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Eddie is finally his boyfriend. 

Eddie came out to Buck and told him that he’s gay and has been having feelings for Buck since they met but didn’t recognize what those feelings meant. 

It didn’t feel real to Buck when that happened.

When Buck realized why he was so sad that Eddie wanted to move back to El Paso— it hit him like a ton of bricks. 

Suddenly he felt like he couldn’t breathe properly and like the world was caving in on him. 

All these feelings swarmed him like those millions of killer bees that invaded LA— it was sudden and all at once. He realized that even though he did like Tommy— he’s not who he wanted. He was jealous of Tommy for spending so much time with Eddie all of a sudden and all of the time. 

Tommy was new and so were those feelings of jealousy and he thought that meant he wanted Tommy’s attention but after watching Eddie drive away to El Paso, he knew for a fact that wasn’t true. He’s in love with Eddie and he had to let him go for three months.

Thankfully that’s all it took for Eddie and Chris to move back to LA. Buck was at Eddie’s house waiting for them to return so he could help them unpack. He’s glad Eddie listened to him about not selling yet. 

Soon after that— well, everything changed for the better and Buck couldn’t be happier to be living his best life with his boyfriend.  

But no one knows this yet— only Chris knows. They agreed that they aren’t ready to tell everyone else just yet. 

It’s all so new to Eddie— realizing he’s gay and that his feelings for Buck were more than just platonic friendship feelings. 

Buck is more than willing to wait to tell Maddie— or their family at the 118— as long as Eddie wants to wait, he’ll wait. He also likes having Eddie all to himself for now— it’s like they’re living in their own little love bubble. 

With their relationship being a secret from everyone they work with— it’s somewhere that Buck can’t love on his man, can’t give him kisses or hold his big hand— and that’s becoming increasingly difficult with each passing shift.

It’s hard to hold back now that he’s able to have it and for almost a month now. Plus it doesn’t help that every time Buck sees Eddie he looks so good . 

So good he could eat him— swallow him whole and just be so happy. 

Buck definitely developed some cuteness aggression when it comes to his boyfriend. Eddie is just so cute and hot as fuck— he’s got the perfect little belly and soft cheeks— on his face and behind. He just wants to bite him and mark him up— leave hickeys all over his perfect body. 

When it’s just the two of them— that’s what he does. He indulges— allows himself to kiss and bite and touch all over him, love him. 

Eddie eats it up, Buck knows it. Eddie’s vocal— he’s loud and he makes it known just how good Buck loves on him.

There’s a bit less than a week left until Eddie has been Buck’s boyfriend for a month and he wants to do something special for the occasion. 

He’s thinking about it this morning with Eddie in his arms. He’s awake before Eddie, who's peacefully sleeping next to him— cuddled up into him with his back to Buck’s front and Buck’s arms wrapped around him. 

Buck can feel Eddie start to wake up as he shifts in his arms, instinctively pressing back into him— Buck’s dick twitches in his briefs. 

“Morning,” Eddie mumbles in his deep sleepy sexy voice, shimmying back into him again on purpose. 

Buck snuggles his face into the crook of Eddie’s neck, breathing him in. “Mmm, morning,” he mumbles before placing a soft kiss to his jaw. 

Eddie’s hand trails up Buck’s arm and back into his hair— threading his fingers through Buck’s curls— and holding him close, keeping Buck’s face in his neck, loving the feel of his lips on his neck. 

Buck’s happy to comply, leaving soft wet kisses along his skin, dragging his teeth over his pulse. 

Buck’s dick is now hard with the way Eddie keeps pushing back against him, his hand still in his hair as he rocks back into him. Eddie moans when Buck brings his right hand from his hip over to the bulge in his boxer briefs, cupping him through the soft fabric. 

Buck tries hard to not leave bruising kisses on his neck where it’d be visible for their entire team to see so he moves his lips over to his shoulder blade instead. He drags his teeth over his warm skin, nipping at him, wanting to devour him as he slips his hand into Eddie’s briefs and takes his hardening cock in his hand. 

“ Mmmph—“ Eddie moans, trying not to be too loud, as he thrusts his hips into Buck’s hand and then back against Buck’s hard cock that’s pressing hard on his ass.

