get the phone and all their other preparations for the war ready. Fall isn't in full swing just yet, but with it the temperature change will slow everything down. Kokuyo is already lamenting how they'll need more people to focus efforts on preparing for the coming season, which will take away a lot of necessary manpower.
Senku knows what objectives they'll have to tackle in the following week, but for now the day is coming to a close. Most of the villagers had returned to their tasks repairing the huts and salvaging whatever wasn't totally destroyed by the fire after lunch, only returning for a break when the cotton candy was ready. Night is sneaking up on them and pretty much everyone has slinked back to the village for dinner. Even Kaseki and Chrome have disappeared. That just leaves-
"Gen!" he calls out to the mentalist, who's trailing behind some of the village elders, chatting with them pleasantly. The mentalist turns around to look at him, that same small smile he always sports inching just a little bit wider. Senku pretends he doesn't notice that.
"Get over here, I gotta ask you something," Senku says, turning back to the lab without waiting to see if Gen follows. He says that, but he's not sure where he'll begin. Luckily he hears the flap that acts as a door to the lab open behind him.
"What's on your mind Senku-chan?" Gen asks, and Senku suspects Gen already knows what he wants to say even when he's not sure of it himself. "Chrome will be here later with dinner, he's got something to talk to Kohaku about first."
But he can't bring himself to talk about it. Not yet. The words die in his mouth. Plan B it is. "That story with the sap you were telling this morning-"
"Whaa you heard that? I really didn't mean to cause a fight between those two guys," Gen says apologetically. Not that Senku thinks it's sincere at all. He's grateful the mentalist doesn't call him out on what he really wants to talk about.
"Yea, I wanted to ask about the sap itself. Are they collecting it?"
"They tried, but the spiels broke almost immediately. They're not forging anything out of metal like you are," Gen explains, leaning his hip against the table. "Anything they make is either wood or stone. Tsukasa revived a few people who are good with hand tools but they lack the equipment to produce much of anything, and only in those materials."
Senku feels some relief hearing that. "What did they want the sap for?"
"Someone thought it could make meals a little more palatable. Which is true, but they couldn't collect much of it. The wood spiels splintered under the force of hammering them into the tree trunks and the stone ones took too long to carve, long enough that they gave up pretty quickly."
"Wow they are so fucked for the winter months," Senku says plainly. "What are they gonna do, over-hunt the surrounding area and hope that's enough to get them through the season?"
Gen rolls his eyes. "That's exactly what they're planning. Thanks to Tsukasa-chan they don't exactly have anyone smart enough to reinvent modern technology. There's a few clever cookies in the mix, but they're either not motivated enough or easily swept up in the euphoria Tsukasa-chan's ridiculous promises of 'starting fresh without the chains of the old world' offers to achieve anything themselves."
"How the fuck did you ever consider staying with them." It isn't even a question. It's a statement fueled by fact. Gen is smarter than to stick around such a shoddy situation. The strength the empire has is something to fear, absolutely, but the living conditions don't suit someone as put together as Gen.
"It's not like I had many options until I saw what you were capable of, Senku-chan!" Gen laughs, no hint of sarcasm. "No one at the empire could accomplish what you're doing, not at the rate they're going at. As if any of them even care to. You're more intelligent than all of them combined."
The sincerity catches Senku off guard, but Gen continues without giving him time to react. "Besides, who else can I find in the stone world that can make me cola or cotton candy?~"
Ah, there's that selfishness again. It's Senku's turn to roll his eyes. "You only asked for one bottle of cola. Don't get so cocky."
"Aw how erribletay Senku-chan! You can't leave me hanging like that!" Gen's words don't hold any real malice.
"How long before you showed up to spy on us did Tsukasa revive you anyway?"
Gen taps his fingers on his chin. "About ten days."
Senku splutters. "That's fucking it? It was that bad?!"
"Didn't you pay attention to anything I said?!" Gen cackles at his reaction, "I had to slink back there after we struck our deal and keep enduring it! You eriouslysay owe me!"
Senku can't help but laugh, Gen's words carry an air of amusement but it's undeniable that he and the other members of the empire were seriously going through hell without any modern commodities. This certainly makes things easier for me. And harder.
"Oh no, I can see the gears in your head turning Senku-chan. This is bad," Gen laments.
Senku smirks. "Get excited, mentalist. We have a lot to do. Ten billion percent we're gonna win this war! "
Notes:
Like always, chapter 4 will be posted once chapter 5 is done!
Also incase it wasn't obvious I've boiled down Gen's excessive use of "-chan" to Hyoga-chan and Tsukasa-chan (derogatory), and Senku-chan (affectionate).
Find me on my tumblr chuuyagum, where I cry about having a piglatin translator open ♡
Edited 5/12/21 to fix typos.
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"So how did he get the sap out?" Senku asks as he holds the door flap open for Gen. Outside the sun has already set.
"He kept going at it with the comb I cajoled one of the craftsmen to make," Gen answers, ducking under Senku's arm. As if they can really be called craftsmen... . "It took three days for most of it to come out, by then his hair was a frizzy mess with tons of clumps of hair coming out on the comb."
Chrome is waiting for them both with dinner, back from his trip to the village. He offers Gen a bowl of stew suspiciously identical to the one from the night before. He's too hungry to object.
"It was honestly so disgusting, but I really did warn him not to put the damn sap in his hair," Gen grimaces as he sits down on the log across from Chrome. Senku sits to Chrome's right, taking the other bowl of stew. Their conversations have made enough progress on Senku's temperament that Gen isn't bothered by Senku sitting farther away. He's not avoiding me intentionally this time, thankfully.
"The oils of his scalp are probably what broke it down," Senku says, and Gen doesn't find a way to question that. "How'd you know it wouldn't work as shampoo anyway?"
"I've read enough ingredient labels to know sap can be used in hair products, but not as shampoo by itself," Gen answers as he takes a sip of his stew. "As a performer I have - had - to maintain a pristine appearance. Stylists recommended new products to me all the time, but if I wasn't careful I ran the risk of damaging my hair. It's part of my iconic look after all!~"
Senku rolls his eyes. "Not that it matters now."
Gen sighs. "Not that it matters now."
"Were you like, a big deal?" Chrome asks, one of many questions about the old world he's been throwing at Gen over the past two days. He's not sure how Senku keeps up with the rampant curiosity.
"Absolutelyyay! I was on television, in movies, I had book deals," Gen's enthusiasm dwindles as he keeps going. He doesn't want to confuse Chrome too much by rambling, or bring down the upbeat mood he worked throughout the day to spark in Senku. "To put it simply, yes. My books especially were pretty popular."
"My science club was obsessed with your crap books. They practically forced me to read them. It was annoying," Senku says bluntly.
"My my now, Senku-chan! If even your fellow scientists enjoyed my writing then you can't try to put me down like that!" Gen turns to Chrome. "He's just jealous I was widely punished!~"
He doesn't miss the confusion on Chrome's face. "They don't have a writing system," Senku offers almost apologetically. Almost. Gen is sure it's enough of a burden for Senku already, from the mild annoyance he picks up in the scientist's voice.
"Well you could have mentioned that sooner, but now that you bring it up it does make sense," Gen sighs, recalling how the simplified phone roadmap was composed of images but no words. "What a shame. Oral literature has clearly survived well enough, considering the hundred stories are holding strong, but after so many generations sometimes words change meaning as language evolves. Written word does wonders for preserving cultural context."
Gen feels more than sees something clicking in Senku's head. Oh no, here we go. I've said too much.
Thankfully Chrome's confusion spares him. "What's a book?"
"It's like a collection of written words or images. Like the drawings on Senku-chan's roadmap! Usually they're bound together between two sturdier pieces, called a cover, to keep the pages from becoming damaged," Gen attempts to explain. He's still not used to boiling down concepts like this for the villagers just yet.
"What's a page?" Chrome asks after a moment of consideration. Senku is watching Gen as he explains further, gears still turning.
"It's a bit like the hide you use for the roadmaps and Senku-chan's blueprints, cut into rectangular sheets that you write or draw on. But instead of animal hide they're made of-"
"PAPER!" Senku and Gen yell at the same time, jumping up from their seats, eyes locking across the fire. The epiphany feels like being struck by lightning.
"How did I forget something so simple?! " Senku exclaims, smacking himself in the face.
"Senku-chan you must be losing your touch!" Gen laughs. Chrome looks even more confused.
"Paper? Is that really important or something?"
"Oh Chrome you have no idea! Paper is essential for keeping records, sharing information, and telling stories!" Gen elaborates with a flourish of his arms, unable to contain his excitement. He's glad to see it piques Chrome's interest as well. "We can make it, can't we Senku-chan?"
"Yea it's really simple compared to most of the other stuff we've been working on," Senku laughed, crossing his arms, bowl of stew long forgotten on the log. "We can start on that tomorrow after the wire. Can't believe I forgot something as simple as paper! "
Gen sits back down on his log, leaning back on one hand, failing to suppress a smirk. "Now what would you do without me, Senku-chan?~"
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Paper. Fucking paper. How could I slip up that bad? Senku muses, still awake long after Gen and Chrome had gone to sleep. The hides he was using up until now had better uses, and paper was stupidly easy to make in high quantities as long as they had somewhere to dry it all. Gen and Kaseki are gonna be really busy. He needs Kaseki for other tasks related to the phone, but he can spare Gen's time on smaller projects once he gets the artisan to make the proper tools.
Breakfast the next morning goes by quickly, with Kohaku filling them in on what the village has planned for the day. Gen is off to the side amusing Suika with a small trick, making small pink flowers disappear and reappear. The mentalist hadn't been in the kingdom long - it hasn't even been a week yet - but the village children had taken to him really quickly. So had the elderly.
Once work begins on the gold wires, the children of the village taking over the task easily, Senku stops to wonder where Chrome and Kaseki went. Chrome hadn't exactly announced his plan when he dragged the artisan away, but he seemed onto something and Senku wasn't one to jam a wrench in other people's creative process. That's how discovery and progress are made after all. So he can spare losing them for a day or two.
He goes to the lab to draw up the plans for the tools he needs Kaseki to make, hoping this will be the last hide they have to waste once he puts Gen in charge of making paper. Then Senku exits the lab in search of the mentalist. He spots the familiar black and white head sitting on the ground with the children who are working on the wires, part of the circle himself.
Gen is telling them some kind of story, but Senku doesn't stop to listen in. He taps the top of Gen's head with the rolled up hide, and notes how the mentalist seems to startle. Sure. As if you didn't hear me coming.
"Ah Senku-chan-!" Gen looks up at him. "What brings you here? Weren't you with Ginro and Kohaku?"
"Yea, Ginro is still making wire but Kohaku went back to the village to help with the huts. Come with me, we have other stuff to do. You're just fooling around here, and I need another set of hands."
"I am not just fooling around Senku-chan!" Gen says, but doesn't elaborate. He passes his coil of wire to one of the kids and waves the circle farewell as he stands to follow Senku.
"What are we getting up to today hm?"
"You'll see."
"Oh no. I don't like the sound of that, Senku-chan...."
He leads Gen back to Chrome's storage shed and has the mentalist wait at the bottom of the ladder while he heads up to grab some baskets. After passing two down to Gen he scales back down to the ground. The other man is already hoisting one of the baskets onto his back.
"What are we collecting Senku-chan? Some kind of precious ore for the phones?" Gen guesses, passing the other basket to Senku.
"Weeds."
"W- ....weeds?"
"For the paper, mentalist. Get with the program," Senku snickers, heading towards the forest path.
"You can make paper from any old weed?"
"Yea pretty much."
"I thought we needed tree bark or something to make pulp?"
Once again Gen surprises him with his approximate knowledge of modern technology. Or well, an ancient technology long forgotten in this case. "In the old world we could use trees, but that requires heavy machinery we don't have the means to make right now. We have to rely on the hand-made method, and using plant fibers is good enough. It won't be the nicest paper but that doesn't matter right now. We can refine the process after we defeat Tsukasa."
"Hand-made....why do I have the sneaking suspicion that's going to be my job?"
"You're the one who came up with the idea, mentalist," Senku deadpans, looking over his shoulder just in time to catch a frown forming on Gen's face.
"Whaa Senku-chan you're so terrible, couldn't you give me an easieryay task?" Gen grumbles. "Besides, Chrome is the one who started asking about books."
"This is an easy one," Senku says, leading the way to the sunflower field he took Suika to when they made her glasses. "It's literally the easiest thing going on right now, other than the wire. There's plenty of hands working on that, and I can't do much else until Chrome and Kaseki come back. Unless you want to go help rebuild huts?"
"Now you're just mocking me," Gen whines.
"What? Last time I checked you're not the type to pick up a hammer."
"Then what type am I?" Gen gives him a quizzical look.
"The type to take the easy path every time."
"I'll have you know being this handsome and witty is no easy task!~"
"Witty, sure. Handsome? Eh."
Gen is matching his stride now, so Senku doesn't miss when the mentalist pouts and scrunches his eyebrows. "You don't think I'm handsome Senku-chan?" Gen asks, pointing to himself.
"No."
"How rude!" Gen gasps. "I'll have you know I had anymay admirers!"
"You sure they weren't just after your money and fame?"
"That is absolutely beside the point!"
Senku snorts, shaking his head at the mentalist's ridiculous antics. "I told you before that looks don't matter in the stone world."
"I'll have you know they absolutely do!" Gen crosses his arms, shooting Senku a mild glare, contradicting how he had agreed with Senku about this the night before. He can't tell which Gen believes anymore. "We may not have the luxury of makeup or skincare, or even well fitting clothes, but maintaining your appearance does wonders. Aside from basic hygiene, the way you look has a profound impact on your self esteem."
"As if you need any more of an ego boost."
"Without this pretty face Tsukasa-chan would have your head on a stone platter already!"
"Your words got us this far, not your face."
"I'll have you know studies show people are far more likely to trust conventionally attractive individuals than most realize!~" Gen points out. Senku wonders how the fuck they got on this topic.
"Sure, because Tsukasa ten billion percent revived you because you're attractive."
"See, you can admit that I'm handsome!~"
"Hey- that! That's not what I said and you know it!" Senku retorts, shooting Gen an irritated look. "Don't twist my words on me."
"Sure, sure, whatever you say Senku-chan!~" Gen waves off.
"Actually why'd he revive you anyway? You're not exactly the muscle he's after," Senku questions.
"Oh I thought you already knew that, Tsukasa-chan and I knew each other," Gen says without missing a beat.
"W- the fuck, were you friends or something?" That's news to me.
"No, we actually only met twice before. He and I were set up by our managers to be on a game show together. He was going to participate in one of my magic tricks," Gen recalls. "The first time we met was during rehearsal for the trick itself, I had to run through it a few times to make sure the stage and all my equipment were functioning properly. The second time was during filming the episode itself."
"Must have left quite the impression on him then," Senku says, relief evident in his voice. If Gen had told me he betrayed a friend- no, that a friend betrayed him....
"Mh, I suppose he was charmed enough to remember me. I don't know if it was by chance that he found my statue though, or if he specifically went looking for me. All I know is he already had a job for me when I was revived - and you know how that turned out."
"Well whatever, it paid off in our favor." He nearly misses the small smile Gen is quick to wipe off his face. It looked genuine for once.
Before Senku realizes it, they've already arrived at the field.
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"So will any weeds do?" Gen asks, looking out over the field of tall sunflowers, most still blooming this late into the remnants of summer. My, this place is lovely.
"No, actually. Look for plants about sixty centimeters or taller. We need ones that have enough cellulose to make the paper work. Stick to ones that are more leafy. They should still be green, nothing dried up. And nothing with a stem that's too thick, thinner is easier to work with and will save us time," Senku instructs. He walks them to the middle of the field and sets down his basket. Gen follows suit.
"How much do we need?"
"A fucking lot. We're gonna be here all day."
"Why didn't you tell me that sooner, Senku-chan? What will we do about lunch?" Gen complains. Senku rolls his eyes at him, passing him a small knife.
"I told Kohaku where we were going, she'll send lunch out to us," Senku reassures and gets to work. Gen sighs and relents.
"You know, this would be easier with some clippers or something," Gen says after about an hour of silent work. Senku hums in agreement.
"That's one of the things I need Kaseki to make, but Chrome kinda kidnapped him for his mystery project so it'll have to wait," Senku says, sparing Gen a glance. "I'm sure your delicate hands can handle it for now."
"I can't tell if you're complimenting me or insulting me, Senku-chan."
"Since when is having delicate hands a compliment?"
"Ah, an insult then," Gen has to stop himself from rolling his eyes. This man has no tact. No wonder he needed me here so badly. His words are going to get him in serious trouble one day. Gen duly notices how Senku doesn't reply. They fall into silence again after that.
At some point they move over to the shade of the treeline, leaning against a trunk for a much needed break. Senku passes Gen a canteen of water before taking out his own. Always prepared, this one.
"Senku-chan," Gen hums, taking a sip of his water, "Why did we come out here instead of sticking to the woods closer to the village?"
"There's too much dead underbrush around the trees," Senku answers easily. "It's easier out here where falling leaves aren't collecting in piles. Especially now that fall is coming our way."
Gen appreciates that Senku doesn't judge others for asking questions that likely seem obvious to him. Before he can answer Senku is passing him a small sack that Gen opens to find full of mixed nuts. He nods a silent thanks.
"You know, once winter rolls around," Senku says some time into the comfortable silence that fell over them. "We'll have to find a way to bring the paper production inside or we're gonna have to turn back to using hides. I'd rather not take that resource away from the villagers."
"How exactly do you make paper anyway? I have a vague understanding based on what you've told me already, but I can't seem to wrap my head around how this is supposed to be any easier than the other projects we have going on." Gen is glad when Senku turns his gaze away from the field to answer the question.
Senku's explanation is easy enough to follow. He doesn't mince words or simplify himself with just Gen around to listen, sentences flowing into each other with the grace of a practiced mind. I feel like I could listen to him talk about science for hours.
The thought makes Gen mentally pause, face thankfully unchanging as Senku continues talking. Now where did that come from? You keep surprising me, Senku-chan. Next thing I know I'll be falling for you.
As if.
Don't get ahead of yourself Gen he mentally berates himself there's no one else around for miles from the modern world, it's as simple as the desire to connect with someone with shared experiences. The only other modern humans out there want you dead. Now isn't the time to be catching feelings, you hardly know this guy....
Gen doesn't fail to feel the thrill Senku radiates when he's explaining something he's especially excited about, innocent in its sincerity. Though when he wears so much of himself on his sleeve it's kinda hard not to be attracted to that in some regard. It's what draws people to him. He is an oasis, one of salvation in such an uncertain world. But nothing more.
Unfortunately feelings are fickle things, something Gen knows better than anyone.
Notes:
This chapter marks the beginning of things getting really and truly slow! From here on out updates may take me a bit longer, but hopefully not too long.
Also I absolutely expedited Senku creating paper for the sake of filling in gaps in events lol
(Edited 5/8/21 to fix a small error)
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Kohaku sent lunch their way with two of the village kids, who stay with Senku and Gen to eat before heading back to the village. It isn't until the sun is on the horizon that the two of them finish gathering plants for the paper. Baskets full, arms sore, they begin the trip down the path.
The quickly dimming light casts a sharp glimmer over the white half of Gen's hair. Hm. It wasn't like that before was it? It was solid black on his book covers.
"Oi mentalist," Senku calls to Gen, who's a few steps ahead of him, causing the other man to look back at him over his shoulder. "Your hair-"
"What of it Senku-chan? Want my weekly regimen?~"
"No dumbass, it was all black before wasn't it?" Senku asks, grateful that Gen slows down to match his pace. Great, I have even less stamina than this twig.
"Yea, I'm surprised you remember," Gen sighs, the changing light casting strange shadows over the sharp line of his petrification scar. "Don't ask me what appenedhay, I genuinely don't know. It was like this when Tsukasa-chan revived me."
"That's so fucking weird."
"What, no scientific observation?"
"I don't exactly have a microscope to look at your hair follicles with."
"Then why so curious?"
"I thought maybe you bleached it right before or something. There's no telling what the side effects of petrification are right now, though, so."
"Nope, I've never bleached or dyed it before," Gen answers. His eyes wander to the top of Senku's head.
"That color isn't natural is it?" Gen gestures vaguely.
"Now it's my turn to be offended."
Gen barks out a laugh. "Oh come on now, Senku-chan, you don't seem the type to care about appearances at all!"
"No, but that's still rude."
"So you can insult my appearanceyay but I can't insult yours?! What a hypocrite!"
Senku rolls his eyes. "Yea yea, whatever mentalist."
"Have you ever put it down before?"
"Huh?"
"Your hair, Senku-chan. Do you put something in it to spike it up like that?" Gen asks, tone only half joking. "Not sap, I hope."
"....There's nothing in it."
"It just sticks up like that?!"
"Okay seriously, now it really is my turn to get offended."
"Sorry Senku-chan, but I just can't believe anyone's hair defies gravity that easily," Gen chuckles into his sleeve.
"It only goes down when it gets wet," Senku says wearily. He doesn't want to admit it's a sore spot for him, but he's sure his words give him away. "Don't you dare say anything else."
"Fine, fine, I won't," Gen concedes, falling silent.
The basket feels heavy on Senku's back, as if it was full of stones instead of fucking plants, and he shifts uncomfortably under its weight. Gen looks tired too, but not as much as him. Which is annoying. More annoying than it should probably be.
"Say, Senku-chan," Gen says after some more minutes of walking. "Is it safe for us to be out here past sundown?"
"Oh crap-" Senku hadn't realized how late it had gotten, didn't even process that the sun went down already. Too busy paying attention to the mentalist's damn hair-
This whole losing track of time and getting distracted shit is getting on his last nerve. "We should be quick, it's definitely not safe. We don't have decent weapons on us, just the knives we were using earlier. And there's a lot of dangerous wildlife around. Remember the cape Tsukasa wears? That's fucking lion fur."
"Lion fur-"
They exchange weary glances and wordlessly he and Gen pick up the pace. Thankfully they soon arrive back at the clearing in front of Chrome's hut, the warm fire Kohaku is tending to a welcome sign of safety. They drop the baskets off inside the lab then join her for dinner.
Conversation is easygoing, mostly filled with Kohaku updating them on the progress rebuilding the village. Chrome and Kaseki aren't back yet, so Senku assumes they're still working on whatever the hell invention Chrome came up with. Whatever it is better be worth this delay. I can't afford to lose time or extra hands right now.
Before Kohaku leaves for the village she helps them put away any tools and materials that got left out, then she wishes them a good night. Finally inside the warmth of the shed, Senku wastes no time getting to bed, tossing his lab coat unceremoniously in a corner. He's fucking tired, the walk to and from the field and full day of manual labor taking a lot out of him. Somehow the mentalist doesn't look nearly as worn out.
"You remember when you called me rude for commenting on your hair earlier Senku-chan?" Gen asks, getting Senku's attention. "Well so is staring at someone while they undress. Unless you see something you like?~"
Senku chokes on air. I didn't realize I was staring at him-
"I'm joking, don't look so alarmed," Gen placates, setting his folded kimono and overcoat on an empty shelf. "Unless you really do see something you like.~"
Senku can't stop his face from contorting with disgust. It's a near automatic response to the type of comment Gen just made, one he really wishes he could push away. He braces for a bad reaction, maybe for Gen to get upset. A moment passes with nothing. Then, one thing he doesn't expect to hear, is laughter. Light, ringing in his ears like a bell.
"Your face-" Gen struggles to say, falling back on his bed roll with a hard thump and clutching his abdomen as his shoulders shake. Senku can't see his petrification scar from this angle, white bangs blocking the permanent smirk, something he's almost glad for right now. "I- I'm sorry, your face- "
What the fuck.
It takes a few moments for Gen to compose himself. "Okay, okay really. I swear I didn't mean anythingyay bad by that, Senku-chan," Gen finally manages to say apologetically, taking deep breaths to control his bubbly laughter.
"Yea, whatever," Senku huffs out, tossing a random pillow at Gen a little too aggressively. The tips of his ears feel stupidly hot. "Just go to sleep."
"Did it bother you that much?" Gen asks quietly after a pause, having caught the pillow.
".....No."
"Okay, good to hear. I only mean to tease.~"
Not uncomfortable.....just. Fuck.
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Gen doesn't miss the way Senku deliberately rolls to face away from him as they settle down to sleep. Normally I would have been at least a little offended by that reaction, but coming from Senku-chan it was more amusing than anything. And incredibly telling. This is going to be interesting.
Now that Senku isn't looking though, Gen can finally let the exhaustion of the day permeate his sore and worn out muscles, slumping lamely against the pillow the scientist threw at him. He hadn't raised a single finger to do manual labor at the empire. Yet Senku's been keeping him occupied with these strenuous tasks since the day they met.
I hope Chrome and Kaseki come back soon and keep him busy tomorrow, I'm too damn tired for this Gen thinks, dreading the production of paper he knows is waiting for him. I have to find a way to soften you up a little, Senku-chan, and I can't really do that if you're working me to death every day.
Just as he's drifting to sleep an idea strikes him. Gen's overall goal is to find the cracks in Senku's stiff and serious exterior to exploit them as much as he can.
Fill them up with whatever slips in until he cracks under the pressure.
It's selfish, really, and just part of Gen's nature. So far only one thing guarantees Senku's walls will weaken, if just a little.
Laughter.
And okay, yea, this plan sounds sinister even to him. But Gen means well. Mostly. This might be fueled by my personal desires, but it's also for the greater good of the kingdom and is pertinent for survival against Tsukasa-chan. Senku-chan is this new world's leader, and I need him in his best condition. We all do.
That night Gen falls asleep with a smile most would call mischievous on his otherwise soft features.
The following morning sees Gen waking at the same time as Senku, far earlier than he'd like, but without a snoring Chrome as a barrier between them it's hard to ignore when the scientist stirs and begins getting ready for the day.
When Gen sits up and starts to stretch his tired arms he pretends he doesn't notice Senku doing everything he can not to look in his direction. It's kinda cute, if a bit silly. Still, Senku's reaction the night before is fresh in his mind. Oh Senku-chan, you're really going to make this challenging for me.
Senku is swift to leave the shed first, telling Gen to hurry up over his shoulder. Gen just sighs as he gets dressed for the day, praying to whatever entity is listening that his plan works out. There's a lot riding on this.
Breakfast with Kohaku and Suika is uneventful, and soon enough Gen finds himself sitting with the village kids working on wire again. Kinro has traded places with Ginro, taking over spinning the gold filament. Someone from the village called for Senku's help with something, and Kohaku followed. Kinro isn't the chatty type, and the kids are preoccupied humming along with a tune Gen set, so for once he's mostly alone with his thoughts.
The line between making Senku uncomfortable and making him laugh is pretty thin he thinks. When it comes to amusing stories he reacts well, usually listening and letting it become background noise. But I need him to engage a bit more than that on occasion or we'll never get anywhere.
Gen recalls the benefits of laughter on the body. Laughter enhances your intake of oxygen, stimulates your heart and lungs, and increases the release of endorphins. He's sure Senku would appreciate the science behind it all, but not what Gen plans to use it for. It's a great stress reliever, stimulating circulation and muscle relaxation. Considering how tense Senku-chan must be right now, probably without realizing it, this could go a long way for improving his overall health. Both psychological and physical. It'll even boost his immune system. But I'm no comedian....
So Gen thinks about what he's seen make Senku laugh. Chrome's innocent and endearing enthusiasm for science, Kohaku's bewilderment at modern technology, Magma and Ginro's idiocies, Gen's- my self deprecation-
Okay well that's a little dark.
If I put myself down too much he'll be put off, hell if I dumb myself down any he'll be suspicious and irritated. And he doesn't really care for my magic, if anything he kinda hates it. So how the fuck-
Gen suppresses a sigh. He's still humming a tune for the kids to keep up with, and he doesn't want to throw off their rhythm. He's keeping track of time for breaks, of course, but he'd rather not disrupt the flow right now.
I can't replicate Chrome or Kohaku's natural reactions, those are too earnest even for me to lie about. And if I try to play dumb like Ginro or Magma-chan it'll just make him suspicious. I also have to avoid making myself the butt of the joke too often.... This is harder than he expected. It's not like I can look up science jokes online. Would he even find those funny?
Before he can continue on that train of thought Senku returns from the village from whatever task needed his expertise. Gen looks up from the wire in his hands and shoots Senku an amicable smile. The scientist looks like he struggles not to look away the closer he gets.
Ah, that's right. He said I didn't make him uncomfortable, but any time I joke about my appearance he either insults me or reacts how he did last- Something clicks in Gen's mind. Oh, well now, that would make a lot of sense....but I would have to test it....
"Slacking off again?"
"Of course not Senku-chan!~" The kids thankfully don't miss a beat even as he falls out of tune with them.
"Ruri is coming over to help the kids," Senku says, waving for Gen to follow him to the lab. "Come on, we're gonna get started on the paper since Chrome and Kaseki aren't back yet."
"I thought we needed Kaseki to make tools first?" Gen asks, passing his wire coil to one of the kids and standing to follow Senku. He waves at Kinro as they duck into the shade of the lab, receiving a curt nod in return. Ever diligent, that one.
"We can begin preparing the plants in the meantime so they're ready whenever he's back." Senku sounds irritated, surely because his assistant and the artisan are throwing a wrench in his schedule.
"Alright, if I understood what you explainedyay before….we have to boil it?" Gen attempts to recall the conversation from the previous afternoon. He had been a little more than distracted.
"We have to dry it first, then boil."
"Then why did we harvest green plants and not dry ones?"
"The goal is to break down the fibers to get decently strong paper. A dry fallen leaf breaks apart in your hands as soon as you touch it right? That's because it's already decomposing, so it doesn't make for strong paper. Doable, but not ideal right now," Senku explains, picking up one of the baskets. Gen gets the second one and follows him back outside, ducking under the door flap a bit clumsily with his hands full.
"I suppose that makes some sense…."
"We can fuck around with the consistency down the road, but for now we don't have time for too much trial and error. So the cellulose in fresh plants is more important."
"Right, okay, and how are we going to dry it all?"
Senku wordlessly points at the roof of the lab.
"Oh you have to be okingjay!"
Notes:
I have the weirdest tabs open for this fic. Chapter 6 will be up as soon as 7 is complete!
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"No jokes here, we're gonna get up there and lay out all the plants to dry. I need Kaseki to make some drying racks, but until then this'll do," Senku tells a pouting Gen. "There's a ladder behind the lab, go get it."
"I have a bad eelingfay about this, Senku-chan..." Gen bemoans, but walks away in the direction of the ladder anyway. The mentalist is surprisingly cooperative with Senku's plans despite how much he complains. It's something he won't admit he's glad for. In the meantime Senku gets some damaged fishing nets he borrowed from Kohaku that she left in the lab. They'd take too long to repair, what with how busy everyone is rebuilding and preparing for winter, so she let him have them for this project.
"Where do I put it?"
"Over there, I'll pass you the baskets once you're up," Senku points as Gen gets in place. He holds the ladder for the reluctant mentalist as he climbs up, then reaches to pass the first basket to him. "You're gonna use these nets to hold it all down so it doesn't get blown away."
"What if it rains?" Gen asks, finding his footing before reaching out to take the basket.
"Then we start over." The loud sigh Gen lets out at that shouldn't amuse him as much as it does. After he passes the second basket and the nets to the mentalist he gets ready to follow Gen up onto the roof, one foot already on the ladder, but a voice behind him gets his attention.
"Senku, we need your help back in the village. Father has some questions about the winter preparations and wants your opinion before we do anything," Kohaku says as she gets closer. He notices Ruri is already at the circle with the children twisting coils of wire.
"Alright, I'll be there soon," Senku sighs deeply, running a hand through his hair in frustration. I was just in the village half an hour ago, dammit. He looks up at Gen standing on the lab roof who doesn't seem too pleased at the idea of being left alone with this task. "Think you can handle this for a bit mentalist?"
"Go ahead, Senku-chan. I'll be fine," Gen replies with a wave of his hand, but he looks uncertain. "Just don't aketay too long!"
"Yea, yea. Wait till I'm back to put out the nets," Senku says, then goes to follow Kohaku who's already walking far ahead of him.
After speaking with Kokuyo about the winter preparations and answering a few villagers' questions, he and Kohaku pick up lunch from one of the elderly and make their way back to the lab. Senku suspects that Kokuyo only asks his opinion on stuff like this to put him in good faith with the village. They've been surviving winter the same way for centuries, they know what they're doing. Still, he doesn't voice it. The former chief's support is greatly appreciated.
Kohaku carries a tray stacked high with ten or so meals for the children working on the wire. Senku carries one with lunch for himself, Gen, Kinro, Ginro, Ruri, and Kohaku. She insisted on bringing lunch for Chrome and Kaseki too in case they turned up. As the pair gets across the bridge Senku intends to give Ginro his meal, only to find he's already traded places at the guard post with Kinro.
Further ahead, one fewer bowl on his tray, he sees Ginro has taken over turning the gold filament, and Ruri is entertaining the children with one of the hundred stories as they twist wires. Gen spots them from his place on top of the lab and waves, probably eager for a break from spreading out the plants in the sun. Ginro sees them a moment later, and in his hunger fueled eagerness rushes over to them and bumps into Gen's ladder as the mentalist is already stepping down, sending it tumbling to the ground-
" GEN! " Senku and Kohaku scream at the same time. All Senku sees is a flash of black and white hair, thin hands clutching desperately at the roof.
Fuck-
Before he can react Kohaku has already shoved her tray in his arms and dived for the mentalist, her instincts taking over. In a blur Kohaku is beneath Gen just as his hands slip from the edge of the roofline, falling backwards, choking out a strangled scream. He lands in her open arms with a stunned expression.
"Gen!" Kohaku exclaims, holding his weight easily. "Are you alright?!"
Senku doesn't realize he's frozen in place until a concerned Ruri is in front of him taking the trays. He manages to choke out a thanks then stumbles to Gen and Kohaku, feet heavy like lead. " Gen-! "
"I- I'm okay-" Gen manages to get out, shock thick in his voice, unconsciously clutching to Kohaku's dress. It's a strange sight, seeing him so unguarded. It makes Senku more uncomfortable than when Gen was attacked by Magma.
"Mentalist-"
"R- really I'm- I'm okay-" he stammers, then as if realizing he's holding onto the lioness his face erupts red, blush spreading down his neck. Senku doesn't have time to question it even if he wants to and Kohaku doesn't seem to notice or care, lowering him to a standing position easily. Gen only leans on her for a second longer, but loses his balance when he lets go and takes a step. Both Senku and Kohaku reach to steady him.
"Careful dumbass," Senku says, unable to suppress the worried tone in his voice. Gen grasps his forearm and that's when Senku notices- "Fuck, your hands are bleeding-"
Gen lets go quickly as if touching Senku burns his palms, color draining from his face rapidly from bright red to pale as a sheet when he sees the irregular bloody gashes. His eyes are wide, usual mask falling apart. "I- I'm fine Senku-chan-!"
"No you fucking aren't," Senku says wearily, grabbing his wrists to check Gen's palms, as gently as he can manage. He glances at the equally worried Kohaku. "Help me get him to the lab table."
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It's almost impossible to supress how his hands tremble as Kohaku helps Gen sit atop the lab table. Thankfully he gets his breathing under control easily, but there's no controlling the way his heart hammers and ears tinge red. Kohaku doesn't seem to notice. Senku sends her outside to help Ruri and it doesn't take long for her loud voice chastising Ginro to trickle into the lab even though the door flap closed behind her.
How many times am I going to get hurt-
"Hands out, palms up," Senku instructs, and Gen can't really complain as he complies. "Does anything else hurt?"
"I'm really inefay, Senku-chan," Gen says, glad his voice doesn't betray him right now. At the very least he manages to keep his expression neutral. Senku pours water over the gashes on his hands to rinse away the blood as he begins to clean the wounds.
"This is gonna sting," Senku warns before grabbing Gen's hands and disinfecting the wounds with alcohol. He manages not to flinch at the sensation, which only draws a concerned look from the scientist.
"Are you sure nothing else hurts?"
"I'm alright, I was just startled...." Gen answers, distracted for a moment. Senku's hands are rough against his own, signs of experience in each callus. Yet his touch is more gentle than Gen expected, less clinical. He's glad his face doesn't feel hot now like it had when Kohaku caught him.
"Anyone would be."
Gen decides not to mention that includes Senku himself. He hadn't missed the scientist's reaction, or that of the others in the clearing. I can't let them worry about me for long.
"I'll have to change these again soon," Senku continues as he carefully wraps Gen's hands in bandages after applying a salve to them. "Try not to get them wet, we have to avoid infection."
"Yes, doctor!~" Gen replies, glad to hear a more relaxed tone in his own voice. Senku just rolls his eyes.
"Take a break in here for a while, we brought lunch anyway," Senku tells him once he's done. "I'll find someone else to finish laying out the plants to dry."
"Oh I had already finished it all, I just needed to put out the nets."
"I wasn't even gone for an hour, how the fuck-?"
Gen shrugs, rubbing gently at the bandages after Senku lets go. "It's not like we have all day, Senku-chan! Besides, I urnbay easily in the sun. My complexion is too fair for that!"
The incredulous look Senku gives him cracks the longer they look at each other, dissolving into laughter, hearty and refreshing to Gen's ears. It makes a smile find its way onto his own face. A gratifying feeling settles in his chest. It's warm, the kind of thing he could get used to.
I have to be careful with you, Senku-chan, or I'll get carried away....
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Senku brings their lunches to the lab, after reassuring Kohaku and Rurui that the mentalist was going to be fine. Ginro stammers out an apology but he reminds the guard to tell Gen himself later. Kohaku has done a loud enough job of berating him but he doubts Ginro actually learned his lesson.
Inside Gen has seated himself at a lab stool, inspecting the bandages on his hands. Senku sees, for possibly the first time since meeting Gen, a totally unguarded expression on the mentalist's face, softening his features and making him look years younger. But it's gone as soon as he hears Senku enter, glancing up at him with what can only be described as carefully practiced neutrality.
"Luckily lunch hasn't gotten cold yet," Senku coughs awkwardly as he approaches the table and sets a bowl in front of Gen, taking the stool next to him. He stores the observation for later. There's so many 'for later's that I'm not sure if we'll ever get around to them all.
"How lucky indeed," Gen says almost bitterly as he looks into the bowl to find another one of the stews the village has been serving recently.
"They've been too busy for much else, otherwise they'd be serving ramen," Senku answers the unasked question apologetically.
"Oh please, as if that's any better."
"....Was it that bad?"
"Senku-chan, replicating the flavors of the old world with the wrong ingredientsyay is nearly impossible," Gen says matter of factly. If he's struggling to hold his utensils he hides it really well. "Besides, you're no master chef."
"Is your new pastime being rude to me?"
"Absolutely! So glad you picked up on that, Senku-chan!~" Gen gives him a toothy grin and he can't help but laugh at the mentalist's sarcasm. "I do miss eating like royalty though."
"Right, next thing I know you're gonna ask me to make something ridiculous like a full chef's kitchen and find rare ingredients for your high class taste."
"Oh please, as if I can do any better than you. I'm a performer not a chef. Besides, while I did indulge in fine dining it was always work related," Gen muses. "Those rich old folks liked to show off young talent to their friends and fancy dinner parties are a great ayway to network!~"
"That sounds exhausting."
"It was awful," Gen laughs, as if remembering it fondly despite the complaints. "But I had to stay ahead and I'm not above using my charm to do that.~"
Senku scoffs, stirring his stew and giving the mentalist a sideways glance. "Charming isn't exactly a word I'd use to describe you."
"Aw, how mean, Senku-chan!" Gen pouts, petrification scar twisting with his frown. He doesn't sound upset though, and Senku isn't sure what he would do if he was.
Like last night-
He can't stop the pink from rising on his cheeks remembering that incident, desperately trying to squash the line of thought like a nasty bug. Gen absolutely notices. He has to. Stuff like that doesn't exactly slip past the mentalist undetected.
"Charm was the cornerstone of my career," Gen continues as if Senku isn't burning up like a furnace right in front of him. "But charm doesn't get you as far as skill does, and I have entyplay of that.~"
Okay, so maybe he didn't notice. No, that's just wishful thinking. He's giving me an out here- "You sure like to brag a lot for a hack magician," Senku says, hoping his embarrassment doesn't come through in his voice. It probably does. Why am I even embarrassed-?
"Excuse me, if you're going to call me a hack at least remember I'm a mentalist not just any magician!" Gen retorts pointedly. "If you really read my books you'd know as much!"
"I only read them to get the science club to leave me the fuck alone," Senku says, immediately regretting his words. He wants to dissolve on the spot. Admitting he really did read Gen's books was probably more embarrassing than- I gotta stop fucking thinking about this-
"Whatever you say, Senku-chan. My success speaks for itself!"
"You were only successful because your audience was full of idiots."
"That says more about my audienceyay then it does about me, Senku-chan," Gen says, the corners of his lips curling into a devilish smirk. "Perhaps that's exactly what I wanted out of them!~"
Senku feels like a puppet on a string under Gen's gaze. It's unnerving and suddenly it sinks in just what it really means to have the mentalist in the kingdom, on the side of science. He's sure that smirk could topple empires. Knows it without a millimeter of uncertainty.
As if it hasn't already....
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Gen is glad conversation flows smoothly for the rest of their meal. He can't be sure exactly what triggered Senku's cheeks flushing pink, but he'll have to figure it out later. It was cute, I'm surprised he managed to keep talking through that. He's resilient as hell. Or maybe stubborn is a better word?
Senku informs him he'll have Kohaku help spread out the nets on the roof since Gen's hands are injured. They step back out into the sun where everyone else is finishing up lunch as well. Ruri catches his attention, standing from the circle Gen had been in charge of just that morning.
"Gen! Are you alright?" Ruri asks, approaching him as Senku leaves his side to head onto the roof with Kohaku. Ginro is nowhere to be seen, probably having slinked away with his tail between his legs. At least now he owes me, I'll have to cash that in at some point.
"I'm alright, don't worry about me," Gen reassures her and some of the concerned looking children. "It was just an accident, all is well.~"
"That's good, I'm glad!" Ruri replies sweetly. He can tell why so many people in the village get along with her and care so much about her, her presence is soothing and her intentions always pure.
"Let me help you clean up," Gen offers with a polite smile, now that all the kids have finished eating.
"Oh, please don't trouble yourself, your hands are still injured-"
"I insistyay, Ruri," he says, holding his palms up to show her the bandages. "Senku-chan patched me up, I'll be good as new in no time!~"
"If you're sure it's no trouble," she relents, and they get to work. Chatting with Ruri is easygoing, a good distraction from the conversation with Senku and all the other thoughts flitting through his mind. I have a lot of planning to do.
Not long after, Kohaku and Senku come down from the roof, safely thankfully. Kohaku takes her turn spinning the gold filament this time, still full of energy. Senku heads his way, and Gen has to force himself not to drop his usual smile. Ruri is already returning to the village with some of the kids as assistants, so Gen doesn't have anyone to use as a scapegoat.
Every time I find myself taking a step forward with Senku-chan I have to stop myself from backing out. I have to be dedicated to this. But it's almost overwhelming how much I have to balance to get Senku-chan where I want him.
"Done so soon, Senku-chan?" Gen keeps his voice light and pleasant. His palms burn, tucked away in his overcoat.
"Kohaku can keep an eye on the kids, you and I have more work to do," Senku says, twirling a finger in his ear and deliberately not meeting Gen's eyes. "If you can handle it, that is."
"Of course you avehay more for us to do," Gen sighs, but doesn't let his voice fill with disappointment. Having people get worried about him is a tad uncomfortable. "I'm in tip top shape, Senku-chan. You fixed me up yourself after all.~"
"Right. Come back to the lab."
Gen follows him as they disappear into the shade, letting the door flap close behind them. Senku gestures for Gen to sit at one of the stools, then places a container of charcoal sticks in front of him.
"Since Chrome and Kaseki are taking so damn long, we gotta stay busy with other stuff," Senku says, taking some thin leather strips off a shelf and placing them next to the charcoal. "Might as well get some other materials ready. Get wrapping."
Ah, pencils. "For the inevitable tons of paper we'll be making, I'm guessing..."
"Yup. I was running low anyway," Senku says, sitting across from Gen.
"You sure go through materials often," Gen remarks, beginning the task. Although his palms feel irritated with the movement, with any movement really, this isn't as bad as it could be. He's giving me something simple intentionally. Senku-chan may be a master scientist, but he's also a master at avoiding letting people know he's genuinely very caring. He'd rather show it through his actions and hope no one catches on. But I'm not so easily fooled.
"Science isn't without it's necessary tools," Senku says simply.
The pair works in silence for a while, letting the humming of the children at work outside become background noise to their repetitive task. Soon enough Gen picks up the same tune, knowing it'll make things flow easier. Senku-chan probably won't hum along, but the tune will wiggle its way into his head easy enough.
And it does, when Gen notes happily that the two of them are working at the same tempo. But Senku is Senku, and eventually he notices too.
"Gen..." Senku says, breaking his silence. "You're doing that intentionally."
"Doing what, Senku-chan?~"
"Don't play dumb. The humming, it's exactly sixty beats per minute," Senku points out. His hands don't still.
"I have no idea what you eanmay!~" Gen chooses not to admit to it, although Senku is completely right in his observation.
"You damn mentalist," Senku snickers and drops the topic.
The rest of their work continues until nightfall without another word said between them. Even dinner is eaten in silence when some kids deliver it to them. Only Gen's steady humming fills the air, long after Kohaku and the kids have returned home.
Neither of them seem to mind.
Notes:
If you thought the chapter title meant "falling in love" I am so sorry. Also, please don't mind me slipping in a tiny bit of Kohaku/Gen in. It won't be major by any means, not even enough to put it in that ship tag. I'm writing bi Gen after all and just want to explore it a little. Chapter 7 will go up once 8 is complete ♡
Chapter 7: Late night
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Work drifts easily into the night, half a dozen oil lamps illuminating the lab. They've already finished making pencils some hours ago, so they took the opportunity to tidy the shelves full of glassware and materials. Senku is careful to take the side littered with bottles of chemicals. Can't have any more accidents.
Gen moves around the lab incredibly easily despite only having been in it a few times. Never bumping into the table at its center, never tripping on clay pots on the floor. He moves swiftly, light on his feet, as if any ground he sets foot on automatically becomes his stage. Senku shouldn't be that impressed by it. He knows it was part of Gen's work to be nimble and lithe. Has seen the mentalist leap to the top of the bridge posts and Ruri's hut like it's nothing. Despite the accident earlier that day - that wasn't even the mentalist's fault - knows Gen is more agile than most give him credit for.
But he's still impressed when a glass bottle slips out of his grasp when he's distracted - watching him instead of working - and Gen catches it swiftly without looking, back turned to Senku.
"Arefulcay Senku-chan," Gen chides, tossing him a crooked grin over his shoulder as he hands Senku the bottle. He can't erase the surprise from his face as he takes the bottle back. Thankfully it was empty.
His spatial awareness is ten billion percent impeccable. Has he always had that ability or did he learn it somehow?
"....Thanks." It comes out stiff and uncomfortable. Not at all how he means it to. But Gen doesn't seem to mind.
"No worries!~"
"Did you have a juggling act or something?" Senku asks tentatively after a while of more silent organizing, his natural curiosity taking over his thoughts.
"Hm? I suppose you could say that," Gen answers, never stilling his movements. "I did a fair amount of juggling as embellishment for my performances. But it was a tad bit more angerousday than just plastic balls or bowling pins."
"Then what- knives?! " Senku had never once gotten the impression that Gen knew how to handle a weapon, much less that the mentalist was pulling stunts that were so dangerous.
"Yup! Knives, swords, I did it with meat cleavers once," the mentalist says calmly as if they're just discussing the weather. "Not that I know how to use those weapons in combat or anything. They were just props for my shows."
"Aren't prop weapons supposed to be fake?"
"Sure, if you're not willing to take any risks!" The mentalist throws him a wink with a dangerous glint in his eyes that sends a chill down Senku's spine. "I only used fakes if I had other people involved in the performance that could become injured, like a volunteer from the audience. When it was just me on stage I used real ones. You can't sell the magic without a sprinkle of authenticity!~"
"Authenticity means shit if you poke an eye out on live television," Senku says, a bit irritated, but he gathers from the way Gen talks about it that he knew what he was doing without a millimeter of doubt. Which is actually kind of creepy, and ridiculously fitting.
"That only happens if you never dedicate the time to practice, or exercise any true respect for the dangerous tools you're usingyay," Gen says, gesturing to the vial of sulfuric acid Senku is placing back on the correct shelf. "The same can be said of science, can't it? Mistakes are a natural part of being human but utilizing caution, even when you've done something a thousand times, is what gets you real results."
He can't really disagree with that. Not with how sure of himself Gen sounds. But he also never expected to find any common traits between magic and science. No, not between magic and science. Between the people who dedicate themselves to their crafts, no matter how ridiculous that craft may be.
Gen has finished rearranging the implements on the shelves following instructions Senku gave when they began, so he picks up a broom that's leaning against the back wall and begins to sweep the floor. Just as Senku is placing the last bottle on the shelf, intending to grab the dustpan to help Gen with their final task, thunder rumbles ominously in the distance. They both pause.
"Uh, we should probably hurry back to the shed," Senku says nervously as Gen is already moving to put back the broom. They quickly extinguish the oil lamps.
"You read my mind, Senku-chan-!"
However as soon as they set foot outside the lab a heavy and cold sheet of rain descends on the clearing. The night sky is dense with dark gray, almost black, storm clouds that only threaten to get worse. Despite rushing for the shed's ladder, Gen attempting to use his coat to cover his head, they're both soaked through within seconds. At the ladder Senku scales up first, extending an arm out to Gen once he's up. No more fucking accidents-
Gen miraculously avoids slipping on the wet rungs despite having no shoes to give him extra traction. He takes Senku's hand and they stumble into the safety of the shed, eager to get dry. They're both quick to lose their outermost layers, clothes dripping onto the wood floor.
"Has anyone ever told you you have horrible luck, Senku-chan?" Gen asks out of breath, long white bangs plastered to his cheek. "Because from what I've seen your luck is absolutely erribletay!"
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"You're gonna have to take everything that's wet off," Senku instructs as he moves to close the doors to the hut. It's still been too hot out at night to leave them closed so they'd only been shutting the animal hide curtains in front of the entryway each night. But the weather outside is too violent for that right now, wind threatening to bring the storm inside the shed until Senku locks it out. "We have to get warm and dry or else we risk getting colds. Can't be getting sick right now."
Gen sighs as he works to untie his obi. For a moment he wonders why he decided having this many layers was ever necessary. It's certainly eye-catching and allowed him to store numerous tricks up his sleeves in the most literal sense, but it's tedious. Once free of the obi the pale yellow kimono quickly follows. He moves to hang them up alongside his and Senku's coats.
"Everything that's wet, mentalist," Senku says sternly, gesturing at his shirt as he begins to light a bucket of coals on fire in the middle of the room. He's already undressed down to the flimsy shorts he wears under his lab coat. In the back of his mind Gen notices Senku's hair really does go down when it's wet, pale blonde and green strands sticking to his face.
And unfortunately also notices it's kinda cute, if a little out of character.
Still, Gen doesn't hold back his sigh at Senku's words. Although being without long sleeves made him feel exposed, it was only at night and around Senku and Chrome, so he could tolerate setting his coat and kimono aside in those moments. He didn't feel particularly threatened by either scientist, more safe than he would like to admit actually.
But his shirt was another thing altogether.
"It's not that wet, don't worry!" It's his flimsiest lie to date and he knows it. "Not nearly as wet as your hair, Senku-chan-!"
"I can see it's soaking wet from here. You can't get sick. Off. Now." Senku's voice is stern, ignoring the comment about his hair, and Gen can't really get mad at him for it. He's right after all, illness isn't a laughing matter. Not when they lack many of the essential resources to stave off disease. Just making the antibiotics for Ruri took so many long months.
So he starts to unlace the cord that holds the front of his shirt together, beginning at his neck, keeping his back to Senku.
I didn't exactly want him to see me like this.... Glancing down Gen can clearly see the ugly scars on his abdomen from when Magma attacked him. Despite all his safeguards and Senku's medical treatment he did still come out of that injured. He has others, smaller, on his arms and torso from attempting to protect himself. But the worst is the one from the spear.
Even on the first trip he had taken with Senku and some of the other men to bathe in the river one morning earlier in the week, he had avoided anyone seeing his scars. Gen knew he was more than a bit self centered, valuing his appearance and diligently maintaining it even now, so perhaps in the old world a scar like this would have upset him more. Yet it wasn't the scar itself that was the problem.
No, what truly bothered him was having others worry and fawn over his well being.
Gen hangs his shirt with the rest of their wet clothes reluctantly. At least his pants were dry enough, only a little muddy at the ankles. If he says anything about it, avoiding talking about this is going to be impossible. Worry is the last thing he needs on his mind, and Senku-chan is always one bleeding heart away from a breakdown of his own.
"We also have to change your bandages," Senku says as Gen mentally prepares to turn around. He puts on his best disinterested face, hoping to steer attention to his hands and the storm roaring outside.
As long as he doesn't attempt to conceal his scars, Senku shouldn't immediately notice them in the dimly lit room. Only the coals and a few oil lamps - when did he light those? - bring any light into the small space. He prays the shadows conceal him enough.
When he turns around Gen rubs absently at his bandaged hands. To an untrained eye it would look like a subconscious gesture. He holds his hands higher to his chest, bringing attention towards his upper body. Misdirection is his specialty after all. "My my, this weather is atrociousyay! At least the sound of rain and thunder is a proven sleep aid, it should lul us right to dreamland.~"
Senku's eyes, partially obscured by his drooping wet hair, stay on his hands as Gen moves to sit directly in front of him, just as planned. He already has a first aid kit beside him and gestures for Gen to put his hands out, palms up, just as he'd done that afternoon. Gen complies, hiding his reluctance with a sweet practiced smile.
The bandages are stained with charcoal and dust from their work in the lab. Senku takes each of his hands and begins to remove them carefully. His touch is as gentle as it had been earlier despite how rough the scientist's hands are. Gen is lucky he knows how to control his breathing, no anxiety or nervousness coming through as Senku disinfects the wounds after carefully inspecting them. But the low light, the atmosphere provided by the storm, and even the disarray of the scientist's hair makes the moment feel more intimate than before.
I shouldn't be this affected by him just touching my hands, it's almost as bad as when Kohaku caught me earlier....
"I'm gonna hold off on wrapping them again, we have to let your hands dry out and your wounds breathe first," Senku says, reaching for a shelf behind him and pulling out some rags. He passes a few to Gen and they start to dry off.
Gen begins with his hair when he notices Senku begins with his legs and feet, shoddy shoes long gone. He focuses on squeezing water out of his bangs. If I time this right he'll have the towel in his face when I get to my torso. It works, when Senku goes to dry his own hair next, using a different rag, making his green tipped hair stand on end again. Gen takes the opportunity to dry his torso and arms.
It's when he moves to get the drying mud off his feet and pants hem that he messes up.
"You really need some fucking shoes, mentalist. Do you know how many fungal infections you could pick-" Senku's words cut off, eyes following the line from Gen's hands up his arms and stopping at his elbows. It's too late for Gen to cover up, to cross his arms in front of his abdomen and feign modesty. Senku's eyes have already landed on the scar, ruby red irises widening.
"Mentalist-"
"What now, Senku-chan?" Gen lets annoyance seep into his voice, allowing his posture to relax. Although he messed up the timing, failing to account for how quick Senku would be to towel off his messy hair, and failing to angle his body just right for Senku's sightline, there's still an opportunity to salvage this. He cards a hand through his hair, leaning back on the other hand and suppressing flinching as the motions bother the deep cuts on his hands.
If I don't make a big deal out of this he shouldn't either.
But Senku's shoulders slump, worried eyes darting back up to his face as his voice softens. "Gen...."
But it's Senku, and Gen should know better by now.
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"Who treated your injuries when you got back to the empire?" Senku doesn't waste any time beating around the bush. He doesn't see any tension in Gen's posture, but the mentalist's dry gaze betrays him.
"Hm, I can't really remember-"
"Cut the crap and just tell me."
Gen's face changes to one of discontent as he lets out a sigh. "I did."
"Tsukasa doesn't have anyone who knows first aid?" Senku is actually surprised by that, but not as surprised as he is to hear honesty in the mentalist's voice. As he is to hear genuine worry in his own.
"Oh he does," Gen says, almost bitterly. "But I trust anyoneyay who Tsukasa-chan revived as far as I can throw them."
"So you just-"
"I know, I know. I did a horrible job. I had to re-open all of them before I arrived to declare your death," Gen says cooly. He doesn't sound upset at his own actions, but rather at being asked about it. Senku isn't sure what to do about that.
"....Why would you do that? You could have gotten an infection and fucking died you dumbass," Senku scolds him, but his tone comes out more gentle than he intended. That wasn't safe and they both knew it.
"I needed to make it seem believable," Gen says simply, handing Senku back the rags once he's done. He places them in a pile off to the side, too focused on the conversation to stand and set them to dry with their clothes. He doesn't want to give Gen the opportunity to change the subject, something the mentalist is irritatingly good at.
"You could have faked it," Senku offers, thinking of the bags of fake blood that had saved Gen's life once already. Of the many tricks the mentalist had to have stashed away. He knows that kind of deception comes easy to someone as crafty as Gen.
"Tsukasa-chan was a professional mixed martial artist. He knows what real blood looks like. A bruise or cut from far away is easy to make appear fresh, but new blood is another thing altogether."
And he is right, the logic is undeniably there, Tsukasa of all people would be able to tell the difference. But Senku doesn't have to like it. Hates it a fucking lot actually.
"....Why then? For a bottle of fucking cola?" He tries not to sound as angry or upset as he feels. Wonders why he's so hung up on something that already happened. Knows Gen is just as willing to take drastic risks as the rest of the kingdom, risks that mean certain death if they go sideways. Has seen him do it when they faced off against Hyoga and his team. Believed ten billion percent in the mentalist's abilities at keeping Tsukasa off their trail for as long as he did.
"Lies aren't without their due payment, Senku-chan," Gen answers easily. Too easily to put anyone at ease. Not with how the corner of his lips tip up and his mouth-shaped scar mimics the motion. "And I know that better than anyone.~"
For a moment Senku feels like he's looking at a total stranger. But the longer he studies the mentalist's face, and sees his own determination reflected in Gen's blue eyes, the more he feels like he's looking at himself. Someone who wants to survive no matter the cost. It's almost unnerving how easily Gen becomes a mirror for those around him, reflecting both the best and worst parts depending on what the mentalist wants to amplify.
Like a prism, each face a different lie or truth, refracting reality at his whim.
Yet that's what got them all this far, what spared the village from Tsukasa's wrath and gave them time to prepare for the war in the spring.
When he realizes he's been holding eye contact with Gen for exactly sixty seconds without a word said between them he feels his face heat up and quickly breaks the gaze, looking away at the burning coals. As if that's going to help. As if Gen hasn't noticed even in the low light of the oil lamps.
"I'm prepared to make the same sacrifices as you, Senku-chan," Gen says quietly, his rare honesty coming through in his voice. It makes Senku look up to meet his eyes again. "But you still owe me. Don't go thinking a bottle of cola is enoughyay. I'm the most selfish man in the world, and I'd be offended if you thought otherwise.~"
But he already does, and knows Gen knows it too. Yet his words make the unsteady whirlwind of thoughts in Senku's mind settle down. He's too good at reading people. At reading me. It's gonna get me in trouble one day....
"You said one bottle, mentalist. If you want anything else you have to work for it," he says dryly, glad to get a laugh out of Gen. Tension he didn't realize had worked its way into his shoulders relaxes at the sound. He shouldn't like hearing that laugh as much as he does. Really doesn't want to admit it to himself. And is more than glad Gen can't actually read his exact thoughts.
"Whaa Senku-chan that's so mean, you're such a demanding chief!" Gen chuckles, covering his mouth with one hand.
A loud lightning strike hits outside the shed that makes them both jump, neither able to suppress their reactions. Once they've recovered, a quick glance at the door then back at each other sends them into hysterics. It's a while before either is able to collect themselves.
"It's gonna be a long night, if the storm carries into the morning we'll have to wait it out here," Senku says as he catches his breath.
"I hope Chrome and Kaseki will be okay, neither of them said where they were going," Gen wonders out loud, the thunder rumbling outside.
"They're both resourceful and they've been living in this stone world since birth, they'll be fine," Senku reassures with a wave of his hand, confident that the pair will be okay through this storm. "Now that we're dry you need new bandages."
"Ah, right, nearly forgot about that," Gen says as he holds his hands up. Senku gets the first aid kit again then gets to work cleaning and disinfecting Gen's cuts a second time that night. Better to be safe than sorry. The way Gen doesn't flinch even when he dabs the cuts with alcohol is uncanny, but it's the same as before. He isn't sure how anyone can suppress pain responses so aptly, and files it away to ask another time.
As he's wrapping Gen's hands he spares a glance at the mentalist's abdomen. Although Gen gave his reasons, and Senku couldn't fight those at all, not after what Gen said, he can't help it. He wants- no, needs - to check the scars himself. He lets out a huff, preparing for another rebuttal. "Let me look at them."
"Senku-chan don't you trust I took care of it as best I ouldcay?" The look Senku gives him says otherwise. Gen sighs deeply. "....Fine."
"Lay back," Senku instructs, setting out one of the bed rolls. Gen doesn't argue, thankfully, laying down without a single protest. He stretches his arms to his sides, and it suddenly feels all too familiar. Senku can't help but remember the night Gen was stabbed. At the time he was concerned, sure, anyone would be. And impressed at the mentalist's self preservation, even he wouldn't have thought of using fake blood and gourds to protect himself from an attack that wasn't absolutely certain.
But something feels different now and he can't seem to place what it is.
"Tell me if anything hurts," Senku says, applying gentle pressure to the irregular bumpy scar. He doesn't miss how Gen chokes down a giggle at the contact.
Oh, I really shouldn't….
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Gen is so caught up soaking in Senku's genuine concern, for once not made uncomfortable by someone worrying about him, that the unavoidable consequence of Senku examining his scar goes right over his head. Too wrapped up in the surprise of his own compliance to remember something very very important. But it's too late when the pressure Senku puts on the scar feels light as a feather brushing against his skin.
Oh fuck- I'm ticklish wait-
It's all he can do to choke back a giggle.
There's no denying it happened. No way to take the pathetic little sound back once it's out. Gen spares a glance up at Senku and catches the shift from surprise and innocent curiosity to a malevolent grin that rivals only his own when a scheme is falling into place. It's downright terrifying. "Wait Senku-chan- don't you areday- "
"Consider this payback , mentalist," Senku croons evilly, smirking down at Gen, red eyes full of vengeance bright in the dark room.
Before Gen can even try to move away calloused hands descend on his sensitive sides, dancing over his bare skin, forcing laughter out of his mouth. Each stroke of Senku's fingers sends shivers through his body, fighting desperately not to laugh. It's to no avail, and soon the scientists has him pinned to the floor, squirming uncontrollably, pained laughter filling the small room, only drowned by the heavy thunder and lightning outside.
It's pure agony. Gen's careful veneer has cracked, Senku taking a swing at it with every movement of his hands, and there's no getting it back. It's terrifying yet practically liberating.
Oh god he's gonna ruin me-
"S-enku-c-" he chokes out between bouts of giggles that leave his breath coming out ragged, face hot with strain. "God- Sen-"
"No use, Gen," Senku brags loudly with a mocking cackle. "I found your weakness!"
Gen tries to wiggle away from the relentless onslaught, but Senku has him trapped on the spot. In his haze he weakly tries to push Senku away with his arms and legs, but the intensity of Senku's tickle attack has rendered his muscles weak and useless. In a last ditch effort he manages to grab a stray pillow somewhere above him on the bed roll and brings it down on Senku's head as hard as he can.
"Oi! Mentalist! That's cheating! " Senku raises an arm to shield his face from the pillow and creates the perfect opening for Gen to roll away, out of reach of the scientist's dangerous fingers. He lands in a crumpled mess against one of the shelves, hair sticking up everywhere and breathing hard. But he isn't the only one, Senku is struggling to catch his breath too, something that puts a satisfied smirk on Gen's face.
"Payback you say?" Gen gets out in a strained huff, blowing his bangs out of his face. He grabs the pillow from where he dropped it and smiles his worst smile at the cowering scientist. "I'll show you payback, Senku-chan! "
"No- no- wait-" Senku tries to say, eyes wide with panic, just as Gen launches himself forward. He swings the pillow down repeatedly on Senku, showing no mercy.
"Two can play at this amegay, Senku-chan!" Gen howls, exacting swift revenge. Senku tries to get away, but Gen is quick to follow, unable to hold back his downright nefarious laughter. Briefly he's glad Chrome isn't around right now. We must look like deranged school children.
All too soon Senku has managed to get ahold of his own pillow, holding it in front of himself defiantly. " This means war, mentalist! "
Gen yelps as Senku takes a swing at him, pillow colliding with his side. They chase each other around the small hut for what feels like an eternity, each landing hard blows and hurling petty insults, straw stuffing from the pillows flying everywhere. It isn't until Senku knocks an oil lamp off a shelf and Gen drops the pillow he's brandishing to catch it, not a drop of oil spilt, that the pair dissolves into a giggling pile on the floor, limbs tangled without a care.
As Senku slumps against his side, both having given up and abandoned the deflated pillows, Gen lets the pleasant euphoric sensation of their excitement wash over him, thick like a warm blanket. I think we both needed this. I haven't had this much fun since....well I can't even remember.
After some silence, only their breathing and the loud storm filling their ears, Gen gets curious. "Say, Senku-chan....revenge for what exactly?"
"....Insulting my hair."
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Gen's laughter at his admission is brighter than any man made light. Totally unrestrained, sounding entirely unlike anything Senku has heard come from the mentalist until now. They've shared laughter over many things already, between each other and with Kohaku, Chrome, and the other members of the kingdom. Had just drawn endless bubbly giggles out of the mentalist with his own hands. But this is just....different. A nice kind of different that Senku can't help from cataloging in his mind as if it's a precious piece of information he needs to save for later. Scolds himself for it, not really understanding why it feels so important.
"For insulting your hair?! Really Senku-chan," Gen manages to say, still laughing. "That's so ildishchay of you-!"
"You're the one who started a pillow fight. What are we, twelve?" Senku points out, sitting up and untangling himself from Gen's side, hoping Gen doesn't take it the wrong way. He's just had more than enough physical contact for one day. Feels a bit overwhelmed by the closeness and Gen's sudden brightness in the dark of the night. He did initiate some of it himself, but still. I don't wanna have to explain that....
"I only started it to escape a certain mad scientist's tickle attack!" Gen argues, wiggling his fingers, not batting an eye at Senku moving away.
"I'd like to see proof of that supposed 'attack', mentalist," Senku jokes, enjoying the outrage on Gen's face. "That's a pretty serious accusation."
"I'll have you know I have a witness!" Gen bites back. "The assailant himself!"
"I don't think that'll fly in court," Senku retorts, trying to keep a straight face. He fails miserably, but so does Gen.
After a few more minutes of laughter Gen moves to stand, extinguishing the oil lamps then going to straighten out his bed roll. "I didn't think you were that much of a prankster, Senku-chan. You're gonna give me some ealray competition around here!"
"Yea right, as if you need any more reasons to be an insufferable brat," Senku says, setting up his own and laying down finally. He tosses a fur pelt at Gen, who catches it easily, then wraps up in his own to get warm. As if all their running around like loons hadn't gotten his blood pumping, a thin sheet of sweat sticking to his skin.
"I am not insufferable," Gen answers back, pulling the pelt over his head. "But I will concede to being a brat.~"
It isn't until he's halfway to sleep that Senku realizes that maybe, just maybe, Gen had tricked him into starting the tickle fight to get out of Senku inspecting his scars. Either way, he never completed that task. But it's late, he's tired, and they have another long day tomorrow. He can run the numbers of his speculation later.
Only when he wakes up in the morning the storm is still raging around the hut and he can't hear any hammers from early risers in the distance.
Well fuck.
Senku turns to find Gen has curled up right against one of the shelves, feet sticking out from his pelt. It's no surprise that the mentalist is still asleep despite the warmth of the shed having died when the coals fizzled out sometime in the night. Senku sits up to light them again, and a few oil lamps as well, being more careful with them than he had been the previous night during their ridiculous pillow fight.
He reaches over to shake Gen awake, and is met with an annoyed grumble. "Wake up mentalist, it's morning already."
" THE PLANTS! " Gen shoots upright in a frazzled daze, eyes wild and hair full of cow licks sticking up at weird angles, pelt cast aside. It makes Senku jump back, started. Both by how awful Gen looks and by the realization-
"Oh fuck the plants-"
"Whaa Senku-chan, we're gonna have to start over," Gen moans, rubbing his face with his hands, voice deeper with the weight of sleep. As if suddenly realizing he's being watched, his hands still. Senku tries not to stare. Tries not to notice that Gen doesn't actually look that bad, stray pieces of straw stuck to his hair. Just strangely exposed-
But as soon as Gen takes his hands away from his face his expression is back to the neutral smile he always wears, only colored by some annoyance with the weather and prospect of more work. As if he had hit a reset button on his emotions. Senku decides to trust his gut this time, something he very rarely does, and doesn't probe Gen about what he just saw. That was unnerving. The only times I've woken up before him Chrome was here too so I didn't notice anything like that....
"We'll just start over, mentalist," Senku says, standing to get dressed, trying to shake the thought out of his head for now. He's glad his lab coat has dried in the time they were sleeping. "Science is diligent and repetitive."
"Easy for you to say," Gen yawns, and Senku doesn't dare look at him as Gen comes to stand next to him to take his clothes, thankfully also dry. The mentalist gets dressed quietly and Senku sits to focus on putting on his shoes and deciding what they're going to do about the weather. The two of them are effectively stuck in the shed for the day unless the storm clears, which it doesn't seem like it will from how strong the winds howling outside sound.
Gen voices what he's thinking, ever the mind reader. "Knowing your luck, this storm won't clear. We're uckstay here aren't we?"
"Seems like it," Senku sighs, rubbing the back of his neck. There's not much use fighting mother nature in this stone world, so they just have to wait it out. He hopes whatever Chrome and Kaseki are doing doesn't get further delayed by the storm.
"What will we do about our meals?" Gen laments, finishing shrugging on his coat and smoothing down his hair. Senku stands, stretching his arms above his head before answering.
"We're not gonna do anything, you don't have any fucking shoes and it's muddy as hell right now. I'm gonna go to the village," he says, looking on a high shelf for a cloak he knew Chrome kept around just for such weather. "I'll bring everything we need, just give me an hour."
"Just let me help, Senku-chan-"
"Nope, you're not gonna convince me. You wanna get hurt again, mentalist?" he tosses a glare at the other man, surprised Gen is even willing to offer any kind of help, quickly putting on the brown cloak. The mentalist rolls his eyes but doesn't argue.
"....At least be arefulcay Senku-chan, you can hardly carry a feather on a normal day," Gen says, sitting down in front of the coals reluctantly. Senku doesn't miss the insult, but doesn't want to stand around poking jabs at each other all morning.
"I'll be fine without a millimeter of doubt."
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Gen watches Senku's cloaked form disappear into the intense downpour before shutting the doors to the shed against the cold rain. He hopes that for once Senku's bad luck doesn't strike again, at least not so soon. Settling back next to the coal bucket, he pulls a pelt over his shoulders, the room still not warm enough even with his now dry layers of clothes enveloping him. It had been so hot up until the storm brought a cold front with it.
He lets himself reminisce about the previous night, impressed at the progress he managed to make with Senku in such a short amount of time. He was well aware the scientist didn't enjoy much physical contact with others, and had seen it in the way Senku shrugged off Chrome and Ginro quickly when either got too excited. Saw the way Senku retraced at pats on the back or an arm over his shoulder from overzealous villagers.
But he also knew Senku wasn't totally touch averse. Knew Senku liked to fistbump his allies whenever they were getting motivated for a new plan, had seen him pat the children's heads, and sit shoulder to shoulder with Kohaku and Chrome. It just worked out better when he was the one initiating it. Which is why he was so surprised and caught off guard when Senku started tickling him, quickly moving past the medical observation of the scar on Gen's abdomen to a childlike playfulness he had only caught glimpses of before.
It was something Gen knew Senku hadn't lost, but didn't know how to bring out in himself.
Probably hadn't tried, too focused on rebuilding the world from the ground up. And since laughter was the best medicine Gen could offer for now, just short of providing actual therapy that he knew Senku would reject immediately, he welcomed any opportunity to draw that jovial side of the scientist out. Even at his own expense.
Here I was worrying about running out of decent jokes, especially since my magic tricks are useless with him, but Senku-chan gave me something better. Gen leans back against the wall, crossing his legs in front of him. His curiosity and passion for the world around him is only rivaled by one thing. His competitiveness.
Now to figure out how to put it into action. Looking around the room for inspiration, Gen's eyes land on a bin full of average looking flat-ish oval rocks in two different colors. He smiles as an idea settles into his mind. Now if I could find something to use as a board-
Aha! He sees a small pile of wood planks tucked to the side of one of the shelves in varying sizes. I'll have to thank you later, Chrome. Hopefully you don't mind me borrowing a few of your materials.
Gen stands to retrieve the necessary tools, then sits back down to get to work, pulling out a small knife and charcoal pencil. Senku gave him one hour. It should be plenty of time to make everything he needs and tuck it away out of sight until the right moment to surprise the scientist. And enough time to change his own bandages to hide the evidence of charcoal.
Now to think of a reason to give him, he'll question me immediately and I can't let him know the real goal here.
Just as he said, Senku arrives within the hour, arms full with one large pot and a satchel at his hip, calling out to Gen through the clap of thunder. He pushes the curtain aside to make sure it doesn't get in the way, and covers his head with his coat as he steps out to help Senku. The struggling scientist hoists the pot up for Gen to take, warning that it's hot, then makes his way up the wet ladder as Gen brings the pot inside. Gen sets the pot down to help Senku the rest of the way up, closing the curtain and doors behind the scientist once he's safely inside.
"It's your lucky day, mentalist," Senku says as he shrugs off the cape that thankfully kept him mostly dry, hanging it where they had put their wet clothes the night before as he kicks off his muddy shoes. "Someone made ramen today."
Gen doesn't hold back his glee. "Oh thank the stars above, if I had to eat fish stew again-!"
"I thought you didn't like the ramen much?" Senku chuckles, placing a metal stand over the bucket of coals and gesturing for Gen to put the pot on top.
"The foxtail noodles are atrociousyay honestly," Gen grimaces, making sure the pot is secure on the stand. "But it's infinitely better than repeating that stew!"
"Well then you better enjoy it, this'll be our three meals for the day. And probably breakfast tomorrow," Senku points out, sitting down and reaching for the satchel. Gen sits beside him, and the scientist passes him two bowls and a ladell. Gen doesn't waste any time, taking the lid off the pot and filling up the bowls nearly to the brim.
Once settled in, steaming hot ramen warming up their hands, they let out sighs of relief in unison. The first sip of broth is the most satisfying, and Gen hums in content while Senku tells him about how everyone at the village is doing. Just like them, everyone has hunkered down for the day, prepared to spend it indoors for as long as necessary. Although construction isn't anywhere near done, enough huts that only suffered minor damage have been repaired to keep everyone sheltered from the weather.
The relief in Senku's voice is obvious. You care about these people more than you let on, Senku-chan....
The sound of rain makes for a comfortable backdrop as they finish eating, chatting softly about the plans the village has for the following week. It feels oddly domestic, considering there's a war to prepare for looming around the corner. Yet Gen can't find it in himself to be put off by the atmosphere. He hasn't felt this relaxed and safe since, well, several thousand years ago.
"Kohaku is gonna come check on us at some point," Senku says, taking both their bowls and utensils and setting them on a shelf out of the way. "I told her not to bother, but she's just so stubborn."
"Hm, she's not the only one I'd call stubborn," Gen says, causing Senku to snort, clearly insulted by the implication. "However, I think her stubbornness comes from her drive to protect people. She means well."
Gen recalls hearing of everything she did to save her sister, and knows Senku is thinking about the same thing. "Yea....she just tries too hard sometimes."
"Well you ertainlycay aren't wrong about that!" Gen laughs. Kohaku was intense, there wasn't any denying it. He would never voice it, but he did find it admirable. Her strong will and determination drew people to her like moths to an open flame, himself included. "Anyway, she's probably gonna take the opportunity to check on Chrome and Kaseki too, when she comes out here."
"Oh yea, I wouldn't put it past her," Senku replies, boredom and irritation permeating his voice.
He's just as stubborn as her Gen thinks, knowing that's what allowed them to accomplish so much together. He'll deny it, but he's just as impatient as her too. He's just good at suppressing it when it comes to scientific endeavours. But when he doesn't have something like that to occupy his time....
"Now we just have to sit tight till the storm passes," Senku says as if on cue, letting out a frustrated sound, crossing his arms, eyebrows scrunched together.
Oh he makes this too easy sometimes.
"We could play a game to pass the time," Gen suggests casually.
"What, one of your shitty mind games? No thanks," Senku waves him off, eyes closed, clearly trying to think of a way to keep busy.
"Your rudeness knows no limits. Come on, Senku-chan, you're no unfay."
"I said no, you're not gonna rope me into that shit ment-" he cuts off with a strangled sound when he opens his eyes again.
Gen had reached into his coat, pulling out the fruit of his labor as if out of thin air, board in one hand and two bags of stones in the other. He wears a wide toothy grin openly. Feels proud of catching Senku off guard.
"Wh- when- where-!"
"It's not mind games I was talking about," Gen says, smoothly setting the board down between them.
" Gen how the fuck-?! "
"I bore easily, Senku-chan, and you're my only worthy opponent in this stone world we've been thrown into," Gen goads, opening the bags and pouring out the black and white stones. "Let's play checkers!~"
Notes:
Chapter 9 will go up once 10 is complete as always! Thanks for everyone's support so far ♡
Chapter Text
Senku grits his teeth in frustration, glaring at the checker board in front of him. Where and when Gen managed to make one is entirely lost on him, much less how the hell he hid it inside his coat without it being noticeable. Though the mystery of Gen's endlessly giving coat is another thing altogether. The grid is carved in tidy lines, black tiles colored in with charcoal on the pale toned wood. It's a bit rough around the edges, but it's more than enough to get the job done.
And how the absolute fuck the mentalist has him on his toes with such a simple game is even more of a conundrum.
He knows Gen knows how to read people near flawlessly. Knows that this game is all about strategy, staying several steps ahead of your opponent. Yet could have never predicted Gen would be this good at it. They're evenly tied for wins. It's just a fucking game, but he's taking it so seriously and it's got me fired up too-
Gen's expression is nearly unreadable, usual small smile replaced with a cocky grin that holds absolutely nothing behind it. His features are practically empty, nearly hollow, and it's more infuriating than it should be. The only indication that Gen is as invested in this game as he is that Senku can see is a glimmer of something he doesn't recognize in the mentalist's unusually stormy eyes.
"Giving up yet, my dear scientist?" Gen's voice is sickeningly sweet when Senku takes a second too long to make his next move. Gen doesn't waste any time on his, acting seemingly on reflex.
"In your fucking dreams," Senku almost snarls as he plays his next move. I need to calm down....
"Now now, Senku-chan," Gen scolds, meeting Senku's eyes as he lands a winning move. "Don't be such a sore oserlay.~"
"Fuck!" Senku snaps. If he was any more angry he would throw the board in Gen's stupid smug face.
"I don't think I've seen you this worked up before!" Gen laughs heartily, resetting the black and white stones they were using as game pieces. "Tell me, Senku-chan, were you undefeated at strategy games in the old world?"
"....It's not like I was trying to show anyone up," Senku admits, scratching his cheek. "They're just fucking easy. Predictable. It's all about the math. There's only so many movesets."
"Of course you weren't," Gen placates. "But it's not all about math. It's about reading your opponent!"
"Your mind tricks can only get you so far," Senku argues.
"Excuse me, my mind tricks have us five to six right now," Gen boasts, leaning his chin on one palm. "Do you know what one of my most opularpay tricks when I was a guest on talk shows was?"
"Annoying the host right off the set?"
"Facing off against master chess and go players.~"
Senku's eyes widen as he assesses what Gen said. Checkers holds nothing to how complex chess and go are, it's practically childs play. He realizes then that while making a chess set with the limited tools Gen has had access to would have been impossible in the short time frame he's been at the kingdom, making this a go board instead of a checker board would have been all too easy.
His eyes narrow as he watches Gen's unchanging expression. "Are you underestimating me, mentalist?"
"I wouldn't dare Senku-chan!~"
That gets him genuinely excited.
Sure, he's faced off against some strong players before. The type of people who dedicated years of their lives, whole decades, to perfecting their skills at just one or two games. Had lost before while he was still learning. But the math was undeniable and had gotten him enough wins that even his school's board game club wouldn't stop hounding him to join them for tournaments. However there wasn't any real challenge in always winning, and he had other things he cared about more.
Gen on the other hand was someone who used a totally different approach to strategy games than him, instead relying on his deep understanding of the human psyche and the patterns produced by players instead of the ones produced by the pieces on the board. Used this skill to advance in his career like he did all the other assorted talents he had under his belt. So long as he had a grasp on the rules and how to play fairly, who he went up against and what game they played basically meant nothing if he could read them.
Like he's been reading me.
For a second he laments that they're just playing checkers. Part of him wants to see who could come out on top in chess, is actually kind of terrified to think of how playing go would turn out. Considering its been calculated there's approximately 2.1 × 10^170th legal board positions in go. There's only estimated to be about 1 × 10^8th atoms in the known observable universe.
He and Gen could be in front of a go board for an entire lifetime and never play the same round twice.
I don't think I would mind.
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After a defeat from Senku that left them tied at fifteen to fifteen, the pair stopped for lunch. The hours rolled by smoothly when they were having this much fun. Well, to Gen it was all in good fun. He wasn't nearly as competitive as Senku, who was definitely enjoying himself but seemed bitter at being tied on wins so far.
At some point they had stoked the dying embers of the coals to life again, so by now their ramen was as nice and hot as it had been that morning. Repeating this meal was a little annoying, but it absolutely beat the fish stew by a landslide. Bitter foxtail noodles aside.
Gen served their bowls, rinsed out with rainwater just a while earlier, then sat comfortably to enjoy his meal and unwind from the checkers marathon. Senku was a relentless opponent, having a steep advantage with his mathematical prowess, which made things oh so difficult for Gen. He's hard to read when he's so focused, he only gives me a few seconds to figure out his next move.
"So when the hell did you make the board?" Senku tries to ask casually.
"Sorry, I can't reveal trade secrets so easily," Gen says, slurping his noodles. "Try speaking to my manager first. If she drafts up a contract then maybe we can talk."
"There's no legally binding contracts anymore," Senku says, sipping his broth. "No law to hold any of it up, no paper to draft it on."
"God you're right, not even your marriage had any legal grounds beyond 'I do'."
"Those weren't the exact words," Senku corrects, and Gen can only imagine the look on Ruri's face the day of the village games. "Besides, it didn't last long. Divorce rates are high when you have a war to win."
"My my, Senku-chan! The stone world's first divorced high schooler turned chief! Oh the scandals that would have brought in the old world!" They both laugh at the ridiculousness of it all. "It would have made a eatgray headline at least!"
"A cheap one, maybe."
"Oh absolutely," Gen agrees. "My manager ate that kind of thing up."
"She sounds like the kind of person Tsukasa hates."
" I'm the kind of person Tsukasa-chan hates and he still revived me!"
"God, yea, I dunno how he thought that was a good idea."
"We'll have to ask him one day," Gen says, both of them snickering.
"Your manager, did Tsukasa....?"
"I have no idea," Gen laments, filling in the blanks of Senku's rather loaded question. "We were in the same building when we were petrified, but I don't even know how Tsukasa-chan found me. She's not that old, so all I can hope is that he overlooked her."
"We'll bring her back one day," Senku says with the same conviction that he declares all of humanity will be saved. Gen doesn't doubt it one bit.
"But we have to defeat Tsukasa-chan first."
"But we have to defeat Tsukasa first," Senku agrees. Neither of them sound bitter, thankfully.
"Oh actually, speaking of Tsukasa-chan," Gen says, scooping some vegetables into his mouth. "You asked me how we met, but I don't recall if you ever mentioned how you two met? He certainly didn't talk about it beyond telling everyone he killed you."
"Ah, yea. It wasn't that great," Senku's face scrunches up remembering the incident. "Taiju and I got attacked by lions when we were about to revive Yuzuriha, and Tsukasa happened to be nearby. Taiju recognized him from TV, so we took a gamble that he could protect us."
"Wow your bad luck is so much orseway than I expected," Gen deadpans, earning himself a glare.
"This once I can't disagree with you."
"Remind me never to side with you on games of chance."
"Remind me never to fucking play games of chance ever again."
"Noted! I'll hold you to those words!"
Senku laughs, no regret in his tone. Although he knows Senku must have his grievances about Tsukasa, he also knows Senku isn't the type to dwell too long on the past. Whatever happened then is irreversible. What's ahead of them matters far more.
"Up for another round?" Senku asks as they finish up lunch. Gen can see the drive for another win in his eyes, clearly enthralled by the challenge of a true opponent.
"Oh you're on, Senku-chan!~"
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Gen has pulled ahead of Senku enough for him to wonder if the mentalist is cheating. Or am I just losing my touch? They're at twenty-three to twenty-nine, and he's actually starting to get annoyed. Can't see any opportunities for Gen to cheat, eyes glued to the checker board while he calculates the probability that the mentalist is pulling a fast one on him.
It's when they get to thirty-nine to fifty-two several long hours later that Senku actually snaps. How the fuck is he beating me-
"I didn't expect to get so far ahead," Gen says, expression still calm, a vast difference to Senku who's practically fuming. "Maybe we should take a eakbray. You need it, Senku-chan."
"No the fuck I don't," Senku all but growls.
"If you say so," Gen says with a hint of pity. He wins again. And Senku sees red.
The board and game pieces go flying before he realizes that he swatted it off the floor in his frustration. Anger boils under his skin at his impulsive reaction. At Gen's alarmed face.
Fuck-
"Oi, Senk-" neither of them had noticed Kohaku coming up the ladder, or had heard the door to the shed open. Well, if Gen had he didn't say it. But it's too late to play off his tantrum when one of the stone game pieces that went flying ricochets off a pot and smacks Kohaku square in the face.
He and Gen both freeze. It all happened in less than five seconds, but in no time at all Kohaku has him in a choke hold. Her fist comes down hard on his head and he immediately wishes it was the straw pillow Gen had attacked him with the previous night.
"What the fuck was that for huh?!"
"It was an accident, Kohaku! An accident!" Gen immediately jumps to hold her back, grabbing her arms to try to shake her off. But despite being a hair stronger than Senku, Gen is nowhere near as strong as Kohaku, so his attempt is futile.
"It was really an accident," Senku chokes out, trying to keep her arms from restricting his airway, head already throbbing from the blow to his skull. "Get off, lioness!"
Senku immediately remembers why he needed Gen in the village as soon as possible. His words always betray him, too harsh and unfiltered. His mistake is made obvious when Kohaku swings her fist down again, right on top of the already forming lump from her first punch.
" I'm not a lioness! "
It takes a while for Gen to calm Kohaku down, but he manages to get her to let go of him eventually. Senku nurses a newfound headache while the mentalist checks the scratch on Kohaku's forehead, first aid kit coming in handy way too many times lately. Technically this is Gen's fault, he's the one who made the checker board-
"This was not my fault," Gen says, shooting Senku a glare. Through the haze of the headache he can't tell if he had blamed Gen out loud or not. "You're the one who's too competitive, Senku-chan."
"What were you two doing anyway? Some new invention?" Kohaku asks, sitting patiently still while Gen cleans the scratch on her face, her own rain cloak long discarded on a hook. If it was Senku patching her up she'd be squirming for him to hurry up and finish already.
"We were playing checkers," Gen explains, using his free hand to gently tip Kohaku's chin up while he inspects the cut. "It's a popular game from the old world. However our scientist over there got a little too frustrated because I was winning."
"Ha! It seems there's many things you're not good at, Senku! So far science is your only strength if a silly game got you that worked up!" Kohaku laughs as Gen finishes and puts away the first aid kit. Senku can't argue with her. Too irritated to.
"You must have been cheating," Senku groans, even though he knows the odds are slim to none.
"I guarantee you I wasn't cheating, Senku-chan, you're just a sore loser."
"How is it played?" Kohaku asks, curiosity wide on her face.
"I can teach you, if you'd like," Gen tells her, and Senku hears the patient tone the mentalist uses for the villagers every time he explains something new. Kohaku nods eagerly, so Gen retrieves the board from where it landed, then the fallen stones. Senku quietly passes him some that fell closer to where he's sitting, head still pounding.
He watches Gen set up the board in between himself and Kohaku, arranging the pieces and beginning to explain the rules to her. It strikes him that Gen would make an excellent teacher for the villagers. He's already done great at explaining different modern concepts to them, having more patience than Senku and better skill at simplifying terms without leaving out important details.
In the timespan Senku was alone with the village, the only modern human they'd ever met, he had been bombarded with curious inquiries left and right. Most of them coming from Chrome, Suika, Kohaku, and Kaseki. While Senku thrived knowing his allies were so interested in the old world, was beyond excited to reintroduce everything that was long lost, keeping up with their questions while trying to stay focused on what needed to get done was hell.
Gen made it look so easy.
Senku leans back to observe how Gen teaches while he sits with his slowly dwindling headache. His method is solid, praising Kohaku verbally each time she understood a rule or moved a piece correctly, without babying her. Giving her time to figure it out on her own when she gets stuck, without rushing her. Each of her questions is answered with tact, even if she has to ask multiple times. Soon enough they complete a full round where she wins without Gen having to coach each of her moves. He can tell the mentalist let her win, if only so she can feel the satisfaction of understanding the game mechanics without coming out of it defeated. But Kohaku looks happy, satisfied, and Senku knows that's exactly the high note Gen wanted to end the lesson on.
He was definitely going places in the old world. But that ambition isn't gone. If anything it seems multiplied by the high stakes we're up against. That's to our advantage.
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In all honesty, teaching Kohaku how to play checkers is fun. She's a very willing student, and her sharp eye for details makes it easy for her to notice patterns in moves once she has a solid understanding of the rules. Gen can feel Senku assessing his teaching methods, and is sure it'll come back to bite him somehow, but for now he doesn't mind. It's a sound way to pass the time and a decent opportunity to get on the villagers' good side. They still don't completely trust him, which is understandable. He is a liar and a proud turncoat after all.
Kohaku has calmed down considerably from the incident with Senku earlier, and he can tell Senku's headache is long gone, the lines of his forehead no longer creased. The evening is spent relatively relaxed, something he knows Senku and Kohaku both need. These two desperately need to unwind before another big day rolls around.
It's when they stop for dinner, Gen serving his own in a cup that previously housed water to leave Kohaku one of the two bowls, that he thinks to ask if she ever visited Chrome and Kaseki.
"I tried to," she says, gratefully accepting her serving of ramen. "Chrome wouldn't let me get close enough to see what they're up to."
"Of course not," Gen laments. From what little he knew of Chrome he understood there was a bit of a one sided rivalry to best Senku in science, as impossible as that seemed. He does wonder why Kohaku didn't force her way past Chrome, but she must have her reason. "Do they at least have shelter?"
"Yes, they'll weather the storm just fine, of that I'm confident."
"Whatever it is better be worth all this trouble," Senku grumbles as he accepts the other bowl from Gen.
"I'm sure they wouldn't be out there in the storm if it wasn't," Gen reassures him. The three settle down to eat peacefully, not for the first time allowing the rain to fill in the silence.
After a few more games of checkers against Kohaku, and one where Senku challenged her that almost ended with the board flying again, the trio gets ready to sleep. Kohaku takes Chrome's bed roll and settles in by one of the shelves, Senku against the other, leaving Gen wedged in the middle closest to the coals.
Normally Chrome took the middle, eventually rolling into Senku's personal space, leaving the poor scientist to fend him off come morning. Gen had so far avoided being pulled in by Chrome's overbearing snuggly embrace and was deeply glad for it. But sleeping between Senku and Kohaku had a different feeling altogether.
Being this close to either of them can't be good for me Gen contemplates, peeking out from his pelt to see Senku is already fast asleep, and Kohaku is just about to nod off. Not after how I reacted when Kohaku caught me when I fell....or the tickle fight with Senku-chan....
He feels a blush creep up his cheeks and is glad neither member of the hut will be able to see it. I'm just lonely. It's only natural. There wasn't exactly anyone at the empire I felt safe around, I was constantly on edge all those months. Now that I'm somewhere I can relax it's only to be expected I'm touch deprived and it's catching up with me.
Gen didn't exactly consider himself cuddly, didn't have anyone in the old world he felt emotionally close enough to for frequent contact, but he was still a touchy person by nature. Grazing hands, an arm over a shoulder, grabbing someone's elbow while walking. Sure, half the time he was using these small touches to amplify his friendliness for ulterior means. But they were still satisfying, like microdosing on the benefits of real connections.
It was a tad pathetic, and he knew as much, but each individual has different needs when it comes to skinship and he was no exception.
Gen wasn't a stranger to relationships necessarily, be they platonic or romantic. There had been people who were friends without actually being friends, the occasional lover, and even clingy fans that filled a gap in his usual life. Names and faces he hardly remembers, but enough contact - without becoming too close - to fulfil the desire for company. He's aware it isn't an ideal way to live. Once upon a time he was simply too busy for connections that ran any deeper.
Or so he told himself.
Habits die hard, especially after a lifetime of building those high barricades. But those times are long gone, and although humanity is barely scraping by as it is, there's promise of a new future should they win this war against Tsukasa. Gen isn't sure if he would ever truly allow himself to become too invested in one person, isn't sure he's capable of dismantling the careful walls he's built around himself to consider it worthwhile. Yet the future is full of uncertainty, singing promise of a better world where anything is possible. Even for someone like Gen.
Despite his undeniable fascination with the human mind, has always preferred to hold others at a distance. I'm self aware enough to know it's damaging to my mental health and wellbeing in the grand scheme of things, but I have as much control over that as I do the weather.
It's not like he hadn't tried, he had been in quite a few relationships. But eventually Gen would grow bored of being able to predict his partners every move. Would find himself shutting away the parts of himself that made him feel vulnerable and exposed. Became exhausted from trying to be the version of himself the other person projected onto him.
It was like a curse.
At some point Gen had speculated he might be on the aromantic spectrum. Was somewhat comforted by the idea. But eventually he realized that it was easy for him to become romantically attracted to others, he was just too protective of himself to allow those people in. His knowledge of psychology was a double edged sword - Gen understood analyzing himself was futile and he should probably see a professional, but he simply disliked the idea of someone dissecting his mind the way he did to others.
So he settled for infatuations he never acted on. Didn't let himself get close enough to the other person for his own feelings to deepen, and if they did he simply coped with getting over it one way or another. If someone happened to catch feelings for him in the process, he knew how to let people down gently. Or not so gently if the situation called for it.
Gen spared another glance over at the finally dozing Kohaku. She was absolutely someone he could easily fall for. Kindhearted, bold, and incredibly true to herself. Not to mention strong. Just the memory of when she caught him was enough to make him squirm. But she was also beautiful. Not just physically, although that was undeniable no matter how often Chrome insulted her. No, her spirit was pure and bright. He hadn't known her for long but he could tell so much about her already, she was practically an open book.
Unfortunately that was part of the problem.
Kohaku deserved an equal. And someone who can always predict your every move, who will inevitably tire of reading your actions, through no fault of your own, is no equal.
Still, a small part of Gen hadn't totally given up on the prospect of romance. A part of himself that tried to look ahead at the distant future. In his old life he figured one day he might meet his own equal. That one day, when he was older and wiser, wrinkles forming around his eyes, he would give in to the horrifying temptation of being known.
He was kind of self sabotaging by shutting people out so easily, but to him an equal would be someone who could understand him the way he understood them. He wasn't pessimistic enough to think someone like that didn't exist. There were seven billion people on earth, cast in stone or not. It wasn't impossible, and Gen prided himself on making the impossible believable. On blending the line between reality and fiction.
He's a magician at his core.
And the most selfish man on earth.
When Gen finally falls asleep he dreams of a desert oasis where sparkling red rubies replaced any drop of water.
Notes:
This is the longest chapter by far, I struggled a bit but I really enjoyed writing it. Thanks for the ongoing support ♡
Chapter 10: Cheating minds
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Morning gives way to more bad weather, hard rain rhythmic against the shed roof, something that makes Senku blister with annoyance. A less practical part of him that he usually ignores is starting to believe Gen is right. His luck is trash.
Kohaku and Gen wake up not that long after him, and after changing the mentalist's bandage breakfast is eaten mostly in silence. Kohaku sticks around for another hour before declaring she's going back to the village to check on Ruri and Suika. She disappears into the rain as swiftly as she had arrived the night before.
"What do you think they do to pass the imetay?" Gen ponders out loud. He looks about as bored as Senku feels.
"Tell the hundred stories I guess? Or get seasonal tasks that can be done indoors tackled," he speculates. Senku hadn't exactly spent much time with the village itself yet. Most of his time was occupied out here at the lab. Not that it was much different from how he spent his days in the old world. Always busy, always something that had to get done.
"Nap," Gen says quietly, and Senku can't tell if he's adding to the list or expressing his own desire.
"Yea," is his only reply.
The rain pouring outside isn't as intense as it had been the day before, and there's the occasional ray of light peeking through, but it's still too bad to actually go outside and do much of anything. The ground will be too muddy even when the rain finally leaves, whenever that will be. If it even lets up today.
