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"Just come with us Jisung." Changbin whined laying on the couch in the studio. Chan and Changbin have been trying to get him to go to the gym with them forever. It's not that Jisung was against the gym but he liked his body, he liked be small and it's not like he gained weight very easily. He just had no need to gain muscle. Plus other men liked that he was small.

It wasn't so much that Jisung thought he was just so small and precious and wanted a big man or anything. He actually hated that trope, it was more like he liked feeling as though he was surrounded by someone. That their body could cover his in it entirety.

"Just one time?" Chan added. But the way Chan added made Jisung feel like he was always abandoning them. It's not as though Chan means to but he just has this way of making Jisung feel like he should do things or he's the worst person. Really Jisung knows it's his own insecurities.

What if he doesn't go to the gym and they stop wanting to hang out with him or even be near him. That would be indescribable. And he does feel fomo when they're at the gym or they post a gym selfie.

"Fine one time." He said, his insecurities running wild in his mind. Changbin jumped up in surprise and Chans eyebrows raised a bit. Just shoot him really. The guilt of saying no so may times eating him alive. Is it guilt? He had a hard time deciphering through his emotions that seemed to move like a wheel going as fast as possible.

The gym was packed. It was Friday evening so it tracked. Chan and Changbin didn't even seemed fazed. Chan and Changbin both fist-bumped the orange haired boy sitting at the front desk. He smiled at them and Han couldn't help but think he looked like a Fox.

"You know Hyunjin?" Chan asked. It broke him from his thoughts and he nodded. He knew he was being a bit of a downer but his anxiety made him feel as though he was itching to get out of his skin.

"That's his boyfriend." Chan continued not even fazed by him. Hyunjin and him couldn't stand each other at first. He was a bit hard to swallow a couple years ago and Hyunjin just grated on him. But Changbin and Chan were always bringing him around. They seemed to either not notice or simply not care and honestly they got over it and he could say now that he really liked Hyunjin.

"Thats Jeongin?" He asked. Hyunjin had talked about the boy he was seeing for awhile but had yet to introduce him to the group. It was like the famous Seungmin that Changbin had been crushing on for months.

They went on taking about them and the party this weekend while they set up the weights on one of the machines they were using. It's not like Jisung knew what is was for, arms probably.

"Okay Jisung you first." He looked between the weights and them and then back to the weights. He pointed to himself with wide eyes and Changbin not hesitating pushed him into the seat.

"Yeah you." Changbin moved his arms to the right position and gave him a thumbs up. He thought he was just going to stand by while they worked out. He glared at Changbin and lifted to do a set.

He didn't like this. He was never coming to the gym again. He swears on everything he loved.

He did five and got off the machine.

"You could do more." Chan said and Jisung just huffed and chugged his water like he just worked out to failure.

"Nope, I'm good." He huffed and Chan just chuckled and and Changbin rolled his eyes but they didn't push it. They let him stand by while they worked out. He sat on one of the machines and watched them while Changbin did he set. He watched videos on his phone and let them do them. It was nice just being near them.

"Are you using the machine?" A man asked. It surprised him and he jolted out of the seat with out thinking. He bowed in apology.

"Oh sorry no go ahead." His cheeks felt hot and he wanted to go into the corner and hide. When he looked up at the man he stopped breathing. He had dark hair, big brown eyes, full lips and defined cheekbones. But what really go Jisung was the compression shirt. It was black and fit him like a second skin. He was buff and it made Jisung short circuit.

"Cute." The boy said and then went to working his arms in the machine. Jisung tried to not be a creep and stare at him while he did it. He really tried but the guy was like a magnet. All Jisung could think about was his chest. The compression shirt looked really good.

"Ay, you good?" Chan asked and his cheeks heated up like he just got caught stealing from the cookie jar.

"Yeah, good." He breathed out. Changbins eyes followed where he was just staring and let out a loud laugh.

"You would think Lee Know is hot." Changbin announces to the room. He jumps over to cover his mouth and glares at the boy.

"Stop." He begs. The problem with Chan and Changbin is they've known him for far to long. They know when he has a crush or when he's feeling down. They also know his type. Buff men who look like they would hold him down and make him cry.

Changbin goes to open his big mouth again but Chan gives him a little head shake and he decides against whatever he was going to say.

"Wait until we're around Seungmin. I'm going to get you back." He threatened and Changbin becomes ashen. Jisung sticks his tongue out and huffs. They go back to working out and he goes back to staring. Or he was going to but the boy—Lee Know is no longer there.

