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Severus Snape was many things, but oblivious was not one of them. It was a point of pride for him, a survival skill honed to perfection over years spent dancing on the knife’s edge of danger. Whether it was as a spy under the Dark Lord’s nose or as a teacher shielding dim-witted students from a fiery end in his Potions classroom, his sharp instincts had served him well. He trusted them implicitly, and they rarely let him down.
So when he noticed Albus Dumbledore hurrying past the library door in an uncharacteristically frantic state, Severus’s instincts flared like a spell-triggered ward. Dumbledore did not panic. Not when Death Eaters were breathing down his neck, not when the Ministry bungled their way through crisis after crisis, and certainly not within the relative safety of Hogwarts. That insufferable twinkle in his eyes and calm demeanor were as constant as the castle’s unyielding stone walls.
But now? Now, there was no twinkle. No serene smile. Just a man in a rush, his normally elegant stride reduced to a near-stumble as his long robes snapped behind him. Something was amiss, and Severus intended to find out what.
Placing the tome he’d been searching for back on the shelf without a second thought, Severus rose to his feet and followed, silent as a shadow. Years of espionage made stalking his quarry second nature; Albus didn’t so much as glance over his shoulder. Through the winding halls of the castle, Severus trailed him, his curiosity deepening with every step.
He halted abruptly as Dumbledore slipped into a familiar empty classroom, the door groaning slightly as it closed behind him. This room held a secret few were meant to know—certainly not Severus. It housed the only untracked Floo connection within the school, a detail Albus guarded fiercely. But then, who would Severus be if he hadn’t pried out such secrets? It was in his nature, after all, to uncover what others sought to conceal.
Pressing himself against the wall just out of sight, Severus strained his ears. The low murmur of a Floo call reached him—Albus’s voice, tight with urgency.
“…no word on the boy? None at all? Six months, Aberforth, and not a trace!”
Six months? Severus’s mind raced. What boy? He could only think of one whose disappearance might elicit this level of concern from Albus, but surely not…
His suspicions were confirmed moments later.
“Harry Potter is missing, Aberforth! He’s been gone from that wretched house for half a year! How could no one have noticed? How could no one have—” Albus cut himself off with a sharp intake of breath, his composure cracking under the weight of frustration and fear.
Severus’s blood ran cold. The Boy-Who-Lived, gone without a trace for six months? And Dumbledore, the supposedly all-knowing puppet master, was only now scrambling to piece together the puzzle?
For once in his life, Severus didn’t hesitate. His mind worked rapidly, already forming a plan. He would find the truth. If Dumbledore couldn’t—or wouldn’t—do what was necessary, Severus would. Harry Potter was too important, and not just as a symbol of the Light’s victory. The child was still a person, for Merlin’s sake. A boy who had apparently vanished into thin air while the world turned a blind eye.
Disgust twisted Severus’s features. This was just like Dumbledore, wasn’t it? So focused on grand plans and higher purposes that he failed to see the small, vulnerable details that made them possible. Severus pushed away from the wall, his mind already racing with possibilities.
He would find the boy. Not for Albus, not for the blasted prophecy, but because someone had to.
Discovering that Potter had been dumped with Tuney of all people was something Severus had not anticipated—and certainly not prepared for. Petunia Evans, or Petunia Dursley as she now styled herself, had been cruel even as a child, her bitterness and jealousy as sharp as broken glass. Severus doubted adulthood had softened her. She had been estranged from Lily by the end, and as far as he recalled, she hadn’t even bothered to show her sour face at her own sister’s funeral.
It had taken Severus embarrassingly little effort to uncover her whereabouts. The woman lived in the house of their late grandparents, now a bland little box in a soul-crushingly mundane neighborhood called Little Whinging in Surrey. Severus stood in front of the house and sneered, his lip curling at the sight. It was a parody of suburban mediocrity, indistinguishable from its neighbors with its perfectly trimmed hedge, sanitized façade, and nauseating conformity. The entire street reeked of stifling normalcy, a place where secrets were buried under manicured lawns and suffocated smiles.
But what truly unsettled him was the utter lack of magical wards around the property. Albus had insisted—assured him—that the boy was safe. That he would be cared for, provided for, and protected from the many dangers lurking in their world. Albus had waxed poetic about Lily’s sacrifice, claiming it would shield the boy as long as he lived with his family.
Yet standing here, Severus could feel only the faint echo of Lily’s magic lingering—a fragile, protective net cast by her love. And that was it. No other wards. No enchantments to keep intruders at bay. The house itself was laughably vulnerable.