A minute of silence is broken by Gen sighing, something Senku noticed the mentalist does a lot. "Care for a few more rounds of checkers? If you can keep a level head this time, that is."
"Yea sure, whatever," Senku says, refusing to actually acknowledge his pathetic tantrum from the previous day. He doesn't have the energy to get that worked up again anyway. The past two and a half weeks of nonstop work since the village games, since curing Ruri and Gen's warning of an attack, feel like they're finally catching up to him. His muscles are sore, body worn out. Even his mind feels slower.
Gen gets the board and game pieces from the shelf he had left it on the night before, and they play silently for a while. This time Senku is more patient with his choice in moves, more calculating, trying to find patterns in the way the other man plays in hopes he can find ways to circumvent the traps set up for him. Yet Gen is still quick to act, as if his snap decisions as soon as Senku finishes playing his moves really are reflex. It's not as alarming now as it had been yesterday, but Senku is still very much impressed. Predicting Gen's moves using logic when the mentalist is defying all things logical feels almost impossible.
Almost.
Gen is much smarter than Senku had given him credit for. More cunning, with a mind that's suited for strategy, than he expected. Senku knew from the moment they met that Gen was an intelligent person under all that flashy unnecessary bullshit, but he had no way of knowing how far that really extended. He thinks that maybe this is how Gen prefers it - that people underestimate him so they don't see he's twelve steps ahead, rapidly leaving his opponent in the dust. Wouldn't be surprised if, by the time they call playing checkers quits for the day, Gen has beaten him by a ridiculously huge margin yet again.
Still, losing sucks. Especially at games where logic should reign supreme, not whatever the fuck Gen is doing. So it's not like Senku doesn't put effort into the game, no, he does want to win. He just knows by now that Gen is better at this than him. His math is flawless yet the mentalist has proven that doesn't mean shit to him. It's genuinely fascinating yet downright annoying.
He has to wonder how on God's green fucking earth Tsukasa believed a word that came out of Gen's mouth the entire time he was at the empire. Tsukasa was no fool, he was smart in his own ways. He should have been able to see Gen wasn't an honest man by any means. Even Kohaku had picked up on that right away, calling Gen's words light as a feather. Yet Tsukasa became an easy pawn blinded by ambition, dancing on Gen's strings, falling infinite steps behind in the mentalist's twisted dance.
Was Tsukasa that desperate to make sure I was dead? I know without a millimeter of doubt that Taiju and Yuzuriha did everything they could to make my death seem believable. Not like it mattered now. The secret was out and Gen was on his side. The mentalist had made his choice, just like he and his friends had. Had reassured Senku of it several times already. So why am I so worried about this?
Senku had gotten distracted, too wrapped up in his mostly irrelevant thoughts, to notice something is different on the board. It's not until he goes to make his next move, already setting down his black game piece, that he realizes his mistake. He's fallen into whatever trap Gen set up. The mentalist immediately moves his own white stone, claiming a smooth victory.
"Hey- hey wait- hold on-"
"Cat got your tongue Senku-chan?~"
"You fucking cheater!" Senku accuses, realizing Gen snuck away with stealing an extra black stone to set up Senku's move that assured the mentalist's easy win.
"What a bold accusationyay!" Gen's face holds on to a sweet smile that would smooth over anyone else's doubts. But Senku isn't that gullible.
"You stole one of my fucking pieces!" Senku knows it. Knows he has no evidence to prove it beyond just speculation. The pile of black stones beside the board gives no indication of anything amiss.
"Did you see it with your own eyes? Or are you just imagining things?~"
" Mentalist!"
"I have no idea what you're talking about, Senku-chan!" Gen breaks out his iconic grin, the true face of a liar, sweet smile tossed aside like it's suddenly useless. He draws out his words, long sounds punctuating his deceit. "Can you prove anything? If you can't, who says you didn't imagine it?~"
"Gen you son of a bitch," Senku's laugh comes out dark and bitter. "Trying to one up me by cheating when you're already ahead, that's fucking low!"
"I assure you I've done no uchsay thing," Gen insists, but his sly face says otherwise and Senku knows that in itself is another trap. Knows by now what Gen looks like when he's stringing along a lie as long as he can. Knows he can't resist falling for it.
"Don't play dumb with me!"
"Fine, fine," Gen concedes with a dismissive wave of his hand. Senku has no way of anticipating his next words. "Show me how I did it. Use your science skills to prove me wrong.~"
It's bait hand crafted just for him and Senku knows it. Knows he shouldn't bite, shouldn't want to bite. Yet it's irresistible. He's never been immune to temptation.
"You're the one who asked for it. Get excited, mentalist!" Senku smirks, fiery excitement washing away the ache and exhaustion he's been feeling since morning. Thinks maybe this is exactly what the mentalist wanted to happen.
Gen has me on strings too.
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If he's being honest Gen hadn't intended to start cheating at their game. He was, as Senku had pointed out, far ahead in wins. Which is exactly why he made the spontaneous decision to catch Senku off guard. Sure, playing against the genius scientist was fun. And keeping Senku entertained was part of his plan. But it got boring after a while.
Unfortunately boredom is something Gen has spent a lot of his years on earth trying to combat, and that applied to all areas of life, not just interpersonal relationships. So the continued wins, combined with the dreary weather outside that had turned from soothing to just plain annoying, pushed him to make a decision he was rather fond of.
Cheating at life.
Senku thankfully made for an enjoyable target, even if the tricks were as cheap as stealing a stone off the board. Because Gen knew this was someone who liked to get to the truth of things. There was always a skeptic or two in the audience during his magic shows and Gen especially enjoyed toying with them.
Sometimes he just aimed to leave them bamboozled, glued to their seat in shock and awe. But other times his goal was a little more complex. Play out the trick in such a way that tempted the skeptics to figure out how he did it. Sometimes they solved it and boasted as much, yet often enough he succeeded in leaving them frazzled with no solid answers.
No proof that actual magic wasn't unfolding in front of them.
Senku however fell into a rather unusual category. He would want to solve it, absolutely. But not to brag, no. His desire came directly from his need to break down everything around him to the finite mechanics, ever the scientist. Even when it came to magic.
Senku pauses a moment to think and Gen immediately knows he's fucked when red eyes meet his with a smirk. My ruse is up.
"You used your coat sleeve to shield the piece you planned to steal, while playing your move like normal, skipping a space with the stone you were moving. Then you used sleight of hand to pick up the stone you skipped over and slip it up your sleeve until you could drop it back in the pile while I was distracted taking my turn," Senku explains with confidence. Enough confidence for Gen to realize Senku wouldn't be satisfied with solving his magic with logic just this once. Which is exactly what he wants.
"Ongratulationscay, Senku-chan, you've mastered deciphering basic sleight of hand," Gen applauds mockingly. If he thinks that's all I've got he's sorely mistaken. Gen thinks that, but he knows he's wrong. Senku is the type that's never satisfied until he has a total understanding of whatever topic piqued his interest. And I'm the only magician in this stone age. "However! You're wrong!~"
"I'm wrong?! There's no fucking way, I'm ten billion percent correct," Senku insists, pinning him with a sharp glare.
"Sometimes with magic the most obvious answer is correct. But sometimes that answer is only what I want you to see," Gen explains, holding up his open palms to reveal a lump between the layers of one of his bandages.
"You hid the stolen one there?!"
"Ah ah! Not so fast, Senku-chan! Check the pile," Gen points to the black stones he had acquired from Senku through the match. Senku begrudgingly counts them all by hand even though he doesn't have to, turning each over in his hand as if looking for something Gen could have tampered with. He finds nothing. So Gen takes out the one hidden within his bandages.
It's white.
"What the fuck- you didn't actually steal anything did you?!" Senku laughs, amazement bright in his eyes.
"You only see what I want you to see, Senku-chan. You'd be amazedyay what misdirection and the power of suggestion can do," Gen answers simply, setting the stone game piece on the board. Senku's expression is one he never wants to forget lest his tricks ever stop impressing the scientist, which was surely inevitable.
"You sneaky bastard," Senku snorts, running his hands through his hair as if to shake Gen from seeing his thoughts. "How the fuck then? How did you get me to play the move you wanted so you could pull this off? There's no way you could have predicted I would even follow."
"Oh, come on now. I'm not gonna tell you that."
"Mentalist-"
"Nope!" Gen holds a hand out to shut Senku up. "You can try to figure it out all you want, I'm not going to tell you myself. A magician never reveals his secrets.~"
___
Senku chalks it up to exhaustion. There's no other way he could have fallen for Gen's trick. Absolutely not. And well, okay, Senku's not good at lying, never has been. Not even to himself. I walked right into that just like Gen wanted me to.
Watching the mentalist sit back with a smirk he can only describe as taunting gives Senku an idea. He wants to see more. Is desperate to. Gen loves having an audience. All I have to do is give him one.
"Do it again," he says, challenging Gen in a way that he knows the other man can't turn down. If Senku isn't immune to temptation, Gen can't be either. That's one of the flaws of being human.
"Do what-"
"Do it again, mentalist," Senku repeats sternly. " Cheat. "
Gen's features change slowly from mild confusion to the scheming face that's growing on him by the day. "If you insist.~"
It's an invitation Senku knows he might regret one day - but he isn't the type to live in the past and there's no better way to keep Gen on his toes than this. I'll figure out how he's doing this one way or another. There isn't anything logic can't solve. Ten billion percent I'll figure it out.
He watches Gen reset the board, and the next game begins like normal. Not a word is said between them, air tense. Or maybe Senku is imagining it. Either way, he's more excited than he expected to be and if he isn't careful that'll backfire tremendously on him. As if it hasn't happened already.
He almost misses it when Gen suppresses a sneeze into his coat sleeve. The sound is high pitched and softer than expected despite being muffled by the fabric. If he was anyone else he may have called it cute. Maybe. "Hey now, don't go getting sick on me, mentalist."
"I wouldn't eamdray of it," Gen sniffles. For a second he's worried maybe the hut hasn't been warm enough, that the rainy weather is catching up on them. Then he realizes-
"Oi! You actually slipped one up your sleeve this time!" Senku says, leaning over the board to grab Gen's wrist. He faintly notices it's thin and bony. Tries not to dwell on it.
"I did not!" Gen pulls his wrist out of Senku's weak grasp, then holds his sleeve open to show there's nothing unusual there. His mysterious bags of god knows what, yea, but Senku can see they're all knotted tightly shut.
Senku sits back with a huff, mad at himself for reacting so suddenly. He has to think this through better if he wants to catch the mentalist red handed. But when he looks back down at the board something feels off.
It's not until he plays his next move that he sees Gen has swapped some of Senku's black stones with some of his own white ones, completely throwing off the pattern of the moveset Senku had planned. "Gen you fucking bastard-"
"What did I do now Senku-chan?~" Gen's eyes say it all, blue darker like the storm outside, but his voice is as sweet as usual. Senku isn't particularly fond of sweets.
"You know what you did," Senku says as he points out all the changes Gen made to the board. When and how is another story altogether. The sneeze was a distraction wasn't it?
"Fine, fine, you caught me," Gen admits with a deflated look that only comes off as half genuine.
Senku resets the board himself this time, not trusting Gen to. The mentalist takes advantage of any opportunity put in front of him, no matter how small. If I let him keep getting away with this I fucking swear I'll- Well, he's not sure what he'll do. Senku can only do so much to annoy Gen without totally alienating him. This is someone he can't genuinely piss off, the consequences of that are something he doesn't even want to consider. If he messes things up with the mentalist there's no regaining that relationship he's desperately relying on to win the war.
He knows it would be bad, but he doesn't exactly have Gen's silver tongue. He fucks up all the time, even when he tries not to stick his foot in his mouth. Words have never been his strong suit.
"You can't outsmart logic with magic tricks," Senku says with confidence he doesn't really have right now. Gen is staying on par with him and it's frustrating. He's never met someone he could genuinely go toe to toe with like this. Some have come close, but this is on a whole different level.
"Magic can do anything," Gen says with confidence that's definitely real. He makes the first move this time, and for a while the game goes normally. He's a little on edge and anxious for something to happen, but Gen shows no indication of plotting anything to cheat that Senku can pick up on.
Then Gen sneezes again, harder this time, covering his face with both hands. It makes Senku jump nearly out of his skin. But he's already suspicious from the first time. Unless he really is getting sick-
"Forgive me, Senku-chan," Gen says apologetically, sniffling as he had last time. "It seems the eatherway has me a little under today."
"Hey now, if you're actually feeling like you're going to get sick you have to tell me," Senku warns. That's the last thing they need right now. The season is bound to give way to illness, it's unavoidable, but it's less than ideal.
"Don't worry Senku-chan, I just feel a little worn out," Gen answers as he shrugs his coat a little tighter around his body. Senku gives him a worried look that Gen waves away, so they continue the game.
He's so busy thinking of what types of natural remedies he can throw together for the mentalist or anyone else who might come out of this storm sick, too little time to spend on much else unless it's absolutely necessary like the cure all had been for Ruri, to realize what's happening in front of him until they're already some lengthy moves into the round. Once again his observation skills have failed him. And frankly it's embarrassing.
"Gen you-" Senku has finally realized there's several stones missing from the board, both his own and Gen's. "What did you fucking do this time?!"
Gen just chuckles as if he hadn't been using Senku's concern about the weather getting him sick against him. Like the devious bat bastard Kohaku has started to call him lately. "Whatever do you mean, Senku-chan? I'm innocent!~"
"Spit it out, mentalist, I know you stole more pieces!" He points at the board then at Gen, who bats his eyes cutely at Senku as if that'll prove he hasn't cheated once again. Senku did tell him to do it, but he didn't expect it would be this difficult.
Another thing Senku definitely doesn't expect at all is for Gen to open his mouth, the four black and white stones tumbling out into his palm. " What the fuck?! Gen what the hell?! "
Gen just bursts out laughing as if Senku isn't staring at him like he grew a second head. "Oh what I wouldn't do for a camera to capture your expression, Senku-chan! It's implysay marvelous!~"
"Why did you- how did- you ate the fucking pieces?! " Senku kinda wishes he could see his own face, it has to be as ridiculous as it feels. Somehow it can't be nearly as ridiculous as the trick Gen just pulled. Can it?
"I couldn't resist! This game was just too tempting!~"
"Gen don't just fucking eat rocks!" Senku scolds him but it sounds so outlandish when he says it out loud that he can't stop himself from laughing at it all.
"I didn't actually eat them, I'm not a child!"
"When the hell? The sneezing?" Senku manages after a minute. "You had me worried!"
"Aw how sweet," Gen coos, wiping his saliva off his hands and mouth on a handkerchief that came out of nowhere, then wrapping the stones he spit out in it. "Worrying about lil old me.~"
"You have issues," Senku retorts blankly.
"I never said I didn't," the mentalist replies cheerfully.
He's so fucking ridiculous.
The rest of the afternoon is spent trying to solve more and more of Gen's antics, each one more outlandish than the last. At one point he replaces Senku's stones with flower buds in a swift flourish, and he can't really figure out how Gen got ahold of fresh buds in the middle of a storm. Another time he makes all the game pieces disappear with a handkerchief, rendering the round unplayable. Senku has all but given up actually trying to solve anything by the time Gen tips his head to the side and the missing stones tumble out of his ear.
"If I had a deck of cards you'd be entirely out of your depth," Gen says forlornly. The checker board has long been pushed aside, along with it the remnants of ramen that had been just enough for lunch, in favor of simply watching Gen perform small tricks with the game pieces and the assorted mystery items he keeps in his coat. Senku hasn't been able to stop laughing at how silly it all is. He feels like a kid at a sleepover, has for the past two days.
"You're gonna have to wait till we actually make paper. And even then there's no telling if we can spare the material," Senku points out. Though he does file away the idea for later.
"What's the ointpay of paper if you don't-" Gen cuts himself off, head tipped as if listening to something-
"The rain stopped!" they say in unison. Senku stands to open the door, the light of a clear sky streaming into the shed.
"Looks like our day is just getting started, mentalist."
Notes:
Chapter 11 will be up once 12 is complete! ♡
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Chapter 11: Evasive
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Gen reluctantly follows Senku out of the shed, leaving behind the comfort of the dimly lit space. The sun is high in the sky but there's still enough hours of light left to get something done. So of course Senku is going to want to take advantage of that.
The scientist makes a beeline for the lab, so Gen stays on his tail, minding his step for any puddles that might have formed. He looks up at the lab roof as they get closer, disappointed to see the nets full of wet plants clumped together in a soppy mess. He has new scars and absolutely nothing to show for his effort.
"Don't sweat it, mentalist," Senku reassures as he looks at Gen over his shoulder. "We can start over."
"That's exactlyyay what I didn't want to do, Senku-chan," he whines, following Senku into the lab.
The entryway is a bit muddy but the lab didn't suffer any damage. He wonders why there's no door, just the heavy pelt curtain Senku has him tie so they'll stay open, but decides to save the thought for later. Senku is already reaching for the shelves and he can feel a new workload creeping up on him.
"What will we do today, Senku-chan?"
"We're gonna pick up where we left off," Senku says as he passes Gen a small stack of neatly organized hides and a charcoal pencil. "We finished organizing but I need everything logged. Now that the storm has passed, Chrome and Kaseki could be back any minute, and I need the lab ready so we can get to work right away."
Gen takes the stack, flipping through them. It's full of neat columns detailing all the items in the lab, scrawled out in Senku's nearly illegible handwriting. It's cramped and small, strokes quick with little care. Gen has to squint to decipher some of it. He can feel Senku watching him.
"....You can't read it can you?"
"Oh, I can read it. It's just god awfulyay," Gen answers, looking back up to meet Senku's annoyance. He detects a hint of bashfulness. It's unexpected. First the hair, now this.
"Your insults know no end," Senku rolls his eyes, then gestures to the wall with mostly empty glassware and assorted materials. "Log that side, write down what it is then just jot down the-"
"The amount and the shelf number, and then update stuff already in here too, right?" Gen interrupts, amused by the surprise on Senku's face as he nods. "Sounds easy enough."
"If you don't know what something is just ask," Senku says, picking up a similar stack of hides as he turns to the other wall of shelving.
They work quietly for a while, the task easy enough. Gen finds himself having to ask what something is quite a few times, but otherwise it's slow and steady. He's still lamenting the failed attempt at drying the plants, knowing he'll have to climb up there to clean it up and start over, but at least it's a task for the next day.
Gen can't help but hum as he works, it's just a habit that doubles as a way of setting the pace, and like the previous times Senku has already fallen in step with his movements. Only this time there's no complaint, no pointing out how obvious the beats per minute are. He's beginning to enjoy spending time quietly like this with Senku despite the menial work.
Gen is ever the opportunist however, and since Senku has his back turned, busy handling chemicals that are most likely hazardous, now is the perfect time to restock his personal stash of materials. He only takes a few things he knows he can put to good use, careful to adjust the numbers in the log accordingly.
Unlike Chrome, who will probably complain at some of his materials being taken but not do more than put up a fuss, Senku is likely to punish him somehow should he notice something is missing. Getting on Senku's bad side isn't ideal, so he has to be extra careful. Especially when it comes to numbers, the scientist's specialty.
Gen has a plan, one that will rely on the paper working, but doesn't seem particularly impossible given the limited tools he has to work with. He made a checker board in an hour. This will take more time, but he's more resourceful than people think. The fake blood bags had surprised everyone, hadn't they?
As long as I can think of a selfish enough excuse again this should be smooth sailing.
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A few hours roll by uneventfully, the sound of steady work filling the calm of the lab. Gen is humming and for once he's glad for it, too tired to talk. Senku wouldn't consider himself chatty, more of a listener, but right now he doesn't have the energy to even do that much.
Despite getting ample rest thanks to the storm, he's still pretty worn out. Gen's tricks and their games helped his mind unwind but the few days of inactivity weren't enough for his body to catch up. So when Suika rolls in to let them know dinner will be brought out to them come sundown, he's thankful Gen is the one who talks to her.
Suika sticks around for a while, asking Gen a slew of questions about the implements on the wall he's taking inventory of. The mentalist does a pretty decent job of explaining things to the girl despite having basically no scientific knowledge. It's more helpful for Senku than he wants to admit, and will probably have to find a way to compensate Gen for this eventually.
It isn't till Suika leaves for the village again that Senku realizes something he should have months ago, when Gen first poked his head around the day they first served his infamous foxtail ramen. Something that quickly became so normal for Senku that he didn't question it anymore. Something that would - should - be a problem for someone from the modern world. Language.
It stands to reason that after three thousand and seven hundred plus years language would evolve far beyond modern Japanese. Especially considering these people were descendants of the members of the Internal Space Station. Who, alongside Byakuya's native Japanese, spoke fluent English and Russian.
Then Senku remembers Gen's comment about language evolving not that many days ago, around the campfire with Chrome over dinner. The night Gen reminded him paper is an easy tool to make. He specifically pointed out language evolving in the context of the hundred stories, but the mentalist should have realized as soon as he arrived that first day, when Kohaku had a weapon to his throat, just how much things had changed.
Even Senku had struggled for a moment when he first met Kohaku, worried for a while that communication between them would be impossible. They had fallen into step easily and quickly, but only because Senku already had an ear for English and was able to fill in the linguistic gaps from there. There were hiccups where explaining something gave him a headache, but it was becoming less frequent as he began to understand their language. Gen on the other hand hadn't tripped over his words for a single second.
That was so many long months ago, and Senku hadn't exactly had time to think it over with everything that needed to get done to cure Ruri and win over the villagers. But now that he had the time to think, to analyze what was in front of him- How the fuck is that possible-?
He doesn't realize he stopped moving a while ago, holding a corked beaker and staring blankly at the shelf at eye level. Not until Gen clears his throat from behind him, catching his attention.
"You alrightyay, Senku-chan? Need a break?" Gen asks tentatively, and Senku realizes that every time they've been alone Gen was speaking Japanese. Yet as soon as someone from the village was part of the conversation he switched to the blended language like it was nothing.
"Gen, you speak English don't you?" Senku asks, and it's not really a question. He knows the answer already.
The mentalist looks confused for a second, but nods. "It's my econdsay language. I learned it so I could perform shows in North America."
"Can you read and write it, or only speak it?" Senku had taught himself to read and write it as a kid to better communicate with foreign scientists, but his spoken English was rusty and thick with an accent. It was enough to make things work and that's all that mattered.
"All of the above," Gen replies in flawless English. This fucking bastard.
"Any other languages?"
"A few others, kinda," Gen replies hesitantly, still looking a tad confused by his questions, head tipped as if trying to assess Senku's line of thought. He isn't being direct and it's annoying.
"But not Russian."
"Nope."
"Then tell me, mentalist," Senku questions, crossing his arms. "How the hell did you pick up the villagers' language so quickly?"
Gen sets down the hide he's holding onto the lab table, leaning his hip against it as he'd done a few times before. "Honestly, I'm not sure what you mean."
"Now's not the time for games, Gen."
"No games, Senku-chan. I really don't know how to explain that," Gen holds his hands out in front of him, a bit defensive. "Sure it sounded odd when I first heard it, but I kind of expected it to be different from modern Japanese. I obviously had zero intel to go on when I showed up to spy for Tsukasa-chan, but since he did tell me how long it had been since we were all petrified it was easy enough to assume something would be different about their spoken word."
Senku shakes his head, more at himself than at Gen. Of course the mentalist would know to think of something like that. He's hiding something from Senku, about himself and his knowledge, that he obviously doesn't want to be upfront about. It's irritating yet so interesting, Senku almost doesn't want to pry it out of him.
"That's one thing, but actually understanding them is another. It should have been impossible for you," Senku says, and it's obvious bait he wants Gen to take. They've been playing a strange game of tag lately, but it's Senku's turn to be it.
The mentalist seems to hesitate, an unreadable expression flickering across his features for a moment, but it's gone in no time. Gen fixes him with a look he's never seen on the mentalist's face before. Even his posture changes, back straightening noticeably. Senku doesn't know what it means. "Not impossible. This isn't like a language evolving over the span of several thousand years with outside influence. Picking up loan words and coming into contact with other cultures does more than people realize to change the way a language is used, and eventually it becomes near incomprehensible from its origin. A lot of modern languages changed in just the span of a few hundred years. Written word helps tremendously in understanding structure and evolution, but also has its own effect on how the language can change. But since these people don't have any of those things influencing them, and it's been far longer than just a few centuries, it's obvious that their language evolved slower in this contained environment."
Gen pauses with a sigh and Senku has to remind himself to fucking breathe. He hasn't felt this excited from a conversation in a long time. The checker game was one thing, it required action from both sides - it was a dance. One where Gen was leading, but Senku was still falling in step with. This? This is Gen flexing his knowledge the same way Senku does when he's explaining a scientific theory or experiment. It's raw intellect and talent he hasn't seen in anyone else since he broke out of stone. Not even Tsukasa was at this caliber.
"That slow progression, coupled with the additions of English and Russian when this language was born, gives enough insight to work backwards - or forwards, I guess? - to understand how the sentence structure works," Gen continues. He looks irritated but Senku can't figure out why. "Obviously the meaning of each word is trickier but after understanding each different sound it's not that complicated to piece together. But what do I know? I'm no linguist, so take that with a grain of salt."
"But you didn't know it originated with English and Russian mixed in with modern Japanese. So how could you throw that together so quickly?" Senku probes, feeling like he's poking a sleeping bear with a stick.
"I heard you speaking it," Gen answers as if that makes any sense. "I didn't stop to think about it too hard."
This fucking guy.
"Gen, how could the fuck could that be enough to-" Senku is cut off by a voice coming from the clearing outside.
"Ah, it seems Kohaku needs us," Gen says quickly, ducking out into the sun before Senku can stop him. Ever the escape artist.
Why is he avoiding this?
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Gen thanks his lucky stars for Kohaku's appearance, all too eager to get away from Senku's interrogation. He once again feels like he's said too much, shown too many of his cards. The scientist is eerily good at getting him to talk.
While Gen understood why Senku was fishing for answers about being able to speak the villagers language, he wasn't exactly thrilled to explain himself. He valued his secrecy, and lying to Senku only got him so far. There was something about the scientist's earnestness that weakened his defenses. He had met wholesome, sweet, and kind individuals before but lying to them came easy. This was different.
If I'm not more careful, all of my plans will blow up in my face like one of Senku-chan's experiments gone awry.
"Gen, Senku, we need extra hands at the village," Kohaku explains as he gets closer to where she stands by the fire pit, hands on her hips in a stance that commands attention. Gen has noticed she's good at drawing eyes to her when necessary. "Some of our kanoes came loose from the docks during the storm so we're busy retrieving them. Can you two help with dinner? We're running late."
"Of course, Kohaku! That's easyyay enough," Gen replies before Senku can try to object. He's deeply grateful it's not any hard labor. Without turning to check if Senku is behind him, he follows after Kohaku. Doesn't have to check, the footsteps are unmistakable.
They stop at Chrome's shed to collect the dirty pot and dishes, Kohaku carrying everything back easily even when Gen offers to help her. Her stubbornness is more charming than I'd like to admit. It's actually rather cute.
At the village Kohaku directs them to a hut that smells of fresh vegetables and drying herbs, and unfortunately the oily stench of fish. She leaves them to it, headed to help at the docks. Inside a few of the elderly are working on cooking dinner, a task that's usually divided between whoever is free. Someone beckons him to help chop the fish that's already been scaled and deboned. Gen removes his coat, rolls up his kimono sleeves, and gets to work.
Senku doesn't follow him inside, tasked with tending to the fire pit outside, which he's kind of grateful for. The scientist was a master with chemicals, but if his foxtail ramen is anything to go by he isn't exactly a good cook. At least out there he can't somehow fuck up the stew.
Chatting with the village elders is pleasant. They're easy to talk to, less worried of his untrustworthy nature and more predisposed to say exactly what's on their minds. Gen had been hired to perform at quite a few events where the majority of his audience was many decades older than him. They all loved a pretty face and smooth talker.
If only getting on everyone's good side was that easy.
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As Senku tends to the fire pit beside the hut, he listens to Gen's easy conversations with the elders while they prepare for the stew. He hasn't exactly dropped the topic from earlier, still miffed they got interrupted. But this is an opportunity to observe how Gen handles himself in the village's language now that it clicked how smoothly Gen was managing with something he really shouldn't be this good at this soon.
He's not sure what all they're talking about inside, paying less attention to the context and more to the way it sounds. The inflection in Gen's voice, how he detects no accent. Senku knows his own is thick, and would be embarrassed by the difference if he cared enough.
By the time Gen comes out of the hut carrying skewers of cubed fish, followed by two elderly women holding trays of ingredients, Senku has enough data. Now he just needs to find an opportunity to talk to Gen without the mentalist deflecting or totally leaving the conversation. Considering how good Gen is at changing the topic, it's gonna be difficult.
"How's the fire coming along, Senku-chan?"
"Should be hot enough," he answers as if he doesn't know the near-precise temperature. Gen just smiles, the kind that he wears around the villagers. Senku knows by now that it isn't his real smile. Had seen genuine expressions flicker across the mentalist's face more than once in the past week, whenever they were alone. It leaves a strange feeling in his chest that he can't describe.
He gets distracted helping carry a few things from inside the hut out to the fire, passing them to Gen wordlessly while he stirs ingredients into the massive pots that were already in place. He's not sure who put Gen in charge of actually cooking the stew, remembering how he'd insisted his own cooking wouldn't be much better than Senku's. But the way Gen adds things to the stew as if he knows what he's doing makes him think that might have been another lie. He thinks he sees the mentalist slip something into the stew that hasn't come from the trays, but doesn't stop to question it.
It's getting difficult keeping track of what's a lie and what's the truth. Gen doesn't show his hand easily, cards held close to his chest. I can't blame him for that....but sometimes it makes things unnecessarily complicated....
Finished bringing stuff out to the fire, Senku focuses on washing the earthenware and utensils in a bassinet inside the hut. He can see Gen through a window, and can hear him still chatting with the elders. He has insisted on taking over stirring all of the stew pots to allow the elderly women to rest, and it strikes Senku how odd Gen looks with his sleeves rolled up.
He had seen Gen shirtless. When he was attacked by Magma, then when he was trying to inspect the scar on his abdomen a few nights ago. Had touched his sides during their childish fight like it was nothing. The memory makes Senku feel....well, he doesn't know how to describe it. Yet somehow Gen with just his arms exposed, with other people around to see, seems different. Not a good different.
Why am I even thinking about this? Why do I fucking care-
"Fuck-" he whispers. A bowl had slipped out of his grasp and shattered against the edge of the bassinet, sharp shard cutting his hand between his thumb and forefinger. He applies pressure to it with a rag, cursing himself for being so clumsy. Cursing Gen for taking over his thoughts.
No one else is in the hut with him anymore, so Senku looks for a first aid kit on his tool belt to patch himself up so he can continue working. He makes a mental note to prepare more of them and distribute them to every hut before winter rolls in. They're essential, even if they are a bit scarce.
Once he's bandaged up he realizes it wouldn't exactly be sanitary to finish cleaning the earthenware without gloves. Of which there aren't any in the hut. He sighs the kind of sigh he keeps hearing from Gen as he discards the broken pieces. Rubber gloves are out of the question, something he hopes he'll be able to make one day should the right resources turn up. He'll have to make some with hide for the people who usually cook, like the kind he uses at the lab. Thick and sturdy, leather that becomes pliable with time.
"Psst, Senku-chan, there's a pair in my coat," Gen gets his attention from the other side of the window, making him jump. He didn't realize he was being watched.
"T-Thanks...." he manages to stutter out, more awkwardly than he'd like. Gen just gives him a thumbs up then returns his attention to the stew pots. As he turns to find the mentalist's coat on a hook by the door he wonders when the hell Gen got ahold of gloves from the lab. Oh that bastard, when we were taking inventory. What else did he take?
Senku opens the coat and finds the gloves easily in a hidden pocket. He's tempted to inspect the mysterious sealed bags, curious what Gen might have taken from the lab, but decides against it. It feels like crossing a line. Too intimate. He slips on the gloves and returns to the bassinet, washing bowls silently, head heavy with racing thoughts. Unfortunately most of them involve a certain mentalist.
Once he's done washing everything the stew is already ready, so he passes the bowls to Gen through the window to fill up. Some of the village children come to help, tiny hands no longer needed at the docks, so Gen hands full bowls off to the kids two by two. They scamper off, and he praises them kindly when they return from each trip around the residential area.
Eventually the adults who were rounding up the kanoes return, forming a line in front of Gen to take their share. The sun has set, and someone lit torches to illuminate the village. One by one the bowls fill up, some people taking their meals to their huts, others settling in at a fire surrounded by log benches in the center of the residential huts.
When they're finally done, he and Gen are the only ones left. Senku is half expecting the mentalist to take his meal out to the fire, maybe go sit with Kohaku, but instead Gen walks around and into the hut.
"Eat up while it's still hot," he says as he passes Senku his own bowl, then takes a seat on a nearby stool.
"Yea, thanks," he mumbles, staying standing, back pressing into the edge of a table. If the stew tastes better than usual he pretends he imagined it.
"It's too cold out there," Gen says to his unspoken thoughts. They eat silently, the sounds from the crowd outside filling in through the open door. Senku doesn't mention the coat sitting on the hook.
Notes:
I'm no linguist, but neither is Gen. I'm drawing on my own experience being multilingual and winging it when communicating with people you only share a second language with. Also English literature is my minor, so a bit of that too.
As always you can find me on tumblr (and now twitter) @chuuyagum ♡
Chapter 12: Roaring river
Notes:
Nothing else has come up so far requiring a chapter specific TW however I wanted to be safe this time. If anyone believes I should add it to the tags please let me know!
TW: near drowning, discussions of drowning
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Night is thankfully uneventful. Senku doesn't go asking questions that make Gen stir with frustration again, which he's grateful for. They go back to the hut and climb into bed quietly. If they lay their bedrolls a little closer together than before, he doesn't say anything about it.
The next morning, after breakfast, skies free of gray clouds, work picks up at the village. The rhythmic sound of hammers falls in tune with the humming Gen uses while twisting wires with the village children at the clearing again. Knowing how much of it Senku needs, it's only obvious they're going to be at this routine for a very long time. He's going to have to switch up the tune he's humming, find some stories to tell, to keep it from becoming monotonous. Maybe have Ruri visit during their breaks to help keep the kids entertained, or perform some tricks for them.
Senku is busy at the lab with god knows what. He told Gen they'll free the nets on the roof of their failed attempt later. He's not particularly looking forward to it, the disappointment of the failed attempt still fresh in his mind, so he tries to enjoy the less strenuous work with the kids while he can.
Playing babysitter is undoubtedly easier than whatever task Senku will saddle him with. Plus, the children are kind. The questions they ask of the old world aren't nearly as loaded as what the adults ask. They're quicker learners too. He wonders for a moment how hard it would be to slip them language lessons. Should they win the war, communicating with people from the old world would quickly become difficult. Teaching the adults would take too long, so perhaps-
Gen's thoughts are cut off when a strangled voice comes from the forest path.
" It's....finished....after...days of working through....the night....! " it's Chrome, crawling into the clearing on hands and knees.
Gen is quick to stand and rush to his side, and so is Kohaku who had been turning filament nearby. Together they take his arms to hoist him up. He looks like a fucking mess, and Kohaku voices as much. Senku has come out of the lab at the sound of the commotion and his face mirrors what they're all thinking. What the hell had Chrome been up to during the storm?
"Bring him some water, Senku-chan," Gen calls out. Kohaku is taking most of Chrome's weight, but he stays with them just in case. He's unsteady on his feet and even though Gen knows Kohaku can throw grown men over her shoulders like potato sacks, still wants to help.
Suika beats Senku to the water and brings it over quickly. She passes the bamboo cup to Gen and he holds it to Chrome's lips, insisting he drink. Chrome doesn't object.
"What the hell are you talking about, Chrome?" Senku asks once he's in front of them.
"At....the river...." he manages to get out between labored breathing, chest rising and falling heavy with strain.
Gen immediately sees the gears start turning in Senku's mind. The scientist is quick to sprint down the forest path, Suika on his tail. Kohaku hoists Chrome onto her back, and Gen reluctantly follows them all.
Halfway there Senku is quickly falling behind and Gen has to remind himself that the scientist has less stamina than even himself, so he does the only thing he can think of given the excitement and anticipation coloring Senku's otherwise stoic face. Gen grabs his wrist and pulls him along. He doesn't hear words of protest.
Once at the river the invention Chrome and Kaseki were working on is obvious. They explain themselves, excited despite their exhaustion. Only to be cut off by an even more excited Senku. "It's a water wheel!" he exclaims, and no one misses the disappointment on Chrome and Kaseki's faces.
Luckily they bounce back quickly when Senku says they can make use of this, praising them both for their hard work and ingenuity. Senku keeps the details of what they're going to do to himself, just telling the crowd, which now includes a curious Kinro and Ginro as well, to head back to the clearing. They're going to get to work right away.
Everyone turns to leave, but Senku looks like he's still trying to catch his breath from the quick race out to the river. Kohaku turns to see if they're following, eyebrows quirked in curiosity. Gen just waves her off. "Senku-chan needs to take a few measurements, we'll be ackbay soon!~"
Thankfully she doesn't object, and soon everyone has disappeared down the path, chatting excitedly about what Senku might be planning. Gen turns his attention back to the scientist now that they're alone. He finds Senku hunched over, hands on his knees.
"How'd you know I needed to measure anything?" Senku huffs out, glancing at him over his shoulder.
"Just a hunch," Gen replies, which is an obvious enough lie to make Senku smile. "Do you need anything? Water?"
"I'm fine," Senku says, taking deep breaths.
"At least sit down, Senku-chan," Gen gestures at the shade of the trees lining the riverbank. "Just for a little bit."
Senku just nods, so Gen leads him to a large tree at the mouth of the trail, overlooking the water wheel and flowing river. They sit in silence beside each other for a while, basking in the calm breeze. Gen watches the river, alive with the excess rain from the storm, pushing the massive wheel like it's nothing.
He does have to admit Kaseki and Chrome really surprised everyone, especially Senku. He glances over and is glad to see the rise and fall of his chest slowing, beads of sweat on his forehead fading away. Gen was a bit winded by the short run, but Senku is more fragile than that. It's a strange contrast to his mental resilience.
"How are you not fucking dying?" Senku gets out in gasp, voice low and hardly audible over the rushing sound of the water wheel.
"I'm not as weak and shrimpy as you," Gen jokes lightly. It makes Senku snort, a sound he's starting to find cute. Which is surprising, Senku isn't exactly his type beyond the rather attractive level of intelligence. But the way he blushes comes to mind and yea, okay, he is kinda cute.
"Shove it, mentalist." Okay, maybe not that cute.
"Yea yea, whatever Senku-chan. Just hand over the measuring tape and tell me what to do," Gen holds out his hand, waiting. Senku gives him a look and digs the measuring tape out of his tool belt, pressing it into Gen's open hand with annoyance. He gives some instructions and Gen stands to get to work. Senku warns him to watch his step.
"I'm not as clumsy as you," he says as he starts measuring, calling out the numbers to Senku. He doesn't write them down on anything, so he's probably memorizing them.
"Yea? What about on the roof-"
"That was not my fault and you know it," Gen shoots him a glare.
"Sure, whatever you say," Senku smirks from where he's seated in the shade. He's slowly starting to look better, less agitated.
"If anyone's to ameblay it's you for bringing over lunch!" which isn't exactly wrong, but isn't exactly right, and they both know it.
"Oi! Wouldn't that make Kohaku guilty too?" Senku balks.
"She's exempt for rescuing me.~" Gen punctuates it with a wink.
"So you're picking favorites now?" He stands, coming closer to the edge of the river where Gen is measuring for god knows what invention.
"My only favorite is yours truly!~" he gestures at himself with a curt bow. Senku just rolls his eyes, arms crossed as Gen continues measuring.
He issues verbal corrections a few times, and Gen tries to keep up. Then at one odd angle that Gen apparently can't get right Senku reaches out and grabs his wrist a bit roughly in an attempt to correct him.
"Hey now, Se-" Gen involuntarily takes a step back, but the motion throws him off balance, pulling Senku closer and causing him to collide roughly with his side. Before he knows it they're both falling towards the river.
The last thing he sees as his head dunks under the roaring water are Senku's red eyes, wide with panic.
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The rush of the river in his ears is deafening. Senku thinks he hears Gen calling out but it's impossible to tell. He tries to get his bearings, but something is tugging at his back-
"-an, can you hear me?" Arms wrap around his torso, hefting him out of the water. When his head breaks the surface he sucks in as much air as he can, lungs desperate. It takes him a minute to realize he's upright, standing in the waist deep river, leaning against something solid.
"That's it, just breathe. I don't think you swallowed much water, you're going to be okay," soothing words come from behind him. After a while he starts to cough, rocking forward as anything he took in comes back out. Faintly he feels a hand on his back, rubbing circles patiently.
"That's it, you're alright," Gen says, still in that soothing voice that Senku doesn't want to admit is helping his panicked thoughts settle. Eventually his breathing returns to normal and he's able to stand fully again. "Poor swimmer, I take it?"
The comment is annoying but he doesn't have the energy to reply, so Senku just shakes his wet hair and grins when Gen complains behind him. The mentalist has let go of him, so he turns and- " You look like a drowned rat. "
Gen just pouts at him, white bangs sticking to his face, coat heavy on his small shoulders. "Well whose fault is that?"
"Yours, I think," Senku answers as he and Gen trudge to the riverbank. The water is still warm for the season, but despite that the air feels cold on his skin, clothes uncomfortably heavy. "What were you going to do if I was actually drowning? Hell, how did you manage not to?"
"I know what a drowning person looks like and you were absolutelyyay not it," Gen retorts, getting to the bank first. He climbs a few steps out then reaches a hand to Senku. He takes it and Gen starts to pull them both out of the river.
"You'd make a shit lifeguard," Senku snaps and Gen looks genuinely mad for once.
"I'll have you know I just saved your life!" and he's right, kinda. Senku doesn't know what to make of that.
"No one asked you to," Senku says plainly.
"I'll throw you back into the fucking river you ungrateful cretin, I swear to God!" Gen threatens, and he looks like he means it. Sounds like it too, if his uncharacteristic swearing is anything to go by. Still, he finishes hoisting Senku all the way out of the water, falling flat on his ass from the momentum.
Senku falls on his knees beside Gen and after a tense stare down they both break out laughing. This shit has to stop happening, this is the second - no, third - accident Gen's been in since he joined the kingdom.
"You owe me, Senku-chan!" Gen says through his laughter.
"Yea yea, I'll make you more cola or something," Senku waves him away.
"Cola isn't gonna cut it at this point," Gen says in a tone he can't quite understand. The words make Senku freeze, but when he glances at Gen the face he sees is unguarded and amused.
"The fuck do you want then?" Senku asks, trying to fight off the sudden nervousness creeping up on him. Gen's moods turn at the flip of a switch, something he isn't used to yet. It's becoming hard to remember that the mentalist was someone he had feared, someone who could have turned him in to Tsukasa so easily. It's just as illogical to think Gen could still be that. No, he's too involved in this now. Too invested. I have to stop worrying about this.
Gen's lips curl up and he has to resist from bracing himself for the worst. "I'm not telling.~"
" What- "
"You're smart, Senku-chan. You'll figure out what I want eventually," Gen teases as he stands, shedding his dripping coat.
"Oi, mentalist, that's not fair!" Senku spits out, standing and following Gen who's already walking away.
"I never said it was, my dear scientist!~" Gen holds his coat in the crook of his arm as he peels back his kimono, letting it hang from his obi around his waist. He looks exposed again, like he had the previous night. Only it's different this time. They're alone-
Senku shakes his head a bit to dislodge the thought. His hair is still dripping, and his toolbelt is especially heavy around his hips. Even his shoes are puddled on the inside. He stops to take those off before following Gen the rest of the way.
The pair leaves a wet trail behind them as they walk. Gen matches his slower pace and he's thankful for it. The run out to the river to find out what Chrome and Kaseki had built was too much. Now, soaked to the bone, he struggles not to drag his feet. The only sensation keeping Senku moving are the cooling droplets of water on his skin. He's getting cold.
Just like all the other times, Gen doesn't look nearly as bothered. This is getting ridiculous. How is he okay-?
"I said it eforebay and I'll say it again, I'm not as shrimpy as you," Gen says lazily, watching him from the corner of his eyes. It almost makes Senku's skin crawl to be read so easily. "I'm just good at holding my breath underwater."
"Did you swim a lot or something? Don't tell me you were actually a lifeguard?" Senku's curiosity is hard to ignore, even when he feels like shit.
"Mh, nothing like that. I don't exactly know how to save others, only myself, so forgive me if I did omethingsay wrong," Gen eyes him as if assessing his reaction. "I was an escape artist, Senku-chan. Make of that what you will.~"
Senku feels like his brain short circuits for a second. Gen's riddles are tedious - while Senku usually avoids beating around the bush, Gen is the type who plants a whole maze. When his thoughts finally catch up with his mouth he almost hesitates to speak. "Tanks of water? Not with locks I hope-"
"Bingo! Ten billion points!~" Gen cheers, and Senku feels his skin go pale at the revelation. "Tanks of water, with locks on the tank. And handcuffed too, for good measure.~"
"Mentalist what the hell? Don't people die doing that shit?" he asks, more than a little alarmed.
"Well yea, it does happen. Especially if you're being too ambitious," Gen just shrugs nonchalantly. The motion looks different without the added bulk of his kimono and coat. Less.... just less.
"First juggling knives, now this shit? Did you have a death wish?" Senku might not buy into Gen's tricks as easily as most do, but he's well aware of the dangers behind larger stunts. And Gen really doesn't come off as the type to be into putting himself in danger. It's another ruse isn't it?
"The more elaborate the escape, the more unforgettable the performance! I wasn't at the stage where I was using ealray handcuffs though, I was still practicing on that. But the locks on the tank were real," Gen says as if that's any reassurance. "It's not like I'll be doing stunts like that any time oonsay, though. You need the right equipment and trained assistants to pull off something that dangerous."
I have to stop learning shit about him like this. It's quickly moving past alarming and directly into just really fucking annoying. Senku runs a hand through his wet hair, trying to get it out of his eyes as if that'll help clear his thoughts. "Next thing I know you're gonna tell me you locked yourself in boxes of swords for fun."
Surprise flickers across Gen's face. "Actually, funny you should say that...."
"What the fuck do you mean funny I should say that? "
"Senku-chan, tell me, where were you when you were petrified?" Gen asks, and Senku can't tell where this is going.
"I was just at school," he answers tentatively. He's not sure when they got onto the main path, but the clearing isn't far now.
"Ah, how oddly undanemay for you. I was on set filming in front of a live audience," Gen pauses, letting the anticipation build for a little too long. "I had just escaped a box of swords."
" No fucking way-! "
Gen grimaces slightly. "I couldn't make that up even if I tried. World's worst magic trick, if you ask me. And I'd wager the last one of the modern world."
"Please tell me the swords weren't fucking real," Senku almost pleads. This is just too much.
"I told you before that all my prop weapons were real if I was unassisted, didn't I?"
"Gen holy shit....I thought your thing was supposed to be mentalism, what's with all the death defying stunts?" Senku wonders aloud.
"What's more of a mind game than cheating death?~" Gen winks at him. His voice is as sing-song as always, only this time it really does make his skin crawl. Senku feels goosebumps rise on his neck and arms.
Before he can answer they've made it to the clearing, and Kohaku spots them first. She gives them a once over, and Senku remembers they're both disheveled and soaking wet. "What on earth happened to you two? We didn't even leave you alone for that long!"
"It's his fault," they both say pointing at each other.
Kohaku just shakes her head at them. "Modern men are so troublesome."
Notes:
It's been one month since I started posting this fic! Thank you to everyone who has been reading so far! We've still got a long way to go, so I hope you'll stick around!
If you're into soulmate AUs consider checking out the other SenGen fic I'm working on - A smile just as sweet as sin ♡
Chapter 13: Plan
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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The remainder of the afternoon goes by rather quickly once everyone has lunch. He and Senku dry off at the lab and change their bandages, then Gen is left alone with Kohaku to deal with the plants on the roof. Senku is coercing a very exhausted Chrome and Kaseki into making something for his secret plan, for which Gen seems like he won't be needed.
From the looks of it the gears in Senku's brilliant head are turning at full speed.
Kohaku gets up on the roof this time, neither her or Senku wanting Gen to go through the trouble like last time. They don't phrase it as nicely, but it's clear as day to Gen. They're both watching out for him. It's rather sweet, even if Senku-chan and Kohaku are horrible at expressing themselves directly when it comes to this kind of thing.
They get everything off the roof easily enough, most of it falling off the slope when Kohaku removes the nets. Gen passes her a broom so she can sweep off the remainder while he cleans up the mess on the ground to dispose of it.
The entire time they're working Gen feels eyes on him from above. Kohaku is watching him and he can't quite place why. Ah, right, she's never seen me like this.
His coat is draped over a stool in the lab, drying for the second time in as many days, so he's down to his kimono and undershirt. The kimono hangs from his waist still, and he's since undone the top few holes of his shirt, leather tie hanging freely. Kohaku had seen him practically naked back when they treated his wounds after he was attacked, but this isn't the same.
It's by the light of day, unkempt and uncaring. Or, well, as uncaring as Gen can make it seem. He's not exactly comfortable like this. Much less with Kohaku staring holes into his bare shoulders.
Why did it have to be her....?
"Say, Kohaku," Gen calls out to her to hopefully distract both of them. To stop the pink on his skin from expanding past appearing like a sunburn. Any redder and it'll become obvious he's blushing because she's staring. It's not his style. "Does Ruri have a curriculum for telling the hundred stories?"
"Curriculum....?" Kohaku pauses sweeping to eye him curiously.
"A lesson plan, like a specific orderyay or time during which she tells the stories to the village. Like by season, or even a specific day of the week," Gen explains and is glad when her features smoothen in understanding.
"No, I don't think so. Some are seasonal, but I think the rest come up when she deems them relevant," she answers, leaning into the broomstick. "Why?"
"I think it would be entertaining for the children to listen to her stories during breaks between coiling wire," Gen answers as he bends down to continue picking up the plant debris, tossing it into a nearby basket. Ruri had come to visit a few times before, but he hoped to make it a recurring thing. "They're bound to tire of my humming at omesay point."
"I like your humming. It's pleasant," Kohaku says very frankly. Gen is glad he's facing away from her now. His skin feels hot, and not because of the sun.
"Why thank you my dear!~" he says, glad his voice comes out even. Oh, what this girl does to me....
"I can speak with Ruri-nee about it tonight, if you'd like," Kohaku offers. "She's still resting today, the storm had her quite tired."
"I would appreciateyay it, thank you!" Gen says, shooting her a smile once he feels his skin return to normal. Kohaku only replies with a nod, and they continue to work quietly.
It's not the same type of quiet as working alongside Senku, but it's not unpleasant. It's actually quite nice in its own way. Kohaku is rather steadfast so seeing her slow to a more rhythmic pace is a welcome change. Gen allows himself the simple pleasure of humming, and is happy when Kohaku falls in step with a smile that gives him butterflies.
Dinner is uneventful too. Senku and Chrome look like they want to skip it to keep working, but Kaseki drags them both to the fire pit despite their complaints. It makes Gen and Kohaku laugh. The scientists are two of a kind.
Gen has mostly air dried entirely now, save for a few patches on his pants that are still damp. His coat is another story altogether, but at least he's able to pull his kimono back on properly. Senku had it worse. His makeshift lab coat - it was more of a dress, but Gen had never pointed it out - had taken most of the burden so he had to borrow a set of clothes from Chrome. They're baggy on Senku's smaller frame. It makes him look more awkward and gangly than usual. He has to stop himself from staring while they eat.
He looks so small.... Gen pauses mid slurp of his noodles. Wow what a brilliant observation Gen! ....I'm seriously losing it, I need to do something about this soon.
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Chrome and Kaseki had been a bit of a hassle to work with. Senku wants to chide them for overworking themselves, especially during a fucking storm, but he knows he would have done the same. He'd be a hypocrite to say anything to them about it.
After dinner everyone returns to the village as he, Chrome, and Gen return to the storage shed. Somehow it doesn't feel right calling it a shed at this point. Chrome lived here on his own for years, then Senku claimed half the floor space for himself. Now Gen stayed here too, even if it hadn't been long.
Senku's never really been the sentimental type, though, so calling it anything but a shed….simply isn't happening.
They start undressing down to what they usually sleep in, save for Senku who's still stuck with Chrome's spare clothes. Instead he lights the coals and a few oil lamps while the other two move about. It doesn't take long for Chrome to spot the checker board on a shelf and question them on what it is.
"It's a game from the old world called checkers," Gen answers him as he places his folded clothes on a shelf. "I made it during the storm to pass the time. I hope you don't mind I borrowed a few of your materials.~"
Chrome looks genuinely mad for a moment, then confusion contorts the lines of his face almost comically. "How do you play?"
Senku notices Gen looks like he suppresses a sigh. Chrome is none the wiser. "I upposesay it's still a little early for bed. Maybe I can teach you."
Unlike last time when Gen was teaching Kohaku - something that had gone pretty smoothly after she calmed down from the, uh, incident - Chrome is another thing altogether. He's loud, gets offended quickly, and is all around a fucking pain. Senku can tell Gen is struggling, wilting under the intensity.
This is kind of pathetic....
Not to say Gen isn't trying, but he's clearly tired and showing it for once. It had been a long day for everyone, but Chrome has more energy than Senku and Gen combined. He had bounced back from looking completely strug out when he crawled to the clearing, to rocking energetically as he helped Senku with the mystery project.
He's literally running on the high of completing the water wheel. Chrome's gonna crash soon but it definitely won't be tonight.
Which is more of a problem for the mentalist than it is for Senku. He actually does feel bad. Gen is probably at the end of his rope after what happened at the river. I still owe him for saving me, even if it was a half assed rescue....
"Oh this is so baaaad!" Chrome exclaims his signature line as he loses to Gen on their first real playthrough. Which Senku usually didn't mind, but right now the volume is too much. Even Gen flinches.
Senku's had enough of watching the mentalist suffer. He lets out an irritated tch as he gestures for Gen to pass him the board and game pieces. Chrome looks put off till he speaks. "If you want a real challenge then play against me. That is, if you think you can win."
Chrome immediately gets fired up. Senku knows he's lying through his teeth, Gen is better at this game than him, but Chrome has a thick enough skull for lies like this to go right over his head. He's taking a page right out of Gen's book by taking advantage of someone so gullible, but he can live with it.
Gen mouths a relieved thanks over Chrome's shoulder, and all he can do is nod back. Senku gestures to Gen's bedroll when Chrome isn't looking, too preoccupied with making his next move, and the mentalist takes the hint. He just has to hope Chrome won't be too loud while Gen attempts to sleep.
Luckily it seems Gen is a heavy enough sleeper that once he's tucked away in the bedroll, pressed up against a shelf, he doesn't stir. Eventually Chrome tires of playing, seemingly satisfied when Senku lets him win their round of checkers a few times. They both turn to bed, extinguishing the oil lamps and falling into their bedrolls at last.
Senku ends up in the middle this time. He hopes that come morning Chrome doesn't roll onto him again. He's clingy no matter who he ends up next to and it's annoying as hell.
When he falls asleep his dreams are a maze of gurgling water, nonsensical games, and a dizzying blue-gray light.
___
The next day Gen manages to dodge getting pulled into whatever Senku's mysterious project is. The work repairing the village is nearing completion so Senku has other capable hands to rope in. Besides, after how poorly he slept the previous night he kind of wants to avoid Chrome for a bit.
Gen fortunately gets help too. Sapphire, one of the sparkling sisters, comes to the clearing with the children to twist wire. She's a bit of a flirt, but she's a type he's used to. Gen tells stories of his days on TV to pass the time instead of humming. It makes dodging her advances easier, too preoccupied being amazed by his tall tales to devote any energy to hitting on him.
He doesn't necessarily mind, per say. It is flattering, but he's not really in the mood for it right now. One thing Gen doesn't miss from the old world is how persistent people could become in their advances. Sapphire wouldn't really understand it, but being on the less savory side of a parasocial relationship was draining. Whenever he was met with people who acted too friendly, or invaded his personal space with their own projection of who he was to them, he tended to lose his steam. Gen had had enough of that for several lifetimes.
Besides, his coat hasn't dried all the way through and the missing layer leaves him particularly wary around others.
After lunch Kohaku shows her face around the clearing and Gen welcomes her presence openly. "Dearest Kohaku, what brings you here today?~"
"Repairs in the village are almost complete so I have some free time. I spoke to Ruri," Kohaku says, leaning over his shoulder to observe his hands at work with the wires. "If you're able, she's free to meet with you now to discuss the curriculum."
The way she repeats the word with a pop is satisfying to his ear. He smiles up at her sweetly. "If Sapphire here doesn't indmay taking over my duties for the rest of the day, I'd be happy to join you and Ruri," Gen says, turning his best smile to his assistant, tossing in a wink for good measure. "Would you mind? I'm sure the children enjoy your company as much as they do mine.~"
"Oh of course! I don't mind at all!" Sapphire chirps with a light blush rising on her cheeks. Gen almost feels bad for it.
He thanks her profusely, promising to pick up his stories another time, then follows Kohaku back to the village. He's very glad for the change of pace and opportunity to stretch his legs on their short walk. The ordeal at the river had left him sore all over, not to mention Chrome's boisterous voice reverberating in his skull while he tried to sleep.
He hasn't spent much time with Ruri, but from their few interactions Gen already has a fair amount of respect for her. She holds herself well, commands a unique presence, for someone who had been on the brink of death for so much of her life. Her soft spoken nature makes her easy to get along with despite her magnetic aura.
Kohaku leads him into her hut on the farthest island where he finds Ruri seated on the stoop of the chieftains throne. A throne that technically belongs to Senku now, but he doubts the scientist will ever actually sit in it.
"Gen! It's lovely to see you again!" Ruri greets cheerily as he enters the warm space.
"Ruri, I'm atefulgray you're taking the time to talk to me. I understand the storm left you feeling a bit under the weather, I hope you were able to rest," Gen says with a tinge of concern in his voice. Although she's been cured of her illness Ruri will undoubtedly pay for it for the rest of her life. Her constitution is fragile and she'll remain more prone to illness than most, body weakened by what almost killed her.
She takes his sympathies to heart and invites him to sit beside her. Kohaku bids them farewell when a voice outside calls for her assistance, so it's just the two of them for now.
"Kohaku told me you had questions about the hundred stories?" Ruri asks once he's comfortably seated.
"I was curious if you teach them in any particular order," Gen says, cutting right to the chase. She isn't someone he needs to lead on with a more roundabout conversation. "Kohaku told me some were seasonal, but that most merely come up when they are relevant to something currently happening."
"Yes, while it is my duty to pass on the full knowledge to the village, every priestess has had her own method," Ruri explains to him. "I find it most effective to tell certain ones to the children often, but I do save others for situations that call for more specific knowledge. Like seasonally, or ones that pertain to survival. It's how my mother told them, she used to say that they would stick in people's minds better that way."
She's on to something, actually. When she reserves certain stories for relevant situations she's forming an association between what's happening in the moment and the knowledge she's passing down. Whether it's a positive or negative association depends on the context of the situation and its corresponding story, though.
"The stories you tell the children, when do you like to cover those?"
"Usually it's easier when they're in groups. Like the other day before the storm, while twisting the wires for Senku's invention," Ruri says, and he's glad they're on the same page.
"If you're feeling well enough for it in the coming days, would you like to join me again? I think it's a onderfulway opportunity to pass down your knowledge while keeping the children's minds busy," Gen offers. He's certain she'll accept, but he doesn't want to push her too much. "If you're interested, I can even help you update some of the stories with more accurate modern information," he says with a pause, assessing her reaction. She only looks intrigued. "I don't doubt your memory, but somewhere along the way there might have been a miscommunication. Now's your opportunity as the current priestess to make sure it's as accurateyay as possible!~"
Ruri beams at the idea. "I would like that! Now that we have an understanding of what we used to call sorcery being science, I think refreshing the stories as necessary to be more correct to modern standards would be lovely. There's no time like now to shed our old misconceptions of the world and our history!"
"I'm glad we can agree on that!"
"Recently Chrome mentioned to me an invention you were working on for Senku," Ruri ponders. "Paper, I believe? He said we could use it to document the stories. Is that true?"
"Ah, that would be a grand idea," Gen says as he thinks over everything that would be involved. "We haven't made any paper just yet, our first attemptyay was washed away by the storm, but it should be doable. As you narrate them to the children I could transcribe them for you."
"I think that would be stupendous! I wouldn't want to trouble you if it's too much work though," Ruri says patiently as if sensing his trepidation.
"It's no trouble, sweet Ruri, no trouble at all," Gen reassures. He doesn't want to burden her with the minutia. There's a lot to be said of language, translation, and god knows what else. But seeing her face light up at the idea melts his heart just a little. She's been through a lot, Ruri deserves something to liven her spirits. Even if it costs Gen some weeks of his time and some ounces of sanity.
"If you're free tonight, why don't you come over for dinner? I can tell you the stories for the children," Ruri suggests enthusiastically, clasping his hands in her excitement. "That way you have a better understanding of them and you can help me make the necessary revisions before we start compiling them."
"That works for me! Hopefully Senku-chan doesn't run me ragged with his mystery project so I can get the paper rolling againyay," Gen laughs softly. It's meant as a joke, but he really does hope he'll have the energy for this.
Notes:
Ruri and Gen's friendship deserves more love. Chapter 14 will be up once 15 is complete ♡
Chapter 14: Chrysanthemum
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It takes three and a half days, but finally the first phase of the project is complete. Senku takes a moment to look over his allies - no, his friends - faces. He wants to savor their reactions for once.
"Blowing the age of manpower out of the water is...." he connects the wires and watches their expressions change in amazement as sparks fly. " The age of machine power! "
Chrome and Kaseki whoop in excitement at the accomplishment, and even Gen sings praise. But they're not quite done yet.
"The all-critical electricity is only coming in at a trickle. We need a container to store it," Senku explains. Luckily only Gen deflates at the statement.
On the way back to the clearing everyone is chatting excitedly, Chrome and Kaseki's voices louder than the rest. Senku falls to the back of the group, some paces behind, and eventually Gen slides up beside him.
"So this is what you've been working on, hm? I must say I'm impressedyay Chrome thought of the water wheel on his own. And before you thought to apply it no less," Gen says, side eyeing him.
It's the first they've spoken since the day they fell in the river. They hadn't even seen each other at breakfast the next morning, Senku had opted to skip it. Senku tends to take his meals into the lab, but the last three days Gen hadn't followed. The mentalist instead stayed outside, crowded by one or all three of the sparkling sisters. Sometimes Kohaku too. And every day since then Gen had disappeared from the clearing each night right before dinner.
Senku doesn't bite this time. "Yea whatever, talk all you want, mentalist. I had Kaseki make the drying racks so you're getting back to work on the paper."
"I take it you won't be joining me," Gen says, and it's a statement not a question. He looks less worn out than he had when spending nights with Senku and Chrome, maybe wherever he's disappearing to each night is a more peaceful place to sleep.
"Absolutely not. Take your entourage with you to collect the weeds," Senku says, making Gen roll his eyes at the implication. "He made the clippers too so it'll go by quicker."
"I still have to convince them to do manual labor, you know," Gen says forlornly. "It's definitely more uelinggray than the wire."
"Eh, I'm sure you can manage, mentalist," Senku smirks. "Or have you lost your charm?"
"Oh please, Senku-chan, charm never fades," Gen says, pulling a pink flower out of his coat sleeve with a dramatic flourish. "It's just a matter of time before they realize what I've cajoled them into, and at that point I can pin the ameblay on you.~"
"Why do I have to be the bad guy here, huh? You're the one flirting with them," Senku points out. He sees the way the three sisters hang on Gen's every word.
Gen looks surprised by Senku's observation. Upset even, if he's willing to call the slight frown that. "I'm not leading them on if that's what you're thinking."
Senku just shrugs. The only things he knows about romance come from movies his friends convinced him to sit through and gossip he'd overheard at school. And Taiju and Yuzuriha's very obvious crushes, but they never actually acted on it till it was too late.
Gen fills the silence for him. "They're sweet girls, but even I have my limits Senku-chan."
It makes Gen sound more human than normal. Considering how much glamour he usually uses to veil his intentions, it's a little strange. But he has a point. Anyone could see that the sparkling sisters were getting on his nerves. "Why don't you just tell them to leave you alone? They can work in silence. Or you can just find someone else to work with you. Put that charm to good use."
"At this point I really can't tell if you actuallyyay find me charming or if you're just mocking me," Gen says, twirling the flower stem between his fingers. "They don't mean any harm, they're just too wrapped up in the appeal of a modern man to realize their own feelings towards me don't run that deep."
"Then why do you sound disappointed?" Senku doesn't understand this kind of thing, feelings are too messy. It's the whole reason he had needed Gen to join the kingdom in the first place.
"Once they realize it they'll decide I'm not worth the energy anymore," Gen shrugs without a care. "I'm not disappointed per say, but it'll leave me without anyone to talk to while I work besides the children."
"And your point is....?"
"My social battery operates differently than yours, Senku-chan," he explains, no hint of the condescending tone people usually took on when talking to Senku about this kind of thing. Gen is only patient, just like he had been when teaching Kohaku how to play checkers. "I thrive on social interactions, it refills my energy. I'm aware you're the opposite, you like time alone to decompress, or with someone you can talk to one-on-one. It's less strenuous for you and lets your thoughts flow smoothly. I do better in group settings, it's revitalizing to me the way it's draining for you."
"Do the kids just not count?" Senku asks as he takes in the information. He stores it, not really knowing what to do with it.
It makes Gen chuckle softly. "While I do enjoy spending time with them, I do prefer groups closer to my age range. I've become more of a teacher to the kids than anything else. It's why I haven't totally osedclay off from entertaining the sisters' company quite yet."
They've arrived at the mouth of the clearing and as soon as the three girls spot him, they're waving at Gen to rejoin them at the circle.
"Gen! Come show us some magic tricks!" Ruby calls out to him eagerly.
"Gladly, my dear!" Gen replies sweetly in the tone Senku now recognizes as being his stage voice. He turns back to Senku, voice lower this time, continuing where he left off. "Although that doesn't doesn't mean I don't value my alone time. Or the one-on-one company of a certain intellectual.~"
Senku is still trying to process what that means when the flower Gen is holding is tucked behind his ear in one swift motion. He freezes, trying to understand the look on Gen's face. His smile is the same one as always, but his eyes are softer. Senku has never seen them like this before.
"See you later, Senku-chan.~"
Then he's gone, swarmed by the three sisters and the children in the circle.
Senku feels heat rising on his face.
___
Gen busies himself with performing small tricks to entertain his forming crowd. They're easier to impress than anyone from the modern world like Senku, so he doesn't have to put much effort in.
Convincing the three sisters to accompany him the following day to gather weeds is also relatively easy. They don't exactly understand what the project is for, but they're eager for his undivided attention so being alone with him, without the children present, is appealing enough to sway them. Gen just hopes he can tolerate it, they're very persistent.
I'd rather go with Kohaku and Senku.
Gen has to wonder when he started favoring those two above the other members of the kingdom. Kohaku is one thing, he's vastly aware he has developed a mild infatuation with her. He has no intention to pursue it, but it's there. Senku on the other hand is a difficult question altogether. He's rude and pushy, and despite Gen putting effort into softening him around the edges to benefit the scientist's mental health, well. Getting close to him on a personal level was never the intent.
Still, he's someone from the modern world. I may have shown a bit more of myself to him than to most, but the circumstances have called for it.
Ruri would also make for good company, but she doesn't have the strength or energy for long hours of labor. He's been enjoying their chats over dinner immensely. Next to Senku, Ruri was easy to talk to. Conversation flowed easily between them. It got to the point that first night that they'd kept talking far past dinner, the hundred stories long left behind, and she had ended up inviting him to spend the night. Evading Chrome's booming voice and clinginess was a bonus.
They had repeated the routine since then, wrapping up the night with tea before turning in for bed. Gen was considering bringing the checker board this time to teach her how to play as well.
Teaching Kohaku had gone well - Chrome not so much - but he got the impression Ruri would surpass both of them in no time. Her memory served well for that type of thing. She should be able to follow patterns in the game in a similar manner to Senku. Gen was getting excited just thinking about it.
Dinner time comes quickly. Senku sticks to his lab, preparing for whatever it is that needs to happen for the last stretch of the project, so Gen chooses not to bother him. Chrome eventually slips into the lab too, so at least the scientist has the company of a like minded friend.
Does Senku-chan consider him a friend? It's not like he's totally alienated from the idea of becoming close to others that way, but based on what I know of Taiju. Well. Senku-chan kinda got roped into that relationship.
The children are filing back to the village for the night, hungry and tired, as are the sisters. Gen follows them, only parting ways after picking up dinner for himself and Ruri. Kohaku had never joined them, and frankly he isn't sure where she goes most nights. Probably wherever Suika does.
Ruri is already waiting for him at the top of the stairs to her hut when he arrives. "Gen! I hope you've had a nice day!"
"I have, actually!" Gen waits until he's at the top of the stairs to avoid sounding winded. "Senku-chan put on quite the demonstration at the river today. I'll tell you all about it.~"
"Oh that's fascinating!" Ruri exclaims once Gen has explained to her all he knows about electricity and what that could mean for the village. Obviously he doesn't know Senku's exact plans, but it's not too hard to guess.
They're already halfway through their meals, settled around a small table in the center of the room. The door has been closed against the chill of the night, a bucket of coals warming the space. He feels cozy and relaxed. "Knowing Senku-chan he'll come up with unique ways to applyyay electricity for everyone's benefit, even methods I can't think of," Gen says, sipping on his stew. "Not that he'd admit it."
"Senku is much kinder than he lets on," Ruri agrees with a soft smile. He can tell she's thinking of the cotton candy stall.
"He's too stubborn to do so, it's something he has in common with Kohaku," Gen says lightly. It's no jab, just the simple truth.
"They're both kindhearted people in their own ways. It does make me wonder what type of people his friends are. You've met them correct?"
"I have," Gen answers, remembering Taiju and Yuzuriha and their loyalty to each other and their friend. "Although I couldn't exactly spend time with them, anksthay to Tsukasa-chan, I got the impression they were very kind and hardworking people."
"I think we're all lucky that Senku has such strong bonds with them," Ruri remarks wistfully. They've finished their meal, so Gen clears away their bowls, setting them aside with the tray to take back in the morning.
"Taiju in particular has a strong character. He reminds me so much of Chrome," Gen winks playfully at her. The light blush that colors her features is oh so sweet. Gen knows Ruri isn't someone he can fool easily with his mind games, but she is someone that's easy to tease. Her crush on Chrome is the most obvious page in her book.
"He must be very tenacious then," Ruri says, unable to hide her deepening blush at her own words. She stands to serve their usual tea, and Gen doesn't push her any further. But he does file away the idea to discuss her crush eventually. He had learned from Senku that Taiju and Yuzuriha hadn't made their relationship official, no matter how glued at the hip they seemed, and he suspected Ruri and Chrome would be headed in the same direction if they didn't get a little guidance.
I don't have the desire to play matchmaker, but I am willing to lend Ruri an open ear should she desire it.
"Say Ruri, would you like to play a game?" Gen asks, changing the subject. The checkerboard weighed heavy in his coat and the night was still young.
___
Genus Chrysanthemum, in the family Asteraceae.
Senku tries to forget....whatever that was. He tucks the pink flower into his toolbelt, pressed into a folded up diagram, and wills himself to ignore it's there. The batteries are more important.
Senku eats his dinner at the lab with one leg bouncing with eagerness. Unsurprisingly Gen doesn't join him, too preoccupied with the sparkling sisters. Chrome does, and his chatter makes for alright background noise to his thoughts. He gets interrupted here and there by Chrome's questions about the batteries, but he manages for the time being.
Now that it's been pointed out to him, Senku notices more about the way Gen behaves himself around the three women. He's not just mildly annoyed by their advances, no. He's professional. Gen carries himself like the entertainer he is around them. He might be enjoying being social in general, but he isn't showing much of himself to the trio. There's a wall up that none of them even notice.
So how did I....? Sure it had to be made a bit more obvious to him, but Senku can tell now. It comes as a surprise no one else seems to notice. Does he want me to see it-?
Senku discards the train of thought rapidly.
"Wanna play checkers before bed?" Chrome asks enthusiastically as they return to the shed.
"Yea sure," Senku answers with a nod even though he's not particularly in the mood to given how much of a brat Chrome had been when Gen was teaching him how to play. Chrome was incredibly smart, sure, but he was awful at anything competitive.
When they get into the shed Chrome lets out a sound of dismay. "The board is gone!"
Senku has to suppress a snicker. Wherever Gen had been disappearing to at night, well, it seemed like he found a new opponent. "Oh well, that's a shame. Guess we're going to sleep early."
"Who could have taken it?!" Chrome exclaims a little too loudly for Senku's liking.
"Who do you fucking think, dumbass? Gen is the only other one who comes up here usually," Senku says as he lights the coals and some lamps.
"But why would he take it? The only other person who knows how to play is Kohaku," Chrome says, disappointment thick in his voice.
"Then that's gotta be who he's been staying with," Senku shrugs.
Chrome's face nearly bursts into flames. "Gen?! With Kohaku?! Oh he's so bad! Do you think theyre-?!"
And, well, that isn't exactly what Senku was getting at at all. "No, you fucking idiot, he's probably just staying with her to avoid your annoying ass. You snore and you're clingy when you're asleep."
Chrome protests, but Senku doesn't have the energy to argue with him. He's suddenly far more tired than he was a few minutes ago, and his body refuses to move when his head hits his pillow.
But now that it's been pointed out to him, Senku can't shake the thought from his head. While Gen always put on his performer mask on around the sparkling sisters, around Kohaku he was more himself. More genuine.
It makes falling asleep difficult.
The next morning he takes breakfast to the lab again, trying to keep his thoughts in order. It's more difficult than he'd like. Once he's finished his meal, there's no time to waste. Corralling Chrome and Kaseki is as easy as usual, it doesn't take much to get them interested in their next project.
What Senku doesn't expect to see is Gen returning from the forest path several hours after lunch, one of the three sisters leaning into his side as he helps her walk. She's limping-
"Senku-chan, Chrome, if one of you could get us a first aid kit I would greatly appreciate it," Gen calls out to them, the other two sisters peering worriedly behind him.
"What happened?" Chrome asks, jogging up to them to help support the girl's other side and take some of the weight off Gen. "There's a kit in the lab."
"Ruby here tripped over a tree root," Gen explains as they walk her there. "I think she may have sprained her ankle."
The other two sisters set their heavy baskets of weeds at the entrance to the lab as Chrome and Gen take her inside. Senku excuses himself from Kaseki, who's finishing up the glass bottles for the batteries, and follows them all into the lab. Gen is already on his knees in front of Ruby, inspecting her swollen ankle.
"Here I can-" Senku begins, but Gen cuts him off.
"No need Senku-chan, I have first aid ainingtray," Gen says with a wink. That's news to him. Then again, any time Gen had changed the bandages on his own hands, or the one on Senku's, he had done so skillfully.
Senku steps aside a little reluctantly to let him work, and Chrome ushers Sapphire and Garnet out to give him room to move. In no time Gen sends Ruby away with a wrapped up ankle and instructions to keep it elevated. Her sisters help her return to the village.
"Since when do you know first aid?" Senku probes when Chrome goes back to work with Kaseki.
Gen shrugs, heading outside to where the four baskets had been discarded haphazardly. "Why is that any surprise to you, Senku-chan?"
He just rolls his eyes. Chrome and Kaseki have the bottles covered for now, so he helps Gen bring the baskets around behind the lab. They're not totally full, but combined it's more than he and Gen had gathered on their own during the first attempt.
Senku had asked Kaseki to make the drying racks on wheels, so Gen will be able to move them into the lab at night or whenever the weather looks sour. He helps Gen start loading up the racks with the weeds. They work silently for a while, no humming filling the air quite yet. Then Senku remembers his conversation with Chrome.
Should I bother asking? He'll probably dodge the question if I'm too direct….
"Oh right, mentalist. You're gonna have to make another checker board for Chrome," Senku says, careful with his tone so as to not sound accusatory. He's just curious. He keeps his eyes on the work in front of him, spreading a handful of weeds out on an empty rack. "He's mad you 'stole' it to go play with Kohaku."
"Kohaku....?"
"Isn't that who you're disappearing to spend the night with lately?" Senku asks, looking up against his better judgment.
Gen turns to face him, almost scandalized. There's red coloring his cheeks in a way he's never seen on the mentalist before. "I haven't been spending my nights with Kohaku! That's where you two think I've been?!"
"If not Kohaku then who-?" Senku's brow scrunched, growing more confused by the second.
"I've just been spending the night with Ruri-"
" Ruri?! "
Chapter 15: Toothpick
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Gen stirs the large pot over the fire absently, occasionally readjusting his grip on the wooden dowel. Boiling the weeds for the paper was possibly the most mind numbing part of the whole thing. He glances over at Senku, who's waiting for Chrome and Kaseki to return from getting some materials from Kaseki's workshop, a blueprint of some kind in his hands.
He's getting a bit bored, and only the children are at the clearing today. The fire he's toiling over is behind the lab, out of earshot, instead of the one they usually have meals at. Kaseki had graciously set up a full workspace for Gen, complete with tables and log benches, knowing it's going to be long and tedious work.
So he decides to stir a different pot. "I can't believe you thought I was shaking up with Kohaku of all people."
Watching Senku splutter out of his thoughts and shoot Gen a glare is the most satisfying reaction he could have gotten. "I did not think that."
"You sure implied it," Gen points out. The conversation had ended rather abruptly the day before. Chrome and Kaseki needed his help with the glass making again, so Senku had scurried off, leaving Gen to sit with the implications among the baskets of weeds. He'd ended up going back to Ruri's that night just to get the chance to think things through.
" Chrome is the one who implied it," Senku argues. "I just repeated what he said to me."
"Chrome accusing me is one thing, but you?" Gen has to laugh. "I didn't take you for such a ossipgay! First the sparkling sisters and now this! What do you take me for huh?"
"Well you dress like a-"
"Ah ah, no! Don't go there!"
Senku rolls his eyes at him, crossing his arms with a huff. "What the hell have you and Ruri been up to anyway? Other than teaching her to play checkers."
"If you can keep your projects secret," Gen gives him a devious smirk. "So can I!~"
"Fine, whatever. Just don't let it get in the way of the other work you have to do," Senku groans at his avoidance, turning back to his blueprints. "And don't let Chrome get the wrong idea about you and Ruri."
"I wouldn't eamdray of getting between those two lovebirds," Gen reassures him. "What's stopping them anyway? Besides Kokuyo of course."
Senku shrugs. "Probably the same shit that's stopping Taiju and Yuzuriha. Which is idiotic honestly."
Gen already knows as much, and he really does have to agree with Senku. It's kind of sad in a way. "Ah, young love. So nebulous and complex. And tiresome."
"Would have thought you'd be into that kind of thing," Senku says absently as he makes corrections with charcoal to the diagram.
"I'm not saying I'm not," Gen sighs. "But when you've spent half your life hounded by people who tell you they love you, when they hardly know you, it loses its flair."
Senku seems surprised by the admission, but Gen figures if anyone understands unwanted advances it's the scientist who routinely has women swooning at his feet. Even if he doesn't always notice.
"Then what about you and Kohaku?" Senku asks nonchalantly. The question makes Gen jump.
Has he seriously noticed that-?
"Whatever do you mean, Senku-chan?" Gen tries to play it off.
"I may not understand romance, but I'm not a fucking idiot," Senku looks up from the hide. "You like her."
Gen stops stirring, pushing down rising panic. He never meant for his interest in the huntress to become so obvious that even someone so emotionally out of touch like Senku would notice. "I really have no idea what you mean-"
"Cut the crap, Gen. If you keep that up you'll be no better than any of the lovestruck fools we know," Senku rolls up the hide in annoyance, setting it aside next to Gen's coat on the log, and turns to face him fully.
Gen's shoulders slump, there's no easy way to back out of this conversation. Especially since he got himself into it. The honest route isn't his favorite, but sometimes the situation calls for it. "It's not what you think, Senku-chan. I may be interested in her, but it's a fleeting thing. It'll pass eventually."
The scientist seems even more surprised that Gen is being frank with him about his feelings, which would be far more amusing if it was any other topic. Gen adjusts his rolled up sleeves and starts stirring again. "Besides, I know full well Kohaku isn't interested in me."
"How on earth could you know that?" Senku asks, perplexed. It makes Gen chuckle, albeit a bit bitterly.
"I'm a master of the human mind, my dear scientist. It's plain as day to me," Gen answers simply. "Kohaku trusts me about as far as she can throw me. Actually wait- that's pretty far-"
"That is pretty fucking far, mentalist," Senku snorts.
Gen thinks for a moment. "As far as she can throw Magma-chan?"
"That's still far."
"Whatever, you know what I'm trying to say."
"Okay, fine, let's say she really isn't interested. How can you assume your own feelings will just go away?" Senku sounds genuinely curious, so Gen knows he won't be dropping the topic any time soon.
"I'm not assuming anything, Senku-chan. I know myself well enough to know how I get when I'm infatuated with someone," Gen explains in the most calm voice he can muster. "Do you understand the difference between an infatuation and genuine love?"
Senku seems to think for a second, then shrugs. "Love is just a chemical reaction. What else is there to understand?"
Gen is certain he feels a piece of his own soul die and make its way to hell. Of course that's how Senku conceptualizes this kind of thing. He can't be mad, he knows everyone experiences these things differently, but it makes trying to explain it feel like talking to a brick wall.
So he tries a different approach.
Normally Gen doesn't like to be this direct, but it tends to work better with Senku than the more roundabout methods he usually uses. "Senku-chan, humor me for a second. Are you perhaps aromantic?"
The deer caught in the headlights' look doesn't fit Senku at all, but it's the closest thing he can think of to describe the expression on the scientist's face.
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"I didn't think anyone else knew what that was," Senku says, the words out of his mouth before he can stop them. Gen just gives him a small smile.
"This is me you're talking to, Senku-chan. I'm not just anyone.~"
Before Senku can reply, Chrome and Kaseki return, calling out to him from the clearing.
It's his turn to pull a disappearing act.
He grabs the blueprints and gets out of there without turning to see Gen's face. He doesn't want to know what kind of expression he has right now. Pushes the conversation out of his head for the time being.
The batteries are finished in no time, but they still need to build a wheelhouse to protect everything. Senku had sent Titan, Carbo, and Argo with blueprints to start construction, but other hands were still needed at the village. Now that he's free, he heads that way with Chrome and Kaseki so they can get everything done as soon as possible.
It's when they all return to the clearing for dinner at nightfall that he sees Gen again. The conversation from that morning pops up in his mind. Being read so clearly by someone was still uncanny. Not that Senku was hiding anything, but being so seen....was strange, to say the least.
And by him of all people….
The kids are already disappearing towards the village, and Gen is tending to the fire alone. When Gen spots them he gets their attention with a wave. "Chrome, could you come here for a moment?"
Slightly confused, Chrome breaks away from the group and jogs over to the mentalist. Kaseki chuckles heartily beside Senku. "Ohoho it seems our sorcerer is up to something!"
That makes the other men laugh, and Senku has to wonder what Gen is getting up to when he sees Chrome blush. Kaseki and the other men say their farewells, following after the children. When Senku gets closer to the chatting pair they fall silent and he still can't figure out what's happening.
"Sorry Senku! I'll send someone with dinner, I uh-! I have somewhere to go! Right, that's it-!" Chrome splits out awkwardly, then runs after everyone else, almost tripping over his own feet in his haste.
"Gen the fuck did you do?" Senku questions, hands on his hips.
"I haven't done anything, Senku-chan," Gen sings with a placating smile. Senku has to roll his eyes. This scheming bastard I swear.
"Chrome won't be coming back at all tonight, will he?" Senku guesses.
"Probably not," Gen shrugs. He sits at one of the logs and Senku sits beside him with a tired sigh.
"You just can't help yourself from meddling, can you?" Senku stretches his arms out, sore from the heavy lifting getting the wheelhouse built.
"I do not meddle , I just get the ball rolling," Gen insists. "Sometimes all that's needed is a little udgenay in the right direction.~"
"That's literally meddling, mentalist," Senku chuckles.
"So what if I opdray a suggestion here or there? There's no harm in that."
"After what you said earlier I didn't peg you for the matchmaker type," Senku recalls how Gen seemed so put off by their friends awkward dance around each other, calling it tiresome. Guess he decided to do something about that.
"Oh no, I efuseray to play matchmaker, that's too much. I'm not trying to accidentally upset anyone or create unwanted animosity," Gen waves away the idea. "All I did was suggest Ruri invite Chrome for tea, maybe play checkers together now that they both understand the game.~"
"So she's using you as the middleman now?"
"I offered myself as the middle man," Gen corrects.
"The fucks the difference between a middle man and a matchmaker at this point?"
"There's absolutely a difference!" Gen says, a tinge of irritation in his voice. "Anyway, Senku-chan, you're going to want to play against Ruri at some point."
"Is she getting good?" Senku asks, raising his brows curiously. It would make sense that Ruri would be good at strategy games, she's got the memory to store that type of information easily. It also helps that Gen is a great teacher.
"Better than just good, she's going to wipe the board with my face at the rate she's going," Gen practically brags. It's clear he takes pride when his students excel at what he's teaching them. It brings another question to the front of Senku's mind.
But before he can ask Kohaku arrives with dinner for them. She and Gen chat for a moment, but when he asks if she plans to stay she declines. "We're going hunting first thing tomorrow morning, I have to prepare."
"Who's going with you?" Senku asks. He knows they're a bit short staffed beginning the preparations for winter, what's left of repairs, and whenever Senku needs some muscle for a project. Kohaku answers a few of his questions, then she leaves them to their dinner. When she's gone Senku tries not to laugh at the sappy look on Gen's face. To anyone else it wouldn't be obvious, but Senku has steadily gotten better at reading Gen. "Dude, close your mouth, you're practically drooling."
"I am not drooling!" Gen startles out of his daze, almost spilling his stew on himself.
Senku laughs openly at his fumble. "She literally showed up with two bowls and you still asked if she was going to stay. You're losing it, mentalist."
"I was being polite, Senku-chan," Gen retorts. "Not like you know anything about that."
"Being polite is a waste of time," Senku insists.
"Is not."
"Is too."
"How did Taiju and Yuzuriha ever put up with you long enough to befriend you?" Gen asks with a hint of mockery in his voice.
"That's Taiju's fault, he wouldn't know boundaries if they smacked him in the face," Senku says, recalling his childhood friend's boisterous and overly eager nature that had pulled both him and Yuzuriha into Taiju's orbit. "He plows right through them like they don't exist."
"He absolutely eemedsay the type who can soften up just about anyone," Gen agrees. "Watch us plan out this war and by the time we get to the empire Taiju and Tsukasa-chan are best pals."
Senku has to laugh at the mental picture. "If Tsukasa hadn't killed me, he and Taiju would be getting really chummy for sure."
"God yea, I almost forgot about that," Gen says. His tone changes from joking to something more serious. "Those two are carrying such a heavy burden right now."
"Yea, but they'll be fine. If anyone can do it it's those two," Senku says with confidence. He misses them, absolutely. But given the circumstances, well, this is where the chips fell.
"You have Yuzuriha on a secret mission, don't you?" Gen asks, and Senku really needs to stop being surprised that the mentalist figured something like that out.
"Yea, she's reconstructing any of the statues Tsukasa breaks," he says. Gen's look of shock is priceless.
"Is it even possible to bring people back after they've been destroyed….?" Gen asks in disbelief.
Senku just shrugs. "I have no idea. But once we win this war ten billion percent we have to find out."
Gen seems to think about it for a moment, brows scrunched. "I suppose if anyone can pull that off, it really will be Yuzuriha. Though she was under a lot of pressure."
"Yea, I figured. But she'll manage," he says. He knows she's capable of finding a way.
"Tsukasa-chan had her trying to fulfil impossible requests from each person he revived. I guess he figured one way to appeal to people ouldway be with clothing made to their taste," Gen says, stirring what's left of his stew.
"Yea like your fucking coat?" Senku smirks. "Who the hell asks for purple dye in the fucking stone age?"
"I'll have you know I didn't ask for this!" Gen insists pointedly. "Tsukasa-chan told her to make it for me when he revived me. He must have read the biography in one of my books, it mentioned my favorite color is purple."
"He was seriously trying to butter you up huh?" Senku says with a hint of pity. Tsukasa put his faith in the wrong person. Which clearly paid off for him instead. Getting Gen on his side was probably where Senku used up all his luck, given how shit everything else turned out.
"He really was. I don't think he wanted to resort to reviving a professional psychologist, they would have been outside the age range he deems deserving of his twisted ideals," Gen says, voice dipping low. "If you hadn't played dead so onvincinglycay I wouldn't even be here right now."
"Oh I wasn't playing. I literally died. Taiju and Yuzuriha revived me with the miracle water," Senku says bluntly. It's the simple truth, even if it sounds outside the range of believable science. He wouldn't buy it if it hadn't literally happened to him.
Gen's jaw drops almost comically. It would actually be funny if he didn't look so spooked. "Senku-chan you can't be serious...."
"I wouldn't lie about that. He snapped my neck," Senku shrugs, unconsciously reaching a hand to where the leftover piece of stone had been that saved his life. "Broke my servical plexus like a fucking toothpick. It's not like it hurt, I didn't feel a thing."
Gen laughs but the sound is distant, bitter to Senku's ears. "He seriously sent me on a ghost hunt."
"Ghosts aren't real."
"Says the dead man walking."
Notes:
Thanks for everyone's support! Comments and kudos bring a smile to my face. As usual, chapter 16 will go up once 17 is complete. I'm excited to post the next few chapters, our boys are growing closer ♡
Chapter 16: Unrest
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
If Gen wasn't having a crisis before, he sure is having one now.
Senku-chan had actually been dead....
In the quiet of the night, beside the crackling fire and under the starry sky untouched by man for millenia, Senku had uttered his confession like it was nothing to him. Nothing to him that death gripped him, tore him from this earth, erasing him from existence.
Yet he was still alive and breathing the very same air as Gen.
It made his chest ache in a way he had never felt before. Dull, but full of spikes that dug into him every time his lungs filled with air. It was hell.
It takes all Gen has to control the anxiety he feels building up inside of him, to supress the urge to reach out and touch Senku to make sure he's really there.
Senku seems to notice the shift in his composure, but doesn't bring it up. He's thankful for that. Gen doesn't want to face what he's feeling just yet. Would rather avoid it altogether if possible, but he knows better than anyone that he can't do that. Shouldn't do that.
So he sets it aside for later.
Even if his dreams are clouded by it that night. Nightmares where Gen is attacked by Magma in the clearing. Only he becomes Senku, and Magma becomes Tsukasa. The spear turns into an arm, reaching for his neck through the darkness. The snap of bone and flesh is deafening. The blinding light of death is too warm to be welcoming.
Despite Senku sleeping in the bedroll meere feet from him, Gen has never felt as alone as he does that night.
I knew I was handling this poorly....but I didn't realize it was this bad....
Come morning, Gen wakes up some hours earlier than usual, even before Senku rises. It's still dark outside, no hint of the morning sun. The shed suddenly feels suffocating. So he pulls on his coat, skipping the kimono, and slips outside.
There's a slight chill in the air that wasn't there the day before. The leftover heat of the summer months is fading, and despite already being fall it's true colors would finally be completely taking over in no time. As much as he's looking forward to it, Gen's mood is too sour to enjoy it just yet.
Gen wanders to the treeline near the forest path and sits beneath the tallest tree he can find. The sounds of the forest sooth his racing mind, even if just a little. Birds chirping in the canopy above, bugs scuttling in the grass, the beating heart of nature surrounds him. Out here, alone, he imagines what it could have been like for Senku. Waking up in an empty world void of the touch of humanity. Can't conceptualize the dread at all.
It must have been beautiful….terrifyingly beautiful….
He's not sure how long passes when a small party of villagers comes out of the thick fog. The hunters, leaving early for the day. He waves at them, plastering on his showman smile. They pass him by with silent nods, but Kohaku breaks free from the group to come up to him.
"Gen! What are you doing up?" she questions, voice low but not nearly a whisper.
"I didn't eepslay well," he says sheepishly. He doesn't want to admit why exactly.
"It happens to the best of us, I suppose," she says with a small sigh.
In the dark morning she appears larger than usual, more fearsome. A bow and quiver are slung over her back. Maybe he imagines it, but she looms as if she's channeling her inner predator. It's very becoming. Alluring even.
He laughs softly, and she leans in to ruffle his hair. The way it makes him shiver goes unnoticed. "Try to get some sleep if you can. Senku will be up at sunrise and you know how he is. I don't think he'll cut you much slack."
"Worry not, my dear huntress. I'll head back to bed shortly," he promises even though he doesn't fully mean it.
"At the very least go lay down and rest, or I'll make you," she threatens lightly. It puts a shadow of a smile on his face.
"You wouldn't dare.~"
"Try me!"
They both laugh quietly, then she's off, speeding down the path to rejoin the other hunters. Soon enough they disappear, melting into the fog. He wonders what type of prey they'll bring back. Knows that whatever it is will be caught by her skillful hands, making it all the more savory.
Gen sighs, resigning himself to trudging back up to the shed.
Senku is thankfully still asleep.
When Gen curls into his bedroll again he feels just a tad less weighed down than he had some hours ago.
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Senku can't shake the way Gen had looked at him over the fire the night before. Not as he, Chrome, Kaseki, and their borrowed hands work on finishing the wheelhouse. Not as they sit by the riverbank for lunch. Not as they chit chat and throw idle banter around.
His expression reminded him too much of Taiju and Yuzuriha's faces when they revived him with the miracle water. Only his friends had been expressing relief and joy amidst their sorrow. They were in pain, but they were rejoicing.
Gen....he just looked lost.
Senku had never seen him so torn down like that.
....And it was my fault.
Shouldn't Gen be glad Senku survived? Or just indifferent? It's not like they knew each other before, in their old lives. They met on opposite sides of this war Tsukasa tossed them into. They had been enemies, in a sense.
But calling him that doesn't feel right anymore. Senku had doubted their alliance for a time, but every moment since then Gen had stepped up to the plate without fail when he was needed. Even when he wasn't, he was nearby at attention, ready to fill in any gaps left behind in Senku's haste.
He was like the glue keeping everything together. Invisible unless you knew it was there. Instrumental to preventing everything from falling apart. An essential cog in their machine.
Yet Senku was practically using him as a pawn, much like Tsukasa had. Looking back at their interactions, had he ever really treated Gen like he did his other friends? Had he cared enough to? Did Gen consider them friends the way Senku did?
A guilt he doesn't understand gnaws at him no matter how occupied he tries to stay.
Chrome catches on, giving him a few concerned looks when he gets distracted by his thoughts, but says nothing. Senku isn't even sure what he would say if Chrome confronted him. How does he even begin to explain what happened the night before? How does he explain his guilt at making a joke that didn't sit well with Gen? How does he explain that he doesn't understand why Gen got upset?
It's too much.
The wheelhouse is complete by sundown, so they return to the clearing as a group. Everyone heads for the village, including the children who were twisting wire, escorted by Garnet. Senku doesn't see Gen anywhere, so he calls her over to ask if she's seen him. Gen had practically vanished around breakfast time.
"Oh, yea, he's behind the lab!" she points towards the paper station. "He's been working there all day."
That's surprising, since Gen is the type to skip out on work whenever possible. Then again, that was usually a way to cover up his diligence so others wouldn't notice his dedication to perfecting a task. Senku thanks her, then steals himself before heading around the lab.
He feels he owes Gen an apology. Even if he can't explain why. Feels it in his gut.
He usually ignores that less logical part of him but this time it doesn't feel right to.
"Oi Gen," he calls out, twirling his finger in his ear. Trying to play nonchalant isn't his thing, but he isn't sure what else to do. "You here?"
He gets no answer, but when Senku rounds the corner he sees why. The fire is still going, but the pot and its contents have already been moved aside. Gen is slumped against one of the logs, legs pulled tight to his body, dozing quietly. He suddenly looks really small, fragile almost.
Senku has to stop himself from going and shaking the mentalist awake.
The night air has a sharp chill it hadn't had recently, the first signs of the weather changing, so Senku finds a pelt from the shed and brings it down. Placing it over Gen's shoulders feels strange, intimate. More so than so many other things they've done, things that feel small to him, that Senku knows most people consider beyond the boundaries of what normal friends do. Like the pillow fight, like the way they can argue without actually getting mad, like the way they dance around each other in the lab or playing checkers. The way their spaces intertwine, personal bubbles overlapping. To Senku it's nothing. It's the way he is with his closest friends. But he knows most people don't feel the same. It's something he doesn't understand, and probably never will.
But this one gesture. The desire to shield Gen from the cold. To protect him. It feels…. like something more.
He's glad when the other doesn't stir. He stares for a moment too long, unsure what he's trying to find in the mentalist's sleeping form. Then he leaves for the village. If he takes too long there might not be enough dinner left for either of them.
When he gets back, Gen is still sound asleep. Senku sits on the log the mentalist is leaning against, sets down their steaming bowls, and gently nudges his shoulder. "It's time for dinner, mentalist. They made ramen today."
Gen doesn't stir so he tries again. "Gen, wake up, you need to eat."
"Mh...." the sound Gen makes is small, hardly audible, but it's enough of an acknowledgment.
"Gen, dinner is getting cold," Senku says with another soft nudge. "Wake up mentalist."
