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1. A man who's got very specific taste by Potatogirrrl

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   09 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Canon Autistic Character
   • First Time Topping
   • Good Significant Other Ilya Rozanov
   • Husbands
   • Stimming
   • Light Angst
   • Mild Hurt/Comfort
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Married Sex
   • Mentioned Rose Landry
   • Panic Attacks
   • First Time Bottoming
   • Tooth-Rotting Fluff
   • Ilya Rozanov is a Menace

   Summary

   “You’re panicking, sweetheart.”

   He knew and he wished he wouldn’t be because it was just so stupid. It didn’t make sense why he couldn’t do the one thing his husband always did for him. He brushed his unshed tears away with the back of his hands, furiously, because he wanted it to hurt, because he didn’t deserve the tone Ilya had just used to point out the obvious. 

   “I need you to breathe, zaichonok.” 

   “I’m sorry -” He didn’t even know what to say, he didn’t have any excuse besides the fact that he simply did not like it. 

   “I don’t need explanation, malysh. I need you to be good for me, yes?” 

   OR

   Shane tries topping and hates it.

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