Severus’s dark eyes narrowed, his mind racing. The protection Lily had left behind was powerful, yes, but woefully incomplete. It was keyed only to repel those with malicious intent—wixen who meant harm to the boy. But any Squib, or worse, a Muggle under the Imperius Curse, could stroll through that front door without so much as a flicker of resistance.
It was negligence, plain and simple. And it was unacceptable.
Severus folded his arms across his chest, his robes billowing slightly in the faint breeze as he stood on the sidewalk, glaring at the house as though it had personally offended him. This is what Albus considers safe? he thought darkly, his sneer deepening. A child as significant as Potter—both in his symbolism and the dangers he attracted—left in a place so pathetically exposed?
And then there was the matter of Petunia herself. Severus’s lip curled further at the thought of her tight-lipped disdain, her pinched features and cutting words. If she had resented Lily as a girl, he could scarcely imagine her treatment of Lily’s son. He knew cruelty when he saw it, and Petunia had always been an expert in the art of petty malice.
The longer he stood there, the darker his thoughts grew. It wasn’t just the house that gnawed at his nerves—it was the entire situation. Albus’s assurances, his blind faith in blood ties and the strength of love, felt less like wisdom and more like carelessness. Severus was no stranger to trusting his own instincts over others’, but this time the stakes were far higher than a simple brewing mishap or misjudged character. This was a child’s safety—Lily’s child—balanced on the edge of a blade.
His jaw tightened as he made his decision. He only hoped the growing pit of dread in his stomach was misplaced.
With one last sneer at the pristine perfection of the Dursleys’ façade, Severus strode forward.
Severus slipped into the house with barely a sound, the unlocked back door an invitation that only deepened his suspicions. He paused in the kitchen, letting his eyes adjust to the dim light filtering through the curtains. The room was immaculate, unnervingly so. The counters gleamed, free of even the faintest smudge, and every appliance sat in its place, unused and unloved. It was a lifeless kind of order, one that spoke not of pride but of obsession. Petunia’s obsession.
Not a sound echoed through the house, and Severus allowed himself a brief moment of relief. The silence confirmed he was alone, granting him the freedom to investigate without interference. For once, luck seemed to favor him.
Severus began his methodical search. He moved from the kitchen to the dining room, taking note of every detail. The table was adorned with a pristine cloth and a carefully arranged centerpiece, yet there wasn’t a single item to suggest a child had ever sat there. No scribbled drawings on the fridge, no high chair tucked into a corner, no forgotten toys. It was as though children didn’t exist in this household. Or at least, one particular child.
The sitting room was next. Severus’s dark eyes swept over the perfectly upholstered furniture and the spotless carpet. The mantel above the fireplace was lined with photographs, each one carefully framed. He studied them closely, his lip curling as he noted the same recurring theme: Petunia, her walrus of a husband, and their grotesquely overindulged son. Their child’s round face grinned out of nearly every image, surrounded by presents, balloons, or trophies. It was sickeningly indulgent.
But there was no sign of Harry Potter. Not a single photograph, not even a vague hint that he had ever been part of this family. Severus’s sneer deepened. If Potter truly lived here, where was he?
The search continued upstairs, where the disparity became even more grotesque. The master bedroom was as bland and tidy as the rest of the house, its walls painted in muted tones and its surfaces devoid of personality. Petunia’s vanity was a monument to her vanity—every bottle and brush meticulously arranged, a shrine to her image.
Then there was Dudley’s room—as he learned by the sign on the door. Severus’s breath hitched, not in surprise but in disgust. The sheer excess was overwhelming. Shelves sagged under the weight of toys, games, and gadgets. A mountain of stuffed animals lay piled in one corner. The wardrobe was packed to bursting with expensive clothes, many of which still had their labels. The room was a shrine to indulgence, a monument to gluttony and greed.
It was a stark contrast to the final door at the end of the hall. Severus opened it cautiously, revealing what could only be the guest bedroom. It was spartan, almost entirely devoid of personality save for a small tower of bins filled with what looked like baby items. It had the same lifeless order as the rest of the house, yet Severus lingered, searching for any trace of Potter. There was none. Nothing.
Finally, Severus descended to the entryway, his mind whirring with questions and his temper simmering dangerously close to boiling. Potter was supposed to have lived here. He was supposed to have been protected. Yet there was no trace the boy ever resided Number Four Privet Drive at all. Where is he?
Standing near the stairs, he cast a spell often used by Aurors. With a flick of his wand, muttering the incantation under his breath. A shimmer spread through the house, and then it began. Ghostly figures appeared, the memories of the house playing in reverse.
At first, it was mundane. Petunia and her husband bustled about their routines, Dudley waddling after them like an overgrown duckling. Severus scoffed at the sight, but nothing seemed out of place. The family simply moved about their lives.
