Chapter Index for and i wonder, if i’m just built this way by sapphicnoel (choiyoonas)
- 1. chapter one: ugh, as if! (2025-09-30)
- 2. chapter two: i made it weird, i made it worse (2025-10-07)
- 3. chapter three: thursday, watch the walls instead (2025-10-15)
- 4. chapter four: i watched you change (2025-10-22)
- 5. chapter five: on the mend; or, soon you'll get better (2025-10-27)
- 6. chapter six: i'm still on that tightrope, i'm still tryin' (2025-11-08)
- 7. chapter seven: "hope" is the thing with feathers (2025-11-14)
- 8. chapter eight: trying to choke down the feeling (2025-11-19)
- 9. chapter nine: golden apples of the sun / silver apples of the moon (2025-11-28)
- 10. chapter ten: heart like a caged bird (2025-12-05)
- 11. chapter eleven: running, chasing, hiding (2025-12-13)
- 12. chapter twelve: make sure to keep my distance (how long can we keep this up?) (2025-12-24)
- 13. chapter thirteen: soft animal (2026-01-03)
- 14. chapter fourteen: weight of the world (2026-01-09)
- 15. chapter fifteen: next to normal (2026-01-16)