They dry hump like that for a few moments before they hear, “We have to go soon!” from the hallway. 

They both groan and let go of each other— Eddie turning around to face Buck. They smile at each other before Eddie lifts his head and comes closer to kiss Buck softly on the lips. 

With the sound of Chris making his way towards the kitchen, Eddie gets out of bed and puts his sweatpants on before going to the washroom.

Their little morning delight will have to wait— Eddie has to get Chris to school and they both have a shift today. 

They still take their separate cars to not be too suspicious so when they spend nights together, Eddie will bring Chris to school and Buck will make his way to work first.  

This sometimes makes Buck earlier than necessary but if anyone asks he claims he wants to get a bit of a workout in or make breakfast with Bobby and no one questions it further. 

Buck quickly gets dressed and joins Chris in the kitchen. He’s ready for the day and sitting at the table having a glass of orange juice. 

“Good morning,” Buck greets, making his way to the fridge. “Want breakfast before school?” 

“French toast?” Chris asks, a smile on his face as he looks up at Buck.

Buck smiles fondly— he missed this kid's smile so much when he was gone. “You got it, dude,” he tells him, going right into dad mode. 

Buck’s coating the slices of bread in the egg mixture for the french toast when Eddie walks in saying, “Good morning.” 

He can hear Eddie kiss Christopher’s head with his loud mwah! Buck looks back and sees Eddie smiling at his son then his eyes reach his. He smirks at him as he looks Buck over dressed in his uniform. Eddie’s also in his uniform and they both can’t keep their eyes off each other as Eddie walks over to him.

When he reaches Buck, he places his right hand on his hip and leans into his side, mouth next to his ear. 

“You look so good— gonna be hard to keep my hands to myself,” he whispers hotly as he squeezes his hip. He presses a soft and quick kiss to his cheek and then steps back and asks, “French toast?” looking down at the food still in Buck’s hands— shit. 

Buck snaps back into it and places the now a little too drenched piece of toast on the pan on the stove. He does one more adding that as well and focuses on making Chris his breakfast and not being distracted by his insanely hot boyfriend. 

He hands Chris his food and the bottle of maple syrup. “Thank you,” Chris says, looking at the food. “Looks good,” he adds as he looks up at Buck.

“Bon appetit,” Buck tells him. 

“We’re leaving in fifteen minutes,” Eddie warns him as he grabs the brewed pot of coffee. He pours some into two tumblers and hands one to Buck. 

Buck smiles softly, “Thanks, babe.”

Eddie winks at him before they hear Chris groan, “Gross,” rolling his eyes, making Buck chuckle. 

Eddie reminds Chris that Karen is picking him up after school and will spend the night with them since he and Buck have a twenty-four hour shift today. He also tells him they’ll pick him up from school tomorrow to which Chris asked if they can do something fun after since tomorrow is Friday. Buck quickly agrees and Eddie just lets it happen— not able to say no to either of them. 

Eddie takes Chris to school soon after and tells Buck to just lock up when he’s ready to head to work— that he doesn’t have to leave at the same time as him. He kisses Eddie goodbye— for now— and cleans up. 

About forty minutes later, Buck’s at work helping Bobby with breakfast. They just finished and are about to call everyone to eat and when Eddie makes his way up. 

“Hey guys,” Eddie says, greeting everyone. 

“Morning,” Hen says from the couch.

“Hey, Eddie— hey guys,” Bobby calls out. “It’s ready, let’s sit.” 

Buck starts bringing everything to the table— making sure he passes right next to Eddie. Eddie smiles at him as he puts his hand on his shoulder, squeezing it softly— like he’s done so many times before. 

Eddie sits down and soon everyone’s seated with the food on the table. “Bless this food and this house and everyone in it,” Bobby prays. 

They’re about to dig in when someone makes their way up the stairs and interrupts with, “Hi— sorry, am I interrupting?” 

Buck looks over at this man he’s never seen before. He’s relatively attractive— he has dark hair, blue eyes, a nice build with big arms, and tall— well, maybe still a bit shorter than he is. 

Buck looks over at Bobby who says, “No, you’re just in time, join us—“ he looks back at his team and says, “Guys, this is Derek.” 

