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The first thing Yeosang became aware of was warmth.
It surrounded him completely, pressed against his back and his chest and tangled between his legs, a cocoon of bodies and limbs and the soft rhythm of breathing that had become as familiar to him as his own heartbeat over the years they'd spent building this life together. The sensation was overwhelming in the best possible way — the kind of overwhelming that made his chest ache with a gratitude so profound it bordered on something almost like pain, that made him want to sink deeper into the nest of tangled limbs and never, ever surface again.
Someone's arm was draped heavily across his waist. Mingi, he knew without looking, because the weight of it was substantial and grounding in a way that only Mingi could manage — solid and warm and impossibly comforting, like being wrapped in a blanket made of safety itself. His large hand was splayed possessively across Yeosang's stomach where his shirt had ridden up during the night, callused palm pressed flat against the soft skin of his abdomen. The warmth of that broad hand against his bare skin sent pleasant shivers cascading down Yeosang's spine, and he found himself pressing back instinctively into the solid wall of Mingi's chest, seeking more of that comforting heat like a flower turning toward the sun.
Mingi made a soft sound in his sleep — something between a sigh and a murmur, the kind of meaningless noise that somehow managed to communicate contentment and peace and the simple animal satisfaction of being exactly where he wanted to be. His arm tightened fractionally around Yeosang's waist, pulling him closer as if even in the depths of unconsciousness he couldn't bear the thought of letting go. The gesture made something warm and soft bloom in Yeosang's chest, a tenderness so acute it almost hurt.
Against his back, pressed along the length of his spine like a second shadow, another body rose and fell with the steady rhythm of deep sleep. San had migrated from his usual spot near the edge of the bed at some point during the night — San was always restless in his sleep, always seeking warmth and contact and reassurance, drawn to the center of their pile like a moth to flame or a ship to harbor. It was something Yeosang had noticed early in their relationship, the way San's unconscious mind seemed to crave proximity, seemed to need the physical confirmation that he wasn't alone even when he was too deeply asleep to be aware of it.
His face was buried in the curve of Yeosang's neck now, breath coming in warm, even puffs that tickled the sensitive skin there and made Yeosang want to squirm with ticklish discomfort. One of San's hands had found its way under Yeosang's shirt at some point, palm flat against his ribs, rising and falling with each breath Yeosang took as if San needed to feel the proof of life even in sleep. His legs were tangled with Yeosang's beneath the blankets, ankles hooked together, knees overlapping in a way that would probably be uncomfortable if either of them tried to move but that felt perfect in this moment of stillness.
He didn't move, though. Didn't want to wake them. Didn't want to shatter the fragile, crystalline perfection of this moment, this gift of peace that felt almost too precious to be real.
Yeosang let his eyes flutter closed again and simply existed, cataloguing each sensation with the careful attention of someone who had learned — through years of loss and loneliness and the kind of bone-deep hunger that came from being unwanted, unloved, invisible — never to take such things for granted. Never to assume that warmth would last. Never to believe that safety was anything but temporary.
The weight of Mingi's arm. The tickle of San's breath. The distant sound of birds beginning their morning chorus outside the window, their songs filtering through the glass like whispered secrets from a world that seemed very far away. The way the early light filtered through the curtains they'd picked out together — cream-colored, because Seonghwa had spent three hours in the home goods store comparing fabric swatches and declared that cream was the only acceptable option for a civilized household — and painted everything in shades of gold and honey and warm amber that made the whole room glow like something out of a dream.
His body still held the pleasant ache of the night before.
They'd been celebrating. A closed case — the Morrison embezzlement scheme, months and months of painstaking work finally culminating in an arrest and a conviction and the profound, bone-deep satisfaction of justice served. The case had been a beast, a hydra that seemed to grow new heads every time they cut one off, and they'd all been running on fumes by the end, sustained by coffee and determination and the stubborn refusal to let the bastards win.
But they had won. They'd won, and the relief of it had been almost overwhelming, a release of tension so profound that for a moment Yeosang had felt almost lightheaded with it.
It had been Yunho who cracked the encryption on the hidden accounts, his eyes red-rimmed and bloodshot after seventy-two hours of nearly continuous work but blazing with triumph as the final firewall fell. San and Wooyoung who tracked down the offshore contacts, following a trail of breadcrumbs across three continents and four time zones, coming home exhausted and exhilarated and vibrating with the particular energy of a hunt successfully concluded. Hongjoong who orchestrated the final confrontation, playing Morrison like a fiddle, his strategic brilliance on full display as he maneuvered the man into a corner from which there was no escape.
The celebration had started with champagne in the living room — three bottles of the expensive stuff that Seonghwa had been saving for a special occasion, the kind of champagne that cost more than Yeosang's first car and tasted like liquid gold and starlight. The cork had popped with a satisfying sound that made Mingi cheer and pump his fist in the air, and Wooyoung had immediately started pouring with the kind of reckless abandon that suggested he had no intention of letting any of them stay sober for long.
Someone had put on music — something bright and bouncy that Yeosang vaguely recognized as one of San's playlists. Someone else had pushed back the furniture to create a makeshift dance floor in the center of the living room, the coffee table shoved against the wall and the armchairs relocated to the corners. And before Yeosang quite knew how it happened, he was being spun across the hardwood by Wooyoung, both of them breathless with laughter, champagne fizzing on his tongue and joy fizzing in his chest like he'd swallowed stars.
*"Dance with me, angel,"* Wooyoung had demanded, his eyes bright with champagne and triumph and the particular brand of manic energy that always seized him after a successful case. His cheeks were flushed, his hair was a mess, and he looked so beautiful in that moment that Yeosang's heart had actually stuttered in his chest. *"Dance with me until we can't stand anymore. Dance with me until the sun comes up. Dance with me forever."*
And Yeosang had. They all had. Dancing and laughing and drinking until the celebration spilled naturally from the living room to the bedroom, champagne kisses giving way to something deeper, something hungrier, something that made Yeosang's blood sing and his skin burn and his heart feel so full he thought it might actually burst.
He remembered hands and mouths and whispered confessions pressed into skin. Remembered being passed from embrace to embrace until he lost track of where one person ended and another began, until he was nothing but sensation and love and the overwhelming, devastating rightness of being exactly where he belonged. Remembered Hongjoong's fingers in his hair and Seonghwa's lips on his neck and Yunho's hands on his hips and San's breath in his ear and Mingi's weight above him and Wooyoung's warmth beside him and Jongho's strength surrounding him.
It had been perfect. They were perfect. And mornings like this — slow and warm and wrapped in the evidence of that perfection — were his favorite part of their life together.
Somewhere to his left, beyond the tangle of bodies and blankets, Hongjoong stirred.
Yeosang watched through half-lidded eyes as his hyung extracted himself from the pile with the practiced ease of someone who had done this countless times before, who knew exactly how to shift his weight and angle his body to avoid disturbing the others. It was a skill born of necessity — Hongjoong was always the first one awake, always the one who couldn't quiet his mind long enough to let sleep hold him past dawn, and over the years he'd developed an almost supernatural ability to extricate himself from even the most complex tangle of sleeping bodies without waking a single one of them.
Even in sleep, they'd arranged themselves around Hongjoong like planets orbiting the sun, like worshippers gathered around an altar, like flowers turning their faces toward the light. Seonghwa was tucked against his side with one elegant hand resting on his chest, fingers curled loosely into the fabric of his shirt as if even in unconsciousness he needed to maintain contact, needed the reassurance of Hongjoong's heartbeat against his palm. Yunho's impossibly long arm was thrown across both of them, his face smushed adorably into his pillow, drool darkening a small spot on the pillowcase in a way that would mortify him if he knew. Jongho was curled at the foot of the bed with his head resting on Hongjoong's ankle in a position that looked wildly uncomfortable but that the maknae seemed to prefer for reasons none of them had ever been able to determine.
Their leader. Their center of gravity. The fixed point around which their entire universe revolved.
Hongjoong moved carefully, extracting himself from Seonghwa's grip with gentle precision that spoke of long practice and deep familiarity. He lifted Yunho's arm and slid out from beneath it without disturbing the sleeping man, then carefully disentangled his ankle from beneath Jongho's cheek, replacing it with a pillow so smoothly that the maknae didn't even stir.
His movements were slow and deliberate, suffused with a tenderness that made something in Yeosang's chest ache with how much he loved this man. Every gesture spoke of care, of consideration, of the kind of bone-deep devotion that didn't need words to express itself. This was Hongjoong at his most unguarded — not the leader, not the strategist, not the man with the weight of the world on his shoulders, but simply someone who loved his family and wanted them to rest.
His hair was a disaster, Yeosang noticed with fond amusement. The carefully styled coif that Hongjoong maintained during waking hours had been thoroughly destroyed by sleep and other activities, standing up at odd angles and flattened on one side and generally looking like he'd lost a fight with a particularly aggressive pillow. Hongjoong would be mortified if he knew how ridiculous he looked.
Yeosang thought he was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen.
There were marks trailing down Hongjoong's neck and collarbone too — a constellation of love bites in varying shades of red and purple, some fresh enough to still be raised, others already fading to the brownish-yellow of healing bruises. A map of affection written on skin, a record of the night before preserved in the language of lips and teeth and desperate, consuming need.
Yeosang remembered leaving some of those marks himself. Remembered the way Hongjoong had gasped and arched into his touch, fingers tangling in Yeosang's hair and pulling just tight enough to send sparks of pleasure-pain cascading down his spine. Remembered the way Hongjoong had whispered his name like a prayer, like a benediction, like Yeosang was something holy and precious and worth worshipping — *"Yeosang, Yeosang, Yeosang"* — until the word lost all meaning and became just sound, just breath, just the most intimate possible expression of need.
Even exhausted, even half-asleep, even wearing nothing but boxers and the evidence of their shared affection, Hongjoong moved with purpose. His eyes opened slowly, blinking away the fog of sleep with visible effort, and immediately began scanning the bed with the kind of automatic vigilance that had become second nature after years of worry and close calls and the bone-deep terror of losing any of them.
Yeosang watched his lips move silently as he counted, a ritual as familiar as breathing.
*Seonghwa. One.*
A pause. A slight relaxation of tension.
*Yunho. Two.*
Another pause. Another small release.
*San. Three.*
*Mingi. Four.*
*Wooyoung. Five.*
*Jongho. Six.*
And finally, inevitably, his gaze landed on Yeosang.
*Seven.*
The transformation was immediate and breathtaking, like watching the sun emerge from behind storm clouds. The sharp alertness in Hongjoong's eyes softened into something impossibly tender, the hard lines of vigilance melting away to reveal the man beneath the leader — the one who cried at sad movies and sang off-key in the shower and danced around the kitchen while making ramen at 3 AM and loved them all so fiercely, so completely, so devastatingly that it sometimes seemed to burn him from the inside out.
He leaned down, careful not to disturb the others, and pressed a kiss to Yeosang's forehead.
"Go back to sleep, baby." The words were barely more than a breath, warm against Yeosang's skin. "It's early. You need rest."
Yeosang reached up, fingers brushing against the line of Hongjoong's jaw, feeling the slight rasp of morning stubble against his fingertips. "Come back to bed. Stay with us."
"Can't." Hongjoong's smile was rueful, tinged with genuine regret. "There's work. There's always work."
"The work will still be there in an hour."
"The work is always there. That's the problem." But Hongjoong lingered anyway, leaning into Yeosang's touch like a plant leaning toward sunlight, like a compass needle finding north. His eyes fluttered half-closed, and for a moment he looked young and vulnerable and so desperately tired that Yeosang's heart clenched with protective fury. "I just need to check on a few things. Review the Morrison files one more time, make sure we didn't miss anything. Then I'll come back, I promise."
"You always say that."
"I always mean it."
"And yet." Yeosang let his fingers trail down Hongjoong's neck, tracing the marks he'd left there the night before. "Here we are."
Hongjoong laughed softly, a huff of warm breath against Yeosang's face. "Here we are." He pressed another kiss to Yeosang's forehead, then his nose, then the corner of his mouth. Each touch was soft and lingering, as if he was trying to memorize the feeling, as if he was storing up these small moments of connection against the long hours of separation ahead. "I'll make it up to you. Tonight. We'll have dinner together, all of us. I'll even let Seonghwa make that pasta you like."
"Seonghwa-hyung will make that pasta regardless of your permission," Yeosang pointed out, but he was smiling. "He doesn't need your authorization to cook in his own kitchen."
"True." Hongjoong's eyes crinkled with amusement. "But I'll take credit for it anyway. That's the privilege of leadership."
"That's the privilege of being shameless."
"Same thing."
He pressed one final kiss to Yeosang's lips — soft and sweet and full of promise, tasting faintly of sleep and the ghost of last night's champagne — before finally pulling away. The bed dipped as he climbed out, and Yeosang felt the loss of his presence like a physical thing, an ache in his chest where warmth had been.
He watched Hongjoong pad across the room, bare feet silent on the hardwood floor. Watched him pause at the bathroom door and glance back, as if to reassure himself one final time that Yeosang was still there, still safe, still his. Their eyes met across the dim room, and something passed between them — a silent conversation conducted entirely in looks, the kind of communication that came from years of knowing each other, loving each other, building a life together piece by careful piece.
*I love you.*
*I love you too.*
Then Hongjoong disappeared into the bathroom, and Yeosang heard the soft click of the door closing, followed by the distant sound of running water as the shower came to life.
Behind him, San mumbled something unintelligible — it might have been Yeosang's name, or possibly a complaint about the early hour, or perhaps just the meaningless babble of a mind caught between sleep and waking — and pulled Yeosang closer with surprising strength for someone supposedly unconscious. His arm joined Mingi's around Yeosang's waist, effectively trapping him in place between two warm bodies, and Yeosang found he didn't mind at all. Didn't want to be anywhere else. Couldn't imagine anywhere else he'd rather be.
"Don' leave," San slurred against his neck, more asleep than awake. "'m cold."
"I'm not going anywhere," Yeosang promised, settling deeper into the double embrace. "Go back to sleep, Sannie."
"Mm." San nuzzled into his neck with a contented sigh, his breath evening out almost immediately as he slipped back into the depths of sleep.
Yeosang smiled and let his own eyes close again.
His hand found Wooyoung's between their bodies, fingers intertwining in the darkness beneath the blankets. Wooyoung had somehow claimed the spot directly facing him during the night, their legs tangled together in a way that made it impossible to tell where one of them ended and the other began. His face was slack with sleep, features soft and unguarded in a way they rarely were when he was awake.
Awake, Wooyoung was all sharp edges and bright energy, a whirlwind of motion and noise and boundless enthusiasm that could be exhausting to keep up with. He talked with his whole body, gestured with wild abandon, filled every room he entered with the sheer force of his personality. But asleep, like this, he was peaceful. Quiet. The kind of beautiful that made Yeosang's chest ache with tenderness, that made him want to trace the lines of Wooyoung's face with his fingertips and memorize every curve and angle.
He reached out with his free hand and brushed a strand of hair away from Wooyoung's forehead, tucking it gently behind his ear. Wooyoung's nose scrunched up adorably at the touch, a small furrow appearing between his brows, and he made a soft sound of protest before burrowing deeper into the pillow.
Yeosang's thumb traced an idle pattern against Wooyoung's palm, back and forth, back and forth. A mindless gesture of affection. A silent *I love you* pressed into skin.
Wooyoung's fingers twitched in response, squeezing once before relaxing again.
Not quite asleep after all.
A small, private smile crossed Yeosang's face — there and gone in an instant.
He closed his eyes, letting the warmth of his family surround him, letting sleep pull him back under.
Everything was perfect.
—
The second time Yeosang woke, it was to glorious, beautiful, utterly magnificent chaos.
The kind of chaos that meant their home was alive and breathing and bursting at the seams with the people he loved most in the world. The kind that meant laughter echoing off the walls and the smell of breakfast wafting through the halls and the constant, comfortable cacophony of eight people trying to exist in the same space without murdering each other. The kind that meant home.
The sounds reached him before anything else — a symphony of domestic pandemonium that had become as familiar to him as his own heartbeat. Someone was shouting about eggs. Someone else was defending themselves with increasingly creative excuses. A third voice was attempting mediation with the weary patience of someone who had done this approximately ten thousand times before and expected to do it ten thousand times more.
The smell came next — butter sizzling in a pan, the rich sweetness of maple syrup, the sharp bite of coffee strong enough to strip paint from walls. Underneath it all was something warmer, something harder to define — the scent of home, of family, of belonging.
The kitchen, when Yeosang finally made his way there, was a battlefield of the best possible kind.
"Mingi, I swear to every deity that has ever existed or will ever exist, if you eat the last of the eggs I will end your miserable existence and feel absolutely no remorse about it—"
"But hyung, I'm hungry! I'm literally wasting away! Look at me!" Mingi spread his arms wide, as if inviting inspection of his allegedly starving form. Given that he was approximately six feet of solid muscle, the effect was somewhat undermined. "I'm skin and bones! I'm practically translucent! You can see through me! I'm fading! I'm—"
"You're twenty-four years old and you ate an entire large pizza by yourself approximately twelve hours ago!"
