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1. 57 Steps by TheseFools

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M, F/F, F/M
   • Complete Work

   16 Feb 2023

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Benny Lafitte & Dean Winchester
   • Castiel/Arthur Ketch
   • Andrea Kormos/Benny Lafitte
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Dean Winchester
   • Benny Lafitte
   • Charlie Bradbury
   • Arthur Ketch
   • Jody Mills
   • Sam Winchester
   • Andrea Kormos
   • Bobby Singer
   • Slow Burn
   • Eventual Smut
   • Alternate Universe
   • Amnesia
   • Amnesiac Castiel (Supernatural)
   • spousal abuse
   • Abuse
   • Past Abuse
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Attempted Murder
   • Accidental Murder
   • Accidental Death
   • Murder
   • Intentional Murder (Off-Screen)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Nightmares
   • Castiel Has PTSD (Supernatural)
   • snuggles
   • Kissing
   • Blow Jobs
   • Bottom Castiel/Top Dean Winchester
   • Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester
   • Former Sex Worker Dean Winchester
   • Arthur Ketch Being an Asshole
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Benny Lafitte and Dean Winchester are Roommates
   • Benny Lafitte & Dean Winchester Friendship
   • Benny Lafitte and Dean Winchester are Platonic Cuddle Buddies
   • Dean Winchester is Unapologetically Liberal
   • John Winchester's A+ Parenting
   • Tags Contain Spoilers
   • Non-Consensual Body Modification
   • Forced Marriage

   Summary

    

   The feeling of dread creeps up again. Something is different. Usually Arthur likes to be in control.
   Is this finally it?
   Is this the day Castiel dies?

   Dean floats through life, buoyed by his best friend Benny’s unconditional support and love, but doesn’t quite know how to heal the hurts of his past until he fishes an unconscious man from Merganser Lake.

   Dean offers the stranger space in his home (they were roommates) and falls for him. Can this mystery man with no memories love him back, or will his dark past come back to claim him?

   Language:

   English

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