"I'm going to go fill up my water." He says to them and Changbin shakes his out for him to take as well. He does and searched for Lee Know as he walks to the fountain. Maybe he's a bit creepy and just a tiny bit perverted but Jisung never claimed to be anything other than easy. He's not ashamed of it. He liked sex. Plain and simple and he's never been shy when hitting on guys. Now the morning after, that's a different story.

"Are you looking for someone?" A voice asks behind him and he jumps. Lee Know. He messes with his hair and really it's unfair. No one should be allowed to be that hot.

"No." Jisung lied. Lee Know smirked like he saw right through him and reached around him to turn off the fountain that was now overfilling his water bottle.

"I saw you staring." He says bluntly. So he's going to crawl into a hole and bury himself. Cease to exist. Please he needs someone to shoot him.

"I—Um I—your just um well—" Lee know just waves his hands dismissing him and laughing.

"It's okay, I never mind a pretty boy staring at me." Jiusng's mouth falls open. He should flirt back. He would normally flirt back. He's going to run. He can feel it.

"I'm Han Jisung." He chokes out.

"Lee Minho. But you can just call me Hyung." He smirks again. Jisung is stunned by how straight forward this guy is.

"I should probably go back." He says pointing back to where he came.

"Probably." Lee Know says but he doesn't make an effort to move out of Jisungs way. When he moves to go around him Lee Know moves with him.

"Give me your phone pretty boy." He holds his hand out and he pulls it out with out even thinking about it. Frozen in place Lee Know holds it up to his face to unlock it and puts his phone number in.

"Text me." Lee Know says with a wink and then walks away. Han had to blink himself back to reality. That did not just happen.

That. Did. Not. Just. Happen.

He wants to jump up in down in excitement and also hide away from embarrassment. God, he didn't even push back. Normally he would. Normally he makes the men he likes or wants to sleep with work for it. He's a brat but he was gobsmacked with Lee Know.

He feels like he's tingling and not really here as he walks back to Chan and Changbin. They're laughing but he can't really focus on anything. Should he text him. Him zoning out isn't anything new so Chan and Changbin don't say anything.

They walk him back to his dorm and they stop to talk to Felix for a bit. Well Chan does. Lord knows they like each other enough. They both like one another but both of them thinks the other doesn't. It's exhausting.

He lays down and gets under his covers and when they leave Felix crawls into his bed and cuddles right next to him.

"What's wrong Hannie?" Felix whispers and hugged him tighter.

"Nothing." And really nothing was wrong. It was all just overwhelming. Not in the worst way where he needs a couple days to recover. He's just done with today. So they lay there together.

"Are you staring at the number again?" Felix asks him. He told Felix about what happened at the gym and has been hearing him go back and forth on wether he should text him or not. Felix of course thinks he should but him and Felix often encourage each other to do very bad things.

Like last year when Han encouraged Felix to seduce Hyunjin. It worked and they slept together but then it was awkward for awhile. Bad idea. So Jisung just doesn't know.

"I'm not going to text him. It's not like I'm ever going to see him again." He huffs. His cheeks puffing out.

Honestly, he spoke too soon.

He either has the worst luck imaginable or the best and he can't tell which. It's not like he wanted to be here but you don't miss a Jackson Wang party. He has this huge mansion on the outskirts of the town and everyone who is anyone one knows that if you get invited to one of his parties you go. They're legendary.

"BamBam and Jackson are beefing so this is going to be an interesting night." Chan says not even looking up from his phone. Him and Changbin are sitting in their room while Felix was doing his makeup. He didn't get why Felix loved do his makeup so much but he didn't mind how he felt when it was done. Some days he was cute and other days he felt irresistible and it was all thanks to Felix's magical touch.

"They're always beefing." Felix says. He's right Bam and Jackson are best friends, grew up with each other but they are also the biggest hot heads.

"Hyunjin is going, right?" Changbin asked the room. He was laying on Felix's bed feet on the wall. Chan hums noncommittally in response and the room goes silent again.

When they got done, Jisung is in a skirt and a crop top. The skirt is short and he likes that. It also perfectly shaped his waist. He put on a choker and took a couple selfies.

Felix was also in a skirt and he could tell Chan was close to having a nosebleed over it. He could practically see the drool coming out of his mouth. They just need to fuck nasty already.

When they get to the mansion it's already full of people. There's a live DJ in the main hall and lights flashing. When they get inside Hyunjin is by the drink table with Jeongin and Seungmin. Seungmin is laughing at something but his face drops as soon as he sees Changbin.

When they get close to them Felix jumps Jeongin and starts asking a million questions. Its actually adorable. But Jisung has been waiting to see Seungmin.

"Hey Changbin?" He asks innocently.

"Hmm?" Changbin answers barely taking his eyes away from Seungmin.