Gen seems to finally wake up, body becoming alert, shoulders tensing. After a moment he looks up at him through bleary eyes, blinking away the sleep. When his vision finally focuses, his posture relaxes again. "Senku-chan....?"
"You fell asleep on the job," Senku chides. He picks up their bowls and passes one down to Gen. "Eat up, you need to recover your energy."
"Forgive me," Gen says quietly as he accepts the bowl. "It seems I didn't get enough rest last ightnay."
Senku doesn't push the topic. He forgets sometimes, past all the glitz and glamour, that Gen is only human. His illusions make him forget there's a real person beneath those many masks, that he has needs just like anyone else. Just like Senku himself.
For as observant as Senku has become of the mentalist, Gen does all he can to divert from being seen.
They eat in silence for a while, only the slurping of their noodles filling the space between their ears. Eventually, when he's halfway through the bowl, he spares another look down at the mentalist. Gen's eyes look lost, not quite like the previous night, but not totally there either. Like his mind is elsewhere and he isn't coming back soon.
Fuck....I'm no good at comforting people. What is it that Gen does when I get stressed out....?
"So what do you wanna make with the paper first?" Senku tries, cringing at how awkward it sounds as soon as the words are out of his mouth. His voice cutting through the silence feels out of place.
Gen chuckles, turning a bit to look up at him. He hasn't taken the pelt off his shoulders. "Trying to istractday me, Senku-chan? You know that's my specialty.~"
"No idea what you're talking about."
"Oh please, you're an open book to me, dear scientist," Gen says as if it isn't obvious. Somehow he guesses that right now it's only a half truth.
"Everyone's an open book to you, you're a mentalist. It's what you do," Senku points out anyway.
Gen pauses to prod at his noodles. The icky green noodles that are growing on Senku despite how bitter they are. A lot of things he didn't expect to like are growing on him lately. "Not everyone, unfortunately."
Senku isn't sure what to think of that, but Gen moves on before he can formulate a response. "The first test paper will be ready tomorrow, by the way."
"Shit, you work fast," Senku says, surprised.
"No time to waste right?" Gen winks coyly. It doesn't come off as playful as usual, but at least it's a sign he's coming back to himself, albeit slowly. It's a step in the right direction. "The first batch is already on a drying rack."
Senku immediately looks up to see one of the racks doesn't have weeds on it anymore, but thin rectangular sheets he makes out in the low light of the fire. He suddenly feels revitalized from his long day of manual labor, energy zapping through the fog in his mind. "Nice job mentalist!"
"Thank you Senku-chan," Gen says softly, a smile working its way onto his face at the praise. It lessens the dullness in his eyes a little bit. "You don't get to see it until it's ready though.~"
"Wh-"
"Nope!"
"But Gen-"
"You put me in charge of this project so I get to set the rules," Gen says, smile turning into a smaller version of his signature smirk.
"Fine, fine," Senku concedes, if only so he can see Gen come back to himself.
His apology is long forgotten, dying in the back of his throat.
Notes:
I know it's taking Senku forever to catch feelings, but as someone who's arospec all I can say is some of us are slow to catch on lol. He's getting there. And Gen? Well he's just a master at suppressing his feelings lmao ♡
Chapter 17: Sweet olive
Chapter Text
Gen starts the day feeling revitalized. All the heartache and stress he felt the day before had fizzled out, leaving him for once light on his feet. Weightlessness permeates his body.
Thanks to Kohaku and Senku.
Gen had never let himself become so affected by the actions of others, by their emotional states. To not only absorb negative emotions, but let himself be healed by comforting gestures? Unheard of.
Who am I becoming?
He decides not to question it for now. Too much introspection never did anyone any good. Getting lost in your own mind is far too great a hazard.
After breakfast, during which Senku seems to meet his eyes more often than usual, the scientist leaves for the waterwheel with his spare hands. Chrome has a spring in his step Gen is glad to notice. And alongside a less worried seeming Senku, Kaseki seems revitalized by their energy as well. He's happy to see it.
Today he busies himself with the paper. The sheets had come out far better than he had expected, sturdy enough to write on even when he presses the charcoal pencil into it with deliberate force. It should stand up well to Senku's furious scribbling when he's lost in thought.
A fair amount of Gen's secret stash of materials hadn't survived the fall into the river, so he takes the opportunity now that Senku isn't around to slip into the lab. He adjusts the logs accordingly before going back out to his station.
Briefly he thinks of how strange it feels to call anything in this stone age his. Besides his clothes, nothing else felt....his. Nothing felt like he owned it, like it was specifically for him. But this paper making station is his. It's organized to his liking, it was built just for him, it was his.
How strange. Laying claim to anything in this new era....
Gen brushes the thoughts aside and prepares the next batch of plant fibers for boiling. Now that he has a basic idea of how to do this he can play around with the consistency some. While he waits for the water to boil, he sets out his materials and gets to work on a particularly special project. It takes a bit of experimenting, some light cursing here and there. But he makes it work.
Once he's satisfied with the results he nabs the itemized log from the lab. Hopefully Senku-chan doesn't mind.
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The last phase of the wheelhouse project, the gears to power the furnaces, gets finished pretty quickly. They're done sometime after lunch, and Senku can only guess the word spread. Repairs at the village have finally finished, so that means nearly everyone who can make the trip to the river is present. Even Gen turns up among the crowd, praising the automation of the iron making process.
Kokuyo points out how, now that repairs are done and there's hands to spare, the village can finally focus entirely on winter preparations. Once everyone trickles back down the path, to the clearing and beyond to the village, the only sound left is that of the waterwheel.
Suddenly, everything slows down.
Before the push had been to keep things moving as fast as possible and do as much as they could every single day. But now. Well. They still have a long way to go, but they're not running at top speed anymore.
Senku's brain feels like it's turning into mush for a bit. Burn out from the constant push forward - the uphill climb he had been at since he woke up in this stone world - tugs at his energy. Things, feelings he had been stamping down, threaten to spill back up all of a sudden.
Then there's a voice to his right that makes him instantly relax.
"You've pulled off uiteqay the feat, Senku-chan," Gen sings, a genuine smile on his face. The defeated look that had been clouding his blue eyes the day before is thankfully gone. He looks himself again.
He shrugs, trying to ignore how much better he feels with the mentalist beside him. "Don't go thinking this means less work for you, you're not getting a free pass that easily."
"Oh please, this is me we're talking about," Gen chuckles. "I'll find a way around your arduous plans one way or another.~"
"Yea, sure, you always have a trick up your sleeve," Senku says as they begin to walk, no malice in his words.
"You know me so well!~"
For a second he wonders if he really does.
Gen hides so much of himself. It's impossible to tell sometimes what's a mask and what's not. Senku shoves that line of thought aside quickly. This is his friend. Letting those types of things cloud his mind wasn't gonna help anyone.
"Say Senku-chan, mind accompanying me for a ightslay detour?" Gen asks after a few minutes of easy quiet.
"Huh? What for?"
"It'll be quick, I promise," Gen says, pointing in the direction of the field of foxtail millet.
"Sure, whatever," he agrees. What could Gen want with that?
"Thank you, Senku-chan.~"
They walk the rest of the way in silence. When they arrive at the field he thinks Gen is going to stop, but he keeps walking past it, towards a small grove of trees at its edge. The mentalist's eyes light up in a way he's never seen before, pure joy and excitement radiating from him when his eyes land on the orange blooms on spindly branches.
"They're finally blooming!" Gen says cheerily as they get close to the first tree. He pulls a pair of clippers from somewhere inside his coat and hands Senku a medium sized basket he didn't even realize the mentalist had been holding. "Do you mind?"
Senku wordlessly takes the basket, and Gen gets to work clipping the small flowers from the lowest branches.
"I spotted these when we first went out to the sunflower field, before the ormstay, but when I came out here with the sparkling sisters they weren't in bloom yet," Gen explains, adding sprig after sprig of the brightly colored flowers into the basket. "Orange osmanthus fragrans, better known as sweet olive!~"
Senku hadn't seen this side of Gen before. Sure, he knew the mentalist liked flowers. He knew they were often part of his magic tricks, and they even came in handy when they were up against Magma, then again with Hyoga. He vaguely recalls Gen mentioning the meaning of nightshade, his favorite flower, at the time. But this is almost something else. Gen loses himself in listing fact after fact about the flowers until the basket is nearly overflowing. Senku can't get himself to interrupt even for a second. It's too captivating.
"They're wonderful for teas and perfumes thanks to the peachy smell - though some people suggest it's more like apricot - but they're also used for rice wines," Gen concludes as he sets the final sprig in the basket.
"Since when are you a horticulturist?" Senku asks, breaking out of his daze. Listening to Gen was....refreshing. It filled his mind with a pleasant feeling that reminded him of Yuzuriha whenever she went on a tangent about textiles. It was something he could listen to for hours. And the mentalist kept surprising him with new skills he didn't know the other possessed. New wells of knowledge to explore.
"It's just a hobby of mine, nothing serious," Gen waves, putting away the clippers and taking the basket from him.
"So what are you planning to do with these?"
"I'm thinking tea," Gen answers as they start walking to the main path. "Perfume if I'm feeling ambitious.~"
"I swear if you take over my lab to make fucking perfume, I'll hand us both over to Tsukasa," Senku threatens lightly.
"I won't push my luck," Gen laughs heartily. The sound is music to Senku's ears compared to Gen's demeanor the previous night.
"Did you garden a lot?" Senku asks after a pause. The mental image of Gen covered in dirt, sitting on his knees under the hot sun as he tends to flowers, seems strangely amusing. But somehow it fits how diligent he is under all the lavish dishonesty. Not the manual labor, but the patience to grow and cultivate something by hand.
"I wanted to," he says with a wistful sigh, "but I was usually too busy. I did have a few plants in my apartment though. In the hustle and bustle of show business....it was oothingsay.~"
They chat about it as they return to the clearing, Senku doing more listening than talking. He's not used to the roles being reversed like this. He's usually the one talking the ear off of whoever was willing to listen to his long and seemingly endless rants. Like Taiju who listened intently even if he didn't understand, and Chrome who definitely didn't understand but wanted to learn. It wasn't often someone was able to chew his ear like this.
But with Gen he doesn't mind. Welcomes the change.
___
That night the hunting party returns to the village with plenty of wild game to go around, and the crowning piece is a bear so heavy it takes four to carry the dowel it's tied to. With repairs finished and the grueling work now automated, the village roars to life with celebration. It's even more lively than the celebrations of the grand bout, the sound of drums and shell ocarinas traveling across the lake with soul.
Senku doesn't object at all, much to everyone's surprise, and soon enough Gen finds himself wedged between Chrome and Kohaku at the grand bout arena that's now alive with dance. This time he doesn't object when a cup brimming with potato sake finds its way into his hands.
If there's ever a time to let loose, it's now.
He loses track of Senku somewhere between the sparkling sisters teaching Gen a traditional dance and his coat disappearing over Kohaku's shoulders. Sees him again when Suika pulls the scientist into a circle with the other children. Loses him once more at the bottom of his second drink.
While taking a break, stretched out on a log beside Kohaku, head on her lap while she absently plays with his hair, Gen tries to remember a time he felt this free. This uninhibited, the burdens of the modern world behind him. Nothing comes up.
Granted, he is pretty drunk.
But in the modern world he only drank at stuffy dinners with people who could advance his career, sipping very slowly at his glass. Or at parties among people he kept more than an arm's length away. Here, under the vast expanse of the sky, with his heart beating alongside the steady sound of drums and dancing feet, he was among friends.
Funny, I don't really remember when I let myself get this close to any of them.....
"....and then I leapt on its back and broke its neck in one go!" Kohaku boasts loudly, recalling a really jumbled version of the hunting expedition.
"Kohaku sweetheart, that doesn't make any ensesay," Gen says, trying and failing to keep track of her story.
"It's eyes were practically glowing, you should have seen it, Gen!" Kohaku keeps going, the drink in her other hand tilting dangerously every time she makes a grand gesture.
"Right right, owingglay eyes, yeah that totally makes sense," he says, faintly wondering when he became so close with the huntress.
"And then Mag- oh- Gen, look, look!" she exclaims, shaking his shoulder. Gen turns his head in the direction she's gesturing with her drink, fighting back vertigo at the motion, and eventually his eyes fix on what she wants him to see.
Ruri and Chrome are dancing together in the middle of some other couples, bodies close, hand in hand. They seem too caught up in each other to notice anything that's happening around them. All smiles, shoulders shaking with jovial laughter any time they trip over each other.
It puts a smile on Gen's face, and on Kohaku's too when he spares a glance up at her.
"You did something didn't you, you bat bastard," Kohaku looks down at him.
"No idea what you mean," Gen says, peering up at her through his tousled bangs.
"Oh yea, you totally did something."
"Did not."
"They're different lately," she says, voice coming out in a whisper.
"That's good isn't it?"
"Yea....yea it is," she smiles wider, eyes glistening with what Gen thinks is perhaps years of pent up anxiety. To finally see her sister happy and healthy, well, that's got to be a lot. The sight makes him sober up just a bit, her display of emotions stirring something inside his chest.
Gen sits up, scooting up beside her, chin landing on her shoulder and arm around her waist as they watch the pair for a while. She doesn't push him away. Maybe when he was completely sober this would set his heart racing, but right now he just feels calm. Peaceful.
Then he spots Senku on the other side of the arena, trapped between Ginro and two of the sparkling sisters of all people. He looks like he's begging for a way out as the girls try to pull him into a dance while Ginro eggs him on. It would be funny if Senku didn't look so stressed out.
Kohaku has followed his line of sight and lets out a loud snort when she figures out what's happening. "Should we go rescue him?"
Gen thinks about it for a long second, a smirk slipping onto his face. "Nah."
Kohaku hollers a laugh, almost spilling the contents of her drink in her amusement. "You just want to see him suffer!"
"And what if I do?" Gen answers with his own loud laughter.
They break out into pathetic giggles when Garnet and Sapphire each grab one of Senku's arms and Ginro pushes him into the circle of dancers from behind.
"Okay okay, maybe we ouldshay save him," Gen relents, snatching Kohaku's drink and slamming down what's left. Her sound of protest goes ignored.
"You get Senku, I'll get the sisters," Kohaku says as they stand, leaning against each other a bit wobbly. Gen nods an agreement to the plan.
Senku sees them approaching as they take a wide berth around the outskirts of the arena, and the plea for help is obvious in his eyes. "Say, Senku-chan, I saw some sciencey thing over that ayway that I think needs your expertise!~"
It's a shit rescue line, but Senku takes the opening anyway. "Right, yea, I should uh-! I should go look at that. Lead the way mentalist-"
"Why don't you two dance with me instead?" Kohaku purrs, slipping between Sapphire and Garnet as Gen pulls Senku away by the wrist. Her strong arms circle their waists and Gen doesn't miss how both girls blush. Even Ginro looks flustered just watching them.
Well okay that's one way to do it.
___
"You owe me," Gen says without looking back, tugging Senku along over the bridge and away from the arena. "And Kohaku too."
Senku's head feels like it's spinning, but he puts one foot in front of the other on the swaying bridge and somehow makes it to the other side in one piece. Gen laughs at nothing ahead of him, steps swaying ever so slightly. He looks strange without-
"What happened to your coat?"
"Oh oops," Gen says surprised, looking down at himself as if just then realizing he's not wearing it. "Guess Kohaku still has it. Oh well, no getting that back now."
They've made it to the residential area, that's much quieter and less alive. Only a few people linger, at their doorsteps, tumbling home from the festivities or bringing their children to bed. The chill of the night air feels stronger here. Senku shudders at the occasional gusts.
Gen hasn't let go of his wrist and they're still walking. He's too light headed to say anything. His second cup of wine was a mistake. So was the first.
It's when they get over the second bridge that Gen seems to realize he's still holding Senku's wrist.
"Oh, whoops, that can't be omfortablecay," Gen says absently. He lets go for a moment, only for his hand to slip into Senku's, locking their fingers together.
"Hey-" Senku starts, but can't think of how to finish that thought. His brain can't keep up. He doesn't let go or pull away.
They walk like that until they arrive at the clearing.
"Should we start a fire?" Gen asks, tapping his chin.
"We should probably go to bed. Probably."
"Okay fire it is!"
"You're drunk, mentalist."
"Aren't you too? I can smell it on you Senku-chan," Gen says with a chuckle. "Does that count as underaged inkingdray?"
"I'm well over three-thousand and seven hundred-something years old, dumbass," Senku points out as Gen pulls him towards the fire pit. He can't think of the exact number right now. "So are you."
"Right, of course," Gen says with an eye roll that looks like it makes him dizzy.
"It's simple math."
"That's definitely not simple."
When they stop in front of the firepit Gen looks like he already forgot why they're there. Senku can hardly remember either.
"Oh! I didn't show you the paper," Gen exclaims excitedly, pulling Senku away towards the back of the lab.
"No shit, we got kinda busy."
"Right? I didn't think I could stomach bear meat but it was pretty good," Gen remarks, remembering dinner.
"Too bad we don't have better seasoning," Senku laments. He usually doesn't care about flavor but even he's gotten tired of only having salt.
"Ugh, I'd kill for some pepper."
"That's how wars start."
"God you're right."
"Spices are a powerful tool."
"Think anyone will join our side for some pepper?"
"Maybe."
"Bear has to astetay better with pepper."
Senku has to laugh. "At least it wasn't lion."
"You've had lion?" Gen asks. "Oh right Tsukasa-chan killed one didn't he?"
"Eh, I had some in Africa before," Senku says as they round the corner to Gen's workspace.
"In Africa?"
"Ebola," he says as if that answers the question.
"Right right, ebola."
Gen only lets go of his hand when they get closer to the table. He unwraps a leather pouch and takes something out, blocking it from Senku's view. "Go start the fire Senku-chan.~"
He does as told, missing the warmth quickly leaving his hand.
When it's alive and flickering Gen turns around from tinkering at the table. Senku only sees the glimmer of excitement before something is pressed into his hand.
Is this-
"Tada!~" Gen exclaims, blowing softly to make the curls of paper spin. The pinwheel turns lazily, coming alive with the inertia.
Senku can't hold back the laughter that bubbles through him. Of all the things for Gen to make with paper first, he wasn't expecting a child's toy. So simple but so playful.
Gen laughs with him, bright through the dark of the night. Senku wants to listen to that sound forever.
"Really mentalist, you keep surprising me!"
"That's the goal, Senku-chan!~" Gen winks, plopping down on one of the logs. He has a second pinwheel in his hand that Senku hadn't noticed, and he blows on it, laughing as it spins endlessly.
Through the haze in his mind Senku remembers something he meant to have ready once the paper was finished, and heads towards the lab. Gen calls out to him, but he ignores it. He stumbles a few times, catching himself on the wall of the structure, but eventually he makes it back to the fire pit with the prize in hand. Gen's entire body lights up with energy when he sees what Senku is carrying.
" Cola! "
Senku passes him the bottle, then sits beside Gen with his own. They pop the caps and toast to- to?
"To science?" Gen offers with a smile.
" To science! "
The silence that follows is warm, pleasant, like the way he had felt when Gen held his hand. He could live in it. Could let it wrap around him forever.
At some point Gen starts describing the hunting trip, embellished by a very drunk Kohaku, but most of the words go in one ear and right out the other. "She swears she broke its neck herself, Senku-chan, snapped it like a toothpick!"
The words make him startle out of his haze, head whipping to look at Gen, pinwheel coming alive with the sudden movement. He doesn't find any hurt and upset there like before. "Like a toothpick?"
"Like a toothpick," Gen repeats with a nod, and there's an understanding there that Senku holds on to.
"Yea right," Senku snickers, relaxing again.
Gen's head is turned up to the sky, to the twinkling stars above. Senku can't help but notice how they reflect in his blue eyes. Like they've always lived there.
"Is there a bear constellation?" Gen asks quietly, bottle of cola discarded. He blows on the pinwheel even though he isn't looking at it.
Senku turns to follow his gaze, to the night sky that's brighter than any he's ever seen before. "Two of them, ursa major and ursa minor," he answers, making Gen gasp in surprise. He starts listing the stars that make up each, and the mentalist listens attentively.
Somewhere along the way their hands find each other again. Fingers interwoven, warmth trapped between their palms. They fall asleep like that long hours later, leaning against each other, the names of distant planetary objects dancing through their dreams.
It's the best sleep Senku's had since he woke up in this new world.
Notes:
My tolerance is pretty high so forgive me for any inaccuracies writing lightweights lmao.
Orange sweet olive symbolizes optimism and joy. Pinwheels symbolize youthfulness ♡
This chapter now has fanart by the wonderful Niansue!
Chapter 18: Fortress, unraveled
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Not much of anything gets done the next day.
Not after the festivities that leave most of the village hungover and sleepy. Gen doesn't really mind, he's nursing his own headache. He'd felt like he sobered up a decent amount when Senku broke out the cola, but then the two of them fell asleep on the cold hard earth with a log as a pillow and now his neck is screaming in agony.
Senku doesn't look any better. His naturally wild hair is plastered flat in places while the rest sticks up as usual. It makes his head look like a trampled meadow. Gen gets a flick on the forehead for saying as much, which only aggravates his headache.
I'm never touching a drop of alcohol ever again.
They eat breakfast quietly in the lab. Gen had sacrificed himself, fetching it for them since Senku looks more zombie-like than he feels. Luckily the village was pretty quiet. The children have overslept and only a few of the elderly that turned in early toil about.
After they eat, Gen's head lands on the glass surface of the lab table and he refuses to move. The cool sensation does wonders for the pressure behind his eyes. Senku doesn't say anything of it.
"Senku-chan, do you happen to have any angoverhay cures you haven't bothered mentioning?" Gen asks weakly, voice muffled by the table.
"There aren't any, dumbass. Most home remedies aren't proven. All we can do is treat the symptoms," Senku answers bitterly. "We already slept, we ate, we're staying hydrated. But we don't have caffeine or painkillers so there's not much else to do."
"Eriouslysay?"
"Yup. Alcohol is metabolized in our bodies by the enzyme alcohol dehydrogenase. As it breaks down ethanol, it forms acetaldehyde, which is a carcinogen and a p-"
"I get it, I get it. We've poisoned ourselves and now we have to ride it out," Gen interrupts. He's too tired for this.
"You can go dunk your head in the river," Senku offers, snarky as ever.
"I thought I was the practical joker here."
Eventually Gen gives up. He feels grimy and sore all over. Sitting there isn't helping any, but he doesn't think he can get any sleep. So he gets up and makes for the exit.
"Where are you going?" Senku asks through closed eyes. He's had a blueprint open in front of him for the past hour but hasn't touched it.
"For a walk," Gen says with a yawn. "And to find my coat. No idea where I lost it."
"Kohaku has it," Senku groans, rubbing at his temples.
"Why does Kohaku- you know what, never mind. She probably remembers why," Gen says as he leaves. Senku just warns him not to miss lunch.
It's not that he can't remember the whole night, but there's definitely bits and pieces that have blurred together into one sloppy colorful mess. Gen might not have Senku's incredible memory, but enough of the night is leftover for him to know that at some point he had grabbed Senku's hand. They'd woken up that way, but since the scientist didn't make a big deal of it Gen hadn't either.
His coat though, well, he doesn't even remember taking it off. Much less giving it to Kohaku. Or did she take it?
Gen hadn't seen her when he had gone to fetch breakfast, but he tries the village first anyway. Maybe she spent the night with Ruri.
Or maybe not. Gen finds, past the mess in the trampled arena, a mostly empty hut. The only occupants are a sleeping Ruri, and a very unconscious Chrome dozing with his head on her lap. Gen backs out of the hut quietly. He'll have to tell Kohaku what he saw whenever he finds her.
Kohaku isn't with Suika, so the only place left to look is beyond the boundaries of the village. I did say I was going for a walk, well, two birds one stone.
The quiet of the woods is welcoming, the fresh air cooling his mind just a bit. He's not sure what direction Kohaku could have gone in, so he decides to go towards the wheelhouse and start from there.
It's when he's halfway there that he hears the sound of metal against stone breaking through the reprieve of nature. It's coming from a less trodden and much narrower path, one Gen has never been down before. He pauses at the mouth, listening to the sound for a bit longer before deciding to investigate.
What he finds is surprising. Gen hangs back to observe for a bit. The sound is coming from two large knives striking against a boulder as Kohaku parries with it. She looks focused, in a state of mind Gen can't begin to comprehend.
He doesn't bother hiding. Just leans his shoulder against a tree, arms crossed, and waits until she notices he's there. Gen senses a shift in her demeanor, but it's easily half an hour before she acknowledges he's watching. It's when she takes a break, sheathing the knives and pausing for a drink of water. She waves him over and he takes that as his cue to step into the boulder and moss filled clearing.
"Training through your hangover? Really Kohaku, your energy is urprisingsay," Gen says as he gets closer.
"There's no time for being idle," she answers, moving to sit on a nearby boulder where he spots his discarded coat. Gen takes a seat beside her on the cold stone.
"Not even a throbbing headache?"
"Absolutely not!" Kohaku laughs, and her high spirits would be contagious if he didn't feel so much like shit.
"If only I had your energy.~"
"Maybe if you trained with us you would."
"You know better than anyone that is absolutely not appeninghay."
"Ha! Yea, you're too weak to keep up."
"You wound me!~"
"As if, you skip out on work whenever you get the chance," Kohaku says, poking his shoulder roughly. All he can do is laugh.
"Tell me dear, what's really got you out here?" Gen asks after a while. Kohaku isn't someone he has to tiptoe around much. Although she isn't keen on being sentimental, she's not entirely out of touch with her feelings. She just holds them close, giving that piece of herself only to those she trusts. Gen isn't sure if he's one of them, but at the very least he's willing to try.
She's quiet for a while as if contemplating her words carefully. When she finally speaks it's soft, quietly carried by the wind. "Ruri-nee and Chrome, you saw them last night."
Gen hums in affirmation. It's one piece of their festivities he hasn't forgotten.
"She's been cured," Kohaku sighs. "But Chrome has become invested in this war with Tsukasa. He won't let himself truly be happy just yet."
Gen sighs with her. She's right after all. Chrome, as much as he may care for Ruri, is just as self-sacrificing for his friends and his people. Even when they cast him aside for so many long years. It's something he has in common with Kohaku, and Gen can sort of see where this is going.
"We have to win this," Kohaku continues, voice distant but serious. "I have to be prepared."
"A day of estray never hurt anyone," Gen says softly, although he does understand where her drive is coming from.
"There's hardly any time for that. Training will become more difficult come winter," Kohaku insists. "I have to be ready."
"And you will be," Gen says, reaching out to tuck her bangs behind her ears. "Rest won't change that."
"But-"
"But nothing, Kohaku," he says a bit more firmly. "Rest is just as important. It doesn't make you any less strong. If anything, it makes you more valiant for knowing when enough is enough."
Kohaku searches his face as if trying to find any hint of trickery, but there isn't anything to find. He's being earnest with her. Gen cares about her, even if he never planned to.
After a moment it seems she gets her answer and visibly relaxes. A smile creeps up on her face, warm like the sun. "Thank you, Gen. You're a good friend, even if you try to hide it."
"I have no idea what you eanmay.~"
She laughs, loud and bright. His infatuation evaporates on the spot, carried away on the wind with the sound of her voice. All that's left behind is admiration. And, much to his surprise, an unexpected friendship.
Now Gen is forced to face something he's been ignoring for a while.
___
Senku wonders for a bit how much it would be worth the effort to look for camellia sinensis, the species of evergreen whose leaves produce tea. Wonders if Gen knows what it looks like. The caffeine might come in handy. The teas the village made were actually herbal infusions, made from fruits and other plants. Like the sweet olive Gen found. Not even the cola had any actual caffeine in it.
He discards the idea after a while. Too tired to think about it.
Senku tries to focus on the blueprints for their next project, but it's useless. The wine was definitely a mistake.
So he switches gears and starts to organize the lab. It hasn't been long since the last time Gen helped him sort everything, but some things are out of place and the menial repetitive work will give him something to do through the fog that's heavy in his mind. He puts the blueprint away and looks for the lab log, but can't find it.
Did Chrome move it?
After searching the shelves twice he doesn't find it. Right when he's about to give up, maybe go find something else to do, he spots something that wasn't there before. A rectangular package, wrapped in cloth, wedged between two boxes.
Who could have....?
Senku takes it off the shelf and unwraps it, then almost drops it in his surprise. It's a leather bound notebook. It's simple, but it's sturdy. Did Gen make this?
Senku opens it, and inside each page is filled with the mentalist's neat handwriting. It's the lab log, transcribed onto paper. Perhaps the first bound words in millennia.
That bastard! He didn't even tell me he was making this.
He tries to bite back the grin forming on his face but it's impossible. He's getting too excited, the feeling of exhaustion fizzling out like a flame. In its place is a warmth Senku had only found in Gen's hand clasped in his.
___
Kohaku hadn't seen the improvements to the wheelhouse the previous day, having arrived late with the hunting party, so Gen takes her there. She's just as impressed as the rest of the villagers had been.
"He's done incredible things for this village," Kohaku says with awe. "Sometimes I doubt his ambitions will even be possible, and then he does it anyway."
Gen can only nod in agreement.
"He's been more motivated since you got here," she says more quietly.
"Senku-chan is just glad to have a modern indmay to bounce ideas off of," Gen says as they watch the water turn the wheel. The day they fell in the river felt far away all of a sudden. Kohaku doesn't respond, so they admire the achievement in silence for a while. It's comfortable, but he's craving something else. Something....different.
When she finally turns to return to the village Gen follows until they reach the beginning of the path that leads to the foxtail millet and sweet olive grove, and beyond it the sunflower fields.
Kohaku notices him slowing down. "Gen?"
"Go on ahead, I have something to do," Gen tells her, tucking his arms closer to his body. She had thankfully returned his coat and the added layer makes him feel more like himself.
"I could stay with you," she says carefully.
"Don't worry, I won't be long," he rejects the offer. "Besides, you'll want to talk to Ruri and Chrome about last night.~"
Her ears perk up, and when he winks she gets the message. "Don't miss lunch, sorcerer!"
"Wouldn't dream of it.~"
They part ways, and as much as Gen was happy with where he stood with Kohaku, he needed some time to clear his head. To sort through his thoughts. To contemplate where he stands with their resident scientist.
When Gen arrives at the sunflower field he walks to the very middle and lets himself fall back into the grass, face towards the sky. It's bright and blue, welcoming. Very few clouds loiter, only the sun beating down on his skin. After running through some breathing exercises to help himself relax Gen finally has to face the inevitable. Eventually, almost regrettably, Gen knew his infatuation with Kohaku would run its course. He's happy with where it landed them, amazed even. To allow himself to become close enough to someone to call them a friend....
It's new. It's exhilarating. It's. It's a lot of things.
But it has pulled back the curtain, exposing his illusions.
Gen's greatest illusion, if he's in the mood to joke about such a thing.
Lying to myself.
Gen knew, even before they met, that Senku was someone to be admired. Someone unique, a once-in-a-lifetime type of person that you never meet again. Granted, at the time, he thought Senku was dead. Tsukasa had revived him specifically to confirm the scientist was gone from this earth. But a sliver of hope had bloomed in his chest when he saw the carving on the tree outside the miracle cave. That the twisted world Tsukasa dreamt of wasn't the only path.
Then he found Senku alive, and his decision had practically been made for him.
Fate perhaps, or destiny, had urged him to strike a deal - a flimsy one, but a deal nonetheless. Things that Senku absolutely didn't believe in, would probably laugh at. But Gen is no scientist, all he has to guide him are the fragile tendrils of emotions the human mind uses to explain itself. So fate, or destiny, or maybe even divine intervention. It's all he can cling to.
Senku would surely laugh at him for it. That evil sound that crawls under Gen's skin and gets him excited for plans that sounded impossibly ridiculous. Like the cotton candy machine, or the phone. Or the Edison bulb that had burned with unsung hope into a darkness that was no longer permanent.
But Gen would welcome that laugh, that quirky smile, even if it meant making himself the butt of every joke. Even if it meant playing dumb and trying to skip work so he could get scolded. The laugh of a mad scientist whose goals sound so grandiose but are said with such conviction that Gen can't help but believe they'll all become reality one day.
He shouldn't have let this happen in the first place.
Gen had always errected walls around himself as high as he could reach. It was self preservation. It was a way to protect himself from being seen, but also to keep himself from getting so close to someone that he eventually became disappointed in what he found.
Yet around Senku he had exposed pieces of himself he had never shown anyone. Pieces he wasn't fond of, and pieces he liked but kept secret just to have something to himself. Bits of his being that had never seen the light of day before.
It should have felt scary, to expose his true self like this. To let anyone get this close. But Senku wasn't just anyone. Gen let him in all on his own, letting down the drawbridge as soon as the scientist came knocking.
Oh.
I've been letting myself unravel, just for him....
It's what let Gen become close to Ruri, to Kohaku. Senku had waltzed in, and he left the door wide open behind him. And Gen couldn't even be mad about it.
He always thought that one day, when he was old and gray, crows feet in the corners of his eyes, he would allow himself to love.
To find his equal.
To accept the horrifying temptation of being known.
But he's still young, as young as this new era he was so rudely woken up into. An era of possibilities, even for someone like Gen. Finding his equal wasn't outside the realm of possibility anymore. There were seven billion people on earth, cast in stone or not. Gen prided himself on making the impossible believable. On blending the line between reality and fiction. He's a magician at his core.
But it's not magic that tore down his defenses.
It's science.
In the dry and cold desert of life, an oasis had bloomed just for him. Ripe with new friendships, new opportunities, and with love. A love that quenched a thirst he hadn't realized he was suffocating in until he tasted the relief. A love that washed down all his fears and sorrows as if they were just grains of sand in the wind. A love sweeter than anything he'd ever tasted, sweeter still than the cola that sealed their fate.
Although Gen isn't certain if it's mirage or miracle, he's too curious to turn down the opportunity. Too selfish not to want to claim it for himself alone. That oasis is none other than Senku Ishigami.
He doesn't make it back for lunch.
Notes:
We're finally at the halfway point folks! Thanks to everyone who has been keeping up with this fic so far, your support is much appreciated!
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Chapter 19: Persimmons
Notes:
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Chapter Text
They've begun work on the lightbulb, but so far each attempt has been a failure. They fail, and try again. Rinse and repeat. After a week and a half it's becoming exhausting mentally, but Senku has other projects lined up to keep them occupied in between. One of the more important ones being for the winter preparations.
Senku takes a break in the lab while he sends Chrome to fetch a few things from the village. Kaseki is too busy blowing glass to be disturbed, a reluctant Carbo as his assistant, insisting he doesn't need the extra help from either scientist.
He flips absently through the logbook, making corrections here and there as he plans their next move. As much as he tries to stay focused, part of him keeps getting distracted. Senku didn't anticipate missing writing on paper of all things.
And Gen gave him that back.
The mentalist is outside, kneeling in front of the children and Ruri, entertaining them with magic tricks as he takes his own break from making paper. Senku watches for a bit. Gen sticks to simple tricks, like what he used when he was cheating at checkers. Easy sleight of hand, which to the kids must seem like actual sorcery. For one trick he makes two handfuls of pink flowers disappear and in their place pinwheels reappear.
The children cheer with glee as Gen passes them out, one for each kid. The final pinwheel goes to a grinning Ruri. He'd scold the mentalist for slacking off, but the thick stack of paper sitting on a shelf is hard to ignore. It's grown quickly. Guess I can't complain.
When he finally stands to go back to the paper station, Gen catches his eye and smiles. He's been doing a lot of that lately. Not the fake ones, his actual smile....
Senku briefly remembers the warmth he'd felt holding Gen's hand. A warmth that seeped through his whole body. It was nice, but it stirs something else in him he tries to push down. No time for that.
"What are you up to today, Senku-chan?" Gen asks as he steps into the shade of the lab.
"Planning for the winter," he sighs.
"Seems like the lightbulb is giving you oubletray," Gen says apologetically. His eyes travel to the lab log on the table, but he hasn't taken credit for it, so Senku hasn't mentioned it either. It's another game of his, it seems.
"Eh, that's just how it is. We'll get there," Senku shrugs.
"Science is like that I suppose," Gen agrees. He wanders further into the lab, examining the shelves. "Say Senku-chan, you have a mortar and pestle don't you?"
"Yea, what do you need that for? Your tea?"
"Mhm, the flowers have finished drying so I thought I'd make some," Gen hums. "Poor Ruby re-injured her ankle so I figured it could make a nice pick-me-up."
For Ruby? Really mentalist, you don't need to feed me an excuse for this.
"How'd she manage that, wasn't she on bedrest as per doctor's orders?" Senku snickers. Gen just rolls his eyes at the jab.
"Just like us, she got a bit unkdray during the festivities. Apparently when she saw her sisters dancing with Kohaku she tried to join," Gen explains, hiding a laugh behind his sleeve.
"Wash it after you're done," Senku instructs, pointing toward the correct shelf.
"Thank you, dear.~"
Senku hardly has time to register the words before Gen swipes the mortar and pestle then disappears.
Dear....
Not 'dear scientist'. 'Dear'. He's only ever heard Gen call Kohaku and the sparkling sisters that pet name.
Dear.
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After turning the basket full of sweet olive Gen had harvested into the tea he had been craving, and delivering a small portion to a very greatful Ruby, there's not much else to do for the day. The last batch of paper is drying out on the racks, beneath a tarp Kaseki had graciously made to shield the whole workspace from the elements. Everyone else is busy, so there's little opportunity to find someone to goof off with.
So Gen wanders back to the clearing, fully expecting Senku to give him a new task for him to complain about.
"Gen, get over here," Senku calls as he gets closer, hoisting a basket onto his back.
"What are we doing now, hm?"
"We're gonna go ahead and help the village prepare for winter," Senku answers, holding a second basket out to Gen. He takes it and slips it on as they head back toward the bridge.
"What will we do to help? Neither of us are exactly hunters, Senku-chan."
"Canning. They've figured out how to preserve meats and fish by smoking and drying them. They've even used earthenware to preserve foodstuffs for longer by burying it in underground ice boxes during the winter months. But canning takes things to the next level," Senku explains as they arrive at the bridge. He turns right, following a small path alongside the cliff edge.
"Will we be using the glassware Kaiseki has been making?" Gen guesses. They're not exactly rolling in enough metal for traditional cans. He's glad to see surprise color Senku's features.
"Ten billion points, mentalist!" Senku looks excited again, something Gen enjoys seeing light up Senku's otherwise stoic features. It's this type of energy that motivates those around him and gets them invested in these ridiculous plans of his. Even I couldn't mimic something this authentic. How charming….
"The villagers do a lot of foraging but that becomes useless once the snow is too thick and most fruits aren't in season. So we need to make preserves. Fish and boar only gets you so far."
"Ah right, I remember you mentioning this was a problem Tsukasa-chan's people would run into uicklyqay," Gen says, tapping his chin. "Overhunting the area was it?"
"Yea, they don't have the means to store food long term even if they forage, and the more they hunt nearby the further out they'll push any wild game," Senku explains. "Technically we're jarring, but it's the cousin of canning. I already have Chrome getting ready to can fish and meats, but you're gonna work on preserving fruit."
"Oh?"
"Since they don't really last long the village has never bothered trying to keep fruit during the winter months but-"
"Ah I get it now, jams and jellies?"
"You catch on fast," Senku snickers. "You've seen the farms on the cliffside right?"
"Actually I haven't been out this way," Gen answers. The path slowly becomes an uphill climb.
"They've got root vegetables growing. Like potatoes, carrots, and daikon," Senku continues. "But last time I came out here I saw persimmon trees a little ways off. They should be ready for picking."
"Let me guess, I'm coming along ecausebay you're too short to reach the branches?" Gen teases. They've arrived at the small vegetable patch, but keep walking further into the treeline in the direction of the persimmon trees.
"You're hardly taller than me."
"But I am taller."
"You can't brag about that."
"I can and I just did," Gen chuckles when Senku jabs his side with his elbow.
They find the trees easily. Six of them stand alone among the evergreens, branches heavy with the plump orange fruits. They set the baskets down and start filling them from the lower branches of the nearest tree. Gen hums as they work, and Senku seems to enjoy it.
Ever since he was forced to acknowledge his own feelings, butterflies flutter in his chest when they're together. None of the infatuations Gen had experienced before felt like this. He knows it's different, new, and it's oh so sweet.
This is love.
He wants to savor this feeling forever. Hates himself just a little for denying himself the pleasure of experiencing this. For burying it away and using other things to mask it. Whenever he catches Senku's eyes the feeling amplifies. He's lucky he's good at controlling his own emotional responses. Otherwise he'd probably be a blubbering mess.
But this is Senku, and Gen knows better. I doubt he'll ever love me this way, but so long as it doesn't get in the way of our friendship....I can live with this.
The baskets fill quickly, even when they take a few breaks to rest their arms. There's still space in Senku's basket, but the remaining persimmons are out of reach on any of the trees. He jumps to try and pull a branch lower, but fails miserably.
"Senku-chan, please, you're going to hurt yourself," Gen says between tiny giggles. "Let me handle it."
Senku looks miffed but doesn't object. Gen sheds his coat, tossing it at the scientist, before leaping up and catching the branch. For him it's effortless. It's thick enough to look like it can support his weight, so Gen uses the trunk of the tree and some well placed footwork to hoist himself off the ground. After he has his torso on it, he hoists himself up with his arms, swinging a leg over to straddle the branch.
"Oi Gen-!"
"I'm not going to fall, if that's what you're thinking," Gen says. "Besides, it's not that far off the oundgray."
"If you fall, this time it really will be your fault," Senku scolds. He seems put off, but not angry.
"Right, right, I'll be careful.~"
Gen leans forward on the branch and gets the remaining persimmons from it off, plucking them and tossing them down to Senku below. Then he makes quick work of the fruits hanging above him. There's still more in higher branches but he's not willing to risk getting those. When he slips his leg back over the branch Senku looks like he's ready to catch Gen, it makes him laugh. He won't admit it but he's rather protective.
Gen gets off the branch easily, only stumbling a step or two when he lands. Senku steadies him with a hand on each shoulder. "Easy, mentalist."
"Thank you dear.~"
"Yea whatever," Senku huffs, hesitating a second before letting go. Gen can only smile.
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"This will be a test batch," Senku explains as he hoists the basket onto his back. "We'll come back for the rest if it works out."
"So what made you decide we absolutely needed to harvest these?" Gen asks as he puts his coat back on.
Senku is a little surprised he didn't bring it up sooner. There were other larger groves of fruit trees elsewhere, and they could have sent just about anyone else to go gather fruit for the preserves. But there was only this small handful of persimmon trees, probably a remnant of someone's garden. It's a little embarrassing to get caught like that.
"They're rich in manganese and provitamin A beta-carotene, plus they have high levels of dietary fiber. It'll be good during the cold months," Senku tries to cover up. He knows it's a weak excuse.
"Of course that's what you'd think of," Gen smiles. He doesn't sound judgemental.
Senku sighs, knowing he can't keep it secret. "These are Yuzuriha's favorites."
Gen's face changes quickly from surprise to something softer. It makes Senku squirm just a bit. "How sweet of you, Senku-chan."
Senku doesn't reply, so they walk in silence for a while. But Gen is Gen, and eventually he has to say something. "You love her a lot, don't you?"
"Taiju's the one with a crush on her," Senku replies without looking at the mentalist.
"That's not what I eanmay and you know it."
The basket suddenly feels twice as heavy on his back. Those feelings he's been shoving down for months, for longer than Gen's been around, threaten to come back up again. He struggles to push it all down.
Gen seems to notice, watching him from the corner of his eye. Senku knows he can't hide this forever. Much less from the mentalist.
But it's too much. He still has so much he needs to do. So he takes a deep breath and shoves it all back down again.
Gen doesn't say anything.
The basket doesn't get any easier to carry.
Luckily they arrive at the clearing without incident, so they drop the baskets off to the side of the lab. Kaseki is still working on the jars with Carbo, and Chrome has joined them. He doesn't have anything else for the mentalist to do, so Gen goes to keep Ruri and the children company twisting wire.
Chrome breaks away from the craftsman, so he and Senku work on preparing the fruit. They need to get the lids on the jars right in order to create the vacuum seal that will make everything last. This will be their test batch before they can anything more valuable like vegetables and meats.
Senku's gaze keeps wandering over to the mentalist. The sound of his humming, faint from the distance he's at, is still audible. Eventually Chrome notices he's getting distracted when he puts a persimmon without the brown calyx removed in the wrong pile.
"You've been staring at him a lot lately," he comments. It makes Senku drop the fruit he's holding.
"I haven't-"
"I'm a lil slow but I'm not an idiot," Chrome scoffs. "You've been staring. What gives?"
Senku sighs, not really sure how to explain. It has nothing to do with Gen himself, just-
"Wait- do you-?" Chrome starts, surprise wide in his growing grin.
"No. Absolutely not," Senku interjects. Having to explain that, and to Chrome of all people, is less than ideal.
Chrome doesn't look convinced. "I thought he liked Kohaku though?"
"That's what he told me," slips out before he can stop it. Senku curses himself, hoping he can fix this fast. "Shit. Listen, he never said it was a secret, but just. Don't say anything, okay?"
"If I said anything they'll both kill me!" Chrome exclaims, and honestly he's probably right. Moreso about Kohaku, but Gen would get his revenge somehow.
Senku has to laugh. "They'll kill me too, dumbass."
The two of them joke around loudly for a while, drawing the stares of Ruri and Gen. Neither try to approach, thankfully. Laughing with Chrome eases the weight Senku is feeling, but only for a little while. With anyone else goofing around was just that, but Chrome's loud personality has reminded him of Taiju since day one.
And eventually, unfortunately, the weight comes back.
I have to do something about this.
That night Gen disappears with Ruri and the kids for dinner, so they don't see each other again until a few hours past nightfall when everyone is turning in for bed. Gen returns from the village alone, seemingly deciding to spend the night in the shed with Senku and Chrome. They follow their routine like usual and go to sleep early. No checkers, no stories of the old world. Just three tiered heads hit the pillows, heavy with exhaustion.
Only Senku can't sleep. After several hours of tossing and turning in his bedroll, the weight is too heavy. It feels suffocating, like it's pressing down on his chest and preventing him from breathing.
Senku can't take it anymore.
Quietly, so the other two don't wake up, he grabs his coat and slips away into the night.
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Gen wakes up at some ungodly hour of the night, shivering. The nights have grown much colder, so he sits up looking for a second pelt to pull on. When his eyes adjust to the dark, Chrome is to his right, fast asleep and snoring lightly. On his left, Senku is gone.
Gen initially thinks nothing of it, it's nothing unusual. After he locates an extra pelt he still can't fall asleep, far too cold. So he lays in the dark, keeping his thoughts preoccupied with plans for the next day in hopes that his body will eventually cave.
Well over an hour passes and Senku doesn't return.
Notes:
I've come down with a really bad cold so the next few chapters might take longer than usual for me to post. My head feels like a bowling ball lmao. I initially started writing this fic because I had injured my back and needed something to keep me occupied during bedrest. Guess I've come full circle
Persimmons symbolize longevity and kindness, six persimmon plants symbolize enlightenment ♡
Chapter 20: Act of magic
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The rushing sound of the water wheel gets Senku out of his head for a while. The gurgle of the river isn't quite deafening, but it's loud enough to drown out his thoughts. It's the type of white noise he needs right now. Gives him temporary relief.
It doesn't last as long as he'd like.
The heavy weight on his shoulders hasn't gone away. If anything, it just feels heavier. It's maddening, exhausting. It's like all the things he had been keeping at bay for the past year- it's longer, he knows it, but it doesn't feel real - suddenly can't go away. Won't leave him in peace. Won't give him any form of respite.
Senku doesn't even know where to begin unraveling his thoughts. He's not an overly emotional person, but even he can't deny this less rational side of himself exists and is practically demanding his attention. He's only human. But having to tackle his feelings is foreign and uncomfortable.
Every time Gen was nearby - ever since the night they first held hands, under that brilliant night sky that smiled down at them - that warmth he felt being around the mentalist just kept getting worse.
It was a good sensation, he won't deny that. One that had grown over time as they'd become friends. It sat in his chest and permeated his core in a way that made him feel safe, understood. It wasn't something he experienced often, Senku had never been close to that many people to begin with. But when he did allow someone in, it was genuine and welcoming. A feeling he enjoyed, albeit in small doses.
But this is something more. It's tainted, bittersweet. He can't savor it without unpacking all the baggage he's been trying to pretend he isnt carrying.
Gen reminds him too much of Taiju and Yuzuriha.
Chrome and Kohaku had both become good friends, people that Senku trusted. They were family, if he had to put a word to how he felt about them. But there would always be an underlying gap in their relationship that was hard to ignore - they didn't understand the nuances of the old world. He couldn't fault them for that, but it made certain things difficult to navigate.
Gen, on the other hand. Well, there was no gap to speak of. They'd fallen in step with each other since day one, and the more they got to know one another the closer they had become. Granted, Gen was a bit pushy at times, but Senku hadn't put much effort into resisting him getting close. If anything, he was the one probing at the mentalist half the time.
It was a dance. One where Gen was leading, but Senku was still falling in step with.
It was uncanny occasionally, to be seen so clearly by someone, but Senku had known that could happen. Gen is a mentalist, and a damn good one. What started off as an advantageous skill, Senku had eventually realized was more a part of Gen's personality than he let on. It was simply in his nature.
But there's still that weight blanketing all of the good things. It's painful, and Senku can't ignore it anymore.
Doesn't know what to do about it.
A shiver passes through his body, the brisk night air reminding him of where he is. Senku hadn't brought anything extra with him, just an oil lamp he snatched off a shelf before leaving the shed. With no pelt to fend off the cold, his coat is hardly enough. He should go back, but he doesn't think he'll be able to sleep at this rate. So he leans back, the roof of the wheelhouse cold even through his clothes. If he's not careful he'll risk getting sick.
He can't hold it all in anymore.
The hot tears that stream down his face, the ones he had been staving off for as long as possible, practically burn. They do nothing to soothe the goosebumps rising on his skin. Only makes him feel worse.
Above him the vast night sky is the same as it had been when he broke free of stone - untouched.
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Gen tries to go back to sleep, he really does. But Senku's absence seems so unlike him. The more seconds tick by the more he gets worried. He doesn't know what time it is, but Chrome hasn't stirred and it's still pitch black outside.
Eventually Gen makes his decision.
He gets dressed quietly so as not to disturb Chrome, which is difficult anyway so he's not too worried, and slips out of the shed. Gen brings one of the pelts he uses as a blanket, knowing the night will be particularly cold, and a single oil lamp. This feels like a rescue mission and he'd rather be prepared.
Gen makes a quick stop at the lab, borrowing a few things from the shelves. He's careful not to make a mess, weary with the little light his lamp provides. Once he's sure he has everything he needs it's not too hard to figure out where Senku could be. He takes off down the forest path towards the river, hoping nothing unsavory is lurking in the dark. His footsteps are careful but quick, mostly leading him from memory. This night is particularly quiet, the sounds of nature muted by the wind.
Eventually Gen arrives at the wheelhouse. The dull light of an oil lamp atop the roof tells him he's in the right place.
He readjusts his grip on everything he brought, then approaches carefully. Gen doesn't want to startle the scientist in case he hasn't noticed the light of his own lamp approaching. There's a thin ladder attached to the outer wall of the wheelhouse, so he goes up to it. From there he can somewhat see Senku, gaze turned towards the sky.
"Mind some company up there?" Gen calls quietly, but loud enough to be heard over the water. Senku startles, seemingly caught off guard as he snaps out of his haze.
"Gen what-"
"Is that a yes? It's a little muddy down here, my feet are getting wet," he says with a small smile. Senku just nods when he recovers from his surprise, so Gen carefully scales the ladder. Miraculously he doesn't drop anything. Senku reaches out a hand to steady him, holding Gen by the elbow until he's settled beside the scientist.
"How'd you know where I was?" Senku asks, voice raspy. Now that Gen gets a better look at him what he sees makes his heart ache.
He's been crying....
"Just a hunch," he answers softly, keeping the sorrow he feels bubble up tamped down. Now's not the time for that.
Senku doesn't reply, so Gen focuses instead on everything he brought with him. The peak of the roof is flat for a handful of inches before meeting the slope, so he sets it all down there.
"Gen, why the fuck did you bring a kettle-?" Senku questions, face shifting from blank to confused. Gen takes his reaction, any reaction, as a small victory. Better that than total numbness.
"Because I don't want to freeze to death," he answers. Gen takes the pelt that's wedged in the crook of his arm and holds it up. "You must be cold. May I?"
Senku hesitates, but nods. So he tosses the pelt over Senkus shoulders, tucking it in around his body gently. "There, now for-" Gen pauses, pulling two cups out of his coat. "Some tea.~"
Senku looks like he wants to laugh, but stays quiet. When he does speak again it's as Gen presses the steaming cup into his hands. "Mentalist....you didn't have to come after me."
Gen pours his own cup and just shrugs. "I know."
The scientist huffs, puffy eyes turning back to the stars above. Gen follows his gaze, and they sit staring at the twinkling sky for what feels like an eternity. He wouldn't mind at all, under different circumstances, sitting out here beside each other for endless hours. But the circumstances won't be changing any time soon. So Gen gets ready to do what he does best.
"What's on your mind, Senku-chan?"
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Senku can't find a way to answer.
The warmth of the tea in his hands, of the fruity peach-apricot smell of each sip, soothes the ache in his body just a little bit. The pelt around his shoulders protects him from the chill of the night. But neither of them compare to the warmth he feels now that Gen is by his side.
The very feeling that he's been trying to escape.
"It's nothing," he says weakly, knowing Gen will probably push it anyway.
"Hm, nothing you say?" Gen replies, and does push it as expected. "You're a horrible liar, dear."
Senku would have reacted to the pet name any other day, but right now he doesn't have the energy. Deep down he knows Gen will drop it if Senku really wants him to, but there's a part of him that asks him to press on. The less logical part of him, that part that's begging to be let out. "All of this...." he begins cautiously. He can feel Gen turn to look at him, but doesn't take his eyes off the stars. "All of this is too much...."
"The war?" Gen guesses.
"The war, curing Ruri, the fire, the fucking lightbulb, the petrification-" Senku cuts himself off. That bubble in his chest is threatening to burst.
"You've been through a lot, Senku-chan," Gen says softly. "It's normal to get upset."
"I don't have time for that," he argues. Knows it's just an excuse.
"Feelings don't operate on a schedule you can manipulate at will," Gen explains. There's no condescension, no judgment in the way he talks. "When they come up there's no easy way to get rid of them. You have to work through them."
"But-"
"But nothing. Science doesn't have shortcuts does it?" Gen quizzes. Senku just scoffs in response. "Exactly. Neither does the human mind."
"It's a waste of time," he grumbles. He feels put on the spot, but Senku can't bring himself to end the conversation where it's at. His gut tells him to keep going.
"You may feel that way, but your emotions exist for a reason," Gen chuckles lightly.
"Why then? Why am I-" Senku can't bring himself to say it.
"Hurting? It's only natural, Senku-chan," Gen says. "You experienced something traumatic. Everyone responds to trauma differently, but eventually those emotions will surface and you have to tackle them one way or another."
He doesn't like hearing it, but even Senku can't deny the logic. It feels useless in a way, applying logic to something as illogical as feelings. But that's the purpose Gen had joined the kingdom to serve.
"You may find it illogical, but emotions serve a purpose," the mentalist says as if reading his thoughts. At this point Senku can't get mad about it anymore.
"Doesn't mean I have to like it," Senku sighs. He hates it a lot actually.
"That's fair," Gen snickers.
"So what do I do? How do I-" he cuts himself off again. Talking about it makes it all feel too real. And to Gen of all people. That warmth-
He feels more than sees Gen shrug, and the gesture makes him feel like he's not gonna like what he hears. "You have to ride it out and find a way to cope."
"But Gen-"
"Senku-chan, you've lost your father. You've lost your friends. You lost your life . You've been dodging the stages of grief for as long as you can," Gen says with a more serious tone. It makes him tear his eyes away from the stars to look at the mentalist. "I helped you keep it at bay for as long as possible, but it's time now."
"You- Why would you do that-? " the revelation makes his skin prickle with unexpected anger.
"I've only been doing what you wanted me to do."
"When did I ever say I wanted this-"
"You didn't, but you projected it. I can read you, Senku-chan," Gen replies easily. As if they're not discussing the very thing that's been ripping him up from the inside out.
"Why? Why the fuck?! " Senku doesn't want to get angry, especially not at Gen, but he can't hold it back anymore.
"Because you're important," Gen insists, fixing him with a firm look he's never seen from the mentalist before. It's soft around the edges, but doesn't falter. "And not just as our leader, or for the fate of humanity, so don't try to argue that's my only reason. You're important to me . I don't know how you really feel about me, and frankly right now I don't care. At this rate....you're a friend to me. That's worth protecting, isn't it?"
"Gen...." he can hardly wrap his head around his words, almost flinching away at how raw and earnest they sound. The bubble in his chest bursts, the warmth, the compassion, Gen gives him dealing the final blow.
The tears start again, this time far worse. What starts as a slow trickle becomes sobs that wrack his whole body. In no time his vision becomes blurry, Gen melding into a black and white smudge. Senku feels Gen touch his hands, gently prying away the remnants of his cold tea. When he sets it aside he doesn't let go, only holds his hands tighter. It's the only thing keeping Senku grounded. Otherwise he feels like he'll drift away like a helium balloon, lost to the stratosphere.
"That's it, you're okay. Let it out," Gen whispers gentle encouragements. "You're safe, Senku-chan, you're okay."
With each word Senku feels warmer, as if Gen is transfering all of his body heat through his palms.
This time it doesn't hurt. No, this time the warmth feels like it's trying to chase away all of the negative thoughts that swirl through his head.
He's not sure how long passes, for once the endless stream of counting grinding to a halt in the back of his mind. All he knows is that, eventually, Gen comes back into focus. The dark blue eyes that watch him are cloudy, only this time Senku can tell it's just a reflection of how he feels. Gen is simply his mirror.
It's a reminder yet again of what's been bothering him. Only this time no more tears fall. He's just left with all the raw emotions he had been avoiding.
"Feeling a little bit better?" Gen breaks the silence. Senku just nods. "Okay, good. You'd be fascinated by the way crying helps regulate the chemicals in your brain."
The comment makes the corners of his lips inch up just a little bit. Said as if Gen hadn't caught him with streaks of tears on his face earlier. He lets go of one of Gen's hands to rub at his eyes, but doesn't dare let go of the other. Doesn't want to lose that warmth.
"I just....I miss-" Senku can't bring himself to finish the sentence.
"Your father?" Gen asks gently.
Senku shakes his head. "No I- I mean. I miss him, I do. But....I know he's dead and there's nothing I can do about that. I thought for a while maybe he had been petrified too, but it was just false hope…."
Gen just listens patiently. In the light of their oil lamps he looks softer, the sharp lines of his bicolored hair and his scar minimized. The cold wind doesn't seem to bother him. He's a stable force in contrast to Senku, who feels like he's falling apart.
So Senku keeps going. "Taiju and Yuzuriha....they're the only family I have left...."
Understanding dawns on Gen's face. "You're worried Tsukasa-chan will hurt them."
"What if he decides they're not useful anymore? What happens to them if we- if I lose this war?" Senku struggles to say. Each word feels heavy on his tongue.
"He won't hurt them," Gen reassures him. "Tsukasa-chan wouldn't take a life without a reason."
He knows Gen is right, but it doesn't make the worry go away. "If anything happens to them I- it'll be my fault...."
"Senku-chan, you can't pretend to control an outcome outside of anyone's control," Gen sighs. "I don't doubt that we - that you - will win this. But until that happens, well. You have to accept the uncertainty of the future."
His shoulders slump, slowly deflating under Gen's words. He knows it's just the simple truth, but to hear it - and from Gen. "I hate this."
"I know you do. Anyone would."
"Do you know what the probability of all of this happening is?" Senku barks out a coars laugh. "It's so slim, it's ridiculous."
"Don't forget to factor in your horrible luck," Gen chides softly.
"At this point I'm starting to think luck is real," he sighs. "Why'd it have to be me?"
"I don't know why, but I can tell you one thing. If anyone can do this, if anyone can pull off the impossible, it's you," Gen pauses as if making sure Senku is looking at him. "But you don't have to do it alone."
"The more people I involve the more people can get hurt," he grimaces. He hates that he's brought the village into this.
"That's true, but they're already on your side. Chrome, Kohaku, everyone trusts you and your science," Gen persists. "And I do too."
Senku has to laugh, it comes out arcid and bleak. "Great! A scientist, a mentalist, and a whole stone age village against an idealistic strongman with nice hair! It's like something out of a bad skit."
"Senku-chan we're just two stupid teenagers headed into war with another stupid teenager who happens to be a murderer," Gen chuckles darkly. "This is a bad skit."
"God you're right. Taiju loved watching cheap comedy like that with my dad, it was so fucking annoying," he recalls almost fondly.
"It sounds like Byakuya got along with your friends really well," Gen says, a smile in his voice.
"They always ended up at our place, he already had the futons ready even when I didn't say they were coming," he says, that now familiar warmth only becoming deeper with each word. "Yuzuriha would bring ingredients and help him cook. It somehow always turned into a movie night."
"They're family to you, so they were family to him too."
"Yea, something like that."
"You'll see them again soon," Gen reassures him. "When all of this is over."
"Right, yea, when we defeat Tsukasa with cotton candy and ramen," Senku snorts.
"Hey now, don't forget the cola!"
"Sounds like a buffet at this point."
"Right?~"
They both burst out giggling, slowly at first, then madly as if the fate of this stone world wasn't lurking around the corner. Bit by bit the weight on Senku's shoulders melts away. It's as if Gen made it all disappear, like an act of magic.
"We should probably head back soon," Gen says once their laughter dies down.
"Probably," he agrees. But he doesn't want to move.
Doesn't want to let go of Gen's hand.
That is, until a particularly strong gust tosses the mentalists bangs and Senku can see him trying to suppress a shiver. So he reluctantly lets go, ignoring the loss of warmth, and silently holds open the pelt. Gen looks surprised, but takes the invitation with a sweet smile. He scoots closer, and once the pelt is over both their shoulders Senku finds his hand under the layers again.
They sit together, under the stars, until the oil lamps fizzle out and the sun peaks its rays over the horizon.
Notes:
I've conquered my cold and in the process knocked out several chapters of this fic, so the next few updates might come quickly once I'm done editing!
There's now fanart of chapter 14 of this fic! Go check out the link in the notes! ♡
Chapter 21: Sticky situation
Notes:
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Chapter Text
A week passes without a word said between them about what happened on the roof of the wheelhouse. Not about the way they huddled closer under the pelt as the cold took over. Not about the way they never once let go of each other's hands, even when they finally left the rooftop shortly after dawn. Not about the way they spent the rest of that day side by side, working in peaceful science.
But something has shifted between them.
Gen notices it quickly. Senku doesn't seem to lose himself in a haze any time something comes up that could remind him of Taiju, Yuzuriha, or even Byakuya. If anything, those small reminders seem like they energize him. Spark the drive to reach their seemingly impossible goal so he can reunite with his family at the end of this war. It's like kindling to a flame.
And when he looks at Gen, he no longer looks distant and pained. Instead of remembering his friends with remorse and sorrow, he's able to savor the memories fondly. Able to live with the uncertainty of the future.
Not to say that he's cured Gen contemplates as he prepares materials for his secret project. But he's coping better. He released all that pent up tension.
Ruri is waiting for him at the clearing, glowing with excitement. The long awaited transcription of the hundred stories has begun, and each time she sees him with his notebook she grows more enthusiastic.
"Gen! I can't wait to get started!" Ruri exclaims, clasping her hands together in glee. Her voice is a little too chipper for the early hour of the morning, but he can't bring himself to be mad about it. "I have the perfect story for today!"
"I can't wait to hear it!~" Gen replies with a grin, only wishing he could match her energy more authentically.
He does have to admit she has a wonderful storytelling voice, drawing the attention of all those who hear her gently spoken words. She would have made a fantastic performer in the modern world. It makes him wonder if, one day, when all of this is all over, they could put on a play together. She would make a fantastic narrator.
Gen doesn't exactly try to hide the notebook while he works, but every time Senku passes by he avoids drawing attention to it. It's not like his project is a real secret, but the scientist doesn't know what he's up to and it's probably for the best. No need to involve him in the mess Gen got himself into.
By the time the afternoon rolls around, a few hours after lunch, Ruri takes her leave. She's grown tired and understandably needs some rest. Gen breaks away from the circle as well, going to take refuge in the lab. Senku and co are still working on the lightbulb outside, struggling it seems but diligently trudging through it. So the lab, rather than his station behind it, provides a slightly more private sanctuary.
Gen pulls up a stool and gets to work making corrections in his notebook. It's easy to get lost in the tedious work, deciphering the village's language and it's evolution. He gets so distracted that he can't tell how many hours have passed when a voice cuts through his thoughts, making him jump.
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"Oi Gen-" Senku starts, then stops when the mentalis jumps in his seat. "Cool it, it's just me. The fuck are you doing?"
Gen looks surprised, quickly glancing at the notebook open in front of him as if trying to decide if he's going to cover it up. He seems to realize it's too late for that, letting out a deflated sigh.
"Giving myself a eadachehay," he relents.
"What-?"
"I may have gotten a little bit in over my head with Ruri and I's project," he admits, sounding defeated.
"Which is what exactly?" Senku questions, sitting at the stool across from the mentalist. He and the others are taking a break from the lightbulb for the remainder of the day, something he didn't exactly want to admit was making it overall less frustrating when they failed.
"Well, you see," Gen begins tentatively. "Chrome may have gotten the idea in Ruri's head that once the paper was ready we could use it to write down the hundred stories...."
"Wh- are you serious? They're not even in Japanese anymore," Senku points out. Does he seriously think this is a good use of his time?
"When Ruri brought it up I didn't have the heart to squash her dreams, Senku-chan…."
"Gen, what the fuck."
"Listen, I didn't exactly expect it would be this ifficultday," he laments.
"No shit, mentalist. They don't have a writing system for you to work with, how do you expect to pull that off?" Senku asks, crossing his arms on the tabletop. Gen is intelligent and his proficiency in language is obvious, but this has to be too much even for him.
"Hey now, you're not the only one who has outlandish plans around here," Gen snickers. "I figured I would just translate them into Japanese. That way they remain legible when we win this war to anyone besides us."
"So where are you stuck?" Senku presses, ignoring the way Gen sounds certain they'll win. He appreciates the confidence, he really does, but doesn't want to dwell long enough for the negative thoughts to surface again.
"Translating this is a bitch. The words rooted in Japanese and English I can make heads or tails of. But whenever there's a word that's derived from Russian, or some amalgamation of Russian and the other two languages, I literally have no idea how to translate that," he explains, eyeing the page in front of him as if trying to curse its very existence.
"Shouldn't it be a direct transition if you already know what the spoken word means though?" Senku asks. He's no linguist, he struggled enough as it was learning the language. But neither is Gen, who picked it up quicker and hardly had an accent.
"You'd think it would be that simple, but there's still sentence structure to think about," he says, pushing the notebook across the lab table. "It's a mixture of three very different languages, although it evolved in a contained environment it's still very different from what was spoken in the modern world. Grammar is important to preserving its integrity here, especially when it comes to the stories."
Senku takes the notebook, flipping through the pages for a moment. Gen's neat handwriting is cluttered by small notes and corrections made in the margins. It's rather detailed, more so than he expected. It's methodical and incredibly well thought out. Byakuya would have been impressed by what Gen's done with his stories….
"You were literally just scolding me the other day for overworking myself. What the hell are you doing?" Senku sighs after he's done looking it over.
"Hoping to preserve a shred of this world's new history now that everything else is long gone, I suppose," he answers wistfully. "And I was not scolding you."
"We'll revive historians and linguists for that, mentalist," Senku insists. "You don't have to do this."
"I know.~"
"Wouldn't it be easier to teach them Japanese?"
"I may have already started doing that too," Gen admits sheepishly.
Senku crosses his arms with a huff. For someone who claims to be lazy, he's so much more hardworking than he lets on. But I wasn't expecting him to be this sentimental. He's impossible sometimes.
"By the way, Senku-chan," Gen says as if hoping to change the subject. "Did you come here looking for omethingsay?"
"Ah, right. I was looking for you, actually. Kaseki made something for you," Senku says with a smirk. He pulls something out from his toolbelt, watching Gen to assess his reaction.
"How exactly is that for me?" Gen questions doubiously, eyeing the metal spiel Senku holds up. His face suddenly lights up with realization. "Wait no- you don't mean-"
"You're gonna lead a team on a special mission, mentalist," Senku snickers, setting the spiel down with a clack on the glass tabletop. "We're on the hunt for sap!"
Gen's face pales. Senku is sure he's remembering the incident he had recounted as a funny story, from the happenings at the empire, around the time he first joined the kingdom officially. "Pray tell, dear, why exactly am I the one in charge of this....?"
"You're the horticulturists," Senku chuckles darkly, as if this is some type of personal vendetta against Gen. It's not, but yanking the mentalist's chain is fun.
"It was a hobby, Senku-chan, a hobby-!"
"Yea, whatever, you have the skills so you're going to put them to use."
Which is how, the next day, he meets up with a dejected Gen in the clearing. He's holding a basket full of dyed reddish twine. Kohaku and Ginro join them as he explains the mission. He and Gen will be on the lookout for sap-producing trees like maple and pine, marking them with the twine. The other two, armed with a ladder and hammers, will work on setting up the spiles and buckets, placing them high off the ground to avoid drawing any dangerous wildlife too close to the village. They head into the patch of forest directly behind the lab and Chrome's shed, Gen leading reluctantly.
"So what's this sap thing for anyway?" Ginro asks as they walk through the evergreens. The canopy above is already alive with hints of red and orange foliage dotting the perpetual greenery surrounding it.
"It can be used as glue, for waterproofing, or even candling. But we're collecting it for medicinal purposes," Senku explains.
"Medicine? Oh, like cold remedies?" Gen questions as he ties a strand of twine onto the first tree he's found.
"Can't be losing time getting sick," Senku answers. That's not his only reason, and Gen must know as much, but thankfully doesn't push it.
They chat among themselves as they work, Ginro and Kohaku eventually falling behind setting up the spiles and buckets on the already marked trees while he and Gen trudge further into the woods in search of more. Kaseki had been quite generous with how many spiels he made.
"So what kind of medicine are you akingmay? Lozenges?" Gen asks after a bit of silence. They've fallen out of earshot of the other two. Anything that might be carried by the wind would be drowned out by the sound of the hammers against the tree trunks.
"Nah, cough syrup will take less time," Senku answers. He's taken the basket of twine, passing a strand to Gen for the next tree. "It'll be good to have around the lab though. Sap is a natural antiseptic, anti-inflammatory, and astringent. We can use it for first aid. Even as a glue to close small wounds."
"My, I had no idea it had so many uses," Gen remarks. "At least you're not trying to make shampoo."
"Is this you trying to get me to make luxury bath products?" Senku questions. In his opinion Gen doesn't need anything fancy, he always smells like flowers anyway. A sweet scent that's filled Chrome's shed and clings to all their bedding. One Senku carries with him, on his coat, that even stands against the stench of strong chemicals. It's become comforting, in a way.
"Aw come on now, Senku-chan, omeonesay is bound to switch sides for some nice soap or shampoo," Gen huffs. "I'm sure even the villagers would like it - so long as there's no sap involved, that is."
"Can you imagine if any of that got in Kohaku's hair? She'd kill me," Senku laughs.
Gen laughs along with him. "I'd rather grovel at Tsukasa-chan's feet than face her wrath!"
"You and me both, mentalist!"
Work flows smoothly as they joke around. Eventually enough trees have been marked and set up with the buckets for them to collect the appropriate amount of sap Senku has calculated he'll need for their test batch. He had instructed Gen and Ginro to check the buckets the following day, so come morning the two of them head into the woods again.
The persimmon preserves had worked, thanks to some fiddling around with the consistency of the fruit jellies Gen had played around with the last few days, so Senku is occupied starting the process of canning vegetables with Chrome. Should they collect enough sap, Senku considers leaving some for Gen to use for the next batch of fruits.
"Okay I think I lost you," Chrome says through a large yawn. "So these moving picture things show you something people are doing?"
"Yea so, they're put in order frame by frame to depict movement. That's called a movie. That's the old fashioned way of producing a film though," Senk elaborates, trying to keep things simple enough to follow. He still struggles with describing modern technology without it getting overly complicated, but not dumbing it down too much to where it gets boring or even patronizing.
"Wow, that's so bad! So people really had all these ways of telling stories?" Chrome asks, contemplating the explanation.
"Just wait till we bring back- hey wh- what was that sound- " Senku says, turning to face the forest. The space they work at isn't far from the patch of forest where they were collecting sap. Which is why when the commotion starts Senku is one of the first to react. Two loud voices, yelling incomprehensibly, start getting closer. One muffled, one frantic.
"Is that-"
" Gen-! " Senku all but curses as the mentalist stumbles out of the treeline with a bucket wedged over his head. Ginro is on his tail, shouting apologies.
"Gen-! I- I- the bucket-! It was an accident I swear-!"
Senku drops what he's doing, nearly breaking the jar he was holding in the process. Chrome is right behind him. "Mentalist stop moving, you're gonna get hurt!" Senku calls out. Thankfully he must have heard at least some of that through the wooden bucket, because he freezes in place.
"Ginro what the hell happened?!" Chrome questions once they're closer. Senku grabs Gen's shoulders to steady him.
"I- I- The ladder- I slipped and Gen was holding it- and I- the bucket-!" Ginro stammers out, gesturing wildly.
Chrome and Senku piece the story together, exchanging a look that says Ginro is absolutely fucked. This is the second time he's had an incident with Gen. The mentalist isn't gonna let him get away with it that easily.
"Hold tight, mentalist. You can breathe right?" Senku asks after giving the bucket an experimental tug. Feels relief when he gets a small nod in return. "Okay, we're gonna have to break the bucket, just give us a sec."
Senku instructs Chrome to fetch Kohaku, and Ginro follows after him with his tail between his legs. She'll be able to destroy it swiftly so as to not hurt Gen. The bucket is stuck on tight, any sap that had collected in it pooling on the mentalist's shoulders.
Kohaku comes back with the two men and visibly has to stop herself from laughing at what she sees. They sit Gen on a log stool and step back so Kohaku can work her magic. She stands behind him and draws her knife, and even though he can't see it Gen seems nervous.
"Don't worry, you poor bat. I'll get you out of there," Kohaku reassures him with a firm pat on the arm. She's swift, slicing the bucket away with a motion too fast for Senku to follow with his eyes.
As soon as the halves of the bucket fall away, Gen immediately bends in half, hacking up a glob of sap. Senku quickly comes to his side, rubbing his back as he coughs it all up. He spares Gen the discomfort of facing the others right away, sending Chrome and Kohaku to deal with the remaining buckets of sap, and Ginro to get the fuck out of the way.
"You okay, mentalist?" Senku asks after a few minutes. Gen looks up at him through the sticky mess that clings to his face, brow scrunched in annoyance.
"What do you think, Senku-chan?"
"Right, I'll take that as a no," he snickers. While some of the sap had escaped the bucket, a good amount had stuck to his hair and face.
Yikes. He's gonna hate me for this. Senku wordlessly takes Gen's hand, helping him stand, and begins leading them towards the forest path. He puts up little resistance, but it's not like Gen can exactly see where he's walking. Yea, he's gonna hate this.
"Senku-chan, where are we going-?"
"To the river," Senku chuckles. Gen immediately tries to pull his hand away, but he doesn't let him.
"Wha- no- no no noooo-"
" It's bath time, mentalist! "
Notes:
Told myself I would be able to update faster bc I have several chapters written out but I forgot how long editing takes lmao rip
Also, if you're into modern AUs or robots, consider checking out my newest fic Mecha-Senku and the magic of lying ♡
Chapter 22: Comb
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Gen weakly attempts to tug his hand out of Senku's grip, but it's useless. He can hardly even see where he's going with all the sap dribbling down his eyelids, sticking to his lashes like an amber paste. The scientist in front of him is his only guide as he's dragged down the forest path, presumably to the spot in the river where the villagers usually bathe.
"S- Senku-chan I'm f- fine!" Gen pleads weakly, knowing he absolutely isn't.
"You're not and you know it," Senku calls him out immediately.
"We just b- bathed yesterday m- morning!" Gen practically cries. The village's routine of going to the river twice weekly was perhaps one of the few things Gen always looked forward to. He doesn't ever plan to admit it, but he occasionally sneaks away extra days to bathe in total privacy. He's sure Senku's soap reserves would be quite telling of his little secret if anyone looked close enough to notice an additional missing bar or two.
But right now he's actually growing quite horrified. He knows the consequences of sap, having seen first hand how it had destroyed someone's hair. Gen wouldn't consider himself too vain, but his hair is something he's always tended to diligently, and the idea of it becoming so severely damaged? It strikes real fear in him.
He knows this needs to be fixed, and fast, but just the thought alone is overwhelming.
"Consider this a spa day then," Senku snickers, only slowing in his pace a little bit.
Gen protests all the way to the riverbank but he receives no reply from the scientist. He knows that they arrive when he feels the ground beneath his feet change from trodden dirt to wet pebbles with the occasional muddy patch of grass. Senku eventually stops and-
"Alright mentalist, take your clothes off," Senku says, letting go of his hand and tugging at the front of his coat.
This is absolutely not the context I ever wanted to hear those words in. Why does this keep happening? First during the storm now this-!
Gen lets out a loud sigh, reaching up to nudge Senku's hands away so he can shed his coat. It falls somewhere behind him, and Gen laments the horrible state it must be in as he undoes his obi, relying on muscle memory. Senku seems to grow impatient once the kimono is off though, pushing Gen's hands aside to undo the undershirt himself.
"We have to be quick, mentalists," Senku says, almost with a hint of pity. "You don't want it to ruin your hair right?"
"Can it even be saved at this point....?"
"Yea, it can," Senku answers, helping him shrug off the shirt once the leather tie lacing it together is fully undone. "But like I said, we need to be quick. If it starts to dry it'll be harder to get out."
"Soap isn't enough though, is it?" Gen asks, unable to supress a shudder at the cold autumn wind.
"That's why I brought vegetable oil," Senku informs almost evilly. "Pants off too. There's no sap on em, so you'll be able to put em on again when we're done."
"V- Vegetable oil?!" Gen shrieks more than asks. He complies though, stripping them off while Senku holds his elbow to keep him steady. He hears Senku's toolbelt hit the ground with a dull thud. Then the sound of his coat and shoes as they fall beside Gen's own discarded clothing.
"Told you before didn't I? Oil helps break down the sap. When we started canning Chrome and I made some with sunflower seeds," Senku explains calmly, a stark contrast to Gen's panic. Once they're both down to their underwear he's briskly yanked towards the water.
"You can't be erioussay!" Gen yelps as his feet collide with the cold river.
"Ten billion percent serious, mentalist!" Senku practically cackles.
He drags Gen further into the water until they're about thigh deep, then pushes Gen's shoulders down to make him kneel in the water. It's nearly freezing thanks to the season, sending shivers through his body. The villagers have been discussing switching to bathing at the hot springs recently, and right now he mourns the hot waters he could be sitting in instead.
"Dunk your head in the water and start scrubbing," Senku instructs.
Gen reluctantly does as he's told, not really having another choice. Normally he'd relish the feeling of cool water refreshing his skin, but right now it's practically torture. The sticky sap clings to his fingers as he scrubs at it and he can't imagine it's getting any better. The cuts on hands have long since healed, otherwise he's not sure how he would be able to clean up. Senku had said the sap could be used for small wounds, but the thought alone is quite repulsive. At the bare minimum he manages to get some of the sap out of his eyes.
Then Senku uncoarks something behind him, filling Gen with a sense of dread.
The vegetable oil feels slicker than the thick sap had as Senku poars a generous amount over his head. The mix of sensations is god awful. He thinks for a moment that it can't possibly get any worse. Then Senku speaks up again.
"Stay still, mentalist," he warns, then there's hands in his hair that nearly make Gen recoil away from the touch. But he manages to stay put, and is surprised by what he feels.
For one blissful minute Senku's fingers scratching against his scalp are gentle, working the vegetable oil in carefully. Gen relaxes at the touch. He normally can't stand people touching his hair, but the friends he's made in this stone age were an exception, particularly Kohaku and Ruri. Senku even moreso. It feels tender, in a way, to receive attention like this from the object of his affection. It stirs those familiar butterflies in his chest in a way that Gen could sing ballads about, unideal circumstances be damned.
Then he feels the teeth of a comb, and when it catches on a glob of sap Gen sees red.
" Ow, ow! That fucking hurts! " Gen practically howls. Each time Senku works the comb through his hair he wants to scream in agony.
"What happened to your high pain tolerance?" Senku questions, with a snarky tilt that makes Gen grow more irritated, ignoring his protests of pain.
"You're pulling my fucking hair , it's not the same!"
"Stop fucking squirming, you're gonna make this more difficult than it needs to be," Senku warns.
"You try having your scalp ripped off one chunk of hair at a time and see how well you can tolerate that!" Gen hollers, but tries to resist pulling away lest he really make it worse.
Senku works the comb through his hair diligently despite all of Gen's squirming and complaining. Eventually it stops catching on sap, until the larger globs are virtually gone, washed downstream by the river. With it goes any ounce of pride Gen had left.
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Senku leaves the mentalists' side for a second to fetch a bar of soap from his discarded toolbelt. He brings it back into the water, handing it to Gen to scrub at the remaining sap now that it's mostly gone. Gen's managed to get it all off his face, and now that he can see again keeps shooting daggers at him as if this is in any way Senku's fault.
If he's this mad at me for the vegetable oil he's gonna eat Ginro for dinner.
He takes the bar of soap back once Gen lathers his hair, then passes him the comb so he can finish the job himself. Good thing I made the comb the other day. I was planning to give it to Gen when we switched to bathing at the hot springs, but oh well.
Senku takes the opportunity to get what sap and oil has clinged to his hands off, rinsing it off in the water. It leaves a bit of residue, but nothing horrible. When he looks up again though, Senku has to practically force himself to look away.
He's seen Gen naked before, they both bathe with the rest of the villagers who have zero qualms about nudity. And it's not like Senku experiences attraction the same way most people do. No, this is almost worse in his opinion. Gen is busy washing his hair, still kneeling in the water. Under the brilliant light of the sun his pale skin almost glistens. Where Senku has tanned somewhat from his year and some change in the wilderness, Gen's many layers have mostly shielded him from the same fate during the past summer months. He's like a statue, all sharp angles and smooth planes. His long white bangs cling to his neck, now only a little soapy. Not even the rough scars on his torso, barely visible above the waterline, distract from his natural beauty.
He's pretty.
Senku feels his face erupt with an unwelcome blush, blistering hot. He's lucky Gen doesn't notice, eyes shut while he gets the remaining soap out with the help of the comb. It's perhaps one of the few times luck has ever been on his side.
Not even holding hands had made him react like this.
Senku takes a deep breath, quick to bury away what he's feeling. Gen himself had shown him how stupid he'd been to lock away his strongest emotions, but this is a different feeling altogether. It's not painful. If anything, it feels a lot like the warmth he normally feels around the mentalist. Only it's much more powerful.
There's no time for anything like that.
He's so distracted that Senku almost misses a small detail he'd faintly noticed while combining the sap out of Gen's hair.
"Say mentalist," he begins. Gen hums an acknowledgment. "You sure the white half of your hair isn't dyed....?"
"Why do you ask?"
"Well," he says cautiously. "It's been quite a few months since Tsukasa revived you, right? Almost six and a half to be exact."
"Yea, and....?"
"And you're absolutely sure you didn't dye it just before the petrification?"
"Senku-chan, what's your point?"
Senku suppresses a sigh. He doesn't know how Gen will react, but if the sap fiasco was anything to go by it won't be good. "Your roots should have grown out by now. But they're all white on your right side."
" THEY'RE WHAT?! " Gen screams, eyes shooting wide open, nearly dropping the comb in his panic.
"Mentalist relax, it's not a big deal-"
"Not a big deal?! You're basically telling me this is ermanentpay!"
"We don't actually know that-"
"It should have grown out by now, you said it yourself!"
Senku takes in Gen's panicked expression, and honestly he doesn't know what to do. He can't begin to comprehend caring that much about his appearance. Sure, his own hair was a bit of a sore spot. Senku had faced a bit of bullying for it when he was a kid, but he had been quick to get over it. Other people's opinions aren't something to dwell on for too long.
Yuzuriha had sometimes complained about her looks, comparing herself to the other girls at school or to models in magazines. Which had led to some experimental makeup science, out of a combination of curiosity and the desire to help his friend, that had ultimately destroyed his microwave and several tubes of her mom's lipstick. He'd gotten in trouble with Byakuya for that one, but hadn't come out of that mess with any better of an understanding than before he got into it. He just didn't get why looks mattered so much to people.
But it mattered to Gen, and right now he's regretting bringing it up at all.
"Come on, if you're done get out of the water," Senku says since he's not sure how else to go about this. "It's too cold, you'll get sick."
Gen's shoulders slump, and he stares at his rippled reflection in the water for a solid minute before he stands and makes his way to the riverbank. Senku follows him out of the water. Wordlessly he fetches two rags from his toolbelt, passing one to the mentalist so they can dry off. They towel off in silence, Gen's sour mood nearly palpable. Senku's not sure how he can turn things around. He's not good at this kind of thing.
What do you do when the person who understands emotions best is the one upset? How do you cheer up a mentalist?
Senku rolls the thought around in his head while he dries off his arms and legs. He's not paying too much attention to what Gen is doing, when something in his peripheral catches his attention. When he looks up, the mentalist is holding the comb up for him to take, not bothering to hide the pout that has formed on his face.
"Keep it," Senku says, rejecting the outstretched hand. "It's yours."
"Huh-?"
"I made it for you," he elaborates, the words out before he can rephrase them to something less direct.
"Wh- for me?"
"That's what I said, isn't it?" Senku huffs.
"Oh-!" Gen exclaims quietly. When he actually meets Gen's eyes, he's surprised to find astonishment, and the faintest hint of pink on his cheeks. The pout that was there, and all the tension and discomfort he's been carrying since the bucket landed on his head, seem to melt away right before Senku's eyes. In its place emerges a gentle smile that's brighter and more welcoming than the sun itself. "Thank you, Senku-chan.~"
Something inside Senku stirs as he watches Gen return to drying off without so much as waiting for his reply.
Is that all it takes?
"....It's dyed by the way."
That makes him pause as he's shrugging his coat back on. "You're joking."
"Nope. It was my manager's idea," Gen replies with an abysmal sigh as he inspects his sap covered clothes.
Senku tries to imagine Gen without the white half of his hair, and honestly it doesn't seem to fit. Maybe he's just gotten used to his bicolored head because he never met a different Gen. But the contrast between black and white suited him incredibly well.
It's charming, if he had to put a word to it.
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Gen has to stop himself from appearing too giddy over the comb.
A comb of all things.
The gesture is small, but the idea that Senku's made a vanity tool, and just for him, is a little too exciting. He could have used hygiene as an excuse, could have come up with something clever to cover up his real intentions like he usually does, but he hadn't. Senku was direct about this.
Gen instead focuses on his soiled clothing. Like Senku had said, his pants hadn't suffered at all. His undershirt hadn't gotten much on it either, surprisingly. Gen is able to scrub that off with just his fingers and quickly redress. But the kimono and coat are covered in globs that are already starting to dry. He pockets the comb for now, choosing to focus his energy on saving his clothes.
"Senku-chan, could I see the soap again?"
He wordlessly passes over the bar, then when Gen takes it to the riverbank speaks up. "Shouldn't you try the oil?"
"I think that might just make it worse," Gen sighs, kneeling beside the water and starting to lather the material. "I'm not well versed enough, but I'm pretty sure this is too porous to handle oil."
"Fair enough, don't risk it," Senku agrees.
Senku sits beside him as he works. The kimono luckily seems salvageable. Any sap that may have started to stain is easily masked by the pale yellow color. His coat is another story, having taken the brunt of it all.
"You don't have to wait for me, you know," Gen says quietly after a while.
"I know."
It sounds like an apology, one he doesn't need to give. Gen's misplaced anger had been swept away already. Downstream, just like everything else. He's only left with those butterflies again. Senku's kindness is quiet, gentle. Warm.
His reflection in the water doesn't bother him as much as it had only moments ago.
Notes:
I did so much research about sap. I never wanna think about sap ever again lmao ♡
Chapter 23: Purple
Notes:
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Chapter Text
The village fairs through one final thunderstorm before making the official transition to cold weather wear. Senku keeps things simple, just like the villagers do. Aside from the thick swath of fur on the inside of his winter coat, which is longer and brushes the top of his ankles, he's added a pair of pants and a shirt underneath.
Although he knows that the villagers are used to this type of weather, and it's still technically fall, part of him is surprised to see Kohaku still bares her arms and legs. He knows though, that should he ask, she'll just say it's for ease of movement in combat. She's practical to a fault like that. It's one of the things that made her easy to get along with.
Gen had been in a rather down mood since the incident with the sap, seeming to relish the reprieve the storm that kept them indoors for four days offered. Chrome probably couldn't tell, what with how cheerfully the mentalist carried himself. But Senku's known him long enough to be able to read him somewhat. Gen's many masks can still fool him, but the ones he wears loosely are easy to see past.
The three had kept occupied playing checkers, telling stories of village life and the old world alike, and trying to decipher Gen's magic tricks. All in all it wasn't horribly spent. They were in good company. And when the clouds disappeared and the autumn sun came into view they had emerged from the shed relaxed and revitalized for the next leg of work.
Unfortunately for Gen, getting the sap out of his normal attire had proven difficult. The kimono came out fine, but his beloved purple coat had suffered a pretty bad stain. He hadn't complained about it too much, but Senku could tell it had upset him. The way he hung it up out of the way and kept his eyes diverted from that general direction was telling enough.
I'll have to try with alcohol once the storm is gone Senku had thought to himself when he first noticed what was bothering the mentalist. He wasn't sure how he could sneak the coat away without Gen noticing or saying something, but he wanted to at least try. The way the mentalist moped, although subtle, made him want to help. Though he would never admit it to anyone.
It's when Gen is dragged away by Kohaku sometime after lunch, to go see the leather workers who make everyone's clothing and bedding, that Senku has the opportunity to try cleaning up the coat. He had visited them that morning, so he's already squared away. Gen probably won't need it depending on what he's given to wear, but even if it'll be some time till he wears it again there's only the one of this coat and it seems to be something he cherishes. He's left it behind, following Kohaku in only his kimono even though it must be uncomfortably cold. Knowing Gen he'd rather be seen without it and suffer the chill than walk around with a pesky stain. He still doesn't get it, but appearance has value to the mentalist.
Senku just hopes Chrome doesn't question him as he uses the lab table to deal with it.
He spreads it out, using a couple of boxes to weigh the coat down so he can concentrate on the area most affected on the shoulders. Surprisingly the hidden pockets within are all empty. Using a well worn bone tool he had borrowed from the leather workers, Senku works the alcohol into the material. It takes a lot of elbow grease and some long hours, but at some point the bits of amber sap that still cling to the purple start to chip off in clumps. It was probably best he didn't try the vegetable oil first. Just as he feels like he's making progress, now down to just the thin film that seems like it seeped deeper into the pores, a voice at the entrance of the lab gets his attention.
"Oi Senku, Kaiseki's taking a break for the rest of the day, is there anything you need me to-" Chrome says absently as he enters past the door flap. He cuts himself off when his eyes land on what Senku is working on. "Hey is that Gen's coat? What are you doing with it?"
Senku almost doesn't want to admit what he's up to, but he's not much for lying and there's no real merit to hiding it. "Cleaning the sap out."
"Uh, okay, but why?" Chrome questions with a head tilt, coming up to the table to see what he's doing.
"So he doesn't bitch and moan that it's ruined," Senku says, setting down the bone tool to stretch his sore arms.
"Okay but, can't you just make him do that?" Chrome points out, which is unfortunately a much more logical way to go about this. Which Senku hadn't considered, too focused on getting Gen out of his mental rut.
Chrome looks at him as if expecting an answer, and Senku has to give one or risk this quickly getting uncomfortable. It's a weak reply, however. "He has other shit he's busy with."
"No, he ain't that busy, he's been- oh! " Chrome exclaims suddenly, as if coming to a realization Senku hadn't. "It's cuz you like him, isn't it?!"
"I- what?! "
"I know I asked you already and you said no, but you're kinda a bad liar-"
"What on fucking earth gives you that idea?" Senku asks, fighting back from snapping at Chrome. He shouldn't be getting angry about this. It's illogical, this is just a misunderstanding.
"I mean I see how you look at him sometimes, and you do treat him different too," he explains with a simple shrug.
"If by 'different' you mean worse than the villagers, I don't know what your idea of 'like' is," Senku grumbles. He flexes his hands, knuckles tight from holding the tool.
"Naw, you're nicer to him than to anyone else," Chrome says, grabbing a stool and pulling it up to the table. "Like with the paper you just let him do whatever he wanted, he made those spinny things for the kids-"
"Pinwheels."
"Yea yea, the pinwheels. And the comb thing you carved was for him too. And the-"
"Okay, enough, enough, I get it," Senku laments, hanging his head.
"Hey I'm not, like, judging you or anything. If that's who you like I'll support you," Chrome tries to reassure him. "He likes Kohaku though so I don't wanna go getting your hopes up."
"Chrome I don't like him," Senku says, rubbing a hand over his face.
"Seriously? I'll believe you, but I dunno if anyone else will."
"Wait- how do you even have the concept of what homosexuality is?" he asks, eyeing his friend curiously.
"Homo-what-?" Chrome stumbles on the word, looking at him like he's grown a second head.
Senku groans, grabbing a stool of his own. Byakuya must have included a story about acceptance and love and all that shit if the idea of Senku being attracted to another man doesn't phase Chrome. But either some of the words were lost as the language evolved, or he had used more generic terms to keep things simpler. "Buckle in, Chrome, I'm gonna give you a crash course on sexualities."
By the time Senku finishes his explanation Chrome seems to have come to another realization. "So the feelings Garnet and Sapphire have for Kohaku is homosexuality?"
"Yea, you're on the right track," Senku nods. "Hey wait, since when do those two like Kohaku?"
"Heh, since she danced with them when we celebrated finishing the wheelhouse and the hunters came back with the bear," Chrome snickers. "They were pretty impressed, apparently she's the one who took it down."
Senku has to roll his eyes at that. "Both of them like the oposit sex as well though, so thats?"
"Uh, bisexuality?" Chrome guesses.
"Ten billion points," Senku chuckles. He's kept his explanation simple, excluding a great number of identities for the sake of keeping things brief. He figures that once they start reviving more people, should the topic come up again, he can expand on this. Hell, Senku didn't even touch gender identities. Too much nuance - it's a topic for later.
"Okay so, I get it now, but what I don't get is why you keep saying you don't like Gen," Chrome pouts, resting his chin in his palm.
"That's what I'm getting to," Senku sighs, somewhat dreading the next part. "There's more orientations than just heterosexual, homosexual, or bisexual. It's complicated, there were a lot of words used in the modern world to describe these things. Overall it's a spectrum."
He pauses, hoping Chrome is following. His friend looks a little lost, but not put off. If anything this topic must be interesting in the same way other modern world topics are. Thinking about the village's society and the lessons Byakuya left behind, they thankfully already have an understanding that experiences varied amongst different individuals - people loved who they loved - and all Senku did was reintroduce the words to explain that.
"I'm on the aromantic spectrum. This refers to people who never, or very rarely, experience romantic attraction. For me it means it only happens sometimes, under certain circumstances," Senku continues to explain carefully. He doesn't specify that the circumstance in question is the close bond derived from friendship. He doesn't want Chrome to misunderstand. People in the old world were great at taking it the wrong way when he explained he was demiromantic, which had led to more than one tarnished friendship. Senku doesn't think Chrome will take it negatively necessarily, but he doesn't want to leave room for confusion.
Ironically Gen would be better at explaining this without a millimeter of doubt.
"Oooh okay," Chrome hums, thankfully just absorbing the information as it's presented to him. While he probably couldn't relate to it or fully understand it, this alternative experience must be intriguing to some degree. "So it doesn't matter to you if it's a man or a woman, that means crushes only happen sometimes for you?"
"Pretty much," he shrugs. Senku deliberately leaves out that he's also asexual. Explaining split attraction was hard enough in the modern world, even Byakuya had been more than a bit lost. Chrome means well and his natural curiosity for the world around him is refreshing, but Senku really doesn't want this to turn into an impromptu sex ed class. He has his limits.
"So....Gen doesn't fall into that 'sometimes' or-?"
Senku briefly considers if hitting his head against the glass tabletop would be worth the headache.
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"Come on, you bat," Kohaku says with a cheer in her step as she practically drags Gen over the first bridge.
"My, so eager today!~" Gen exclaims, trying to keep up with her pace. He hasn't seen her this upbeat in quite a while.
"No idea what you're talking about!" she says, throwing him a wicked smirk over her shoulder.
"Of course not," he replies with a chuckle. Wonder what's gotten into her today, I'm just fetching some new attire.
Gen doesn't poke or prod at her, just basks in her electrifying energy. It's nice to see her so happy. Kohaku tends to wear her positive emotions loudly and it's easily contagious. Which is nice, the incident with the sap had put him in a rather down mood. His hair had been saved, albeit sticky and particularly fragrant for a few days, but his coat had suffered the consequences. Such a shame he may not be able to save it.
