a constant state of illinois

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• it’s the same as it’s always been by transmasculinity

  Fandoms: Moon Knight (TV 2022)  

  • Mature
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  12 Apr 2025

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Steven Grant & Jake Lockley & Marc Spector
  • Layla El-Faouly/Marc Spector
  • Steven Grant & Khonshu & Jake Lockley & Marc Spector
  • Marc Spector
  • Steven Grant (Marvel)
  • Jake Lockley
  • Khonshu (Moon Knight)
  • Layla El-Faouly
  • Abuse
  • Survivor Guilt
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Drabble Collection
  • Unreliable Narrator

  Summary

  Marc, Steven, and Jake, alters of a dissociative system, learn to communicate earlier in life.

  Khonshu, Egyptian god of the moon, wastes no time in forming and commanding His team of knights.

  Unfortunately, there is always someone stepping out of line.

  Series

  • Part 1 of a constant state of illinois

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  11,645

  Chapters:

  65/65

  Comments:

  60

  Kudos:

  108

  Bookmarks:

  21

  Hits:

  3,109

• doing anything at all would be overkill by transmasculinity

  Fandoms: Moon Knight (TV 2022)  

  • Mature
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  29 Apr 2025

  Tags

  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Steven Grant & Marc Spector
  • Steven Grant & Jake Lockley
  • Layla El-Faouly & Steven Grant
  • Steven Grant (Marvel)
  • Marc Spector
  • Layla El-Faouly
  • Jake Lockley
  • Khonshu (Marvel)
  • Implied/Referenced Abuse
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Existential Crisis
  • Jewish Steven Grant (Marvel)
  • Unreliable Narrator
  • Autistic Steven Grant (Marvel)
  • Past Abuse

  Summary

  After Khonshu, Steven is left reeling.

  Series

  • Part 2 of a constant state of illinois

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  4,437

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  22

  Hits:

  296

• neither of us will be missed by transmasculinity

  Fandoms: Moon Knight (TV 2022)  

  • Mature
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  01 May 2025

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Khonshu/Jake Lockley
  • Steven Grant & Jake Lockley
  • Jake Lockley & Marc Spector
  • Jake Lockley
  • Steven Grant (Marvel)
  • Marc Spector
  • Khonshu (Marvel)
  • Layla El-Faouly
  • Implied/Referenced Abuse
  • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
  • Codependency
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Introspection
  • Autistic Jake Lockley
  • Unreliable Narrator
  • putting the pairing tag like. i GUESS!
  • Past Abuse

  Summary

  Jake thinks about Khonshu and what He left.

  Series

  • Part 3 of a constant state of illinois

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,397

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  10

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  175

• do you shake the way i shake by transmasculinity

  Fandoms: Moon Knight (TV 2022)  

  • Mature
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
  • F/M
  • Complete Work

  03 May 2025

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Layla El-Faouly/Marc Spector
  • Marc Spector
  • Layla El-Faouly
  • Steven Grant (Marvel)
  • Jake Lockley
  • Khonshu (Marvel)
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Introspection
  • Lack of Communication
  • Anger Management
  • Unreliable Narrator
  • Autistic Marc Spector
  • Past Abuse
  • Implied/Referenced Abuse

  Summary

  Marc ruins things. He holds a lot of anger, a lot of silence.

  But he can handle it.

  Series

  • Part 4 of a constant state of illinois

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  4,804

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  16

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  274

• downhill by transmasculinity

  Fandoms: Moon Knight (TV 2022)  

  • Mature
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
  • F/M
  • Complete Work

  04 May 2025

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Layla El-Faouly/Marc Spector
  • Steven Grant & Jake Lockley & Marc Spector
  • Layla El-Faouly
  • Marc Spector
  • Steven Grant (Marvel)
  • Jake Lockley
  • Khonshu (Marvel)
  • Trauma
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Communication
  • Dialogue Heavy
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Unreliable Narrator
  • Past Abuse

  Summary

  Layla offers to listen, while dealing with her own personal demons.

  Series

  • Part 5 of a constant state of illinois

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  4,897

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  1

  Kudos:

  18

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  173

• everything is wrong by transmasculinity

  Fandoms: Moon Knight (TV 2022)  

  • Mature
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  24 Jun 2025

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Layla El-Faouly/Marc Spector
  • Steven Grant & Jake Lockley & Marc Spector
  • Khonshu & Jake Lockley
  • Marc Spector
  • Steven Grant (Marvel)
  • Jake Lockley
  • Layla El-Faouly
  • Khonshu (Marvel)
  • Implied/Referenced Abuse
  • Introspection
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Unreliable Narrator
  • Drabble Collection
  • Digital Art
  • Chronic Pain
  • Past Abuse
  • On Hiatus

  Summary

  Sometimes it gets better, sometimes it gets worse. It’s a process.

  They work on it together.

  Series

  • Part 6 of a constant state of illinois

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  15,180

  Chapters:

  12/12

  Comments:

  12

  Kudos:

  18

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  689