"That was basically last week in stomach years! Time moves differently for the hungry!"
"'Stomach years' is not a thing!"
"It's absolutely a thing! I invented it just now! That makes it a thing! Back me up here, Yunho!"
Seonghwa stood at the stove like a general commanding a siege, spatula raised like a weapon of war, his expression cycling through irritation, exasperation, and the kind of fond resignation that came from years — actual years — of dealing with Mingi's bottomless appetite. He was already fully dressed despite the early hour, because Seonghwa was physically incapable of existing in a state of dishevelment for more than ten consecutive minutes. His outfit probably cost more than Yeosang's entire wardrobe combined — perfectly pressed slacks, a button-down shirt in some shade of blue that brought out his eyes, hair styled with the kind of casual perfection that required at least forty-five minutes and six different products to achieve.
The apron tied around his waist was bright pink with "KISS THE COOK" emblazoned across the chest in sparkly letters. It had been a gag gift from Wooyoung three Christmases ago, and Seonghwa wore it with the resigned dignity of a man who had learned to pick his battles.
Mingi, by contrast, looked like he had rolled directly from bed to kitchen without any intermediate steps. His pajamas were a matching set covered in cartoon dinosaurs — a gift from Yunho that had been intended as a joke but that Mingi had adopted with complete, unironic sincerity. His hair defied the laws of physics, standing up in directions that shouldn't have been geometrically possible. There was a piece of bacon hanging out of his mouth even as he reached for the pan of eggs with the kind of single-minded determination usually reserved for matters of life and death.
Yunho, caught in the crossfire, raised his hands in immediate surrender from his spot at the kitchen island. "Don't drag me into this," he said, hunching protectively over his coffee like it was the only thing standing between him and total annihilation. His long body was folded onto one of the bar stools in a way that made him look vaguely like a praying mantis, his glasses slightly askew and his hair still damp from the shower. "I'm neutral. Switzerland. I see nothing, I hear nothing, I know nothing. I am an innocent bystander in this conflict."
"Coward," Mingi accused around his mouthful of bacon.
"Survivor," Yunho corrected, taking a pointed sip of his coffee. "There's a difference."
San had claimed his usual perch on the kitchen counter, cross-legged and scrolling through his phone with the kind of single-minded focus that suggested he was deliberately ignoring the chaos unfolding around him. It was his favorite spot despite Hongjoong's oft-repeated requests that he not sit on food preparation surfaces, and no amount of nagging or threats or pointed sighing had ever convinced him to relocate.
His free hand, however, kept sneaking over to the plate of bacon beside him, snagging pieces with the practiced ease of a master thief. Each theft was executed with precision timing — waiting until Seonghwa's attention was elsewhere, moving with quick, economical motions, stuffing the evidence into his mouth before anyone could catch him in the act.
"I saw that," Seonghwa said without turning around, somehow sensing the transgression despite having his back to the counter. "Don't think I don't know exactly what you're doing, Choi San."
San froze mid-chew, cheeks bulging with poorly concealed bacon. "Saw what?" he managed around his mouthful, his expression the picture of wounded innocence. "I'm not doing anything. I'm just sitting here. Innocently. Being innocent. I'm a precious angel baby who has never done a single wrong thing in his entire life."
"The bacon grease shining on your chin says otherwise."
"This is slander. This is persecution. This is—"
"If you say 'witch hunt,' I'm confiscating your phone."
San's mouth snapped shut.
Jongho sat at the kitchen table with a book open in front of him, existing in a bubble of calm completely untouched by the hurricane of activity surrounding him. He was already dressed for his morning gym session — fitted track pants, a sleeveless shirt that showed off arms capable of crushing apples with his bare hands, his bag packed and waiting by the door. The maknae had a routine, and nothing — not even the breakfast chaos that had become a defining feature of their mornings — could disturb it.
Every so often he would turn a page with unhurried patience, his expression never changing, though the slight upturn of his lips suggested he was far more amused by the proceedings than his stoic demeanor let on. Jongho had always been like that — quiet, observant, content to watch the chaos unfold around him without participating directly. It was one of the things Yeosang loved most about him, that calm steadiness, that unshakeable core of peace.
Yeosang paused in the doorway, taking it all in.
The warmth of it. The life of it. The beautiful, chaotic, overwhelming, absolutely ridiculous normalcy of eight people who loved each other trying to share a single kitchen on a weekday morning. Seonghwa wielding his spatula like Excalibur. Mingi's pleading puppy eyes and bacon-stuffed cheeks. San's theatrical protestations of innocence. Yunho's determined neutrality. Jongho's island of calm.
His heart felt so full it might actually burst.
"SANGIE!"
The shriek of delight came from somewhere behind him, and Yeosang barely had time to brace himself before a warm body collided with his back, arms wrapping around him in an enthusiastic embrace that nearly knocked them both off their feet.
"Good morning, angel! Light of my life! Reason for my existence!" Wooyoung peppered his face with kisses — his forehead, his cheeks, the tip of his nose, the corner of his eye, the spot just below his ear that always made him shiver. "Did you sleep well? You look pretty. You always look pretty, but today especially. It's like you're glowing. Are you glowing? You're definitely glowing. Has anyone told you you're glowing today? Because you are. Glowing, I mean. Like a little angel. My little angel. The prettiest angel that ever—"
"It's been approximately thirty seconds since I walked in," Yeosang pointed out, laughing despite himself as he tried to twist around in Wooyoung's grip.
"Thirty seconds too long without complimenting you!" Wooyoung spun him around and pulled him close, bumping their foreheads together with a grin so bright it could have powered a small city. "Also, important news — hyung made pancakes and I saved you the ones shaped like bunnies because I'm the best boyfriend in the entire universe and also because you make this adorable little scrunchy face when you eat bunny pancakes and it makes my heart do this—" He made an explosion gesture complete with enthusiastic sound effects. "—thing. You know? That explodey thing? In my chest? That's your fault. You should take responsibility."
"I don't make a scrunchy face."
"You absolutely do. It's the cutest thing I've ever seen. I have photographic evidence."
"You do not."
"I have exactly seventeen pictures on my phone right now that say otherwise. Maybe eighteen. I might have taken one while you were sleeping."
Yeosang narrowed his eyes. "Show me."
"Absolutely not. They're blackmail material. They're leverage. They're my insurance policy against the day you decide you're too good for me and try to leave."
"I would never—"
"I LOVE YOU!" Wooyoung declared at full volume, pressing a smacking kiss to Yeosang's lips before dancing away toward the coffee machine. "I love you so much! Even when you deny your scrunchy face! Even when you lie to me about your scrunchy face! My love is unconditional!"
San made a gagging sound from his perch on the counter. "It's too early for this level of... this." He gestured vaguely at Wooyoung's retreating form. "Some of us haven't finished our coffee yet. Some of us are fragile. Some of us are trying to digest our stolen bacon in peace."
"Jealousy is an ugly color on you, Choi San," Wooyoung called over his shoulder.
"I'm not jealous. I'm nauseated. There's a significant difference."
"You literally had your tongue down my throat approximately seven hours ago—"
"OKAY," Seonghwa interrupted at a volume that suggested he was rapidly approaching the end of his patience, "can we PLEASE have ONE breakfast — just ONE — without a detailed discussion of who had whose tongue where? Is that really too much to ask? Is that really so unreasonable?"
"Probably," Jongho said without looking up from his book. "Statistically speaking, we've been trying for years and it hasn't happened yet. The data suggests it's not possible."
"Hope springs eternal, Jongho-yah."
Wooyoung flopped dramatically across Yeosang's lap where he'd settled at the kitchen island, nearly spilling his coffee.
"Sangie, tell Mingi I'm the favorite."
"You're not the favorite," Yeosang said, not looking up from the plate Seonghwa had set in front of him.
"I'm ABSOLUTELY the favorite. I've known you longest!"
Hongjoong snorted from where he'd appeared in the doorway. "I've known him since we were kids, Woo."
"Details." Wooyoung waved a dismissive hand. "Irrelevant details."
Yeosang's fingers carded through Wooyoung's hair absently.
"Some of us have been awake for three hours," Hongjoong interjected, and the playful chaos of the morning shifted instantly into something more serious. "Some of us have already had two cups of coffee and reviewed three case files."
Everyone turned to see Hongjoong standing fully in the doorway now, a stack of files tucked under his arm and exhaustion carved into every line of his face.
He looked more put-together now than he had when he'd left the bed — hair styled, clothes neat, the marks on his neck carefully concealed beneath the collar of his shirt. But the shadows under his eyes spoke of a night that had held more worry than rest despite the celebration they'd shared. His jaw was tight with tension, his shoulders rigid with the weight of responsibility, and there was a furrow between his brows that Yeosang had learned to recognize as a warning sign over years of loving this man.
Something was wrong.
"The case?" Yunho asked quietly, setting down his coffee with the careful deliberation of someone preparing for bad news.
Hongjoong's expression darkened, confirming Yeosang's suspicions. "They hit again last night. The Kim estate."
The temperature in the kitchen seemed to drop several degrees.
"Same signature?" Seonghwa asked, his spatula lowering slowly.
"Same everything. Same pattern, same methods, same goddamn chess piece left behind like a calling card." Hongjoong ran a hand through his carefully styled hair, destroying it instantly. "Our teams were so close. We had units on standby. We had every possible entrance covered, every exit monitored. And they still got in and out without tripping a single alarm. Again. Like they weren't even there."
"What kind of security system did they have?" Yeosang asked, his voice soft.
Hongjoong glanced at him. "State of the art. Nineteen cameras, motion sensors, infrared detection. Yunho said it would have taken someone with intimate knowledge of the architecture to bypass it so cleanly."
"Hm." Yeosang's hand stilled on Wooyoung's hair for just a moment before resuming its motion. "That's frustrating."
"Why?" Mingi asked, a hint of teasing in his voice despite the heavy atmosphere. "You planning a heist, Sangie?"
"Just curious." Yeosang smiled, soft and sleepy. "You know I like details."
Silence fell over the kitchen — heavy, suffocating, crushing.
This case had been haunting them for months now. Six months, two weeks, and four days, not that anyone was keeping track. Not that Hongjoong had a calendar in his office with the days marked off, evidence of an obsession that was slowly consuming him.
A ghost, he called them. Someone who moved like smoke and shadow, who seemed to know exactly where to strike and exactly how to disappear. Who left behind nothing but destruction and chaos and a single calling card: a white chess piece, always a pawn, placed with deliberate precision at the center of every scene.
The Ghost had been operating for longer than that — two years, according to the case files that had been transferred to their unit. Two years of hits across multiple jurisdictions, each one handled by local departments that didn't see the pattern, didn't connect the dots. The chess pieces had been dismissed as theatrical nonsense. The clean jobs had been written off as luck.
It wasn't until the Kim estate — the fifth robbery in their jurisdiction within six months — that someone finally put the pieces together. Literally. Five white pawns, five crime scenes, five impossible heists that all bore the same signature. That's when Hongjoong's unit had been assigned the case, inheriting two years of failure from departments that had already given up."
Six months of active investigation. Six months of knowing they were chasing something bigger than random robberies. Six months of Hongjoong slowly losing his mind while the Ghost danced just out of reach.
It had become an obsession for all of them, but for Hongjoong especially. The man who had built their agency from nothing, who had made it his life's mission to protect the innocent and bring criminals to justice, was watching this ghost slip through his fingers again and again and again. And every failure carved another line into his face, added another shadow to his eyes, pushed him a little closer to a breaking point that Yeosang could see approaching with horrible clarity.
Seonghwa set down his spatula and crossed to Hongjoong, wrapping him in a hug from behind. His arms encircled their leader's waist, chin hooking over his shoulder, body pressed against his back in a solid line of warmth and support and silent understanding.
"You did everything you could," he murmured. "We all did. This isn't your fault."
"It's never enough." Hongjoong's voice was rough, scraped raw with frustration and exhaustion and the kind of self-directed anger that made Yeosang's heart clench with protective fury. "Every time we get close, they slip away. It's like they know exactly what we're planning before we even do it. Like they're reading our minds, or—"
He stopped. Shook his head. Let out a breath that was more exhaustion than anything else.
Yeosang moved without thinking, crossing the kitchen to press himself against Hongjoong's other side. He didn't say anything — words felt inadequate in moments like these — just offered his presence, his warmth, his silent support.
Hongjoong's arm came up automatically, wrapping around Yeosang's shoulders and pulling him close. He pressed a kiss to the top of Yeosang's head, breathing in the familiar scent of his shampoo, and some of the tension in his frame eased. Just slightly. Just enough.
"We'll catch them," Yeosang said softly. "I know we will."
"How can you be so sure?"
"Because I know you." Yeosang tilted his head up to meet Hongjoong's eyes. "I know how hard you work. How much you care. How you've never given up on anything in your entire life, no matter how impossible it seemed." He reached up to cup Hongjoong's face, thumb brushing across his cheekbone in a gentle caress. "You'll catch them, Joongie. I believe that with my whole heart."
Something in Hongjoong's expression cracked, revealing the vulnerable man beneath the leader's facade. He leaned into Yeosang's touch, eyes fluttering closed.
"What would I do without you?" he whispered.
Yeosang smiled, soft and warm and full of love. "You'll never have to find out."
The moment stretched between them, fragile and precious. Then Wooyoung appeared at Yeosang's elbow, pressing a mug of coffee into Hongjoong's hands with uncharacteristic gentleness.
"Drink," he ordered. "You look like death warmed over and then microwaved again."
"Charming as always, Wooyoung-ah."
"I try." Wooyoung's usual manic energy was subdued, his expression softer than normal. "We'll figure this out, hyung. We always do. That's what we're good at — figuring out impossible things."
Around them, the others had gathered closer, forming a loose circle around their leader. San had slid off the counter, his phone forgotten. Mingi had abandoned his pursuit of eggs. Jongho had set down his book and risen from his chair. Even Yunho had left the safety of his coffee to join them.
A united front. A family facing whatever came next together.
Hongjoong looked at each of them in turn, something complicated moving behind his eyes. Gratitude. Love. The kind of overwhelming emotion that came from being surrounded by people who would follow you into hell if you asked them to.
"Alright," he said finally, his voice steadying with visible effort. "Everyone finish breakfast. Full briefing in one hour. We're going to figure this out if it's the last thing we do."
The team scattered to comply, but the atmosphere had shifted. The playful chaos of before had been replaced by something more determined, more focused. They had a mission now. An enemy to catch. A ghost to unmask.
Yeosang watched his family move around the kitchen, his heart swelling with something that looked like love.
Whatever challenges lay ahead, they would face them together.
That was all that mattered.
---
---
The conference room at the precinct had become their second home.
Not by choice — none of them would have chosen to spend eighteen hours a day surrounded by the stale smell of burnt coffee and the fluorescent hum of lights that seemed designed to give everyone a permanent headache. But the ghost case had demanded it, and so they had adapted. Brought in their own chairs when the department-issued ones proved too uncomfortable for marathon sessions. Covered every available surface with evidence boards and case files and the kind of organized chaos that made sense only to the eight of them.
Photographs of crime scenes lined one wall — five estates, five hits, five white pawns left behind like signatures on a painting. Red string connected victims to timelines to theories, a web of information that grew more tangled with every passing week.
Hongjoong stood at the head of the main table, pointing at the newest addition to the board: the Kim estate. His suit jacket had been discarded somewhere around hour three, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, tie loosened to the point of uselessness. Dark circles carved beneath his eyes like bruises.
"Walk me through it again," he said. "From the beginning."
Yunho's fingers moved across his laptop keyboard with mechanical precision. Three monitors flickered with data streams and security feeds in front of him. He'd been running on coffee and spite for days, and it showed in the slight tremor of his hands, the way his glasses kept sliding down his nose because he'd forgotten to push them up.
"The Kim estate security system was state-of-the-art," Yunho said, pulling up a schematic on the main screen. "Twenty-three cameras. Full perimeter coverage, partial interior coverage. Motion sensors, infrared detection, pressure plates on every entrance. Encrypted feeds backed up to an offsite server with a thirty-second delay."
"And they still got through," Jongho said from his position near the window. He'd been taking notes for the past hour, his notepad covered in observations and theories crossed out with increasingly aggressive lines.
"They didn't just get through. They made it look easy." Yunho highlighted several points on the schematic. "At 2:47 AM, every camera went dark simultaneously. Not a staggered failure — all twenty-three feeds cut at the exact same microsecond. The motion sensors stopped registering movement. The pressure plates went offline. For exactly eighteen minutes, the entire system was blind."
"Remote access?" Seonghwa asked. He was reviewing forensic reports at the far end of the table, his handwriting filling the margins with notes and cross-references. Unlike the others, he still looked immaculate — but there was a tension in his shoulders that hadn't been there six months ago.
