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All I remember is watching my lord's body fall. I failed as a guardian. I lost my place in the heavens. I feel empty. I am not used to this...falling... Falling... This does not feel right, but what power do I have? I disappointed my God, my Lord Irene. I cannot remember what happened. I just know I have failed. I had one sole purpose. I had no goals. I had no dreams. Can I dream? It sounds impossible for a soulless being. I wish I had feelings. My wings hurt from the constant pressure of the wind blowing on them, I haven't tried turning. Gliding. It may be possible. My current condition is different from what I know. Falling endlessly into an abyss where I cannot see the ground. I turn, trying to reposition myself. It's been hours. Days. Weeks. Months. Years? It's hard to tell. Am I blind? I cannot see. It is too dark here. Nothing like the heavens I long to return to. I finally managed to turn over. I attempt to extend my wings, the pressure is strong...I screamed in agony...no...I cannot speak...I cannot sound...It is silent...silent as my wings are torn from my back. A purple trail of once pure golden blood flew into the air as I watched my feathers flow around me. It hurts. I wish I could scream. My Lord, Irene...what have I done to deserve this cruel punishment...?
I apologize for my sins, my God...