"Doesn't Seungmin look really good tonight?" He asks loudly. He does it with a smirk and Changbin looks close to murder. Seungmin looks between them with confusion and the punch he gets to the arm is totally worth it.

The lights flash as Felix's fingers circle his wrist and pulled him towards the dance floor. He grabs a hold of his waists and pulls them close together. He lets Felix lead them as they grind on each other. Him and Felix have never shied away from each other. They both lost their virginity to each other. It was the becoming of their friendship.

When the lights feel to hot and he's sweating he pulls them back to get something to drink but Hyunjin immediately pulls Felix back to the dance floor and he goes without hesitation leaving Jisung by himself. Chan is talking to Bam and Changbin is bothering Seungmin. And he watches his friends like a guardian. He feels such love for each of them.

That feeling lasts for a nanosecond.

"Hello, pretty boy." His head turns so quick it hurts his neck. Lee Know is standing there. Ripped jeans, leather jacket and a tank underneath. Fuck him. He looked like something out of a painting. Something he might try to capture in a song but never quite get the beauty of.

"Lee Know." He says as a greeting. It's the only thing he could think to say. Dust bunnies danced across the emptiness of his mind. He looks like a modern day Adonis and it felt unfair.

"You never texted me." He said and then took a drink. He let the silence sit. It burned Jisungs cheeks and made guilt roll around in his stomach.

"I didn't have a reason to." It's like all his brain cells all of a sudden function again. Slightly. Less than slightly. Lee Know's eyebrows raised in response and then he laughed. It was a symphony. A harmony that no instrument could recreate.

"Should have known." He shakes his head. Smirk plastered on his lips.

"Should have known what?" He grabs Jisung by the waist so all that he can see is him. Lee Know. Lee Know. Lee Know. It's almost suffocating. He invades all of his senses. He only saw his brown enchanting eyes and pink lips. Smelt only the apple and spice that wafted of of him. His thumbs rest on the bare skin where his skirt meets his stomach. Jisungs breath hitched at the contact. He was overwhelmingly addicting.

"That you'd be a brat." He whispered in his ear. Jisung looked up at him with defiance in his eyes.

"This has all been pretty presumptuous of you." He tries to pull back away from him but Lee Know just holds onto his waist tighter and pulled him in closer. In reality if Lee Know gave the command he would present like a cat in heat.

"You like that though, don't you." He hated how Lee Know was able to read him. Like he's an open book with the simplest words.

"Dance with me?" It's supposed to be a question but Lee Know doesn't even wait a beat before pulling him to the dance floor. It's exhilarating. Him taking control. He should fight back a little more but he lets it happen. Leets the fight and control leave his body.

Lee Know pulls him in so they're nearly melded together. He couldn't tell you where one of them started and the other ended. He starts moving his hips in time to the music and Jisung follows him.

"You look so good in a skirt baby." He says in his ear. The mans voice was like itching a scratch that Jisung didn't even know he had till this moment. It was soothing and unmoored him at the same time. He grabbed onto his jacket like a lifeline. Like it would bring him back to reality.

Eventually the smell of him becomes to much for Jisung. An overload that's making him go haywire. He turns around so that they're back to chess and he hears Lee Know groan. He pulls him so his ass is touching his crotch and he feels huge. He's not even hard or Jisung thinks he's not hard and he can feel the bulge there.

"Move your hips for me baby." He whispers and Jisung listens like a puppet and Lee Knows pulling the strings. They stay like that for a while before Lee Knows pulling him off the dance floor. Jisung feels almost floaty. It's nice. He drags them both to a corner and pushes Jisung against a wall. He hit it with a little 'oomph.'

"Can I kiss you baby?" He asked. God that's so hot. He could of just gone for it, most people do but him asking is what really gets Jisung going. He hums and nods but it's not good enough for him. He grabbed Jisungs jaw and made him look into the chocolate eyes.

"I need words baby. You want me to kiss you?" He asked condescendingly sweet. Jisung whined at his tone.

"Yes." He said breathlessly. He feels like he's just ran. Like he's at the gym and he's done some strenuous activity.

"Yes, what?" He brushes his finger over Jisungs lips and his tongue darts out to meet it. A hello of sorts.

"Yes, Sir."

"Fuck." Lee Know groaned out and rested his head on his shoulder. "Baby you can't just say shit like that. Fuck." He looked at Lee Know. His eyes blown wide and he looked ready to devour Jisung.

"Please." Jisung whispered.

"Good boy." Lee Knows says and kissed him. Jisung whined into the kiss as the praise washed over him. Through him. Then it clicks. He wanted him to say please. Fuck that's humiliating. He had called him Sir.