It's when Kohaku leads him right past the hut wherein the villagers are collecting their new attire, or repairing clothing from the previous cold season, that Gen grows confused and a tad suspicious. What could she be up to?
Kohaku wordlessly guides him over the second bridge, and heads directly for Ruri's hut. She leads him up the steps quickly, almost causing him to trip. She only lets go of his hand when they land at the open doorway.
"Ruri-nee! We're here!" she calls out into the hut.
Gen hears shuffling from above, then Ruri pokes her head down from the ladder leading to her room. "Kohaku! Gen! Stay right there, I'll be down in a moment!"
"Hm," Gen hums, eyeing Kohaku curiously. She looks like she's nearly trembling with how excited she is, rocking back and forth on her feet. "Now, what are we doing erehay sweetheart?"
"You'll see," Kohaku promises, flashing that grin again.
Soon enough Ruri makes her way down the ladder, carrying something bundled in her arms. "Okay I'm ready, Kohaku!"
Before he can speak Kohaku comes up behind him and covers his eyes with her hands, making him gasp. Their height difference makes it a little awkward, but he can tell she's determined to hide whatever it may be from him. It only fuels his curiosity. "What's happening-"
"If you and Senku can keep sneaky secrets, so can we, sorcerer!"
He hears some rustling, the pitter patter of Ruri moving around. Can practically feel Kohaku's heart thumping against his back. In another situation he might be filled with dread, but all he feels is the rush of anticipation.
"Now, Kohaku!"
"Ta-da!" Kohaku and Ruri say together as the hands fall away from his face.
" Oh-! "
What he sees nearly draws tears from his eyes. Ruri holds up a large fluffy coat, something that could practically swallow him whole with how massive it is. It's leather has been meticulously and oh so very carefully dyed purple, an almost identical color to his usual coat that's been ruined by sap.
"What do you think, Gen? I heard about what happened to your coat the other day, and since we're already switching to warmer clothing I thought we might be able to replicate the color," Ruri explains, beaming up at him.
"Making wine for Senku a while back gave us the idea to use grapes for making the dye, we worked on it during the storm," Kohaku continues, peeking out from behind him.
Gen reaches out to touch the fuzzy edges of the coat, and it really does take all he has to hold back from letting the tears that fill his vision fall. The thoughtfulness, the care, put into this gift fills his heart to the brim. He's seldom received anything so touching in his life.
"I love it," Gen whispers, at a loss for words. " Thank you! "
"You're welcome!" the sisters say in unison. Kohaku pulls him into a hug, arms tight around his waist from behind, and Ruri loops her arms around his neck, the coat becoming trapped between them. He's startled for a moment, but hugs them both back, the chill coming in through the door chased away by their warmth. He has never had authentic friendships in his life that filled this void before. Gen had no idea what he had been missing all along.
"Try it on, you bat," Kohaku says when she pulls away.
"Please do!" Ruri pleads, taking a step back and placing the coat in his hands.
"Gladly!~"
After chatting with the sisters over tea as they explain the process of making the coat, and modeling it for them, Gen's spirits are through the roof. It does in fact swallow him up with how massive it is, but one or both girls must have noticed he prefers to dress in oversized clothing. They've even gone and made him a pair of loose pants to match, and the coat itself has a myriad of hidden pockets within. All of it has him absolutely overjoyed.
Gen sticks around for a few thrilling games of checkers at Kohaku's insistence, but decides to leave once night falls some hours later. He stops by the hut where the elderly are serving up dinner, only grabbing three bowls since he spotted Kaseki chatting with the leather workers.
Once over the second bridge, Gen can make out the light of oil lamps emanating from within the lab, cutting through the darkness of nightfall. He approaches carefully, not wishing to disturb the scientists who are probably still hard at work. Gen peeks his head around the door flap, and what he sees makes his heart stutter in his chest.
Senku and Chrome are distracted talking about plans for the next day, and laid out on the table in front of Senku is Gen's soiled coat. The blonde is scrubbing at it meticulously with a bar of soap, as if trying to salvage the damage done by the sap.
Oh-
Somehow, although the gift of his new winter attire had been incredibly moving, this strikes a different feeling in Gen altogether. It's those same butterflies that he's grown familiar with, only far stronger. As if the love he feels for Senku has multiplied exponentially in the span of an instant.
It's overwhelming in the best way possible.
Gen ducks back out of sight, knowing his presence hasn't been noticed yet. He takes a moment to steel himself, to calm down the fluttering in his chest. Then he backtracks a few paces, and announces his arrival.
"Chrome, Senku-chan, dinners here!~" he calls out. As much as catching Senku in the act would be exciting, he knows the scientist well enough to understand this was probably not meant for his eyes.
When he comes into view of the entryway again, he's proven right. The coat has vanished from the table, and everything else on it has been haphazardly pushed aside, leaving behind two awkward looking scientists. Gen pretends not to notice.
"Hope you're hungry, tonight's meal is fish stew!~"
___
Dinner is eaten peacefully in the lab. Gen does most of the talking, which is probably a good thing. The conversation with Chrome had been more than awkward for Senku, but his friend somehow manages to keep shut about it, quickly getting carried away by other topics. Eventually, when they've finished eating and just chat quietly, Chrome decides to turn in early, leaving Senku and Gen alone.
Which unfortunately is probably his idea of playing wingman.
How many times do I have to tell him I don't like Gen like that?
"Goodnight Chrome!" Gen calls after the retreating figure.
"We shouldn't stay up too late either," Senku says, hoping Gen gets the message.
"Probably not, but I'm not eelingfay particularly tired," Gen says with a shrug.
"You didn't exactly do any kind of backbreaking work today, mentalist," he points out. His eyes land on Gen's new coat, and for the first time since the mentalist showed his face since leaving that afternoon, Senku notices the color. "Wh- who did you bribe into dying your coat fucking purple?"
"I did not bribe anyone! Really Senku-chan, who do you take me for? I'll have you owknay this was a very thoughtful gift from Ruri and Kohaku," Gen informs him quite proudly. He stands, does a theatrical twirl, sending the puffy coat billowing, and ends with a mock curtsey. "What do you think?~"
Gen looks beyond satisfied, fur at the necklike practically tickling his chin. He's entirely swathed in the material. Under the low light of their oil lamps the purple makes Gen's features stand out more than normal, sharper but softer at the same time. A contrast only he could pull off. It finally clicks in his head why Gen looks so off when his arms are exposed, but so much more himself when he's covered up like this. Why seeing Gen with his arms bare triggers something almost protective in him. It's more than just looking vulnerable. It's the same as how Senku doesn't like to be touched.
Gen doesn't like to be seen.
"It suits you."
Notes:
Writing emotionally constipated Senku in denial is pretty fun. Special shoutout to my fellow arospecs who've been in his shoes lmao. Romance is hard ♡
Chapter 24: Sunflower
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Gen doesn't want to call it a crisis, he really doesn't. Emotional turmoil, certainly. That's an acceptable enough description, if a little strong.
Keeping his feelings bottled up until the right moment is something he's, unfortunately, quite good at. It's in no way ideal, and leaves him feeling a bit bitter the more time goes on, but he can manage it for now. Still, Gen doesn't want to let these emotions fester and become an actual problem. He's doing the very same thing he told Senku not to, but he intends to deal with it as soon as possible.
So he devises a plan to slip away for a while, to have some time to himself.
Four days after he spotted Senku working on his coat, after the other two occupants of the shed were fully dressed and had slipped away, Gen had idled behind a bit. He hadn't found an opportunity until now, but he'd woken up just a hair later than the other two, creating an opening. He also had the excuse of having one too many ties to do up his attire to fall back on. Especially now with his winter coat as an added layer.
All it takes is a quick search of the shed. He finds his usual coat carefully rolled up at the very far back of the shelf where he usually stashes his personal effects. As if placed there as discreetly as possible, behind the checkerboard. When Gen unrolls it, it's nearly immaculate. All traces of sap are gone, as are all the stains. The purple color is a bit faded where the sap had collected, worn away by whatever Senku had used to get it all out, but that can be easily amended by a new dye job.
Senku-chan really did fix it for me....
And that's where the pesky emotions come into play. The gift from Ruri and Kohaku had been downright overwhelming. Gen understands the chemistry of the mind, and he knows very well the cocktail of chemicals he had been flooded with upon receiving his new coat. They produced an abundance of joy that he didn't really know what to do with. Gen's never let himself get this close to others, and now that he has he's really starting to enjoy it.
But it chips away at whatever is left of his mask, and it leaves him feeling defenseless in a sense. Which is where the care put into mending his old coat, the tenderness of the gesture, comes in.
So when he finally gets the chance, while Chrome and Senku are busy doing god knows what, Gen slips away down the forest path. He's supposed to be working on several more batches of paper, they won't be able to make nearly as much once it starts snowing so Senku wants him to get ahead of the season. Unfortunately he and Chrome use a lot of it, and rapidly. Even recycling what they didn't need anymore took up time.
But right now he needs to decompress.
His feet carry him all the way to the sunflower field, a place he's starting to find rather comforting. There he curls up beneath the shade of the treeline. Back pressed against a trunk, legs tight against his body, tucking them into his coat. The breeze is crisp, but the furs keep him warm.
Then he cries.
A type of cry he's never experienced before. One full of love. For Ruri's empathy. For Kohaku's compassion. For Senku's kindness. For all the friends he would have never made had the world never fallen apart. For the people who keep him moving and the ways they've improved his life tenfold.
His only company are the tall blooms that watch with smiling faces - there aren't any statues in this area to judge him with blank unseeing eyes. Just the sunflowers. Watching as if with mirth at Gen's ignorant belief that he could never know love this kind, this generous. Could never feel this deeply and genuinely.
He lets it all out.
Gen doesn't hold any of it back, not even when the sunflowers and the blue sky above blur together in his vision. Not when the hot tears are cooled by the autumn air before they reach his neck, leaving unpleasant trails behind on his skin. Not when small hiccups leave his mouth, muffled only by the wind.
No, it all comes out.
He falls apart entirely.
And when it stops, he breathes. Slowly, in and out in measured beats, until he feels his body relax again.
What's left behind is a sensation of relief. He was never this person, not in the old world. But now he's certain that version of Gen is long gone. He's changed, underneath his many masks, undergoing a metamorphosis.
He's been born anew.
___
They've shelved the lightbulb project for the day, still struggling with creating the necessary vacuum to ensure the bulbs shine bright without burning out. Chrome takes a shot at the wire with some of the kids, Ruri right by his side. They laugh happily, all bright smiles and jovial giggles. The sight brings a smile to Senku's own face, one he doesn't try to hide.
Kaseki is occupied melting shards of shattered glassware down for recycling into jars for canning, assisted by Carbo, so Senku slips into the lab. He'd noticed Gen's new outfit was missing a vital component. The mentalist might complain about it, considering he walked around barefoot all the time, but now that it's nearing winter Gen needs some fucking shoes.
I refuse to deal with him if he gets fucking frostbite.
Senku's definitely lying to himself, but he really doesn't want it to come to that. So he's gone and thrown together a pair of leather boots for the mentalist, lined with fur. It's nothing fancy, but it'll get the job done. All he was waiting on was the chance to do up the final stitches with a new bone needle he borrowed from the leather workers - the first he'd been using Senku had made himself, but it broke in no time at all. Yuzuriha definitely wouldn't approve of his handiwork, but it's the best he can do. The shoes most of the villagers wore weren't going to cut it for a modern man, and the leather workers were busy as it was, so he took matters into his own hands.
Now to find him and get Gen to actually wear them.
Senku initially assumed Gen was behind the lab at his station, but when he gets back there and ducks under the tarp there's no sign of him. The pot he uses to boil plant fibers looks like it's been recently used, but the fire is long dead and all his tools have been neatly put away. There's a batch of newly pressed sheets drying on the racks. But no Gen in sight.
Senku comes back around to the clearing, trying to figure out where the mentalist could have gone. He walks up to the circle, and when they see him approaching Ruri and Chrome jump a few centimeters away from each other. They're both blushing, nervous eyes looking anywhere but at each other. It reminds him of how Taiju and Yuzuriha would get when caught leaning into each other's personal space.
"Do either of you know where Gen went?" Senku asks, cutting to the chase so he can leave them to it, no desire to distract them nor make them feel uncomfortable.
"Nope, haven't seen him since this morning," Chrome answers, scratching his cheek sheepishly.
"I did, he went towards the forest," Ruri chips in. "That was some time after lunch, I think he was alone."
"Thanks," he sighs, rubbing the back of his head.
"What'd you need him for?" Chrome questions. Senku just holds up the boots in response. "Oh-!"
"Oh my, I can't believe Kohaku and I didn't think to make him any shoes," Ruri laments. "I'm sure he'll really appreciate those, Senku!"
"Heh, I think so too," Chrome agrees with a dramatic wink. It makes Senku grimace.
"Yea, whatever."
Once he's on the forest path, the giggling behind him picks up again. It's nice, knowing that Ruri and Chrome have grown closer, finally free from the shadow of death that had followed them for so long. Perhaps the pep talks Gen had undoubtedly had with the priestess were working to embolden her advances somewhat. Senku knows Chrome won't act on anything until they win this war, but it's progress.
Now where could Gen have gone?
For a moment Senku thinks maybe he's at the wheelhouse, but discards the idea quickly. The rushing sound of the water wheel was his escape, not Gen's. Knowing the mentalist, if he came out this way, he'd go somewhere more peaceful. Somewhere he can be among something he loves.
So he tries the sweet olive grove.
Once he's past the foxtail millet, the grove comes into view, but Gen is nowhere among the stout trees still dotted with orange colored blooms. So where-? Ah, the sunflowers then.
Senku heads further up the trail that winds its way to the sunflower field. He'd sent Gen out here with the sparkling sisters to collect weeds several times already, but he knows this is a place Gen likes to spend time alone at. Occasionally he would linger behind, sending the sisters on ahead. He also knows Gen takes extra bath days, and when he does he comes out here instead of the village's usual bathing spot further downstream. Has seen the yellow, orange, and red petals clinging to his skin and coat as clues of where he's been. Knows his soap reserves occasionally lack a bar or two here and there.
He's sneaky, but not that sneaky.
Senku makes it to the edge of the field, but initially doesn't see Gen anywhere. Then he spots a purple mass nestled in the treeline to his left. The figure is curled up, limbs tucked in tightly, and for a second he thinks Gen is napping. But then he sees his shoulders shaking slightly, and a pang of dread hits him. Is he crying?
Gen doesn't seem to have noticed him, so Senku approaches carefully, so as to not startle him. But when he inches closer it seems he's already been caught.
"Trying to sneak up on me, dear?~"
"As if," Senku sighs, coming to stand directly in front of him. "What are you doing out here?"
"Just eedednay a break," Gen answers quietly. When he looks up at him, Senku is caught off guard. The mentalist looks like he was crying at some point. His eyes are puffy and red. Streaks of long ago shed tears mar his skin.
"Gen-" Senku gets out, but doesn't know what to say. Can't figure out what could have sent the mentalist out here to cry about. All he knows is Gen must have come to the sunflower field to be alone, so no one would notice something was wrong.
It makes Senku feel like an intruder. Like he shouldn't have come chasing. But that illogical part of him speaks up. He can't ignore what's right in front of him, especially if this is his friends cry for help.
"Hm?" Gen hums, as if ignoring the state he's been found in.
"Is- are you okay?" he tries, uncertain. Tries to think of what Gen had done for him, but doesn't know how to execute any of it.
"Perfectly fine," Gen fibs. They both know he's lying, but there's too little room left for Senku to reply. "What did you come out here for, Senku-chan?"
You Senku wants to say. Doesn't know how that'll play out. Before he can answer, a particularly strong gust makes them both shiver, causing Gen to curl up further into himself. That must have been why his shoulders were shaking, from the bitter cold wind. Then he remembers what he's holding.
"I swear if you get frostbite, I'm going to deliver you to Tsukasa myself," Senku huffs, kneeling in front of him.
"What-?"
He just silently holds up the boots. The mentalist looks surprised, but Senku doesn't wait for a response. He snags Gen's ankle from under the hem of the coat, dropping the left boot so he can focus on slipping the right one onto his foot. The motion throws Gen off balance, making him let out a tiny yelp.
"Sen-!"
"You need shoes," he says, focusing on getting the boot on without hurting Gen.
Dully he notices that although the mentalist is always barefoot, the sole of his foot is only somewhat callused. It should be surprising, but it's just a testament to how well Gen takes care of himself. When he's done, ready to take the other foot, he glances up and is surprised to see Gen is watching him intensely, blue eyes wide with an emotion Senku can't understand. His face has taken on a dusty shade of red, blush sitting high on his cheeks and quickly inching down his neck.
Senku has to look away before the same happens to him.
___
It feels like something out of a fairytale.
But Senku is no prince charming. He's the classic mad scientist, wild hair and crazy experiments to match. Ambitious, steadfast, and daring to a fault.
But Gen is no fair maiden incredibly down on luck. He's a magician, a trickster of infinite faces. A turncoat, walking a fine line between the light and the darkness.
They're the archetypal antagonists of any other story.
But this is their story.
As he watches Senku slip on the second boot, Gen can't suppress his reaction. The tenderness behind the gesture, even if Senku didn't intend for it to come off this caring, is undeniable. It reinflates that bubble of emotions in Gen's chest, and makes it burst again within the span of a single second.
There's no such thing as true love. Gen knows that better than anyone. There's no one individual handcrafted just for you, no soulmates to complete you like a puzzle piece. But there is such a thing as fate. Be it as a lover, a friend, or even an enemy he's certain that he and Senku were meant to meet at least once in their lifetime. Probably never would have if humanity hadn't come to a standstill three thousand years ago.
The tears that come down this time are softer, smaller. Quieter. Not at all competing with the loud beating of his heart. Senku still notices them when he looks up again despite how invisible, translucent, they make Gen feel.
"Gen I-" the scientist starts. "Are you-"
"I'm alright, Senku-chan," he reassures, unable to suppress a smile. "The boots are nice, they're quite armway."
Senku looks like he doesn't know what to do, what to say. Like he's prepared to help, just doesn't know how. The sentiment is more than enough.
"Sit with me for a moment?" Gen asks, giving him an opening.
"....Yea, okay," he agrees, plopping himself next to Gen. The space between them is small, hardly there.
"Thank you, dear.~"
Senku doesn't answer. But when he reaches up to wipe away his own tears, he finds Gen's hand. Takes it gently, deliberately. Interlocks their fingers, letting their joined hands fill the gap between them. Lending some of his warmth, as if to say he's there for Gen no matter what. The presence beside him is brighter, more beautiful, than any flower in this field. More kind, more welcoming.
He should feel vulnerable, ashamed maybe. He's at his weakest after all. But this is Senku. Being seen by him isn't so bad.
Notes:
Fun fact, this fic averages at 3k words per chapter. My goal was originally 2-3k per chapter, but one or two reached 4k.
Sunflowers represent loyalty and adoration ♡
Chapter 25: Cough syrup
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"I'm onvincedcay that your bad luck bounces right off of you and hits whoever is closest."
"I'm not the one who was walking around barefoot in the fucking cold," Senku chides. "And it's not my fault Ginro knocked over the beehive, I wasn't even there."
"It was never a problem before," Gen argues, followed by a series of pathetic sneezes. "And technically it is your fault for sending me to gather honey with him!"
"The weather changed, dumbass. Why didn't you just keep the shoes the empire gave you?" Senku questions, ignoring the thing about the bees.
They'd already argued about it plenty when Gen, Ginro, and Kinro returned from their expedition covered head to toe in stings. They've all already been treated and none of them were allergic, so he's not exactly worried about that part. The cold on the other hand, he's still miffed about. It had only been two days since he gave Gen his new boots, but by the next day he was already sniffling. Sending him to collect honey was a mistake, exposing him further to the cold autumn air. He returned from the trip not just covered in stingers, but coughing up a fit. Senku knew he'd had some shoes before joining the kingdom, but can't understand why the mentalist got rid of them. He's not going to accept appearance as an excuse. Not now that Gen is paying the price for carelessness.
"They didn't fit, Senku-chan, they were hurting my feet."
"Seriously? Yuzuriha is far from that incompetent."
"She's not the one who made them, she was too busy making clothing and tents for everyone. Tsukasa-chan had someone else handle making shoes, and they did a god awful job," he wines, stabbing absently at a dish full of sliced persimmons.
"You sure I'm the only one with bad luck?"
"I thought you didn't elievebay in luck."
"Luck isn't a quantifiable force, mentalist. Anyway, you'll be fine within a couple days, it's a pretty mild cold," Senku chuckles. "And the stings are already healing."
The sight of Gen, bundled up in a pile of furs, skin red and irritated, nose runny, tugs at his heartstrings even though he doesn't want to admit it. Senku has berated himself quite a few times already. If he had gotten the boots ready sooner, maybe then he could have prevented Gen falling sick. The bee stings are another topic altogether - but he isn't lying when he says the cold is mild, and they do have everything they need to treat it.
"Just stay warm, keep hydrated, and eat well. You'll recover in no time."
"If you say so, doctor!~" Gen croons, but the effect is ruined by the thick sound of his voice. He's too congested to sound as slick as he usually does.
"I thought you were the doctor here?" Senku points out, trying to match his energy. If Gen wasn't going to make a big deal out of this, neither was he. No use getting worked up over it.
"Please, I only know asicbay first aid!" Gen scoffs. Then sneezes. And coughs a few times for good measure. "Say Senku-chan, is that cough syrup ready....?"
"Almost, Chrome is working on it right now."
"Please tell me it's not going to taste awful."
"Maybe this is where your luck picks up, then. It's gonna be pretty sweet," he reassures.
"Oh?"
"Sap, of course, is one of the main ingredients," Senku begins to explain, chuckling at Gen's grimace. "Then come pine needles. Pine is an expectorant for thinning and moving mucous in the lungs, so it'll help clear up your congestion. It's boiled and strained almost like you would with dried flowers for tea, and comes out pretty sweet. We're also adding some of that honey you collected with Kinro and Ginro yesterday, so your efforts aren't for nothing."
"Eatgray, so far it sounds like I'm gonna suffer the consequences anyway," Gen groans.
"I'm telling you it'll be sweet aren't I?" Senku rolls his eyes at how mistrustful Gen has gotten. Although he can't really blame the mentalist after how much has gone wrong lately. "Honey helps slow the movement of neutrophils in your body. Neutrophils are a type of white blood cell that help protect your body from infection. When they’re moving slowly, they become more concentrated in the areas that require the most healing. The syrup produced when you canned those persimmons we collected is going in too. They're higher in vitamin C than even oranges, so it'll help boost your immune system and shorten this cold somewhat."
Gen looks like he only processes half of that, but at least seems satisfied to know it won't taste bad. Truthfully, part of what made most cough syrups in the modern world taste bad was a combination of more concentrated medicines and artificial flavor layered on top to mask the bitter taste. This is an all natural remedy. He doesn't mention it to Gen, but Senku found his stash of sweet olive tea and may have told Chrome to brew some to add a bit to the mixture for extra flavoring - he's not sure what else Gen might have put in the tea blend, but knowing Gen's understanding of horticulture he trusts it'll be beneficial regardless.
"Just rest for now," he instructs as gently as he can manage. "And try not to talk too much, you'll hurt your throat more."
"Aw come o-" he cuts off with a cough that makes Senku laugh.
"Heh, what were you saying?"
"Oh, don't get so cheeky with me!"
Senku leaves the shed after making sure the coal bucket is well lit and Gen has enough water. He'll come back to check on him later, but he needs to rest and if Senku doesn't leave then Gen will never shut up. For now he needs to go see how the cough syrup is coming along.
Chrome works at stirring the syrup over a makeshift burner at the lab table, having followed Senku's instructions. They don't have to make too much for now, but it'll help to have Chrome memorize the recipe in case anyone else falls sick during the remainder of fall or the upcoming winter.
"Think he'll be okay?" Chrome asks as Senku approaches, slowing his movements.
"Yea, this is a really common type of illness," Senku reassures, not for the first time. After what happened to Ruri, and having heard one of the things that had steeply declined the village's population during the cold months was the spread of disease, Senku can't blame him for being overly worried. "We have everything we need to handle it, and I've already given him his first dose of the sulfa drug to be on the safe side."
"Okay, good," Chrome says with a relieved sigh and gets back to stirring. "How's he handling it?"
"It's Gen, what do you think?" Senku chuckles, fetching his log book.
"You have a point," Chrome snorts. "Ruri said she'd like to come visit him later if that's okay."
"Yea that's fine, she can visit for a bit," he agrees. Although a cold has the potential to become contagious, letting her visit for a few hours shouldn't do any real damage. And it might provide a decent distraction for the mentalist.
"Nice! I'll let her know to come around lunch."
After taste testing it to make sure the recipe is correct, dispensing it into a container and letting it cool, the cough syrup is ready. Chrome cleans up and organizes the lab while Senku takes it up to the hut. Inside he finds Gen has fallen asleep in his pile of furs.
What am I gonna do with you, mentalist?
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When he wakes up, Gen feels groggy, disoriented. It takes him a moment to remember where he is. Just as he's starting to reorient himself, he breaks into a nasty coughing fit that forces him to bolt upright lest he choke on the mucous his body is fighting to hack up.
He feels a hand start to rub gentle circles on his back as a rag is pressed into his hands for him to cough into. When the fit passes and Gen finally looks up, it's Senku, eyeing him with concern.
"Please tell me I iraculouslymay slept exactly twenty-four hours and I'm that much closer to beating this," Gen pleads.
"Nope, you've only been asleep for a few hours," Senku snickers, passing him a cup of water. Gen downs the whole thing, throat raw from the constant coughing. When he sets the cup down, Senku is already holding up a spoon full of a dark amber colored liquid on the thicker side, and Gen suddenly feels very reluctant to be a good patient. "Come on, mentalists, if you wanna get better quickly you have to take it."
Gen eyes the spoon wearily as it inches closer to his mouth. Senku unexpectedly takes his chin, and the gesture would come off as tender if it wasn't obvious that he's just doing it so Gen doesn't pull away. So he reluctantly opens his mouth, and Senku tips the syrup in. For a moment Gen is worried he's been lied to and it's going to taste awful, but it's actually incredibly sweet just like Senku promised. The honey, sap, persimmon syrup, and what he guesses to be the pine work wonderfully together. Then there's a peach-apricot aftertaste that makes his eyes widen in surprise.
"See? Not bad at all," Senku smiles.
"Did you-!" Gen starts once he's swallowed, accusation dying in his mouth with a small cough as his throat tries to reject the sticky intrusion.
"Orange osmanthus has pain relieving properties," the scientist admits, refilling his cup of water. "But you already knew that, mentalist."
"My, did you steal from my stash? How naughty!~"
"It wasn't exactly hard to find, idiot."
"You can't let the villagers administer this unsupervised," Gen says with a smile, ignoring his admission, accepting the cup when it's offered to him. "It'll be like the cotton candy all over again, the kids especially would go wild for omethingsay this sweet."
"Which is why the only other person who knows the recipe for now is Chrome."
"He's....Chrome, dear."
"Shit, you have a point."
They share a bit of laughter while Senku stokes the coals again, fire seeming to have petered off sometime during Gen's nap. Ruri eventually pokes her head through the door, bringing a heavy pot with her that Senku helps carry inside. It's steaming to the brim with ramen when it's placed over the coal bucket, something Senku had specifically requested so it would be easier on the mentalist's stomach compared to a heavier stew. Should he be unable to tolerate the noodles or meat, he'll at least be able to have the broth. He's grateful for the consideration.
After they eat, Gen managing to stomach a decent portion, Senku takes his leave to keep working with Chrome and Kaseki. He gives Ruri simple instructions not to get too close, and how to monitor if Gen worsens, then he's gone. Once he's out of earshot, Ruri moves herself just a tad bit closer, leans in, and presses a chaste kiss to his forehead.
"What Senku doesn't know won't hurt him," she says with a sly wink.
"You're taking one too many pages out of my book, sweetheart," Gen retaliates playfully, drawing giggles from her. The gesture leaves him feeling warm. It's familial in a way he hasn't experienced before, the way he knows Ruri shows her love to Kohaku. Being on the receiving end of that type of care is a wonderful feeling.
When they settle down after a bit of teasing back and forth, Ruri fetches the checkerboard to keep them occupied and pass the time. She's become quite the beast, an incredible opponent with mastery of the game that fills him with excitement. He's glad he took the time to teach her. Her joy had been rewarding enough but having someone to play with who makes for a true challenge, other than Senku, is a different type of satisfaction.
After some hours, Ruri grows tired. Before she returns home she makes sure Gen takes his next dose of the cough syrup and has enough water. That the coals are still hot, that he's tucked in and warm, and that the oil lamps are lit throughout the small space. She fusses over him, her caring nature amplified by the state he's in. He can't deny that it's nice, being cared for like this. It makes him feel like a part of the village perhaps for the first time since he joined their side.
After she's gone, since he's been left to his own devices, Gen finds his notebook and decides to entertain himself by making corrections here and there from the last time Ruri had dictated a story to him. He knew that if he tried to pull this while she was still around, Ruri would have rated him out to Senku out of concern that he's pushing himself too much. Which is exactly how the scientist finds him come dinnertime.
"Don't strain yourself like that, mentalist," Senku scolds as he enters the shed. It's grown dark out rather quickly, throwing Gen's perception of the passage of time off.
"Just trying to eepkay busy," Gen argues weakly.
"You need to be resting," he says, snatching the notebook and charcoal pencil out of his hands. "Not keeping busy."
"Aw come on, Senku-chan. I got bored," he wines.
"I know you bore quickly, but this isn't a good way to deal with it," Senku sighs, putting the notebook away on Gen's shelf.
"So mean!"
"Don't test me, I know where you're ticklish."
"You wouldn't attack a wounded man when he's already down would you?" Gen questions. Senku just smirks down at him, lighting casting shows that make him look quite a bit more evil than usual. " Would you? "
"Don't push your luck," he teases. "It's dinner time anyway."
"Fine, fine."
When Senku starts serving him a bowl of ramen with more broth than noodles, Gen realizes Chrome hasn't turned up. Likely for good reason. "You know you can leave with him, Senku-chan. I'll be inefay here."
"What makes you think I'm going anywhere?" Senku asks as if his reasoning is obvious, passing Gen the bowl then starting to serve his own.
"We can't have our leader getting icksay, dear. I'm expendable but you're not," he argues.
"No one here is expendable," Senku says bluntly. "Especially not you."
"Don't compliment me too much, I'll start feeling spoiled!~"
"It's no compliment," Senku says simply, settling beside Gen noticeably closer than the distance he had told Ruri to keep. "You're the one keeping things moving around here, mentalist."
The words shock him, and for a moment Gen is glad he's got noodles in his mouth because he really doesn't know how to respond to that.
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Senku is glad that the mentalist doesn't question what he said. He hadn't exactly meant to say that out loud, but lately Gen has been drawing his very thoughts right out of his mouth. Senku knows he's a bad liar, and doesn't really intend to lie to Gen, but he's usually less direct about the things he's feeling or thinking. It doesn't necessarily feel bad, but it's new and unusual. Leaves him unsure of how to proceed half the time. One of these days something he says will be taken worse than usual and it'll come back to bite him in no time.
"I saw Ruri and Kohaku teaching the kids how to play checkers earlier today," Senku starts once they've finished eating and he can't stand the silence any longer. He'd told Gen to save his voice, but he can't think of what else to do. Sucks at managing situations like this. "So when the fuck did you get the board back from them? I didn't see Ruri bring it."
"Well, you see, I didn't," Gen admits sheepishly, settling back into the furs after Senku takes his mostly empty bowl. "I kinda sorta mayyyy have convinced Kaseki to make a few new ones...!"
"Gen what the hell?"
"Senku-chan, the winter months are incoming, they need omethingsay to do while stuck inside!"
There he goes, making excuses for his actions again. He knows that's Gen's whole thing, but at this rate can't find a way to buy it anymore. "Why are you so nice to them?"
"Huh?"
"You treat the villagers like family," Senku clarifies, hesitantly. Doesn't want this to become complicated. But he's unfortunately really good at digging himself a rather deep hole, if his chat with Chrome a while back is anything to go off of. "It's, well, really....different to when you first got here."
"Is it really?"
"Don't play coy-"
"I'm not," Gen says, voice quiet. Laced with a tone Senku doesn't recognize underneath the thick layer of congestion. His eyes are a bit distant, but he can't tell if it's due to the cold or not. "It's a genuine question.....I didn't have much of a family to speak of. In theory I understand what that entails but....well, not in practice."
"Gen I...." Senku starts, trails off, unsure if he's accidentally stepped on a landmine. Doesn't know if he can bear to see Gen upset again. The mentalist sounds honest, but there's a layer of something Senku just doesn't understand. Like when he found Gen crying at the sunflower field. Something, some emotion, that's there but he can't seem to grasp. "Was-.....what about you parents?"
"They passed away when I was still a toddler," Gen answers with a small shrug.
"Oh....I- I'm sorry," he says, because he doesn't know what else to say. Hates how he accidentally dragged up something that could potentially upset Gen. Only knows to repeat words he's heard offered to himself and Taiju whenever people found out about them being adopted. Never really understood it, being plenty happy with Byakuya, but knew it extended some comfort to Taiju.
"Nothing to be orrysay about, dear. It's not a sore topic for me," he reassures. "There's no statues out there waiting for me, it's just a simple fact."
"What about your manager?" he asks, remembering how Gen sounded when he had talked about her before. Fond, happy.
"She's important to me, certainly, but she had her own family," Gen says, throwing him a smile as if to placte his fears. "It was the same for you, wasn't it?"
"Kinda, yea," Senku admits with a sigh. "I never knew them, much less their names. Don't even know if they were actually dead or not, Byakuya didn't talk about it."
"I never really knew mine either. I have a few memories, but it's more of a shadow than anything else," Gen says, bruising his bangs behind his ear. It's been a while since his last severe coughing or sneezing fit, just a few small ones here and there, but Senku stays vigilant.
"Did you get adopted by anyone then?"
"Technically. I was taken in by an uncle, but he and my aunt were rather distant. I wasn't all that close to them or my cousins," the mentalist explains, stifling a sniffle. "I moved out quite young, once my career artedstay taking off."
"So you don't want to find them?"
"I know we will at some ointpay," Gen says, pausing with a mild cough. "Hadn't spoken to them in years though. I'm not in a hurry."
He doesn't know how to reply. Senku is growing more and more surprised to learn this about him. Gen was very private, only offering bits and pieces of himself. Small doses whenever relevant. Whenever it benefited him. Never like this. Alone, in the dim light of the shed, shielding themselves from the cold night, their world has grown smaller. More intimate. As if they're the only ones in it.
It's solitary, in a way, yet he's never felt this glad to be alone with someone. Almost can't stand how good it feels despite what they're talking about, so he silently redies a dose of cough syrup. Gen is more receptive this time, pliant when Senku takes his chin and tips the thick medicine into his mouth.
"I think you got lucky to have Byakuya as a father," Gen continues after he swallows. His eyes fall closed, words slow.
"I guess you could say that," he agrees. Can't find a way to disagree. Knows Gen understands he misses Byakuya with everything he has.
"He showed you what family really meant," Gen continues, speaking as if jealous but giving no indication of how he really feels. "Since I never really had that, I always felt othered by those around me. I upposesay in a way this is something we have in common. You were interested in understanding the world around you, it's what drew you to science. I was interested in understanding the people around me, it's what drew me to psychology."
"So where'd the affinity for magic come into that?" Senku asks, falling into the furs beside Gen. He's immediately enveloped by a sticky sweet scent. The cough syrup, but something else. Something floral that's signature of Gen himself. Feels comforted by it.
Beside him the mentalist coughs again, raspy and wet. All he can do is offer him a rag which Gen takes without even opening his eyes. Can't find any other ways to provide the comfort that Gen provides him simply by being. So he does the one thing he can. Senku may not have a way with words, may not know what to say, how to help carry any burdens the mentalist may be weighed down by. But he can listen. He can do this much.
"Hah, well, it came as an extension to that to me. To learn about how people orkway is one thing, but it's another to decipher what astonishes and amazes them. I wanted to see more of those reactions," Gen says wistfully, as if recalling his career fondly.
"That curiosity is what makes you a great mentalist," he says, and he means it. Without Gen they wouldn't have come this far. Senku wouldn't have come this far. He'd have fallen apart, like a sand sculpture eroded by the wind.
"Really, you flatter me too much," the mentalist giggles softly. "I suppose I just like humans. What humanity cherishes and finds value in. That's what makes me love people the way you love science."
The way I-
Senku stops. Can't let himself finish that thought. Instead he reaches between them and takes Gen's hand, holding tight as if the mentalist will fade away before his eyes like an elaborate illusion.
When he looks up from their intertwined fingers, he finds they're closer than he realized. Faces almost touching. Gen has opened his eyes, half lidded, cloudy blue. Watching him, as if waiting for something. He can feel Gen's warm breath on his skin, grazing his cheek.
Something compels him to close the gap, to lean in and-
" Careful dear, you'll get sick. "
Notes:
Y'all remember when I got sick lmao? Really though, I had always planned for Gen to get sick at some point. That sneezing when he was cheating at checkers? Yea. Didn't expect to get sick myself before actually having this chapter written though.
As always, chapter 26 will go up once 27 is ready. Thanks for the continued support! ♡
Chapter 26: Sleep
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Gen isn't sure if he imagined it, if it was a product of his cold-induced delirium, or if it had really happened. That Senku had almost kissed him. Doesn't even remember the remainder of that night, just that he woke up pressed tight against the scientist's side the next morning with an arm thrown over his shoulders. Warm all over, safe, happy.
They hadn't spoken about it.
At first he thought it was merely a fluke that he happened to wake up every time the scientist had dropped by to check on him in the following days. Until he woke up from a nap once in the middle of the afternoon to find Senku curled up right beside him, sound asleep. He didn't have the heart to wake the younger man up. Could only sit and admire his sleeping form, something he hadn't gotten the chance to do before since Chrome was almost always in the shed with them. His face was relaxed, peaceful. No wrinkles furrowed his brow with the strain of thinking of their next invention. No worry for the villagers and the outcome of their impending war. No fear that Tsukasa would hurt his friends. Just serene, calm, lost to his dreams. An expression he wants to keep on Senku's face forever. Strives to, with everything he has.
It was once just a devious plan of his to keep Senku occupied and happy, full of smiles and laughter to fuel his energy so he can remain an effective leader. Laughter was a potent medicine after all. But now it's something else far less evil, motivation derived from love. Knows happiness doesn't last forever - neither does peace or tranquility. But wants to gift them all to Senku as often as he can, for as long as he can. For as long as the other will let him.
The desire to cup his face, free of its usual stress, to press a kiss to his cheek, maybe his forehead or his hand, is strong. Gen resists. Senku is no sleeping princess and he's no prince. Can't bring himself to cross that line.
I have to be oh so careful with you, dear.
When he's lucid enough, they play checkers and tell stories of their old lives.
"....and that's how Taiju and I got banned from the public pool," Senku snickers, finishing his tale.
"You I understand, but poor innocent Taiju! He really went along with all your schemes huh?"
"Hey now, they weren't schemes," Senku argues. "It was all in the name of science!"
"Right, because breaking and entering totally ountscay towards the scientific endeavors of two rambunctious ten year olds!"
"Now you're starting to sound like my old man when he found out there was a hefty fine attached to the ban," Senku smirks, remembering the incident fonly.
"You put your poor father through so much," Gen laughs, too caught up in the story to notice he's played a move on the board that'll allow Senku to win easily.
The scientist takes the opening readily. "You're getting sloppy, mentalist!"
"Excuse you, I'll have you know I'm not at my best right now!" Gen scoffs, a sound that quickly turns into a cough. "If we were playing cards I would be eating you for dinner, dear.~"
"Surprised you haven't made a deck already," he snorts. "Unless you made one and you're just hiding it."
"With how usybay you keep me? When would I even find the time?" Gen chuckles.
"You're a sneaky bat, you'd find a way. Don't think I don't notice when you steal shit from the lab. The logs lie but my memory doesn't," Senku points at him accusingly before resetting the game pieces.
"No idea what you're talking about!~"
When they stop their game to have lunch, Chrome drops by to check on them. They chat for a bit, but he's gone in no time, off to the clearing to have his own meal then get back to working with Kaseki on whatever invention Senku left them to.
"He's rather diligent," Gen comments as Senku serves their food. "I think, for once, you lucked out on meeting him."
"Eh, not really luck," Senku shrugs. "No matter the time, no matter the place, there's always going to be someone who's as curious as he is about the world around them. It was just a matter of finding them. With the right tools Chrome is on par with any other scientist."
The comment makes Gen smile. Senku may act like he isn't, may say it's illogical, but he's a dreamer. And perhaps his largest dream when faced with the need for allies in their new world must have been finding a like-minded person who could help him pave the way towards a new tomorrow - no, not a new one, but a reinvention of the old tomorrow. Byakuya must have known that, deep down, this is what Senku would need most one day. It's rather impressive to think so far ahead without even being sure of the future that lies beyond, but he'd expect no less from the man who raised Senku.
"Say Senku-chan," Gen begins, a stray thought coming to the forefront of his mind. "How old is Chrome anyway?"
"Sixteen or seventeen, I think," Senku answers, passing him his bowl of plain broth. "Why?"
"My, I didn't take Ruri for the type to be into younger men!~"
"What, now you're invested in the village gossip?"
"Forgive me, but the sparkling sisters are quite ontagiouscay," he snickers, hiding his grin behind the rim of his bowl. "It just got me thinking of where Chrome would have been in his life had we met him in the past."
"Ignoring how ridiculous that idea is, in high school like us," Senku says, indulging him anyway.
"Like you."
"Ah right, you'd probably been out of school for a year or so already depending on when your birthday is," Senku amends his statement as he digs into his much fuller bowl of ramen.
"Hm, not quite," Gen says, sipping slowly at his broth.
"The fucks that mean?" Senku asks, brow raised.
"Ah, nothing, nothing," he tries to brush aside, already regretting getting on this topic.
"Say, mentalist," Senku starts after a long minute, having paused eating. He looks at Gen across the checker board that still sits between them with a devilish glint in his eyes. He's figured something out, and the way the epiphany lights up his features is alarming. Gen feels himself pale, thankful that his cold masks his reaction somewhat. "What level of education do you have?"
"You read my books and you don't even remember the biography? I'm offendedyay Senku-chan!"
"Just answer the question already."
Gen takes a deep breath. He doesn't like where this is going, feels like he's revealing his cards too soon. Actually isn't even sure he has much left to play in his deck - certainly not a winning hand - after how much of himself he's shown to the scientist purely out of the desire to be seen. To be known. But backing out of this with a lie won't cut it anymore. Not with Senku and not after everything they've been through together at this point. "I may have finished high school early...."
Senku seems surprised, but only gestures for Gen to keep going. Oh this is absolutely going to bite me in the ass one day.
"....And I had just completed my first year owardstay my degree in psychology before the petrification."
Senku looks like he's going to drop his food, eyes wide and mouth agape as he stares right at Gen. There's no coming back from this one. Being sick wasn't good for his image at all. Made lying harder, clouding his rational, more so than even when he was drunk.
"You goddamn mentalist, you're not a fucking hack at all are you? You-" Senku can't seem to find the right words, voice raising with something that sounds like excitement. "Were you seriously just playing everyone with the magician shit? When you have that much knowledge under your belt?"
"I had to make a living somehow-"
"You could have made a living as a legitimate psychologist, you dumbass," Senku chides, shaking his head at Gen's confession.
"Don't go getting any weird ideas, Senku-chan, a doctorate takes up to eight years to complete. I only completed one year of college, that's hardly scratching the surface."
"Yet you still finished high school early to get a leg up on it. I'm impressed. Even I didn't get the chance to advance grades and graduate early."
Gen visibly relaxes. The last thing he needs is for Senku to overestimate his abilities. "That's surprising considering how much more advanced you are at science than the average high schooler."
"Byakuya wouldn't let me skip grades," Senku shrugs. "Something about having a full high school experience and 'living out my youth', whatever the hell that means. Did you know they fucking ask parental permission? I couldn't get around it with a forged signature no matter how many times I tried."
"My, how sentimental of him.~" The thought of Senku trying to copy Byakuya's signature to further his education makes Gen laugh, but his father trying to get Senku to enjoy his school days alongside Taiju and Yuzuriha is touching.
"More like idiotic. And you can't go agreeing with him, you finished school early," Senku points out.
"What can I say? High school was boring!~"
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"How'd you even get on the path to become a mentalist and juggle college at the same time?" Senku asks with genuine curiosity.
"It's nothing spectacular," he shrugs. "When I was younger I was left to my own devices most of the time. Magic became a way to entertain myself, even performing tricks for an audience was out of selfishness. When I ealizedray I could combine my interests into one act, I started putting on mentalism performances anywhere I could score a gig. Talent shows did a lot of the leg work for me, but festivals are where I gained a following."
Senku remembers the way Gen had looked the day they made cotton candy. He had been rather busy throwing together the cart to deliver to Homura in hopes of swaying her, but Gen's face had stood out to him among the crowd experiencing the sweet treat for the first time. He was visibly teleported to another time, a far away place. A type of nostalgia that only came from someone from the old world. Can't imagine a single shred of that was out of some kind of selfish desire no matter how much Gen may insist it was.
"I was discovered by an agency at one of them," the mentalist continues. "And the rest is history. I was still in high school at the time, so I rushed to finish so I could focus on my growing success. I'd say I did pretty well, considering I had my own show by the time I was seventeen!~"
"And those stupid fucking books," Senku reminds him. "Who's idea were those anyway? That was seriously such a poor representation of your field."
"They were my manager's idea," he sighs. "I did put ample research into them, but my publisher insisted on dumbing them down considerably in order to appeal to a wider audience."
"And you just let that happen?" Senku asks, surprised. Didn't take the mentalist for such a pushover. Considering manipulation is the name of his game, can't see Gen as the type to take anything he isn't totally behind without putting up some type of fight.
"Not exactly! I did negotiate another book deal with them, something more serious where I could explore the intersection between magic and psychology," Gen says wistfully, stifling a small sneeze. "But well, the orldway kind of ended before I could even put my research into writing."
Senku considers, for a moment, that he would actually like to learn more about that topic if it came from Gen. But knows that the old him, from before all of this - a version of him that was some three thousand plus years younger - would have just laughed at the idea. Had he met Gen in their old lives, the odds of them getting along were slim to none. It seems that this relationship was conditional on them having met right on the cusp of their old lives ending and their new ones beginning. On having changed as people. On having changed each other.
Gen would probably find that thought poetic.
They play some more rounds of checkers after they finish dinner, but Gen grows tired early. After administering a final dose of cough syrup for the night and making sure he's comfortable in his pile of furs, the mentalist settles in for the night, quick to fall asleep.
The one thing that sticks in his mind for the next few days as he nurses the mentalist through his illness is how Gen is kind of an ugly sleeper when he's sick. Entirely different to the normally manicured and immaculate appearance he wears most of the time. Seeing the mentalist so vulnerable, so defenseless, is strange. Like this he looks less ethereal than usual, less like a marble statue. Less like a work of art meant to be admired from afar but never touched. More human, just like anyone else that walks this earth. No mask, no lies. Just Gen.
Senku is surprised at himself for how much he likes it.
Notes:
Have I mentioned I write my rough drafts on my phone? Does anyone else do that these days?
Consider checking out my other fics A smile just as sweet as sin and Mecha-Senku and the magic of lying ♡
Chapter 27: Hot springs
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It takes Gen eight days total to overcome his cold. The worst of it has him sleeping most of the day away - only waking to have some broth, take the sulfa drug, and spoonfuls of cough syrup Senku almost has to force him to ingest when he starts to grow tired of the overly sweet taste. Other times he wakes when a particularly rough coughing fit jolts him out of his reprieve. And for every time Gen wakes up, Senku is right by his side, ready to take care of him.
They never once speak about the almost-kiss.
It had come back to the forefront of his memory in the middle of the night while trying to fall asleep again after one of those coughing fits, snapping at him like a rubber band and setting his face ablaze when he finally remembered. Can't believe he was foolish enough not to take the opportunity when it presented itself. Yet knows that Senku nearly initiating it….has to mean something.
Wants it to mean something.
There's a lot they don't talk about. Not About the way Senku is right beside him through it all. About how he takes care of Gen without voicing a single complaint. How he risks illness every time he falls asleep curled up right on Gen's side. How he tries to stay positive and keep Gen entertained, never once bringing up how dangerous a simple cold could become if left unchecked.
But it's the memory of that almost-kiss that carries Gen through the rest of his illness until he comes out the other side free and finally able to breathe deeply again.
The old Gen, from just a handful of months ago, would have hated to be fussed over. Would have felt uncomfortable, strange, at anyone tending to him while he was ill. Would have drummed up as many lies as possible to simply be left alone to stew in his own misery. He can hardly remember who that person is anymore. Doesn't even know if that version of him ever existed to begin with. Is kind of glad, for once, to say he doesn't miss being that person. Doesn't miss that mask for a single second.
When Senku finally gives the all-clear that he's recovered and can leave his fur mound of a hovel, Gen rejoices. During his cold he missed out on the first two trips to the hot springs, and he's so desperately looking forward to it. The hot water, the opportunity to take an actual bath and not just clean up with a wet rag, to scrub his grimy skin clean. He's beyond elated.
"Hurry up mentalist, they're already leaving," Senku calls from outside the doorway, no bite to his tone.
"Right on your heel, dear!" Gen replies, shrugging on his coat. By the time he makes it to the ground, Senku is tapping his foot impatiently and the sounds of the villagers heading to the hot spring are growing distant.
"Come on, we don't have all day," Senku snaps, grabbing his hand and yanking him down the forest path.
When they finally catch up to the tail end of the crowd Senku doesn't let go of his hand. Gen doesn't mention it, and neither does he. The feeling is pleasant, warm against the season. Fills him with energy and sets his heart fluttering pleasantly.
Once arriving at the hot springs, most of the villagers are already in the water. Their lack of shame towards nudity means there's little regard for who sees what, only a low bamboo partition between where the men and women bathe. The children are all together in their own medium sized pool off to the side. After this long with the village he's grown somewhat used to it. He was never one for public baths or communal hot springs in the past, but at this rate he doesn't really care all that much anymore - can't, considering following the village's routine is the most logical choice most of the time. Which is why when Senku leads him away from where all the men are bathing, towards a smaller pool tucked away in the shade and privacy of some thin trees, he's surprised.
"Senku-chan-?"
"You broke out of your cold, but you're still contagious for up to ten days," he explains. Senku only drops his hand when they arrive at the smaller spring. "It's best if you bathe away from everyone else for now."
"Ah, I suppose that makes ensesay," Gen agrees, dropping his basket of personal effects on a nearby log. From here the sounds of the villagers are muffled by the trees and some boulders scattered about, as is the view of the larger springs. It's quaint, private. Almost thinks Senku chose this spot out of consideration for how Gen, although he's grown used to dealing with the public baths, still enjoys doing so alone.
"Don't stay in the water too long, you'll overheat," Senku instructs, then he's gone, off to join the rest of the men.
Gen doesn't mind, busies himself stripping down. The cold air against his skin is ridiculously sharp, making him shiver, but as soon as he sits on the edge of the pool and swings his legs in he's met with instant relief. It's even more heavenly when he slips all the way into the water, the spring deep enough for him to dip his head under while still touching the bottom. Gen sighs with relief, letting the steaming water sooth his aching body.
The river had always been lukewarm right up until the season changed and it started getting too cold to tolerate. He remembers how bad it had been when Senku had helped him wash the sap out of his hair and shudders with discomfort at the mere memory. This, however, is relaxing. He has to stop himself from closing his eyes for too long for fear he'll fall asleep there.
Instead Gen goes back to the edge, pulls himself out of the water enough to sit and grab his belongings to start cleaning up. Luckily when Senku introduced soap to the village, he had the genius idea to harvest sea sponges as well to help make the process easier. It's no loofah, but it certainly gets the job done. Right as Gen is starting to scrub up, using the sponge to spread soap all over his torso - quickly, trying to avoid the chill - he hears quiet footsteps behind him.
"Can I, uh, join you over here?" Senku's hesitant voice speaks up over the distant sounds of the villagers splashing about.
"What appenedhay to keeping my distance?" Gen questions, looking over his shoulder to see Senku has stripped down to his underwear and carries all his belongings awkwardly under one arm.
"Magma decided he needed to challenge Carbo and Titan to a wrestling match," Senku explains, pinching the bridge of his nose in irritation. "They're all very very naked and I seriously don't need to see that with my own eyes."
"Oh my god, okay, yea, yea ew what the fuck," Gen shudders at the very unfortunate mental image his words provide. "Get in here, my god! Ew!"
"That's what I said," Senku sighs deeply, setting his stuff down next to Gen's and stripping so he can slip into the water. "Chrome thought it was funny. I strongly disagree."
"That can't even be safe!"
"It's definitely not," Senku says, dunking his head under the water. When he comes back up his hair is plastered to his face, which Gen is starting to find cute - if calling an onion cute is even adequate. "If one of them falls and cracks their skull open I'm not helping."
Gen knows he's lying, but wouldn't put it past Senku to get retribution for putting everyone through the trouble if something like that does happen. Resumes scrubbing soap over his arms and legs, trying to be quick so he can get out of the cold. Just as he's slipping back into the water, and Senku back out so he can soap up, they hear another distinct voice join the distant commotion.
"Is that-"
"No it can't be-"
"No, no, that was definitely Kohaku," Gen affirms, both of them glancing in the direction of the main springs wearily. He's doubly glad they can't see everyone else from here.
"She's gonna destroy them," Senku hisses, wincing at the thought.
"Okay wow! I absolutely don't need to see that yikes! " he shudders, trying to focus on cleaning his body of the soap.
"Seriously? Don't you like her or something?" Senku arches a brow at him.
"Okay, one, you're getting angerouslyday close to locker room talk, Senku-chan," Gen chuckles, fetching his sponge again. "Didn't take you for the type. Two, even if I did, I'm not into peeping. They might have neutral feelings about nudity, but I unfortunately still have modern hangups. Besides, that ship has long since sailed."
"Guess that makes two of us. I didn't give a fuck until uh, Magma decided he needed to turn it into a competition," the scientist grimaces, setting aside his bar of soap and slipping into the spring with Gen. "So, what happened with Kohaku?"
"I told you it would go away, didn't I?" he replies, recalling how his infatuation had essentially evaporated, exposing the feelings for Senku he'd been suppressing all along like an open wound.
"What do I know," Senku shrugs.
"It's si-" Gen cuts off with a violent cough that almost sends his sponge flying out of his hands. Quickly he reaches for a rag from his basket, hacking into it before he gets mucus into the water.
"Remember those ten days?" Senku says, blatantly trying not to laugh. "You're gonna be coughing up mucus for a little longer than that."
" Oh great! "
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"As long as it's clear, and not green or yellow, you're fine."
"That's repulsive, but anksthay for the reassurance," Gen frowns, slipping back into the water.
"Better it come out," Senku snorts, scrubbing at his arms with his sponge. Gen just rolls his eyes at him.
They bathe in silence for a while, the spring quickly filling with soap suds. The only sounds are those of the villagers in the background. From this more secluded pool, it's muffled, which he's grateful for. Senku doesn't care about bathing with everyone, the human body is a natural thing and he simply doesn't give a fuck about nudity, but the other men tend to fool around too much. It's really annoying when he's just trying to focus on getting clean - even more so when someone decides to turn it into a very slippery wrestling match. Gen in contrast is quiet, focused on his own routine. One that Senku knows is rhythmic, set to a silent tune the mentalist has in his head. It's a ritual for Gen, and he can respect that.
Although it is somewhat alarming when Gen starts washing his bicolored hair and stays underwater for longer than normal when he goes to rinse the soap out. Senku has to remind himself the mentalist is fine, especially considering the bullshit with escaping from tanks of water. Part of him wishes he had seen the act at least once, but now that they're friends Senku isn't sure if he can cope with seeing Gen handcuffed underwater without breaking into a bit of a panic - even if Gen knew what he was doing.
He's about to start washing his own hair when Gen breaks through the surface of the water, shakes his head like a wet dog, and reaches for a small container from his basket. When he removes the cork, Senku is immediately hit by a sticky sweet scent.
"What is that?" he can't help but ask.
"Huh? Oh, it's hair oil.~" Gen says proudly, holding the container out for Senku to see with a sly wink.
"Where the fuck did you get the ingredients for this?" Senku asks, leaning in to sniff the concoction. And how long has he been using it?
"I may have ransacked your toolbelt while you were sleeping," Gen admits sheepishly. "You keep some eirdway shit in your pockets. What are you, a video game character?"
"That's rich coming from you," he snorts, wondering what Gen took that he hadn't noticed was missing, and when he could have taken it. Surely not while he was recovering?
Gen eyes his hair for a moment, face scrunching with a frown. "Actually, I think you might need this more than me, your hair looks absolutely fried, Senku-chan! Maybe that's why it stands up like straw when it's dry.~"
"Haha, very funny mentalist," he deadpans. "What's in it anyway?"
"Sunflower seed oil, sweet olive and chrysanthemum for fragrance, and a hint of honey," he explains with a proud glint in his eyes.
That puts into perspective when Gen could have made the mixture, Senku hasn't had sunflower oil in his toolbelt since the day Gen got sap in his hair. But he's had honey on him, so Gen's been quite the sneaky bat even while recovering from his cold. It also explains why Gen has been smelling more floral than usual. He likely made perfume from the flowers when he first made tea. Senku's grown so used to the aroma - which lingers in Chrome's shed and sticks to all their belongings, even his own lab coat - that he assumed it was just the scent of fresh flowers clinging to Gen's clothing.
"You seriously reinvented perfume and you've been keeping it to yourself?" Senku snickers, glad to be right when Gen smiles at him knowingly. "You're gonna make the villagers jealous."
"Hey now, I don't have much. Perfume is hard to make," Gen argues. "Besides, I'm allowed to be elfishsay about these types of things.~"
All Senku can do is shake his head in disbelief. He's ridiculous.
"So do you want to try it or not?"
"Yea, fine, whatever," he agrees, holding his hand out for the container.
"Ha, no," Gen says, a devilish grin slipping onto his face, contorting his scar in that way that tells Senku he's developing a scheme. "Turn around.~"
"You can't be serious-"
"Erioussay as ever!"
Senku eyes the mentalist wearily before complying. "This better not be revenge for the sap...."
"Oh please, we both know that was just misplaced frustration," Gen says, coming up behind him. The pool is small, but it had been large enough for both of them to bathe without getting in each other's personal space. He easily closes that gap.
"If I wake up one day and you've murdered Ginro in his sleep, don't ask me to help you hide the fucking body," Senku jokes. He's sure Gen won't do anything drastic, but he absolutely knows the mentalist has been methodically planning his vengeance against the guard ever since he fell off the lab roof.
"As if I would go that easy on him! Three times! All three accidents with the damn ladder!" Gen scoffs.
The mentalist is close enough for Senku to feel his breath on the back of his neck, an entirely different temperature than the hot waters surrounding them. He pours a small dollop of the oil on the top of Senku's head, further enveloping him in the sweet scent. He reaches past Senku to place the container on the edge of the spring, pressing their bodies closer together, chest against his back. It makes him shiver. When he feels Gen's hands in his hair, they're gentle. Thin fingers slowly but methodically spread the oil across his scalp, occasionally scratching lightly with his blunt nails. The sensation is soothing, sending tingles down his spine. His eyes fall closed, shoulders drooping, and he's suddenly very glad for the steaming water that disguises his rising blush.
After a while he realizes Gen has started humming, that same steady tune at sixty beats per minute. One that wiggles into Senku's head and makes his muscles relax, breathing coming steady. Normally Senku was adverse to people touching him at all, but when it's Gen....he tries to pretend he doesn't crave skinship more often. Feels like he's failing massively.
It's something he missed a lot, if he's being honest with himself. His boundaries with Taiju and Yuzuriha were flimsy, they'd known each other for long enough that those types of things didn't matter much anymore, societal norms be damned. He hasn't known Gen for nearly as long, they may have met seven or so months ago but Gen had been at the empire for three of those months. But he's become a quick friend, one Senku can't imagine a life without. Doesn't know how he'd exist without someone beside him that matches his every step - his equal in every sense.
Then something clicks.
"Wait, hold on," Senku says slowly, making Gen still his motions. "Chrysanthemum. Is that what you've been putting in the stews whenever you're on cooking duty?"
"Ah, it seems I've been aughtcay!" Gen chuckles, going back to scrubbing Senku's scalp, working the oil across his roots. "They're very versatile flowers. Aside from perfume, of course. They can be used to treat things like respiratory problems, high blood pressure, hyperthyroidism, angina, diabetes, fever, colds, headache, dizziness, inflammation, and swelling! There was already some in my tea blend, so adding that to your cough syrup absolutely had its benefits. Chrysanthemum leaves themselves are tender and slightly crunchy, with a mild herbaceous and sweet flavor similar to that of mustard greens. They're very popular in hot pot and stir-fries, but are also wonderful in soups and salads.~"
"Very clever, mentalist!" Senku praises with a soft chuckle, recalling how much better the stews had tasted any time Gen was helping out the cooks. At this rate he's not surprised anymore by how extensive Gen's knowledge is, but he's certainly still impressed. He doesn't go on these rants often, but Senku does enjoy hearing them whenever a topic Gen is knowledgeable about comes up. Often, when it's something he's not familiar with, it feels nice to have someone to learn from.
Then Senku remembers something he had stashed in his toolbelt. Something that Gen must have seen when he went snooping for honey.
The pink chrysanthemum.
Notes:
Went through and cleaned up chapters 1-10! Typos, grammar, and spacing issues have been fixed. Nothing major, it was just bugging me lmao. As always, thanks for the ongoing support! ♡
Chapter 28: First snow
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"Oi, Gen, I have a project for you," Senku says as he enters the lab, closing the door flaps behind him against the chill of the afternoon.
"What is it now and how much am I gonna hate this?" Gen asks, looking up from his notebook wearily. Every time he says that I just know I'm going to suffer. Why is it always me….?
Senku snickers, pulling up the stool beside him. "Probably a lot."
"Oh no, erehay we go," he groans, setting down his charcoal pencil and bracing himself for the worst. Senku wordlessly places a piece of paper in front of him full of dots and dashes. "What-"
"You're gonna learn Morse code," the younger says with a toothy grin, the light of the oil lamp on the table contorting it into something slightly more evil, as if he didn't just drop a very large project on Gen.
"Uh-"
"We're gonna need a way to communicate should we be unable to rely on transmitting voice over the phone," Senku explains. "And teaching this to anyone else won't work because they lack understanding of any kind of an alphabet. So, modern man, this one falls on you."
"Wow, and here I thought you were gonna give me omethingsay actually complicated," Gen says, smiling at the look of confusion the other gives him. "Senku-chan, I already know Morse code."
"What? Seriously?" Senku snorts. "Why on earth would you- ah. The escape artist shit. Tch , I shoulda known."
"Bingo! Ten billion points! Let me let you in on a little magician's secret," Gen says with a satisfied smirk. "There needs to be an easy way for magicians to communicate with assistants during a performance, namely for safety should something go wrong, but also for ease of execution during certain types of tricks. Granted, I only know the alphabet and certain phrases since on stage things need to move quickly."
"Great, any other skills you're hiding I should know about?" Senku rolls his eyes, but still looks impressed.
"Honestly I inkthay you've exhausted my whole arsenal at this point. Unless you need me to juggle some meat cleavers as a distraction," he jokes.
"If we run out of options, can you do katanas?" Senku asks, following his lead.
"Okay technically I could, but I'm not so sure about it considering I don't feel like losing a hand. But if you happen to reinvent bowling I can certainly offer you my services!~"
"What's bowling?" a voice asks from the doorway. They look up to find a rather perplexed Chrome.
"Have fun explaining that one to him, mentalist," Senku says, sliding off of his stool. "I'm not sticking around for this conversation."
"Hey wait, hold on now-"
"Start practicing your letters, Gen, I need you to be ready for this," he says as he's halfway out the door flap Chrome left open.
"Senku-chan you can't just-"
"Good luck, mentalist!"
"You don't even believe in luck-!"
But Senku is already gone, leaving him alone with a very confused Chrome. Gen eyes the page in front of him, recalling his career and how many times he unfortunately had to tap out or answer to an SOS. Still, he's rusty and out of practice, so this will take quite a lot of time and effort. When he looks up from the page, Chrome's expression is tense. Like he's trying to decipher a code of his own.
"So uh, what is bowling?"
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Senku is glad for the opportunity to get away from Gen that Chrome unintentionally offers. He tries not to make his laughter obvious as he overhears Gen trying to explain the game to him. Makes his way to the side of the lab to breathe for a minute. He had been prepared to spend the rest of the morning and all afternoon teaching Gen Morse code, but since the mentalist revealed another one in his skills it gives him time to think about something else that's been nagging at him. The trip to the hot springs that morning had left him feeling relaxed, but something has wedged itself in the back of his mind and he can't seem to shake it.
The chrysanthemum.
Senku had forgotten he'd put the pink bloom away in his toolbelt, folded up into an old diagram. Gen must have seen it when he ransacked his toolbelt, right? But he hadn't said anything about it. Hadn't poked jabs at him for keeping the flower. So why-
The clearing is still empty, most of the villagers busy foraging or away at the docks. Suika and anyone else that would normally be twisting wire have taken the work away to a hut at the village to stay out of the cold. Kaseki isn't able to help them today either, busy with the fishermen helping repair any damaged equipment. The sky has changed, the incoming winter showing its face for the first time. It'll snow soon even though it's still fall and they need to be ready for it.
Senku has the opportunity to check if the flower is still in his toolbelt, or if the mentalist did anything with it. Rifles through the various pockets and pouches until he finds what he's looking for. The bundle is still there, but when he opens it he's immediately disappointed by what he sees. The once vibrant pink flower has dried and shriveled up, the browning petals only offering a hint of its former fragrance. He's not sure why it upsets him so much.
It's just a flower.
Never in his life did he expect something as simple as a flower would disrupt his thoughts. He's almost afraid to touch the dry petals for fear that they'll break. Knows it's just a part of nature for dead things to fall apart. That flowers only last so long once plucked from their stems. That illogical side of him tells him it's not just any flower, but he can't find a way to justify being upset with this. Doesn't know if he wants to.
Senku shelves this feeling for later.
Isn't really sure what it means or how to handle it, but he knows that he can't entirely ignore it. If he does, he suspects Gen will never let him live it down if this snowballs into a much larger problem. Doesn't want to burden the mentalist with his messy and confusing feelings. Gen has enough on his plate as it stands - keeping everyone motivated and on track, making paper, and now brushing up on his Morse code. Not to mention he's still feeling the lingering effects of his cold.
So he folds up the bundle and puts it back in his toolbelt, then goes to the village to find Kaseki so they can discuss the project they need to start on the following day. He needs to make sure both Chrome and the craftsman will be free. He plans to make furnaces for the huts, and he can't pull it off on time for the first snow without them both pitching in.
The scent of the dead chrysanthemum lingers in the back of his mind all the way until nightfall.
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Gen had spent a good portion of the day - after painstakingly explaining what the hell bowling was to a very confused Chrome - blatantly avoiding doing any actual work. He even stashes away his notebook, too tired to do much more editing for now. He hates to admit it, but his cold had zapped his energy and he still doesn't have it all back yet.
The bath at the hot springs had helped - especially considering the intimate moment he shared helping Senku wash his hair with the oil - but only somewhat. His body was grateful for it, but his head still feels foggy and weighted. Senku did warn him he'd still be feeling mild symptoms for days to come, and had actually told him to take it easy, but Gen is already growing bored like this. Unfortunately, thanks to the extreme temperatures, there's not much for him to do or anyone to go entertain himself with who's not busy.
Even Ruri is occupied, conferencing with the village leaders about their seasonal plans. Gen only catches a peek at their conversation, but he can tell she won't be available any time soon. Senku has disappeared, Chrome left to help at the docks, Kohaku is away foraging. Even Suika and Kaseki don't have time for him.
My, how boring.
So Gen decides to occupy himself with something menial but useful. Cleaning and organizing the lab is about all he can do that doesn't involve leaving the village, another thing Senku forbade him from doing. He's tempted not to be so cooperative, but technically that's how he got sick in the first place. Better not repeat that.
Gen is mindful to avoid touching anything he doesn't recognize, mostly sticking to wiping down frequently used surfaces and dusting the shelves. Any time he grew bored at home and didn't have anything else to do, tending to his flowers and cleaning his apartment were his top activities to stave off boredom. It was productive while keeping him occupied and moving.
He hadn't been experiencing too much of that lately.
Between Senku's incredibly outlandish plans, sharing time with Ruri and Kohaku, and just about anything else he got roped into by the villagers....Gen wasn't getting bored as easily or as often. Felt like he had finally found a rhythm to live by within this small community. It made him feel stable, safe, happy. Things he never dreamt he would have one day. Or perhaps, things he never had allowed himself to dream of for fear of getting his own hopes up only to be met with disappointment should he never achieve them.
After he finishes cleaning, sitting at the lab table as he taps out letters on the glass surface, Gen lets himself dream - possibly for the first time in millenia. Of a life beyond the war, one where he can be beside Senku forever. One where each night they fall into bed side by side and dream their wildest dreams, then wake to find a way to make them reality.
It's an ideal reality.
Gen doesn't consider himself a hopeless romantic by any means, but he is hopeful. That one day he'll be there to make all of Senku's dreams come true. Should he be given that privilege, then his own dreams would be fulfilled as well.
This world has changed him, but now he can't imagine living any other way.
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The furnaces are finished, installed within the huts, and ready for winter just as the first snowfall hits two weeks later. It's not a heavy snow by any means, and hardly sticks to the ground, but it forces them to shift perspectives. Making sure that the village is ready on time for the heaviest snows the season has to offer is paramount.
Despite this, the village celebrates their first snow joyfully. There's no telling how soon they'll all be trapped indoors, unable to share time with each other. So as tradition follows, the drums and ocarinas come out - and so does plenty of alcohol.
This time Senku is far more mindful of his intake. He knows he's a serious lightweight and doesn't intend to get drunk like he had when they celebrated finishing the wheelhouse. He accepts the one cup of wine that's offered to him, and intends to nurse it slowly for the remainder of the night.
After the feast, supplemented by another successful hunt - no bear this time, but several wild boars - he sits off to the side of the arena turned dance floor. The villagers are alive with the rhythmic music, dancing to their heart's content. He's happy to spot Chrome and Ruri among the intertwined couples. Knows it's nothing to tease Chrome about, but also knows it was probably Gen who encouraged Ruri to make a move.
Actually, where is he? Senku thinks, scanning the crowd for that familiar split head of hair.
When he finally spots Gen, the mentalist looks like he's trapped between Ruby and....Titan? Who both look like they're trying to coerce Gen into dancing with them and getting into a bit of an argument over who gets the mentalist's hand. From this distance he can't tell how Gen is dealing with it, but the mentalist looks like he's trying to turn them down.
"Whaa, I'm so jealous! Hey Senku, Senku!" on the log beside him, Ginro unfortunately speaks up, eying him with a coy grin. "Aren't you gonna do something about that? Huh?"
Senku grits his teeth, trying desperately not to slam down the little that's left of his wine just to ignore the annoying blonde beside him. "I'm not gonna do shit, he got himself into that mess and he can get himself out of it."
"Aw, come onnnn!" Ginro slurs. He's probably on his fifth cup of mirin. Shouldn't he be on guard duty? He pulled this shit last time too.
"Oh shit, is that Kinro coming this way? I think he's looking for you!" Senku fibs, glancing over his shoulder dramatically. Anything to get the guard to leave him alone.
" Kinro?! Oh fuck-! " Ginro practically screams, pushing himself off the log and disappearing into the crowd as fast as his feet can carry him. In his haste he almost runs into Kohaku, who's dancing with Sapphire and Garnet - both sisters look equally smitten just to be in her presence. The lioness just looks incredibly drunk.
When he looks in the mentalist's direction again, Gen is making eye contact with him from across the arena, crossing it quickly. Before he realizes it he's right in front of Senku, plucking his cup out of his hands and taking a swig of his wine.
"Hey-"
Gen leans in as if to whisper in his ear, but only taps hurriedly on his shoulder. An SOS.
"What-"
"Oh my, Senku-chan, whatever will I do with you!" Gen exclaims when he straightens again, glancing over his shoulder at his two pursuers that Senku didn't realize had followed him.
"Gen I-"
"Forgive me, you two are quite lovely ompanycay but it seems I'm spoken for for the rest of the night!~" Gen punctuates his statement with a saucy wink, grabs Senku's hand off his lap, and laces their fingers together in a way that's a really blatant display for his two pursuers. "Maybe another time.~"
Without waiting for Senku's response, Gen practically yanks him away from the arena. They're halfway across the bridge when it registers in his mind the implications behind how Gen had used him as a scapegoat. It would have him blushing if he was anyone else more virtuous.
"Gen, seriously, did you just use me to turn those two down from trying to hook up with you?" Senku asks even though he knows the answer.
"Forgive me for that, but it was getting to be a bit too much for me."
"And here I thought you liked that type of attention."
"Normally, sure, but I'm really not in the oodmay for that right now," Gen sighs deeply as they make it to the residential area. He lowers his voice out of courtesy to anyone who's turning in early. "I have other priorities beyond directionless flirting and casual flings."
"Isn't that your whole thing? Wit and charm and all that shit."
"Oh please, as if you think I have any of that."
"Eh, charm maybe," he says, immediately regretting it. Gen doesn't look back at him so he has no way of knowing how the mentalist reacted. Doesn't know if he wants to know.
They walk the rest of the way in silence. It's not heavy, just quieter than usual. No humming, no idle chatter. For a moment he wonders if Gen is drunk at all, but it seems the mentalist had been as careful as him this time around. Steady on his feet, grip on Senku's hand firm. He watches their interconnected hands the rest of the way. It reminds him of the village's last party. Only less hazy. It was the first time they had held hands - something that's become quite commonplace since that night.
They arrive at the clearing with no issue, and Gen pauses his determined stride. Senku stops beside him, eyeing the mentalist to see what he plans to do next. Gen takes a few deep breaths as if trying to center himself before he speaks up.
"Sorry again, to drag you away like atthay," he apologizes softly.
"It's fine. You saved me last time, consider us even," he snickers. It draws a small smile out of the mentalist.
"Enjoy the festivities before I swept you away?~"
"Sure but," he pauses, eyes the fire pit and decides to pull Gen in that direction. "This is nicer."
Gen doesn't reply, letting himself be led to the nearest log. Senku only let's go of his hand to light the fire. When he returns to the mentalist's side, Gen's face is turned skyward, eyes on the stars above. Senku sits beside him, following his gaze. They're quiet for a while, the only sounds are the distant drums and the gentle hum of nature. He could sit here forever, if Gen was with him. Wonders for a moment when he started feeling so comfortable, so safe, with him by his side.
"Say, Senku-chan," Gen says quietly, breaking the silence. "Tell me about the stars."
"We'll be here all night."
"I wouldn't mind."
When Senku looks at him again, his breath catches in his throat.
The stars above, the whole Milky Way, looks like it's entirely contained within Gen's eyes - just like the last time they sat under the stars together. But he'd been drunk then, mind addled by little reason. Knows, logically, it's just a reflection - that Gen is a mirror for all that surrounds him, be it for the people around him or the twinkling sky above. Yet every star, every speck, of the known universe seems to be encapsulated within his deep blue eyes. A prism of infinite colors, and he's the only one who gets to see it. Senku finds he could gaze at the sight forever and never once grow tired.
What's gotten into me?
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When Gen looks back at the scientist beside him, Senku's eyes are on the vast sky above them. Distant, as if mesmerized by something unseen to anyone else. It feels like a privilege, to see Senku so unguarded and open. Thinks he could bask in this forever. How's he would, should he be given permission. Could live in it uninterrupted.
"You see that star, the brightest one?" Senku asks after a beat, pointing towards a spot in the sky Gen can hardly follow. Senku seems to notice, taking his hand without looking and aiming it at the celestial body he's referring to. "That's Polaris, the North star. Or well, it used to be. It shifted out of place in the time we were in stone."
Gen keeps his eyes on it even when Senku drops their hands back down without letting go, fingers becoming tightly intertwined once more. "It's part of a constellation isn't it?" he asks quietly, somewhat afraid to break the careful bubble that envelops them.
"Yea, it's the brightest star of the constellation Ursa Minor," he explains, a smile in his voice.
"Shame there wasn't any bear tonight."
"Yea, but there's always next time."
Gen feels a rush of warmth surge through his body at his words despite the chill of the night. Senku sounds hopeful, optimistic even, at the future that lies ahead. As if he's finally accepted that he can't control reality, can only prepare himself for the uncertainty that awaits them. It makes him happy. Hopes that he had helped the younger reach this point, if even a little bit. As long as he can bring a positive influence to Senku's life, he'd be content. All he desires is to be beside him to witness the fruit of his labor - to witness Senku's hard work revive the world to the brightest future it can possibly be.
Brighter than the North star.
They sit together, under the night sky, for some long hours as Senku describes the heavenly bodies above them in great detail. When they finally turn in for the night, Chrome is nowhere to be seen. They have the shed all to themselves. For the first time since Gen recovered from his cold two weeks ago, they fall side by side into the same bedroll, furs wrapping them together, legs tangled. They keep talking into the early hours of the morning, hushed whispers and quiet giggles meant only for each other's ears, eventually falling asleep leaning into each other - wrapped in each other's embrace. This warmth is better than anything temporary Ruby or Titan could have offered him.
Gen wouldn't have it any other way.
Notes:
It's been a bit since I've written a longer chapter - this one was fun. Also yes I threw Titan at Gen for a little bit of drama. Just a little ♡
Edit: We now have fanart of this chapter! Check it out here!
Chapter 29: 15
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The next morning he finds a bouquet of pink chrysanthemums on the lab table, delicately placed inside of a glass beaker filled halfway with water.
The sight makes him stop in his tracks, mind going blank.
Who did this-?
There are exactly fourteen of the pink blooms - one for each of the days between when they first went to the hot springs and now. He's equal parts surprised and impressed at whoever left the flowers. Yet deep down he knows without question that Gen is the one who left them. No one else would leave him a bouquet, without saying a word, exactly where he would find it first thing that morning. No one else would brush the gesture aside, feigning ignorance if confronted, besides his mentalist.
My- wh- no-
Senku shoves that thought into his ever growing pile of 'why the fuck did I think that', which has been expanding exponentially ever since the mentalist joined their side. Thoughts, feelings, that are getting ridiculously hard to explain and justify to himself. Things he can't find logic for in any shape or form. Senku has never been too in touch with his own emotions, but even he knows that there's a limit to how much longer he can ignore this type of thing. It had blown up in his face once before, in the form of his grief, requiring someone else to pick up the pieces before he blew away in the breeze like sand.
But this isn't negative in the slightest.
But it's troublesome and gets in the way.
Senku moves the beaker to a safe shelf where it'll be out of the way. Can't stop himself from touching each of the blooms exactly once. The petals are soft under his rough fingertips, dainty, unlike the dead and dry one that he still has stashed away in his toolbelt. The texture - the gesture - stirs something within him he'd rather ignore.
He doesn't have time for this.
But….saying that feels all kinds of wrong. Feels like saying he doesn't have time for Gen himself. When in reality he's always made time for the mentalist, no matter the circumstances. Has always sought him out above anyone else in the village - more than Chrome, Kohaku. Values everything Gen brings to their efforts as a master mentalist, but sees more than just that. Sees the way Gen brings color and life to any situation. Reflects the things around him and sparks new ideas, real excitement. Gives meaning to even the smallest act. To Senku's own being.
Does he have time for this?
I want to have time for this.
For Gen.
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"See, that's why I told you to take it easyyay on the alcohol," Gen chides softly, earning himself a sharp glare from his companion.
"I can handle myself just fine," Kohaku pouts at him, pausing her work to stretch her fingers in front of her.
The pair sit on log stools right outside of the door to the hut where most of the cooking is done, helping make noodles for ramen. It's been a while since he's been tasked with helping cook their meals, it's a nice change of pace. The smells wafting from within are welcoming, homey. It's a central hub of this community and makes him feel useful to lend a hand, makes him feel accepted as one of their own. Trusted by these people.
"That, I don't oubtday, but clearly you're a bit out of your depth right now," he says, bringing his eyes back to the grain mill in front of him. The pale green of the foxtail millet teases him, tries to take his thoughts elsewhere. But the daydreams can come later. He did plenty of dreaming the night before, had woken up to his ideal fantasy - wrapped up in the arms of the one he loves, held tight like something precious to be cherished. It would be ridiculous to ask for more.
"Oh come on, how was I supposed to know they'd get offended if I said I couldn't pick between them?" she huffs, returning to her own mill. Kohaku works faster than him, but their paces match seamlessly even without his humming to set the tone.
"Sapphire and Garnet are a touch sensitive, sweetheart," he tells her, recalling the trips he's taken with them to the sunflower field to collect weeds. Both girls made for alright company, but they bickered over the slightest offense, causing a scene if left unchecked.
"I never asked for this!"
"Okay, sure, so you weren't flirting with them back when we completed the wheelhouse?" Gen points out with a small laugh at her frustration. He only means to tease, but watching her grow flustered over the topic was fun. "And all that aggingbray about killing the bear yourself….!~"
"I was not!" Kohaku insists, rosy red blush high on her cheeks contradicting her every word. "They got the wrong idea!"
"Well obviously they didn't realize your intent," he tries to placate. "You can't blame them for that, just as much as they can't be angry at you for rejecting their confessions."
"This is too tedious," Kohaku groans, putting more strength into milling the grain than absolutely necessary. Gen thinks he hears the stone slab crack under her intense pressure.
"I know, sweetheart, you're not aloneyay," he sighs, shoulders drooping.
"Oh yea, he was asking Chrome about you wasn't he?"
"Yea, but I really don't know where this came from. We've hardly spoken before. Actually, I can't even remember holding a full conversation with him," Gen laments with a sigh. As frustrated as they both are over their unwanted pursuers, gossiping with Kohaku and airing their grievances was satisfying enough for him to feel more relaxed about the topic overall. It's the kind of chatter he missed having with his makeup and dress crew.
"Titan isn't really much of a talker," she shrugs. "Ruby though, well. She's a lot like her sisters."
"That, unfortunately, is very accurate," Gen laments.
"How'd either of us get into this mess?"
"By being too attractive, I suppose."
"Ha! Fair enough!"
"Are you agreeing with me that you're attractive?" he smirks up at her, batting his lashes cutely. "Or that I'm attractive?~"
"I'm not answering that, you have enough of an ego as it is!" she laughs, the weight on her shoulders slowly melting away. "Besides, you're only interesting because you're a modern man. The appeal fades after a while."
"Oh you wound me!" Gen replies, feigning shock theatrically.
They work steadily, chatting about much about nothing as they tackle their task. As much as a small part of Gen misses how he had felt when he viewed Kohaku through a romantic lense, it's overshadowed by how he feels having her as a friend. She was easy to talk to and slowly he found himself opening up to her more over time. It was nice to have someone he trusted and could rely on. He knows he has Senku to thank for that.
Just as they're almost done, getting ready to bring the grain inside, he spots two figures waving him down from opposite directions. "Oh no-"
"Ha, guess it's your turn, bat," Kohaku chuckles darkly beside him when she realizes what's happening.
" No thanks-! "
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"Do not put your feet on my fucking lab table."
"Please just let me idehay here for a little bit," Gen pleads as he takes a seat on the glass surface, letting his legs dangle over the edge. He keeps glancing at the half open doorway wearily.
"What happened this time?" Senku scowls at him, moving the burner he's stirring at over to the side carefully, away from the furry edges of Gen's coat. He doesn't need another accident on his hands.
"I'm ten billion percent certain Titan was trying to ask me out."
"Hey now, that's my line."
"What, did you copyright it? We don't have lawyers, dear."
"Titan? Seriously?" he questions, ignoring the jab. "Didn't he get the hint last night?"
"Clearly not! He's been trying to corner me to confess incesay last week. Last night wasn't even the first time," Gen bemoans, hanging his head. "He won't leave me alone!"
"What, upset that a man is hitting on you? They don't exactly know what homophobia is, don't go introducing the concept now," Senku snickers, pulling up a stool. His arms are growing tired, body still sluggish. He may not have gotten drunk, but they'd both stayed up well past sunrise.
Gen hasn't pointed out the bouquet that sits within view, and neither does he. It's part of the mentalist's game, only right now he can't tell who's winning. Doesn't know if he wants to come out on top for this round. So the fourteen pink blooms sit unrecognized.
"Trust me, I figured that out anksthay to the sparkling sisters. Sapphire and Garnet are very much infatuated with Kohaku right now. They both confessed to her during the festivities. At this rate she's gonna steal my harem from me," he pouts, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees and chin in his hands.
"You don't even like them like that, mentalist," he points out, pouring honey into the flask once the sap within starts to take on the desired consistency.
"It's all about appearances, Senku-chan!"
"And Titan doesn't fit into your vision?"
"Listen, I'm flattered, but he's not my type."
"Sounds like homophobia to me."
"I'll have you know I've never once had a single ounce of internalized homophobia," Gen says, puffing out his chest proudly.
"Wait what-"
"What? I thought the hair gave me away!" the mentalist barks out a laugh.
"Gen, are you seriously using your hair of all things to tell me you're bisexual?" he asks, arching a brow at him. Senku kind of expected it, but didn't think he would be this fillipant about his orientation. Then again, it's Gen.
"Hey listen, it gets the ointpay across doesn't it?" he replies, tucking his white bangs behind his ear.
"You're ridiculous," Senku sighs.
"An asexual and a bisexual walk into a bar-"
"Hold on, hold on-"
"No wait, I promise the punchline is worth it-"
"How the fuck do you know I'm asexual? You already pegged me as aromantic, and I'll give you that one, it's probably more obvious. But seriously?" he huffs, adding the steaming sweet olive tea brew into the flask next.
"Oh come on now, I figured that out within two weeks of being here," Gen waves off as if it's just an obvious fact.
"How the hell-"
"I stripped in front of you quite a few times and you hardly batted an eye at me. I'll have you know I'm quite the ookerlay," Gen says with a coy wink. "And if I'm being generous, I know my own sex appeal.~"
"You know that charm you're always bragging about?" Senku says, looking back up at Gen.
"Yes?~"
"You're losing it real quick right now," he deadpans.
"How rude, Senku-chan!"
"Since when does Titan like you anyway?" he asks, more to get Gen to hurry up and leave him be than any real interest in the topic at hand. "You two don't exactly spend much time together, if any."
"No idea, but apparently he's been asking Chrome if I'm spoken for. Secret admire I suppose," he shrugs. "He decided to make his move again a few hours ago, but by ancechay so did our sweet Ruby."
"You're like two steps away from that harem," he points out, watching with amusement as Gen pales.
"Please, I don't actually want one!" Gen insists, shaking his head and dislodging his bangs again.
"You want one, or you don't. Which is it?"
"I refuse to answer any more questions without a lawyer esentpray."
Senku can only roll his eyes at how ridiculous the mentalist is being. He turns his attention back to the burner in front of him, making sure he's following the recipe correctly. They're quiet for a while. He can feel Gen watching him as he stirs the cough syrup, but neither says a word. It's once he's done, extinguishing the small flame to let the mixture cool, that Gen speaks up again.
"Did anyone fall sick, or are you just being cautious?" he asks quietly, more than a hint of guilt in his voice.
"Just being careful," Senku reassures him. Doesn't want Gen to think he may be responsible for infecting anyone. It's the truth, but it may only be temporary. The winter weather can bring on any number of diseases and the mentalist wouldn't be at fault should someone else contract a cold.
He seems satisfied with the answer, only giving him a small nod. While Senku returns to the cough syrup to start cleaning up and pour it into a flask, Gen slips off the table and starts putting away the ingredients on the glass surface without being asked. They work around each other, seamlessly as always. Set to a rhythm Gen creates and Senku easily follows. After this long, it feels natural. It's a dance, and while before he was only being led by the mentalist's stride, now they're on even ground. By the time they're done, the sun is beginning to set and everything is where it should be. All the tools and ingredients in the right place, on their corresponding shelves, and Gen right beside Senku. Exactly where it feels like he was always meant to be.
Just as Senku is grabbing his log book to make some adjustments, Gen taps his shoulder. "Ah, before I forget-" When he looks up, he's surprised to see a pink chrysanthemum nestled between the mentalist's fingers. "It's the last one of the season.~"
Before he can find his words, Gen tucks the fifteenth bloom behind his ear - just as he had done weeks, months, ago - and he's gone. Out the door, into the new night.
Oh.
Oh fuck.
I'm in trouble.
Notes:
Sorry for the longer gap between chapters, life is happening and I definitely don't have a good grip on the steering wheel. That said, y'all are gonna love the next chapter.
The number 15 represents new beginnings ♡
Chapter 30: Milky Way
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"Senku-chan! Senku-chan eriouslysay! Stop! "
"What, can't you juggle?"
"Seriously! If you keep going I'm gonna drop something! Stop throwing me more!" Gen pleads desperately, eyeing the scientist wearily.
"Then let's test your limits," Senku snickers, tossing another persimmon at him. Gen narrowly misses catching it. "Besides, it's just fruit, you're fine if you drop any."
"I'm not fine! I don't want fruit guts on my clothes! This is a eallyray nice coat!" he screeches, desperately trying to keep the six persimmons up in the air. Senku just laughs at him, leaning against their discarded baskets. "This isn't fair!"
"Come on, kives are nothing to you but fruit has you worried? I kinda expected better, mentalist," the scientist goads. It makes Gen grit his teeth in annoyance.
"I'll have you know knives are easier! They have handles," he explains as he finally regains his footing in the snow and the persimmons become less challenging to juggle. "These are round and wet from the snow, I hardly have any traction!"
"You look like you're getting the hang of it, should I add another?" Senku grins at him evilly.
"Don't you dare! "
"Is it seriously that hard?"
"Excuse me, but I'm several thousand years out of acticepray," Gen says through his gritted teeth. The uneven ground is making it more difficult than he'd like to admit. Senku just shakes his head at him, standing and returning to the ladder leaning against the tree. "Hey hold on- don't try to go up that without help-!"
"I'll be fine, mentalist," he reassures, placing his foot on the first rung.
"Senku-chan, that's dangerous," Gen warns.
"It's the last batch of the season, and I'm fucking cold. I wanna get back inside," Senku says, starting up the ladder despite Gen's protests. "I can handle myself. I built a whole tree house when I first woke up."
Gen rolls his eyes even though Senku's not looking. He'd seen it, back when Tsukasa first told him what purpose he had been revived to serve. It was impressive to him, even before he saw the carving in the tree that truly cemented how he felt about Senku before they had ever actually met. But that does nothing to ease his current worry.
Just as he's getting ready to drop the persimmons one by one into his basket, Senku slips on the sixth rung, falling back with a yelp. Gen acts on instincts he didn't know he had, letting go of all the fruits at once and diving to catch the scientist right as he's about to hit the ground.
But Gen is no Kohaku. He can't support Senku's weight, so they both topple into the thick snow underfoot, Senku landing heavily on top of him. " Fuck- "
They lay in the snow for a solid minute trying to reorient themselves. Gen feels like all the air has been knocked out of his lungs, Senku landed with an elbow directly to his abdomen. The rest of him is sprawled out on top of Gen, heavy but thankfully safe. When Senku gets his bearings again, he sits up and looks down at Gen over his shoulder with an apologetic half-smile. All Gen can do is huff in annoyance and let his head fall back into the snow with a heavy thud.
"You okay mentalist?"
"Mh, you?"
"Yea."
"You're heavy."
"Am not."
"I told you to be careful," he scolds gently.
"....Sorry," Senku offers even though he doesn't sound like he means it entirely. He gets up, brushes the snow off the seat of his coat, then extends a hand out to help Gen to his feet. Once he's standing, Senku doesn't let go of his hand.
"I'm cursed," Gen sighs exasperated. "That's gotta be it right? I'm cursed and ladders are my kryptonite."
"I mean, at least this time no one actually got h-"
"Ah ah, no, no you don't! Dont say it! Dont jinx us!" Gen interrupts hurriedly.
Senku snorts, that sound which Gen has grown incredibly fond of. "I don't believe in luck, remember?"
"Okay, no, after everything that's happened up until now, we're not going there," Gen argues. "At all! Ever!"
"Whatever, mentalist, we still have an empty basket," Senku says, picking at his ear. "Either I go up, or you can do it."
Gen glances at the ladder wearily, let's his shoulders slump. "I'll do it."
"You sure....?"
"I trust you," he says without hesitation, not missing the glint in Senku's eyes at his admission. "Just. Don't let me fall. Again. "
"Hey now, the other times weren't my fault," Senku chuckles as Gen drops his hand to position himself at the ladder. It feels strange trying to do this with his shoes on. "Pretty sure Ginro is to blame for everything."
"What aboutyay at the river?" he points out, taking the first rungs up as Senku holds it for him.
"That was an accident. And there wasn't even a fucking ladder involved."
"They were all accidents, dear. That's no excuse."
"I'm not guilty for shit."
"Oh yea? Can you prove it?"
"I want a lawyer."
"Great, when we revive one I'll be sure to mention all the health and safety violations you've committed in the name of war," Gen replies smoothly. "I'm pretty sure some of them violate the Geneva Convention as well."
"Too fucking bad," Senku laughs heartily behind him. "It doesn't exist anymore, no one can take me to court over it. There's not even a court to go to!"
"I'll akemay one with my own two hands," Gen insists once he's high enough up the ladder to start plucking persimmons from the higher branches.
"Who's gonna be the judge? It can't be you, that's not fair play."
"Since when is any of this fair?" he points out, dropping the plump fruits to the snow below. A very petty part of him doesn't care if he accidentally hits Senku over the head with any.
"True, but if we're gonna hold a trial it's gotta have rules," Senku says.
"Okay, fine, my manager can do it."
"Hey, that's definitely not fair! She won't be impartial!"
"Too bad!~"
They both laugh into the evening air, sounds only muffled by the white blanket that covers the village and surrounding forest - their whole world, practically. It's been a long week of snowfall, a storm had swept in that kept them inside for most of it. Once it stopped, Senku had wanted to slip out and get as much work done as possible in the short window before nightfall. Gen is a little surprised they've come out to the persimmon grove unaccompanied, but he can't complain. Any ounce of time he can spend alone with Senku is a gift in its own right.
Once he's finished freeing this last tree of what's left of its fruit, all six trees stripped of persimmons save for the ones at the very peaks he doesn't dare try to reach - those, he'll leave for the birds - he scales back down. They had cleaned the lowest branches on their first few trips, but now this is their final harvest. Once he reaches the final step, Senku holds his waist as he gets off the ladder. Gen is glad for the layers of clothing that protect his sensitive sides from the scientist's nimble hands.
"Alright, mentalist, let's head back," Senku says. When Gen turns in his arms, he's surprised to find himself chest to chest with the other man.
Senku doesn't let go. Gen has to remind himself to breathe. The smile on the scientist's face is oh so sweet. Gentle, bright. An oasis in its own right. They're close enough that he can feel Senku's warm breath against his skin. He could lean in and close the small gap, steal that warmth all for himself. The thought of how Senku's lips would feel against his own has flickered through his mind more than once before. They look chapped against the winter chill, perhaps it would be awkward and rough. He doesn't even know if Senku has ever kissed anyone before and the idea of being his first kiss - it's just all too alluring. It would be imperfectly perfect, he just knows it deep down.
But he doesn't let his gaze linger much longer.
The gap remains unclosed.
"Yea, let's head back," Gen replies, hardly above a whisper when he meets Senku's eyes again. He doesn't miss the faint blush on the scientist's cheeks as they part, Senku's hands dropping from his sides. Hopes it means what he wants it to mean and isn't just a product of the cold. I can dream, can't I?
Once back at the village, the pair sits themselves at a table within the hut where they've moved the canning production - right alongside where the villagers cook. It feels more like a proper kitchen now, ever since Senku added shelving to store all the jars, neatly organized into rows. Meats, fish, fruits, and vegetables. A stockpile of food that'll help them survive this harsh season. Among them are even the jams and jellies Gen labored over some weeks back, before they collected sap, which he's quite proud of. He had roped the children into helping him, making a game of it as well as a lesson. He even preserved a few other fruits - grapes, mandarins, and some mixed berries - alongside persimmons he left in larger slices.
Now, at the table covered in the plump orange fruits, he and Senku work on removing the brown calyx from their tops so he can work on this project more smoothly later. It had started to snow again outside, lighter than before but still too much to stay out long. It makes the atmosphere within the hut feel homey, cozy in a way he hasn't experienced in a very long time.
Domestic, if he's bold enough to allow himself that thought.
They chat quietly into the night, only stopping their work once it's time for dinner. The two of them move around each other seamlessly, preparing meals for the village with the help of some of the elderly. He feels particularly lucky that tonight they're serving grilled fish skewers instead of stew, with a nice side of steamed vegetables.
Once they've served everyone, he and Senku take their own meals back to the table. A life this gentle, this slow, is one he strives for. Yet all the same he's tempted by the allure of adventure being right by Senku's side never fails to promise. The thrill of restarting the world by hand, one step at a time, together.
I wouldn't care which one he wants, so long as he'll let me join him by his side.
The thought stirs those familiar butterflies in his chest, but they're accomplished by something else more bittersweet. The knowledge that Senku doesn't experience romantic attraction the way he does. Gen can't pretend to change someone so drastically - it's just not right. There's not a single thing he would change about Senku, even the bits that get on his nerves. He's flawed just like any other human in this stone world, but he's unique. A once in a lifetime type of person. He's special to Gen, and he wants to savor being in his presence forever - however long that will be.