"Has to be. But here's the thing—" Yunho pulled up another window, lines of code scrolling across the screen. "To do what they did, they'd need intimate knowledge of the system architecture. Not just the brand or the model. The specific configuration, the custom modifications, the firmware version. Information that shouldn't exist outside the security company's private servers."
"Which means either they hacked the security company," Mingi said slowly, "or they have someone on the inside."
"I've been digging into KyungSec for weeks. Their cybersecurity is actually solid — no breaches, no suspicious access, nothing." Yunho shook his head in frustration. "It's like our ghost just... knew. Like they had the blueprints handed to them."
"What about the chemical compound?" Hongjoong asked, turning to Seonghwa.
Seonghwa flipped open a folder, his expression troubled. "The aerosol used on the security team is unlike anything I've seen. Custom formula — sophisticated enough that three different forensic labs couldn't identify all the components. It's not a standard sedative. It's something new."
"Effects?"
"Rapid onset unconsciousness — victims reported feeling dizzy within seconds of exposure, then nothing until they woke up hours later. No lasting damage, no dangerous side effects. Whoever made this knew exactly what they were doing." Seonghwa set down the folder. "This isn't someone working out of a basement, Hongjoong. This is resources. Money. Expertise."
"An organization," Hongjoong said quietly.
"At minimum."
The room fell silent. The weight of that implication settled over them like a physical thing — they weren't chasing a lone criminal anymore. They were up against something bigger, something with infrastructure and planning and the kind of patience that came from knowing you had time.
San broke the silence first, his leg bouncing with restless energy. "What about the victims? Any connection we missed?"
"That's what I've been working on." Wooyoung sat up straighter, pulling a stack of files toward him. He'd spent the past three days buried in victim profiles, and it showed in the ink stains on his fingers and the slightly manic gleam in his eyes. "Kim Sejin, Park Haejun, Lee Minjae, Cho Eunji, Yoon Taewoo. Different industries, different social circles, different everything. On paper, they have nothing in common."
"On paper," Jongho repeated, catching the qualifier.
"Right. But here's what's interesting." Wooyoung spread photographs across the table — five faces, five fortunes, five targets. "They're all collectors. Kim has a private art collection worth millions — three Monets, two Picassos, a da Vinci sketch that's been in his family for generations. Park specialized in Byzantine antiquities. Lee had one of the largest collections of Qing dynasty artifacts outside of China."
"The stolen items," Yeosang said quietly. He'd been reviewing documents at the end of the table, occasionally marking something with small, precise notations. "They weren't random. They were specific pieces from each collection."
Wooyoung pointed at him. "Exactly. Not the most valuable pieces — the most *rare*. Items that would be almost impossible to fence through normal channels because they're too recognizable, too unique. You'd need a very specific buyer who wanted those exact pieces and didn't care about provenance."
"Commission work," Hongjoong said slowly, the pieces clicking into place. "Someone is hiring them to steal specific items."
"That's my theory. And if I'm right, that means there's a client list somewhere. Requests. Communications." Wooyoung's expression sharpened with determination. "Find the buyer, find the ghost."
Hongjoong nodded, something like hope flickering in his exhausted eyes. "Good. That's good. Yunho, I want you to—"
His phone buzzed. Then Seonghwa's. Then Mingi's.
The emergency alert tone.
Hongjoong grabbed his phone, read the message, and his face went pale.
"There's been another hit. The Cho residence." His voice was flat with disbelief. "It happened two hours ago."
"Two hours?" San was on his feet instantly. "That's impossible. We had surveillance on all potential targets—"
"The Chos weren't on our list." Hongjoong was already grabbing his jacket. "They're not collectors. They're not wealthy. They're—" He stopped, reading further. "They're the family of Detective Cho Minsoo. Robbery division. He's been consulting on our case."
The implication hit them all at once.
The ghost hadn't just robbed another estate. They'd sent a message.
*We know who you are. We know who you're working with. And we can reach anyone we want.*
---
The Cho residence was modest compared to the mansions they'd been investigating — a comfortable two-story home in a quiet suburb, the kind of place where children played in the streets and neighbors knew each other's names.
Yellow police tape cordoned off the property. Uniformed officers stood guard at the perimeter, their faces grim. A forensics van was parked in the driveway, technicians moving in and out with evidence bags and equipment.
Detective Cho Minsoo sat on the front steps, his head in his hands. A blanket had been draped over his shoulders at some point, but he didn't seem to notice it. His wife stood beside him, pale and shaking, answering questions from a uniformed officer in a voice that kept breaking.
San and Jongho approached the scene first, badges out, moving with the careful efficiency of professionals who had done this too many times.
"Detective Cho," San said gently, crouching down to his level. "We're sorry to bother you, but we need to ask some questions."
Cho looked up. His eyes were red-rimmed, haunted. "They were in my house. My house. My wife was sleeping upstairs. My kids were in their rooms." His voice cracked. "They could have done anything. And I didn't even know until I woke up this morning and found—"
He couldn't finish.
"What did they take?" Jongho asked.
"My service weapon. My case files. Everything I had on the ghost investigation." Cho laughed bitterly. "And they left that goddamn chess piece right on my pillow. Right next to my wife's head while she was sleeping."
San and Jongho exchanged glances.
"Did your wife see anything?" San pressed gently. "Hear anything?"
"Nothing. She slept through the whole thing. We all did." Cho's hands were shaking. "I'm a detective. I've been doing this for fifteen years. And someone walked into my home, stood over my sleeping wife, left a calling card inches from her face, and I had no idea."
The implication hung in the air, heavy and suffocating.
If the ghost could reach a detective in his own home, they could reach anyone.
---
Inside the house, Seonghwa and Mingi worked the scene with methodical precision.
Seonghwa moved through the master bedroom like a surgeon, examining every surface, every potential point of contact. He'd already identified the entry point — a window in the basement that had been expertly bypassed, the alarm disabled so cleanly there wasn't even a fault logged in the system.
"Same MO," he murmured, making notes. "Same level of planning. Same attention to detail."
Mingi was photographing the chess piece where it lay on the pillow — a white pawn, identical to all the others. "They're escalating. This wasn't about stealing something valuable. This was about making a point."
"They're showing off." Seonghwa's jaw tightened. "They want us to know they can get to anyone. Anytime. That no one is safe."
"Or they want us scared. Off-balance." Mingi lowered his camera. "Fear makes people make mistakes."
"Then we don't make mistakes." Seonghwa straightened, his expression hardening with determination. "We go over this scene inch by inch. They've been perfect so far, but no one's perfect forever. Eventually they'll slip up. And when they do, we'll be ready."
Mingi nodded, but there was something troubled in his eyes. "Hyung... what if they don't slip up? What if they're really that good?"
Seonghwa was quiet for a long moment.
"Then we have to be better," he said finally. "That's all we can do."
---
Yunho had set up a mobile command station in the forensics van, his laptop connected to every database and surveillance system he could access. His fingers flew across the keyboard, cross-referencing data, searching for patterns, looking for anything they might have missed.
Yeosang sat beside him, reviewing the case files that had been stolen from Detective Cho's home office. Or rather, reviewing copies of those files — backups that Yunho had made weeks ago, because Yunho backed up everything.
"They knew exactly what to take," Yeosang said quietly, paging through the documents. "Not just Cho's personal notes — the interdepartmental memos, the forensic analysis requests, the list of potential targets we'd identified."
"They have access to our investigation." Yunho's voice was tight with frustration. "They're not just staying ahead of us — they're watching us. Every move we make, they know about it before we even finish making it."
"How?" Yeosang asked, his tone thoughtful. "We've been careful. Compartmentalized information. Limited who knows what."
"I don't know." Yunho pulled up a schematic of their communication protocols, searching for vulnerabilities. "I've swept our systems a dozen times. No malware, no backdoors, no signs of intrusion. If they're getting information, they're not getting it digitally."
"Which leaves human sources."
The words hung in the air between them.
"You think we have a leak?" Yunho asked, lowering his voice.
"I think we have to consider the possibility." Yeosang's expression was calm, analytical. "The timing is too perfect. The knowledge too specific. Either they have someone feeding them information, or they have access we haven't identified yet."
Yunho was quiet for a moment, processing. "If there's a leak... it could be anyone. Department staff. Consulting detectives. Even—" He stopped, unable to finish the thought.
"Even us," Yeosang completed softly. "I know."
They sat in silence, the weight of that possibility pressing down on them.
"We should tell Hongjoong," Yunho said finally.
"Not yet." Yeosang's voice was firm. "Not until we have something concrete. An accusation like that could tear the team apart." He met Yunho's eyes steadily. "For now, we keep this between us. Watch. Listen. Look for patterns."
Yunho hesitated, then nodded slowly. "Okay. But if you find something—"
"You'll be the first to know."
---
Back at the precinct, Hongjoong was in his office with the door closed.
The others knew better than to disturb him when he was like this — coiled tight with frustration and self-directed fury, pacing like a caged animal. Through the glass partition, they could see him standing at his desk, hands braced on the surface, head bowed.
Wooyoung was the one who finally knocked.
"Hyung." He pushed the door open without waiting for a response. "You need to eat something. And before you say you're fine, I want you to know that Seonghwa-hyung has authorized me to physically drag you to the break room if necessary."
"I'm not hungry."
"That wasn't a question." Wooyoung crossed the room and perched on the edge of Hongjoong's desk, deliberately invading his space. "Talk to me. What's going on in that head of yours?"
Hongjoong was quiet for a long moment. When he spoke, his voice was raw.
"They were in his house, Youngie. A detective's house. They stood over his sleeping wife and left a chess piece on her pillow like a *joke*." His hands curled into fists. "We're not just failing to catch them. We're not even making them nervous. They're laughing at us."
"We'll catch them."
"Will we?" Hongjoong finally looked up, and the desperation in his eyes made Wooyoung's chest ache. "Six months. Six months of dead ends and false leads and watching them dance circles around us. Every time we get close, they slip away. Every time we think we understand, they prove we don't."
"So we try harder. We dig deeper. We find the thing we're missing."
"And if there isn't a thing? If they're just... better than us?"
Wooyoung slid off the desk and moved to stand in front of Hongjoong, close enough that their leader had no choice but to meet his eyes.
"Listen to me," Wooyoung said, his voice uncharacteristically serious. "I've known you for years. I've watched you take impossible cases and solve them through sheer stubbornness. I've seen you go without sleep, without food, without anything but the determination to bring someone to justice." He gripped Hongjoong's shoulders firmly. "You are the best detective I've ever worked with. And you have a team of people who would follow you into hell if you asked them to. So no, I don't believe they're better than us. I believe we haven't found the right angle yet. And when we do, we're going to take them down."
Hongjoong stared at him for a long moment. Then something in his expression shifted — the despair giving way to something harder, more determined.
"You're right," he said quietly. "You're right. I can't fall apart now. The team needs me."
"The team needs you functioning. Which means food, sleep, and at least one conversation that isn't about chess pieces." Wooyoung tugged at his arm. "Come on. Seonghwa-hyung brought takeout. If we don't hurry, Mingi will eat all the good stuff."
Despite everything, Hongjoong laughed — small and tired, but real.
"Okay," he said. "Okay. Lead the way."
---
They worked through the night.
Yunho ran facial recognition on every person who had accessed the affected properties in the months before the hits — maintenance workers, delivery drivers, security consultants, cleaning staff. The results were overwhelming: hundreds of faces, thousands of data points, and no clear connections.
Seonghwa analyzed the chemical compound from the Cho scene, comparing it to samples from previous hits. The formula was identical — same concentration, same delivery mechanism, same effects. Whoever was making it had perfected the recipe and saw no reason to change it.
San and Jongho re-interviewed the security teams from each estate, looking for inconsistencies in their statements, details they might have missed. The guards all told the same story: one moment they were awake and alert, the next they were waking up hours later with no memory of what had happened.
Mingi tracked down surveillance footage from businesses near each crime scene, hoping to catch a glimpse of a vehicle or a figure that appeared across multiple locations. He found nothing. The ghost moved through the city like they were invisible.
Wooyoung dug deeper into the victim profiles, looking for connections that went beyond the obvious. He mapped their social networks, their business dealings, their travel patterns. He cross-referenced guest lists from charity galas and board meetings and art exhibitions, searching for a name that appeared across all five circles.
And Yeosang sat at the center of it all, quietly reviewing everything, looking for the pattern they were missing.
By 3 AM, they were running on fumes.
Hongjoong called a halt around 4, ordering everyone to get at least a few hours of sleep before they reconvened. Most of them crashed in the break room — Mingi sprawled across two chairs pushed together, San curled up on the couch with his head on Jongho's shoulder, Yunho slumped over his keyboard until Seonghwa gently guided him to a more comfortable position.
Yeosang found Wooyoung in the hallway, staring out a window at the city lights below.
"You should sleep," Yeosang said, coming to stand beside him.
"Can't." Wooyoung's voice was distant. "Every time I close my eyes, I see that chess piece on the pillow. Inches from that woman's face while she slept."
"I know."
They stood in silence for a moment, watching the lights flicker in the darkness.
"Do you think we'll catch them?" Wooyoung asked finally. "Honestly?"
Yeosang considered the question carefully.
"I think," he said slowly, "that everyone makes mistakes eventually. Even ghosts. And when they make theirs, we'll be there."
Wooyoung turned to look at him, something unreadable in his expression. "You always know exactly what to say."
"I just notice things."
"Yeah." Wooyoung's lips curved into something that was almost a smile. "You do."
He reached out and squeezed Yeosang's hand briefly — a quick gesture of comfort between exhausted colleagues, between people who had been through too much together.
"Get some rest," Wooyoung said. "Tomorrow's going to be another long day."
"You too."
Wooyoung nodded and walked away, disappearing into the break room to find whatever corner of floor space was left.
Yeosang stayed at the window a moment longer, watching the city lights glitter in the darkness like scattered diamonds.
Then he turned and went to find somewhere to sleep.
---
The next morning brought a new lead.
Yunho had been running searches all night, even in his sleep-deprived state, and something had finally pinged. A name that appeared in the background of four out of five crime scenes — a catering company that had worked events at the Kim, Park, Lee, and Cho residences in the weeks before each hit.
"Golden Table Catering," Yunho announced, pulling up their business records on the main screen. "Small operation, family-owned, been in business for about eight years. They specialize in high-end events — charity galas, corporate functions, private parties."
"How did we miss this?" Hongjoong asked, leaning forward.
"Because they're not directly connected to the victims. They were subcontracted through larger event planning companies, so their name doesn't appear on any of the primary guest lists or vendor contracts. I only found them by cross-referencing employee tax records with event staff lists."
"Do we have names?" Seonghwa asked.
"Twelve employees total. I'm running background checks now, but so far everyone looks clean. No criminal records, no suspicious financial activity, no red flags."
"Someone there has to know something." San was already grabbing his jacket. "Even if they're not directly involved, they had access to these properties. They could have seen something, heard something."
"Agreed." Hongjoong straightened, his exhaustion temporarily forgotten in the rush of having something concrete to pursue. "San, Wooyoung — I want you to interview the owner. Feel them out, see if anything seems off. Seonghwa, Mingi — visit their kitchen, their storage facility. Look for anything that could be connected to the chemical compound."
"What about the rest of us?" Jongho asked.
"Yunho keeps digging into their digital footprint. Yeosang, I want you reviewing their event schedules — see if there are any upcoming functions that match our target profile." Hongjoong's eyes swept across his team, something fierce burning in them. "This is the closest we've gotten. Let's not waste it."
---
Golden Table Catering operated out of a modest commercial kitchen in the warehouse district — clean but unremarkable, the kind of place you'd pass a thousand times without noticing.
San and Wooyoung arrived just as the morning prep shift was getting started. The owner, a middle-aged woman named Kang Soyeon, met them in the front office with a nervous smile.
"Detectives. I have to admit, your call this morning caught me off guard. We've never had any trouble with the law."
"We're not here because you're in trouble, Mrs. Kang." San's voice was warm, disarming — the tone he used when he wanted people to relax and talk freely. "We're investigating a series of incidents at properties where your company provided catering services. We're hoping you might have some information that could help us."
"Incidents?" Kang Soyeon's brow furrowed. "What kind of incidents?"
"Break-ins," Wooyoung said. "High-end properties. The Kim estate, the Park residence, the Lee mansion. Your company worked events at all of them."
The woman's face went pale. "I heard about those on the news. Those terrible robberies. But I don't understand — what does that have to do with us?"
"That's what we're trying to figure out." San pulled out a notebook. "Can you tell us about your standard procedures? How you handle staffing for events, security protocols, that kind of thing?"
For the next hour, they walked through Golden Table's operations in exhaustive detail. Kang Soyeon was cooperative and forthcoming, clearly desperate to prove her company had no involvement in anything criminal. She provided employee records, event schedules, client contracts — everything they asked for and more.
Nothing seemed suspicious. The background checks came back clean. The employee interviews revealed nothing unusual. By all appearances, Golden Table was exactly what it seemed: a legitimate catering company that had the bad luck to work events at properties that were later robbed.
"Dead end?" Wooyoung asked as they walked back to the car.