He kissed Jisung like a man starved. Like he can mold them together so they could never separate from each other. Jisung moaned at the thought and Lee Know uses it as an invitation to stick his tongue in his mouth. It's a short fight for dominance. Really Jisung never stood a chance. He acquaints himself with the inside of Jisung. His tongue slithering it's way to the back of his throat, across his teeth, the roof of his mouth, the little bit of skin that connects the Jisungs tongue to the bottom of his mouth under his tongue.

He tastes like mint and orange soda. It's a heady combination. Jisung's new favorite drug. Consider him an addict. One of Lee Knows hands come to rest on his neck and the other goes to his thigh. He squeezes his thigh, nails digging into him and Jisungs head falls back in a moan. He hopes that tomorrow there's marks left. Lee Know uses the opportunity to attach onto his neck.

He sucks into the spot that makes Jisung squirm. Then bites as if he wants to draw blood.

"Bet your blood would taste like wine." Lee Know read his mind. It's so morbidly hot. Jisung almost wished he did bite him hard enough to draw blood. Something from the very innards of Jisung making its way inside Lee Know. He moans out loud at the thought.

Lee Know moved his hand from his thigh to cover his mouth. "So loud, baby, you like that. What me to taste your blood?" Jisung moaned again and ruts up. He should be scared, not turned on. Lee Know pulled back a bit and looks at him. Head to toe and up again.

"I want to fuck you so bad baby. Bet you'd take it like a good boy, huh?" He asked and Jisung nodded and rutted up again. The hand on his throat moved down to hold his hips in place. He wanted to scream. He could cry with how bad he wants it.

"Oh you'd cry so easily for me wouldn't you." Jisung wonders for a second if he really is that easy to read but then he realizes there's actually tears in his eyes. He's so fucked. He nods again. He just wants to—he doesn't know what he wants actually just that he want Lee Know.

Lee Know sighed and moved his hand to kiss him again. Softly this time. Then he pulls back. Jisung chased after his mouth. Needing more of him.

"As much as I want you here and now baby, I don't sleep with people in other peoples houses." He says. Jisung might actually fall in love right now. He's just so damn respectful.

"Jac—Jackson won't mind." He hiccuped out. It gets Lee Know to laugh but he still shakes his head.

"But I mind baby. I want to hear you scream for me." Jisung whined again and tried to move his hips. Lee Know still holding firm. Tears fell. Is this his way of telling Jisung he's done for now. All of his insecurities rear their ugly heads all at once.

"Come home with me?" Lee Know whispered. He looks at Jisung like he's ready for rejection. But Jisung nodded. He wants that. He wants to see the most private spot that this man has.

He wonders what it is specifically about Lee Know that makes him feel like that. Normally he would say theirs a perfectly good bathroom they could use and if not fuck that because he's seen one too many true crime documentaries to leave with random men. But it's like he's already attached to the man. It's pathetic.

"Here text your friends my address so they know where your going." He says. He tells Jisung his address as he texts Chan. He really is perfect.

When he hits send he grabs Jisungs hand and guides him through the crowd and outside. All Jisung can focus on is how their fingers are interlaced. He has really pretty hands. Smaller than you'd expect but veiny. He wonders if he's good with them. Probably. He seemed like he would be.

Jisung is so enthralled with his hands he doesn't even realize they're stopped next to a bike. A really pretty black bike. Jisung looks up at him with wide eyes and it makes him chuckle.

"So cute." Is all he says. He lifts up the seat and theirs only one helmet and he puts it on Jisung.

"There, all safe." He gets on the bike and really it shouldn't be as hot as it is. But fuck he's about to be a backpack for the hottest man on the planet. Lee Know looks at him expectantly and Jisung scrambles to get on the back. It's not the most comfortable seat but he's so close to him that he doesn't even care.

He makes sure he's sitting so his skirt won't fly up and he hugs Lee Know from the back. Lee Know grabbed his hands and puts them on the front of the bike so they're fully back to chest.

"Be a good boy and keep your hands there okay." He says.

"Mm. Okay." He hums and resists the urge to rut up against is back. His very muscled, very defined back. Maybe if they did this again he would let him use his back to get off.

The drive felt long. So long yet he lived so close. Lee Know was so gentle as he removed the helmet from his head. He took a second to just stare at Jisung then blinked a couple times before grabbing his hand again and lead him to the elevator of his apartment.

Quiet.

The elevator was quiet. Lee Know lived on the tenth floor and he felt like a wire was being pulled tighter with every ding of the elevator.

Four.

Five.

Six.

Seven.

Eight.

Nine.

Ten.

The doors opened and Lee Know smiled as he walked to his apartment. Jisung following behind him. He unlocked the door and the first thing he smelt was wood and vanilla, maybe a bit of sage. Then something ran by his foot. It was a cat.