The guy walks over and says hi to them all before Bobby starts introducing Derek to them all individually. Derek then takes a seat next to Eddie— the only free seat— and Buck narrows his eyes at him. 

Eddie’s sitting across from him, Hen is beside him, and Bobby and Chimney are at either heads of the table— Buck of course next to Bobby. 

“Nice to meet you,” Chim says once Derek is seated.

“Derek is our newest probie— he’ll be joining the B-shift crew but wanted him to start training with you guys so he’ll be on the twenty-four hour shift today and with us for the next week or so until I move him to B-shift,” Bobby explains.

Something about this guy is rubbing Buck the wrong way. It’s the way he’s eyeing Eddie and talking to him already like he’s his new best friend. This guy needs to go. 

Buck is going to make these next twenty-four hours a living hell for this guy that he might not even want to go on B-shift and quit the 118 for good. 

*

It’s hour four and they’re on their second call of the shift— nothing major, just a small accident on the freeway, no one badly injured— but Derek might be soon if he doesn’t stop flirting with Eddie.

Cap paired them up for this call and Buck has been seething the whole time. He even feels a little betrayed by Bobby that he wouldn’t say Buck and Eddie but Derek and Eddie— why doesn’t he just put the knife directly into his back?

He can see Eddie laughing as the two of them walk back over to the truck— why’s he laughing so hard? He can’t possibly be that funny… no man is.

Eddie passes him without really acknowledging him whatsoever and nope— he does not like this one bit.

He knows they’re not out to the team yet and he’s okay with that— what he’s not okay with is this random new guy making Eddie laugh like that or monopolizing him all shift.

Hen and Chim are in the ambulance so it’s him, Eddie, and Derek in the back of the truck with Cap and Pete— their usual driver on calls— up front.

Derek is sitting across from Eddie against the windows where Buck usually sits. Buck tries to not let it outwardly affect him but he catches the way Bobby looks at him so he just lets out a breath and sits down beside Eddie.

He notices that Derek’s legs are together closer to the window and Eddie’s lean a little closer to Buck now that he’s sitting beside him and Buck pressed his right leg against Eddie’s. 

Buck smiles looking at their legs before quickly realizing they aren’t alone and looks up. Derek is still talking to Eddie about some boxing gym he goes to— of course he does— and Buck tunes in just as he’s telling Eddie to join him one day for a workout.

Buck pushes into Eddie’s leg harder hoping he’ll realize Buck doesn’t want him to but instead he just looks at Buck confused before saying, “Yeah, I’ll let you know,” to Derek.

Okay, it’s not a yes but not a no either. Ugh.

“Cool— you’d love the trainer, he’s so old school,” Derek says.

Buck resists the urge to roll his eyes. 

They finally get back to the station and Bobby tells them, “Derek, I want you to do inventory with Eddie. Hen, Chim, Buck— you’re on cleaning duty.”

Again?! He’s got to be doing this on purpose right?? Like purposefully against Buck? No, Cap doesn’t know about him and Eddie. So why does he keep pairing them together? 

Buck does roll his eyes as he turns to head for the closet to get what he needs to wash these trucks— groaning as he does. Chimney follows him so they get what they need before meeting Hen by the trucks and getting to work— and ignoring Eddie and Derek working closely together.

That doesn’t last.

Buck tries to subtly watch as Eddie and Derek work inside the ambulance— doing inventory of everything they have left inside and seeing what needs to be replenished— while he wipes down the side of the firetruck. 

Hen is over at the ambulance wiping that down as Chimney helps him with the fire truck first, doing the other side of it— closer to where Eddie and Derek are.

Buck keeps looking over the front of the hood to see the two of them— Derek holding a clipboard just by the door of the ambulance and Eddie seemingly checking for what he’s calling for inside the ambulance.

He thinks back to times he was the one listing things off the list and Eddie checking for them all— enabling Buck by saying check after every one. 

Buck hates this— having to see his boyfriend, his Eddie, say check after every item listed by someone else— this feels like torture.

“What do you keep looking at?” Chim asks him, snapping him out of it and focusing on Chimney who’s looking at him then turning to look over to where he notices Buck looking. “Ah!” he says knowingly, turning back to look at him, smirking. 