Senku-chan may never view me the same way I do him. Love is only chemical, after all.
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"....and that's how you do the box of swords trick!~"
"I knew I was right," Senku snickers as he plays his next move on the checker board. Dinner came and went, but neither of them felt like going to bed so soon, so Gen had fished around on the shelving for a checker board and it's game pieces. It's almost as if he put one here intentionally, something Senku wouldn't doubt. This one is a little neater than the one Gen first made, showing signs of Kaseki's craftsmanship.
"Now, sawing someone in half is another story altogetheryay!" Gen says as he launches into his next explanation. Senku can only listen with rampant attention as the outlandish magic tricks are disassembled for him by their very master.
They've been playing for long hours, not bothering to keep score of who wins or loses this time around. Just fooling around like they've taken to doing most nights since Gen first fell sick. It's relaxing, a change of pace Senku appreciates, especially on long days full of labor or when he gets stuck on that damn lightbulb. Gen is there without fail, always a story to tell, a trick to show off, a game to play.
He reflects all of Senku's fears and worries, sure. He's a flawless mirror, after all. A prism of infinite sides. But he reflects his hopes and dreams too. Senku doesn't consider himself a dreamer, but when Gen is around he can't seem to help it. His mind wanders to a better and more brilliant world. The mentalist sparks something within him that gets him genuinely excited for the future that's to come.
Something clicks.
It's in the warmth offered by the hut, surrounded by the scent of herbs and vegetables, a homey thing that feels equal parts foreign yet familiar. In the dimming light of oil lamps, leaning close over the checker board as Gen spills his magician's secrets, the flicker of their flames reflecting in his eyes with mirth. Each of his questions is answered with enthusiasm that even sees Gen's scar smiling with unbridled joy. It mirrors the things he feels, the joy Senku experiences perhaps for the first time at finding someone who can stand as his true equal. It's domestic, even amidst an impending war. Sitting at the small table, merely centimeters apart, soaking in the mentalist's jovial laughter. Laughing alongside him, their voices echoing throughout the hut. Just the two of them at this moment - as if the world doesn't have room for anyone else right now.
Something he's been ignoring for far too long.
Senku slips away during lunch the next day, when he knows he won't be missed - he escapes to work in silence often enough that it won't rouse any suspicion. He can spare skipping this one meal in exchange for finding his bearings again within the tidal wave of emotions he's been hit with. He arrives at the waterwheel, climbs the ladder on the outer wall, brushes aside the piled up snow, and takes a seat. It's a bit cold, but this time his winter coat does the job of keeping him protected.
He turns his gaze upwards. There's not a single visible star in the sky above, save for the sun. But he doesn't need to see them up there, not right now. He knows where he can find them all, nestled away like a precious secret kept only within his mentalist's endlessly deep blue eyes. Within Gen's very being, as if the mentalist's entirety is made up of the cosmos and all that lies beyond. As if the Milky Way and all its constellations were housed in the glint in his eyes when he shows off a magic trick. The glittering expanse sprinked within each expertly told lie. All the stars found in his bright laughter, lighter than air. Free from the weight of gravity. Something he could explore for an eternity and never tire of, never truly witness its full depth.
Senku is no stranger to this feeling. It's not something he knows what to do with, but it has happened before. Sparingly, but undeniably real.
It clicked for him once - some millenia ago - when one weekend, while Taiju was busy with tutoring, Yuzuriha dragged him to a new fabric store that had opened up a decent train ride away. She spent hours rambling on about textiles, jargon Senku hardly understood. Information Senku only absorbed because it was coming from her pink lips, spoken in the candy sweet tone that told him just how excited Yuzuriha really was. Between the cramped dimly lit aisles, piled high with reems upon reams of fabric, he realized he had fallen in love with her. Knew it in the way she clutched her purchase to her chest all the way home.
It had only happened once before her. When he was much younger, and Taiju had come over for a usual sleepover. They had spent long hours of the night glued to Senku's telescope, a long forgotten cheap comedy film playing on the since muted TV. Taiju asked question after question about the stars above, and Senku was eager to answer them all. Excited even more to have someone so willing to listen to him talk until his throat became sore. They eventually fell asleep under the plastic stick-on stars glowing faintly on his ceiling. When he woke up in the early hours of the morning, Senku knew love for the first time, in the way Taiju drooled in his sleep.
He had loved his friends with everything he had, but he never really cared to act on it. Romance with either of them was a possibility he knew existed but didn't care to make reality. Too tedious. Didn't want the weird touchy-feely mushy shit he saw in movies, or spotted in the secluded dimly lit corners of their school. And eventually the romantic love he felt for them both faded away, only serving to strengthen their bonds as family.
Besides, he saw how much his friends loved each other, and that was an even better feeling.
But with Gen....all that gross crap suddenly seemed really appealing.
And it was only because they were friends that any of it even appealed to him.
Senku had other friends, sure. Chrome, Kohaku. But he hadn't allowed himself to get that close to them. It was a wall he had built around himself unintentionally, a byproduct of the trauma of having his whole world upended by that mysterious green light.
Gen was another story.
He had seen through that trauma and carved out a space for himself anyway.
Senku knows what he feels for Gen in the way they play checkers together, long into the nights, even as he cheats through each round. In the way he can listen to all his stories about his life as a celebrity without becoming bored. In the little ways the mentalist became a constant fixture in his life like it was as effortless as breathing.
In the way Gen loved cola, flowers, and the color purple.
How he claimed to be lazy and selfish but worked tirelessly to make paper, only to gift the village children who admired him with the simple joy found in a spinning pinwheel. How he thought Suika magic tricks when he thought no one was looking. How he listened intently to Kaseki's stories of his long lived life. How he patiently taught Chrome of their old world and culture. How Gen loved Ruri and her passion for the hundred stories, enough to spend tireless hours writing them for her to cherish the fruit of her life's labor. How Gen loved Kohaku, always ensuring she didn't push herself too far and took a break from training. How he dedicated time to teaching the villagers Japanese so the barrier between them and the modern world would get smaller. The way he took care of the sparkling sisters even though they annoyed him to death. How he took petty revenge on Magma, and even Ginro, to fulfill his own desires as payback for all their mishaps.
The way he filled in all of the gaps in Senku's day to day life to make sure it all flows smoothly, each puzzle piece sliding effortlessly into place around him.
It was never just one instance. It was in everything that Gen did, in every word that he said. It was in the endless world locked behind his honey toned lies. It was in his very being.
Gen was the Milky Way, and Senku was his lone astronaut - lost to the cosmos of his emotions, enveloped by the prism of his sickly sweet drizzled voice. A trick just about any fool would fall for, yet one that was created for Senku and Senku alone. Their dance, upon the rings of Saturn - one where Gen was leading, but Senku easily followed step by step on equal ground. Their poetry is written across constellations, mesmerizing in every sense. A song of heavenly bodies that Senku could only dream about. Something so far-fetched that it makes him stretch the realm of logic, dipping into the magic in front of him that he can't deny is real anymore.
It's a simple fact.
I love him.
Notes:
The long awaited chapter 30 is here! Did it live up to the hype?
A few updates;
- Chapters 11-21 have been cleaned up of typos + spacing issues.
- Chapter 15 has been renamed bc it was bugging me
- We're in the final stretch of this fic. Anticipate 5-ish more chapters depending on how wordy I get lmao. Hopefully the remaining chapters wrap everything up nicely ♡
- We once again have fanart! Check it out here or in the notes for chapter 28!
Chapter 31: First aid
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Gen stands chopping fruits for canning, coat set aside on a hook and kimono sleeves rolled up out of the way, while beside him Ruri occupies herself sterilizing the jars for their final batch of the winter. He intends to leave these fruits sliced, a different type of treat than the jams and jellies he's been mostly focusing on playing with once he got the basic recipe on lock. Gen does intend to use the sap Senku had graciously provided him to work with these, despite his colorful history with the ingredient. The previous batch of sliced fruit he had canned with the children hadn't been anything too fancy, but he's kinda gotten into this project and wants to give it a shot.
He and Ruri hum together to a tune he set earlier in the day, working steadily. Chatter had been minimal, but not uncomfortable. Just like with Kohaku, spending time with the priestess was pleasant in its own way. Occasionally people drift in and out of the hut, managing their own winter tasks, but otherwise the pair is left to their own devices.
It's when they pause for a small break that Ruri speaks up for the first time in some hours. "I didn't think that so many wonderful things could come out of this," she sighs wistfully, snacking on a freshly sliced persimmon he had cut up for her.
"Oh? What's got you so dreamy all of a sudden?" Gen questions, eyeing her across the table as he scribbles notes absently in the margins of his notebook, one's from the most recent story Ruri told him some days ago.
"Just....thinking of all the wonders we had no idea we were missing out on," she replies, gesturing at the shelving full of preserves around them.
"Mh, it is quite amazingyay," he hums in agreement, tapping his pencil against the table in a string of Morse whenever his thoughts wander.
"Senku has improved our lives so much, I can see it in the way everyone has been behaving this winter," Ruri says, picking up another slice and bringing it to her lips. "They're not scared this year. Not anymore."
"In the modern world winter was no longer a season to be feared," Gen says, recalling his snowy days in the city that simply blurred together with the rest of the year. Now, he was practically forced to acknowledge the wrath of mother nature. Yet he wasn't afraid either. "Senku-chan simply restored that."
"He did more than just restore it. This is special."
"I upposesay that's one way to put it."
"I can see why you care about him so much."
Gen almost drops his pencil. " ....Pardon? "
"Aw come on, I thought after all this time you gave up on keeping secrets from me," she says, hiding a tiny smirk behind her hand.
"I have no idea-"
"Gennnnn," she draws out. "Come on, you can tell me. I'm your friend."
"What is this, extortion for all the times I've teased you about Chrome?~"
"It's not," Ruri says, slapping his arm lightly, trying to hide her blush. "I'm serious."
"Ruri, please…."
"Are you going to tell him?"
He contemplates her words for a moment, equal parts surprised Ruri saw through his mask yet disappointed in himself for not considering that she of all people would be able to. She saw through almost everyone's true intentions. It was a skill. "I don't kn-"
"Oi, mentalist," a voice cuts through his words. When he looks up, it's Senku standing at the door. "I need you at the lab."
"Coming, dear!~" he chimes. Quickly tucks his notebook and pencil into the folds of his kimono, wedged into his obi, as he stands. Ruri just gives him a knowing glance. "We'll have to pick up this chit-chat some other time, sweet Ruri."
"Come on, I don't have all day," Senku says with an annoyed huff, already turning to leave.
"Next time, don't try to play mind games with me," Ruri says with a little wink.
"Oh, I've become such an orriblehay influence on you haven't I?" Gen groans as he reaches the door, rolls down his sleeves, and starts to shrug on his coat.
"Mentalist!"
"Right behind you!" he calls out, shooting Ruri a look that leaves her giggling before he takes off after Senku.
"What were you two gossiping about this time?" Senku asks when Gen finally falls in step beside him.
"Do you know where Chrome has been spending his nights this past week?~" he lies effortlessly.
"Okay, nevermind, I don't wanna hear it," Senku waves him off with a mock gag.
"So what are we working on today?" Gen asks with a light laugh.
" You are assembling first aid kits."
"Oh?"
"You've got first aid training, so you know what should be in em right?"
"I suppose, yes."
"Great, then that's your job for now. All the supplies are on the lab table, you just have to put them together," Senku explains. "If anything is missing or you run out of something, just ask."
"Noted.~"
When they arrive at the lab, the supplies are neatly laid out beside a stack of wooden boxes, the station already set up for Gen to get straight to work. He spots everything he could think would be necessary, and finds himself impressed that Senku likely threw together all of it within the past week. Up until now the only first aid kits they had were in the lab itself and Chrome's shed, and were often low on materials thanks to the risky work Senku, Chrome, and Kaseki usually got up to. Not to mention the occasional accidents here and there other members of the village, Gen included, ran into during winter preparations and routine activities.
"Any particular easonray you're expediting this project?" Gen asks as he settles onto a stool at the table.
"We're making stoves," Senku says, hands on his hips.
Gen has to pause to process that. "....Stoves?"
"Mh, you saw how bad the snow storms have been," Senku explains. "So we're gonna install stoves in all the huts."
"My, how ambitious," Gen remarks with a low whistle. "Accident prevention, then?"
"Yea, burns are bound to happen," the blonde sighs. "Better safe than sorry."
"Then I take it you won't be sticking around?" he asks, even though he knows the answer.
"You heard me, didn't you?" Senku snickers. "This is your job, Asagiri-sensei."
Gen nearly chokes on his own spit at the formal title. Controlling the blush he feels creeping onto his face is nearly impossible. "R- right-!"
Senku studies his expression for a moment, as if seeing straight into him, past his quickly crumbling mask, but thankfully doesn't mention it. "Heh, get to work, mentalist," he says, possibly a little softer than he might have intended, then he's gone.
As soon as he's out of sight Gen buries his face in his hands, unable to contain himself any longer. Whaaaaa that was too embarrassing....! Why did that even get to me?! After taking a few minutes to calm his racing heart and the heat on his skin, Gen straightens his back, takes a nice deep breath to center himself, and starts to inspect the items on the table more closely.
There's plenty of gauze and bandages - made of what, he can't tell, but they resemble the ones he had used on his scarred hands some months back. He finds small vials of alcohol, salves that reek of things he wouldn't have recognized without the tiny labels attached to the small jars - something Senku clearly did for Gen's convenience - and ones that smell suspiciously like sap that remain unlabeled compared to the rest. There are small scissors too, and while overall it's sparse it should all go a long way considering how constrained they are on time and materials.
Gen gets to work organizing everything in the wooden boxes, sorting the materials into the built in divisions in the most logical way he can think of. As much as Senku poked jabs at him over knowing first aid, Gen really only took the one required class during his first and only year towards his doctorate in psychology. Despite being some several thousand years ago, the class is luckily fresh in his memory. It's not much to work with, but he supposes that combined with Senku's own medical knowledge they can work to keep the village safe and healthy during the upcoming months. Hopefully, should we win this, we'll be able to revive an actual medical doctor....
Gen hums to himself quietly as he works, only stopping occasionally to stretch his hands. Eventually the sound of someone entering the lab makes him look up. "Ah, Chrome, what brings you here?"
"Senku and Kaseki gotta go get some stuff from the village, so they sent me to help you in the meantime," he says with a bold grin.
"Oh, onderfulway, pull up a stool then!" Gen replies with a smile, matching his energy - which is easy enough to do, Chrome is quite the energetic individual when he's not being bratty.
The two of them work quietly for a bit, luckily without Gen having to make too many corrections since Chrome has an understanding of what's within the kits thanks to all the lab work he does with Senku. The other two seem to take longer than anticipated to get back - he and Chrome are nearing finishing packing the kits, work flying by effortlessly. It's as Gen is setting the final pair of scissors into his last box that his assistant breaks his rather uncharacteristic silence.
"You care about Senku a lot, huh?" Chrome says slowly, with a hint of something Gen has trouble detecting in his voice.
"Now, what brings that up?" he questions, closing the lid with a soft click of its clasp.
"I dunno, just somethin' I noticed," Chrome laughs awkwardly, as if he's said something he wasn't supposed to.
"Don't we all? He's done wonderful things," Gen says, parroting his conversation with Ruri earlier in the day.
"Well, sure, I guess," he replies, rubbing the back of his head. "But I mean, like, for you specifically."
Well now, this isn't funny anymore....
"Say, Chrome," Gen says slowly, perching his chin in one hand. "Did a certain priestess put you up to omethingsay?~"
"Whaaaa- no! No way!" he stammers, waving his hands in front of himself defensively. It makes Gen chuckle.
"Listen, I don't know what you're getting at," Gen says in a silky tone, even though he definitely does. "But I'd keep those ideas to myself, if I were you."
"R-right, uh! Sorry I uh-" Chrome tries to backpedal. Unfortunately he takes a literal step back off of his stool, immediately colliding with Senku just as he's entering the lab.
"Oi! Watch it!" Senku snaps, luckily only stumbling back a few steps. The stool clatters to the ground with a loud thud.
"Ah! Sorry, Senku!" Chrome stammers out, ducking under his arm and out of the lab without waiting for a reply.
"The fuck was that about?" he questions, watching the other go out to meet Kaseki in the clearing.
"Remember the gossip you asked me about earlier?~" Gen lies, sparing himself at the others expense.
"Okay, ew, nevermind," Senku says, mimicking his gag from before as he rights the stool again.
"Right?!" Gen chuckles heartily to roll with his cover up.
"Make enough progress?" Senku asks, easily switching gears.
"Just finished up! Chrome made for good help," he says, tapping the lid of the last kit.
"Nice job, mentalist," the scientist praises, drawing a smile from Gen. "Clean up here, it'll be dinner time soon."
"Roger that, chief!~" he answers with a wink. Senku leaves him to it, and unfortunately to his thoughts.
If I'm being this obvious about my feelings that Chrome and Ruri are conspiring behind my back....what am I to do?
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Senku wishes he had somehow picked up on it sooner, but he knows he's not that great at reading people. Chrome, Ruri, and Gen are up to something - be it together, or separately. He's already caught the tail ends of their conversations twice in one day. It was incriminating enough to be suspicious, but not enough for him to go pointing fingers. So Senku just keeps his eyes and ears open.
Come dinner, he, Kaseki, Chrome, and Gen all arrive at the hut to pick up their meals together. Gen slips away into the hut, likely to check on Ruri. Senku had interrupted them while they were canning, and while he did call for Suika and some of the other kids to help her finish the task, Gen didn't have any way of knowing that. He's kinder than he lets on.
Senku lets that thought sit in his head while he and the others grab their stew, sitting at the central fire pit among the larger crowd outside. Eventually he spots Gen coming out of the hut with Ruri, and for a moment he half expects the mentalist to go sit with her and Kohaku on the opposite end of the circle. Instead, he parts ways with the priestess and makes his way directly towards Senku.
There's not much space left on the log he's sat at, but he manages to scoot over enough for the mentalist to sit at the very end. Gen is greatful, but too late Senku realizes his mistake. Their proximity forces him to keep an arm behind Gen's back for them to both fit with ease and be able to eat. Luckily it only takes one hand to sip his stew, but their closeness puts a light blush on his face that only the nightfall and flickering fire can hide for him. If Gen notices - he probably does - he thankfully doesn't bring it up.
"How are the stoves coming along?" Gen asks after a while, quiet enough for only Senku to hear among the crowd.
"On schedule, they'll be ready for us to install by this time next week," he answers, not daring to turn to look at Gen. They're close enough for their cheeks to brush.
"My, how efficient," Gen praises.
"Mh, we gotta wrap it up before the next heavy snow hits," he sighs, taking a sip of stew.
"Opefullyhay you'll be able to-" Gen starts, stops suddenly. He taps a quick SOS on Senku's leg that makes him look up to realize both Titan and Ruby have spotted Gen and look like they want to approach him for the millionth time.
So Senku does the only thing he can think to do under the sudden pressure. Play into one of Gen's many lies. He slips his arm fully around the mentalist's waist and prays to this godless world that Gen gets the message. Does everything he can to ignore the annoying blush on his face that just keeps getting worse at their prolonged contact.
Gen, thankfully, leans into him for good measure as soon as he realizes what Senku is aiming for. He turns just enough towards Senku to whisper against his cheek. "Keep talking, from here they won't oticenay."
"The fuck am I supposed to say?" he hisses back in frustration.
"Senku-chan, it doesn't matter," Gen replies, shrugging in a way that draws them even closer together. "It's like the night of the first snow, they just have to assume that I'm actually spoken for."
"You seriously think that'll work again?"
"No, I plan to really sell it," Gen says, slipping his hand over Senku's knee. "Sorry to put you on the spot again, dear."
"I- it's fine," he manages to get out.
"What were you saying about the stoves?~"
"You really expect me to be able to keep up that conversation right now?" he groans, glad they're being quiet enough that no one else can hear them.
"Oh come on, it's just a ruse. Once they leave me alone for good I won't bother you again," Gen says apologetically.
"Fine, whatever," Senku says, pushing down any disappointment he feels at Gen's words. He launches into a technical explanation of how they'll be making the stoves to distract himself and keep up the appearance that Gen really is spoken for. Gen keeps his body angled towards Senku with enough interest for show, and he has to stop himself from closing the gap between them like he had back when Gen was sick and he almost-
I gotta stop thinking about this shit....
When he finishes his explanation, Gen lets out a giggle that's loud enough to be noticeable, but not enough to draw too much attention their way. It's a practiced sound entirely different from his real laughter. It's uncanny, in a way, but Senku can't help but be impressed. "Really, mentalist, if anyone heard what I was talking about you'd be sold out," he says more to distract himself from how Gen is making him feel than anything.
"Oh please, I know what I'm doing," Gen insists. "This is my ecialtyspay after all.~"
"What, being an annoying ass?" he snickers.
"How rude! I'll have you know this has saved us both plenty of times!"
"Sure, if you count hanging by the final thread a win," he says purely to egg him on. As embarrassed as he is right now, poking fun at Gen is irresistible.
"That's the name of the game, dear," Gen says, voice lowering darkly, a tone that sends a shiver up Senku's spine. "You can't win this war by playing by the rules. A thread is always more than enough to turn the tides.~"
"Since when is avoiding your harem any kind of war?" Senku chuckles, amused by the indignant sound Gen lets out.
"Senku-chan, come on, how many times do I have to say I don't actually want one!" Gen whines.
Senku is glad for a moment that both his hands are occupied, lest the urge to flick the mentalist's forehead take over. He takes his last swig of stew before he speaks instead. "What are you gonna do when they try to corner you and I'm not round to play scapegoat again?"
"Never leave your side until they both give up," Gen deadpans.
It makes Senku pause, glad he's already swallowed or he would have choked on his food. He turns just enough to look at Gen, who just grins at him mischievously. He can't stop from mirroring the expression until they both break out in pathetic giggles that absolutely draw stares from people on the nearby logs. Yet he can't bring himself to care. Not when it's Gen he's laughing with.
"We should obablypray get out of here," Gen says breathlessly against his cheek when he composes himself enough.
"Yea, yea let's," Senku agrees, pulling Gen to his feet by the waist. They try not to stumble as they drop off their bowls at the hut before heading back to the shed. The entire way there he doesn't let go of Gen, nor does the mentalist pull away. If anything, he walks just a tad closer.
After a much needed round of checkers before bed to blow off some steam, they turn in side by side, bedrolls right against each others. It's become commonplace ever since Gen fell sick - so long as Chrome wasn't around - but Senku still isn't used to it. Which is how he finds himself still awake after Gen has long ago fallen asleep.
He watches the mentalist for a moment, dark lashes lightly touching his pale cheeks, white bangs that have grown quite long since they first met turned into a tangled mess. He's not without his flaws, as Senku once thought. Gen isn't a statue or a work of art meant to be held at a distance, only admired from afar. He's real, he's human, and that's perhaps the very thing that makes him perfect to Senku.
This time he doesn't stop himself when the urge to kiss him strikes. He places his lips ever so gently on Gen's temple. Doesn't wait around to see if he gets any kind of reaction, just settles in beside him and drifts into the oasis of his dreams.
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Chapter 32: Light
Notes:
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Chapter Text
It takes everything Gen has in him not to squeal or squirm or make any noise.
He kissed me-
Trying to pretend to be asleep is near impossible. Gen prides himself on managing to stay impassive and relaxed as if he's actually fallen to his slumber much earlier in the night, but once he's sure Senku has actually gone to sleep, he has to remember to breathe. To still his rapidly beating heart. All of those times that the gap between them had been mere centimeters wasn't just a product of his imagination or simply wishful thinking. Senku-chan wants this too.
An oasis had been one way he described Senku time and time again. He initially viewed the other as a spring of hope for survival alone. It steadily became more valuable than that, more meaningful. More personal. But now that some of his thirst has been quenched - well. It's impossible to resist wanting more of what Senku has to offer. Gen is a selfish man, after all. No matter what anyone says about him, he knows what he wants and he knows how to get it.
Now that Senku has toppled that barrier he oh so foolishly assumed existed, Gen has to do something about it. Must. Can't leave this unspoken for another three-thousand and some years while the world keeps moving rapidly around them. The idea that Senku could make an exception for him - could love Gen the way he loves Senku - is captivating. He just has to find a method to make his feelings known in a way the scientist will understand. Which proves difficult. Senku is no romantic, he knows this. Gen just has to think. Step into his shoes and figure out what makes the scientist tick in a way that will strike the right chord within his logically inclined heart. Easier said than done.
The winter weather keeps them indoors most days, busy working away at coiling the wire that they never seem to finish. Gen completes the remainder of the fruit canning alongside Ruri - who thankfully doesn't bring up his apparently obvious feelings unprovoked again. Neither does Chrome, who he sees between breaks on the lightbulb. The nights are spent playing games, telling stories, and all around trying to keep warm. The stoves are completed in the blink of an eye, and save for a few small surface burns he has to treat on hesitant hands here and there, it's uneventful.
It's during one such night that an idea strikes.
He and Ruri are in her hut, playing checkers together peacefully while Chrome and Kohaku duke it out at a separate board much more fiercely. Senku is occupied helping some of the children turn coils of wire, taking a break once more from the lightbulb due to a heavy snowfall. It's grown dark earlier thanks to the season, but no one plans to turn in for the night just yet - dinner is still a ways off. So he tells them stories of the stars. Of celestial bodies and constellations up above, tracing the shapes out with a finger aimed at the heavens outside the open doorway. They all hang on his every word with rampant attention, awe bright in their eyes.
Not even the sound of Chrome and Kohaku arguing can distract Gen from how serene he feels watching the scientist regale his people with such fantastical tales.
Ruri notices him staring, getting distracted from their game, but only shoots him soft smiles. Ones full of understanding, for her heart is in much the same place. Lost within the captivation for the one she loves - who happens to be getting beaten over the head with the checker board by her sister, but that's another story altogether.
The stars.
Gen can't possibly gift Senku with anything that magnificent, he can't harness the powers of the night. Can't pluck the stars out of the sky like persimmons on a branch and hold them in his hands to transform them into something new and sweet and unique. But perhaps he can do something to bring them all just a hair closer to Senku's orbit.
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"Whaaaa I'm eezingfray to death, Senku-chan!" Gen whines not for the first time.
"Can it, mentalist," he huffs as he ducks under the door flap into the lab, breath visible in front of him. Gen is right on his tail.
"Remind me why I had to come here with you?" he groans, stomping the snow off the sole of his boots before going any further.
"What, did you want me to leave you with Ruby?"
"Haha, very funny!"
"Hey, at least Titan gave up right?"
"Well, sure, but that's only half the oblempray!"
"And here I thought you liked the attention," Senku snickers, walking to the drying racks tucked against the far wall of the lab.
"Only from certain people," Gen says quietly as he buries his arms further into his coat, words, a meaning, that was probably meant more for himself than for Senku's ears.
"Stop yapping, mentalist," Senku decides to say instead of dragging out the conversation about Gen's several suitors any longer.
Normally that kind of thing wouldn't bother him at all. Senku himself understood perfectly well why anyone would be interested in the mentalist, having come to the realization of his own attraction eventually. Especially to someone from the village, Gen is an embodiment of what they once assumed to be sorcery. Mysterious and multifaceted. It's different and attractive in several ways. But Ruby's persistence in particular was starting to rub him the wrong way. It wasn't anything akin to jealousy - that emotion was totally wasted on Senku - but closer to being pity. He might be on the oblivious side when it came to romance, but he could tell Gen wasn't at all interested in her and was growing tired of her pursuit by the day. Why Gen didn't just outright reject her, though, was beyond him. It was probably similar to how the mentalist hadn't acted on his interest in Kohaku, choosing to let it expire with time. Which, to his credit, Senku had noticed the change between them - how now he treated Kohaku much as he did Ruri. With the type of kindness and care directed at a valued friend. Kind of the same way he was towards Taiju and Yuzuriha.
Having loved them both once, he understands how it feels.
It was really nice, actually, to see Gen become close to others and be more open with himself. He still wore his mask expertly, but Senku can see the real Gen peeking behind it more and more every single day. It stirs that warmth in his chest just thinking about it. He has to halt his thoughts there if he wants to remain focused on their current task.
Which is difficult when even the smallest things remind him of the mentalist.
The bouquet of chrysanthemums Gen gifted him has long since died, but each pink bloom has been dried and carefully set aside in a sachet Senku keeps on a high shelf. Their scent still lingers. It brings a homey feeling to the otherwise chemical smell of the lab. As does the smell of fresh paper, thick in the air since it's not as ventilated in here compared to working outside.
Gen is already beside him checking on the sheets, a relatively small batch compared to the others they had produced before the snow hit. Since Gen can't work outside without ruining his efforts, he's had to move the whole operation to the back wall of the lab where it'll stay dry but still out of Senku and Chrome's way. He isn't able to make much, but at least he can recycle the scraps Senku doesn't need anymore to supplement.
"Looks like they're almost dry," Gen remarks as he checks each shelf of the drying racks. "It's taking so long this time though."
"It's the moisture in the air," Senku sighs, turning back to the table. His log book and some blueprints sit on it untouched, but he's been too preoccupied with the lightbulb recently to pay them much attention.
"What a shame," Gen sighs with him.
"It's fine, don't need much right now anyway," he reassures, taking a stool. Gen slides up to the one right beside him once he's satisfied with how the paper is looking.
"So what are we up to now, hm?" Gen questions, perching his chin in his hands. "Escaping my admirers can't be the only reason you dragged me here."
"We're gonna brush up on your Morse code," he grins, noting Gen's pout. "We gotta be ready, mentalist. You have been practicing, haven't you?"
"Well, yes, but that doesn't eanmay I have to like it," Gen huffs. "Where will we start?"
"Run me through the alphabet first, then we'll go from there," Senku says, turning his back to Gen. "Tap it out on the table. And no cheating."
"Aw, you're no fun," Gen hums but starts anyway.
They run through his letters a few times until Senku is satisfied that Gen has the whole thing down forwards and backwards. He's more relieved to know he doesn't have to waste time teaching the mentalist everything from scratch, so now they can focus on creating a shorthand code to make communication roll smoothly. They're at it for long hours, never once looking at each other yet working steadily for every second that goes by. It feels natural, as if Gen has been by him since the beginning of this mess - since he broke free of stone and set on the path to restore humanity, always having his back no matter how perilous the situation. He can't get enough of how exhilarating it feels. Eventually they get to the stage where Gen is telling him whole stories through the constant taps on the glass tabletop, things that draw hushed laughter from him despite trying to keep serious and focused on developing their shorthand code.
It brings into focus how patient Gen is with his craft. Even when tossed at a relatively new task, he handles it diligently. He may complain every step of the way but he still puts his head down and masters what's in front of him - even when he's given little time to do so. The paper is only one such example. The Morse code is no different. Gen finds ways to make it enjoyable and entertaining while still touching base on every aspect he needs to refresh and better improve upon. He's a nurturer, someone who has the drive to grow something from the ground up by hand much the way he might have done with a garden in the old world - planting each seed and tending to it step by step until he got the desired results. It's admirable, even if Gen tries to cover up that part of himself.
By the time they wrap up for the day, his wrist is sore from their conversations but he feels confident that Gen won't falter should they need to rely on Morse code to communicate once they're in the throngs of war. Feels like he can safely lean on the mentalist to effectively get them through this. Knows Gen won't falter for a single second.
"I owe you one, mentalist," he says as he stretches his arms over his head, breaking their silence at last.
"My my, did I do that good a job?~" Gen sings, clearly fishing for a compliment.
"Don't get too cocky," he warns as he turns around to look at Gen again. "I'll make you more cola soon, so knock it off."
Gen grins at him dangerously, that look that makes him feel warm and safe despite being the face of a rampant liar. "Hm, I don't know about atthay.~"
"What, too cold for the weather?"
"I'm craving something sweeter," Gen replies smoothly, standing from his stool and making to leave the lab. He pauses right beside Senku.
"Like cotton candy?" he asks, side eyeing Gen curiously. If that's what he wants, it wouldn't be hard to throw together. They already have what they need. It could make a nice boost in morale for the villagers too.
"Sweeter," Gen whispers, leaning in towards his ear. It raises goosebumps on Senku's skin.
"Then what-"
The words die in his mouth as Gen presses his lips to his cheek. Hardly there, feather light in a way he could have easily imagined. The ghost of a gesture, cryptic yet clear as day.
Then he's gone, leaving Senku alone in the lab.
Wait- wait- he-
Senku whips around to see where Gen went, but he's not in the clearing outside. He's vanished into thin air, leaving Senku alone to sort out his racing thoughts. His heart hammers in his chest in a way he didn't think was possible. Almost feels like it'll pop right out of his body even though he knows it can't happen.
He was awake that night....
The realization makes him clutch at his coat, right over his heart. For a moment he's glad Gen left, isn't sure what to do with himself. If there's a millimeter of chance that Gen feels the same way-
No, not just a chance. He's ten billion percent certain of this. Gen may be an enigma when he feels like it, but Senku knows him about as well as he knows himself. Knows what this means. What it's meant to mean. What he wants it to mean. Can only hope it means.
The lightbulb comes to mind.
Senku never once stopped counting - but the date hits him all of a sudden and he can't believe he almost missed it by a hair. Senku never thought he would have time for anything like this - never thought he would meet anyone that he wanted to have time for, especially amidst perhaps the most dangerous chapters of his life. But he can't miss the opportunity when it's right in front of him. He knows how he's going to show Gen his true feelings. Even if he can't conceptualize the words himself, even if he can't get them to come out of his mouth, he has his actions. That's always been his strong suit.
And the way Gen had looked that day they first met, when the Edison bulb lit up the night sky for the first time in millenia, is unforgettable.
He wants to see Gen's eyes shine with that same hope again.
Wants to proclame how he truly feels. See his own emotions reflect back at him in his mirror. See all the colors this prism has to offer.
It has to happen by this time next week.
___
Disappearing from the lab is perhaps the only thing Gen can manage to do. He hadn't exactly planned to kiss Senku, but the opportunity presented itself and his selfish desires took over. But now he needs time to decompress - to still his heart and his shaking hands. Gen has had plenty of infatuations before, flings and incredibly temporary things - but he's never known love. It's overwhelming in the best way possible. Wants to savor this just as much as it makes his mind itch uncomfortably.
Ruri is the one who gets him out of his head for a while. They twist wire while she tells a new story to the children, and her voice is a calm respite. There's still some hours left till nightfall, and his fingers are sore from all that tapping, but the movements are repetitive and familiar. Gen knows where he stands now. Where he wants to stand. Just has to find a way to make it reality.
"Say, Ruri, could I chew your ear for a omentmay? It seems I've run into a conundrum of sorts…."
If I don't set this in motion soon, I'll be letting my emotions stagnate. That won't do me any good….
___
"You've been different lately," Chrome remarks, hauling a spool of cable over his shoulder.
"Huh?"
"Like, not a bad different. Just different ."
Senku isn't sure how they pulled it off, it feels like a miracle in the making, but within exactly the one week he needed they've finished the lightbulbs that have been troubling him for so many long months. He and Chrome are busy hauling everything they need to the tallest and prettiest and bushiest tree Senku could find in the forest. It's not too far from the wheelhouse, which is how he had noticed it to begin with - from the roof while trying to sort his thoughts and emotions back when he finally accepted how he felt about the mentalist. He knows he's pulling a page right out of Gen's book with this extravagant and over the top display, but part of him can't help it. He wants - no, needs - to see that expression again.
And apparently Chrome noticed it too. "Still don't know what you mean."
"Just different, man, I dunno," his friend shrugs, difficult under the weight of the cable spool.
"Careful with that," he warns, readjusting his grip on the crate he's carrying.
"Yea, yea, I've got it," the other huffs. "So like, is this, ya know, uh-"
"Chrome just," Senku sighs, exasperated. "Spit it out or drop it already."
"Okay, fine, so. You're doing this for Gen? Aren't you?"
That didn't go in the direction he wanted. "No, we're just testing the-"
"The lightbulb, yea, bullshit," Chrome groans, patience wearing thin under the weight of everything he's carrying. "Listen, man, I already know you like him. All that crap about sexualities or whatever didn't exactly help your case."
"That's rich coming from you," he can't help but say. "What about Ruri, huh?"
"Hey that's not-!"
"Watch your step, dumbass," Senku warns as they near the tree, dodging some of its larger roots poking out of the snow.
"Not fair, the mind game thing is Gen's shit," Chrome sighs with relief, finally setting down the cable spool.
"I didn't even say anything," Senku points out with a snicker. Chrome just squaks indignantly.
He thankfully doesn't bring it up again until they have all the long strands hung up in the tree. Which had been a feat of its own, Senku already knows he can't climb trees for shit and Chrome isn't any better off despite being mildly more athletic. It had been plenty dangerous, something he tries to ignore in favor of double and triple checking all of their equipment. Kaseki had helped out as much as he could, but actually getting it all set up fell on them.
"If the kinda life you've talked about before is anything to go by," Chrome says quietly, gazing up at the tree as he wipes beads of sweat off his brow despite the cold air. "I think he'll be mighty impressed."
"Just wait till you see it all on," Senku can't help but smirk.
Just you wait, mentalist.
___
"What's all this about, Senku-chan?" Gen asks as they walk side by side, hanging towards the back of the crowd.
"You'll see," the scientist says with a small smile that Gen can't help but copy.
Ahead of them the villagers chat loudly, taking guesses at where Senku is leading them. Gen has to wonder what's going on as well - there's no particular cause for celebration, it's merely another ordinary winter day. Yet the confident stridie with which Senku carries himself says there's something special waiting for them all out here. He's up to something, and Gen knows whatever it is will be impressive to him no matter how small it may be.
When they arrive at their destination, Chrome and Kaseki are waiting for them underneath a particularly large and robust tree. The villagers all gather around, a hushed whisper falling over the crowd as the anticipation grows. Gen can feel the energy surging through everyone as they wait - for what, he'll just have to wait too.
Senku walks him up to a particular spot and tells him to wait right there, so Gen does as he's told. The night air is crisp and cuts through his body despite how bundled up he is within his fur-lined coat. Just as he's turning his eyes up towards the moonlit sky, the only light offered by nature as there's not a single torch or oil lamp in sight, a snowflake grazes his cheek. In an instant the flurry descends upon them, and somehow it makes the anticipation only that much more whimsical.
"Crap, it's snowing," Chrome says from the base of the tree. "Should we postpone it?"
"Nah. If we can make it happen, today's ideal," Senku says back. It only makes Gen's curiosity grow. He returns his attention to the tree, faintly focused on a small countdown Senku and Chrome initiate only loud enough for the people nearest them to hear.
In the blink of an eye, the darkness disappears.
The night sky lights up, brighter even than the sun. The darkness is quickly chased away by several dozen strands of lightbulbs dangling in the tree, swayed by the winter breeze. The gasps from the crowd send chills down his spine. Before them is an oasis - one a hundred times brighter than that Edison bulb which first sparked his curiosity in Senku.
Gen prided himself on making the impossible believable. On blending the line between reality and fiction. He's a magician at his core. But this isn't magic which steals his breath away. It's science.
In the dry and cold desert of life, an oasis had bloomed just for him - one with green tipped hair and more hope held within his heart than in anyone he's ever met before. Someone who ignites a love within him sweeter than anything he'd ever tasted, sweeter still than cola, that washed down all his fears and sorrows as if they were just grains of sand in the wind.
This time Gen can see the difference between a mirage and a miracle. This is neither. Senku is no untouchable force out of his reach. He's human, with human thoughts and emotions. With kindness that's unparalleled by anyone else who walks this earth. The type of kindness which seeks to gift this stone world with something as simple yet as mesmerizing as light - solely because he can.
"An illumination," he whispers, more to himself than anyone nearby. "All of a sudden....it feels as if we've been transported back….to the modern era, that is...."
"Oho, it took quite a while, didn't it?" Kaseki remarks fondly. "Two months to get to this point....!"
"Nah, not really," Senku says with an excited title in his voice to the older man. "This is all according to plan."
"Ah- could it be- today is-?!" Gen exclaims louder than he intended, eyes drawn back to the tree when the realization hits him. " Christmas-! "
A pang of something familiar works its way through his chest, filling him with warmth against the night. He can't help but gaze at Senku, standing under the tree, bright under the lights as if cast in a halo. A beacon of hope, a bastion of humanity. My real oasis is his fervor for life itself.
When Gen comes back out of his thoughts, Senku has come up right beside him, a wicked smile on his face. He looks at Gen in a way that makes his heart do summersaults, a glimmer in his eyes that's even brighter and more captivating to Gen than the lightbulbs that draw awe from everyone around them. A ten billion watt kind of look that he'll never grow tired of basking in.
"Yea....now that you mention it," Senku chuckles softly, a sound oh so sweet. "What a coincidence."
" Liar.~ "
He did this for me.... Only I could have known.
Gen is too selfish not to want to claim that smile for himself alone.
Notes:
I forgot the piglatin in the last 2 chapters lmao. Have since fixed that. Also if you see me changing chapter titles, it's simply bc I'm indecisive lmao ♡
Chapter 33: Christmas
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The festivities pick up almost immediately. He had already told Chrome and Kaseki what to expect if the lightbulb - if the Christmas tree - was a success. The food and drink come out in no time at all. As does the music, the sound of drums and shell ocarinas filling the air with a melody so familiar that Senku can feel it pumping in his very bloodstream by now.
Part of him feels a pang of guilt for how often they pause to celebrate and be merry when everyone at the empire must be suffering the winter weather. But the rest of him feels it's well deserved. He knows he's dragging this entire civilization into war in a few short months. These people have all put up with his crazy schemes and outlandish plans time and time again. Have worked tirelessly to meet each goal. He just wishes Taiju and Yuzuriha were here to celebrate with him instead of being trapped with the enemy.
But he has Gen.
Gen, whose eyes haven't stopped shining with glee since the Christmas tree lit up the night.
Somewhere between coming to see Gen's reaction, and being surrounded by villagers expressing their astonishment, the two of them had been pushed closer together. Their hands brush, hardly touching, but Senku is feeling emboldened by his near-confession - he's not sure if he can call it that, but it's as close as he's going to get for now. So he does what feels most natural. He closes the gap between their fingers, interlocking their hands. Gen doesn't seem to mind. Seems to hold back just as tightly.
The flurry of snow had been unexpected, but it offered much to the atmosphere. Normally Senku didn't stop to notice this kind of thing. Life was simply life - all the pretty things in the world paled in comparison to his interest in science. Understanding how things worked was more appealing than if they were pleasant to look at in the process.
But Gen made him want to slow down and actually absorb the finer details of life all around him. The laughter and glee that surrounds them. The energy behind each beat of the drums. The smell of food in the air. The way the snow clung to the fuzzy rim of Gen's coat. The way his two toned hair blended in with the night sky and the snow all at once. The way he radiated warmth amidst the cold despite his fingertips feeling frosty to the touch. The way his petrification scar seemed to do most of the smiling for him, his true smile hidden within his deep blue eyes.
Senku wants to notice it all. Catalog it, store it for later even though he doesn't know what to do with any of it. Wants to fill his mind with all of the things Gen has to offer him. Wants to win this war so he'll have the time to.
"It's beautiful, Senku-chan," Gen whispers, eyes fixed on the glittering tree. "You eallyray know how to put on a show.~"
"Eh, it's nothing much," he says, picking at his ear with his free hand. Doesn't know what else to do.
"Sure, whatever you say," Gen chuckles.
"Gen! Senku!" Kohaku calls out to them, heading towards them with Ruri in tow.
"This is so magnificent!" Ruri exclaims as they draw nearer.
"Everyone is so impressed!" Kohaku beams.
"With good easonray!" Gen replies with the same energy. "Really, Senku-chan, you've outdone yourself.~"
"I can't take all the credit," Senku says sheepishly. "Chrome and Kaseki pulled their weight too."
"Oh, where is Chrome anyway?" Kohaku muses, looking around the crowd.
"I think I spotted him with Sapphire and Garnet," Gen says, a sound in his voice Senku is starting to identify as being indicative of when he's lying. Which looks like it works, if the way Ruri looks at him with a glare is anything to go by. "Careful Kohaku, he'll steal away your harem.~"
Ruri gets the silent message, whatever it is, quick to pull her sister away to anywhere but here. Kohaku just grins at him, baring her teeth. "The next time I see you, bat bastard, you better run."
"Don't go poking too many sleeping bears, Gen," Ruri warns.
"At least call me a lioness, not a bear!"
"It's not literal!"
"Good luck, Ruri, Kohaku!~" Gen giggles, waving them away.
"You know, one of these days your teasing is gonna get you in serious trouble," Senku points out as he watches the sisters disappear into the crowd.
"I'll be honest, I'm urprisedsay it hasn't already," Gen admits.
"So am I, you're not exactly that subtle."
"You remember that guy I tried to stop from using sap as shampoo?"
"How could I forget?"
"Well I may have been the one to suggest sap could be used to wash hair in the first place....!" Gen admits with a crooked grin.
"Gen holy fuck," Senku barks out a laugh. "Didn't he break someone's nose over that?"
"One, it was a black eye. Two I pinned the blame on some else so the repercussions didn't fall on me.~"
"Jeez, I knew you were a prankster but that's too risky," Senku says even though it makes him laugh heartily to imagine how Gen pulled that off.
"Aw come on, I couldn't help it! The opportunity was right erethay!"
"Still gotta wonder how the hell Tsukasa thought trusting you was a good idea."
"It's my charm, dear, always has been.~"
This once Senku can't say anything to disagree. Gen's charm had worked on him, after all.
They fall silent for a while, finding a place to sit on a nearby tree root where they can simply soak in the lights. Gen's eyes are on the Christmas tree, something nostalgic and fond in his expression. Senku has to try not to stare. Tries instead to focus on the feeling of Gen's palm against his own. The scars there are bumpy, somewhat rough in contrast to the rest of his hand - strong but soft. Much like his character.
"Say, Senku-chan," Gen says after a while. "How did you usually spend your Christmas before?"
"Just at home with my old man," he recalls. "He could never score a date so he'd just put on movies and complain the whole time. A few times Taiju and Yuzuriha dropped by because they were too nervous to actually ask each other out so they ended up having a not-date in our living room."
"Wow, every time I hear about those two I feel so bad for them," Gen says with a tight smile.
"Trust me, I had to live with it for years," he rolls his eyes. Doesn't exactly intend to end up in their shoes if this night goes where he's hoping.
"Poor thing," Gen sighs for him.
"What about you?"
"Eh, nothing ancyfay. I usually had some kind of business dinner or party to go to," Gen shrugs, tapping his chin. "They weren't particularly fun. Sometimes I brought a date along, sometimes I didn't bother. It was pretty uneventful."
"Not fancy? You say that like it was common to end up going to rich parties every Christmas," Senku snickers. "I bet they had massive spreads of food I can't even pronounce the names of."
"Oh don't get me started, the food was the best part!"
Right as Gen is launching into a mouthwatering story of all the types of exotic foods he'd seen at such parties, Kaseki comes up to them brandishing two large skewers of meat and cups of wine for each. "Oho eat up, you two!"
They graciously accept what's given to them without hesitation. "It's no five star meal," Gen remarks, eyeing the meat with a quirked brow. "But in this stone world, beggars can't be choosers, now can they?"
"Couldn't have said it better myself," Senku huffs, peering into his wine dubiously. "Shame we don't have pepper though."
"Oh please, I practically see pepper in my dreams at night!"
"You and me both."
They laugh together while they eat, stories of their old lives rolling between them easily. He could almost imagine them sitting at a festival together, after a long day walking amidst the stalls. The image of the two of them gathering on a hill to get the perfect view of the fireworks comes to mind, and Senku stores the idea away for another day. One that's incredibly far away, but with Gen beside him doesn't really feel that impossible anymore. Nothing does.
Just as they're finishing up, Kohaku comes around to collect their skewers. "Gen, Senku!" she hiccups, the scent of potato sake clinging to her. "You've hardly touched those!"
"I'm not exactly in the mood to get drunk tonight, sweetheart," Gen says with a small laugh. Senku mirrors his sentiments. He's hardly touched his own drink, only taking small sips to wash down his food.
"Then here, let me help you with that!" Kohaku insists as if she's forgotten her threats from earlier, snatching Gen's cup with a gleam in her eye. She downs the contents in one gulp.
"Hey-!"
"You're welcome!" she laughs darkly. "Say, Senku. Gonna finish that?"
Senku rolls his eyes and passes her his cup without fighting it. Gen just shakes his head at them both. "You're too much of an enabler ometimessay."
"Thanks, fellas," Kohaku smirks, turning to leave. Senku has to wonder how she doesn't stumble on any protruding roots.
"Oh she's going to get so drunk."
"I don't think there's anything we can do to stop her."
"I wasn't planning on trying! Actually, do you know where she sleeps? I feel bad for her bedmates, if she has any."
"She stays with Suika."
"Well! I'm sure she doesn't want to bother poor little Suika. Should Sapphire or Garnet still be interested, I don't think they'll mind if she joins them.~"
"And here I thought you were pushing Chrome at them for a second."
"Oh easeplay," Gen bats his lashes at him. "It's all part of the plan.~"
"What ever happened to not playing matchmaker?"
"All part of the plan!"
___
Since their hands have been emptied of their skewers and drinks, Gen decides to find an excuse to take Senku's hand again. The night has his heart full to the brim with joy, something bright and blinding that's unparalleled by anything he's experienced since he woke up from stone thus far. Something, a feeling, only Senku could have given him. He did this for me. Senku-chan did this for me....
Trying to turn off that train of thought is impossible.
Half of the villagers still loiter here at the Christmas tree, but the rest have found themselves going back down the path to the village itself for more food and drink. Of the ones who remain here, several are couples dancing amid the now trampled snow. The flurry that hit earlier hasn't quite stopped, but it's light enough that it's merely another layer of the atmosphere. Senku couldn't have planned this if he tried, but it's incredibly romantic. It's downright magical. If Gen had any doubts before of the scientist's desires, he definitely doesn't now.
That doesn't mean Gen has to make this easy on Senku.
So he stands and holds his hand out to the blonde. "Care for a dance?~" he offers with a wink.
He hesitates for a second, so Gen just wiggles his fingers. "Come on, the sparkling sisters taught me a few steps. The village chief should learn more of the culture, shouldn't he?~"
"Yea," Senku sighs, a smile forming on his face. "Yea, okay."
Gen pulls the scientist to his feet, drags him into the fray. He's not the best dancer by any means, and there's hardly enough alcohol coursing through his body for him to loosen up entirely, but he does have confidence in his ability to put on a show. And to be fair, the steps to the traditional dances the sparkling sisters had taught him before weren't too complicated. Besides, it gives him the excuse to put one hand on Senku's waist as he guides the younger through the steps. They hardly make fools of themselves despite Senku having two left feet, nor do they draw too much attention to themselves. Amidst the sparkling lights waving in the wind, they're in their own world. One Gen wants to live in forever. One that he now understands Senku wants to live in with him too.
He did this for me.....
The urge to close that gap, to kiss him finally, bubbles back up. But Gen pushes it down. He still has a plan of his own, and he intends to see it through. Senku may have made the first move, but this is a game of wits. And Gen is a master at those. Just you wait, Senku-chan.
On a particularly wide twirl, Senku's boot catches on one of those pesky tree roots poking out of the snow. He stumbles backwards, taking Gen with him. They fall into a heap together, air punched out of his lungs. When he regains his bearings, he realizes he's practically in the scientist's lap. It takes everything in him to keep his cool.
"We have to stop meeting like this, Senku-chan," Gen smirks at him, swallowing down his nerves. "Someone is bound to get the wrong idea.~"
"You kinda already did that for us, mentalist," Senku grins up at him. The blush that colors Senku's cheeks could be mistaken for the cold, but he knows better now. Doesn't have to waste his time dreaming anymore.
"Ah right, my dear scapegoat.~"
"Get off, you're heavy," Senku rolls his eyes, but makes no effort to push Gen away.
"Aw, how uderay coming from a stick like you," Gen chuckles, covering his mouth with a sleeve.
"You're the rude one, mentalist. Pushing me over and then not even offering me a hand up. Really, where are your manners?"
"Excuse you," Gen huffs, finally getting to his feet. He only stretches a hand out after making a show of brushing his coat off. "You tripped. You're a safety hazard, dear."
"Hey now, there weren't any ladders this time," Senku groans as he takes the offered hand so Gen can hoist him back up.
"I'm starting to think it's just your bad luck, not the ladders," Gen replies. He doesn't let go of his hand.
"I don't believe in luck."
"I know.~"
"Come on, mentalist, we should-" Senku starts, pauses as he looks over Gen's shoulder. "Uh-"
"Oh come on, not again," Gen hisses when he follows Senkus' eyes. Ruby looks like she's making a beeline through the crowd right for them. "We should uh- we should go-"
"Read my mind," Senku replies, already pulling him away towards the forest path.
Once they've gotten far enough away that the sound of the festivities behind them mostly fades, they slow their pace. It takes a second for Gen to notice that the path back to the village is illuminated too, strings of lightbulbs hanging in the trees on either side. The sight alone stirs the warmth in his chest back to life. "You really went all out, huh?"
Senku just shrugs beside him. "We need them for the huts anyway."
"You're an orriblehay liar, dear."
"Dunno what you're talking about," Senku says, shoving his side lightly. It draws a giggle from Gen's lips.
"Sure, sure, whatever you say Senku-chan," he says into his coat sleeve.
They walk quietly the rest of the way, interlocked hands swaying lazily between them. If Gen squints, he can pretend the two of them are taking a stroll in a park after a long day enjoying a festival. Wonders if, one day, far far away, they'll be able to truly enjoy such leisure. If he'll still be beside Senku to see such a mundane thing become reality. If by then they'll have closed this gap that sits between them.
I don't know if I can wait that long. But for Senku-chan….eternity isn't long at all.
"Why do we always end up back here?" Gen questions as they arrive at the clearing and Senku tugs him towards the fire pit.
"Dunno," the other shrugs. "Do you mind?"
There's something more loaded behind that question, something deeper. It makes him smile. "Not in the slightest.~"
Senku diverts briefly to the lab, leaving Gen to start the fire. When he comes back, he's brandishing two bottles of cola. They toast to the stars and everything under them.
No, eternity is just a moment in time.
Notes:
This is technically a filler chapter bc I decided to drag things out a little more lmao. We'll get back on track soon enough. In the meantime, I've added more songs to the playlist. I keep finding stuff that fits ♡
Chapter 34: Chase me
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Senku is gathering materials to work on the vacuum tube with Kaseki when he spots Gen talking to Titan of all people. It's surprising, considering how many times the mentalist had been dodging him lately. When Gen finishes his conversation, he catches Senku's eye and heads directly towards him at the mouth of the lab.
"What was that all about? Finally reject him properly?" Senku asks as he gets closer.
"Even better!"
"Oh?"
"I was reading the ituationsay all wrong," Gen sings with a spring in his step. "Titan wasn't interested in me in the slightest. He was just using me to get to our one and only Ruby! That means all three sisters are finally off my back!~"
"That's surprising, actually."
"Right? Every time he tried to talk to me he was spewing compliments so I just assumed he was flirting with me - I'm chalking that up to the language barrier."
"Right, sure, okay," Senku rolls his eyes, knowing there's no such barrier to speak of.
"Anyway, apparently he just antedway pointers on how to woo her from a modern man! Quite flattering, actually," Gen bats his eyes cutely.
"You're not usually that shit at reading people. You're losing your touch, mentalist," he snickers, picking at his ear.
"Hey! Rude!" Gen whines, nudging him with his elbow.
After lighting the Christmas tree, Senku had sought out Gen's company for the rest of the night as festivities picked up, and they had eventually turned into bed curled up against one another, fighting off the cold as they did most nights, chatting into the early hours of the morning. But the mentalist hadn't given him much indication of understanding how he felt. Granted, he wasn't exactly being direct about it at all - he figured this kind of thing was more up to Gen's speed. But Senku can't exactly be mad about it, not even a little. Something about the way Gen had looked in the falling snow, ethereal and bright, like a fallen star - that one thing kept him motivated. They could work out the details later.
"So, what happened?" he asks just for clarity's sake.
"The other night that magnificently romantic atmosphere got him motivated to make a move," Gen explains. "He's since ainedgay the courage to talk to her. After my pep-talk, that is. He was just thanking me for my efforts.~"
Wait. Romantic. So he had noticed-?
"Our Ruby seems pleasantly surprised to have an admirer, which means you no longer have to play scapegoat for me anymore!~" Gen continues, patting his shoulder as if to reassure him.
"Think she'll actually go for him?"
"If the advice I gave Titan is any good, absolutely.~"
He can't deny the knowledge that nobody is chasing after Gen anymore is satisfying. But part of him is disappointed. If he noticed, why hasn't he said anything? Doesn't know what to make of that feeling. "Great, now you can stop fooling around and do some actual work around here."
"What a meanie, Senku-chan!" he pouts, tucking his arms back into his coat. "I keep entyplay busy!"
Kaseki is waving him down in the clearing, so Senku resigns himself to shelving his grab bag of emotions for now. No time to dwell on them right away. "Go back to work, mentalist. I left the bottle of sodium hydroxide on the table."
"Getting right to it.~" Gen chirps, makes to turn towards the racks at the back of the lab, but pauses mid step. Looks at Senku over his shoulder with an expression he's having trouble reading - it doesn't help that his white bangs obscure most of his face. "By the way, Senku-chan, I forgot to mention it before - that Christmas tree was rather sweet .~"
The words make his mind grind to a halt. Sweet- oh that bastard-! Senku can't stop himself from grinning like a maniac at the realization even as his skin is set ablaze with a blush he can't even try to hide. All that talk about Christmas traditions and their old lives, the dancing among the village couples, the look on Gen's face when they fell, what he said around the fire-
This is another game.
One he refuses to lose.
Senku knows he's really slow with this kind of thing, but he should have known right away that Gen would make a fool of him just to get the upper hand, even if it meant drawing this out longer than logically necessary. The knowledge that Gen understood. That his feelings had been seen. That he wasn't missrading Gen's cues. That it wasn't just hopeful thinking. It's too much, too tempting. A surge of energy runs through his body, bright light a current. "Watch yourself, mentalist. You're getting me excited! "
"I wouldn't have it any other way!~"
If Gen wanted him to give chase, then he would. To the ends of the earth and back again. This was something worth every moment of his time. Just you wait, Gen.
___
Gen is a very selfish man, but deep down there's a part of him that's just a coward. Being direct about how he feels isn't his style. As much as he can't allow this thing between them to go unspoken, he's not above taking every twist and turn in this convoluted maze to make it happen. A few stops along the way to regain his bearings - and tease Senku relentlessly - never hurt anyone.
Besides, if the expression Senku had gifted him with before he got back to work is anything to go by - and how much it made his chest flutter - he knows he's on the right path. It's a game he's all too happy to play. He and Senku will arrive at their destination eventually, in due time. His thirst is quenched day by day - this oasis is no mirage, it's not going anywhere. War might slow them down, but he isn't giving this up. Not ever. Not after this long.
Gen busies himself tending to his last batch of paper, mostly made up of discarded scraps Senku no longer had use for. It's a relatively small stack, but coupled with what's already sitting on the nearby shelving it'll have to last Senku for the remainder of the winter. It's too cold and wet out for him to gather weeds to make more - anything viable has been ruined by the snow.
When he's done, the sheets cut into neat rectangles and shelved with the rest, Gen steps out of the lab to be immediately met with an incredibly sour atmosphere. Chrome has long since taken off to find - what was it, copper? - leaving Senku and Kaseki alone to work on the vacuum tube. They've been at it for long hours over the last three days, but it seems all of the stress and frustration is crashing down on them at once, heavy like the recent snow. Gen isn't sure how many hours he had spent in the lab working, but the clearing is freshly littered with broken glass and shattered hope.
From memory, it has something to do with the expansion of the metal wires within the glass, but he can't wrap his head around the rest. What he can understand is the frustration it fills his scientist with. Can see it in the square of his jaw and tense shoulders. So Gen takes a deep breath and gets ready to do what he does best.
"Kaseki, I think you're needed back at the village," he lies, sliding up beside Senku. The older man doesn't question him, shrugging off his safety gear as he takes his leave.
"How would you even know that? You've been in the lab all day," Senku says once Kaseki is out of earshot, shooting him a glare.
"Just a hunch.~"
That earns him a flick on the forehead. "You're a shit liar."
"Me? A liar? Never.~"
"That's not what I said and you know it," Senku groans as he removes his own gear, tosses it aside carelessly with a huff. When he's done, Gen doesn't hesitate to take his hand. It earns him a light blush.
"Come on, it's imetay for a break," Gen says, tugging Senku away.
"Where are we going?" he asks, but still lets himself be led.
"Just for a walk."
___
They go down the forest path, that's covered in fresh snow but still discernible from the surrounding forest and easy enough to follow. Still, the ground is uneven and Gen's grip on his hand tightens ever so slightly. He can't tell if it's for his benefit or Gen's. But he can't care. They're quiet the entire way, something he appreciates. He's too frustrated to talk right now. He knows he'll have to once they reach their destination, knows Gen won't let him keep this bottled up. Appreciates the gesture nonetheless.
Initially he thinks Gen is taking him to the waterwheel, but they make down the path towards the sunflower field instead. He can't remember the last time he was out here - Ah, when Gen was upset. Before it first snowed.
The field itself is drowning in a thick white blanket. No sign of the tall colorful blooms that Gen seemed so fond of, gone quiet for the season. Reminds himself to bring the mentalist out here first thing come spring so they can actually enjoy the field, if even for a day. Gen takes them towards the edge of the frozen over river, finds a space on the bank that's not too disturbed by the snow, then pulls something out of his coat-
"Why the fuck do you have a blanket - no, a tarp - in your fucking coat?" Senku questions, raising his brow at the grin Gen gives him.
"It ayspay to be prepared, doesn't it?"
"Mentalist, what the fuck."
Gen just laughs and let's go of his hand, so together they spread it out so they can sit. After Senku places some rocks on the corners to keep it in place, he and Gen settle down. It would feel like they're having a picnic, if it wasn't for the weather. As soon as he thinks that, a small sack is being pressed into his hand. He opens it to find nuts and dried berries, trail mix Gen probably threw together while canning. Has to roll his eyes at the mentalist. Still finds himself snacking on it.
"Tell me," Gen starts after a few long minutes of silence, occasionally picking nuts from the sack. "What's on your indmay? Besides the vacuum tube, I mean."
"That's all," Senku sighs, fishing around for the berries instead.
"Are you sure?" Gen asks tentatively. He can't blame him. Senku doesn't want a repeat of his last meltdown just as much as Gen.
"I am. I'm just," he pauses, taking a deep breath of the cold air that chills his lungs. "I'm tired."
"Mh, understandably so. You've been eryvay busy," Gen replies. He plucks a berry right out of Senku's fingers, making him frown.
"If we can't make this work...." he stops. Doesn't want to say it out loud.
"Chrome is coming back with the necessary materials, isn't he? That might be the final push," Gen tries gently.
"There's no guarantee he'll find the copper," Senku laments, curling into himself against his better judgment. Knees to his chest, head falling.
Gen doesn't let him disappear into his spiral of despair. Places a calming hand on his back, the other plucking away the sack so he doesn't spill what's left of the trail mix, tucks it back into the folds of his coat. "This is Chrome we're talking about, dear. He'll find it."
"Since when are you so confident about Chrome's abilities?"
"Since you trust him, I don't have a easonray to doubt him," Gen says sincerely.
The openness on his face, his pure honesty, is refreshing. It tugs at Senku's heart, stirs that cocktail of chemicals known as love in a way that's oh so pleasant. Reminds him of their exchange at the lab earlier that same day. "Why do you like it out here?" he asks, curiosity itching into his mind.
Gen just smiles, turns his eyes up towards the sun peeking behind some clouds. "I can see the sky here."
It's a simple enough answer. But it holds a lot behind it. Holds all of Gen's own anxieties, things he never voices even though he knows how to coax Senku into airing all of his own. Up until now he's never known how to cross that gap and let the mentalist know this is a two way street - he's willing to be there for Gen just as much as Gen is there for him. Senku only has his actions to rely on. So he reaches out and takes Gen's hand in his. Holds it firmly, locked into his. Has no intention of letting go this time. When he looks up from their hands, Gen is beaming at him. Bright, satisfied. As if he understands.
"Do you think we can really do this?" he asks quietly. Isn't sure what exactly he's asking but wants to hear Gen's reply anyway.
"I do," he says confidently. No shadow of a lie, no hesitation.
"Why- how-"
"You cheated death once already, Senku-chan. You can do anything. That much I believe."
Unlike before, Gen doesn't sound upset by it. Has accepted it as a simple fact. "You did too," he says, because it's true.
"Wh- oh," Gen blinks at him, surprised. "Oh, I forgot about that."
"You. You forgot ," Senku tries to follow. Recalls the fake blood that dripped all over the floor of the shed, red mixed with the green of the salves they had applied to his marred skin.
"In my efenseday," Gen says, giving him a sheepish look. "We had a lot going on."
"Gen….you literally got stabbed."
"And you had your neck snapped like a toothpick," he insists. "I think that makes us even."
Senku can only stare at him. And Gen stares right back, expectant. Eventually he can't hold it anymore and they both break out laughing, giggles that knock him onto his back, hair sticking to the material of the tarp as Gen falls beside him. The ground is cold even through the tarp and his coat, but he can't bring himself to care. Only the snow muffles their laughter, something that wracks through his chest, makes his ribs ache, and washes away the stress he's been feeling. It's exactly the right medicine. Always has been, ever since he and Gen laughed their worries away the night the village burned to the ground. Had always been the perfect recipe - his own cough syrup, formulated for him to unwind under any stressor.
Something only Gen could gift him.
When he has the strength to look again, Gen is smiling bright, chest heaving as he regains his composure. His white bangs cling to his skin, stick to his lips. He's suddenly reminded of that gap neither of them has truly dared close. But this is a game now, and he isn't about to lose. Senku makes sure Gen is watching as he brings the mentalist's hand to his lips. His cold skin smells of paper, flowers, and sap. An aroma Senku could get lost in. But the mentalist's gasp of surprise is even sweeter.
They watch each other for a moment, unmoving. Color blooms high on Gen's cheeks but he makes no attempt to conceal it. Then he whispers, oh so quietly. " This means war, Senku-chan.~ "
" You're on, mentalist. "
Notes:
Writing ace Senku made me realize I'm not just arospec, I'm also acespec. So that's where I'm at in life rn lmao. The observatory is happening soon.....perhaps ♡
Chapter 35: New Year's
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The bamboo filament keeps burning out.
"It's not here. It doesn't exist. Not in this era.... "
Hearing so much frustration thick in Senku's voice hurts. It makes his chest ache. The other villagers try to help, sorting through Chrome's stockpile of materials in hopes of locating something to substitute, but it's no dice. There's nothing that works. Chrome had returned with the much needed copper, solving one problem, but exposing another. And this time Gen isn't sure if he can help.
Senku paces the perimeter of the clearing, muttering to himself, and eventually Gen decides to send everyone else away. No use making them stand around and idle with their heads in their hands. It's nearly dinner anyway, so he pops by the village with the crowd to pick up a bowl of ramen for himself and Senku. When Gen gets back, he's still at it. It had long since grown dark, only the fire pit illuminating the space.
"Senku-chan," he calls out as he approaches the fire pit. "They made amenray today. Come get it while it's still hot.~"
Senku doesn't reply, just makes a face but comes over anyway. Once they've both settled down with their meals, sitting at the same log, a memory flickers through his mind. Of the first time they sat around this fire together. Senku had looked like he wanted to avoid sitting near him back then - which he understood. At the time Gen's alliance was still murky and they had just dealt with the flames that decimated half the village. But now the scientist sits right beside him without hesitation despite there being plenty of room on the log for him to put space between them.
And it reminds Gen of his original plan that got lost somewhere between becoming friends and falling in love.
Making him laugh.
Which, to be fair, he had been successful at thus far. He had intended to use laughter as a way to chase away Senku's stress and keep him motivated, for his sake and everyone else's. Gen just hadn't planned on it bouncing right back at him and dismantling his defenses. Not that he can complain. He's plenty happy with where it landed them - wouldn't change a thing.
But he can still make use of that plan.
"What do you call an acid with attitude?" Gen asks, already feeling himself cringing internally.
Senku looks up from his ramen, an expression that says he really doesn't want to hear the rest of the joke. "Gen-"
"A-mean-oh acid," Gen replies, coming out more as a sigh. He already regrets even trying.
Senku stares at him for a long minute, chopsticks halfway to his mouth. "You-"
"Two scientists walk into a bar," he keeps going before Senku can say anything else. "One says 'I'll have some H2O, please.' The second scientist says 'I'll have H2O, too.' The second scientist tries to drink his, and he dies."
"Are you seriously trying to-"
"Hold on I have more-"
"Where the fuck did you-"
"Shhh, just let me-"
"Gen you-"
"It's going tibia okay, I only tell horrible science puns periodically-"
"If you keep going I'm gonna-"
"Okay okay, last one," Gen promises. "What kind of fish is made up of only two sodium atoms? Two Na."
Senku snorts, tipping his head back and almost sloshing his ramen onto his lap. "Gen what the fuck-?!"
"I'm so sorry, I hate myself for even ingtryay!"
"Where did you learn any of these?" Senku asks through his giggles.
"I knew a few comedians," he shrugs.
"Shitty ones, clearly!"
"Hey, it made you laugh didn't it?!"
"Yea, at how bad they were!"
"Goal still accomplishedyay!" he laughs right along Senku. Anything to chase away his stress.
When they both calm down, Senku shoots him an incredulous look. "Byakuya used to buy me shirts with shitty puns like that on em."
"Oh god, did you actually wear them?"
"Maybe," Senku admits.
"That says way too much about your fashion sense."
"No point wasting a perfectly good shirt," Senku shrugs as if trying to cover up his clear enjoyment over the silly gifts.
"Practical as ever," Gen smiles. He's my polar opposite and I can't even be mad about it.
"You know you don't have to do this every time," Senku says after a beat.
"It's my job, isn't it?~"
"Gen, I mean it."
"I know. But I want to," he shrugs, turning some of his attention back to what's left of his ramen.
Senku just smiles beside him, the tension in his body slowly unwilling. They finish eating in silence, one that's comfortable and familiar. This isn't someone Gen has to wonder what to do with the lapses in conversation. They don't need words to be content together. For all that he wondered what having an equal would be like, he's glad he got to find out. Even if it took an apocalypse for it to happen.
"I'm not really sure what to do this time," Senku finally says when their bowls are empty.
"Senku-chan, you can find a solution-"
"I can't. Not for this."
"That doesn't sound like you at all," Gen says. It makes Senku look up at him. "I know it's a slim chance, but there's always a chance. And you're pretty good at beating those odds."
"It's more complicated than that. If we get stuck here-"
"Tsukasa-chan is still a very distant obstacle, my dear. You can find a way. I know you can ," Gen emphasizes.
His earnestness is colored as surprise on Senku's face. The scientist watches him for a while, looks like he struggles to make sense of what he wants to say next. "I wanna ask you something, but it's- it's complicated."
"That's my ecialtyspay, dear. Just shoot."
"When you-" Senku starts, takes a deep breath. It makes Gen a little weary, but he's willing to listen to whatever Senku has to say. Will do his best to answer in a way that will be satisfying. "When you were attacked by Magma. You could have died."
"Yea, I could have," he says quietly.
"I did die," Senku says, words that Gen has long since accepted as truth. "Because of Tsukasa."
"And both of our killers are still out there, ivinglay their lives."
"How did you just....forget?"
"I suppose 'forget' isn't really the right word," Gen considers, recalling his narrow brush with death that had defined his first meeting with Senku. "More like, I found plenty of reasons not to care about it too much."
"What do you mean?" Senku asks hesitantly.
Gen considers his answer carefully. The him from several months ago probably wouldn't have been able to talk about this. But enough has changed - has changed him - to make this much easier. He doesn't need to wear a mask to be honest with Senku. "I think part of me wanted to die, back when Magma stabbed me," he begins, watching Senku's expression carefully. "I was so desperate to be freed from the oppressive weight I felt at Tsukasa-chan's empire. I was so angry that he chose to revive me into a broken world. But I never expected to find a reason to live amidst the mess of emotions I was feeling."
"So what changed?"
You Gen wants to say.
"The simple things," he says instead.
"I don't get it," Senku says, brow scrunched in concentration.
"I just focused on the little reasons for living," Gen smiles at him. "If you try to spread your reach too far, your appreciation for the finer details will grow thin. So I focused on little things that make me happy. It distracts from the bigger picture enough to make all the hard parts palpable."
Senku seems to mull his words over for a second. Seems to think of all the things he's noticed about Gen. If it was coming from anyone else, he might be afraid. Uncomfortable at being seen. But with Senku, he knows he's safe. "Cola, flowers, a coat, a fucking comb. Seriously, how are these the things that make someone so complicated happy?"
"Wow I'm so flattered! Senku-chan finds me omplicatedcay?~"
Senku just glares at him beneath a faint blush. It makes Gen chuckle. "I don't need to find joy in anything complex. When you spend all your time wrapped up in the most complicated and deep emotions known to man, twisting them to your will and shrouding your very existence....the simplest pleasures are the ones that make life easier to live."
"I dunno if I know how to do that," Senku admits after a while, rubbing the back of his head and averting his eyes.
"Then learn," Gen offers. "Think about something simple. Name one small thing that makes you feel good."
"I dunno, checkers I guess?"
"Okay no, pick omethingsay else," Gen waves away. "You're really good at making a stupid game overly complicated."
"Seriously?"
"You give me a run for my money every single time we play!"
"You literally win more than half the time," Senku points out.
"That doesn't mean you make it easy on me!"
___
"Okay, fine, fine," he relents, leaning back on his hands as he thinks it over. Senku tries to look anywhere but at Gen. Anything that pops in his mind has to do with the mentalist himself - which for once is actually pretty embarrassing. Or it's something that doesn't exist anymore, like manga and and those stupid science pun shirts. But one thing that's within reach comes up- "Persimmons."
"Really?" Gen asks, surprised.
"Hey, don't tease me-"
"No teasing here," the mentalist smiles. "You made it pretty easy, actually. I thought they were Yuzuriha's favorites?"
Senku shrugs, remembering all the times she had filled his kitchen with the smell of baked goods and fresh fruit. It always brought him, Taiju, and Byakuya together into the cramped space to sample whatever she had made. It put all of his favorite people in one room. Senku couldn't ask for more. It occurs to him that he always keeps these more personal stories to himself - ones that make him feel bittersweet these days - instead of actually telling them to Gen. Part of him feels afraid to share them, as if his memories will evaporate if he does. But it's illogical and he knows it. He trusts the mentalist more than he's ever trusted anyone. So he tells Gen this one.
When he looks up from finishing recounting his memories, the tenderness in Gen's eyes makes his breath catch in his throat. "Persimmons it is then. We can work with that.~"
"If you pull a fucking jar out of your coat," he says because he doesn't know what else to do. "I swear-"
"Okay, see, I can understand why you'd think me apablecay of that," Gen agrees as he reaches into the folds of his coat. "But yea, okay, you caught me.~"
"Why the fuck do you have this on you?" Senku shakes his head as Gen holds up the jar.
"I get peckish," the mentalist shrugs, popping off the lid.
"Let me guess, you have forks too?"
"If you give me a moment, I'm sure I could find some," Gen grins as he passes Senku the jar.
He's ridiculous Senku thinks, unable to stop himself from growing happy as the scent of fruit hits him. It's layered over something else- "Does this have sap?"
"Yup," Gen replies with a pop, passing him a fork that must have come out of one of his many hidden pockets.
"I haven't actually tried any of the fruit you've canned," Senku admits.
"Okay that's just criminal," Gen sighs, fishing a slice out of the jar. "Why not?"
He shrugs, not really wanting to admit he's been leaving the sweet things for the children. "Just busy."
"Right, busy," Gen rolls his eyes. He holds up the fork, dripping in the sap and sweet juices. Inches it towards Senku's mouth. "Eat up.~"
"Gen, you can't be serious-"
"What, you can spoon-feed me cough syrup but I can't feed you some fruit?" Gen pouts.
"It's not the same," Senku grumbles. "You were sick."
"Just try it alreadyyay, it's dripping. I'm gonna get this all over my coat otherwise."
Senku searches his face for something and realizes this is all part of their game. It makes his face heat up, but he's not one to back down from a challenge. So he eats the slice that's offered to him. His eyes widen with surprise at the taste. The fruit has absorbed the flavor of the sap - and god knows what else Gen added - creating a sweet treat that draws out the natural sugars of the persimmon just right. Yuzuriha would be impressed. Taiju and Byakuya would have loved it too.
"Like it?~" Gen asks, a sly grin slipping onto his face.
Senku can only nod. The nostalgia of a world long left behind washes over him, taking away his words. It takes everything he has not to shed any tears, not to fall apart over this one little thing. But then he looks at Gen again, who's sympathy and compassion make his heart overflow. When the tears fall this time, hot and blistering on his skin, Gen is right there to hold his hand through it all. To whisper soft comforts and encouragements. It's nothing monumental like it had been some months prior, when he was holding everything in, but the fact that Gen is there for him matters regardless. And when the final tear comes down, Gen brushes it away with his fingertips, light as a feather.
"Better?"
"Yea," he nods.
"Good.~"
Senku can't find a way to thank Gen, doesn't know if he can get those words out outloud. But they're still playing this game, one he knows Gen is having just as much fun with as him. So Senku leans in the few centimeters that separate them and presses a kiss to Gen's cheek, right on his scar. When he pulls back, Gen is staring at him wide eyed, jaw slack.
"You-!"
Senku still doesn't have a good grip on his words, but he can't help teasing. The kiss left behind a small trace of the sticky sweet sap, so he rubs it off with his thumb. Licks it off his finger for good measure. Gen watches his every move and only grows redder.
"You can't just-"
Senku can only smirk at him even though he knows he's just as red.
They end up finishing the jar of persimmons while they lounge in their bedrolls. That night Chrome doesn't come back to the shed - Senku can't blame him, he probably went to vent his own grief elsewhere - so they're alone again. He's still red in the face, what with how much effort he had put into teasing Gen. Is plenty surprised at himself for being so bold, but he can't care. It fills him with excitement and warmth. Motivates him to find a solution to this problem, no matter how impossible it seems.
As long as Gen is beside him, Senku feels like he can do anything.
___
"Senku-chan! You awake?~" Gen croons from the doorway to the shed with the most evil voice he can muster. It makes Senku jump right out of his bedroll, a reaction Gen tries not to find funny. "It's New Year's day. We've got to watch the sunrise with everyone.~"
Senku sits up, shooting him a heavy glare. It's only been a day since he attempted to shoo away Senku's worries, but he can tell the scientist is still troubled. Hopes this one break from routine can help ease his stress just a little. Behind Senku, Chrome stirs as well, but his eyes stay on the blonde. "Changing the mood and refreshing everyone's spirits - that kind of thing is my job, isn't it?"
"....You mentalists are such a pain in the ass," Senku grumbles, but still pushes away his pelts and shrugs his winter coat on over his sleepwear. He descends from the shed with a groan.
Gen is already waiting at the base of the ladder, takes his hand without waiting. "Come on, I promise it'll be orthwhileway."
"You sure promise a lot these days," Senku yawns.
"I'm not the only one," Gen points out. He knew of the village's tradition of watching the sunrise - perhaps the only New Year's tradition that really survived the test of time - and hadn't bothered to go to bed at all. Instead he had spent the long hours of the night huddled by the fire pit with Kohaku and Ruri listening to stories of past hunting expeditions and occasional tales from their childhood. Part of him feels bad interrupting Senku's sleep, but he feels this particular sunrise isn't worth missing.
Something tells me he won't regret this.
"New Year's, huh?" Gen sighs. They walk hand-in-hand towards the front of the crowd, very few people have chosen to skip out on this it seems. Still, it feels surreal that the year is already ending. Feels as if he's lived six lifetimes between being revived and now. "With my internal calendar all messed up from the petrification, I don't even know how old I am anymore."
"Just count how many days you've lived," Senku says as if it's that simple, stifling another yawn.
"Eh? Then what about you, Senku-chan?" Gen has to ask, brow raised in curiosity.
"Six-thousand two-hundred and sixty-eight days," he replies without missing a beat.
"Uh-"
"There's no way anyone would be able to remember that," Kohaku says ahead of them, suppressing a shudder at all the counting involved.
"S-Suika's coming too!" he hears somewhere behind him.
"What on earth, Suika?! Have you been looking at the rocks all night?!" Chrome squaks a little too loudly for the hour.
Gen ignores the commotion, focuses on storing the information for later. Whatever he'll do with it, well, that's a matter of time. It's uncanny, that Senku would be able to be so precise, but he knows that the scientist never stopped counting. And this once it's to Gen's benefit. A certain tree trunk with a certain carving located near a certain cave, somewhere that feels like a lifetime ago, has just found it's missing puzzle piece. He can hash out the details later.
You have no idea what treasures you've just given me, my dearest Senku-chan.
When they arrive at the top of the mountain, the very same place where Senku had first harnessed the power of the skies above to create magnets - the very magnets that had cost Gen a spear to the abdomen - Gen has the opportunity to marvel at the location for the first time. He's sure once the sun rises he'll be able to see the ends of the earth from here. The very ends he hopes to travel to and back again right by Senku's side.
"The sun is rising!" Kokuyo calls out as the first beams poke over the horizon.
It takes everything Gen has not to watch Senku instead of the sun. Except he can't help himself, he spares a glance at the man beside him - only Senku's eyes have landed on something over than the horizon. They're on Suika, and the rock she carried here with her. A rock that's glowing blue as the New Year's sunrise takes over the world.
" It's beautiful….! "
" This is the first time I've seen something like this….! "
" Yea, me too - it's an ultra rare crystal- " Senku gasps in awe. "I have to commend your excellence, Suika, Chrome! It was still used as a filament in modern times- Atomic number seventy-four, tungsten! "
Senku's voice has risen in volume word by word, drawing the attention of everyone around them. Gen doesn't often attribute anything to being a miracle, but this - this singular moment - feels like one. Basked in the blue light of the crystal, it's as if the heavens are smiling down upon them, answering their unsung prayers.
" It won't lose to heat. It's the strongest metal in the universe….! "
Notes:
Did I say 5 more chapters before? Lmao. Just kidding I'm not done yet ♡
Chapter 36: Tungsten
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Once it's decided who's going on the expedition with him and Chrome to find the tungsten, Senku gets to work getting all of the necessary equipment ready and packed into his rucksack. Chrome and Magma are busy preparing their own equipment, something unsteady brewing between the three of them that he can't find a way to ease. It's tense, taught like a tight rope hanging over a pit full of uncertainty. He doesn't even know if this is something Gen could help them deal with. Speaking of the mentalist - where did he go?
Senku had seen Gen's expression shift, if only minutely, when the decision had been made to add Magma to the expedition team. It made sense, logically. Magma was one of the strongest members of the village. Kohaku would have been a better choice, especially given her keen eyesight, but she had made a good point. She had to keep up with training Kinro, Ginro, and the other fighters. Not even Gen could convince her to take a break longer than one day - Senku always spotted her training the day after festivities regardless of how hung over she might be. Getting her to come on an expedition that had the potential to drag out longer than expected due to unprecedented circumstances just wasn't going to happen. After her, unfortunately, Magma is our next best pick.
He may not be a master at reading people like Gen is, but he knows the mentalist well enough by now to tell when something is wrong. And that subtle shift in his expression was enough for Senku to understand that Gen wasn't at all happy about this. So when he ducks into the lab to grab the remainder of the tools he'll need, he's glad to find Gen there. The mentalist sits with his back to the table, his notebook open in front of him on his lap. His posture is relaxed, giving no indication whatsoever that anything is wrong, but the way his knuckles have turned white with how tightly he holds his pencil says otherwise. Briefly Senku wonders when he started noticing these subtle details he wouldn't have in the past, but now isn't the time to dwell on it.
He still needs to think of something to say though. So he focuses on gathering his materials from the shelving first. The one idea that comes up as he's placing everything he needs on the lab table isn't exactly his best, and he's not really proud of it, but it's enough of an icebreaker for him to try anyway. "Do you know why there aren't many good science puns left?"
"Huh?"
"Because all the good ones argon," Senku says, pinching the bridge of his nose at his own words.
"I appreciate the effort, but that was orriblehay," Gen giggles lightly as he looks up from whatever he's scribbling, covering his mouth with a sleeve. It's a practiced sound, not quite the reaction Senku wants to get out of him.
"I've just about given up on these puns. It's a shame I don't have any better ones, I used to be such a fungi," Senku sighs deeply at the punchline. Hopes for a better reaction, more genuine. Anything to get you out of that funk….
"Senku-chan, please, you look like you're in pain just saying that," Gen laughs this time, fuller. Bright like a bell.
"Hey, look, I got you to laugh didn't I?"
"Fair enough.~"
Senku smiles at him and is glad when he gets a small one in return. A real one. He pulls up a stool next to Gen, leans against his arm until Gen pushes back a little. "You're upset."
"I'm just dandy, Senku-chan.~"
"Gen."
"Yea," Gen sighs deeply. "Yea I am."
"Is there anything I can do?" he asks, hoping there is. He's doing a lot of that lately, being hopeful.
Gen just shrugs, closes his notebook and tucks it away within his coat alongside his pencil. "I dunno. I just….I'm not sure how I feel about this. Magma.....he's really dangerous, dear."
"Yea, but he's our only option."
"He tried to kill me."
"Kinda thought you got over that, mentalist," Senku says, knowing it isn't at all true.
"I mean, just ecausebay I forgot doesn't mean I have to like the idea, Senku-chan," Gen groans, letting his head fall forward.
"I know but," he pauses, isn't sure how he can make this any better. "It's gotta happen."
Gen doesn't reply, just looks up at him through his lashes, despondent. Senku can see all his anxiety and fear, held within his eyes alongside his deepest secrets, but doesn't know how to soothe any of it. Wishes he was as good as Gen at this. So he falls back on the one thing he does know how to do. He holds his hand out for Gen to take. He does, with a grateful sigh. They sit in silence for a while longer, when something comes to mind.
"You didn't actually want to die back then. No part of you did," Senku says, remembering Gen's admission from the other day, when he had opened up to Senku about how he coped with this new life. How Gen had prepared himself with bags of fake blood despite not knowing what awaited him when he first arrived to spy on the village. How he had reopened all his wounds by hand to sell his largest lie to Tsukasa. How he strived to survive this stone world no matter what. "And I don't either. So don't worry about me."
"Easier said than done," Gen replies quietly, looking at their interconnected hands. "It's my job to worry."
And he has a point, but Senku doesn't have to like it. Not right now. "Take a vacation then."
"Who are you and what have you done with Senku-chan?"
"I'm his evil clone, isn't that obvious?" he snickers.
"Please," Gen chuckles. "I don't know what I would do with two of you!"
"Hey, if we had twice the brainpower, we wouldn't need to worry about Tsukasa anymore. That'd be a walk in the park."
"Fair point, but I don't think my earthay could take it. You're enough of a risk taker without anyone fueling your endeavors," Gen rolls his eyes.
"As if you don't already fit that role?"
"Excuse me-"
"Locking yourself in tanks of water handcuffed, escaping boxes of swords," Senku points out, only a few of a dozen examples he can name. "You're a bad influence."
Gen just pouts at him. "That's not the same and you know it."
"My point still stands. You're as much of a risk taker as I am," Senku insists. "So you know better than anyone that I'll be fine."
Gen searches his face for something, and Senku can only hope he finds it. "I hate that you're right."
"Liar."
"Me? Never.~"
Senku is glad to see the storm in Gen's eyes begin to settle. Knows he can't make any concrete promises, but knows that Gen understands. Science isn't without its risks and he's willing to take them no matter what, but being a liar is just as risky. They're in similar boats. And Senku is going to do everything he can to stay afloat while he's gone.
"I gotta go soon," Senku says even though part of him doesn't want to.
"Yea, I know," Gen says, even though he definitely doesn't want to.
Senku doesn't want to leave on a sour note, and doesn't want Gen to wallow the entire time he's gone. Thinks, maybe, that he doesn't want to feel the same way while he's away either. Silently, he stands, gives Gen's hand a firm squeeze before letting go, hoping it conveys everything he can't say. The mentalist helps him finish packing his equipment without saying a word. Once Senku is ready, with his heavy rucksack slung over his back, he stands just within the entrance to the lab. Takes a deep breath, preparing mentally for the worst.
"Gen I-" he starts as he turns around. Gets cut off by Gen crashing into him, arms wrapping around his neck, tugging him in close. Senku stumbles, but is quick to return the hug. For all the times they've been in each other's personal space, this is one thing they've never really done. Senku finds himself clinging to the material of Gen's coat, face buried in his neck despite how the furs of his collar tickle his nose. Takes a deep breath full of flowers, the all too familiar sweet olive perfume Gen is so selfishly keeping to himself filling his senses. Can't remember the last time he got a hug this bone crushing - probably from Taiju, an entire lifetime ago. Senku isn't the most touchy-feely person in the world, but this, from Gen, is something he wants to live in. Knows he can't. That this moment will end and he'll have to leave. I don't want to go....but I have to do this.
And it does end, when Gen inevitably pulls away. "Come home safe."
Senku hasn't felt at home in the village, not once. Has always felt like an intruder, an outlier. But wherever Gen is, that might be it.
___
"Finally, he's going to be gone….!~" Gen croons once Senku and the others are far enough away, disappearing down the forest path and into the horizon. " Senku-chan is gonna be away from Ishigami village!~ "
Gen would be lying if he said he was totally upset that Senku is leaving for a few days. He's scared, he truly is, of what could happen with Magma in tow. Of how dangerous the cave system they're entering could prove to be. Of every minute thing that could go wrong along the way. But the small part of him that's excited has to take over if he wants this to work - if he wants to retain any ounce of his sanity. Gen has had a plan brewing for some time now, but now he has to actually set it into motion. And time is short. All that math gave me a headache, but Senku-chan handed me all the pieces I needed. And I'm not one to waste an opportunity when it's presented to me.....
"Everyone!~" Gen calls out in his best showmans voice to the crowd that still loiters in the clearing, easily grabbing their attention. "Come listen for a sec, I've got an amazing story to tell you!~"
And really, getting everyone interested once he weaves his tall tail is the easy part. He had already teased Ruri and Kohaku with the idea in their down time, within earshot of other people, ensuring that rumor spread in hushed whispers. With both of them on his side, it's simply a matter of selling it to the rest of the villagers, who readily warm up to the idea. Their gratitude is something he knows they desire to pay back in full, for all of the wonders and comforts of life Senku has given them, and he has just handed them the perfect opportunity. One that serves a dual purpose for Gen, but that part can stay between him and his two conspirators.
"You know, this once I don't think he'll see this coming," Kohaku remarks as she looks over his shoulder at the blueprint Gen has drawn up. It's nothing as fancy as the ones Senku tends to put together, but it's comprehensive enough to follow.
"This is Senku-chan we're talking about, my dear huntress, it's impossible to tell what's on his indmay half of the time," Gen says, tapping his pencil against his lip.
"Not the observatory," she says, struggling a little over the pronunciation.
Her words make Gen look up at her quizzically. "Then what?"
"Your feelings."
Gen pauses, has to remember to keep his jaw from falling on the floor. "Did Ruri-"
"Nope," Kohaku grins, all teeth. "I figured it out myself. I'm not an idiot, Gen. I know how people look when they're in love."
She certainly does, if the way Ruri and Chrome have tiptoed around each other for so many long years is anything to go by. He feels a bit foolish if he thinks about it for too long, what with his past infatuation with the huntress. Even more foolish if he thinks he could have hidden this from her incredibly sharp eyes. "Pray tell, what gave me awayyay?"
Kohaku shrugs, pulls her cape tighter around her body. The lab provides shelter but it's still quite cold within at this early hour. The sun had hardly risen when the expedition team left - no one had gone to bed after seeing the blue glow of the tungsten, too wound up with excitement. "You do things for him that you wouldn't do for other people. And I don't just mean this birthday gift."
Gen considers her observation, and knows she isn't wrong at all. But she is about something else. "I don't think he'll be quite as surprised as you might think.~"
And it isn't about the observatory at all.
Not even a little bit.
___
Senku kinda hates that it only took mere hours into their first day of the expedition for something to go wrong.
Gen is right, I have bad luck Senku thinks as he shivers into the pelt wrapped tight around his shoulders. He's doubly glad that they found a solution - and a resolution, if his conversation with Magma is anything to go by - before they had to resort to clinging to each other to avoid hypothermia. The thought alone makes him want to gag. He feels on better terms with Magam, but this is still Gen's killer. There's going to be a sore spot there no matter what happens between them.
The thought of the hug Gen had given him before they left - of the scent of flowers in the dead of winter - keeps him warm within his chest even though he knows it's just a mind trick.
Long hours had been wasted while trapped in the pit, so it's already dinner time. They'd opted to bring stew stored in canteens in order to save space but have something that's both quick to eat and can help fight off the cold. The interior of the cave system is wet and does nothing to stave off the frost of the winter even if it acts as a barrier from the snow and wind. Chrome passess him a mug full, its heat quickly spreading through his body from his palms. When Senku takes a sip, he immediately notices Gen's handiwork. It tastes different than usual - obvious signs of his tampering. The comforting flavor of the chrysanthemum leaves stands out on his pallet. He must have dried everything he could before the worst of the snow hit....
That familiarity chases him when they turn in for bed, relying on Senku's internal clock to make sure they make the most of every hour within the cave system. He lays in his sleeping bag, wide eyed, trying to count himself to sleep. Chrome and Magma have long since dozed off, but Senku unfortunately still has his thoughts occupied.
The last thing Senku had seen before he, Chrome, and Magma took off was Gen, whispering something to the brute. Wishes he hadn't. It planted a seed of doubt in the back of his mind that he can't quite shake. Even after his conversation with Magma, he's dubious. But knows he can't bring it up to the other man. It makes him recall two other instances when Senku had caught the tail end of Gen's conversations - with Ruri, and Chrome himself. It sparks a sense of paranoia, not knowing what they were all talking about. Initially Gen had swept it under the rug as being mere gossip. And he could easily believe that with Chrome and Ruri. But not Magma. The fear the mentalist felt towards him was too real, too genuine. Gen wouldn't lie about that to me….would he? What reason could he have to….?
But Senku knows there's just as much truth within Gen's lies as there are lies behind his truths.
___
"This is arderhay than I expected," Gen groans, chugging his cup of water in one big gulp.
"That's a lie and you know it," Ruri says beside him, patting his leg reassuringly anyway. "You knew how much work this would be even before we started."
"You can't prove that," Gen points out, even though she's right.
Ruri giggles at his denial, turning her attention back to her dinner. The clearing has entirely emptied for the night, but the signs of their labor are scattered all over. Only the more fragile things have been moved to the safety of the lab. Everything else has been left out so work can start immediately the next morning. Gen knew the villagers would go for the idea, but he's still impressed they were willing to follow his lead on this. It's no secret that he's a turncoat and a liar, and his reputation with these people was a bit marred at the beginning. It seems I've succeeded in gaining and maintaining their trust - I never expected to. But....it feels good....
"Do you think this is worth the oubletray?" he asks her quietly once they've both finished their fish skewers. Doesn't elaborate exactly what he means. Kohaku may be able to see the intent behind his actions, but Ruri is the one who can read his emotions the clearest of the two sisters.
"I do. Gen, you don't have to worry so much," she sighs, more out of sympathy than frustration. "He's going to be incredibly overjoyed."
"I'm not worried, exactly. Just...." he trails off, casts his gaze towards the starry sky. Takes a deep breath, reminds himself he's with a friend. Someone that he trusts. "I've never loved anyone before. Not really."
Beside him on the log Gen can feel Ruri lean against his arm before she speaks. "That's okay. There's a first for everything. That just makes this all the sweeter for you."
Gen can't help but grin. "It is pretty sweet."
___
Senku can't get himself to fall asleep, so he resigns to finding a repetitive task to keep his mind away from the whirlpool of negative thoughts that threaten to tug him under. Quietly, as to not wake the other two, he slips out of his sleeping bag and begins to check their equipment. He knows he has everything he needs in his own bag, but checking the other two can't do any harm. Doesn't really care if it's an invasion of their belongings or not. It keeps his hands busy and does wonders to occupy his mind.
The last thing he checks is his own rucksack, sorting through everything one by one. Senku is growing weary of finishing his task, knowing he'll have to turn into sleep as soon as he's done. It's dangerous to be exhausted when the cave system itself is already such a hazard to navigate, and he's already running on next to no sleep. Then his hand grazes something cold and solid. The texture feels unlike anything else he knows he packed - is this glass? When he pulls it out, he's met with something that makes his heart skip a beat. A jar, full of persimmon slices. Gen, that bastard. He must have slipped this in when he helped me pack....
Senku's anxiety lingers into the night, into his dreams, but in the morning he shares the jar of fruit with Chrome. It staves away just a bit of his stress. Finding the tungsten - and plenty of other useful minerals - is just the icing on the cake.
I'll be home soon. Just you wait….
Notes:
You guys know what chapter is coming next ;)
Chapter 37: Observatory
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"You're nervous."
"Me? Evernay.~"
"Gen...."
"Okay, fine, fine, maybe just a little bit," he admits with a dramatic sigh that makes Kohaku giggle softly.
"He's gonna love it, you have absolutely nothing to worry about," she reassures with a smile.
"I appreciate your efforts, but that's not what's bothering me," he admits, eyes drifting between the observatory and the blueprints he had put together three days prior. "We're allingfay behind. And we don't even know if they're gonna be back on time...."