As the scenes progressed backward, Severus noticed something subtle but unmistakable. The cupboard under the stairs. The family’s gazes lingered on it more and more, their expressions tense and uneasy. Petunia passed it quickly, her hands clutching a dish towel as though warding off guilt. Her husband scowled as he walked by, and even Dudley cast furtive glances at the small door.
Severus slowed the spell as he approached the timeline of Potter’s supposed disappearance, his grip on his wand tightening. Then, he saw him. With a deft flick of his wrist, he adjusted the spell, rewinding just a bit further before letting the memory play forward in its natural sequence.
The boy appeared as a small, crumpled figure in the cupboard, barely illuminated by the ghostly spell. His wild, unruly black hair stood out even in the dim light, and his broken glasses perched crookedly on his nose. He was painfully thin, his clothes hanging off his frame like sacks. Severus’s sharp gaze lingered on his face—too young, too frail. The boy should have been around seven but looked no older than five.
The scene shifted. Vernon Dursley loomed over the child, his face a blotchy mask of rage. Though the spell carried no sound, the man’s expression was thunderous, his fists shaking as he yelled. The boy cowered, curling into himself as though trying to disappear. Then came the slap—a brutal, unrestrained blow that sent him reeling. Severus’s grip on his wand tightened, his fury barely contained.
More scenes played out. His uncle dragging the boy from the cupboard by his arm, shoving him toward some unseen chore. The child trembling as he tried to obey. Petunia standing by, her mouth pressed into a thin line, doing nothing to intervene. Severus’s stomach twisted as he watched, his rage simmering hotter with every passing moment.
The final scene played out just as the spell began to fade. His uncle stood at the cupboard door, his face contorted in fury, shouting words lost to the silence of the magic. He yanked the boy out roughly, the child’s frail body limp with exhaustion, dangling like a broken doll. As Dursley’s fist raised threateningly, the boy vanished—disappearing as though pulled from existence.
The Dursleys froze, and so did Severus, staring at the now-empty space with wide-eyed shock. Confusion turned to panic, and then to angry accusations as they began to argue furiously, their gestures sharp and hostile. Severus pushed the spell forward, seeking more, but there was nothing to glean. The argument fizzled out, and the Dursleys returned to their lives with chilling indifference. Not once did they appear to search for the boy or make any attempt to report his disappearance.
The spell dissipated, the ghostly figures melting away into nothingness, leaving Severus standing alone in the stifling silence of the house. The air felt heavy, oppressive, as though it carried the weight of all he had just witnessed.
The cupboard under the stairs loomed before Severus like a grotesque monument to the boy’s suffering. He stepped toward it, his movements measured, his expression as cold and sharp as a dagger. Drawing in a steadying breath, he crouched and reached for the small lock and spelled it off, the faint creak of the door echoing in the stillness of the house.
The interior was cramped and suffocating, its low ceiling forcing him to hunch uncomfortably as he peered inside. His dark eyes swept over the space, cataloging every detail with precision. The “bed” was a worn cot, its thin mattress sagging with age and neglect. A pile of old clothes served as makeshift bedding, their fabric threadbare and stained. Severus’s lip curled at the sight; even house-elves would have turned their noses up at such conditions.
Shelves lined the back and sides of the cupboard, crammed with odds and ends—a repository for all the unwanted detritus of the household. An ancient radio sat precariously on one shelf, its dials rusted and useless. A stack of cookware too large for the kitchen had been shoved into one corner, alongside a cracked toaster and a broken lamp. This was not a place for a child. It was a dumping ground, a storage closet masquerading as a room.
Severus reached out, his long fingers brushing over the dusty surface of the cot. Something caught his eye—a faint glimmer of color tucked at the very back of the cupboard, partially hidden behind the makeshift bedding. Frowning, he pushed the ragged fabric aside and retrieved the object.
It was a photograph. The glossy image showed the Dursleys—Tuney, her husband, and Dudley—standing in front of their house, all smiles and forced cheer. But someone had taken a crayon and altered it. A small figure, drawn in unsteady lines, stood beside Petunia, clutching her hand. The child was smaller than Dudley, his stick-figure body colored in with vibrant green, his face bearing a crude, lopsided smile.
Severus stared at it, his breath catching. There was no mistaking who the little drawing was meant to represent. It was Potter. The boy, desperate for a place in the family, had drawn himself into their lives—into a photograph that had no room for him.
For a long moment, Severus simply held the picture, his fingers tightening around its edges. He was not a sentimental man, nor did he have much patience for displays of emotion. But even he could admit how utterly heartbreaking the sight was. The crude addition of the child’s likeness spoke volumes about his isolation, his longing to belong to a family that had no use for him.
