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  1. Rec 13

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    Gerard knows how to be normal about this.

    He knows there’s a bucket under the tiny sink in the cramped bus kitchen with a bunch of barely-used cleaning supplies, and he knows Brian will have enough chux stashed away that he can dump whatever he uses straight in the trash and tie the bag, and he knows how to be normal about this.

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    20 Sep 2026

  2. Rec 14

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    It’s become routine at this point. Gerard’s had a rough day, Bert fucks him until he passes out. What can really be considered a “rough day” at this point in his life is beyond him. Everything bleeds together—hours, drinks, shows, sex. What he considers a relatively okay 3pm-to-4am period (or whatever constitutes a day for a rock star with an increasingly concerning drug addiction) is one that he can barely remember once he wakes up. He wakes up next to Bert a lot, and he’s okay with that for now. They chase their hangovers away together and Bert likes to blow him awake sometimes. He likes being around him, and that says a lot because Gerard doesn’t really like being around a lot of people.

    Oh, and he gives the best head Gerard’s ever had in his life.

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    20 Sep 2026

  3. Rec 22

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    A lot of things are different, now. Gerard's hair is shorter. And whiter. Bert's is the same as it always has been.

    Gerard is sober. Bert isn't.

    The bus is nicer. His stage clothes are nicer, too. He's thinner, but he hopes Bert hasn't noticed.

    The way Bert's fingers hook up inside him, just barely grazing his prostate in a way that shoots sparks through his veins but doesn't give him enough to be truly pleasurable, building up the tension in his body, is exactly the same as it was before. 

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    20 Sep 2026

  4. Rec 20

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    He gawks at the way Bert’s inky black hair clings to his neck like spiderwebs, the darkness of his tattoos accentuated against his honey-coloured skin when they’re wet, the curve of his arms, all lean muscle, and the broad shoulders he’d suddenly like to grab.

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    “You kiss your mama with that mouth?”

    “I blow you with it, now c’mon.”

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    20 Sep 2026

  5. Rec 5

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    Pete isn’t exactly sure why he’s here. It’s not like he has a giant plan to make some kind of grand gesture. He just- He heard Patrick was playing in Chicago and without missing a beat he drove to the venue. And now he’s here. Just standing in the back row trying not to get noticed by anyone that might recognize him.

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    09 Jul 2026