"Maybe." San's brow was furrowed in thought. "Or maybe we're looking at this wrong."
"What do you mean?"
"The catering company had access to these properties, but so did dozens of other vendors. Event planners, florists, musicians, valet services." San stopped walking, turning to face Wooyoung. "What if the connection isn't the caterer? What if it's one of the events themselves?"
"You think the ghost is attending these functions? As a guest?"
"Or working them. Or observing them from the outside." San's eyes were distant, working through the possibilities. "They need inside information to pull off these jobs. Security layouts, patrol schedules, entry codes. What better way to get that than to walk through the front door?"
Wooyoung was quiet for a moment, processing. "That's... actually brilliant. And terrifying."
"Let's get back to the precinct. I want to look at the guest lists again."
---
Meanwhile, Seonghwa and Mingi were hitting dead ends of their own.
The catering kitchen was spotless — literally and figuratively. No signs of chemical manufacturing, no suspicious equipment, no hidden rooms or locked storage areas. The staff were friendly and helpful, their confusion at the police presence seemingly genuine.
"Nothing," Seonghwa said quietly as they returned to the car. "Whatever we're looking for, it's not here."
Mingi slammed his door harder than necessary. "Six months. Six months of chasing shadows, and we've got *nothing*. No witnesses, no evidence, no leads that go anywhere."
"We have patterns. We have—"
"Patterns don't catch criminals, hyung. Evidence does. And whoever this ghost is, they're not leaving any." Mingi's voice was tight with frustration. "How are we supposed to catch someone who doesn't make mistakes?"
Seonghwa didn't have an answer.
They drove back to the precinct in silence.
---
The breakthrough came from an unexpected source.
Jongho had been reviewing witness statements from all five crime scenes, looking for details that might have been overlooked. Most of it was useless — the usual mix of "I didn't see anything" and "I don't remember" and "It all happened so fast."
But one statement caught his eye.
A security guard from the Park estate, a man named Han Junho, had mentioned something in passing during his initial interview: a maintenance worker who had come to check the HVAC system about a week before the robbery. The worker had been professional and efficient, had shown proper credentials, and had been escorted throughout the property per standard protocol.
But when Jongho called the HVAC company listed on the work order, they had no record of the appointment.
"I'm telling you, we didn't send anyone to the Park residence that week," the dispatcher insisted. "I've checked our schedules three times. There's no work order, no employee assignment, nothing."
"Could someone have accessed your system? Created a fake work order?"
A long pause. "I... I suppose it's possible. But they'd need our login credentials, our scheduling software, our uniform specifications..."
"Can you send me a list of everyone who has that level of access?"
The list arrived thirty minutes later. Jongho cross-referenced it with their existing suspect pool, with employee records from Golden Table, with every name they'd collected over six months of investigation.
One name appeared twice.
Park Jihoon. A former IT consultant who had worked for both the HVAC company and, briefly, for the event planning firm that coordinated the Kim estate gala.
Jongho brought the information to Hongjoong immediately.
"It's thin," Hongjoong admitted, studying the file. "A lot of people work multiple jobs. It doesn't prove anything."
"No. But it's a connection we didn't have before." Jongho's voice was steady, determined. "And Park Jihoon has the technical skills to pull off what Yunho described — the simultaneous system shutdowns, the remote access, the clean digital footprints."
"Where is he now?"
"That's the interesting part." Jongho pulled up another screen. "His last known address was vacated three months ago. No forwarding address. His phone is disconnected. His bank accounts show no activity since August."
"He's disappeared."
"Or he's gone underground." Jongho met Hongjoong's eyes. "This guy has the skills, the access, and now he's vanished right when our investigation started heating up. That's not coincidence."
Hongjoong was quiet for a long moment, staring at the photograph on the screen — a ordinary-looking man in his thirties, the kind of face you'd pass on the street without a second glance.
"Find him," Hongjoong said finally. "Whatever it takes. Find him."
---
---
Finding Park Jihoon became their obsession.
For three days, they threw everything they had at it. Yunho dug through digital records, tracing the ghost of Park Jihoon's online presence through old forums and deleted accounts and archived databases. San and Wooyoung worked the streets, visiting his old apartment, interviewing former neighbors, tracking down anyone who might have known him. Seonghwa and Mingi coordinated with other precincts, putting out feelers through official channels, checking hospitals and morgues and border crossings.
Jongho ran down every lead personally, driven by the knowledge that he'd been the one to find the connection. He barely slept, barely ate, spent every waking moment chasing a man who seemed to have vanished into thin air.
And Yeosang watched it all, quiet and observant, helping where he could and staying out of the way when he couldn't.
On the fourth day, they got a hit.
"I found him." Yunho's voice was hoarse with exhaustion but blazing with triumph. "Or at least, I found where he's been."
The team gathered around his workstation, crowding close to see the screens.
"Park Jihoon has been using a fake identity — Kim Seojun. Different name, different address, but same digital fingerprints." Yunho pulled up a series of records. "He's been working as a freelance IT consultant, taking short-term contracts with high-end security firms. And look at this—" He highlighted a string of dates. "Every contract coincides with one of our crime scenes. He was working for the company that installed the Kim estate security system two months before the hit. He consulted on the Park residence alarm upgrade. He—"
"He's been walking right through their front doors," Hongjoong breathed. "Getting paid to learn their systems, then coming back to exploit them."
"It's elegant," Seonghwa admitted grudgingly. "Horrifyingly elegant."
"Where is he now?" San demanded.
Yunho pulled up a map. "His current contract is with a company called SecureShield Solutions. They're handling security for the Jung estate — you know, the pharmaceutical family. There's a charity gala scheduled for this Saturday."
The implications hit them all at once.
"He's going to hit the Jungs," Mingi said.
"Not if we get there first." Hongjoong was already moving, grabbing his jacket, his exhaustion forgotten in the surge of adrenaline. "Yunho, I need everything on SecureShield Solutions. Floor plans, employee lists, security protocols. Seonghwa, coordinate with the Jung family — tell them we need to run a security assessment, don't mention the investigation. San, Jongho, I want you on Park Jihoon. Find out where he's staying, what he's driving, what his daily routine looks like."
"And if we find him?" Jongho asked.
"You watch. You don't engage, you don't approach, you don't do anything that might spook him." Hongjoong's voice was fierce. "This is the closest we've ever gotten. I'm not losing him because someone moved too fast."
The team scattered, energized by purpose, by hope, by the intoxicating possibility that they might finally be closing in on their ghost.
---
The surveillance on Park Jihoon began that afternoon.
San and Jongho set up in an unmarked car across the street from his apartment — a nondescript building in a middle-class neighborhood, the kind of place where no one asked questions about their neighbors. They worked in shifts, one watching while the other rested, documenting every coming and going with meticulous attention.
Park Jihoon — or Kim Seojun, as he was currently calling himself — kept a predictable schedule. He left for work at 8 AM, returned around 6 PM, and rarely went out after dark. He drove a silver Honda Accord, bought groceries at the convenience store on the corner, and appeared to live alone.
He looked ordinary. Unremarkable. The kind of person you'd forget five seconds after meeting them.
"That's what makes him dangerous," San murmured, watching through binoculars as Park Jihoon carried a bag of takeout into his building. "He's invisible. He can go anywhere, be anyone, and no one looks twice."
"The perfect ghost," Jongho agreed grimly.
On the second day, they followed him to work and watched him badge into the SecureShield Solutions office with a friendly wave to the security guard. He moved through the building like he belonged there — because he did. He was a legitimate contractor doing legitimate work.
And using every moment of access to plan his next heist.
"I want to grab him," Jongho admitted quietly. "Just walk up and put him in cuffs. End this whole thing right now."
"We need proof." San's voice was strained with the effort of patience. "Everything we have is circumstantial. A good lawyer would tear it apart in five minutes."
"So we catch him in the act."
"That's the plan."
They settled back into their surveillance positions, watching and waiting, while across the city their teammates prepared for the sting that would finally bring their ghost to justice.
---
Seonghwa's meeting with the Jung family went smoothly.
The patriarch, Jung Hanwoo, was a cautious man who had built his pharmaceutical empire on careful planning and attention to detail. When Seonghwa explained that the police had received credible intelligence about a potential security threat, he listened intently.
"You're telling me someone might try to rob us during the gala?"
"We're telling you it's a possibility we take seriously." Seonghwa's voice was measured, professional. "We'd like to conduct a security assessment of your property, and with your permission, position plainclothes officers throughout the event."
"You want to use my charity gala as a trap."
Seonghwa didn't flinch. "We want to protect your family and your property while potentially apprehending a dangerous criminal. The choice is yours."
Jung Hanwoo was quiet for a long moment. Then he nodded slowly.
"Do what you need to do. But I want your word that my guests won't be put in danger."
"You have it."
The handshake that followed felt like a contract signed in blood. They had their location. They had their suspect. Now they just needed to execute.
---
The planning took three more days.
They mapped every inch of the Jung estate, identifying entry points and exit routes, choke points and blind spots. Yunho hacked into the security system — with permission, this time — and set up monitoring protocols that would alert them the moment anything went offline. Mingi coordinated with tactical support, positioning backup units at strategic locations around the perimeter.
Hongjoong oversaw everything with feverish intensity, checking and rechecking every detail, running through scenarios and contingencies until he could have executed the plan in his sleep.
"We're as ready as we're going to be," Seonghwa said finally, the night before the gala. "You need to rest."
"I'll rest when we've caught them."
"Hongjoong." Seonghwa's voice was gentle but firm. "You're running on empty. If something goes wrong tomorrow, we need you sharp. Not exhausted."
Hongjoong opened his mouth to argue, then closed it. The fight went out of him all at once, exhaustion crashing over him like a wave.
"Okay," he said quietly. "Okay. A few hours."
They went home as a group, too wired for real sleep but too tired to keep working. The house was quiet when they arrived, the usual chaos muted by tension and anticipation.
Yeosang made tea without being asked — chamomile for Seonghwa, green tea for Yunho, the herbal blend Hongjoong pretended not to like. He moved through the kitchen with quiet efficiency, pressing warm cups into cold hands, offering comfort in the only way he knew how.
"You always know what we need," San said, accepting his cup with a grateful smile.
"Someone has to take care of you."
They gathered in the living room, too keyed up to separate, drawing comfort from proximity. Mingi sprawled across the couch with his head in Jongho's lap. Seonghwa sat in the armchair with Yunho perched on the arm beside him. San and Wooyoung had claimed the loveseat, tangled together in a way that looked uncomfortable but that neither seemed inclined to change.
Hongjoong sat on the floor with his back against the couch, and Yeosang settled beside him without a word, close enough that their shoulders touched.
"Tomorrow," Hongjoong said quietly. "Tomorrow we end this."
No one responded. There was nothing to say.
They sat together in the dim light, waiting for morning, and tried to believe that everything would be okay.
---
The night of the gala arrived with crystalline clarity.
The Jung estate gleamed like a jewel against the darkening sky, every window blazing with light, every surface polished to mirror brightness. Luxury cars lined the long driveway, depositing guests in designer gowns and tailored suits. A string quartet played on the terrace. Champagne flowed like water.
It was the perfect setting for a perfect heist.
And somewhere in the crowd, a ghost was watching.
The team was in position by 7 PM. San and Wooyoung were inside, dressed as catering staff, moving through the crowd with trays of hors d'oeuvres and sharp eyes. Seonghwa had positioned himself near the main security station, monitoring feeds and communications. Mingi and Jongho covered the exterior, watching for any sign of unusual activity around the perimeter.
Yunho was in the mobile command unit, parked a block away, his screens showing feeds from every camera on the property. His fingers hovered over his keyboard, ready to respond to the slightest anomaly.
And Hongjoong circulated through the gala itself, dressed in a borrowed tuxedo, playing the part of a wealthy guest while his eyes never stopped scanning the crowd.
Yeosang was at the precinct, coordinating communications between the field teams and dispatch. Hongjoong had wanted him safe, away from potential danger, and Yeosang hadn't argued. Someone needed to hold down the command center, and he was the natural choice.
It was a role he'd naturally fallen into over the past few months — not officially assigned, but Hongjoong had started relying on him for it. Yeosang had a way of keeping everyone connected, of monitoring multiple channels at once, of knowing exactly who needed information and when.
He had full access to their tactical communications system. Real-time updates from every team member. GPS locations. Surveillance feeds that Yunho routed through the central server. The entire operational picture, rendered in data streams that only he and Yunho could see.
The hours crawled by.
8 PM. Nothing.
9 PM. Nothing.
10 PM. The guests began to leave, luxury cars pulling away one by one.
11 PM. The caterers packed up. The string quartet went home.
Midnight. The Jung family retired to their private wing.
1 AM. The estate fell silent.
And still, nothing happened.
"Where is he?" San's voice crackled through the comms, frustration bleeding through the professional tone. "Park Jihoon badged out of SecureShield at 5 PM. We had eyes on his apartment until he left at 6. He should be here."
"Maybe he made us," Jongho suggested. "Spotted the surveillance, called off the job."
"Or maybe he was never coming here at all." Hongjoong's voice was tight with dawning realization. "Yunho, check the other properties. The ones on our original target list."
A long pause. Then Yunho's voice, hollow with disbelief:
"Oh god."
"What? Yunho, what is it?"
"The Chen estate. Three miles from here. Their security system just went dark."
The bottom dropped out of Hongjoong's stomach.
"All units, move! NOW!"
---
They were too late.
By the time they reached the Chen estate, it was already over. The security team was unconscious, sprawled in neat rows like they'd been arranged that way. The vault was open, its contents gone. And in the center of the empty room, placed with deliberate precision on a velvet display stand—
A white chess piece.
A pawn.
Hongjoong stood in the doorway, staring at that small white figure, and felt something inside him crack.
They'd been played. Again.
Park Jihoon had never been the target. He'd been a decoy — a trail of breadcrumbs designed to lead them exactly where the ghost wanted them to be. While they were watching the Jung estate, the real heist was happening miles away.
"Hyung." San's voice was gentle, careful. "We should—"
"They knew." Hongjoong's voice was hollow. "They knew exactly what we were doing. Every step, every plan, every move. They *knew*."
No one had an answer.
In the mobile command unit, Yunho was already running traces, searching for any clue the ghost might have left behind. In the field, Seonghwa and Mingi were processing the scene, going through the motions even though they all knew they wouldn't find anything.
And at the precinct, Yeosang listened to the comms in silence, his expression unreadable.
---
The ride home was the longest of Hongjoong's life.
He sat in the passenger seat while Seonghwa drove, staring out the window at the city lights without really seeing them. The others were in the cars behind them — a sad convoy of failure making its way through empty streets.
No one spoke. There was nothing to say.
When they finally pulled into the driveway, the house was dark. They filed inside like soldiers returning from a lost battle, exhausted and broken and numb.
Yeosang was waiting for them.
He'd made tea — a whole pot, cups arranged on the coffee table, steam rising in gentle curls. Soft music played from somewhere, something instrumental and soothing. The lights were dimmed to a comfortable level.
He'd prepared for their failure.
San was the first one through the door. He took one look at the tea, at Yeosang's gentle expression, and his composure shattered. A sob tore out of him — raw and ugly and full of all the frustration and disappointment he'd been holding back.
Yeosang caught him before he could fall, pulling him into an embrace, one hand coming up to cradle the back of his head.
"I know," Yeosang murmured. "I know. It's okay. Let it out."
The dam broke.
Mingi was next, his massive frame crumpling as he sank onto the couch, head in his hands. Jongho sat beside him, silent and still, but his fists were clenched so tight his knuckles had gone white. Seonghwa moved to the kitchen on autopilot, his hands finding work to do because staying still was impossible.
Yunho hadn't come home with them. He'd stayed at the precinct, still running traces, still searching for answers, unable to accept that there was nothing to find.
Wooyoung stood in the middle of the room, looking lost in a way that seemed foreign on him. His usual brightness was gone, replaced by something hollow and hurt.
And Hongjoong—
Hongjoong stood just inside the doorway, frozen. His fists clenched at his sides. His whole body vibrated with barely contained fury.
"I'm done," he said.
The words fell into the silence like stones.
"Hongjoong—" Seonghwa started from the kitchen doorway.
"No. Listen to me." Hongjoong's voice was cold. Controlled. The voice of a man who had been pushed past his breaking point and emerged as something new. Something harder. "I'm done playing their game. Done chasing shadows and following breadcrumbs they leave for us to find. Done being three steps behind while they mock us."
"What are you saying?" San asked, still wrapped in Yeosang's arms, his voice thick with tears.
"I'm saying that when I find them—and I *will* find them—I'm not bringing them in." Hongjoong's eyes were hard. Empty. A void where the man they loved used to be. "I'm not giving them the chance to lawyer up and plea bargain and walk away with a slap on the wrist."
"Hyung." Jongho's voice held a warning. "You can't mean—"
"Shoot on sight." The words were absolute. Final. A vow carved in stone. "No trial. No mercy. When I see them, I end it."