God, Buck hates him sometimes— he’s such a know it all.

“Nothing,” he says lamely. “I wasn’t—”

Chimney hums, focusing back on the job at hand and ignoring Buck’s jealousy.

Buck does as Chim and tries hard to ignore Eddie working with someone else. 

*

It’s hour eleven when the bell rings with a bad call— there’s a massive fire at a restaurant downtown.

Bobby calls out orders— Buck, Eddie, and Derek getting hoses and getting started on the fire. Hen and Chimney attend to people who got out and their injuries. 

The three of them get to work, blasting water onto the fire but Derek’s taking too long so he does it for him and says, “We don’t have time for this!” 

They manage to get the fire mostly contained so Bobby tells Eddie and Buck to head in there while he helps Derek contain the fire. They rush in together, splitting up to see if they could find anyone, yelling out “LAFD— anyone in here?” 

They manage to pull out five people— three adults and two children who got stuck under a table in the middle of the restaurant. It went smoothly as most of the fire was contained enough for them to get in and get everyone out without anything else happening. 

Hen and Chim rush over to assess the people who were inside as the two of them catch their breaths by the truck. 

Derek comes over to them and says to Buck, “Sorry— I was fumbling with the hose, I didn’t mean to—”

“You have to focus, we can’t be making any mistakes like that or stumbling over stuff— that takes time away from containing the major fire that was happening in front of us— people who could have been hurt even more if we wasted time not doing the proper technique,” Buck tells him, annoyed— he should know this as a firefighter. 

He sees the look Eddie gives him and ignores it— he’s not in the mood for this. 

“I know,” Derek tells him instantly. “It won’t happen again.”

“Better not,” Buck says before walking away, seeing if he’s needed elsewhere. He sees Chimney eyeing him from nearby— ignoring it he heads to Bobby to ask what he could do.

*

They get back to the station and it’s now hour thirteen as they were at the last site for a couple hours. 

They all immediately go to clean themselves off and Buck waits— stays back to check that everything’s put away properly and just needs some time alone for a minute. 

“You good?” Bobby asks him, the only one who didn’t immediately rush off. 

“Fine,” he dismisses. 

“Don’t seem fine,” Bobby pushes. “What’s going on? I saw you snap at Derek earlier, that have anything to do with your mood?”

“He fu— messed up,” he says, he tries not to swear in front of Bobby— not sure why just never has before. 

“He’s learning,” Bobby tells him. “Remember how many times you messed up when you first joined the team?”

Buck rolls his eyes. “Whatever— it’s not just that,” he finds himself saying. 

“Then what else?” Bobby pushes.

Buck shakes his head, “Nothing I wanna talk about,” he tells him, hoping Bobby relents.

He does.

“Okay, I’m never going to force you to open up to me if you’re not ready for that but when you are— you know I’m here, right?” 

Buck feels bad but he can’t be honest with him, not yet. “I know,” he tells him. “Thanks.”

Bobby nods and heads to the showers, leaving Buck alone to pretend to do other things so he doesn’t have to see Derek drool over his man again.

Buck has only ever felt this type of jealousy once before with Tommy but he had misplaced those feelings— now he knows he isn’t and it’s worse because he knows Eddie is gay and this guy is more obviously flirting with Eddie. He’s also constantly being paired with him at work which doesn’t make Buck feel good in the slightest. 

Work is the only place where even though they can’t be seen as a couple— yet— they’re still paired up together often and it isn’t weird for them to always be around each other on shifts— they can still be them even though no one knows they’re now a couple. 

This guy doesn’t know anything though— not that they’re best friends, not that they’re always paired together on calls, not that they’re boyfriends. 

So Buck has to just watch this guy shoot his shot— even though Eddie’s oblivious or really just not interested— and not do anything about it. He’s never felt this possessiveness or jealousy over a partner before, it’s an intense feeling— not one he’s sure he likes all that much. 

Buck managed to avoid everyone for almost an hour and is finally changing in the locker rooms after his shower. It’s almost 10pm— fourteen hours into their shift— and he can see some are heading to the cots to try and get some rest before they possibly— more than likely— get another call. 