"Oh yeah, I hope you aren't allergic to cats. That's Dori, the other two are around here somewhere." He leaned down and pet Dori. Who seemed to like him if the sound of her purring was anything to go buy.

A shadow falling over him though makes him look up . Lee Know is standing directly in front of him and he has a hard time not letting his eyes fall of his crotch.

"You look good down there baby." He dropped fully to his knees. He's a weak, weak man and he's okay with being a little pathetic if it means he gets Lee Knows dick in his mouth or any of his holes. If he's being honest he would be okay as long as Minho took his pants off and he could just stare.

Lee Know runs a hand through Jisungs hair he whines as the contact left him wanting, no needing more than Lee Know pulls, hard. It makes him look up at him and whimper.

"So desperate." He coos. Han tries to rut up but all he gets is air. Fuck he needs more. Lee Know looks down at where he's rutting into nothing. Then his foot meets his dick. He moans loud at the contact and starts to rut faster. He needs to cum so bad right now.

"Look at me." Lee Know demands pulling his hair again and Jisung feels like he's about to burst. Their eyes meet and he sees a monster lurking behind Minho's eyes.

"Aww baby, are you about to cum by humping my shoe like a bitch in heat." He says, condescension dripping from his voice. It's humiliating. It's addicting. His cheeks heat up and he lets out a desperate moan. He's been on edge for so long.

"Please." He begs and Lee Know pressed down on his cock with his foot harder.

"Uh, please, Lee Know, please. Ne-need it." He moans. Lee Know tugs his hair again clicking his tongue as a reprimand. What did he do wrong. He'll fix it. He'll be good.

"Thats not what you call me is it." He has a dissapointed look on his face and it makes Jisung squirm. He wants to be good. He needs the praise from this man like he needs air to breathe.

"Sir." He tries but he clicks his tongue again and tears fall from Jisungs eyes. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry." He cries and it takes only a second for Lee Know to grab him by his armpits and pull him up. Jisung cries into his shoulder and Lee Know shushes him.

"Oh baby, is it to much?" He asks sweetly. Cradling his head. They stay like that for only a second before he pulls jiung back and grabs his face.

"Want to be good." Jisung murmured. Lee Know thumbs at his tears and brushes some of his fringe behind his ears.

"Baby, your so good. So, so good. You just forgot your manners is all. What did I tell you to call me the first time we met?" He looked at Jisung softly waiting for him to answer.

"H—Hyung." He whispers. And Lee Know smiles brightly. It's a beautiful sight really. Engraved into Jisung mind for him to come back to later. He wants to make him smile like that all the time.

"Good boy." He coos and Jisung keens at the praise. "God, your so pretty baby. All dressed up for me. Slutty little skirt. Slutty little waist." He dug his fingers into his waist and Jisung couldn't help but whine.

"Up." Lee Know taps his side and Jisung is lifted into the air. Jisung kisses his neck and Lee Know lets out a huff of air as Jisung sucks. He doesn't even break a sweat carrying Jisung to his room. He lays him down gently on his bed and stares at him again unblinking.

Jisung watches while he pulls out lube and a condom from his drawer. He sets them down next to Jisung and shrugs off his leather jacket. His arms looked like they were sculpted to perfection. He groans and slams his head back onto the bed.

Minho crawls over him till they're face to face and smirks down at him. "What is it baby." Jisung just drawls a finger up his arm tracing the outline of the muscle.

"s' unfair." He murmurers. Lee Know attaches to his neck like he did before and sucks till it feels like he's going to have a necklace of hickies. He bites at the junction between his ear and his neck and Jiusng moaned loud. Lee Know's hand finds its way under his shirt and up to his nipple.

Jisung arched his back in response and whimpered at the touch. "What's unfair baby is you let everyone at that party see you in this slutty little outfit. What would I have done if some other man touched you hmm?" He pinched his nipple hard.

"Uh." Jisung lets out a high pitched moan and pants at the stimulation. It's not enough. He feels like he's on fire. Everywhere they're connected, he's burning.

Slap.

His vision goes white. He feels a state of blissful pleasure no one has ever been able to bring himself to. Like eating cheesecake. He's floating so high he can touch the sun. It's a beautiful addicting feeling. He's coming. Untouched. Because he got slapped. He squirms trying to get any friction and finds none. He goes limp in Lee Knows arms.

Lee Know pulls back and he whines at the loss of contact. He feels empty and only this man can fill him. There isn't quite a word to describe just how much Jisung needed this man. He needed to be so close to him they could be considered one person.