"Oh, right, I forgot you put Magma in charge of that bit," Kohaku grimaces.
"Rooky mistake, I suppose...."
"Don't worry, Gen. Almost everything is done," she says, putting a comforting hand on his shoulder.
"Worrying is what I do best," he chuckles, trying not to think of all that could go wrong. "I'd be out of the job otherwise.~"
"He'll be back on time, I can feel it," Kohaku says with confidence Gen absolutely doesn't have at that moment.
"I sincerely hope your intuitionyay is right."
"Since when has it ever failed me?" she questions, giving his shoulder a firm squeeze.
"Are we forgetting about Sapphire and Garnet?" Gen points out, can't help himself from teasing the huntress.
"Hey-! That was one time-!"
"Let's hope you're not making a habit of it then.~"
"Senku will be here."
You better be. I'm going to take your breath away, dear. Just you wait.
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"Time to pack up and head home! Let's get out of here! You wimps can't carry much anyway!"
"Geez, what's with him?" Senku groans under the oppressive weight on his back. As much as they needed all these materials, he has zero upper body strength to actually carry it all. Not even making that damn tree house had helped for much. Senku makes a mental note to stop bragging about it so often. It's a pure miracle he managed to survive on his own for so long, nothing else.
"I dunno, but he's getting on my last nerve," Chrome grumbles in irritation, shifting uncomfortably with his own load of minerals.
The three of them have finally made it out of the treacherous cave system just after sunset. It's for the best, given how dangerous it was to stay out here any longer with so much to carry back with them. The trio still has a long walk ahead of them, and despite being near enough to the village, the woods are still plenty dangerous at night. They don't need any more trouble than what they've already gotten themselves into within the caves. Senku's bad luck has to end here.
"Hurry up! Pick up the pace!" Magma barks harshly, not for the first time since they set out towards the exit.
"Yeesh! What's the rush, dude?" Chrome rolls his eyes, something that would have made Senku dizzy enough to pass out considering how much he's straining under his share. I was right, no one else could have helped us other than Magma. I feel like I'm fucking dying….
Magma keeps up his shouting for them to speed up the pace until they're about halfway to the village. Then he suddenly falls silent on the trail behind them, even his heavy footsteps halting, causing Chrome to stop as well and turn to look back at him in confusion. Senku doesn't have the energy to react, only pauses in hopes of catching his breath. When out of nowhere, something - someone - looms behind him and his vision is blocked as a blindfold is tied around his eyes. " Oi-! "
"What the hell, Magma?! What are you up to?!" Chrome yells from somewhere to his right as Senku is hoisted over Magma's shoulder with a yelp, his basket and rucksack all but ripped off his back. "Shit! Where are you taking Senku?! "
Chrome's yells of protest grow distant all too quickly, Magma's stride too fast for the other to keep up with. That panic and anxiety that Senku had been fighting off since he saw Gen talking to Magma before they left creeps in at full speed, filling his veins with dread that's so cold it rivals even the winter itself. It's perhaps a more terrifying sensation than death. In fact, death would be kinder, more thoughtful of not dragging out his misery. Had been, once before. It takes everything Senku has not to kick and scream as he's carried away in god knows what direction at speeds that leave him too disoriented to figure it out, hoping only to retain an ounce of dignity as his fate is torn right out of his hands. No, death would be a blessing amidst his fear. Right now death might even be nice enough to tease him with the hope of survival before snatching away his final breath. The only real enemy Senku has is life itself, ripping him away from death's door as he's about to ring the doorbell and forcing him back to the present. Forcing him to accept there's a fate far worse than death awaiting him. One where all his nightmares become reality. Where Senku is forced to give up before ever even reaching the finish line. Forced to abandon his hope.
Is this what you were all whispering about-? What have you done-?
It's hard to tell, but at some point he feels himself hauled up, passed to another set of smaller more nimble hands Senku wants to pretend he doesn't recognize, dropped onto his knees. Then a voice, one he absolutely does recognize, doesn't want to recognize, speaks up and cuts through his panic. It sends a chill down his spine in the most unpleasant way possible, confirming his worst fears in a mere instant. "Hey there, Senku-chan. Welcome back.~ "
"Huh- what the hell is-" he tries to say, but his tongue feels like lead in his mouth. Can't form the syllables he wants around it.
"Ha! There's no way out of this now, Senku!" Kohaku says, and he knows right away she's the one who Magma passed him off to like an object, a package with an uncertain destination. "Gen's got everyone in the village in on this!"
"Heh, could it be that you guys have finally realized...." Senku lets out in a shaky breath, afraid to speak his suspicions into reality. Knows that he's only dragging out the inevitable. Can hardly hear his own words past the heavy heart thumping uncontrollably in his chest, pumping blood that rushes in his ears like static. "That offering my head to Tsukasa on a silver platter….and swearing off science....would be the most rational course of action for getting the village safely out of this mess….?"
"....Well, now, I haven't a clue what you ouldcay be talking about," Gen replies, something in his voice that's distant, wistful almost. Far from the vile and poisonous tone he expects to hear at this moment. Can't wrap his head around what kind of insidious trick the mentalist is crafting.
It's Kaseki's voice, though, that breaks through the downward spiral of his thoughts, instead replacing his dread with pure confusion. "Oho! Today's January fourth! It's Stone Day!"
"And we heard it's your birthday, Senku!" Kohaku says cheerily.
"Tada! From all of us, here's your birthday present...!!! "
My birthday-? What-? The blindfold falls away from his face, and for a moment Senku is afraid to let his eyes focus. When they inevitably do, what he sees is something he never expected to lay eyes on ever again. Not in this lifetime. Not in this broken world. Not in a million years. The rings of Saturn, the ones that he sees glittering in his dreams - ones he and Gen dance on for a blissful eternity - staring back at him. Intact, still there as if the endless millenia the earth was locked in stone means nothing to them. As if the heavenly bodies up above can't bring themselves to care about trivial things like human strife and suffering. Can't care about stone, or flesh, or blood and death. It's breathtaking.
"You built a....telescope....?" he gasps in awe, leans back on his knees, only to actually take in where he is for the first time. This isn't Chrome's shed. It's somewhere else, newer. "No, a whole astronomical observatory-! "
"Well, to be fair, it was kinda just ademay working off my limited understanding. Like, stick two lenses in a cylinder, right? Or something like that.~ " Gen pipes up, a proud smile in his voice giving his practiced tone away. "Everyone in the village came ogethertay and worked their hardest to build this observatory for you. And then, you know, we figured you'd be able to fine-tune it yourself later.~"
"Damn, not bad! Not bad at all! You guys did a great job!" Senku exclaims with forced laughter, a sound that makes him grimace internally at himself, as he clambers to his feet. "This is really useful! This will definitely give us an edge against Tsukasa's army for sure!"
It feels impossible to process the flood of emotions that suddenly washes over him, far too overwhelming. A mix of good, bad, and everything that lies in between. All the fear, anxiety, stress, blends with his glee and excitement. Makes him feel dizzy, nauseated, uncomfortable. Dragged under its current. Senku has never felt so much, felt so strongly, before in his life.
But he has, once, several millennia ago, when he was just a kid. When a certain someone spoke to everything he was passionate about and lit a flame underneath him that pushed him in this direction - the direction of science. A room, a home, full of exploration and curiosity that knew no limits, that stretched the entire span of the universe. Something nostalgic and far-away, somewhat bittersweet, that Senku never once thought he could experience ever again. And here it is, right in front of him, against all odds. Like magic.
He did this for me- Gen did this for me-
And there's just too many people around for him to let any of it out. Not how he wants. Not yet. Not now.
"O-oh uh...yea, I guess," Kohaku says awkwardly, as if it's not at all the reaction she expected out of him.
"Practical as ever," Gen sighs, but it sounds fond. Like he did expect this kind of reaction, like it's exactly what he was hoping for.
"Heh...a guy like me doesn't go around telling people about his birthday, though. How'd you figure out it was today?" Senku asks past the lump in his throat, in hopes of distracting himself from the tangled mess that sits in his chest, one hand on the telescope. Tries to memorise how the bamboo exterior feels under his palm as if it'll disappear any minute. As if he'll disappear. As if this is all an impossible dream, a maze, and he's simply lost within its thickest brambles. As if he'll wake up any minute. Then he recalls the conversation he had with Gen just before the New Year's sun cast them in promises of something blue, something hopefully- "Ah, you used a leading question on me, huh? But still, calculating in reverse without knowing how long I was petrified, you wouldn't be able to do that math-"
"Oh, you don't ememberray?" Gen says slyly, breaking away from the crowd behind Senku to come stand by the opening in the roof with him. Close, but not too close. "You wrote it down - the date you broke out of stone. Right outside of the miracle cave, just after you re-emerged into the world.~"
That makes Senku stop. Finally look at Gen directly for the first time since he was hauled up here and the blindfold removed. The mentalist faces out towards the open sky, the stars reflecting in his eyes in that way Senku had grown incredibly fond of, twinkling as if to say they've found their home within his deep blue irises, cradled right beside his most intricate lies and secrets. It makes something within him shift into place, something that was missing as if it's finally been found. All of a sudden, it feels as if they're the only ones here, the only ones standing on this earth. As if this one room is their entire universe. Knows deep down it's one of Gen's many illusions. That the mentalist has full control of the gravity around him, and Senku is merely caught in his orbit. Yet he can't bring himself to mind it a single bit. It eases all the worry and fear he had felt earlier, all the exhaustion from the expedition, all the messiest emotions tangled up within him. Washes it all away patiently, without an ounce of mockery or judgment. Leaves behind only a feeling as if he's floating on air. Weightless.
Then Gen speaks again, words Senku will never forget. "Even before we met, I liked you more than a little. Setting aside personal gains, that is. It's probably the same for everyone else in the village, too," Gen says softly, a message, a meaning, laced between each syllable that's meant for Senku's ears alone. "I'm sure you'll probably say that's gross though, huh?~"
And Senku can only think of one thing to say back when his heart catches in his throat, beating wildly at this confession - because that's what it is, what it's intended to be. A proclamation of all they've been leaving sat unsaid between them for however many weeks. So he speaks words that only Gen will understand in return. A code that's only for the two of them, one practiced on glass tabletops and taped discreetly onto shoulders and knees. Breathlessly, honestly, with all that he has. "Yea….that's pretty gross."
"Right?~" and when Gen smiles at him, open and free, a rare type of smile that reaches his eyes for once, he knows they both understand.
Eventually everyone else files out of the room, leaving him and Gen to their own. If he catches Kohaku and Ruri shooting Gen knowing glances as they descend the ladder, he pretends not to see it. Ignores the ones from Chrome that are aimed his way. Silence falls over them as the sounds of shuffling feet grow distant, that comfortable kind that Senku has grown to appreciate. For as chatty and clingy as Gen tends to be - something Senku didn't anticipate he would become so fond of - he's never once minded this either. These moments of quiet are theirs and nothing can ever take it away from him. Especially not this one, where their eyes remain on the distant cosmos above. But it too comes to an end, when Gen speaks again and brings forward a new beginning. Ushering in their new reality with his magic, crafting it out of thin air.
"The stars are quite a simple thing, aren't they?"
It makes Senku laugh, the sounds bubbling out of him unexpectedly, as he recalls their conversation from merely some days ago. "You'd call this simple, mentalist?"
"Wouldn't you?" Gen shrugs beside him, letting out a laugh of his own.
Senku has to take a moment to decipher what he means, because with Gen there's always something more, something hidden in the shadows. Something for him to unravel. "Not really, but….I don't mind. Not when it's you."
That draws a grin from Gen that stretches from ear to ear, finally turning to look at Senku again. "I thought you'd say as much.~"
"Seriously? And you still had to go through all this effort even though you knew the answer? You're ridiculous, mentalist," Senku sighs, but he can feel himself mirroring that same grin.
"Who would I be if I didn't make an owshay of it, Senku-chan?~"
"I guess that's part of the job, huh?"
"Hm, when it's you, I wouldn't count it as work.~"
That makes him blush, but he can see the same color rising on Gen's cheeks with every word. And with each of those words they've gotten that much closer until they're right in front of each other. The gap both of them have been tiptoeing around is that much closer to closing for good - I could finally-
But another thought comes to mind, pressing at his reasoning, until he can't stop himself from asking even though it's not logical in the slightest. "Why….why me?"
Gen's grin contorts into something more evil, as if he's been waiting for Senku to ask. It was bait, and yet again he took it without hesitation. "What ever do you eanmay, dear?~"
"Gen, come on," he groans, only a little miffed the mentalist insists on dragging this out any further. Knows it's simply his style.
"Alright, alright, I'll humor you," Gen giggles lightly. "You're my simple."
"I'm- I'm your-" Senku splutters, caught off guard. It makes Gen laugh again, fuller, that sound that's like a bell, that Senku is sure was the siren song he initially fell for in the first place.
"You're simply easy to exist around," Gen elaborates easily, like it's merely a fact. "I don't have to pretend around you. I don't have to worry about which mask to put on. I'm not sure, exactly, who the real me is - but that's who I am when I'm with you, dear."
The admission makes Senku's heart beat heavy in his chest, stirring a fluttering within that he can't ignore. He says it with so much conviction, so much honesty, that Senku has to look away. Can't hold that earnest gaze for fear he'll melt on the spot. What he does to me- "The real you is the kindest version of you, the most selfless," he says slowly, unsure if his words even come out steady, if they even make any sense. "Doesn't matter if I'm there or not."
Gen seems surprised, and Senku feels like he accomplished what he was trying to when his expression softens. Even his scar looks less sharp, gentle around the edges for once. "Who told you that you could fall in love with me?"
"I never said I was."
"You just did.~"
"Just shut up, Gen," Senku huffs as he forces himself to meet the mentalist's eyes properly again, takes a deep breath and gets ready to do what he does best. Speak with his actions.
The space between them is nonexistent at this point, so he finally closes that stupid fucking gap. Senku grabs the front of Gen's coat, pulls him into a kiss. Makes Gen gasp against his lips. It's awkward and rough on his end, Senku doesn't exactly have the experience to make this work how he wants. But Gen quickly recovers from the shock; it becomes something soft, gentle, rendering him pliant as the mentalist slips a hand behind his neck, changing the angle of their kiss, deepening it just so. It sends a warmth through his body, something that ignites all his senses and makes his knees grow weak. Has to hold on tight for fear he'll somehow fall deeper than he already has, then even deeper still. When Gen pulls away, he's out of breath - they both are. " Oh- "
Gen just grins at him, something lopsided and cheeky. "I love you, Senku.~"
___
To say he's overjoyed is an understatement. Gen is absolutely over the moon with excitement. His love has been seen, understood, and reciprocated just as he had hoped. Yet it was far more satisfying, more fulfilling, than he could have ever predicted. Couldn't have for a single second imagined how right it feels to be loved. How comforting. It's like a shot of energy, coursing through his body and revitalizing him, just as it feels like being swaddled in warmth, protected from everything and anything that could hurt him. It's wonderful. Divine even. Gen had been nervous, to a degree, that he wouldn't be able to execute this as he had imagined, but all the pieces fell into place marvelously one by one. Left him feeling like he was flying in one place, wings holding him afloat a few feet off the ground. Can't get enough of how good this feels. Can't get enough of Senku.
But if that's how strongly he feels, then Senku is in no better shape. The scientist is red from ear to ear, the most beautiful shade Gen has ever seen. He can feel Senku's pulse thrumming under his touch, heart beating rapidly, breath coming out labored, pupils dilated so the color of his irises is merely a ruby red ring. All because of me-! It's too tempting, too sweet - he has to swoop in for another kiss. Deeper still, pulling Senku closer by the waist with his free hand. This time the kiss only breaks when Senku pushes him away weakly, chest heaving.
"Mentalist I-"
"Too much?" Gen smiles, incredibly satisfied at leaving him so disheveled.
"You're gonna kill me," Senku groans, head falling against Gen's shoulder.
"Sorry, sorry!~"
"No you're not," the scientist says, and he's right.
"Maybe just a ittlelay," he giggles, petting Senku's hair apologetically.
"Asshole."
"Yea, fair enough."
Once Senku regains his composure, if only somewhat, he straightens and pinches Gen's cheek harshly, drawing a yelp out of him. "Don't go thinking you can take advantage of me because I dunno what I'm doing, mentalist."
"Ow ow owwww! I earsway I'm not trying to, Senku!" Gen whines, trying to push his hand away, which doesn't take much effort. The scientist doesn't have a lot of strength left in him.
"Stop- stop calling me that…."
"Aw, but it's cute.~"
"Just. Keep it to a minimum," Senku sighs, giving in pretty quickly. "I mean it when I say I dunno what I'm doing. It's....a lot."
"Yea, I iguredfay. But I have been told I'm a pretty good teacher!~" he teases, earning himself a flick on the forehead.
"Gen, I fucking swear," Senku hisses through his teeth. "You're such an ass when you feel like it."
"My apologies, dear, I'm just oh so excited," he placates. "But I promise your boundaries are important to me, I don't eanmay to overwhelm you in the slightest."
"Are you sure about that? You're pretty fucking pushy."
"Sorry, sorry! I swear we can orkway out the details later. Depending on what it is you want this to be, that is.~"
"Isn't that much obvious, Gen? Or is your mentalism failing you?" Senku snickers, betrayed by the way his hands shake ever so slightly as he holds onto Gen's coat.
"It's plenty obviousyay to me, dear. But you do have to tell me yourself," Gen replies, giggling at Senku's pout. "I can't read your mind for everything."
"Yea....okay, fair," he sighs. Grows quiet, in that way that tells Gen a thousand thoughts are running through his mind all at once. Things colored by doubt, fear, uncertainty, flickering past his eyes. But Gen knows just where all those doubts are taking him. The map is written clear as day to him, and he knows exactly what the words that come next will be. Has already prepared himself for it, always staying two steps ahead. "We....we don't have time, Gen...for a relationship, I mean....I- I'm sorry, but-"
"Yea, yea, I know," he interrupts, waving away his words with a sigh. "There's a war, we have to restore humanity, yada yada. I knew that much when I did," he pauses, gestures around them. "All of this."
"You- you knew I would say that?"
"Of course I did."
"Okay, you lost me. How- why-"
"Senku-chan, I'm in love with you, but I'm not going to demand anything idiculousray from you," he shrugs, simply because it's true. "I just want to be beside you for it all. However you'll have me.~"
"Then what was the whole point of all this?" Senku questions, glancing at the telescope. As if he doesn't already know the answer. As if he just wants to hear Gen admit it.
"Please, I told you when we first met, didn't I? I'm the most selfish man on earth, after all. I'm simply making it known that I intend to make you mine," he admits, satisfied with the way his words bring Senku's blush back. "When the time is right, of course.~"
The joy, the relief, on Senku's face is nearly palpable. "You're ridiculous, you know that Gen? You really scared me for a second, you bastard," the scientist grumbles, face falling against his shoulder again, still looking up at him through his dark lashes. "I was afraid you were ready to ask for something….something I can't give you right now…."
"Really now, who do you take me for? I know what I signed up for," he reassures with that smirk he knows makes most people squirm uncomfortably. It just makes Senku smile. "I died for this, Senku. So did you."
"Yea, fair point."
"Then you have absolutely othingnay to worry about.~"
"So....you're willing to wait?"
"An eternity and a day, if I have to," Gen says. He's patient, knows in his heart that he'd give as much time as he has on this earth for this. For Senku.
"Just....let's win this," Senku says quietly, turning his head to gaze back towards the stars. Like he's sorry this is where, how, it has to be. How they have to be. "Then….we'll see where that lands us."
But Gen can only feel happy. He knew this is how things would turn out. Isn't disappointed in the slightest. "Sounds like a plan.~"
They fall silent for a while, simply holding onto each other. Gen knows that this is the most he'll get for now, that Senku can't totally commit to a relationship when the war ahead of them, when protecting their future - everyone's future - is what's most important. Gen knows this, knows he has to take a back seat for the time being. Yet not one bit of him is upset. All I need from you is permission to be beside you, to help you make it all happen. So long as you know that I love you, I couldn't care at all about the rest….
When Senku finally looks at him again, he clearly struggles with his thoughts, glancing around them nervously instead of looking at Gen directly. It's adorable, but also does wonders for Gen's ego that he can have such an effect on the other. "Can you uh-" Senku starts, clears his throat as if the words are uncomfortable, foreign, to say. "Can you kiss me again….?"
"Haha oh no," Gen smiles, can't seem to stop smiling tonight. "Have I accidentally awakened something in you?~"
"Just do it already, Gen," Senku grumbles. "You might be willing to wait forever, but I sure won't."
"Is that a challenge?" he purrs, can't help but feel elated at his double meaning. Knows Senku intends for it, knows the other will make sure they don't get stuck hoping for the future forever. "Because it sure oundssay like one.~"
"Gen, for fucks sake."
"Okay, okay, fine.~"
Forever and a day is nothing when I'm waiting for you. But I wouldn't mind at all if you decide to make that shorter, my love.
___
The two of them sit in front of the telescope for long hours, talking about much about nothing. Senku is still bone dead tired from the expedition, but he can't get himself to go to sleep quite yet. Not after all this. Not after his heart has been totally laid open - bare for the one he loves to see in all its entirety. Something, Senku now realizes, that makes him feel whole. Safe.
And especially not with how much affection the mentalist is showering him with, overloading his senses in the best way possible. For as touch-adverse as Senku normally was, Gen's touch was comforting. Soothing, kind on his mind. Still, a part of him, one he wishes he could ignore for now, feels incredibly guilty. Knowing that Gen is so happy, so giving, so generous with all that he has to offer, yet so willing to wait. But the rest of him just feels more motivated for everything that still lies ahead of them. For everything he needs to make sure happens so they can truly have this. So they can truly be happy. Together.
He loves me….Gen loves me. He says he's willing to wait….but I don't want to wait forever. I can't. I just can't. I'm too selfish….I love him too much….
"....And when he oppeddray the board he lost his balance, fell off the ladder, and landed on Kinro," Gen says with a hint of triumph, stifling a yawn behind his hand.
"You're just happy karma got him, aren't you?" Senku chuckles at his story. The mentalist sits half on his lap, head against his shoulder, so they can take turns looking through the telescope. Gen's winter coat had found its way around both their shoulders somewhere into the night, the scent of flowers shrouding them in a way Senku takes comfort in.
"Listen, Ginro absolutely had it coming!"
"Kinda wish I had seen that," he admits. The climax of Gen's ongoing misfortune with Ginro and ladders is something he's a little bit disappointed he missed. Not too much, though, considering how much came out of his short absence.
"It was so funny, Kinro got so admay at him," Gen giggles.
"No fucking wonder," Senku says, taking his eye away from the telescope once he locates what he's looking for "See this, mentalist? Now we can really appreciate the North star."
Gen sits up enough to take a look. Senku can only admire his awe and wonder as he gazes through the lens. "You know, I've always enjoyed looking at the sky, but I don't think I ever truly stopped to appreciate the stars," Gen whispers. When he pulls away from the telescope, he smiles at Senku, a smile that he swears is brighter than any star in the sky. Brilliant, his own sun.
"Most people don't," he replies, because it's true. The modern world had plenty in ways of distractions, ones he plans to bring back soon. But the way the mentalist watches him tells him that, perhaps, he doesn't mean the stars at all.
Gen just leans in and places a chaste peck on Senku's lips. Is still smiling when he sits back. "Have I told you that I've fallen in love with you?"
"Who gave you the right?"
"You did, I think.~"
But Senku isn't so sure about that, not at all. Gen built them this. Built them up from nothing, crafted every single bit of what they have between them from scratch using sweet words and nimble fingers. Took all of the pieces that make up Senku and found ways to fit them snug against his own. The pictures their puzzles make are incredibly different, not even remotely alike, yet they fit into each other seamlessly. Create something new and unique when they're together. Something sparkling, the visage of his very dreams. For Gen is a prism, and Senku is merely the light passing through.
For once, he really is home.
Notes:
Sorry this chapter took me so long omfg. I swear I edited this like 10 times trying to get it just right. It's the longest chapter in this entire fic, totalling at over 5k....
I was so tired of staring at this specific chapter that I went and wrote an entirely different fic as a mental break from this one lmao > A crown of shells, a throne of lies
Chapter 38: Boundaries
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Waking up nestled in Senku's arms, knowing that his love is seen, and he's loved in return, is perhaps the best feeling imaginable. For a moment Gen thinks that perhaps the whole thing was merely a dream. That every word he said was just a product of his desires, hadn't actually happened in the realm of the waking. It would still be the sweetest one he's ever drempt. Until the scientist stirs beside him, opens his eyes slowly, blinks at him until a small smile forms on his face, crinkling the corners of his eyes just so. It's beautiful, breathtaking, better than any dream could ever be.
"Morning," he rasps, voice deeper than usual with sleep.
"Good morning, my love," Gen whispers, pushing Senku's stray locks out of his face even though they'll bounce back in no time.
"Don't call me that," Senku mumbles, hiding his face against Gen's shoulder in response.
"What, too sappy?" he smiles.
"Annoying," Senku replies, muffled.
"You like it," Gen teases.
"Gen."
"Sorry.~"
"You're not," Senku points out, and he's absolutely right.
"Am I ever?" he smirks.
"I hate you."
"Love you too.~"
That earns him a pinch to the cheek. The two of them stay in bed for as long as the morning will let them - which unfortunately isn't very long, because Senku has never cared about that kind of thing. He's not the romantic here, Gen is. But he wouldn't trade that away, given the opportunity. They were alike where it mattered, opposites where it was interesting. Complimentary.
"Okay, no, you're estingray today and so am I," Gen says as Senku starts listing off everything that needs to be done that day once they've officially risen from their bedroll - no longer two separate ones, for they had climbed into the same one the night before. After Gen made sure to steal a few sleepy kisses, that is.
"Mentalist-" the scientist starts to object as he shrugs on his coat.
"Mentalist nothing! You just spent three days in a cave with Magma-chan and I spent them building all this with the villagers," Gen says, emphasizing his bruised knuckles. "It's a break day - whether you like it or not."
"Seriously-?"
"Seriously!"
"I think I'm starting to reconsider this whole relationship shit," Senku groans, but the soft lines around his eyes say otherwise.
"Then lucky for you we aren't echnicallytay in one," Gen reassures him anyway, batting his lashes. "Yet.~"
"I hate you."
"I love you too.~"
"Gen, we gotta get to work," Senku insists as they shuffle down to the lower level of the observatory, the former shed, a light blush on his cheeks. Gen hadn't exactly had the time to move any of the furnishings, much less the majority of their belongings, upstairs. "We finally have everything we need to complete the phone."
"Right, tomorrow."
"Today."
"Tomorrow."
"To-fucking-day."
"Har har, very funny," Gen rolls his eyes as he turns towards the shelving to collect his basket of bath products.
"Gen."
"Senku."
"Don't do that," Senku says somewhere behind him. He's glad for the effect dropping the honorific has, it's quite satisfying.
"Too late, I just did.~"
"Fine-"
"Good-"
"-I'll stick to lab work."
"You really don't know when to ivegay up, do you?" he sighs as they make their way back out, down to the ground.
"Says you," Senku mumbles, extending a hand to help him down the ladder.
"You're insufferable," Gen rolls his eyes, accepting the hand anyway.
"You love me," Senku points out with a knowing smirk.
"Oh wow, so now that's your amo?" Gen questions, feelings a blush rising on his own face. Does what he can to tamp it down, but fails miserably.
"Two can play at this game, mentalist," Senku snickers, seemingly satisfied with the reaction he gets.
"I hate you," he says as his feet finally touch the ground.
"Bullshit. Come on, we're gonna be late to the hot springs, everyone's already leaving," Senku says, holding onto his hand like it's only natural. Like they belong together. It makes Gen smile.
"Right, right.~"
___
"I'm convinced that you timed this so that you could get me naked right after confessing."
"Why do you think me so damn lecherous?!" Gen gapes at him as they're in the middle of getting dressed after toweling off. "First snooping on Kohaku, now this?! I'll have you know I've seen you naked plenty of times, we iterallylay share the same pool every bath day!"
"Pervert," he snickers as he does up his coat, just because he wants to see Gen's reaction.
"I hate you," Gen deadpans. "I take back everything I said last night."
"Haha, very funny."
"I mean it."
"No you don't."
"Do too."
They fall silent for a while, but he can't find any discomfort in it despite how he has been taunting Gen until the mentalist gew frustrated. Never has. As he's slipping on his shoes, balancing against a tree trunk, Senku notices that Gen, who's sitting on a boulder, is struggling with his hair. Toying with the strands, which have reached a bit past his shoulder, with an irritated look on his face. It's cute.
"Ugh, my bangs have gotten so long," he whines after a while, bringing attention to it just like Senku expected he would. Indirect as always.
"Want a trim?" Senku offers. He does have scissors in his toolbelt, and could use a bit off the top himself.
"I trust you with oh so many things, my love," Gen says, eyeing him dubiously. The pet name makes his heart skip, not for the first time in the past few hours. "Scissors are not one of them."
He rolls his eyes, but fishes in his toolbelt anyway. Holds out a strand of twine, dyed red like what they had used to mark the trees for collecting sap. "Then just tie it back or braid it if it's in the way."
Gen accepts the twine hesitantly. "....I dunno how to tie a braid, dear."
"Then let me do it," he shrugs, holding his hand out for the twine back.
"Why do you know how to braid hair?"
"Believe it or not, Taiju," Senku answers. Gen gives him the piece, watches him with studious eyes as he separates the white strands into three segments. Gen has already combed his bicolored hair after washing it, his hair oil leaving it silky to the touch and fragrant in that way that Senku loves.
"What? Seriously?" he quirks a brow up at him.
"He wanted to learn so he could braid Yuzuriha's for her after she complained about it once, it used to be pretty long. Technically Tsukasa is the one who gave her a haircut, actually," he sighs, remembering the day he effectively died. Gen looks confused, but Senku doesn't elaborate. He can share the details some other time. "He got good enough at it that other girls at school lined up begging him to do their hair, especially if they had dates after class. He was always too nice to turn them down."
"Okay that's really cute, but why do you know how?" Gen asks with a light chuckle.
"....Who do you think he practiced on?"
Gen stares up at him for a long moment before letting out a soft snort. "Oh god, you're gonna kill me-! That entalmay image is too much-!"
"Just stay still so I can do it already," Senku mumbles. As much as he knows in his heart that he loves Gen, that doesn't change how annoying the mentalist could be. Which is a lot.
"Yes chief.~"
The braid comes out pretty decent, considering it's been thousands of years and some change since the last time Senku braided anyone's hair. Taiju would be proud. He ties the red twine into a small bow, no real reason behind the gesture, and for a second has to swallow down his embarrassment. He never realized how well red complimented Gen's complexion. Purple was undoubtedly his color, but red was perhaps a close second.
"It looks wonderful, thank you Senku!~" Gen beams at him after admiring his reflection in the water of the hot springs. Shame I don't have a mirror for him.
"You gotta cut that out," he huffs, trying to hide the heat he feels rising on his already flushed face at the praise. Thanks to the steam emitting from the hot waters of the springs for hiding some of it.
"Do you actually want me to?" Gen asks after a beat, and he doesn't sound upset or anything akin to it. He's giving me room to set a boundary....
"....No," he answers, can't look at the mentalist as he admits it. "Just....not around anyone else."
"Understood.~"
"Thanks...."
"Anything for you, my love."
"That too."
"Alright, alright," Gen giggles behind his sleeve. "I'll do my estbay.~"
On the way back to the village Senku gets distracted talking to Chrome about their plans for the day, and doesn't initially notice when Gen has let go of his hand and fallen behind. Chrome gets pulled away by Kohaku and Suika, allowing Senku to look back into the crowd. Off to the side of the trail he spots Gen and Ruri, the priestess leaning against a boulder as Gen- I thought he didn't know how to braid hair-?
When the two part ways, Ruri has a cheerful look on her face, long blonde locks parted into two braids that sit over her shoulders. It's a nice look on her, and the braids themselves are neat. The ends are tied off with similar rope to what Kohaku uses in her own hair.
"Did you lie just to get me to do your hair for you?" Senku accuses as Gen slides up beside him again, interlocking their hands. Isn't mad, just curious. "Let me guess, you used braids of rope for tricks."
"Hm? Quite the contrary, I omisepray I had no idea how to braid before," Gen replies, and Senku can detect no lie. "While there are plenty of tricks using rope, I have to admit I'm not really that great at them. Card tricks are my specialty.~"
"Then how the fuck?"
"I mean, you did just teach me how."
"You're telling me you learned to braid from watching me do it once," he says, and it's not even a question. The evidence was in front of him.
"What, as if you don't learn things the same way? I've seen how you study my magic tricks. I bet you could put on your own show if you practiced a little.~"
Senku had met staves of interesting and intelligent people throughout his life, had learned from many, but had never really found someone he stood toe to toe with before. Not like this. Wherever the world took them, Gen is exactly who he wants there with him. Is glad they're on the same page about it.
I won't make you wait too long, mentalist. You're not the only selfish one around here….
___
"Come help me modern man, the villagers still don't know enough about science for this one."
"Is that so?~"
When Senku said that as he yanked Gen into the lab by the hood of his coat, he kind of expected it wouldn't be the case at all. And he was right, when they ended up standing over the - tungsten? honey? thing? - for much longer than comfortable. And because Senku is Senku, Gen got to stir the mixture first. It wasn't too bad to begin with, until it started to become grueling and exhausting beyond belief.
"This is worse than any training session I've ever had," he moans in agony at how sore his arms have grown.
"Training for fucking what?" Senku questions, watching him with far too much amusement for Gen's liking. The lab table is covered in chemicals and things Gen doesn't recognize. Just knows this is set to be a long process.
"Climbing up posts twice my height and the sides of buildings isn't exactly a natural illsetskay," he elaborates, knows he's playing into answers Senku was probably searching for for a while now. "I do have some acrobatics training."
"Remember when I asked you if you were hiding any other skills?"
"It's not like it's news, sweetheart. You've already seen what I can do," he laughs, more so at Senku's faint blush. "It helped with performing stunts. You have to be quite flexible to fit into a box."
"Yea, you explained that trick to me," Senku recalls. "You don't come off as the athletic type at all, though. But that's part of the illusion, isn't it?"
"Now you're catching on!" Gen laughs. "I was into hiking too, you know."
"Figured that one out a long time ago."
"Wait, really?" he pauses. Not stirring though, he would probably get yelled at for that one.
"What, actually surprised?" Senku snickers, leaning on the table with his arms crossed, fixing him with a look that stirs butterflies in Gen's chest. "The distance between here and the empire is approximately ninety to one hundred and thirty kilometres. Tsukasa gave you, what, two weeks to get here, confirm my death, and go back? Knowing that, and the fact that he didn't know exactly where the village was located at, you had a fuck ton of ground to cover to find us. It's easy as hell to get lost in these dense woods. Yet you pulled it off like it was nothing to you. without help, then ran all the way back while wounded. It's logical to assume you had some type of wilderness experience. The cherry on top was when you left the trail of petals for Suika to follow. Only someone familiar with nature can think to leave such an inconspicuous trail, which explains how you found your way back to the empire. You left a trail of some kind for yourself to follow back then, too."
Gen almost does pause stirring this time. For all the flirting he's been doing, none of it compares to a display of raw intellect like what Senku can offer. And even more when it's used to unravel Gen's very being. "You-"
"And no, I didn't read that in the biography of your shit books," Senku adds.
"God, that wasn't even in it."
"Oh? Is being a nature man too rugged for your fans?"
"I'm flattered you'd consider me rugged!~" Gen laughs to cover up his embarrassment. "But no, it really didn't fit my imageyay one bit."
"Next thing you're gonna tell me you were into rock climbing and camping," Senku snickers.
"Actually I did try both, but it wasn't for me," Gen admits. "Too messy, too tough on my hands."
"Makes sense," Senku agrees. "So what did you use to leave the trail? Petals? That would be too risky."
"Pebbles," he admits, remembering his mad dash back to the empire. Tree trunks painted with streaks of blood left on his hands. Pain that lingered from a lifetime away.
"Pebbles? How the hell did you track that back?" Senku asks, perplexed.
"I wedged them into branches at eye level."
Senku's eyes widen, impressed. "You're a madman."
"So I've been told!" Gen laughs.
"You're seriously ridiculous, mentalist."
"So are you, dear. I still can't elievebay you don't remember my biography but you remember everything else."
"Does it matter?" Senku shrugs, running a hand through his hair as if still processing Gen's methods. "I've got the real thing in front of me. I don't need a paragraph or two to know who you are."
The words make Gen's heart do backflips, particularly at how genuine the admission was. He fans himself dramatically with his free hand to cover up his reaction. "You're gonna kill me, darling, you're seriously gonna do me in!"
"What, too sappy?" Senku asks, and he can tell it's an attempt at gouging Gen's own boundaries. Appreciates that the scientist is trying to follow his lead in that regard.
"Okay, really," he giggles. "I didn't think you had it in you to flirt. But no, not at all. I quite welcome it.~"
"I told you I don't know what I'm doing, didn't i?" Senku replies with a satisfied smile.
"You did, but I'm starting to doubt you."
"Mentalist, I swear," he huffs.
"My beloved," Gen elaborates. "You could talk about science for hours on end and it would work just fine. No need to put extra effort in."
"Gen, seriously," Senku sighs, reaching his limit with their flirtatious banter. Changes the topic quickly. "When are you gonna stop?"
"Which part?~" Gen teases, because he can.
"You know what I fucking mean."
"Do I, sweetpea?"
" Gen. "
"I'll stop when my arms fall off, my love.~"
"Come on," Senku groans, regret clear on his face. "It's time to switch anyway. And here I thought all that stirring pulp for so many months built up some muscle on those arms."
"I wish! All it's done is leave my shoulders sore and aching."
"You haven't exactly complained."
"No reason to, science has it's payments does it not?~"
Senku just rolls his eyes, giving him the kind of million-watt smile that makes Gen fall just a little deeper in love. "Whatever you say, mentalist."
___
The two of them fall silent for a while, Gen passing him materials when asked, moving with that practiced ease around the lab as always. Senku focuses on what needs to get done, but naturally his thoughts want to wander with how repetitive stirring and monitoring the heat of the mixture quickly becomes. And they do, inevitably, to the only other person in the room.
The previous night is even more of a blur than the days in the caves had been. Not in an unpleasant way, but something about how the words, events, bleed into one another feels comforting. Safe. Knows that this moment will become that way too, thanks to their ever present exhaustion. For someone who prides himself on his memory, Senku can't be mad about it. All his memories with Gen had this soft hue around the edges that made them feel ethereal. As if they weren't of this world at all. As if they were from something made of dreams and whispers, expert lies. It's part of his magic. The very same kind that stole Senku's heart.
A lot had changed in such a short amount of time, words spoken that can't be taken back. Words that change the very direction of their lives. But Senku knows he's exactly where he wants to be, has said exactly what he wants to say. It's new, it's exciting. Something he never anticipated would take over his life, would creep into his heart and find warmth there.
With his hands free, Gen fishes for his notebook out of a random pocket within his coat. Flips it open to a page that looks like it contains the last story Ruri had dictated to him. Starts to make adjustments and annotations where he left off.
His concentration is cute, in a way. Gen doesn't let his expressions shift naturally that often. As open, as himself, as he was around Senku, it seemed like a part of his being that merely operated on reflex - to leave his expression mostly blank and neutral when nothing was going on, never showing his thoughts. But when he's so focused on his work, especially when it's a challenge he enjoys, Senku has noticed that the mask slips away after a while. Reveals Gen's inner mechanics in a way that makes Senku want to tinker, probe at his mind to better understand how the mentalist works. Knows he's basically been given an invitation to do so, if the previous night was anything to go by.
"Say, Gen," Senku starts after a few long minutes of observing the mentalist, that's only echoed by the soft clinking of glass against glass, pencil against paper.
"Hm?"
"You did the fucking math right in front of me, didn't you?" Senku questions, says it with certainty anyway.
"I did what, now?" Gen asks, looking up at him, surprised.
"To calculate my birthday."
"Indeed I did," Gen admits after a small pause, opens the notebook to a page full of his calculations and slides it to Senku somewhat reluctantly. "It was quite oublesometray, you know."
Senku studies the page. It appears to be the math of someone who kind of struggles with numbers, who isn't necessarily good at this kind of thinking - the way some failed attempts are thickly scratched out is telling enough. Yet the correct answer is written carefully, neatly. Methodically. "I'm impressed, mentalist," he whistles, that all too familiar warmth seeping through his body, radiating through his chest. "Ten billion points!"
"Why, thank you.~" Gen smiles at him, and Senku can't help but feel a surge of pride, knowing that Gen did something he clearly hates just for him.
He really loves me….
___
When Senku takes his next turn at stirring, at adding god knows what to the concoction over the burner, Gen sheds his coat for a moment to do a few stretches, focusing on his arms and neck. He usually did them in private, either inside the shed once Senku and Chrome had fallen asleep, or behind the lab where he was blocked from view. But at this rate the most comfortable he's ever felt is in Senku's presence. The scientist watches him openly, without shame, and he can't mind. It's with a studious expression, simply absorbing the information in front of him.
"Feel better?" he asks when Gen is finished.
"A bit, yea," Gen sighs.
"Good, we're not anywhere near done here."
"I figured as much," he says, pulling a stool up to the table. "How long exactly do you think this will take?"
"Probably all day. Maybe all night too."
"Wait what?! "
"We don't have industrial grade mixing equipment, and there's a lot of steps, so."
"God, this is what hell is like isn't it?" Gen groans, slumping against the table, head falling against his open notebook.
"Heh, and here I thought you liked spending time with me," Senku teases.
"See, I do," Gen agrees readily. "But not like this. This is torture, I think, for both of us."
"Buckle in then, cuz it's gonna be a long day."
"Can't believe I fooled myself into inkingthay you meant it when you said you would take it easy," Gen sighs, sitting up and shrugging his coat back on. Goes back to making corrections.
"Don't waste all your energy on that, mentalist."
"You know, you don't have to call me that anymore," Gen says carefully, glancing up at Senku just to see how he'll react.
"Huh?"
"Mentalist. You don't have to," he says softly, setting down his pencil. Watches as a myriad of emotions flicker across Senku's face.
"Do….you want me to stop?" the scientist settles on asking, carefully, as if unsure if they're the right words.
Gen has to smile. "No, not at all. But if you happen to drop it, I wouldn't mind either."
Senku looks like he considers Gen's words carefully. Like he deliberates over it, over his intent. Settles on a simple- "Okay."
"Mh.~"
"Gen?"
"Yes?"
"You-....nevermind," Senku stops himself, looking back at the work in front of him.
"You could try something else," Gen suggests, only drags this out because toying with Senku has always been too easy. "Like boyf-"
"No."
"Aw, come on.~"
"....Later."
"Is that a promise?" Gen asks, isn't quite sure if he means it to come out so needy.
"Gen, for fucks sake," Senku sighs.
"I'll take that as a yes," he says triumphantly, and is glad when he sees red color Senku's features. Teasing him is just too fun, I can never help myself.
Notes:
Okay NOW we're really in the last legs of this fic. Thanks to everyone who has stuck around so far, I've had a lot of fun with this. Not sure exactly how many chapters are left to wrap everything up, but it's not many ♡
Chapter 39: Time
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The tungsten toothpaste really was taking up their whole day, the process to make it refusing to become any easier with each step forward. Even forcing them to take turns when eating lunch to save time. It was tedious, exhausting, and above all else boring as hell. Even for Senku. So of course Gen had devised an entertaining way for them to pass the time - playing a game.
Since one of them constantly had their hands occupied it couldn't be anything like checkers - although Senku is sure there's a board hiding within the lab somewhere he hasn't spotted - but something else had come to Gen's mind that he insisted they couldn't pass up. Senku hadn't totally rejected the idea, much to Gen's excitement, and besides - playing twenty-questions gave them an opportunity to get to know one another better.
Senku knows they understand each other on a fundamental level, that their feelings are on par, but as far as their pasts go there were plenty of stories to tell and tidbits to recount. Whole lifetime's worth of adventures from another place, another world, that doesn't exist anymore. Ones that Senku has slowly grown comfortable sharing more freely. And it seems so has Gen, much to Senku's surprise. While he just struggled being open in general, Gen was the cautious type, always holding his cards as close as possible. So for Gen to suggest they play something like this, that seemed silly and entirely superficial, made Senku feel trusted.
"Okay, my turn," Gen hums, drumming his fingers on his chin. "This probably doesn't apply to you, so feel eefray to skip it, but I am curious if you had one. Your childhood crush?"
Senku considers the question for a moment, gives in to answering, albeit reluctantly, much to Gen's obvious surprise. "It wasn't exactly a crush, but I guess the closest I can think of, uh. Okay, don't laugh at me for this. I really admired Niel Alden Armstrong."
Gen visibly has to fight to suppress the giggles that threaten to spill out, covering his mouth with his hand, something that makes Senku roll his eyes. "Did both of us just have abysmally inappropriate and outlandish crushes as children?"
"What was yours?"
"....Harry Houdini."
"He's been dead for so long though," Senku laughs, imagining a younger Gen looking up to a famous historical figure much as he had. It's something he wasn't expecting them to have in common yet made absolute perfect sense.
"And yours was like, what, ninety?" Gen laughs with him.
"He was in his seventies when I was a kid," Senku snorts.
"God, we sure were oddballs huh?"
"Yea, you could say that," Senku agrees. Thinks that, just maybe, it's part of why they get along so well.
"I read his biography back and forth so many times," Gen sighs, fondly.
"Trust me, I did the same," Senku says when they both settle down, considering his turn. Smirks at the mentalist when an idea strikes. "Okay, how about this - criminal record?"
Gen hesitates for a moment, shoots Senku an apologetic look. "Maybe."
"Maybe? How's it a maybe?" the scientist chuckles, eyeing him curiously.
"I had a bit of a rebellious asephay in middle school," Gen explains, sheepishly recalling his youth as he stirs and stirs and stirs, the motion becoming too nauseating for either of them to focus directly on after so many hours. "I had just about mastered sleight of hand, and may or may not have become a bit of a pickpocket...."
"Gen what the fuck? Please don't tell me you got arrested for that," Senku groans at the story he's telling. At the mental image of Gen's thievery, reaching into stranger's bags and back pockets to take god knows what.
"To be fair, if I ever did get arrested, at least I can get out of the handcuffs," Gen points out with a smirk, wiggling his free wrist.
"Well hey, this time we can rewrite the laws ourselves," Senku laughs, thinking of how ridiculous his own statement sounds.
"So how about you?"
"Hey now, you haven't actually answered the question!" Senku points out.
"I absolutely did!" Gen insists.
"Gen."
"Okay, fine, fine, I did get caught at some point," the mentalist admits with a pout. "All I got was a slap on the wrist, thankfully."
"That's a relief. And it really explains your sticky fingers," Senku says with a mild glare.
"I have no idea what you mean!~"
"Don't play dumb with me, I know when you steal stuff from the lab," he says, remembering all the times he had found the contents of his log book had been discreetly altered, and the items on the shelving carefully rearranged to appear as if nothing was missing. "You can just ask when you want something, you know. The worst I can do is say no."
"Now where's the fun in that?~" Gen winks at him devilishly. "So do you have a record, too?"
"I trespassed onto private property to set off model rockets, and more than once I launched them in public parks. That tends to get you in a lot of trouble with the law," Senku answers, recalling his misadventures with Taiju that got them both in heaps of trouble, especially with a very disgruntled Byakuya.
"Great, leaders of the new world and we're both criminals!" Gen exclaims cheerily.
"I said we could rewrite the laws, didn't I? It's fine," Senku waves off with a chuckle.
"I'm not sure if I trust either of us to handle that, darling," Gen says.
"Isn't that supposed to be entirely your job, though? You're the one building a court, aren't you?"
"I told you my manager would make a horrible judge, didn't I?"
"I thought she was your lawyer!" Senku jabs. Can't stop himself from laughing at how Gen nearly drops the beaker he picks up.
"I can't keep my story aightstray, at this rate I'm bound to get put behind bars!" Gen splutters indignantly, all part of the gag.
"Don't worry, I'll find a way to bail you out," Senku reassures as their laughter echoes through the lab. Wonders, for a moment, if they're even getting anything done at this rate. Yet can't seem to care, so long as he gets to see Gen happy and laughing, carefree. That sound like a bell that makes him feel warm. A sound, a moment, a memory, Senku wants to live in forever. Knows that he can't. Yet knows that once it ends a new one will start, on and on and on for as long as they have on this earth.
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Being an annoying ass can count as a love language, can't it? Gen is starting to think so. Especially as he tries to braid the lock of straw-dry hair he holds in his hands. "If you stop squirming I'll get this done faster, my love!"
"I can't exactly stop stirring, Gen!" Senku barks, yelping in pain as his hair is yanked to and fro. Not that Gen is trying to hurt him intentionally, but the scientist isn't exactly making it easy for either of them.
"Oh god-" Gen gasps as he manages to finish tying the end of the second braid adorning Senku's head. "You said Taiju practiced on you, but braids look awful on you-"
"I never said it looked good!"
Gen can hardly hold himself up, laughing too hard, clutching at his abdomen and gasping for air. "I should have insisted you keep using my hair oil-!"
"What good was that gonna do?!" Senku glares at him, trying to catch a glimpse of his reflection on a beaker.
"Maybe make this easier!" Gen laughs, tries to sit back down as his knees grow weak, but misses his stool and instead falls hard on the floor, knocking what little air is left in his lungs right out. "Fuck-!"
"Shit! Gen, are you okay-?!" Senku exclaims, worried eyes glancing between the burner and Gen, as if trying to figure out how to help without ruining long hours of labor.
"Hey guys, just bringing you dinner real quick-" a voice says from the open door flap, cuts off at the sight of them fooling around. Gen looks up to see a very confused Chrome staring at them, trying to figure out what's happening. "-Uh!"
"Shit, uh-" Senku splutters.
"Chrome, oh god-" Gen starts as he sees his perplexed expression, and is just sent further into hysterics.
"Uh, nice hair, Senku," Chrome says awkwardly, setting their dinner on the edge of the lab table. Glances between Gen, Senku, and the entryway. "I'll uh, I'll just go-"
Chrome makes a speedy exit, only serving to worsen Gen's laughter. "Oh god- Senku-chan I'm- I'm so sorry-!"
"I'm gonna kill you and no one's ever gonna find the body," the scientist threatens through gritted teeth, glaring down at him. "Take the fuckint braids out. Right now."
"I thought you antedway a trim?~" Gen snickers as he struggles back to his feet, supporting himself against the table.
"....You okay?" Senku asks with a small hint of concern, holding Gen's elbow with his free hand to steady him.
"A little bit bruised, but I'll live," he reassures.
"Great. Take them out. Now."
"Hm, I dunno…!~"
"Gen."
"At least let me trim your ends like you asked!"
It takes a little back and forth, and a well deserved break for both of them to eat while their meals are still hot, for Senku to agree to the haircut Gen had insisted he could handle giving him. As much as he wasn't interested in scissors going anywhere near his own hair, Senku had been receptive to the idea before Chrome caught them messing around like school children.
"Don't take too much off-!" Senku warns, tense with hesitation after Gen has undone the braids and brandished the scissors.
"Whoops-" Gen replies with a dramatic snip.
"Gen what the hell?!"
"I didn't do anything asticdray, I promise!" he laughs, holding the lock of hair out so Senku can see he's being honest. "I have to ask, though - how do your ends turn this shade of green? I know for a fact you're a natural blonde."
"That's a fucking rude question, mentalist," Senku says, irritation clear in his tone.
"Hey, I said I would cut it," Gen defends, getting back to snipping the green tips down a bit. "I never said I would be nice about it!~"
"I hate you."
"No you don't.~"
___
They both laugh into the long hours of the night, exchanging stories, the things they find funny growing more and more ridiculous as time stretches endlessly on ahead of them. Senku does feel a bit bad for putting Gen through all of this, knowing that the mentalist hasn't gotten proper rest in quite a while, but doesn't think he could have ever gotten through this process alone. Especially since he needs Chrome busy at work with Kaseki elsewhere. Is even more glad that, while Gen could have easily found excuses to leave several times throughout the day, he's stayed regardless. Hasn't even once pretended he intends to leave.
"Senku-chan, I'm losing all the ounces of sanity I have left. We've ardlyhay slept any this entire week," Gen whines, high pitched, head nestled in his folded arms on the table, bangs he's taken out of his own braid pooling haphazardly every which way.
"You're welcome to head to bed, mentalist, I can handle things here," Senku offers, stifling his own yawn. While they are closer to being finished, it would take some more hours of work. But he can spare the mentalist the trouble. Is more accustomed to pulling this type of all-nighter than Gen.
"It's fine," Gen replies, burying his head further into the sleeves of his coat.
"Gen, it's okay, you can go. It's just past four in the morning," Senku insists.
"I'm fine right here, darling," Gen says, almost a whisper. They had long since closed the door flaps of the lab against the cold once it grew totally dark outside, relying now on strings of lightbulbs to illuminate the space. Nowhere near as bright as in the old world, but enough to keep them working. A golden glow that makes Gen look like something out of a painting, ethereal and still, shoulders rising slowly with his breathing. Looks like he has always been perched here, yet all the same as if he doesn't belong. Still, the lab is cold, and the glass tabletop is no place to fall asleep.
"Gen, go rest," he insists again, more quietly.
"Not until you're done," Gen mumbles, voice growing distant with sleep.
"Why are you so damn stubborn?"
"I'm still helping you enjoyyay what's left of your birthday, my love," Gen yawns. "Since you're too stubborn to take the day off."
The words hit Senku head on like a truck, almost making him knock over the beaker he's reaching for. It hadn't occurred to him once that all of Gen's pleading for him to rest that morning, to take a proper break, was in a sense a part of his gift. Part of his celebration, part of Gen's desire to become that much closer. It strikes up distant memories, ones that Senku had been holding at bay since realizing it was his birthday while he was still in the cave system with Chrome and Magma - he never lost count of the seconds, after all.
Memories of Byakuya waking him up at dawn with cake and balloons, gifts of silly shirts and new lab equipment wrapped in space themed paper. Of Yuzuriha throwing a scarf over his shoulders just outside of the school gate, insisting it didn't take her long at all to make. Of Taiju brandishing three tickets for the latest science fiction movie, loudly proclaiming he knew Senku would enjoy it while the three of them had lunch, enthusiastic for class to end so they could go have fun. Of his family making sure that his day wasn't spent just like any other, holed up in a lab. But that, instead, it was spent making memories, with his loved ones right by his side.
And that's precisely what Gen was trying to do too. The observatory was the grandest gift anyone had ever given him without a shadow of a doubt. The most thoughtful, the most extravagant. But Gen's real gift was his time. Sure, Senku is the one who dragged him to work, but Gen let himself be pulled into it. Made sure their time together was spent having fun, goofing off, even while they worked. Playing silly games and telling stories of a life long left behind. Making new memories. Because in this stone world, that was perhaps the kindest thing anyone could give him. The most generous.
You call yourself selfish, but I don't think you truly realize how selfless you are, Gen….
It's all Senku can do to send him to the corner of the lab with a spare pelt. And while it's not the most comfortable place, tucked between the drying racks and the shelving - and despite his insistence that he wouldn't fall asleep - Gen subcomes to exhaustion eventually anyway. Falls into a quiet slumber, face relaxing as he finally gets the rest he well deserves.
So much had changed between them. Yet all the same, nothing had. No, nothing had changed at all. And Senku wouldn't have it any other way.
Notes:
I do mean it that this fic is ending soon BUT my drafts for the upcoming chapters have gotten uncomfortably long for my taste, so instead of posting ridiculously long chapters I've decided to cut all of them in half to flow with the overall average word count of past chapters. So do with that what you will lmao
PS: Bestie I promise I did NOT add a haircut scene bc you told me you were getting one I'm just psychic ♡
Chapter 40: Assumptions about us
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Gen can't get out of the village fast enough.
Senku had sent him out to gather coal cinders from the stoves within the huts, which was quite messy, and as he was washing off his hands to take the materials back to Senku he had been immediately cornered by an all too pushy Kohaku and Ruri asking questions that he struggled to bypass. Gen had been far too exhausted to mingle over the past week since Senku's birthday, turning in for bed early and skipping out on socializing as much as he normally did. He'd had one too many sleepless nights, what with the observatory and all that, then the tedious work on the tungsten toothpaste. Especially since Gen was generally tasked with babysitting their young busy bees these days since his paper production had ground to a halt when winter started, and those kids demanded a lot of his attention. So he was desperately trying to catch up on rest. And coerce Senku into following suit, but that wasn't exactly working. He'd kept Gen up for several long hours prattling off ideas instead of even considering sleep. So dodging the sisters took Gen more energy than it normally would have.
After dropping off the container full of coal cinders beside the lab, he slips within to escape the cold. Is glad to see his pseudo-lover there, working on god knows what on the table. "Senku-chan, are they driving you as insane as they are me?!"
"I'm gonna go with yes," Senku groans, not looking up from whatever has him busy, not even asking what Gen means. "What fucking gives?"
Gen pulls up a stool, rests his head in his folded arms. "They think that you're my boyfriend since Ruri and Kohaku kinda figured out I intended to onfesscay with the whole observatory business."
Senku grimaces at his words, a light pink blush coloring his cheeks. As much as the scientist was receptive to Gen's attention, he certainly wasn't to the gossip and assumptions of others. "Then fucking tell them the truth so they'll leave us alone. Chrome tried to get it out of me this morning, I can't deal with this shit right now."
"See, I would do that, but I don't really know how to tell them 'Senku-chan and I are waiting to make it official until sometime after, you know, the war ends'!"
Senku rolls his eyes, sighs heavily, and fixes him with a glare when Gen lifts his head. It's only ruined by that blush. "Isn't that your area of expertise, mentalist? Figure something out."
"You're insufferable."
"So are you."
"You love me.~"
"Never said that."
"Haha, very funny," Gen replies, eyeing whatever Senku has in front of him. "Working with Chrome today, I suspect?"
"Mh, gonna use those coal cinders you brought out for the plastic."
"I still can't quite wrap my head around that, but yea alright," he hums. "And you needed, what was it, tree sap for this too? I don't exactly get it."
"Come on, it's not that complicated," Senku chuckles, but doesn't elaborate on the process.
"Sure, to you."
"You collected the latest batch of sap this morning right?"
"Yup. With Kinro," Gen emphasis. Absolutely intends to put as much distance between himself and Ginro as possible for the rest of their lives.
"Okay good," the scientist laughs, turning to his shelving and bringing out a heavy looking container of materials. "You're gonna be busy today too, you're making batteries."
Gen thought, before, that he had gotten used to all of Senku's outlandish plans, but he doesn't seem to have a grip on it just yet. "Right, batteries...."
"I'll show you how to make one, then you can take it from there," Senku grins, something downright evil that tells Gen he's in for a long day.
"Just one?"
"You only need to see it once, don't you, mentalist?"
"Ah, using that against me I see," he sighs.
"Hey, at least it's nothing complicated."
"You owe me again, I think."
"The fuck do you want now?" Senku asks, and looks like he immediately regrets it.
Gen hadn't exactly planned to ask for payment of any kind, but he can't help himself. He taps his lips. "Something sweet, my love.~"
Senku's face all but catches on fire. "Gen-"
"I'm only okingjay, sweetheart," he laughs, feeling energized at the reaction he gets. "I'd never use affection as payment for work, I'm not that horrible. But if you do want to give me one, I wouldn't mind.~"
"Have I told you you're an annoying ass? Because I don't think I've said that enough," Senku glares.
"You have, plenty of times," Gen says as a matter-of-factly. Senku shows him how to make the battery once he calms down, and really it isn't anything complicated. Once is enough for him to understand the process, thankfully. "This seems easy enough."
"Good, I wrote it down in case you forget anything so you won't have to come ask. Go find somewhere else to work," Senku says, pushing the materials towards him. "Chrome and I need the lab."
"Roger that!~" Gen chirps, standing and hoisting the container into his arms.
"Oh, and Gen?" Senku calls out.
He pauses, turns to the scientist. "Yes, dear?"
Senku looks like he hesitates, looks away sheepishly, and part of Gen knows what's coming. Still, when Senku comes around the lab table and presses a timid kiss to his cheek, the amount of joy he feels is unparalleled. "Get to work, mentalist," Senku mumbles.
"Gladly, my love.~"
___
When he sees Gen next, Senku was just about to bring Ruri to the hut the mentalist had retreated to work at, hoping to check on him and give him an extra set of hands to get everything done. He hadn't exactly told Gen how many batteries he needs, and he absolutely expects some complaints thrown his way. What Senku isn't expecting though, is to hear him singing. And while Senku knew that Gen had a habit of humming while he worked, at exactly sixty beats per minute no less, he had never once imagined that Gen could sing.
It makes both him and Ruri pause at the entryway, looking in with surprise. Or well, Ruri looks surprised but Senku has to fight down his embarrassment. The song is so fucking stupid....but his voice-
"Should we not interrupt...?" Ruri asks quietly, eyes flickering between Gen and the manganese batteries in his hands.
Senku isn't quite sure how to respond, till he hears Gen speaking to himself. "Well this wasn't as terrible a project as I imagined...."
And Senku can't help himself. "Great, I need you to make eight hundred of those," he calls into the hut, making the mentalist jump.
"Eight hundred?!" Gen shrieks, whipping around to look at him in shock.
"Yup. Get to it," Senku has to laugh.
" Erribletay! "
"Together we can definitely do it," Ruri tries to reassure as she slinks into the hut. But the damage has been done, Gen watches him as he leaves with his jaw practically on the floor.
Just because I love him doesn't mean I have to be nice about it. There's no such thing as special treatment when it comes to science.
But as Senku goes back to work with Chrome and Kaseki, the sound of Gen's singing clings to his thoughts.
___
"You know, ormallynay I would be happy to spend a day working by your side," Gen says slowly, eyeing Ruri over his work. The priestess had been glancing at him not too discreetly for the past hour since her arrival. "But right now I have the sneaking suspicion you asked Senku-chan to work with me today on purpose. Tell me, what's on your mind....?"
Ruri looks up at him properly, letting out a breath she was holding. "Gen you- and Senku- the observatory-'' she says, stumbling over herself in a way that makes Gen laugh despite knowing exactly where this is going. ".....Did you tell him?"
"Who's to say?" Gen shoots back playfully.
"Aw, Gen, come on!" Ruri practically pleads.
"Hey now, I'm not the only one enamored around here," he teases, not for the first time. "When do you plan to do anything, hm?~"
"I- you know I can't-!" Ruri exclaims, looking anywhere but at him, blush rising on her cheeks.
"Can't, or won't?" he questions carefully. Giving Ruri the occasional pep talk had done wonders on her self esteem, but he hadn't exactly weaseled her crush out of her in her own words. But after how persistent Ruri and her sister had been earlier in the day, Gen thinks it's about time he gives her a taste of her own medicine.
"....Can't," Ruri says quietly, eyes landing on her lap.
"Why's that?" he pries gently.
"There's so much that needs to happen before I could even entertain the idea," she says slowly, quietly. Gentle voice laced with sorrow. The words are all too familiar to Gen.
And because of that, he knows exactly what to do. "I'm not the estbay person to take advice from when it comes to love," he says, doing his best to catch her eye past the curtain of her golden hair. "But I will say this. Leaving things unsaid is a poison on the soul."
"Gen...."
"You love him, no?"
Ruri nods, ever so slightly. "But I can't-"
"Not can't. Won't," he corrects gently. "Ruri, your world, your entire life , has been flipped on its head. It makes you scared for the future, doesn't it?"
"I never thought I would have one," Ruri replies, voice distant. Lost to another time, when illness, death, ruled her life.
"But you've been given a new start," Gen reminds her, thinking of all the effort that went into saving her from an otherwise certain death. "Wouldn't it be a shame to waste that?"
"Gen, I can't possibly do that," Ruri says in lieu of actually answering him. "He has so many important things to deal with first."
"Are you willing to wait?" he asks.
Ruri finally looks up at him again with a rare passion, a fire, lit within her aqua eyes. "Yes. As long as it takes."
"Then tell him as much."
"But-"
"Not for his sake, not to distract him, not to make him decide. For you. For your sake."
"Is that what you did....?"
"Ruri, I guarantee you, everything I say is for my own sake," he chuckles, because it's true. Everything I did was for you. But everything I said was for me. I'm the most selfish man on earth, after all.
___
That night as they're getting ready to sleep, upstairs in the observatory because that simply feels right, Senku still hasn't been able to shake the sound of Gen's singing from his mind. Exactly how much of himself is he hiding? Or is it just something I never noticed-?
Senku is lost in his thoughts as he changes out of his coat, hanging it on a hook by the door, exhaustion heavy on his body. All of their belongings have been moved up here already over the last few days, thankfully. As much as Chrome had bitched and moaned that Gen had fucked with his shed, technically it belonged to Senku anyway. But he's since taken the lower level, comfortable to have space to himself back. Senku can't mind it either, there's more space up here anyway thanks to the slant of the walls, even though it's a tad colder than the first floor. Better suited for himself and Gen.
Plus, the mentalist had the foresight to add a stove to this space. No more buckets of coal to risk tripping over. Aside from the movable roof and the telescope, this was a practical place to live. Built in shelving curved along one side, with a small desk sat right below. When the hell Gen had the time to get Kaseki to make all this is still a mystery to Senku. But he's grateful. Even on days when the snowfall is too strong to spend any time outdoors, which will surely hit soon, he can still sit at the desk and get work done.
Their bed - something he's still getting used to, it's not exactly the same as pushing two bed rolls together or just sharing the same one - is on a raised pallet. Gen sits at it loosening the tie of his obi, only pausing here and there to yawn.
"That tired?" Senku asks, sitting beside him to take off his shoes.
"Please, you kept me plenty busy today," Gen grumbles. "Those batteries are so edioustay."
"At least you had help," he points out. Senku focuses on changing out of his clothes, tossing his undershirt aside somewhere once he gets the front untied, as it can get quite hot beneath the pelts, what with two people wedged together and a fire going. The rustling of their clothes, and Gen's yawns, are the only sounds for a while.
For several of the past nights the two of them have stayed up to ridiculous hours just talking or playing checkers despite being tired, Senku bouncing ideas off Gen, but tonight they're both far too worn out. The work is clearly catching up to Gen, but it's catching up to him too. Senku is exhausted and desperate for sleep. They curl into bed wordlessly. He's once again glad for the privacy when Gen curls up against his back, pulling Senku in against his chest. As comfortable as they had gotten sleeping like this starting somewhere around when Gen had fallen sick - or was it the first festival? Senku can't remember. It was awkward for him whenever Chrome was in the room too. Gen had respected that, but now that they had their own space he had gone right back to clinging to Senku every night. It was comforting, safe.
Until he feels something cold slipping along his bare abdomen, seeking warmth. "Gen, stop it," he protests. "Your fucking hands are freezing-"
"Easeplay, Senku," Gen mumbles into his neck. "You're so warm...."
"Mentalist, what the fuck," Senku hisses as Gen tightens his grip. "Knock it off."
"No," Gen replies, pulling him closer. Finds Senku's legs under their pelts and presses his cold feet against his bare skin.
" Gen holy fuck you're freezing ," he whines, trying to pull away. Unfortunately for him Gen is just a hair stronger, enough to hold him in place if nothing else.
"Please, my love, you're a furnace in comparison to me," Gen replies.
"Let go, you're way too fucking cold, I can't sleep like this," Senku groans, struggling to get out of his grip. It just makes Gen dig his icy cold fingers into Senku's sides, dragging a strangled sound out of him.
" Oh-? "
"Gen. No."
"Senku, sweetheart, are you erhapspay ticklish?" Gen asks slowly, poking at the same spot, getting another yelp out of him. "Right here?~"
"Gen, don't you fucking dare," he warns, knows there's no bite behind his words.
"Or what?~" Gen purrs into his ear, making him shiver. Digs his fingers into that spot under his ribs again.
"Gen- stop-!"
"So you can tickle me, but I can't tickle you? How unfair!" Gen whines, definitely doesn't stop, makes Senku squirm uncomfortably.
"That was forever ago, mentalist! Stop!" Senku pleads.
"Consider this revenge, then, my love.~"
"Stop-"
He manages to kick Gen's legs away, but the mentalist doesn't give up. Lifts himself up so he's hovering over Senku, enough to reach his other side and dig into the matching spot below his ribs that makes Senku absolutely howl, recoiling even though there's nowhere to go. Tries to kick at Gen but only manages to knock the mentalist off balance, sending Gen barreling into his chest.
" Oof- "
" Jeez Gen- "
"Sorry, sorry.~"
"You aren't. Not even a little," Senku groans, trying to regain control of his breathing.
"No, no I'm not," Gen admits as he sits up, easily slipping his leg over Senku's middle so he's practically straddling him, the pallet creaking in protest beneath them at the movement.
"Gen don't you da-"
"I'm not sorry at all," Gen croons, digging into the tender spot below his ribs again, using his own body to pin Senku in place.
"No- no- no-!" Senku shrieks, undignified, head falling back as laughter spills out of him.
Gen laughs too, a sound that's maniacal and unhinged. "Now I've got you right where I want you!~"
"Gen-" Senku gasps, struggling to get any words out. "Please-"
But the mentalist doesn't heed his plea, stares down at him with mirth in his eyes. Leans in and attacks Senku's face, neck, any bit of exposed skin with feather light kisses and raspberries that only add to his laughter, overwhelm him. Render him weak under the onslaught. "So cute.~"
And Senku could push him off, they're close enough to the edge of the bed that one well placed shove would send Gen right off the edge, onto the floor. But he doesn't. Can't bring himself to. Senku refuses to admit it, but each wiggle of Gen's fingers scares away all the tension and stress that's left in his body. It's an unorthodox way of getting him to relax - because he's sure this was never once about Gen seeking warmth - and he hates, loves, that it's working.
When Gen really does back off, he presses the final kiss to Senku's lips, taking away what air is left in his lungs. Smiles down at him, satisfied. "Better?~"
"Shut up."
"You love me."
"I never said that," Senku sighs as Gen rolls off with a giggle, tucks himself against Senku's side, and pulls the pelts back into place.
And he hasn't, not out loud. Not yet. But he plans to. When the time is right.
___
"I don't get it. Why does he keep looking at us like that?" Senku questions over breakfast the next morning, quiet so their conversation doesn't drift out of the lab.
"Oh. Oh no," Gen bemoans, looking up to catch the curious glances from the fire pit he sees peaking into the lab occasionally. Mostly from Kohaku, who surely connected the dots, but also from Chrome who looks exhausted beyond belief.
"Huh?
"Senku-chan, my love, apple of my eye," Gen sighs deeply, regarding his porridge with regret. "Remember last night?"
"Yea?"
"They think we're sleeping together," he says, raising his brows suggestively in hopes the message will come across without having to say it directly. Doesn't want to accidentally catch the attention of anyone outside. For all that he and Senku stuck to Japanese when they were alone, their friends were getting quite good at picking out tidbits of their conversations.
"Wh- oh," Senku pauses, recognition falling over his face. "Fucking ew."
"Wonderful choice of words," Gen rolls his eyes, realizing where he went wrong the previous night. "Chrome's room is right below ours, he surely misunderstood."
"....does that bother you?" Senku asks hesitantly, looking away.
"Which artpay?" Gen asks carefully.
"That we- that I don't-"
Realization dawns on him before Senku can formulate the words. Makes him smile softly. "You're asexual, darling, and I simply could not give a fuck if you ever want to or not."
"Wait seriously?" Senku asks, meeting his eyes with surprise.
"Yea?"
"Oh," Senku gapes, as if it's not the answer he expected. And it makes Gen realize he never particularly made this known before. That, well, they never quite properly addressed this. Better late than never I suppose.
"Senku, I love you. You have obvious boundaries and I'm going to respect those. And also I literally don't care," Gen explains with a shrug, not bothering to beat around the bush for this. Knowing a direct answer is best. Senku looks at him as if he's grown two heads, which would be amusing if it wasn't a little disappointing to think that Senku had any types of doubts about this aspect of their to-be relationship. But Gen is Gen, so he punctuates the next part with a wink, just because he can. "That said, if you're ever interested, then we cross that bridge when we get there.~"
"....Dunno if that'll happen," Senku says quietly after seeming to absorb his words, clearly trying and failing to fight off an incredibly deep blush.
Gen is just happy to see his message got across well. "That's fine too, my love.~"
They fall silent for a few minutes wherein Gen has to resist the urge to mess with Chrome, to shoot flirty looks towards the clearing. Decides against the idea, more so because Kohaku would have his head if she figured out it was merely a prank. Then again, Gen has taken far greater risks for much smaller rewards.
"Why do I get the impression you got around a lot," Senku says into the silence, more of a statement than a question.
"Why do I get the impression you have a dirtier mind than I do, really Senku-chan!" Gen exclaims with a dramatic gasp.
"You're an asshole, you know that?"
"I'm not the uderay one here! This isn't exactly something I expected to talk about over porridge first thing in the morning!"
"You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to, mentalist. You know that," Senku says, tapping his spoon against the rim of his bowl. Gen feels a flutter in his chest at the reassurance.
"I'll humor you. This onceyay I think I can blame show business," Gen sighs deeply, recalling his colorful past with exasperation. Senku looks surprised at his honesty, but really Gen doesn't see a reason to hide this anymore, not now. All his best cards have been played, after all. "Parasocial relationships are a poisonous thing, especially when people assume they can use you as a gateway to fame. Which becomes exhausting once the appeal fades."
The scientist smiles at him, lopsided, in a way Gen can tell is an apology, perhaps for bringing this up at all. Is appreciative of it, when Senku changes the tone of the conversation. "What, give up on that harem already?"
"You're gonna kill me one of these days," Gen laughs.
"Do you think he got any sleep?" Senku asks afer a beat, glancing back outside where Chrome looks entirely depleted of energy. Kohaku just looks amused.
"Obablypray not."
"Heh. Should we do that again? Just to fuck with him?" Senku suggests, seeming to have read his mind, a maniacal grin spreading on his face. Gen can't help but mirror it.
"Is tormenting Chrome technically an invitation to tickle you?"
"Who said you would be tickling me ?"
"Oh, you're on.~"
Notes:
Sorry to do this so close to the end, but I'll be going on a brief hiatus for 1 week! I have some things in my personal life to take care of, and need to focus my energy elsewhere for the time being. That said, I do plan to keep writing during that time so look forward to the final chapters when I return! ♡
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Chapter 41: Siren song
Notes:
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Chapter Text
The phone finally being completed, the tungsten filament coming together thanks to everyone's efforts, feels like closing the page on one incredibly long and tedious chapter of their lives. One full of extreme highs and lows, full of impossible feats and a long chain of tiny miracles that made this all possible. Of hard work and impossibly long days. All spent side by side with people Senku finally feels comfortable calling a family. Kinro, Ginro, Kaseki, Suika, Kohaku, Ruri, Chrome, everyone. Yet as much as he owes to every single person in this village for pitching in, he owes the most to Gen.
Gen, who ensured their survival by risking his own life more than once. Gen who had effectively died for this. Gen who was always there to raise morale. Who was always paying attention to everyone's emotional state and ready to step in and console them as needed. Who was always taking care of the elderly and children. Who was carrying perhaps as large an emotional burden as Senku himself. Larger, maybe, if he thinks on it too long.
Gen, who Senku doesn't think he could have done any of this without. Gen, who stands beside him every step of the way. Who is right there next to him when Chrome's idiotic voice comes through the landline, breaking down one of the largest barriers Senku at one point wasn't sure they would be able to cross - sound .
"It's just like a speaker!"
"Not 'like' a speaker, it is a speaker. A mic and a speaker both change sound to electronic waves back and forth, so they are essentially the same-" Senku starts to explain. Pauses as her words catch up to him. "Ruri....what did you say just now? 'It's like a speaker'...?!"
"So then this is a bee?!"
"It's a bee! A bee! A bee!"
"A bee...?" Gen remarks, watching the children with as much confusion on his face as Senku feels.
"Er, well, speaker is the name of a species of bee...." Ruri explains timidly.
"What? How the hell did that happen?!"
Ruri's voice changes instantly from her usual shy demeanor to something more solemn, more serious, as she tells them the story of "Speaker" the bee. And as she talks, even Gen, who has easily heard a dozen tales by now, seems deeply perplexed at what this one means. Senku can't seem to wrap his head around it, and starts to wonder if there was some kind of misunderstanding or if the meaning of certain words changed too much for this to make sense anymore.
It's Gen who notices something Senku doesn't. Gen, who starts to unravel the story, his thought process, out loud. A tone that grabs the attention of even the smallest set of ears in the room. Until Gen reaches his conclusion, with so much certainty that Senku is about knocked off his feet. "....What's more, it's story number fourteen. Which can be read as 'ishi' . Or we can just read it as 'one-four' . That's your birthday, isn't it Senku-chan?"
When their eyes meet, the epiphany hits hard, takes all reason he has left away. All Senku can do is sprint out of the hut, towards the graveyard, the other villagers on his tail. Senku hasn't come out this way since winning the grand bout. Hasn't taken the time to grieve, to pay respects, much as Gen had pointed out so many months ago when the floodgates of his emotions burst and the mentalist had to pick up the pieces for him. But this one thing demands he visit the grave, like a neon sign flashing above the hill. A beacon designed just for him.
" 'Disc', 'speaker', 'speaking with a needle'," Senku recalls the story as he holds the piece of glass found within the false gravestone in his hand, it's blue tint shimmering in the light, an unsung oasis awaiting discovery. He laughs, broken, filled with shock and awe. "Makes you think of something, doesn't it?"
Behind him, the pieces fall into place for the mentalist too. He surges forward, snatches the disc out of his hands with a flourish. "It's.... a record! "
___
Hearing Lilian's voice strikes a chord within Gen he didn't even realize was there. He forgets, sometimes, that he's in the throngs of history. That his own footfalls are monumental in the grand scheme of humanity. That he's a pioneer of the future. But that sound of her voice, of her hope for tomorrow, takes him back to another place. One where music played over the radio, on the speakers inside shops. Where the sounds of life were abundant and rich. So rich that they became background noise, easily forgotten, easily ignored. Gen used to go hiking to get away from all that noise, yet these days the world is far more silent. Far more still, the sounds of nature dominating the voices of humanity. He had grown oh so used to it.
And yet all the same, as Gen is washed in this sorrow, for something long lost, the people around him are experiencing another emotion altogether. It's as if they're seeing snow for the first time. Glee, bright and new and unsullied by wild expectations. Pure joy in the most raw form he has ever witnessed. Hope in its most unadulterated and truest shape. Byakuya and Lilian made sure to preserve that. Made sure that Senku wouldn't forget what he's fighting tooth and nail for.
And he doesn't look at all like he's forgotten.
As much as Gen has worked to wash away all the guilt and worry that Senku feels, this expression of awe and wonder around them upturns something within the scientist that Gen can see brewing in his eyes. The villagers have all agreed to this war, to restore what was once lost now that they've had a taste of the past, but the scientist still carries the entire burden. Gen knows his words can only offer so much, but it's worth trying to reassure him anyway. "Your guilt over throwing them into this war, that hesitation," Gen says quietly, words slipping under the hubbub created by the excited crowd. "Perhaps....even that has disappeared, right?"
"Heh, nope," Senku says beside him, hands shaking at his sides in a way that betrays his otherwise cool composure. "I never had any to begin with."
Gen knows by those words that there will be fallout later, when they're alone, but he's ready to catch Senku no matter how hard he falls.
The fall doesn't come right away, but by then Gen has an idea. One that hits him in the middle of the afternoon some uneventful days later, as Lilian's voice rings through the clearing, emanating from the lab as the villagers enjoy her song while they work on building the second phone. One that just might work, thanks to poor sound quality and a skill Gen possesses that he never realized he could use like this. It's incredibly far-fetched, but this might just be our winning ticket, Senku.
___
"Just come in already. You've got something to say, right?" Senku says to the form hovering on the ladder outside the doorway, not taking his eyes off the telescope. Senku does Gen the service of keeping his back turned as the mentalist enters the observatory. Knows that whatever is coming, he's trying to shroud in his usual theatrics. Might as well play along.
"Long day, huh?" Gen says nonchalantly, poking his head in front of the telescope. Forces Senku to pry his eyes away from the lens and actually look up at him. "I couldn't bear for our more purehearted souls to earhay this, you see. Like Kinro and Kokuyo."
Senku catches his drift easily enough. Whatever Gen is up to, he was waiting for the right moment. "Heh, something tells me that your scheme's gotta be pretty nasty."
"Sharp as ever! All we need is the record and two phones. If all goes well, Tsukasa-chan's empire will be ours without any bloodshed, and we can save all seven-billion people!~" Gen explains, his expression slowly contorting into perhaps one of the most vile and evil grins Senku has ever seen grace his delicate features. "On the other hand, if it doesn't....and there really is a God watching us.... Ishigami Senku and Asagiri Gen will happily fall into hell together!~ "
His tone, his words that sing promise of never giving up no matter the odds, of going forward into an uncertain future together, make Senku's heart leap in his chest. It's a stronger promise perhaps than proclaiming their love. Something that sets his heart aflame, thrumming with excitement. He can't help but mirror the look Gen gives him. "Relax, man, if it's God you're talking about, he's been absent from the world of science for a good ten billion years. So lemme hear it, mentalist!"
"Quiz time!~" Gen says in that sing-song tone Senku is sure he used to use on stage. "The key to Tsukasa-chan's empire, what is the one central unifying force responsible for the support and loyalty of his empire's people? A, food. B, cute girls. Or C, Tsukasa-chan himself?"
"That'd have to be C," Senku answers, picking at his ear. Gen sure knew how to drag things out unnecessarily. Then again, he wouldn't be Gen otherwise.
"Bingo! Ten billion points! As the world's strongest primate high schooler, Tsukasa-chan was already a charismatic celebrity. Which means to bring him down we eednay someone just as famous! A charismatic icon of our own...!" Gen explains, pressing two fingers to his throat. Slowly, in a way that's almost unnoticeable, his voice starts to become more high pitched as he continues talking. Then suddenly, it's not his voice anymore. " Hi! I'm Lillian Weinberg! "
Senku almost falls off his stool in surprise. Inherently he knew Gen could do impressions, remembers how he had mimicked Tsukasa's voice once before to an eerily accurate degree. But the change between Gen's usual playful voice, which Senku at this point knows isn't even his natural voice considering he gets to hear that voice when Gen drops all his masks at once - usually only when they're talking about something personal, serious, quietly and in private - and this voice, one that belongs to a woman from another time long lost. It's startling to say the least. And downright impressive.
"I can mimic a woman's voice, a bit. Though I fear it's a bit obvious it's fake," Gen elaborates, dropping back to his own voice with a small cough.
"No, that was good! You're quite the impressionist," Senku chuckles, the pieces of Gen's idea coming together. "Though it is ten billion percent obvious you're a guy."
"Right?~" Gen agrees. "However....if the sound quality was all oughray and distorted....and coming out over our phone....!"
The plan snaps into place in an instant. "The recorded song serves as proof....!"
"Bingo! One hundred billion points!" Gen praises, the corner of his scar practically tipping up to mimic his grin. "They'll hear the raw recording of Lilian's song over the phone and with her fantastic singing they'll think it's really her! Well, it really was her. But they'll be convinced that on the other end Lilian the diva is alive and well!~"
"So in other words, in order to fill them with false hope, we're creating a zombie Lilian and stitching together one huge lie," Senku says, and he's sure the grin on his face is just as maniacal as Gen's. He has to laugh, it's too ridiculous, enough that it just might work. "Heh, we really will go to hell for this!"
Just as Senku is agreeing to this plan, an urge he's never felt before strikes, to grab the mentalist and kiss him silly. But unfortunately he kind of forgot any loud noise they make up here travels down to Chrome, who quite literally bursts into the room and ruins the moment before anything even happens. Thankfully Gen takes over explaining everything to him, and in the end Chrome vows to join them in telling this ridiculously large lie. Vows to safely deliver the lie that could possibly save all of humanity.
Once Chrome is gone, slipping back down to his room, Senku feels like he can breathe again. Turns to look at Gen once he shuts the door, locking it just in case, who sits on the edge of their bed. The mentalist looks worn out from dealing with Chrome's hyper energy, which he often does, they're not well matched as people. Senku makes sure the stove is burning hot before closing the opening in the roof and shedding his coat. Is glad to see that Gen takes this as a signal for them to get ready for bed, discarding his own coat.
But Senku has something else on his mind. It makes him feel like a stupid hormonal teenager, but he can't quite shake the thought. He keeps saying he has no idea what he's doing, and he means it. Still, Gen has been good to him about this, and has made it known that when Senku wants something, be it for more affection or for less, if he can't find any other ways to say it he can just be direct about it. And honestly, that's what he prefers. As much as Gen likes beating around the bush, Senku finds it easier to simply be forward. It leaves less room for misunderstanding. It's logical. So, once they're both dressed down, Senku taps on Gen's shoulder to get his attention.
"Hm? What is it, dear?" Gen asks, pushing his fringe back, looks at him as if still lost in thought over their plan.
"I want something sweet," he says, because it's all that's on his mind.
"Oh-!" Gen gasps, pulled out of his thoughts, blushing lightly. "My, how orwardfay.~"
"Gen."
"Be my guest, Senku.~"
And, well, as many times as Gen has kissed him since his birthday - which was a lot and often, at night like this or stolen in the shadows of the lab - he still doesn't know what he's doing. This is something where practice only gets him so far. When he pulls Gen closer by the collar of his undone shirt, presses their lips together, he's met with an encouraging hum. But it's Gen who deepens their kiss, threads a hand behind Senku's neck. Tugs him closer until Senku is practically on his lap. Makes him yelp when he feels like he's losing his balance. Ends up grabbing Gen's shoulder to steady himself.
"Senku," Gen huffs quietly, pulling away for a moment to let him breathe. "Need I remind you that Chrome can hear us-"
"That's his problem, not mine," Senku glares at him, deciding this position isn't exactly working. Operates on autopilot when he brings his other hand up, and much to Gen's surprise if the sound he lets out is anything to go by, pushes him down onto the bed. Straddles his hips, trying to ignore how embarrassed he feels doing so.
"Well alright then," Gen whispers, staring up at him wide eyed.
"....Only wanna kiss you."
"Then kiss me.~"
___
The weight of Senku laying on top of him is pleasant. There are no wandering hands, no pleas, no expectations. Just Senku's lips on his own. Gen really feels as if he's found his oasis. Especially when Senku becomes more pliant as Gen threads his hands into his spiked hair. Their kisses are languid, as if they have all the time in the world. Peaceful, a respite from their chaotic lives. Having this, being like this, knowing that he'll get to have this for as long as Senku wants it too, is dreamlike.
Gen has had far too many people come through his life that demanded things he couldn't - wouldn't - give. People who wished to use him, to manipulate the manipulator. Gen never let them, he was always two steps ahead after all, but it still left a bitter taste. But Senku's greed stops right here. His aspirations know no bounds, but he isn't possessive of others in the slightest. Isn't jealous or demanding. The only desire he has is to steal Gen's breath away, no more, no less. And he's far too happy to comply.
When they part for air, Senku's eyes are glazed over, satisfied, glistening like sweet red candy. He smiles at Gen, a smile that sparks a comforting warmth through his chest. The scientist caresses his cheek, his scar, fondly. Looks like he never wants this moment to end. And neither does Gen. "I love you, Senku."
"I-" Senku starts, jumps when a loud thump hits their floor from below. It startles him, knocking him off balance. Gen sees the headbutt coming but can't dodge it, can only groan in agony alongside Senku when they collide.
" Shut up, I'm trying to sleep! " Chrome yells from the first floor.
"Wonderful way to end the night," Gen sighs, rubbing his bruised forehead.
"I'm gonna kill him," Senku snears as he rolls to the side, hand pinching his nose.
"I'll he- oh. Oh my god, Senku-chan your nose is bleeding-"
" CHROME!"
Notes:
I'm back! Kinda! A week ended up not really being long enough to tackle the things that are happening in my personal life - I had surgery recently (minor thing) and I'm still recovering, on top of quite a lot of other things. That said, while most of the remaining chapters are ready actually editing and posting them takes up a bit of energy. So forgive me, but I'm not sure how fast/slow the remaining updates will be. Thanks for the patience ♡
Chapter 42: These softer things
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"What's worse, this or making paper?" Senku asks, watching Gen hunched over a pile of freshly made manganese batteries. The mentalist looks focused, albeit pretty bored. Senku can't blame him. Monotonous tasks, as good as Gen was at making them entertaining for the villagers - especially the children - he can't imagine it has the same effect on the mentalist. Still, he hums as always, and the children that surround him twisting wire are content to follow his tune. One that seems more lively than usual, as if he's trying to acclimate his vocal chords.
"Another dozen batteries, another dozen paper cuts, " Gen sighs, pausing to inspect his worn hands with a slight frown. "It's all the same. All part of the job."
A blizzard had hit, snow piling high against the huts, keeping them locked in for another week and a half. Snow that stayed this time, no longer just a thin sheet on the ground. This was something that was here to stay for the rest of winter. The lake had finally fully frozen over as well, and the fishermen were taking full advantage, carving holes in the ice - made easier by new tools Senku and Kaseki provided. From this hut he can hear the docks bustling with activity, more than they've seen in a while.
Senku isn't making much progress on his own project - a deterrent to get around Homura - so he decides to take a page from the mentalist's book. "Come on, let's take a break."
"Who are you and what have you done with Senku-chan?" Gen questions, brow quirked. The children immediately take to the idea, scattering to put everything neatly away without being told.
"I'm his evil clone, remember?"
"So what oesday that make me?"
"My lackey?" Senku suggests, standing to stretch.
"Don't quite like the sound of that," Gen admits, doing the same. In no time they've been left alone, all the children slipping outside, eager to go play in the snow.
"Fine. Partner in crime," Senku offers instead, holding his hand out. Gen takes it with a smile.
"Now that has a nice ring to it I can get behind!~" Gen beams. Despite his perky attitude, Senku doesn't miss the heavy bags under his eyes. Reminds himself to send Gen to bed early tonight. He knows the mentalist has been working himself to the bone, preparing his voice on top of everything else he normally juggles.
"Why don't you have Ruri helping you?" Senku asks as they make their way out of the hut, watching their step for the mounds of snow flanking the entryway.
"She tires easily, it'll be uickerqay if I work alone," Gen shrugs, tugging him towards the docks. It's a thin lie, but Senku doesn't push it. He knows that Gen is just trying to take care of her and give her time to really live her life while she can. Another part of that kindness he keeps hidden away….
Gen leads them to the top of the incline that meets the docks down below. The majority of the fishermen are already on the ice, carving away or reeling in their catch. The rest are on the docks themselves, pulling in bounties of fish. It's impressive, and looks like the village will be eating well for the next few weeks. There are still plenty of preserves, plenty of food to pass around, no chance of anyone going hungry. It makes Senku wonder how the empire is doing, how Taiju and Yuzuriha are holding up, a line of thought he tries not to dwell on but inevitably always comes back to.
"I wish I could aysay that their stomachs are full and they're safe and warm," Gen says beside him, reading his thoughts. These days Senku is getting used to how much of himself Gen can really see. It makes him feel comforted, like even if he loses himself Gen will still be able to cross through the fog in his head and reach out a hand. "I know they were doing alright at hunting, Tsukasa-chan had strong enough men. But at the rate he was reviving people...."
"....Meeting everyone's needs was going to get harder," Senku finishes his train of thought. "Do you remember if they had anyone who could work with preserving food at all?"
"Not to the level that we have been," Gen thinks, tapping his chin. "He didn't exactly concentrate any effort on ookinglay for brains over brawn."
"Hell, even just creating underground ice boxes would have gotten them pretty far," Senku sighs, running his free hand through his hair in frustration.
"You're gonna work yourself into a tizzy over something you can't control, my darling," Gen says, giving his hand a squeeze. "I know you're orriedway about your friends, but right now all we can do is concentrate on ourselves and the village."
"Yea, I know," Senku grumbles.
"Come on, Senku. We were supposed to be taking a break," Gen says, tugging him towards the incline, down to the docks.
"Yea, yea."
"I've never actually seen this kind of thing up close before," Gen remarks as they step onto the dock, standing off to the side, out of the way. The fishermen pay them little mind. "Only in documentaries."
"Watch a lot of those?" Senku asks, eyes on a fisherman reeling in his catch from one of a dozen holes in the ice. Runs the measures for treating hypothermia in the back of his mind, hoping they won't have to use them any time soon, if at all.
"Oh god, all the time," Gen giggles. "Sleepless nights always landed me on the couch till sunrise watching whatever I stumbled upon."
"Good thing there's nothing around to distract you that much, then," Senku snickers, poking his side. Gen yelps even though he absolutely didn't feel that through his thick layers. "Can't have you going without sleep, you need rest."
"Says you," Gen says, sticking his tongue out childishly. It makes Senku chuckle. "Let me guess, you were the type to fall asleep at your desk browsing the internet?"
"Ten billion points, mentalist! I always got in trouble for it," Senku laughs, recalling all the times Byakuya chewed him out for it while he peeled sticky notes off his face.
"Have you always been such a handful, huh?" Gen smiles. Doesn't sound at all bothered by it.
"Says you!"
"Hey!"
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"Come on, Senku-chan," Gen says after a while longer of watching the fishermen at work. Starts to tug him back up the incline. "Let's find something fun to do.~"
"Like fucking what?"
Gen doesn't reply, can already hear his answer on the level ground ahead of them. Instead tugs Senku up quicker, tries to time his movement based on the shrill giggles and squeals he hears ahead. "Arefulcay up here, darling, I think a war is brewing.~"
"A what-?" Senku asks as they set foot on even ground, but before Gen can answer, Senku is practically shoved into him by the force of a snowball that collides with his side. " Oh f-! "
"A war, I tell you!" Gen laughs heartily as the children run around them, surround them on all sides and begin to pelt them with crudely made snowballs. The children are relentless in their assault, hardly giving them a chance to duck for cover as they slip behind a crate.
"Gen, did you put them up to this?!" Senku huffs, out of air.
"I kinda wish I had!" Gen laughs, trying to regain control of his breathing. "Should we show them how modern people play?~"
"Oh absolutely," the scientist grins, a devious glint in his eyes. "They don't stand a chance."
He and Senku make quick work of retaliating, expertly made snowballs flying through the air in counter strike. The sound of laughter ringing through the air draws the attention of a few adults who join in, at some point even Kohaku and Chrome take sides with the kids. Their games last until the sun is low in the sky, and all of the tiny hands have grown sore and tired. What was intended as a break became a true snow day, and for the first time in the past week and some change, Gen is happy to see the stress melt from Senku's shoulders, the crease in his brow smooth over. Although he ends the day bruised all over and thoroughly exhausted, the fun they shared with the villagers fills his heart to the brim.
I know life won't always be this kind to you, my love, but if I can give you even an ounce of freedom from your responsibilities from time to time, then I'll feel accomplished. You can't carry this weight forever. Setting it down sometimes is okay too. Even if it means I have to carry it for you.
"Oh, I have an idea," Gen says, catching Senku's attention. "How hard would it be to make ice skates?"
"Not hard at all, but do you know how many injuries can come out of that?" Senku contemplates. They've since retreated to the observatory once the sun set, bringing their dinner with them. The hours of the day flew by, lost to their games. Grilled fish and greens were eaten in silence, trying to recover from the exertion, and Gen has since popped open a jar of sticky sweet berries for them to enjoy as dessert.
"Do you know how anymay injuries can come out of half the things we do, my love?"
"Point taken."
Gen lays on his stomach, feet kicked in the air in a way that makes him feel like he's spitting gossip at a sleepover - not that he'd had many of those, but the nostalgia is there nonetheless. The whole day has felt that way, full of nostalgia for things Gen has never experienced in his life before. Fills his chest with a pleasant warmth, leaving him wondering if perhaps Senku feels the same. Or if his memories are tainted by something more bitter, as often happens.
"So is that a yes to the skates?" he asks, picking at the fruit, eyes anywhere but on Senku. Knows that if he meets his gaze Gen will simply feel sorrow for something that isn't even his.
"Nah, we can save it for after we win against Tsukasa," Senku says beside him, popping a berry in his mouth. "Don't really think anyone will switch sides for ice skating. And teaching the villagers will take up too much time."
"Fair enough," Gen agrees, not finding a way to argue with that logic.
"I'm not upset, you know," Senku says after a pause, words that make Gen look back up at him in surprise.
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"Don't look so shocked, mentalist," Senku chuckles. "I can read you too, you know."
"I never thought otherwise," Gen smiles up at him. It's no lie, but he's sure it's still surprising. The mentalist still isn't used to being seen in turn, something that brings Senku a unique sense of satisfaction.
"I'm not upset," he repeats. "I miss them, I do. You know that. But I know they're going to be okay."
"How can you be so onfidentcay?"
"Because Taiju is a stubborn bastard," Senku laughs, recalling how they parted ways with so many uncertainties ahead of them. It feels like a lifetime ago, with how much has happened since then. "He won't let anything happen to Yuzuriha. And she's resilient too, she'll take care of him."
"They have each other," Gen says, and he's happy to hear the certainty in his voice.
"They have each other," he agrees. Finds himself smiling, realizing- "And I'm not alone either."
The blush that colors Gen's cheeks only amplifies his satisfaction. He knows the mentalist could hide these reactions from him easily, he has total control over it, but the fact that Gen chooses to let himself be seen - it's wonderful. "No, you aren't. Nor am I.~"
That night, as they lay in bed, the only sounds in the observatory being that of their breathing and the soft crackle of the fire in the stove, Senku can't get himself to drift to sleep. He sits up carefully so as to not stirr Gen beside him. The mentalist's chest rises and falls slowly, steadily, deep in his slumber. He isn't fooled this time, can actually tell when Gen is lost to his dreams. Senku watches his peaceful form for a while, always counting the seconds as always, counting along with the rhythm of his breathing, letting it numb his mind.
