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2025-07-22
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Unsent Letters

Summary:

Letters from Two Time and Azure, in which will never be seen by either of them.

Notes:

hehe hi guys uhm a tiny break from my griefer thing(NO I DO NOT HAVE FAVORITISM TOWARDS TWO TIME. I have more fics about other people in the basement and you’re gonna have to WAIT if you want them.)

But I am back with Azuretime angst!! I hate them.

My apologies if this is ass I wrote this in one sitting😞 tips and comments would be very appreciated and helpful cough cough

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Chapter 1: For my beloved Azure,

Summary:

Two Time’s letter

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For my beloved Azure,

 

 

The day I lost you, was the day I lost myself. I miss you dearly, and though I wish my actions could’ve been wiser, I am eternally grateful—towards the Spawn and you. I regret my decisions, but hope you understand. As my devotion, my sacrifices, were made for the Spawn alone and my measures wouldn’t have changed if given the choice.

 

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Smudges and droplets stain the aged paper. From this point, the handwriting is significantly messier.

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I still remember it vividly, upsettingly so. Blood started to pool around the wound, and the metallic scent was sickening. It was the first time I’d ever felt so hopeless.

 

 

Even after everything—despite how deep the dagger was—you held my hand, caressed my face. Smiled at me with such gentleness. Said you didn’t want to see me cry.

 

 

Whispered how much you loved me.

 

 

Guilt is by far the ugliest feeling I’ve ever experienced with you.

 

 

I don’t know how many hours I spent cradling your lifeless body nor when you passed. Those moments were a vague blur, however, I wanted to be sure your last moments weren’t ones in solitary.

 

 

After your death I started to keep everything you’ve ever given me. The letters you wrote, the doodles we made, the flowers and bouquets you gave me—though wilted—I kept. Everything that felt real.

 

 

I was only able to live through one week before I, too offered myself towards the Spawn. That one week was unbearable. I started isolating myself from the other members, all except for Amarah. He was the only one who supported me in my own sacrifice. I wouldn’t do anything most days, I couldn’t, only chores for the Spawn.

 

 

Everything was still about you, everywhere I looked only reminded me further. I failed to properly take care of myself. I know I promised you otherwise, but food tasted awfully repulsive and hygiene wasn’t a thought. I couldn’t bring myself to look at the garden. The garden you cared so passionately about, all wilted and rotting.

 

 

My hands are coated in your blood—even now, I still can’t clean them.

 

 

I am aware you will never receive this letter. However, one day I wish to see you again. Having said that, I’m willing to wait—regardless of how long it takes. The spawn will bring you back, I’m sure of it.

 

 

I trusted you more than anything. Given that, I shall never forgive myself for my sins.

 

 

For you, Azure, made me into the best version of myself. And although that version is forever gone, I will always yearn for what could’ve been.

 

 

Sincerely,

 

Your ‘flower’

 

Chapter 2: To my dearest flower,

Summary:

Azure’s letter

Notes:

hehe hi again😣 since a few people LOVED the first chapter I got back to work and also finished this in one sitting so uhm this one might be a little worse🙁

 

This is post-forsaken azure bee tee double yew

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To my dearest flower,

 

 

Im not mad at you. I know you probably think I am, but that’s not true. Even though I wish our time together turned to be forever-lasting, I will always cherish every moment we shared. You were the best thing I could’ve ever asked for—even if it meant losing my own life.

 

 

It’s not your fault, for your own devotion grew too extreme. I watched you destroy yourself overtime for the Spawn.

 

 

It was terrible. I hated watching you, the person I’d love all my life, throw theirs away for some stupid religion. But in all my efforts to help you—it was never enough, was it?

 

 

The Spawn was never as important as you, Two Time.

 

 

I never got to say that. And now, I am unable to as my voice has been silenced. I’m aware that all I can do is ridicule you now—but I hope you understand that those words aren’t my own. Apart of me wants to hate you, but I don’t. I could never mean it.

 

 

You were shaking and sobbing. I knew you were scared, afraid that the ritual wouldn’t work. Despite that, you stayed by my side—I’m grateful for that, and at the time I accepted my fate. I could’ve fought back, but I didn’t. As you, my nightshade, are the only person I would willingly die for.

 

 

Nonetheless, the pain was unbearable—you missed my heart all three times, and I was bleeding out. It was terrifying. The dagger you’d stabbed me with was so deeply engrossed in my chest and ichor rushed through my mouth. I always hoped my death would be beside you, but by natural causes. I wanted to grow old with you, Two Time. I wanted to travel outside the church, to the outside world and see everything, all next to you. Maybe in another universe, we wouldn’t be so unlucky.

 

 

Regardless of the burning pain, my last moments weren’t supposed to be you crying, so I comforted you to the best of my abilities—like I always have. My last words, my declaration of love, was genuine. You might’ve not believed me at the time, but they were meant only for you, Two Time.

 

 

You never said it back, but I understand you were struggling.

 

 

So I continued to hold your hand while you cradled me in your arms, shaking and sobbing profusely. Even though the way you held me altered breathing to be nearly impossible, seeing you like that—having your tears fall atop my face—made it so much harder for me to hate you.

 

 

You were my only light in life, and I refuse to live through one where you aren’t alongside me. For that, I will continue to love you unconditionally. Even if I don’t have control over myself.

 

 

With love,

 

 

Your Beloved Azure.

 

 

Notes:

hi

 

Comments… mayhaps😣 and feedback… plz i ne help

Notes:

hi… again…

comments… please… ok?…

Anyway I am planning to make a letter from Azure, so maybe you wanna stick around idk 💔