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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    Chuuya wakes up like he’s been dropped back into his own body without warning.

    Everything hurts. Everything is wrong.

    There’s blood on his skin he can’t place, bruises he doesn’t remember earning, and a heavy, sinking feeling like he’s already lost something important—something he can’t even name.

    His head is full of broken flashes. Red. Noise. Falling. Power tearing through him until there’s nothing left but static.

    He doesn’t know where he is.

    Doesn’t know who he is.

    Just fragments that refuse to become anything solid.

    His phone is in his hand like it’s always been there.

    Names scroll past his thumb—Ane-san, Hirotsu-san, Boss—none of them meaning anything, none of them feeling real enough to hold onto.

    His breathing goes uneven.

    Too fast.

    Too shallow.

    Then he sees it.

    Suicidal Manic.

    No memory attached to it.

    No face.

    No explanation.

    Just something in him going, this.

    Wrong decision, probably.

    Definitely.

    But his thumb taps it anyway.

    Because somehow—despite everything missing—that feels like the only thing that still makes sense.

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    10 May 2026

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    1 Chuuya drugged and raped after corruption everyone worried Dazai coming to save him

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    What kind of shitty person doesn't even cry when their best friend dies? A monster. A demon, the very scum of the earth Oda hated the most. That's who he was. A worthless piece of garbage rotting away slowly.

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    03 Feb 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark *

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    "I'm not spending the rest of my day here. I came to take this walking bandage pile to home."

    "Wrong insult. He still can't walk."

    "Dammit, I swear to god-"

    "Chuuya-san, please," all eyes turn to Atsushi, "I'm sure Dazai-san would appreciate it if you were here when he comes round."

    After the whole thing with the Decay of Angels and the Vampirism ends, the ADA goes back to work. Dazai, who doesn't take his time to recover, has a freak attack and the Agency calls out to Chuuya for help.

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    22 Nov 2025

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    This is good

  4. Public Bookmark 44

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    If Chuuya had to describe Corruption in one word, that word would have to be excruciating. And when he said excruciating, he means excruciating, and not just physically.

    The worst part about using Corruption was the fact that, after everything was done and dusted, Chuuya just didn’t feel human anymore.

    OR: Dazai patches Chuuya up after a particularly rough use of Corruption

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    28 Oct 2025

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    Cute x

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    It's always a rough time after corruption.
    Especially when Dazai gets pulled away when he's supposed to be caring for Chuuya.

     

    (This fic was just an excuse to write a bunch of tropes/head canons - check notes for details)

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    03 Sep 2025

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    This is so cute