Which is hard when the only thing he can think of is Gen himself. As much as Senku knew that one day he might fall in love and actually want to act on it, he didn't exactly expect it to happen after a life altering apocalypse. And right in the cusp of war to boot. Senku knows he has fuck awful luck - although his belief in it is questionable - but this is on another level of twisted misfortune. And he knows that the mentalist knows this too, yet still wants to take this chance together. He has more faith in everything working out than he lets on....
"I only have faith in you," a sleepy whisper draws him out of his thoughts. He finds the mentalist watching him through one open eye.
"Thought you were sleeping," Senku sighs rather than answer.
"Mh, thought you were too," Gen chides softly. Holds his arms open for him, an invitation. "Come on, you need to rest, my love."
"You're insufferable," Senku chuckles quietly, but takes the invitation anyway. Tucks himself into Gen's embrace, can only hope he'll be able to do this time and time and time again no matter what happens in the future. Is reassured by Gen's arms wrapping around him, cradling him from uncertainty. Loving him, no matter what may come.
Notes:
I'm slowly recovering, in between I've also been working on GenSen week on twitter and refining the outlines for future fics. As much as I'm resting, I like that this can keep me occupied ♡
Chapter 43: Empty
Notes:
TW: Discussions of grief and loss of a loved one - please tread carefully ♡
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When Gen wakes up that morning, the first thing he notices is the space beside him in bed is empty. Which isn't particularly unusual, Senku is an early riser. What is unusual is that his companion didn't wake him as well, and if how well rested he feels is any indication to go by, Senku had let him sleep in. Which isn't entirely unheard of, he's done so once or twice in the past. But what is strange is the stillness of the observatory. Not a sound within besides the stove running hot. And no Senku in sight, for when Gen sits up and blinks away the sleep, he finds the dark room empty.
It takes a bit to process, even as Gen sits up and starts his morning stretches. Even as he gets dressed for the day, pulling on his many layers. Even as he opens the doors and steps down the ladder all the way to the ground below, a thick layer of snow muffling his footfalls. Even as he pokes his head into the lab, only to find Chrome by himself, tinkering with god knows what.
"Chrome, have you eensay Senku-chan today?" Gen asks, making the budding scientist jump a little. He has to stifle a laugh at the reaction.
"Gen, holy crap, there you are! You weren't at breakfast and neither was he," Chrome answers, looking up from his work. "I dunno where he went off to, Kohaku has been lookin for you guys."
"My, I wonder where he's gone," Gen remarks with a sigh. "Do you know which way Kohaku took off?"
"I saw her heading towards the docks," Chrome says. "It's looking like it's gonna storm again real bad soon, he shouldn't stay out long, wherever he went."
"Worry not, I'm sure he'll wander ackbay in no time at all," Gen reassures him with a small wave, even though he doesn't feel so certain. Any time Senku disappears like this, there's always a reason.
Gen decides to try with Kohaku first. No use wandering around blindly if she can rule out a few places for him and save him time. Hell, she may have found him already, sparing him the trouble altogether. As Gen crosses the clearing, empty, the children surely tucked away within the warmth of a hut in the village, he thinks on what could have sent Senku to his silent contemplation. He knows the scientist doesn't always escape to clear his mind and carefully sort his thoughts for negative reasons, sometimes he just needs the space to himself - even the small population of the village could get overwhelming when they demanded his attention so often. But Gen's nature is to worry, so he feels a sense of concern for making sure that Senku is okay nonetheless.
As he nears the village, the sound of Lilian's voice sounds out all the way from Ruri's hut, carrying out over the village, not at all bothered by the snow which minimizes all other sounds. Save for those coming from the docks, alive just as they had been the last time Gen visited them less than a week ago. From the top of the incline, he can see Kohaku chatting with one of the fishermen. She spots Gen, waving at him as she excuses herself from the conversation and runs up the incline to meet him.
"Gen! There you are!" Kohaku calls with relief. "Are you with Senku?"
"Unfortunately not, my dear huntress. I have nary an idea where he is," Gen replies with a shrug.
"I haven't been able to find him," Kohaku huffs, crossing her arms in frustration. "Father wants to speak with him, there's a storm coming."
"Tell me where you've checked, then we can narrow it ownday," he offers.
Once the two of them have run through their list of options, they split up. Senku hadn't been anywhere within the village, not at the field of root vegetables nor the barren persimmon tree grove beyond. The only options left were all down the forest path, which is the direction Kohaku takes off in. But Gen suspects that she won't find him atop the wheelhouse. Not at the sunflower field, not all the way at the hot springs, not even at the secluded field of boulders that seems to be her escape. So Gen takes off in a different direction. Down a narrow and hardly trodden path in the woods branching off from the clearing in front of the lab, a little thing hardly noticeable off to the left. One he can tell feet have carried over in the past, but it's definitely been a little while if the snow is any indicator. Precisely, one he himself walked down not so long ago. The path to the graveyard, last taken the day they completed the phone and found the record within the false grave.
That fallout he's been anticipating for some time has finally arrived.
Worry not my love. Whatever sorrow has gripped your mind, I'm on the way to console it as best I can.
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Senku isn't sure how long he's been sitting here. He is, he always is, he knows down to the very second. But it doesn't feel real. He feels entirely detached from himself, from his mind and his body. Not even the cold of the snow, soaking the edges of his coat, sharp and bitter, draws him out of it. Normally, this kind of thing would have landed him at the water wheel. But the nightmares he woke up from, not even terrors on their own, but something far more upsetting, drew him out here instead. He was never the sentimental type, never religious or spiritual. Things he didn't believe in, didn't understand. Didn't pretend to understand. He held respect for what others believed in, sure, he wasn't that crass. But he never really understood it at his core. Those types of things didn't fit the patterns of logic he saw in the world around him.
But then again, neither did luck, and he's starting to feel foolish for ever denouncing such a thing.
Senku feels a small ounce of guilt for leaving Gen alone in the early hours without so much as a note, without even telling Chrome where he went when he saw the other heading for breakfast. But he needed space. Needed time to unravel the heavy weight tangled up in his mind. Not that he knows where to start. It's like a thick fog had rolled in and overtaken his senses. Feels like the stress is physically chaining him down, weight stiff on his shoulders, slung over his back. A ball and chain he can't find the key for. His own personal dark cloud, one he's afraid will taint everything that surrounds him with it's acid rain. It's not something he wants to do, to burden the people he cares about with this.
Especially not Gen. He's already carrying our whole world....
So Senku had retreated. And sure, normally the sound of the water wheel would help, these days crunching away at the ice flows in the river. A sound that satisfied his senses, cleansed his mind. The sound of progress in this stone world. But not right now. No, now he sits at the very top of the hill within the grotto that makes up the village graveyard. Right where there once stood a gravestone. The supposed final resting place of the founders. Of Byakuya.
His death still doesn't feel real.
Logically, Senku knows his father is gone. He had once hoped that, maybe, just maybe, the astronauts came down safely from space and were petrified upon landing. An outlandish wish, one from his dreams. Had feared as well, that they were petrified while still in space and lost forever, pulverized over time to join the sparkling dust that shimmered up above. But the reality somehow feels harsher. That Byakuya returned to a world he couldn't build back up at all. That he returned to a life trapped forever in limbo. That he lived, and lived, and lived. And hopefully saw the end of his days in peace. And Senku wasn't there for any of it.
That Byakuya continued his life without him.
That Byakuya held out hope, fruitless hope, that they would see each other again one day. That they would return home to one another. That they would be able to share one last laugh, one last smile. One last anything.
And to know that, instead, Byakuya lived out his life with a family Senku never knew. Raised children, grandchildren, maybe even great grandchildren, that only knew of Senku through word of mouth. Through stories told and told and told again until they lost all sense. Through words that must have burned every time they graced his lips, touched his ears. Words, words, and only words. A poison unlike any other.
It hurts.
It all hurts too much.
Senku can't take it.
This time, when he cries, he only feels numb.
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When Gen spots his beloved scientist, peering through the treeline, what he sees aches in his very soul. Atop the mound of graves, Senku looks like a king. One beaten down, trodden by guilt and grief. One whose crown is far too heavy for his head. And isn't that what he is, but a king down on his luck? It takes all the self control Gen has not to surge forward and scoop him up into his embrace. Not to run up there and snatch the crown off his head so his neck can relax from the strain. No, Gen has more tact than that.
Which is why he notices what's missing from this picture.
The gravestone....
And well, he doesn't consider himself resourceful for nothing. So he pats his coat, mentally recalling everything he has within its multitude of pockets. Most of it is useless for this situation, but two things come to mind that may just help. So Gen recedes further into the treeline, makes magic happen as swiftly as he can, then tucks everything away again. Takes a deep breath, steeling himself for what's to come. He promised he would be there for the fallout, after all. No matter what it took.
Then he steps out onto the path properly, makes his way up the hill of graves as calmly as he can manage. Hands tucked away within his sleeves, steps steady. When Senku notices him, he doesn't move, doesn't speak. Just watches Gen until he's standing right beside the scientist. Fixes his gaze forward again as Gen sits in the snow beside him. They stay like that, silent, unmoving, for what feels like an eternity. The tears running down Senku's face are unmistakable, but he waits. He can't act first every time, after all.
"Sorry, I should've left a note," Senku apologizes with a sniffle eventually. Voice distant, hollow.
"It's alrightyay, my dear. I found you, didn't I?" Gen replies.
"Yea. Yea you did."
"I'm here for you, Senku. Just tell me what you need," Gen offers patiently.
"Mh. I dunno if you can help me this time," the scientist sighs.
"We won't know unless you let me try."
"Fair enough," he huffs. Looks at Gen finally, red eyes swollen with his stream of silent tears. "I had a nightmare."
"Why didn't you wake me?" Gen questions gently, not causing, only curious. Knows that if Senku had sought him out upon waking from it, he would have done everything he could to console him within the safety and comfort of their home.
"You need to rest, Gen," Senku says, a simple fact. "I can't rely on you for everything. It's not fair."
"My love, if I've offered its because I'm willing and apablecay of taking on the load," he explains softly. "I wouldn't offer otherwise."
Senku looks away for a moment, eyes jittering back and forth as if weighing his options. Looks like he finally settles when their eyes meet again. "It wasn't a nightmare exactly," he explains slowly, voice hardly above a whisper. "A memory I guess. Byakuya was there."
"It made you sad," Gen replies, the pieces of this unseen puzzle slotting into place.
"Yea. When I was a kid, there was this science fair. Looking back on it, it was such a small thing. But at the time it felt huge," he says wistfully, the hint of a laugh hidden within. "I made a big deal about the poster for my presentation, and I yelled at him over it. But he just laughed. He- he didn't-" Senku splutters, choking on his words, the tears rushing in quicker. "He didn't get mad at me-"
Gen can only smile, holding his arms open. Senku sinks into his embrace without hesitation, sobs muffled into his shoulder. Gen focuses on his breathing, slowly, rhythmic. Even if not intentionally, Senku will subconsciously mimic it eventually. He rubs patient circles onto his back, hoping to sooth the scientist if even a little. Turns just so to shield him from the wind. Lets Senku fall apart, but makes it as comfortable as he possibly can. It's all he can do. And Senku is receptive, clinging to Gen as if to stop himself from drowning without a life vest. As if to keep himself afloat, head above the waters of his grief.
"He wasn't mad-" Senku gasps against him, as if he can't find any other ways to get it out. Can only repeat the same words over and over and over, a mantra with no ending. A pattern he can follow, leading him back into his past. One tainted by endless possibilities drastically cut short. One where a little boy is left all alone, heart ripped out, tattered at the seams with the knowledge that he's never getting his father back. Can never hold him again, can never cry out for him at night and wake to find he's just down the hall. Can never get mad at him the way children do, seething and raw, only to be loved in the unique way only a parent can love their child. Can never, can never, can never.
And while Gen never had a single ounce of that, never knew the love of family that was so harshly ripped out of Senku's life, he can feel every wave of sadness in his sobs, sounds that wrack his body, press him all the closer into Gen's embrace. It aches, but it's not his pain to bear - and never will be.
This once, I can't take it away from you....
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"How do you do that?"
"Do what?"
"Control your reactions so much. You wanted to cry too. But you didn't. You held it in, without any effort," Senku says into Gen's clothed neck. They've been sitting still like this for a long time, for long after his sobs eventually steadied and entirely died down, tears drying on his skin leaving behind a cold trail that stings in the wind.
"Not sure what you mean, my love," Gen replies.
"C'mon, don't lie. I know you have control over that kinda thing," Senku mumbles. "Pulse, breathing, blush, even your eye dilation."
"I'm actually impressed you noticed dilation," Gen remarks.
"So how'd you learn to do that?"
"It's more like I noticed I was capable by chance, then started to train myself to etterbay control it," Gen explains with a small shrug that jostles him slightly. "It came in handy for mentalism so I figured I would put effort into honing it."
"It's impressive," Senku says, glad to hear Gen's breath catch slightly at the direct praise. "When you fell off the roof, you hardly reacted."
"Please, that's not true. My hands wouldn't stop shaking," Gen points out.
"Yea, and that's the only reaction you actually had. Probably thanks to adrenaline," Senku says, reaches up to thumb at the seams of Gen's shirt. "Your voice was level within minutes, your pulse was fine."
"How could you tell I wanted to cry?" Gen asks softly.
The only indication Senku could see was a slight tremor in Gen's throat, a faint thing as if he had been swallowing down unseen hiccups. He voices his observation. "It's a freaky skill."
"I'll take that as a compliment."
"Does it stop you from feeling the emotion at all?" Senku asks, curious. The opportunity for knowledge, for understanding, wasn't something to be passed up no matter how he was feeling.
"You mean in my mind? No," Gen answers, humoring him with a soft laugh. "If I'm anxious or scared, that still registers in my brain. Sadness, happiness. I still feel these things even if I outwardly suppress it."
"Is there a way to stop feeling those things?"
"Do you ask because you want to stop feeling sad?"
"I want to stop feeling empty," Senku says. Doesn't miss the way Gen's pulse spikes if only for a fraction of a second. Am I not supposed to feel that way....?
"Tell me something, Senku-chan," Gen asks slowly. "Have you ever lost anyone before?"
"No," he answers. "Not really. I mean, my grandmother died when I was little. But I was too young to understand what was happening."
"About how old were you?"
"Three, almost four."
"Going forward from there, did you notice your father change?" Gen asks, a question that makes Senku look up at him. "His temperament, the amount of energy he had every day, that kind of thing."
Senku scrunches his brow, trying to recall a very distant past. "Now that you mention it....yea. He didn't want to play with me after school, and sometimes his expressions seemed forced. He also got tired faster."
"He was grieving," Gen says. "He probably tried his best to hide it from you so you wouldn't worry, but it's ifficultday to keep that kind of thing to yourself."
"So that's what I'm going through," he says, doesn't have to ask.
Gen nods. "I told you, didn't I? You've been pushing the stages of grief as far away as you can for as long as you can. And I know I contributed, trying to help you keep it away. That was my mistake and for that I'm deeply sorry, my dear."
Senku doesn't know what to do with the honesty in his words. Isn't really surprised, he knows they started this with Gen attempting to manipulate him - even if it was for everyone's benefit. And he can't be mad about it at all. It was self preservation on the mentalist's part, in a way. Can't care for the morality of it either. Knows he was just using Gen as a tool at first too. They've come a long way since then, relationship developing into an unexpected friendship before they eventually fell in love. So he says what's on his mind. "You only did what I wanted you to do. Even if it wasn't the best thing."
"Still, I should have tried a different approach."
"It's okay, Gen. You're here now."
"I am, and I'm going to do everything I can to help."
"I know."
"I'm glad we can put that amicably behind us," Gen smiles. "But that still leaves us with your grief. If I'm not istakenmay, you've already passed through a few of the stages. The first is denial and isolation - I know that you already put yourself through this. Not so much the denial, you're far too logical for that, but you certainly emotionally retracted from those around you. The second is anger, wherein one begins to question why this had to happen at all. I know you're not the type to take your anger out on others, you handle it by drowning yourself in work, which only added to your stress and frustration. The third stage is bargaining, where we start to think in 'if only's, trying to find ways we could have changed or prevented what happened. When I found you crying at the wheelhouse, that's the stage you were already in. You shifted your focus to Taiju and Yuzuriha to avoid the true root issue."
Senku remembers that night with mixed feelings. It was a moment that genuinely cemented his seeing Gen as a friend, rather than a pawn. But it was a moment where he felt weak, scared. Uncertain of what the future held. It was a time when he was filled to the brim with fear. But it was also when he finally embraced the warmth in his chest being around Gen brought him. A warmth he eventually recognized as love. "Which one am I in now?"
"Depression. Feelings of hopelessness, sorrow, emptiness, they're all normal at this stage," Gen explains, giving him a gentle squeeze. "You won't be in it forever, my sweet, but you have to work through it one day at a time."
"How? None of this feels real," Senku sighs, searching Gen's eyes for the stars. Thinks maybe, if he can find the North star within, he might find his path again.
"With patience, Senku," Gen replies. "Patience, and the support of the people who love you."
"Can that be enough?"
"You won't know unless you try."
"I'm tired of trying," Senku admits. "Not just this, everything. Gen, we were literally stone."
"I know, my love. I still can't quite wrap my eadhay around it some days," Gen agrees with a sigh.
"It's something so hard to conceptualize," Senku says, feeling deflated. "And to bring back all seven billion people….it's a goal so large, so....out there. Logically I know it's real....but I just can't grasp it. It's far larger than me, and I can't exactly find a way for any of this to sink in. Then I remember that Byakuya isn't here and it just gets worse. My dad is gone, Gen.... How am I supposed to rationalize that he lived a whole ass life and I missed it all because I was a fucking statue….? But he's gone and I can't deny that reality…."
"You may never be able to. But that's okay. You'll learn to live with it," Gen reassures him, words that spark that now familiar warmth in his chest. "And as large as your goals and ambitions may be, we can achieve them. One of these days all seven-billion of those people will thank you for having ambitions larger than life."
"You think too highly of me."
"Not at all, my love," Gen says, leans in and presses a kiss to his forehead, a seal that locks in that warmth. "Now, if you're feeling up to it, I think there's something missing up here.~"
"Huh-?"
Gen nudges him aside slightly, until Senku sits up again. Reaches into the folds of his coat and pulls out something unexpected. The checker board- "You made a headstone-"
"Considering someone broke the original one, I felt it was ookinglay a little empty up here," Gen elaborates. Holds out the checker board, the original one he first made, the rough edged wood turned onto its back. On it, Byakuya's name has been carved in Gen's neat handwriting. In his other hand Gen holds out the small blade he received from Suika so many months ago. "There's still space, if you'd like to add something.~"
Senku can only smile. Of all the people he could have fallen in love with, he's glad it's the one person in this stone world who can read him like an open book, his pages translucent to the mentalist. He takes the knife and the makeshift headstone, and pours his heart into what he carves into the pale colored wood. Then he and Gen stand, dig away at the snow until they find the ground below, and bury the end of the headstone into the earth so it stands proudly at the top of the hill.
Then Gen reaches into his coat, and pulls out something else unexpected. Three persimmons, whole, no slices or jars this time. Senku has to wonder where on earth he stashed them away to make them last all winter - and how he had space for all of this inside his coat. He places one at the foot of the headstone. "One for you, one for me, and one for him."
"You're ridiculous."
"What? Neither of us had breakfast. I came prepared.~"
None of this feels real. But Gen is real. And as he hands Senku the round fruit, he knows it's real too. Can feel the smooth texture of it's orange skin underneath his fingers, real as it'll ever be. "Come on mentalist," he says, taking a bite of the juicy persimmon, it's taste flooding his senses. "The day is still young."
Notes:
Did any of you notice - or realize, looking back - that Senku was going through the stages of greif throughout this fic? Also, what do you think he added to the gravestone?
This chapter was a bit difficult for me to write, personally. I poured a lot of myself into it. I lost several loved ones the past few years - unrelated to the pandemic - and it doesn't particularly get any easier. Greif is a heavy thing, but having the support of people who love you means everything. To anyone reading this who might be in a similar boat: you're going to be okay - maybe not today, but one day it'll be okay again ♡
Chapter 44: Nightmares
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Gen can't find a way to breathe.
As soon as he and Senku had returned to the village, the first thing they ran into was a commotion at the docks. One of the fishermen - Tetsuken - had fallen into the freezing cold waters beneath the ice. Gen isn't sure if the ice was too thin, or perhaps he stood too close to one of the holes they had carved for fishing. All that matters is that Magma had saved him, hauling him out by the hood of his winter coat. But in the process they had both succumbed to hypothermia. Which, being the only two with enough medical knowledge, fell on he and Senku to treat.
Then the storm Chrome and Kohaku had warned him about had come in, trapping them within the makeshift medical hut. For quite a while longer than Gen found comfortable. Senku saw no issue, focused on tending to the two men. Gen however, found plenty of issue in being wedged into the same space as Magma for an uncomfortable amount of time. As much as he had been able to cope with his own untimely death, Gen still can't quite shake the way he feels towards Magma. It's an unfortunate thing, but his body remembers the assault for him. Recoils at the slightest sound the burly man makes, fills his dreams with spears and blood and the tempting grip of death. They aren't strange or foreign nightmares, Gen has had them plenty of times before. Ones that made him slip out of the hut - or wherever he happened to be sleeping these days - to go collect himself before facing anyone again.
And unfortunately he knows this isn't something he can keep from Senku. The scientist is quick to notice the decline in his already waing energy. It's just a matter of time before Gen slips up and shows his hand to the scientist.
Gen feels like he's suffocating.
While the two men sleep their recovery away, tucked near the stove that burns hot and provides the only source of light in the stillness of the stormy night, he and Senku huddle on the farthest wall, sharing a pelt over their shoulders. In all the hubbub created by the accident, the two of them had missed lunch and dinner. All they've both eaten all day were the persimmons Gen had snatched from an underground ice box, a small stash he had tucked away behind staves of frozen boar and pheasant, before going out to find Senku at the graveyard. So they've finally been able to sit and have a hot meal, delivered by a very worried Ginro - for good reason, he was a tad shallow at times but he loved his family nonetheless. A fish stew made with vegetables Gen had canned himself, something he finds ironic but doesn't voice. They eat in silence, worn out from their long day. Until Magma snores in his sleep, sending unpleasant goosebumps along Gen's skin.
And of course Senku notices.
"You okay?" the scientist asks after a long sip of his own stew. Watches Gen carefully, as if trying to assess if this is something serious or not.
"I'm alright, dear," Gen answers with a small sigh.
"No, you're not," Senku sighs in return.
"Senku-chan-"
"Gen. Who was just telling me it takes the support of the people around you to get through something stressful?" Senku points out with a small smile.
"Oh please, my love, it's nothing that erioussay," Gen replies with the softest look he can manage.
"Gen."
"Alright, alright, I give," he relents. Gen knows there's no point going in circles about this. Senku will figure it out one way or another.
"So what's up?"
"I'm not sure exactly," he admits.
"Is it because you haven't been sleeping well lately?" Senku tries. Gen doesn't want to face exactly why that is.
"It might be. But I upposesay there's more to it than that."
"Like what?"
"I don't really know if I'm ready to talk about it, Senku," he sighs, pulling his end of the pelt around their shoulders tightly against the cold.
"....That's okay," Senku says, surprising him. "I'm not gonna force you to talk about anything you don't want to."
"Thank you, dear," Gen replies, feels a tension that had wound itself into his body uncoil slowly. Easily replaced by warmth and security.
"Just....don't keep it in forever," Senku says with a lopsided smile. "You've seen what that's doing to me. And you know better than anyone how bad it can get."
"I promise I won't," Gen reassures him. When Senku holds his hand out for him to take, Gen connects their palms with fervor. Feels that warmth seeping through him amplify. Feels loved and cared for. Feels seen.
___
That night, and for the next three nights, Senku is mindful to make sure Gen gets to sleep early. He knows that the mentalist doesn't want to talk about whatever is bothering him, and he respects that - he knows firsthand how hard it is to get the words out these days. But he also knows it must be worse on Gen, the master of minds, to understand fundamentally what's wrong and have to apply what he normally uses on other people onto himself. And Senku knows that it's probably been troubling him for longer than he lets on. Has seen Gen slip out of the observatory at night, only to go sit somewhere outside staring into nothing. He's not sure how long this has been a habit of the mentalist's, but he suspects it goes further back than when he built the observatory. Probably all the way back to his early days at the kingdom. And he's pretend not to notice, for fear of - well, he's not sure of what. But it feels like stepping over an unspoken line the mentalist has drawn up around himself.
Senku isn't good at minding those barriers. Not in the slightest.
Which isn't to say he's not trying. He is. He knows that part of this thing - this new, wonderful thing - with the mentalist is recognizing boundaries and respecting those. Senku knows better than anyone what boundaries look like, he has a lot of them even if he never admits it. So it's only logical that Gen has unspoken boundaries as well. Lines in the sand that he isn't meant to step on. Seeing them takes time, but once he locates where one ends and another begins it's not too complicated for him.
Except when they're not logical things. It's only fair that Senku would want to understand why a boundary exists. It's in his nature to question the world around him, seeking endless answers. Gen is no exception - Senku has never wanted to understand someone else as much as he wants to understand the mentalist. He knows, intrinsically, that there will always be something he doesn't quite understand. People's minds, how they tick, isn't his area of expertise. He's no psychologist. He explains his world with more concrete things, more tangible than what Gen normally works with. It's part of what keeps Senku interested in him.
But trying to apply his logic to a magician's secrets is hopeless.
So he doesn't bring up whatever it could be that keeps Gen up some nights. Instead, Senku tries to mitigate the damage. Tries to make sure that Gen eats well, sleeps early, and doesn't try to push himself juggling too many tasks at once. Gen notices, and seems grateful. But it's Chrome who has to say something.
"Is Gen okay?" he asks in the lab while the two of them are working on the deer bladders to make sound bombs.
"What do you mean?" Senku questions, glancing up from his work, hands stilling.
"He's been lookin extra tired lately," Chrome replies with a shrug. "I probably wouldn't have noticed until you sent him to bed early the other night."
"He's just juggling a lot of stuff right now," Senku says, which isn't entirely false.
"Is that all though? You usually don't fuss over anyone that much," Chrome points out, hands still busy with their project.
"I'm not fussing over him," Senku retorts.
"No, no, you're fussing. I dunno what kinda relationship you two have, but you've got it bad . Like bad bad," Chrome insists, giving him a look that makes Senku squirm in his seat uncomfortably at being called out.
"Why do you even care, huh?" Senku questions, setting down his tools a little more forcefully than intended.
"Hey no need to get defensive!" Chrome laughs. "I'm your friend, dude, I just wanna make sure you two are alright."
"....I'm fine," Senku groans, doesn't know if he wants to talk about this. As much as it was easy, second nature, to talk to Gen, talking about emotional things with other people just wasn't going to fly. "We're fine. Gen....somethings bothering him."
"No shit? He's got a lot to deal with," Chrome whistles. "So what is it, is he worried about our plan? Cuz he hasn't said anything about it to me."
"That's the thing," Senku admits reluctantly. "I don't know. He doesn't want to talk about it."
"Huh, I wonder why," Chrome pouts. "I mean, I guess I get it? I wouldn't wanna go on a dangerous mission with the guy who tried to kill me either."
"Oh," Senku mumbles, looking down at his empty hands. "I haven't told him we decided Magma is going with you two."
"Ah crap, you should probably do that soon, dude."
"....I'll talk to him about it tonight," Senku agrees reluctantly. "That can't be what has him upset, can it?"
"He's kinda a mind reader, so maybe?" Chrome seems to consider his words carefully. "Whatever it is....think he talked to Ruri about it? They're really close."
Senku isn't the best at detecting these types of things, but Chrome says it with something resembling jealousy. "Maybe? If he has, I don't think she'll tell us."
"Yea, probably not."
What are you hiding from me, mentalist?
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Gen can't believe his ears. Well, he can, but he doesn't want to. He knew they would need another set of hands to deliver the phone. It's only logical that Chrome be accompanied by someone strong, should anything go wrong he would need someone who can fight. And sure, Magma is a logical choice for this, just as he had been for the expedition to find tungsten. But it had never once occurred to Gen that he would be going too. Senku had never mentioned it, nor had Chrome. It was something unspoken he had overlooked amidst his worries.
This is unlike me....to overlook something so obvious....
But it makes perfect sense. Gen is the only one who knows the way there and back. Senku was probably counting on it.
Gen looks down at the three bowls of food balanced in his hands. Decides he doesn't particularly feel like eating with the other two right now, so he leaves one at the empty unused paper station behind the lab before delivering their's. Neither scientist brings up the topic they were just discussing, already moved on to another. Neither scientist questions him when he steps back outside, perhaps assuming he means to eat with Ruri or Kohaku, maybe the children. Neither scientist suspects he's falling apart from the inside out.
He doesn't want to bother Ruri or Kohaku with this, so Gen locks it away for the time being. Just waits until he can speak with Senku in private. Which comes quickly, the rest of his day goes by like a dream. Floaty, untouchable. By the time Senku approaches him in the observatory, he feels as if he's merely been sleepwalking through the day.
"Gen we-" Senku starts as he begins to take off his winter coat to hang it up.
"I know," Gen sighs, sparing him the trouble. "Magma-chan will be helping Chrome deliver the phone. As will I."
"You-" Senku splutters. Pauses to sit beside Gen on the edge of their bed. Takes a deep breath before continuing. "You figured it out already."
"Mhm," Gen hums. "I know it's the most logical oursecay of action."
Senku watches him carefully, studies his face as if looking for something more. Before he would have felt uncomfortable under such a gaze, but now it's something he anticipates. Knows that it comes from a place of caring. "Is this part of what has you upset?"
"Not exactly," Gen sighs, trying to find the right words. "Though I suppose I didn't originally anticipate I would be oinggay too. But like I said, it's the most logical thing to do. I'm the one who knows the way there."
"You know that I can't force you to go," Senku says, picking at his ear and avoiding his gaze. "But they need someone to lead the way."
"I don't suppose I could draw a map?" he laughs bitterly. "Have them follow the trail I left behind."
"You know that won't work, Gen," Senku mumbles.
"I know...."
"Then what is it? Are you afraid of running into Tsukasa? That's why we're sending Magma, he'll be able to protect you and Chrome," the scientist explains.
"It's not Tsukasa I'm worried about," Gen replies with a slight frown he can't seem to tuck away.
"Then what? Magma?" Senku tries. Looks surprised when Gen flinches ever so slightly. "I thought you had-"
"Gotten over it? Unfortunately not quite," Gen replies, frown turning into a tight lipped smile. "I can only do so much on my own, my love."
"....Is there anything I can do?" Senku asks quietly, concern thick in his voice. Gen appreciates it more than he'll ever let on.
But he's still not used to letting other people care about him. "I don't think so, sweetheart. Not right now, at least."
"If there is later, will you tell me?"
The fluttering in his chest is the most pleasant sensation he's ever felt. "I will."
They go to bed on that small promise. Gen can't deny that it feels good, knowing Senku cares enough to try. It's a small beacon of hope, a light in the darkness that has been threatening to overtake his heart. One that inches in slowly, only worsening at night when his subconscious takes over.
That night is no different.
What starts as a pleasant dream quickly turns sour. Gen sits in the crook of two palm trees, hands on the rough trunks, feet dipped into a cool pool of glistening blue water, clear enough to see his own reflection within, only rippling when he swings his feet to and fro.
Movement ahead of him catches his eye. He looks up to see Senku, waving at him with a bright smile on his face. Warm, like the sun. Then a shadow passes overhead, a cloud perhaps, maybe a bird. All at once, the waters beneath his feet run hot, practically boiling. He looks down to see them turning red, bright like freshly spilt blood. A ruby color that shimmers. He looks up again, and sees a figure looming behind Senku.
Can't find his voice to yell out a warning.
Can't find his voice to scream when a spear pierces all the way through Senku's abdomen, drawing a silent cry from the scientist before he falls into the pool, limp. And sinks and sinks and sinks until there's no sign of him in the red water. Gen tries to jump in after him, swallowing mouthfuls the lava hot water that threatens to burst his lungs. But just as his eyes open beneath the surface, something pulls him out from behind, yanks him to the edge kicking and screaming.
He wakes with a sharp gasp, sits up clutching his chest and breathing heavily.
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"You're okay Gen, I'm here," Senku says as softly as he can manage. He had woken up to find the mentalist looking for a way out of bed that wouldn't disrupt him. He had made excuses, but Senku could see the crease in his brow, heavy with stress and anxiety, even in the low light. He had sat up despite the mentalist's lies, had come to sit beside him.
"Senku-chan-"
"You can lean on me sometimes, too, you know," Senku says, stifling a yawn. Holds his arms open for Gen. As much as he didn't want to overstep, this much he could offer. Gen looks torn, glancing between the door and his open invitation. Finally makes his decision, climbing back into bed and slowly nestling himself into Senku's arms. His body is tense, muscles taught with whatever had him so worried and worn out lately.
"Senku-chan I don't…." Gen trails off, settling his face against Senku's neck.
"It's okay. We don't have to talk," Senku reassures, holding him close.
"Thank you…."
"Mh," he hums. Isn't sure exactly what to do, tries to recall his own nightmares. Senku didn't have very many these days, it was rare. He felt safe, secure where he was in life. As down and depressing as he felt, as often as it disrupted his day to day life, it very rarely bled into his dreams. That day at the graveyard had been a standalone occurrence, one he hoped he wouldn't replicate any time soon.
However when he was a child he had lots of nightmares. Incomprehensible things he hardly remembers. But one thing sticks out in those memories. A touch that was always comforting, warm, offering recluse from his mind for a while. One he's never going to feel exactly the same way again, but maybe he can replicate that experience for Gen. So he threads a hand into the mentalist's hair, slowly. Gen jumps slightly, but doesn't protest.
Senku slowly rubs patient circles onto his scalp, scratching ever so slightly with his blunt nails. A repetitive motion intended to sooth. Tries too, to control his breathing. Begins to hum, that tune that the mentalist always hums, at exactly sixty beats per minute. He doesn't have the same charming voice, but it's a tune he's heard ten billion times, until it became ingrained in his mind. Focuses, instead of on his worry, on the faint sweet scent of flowers of Gen's hair. On his warmth and weight against his body. Catalogs all of the sensations and observations, a habit he's picked up regarding the mentalist for as far back as he can remember.
He's not sure when it happens, but steadily the tension slips out of the mentalist's body. Eventually, Gen falls asleep again.
I can take care of you too, Gen.
Notes:
Sorry for the delay on this one, friends, life has been a bit hectic for me ♡
Chapter 45: Mission
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
He's not sure how long it takes, time feels like it's slipping through his fingers, like sand in the desert of his emotions he often finds himself lost in if he lets his thoughts wander for too long. Weeks, perhaps, where snow locks them inside for most of their labor. Weeks wherein Gen's fingers feel like they're bleeding to the bone. If he asks Senku, he'll say it's only been just under fourteen days, but they feel like they stretch on forever. But the second phone is completed and it's finally time for he, Chrome, and Magma - much to his chagrin - to deliver it to Taiju and Yuzuriha.
And of course, Gen has to go along with the other two.
He's the only one who actually knows the way to the empire. He and Senku had argued about it. The kind of argument that wasn't really an argument, just a series of frustrations and disagreements spoken in hushed tones in the shadows of the lab. One that left them both feeling bitter and disappointed. Which is to be expected. They both understand the risks. They both don't want Gen to go. But this was inevitable. There's no other way.
Gen hadn't wanted to admit it to himself, to Senku, but he was scared. Of all that this journey was threatening to dig up. For as traumatized as Senku was by his own experiences, so was Gen. That fear lived under his skin, and while simple things kept it at bay most days, there would come a day when he would have to address it all.
I just don't want that day to be today.
"I'm not sure how I feel about this," Gen sighs, not for the first time that day. They've hardly been awake for long, only just finishing a hurried breakfast in the privacy of the observatory, remnants of their dinner reheated over the stove, yet he can't seem to shake the words.
"Gen, we've been over this," Senku sighs, giving him an apologetic smile as he begins to dress for the day.
"My old trail might illstay be there, they can follow that," Gen suggests, a tired excuse.
"You know that won't fucking work," Senku replies, no bite to his words.
"But maybe-"
"Gen. What gives?"
"Nevermind...."
"Gen....."
"Don't worry about it, my love," Gen waves away, finishing the final loop on his undershirt.
"You can't expect me not to worry. You know that," Senku points out, slipping on his shoes.
"When did you start caring about me so much?" Gen asks quietly, more of an observation than anything.
"I dunno," Senku shrugs, passing him his own snow boots. "But it's a fact that I do. You can't stop that."
"It's....not something I'm sure I can talk about," Gen sighs, trying to find it in himself to put this to rest already.
"Gen....I've told you before, you don't have to tell me anything you don't want to," Senku reassures. "But something is wrong and....I wanna help."
"....I need you to know that I eeplyday appreciate it, I really do," Gen replies with the best smile he can manage. It's a simple truth, that any care Senku offered him he always took to heart. "You have no idea how good it feels to know that you care. But...."
"It's okay, just. Don't keep it in forever. You're the one who showed me how bad of an idea that is."
"....Okay. I promise. Just. Wait for me to get back," he tells Senku, as they shuffle around one another in the observatory - in their home - gathering everything Gen needs for the impending trip. "Then....we can talk about it."
"Do you mean that?" Senku asks carefully, checking the contents of Gen's bag for the third time. Gen places a hand over his, stilling his motions. He can't blame the scientist for being worried. After all, as much as Gen had encouraged Senku to talk about his problems, Gen wasn't exactly good at doing the same. Worse at it, actually.
"I do, my love. Let me get oughthray these next two days," he says softly, making sure Senku meets his eyes. "Then, I'll talk to you."
"....Okay," Senku sighs. They fall quiet again as Senku helps him finish getting dressed for the worst of the cold, making sure he has everything he needs inside his coat. Triple checks everything again, a sign of his worry. Something that makes Gen feel loved.
"I have to get going," Gen says finally, when he hears Chrome and Magma calling his name from below. Senku looks like he doesn't want him to leave, but they both know it has to happen. The scientist tugs at Gen's coat, slips his arms around his waist. Pulls him into a hug that Gen can't help but savor as he returns the tight embrace. "I love you."
"I know," Senku mumbles when they inevitably part. He takes something out of his toolbelt, drapes it over Gen's neck. When he looks down at himself, Gen is surprised to see it's a scarf. Red, plain, soft to the touch. What it's made of, he can't tell. "Stay safe."
"I plan to," Gen says when he looks at Senku again. Smiles at him, feels good when he gets a small one in return. Is sure to place a peck on his lips, a farewell, before disappearing out the door.
Hopefully not for the last time.
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Watching Gen's bicolored head fade into the snowy woods is one of the most painful things Senku has had to do since waking up in the stone world. He knows it's necessary, they both do. That doesn't mean he has to like it. Doesn't have to like how afraid he feels for Gen. Gen, who he now has to send into the very mouth of the enemy. Who Senku himself has been preparing with their code. Who Senku is confident can fair for himself in the wilderness. Who Senku has the utmost trust in. But who Senku nonetheless is sending to certain death if things go wrong.
When the trio is no longer visible, he's suddenly gripped by a feeling of regret. For things he didn't say, didn't do, that he should have. For all that still sat unsaid between them.
I should have-
Senku stops himself before that line of thought can continue. Instead turns to the lab to make sure he has everything he needs to evade Homura ready. The sound bombs are their first line of defense at making sure she doesn't slip away and report their plan. Sure, she's been watching them closely, but there's no way she could have figured out what they were making - Tsukasa would have braved his army through a blizzard already if that was the case. But she's speedy, and slowing her down is their best bet at ensuring the phone is successfully delivered.
Setting them up with Ginro gives him enough of a distraction to get his mind off his worry. And setting them off is satisfying simply because it's successful. The same can be said of the flash grenade. And the icing on the cake is the blacklight. It's even more satisfying hearing the reoccurring buzz of the phone once they've taken off after her, knowing that Gen is on the other end reporting his team's position. The familiar sound of their shorthand Morse code is comforting in an odd way.
Following Homura's glowing trail through the snow is more than a bit draining on his body, even when they stop for the night, but it fills him with a sense of accomplishment to see science working just as it should. It helps keep his worry at bay long enough to get the job done - he has to keep reminding himself that's what matters.
Setting up beneath an outcrop of rock, just enough to shield them from the wind and keep a fire alive, Senku tries to occupy his mind with the next leg of their plan. This is the first night he's spent so far away from Gen. Sure, the mentalist didn't always spend his night in Chrome's shed in the past. And since building the observatory, sometimes Gen still spent a night here and there with Ruri if their evening of post-dinner tea and gossip dragged out too long. Senku never minded. But the mentalist was always within reach. This time, he's far. Too far.
Is this what love does to people? Senku wonders as he eyes the phone sat beside him. Eats his hare, freshly caught by Kohaku when they settled down, absently. He had tuned out the conversation around the fire a while ago, too preoccupied stewing in his worries. So he jumps a little when Kohaku steps away from the fire and settles down beside him.
"Something has you worried, Senku," she says, cutting directly to the chase as usual. They're a fair distance from the group, which allows them privacy. Something he's grateful for if she intends to wrestle it out of him.
"No point in worrying about anything," Senku huffs dismissively. "We're sticking exactly to the plan."
"Hm. I don't believe you," Kohaku replies, tucking her legs in closer to her body. "It's about Gen, is it not?"
"Why would I be worried about him? The mentalist knows what he's doing," he says, more of a reassurance for himself than for her.
"It's not about this mission," Kohaku says, smiling at him like she knows something he doesn't. "I won't push it. But if you need to borrow an ear, I'm happy to listen."
"Yea, whatever," he says, avoiding meeting her eye. Can't stop himself from glancing at the phone. Kohaku just laughs, stands and pats his shoulder a little too roughly. Then she leaves to rejoin the group. Senku watches her go with a frown. Being read by other people was always uncomfortable. And he knows how perceptive Kohaku is.
But she's no mentalist.
He's sure to send a goodnight over the pager before turning in.
___
The initial trek with his two companions isn't too remarkable, thankfully. A decent amount of Gen's old markers, black round pebbles that somewhat resemble the playing pieces of their checker sets, are still wedged into tree branches just as he left them all the way back in the summer. A path only his eyes know to follow. Feels like only yesterday when he placed them in the crooks of branches, like only yesterday when he followed them back dripping in blood that carried a lie. And this time he follows them back again carrying the will of Senku's people - his people.
Stopping for the night at the halfway point for the night, within a cave that's not particularly deep but offers plenty of shelter from the weather, is a welcome reprieve. Dinner is had in silence, the three of them too caught up in their own thoughts. Magma turns in early, leaving him and Chrome alone around the fire. Gen does everything he can to tune out the sound of the muclehead's snores, eyes outside the cave on the gently falling snow. Tries to fight off the emotions he's been holding at bay for just a little while longer.
The past half a year suddenly doesn't feel real anymore. The closer they get to the empire the more Gen feels like he's about to fall apart. Fall into a trap. What lies ahead is an uncertain future. Gen feels a sense of dread creeping in. Doesn't know if this time he can actually hold it back. As unideal as it would be to crumble under the gaze of his companion, it feels like it's going to happen regardless of if he wants it to or not.
Then he feels a hand on his shoulder.
"You alright Gen?" Chrome asks carefully, offering him a lopsided smile. He realizes his mask had been slipping, carefully regains control of his features before trying to reply.
"Just fine, Chrome!~" Gen lies through his teeth, trying to mimic the smile given to him.
"So like, I know lying's your whole thing, but that one was pretty weak," Chrome chuckles softly.
Gen has to sigh. "It was, wasn't it? I suppose I'm just not prepared to eturnray to the empire, is all."
Chrome looks like he rolls his words around in his mind before replying. "This Tsukasa guy, did you know him well?"
"Not particularly," Gen answers, remembering his brief interactions with the fighter from before the world ended. "We weren't friends by any means."
"Man it would be real baaaad if you had been, I think Senku would be extra pissed," Chrome whistles.
"Oh trust me, Senku-chan would have some very strong words to say if that was the case," Gen laughs lightly. "Tsukasa wouldn't stand a chance!"
"That woulda made this easier for us, that's for sure!" Chrome laughs with him, a bit louder. Enough to make Magma stir within the cave, letting out a disgruntled sound at the noise. It makes Gen flinch, and this time he can't suppress it.
"You really okay?" Chrome asks, worry coloring his face. Gen can't stand the earnestness.
"I'll be alrightyay, Chrome-"
"So you're not?" Chrome pushes. Gen has to sigh. He's not good at dealing with people like him, who wear so much of themselves openly. It always tastes bitter lying to them, despite how much easier they are to manipulate than most.
So Gen resigns himself to taking the easiest path here. "I've just got a lot on my mind lately."
"No shit, you're doing a lot of the legwork for us," Chrome says, crossing his arms, glancing at Magma to make sure he's actually asleep. "Copying Lilian's voice and all that, and I know you do lots of other stuff too."
"Oh please, that's plenty easy," Gen waves off, downplaying how intensive his workload has been lately.
"Sure, yea, sometimes you're as bad at lying as Senku," Chrome snickers.
Gen feins a dramatic gasp of offense. "Please, if I was as bad as him I'd really be in hot water!"
"All of us would!" Chrome chuckles. Fixes him with one of those honest looks that puts into perspective just why Ruri likes him so much. "Seriously though, I know something is bothering you, so like, I know you probably don't want to talk to me about it. But talk to Senku when we get back, yea? He worries about you."
Gen has to pause to absorb his words. It makes sense that of all the people who would notice Senku's worry, it's the friend he spends endless hours working side by side with. As much as Gen knows this conversation is about him, he can't help but smile at the thought that Senku has plenty of people in his life who care about him and his worries. It softens something in his heart. As antisocial as Senku could be, he really drew the best people into his orbit. And I have the pleasure of being one of them.... "Don't worry, Chrome. I'll be sure to talk to him."
The goodnight message sent over the pager that night finds him as he sinks into a pleasant slumber - no nightmares plague his dreams.
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When they finally catch Homura just before the afternoon, Senku feels a small weight lift off his shoulders knowing that now Gen can complete his mission. They can't exactly stop to talk, and with so many other people around Senku isn't sure how he can at the very least say something to the mentalist without feeling put under a spotlight.
But Gen has the same thoughts, it seems. Passes by him, brushing shoulders, as his team is gearing to leave. Catches his hand between them, presses something into his palm. Gives him a covert wink obscured from anyone else by his white bangs. And then he's off, over the hill with the other two. When Senku looks down at his hand, his heart skips a beat. It's a checker piece - no, it's not quite the same shape, it's one of Gen's markers. As if he's saying their game isn't over just yet.
You're right, mentalists. We're just getting started.
This one act sparks enough motivation for Senku to make the trudge back to the village with their captive in tow. Enough for him to bring the phone up to the observatory, set everything up, and buckle in for the wait. As fidgety and impatient as Senku feels simply being idle, trying not to think of all that could go wrong, there's plenty that has gone right. And the stone in his pocket is grounding. Thumbing over its smooth surface sends a unique calm through his body.
That's how Kohaku finds him some hours later when she turns up with ramen. Sitting on the floor, in front of the phone, lost in thought. Normally Senku would have taken off to the waterwheel to clear his head, but he has to stick close to stay in touch with Gen. He's still reporting their location, after all.
"He's still on your mind," Kohaku states as they finish off their bowls.
"Well yea, gotta make sure that he and the others pull this off."
"Senku, it's more than that. You're worried," she says a bit more firmly. "Specifically about Gen."
"You're not gonna drop this, are you?"
"Nope! You're not getting out of this that easily," Kohaku says with a sly grin.
"Get on with it then, I don't have all day," he relents. Knows it's a pathetic lie, all he can do right now is stay put waiting.
"You love him."
"I what-"
"Don't try to deny it," Kohaku laughs, shoving his shoulder in a way that's meant as friendly but is definitely too forceful. "And he loves you."
Senku hangs his head in agony. First Chrome, now her.... "Fucking and?"
"And you're afraid something will happen to him, aren't you?" Kohaku says, looking at him as if it's obvious. It probably is. He's not good at hiding this kind of thing.
"It's only logical I worry, he betrayed Tsukasa."
"That's not it, stop lying to me," Kohaku huffs, crossing her arms. "And to yourself."
Senku feels his shoulders slump. "What do you want me to do?"
"Admit it to yourself, then to him," Kohaku replies softer than he expects. "I know how people look when they're in love. I don't think I can stand to watch you suffer the way Ruri-nee and Chrome have been."
That makes him laugh. As showy as the observatory had been, as obvious as a confession as it had been, only Gen's feelings must be obvious to Kohaku and her sister. And Senku is sure Gen has already talked to Ruri about this, then she must have passed it on to Kohaku. Senku hates gossip, but it spreads quickly. May as well set his end of things straight. "He already knows."
"You told him?!" Kohaku exclaims with more enthusiasm than he expects.
"Jeez, calm down lioness!" Senku says, recoiling.
"Call me a lioness again and I won't help you," she threatens, holding up a fist.
"When did I ask for your fucking help?!"
"You clearly need it! Gen is such a kind and generous man and he had to fall for a brute like you!"
"Are you here to help me or just insult me?!"
"You don't even want my help! You ungrateful modern man!" Kohaku growls, sitting up on her knees. Senku tries to back up as she leans towards him.
"Because I don't fucking need any!"
"Yes you do!" she insists, snatching the stone he's been fiddling with out of his hand.
"Hey-!"
"You're just too stubborn to admit it!"
"Look who's calling me stubborn, you damn lioness!"
"I! Am! Not! A! Lioness!" Kohaku shrieks, throwing the stone at him. It hits him square in the forehead, hard enough to knock him onto his back.
" Fuck-! "
" Oh-! "
"Kohaku what the hell-" Senku groans, rubbing his forehead as he sits up.
"....Consider this payback," she says with a serious face. He's not sure what she means, until he remembers that first time she saw him and Gen playing checkers-
"You were seriously holding a grudge over that?!" Senku exclaims, unable to suppress laughter that bubbles up from his chest.
Kohaku laughs with him, her previous anger quickly melting away. "You never properly apologized!"
"Fine, fine, I'm sorry," Senku chuckles, much to her surprise.
"You've changed," she says, passing him back the stone from where it had fallen. "Because of him."
Senku considers his next words carefully. "I haven't. And neither has he….I'm just myself with him."
Kohaku smiles softly at him, one he hadn't seen on her normally stern face before. "It's because you love him."
"You're really not gonna drop this are you?"
"Nope," she giggles, leaning in and ruffling his hair. Pushing her hand away is futile. It's the kind of gesture that makes him think he might just understand now how Gen had fallen for her once. "Now tell me. What's been bothering you?"
" Tch it's not me who has a problem," Senku says, trying to fix his hair. Mirrors were definitely high on his list as soon as this war ended.
"Gen?"
"Yea…."
"Do you know what's troubling him?"
"He wouldn't tell me," Senku sighs, giving in to telling her what's on his mind. "I know it has to do with Magma, but I don't exactly….get it."
"Well, Magma is the one who made an attempt on his life," Kohaku contemplates.
"He said that wasn't it," Senku grumbles, pocketing the stone and leaning back on his palms in exasperation. "He's….not afraid of dying."
"Ah, I suppose I get it, then," she replies, cocking her head to one side. "It's not about the past."
"The fuck does that mean?"
"You're not very perceptive, are you?" Kohaku sighs, tugging her cape closer around her shoulders despite the observatory not being that cold with the stove running hot. "He's not afraid of Magma, and he's not afraid of death. He's afraid of losing us."
Her words make Senku pause. It doesn't quite make sense, but the thread of understanding is finally within reach. "Then….why does he only react around Magma if he's not actually afraid of him?"
"Because Magma represents that fear," she explains with a small shrug. "He would probably react the same way around Tsukasa, Hyoga, all of those people who threaten to take away what he cherishes. I know, because I have felt that same fear before."
Despite never having had a sister, that's how Senku feels when he's around Kohaku. And right now she feels eons older than him, but that's to be expected. She knew death better than him, after all. "....How do you cope with it?"
"I remind myself that my strength can protect that which I care about," she grins.
"He's not exactly strong, Kohaku."
"Not physically strength. The kind of strength that comes from in here," Kohaku says, touching a hand to her chest.
Senku thinks, perhaps Gen does have more of that than he lets on.
Notes:
Will they actually talk? We'll see ♡
Chapter 46: Splintered
Notes:
TW: Moderate description of injury and blood, minor impalement, ankle trauma, medical procedures
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The whiz of arrows through the air is something Gen never wants to experience again. He could feel more than hear them, as he runs with every ounce of strength he has away from the clearing where Ukyo's unyielding bow has Chrome and Magma pinned down. Doesn't dare look back, for fear of meeting one of those arrows face to face.
His heart thrums in his ears, drowning out all other senses as Gen weaves through the forest, as fast as his feet will carry him. Knows he can't take the same path they took to get here in case someone tries to follow him. But he moves on reflex, letting his subconscious lead the way. Dodges under unfamiliar branches and over thick untouched undergrowth. He can't stop to hide his footfalls in the snow. Had hardly been able to disguise the phone properly, rushed by the fear of getting caught.
Each step forward leaves him feeling heavy, like his feet have become concrete blocks. Not even his attempts at controlling his mind and body to stay calm come to fruition. He's full of adrenaline and not much else. Every snap of twigs, rustling of leaves, strikes fear in his chest, colder than ice. The kind of sensation that claws at his throat, wanting to spill out. Death had once tempted him, long ago, a lifetime ago. But right now the promise of life - of a beautiful fulfilling life - is far more tempting.
So he plows on.
Taking a different path has its risks, however. Lighter on his feet now than when they first headed towards the empire, his basket of supplies hastily abandoned so he could get away quicker, Gen miscalculates his speed. He sees the ravine ahead of him, through the beams of dawn, behind a row of bushes, but he can't slow his own momentum in time. This path is a direct downward slope. Gen feels the ground disappear under him as he slips down the ravine, rolling down it at full speed. He manages to tuck into a ball to minimize the damage, but the impact still hits hard.
He's sure he blacks out for a minute. Comes to on his side, one leg trapped beneath him in a bed of brambles and fallen logs. He hisses in pain as soon as he tries to sit up. Can feel his muscles protesting as he grits his teeth and tries to straighten his leg out. Then he smells blood. Feels the hot sticky substance dripping down his leg, into his boot. Oh fuck-
In the distance he thinks he can hear movement, but can't be sure if it's Magma and Chrome, or something far worse. He had a knife on his hip - Kohaku had taken the time to teach him how to defend himself with the blade - but he can't let it come to that. If I get caught-
Gen is quick to inspect the damage, lifting his wide pant leg to see how bad his injury is. Sticking out of his skin is a piece of wood easily the size of his forefinger. It's repulsive, splintered and covered in bright red blood. He swallows down his nausea, knowing he can't pull it out. Gen yanks his red scarf off of his neck, wraps it around his ankle and the wound as tight as he can to hold the wood in place while stopping the blood flow. Trying to stand is perhaps the worst part of it all. He stumbles, falls to his knees. His ankle simply refuses to take his weight, pain shooting up his leg in hot spikes that draw tears of agony from his eyes.
Looking around, Gen realizes where he is.
It's the bank of the stream he had stopped at to open his wounds before returning to the empire eons ago. It's shape, the grove of trees around it, is familiar. If he takes the time to look he's sure he'll spot a few of his markers in the branches higher up. Had he landed any further, he would have broken through the thin ice mere centimeters from his face that fractures his reflection.
Glancing behind him, the fallen logs he had landed on provide his solution. Gen crawls to them and breaks off the longest branch he can find, filling his palms with splinters in the process. Tries to stand again, using the branch as a crutch. It's shaky under his weight, sinks into the snow, but it'll have to do.
And he takes off again. As fast as he can. The sun is beginning to rise, offering him light but quickly revealing his trail. Time is ticking.
I refuse to die here-! I have too much to live for-!
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That morning Senku wakes up a bit later than usual. Kohaku is shaking him out of his slumber, and when he regains his bearings her words hit him at full force.
" Senku, the phone is ringing! "
Hearing Taiju and Yuzuriha's voices again after so long fills Senku with an emotion he can't name. Has no words for how it feels. It's good, warm, like finding shelter after a long journey with no real direction. Like a candle in the window, lighting the way to a place full of safety and security. It's incredible. Absolutely exhilarating. I underestimated how much I missed them....
This feeling is overshadowed by one thing.
Chrome, Magma, and Gen are in danger.
The mentalist would have hidden the phone better, would have made it entirely undetectable except to their intended targets. So hearing that his friends found it so easily, it tosses a blanket of dread over his shoulders. Did Tsukasa- Is Gen- Is my mentalist- His thoughts spiral, a constant stream of worry and fear. Kohaku seems to sense it, placing a hand on his shoulder, but it does nothing to ease his mind.
Kaseki completes the coil needed to keep the record player operational hands free. Setting everything up leaves him, Kohaku, and the others nervously loitering outside the lab with an eye on the edge of the woods the team should be returning from. None of them dares speak a word. Senku can practically feel the tension in the air. Can see the worry on Kaseki, Suika, Kinro, Ginro. Kohaku keeps her hand on the hilt of her blade. Mentalist where are you-?
A sound from the treeline gets their attention. Rustling, heavy footfalls through the snow. Everyone looks up, preparing for the worst but hoping for the best. Then Gen bursts out of the trees, leaning against a tall branch, limping-
"Tell me, Senku-chan," Gen says as he catches Senku's eye, breathing heavy, ragged, exhaustion and strain thick in his voice. "Who am I seducing first?~"
"Gen-!" they all exclaim in unison, rushing towards him as he stumbles forward.
"You made it back safe!" Kohaku cheers, getting to him first, taking his side to support him before he falls.
"Mentalist-!" Senku gasps, taking his other side, a feeling of relief rushing through him as Gen lets go of the branch, letting it fall, and holds onto him instead. At knowing he made it back safe-
"Where are Chrome and Magma?!" Kohaku exclaims, looking behind Gen in hopes of spotting the pair. The mentalist lets out a long breath, as if regretting his next words. Leans into Senku's side just a little bit more.
"I don't know. They sent me ahead."
"Gen-"
"There's no imetay to dwell on it, dear huntress, they'll be behind me," Gen replies with confidence that sounds fake to Senku's ears, but nonetheless quickly smooths over her desperation. Glances at Senku with a look he can't quite recognize. "Is the record player ready?"
"Yea, Kaseki made the coil," he answers as they start to walk Gen into the clearing.
"Good. A cup of water, and I'll be ready ," Gen hisses more then says. "I have a lie to sell.~"
Once they've helped an exhausted Gen up into the observatory and set up the record player beside the phone, it's just a matter of waiting for a call back from Taiju and Yuzuriha with their first target on the other end. The rest of the villagers file out, leaving him and Gen alone. He doesn't miss the reassuring look from Kohaku as she exists last.
Gen sits on the stool Senku uses while stargazing, catching his breath, coat long ago shed. Holds onto the now empty cup of water with white knuckles. Senku can't stop the anxiety he feels coiling in his body from coming out. He walks up to Gen, looks down at him, the mentalist's shoulders rising and falling heavily, cataloging every detail as if to make sure it's really him.
Gen notices him staring, offers him a small smile. "Senku I-"
He surges forward, grabs Gen's bare shoulders, and leans down, capturing his mouth in a rough kiss. Gen's words die quickly, turning into a startled sound. Senku tips his head to one side the way he's felt the mentalist do before, deepening their kiss into something more pleasant. Feels rewarded by it when Gen reaches his free hand to grasp tightly at the hip of his coat. When they part, Gen looks up at him, blue eyes glazed over, surprise replaced by warmth. Senku leans down again, kisses him softer this time, cupping his cheek gently. Tips Gen's head up, making the older man gasp softly against his lips.
Their position is awkward, Gen balancing dangerously on the stool, but he needs this. Needs to feel that Gen is real and alive and here . And the mentalist doesn't complain, even as he threatens to slip off the stool entirely. But Senku doesn't let it happen, holds on to him tightly, pulling him closer even though it puts a strain on his back and neck. The cup clatters to the floor as Gen winds both arms around his waist.
They only part again when the phone rings.
Gen smirks up at him, a dangerous glint in his eyes. " Time to work my magic.~ "
And he does, as best he can, given that Taiju had to drag the one person in this stone world who happened to be a fan of Lilian to the phone. It's not like he could have known, but it put a wrench in their plans only solved by striking yet another dangerous deal. When they hang up nearly an hour later, with the promise of regular voice lessons for Gen to master Lilian's voice - the poor audio quality was something they were relying on before, but this once Senku's perfectionism proved to be a deterrent - Senku feels like he can finally breathe deeply. He can mark this stage of their plan successful thanks to the joint effort of all of his friends. Gen had let him know that the last he saw Chrome and Magma they were pinned down by the archer, Ukyo - but the relief is there nonetheless. The mentalist offers him a smile, mirroring how he feels.
"Now, I have a favor to ask of you, Senku-chan," Gen says, catching his eye. Begins to pull up his pants leg to reveal underneath it his red scarf is wrapped around his ankle, material dripping in blood- "Mind taking a look at this, doctor?~"
Senku jumps to his knees from where he had settled on the floor beside the stool, heart spiking, back instantly straightening. " Gen, you've been bleeding out this entire time?! What the fuck is wrong with you?! "
"A lot of ingsthay, apparently," Gen chuckles lightly.
"Why didn't you say anything?!"
"I just did, didn't I?"
"Gen I swear-" he hisses, inching forward to inspect his injury. The red scarf has become dark with blood, and when Senku looks closer he sees the source - a large piece of wood sticking out of Gen's skin, soaked too in the maroon color.
"Sorry I stained the scarf," the mentalist apologizes as if this is nothing to him.
"That's what you're worried about?" Senku questions, glancing up at him, unable to hold the irritation out of his voice. He hadn't detected any sign of strain or stress from the mentalist since his return, had noticed the slight limp but Senku mistakenly assumed Gen had tripped and sprained it in his haste to get back. Why do you insist on hiding things from me anymore, Gen?
"It was a nice scarf," Gen pouts.
Senku ignores his comment in favor of carefully removing the scarf to inspect the injury more closely. Warns Gen before he touches him, but receives no protest as he grasps Gen's ankle and unties the scarf to fully reveal the wood embedded in his skin. Not even a single hiss of pain. It's just as uncanny as when Gen injured his hands, only this time it feels worse. Tugs at his heartstrings in an unfamiliar way. "Shit, Gen....I need to take this out."
"I was afraidyay you would say that...."
"You know this counts as an emergency, you dumbass," Senku scolds, setting aside the bloody scarf and rising to his feet. "I know you're probably only starting to feel the pain now, adrenaline from running here kept it away, but that doesn't make it okay to keep quiet."
"Forgive me, I got caught up in the moment," Gen offers as an excuse. It does nothing to ease his worry, that emotion that had flared up while the mentalist was away coming back at full speed.
"Sit on the edge of the bed, we have to deal with this right now," Senku instructs, fetching the first aid kit he keeps on the shelving along with a pitcher of water and extra rags. Quickly disinfects his hands. Gen does as he's told, not even wincing when he puts weight on his injured ankle despite limping considerably. Senku holds out a hand to steady him, then fetches the stool Gen had been using to sit in front of him. Sets down his materials next to Gen where they're within reach. Hoists the mentalist's right leg onto his lap and pushes his pants leg up to his knee for ease of access.
"Tell me if I hurt you," Senku says, looking up to try and asses the mentalist's condition through his mask. Receives only a small nod in return.
Senku starts by peeling off his boot first, gingerly, casting it aside once it's entirely off. The interior is full of blood, sticky substance coating Gen's foot from where it had puddled within. Once he has that off, he soaks the rags and begins to clean off the blood as carefully as he can. Wipes it off of Gen's pale skin with touches as light as his hands can manage, trying not to jostle his leg too much. Is extra careful around the wound itself. Once most of the area is clean - unfortunately still bleeding, but not as profusely as it could be - Senku can finally appreciate how bad it really is. The end of the wood sticking out of his skin is splintered and sharp, the end within must be in similar shape.
A glance up at the mentalist tells him this is really starting to hurt now that all the adrenaline has faded away. He suppresses it well, but Senku can see a slight tremor in the way Gen holds himself. Grits his teeth knowing the next part will be worse. It has to come out as soon as possible. I'm sorry, but I have to do this.
"I'm going to take it out," he announces, fishing through his toolbelt for a pair of leather gloves. Can't seem to find the pair he normally keeps on him, curses himself for probably forgetting it in the lab. Just as he's getting ready to stand to fetch it, movement in the corner of his eye catches his attention. Looks up to find Gen holding a pair out to him with a sheepish smile. "....You damn thief."
"It comes in handy, doesn't it?" Gen laughs, a thin sound. Senku slips them on, grabs a clamp from his toolbelt and plenty of gauze from the first aid kit. Ties a strip of leather above the injury as a makeshift tourniquet.
"This is going to be the worst part. It may have splintered inside so I need to pull it out carefully so it doesn't hurt you more, but I'll try to make it as quick as possible," Senku explains, watching Gen's expression carefully. Dreads this, but knows that despite seeming impassive Gen must too. "Hold this between your teeth," he says, passing him a clean rag. "Lean back on your arms and try not to move."
"I'll do my best," Gen replies, doesn't hesitate to put it in his mouth, leaning on his haunches, the only indication of his fear in the bob of his throat.
Senku takes a deep breath and gets to work. Dislodging the wood in Gen's leg is slow going once he has the clamp on it. It's not a particularly thick piece of wood, but it is long and there's no telling how deeply it's embedded. Senku is careful not to twist it as he begins to pull, holding Gen's leg steady with one hand as it begins to tremble. Keeps going until it's all the way out even when he hears whimpers of protest from the mentalist, muffled by the rag. Discards the wood and clamp, grabs the alcohol and gets ready to clean the gaping wound. "There might be splinters inside, but I can't get them out with so much blood in the way, so I have to clean it. This is going to sting," he warns before pouring an ample amount onto it. Doesn't miss the long hiss of pain Gen lets out.
Senku dabs carefully at the wound with the gauze gently, soaking up enough blood for him to see any leftover splinters. Uses a pair of tweezers to fish out each one as carefully as he can, until he's satisfied the wound is as clean as it's going to get.
Now for the part he knows Gen is going to detest the most. "You need stitches."
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"I need-"
"Stitches. It went in deep, Gen. I need to close it," Senku says, looking up at him with an apologetic sigh. The tweezer was bad enough, the sensation of the cool metal poking around inside the wound absolutely nauseating. But stitches.
"What will you even useyay?" Gen asks, delaying the inevitable.
"Animal tendon," Senku answers with a grimace. "I had some ready when I first made the kits, but I was really hoping I wouldn't have to use it."
"Oh, wonderful," Gen replies, the last of his composure quickly deteriorating.
Senku helps him move so he's laying totally flat on their bed, makes sure Gen is as comfortable as he can be, props a pillow beneath his knee and another under his ankle. He's grateful for how much care Senku is putting into this, how attentive to making this as easy on him as possible given the circumstances. Still wishes it had never come to this, but there's no way around it now. There's always a price to pay....
Senku totes around the room for a bit, gathering everything he needs, but Gen doesn't pay it much attention. His ankle is throbbing with pain, the tourniquet quickly feeling like a shackle. Every minute movement sends sparks of agony up his leg, every touch feels like it burns. When the scientist settles on the stool again, he's already threading his needle.
"Relax your body as much as you can. We don't have anesthetics so I'll try to be quick but I need your muscles as relaxed as possible."
Gen just nods, fixing his eyes on a spot on the ceiling as he puts the rag back between his teeth. Does everything he can to control his breathing, sending much needed oxygen to his extremities. As strongly as his heart wants to beat in his chest, he can't let it. Gen knows that the wood coming out, the alcohol, and the tweezers were nothing compared to what's coming next.
"Alright, I'm starting...."
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Senku is sure the mentalist passes out for a while as soon as the bone needle pierces his skin. As much as he feels for Gen, it was probably for the best. He's been holding in his suffering for god knows how long, a testament to his resilience yet something that frustrates Senku to the core. He doesn't have to pretend to be okay around me....!
He makes quick work of the stitches while he can, there's no telling when Gen will regain consciousness. It's not pretty, and it will leave a scar, but it's the best he can do considering the circumstances. Senku cleans the area before dressing it properly, reminds himself to clean Gen's boot and clothes of blood before it seeps too deeply into the material, then cleans up the area.
When he's done, Gen still hasn't regained consciousness. So he sits at the stool again to wait - waiting is something he hates, Senku always keeps busy - but he waits nonetheless. Thumbs at the stone in his pocket, reminding himself that everything will work out one way or another.
It has to.
Senku isn't the sentimental type, but seeing the mentalist so worn out, injured and exhausted, does something to him. Mixes a batch of unfamiliar chemicals in his chest. He's been acting on impulse a lot lately, and this time is no different. He leans down and places a kiss over the bandage on Gen's ankle.
When he looks up, he's met by the mentalist sitting up on his arms, watching him. Silent tears stream down Gen's face.
He's beautiful.
Notes:
I got a little carried away on the injury aspect of this chapter, but rest assured it's not a regular thing. Forgive the delay on updating, Squid Game happened and I got distracted by that lmao. Also, apologies for not replying to comments lately, my personal life has been incredibly busy. I promise I'm not ignoring you guys ♡
Chapter 47: Gently
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Gen hardly has time to process what he's seeing before a voice calls Senku out of the observatory. The scientist spares him a concerned glance before leaving. It gives Gen time to breathe. His ankle is throbbing in pain as he shuffles into a more comfortable position, wedges an extra straw pillow underneath it to keep it propped up higher. It keeps him distracted from the swell of emotions in his chest at Senku's gesture, and gives him time to wipe the tears off of his grimy skin with a nearby rag that escaped being soaked in his own blood.
Does he know what he does to me?
Seeing Senku, logical and brilliant Senku, submit to acts so loving and tender, melts any and all defenses Gen has left in his heart. He hadn't meant to cry, not even the excruciating pain he's been in pushed him further than watery eyes. But Senku's care and compassion drove the final nail into his coffin. It's a wonder he ever thought his heart impenetrable.
The hut had been warm enough for him to shed some layers earlier, but now it feels blistering despite the temperature being rather mild, so Gen undoes the first few holes of his undershirt. He chalks it up to the exhaustion that is truly setting in, and right now all his body wants is sleep. And a filling meal couldn't hurt. Also a bath, that would be lovely.
He's not sure how long Senku is gone for when outside voices pick up, a panicked sort of commotion similar to when he arrived back, perhaps an indication that the others have returned. Still, it makes Gen feel uneasy, worry creeping up, until Senku pokes his head back in through the door.
"Gen- Gen they-"
"Oh no-" he gasps, the look on Senku's face making him dread his next words.
" They captured Chrome- "
Gen feels his heart sink to the pit of his stomach. Ukyo must have gotten him-
Senku wordlessly enters the observatory, carrying a pot he places over the stove. From the smell alone, Gen can tell it's ramen. Feels his stomach grumble in appreciation despite the dread nestled into a tight coil within. Senku serves them both steaming bowls, passes him one then sits on the bed beside him before speaking again.
"Ukyo, was it? He's an archer?" Senku sighs deeply, worry creasing his brow.
"An atherray good one, with superhuman hearing," Gen replies, recalling the brief window of time wherein they both occupied the empire. He doesn't remember too many details about the man, his white bangs and yellow cap always obscuring his bright cerulean eyes. He wasn't particularly chatty, a bit of a loner. Gen could never get a good read on his ideals. This much he's able to share with Senku.
"Great, more trouble is exactly what we need right now."
"I'm surprised Kohaku didn't race off to go rescue him herself."
"Trust me, she tried. Magma and Kinro had to stop her," Senku groans, prodding at his food with distaste. "I have an idea for how we can rescue him, but....it'll take time."
"Whatever it is, I'm sure we can make it happen," Gen reassures, placing a hand on the scientist's thigh. "And if it's any consolation, Tsukasa-chan isn't in a position to hurt him when we have a captive of theirs as ellway. Besides, Chrome is resourceful, he can hold his own."
"Yea...."
Gen can't offer much more beyond that, so he presses a peck on Senku's cheek. Is rewarded with a faint blush on his skin, rosy and sweet. "Eat your ramen, mentalist. You haven't had anything all day, have you? You need to regain your strength if you want to heal quickly."
"Yes, doctor.~"
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That night Senku helps Gen wash off inside the observatory. They can't spare a trip to the springs on a bad ankle, and although the river is closer it isn't ideal for open wounds, but he can't leave the mentalist to stew in his filth overnight night. Can see how bad whatever accident Gen had had really been in the scrapes and dirt and grime all over his arms and legs. And the drying blood, leftover still stuck to the skin of his lower leg. Can see how it has drained his energy even if he doesn't admit it.
Senku had spent some hours delegating after lunch, trying to make sure Kohaku didn't just take off on a mad dash to rescue Chrome. Spent far too much time dissuading them from launching a search party. This kind of thing was usually up Gen's wheelhouse, but the mentalist has had a long day and desperately needs to rest. That much reprive Senku can at least offer by handling this task as best he can. Which is difficult, this isn't at all something Senku is good at. He tumbles out of the lab once it's grown dark with exhaustion heavy on his shoulders. But he still has something important to take care of before he can even attempt to sleep - Gen.
So he draws up a bath. Senku hauls a large wash basin up into the observatory, one they had last used when smashing grapes to make wine - very glad he's long ago added a pulley system - and heats up some water in a large kettle over the stove. The entire time he's setting up, the mentalist is lost to a much needed nap, but Senku suspects he's sleeping with one eye open. Typical.
Once he's done, he shakes Gen softly awake. "Come on, mentalist, you need to wash up."
"What's all this-?" Gen starts, looking at the basin with mild confusion after blinking away the sleep.
"You've been through hell today," Senku explains simply. Kneels down to undress the bandage on his ankle once Gen sits up. It's already soaked through with blood, but it's not bleeding profusely by any means, which he considers a win. It's not like he's performed stitches on anything alive before. Not that Gen needs to know that.
Gen doesn't voice any complaints of discomfort as Senku helps him stand, even though putting any weight on his ankle must hurt. None as Senku helps him strip entirely of his soiled clothing, then lowers him into the bassinet. Not a single whisper of pain, something that's still so concerning to him. Once Gen is settled, Senku checks the temperature of the water with his finger before taking the kettle off the stove and bringing it over.
Gen sits with his head on his knees, something that makes him look feeble and lost. Senku has to swallow past a lump in his throat before he can speak. "I'm going to clean you up, let me know if anything hurts."
"Senku-chan, I can do it myself-"
"Gen."
"....Okay," he relents. Senku is surprised to see color rise on his skin as he begins to fill the basin. And it's not from the heat of the water.
Senku is as gentle as he can manage. Wets Gen's body head to toe with a generous pour of the kettle before fetching a bar of soap from his toolbelt, sitting beside him on the stool, and using a sponge to lather him up. Gen is totally pliant, moves easily to let Senku reach everywhere, and much to his amazement mumbles soft complaints when something hurts. Seems to relax slowly the longer he's in the water. Seeing the tension melt from his body sparks satisfaction in Senku.
When he's done with lathering Gen's body, he turns to their shelving to fetch Gen's bath products. He knows the mentalist is running low on hair oil, but if there's ever a time to savor what's left in the small pot, it's now. Gen seems to agree, letting out a low hum of approval when Senku begins to work the fragrant mixture into his hair, freeing his black and white locks of dirt. Pays extra mind to massaging his scalp the way he's seen Gen do to himself. Senku takes his time with this, steam still rises from the bassinet and having the mentalist unwind under his touch is comforting in its own way.
Then Senku rinses him off with what's left in the kettle, making sure that every speck of blood and dirt disappears into the remaining suds. Helps Gen stand and get out, sits him on the stool and towels him off one limb at a time. Is sure to thoroughly dry his hair so he doesn't fall sick again. They're quiet the entire time, the only words are small protests from Gen when a particular spot or movement hurts, but otherwise they don't waste energy talking. It's tranquil.
And Gen blooms. Like a flower, he rises up from dirt and grime and all of the bad things down below, up, up, up. Becomes radiant, nearly glowing in the dark light of the observatory. It's mesmerizing. And all at once Senku realises he was going about how he approached Gen's woes all wrong. He needs patience and a gentle hand, like sewing a seed. While Senku is comforted by laughter and logic, things that stimulate his mind, Gen does best with more tangible concrete things that stimulate and relax his senses. All those simple things he loved - cola, perfume, flowers - served that purpose.
You're delicate on the surface, but your roots are stronger than you'll ever let on....
___
"You never let me examine your scars," Senku says as he helps Gen settle onto their bed once he pulls on his undergarments and pants, nothing else but a pelt wrapped around his shoulders. He feels small like this, weak. But he also feels safe, loved, cherished. No one had ever treated Gen so gently before. The butterflies in his chest haven't stopped fluttering for a single second.
"If I'm remembering correctly, that's because a certain scientist artedstay a tickle fight," Gen points out.
"Hey, I'm not the one who turned it into a pillow fight," Senku chuckles, drawing a small smile from Gen. He remembers the night fondly. "So, can I....?"
"Where's this coming from all of a sudden?" Gen questions quietly, studying Senku's face. It's not like he doesn't know, but part of him needs to hear it.
Senku looks away for a moment, rubs the back of his neck awkwardly as he speaks. "I just need to know you're okay."
The way he says it makes Gen's heart stutter pleasantly in his chest. He wasn't exactly expecting Senku to voice his desires about it so plainly, maybe be a bit more roundabout. When it came to his more emotional wants Senku always found a way to let him know but it was never so forward. Gen isn't sure if he can take credit for this type of progress, but it feels good to witness nonetheless. "Okay, but try not to tickle me this time," he teases as he lays back, exposing his abdomen.
"Not making any promises," Senku snorts.
The first touch is feather light. Not enough to tickle, but it sends a shiver through his body. Senku's callused fingers trace the shape of his scars ever so slowly, gradually applying pressure. The angle makes it difficult, but Gen keeps his eyes trained on the scientist. On the crease in his brow, the determination in the set of his jaw. On how his red eyes follow the movement of his hand. On how attentive he's being of something Gen thought had been put behind them a long time ago.
Gen absorbs every detail, cataloging it the same way he knows Senku catalogs him.
When Senku finisnes tracing the larger scars on his abdomen, skirting around the largest, he moves up, to the smaller ones on his chest. As much as he had grown accustomed to Senku touching him more casually, more intimately, this was different. He feels like a specimen pinned to a board under the scientist's microscope. Senku's entire attention is on him. And it should make him feel small, raw and vulnerable. But instead it makes him feel powerful. Beautiful, captivating enough to have the geniuse's entire focus all to himself. Gen has never shown this much of himself to another person, never wanted to be seen, but Senku isn't just anyone. Senku is special to him in a way no one ever has been. It's still so new, yet so liberating .
Keeping his hands to his sides is nearly impossible. Gen tries his best to lay still, to hold in everything that he's feeling as Senku moves to the much smaller and fainter scars on his arms that came from self defense. These are mixed with fresher cuts from falling in the brambles. Ones that sting when Senku's fingertips graze over them, but Gen holds in any protest. Doesn't want to break the look of concentration on his lover's face.
Then Senku pauses, hovering over the largest scar. The one from when the spear pierced him. It's the ugliest, rough and raised on his skin. One that healed unevenly and brought up possibly the worst of Gen's emotions if he stared at it for too long. For the first time since starting, Senku looks up at him. Meets his gaze, steady and even. Red eyes full to the brim of an emotion he's never seen on the scientist before - longing.
"I used to think you were the type to take the easy path every time….but….I was wrong. You take the hard road to make things easier for everyone else," Senku says with a conviction that burns. "But you don't have to do it alone. I'm here with you."
Gen can't find his words. Doesn't know how to respond. Doesn't know if he should. But Senku doesn't wait for one. The scientist leans down and places a kiss on the scar, tender and light.
Gen cant hold it in anymore.
All of the emotions he's been holding back for weeks - months - come flooding to the surface all at once.
The sob that bubbles up from his lips is pathetic, a broken sound that sounds wrong to his ears. But Senku doesn't let him regret letting it out. Leans into his space, crowds him with the harsh scent of chemicals coated with the fragrance of flowers. Presses a soft kiss to his forehead even as Gen's body shakes with the tears. Makes sure that their eyes meet before speaking again. "I'm here."
"Senku...."
"I'm here, Gen."
The scientist rubs patient circles onto the skin of his arms through each of Gen's tears. Slow, grounding. Helps him sit up when Gen feels ready. Lets Gen tug him into a tight embrace, warms him up with his own body heat. Makes sure the pelt doesn't slip from his shoulders. Gives Gen all the love he's never experienced before, all the care. Soothes every ache and pain in his heart as easily as breathing.
When he finally pulls away, he feels alive again.
"Come on, mentalist, I have to redress your wound," Senku says, tucking Gen's white bangs behind his ear.
"Is it still bleeding?"
"No. You got lucky, if it had hit an artery you would have actually bled out."
"How did you know it didn't hit one….?"
"Don't you trust my judgment?"
"I do," he nods. He always has.
Gen runs through his breathing techniques to help himself relax - crying did wonders for his body, but not his heart - while Senku's hands are occupied redressing his stitches. He doesn't dare look at them for fear of triggering nausea. Knows he'll have to eventually, only delaying the inevitable.
"We have to make sure to clean this often, you could get an infection and then you're in trouble."
"A limb is a small price to pay for all we're working for.~"
"What's not getting through your thick skull, huh?" Senku snaps, a loud sound that breaks the bubble of calm that had fallen over them. Makes Gen flinch, something that's immediately reflected as regret on Senku's face.
"S-sorry....I just," Gen starts, taking a deep breath and continuing before the scientist can speak. "I've never had anyone who cared about me this much...."
"Gen...." Senku huffs, falls silent for the rest of his task. Doesn't speak again until he's done. "I'm sorry. Just. I shouldn't have snapped at you like that."
"It's okay. The reality is that there's going to be times when we upset one another. But the important thing is that we talk," Gen replies as Senku comes to sit beside him again. "Then we'll be okay."
"You really think that's all it'll take? I'll be the first to admit we're both hard-headed assholes."
"Well you're not wrong! But we can make it orkway," he reassures, leaning against Senku's side. "I really am sorry - I shouldn't have said that. Unfortunately I'm a rather emotional person. As much as I can usually control my outward responses, I feel strongly. But sometimes I can't keep it in any longer and the words just….slip out. It's a weakness."
"That's not a bad thing, Gen"
"What-"
"It's not a bad thing," Senku repeats, snaking an arm around his waist, under the pelt. "It's just part of who you are. I don't always get it, I probably never will. But it doesn't make you weak."
"Senku-chan-"
"If anything, I like that about you."
"You do-?"
"Mh. You have a different perspective of our world. What's not to like about that?"
"You only see what I want you to see, Senku-chan. You'd be amazed at what misdirection and the power of suggestion can do," Gen answers simply. He always savors Senku's expression while he can - it's one he never wants to forget lest his tricks ever stop impressing the scientist, which was surely inevitable. It's not like he has any tricks left to play. "You'll tire of me one day, my love. Magic has an expiration date."
"No I won't," Senku answers simply.
"But-"
"People don't. You don't. And neither do I. Only death can stop us, remember?"
"I suppose you have a point.~"
If I'm not immune to temptation, Senku can't be either. That's one of the flaws of being human.
Notes:
And they still haven't talked! Oops ♡
Chapter 48: Trust
Notes:
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Watching Gen send away a crying Ruri stings more than a little.
She had come to him in the lab for comfort after he and Senku had retreated there to work on their plans for the car, and Senku eventually slipped away to offer them privacy. It's not like the mentalist could go far on his injured ankle, despite having made him a splint he wore within his borrowed boot. By the time Senku came back from running miscellaneous tasks and checking on the other villagers, the priestess was on her way out. And as much as she tried, her long golden hair only masked her tears so much.
We have to be fast. Saving Chrome came with its own hurdle of tasks, and once again one of the largest of all fell on Gen - maintaining morale.
"How's she holding up?" Senku asks as he settles onto a stool across from the mentalist to get back to his blueprints.
"Not eatgray, I hate to send her away in her current state," Gen replies with a pout, propping his chin in his hand, fiddling with a folded piece of paper with the other. "But there's only so much I can do."
"She's really worried about him, huh?"
"It's to be expected. She loves him."
Senku doesn't reply. He knows now how Ruri must feel. Knows how deep that type of worry runs, how much it eats away at every thought until there's nothing left. Never wants to feel that way ever again. Wouldn't wish it on the priestess for even a minute longer. And feels for Gen, who surely aches at not being able to help his friend much at all, as much as he must want to.
That night a blizzard hits, finding the kingdom the next morning trapped beneath its thick white blanket. Senku can only hope that whatever conditions Tsukasa was keeping Chrome in, that they were warm and safe from the snow. He and Gen don't talk much that morning, a quiet calm settling in over them. Senku cleans and redresses Gen's wound, and they simply settle down. There's no getting work done outside when the entrance to the lab is blocked off by a mound of snow taller than Senku, but luckily he had left his blueprints on his desk the night before.
At some point Ruri and Kohaku deliver news of how the villagers are fairing and make sure they have enough food and water, then they're on their way. Kohaku is swift as always, but Ruri is a bit shaky on the snow shoes she hasn't quite grown accustomed to. Gen watches them go with a sour smile, one that Senku can't possibly imagine brushing away.
"Love is a angestray thing," Gen contemplates quietly, wistful, breaking the silence between them. He sits on their bed, hands occupied with scraps of paper, leftover diagrams Senku no longer needs that are meant to be recycled. "People lie, cheat, kill, all in the name of love. Start wars, make themselves sick. It's a healing thing....yet oh so poisonous. But….I suppose you would say that's rather illogical, huh?"
Senku lets the mentalists words sink in before speaking. "I don't understand people who say that love isn't a logical thing."
Gen quirks his brow at him in something between curiosity and confusion. "That's so oddly contradictory coming from you, I hope you realize that my dear."
"Hear me out," Senku snickers as he picks up his charcoal pencil to start making adjustments to his diagram. "Love as we know it is a chemical reaction. That's something observable in the human brain, it's simple biology. It should stand to reason that the other elements that make up love are things we can categorize and explain with science as well."
"So many people would disagree with you, Senku-chan."
"Would you? Love is observable through psychology as well, isn't it?"
"Well, yes, I upposesay so," Gen replies with a faint sigh.
"See what I mean?" he shrugs, glancing up at Gen to appreciate how he can see the gears turn in his head as Senku explains his reasoning. "Love can be explained with logic, to an extent. And the aspects that we can't explain aren't too far out of reach either. There's plenty of things in the known universe that we don't have any explanations for yet, ones that we continue to study nonetheless. Love, therefore, is one of them."
"That's such a you way of conceptualizing that emotion which has baffled people for millennia," Gen giggles as he folds a square scrap into a star, a hint of something sweet in his voice.
"It's not that complicated."
"Ha! Sure, okay!"
"It really isn't, mentalist. Just because I don't understand the nuances doesn't mean it's that hard to learn."
Gen taps his chin rhythmically for a moment before speaking. "Did you ever think you could love someone romantically?"
Senku can't help but laugh, wondering if Gen deliberately brought up the topic for this reason alone. "I thought you figured it out a long time ago, mentalist! I'm demiromantic. You know what that is, right? I've never been entirely shut off from the idea that it was possible."
Gen's eyes widen comically as the realization hits him. "Wow. That....explains so many things. I feel like an idiot."
"What's it explain?"
"Taiju, Yuzuriha."
"That was a long time ago."
"But you did love them romantically, no?" Gen asks, tipping his head in a way that makes his bangs fall across one eye. Senku resists the urge to stand and walk across the room just to tuck the strands behind his ear.
"I did."
"Did that love adefay?"
"It did, from romantic to familial," Senku nods, not bothering to question how Gen figured any of this out. No point in trying.
"Then you can somewhat understand how I felt towards Kohaku," Gen sighs softly, admiring his handiwork before setting it aside and starting on another scrap.
"So you did love her?"
"Not really, not like that. It was just infatuation. But it angedchay in much the same way."
"Have you ever been in love with someone before?" Senku asks before he can stop himself. Bites his tongue before he can make a bigger fool of himself.
"No," Gen answers without hesitation, surprising him. The mentalist just smiles, one that reaches his eyes. "This time, my dear, you have a leg up on me.~"
"Coulda fooled me," Senku says, a weak attempt to cover up the embarrassment he feels rushing through his body. "Thought you knew what you were doing."
"Gotta be honest with you, Senku," Gen says, taking a deep breath that looks like it puts more of a strain on him than it should. "I don't exactly know what I'm doing either. Sure, I've dated here and there, but it was never anything serious. This....this is...." he petters off, staring at a point behind Senku's head for a long moment before meeting his eyes again. "I value your presence in my life. I really do."
Senku can't suppress the shiver that runs through him, and isn't sure he can pass it off as being from the cold when the stove is burning hot enough for them to lounge around without their coats. But Gen continues before he can speak.
"But if you feel this way about love, I have to wonder. Why did you shut yourself off from the possibility of falling in love?"
He has to swallow his anxiety before he can answer. "I thought it would be a distraction."
"And have I been?"
It's an earnest question, no double meanings, no judgment. Only curiosity. "No."
If anything, Gen has been the driving force behind his ambitions as of late. It's unexpected, but this is Gen after all.
___
"Does it actually not bother you?"
"What, that we're in love with each other but not actually dating?" Gen asks, appreciating the deep crimson color that rises on the scientist's face. Finds it adorable how Senku fixes his eyes firmly back on his diagram. They had paused for lunch but the scientist doesn't look like he plans to stop working any time soon, meal sitting mostly untouched on his desk. "Don't get me wrong, I don't feel led along or anything, not in the ightestslay. This pace is comfortable to me."
"Are you sure you're happy with this for now? Is it enough?" Senku mumbles, more to his work than to Gen.
"I am," Gen insists, noting a hint of misplaced worry in Senku's voice. Is surprised to hear the scientist voice such a concern at all. "And it is. More than enough."
"Gen...."
"I just want to be close to you, Senku. you've given me plenty of that," he giggles, setting aside his empty bowl.
"I don't know what else I can give," Senku nearly whispers, an uncharacteristic kind of thing.
"That's okay.~"
"....Thank you."
"I should be the one thanking you," Gen replies, feeling a warmth at the innocent and sweet way the scientist doesn't quite know how to handle his emotions. At knowing he's the reason why. "I know I'm quite clingy, and you've done wonders at tolerating me these past few days."
"I don't tolerate you, mentalist," Senku huffs, scrunching his brow. "There's nothing to tolerate."
"What-?"
"I want what you give me. Thought I made that obvious, dumbass."
Gen nearly chokes from the straightforward admission. From the expression of simple desire. It sets his heart racing and for once he doesn't try to hide the heat he feels creeping onto his skin. I was right to think that you're charming, sometimes it catches me very off guard-!
A few moments of silence fall over them before he can bring himself to speak again. "Am I distracting you, by the way? Normally I wouldn't ask but that diagram looks more complicated than ostmay."
"No. Talking to you makes it easier to think," Senku answers, not even looking up. If it weren't for the small hints of winter creeping in through the doorway Gen is certain he would be melting right about now, and not because of the piping hot stove.
Oh what you do to me-!
"Good to know," he smiles, standing and crossing the room to Senku's desk. He places a hand on the diagram, blocking the scientist's view.
"Hey-"
"But maybe this time I should bother you, love. You need to eat.~"
"....Fine."
"Good boy.~"
___
"Why were they aitingway? I still don't quite get it."
"I think it was specifically Taiju that was insistent on waiting," Senku sighs, wondering how they got to this point. Gen had started telling stories of his time at the empire and somehow they wound up discussing his friends' relationship. It was the type of gossip he usually liked to avoid but the mentalist obviously thrived on. "He didn't want to pressure Yuzuriha into feeling like he was her only choice."
"I can take two things away from that," Gen says, holding up two fingers. "One, he didn't see you as an option for her at all - which is uiteqay amusing actually. Two, he didn't want to feel like her only choice. Have you ever considered that he said that for his own sake, not hers?"
"Did you feel that way?"
"Like which one of them?"
"Both. Either."
"No," Gen smiles, tipping his head so his bangs fall over his eye again, folding the scrap of paper in his hands into a flower that looks familiar. "Senku, I had a myriad of oiceschay. Hell, I had enough influence with Tsukasa-chan that I could have asked him to revive almost anyone I wanted. I had options out of the people he had already revived. And when I got here I had more options too."
"Kohaku."
"Well, sure, but that wouldn't have worked out," he sighs.
"Why not?"
"Kohaku....she's too easy to read," Gen says slowly, as if contemplating his short lived infatuation. "There's no enjoyment in a relationship if you can predict everything your partner intends to do or say, or even think."
"Seriously?"
"Seriously! You know, at some point I speculated I might be aromantic," Gen hums. Senku feels confusion warp his features at the very idea. "It was a comforting thought. But eventually I realized that it's easy for me to experience romance - but it's also too easy for people to become....predictable. Boring."
"Do you think you could ever grow bored with me?" he asks after a pause, drumming his pencil on the desk as a distraction. They were already on this topic. No use holding back now. Even if it burned in his chest.
"Never."
Senku laughs unexpectedly, his previous concern washing away, replaced by a cocky grin. "Then you understand how I feel about you, mentalist. It's been calculated there's approximately 2.1 × 10^170th legal board positions in go. There's only estimated to be about 1 × 10^8th atoms in the known observable universe."
"Oh....?"
"Our game isn't over, mentalist. We have an entire lifetime of this."
He watches understanding set in slowly on Gen's face, pulling away any shroud of doubt he may have had left. "I don't think I would mind....but I'm a selfish man, Senku. Does that really sit well with you? Once I've set my sights on something I want...." Gen purs, fixing him with a dangerous glare from across the room, making it feel as if the observatory is shrinking and warping at his will. Senku feels his heart hammering wildly in his chest as he resists looking away, skin set ablaze, and can see the same reflected back at him. " I have to have it.~ "
It's exhilarating. Senku chuckles, catching Gen off guard. "I told you I would chase you, didn't I?"
___
The scientist had just finished redressing Gen's ankle - coating the wound in a smear of sap of all things to help seal it before wrapping the bandages - now sitting beside him on their bed as they get ready to turn in for the night. "So are you gonna tell me what happened to your hands?"
"I told you it was just interssplay from when I fell," Gen replies with a yawn. Despite spending the majority of the day simply sitting in one place, watching Senku work and making origami, he's exhausted. Recovering from his trek was going to take more time.
"Gen. This wasn't just splinters," Senku huffs, taking his hands and carefully inspecting his wrists and palms.
Gen swallows before he answers, recalling his colorful journey to deliver the phone. Isn't sure if it's a memory he wants to drag up again. "....We found Tsukasa-chan's stash of statues he plans to revive. Magma-chan wanted to break them....and....I stopped him."
"You- you stopped him with your bare hands?" Senku questions, looking up at him with mild horror. He can only nod. "Gen, holy fuck...."
"I know, I know. An unnecessary iskray."
"No, just...." Senku groans, giving his fingers a gentle squeeze. "You gotta be more careful."
Gen isn't sure how to respond, can only stare at where their skin meets. A hardly there touch, yet one that holds him in place when his mind wants to float away. The kind of feeling that threatens to push him into despair, into fear and confusion and all those agonizing thing's he's been avoiding for too long.
"Hey, mentalist, I'm here with you," Senku says quietly, a soft murmur that cuts through the fog in his mind. Drags his eyes up as the scientist intertwines their hands. One pair callused from overwork, one bruised from desperation.
"Senku-chan...."
"I'm afraid of puppets."
"You- what?" Gen gapes, words jolting him out of his reprieve. He doesn't have the time to unpack that before Senku keeps going.
"I know it's an irrational fear and I shouldn't be afraid of an inanimate object, but it's the truth," he shrugs.
"Why are you telling me this....?"
"Because I trust you."
"Senku...."
"You're not gonna lose us. You're not gonna lose everything you've sacrificed yourself for. And you're not gonna lose me," Senku says with that conviction that Gen always finds so alluring. "That's what it's about, isn't it?"
It tears at his heart to have his deepest fears laid out in the open like this. Forces open the floodgates, eyes welling with all that repressed anxiety he's been battling back. "How did you figure it out....?"
"I had some help," the blonde admits with a small shrug. "But I get it now. And I'm not gonna let you hold onto this alone."
"I don't-"
"I'm with you, mentalist." He says it so simply, so plainly, that Gen can't find a way to doubt him. Senku only speaks in facts, after all.
"You don't have to carry my emotional burdens for me, Senku," Gen whispers, throat suddenly dry.
"If you can carry mine, then I can carry yours, dumbass."
Gen lets the words permeate all his fears and worries, ones he never wanted to face yet knows he can't look away forever. They sit quietly for a while, Senku patiently running his thumb over Gen's fingers. The motion soothes him, eases his thoughts until he can voice what he wants to say.
"I didn't really have anyone."
"They're your family too, you know," Senku says with a smile. Gen thinks of the village. Of how they've welcomed him.
"Yea. Yea, they are," Gen replies. "That's why I'm afraid."
"We can protect them, mentalist"
"How are you so sure about that?"
"I just am, Gen," he reassures. Doesn't berate Gen for his hesitation. "There's no evil too great that we can't conquer."