The silence that followed was suffocating.
San pulled back from Yeosang's embrace, his tear-stained face hardening with something fierce. "I'm with you. Whatever it takes."
"San—" Seonghwa started.
"No. He's right." San's voice cracked but didn't break. "They've been playing with us. Torturing us. Watching us suffer and enjoying every second of it. They don't deserve justice. They deserve to *pay*."
"Whatever it takes," Jongho agreed quietly. "I'm in."
One by one, they fell in line. Mingi, his voice rough with exhaustion but steady with conviction. Seonghwa, after a long moment of internal struggle, his expression settling into grim acceptance. Wooyoung, his usual brightness replaced by something cold and determined.
And then they were all looking at Yeosang.
Waiting.
Yeosang met Hongjoong's eyes across the room. Held them.
"You'll catch them," he said softly. "I know you will. And when you do—" He crossed the room to stand in front of Hongjoong, cupping his face in gentle hands. "When you do, I'll be right here. We all will. Whatever happens. Whatever you need."
Something cracked in Hongjoong's expression. The cold fury wavered, revealing the broken man beneath.
---
That night, they collapsed into bed together without bothering to change out of their clothes.
The usual tangle of bodies was tighter than normal, everyone pressed close, seeking comfort in proximity. San was crying quietly against Mingi's chest. Seonghwa had wrapped himself around Hongjoong like he could physically hold him together. Jongho was at the foot of the bed, one hand wrapped around Hongjoong's ankle, his grip almost painfully tight.
Wooyoung and Yeosang ended up on the edges, bookending the pile, their hands meeting in the darkness between them.
No one spoke.
Eventually, exhaustion won out over grief, and one by one they drifted into uneasy sleep.
But Yeosang stayed awake.
He lay in the darkness, listening to the sounds of his family breathing, feeling the warmth of their bodies pressed around him. His fingers were still intertwined with Wooyoung's, their hands hidden in the shadows between them.
In the dim light filtering through the curtains, Wooyoung's eyes glittered.
Open.
Watching.
Neither of them said a word.
But his fingers tightened around Wooyoung's.
---
---
The city looked different from above.
From street level, it was chaos — a tangle of lights and noise and millions of lives pressed together in uncomfortable proximity. But from the penthouse, sixty floors up, it became something else entirely. A game board. A map of possibilities. A kingdom of glittering lights spread out like jewels on black velvet, waiting to be claimed.
The penthouse itself was a study in controlled elegance. Floor-to-ceiling windows dominated three walls, offering an unobstructed view of the skyline. The furniture was expensive in the way that true wealth always was — understated, carefully chosen, each piece selected to project power rather than ostentation. A leather sectional in charcoal gray. A glass coffee table with chrome legs. Abstract art on the walls that cost more than most people's yearly salaries.
A chessboard sat on the coffee table. The game was nearly finished — white pieces advancing inexorably toward a cornered black king, victory only a few moves away.
The taller figure stood at the window, a glass of whiskey in hand, watching the city with an expression of perfect calm. The lights below painted shifting patterns across features that were difficult to make out in the darkness — just the suggestion of sharp cheekbones, the glint of light catching eyes that gave nothing away. He stood perfectly still, almost unnaturally so, like a predator at rest. Like something carved from marble rather than flesh.
Behind him, sprawled across the leather sectional with boneless grace, the shorter one laughed.
It was a bright sound. Sharp. The kind of laugh that could light up a room or curdle milk, depending on the context. Right now, in this space, it had an edge to it — something manic lurking beneath the surface, something that glittered like broken glass.
"Did you see his face?" The shorter one's voice was rich with delight, his compact frame draped across the cushions like a cat claiming territory. He was toying with something in his fingers — a chess piece, white, a pawn identical to the ones they'd been leaving at every scene. "When they got to the Chen estate and realized we'd been there and gone? God, I thought his little brain was going to short-circuit."
"He held it together." The taller one didn't turn from the window. His voice was soft, almost gentle — the kind of voice that could deliver devastating news with the same tone it used to comment on the weather. "Barely. But he held it together."
"For now." The shorter one sat up, his eyes bright with hungry anticipation. "But he's cracking. They all are. Six months of chasing their tails while we run circles around them, and they still think they have a chance." He laughed again, sharp and delighted. "It's adorable, really. Like watching puppies try to catch their own reflections."
"Don't underestimate them."
"Oh, please. Have you seen them?" The shorter one rose from the couch in one fluid motion, crossing to stand beside his partner at the window. "The big one — — nearly tripped over his own feet at the Chen estate. The forensics guy spent twenty minutes analyzing a scuff mark that came from his own shoe. And don't even get me started on the one with the deep voice. He looked like someone kicked his puppy. Which, I mean—" He gestured broadly at the city below. "We basically did."
The taller one's lips twitched. Almost a smile. "You're cruel."
"I'm honest. There's a difference." The shorter one leaned against him, their shoulders pressing together. In the reflection, their silhouettes merged — two shadows becoming one. "They're playing checkers while we're playing four-dimensional chess. Every trap they set, we're already three moves ahead. Every lead they follow?" He held up the pawn, letting it catch the light. "Gift-wrapped with a bow on top."
"The one with the glasses almost found the real trail," the taller one said quietly. "The encryption I left in the Kim estate system — he got closer than I expected."
"Oh Please." The shorter one waved a dismissive hand. "He's smart, I'll give him that. But smart isn't enough when you're emotional. Did you see him after they realized the Jung estate was a decoy? He looked like we'd personally murdered his favorite server rack. I thought he might actually cry."
"He stayed at the precinct all night. Still running traces."
"Chasing ghosts." The shorter one's smile stretched wide, too wide, showing too many teeth. "Literally. We're ghosts, and he's chasing us, and he has *no fucking idea* that we eat breakfast with him every morning." He dissolved into giggles, the sound bright and unhinged. "God, it's perfect. It's so perfect. We sit there and pass the syrup and ask about his code projects and he has NO IDEA."
The taller one turned from the window at last, his expression unreadable in the dim light. "You enjoyed the stake-out."
"Which part? The part where the youngest sat in that car for sixteen hours straight, slowly losing his mind? Or the part where that San had to keep excusing himself to cry in the bathroom? Or—oh, oh—" The shorter one grabbed his partner's arm, practically vibrating with glee. "The part where the dear, sweet captain made his little declaration? 'Shoot on sight.' 'No mercy.' 'No second chances.'" He pitched his voice lower, mimicking Hongjoong's cadence with cruel precision. "He sounded so serious. So determined. Like he actually thinks he could pull the trigger."
"He could."
"On us?" The shorter one's eyebrows shot up. "He can barely make eye contact when we're in bed together. You think he could look down a gun barrel at that pretty face of yours and actually fire?"
The taller one was quiet for a long moment. When he spoke, his voice was soft. Thoughtful.
"I think he'd hesitate. And that hesitation would be the last mistake he ever made."
The shorter one shivered — not with fear, but with anticipation. "God, you're hot when you're terrifying. Anyone ever tell you that?"
"Just you."
"Well, I have excellent taste." He pressed up onto his toes to kiss the corner of the taller one's mouth. "In partners. In victims. In home décor." He gestured at the penthouse around them. "This place really is stunning, by the way. Much better than that cramped little house with its 'family dinners' and 'movie nights' and—" He made a gagging sound. "Emotional vulnerability."
"You seemed to enjoy movie night last week."
"I enjoyed watching the oldest cry during the sad part." The shorter one's smile turned razor-sharp. "He tries so hard to be the composed one. The responsible hyung. Holding everyone together while he falls apart inside. It's delicious, watching the cracks form. Little stress fractures spreading every time we slip through their fingers."
The taller one moved behind him, wrapping his arms around his waist, hooking his chin over his partner's head. "Which one's your favorite? To watch break?"
"Mmm." The shorter one pretended to consider, tapping a finger against his lips. "San's fun. He feels everything so deeply — you can practically see the emotions moving through him like weather systems. Happy, sad, angry, devastated. It's like watching a soap opera in real-time."
"And?"
"And Hongjoong, obviously." The shorter one's voice dropped, turning silky. "Watching him try so hard. Killing himself to protect everyone, to be the perfect leader, to catch the monster under the bed. And the whole time, the monster is sleeping right next to him. Holding him. Telling him everything will be okay." He laughed softly. "It's poetry."
"You were always the romantic one."
"And you—" The shorter one turned in his arms, looping his own around the taller one's neck. "You're the artist. The way you took him apart last night? Letting him sob into your chest, stroking his hair, being so *gentle* and *understanding*?" He kissed him, hard and hungry. "You should have seen your face while you were doing it. So soft. So loving. I almost believed it myself."
"Part of it was real." The taller one's voice was quiet. "That's what makes it work. You have to mean it — at least a little. The love, the comfort, the promises. They have to believe it's genuine because some part of it is."
"Mm. The genuine part where you enjoy watching them suffer, you mean."
"That too."
They stood in comfortable silence for a moment, watching the city lights flicker below. The shorter one was the first to speak again.
"The others are fun to break, but they're side dishes. Appetizers. Hongjoong's the main course."
"Always has been."
"Do you think—" The shorter one hesitated, something almost like curiosity flickering across his features. "Do you think he ever suspects? Even for a second? That there's something wrong with you?"
"No." The word was absolute. Final. "He built his entire world around the person he thinks I am. Questioning that would mean questioning everything — his judgment, his instincts, his ability to protect the people he loves. He can't suspect me, because if he did, he'd have to admit that he's been sleeping next to a monster for years." A pause. "That kind of realization breaks people."
"Which is exactly what we want."
"Eventually."
The shorter one pulled back slightly, studying his partner's face. "But not yet. You want to drag it out more."
"I want to savor it." The taller one's eyes were distant, calculating. "The reveal is the climax, but everything leading up to it is foreplay. Every failure, every dead end, every moment of hope we crush — it all builds to that final moment when he looks at me and understands."
"Fuck." The shorter one breathed the word like a prayer. "You're a masterpiece, you know that? An absolute fucking masterpiece."
"I learned from the best."
"Please. You were already like this when I found you." The shorter one grinned, bright and sharp. "I just gave you space to enjoy it."
They kissed again, slower this time, savoring. When they finally broke apart, the shorter one's expression had shifted — more focused, more calculating.
"Remember when we met?" The shorter asked, his voice going soft with something that might have been nostalgia. "You were nine. I was eight. That group home outside Incheon."
"The one where they were running the trial programs." the taller one's lips curved. "Gifted children. That's what they called us."
"Gifted." the shorter laughed. "That's one word for it. What were we really? Lab rats. They tested us on everything — pattern recognition, memory retention, spatial reasoning, chemistry sets for the 'exceptionally bright' kids." His smile sharpened. "Taught us to bypass locks for 'problem-solving exercises.' Taught us computer systems for 'technical aptitude.' Built us into perfect little tools."
"And then wondered why some of their tools developed edges," his lover finished. "They made us exactly what we are. Then acted shocked when we cut."
"That director. What was his name? Lee something?"
"Lee Minho." Yeosang's expression went cold. "He's still running that program, you know. Still manufacturing gifted children with no regard for what happens when brilliance meets trauma."
"Should we pay him a visit?"
"Eventually." his eyes glittered. "But first, we finish what we started."
"So. What's next? We've got the Chen collection, buyer's happy, accounts are flush. We could disappear tomorrow. New names, new country, leave them chasing a ghost that doesn't exist anymore."
"We could."
"But you don't want to."
"Do you?"
The shorter one considered for a moment, then shook his head. "No. No, I want to see it through. The look on their faces when they realize — I want to be there for that. I want to *watch*."
"Then we stay. A little longer."
"And give them a hint?" The shorter one's eyes glittered. "Speed things along? Because as much as I love watching them flail, we've been at this for six months. The slow burn is fun, but eventually you have to light the match."
The taller one moved back to the window, his gaze distant. "There's a phrase. Something from a long time ago, before any of this started. Before the agency, before the others. He thinks it's sacred — the foundation of everything we are to each other."
"You want to use that."
"I want to destroy him with it." The taller one's reflection smiled in the dark glass, and it was the coldest thing in the room. "Write it on a note. Leave it somewhere he'll find it. Lead him back to where it all began."
"The alley."
"The alley."
The shorter one moved to stand beside him, pressing close. "And when he gets there? When he sees the message and puts it all together?"
"Then we wait. Let him come home. Let him look at me with that understanding in his eyes." The taller one's voice dropped to barely a whisper. "And then we see what he does next."
"God." The shorter one pressed a fierce kiss to his shoulder. "I love you. Have I mentioned that lately?"
"Once or twice."
"Well, I'm saying it again. I love you. You're the most brilliant, twisted, beautiful thing I've ever known, and I would burn every single one of them to ashes if you asked me to."
"I know." The taller one pulled him closer, their bodies fitting together like puzzle pieces. "I'd do the same for you."
"Promise?"
"Always."
They swayed together in the darkness, two predators at rest in their den. The city sprawled below them, unaware of the monsters watching from above.
On the coffee table, the chess game sat unfinished.
White was winning.
It always did.
---
The next morning arrived gray and cold.
In the house that had once been filled with warmth and laughter, the atmosphere was funereal. No one had slept well — nightmares and anxiety had chased them through the dark hours, leaving them hollow-eyed and exhausted.
Breakfast was a subdued affair. Seonghwa cooked mechanically, producing food that no one had appetite for. Mingi picked at his eggs without eating them. San hadn't emerged from the bedroom yet, his pillow pulled over his head, unwilling to face another day of failure.
Hongjoong sat at the kitchen table, staring at nothing, coffee growing cold in his hands.
"We should go over the Chen scene again," Yunho said, breaking the heavy silence. He'd finally come home a few hours ago, but he didn't look like he'd slept. "There might be something we missed."
"There's nothing." Hongjoong's voice was flat. "They don't make mistakes. They don't leave evidence. They're fucking perfect."
"No one's perfect," Yeosang said quietly. He was standing at the counter, preparing tea with careful, methodical movements. "Everyone has a blind spot. We just haven't found theirs yet."
"And what if we never do?" Jongho asked. He was leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed, his expression troubled. "What if they're just... better than us?"
"Then we get better." Wooyoung appeared in the doorway beside him, his usual brightness notably absent. "We adapt. We change our approach. We do whatever it takes."
"Whatever it takes," Hongjoong repeated slowly. His eyes lifted to meet Wooyoung's, and something passed between them — a shared understanding, a mutual acknowledgment of the vow they'd made the night before.
"We should take a day," Seonghwa said carefully. "Rest. Regroup. Come at this fresh tomorrow."
"We don't have time for—"
"Hongjoong." Seonghwa's voice was gentle but firm. "Look around this room. Look at your team. We're running on fumes. If we push any harder right now, someone's going to make a mistake — the kind of mistake we can't afford."
Hongjoong opened his mouth to argue, then closed it. The fight went out of him all at once, replaced by bone-deep exhaustion.
"One day," he said finally. "One day to rest. Then we start again."
The relief in the room was palpable. Not because anyone wanted to stop working the case — but because they desperately needed a moment to breathe.
Yeosang finished preparing the tea and began distributing cups, moving around the kitchen with quiet efficiency. He pressed a mug into Hongjoong's hands, replacing the cold coffee, and their fingers brushed briefly.
"You need to rest," Yeosang said softly. " Not the twenty-minute power naps you've been surviving on."
"I can't. Every time I close my eyes, I see that chess piece."
"I know." Yeosang's hand came up to cup Hongjoong's cheek, his thumb brushing gently across the dark circles under his eyes. "But you can't catch them if you collapse first. Let me take care of you — just for today. Tomorrow you can go back to saving the world."
Something in Hongjoong's expression cracked. The hard edges softened, revealing the scared, exhausted man beneath.
"I don't deserve you," he whispered.
Yeosang smiled — soft and warm and full of something that looked exactly like love.
"Let me be the judge of that."
---
They spent the day doing ordinary things.
Seonghwa cooked an elaborate lunch that no one had asked for, channeling his anxiety into perfectly julienned vegetables and a sauce that took three hours to reduce. Mingi and Yunho played video games in the living room, their usual competitive banter muted but present. Jongho went to the gym because routine was comfort, and he needed all the comfort he could get.
San finally emerged from the bedroom around noon, puffy-eyed but functional. Wooyoung immediately attached himself to his side and refused to leave, filling the silence with a stream of chatter that required no response — just the comfort of a familiar voice.
And Yeosang took care of Hongjoong.
He guided their leader upstairs, ignored his protests, and all but forced him into bed. Then he lay down beside him, pulling Hongjoong close, letting him rest his head on Yeosang's chest.
"Just close your eyes," Yeosang murmured, his fingers carding gently through Hongjoong's hair. "I'll be right here. I'm not going anywhere."
"Promise?"
"I promise."
Hongjoong's eyes fluttered closed. His breathing evened out. And slowly, finally, he slept.
Yeosang held him through all of it, his expression never changing, his hands never stilling in their gentle rhythm.
Outside the window, the gray sky began to darken toward evening.