"Did you just cum?" He asks the younger, shock written all over his face. Humiliation hits Jisung like a tidal wave. He just came untouched for the first time in his life because he got slapped. It wasn't even a hard slap. Humiliation settles deep in his gut. He covers his face with his hands and Minho grabbed his wrists so quickly it was almost inhuman.

"Uh Huh." He moans still not having full control of his motor functions. Lee Know looked at him in awe and then it's quickly turned into hunger.

"Take this off, let me see." He demands but he's already pulling Jisungs skirt down around his hips. He doesn't even think about the panties he's wearing till it's much to late. He whines and tries to cover them and the very obvious wet patch there but Lee Know still has a hold of his hands, he shoved them over his head.

"Keep them there baby or you won't come again." Jisung whined pitifully at the threat and doesn't move his arms as Lee Know grabbed his hips.

"Fuck, your a dream baby. Never in my wildest fantasies could I have imagined you." He snaps the waistband of the panties. Jisung whimpers. He then leans down and sucks on the wet spot. Jisung is going to come again. The overstimulation is to much to fast. He can't.

"Hy—Hyung, I'm gonna, I can't, please." He begs and it makes Lee Know pull back. Jisung can't tell if he wants more or less. He's not even hard yet. It's just so much.

Lee Know pulls his panties down slowly over his hips, down his thighs, calf's, ankles, until there fully off and then throws them to the side. He kisses his way back down sucking little marks into his legs. When he gets to his inner thigh he licks both of them and looks up at Jisung. He wants to run his hands through his hair. Pull him close to where he's aching.

He doesn't. He stays still as he sucks a mark into the junction of his thigh. Then he whimpers and clenches his fist as Lee Know bites down hard. Hard enough to bruise.

"Hyung." He moans out and it makes him pull off. He looks proud of the mark. Then he looks down to Jisungs dick. Jisung feels a twinge of embarrassment. Lee Know flicks the head.

"Your so fucking small baby. I was going to suck you off but theirs barely any dick to suck." Jisung whines and can't help it when he moves his hands down to cover himself. Lee Know slaps his thigh hard and Jisungs hands fall away like a command.

"What did I tell you, hands up." He commands and Jisung puts them back where they were. He looked to the side because what if his small dick was a turn off. It's been one before. Lee Know doesn't allow that though. He squeezes his cheeks and turns his head till Jisung is forced to look his way. He squeezed his eyes closed so he doesn't have to see.

"Baby, look at me." He says softly. It's a trap, he tells himself. Yet he still looks.

"Your dick being this small is the biggest turn on." He says earnestly. Jisung's eyes go wide.

"You don't want to stop?" He asks, all of his insecurities surfacing to the top. Lee Know leans down and kisses him softly. Kisses him till he forgets that his skin feels foreign sometime. Kisses him till he almost feels like he could be loved. Like he shouldn't have to feel ashamed in any way thatch not a good way.

"Is that a limit for you?" Lee Know asks sincerely. Jisung takes a millisecond to think before shaking his head no. He likes degradation as long as it comes with a side of praise. He has a small dick. That's just a part of him.

"I need words baby. I need to know if it's too much." He looks down at Jisung with so much care.

"No, I—I like it." He whispered. He doesn't need to go spouting all of his insecurities on day one. Not that there could be more days. Maybe if Lee Know wanted more. He's too in his head again. Could he want more. Jisung wouldn't mind more.

"Baby." Lee Know sing-songs and it snaps Jisung back to the present not the what ifs.

It takes all but a second for them to get back to where they were. Lee Know kissed his neck all the way down to his nipples. Whenever Jisung even thinks of closing his eyes or looking away Lee Know gives him a light tap on the cheek.

He bites his nipple and Jisung moans and arches his back. He sucks the nipple before give the same treatment to the other one. He kisses down to his stomach leaving love bits in his wake. Not letting Jisung look away for a second not that Jisung would want to. When he gets to Jisungs dick he pulls back so Jisung can only feel a puff of air on his dick.

He whines at the loss of his lips. He wants to be attached to him always. "Such a cute little clit." Lee know says. He touches him with two fingers barely there moving up and down. Jisung lets out a moan almost pornographic.

"Oh you like that, me calling your useless little dick a clit. It's all it's good for."

"Please Hyung, touch me please." Jisung begs. Lee know gets a little sparkle in his eyes.

"Baby I am touching you." He teases. Its barley a touch. A ghosting. He needs more.

"Beg me, say Hyung please touch my little clit." He demands cruelly. Jisung whispers and tries to rut up but he holds his waist down with his other hand.

"Go on, beg Jisung." It's his full name that really gets him. How Lee Knows tongue wraps around it like it's a delicious meal.

"Please, Please Hyung, please touch my—my little clit." He whispers. It's not enough for Lee Know though.