Buck isn’t tired so he grabs his book from his locker— one that he leaves for downtime at work so it’s taking him long to read. It was all over TikTok forever ago so he thought why not give it a try— he’s finally nearly done. 

With his book in hand, Buck climbs the stairs to hopefully lounge on the couch and read. He gets upstairs and sees Eddie and Derek together— again. Buck rolls his eyes as he goes to sit on the opposite couch from them. He props his feet up and opens his book, placing the bookmark next to him on the couch. 

“Oh I love that book!” he hears Derek say to him so he looks over the book at him and nods. “The movie was great too— have you seen it?”

“Nope,” Buck says simply, eyes going back to his book. He knows he’s being rude— a brat even— but he could not care any less. 

“You definitely should once you finish the book,” Derek continues on like Buck cares. “The guys are really hot— the casting was perfect.”

Buck looks back over at Derek sitting next to his boyfriend to say, “You know— one could totally even be you. His last name is Diaz, he’s from Texas, and he’s gorgeous.”

Is he fucking serious right now?

Buck can feel himself getting hot with anger as he sees Eddie blush. No one is allowed to make Eddie blush but him. 

Eddie looks over at Buck and tries to give him a soft smile— one he knows is just for him— but Buck is too upset. He puts his bookmark into his book and stands, “I can’t concentrate up here,” he says before passing them and heading back downstairs. He’ll find somewhere else to read— somewhere where there isn’t a hot guy openly flirting with his boyfriend.

As he reaches the locker room, he feels his phone vibrate in his pocket. He takes it out and sees a text from Eddie.

Eddie [10:14pm]: U ok? 

He puts a thumbs up to it and doesn’t say anything further. He knows it’s ridiculous to be this upset and jealous but he can’t seem to stop it either so instead of causing a fight or an argument, he’d rather just leave it be— especially since they’re at work and no one knows they’re together.

Knowing he won’t concentrate long enough to retain anything in the book, he puts it away and heads to the bunk room. He finds a free cot near Hen and lays down. It’s about thirty minutes later that the door opens and he can tell Eddie’s walking in. 

He hears him walk over to his cot and bend down by his head. Buck’s eyes have been open this whole time— not tired enough to fall asleep— so he turns his head to see Eddie just slightly in the dark.

“You sleeping?” Eddie whispers.

“Trying to,” he whispers back.

“I am,” Hen says a bit louder than them, being right by Buck.

“Can we go talk?” Eddie asks him, ignoring her.

“I don’t feel like it right now. Can this wait till after our shift?” Buck asks.

“Okay,” Eddie says softly. His hand finds his face and caresses his cheek gently before he stands and takes an available cot further from Buck than he’s ever really been before. 

That bit of reassurance makes Buck feel better. He knows Eddie loves him, it’s just Derek doesn’t know that and watching him flirt with Eddie like he has a chance irks him to no end.

*

They manage to get some sleep— the next call comes in at almost five in the morning. Some have already been up and some jolt out of their cots— either way they all rush to the trucks. 

Buck’s in the back of the truck first then Eddie who sits— per usual— across from him. He smiles at him softly before Derek comes in and sits beside Buck surprisingly. 

He must be trying to get on my good side , he thinks. 

It’s still dark out as they arrive on scene at a frat house where a party looks to have just cleared out apart from those injured and that’s why they were called. 

“What happened here?” Bobby calls out as he makes his way closer to where a guy is laying on the ground with an obvious break in some limbs. 

The one who speaks is another guy who’s standing where Bobby goes. “He’s on some pretty fucked up shit— he thought he could fly,” he tells him with a shrug. “I was about to go to bed— some people had cleared out finally and a few of our own were already in bed or chilling downstairs— that’s when I heard this jackass,” nodding to the guy on the ground, “yell some shit about flying then nothing.” 

Hen and Chimney are assessing the guy with Eddie nearby just in case and Buck and Derek waiting with the stretcher to help them transfer him while the guy continues with what happened. “Ran to the window and saw his ass on the ground— called 9-1-1 as I came running out here and a couple of the guys who were downstairs heard too and came rushing out.” 

