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1. i made my peace with sorrow, it kept it all inside by ptrick65

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   02 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Post-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Shane Hollander is Trying
   • Ilya Rozanov is Trying His Best
   • Subdrop
   • Shane Hollander in Subdrop
   • discussion of past passive suicidality
   • Anal Sex
   • Discussion of BDSM
   • Communication Failure
   • BDSM
   • Good Boy Shane Hollander
   • Bottom Shane Hollander
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Aftercare
   • and smut of course

   Summary

   It'd been easier for Shane to pretend the emotional meltdown that he'd had after their 2014 encounter in Vegas hadn't happened than to bring it up to Ilya. It'd only ever happened that one time. There's no reason to dwell on it or rehash old stuff when both of them are great at aftercare now and have been since they officially got together.

   --or, Shane definitely should've told Ilya sooner

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