"Sorry what was that I couldn't hear you." He teases.

"Please touch my little clit Hyung, please, please, please, please, please, plea—" His begging is cut off with a moan as the entity of Lee Knows hand surrounds him. It's so good. He never knew a hand job could fell like this.

"Good boy. That's it baby. Does it feel good?" He asks in between kissing Jisungs stomach.

"Uhn! Hyung yes so good. So good. Thank you." It just comes out Jisung doesn't even really have control over his mouth anymore. Lee Know smirks at the desperate display underneath him. Jisung feels like he's going to explode and just when he's at the precipice Lee Knows hand is gone. Jisung looks up at him with wide eyes.

"Your not allowed to come again without my permission is that clear baby?" Jisung whines and shakes his head but it earns him another slap. It's softer than before but rocks him still.

"Verbal answers baby."

"Yes, Hyung, only if you tell me." He breathes out. Lee Know leans down a kisses him hard. He bites his lip till he can taste blood and he moans as copper fills his mouth. As it fills Minho's mouth. When they pull apart both their lips a little more red than normal.

Then he feels a finger at his rim. It's dry but oh he wants him to put it in. He pulls back and grabs the lube and squeezed it onto his fingers.

"Take off your shirt." He commands and Jisung scrambled to obey. When it's off Lee Knows fingers find his rim again. He doesn't even give him a second before pushing two of them in. Jisung stiffens at the immediate stretch. Yes he gets himself off almost every day with a dildo but he works himself up to that. This is immediate, cruel, sadistic. Jisung needs more.

"Relax baby." Lee Knows whispers as he kisses is clavicle. Jisung tries he does but the stretch burns. It's so good though. He wonders if it would hurt this good if Lee Know just stuck his cock in in him. Would he tear, would he forever have a reminder of Lee Know. A scar made from the deepest kind of pleasure.

Lee Know only lets him adjust for a second more before slamming the two fingers in all the way to the knuckle. He doesn't give him anytime before he sets a ruthless pace. It's agonizing. He feels like he's high.

"There you go baby, so good for me. Such a good boy. Opening right up for me." Jisung whined at the praise and clamps down on his fingers. He uses the exact moment to stick a third finger in and Jisungs bows off the bed. It's so much. It's all encompassing.

"Hyung, please." He begged. He wasn't sure if he was begging for more or less at this point. All he could focus on though was his fingers driving in and out of him. He scissored his fingers open and Jisung whined.

"So tight baby, can you even take my cock?" He asks no one in particular. The idea of not getting Lee Know's dick makes him almost animalistic. He needs it. He needs Lee Know inside him now. He doesn't care he can. He can.

Lee Knows fingers hit is prostate and Jisung swears he sees stars. "There it is baby." Lee Know cooed. Then he purposefully aimed away from it. It makes Jisung sob. Like when everyone is eating your favorite food with out you. But you have to stay and watch them, they shove it in your face and whenever you try to bite they snatch it away.

"Hyung. Please." He grabs Lee Knows face and looks at him with pleading eyes. Lee Knows eyes soften for a second before he laughs and pulls his fingers out. Jisung whines at the loss but it takes a second before he realizes he's pulling his cock out. He doesn't take off his pants, merely unbuttons them and pulls it out.

He moans at the sight. He huge. Like porn star huge. He has the type of dick that people go to their plastic surgeon and ask if they can get it.

"Your so big Hyung." Jisung groans and Lee Know smirks down at him. He puts the dicks together and it's a pathetic view really. His dick is so much longer and thicker. It has the perfect curve and it's just so pretty.

"Want me to fuck you baby?" He asks as he rubs his dick against Jisungs. Jisung nods and whines at the sight. He can't tear his eyes away from it.

Slap.

"You would think you'd of learned by now, but the mere sight of my cock makes you go stupid. What's going to happen when I'm inside you?" He asked.

"Please fuck me Hyung. Need it. Please. Need you." He looks up at Lee Know and the elder groans before grabbing the condom and tearing it with his teeth.

"Can't look at me like that baby. So fucking ruinable." He moans to himself. He grabs the lube and strokes his cock to the sight of Jisung.

"Could come like this. Just staring at you. Leave you here shaking and wanting." Jisung panics at the thought. Panics of not having him inside him. Tears come to his eyes.

"Please Hyung, no. Need you inside me. Feel so empty. Need to feel you in me. So deep. Please Hyung. I'll be good. I promise. I can take it." Famous last words really. Lee Know leaned down and kissed him before lining up to his hole. He lets it sit against it for a second and smirks down at Jisung. He rubs it against the hole a couple of times up and down until Jisung whined loud.