“Clean break in his right leg,” Hen says as she looks over at Chimney.

“His right arm is also broken but there’s a lot of blood— Eddie,” Chim starts to say as Eddie helps him immediately. 

They get it under control before calling them over to help transport him. Buck sees Athena pulling up and getting out of her car to see Bobby and the guy who called it in.

They transfer the patient into the ambulance as Bobby joins them. “Derek, I want you to ride with Hen on this,” he says.

“You got it, cap,” Derek says with a smile before getting in with Hen. Chimney heads to the firetruck so Buck and Eddie go too— heading back to the station. 

The sun is rising on the drive— Buck looks out the window and smiles at how pretty it is. He feels Eddie press his leg harder into him since he’s sitting across from him. 

Buck looks over at him and smiles when he sees that Eddie’s already looking at him with a fond smile— he blushes softly in the morning light.

They ride back in silence— all just adjusting to it being morning now and their shift is almost over. 

*

Once their shift is over, Buck and Eddie start heading out to their cars with their duffel bags. Buck doesn’t know if he’s going back to Eddie’s with him or if he’s gonna head home. That was a weird twenty-four hours, it leaves Buck feeling unsure of a lot of things.

Eddie stops walking when he reaches his car and says, “Hey,” softly to get Bucks attention. 

Buck stops walking and turns to face him— they’ve got about a foot separating them. “Follow me to mine?” Eddie asks him— he looks unsure. 

Buck smiles softly and nods, “Sure.” 

Eddie smiles before opening his car door and getting in. Buck follows Eddie to his house, parking right next to his truck in the driveway. 

Eddie lets them in— both of them dropping their bags to the floor by the door. They changed into jeans at work before leaving— Eddie put on a long sleeve white Henley and Buck put a gray tank top on a blue knit sweater.

The door closed behind them— Eddie a bit further into the house than Buck is— turns to face Buck and says teasingly, “Derek being on shift with us was something, huh?” 

Buck gapes at him before standing upright and crossing his arms over his chest. “I guess so— he isn’t all that good though,” he says. 

Eddie looks him up and down, his eyes darkening as he bites his bottom lip, nodding his head— looking like he wants to take Buck right there. 

Oh. 

He steps closer, invading his space. He’s a couple inches shorter than Buck is but it’s not any less intimidating. 

Buck has always liked being the submissive— letting his partner take the reign— and it’s no different to now seeing Eddie be a bit more dominant, looking at him like he’s ready to devour him. 

“Is it that he’s not good or you were jealous?” Eddie teases, looking up into Buck’s darkening blue eyes. Eddie’s eyes are almost black with how much desire is coursing through him. 

Buck’s dick strains against his jeans as he leans into Eddie just a bit more. “How could I not be when you look this good after getting off a twenty four hour shift? Plus he wound me up— flirting with you constantly,” Buck rambles at the end. 

Eddie’s eyebrow lifts at the flirting comment. He places his hand on Buck’s hip softly and says, “What does that matter— if he was flirting with me? You think he can have me?” 

“No,” Buck says reflexively— he knows Derek can’t just have Eddie. “I just don’t like him flirting with you and seeing you blush for some other guy.”

“Mmm,” Eddie hums, his hand on Buck’s hip teasing at the hem of his sweater and touching his skin softly. “And why’s that, baby?” He asks, his face leaning in closer, his lips close to the spot between Buck’s jaw and neck. 

Buck lets out a shaky breath. “Because you’re mine,” Buck says before Eddie kisses that spot as he grips his hip tightly— his thumb pressing into his pelvis. 

“Fuck—“ he moans as Eddie sucks on his neck, both his hands gripping his hips, pulling him flush against him. “All mine— only mine, baby,” Buck adds before taking Eddie’s face in his hands and crashing their lips together.

Eddie moans deeply into the kiss, grinding against Buck’s thigh harder. Buck feels like he’s already close to coming with how pent up he felt the past twenty-four hours. 

Buck wraps his arms around Eddie and lifts him up easily into his arms. Eddie wraps his legs around Buck with a small gasp into the kiss as he’s lifted. Buck turns them around so that he can slam Eddie up against the wall. 

