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Summary:

Shane (20), submissive, meets Ilya (28), dominant, on FetLife.

Notes:

(See the end of the work for notes.)

Chapter 1

Notes:

Things in this will go beyond the normal capacity for kink probably just so you're warned before you get attached. Also them being different ages made sense so just be cool. This whole thing is a suspend your belief deal.

Inspired by 24sbug liked your post by computergel! I really liked the format of that and the idea of Ilya and Shane meeting on an online platform where they both already knew their sexual interests. :)

This is fanfiction, so it is, of course, in no way shape or form meant to be accurate in the way actual safe, sane, and consensual dynamics are handled and negotiated. Sorry to any FetLife purists, my Canva rendition is not exactly the same as the platform itself. I tried my best!

ty meg <3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

contact name: SirRozanov

sent:

Hi sir :) I really like your profile. The rope stuff you posted today is really cool. How long have you been doing it?

received:

Hello bunny, thank you. Few years

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You are new here?

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Yes :)

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Sorry hope it's okay I messaged you first haha

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Yes is okay

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Cool. Sorry haha

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You are so sorry little bunny, have you done something wrong?

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No? I don't think so

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Sorry I'm being awkward not sure how to do this

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What are you trying to do?

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Talk to you I guess lol

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You're cute. We are talking right now

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Thanks :)

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Haha yeah you're right oops

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So you have not done anything like bdsm before? Seems we share interests

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In opposite direction lol

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Yeah we do :)

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But no I haven't :( want to though. Haven't really found anyone to do it with. Plus I came out as gay a year ago so basically everything is new lol

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Sorry didn't mean to give my life story

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That's ok bunny, thanks for sharing

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Is that you in your pfp?

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Yes, is that okay?

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Very okay

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You said you like my profile. What do you like about it

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Umm you seem like a really good dom!

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Thats it?

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I like the stuff you post too. You do a lot of pain play? Like hardcore lol. I'm interested in that

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Good bunny

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Haha thanks :)

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So what are you on here for?

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I guess to learn more. And probably find someone to explore the lifestyle with. Like a dom

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How many doms have you messaged so far?

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Just you

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Good

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Your bio says you did research but you haven't tried anything... sooo how are you researching

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I've read a few books! And I watch a lot of videos too :)

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Videos like porn?

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No not porn lmao

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I mean I definitely have watched porn of things I'm into of course. But like educational videos on youtube!

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You are really cute

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What books?

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Lol thank you.

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You keep calling me cute but you don't even know what my face looks like!

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Oh and I read SM 101 and Playing Well with Others recently! But I've read a lot more

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Yes but you type cute

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Haven't read. They were good?

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Yes I liked them!

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Wait earlier you said good when I told you I haven't messaged other doms. Why?

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Because you are such a cute bunny. Don't want you straying too far and get into trouble

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Are there bad people on here?

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lol I was kidding. But yeah of course bad people everywhere. Probably bad doms on here. People who do not care. But you are smart bunny you will be ok

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Oh yeah :( I hope I don't run into anyone like that. I have a lot of direct messages I'm scared to read them lol

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Just block if anyone is weird.

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Btw how did you find my profile? We live in different cities :(

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I saw the post you made a while ago. With the spanking pictures? You used a studded belt lol

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You liked that? I made the belt myself

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Yes I liked it:)

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Or I mean yes sir? Sorry lol idk

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that's okay bunny you don't have to call me sir I'm not your dom

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But thank you for being polite. I can tell you are a very good boy

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I hope so. I try to be good

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How did you make it?

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The belt

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I used old belt and put studs on it. And dulled the studs a bit so it was more like a studded paddle

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I will make another that is not flattened I think

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Oh cool :) that sounds really fun haha

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That's cool you make things

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So you are messaging me to ask questions about gear? Is fine just curious

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Kind of. Also because I think you're handsome haha sorry

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Also you're what I'm into? Sorry if that's inappropriate

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And what about me is what you're into bunny?

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Um everything lol

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Like yeah I haven’t tried a lot of stuff but I know I would really like to be dominated. And hurt. I have a high pain tolerance, actually. I really want a dom someday that i can serve and be good for and do whatever they ask of me and you seem into that? So messaging you just made me kind of comfortable I think.

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Sorry obviously not asking you to be my dom or anything haha just thought I’d message you and say hi.

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You’re being really nice, thanks. Though I’m sure you can be mean too lol

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Sorry I’m rambling

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You’re sweet. And you are also what I am into and look for in a sub ;) tho I haven’t had an actual one in a long time

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I'm for the community lol

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Haha that’s cool. Community dom!

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Are you having a good day?

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Yes bunny I am thank you :) work was good today. Now I am waiting for dinner to cook in oven

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What about you?

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Yay, glad you’re having a good day! Mine is okay :) need to finish some homework ugh. What do you do for work?