"Put it in please, Hyung." He begged. Lee Know grabbed one of his hips and looked at where his cock laid against Jisungs hole. Pink and furled. Jisung gasped at Lee Know started to push in. It was to much. He can't take it. It's to big. It feels like he's being stretched wide. When Minho gets the tip in Jisung has to push on his abdomen.

"Too big. Can't I can't." Minho chucked and leaned down to his forehead was touching Jisungs. Face to face, breathing each other in. Lee Know kissed him softly not moving. He kissed a line down his neck and right next to his ear.

"You can take it baby." He whispered before pushing in a little more. "Made to take my cock baby." He groaned as Jisungs tightness surrounded him. Jisung couldn't make a sound. He was stuck staring up at the roof mouth agape as Lee Know made space for himself inside of him. It was so much and the stretch burned but so good. When Lee Knows hummed as his pubic bone hit his ass, they both moaned in unison.

"Fuck baby taking me so well." Lee Know groaned looking down at Jisung. He had such an awe struck expression. Lee Know pulled out just a little and pushed back in and Jisung whined. Loud. It was euphoric. It had felt like Minho had just carved out a cavern within Jisung.

"So big. Your so big Hyung. It's to much." He moaned as Lee Know did a couple more small thrusts. Jisung had never felt so full. He could feel it in his stomach. His hands went down to his abdomen and he moaned loud and tightened around Lee Know as he could feel a little indent where Lee Know was pushing him to his limit.

"Fuck Hyung. Can feel you, here." He motioned to his stomach and Lee Know looked down at his hands. He moved them so he could feel and he groaned loud. He dropped his head down to his neck and moaned as he pushed all the way in.

"Born to take me. Never going to be satisfied by another man again." He mumbled into his neck. Jisung giggled at the possessiveness in his voice. It was just so unexpected. Lee Know pulled back again and stared at Jisung with that hungry expression.

"Hyung," He said softly, "Fuck me, please." He begged. He liked that Lee Know was taking it slow. But he needed to get railed into next Sunday.

"You don't know what your asking baby." Lee Know said as he grind into Jisung. Jisung moaned again and pouted up at Lee Know. "Please Hyung." He begged. Lee Know groaned, closed his eyes and took a deep breath in before pulling out almost to the tip.

"Remember you begged for this baby. Asked for it like a desperate little slut." He said before slamming into Jisung. He doesn't even have to try to find his prostate getting it on the first try. It was unfair that he was this good. He had the size and the skills. He slammed into Jisung fast but at a steady pace. It made him feel like he was on the moon. He closed his eyes but he got slapped again.

"Look at me baby. Want to see you fall apart on my cock." He changed up the rhythm and Jisung couldn't help the little uh, uh, uhs he let out. He felt like he was on cloud nine and in the back of his mind and song came to him. One that was raw and an embodiment of Minho. One that showed there bodies were made for each other.

"Your mine baby, all mine." Minho groaned as he slammed deep into Jisung and held himself against his prostate. He was burning alive in euphoria. The stars shined bright and vivid as he tried to remain focused on Minho. All he could feel was the Minho shape hole that was now apart of him.

"Tell me your mine." He growled out. Jisung looked into his eyes again and all he saw was a beast. He was starving for Jisung and Jisung had never felt as seen as he had in that moment. He sobbed and grabbed Minho's shoulders to bring them as close together as they could possibly be.

"Yours." He whispered. It was between a shuttering breath and he was unable to form anymore words. Minho had fucked him stupid. Minho was all he could see, smell or think about. In that moment he was Jisungs past present and future. Minho had become his god in that moment.

"Cum for me, please Jisung, come for me." Minho begged. Commanded? Jisung couldn't tell. He only knew that he was given permission. He felt a bliss like no other as he wrapped himself around Minho. He felt as if he had just learned what heaven had been like. He looked up at the boy in awe and astonishment. In return Minho looked down at him like he was holding the world and it was the most precious thing he could own.

He pushed inside Jisung deep and let out a deep groan as he spent himself. Jisung cursed at the condom and wished that Minho was filling him with his cum. He needed it. He felt as if he was missing a blanket of warmth that could have coated his insides and thus made him warm on the outside. Minho started to pull out and Jisung whined and tried to hold him inside of him.

"Baby, I'm not going anywhere, I'll be right here." He said softly. The softest he had ever heard the other boy speak. He pulled out and Jisung felt more empty than he ever had in his life. The whole was no longer filled by Minho. He felt cold.

Warm arms wrapped around him and covered him in his entirety. He head was on Minhos chest and even though he couldn't crawl inside of him and sit next to his heart he could get as close as possible and let his heartbeat lull him to sleep. His last thought before sleep greeted him was that it would make a beautiful song.