Eddie moans into the kiss, his hands running through Buck’s curls and down to his neck and shoulders— touching him anywhere he can as he grinds hard against Buck who’s pinning him up against the wall. 

Buck grinds against him, feeling his hard cock through his jeans pressing into his. Buck trails his lips over to Eddie’s ear and purrs, “Need to fuck you— now,” before sucking on his earlobe.

Eddie moans so deeply it almost sounds like a growl, his head thrown back against the wall as he watches Buck suck on his neck as he grinds up into him while he’s pinned to the wall. “Claim me— prove I’m all yours, baby,” he tells him. 

Buck bites him where his neck meets shoulder and Eddie’s hips thrust up into Buck. 

Eddie wants him to prove he’s all his— that he can do.

“I’ll fuck you so hard you won’t even remember the past twenty-four hours let alone that you’d be anyone else’s but mine,” Buck tells him, licking Eddie’s lips— watching how Eddie follows his mouth. 

It’s intoxicating— watching Eddie yearn for him, want him to claim him— show him just exactly how he’s only his. 

Buck pulls back just enough to watch Eddie pant softly— trying to regain his breath. His brown eyes are dark with want and need. His already big beautiful lips are puffy and red from their kissing. Eddie doesn’t break eye contact as he bites his bottom lip. 

Buck puts all of Eddie’s weight into one arm— and his lower half holding him up against the wall— and brings his right hand to Eddie’s neck. Buck has his fingers wrapped around the side of his neck and his thumb moving softly up and down his throat softly. 

Eddie swallows hard and Buck can feel it on his thumb. He nods softly and Buck gets it— he tightens his hold on Eddie’s neck and Eddie lets out a moan, his eyes rolling back, and the veins in his neck coming out more. 

“Holy fuck,” Buck moans at the sight. “God, you’re so fucking hot, baby.”

Eddie’s hands are holding on tight to Buck’s arms, the veins in his hands are forearms also showing which is starting to drive Buck dangerously close to the edge. 

Buck leans in and kisses Eddie hard as he keeps his soft grip on his neck, shoving his tongue into his mouth. Eddie moans and grinds hard against him, his hands clawing at him. 

Fuck.

Buck releases his neck and secures Eddie properly in his arms before walking them to Eddie’s bedroom. He remembers it’s still early morning as he sees the sun seeping into the bedroom. 

Buck drops Eddie gently onto the bed, standing between his open legs. Eddie’s sitting up, his hands roaming up Buck’s body. 

“Take your clothes off,” Eddie tells him, looking up into his eyes— his face at just the right height. 

Buck quickly pulls his sweater off, tossing it to the floor before he works on his jeans. He steps out of them and gets back in front of his boyfriend— his hard, leaking cock right in his face.

Eddie looks at it and licks his lips before taking the head of Buck’s cock into his mouth. Buck moans instantly, his hand coming up to rest on his head, fingers running through his soft hair— a single strand keeps falling onto his forehead. 

Eddie takes him further in his mouth— down his throat before pulling back all the way, looking up into his eyes. 

“Need you to cum inside of me and I can feel you’re so close already, baby— so fucking hard for me,” he teases, licking his lips and leaning back on his hands. 

“Fuck, Eddie—“ Buck moans, taking his cock in his hand and squeezing at the base so he doesn’t cum right there looking at Eddie watching him like that.

“Undress me,” Eddie tells him and Buck has never moved quicker. He immediately reaches for the hem of Eddie’s shirt and lifts it over his head, tossing it aside before he reaches for Eddie’s jeans, unbuttoning the top and zipping down the zipper— careful not to hurt him. He pulls his pants and briefs off in one swoop and watches as a naked Eddie moves slowly up the bed. 

Buck crawls up the bed and in between Eddie’s open legs— kissing his way up his legs and leaving small hickeys all over his thighs. Leaving little bite marks and hickeys all over Eddie’s body— a small but noticeable reminder of who he belongs to. 

Buck leans down against him, kissing him hard as their leaking cocks rub against each other. They moan into the kiss, their hands all over each other. 

Buck pulls away to reach for the lube in the bedside drawer before quickly coating his fingers and bringing them down to Eddie’s waiting hole. 