"....I had to grow up faster than you, Senku-chan. Because of that I got to know so much of the adult world full of so many evils," Gen sighs, meeting his lover's red eyes full of so much patience and compassion. "Yet I'm still choosing to help you revive humanity. It's because I saw all those evils that I know there are just as many good things worth protecting. Odds are, we're going to face so much worse than Magma-chan one day. Worse than Tsukasa-chan. Evils I can't even begin to imagine."
"Probably. But we can handle it," Senku answers. His words are so smooth, so easy, that Gen can't help but believe them.
"We can, can't we?"
"We will," Senku says with a wicked grin that sparks goosebumps all over his skin. "Get excited, mentalist. We're not done just yet."
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Chapter 49: Better
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Gen spends the night struggling to stay asleep, much less find a comfortable position out of reach of his particularly restless lover. It's not like their bed is all that large by any means, the observatory isn't exactly that massive. And Senku, at some point waking up from whatever tumultuous problem was keeping him from experiencing a more peaceful sleep, had insisted he wasn't having nightmares or anything akin to it when Gen had worriedly asked.
No, Senku's body just seems sore and overworked, unfortunately for both of them. Gen doesn't have the heart to shake Senku awake again to complain about it and find a solution, and he can't exactly slip out of the observatory for the night like he usually does. The cold wouldn't possibly allow it, nor would the snow that had locked them inside. Not to mention his injured ankle. He can't even hobble down to sleep with pelts on the floor.
So Gen simply suffers through it and tries to get as much rest as he can.
Which he finally seems to find in the early hours of the morning, once Senku's restlessness seems to settle when his body inevitably caves to exhaustion. Gen is finally able to doze deeply enough to consider it a worthwhile sleep, if a bit heavy on his mind and body.
Come morning, Gen feels at least a little refreshed physically even though mentally he's not quite there. There's a fog hanging over him, one that proves to be a problem when he rolls over as he's stretching his arms over his head. Gen's arms collide with Senku as he's sitting up, nearly knocking him off the bed and straight onto the floor. Gen only just manages to reach out and grab his arm to keep him from falling entirely.
"OI-!"
"Agh, carefully, you'll wake up Chrome-"
"Oh-"
"Oh I'm- I'm so sorry-" Gen stammers, realizing his mistake as he helps Senku right himself again. Shit, I'm better with my words than this!
"No it-" the blonde starts, voice still thick and raspy with sleep. "....It's okay. It was a slip of the tongue. I know you didn't say that on purpose."
Gen curses himself for slipping up at all. He's a mentalist, he can do infinitely better than that. It seems the lack of sleep really got to him this time.
"We had a long day yesterday," Senku reassures with a small smile.
"It's understandable that we would be iredtay," Gen replies with a soft kiss to his cheek as a form of apology.
"Yea, I know," Senku still groans, clearly irritated by how it had affected his own rest.
"Forgive me for bringing up so many topics in such a short span," he sighs, stretching his legs out in front of him. "I'm sure that was particularly ainingdray."
"It's okay, Gen," the blonde mumbles, scratching his cheek where Gen kissed him. "It had to be done."
"Still."
"No, really. It's okay, mentalist. It was stuff we really needed to talk about and we had put it off for too long."
Gen can sense a hint of bashfulness in his voice, but all in all is happy to hear Senku agree that finally addressing everything that had been clouding over them. It's satisfying, to know that he's found someone who can absolutely buckle down and tackle the hard parts of a relationship with him - even if he's not much of a talker nor experienced in this realm of life. Besides, he's sure he has a little something to do with that. "I'm glad, then.~"
The pair go about their morning routine as usual, not daring to peek outside to see if the weather has cleared. Gen hopes, for all the work they still have to do, that it has. But part of him wouldn't mind holing up with Senku indoors, warm and safe and comfortable in their own little bubble frozen from time for just a bit longer. Still, the world keeps moving around them and they can't stand still forever.
Once they open the door to the observatory, the world outside greets them with the bright rays of the sun. The ground is visible through the mounds of snow, the flurry has stopped falling. It's a new day.
"Come on mentalist, time is ticking."
___
A lot happens over the course of the next three weeks, yet all the same it feels as if nothing happens at all. The only real interruption is the worst of the winter seems to hit all at once. Blizzards that trap them indoors, that pile snow so high it reaches the door to the lower level of the observatory.
And then spring begins to show its face. The snow underfoot no longer sticks to the ground, green grass begins to poke through. Flowers start to sprout. It's slow, but the world around them comes alive seemingly all at once, until it's no longer possible to ignore the change in season.
But while the snow still lingers, there's still much to get done. Senku has finalized his plans for the car and construction of it is complete, but they still need to test it and arrange other plans before they can take off to rescue Chrome and inevitably face Tsukasa. Hunting and gathering will start soon, to replenish their stores, and weapons need repairs after so much use with training - especially Kohaku's. All at once the village comes alive with activity, a sign of the change that has fallen upon them.
And with the village and the steady onset of spring, Gen comes alive too. It's something Senku notices, small moments that make him smile - even if he tries to hide it. Flowers finally blooming, the distant chirp of birds. The prospect of moving his drying racks back outside to the paper station once the snow is gone. Fresh fruit and vegetables for him to cook with. Little things that stimulate his senses and warm Senku's heart just to see the glee so carefully hidden on the mentalist's features.
"Say, Senku-chan, Ginro finished collecting the buckets of sap but a few of the spiels came ooselay, where's your hammer?" Gen asks as he slides into the lab, silent as ever.
"I thought you were avoiding him - and sap - like the plague, mentalist," Senku chuckles, pulling the tool off of his belt and passing it to the outstretched hand.
"Like I can avoid the call of the universe, my dear," Gen sighs, hardly hiding a laugh.
"Putting your trust in mysticism won't get you results, mentalist."
"Please, at this rate I'll take anything I can get! If powers beyond my understanding will istenlay, then so be it."
"Is that so? I thought you switched sides for science, not that bullshit," he snickers, tossing Gen a grin.
Gen gives him a catty smirk, leaning into his space. "You could say I switched sides for science all you want, but you know the truth, my love.~"
"Do I?" Senku asks, closing the gap between them until they're merely centimeters apart.
"I know you do," Gen purrs, connecting their lips in a gentle kiss. Senku can't help sighing into it, reaching up to cup the mentalist's cheek. It's soft, pleasant, and spreads warmth through his body.
This was one of the most prominent changes Senku had noticed. Ever since they finally talked about what was weighing the mentalist down, he had become more.... loving. Not in an overbearing way. Gen simply unwound, exuding a relaxing and calming aura that made Senku feel at ease. It was wonderful.
"You know that I love you, right?" Gen breaths against his lips when they part.
"Yea, I know. I-"
" OH-! "
Senku startles at the sound, jumping backwards, nearly stumbling. Gen hardly reacts, the only sign he's surprised in the widening of his eyes. They both turn to see Ginro, gaping at them like a fish out of water.
"Holy shit-! You two-! No way-!" the younger blonde stammers, head whipping back and forth between them.
"Uh-"
"Perfect timing, Ginro!" Gen chirps, tossing Senku a wink and twirling around with a flourish. He presses the hammer into Ginro's hands, quickly making for the door. "See you later, Senku-chan!~"
"Hey-"
"Dude-! You and Gen-!" Ginro squeals, a high pitched sound that grates at the ears.
" Gen-! " Senku yells out, but the mentalist doesn't turn around, simply slips out of the lab as silently as he entered.
"Oh you guys are totally dating, you gotta be!" Ginro continues, getting up in his face. "Tell me everything!"
"We're not gonna talk about this."
___
Gen has to stop himself from laughing as he exits the lab, the sound of Senku diverting the conversation at Ginro's persistent prodding filling him with amusement. He's careful to step over the threshold, the entryway is a bit muddy thanks to the snow. Not for the first time he wonders why there's no door, just the heavy pelt curtain Senku normally ties to the side, and reminds himself to mention it to Kaseki later.
Gen decides to occupy himself elsewhere. His ankle has been healing well, walking on it is no longer an incredible strain. But he's still careful, so he hasn't been staying on his feet for as long as he normally would, otherwise Senku would undoubtedly chew him out over it. He had already checked on Ruri earlier in the day, and thankfully Suika and some of the other children were keeping her company, so Gen instead looks for Kohaku in the village.
He finds her moving barrels of foodstuffs, from the first scavenge of the season. The huntress spots him approaching and waves with a bright smile. "Gen!"
"Kohaku, keeping busy I see!"
"Sorcerer! What are you up to?"
"Looking for you, actually," Gen replies as he gets closer. Kohaku chuckles, crossing her arms.
"Are you sure that's it?" the huntress jabs. "You look like you're skipping out on work to me!"
"I would evernay!~"
He and Kohaku chat away for a little while, eventually walking between the huts, simultaneously checking in on how everyone else's tasks are going. And at some point they pass by the hut-turned-jail cell which housed Homura. Gen hadn't spent time dwelling on their captive, but he couldn't deny that it felt particularly odd to have an enemy spy under their thumb. Undoubtedly Homura's reports to Tsukasa had to have put them at some kind of disadvantage, but there's no telling how much information she was able to pass forward. The mentalist had made an attempt already to pry it out of her, but Homura was the type of person immune to his usual tactics - the type which held everything close and rarely showed their hand to others. The same type as me. How spectacular.
Others had tried too, but Homura merely scoffed and turned away, hardly sparing them another glance. However, one person seemed to catch the former gymnast's eye.
"Say, Kohaku," Gen muses as they wander past the jail cell. "Have you tried talking to our little captive lately?"
"What-? Why-?" she stammers, seemingly caught off guard by his question. Ah. How telling.
"Just curious," he chuckles. "Any information we can get out of her is useful, after all.~"
"Right-! Uh-! The sparkling sisters tried talking to her the other day," Kohaku diverts, her excuse plain as day. Gen can only smile and go along with it. No use pressuring her just yet.
"Oh? How did that go?" he questions with a tilt of his head. "They are uiteqay charming girls, I can't imagine Homura could resist them.~"
"Ha, I wish," Kohaku replies with a huff, rolling her eyes but bright with relief. "Garnet and Sapphire tried to flirt with her."
"Did they really?! I can't imagine it worked!"
"I called them out on it for being homosexuals and they got offended."
"I'm sorry, you what-? " he gasps, wondering if he heard her right.
"Kohaku, Ruri is looking for you!" a voice calls out from behind them, causing them both to pause mid stride. Gen has to suppress a smirk as Ginro runs towards them, with Senku slinking miserably behind.
"Go on ahead, my dear huntress," Gen urges, not missing how Kohaku glances at the jail cell before taking off. He can poke and prod more at her later.
"Don't get into any trouble, sorcerer!"
"Not making any promises!~"
Senku ducks past her, looking at Gen with a plea in his eyes. "Mentalist I swear-"
"Have a nice chat with Ginro?~" Gen teases.
"You seriously left me hanging like that-!"
"I did no such thing!"
Senku pinches his cheek harshly in retaliation, drawing a yelp out of him. They bicker for a moment before settling with a laugh. Senku wordlessly interlocks their hands as they get back on the path, a gesture that makes Gen's heart flutter pleasantly. He's not sure what direction the scientist is leading him, but he can't care. He would follow Senku anywhere. To the ends of the earth if that's what you desire, my love.
"So what the fuck happened with Kohaku?" Senku asks once they're farther from the commotion of the village, approaching the bridge.
"Our dear huntress called Garnet and Sapphire homosexuals and they didn't know what it meant so they got offended," Gen snickers behind his sleeve.
"Oh sh-"
"I'm guessing you taught her that-"
"I may have taught that to Chrome-"
"Oh my-"
Gen has to suppress the giggles that bubble out of his throat as Senku lets out a hearty laugh. Once on the other side of the bridge Senku leads them directly to the lab, and he has to wonder what he'll be put to work doing this time. Only, once within Senku doesn't bark any orders. Simply drops his hand and gets back to his own task, tinkering with something that must be a car part. So Gen settles at a stool, watching with amusement. Did you go all that way just to bring me here for some company? How adorable....
"Why does she spend so much time visiting Homura's jail cell anyway?" Senku muses after a while.
"Well, you see," Gen contemplates, propping his chin in one hand as he takes out his notebook and flips it open. "I believe Kohaku, unfortunately, has a bit of a crush.~"
"And why do you sound so upset about that?" Senku questions, a smirk in his voice.
"Considering I had a mild infatuation with her myself, I feel particularly invested in her love life," he huffs.
"Okay, so the fucks that mean?"
"That she can do etterbay!"
"And you care why exactly?"
"Tsukasa-chan didn't revive Homura. Hyoga-chan did."
His words make Senku pause, glancing up at him with a mild scowl. "Okay fair point."
___
Senku is glad that for once Gen didn't interrogate him on his motives. He simply wanted to be....close to the mentalist. Have him nearby. Something about almost losing him, about actually losing Chrome, had changed something within Senku. He had already lost so much - his friends, his father, the modern life he took for granted. He can't stand the thought of losing anything - anyone - he's gained since. And sure, that had been the source of all of Gen's anxiety. But even if it was affecting him differently, it didn't mean Senku didn't feel the same sentiments.
Besides, he's sure he's handling it in a more healthy manner than Gen is. All Senku wants is reassurance and company.
Plus, being alone....it doesn't sit well. Not after the months he spent alone, hoping Taiju would eventually wake up too.
Still, all that said, Senku reasons he's fine. Especially when Gen grows tired and announces he's going back up to the observatory to rest his ankle and await his daily call from Nikki. The scientist doesn't fret, doesn't ache at letting him go. Just makes sure to ask for a kiss - or two or three - before the mentalist takes his leave.
Once Senku is satisfied with the car part he's working on - an attempt to boost the power of the engine, he heads up to the observatory to check on the mentalist. It's nearing evening so he's sure the call with Nikki will be ending soon. At the entryway however, a sound makes him pause. A melodic voice that rings through the doorway, like a string of bells, each note more pleasant than the last. As it peters out, the feminine tone of the voice slowly morphs into something more masculine. Deeper, more baritone. It sends shivers down Senku's spine when he realizes this isn't Gen's fake voice anymore. It's his own. His natural voice.
Oh-
If it was possible to fall in love all over again, he might say that's exactly what he's experiencing.
But it feels wrong. The mentalist hadn't known he was even there-
"You can come in, you know.~"
"Gen- I- '' Senku stammers, feeling heavy as he steps over the threshold. Feels his heart skip a beat or two when the mentalist looks up at him from his perch in front of the phone.
"Hi there.~"
"....Hey."
"I just got off the phone with Nikki, did you finish in the ablay?" Gen asks as Senku approaches.
"Yea."
"Productive day, I see!"
"Were you uh-" Senku starts, clears his throat before continuing. "What were you doing?"
"Practicing," Gen chuckles, and he knows he's been caught. "Why do you ask?~"
"I uh. Don't think I've heard you singing before," Senku mumbles, picking at his ear and looking anywhere but at Gen.
"Sure you have, dear."
"In your real voice," he corrects. Glances at Gen in time to catch his expression soften.
"Is that so? I hadn't realized."
"Can uh. Can you do it again?"
"Why so interested?"
"....Gen."
"Yes?~"
"I uh," Senku sighs, knowing he dug his own grave with this one. "I like how it sounds."
"Why thank you!~" Gen chirps, smiling up at him knowingly.
"I want to hear it again...."
"Gladly, my love.~"
Senku settles down beside the mentalist, who clears his throat and begins a song he can't recognize but Gen clearly knows by heart. Each note that floats over his ears makes Senku feel as if he's floating on air. Floating high enough, perhaps, to touch the stars.
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Chapter 50: Real
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Chapter Text
"Oi mentalist."
"Huh? What?"
"Aren't you too hot in that now?"
"Aw you think I'm hot?~"
"Gen."
"I can live with it, my dear, it's not really that bad," Gen mumbles as he tugs at the fuzzy collar of his coat in hardly disguised frustration. The temperature has changed enough for his winter wear to become irritating, nearly stifling, for thicker layers. He's trying to focus on starting his first batch of paper for the season, elated that he's been able to move back outside to his paper station behind the lab. A space that's organized to his liking where he isn't impeding Senku's lab work whatsoever but is still within reach should he be needed for anything.
The logical side of him says he should just take off his coat, Senku has already changed back to his usual attire even though there's still a mild chill in the air - although that chill doesn't exactly call for a coat as heavy as Gen's that's lined with warm furs. But the illogical side of him simply doesn't want to parade around in only his kimono. It's not like anyone else is around to see him, right now only Senku keeps him company, waiting for Kaseki to return from the village so they can make some adjustments to the car - the craftsman is in high demand now that the season is changing. And Senku has seen him in less plenty of times, and has literally seen him naked dozens of times - they bathe together, sleep together, live together. But it still nags at Gen. I suppose everyone has their hangups....
"Gen I fucking swear," Senku mutters, standing from the log bench and leaving around towards the front of the lab. Gen just assumes he's getting back to work, but only a few minutes later the scientist returns, carrying a bundle tucked under his arm that's wrapped in hide and tied with red twine. "Here."
"Oh? What's this?" Gen questions, setting down his tools and reaching to take the bundle when Senku practically thrusts it into his arms.
"Just open it," Senku says, picking at his ear sheepishly.
Gen feels the weight of the bundle in his hands, and he instantly knows what it is before he pulls off the twine holding the hide together, still finds himself smiling as it unflurs in his hands, revealing the vibrant purple he's all too familiar with. His first coat, the one Tsukasa had insisted Yuzuriha make for him, a bribe of sorts. Yet one he's still incredibly fond of. Gen remembers the night he nearly walked in on Senku trying to remove the sap stains, with Chrome hovering over his shoulder. Upon inspection, nary a stain remains. Whatever he had done had worked. "Oh Senku-chan!~"
"Stop suffering already," Senku huffs, hands on his hips and a light blush on his cheeks. "Just put it on."
"Aww, and it's not even my birthday.~"
"It's not like it's anything new, mentalist."
"Regardless," Gen chuckles, shedding his heavy winter coat and slipping into the other, immediately comforted by it's familiarity. "I really appreciate this, my love.~"
"Yea, yea, it's nothing," Senku says, but Gen doesn't miss the small smile of satisfaction on his face when he does a small twirl.
"Sure, sure.~"
"Get back to work, mentalist," Senku sighs, taking his leave with a noticeable pep in his step.
"Yes sir!~"
___
"So....when is your birthday?" Senku asks as they settle down for lunch behind the lab. He wasn't initially planning to actually ask, but the way Gen reacted to receiving his coat, well. It was pretty adorable, if he was willing to admit it. And it got him curious. So it's his turn to string the other along a little.
"Hm, you would know," Gen hums softly, blowing on his skewer before taking a bite of the boar.
"How the fuck would I know?" he laughs, shooting the mentalist a mild glare.
"You wrote it down already!" Gen replies smoothly, words that confuse him. When the hell did I write his birthday down? What-? "It was in the biography of my book too, but since you don't remember that, well! Too bad!~"
"Asshole," Senku simply mutters,
"What? A measly scientist can't figure out this mentalist's birthday? How sad!" Gen teases with a hearty laugh.
"Watch yourself, keep talking like that and you won't have a bed to sleep in tonight," Senku snaps back, hardly suppressing a chuckle.
"Aw, what a shame, that observatory sure is comfortable," Gen sings, winking at him. "I wonder who gave it to you?~"
"An annoying brat."
"Boo!"
They both burst into giggles, quickly dropping the subject, although it does sit on the back of his mind. Lunch is finished uneventfully, after which Senku goes back to finish some final details on the car. Kaseki is going to be occupied for the remainder of the day at the village, so Senku is on his own for now. Gen has gone back to working on his paper, and he doesn't have the heart to interrupt him when he looks so happy.
So Senku stays busy fine tuning the car. At this point he's simply making adjustments for aesthetics sake. He's not above making his inventions look interesting, at least to him. Senku didn't grow up a science fiction nerd for no reason. Granted, he always had people telling him he was enjoying it wrong for constantly nitpicking and criticizing inaccuracies, but that had always been part of the fun for him. That, and simply how cool everything looked. I feel like a kid with a model kit again, how exhilarating!
Senku is distracted painting a few designs onto the car, nothing fancy - he's no Yuzuriha - but it's plenty satisfying to him. Ink wasn't exactly the hardest thing around to make and it had been a good rainy spring day activity a while back, one he had roped Gen into until they had emerged covered in ink smears all over their faces and arms from an impromptu war that had broken out between them. He didn't really use it for diagrams since he couldn't erase that, but refining the recipe the villagers already had was enjoyable enough - not to mention that hearing Gen's squeals of glee was a prize all its own. The mentalist had immediately taken to doing some calligraphy in his own notebook.
And he had insisted on making an array of colors, not just black. So Senku has his options between brown, red, orange, yellow, green, and purple. No blue, that was a trickier color to make, but the rest were just as good. Senku finishes off his decorations with his signature in green, a caricature of himself that Yuzuriha had always found cute and Taiju and Byakuya teased him for. I miss them but....
"What, not gonna use any purple?" a voice speaks up from behind him, making him jump a little. When he looks over his shoulder, Gen grins down at him.
"It'll clash," Senku snickers, just to see the mentalist's reaction.
"I'll have you know purple and green are rather complimentary together!" Gen puffs, sticking his tongue out childishly, exactly what Senku was hoping for. Gen plucks the brush he had been using out of his hand, dips it into the purple container of ink, and adds a few flourishes around Senku's signature that resemble flower petals. "There, all better!~"
Senku can only laugh, amused at how easy the mentalist has become to read to him. Gen used to be a complete enigma, but now he can anticipate the others moves flawlessly. As if every time they had been in sync when they first met had been purely subconscious - falling into place in a way he didn't understand at all but felt like second nature - and now, after all this time, has risen to his conscious mind. Gen would probably find that poetic.
"What's with you and purple? I know it's your favorite color but you're kinda obsessed," Senku questions, pinching Gen's hand, making him drop the brush with a small yelp.
"You're that curious why it's urplepay?" Gen mumbles, rubbing the back of his hand with a pout.
"Please never say 'urplepay' ever again. I can deal with the rest of your pig latin but that," he says, punctuated with a glare. "No."
"Urplepay!~"
" Mentalist. "
I miss them, but I'm not alone.
____
"Hey Gen?"
"Hm?"
"You can drive, right?"
"I can do what now-" Gen startles, looking up from picking at his nails. He has no idea what Senku has been doing to the car besides decorating it, and Gen is out of tasks for the day, a fresh batch of paper already drying on the racks behind the lab.
"Cool, perfect."
"Wait wait wait, Senku-chan-" he stammers, waving his hands in front of himself as the scientist smirks at him.
"It was in your biography," Senku chuckles proudly.
"YOU?!" Gen shrieks, color rising to his cheeks. How did he pull a fast one on me?!
"You like long drives or whatever the fuck," Senku laughs, picking at his ear. "I'm assuming that means you're the one behind the wheel."
"You fucking liar!" Gen nearly barks, trailing behind his lover when the blonde turns to walk away.
"My, how uncharacteristically vulgar," Senku jabs, starting up the car.
"Oh you-!" Gen chirps, realizing the trap he's fallen into - more than once, it seems.
"So is it true, or just bullshit your publisher made up?" Senku questions with a raised brow.
"Why do I feel like I'm going to regret it if I answer honestly?" he pouts, shoulders slumping.
"Heh. That tells me all I need to know," the scientist says, gesturing for Gen to climb aboard.
"Wait, hold on!" Gen groans, realization setting in even as he reluctantly takes his position behind the steering. "Why did you ask about my birthday if you already knew?!"
"I might not be the type to talk about it, but you never shut up about yourself. Figured I'd try," Senku snickers.
"Rude!"
The test drive itself isn't necessarily awful, the car functions as it should, and part of Gen does somewhat miss how it felt to go on long drives, but the one thing he can absolutely do without is how shaky the vehicle is. He doesn't know if it's the car itself or the rough path - one Senku had had him map out all the way to the empire to ensure they had plenty of mostly flat land to work with - but it's agony on his joints and muscles. When Gen finally steps off the car for a short break, he's practically out of breath and his legs feel like jello.
"Senku-chan I don't know if I can fucking do this-!" he pants, almost falling to his knees before Senku catches him and holds him by the waist to steady him.
"So much cursing today, is it that bad?" Senku huffs, threading his free hand into Gen's with a small pout.
"Oh no, dear, it's perfectly fine! You know, minus the shaking that nearly knocked me fucking unconscious!" Gen replies rolling his eyes at the scientist.
"Don't you mean 'uckingfay'?"
"I hate you."
"You love me," Senku sighs sweetly. "Is your ankle okay?"
"Huh? Oh, I think so," Gen answers, flexing it a bit to test his footing. It had healed well overall, just a bit weak still.
"Good. Come on, we still have some daylight, let's go to the river."
"This again?"
"Practice makes perfect!"
Senku had fully recognized he was a poor swimmer some months ago, and had insisted on practicing holding his breath underwater after they fell in the river. Something about never being too careful. At least he didn't ask me for full on swimming lessons. All the scientist had wanted of Gen was to time him and stay nearby for safety, something about being Senku's lifeguard, which wasn't all that hard. They had stopped once it was too cold out, but now that spring was here he had wanted to get back to it. Granted, with how busy they were, getting ready for war and all that, time for this was scarce.
This practice run is pretty uneventful, Senku manages to beat his previous time by nearly two seconds, but otherwise it's the same as usual. Gen stands with his feet right at the edge of the water, extending a hand out to help Senku out of the river and up the riverbank. He shed his coat to keep it from getting wet but otherwise didn't see a reason to undress further. Only when the blonde takes it, he pauses for a moment.
"Hey Gen?"
"What?"
Senku doesn't wait for a reply. Just smirks and leans low enough in the water to splash Gen with his free hand. He recoils, the cool water startling him. "Hey-!"
"What, no more swearing?" Senku laughs, a full sound that washes away the spike of irritation Gen feels.
"Senku-chan is so childish today!" Gen exclaims, pushing his wet bangs behind his ear. Pauses when he catches a hint of red on the other's face, feels Senku's hand tense in his if only for a moment. Ah. "You find me attractive."
"I what-"
"I noticed it when I first arrived. I teased you about staring at me," Gen smirks, delighted at how Senku's teasing had backfired on him. "Remember? When I first undressed in front of you.~"
"Oh-"
"Aesthetic attraction is a thing, you know," Gen presses on despite the deep rosy blush that so obviously rises to Senku's skin, leaning in ever so slowly into the other's personal space. "It's not sexual in nature. You simply find me visually appealing. Like the way one would with a painting or a sculpture.~"
"You're no sculpture, Gen. You're too real for that," Senku replies without hesitation, seemingly not realizing his own words until they're already out.
"I- Senku-chan-!" Gen stammers, captured in his own trap.
"Uh-"
Gen surges forward and kisses him to shut him up, pleased when the startled sound Senku makes turns into a pleasant sigh. You'll be the death of me, I swear-!
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Chapter 51: Selfish
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Chapter Text
It wasn't a goodbye, but rather, an 'I'll see you later'.
At least, that's what Senku keeps telling himself as he walks back down the hillside graveyard, towards the narrow path that leads to the clearing in front of the lab. The wooden checker board that Gen had converted into Byakuya's replacement gravestone had withstood the winter weather just fine, standing proudly at the top of the hill. Now that the snow had cleared, small buds have begun to bloom at it's base. Early tomorrow morning they would be heading out to war, and, well. Senku didn't want to miss his chance to see Byakuya, talk to him again, before that. Knew he would regret it otherwise. It was a good chat, old man.
When Senku makes it out of the path and into the clearing, what he finds himself face-to-face with surprises him, stopping him in his tracks. "Gen what-?!"
The mentalist stands in front of the lab entrance - only, instead of just a pelt curtain closing it off to the outside world, a heavy wooden door on a track sits to the left wall of the entryway. "Tada!~" Gen exclaims triumphantly with a flourish of his arms. "What do you think?~"
"Mentalist when-" Senku starts, stops. Approaches the door, reaching out to touch the wood almost hesitantly. Gen simply beams at him as he admires the craftsmanship that undoubtedly belongs to Kaseki. "When the hell did you pull this off?"
"Come on, all I really did was make the suggestion to our fabulous craftsman," Gen replies with a small chuckle hidden behind his sleeve. "He wanted to see your reaction but Kokuyou-chan needed his help, be sure to thank him later.~"
"You heard me complaining to Chrome about it, didn't you? You absorb information like a goddamn leech," Senku laughs, glancing at the satisfied looking mentalist.
"Actually, I never overheard that conversation my dear.~"
"Oh? Then why?" Senku questions, raising a brow in confusion. "And why now? We leave tomorrow."
"That's exactly why," Gen answers, gaze falling on the open doorway, into the mess Senku has on the glass topped table as he gets ready to finish packing the essentials. There's something distant in his eyes, a kind of longing for something Senku can only pretend to grasp at. "To protect it from the elements while we're away."
Right then something clicks in Senku's mind that he hadn't really realized before. And he should have, really. Feels like an absolute fool for it not sinking in much sooner. For letting this detail go right over his head, lost to his usual tangle of thoughts - of science and planning and experimenting.
Gen really does love me….he wouldn't have done this for anyone else….
"Hey mentalist," Senku says before he can stop himself. Can only hope that this works out as planned. Not that the plan was concrete by any means. "Come with me for a minute?" he asks, tilting his head towards the path into the forest. There was always the possibility that Gen had already seen it, it's not like they were glued at the hip at all times. But he had to try.
"Oh? What is it dear?" Gen questions but follows him anyway, not pressing the question further.
They fall silent for the entire walk, their hands finding one another's in no time at all. Senku feels grateful for that first night that Gen had taken his hand, even if it was a product of his drunken haze. He might not have noticed the warmth of the love he felt for the mentalist so soon otherwise. And he would have noticed eventually, sure. Senku isn't exactly a stranger to this feeling, but it would have definitely taken far longer. Too long, perhaps. And with the village diving into war - a war whose outcome was sure to be unpredictable in more ways than one - there's no telling what their future could have possibly looked like. So, his gratitude lies in knowing that he got to know this love - to love Gen - before their lives inevitably changed forever.
As they get closer, Gen seems surprised when Senku stears him towards the field of foxtail millet, but still doesn't say anything. Even more when they pass by the sweet olive grove, which won't bloom again until the coming fall, branches silent for the rest of the year until then. But he finally realizes where they're going, when Senku takes him further on, towards the mouth of the sunflower field. Watching the mentalist's jaw drop, eyes widening with awe, is more satisfying than Senku wants to let on. But he can't hold back the grin that spreads on his face as Gen takes in the sight before them.
" How...! "
"No idea. You tell me, you're the horticulturist here," Senku laughs.
In front of them the sunflowers have begun to bloom, yellow, red, and orange flowers slowly opening their faces towards the sun despite it still being very early spring. They stand tall and proud, soaking in the bright rays of the sun, entirely unbothered by the tumultuous happenings of the world around them.
"They shouldn't be blooming until July at the earliest!" Gen gasps in awe, letting go of Senku's hand to rush forward and examine the nearest flowers. "These are annuals but their blooming period is entirely off!"
"You remember how bad the winter was, right?" Senku points out, recalling the severity of the snowstorms they had endured not so long ago. "That means-"
"That the seasons have changed!" Gen finishes his statement, voice practically overflowing with his excitement. " How is that possible?! "
"It's been long enough for weather patterns to change more than a little," Senku answers simply. No use getting into the more tedious details right now. All he wants is to bask in the pure glee radiating from the mentalist beside him. "Come on, let's enjoy it for a while," he urges, holding his hand out for Gen to take again.
"Don't you have a lot to get done before tomorrow?" Gen asks, brow raised.
"Yea," he nods. Watches a stray orange petal settle in Gen's white locks. "But right now it can wait."
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Gen busies himself becoming lost in the moment. Earlier he truly thought he had won at their silly little game for the day, what with presenting the new lab door to Senku, but right now he feels equal parts as if he's lost this game and won the jackpot all at once. Like he's cheated his way to a victory on another plane of reality, one he never expected to achieve - not in their new stone world that started off so brash and brazen and terrifying. One that made death seem far more tempting than putting any effort into survival. But right now, as Senku cards his calloused fingers through Gen's hair, occasionally lightly scratching at his scalp, he can't bring himself to reject life. Not even for a single second. He fought hard for this, he earned this, and the universe was repaying in kind.
They sit in the grassy field, simply soaking in their surroundings. Birds chirp in the distance, fluffy clouds roll by carried by a soft and gentle breeze. It's truly calming and peaceful. This is a life he never thought he could really have, at least not in the old world. Back then he was so busy at all times, a constant rush to rise to the top. A constant push to hide his true self in the tides of a modern life. And in a sense Gen did experience death - the death of his old self - in exchange for the birth of his new being. It took some getting used to, to accept he changed so fundamentally as a person, but once he did, the bright new world waiting for him erupted into color around him. The world which let him meet Senku and all of their friends, which was under threat, sure. But he wasn't afraid anymore. Not when he didn't have to face this alone.
The beautiful light blue sky above them had never looked so bright.
"You know," Senku starts slowly, hesitantly, blowing away the cloud of thoughts Gen had gotten caught up in. "I never found out why you were upset that day, when I found you crying out here. Before it started snowing, I mean."
Gen tips his head enough to meet Senku's eyes, smiling up at him. "I wasn't upset, dear. I was happy. "
___
"You know, if the sunflowers are already blooming out of season," Gen muses as they walk back towards home, just as the sky is beginning to shift to shades of orange and yellow and red, bright and vibrant before the dark sets in. "Maybe, just maybe, I'll find chrysanthemums blooming!~"
"You just might, when did their blooming period normally start?" Senku asks with a smile in his voice, giving the mentalist's hand a gentle squeeze.
"Around late July, but now there's no telling," Gen replies with a soft giggle. "I've told you how wonderfully beneficial they are, haven't I? It's an incredible plant.~"
"Yea, you have," Senku agrees, although he does think he would mind hearing it again a thousand times over.
"They're interesting from the perspective of the language of flowers as well," Gen continues waving around his free hand as he explains. "Each color has a different meaning. Of course, this varies from culture to culture, but in general they're pretty straightforward flowers to interpret. Red chrysanthemums symbolize love and deep passion, yellow symbolize neglected love or sorrow. White for loyalty and honesty, violet to wish for someone to get well."
Part of Senku really wants to ask what pink chrysanthemums could symbolize, but he tries to resist. Gen would surely laugh-
"And of course, in Japan pink chrysanthemums are especially loved because they symbolize the emperor and the Imperial family," Gen says after a pause, as if reading his mind, tossing Senku a sideways glance. "They also represent longevity. But my favorite meaning of pink chrysanthemums is gentle affection. Ideal for a young love, don't you think?~"
Senku can't find a way to answer, recalling the beautiful blooms that Gen had gifted him right at the end of fall, around the first snowfall. The pink flowers that Senku had kept in a satchel once they had fully dried, tucked away on a shelf in the lab, their fragrant aroma still intermingling with the chemical smell that always filled the space. He has the sneaking suspicion that Gen knows it's sat there on a high shelf, but he doesn't ask, instead giving his hand another squeeze as the two fall silent again.
Ideal indeed.
That night it's not really a celebration, but a sort of farewell. The entire village will be taking off in the early morning towards their uncertain future. But now, food and song and dance fill the arena of the grand bout and even trickle out towards the clearing in front of the lab. There he and Gen sit on a log, surrounded by the village children who giggle and squeal at Gen's simple magic tricks. Neither of them drink tonight, simply enjoying the company of the people around them.
The children beg Gen for a story, which wouldn't be the first time they ask him for one. Senku is sure that along with his humming one of the many things he used to keep the children's minds occupied while twisting coils of wire when they were still making the phone were stories, both old and new. It probably even played into his language lessons.
"Say, Senku-chan," Gen whispers, leaning into his space a bit.
"Hm?"
"Shadow puppets don't count do they?"
The question catches him off guard, drawing a choked laugh out of him. He really believed me when I told him that? It's not like I was lying but- "Why?"
"Just thought I could put on a show for the kiddos," Gen replies with a soft giggle.
It occurs to Senku that the mentalist does this kind of thing often and without ulterior motives, even if he tries to cover it up with a fake one. "Why do you always call yourself selfish? You know that's not true," he muses out loud, drawing a surprised giggle from Gen.
"I think it is. Isn't it selfish of me to do things - to help others, to care and love and feel - simply because it brings me satisfaction?" Gen asks in return as the kids chat among themselves, wondering aloud what kind of story Gen will tell them this time. "To want the best life available to those around me and strive for it for my own sake? Selfishness isn't a bad thing, Senku-chan. To be able to lie and cheat and manipulate for the betterment of others....I do it because it brings me a sense of accomplishment. It brings me joy. It's an active decision to fulfill my desires. My kindness is rewarded when I choose to act on it by so many wonderful things. I think...that's rather selfish of me. Don't you?~"
Senku isn't sure how to reply, trying to absorb the mentalist's words. Gen doesn't wait for one, just swivels so he's straddling the log they sit on, near enough to the closed door of the lab, and holds his hands up in a complex arrangement. "Now gather round children, as I tell you the tale of the man who ate ramen among the stars!~" Gen chants in his sing-song tone, letting the light of the fire create the shape of a rocketship against the lab door. "Once upon a time...."
Perhaps....selfishness can be a rather kind thing after all.
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Chapter 52: Stone Wars
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Chapter Text
The elderly villagers' decision to stay behind exposes something about Senku to the rest of their community that Gen has known from the very beginning. Since nearly before they had even met. A fundamental part of how the scientist truly functions. Senku, you're simply too kind for your own good. But, my love, I promise you it will never go to waste - not while I can help it.
"Okay so, I'm making even oremay paper so you can....what?"
"Fortify the car to turn it into a tank," Senku says plainly, scribbling the dimensions of the wooden structure that will hold everything together. "You're gonna drive it, by the way."
" I'm going to what-!? " Gen squeaks out.
"Drive the tank," Senku repeats, giving him a look that doesn't take long for him to understand.
If I'm inside the tank, he'll know where I am for the entire battle. He's trying to protect me….
They've only made camp a few days ago, tents and equipment set up as soon as they found this spot. The rocky outcropping shields them somewhat, but they do have to be mindful of plumes of smoke. And already Suika's news of how Chrome is being held captive changes their plans, sending them in a new direction. One that apartmently involves tanks and trap holes. Words that might not mean much to the villagers, but make the reality of what they're getting into a little too palpable for Gen's liking.
"And we left all the extra paper you insisted you didn't need ehindbay....because?" Gen asks with a deep sigh, changing the subject just enough to take the pressure off of what Senku just implied.
"Cuz it was too heavy," the scientist shrugs. "Since the elders stayed behind there was other important shit to fit in the car."
"Right. Right....?"
"It's just paper, mentalist," Senku snickers, glancing at him with a mild smirk. "You can make more."
"Just paper, he says! Just make more, he says!" Gen grumbles with a pout. "Sweetheart I'm a magician not a miracle worker."
"And here I thought you were a mentalist."
"Har har, very funny."
"Just take the kids with you, it's fine," Senku laughs, gesturing at the gaggle of children pestering Kaseki with questions while he tries to work on necessary upgrades to the engine.
"So turn it into a class day," Gen replies, shoulders slumping. "Onderfulway. More work."
"Aw, is Asagiri-sensei tired already?" Senku says mockingly, tossing him a wink that only makes Gen's frown deepen.
"No no no, you don't get to use that one against me!"
"Oh?" Senku smirks, the look in his eyes becoming quite dangerous as he connects dots Gen absolutely doesn't want him to.
"Nope! Not going there!" Gen chirps, waving his hands in front of himself dismissively, starting to back away towards the children. "I have work to do!"
"Heh. That's right, get to it."
"I hate you so much!"
"Liar."
Making paper, testing the -… carbon fiber, is that what it is, seriously?- assembling the tank, planning out the rescue mission, playing Lillian to coerce more people onto their side - it all takes time. Minutes, hours, days, wherein the war inches ever closer. Somehow they get Ukyo on their side, perhaps their most important piece in this complicated game, with a promise that Gen isn't sure they can truly keep - but hopes they can with everything he has. So many things happen in the span of what he's certain is only just under two weeks without having to ask his favorite time keeper. It's beyond exhausting.
And then Chrome finds his way back.
"To think that Chrome, all on his own, had the ingenuity to figure out a way to escape by himself," Gen marvels as he watches Ruri and the other villagers crowd around him, full of praise and questions. Both of how things are going at the empire, and how they treated Chrome during his capture. The young scientist soaks up the attention like a sponge without himself and Senku having to add to the fanfare, especially with Ruri practically clinging to his arm.
"Nah, he's smart, we just didn't give him enough credit," Senku replies beside him, sounding more proud of his protégé than he had probably meant to. And something else in his voice also sounds like relief, joy, as if the anxiety he had been holding onto over losing his friend to the enemy has finally melted away now that Chrome is back. It wasn't anything Gen could have alleviated on his own, so there's a sense of satisfaction in feeling Senku's shift in attitude. "Besides, he learned from you, mentalist."
And Gen can only smile. Squeeze his hand discreetly between their bodies, pressed oh so close as they stand watching from afar. "That's a total ielay and you know it."
"Hey now, you're the one who reinvented paper," Senku chuckles. "Where would we be without you and sodium hydroxide?"
"Aw, lil ol' me?~"
"Don't let it get to your head though, Chrome has a big enough ego for the whole village."
"Mocking your ellowfay scientist when he just escaped certain doom? How rude Senku-chan!"
"What, like you're any better?" Senku snickers. They giggle behind their hands for a moment, trying not to draw attention to themselves. "Really mentalist, something that simple wouldn't have occurred to me for a while."
"Aw, you flatter me. But really, it's just paper in the end."
"You know that's not what I mean."
"Yea. I know.~"
___
" SENKUUUUUU!!! "
" Senku-kun! "
The voices that emerge from the treeline, the happiness and relief he can hear, glues something back together within Senku's heart. Finally seeing Taiju and Yuzuriha again, it's as if the shattered pieces of his world have come together at last. Have finally reformed into one solid image. It's full of cracks, splintered and broken, with a few missing bits here and there. Some new ones hammered into place too. But....it's whole again.
Senku feels whole again.
Everyone he loves is within reach now.
And sure, sidestepping as Taiju constantly tries to corral him into a deathly tight hug is annoying, and Yuzuriha's incessant worrying is getting on his nerves. But this, this is a reminder of why he loves them so much. They're kind, caring people, who have never once judged him for who he is. Who have been with him through it all, no matter how rough things got along the way. Not even a year apart damaged their bond, if anything they're stronger now. And restoring the world, well. I want them to have everything they lost back. And I'm gonna make it happen.
There's just one person missing from this picture.
And well, Senku figures Gen has his reasons for keeping his distance right now. Probably something about getting in the way, or letting Senku reconnect with his friends without interruption. The kind part of Gen that tries to do what he thinks others need of him, without ever admitting it. But that doesn't mean he has to like it. Hates it a lot actually. It doesn't matter that he's a new addition to Senku's family. He cares about Gen just as much as he does Taiju and Yuzuriha, even if it's in a different way. And it's just not the same without his mischievous mentalist beside him.
I won't let you waste your kindness anymore, Gen.
___
"You like seeing him happy," Kohaku says matter-of-factly from beside him, making him jump a little.
"Of course I do," Gen replies with a small laugh, giving her a light shove with his elbow. "But if you spread that aroundyay I will blackmail you."
"Black-what-?" she asks, looking up at him quizzically.
"Ah that's right, you don't know what that is. Just know it's very very adbay.~"
"As bad as you not going to join them?" Kohaku replies with a pout, turning her attention back to the trio's reunion. They exude a type of warmth and pure unadulterated joy that Gen isn't sure he's ever witnessed from anyone before. It fills his heart, to see Senku so happy and finally finally at peace with all his worries now that his family is back together after such a long year.
"I don't wish to interrupt is all," Gen says slowly. It's not his place, this is Senku's moment.
"Gen."
"Hm?"
"He loves you just as much as you love him," Kohaku says, firmly, drawing his eyes down to her with surprise. "He wants you there too."
"Now how could you ossiblypay know that?" Gen sighs, more than a little miffed that he let this show at all. As much as he's getting better at being himself around those he cares about, but there's still some things he doesn't want others to know. Not so easily at least.
"I just do," she smiles, nudging him forward.
"Hey now-"
"Oi mentalist!" he hears called out to him. Looks up to see Senku waving him down with a crooked grin.
"Go to him," Kohaku urges with another more forceful nudge.
Gen takes a deep breath and has to laugh to himself. It seems the people around me are beginning to know me better than I know myself he thinks as he takes one step forward, then another, and another, till he's at Senku's side.
"Mentalist, you already met them before, but," Senku snickers, taking his hand unexpectedly. It catches Gen off guard, but he immediately knows what this means. And it seems to surprise the other two, grins reaching all the way to their ears when he squeezes Senku's hand back.
"Still, it's nice to finally make your acquaintance, now that we're on the same side," Gen replies with a hum, happy to see the mischievous glint in Senku's eyes.
Oh, who you've turned me into....!
___
That first half of the day of having Taiju and Yuzuriha back is one of celebration and reuniting. Reminiscing and catching up, simply existing in each other's presence. If he ignores their surroundings it's almost like old times. Almost. And dodging questions about his relationship with Gen, that took up a decent chunk too. Senku can tell that Yuzuriha just knows what they are without having to ask. Doesn't really want to stop and question how or why. But...he feels grateful, in a sense, that she understands not to push him too much - so much so that she's the one who tames Taiju when the big oaf gets ahead of himself.
The rest of the day is spent making their final preparations. Everyone inside the enemy camp is gearing up as well, they've seen it with the telescope and intel his friends brought, and his people are almost ready too. War begins the following morning whether they like it or not. Which, being honest, Senku hates so deeply that it had to come to this. Wishes he had been able to reason with Tsukasa a long time ago. But right now his own feelings aren't important. He promised Ukyo and the villagers a war without bloodshed - but he had already been planning for it anyway.
As Senku occupies himself finishing up the steam gorilla and tending to weapons with Kaseki and Chrome, he occasionally catches glimpses of Gen working on miscellaneous tasks with the other villagers. For once the mentalist doesn't hide his hardworking nature. If anything his drive is amplified tenfold, motivation seeping into his surroundings, spurring on everyone else. It's astonishing. He conducts the atmosphere like it's his own personal orchestra.
But when they pause for a quick meal, Senku catches eye of something that sits uncomfortably with him - Magma getting up in Gen's face for god knows what reason as he's helping serve everyone their portions. Senku isn't strong by any means, he's proven that countless times, but the urge to cut between them with some kind of excuse, anything, just to free Gen from the stress is near irresistible. To save Gen from-
"My my Magma-chan, there's entyplay to go around, but I understand completely! Such a strong man like yourself needs enough food to give you the energy you need to defeat our enemy single handedly tomorrow!~" Gen chirps, just loud enough for Senku to hear, in that familiar feather-light tone. The mentalist mimes adding a generous ladle of stew to Magma's already half-full full bowl, and it looks like it works when the brute snatches the bowl away from him with a proud huff. When he stomps off, Gen catches Senku watching and tosses him a catty wink. He doesn't sense any tension, no fear. Only the trickster he's grown to love.
Ah. Yea. He can handle himself. He's come a long way after all.
___
"Sorcerer."
"Hm?"
"What's got you out here?"
Gen glances up at Kohaku from his spot in the grass. The sun is starting to set, the rest of the villagers either chatting quietly around a bonfire, or having turned in early. But Gen sits on the other side of the rocky outcropping, down by the riverbank where he had collected weeds for paper with the children. From here he can see the empire on the other side, full of unknowns waiting just for them. "Just thinking."
Kohaku settles down beside him quietly, gaze on the distant to-be battlefield. He can tell something has been on her mind lately, but hasnt wanted to push too much. That kind of thing didn't work with Kohaku, she's too steadfast and independent to bend to someone else' push and pull. All in it's own time.
"Gen, how do you know when you're in love?" Kohaku asks, narry above a whisper. All in its own time.
"I thought you aidsay you knew what love looked like," he teases lightly. Doesn't want to let her make this heavier than it needs to be.
"I do," she nods. "But….I don't know if I understand what it feels like. But you do. Even if you don't admit it."
"Hm, well. I suppose you have a point," Gen humms, watching the way the falling sun casts orange hues on her golden hair. "But I only learned it myself quite ecentlyray."
"But you know now."
"I do," he nods, turning back to gaze at the sky. "You know, it's okay to admit that you like her."
"She's the enemy," Kohaku sighs, seemingly irritated that he lured this right out of her.
"And?" he shrugs with a faint chuckle. "So what if Homura is an enemy right ownay? I was the enemy too, once. Now look at me.~"
"What if I don't want to love her? Not- this- this, it feels empty, somehow," Kohaku says quietly. Nearly an echo of how he felt for her once - only he didn't realize it so easily.
"Then you let it pass," he replies with a nod, even if she might not be looking. "You enjoy this feeling while it lasts, and when it's gone, if this isn't truly love for you, then it'll dissipate over time. And one day it might help you recognize what you really feel like when you're in love with someone."
"What….do I do until then?" she asks hesitantly. Her tone makes her sound small, very unlike the strong lioness he knows. But perhaps it's just a piece of her inner self showing through - a girl with worries and fears just like anyone else.
"You just let it be. You can't ushray these things, nor can you force them."
"But-"
"But if the right one does come along, be selfish," he interrupts firmly. "Be selfish and embrace your own emotions. Take strides to make your feelings known. Don't bottle it up, it'll only eat you alive"
"What if….that person doesn't feel the same way?"
"Then you simply try your best to move on. It'll hurt, but you can survive it."
After a long pause, as Kohaku absorbs his words, she hesitantly speaks up again. "Does love change you?"
"It can," Gen smiles, one that grows as the twinkle of the stars appears when the darkness of night takes over. "But it's more wonderful than you could ever realize, my friend."
More wonderful than I ever expected.
___
The clack clack clack of the stone pieces on the wooden board is the only sound within their small bubble. The night has fallen silent once everyone retreated to their tents for the night, tension in the air mounting and mounting until Senku is sure he could cut through it with a knife.
They haven't spoken much, more occupied playing their game than anything else. Gen had wordlessly set up the board between them, and poured two steaming cups of his special tea for them to enjoy in the meantime. It's domestic and tranquil, given what awaits them mere hours from now. Soft around the edges despite that tension. It feels just right. Like this is where Senku was meant to be all along.
"Why didn't you make it a go board?" the words are out of his mouth before he has a chance to think them through. Gen stills, if only for a moment, hand hesitating to make his play.
"Whatever do you eanmay, my love?"
"Just. It's a more complicated game. I always ended up wondering," Senku says slowly as Gen plays his move. "Chess is out of the question. You didn't have the time to carve the pieces. But you had the materials to make it a go board, so why not? Why something simple like checkers?"
Gen hums in contemplation, chin in his hand. They play a few more turns before he finally answers. "I suppose a part of me just wanted to keep things simple."
"Ha! Simple!" Senku barks. "You've had me on the tip of my toes in every single game we've played!"
"Okay fair point," Gen giggles softly. "I think....that….I just wanted to feel like a kid again, just for a little itbay. Around then....the two of us had been through a lot. Not to say that things have exactly changed, but," he pauses again, makes sure they're eye to eye, the softness of his gaze spreading warmth through Senku's body. "With you, from the moment we met, I've felt like I can make things as simple or as complicated as I want to and still feel satisfied. So, checkers over go, that was my choice."
Senku feels a grin creeping onto his face. Of course the mentalist would have a reason like that for what ultimately amounted to a silly game. It makes him feel important, that he's the one who can make Gen feel like this. And that makes him feel happier than he expected. One thing Gen has done for him is teach him how to express that happiness when it arises. So he leans across the board, intending to close that gap between them - only this time Gen leans in too, meeting him halfway. That makes their kiss all the sweeter.
Once they finally give in to exhaustion, a tad later than they should, tea cups long emptied, they lay side by side, hardly touching. Simply facing one another, basking in each other's presence. Breathing in tandem, as if with one set of lungs between them. In and out, in and out, in and out. Rhythmic, gentle, something that should lul Senku right to sleep, like one of Gen's lovely melodies. And although Gen looks like he's slowly giving into exhaustion, he's wide awake.
"Did you ever get what you wanted?" Senku whispers into the space between them.
"Huh?" Gen mumbles, hardly awake.
"Back when we fell in the river. You said cola wouldn't be enough," he recalls, unsure why this is on his mind at all. Why now, why after so long. "But....you never told me what it was that you wanted."
Gen yawns, blinking blearily at him as if trying to find his words. "You didn't need to do anything spectacular for me. You gave me so many wonders, ones I didn't even think to ask for. But....I did. More than I ever expected."
Yea. So did I.
Senku loops an arm around Gen's waist and tugs him closer, as close as he can, close enough that he can imagine their atoms melding into one another's. The mentalist lets out a satisfied sound and curls into his chest, legs tangling together. They fit against each other like puzzle pieces, snug and just right.
"Sing for me?"
He knows it's selfish, they need to rest. But-
"Gladly.~"
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Chapter 53: Flowers over war
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Chapter Text
Flowers over war.
It's a phrase Gen has told himself - and to his enemies and allies alike - more than once. Sometimes it's been hard for him to believe it. Sometimes it feels impossible to make it a reality in this stone world. But he continued to repeat it in his mind like a mantra - especially on those nights these past months when he couldn't find a peaceful sleep. It's a truth he wants to make into reality no matter what it takes. For his own sake. For the villagers. For Senku.
And for a few moments, at least, they had exactly what they all wanted.
As the paper plane soared above the battlefield, it carried their hopes and dreams coated in a chemical that changed everything.
It was spectacular.
To think, that something so simple, carrying something so complex, could save them.
Then that moment shatters, splintering into a million pieces like a hammer to a mirror. Fractured and raw and bloody.
Gen doesn't know what he would have done had he been there to witness it. Can imagine himself diving into the river, swept by the currents of the waterfall to chase after Senku and Tsukasa. Can imagine throwing himself between Hyoga's spear and Senku as the other held onto their friend, facing death's door once more - this time a willing visitor. Can imagine screaming at the top of his lungs, raw and broken, as the man he loves disappeared over the waters edge. Can imagine losing himself to the madness of not knowing what happens next.
But he wasn't there.
Instead is losing himself to the madness and fear and anxiety even as he's pulled away towards where Senku and Tsukasa have been found by Nikki, or Ukyo, or maybe it was Kohaku. He can't think. Can't process what he's seeing. Can only put one foot in front of the other. Move. Forward. Move.
But he is there when Senku stumbles out onto the narrow path left behind by their allies trampling the earth and undergrowth to get to the embankment. He feels a wave of relief wash over him like a heavy tide as he surges forward towards the other, dragging him down down down until he's practically on his knees clutching Senku as tightly as he can. " SENKU! "
"I'm okay, mentalist," Senku rasps out, voice snatched away by the immeasurable amounts of water he must have swallowed in the river. "I'm okay."
"Senku-" Gen gasps through the tears that overtake him, pulling the other tighter into his embrace, not caring who does or doesn't see. Simply needs to feel the warmth, the flesh and blood and life radiating through Senku. Holds him as if they could meld into one being, cursing the heavens and stars above for not allowing him that satisfaction in this moment.
"You saved me," the other whispers into the crook of Gen's neck, holding on just as tightly, if not moreso. " You saved me Gen-! "
"I- what?" he breathes through the sobs that clutch hard at his chest, squeezing his lungs, his heart, his soul.
Senku pulls back a few centimeters, enough to gesture at his chest. Gen has to blink away his tears before he really gets a good look at what the scientist wants him to see - the pack of manganese batteries from the phone, shattered and deformed in one place as if they had borne the force of-
"Hyoga's spear," Senku finishes his thought. Swallows, his chest heaving with the effort. "You really saved me, Gen."
He's not sure what to say, can only hold onto Senku so he doesn't lose himself. The footsteps of their allies have faded, probably giving them privacy at someone's - Kohaku's most likely - insistence. Rests his forehead against the scientists, tries to ground himself before even trying to get a word out. And the other notices, rubbing small circles along his arms, back, slowly. It makes Gen feel ridiculous - he wasn't the one in danger, the one who faced death.
"I love you," he whispers, nearly a prayer.
"I know, mentalist," Senku chuckles softly, tucking his white bangs behind his ear. "You know, those swimming lessons helped too."
Gen lets out a strangled laugh. "Please, all I did was play ifeguardlay!"
"Eh, technicalities."
After a pause where all they do is breath, deeply, coming down from the adrenaline, Gen helps them to their feet. Then he voices something he's afraid to ask. "And....Tsukasa-chan?"
"....It's bad," Senku answers, taking his hand. They follow the faint torchlight of their allies back towards the former empire of might. Gen doesn't have to question him further. Can feel it in the tight grip on his hand. "It's probably better if you didn't see. You would have jumped after us."
Gen squeezes back in lieu of saying what he's thinking. If anyone can save him, it's you.
___
Senku doesn't really know what to do with himself. Well. He knows what he needs to do, that's obvious to him. Plain as day. He knows this. Knows the science, the process, all the steps he needs to take.
What he doesn't know is how he's going to live with this.
" That's the only way. Believe in me, and be killed. "
Breaking the news to Gen of what he plans to do to Tsukasa, in front of the man himself, feels like a mortal sin - like the worst thing he could ever do. It goes against his principles in every way. And that much is reflected in his partner's sullen face as they stand over the dying fighter, light of the sun fading behind the mentalist's shoulders.
Partner - he muses somewhere in the back of his mind, tucked behind his planning and calculating. Partner. Right now isn't the time to be thinking about that kind of thing. Not when he's got to get everything for Tsukasa's survival - death, but for survival's sake - ready. He tries to shake the thought, but it won't budge.
Or, maybe it is the right time.
There's only estimated to be about 1 × 10^8th atoms in the known observable universe. And of all those atoms his own and Gen's happened to inhabit the same space at just the right time. But this isn't a game of go, or chess, or checkers. This is real life. This is the outcome of war, bloodshed for the right cause. A war that the mentalist willingly helped him stage.
He and Gen could be side-by-side for an entire lifetime and never live the same day twice. And yet every day Gen has been by his side. Has been a constant. If there was ever anyone to lean on, any moment to lean on someone, this is it. Gen is it. Gen is his partner. Gen is the man he loves.
And after seeing how quickly the life - the hours, minutes, days - can be taken away from someone. After seeing Tsukasa, brave and strong Tsukasa, fall into a puddle of his own blood....is it really worth it to simply wait for the right moment to voice it? Hasn't Gen taught him these moments are made by human choice, by the desire to act and seek out the things he truly wants in life? By allowing selfishness to prevail? By allowing himself to feel? He has. He's taught me more than I even now realize....
Partner. Ten billion percent it feels right.
___
After Tsukasa's operation, after the fridge to freeze him, his time, is built - a fridge, really Senku, of all things - Gen struggles to find any words to say. To Mirai, to Senku, to Tsukasa, to himself.
He's not really sure if it's his place to have a moment with the former ruler of the empire. But Senku gives it to him anyway. Doesn't say anything, just steps out of the cave behind Mirai and Kohaku. Gen will have to go find the young girl later - she's been through hell in just the past three days - but right now he has to. Well. He isn't truly sure what he has to do. We were never close. Tsukasa never gave me a chance in the old world....and when I got here....
"Who would have thought we would meet again like this?" Tsukasa whispers through a labored breath, breaking the silence. His time is short and it shows.
Gen kneels beside him before answering. "It's a wonder we met again at allyay, my old friend.~"
"You don't have to call me that, Gen," the fighter sighs, meeting his eyes. A pause, wherein he feels as if a thousand regrets are wordlessly exchanged between them. Air heavy with pain and discomfort, things they ultimately couldn't avoid happening yet render anything between them sour.
But Gen can't let it simply fester. This isn't the time to bury his emotions. He has learned better by now. "You know, I sometimes found myself onderingway why you turned me down when I tried to give you my contacts," he muses softly, placing a hand over Tsukasa's own, as if this hadn't been the very hand that snapped Senku's neck like a toothpick. He remembers a past that simply will never be; but thinks, instead, of a future that could - should everything work out. No, when everything does work out. It will. It has to. "But....now I understand. You were suffering back then, you were in a lot of pain. And....I failed to eesay that - but so did everyone else around you. You didn't want anyone to see you as you are."
"I didn't know how to," Tsukasa replies with a strained laugh. "Not until it was dragged out of me. But Senku-"
"He forced you to face yourself," Gen finishes. Tsukasa nods, understanding, the crease in his brow softening.
"Yes. He has a way of doing that," the fighter agrees, smiling a bit, thinking perhaps of the months they shared together along with Taiju, assuming they were the only humans on earth. Then he clears his throat, as if it's too painful to remember about right now. "I want to ask you something, Gen, when-" a cough, raspy and harsh. A reminder that they're only on borrowed time.
"I'll only answer yours if you answer mine," Gen interrupts, far too aware it's perhaps unfair to be selfish in this moment, during this goodbye. But he has to, while he still can. Tsukasa looks surprised, but doesn't contest.
"Mh. Alright."
"Why did you revive me?"
"Ah. I thought that, if Senku was still out there, alive, maybe I could still have convinced him to see my way," Tsukasa answers almost mournfully, as if weighed down by his choices. "But I realized I had already ruined that opportunity by bringing harm to him and his friends.... Then I remembered your show, the episode I was on. You're the most persuasive and cunning person I have ever met. I incorrectly assumed that....I could use your selfishness in my favor. I saw it as an opportunity to sway Senku. Someone as stubborn as him can only be persuaded by someone as persistent as you. But....I underestimated you, Gen."
"Me? Ersistentpay?" Gen scoffs dramatically as he tries to process Tsukasa's answer. It's blunt, forward, but only in the way Tsukasa can be, Gen thinks accepting of his mistakes, but perceptive enough to see straight through me.
"Mh. We only met twice and in that time span you convinced me to attend two parties and participate in another show together in the future," Tsukasa reminds him of plans long lost.
"But I still couldn't get you to take my number," Gen replies with a small pout. Tsukasa only smiles. "And....your question?"
"I always wondered, after you betrayed me, what you and Senku thought of me," the fighter says slowly. "What you would say about me. Of what I became."
He knows Tsukasa wouldn't ask this if he didnt value their opinions, it's just the type of person he is. And Gen can think of a million ways to answer, he and Senku talked about Tsukasa as if he was around the corner all the time, equal parts a threat and simply something that got out of hand with an old friend. A friend they let down, if he's being generous. And he could sit here talking about them all, but they don't have forever. They never did.
"That you have nice hair.~" Gen finally answers in a sing-song tone, corners of his lips curling up mischievously. Tsukasa just stares up at him blankly.
"Eh-?"
"If you want to know the rest," Gen whispers, leaning in to brush a stray lock behind Tsukasa's ear. "Then you'll just have to ask me later, okay friend?"
"Gen-"
"I'm not letting you get out of this ealday so easily, Tsukasa-chan," he says firmly, tossing him a wink for good measure. "I'm the most selfish man on earth, after all.~"
Tsukasa seems to understand. "Mh. It's a deal. Until then, friend."
Until then.
___
"Cold sleep, huh? I've only heard of that on sci-fi spaceships."
Senku isn't sure how to reply, if he should at all. But if he says nothing, he knows he'll grow to deeply regret it later. This might be- no, I won't let it come to that. "Spaceships eh? The Soyuz can only fit three people. Of all the people around the world….who would you choose to bring along on a journey to space?"
"Mh, I wonder," Tsukasa muses through labored breath as Senku moves around the cave, preparing everything in a nearly mechanical-like state. "Ah, are you asking me to make a list….? Of all the capable people I know before I go….?
"Huh? What are you talking about, I'm just asking," he huffs, not daring to look behind him. If Tsukasa wants it to be a deeper question, so be it, but- you're not going anywhere. I won't let you.
"Why...would you ask me something so pointless, at the end of everything?"
His words make Senku flinch, but he can't bring himself to answer immediately. This is the only other person besides Gen who could read him so well, it's somewhat frustrating. Then again, these days he isn't hiding anymore. A certain mentalist showed him how pointless that was. So he takes a deep breath before he lets the words out into the open. "What's wrong with a little pointless conversation?"
In the short silence that follows, only filled with coughing that he's sure pushes Tsukasa closer and closer to his limits, it seems the fighter accepts something Senku never wanted him to. Yet something he himself had come to terms with once before, eons ago. He had sympathized with Gen's fears before, but now he understands entirely and would never wish this feeling on anyone else.
"Mh, Taiju perhaps…." Tsukasa continues, voice growing shakier and weaker with every word. "I'd worry about your stamina on a planetary expedition, Senku….Perhaps I'd bring Chrome."
"Yea, I think I'd be pretty useless there too," he agrees with a faint chuckle, one he hardly means, no energy behind it. "Wouldn't that girl with the shells be good?"
"She's a reporter," the fighter denies. "I figured she'd be a valuable source of information when I was selecting candidates for revival…."
"Heh, you know, I thought she might be your type," Senku chides, somewhat recalling her name from the information Gen had given him long months ago. "Like, the strongest primate high schooler favors a Marilyn Monroe kinda girl, or something like that."
Tsukasa doesn't reply, but Senku doesn't stop to dwell on it. Can't. Has to keep moving. Whether he passed out, or he actually - if I don't work fast his cells will shut down before I can get him in-
So he keeps talking. About anything and everything that crosses his mind, even if it doesn't make sense at all. Imagines that Gen, Chrome, Kohaku, Kaseki, Suika, are also there listening to his rant, like they've done at the earliest hours of the morning before the sun has even risen. Even if right now it's already pushing late morning.
“In other words Mario only thinks he gets bigger after be eats a mushroom! It's ten billion percent a hallucination, im telling ya," he prattles on, unsure when the hell he got on this topic at all. Not that it really matters right now, he just has to keep going, keep pushing through this. "And then all of a sudden the theory that that mushroom is actually amanita muscaria becomes likely. They've always looked alike, after all!"
Only….there's nothing left for him to push through. The fridge is ready, everything is set up properly, all that's left is to place Tsukasa inside. The mere thought snaps something within Senku, and that fountain of tears he's been suppressing, all the hurt and fear, rears its ugly head. "You know what I mean?" he chokes out, broken by the sounds of his suffering. "You think so too, don't you….? "
Right, Tsukasa?
The bubble of hurt that pops within his chest as Senku uses a pulley system to lower Tsukasa's cot within this icy coffin is hell. But it's familiar, like the way he felt having to say goodbye to Byakuya. Something he never thought he would have to experience again. That terrifying feeling of sorrow that he understands now will be followed by grief.
A part of him wants to call out for Gen as the lid comes down, locking Tsukasa away for the indefinite future. To call out for comfort, security. But...
___
When Senku finally steps out of the cave, Gen is there waiting for him. He doesn't know what they could have talked about, the waterfall drowns everything out - and doesn't plan to ask, it's on Senku if he wants to share. He understands that moment is theirs and theirs alone - but he's ready, he's here, however he might be needed.
Gen pushes off the rock wall, taking a few steps towards the scientist. Can see the gleam in his eyes, the streak of recent tears on his skin and the shadow of ones yet to fall. It aches in his chest, to see Senku so torn up. Shoulders sagging, each step forward heavy like his shoes are full of sand.
"Senku-chan, is there anythingyay I can do?" he whispers, reaching up to put a hand on his shoulder. But Senku stops him, grabs his wrist before he can make contact.
"No I- I'm okay," Senku huffs, taking a deep breath and meeting his eyes with a steely determination. "I am. I can handle myself."
"Senku-"
"But. If I need you," he continues, softer, letting go of Gen's wrist and intertwining their fingers. "I'll let you know."
"Yea," Gen says when Senku smiles at him. He can't help but return it. "Yea, okay.~" I guess he's come a long way after all.
"But you can help me with one thing," Senku says, tugging him up the ramp away from the cave.
"Anything for you, my love, just say the ordway.~"
"We're building a ship."
"A what-?"
"And you're helping me announce it," the scientist snickers.
"Seriously?!"
"Yup!"
"Hold on, hold on. First you force me to drive a tank into battle, now please don't tell me I'm suddenly becoming a aptaincay!"
"Eh, we'll figure that out when we get there"
" Senku! "
"What, not up for the task mentalist?"
"Aw now come on, I never said that, dear," Gen chirps, falling in step with the other. "You know I'm always up for the challenge.~"
"Good," Senku laughs, a sound that chases away some of the sorrow and sadness that was looming over him. "Get excited, Gen, we're gonna find the source of the petrification no matter what it takes!"
"Ten billion percent, I know we can do it.~"
Notes:
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Chapter 54: 1st
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Chapter Text
Announcing the building of a ship to uncover the mystery of the petrification is one of the most exhilarating moments of the past, well, years. Two years to get to this point. Two years to finally take another large step forward, towards the goal Senku had set for himself several thousand years ago. Towards much needed answers. And Towards a new future, towards boundless begins.
This is exciting....!
Although the crowd seemed skeptical at first, concerned murmurs spreading throughout the crowd, they were easily swayed by the singsong words of the mentalist beside him, convincing them all of adventure and glory even beyond that which Senku himself was imagining. It lights a fire beneath him, even though this was his own idea in the first place. But, when he turns from finishing his speech, as the crowd is dispersing, he finds no one is standing by his side anymore.
Gen is gone.
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Gen isn't entirely sure why he decides to disappear for a while. He knows Senku needs him by his side, and has reinforced plenty that that's where Gen belongs. It's his post, a spot only he can fill. And absolutely where he himself wants to be. But…. this is so much....
So, Gen wanders away from where crowds have already begun to organize themselves into teams, for gathering materials and the like. Senku had Kinro and Ginro passing out plans for constructing buildings and making other necessary equipment. Preparing the hunters to meet the new demands of their population, deciding where the ship would be built, allocating areas for sleep as well as work, running everyone through proper safety training. All of it would take time. He's impressed that Senku already had most of the plans sorted out ahead of time, although it really should be no surprise at this point. And Gen should probably have stuck around to help.
But he's just too overwhelmed.
So he decides to channel the buzzing energy coursing through him, nervous and sharp, into something more productive in hopes of feeling useful until he can have some time to himself to decompress later. Normally Kohaku would have been in the thick of it all, probably picking out who she wants helping with the hunting team, but instead he had seen her glued to Mirai's side, escorting the grieving girl elsewhere.
So that's the direction Gen goes in.
He finds the pair in a small clearing not too far out of the way, but far enough out of reach to provide privacy from the hustle and bustle of their new kingdom. Mirai sits on a low boulder while Kohaku kneels in front of her, holding her small delicate hands in her rough and weathered ones. Only hushed intangible murmurs make it to his ears, there's no wind to carry their voices any further than that.
And then Gen realizes he isn't needed here at all.
Kohaku's usually stern face is the most open and soft he's ever seen it, deep blue eyes glossy with unshed tears, perhaps with sympathy for Mirai, with understanding of the pain she's feeling for the loss of someone she loves. For the heartache towards seeing a sibling suffering so much. And although the girl's hands tremble in Kohaku's, the rise and fall of her shoulders is steady enough for him to know that she's in good care.
Kohaku, my dear huntress, I may never voice it to you....but....it truly was a pleasure to be able to love you for a little while.
Seeing himself without a task, and still plenty overwhelmed, Gen's feet carry him now towards the former battlefield. Across the clearing that held the fate of the future. The ground still stained with Ukyo's dry blood. The fallen branches from the explosion. Shattered bits of the steam gorilla littering the ground. And most devastating, the miracle cave entirely caved in.
But one thing stands untouched, filling Gen with a sense of relief that blooms in his chest when he sees it still intact, spreads throughout his body and tingles through his extremities. The tree on which Senku carved the date when he first broke out of stone.
It's here that Gen had decided to follow Senku to the ends of the earth even before meeting him face to face. Here where he first understood the gravity of this new world he woke up into. Here where he would come to find peace and solitude when the empire got too stifling to cope with in the months he was stuck waiting for an escape back to the village, all while upholding his greatest lie to Tsukasa and Hyoga and all the other threatening gazes that loomed over his shoulders.
And now, as Gen traces the rough indents on the tree, all of those lies and worries and fears feel almost as far away as that last stage he stood upon before the world fell to black. They feel small, insignificant in the face of what's to come next. Makes him feel small too, like a bug under a microscope.
Only he knows he's not insignificant at all.
No, not when he knows he gets to sit beside the man who will bring forth the new tomorrow. Not when he's with Senku, who makes him feel as if the light of the sun comes from within Gen himself with the way the scientist looks at him. Who makes him feel seen and understood unlike any other. With who he's most himself. And with who he too can conquer whatever the universe may throw at them.
We've got a long way to go, but....I wouldn't want to be anywhere else.
___
As much as Senku had wanted to whisk away to find Gen immediately, make sure the mentalist was alright, he just can't. Not right now. There's so much he needs to do to prepare everyone else for their tasks as they reestablish a society and gear up to make the ship that will sail them towards solving the mystery of the petrification. Questions to answer left and right, things that admittedly would go smoother if Gen was beside him. It reminds him of when he first met the villagers, trying to sway them to his side while explaining every little thing they grew curious about along the way, with a language barrier that didn't make it any easier. It had been overwhelming then, just as it is now.
Only, he isn't alone in this at all this time around. He has Taiju, Yuzuriha, Chrome, Kaseki, Ruri, Kohaku, Suika. Even Magma, Kinro and Ginro, the sparkling sisters, and all the other villagers to help out. It's a team effort. It might be one mentalist short, but it's no lost cause. And somehow they find a rhythm, the new members of the kingdom falling in step with the older, working side by side. It definitely makes things smoother that the village children had begun to learn Japanese, running around helping as much as they could whenever communication lapsed.
Gen....you saw this far ahead, you figured something out that I wouldn't have even thought to consider Senku thinks as he works on a diagram for crafting spaces with Chrome. His mind wanders a bit, to the mentalist. To the myriad of reasons this so happened to be the person he fell in love with. Senku normally wouldn't consider himself a starry eyed youth, no lovestruck fool, but this isn't that at all.
Senku knew it, when he had returned from the expedition with Chrome and Magma to find perhaps the most incredible gift he's ever received, second only to one. The way Gen commanded the attention of the village to throw together the observatory on such short notice. In the way Gen bested Magma to win them the grand bout. The way he played Hyoga and Tsukasa like fiddles. Finds his answer even in the paper airplane that settled the war with the empire, soaring across the battlefield carrying something far bigger than any of them combined.
Only, when before he would have just thought of these as things that were practical, beneficial to him....now all he can think of is how incredible Gen is, how smart he is. How exciting it is to have the mentalist in his life. How there's no other person quite the same. No one else who understands Senku for all that he is inside and out. He wouldn't dream of dancing on the rings of Saturn with just anyone else.
"Uh, dude-"
Senku jumps as a hand is waved in front of him, realizing he didn't hear anything Chrome had said in the past few minutes. Hadn't even lifted his charcoal pencil, fingers distracted thumbing over the smooth surface of the stone he still keeps in his pocket. "Uh-"
Chrome lets out a hard laugh, patting him on the back roughly. "You're so oblivious sometimes, Senku! Come on man, just go find him."
"How-"
"Cuz I know what it's like," his friend shrugs with a mild blush high on his cheeks.
"Yea, but you haven't actually done anything about it," Senku snickers, he can't help but dig a little at Chrome.
"Hey! This isn't about me!"
"Uhu."
"Besides, she uh, beat me to it," Chrome mumbles sheepishly, scratching his cheek and glancing towards where Ruri is explaining something to Ukyo and Nikki.
"She what-? "
" Forget it! Senku just- go, okay? I've got things covered here," the burnett insists with a huff, red-faced with hands on his hips.
Senku takes a moment to glance around, at all of his allies, both old and new, working side by side as if it had always been this way. No arguments, no fighting, no strife. And all at once he realizes....he really isn't alone anymore. He doesn't have to do this alone anymore. He's not the only man left standing on this earth. If he puts in the effort to trust those around him, everything will fall into place.
"Heh, looks like you do."
Maybe being a little starry-eyed is alright now.
And he knows just where to find Gen. Somewhere he can see without being seen.
___
The hustle and bustle doesn't die down quiet so soon, the late evening still full of activity. From his perch on this rocky outcropping high on the cave system that Tsukasa had called his keep, Gen can see the entire kingdom of science, new and old members alike moving around like ants on a log. It's organized, rhythmic, even without him in the middle of the foray to pull all the strings like usual. Once again you impress me as a leader, my dear.
Dull footsteps come from behind him, but Gen doesn't have to turn to look to know who it is. He's not sure how long he's been up here, but that's not so important right now. Seems I've been found at last....
"Oi mentalist," comes that all too familiar voice.
"Aw, you caught me," Gen giggles theatrically, still not looking up. "Sorry for shrinking out on my duties, oh wonderful eaderlay! Would you be so kind as to go gentle with my punishment?~"
"Don't think this counts as much of a punishment," Senku snickers, touching something suspiciously cold to Gen's cheek.
"What the-" he turns, gasps when he sees it. " Cola?! "
"Figured we could use it."
"Right on the money.~"
"We don't have currency remember?"
"No banks, no courts, what is this world coming to?"
"Shambles, apparently."
"What a shame, I was starting to get used to it."
"Cilantro is back in season," Senku says with a hearty laugh, holding out the bottle for him to take then settling beside him. Close, pressed right against him despite this ledge offering plenty of space.
"It shouldn't be back in season until-"
"-Late spring," they say in unison. It makes Gen giggle softly, genuinely this time.
Senku makes a second bottle appear out of his toolbelt, holding it up to his. "Cheers to-?"
"To science," Gen offers with a smile.
"To mentalism," Senku replies, surprising him.
The clink of their bottles marks the definitive end of something. What, exactly, he's not sure. All I know is every end marks a new beginning.
"We did it."
"Yea....we did.~"
They fall silent, only the pops of the bottle caps and fizz of their drinks speaking for them. The cool refreshing sensation of the sticky sweet cola as it passes his lips, slides down his throat, is oh so pleasant. Reminiscent of days long past - ones he could spend time mourning but chooses not to. But it's no oasis, could have never quenched his thirst in this stone world. But in every sense, neither is Senku. He's no mirage, no miracle, only a man with a mission and a heart four sizes too big with a sharp mind and ego to balance it all out.
No, when Senku leans across the space between them, after the bottles have been set aside, connecting their lips with fervor, there is no gap to speak of, no misunderstandings or confusion or doubts left on the table. As if they're one, in mind, body, and spirit. As if they always have been. And when Gen cups the scientist's cheek, earning a deep sigh in response, he's sure he feels the power of a supernova erupting within his chest.
"I love you, Senku" Gen whispers softly when they part. Anything that may come next in life, whatever journey, so long as he can have this, he knows he'll be okay.
"Gen, I-" Senku starts hesitantly, the warmth of a blush seeping into Gen's palm, and he immediately knows where this is going.
"You don't have to say it ackbay, my dear, you never do," he hushes softly, holding a finger to the scientist's lips. "As long as I can say it to you, as long as you know how I feel, that's more than enough for me.~"
Senku furrows his brow in annoyance, looks like ten billion thoughts flicker through his mind, eyes shifting away, looking anywhere but at Gen. Then all at once he watches resolve settle on his features, steady, determined. For what, he can't tell. Not this time. A part of Gen knows, hopes, can only dream.
"Senku-chan…." he murmurs, hoping to draw him into action, whatever that may be. And it seems to work, when the air around them shifts into something more electrifying, exciting. It sends goosebumps across Gen's skin when their eyes meet again.
Senku pulls back enough for Gen to get the message to drop his hand. Then, a flourish of the scientists hands, a simple movement all too familiar to a magician but which should be foreign to anyone else, albeit not so expertly executed, and then in Senku's hand appears- "Happy birthday, Gen," Senku says with a bright smile, presenting him with-
" Playing cards?! " he shrieks in surprise, excitement zapping through him, rushing through his body stronger than the fizz of the cola at the sight of a small palm sized wooden box, out of which Senku draws the king of clubs and holds the neatly cut card out to him. Gen takes it slowly, as if it wasn't real, it's truth only sinking in when he feels the thick paper beneath his fingertips, its symbol coming into focus in his vision, as well as the word written at the top of the card sinking in.
"Clubs correspond with wands in tarot," Gen says, narry above a whisper, certain the awe is wide on his face if the way Senku looks at him is anything to go by. "How did you-?"
"It was in your damn book, get with the program mentalist," Senku snickers. "Figured they could serve a dual purpose."
"Cola, playing cards, gosh I feel so spoiled! I didn't even ealizeray it was today," he replies, half dazed. "This...this is a lovely gift, Senku-chan, thank you.~"
"Heh, I knew you'd like it."
"So boastful.~"
"Clubs are associated with fire too, right?" Senku questions, a tilt in his voice that's almost mocking. Almost. "With wealth, creativity, health, and luck. "
"I thought you didn't believe in luck?~" Gen chirps, rolling the card back and forth between his fingers in a familiar motion, paying mind to each painstakingly neat line of purple ink on either side, all its angles sharp, all its curves gentle.
"Luck isn't so bad, I think."
"How exciting.~"
Senku becomes quiet for a moment, his pause soft, contemplative, gazing out over the empire - no, the kingdom. Their kingdom. Their world. It feels like an eternity, but all the same mere minutes, before he speaks again. "You spent all that time making paper, laboring over a task I gave you - no, on an idea you had - until you perfected it far beyond what was even necessary. You spent hours - days - outside over that fire pit, stirring, straining, pressing each sheet by hand. Your fingers were covered in cuts but not once did I hear you complain…."
Gen isn't sure what to do with himself, what to say. Feels his fingertips burning with anticipation, as if the card in his hand had been infused with something otherworldly. Hypnotic, a spell cast not by a sorcerer but by a scientist. And so he waits with rapt attention for his love to continue, not daring to interrupt.
Senku takes a deep breath, turning to face him again. The sky as the sun begins to set, its orange and pink hues, dance on his skin, light catching in his ruby red eyes. And the tenderness held within them, the adoration that spills out from him, is almost suffocating. Gen wants to drown in it. "Yet....whenever we had extra paper left over, even just recycled scraps, instead of making cards for yourself, you would make pinwheels for the children. Origami to show them tricks with. Sure you gave yourself something practical, a notebook like the log you made for me, but you mostly used it to plan language lessons for the children. To write down Ruri's stories, and the history of the village. To calculate my fucking birthday of all things!"
Senku laughs loud and bright, cutting through the darkness of the night as it begins to engulf them. That suffocating feeling takes Gen over entirely, filling him in all the kindness and love that Senku is so boldly putting into words, stretching Gen's smile wider and wider until he feels like even his soul is smiling with him. All that unease and uncertainty he came here with has been swept away, leaving nothing but peace.
"But....I guess what's what selfishness is all about, isn't it?" the scientist grins at him, mirroring his own until he can't tell at all which of them is the illusion and which is reality. Gen has never felt more understood by another person in his life.
"Senku-chan...." he whispers, for once at a loss for words.
"But, this isn't everything, mentalist. You're gonna need em," Senku says, tapping the box in his hands.
"Oh-?"
"You see those two boulders right up on that hill?" the scientist lifts his arm to point, drawing Gen's eyes into the distance. "Right between those, Ursa major will line up with them at certain times of the year."
"Right....?"
"And that's where we'll build it," Senku proclaims confidently. "So the stars are right behind you."
"Build what-?" Gen questions, for a moment failing to follow along.
Senku meets his eyes again, glimmering with purpose. "Your stage."
He feels his jaw drop. Almost drops the cards too, shock rattling through his body as his lover proudly puffs out his chest at having stolen the air right out of his lungs. "My- My stage?! "
It feels impossible to process the flood of emotions that suddenly washes over him, far too overwhelming. A mix of good, bad, and everything that lies in between. All the fear, anxiety, stress, blends with his glee and excitement. Makes him feel dizzy, nauseated, uncomfortable. Dragged under its current. Gen has never felt so much, felt so strongly, before in his life.
He did this for me- Senku did this for me-
"Cat your tongue, mentalist?" Senku teases, and he knows what that means. Knows those words, their code, the thing they've created for themselves alone that no one else will ever understand. Knows how serious this is. Oh Senku-!
"Senku-chan making something that's not practical?!" Gen barks out, loud and boisterous, trying to process what's happening, tears prickling behind his eyes as he fights them back. "How intriguing!~"
"Eh, it's okay to be selfish sometimes," Senku sighs, but it sounds fond. Like he expected this kind of reaction, like it's exactly what he was hoping for. Then his voice dips softer, picking at his ear as if he's suddenly been hit by bashfulness. If he squints, Gen can make out the bright red on his cheeks. He probably looks just as bad. "No freaky escape tricks though, I'm not locking you in a box of swords."
"I'm not making any promises!~" he giggles, mouth behind the king of clubs, speaking past the lump in his throat in hopes of distracting himself from the tangled mess that sits in his chest, other hand never letting go of the cards, nails digging into the box. Tries to memorise how the thick paper feels under his fingertips as if he's never heard of such a thing before, the sensation of the wood as if he's never set foot in nature. As if he'll disappear. As if this is all an impossible dream, a mirage, and he's simply lost within its tempting promises. As if he'll wake up any minute. Gen can see this moment a mile away, and yet it's oh so much sweeter than he could have ever imagined. It's oh so terrifying, but....
"Senku-"
"Gen, I- I'm sorry, I-"
"It's okay," Gen interrupts with a deep sigh. "I know you're always gonna have something else at the forefront of your mind. That you can't entirely edicateday yourself to another. Can't always perform grand gestures like this one. But guess what? I'm here to help every epstay of the way no matter what. This is our world, not just yours, even if you can't take me as your own."
"Gen, I fucking swear," Senku hisses through his teeth, pinching his cheek harshly. "You're such an ass when you feel like it! Let me finish fucking talking! "
" Ouch ouch-! Senku-! "
"Really now, who do you take me for, huh mentalist?" he says with a smirk that would surely make most people squirm uncomfortably. It just makes Gen smile. "I told you to wait until after the war, or did you forget?"
Gen doesn't want to admit it, but he wasn't ever sure how long that was supposed to mean. Had feared it would never actually come. Are you going to prove me wrong-?
"And what ever happened to making me yours, huh? Did the most selfish man on earth forget what he wanted?" Senku snears, but there's no malice behind it. All it does is make Gen's heart flutter.
"I did say so, when the time is right," he replies quietly, mouth full of cotton, failing to suppress the way his lip trembles.
" And when is that supposed to be?! You might be willing to wait forever, but I sure won't," the scientist grumbles, red as a beat and radiating nervousness "I died for this, Gen. So did you. I know what I signed up for!"
All he can do is laugh, the sounds bubbling up out of him suddenly. It catches both of them off guard. Senku scowls at him, brows bowed so deep they're practically touching when he realizes. "Oh you asshlole mentalist, you were leading me on!"
" I couldn't help myself, orrysay my dear!~" he apologizes half-heartedly with a wave of his hands and a mock bow. In truth, Gen isn't sure if he's still conscious, heat rising on his skin, heart pounding so loud he's sure Ukyo can hear it a mile away. The scientist has him on his toes as always.
Senku grows silent, in that way that tells Gen a thousand thoughts are running through his mind all at once. Things colored by doubt, fear, uncertainty, flickering past his eyes. But Gen knows just where all those doubts are taking him. The map is written clear as day to him, and he knows exactly what the words that come next will be. Has already prepared himself for it, always staying two steps ahead-
"I was trying to say sorry . That it took so long," Senku says when he finds his voice again.
"Huh-?"
"And isn't that what we've been doing this entire time?"
"What do you mean-?"
"For a mentalist you're not that sharp, dumbass."
"Hey now-"
"We're basically already in a relationship, aren't we?" he clarifies, and Gen has to remember to breathe. Senku moves closer still, reminding him how tightly pressed together they are. Feels the heat of the scientist's skin through his clothes as he places a hand on Gen's thigh. "Everything we do, we do it together. And not because it's only what you want. I don't exactly kiss just anyone, mentalist. No one else is in my bed. No one else knows what I'm thinking even before I do. You're my partner, Gen. Nothing would change besides the label….would it?"
"I- I suppose not," Gen says shakily, eyes wide, unsure this time what to do with himself. Partner….I really like the sound of that….
Senku takes a deep breath, speaks firm and clear. "From the moment we met, I liked you more than a little. Setting aside personal gains, that is," he says with a bright red blush high on his cheeks, tugging at every string in Gen's heart as he uses his own words against him. A message, a meaning, laced between each syllable that's meant for Gen's heart alone. "I'm sure you'll probably say that's gross though, huh?"
And Gen can only think of one thing to say back when his heart catches in his throat, beating wildly at this confession - because that's what it is, what it's intended to be. A proclamation of all they've been tiptoeing around, indulging in without letting it mean something deeper still. So he speaks words that only Senku would understand in return. A code that's only for the two of them, one practiced on glass tabletops and taped discreetly onto shoulders and knees. Breathlessly, honestly, with all that he has. "Yea….that's pretty gross.~"
"Right?" and when Senku smiles at him, open and free, a rare type of smile that crinkles the corners of his eyes, he knows they both understand. The admission makes Gen's heart beat heavy in his chest, stirring a fluttering within that he can't ignore. He says it with so much conviction, so much honesty, that Gen has to look away. Can't hold that earnest gaze for fear he'll melt on the spot. What he does to me-
Senku leans in, for another kiss he's sure, but another thought comes to mind, pressing at his reasoning, until he can't stop himself from asking even though it's not logical in the slightest. Gen needs to know, needs to make sure this is real, no mirage, no distant oasis, confirm this is actually happening. So he holds the card to his lips, blocking Senku's way much, to the scientist's surprise. "Why?"
Senku's grin contorts into something more evil, as if he's been wanting for Gen to ask. It was bait, and as always he took it without hesitation. "Alright, alright, I'll humor you," Senku chuckles lightly. "There's only estimated to be about 1 × 10^8th atoms in the known observable universe. And….of all of those, the ones that make up the real you….those are my favorites."
" Oh Senku- !" Gen splutters, entirely caught off guard. It makes Senku laugh again, fuller, lighting up his face brighter than any Edison bulb, perhaps even more than the sun itself.
But he doesn't let his gaze linger much longer. The smile on the scientist's face is oh so sweet. Gentle, bright. A light in its own right. They're close enough that he can feel Senku's warm breath against his skin. He could lean in and close the small gap, steal that warmth all for himself. And it seems as if the scientist has the exact same idea. If he thought he felt a supernova within his chest before, Gen was oh so mistaken. The sensation that blooms within him when Senku closes the nonexistent gap between them, connecting their lips again, is ten billion percent more incredible.
He's not sure when he let go of the cards in favor of holding onto Senku. Can feel the scientist's pulse thrumming under his touch, heart beating rapidly, breath coming out labored, pupils dilated so the color of his irises is merely a ruby red ring. One's he can't focus on for long as his partner pulls him in deeper, deeper, deeper still, tugging Gen closer by the waist with his free hand as the other cups his cheek. Its imperfectly perfect. This time the kiss only breaks when Gen pushes him away weakly, chest heaving.
The thrum thrum thrum of their hearts, Senku, red faced, smiling at him with unbridled joy, free and clear as a cloudless sky. It mirrors the things he feels, the joy Gen experiences perhaps for the first time at finding someone who can stand as his true equal. He's no oasis, but he glitters like one. Reflects his hopes and dreams too. Gen doesn't consider himself logical, but when Senku is around he can't seem to help it. His mind wanders to a better and more brilliant world, one they build step by step. The scientist sparks something within him that gets him genuinely excited for the future that's to come. And isn't this to be expected? They may never view each other the same way, but that's nothing quite new. Love is only chemical, after all.
Senku lets their foreheads fall together as they breathe each other's air, tandem, synchronized as if from the instant they met. Just the two of them at this moment - as if the world doesn't have room for anyone else right now. It leaves him feeling as if he's flying in one place, wings holding him aloft a few feet off the ground. Can't get enough of how good this feels. Can't get enough of Senku.
"I've got one more thing for you, mentalist," Senku says softly into the space between them.
"Really now, Senku-!"
"You're gonna get ready to put on a show that incorporates fireworks, you can do that right mentalist?"
"Fireworks? Don't you need nital for that?"
"Glad to know you've been paying attention," Senku snickers. "But no, there's other ways to make small explosives. Besides, what's a festival without fireworks?"
"Oh Senku!" he gasps, shaking the other's shoulders lightly. " A festival?! "
"We wanted to go to one together, didn't we?"
"Yea, yea we did," Gen giggles, feeling the tears from earlier begging to fall from the corners of his eyes. "But you have got to stop surprising me like atthay, dear.~"
Senku just grins at him, something lopsided and cheeky, and when he speaks he says it as if it's a simple fact. "I love you, Gen."
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Silence falls over them as the sounds of their new kingdom leaving for dinner grow distant, that comfortable kind that Senku has grown to cherish. They'll have to leave soon too, but neither of them makes a move to go. For as chatty and clingy as Gen tends to be - something Senku didn't anticipate he would become so fond of - he's never once minded this either. These moments of quiet are theirs and nothing can ever take it away from him.
Especially not this one, where their eyes remain on the distant cosmos above. The way they hold each other, the energy buzzing between them, the words that have finally been spoken, ushering in their new reality with so much conviction and hope. To say he's overjoyed is an understatement. Senku is absolutely over the moon with excitement. He knew his love would be welcomed with open arms. Yet it was far more satisfying, more fulfilling, than he could have ever predicted. Couldn't have for a single second imagined how right it feels to be loved. How comforting. It's like a shot of energy, coursing through his body and revitalizing him, just as it feels like being swaddled in warmth, protected from everything and anything that could hurt him. It's wonderful. Divine even. Senku had been nervous, to a degree, that he wouldn't be able to execute this as he had imagined, but all the pieces fell into place marvelously one by one.
There's dozens, thousands, of visible stars in the sky above, but he doesn't need to see them up there, not right now. He knows where he can find them all, nestled away like a precious secret kept only within his mentalist's endlessly deep blue eyes. Within Gen's very being, as if the mentalist's entirety is made up of the cosmos and all that lies beyond. As if the Milky Way and all its constellations were housed in the glint in his eyes when he shows off a magic trick. The glittering expanse sprinked within each expertly told lie. All the stars found in his bright laughter, lighter than air. Free from the weight of gravity. Something he could explore for an eternity and never tire of, never truly witness its full depth.
Gen was the Milky Way, and Senku was his lone astronaut - lost to the cosmos of his emotions, enveloped by the prism of his sickly sweet drizzled voice. A trick just about any fool would fall for, yet one that was created for Senku and Senku alone. Their dance, upon the rings of Saturn - one where they fell into step, on equal ground. Their poetry is written across constellations, mesmerizing in every sense. A song of heavenly bodies that Senku could only dream about. Something so far-fetched that it makes him stretch the realm of logic, dipping into the magic in front of him that he can't deny is real anymore. But….is this really magic?
He isn't so sure about that, not at all. The two of them built this. Built them up from nothing, crafted every single bit of what they have between them from scratch using sweet words and nimble fingers. Took all of the pieces that make each other up and found ways to fit them snug side by side. The pictures their puzzles make are incredibly different, not even remotely alike, yet they fit into each other seamlessly. Create something new and unique when they're together. Something sparkling, the visage of his very dreams. Yet Gen is no prism, and he's not made of light. They're just two people who happened to be in the right place for each other's molecules to intertwine. And what they've built are homes within each other's hearts. For once, I'll never be alone.
"The stars are quite a simple thing, aren't they?" he says, unable to voice much more just yet. One day he'll tell Gen everything, all of the strange things nestled within him that are for the mentalist alone. But not now, no, they still have time.
It makes Gen laugh beside him, the sounds bubbling out of him gentle like the ringing of a bell. "You'd call this simple, Senku?"
"Wouldn't you?" he shrugs beside him, letting out a laugh of his own.
"You know, I've always enjoyed looking at the sky, but I don't inkthay I ever truly stopped to appreciate the stars," Gen whispers. But the way the mentalist watches him tells him that, perhaps, he doesn't mean the stars at all.
The words come out of him without consideration, only feeling, something he's still growing used to. "If I'm being honest with you, even though this sounds ridiculous, I'm sure I fell in love with you from the start."
"Hm? What makes you say that?" Gen hums quietly, curious, as if he wants to push but instead gives him space.
"I wrote it down - the date I broke out of stone. Right outside of the miracle cave, just after I re-emerged into the world," he explains, absolutely certain that Gen knows exactly what he's talking about. "I suppose I was thinking of you long before I even realized it."
"Now you're starting to sound idiculousray, my dear," Gen laughs, but he seems to understand anyway.
"Is that so bad?"
"Not really, but….I don't mind. Not when it's you.~"
That draws a grin from Senku that stretches from ear to ear, finally turning to look at Gen again. "I thought you'd say as much."
"Who gave you the right to find your way into my heart?~"
"You did, I think."
To be fair, falling in love wasn't originally part of the plan.
Not that the plan was set in stone or anything. Well. Okay, that was up for debate - but right now isn't the time for that. Not when Gen is right in front of him, reflecting all that love and joy and all those wonderful things he feels right back at him.
I never expected to create something ten billion percent brighter than that Edison bulb.
"I love you, Senku.~"
"Yea, I love you too Gen."
Notes:
Ya know, I had a lot of stuff planned I wanted to say about this fic while I was still writing. Lots of things crossed my mind of how I could express everything that I went through while creating this story. And I've come to realize....it's not something I can genuinely put into words at all. Instead, I think my feelings and emotions can be found within the story itself. I hope so, at least
Thank you to everyone who supported me throughout this journey! You my readers, my family and friends, everyone! I'm especially grateful to the wonderful people I met because of this fic, I've made so many new and incredible friends along the way that I'm sure I'll cherish forever
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