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What do you study in school?

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I am personal trainer

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That's amazing! I love working out. Personal training seems like a good job for a dom lol

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And yes I'm in school! I'm on a sports scholarship and I'm studying kinesiology!

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Never thought about personal training and being a dom lol. True tho. I'm really about that life fr

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Wow smart and athletic bunny

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Not that smart haha

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No? You're a dumb bunny?

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Sometimes. Maybe...ha

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Cool. I like trainable pets

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I'm trainable I think. I listen really well.

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Yes I bet you are very trainable bunny

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Okay, go finish your homework. I’m going to eat dinner and log off for the night

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Okay! It was so great talking to you. Thanks for answering my questions and being so nice.

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You can message me again when you've finished all your homework assignments for the week

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Okay, that might take a while!

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Then you will have to wait a while before you message me.

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Okay :( :) bye

contact name: SirRozanov

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Hi! I finished all my homework for the week and it's only Thursday! :D no idea what I’ll do with my free time. Probably work out lol or do solo practice

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Good job, bunny.

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What sport do you play?

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Thank you:) I like that you call me bunny haha I didn't put my name on here because of privacy and made a random username but...I like being called that.

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And I play hockey! I saw in your bio you like it too :) we have a lot in common I think (we won't talk about you being a Boston fan though...)

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You are very much a bunny to me, it fits. Muscle bunny :p

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And yes we won't talk about how Boston beat Montreal last two games. Probably sore spot for you :(

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Haha :) you're really muscular too. Your arms are insane.

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>:( Ignoring the hockey comment

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How have you been since we last spoke?

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I've been good, thank you. I did a fun scene with my friend and her sub and also taught a class. Work was good too nothing to complain

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How about you?

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I was good!

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I bet you were good yes

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Haha :)

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That's cool that you taught a class. And you did something with your friend?

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I wish I could have been there!

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To see you work as a dom I mean. Sucks we're in different cities :(

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Sorry if that's weird to say

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Not weird. Would be nice to have you there bunny

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Do you want to hear about the scene and class?

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Yes please!

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Ok this is free education like your videos. And books lol

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Did specific scene for my friend's sub which was fun because we got to do it together. I think you might like this one. Her sub likes punishment not really for doing anything wrong but he likes to pretend to be forced to be obedient. So we did a lot of things to him on demonstration, so people could stop and watch. I made him hold a plank for one minute ten times, so ten minutes total while I flogged him haha. But he is not so strong and kept failing so we restarted and that just kept making it harder. And I punished him for really tiny things like making noise lol bc of course he would make noise. And when he couldn't hold his form anymore I kicked his balls and made him lick the bottom of my friend's shoes. It was amazing I kept laughing bc the other domme is my best friend so was funny to us lol. My friend is Russian too so everything is extra good with her because we can speak first language

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I bet you can hold a plank for a while bunny

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Oh wow that's wild. I bet he had a good time. Or a bad time I guess lol I think I would have a good time though. Especially if it was you doing it, maybe ha.

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That's so cool that your best friend is also involved with kink! I wish I had friends who were into it. But at the same time I'd probably be too awkward if anyone I knew was aware what I was into? Even if they were too. Idk I'm weird lol

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Also yeah I can hold a plank for a long time. I could do it more than minute intervals

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Would that be good?

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Yes, very good. And if you were in his position idk if you would have a good time but I definitely would :)

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Do you want to hear about the class I taught?

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Yes, please.

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I did rope workshop. My usual partner couldn't come :( but it was ok someone from the club I teach for volunteered and it was fun to try it on someone new. This one maybe not so interesting just basic ones like hog tie box tie. And dog tie which is more hard. I call it puppy tie tho. I think you would like that one. Is where elbows and knees are tied close together and then wrists and ankles together too. Could call it bunny tie instead for you :)

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I saw you teach classes on your profile, but still so interesting to hear about it. You're so knowledgeable!

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Bunny tie is cute ha I think I would like that :)

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Can I ask how tall you are? Lol random but just curious

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I'm over 6 feet

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I'm close to you. I'm 6 feet!

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Ah yes I am taller of course. You must be confused, you are little bunny so cant be 6 feet. Unless you are tallest bunny in the world?

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Haha :) I might be. Do you think I could win a prize?

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For world's tallest bunny? Yes I will make sure you get prize

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Yay haha:)

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Have you always done this?

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Like being dominant I mean. Like in your personal relationships and stuff. Sorry if that's too much to ask

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Yes. I tried a few times to be submissive but it was not fun for me. Did not like

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That's fair. I think I would pass out if someone asked me to dominate them lol

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Yes, is not something little bunnies like you are made for

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What am I made for?

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If you're talking about me I mean

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You said bunnies but idk haha

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Yes, you are only bunny here aren’t you? :) A bunny like you is made to follow orders I think. Not give them. Too much work for your little bunny brain

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Yes?