The city lights flickered to life, one by one.
---
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Three weeks ground them down to bone.
The ghost kept hitting — twice a week now, sometimes three times, each heist more brazen than the last. The media had a field day. "POLICE BAFFLED AS GHOST STRIKES AGAIN." "DETECTIVE UNIT'S FAILURE STREAK CONTINUES." "CHESS PIECE KILLER: GENIUS OR JUST LUCKY?"
Hongjoong stopped reading the articles. Yunho didn't — he printed them out and pinned them to his wall, a shrine to failure, fuel for the obsession that was slowly consuming him.
The house changed in small, terrible ways.
Seonghwa started cooking at 3 AM. He'd be in the kitchen at ungodly hours, producing elaborate meals no one asked for, his hands busy because if they stopped moving he might fall apart. Jongho found him once at dawn, surrounded by enough food for twenty people, staring at the counter with red-rimmed eyes.
"Hyung. You need to sleep."
"I need to be useful." Seonghwa's voice was flat. "I can't catch them. I can't fix this. But I can make sure you all eat."
Jongho didn't argue. He just started showing up at 3 AM too, washing dishes, keeping Seonghwa company in the silence. They didn't talk about the case. They didn't talk about anything. Just existed together in the dark kitchen, finding comfort in parallel loneliness.
Mingi threw himself into fieldwork with reckless intensity. He volunteered for every stakeout, every patrol, every overnight surveillance shift — anything to avoid being home, avoid the suffocating weight of collective despair. He came back with dark circles under his eyes and bruises he wouldn't explain, pushing himself past breaking because stopping meant thinking.
San tried to hold everyone together. He organized dinners that no one attended. Suggested movie nights that fell flat. Kept reaching out, kept trying to maintain the warmth they used to have, until the constant rejection wore him down to silence. Eventually he stopped trying. Started spending hours in the bedroom alone, staring at the ceiling, barely responding when someone spoke to him.
Wooyoung attached himself to San like a shadow. Where San went, Wooyoung followed — not with his usual bright chatter, but with quiet presence. He brought San food he didn't eat. Sat with him through the long silences. Held him at night when the nightmares came.
"You don't have to do this," San whispered one night, his voice hoarse from crying.
"Yes I do." Wooyoung's arms tightened around him. "You'd do the same for me."
Yunho disappeared into his screens.
He set up a second workstation at home, then a third. Monitors covered every surface of his office, data streaming across them in endless rivers of information. He wrote algorithms, built models, cross-referenced databases. He stopped coming to bed. Started sleeping in his chair, waking up with keyboard imprints on his cheek, immediately diving back into the work.
"You're killing yourself," Seonghwa told him.
"I'm close." Yunho's eyes were bloodshot, feverish. "The pattern is there. I can feel it. I just need more data, more time—"
"You need sleep."
"I need to catch them." The words came out jagged. Desperate. "I'm the tech guy. This is what I'm supposed to be good at. If I can't crack this, what am I even—"
He broke off, his voice cracking.
Seonghwa pulled him into a hug, and Yunho crumbled — just for a moment, just long enough to be human. Then he pulled back, wiped his eyes, and turned back to his screens.
"I'm close," he repeated. "I know I am."
---
The breakthrough came on a Tuesday.
Yunho stumbled into the kitchen at 6 AM, laptop clutched to his chest like a holy relic, his face alight with something none of them had seen in weeks.
"I found it."
Jongho looked up from his coffee. Seonghwa turned from the stove. In the doorway, Mingi froze mid-step.
"Found what?" Hongjoong's voice was careful. Guarded. He'd stopped letting himself hope.
"The pattern. The real pattern." Yunho set his laptop on the table, fingers flying across the keyboard. "I've been looking at this wrong the whole time. I was focused on the targets — the locations, the security systems, the timing. But that's not what connects them."
"Then what does?"
"The auctions." Yunho pulled up a spreadsheet, columns of data highlighted in different colors. "Every single target had items scheduled to go to auction within thirty days of the heist. Not public auctions — private sales, underground markets, the kind of thing that doesn't show up in official records. The ghost isn't stealing randomly. They're filling orders."
The room went still.
"They're thieves for hire," Seonghwa breathed.
"Commission work." Yunho nodded rapidly. "Someone wants a specific painting, a rare artifact, a piece of jewelry — they put in an order, and the ghost delivers. That's why we couldn't predict the targets. We were looking for a pattern in the locations when the pattern is in the buyers."
"Can you trace the buyers?" Hongjoong was on his feet now, exhaustion forgotten.
"Already working on it. But more importantly—" Yunho switched to another screen, a map with a single location highlighted. "I can predict the next hit. The Yoon family has a jade collection that's been quietly listed on three different underground auction sites. If my analysis is right, the ghost is going to hit them within the next week."
"The Yoon estate." Mingi leaned over Yunho's shoulder, studying the map. "That's a fortress. Private security, gated community, state-of-the-art everything."
"Which is exactly why it fits." Yunho's smile was sharp. "The ghost doesn't go for easy targets. They go for impressive ones. The jade collection would be their biggest score yet."
"This is thin." Jongho's voice was cautious. "We've been wrong before."
"We've been misdirected before." Yunho shook his head. "The Jung estate, the Kang estate — those were traps because the ghost knew we were watching. This time they don't know. I found this through financial analysis, not surveillance. There's no way they could have predicted this approach."
"He's right." Yeosang's voice came from the doorway. No one had noticed him arrive — he moved like smoke sometimes, appearing and disappearing without warning. "This is different. This could work."
Hongjoong turned to look at him.
Yeosang met his eyes steadily. "I have a good feeling about this."
Something loosened in Hongjoong's chest. Yeosang's confidence had always been his anchor — quiet and certain in a way that made impossible things feel achievable.
"Okay." Hongjoong took a breath. "We plan this perfectly. No mistakes. No assumptions. We cover every angle and we don't let them slip through our fingers."
"We won't." Yunho's voice was fierce. "Not this time."
---
Four days of preparation.
They mapped the Yoon estate down to the last blade of grass. Coordinated with private security under the guise of a safety assessment. Positioned surveillance teams at every possible approach, backup units at strategic locations throughout the neighborhood.
This time, they didn't concentrate their forces at a single point. Instead, they created a net — loose enough to avoid detection, tight enough that nothing could slip through.
"It's a good plan," Seonghwa admitted during the final briefing. "Better than the others."
"It needs to be." Hongjoong's voice was flat. "We don't get another chance after this. The department is already talking about reassigning the case."
"They won't have to." Jongho's jaw was set. "We end this tonight."
"Everyone knows their positions?"
A chorus of confirmations.
"Communication check-ins every ten minutes. If something feels wrong — anything — you call it in immediately."
"And if we see them?" San asked quietly. It was the most he'd spoken in days. "The ghost?"
Hongjoong's expression hardened into something cold. Something that didn't look quite like him.
"Then we end it."
---
The Yoon estate was silent.
No gala this time, no charity auction, no crowd to hide in. Just the house, the security team, and the eight of them spread across the property like a net waiting to close.
Hongjoong was positioned near the main house, hidden in the shadows of a garden alcove. His earpiece crackled with quiet check-ins — Mingi at the east gate, Jongho covering the west, San and Wooyoung monitoring the interior cameras, Seonghwa coordinating with the security team.
Yunho was in the mobile command unit, watching everything, his voice a steady presence in all their ears.
Yeosang was at the precinct. Coordinating communications. Safe.
The hours crawled past.
10 PM. Nothing.
11 PM. Nothing.
Midnight. The estate dark and quiet.
1 AM—
"Movement." Mingi's voice, barely a whisper. "North perimeter. Single figure, dark clothing."
Hongjoong's heart slammed against his ribs.
"Confirm visual."
"Confirmed. They're heading toward the service entrance. Same approach as the Chen estate."
"All units, close in. Slowly. Don't spook them."
They moved through the darkness like shadows, converging from all directions. Hongjoong's hand found his weapon. His finger rested against the trigger guard.
This time. This time.
"I have eyes on target." Jongho's voice was steady. "Thirty meters from the entrance. They're checking something — a tablet, maybe. Probably disabling security."
"Can you take the shot?"
A pause. "Affirmative. Say the word."
Hongjoong's breath caught. This was it. Six months of failure, six months of watching his family break, and it all came down to this moment.
"Take it."
The shot rang out.
The figure dropped.
For one crystalline second, triumph flooded through Hongjoong's veins — hot and fierce and overwhelming. They'd done it. They'd finally—
And immediately — immediately — Jongho's voice cut through the comms, sharp with confusion "What the— It's not moving right. Hyung, it's not—"
"It's a fucking mannequin!" Mingi's voice, closer to the fallen figure. "It's dressed in clothes but it's not— there's no blood, no—"
"HONGJOONG." Yunho's voice exploded through the earpiece, cutting through the chaos. "The study. Interior cameras just went dark. Someone's inside the house."
The world tilted.
"What? That's impossible, we had every entrance—"
"They came through the roof. I'm seeing breach marks on the skylight. They've been inside the whole time while we were watching their fucking prop."
Hongjoong was running before Yunho finished speaking. He burst through the service entrance, sprinted down the hallway, slammed through the study door—
Empty.
The vault stood open, its contents gone. And there, in the center of the bare shelves, placed with deliberate precision—
A white chess piece.
A pawn.
Hongjoong stood frozen, staring at that small white figure, and felt something inside him go very, very quiet.
Not broken. Not devastated.
Cold.
---
The aftermath was silent.
No crying this time. No breakdowns. Just them standing in an empty vault, staring at a chess piece, each of them realizing the same thing:
They were never going to win.
The ghost was better. Smarter. Always three steps ahead. They could plan and prepare and do everything right, and it wouldn't matter — because the ghost knew. The ghost always knew.
"How?" San's voice was barely a whisper. "How do they always know?"
No one answered. There was no answer.
"The figure outside." Jongho's voice was hollow. "It wasn't real?"
"Mannequin." Mingi had checked. "Same as the Kang estate."
"So while we were watching the decoy, they walked right in through the roof." Seonghwa laughed — a horrible sound, more despair than humor. "We're a joke. We're a complete fucking joke."
"Don't." Hongjoong's voice cut through the spiral. It was flat. Empty. Terrifyingly calm. "Don't do that."
"Do what? Acknowledge reality?" Seonghwa's composure cracked. "We just failed again, Hongjoong. For the third time. At some point we have to admit—"
"We go home." Hongjoong turned away from the chess piece. His face was blank. Unreadable. "We rest. And tomorrow, we start again."
"Start what? There's nothing left to—"
"I said we go home."
The words were quiet. Final. Something in his tone made everyone stop.
They went home.
---
The house was dark when they arrived.
No one turned on the lights. No one spoke. They drifted to separate corners like ghosts themselves — Seonghwa to the kitchen, Mingi to the backyard, San and Wooyoung upstairs, Jongho to the gym.
Yunho sat in his car in the driveway for twenty minutes before coming inside. When he finally did, his face was wet.
Hongjoong didn't go inside at all.
He stood on the front porch, staring at the sky, his mind a perfect blank. The anger would come later — the despair, the self-recrimination, the crushing weight of failure. But right now there was nothing. Just emptiness.
The door opened behind him.
"You should come inside." Yeosang's voice. Soft. Careful.
"In a minute."
"Hongjoong—"
"I need a minute."
Silence. Then footsteps, and Yeosang was beside him, not touching, just present. They stood together in the darkness, looking at nothing.
"I'm tired," Hongjoong said finally. The words were flat. "I'm so tired, Yeosang."
"I know."
"I keep thinking—" He stopped. Swallowed. "I keep thinking there's something I'm missing. Something obvious. Like the answer is right in front of me and I just can't see it."
Yeosang was quiet for a long moment.
"Maybe you're looking too hard," he said softly. "Sometimes the things we're searching for are closer than we think."
Hongjoong turned to look at him. In the dim light, Yeosang's expression was unreadable.
"What does that mean?"
"It means—" Yeosang reached out, his fingers brushing Hongjoong's cheek. "It means you'll find them. When you're ready. When it's time."
Hongjoong leaned into the touch. Let his eyes close.
"I don't deserve you."
"You deserve everything." Yeosang's voice was barely a whisper. "That's always been the problem."
Before Hongjoong could ask what that meant, Yeosang pulled back.
"Come inside. You need to sleep."
Hongjoong followed him in.
He didn't notice the way Yeosang's eyes cut to the darkness at the end of the street.
He didn't notice the way Yeosang's lips curved.
He didn't notice anything at all.
---
---
Three days passed.
Three days that moved like honey through a sieve — slow and thick and suffocating. Three days that tasted like copper and ash. Three days that Hongjoong would later struggle to remember, because trauma has a way of eating time, of swallowing hours whole and leaving nothing behind but the residue of pain.
Hongjoong existed through them the way a ghost exists — present but not really there. He went to work. Sat at his desk. Stared at the wall of evidence until the photos blurred and the red strings connecting nothing to nothing started to look like veins, like a body splayed open, like his own chest cracked apart and pinned to corkboard for strangers to analyze.
*Here*, the evidence seemed to say. *Here is where he started to break. And here. And here.*
The others had stopped asking if he was okay. They already knew the answer.
It was written in the hollows beneath his eyes, in the way his hands had developed a tremor he couldn't control, in the coffee cups that accumulated on his desk like offerings at a shrine to exhaustion. They knew. And because they loved him, they gave him space. Let him spiral. Trusted that he would find his way back.
They didn't know that he was already gone.
It was past midnight when he finally looked away from the wall. The precinct was empty — had been for hours. The night shift moved like shadows somewhere below, their footsteps and murmured conversations drifting up through the floor like sounds from another world. But up here, in the conference room that had become his prison, his purgatory, his own personal circle of hell, there was only silence.
Silence, and the ghost.
Always the ghost.
*He should go home.*
The thought surfaced like a body in water — unwelcome, unavoidable, impossible to ignore.
*He couldn't go home.*
Home meant warmth. Home meant soft sheets and familiar scents and the particular way the floorboards creaked outside the bedroom door. Home meant his family — all seven of them, tangled together in beds too small and love too large, breathing each other's air, sharing each other's dreams.
Home meant crawling into bed beside someone warm and soft and good, meant being held through the nightmares he couldn't escape, meant whispered reassurances in the dark: *It's okay. I've got you. You're safe now.*
And right now, the thought of that comfort made him want to crawl out of his own skin. Made him want to claw at his chest until he found whatever was rotting there and ripped it out with his bare hands.
*What's wrong with me?*
The question echoed through the empty chambers of his mind, bouncing off walls that offered no answers.
He didn't know. Couldn't name it. There was just this feeling — this horrible, gnawing feeling that something was off. That he was missing something. That the answer was right in front of him, had always been right in front of him, and he was too blind, too stupid, too broken to see it.
His desk was a disaster. Papers everywhere, files stacked haphazardly, sticky notes with leads that went nowhere covering every surface like leaves after a storm. His coffee mug sat forgotten, stone cold, a ring of dark residue marking where liquid had evaporated hours ago — a perfect circle, a zero, a nothing, a symbol of everything this case had given them.
He reached for it anyway. Muscle memory. Something to do with his hands.
His fingers brushed paper.
Not the scattered chaos of case files. Something deliberate. Something placed with intention, with purpose, with the kind of precision that made the hair on the back of his neck stand up.
A single sheet, folded once, sitting exactly where his hand would find it.
Hongjoong frowned.
He didn't remember putting anything there. Didn't remember anyone else coming to his desk. But the case had consumed so much of his attention lately that he could barely remember what he'd eaten for breakfast, so maybe—
Maybe—
He picked it up.
The paper was heavy. Quality stock, the kind used for important documents. The fold was sharp and clean, made by careful hands that had taken their time.
He unfolded it.
Three words.
Handwritten.
*You came back.*
Hongjoong's brain stuttered.
It was like a record skipping — his thoughts jumping, repeating, failing to move forward. He stared at the words. Read them again. Again. His heart was doing something strange — beating too fast, then too slow, then not at all, like it couldn't decide whether to race toward something or away from it.
*You came back.*
Those words. Those words.
Three syllables that had shaped his entire existence. Three syllables that he heard in his dreams, that he whispered in his prayers, that he had built the foundation of his soul upon.
No one knew those words. No one except—
His eyes moved down the page.
Below the phrase, a small drawing. Simple. Clean. Rendered with an artist's precision.
A chess piece.
A pawn.
And below that, an address. Coordinates. Numbers that meant nothing to anyone else in the world, that would look like random digits to any stranger, but that slammed into Hongjoong's chest like a fist, like a bullet, like the end of everything he had ever believed.
He knew that address.
*He knew that address.*
The paper fell from his fingers.
It drifted to the floor in slow motion — or maybe time itself had slowed, had stopped, had shattered into a million pieces like his understanding of reality. He watched it fall and thought: *This is what dying feels like. This is what it feels like when the world ends.*
No.
