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1. i need him so much that it hurts (i wish he didn't have to die like that) by Miysuki

   Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   02 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Armed Detective Agency Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Port Mafia Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Dazai-Typical Suicide Mentions (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu is a Mess (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Soft Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • beastchuu is desperate
   • Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya's Unconventional Mating Rituals (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Possessive Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Obsessive Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Blood and Violence
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Nakahara Chuuya Needs a Hug (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • soft moments
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Implied/Referenced Torture
   • Post-BEAST Light Novel (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • No Smut
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • no beta we die like
   • Bungou Stray Dogs: BEAST Nakahara Chuuya
   • Bungou Stray Dogs: BEAST Nakajima Atsushi
   • Fluff and Angst

   Summary

   Nakahara would say, his hard work had paid off.

    

   Finally having Dazai within reach, head against his chest, stray strands of freshly shampooed brown hair tickling his chin and said brunet napping safe in his arms while they laid on a couch in a small countryside house he had purchased, was a great fucking outcome.

    

   He made sure to hide his tracks, no one would find them. Not his other self, not the Special Ability Division fucks, not the Mafia nor the Agency.

    

   No one.

    

   And if Dazai somehow found out he isn't Chuuya?

    

   That's fine, he'll do whatever it takes to keep his partner by his side.

    

   (hi everyone so my phone is going taken away since I'm lowk been writing more than studying so yeah see you guys in a year :p)

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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