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1. What happens if I don't like it? by P0is0nC0sm0s

   Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   06 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • John/Arthur Lester
   • John & Arthur Lester
   • Arthur Lester
   • John (Malevolent)
   • Asexual Arthur Lester
   • Trans Arthur Lester
   • Sex repulsed arthur lester
   • Sort Of
   • Internalized Acephobia
   • Non-Graphic Smut
   • Title from a Car Seat Headrest Song
   • may be ooc
   • I project onto Arthur so heavily
   • Arthur Lester Needs a Hug
   • John (malevolent) gives him a hug
   • John (Malevolent) Has His Own Body
   • Hurt
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • I Can't Believe I Wrote This
   • I wrote this to process my feelings
   • Blind Arthur Lester
   • Panic Attacks
   • Asexual character and their struggles with sex

   Summary

   Arthur's journey with sex has... not been good. But it's expected of him right?

   John helps him through his internalized acephobia and tells him it's okay to not enjoy

   Aka: I project my internalized acephobia on Arthur. Notes go more into detail.

   Series

   • Part 2 of Jarthur angsty/fluffy short stories

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,509

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   5

   Kudos:

   40

   Bookmarks:

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