The room was spinning. Or he was spinning. Something was spinning because the floor wasn't where it was supposed to be and his hands were shaking and he couldn't breathe, couldn't think, couldn't—
*No. No. It's a coincidence. Someone found out. Someone did research, found old records, discovered the connection and they're using it to— to—*
To what? Taunt him? Lead him into a trap?
With the phrase that only two people in the entire world knew?
The phrase that had never been written down, never been spoken to anyone else, never existed outside the sacred space between him and—
Hongjoong grabbed the edge of the desk. Held on. Held on like a man clinging to the edge of a cliff, like a drowning sailor gripping wreckage, like someone who understood that if he let go, he would fall forever.
The world was tilting and he was going to fall off if he didn't hold on.
*Think. Think. There has to be an explanation.*
The ghost was good. The ghost was brilliant. Everyone said so — even Yunho, who never admitted when he was outmatched. Maybe they'd found old photos, interviewed people from his childhood, pieced together the story through—
Through what? Hongjoong had never told anyone. Not even the team. Not even the people he shared his bed with, his life with, his heart with. The alley was his secret, his sacred memory, the foundation stone he'd built his entire life on. He'd never—
The handwriting.
The thought cut through his panic like a blade.
He looked down at the note again. Forced his eyes to focus through the blur of tears he didn't remember crying. When had he started crying? When had the world gotten so wet?
The handwriting.
He knew that handwriting.
He'd seen it a thousand times. Ten thousand times. On grocery lists stuck to the refrigerator. On case notes passed across conference tables. On birthday cards that said *I love you, I'll always love you, you're my everything* in that same careful, precise hand.
No.
*No.*
His legs were moving before his brain caught up. Out of the conference room. Down the stairs. Through the empty lobby where the night guard looked up with concern that Hongjoong didn't see. Into his car.
The engine roared to life.
Hongjoong drove.
—
The streets blurred past — streaks of light and shadow, the city dissolving into watercolor smears through the tears he couldn't stop. Red lights meant nothing. Speed limits meant nothing. Traffic laws meant nothing. Nothing meant anything except the address burning in his mind like a brand, like a prophecy, like a curse.
He ran red lights. Ignored speed limits. Drove like a man possessed, like a man dying, like a man racing toward something he desperately, desperately didn't want to find.
*It's not him. It's not him. It CAN'T be him.*
The phrase circled his mind like a vulture, patient and hungry, waiting for him to stop fighting so it could feast.
*You came back.*
Three words that had meant everything. Three words that had been the first light in the darkness of his childhood. Three words that had saved his life, given him hope, taught him that the world could be kind and that love was real and that somewhere, somehow, there were people who would choose to protect him.
*You came back.*
The first words he'd ever said to him.
Twenty years ago. A narrow alley in the bad part of town, where shadows gathered like conspirators and the streetlights flickered like dying things. A twelve-year-old boy with blood in his mouth and despair in his heart, cornered by older kids who wanted to hurt him just because they could.
Hongjoong remembered the pain. The fear. The absolute certainty that he was going to die in that alley and no one would ever know. No one would care. He was just another homeless kid, another runaway, another piece of human garbage that the city would sweep away without a second thought.
He'd thought he was going to die that day.
He'd almost welcomed it.
And then—
A shadow. A shout. A boy his age with sharp eyes and quick fists, appearing out of nowhere like an angel, like a miracle, like the answer to a prayer Hongjoong hadn't even known he was praying. Fighting off the bullies. Driving them back. Standing over Hongjoong like a guardian angel while they fled into the darkness.
*"Hey. Hey, can you hear me? Are you okay?"*
Hongjoong had looked up into that face — young and fierce and alive, smudged with dirt and blood and something that looked like starlight — and felt something shift in his chest. Something fundamental. Something permanent.
*"You came back,"* he'd whispered. Delirious from pain and blood loss and the sheer overwhelming relief of being saved. Not even sure what he meant. But the boy had helped him earlier that day, given him directions when he was lost, shared half his sandwich with a stranger who looked hungry. And Hongjoong's broken twelve-year-old brain had latched onto that like a lifeline. *"You came back for me."*
And the boy — his name he'd learn later, he would speak his name at his most vulnerable, he would speak his name when it would be the only thing keeping him ashore when an abyss of thorns seized to drown him — he had smiled. Soft and sweet and full of light.
*"I'll always come back to you."*
A promise.
A foundation.
A lie.
*No. NO. It wasn't a lie. It WASN'T—*
The car screeched to a halt.
Hongjoong stared through the windshield at the mouth of the alley.
It looked different at night. Smaller. Darker. The streetlights barely reached past the entrance, leaving the rest swallowed in shadow like the throat of some great beast. Twenty years ago, this place had been terrifying — a dead end, a trap, the site of his worst nightmare and his greatest salvation.
And then it had become something else.
The birthplace of the most important relationship of his life. The sacred ground where he had been broken and remade. The place where he had learned what love meant.
The place where his destruction had begun.
Hongjoong's hands were shaking so badly he could barely open the car door. He stepped out. Stood there. The night air was cold against his wet cheeks, and he realized distantly that he was still crying. Had never stopped crying. Might never stop crying again.
*Don't go in.*
The voice in his head was desperate. Pleading.
*Turn around. Go home. Forget you ever saw that note.*
*Maybe it's not what you think. Maybe there's another explanation. Maybe—*
He walked into the alley.
—
His footsteps echoed off the brick walls.
One step. Two. Three.
Each footfall sounded like a heartbeat. Like a countdown. Like the ticking of a clock running down to zero.
The shadows pressed in around him, thick and suffocating, hungry. The streetlight at the far end cast a weak orange glow — just enough to see by, just enough to illuminate the wall where twenty years ago a boy had saved his life.
Hongjoong stopped.
He couldn't breathe.
Someone had painted on the wall.
Fresh paint — he could smell it, chemical and sharp, cutting through the musty alley air like a scream. The letters were three feet tall, bright white against the dark brick, gleaming wetly in the dim light like fresh wounds, like exposed bone, like the truth finally dragged into the light.
Two words.
**FOUND ME**
Below them, affixed to the brick with industrial adhesive, a white chess piece.
A pawn.
The world dissolved.
Hongjoong's knees hit the ground. He didn't feel the impact. Didn't feel anything except the vast, yawning chasm opening up inside his chest, swallowing everything he thought he knew, everything he thought he was.
*Found me.*
The words from their game. The stupid, silly game they'd played as children and then as teenagers and then as adults, hiding around corners and jumping out to surprise each other, chasing each other through the house, through the years, through a lifetime of love that now tasted like poison.
*Found you,* he would say, laughing.
*Found me,* Hongjoong would answer.
*Found me.*
Here.
In this alley.
Written in the ghost's hand.
Written in *his* hand.
*No. No, please, please no—*
His mind was fragmenting. Memories cascading over him like shattered glass, each one cutting as it fell — his smile across the breakfast table, his laugh in the darkness of their bedroom, his hands gentle on Hongjoong's face when the nightmares got bad. *I love you. I'll always love you. You're my everything.*
The way he held him after every failure.
The way he made his favorite cookies whenever Hongjoong had a bad day.
The way he always knew exactly what to say, exactly how to comfort him, exactly how to make him feel safe and loved and whole.
*Because he knew. He always knew. He knew what was breaking me because HE WAS THE ONE BREAKING ME—*
A sob tore out of Hongjoong's chest. Raw. Animalistic. The sound of something dying — not quickly, not cleanly, but slowly. Painfully. The sound of a man being hollowed out from the inside.
He pressed his hands against the cold ground of the alley — the same ground where he'd bled twenty years ago, where he had knelt beside him and smiled and promised to always come back — and felt the truth settle into his bones like poison.
The ghost hadn't discovered their phrase through research.
The ghost hadn't found out about the alley through investigation.
The ghost had been there.
Had always been there.
Had stood in this exact spot twenty years ago and looked down at a broken twelve-year-old boy and thought—
What?
*What had he thought, that day?*
When he'd saved Hongjoong's life, spoken those words, made that promise?
Had any of it been real?
*Had any of it been real?*
Hongjoong curled forward until his forehead touched the ground. The concrete was cold and rough against his skin, gritty with decades of dirt and neglect. He could feel himself shaking — his whole body trembling like a building about to collapse, like a world about to end.
Twenty years.
*Twenty years.*
Twenty years of loving him. Trusting him. Building a life with him.
Twenty years of sharing a bed with the monster he'd been hunting.
Twenty years of—
The sob that came out of him didn't sound human. It was grief and rage and horror all tangled together, a sound that belonged in the depths of hell, a sound that tore through his throat like broken glass. He screamed into the concrete until his voice gave out, until there was nothing left but silence and the distant hum of the city that didn't know and didn't care that Kim Hongjoong's world had just ended.
When he finally lifted his head, his face was wet with tears and snot and grime from the alley floor. He must look insane, he thought distantly. Kneeling in the dirt. Covered in filth. Crying like a child.
The painted words stared back at him.
**FOUND ME**
Yeah.
He had.
He'd finally found the ghost.
And the ghost had been sleeping beside him every single night. Holding him through nightmares. Kissing him awake. Saying *I love you* in the morning and *I love you* at night and *I love you, I love you, I love you* until the words lost all meaning.
Until they became the biggest lie ever told.
It was Yeosang.
It had always been Yeosang
—
He didn't remember standing up.
Didn't remember walking back to the car.
Didn't remember the drive to the precinct, or the way his hands found his locker, or the weight of the gun as he lifted it from its case.
The drive home was a blur of streetlights and static.
Hongjoong's hands were steady on the wheel. That was the strangest part — after everything, after the alley and the painted words and the complete collapse of his reality, his hands were perfectly steady. The shaking would come later, he knew. When the shock wore off. When the truth finished settling into his bones.
But right now, there was only the cold clarity of a man who had finally seen the truth. The terrible, liberating clarity of someone who had nothing left to lose.
The body knowing what to do when the mind had stopped working.
He only remembered the moment he pulled into the driveway and saw the kitchen light on, warm and golden through the window. The silhouette of someone moving inside.
The house glowed warm against the night.
Through the kitchen window, Hongjoong could see movement — figures passing back and forth, the ordinary choreography of an ordinary evening. From out here, it looked perfect. A home. A family. Everything he'd spent fifteen years building, brick by careful brick, love by careful love.
All of it built on rot.
All of it built on lies.
He sat in the car for a long moment, watching. Yeosang passed by the window, and something in Hongjoong's chest clenched so hard he couldn't breathe. He looked the same. Exactly the same — soft hair falling across his forehead, gentle movements as he worked, the face Hongjoong had loved since the moment he first saw it in that blood-soaked alley.
Yeosang.
Making cookies, probably. Chocolate chip. Hongjoong's favorite.
Waiting up for Hongjoong the way he always did.
The way he'd done for years.
*The way he'd probably done a thousand times, laughing on the inside, savoring the irony.*
Hongjoong sat in the car and stared at that golden window and felt something inside him die.
Not break.
*Die.*
There's a difference, he realized now. Breaking implies the possibility of repair. Shattered things can be glued back together. But death is final. Death is forever.
The monster wore his lover's skin, and Hongjoong had never once seen through the mask.
The love was still there. That was the worst part. Even now, even knowing everything, he could feel it — this desperate, aching need to go inside and have Yeosang hold him and tell him it was all a mistake, a misunderstanding, a nightmare he would wake up from.
He wanted Yeosang to comfort him.
He wanted the person who had destroyed him to put him back together.
And that, perhaps, was the cruelest thing of all.
*But he wasn't going to wake up.*
*This was real.*
*This was real.*
He got out of the car.
The night air hit him like a slap — cold and sharp and smelling of autumn. Dead leaves crunched under his feet as he walked up the path he'd walked a thousand times before. The porch steps creaked in the familiar way. The door handle was cold in his grip.
The gun was cold against his back.
—
The smell hit him first.
Chocolate.
Warm and sweet, curling through the hallway like an embrace, like a memory, like every good thing he'd ever believed about his life. Chocolate chip cookies — Hongjoong's favorite. The ones Yeosang made whenever Hongjoong had a bad day, whenever he needed comfort, whenever the case got too heavy and his shoulders started to bow.
*Whenever he wanted to twist the knife.*
*Whenever he wanted to watch Hongjoong break and pretend to put him back together.*
Hongjoong stopped in the kitchen doorway.
Yeosang stood at the counter with his back to the door, sliding cookies off a baking sheet with careful precision. Each movement was deliberate, graceful, controlled — the same controlled grace he brought to everything he did. He was wearing the cream sweater Hongjoong had bought him for his birthday — soft and oversized, slipping off one shoulder to reveal the delicate line of his collarbone. His hair was unstyled, falling soft around his face.
He looked like home.
He looked like everything Hongjoong had ever wanted.
He looked like the end of the world wearing a pretty face.
On the counter beside him, Wooyoung sat with his legs swinging, stealing a cookie from the cooling rack. He popped it into his mouth whole, making exaggerated sounds of appreciation that should have been endearing but now sounded like mockery.
"God, these are good. You should quit the detective thing and open a bakery. 'Kang Yeosang's Cookies for Broken Hearts.' Very on-brand."
"Broken hearts?" Yeosang's voice was warm with amusement. Warm like the cookies. Warm like lies. "That's dark, even for you."
"I contain multitudes." Wooyoung grinned, reaching for another cookie. "Besides, you're the one stress-baking at eleven PM. Someone's feeling sentimental."
At the kitchen table, Mingi looked up from his phone. Innocent. Unsuspecting. Completely unaware that his world was about to shatter. "Is Hongjoong-hyung still at work? He's been there for like twelve hours."
"He'll be home soon," Yeosang said. "I'm sure of it."
Something in his tone made Hongjoong's blood freeze.
*He knew.*
*He knew I would find the note. Knew I would go to the alley. Knew I would come here.*
*He's been waiting for me.*
*This whole time, he's been waiting.*
Hongjoong stepped into the doorway.
"Mingi."
His voice didn't sound like his own. It sounded like something dredged from the bottom of a well — hollow and dark and full of things that lived in places where light didn't reach.
Everyone turned.
Hongjoong watched their faces shift — surprise, then pleasure, then concern as they registered something wrong in his expression. Wooyoung's cookie paused halfway to his mouth. Yeosang's spatula stilled against the baking sheet.
Only Yeosang's eyes stayed calm.
Those beautiful, lying eyes.
"Hyung!" Mingi was already rising from his chair, all warmth and concern and innocent affection. "We were just talking about you. Are you okay? You look—"
"Take Wooyoung upstairs."
The warmth drained from the room.
It was like watching the tide go out — all that comfortable domesticity receding, leaving only cold sand and sharp rocks and things that had been hidden underwater.
"What?" Mingi's smile faltered. "Hyung, what's going on?"
"Now."
"Hongjoong." Wooyoung slid off the counter, his voice light but his eyes sharp. Those eyes, Hongjoong noticed now. He'd never paid attention before, but there was something in those eyes. Something calculating. Something wrong. "You're being weird. Did something happen at work?"
"Mingi." Hongjoong didn't look at Wooyoung. Couldn't. "Take him upstairs. Please."
The *please* cracked something open. Mingi's face went pale.
"Hyung—"
"Now, Mingi."
A long, terrible moment. The clock on the wall ticked. The cookies cooled on the counter. The whole world held its breath.
Mingi looked between Hongjoong and Yeosang, confusion and fear warring in his expression. Wooyoung hadn't moved from his spot by the counter — still watching, still calculating, his smile frozen in place like a mask that had slipped just slightly.
"Woo." Mingi's voice was unsteady. "Come on."
"But—"
"Wooyoung."
Something passed between them — Wooyoung and Yeosang — a flicker of eye contact so brief Hongjoong almost missed it. Almost.
*Almost.*
A shared look. A secret communication. The silent language of people who understood each other perfectly.
*Of course*, Hongjoong thought, and the realization was almost funny. Almost. *Of course it wasn't just him. Of course there were two.*
*Wooyoung.*
*It was always Wooyoung and Yeosang.*
*Two monsters. Two masks. Two lies sleeping in his bed.*
Then Wooyoung was moving, following Mingi toward the door, brushing past Hongjoong close enough to touch. Close enough that Hongjoong could smell his cologne, could feel the warmth radiating from his body.
"Whatever this is," Wooyoung murmured, barely audible, meant only for him, "I hope you know what you're doing."
Footsteps on the stairs. A door closing somewhere above.
Silence.
The kitchen was so quiet that Hongjoong could hear the clock ticking. Could hear his own heartbeat, slow and steady and completely at odds with the chaos in his mind. Could hear Yeosang's soft breathing across the room.
They were alone.
Finally, finally alone.
—
Yeosang turned off the oven.
The motion was unhurried. Precise. As controlled as everything else about him. He set down the spatula, wiped his hands on a dish towel, and turned to face Hongjoong with an expression of mild curiosity — like Hongjoong was a mildly interesting puzzle he was considering whether to solve. Like they were strangers meeting for the first time. Like twenty years of love meant nothing at all.
"You found it," he said. Soft. Almost proud.
Not a question.