Buck pushes his finger past the rim as he crashes his lips against Eddie’s, his tongue in his mouth, teasing him as his finger crooks inside of him. 

Eddie moans into Buck’s mouth when he adds a second finger. “Baby— need you to fuck me now, fuck—“ he moans as Buck hits that sweet spot causing him to moan loudly, back arching off the bed, his cock leaking with precum all over Buck’s dick. “Show me who I belong to, baby, please— need you to fuck me,” Eddie adds, nails digging into his back. 

Buck kisses Eddie again and slowly removes his fingers. He pulls away gently, taking his slick with precum cock in his hand and strokes a bit more lube onto it before lining it up with Eddie. 

He pushes the head of his cock inside of him and watches how Eddie’s chest rises and falls heavily as he bites his bottom lip. 

“You’re so beautiful,” he tells him, leaning in close to kiss his jaw as he pushes all the way in slowly. 

Eddie moans, his legs wrapping tightly around Buck’s waist, and his back arching off the bed and closer into Buck. 

Buck kisses his neck and back up to his lips. He pulls back enough to look at him and adds, “So beautiful— only I get to see you like this.”

“No one else, baby,” Eddie adds, his hands on Buck’s ass grabbing on tight as Buck pulls out and slams back in. Eddie moans louder.

“That’s right, baby— louder. Wanna hear you scream for me— remind everyone who you belong to,” Buck tells him, slamming in and out of him harder, fucking him deep. 

Eddie’s a panting, moaning mess as he doesn’t hold back— letting himself be loud and unashamed, showing everyone that he belongs to Buck. 

“Buck— baby, ” Eddie moans not as loud before adding, “So close, baby.”

“Tell me who you belong to,” Buck tells him, keeping up his brutal pace, continuously hitting his sweet spot— going hard and deep.

“You— only you, Buck,” Eddie stutters out. He looks deeply into Buck’s eyes, his hand coming up to caress his cheek and says, “I belong to you, Evan.”

Buck’s real name on Eddie’s lips at this moment pushes Buck over the edge, he cums hard into Eddie, his face in the crook of his neck. He mumbles out, “Come for me, baby,” into his neck and Eddie does, right in between them untouched— their bodies pressed together and trapping his cock in between is enough to get him off.

The moment is intense and overwhelming in the best way before they come back down to Earth, breathing heavily against each other. 

Buck slowly pulls out and plops down on the bed beside Eddie— both of them trying to regain their breath.

They look over at each other and smile, giggling softly. Buck leans over so he can face Eddie and lifts his head to kiss him softly on the lips. 

“That was amazing,” Buck tells him softly, cuddling next to him. 

Eddie lifts his arm and Buck comes right up beside him— putting his head on his chest and his arm on his stomach.

“You know…” Eddie trails off until Buck looks up at him. “You’re the only one for me, Buck. I hope you know that no matter who flirts with me, you’re the only one I actually want to flirt with—,” he says before kissing him softly on the nose, “—and be with,” he continues between kisses, “—and do amazingly dirty things to me.”

Buck smiles at him fondly, feeling so overwhelmed by how much he loves this man. “I know,” he says simply, leaning up to kiss him on the lips. “You’re the only one for me and I can’t help but want everyone to know that. You mean everything to me, Eddie.”

Eddie kisses him again and says, “We should tell everyone tomorrow.” 

Buck lifts himself up so he can look into Eddie’s eyes properly, “Are you sure? I don’t want to rush you—“

“You’re not,” Eddie cuts him off. “I’m ready. What you said— I feel the same way. You mean everything to me too, Buck— and to Christopher. I’ve never been this happy in a relationship in my entire life, I want everyone we love to know that.”

Buck leans down and hugs him tight, kissing him on the cheek. Eddie chuckles and hugs him back just as tight— until they start to feel sticky. 

They pull apart and Buck says, “Wanna take a shower with me real quick?” 

Instead of answering him, Eddie shoves Buck off and they race to the washroom, laughing and smiling. 

They wash each other so gently and so full of love before getting back into bed, holding each other close.

Today they’ll recharge and reset, and tomorrow they’ll tell their family that they’re together and happier than they’ve ever been.