Gritting his teeth, Severus carefully tucked the photograph into his robes, his mind a storm of emotions he refused to name. There was nothing more to be gained from this cursed cupboard. He stood, the door creaking shut as he straightened to his full height.
He stood there for a long moment, his wand still gripped tightly in his hand. His chest heaved as he forced himself to take a slow, steadying breath. He had seen enough. This was no home. This was a prison. A place of suffering.
If Dumbledore had known this and still placed the boy here, there would be a reckoning. If he hadn’t known, it was proof of his appalling negligence. Either way, Severus had made up his mind. He would find Potter. What he would do after, he had no clue, but the boy had already been missing for six months and was in possibly an even worse situation
His next move was already forming in his mind. Harry Potter was out there, and Severus Snape was going to find him.
Severus had never felt the weight of frustration as acutely as he did now. Two days had passed since he left the Dursley home, and despite his relentless efforts, Harry Potter was still missing. Every lead he followed turned to ash, every trail he chased fizzled out before it began. Yet, he pressed on, refusing to entertain the thought of failure. The boy was out there, somewhere, and Severus would tear the world apart to find him.
He had started methodically, hacking through layers of bureaucracy with the same ruthlessness he wielded in the classroom. He accessed Ministry records, scouring incident reports and missing child notices. He then combed through muggle law enforcement reports, searching for any mention of a boy fitting Potter’s description. He knew it was a long shot—Potter was too recognizable for someone not to notice him—but desperation drove him to check every possibility. Each fruitless search tightened the knot in his chest.
When records yielded nothing, Severus turned to the streets. He prowled the alleyways and abandoned buildings of London, his wand ever at the ready, his dark robes blending seamlessly into the shadows. He searched every corner, from rundown neighborhoods to forgotten industrial zones. He questioned vagrants and shopkeepers alike, describing the boy as best he could without betraying too much. The responses were always the same: blank stares and shaking heads.
The sheer enormity of the task pressed down on him as he moved from one town to the next, barely resting, barely eating. His sharp mind, accustomed to solving intricate puzzles, was beginning to fray under the strain. The boy could be anywhere—or worse, nowhere. Severus refused to entertain the thought that Potter might already be beyond saving. He couldn’t afford to.
By the end of the second day, as exhaustion tugged at his limbs and frustration gnawed at his patience, Severus was forced to admit he needed another approach. His mind turned reluctantly to a resource he had long avoided: the Prince family vault.
Severus had no love for the Prince name. His mother had been disowned long before her death, cast out with nothing but her wand and a hollow title. The family that could have offered them sanctuary had turned its back, leaving Eileen and her son to suffer under the brutal hand of Tobias Snape. Severus had hated the name ever since. When his grandfather had died, leaving him the title of Lord Prince, it had felt more like an insult than an inheritance.
Still, he had not entirely abandoned the family’s resources. The Prince library was one of the few legacies worth preserving. Many of the books housed in the vault were older than Hogwarts itself, their pages filled with knowledge lost to time. Over the years, Severus had dipped into that collection sparingly, pulling volumes that offered rare insights into potions, magic theory, and defensive spells. Now, he hoped that same library held something that could aid him.
Arriving at Gringotts under the cover of night, Severus approached the goblin clerk with his usual stern demeanor. He presented his identification with a flick of his wrist, his expression daring the creature to comment. The goblin raised an eyebrow but said nothing, summoning an escort to guide him to the Prince family vault.
The ride down was jarring, the cart clattering along the tracks as it descended into the depths of the bank. Severus’s thoughts churned, his fingers tapping an anxious rhythm on the edge of the cart. When they finally reached the vault, the goblin unlocked the heavy door, stepping aside as Severus entered.
The air inside was cool and dry, heavy with the faint scent of aged parchment and leather. Rows of shelves lined the space, stacked with tomes and journals bound in faded covers. Severus moved with purpose, his gaze scanning the labels until he found what he was looking for: a journal penned by a French Auror specializing in tracking and containment magic.
The journal had been a source of fascination during the last war, offering insights into spells designed to locate and subdue even the most elusive targets. Severus plucked it from the shelf, its cracked leather cover cool beneath his fingers. He flipped through the pages, his eyes narrowing as he scanned the meticulous handwriting.
The entries detailed techniques for tracking across vast distances, magical signatures, and obscure rituals for pinpointing the location of individuals—even those under concealment charms. It was a long shot, but Severus was hopeful. If anyone could devise a way to find Harry Potter, it was him. The Auror’s notes would simply be the starting point.
Tucking the journal under his arm, Severus left the vault, his determination renewed. He had lost two days already, but now he had a plan. Harry Potter was out there, and Severus Snape would not rest until he brought the boy back.