*You found it.* Three words. Three words that confirmed everything. Three words that ended the world.
Hongjoong's hand moved to his back. Found the gun. Drew it.
The weapon felt foreign in his grip — too heavy, too real, too much like the truth he'd been running from. He'd fired it a thousand times on the range, had pointed it at suspects and criminals and strangers who meant nothing to him. But he'd never pointed it at someone he loved.
He'd never pointed it at his own heart.
The barrel trembled as he raised it.
Yeosang didn't flinch. Didn't step back. Didn't do any of the things a normal person would do when faced with a gun.
He smiled.
That smile. That beautiful, devastating smile that Hongjoong had fallen in love with twenty years ago. That had been his North Star through every dark night. That he now realized had never been real.
"There it is," Yeosang said softly. "I wondered how long it would take you."
"Don't." Hongjoong's voice came out wrong — cracked, barely human, the voice of someone who had already died and just hadn't realized it yet. "Don't fucking smile at me."
"Why not?" Yeosang tilted his head, studying him the way a scientist studies a specimen. The way a predator studies prey. "You look beautiful when you're breaking, Hongjoong. I've always thought so."
The words hit like a physical blow. Beautiful when you're breaking. Like his pain was art. Like his destruction was something to be savored.
"You—" The word choked in his throat. "It was you. This whole time. Every heist, every failure, every— it was you."
"And Wooyoung." Yeosang's smile widened. "Credit where it's due. He's been dying to tell you for months. I had to keep reminding him that anticipation is half the pleasure."
Wooyoung. Of course. Of course it was both of them. The inseparable pair, the childhood best friends, the two who had always seemed to exist in their own private world. How had he never seen it? How had any of them never seen it?
*Because we loved them*, a voice whispered in his mind. *Because love is the best blindfold ever invented.*
"How long?"
"How long what? How long have I been the ghost?" Yeosang pretended to consider, tapping one elegant finger against his lips. "About two years. But the lying?" He laughed — soft, almost fond, the way he laughed when Hongjoong said something amusing. "Hongjoong. I've been lying to you since the day we met."
Something inside Hongjoong cracked.
Not broke. *Cracked.* A fissure running through the foundation of everything he was, threatening to bring the whole structure down.
"The alley," he said. His voice was shaking now. Everything was shaking. The gun, his hands, his entire understanding of reality. "When we were kids. You saved me. You— the way you looked at me— you *cared*—"
"Did I?" Yeosang took a step forward. Hongjoong's grip tightened on the gun, but he didn't fire. Couldn't. Even now, even knowing, he couldn't pull the trigger. "Or did you just need me to care so badly that you invented it? Filled in the gaps with whatever story made you feel safe?"
"You're lying. You have to be lying—"
"Think about it." Another step. Yeosang was close now — close enough that the gun almost touched his chest. He didn't seem to notice. Or didn't care. "A random eleven-year-old appears out of nowhere to save you from bullies. Says exactly the right thing. Becomes the foundation of your entire emotional existence." His eyes glittered. "Doesn't that seem a little... convenient?"
"Stop it."
"You built your whole life around that moment. Your sense of self, your capacity for trust, your belief that the world contains good people who will protect you." Yeosang's voice dropped to a whisper, intimate and cruel. "And the whole time, the boy who saved you was already broken beyond repair. I was just wearing a prettier mask."
"Stop talking."
"You want to know the best part?" Yeosang leaned in — close enough that Hongjoong could smell the chocolate on his fingers, the familiar scent of his shampoo. Close enough to kiss. Close enough to kill. "I didn't even plan it. The alley. I genuinely just... saw a boy getting beaten and felt curious. Wanted to see what would happen if I helped. And then you looked at me like I was your salvation, and I thought—" He smiled. "I thought, *oh. This one's going to be fun to destroy.*"
Hongjoong made a sound — something broken, something barely human. The sound of a man watching everything he loved turn to ash.
"You loved me." The words came out pleading. Desperate. He hated how desperate they sounded. Hated that even now, he was begging for a lie. "You loved me, I know you did. Years, Yeosang. *Years.* That can't all be—"
"Fake?" Yeosang tilted his head. "It wasn't. That's what makes it so delicious."
"What?"
"I did love you. I do love you, probably, in my own way." Something shifted in Yeosang's expression — a flash of something that might have been genuine, buried under layers and layers of ice. "You were so *good*, Hongjoong. So earnest. So desperately committed to believing in people, in justice, in the possibility of making the world better. Do you know how rare that is? How intoxicating?"
"Then *why*—"
"Because that's not enough." Yeosang's voice hardened. "Loving something doesn't mean I don't want to break it. Sometimes those are the same thing."
Hongjoong's vision was blurring. Tears — he was crying again, when had he started crying? The tears just kept coming, an endless ocean of grief.
"You were torturing me. Torturing all of us."
"I was *savoring* you." Yeosang's hand came up — slow, deliberate — and traced down Hongjoong's cheek. The touch was gentle. Familiar. Obscene. "Every failure. Every breakdown. Every time you came home destroyed and I got to hold you, comfort you, whisper that everything would be okay. And the whole time, I was the reason you were shattering." His fingers caught a tear, brought it to his lips, tasted it. "Do you have any idea how that felt? Watching the man you love fall apart in your arms, knowing you're the one holding the hammer?"
Hongjoong jerked away from the touch. The gun wavered wildly.
"You're sick. You're fucking *sick*—"
"Oh, absolutely." Yeosang didn't seem offended. Seemed almost pleased by the accusation. "Wooyoung and I both. We've been sick since we were children — long before I found you bleeding in that alley. Two monsters recognizing each other." His smile turned fond. Soft. "He's the only person who's ever seen me clearly. The only one I've never had to perform for."
"And me?" Hongjoong's voice cracked. Broke. "The team? Our *family*? What were we?"
"Entertainment." The word was flat. Final. A door slamming shut. "Beautiful, complicated entertainment. I loved watching you work. Loved watching you fail. San hiding in the bathroom to cry after every dead end — did you know he does that? Thinks no one notices. But I always found him. Held him. Told him he was doing so well."
"Stop—"
"Seonghwa falling apart in the kitchen at 3 AM, cooking food no one asked for because his hands need something to do or he'll break. Yunho glued to his screens, killing himself with obsession, convinced that if he just works harder he'll catch us." Yeosang's voice was soft. Almost tender. Almost loving. "Jongho destroying his body in the gym because physical pain is easier than emotional pain. Mingi taking every dangerous assignment because he can't stand being home anymore."
"STOP IT—"
"I watched all of it." Yeosang spread his hands, palms up, like a priest offering benediction. "Catalogued all of it. *Caused* all of it. And I held you through every single breakdown, Hongjoong. Stroked your hair. Told you I loved you. Told you we'd catch them eventually." His smile was razor-sharp. "Do you remember what you said to me last week? After the Yoon estate?"
Hongjoong's chest was heaving. He couldn't breathe. The world was spinning again, and this time there was nothing to hold onto.
"You said, 'I don't know what I'd do without you.'" Yeosang's eyes glittered. "And I thought — *you're about to find out.*"
"Why?" The question tore out of Hongjoong — raw, bleeding, the scream of a dying animal. "Why tell me? You could have kept going forever. I never would have known. I never would have—"
"Suspected?" Yeosang laughed. "No. You wouldn't have. That's the tragedy, isn't it? You trusted me. Completely. Absolutely. I could have taken that trust to my grave, and you would have died believing I was the love of your life."
"Then WHY—"
Yeosang's expression shifted. The mask slipped, just for a moment, and Hongjoong saw something underneath — something hungry and hollow and utterly inhuman. Something that had been wearing human skin for so long it had almost forgotten what it really was.
"Because I wanted you to see," Yeosang whispered. "I've spent twenty years being your everything. Your savior. Your comfort. Your foundation. And I wanted — just once — to watch you understand what that really meant. What I really am."
He stepped closer. The gun pressed against his chest now, but he didn't stop. Kept moving until his lips were inches from Hongjoong's ear.
"I wanted to watch you break," he breathed. "Not from failure. Not from exhaustion. But from *truth*. From knowing that everything you believed about love, about trust, about *me* — all of it was a lie. That you've been sleeping next to a monster for fifteen years and never once saw the teeth."
Hongjoong was sobbing now. Great, wracking sobs that shook his whole body, that stole his breath, that made his vision blur and his hands shake. The gun trembled so badly he could barely hold it.
"Please," he heard himself say. "Please, Yeosang, tell me you're lying. Tell me this is— this is some kind of test, some kind of— I'll do anything, *please*—"
"There it is." Yeosang pulled back just enough to look at his face. His expression was rapturous. Blissful. Like he was witnessing something holy. "That's what I wanted to see. The great Kim Hongjoong. Leader. Protector. The man who swore to shoot on sight with no mercy." His thumb traced across Hongjoong's trembling lower lip. "Begging."
"I love you." The words came out broken. Pathetic. Hongjoong hated himself for saying them but couldn't stop. "I still love you, even now, even knowing— how do I still love you—"
"Because I made sure you would." Yeosang's voice was gentle. Almost kind. "I built myself into your foundation, Hongjoong. Brick by brick, year by year. You can't stop loving me any more than you can stop breathing. Killing me means killing the person you've been for the last fifteen years."
"I can't—" Hongjoong's finger was on the trigger but he couldn't move it. His whole body was locked, paralyzed between love and hate and grief and rage. "I can't, I can't, I can't—"
"Yes you can." Yeosang wrapped his hand around Hongjoong's on the gun, pressing it harder against his own chest. Right over his heart. "Pull the trigger. End it. Shoot me — isn't that what you promised? What you made everyone swear?"
"Don't make me do this—"
"I'm not making you do anything." Yeosang's smile was soft. Sweet. The same smile he wore in bed, in the mornings, when he told Hongjoong he loved him. "I'm just giving you permission. To be the man you said you were. To keep your promise."
"Please—"
"Complete our phrase."
The words hit like a physical blow. Hongjoong's whole body flinched.
"No. No, I won't—"
"Complete it." Yeosang's voice dropped to barely a whisper. "One last time. For me, my love."
"I can't—"
"*You came back.*"
The phrase hung in the air. Sacred. Profane. The foundation of everything Hongjoong had believed for twenty years.
His mouth opened. The response came automatically — carved so deep into his soul he couldn't stop it, couldn't fight it, couldn't do anything but let it fall from his lips like a prayer. Like a curse. Like a death sentence.
"I'll always come back to you."
Yeosang's face transformed.
Not surprise. Not shock. *Euphoria.* Pure, incandescent euphoria — like a man watching a sunset, like a saint receiving revelation, like someone experiencing the most profound pleasure of their existence.
"Beautiful," he breathed. "God, you're so *beautiful*—"
**BANG.**
The sound shattered the world.
Hongjoong didn't remember deciding to pull the trigger. One moment his finger was frozen and the next the gun was kicking in his hand and Yeosang was stumbling backward, and his face—
His face wasn't surprised.
His face was *radiant.*
"Yes," Yeosang gasped. His hand went to his chest, came away red, and he stared at the blood with an expression of pure wonder. "Yes, Hongjoong, *yes*—"
His knees buckled.
Hongjoong caught him — instinct, fifteen years of muscle memory, reaching for this person whenever they fell. They sank to the floor together, Yeosang's blood spreading across the white tile like a bloom, like a sunset, like the end of everything. It soaked into Hongjoong's shirt, hot and wet and real.
"No no no no no—" Hongjoong was pressing his hands against the wound, trying to stop the bleeding, sobbing so hard he couldn't see. "I didn't mean— I didn't want— Yeosang—"
"Shh." Yeosang's bloody hand came up to cup his cheek. Gentle. Tender. Like he was comforting a child. Like he always did. Like he'd done a thousand times before. "Shh, it's okay. It's okay. This is what I wanted."
"*Why*—"
"Because I wanted to feel it." Yeosang's voice was weak but his eyes were bright. Alive. More alive than Hongjoong had ever seen them. "The moment everything ended. The look on your face when you finally broke. I wanted—" He coughed, blood flecking his lips. "I wanted to feel *everything*. And I did. I do."
"You wanted me to kill you?"
"I wanted to *live.*" Yeosang smiled — soft and bloody and beautiful. "Really live. Just for one moment. And you gave me that. You gave me—" His eyes fluttered. "—everything."
"Don't die." Hongjoong was begging now, completely shattered. "Please. Please don't die. I can't— I don't know how to— *please*—"
"I love you." The words were barely a whisper. "I know it doesn't mean what you want it to mean. I know it was twisted and wrong and nothing you deserve. But I did. I do. In the only way I know how."
"Yeosang—"
"Thank you," Yeosang breathed. "For everything."
His eyes closed.
And somewhere above them, a door slammed open.
Thundering footsteps on the stairs.
"YEOSANG!"
Mingi burst into the kitchen — stopped dead — stared at the blood, the gun, Yeosang's crumpled body in Hongjoong's arms.
"What— what did you *DO*?"
"He had to." Yeosang's voice was barely audible. "Mingi-yah. It's okay. He had to."
"CALL AN AMBULANCE! SOMEONE CALL—"
More footsteps. San in the doorway, face going white. A scream. Jongho pushing past, dropping to his knees, hands pressing against the wound.
"Stay with us, hyung! STAY WITH US— HYUNG HYUNG!—"
"Seonghwa!" Mingi was shouting into his phone. "Get home. Now. PLEASE! PLEASE GOD YEOSANG'S BEEN FUCKING SHOT, I DON'T— I DON'T FUCKING KNOW JUST— PLEASE FUCK—"
Chaos. Noise. Movement.
But Hongjoong couldn't hear any of it.
He stared at Yeosang's face — still beautiful, still beloved, eyes closed now, blood everywhere — and felt something inside him go completely, permanently dark.
"Wooyoung," he said.
His voice cut through the chaos. Everyone stopped.
"Where's Wooyoung?"
Mingi looked around, confused. "He was— he was right behind me—"
But the hallway was empty.
The front door stood open.
And Wooyoung was gone.
—
On the counter, the cookies sat cooling in neat rows.
Golden brown. Perfect. Exactly the way Hongjoong liked them.
The smell of chocolate filled the kitchen — warm and sweet and homey — mingling now with the iron scent of blood, the sharp smell of gunpowder, the bitter taste of truth.
No one touched them.
No one moved.
Outside, sirens screamed in the distance.
Getting closer.
Getting closer.
And on the floor, cradled in the arms of the man who had finally destroyed him, Yeosang smiled.
His eyes stayed closed.
His chest barely rose.
But his lips curved upward — soft and satisfied, the smile of someone who had finally gotten exactly what they wanted.
The last move had been made.
The game was over.
And somewhere out there, disappearing into the night, Wooyoung ran.
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**— END —**
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**EPILOGUE**
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The warehouse sat at the edge of the city.
Forgotten.
Silent.
A single figure moved through the darkness.
His footsteps echoed off concrete walls, off rusted machinery, off the bones of a building that had died long before he arrived.
He stopped in a shaft of moonlight.
Reached into his pocket.
Pulled out a chess piece.
White. A pawn.
He looked at it for a long moment. Turned it over in his fingers. Something flickered across his face — grief, maybe. Or hunger. Or something in between.
Then he crouched down.
Placed the pawn on the concrete.
Right in the center of the light.
"Checkmate," he whispered.
The word hung in the air. Heavy. Final.
He stayed there. Crouched. Head bowed. One hand still touching the piece, like he couldn't quite let go.
The silence stretched.
And stretched.
And stretched.
Nothing moved.
No footsteps in the dark. No voice from the shadows. No second figure emerging to complete the ritual they'd performed a hundred times before.
Just silence.
Just the pawn.
Just him.
The figure's shoulders began to shake.
A sound escaped him — small, broken, swallowed by the empty space. A laugh or a sob. Impossible to tell which.
His fingers tightened around the chess piece. Lifted it. Pressed it against his chest like something precious. Something sacred. Something *lost*.
"You came back," he whispered to the darkness.
The darkness didn't answer.
"You *promised*."
Nothing.
His voice cracked.
"You said you'd always—"
He stopped.
Pressed his hand against his mouth.
The warehouse held its breath.
Somewhere in the distance, a siren wailed. The city moving on. The world continuing to turn. Indifferent to the small figure kneeling alone in a pool of moonlight, holding a chess piece like a rosary.
He stayed like that for a long time.
Then—
Slowly—
He stood.
His face was wet. His hands were steady.
He looked at the pawn one last time.
And smiled.
Small.
Secret.
The kind of smile that could mean anything.
Could mean grief.
Could mean madness.
Could mean *I know something you don't.*
He tucked the pawn back into his pocket.
Turned.
Walked toward the door.
At the threshold, he paused.
Didn't look back.
"I'll always come back to you," he murmured.
To no one.
To someone.
To the darkness that swallowed his words whole.
Then he stepped through the door.
And disappeared.
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The warehouse fell still.
The moonlight shifted.
And somewhere — in the shadows, in the silence, in the space between one breath and the next —
Something moved.
Or didn't.
