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1. And I Never Told Anyone. Until You. by SideOfVoid

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   14 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Dan Howell
   • Phil Lester
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • 2019
   • Video: Basically I'm Gay
   • Dan's freaking out a little
   • Phil is too but he's ready with the cuddles and takeout
   • Phil Lester Is A Sweetheart
   • no beta we live with joy and whimsy in our hearts

   Summary

   Phil thought he knew everything about Dan, been told all there is to know in cautious bits and broken pieces. But with Dan on the home stretch of creating the most important video he's ever made, Phil is about to find out that there's one last thing that Dan has kept locked away, that not even his therapist knows.

   Or: Dan tells Phil about his attempt.

   Language:

   English

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