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1. The First Time I Held Her I Saw the Entire Galaxy in Her Eyes by IKnowWhatToSayNow

   Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   04 Jul 2024

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Cal Kestis/Merrin
   • Cal Kestis
   • Merrin
   • BD-1 (Star Wars)
   • Mentions of Bode Akuna
   • Mentions of Kata Akuna - Freeform
   • Mentions of Greez Dritus
   • Post-Star Wars: Jedi: Survivor
   • Star Wars: Jedi: Survivor Spoilers
   • Nightmares
   • Cal Kestis Has PTSD
   • Soft Merrin (Star Wars)
   • Cal Kestis Loves Merrin
   • Cal Kestis Needs a Hug
   • Cal Kestis Gets a Hug
   • With Merrin's Vagina
   • Penis In Vagina Sex
   • Rough Sex
   • sex as a coping mechanism
   • Nightsister Magic | Dathomir Magic (Star Wars)
   • Top Cal Kestis
   • Aftercare
   • Post-Coital Cuddling
   • Merrin Loves Cal Kestis
   • merrin is a menace
   • The Author Regrets Nothing
   • It Is Not My Fault They Have Me Unhinged
   • no beta we die like trilla

   Summary

   “Bode,” he exhaled, the name bitter on his tongue as he started and then stopped, needing to draw a deep breath. “I can’t stop thinking about what he said. The first time I held her, I saw the entire galaxy in her eyes,” Cal repeated the words and gave a shake of his head, laughing darkly at the notion of it. “He said that I couldn’t understand. But I do understand and I did understand. He knew that. He knew how I felt about you and that I understood what he was saying. Because it's true. Every time I look in your eyes I see—”

   Post Jedi: Survivor. Cal struggles after the battle on Tanalorr.

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