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Yes

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Yeah I think so

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I can follow orders really well I'm good at it and like to be good and do what I'm told

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Poor bunny needs someone to guide him, you are probably out in the world just following orders blindly. Doing whatever anyone says

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Yeah just wanna be good I'm easy to take advantage of maybe I think

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Would you take advantage of me

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Hmm

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Yes, but I think you would like it. So that's not really taking advantage, is it? If you're begging for it

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You're right yeah

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I would ask you to

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Do whatever you want to me

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Need you to tell me what to do just wanna be good

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Fuck youre going to get yourself in trouble bunny

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want to get in trouble with you please

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I could do anything to you I think

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yeah you could what would you do to me

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I'll tell you but you're not allowed to touch yourself. That's not what this is. I'm just getting some aggression out on a little bunny toy okay?

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Fuck omg fuck okay. Yes sir

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But I'm sorry I was already touching myself I felt like I should say that. I'm sorry for doing it at first when you were talking to me that's bad I'm sorry

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Naughty bunny sitting there with one hand down your pants

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I barely even said anything but you couldnt help yourself?

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No I'm sorry but I'll be good now I promise please tell me sir please

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Okay I'll tell you

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So I can get off thinking about what I would do to a stupid horny bunny like you

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You're a strong muscle bunny but I know I'm stronger. Could hold you down and no matter how much you fight and cry I won't move. You're just going to have to sit there and take whatever I give you. And what I want to give you is really mean. But you like that bunny you would be drooling for it with your face all red. You said yesterday you have a high pain tolerance. Stupid bunny telling me that. Makes me want to do things to you. Do you know what that makes me want to do?

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What? Please

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Makes me want to try my best to hurt you. Might hurt you so bad you never feel the same again. cant ever go back to how you were before. and that would be okay with you wouldnt it?

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Please you can change me forever whatever you want something is wrong with me and you can fix it by tearing me apart

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So excited to get destroyed wow youre begging for it. Not sure if your bunny body can handle it but we will find out

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If you were here I'd bust your balls with my heavy boots just because I can and I want to :). I have boots I put on for boys like you. Would you like that?

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Yeah I would like it sir thank you

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Lol you're not supposed to like it

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You are so silly

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That will hurt, bunny

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You don't care about someone wanting to hurt you?

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I'm sorry theres something wrong with me I want it so bad

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Are you still hard?

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Yes really hard feels like I could cum but I promise I haven't touched myself like you said

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Of course. I knew you wouldn't. You'll do anything I say

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Yes sir I will

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I would

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Would you let me touch you sir

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Maybe

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If you've earned it

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And I make sure my pets work really hard to earn their treats

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Think you could earn it?

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Yes sir I could I work really hard all the time and always try my best and would work extra hard for you please

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That's sweet

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We'll see

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Okay yes thank you sir for thinking about it

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I'm going to cum now. I'm going to cum thinking about turning your ass purple with my belt. And you're going to think about me finishing while you sit on your hands until I tell you to stop, okay? Be good for me

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Ok yes I can do that

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Hi sweet bunny are you okay?

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You can message me back now

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hi yes Im okay!

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Was that good?

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Was I good?

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You were perfect :) the best bunny in the whole world

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How do you feel?

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Hard :/

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Lol yeah

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It will go away

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But how do you feel in your head?

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Good kinda floaty weird but not in a bad way. Feel nice cozy

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Can you go snuggle up in bed?

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yes I will go now. switch to phone one sec

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I wish I was there so I could pet you little bunny

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I wish you were here too. Would like that so much. feels like I know you even though we only texted a bit. thought about you when i was finishing my school work was so excited to talk again. but promise I didnt rush it did a good job

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I thought about you too bunny

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I never do this lol

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Texting subs on fetlife I mean

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Really? Just me?

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Just you

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Is it bad that makes me happy? :)

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No not bad

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Are you going to bed soon?

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Yeah I feel sleepy now

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I'm sorry I shouldn't have said all that to you without asking first

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Why? :(

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It's a bit much, no? I haven't ever done something like this online. Feels weird that I can't do aftercare. And we should have discussed more if it was ok and set boundaries and everything so I am sorry. I am not usually so reckless

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oh I thought maybe you meant you didn't want to talk to me like that :(

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But you did right?

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Yes I did

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But I should have better self control

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No dont. dont need self control with me promise

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You are such a good boy

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thank you:)

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ok sleepy now sir

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can I go sleep pls

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Yes bunny sweet dreams :)

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Message me tomorrow when you wake up

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ok:) gn

Notes:

Messages from this workskin generator.

Images from Ilya's profile are from Wikimedia and Prexels [1] [2] [3]

Shane at the end on sitting on his hands at his desk with his face pressed to the screen waiting for a message. The idea of Shane sexting on his laptop while sitting at his desk is a beautiful image to me.